This isn't a new song I know, yet I'd love to share this deeply meaningful lyrics and song here as well, since it's one of my favourite Melancholy jam :) 

In case you haven't stumbled upon it yet, feel free to enjoy this powerful song via my Spotify's Melancholy playlist below including the lyrics as well after okayy! 

 

Million Years Ago by Adele

I only wanted to have fun
Learning to fly, learning to run
I let my heart decide the way
When I was young
Deep down, I must have always known
That this would be inevitable
To earn my stripes, I'd have to pay
And bare my soul

I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who can't stand the reflection that they see
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air, I miss my friends
I miss my mother, I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago

When I walk around all of the streets
Where I grew up and found my feet
They can't look me in the eye
It's like they're scared of me
I try to think of things to say
Like a joke or a memory
But they don't recognize me now
In the light of day

I know I'm not the only one
Who regrets the things they've done
Sometimes I just feel it's only me
Who never became who they thought they'd be
I wish I could live a little more
Look up to the sky, not just the floor
I feel like my life is flashing by
And all I can do is watch and cry
I miss the air, I miss my friends
I miss my mother, I miss it when
Life was a party to be thrown
But that was a million years ago
A million years ago

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Adele Laurie Blue Adkins / Gregory Allen Kurstin

Million Years Ago lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group  

The moment I heard Kelly Clarkson covers Billie Eilish's Happier Than Ever, I am, the one that's happier than ever. I just can't move on from listening to this cover all day everyday for real.

Yeah, because honestly, Kelly was the person whom came to my mind the moment I heard Billie sang / released this song. I truly love the lyrics, and the emotion that this song gave me, and indeed Billie's voice delivered this song in her own signature way - which managed to capture that sad emotion upon listening to it as it needed to, it's great yes, yet I felt like it could be way more if the song got some more kick, as in more deep, painful emotion to it, you know. 

Hence, Kelly Clarkson came right to my mind - can't help it that this song definitely give me Kelly's vibes. It reminds me of Because of You by Kelly on 2004, which it's one of my favourite jam during my teenage years even up until now, one of the all time favourite kinda songs that I could totally relate to and feel it deeply as well. Indeed, this Happier Than Ever give me the same vibes. Powerful lyrics, melody and overall ambience that wrapped around it - like it's telling our own story as well someway. Idk, I guess we millennials just automatically can relate to it no matter what are our situation or even if the lyrics isn't really what are we going through at the moment yet the feeling still just click, right?! haha 

Kelly deliver it perfectly, as how I imagine it before. It's satisfying, that the version that I have in my mind for these past years every time I listens to this song, have finally comes true. THIS, this is the version that I need and want, to sing along from the top of my lungs, pouring every feeling out. So yes, THANK YOU KELLY CLARKSON! 

In case any of you haven't heard of this covers yet, I've already added it on my Spotify's Melancholy list as you can find it below including the lyrics as well right after yeaa, enjoy! 

Happier Than Ever (Kelly Clarkson Cover) 

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
Give me a day or two
To think of something clever
To write myself a letter
To tell me what to do

Do you read my interviews?
Or do you skip my avenue?
When you said you were passin' through
Was I even on your way?
I knew when I asked you to
Be cool about what I was tellin' you
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do
And I'd end up more afraid

Don't say it isn't fair
You clearly weren't aware
That you made me miserable
So if you really wanna know

When I'm away from you
I'm happier than ever
Wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true

You call me again, drunk in your Benz
Drivin' home under the influence
You scared me to death but I'm wastin' my breath
'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends

I don't relate to you, no
I don't relate to you
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
I get it, you hate this city

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad
So don't waste the time I don't have
And don't try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you just like a kid

You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fuckin' leave me alone

And I don't talk shit about you on the internet 
Never told anyone anything bad (yeah)
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything (just leave me alone)
And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad (oh, oh)

Leave me alone

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Billie Eilish O'Connell / Finneas Baird O'Connell

Happier Than Ever lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group

Hi lovelies,

I have just fallen in love with this one song that I just honestly heard it today - which is during joining the IG story's question stickers earlier. The sticker was the one that asks us to search music with our birthday month, and share it on the story. Perhaps any of you have joined that one too right?

This is my IG story earlier heheh..As you can see 

the sticker is on the top right corner okayy

So upon searching for my birthday month on the music thingy, I came across that song from my search result's list - Sad March, by Elaine - which is actually the OST song from Korean series, Mr. Sunshine. I haven't watch the series, hence maybe that's why I haven't heard of this OST song before, but gotta tell you, the song and its lyric got right through deep into my heart, the moment I listen to it! 

Indeed this song have been on my repeat today, which I also had added it to my new Spotify playlist entitle Melancholy. Just a heads up, I never made any playlist of this kind before - Idk, just getting the vibes this time, truly - hence, the name Melancholy. It's kinda sad, but comforting and honest too. Sweet maybe at some part. Everything's just a mashed up out of the blue, likely to say. Well, that's from my own interpretation, not sure of what you guys think heheh. 

Below are my playlist as said earlier, and as you can see, the song is on the first one on the list okayy in case you guys wanna hear it : 

And here's the lyrics to sing along hehee : 

Dawn after darkness

Sun has pushed the stars

All sadness' gone

Hollow, empty home

Remedy's on the way

Unleash all the fears

Fearsome in your heart

Sunsets on your eyes

Live daily life

As if here were your last

Day home 

Hollow feelings left behind

All the reasons are gone

Like the wind

You're my yesteryear

Hollow feelings left behind

All the reasons are gone

Like the wind

Our time is no more

You're my moonlight

In the darkness I find

Flower's so pure

That's frozen in time

You're my moonlight

In the nightfall I find

Flower's so bright

That's frozen in time

Dawn after darkness

Sun has pushed the stars

All sadness' gone

Hollow, empty home

Remedy's on the way

Unleash all the fears

Fearsome in your heart

Sunsets on your eyes

Live daily life

As if here were your last

Day home

I'll always be around

May angels be with you

Deep in your heart

I'll always be in your heart

May angels be with you

Guarding you home

You're my moonlight

In the darkness I find

Flower's so pure

That's frozen in time

You're my moonlight

In the nightfall I find

Flower's so bright

That's frozen in time

Waves

Lead me to your way

For you're my ocean breeze

That calms me down

When will you lead the way?

For you're my looming sea

That calms me down all day

Dawn after darkness

Sun has pushed the stars

All sadness' gone

Hollow empty home

Like you 

(Lyric's source from Musixmatch website) 

Such a brilliant song, from my point of view. The tone, the harmony, blended perfectly with the word by word that came out beautifully from Elaine's voice, which I felt like totally can relate from line to line, gave such deeper meaning and feeling to me. To be honest, this is the second song that manage to caught my feeling like that, which the first one is actually the Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen - definitely such a special song to me :) 

Alright I guess enough with my babbling. Maybe my sharing this time might be nothing to you guys, but yeah, just sharing for fun, and perhaps if there's anyone out there that think / feel the same as I did, feel free to hey me below okayy hehe. Till then, thanks for stopping by and stay safe yeaa guys!