Re - ZERO - Starting Life in Another World-, Vol. 12

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Re:ZERO Vol. 12
TAPPEI NAGATSUKI
Translation by Jeremiah Bourque

Cover art by Shinichirou Otsuka
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Re:ZERO KARA HAJIMERU ISEKAI SEIKATSU Vol. 12

© Tappei Nagatsuki 2017
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Names: Nagatsuki, Tappei, 1987– author. | Otsuka, Shinichirou, illustrator. |
ZephyrRz, translator. | Bourque, Jeremiah, translator.
Title: Re:ZERO starting life in another world / Tappei Nagatsuki ; illustration
by Shinichirou Otsuka ; translation by ZephyrRz ; translation by Bourque,
Jeremiah
Other titles: Re:ZERO kara hajimeru isekai seikatsu. English
Description: First Yen On edition. | New York, NY : Yen On, 2016– |
Audience: Ages 13 & up.
Identifiers: LCCN 2016031562 | ISBN 9780316315302 (v. 1 : pbk.) | ISBN
9780316398374 (v. 2 : pbk.) | ISBN 9780316398404 (v. 3 : pbk.) | ISBN
9781975383206 (v. 12 : pbk.)
Subjects: CYAC: Science fiction. | Time travel—Fiction.
Classification: LCC PZ7.1.N34 Re 2016 | DDC [Fic]—dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2016031562
ISBNs: 978-1-9753-8320-6 (paperback)

978-1-9753-8321-3 (ebook)
E3-20200117-JV-NF-ORI
Contents
Cover
Insert
Title Page
Copyright
Chapter 1: Loveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveme
Chapter 2: I’ve Already Seen Hell
Chapter 3: A Four-Hundred-Year-Old Cry
Chapter 4: The Taste of Death
Chapter 5: Ending List
Chapter 6: The Witches’ Tea Party
Afterword
Yen Newsletter
CHAPTER 1
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVEME
The whisper of love echoed.

It sweetly, gently echoed against his eardrums, his brain, his heart, his
soul.
“—I love you.”
The whisper of love was muffled.

Did it come from a man or a woman—? Even this was left vague.
But beyond any doubt, this whisper of love was directed at Subaru
Natsuki and he alone.
A black wriggling shadow spoke to him softly.
It took the shape of a person, clad in a dress the color of darkness, with
long raven-black hair. The shadow stared at him with an inky sable face.
Everything composing the shadow ensnared Subaru’s mind and body,
smothering him in sweetness.
His thought process had ground to a halt. Subaru had even forgotten how
to breathe. All he could manage was to simply gaze forward, unable to make
the slightest move.
A dense miasma made his skin prickle as the terrible spectacle of the
Sanctuary sank into shadow. Like a small animal encountering a menace so
overpowering that it struggled to breathe, Subaru was trapped in a world that
had lost its vitality, ripped out by its very roots.
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Subaru knew this place. He had tasted its agony and despair over and over
again.
This was the world that always appeared whenever he broke the taboo, a
place where time stopped and the Witch—
“—I love you. I love you.”
As Subaru was frozen in silence, the shadow slowly extended a finger
toward his cheek.
He couldn’t avoid it. The issue wasn’t the shadow holding him down or
anything like that.
His inability to move was because Subaru’s own flesh and blood would
not permit it. Subaru’s soul refused to offer any resistance against the
shadow.
Accordingly, the shadow touched Subaru as it pleased.
“—I love you. I love you. I love you.”
Subaru couldn’t sense any malice from the shadow. There was no
animosity. But this wasn’t because it was indifferent toward Subaru.
Indeed, quite the opposite.
The shadow inundated Subaru with an overwhelming level of adoration
that bordered on madness.
It was blind, almost stubborn devotion—enough to make a person ask,
Why go to such lengths? Subaru felt like he was being blotted out by the
inescapably crazed passion—in that moment, the shadow had no interest in
anything besides Subaru.
“—I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.”
The whispers of adoration swirled around inside Subaru’s skull like they
were caught in a vortex.
Love stirred his eardrums. Love drenched his brain. As love filled his
consciousness to the brim, love was also boiling his soul until it fell to pieces.
It was an assault by love, a slaughter by love, a violation by love.
“I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you I love you I love
you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you.”
Love controlled Subaru. Love had enslaved Subaru. Love was robbing
Subaru of every drop of love he had—
“—Hey, stop screwin’ around!!”
Suddenly, an unspeakably destructive force wedged itself between Subaru
and the shadow’s loving embrace. It crashed violently into the shadow,

shattering the blackened earth. As a dark shock wave erupted, the impact sent
Subaru flying directly backward.
“Whoaa—?!”
Tumbling across the hard ground after landing, Subaru finally came to a
halt when he slammed into an old graveyard wall. Once he gave his head a
good shake and looked up, he noticed his mind had been freed from the
supernatural fever that had gripped him only moments earlier.
Now that the static in his thoughts had cleared, he forced his eyes open to
see what was happening. Then—
“This is seriously the worst-case scenario. Hey, can you move, damn it?”
—there was a voice. Subaru spotted golden hair and a short person
backing away from the shadow.
Subaru recognized that abrasive tone and overflowing readiness to leap
into battle. He remembered the sight of the peculiar stance that kept the body
low to the ground and those bared fangs. The realization that he knew this
person shook Subaru to his core.
Even in his wildest dreams he never would’ve guessed who would come
to shield him from peril.
“Garfiel… Why are you…?!”
“You serious? In this situation? Don’t make me laugh. Definitely not my
first choice, but no way I ain’t pickin’ ya up.”
Garfiel reacted to Subaru’s shock with annoyance. Still wary of the
shadow before him, he grabbed Subaru’s collar even though the boy was still
in a heap on the ground.
“We’re jumpin’. Might break your neck but just grin ’n’ bear it!”
“That really isn’t somethin’ you can just grin and b—?!”
Before Subaru could finish his quip, Garfiel tensed his knees and
launched upward, drawing a “Gwah!” of agony out of Subaru as they
escaped into the air—and a moment later, the shadow on the ground swelled
up and exploded.
Rapidly gaining mass, the black shadow billowed into a wave that chased
the flying pair, threatening to smash them flat. The black wave engulfed
everything nearby, scattering destruction over a wide area with dreadful force
and scale.
The cascade was so fierce that the forest, the houses, and even the Witch’s
tomb were indiscriminately swallowed whole.

“Don’t go bitin’ ya tongue now!!”
Subaru could only gape at the apocalyptic spectacle, but Garfiel didn’t
falter.
Obeying his instincts, Garfiel continued bounding ahead in search of a
foothold where they might find refuge from the wave. As the encroaching
darkness cracked open the muddy ground and knocked over one tree after
another, they leaped and leaped and leaped—
“C’mon! C’mooon! Hoaaaa!!”
As the black wave mowed down the forest—tearing up the very earth and
blotting out the ground wherever it passed—everything Subaru could see was
churned up and consumed by the shadow as it seemed to grow large enough
to envelop the entire world. That was when Garfiel finally arrived at their
destination.
There was a lone stonework house left standing at the edge of the
settlement in the Sanctuary.
The moment he touched down onto its roof, Garfiel tossed Subaru some
distance away while continuing to draw ragged breaths.
“Aww, damn it all!! That bastard…!”
“Th-thanks for saving me…”
“The hell? You sure don’t seem like the type who’d say thanks. Ya got a
problem or somethin’, huh?”
Garfiel bared his fangs at Subaru, who was crawling along the roof.
Looking up at the ferocious darkness forming overhead, Subaru grimaced.
The discomfort he felt was showing on his face as well.
“I ain’t complaining… It’s just…I didn’t think you’d save me, so…”
“Ha! Treatin’ me like I got no heart or somethin’. The Rose Knights of
Tileos have no need for cradles, y’know? If ya don’t like it, go ahead and
jump right into that thing’s bosom.”
“Sorry, I’ve already settled on a favorite bosom, so I’ll pass.”
Sighing at Garfiel’s jab, Subaru gently placed a hand on his chest.
Besides the incomprehensible situation, there was another reason that
made his heart leap. Getting saved by Garfiel was a shocking development.
After all, Garfiel was supposed to be his greatest foe within the Sanctuary.
The last time around, after rejecting Subaru’s declaration that he would
challenge the Trial, he was the one had who incarcerated Subaru before
training fang and claw on Ram, Otto, and the people of Earlham Village who

had helped him try to escape.
He hadn’t forgotten the anger he felt. It had been unforgivable. This was
his mortal enemy who he needed to defeat.
That was why Subaru had no idea why Garfiel was doing his best to save
Subaru…
“Garfiel, don’t you…?”
“Don’t make me repeat myself. Can’t ya see the situation we’re in? Who
gives a damn about our differences? Right now, what’s important is figuring
out how to tear out that thing’s neck. Nothin’ else matters.”
When Subaru pressed the point, Garfiel brushed his idle concern aside
with a quiet comment. His tone had been calm, but that’s exactly what
instilled Subaru with the greatest fear he had felt that day. It was then that he
belatedly realized the fire blazing in Garfiel’s jade eyes…
Rage, indignation, fury—the intensity in those eyes immediately brought
those words to mind.
As Garfiel nursed those emotions, Subaru finally found the words to ask
the question he ought to have brought up earlier.
“—Garfiel. What happened to Ram and the others?”
“ ”
“By the time I came out of the tomb, the surface of the whole area had
been swallowed up already. You’re here in perfect shape, but where’s
everyone else…?”
“…They’re inside the shadow.”
After Subaru raised his fears, hoping they would be laid to rest, the only
thing that came back to him was a cruel reply.
As Subaru’s breath caught in his throat, Garfiel made a growl of remorse
and said, “It came out of nowhere. By the time I noticed what was happening,
everything was already covered by the darkness. As for me, if Ram hadn’t
sent me flyin’ with her wind, I probably would’ve gotten caught up in it,
too.”
“…You mean…Ram just got caught by that thing? Ryuzu and Otto, too?”
“Yeah, that’s right. The old hag, the noisy dude—everyone.”
“And…Emilia…?”
“ ”
Garfiel offered no reply for the trembling Subaru. That was all the answer
he needed.

Below where they stood, the ominously undulating shadow continued its
encroachment upon the Sanctuary. Stunned to see the treetops of the forest
steadily sinking, Subaru forgot to breathe.
Everything was being engulfed by the pitch-black body. What happened
to everything that was swallowed by that darkness? The hope that the people
inside were only unconscious was dashed the moment he took a good hard
look.
Subaru could only imagine that the chances of finding survivors inside the
shadow were despairingly bad.
“Wh-what the hell’s going on…? How could…at a time like this?”
—The Bowel Hunter, the Beast Master, the Great Rabbit…and Garfiel.
Subaru had come flying out of the tomb ready to defy any disaster that
threatened to befall him. After obtaining Echidna’s cooperation, he had
hardened his resolve to face and overcome any obstacle that stood in his way.
…Naturally, he had decided all that completely unaware of the
incomprehensible entity before him now.
“Why here, why now…?!”
Subaru glared at the center of the swirling shadow that was devoid of
rhyme or reason. He screamed with everything he had.
“Tell me why the hell you’re here—Witch of Jealousy!!”
His ears had heard the name over and over. He’d felt the being’s existence
countless times before.
The stories handed down for generations named her as the worst of all
calamities. She was the one responsible for Subaru’s suffering. She was the
root of all evil—the shadow that had engulfed Emilia and the others was none
other than the Witch of Jealousy.
“Think. Thinkthinkthink. If I don’t do something, figure something out
and—and—and defeat it somehow…”
Pounding his dull-feeling head, Subaru desperately searched for a path to
victory. He had to drive back the shadow and retake the Sanctuary now
enveloped by darkness. What for? You’ve already lost Emilia and the others
in this world.
“—Ah.”
Subaru, slammed by the internal thought, made a slight sound in his
throat.

In contrast to Subaru’s roiling emotions, his inner voice had delivered an
exceptionally cold-blooded judgment. It was mocking him for stubbornly
clinging to a doomed world that had already gone past the point of no return
and demanding that he take logical, decisive action.
What would we do even if we did manage to overcome this? There’s no
way to go on. Not in a world like this.
“…Bastard. Tryin’ to say there’s no point in comin’ after me?”
“Wha…?”
With one murmur from Garfiel, Subaru’s deep introspective thoughts
vanished. Not bothering with the young boy right beside him, Garfiel turned
his sharp, jade-colored eyes toward the shadow.
“Scratch that. This bastard isn’t even looking this way! After doin’ all
this, now ya head outside and ignore me, huh?!”
Garfiel roared, practically spitting blood at the humiliation. But the
shadow paid him no mind. Like he had said, it was already attempting to
leave the Sanctuary, exiting the forest.
After displaying such obsession earlier, the shadow suddenly wasn’t even
acknowledging Subaru’s existence as it proceeded out of the Sanctuary.
Unable to discern what the true intent might be, Subaru was left confused—
then he shuddered, as if struck by a thunderbolt.
A sudden flash of inspiration came to him without a single factual basis.
And yet, he knew there could be no mistake. He could declare with absolute
certainty that…
“—To the mansion.”
“Ah?”
“The mansion! That Witch, she’s trying to head for Roswaal’s mansion!”
The memory of the Witch’s whispers of love as well as how that it had
intruded upon his thoughts even as it violated his mind and soul all came
roaring back.
The goal hadn’t been to love Subaru. The purpose was to dive deep inside
of Subaru in search of everything that he cared about, to understand those
things.
The ultimate goal was to rob the world of everything Subaru might turn
his love toward, monopolizing his affections.
“As if I’d let you do whatever you want… We gotta—we’ve gotta stop
her…!”

Stop her how? asked the cold, whispering inner voice, but he stubbornly
flung it aside.
Stop her how? Figure out a plan; then just stop her, obviously.
He had to find a way to strike down that Witch. It wasn’t pointless. There
had to be some meaning in trying to stop her.
“Garfiel! Can’t you attack her?! Slow her down somehow?!”
“Now the idiot asks… Stop runnin’ your damned mouth! Me, I’ve been
slammin’ every attack I could think of into that thing for ages! Nothin’ gets
through that shadow dress. Doesn’t even leave a scratch!”
“If Garfiel can’t…”
Even what seemed like a surprise attack hadn’t inflicted any damage to
the Witch.
If even Garfiel’s mighty blows had no effect, it was very possible that the
shadow dress nullified physical attacks. If that was the case, only magic
would work. And the top contender for that was—
“I’ll tell ya right now, there ain’t a single reason to look for that damn
Roswaal. The only ones left in this forest are me ’n’ that legendary lady
Witch.”
“Even Roswaal?! You’re sure?!”
“The old hag’s house and the Cathedral are both gone, down to the last
brick. Can’t rely on the loon. It’s just us.”
Even if he was far from full health, Roswaal was unmistakably a powerful
man. Unfortunately, Garfiel curtly cut down the optimistic image Subaru had
in mind.
If they couldn’t even rely on Roswaal’s aid, the overwhelming power
required to win simply didn’t seem to exist.
This was the worst Witch, the one who killed even the other Witches of
the Deadly Sins and swallowed half the world.
“Can’t we…do anything? At this rate, even the mansion is gonna get…”
Everything would be engulfed, stolen by that shadow, mercilessly
trampled.
Was there something, anything, Subaru could do besides despair—?
“—Wait.”
Watching the Witch grow distant, Subaru had the odd sense that
something was wrong.
Was there really no way to stop her? Was there well and truly no move

that might come to mind? Think, remember, consider, recall. Find the one
thing that only applies in this particular place—
“—There’s the barrier.”
“…What?”
“The barrier! The Witch of Jealousy has to fulfill the conditions to pass
through the barrier covering the Sanctuary! The tomb’s Trial hasn’t been
cleared and she’s a half-elf!”
It was said that Satella, the Witch of Jealousy, was a silver-haired half-elf.
This fact had caused Emilia to endure irrational discrimination from a
great deal of people. At the same time, it was the stories about those
notorious features passed down from four centuries ago that made him certain
the Witch of Jealousy would be bound by that forest.
That said, if the Witch turned out to be something like a vestigial mind
with no physical body, things might not go the way he hoped—
“—No need to worry ’bout that.”
The certainty behind the murmur made Subaru raise his eyebrows. After
seeing his reaction, Garfiel clicked his fangs together.
“The Witch has a physical body. Right now it’s just like the root of
Balgren’s left wing, ain’t it?”
“…You mean, like, it’s a weak point?”
“Ain’t got no other meanin’! Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got it now!”
Slapping Subaru’s shoulder as if praising him for his insight, Garfiel
smiled ferociously and carried on.
“She’ll be beggin’ under that disgusting veil when I finally tear her head
off!!”
The Witch of Jealousy brazenly advanced straight toward the boundary of the
Sanctuary, dragging shadow behind her.
Chasing after that vast body of shadow, Subaru—or rather, Garfiel
carrying Subaru—set out, traversing the treetops and circling around the
Witch’s path.
“Don’t know how much effect the barrier’ll have, but if she weakens even
a little…”

Garfiel’s claws would have an opening. If that was the case, even the
Witch of Jealousy would not escape unscathed.
Subaru was confident because he had personally experienced what it was
like to face Garfiel when he was in his beast form. He needed no explanation
to know that a single blow from the bestial Garfiel contained overwhelming
raw power.
The only other thing they needed was a way to guarantee the two would
clash. And for that—
“Garfiel, she’s drawn to me. So…”
“Hey, if you’re tellin’ me to use ya as a decoy, I’ll bite your fingers off
one by one.”
Leaping through the forest from branch to branch, Garfiel chewed out
Subaru over his proposal. Faced with his standoffish attitude, Subaru was
daunted for a moment; then he lobbed an angry retort.
“I’m not sayin’ this as some kind of joke! Barrier and decoy! They’ll
make our chances better, even if only a bit! Isn’t that right?!”
“Oh, shaddap. If you’re gonna be that ignorant, I’ll throw ya overboard
right now.”
“—!! You should know already! About the miasma coming from my body
that attracts it…”
Irritated by Garfiel’s stubborn attitude, Subaru brought up the miasma
swirling around him on his own. Surely Garfiel could not refute an argument
made on that basis. However…
“The old hag! And Ram! And everyone else… They all got swallowed up
right before my eyes…!”
“—!”
“Like I’m gonna live with the shame of lettin’ even a bastard like you join
’em! The scars of Pararagurara never fade! No way, no way in hell I’d accept
that! These scars’ll be carved on the Witch’s heart!!”
Eyes bloodshot, Garfiel vented his raging emotions as he adamantly
pushed away Subaru’s plan.
Garfiel’s anger stemmed from stubbornness—the pointless kind, at that.
Subaru understood why the inner voice of his cold, callous side spat out
that Garfiel’s insistence was worthless. But the rest of Subaru couldn’t laugh
at him at all.
After all, unlike Subaru, who had arrived late to the scene, Garfiel had

witnessed the horrors with his own eyes.
Watching Ram, Ryuzu, and all the other people he cared about get
swallowed whole, vanishing within the shadow.
But even after so many precious people were stolen from him, Garfiel
refused to use revenge as an excuse to throw all decency aside. He wouldn’t
tolerate any talk about a victory that involved sacrificing Subaru.
If this was indeed the rationality and conviction at Garfiel’s core that
guided his actions—
“Then how could he be capable of doing that to everyone—?”
How had he ended up killing the brave villagers and Otto when he
shielded Subaru in such a cruel manner?
When he, too, knew full well the pain of losing something precious, the
sadness of loss…
“We’re here.”
With no answer to that question forthcoming, the pair arrived at their
destination.
They had chosen a tiny open space within the forest as the site of the
decisive battle. The forest had been clear-cut there, leaving the waning moon
and the stars overhead as the only audience to witness the Witch of
Jealousy’s return to the stage.
Behind them was the barrier; ahead of them, Subaru sensed the wriggling
shadow drawing closer. The Witch was headed straight toward them. All that
remained was to counterattack—but there was a simple problem with that.
“Garfiel, what are you gonna do? The barrier affects you the same way,
right?”
Half-bloods—mixed-blood demi-humans—could not go past the forest’s
barrier. That applied to both Garfiel and the Witch. If he was weakened, it
wouldn’t matter how much power the Witch lost.
In response, Garfiel took something out of his loincloth. And that
something was—
“…A crystal? That’s yours?”
“I don’t owe ya an explanation. Just shut up and watch. Gonna put this
early risin’ Witch back to sleep so fast that we won’t need decoys or anythin’
else.”
The crystal glimmered blue—a glimmer he had laid eyes upon several
times amid the twists and turns surrounding the Sanctuary.

He knew that Garfiel possessed one identical to the one Frederica owned.
In earlier laps he had been through in the current time loop, Subaru had seen
those crystals change hands several times over. Even now, he still didn’t
know the finer details surrounding the items, but—
“—! Who’s there?!”
The faint sound of footfalls landing on grass made Subaru instantly turn
around. It was not the Witch. The direction and the mental pressure were far
too different to be her. However, that alone wasn’t a reason to lower his
guard.
“…Huh?”
And yet, the instant he set eyes upon the newcomer, Subaru’s caution was
blotted out by shock.
“ ”
A thicket parted and a young girl emerged.
He had seen her before. The long pink hair and a white poncho-style
outfit. Her ears were a little longer than those of the average person, making
her impossible to mix up with someone else.
This was Ryuzu, the representative of the Sanctuary who had allegedly
been swallowed up by the shadow.
But there was no way this was Ryuzu. What Subaru saw next completely
refuted that possibility.
“Is this…some kind of joke…?”
Multiple figures stepped barefoot onto the grass and made their way
through the underbrush. Every single one wore the same clothing, the same
expression, the same demeanor—in fact, all of them were perfectly identical.
More than twenty perfect copies of Ryuzu appeared from all directions.
“ ”
The great throng of girls bearing the same face as Ryuzu were silent, not
speaking a single word. Their expressions unchanging, the girls gathered
together and stood in a loose row at Garfiel’s back.

There was no way Subaru could call it a sight for sore eyes. It was like
something straight out of a nightmare.
“Didn’t wanna show ya this if I didn’t have to.”
Unlike Subaru’s obvious astonishment, Garfiel reacted with only a
slightly bitter comment, showing no sign that he was amazed. This wasn’t
something worth gaping over for him. As Subaru slowly overcame his initial
surprise, a realization dawned on him: He had probably met one of the people
in this group face-to-face already.
“…The moment we got here, I was teleported to the forest out of the
blue…”
It had occurred right after the magical relocation Subaru experienced upon
arriving at the Sanctuary.
The crystal had reacted to the barrier, and the power of the stone had sent
Subaru flying into the woods. It must have been one of the perfect copies of
Ryuzu that had led the stranded Subaru to the tomb. Once he reunited with
Emilia, Otto, and the others, Ram had admonished him to conceal the fact
that he had encountered the elven girl.
Until that very moment, Subaru had shoved the girl into a corner of his
memory. However, given this unexpected reunion, he understood for the first
time that it had been a mistake to overlook that first encounter.
As the doll-like girl—no, girls—stood in silence, it was evident that they
were identical beings.
“Don’t tell me these are…clones? Copies…? Is that even possible…?”
Seeing the girls easily evoked those words in the back of Subaru’s brain.
They were terms deeply associated with stories that had science-fictional
themes, but they were a poor fit for his new world, a place dominated by
swords and spells. In the first place, who could have reproduced that kind of
technology—?
“—Sorry to interrupt ya thoughts, but it’s time.”
Giving the confused Subaru a shove on the shoulder, Garfiel reoriented
himself toward the forest. The impending pressure was making the hair on
Subaru’s back stand up as he glanced back and forth between the forest and
the girls.
“Garfiel! Don’t tell me your plan is—”
“Crush her with numbers. Reid always fights head-on, y’know!”
Bringing both fists together in front of his chest, Garfiel revealed that his

plan followed the doctrine of “simple is best.” There was no hidden twist, but
there was no argument that it wasn’t the most suitable choice. Of course, it
was an operation that accepted there would be casualties.
“Don’t get bent out o’ shape worryin’ over them. They ain’t like the old
hag. This lot is totally empty on the inside. Still, they should be able to follow
orders, no problem. We’ll make an openin’ and take that bastard’s damn
head!”
There was no time to lodge any complaint about the operation nor to ask
the girls—the copies—what they thought.
“…As for you, lemme say sorry in advance.”
That was all Garfiel said in the final moments before Subaru was thrust
into the heart of a new battlefield.
Not comprehending the meaning of the words, the powerless Subaru was
relegated to the rear. Garfiel stood at the head of the formation with the
twenty-odd copies lined up behind him while Subaru brought up the rear.
With their formation decided, an eerie moment of tranquility settled into
place, filled only with his breathing and the beating of his heart.
Slowly, the menace showed itself as it trespassed upon the world.
The forest was being slain before his eyes. Swallowed by a shadow of
immense mass, the trees lost their shape like something dissolving into water,
leaving no trace behind as the very concepts of tree and forest were
contaminated by shadow.
This was heresy. This was violation. This was a slaughter.
The Witch blotting out the world with her love noticed Subaru standing in
the path of her advance.
And then—
Subaru was beset by an unending revulsion; his instincts kept clamorously
ringing an alarm bell to shout Danger! After uttering that lone phrase, the
Witch leaped over Garfiel and the Ryuzu brigade, whispering her love to no
one but Subaru.
In that instant, the Witch directed all her interest and concern onto Subaru
and Subaru alone—
“—Gaaaaaaa!!”
Garfiel, who was their only hope for victory, raised a great howl.
A moment later, the ground exploded. Kicking up plumes of dust, Garfiel

leaped up like he had been launched from a slingshot.
Garfiel’s mouth was open wide, fangs bared as he hurtled toward the
shadow. As Subaru watched, he saw Garfield’s entire body swell up as his
clothing ripped from the inside, unable to endure the expansion of his flesh.
His entire body became covered in golden fur, and his hands and feet
transformed into bestial claws—Garfiel the great tiger, the ferocious beast
Subaru was hard-pressed to forgive, had reared his head.
“—!!”
Roaring as he went, the savage tiger’s speed exceeded all normal bounds.
Given how his beastly movements were unchanged, it was apparent that
Garfiel had nullified the effect of the barrier somehow. Accordingly, with
neither hesitation nor sorrow, he brought his fangs down to bite into the
pitch-black dress and rip it apa—
“ ”
—Instantly, shadows stretched away from the Witch’s feet, coiling around
the leaping great tiger.
The shadows bound the great tiger’s limbs, stealing away his momentum
and trapping the growling creature. As dark tendrils sank into animal limbs as
thick as Subaru’s hips, the sound of tearing flesh rang out, accompanied by
the spurting of a bloody mist.
There was a scream. The raging great tiger heaved as the shadows
tightened their hold and cruelly tore into his body.
“—Ah—”
While Subaru could only watch helplessly with wide eyes, the Ryuzu
copies that Garfiel had summoned and left on standby began to join the
battle.
Letting out unemotional voices devoid of intelligence, the young girls
sprinted toward the shadow all at once. Moving with surprising swiftness,
they pursued the great tiger held captive by the shadow, drawing closer to the
Witch all the while.
A pair of copies leaped in with arms spread wide as if inviting the Witch
into their embrace. Just before they could close the distance, shadows burst
outward in the shape of spears, impaling them in the abdomen and hoisting
them aloft.
Two girls with identical faces, impaled through their abdomens, were

lined up at the same height as Garfiel, his four limbs still bound. The shadow
swayed their bodies back and forth as if to mock him.
It was excessively vicious. However, the Witch’s overconfidence had
caused her to make a mistake.
There was barely any warning before the change occurred—but it was the
change itself that was grand and terrible.
“Wha—?!”
The two impaled Ryuzus began emitting a pale light, and a second later,
scattered in every direction like an explosion.
Their battered bodies transformed into particles of light, blowing away the
shadow surrounding them. For a single moment, this breathed life back into
the world steeped in shadowy darkness and started a chain reaction.
Following the two who had been blown away, the remaining copies
shouted at the Witch all at once, launching a suicide charge against her.
It had already been demonstrated that an all-out charge with no thought
for survival would prove effective. In response, the Witch didn’t hesitate to
direct all her shadows to meet the girls rushing at her.
The shadows welled up, dividing into groups to crush the girls trying to
overwhelm the Witch with sheer numbers. There were five razor-edged
shadows for each of the girls, a mass of about one hundred raging limbs
dancing madly as they fell upon the girls who tried to take evasive action.
The shadows impaled and rent skulls and bodies alike as they sliced the
girls to death.
Leaping all at the same moment, the remaining copies launched a
simultaneous attack from numerous directions. Now that their little schemes
had all been defeated by brute force, the Ryuzus used their last option,
transforming into pale light and exploding one after another in a staggered,
rhythmical fashion—which temporarily thinned the shadows spawned by the
Witch, prying clear a path to the pitch-black dress behind. That was when—
“—Rrrrrrraaaa!!”
The fierce beast that had been riddled with wounds flew into the gap that
had been wrenched open.
Escaping the shadow bindings during the replica suicide attack, the
ferocious beast crouched low to the ground, and immediately following the
pale blue explosions of light, a roar seemed to break through that dazzling
glow as the claws of a wild animal swung at the Witch.

“ ”
The great tiger became a torrential gale that surged forward as the Witch
bundled a few remaining shadows to form a blocking wall. However, the
great tiger swung an arm toward the bulwark of shadows, pulling a silhouette
forward with its front paw—slamming the last of the replicas home,
pulverizing the wall and his own arm. Then fang and claw pierced the veil of
pale light, sinking deep into the dress of shadow.
—He got her, thought Subaru. The setup had been so perfect that he was
certain of the final outcome.
Without any regrets, the twenty-one Ryuzu replicas had expended
themselves in a self-destructive suicide charge.
Against a blow delivered at such a high cost, even the Witch of Jealousy
had to be—
The firm belief to which Subaru clung was rebuffed and smashed to
pieces, along with Garfiel, who turned to bloody mist.
Speechless, all Subaru could do was watch as the golden-colored great tiger
was eviscerated.
His claws should have torn the Witch’s body apart, and his fangs should
have crushed her skull. The tiger’s murderous intent could have pulverized a
human body with ease; not even a Witch would have been able to endure it—
assuming the attack struck home.
What had robbed Garfiel of his life were shadowy blades that had slipped
into his body through the wounds on his limbs. The shadows that had initially
bound Garfiel used his wounds as an entryway to race around, cutting his
body to shreds from within.
In other words, Garfiel’s death had been decided the moment he suffered
his first injury. His life had been whittled down relentlessly.
There were no words for the cruelty of that act. The fragments of flesh
that were once Garfiel were mercilessly scattered about the murky black
ground. Even these were swallowed by shadow, all traces of his existence
erased. The Ryuzu replicas had also been annihilated, so only Subaru and the

Witch remained—no, that wasn’t right.
From the beginning, the Witch had no eyes for anyone but Subaru, rooted
to where he stood.
Not Garfiel, slashed to death; not the Ryuzu replicas, slaughtered; not the
people of the Sanctuary and Earlham Village, no doubt engulfed by shadow
at a time unbeknownst to him; not Ram; not Otto; not Ryuzu; not Roswaal;
not Patlash; not Emilia—anything and everything else was a distant
afterthought.
“Shut up.”
“I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love
you.”
“I said, shut up…!”
As Subaru stood still, the Witch walked along a path formed of shadow,
moving past the clearing to approach him.
Her contours were hazy. He couldn’t even put a finger on her height. Just
as before, he could not distinguish her voice.
And yet, her clingy zeal alone touched Subaru’s heart without reservation
to an abominable extent.
you I love you I love you.”
To the immobile Subaru, the Witch whispered her love as it if was a
curse.
She acted more out of place and was worse at reading people than even
Subaru. Not only did her whispers of love inspire anger in him, the adoration
she was offered was completely selfish.
Her love was repulsive. But in that moment, what sent Subaru into even
more of a rage was—
“I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you—
Subaru.”
“—You don’t get to call me that!!”
That sweet, enchanted form of address made Subaru explode in anger.
The charming voice, the sweet gesture, the feverish way in which she said
it rubbed Subaru the worst way possible.
“Who gave you permission to call me that name?! Don’t screw with me!

God damn it!!”
It was a form of address filled with trust, with pride, with mutual love
meant for those who stood at each other’s side.
In that world, there was only one person Subaru permitted to address him
by his first name imbued with such affection.
“This ain’t a joke!! That’s for one person alone. Who the hell would…?
No! Letting you go for what you’ve done, forgiving even one lock of your
hair or one part of a single cell of yours, is too good for you—!!”
Indignant, Subaru let his anger reign, mercilessly driving home the
maelstrom of emotions swirling inside his chest.
He had no chance of victory. He had no chance of survival. Besides, that
world held no reason for him to live on anymore.
Even so, he absolutely could not simply stand and watch her trample on
that bond as she pleased.
“I love you I love you I love you I love you.”
Her love was relentless. That was why Subaru absolutely refused to
respond to that love.
“In this world, when I heard ‘I love you’ spoken seriously to me for the
first time…it gave me, an unredeemable bastard, enough power to make me
think I could become a hero.”
He was a piece of garbage, twisted down, broken, and ready to flee from
everything, but those words had made him believe he could face the future
head-on, never giving in—to challenge it once more, over and over, however
many times that it took.
Compared to that, the substance of the Witch’s love was insultingly weak.
you I love you.”
“The number one and number two spots in my heart ain’t changin’.
There’s no place in there for the likes of you.”
She started it; he finished it—Subaru’s visage contorted vilely as he flatly
enumerated those he loved.
“So I’ll roll up your love and toss it aside. And if I’ve gotta compare…”
He had no way to mount a physical attack. But he still had verbal attacks.
Getting on other people’s nerves was a particular specialty of his.
What could he say, what should he say, that would rub the Witch the
worst way? There was no one better armed to get under someone else’s skin

than Subaru. So he knew.
Accordingly, Subaru gave a shallow, cruel laugh, turning a look of scorn
toward the Witch.
“—I’d rather love Echidna and the other Witches than you.”
“ ”
The instant he made the statement, the Witch’s curse-like words of love
halted for the first time.
And then—
“—Ah.”
In an instant, Subaru’s field of vision and the world itself was swallowed
by shadow.
“I love you. I love you. I love you. —Love me.”
Amid the darkness, he heard a voice.

Swallowed by shadow, he was upside down and shaken around.
Not only his body but the inside of his skull was being ransacked as the
shadow whipped Subaru Natsuki about.
Within, as Subaru Natsuki dissolved into the shadow, he heard a whisper.
“Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me. Love me love me love me love
me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love
me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me love me. —
Love me.”
It was horrifying. He trembled in ecstasy. He shuddered in fear. He cried

tears of joy. He spat blood in a rage. He cried out in exultation. His emotions
were being sliced apart, bounced around, as what was right became wrong
and what was wrong became right—
“ ”
Subaru Natsuki’s field of vision was growing hazy. He knew his body was
being dissolved. Why did he know that? Was it Subaru Natsuki who knew or
was it something else?
“ ”

Inside the shadow, he sensed some kind of separate presence beyond the
whispers of love. —No, he did not sense them, for they were not separate at
all. It was Subaru. It was Subaru Natsuki. If he was dissolved, mixed, and
combined with one mass, there would be no boundary between him and
others. Everything that had been swallowed would become Subaru Natsuki.
There was warmth, sadness, hatred, generosity, dejection, ecstasy, despair,
relief, lamentation, satisfaction.
Yes, there was satisfaction. Amid the many despairs and many laments,
there was satisfaction.
That satisfaction was a part of Subaru. If that could fill Subaru, then—
“—?”
He reached a hand out toward the satisfaction—no, it was not a hand. He
had no body to be found—no, that was not so. His body had been swallowed
by shadow, so it was all there: his dissolved heart, his crumbling
consciousness, the remains of Subaru Natsuki’s soul. There they were all
gathered together. And in gathering them, he comprehended the reason why
they were gathered.
There was heat. Subaru Natsuki felt heat in the midst of his return. And so
to a place completely different than that false satisfaction, he extended an
arm, a right arm, a right wrist. And then—
—in that darkness-colored world, a prayer-imbued handkerchief

glimmered vividly.
His consciousness floated upward.

As if in struggling to reach the water’s surface in search of oxygen, he
frantically clawed against the darkness, desperately moving higher, higher.
His consciousness was enshrouded in darkness. It was as if he had sunk
into a swamp. His mind was immersed in weight and weariness, yet Subaru
earnestly pressed on even so—
At the end of his struggling, his field of vision suddenly opened. Subaru’s
mind had floated back up to the real world.
He had returned from the world of shadow alive—but that did not mean

he had escaped peril by any stretch.
“Hagh…! Haa…ah?
His breathing was clumsy. There was some kind of shadow stuffed in his
throat. His feet were not on the ground. Bound by shadow, his body was
being held aloft at an angle. He could not move. He was not being allowed to
move.
But as if clinging to it, he touched the handkerchief wrapped around his
right wrist with his left hand.
“…Petra’s handkerchief.”
In that world covered by shadow, Subaru’s field of vision was dyed the
color of darkness. Amid that pitch-blackness, Petra’s handkerchief alone
dazzled, radiating a white light as if trying to drive off the dark.
The feelings with which Petra’s handkerchief was imbued had granted
this miracle to Subaru—no, such a thought was hard to justify. Subaru had a
different culprit in mind for the crafty trick that had saved him.
—Namely, the Witch of Greed who had touched that handkerchief upon
the occasion of his departure, leaving words of deep import with him.
“That damn Echidna… Did she know this would happen, damn it…?”
It’s insurance. Just to be safe, he could almost hear the Witch’s face say
as it floated up in the back of his mind. That one time, he was well and truly
grateful for that inconsiderate, boastful Witch.
If not for that light, Subaru would surely have been engulfed by the
shadow, vanishing without a trace.
What was happening inside that shadow? —It was a blender. The shadow
was dissolving Subaru’s very being. It was melting him and mixing him into
something else: everything that had been swallowed by shadow.
—Mixed with all the many, many things that had been swallowed whole
by the Witch’s shadow.
Becoming one with those who had been melted before him had exposed
Subaru to a great many emotions. Coursing into him were sensations,
feelings, memories, knowledge that was not his own. It became natural to be
instantly aware of those things as they let themselves in, carving into his
body, his mind, and his soul.
He’d escaped by a hair’s breadth. He’d escaped with his life with only
fractions of a second to spare. Being engulfed by that shadow was not death.
Subaru Natsuki would be stirred into something else, erased through

becoming part of a heterogeneous whole.
That was an intolerable defeat, one from which even Return by Death
could not bring him back.
Had it not been for Echidna’s aid, Subaru would have come to an end,
unable to slip out of the shadow’s embrace. It was because he could feel that
in his bones that he wanted to call the Witch right back to thank her.
“Guu…agh…”
But delaying the inevitable with Echidna’s aid had gone as far as it could.
Slowly, Subaru’s body was being engulfed by the shadow once more. As
if his lower body was sinking into the ground, as if his extremities were being
meticulously digested bit by bit, the Witch’s shadow was consuming Subaru.
He was gradually losing himself. Not only was the sense of loss
frightening but the relief.
There was relief. There was joy that he would be swallowed, dissipated,
and erased, his fate arriving at its end.
Accordingly, he was certain in his belief. He could not die from being
engulfed by shadow. He would continue to be “loved”—forever.
“Damn…it all…”
The light created by the Witch had bought him tens of seconds, but that
postponement would not save Subaru’s life.
It was only a brief matter of time until he was pulled in and erased. Just
what did Echidna want there?
“That…shitty Witch…!”
The instant he arrived at his conclusion, Subaru cast aside his gratitude
from the moment just prior, tearing at the light with his left hand.
The single saving grace was the light that had saved Subaru, brushing
aside the shadow engulfing him—and it was here that Echidna’s desire
rested.
Echidna had a goal. Echidna had left in Subaru’s hands the means to
accomplish it.
It was a lifeline. A lifeline not for saving Subaru but to let him take his
own life.
“ ”
As if sensing his tragic resolve, the light changed shape, transforming into
a radiant dagger.
She had no doubt thought it would be difficult to accomplish with nothing

but a single handkerchief. Her polite consideration brought tears to his eyes.
It was just, though they were tears, what coursed out were tears of blood.
He closed his eyes, let out his breath—and with that impetus, he thrust the
dagger of light toward his own throat.
“—gh.”
Though the sharpness of the blade of light was unclear, it penetrated his
windpipe with ease. Blood coursed backward into the fatal wound, and as it
flowed from his throat down to his lungs, his consciousness began to drown.
—The protective charm of light was not a weapon. Echidna had put it in
his hands so that he could take his own life.
That was what the postponement of tens of seconds was for, so that he
might realize, so that he might carry it out, so that he might Return by Death.
Echidna had most likely anticipated that the Witch of Jealousy would
appear outside of the tomb. The reason why remained unclear to Subaru, but
he had to pay for it with his life.
“—!”
For the first time, Subaru’s suicide caused the Witch of Jealousy to shout
something other than her love.
However, drowning in his own blood, already having let go of his
consciousness, Subaru did not comprehend the words.
But he stretched his hand toward the face of the Witch covered in shadow
as if it was the natural thing to do. It seemed right.
The dagger of light fell away, and the fingers of the final vestiges of light
touched the shadowy veil.
The veil came apart, and the half of the Witch’s face hidden by the
shadow was exposed to him.
She had purple eyes that were like gemstones. She had shimmering silver
hair that was like moonlight. And she had a lovely and familiar face—
Seeing that face twisted in grief, he felt not so much surprise as pain
within his chest. Sadness had impaled his chest.
With his throat filled with blood, he could not form proper words.
Nonetheless, to the one before his eyes, the sad girl who spilled countless
tears, he made a declaration…
“I will—”

—I will save you.
The instant he stated it, Subaru Natsuki lost his life.
When he straddled “death,” the first piece of reality to arrive was the bitter
taste of dust.
“—U-geh!”
Coughing violently, he spat out foreign substances tasting of dirt along
with his saliva. After that, Subaru sat up and confirmed that he had been
lying on a floor in a cold, dark room.
The stone walls were very faintly glowing blue, and it was tranquil
enough to rattle your nerves—he was inside the tomb.
“I’ve re…turned…”
With a raspy voice, opening and closing his hands right before his eyes,
Subaru made the result of Return by Death sink in.
His memory from just before was still fresh, both from having been
swallowed by shadow and having ended his own life. —So, too, the violent
pain in his throat.
“Not the first time I’ve killed myself, is it…?”
The sharp sensation boring into his throat, the feeling of it being gouged
out—this made Subaru breathe hard.
There was the suffering of drowning in his own blood and the sense of
loss from his consciousness slipping away. No matter how many times he’d
tasted death, the horror never dulled. No matter how many times or instances
he felt death, it never got easier.
He was afraid of death. Death was terrifying. It was painful, agonizing,
yet even so—
“Even so, coming back…beats the hell out of ending with everything
lost…!”
He’d chosen to come back. In that place, he’d chosen death without
hesitation.
This way, Subaru could still fight. He could resist. He could fight to win
his future.

“But I can’t get all mushy about death all the same… I still have things I
have to do.”
Gazing anew at those things he had to do, Subaru tried to calm the sound
of his heart as he checked around. Having returned to the tomb, there was a
silver-haired girl lying right at Subaru’s side.
This was the tomb, the starting point of Return by Death—where Emilia
was continuing her nightmare about her past.
He had to shake her slender shoulder and awaken her from that nightmare.
Tell her she didn’t have to go through those terrible thoughts anymore, gently
embrace her—those were the first things Subaru ought to do.
Hence, as Emilia gasped in anguish, Subaru gently stretched a hand out
toward her—
“…The hell?”
There was a tiny tremble in his fingers as he tried to touch Emilia with
them.
Wondering what was up, he tried to stop the shaking in his fingers.
However, though Subaru was aware of the trembling, his fingertips
disregarded his will; if anything, the trembling increased. And that was not
all.
A strange clattering sound was echoing off the stone walls. The annoying
sound and the trembling fingers left Subaru confused as to what in the world
was going on, but belatedly he realized.
The clattering was coming from Subaru’s teeth. Without his teeth pressed
together, his jaw was trembling, causing the miserable rattling.
It was as if Subaru was hesitating out of cowardice. His fingers continued
to tremble, and his teeth kept clacking.
—The cause behind that trembling was the face he had seen on the other
side of that shadowy veil.
“Why am I shaking…? Don’t tell me I’m afraid of…”
He had seen the Witch’s face in the moment just prior to Return by Death
—and it was the same face as Emilia’s. After straddling death to come back,
he had dragged along a fear of the Witch that stuck with him.
Enough fear to make his soul forget a very basic thing… Emilia was not
the Witch of Jealousy.
“A stupid trick like that… Come on, I know better than that, damn it…!”
Subaru didn’t know what had brought on the sudden revival play.

However, he did have an idea of why the Witch had taken that form. There
was one possibility he could think of.
The Witch had probably manifested in the Sanctuary through taking
possession of Emilia’s body.
Petelgeuse, an Archbishop of the Seven Deadly Sins, had been an evil
spirit able to possess the bodies of others. Knowing of that madman, Subaru
could easily accept the possibility that the Witch could take over other
people’s bodies as well.
What had convinced him the most was that it perfectly explained
everything Garfiel’s demeanor had implied.
For the plan to use the barrier, Garfiel had been absolutely certain the
Witch had a physical body. Subaru’s memory was also fresh that he had said
he was “sorry in advance” just prior to the decisive battle against the Witch.
In other words, Garfiel had seen the Witch possess Emilia. That was why
he hadn’t given a clear answer as to whether Emilia was dead or alive and
why he’d apologized to Subaru for striking down both the Witch and Emilia-
turned-avatar.
It added up. It explained everything. That was it. Wasn’t it nothing more
than that? It had nothing to do with Emilia. It wasn’t any knock against her.
There was no reason to be afraid of—
—Quit it with the bald-faced lying, his inner self coldly spat.
Bald-faced lying. His inner self’s words made Subaru aware that he was
deceiving himself. He was not afraid of Emilia. That was the truth. But that
was one thing. His fear of the Witch was in another dimension.
“ ”
—Subaru’s Return by Death was through the power of the Witch of
Jealousy.
That was Subaru’s opinion, and Echidna’s had affirmed his own. And
understanding this meant that the Witch of Jealousy possessed the power to
roll back time.
Therefore, it was not unthinkable for her to employ the same power with
which she made him Return by Death to go back in time herself.
Subaru couldn’t firmly declare that she wouldn’t or couldn’t. The
possibility terrified him.
There was no answer to that question. —In its place, there was an answer
lying right at his side.

“ ”
Touching Emilia and making her awaken would make everything become
clear.
If Emilia opened her eyes, smiling softly as she always did, all those
things would become a needless worry.
But if that wish was not to be granted—
“—Emi…lia.”
Whether he sought to save her or sought to be saved himself, he no longer
could tell even that.
But he thought that the fact that his voice called her name and the finger
touching her cheek did not shake was miracle enough for him.
“ ”
Her pale cheek transferred enough warmth to his fingertip that he thought
it would melt. Her long eyelashes trembled slightly, and light came to rest in
her downcast eyes. Her purple eyes blinked several times as they beheld
Subaru in them.
And then—
“…Suba…ru?”
When he heard her whispered voice, something heavy dissolved inside of
Subaru.
One word, hearing that single call, let Subaru make the fear up to the
moment before into a thing of the past. Everything about it was different
from the false love that had been showered upon him.
“This is… Until now, I’ve been…”
Subaru let out a long, long breath. Slightly perplexed by the lack of a
reply, Emilia slowly sat up, knitting her brows as she looked around the room
in which they were.
Awakening from her nightmare, her comprehension was belated.
However, she gradually caught up to reality.
“—Ah.”
That tiny voice probably trickled out from remembering something about
the dream she saw.
He knew that Emilia would immediately descend into a panic. He had
already seen Emilia’s heart crushed by her past three times over. He had to
offer her gentle comforting.

For the sake of that, without hurting her in any way, he had to call out to
her, to tell her it was all right—
“—Subaru.”
And yet, in spite of Subaru having prepared to do just that, Emilia
engaged in an action completely contrary to his expectations.
Her panicked eyes had already regained their calm; her lips, on the verge
of trembling, were now pursed with a strong will. To a surprised Subaru,
Emilia proceeded to gently reach out with her hand as she spoke.
“Why do you have such a pained look on your face?”
Hgh, went the broken breath that trickled out of him.
Subaru was frozen in surprise as Emilia’s finger gently stroked his cheek.
Her white fingertip gently wiped the corner of his eye, pulling down the dam
holding back the tears welling up, letting them fall freely.
There were tears. Only then did Subaru realize that he’d been on the verge
of completely breaking down.
“Ah, uh, I?”
Once he realized the fact, it only took him a moment to crumble.
The tremors that hit him were in a totally different dimension from what
had afflicted his fingers and teeth from moments before. The trembling
robbed him of his body’s internal strength, and Subaru, who had been on his
knees, lost his balance, sinking onto his rear.
“It’s all right, it’s all right, Subaru. I’m here, I’m right here…”
As his crumpling body leaned forward, a delicate touch embraced him
from the front.
Emilia’s temperature was hot enough that he could feel it through the thin
fabric of his clothing. A gentle beating came through the chest where he laid
his head; he could tell that relief was filling the cracks of his broken heart.
Relief. —Yes, this was beyond all doubt relief: that Emilia had remained
herself, that the Witch had not stolen her body away.
And pathetic as it was, Subaru’s body had chosen quivering and crying as
its way of expressing that relief.
“I’m so sorry, making you worry like that. It’s all right, it’s all right…”
As Subaru trembled and cowered, Emilia gently consoled him, calling out
to him over and over as if pitying him.
Ever so quietly, Emilia continued to console Subaru in that fashion.

CHAPTER 2
I’VE ALREADY SEEN HELL
“So that is how Lady Emilia returned with Crybaby Barusu in tow…”
“Somehow, that sounds like the title of a fairy tale or something…”
Subaru had bawled his eyes out, and Emilia had consoled him. The time
of warmth and being pathetic had come to an end.
When their legs brought them out of the tomb, Ram was there to greet
them, and having listened to the circumstances, she made the aforementioned
kind words. Unfortunately, Subaru, well aware of how pathetic he was, had
no mental energy left with which to refute her.
“After having raced inside in such dramatic fashion, he faints just like he
did during the day, causing trouble to the Lady Emilia he was supposed to
save… Why are you alive exactly?”
“I said I have no mental energy; that’s not a reason to come after me even
more, you know?!”
“That’s right, Ram. Subaru was worried about me. Those feelings are
precious.”
Ram, unable to conceal her scorn, emitted a heavy sigh as her shoulders
fell. When Subaru lodged an objection about her demeanor, Emilia,
completely recovered, offered him reassuring support.
Emilia stood at Subaru’s side, angling her refined eyebrows in a dignified
manner as she continued.
“Though given that he went out of his way to help me, it is really
disappointing that he ended up collapsing all of a sudden and broke down
crying from worry after—”

“Emilia-tan? Emilia-tan? I’m going to cry all over again.”
“But—! Lately, Subaru’s done nothing but help me…so a part of me is
relieved that Subaru showed me his weak side like that…”
Touching a hand to her chest, Emilia’s words caused Subaru to
unwittingly catch his breath.
Emilia had an overinflated view of Subaru’s worth. Up to that point,
Subaru had showed her his pathetic side on more than one occasion—this
time was only the latest example in the long list of embarrassing moments
since they had first met.
“I’m both happy and embarrassed to hear you say that, Emilia-tan, but I
don’t really want to show you stuff like that much…”
“Eh, why not?”
“That’s because I always want to show Emilia-tan my cool side. I want
you to forget that I’m really a weak, pathetic, totally unsalvageable guy.”
“Sheesh. I won’t hate you just because you show me a few moments of
weakness, Subaru.”
Emilia put her hands on her hips, cheeks puffing up in indignation. Subaru
tried his best to smile to gloss things over.
Emilia’s words were kind, but Subaru’s vanity didn’t let him gain any
comfort from them. His displeasure was completely unrelated to Emilia’s
personality and it certainly wasn’t because he was worried about
disappointing her—this was simply Subaru’s stubbornness talking.
“Ha! Aren’t you full of yourself? Seeing you act this pigheaded makes it
difficult to believe you are fresh from bawling your eyes out.”
“And there Big Sis goes pouring cold water on right when things were
going nicely…”
“Now, now, do not say that, Mr. Natsuki. Miss Ram’s demeanor belies
her concern. When she had no idea what was occurring inside, Miss Ram was
particularly worried out of… Hiii!”
Otto looked quite pleased with himself, but one cross look from Ram
instantly made it fade away. No way she’s seriously acting sour because of
an adorable reason like that, thought Subaru as he squinted at Ram.
“What?”
“…No, ah, nothing at all.”
But her sharp glare made him beat a hasty retreat as well. Unlike Otto, the
damage to him was light because he was more accustomed to facing off

against Ram. Either way, Ram and Otto had been there to warmly greet
Subaru and Emilia upon their return. That being the case, the remaining issue
became quite simple—
“ ”
His averted gaze fell upon a golden-haired youth standing nearby with his
arms folded—Garfiel. The sight made Subaru’s cheeks harden, and he strove
to conceal his emotions behind them.
Subaru’s feelings toward Garfiel were exceptionally conflicted. It was a
fact that he had temporarily cooperated with Subaru in the battle against the
Witch. The memory of his gruesome death was still burned on the back of
Subaru’s eyelids. And so Subaru accepted that fact.
—But he also remembered the great many he had cruelly killed in the
world prior to that.
That was the reason Subaru couldn’t lower his guard. Especially not right
after a Return by Death. The reason for Garfiel’s hostility, the Witch’s
miasma, would currently be at its thickest.
How would he move? With Subaru under that tension, Garfiel clacked his
fangs and spoke up.
“When ya charged in there, I wasn’t sure what was gonna happen, but I’m
relieved ya made it out safe ’n’ sound. I can’t laugh at ya for it; ‘the wind
can’t bring down Gafgari on fruit’ ’n’ all!”
“Ow! Hey, wait a— Ow! Owww!”
Garfiel laughed heartily as he violently swatted Subaru’s shoulder.
The slap was hard enough to make Subaru’s entire body go numb, which
made him shudder and think, He’s gonna do it with everyone watching?! But
he sensed no malice coming from Garfiel’s smiling face. He was simply
welcoming Subaru and Emilia back after they returned safe and sound. The
reaction was a little—no, absolutely—beyond his expectations.
“That’s…it?”
“Aah? Wha…? Are ya such a crybaby ya need me to rub your head and
say it’s all right?”
“Like that’d make anyone feel better. That’s not what I meant but…nah.”
Subaru pulled back his tongue, on the verge of saying something that
risked stirring up a hornet’s nest. After all, the current Garfiel didn’t seem to
bear him any ill will. That, at least, was something to be welcomed.
“I was kinda worried if I’d stuck around you, you’d look down on me for

my body odor…”
“The heck are ya…? Me, I really don’t like bein’ associated with body
odor like that.”
“—. Just take that as meaning it’s an issue with my body, would you?
More importantly, let’s sit down somewhere before discuss all the fine
details. Talking while we’re standing like this isn’t great, right?”
“That’s true. Subaru must be tired from crying so much, after all…”
“Emilia-tan!”
Emilia agreed with Subaru’s point of view while adding further fuel to the
crybaby fire. She responded to Subaru’s sorrowful voice by sticking out her
tongue. “I’m sorry,” she offered in a cutesy apology.
Forgiving her teasing because of how adorable she was, Subaru harbored
a different set of thoughts within his chest.
—This time, unlike all prior runs, Emilia had not become terribly
despondent due to failing the Trial.
The trigger for that change was the pathetic reality of Emilia recovering
from panic faster than Subaru, but either way, this time she had confronted
her past but still retained a strong heart.
It was not set in stone that her mental state would have a positive effect on
the Trial going forward, but—
“It’s worth giving it a shot, huh?”
“Mr. Natsuki? Is something the matter?”
“Nothin’ really.”
As the group started to change locations, Otto called out to Subaru when
he began lagging behind. Responding with a shrug of his shoulders, Subaru
quickly caught up to them.
Emilia’s heart was still unbroken by the Trial and Garfiel remained
neutral.
The circumstances surrounding the Sanctuary had shown him different
faces upon every repetition. This time proved no exception, but Subaru was
keenly aware how this was the most solid starting situation to date.
“After that, it comes down to what I try and what I get out of it, huh?”
To hell with dying for nothing. I have to use death more effectively.
All the death until that point had meaning to it…even the repeated deaths
of the world and the Sanctuary.
Hence—

“Making it back from inside that shadow has gotta be worth something.”
His head complained of slight pain. In a corner of his mind rested a
lingering memory of being mixed with other people.
Surely something in there could provide some meaning to his death and
that chance encounter with the Witch.
The party left the tomb, heading toward Ryuzu’s residence, which served as a
de facto inn.
Where the conversation passing between them in the guest room was
concerned, there was no great change in the issues regarding the Trial. But
unlike before, there was the exceptionally major difference that Emilia was
participating in that conversation.
Up until the last run, Emilia had been wedged between her sense of duty
and her fear toward her past, with the seemingly insurmountable weight
causing her to waste away. But this time was different.
“I’m sorry about today. I made everyone worry, and I really caused
trouble for Subaru…but I think it’s plain to see that I have to do this.”
Subaru could not tell what everyone thought of Emilia proclaiming her
determination at the end of the meeting. But for his part, Subaru was proud of
her, feeling a desire to applaud. In fact, he did.
On that note, the day’s meeting came to a conclusion, adjourning so that
people might prepare for the morrow.
“Emilia-tan, make sure you bundle up; take your time and rest, okay? If
you don’t feel sleepy anymore, I can stay by your bedside from ‘good night’
to ‘good morning’ but…”
“Mmm, I’m completely all right. You need a break as much as I do, don’t
you, Subaru? Noon and night makes twice you’ve collapsed in that tomb
today, so…”
“Ahhh, I guess it does. Yeah, you’re right. I’ll take care, too.”
As Subaru gave Emilia her send-off to bed, her observation made him
scratch his head and give off a vague smile.
Having accepted this change in Emilia, Subaru hadn’t told anyone about
him and the tomb—in other words, the fact that he had taken the Trial and

overcome the first part.
This was out of consideration for Emilia, for if she knew Subaru had
overcome the Trial she had failed, it would make her harbor unnecessary
thoughts of self-reproach. If this time, Emilia could preserve a strong mental
state, then the results of her second attempt might change as well. He
remained hopeful.
And even if the result was the same, the knowledge of that was still
something worth obtaining. There was value in trying.
—More importantly, this time Subaru wouldn’t be overly focusing on
clearing the tomb.
If he challenged the tomb, he could meet Echidna within the Trial once
more. There was no mistake that this would be of aid to him, but at the
moment, Subaru lacked the qualifications sufficient to meet her.
His preparations were insufficient. He was still lacking new information,
new results, new everything—under these circumstances, even if he met
Echidna, it would only amount to her indulging Subaru. He would rather
avoid that if he could help it.
Accordingly, Subaru needed to accumulate something that was merited
another meeting with the Witch. For that sake as well, Subaru’s current top
priority was proving that the “memories” resting inside of his head were not
mistaken.
“Ram, I need to talk to you for a second. Is now good?”
“How indecent.”
“You jump to bad-sounding conclusions fast!”
After parting with Emilia, Subaru addressed Ram as she tidied up the
guest room.
Staying in the Ryuzu residence were Emilia and Roswaal, and Ram, who
was tending to their needs, for three guests total. By rights, Subaru ought to
have been spending the night with the people of Earlham Village in the
Cathedral but—
“But today I have something that comes first. You remember the promise
we discussed before challenging the tomb, right?”
“Of course. But I am surprised that you remembered, Barusu. You had
quite a busy time in the tomb, I am sure.”
Though she was obviously referring to him collapsing inside and crying
his eyes out, Subaru kept his mouth shut about that. This was after having

been laughed at for the Crybaby Barusu incident aplenty. Right now, Subaru
had more important things to talk about.
“Anyway, the promise…by which you mean Master Roswaal making
time to speak with you, I take it…”
“Because of extenuating circumstances, I want to defer that promise until
later. In exchange, Ram, I want a favor from you.”
“How indecent.”
“Don’t make this a running gag!!”
He sighed at the scowl Ram was giving him. He hadn’t gone as far as
scrapping the promise completely, but from her demeanor, Ram didn’t think
much of Subaru’s arbitrary request. Even so, she shrugged her shoulders.
“—Fine. Master Roswaal did tell me to put myself at Barusu’s disposal.
And should this be some manner of vulgar scheme, it is Barusu who will
regret it later.”
“Can I just point out that I’m not looking at you with indecent eyes or
anything?!”
“I suppose not. What Barusu turns toward Ram is not a gaze of carnal
desire but something vaguer.”
The sudden statement perplexed Subaru. However, he immediately
realized what she was really getting at. And from Subaru’s perspective, it
amounted to being sucker punched from a blind spot.
After all, Ram was asserting that Subaru was looking right through Ram
and seeing “someone” else instead.
Even though he’d been trying his best to be careful and avoid this—
“What a pathetic face. It is not a repulsive gaze, though, so I won’t speak
of it any further…”
Noticing that Subaru was unsettled made Ram narrow her eyes. This was
not exasperation or scorn but an emotion of gloom so thin it was almost
invisible to the eye. That made it stab at Subaru’s chest all the more.
Though their personalities differed greatly, that gentleness was commonly
shared by the sisters who looked like two peas in a pod.
“ ”
He thought it his true desire to divulge to Ram every last thing about Rem.
He wanted to tell her that she had a doting little sister at the mansion trapped
in a slumber from which she could not awaken. Subaru wanted to speak
about the feelings, the memories he had for the two of them until he could

speak no more.
—But Subaru knew of a world where this had led to Ram’s attempt to
sacrifice Rem. The despair and dejection of that moment kept Subaru from
speaking of Rem.
A world where Ram abandoned Rem, where the elder sister abandoned
the younger, would undoubtedly drive him mad.
“…You had something to ask of Ram?”
“Uh, er?”
“Please close your mouth and stop making that idiotic face. It was not my
intention to make you feel bad, Barusu. Ram wishes to carry out Master
Roswaal’s instructions. To do that, all that is required is for me to listen to
your story.”
“That’s a big help… Er, actually I wanted to ask a favor having to do with
Garfiel.”
Graciously going along with Ram’s rare generosity, Subaru finally
reached the main issue. The name he brought up as the topic made Ram
narrow her eyes just a tad.
“Has something happened with Garf?”
“—. It’s about what’s gonna happen. The odds are pretty high that he’s
going to get in the way of my covert activities. If I could have you keep him
occupied, I can—”
“Seize the opportunity and give his head a good wham from behind, yes?”
“Even if I did that, wouldn’t it just end with me being sent packing?
Geez…”
In fact, Garfiel’s strength was so great that an ordinary person like Subaru
wasn’t even in the right dimension required to consider delivering a knockout
blow. He’d already seen Garfiel fight three times during their initial
encounter, later in his bestial state, and of course, the battle against the Witch,
and that was plenty.
Even if Ram actually did charm him, the results of a fight would no doubt
be the same. Ram seemed to agree with his assessment.
“While it is true that Garf is rather taken with me, but the one has nothing
to do with the other. I assume you require no explanation for how absurdly
strong he is.”
“Yeah, if it came to violence, I’d go down in one blow.”
“You would hardly be worth the time. How cheeky of Garf.”

Ram’s manner of speaking was belied by the gentleness in her eyes
whenever she spoke about Garfiel. It was impossible to tell precisely what
emotions lay behind those pink eyes, and Subaru, failing to glean anything,
abandoned the attempt.
Garfiel was an obstacle. He was a wall that needed to be climbed over.
There was no room to see him as anything more than that. He’d determined
Garfiel to be his foe. If Ram was the most appropriate means for overcoming
him, he just needed to make her trust him.
“…There is a disagreeable look in your eyes, Barusu.”
But when Subaru fell silent, Ram murmured as the temperature of her
cruel gaze dipping.
“I do not know what you have seen on the way h— No, what you saw in
the tomb, but it is unlikely to have been anything good. Compared to the gaze
that clearly sees someone else when you look at me, this is far viler.”
“…Quit it with the weird suspicions. All I did in the tomb was sleep. The
dream I had wasn’t all that bad.”
The dream—his passing encounter with the white-haired Witch, Echidna,
floated up into the back of his mind.
Having conversed with Echidna three times already, he wouldn’t say he
knew everything there was to know about the Witch, but her existence was a
very big deal so far as Subaru was concerned.
Amid those precious few opportunities, his mind had been saved, he had
obtained the strength to move forward, and she had even saved his life.
She was someone he could reveal Return by Death to, someone he could
speak to about it—that alone was unspeakably precious.
“ ”
For a time, Subaru’s black eyes and Ram’s pink eyes stared at each other.
He almost felt like she was reproaching him for having been saved by a
Witch, but Subaru denied that with his gaze. It was not clear whether his
intent had been properly communicated, but Ram abruptly averted her eyes.
“…I shall draw Garf off. Do whatever wicked deeds you have planned.”
“Thanks, I’m counting on ya… Sorry. You’re not in the wrong. I get
that.”
As if to paper over the awkward atmosphere, Subaru appended those
words and, not waiting for a reply, made his way out of the room.
When he left the building, the warm breeze filtering through the Sanctuary

tickled Subaru’s bangs. Smelling the scent of grass mixed in with the
nighttime breeze, Subaru’s legs slowly took him in the direction of the forest.
The settlement’s bonfire had already been extinguished, but thanks to the
moonlight, his footsteps were steady.
After walking for a little while, he abruptly heard the sound of finger
whistling coming from the direction of the Ryuzu residence.
“…Don’t tell me that’s her way of calling Garfiel over?”
Guessing that it was Ram doing whistling, he pictured Garfiel being
called over by it in his mind. It made him think that the relationship between
them was owner and pet and definitely not that of a man and a woman.
Either way, he was grateful for Ram keeping Garfiel occupied. At the
moment, he had bigger worries and priorities than their relationship.
—To determine whether it was true, Subaru arrived at a path that was not
a path and entered the heart of the forest.
Subaru breathed deeply to endure the powerful, throbbing pain of the

memories.
Biting down on his back teeth, thick sweat came onto his brow as he
forced open his field of vision, matching the scenery with the memories. He
used his arms to part the overgrown vines and branches, advancing into the
heart of thick green that even beasts disliked, heading deeper and deeper.
The throbbing memories he gained when he was swallowed by shadow,
and his very being had been on the verge of dissolving into the murky water,
he saw a ray of hope.
Murky water—that was the only thing he could call that situation. When
his existence was whisked into the shadow, melting into the darkness, Subaru
was merged with the numerous “consciousnesses” within. These were
probably the minds of the victims who had been engulfed by the Witch’s
shadow. Subaru had managed to escape only moments before he would have
shared their fate.
What followed was fruitlessly losing his life despite fighting his hardest,
but Subaru’s living or dying was not important. —Having touched upon the
memories of others held in that shadow’s embrace, the fact that he had

returned with a part of those thoughts was crucial.
From a fragment cut off from the memories, he had deduced he’d been
seeing things wrong, coming up with mistaken answers for important
questions. This came via the vile practice of mixing with numerous other
people, but even so, the return on investment was exceptionally large.
After all, he’d managed to come back with a great deal, even if it took one
of Subaru’s lives to fish it out.
“That leaves confirming what those memories say… The details kinda
give me the willies, though.”
With the scenery around him all the color of green, he just couldn’t find
the hidden facility inside the forest that was his destination—that hard-to-find
white building that Subaru had unwittingly arrived at twice.
The first time was when he’d been incarcerated by Garfiel; the second
time, he’d arrived at the place through a teleport via the crystal’s power.
Subaru did not know the truth behind the building. But the memories were
urging him onward.
They kept urging that this was one of the Sanctuary’s secrets, and
believing in this, Subaru continued walking until—
“—Found you.”
In the depths of the forest, Subaru spotted the weathered white structure.
He wiped the sweat off his brow.
The building, standing quietly amid the deep green, had an air about it that
seemed to reject the entry of people—no, it was not people alone whose entry
it rejected. It was animals, insects…everything.
The proof of this was the strange odor prickling Subaru’s nose the instant
he spotted the building.
“Ughh…this scent’s still going strong, too, huh?”
Wiping his lips with his sleeve, he didn’t think anyone would enter that
structure without a very good reason.
“But I’m going in… Can’t get a tiger’s cub without going into a tiger’s
den and all.”
Slowly, carefully, Subaru approached the building’s entrance. The
stonework building was fairly weathered, but just like the tomb, there seemed
to be no need to worry about it collapsing. Seeing that there was no door,
leaving him free to enter and exit through the entrance, he confirmed that
there was no sign of human presence as he began his infiltration.

It was fairly dark inside the building, but moonlight filtered in through
cracks in the ceiling. Relying upon this to ensure he could still see, Subaru
scrupulously inspected the floor and walls as he headed deeper inside.
Subaru had been to that place twice before, once through confinement and
once through teleportation, but neither occasion permitted him any leeway to
scrutinize the structure, so he’d put studying the place on the back burner. He
had come to regret putting many things on the back burner in that fashion.
This, too, he now had cause to mourn, but—
“This cavity in the wall… This is from the memory… Gii?!”
Sparks scattered across the backs of Subaru’s eyelids, his eyes becoming
teary as he became certain that this and the memories matched together.
As he looked around the facility, there was a room in the farthest reaches
that was twice as large as any along the way. This was the room in which
Subaru had been held during his captivity. The back wall of the room
maintained an unnatural whiteness, as if it had been bleached, and it was here
he discovered a strange cavity. The cavity had clearly been purposefully
created, and when he timidly peered closer, Subaru thought it looked like a
place where you’d hide something.
—No, he did not “think” it. The memories knew. This was where the
crystal had been placed.
“Placed but why?”
He took out of his pocket the blue crystal that Frederica had possessed.
Having been teleported by it twice over, Subaru handled the stone with great
care as he placed it within the cavity.
Maybe something will happen or maybe nothing will happen—but the
instant after he had the thought…
“—?!!”
The instant the crystal left his hand, light gushed from it. The dazzling
blue made Subaru’s breath catch as he instantly shielded his face with his
arm. Then he slowly squinted toward the light, and…
“…Oh come on.”
He unwittingly let his voice trickle out. The blue light generated from the
center of the cavity gradually waned. In the place the light vanished from was
— No, rather, the issue was what wasn’t: the white wall that ought to have
been there.
The wall with the cavity vanished, and so came to be an entrance to

another room hidden behind it. Then, when Subaru looked at what was in the
hidden room, he was at a loss for words.
At the center of the room was enshrined a huge crystal large enough to
just wrap his arms around it.
—On the inside of the beautiful blue light was a curled-up girl, her body
sealed inside the crystal.
“Th-this…is…”
Wobbly, Subaru entered the room with a precarious gait, drawing nearer
to the crystal.
The sight stole his eyes away. Such was the extent of the surreal beauty
before him.
The blue transparent crystal put on display a girl so beautiful it was tragic.
The impression given was near to that of a block of ice, but unlike ice, which
could be melted to free someone from it, the crystal was eternal so long as it
remained unbroken. And breaking the crystal would be the same thing as
breaking the girl’s life.

It was a cruel work of art, with the crystal girl as the centerpiece—and her
face was familiar to him.
“…Ryuzu, is that you?”
The person inside the crystal had long pink hair. The still-young physique
was clad in a simple one-piece dress. Her body was curled up like someone
sitting with folded legs in phys ed class, and the girl’s long-eyelash-bearing
eyes were closed as if she was asleep.
This was, without any doubt, Ryuzu Bilma, the representative of the
Sanctuary.
Or more precisely, he ought to have called her a girl who was Ryuzu’s
spitting image.
“It’s not just the crystal. What’s with the whole atmosphere of this
room…?”
The metallic pedestal supporting the crystal gave off a faint light, granting
dim lighting to the entirety of the room. Subaru’s eyes, then accustomed to
darkness, found the light sufficient to survey the entire layout of the room.
The impression the scene gave Subaru was that of a bizarre experimental
facility.
Of course, this was a world far removed from mechanical technology.
That place was no exception, and he could see no extravagant devices within
it. And yet, Subaru had without doubt received the impression it was an
experimental facility.
Perhaps that impression had come not from Subaru but through the
memories within him.
And the answer was likely—
“Something you only get from coming here. That’s the sense I get. Close
enough?”
“…I wonder. I am not confident I have the answers you seek, Young Su.”
“That excuse stopped working the second you showed up here, I gotta
say.”
Turning around, he offered a strained smile to the figure that spoke after
appearing at the entrance. The familiar face seemed tired somehow as it
pleasantly returned the smile—and moreover, there were two of them.
The one with the staff with whom Subaru had exchanged words was
Ryuzu Bilma. And the other one was—
“This is the…girl who guided me after the teleportation?”

“ ”
Without replying to Subaru, the girl looking exactly like Ryuzu
maintained an expressionless silence.
Unlike Ryuzu, she did not have a cane, and the simple poncho-style robe
matched up with the girl who’d guided Subaru to the tomb. However, that did
not mean it was the same girl for certain.
As if to underline Subaru’s guess, Ryuzu shook her head.
“Probably not. This girl is one of those who stand watch over this place.
The one who you met in the forest, Young Su, was a different…was no more
than one part of the Sanctuary’s eyes.”
“The Sanctuary’s eyes, huh…? It sounds like some kind of surveillance
net. So a group of multiple Ryuzus keeps watch in the forest. No wonder you
know everything that goes on around here.”
Subaru’s words, spoken with complete confidence, caused Ryuzu to
slightly raise her eyebrows, whereupon she nodded.
The eyes of the Sanctuary—Subaru now had an answer for the question
about that metaphor he’d carried over from a previous time around.
It was two runs prior. Having escaped his confinement at that facility, just
how had Garfiel seen through the plan to escape the Sanctuary—the plot
hatched by Ram and Otto?
The answer to that question was the Sanctuary surveillance net employing
multiple Ryuzus.
“I had never thought Young Su would uncover this place a mere half a
day after arrival. I have lived here many years, but I have rarely been
surprised so.”
“The credit doesn’t go to just me. It’s thanks to the memories that brought
me here.”
“Memories, a strange answer indeed. Just whose memories were they?”
“I wonder. —I think they’re probably from someone who knows about
this place.”
Ryuzu skeptically furrowed her brows, but Subaru did not disclose the
secret of the memories. This was not maliciousness on his part but because he
had judged that revealing any more would be dangerous.
This information had been gleaned from falling deep into the Witch of
Jealousy’s shadow. If he explained where he’d gotten them from, the odds of
breaking the Witch’s taboo were rather high. Accordingly, he chose to not

tell Ryuzu anything else.
But what had developed from that, namely Subaru acting based on his
belief in those memories, was another matter.
He believed that by going there and asserting these memories, he would
draw closer to Ryuzu’s secret.
“And in point of fact, I turned out to be the bait drawing Ryuzu out.
Wasn’t far-fetched or reckless at all, was it?”
“It was certainly a gamble for you. Did you think about what Young Gar
might do if he spotted you?”
“I did think about it, so I asked Ram to keep him occupied. In the
meantime, it’s a date between you and me, Ryuzu.”
“I am unsure what it is you mean by dayte…but I cannot defy you at this
point, Young Su. You may do with me and the girl here as you wish.”
“That’s giving in a little too much! In the first place, I just want to ask you
some things. If possible, I’d like to ask you for your cooperation afterward,
but…”
This was hardly his first choice but if push came to shove, it was entirely
possible that he would have to confront Garfiel.
As a matter of fact, he didn’t know for sure that Ryuzu agreed with all of
Garfiel’s positions. Subaru needed to think of inflated hopes or easy trust as
dangerous things.
“—There is no need for concern. It is as I said. I cannot defy your words,
Young Su.”
However, in the face of Subaru’s concerns, Ryuzu repeated herself as if
trying to remind him of something.
The weight of those words left Subaru downright perplexed. Ryuzu wore
a thin, pleasant smile that confused Subaru as she glanced at the girl standing
right beside her who bore the same face as she did. Then she picked up from
where she had left off.
“We cannot defy the Apostles of Greed. —This is the pact that has been
imposed upon us, the replicas of Ryuzu Meyer.”
Somehow, resignation seemed to cross her powerless smile as she spoke.

They exited the facility and led Subaru to a single house in a place that was
isolated even by Sanctuary standards.
They could not simply return to the settlement, and Subaru was reluctant
to hold a conversation in a place with such a caustic odor, so this suited him
just fine. It seemed a little too good to be true, but—
“Such a deeply suspicious child. With that personality, you will die of
mental fatigue at a young age.”
“That’s unexpectedly unfunny, and sometimes things get to you whether
your suspicions are deep or shallow.”
When Subaru was looking around the room in dead seriousness, Ryuzu
gave off a sigh with the air of a strained smile. Then she set her cane aside,
picking up a pot for pouring tea in its place.
“Sit somewhere suitable. I will pour the tea.”
“I know how to pour tea at least. Ram taught me so I’m a bit confident in
my skill.”
“A great part of me would be grateful for that, but now is simply not the
time, is it?”
With the smiling, eyes-narrowed Ryuzu watching him, Subaru sat down
on a bed, and the Ryuzu look-alike girl grasped Subaru’s tracksuit, as if
trying not to let him escape.
Subaru was at a loss as to what to call the girl who Ryuzu herself had
called a replica, until finally—
“She’s really clingy… Er, no, that can’t be it. Piko doesn’t plan on letting
me escape, I take it?”
“Nicknames aside, she bears no ill will. Apostles must be welcomed with
special favor. I assure you, she will not mind if you give her a little slap for
being naughty.”
“Calling it naughty makes it sound a lot less like a bold confrontation, you
know…”
Ryuzu’s elderly advice brought a look of dissatisfaction from Subaru.
With Subaru like that, Ryuzu handed him a steaming cup, then proceeded to
sit in a chair and turn to face him.
“It is hot tea. ’Tis it not best to blow on it first?”
“I’m not a little kid, so I’m not gonna bring it to my mouth all nervous
and give myself a big burn, okay?”
“There is a restless one close to me with a cat’s tongue, so I am in the

habit of giving warnings.”
From the teasing way she said it, the one with the cattiest tongue, least
able to take the heat, had to be Garfiel.
Bringing the poured tea to his lips and finding it fairly hot, just as Ryuzu
had said, he wet his dry lips and took a breath. When he thought about it, this
was the first moisture he had received since his Return from Death—in other
words, since awakening in the tomb. His throat was craving that moisture
beyond what he’d expected.
And so Subaru promptly drank the cup dry, audibly placing the cup on the
table as he spoke.
“There we go. I know this is right after an unsettling conversation, but can
we get to the point?”
“How impatient of you. But I have no reason to refuse or the personality
to do so. Do as you please.”
“You being cooperative is a big help… And I take it that this Apostle of
Greed is kind of the reason you’re so cooperative?”
As they began the Q&A session, Subaru efficiently cut straight to the
most recent question on his mind.
It was the first time he was hearing the term, but it was the sort of thing
that required little in the way of imagination after hearing it. After all, there
was just too strong a whiff of a connection to the Witch of Greed.
The question made Ryuzu close her eyes and sink into thought. By no
means was she rejecting his first request of the conversation. It was just that
the silent girl was displaying a quite gloomy expression.
Finally, Ryuzu let out a sigh that sounded far older than suited her
appearance as she said, “…Young Su, surely you know whose hands first
established this land?”
“Whose hands? That’d be Roswaal’s fami— No, it wouldn’t.”
Answering reflexively, Subaru shook his head midway, realizing his
answer was wrong.
The Sanctuary had purportedly been administered to by the Roswaal
family for generation after generation, and the current Roswaal had inherited
that role. However, it sounded like the administrator and the creator were two
separate parties.
“Meaning the one who built this place was the Witch of Greed…
Echidna.”

“Yes. A certain Witch built upon this soil a place to accomplish a certain
Witch’s purpose. It is a testing ground to fulfill a dream traced by that certain
Witch.”
“Testing ground… Garfiel said something pretty close to that.”
Garfiel had made the statement when Subaru and the others arrived at the
settlement in the Sanctuary.
He had called this deadlocked testing ground the tomb of the Witch of
Greed. At the time, the word Witch had seemed most important, so he’d let
the testing ground part slide, but now that he had seen the girl in the crystal,
the impression given by that facility made him unable to forget those words
any longer.
“If this is the Witch of…Echidna’s testing ground, what kind of test is she
running?”
“The details of the test, you ask? Where that is concerned, the examples of
success are right before you, Young Su.”
The corners of Ryuzu’s lips twisted as she spread both arms out in a
theatrical gesture. Her behavior made Subaru’s breath catch. —When he
guessed the true meaning of her words, he sent his gaze toward Ryuzu and
Piko.
“So Ryuzu and this girl are the results of the experiment being conducted
here.”
“—There was a girl who looked exactly like me shut inside the crystal,
yes?”
“…Yeah, your spitting image. Ryuzu, are you, Piko, and her triplets of
some kind?”
“If you wish to treat those with the same faces as sisters, three is a number
that is just a little insufficient.”
“Just a little, huh?”
“Just a little, yes.”
By joking around “just a little,” Ryuzu delicately evaded the truth. But
Subaru already knew what Ryuzu was trying to gloss over—that there were
over twenty replicas.
That said, there was nothing to be gained from pointing that out. The
important things were the fine details about the relationship between that
facility and the replicas and the experiment being conducted in the Sanctuary.
“That crystal…or a magic crystal rather? That girl inside of it, what’s her

relationship to you, Ryuzu?”
Switching his wording from crystal to magic crystal, Subaru
unhesitatingly cut to the heart of the matter. Receiving his question, Ryuzu
shifted her gaze toward the wordless girl.
“The answer to that question is not an issue for me alone. This girl and I
stand in identical positions.”
“The girl in the magic crystal included, right?”
“No, that girl alone is different. That girl alone is the exception, for that
girl alone is the real one.”
Having been told this yet being unable to digest the contents, Subaru
skeptically knit his brows.
“Real one? What do you mean by ‘real one’…?”
“Now, now, do not be hasty. An elder’s tale is constructed by sifting
through old memories. One must be prepared to come along for the ride.”
“I’ve come this far, so can you stop appealing to your age, which aside
from tone of voice doesn’t show at all? I’ve got tasteless, odorless Pico right
beside me already, so if there’s nothing but that old granny scent for
seasoning, I’m gonna split in two right here.”
“Hmm…this has given rise to a rather unfortunate misunderstanding. To
me, everything I have constructed about myself is precious, for that is how I
gained my individuality.”
“Gained your individuality?”
Having heard the turn of phrase, he repeated it, unable to simply let it go.
Subaru desperately tried to make his brain digest it, but Ryuzu, paying no
heed to his mental anguish, added, “That’s right,” before continuing her tale.
“Tasteless and odorless… It is as you say, Young Su. That girl is empty
on the inside. And I began the same. The ‘me’ that you see today is no more
than the contents poured into an empty vessel over the course of long months
and years.”
“Wait, wait, wait! This conversation’s developing really fast! Created?
Still empty? We skipped over somethin’ really important there. Saying the
girl in the magic crystal is the real one isn’t enough of an explanation!”
“The girl within the magic crystal is the original, the first Ryuzu. —Ryuzu
Meyer.”
Subaru drew in his breath when that name was stated. Ryuzu greeted his
hesitation with a single nod and said, “That is the real Ryuzu. All other

Ryuzus, me included, are replicas of Ryuzu Meyer…which would make us
imitations.”
Thus did Ryuzu declare that she—like the others—was a duplicate.
Subaru had no immediate follow-up to that explanation. Her explanation
just then matched up with the vague theory Subaru had inside of him from
having seen many Ryuzus for himself. The reason he’d averted his eyes from
that theory was none other than Subaru not wanting to believe it.
The prejudice in his mind came from physiological disgust toward the fact
that an “acquaintance” of his was a clone.
“Does knowing I am an imitation change how you see me?”
“…Dunno. I want to say it doesn’t. I want to, I really do…especially
when the person concerned asks that right in front of me.”
Since he was in a different world than his own, it was not appropriate for
him to call Ryuzu a clone. The way she had been born was probably
fundamentally different from Subaru’s imagination. Besides, even if it was a
fact she was a replica, all life was equal. It had to be equal. —Yes, even
though he understood it in his head…
“I don’t have any confidence I could nod and say that with a chill look on
my face. So I’m not gonna say those words lightly.”
“You are kind, Young Su. That is also being soft, naive…excessively
honest to the core.”
He’d been absolutely certain it was not an answer that would leave her
pleased. But Ryuzu nodded, apparently satisfied with Subaru’s reply. The
gesture tugged at Subaru’s thoughts, and he came to stare at the girl sitting
right beside him.
The girl he’d dubbed Piko as a matter of convenience gazed at the room
with emotionless eyes. She continued to keep hold of Subaru’s sleeve, almost
looking like a doll. —Even though it was impossible for a doll to have her
physical warmth.
“That you feel something like physical warmth is no more than a function
of a false body.”
“A false body… Whaddaya mean, false? I can touch it and everything.”
“Producing a vessel of flesh from nothing is no easy thing. Can you even
imagine the principles by which the girl and I are able to exist like this,
Young Su?”
She said it like she was testing him. Subaru restrained his mind’s craving

for an immediate answer and sank into thought. With Ryuzu taking such an
earnest posture, he wanted his own demeanor to be in kind. For that sake, he
brought all mental hands on deck.
“Could it be mana…? So making a body like that of a spirit?”
Abruptly, the existence of a little kitty Great Spirit quite familiar to him
broached that possibility in his mind.
Normally, Puck was inside a crystal; when he materialized, he formed a
physical body out of mana. Was it not possible that a physical body, a false
body that held warmth, might follow along the same lines?
Ryuzu responded to Subaru’s idea by clapping her hands, acting quite
impressed.
“Well done. You did well to think of that, even though no one told you the
answer.”
“That’s because you gave me a hint that led me to the answer. All I did
after that was realize from a spirit that’s close from time to time… So should
I take that as meaning I’m right?”
“It is very close to the mark. Our physical replica bodies are created by a
ritual, using artificial odo at its core. Enshrouding mana around this core
materializes these bodies into being.”
“Odo, that was the power in the body, as distinct from the mana that floats
in the atmosphere, wasn’t it?”
“Odo rests within all that lives. Accordingly, it is even said that odo is
proof of the soul.”
The mismatched gravity with which the young voice spoke the words
made Subaru unwittingly draw in his breath.
If odo was proof of the soul, then using a ritual to create it was surely—
“This is kind of putting it lightly, but ain’t that…creating life?”
“Of course, rather special conditions must be in order to make such a
phenomenon possible. Unfortunately, I was unable to comprehend the details.
—You may simply think of the formula’s creation as the result of a Witch’s
quest and the result obtained via experimentation.”
“This is pretty far-out stuff… She was really something, huh?”
Becoming the creator of life was a feat that rivaled God himself. Setting
aside the pros and cons of accomplishing the feat, it was surely worth
praising the talent behind bringing it into fruition. —Yes, the talent itself was
praiseworthy.

However, the impression that the feat of creating life was violating a
sacred taboo was another matter entirely.
“I wonder what she did an experiment like that for? I suppose that’s the
next topic for discussion.”
“Mmm.”
“Put bluntly, magic’s totally out of my expertise. I can’t even begin to
understand how incredible what Echidna did is. Even so, I can tell it’s really
something else.”
As Ryuzu folded her arms, adopting the posture of the listener, Subaru
continued his words.
“Where’d the motivation come from to do something that incredible?
What brought it on? Why did Echidna make the replicas of Ryuzu…of Ryuzu
Meyer?”
As mysteries of the Sanctuary went, the girl named Ryuzu Meyer stood in
the number one spot.
The Ryuzu Bilma before his eyes called herself the Sanctuary’s current
representative. Her family name differed from that of the original. From the
conversation to date, he could tell that she had arrived at that position over
the course of a prolonged period of time. In that case, where Ryuzu Meyer’s
relationship to the Witch was concerned—
“…I thought I’d float a possibility that came to mind.”
“Oh-ho. Do tell?”
“This is the time-honored way these stories tend to go—my theory is, for
some reason, the girl named Ryuzu Meyer lost her life, and she tried to
resurrect the girl in the form of replicas.”
The eternal search for how to bring back a life that had been lost, realistic
or not, was a difficult issue.
There were all kinds of ideas proposed to deal with that difficult issue,
including reproducing the dead via clone technology, which led to
constructing substitutes in their place. And in the vast majority of these
fictional circumstances, this was greeted by numerous failures along the lines
of Even if you bring the physical body back, you cannot bring back the soul.
“Given what you said, Ryuzu, and the state of Piko here, the possibility
this experiment ended in the same kind of failure seems pretty high. It feels
like, even if the appearance is completely the same, you can’t reproduce
what’s on the inside.”

If Echidna stubbornly kept creating more replicas without giving up, that
was truly an act of madness. Even after over twenty failures, had she
continued hoping for the possibility the soul might be resurrected?
But the one thing Subaru couldn’t do was dismiss that as mere obsession.
He absolutely could not think of wanting for, struggling for someone to be
brought back to life as wrong. Not Subaru, racing in search of an optimal
future that very moment—
“Although I think you and the others are probably qualified to blame her,
Ryuzu.”
“And say, we did not ask to be created like this? I have lived a little too
long to make such a naive plea… Besides, it seems you have an overidealized
view of the Witch, Young Su.”
“‘Overidealized view of the Witch’?”
Subaru’s eyes went wide, as if he’d never expected that to be said to him.
To that Subaru, Ryuzu said, “It is as if you are watching a dream,” forming a
smile that gave off a rather desolate air as she gently shook her head.
“I take it, you are thinking along the lines of…if the Witch went to the
extreme of such experiments to bring Ryuzu Meyer back to life, the girl must
have been an irreplaceable being from the perspective of the Witch?”
“Well, yeah… I mean, is there any other answer?”
In point of fact, no other answer came to mind. The Witch had tried to
bring the girl back to the point of drawing up a ritual to create a soul. So the
girl must have been that important to her—what other answer was there?
“Ryuzu Meyer was a mere village girl. The circumstances of her birth
were just a little special, but…she was certainly not close to the Witch nor
were they related by blood. Ryuzu Meyer and the Witch were such strangers
that the times they had spoken could no doubt have been counted on one
hand.”
“ ”
“Incidentally, Young Su. Earlier, you deduced that the experiment in this
land had failed, yes?”
“—? Y-yeah.”
Subaru was perplexed at how she had put the current discussion on hold
and had gone back to a matter from a little earlier. But Subaru being thrown
off did not make Ryuzu hesitate to land an additional blow.
“The experiment in this land failed not. I told you before—I am an

example of its success.”
“Ryuzu, you’re an example of success…? No, wait! Something’s weird
about that!”
Overwhelmed, Subaru thrust a palm out and second-guessed what had just
been said.
Ryuzu’s wording was strange. After all, had she not explained previously?
“You said you were born empty. I know you said you were born the same
as Piko is now, and you came to be as you are now. How does that make you
a success?”
“My, my. Having that said to my face is rather hurtful, you know?”
“Please don’t make light of it! I’m seriously… I’m seriously asking this!”
He accepted that his statement was inconsiderate. But it wasn’t a situation
where he could tread lightly.
The force of Subaru’s words brought a rather strained smile from Ryuzu.
She gently touched a hand to her chest.
According to the explanation to that point, there was no heart beating
behind her diminutive chest. However, Piko conveyed warmth to him as she
sat by his side. Where was that heat coming from? he wondered.
This was the proof of the soul, the result created by Echidna’s experiment
to create life—
“—That girl and I, born empty, are successes of the Witch’s experiment.
Those words are no lie.”
As Ryuzu repeated her earlier words, Subaru calmed down his quickened
heart and nodded.
Ryuzu was saying that their being born as dolls in an empty state and not
as reproductions of the original, Ryuzu Meyer—this was by the Witch’s
intent. What was the meaning behind this?
“Back then, the girls leaping at the Witch were all the same as Piko…”
Obeying Garfiel’s commands, the replicas had sacrificed themselves
against the Witch enshrouded by a vast shadow without the slightest fear.
They’d been made that way…like dolls, merely obeying the commands
issued to them.
Was that what that white-haired Witch wanted? Was that what she was
after?
“You could pass it off as curiosity to that point, but what could she learn
from that? If she wanted that, brainwashing someone appropriate would’ve

been a hell of a lot faster. Don’t tell me the motivation was madness of some
sort—like, I thought of making them, so I did…”
And if it was so, that would be that. But for some reason, he was certain
that it was not.
Why would Echidna make something from nothing, an empty vessel,
something you could pour anything into—
“—Ah.”
Instantly, he saw it in the far distance, a possibility pieced together from
various fragments.
It was simply a preposterous thought, the sort that one ought to forget
about with a single shake of the head. But once the thought was given life,
Subaru’s brain grabbed hold of it and would not let go.
This was the Witch of Greed, curiosity incarnate. She had a logical
objective that lived up to that lofty title. She had a reason for constructing an
empty vessel with nothing inside. After all, what is an empty vessel for—
“—It’s obvious. It’s for pouring something into it.”
If the empty vessel was the completed form, the objective was to fill it.
Just what would fill such a vessel? What could possibly be the ambition of
someone called a Witch, a person who had a bottomless craving for
knowledge and wanted to know all there was to learn in the world?
What was that something the Witch wanted to pour into an empty Ryuzu
Meyer—
“—She’d pour personality, memory, knowledge…in other words, a soul.”
The deduction made Subaru feel like his throat had suddenly gone dry. In
his place, Ryuzu picked up where Subaru left off.
Her blue eyes narrowed, and though the old woman seemed to be peering
far into the distance, her gaze rested on her own offshoot standing right at his
side—no, this was no offshoot. She shifted her eyes toward the doll that was
like her own little sister.
“The Witch was supposed to pour herself into the body of Ryuzu Meyer.
This was, in other words—”
“—one type of immortality.”
It was this conclusion that unveiled the truth about the experiment
conducted in the Sanctuary.

5
Immortality. There were many legends about such a thing stretching from
ancient to modern times, from Occident and Orient alike. Life reaching that
point formed an ideal.
For eternity, one would never grow old or wither, and the “self” would be
tied to the world without passing through the great cycle of death and
reincarnation. Even knowing that this violated the defining rules of life, there
was much that was attractive about arriving at the pinnacle of living—
Yet, an exceedingly decrepit ring of truth rested behind those grandiose
words.
“Immortality, that’s…a greedy thought even for a Witch. Immortality… It
comes off as the goal of a small person obsessed with her own life, I’ve gotta
say…”
“Whether being reluctant to part with life is a sign of poor character is
open to personal interpretation, but at the very least, the Witch does not seem
to regard her own life as a trivial thing. Fear of death is natural, as is
searching for a way to keep it at bay. In most circumstances, it is the sort of
desire one might laugh off, but…”
“Echidna was someone who had the ability to make it into a reality. And
this is the result of that line of thinking?”
Looking down at Piko as she sat at his side, Subaru had the annoying
sense that he couldn’t say anything bad about that. Piko did not react to his
gaze, either. She simply had a vacant expression, as if simply awaiting his
command.
“…If these girls really are empty, even making them cry like little babies
would’ve been way better…”
“Apparently, that was not the Witch’s desire. What the Witch wanted in
the end was a vessel…not one with a personality such as I but one beginning
with the minimum intelligence required to obey instructions. To a certain
extent, that would also give the Witch the option of keeping or discarding the
memories of the girl from which they were extracted.”
Memory and intelligence were installed and saved within the empty
vessel. Those were the easiest words he could use to describe it, but they
weren’t talking about data. They were talking about a single person’s
personality, memories, knowledge…a person’s soul.

“It’d let her implant her own memories into a new vessel. By doing that,
when one body became old, if she kept creating new vessels, that’d definitely
become one form of immortality. But…”
Maybe you could call passing down the personality and memory one sure
way of conquering death. If you saved a personality like data, even if one
vessel was destroyed due to some mistake, you could be resurrected through
installation into a new vessel.
You could copy the personality, and you could copy the physical body—
that was the immortality Echidna had theoretically established.
And when he unraveled the method behind the immortality Echidna had
aimed for, he realized something.
“Ahhh, so that’s it… So that’s how it is.”
“Young Su?”
Suddenly, a sense of acceptance calmed the inside of his chest, and a dry
smile came over Subaru.
The smile made Ryuzu’s brows grimace, but Subaru did not give her any
reply. After all, it was meaningless to speak about it. There was no one who
could understand what was inside Subaru’s chest that moment.
“Finally, I get it… I get the reason why you acted all chummy with me.”
To the smiling Echidna on the back of his eyelids, Subaru quietly let out
what seemed like admiration.
Echidna’s objective was to prepare multiple replicas to inherit her own
life and the personality and knowledge therein—immortality achieved
through transference of the soul. This was, in other words, none other than
her method of preparing for what came “after” life.
“—Just how different is that from my Return by Death…?”
From their very first meeting onward, Echidna had harbored a great deal
of goodwill toward Subaru. She’d been his confidant, speaking to him at
great length, and through the conduct she had displayed, the distance between
them had been reduced, and she had obtained his trust.
Now he understood the true intent behind those actions. This was the
Witch’s joy…a joy akin to that of discovery.
“I understand how you felt at the time… I mean, I was happy enough to
cry…”
When Subaru had revealed Return by Death, it had saved him. Truly, he’d
looked at the world a different way since. Probably she’d had the same

feeling from the first time she and Subaru had met. That’s why Echidna…
“ ”
Because he understood that, there was no way he could harbor ill will
toward her works. If anything, it made him feel closer to her. The emotion
Subaru harbored for the Witch really was genuine gratitude…gratitude at
having met someone cut from the same cloth.
Echidna desired immortality. Subaru continued to pile on death to win his
future.
The methods did not change that both were engaged in rebellion at the
single “life” that they ought to have had.
If that was so. —If that was so, in a true sense, was not Echidna the one
being who could truly understand where he was coming from, and Echidna,
him?
“…Ryuzu, I understand your position…and what Echidna was trying to
do, too. So knowing this, I ask you…did Echidna succeed in her goal?”
“Her goal, in other words…”
“She prepared the vessels. All that was left was to overwrite one with her.
Did that overwriting succeed? No, if I was to put it more bluntly…”
—Was Echidna alive somewhere in that world that very moment?
He’d cut off his words halfway because he felt like his tongue was going
numb. But as if she sensed what was in his thoughts, Ryuzu shook her head.
Slowly, she shook her head.
“I imagine it is to the chagrin of the Witch, but her plan was a failure…
Echidna was not passed down.”
“Wh-why not? Did the personality installa— Etching fail?”
“It was not a complete failure. However, from the Witch’s point of view,
her wish was incompletely granted.”
“Whaddaya mean, incompletely?”
“It is a simple matter… If the amount poured is too great for the vessel, of
course the rest spills out. If one portion spills out, what remains is already
something different from the original.”
Blinking at the echo of the word vessel, Subaru looked at Ryuzu, then
Piko.
“When you say the vessel isn’t enough to hold it, you’re not talking about
physical size, are you?”
“Perhaps it is better to say, the capacity for the soul. People are suited to

the various souls that are inside of them. The vessel of Ryuzu Meyer was
simply insufficient to accept the Witch of Greed.”
“Didn’t she…know that beforehand somehow?”
“I cannot know the entirety of a Witch’s thoughts. But the vessel chosen
by the Witch, Ryuzu Meyer, was insufficient for the Witch’s hopes. As a
result, her plans went awry…and a terrible failure came to be born.”
“Goodness,” went Ryuzu, a tired look on her as her shoulders fell. Subaru
felt the same way.
Echidna had overlooked something in the fine details, an unfathomable
error for a Witch. Knowing the person concerned, Subaru thought such an
error was eminently understandable and predictable but—
“So the plan failed…but she still made replicas after that, right?”
“…However, those replicas were born from filling the magic crystal in
that facility with a certain level of mana. The Witch designed it so that the
magic crystal itself forms them.”
“The magic crystal itself… You mean she made it make the replicas
automatically?”
“As a result, after the Witch’s death, only the facility remained, and even
today the number of replicas continues to grow… It is all a matter of mana.
That we require no material resources to live is the single saving grace.”
These words spoken, Ryuzu audibly sipped her tea with the same mouth
that had just announced she required neither food nor drink.
“…You seem to drink tea just fine, though.”
“This is a hobby of mine. It is an individual quirk I acquired over the
course of a long life.”
Subaru’s listless jab made Ryuzu’s little throat ring out with laughter.
Feeling a little rescued by that laugh, Subaru let out a long sigh and put a
question onto his lips.
“So what about this first ‘failed’ replica? Even if you couldn’t stuff the
entire soul in, she must’ve inherited part of a Witch’s memories, right? Even
if it wasn’t all the way, she’d still end up pretty witchy, right?”
“When poured liquid spills, one cannot pick and choose which part spills
out? If it is minor memories that spill out, there might be no hindrance to
everyday life, but if parts with a crucial impact on personality spill out, it is
already beyond salvaging.”
Subaru thought Ryuzu’s roundabout explanation must apply to the first

failed replica. In other words, she became something far from the Witch’s
expectations—
“Thanks to that replica having a completely bankrupt personality yet
having inherited a fragment of the power of the Witch of Greed, it was
apparently quite the uproar. Though she was disposed of, it caused the Lady
Ros of prior generations quite a bit of anguish.”
“Disposed of… I see.”
“Of course, if she was one to give up after a single failure, she would not
have pursued immortality to begin with. Reflecting upon her failure, the
Witch’s next thought was perhaps the net volume of the soul could be
modified.”
“Takes one hell of a soul to come up with that!”
In other words, the idea was nothing short of compressing the data before
transfer. Subaru could understand because he had a passing familiarity with
computers and the concept of moving amounts of data around, but Echidna
was quite something to arrive at the same idea without that knowledge and
apply it to the soul at that.
“But it sounds like…that failed, too.”
“It did not. The Witch did not make it in time. The Witch of Jealousy
swallowed her up before she could do so.”
After the last of that statement, of how the great hope harbored by
Echidna the Witch had gone to waste, she let out a distinct sigh.
Subaru, too, knew how the six Witches bearing the titles of the other
Deadly Sins had met their end. Already destroyed by the seventh Witch, the
Witches in the false, transient encounters within the castle of dreams were
nothing more than vestiges of their souls.
Or perhaps remaining in soul form alone was simply a matter of
Echidna’s stubbornness.
“So Roswaal’s family has been administering the Sanctuary since Echidna
passed away. Ryuzu, can I assume…you live here for the same reason?”
“It is so where Young Ros is concerned, but I live here because I am
bound by the pact.”
The word pact brought a dramatic rise from Subaru’s eyebrows. He didn’t
have any good memories of that or similar words since arriving in that world:
pact, vow, covenant—the whole bunch.
Not noticing the state Subaru was in, Ryuzu made a very deep sigh.

“As the replicas go, I was one of the first four. I was granted the
knowledge and personality required to administer the Sanctuary as the
number of replicas continue to increase. That duty continues even now.”
“So you were given a personality and a role from the time you were
born?”
“My quirks come from my upbringing after the fact, but it was quite a
hardship at first. I had a duty, yet I had no memory. Many years would pass
before I could truly appreciate living each and every day.”
Somehow, her words had a pained echo to them, no doubt from thinking
of the months and years that had passed to date.
Only Ryuzu could know the hardships she had faced on the long road she
had walked. It had been four centuries since Echidna’s death—it was a span
of time that Subaru couldn’t even begin to imagine.
“I am grateful for your consideration, but you need not wear that painful
look. I believe there is deep meaning behind the duty I fulfill. Their
circumstances are varied, but because I was here, I was able to save a great
many brethren. Maintaining this place has tangible meaning.”
These words spoken, Ryuzu smiled, and Subaru felt pressure inside of his
chest.
By brethren she had saved, she meant the demi-human people living in the
Sanctuary had been exposed to bias and discrimination, unable to stay in any
one place for long. Whatever the Witch’s intentions, this had become a place
of peace to them, a homeland they had attained at long last.
—But several days hence, even that land where they could live in peace
would be cruelly eaten apart by the fangs of demon beasts.
“ ”
He had to do something. That was something Subaru and only Subaru
could do.
For if Subaru didn’t do it, a great many lives that he had to save would be
lost.
“I believe we have finally spoken about all there was to speak of. It
became a longer conversation than I had expected.”
“There just isn’t enough time at all to hear about all the hard times you’ve
been through, Ryuzu… Er, actually, I haven’t heard anything about the really
important part yet.”
As Ryuzu took another sip of her now-cooled tea, Subaru raised a finger.

The final question was actually the first, the issue to which the answer had
been kicked down the road.
“The conversation flew away a little so I forgot, but can you tell me about
this Apostle of Greed business?”
“Ahhh, that’s right. It is something I took so much for granted, I failed to
realize.”
“Please. If I don’t understand that, I won’t be able to relax ’cause I won’t
know the reason this girl’s acting so fond of me.”
Glancing sidelong at Piko, she remained wordless and unreactive from
beginning to end, never leaving Subaru’s side. —And that term, the Apostles
of Greed, was the answer.
“Answer me, Ryuzu. No need to gloss anything over. Just tell it like it is.”
“Let me see… Put simply, the Apostles of Greed are the beings who have
the right to command us, the replicas of Ryuzu Meyer. As fellow pawns of
the Witch Echidna, our positions are similar…but your authority places you
above us, Young Su.”
“Wait, wait, wait! I can’t let that part just slide! Whaddaya mean
Echidna’s pawn?!”
“—? It is strange that you are unaware of it. The fact that you stand before
the magic crystal is proof you have been acknowledged as being qualified to
do so.”
Cocking her head, Ryuzu looked genuinely mystified. Her reaction left
Subaru opening and closing his mouth like a fish. Calming down after several
seconds like that, he spoke up again.
“…Explain it to me from the beginning. I found that place relying on the
memories of other people. That’s why I can’t agree with what you’re telling
me. I don’t have anything to do with the Witch…with Echidna.”
Fearful of breaking the taboo, Subaru became selective about his words
midway through his sentence. The explanation sent Ryuzu sinking into
thought, her childish brow creasing as she made an mmm murmur.
“And yet, I feel compulsive power from Young Su’s words. This is
unshakable proof that you have become an apostle, Young Su. At the tomb,
did you not receive something from the Witch that acknowledged you as her
apostle?”
“Something I got from Echidna at the tomb…?”
Thinking back to his passing encounter with Echidna, he couldn’t put his

finger on anything that fit the bill.
He had no memory whatsoever of words acknowledging him as an apostle
nor of any kind of appointment ceremony. What Subaru was granted in that
dream was a fair bit of knowledge and reassuring and terrifying experiences.
And—
“…Wait, don’t tell me it was the Dona Tea?”
“Dona Tea?”
“Twice the Witch made me drink what she said were her body fluids
disguised as tea…”
“So you took a portion of the Witch into you, then? Without humor or
irony, ’tis surely that.”
“Why, that little— She really did make me drink one hell of a thing!!”
As the indignant Subaru unwittingly rose to his feet, Ryuzu went, “Now,
now,” as she chided him. While Subaru’s heart and head filled with anger,
she smiled at him.
“When all is said and done, it’s thanks to that you’ve come this far. It’s
not all bad, yes?”
“I’m upset that she set me up and kept quiet about it! What does she think
someone’s body is? My relations with Witches are complicated as it is, and
now I’ve got Greed and Jealousy all over me…”
First was the Witch of Jealousy, granting Subaru the power of Return by
Death without asking; then there was the Witch of Greed, arbitrarily adding
him to the ranks of her apostles. Witches really did do things as they damn
well pleased.
The instant he also thought of Wrath, Pride, and Gluttony, he was assailed
by resignation.
“I mean I knew that… Witches do as they please. I can’t really expect
much from the last two, either…”
“At any rate, Young Su, you have gained command over the Sanctuary’s
replicas of Ryuzu Meyer. You may make even me obey any order you please.
Quite thrilling for a healthy young man, is it not?”
“I might be a grown young man, but you don’t exactly look like a grown
young woman…”
Those with particular…tastes might drooled at such an opportunity, but it
was a treasure wasted on Subaru. Still, when it came to taking advantage of
it, this treasure was certainly a useful one for fulfilling Subaru’s objective.

“—If I have the mark of an apostle with command rights, there’s an
Apostle of Greed besides me here in the Sanctuary, right?”
The question made Ryuzu fall silent. However, her expression told him
what wanted to know. More than anything, Subaru had already seen the
answer with his very own eyes—the apostle who had given orders to over
twenty Ryuzu replicas, employing them in the battle against the Witch.
“Garfiel. He has to have qualifications as an Apostle of Greed, too. And if
my guess is right, qualifications to be an apostle aren’t something you get
unless you meet with Echidna.”
And with the Witch having already passed away, that world had only one
remaining way to meet her.
“Garfiel’s been inside the tomb. He’s taken the Trial… Ryuzu, you said
yourself that anyone can take it. That’s gotta be why he’s an apostle.”
It wasn’t difficult to imagine Garfiel challenging the tomb. He’d probably
raced recklessly into the tomb, full of confidence and spirits high, hoping to
liberate the Sanctuary.
—And there, Garfiel had no doubt faced his own past.
Subaru didn’t know what Garfiel thought of the results. But given the fact
that the Sanctuary’s barrier had not been lifted, Garfiel’s challenge of the
Trial must have ended in failure.
And yet, he had become an apostle. After taking the Trial, he must have
been invited into the castle of dreams. There he engaged in conversation with
Echidna, and then they must have formed some kind of pact. Exactly what
kind of pact had been exchanged between them?
Reasoning by analogy, Garfiel’s objectives all fit the role of a guardian of
the Sanctuary. That was the only point on which there had been no
inconsistency between all the runs Subaru had been through so far.
However, once that was removed from the picture, inconsistencies in his
words and deeds had appeared between each attempt. Perhaps, for whatever
reason, Garfiel’s actions had begun to go haywire? Did that have something
to do with him being an apostle—no, that was overthinking it.
He couldn’t get overly sympathetic for Garfiel. He didn’t have the leeway
for that.
He, Garfiel, is my enemy. —It’s better that way.
“Ryuzu, are command rights broadcasted to other apostles?”
“There is no outward sign of it, so no. We might feel the compulsive

power ourselves, but surely Young Gar would feel nothing of that. Nor do I
intend to go out of my way to tell him of it.”
“Then let me bind you on that one thing. Even if Garfiel asks, don’t
answer him.”
“ ”
Subaru’s command made Ryuzu narrow her eyes. He felt an odd
throbbing in his chest. Belatedly, he realized that this was a sense of guilt—of
having ignored the will of another being and his aversion to forcing another
to obey him.
It wasn’t something he wanted to get used to. But this one time, he
ignored those feelings.
“I can’t tell you all the details, but this is the best road for everyone to
travel. Ryuzu, my relationship to you girls is secret. Piko and the others can
just do the same things they’ve always done… To make sure Garfiel doesn’t
know there’s anything between us.”
“After all, Young Gar would not be silent if he knew that our relationship
was one of adulterer and harem.”
“On top of being one evil metaphor, that makes my sins sound waaaay too
dark…”
Be it sarcasm or complaint, Ryuzu’s reply left Subaru drained of energy
as he gravely accepted it.
—Don’t forget. Remember this. Even if you get a pardon, even if this
becomes a lost world…
—The crimes committed by Subaru Natsuki had to be remembered, even
if by Subaru Natsuki alone.
“Young Su?”
“…Nah, this is a really huge help. For the moment, I’m good for
everything I wanted to ask. I figure I’ll be asking for your cooperation from
here on out, so counting on you for when that time comes.”
“Of course, for I cannot defy you. Use me as you please, be it to evade
Young Gar or as your own personal hugging pillow…”
“And can you stop treating me like my demands aren’t greedy enough?!
I’m really not used to it!”
Responding to Ryuzu’s teasing, Subaru proceeded to give a command to
Piko at his side. For several seconds, he mulled over what he ought to say,
but—

“Please continue working as the eyes of the Sanctuary just like you have
to date. I’ll call you when I need you.”
“ ”
Having received her command, Piko did not nod as she quickly rose up,
heading out of the house in a small run.
“When I wanna talk to you in secret, Ryuzu, should I just use this
hideaway?”
“Yes, for this is where I am sleeping while I lend my house to Young Ros
and the others. I am here most of the time between morning and night. A
house without a master is slighted if one does not use it once in a while, after
all.”
When Ryuzu slapped her thighs, Subaru nodded a fair bit and lightly
surveyed the room. He’d thought this when they’d first brought him in, too,
but this really was an average house with no defining characteristics.
But if he was to point out one thing that made it stand out from the other
house, it would be the two shields on the wall—both spherical and polished a
silver color, decorated with images as if to powerfully assert themselves.
“They are the toys that Young Gar and Frederica played with long ago.”
“…Children playing with shields. Different culture, huh?”
Seeing in which direction Subaru’s gaze faced, Ryuzu made a pained
smile as she spoke. It was hard for Subaru to imagine the sight of kids
playing with shields. It was just as difficult to imagine Garfiel and Frederica
as little kids.
“Thank you, Ryuzu. See you later… Er, that wasn’t a command, okay?”
“I will not be quite that much of a tease. Worry not. As representative of
the Sanctuary, I shall cooperate with you hereafter.”
The oddly roundabout phrasing on the occasion of his departure made
Subaru tilt his head. But unrelated to that tilting, he waved a hand and headed
out of the house.
And just before actually leaving, Subaru abruptly looked back.
“Come to think of it, Ryuzu, if the original family name is Meyer, why is
your family name Bilma? Where’d that come from?”
The question made Ryuzu, watching him head off, flash a wry smile.
Somehow, that expression was incredibly fleeting smile, like something
so fragile that would crumple if you put your finger on it.
“The name of Ryuzu is assigned as part of our role. Accordingly, we can

only demonstrate our individuality in other places. Hobbies, tastes, and
names… Ah, Young Su.”
“…Yeah?”
“If you do not mind, perhaps you could ask the same question to me
again? —From tomorrow and thereafter.”
Subaru was silent in the face of Ryuzu’s request as that fleeting, brittle
smile crossed her face.
However, it did not take very much time for him to agree to her earnest
plea.
Parting with Ryuzu, Subaru walked to the settlement in the dead of night.
Ahead of him lay the Cathedral—the place where the fleeing people of
Earlham Village had been given refuge and the place that served as Subaru’s
sleeping place. Most were simply dozing in a huddle, but the villagers did as
they were told without complaint, and that courageous spirit greatly bolstered
Subaru’s willpower.
“Somehow, I’ve gotta get everyone to the village safe and sound…”
As Suburu murmured, in the back of his mind, the smiling faces of people
familiar to him were dyed with blood in an instant. The sights of them being
cruelly slain by claw and fang—that came from a future that might not be
long in coming.
Be the culprit Garfiel or the Great Rabbit, the difference in the form of
death offered no salvation.
But if it was just a matter of liberating the villagers from the Sanctuary,
Subaru had a way. He merely needed to ask that they be released on the firm
promise that Emilia would undertake the Trial. They wouldn’t refuse.
“Besides, if they’re here…they might do something reckless again.”
On a previous run, the villagers had metaphorically broken their bones to
cooperate with Ram and company in aiding Subaru. Then that metaphor
became far too literal with the unfolding of a tragedy far worse than the
figure of speech could account for. A tragedy that could not be undone.
Subaru didn’t want to go through that again. And it was something he
absolutely could not allow to repeat itself.

Accordingly, he planned to have the people of Earlham Village peaceably
released from the Sanctuary. Getting Roswaal to offer such a proposal made
it possible. This was an issue he’d already cleared once before.
As for what remained, the next problem he needed to deal with was—
“—Subaru? What are you doing in a place like this?”
“Wah-yaah!”
Suddenly, Subaru was taken by surprise by a voice calling out to him
from out of the blue. He’d been concentrating so hard on his thoughts that he
hadn’t noticed her presence whatsoever. Subaru’s reaction also seemed to
surprise the girl who’d called out to him.
“That preposterous way of being surprised can really startle someone, you
know?”
“N-no one uses the word ‘preposterous’ anymore…”
As the surprised girl—Emilia—pursed her lips in protest, Subaru
somehow managed to respond with his usual flippancy. In response, Emilia
put her hands on her hips and said, “Goodness, Subaru, that mouth of yours
never quits. And to think I was worried.”
“I didn’t do anything that you had to worry about, so it’s all right… But
since I’m happy that Emilia-tan was thinking about me, I’d like it if you keep
me in your thoughts all the time. We could even meet in a dream.”
“Sorry, I don’t really follow.”
Quickly recovering emotionally, Subaru entrusted matters to his gilded
tongue as he walked closer to Emilia.
Unlike when they had parted, Subaru noticed that Emilia, framed by the
waning moonlight, was wearing thin one-piece pajamas. Without
exaggeration, she bore an air of mystery like a fairy spotted on a moonlit
night. Subaru felt his cheeks growing warmer at the thought.
“You look like a fairy there, Emilia-tan.”
“Ah, you mustn’t. You cannot speak badly of people like that. Even I will
get upset.”
“Calling you a fairy was meant to be a compliment, though!”
“—? But fairies are a type of evil spirit, right? You can’t fool me by
calling those words of praise.”
“Gah, my wooing was foiled by cultural differences…”
Emilia, refusing to lend her ears to Subaru’s excuses, puffed up her
cheeks. After that, she glanced at the downcast Subaru and let out a long,

exasperated sigh.
“Yes, yes, let us leave the jokes there… Subaru, what were you doing at
an hour like this?”
“That’s my line. I told you not to stay up tonight, and here you are on a
nighttime stroll… If Puck was here, he’d say your beauty would be going to
waste.”
“That’s, er…mm, I might not actually have an excuse.”
By piling a question onto Emilia’s own, Subaru hid from her the
information he had gleaned that night. She didn’t need to know about the
circumstances of Ryuzu’s birth or about the Witch. It would just be an extra
burden to bear.
But Emilia’s nighttime stroll bugged him on a mundane level. His
question made her cast her eyes down.
“Um, having you say that to me makes this a little embarrassing, Subaru,
but I couldn’t sleep at all since… So I went out for a stroll with the night
breeze hitting me. It helped calm me down a little.”
“…Really are uneasy about the Trial, then?”
“It’s not that… Well, it might be that. But I don’t really understand it
myself. I thought, maybe by walking around I could find out what it was.
Really, if only—”
Cutting her words off there, Emilia lowered her eyelids, donning a gentle
self-deprecating smile.
Even without saying them, Subaru understood the words that lay ahead of
where she had cut them off. Emilia probably wanted to say this: Really, if
only Puck were here.
“…I guess I’m a stand-in to the very end, huh?”
“Eh?”
“Nah. Emilia-tan… Emilia, you’re doing great. You really want to run
from it, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I really respect you for not
letting that keep you down and standing up to face it.”
On her one opportunity to do so, Emilia would continue her challenge,
undaunted by the allure of running away. The result might still be
unpalatable, but even so, Subaru saw her trying to fulfill her duty with all her
might.
That was why Subaru’s words were true, no falseness to them whatsoever.
He respected Emilia, Ram, Otto, Petra, the villagers.

He thought similarly of Puck, Roswaal, Ryuzu, and Frederica.
For that sake, he had to overcome the obstacles known as Garfiel, Elsa,
the Beast Master, and the Great Rabbit.
“Wh-what’s with you all of a sudden? You saying that out of the blue…
it’s startling.”
“It’s not all of a sudden. I always think that; I’m just taking the time to say
it. I wish I could say it in a more romantic way, but I guess you’ll have to
settle for a moonlit night.”
Hearing Subaru’s words made Emilia furiously blink her violet eyes.
Smiling at the sight, Subaru spread his arms wide as if trying to hug the night
sky itself.
“I don’t know how much strength my words’ll have, but I’m saying it
’cause I feel like it. Emilia, you’ll be all right. I’m sure you can do it. I’m
here for you.”
“Subaru…”
“My words might not be much compared to the real deal, but if playing
the role helps, great.”
He truly did not know how much his words could support her in the stead
of what she truly wanted to hear from her family. Even so, Subaru’s words
made Emilia give the crystal lying against her chest a squeeze.
“…Mm, thank you. That really gave me the courage I need. Really.”
“So I managed to help Emilia-tan a little bit?”
“Don’t say weird things like ‘a little bit.’ Subaru, you’ve always been
helping me… Even today, I failed, and still you…”
“But tomorrow’ll probably be different. You’ll make sure of it, right?”
In the face of Subaru closing one eye in a wink, Emilia closed her eyes
and let out her breath. Then, after Emilia maintained her silence for several
seconds, she nodded.
“—Yeah, I’ll do my best. Cheer me on, okay?”
“You know I will.”
Subaru responded to Emilia’s soft smile by baring his teeth and giving a
thumbs-up.
The response deepened Emilia’s smile, and after a little bit of mutual
laughter, the pair walked toward the settlement. After a bit of quiet time
together, they came to a fork in the road.
This was where they would part for that night—Subaru going left to the

Cathedral, Emilia going right to the Ryuzu residence.
“Well, you’d better get some sleep this time, Emilia-tan. Any loss of your
beauty is a loss for the world.”
“That way of talking is a lot like Puck. You too, Subaru. You won’t get
taller if you keep staying up at night.”
“I’m at the end of my growth period anyway, so you don’t need to worry
about that…!”
With a bitter smile on him, the pair waved as they parted ways then and
there. He truly wanted to escort Emilia all the way, but it was unclear just
how long Ram’s sabotage keeping Garfiel tied down would last. Blithely
running into Garfiel would only be trouble, so with great regret, he
abandoned the role of the wolf in gentleman’s clothing.
—Besides, if he was together with Emilia any further, his resolve would
be dulled.
“…Looks like everyone’s fast asleep, huh?”
Passing along the nighttime path to bring the Cathedral in sight, Subaru
cautiously stepped inside.
The interior of the building had a large hall reminiscent of a place of
worship with only candles to illuminate it, and the villagers’ sleeping breaths
arose from a communal space. Most of those sleeping in the open space were
the village’s menfolk. The women and children and the elderly were sleeping
in rooms too frugal to be properly called bedrooms, but they were the closest
thing under the circumstances.
Rather than complain about their accommodation, they acted to make the
best of it. Subaru greatly admired their ability to do so. He did feel apologetic
toward the several traveling merchants wrapped up in similar circumstances.
“That’s why I can’t let them treat me as more special than they are…”
Paying consideration to those asleep, Subaru meticulously made his way
to the back of the hall. There lay the space kept open for Subaru, which at
first the villagers had kindly furnished with not only a rug and a blanket but
also the immense luxury of a pillow.
That was something he just could not allow, so he’d firmly refused in
favor of sleeping accommodations like everyone else’s.
“—So you’re back, Mr. Natsuki?”
“Ew, ew, sorry, did I wake y—? Doesn’t seem like it.”
Looking back toward the quiet voice, in the sleeping space immediately

beside him was a plump bla— Correction, Otto with a blanket pulled over
him. Under the blanket, he was relying on a lagnite ore’s light to read a book.
“I was worried that you were so late in returning. I feared you might have
carelessly gotten lost in the forest and fallen into distress.”
“Like hell I would… Wait, don’t tell me you were waiting for me to come
back?”
“I will not for I did not. I am merely adjusting the calculations for how
much the merchants here with me need to demand from the Marquis for
compensation for the loss of business during our time here. Though as it has
taken quite a bit more time than I had thought, I was thinking I should finally
get some sleep.”
As he spoke, Otto closed the book in his hands and returned the luminous
ore to its leather pouch. This made the light even more meager, and the
expression on his face grew less distinct as well.
But even without being able to see his face, Subaru could manage to see
through such a clumsy lie regardless.
“What are you, an overprotective mother…?”
“At least make me out to be the male parent… Er, I actually have no idea
what you are referring to.”
After trying to gloss things over in various ways, Otto curled up in the
blanket and turned his back toward Subaru. Maybe he thought he’d be found
out if he said any more. His thinking he hadn’t already been found out was
kind of pathetic.
Sighing at the sight of his back, Subaru lay on the rug of his own sleeping
space. Pulling the blanket up to chest level, he felt sleepiness close at hand,
contrary to expectations.
He had no intention of sleeping for particularly long. Even so, his body
apparently craved sleep more than he had appreciated.
“Mr. Natsuki, I believe this is very forward of me on various levels, but if
anything happens, I am here to listen.”
“…This guy says some weird stuff in his sleep. Gives me the creeps…”
“Is that the kind of reply to give to someone worried about you?!”
Riding his emotions and raising his voice, Otto looked like he was
immediately covering his mouth with his own hands. Fortunately, there was
no sign of the sleep around them being disrupted by that single blow.
“Behave and go to sleep. If the villagers explode because of your jabs,

there’ll be no stopping it.”
“Um, I was not saying that as a joke…”
“I know, I know. I know already. —And that’s why I can’t tell you.”
The latter half alone was a murmur that seemed to vanish inside of his
mouth.
After that, Otto fell into silence, apparently dissatisfied with Subaru’s lack
of further words. He soon lost his battle against sleep. Subaru heartily sighed
as he sensed that from Otto.
He did not doubt Otto’s offer in any way. If Subaru asked, no doubt Otto
would cooperate. He really was far too good to other people to be cut out as a
merchant.
He’d seen that benevolence for his fellow man get him killed. That was
why he absolutely wouldn’t ask the man for help.
He wouldn’t have Emilia or Otto or the people of Earlham Village save
him.
Subaru would wager his own life and save them all.
After several hours of sleep at the Cathedral, Subaru was there when
daybreak came to greet the Sanctuary.
Shaking his still-sleepy head, Subaru spurred his mind to awaken. Even
that short sleep had somewhat softened the fatigue of brain and body. At the
very least, he did not need to worry about falling off a dragon in the near
future.
“Well, in the end, I’m relying on your running technique to help with that
part.”
This said, Subaru stretched a hand out to his favorite pitch-black land
dragon—Patlash—standing right beside him. Upon this, their first reunion
since the day before, Patlash fondly brought the tip of her nose over to
Subaru. Making a little smile at the adorable gesture, he savored the ticklish
feeling and stroked her head.
“I know I’m waking you up like this, but I’m counting on you to get the
job done. —It’ll be one run all the way to the mansion.”
Patlash responded to Subaru’s request with a sound from her throat. It

sounded to Subaru’s ears like, It can’t be helped, leaving him very grateful
for the depth of his beloved dragon’s fondness.
—Very early in the morning, away from prying eyes, Subaru was trying
to leave the Sanctuary.
His objective was to take on affairs at Roswaal Manor, for prioritizing that
over the tomb was the plan Subaru had decided on that time around.
In complete secrecy, his aim was to get a grip on the situation arising at
the mansion, develop firm countermeasures, and return. In the present
circumstances, Subaru remained far more ignorant of the events set to occur
at the mansion than the situation in the Sanctuary.
He couldn’t save anyone like that. Accordingly, he would proceed to the
mansion to learn about those things. Besides—
“If I know the circumstances, I can rely on Echidna, too. Right now, I still
don’t have enough data to hold a conversation.”
He could lament his ignorance and powerlessness after he had acted.
Subaru didn’t deserve to have such laments yet.
His preparations were insufficient for conversing with the Witch. But that
did not mean he was without hope.
“Beatrice, isn’t part of the Witch Cult… That I know for sure.”
This was something Roswaal had spoken to Subaru about during the go-
around before last.
Roswaal had declared that the book in Beatrice’s hands was an inferior
version of what might otherwise be called a book of knowledge, but that
book had nothing to do with the Witch Cult. If Beatrice was unrelated to the
Cult, she was not his enemy. He could save Beatrice.
That, to Subaru, was hope. Of course, there were many unnatural aspects
to Beatrice’s demeanor toward him. But the biggest issue had been held at
bay. For the moment, that was enough.
“If there’s a way to save Beatrice and then Rem and Petra ’n’ Frederica,
that clears the mansion side.”
Touching the handkerchief wrapped around his wrist, Subaru crisply put
his objective into words.
If he knew how to deal with the issues at the mansion, he could pour all
his efforts into taking on the tomb and liberating the Sanctuary. If there were
firm ways to take on both sides, he ought to be able to break through even
those twin towers of suffering.

Just how many times Subaru might have to sacrifice himself for that end
was an unknown variable, but—
“—That’s the only value I have here.”
Flicking a finger off his own forehead, Subaru put his own resolve into
words, carving them into his chest.
This time, his return to the mansion was the morning of the second day,
the fastest timing yet. He’d beat out last time’s speed record and return to the
mansion, spurring Petra and the others to evacuate. Everything would begin
with that.
Before he set off, Subaru dealt with his one lingering regret—sliding a
letter under the door into the entrance to the Ryuzu residence. The contents
were addressed to Emilia, expressing on paper his desire that she not worry
about him.
“Not that this makes any logical sense, since my premise is that I’m
redoing this world…”
This time, Subaru wasn’t telling anyone in the Sanctuary about his return
to the mansion. All he’d done was write that letter, an effort to inform Emilia
and those immediately around her.
He’d firmly cut down the possibilities of liberating the villagers and
taking Ram and Otto with him. This time, Subaru would return to the
mansion alone. What he needed to guard against the consequences of that
surely had a very simple answer.
Leaving the letter behind even so was to guard against unnecessary
accidents. If Subaru clouded the reason for his sudden absence, at a minimum
he could avoid chaos in the Sanctuary. He wanted to avoid an undesirable
change occurring to the greatest possible extent, passing it off as his running
some kind of errand to the mansion and so forth. —That was his ostensible
reason, at least.
When you ripped that facade away, his real reason was terribly simplistic.
He didn’t want to make Emilia sad. That was all.
Even in a land fated to vanish in a world fated to be erased, Subaru did not
want to make Emilia sad. For that reason alone, Subaru left a letter behind.
Truly, the best thing would be for Subaru to stay. Her smiling face from
the previous night rose into the back of his mind.
“—Let’s go, Patlash. Sorry to make you wait.”
Shaking his head, Subaru severed himself from lingering regret as he

mounted Patlash. When he gripped the reins and spoke to her, Patlash made a
little sound, turning her head to the way out of the Sanctuary.
Her running feet already had the blessing of wind repel deployed around
them, so that Subaru felt neither the sway of the land dragon nor the
resistance of the wind. At a speed outstripping the wind itself, Patlash raced
through the forest at daybreak.
Even the Lost Woods of Cremaldi was all for naught before this all-too-
clever land dragon. She continued her sprint with no sign of getting lost in the
Lost Woods. At that rate, they’d get out of the forest in another hour—
“—Aww, too bad. It’s just like the story o’ one should be suspicious of
Berbe’s different sweat.”
When the voice poured down from overhead, Subaru instantly pulled back
the reins.
Receiving this command, Patlash kicked up a cloud of dust as she
slammed the brakes. With the land dragon standing at a halt, her wariness
toward the figure standing straight before her as one of the guardian deva
kings was laid bare by her neigh.
But if anything, the opponent bared his fangs in amusement at the
hostility.
“Ha! Ain’t you all worked up early in the mornin’. That land dragon has
some serious guts, don’t she?”
“…That’s because, aside from her tastes in men, Patlash is a completely
perfect lady.”
“Real adorable of her. —Unlike your land dragon, you’re nothin’ but a
stupid bastard, though.”
Ferocious vigor poured out, and from a single step on the ground, Subaru
felt as if the forest itself was being shaken. Such was the oppressive feeling
that the youth who had shown himself—Garfiel—was thrusting in his
direction.
The prickly sense of oppression made Subaru swallow his saliva as he
raised both of his hands up.
“…There’s a misunderstanding between me and you. I think that’s
something I need to clear up.”
“Misunderstanding…? Like hell there is. You’re runnin’ away in the
middle o’ the night with your tail curled between your legs. That’s the small
of heart for ya. ’Cause if it ain’t that…”

On that note, Garfiel audibly clamped his fangs down, a distinct grimace
appearing as he said, “—Then that just leaves a guy stinkin’ of the Witch
headin’ out to do wicked deeds, am I right?”
Crinkling his nose, he spat the words out, making his hostility clear.
What he had said made Subaru close his eyes for a moment; then he
stroked the agitated Patlash’s neck, dismounting so that he would stand at the
same eye level as Garfiel. He sighed at confirmation that the Witch’s stench
—the miasma clinging to his body—was indeed the cause of Garfiel’s
antagonism toward him. However, he simultaneously felt that something was
a little off.
Amid that vagueness, Subaru formed words for the purpose of giving that
amorphous ill feeling a tangible form.
“Just now, you mentioned the Witch’s stench, but I’ve had a fair number
of people point that out to me before.”
“…Heh, that so? I dunno about what other people think. It’s one helluva
stench, though.”
“Setting my body odor aside, those people decided based on my actions.
It’d be a big help if you did the same. At the very least, you let me go right
after I came out of the tomb, right?”
“ ”
Seeing Garfiel go silent made the bad feeling that had been bothering
Subaru grow more distinct.
Simply put, the timing with which Garfiel pointed the miasma out was
unsettling. Why had he chosen this moment rather than right after he’d come
out of the tomb? Of course, it was possible that when he’d noticed Subaru
acting away from prying eyes, he’d linked that to his suspicions about the
miasma, giving him justification to be hostile—
“—If that’s the case, just say the word and I’ll give you a sincere and
honest apology from the bottom of my heart.”
“ ”
When Garfiel heard Subaru’s question, his mood clearly shifted. At his
back, Patlash gave off a slight growl, perhaps the work of a land dragon’s
acute sense for danger.
Even without such instincts, Subaru could tell that Garfiel’s annoyance
was at dangerously high levels.
“I asked something inconvenient for you. That’s written all over your

face, Garfiel.”
“…Stop it. Don’t annoy me any more than ya have.”
“No can do. This is your reward for getting in my way. If you hadn’t
shown up, I’d have let it go, but since you did show up, I’m taking the
opportunity. —Garfiel, your face will give me my answer.”
Garfiel’s voice grew quieter; in its place, the ghastliness residing in his
expression grew hotter still. Keeping his eye on that, Subaru raised three
fingers. And then—
“I have three guesses for what’s put you in a sour mood. The first is the
miasma…but I have my suspicions about that. If your nose is for real, I can’t
square it with your actions yesterday.”
He started by raising his doubts concerning the miasma. Garfiel’s cheek
twitched slightly.
“The second is you spotting me as I ran out this morning. It’s true that
was wildly suspicious…but that’s weird, too. Unless you’ve been tailing me
the whole time, it’s like you have someone else keeping an eye on me.”
His next shot was a bluff, since he’d already heard as much from Ryuzu.
Garfiel’s pupils narrowed.
“The third and final guess is what links the first and the second together.
It’s the girl who looks just like Ryuzu that I saw in the forest. That girl—oof.”
With the third assertion, he had clearly succeeded in getting under
Garfiel’s skin—something that became obvious when the world Subaru saw
was suddenly flipping upside down when he was only midway through his
sentence.
“—Gwaa!!”
The next moment, his back was slammed against something hard,
wringing out an anguished groan along with all the air from his lungs.
He felt something extremely hard pressing against his back—which
turned out to be a fat tree trunk. The palm digging into the center of his
abdomen was holding him so far up against the tree that his feet didn’t even
reach the ground.
As Subaru moaned in pain, the culprit, Garfiel, glared at him from up
close and said, “—And where the hell did you see that?”
“Whaddaya mean where…? Inside, the forest…was right there for the
seeing.”

“Ain’t no way ya could have been there. Stop tryin’ to fool me if ya don’t
wanna end up squished flat.”
An audible creak accompanied the increase in pressure, causing drool to
spill out as Subaru writhed in agony at the churning his internal organs were
going through. Twist as he might, he couldn’t even make Garfiel’s hand
twitch.
“Don’t move a muscle, land dragon. You do and I’ll crush your precious
master.”
Garfiel moved to check Patlash, who was about to make a move to rescue
Subaru from his suffering. The land dragon snarled in frustration, lowering
her center of gravity as if waiting for an opening.
Upon reflection, these two foul-tempered personalities—one man and one
beast—had been at odds ever since their first meeting. This explained why
Garfiel had been the cause of Patlash’s death during a previous run.
Of course, neither of the two concerned knew anything about that—and
when Subaru thought about it, he felt his agony ease somewhat.
“…The hell’s…wrong with you? Why are you smilin’ at a time like this?”
“S…orry, just…remembered something… Made me laugh…”
“—You’re off your rocker, damn it.”
“Whoa?! The heck are you…?”
With a low murmur, Garfiel suddenly let Subaru go. Unable to break his
fall, Subaru tumbled to the ground, immediately glaring at Garfiel as he
wondered what the big idea was—and then he realized it.
Resting in Garfiel’s eyes was disgust—and a faint trace of fear.
“Garfiel, you’re…”
“Shaddap, madman. This ain’t funny. Damn it, you were testin’ me,
weren’t ya?”
“ ”
Pressed into silence, Subaru touched a hand to his throat as he let out a
light cough. He sensed Patlash rushing right over to his side; during that time,
Garfiel moved a fair ways back.
“You knew ya might be killed then and there, damn it. This ain’t no joke.
How can ya can smile when your own life is on the line? Ya lost your mind!”
“When you put it like that, it’s kinda hurtful, you know… I’m not exactly
calm and composed here.”
Smiling weakly at Garfiel’s statement, Subaru scratched his head.

On one level, what he’d said was correct; on another, it was not. Fact was,
Subaru’s hands were shaking, and his stomach hadn’t stopped crying out
from convulsion-like pains. Mistaking his demeanor for composure was a
considerable misreading.
But it was also a fact that he’d intentionally provoked Garfiel fully
knowing it put his life at risk.
—After all, he had to be certain of what drove Garfiel to anger, what was
making him explode.
This was an investigation Subaru had purportedly kicked down the road
when he previously decided to prioritize the mansion. But it wasn’t a move
he would refuse to play if granted a golden opportunity. There was no
denying that his life had been in danger as a result, but—
“—If my life’s payment enough, I’ll use it to get the results I want.”
If the only sacrifice that needed to be paid was in Subaru’s heart, he might
as well buy something worthwhile with it. If he could cheaply obtain a piece
of the puzzle that eventually led to an optimal conclusion, he’d risk his life as
many times as it took.
No doubt his determination had been conveyed to Garfiel. Looking
revolted from the bottom of his heart, his teeth groaned as he spat a reply.
“I know a bastard who has the same eyes as you do. Me, I hate his guts.
Hell, I should crush your head right now while I have the chance.”
“I think that’d end up being a problem for both of us. If possible, I’d like
you to let me go with a generous heart.”
“What proof do I have that lettin’ ya go here won’t be bad for us lat—”
“—I won’t betray Emilia. I won’t do anything that’ll harm the Sanctuary,
either. Believe me.”
Brushing dirt off his body, Subaru declared his innocence to Garfiel’s
suspicious heart.
This was a gamble. If Garfiel suppressed his hesitation and decided to
eliminate Subaru then and there, his life could be forfeit at any moment. But
from Subaru’s point of view, there was still time before that moment arrived.
“ ”
Garfiel was unsure what to do. There was no doubt that if Subaru crossed
the line, Garfiel’s fangs would mercilessly fall upon him. But this time, he
hadn’t crossed that threshold yet.
Accordingly, Garfiel was at a loss as to whether he should put away his

fangs and his claws or not—
“—So you’re letting me go. Fine if that’s how I take this?”
“Don’t get cocky. Get lost before I change my mind.”
Lowering his arms, Garfiel spat out his decision as he moved to the side,
seemingly yielding the path to Subaru. His demeanor brought a low growl
from Patlash, but Subaru held out a palm to stop her.
Some might say that he had both won the gamble and lost. Either way,
this time he’d apparently managed not to cross the line with Garfiel.
“Now that you’re letting me go, mind answering my third question from
earlier?”
“I said don’t get cocky. Geluugel does not forgive twice, damn it.”
“That so. Guess it was too much to ask for, then.”
That sour reply made Subaru’s shoulders sink as he promptly backed off.
Subaru proceeded to mount Patlash as Garfiel kept regarding him with
suspicion.
“You don’t wanna talk. I have no way of forcing you to talk. Betting on
tears to sway you has bad odds, so I won’t push it this time. I’m saving you
for later.”
“This time…? Later…? What the hell are ya talkin’ ab—?”
“Don’t act all mystified, Garfiel. I know you’re hiding something. But I’m
going to expose it. That’s an absolute certainty. Because that’s what needs to
be done.”
Subaru’s plainspoken announcement made Garfiel open his eyes wide.
His gaze met with Subaru’s. However, this time Subaru was not afraid of that
sharp stare.
The power behind Subaru’s and Garfiel’s eyes as well as the pair’s
standpoints had been reversed. Garfiel ought to have been overwhelming
with his clear advantage in brute force, but he was being held in check by
Subaru’s bottomless determination.
As if refusing to admit what was happening, Garfiel clacked his fangs
once more.
“…Shut up. If I silence you right here, right now, then that ‘absolute
certainty’ goes poof, too.”
“Sorry, but this won’t change. As long as I don’t give up, the moment I
know someone’s hiding a secret, it’s not a secret anymore. If you’re gonna
blame something, blame your carelessness.”

Garfiel, not knowing the meaning behind the cumulative weight of
Subaru’s words, was beset by total confusion. He had no way of knowing the
meaning of Subaru’s choice of the word “carelessness,” because it wasn’t
him, but another Garfiel from a previous time that was responsible. And this
was both a future him and a him that already was destined never to arrive.
—They were looking at different realities. They were seeing different
numbers of possibilities. That was what separated them.
“Do you still want to try and stop me, Garfiel?”
“I—I…”
“If you do, all it’s gonna accomplish is waste time. It’d be helpful if you
don’t anymore.”
If Subaru lost his life at this very moment, he’d have to restart from last
night in the tomb. Re-creating the exact same conditions to make sure he
reached the same point again would be back-breaking work. —Not that he
couldn’t do it.
“Damn it…curse you! Why are you here?! What are you trying to do to
us?!”
If he didn’t plan on stopping them, then Subaru was just about ready to
order Patlash to go right around him. Garfiel’s voice, which sounded pathetic
as it echoed through the forest, made Subaru sigh deeply.
“I told you my objective is to save Emilia. I don’t have any intention of
doing harm to the Sanctuary… I’m not trying to do anything to you and your
people.”
Far from hurting anyone, Subaru’s only goal was but to extend a helping
hand.
First and foremost, he was thinking of Emilia and company of course, but
it applied to Ryuzu and the residents of the Sanctuary, too. He had no qualms
about adding Garfiel to the list. Just—
“—In the time before I get there, I’ll probably make you hate me a few
times more. Let me apologize in advance for that. Really, I’m sorry.”
“I don’t get it, I don’t get it, I don’t get it, I don’t get it… I don’t get it!”
Garfiel rejected everything he could not understand. Subaru was
intimately familiar with that behavior. If only I could make him understand
somehow, he thought. But he acted the way he did because he didn’t think
that was possible.
When Subaru emitted a sigh heavily laden with resignation, it sparked

Garfiel’s indignation and made him explode—
“The hell do ya think you are, lookin’ down on us?! Who the hell asked
you to do anything?! It’s none of your… You don’t know anythin’ about this
place, anythin’ about the old hags; you don’t know nothin’!!”
“I know I don’t know. Actually, it’s precisely because of that thought that
I’m doing this.”
“Whaddaya think ya can do just scratchin’ the surface and coming around
with nothin’ but pretty words?! Smilin’ all frivolous, talkin’ only about stuff
like it’s a dream, foolin’ people with words to make ’em comfortable—
you’re nothin’ but a charlatan son of a bitch!”
“ ”
“Someone who ain’t known pain and ain’t known suffering shouldn’t run
his mouth like he understands!!”
Unable to tear down Subaru’s knowing face, Garfiel remained indignant
as he shouted.
Garfiel’s jeer was swallowed up by the far reaches of the daybreak sky.
Faced with the distant echo of those bladelike words, Subaru gripped his
reins. Patlash changed direction and began to walk.
Leaving Garfiel behind, Subaru turned his back to the Sanctuary to look
ahead toward the forest’s exterior.
—Garfiel had said Subaru looked down on him, pretending like he knew
things, butting into things he didn’t understand.
Everything Garfiel said was true. Subaru was probably wrong about
everything.
Nonetheless, he would say one thing.
“—I do know.”
“ ”
“I know Hell. —I’ve already seen it, over and over.”
If there was a Hell to be found here, then it must have been in many of the
worlds Subaru had seen so far.
Countless times, when the end of the world arrived, Subaru had seen Hell
again and again, enough to make him want to avert his gaze; it was burned
into his eyes, seared into his body, and forever lodged into his mind.
That was why he said that to Garfiel.
He said it confidently, hoping to put him at ease. He left behind a smile,
so that he might find some courage—

“—I’m the only one who needs to know what Hell is. That’s what I’m
here for.”

CHAPTER 3
A FOUR-HUNDRED-YEAR-OLD CRY
When Subaru passed through the gate, slipping through the front courtyard,
he looked up at the sun overhead.
Its position in the sky was a bit inclined to the west. Based on that, the
time seemed to be a little past noon.
Roughly half a day since leaving the Sanctuary, Subaru emitted a light
sigh as he finally arrived before the majestic facade of Roswaal Manor. It was
a sigh of relief that he’d at least made it safely that far.
“Could you not show me such a flabbergasted-looking face?”
“…I am not flabbergasted whatsoever. I am merely surprised at your
exceedingly quick return.”
Saying this was a tall, golden-haired woman whose jade eyes were open
wide—Frederica. Coming out to receive the arriving guest, she was beside
herself when she noticed it was Subaru in the entryway. From her point of
view, he’d returned after only a single day, a virtual somersault. It was
natural for her to be surprised.
—However, to Subaru, his time away had been one of repeated upheaval.
“I have a reason for the quick turnaround… It relates to you, too.”
“…And so you have returned alone? You did not bring Lady Emilia with
you?”
“You know full well why Emilia can’t leave the Sanctuary, right? You
don’t need to put on an act. I think you’ll find I’ve returned a lot better
informed than you might assume.”
Tension was gripping Frederica, something Subaru intended to relieve as

he raised both of his hands. He didn’t want to spark any fruitless arguments.
His suspicions about Frederica had already been cleared up once before.
He believed she was positively uninvolved in both the raid on the mansion
and the calamity occurring in the Sanctuary.
All she had done was give Emilia that crystal, offered several false pieces
of information about the barrier, and refused to explain who had commanded
her to do so.
—That said, the secret she was keeping close to the chest was one he
absolutely had to expose…
“…Come to think of it, I’ve sworn to expose the secrets of brother and
sister alike. Man, I’m a disagreeable guy.”
“Are you speaking to yourself? Also, the way you are staring at my
breasts… Y-you mustn’t…?”
“I won’t go so far as to say I’m not interested in them, but that’s not what
I’m thinking, okay? Anyway, let’s…”
“—Huh?! Subaru?!”
When Frederica noticed the inappropriate place he had let his gaze linger,
she reacted by hiding her cleavage and squirming away. Right as Subaru
started claiming that it was a misunderstanding, a lively, high-pitched voice
rang out. He could hear energetic footsteps approaching as a small, adorable
girl in a maid outfit—Petra—raced down to the pair.
“Wah! You came back really fast, didn’t you?!”
Lining up beside Frederica, Petra looked up at Subaru, her eyes sparkling
with delight at his return. Her reaction made Subaru cross his arms and turn
his eyes toward Frederica.
“Hey, see that? This is what a maid’s supposed to be like.”
“Petra is a special case. I am simply not as charming… Ahhh, so cute.”
“—? Su… Master Subaru, Miss Frederica, is something wrong?”
Petra tilted her head, looking puzzled by the exchange between the pair.
Glancing at Frederica, who was enraptured by the adorable sight, Subaru
patted his own chest in relief.
Petra and Frederica. He was truly glad that he was able to reunite with
both of them safe and sound.
Getting to meet Petra again was making the corners of his eyes
particularly hot. —After all, Subaru’s last memory of Petra was from the
height of the tragedy at the mansion, when he grieved at seeing her reduced

to only an arm.
“…Master Subaru?”
“Nah, I was just thinking, seeing Petra heals my heart sooo much. Seeing
your face is a serious relief. Come to think of it, Petra, this time around,
you’re the only one I can talk to without worrying about anything.”
As Petra watched with upturned eyes, Subaru flashed a smile and
stretched a hand toward her. He proceeded to stroke her reddish-brown hair
as if he was combing it, something she happily accepted.
“Master Subaru, let us put that envia— That charming cuddling for later.
You wanted to speak with me, yes?”
“Sounded like a bit of your true feelings slipped through for a second
there, but not dragging things out is a big help… Is talking in the lounge
okay?”
“I shall be there with tea. Petra, show him in.”
“Yes, Miss Frederica. Master Subaru, this way, please.”
Briskly dividing their duties, Frederica headed to the kitchen while Petra
pulled Subaru’s hand as she guided him along.
“ ”
The moment Subaru began walking into the mansion, the urge to head to
Rem’s room instantly sprouted inside of him.
However, Subaru suppressed that impulse out of a sense of duty. At that
moment, he felt that if he prioritized his desire to meet her, something
precious to him would break.
For a short while, he would carefully, carefully hide Rem deep within the
confines of his consciousness—
“…Come to think of it, there’s something I have to say to you, Petra.”
“—? What is it?”
“Thank you for the charm, Petra. It saved me. Probably in a different way
than you intended, though.”
As Petra walked not so much ahead of him than in a more normal side-by-
side manner, Subaru showed her the handkerchief wrapped around his right
wrist as he conveyed his gratitude. That handkerchief had truly saved him in
an unexpected way.
“Really? I helped Subaru?”
“Yeah. It saved my li— Well that’s not quite exactly how it saved me but
pretty close.”

“—? —? I don’t really get it, but I’m glad! That makes me really happy!”
Easily accepting even Subaru’s vague, half-baked reply, Petra’s face
broke into a brilliant smile, something that brought a great measure of peace
to Subaru’s mind.
—Enough to make Subaru firmly swear to his heart that this smiling face
was one of the things he had to protect.
When Subaru returned to the front entrance, Petra was staring at him with her
cheeks sourly puffed up.
There was not even a hint of the smiling face that Subaru had vowed to
defend just under an hour before. With her red face and wet eyes projecting
dissatisfaction with all their might, Subaru felt distinctly ashamed of himself.
“Petra, how long are you going to sulk like that? If you keep this up,
you’ll be causing trouble for Master Subaru, yes?”
“But—but, Miss Fredericaaa…”

“No buts. You heard what Master Subaru said. And yet, you are being
unreasonable as a maid… No, the issue precedes being a maid. You
understand, don’t you?”
“Uughu∼∼.”
Chided by Frederica, Petra hung her head in chagrin. He felt sorry for
Petra as he watched her get a scolding, but Subaru knew that any intervention
would only fan the flames. Though he felt bad about it, this was one point
that Subaru could not yield, even if he had to become a demon in the process.
In the lounge, Subaru had proposed a plan to the pair based on his
experiences from all the failed attempts he had made so far. The contents of
that plan were the cause of Petra’s sour mood, for he had proposed that—
“—We shall leave the mansion empty, temporarily concealing ourselves
in the village. That is what you require of us?”
“Yeah, I’m counting on you. Sorry for the unreasonable demands.”
“It was only just the other day we had the Witch Cult affair, so if that is
your reasoning, then I cannot refute you.”
The basis behind Subaru’s plan made Frederica sullenly cast her eyes
downward.
It had only been one short week since the Witch Cultists under
Petelgeuse’s command had mounted an attack on the mansion and the
village. The still-fresh memories and scars from what they had done were
tremendously effective for persuading Petra and Frederica.
—His goal was to evacuate the pair from the mansion and distance them
from Elsa’s imminent attack.
This was the strategy Subaru had decided on when he returned to the
mansion with maximum possible speed. For the sake of persuasiveness, he’d
explained that it was a precaution against Witch Cult remnants rather than
assassins. For that reason, they would flee to the village not in maid outfits
but outfits any village girl might wear, so as to conceal their connection to the
mansion.
To be blunt, Petra notwithstanding, whether Frederica would do as he
asked was a real gamble, but—
“—I cannot shirk this duty. After all, Master Subaru, you are entrusting
me with your beloved dragon and a woman most precious to you.”
“…I really didn’t mean to bring that up as a way to persuade you. I’m
leaving them in your care because I trust you.”

“My, such killer words. Master Subaru, you are truly skilled at tickling a
maid’s heart.”
“I! I think that, too…!”
Petra raised her hands up, hopping as if declaring she was also present,
drawing a pained smile from Subaru as he shifted his gaze to his arms—and
to the sleeping face of the lovely girl he held within them.
Wearing thin blue pajamas over her upper body, it was the girl who
continued to sleep without making even the slightest sound—Rem.
Subaru had picked her up from the bedroom in which she slumbered,
carrying her all the way out of the mansion like that. She was no exception—
“Rem, Petra, Patlash—I’m entrusting them all to you, Frederica. I plan on
rendezvousing with you as fast as possible, so…”
“I hope that you are able to come to terms with Lady Beatrice so that she
might join us as well. —Truly, I do.”
“…Yeah, me too.”
Subaru replied to Frederica as his back teeth bit into his cheek.
When would he actually be able to fulfill that vow? Even Subaru did not
know if it would be this time around or at some point in the future. But he
would most certainly fulfill it. That he swore on his life.
Casting that vow into a future with no guarantees, Subaru hoped he could
be forgiven for doing the best he could along the way.
“Could you cheer up for me, Petra? It’s tough to be hated like this.”
“Muu, in that case… Subaru, you said earlier that I saved you, right?”
As Subaru raised the proverbial white flag, the sulking Petra looked like
she had suddenly recalled the thanks she had received earlier. When that
elicited a nod from Subaru, she held a finger up and said, “Then, an
expression of gratitude, please! I’ll let you off in exchange for one dayte!”
“A date? Where the heck did you hear about…? Must be from that time
with Emilia, huh? You really have a sharp memory, Petra.”
The adorable proposal made Subaru recall his first date with Emilia, his
reward after the demon beast incident. At the time, they’d gone together from
spot to spot around Earlham Village, meaning the villagers and the children
had seen them. Apparently, Petra had remembered the word from way back
then.
“Got it. If that’ll do, then consider this escort job accepted. I’m honored to
be Petra’s first date, so I’m looking forward to it.”

“Yes! It’s a promise!”
Petra’s face brightened with the appearance of a beaming smile, her foul
mood seemingly forgotten.
That face offered nothing short of salvation. Through one girl’s sympathy,
it felt like even his failures could be swept away.
“Well, I’m going to go call Patlash over!”
Straightening her back with a spring, Petra energetically raced for the rear
of the mansion. She seemed almost too worked up, but her consideration for
others was probably a large part of that.
The astute girl had probably sensed that Subaru still had more to discuss
with Frederica.
“…Let’s make this promise again someday, Petra.”
Watching the girl receding in the distance, Subaru whispered those words
for his ears alone.
This was a world that would likely vanish. The promise they exchanged
would not remain within her. However, Subaru would never forget.
—All so that they could make the same promise again when it was time to
choose the correct future.
“She is a good girl, isn’t she?”
“Yeah. Let me be the one to brag about her sometime, all right? I’m the
one she chose for her first date after all.”
After watching Petra head off, only Subaru and Frederica remained. With
the exception of Rem, asleep in Subaru’s arms, the two were alone—making
this the ideal opportunity to speak openly.
Surmising what was to come, Frederica’s body was slightly stiff as she
reoriented herself toward Subaru. And then—
“I know you’re about to set off and all, but can I ask you a—? Actually,
make it three questions.”
“That is incredibly sudden and exceedingly shameless of you. It would
depend upon the specifics.”
Adjusting how he held Rem while he broached the subject, Frederica
knitted her brows. There was a twinge of unease that came over her jade eyes.
For a time, Subaru mulled over just what he ought to probe at before he
finally asked, “I want to ask about Garfiel. He’s been inside the tomb. Did
you know?”
“—. Is there something between you and Garfiel?”

“You’re the one who warned me to watch out. Harsh words, you know? I
know about your relation to Garfiel, too. That’s why you don’t have to cover
anything up.”
“In but a single…really, in half a day, you would seem to have gained a
great deal of the master’s trust.”
Gazing in wonder at the breadth of Subaru’s knowledge, Frederica voiced
that conclusion as if speaking to herself. She apparently thought that Subaru
had obtained the information from Roswaal, something he made no effort to
correct.
—After all, information nigh impossible to learn in a single day was a
weapon Subaru and Subaru alone wielded.
Using that as leverage, Subaru wanted to discover Garfiel’s true
intentions, an irreplaceable piece of information for him to devise a way to
clear Sanctuary.
Given the fact that he had the qualifications to be an apostle, his bias
toward the Trial, and the slight measure of sympathy he had shown Emilia as
she challenged the tomb, there was no mistaking that Garfiel bore special
feelings toward that tomb.
If this was the core component of the differences in his actions from each
of Subaru’s runs, then that was how he would unravel the thread.
“Did you hear anything about me from…my little brother?”
“…I don’t really want to say this, Frederica, but most of it was bad.
Garfiel said that you abandoned your birthplace and left.”
“ ”
“Ah, er, but since it’s him, it could just have been his foul way of ta—”
“No, it is fine. Thank you for your consideration, but I am all right.”
Firmly shaking her head, she left Subaru choking on his words, unable to
continue. During that time, Frederica narrowed her eyes, averting her gaze
almost as if to stare into the distance as she began to explain.
“It has been over ten years since I departed the Sanctuary. I have not
spoken to my younger…to Garf, once in all that time. The gap has remained
unbridged ever since.”
“…Frederica, is it all right if I asked why you left the Sanctuary?”
He already knew the reason why she was not held captive by the barrier
enveloping the Sanctuary. The barrier, which bound those who carried mixed
human and demi-human blood, did not activate if that mixture was too weak.

She was not a half-blood but a quarter. This was the reason Frederica
could leave the Sanctuary.
“Still, being able to leave and leaving are two different things. I tried
asking Garfiel what he wanted to do after the barrier was lifted, too…but he
didn’t answer.”
“I…see. I probably wanted to create that for him.”
Subaru put on a puzzled look when he heard the vague explanation, one
focused around the word that. Not noticing his reaction, Frederica seemed to
be trying to coax an answer out of something amorphous that rested deep
inside of her.
“Someday, the barrier will be lifted. I was absolutely certain of that.
Perhaps that was simply wishful thinking on my part. If the barrier was lifted
finally, the people living inside the Sanctuary would be freed…and they
would come outside, having no more idea what to do than Garfiel does right
now.”
“So you wanted to create that ‘something’ for them, Frederica?”
“Close. It is very much like that. A place for them, perhaps—something to
give courage to those dependent on the Sanctuary, a spark for them to step
outside.”
Frederica seemed satisfied with this explanation as she touched a hand to
her chest. Subaru had never seen her act this way, like a bud gently blooming
into a flower.
The people dependent on the Sanctuary were those with nowhere else to
go due to irrational ostracism and discrimination. When the barrier was lifted
and even the Sanctuary was lost to them, where would they go?
—To answer that question, Frederica had been working toward a new
place they could call home.
With such conviction roaring inside of her, an earnest light shined in
Frederica’s jade eyes. Coming back to Subaru’s question, “As far as the tomb
is concerned,” she offered as a preamble, before saying, “to the best of my
knowledge, Garf entered the tomb only once. If he took the Trial, it could
only be then… I do not know whether he challenged it again thereafter.”
“So what was the result at the time? I imagine that he failed, but…”
Shaking her head, Frederica had a grave look on her face.
“At the time, I was unable to rush into the tomb after him. Grandmother
simply told me that Garf had not returned, and it was Grandmother who

entered the tomb and brought him back…”
“So Ryuzu is the one who brought Garfiel back, huh?”
The natives of the Sanctuary could not lift the barrier. Ryuzu had
previously told him that she was bound to the place by a pact. For that same
Ryuzu to enter the tomb was akin to defying the Witch’s commands.
Considering the circumstances of Ryuzu’s birth as a replica, this was truly
on par with an act of rebellion against her creator.
Small wonder, then, that Garfiel revered Ryuzu, who had gone that far to
rescue him and thought of the Sanctuary as a precious place.
But for the result of that trial to be Garfiel becoming an Apostle of Greed,
he had to have wanted something.
“When she returned, Grandmother kept their trip to the tomb a secret. And
ever since, Garf stopped saying he was going to enter the tomb. He’d said he
was going to liberate the Sanctuary by his own hand and show Grandmother
and the others the outside world.”
From Frederica’s lonely words, Subaru realized a truth that she herself
had not.
Frederica had departed the Sanctuary in order to build a new home in
anticipation of the day liberation would come. She was waiting. —Waiting
for the time when Garfiel would free the people of the Sanctuary.
Frederica had ventured to the outside world to support the hope her
younger brother once embraced—
And yet, that hope had been dashed midway, and now Garfiel took great
pains to protect the Sanctuary.
So that’s what it was. This was the true motive behind Garfiel’s actions.
Grieving for a future he could no longer see, he protected the present instead.
This explained the apparent contradictions in his actions to date.
“—Master Subaru, I ask that you somehow take good care of my uncouth
younger brother.”
“…Even if you say that to me, there’s not much I can do.”
As Subaru sank into thought, Frederica bent deeply at the hip as she made
her request. Subaru was at a loss for how to respond. But Frederica slowly
shook her head side to side and smiled.
Making no attempts to hide her mouth and leaving her sharp fangs on
display, her beaming face was beautiful enough to captivate him—
“Master Subaru, the reason I ask is because I now believe you are up to

the task. I will have you know, I have some confidence in my ability to read
people.”
Frederica’s statement, somehow coming off as playful, made Subaru avert
his gaze. He wanted to answer her expectations. But could he really say he
was prepared to fulfill them this time around?
It was because he had no such conviction that Subaru could not bear to
meet her gaze and hesitated in his reply.
“I humbly ask that you take good care of my younger brother.”
Even so, it was this Subaru with whom Frederica spoke once more,
repeating her request with a smile still on her face.
“Master Subaru, please allow me to take Rem. Your arms must be at their
limits?”
“…Yeah, actually I’ve been really been pushing it. It’s not like I can
afford to just drop her, after all.”
Frederica opened her arms, which also signaled the end of the
conversation. Indulging in her benevolence, Subaru handed over the sleeping
Rem. He had heard once unconscious people were supposed to be far harder
to lift than anyone who was awake, but her body didn’t feel heavy to him. It
was as if having her name and memory stolen away had left her diluted,
almost like she was going to fade away.
“ ”
When Frederica’s arms embraced Rem, he brushed aside the slumbering
girl’s hair, burning her face into his eyes, as if this would ensure his hope, his
vow they would be reunited might reach her even as she dreamed.
“—Have you already thought of a method to find Lady Beatrice?”
If there was any time to spare, he’d have spent all of it caressing Rem like
that. As if to discard that lingering regret, Frederica asked Subaru, who was
staying behind in the mansion, about what his next move would be.
How did he plan to find Beatrice, presumably in the archive of forbidden
books even at that very moment, and bring her out with him?
“If she really wants to hide, there’s no way I’ll find her no matter what
plan I come up with.”
“Then what shall you do? It is necessary for Master Subaru to meet with
Lady Beatrice, after all.”
“I told you. That’s if she really wants to hide.”
As Subaru repeated himself, the Frederica’s arched in doubt. Faced with

her questioning gaze, Subaru finally pulled his fingers away from Rem and
turned back toward the palatial building.
It was a big, overly broad manor. Beatrice had as many hiding places as it
had doors. But—
“There’s no one who plays hide-and-seek who doesn’t wanna be found. I
always find her because she’s hiding with the hope that someone will find
her.”
And it was probably that single loophole that tied Subaru and Beatrice
together.
“Take care of Rem, Petra, Patlash, and yourself too, okay?”
With that, Subaru bid Frederica farewell one last time. In response,
Frederica, with Rem still in her arms, bowed respectfully.
The instant he touched the doorknob, Subaru wore a pained smile as he had
the sense that he’d grasped “correctly.”
After all, once seeing Frederica and company off, he returned to the
mansion, did a few light stretches, and walked off to search for Beatrice,
whereupon the first door he selected was a bingo.
If the words he had exchanged with Frederica at the entrance were true,
this game of hide-and-seek was rigged.
To begin with, the timing of just when she began that game of hide-and-
seek would greatly alter how he interpreted this series of events.
To find out for certain, Subaru took a breath and twisted the doorknob—
“—You finally showed up, I suppose?”
Alongside that single phrase greeting came a current of air mixed with the
unmistakable musk of old books.
That unsociable tone of voice, that grumpy way of speaking—hearing that
Subaru instinctually release the tension in his shoulders. The worries that
hounded him just moments before, the travails he had endured up to that
point—for a brief moment, he was able to forgot them as he raised a hand in
greeting.
“Heya, Beako. Haven’t seen your face in a while, but you haven’t
changed one bit.”

“It has only been three days, and yet somehow the way your flippant
tongue irritates me has not changed at all, either.”
It was the mistress of the archive of forbidden books and its rows of
bookshelves who responded. At the center of the room, surrounded by those
old books, a young girl was sitting on a wooden stool with her cheek resting
upon her palm—Beatrice.
While gazing at her, Subaru abruptly realized that she was always sitting
on that stool. The Archive had proper desks and tables. And yet, she was
always there, ready to receive guests.
That was how she was when Subaru first met her, and the numerous,
many times Subaru had visited since—
“…Could you cease and desist with that unpleasant gaze, I wonder? There
is no reason for you to look at Betty with such eyes.”
“If you’re talking about my mean mug, then unfortunately the same one I
was born with. I hate to admit that, but I’ve got no intention of getting a
replacement now. Putting that aside… I came here today with a different
reason in mind than all the other times before.”
Subaru’s words heavily implied the reams of information he’d gained
about Beatrice during that loop. And it was she herself who had told Subaru
that if he wanted to understand, he ought to change places and obtain that
knowledge in the Sanctuary.
In fact, Subaru had learned why Beatrice continued to obsess over the
archive of forbidden books and about the magical tome she possessed. He
would not claim that he had discovered everything there was to know about
her. But it was still enough to be a thread he could follow.
Subaru’s gaze, imbued with determination, made Beatrice’s cheeks stiffen
slightly.
“…In the Sanctuary, did you find out, I wonder?”
“If you’re asking just how much I know, that’s hard to say. I learned a bit,
but definitely not everything. I’m using the power of guesswork to fill in the
parts I don’t have.”
“Then do as you please… It is an ironic idea either way, I suppose.”
She let out a sigh, and right after, Beatrice’s expression abruptly relaxed.
When she took off her mask of obstinacy, what rested beneath was the
gentle, charming smile she was born with and a forlorn blue glimmer in her
eyes—the sight unwittingly left Subaru at a loss for words.

Her fleeting, fragile beauty left him unable to draw in his breath. That
charming smile was just too lonely—
“The long, long pact is coming to an end. —This time, the end of the end
shall come to an end, and Betty can finally be freed from stagnation. Though
I must say—”
Cutting off her words there, Beatrice’s eyes narrowed teasingly as she
continued, “…For Betty, having you be the one to do it is an exceptionally
ironic conclusion, I suppose?”
Mesmerized by her words and her charming smile, Subaru blinked hard for a
moment to regain his bearings.
“Ironic…ironic, huh? I guess being able to talk like you know it all is
another benefit of your precious book?”
Beatrice’s charming smile and the annoyance he felt made Subaru a tiny
bit aggressive.
When he sent a glance her way, Beatrice sighed deeply and sent a hand
behind her stool, and from there, pulled out a single tome—a black-bound
book of knowledge—and held it against her chest.
Such a book of prophecies recorded the possessor’s future and guided that
possessor to a better path—Beatrice’s fingers grasped this book, what
Roswaal had described as falling somewhere short of a truly complete
product.
Indeed, the girl had said to him that her actions to date had been in
accordance to what was written in that book.
Having saved Subaru, smiling with him in the mansion, stubbornly
continuing to say this was her own place—everything was as recorded in the
book. However—
“If everything was according to the book, your own will had nothing to do
with it. That’s what you’re saying, right?”
“…So many questions. If you know about this book, no explanation
should be necessary.”
“I told you, I’m filling in the gaps with guesswork. You and Roswaal hide
way too much stuff. That’s why it’s been such a pain in the rear to bring you

out of here.”
“Bring me out…?”
Beatrice’s murmur bore the echo of her having heard an unexpected
phrase. Receiving this, Subaru said, “That’s right, I’ve come to bring you out
of this archive of forbidden books. We can call it a temporary evacuation
but…if I’m being honest, I don’t wanna bring you back here. This place, it’s
unhealthy.”
“Wh…what do you think you are saying, I wonder? Bring me out of here?
What self-serving…!”
“Your face says this wasn’t what you had in mind. Isn’t everything I do
written in that book of yours?”
Pointing at the book, Subaru posed the question to the unnerved Beatrice.
His assertion sent the girl’s face flying into shock, her fingers trembling as
she opened the book and flipped through its pages.
As if clinging to the book, as if trying to reel the future in, her big eyes
were filled with gloom as she flipped the pages.
“Why…?”
The girl’s attitude toward the conduct Subaru himself had pointed out
rubbed him in a very bad way. Perhaps it was irrational of him. And yet, a
smudge of anger welled up within his chest.
In the blink of an eye, the instantaneous relief he felt when he got his wish
for a reunion with Beatrice was blotted out.
“Why are you clinging to that book? That’s not something you need to
do.”
“ ”
Subaru suppressed his anger at the feeble gesture and murmured. During
that time, Beatrice was desperately flipping the pages, her eyes running
through the book in search of salvation.
She looked so very frail. She was always full of confidence, sitting
haughtily upon her stool, greeting Subaru as if he was nothing but trouble,
grudgingly lending him her aid—
Was that not the librarian of the archive of forbidden books, Beatrice, who
Subaru Natsuki believed in?
“You’re right here in front of my eyes. —When I’m talking to you, look
at my eyes, not the book, damn it!”

“—Ah.”
Stomping his feet, Subaru stood in front of Beatrice. When his shadow
was cast over the open book, Beatrice looked up, realizing for the first time
that Subaru was standing right next to her.
Subaru felt anger at the sight of himself reflected in her pupils. He had the
face of a child abandoned by his parents. It was both Subaru and the actions
of the girl bound by the book that had left him with that expression.
If that pensive face, that sullen face, that frail, fleeting face, if any and all
of those things had been recorded in the book, then where was the girl Subaru
had been meeting until now?
—What face did the girl named Beatrice truly make?
“Gimme that—!”
“Ah…!”
Extending his arm, he seized the magic tome Beatrice was clutching by
force. Instantly, she attempted to resist, but her trembling fingers had no
strength in them, and Subaru easily tore the book away from her.
It was lighter than he had expected. That fact, too, irritated him. A single
tome this light had cast such a dark shadow over Beatrice’s entire way of
life? Just how much power did the notations within possess?
And how much of Beatrice’s actions, words, emotions, were all done
according to the book—
“—Eh?”
Grasping the book he had torn away, he violently flipped the pages with
his fingers. His eyes ran across the contents to read what was written therein.
In so doing, he meant to discover Beatrice’s true thoughts.
And yet, Subaru gazed in blank astonishment as his eyes leaped across the
book’s interior.
There was nothing written on the page he had opened. He flipped the
page. There was nothing on the back side, either. He flipped the page. Flip.
Flip. Flip, flip, flip as he might…
There was not a single sentence or even a single character on so much as a
single page. It was blank pages with nothing written on them over and over—
“—It has been like that for a long time now.”
Addressing the bewildered Subaru, whose eyes were bulging in surprise,
Beatrice murmured almost as if uttering a soliloquy. With the book stolen

from her two hands, the girl used them to cover her face instead, so that
Subaru would not see the expression now resting upon it.
With nothing more than a broken voice, she put her withered emotions to
her tongue and continued.
“It has been many years since that book has shown Betty’s future…”
Pulling her knees close, Beatrice curled up and shrank atop of the stool.
Realizing that was a posture that would not yield to interference, Subaru
endured his impatience and waited for her next words.
From this halting silence, Beatrice began her confession with a lecture on
her duties as a librarian.
It was a lecture about the true nature of the archive of forbidden books
and unraveled the history behind it.
“The role granted to Betty is to maintain and preserve this archive of
knowledge, to continue and protect this place until the time we shall someday
be reunited… I suppose?”
“Archive of knowledge…”
Standing up, Subaru surveyed the array of bookshelves that entombed the
room. His legs had brought him to this place many times over, and a great
many times his eyes had perused a number of the books found within. It was
from this that Subaru knew that the archive contained a huge variety of
books, including texts that even he could understand and most likely various
types containing forbidden knowledge as well.
This collection was impossibly vast, lacking rhyme or reason, almost as if
books of any and every type had been stuffed into the place.
“It was established by someone who loved storing knowledge above all
else.”
The murmur was full of fondness, of cherishing, of yearning.
It was those words trickling out of Beatrice that made the image of
someone Subaru knew float up into his mind.
“…I had a vague suspicion…ever since I found out that Roswaal was
connected to that Witch.”
The first clue was the administration of the Sanctuary, passed down
through the Roswaal family generation after generation. Roswaal had said
this was a role entrusted to them by the Witch. Based on his extraordinary
obsession with the Witch and his behavior to date, Subaru had somehow
managed to guess.

There was a spirit in that very Roswaal’s mansion, one who had come to
dwell there long ago. There was no pact between Roswaal and this spirit.
This, too, was something Roswaal had openly declared.
Who, then, had been at that mansion and made a contract with the spirit to
protect the archive of forbidden books?
“Beatrice. You’re—Echidna’s contracted spirit.”
“ ”
The breath that trickled out of her was reply enough. That small thing was
sufficient to know what rested within her heart.
Beatrice was a spirit contracted to Echidna the Witch. It was Beatrice’s
duty to serve as guardian of the essence of knowledge of the Witch who
styled herself as greed for knowledge incarnate, craving to know all there was
to know in the world.
Perhaps she had granted the girl her book of knowledge as a reward or as
a tool necessary for her duties. Even if that was so, it had already ceased to
function—
“…You said earlier that the book’s been blank for years now?”
“It is the truth.”
“It’s not like I’m doubting you. Actually, I really am doubting you. I
mean, come on. If not, you… Without anything being even written in that
book…”
—For that meant she had granted Subaru her aid several times over…of
her own free will.
“ ”
The confirmation that he could not put into words was the greatest hope
Subaru had discovered in that entire loop.
Previously, he had begun that loop with the knowledge that Beatrice
possessed that magic tome. When she told Subaru that all her actions to date
were simply what was recorded in that book, it had been a heavy blow to
him.
He had known Beatrice for scarcely two months—but during those two
months, Subaru had talked with her many times, they had been involved in
many events, and sometimes they had laughed together.
When he was told that had all been a sham, it had been a time of agony
and disbelief—but he had checked the magic tome of blank pages because
he’d suspected it would confirm his suspicions.

By healing the gut wound he had received in the royal capital, by letting
Subaru be close to her when the tragedy at the mansion drove nails into his
heart, by cooperating with the investigation into the cause of his curse—
Beatrice had saved Subaru many times over.
He believed that all that was unrelated to what was written in the book,
and so, too, the days of fun they had spent thereafter—
“Without any relation to the book, you…”
“—Did I not tell you last time, I wonder?”
As Subaru’s voice broached the subject of gentler things, seemingly
clinging to hope, Beatrice interrupted.
Her voice did not tremble. In front of Subaru, his breath catching as she
interrupted him, Beatrice slowly lowered the hands covering her face—and
what emerged was emotionless, like a Noh mask.
Her face, unfeeling like something completely artificial, made Subaru
shudder, gripped by a strange sensation. For some reason, the impression she
gave off at that moment was like the Ryuzu replicas—the same as that of a
copy.
As Subaru’s lips twisted in horror, Beatrice remained expressionless as
she continued.
“Someday, That Person will come to the archive. Betty was told her duty
is to wait until then.”
“…!! For That Person you said?”
The term that suddenly leaped into his eardrums made Subaru open his
eyes wide in astonishment. That Person, the words Subaru had heard several
times over during that loop—Roswaal had told him to say those words to
Beatrice, as if it was a deeply suggestive term.
Having missed his opportunities to say it himself to Beatrice, some twist
of fate had made him hear those words from Beatrice herself, leaving Subaru
bewildered.
Beatrice, interpreting his confusion as a sign that he simply didn’t know
what she meant, explained further.
“It is as I said. Betty is to continue to protect the archive of forbidden
books until That Person appears. It is Betty’s duty to protect the stored
knowledge so it may be handed to That Person, I suppose.”
The complicated emotions with which Betty spoke of That Person stabbed
him in the chest. The tone of her voice was complex, at once full of

loveliness, hatred, impatience, resentment, and exhaustion.
Those reverberations made Subaru stuff his heart full of hateful words
toward Roswaal, who had so lightly told Subaru to bring up That Person to
her.
And more than that, he could not fail to sense an ominous disquiet in
Beatrice’s demeanor.
“Someday, someone will fulfill the promise of the archive of forbidden
books. Betty has always awaited the day That Person would arrive as written
in the book.”
“Wait, Beatrice. Calm down a little. You and I are both too worked up.
Let’s calm down a bit, and—”
“But That Person never came. Nor will the book say who That Person is.
And so time has passed, and so too much time has passed, and that is why…”
He couldn’t let her say any more. Even though he was certain of this, the
words refused to come out.
What should he say that she might not speak the words? If he said the
wrong thing, there would be no stopping her. He didn’t know what the
correct answer was. Hence, all that trickled out was a broken breath.
“I do not care if you are not That Person. I shall bear it if it must be you.
—Are you the one who shall end Betty, who shall bring an end to the pact,
who shall take this life, I wonder?”
This was Beatrice’s desire. Her earnest wish was for a way to end the end
of the end.
“ ”
Subaru could not pull his look away from those eyes brimming with
sorrow.
Beatrice’s greatest wish slid into his eardrums, but its contents would not
sink into his head. —No, it was not that they couldn’t enter. His brain was
merely rejecting them, doing everything it could to prevent him from
understanding.
But even so, he did comprehend. It was conveyed to him. The eyes, the
voice, the thoughts of the girl before him were screaming it at him.
—Her desire to end the end of the end at the far side of a very long pact.
“You’re saying…because of that you…want to die?…”
“Strictly speaking, it is different from ‘wanting to die.’ Betty desires the
end of the pact. Perhaps desires freedom from the pact to which she has been

eternally bound.”
“If the only way to do that is taking your life, how is that different from
wanting to die?!!”
Subaru wrung his voice out at the girl who refused to understand. He was
shouting in anger. He slammed the magic tome in his grasp onto the floor.
Just like that, the blow unraveled the old tome. Its blank pages fluttered and
danced within the archive.
Blank pages scattered, flitting back and forth in the space between Subaru
and Beatrice. Sweeping them away with an arm, he howled.
“You wanna die? Cut the crap! Saying you wanna die… Even if others
would let you say it, I… That’s the one thing I won’t let anyone say in front
of me!”
If you died, your life could not be brought back. That was an iron rule.
That alone was absolutely inviolable.
Only Subaru Natsuki was different. That was why there was value in him
and him alone casting away his life. Even if he died, it had meaning,
something he had been able to demonstrate with tangible proof.
Beatrice was different. Everyone else was different. This was something
he absolutely could not allow.
“That is a very self-serving thing of you to say. —What do you
understand about Betty, I wonder?”
However, her reply to his irritation was so very cold, as sharp as any
blade.
Spreading her skirt, Beatrice set her feet onto the stool and hopped onto
the floor. Then she gestured toward the archive with a hand.
“Betty has spent many years here, obeying the pact…four hundred years.”
“Four hundred years…”
That phrase again, thought Subaru, grimacing. He felt tempted to click
his tongue.
Many of that world’s important historical events were clumped up
together four hundred years prior. That had been the era of the Witch, the end
of destruction and the beginning of prosperity, the patronage of the kingdom,
the contempt for half-demons—it was an abominable era that was responsible
for the fates of so many.
Beatrice, too, was born in that era and had lived since then until the
present day.

“Obeying the pact, I lived under the same roof as the Mathers family, who
stood in the same position as I, spending my days in accordance to what was
written in the magic tome. I would hardly consider those first several decades
to be suffering at all, I suppose.”
Subaru felt a chill as he listened to her voice and the grandness of the
details she spoke of.
“But even during that time, the world shifted. The first Roswaal that Betty
knew passed away, and the next generation inherited the duty. Betty has been
watching this act of replacement the whole time.”
The girl explained calmly. This reflected the blandness of the passage of
time, the frayed nature of the reality she had experienced.
“I waited day after day for That Person who was supposed to come
someday…but was I at all anxious, I wonder? After all, Betty had the book.
As long as she trusted and waited, as long as there were amended pages, then
surely, one day.”
“But that’s…”
The remains of the magic tome were scattered all over the floor. Subaru
knew that from Beatrice’s perspective what was written on those blank pages
was very cruel indeed. To Beatrice, that whiteness denoted despair.
At some point, the book of knowledge, which to her was a symbol of hope
—
“No matter how many times I checked each and every day, there was no
change in the text… The span of time until I became certain was incredibly
trying.”
“ ”
“I have seen the revision to the final page in my dreams over and over.
Perhaps I continued to yearn for That Person, who I did not know, face
unknown to me, opening the door so that I might receive the blessing of a
duty fulfilled.”
“…Beatrice.”
“Each time someone’s hand reached for that door, Betty’s heart was
betrayed.”
In other words, whenever someone had opened the door, entering the
archive of forbidden books, yet was not That Person.
Subaru was probably included as one of those who disappointed her with
every visit. Beatrice’s despair only ever continued to piled higher countless

times. Subaru had only added to the wounds she carried within her.
—Wounds he had unreservedly, rudely, thoughtlessly gouged into her,
over and over, never healed and were still oozing blood.
“As I spent my time like that, I realized… No, perhaps I knew it all
along?”
“Realized what?”
Knowing of her suffering, knowing that he had added to her wounds, his
voice trembled.
And as his own sins tore at his chest, Beatrice softly smiled.
It was a forlorn, frail smile, just like when she had stated she wanted
someone to end it all.
“—When no more is written in the book, it means that the owner’s future
has come to an end.”
“You’re wrong…!”
The fitful denial that flew out never reached Beatrice. It simply bounced
right off her immovable, resigned heart. A baseless emotional argument was
not what she sought. She wasn’t looking for someone to console her either.
The answer to her question had already come out from inside her. Out it
came, into the open.
“Why…do you have to…?!”
Even so, Subaru’s emotions would not permit it. He refuted Beatrice’s
surrender, her desire for death.
“So you came to a conclusion all by yourself!! This is what happens to
everyone when they’re worried and mull things over all by their lonesome!
That’s when things go in bad directions, just like this! You start thinking,
This is the only way, and you agonize over that thought… That’s when you
think the only road in front of you is the worst one possible!”
Because he was Subaru, someone who’d railed against his own
powerlessness as he threw himself against hardship over and over, he
understood.
A senseless destiny pushed people into isolation. And with the
compulsion to continue to stand and face it alone, black fingers would
entwine around any heart fighting that lonely battle.
But that was a rule that didn’t need to be followed. He wanted to convey
that to her.
If only he could return to Beatrice the power of the similar words she had

once spoken to him, Subaru could—
“If what you want is someone to do something to help, say it so people
can understand. One sentence is enough. Say that you’re sad. Say that you
want help. If you can say that…even I…!”
If she did that, surely she would notice. —There was no need to give up at
all.
“A whole bunch of times, you… That’s why this time I’ll…!”
“…Do something to help?”
“That’s it… Call out for help, just like that.”
“Do something to help…”
“That’s it! That’s it, that’s it, that’s it! If you say that and reach out with
your hand…”
“Betty, wants to be saved from this…sadness, this suffering…this
darkness…”
“Yeah, leave it to me. I’ll—”
Her tiny, shaking fingers reached out toward Subaru. He reached a hand
out toward hers.
His blood was rushing to his head. That moment, all he wanted to do was
to embrace the girl before his eyes, to shower her with kindness. That
moment, Subaru had completely forgotten the reason he came for a visit to
begin with.
But that was for the best. Thanks to that, he had discovered this girl
tormented by loneliness. Then and there, Subaru was being driven solely by
the burning sense of duty residing in his chest.
If he took her hand, Subaru would be accepting another weighty burden.
He didn’t care. Beatrice was someone he could not abandon to begin with.
All he had done was confirm that in his heart.
His soul was shouting as loud as it could. And Subaru simply obeyed its
call.
Save her. Rescue her. After all, that girl is to you.
“Is that why…?”
The fingers she had stretched out indeed reached Subaru’s own.
He grabbed hold of her frail, trembling fingers, strongly joining their
hands so that neither could let go. He looked into Beatrice’s eyes, unsure if
he should smile or send a nod her way instead.
Her blue eyes were filled with a great many tears—

“—Betty wants you to kill her, I wonder?”
—She flung Subaru’s hand aside. The salvation she sought was nothing so
cheap.
“—Ah.”
His hand cast aside, his fingers grasping nothing at all. The rejection made
his heart go numb.
He could not raise his voice to ask, Why? Beatrice’s eyes would not let
him.
“ ”
It was too late for that. Those eyes were filled with too much despair—
with too much that could not be undone.
“I have spent four hundred years…always here alone.”
“B-Beatri…”
“I continued protecting this place always alone, while That Person who’s
certain arrival never came, I suppose.”
He could not look away from Beatrice’s two eyes.
He called out her name. But the current Subaru hesitated to do even that.
“I do not know how many times I thought of throwing it all away. I do not
know how many times I wished I could forget everything. A hundred times, a
thousand, ten thousand, a hundred million, and still it was not enough…”
In that dimly lit room, Beatrice had spent a very, very long time steeped in
loneliness.
Holding her knees, sitting on top of that stool, she had continued to cling
to hope and despair for someone whose name she knew not.
Just how many times had loneliness killed this girl’s heart?
“You want to save me…? You want to do something to help me…?”
“—Ah.”
“Just how many times do you think Betty has asked exactly that? Did you
think Betty simply gave up, not once thinking of such a thing, I wonder?”
The words were halting, but they were imbued with steadily increasing
heat. Her eyes held an intensity light.
Anger, disappointment, sadness, dejection—Subaru didn’t see any of that.
It was simply the glimmer of her tears.
“Are you saying that if I reached out with a hand, you would pull Betty
out of this darkness that has no end in sight? Are you saying that you would

teach me the correct answer for this never-ending blind alley, I wonder?”
“ ”
“If you were going to do that…then why…then why…?”
As Beatrice lowered her face, she breathed in, leaving a brief pause in
time.
This was the final opportunity, the only moment left where he could get a
word in. It was that or nothing.
And yet, Subaru hesitated out of fear. Afraid of hurting her, he said
nothing.
Beatrice lifted her face. She was glaring at him. She opened her mouth,
baring her teeth—
“—Why did you leave Betty alone for four hundred years?!”
“ !”
“I was alone! Always! Always, always, always, Betty was here alone! I
was lonely! I was scared! I felt abandoned; I felt like I could not fulfill the
single duty assigned to me, uphold the promise I made… I thought I was
going to be alone here forever!!”
Tears spilled out, coursing down from Beatrice’s large eyes.
Passing over her cheeks, a deluge of sorrow fell from her chin onto the
floor. As her searing tears struck the floor, Subaru’s heart was struck by an
incredible blow, cracking and smashing it to pieces.
“You came to save me?! You came to rescue me?! Why didn’t you come
sooner?! Why didn’t you embrace me from the beginning?! Why?! Why did
you leave Betty by herself?!”
Her words became a blade, became fire, became steel, wounding Subaru’s
heart one after the next. In various forms, in various meanings, she tormented
Subaru with every suffering she had endured.
And Beatrice was only showering him with the tip of the iceberg of four
hundred years’ worth of pain.
Just how much did the words of someone like Subaru Natsuki ring true
compared to Beatrice’s four centuries of isolation?
“Words, like, save me, do something to help me…! Over four centuries,
have I not exhausted such pleas long ago, I wonder…?”
“ ”
“It is not as if no one came during those four hundred years. Among them
were humans who attempted to bring Betty out. They sought Betty’s power

as a high-ranking spirit…”
“D-don’t lump me in with people like that! All I want is to—”
“It has nothing to do with Betty’s power. You merely wish to save the
person before your eyes… Did I claim there were no naive sorts like you
among them, I wonder?”
“A…uu…”
“But they did not bring Betty out. Of course not.”
After all, Beatrice continued her words, making a very forlorn smile as
she said,
“Half-hearted resolve cannot erase the pact that binds Betty. It is
impossible for mere humans.”
“What should I…?”
“—Make Betty number one.”
The words tossed his way were so very quiet and yet so very sharp.
Subaru felt like fine needles had been thrust through his eardrums,
sending a blow shooting right through him.
“Make, Betty your number one. Think of Betty first. Choose Betty first.
Overwrite the pact. Blot out the pact. Bring me out of here. Draw me to you.
Embrace me.”
“ ”
“That is absolutely impossible for you, I suppose?”
Beatrice’s sincere, earnest plea was enough to clamp down on his heart.
The request was unspeakably heavy, one that did not permit a thoughtless
nod.
“Your number one has been long decided. Therefore, you cannot save
Betty.”
Emilia was inside him. Rem was inside him. Both were inside him.
Betty’s words were clear.
When he thought of both of them, Subaru’s heart leaped and grew hot.
This was the answer carved upon his soul.
Beatrice’s words were the truth. It was probably beyond Subaru to make
Betty his number one priority.
“That is why I wish you to destroy Betty…the worthless girl who desires
to destroy her pact, to turn her back on her duty as a spirit, who has
accomplished nothing and no one for four hundred years.”
“That’s…how important the pact is to you? If you don’t like it, if you

want to stop, why don’t you just stop, then? If it’s not something you do out
of your own will whatsoever, then—”
“—Is it not the one thing that gives Betty’s life meaning, I wonder?”
Subaru couldn’t find an answer for that. Instead, Subaru posed a different
question, and in so doing, he committed a base sin.
Instantly, despair filled Beatrice’s eyes as she stated her words in a thin
voice.
“Betty is a spirit who lives for the sake of this pact. It was the first role I
was granted in this life. Selfishly cast this aside and live… That is what you
are telling me to do?”
“It’s not selfish at all, damn it! You’ve already hung in there for four
centuries!! Who’d blame you after you protected a single promise for all that
time! Who could?! You’ve done enough…”
“No one would blame? That is not so… Betty would! Betty absolutely
cannot permit it! Beatrice the spirit cannot permit such a haphazard way of
life!!”
Stepping forward with a trembling foot, Subaru attempted to grasp the
little girl’s shoulder. But Beatrice angrily rebuffed his attempt, thrusting his
touch aside and putting distance between them.
He stepped back and coughed. He felt weak. What meaning was there in
having a voice if it could not reach her?
“ ”
She was glaring at him. Her eyes were filled with tears. Biting her lip, she
grasped the hem of her skirt.
She’s far too small, he thought.
How could everyone have abandoned this little girl for all that time?
“You… are not That Person spoken of in the pact, I suppose…”
“ ”
“But would you become That Person? Would you make Betty your
number one?”
Subaru had no words.
This was not something he could easily agree to nor could he impulsively
refute her words.
He could not heal Beatrice’s loneliness. Four centuries were too much for
his mind to even grasp. Unless he spent an equal amount of time alone, there
was no way to truly learn what was in her heart—

“Betty knows best of all that there is nothing you can do.”
“Beatrice…”
“Therefore, kill Betty by your own hand. Suicide is the same as violating
the pact. Is it something a spirit absolutely cannot do, I suppose. I cannot
even choose to die by myself.”
“Why me…?”
Beatrice stretched both arms toward him in an earnest plea.
Unable to look directly at the hands she haltingly stretched forth, Subaru
covered his face with both of his own.
“Why are you entrusting me with your final—your four centuries’ final
end…?”
“Why…I wonder?”
They were tearful words. They were words making excuses, evasive
words merely spoken to block things he disliked out of his ears.
Beatrice did not scorn Subaru for his cowardice. She simply sighed.
Then, after a momentary pause, she slowly nodded and said, “—Ahhh, I
understand now. Betty is probably entrusting you with her final moment
because…”
Once he heard the answer, there was no going back. —He was certain of
it.
And yet, his decision came too late. He had realized too late. It was too
late for everything.
“—Sorry to intrude mid-conversation, but…”
A voice he should not have heard spoke. Hastened by a terrible chill,
Subaru flipped around.
Then he saw her.
“—Is it all right if I become That Person for you, I wonder?”
Carrying a black curved blade in her hand—a kukri knife—the black-
clothed Bowel Hunter stood at the archive’s entrance.

5
To Subaru, the voice of the woman he heard behind him was the backing
track to his very first death.
Since being summoned to that other world, Subaru had experienced a
great many perils, sometimes losing his life to them, but that black-clothed
woman’s existence remained a symbol of death to him nonetheless.
Wearing a black mantle, clad in an outfit unsparingly exposing her
curvaceous physique, her black hair, as rare in that world as Subaru’s own,
tied in a triple knot, the woman had a lustrous, sensuous beauty to her that far
exceeded the norm.
—There stood Elsa Gramhilde, aka the “Bowel Hunter.”
“—Oh my, so you were here, too. So tell me, how did your body fare after
that? Did the insides of your belly get all prettied up again?”
Noticing Subaru, frozen from shock, Elsa slightly opened her eyes wider
and tilted her head, almost like greeting an old friend.
She posed that question, but from the beginning, she had not come in
order to hold a conversation. Speaking and acting in ways no normal person
could understand, the person before his eyes, speaking things like that as if
they made perfect sense, was a dyed-in-the-wool madwoman.
“—Whose permission did you obtain to step into this archive, I wonder?”
As Subaru stood rooted to the spot, a voice abruptly slipped past his flank,
aiming the question directly at Elsa.
It was Beatrice, with cold hostility trained upon the insolent intruder. Her
posture remained the same as when she had confronted Subaru earlier, but
she was glaring at the trespasser without the slightest hint of tears on her face.
Elsa responded to the girl’s question while slowly stroking her own long
hair.
“It wasn’t locked, so all I did was open the door and come in. If you want
to have an important conversation, I think you really should remember to
lock the door first…”
“Such a frivolous reply… This is Betty’s archive of forbidden books.
None may enter without permission.”
“Ahhh, that is what you mean. It is quite simple, really.”

When Beatrice questioned her further, Elsa nodded as if finally
understanding the meaning of the question. Then she indicated the still-open
door with her hand as she explained.
“Your magic to isolate a space…it uses doors as catalysts, yes? Now-lost
Dark magic that links doors to other doors, was it?”
“…That is correct, I suppose. But just because you know that…”
“Oh my, once you understand that, it’s quite simple. When facing magic
that affects closed doors…as long as I go ahead and open every last door, I
eliminate all your options, don’t I?”
“—?!”
Elsa indicated a very simple method indeed for breaking Beatrice’s
Passage spell. Those words made Beatrice eyes go wide, unshakable proof
that this was the correct answer.
Simultaneously, Subaru realized that this was the reason for the
inexplicable sight he saw earlier in the loop—when he discovered all the
doors in the mansion flung open.
That was not a ransacking—a violent means of searching every nook and
cranny for people within the mansion—but the vestiges of a search
completely and solely devoted to finding Beatrice.
“I told you, yes? It’s a very simple matter. It did take a little time, so I’m
rather relieved to have finally found you. —I’m truly glad to have reached
you before Meili returns from the village.”
“—Village? You said ‘village’ just now?”
As Elsa patted her chest in relief, words rolled out of her mouth that
Subaru could not ignore.
She said “village” and a person’s name. Meili—Subaru remembered that
name. He was sure it was the same name Elsa had mentioned when appearing
at the mansion on a previous run.
Considering the situation, it was probably the Beast Master attacking the
mansion with her at the time—
“What’s that Beast Master doing at the village…?!”
“Well, of course she went there; her targets fled into the village after all.
When you’re hired to do something, it’s only right and proper that you do
your utmost to achieve optimal results, yes? So we divided our labor.”
“Div…ided…?”
“You may have the advantage in quantity, but I have the advantage in

quality. Most of all, I have been granted an opportunity to open a spirit’s
belly. I’ve always wanted to try that.”
As she spoke, Elsa licked her lips. Taking in the meaning of her words,
Subaru felt the fact that his judgment had been fundamentally mistaken
plunging into him like a stake.
His plan to have Rem, Petra, and Frederica take shelter in the village had
failed.
Now he knew that Elsa and her allies would continue chasing after their
targets even if they were no longer at the mansion. No matter how soon
Subaru acted, the scent of blood would be invariably reach the archive of
forbidden books, just like this—
“—Shielding this child, are you?”
“Damn right.”
Changing where he stood, Subaru stood right in front of Elsa, as if to
shield Beatrice behind his back. If Elsa’s target was Beatrice, there was no
way he could allow that wicked blade to reach her.
Besides, he couldn’t leave the village as it was, either. The Beast Master
was doing something at the village. If he raced there that very moment… No,
idiot! The enemy’s standing right in front of you… But over there, death was
closing in on the village, on Rem—
“…For you to do such a thing, preoccupied as you are with idle thoughts,
is nothing but a nuisance. If you will not do it, does Betty really mind if it
comes by her hand, I wonder?”
“Shut the hell up. I told you what my answer is. I’m dragging you out of
here.”
“More importantly, how about the two of you spend your final moments
together, exposing your bellies to me like good, obedient children?”
With despair written all over Beatrice’s downcast face, Subaru made an
urgent plea to her. Elsa offered a totally unwelcome suggestion, but he had no
time to deal with that.
He inched back, moving toward Beatrice. Simultaneously, Elsa advanced.
His brow steadily grew hotter, the heat increasing gradually like the
quickening beats of his heart—
“You get along so well. I’m so jealous. —I’ll make sure to pose you side
by side like little angels.”
Elsa stretched a thin smile over her lips, and the next instant, she lowered

her stance and shot forward like an arrow. Using the momentum, she moved
toward the pair in the archive of forbidden books with her first step; by the
second step, she was already closing the gap in the blink of an eye; and by
step three—
“—!”
His eyes could not keep up with her speed. Subaru’s thoughts coalesced
into an instant decision even faster than that. He’d decided that if he met Elsa,
he had to use it. Once again, he chose to use—
“Sha— “—Shamak!””
—With simultaneous chants, darkness suddenly sprung out of the thin air.
Ceaselessly pouring out, the shadowy murk swept across the archive,
obscuring everything in a field of incomprehension. The bookshelves, the
stool, and the onrushing butcher were no exception.
If exceptions had to be named, they would be—
“—! Come on, Beatrice!”
Instantly, Subaru, an exception to the magic’s effects, clenched his teeth
as he grasped the arm of the girl who had been chanting—Beatrice—
sweeping her light body into his arms as he ran straight ahead. There was
darkness woven by magic before his eyes. However, he leaped into the gap
on the left that he had intentionally created—slipping past the butcher.
He’d already confirmed that Shamak was effective on Elsa. With Elsa
trapped for the moment in a sea of incomprehension, he left her behind as he
fled out of the butcher’s range as fast as he could.
“…Let go of me.”
“Just be quiet! If you seriously wanted me to, you wouldn’t have done
that!”
As he held Beatrice in his arms, he smothered her words of rejection from
above.
Subaru had tried to abuse his incomplete Gate to chant a spell to drive
Elsa off. It was Beatrice who had interrupted midway, activating her spell on
a scale incomparable to what Subaru was capable of.
With the same tongue that had said, “I want to die; leave me be,” she had
taken action so that someone might live. He wondered exactly who the chant
was meant to keep alive—
“ ”
As Subaru ran with her in his arms, Beatrice’s hands firmly grasped

Subaru’s clothing over his chest. Seeing this in the corners of his eyes,
Subaru said nothing. He did not press the point.
For in that moment, he thought, it was enough.
“Beatrice! How long will Shamak hold her?!”
“Not for very long, I suppose. It was never particularly effective magic to
begin with… What will you do?”
“What’ll I do? What’ll I do? It’s obvious what I’m gonna do!”
He practically tumbled as he raced out of the archive. The place he
emerged into was a corridor on the first floor of the mansion’s main wing.
Fortunately, the front entrance hall was close by. From there, he would head
outside and rush toward Earlham Village—
“Is it all right to leave that woman in black, I wonder?”
“We don’t have time to mess around with her! It’ll take awhile for her to
bust out of Shamak. Right now, we’ve gotta—”
Beatrice’s words went in one ear and out the other. Adjusting his grip on
the girl he carried, Subaru sprinted with all his strength.
At any rate, that moment, he had to get to Earlham Village.
With unease still racing through him, Subaru’s breathed hard as he
desperately, desperately ran.
—For he had seen the black plume of smoke hovering over the landscape
on the other side of the windows.
Rushing past the front gate, Subaru continued to run down the street, riding
his ragged breaths.
“Haaah, haah, haah !”
Beatrice did not feel heavy in his arms. This was neither because her body
was small nor because she was a spirit. It was because he was single-
mindedly running.
For the burning urge that drove his body into motion was so powerful that
he paid no attention to himself.
Normally, the distance between the mansion and Earlham Village took
fifteen minutes of walking to cross—far less if at a run, let alone an all-out
sprint.

And yet, it was slow, much too slow. It was as if his body simply could
not keep up with the speed of his quickened thoughts. It was as if he was
already too late. It was as if he had been too late before he’d even set off.
And yet—
“…Even if you go now, it will achieve nothing.”
“Don’t say stupid things! It’s—it’s possible what she said was just a pack
of lies…!”
“That is nothing as lofty as hope. Is it merely regret or avoidance of
reality, I wonder?”
The heartless words Beatrice murmured from so close he could feel her
breathe pierced his brain—no, the thrust had come from reality.
Forcing his eyes open, he gazed upon the rising black plume in the
distance. Ironically, as he had gone back in time on multiple occasions, it was
now a very familiar sight.
This was proof. That very moment, a tragedy that could not be undone
was taking place beneath that plume of black smoke.
“And even if we could do something, Betty is already…”
Those words, foretelling the end, made Subaru’s head heavy with anger
and sadness.
Was this anger directed at Beatrice for holding her life in such contempt?
Was this sadness directed at himself, the fool who had failed despite so many
opportunities? He no longer knew which.
What was right, what was wrong? Subaru knew where he had gone
wrong. Therefore, what he craved was an answer as to how he might be right.
As for what he wanted to do by confirming what rested beneath that black
plume of smoke, that was already—
“—Huhhh? What are the two of you doing in a place like this, Mister…?”
“ ”
With his face lowered in an attempt to hold back the stuff welling up
behind his eyes as he ran, Subaru was slow to notice. When he looked toward
the voice straight ahead, he saw that a petite figure was standing midway on
the road that continued toward the village.
It was a young girl, hands crossed behind her back as she calmly walked
along the path.
Her dark blue hair was tied in a triple braid, and the girl of the same age as
Petra wore a black outfit over her entire body. Her eyes and nose seemed

quite refined, and her yellow-green eyes gave her a mysterious air.
Someday, she would grow into a demon—that was the impression, the
foreboding that Subaru felt when he saw the girl.
Of course, there was also the creeping realization that no innocent little
girl would be standing there. However, that bad feeling was sparking an
altogether different sensation—
“Oh, Elsa, so sloppy of you to let someone escape. Let me guess, she was
all overconfident and careless again, like usual?”
“You’re… Wait, you’re that…”
“—? Ahhh, maybe you don’t recognize me. I had my hair dyed a different
color before.”
Bewildered, Subaru came to a halt and all the exhaustion he had been
ignoring came rushing back all at once. However, Subaru forced it down with
long breaths, focusing his mind on the little girl before him.
The girl toyed with her triple braid, performing a pirouette that made her
black mantle flutter as she said, “That day, it was a lot of fun when we played
together. Let’s play some more today, shall we?”
“Th-the Beast Master…!!”
“Meili Portroute. There’s no need to call me an uncharming name like
that.”
The girl—the Beast Master—introduced herself as Meili, drawing her lips
in as she visibly pouted. It was precisely because the gesture was so childish
and innocent that it was all the more frightening to behold.
Behind the girl’s adorable gesture loomed the plume of black smoke,
proof that a tragedy had occurred. There was no mistaking that the little girl
before his eyes was the very cause of that tragedy.
“You’re…a monster just like Elsa!! What did you do to the village…to
Rem and the others?!”
“Errm, I don’t know which one was this Rem person, but I’m very
passionate about my work, so I always make sure to complete the task I’ve
been assigned. Namely the big maid and the little maid from the mansion—
it’s too bad the little maid turned out to be Petra, though…”
“Too bad? What do you mean, too bad? Too bad, too bad… Wh-what
have you done…?”
“It’s all right; she was a friend of mine you know. So I made sure it was
settled with one bite so she wouldn’t feel the pain…”

Putting her hands together, Meili nodded, smiling as she spoke as if this
was her idea of mercy.
“—Ah.”
Learning from this report that the girl he had exchanged the promise of a
date with had already met her end drained the strength from his knees.
Before he realized it, Subaru had crumpled to the ground, sinking down to
his knees in bewilderment.
“ ”
Deep down, he had already known.
The moment he looked out the window after eluding Elsa, Subaru realized
his own mistake.

Beatrice had even pointed out he was avoiding reality, but even so,
Subaru had stubbornly made his way toward the village, if only to scrounge
one extra second before he was forced to gaze directly at cruel reality.
He’d pretended to see a glimmer of hope, but that was only his miserable
self-defense instincts at work.
“…What a buffoon you are. If you were going to give up in the end,
should you have resisted to begin with, I wonder?”
“ ”
“You said such grandiose things to Betty, yet this is the result. Would I
not truly like to show you your miserable face in the mirror, I wonder?”
The abusive words came from right beside him as he rested on his knees.
Before he realized it, his arms had been brushed aside, and the little girl who
he had been carrying in his arms stood upon the ground. Her face showed
nothing less than utter disappointment.
Everything she said was true. He’d arrogantly flapped his lips to say this
and that, yet in the end, he hadn’t saved anyone—
“—I have changed my mind. Betty’s life is wasted on the likes of you, I
suppose.”
“Eh…?”
There was a sound of footsteps. The figure standing beside him turned to
look forward. Beatrice advanced a step, putting the kneeling Subaru at her
back as she and Meili wound up glaring straight at each other.
That demeanor elicited an “oh my?” from Meili, her voice trickling out in
surprise.
“You wanna fight? From what I heard, you shouldn’t be fighting this…”
“Perhaps that would be convenient for others, but it is a terrible
misunderstanding. Betty is the guardian of the archive of forbidden books…
and does not forgive those who would disturb the archive. That’s all there is
to it, I suppose.”
“…Hmmm.”
With a hard voice, Beatrice invoked once more the position she had
already tried to abandon. For her part, Meili gave an unenthused reply.
However, somewhere in her narrowed eyes was a glint of annoyance.
“I really hate it when a plan goes sideways, you see. Thanks to Miss Big
Maid bringing the others along, I’m well behind schedule as it is, and I don’t
want to fall behind any further—”

“How terrible for you. Incidentally, regardless of how much time you
save, the likes of you cannot…”
“—That’s why I’m going to stick with the division of labor and leave you
to my partner…”
Tilting her little head, a cruel flicker remained in Meili’s eyes as she
stated those words to Beatrice. There was a sound of a blowing wind as
Beatrice slightly raised her eyebrows, wondering what those words might
mean.
The sound of the wind—no, that was not wind. It was death approaching,
heralding a slaughter.
“Beatri—”
When he noticed, Subaru tried to raise his voice to convey that as soon as
he possibly could.
But it was too late. A figure in black seemed to glide as it thrust down the
street in a straight line, slipping above Subaru’s head as he knelt still,
seemingly dancing toward Beatrice’s turned back as she said, “I came all the
way here to visit you—isn’t it rude to run away?”
There was not even a moment of difference between when she announced
her bloodlust and when she lashed out with her black blade. —Subaru
thought for certain that her blade would impale the little girl’s chest as if
sucked into it, with nothing she could do to stop it.
“ !!”
Shaking off incomprehension, the pursuing butcher launched her surprise
attack, landing a direct hit with her merciless blade only to be greeted by the
echo of a tinny ring. The sound in no way resembled that of metal severing
flesh and bone.
“—If you believed Dark magic cannot be used as a means of attack, you
were far too naive.”
The arm swinging the blade bounced back, throwing Elsa heavily off
balance as Beatrice stated those words. It was clear that this statement was no
exaggeration when shots of lights surged toward Elsa one after another. Elsa
evaded with backward leaps, avoiding them with acrobatic evasive
maneuvers.
“How surprising. To think that you could do such a thing. How
delightful.”
“Minya—mana arrows of stagnant time. You should have a good taste of

them, I suppose.”
As both Elsa’s eyes glimmered with fury, Beatrice taunted her as she
continued gathering magical energy.
Crystal arrows radiated purple as they hovered and rotated above the little
girl’s head. They quickly became too many to count, and the missiles seemed
to lock on to Elsa as if they had minds of their own.
“Outside the archive of forbidden books, this is the utmost I can muster…
and yet, it is sufficient to hunt down the likes of you!”
The big guns had come out. A moment later, Beatrice launched the purple
arrows in a single volley. With no need for a bow, the arrows of magical
energy shot through the wind, bearing down upon the butcher, who had
lowered her body in the manner of a spider.
“Certainly, it was a surprise seeing this the first time, but now that I have
seen it once—”
Elsa intercepted the countless arrows bearing down upon her with swings
of her black blade, filling the air with wildly dancing sounds of crystals
shattering. The fragile arrows fleetingly shimmered as they scattered apart,
unable to reach Elsa—
“Was I not clear, I wonder? That you should not take me lightly and that
this is enough with which to hunt you.”
“—This is an error on my part, it would seem.”
Licking her lips, Elsa’s cheeks reddened in arousal as she replied.
The right arm she used to grip her bladed weapon shattered at the wrist,
and the severed remains fell onto the ground. The damage continued to
spread in a wave across her shoulder and leg, engulfing her entire right half,
leaving Elsa’s body cracking as if it was made of delicate glass.
Dark magic: Minya, arrows of stagnant time—having demonstrated their
true worth, victory and defeat had been completely decided.
Beatrice showed no futile compassion, such as asking to hear her final
words. She thrust an arm toward Elsa, clenching her open hand.
That was all it took for countless arrows in the sky to converge upon Elsa,
impaling the entirety of her body.
Repeated destructive impacts caused a cloud of dust to rise from the
street. When the dust settled, what remained was a remorseless and cruel yet
somehow overwhelmingly beautiful work of lethal art.
Crystal arrows were thrust through her entire body, half of it shattered like

inorganic matter. Such was Elsa’s death.
“Aaaah. Oh, Elsa, how truly, truly stupid of you.”
With the menace dispatched, Subaru gawked, unable to process what was
happening. In Subaru’s place, it was Meili who reacted, having observed the
same battle.
Taking the death of her comrade in stride, Meili showed no sign of pain or
loss, wearing only an exasperated look on her face after seeing the result of
the battle. Exactly as she had stated, there was no emotion upon it save
disappointment toward Elsa.
It was twisted. It was strange. This was a place filled with death. To show
such contempt for it—
“Now then, with your companion like this, is it your turn next, I wonder?
Even the opponent is a child, Betty shall show no mercy.”
“Oh, don’t say that… You and I don’t look much different at all. We
could have been such wonderful friends…”
“A bald-faced lie. Is such a convenient thing even possible with the likes
of you, I wonder?”
Though Meili was blatantly taunting her, Beatrice’s emotions remained
undisturbed as she replied. Above her head, the purple arrows that had so
thoroughly pierced Elsa took aim at Meili.
Considering what had befallen her partner, Meili had to have noticed that
she was in imminent and extreme peril. How was it that she could remain so
calm despite that fact?
She was not afraid of death. She thought nothing of death. Perhaps this
was the reason why Meili and Elsa could toy with the lives of others as they
had.
“ ”
Beatrice’s eyes narrowed, seemingly seeing right through Meili’s
demeanor. From the tiny wavering of the purple arrows’ tips, Subaru knew
that they were ready to be loosed.
If launched, Meili would die, just like Elsa. She was their enemy. It was
the right thing to do, and yet—
“She’s a…child.”
“—An enemy is an enemy, child or no. There is nothing to be gained from
allowing her to live.”
“That’s… But…what about making her say who…asked her to do this or

something…?”
“You mean today’s job? Well, you see, that’d make my client angry, so
nope. I won’t say a word.”
At the last minute, Subaru voiced an idealistic argument in an attempt to
counter Beatrice’s sound logic. And it was not even Beatrice but Meili who
sliced it down as a foolish notion.
Of course she did. Even Subaru himself had no idea what he wanted to do.
Perhaps he simply didn’t want to witness the death of a child. Or perhaps—
“Killing a kid, that’s just…”
“—! You, saying such things again—”
With a broken voice, he offered his feeble thoughts of revulsion. His
murmur made Beatrice twist her lips and look back. Then she turned a tiny
palm toward Subaru, stretching it out toward him when—
“—Eh?”
—a light impact pressed into Subaru’s shoulder, sending him falling onto
his side. With that unexpected act leaving him unable to remain kneeling,
Subaru’s eyes opened wide with incomprehension as he gazed up at Beatrice,
the one who had pushed him.
Her anger toward the stupid exchange from a moment earlier ran stale,
and then, somehow, her expression shifted.
Beatrice’s eyebrows fell as she let out a breath of instantaneous relief,
forming a thin smile in the process.
—The tip of a black blade was poking out of her chest.
“—My, what an odd feeling in the hand. A spirit’s belly really is
different.”
The blade penetrating from behind and peeking out of her chest slowly
slid downward, as if to widen the wound. Beatrice’s body gave a heavy
shudder. Subaru, dumbfounded, could only watch.
“…With this.”
Haltingly, abruptly, something was woven by Beatrice’s lips.
That instant, Beatrice’s expression and eyes spoke the feelings coming
and going through her heart.
“Finally…”
“Wait…!”
He didn’t know what he was trying to say to her. He didn’t know what she
was trying to say to him.

And these were things that Subaru and Beatrice would likely never know
for all of eternity.
Weakly, Beatrice’s body leaned forward and crumpled to the ground. The
force of the movement drew out the blade. There was no bleeding from the
wound. In its place, light gushed out, as if dislodged from the little girl’s
flesh. Subaru could tell from her extremities turning into particles that her
very existence was melting into the world around them.
“W-wait…”
He didn’t know to whom he made that earnest plea. All he could do was
beg as he stretched a hand toward the light.
Please don’t take her away. Please don’t take this girl away. Don’t carry
her away.
The light scattered. He desperately tried to gather it back together. And
yet, the motes passed through his hands, vanishing in the blink of an eye. In
the span of a single second, Beatrice had become insubstantial.
He couldn’t reach her. He couldn’t save her. How did this happen? Who
could do this to her—?
“—Elsaaaaa!!”
“You don’t need to shout. I can hear you just fine.”
As he ferociously howled, the side of his face was slammed hard by the
tip of the kukri knife.
The hard impact jostling his brain, Subaru rolled violently across the
ground. His eyes rolled, his thoughts raced fruitlessly, and his heart could not
catch up to the speed of the world spinning around him.
“You took your sweet time. I was getting worried. She was about to kill
me, you know…”
“Such a cheeky girl, even after I saved you. As for taking my sweet time,
I’m offended at how easily you can say such a thing.”
As he lay faceup, a pair of figures leaped into his field of vision against
the backdrop of the sky. The spectacle horrified him. Standing right beside
Meili, flippantly running her mouth, was none other than Elsa Gramhilde.
The woman who had been blanketed by purple arrows all over, with half
her body shattered, was calmly standing right there. There were no visible
wounds on her body, but the side effects of the damage had wrecked her
clothing, leaving her exposed and half-naked.
There had been a battle. Without doubt, fatal wounds had been inflicted

upon her. And yet—
“Don’t tell me, you’re…you’re not gonna say you’re immortal or
something…?”
“No? That would be incorrect. I merely live a tad filthier than most. A
boon granted by a malicious soul. Though I am fresh from being broken to
such an extent, I can count the occasions on one hand.”
Implication oozed out of that crazed memory as a lustrous, wicked smile
came over Elsa. After that, she shifted her eyes to Meili, standing at her side,
and said, “One spirit and two maids… Meili, you’re finished with everything
in the village?”
“Yeah, but my shadow lion lost to the big maid and the black land
dragon…”
All three targets had been at the mansion—it was Subaru’s thoughtless
decision that had made the villagers into victims. Put more bluntly, Subaru
had killed them; just as he’d killed Rem, Petra, Frederica—and Beatrice.
—This was as far as I go this time, huh?
“What unsightly eyes you have.”
“Ga…gyaaa—?!”
The instant his mind recognized impending death before him, a scalding
sensation shot through his left eye.
Just before the heat burned him, the last thing he saw in the left of his
field of vision was a dull black glint—from that, he gathered that the kukri
knife in Elsa’s hand had gouged out his eyeball. His brain wailed at the
terrible sensation of having lost a part of his body, and Subaru reeled from
the pain and the bleeding.
His right eye could see his optic nerve getting pulled out like a string. His
right eye had witnessed the death of the left. His face had an impossible
cavity, a blank space, a meaningless hole in it. His left eye had been lost
forever.
“Oh my, Elsa, you’re so cruel… What a poor thing.”
“One must struggle to live until the very last moment. Otherwise, what
meaning is there to life?”
Elsa replied to Meili with a cold voice. Among the short and few
occasions he had come into contact with Elsa, this was the first time she had
looked upon him with an emotion that could be called…scorn.
“The spirit was the poor thing. To think she sacrificed herself for the sake

of a child like this.”
But ironically, it was none other than Subaru Natsuki who agreed most
with Elsa’s words.
Beatrice was an idiot. Why had she done such a thing? She was the one
who’d said she wanted to die, wanted someone to kill her. —Why?
“ ”
Wanting to know the answer to that, Subaru held back the blood coursing
from his left eye socket as he moved his remaining right eyeball, looking in
Beatrice’s direction. Beatrice was lying on the ground, light gushing as she
faded away. There was no longer anything left of her little body from the
waist down.
—Her vanishing arm was turned in Subaru’s direction, hand open.
“No way. Bea—”
The change in Subaru’s eyes told Elsa and Meili that something was
wrong. However, it was already too late, even for them. At the cost of her
life, Beatrice the Great Spirit, Librarian of the archive of forbidden books,
cast her final spell—
The blue crystal, still in Subaru’s pocket, glowed.
—A teleportation occurred.
When he came to, the first thing he did was confirm he was not dead.
“ ”
The existence of a cavity where his left eye had been told him he
continued to live. It was one hell of an easy way to tell. Even Elsa had her
moments. The loss of one eye was a remarkably easy-to-understand indicator
of a human being who was missing something.
Subaru treated the wound left by his lost eye by wrapping the sleeve of his
ripped jacket over his head.
It was pretty crude as first aid went. He’d stopped the bleeding, but there
would be no subsequent care whatsoever from a trained nurse or anyone else.
That was for the best. If he wasn’t dead that very moment, he didn’t care
about whatever happened after.

—Subaru had already decided. He would pay for the crime he had
committed in that world with death.
He’d already lost too much. That world was already wrecked, far too
painful to continue living in. Just like before—no, more so than before,
Subaru had committed a sin that made him lose so many things.
If at the cost of his own life, he could get those things back, he would not
even hesitate.
This was a world that had to end.
He had to undo Rem’s death, Petra’s death, Frederica’s death, Beatrice’s
death—all of it.
His regrets at Rem dying in a place he could not even reach, the promise
he exchanged with Petra, the words he had vowed to Frederica, his reply to
Beatrice’s laments—he would carry them into the next world.
If there, he could find an answer, everything else could probably be
written off.
“It won’t… I won’t let it… I’ll remember…”
He murmured his self-awareness. He repeated his self-admonishment. He
could not escape the fact that Subaru Natsuki—was a criminal.
His powerlessness had caused many deaths. His worthlessness had caused
many laments. His recklessness had caused many torments. His
inconsiderateness had trampled many a world underfoot. He was an apostle
of atrocity.
“ ”
In that room filled with a vile stench, Subaru wobbled as he rose to his
feet, placing a hand against the wall. With his left eye gone, the vision of his
right hand alone lacked a sense of depth, making grasping things an ordeal.
He had no intention to deal with such inconvenience for long, but he would
not permit himself an easy death, like a quick slice to the neck.
Only after he returned with something that rivaled his sin could he begin
to be forgiven for the death he carried with him.
“This is…”
Looking around, he saw a white floor and white walls in his narrowed
field of vision. The unnatural white space, the foul stench hovering in the air
—these he remembered, allowing him to form a guess before he could know
it for certain.
—This was the Sanctuary. It was Ryuzu Meyer’s experimental facility,

hidden deep within those Lost Woods.
“Ha.”
His breath trickled out. He couldn’t really call the broken breaths that
trickled out either dry or wet.
He’d been teleported to the same spot again. His connection with the
place ran far too deep. As if it was testing him. Testing, experiment—the
experimental facility was laughing at him.
—Was this the power of the stone? Or was it the final flicker of Beatrice’s
life?
He didn’t know. There were far too many things he didn’t know. He
couldn’t leave things like that.
Regrets, regrets were limitless. He could not allow those regrets to shackle
his legs, to pin him in place.
“Right now…”
He sank his sense of loss, his sense of despair, down to the lowest depths
of his psyche, as his legs slowly stepped forward.
He’d go back with the knowledge of what happened to the Sanctuary
when Subaru was absent. If he could at least do that much—
“ ”
Was that a vow or was it a wish? Subaru did not understand even that
much as he headed outside the facility. He left the room, went through the
passage, breathing white breaths, trusting his weight to the wall, dragging his
feet.
After some time passed, he finally arrived at the entrance that led outside,
and then Subaru saw.
A silvery world dyed wholly white—the landscape of the Sanctuary

enveloped by snow.

CHAPTER 4
THE TASTE OF DEATH
From the cold air pricking his skin, he had been fairly certain.
Even so, seeing that sight with his very own eye sent an unfathomable
blow running through Subaru’s heart.
That was how much Subaru’s lukewarm assumptions were exceeded by
the Sanctuary’s extreme cold.
“This isn’t funny… It’s still the second day…”
Grasping his own shoulders and exhaling white breath due to the cold,
Subaru clenched his teeth. Without matching up his teeth, he put strength into
his jaw, ignored the throbbing of his left eye, and earnestly forced his
freezing right eye open.
The wind felt cold enough to slice into his body, and the powdery snow
was slamming against him rather than merely falling and piling up. Both
intensely robbed him of body heat, a white nightmare that killed off your
vitality second by second.
—Snow was falling on the Sanctuary. Subaru knew this landscape.
“But why is it…as soon as this?”
Subaru had seen this powdery landscape before. During the go-around
before last, Garfiel was on the verge of killing him when the power of the
crystal teleported Subaru to that experimental facility. When he exited the
facility, the world was already dyed white. —But at that time, the snow had
already fallen.
That was why Subaru had not seen the snow itself as of such great
importance, but—

“So the snow fell this hard…”
He ought to have guessed. In the span of a few hours, a half day at
longest, the Sanctuary had been completely blanketed in snow. The
tremendous snowfall in such a short time should have made its force easy to
imagine.
In the present, just like back then, the cold was extreme enough that
Subaru’s flesh seemed ready to freeze over.
“Any way…the settlement is this way…”
Shaking off the snow accumulating on his body, Subaru trained his mind
toward the settlement, seeking to grasp the situation.
—The throbbing of his left eye made him think of the various tragedies
that had occurred just before. Don’t forget, don’t forget, it said to him.
For that moment alone, he would put it on the back burner. He’d
definitely have time to think about it later. For the moment, he focused on
what was before him. If Subaru did not do so, his feet would stop moving.
That was a certainty.
“If you’re getting this, answer me, please…”
Wiping the flickering figures from the back of his mind, Subaru felt
something hard in his pocket—and drew out the crystal. Grasping this, he
focused his thoughts. If Subaru was still qualified, surely she would come.
That eye, watching the Sanctuary, would respond to the desire of the
Apostle of Greed—
“—Ah.”
Enveloped by wind, he did not hear any sound. But slowly, a figure
appeared.
Walking barefoot over the accumulated snow, Ryuzu—or rather, a replica
thereof—finally came. As one of the individuals assigned near the lab site, it
might well have been Piko.
“I should’ve made some way to tell you apart from the rest…”
Perhaps at the time he’d been too stunned to wrap his mind around such a
thing. Or perhaps the fact that he’d noticed it only then, when so hard-
pressed, indicated weakness and aversion from reality—that was
impermissible.
“Piko, I think it’s you anyway… I have a request. Guide me to the
settlement. I don’t have time for getting lost.”

“ ”
Having been asked to guide the way, the replica—Piko—neither nodded
nor replied but simply turned her back to Subaru. Heedless of the snow
covering the path, she proceeded to break into a nimble run, and Subaru
chased after her with all haste.
The authority that he had unwittingly obtained was still valid, but using
the rights the Witch had arbitrarily granted in accordance with her
expectations put him in a vexing mood. Of course, he was enormously
grateful, but—
“Just how much of this did you see coming, Echidna…?”
She’d planted a Witch countermeasure into Petra’s handkerchief, and
Subaru had received from her the means to make Piko cooperate with him
that very moment. He didn’t understand her true intent. He did not doubt that
she was cooperating with him, but still…
There was too much he did not understand. If it was possible, he wanted
an answer to that nonsensical circumstance that very moment. The mystery of
the Sanctuary, Beatrice’s lament—surely, Echidna had the answers to those
things and everything else—
“Shit. Right now… I’ll deal with her later. This is just…!”
The tremendous snowfall smothering the Sanctuary, that world of extreme
cold that seemed ready to freeze his body solid, dyed life and everything else
in white.
Subaru had seen that spectacle before. He had lost his life to it, as well.
If this was like back then, if anything and everything about it was the
same, then—
“—What the heck happened to you, Emilia?”
—Having apparently made it snow like this, what was she really thinking?
It took Subaru’s legs over an hour before he arrived at the settlement.

With the white world already throwing his sense of distance terribly awry,
Subaru’s having freshly lost one eye made the trek a terrible ordeal. Snow
robbed him of body temperature, his thinking ability had decreased and
become leaden, and his legs felt as slow as a turtle’s crawl.

“Even so…”
Pulling his shoes out of the snow burying him up to the ankles, Subaru
murmured with numb, quivering lips.
Ahead of him, on the other side of blowing snow, he could vaguely make
out a simplified stonework building. He had somehow managed to make it
back to the settlement where the residents of the Sanctuary dwelled.
But what tugged at him was—there was no sign of people in the
settlement whatsoever.
“There’s no lights on in the houses… Isn’t anyone inside…?”
So far as he could survey, there was no light from crystal lamps or candles
to be seen. That said, amid this cold, not lighting a fire was nigh suicidal
behavior. Surely, as signs of life went, the existence of fire was an absolute.
Instantly, the silence made Subaru’s intestines clench. What floated into
his mind was that this was indeed the Sanctuary enveloped by snow—and
from there, a terrible white monster would emerge.
Had the Sanctuary already been defiled by the attack of the Great Rabbit
—
“—Hey, you’re back, ain’t ya? Dunno what stupid face ya brought back
with ya, though.”
The voice leaping into his eardrums made Subaru reflexively turn around.
At the end of his gaze was a figure rudely trampling through the snow—
Garfiel walked casually, batting the tremendous snowfall aside. He came to a
standstill at a distance of several yards right in front of Subaru, grimacing
with apparent dismay.
“Ah? Seriously, the hell’s with that face? Ya dropped your left eye
somewhere or somethin’?”
“A lot happened after I left… It isn’t like you to be so thoughtful, coming
out of your way to welcome me back.”
“Ha! This ain’t sympathy. Besides, seems ya noticed the power that’s in
the crystal, too.”
From the sight of Piko standing at his side, he’d apparently guessed that
Subaru had gained command rights. The combativeness enshrouding Garfiel
rose a notch higher, and the enmity stabbing into him made the pain of his
left eye ooze all the greater.
But behind that strengthened pain, Subaru’s heart did not fear Garfiel’s
combativeness.

It was not that the cold distracting him from the pain or some such thing
—rather, the issue was the nature of Garfiel’s enmity.
“…Setting aside the being thoughtful part, it’s still true this isn’t like you.
I don’t think the you that I know would just stand here casually talking with
me at a time like this.”
“Now you’re creepin’ me out. I ain’t got time for your nonsense. If you’re
seein’ this snow, shouldn’t need no explanation why I can’t have a chitchat
with ya over tea, damn it.”
“Meaning, you have something to talk to me about that isn’t chat over
tea.”
“ ”
With Garfiel pressed into silence, complex emotions arose in the back of
his jade eyes.
He was angry. His anger was strong. But at the same time, he was afraid.
When he thought about it that time around, his and Garfiel’s relationship had
worsened in a way different from when he’d resorted to killing.
Garfiel’s bewilderment over Subaru’s actions, ones that calculated death
into them, remained.
But that bewilderment had created just enough space for the two of them
to hold a conversation then and there.
“The fact that you’re still rational and not attacking out of the blue…
means that the other people are safe, I take it?”
“I dunno how far ya define other people, but our old men ’n’ women and
the bunch from your village are all in the Cathedral. The noisy guy came up
with the idea.”
“Otto did? He’s the one who proposed that?”
“In a situation like this, there ain’t no enemies or allies, he said. No reason
to bite each other blindly. And to think he’s just some guy wrapped up in all
this.”
As Garfiel clacked his fangs, Subaru nodded toward him. Amid this
snowfall—no, this situation in the Sanctuary—he was internally grateful that
Otto had come up with a typical good decision. Thanks to him managing to
speak to Garfiel, the villagers’ safety had been assured. The remaining issue
—was something he had to confirm for himself.
“—The snow. Did Emilia do this?”
—To Subaru, the question had a ring much like a bald-faced lie.

He knew the answer to the question. He did not ask it despite that because
he optimistically expected to find a ray of hope. Probably he was just…
frightened.
Frightened of his own conclusion: that Emilia had created this spectacle
herself. Subaru’s question, posed with a voice that somehow seemed raspy,
made Garfiel spit out a “ha!”
“Dunno that, either. —The Princess has been holed up in the tomb since
last night, see?”
“—. Huh? Holed up in the tomb…?”
“Guess ya don’t realize that you’re the damn cause. Your disappearin’
like that hit the Princess’s heart pretty darn hard. It threw her way off, and
then she went into the tomb…and she ain’t come out since.”
“That’s crazy! I mean, I left a proper letter and everyth…”
“Letter…?”
What letter? was the reply’s subtext, one that made Subaru draw in his
breath.
He’d certainly slid a letter under the Ryuzu residence door. Subaru had
properly written and left behind a letter saying he was leaving the Sanctuary.
If Emilia had read it, she shouldn’t have been shocked to the point of making
her fall into distress. Even without that letter, there was no reason for her to
hide herself from others—
“…Seems like a scheme’s at work that ain’t from you or me.”
“Eh?”
“Leave that for later. Follow me. Izolte’s decision put history back on
course an’ all. Annoys me to heck, but you’re the only one I can use. —
We’re headin’ to the tomb.”
Motioning with his chin, Garfiel indicated for him to come along as he
walked out. The great difference in power of their legs meant his kicked the
snow aside, never stopping for anything. Subaru somehow caught up to him
with a small run.
“The tomb, meaning…you’re gonna let me meet Emilia?!”
“Ain’t you an optimistic bastard. I ain’t letting ya meet her. I’m getting ya
to get your Princess to stop this snow from fallin’. You’re goin’ inside. That’s
your damned job, not mine.”
“…! Yeah, that’s fine with me. If you’re not gonna butt into me talking
with Emilia, then…”

It was a brusque request, but Subaru had no objection, accepting it with
grace.
Neither Subaru nor Garfiel had lost their enmity for each other. But just
like when they confronted the Witch, this momentary request put them on the
same page—and so they walked together for the moment.
“—Garfiel, how much did you hear from Ryuzu?”
Abruptly, as he squinted at the snow, Subaru posed that question to the
back walking in front of him. The words did not make Garfiel look back.
“Ha?” he snarled sourly as he said, “…I see. Ya forced the old hag to talk
about the crystal’s power against her will, did ya?”
“People would get the wrong idea hearing that, but most of that chat was
voluntary… Well, since the person concerned said there was compulsory
power, suppose there’s reason to doubt how much was really voluntary,
but…”
“Ha, I wonder. Me, I didn’t hear nothin’ from the old hag. Just you came
back with one of the ‘Eyes’ with ya. Hearin’ that was enough to send me
comin’ out to see it.”
“Eyes… I see, so stuff’s conveyed from Piko to Ryuzu, then.”
The tongue click mixed with an explanation made Subaru nod in
acknowledgment. Glancing backward and at an angle, he saw Piko following,
saying nothing in particular. The sight irritated Garfiel.
“I dunno about this Piko business, but don’t you go stickin’ names on
’em. They’re dolls without minds of their own. Ain’t no point feelin’ sorry
for ’em.”
“…Like hell I can, especially when they look just like Ryuzu.”
“That’s exactly why. We’ve got an old hag. We don’t need any more.
Those are fakes.”
The wording and tone of voice behind the coarse conclusion ascribed
great meaning to it. Though the statement seemed harsh, to Subaru, it
sounded almost like Garfiel was insisting on that to himself.
“—We’re here. Fair bit o’ snow piled up even here at the entrance, too.”
As Garfiel came to a halt, Subaru peered past his shoulder at the silhouette
of the large building obstructed by a blanket of billowing snow—confirming
the presence of the tomb. His breath caught just a little.
“Emilia’s inside. Knowing that, you didn’t just rush in there yourself?”
“Me, I… The residents o’ the Sanctuary can’t go in. That’s the rule. And

me, I’m a resident here.”
“I heard from Ryuzu that they can’t lift the barrier, but wasn’t going in
and out separate? Given the circumstances, you could’ve… Guu?!”
“Hey, stop with the long, whinin’ preamble, you bastard.”
Subaru was saying that Garfiel could have trampled on that rule and gone
inside himself.
Garfiel interrupted Subaru’s words by grabbing him by the collar, slightly
lifting his body off the ground, and drawing his now-clawed hand close to
Subaru’s face while showing off his fangs.
“Me, I protect this place. What’s your role? It’s to protect the Princess.
Galganchua second-guesses a comeback not. Or should I gouge out your
right eye, too?”
Showering Subaru in ferocious combativeness, Garfiel made his gripping
hand relent. Subaru lightly coughed as he glared at Garfiel. But all Garfiel did
was nod with his chin.
“Go.”
No ifs or buts about it. Having come this far, that was the only word
Garfiel had to offer.
Turning his back, Subaru trod on snow without a single footprint upon it,
heading for the entrance of the tomb buried in white.
The only two seeing him off, watching Subaru’s back, were Garfiel and
Piko, standing side by side.
—One was emotionless. The other had an indecipherable emotion welling
up in the deepest depths of his anger.
The cold, serene sensation of the air was unrelated to the extreme cold
outside, almost as if time had stopped.
Amid the gloom, the sound of Subaru’s shoes echoed as he advanced
down the corridor, asking his heart but one thing.
—That moment, was he sane or had some mental disturbance befallen
him?
Already, several tragedies that could not be undone had befallen that
world.

He had lost Rem, Petra, and Frederica, and he had seen Beatrice die.
Returning to find the Sanctuary in this state, his striving to maintain calm
could only strike him as absurd.
A man aware of that absurdity could not fail to be disturbed. There was no
way he was sane.
Even so, he could not allow himself to stop thinking. He smacked away
all thoughts of surrender. He had to crave a future ahead of him, above him.
For that, he’d pay whatever it took, including paying with his life.
If not for that, then why was Subaru still—?
“—Subaru?”
The voice he heard from the gloom freed Subaru from what felt like a
long time trapped in a cage of thought. Straight ahead, the corridor came to
an end, and he could see the stonework room that gave off a faint blue glow.
There stood a single figure.
Her silver hair glimmered in the faint light. Her purple eyes seemed to
pull you in. Subaru did not think of those characteristics as a murmur trickled
out of him.
“—Emilia.”
“Yes. That’s right, Subaru… It’s me. It’s me, Emilia.”
The four brief syllables became a name, and the fact that there was a reply
crashed through Subaru like a bolt of lightning.
His knees wavered and crumpled. Perhaps others would think this
grandiose. However, he could endure no more.
Fatigue, loss, despair, relief—countless sensations stuffed Subaru’s limbs
with lead. Subaru had glossed over these things through willpower, but when
his ears heard that voice like a silver bell, he reached his limit.
With those taut strings cut, he tumbled forward. As he tumbled, arms
instantly reached out to support him.
He felt something soft and warm. The warmth of the touch from right
before his eyes made Subaru’s body go rigid.
—That moment, he was being gently embraced by Emilia.
“Ah, er, sor… My body just let go…”
“ ”
“Emilia?”
Instead of responding to his apologetic excuse, Emilia pressed harder with
her arms to make them embrace Subaru even stronger. It was by no means

great strength. But somehow, he felt like she was almost clinging to him.
It immediately became clear that this was not a misunderstanding on
Subaru’s part.
“—I was lonely.”
“…Eh?”
Subaru was struck numb. Her beautiful face was gazing intently at him
from up close, close enough to share their breath. Adding further to Subaru’s
surprise, Emilia hauntingly lowered the ends of her eyebrows as she said, “I
was lonely, Subaru. —I mean, you left me and went off somewhere.”
“Th…at’s… Y-you’re wrong. I didn’t mean to just leave you like that…”
Subaru spoke awkwardly when the fact that he’d left the Sanctuary was
pointed out to him. He tried to excuse it as something that should never have
happened like that, if only the letter had reached her. Yes, the letter.
“The letter…that’s right. I wrote a letter. I wrote everything on it, that’s
why. I really meant to tell you about everything, but…”
“Tee-hee.”
As he groped for where the precaution he’d left ought to have led, he
gaped.
In the middle of their conversation in that tension-filled situation, Emilia
made an adorable laugh. She laughed.
It was as if everything was normal, as if Subaru’s tongue had spun another
joke during the days when nothing was happening at the mansion. —As if
she had forgotten her sense of duty in regards to the Trial.
“Even without working that hard to make an excuse, I won’t get upset.
Oh, Subaru, you don’t need to be so pale. You really are just careless.”
“E…milia…?”
“It’s fine. It’s all right, no excuses needed. I mean, you came back,
Subaru. I always believed you would. I said, Subaru will come for me. If I
work hard and properly fulfill my own duty, he’ll come and save me…
That’s always, always how it’s been. Right?”
As she sweetly spoke the words, Emilia drew near to Subaru’s chest.
She had an adorable, bewitching smile, and her sweet murmurs were
simply enchanting. Subaru gazed at the heat rising from her lustrous breaths
and the moisture in her eyes; that witchiness was wrapping around his heart.
Then, bathed in so much passion that it made his throat feel parched,
Subaru’s instincts cried out.

Wrong. Something was wrong. The ill feeling he’d had from the start of
their reunion had never been revised.
Something was wrong. Something, somewhere, felt off, even though
Emilia was that adorable.
Even though Emilia was that adorable as she responded to Subaru…
“C-come to think of it… I heard that you’ve been here since yesterday…”
With that ill feeling still lodged in his throat, Subaru changed the topic
with the worst possible performance ability, even by his standards. At that
rate, he’d drown in her sweet voice. Straw or no, he needed to grab onto
something before he was fully submerged.
“You being here means you were in the Trial, right? But right now
you’re…”
As he spoke the words, Subaru put his finger on one of the tips of that ill
feeling.
This was the tomb, and the room for the Trial at that. The Trial definitely
began as soon as Emilia arrived there. Invited to the Trial of her past, her
mind would not escape until the very end.
And yet, Emilia was there awake, meaning that her Trial had ended in—
“…Emilia?”
In the middle of his question, Subaru stiffened from an unexpected
sensation. It was the sensation of fingers being inserted into his black hair,
gently stroking his head.
Emilia was stroking Subaru’s head. Her cheeks were red as she grinned.
“Oh, Subaru, you stroke my hair once in a while, don’t you? So I should
return the favor.”
“ ”
“To tell you the truth, I was really scared. I was scared Subaru didn’t love
me to the bottom of his heart, that he’d come to hate me. So I was scared,
came here, but it didn’t work out after all… That’s why I’m truly, truly happy
that you came, Subaru.”
It wasn’t an answer to his question. But Emilia was staring at Subaru with
sincerity. There was nothing reflected in those eyes save Subaru; there was
only Subaru and Subaru alone.

That was why—
“Stay with me forever? As long as you’re with me, I don’t need anything
else—”
—In his wildest dreams, he’d never imagined how frightening the eyes of
an Emilia blind with love could be.
“At first, I was really scared, you see. It was really hard. I mean, I wasn’t
able to do anything right at all, and I thought, Subaru’s going to get fed up
with me like this.”
“But I thought right after, this is no good. I can’t just be soft, shake in fear
and let someone else take care of everything… This was really stupid of me,
too, huh? I mean, I finally realized that you’ve always been taking care of
everything, Subaru.”
“I remembered your words, Subaru. They’ve come up over and over till
now. You’ve been telling me them ever since the first time we met. You’ve
been giving me courage, urging me onward, supporting me… I remember,
that you’ve said you love me…”
“I finally realized that you’ve always come through for me in really big
ways. But in spite of that, you not being here made me worried; I felt like it
would crush me…”
“That’s why when I saw Subaru coming to me now, I felt my chest

squeezing… It got hot, too hot to endure, I thought; this might be a dream,
but no, it’s not… I’m sorry, I don’t even know what I want to say anymore.
Er, erm… I want to say this properly, so…”
“I’m sorry for everything up to now, Subaru. I, did a horrible thing to you.
It has to be really something to have someone always thinking of you like
this… I’m so self-serving. Even though I thought I want to understand
Subaru more, I don’t understand you at all.”

“But it’s different now. I’ve been thinking about you all this time, Subaru.
I’ve been feeling all these things. Now I want to say all the things to you that
you’ve been saying to me… Mmm, I’m so sorry. This is really unfair of me. I
—I need to properly say these things.”
“I need to properly…mm, properly convey them.”
“Hey, Subaru. I love you. I really love you. When I think about you, when
I think only of you, I want to be with you forever. That’s what I think.”
“I’d be happy if…you think about me the same way, Subaru…”
“Eh-heh-heh. Yeah, yeah… I love you. Subaru…I really love you.”
“—What, the hell do ya think you’re thinkin’, aaah?”

When Subaru stood at the entrance of the tomb, he was greeted by
Garfiel’s voice, brimming with rage.
The menace of the snow had not abated. The strength of the wind blowing
it had increased, mercilessly piling up the snow that progressively blotted out
the Sanctuary’s original landscape. As a resident, it was natural for him to
harbor anger at the spectacle. And it was unreasonable for him to not harbor
anger toward Subaru as well.
—For having left the girl, presumably the cause of that snow inside,
Subaru had come out alone.
“Alone, alone…alone?! What about the Princess…the half-demon?! What
about the damned snow?!”
“Emilia ain’t comin’ out. She’s sleeping inside right now.”
“Sleeping ya say? This ain’t time for slackin’ off like…”
“She’s exhausted. Since last night, she’s been repeating the Trial over and
over. Her body and mind are… Her mind in particular is worn down. Right
now, I want to just let her rest.”
Stubbornly believing it to be the best way to break the situation open,

Emilia had challenged the Trial a number of times. Unable to surpass it even
so, it wasn’t hard for him to imagine her mental state as the number of those
challenges piled up.
After all, Subaru had felt the same sense of powerlessness as many times
as he had tasted death.
—Inside the stone room, with Subaru’s jacket over her, Emilia was
peacefully asleep.
His memories of her whispers of blindly devoted love and the heat of her
body’s clingy embrace were still fresh. These filled him with enough feelings
of love to make the blood plasma in Subaru’s body boil and enough regret to
make him want to die.
The memory of the redness of Emilia’s cheeks, the quivering of her lips,
and her whispers of love to Subaru came back over and over.
No one could understand how Subaru had agonized over the prospect of
falling into that softness, drowning in it, and sinking down with Emilia
together.
There was no reason for anyone to blame him. This was a world that was
already done for. It was a platform of bubbles set to disappear. Just who
could blame Subaru for choosing comfort and pulling the curtain down over
them?
“So ya left the half-demon, and the snow ain’t endin’. Ya come back
empty-handed with your head down, and what, ya think I’m just gonna
accept that, huh? Hey, hey, just who do ya think ya are, huh?”
Still angry, Garfiel clacked his fangs, storming his way up to the tomb.
With Subaru standing right before him at the entrance, the pupils of his jade
eyes spoke of danger as they narrowed.
“So what kind of excuse did ya bring to tell me, aaah?”
“—Emilia. She said that she loves me.”
“ ”
As Garfiel emphasized and asserted his anger, Subaru’s rebuttal was way
out in left field. It was so unexpected that Garfiel could only gape wide-eyed
at him.
However, he immediately bared his fangs, the notion that he was being
mocked igniting his anger.
“Looks like it ain’t just the half-demon; ya just love gettin’ on my nerves,
too, don’t ya! Got a lot of guts talkin’ about stupid, shitty sweet nothin’s of

love in a situation like this, don’t ya, aaah?!”
Filled with heat from his swelling anger, Garfiel was making the snow
touching him evaporate. His fangs made a creaking sound as they elongated,
and his body, on the verge of transfiguration, swelled to twice its size.
Though his eye caught that harbinger of transfiguration, Subaru’s
expression did not waver.
All he did was stare at the angry Garfiel with his right eye alone as he
continued to speak.
“Emilia said she loves me. She said to me if I was there with her, it was
enough.”
“Why you…”
“She said with a cute face, a sweet voice, right by my side… Enough, it
was enchanting.”
“I’m sayin’, what of it?! One glance was all it took to tell the half-demon
had a thing for ya! The hell does it matter now! Ya want me to crush your
head in my fa—”
“—There’s no way Emilia would tell me she loves me, goddamnit!!”
“—?!!”
As Garfiel howled, Subaru thrust his face into Garfiel’s and shouted.
The explosion of emotion made even the angry Garfiel forget himself and
shut his mouth. Glaring at the reeling Garfiel, Subaru’s face fell apart as he
screamed.
He cast the words exchanged in the tomb, the heat from their touching, the
affirmed feelings of love to the wind.
He felt their loss. There was no way he could not. He couldn’t help but
regret the loss of the words, the heat, and the emotions of love he had
received. But Subaru could not become deft enough to pretend to be deceived
by a false gemstone.
—If he was deft enough to play the fool and call it quits, his chest would
not be filled with such pain.
“Like hell she’d say that to me. Emilia telling me she loves me…relying
on me, leaving everything to me, say if I’m there she doesn’t need anything
else… No way in hell.”
“Th-the heck are ya tryin’ to say…”
“Telling me ‘everything’ like that… There’s no way. And if Puck was by
her side, there’s no way she’d rely on me in a way like that…!”

He did not know just how much he desired to be Emilia’s number one.
But he was not so self-conceited as to believe he was Emilia’s number one
that very moment. Her number one, the place in which she laid her greatest
trust, was the little cat spirit, even then her one and only family.
With that same Puck absent, Subaru had stepped up to serve as his stand-
in, nothing more.
That confession of love, those hot fingertips, and her trembling breaths—
he didn’t want to think that they were all false.
—But they were not genuine. If they weren’t genuine, he couldn’t accept
them.
“Someone’s driven that girl…driven her into a corner until she ended up
like that. Drove that girl’s heart into a corner enough to make a situation like
this, where she has to depend on someone like me…”
“Y-you’re the one who decided to do that, damn it…! So what, she made
it snow like this for payback for all her failures?! She’s sayin’ it’s me and the
old hags’ ’n’ geezers’ fault?!”
As if chewing down on Subaru’s words, Garfiel brushed the snow aside
and grabbed Subaru by the collar. He shoved him against the wall behind him
by brute force, and an anguished groan trickled out of Subaru’s throat.
“Like I know or care what made her lash out! Bring the half-demon out! If
ya can’t even do that…”
“Bring Emilia out and make it stop snowing…? No can do. I mean…”
“Ya mean what?!”
“—I mean, it won’t help because Emilia’s not the one making this snow
fall.”
Subaru’s confident declaration made Garfiel’s grip on his collar relent.
With Garfiel gazing straight at him with a dumbfounded look, Subaru
continued.
“The situation’s all wrong. The snow and Emilia… If she was holed up in
the tomb, the timeline for making the snow fall is all messed up. If Emilia did
make the snow fall, what’s her reason?”
“Th-that’s…payback against me, the old hags, and geezers…”
“Why would Emilia want payback against you? That’s just weird. You
hold animosity for Emilia right now because the snow’s falling. The snow,
being backed into a corner… The timing doesn’t match up.”
The situation had been warped from the beginning. He could only think

that someone had set it up that way.
Someone in the Sanctuary was controlling the situation, hiding Subaru’s
letter, inducing Emilia to hole herself up in the tomb, and stirring up Garfiel’s
anger against her.
And as for who that someone was—he had a single guess.
“When it comes to people who can make it…who can control the weather,
I have two suspects only. But Emilia can’t do it. Without Puck here, she can’t
do something on that scale.”
“You’re sure of that…?”
“…A deduction with my own optimism mixed in, I suppose. I want to
believe it, that’s all. Even if she’s desperate, Emilia’s not the kind of girl who
can do something like this. That’s just what I want to believe.”
“Just want to believe…”
Subaru’s repeated pleas made Garfiel close his eyes and sink into thought.
But his internal conclusion was soon in coming. Garfiel removed the hand
gripping the collar, freeing Subaru from his grasp.
When Subaru’s feet touched the ground, he lightly stroked his throat and
nodded toward Garfiel.
“—Where’s Roswaal?”
“The bastard’s in the old hag’s house. Ram was supposed to go there and
get ’im, but…can’t expect much from her at a time like this.”
When one searched for suspects fulfilling the same conditions, only one
name fit the bill of a mastermind. Garfiel had easily accepted the notion,
perhaps because doubts about Roswaal had been growing inside of him as
well.
“Ram’s…”
“Shaddap. Even against the girl I’ve fallen for, what I gotta do don’t
change.”
If Roswaal was the mastermind, the loyalties of Ram, his faithful retainer,
came into question as well. With a low growl, Garfiel’s statement interrupted
Subaru voicing his concerns about that.
Subaru envied that resolve. Unyielding before the possibility the girl he’d
fallen for might prove his enemy, he had the heart of steel Subaru wished he
had.
Besides, setting Roswaal aside, it still wasn’t clear where Ram stood in
Subaru’s book.

Going by his relationship with Ram to that point and her actions during
those repeated worlds in the Sanctuary, he had a deduction that bordered on
hope, but—
“—Hearing the answer is the last thing on my to-do list in this world.”
Subaru murmured that quietly, so that the spirited Garfiel might not hear
it.
“My, my, it is quite rare to see such faces put together with such interesting
tiiiiming, is it not?”
Roswaal smiled amusedly at the unexpected arrival of his guests.
His heavily wounded body wrapped in bandages, Roswaal was lying
sideways on his bed in the room allotted to him, his face bearing the makeup
of a clown as per usual—and before this man they had eyed as the
mastermind stood Subaru and Garfiel side by side.
The expressions on both their faces were fairly severe, and anyone inside
the room could tell that a palpable sense of tension was filling up the room.
In spite of this, Roswaal was calm; if anything, he was in a rather good mood
as he spread both hands apart.
“So a pair of youths have come to cart off a heavily wounded man during
such a tremendous snowfall… Although I must somewhat question your
choice of personnel. Judging from that left eye, you are quite a gravely
woooounded man as well?”
“Cut the taunts, Roswaal. This guy and I both know darn well that’s the
kind of guy you are…but under certain circumstances, whether that’s
allowable changes. Like now.”
“Seeing the two of you standing side by side, such words become truly
persuaaasive…”
Saying this, Roswaal shifted taunting eyes toward Garfiel, standing right
beside Subaru. He, standing in front of the room’s entrance to seal it off,
crinkled his nose sourly.
“Like he just said. Changes with the circumstances. Me, if I don’t find out
for sure who’s my enemy and who ain’t, I won’t know who to grind into
mincemeat.”

“What a barbaric thing to say… In the end, Garf is Garf, I suppose?”
As Garfiel made a low growl, Ram, standing in a corner of the room,
sighed toward him. Just as they’d figured at the tomb, she was indeed waiting
at Roswaal’s side, even amid that snowfall.
And from the very fact she was there, Ram was a partner in Roswaal’s
schemes—perhaps not all of them, but there could be no doubt she shared in
part of them. The problem lay in the true intent behind those schemes.
Just what was Roswaal’s objective, and why was Ram cooperating with
him?
“Don’t butt in, Ram, not this time. Me, I don’t wanna turn my claws
against ya.”
“Should there be rudeness toward Master Roswaal, Ram will stand before
him. It all depends upon you, Garf.”
“Calm yourselves, both of you. That of course goes for Garfiel, but you
too, Ram. For the moment, do as he says and be silent. —Those are words
that should be saved for the proper moment.”
“He has spoken. Be grateful for Master Roswaal’s benevolence.”
With a haughty, audible snort, Ram took a step back, suspending her role
as attending servant. Garfiel went “Keh,” clicking his tongue as he said,
“Puttin’ Ram aside, me, I’ve got no reason to listen to your words and calm
down or anythin’ like it. Watch how ya talk to me. Dependin’ on what ya say,
my claws might end up turned against one of ya.”
“Can you stop including me as a potential target for violence like it’s
supernatural? Geez, you’re still doubting me?”
“Ya’ve got your own mountain of suspicious things to spare, damn it.
Witch-smellin’ lunatic.”
They harbored suspicions toward the same person but whether they shared
comradery was a different issue altogether. Subaru didn’t trust Garfiel on all
fronts, either. They both had claws pointing at each other.
Then, upon the exchange between the pair, Roswaal closed one eye, the
world reflecting in his yellow pupil as he said, “Setting a bedridden man like
me aside, you should not look upon good Subaru too lightly, Garfiel. If the
two of you clash, it is by no means guaranteeeed that the odds of victory are
invariably in your favor.”
“He’s missin’ one eye. How could he win? Ya got holes in your eyes? If
he heard all the fights I’ve won, he’d be smacked senseless.”

“Is that so? If the proper conditions were aligned, I do not think his
chances of victory are quite so poooor…”
As Roswaal narrowed his eye, Subaru could only agree that he must have
a hole in it. Since being summoned to that other world, Subaru’s individual
combat exploits were limited to one victory by three surprise blows.
Of course, it was futile even trying to compare Garfiel to three punks in a
back alley.
“—!! Enough of this! I didn’t come ’cause I wanted to talk about crap like
that! Are ya both asleep?! The old hags are out there, shiverin’ and waitin’!”
To cut off that futile line of conversation, Garfiel stomped the heel of his
shoe onto the wooden floor. As the impact sent wood dust spreading within
the room, Subaru closed his eye to the angrily snarling Garfiel.
Garfiel was right to be angry. Subaru had left Emilia at the tomb. Surely
everyone present knew there was no time for taking it easy.
Accordingly, Subaru took a deep breath, opening his right eye. Catching
Roswaal in his field of vision, he—
“You’re the one who made the snow fall here in the Sanctuary, aren’t you,
Roswaal?”
—cut straight to the heart of the matter.
“ ”
Roswaal was silent in the face of Subaru’s question. But the smirk
vanished from his lips.
He’d caught a glimpse of the true face under the mask of makeup that
he’d kept up until the moment prior. Coming from him, that was more proof
than anything that Subaru was on the money.
A silence fell for a time, and the only sound reverberating inside the room
was that of the wind and blowing snow smacking the window. That silence,
in which not even the sounds of breathing could be heard, seemed to course
for eternity—until it abruptly ended.
“Subaru.”
After his name came up, gazes turned toward him, and Subaru waited in
silence for what would follow.
With Subaru taking that posture, Roswaal left a pause before he
continued. “—You heard that from me, I take it?”
Subaru did not understand what the question meant.
Subaru had anticipated a number of responses from Roswaal. Excuses,

being shaken, attempts to gloss things over, violence—but this result was
different from everything he’d surmised.
Naturally, faced with a question he did not understand, he could not even
imagine what answer was being sought.
“Mm-mmm… I see. I see. I seeee…… How disappointing.”
Facing the suspicion swirling in Subaru’s black eyes, Roswaal nodded, his
face giving an answer that went far beyond words. From his sunken face and
voice, it was immediately clear that this was not the answer he yearned for.
The sight threw Subaru off. It felt to him like the man known as Roswaal
—despite being heavily wounded, face pale—had literally fallen from his
standpoint and clear through the realm of normal men. But—
“—Ya ain’t gonna deny it, are ya?”
The angered Garfiel paid no heed to the change in Roswaal. To him, the
important thing was not Roswaal’s sentiments but the identity of the culprit
behind the menace assailing the Sanctuary.
Faced with that blame, Roswaal seemed numb to it, letting a heavy sigh
trickle out.
“I could assert my innocence, but you are hardly one to politely accept
that at this juncture, yes? You came here because you possess more than
adequate reasons for doing so. Should I not pay this the proper respeeeect?”
“Respect! Respect, huh?! Ha, well ain’t I grateful. Milkiss had no line of
retreat! Maybe it’s high time I paid that excess of stupidity proper respect,
yaaah?!”
To Roswaal, who acknowledged the suspicions against him, Garfiel
unleashed a sharp exhale and stepped forward. In the cramped confines of the
room, it was only a few paces from the entrance to the bed. He easily closed
the distance in a single second. Riding that momentum, Garfiel moved to grip
the self-possessed Roswaal’s throat.
Was restraint really going to hold back strength whipped up by anger?
Fearful of this, Subaru tried to raise his voice. But faster than Subaru could
speak, a figure circled in front of Garfiel and spoke up.
“—I told you, Garf. I shall permit no rudeness toward Master Roswaal.”
Now directly in front of the outstretched arm, Ram pushed out her modest
chest, blocking its path with her body. For an instant, the prospect of hurting
someone he cared for made anger and hesitation rise up in his eyes and then
some form of determination.

Guessing that this determination was, in truth, the will to remove even
Ram from his path, the color of Subaru’s face changed. In fact, in a previous
loop, he had seen Garfiel take Ram’s life once already—
“Ram. You are truly a fine servant.”
—Accordingly, Subaru’s reaction to that sentence was thoroughly late in
coming.
Wary of Garfiel’s violent actions and concerned for Ram’s safety, Subaru
knitted his brows, perplexed. There was nothing odd per se about the
sentence just now. Just as he stated, Roswaal was praising Ram for her
attempt to defend her master.
That wasn’t the problem. Roswaal, lying on his side on the bed last
anyone checked, was not trying to get up. He was not glaring at Ram and
Garfiel, either.
But Subaru felt like something strange had entered his eyes. Not finding a
reason for why he was getting a bad feeling, Subaru’s bewilderment
deepened his irritation as he desperately groped for some kind of answer.
And finally, that ill feeling took tangible form.
“ ”
Huh, the heck? There’s a person’s arm sticking out from Garfiel’s back…
He could see a human arm, complete with five wriggling fingers, thrusting
through the center of his torso and out his back.
“Go-fu…!”
Garfiel’s body shuddered greatly, seemingly moving while time had
stopped.
The back of his vest was dyed by a creeping vermilion as his knees
buckled, crumpling then and there. When Garfiel’s knees hit the floor, the
arm vanished from his back. Instantly, blood gushed out from the wound that
it had been plugging.
“—Eh?”
As Garfiel went down on his rear, Ram and Roswaal were looking down
at him.
And as Ram watched Garfiel collapse in a pool of blood, coming out of
her chest was…
“Ros…”
“I have not reneged on my promise. I offer this soul to you.”
When frailly, Ram attempted to call out his name, Roswaal interrupted

her, speaking those words in an exceedingly gentle voice.
From behind, he preciously embraced Ram’s thin body, softly stroking
her pink hair with his left hand. Ram seemed entranced by his touch, her
cheeks reddened as a charming smile came to rest upon her face.
—From the corner of the lips forming that charming smile came out a
delayed spill of fresh blood.
Of course it did. Her chest had been run straight through from the back.
“ ”
The spectacle made Subaru recall another he had seen up close. The sight
of Beatrice impaled was superimposed over that of Ram.
The arm was pulled back. Without anything to support it, Ram’s body
tumbled forward. It was Garfiel who caught her, profusely bleeding himself.
The blood-ridden pair embraced each other.
“Gah… Ros…ra, mm… Ram, Ram, Ram, Ramramramramrammm…!!”
In an instant, a heart governed by hatred was smashed to pieces by the
sight of wounds on the his beloved.
Calling out the name of the girl in his arms, Garfiel let up a bloody roar as
his arm emitted a pale light. Subaru discerned that the flowing energy,
enveloped by vivid luminescence, was healing magic.
But that fact was inconsistent with what he was seeing, and more than
that, the dizzying situation had thrown his thought process awry.
His impression of Garfiel was that he was wholly unsuited toward using
any magic, let alone healing magic, but to pull it off instantly at a juncture
like that displayed considerable mastery of healing techniques.
Despite bearing mortal wounds of his own, he put everything aside,
pouring all his strength into healing Ram.
All of it was beyond Subaru’s expectations, so far beyond his imagination
that he was unable to move a single foot.
“Gah-ah-aaahhh…!”
Employing healing magic, the snarling Garfiel’s flesh bounced, enlarging
much like a pulsing vein.
Golden fur covered his exposed flesh, his sharp fangs creaked as they
began to lengthen, and his body, which Subaru had guessed was on death’s
door, was instinctively urging him to transfigure in order to avert that death.
If he transformed into a giant tiger, it might well save his own life.
However, if that happened, his healing would be interrupted. Ram would die.

His rational mind rejected that, clashing ferociously with his survival
instincts.
If he stopped healing their wounds before he transfigured, there still
existed some chance both of them might survi—
“—It would be troublesome to let you transfigure, yes?”
Roswaal took a single step forward. His right leg bent and then lashed out.
With a vividness that made it impossible for Subaru to tear his eyes away,
wind entwined around his bent leg as it scored a direct hit to the back of
Garfiel’s skull—causing a heavy sound, much like that of an egg cracking,
rupturing his target and smearing that blond hair with such ease it didn’t seem
real.
“—ll.”
With his skull half-smashed, Garfiel lay on his side, glaring at Roswaal
with his one remaining eye. In a twist of fate, he and Ram fell together almost
as one, both lying powerlessly on the floor.
Garfiel was dying, and in his arms, Ram did not move a muscle, either, a
thin smile still on her lips.
No healing magic existed that could be effective on people with dead
faces like this. None would even activate. By the time Roswaal drew his arm
out, Ram’s life had already been lost, for her heart had been destroyed.
Not realizing this, Garfiel struggled to save her, but that was as far as it
went.
“Even I would find it extremely difficult to weave magic without Garfiel
noticing. Accordingly, for but a brief moment, I relied upon means that are
heretical for a magic user.”
Wiping his bloodstained hand and foot with the sheets, the Roswaal that
had murdered the pair turned toward Subaru.
During that entire time, Subaru had stood rooted to the spot, unable to
move a step, unable to speak a word.
Inspecting Subaru, Roswaal narrowed his eyes before shrugging his
shoulders with a casual air as he spoke again.
“Now then—in accordance with the vow we have exchanged, let us speak,
Subaru Natsuki.”

Subaru stood in a daze amid that incomprehensible scene.
Ram had sunken into a pool of blood; Garfiel had lost his life from his
skull being crushed. As the two lay atop each other, Roswaal—he who had
murdered both—stood astride their corpses, calmly gazing Subaru’s way.
The incredible physical feat he had witnessed left Subaru unable to even
speak. Realizing that Subaru was gawking, Roswaal stared at Subaru with his
yellow eye alone as he said, “To believe a magic user cannot engage in
unarmed combat is to fall prey to prejudice, you seeee. It is the sort of pitfall
even Witches are known to miss. You should remember for future reference.”
Perhaps he meant it as honest advice, but Roswaal’s lecture, made with a
raised finger, left Subaru horrified.
Certainly, he was shocked. That Roswaal’s unarmed combat technique
was eye-catching was the simple truth. Comparing that shock to what he felt
at seeing the pair’s sudden deaths was difficult.
And yet, he could not comprehend how Roswaal could smile pleasantly,
not letting it bother him.
“Wh-why…?”
“Mm? Why what?”
“Why did you kill th……? Why did you kill Ram…eh? Even Garfiel’s…”
“Because Garfiel was an impediment to speaking with you. I did a terrible
thing to Ram…but her cooperation was indispensable for getting Garfiel out
of the way. Had she not created an opening, even my odds of victory would
have been quite poor.”
“—Huh?”
Shrugging his shoulders like it was no big deal, he came right out and
plainly confessed his murderous intentions. The contents flew into Subaru,
sailing right over his sentiments of anger, drawing out an unconscious breath.
It was an absurd answer for an absurd situation. It was an absurd comment
about an absurd fate. What the hell was going on?
“An unexpected reaction. The Subaru that I know is a boy who would see
nothing beyond this situation, fly into a rage, and even try to grab hold of me.
—Am I wrong, Subaru Natsuki?”
“What are you trying to say? You’re a shitty, psychopathic bastard…
There’s no way in hell I can…!”
“Forgive me or the like? You do not require language such as that. You
should be more honest in facing your own heart. That is the ‘you’ I desire, the

‘you’ that I have always, alwaaaays desired.”
“—!! Stop, looking at me with that eye! The hell! The hell is wrong with
you?!”
During those words, Roswaal had continued looking at Subaru with his
left eye alone. The intent gaze of that lone yellow iris made him feel queasy,
like something was clawing at the core of his psyche. Hence, his voice had
gone ragged.
“You murdered two people! And that ain’t all! I’m not talking about just
this! Before, that’s right, before when you were talking about the Witch Cult,
too! You’ve been giving me the slip over and over—”
“—Over and over. Yes, over and over, Subaru.”
Subaru shuddered, feeling an awful chill, almost like a wet fingertip was
stroking his spine.
Subaru had given in to his violent storm of emotions, venting about all the
things that had been agonizing him to date. The expression that Roswaal
trained upon Subaru was exceedingly out of place.
He was smiling. The sides of his face were cracked by his thin lips, and
Roswaal wore that pleasant expression full of welcome, the grin of a demon,
as he kept staring at Subaru.
This was not sarcasm or anything of the sort. He felt genuine delight at
seeing Subaru’s demeanor. All Subaru could feel for that flow of
incomprehensible emotion was disgust. He feared it, for it was something he
absolutely could not comprehend.
As he peered into Subaru’s trembling eyes, Roswaal made what seemed
like an affectionate nod.
“Very well. Since you do not understand, I, someone who assumes he
understands, have decided to arbitrarily enlighten you; specifically, I’ll tell
you the reason why you, despite witnessing the deaths of these two and now
confronting me, the one who slew them both, are not acting out of emotion.”
“ ”
“It’s quite simple. —You are not sad about their deaths. You are
surprised. However, you are not sad. That is why you have not hurled
yourself at me in anger.”
—It really was the arbitrary statement of someone who assumed they
understood.
What do you understand! As if I’m not sad that they’re dead! I’ll kill you!!

Inside Subaru’s heart, one phrase after another floated up, all candidates
for what he should shout in response. They were countless.
In truth, Subaru had multiple violent emotions swirling around inside of
him. They cried for him to chew out the clown with the all-knowing face.
Anger, despair, grief, shock—his emotions were ready to make him
explode and say those things at any moment—
“—It is because you do believe these things can be undone, is it
nooooot?”
“—?!!”
The blow made his blood freeze. Subaru went rigid, feeling like his heart
had been clenched.
It was not a metaphor. He truly felt like his heart was in a death grip. The
impact was simply that great.
Whatever Roswaal meant by it, his statement’s wording was all too close
to Return by Death. The Witch’s court was strict and severe. That very
moment, the world might stop and those black arms emerge to impose their
sentence. Or perhaps the arms would be insufficient, and the Witch might
descend once more, drinking the Sanctuary dry—
“…Not…coming?”
“This wariness… I see. So you and that have exchanged a pact. In light of
that, I can now accept how you came to so many of your words and actions to
date. She is quite a mean one.”
“Accept, you say…? No, before even that, you…!”
Subaru’s face went pale as Roswaal put a hand to his chin and nodded.
There was no mistake: Roswaal’s statement that moment had most certainly
touched upon the taboo at Subaru’s core—
“You…you noticed what’s been happening with me…?!”
“To explain, it is likely faster to show you than to tell you.”
“Wait! That feels like you’re just giving me the slip aga—”
When Roswaal turned around and headed toward the bed, Subaru tried to
close the distance. However, he hesitated to touch the pool of blood at the
tips of his toes—and the corpses of Ram and Garfiel within.
During that time, Roswaal arrived at the bed. He reached a hand under the
pillow, groping under it, and—
“…Wait, don’t tell me that’s—?”
“A Gospel? Rest at ease. This is not any such knockoff but one of the only

two genuine articles.”
When he lifted what was in his hand, Subaru recalled hearing similar
words from Roswaal before. When the topic had come up previously, the
man had stated that these were the real deal, that only two volumes existed,
and that one was in Beatrice’s hands. As for the other—
“So you had it…!”
“It would seem you require no explanation as to the book’s contents. It
would also seem you do not require an explanation of who possesses the
other, either. In that case, you require no further answer to your query, I take
it?”
“ ”
As the black-bound book held his attention, Subaru heard a very loud
ringing in his ears.
When he concentrated, working to match what he was seeing with his
memories to date, he found his proof. Leaving the reality of the present
behind, overusing his brain to the point of meltdown, he finally arrived at a
meaningful conclusion.
In Roswaal’s hand rested the second book of knowledge. This tome
prophesized the future, and just like Beatrice, whose blank book had
reinforced her isolation across four centuries, Roswaal too had read the
book’s contents over and over—
“From the look of you, it would appear that Beatrice somehow fulfilled
her duty.”
“—. Duty? Duty, what do you know about her…?”
The interjection brought his thought process to a temporary halt. As it
continued the work of verifying background information, the sense of loss
etched into Subaru’s chest made him flare up at Roswaal for the sake of the
girl at the center of that pain.
Did this man know the true feelings of Beatrice, the girl who had cried out
in such loneliness?
“Didn’t you know about what she was going through?! Always bound to
that room, always clinging to a promise from a long time ago… Didn’t you
know about her tears?!”
“Of course I knew. To me, she is someone I have known since the time of
my birth. The sense of desolation she harbors within her chest, her desire to
move on… These are things I have always known.”

“—!! Then…”
“I hope you do not say, Why did you do nothing about them? or the like.
Do you know what that girl desires someone do to relieve her sadness? You
have heard her plea, have you not?”
Skewered by Roswaal’s sound logic, Subaru’s heart reeled, like it was
spitting up blood.
It was the truth. It was very much the truth. Subaru had heard Beatrice’s
plea. He’d reached out to her, wanting to save her. His hand had been
rejected, his voice had failed to reach her and in the end, Beatrice’s life had
been taken by a vile blade.
The power and the knowledge to heal four centuries of isolation was too
much to hope for from Subaru.
Going back in time, using his means of redoing things, Subaru could
create a “final” chance to exchange words with Beatrice any number of times.
—But how should one heal four centuries of sadness?
He couldn’t turn back the clock on the four centuries of time Beatrice had
spent in the archive of forbidden books.
“—Though I must envy her.”
Almost as an afterthought, the murmuring voice crept its way into
Subaru’s battered eardrums.
Unable to believe what he just heard, Subaru lifted his face, staring at the
mouth Roswaal had used to speak the words. But Roswaal did not notice his
gaze, and together with a vague sigh, he carried on.
“Beatrice was able to vanish, granting her long-cherished desire. That is
the meaning behind the fact that you are here, am I riiiiight?”
“Long-cherished…desire? A-are you?! Are you trying to tell me dying
like, like that was her long-cherished desire?!”
“That was the girl’s wish. Whatever end each person hopes for is not
something others should belittle, and her desires were her own. It is
impermissible to sully that girl’s demise, for you and for me.”
“You killed Ram and Garfiel, and you get to say that to me?!”
As Subaru shouted in anger and raised his finger in accusation for the
slaughter, Roswaal shook his head side to side. It was as if to say, And were
your own actions so noble that you can act so high and mighty?
Subaru had heard Beatrice’s plea, her lament. And yet, why was Roswaal,
the man who had done nothing for her, able to put on that face like he

understood Beatrice?
—After all, there was no sympathizing with Beatrice’s wish, her plea for
death. That wish was not what she had wanted at all.
—If it was, then why had Beatrice shielded Subaru in the end?
“Like I said, I envy her. —After all, it would seem that my long-cherished
desire shall not be granted.”
“—?”
Until that point, Subaru had been unable to comprehend a single word out
of Roswaal’s mouth. There was only chaos in his mind.
But even so, what he just said left a particularly strange and queasy
feeling in Subaru.
Granting a long-cherished desire. Fulfilling a wish. These felt wrong,
discordant. As for his wish—
“What…do you want, then? What the heck is your wish? Why—why do
all this…?”
“I shall not speak it. I have a vow to uphold, much like you. What has
come out of my mouth so far is the greatest concession I am capable of
giving you. But allow me to say this.”
“ ”
“I always do my utmost, always acting in the best interests of my long-
cherished desire. My various schemes, blasphemies, aid, and support are all
for its sake. I have never once turned my back on that.”
Blatantly, boldly, and proudly, Roswaal affirmed every last one of his
own actions to date.
How could he say it with a straight face like that, shamelessly, brazenly?
Pitch-black anger welled up in Subaru.
For Subaru’s part, his anger seemed selfish, if not wholly disconnected
from the contempt for the feelings and emotions for which he had come so
far. But he couldn’t help himself.
“What best interests?! Never turned your back on that, my ass! You…you
too, it’s that book, huh?! You’re acting according to what’s written in the
book, aren’t you?! Are you gonna tell me the same things that Beatrice did?!
That what you’ve done until now, that what you’re doing in the Sanctuary is
all…!”
The first run when Subaru had discovered that book, Beatrice had told
him she was doing everything as written within. That had been a lie. This

time around, Subaru had learned her book was filled with blank pages.
So what about Roswaal’s book, then? Was the future accurately detailed
therein?
“Is this snow according to the book, too?! Did the writing in the book tell
you to make the snow fall? What the hell for?!”
“That should be obvious. —To isolate Lady Emilia.”
“—H…uh?
“I suppose I must repeat myself. Making the snow fall like this inflicts
harm upon the residents. This isolates Lady Emilia, causing her to fall into an
unstable mental state. Without this snow, she would not, yes?”
Roswaal’s conclusion accurately described the state of Emilia, left behind
at the tomb, as if he could see it for himself.
The situation had advanced precisely in accordance with Roswaal’s
prediction. But the issue was not the effects. Subaru did not comprehend the
meaning behind the thought process of Roswaal’s that had arrived at such an
extreme.
With Subaru perplexed, Roswaal spread his hands out a little.
“This is a land connected to a Witch, and Lady Emilia is in the position of
confronting the Trial to liberate the Sanctuary. For a great, unseasonable
snowfall to arrive out of season in a place she is located…one can imagine
what would happen?”
“Wh-why, you…”
“At a time like this, Garfiel’s lack of guile proves most useful. His
suspicions would naturally jump straight to Lady Emilia, blaming her with a
loud voice. This is where the memories of the people of Earlham Village
would come into play. They know of the wave of localized cold that Lady
Emilia…well, more precisely, the Great Spirit, can trigger.”
Roswaal’s statement made a chill run through Subaru. The “wave of
localized cold” he spoke of referred to the sight of out-of-season snow
occurring alone in the environs of Roswaal Manor.
It was a fun, peaceful time between the people of the mansion and the
villagers. Roswaal was using that memory.
—In point of fact, every last thing had gone in accordance with Roswaal’s
scheme.
Garfiel had suspected Emilia, and his voice propagated that suspicion
through the residents of the settlement. The people of Earlham Village would

want to believe in her. But they had memories that associated snow with
Emilia.
It was Emilia who had made the snow fall—and every plot of soil in that
land, that world, carried a reason to pin every crime upon her, regardless of
who might have committed it.
This was the demon named Prejudice, which had caused Emilia so much
suffering over many years.
“And do what by isolating Lady Emilia, you ask? Lady Emilia is truly a
weak person, you see. It is by no means mysterious for her to entrust herself
to the hands of ‘someone’ who can accept her… And if that someone wished
to support Lady Emilia with every fiber of his being, all the better.”
“Wait, wait…wait, wait, wait, wait…!”
As Roswaal continued his confession, the words triggered an instinctual
fear, prompting Subaru to raise his hands.
He felt like at that moment some preposterous tale, some outrageous fact,
was being spoken to him.
As if that moment, he had heard Roswaal’s true intent, and having heard
it, there was no going back—
“Once Lady Emilia depends upon you, you shall never push her away. Of
course not… You love her, after all. If your beloved Lady Emilia entrusts
everything to you, you will be unable to brush her aside.”
“That’s not…”
No. It can’t be true.
That very moment, the present Subaru had resisted giving in to Emilia
when she had clung to him back at the tomb. He had come this far after
enduring it. Knowing that those were not Emilia’s true feelings, he could not
allow himself to drown in feelings of love that were a pale substitute for the
real—
“Not today is surely your answer. That is an unfortunate development for
me. It would seem that the current you is overly invested in extraneous
things.”
“Extraneous…? Wait, this is why you did something to my letter…?”
“—Letter?”
Suspicion slipped into Roswaal’s question to himself. Though he knit his
brows, he immediately cast that suspicion aside.
When Roswaal stepped forward, taking a single step into the pool of

blood, Subaru’s body subconsciously flinched back. Roswaal, shaking his
long arm, flashed a lonely, pained smile at Subaru’s reaction and said; “The
current you is insufficient to bring about the future indicated in the text. Any
discrepancy with that recorded requires a correction.”
“You plan to kill…me?”
“Killing you would be putting the cart before the horse, would it noooot? I
would be inconvenienced were you to perish. I mean, I simply must have you
seize the next opportunity, no matter what might befall you.”
“—Eh?”
For an instant, the words Roswaal said as he approached threw Subaru for
a loop. But he immediately grasped what the words meant and, at the same
time, recognized their variance with the facts.
Based on some kind of notation in the book of knowledge, Roswaal had
caught on to Subaru’s looping. However, he did not know that death was the
trigger to activate Return by Death.
Accordingly, Roswaal believed he could not kill him until Subaru
activated the looping of his own free will. If it was like that, he had a chance
to w—
“—I shall not kill you. However, I can do anything to you besides that.
Am I wrong?”
The next instant, Subaru was struck by a blow that seemed to go straight
through his solar plexus, slamming him into the wall.
“G-ahh…”
“Considering how our relationship will develop after this, I would not
consider this course of action to be suave of me. Did I use the term
correctly?”
“Goaa! G-gyaaa!”
Driving his fingernails into the fallen Subaru’s flank, Roswaal cocked his
head like this was any other regular moment. Rather than the force of his
kick, he was using precise gouging at weak points to meticulously increase
Subaru’s suffering.
And as Subaru writhed in intense pain, Roswaal rained more one-sided
acts of violence upon him with punches, kicks, and sometimes a stomp to the
head, causing tears of blood to flow out of his left eye cavity once more.
But he didn’t die. Therefore, there was no Return by Death. The looping
did not occur.

“…I have done all this, and still you will not try again? You are quite
obstinate.”
“I… I—I…”
“Ahhh, or is this already after you have made another attempt? Now that I
think of it, I have no method of recognizing whether you have done it or not.
Quite the miscalculation.”
The pitying look Roswaal directed toward Subaru was a spiteful sight
indeed. But what tugged at his chest even more than that, something that
always had, spilled out of Subaru’s mouth.
“Ros…waal… Y…you talk like I’ve tried again a whole…bunch of
times…”
“Oh my? This is becoming a rather important discussion? Do tell.”
“I’m…the one asking you… What’s…with you…acting…planning on the
premise that I…that someone else…can redo things? Do you actually…?”
Finally, the terrible premonition that he’d dragged around with him all
that time coalesced into a tangible suspicion.
—And that suspicion was that Roswaal had a way to inherit memories.
Just like Echidna, inside the tomb, who spent her time cut off from reality
in her castle of dreams, did Roswaal also inherit memories of a prior world
even after Subaru Returned by Death?
For if not, Subaru couldn’t make sense of his plan that hinged on redoing
things.
“If that’s so…that’s fine. But if that’s really what it is, then I can’t…”
Can’t forgive you. If they had both inherited those memories, their
relationship could be extended no further.
Roswaal had committed a great many heresies for the sake of an objective
unknown to Subaru. This was not limited to the current run but was this
man’s policy for every time moving forward as well.
If that was so, the optimal future Subaru was aiming for and his goal were
—
“—It would seem that the conversation is at an end…”
However, as Subaru’s broken words trailed off, Roswaal turned his head
toward the room’s window. Then, in the corner of the fallen Subaru’s eye, he
slightly narrowed his eyes and spoke a single word.
“Goa.”
In contrast to the whisper-like volume of his voice, the result created by

that chant was an all-too-dazzling red.
He unleashed the fist-size crimson fireball created via chant with the
speed of an arrow, melting and breaking through the intervening window—
and scoring a direct hit on the silhouette seemingly trying to leap into the
room through it, burning the target completely.
The silhouette, of a similar size to the fireball, was unable to resist the
flames, burning to ash in the blink of an eye. But just before it completely
burned away, it left behind only one thing: the sound of its kii, kii death cries
—
“Just now… Agh?”
“I see, I see. —So this is how it ends?”
Subaru gasped as Roswaal grabbed hold of the front of his neck, easily
lifting up his body with one slender arm. Subaru groaned and thrashed, but
Roswaal paid no heed to his resistance, dragging him to the door. At a rapid
gait, he passed out of the house’s interior, violently dragging Subaru out of
the building and into the cold, buffeting winds outside.
Hurled into the snowy landscape, Subaru shook off something cold
touching his head, somehow managing to sit up.
And then he noticed it and gaped.
“ ”
He heard a skrtskrt sound, a discordant noise like that of hard things
rubbing against each other. This was the song of fangs meant for tearing prey
to shreds, a sound that Subaru knew from personal experience.
The pure-white fur blended in perfectly with the snowed-in landscape of
the Sanctuary. Their tiny bodies, small enough to fit into one’s palm,
quivered as their round eyes surveyed the landscape. They were adorable
animals—and indiscriminate weapons of slaughter.
“Th-the rabbits…!”
Subaru shivered, raising a shout at the arrival of the Great Rabbit, one of
the three great demon beasts.
As Subaru did so, just as his fright foretold, the hopping demon beasts
leaped onto the snow one after another. “Kii, kii,” they cried out, and skrtskrt
went the sound of the demon beasts’ fangs, their numbers already beyond
counting.
These monsters, left with no instincts save insatiable hunger, the demon
beast horde known as the Great Rabbit, had arrived in the Sanctuary.

“B-but…this is ridiculous. I mean, it’s only the second day… Why is
this…?!”
Subaru was sure that according to his memories, the Great Rabbit had
attacked the Sanctuary on the fifth day. There should have been plenty of
time to spare. Why were they in the Sanctuary with timing like that?
“This snow is no doubt the cause.”
“—! Daphne said the Great Rabbit eats magical energy; the bigger the
mana the better…!”
During his fleeting encounter with the Witches, the Witch of Gluttony,
Daphne, creator and mother of the Great Rabbit, had told Subaru that about
the creatures’ ecology. He had yet to turn the information about that trait of
the Great Rabbit, its attraction to mana, into a means of opposing the menace
of the demon beasts, but—
“The snow… There’s no reason they can’t munch down on the great
magic controlling the weather. That’s why…!”
“To the Great Rabbit, this is a desirable feeding ground. From birth, those
residents with demi-human blood are blessed with bountiful mana… And
more important, they and the evacuated villagers are all gathered in one
place.”
“The Cathedral—!”
As if the conclusion was propelling him, Subaru forced his creaking body
to stand. Then, wiping his nosebleed with a sleeve, with the attack of the
Great Rabbit imminent, he drew close to Roswaal.
“Roswaal! Right now…just for now, a cease-fire! Anyway, let’s get to the
Cathedral! Can we hole up there…? No, gotta rendezvous with Emilia at the
tomb and flee outside…”
“Flee? To where? There is the barrier. The residents of the Sanctuary
cannot escape.”
“—. Th-that’s…”
“There was not enough time, Subaru. So long as the Trial remains
unfinished, the residents cannot leave the Sanctuary. In other words, the
future you desire will never come to pass.”
As Subaru hemmed, Roswaal pushed his chest away and calmly walked
forward.
Ahead of where he advanced, walking over the snow—the Great Rabbit
pressed forward as an uncoordinated line of death.

With his might as one of the kingdom’s preeminent mages, they couldn’t
ask for anything more ideal than a target-rich battlefield; numbers meant
nothing to him. Surely, with his overwhelming magical strength, he could
mow down the horde and open a path.
However, Subaru did not have any sense whatsoever that Roswaal had the
willpower to resist.
As he continued to advance, his very demeanor was clearly that of a man
going off to his death.
“Wait, wait, damn it, Roswaal…! We aren’t done talking yet!”
“No, we are finished. At the very least, I have no more words to speak to
you. Nor any reason left to live.”
“E-even if I redo it, this way is the worst! If we talked more, talked
properly…or maybe you just think you can do it next time, but…!”
“—You seem to have a misconception about something, Subaru.”
“Wha?”
The term misconception made Subaru’s words catch. Standing still,
Roswaal turned only his head toward Subaru.
And with Subaru frozen, Roswaal continued speaking to him.
“Even if you can try again, I cannot. The me waiting for you after a redo
is not the me you see here. This is my end. —But that is fine.”
Bewilderment, amazement, shock slammed into Subaru all at once.
Roswaal himself was saying that redos applied only to Subaru; everything
else in the loop was unrelated.
In other words, Roswaal knew of Subaru’s looping and was trying to use
it for some kind of objective, but what he was doing was no more and no less
than that.
For the Roswaal that died there, in that world, his life was over, his
consciousness at an end.
He knew that even if Subaru redid things, the current Roswaal would not
be waiting on the other end.
But that way of thinking was just too—
“—That’s not the thought process of a human being.”
With Subaru, whose consciousness continued on, the prerequisite
conditions differed.
With Roswaal, whose consciousness did not continue on, if he died it was
the end.

And so understanding that end, he accepted it as a matter of fact, inserting
it into his plan. That was abnormal.
“At any rate, the time will come when, in a genuine sense, you catch up to
me, Subaru.”
“Roswaal…?”
“Listen well, Subaru. —You have something that is important. One thing
that is truly, truly precious to you. Strip away all other things. Let go of
everything else and think only of protecting that one thing that you hold
dear.”
“ ”
“Do this and—”
Somewhere amid that much urgency, with an air of so much sincerity,
Roswaal smiled at Subaru.
The Great Rabbit that had already come so very close tore into that
Roswaal’s neck. Blood scattered, and the sound of gouged flesh heralded the
beginning of the tragic spectacle. Late to appear, the next rabbits bit into his
arms, his knees, his rump.
“Roswaalllll—!!”
“—You can become like me.”
The jester’s smile could no longer be seen, buried under the gleeful horde
of rabbit bodies.
As if craving it, the Great Rabbit covered the whole of Roswaal’s body.
Falling to his side, the unresisting Roswaal was gouged out by the rabbits’
fangs. Hungrily, they fed, eating their fill.
Fresh blood sprayed onto the white snow, drawing a picture of Hell upon
that great natural canvas. Even that bloody sketch went to waste, for the
demon beasts slurped the blood-smeared snow, erasing every remaining
trace.
Without a word, Subaru watched the spectacle of Roswaal ceasing to be
Roswaal.
He watched, as the being known as Roswaal was lost to the world, his life
gnawed away.
—He watched.

—A finished world, an unreachable future, lost hopes, and trampled bonds:
They all tasted of blood.
Upon those, Subaru bit down. He bit down on the rising bitterness. He bit
down on his decision.
It was time. This time he would truly give up on this world, for it was
time that he let go.
From hither and yonder, he heard the kichikichi sound of the monsters’
fangs, captive to their own obsession with hunger.
The Sanctuary was no longer anything more than the Great Rabbit
Horde’s hunting grounds. Screams and angry shouts alike were drowned out
by the demon beasts’ cries and the sounds of their gnawing as countless cruel
deaths were playing out across that powdery landscape.
Subaru single-mindedly raced past the horrors, running in a beeline to his
destination. Surrounded by the sounds of fangs, the flesh-craving rabbits
delighted at having new prey enter their feeding grounds. Subaru drew the
crystal from his pocket and made one reckless prayer.
Employing his rights as an apostle, Subaru assembled the replicas
remaining in the Sanctuary. Leaving it to them to leap in and intercept the
demon beasts, Subaru somehow managed to escape with his life.
The remaining replicas dwindled even as he watched. A moment after
Piko, the first to come to his side, was sacrificed to the rabbits and torn apart,
they ceased being effective as expendable speed bumps. He made them fight
until they were being shredded, finally causing them to self-destruct, taking
as many as they could with them. This he repeated over and over—
“Ha-ha-ha-ha…”
Coming to a halt, a dry laugh trickled out. Before his eyes was a fire-
enveloped building, burning with brilliant flames.
It was the Cathedral. Between the people of Earlham Village and the
residents of the Sanctuary, there ought to have been nearly a hundred souls
housed inside. Their bastion, the place where survivors should have been
waiting for aid, was engulfed by flame.
Possessing nothing save hunger, the Great Rabbit lacked the presence of
mind to set its prey on fire. Who, then, had set the fire? For what purpose had
—? Without having to think about it, he knew.
The people inside had chosen suicide over being devoured by demon
beasts. That was all.

Hell—this was a portrait of Hell itself. The people from the village, the
residents of the Sanctuary, and even Ryuzu and Otto had probably all been
inside. How could they do something so hasty?
But Subaru had no right to blame them. They had simply exercised a
natural right. They had the right to choose their end—a right Subaru did not
possess—and so they chose. That was all.
It was Subaru Natsuki who ought to be blamed. It was he who had made
them choose how to end lives that, unlike his, would never return—this was
the crime of Subaru Natsuki, a crime he could never undo.
“…Put yourselves on the line and protect me. Once I make it to the tomb,
do what you want.”
The Great Rabbit began to surround the Cathedral as it burned and
collapsed. Sensing their approach, Subaru left only those orders to the
remaining Ryuzu replicas—of which there were six.
Shifting his head, Subaru looked not at the scene of the fire but across the
snow to where the tomb was supposed to be.
With one step and another, he walked, casting his hesitation aside as he
broke into a run.
Behind him, the demon beasts identified the racing Subaru as more prey,
their little bodies bounding in pursuit. The replicas did as ordered, fighting
without self-regard as they protected him from the beasts.
He heard a chaotic mix of sound from the cries of demon beasts and of the
horrifically wounded replicas turning into light and exploding.
Leaving all of it behind, Subaru covered his ears with his hands,
continuing to run into the blowing snow.
Countless sounds reached the eardrums of Subaru Natsuki, berating him
as they did. He did his best to ignore it and shook them off.
—He continued to run.
By the time he arrived at the tomb, Subaru’s body no longer felt the cold.
He had a cavity for a left eye, and the vision of his right was dying bit by
bit. But he thought nothing of the pain.
In his dull, leaden thought process, the image of a single girl flickered.

Stepping into the corridor of dry stone, Subaru headed deeper, deeper
within. And there he found—
“—Subaru?”
At the back of the corridor was a stone room filled with a faint blue light.
From there, someone called his name.
Invited by the voice, his legs dragged him forward, and the person
standing in the center of the stone room gazed at Subaru and said, “Subaru, it
really is you! Goodness, where have you been? I was worried!”
As she spoke, Emilia rushed over in a small run and grasped both his
hands.
Wearing a pouty look, Emilia proceeded to pull Subaru’s hands against
her own chest. As gentle softness and body temperature blended together, she
gazed at him with upturned eyes.
“…Are you tired by any chance?”
“Yeah… I might be just a little tired…”
“Tee-hee, is that so? Well, in that case…”
Nodding, Emilia smiled with redness dying her cheeks. From there, she
bent her knees on the spot, leaned on her hip, folded her legs under her, and
gave her white thighs a couple of pats.
“…A…lap pillow, huh?”
“Yes. Subaru, you just love my lap pillow, don’t you? You’ve told me as
much. I remember.”
Emilia proudly made the proposal with only a tiny hint of a blush. Though
it took Subaru a little longer, he also sat down on the spot, indulging in her
generosity as he laid his head upon her soft thighs. Right away, the sensation
of his hair elicited a sweet murmur of “mmm,” but Emilia immediately began
stroking Subaru’s head.
“How many times does this make that I’ve offered Subaru my lap as a
pillow anyway?”
“Who knows…third time, maybe? I think I was a real wreck every time.”
“I am happy to indulge Subaru like this, but you know, spoiled children
get their hair teased…”
Teasing his forelocks, tickling his forehead with her fingers, Emilia was in
high spirits as she did as she pleased to Subaru.
Because Emilia wore that adorable expression, not even a smidgeon of an
urge to brush her fingers aside arose.

—Besides, he had neither the willpower nor physical endurance to do so.
Most of what should have been in his belly had already spilled out anyway.
“ ”
Subaru was in a sorry state that was almost unbearable to look at.
The bite wound in his hip had reached his intestines. Of the fingers on the
right hand he’d used to swipe away a leaping rabbit, only the thumb really
remained. Below his waist, countless deep gashes had left the bone visible,
and from which too much blood had escaped.
That he’d made it that far with his fraying mind was the result of tenacity
bordering on obsession and the freezing cold slowing the metabolism of his
body. But even that bargain-bin miracle had finally reached its limit.
“Subaru, are you sleepy?
“Just a…a tiny bit, yeah. Ahhh, it’s all right, it’s all right… I can do this, I
can do this…”
“Really? You’re not forcing yourself? I mean, Subaru, you always do
reckless things for someone else’s sake… I mean, even Subaru understands
that about Subaru, but it really makes me worry.”
“I’m…all…right…”
“I’m a little conflicted about it. I want Subaru to do reckless things just for
me…but I don’t want to see Subaru pretending not to see other people…
Sorry, I’m very selfish, huh?”
Emilia piled words upon words in quick succession. Her voice grew
distant.
Unlike the snow-buried grounds of the Sanctuary, the tomb interior
retained a moderate amount of heat. This thawed Subaru’s still-battered flesh,
and his bleeding commenced once more. The pool of blood on the stone floor
broadened, and the blood Subaru was coughing splattered onto Emilia’s
cheek. But Emilia paid the blood no mind.
“Hey, Subaru, are you listening? There’s so, so, soooooo much that I want
to talk to you about. So please let me be by your side. Listen to my voice. Let
me speak, ’kay?”
She wasn’t ignoring him. Emilia hadn’t noticed—not Subaru’s state, nor
the blood on her cheek.
Subaru was firmly reflected in her violet eyes. But reality didn’t show up
in them.
Emilia didn’t see what was wrong with Subaru. Nor did she notice the

change in the Sanctuary, the gradually approaching end, or much of anything
else for that matter. —However, perhaps the same was true of Subaru.
“ ”
Subaru should have been doing his best to get Emilia out of the Sanctuary.
The Great Rabbit was already burying the exterior of the tomb. It
probably would not be long before they surged inside. If they did, just like
with Roswaal, not even one scrap of Emilia would be left behind.
That would mean Emilia’s death—but even knowing this, Subaru did not
tell Emilia to run.
He could not escape from his self-centered desire to be at Emilia’s side for
the little time he had left.
Roswaal’s words and grand death, the regrets he harbored for Ram’s and
Garfiel’s deaths, the uncertainty of how Petra and Frederica had been taken,
his inability to save Rem and Beatrice; these were killing Subaru.
—Trapped between a sense of loss and a sense of loneliness, Subaru
wanted to vanish, and not a moment too soon.
As the world began to go white, his consciousness and his soul were being
whittled away from it, bit by tiny bit.
Strength drained from his limbs, and sensation vanished from his dying
flesh. Emilia, not realizing that Subaru was dying, would be the only one left.
—Here, he was going to leave Emilia behind? Emilia, who no longer had
anyone else on whom to depend.
“Ah—”
Even if he wanted to regret it, it was too late. It was too late for
everything.
His voice refused to come out. Light vanished from his black eyes.
Not noticing this, thinking Subaru had merely fallen silent, Emilia tilted
her neck in adorable fashion.
Then she abruptly smiled, gently bringing her face closer, and—
“ ”
—kissed the silent Subaru’s lips.
—The taste of her first kiss was the cold taste of death.

CHAPTER 5
ENDING LIST
Subaru’s consciousness was greeted by the same sensation of a cold, hard

floor.
“ ”
Still lying faceup, Subaru opened his eyes and coughed out the dirt inside
his mouth. When he grimaced at the stench of dirt and looked around the
area, he saw he was in a dimly lit stone room—back within the tomb.
Subaru returned to the world in the exact same place right after the old
one had ended, going back only in time.
His eyeball had returned to his left eye socket, restoring his vision.
Though on the one hand, he was relieved by this, the fear that this left eye
would see Hell and a sense of inescapable confinement made him feel an
ache from a wound that surely no longer existed.
The main thing holding back his sense of despair and the creeping feeling
that he would only reach another dead end was the presence of the girl lying
by his side.
There, beautiful silver hair spread over the floor, moaning in anguish, was
Emilia, the girl with whom he had surely met his demise—here she was
tormented by the Trial, seeing a nightmare of the past from which she could
not awaken.
“ ”
Quietly, with his fingers, Subaru gently touched not Emilia but his own
parched lips.
In the back of his mind arose the sight of Emilia just before Return by

Death—when, putting the dying Subaru on her lap, she did not notice his loss
as she kissed him.
He could not imagine what Emilia’s mental state was like the moment she
kissed Subaru’s bloody lips. Nor was Subaru, then on the verge of death, able
to bring with him the sensations or feelings from the final moment of his
passing.
It would have been the first kiss with Emilia in Subaru’s life, and it was
death that had gotten in the way.
“ ”
But if Subaru had to answer whether he regretted feeling the touch of her
lips, he would resoundingly say no.
Reminiscing about the kiss in that final moment was to reconfirm his
sense of crisis at seeing Emilia becoming wholly dependent on Subaru as she
fled from reality after her mental state had deteriorated so much…
Unable to rely on Puck, enduring the pressure from those around her,
losing the support of Subaru’s consoling words must have pushed Emilia’s
mind to its limits.
He’d taken pride in the best start to date, but if Emilia’s collapse was the
result…
“If I’m not at her side…then that happens. I don’t want to…make her
sad…”
Even if she’d temporarily recovered from the tomb, the nighttime
conversation, the letter, it all backfired.
Swallowed up by a tremendous snowfall, a great many became victims to
the Great Rabbit’s invasion. Roswaal had slain Ram and Garfiel in a fit of
madness. And finally, having Emilia kiss him on the lips was Subaru’s final
moment as he went to his death—
“I knew. I should have known.”
To Subaru, that world had offered the cruelest, the most senseless of fates.
Therefore, as if by design, Emilia, Beatrice, and even Elsa and Roswaal
were arranged in the most formidable configuration possible.
“I’ll save…Emilia, the Sanctuary, the mansion. I’ll save them all. If I
don’t, then…”
—Can you do it?
—It’s not a matter of whether I can. I have to. I will. Me.
Subaru bared his fangs and silenced the inner voice that he’d heard many

times already. He would permit no excuses, no lifelines. He swore a vow, one
that would absolutely never be rescinded.
All he had to do was list the problems, obstacles, issues, and walls in his
way; clarify his victory conditions; put them in chronological order; then
challenge them with trial runs over and over, as many as time and his mind
would permit.
Even if Subaru’s mind was whittled down with every failure, he would be
satisfied so long as a future worth holding on to still existed… No matter how
many horrific things he had to see, like what he had already bore witness to.
And so—
“—Emilia, are you all right?”
He stretched out his hand, shook the shoulder of the adorable girl lying on
her side, and gently brought her back to reality.
As Subaru watched her long eyelashes tremble and her purple eyes slowly
open, he decided.
All over again, he made a vow inside of himself, making it hard and
strong so that it would never be broken.
—I’ll protect Emilia and save everyone else. Even if it costs me my life.
In his head, he organized the information he never got a chance to digest at

the end of the last run, given the chaotic events and his impending death.
The most crucial of this was the man who knew of Subaru’s Return by
Death—Roswaal L. Mathers. Subaru had to consider his position and how to
best confront his schemes.
Roswaal did not know that dying was the condition for activating his
ability, but he knew that Subaru looped. It was unclear whether he learned
this since Subaru’s arrival in the Sanctuary or perhaps long before, but the
way he found out had to be the magic tome in his possession—the book of
knowledge.
This magic tome had the same origin as the blank one Beatrice possessed,
one of only two volumes in the world.
Subaru had no idea whether the contents of the tome accurately foretold
the future or not. But if he took Roswaal’s words at face value, Roswaal had

to be acting in accordance with the magical tome’s notations.
His words and deeds in the Sanctuary and even his offering his body to
the Great Rabbit at the end were the results of his strict observance of the
magic tome—the ideology motivating his actions was similar to what drove
the Witch Cultists from Petelgeuse on down.
However, there was a clear difference between the two. An unbridgeable
gap existed between the positions from which they obeyed their magic tomes.
Petelgeuse interpreted incomplete prophecies on his own, following the
tome’s notations while adjusting to changing events on the fly.
Roswaal strictly observed the notations in his tome, permitting no
inconsistency with them, not even if events had to be redone as a
consequence.
Both fully intended on obeying their tomes, but their motivations and
methodologies seemed completely different.
And with Roswaal willing to use even Return by Death for the sake of his
tome, Subaru was in an even worse position with him than Petelgeuse.
—Just what was Roswaal’s objective, making him resort to such
extremes?
If Roswaal’s magic tome said to bring the current incidents in the
Sanctuary and at the mansion to an end, he’d repeat those tragedies any
number of times until things went to his liking.
If that was so, why not just kneel on the ground and have Roswaal tell
Subaru what was in the magic tome? Why not just make a firm promise to
obey the notations, exhausting his strength until Roswaal’s wish was granted?
But as a result of obeying the notations of the magic tome, Roswaal had
made the snow fall on the Sanctuary. The snowy landscape had made people
suspect Emilia, and her isolation was what caused her so much distress.
If that was Roswaal’s…if that was the magic tome’s desire, then Subaru
absolutely could not obey.
Subaru’s and Roswaal’s goals were incompatible.
To Subaru, risking his life to carry everything in his arms, Roswaal had
spoken.
—Strip away everything except that which is truly important to you, he’d
said.
He had also said that in doing so, Subaru would become like him. Not that
Subaru wanted to resemble the man even slightly, but it was clear that

Roswaal was acting in accordance with those words, up to and including
throwing away his own life.
Strictly obeying his book, he’d isolated Emilia, and Roswaal was firm in
the belief that if he reached the conclusion the magic tome desired, he’d be
able to protect the one thing that was truly important to him.
All of Roswaal’s actions were for the sake of that. If so, Subaru had but
one reply.
“Let everything else go, my ass. No way in Hell.”
He wouldn’t let Emilia be hurt—nor Rem, nor Ram, nor Petra, nor Otto,
nor Frederica, nor the people of Earlham Village, nor the residents of the
Sanctuary, nor Ryuzu, nor even Garfiel.
If even one of them were to fall, Subaru’s small world would become a
dreary one. To the greedy, self-centered Subaru, that was something he could
not endure.
“Roswaal, I—won’t become like you.”
To make this declaration true, Subaru had to find an answer that defied
the magic tome.
He could rely on no one. Subaru worried, lived, and struggled alone.
But if there was someone somewhere Subaru might rely upon—
“Can I depend on you again…?”
—There was only one Witch in that world to whom Subaru could confide
his troubles.
Subaru quickened his legs, his impatience difficult to endure.

After returning with Emilia, who finished her attempt to clear the Trial at
the tomb, the usual review meeting at the Ryuzu residence had also been
concluded. With the Sanctuary sunken deep into the dead of night, Subaru
was earnestly running alone.
Put bluntly, Subaru didn’t remember much of the contents bounced
around the review meeting. But he probably didn’t need to remember to have
a full grasp of the contents.
This time, Emilia was distraught over the past. Therefore, with clumsy
explanations and it being clear at a glance she was forcing herself, she

tearfully vowed to challenge her nightmare again tomorrow and thereafter.
Subaru respected her sense of duty and the nobility of her resolve. —But
she would fail. This he knew.
Accordingly, Subaru consoled the hurt Emilia, gently encouraged her, and
saw her off to bed. After that, when Ram went to call him for his promised
talk with Roswaal, Subaru brushed her off and rushed out of the house.
Breath ragged, brow sweaty, he headed straight toward the Witch’s
moonlit tomb—there lay the key to dealing with the situation, and even if not,
there rested an ally with whom he could resolve some of the issues that
troubled him.
He was worried that he’d be stopped as he ran to the tomb, but fortunately
neither Ryuzu, nor Garfiel, nor Roswaal had interrupted his decisive move.
—That night, for the second time, the third if counting during the day, he
charged toward the tomb.
“ ”
Arriving at the entrance, Subaru got his breathing under control in the
corridor filled with cool, serene air. With the Trial having already finished for
that evening, it was no longer illuminated by the light that welcomed the
qualified challengers. Even so, he squinted, searching for the entrance to the
castle of dreams that ought to have been there.
His vision was too poor to locate the door to that place. But the Witch had
certainly spoken those words…
“If you have the desire to know…”
Echidna had said that this was the condition to be invited to the Witch’s
Tea Party once more.
Also that his voice had to be not only equal to but rise higher than at the
time of his second invitation, when his entire body had been bitten away by
demon beasts.
Did pain and fear even exist that could exceed what he had experienced
then, enough to drive him mad?
—It did. The voice with which he cried out this time, for liberation from
that dead end, rivaled that.
“ ”
The things he wanted to know, to ascertain, to mull over together were as
innumerable as the stars.
As bottomless emotions smoldered quietly in his eyes, Subaru’s footsteps

echoed as he advanced down the corridor. With the chill permeating his
body, it was dozens of seconds later when he arrived at the stonework room
enveloped in a pale light.
Nearly one short hour before, he had left this place, Emilia in tow—and it
had also been nearly one short hour since Subaru had died in that place and
that the world had restarted through Return by Death.
In that place of Subaru’s anguish, Subaru’s death and resurrection, he
yearned for an audience with the Witch.
“Please call me, Echidna…!”
He’d thrown his life away over and over. If casting away his pride as well
was sufficient, he’d offer even that.
For displaying his pathetic nature with all his strength was all the
ignorant, powerless Subaru Natsuki was capable of.
“ ”
Kneeling in the center of the stonework room, Subaru offered up his
prayer, his wish to be reunited with the Witch.
In the back of his mind, he drew a portrait of a white-haired Witch, lining
up his own emotions to make them a chorus with which to call out to her,
fervently seeking the optimal possibility to bring those intertwined futures
close.
Desperately, he sought her out.
With all his spirit, he craved.
And as he continued doing nothing but wish, droplets of sweat dripped
from his brow.
—A moment later.
“—Uu.”
Abruptly, Subaru saw a white light in the back of his closed eyelids. The
hallucination—no, this was no hallucination.
Before he realized it, his kneeling body had come to lie on the ground.
Unable to move his limbs, his lips were not even free to gasp at whatever
might be happening. His consciousness was being peeled away from reality.
It was the situation he’d desired. He was invited to the castle of dreams—
and so Subaru felt gratitude toward the unexpected omen.
As Subaru’s consciousness grew hazy, he was relieved that there was a
finger pointing the way to a heretofore closed future—

“—Behold the unknowable present.”
The instant his consciousness vanished, he felt like he heard such a

whisper.
Subaru’s emotions rocked back and forth in a way that made him feel drunk.
He didn’t know what had happened. His consciousness had given out, and
after that, his awakening was sudden.
It resembled the confusion linked to the sudden shift between times
present and past when Return by Death activated. His brain was in chaos
when suddenly dealing with the difference between the world from the
moment prior and the world that instantly appeared at that moment.
When he realized it was a confusion that he was already familiar with,
recovery was an easy feat.
Taking a long, deep breath, he first told his racing thoughts and beating
heart to calm down. —But he did not feel the mouth, the throat, or the lungs
necessary to take that deep breath.
“—?”
With a hand, he tried to confirm that the parts he couldn’t feel were
actually there. He could not touch them. The reason was simple: He couldn’t
feel his hand, either. —No, it wasn’t just his hand. His head, his body—that
moment—they did not exist for Subaru.
—All he had was his consciousness; he existed as consciousness alone.
Subaru’s consciousness was alone in the sky, an existence that retained
only his vision from his commanding view of the world.
The unnatural lack of his flesh and blood generated a new kind of
confusion. However, by thinking of the nonexistent organs and remembering
the concept of a deep breath, he instilled an imitation of calm into his heart.
Brushing aside his bewilderment and his sense of intoxication, he
earnestly strove to grasp the present circumstance. —Beneath those thoughts,
Subaru sought to ascertain where he was and what he was doing.
“—aru.”
Abruptly, there was a voice. It was a broken, small voice.

It was such a frail voice that it was difficult to hear just what it had said.
And yet, Subaru instinctively knew.
—This was a voice to which he must not listen, must not notice: a voice
he must ignore.
However, that was not possible.
Without a body, Subaru was not permitted to turn his head aside or even
to close his eyes.
He was permitted nothing, save to watch the scene from so very close, to
burn it into his consciousness.
He was a fool. He should have welcomed the confusion. That intoxication
was the mercy of God himself—
“Liar…liar, liarliarliarliarliarliar…!”
As the word repeated itself, he heard clearly what he initially could not;
the voice became more apparently tearful.
It was a painful sight. He could hear the unendurable misery in the voice.
Among the sufferings of that world, to lend his eyes to this, for his ears to
hear this, that was what he had feared most.
Why was he here? Why did he notice that he was there?
He’d failed. He’d miscalculated. He’d made a mistake. His judgment had
been faulty. He should not have noticed. It was not for him to know. It was
not something he ought to have learned. After all—
—If only I hadn’t thought there’s no way that could happen.
“Liar, liar! Subaru…you liar! You liar—!!”
Tears poured out of her purple eyes like a faucet, Emilia crumpling as she
yelled in a shrill voice.
She shouted as if accusing him of betrayal, as if a nightmare had appeared
before her very eyes, her long hair swaying about like that of a child. Emilia
cried and shouted as if she had gone mad.
On the bed, lying beside Rem, was Subaru, dead from running a short
blade through his own throat.
—What the hell am I seeing right now?

“ ”
Crying and crying, Emilia continued calling out Subaru’s name over and
over.
Her laments were futile, for Subaru, blood-ridden and lying stomach
down on the bed, did not even twitch.
Of course not. That Subaru was already nothing save a corpse.
The dead Subaru had become a ghost, looking down upon the Subaru that
was no longer anything but an empty shell. It was immeasurably repulsive.
Never had he known a more terrifying scene.
Even Subaru, whose deaths had already exceeded ten, never once had
such a commanding view of his own death.
He was experiencing something as never before: Emilia grieving over
him.
“ ”
He gazed upon the furniture of the room, the various people assembled in
that place, and at the sight of him pathetically dead and the cause of that
death.
Urgently tying those things together, comprehension struck Subaru like a
lightning bolt as to exactly when this scene must have taken place.
It was after Petelgeuse Romanée-Conti, the Archbishop of the Deadly
Sins, had been dispatched and Emilia saved from the Cult. This was the
outcome of Subaru’s quick-tempered action when he first learned that Rem
was lost to him.
After riding to the capital, only to learn that all memory of Rem, attacked
by the Witch Cult, had been lost from the world, Subaru impulsively thrust a
knife into his own throat, wanting with all his heart to bring Rem back.
—Subaru’s rash wish was not granted. He tasted despair when he went
back in time to a few scant seconds prior.
The starting point for Return by Death had changed, which meant Subaru
lost his means of saving Rem. Vowing not to give up on Rem even so, he
swore in his heart to cheer Emilia on. But—
“I didn’t know… I’ve never seen this before. I didn’t know… There’s no
way I could have known!”
It was a scene he had never beheld. After all, in that world, Subaru was
already dead.
Even with the power of Return by Death granted to him, he could knew

nothing of what took place in a world after he had died. —No, he thought;
that wasn’t true.
To Subaru, who went back to do things over at the cost of his life,
repainting the most awful of conclusions, a world where he had died
represented nothing except a midway point on his journey toward the future
that was his final destination.
After all, if he didn’t think that way, if he didn’t see it that way, Subaru
would…
—Subaru Natsuki’s world would shatter.
“Stop it. Stopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitstopitpleasesto
pit…!”
Unable to accept the scene playing out before his eyes, Subaru sent up an
incoherent scream.
However, his voice did not project from his throatless form, and he could
not turn his eyeless face away, nor block out sound from his earless head.
The end of that world was being inscribed into Subaru, now nothing save a
consciousness.
—This was punishment for the rash act Subaru had committed.
“Lady Emilia! This is—”
As he listened to Emilia’s voice cry and shout, someone rushed into the
room with a sharp voice.
He had white hair and wore a black butler’s outfit. This was the Crusch
manor in the royal capital. Wilhelm the “Sword Devil,” who very much
belonged there, took in the tragic scene, his eyes widening in horror.
For his part, the consciousness-only Subaru was almost beside himself at
the sight of the aged swordsman in shock. That was how much Wilhelm was
thrown off balance by Subaru’s corpse lying before him.
“Subaru… Subaruuu…you liar… You said we’d be together…”
“What has happ— No, Lady Emilia, forgive me!”
Emilia blamed him for his betrayal like she was casting a curse. Her
sobbing voice pulling Wilhelm back to his senses, he gently peeled Emilia
away as she clung to Subaru’s body. Emilia proceeded to wobble and fall
onto the floor. But Wilhelm was more concerned with resuscitating Subaru
than with her.
“Ferris! Felix! Come quickly! It is urgent! Utmost urgency!!”
Quickly stripping his jacket off and pressing it to the wound, Wilhelm

forcefully shouted with a grave look on his face. Slamming Subaru’s chest in
an attempt to coax his still heart to beat again, droplets of blood smeared his
terrible visage.
Too much blood had coursed out. A man who had seen as much death as
the Sword Devil surely knew Subaru’s soul was no longer present. Even so,
his efforts to resuscitate Subaru did not relent.
“Old Man Wil, why’re you raising your voice like… Eh?”
“Felix, hurry! A blade has pierced his throat! Not a second to lose!”
When Ferris appeared, Wilhelm instantly conveyed the facts in a sharp
voice. Ferris enshrouded his palm with a blue luminance, and this great
quantity of mana became healing power that he poured into the prone
Subaru’s wound.
As he attempted treatment, desperate concentration gripped Ferris like
never before. Subaru’s consciousness lamented as he looked down, watching
them attempt to resuscitate an empty, soulless shell.
“Just stop already… It’s no use. It’s just no use. He’s already dead…”
The result was already obvious. Subaru had died there.
No matter how desperately they might try, no matter how much Emilia
might cry, Subaru was dead.
Thinking nothing of what would happen after his death, forgetting
everything else, he’d selfishly died.
“You will not perish! Absolutely not… As if I could let he who aided me
die like this?!”
“How could you, at a time like this…? Stop messing around, just stop
it…!!”
Wilhelm shouted as he compulsively applied pressure on the wound;
Ferris’s voice trembled with anger as he employed the kindest magic in the
world.
The scene and the waves of emotion from both of them continued to crash
against Subaru’s heart.
But no matter how earnestly the pair might strive—
“Felix! Why?! Why have you stopped the treatment! At this rate, he’ll…”
“It’s over, Old Man Wil. —There’s nothing of the soul left here.”
As Wilhelm drew close, Ferris shook his head, gently wiping with a
handkerchief the wound that the jacket had plugged. The scar had been sealed
so neatly that, as he wiped it, there was no sign of there ever having been a

wound at all.
But a great quantity of blood had flowed out, and the soul that had slipped
out was nowhere to be found.
“Why…why?!! Why, Sir Subaru…how could you do this so easily…!”
Looking down upon Subaru’s dead face, Wilhelm formed a fist of regret,
pounding it against the floor.
The floor split and fragmented, blood mixing with those shards Wilhelm’s
fist had split along as well. With blood dripping from his hand, Wilhelm
raised his face to the heavens in lamentation.
In contrast to Wilhelm’s raw, ferocious emotions, Ferris let out a little
exhale and said, “…Weakling, coward. Everyone has precious people leave
them, don’t they? …Pushing all your pain and hardship onto everyone else…
Are you satisfied with that?”
As sarcasm, it was harsh. As an accusation, it was all too charitable.
Having abandoned all comprehension, Subaru’s consciousness could not
decipher such a complex state of mind. But from Wilhelm’s and Ferris’s
demeanor, one thing was perfectly clear.
—Subaru had carved deep, lasting wounds upon their hearts.
“ ”
Notwithstanding his absentminded daze, he was a being of consciousness
alone—yet that fact thrust very deep indeed.
Subaru was seeing something. He was being shown something. What was
this supposed to be?
—He was being shown his crime.
“—Even though you told me…”
It was low. It was thin. And as her voice reverberated hollowly in the
silence the two had created, it struck into Subaru like a stake.
As Wilhelm and Ferris succumbed to resignation, Emilia continued
clutching her knees behind them, still sobbing. Her cheeks displayed tracks of
dried tears, but without paying this any heed, she carried on with a trembling
voice.
“Even though you told me that you love me…!”
He did. Yes, he had certainly said that. He’d only just managed to say the
words he’d wanted to for so long.
It was Emilia, who flashed a tearful smile when she heard those words,
that Subaru had left behind.

—Suddenly, as if someone had turned out the lights, the world he was
watching snapped out of existence.
“—T-t…”
The pain of his face slamming against the ground woke Subaru.
Groaning from his chin hitting the cool floor, Subaru shook his head.
Realizing that he had the sensation of his hand touching his bumped chin, he
was certain of his own physical existence. —Nothing was out of place.
“T-tomb. Inside the…”
Murmuring with a trembling voice, his gaze wandered as he confirmed his
own location. Suddenly, he was there in the room of the Trial he had surely
been in until just before losing consciousness, having in no way leaped
beyond it in either time or space.
Emilia wasn’t there, either. He hadn’t Returned by Death. He was there
right after his wish had come.
“But that was…no daydream or anything close…”
Putting a hand to his mouth, Subaru felt every inner organ spasm at once
at the scene burned into the core of his mind.
It was an unanticipated scene, an impossible world, a nonexistent stage
that he had surely left behind—that was unmistakably the “Scene After
Subaru’s Death.”
“U…bu—”
The instant his comprehension redoubled, his trembling intestines reached
their limit, and the contents of Subaru’s stomach were expelled.
A supper of which he had only a distant memory of eating spewed onto
the floor along with his stomach fluids. It was no great amount. Even so,
wringing his stomach repeatedly made him feel a small easing of his nausea.
“Haah, haah… Th-this is…”
After vomiting repeatedly, Subaru moaned from the burning pain of
stomach fluids in his throat as he sank into thought.
What the heck had happened? Had Subaru, seeking an invitation to the
castle of dreams, fallen into some sort of aberrant situation? Given the place,
if he had to put his finger on a possibility, the only one that came to mind was

—
“Wait, don’t tell me that was the Trial just now…? Not the one of the past
but the second one…?!”
This was the room of the Trial inside the tomb of the Witch—so having
cleared the first gate, it was natural for there to be a second. It was only
natural, but to Subaru, this natural thing was exceedingly unexpected.
Of course, that went for not just the Trial starting; the most frightening
thing of all was the Trial’s contents.
—If what he’d seen earlier was the second Trial, to Subaru, it was the
worst development possible.
When it came to Hell, Subaru had seen it repeatedly. He was well aware
of the fact.
And to grasp an optimal future, he’d resigned himself to seeing that Hell
as many times as it took.
—But how could he maintain his determination after learning of
something that went beyond Hell, something more terrifying than Hell itself?
“Wha—?!”
Subaru could practically feel his blood freezing as his body trembled.
Someone’s whisper had suddenly grazed his eardrums.
Raising a cry at that fact, his body stiffened and that instant—the loss of
consciousness came once more.
He thrust out his arms, but they could not hold on to anything. Falling
shoulder-first onto the floor, he could not force his eyelids open. His
consciousness proceeded to rapidly fall into the abyss and vanish.
—So that the Trial and the world beyond Hell might chastise Subaru
Natsuki.
Shallowly, sharply, the blade that brought his life to an end was so elegant it
was enchanting.
The minimal bleeding was proof of the precise skill with which the single

fatal blow was landed. But specks of that minute blood spatter remained on
his white mantle, which looked akin to proof of the knight’s crime.
As Subaru’s remains lay faceup, a purple-haired knight looked down upon
them. To his side, Ferris had sunken down to the ground on his backside, and
it was clear at a glance he was in an exceedingly haggard state.
“ ”
As Subaru gazed down upon that scene—what lay beyond Hell—he felt
his consciousness fraying.
With nothing but his consciousness, Subaru had no means to stop the
scene or even avert his eyes. The crime he had committed remained
undiminished, and the resentments of the world he had left behind served as a
rasp that filed down his very soul.
And this scene, too, kicked Subaru when he was— No, the blow that
came was even greater than what had preceded it.
“…Su…baru?”
With a sound of footsteps on grass, someone was approaching the
encirclement formed by the knights. With wobbly steps, this individual
walked closer to the boy lying fallen at its center.
In a daze, Emilia stood beside the deceased Subaru. Beside her stood a
knight—Julius.
“Lady Emilia, please wipe his…Subaru’s face.”
“ ”
“I believe he would have desired that it be you rather than I who does it.
At the least, it should be by your hand.”
Offering a white handkerchief, Julius spoke to Emilia, who was lost in a
daze.
However, Emilia did not give any reply. She simply stood there, her round
eyes bewildered, filled with emotion.
Sluggishly, Emilia touched Subaru’s face with her trembling fingers.
Heedless of her hand being sullied, Emilia wiped the dried sweat and a slight
amount of blood that had come from his mouth with her very own palm.
And when by doing so, she was tidying up Subaru’s dead face bit by bit,
Emilia haltingly murmured, “Why…? Why did Subaru come back, only to
end up like this…?”
As if there had to be some mistake, Emilia murmured the question—
asking someone eternally unable to answer.

A dead body had no ears with which to hear it or a mouth with which to
reply.
And Subaru’s consciousness, being chastised for his crime, had no way of
interfering with their world.
“ ”
He understood just which death was being reenacted in this new world
beyond Hell.
This was the scene of the death brought about by the battle with
Petelgeuse.
After defeating the White Whale, in the first battle in which he and the
expeditionary force had challenged Petelgeuse—Subaru, having failed to see
through his Possession ability, had his body stolen by the madman. And to
defeat the worst-case scenario, where he would not even be permitted to
Return by Death, Subaru had borrowed the strength of Julius and Ferris,
opting for his own death.
Ferris’s magic had greatly disrupted the circulation inside his body, and
Subaru’s demise had left a terrible expression on his face. It was thanks to
Julius’s intervention that Subaru had averted a horrific appearance in death.
But if the question was whether this was any comfort to those left behind,
that was a different story.
“Sir Subaru… I am so very sorry…!”
Wilhelm, his entire body covered with wounds, fell to his knees and
lowered his head in shame.
Pushing his wounded body, Wilhelm wept grandly over Subaru’s death.
As he lowered his face with an expression of regret, aged knights stood
around him, wearing similar faces of silent pain.
Each was one of the comrades in battle with whom Subaru had challenged
the White Whale. Having struck down the Witch Cult, they had promised
each other a triumphant return to the royal capital, and the hearts of all were
pained to be unable to fulfill that promise; some among them were driven to
tears.
Subaru gaped at to just what extent they were afflicted by his death.
Or perhaps those tears struck Subaru so hard because he was seeing them
from the world after death.
“Why did Subaru come to help me, only to end up like this…? Why did
this happen?”

With Subaru saying nothing in return, Emilia kept a hand pressed to his
cheek, continuing to call out to him in a voice that could not reach.
From that sad and painful sight, Subaru knew very well what was within
her chest. In that world, Subaru had not given an answer to Emilia’s question.
In death, it had been postponed for all eternity.
—Accordingly, going forward, Emilia would never know the reason for
Subaru’s devotion.
“The Witch Cult has long brought suffering to this world. Its vanguard,
the Archbishop of the Deadly Sins of Sloth, has been slain. To the world, this
is an exceptional victory. —But.”
Speaking to Subaru’s remains, Julius used his fingers to rap the scabbard
of the knight’s sword on his hip. He repeated the gesture over and over, the
intervals between them gradually shortening.
“That does not mean all the sacrifices for its sake are pardonable. —I had
hoped to exchange more words with you, Subaru Natsuki.”
With that painful murmur, Julius averted his face from Subaru’s dead
visage.
Lifting his face toward the sky dyed by the setting sun, gloom rested in
the knight’s eyes as he said, “—I wanted to call you friend.”
Julius’s whisper in a powerless voice trickled into the forest in vain.
The world’s stage lights suddenly turned off, and his consciousness returned.
He awoke with a start.
“—Bwha, whaa! Whu, ah, ahhh?!”
His body writhed. When he came to, he found his body atop a cool, hard
floor.
In that room, filled with air chilly enough to make his nostrils hurt, Subaru
lost himself as he rolled around. There was no meaning behind the action.
Through actions made in a frenzy, he wanted to reject having to think about
anything.
He could not allow himself to think about what he had just seen. He could
not allow himself to comprehend.
He rolled and rolled, making his inner ear hurt as he scraped his head

against the floor, as if trying to escape the storm spawned from his own
internal organs. He tried to reduce the possibility of conscious thought by
even the tiniest degree.
“Gah…!!”
But as he evaded reality in that manner, he bumped into the wall, and his
bounce off it brought that process to an end.
The hard collision by his back made his bones creak, and his forehead was
oozing blood from all the scraping against the ground. Yet, as he lay
facedown, it was most certainly not the pain that had caused Subaru’s tears to
flow.
—Subaru’s sobs were for the shame he felt toward his spineless self.
Just how often, how many times over, would Subaru Natsuki’s weakness
continue to torment him?
Just how could he obtain a heart of steel that would never, ever waver, no
matter the predicament, no matter the ordeal?
It was because Subaru was so weak, so frail, that so many times before
he’d…
“The stuff I pretended not to see, the stuff I turned my back on… That’s
what this is…?”
It wasn’t…that he had never thought about it.
The possibility had floated up in a corner of Subaru’s mind a number of
times.
The fact that he’d made no attempt to seriously come to grips with it was
nothing save himself subconsciously rejecting any verification of the
possibility, any inquiry into it, all out of fear.
The idea that when Subaru Returned by Death, the worlds continued after
his demise—if he openly considered the possibility, if he even suspected it,
the foundation of how Subaru fought would crumble under his feet.
That Subaru, wishing to save others, had been left behind by everyone.
—No, it was Subaru who had left them behind. Shamefully, selfishly
embracing his own death, Subaru left the world behind, as only he escaped
into a brand-new world.
His irresponsibility had borne terrible fruit. That was the truth behind
those scenes, what had created Hell beyond Hell itself.

You can’t escape, the whispering voice close to Subaru’s ears seemed to
declare.
The forced estrangement of his consciousness that differed from sleep
made Subaru fall into a world of white.
When the whisper ended for the third time, he wondered why the voice
sounded familiar—then he realized the answer.
—Without the slightest doubt, the voice he heard…was his own.
There was a girl. She was kneeling in front of a corpse with its skull smashed
apart.
Unable to withstand a fall from a great height, the corpse had bloomed
upon the ground as a flower of blood. From the fragments that had cruelly
flown apart, it was barely discernible that this had once been a black-haired
boy.
“ ”
Subaru was no longer surprised to awaken as a consciousness alone.
Once again, his consciousness had been forcibly switched; once again,
Subaru was being shown what came after his death.
The only thing Subaru’s consciousness couldn’t expect was just which
reenactment of death he had been called to—
“Right up until the very, very end, you kept saying the most nonsensical
things…”
In front of the Subaru who had tumbled to his death, a pink-haired girl
spat out the words—it was Ram.
Her physical appearance was askew, and her uniform was torn in several
places. The expression of Ram, a girl who normally strove to maintain her
cool at all times, bore the color of complex, unpalatable emotions, as well as
burning anger.
Her expression was not so much regret at Subaru’s death…as nigh-
unendurable anger toward it.
“Is this, too, all according to your expectations, Lady Beatrice? Is this

why you obstructed Ram’s path…?!”
In a way unlike her usual self, Ram lobbed accusations one after the other
before interrupting her words midway.
Ram’s pink eyes beheld Subaru’s corpse and Beatrice standing at his side.
Caring nothing for the grime that marred the hem of her skirt, she stared at
the smashed Subaru and spoke one word.
“—Why?”
Haltingly, a melancholic voice spilled out.
The presence of Ram, right beside her, didn’t even register; Beatrice’s
gaze was trained upon dead Subaru alone.
He could see transparent droplets falling from the corners of her blue eyes
onto her cheeks.
—Beatrice…was crying.
That fact filled Subaru with a sense of guilt, an agony that felt like he’d
swallowed molten lead.
The pain gouged a hole in his heart, filling the back of his nonexistent
eyes with an unbearable heat. That very moment, he wanted to rush to the
girl’s side, to speak some kind words to her. He wanted to make the tears
stop.
But Subaru lacked the legs, the arms, and the mouth with which to do so
—
“I knew that…at the least, you weren’t That Person…but…”
With all expression vanished, Beatrice seemed delirious, teardrops
continuing to fall as she murmured.
Apparently the sight was so painful that it convinced Ram to abandon
pressing Beatrice any further. She simply let out a quiet sigh, turning scornful
eyes toward Subaru and murmured softly as she took in his spectacular
demise.
“What ‘love.’ —Truly, this is a helpless tale.”
10
11

The atmosphere was dyed white. The world was ruled by such cold it seemed
as if the very nighttime sky might freeze.
As the wind blew, frozen trees cracked and broke apart, returning to dust
as the mana required for maintaining the forest’s existence was sucked from
it.
The trees, the buildings, the living creatures, the world itself were slowly
vanishing into that white end.
“ ”
The next scene Subaru laid eyes upon was the end of the world itself.
Enveloped by cold, compassionate destruction, the world progressively
sank toward its end as if falling asleep.
But—
“—So…you have come.”
That low voice made the very air rumble as his acknowledgment echoed
with a roar.
The next moment, the ground shook like an earthquake had struck as a
gargantuan impact raced through the ground and altered the landscape in the
blink of an eye. Raging winds mowed down the trees, their fallen trunks
collapsing as if they were pillars of snow, and an entire section of forest was
transformed into a snowy plain.
The frozen forest was leveled until there was only flat soil, and the cause
of this destruction was a four-legged beast, with long gray fur suggesting the
creature was some kind of feline, with a body size so great, he actually had to
look up at it.
However, the fangs set in the giant beast’s maw had been snapped and
broken, and its repeated, heavy breaths carried a heavy air of fatigue.
However, it glared straight in front of it with the eyes of brilliant gold, the
only part that still retained tremendous vigor.
“How unfortunate… Even knowing it would come to this, I cannot alter
the result?”
“—I have a general grasp of what must have happened… The pity is all
the greater.”
As the great beast’s voice seemed to lament aloud, a serene, beautiful
voice replied, unhesitant even amid the blowing snow.
It was but one corner of an ending world, yet the voice was in no way
lacking in vitality. The speaker’s tall frame stood with a straight posture, a

youth whose burning-red hair swayed in the white wind.
The youth stared at the beast with eyes that evoked a clear blue sky, faint
sadness dwelling in that gaze.
“Neither Lady Emilia nor Subaru are anywhere to be seen.”
“Ria sleeps for eternity. A world without that girl is a world I do not want
to exist. Thus, in accordance with the pact, I will make this a world of frozen
soil. I and that man share this crime—”
“So that is your reason for trying to destroy this world?”
“I knew you would try to prevent it. But if I do not do this, that girl cannot
be saved.”
When the beast made that ferociously growling reply, the youth shook his
head a little, grasping the hilt of the sword on his hip. Its white scabbard bore
claw marks engraved into it, proof this was the legendary sword left behind
by the Dragon long ago—the Dragon Sword.
In that world, there was but a single person who could draw, who could
wield the dazzling, gleaming Dragon Sword.
The Sword Saint, Reinhard von Astrea, raised the Dragon Sword, boldly
training it toward the enormous beast.
“I understand your regrets. I feel the same way. However, I cannot allow
you to blindly lash out because of those feelings. Your vow wounds the
world itself. —That is something I absolutely cannot forgive.”
“Because it is not just?”
“Yes, because it is not just. —Justice is my standard. My sword…exists to
right wrongs. For that reason, I shall cut you down here and now, O Great
Spirit.”
There was an overwhelming difference of mass between the great beast
and the youth—between Puck and Reinhard.
In spite of this, even Subaru knew from a single glance, which possessed
the greater combat strength between them.
Even Puck with his true power unleashed could not cause the serenity of
Reinhard’s face to falter. With a single slash from the Dragon Sword, the
Sword Saint could sever even this spirit in half.
The sheer immensity of the swordsman’s spirit gushing into the
surrounding area made that loud and clear.
“If you do not move, I solemnly promise you will not suffer.”
“That I cannot do. I will struggle for the sake of my vow until my life

expires…for as long as I live.”
The Dragon Sword audibly vibrated, letting up a terrifying aura that
seemed to make the frozen air crack and cry out for mercy. Before that
overwhelming power, the fallen, enormous beast stood up on its front legs,
forcing its body up onto its paws, baring its fangs.
Together, they both adopted a stance to land a single blow, one final duel,
the result of which was already clear—
“I must prevent you from inflicting any further damage. If you must hate
someone, hate me.”
“I do not resent you, Reinhard. You…you are a hero. A hero has only the
role of a hero to play. I neither blame nor resent you for resigning yourself to
that fact.”
“ ”
“You are a hero, Reinhard. —And a hero is all you can be.”
It was only in those words, at the very, very end, that there was pure
malice disconnected from anger or regrets.
The next instant, Reinhard raised the Dragon Blade above his head, and
there was a single flash of light—the sky split, cracks running through the
very air; the ground crumbled; mana swirled in a vortex; and along the arc of
his slash, the world…slid.
“—”
The moment after that cascading slash settled down, the white, cold air
covering the world…recovered.
The slide in the world was repaired, the parts that had become a swirling
vortex of mana reverted to their proper forms, flowers budded forth from the
shattered ground, and peace spread through the cracked air. From the sky,
dazzling sunrays poured down.
The slash of the Sword Saint had both ended the world and
simultaneously brought about its re-creation—
And the enormous beast that had been bathed in that slash had been
annihilated from the world without a trace. There were not even side effects
of destruction to be seen; that a battle had even taken place seemed like
nothing but a dream.
—With a rasping sound, Reinhard sheathed the Dragon Sword within its
white scabbard once more.
As the passing breeze rustled through his red hair, Reinhard narrowed his

eyes at the sunlight and lifted his face to the sky. His lips faintly stiffened,
and as he exhaled, he whispered too faintly for any to hear—
“—Lady Felt shall surely…be sad.”
The Sword Saint closed his eyes with a final whisper.
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—He beheld the unknowable presents.

Shown one finished world after the next, Subaru could do nothing but lie
flat upon the floor.
He did not know at that moment where he was.
Was he in reality? Was he within the dream? Was he consciousness
alone? Did he have a body? Having repeated those nightmares… Was it right
to even call them nightmares? Or was this his crime, the reality he had to
accept?
Were they mere hallucinations of possibilities? Or had he truly seen a Hell
beyond Hell itself?
Or maybe convenient worlds had been created from Subaru’s memories
once again? Then how had information from after Subaru’s death, which
Subaru clearly did not know, trickled into them?
Were they really false worlds borne from delusions? Or was his reality
being consumed by a different reality?
No matter what the answer might be, Subaru had taken a tremendous blow
to his psyche—enough that he was unable to face it head-on, to stand, to even
lift his head.
That was why—
“—Goodness, can you even stand anymore? Subaru.”
He heard someone standing beside him, someone gently trying to rescue

his battered mind.
It felt like a lovely voice, one that belonged to someone precious to him.
“—Ah.”
Subaru’s cheek felt a hot teardrop, one that should never have flowed,
trickling down his cheek.
—How long had it been since he had heard that voice ring in his ears?
In terms of actual days, the time that she had been asleep was not truly so
great. At most, it had been a week’s time since acquaintances and family had

laid eyes upon her face.
—And yet, it did not seem that way to Subaru. It felt like they had parted
eons ago.
To Subaru, who had gone back at the cost of his life over and over, the
actual passage of time held no meaning. What was important was the
moments experienced by his soul.
And it had truly been a great deal of time since his soul had heard her
voice.
“Subaru, are you all right?”
The voice whispered lovingly, consolingly, compassionately.
The familial love, the passion with which her call was infused, quickly
quenched Subaru’s parched heart.
The vessel of his heart, empty and surely sinking into the void, became
filled with warmth.
All it had taken was a single sentence—just how much strength did she
grant him?
“—It’s a lie.”
“No, it is not a lie.”
“You can’t be here.”
“If you want me to be, I will always be at your side, Subaru.”
“As if, just when I most think, I want someone to do something,
anything…as if you’d always be there for me… Things aren’t convenient
like…!”
“Because I am always thinking, I want to be the most convenient woman
of all for Subaru.”
With a sobbing voice and unsightly, weak sounds, he fell to pieces.
And yet, even with his hollowness laid bare, that voice would never look
down on Subaru, never lose faith in him.
Because she knew.
She knew that Subaru was weak, helpless; so fragile and lacking in
confidence that he had to cling to something just to get by; someone who
continued to hesitate.
For she was the girl who knew Subaru was not strong yet had said to him
anyway, “I love you.”
“—Rem.”
“Yes. I am Subaru’s Rem.”

He lifted his face. In his tear-blurred vision, the color blue filtered in.
Violently rubbing his eyes with his dirty sleeve, wiping away his tears,
Subaru saw perfectly clearly.
He saw, standing before his eyes—the sight of Rem that he had yearned
for so desperately.
“Remmm…”
“Yes, I am Rem. Subaru’s personal, dutiful, all-purpose maid.”
“Why, you…”
With a little tilt of her head, Rem’s playful manner blindsided Subaru.
Faced with such behavior from her, before Subaru could say anything, he
felt something heavy fall out from inside his chest. His breathing eased, and
the pessimistic voice inside of him vanished.
Subaru was dumbfounded at how easily—so easily indeed—he had been
saved.
His mind, battered and broken down, thinking that he was at a dead end,
had been freed of its bonds with such ease from nothing more than one girl’s
smile.
“Rem, you’re incredible…”
“Thank you very much. You are wonderful too, Subaru.”
With that smiling reply, the way she spoke out of sync was so familiar
that it was if she was perfectly in tune, just like always.
That nostalgic exchange left Subaru near tears, seemingly unable to hold
them back no matter how hard he tried.
Still lying flat on the floor, Subaru’s cheeks twitched as Rem knelt before
him.
“Are you all right? Are you tired?”
“I wonder…am I tired…? Even though…I still haven’t…accomplished
anything yet…”
He had accomplished nothing. He had done nothing. He had no right to
say he was tired.
Everyone was suffering more. Everyone was going through more agony.
Why did everyone have to suffer like that? —The answer was clear.
“It’s because I’m weak.”
“ ”
“Because I don’t have enough strength.”
“ ”

“If I was stronger, if I was wiser, if I was a man who could do more…no
one would have to suffer, to be sad, to go through hard times like that…”
It would have been so much better if Subaru had been strong enough to do
everything, all of it, alone.
Emilia’s sadness, Beatrice’s loneliness, the calamity befalling Petra and
Frederica, the menace of the Great Rabbit, Garfiel, who was desperately
protecting something… He should have been able to do…something.
Everything, all of it, every last bit of it was Subaru’s fault.
That was why, to balance out his weakness, Subaru had to pay by shaving
away his life. —That was what he’d thought, and yet…
“Have I saved…anyone…?”
“Subaru.”
“If those worlds continued after my death, how many times I have I
abandoned everyone to die?”
“Subaru.”
“How many times…did I make you die? How many times…do I have to
kill you?”
With rapid words, with fear from the depths of his body making him
tremble, Subaru confessed his crimes.
He wanted to vent it all, to lay everything bare that very moment. Before
he whittled away his mind, he wanted someone at his side—someone
qualified to do so—to pass judgment on his crime.
Deciding in his heart, no more mistakes he’d marched off on his path
mistaken from the very first step. He wanted that great and foolish bastard,
that fool beyond redemption, to get a walloping. “—Subaru.”
“—Ah.”
—And yet, Subaru, seeking punishment, was granted a gentle embrace of
forgiveness.
“Re…m.”
“It’s all right. It’s all right, Subaru.”
“What is…? What’s all right…? No way, it’s…!”
Subaru had accomplished nothing. Not one single thing.
There were many people who could not be saved unless Subaru saved
them. There were many with terrible ends awaiting them. Even Rem was
someone Subaru had to save.

It was she who had the right to blame Subaru Natsuki—that insufficient,
weak fool—for falling short.
“You’re…you should be…!”
Touching their foreheads together, she simply whispered her love.
“ ”
It sealed his words away. He could say…nothing.
From very close, those light blue eyes, those eyes filled with benevolent
love, seemed to be trying to drown Subaru in kindness.
“I love you, Subaru. —That’s why everything is all right.”
“That’s not…an answer…”
“Yes, it is. Why is Rem here? Why does Rem forgive Subaru? Why does
Rem embrace Subaru? —It is the answer to everything.”
With firm arms, the charmingly smiling Rem held Subaru tight, close
enough to feel her breath.
He could not move. He could not even twitch. Rem’s arms were strong, so
strong that he could do nothing.
“You’ve had a really hard time, huh, Subaru?”
“ ”
“For one person to be hurt this much…it must have been hard, Subaru.”
“ ”
“It’s all right. You don’t need to go through only sad things anymore.”
Desperately working to hold out, Subaru was unable to reply as the sweet
sound of Rem’s voice continued, as if trying to gently unravel the chains
around Subaru’s heart, to dissolve the hardened emotions within.
“Rem will take the place of all Subaru’s feelings.”
“ ”
“There is no reason anywhere for you to bear anything and everything on
your shoulders, Subaru. —Leave all of them to Rem. Rest well now. It is all
right to sleep. And then…”
“…I—I…”
“Show Rem the Subaru she loves so much one more time.”
Placing a hand on Subaru’s forehead, Rem peered right into his black eyes
from up close.
There was a momentary hesitation, and then Rem’s face slowly drew
closer.

Even Subaru’s sluggish consciousness could understand what she was
trying to do. He wondered if it would be right to let her do it, to let her fasten
him, laden him, for him to drown, to dissolve, to sink…
—Whether it was right or wrong, Rem would forgive it, wouldn’t she?
His emotions were frayed, his confused soul wanted someone to reach out
to him, and in that moment, Rem, who understood everything about Subaru,
was saving him once more.
To Subaru the powerless, Subaru the fragile, Subaru the foolish, Rem was
lending her strength.
If by indulging in that, clinging to that, nestling against that, he arrived at
the correct answer, then…
He’d been worn away, no longer knowing which path to walk, not even
knowing which way to turn. So he’d yield; he’d give up on anything and
everything—
“It is easy to give up.”
“However…”
“—It does not suit you, Subaru.”
He heard a voice.
“—Subaru?”
He heard Rem’s coming from the front, seemingly questioning him.
In addition, her face, presumably on the verge of closing the gap between
their lips so that they might touch, was being obstructed by Subaru’s hand.
Gazing at the flicker in her wavering, light blue eyes between the gaps of
his fingers, Subaru spoke.
“—Who are you?”
“…Eh?”
“I’m asking you, who are you?”
“S-Subaru, what are…? Who, that’s just…”
When Subaru asked that in a low voice, Rem shook her head defensively,
seemingly out of fear.
The hurt look that had floated into her eyes thickened, and she clutched at

Subaru’s chest with a pained expression.
As if to twist that pain deeper, Subaru put a hand to his own chest, baring
his fangs.
With a fleeting encounter that should never have been, rescue that should
never have been granted, the entirety of Subaru Natsuki’s soul was—
“If ever I…got in a jam I couldn’t get out of, if I seriously wanted
someone to do something, anything for me, when I wanted to give up… From
the bottom of my heart, I thought that you would be there for me.”
“ ”
“I figured, when I was in a dead end like this, when I kept on hugging my
knees worrying about the past, I thought, you’d cuddle up and be nice to me.”
“ ”
“And then you’d listen to me talking weak, make me spit out my tearful
words, wring out every tear and everything else out of me till I run dry…”
“ ”
“—And then you’d say stand up.”
Under that clear blue sky, those were the words she had spoken to Subaru
Natsuki, who had been crushed by despair.
With his entire body and soul, Subaru remembered how slender her
fingers were, how warm her skin was when she nestled close, and also the
enormity of the love she had granted him.
That was why he could say, firmly, that the Rem before his eyes—was a
fake.
“She’d never tell me rest well now.”
“ ”
“She’d never tell me to give up and leave all those things to Rem.”
“ ”
“Because by liking me, she made me like myself, because she’s gentle to
me, because she loves me—in this world, there’s no one stricter, no one
who’s less soft on me than Rem!!”
Seemingly bouncing to his feet, Subaru howled, putting distance between
him and the Rem in front of him.
Still on her knees, Rem looked up at Subaru, speechless. But her
expression was filled with sadness at Subaru’s rejection of her, seemingly
ready to split apart at any moment.
“You are wrong. Please listen to me, Subaru! Rem—Rem is different.

Rem just couldn’t watch Subaru in pain like that and wanted to help him…
That is all!!”
“I’ll show you my weakness. I’ll show you my vulnerabilities. I’ll even
show you how I’m a petty, irredeemable bastard. —But the one thing I won’t
show you is me giving up.”
Rem had once said…Subaru was her hero.
And Subaru Natsuki had decided to be Rem’s hero.
Ever since the moment that promise was exchanged, Subaru Natsuki had
decided.
—In that world, Subaru Natsuki would show his weakness to Rem alone.
Only before Rem, who knew Subaru was weak and yet believed he would
overcome that and be strong, would Subaru display his weakness, concealing
nothing.
He would not show that to anyone else, not even to Emilia, not even to
Beatrice.
Subaru, who had to be strong, could not show his weakness to anyone
save Rem.
“That’s because my weakness belongs to her. It’s because my Rem has
my weakness covered up so tight that even if I might flirt with giving up, it
never comes out.”
“ ”
“Get lost, fake. —Don’t get sweet on me with the face, with the voice of
my Rem!!”
Declaring this, Subaru thrust a fist out toward Rem—toward the fake.
Subaru’s statement left the other party at a loss for words. She proceeded
to lower her face, slowly, silently standing up then and there—
“Th-this isn’t…how it was…supposed to be?”
Tilting her little head, the girl’s blue hair swayed as she haltingly wove
together the words.
The unfamiliar voice made Subaru’s breath catch when…
“Ah…?”
…before his eyes something occurred, like a television breaking into
static in the dead of night. Off in the static, Rem’s form grew vague and
melted away.
—Standing there was a girl he did not know.

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What greatly resembled Rem in appearance alone vanished, and the face of
an unfamiliar girl appeared in its stead.
The girl had long light pink hair and somehow gave off a fragile
impression. Her face was very refined, but rather than standout beauty, what
she possessed was an uncommonly adorable appearance.
A muffler was wrapped around her neck, long enough that its end seemed
to touch the ground, matching the white clothing with sleeves long enough to
cover her up to the wrists; from this, he inferred that she was highly averse to
exposing of her skin.
In fact, Subaru’s gaze made her lower her face, as if she was fearful of the
eyes of men.
“Who…the heck are you?”
“I’m C-Carmilla…? Th-the Witch of Lust… P-pleased to meet…you.”
The reply the girl—Carmilla—gave to his question made Subaru
unwittingly suck in his breath.
Not that the absurd phenomenon hadn’t made him think it, but—
“This nonsensical space…it’s Echidna’s dream?”
“Close but…incorrect…I think. Echidna is watching the Trial, so…the
Trial is always like a dream, so……yeah.”
“ ”
Carmilla had politely confirmed his speculation, but the gaze with which
Subaru regarded her was harsh.
Of course it was. She had done something beyond the pale. Shying from
the stern gaze, Carmilla pleaded in worry.
“S-stop… Don’t hit me…”
“I won’t. I won’t, but…what were you tryin’ to pull back there?”
“Back…there?”
“Standing in front of me looking like Rem! Is that your power?!”
With Carmilla, this was the fifth encounter he’d had with the Witches
bearing the titles of the deadly sins. Based on each Witch bearing some off-
the-wall Authority, he could guess that the earlier transformation could be
counted among them. However—
“Impersonating other people, that’s pretty simple stuff compared to the
other Witches.”

“I—I did not t-transform…? Wh-when someone else sees me, th-that……
It—it is because you looked at me?”
“What?”

“I—I didn’t…want to do this, but Echidna……sh-she lied to me…”
As Carmilla murmured in a broken manner, Subaru realized just what was
ticking him off about her.
The way she spoke, how her gaze wandered, the frailty with which she
lowered her eyes as she looked back at him… All of it rubbed him the wrong
way. What was she pulling with the clumsy words and the pouty demeanor?
“Did you…did you realize what you were doing to me…?”
“Echidna…said it was all right to pamper you, but…d-don’t…”
“—!! Listen to me!!”
“Th-this is why everyone…b-bullies me… That’s—that’s right. Echidna
did it, too. Making me do this terrible…so terrible…”
“Didn’t you get it the first time when I said to listen—?!!”
Anger dyed his vision. He wanted to make the woman before him pay.
The fury filling his chest was roasting him. His angry voice was raspy, his
lungs hot. He was fed up.
Subaru wanted to shut up by force the squeamish, squirmy mouth
continuing to spout those tearful words, to pound the anger he harbored into
her, to make her understand what she had done—
“—Any more, and your life will be in peril.”
“ ”
That instant, that voice, seemingly whispering into his ear, brought him
back to sanity.
“Gagh…?”
Instantly, he was assaulted by the anguish of lack of oxygen from a
prolonged lack of air and the ferocious pain of his heart seemingly
remembering how to beat and make his blood flow once more.
“Eha, ngh… Gogh, haagh…!”
“Rough treatment, but at least it has brought you back. —Carmilla’s
Faceless Bride makes its victims forget how to breathe. By the end, their
hearts forget how to beat as well.”
As the difficulty in breathing caused Subaru to writhe and cough, his
thought process blinked white and red.
The serene voice making his eardrums tremble seemed to soothe his
nerves, making his breathing and heartbeat gradually calm down.
Had the voice saved him? Even if it did, should he just politely accept
that?

With that thought, Subaru, now on all fours, lifted his face. He glared
straight ahead at the face of the individual sitting there, the very one who had
engendered that situation.
“What the hell were you scheming—Echidna?”
Seeing that hate-imbued gaze, the white-haired Witch calmly stroked her
own hair.
Sitting in a white chair at a white table on a field of grass, she laid her
cheek against her palm with a charming, suggestive smile as she said, “Isn’t it
obvious? Wicked deeds. —I am a Witch, you know.”
Echidna winked as she spoke.

CHAPTER 6
THE WITCHES’ TEA PARTY
As Subaru writhed, his breathing painful, he realized that at some point the
scenery had shifted to a grassy plain.
His nostrils were filled with the thick scent of grass coming from the
ground where he squatted. Like just after a rainfall, the sun poured down
from above; Subaru’s entire body was enveloped by natural aromas, the
scents almost chokingly cloying.
Atop that green hill, Echidna waited in her natural state of being,
preparations for the tea party already complete.
In her natural state, just like usual. —Just like usual.
“I am guessing you have various things you wish to say, things you wish
to ask me…but first how about we begin with you sitting and having a cup of
tea?”
“…Do you really think I can just shrug off what you did to me just now
and sit over there?”
“I do. You are capable of putting calculated rationality first, as opposed to
allowing anger to throw your opportunity to waste. You would rather speak
with me than push me away… This is the internal decision you have already
made, yes?”
“ ”
From above, like an adult easily seeing through the schemes of children,
Echidna easily struck the mark resting in Subaru’s chest, using that confident
demeanor to make him submit.
Her assertion was correct. But he was not such a doormat to just listen and

take it with good grace.
“Echidna…if that wasn’t your real intention, say so.”
“Mm?”
“From earlier…if that was Lust doing her own thing, not what you
actually intended her to do, say it. Say you’re sorry. If you do that, I won’t
find fault with you.”
He presented his case to Echidna. To go any further, Subaru required her
intellect, her cooperation.
Even so, he could not forgive the unforgivable. After all, the fact
remained that Echidna had used Carmilla to trample on an inviolable
Sanctuary of Subaru’s own.
Hence, it was necessary, both for the sake of forgiving Echidna and to
bring himself to sit at her tea party.
“…I wonder how to best put this…”
And in that single instant, she no doubt fully comprehended the weakness
and conflict inside Subaru’s heart.
Echidna let a faint exhale trickle out, and as Subaru awaited her reply, she
narrowed her black eyes and said, “It is as you said. That was all Carmilla
running amok. I tried to stop her, but she refused to listen to me. She used the
Trial as an excuse to begin a stage play in an attempt to ensnare you.”
“ ”
“Though I must say, you escaped that perilous juncture under your own
power. And using the opening from Carmilla failing to ensnare you, I seized
back the initiative, narrowly resulting in this reunion with you.”
“ ”
“…Now that I have said all this, are you satisfied?”
Having laid out, in a rush of words, the reply Subaru desired, Echidna
undermined it all with that final sentence.
When that reply made Subaru bite his lip, Echidna’s shoulders sank with
visible exasperation. She proceeded to bring a cup resting on the table to her
lips as she continued. “I’m sure you understand. I directed Carmilla to head
to you and disguise herself as the woman who rests in your heart. Though
you seeing through it because of insufficient resemblance is her fault.”
“…Why do something like that?”
“—Because it was the method that was likely the most effective, carrying
the greatest possibility of working.”

As Subaru’s expression evaporated, Echidna continued her words without
the slightest hint of guilt.
“To be honest, your being pulled into the second Trial was unexpected,
even for me. You may take this as a confession that the Trial thrusting that
deeply into you was beyond my imagination.”
“ ”
“Oh, please close your eyes where my peering into the Trial is concerned.
I said this after the first Trial, but these Trials are of my own design. It will be
awkward if you were to complain.”
“…Go on.”
“As thou wish. At any rate, while watching you from the sidelines during
the Trial, I had this thought. —If I just left you like that, the Trial would wear
your heart down to nothing.”
Echidna’s prognosis was no exaggeration. Indeed, there was little doubt
that’s how things would have ended. Subaru was not so unable to gaze
beneath his own feet as to blindly deny it.
In the second Trial—he’d seen a number of Hells. They had thoroughly
deprived him of any bluffs, stubbornness, or misunderstanding he could use
to shield himself.
“Therefore, I interfered. I did so because I saw the possibility of the Trial
breaking you, making you give up on the future.”
“But that’s weird. It’s a contradiction. I know you said you’re not hung up
on the Trial’s results. You said it yourself: You’re someone who wants to
know everything in the world, greed for knowledge incarnate. It was like that
for the first Trial. If someone’s gonna fail, that failure is still one of the
results you want to know.”
“It is not inconsistent at all. Certainly, your mind breaking would
constitute one result. —However, I am not such a heartless woman that I
have no regrets regardless of the result.”
“What…?”
When Subaru pressed the point, Echidna lowered the tone of her voice as
she replied. For the first time in that conversation, the echo of her words
made him knit his brows for a reason besides anger.
He was groping for the true intent behind Echidna’s remark from just
then. If he was to take her words at face value, then—
“You’re saying you did that to…stop me from being broken down as a

result?”
“…I have no excuse for having wounded your heart. Therefore, your
anger is just. I will accept your disparagements with grace. You are correct. I
was mistaken. That is all.”
Averting her gaze, Echidna entwined her white hair around a finger as she
spun her reply.
Subaru drew in his breath at her demeanor and voice, which somehow
came off as acting…stubborn. And then the anger he had harbored for the
Witch in his mind until a moment before seemed so shallow and misplaced.
In point of fact, without Echidna’s aid—though he hesitated to use that
term for an impersonation of Rem—Subaru’s mind would have no doubt
shattered and carried away by the winds.
Surely, once his mind was ruined, he would completely lose all means
with which to resist and become unable to fight.
Echidna had prevented that beforehand. —He could not convey gratitude
toward her. However, this was not behavior that warranted being showered in
vitriol and insults. This would serve as their common ground.
“…Let me say just one thing.”
“—Ah.”
Standing up, Subaru went over and took a seat at the tea party atop the
hill. Seeing this, Echidna let a tiny breath trickle out, and from the very slight
slackening of the corners of her eyes, he knew.
Relief was the water that had washed a little of the worry off her face.
Therefore, Subaru glared at the Witch’s face and spoke.
“I won’t drink any Dona Tea. —But I’ll take you up on a conversation.”
“I understand what it is you most wish to know. Shall I explain about the
Trial, then?”
With Subaru having sat down for the tea party, Echidna proposed a topic,
seemingly to demonstrate her sincerity to him.
He had no objections to the contents. When Subaru nodded in assent,
Echidna gently lifted up a finger.
“Just like the first Trial, the second Trial is, to put it bluntly, a construct.

Those worlds are reproduced from your memories, gathering together various
conditions that exist within your memory, and from information about past,
present, and future, a fictitious ‘now’ is created, nothing more.”
“In other words, those were…”
“However well fashioned, they were not reality. Their cohesiveness ran
far ahead of my expectations, but those worlds are ‘constructs’ nonetheless. It
does not mean that, in fact, such worlds exist.”
“Then!”
“However—”When Subaru tried to see hope in her explanation, Echidna’s
logical gaze immediately obstructed that glimmer just coming into view,
sealing off Subaru’s path of escape. As Subaru choked on his words, Echidna
closed one eye and said, “Your Return by Death is a Witch’s Authority. Only
she knows the principles by which it functions. As for whether your death
triggers the rewinding of time, or shifts to a parallel world—the existence of
which I find doubtful—or if ‘you’ overwrite a ‘you’ that exists in that world,
I can only say there are nothing but possibilities. The facts are unknown.”
“Parallel worlds…”
Echidna had deduced that parallel worlds might exist—so-called parallel
world theory. By that way of thinking, when people in the world acted and
made a choice, a reality branched off with each possibility, leading to
countless planes of existence.
It was this very possibility of which Subaru, he who Returned by Death,
was most afraid.
“Isn’t there…isn’t there any way to…to make sure?”
“—There is not.”
“Ah…”
As Subaru clung to hope, Echidna cut him off with that heartless
assertion.
The Witch’s assertion slammed into Subaru, leaving him speechless,
powerlessly sinking into his chair. Gazing at Subaru’s state with a pained
look, Echidna tapped the table with her fingers.
“All that worries you, only the Witch of Jealousy knows. —I am
exceptionally upset that I cannot relieve you of this pain here and now.”
In a form that differed from consoling, Echidna spoke with Subaru in a
way that seemed to bring her closer to his heart.

If this was her being considerate, he was probably grateful enough to burst
into tears. But at that moment, it was no salvation to Subaru.
—Even Echidna, one of the Witches of the Deadly Sins, could not
expunge the crimes Subaru had created.
He’d hoped for a firm denial. A denial that the worlds Subaru had seen
after his death did not exist.
If that was no good, he’d hoped for an assertion. An assertion saying,
Your conceit has come at the cost of numerous sacrifices.
With either reply, Subaru could fight. The reply would surely chastise
him, drive the truth home so that he might never forget, and he would grit his
teeth, tears of blood would flow, and his very soul would wail as he stepped
forward.
“But in spite of that, there’s not even…an answer…?”
With neither assent nor rejection, with the worlds dangling in the sky
above, how could he resist?
Not even knowing whether he was the one doing the violating or the one
being violated, he couldn’t even cast aside the feeling of being discarded.
Was it Subaru’s punishment that he could not even acknowledge his crime?
No one could pass judgment on Subaru. No one could blame him. He
understood that.
—But was even Subaru himself prevented from doing so?
“I think it is a terrible thing. But I also think there is no choice save to
break with the past.”
“…Break with the past?”
With sluggish movements, Subaru lifted his head and turned his face
toward Echidna. Nodding toward his gaze, she adopted the most serious look
she had to date as she said, “Certainly, the choices you have made to date
might well have come with many casualties. What you may have left behind,
what cannot be undone, is surely incalculable. But to simply count the things
you have lost and to be a prisoner to them is very hollow indeed. Don’t you
think so?”
“Cut with the simple psychological arguments, would you? Gotta say, are
my experiences something a little counseling is gonna solve?”
He didn’t need consolation. Echidna’s words were comfortable to the
ears, but they were only to set him at ease.
If Subaru was a better human being, those words making his wounds

shallower, making the crime he had committed lighter, might have had the
greatest effect of all. —But he couldn’t let himself think that way.
“If those worlds really do exist, there’s absolutely no way to make up for
what I’ve done. That can’t be refuted—not by you, not by me. I absolutely
can’t be forgiven. It’s not something that should be forgiven.”
“ ”
“If I do X, I can forgive myself… How can I accept embracing something
like that? Even though I rejected your helping hand…the hand of that fake
Rem…”
Pausing to breathe, Subaru’s face twisted and crumpled as he put the
possibility he feared most into words.
“—If I get Rem back someday, is she really going to be the Rem I wanted
to save?”
He’d left countless worlds behind. Among them, Subaru had left behind
many people whom he had saved and many people who had saved him.
Among them were the Emilia he first met in the royal capital, the Rem
who told him he was her hero, the Beatrice who supported him when his
mind had been worn away, the Ram who had fought alongside him for Rem’s
sake; he had so many memories of the days he had spent together with them,
and those memories, and the people who had woven them, were fading away.
Even though this was so, even though a nigh-unendurable sense of loss
was being pounded into him…
“Even so…you’re telling me to break with the past?”
“ ”
“…You’re telling me, instead of counting the people I couldn’t save, live
for the people I have saved… ?”
The words Echidna had offered Subaru out of consideration should have
constituted hope.
If he could rely on them, cling to them, walk with them as his foundation,
how much better would it be?
But he could not. It was not possible. After all, Subaru’s anguish was
nothing that shallow—
“With that plain old psychological argument, you’re telling me…to
resist…?!”
“—I am.”
“ ”

“That is what I am saying to you.”
When Subaru dismissed the consoling words, his voice rising to the edge
of despair, Echidna spoke.
Slowly, so that he might fully digest it, Echidna looked straight at Subaru
as the words came out.
“Rather than count the many you might not have saved, you should count
the many that you have. That is what you did as you walked the path that
brought you this far. I have seen it.”
“What do…you know about me…?”
“This is my dream, and I am the Witch of Greed. I know that in your own
fashion, you have lived with all your strength, survived with all your spirit.
That is why I say it. That is why I must.”
“ ”
“You have not taken a single futile step on the path you have walked to
this day. No one has the right to say the whole of your spirit was not good
enough. You did everything you were capable of, putting your life on the
line, and even this very instant, you walk forward. —That is something you
should take pride in.”
Echidna’s sincere-sounding words pounded into Subaru’s empty chest.
Something powerful resounded in the hollow space therein. —But it was not
enough. He could not stand back up from such words alone.
Even though she told him to take pride, the fact remained that Subaru let
many things slip out of his grasp.
He ought to have been able to manage. Someone not Subaru, operating
under the same conditions, would have surely pulled it off. Yet despite this,
because it was Subaru who was there, many had gone unsaved.
That was Subaru’s crime. That was Subaru’s sin. It was a sin Subaru had
to acknowledge and pay for.
“No one can forgive me.”
“I do. Knowing these things, I forgive you.”
“No one can judge me.”
“I do. Knowing your crimes, I judge you.”
“—No one can approve of me.”
“If I cannot approve of you, then I shall reject the you that cannot forgive
yourself.”
“ ”

“If you accept your crimes, then I reject your crimes.”
As Subaru spoke various words, Echidna persisted, brushing them aside.
Why was the Witch this strong, strong enough to cast aside Subaru’s
crimes?
Why was the Witch so heavy she could bolster Subaru’s broken heart?
“Why are you…trying to do all this for someone like me?”
“…Is it not a bit too mean to make a girl’s mouth speak such words?”
It was then that Echidna, who had not hesitated in her words a single time
up to that point, began to prevaricate.
And with the Witch’s face still faintly red, she consciously cleared her
throat before continuing. “—Would you form a pact with me, Subaru
Natsuki?”
Her voice was quiet, but it made him sense a powerful will.
The words made Subaru blink his eyes. It required several seconds of time
before he understood them correctly.
“Pa…ct…?”
“We were speaking about something just before you left the last time
around, yes? I was referring to this.”
To Subaru, having a hard time following her words, Echidna flashed a
very slight smile as she spoke. The words made him go back in his memories
to the time just before a series of upheavals, and he remembered that such an
exchange had indeed taken place.
Certainly, at the end of the previous tea party, Echidna had said it.
—That should there be a third tea party, there were things she wished to
speak to Subaru about.
“By pact I mean a formal pact with the Witch of Greed. —Would you do
this and form a bond between you and I?”
“Exchange a… What does that mean?”
“It is a simple matter. —Hereafter, when you slam into a wall that you can
do nothing to overcome, you and I shall inspect that wall together. When you
desire to hear someone’s words, when you desire to convey words to
someone, I shall make every effort. When you are ever on the verge of being
crushed by your crimes, I shall bear them upon my shoulders.”
Pausing her words, a bashful-looking smile came over Echidna.
“Would you not exchange such a pact with me?”
“…Wasn’t the story since you’re already dead, you can’t interfere in the

real world?”
“I suppose I am exceeding the remit of the dead. But we have already
come this far, so I think there is no harm in it now. —If you will permit this,
then…”
When Echidna put a hand to his chest, lowering her face, her voice made
Subaru’s eardrums tremble. The trembling spread within his body,
progressively becoming tinged with heat, which together with the circulation
of his blood traveled across the whole of his body.
Sensation returned to his numbed limbs. A strange heat was surging into
the tip of his dry tongue and the back of his eyes.
He was at a loss at how to respond to the hand, the request, the proposal
offered to him by the Witch.
He had vowed to continue to struggle. When he was on the verge of losing
sight of what that meant, it was she—Echidna the Witch—who had bolstered
his fracturing will.
“Oh yes, not to brag, but I have confidence in the extent of my
knowledge. I should be able to provide plans to deal with the majority of
problems you face, and no matter what preposterous difficulties may befall
you, unlike the other people around you, no explanation will be necessary.
After all, Return by Death is something shared between us.”
“…The hell? Don’t tell me, you’re giving me a sales pitch for forming a
pact?”
“I thought that raising the merits of forming a pact with me is a natural
attitude for the proposing party to take. I am gambling that this may tilt your
heart toward forming a pact even a tiny little bit. Calculations, you see.
Calculations.”
The aura of mystique she maintained until a moment before vanished as
the Witch turned a smug face toward Subaru. That such a witch could appear
so intimate made Subaru unwittingly slacken his cheeks.
Listlessly taken aback, short of breath—“Yeah,” went Subaru, his voice
trickling out.
Giving his body over to the grassland breeze, he slumped back in his seat
as he gazed up, narrowing his eyes at the white clouds in that constructed
blue sky, and as he gazed at that relaxed scenery, Subaru breathed easier.
When he hit a dead end, when he no longer saw an answer, when the time
came to confront his troubles…

—If he could meet and exchange words under a blue sky like that, then…
“Maybe that’s a good thing…”
“—Meaning?”
Spontaneously, or at least acting as such, Echidna knocked her chair back,
leaning forward as she peered intensely at Subaru. When his eyes bulged at
her excessive reaction, the Witch’s cheeks reddened a bit as she replied. “Ah,
er…yes. If you strenuously insist, I would be willing to form such a pact
with…”
“Bit late to smooth that over now. Wait, I’m not the one asking, you…
No, that’s wrong. In any case, it’s pretty cheap to talk about who went first.”
Echidna had done the proposing, but this was ultimately to save Subaru’s
mind.
If he had to put it bluntly, this was the Witch’s kindness.
She was engaging in such clumsy theater for no reason save consideration
for Subaru’s mental state.
He was incredibly weak. If Subaru Natsuki was unable to stand alone,
then with someone’s aid, he might…
“ ”
Sitting up from his slumped position, he rode the momentum to rise to his
feet. Echidna, standing at handshake distance, lifted her gaze due to the minor
height difference, a faint hint of worry on her face.
The Witch was crafty with every expression. —Though that had been his
salvation.
“So how do you form one of these pact things anyway?”
“—To form a formal pact, a bond must be tied between your soul and
mine. The fine details are handled on my end…but at any rate, let us begin by
joining hands.”
Echidna lifted her right hand, turning its white palm toward Subaru.
She most likely meant for him to place his palm upon hers.
Straight in front of him, Subaru saw the subtle but undisguised grin of
delight on the Witch’s lips, audibly exhaling as he felt like all the poison was
being drained from the air.
“If with this, it’ll make things turn a bit for the better, then…”
Yes, he moved to place his own palm upon Echidna’s, with no small
amount of hope for the future imbued within—

—Impact.
An earsplitting sound echoed. From out of nowhere, the white table was
blown into the air.
The blow that smashed the table apart was continued traveling straight
into the hill, causing the grassland to spectacularly cave in. The ground shook
ferociously with an earthquake-like roar and shuddered, throwing Subaru
onto his backside. And there stood—
“—I’m putting that pact on hold.”
Smashing her fist into the ground, the blond, blue-eyed girl made that
declaration with an imposing air.
The Witch of Wrath was glaring at the pair, her eyes filled with powerful
anger.
Squatting on the impact-flattened ground, Subaru squinted up at the bearer of

that angry gaze.
With bottomless anger in her blue eyes, the beautiful face of the Witch—
Minerva—had a crimson hue. It was not toward the frozen stiff Subaru but to
Echidna, standing at his side, to whom she turned a grave look as she said, “I
repeat, I am putting this pact on hold. I do not approve of this pact.”
“…Hmm. To me, this is quite an unexpected development.”
The way she spoke held familiarity as well as enmity, displaying an
attitude far too bloodthirsty to be called friendly.
As she trained that toward Echidna, Minerva stood at the center of the
crater, crossing the arms with which she had used to make the mighty
deformation, making her bountiful breasts bounce as she bit her lip.
“This is the occasion of a pact and a Witch’s pact at that. Even you are
surely not incapable of understanding what an important ceremony this is. Or
perhaps you had your eye on him, too… Is this envy?”
“Do not make light of this with your petty jokes. Do you not understand
the reason I am angry like this? I am indignant. I am in a rage. You have
driven me into a fury!”
When Echidna tried to sidestep with frivolities, Minerva shouted with

anger, her face growing redder still. She was so high-strung that her eyes
were filled with tears, with clear droplets trickling down the sides of her
tender visage.
This was the very different sense of presence that Minerva—no, what was
odd was not the sensation but the fact that she was there at all.
“…How are you here?”
“What?! Are you saying it’s wrong for me to come here like this?!”
“Not that. I’m not saying that…but I mean, Echidna’s, like, right there.”
As Minerva’s cheeks puffed up with dismay, Subaru pointed toward
Echidna. The pointing finger made Minerva cock her head, but Echidna went
“Ah” in apparent understanding, clapping her hands together as she said,
“Now I know the cause of your bewilderment. —You find it strange that she
and I are together in the same place.”
“Th-that’s right. Before when you let me meet with the other Witches,
you said you were lending yourself to let them borrow your existence, but
this would mean that talk was—”
“She lied to you, then. This girl has a foul personality, prone to evil
pranks for no good reason.”
When Minerva smacked down his rebuttal, Subaru went, “No way,” and
looked at Echidna.
“Please do not misunderstand,” Echidna stated as a preamble in response
to his gaze. “Certainly, when I explained substitution was necessary, I lied
but only about that single point. But their manifesting here presents a danger
to me. If I, a soul alone at present, am defeated, the right to rule this place
will be transferred. There is no guarantee that they would not angle for that.”
“That’s, ah, but just on account of that…”
“For example, if Sekhmet, the Witch of Sloth, was of a mind to do just
that, I have no chance of victory. Though in the first place, if I made an
enemy of her, she could slaughter me and the other four Witches put together
in one second.”
To Subaru, slow on the uptake, Echidna was revealing what had happened
without a single shred of guilt. There were parts that he could accept and
parts that, emotionally speaking, he could not.
But as that complicated mental state made Subaru grimace, Echidna
continued, “Besides, perhaps I dislike other Witches crawling out of the
woodwork out of concern one might whisk you away?”

“Er, um, what?”
“I find myself liking you more with every return. Not in life or death has a
conversational partner made my heart leap so. Therefore, I want you all to
myself. If you must declare me a fool for making one shallow lie for that
sake…go ahead and laugh, if you like.”
For her craving to monopolize ran very deep—a powerless smile came
over Echidna as she revealed her true thoughts.
Left speechless, Subaru’s thoughts wandered over Echidna’s excuse—and
in search of the reason for her obsessive spirit toward him. It wasn’t just her;
the Witch of Jealousy also saw Subaru as—
“What do you think you’re doing, swallowing everything she says so
easily?”
“—Dah?!”
As Subaru sank into thought, a powerful blow struck his head from
behind.
The impact made his eyes spin. It seemingly had enough power to rip his
head off—and yet, what occurred was not pain but a feeling of excessive
exhilaration that blew lethargy out of his entire body.
The blond Witch who had done this made an exaggerated grimace with
her adorable face and said, “And, you, stop letting Echidna take you for a ride
with her flattery! That lightweight decision-making and empty-headed
attitude is really ticking me off!!”
“Flattery makes it sound so underhanded. I am creating an opportunity
between him and I only so that we might strive for greater understanding
together. If I do say so myself, a pact is simply the result of having formed a
bond of trust…”
“I’m telling you, change that ‘I explained it properly already’ attitude!
Certainly, you’ve spoken with the boy about the good points of a pact. But as
for the bad points of being in a pact! You haven’t! Said! A single! Darn!
Word!!”
Giving in to her anger, Minerva stamped her foot on the ground, making
the grassland explode in a spectacular cloud of dust. Setting aside her
overwhelming state of agitation, Subaru was aghast at the meaning of
Minerva’s words.
—Certainly, he had no memory of touching on the downsides of a pact
during his back-and-forth with Echidna. He became self-conscious of how

careless he’d been in not realizing that fact.
“W-wait. Whaddaya mean, downsides? There wouldn’t be some huge
exaggerated thing like…”
“You don’t think there’d be any? You look on pacts too lightly,
particularly where the Witch of Greed is concerned—she who came into
contact with the most humans among all the Witches, whose words interfered
with history.”
“All of those were acts taken in life… Though I cannot say that all of
those who formed pacts with me found happiness.”
Minerva was thrusting before Subaru’s eyes a side of the Witch he didn’t
know. Furthermore, as if to bolster the validity of the words, Echidna was, in
the end, asserting that she meant no harm to Subaru.
Subaru was tormented by the pair’s words, but emotionally he wanted to
believe Echidna.
Of course he did. Ever since associating with Echidna at the tomb like
that, they’d met several times over. She was also someone to whom he could
divulge the circumstances he couldn’t to anyone outside the dream, someone
who understood Return by Death.
That was why, through the offer of cooperation that went by the name of
pact, Subaru had found salvation.
As Subaru mulled it over, he stared at the white-haired Witch and the
blond-haired Witch in turn. Emotionally, he doubtlessly tilted toward
Echidna. However, Minerva’s presence had him concerned.
Why had she leaped out? Previously, Minerva had leaped out to deliver
healing via punches and save Subaru from impending death. This was the
Witch of Wrath’s reason for being.
That same Minerva had gone out of her way to cut into the conversation,
something that had to give him pause.
“Echidna. When a pact is formed, there has to be a demerita…no,
compensation.”
“…I suppose there is. A pact requires compensation. Just as I am to
provide you with my knowledge, you must offer me something to serve as
compensation.”
“If that’s so, what do you want from me? —What do I have to offer you?”
That question was one that needed to be asked and answered before a pact
was formed. Indulging in Echidna’s benevolence, Subaru had sincerely

forgotten that he had to offer her something, too.
—And just what compensation could a Witch extract from a fool at an
impasse in a blind alley of fate?
“There is no need to be tense. There is no need for concern. The
compensation I seek from you is not a difficult thing. For that matter, among
the pacts I have formed to date, I would call it exceptionally forthright.”
“…What, then?”
“It is a simple thing. What you feel, what you think, what is left in your
heart, the futures you know, the things you do, the possibilities you create,
the fruits of all the ‘Unknowns’ that hail from your existence—I…wish to
taste them.”
Her cheeks faintly reddened, Echidna confessed as if she was a young
maiden in love.
The fruits of the Unknowns—the poetic, roundabout wording made
Subaru knit his brow.
“That’s… Are you saying you’d pull my emotions and memories right out
of me?”
“You say the most provocative things. You are mistaken. I simply want to
see the scenery you see, to hear the music you hear, to stand in the place of
knowing the Unknowns that spring forth from you. That is all it will take to
satisfy me.”
As if to wipe away Subaru’s concerns, Echidna clarified what it was that
she sought.
All that she wanted was to see Subaru walk off toward his destination and
to gaze at the same scenery he did along the way. She wanted to know what
Subaru felt, what Subaru knew, and the results of Subaru’s actions.
“That’s not a lie, is it?”
“The occasion of a pact is no place for lies. So that I may remain myself, I
vow that I shall absolutely never turn my back upon these words. Even at the
cost of my life.”
Touching a hand to her chest, Echidna added, “Though I am already
dead,” concluding with a lighthearted demeanor.
He did not think that those words were lies. Perhaps that was simply what
he wanted to believe.
But if it was just him wanting to believe, that was enough. If Subaru were
to think that way, then—

“It is all…true, but…she has not…said every…thing?”
Just when Subaru was about to accept Echidna’s confession and try to
send Minerva away, his shoulders jumped. It was a voice he had heard only
tens of minutes before, and the sound anything but pleasant.
“The Witch of Lust…Carmilla!”
“S-stop… I’m not, doing anything… So don’t make such scary eyes…
No…”
“I was born with this mean mug. This ain’t some kind of special glare
meant just for you.”
With broken grassland separating Subaru and the pair of Witches, a third
Witch appeared from a position a short distance removed. Carmilla, dressed
no differently from earlier, timidly stared down at her own feet.
She did not look toward Subaru. She did not meet anyone’s eyes. But that
did not mean she was silent.
“E-Echidna is…not lying…but she is hiding lots of things, okay?”
“She’s hiding things…?”
At that late stage, no anger rose within him at successive Witches coming
to stand before him. However, the Witches successively standing before him
were making assertions one after the other that he could not simply let pass in
silence.
The same went for Echidna. Toward the suddenly appearing Carmilla, she
closed one eye and said, “Suddenly appearing and lobbing insults is very
rude. In the first place, why are you giving him warnings? Unlike Minerva,
you have no reason to give him your backing. You must despise him.”
“A…r-reason like…Minerva? I have a proper… Mm, I don’t. But,
Echidna, you…deceived me…didn’t you?”
Echidna’s statement was orderly; in contrast, Carmilla’s words were
halting and broken. Eyes downcast, the Witch’s speech pattern was frail.
However, in contrast to her voice, her assertion was uncompromising.
Even as Carmilla’s gaze timidly wandered, her demeanor stared straight at
Echidna. “I don’t…l-like this boy. But…Echidna because you…deceived
me… People who do things to me I don’t like are…absolutely unforgivable.”
—Only the last phrase was so clear that he heard it distinctly.
It took some time before Subaru could comprehend what this meek Witch
was saying. That was how much at variance that last phrase was from his
image of the Witch to that point.

—In silence, without averting her eyes whatsoever, Carmilla stared at
Echidna.
A vortex of emotion hard to put into words rested in her eyes—laying
within was a somber darkness resembling hatred for those who bore enmity
for her or who turned similar emotions toward her; this she absolutely could
not forgive.
She was love of self-personified—that was the thought that rose in the
back of Subaru’s mind.
“Good grief. Even if it was necessary, making Carmilla do something
contrary to her will was a blunder on my part. Making an enemy of you is
exceptionally troublesome, after all.”
“That is…because everyone is my ally… Being hated by me is…terrible,
you know…?”
By no means were meekness and militancy necessarily exclusive.
Carmilla might have been introverted—so frail of personality that she could
not even meet other people’s eyes while conversing with them—but she
would show no mercy to her enemies. The former was unrelated to the latter.
“What have you…? What have you people been talking about all this
time?!”
And surrounded by the Witches’ perilous atmosphere, Subaru finally
exploded. Feeling the gazes of the three Witches turn toward him, Subaru had
a desperate look as he pleaded his case.
“Quit cutting me out of the conversation already! It’s my…it’s my choice,
damn it! Say it so I can understand! What’s Echidna hiding?! What do you
know?!!”
“Please do not lend your ears to these girls, Subaru Natsuki. I have made
my vow. To waver here would be akin to doubting that vow. That would be
simply too cruel…”
As Subaru raised his voice in anger, Echidna spoke with a calm, collected
voice to the last.
Once more, Subaru began to feel like something was off about that calm,
collected tone. Moving past the rising passion of his earlier mental state, he
gave her words fresh scrutiny.
Why were the two Witches interrupting Echidna’s words?
Something was odd. She hadn’t said anything odd. She’d vowed that she
was not lying. The other Witches acknowledged that, too. Then just where

was the problem—?
“I shall repeat myself, Subaru Natsuki. Once you choose me, once you
form a pact with me—I will, without fail, bring you to the future you desire.”
“—Sigh. Bringing out ‘without fail’ at the very end is so cliché…”
“—!! Who is it this time?!”
As Echidna stretched a hand out toward him, her assertive words were
weighed down by a languid voice.
When he looked over, he saw a bizarre creature opposite Carmilla, a mass
of purplish-red tumbling abo— No, this was no bizarre creature. This was a
person, a human being with such a great amount of hair, it looked like a giant
ball of fur.
She had hair reaching down as far as her toes, a sultry outfit that was
primarily black, and a voluptuous, feminine physique. Her skin was so pale it
was beyond notions of white; her sultry, beautiful face could not shake off
that unhealthy impression.
The beautiful woman sat on the ground leaning on her hip, gazing at the
scene with purple eyes—he knew at a glance she was a Witch.
“So what, you’re the sixth…”
“Sekhmet, the Witch of Sloth, sigh. I thought I should at least introduce
myself, sigh. In the end, I am simply insurance…of this place’s equality,
phoo. So I’m on watch duty to keep things in line, sigh.”
“Equality? Insurance?”
“I will kill anyone who resorts to force, phew. I am the, sigh, restrictive
force for that purpose, phoo.”
Regularly peppering her speech with sighs, the Witch of Sloth—Sekhmet
—told her story with a very personalized manner of speaking. In contrast to
the tone of her voice, the contents were savage, but none of the Witches
moved to object.
Echidna had said it just prior: Sekhmet could kill all the other Witches
there put together.
But what of it? In that moment, just how many Witches were going to
appear in that—
“Ohhh? Baru came? And everyone’s together? That’s rare, huh?!”
One after another, uninvited Witches crashed the already broken tea party.
With Gluttony and Pride now joining Greed, Wrath, Lust, and Sloth, this
amounted to a reenactment of the nightmare that occurred four hundred years

prior, and at the center of it, Subaru cried out.
The only one there to face the gathered Witches, the foolish, ordinary
person named Subaru Natsuki shouted.
“Stop it! Stop screwing around! What do all of you want with me?! I
just… I only wanted some way to get by! You’re in the way of…!”
“I think I told you, sigh. The pillow talk at the end is very cliché, phoo.”
“At the end…?”
Sekhmet’s languid words weighed down Subaru’s raspy shout. The other
Witches said nothing about what Sekhmet spoke, save one, for Echidna
slightly narrowed her eyes. “Sekhmet, you’re—”
“I am not taking anyone’s side, sigh. I just want to be courteous to the lad,
phoo.”
What she meant by courtesy or what coursed in the silence between
Echidna and Sekhmet, Subaru did not know.
However, from what Sekhmet had said, the words of the Witches to that
point, and from Echidna’s responses and demeanor toward them, Subaru’s
contemplations finally led to a single hypothesis.
“ ”
The hypothesis that floated up drove none other than Subaru himself into
silence. It was extremely difficult to accept; accordingly, Subaru hardened his
cheeks and looked at Echidna.
“Echidna…you said, without fail, you’d bring me to an optimal future,
right?”
“Yes, I did indeed. That is a fact. There is no mistake; I shall fulfill this
pact. Between my intellect and your special nature, it shall be accomplished
without fail.”
Echidna’s response to Subaru’s question was exactly what Subaru had
hoped to hear, a full hundred marks for the reply.
This pact, properly fulfilled, would put Subaru on the path to the optimal
future. It was just that—
“Your cooperation will help me arrive at the optimal future…but will that
be by the optimal path?”
“ ”
“Why aren’t you saying anything? Answer me, Echidna… Answer me,
Witch of Greed!!”
As if biting, as if tearing away at that stifling silence, Subaru howled.

Subaru stepped forward, heedless of the overpowering, ghastly
atmosphere that came from being surrounded by six Witches. There was but
the Witch Echidna before him in his eyes; he had eyes for none other.
And faced with that sharp gaze, Echidna let a little sigh trickle out as she
said, “To grasp the future you desire, you must accept sacrifices along the
way. —You simply lacked the resolve for that, Subaru Natsuki.”
“—!! Wait, wait, waitwaitwaitwaitwait! Wait, Echidnaaa…”
“No, I will not. This is something you should know better. Think about
it.”
Faced with Subaru pressing the point, Echidna’s reply went far outside his
desires. Her words were most certainly not ones that would clear up the
doubts that Subaru harbored.
As Subaru shook his head side to side, repulsed by the warped nature of
those words, Echidna spread both of her arms and continued, so that Subaru
might comprehend her own thoughts, her own feelings—

“The Return by Death that you possess is an incredible Authority. You do
not comprehend how it is truly to be used. You can redo the world any
number of times before you arrive at the result that you desire. To a
researcher, this is the ultimate ideal manifesting in physical form. Is that not
so? By rights, you should only be able to obtain one result for any particular
thing. You can make excessive amounts of varied deductions and
suppositions about the results. But there is usually but a single result. You
can never repeat the exact same conditions in search of a different result. The
conditions all shift: time, environment, memory, procedures. ‘Back then, if
I’d only changed one thing, the results would be different.’ This is not in the
realm of ideals but of dreams and delusions. Because I have the heart of a
researcher, your Authority truly makes my mouth water. With ‘identical
conditions’ and ‘verification of differences’ secured, one can identify a
‘proper result’ and a ‘variant result.’ How could I not covet that? With it
before me, how could I not test various possibilities? Of course, I will not
coerce you to use Return by Death. You will use that power for the sake of
the result you desire. And I shall lend my wit as much as you please so that
your desire might be granted. I have high hopes that the great many results
that shall be borne from this shall serve to satisfy my inquisitive mind. No
one would punish a girl for wanting such a small thing, surely? Your desire
for a future and my curiosity shall be satisfied together. Perhaps this makes
you uneasy, for I do not know the future, either. I will not purposefully lead
you to a mistaken future in order to test the results. All Unknowns are equal
before me. By mulling and struggling against the same problems, the answer
will come. This makes necessary the highest form of relationship between us.
I swear I shall protect you with all my heart. But that does not change the fact
that I cannot interfere with reality. If a physical obstacle stands before you, I
can expect that challenging it will break your mind and body many times
over. If it comes to that, I genuinely intend to exert my every power to protect
your mind. I will not tell you there are no ulterior motives involved in that.
But I don’t want you to think that I am calculating everything because of my
inquisitive mind. I do think fondly of you, and it is a fact that my maidenly
heart wishes to be of aid to you. I am repeating myself, but you and I are
ideally compatibility. I can say it plainly. I will use your power, and you will
use me for the sake of your ‘optimal future.’ It is my genuine desire to be a
woman used for your own convenience. Though it would only be in this

dream world, should you desire it, I do not mind using this body of mine to
comfort you. I shall happily grant it to you. Oh my, that might not be the best
thing for the people you care for, that silver-haired half-elf and that blue-
haired demon…they who you have sworn to save and protect without fail.
Not that I can claim any particular opinion toward them, but at any rate,
please take it as expressing how strong, how unshakable my feelings are.
Many difficulties shall befall you in the future as well. Your resolve shall
lead you to challenge them, but that is tragic. I will become the beacon that
lights your path. So, too, will I be the bonds you wish to protect. Your
questions, your burdens, your feelings, your hopes…unexpectedly, through
the Trial, you have taught me just how much value these things hold.
Certainly, to you, the scenes you saw might have been Hell itself. But given
the choice between knowing beforehand and ignorance, I wish to praise the
will to learn even such tragic facts. With these serving as your gruel, you
shall stretch a hand toward the future, even at the cost of your life. That Trial
was necessary so that you might learn there might be sacrifices made for that
future’s sake. As you use Return by Death more and more, perhaps your
emotions might fray, perhaps the deaths of people precious to you might fail
to move your heart, but most of all, you might have to lose some part of
yourself in order to arrive at the place at which you are destined to reach. The
Trial prevented that end. I did that, in order to protect you. If those scenes
pained your heart, putting you on the verge of breaking, I do not exaggerate
in saying I did it for that sake. Because it would serve as the linchpin for your
moving forward, I accepted it. With my words, I shall grant you the strength
to advance forward. I will console you, I will scold you, I will even love you.
Or if it is hatred you require, I will devote that to you, all for you. You like
girls who devote themselves to you, yes? You need me. By yourself, you
cannot grasp the future. It is none other than I who is the most suitable girl
for you. —You need me. And I need you. Already, there is none other than
you who can satisfy my curiosity. I mean, I’ve already discovered you. You
broadened my world. Through you, I, said to be the Witch bearing the
greatest intellect in the world, have tasted the fruit of the Unknown once
more. If you want to use that power to save someone, then save me. Having
even the crumbs of that noble thought is enough for me. Please. I want you to
trust me. Perhaps you think I deceived you because of the fact that I did not
expose enough of what I truly thought beforehand. I wanted to get the timing

right. If I exposed these feelings while our relationship was still shallow, you
would probably have pushed me away. I did not want that. I could not endure
that. That goes for you too, yes? If you lost me as a collaborator, your heart
would surely be broken. We are both working toward our optimal ends. And I
know what that optimal end is. I can help you. Through infinite trial runs, you
will arrive at the future, albeit with your heart worn down and scarred by the
ordeal. Let me do this. I will never betray your trust. Certainly, my heart
might be attracted to the resulting choices, and my inquisitive heart may
waver toward paths other than that which is optimal. I cannot hold my own
greed in check enough for me to tell you that will never happen. I
acknowledge that. But I will gloss over nothing. I will speak openly and
honestly. Even if the result of that will damage your trust, I will expend no
effort to win that trust back. No matter what might happen, I will, without
fail, bring you to the future you desire. I absolutely, absolutely will. So as the
choices necessary for that become clear, would you not let me be the one to
choose? It will be precisely according to the preamble for the pact: I will
grant what you desire, what it is that you seek. It will be no more and no less
than this. After that, how much you permit your body to be sliced for the sake
of that which you desire and crave is up to you. I have conveyed my resolve.
Next, I want to hear yours. I want you to demonstrate that you, who would
form a pact with me, who would benefit from my cooperation, have the
enduring spirit required to arrive at the future without fail. It is you, the first
and only one to overcome the second Trial, who can puff out your chest and
speak these words with pride. Do this, please me, and I shall release you from
the tomb and guide you to the third Trial. Beyond that rests the liberation of
the Sanctuary. In so doing, the precious people most important to you, the
people you care about held captive in the Sanctuary, will be saved. For the
sake of this, you will undergo a true Trial. For the sake of that, seize me, use
me, do with me as you please as you let your greed rage, and we shall grasp
the future together. This is everything I have to offer to aid you and find what
you desire, what you seek. I intend to peel back everything honestly and
earnestly. I will not allow the other girls around us to interfere any longer. It
is as you said: This is a matter between you and I alone. I want you to give
me your answer. I have told you everything… Truly the naked truth.
Passionately. This might be close to love. A vow of love. So how will you
respond to my love? I want a reply. This reply, after all, will be another thing

serving to satisfy my curiosity.”
—With that, Echidna smiled adorably.

Her fleeting, snow-like hair rustled, her cheeks faintly red from
excitement, standing there with the look of a maiden at her most vulnerable,
fresh from offering her confession, waiting with all her heart for Subaru’s
reply.
With upturned eyes, she gazed toward him, Subaru’s face reflected clearly
in her black eyes. Subaru slowly shifted his gaze from them, looking at the
other Witches gathered around. The five Witches besides Echidna were each
in various states, watching and awaiting the result of Echidna’s confession in
their own way.
Sekhmet, languidly; Carmilla, disinterestedly; Daphne, with a repulsive
smile; Typhon, tilting her head with a mystified look; for some reason,
Minerva alone had a face ready to burst into tears.
It was funny. He was tempted to laugh. —Not that he actually did.
“Echidna.”
“What is it?”
“You’ll be…using me?”
She’d be using him. Such words were repeated over and over as Echidna
had spoken.
Echidna nodded unreservedly in response.
“I will. You should simply use me back. That is the purpose of our pact. If
you wish to rebuke me for using it as a means of not letting go of you, I shall
gladly hear it. This is the truth, after all.”
“It’s not as if I didn’t think about it. That’s how relationships based on
pros and cons work. I expected—I was resolved to your intentions not being
a hundred percent benevolent. But.”
In front of Echidna, Subaru covered his face with his hands. He turned his
face toward the sky in a simple…lament.
“But this is just too much…”
“ ”
Echidna had an aura of bewilderment at the tenor of Subaru’s trembling
voice. That settled it.
Everything that had accumulated between their first chance encounter and
that very moment lost its color and collapsed.
Across their introduction, the tea party upon their reunion, the false
classroom in the Trial, and the obstructions in reality—her presence and her
words had saved the brokenhearted Subaru many times over. It was those

bonds that had brought him to the determination to form a pact.
—Cruelly, all those things had come back to mock the foolishness of
Subaru Natsuki.
“I do not really understand what your problem is. If you are to arrive at
the optimal result, you must resign yourself to a certain degree of injury. That
is your decision to make, something I believe I have already acknowledged,
so…”
“Me resigning to… Not that I’ve resigned to it, but that’s dancing to your
tune, ain’t it?”
“Unsurprisingly, you find that hard to accept. In the end, it is you who
must draw the conclusion. I am merely aiding you to do so. If you wish to
place the responsibility for that with me, that would put me in a bind. That’s a
horrible thing to do, don’t you think?”
Pursing her lips, Echidna made a pouty face as she protested. It seemed
like a childish display of emotion, out of place enough to make one laugh, but
it only served to deepen Subaru’s misgivings.
Those doubts had been there from the beginning. Now they had only
grown stronger. She acted so unwitchy, and many times, the gap between the
subjective and the objective had instilled ease rather than discomfort.
However, at the present, that foreboding he felt strengthened, enlarged,
and took definable form—
“—There’s no sense of seriousness anywhere in your attitude. Everything
you do and say feels…superficial.”
“ ”
“When you laugh, even when you’re angry, your attitude is frivolous and
childish. Even right now, when it’s time to be angry, you’re just pouting…
It’s not an issue of being open-minded or something. That attitude of yours…
your attitude is strange. I…mistook that for you being someone easy to get
along with, but…”
“ ”
“That’s not actually it. Echidna, you’re—someone who can’t understand
other people’s emotions.”
His fleeting encounters with Echidna to that point, the words they had
exchanged, all of them changed to the color of sepia.
He’d believed all those traits made her likable, but as a result of those
shallow displays of emotion, he’d come to know better.

And faced with such disparaging words, Echidna’s expression still did not
change. It was not the proper response.
“This is another place you should be getting angry, see.”
“…Is that so? I should have taken this moment to make my voice coarser
and shower insults upon you, then? I see, I will make a note of that. If we
should meet again, I shall put that knowledge to good use.”
When Echidna replied with those words, all emotion vanished from the
Witch’s face.
All emotions worthy of the name vanished, and a Witch appeared in their
stead. For the very first time, Subaru truly set eyes upon the Witch of Greed.
“ ”
In front of Subaru, cowed into silence, Echidna snapped her dry fingers.
As she did so, the purportedly destroyed hill and plain were restored, and the
chair and table smashed to pieces returned to their original form.
The tea party had seven chairs arranged. Having provided one for Subaru
and each of the Witches, Echidna closed one eye.
“First, would you sit? I would like to speak a little more about pacts.”
“…In a situation like this, you’re still optimistic I’ll form a pact with
you?”
“Don’t tell me you would reject me over such a minor difference in
outlook? I cannot call being temporarily carried away by emotion a wise
thing. You should make the realistic, rational choice.”
Echidna’s sound statement made Subaru close his eyes and breathe deeply
over and over.
Echidna’s words rang true. Subaru was being emotional. He was being
swallowed up by the course of events.
In the end, Echidna had done nothing more than conceal her true
intentions. He could believe that all the other parts were sincere and that she
would act in the manner she had claimed. Forming a pact here was a reliable
key to the future.
The key was in the palm of his hand. All he had to do was to clench it—
“I just remembered that there was something I wanted to ask if I met you
again.”
“…Mm, I wonder what?”
“I feel like if I hear the answer to this, I’ll be able to decide.”
Echidna was waiting for Subaru to present his question.

And so Subaru asked the Witch a question relating to Echidna that, during
the loop that had begun with the Sanctuary, remained a mystery. Namely—
“—You know Beatrice, don’t you, Echidna?”
“Of course I know her. I am deeply related to that girl’s birth. What of it?”
There was nothing hidden in Echidna’s reply. She simply could not guess
what Subaru’s question was getting at.
He closed his eyes. On the back of his eyelids, he traced his last glimpse
of the girl as she vanished. There was nothing sadder than the thin expression
of relief on her face.
Subaru had been unable to save Beatrice from the centuries she had spent
in loneliness. When he’d shouted to the girl at the time, her final smile of
relief was seared forever into his eyes. That was why—
“Beatrice, has been waiting all this time for That Person to arrive,
according to the pact. That pact has to be one you made with her. You tied
her to that mansion. That’s about right?”
“I did not specify the place, but it is indeed I who commanded her to
protect the archive of forbidden books and wait until someone came.”
“Then…then who is this That Person? What has to be done to free her?”
For four centuries, Beatrice had continued to await That Person, alone in
the archive of forbidden books.
A promise had made her do so. A pact had strengthened her isolation.
Even Beatrice did not know who That Person was. Subaru hadn’t found any
clue, either.
But Echidna, the Witch who had commanded her to wait for That Person,
surely knew the answ—
“I wonder, just who might it be?”
“—H-uh?”
“Er, I am not making some kind of joke. I think that from the bottom of
my heart. Who do you think That Person who Beatrice waits for might be?”
As Subaru gaped at her, Echidna shrugged her shoulders, appearing
genuinely mystified. Subaru was aghast at her demeanor, but he immediately
shook his head. He couldn’t accept this.
“Y-you’re telling me you don’t know who Beatrice is waiting for, either?”
“Mm, I do not. I know not who That Person Beatrice awaits might be.”
“Why n…? You’re the one who told her to wait, right? So how can you
not…?”

Subaru was dumbfounded at the one thread he clung to having been
snipped like it was nothing.
That Person Beatrice had been commanded to wait for had to exist. Was it
even possible that Echidna did not know? Or was some third part going to
suddenly pop up and—
“You are wrong, Subaru Natsuki. You misunderstand. It is most certainly
I who made Beatrice promise to wait for That Person. But you have a
fundamental misunderstanding about this.”
“‘Fundamental misunderstanding’…?”
“You misunderstand the reason behind the pact I formed with Beatrice.
You believe I made Beatrice promise for the sake of handing the archive of
forbidden books to That Person, I take it?”
He didn’t understand what Echidna’s assertion meant. It was natural, even
obvious, to take it that way.
She’d been told to hold on to something and to wait for someone.
Therefore, the objective was obviously for her to hand that thing over.
However, Echidna met Subaru’s thought process with a sideways shake of
her head.
“That was not my objective. You see…I made Beatrice promise to wait
for That Person because I want to know who that girl selects to be That
Person.”
.
.
What?
“That girl, you see, was created for a particular purpose. But I decided to
use her for a different purpose than that originally intended. That is why I
sent that girl far from the Sanctuary. Since a substitute objective was
required, I granted the archive of forbidden books to that girl and gave that
empty girl a purpose for living: to administer my knowledge and to await
That Person who would someday come. I did not set a time limit. After all, it
is not an issue with one set answer to begin with. As arranged, that girl’s life
was linked to it, enabling her to live outside of the Sanctuary. And I was able
to engage in a new inquiry: that girl’s choice. Logical, isn’t it? Of course,
spending four centuries without selecting anyone is one result in itself.
Having been unable to comfortably select anyone she had met to date,
continuing to obey the pact while full of worry, and desiring her own death is

another result.”
“And what do you think about that?”
“—? I think that it is a marvelous thing?”
As if asked a question to which the answer was obvious, Echidna tilted
her head without a single hint of shame.
Her reply, her demeanor, and the expression on the girl in the back of
Subaru’s mind gave him his answer.
He’d decided. He understood. He grasped it, loud and clear.
—Then and there, he would confront her and make perfectly clear exactly
who was mistaken.
“Echidna, you are…a Witch.”
“ ”
“You are a monster beyond human knowledge, beyond human
understanding.”
He told her. He voiced the reply that had spawned within him.
He would reject the hand he had once decided to accept. This time, he
would decide for himself who he would reach out to with his hand.
“I…I can’t take your hand. I’ve decided whose I will take.”
“ ”
“Your inquisitive mind, the words you spoke without malice have bound a
girl for four hundred years. —I’ve decided. I’m choosing that girl’s hand. I
can’t leave her with you.”
This was a farewell. He was brushing away the hand of the one who once
surely would have become his partner, with whom he would have walked
forward and drawn a future together.
He’d go wipe away that final expression off the girl traced on the back of
his eyelids.
—She’d been afraid of death, her face ready to break into tears, but
having protected Subaru, her expression was one of relief.
He would save Beatrice, who had grieved over Subaru’s death. He’d
decided.
“ ”
That decision made Echidna narrow her eyes.
Countless thoughts ran through her black pupils; she was perhaps
meaning to say something to Subaru that would make him change his
decision. However, before she could, a change arrived.

A sudden change desired by none present had occurred.
“—So she’s come.”
“H-hey…this doesn’t…concern me anymore…so, ahhh…”
“At a troublesome time, a troublesome girl has come to make trouble,
sigh.”
“Ahaaa. My stomach’s reaaally, reaaally throbbing. We really have the
full lineup now, huhhh?”
The spectating Witches displayed various reactions to the change taking
place.
One bit her lip; one clutched her head; one gave a sigh; one licked her
lips.
The Witches’ gazes shifted behind Subaru—and from there, an
overwhelming, impossible-to-ignore presence sprang forth.
As Subaru was facing her, Echidna caught sight of “it” straight in front of
her. Her eyes widened slightly, and within them, Subaru saw a complex
vortex of emotions—be it before or after her true nature had been exposed,
this was the first time he saw hatred in them.
“ ”
Seeing that hatred made him belatedly turn around. For a second, he
hesitated, and then matching breath and heartbeat, he moved.
Looking behind him, Subaru’s own eyes finally beheld the new arrival.
From her black dress, long hair, and white skin, he imagined she must
have a most beautiful face—yet though he was certain of this, he saw not the
Witch’s face but a veil of impenetrable darkness that covered it.
Greed, Wrath, Lust, Sloth, Gluttony, Pride—with each of these attending
the tea party, the seventh Witch, Jealousy, had finally joined them.
“Ohhh! It’s Tela! Wow, it sure has been a while!”
Only one, the child Witch, greeted the Witch of Jealousy with a wave of
her hand.
—The Witches’ Tea Party had only one invited guest. Having become a
banquet, it hurtled toward its final act.
<END>

AFTERWORD
Hey, everyone! I, Tappei Nagatsuki, also known as the Mouse-Colored Cat,

am deeply indebted to you all!
Thank you for purchasing and reading Re:ZERO, Volume 12! Sorry for
delivering this greeting in smaller characters than usual. Er, those who have
read the book should understand, but this time, we really, really packed every
page, line, and sentence that we could!
Seriously, not a single line was wasted! This might have been my most
nerve-racking work to date!
Now then, inside this twelfth volume, which was such a ferocious battle
for the author, I must say that Subaru had a pretty hard time, too. Those of
you who have been with me since the Web novel probably waited a long time
for this, when unescapable consequences for Return by Death are finally
touched upon.
Subaru was buffeted by the circumstances and by the people around him,
and finally even Return by Death gave his heart a pummeling, but I urge you
to get your hopes up for what happens next in Volume 13!
Well, that was brief, but you can see the space allotted to me this time
around, so let me quickly move on to the established custom of giving
thanks!
Editor I, this time everything really was right up to the line, but I am
confident that no matter how close we cut it, Subaru had it worse. Thank you

for believing in me. Volume 13 will be rough, too!
To Otsuka the illustrator, this time we had the final two Witches and the
reappearance of the Beast Master, etc. Thank you for the adorable, stylish
illustrations. Otsuka, your drawing ability is always of help to me, but truly
thank you very much for helping make this such a strong volume!
To Kusano the cover designer, I am honored that you whittled things
down to such a good-looking cover that’s so stylish, it’s almost un-Re:ZERO-
ish. (?) They truly feel like “dark sisters.” Thank you very much.
Handling the comic versions, Daichi Matsuse and Makoto Fugetsu are
publishing comics in the same month! With Fugetsu’s version finally
completing Arc 2, and Matsuse’s version finally reaching “From Zero,” it’s a
stampede of exceptional developments. The feeling of both reaching the
places they were always meant to is incredible! That said! As we are sticking
together for a while longer, I ask for your best regards!
As for others, such as everyone in the editorial department of MF Bunko J
and everyone involved in distribution at bookstores, thank you very much as
always. Each time, I truly feel the greatness of your cooperation ever more
strongly.
And finally, to all those readers who have bought this book, enjoyed this
tale, and cheered on our anguished hero, my greatest thanks of all goes to
you.
I’m working hard for Re:ZERO in 2017, too! Please show me the same
patronage as before!
Well, let’s meet next at Volume 13! Thank you! Ohhh, thank you!
February 2017 <<Motivation blazing right after attending

the Re:ZERO Series Closing Event>>

“Elsa, oh, Elsaaa. Hey, are you listening?”
“Yes, I am listening. What is this, the next volume preview? It would
seem to be my next contract. It will be fun seeing what the next opponent’s
entrails look like.”
“…I should point out I don’t think the announcement corner includes the
sort of contents that would make Elsa happy. It’s basically introducing people
to information about Re:ZERO.”
“—? Then I do not understand why we have been contracted to do this…”
“I did not think Elsa would prove this unreliable, either. Er, anyway, let’s
begin. First, in the same month of March that this Re:ZERO, Volume 12,
goes on sale, comic versions for both Arc 2 and Arc 3 seem to be on sale as
well.”
“That would be Volume 5 of the Alive version and Volume 4 of the BG
version going on sale. The second arc is finally complete… The story seems
to involve the boy whose belly I cut being transported to the mansion.”
“Actually, I’m pretty involved in the background of that incident, see. The
other book should be coming out close to this Volume 12, too, so be sure to

check it out, ’kay?”
“After that, there should be a next volume preview, but when does
Volume 13 go on sale, I wonder?”
“Uhu-hu-hu. Volume 13 seems to be scheduled to go on sale this June.
Also, also, this isn’t the only important announcement. Wanna hear, wanna
hear?”
“I suppose so. Not that I have any particular interest, mind…”
“Boo. Elsa, you really cannot read the mood…”
“But since you want to speak of it, I shall listen. Say your piece.”
“Ah! Actually, it’s been decided the Re:ZERO -Starting Life in Another
World- series will have an illustration book published! Shinichirou Otsuka-
sensei’s Re:ZERO illustrations are all adorable and pretty, so they’re finally
coming out with an entertaining book with that outlook. Hey, are you happy?
You’re happy, aren’t you?”
“Yes, that is splendid, splendid. It is good to see you so happy, Meili.”
“Somehow that reaction was a little off from what I expected, but oh well.
As for the all-important publication date, it’s scheduled for September 2017.
Wait just a bit for updates on the public home page and Twitter, ’kay?”
“It would seem that this wraps it up for announcements… I somehow find
this hard to digest.”
“Sheesh, I told you at the start that it wasn’t gonna go like Elsa hoped
for… Oh well, can’t be helped. Well, it’s a little early, but how about we go
play with Mister over there?”
“Ahhh, that would be nice. I will probably have an opportunity to find out
for sure next volume…but before that, the boy and I shall be joined in an
orgy of flesh and blood. That shall be splendid indeed.”
“Hoh-hoh-hoh. Poor Mister. Before I let Elsa bully him, I’d better play
with him lots and lots first. So much fun.”
“Yes, that shall be truly, truly—entertaining.”

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Translation by Jeremiah Bourque

Re:ZERO KARA HAJIMERU ISEKAI SEIKATSU Vol. 12

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The whisper of love echoed.

“—I love you.”

The whisper of love was muffled.

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“I love you. I love you. I love you. —Love me.”

Amid the darkness, he heard a voice.

It was horrifying. He trembled in ecstasy. He shuddered in fear. He cried

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—in that darkness-colored world, a prayer-imbued handkerchief

His consciousness floated upward.

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The instant he stated it, Subaru Natsuki lost his life.

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Subaru breathed deeply to endure the powerful, throbbing pain of the

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