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Acknowledgement
Foreword
About Venerable Uda Eriyagama Dhammajīva Thero
Appendix
Instructions for sitting meditation, walking meditation and
establishing mindfulness in daily affairs
Acknowledgement
The editor is indebted to Bhikkhuni Kusuma of Ayya Khema Meditation Centre, Sri
Lanka and Kenneth Morris and Barbara Janus of the Saddhamma Foundation, USA
for their suggestions, corrections, inspiration and criticism in reviewing a draft of
the original print version of this book.
Foreword
Venerable Uda Eriyagama Dhammajīva is a rare and dexterous teacher who teaches
us that final liberation is attainable in this life itself. His teachings offer a simple,
yet precise guide to the Satipaṭṭhāna practice and show us that insight into final
liberation could unravel in this very moment, in one breath or in one touch of a
foot step.
When Venerable Dhammajīva visited Victoria, the lay community had only known
of his reputation as a meditation master with direct knowledge of the Buddha's
teachings. It was in the most unexpected circumstances that the Victorian lay
community was informed of his visit.
In ways that could not have been imagined nor anticipated, during Venerable
Dhammajīva's visit, his teachings, instructions and his presence opened many doors
and yogis were able to traverse through unknown territories and encounter
unexpected meditative experiences. He gave us instructions to deepen our insight
and finesse the subtleties of the practice, and translated the timeless words of the
Buddha in a way that gave us confidence that the desired results can be attained in
This book has been compiled by a lay disciple who visited the Dhammasarana
Buddhist Temple during Venerable Dhammajīva's visit to Australia. It is a rare
moment in samsāra that one meets a teacher who can insightfully summarize the
intricacies of the Dhamma in a span of just three-months. In This Life Itself has
been compiled to celebrate the wisdom of a skilled and experienced meditation
master and his sincerity, dedication and respect in teaching the Dhamma to his
disciples.
The reader will note that Pāli terms appear throughout the text. The Pāli terms
have been included to introduce a precision of meaning that is not available in
English and is only possible in the Buddha's teachings. The Pāli words have been
incorporated as they are necessary for an understanding of the meditative practice.
The richness of the discourses as given by Venerable Dhammajīva has, however,
been lost to some extent as a result of the editing process.
Chapter 1
As preached by the Buddha, seven benefits can be gained from the practice of
Satipaṭṭhāna.
visuddhiyā). Proceeding along the path of purification does not demand a belief in
the Buddha. Rather, the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta assumes a level of autonomy on the
practitioner and prescribes that purification of oneself rests in one's own hands.
The Buddha preached that there is only one way (ekāyano maggo) to purify the
mind. In this path of purification, establishing mindfulness is of fundamental
importance. Until recently, Buddhist practice centreed on rituals and the
perfection of merits or on an aspiration for a future Buddha to liberate them. It is
only as of late that the importance of mindfulness in Buddhist practice has gained
prominence.
By purifying the mind, a person is able to overcome, sorrow and lamentation (soka
pariddavānaṃ samatikkamāya). These are the second and third benefits. The world
is inundated with grief, suffering and lamentation and society presents us with
many methods and alternatives to cope with these states of mind. But, the results
are temporary and superficial. On the other hand, the practice of Satipaṭṭhāna leads
to a complete eradication of grief, sorrow and lamentation. The fourth and fifth
benefits are overcoming of physical and mental pain (dukkha domanassānaṃ
atthangamāya).
Our capacity to practice is always challenged. We get old, our faculties fade, we get
sick and die. It is difficult to practice when we are sick or disabled because we need
our physical strength to meet the challenges faced in the practice. But, if we
practice when we are mentally and physically sound, we will be able to meet the
challenges encountered in the Satipaṭṭhāna practice quite comfortably.
Regular and consistent practice will increase our confidence in the Satipaṭṭhāna
practice and its results. Gradually, we will gain an understanding of final liberation
(nibānnanassa sacchikiriyāya). This is the final and seventh benefit. There is no
magical formula for this attainment. One must simply strive towards one's own
purification.
A yogi must have purified virtues and a view that is direct and straight (ādimeva
visodhehi kusalesu dhammesu) to practice Satipaṭṭhāna. Having a direct view
means that the yogi does not believe in a creator or a god, but instead in kamma
and vipāka (causality). Thus, the yogi must become responsible for his or her
actions. Through an understanding of kamma and vipāka a deeper moral
conscience and confidence in physical, mental and verbal conduct will develop.
Without purified morality (sīla visuddhi), a yogi should not undertake the
Satipaṭṭhāna practice. Lay people should aim to have a basic level of sīla, which
consists of maintaining the five precepts: refraining from taking life, refraining
from taking what is not given, refraining from sexual misconduct, refraining from
verbal misdeeds, and refraining from taking intoxicants. These human qualities
must be mastered before commencing the Satipaṭṭhāna practice.
Sīla is not a set of commandments handed down by the Buddha. Rather, it derives
from a basic sense of humanity. The Buddha preached to criminals and murderers
and in spite of their past behaviour they were able to purify themselves and attain
enlightenment. We can purify our moral conduct at any moment. As humans we
are able to distinguish good from bad. This mental state is unique to humans.
Animals simply react and act on instinct.
Once morality is well established, the yogi must practice with diligence, exert
ardent energy (ātāpi) and strive in the practice of Satipaṭṭhāna. The yogi must have
faith in the benefits of the practice. Striving is an essential characteristic of the
Satipaṭṭhāna yogi.
It is therefore important that a yogi should take particular care and diligently
practice at the very early stages of the meditation. The yogi must be patient and be
aware of the mind's nature. Because the mind jumps from one object to another, it
never has the opportunity to understand the characteristics of one particular
object when it arises. The Buddha has described this mind as superficial. It is like a
cork that is put into water simply wobbling around. It never penetrates. But if you
put a piece of stone exactly at the point it touches the water, it will sink to the
bottom. Similarly, when mindfulness is effective, whatever the object may be, it will
penetrate into its characteristics. This is why the yogi must repeatedly apply the
mind to the object of meditation.
The yogi's mindfulness on the in-breath and the out-breath during sitting
mediation will be somewhat superficial at the beginning. But with repeated
application, the mind will gradually focus on the object of meditation. With well
established mindfulness, a yogi will have sustained attention on the in-breath and
the out-breath. Throughout the period of meditation, the noting and observing
mind will be directly focused on the object. In each sitting, with strong
determination, a yogi must strive to bring the mind directly in line with the object.
When mindfulness is aligned with the object, a yogi has a certain level of security
and hindrances such as sensual desire (kāmacchanda), anger (vyāpāda), sloth and
torpor (thīna middha), doubts (vicikicchā) and restlessness and worry (uddhacca
kukkucca), will no longer be present, because the mind is now occupied with the
object of meditation.
To strengthen the perception (tirasaññā padaṭṭhāna), the yogi must note the
movement and touch of each and every in-breath and out-breath. By noting the
phase of the process mindfulness is retained and awareness is not impinged by
external distractions such as thoughts. As the strength of the perception increases,
the yogi will have the security of a strong and continuous mindfulness.
A yogi with perfected moral conduct and a direct view to practice diligently will
seethe results of his or her own purification in this life itself. This is not a religious,
but a technical exercise. It is a process through which one goes against the grain.
Chapter 2
Establishing Mindfulness
Sitting meditation is relatively rapid to establish, but at the beginning, many yogis
find that thoughts, sound or pain interfere with their mindfulness of the breath.
With repeated practice, a yogi may be able to establish the desired level of
mindfulness and concentration. Maintaining mindfulness after a session of sitting
meditation is however difficult.
During walking meditation your eyes are open, your body is active and you are
mindful of the movement of the feet. The mindfulness gained during walking
meditation is therefore much more durable because it is developed amidst activity.
Paying attention to daily affairs will be comparatively difficult at the beginning and
it will take a long time to cultivate mindfulness from one moment to the other. In
spite of these perceived difficulties, a yogi must strive to practice all three methods
of establishing mindfulness.
So how does one become mindful of one's own body (katañca bhikkhave bhikkhu,
kāye kāyānupassi viharati)? According to the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta, a bhikkhu
contemplates the body in its totality. In our daily lives, we look at the body through
various perspectives. We see it as an object of beautification, a sexual object, a lever
or an object of strength. We rarely see the body as it is. To see the body and its true
nature, we must exert ardent effort and mindfully see its activities in totality.
As stated in the Karaniya metta sutta, one must be mindful when one is standing
(titīaṃ), walking (caram), sitting (nissinnovā) and lying down (sayānovā) (titīam
caram nissinnovā sayānovā yāvaṭṭhassa vigatamiddho etam satim adhiheyya). A
yogi becomes mindful of the body by being in the present moment and
contemplating the body as it is.
Exertion of Effort
The most proximate cause for establishing mindfulness is the exertion of ardent
energy (ātāpi). Viriya (effort) is the energy aspect of the mind. Ātāpi or padhāna
viriya is the exertion of ardent energy in the practice. Without energy, the yogi will
be in a dull state of mind experiencing sloth and torpor. To establish mindfulness,
the yogi must exert ardent energy and diligently strive in the practice.
By establishing mindfulness, we stop the arising of defilements which have not yet
arisen in our stream of consciousness (anuppanānam pāpakānaṃ akusalānaṃ
dhammānaṃ anuppādāya). This is an important turning point of the samsāric
journey, because we make a conscious effort and a determination to restrain
defilements from arising with an understanding of the vicious nature of the
samsāric journey. When we are not morally responsible, we attribute all mishaps to
others, the past or the future. Gradually, with mindfulness, we begin to see
causality, that all actions and their results are our own responsibility (kamma and
vipāka). With an understanding of causality, moral shame and fear (hiri ottappa)
will set in.
Once seated in an erect, symmetrical and balanced posture, with the alignment of a
pyramid in Cairo, the yogi will come to the present moment and become aware of
the posture and the body. Gradually, you will note the natural in-breath and the
out-breath and silently and choicelessly, observe the most prominent point where
the breath manifests. It may be around the tip of the nose or towards the top of the
lips, the throat, solar plexus etc. As the breathing continues in an involuntary and
natural manner, you must aim to retain your focus on the breath and exert a
certain level of energy. Otherwise, thoughts will arise and your attention will be
taken away towards external objects.
To retain mindfulness, the yogi must patiently observe the in-breath and the out-
breath, understand and experience the difference between the in-breath and the
out-breath and carefully observe the phase of the process by maintaining a steady
attention on the breath, from the beginning, through the middle, and to the very
end. Gradually, the meditative mind will be drawn to the breath and the yogi will
no longer be disturbed by sounds, thoughts or bodily pains that arise during sitting
meditation. Clarity will set in. To achieve this precise alignment, the yogi must see
the in-breath and the out-breath in their entirety. By remaining alert, being
attentive, vigilant, diligent and exerting ardent energy, the yogi will have
continuous attention on the phase of the in-breath and the out-breath. Continuous
attention on the breath is only possible with the application of sustained energy. By
exerting sustained energy, you will have continuous attention on the primary
object (the breath) without interferences from thoughts, sounds and bodily pain.
By noting you can recollect and report the meditation experience to a teacher. For
example, you will report that at the beginning, the attention was on the tip of the
nose and an in-breath occurred. Noted as 'in' and it appeared as an inward rubbing
sensation. When the out-breath occurred, you noted as 'out' and that it appeared
warmer and longer than the in-breath. Then you wandered off and started
thinking. You noted it as"thinking,thinking". When the thought ceased, your
attention went back to the breath etc.
Further, by noting, you will be able to discern your personality traits during
meditation and seek the appropriate remedies from your teacher by accurately
reporting your experiences.
With mindfulness, defilements that have arisen in the stream of consciousness will
be erased off (uppanānan pāpakānan akusalānan dhammānan pahānāya). As stated
by the Buddha, the first benefit of the Satipaṭṭhāna practice is the purification of
the being (sattānam visuddhiyā). As the momentum of the purification increases in
the practice, the yogi overcomes grief, sorrow and lamentation (soka pariddavānam
samathikkamāya) and eradicates mental and physical pain (dukkhadomanassānam
atthangamāya).
Through the purification of virtues and the results of your practice, a penetrative
form of faith will arise. Generally, we increase or restore faith as we sit in front of
an image of the Buddha or go to a spiritual place. But this faith is superficial. The
faith gained from our experience in the practice and it's result is not superficial. It
will be a penetrative form of faith (okkappana saddhā).
By effectively noting every in-breath and out-breath, a yogi experiences less and
less defilements and develops continuous mindfulness and concentration. Faith in
the practice will develop. With increased faith, you will exert more energy and this
in turn will lead to continuous mindfulness. This process will develop as a chain
reaction.
Benefits of Mindfulness
When the mind is directly facing the object of meditation,lust (rāga), hatred (dosa)
or ignorance (moha) will not arise. To clearly note the benefits of mindfulness, the
momentum of the practice must come to the correct proportion to enable the yogi
to see things as they are. By developing mindfulness in sitting meditation, the yogi
can extend it to day to day affairs too. Further, with continuous mindfulness during
sitting meditation, the yogi can cleanse the stream of consciousness from potential
defilements. This will lead to concentration, which in turn will give way to wisdom.
With continuous mindfulness, the yogi will become aware of the present moment.
If we are mindful, we can deal with all mishaps in life with skill and confidence. We
will make instead of reactions, lasting decisions which are based on facts arising out
of our observations.
We ourselves must attain our own liberation. The Buddha has expounded the
Dhamma and has mapped the path, but each one of us must practice and attain
final liberation. With diligence, we must exert ardent energy and regularise the
practice. Once the meditation gathers in momentum, concentration will set in.
With developed concentration, wisdom will arise and the wheel of Dhamma will be
set in motion. If we practice in this manner, we will see irreversible changes in this
life itself.
Chapter 3
In the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta, the Buddha asks a rhetorical question: How does a
bhikkhu contemplate the body as body? (katañca bhikkhave bhikkhu, kāye
kāyānupassī viharati?)
The human body is seen as complicated and mysterious. Scientists and researchers
are still continuing with their pursuit of a complete understanding of the human
body. However, more than 2550 years ago, the Buddha instructed yogis on how to
contemplate the body and understand its true nature.
To contemplate the body as body, a yogi must contemplate it in its totality. This
does not suggest an analytical process or a separation of the body into elementary
parts. Rather, the invitation is to see the body in its totality. We generally perceive
our body through its features and the different perspectives that they offer. The
body is viewed as a sexual object, something beautiful and an operating machine or
as a source of power. These perspectives only offer a limited understanding. When
we understand the body in its totality and its natural characteristics are revealed,
there will no longer be any hatred, desire or ignorance, resulting from it.
This chapter will discuss how a yogi contemplates the body in one's own breath.
The Buddha has suggested that either a forest place (arañña gatovā), under a tree
(rukkhamūla gatovā) or any other vacant place (suññāgāra gatovā) is best for
meditation (idha bhikkhave bhikkhu, aranñagatovā, rukkhamūlagatovā, suññāgāra
gatovā). The yogi must be in an environment where there is a minimum of external
distractions.
This is a practical suggestion because if the yogi is in a busy or crowded place, the
focus of the mind will be taken away by external distractions.
Meditating in an isolated place is a new experience for most people. Often when
new yogis arrive at the Meetirigala forest hermitage in Sri Lanka, sitting on the
floor and walking with bare feet itself is a novelty for them.
The sitting posture (nisīdati pallaṇkaṃ) is the most conducive for developing
concentration. Lying down will give way to sloth and torpor and interfere with the
development of concentration. Standing may be difficult for the beginner. Walking
meditation may also be a challenge because the yogi is intentionally moving the
body while noting the same to arouse the energy aspect of the body. Focusing on
the activity and noting the movement of the feet may be distracting in the sense of
concentration, for the beginner. Nevertheless, the concentration developed during
walking meditation is more durable as it is developed amidst activity. Further,
because we walk to so many places in our daily lives, we can extend that
mindfulness already established during walking meditation in to our day to day
activities.
During sitting meditation, the yogi must try to sit in the full lotus posture.
Alternatively, you can go for the half or quarter lotus posture. When you sit like
this, your whole body will be held in a triangular shape, as if you are a pyramid in
Cairo. Nisīdati pallaṇkaṃ means being seated in a cross-legged position. If sitting
with your legs crossed proves to be difficult, you can consider sitting on a straight
back chair or on a meditation bench. The benefits of sitting straight are not difficult
to see because an arched back will result in pain and will also hinder the passage of
the air draught. Further, sitting in an upright position without external support
will energise your meditation practice.
As you sit in a suitable environment with your upper body erect, you will have the
appropriate alignment to establish mindfulness on the object in front of you
(arañña gatovā rukkhamūla gatovā suññagāra gatovā, nisīdati pallaṇkaṃ, ābhujitvā,
ujunkāyan panidhāya parimukhaṃ, satiṃuppaṭṭhapetvā).
Focus and scan through the whole body to ensure that you are seated comfortably.
Simply be with the totality of the body. Do not analyse it. To be in the present 'here,
now I am' moment. Gradually, the processes of the body and the mind will calm
down and the breathing will become prominent.
As you observe your stream of consciousness, you can see whether it is completely
taken away by wandering thoughts, and day-dreaming or fantasizing. The mind
may think or wander off. Just note these distractions as they arise in your stream of
consciousness. But, do not react to them. Just be choicelessly aware. Or else, when
distracting sounds or bodily pains arise, you will become irritated. If you do not
react, thoughts, sounds and pain will just come and go. They will arise and pass
away casually. If you react however, they will persist in your consciousness and
disturb you.
Mindfully, you must notice the in-breath and the out-breath as they occur (so
satova assa sati, sato passu sati). The air draught will touch many places as the
breath moves in and out. You must have a detached observation on the object and
see how the mind discriminately differentiates between the in-breath and out-
breath. Allow breathing to take place naturally under the light of mindfulness.
Note the in-breath as "in" and the out-breath as "out". Noting does not mean
verbalising, but simply aligning the mind with the in-breath and the out-breath.
Discriminately experience the difference between the two phases.
Although the breathing process stimulates many points, you must discern the most
prominent point and focus on it. Once you distinguish the most prominent
touching point, your focus will gradually converge into it. It may be the tip of the
nose, top of the lip or the rising and falling of the abdomen or elsewhere.
Two alignments must be established during sitting meditation. Firstly, you must
observe the discriminative experience of the in-breath and out-breath or the rising
or falling of the abdomen. Secondly, as this happens, you must locate the most
prominent point at which stimulation occurs as the breath moves in and out.
Sharpen your aim and make sure that the mind is attentive to the entirety of each
process. Be aware of the sensations from the very beginning and follow the in-
breath and the out-breath, from the beginning, through the middle to the end. The
attention must be continuous. The stronger the attention and the focus, the more
information about the experience you will gather. You must have a precise aim to
directly meet the experience and the sensations of the air draught.
The journey has now started! Thoughts, sounds and pain will arise from time to
time and may impinge on your awareness of the in and out breaths. If mindfulness
is not strongly established, the distractions will take the attention away from the
primary object. When this happens, a helpful aid to precision and continued
mindfulness is to make a mental note of the distraction and naming the sensation,
by silently repeating the word in the mind such as "thinking, thinking, thinking".
As you adopt this method, you will observe that thoughts and sounds arise, but you
will not think or hear. You will continue to remain with the in-breath and the out-
breath and your mindfulness will not waver. Whenever there is no distraction go
back to the primary object and note it continuously.
With continuous mindfulness, you will observe the length of the breath. For
example, the in-breath may appear longer than the out-breath or vice versa. When
the in-breath and the out-breath are long, you observe them as such (dighaṃ vā
assasanto, dighaṃ assasāmīti pajānāti, dighaṃ vā passasanto, dighaṃ passasāmīti
pajānāti). Similarly, when the in-breath and the out-breath are short, you observe
them as such (rassaṃ vā assasanto, rassaṃ assasāmīti pajānāti, rassaṃ vā
passasanto, rassaṃ passasāmīti pajānāti). You must try to experience the touch and
the rubbing sensation of the two phases - the in-breath and the out-breath
separately.
During ānāpānasati bhāvanā, by observing the length of the in-breath and the out-
breath, you can diagnose your character traits. For example, a yogi that takes a
slow in-breath and breathes out in a sigh is an emotional type of character. A yogi
with a quick and rushing in-breath is a restless type of character.
When the noting mind calms down, the air draught becomes shorter. This is a
healthy improvement and it indicates progress. Gradually, the discrimination
between the in-breath and the out-breath will become less apparent. The in-breath
and the out-breath will be similar and there will be less distance between the
breath and the noting mind. The phase of the in-breath and the out-breath will
become less noticeable. Gradually, the breath becomes inconspicuous. As the
prominence of the breath disappears, yogis may become doubtful and wonder
whether their concentration has been disturbed or their mindfulness has lost its
efficiency. On the contrary, this state demonstrates a healthy progression of your
meditation.
When the breath becomes shorter and subtler, more energy needs to be exerted.
The yogi will be challenged to maintain continuous mindfulness as the breath
becomes finer and less discernible. So the mindfulness should be accurate and
precise. You must be vigilant, diligent, mindful and concentrated. Gradually, the
touch sensation of the breath will disappear. (sabbakāya patisamvedi, assasissāmīti
sikkhati, sabbakāya patisamvedi, passasissāmīti sikkhati).
At this stage, you are instructed to see the breath as the whole body (sabbakāya).
Your attention must be sharpened and you must observe the entirety of each
process. Be aware of the very beginning of the in-breath and maintain a steady
attention through the middle and the end. Then be aware of the out-breath from
the beginning, through the middle, to the end. Such a detailed observation is
necessary when the breath becomes subtle. The yogi must catch the breath
immediately as it manifests and see its entire process. You will observe that the in-
breath disappears exactly at the point before the out-breath starts. When you are
able to continually observe this process and the gap between the two phases, you
will know that your mind is fully aligned with the breath. When you observe the
breath in its totality, you are engrossed in it and you will gradually observe that the
beginning, the middle and the end of the in-breath and the out-breath are similar.
As the breath becomes subtle, retaining mindfulness demands energy. So you must
be armed with sufficient energy for continuous attention on the breath. In Pāli this
energy is called viriya. In order to undertake longer periods of sitting meditation,
yogis are recommended to do about thirty to forty minutes of walking meditation
beforehand. This is because walking meditation increases stamina and builds
durable concentration.
As you continually observe the subtle phases of the in and out breaths, the
movement of the breath will calm down and settle (passambhayaṃ kāyasankhāraṃ,
assasissām īti sikkhati, passambhayaṃ kāyasaṃkhāraṃ, passasissām īti sikkhati).
The meditation will become effortless. The meditation will gather its own
momentum and you will penetrate deeper into the object of meditation. When your
effort is balanced and your attention is precise and continuous, mindfulness will
become strongly established and concentration will develop. The observing mind
will be magnetically drawn into the breath and you will find your self in a deep
state of concentration - in a state of one-pointedness.
If you are naturally inclined towards serenity meditation, then, as your mind calms
down and becomes concentrated, the breath will also settle down without any
steering or direction from the mind. The more you experience the settling down of
the mind and the breath, the deeper will be the calmness. As concentration
deepens, the observing mind will be left without any sensation of the breathing. To
maintain consistency in your practice when signs of the breath disappear, you must
have an alert mindfulness and firm concentration. The concentrated mind must be
vigilant and remain in a state of one-pointedness for as long as possible. To retain
this deep-seated concentration and firm mindfulness, the awareness should not
shift to bodily pains, thoughts or sounds.
Observe all sensations and experiences during meditation. Note the inner chatter.
By collecting as much information as possible, you can clearly discern your
personality traits, your strengths and weaknesses. As stated by the Buddha, the
meditative experience is a mirror that reflects your personality traits. So, there is
no mystery in meditation. The knowledge accumulated will be from your direct
personal experience. Of course, you may not like what is revealed through this
process because in life we are trained to only notice the good. But, by being
choicelessly aware of the whole experience as it unfolds, you will identify your true
nature and realise that such social conditioning only offers a limited perspective.
All beings have six faculties: the eye, the ear, the nose, the tongue, the body and the
mind. These faculties have their own method of operation. For example, when the
eye catches a visible object, the mind's attention is drawn to the eye, the eye
consciousness and you experience "seeing". To experience "seeing", the visible
object must impinge on the eye sensitivity and then seeing takes place.
Or else, a sound may arise and the ear drum will catch the sound and become
agitated. If the focus of the mind shifts to the sound, hearing will take place. If the
air draught strikes at the tip of the nose or at the top of the lip, and the mind shifts
to the point of touch, it will focus on the in-breath and out-breath.
All six sense doors operate in the same manner. Three conditions must be met to
experience sense impressions that enter through the six sense doors:
During ānāpānasati meditation, the striker element is the air draught. The base
element is the point of touch - the tip of the nose or the top of the lip. The touch
sensation or the experience of the coolness, the heat, shortness, the rubbing, the
expansion or the contraction, is the ignition element. The in-breath comes and
strikes on the skin and a touch sensation takes place. By way of analogy, if you take
a matchstick and strike on the side of the matchbox, a spark ignites. But, for
ignition to take place, a particular amount of energy needs to be applied at an
appropriate angle. Otherwise, it is not possible for the spark to ignite.
A yogi that focuses his or her mind on the striker element is someone who is
inclined towards concentration meditation. Insight meditators have heightened
and discriminating observations during ānāpānasati meditation. They observe the
whole phenomena, all the three elements: the experience of the touch, the
coolness, the calmness, the rubbing sensation, the tension, the movement or the
stiffness of the breath and its point of touch during ānāpānasati meditation.
Insight meditators find it difficult to observe only the air column; the length of the
breath; and the beginning, the middle and the end of the air draught, because their
experience is bent towards the ignition element. As a result, they may not benefit
from the ānāpānasati general instructions prescribed by the Buddha in the
Satipaṭṭhāna sutta. The Buddha himself has stated that ānāpānasati bhāvanā can
only be practised by yogis with clear mindfulness or clear discernment (nāham
bhikkhave mutthassatissa asampajāññnassa ānāpāna sati vadāmi).
You must have a detached observation and be aloof and independent when
observing the breath. When the concentration or insight meditation gathers in its
momentum, your focus will be dragged into the breath. An independent view of the
world can then be observed, you will not grasp anything in the world as the mind
will be closely occupied with the object of meditation (anissitoca viharati, na ca
kiñci loke upādiyati).
Each day you must start as a beginner - as if you are observing the breath for the
first time. As your practice is regularised, past meditation experiences will guide
you through any stumbling blocks. Consistently and gradually, the concentration or
the insight meditation will proceed uninterrupted.
Both insight meditators and concentration meditators at the begining must develop
concentration. It is only with concentration or purified consciousness, that we can
penetrate into the true nature of what is happening, and become free from the
deluded notion of a self and simply observe phenomena naturally arising and
passing away.
Once you are grounded in establishing mindfulness and concentration you will ease
through life. You will be able to extend the strong mindfulness and firm
concentration established in sitting meditation to walking meditation and then to
day to day affairs. The mindfulness and the resulting concentration will grow like a
network. Whatever happens in life, you will remain in the present moment. As
expounded in the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta, a yogi who regularly practices with a firm
resolution and with diligence will progress along the path to insight and will attain
the desired results in a maximum of seven years or seven days. If you practice with
a precise aim and diligent effort, you will directly observe things in their true
As you do ānāpānasati meditation, there comes a time when you have unbearable pain and
your mindfulness shifts from the breath (primary object) to the pain (the secondary object).
At this point, how does the yogi become choicelessly aware of the secondary object and then
go back to the primary object?
We live in an ocean of pain. But, we are not aware of it. At the beginning, when you
focus your attention on the breath, you will note the breathing as coarse and you
will observe the in-breath and out-breath very clearly. Subtle pains may exist, but
the focus on the breath will be strong. Therefore the pain will not be an issue.
As you sit in the same posture for a while, the intensity of pain will gradually
increase. It will increase in its force until it becomes the predominant observation.
Your attention will then be dragged to the pain as it is unbearable and you will
surrender to the pain.
When this happens, you must mentally note it as "pain, pain, pain" and be aware
that it has impinged on your awareness and has taken the attention away to the
point where the pain has arisen. First, you must note the place where the pain has
arisen, whether it is on the right knee, left knee or the ankle etc. As you observe the
pain, you will observe its characteristics. The pain will manifest as a stabbing,
piercing, a conglomeration of dots, a heat patch, or as something which moves up
and down.
Generally, we react to pain as soon as it arises by changing the posture and fail to
observe its natural characteristics. When pain arises, instead, you must note it as
"pain" and spend as much time as you can with it and observe its natural
characteristics. A theoretical knowledge of pain is useful, but unless you see it
directly as it occurs, you will fail to observe its nature or its characteristics. Pain is
an internal feeling. You must patiently be with the pain and observe one or more of
its natural characteristics.
released.
Pain must be dealt with patience. In Burma, there is a saying that "patience leads to
nibbāna". Pain is always challenging and suggests that we must change our posture.
But, the truth of suffering manifests through pain. Our forbearance, resistance and
stamina in dealing with pain will indicate how strong we are in our concentration.
At the beginning, you may mindfully do some adjustments. You must know pain as
pain and that you are foregoing the primary object and slowly adjusting the
posture.
Alternatively, you can focus your attention at the particular place where the pain
has arisen and continuously note it as "pain, pain, pain". You must keep the noting
mind with the pain and see its natural characteristics. When pain becomes
intensified, your noting must also follow at the same consistency and in the same
frequency. To understand the nature of pain you should not rush and change the
posture. Instead, you should try to be with the pain for a little longer and see its
characteristics. This will demonstrate your resilience and indifference to the pain
that has arisen. Pain is a useful test for the vipassanā yogi as the noting mind can be
used to see the natural characteristics of pain.
You can also do some walking mediation to postpone the pain that arises during
sitting meditation. If you do walking meditation beforehand, your mindfulness and
concentration will be consistent during sitting meditation and you will be able to
sit for longer.
Is it useful to sit on a chair or on something more comfortable, if you find that pain arises?
During my first sitting meditation with Munindra-ji, he said that even if I am sitting
on a cushion of air, pain will arise. He said, "the day you experience the pain of
death, the next day you will be enlightened". So you cannot avoid pain. You must
gradually get used to it. Sayadaw U. Panditā once noticed foreign yogis bringing
cushions on their way to Burma commented that in spite of their best efforts to
make their sittings more comfortable with cushions, pain will still arise. There is a
monastery in Burma where the teacher prohibits yogis from using cushions on the
basis that venerable Sariputta and Moggallāna never had used them.
So, you must confront the pain. This may seem difficult. But, the day you overcome
pain, you will realise its value. Pain keeps the yogi awake during sitting meditation.
Some yogis spread sand on the ground where they sit to feel the pain - because pain
keeps you awake. When pain is absent, you feel a sense of paralysis. But, for
beginners it may be too difficult to endure pain. Therefore, it is recommended that
they use a chair or something comfortable at the beginning and gradually get
accustomed to pain.
Sometimes, the pain you endure in sitting meditation results in feelings of aversion and
anger. Could you please explain how to deal with this situation?
There are many designs of cushions and chairs to experience a greater level of
comfort. Manufacturers make a lot of money out of pain. Go to meditation centres,
and you will see cushions with many designs. But even then, pain arises. You have
to acquaint yourself with it. Gradually you will become accustomed to pain and you
will no longer see it as something bad, resulting in negative states of mind.
As time passes, you will see the early stages of pain and how it can take your
attention away from the primary object. Pain operates universally. Be ready for
pain to arise. When beginners note pain, it is too late and they react to it. This is the
difference between diligent attention (appamāda) and delayed attention (pamāda).
With diligent attention, you will see the characteristics of pain as soon as they arise.
If you are late in noting pain, then the body will simply react to it. With
mindfulness and concentration, you will realise that it is due to your delay in
noticing the pain that it becomes unbearable and you hence react to it with
aversion and and anger.
No, instead you must observe the natural characteristics of pain. It is a very vivid
and enlightening experience.
Usually, you react at the beginning. But later you will realise how to deal with it.
You must maximise your attention on the primary object. Then you will have
continuous energy to observe intense forms of pain as and when they arise.
Pain is an awakening experience. If you can awaken to the pain and live with it,
when ever you have a disease, you won't react. Generally, as soon as the symptoms
surface, we start taking medicine. Pain is identified as something bad. It is never
observed as a feeling, that it is neither good nor bad.
The Satipaṭṭhāna sutta prescribes an observation of the painful and the pleasurable
as feelings and sensations. With established mindfulness and firm concentration,
endurance in the face of severe and unbearable pain is possible.
What instructions can you give to a yogi who commences with the ignition element, which
leads to concentration and then focuses on the striker element, and then proceeds to the
ignition element towards a later stage of meditation?
Any element such as earth, fire, water, air as it appears, will be a direct experience.
You feel the numbness, the stiffness, the heat, coolness or the tensions. When this
happens, you just keep on observing. You should not then change to the striker
element and see the length of the breath or see the beginning, middle and the end
of the in-breath and the out-breath. You are not asked to change the element. You
must specialise and see what is happening and keep the contact with the element as
long as you can. If you change, your trend will be broken and mindfulness will be
shaken. You must promote observation of what happens. Meditation itself will take
turns and when it happens, don't interfere with it. Just patiently observe it. Do not
try to steer the situation.
But, if the change in focus happens naturally, you may continue with it and observe
the changes as they happen.
which way to turn. As a result, you will never pass the junction.
Chapter 4
According to the Buddha, five benefits can be gained from walking meditation.
The first is that the yogi will develop stamina to endure long journeys. During the
time of the Buddha, venerable Ananda knew the duration of the journey that the
Buddha was to undertake by simply observing the amount of time he allocated for
walking meditation. With longer periods of formal walking meditation, venerable
Ananda knew that the Buddha was about to embark upon a long journey.
The second benefit is that walking meditation develops stamina for the yogi's
meditation practice. By doing at least an hour of walking meditation beforehand, a
yogi will be able to sit for a longer period, as concentration gradually develops
during sitting meditation. The effort exerted during walking mediation is two-fold.
As you walk, you intentionally move your limbs and note the same as 'right'-'left',
'right'-'left'. The yogi exerts mechanical effort to move the limbs as well as being
mindful of the movement. By continually exerting this two-fold effort, a yogi
strengthens the capacity for strong and consistent mental effort that is crucial for
the development and maintenance of concentration during sitting meditation.
The fourth benefit is that walking meditation assists digestion. Therefore, yogis are
recommended to undertake walking meditation after a meal. Venerable Gnānārāma
used to walk for at least thirty minutes after a meal. Even when he was sick and
hospitalised, he walked along the hospital corridor simply to restore his health.
nature of reality. A yogi who is diligent during walking meditation will carry strong
mindfulness and firm concentration into the sitting meditation that follows.
Importantly, the walking path must be levelled. It must be four to four and a half
feet wide.
An open-air walking meditation path must have a layer of sand of about half an
inch. Often, a garden chair is placed at the end of the path for the yogi to sit and
rest if necessary. The length of the walking path should be about thirty steps in
length. On average, it could be measured to be about forty five feet. Of course, these
standards could be varied. Generally, fifteen steps or twenty feet would be
sufficient. Naturally, a longer walking path will give way to stronger and
continuous mindfulness, which is essential for developing concentration. The
maximum length of a walking path should be ninety feet. Indoor meditation paths
are four feet wide and thirty five feet long. Older monks often require support
when walking along the path. As a result, some paths have rails fitted to a wall with
a rope hanging from the top of the roof to assist them along the path.
Although walking along a grass field also is permissible, yogis must ensure that the
grass is even. Further, when walking on an oval, it is preferable to walk along a
straight path and not in circles.
Preparing to Walk
To commence walking meditation, you must stand at one end of the path; have
your eyes open and pay attention to the standing posture. By observing your
posture and establishing mindfulness on the body, you will be assured that no pains
or thoughts have arisen in your stream of consciousness. First, you just walk up and
down the path at normal pace for about five minutes. When you are ready and the
walking path is suitable, you can commence formal walking meditation.
When the right foot moves and touches the ground, you observe the sensations and
the movement and perceive what happens naturally. Do not look at the feet. Your
eyes should be cast down and your focus should be at least five to five and a half
feet in front of you. In walking meditation, you pay attention to the walking
process, the movement of the limbs and the sensations as the feet touch the
ground. When the right foot moves, you observe the feeling and the movement of
the foot being lifted and placed on the ground. You observe the sensations of the
foot touching the ground. Then the focus will shift to the left foot and you observe
the sensations as the foot lifts and touches the ground.
The focus of the sensation will vary among yogis. Yogis inclined towards the
ignition element will observe the sensations as the foot touches the ground. Yogis
with attention on the striker element will observe the movement of the feet, the
lifting and lowering of the feet. First, you note the movement as "right-left, right-
left". If thoughts, pains or sounds impinge on your consciousness, you must pause
and make a soft mental note of the distraction as "thinking, thinking, thinking",
"pain, pain, pain" or "hearing, hearing, hearing", which ever is predominant at the
time. When the distraction is no longer predominant, you recommence walking.
Try to keep your mind on the sensations of walking. Observe what happens when
you stop at the end of the path, as you stand still and turn around and begin
walking back. As you proceed back along the path, you once again focus on the
sensations of walking and note the movement as "right-left, right-left".
Insight yogis will focus on the sensations as the feet touch the ground. They will
have more detailed observations as the meditation progresses, uninterrupted. With
attentive observation and diligent practice, they will observe how their heel
touches the ground first and spreads towards the toes. But, this experience itself
will vary amongst insight yogis. Some will find that the inner part of the foot
touches the ground first and spreads outwards; some others will find that the outer
part of the foot touches the ground first and spreads inwards. With attentive
awareness, you will observe other characteristics as the feet move and touch the
ground. You will observe a heaviness of the right foot as it is placed on the ground
and that its sensations are more prominent than the left or vice versa. Sometimes
the touch of the feet may feel as if you are walking along a thick carpet, a spongy
surface or a muddy path. It is only by establishing mindfulness on the process of
walking that you are able to notice these basic characteristics.
Some yogis will focus on the ankle rather than the soles of their feet. Some others
may focus on the knees or the joint at the hip. With continuous mindfulness, yogis
may also experience how the movement of joints jerk up to their head. Some will
also become aware of their skeleton.
With continuous awareness, you must aim to observe the sensation of each foot
being lifted and placed on the ground. Earlier, you compared the touch and the
movement of the left foot with the right foot. Now you must contrast two
experiences of the same foot as it moves. As you lift, you observe the lifting process
and note it as "lifting-lifting-lifting" and when you place the foot on the ground,
you note it as "dropping-dropping-dropping". The lifting must be observed as an
upward movement and the dropping as a downward movement independently.
Lifting may appear as a heavy action and placing the foot on the ground may be
effortless. As you progress with attentive awareness, you are able to observe more
and more detailed natural characteristics of each step.
As you advance further in your practice, you must divide the movement of each
foot into three distinct movements: lifting,moving and placing the foot. To instil
precise awareness, you must separate the movements clearly, noting each step as
"lifting-moving-dropping, lifting-moving-dropping", ensuring that your awareness
follows the process clearly through to the end. With well established mindfulness,
you will note that the foot reaches its peak as the process of lifting ends, and how it
moves forward and passes the other foot as it drops and touches the ground. You
will observe the contrasting characteristics of the two processes of lifting and
dropping and how each process involves many sensations. With diligent awareness
and dynamic mindfulness, you will observe the sensations of the moving feet in
detail.
Not every yogi will progress with meditation according to the instructions
discussed in the preceding section. In practice, yogis will develop these stages
according to their individual calibre and teachers will give instructions accordingly.
Interviews with teachers are important for this advancement. Yogis must precisely
recollect their observations and report to their teachers. A yogi must report in
detail what he or she observed as the foot touched the ground; whether the heel
touched the ground first and slowly spread to the toes etc. Any sensations felt
through the process must also be reported. It is also useful to have a personal
report of your observations. The more you observe and note, the more information
will you have about the process involved in walking.
As you accurately look at the lifting process from the beginning to the end, the
mental factors or the intention which precedes the physical actions can also be
observed. You will observe the intention behind each lift, movement and placing of
the foot and that the lifting process is composed of mental and material
phenomena. You will observe how they operate as a pair throughout the process of
walking. The lifting stops as soon as the intention to lift stops. As you observe that
the physical sensation of movement is separate from the mental aspect, the
interplay between mind and matter will be revealed.
Even amidst well established mindfulness and diligent practice, thoughts may arise
and your attention will be taken to other parts of the body. You could also become
distracted by sounds and pains. In the same way that you cross a busy road with
many interfering pedestrians, by noting the thoughts, sounds and pains as they
arise and letting them pass without interference, you proceed with the space you
have and without expecting the street to be empty before you cross.
Unless we practice walking meditation or Satipaṭṭhāna, we will never see the chains
of mental and physical causes and effects in our lives. The mental involvement of
each and every physical action will not be revealed. Once we are able to see the
mental aspect of the walking process, the awareness we develop can be extended to
our day to day activities, in particular because our daily lives involve so much
movement from one place to another.
The regular practice of walking meditation has many benefits. One can observe
profound aspects of the Dhamma while walking and even become enlightened! A
yogi that practices walking meditation with precise mental aim and diligence will
have an improved and sustainable meditative life. By carefully noting the
experience of the sensations as the feet move with accurate and precise
mindfulness during walking meditation, you will observe the interplay of mental
and material aspects of all processes in life and see the true nature of reality in this
life itself.
Chapter 5
This chapter introduces a yogi to mindfully observe the postural adjustments of the
body and become aware of the process involved in each activity and adjustment.
The yogi will be both the "doer" and the "observer" throughout this process. Or if
we use the analogy of a video production, the yogi becomes both the actor and the
person recording the image. By becoming aware of the process with a detached
awareness, the yogi observes that the view of a 'self' is being replaced with a
process, a lever machine or even a puppet, moving from one activity to another.
The first two aspects are particularly relevant to the yogi. During a session of sitting
meditation, it is natural for physical pain to arise. With a strong resolve, you will be
able to bear the pain and remain with the primary object - the breath. Even when
the pain intensifies, your focus will shift to the pain to observe its characteristics.
But without the requisite amount of energy, you may become distracted. By
considering alternatives to the sitting posture, you may attempt to get rid of the
discomfort. At this stage, the meditative mind will be taken away from the primary
object. Changing the posture by reacting to the pain is however a great loss to the
mindfulness and the concentration developed during meditation.
At this juncture the Buddha cautions the yogi to pause for a moment, give priority
to the meditation and consider the most appropriate shift before changing the
posture. With clear comprehension, you must consider the purpose of changing the
posture (sātthaka sampajañña). Next, you must consider what posture is most
conducive for meditation (sappāya sampajañña) - whether the shift is suitable for
developing mindfulness and concentration. As such, clear comprehension must be
directed to the purpose of the activity intended and to its suitability.
You are also instructed to maintain clear comprehension which ensures continuous
mindfulness on the object of meditation (gocara sampajañña). The change of
posture must relate to the meditative practice, whether the alternative posture is
conducive for maintaining and establishing continuous mindfulness. Importantly,
the Satipaṭṭhāna practice itself is your field of application for maintaining
continuous mindfulness from one object to another.
The fourth aspect requires you to have clear comprehension by developing 'non-
delusion' i.e. to clearly understand the true nature of reality. You must attend to
routine activities with an undeluded mind (asammoha sampajañña). For example,
when walking, you should not think, "I am walking" and introduce a 'self' or an "I"
to the process. Rather, with a detached observation, you must be mindful of the
process.
We make many postural adjustments in our daily lives. But they interrupt our
mindfulness and concentration. Changing from one posture to the next involves
many adjustments to our body. Importantly, as we make these shifts, our
mindfulness must be galvanised with clear comprehension. Without mindfulness
and full awareness of the shift from one posture to the next, it is impossible to
implement clear comprehension. Generally we change our postures mechanically,
without mindfulness. Because mindfulness and comprehension are closely related
to each other, it is imperative that continuous mindfulness is maintained from one
activity to the next.
Imagine you are watching a movie or a film. A film cannot be seen on the screen
unless there is darkness. Similarly, it is impossible to focus on the breath unless the
other faculties have been shut out. As our focus shifts from the eye to the ear,
priority will be given to the hearing that is occurring in the ear consciousness and
the eye consciousness will be shut out. Without continuous mindfulness however,
we will not observe how the focus shifted from the eye to the ear.
With one stream of consciousness among six sense faculties, we experience only
one-sixth of the phenomena presented to us in each moment. The rest remain as
projections and past perceptions - what we saw, touched, heard or tasted etc. As we
watch a movie and become immersed in it, we feel as if our focus remained on the
entire movie as it unfolded from the beginning to the end. But throughout, our
attention shifted from the visual to the music, from smelling the cigarette smoke to
chewing the gum or nibbling on some food and thoughts from the physical
comforts or discomforts of being seated for a long time. Our attention from one
sense impression to the next had shifted so swiftly and without our notice. So our
perception is that we have watched the movie as a continual process. We think that
all activities have occurred simultaneously throughout the entire movie.
But with one consciousness, we are able to give priority only to one sense
impingement at a time. It is therefore impossible that we could have entertained all
the activities at once. We remember the movie as one single experience because we
were not mindful when our attention shifted to the music after tasting the pop corn
or to the main actor after listening to the music. Had we studied the projector, we
would have known that for fifty per cent of the time, we were in darkness. If not,
the film could not have been projected onto the screen. But, we did not see the
darkness because our focus was on the film.
The term sampajañña can be dissected into three parts. "Jañña" or "ñña" indicates
knowledge or awareness. This awareness is supported by the prefix of "sam",
translated as "by one-self or "in totality". Sometimes it is referred to as "direct".
"pa" in Pāli means "specially, particularly". When sampajañña is present, one can
directly experience an independent understanding of phenomena under one's very
nose. For example, during ānāpānasati bhāvanā, we note the in-breath as "in", and
observe its movement and its touch. This is our own understanding - "sam" To have
clear comprehension, we must observe the breath immediately and in its totality.
With established mindfulness, we observe the beginning, the middle and the end of
the in-breath and the out-breath. As the breath is observed immediately and in its
totality, a notion of a being will be replaced with an experience of mechanical
process. At this point, we experience clear comprehension.
By changing our posture, mindfully, slowly and with clear comprehension during
sitting meditation, we observe the process underlying it. As this process unfolds, it
is impossible for us to identify with any aspect of self in it. Do we identify with the
intention to change the posture; the shift or the movement; or the cause of the shift
as self? Logically, we find that a notion of a "self is impractical. So with clear
comprehension, backed by mindfulness, we see the component parts of each
process rather then a self.
During sitting meditation we are recommended to remain in the same posture for
as long as possible. This serves to maintain mindfulness and concentration for clear
comprehension to set in. At this juncture we begin to see things ourselves, in
totality and immediacy. Without the requisite alignment of mindfulness and
concentration, we are interrupted with thoughts. Rational or deductive knowledge
will overpower our direct experience. So we must note the same object as many
times as possible. As we strive to do this, we see how much of our past knowledge,
memories, perceptions, rationalizations and inferential knowledge seeps into our
direct experience.
Every object must be observed immediately and in its totality. This gives rise to
direct experience. Mindfulness and clear comprehension lead to wisdom. Wisdom
has the quality of brightness. With wisdom, you will see the aspects of any activity
you are involved in, be it seeing, smelling, tasting, touching, feeling through the
body or thinking. The behavioural aspect of wisdom is clarity. But wisdom should
not be tarnished with rationalization, inferential knowledge or concepts. Too many
options and ideas bewilder our minds and we begin to make decisions based on
faith (saddha), preference (ruci), advice received by our teachers and parents
(anussāvana), rationalisation or deductive knowledge (ākāra parivitakha), or our
views (dhiṭṭi nijjhānakhanti). Without mindfulness, we resort to these methods,
based on pre-programmed considerations. But a yogi with clear comprehension will
remain in the present moment and implement free-will when faced with decisions
in life.
We must carefully observe each episode in our life as it unfolds. However mundane
they are, whether it is changing postures or noting the mind's movement from one
sense faculty to the other, to observe the true nature of phenomena, we must
observe the whole process and the change-over from one activity to the next. We
must mindfully observe the gaps, the changing-over from one process to another.
Establishing continuous mindfulness towards an object is like viewing an object
with a magnifying glass. We begin to see the intricacies of all phenomena. In this
way, when mindfulness is galvanised with clear comprehension, we develop
wisdom to see things as they really are.
You said that we can be conscious of an object through only one sense faculty at a time. But
in our daily lives we are aware of many happenings and we perceive objects through more
than one sense door at a given time. Please explain.
As stated by the Buddha, a piece of thread that consists of six individual strands put
together appears strong and unbreakable. But if we disintegrate it into individual
parts, our perception of it will change. It will no longer be unbreakable or strong.
By carefully noting, we see that only one thing can occur at a time. It is impossible
to both "see' and "listen" at the same time. The mind is so swift when it moves from
one sense object to another. Unless we understand the momentariness of a being or
an existence, we perceive a process of continuity in everything that we experience.
So we believe that there is a "self", a male or a female, and we develop pet ideas and
perceptions or preferences and resort to conventional reality. But with momentary
concentration, we begin to see the individual components of all phenomena.
sense impingements. Our sensual world is connected to and perceived through the
senses. Just like a turtle that tucks its limbs under its shell for security, the Buddha
recommends the yogi to backtrack from the senses. When a yogi experiences
anindriya paṭibaddha viññāna, he or she will not experience seeing, hearing, or
thinking. It is a state of just being, simply being alive.
With continuous mindfulness, a yogi will note seeing as just "seeing"; hearing as
just "hearing"; breathing as just "breathing". In this manner, we come back home.
During ānāpānasati bhāvanā, when the in-breath occurs, you note it as "in" and observe the
sensation and the movement. You said that by observing the breath in its totality, clear
comprehension sets in. So can sampajañña be summarised as the knowledge gained by
establishing mindfulness on an object at any given time?
With clear comprehension, yogis steeped in insight meditation will see that there
are thousands of breaths within one in-breath and out-breath. Even lifting of our
hands involves many processes and episodes. Between each episode, there is a gap.
But it happens mechanically, in darkness, without our mindfulness. Unless we
become aware of the gaps between each and every process, we cannot comprehend
momentary death or experience momentary concentration. So we impose a notion
of a being or a 'self'. Unless we are mindful from one moment to the next, we will
not be able to dissect or analyse the underlying processes of our lives. To develop
this insight, we must continue meditating in the same posture. An understanding of
clear comprehension at a gross level is nevertheless possible if we carefully observe
the postural adjustments in our daily lives.
Within each in-breath there are many actions - there is a beginning, middle and an
end. The change-over from one episode to the next involves a gap. Although the
breath appears as a smooth flow, from an in-breath to the out-breath, in reality,
each perception of a breath involves many small breaths. Take the example of a line
of ants. From a distance all we see is a rod. But as we move closer, we see the
individual ants comprising the line. The process is the same with a river - there is
not a single existence called river, but an ever changing flow with its width
changing from one moment to the next. As one western philosopher claimed, no
one can cross the same river twice, because the river is a changing process of
flowing. In Buddhism we say that the same person too cannot cross the river twice.
It is not only the river, but the person crossing the river also changes from one
moment to the next!
Chapter 6
The first five parts of this contemplation are related to aspects of beautification:
hair on the head (kesā), body hair (lomā), nails (nakha), teeth (dantā) and skin
(taco). Through a detached observation of the anatomical parts, one must
comprehend one's true nature - that there is nothing inherently beautiful in any
aspect of the body. When applied externally, to other people, this contemplation
can be a powerful countermeasure for sensual desire. In Buddhist ordination
ceremonies, novice monks and nuns are instructed to contemplate on the first five
anatomical parts stated above. This serves to temper any sensual desires that may
be difficult to overcome during the early stages of the practice.
copious amounts of money at the dentist to look after our precious teeth. But if the
dentist takes a tooth out and places it on our hand, our perception will be different.
We will simply react to its repulsiveness.
When we see the body in this manner and analyse it into component parts, we
begin to challenge our perceptions and desires for sensual pleasure. We see that our
desires in life and sensual indulgences are premised on a faulty foundation: a body
that is simply composed of constituent parts, elements and colours.
It must be noted that the contemplation of the repulsive aspects of the body has
possible dangers. An overemphasis on repulsiveness could lead to loathing, which
could manifest as an expression of frustrated desire. The discourses recollect an
example of excessive contemplation of the anatomical parts of the body. After the
Buddha had instructed a group of monks on this practice and retired into solitude,
the monks contemplated the anatomical parts and their repulsiveness within their
bodies with such fervour that they became disgusted by it, resulting in a number of
them committing suicide. When the Buddha was informed of this, he gathered the
monks and instructed them to undertake this contemplation with sufficient
precaution and develop the appropriate attitude to nurture a wise and balanced
contemplation of the unattractive aspects of the body. The monks were
recommended to gradually progress towards a contemplation of repulsiveness only
after developing ānāpānasati bhāvanā, and allowing insight to naturally unfold
with mindfulness of the breath.
One of my student monks at Meetirigala once attended an autopsy. Upon his return,
he recollected his observations and reported how it was simply impossible to
identify which anatomical part belonged to the person that was cut open when
each part was taken out, one by one and placed on a table. Observations such as
these challenge our false perception of a "self". The Buddha provides a similar
example of a butcher cutting a cow. Once the cow is cut open and the separate
pieces are displayed at the butcher's shop, the customers attending the shop to
purchase the meat will not have any perception of the cow, but of its component
parts. The concept of a cow as an entity would no longer be apparent.
By observing the anatomical parts of the body or the composition of the body as
elements and being aware of its hardness, softness, liquidity, coolness, heat,
expansion, contraction etc. the concept of a "self" or an entity will be challenged
and can no longer be sustained. Rather the perception of the body will be that of
component parts or elements. When the body is insightfully observed in this
manner, conceit, desire and self-indulgence will no longer be present.
this manner, especially when it occurs for the first time. With a theoretical
understanding of the process however, a yogi can remain unshaken and continue
with sustained mindfulness and concentration as insight progressively develops in
practice. In the Dasa sañña sutta or Girimānanda sutta, the Buddha instructs that
notions of non-self, impermanence, repulsiveness, unpredictable and
disadvantageous aspects of the body will be revealed once concentration and
insight are progressively developed in practice. But yogis must exert effort and
establish continuous mindfulness and concentration with the appropriate
alignment in order to see things as they are (yāvadeva ñanamattāya
patissatimattāya). With repeated practice, a yogi must develop continuous
mindfulness during sitting meditation, walking meditation and in day to day
activities. Gradually, the component parts of the body will become apparent. When
a yogi encounters this awakening, he or she becomes free from the deluded
perception of a "self", an entity or a being.
In the following chapter we discuss how yogis inclined towards insight meditation
will penetrate further into a contemplation of the composition of the body as
elements. Once our mindfulness and concentration are aligned to the appropriate
level, we see the body as component parts or elements. We begin to observe how
humanity is all the same. We appreciate the true nature of all phenomena - how all
matter: trees, rocks, rivers, etc... are composed of the same four elements. With
such a penetrative insight, we appreciate a true harmonization with the universe.
By insightfully understanding our true nature that we are simply constituted with
component parts and a composition of energies, we realise that we are nothing
better than individual grains of sand, lying in a bed of sand alongside a river!
By insightfully developing wisdom in this manner, you will not grasp at opinions,
ideas or preferences based on a sense of self, but have a choiceless approach to life.
Mindfully, you will remain in the present moment and observe the true nature of
internal and external phenomena as it unfolds (atthi kāyoti vā pana'ssa sati
paccupatthitā hoti, yāvadeva ñanamattāya paissatimattāya, anissito ca viharati, na
In our daily lives, if we operate with a notion of "non-self", we will find that our peers will
destroy or crush us. So what approach should we adopt?
You must apply common sense. Although we meditate, the rest of the world does
not do so. It is unrealistic to imagine that there is a world view that everyone
should meditate and that those who practice meditation should be treated
separately. When you speak to a baby, you must speak in the baby's language. In
Australia, you speak Australian. When you go to Sri Lanka, you speak in the local
language. Likewise, when we talk with yogis, we can discuss how enlightening it is
to see the world and its properties as elements. But you must know whom you are
speaking to. Someone who does not meditate will see the body as an object of
beauty or strength. But, you see the body in its totality. It is useless to tell that
person about the deeper insights into the true nature of the body, because it would
be incomprehensible.
Parents use kids' language when playing with their children. But they don't use
that language when communicating with their employer, do they? When we
practice together with a group of yogis, we feel encouraged because we share
similar views and can relate to each others' experiences. Once you mature in your
practice, you will find the right balance and learn how to relate to people who are
not practising meditation. So do not talk about this subject with those who do not
practice. When you are in Rome, behave like the Romans! Maintaining the practice
in the conventional world is a matter of common sense. The Buddha is not going to
teach you this. Of course, finding the balance in our daily lives is difficult, but with
maturity in the practice, you will learn how to operate with ease amongst those
that are not inclined towards meditation.
Chapter 7
Contemplating the body as four elements involves an awareness of the four basic
characteristics of matter: the earth element (solidity) (pathavi dhātu), the water
element (liquidity) (āpo dhātu), the fire element (temperature) (tejo dhātu), and the
air element (motion) (vāyo dhātu). This contemplation is bent towards insight
meditation and develops an analysis of the body on a more refined level. Although a
contemplation of the anatomical constitution of the body covers the solid and
liquid elements, this analysis takes a more comprehensive approach and extends
awareness to aspects of the body that manifest the characteristic of temperature
(heat/cold) as well as motion (expansions/contractions).
Every being consists of corporeal (rūpa dhamma) and mental attributes (nāma
dhamma). In the Rāhulovāda sutta, the Buddha describes a being as composed of six
elements, including the space element and consciousness in addition to the four
elements stated above. This description takes into account aspects of mentality.
Corporeality (rūpa dhamma) includes the earth, water, fire, air and space element.
The mental aspects include feelings, perceptions, volition and consciousness. The
Buddha's instructions for contemplating the body (kāyānupassanā) as outlined in
the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta are limited to seeing the body as four elements, representing
solidity, liquidity, temperature and motion (imameva kāyan yathā panīhitaṃ
dhātuso paccavekkhati).
The instruction for insight (vipassanā) meditation is to begin with whatever is the
prominent object. The yogi is then gradually encouraged to progress towards the
more subtle aspects of Dhamma. The Satipaṭṭhāna sutta also follows this sequence.
So we start with the body (kāya). This is the first foundation of mindfulness. With
the four elements also we follow this sequence. We start with the breath because it
is the most prominent of the four elements. The quality of motion in the breath
makes it perceivable, more discernible. Elements however do not exist in isolation.
In each in-breath and out-breath, all four elements are present. However, the air
element is the most discernible. In practice we feel heat as we breathe in or
coolness as we breathe out. So we know that the fire element, representing the
quality of temperature is also present in the breath.
A yogi must observe the two phases of the in-breath and the out-breath
comparatively with clear comprehension. Precision of awareness is also necessary
to discriminately observe the difference of the in-breath and the out-breath.
Discernment is an important attribute of a yogi. With sharp and precise
mindfulness, you must closely and continually observe the in-breath and the out-
breath by keeping the noting mind at one particular place. With the appropriate
alignment, you are bound to see all the prominent attributes of the in-breath and
the out-breath as they manifest. With continuous awareness of the two phases, you
will see that each in-breath has its own different characteristics. Because the breath
appears coarse at the beginning, you can clearly observe and discern the difference
between each in-breath and out-breath.
With each in-breath and out-breath, you are able to see the attributes of the breath
and how they are constituted by the four elements. Gradually, you will note that
the in-breath is different from the out-breath. You will also note that each in-
breath is different from the other. The out-breath will also be of the same nature.
As you progress further, it will be possible to observe how the beginning of the in-
breath is different from its middle and the end of the same. As the noting mind
continually remains with the breath, the body will become calmer, the breath will
become subtle and the noting mind and the object will come closer to each other.
This marks progress. Throughout this process, a yogi will observe numerous
attributes of the breath, which in turn can be interpreted as manifestations of the
four elements.
As concentration sets in, your mindfulness will become steadfast. Although the
breath is not perceivable, you must remain engaged in the immediacy of
phenomena. As you penetrate deeper with concentration, you will see how the
mind gathers momentum. The mind will no longer be noting the in-breath and the
out-breath at this stage. Just observe what is present before you. You are no longer
an observer who notes the phase of the breath, but a spectator of what unfolds
before you.
When mindfulness and concentration is appropriately aligned, insight will set in.
You may suddenly experience wetness in various parts of the body, or as if
everything is melting. You may feel a heat, heat patches in your ear lobes or
coolness, titillation etc. These are all manifestations of the elements and their
depicting qualities. Now the elements are speaking to you through the experiences
that you are feeling. This is simply the language of the elements. Do not be alarmed.
Simply observe these manifestations as they unfold. Your body has become a
platform for the elements to manifest. Just sit still in awareness and observe the
elements manifesting themselves. With changing sensations of the body, the
elements and their manifestations will also change. If you feel heat or burning in
various parts of the body, you will know that the fire element has taken centre
stage. But remember that the other three elements are also co-actors of the
performance troupe and are in the background. In turn they will return to the
centre stage to perform their role in the script.
Each element has its own intrinsic characteristics. The earth element will appear as
hard or soft, rough or smooth, heavy or light. These are simply attributes of the
elements. They do not belong to a soul or a being. When your mindfulness is
directly aligned with the object, everything becomes transparent. But what you
observe is verifiable. Seeing your body as elements is a life changing experience. So
you must be brave. This is an important point of transition in your life as a yogi.
Although the sitting posture is the most conducive for developing concentration,
which progressively leads a yogi towards these insights, it is possible for a yogi to
progress towards this stage of awareness in the other postures as well. As you gain
insights into the elements through their defining attributes, at that moment, you
will share the hardness, the softness, the roughness and the smoothness, heat and
cold etc. within the universe. You will simply become a part of it.
As you progress deeper into the meditation, you will see that there is no trace of a
soul, a being, a man or a woman, but just elements. As insight matures and
penetrates into the elements, disillusionment of an "ego" or a "self" will set in. This
is a confronting experience as we are often deluded by a sense of self. As you
penetrate in to the true nature of your being and see it as a constitution of the four
elements, you will begin to see all matter in your external surroundings also as
being constituted by the four elements. Suddenly, in a most ego crushing
experience, you will realise that you are part and parcel of the universe - just a
grain of sand in a huge bed of sand alongside a river bank, nothing special. In the
world of elements, your name and other conventional attributes lose their
significance.
When the characteristics of elements unfold, you will see that there is no boundary
between the internal and the external. Everything will be reduced to elements. Like
a grain of salt dissolved into the sea, you become a part and parcel of the universe.
You will see that the elements are in a constant state of flux, arising and passing
away. You will also see their transient and impermanent nature. Gaining insights
into the true nature of phenomena and witnessing the body as elements can be
experienced by anyone dedicated to the practice. As stated by the Buddha,
irrespective of one's sex, age or creed, everyone has the ability to see the elements.
The Buddha instructed novice Rāhula that when he sees himself as elements it
would be impossible to develop any hatred or malice towards others. Elements do
not have desire, hate or bewilderment. But we believe in a self wrongly. So we
argue for our rights and get angry with people. Yet if we are reduced to elements, it
is impossible to develop hatred or lust towards others. The Buddha instructs
bhikkhus to attend to day to day activities such as wearing robes, consuming food
or taking medicine etc., by contemplating on their utility value. For example, a
bhikkhu must contemplate: "May I use this robe with the clear comprehension that
I am just wearing this robe in order to avoid the heat, the coldness etc." On a deeper
level, a bhikkhu must contemplate how the robe is made up of elements, just like
the body, and therefore wearing a robe becomes simply a contact between
elements. Both the robe and the one wearing the robe are without a soul (nissatto
nijjīvo suñño) - free of a being, just emptiness. This is how the Buddha has
instructed us to see through the elements, to see beyond the boundary between the
internal and the external to transcend our notion of permanence or of an entity.
When we see ourselves as elements, we see that we are only an arising and passing
away of phenomena We see all phenomena as equal. Everything is impermanent,
when viewed as elements. When you see impermanence in everything, you realise
suffering. Because elements are always in a state of flux and are impermanent,
there is no opportunity for us to relax for even a split second. Everything is
changing within and around us. The concept of a unit or entity will gradually be
dismantled into elements. Within each element we will see its characteristics. We
will observe that they are only energies, constantly arising and passing away.
Instant Death
When we see the elements and their impermanent nature, we experience instant
death. The arising and passing away of the elements and the impermanent flux
denotes this experience. Every passing moment we die. Arising and passing away is
a universal characteristic of phenomena. There is no beginning or end to the this
phenomena. The whole universe is just an arising and passing away of phenomena.
We realise that there is no time for us to rest even for a split second, because every
moment we die. With a detached observation, we simply observe this constant state
of flux.
When we develop confidence in this practice, we will skilfully see all matter as
elements. We will see the flux. We experience conventional death only once in our
lives. But when we see the arising and passing away of elements, we see our death
within every thought moment. It demands an enormous amount of bravery and
self-confidence. To see this however, we must practice continuously. It is not
possible to penetrate into this observation by resorting to a theoretical
understanding or rationalizing. We must exert effort, practice with a clear resolve
to see the true nature of all things.
Contemplating Death
The Satipaṭṭhāna sutta then introduces the yogi to contemplation on a dead body.
At a conventional level, our death marks the end of our lives. But a yogi that sees
the body as elements experiences instant death. The Buddha instructs us to
contemplate on a corpse when we see one. We are asked to project this observation
internally and contemplate how we also will die one day. When a body decays, its
flesh and the liquid parts will disappear and only the bones will be left behind. The
Buddha states that if we are brave enough to see a dead body and understand the
concept of death, at that moment we are living in the present moment. We are not
taken away by day-dreaming or sense indulgences. If we are ready to maintain this
moment to moment contemplation of death, we will not be distracted by sense
impressions.
As you gradually progress in ānāpānasati meditation, there comes a point when your breath
is not perceivable, but you are breathing and you are alive. At that point, where does our
mindfulness lie, where is our consciousness?
So we go to a silent place, close our eyes and meditate. As we continually note the
breath, coming in and out, we find that it becomes less perceivable. What happens
when the breathing ceases to exist?
At this stage, there is no sensation connected to the sense doors. This is called
consciousness unrelated to the senses. This experience can be fearful for those who
know only the consciousness related to the senses (indriyapaṭibaddha viññāna).
The consciousness that is not connected to the senses is a preliminary or
primordial form of consciousness. We are at home when we experience this state of
mind. When consciousness is connected to the senses, it is like mixing muddy water
into pure stream.
Chapter 8
A yogi can experience feelings in many ways during a period of sitting meditation.
When a yogi reaches a particular level of concentration, he or she will experience
joy or rapture (pīti). This experience marks progress during meditation. At this
stage, according to the Satipaṭṭhāna instructions, a yogi must become aware of the
pleasurable sensation as a feeling and note it as such, instead of reacting or
unmindfully indulging in it. Mindfully, you must become aware of the experience.
This technique is the same when experiencing unpleasant feelings. For example,
during a session of sitting meditation, a yogi can become disheartened when the
meditation is not going well. Or else, the yogi may become disgusted and begin to
experience unpleasantness when the breath's prominence gradually disappears. A
yogi may experience bodily pains. Bodily pains however involve both material and
mental aspects. Instead of reacting, the yogi must become aware of the pain and try
to see its beginning, middle and the end.
We encounter many moments of pleasure and pain in our daily lives. But we are
rarely aware of them. However, during meditation, when our minds are introduced
to the primary object, we are able to note both pleasant and unpleasant feelings.
Here the Buddha's instructions are for the yogi to remain neutral and be aware of
the experience when pleasant or unpleasant feelings arise. Whether it is pleasure or
pain, both are feelings. So yogis must contemplate feelings as feelings and should
not introduce a qualitative measure based on their past experience.
Neutral Feelings
between each episode, we see a gap like. If you are breathing in, you experience the
beginning, the middle and the end of the in-breath. Before the out-breath becomes
perceivable, there is a gap. What is the feeling of the gap? It is subtle and you
cannot perceive it. But when the movement of the breath commences, you can
immediately catch it and perceive it. Similarly, with continuous mindfulness of
feelings, we are able to observe the gaps or the pauses at the end of one feeling and
the commencement of the next. Sometimes this gap is very long. But we are not
aware of it. Because it is so subtle, mindfulness cannot beam upon it. For example,
when we look at the sky at night, we only see the stars. We rarely see the space in-
between. Our tendency is to aim at positive signs - the stars or the light. So we don't
see the space, the darkness. But when we look at the sky, aiming at the stars, for
much of the time we will begin observing the space knowingly or unknowingly.
Because we do not value the space, we simply don't see it.
Similarly, with continuous mindfulness, if you observe the beginning, the middle
and end of pain or pleasure, you will see that there is a gap between the end of one
sensation and the beginning of the next. That is a neutral feeling (adukkhamasukha
vedanā). Experiencing neutral feelings is a very subtle and deep observation. It does
not have the quality of either pain or pleasure. Buddhist commentaries describe
this as a darkness that our eyes cannot see. Our ordinary consciousness cannot
touch it. It is very subtle. Generally we feel that pain gives rise to pleasure and
pleasure gives rise to pain. So we see the continuity in feelings. But we miss the
gaps in between consecutive sensations.
is an immaterial pleasure. Just like the sky at night with an infinite span of space,
for most of our daily lives we remain in a state of indifference. But we are not aware
of it. We are too caught up in pursuing pleasure at the cost of pain, or perpetuating
pleasure with positive sentiments that we are unable to see the indifference.
If you follow meditation instructions with precision and accuracy, progressing with
mindfulness on materiality, which then leads to mentality, you will progress
towards indifference. It is like observing the sea from afar. Our nature is to fix our
attention on the thin layer of water, the ripples and the waves, when we first arrive
at the beach. We watch the waves. We can even count how many come ashore and
go back into the sea. If we observe beyond the waves, we see a glare. Then we don't
see wave after wave any more, not a single wave, but only a straight line. We
experience the same during meditation. When the meditation is immature, we
observe the waves with greater force. But if we penetrate deeper, the difference
between the waves will disappear. We see the water as if it is shaking. Sometimes
there are frills and thrills. When we progress deeper into meditation, we reach a
state of indifference, a state of deep calm, just like the stillness of the deep ocean
horizon.
In the Salāyatana vibhanga sutta, the Buddha explains how household pleasure,
pain and indifference can lead to complete emancipation. Pleasure, pain and
indifference can be separated into household life (gehasita) and to a life of
renunciation (nissaraṇa sita). The Buddha's instructions are to skilfully replace
household pleasure with the pleasure of renunciation.
Skilfully, a yogi must replace household pleasure with the pleasure of a renunciate.
Thus, materialistic pleasure is replaced with an immaterial form of pleasure. Unless
you practice meditation and experience the benefits of a renunciative form of
pleasure, you will not see its value. In the household life, you experience grief or
sorrow when you hear that your relatives or friends are unwell. When your
properties are destroyed you become hurt. On the immaterial level, monks or yogis
that diligently practice also endure pain and suffering. Because they have not yet
become a stream entrant, a sotāpanna, they become disheartened. According to the
Buddha, however, experiencing this form of pain is better than household pain
because it does not arise out of desire. It is immaterial. The Buddha instructs the
yogi to replace ignorance of indifference with an awareness of indifference, thus
penetrating the myriad tensions that exist unknown to the yogi.
A yogi must replace the pain of being ignorant of indifference with the pleasure of
knowing indifference. Not all meditation sessions are successful. During a session of
meditation, you may find that your mind is scattered and that you are moving away
from the primary object. So you become disappointed. Instead of becoming
disheartened, you must become aware that you are experiencing an unpleasant
state of mind. When you become mindful of your experience, you will immediately
experience contentment and pleasure. Thus you replace renunciative pain with
renunciative pleasure. That is what the arahant, Dhammadinnā meant when she
said that seeing the end of an unpleasant feeling is pleasure. You must be patient to
endure pain and see its end.
All dark clouds have a silver lining. But we can see it only if we see the cloud in its
totality. Pain can be recycled to give way to pleasure. It is inevitable that yogis
endure pain during meditation, in particular when vipassanā insights unfold in
practice. Experiences of insight are not without pain.
But the pleasure experienced at the end of pain is still insubstantial. Indifference
however is more consistent and natural than the vibrations of pain and pleasure. So
the Buddha recommends that renunciative pleasure must be replaced with
renunciative indifference. When you experience indifference, you are like a turtle
that takes all its limbs under its shell. Whatever distractions may occur, both
internally and externally, whether they are sounds, pains or thoughts, with
continuous mindfulness and well developed concentration you can remain with the
primary object.
A yogi must experience all the feelings, without leaving anything out (iti ajjhattam
vā vedanāsu vedanānupassī viharati). Then, by inference, he or she understands
In our day to day lives as the sense impingements enter our consciousness, the transition
between corporeality and mentality happens very swiftly. So, is it your recommendation to
become aware of the sense impingement as soon as it arises?
Eye consciousness is very swift and therefore being aware of "seeing" is very
difficult. So we are instructed to start with the most prominent of the five
aggregates - the body. Of the body and the four elements, especially the air element
is the most prominent. Therefore, the Buddha instructs us to focus on the in-breath
and the out-breath During ānāpānasati bhāvanā we focus on the air element. Then
we proceed towards the four mental aspects. Of this, the most prominent are the
feelings. Then we proceed towards the other mental aspects. Theoretically, we can
say that one must become aware as soon as the sense object impinges on the
consciousness. But in practice, we must follow the gradual sequence - moving from
what is prominent and perceivable to the subtle.
How does a Yogi retain mindfulness when the mind experiences unpleasantness during
meditation?
First, become aware that you are now experiencing unpleasantness. With this
awareness, you come to the present moment - exert mindfulness. It is easy for us to
be mindful of pleasant feelings. But unpleasantness is something that we wish to
get rid of. Leave aside the unsatisfactoriness or unpleasantness, entertain the
mindfulness. Whenever an experience is unpleasant, the mind reacts. We want our
pleasant feelings back! Under the light of mindfulness however, we see the
difference between action and reaction. When we are mindful of the feeling,
pleasantness and unpleasantness has the same taste. They become two sides of the
same coin.
Take the example of a burglar that is regularly breaking into houses. One day the
State hires a private investigator. Assume you are the private investigator. If you
are keeping a keen eye on the burglar, he or she would be breaking into the house
under your surveillance. If you are doing your job properly, the burglar is likely to
get caught isn't he? Even though you are following the burglar, you don't have the
right to catch the burglar do you? Your job is simply to keep a keen eye on what is
happening, what time the burglar becomes active, what he does etc. In a similar
vein, mindfulness lacks the jurisdictional rights like the private investigator. Its
task is to be mindful of the object - be mindful of the burglar. Once the police are
tipped off, then the police will catch the burglar. So you must appreciate the true
function of mindfulness and its quality. Whether you are experiencing a pleasant or
unpleasant state of mind, it does not matter, you just become choicelessly aware.
Do not choose or discriminate between feelings and try to maintain one form of
feeling and discard the other - be choicelessly aware of the pleasantness and
unpleasantness under the light of mindfulness. Pain will no doubt lose its vigour
under the power of mindfulness.
Appendix
Sitting meditation
Close your eyes and sit in a comfortable, relaxed, symmetrical and erect manner.
Then become mindful of the sitting posture. Scan through the posture and bring
your mind to the present. Do not think about the past or the future, the person
sitting in front of you or those around you. It is preferable if you are in a solitary
place with the least amount of distractions.
If you customarily sit in a particular place, you will become accustomed to it and it
will be conducive for your practice. Early sittings of course will be a trial and error
process. Through experience, you will identify the most conducive posture for you.
Once you know your alignment and the posture that works best, you can commence
ānāpānasati bhāvanā. Bring your attention to the present, to the "here and now".
Sitting in this manner in itself is a meditative experience. Remain in the present to
avoid chain thoughts, irritating sounds or bodily pains from disturbing you.
Focus your attention on the primary object. Then your attention will converge to
one part of the body - your nostrils, the top of the lip, the throat or the diaphragm.
Do not do forced breathing to locate the in-breath and the out-breath, or to gain a
prominent experience. Let the breath become prominent at its own pace.
Gradually, the in-breath and the out-breath will become prominent. The breathing
must be natural and not forced. Just be aware of the in-breath and the out-breath
occurring. As you continually focus on the in-breath and the out-breath, the
breathing process will become prominent at a particular point. Then, your
attention should be refined to this point.
According to the Satipaṭṭhāna sutta, you should focus on the object in front of you
(parimukhaṃ satiṃ uppatthapetvā). Classically, the attention of the in-breath and
the out-breath is referred to as being at the tip of the nose or at the top of the lip
(as an object in front of you). But some may find the most prominent point of touch
to be in the middle of the skull, the throat, the chest or in the naval. Wherever it
may be, your attention should be confined to one place and you should not allow
the mind to move from one place to another. Your focus will become refined as you
progress with the meditation. With a refined focus, calmness will set in.
You must observe the in-breath as a separate unit from the out-breath. Observe the
in-breath and its touch. Be fully aware of the out-breath as it occurs. Gradually the
noting mind will move closer to the breath and you will experience the in-breath
and the out-breath in a contrasting and different manner. For example, you will
observe that the air draught of the in-breath is cooler and that the out-breath is
warmer. Or else, you will observe that the in-breath is longer than the out-breath
or vice versa. Do not manipulate what is occurring. Just observe the transaction of
air.
With continuous mindfulness, the breathing will become subtle. The mind will have
a refined observation and the body will calm down. The breath will become less
prominent. Mindfully, you must observe the difference between continuing in-
breaths and continuing out-breaths. Earlier you observed the difference between
the in-breath and the out-breath. At this stage, you must observe the in-breaths
and the out-breaths in the totality, from the beginning, through the middle to the
end. Observe the difference between one in-breath to the next and one out-breath
to the next.
Distractions such as thoughts, sounds or bodily pains will occur. Do not react to
them. If you are a habitual thinker and day-dreaming occurs, make a mental note
that you are "thinking" and bring your attention back to the breath. Or else, you
should note it as "thinking-thinking-thinking", "day-dreaming - day-dreaming -
day-dreaming" or " fantasizing-fantasizing-fantasizing''.
Whenever thinking is noted as "thinking", you are able to detach yourself from
digesting the contents of the thought. Simply become aware that "thinking" has
occurred and not be concerned about the content of the thought. Similarly, if a
sound irritates you, just note it as "hearing-hearing-hearing". When pain arises,
note it as "pain-pain-pain". When they recede, come back to the breath and note
the in-breath as "in" and the out-breath as "out". The line between the noting mind
and the object of meditation must be straightened. That is the purpose of
meditation.
Walking Meditation
Before commencing walking meditation, stand at the end of the walking meditation
path and contemplate the body. Then you bring your attention to the present
The yogi must first walk up and down the path to activate blood circulation
(especially after a long session of sitting meditation). You must walk at a normal
pace to ensure that the path is suitable and that there are no obstructions. As you
walk, be aware of the movement of the feet. Your arms must be as if tied in front of
you or behind you. Your attention must be on the movement of the feet. When the
right foot moves, you must observe the experience of the movement and the
sensations of the foot. Experience and note the sensation of the sole touching the
ground. Observe whether it is a coarse or soft sensation. Then shift your focus to
the left foot, its movement and the sensation as it touches the ground. Your
attention could also be kept on the movement of the joints, the ankle and so forth.
Your eyes should be cast down and you must look about five feet ahead of you. The
eyes should be focused on the walking path. Just as during sitting meditation, your
attention may be carried away by thoughts and sounds. However, your attention
should remain with the right foot and the left foot as much as possible. With
continuous attention on the right foot and the left foot, you can keep distractions at
bay and proceed without any interference.
During walking meditation,you exert energy to maintain the focus on the steps and
to note the movement of the feet. Accordingly, the energy that is exerted must be
double. Warming up in this manner is conducive for sitting meditation. During
intensive retreats it is usual to alternate periods of sitting meditation with periods
of walking meditation, one after another throughout the day.
In your daily life, you must have at least one session of walking and sitting
meditation in the morning and in the evening. If you meditate in the evening after
work, doing some walking before sitting focuses the mind and arouses energy for
the sitting that follows. Do not commence sitting meditation straight after your
daily activities. The energy aroused during walking meditation, develops accuracy
of awareness as well as durability of concentration.
Doing a task simply for the purpose of establishing mindfulness is difficult in our
daily activities. Generally we do things for a purpose or to fulfil responsibilities. But
to control the speed of our daily activities, we must find some time to establish
mindfulness. We must try to bring our attention to the present moment as much as
we can. Then we become accountable for your experiences and actions. We will no
longer do our daily activities mechanically, like a puppet or a robot. With
mindfulness, our experiences will be live and vivid.
Practically, it is difficult to be mindful when you are socializing, unless you are
experienced in maintaining continuous mindfulness. To establish mindfulness in
our daily activities, you can start with your personal activities such as washing,
showering or going to the toilet, mindfully. You can start doing things Silently,
Mindfully and Slowly. This is the "SMS" that you should apply when establishing
mindfulness in daily affairs. In this way, you can extend the mindfulness
established during sitting meditation to day to day activities.
Mindfulness cultivated during sitting meditation can diminish after you get up. But,
the mindfulness established in day to day activities is durable. Both sitting
meditation and wakefulness to day to day activities must compliment each other to
ensure continuous application of mindfulness.
Although instructions for sitting meditation (being the intensive method) are given
first, you should not underestimate the benefits of walking meditation or
establishing mindfulness in day to day activities. One can observe very profound
aspects of the Dhamma during walking meditation, and even become enlightened.
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