"Ovayo hurry up"

Me : ewe gogo sendgqibile

(i quickly ted my hair and went to the kitchen i was so late but thank godness its our last paper.i found
gogo eatng breakfast )

Me : hy gogo, bye gogo

(as i was about to walk out gogo called me)

Me : gogo

Gogo: aren't you eatngg

Me : no gogo i m late bye

(i walked out and went to catch a taxi ,got it and went to school , since i didn't have friends i went to sit
in class busy with my fown.The bell rang and we started writng)

Teacher : Ti me up!!

(i was already done and went to sub mit my paper and went ho me .got ho me there were 2 cars outside i
went in and granny was sitng with 2 old man)

Me : molwen

The m : molo nonto mbi

Gogo : baby you're here...co me there's so mething i want to tell you.

Me : and that is...

Gogo : co me sit

(she pated a space and i went to sit down confused as fuck)

Gogo : you must be wondering what's going on

Me : actually yes

Gogo : well baby these and your in -laws

(she said pointng at those old men.i couldn't say anything the word in -laws was running through my
mind then it was lights out.

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My na me is Ovayo Mkhita , 18 years old doing grade 12 .i live in Durban KwaMashu with my granny,i
dont know my parents gran says mo m lef me with her afer dad lef her.i a m not a friendly person
that's why i don't have friends. i a m rude,short te mpered and cold hearted well that's what people say
and i dont like people expecially children.

Well i a m average hieght sa me as weight, light in co mplexion curvy and got a ass for days and a body to
die for.i a m half xhosa half zulu and a litle bit of coloured because my mo m is xhosa and my dad is a mix
of zulu and coloured .

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Ovayo

I woke up alone in so me unfa miliar roo m, it was white and crea m in colour .while i was stll thinking
ngaba ndiphi so me old wo men who looked like gogo's age ca me in.

wo men : Mntana mi sovukile

(i just looked at her and rolled my eyes)

Me : Ndiphig

Wo men : Use Mthatha nto mbi

(what the fuck! Ndizothini Mthatha gNdize nabani gnini,njanig Bendizbuza ndingakwaz nozphendula )

Me :uphu'gogog

Wo men : ushiyekile mntana m

(i just looked at her , haibow lo gogo yagula uno mntana onje nga m)

Me : Ulahlekelwe ngu mntana ofana na m gogo,okanye unganga m lento uzo mbona apha ku m.

"Kuthethwa elohlobo no mnto' mdalag"

(Ibingo mnye waba tata bebesendlini)

Me : Andaz na m ba bendazi ngendinga thethanga ngolohlobo

Hi m : Awna mbeko yhii

Me : kutsho wena
Hi m :(chuckle)phaka ma unxibe uha mbe uye ebantwini

(with that said waphu ma ndasheka no gogo)

Me : So awzuphu ma makhulu

Gogo : ndiphu me ndiyephi g

(yhoo ndivele ndathula sana asoze ndiziphoxise ngo makhulu mna.ndiphaka mile bekubonakala ba they
bought my clothes so ndiye ndatshintsha gogo wathi mandinxibe lokhwe so i wore a black long dress
and pu mps gogo wandi qhiyisa doek, nda mhle sana but i didn't like the doek idea but kuba ndingafuni
phoxwa ngu gogo i had no choice )

Gogo : awse mhle

Me : i know but thanks anyway

Gog : xa unconywa u "anyway" ungenaphig

Me : whatever

(gogo rolled her eyes i laughed �and we went downstairs i think i' m startng to like gogo she is funny
and uyaphoxa uk'thatha ak'beke klendawo ukuyo but i stll don't get this whole marriage thing, what i
know is that i won't get married mna fnish and klaar)

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Me : babe there's so mething i have to tell you.

(we were laying on top of the bed, she turned to face me)

Her : what is it babeg

Me : when i tell you this just know it doesn't change anything,i love you and i will always love you.

Her : babe you're scaring me what is it

Me : well my father is forcing me to get married to so me gal i don't know

Her : So like a arranged marriage

Me :yes

Her : wow

me : Babe Don't Cry Please I Love You Only You.

Her : HoW DOES IT MATTER CAUSE YOU ARE GETTING MARRIED!!!

(she screa med as she was crying breaking every breakable thing in the roo m)

Me : NALEDI!!!

(she stops and lay on top of the bed cryingI went to her and got down to her level and brushed her back)

Me : Babe please listen i Love you and I pro mise i will marry you.

(She Got Up And S miled )

Her : Really Love

me : yes i will take you as my second wife

(She NOdded)

me : now wipe those tears They Don't Suit You

(She Giggled And kissed Me I Kissed Her Back Then iT Got Stea my I Was On Top Of Her Pounding On Her
Hard As Her Mourns Filled The Roo m Then She got On Top Riding Me With her Ass Pounding On Me
Afer 4tstea my rounds we lay on top of the bed trying to catch our breathes)

me : i love you babe

her : i love you too love

(she lay her head on my chest then we slept)

My na me is Lubabalo Nkosi I a m 24t years old i a m a lawyer and a bussiness man . i got 2co mpanies
3clubs 2hotels and a law fr m.So my father forced me to get married to so me girl i don't know at frst i
didn't agree but then he threatened to disown me i couldn't let hi m do that so i agreed.i got a girlfriend
Naledi she is 22 years old i love her so much and dad said i can take her as a second wife only afer a
year since I' m a Zulu man it's my culture.I only love Naledi and i will never love this girl whose na me i
don't know.

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Ovayo

this fa mily is soo annoying they were busy annoying me with their stupid questons i would si mply reply
with a "yes" or a "no"everyone was there fro m children to elders but my so called "husband" was not
there they say his gonna co me the day of the wedding as if i care. Obviously the mother in-law does not
like me but WTF bitch i don't give zero fucks about you along with her annoying brat face daughter .

Iwas sited on the couch they said i should sit on the foor ndaqonda bayanya i won't do that shiit.They
were busy talking i don't know about what i was not listening i was just thinking of ways to get out of
here and this da mn doek was making my hair itch.

F'in law: since the lobola has been payed we should get the m married next week.

(that caught my atenton like what the fuck where was i when they were paying lobola)

Gogo : yebo mfana (yes son)

Me : what!!

Gogo : yebo ngane ya mi a malobolo akhutshwa useyingane (yes my child lobola was payed while you
were stll a child)

Me : who the fuck does that g

(i was so furious like who pays lobola to a child hehe these people)

F'in law:i was at the hospital you were stll a baby i saw your grand mother she was sick and sufering i
pro mised her good treat ment and that i would take care of her only if my son and her grandchild get
married.

Gogo : she agreed and pro mised when you turn 18 you will get married.

(by the t me they fnished my face was wet with tears. I can not believe my gran sold me of�)

M'In Law : Don't cry she did it for her health.

Me : No One asked for your opinion

(ohh this bitch sure knows how to act.not so long ago she was giving me funny looks now she feels sorry
for me )

grandpa inlaw : That's no way to talk to your elders

( mx m i just got up and lef went to that roo m i was in and called gogo.she picked up )

gogo : Ncu molwa m

Me : how could youg

her : Baby what's wrongg

Me : You sold me what for tell me gogo

(by now we were both crying)

Her : I was desparate ngane ya mi celu'xolo (please forgive me)

Me : I hate you I never want to see you ever again I Hate You!!

( curled myself and cried. i can't believe gogo did this to me)

"She had no choice "

(i looked at the door it was my gogo in law)

Me : Please leave me alone

Her : You...

Me : Pleasee

Her : okay but don't bla me her she had no choice .

(she lef out i burried myself on the bed and cried mind you it's my frst t me crying this much)

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.WEDDING DAY�

The day everyone has been waitng for except the bride it is the 10th of Dece mber and it's the wedding
day aarrg how i wish so me miracle can happen and save me fro m this hell . everyone was busy i can't
believe i a m about to get married,i was wearing an traditonal Zulu atre a black traditonal skirt with
beads i was wearing an ani mal skin ntoz ntoz that i don't know and it covered my breasts i was frst
gonna do u me mulo to test my virginity i wont dwell much about those things all i can say is that
everything went well i have not seen my husband. now we were in the kitchen i was told to give hi m
traditonal beer since i dont know hi m i looked around and saw so meone who wore the sa me colours as
mine i went to hi m and knelt down not making eye contact with hi m . he looked at me for a while afer a
while he took it and took a sip i the walked away i felt eyes on me but i didnt care i was fucken tred
oohh by the way my new na me is Si mnikiwe how i hate it i wish i can just dissapear.

i went to the kitchen there were other daughters in law and not all of the m like me but i don't like any
of the m they irritate me
the oldest daughter in law is Noluntu married to the frst son followed by S mangele then Qha mkile then
me arrg Noluntu and Qha mkile have a proble m with me and they are mother in law's favourites how i
hate this fa mily.

Me : Sawbona

S ma : yebo nto mbie

Nolu : m mhh m

Qha mkile just rolled her eyes mx m i chuckled and hugged S ma

me : what can i help withg

gogo : don't worry babe I' m sure ukhathele go rest

she said co ming in.i was not gonna argue with that i s milled and went out as i was about to go up the
stairs the devil decided to bless me with her presence .

mo m : and wena ucabanga ukuthi uya kuphig

me : gogo said i should go rest

mo m : who does she think she is go help out in the kitchen.

me : but gogo said...she cut me

her : do you see her hereg

me : mx m you know what i tried to be nice see ms like the devil is really testng me nxa

i went upstairs got to the roo m took a

shower wore my short su m mer pjs and got undercovers... A while later i felt so meone getng in bed i
woke up furiously .

me : what the fuck!!get ou dude

hi m : dont fuck with me this is my roo m.

mev: mx m asshole..i mu mbled the last part.

hi m : what was thatg

me : whatever

i got of took a feece and curled myself on the sofa.

aarrgg this is gonna be a long road

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I was woken up by a loud knock

me : aaarrg

"Si mnikiwe"

me : okay okay I' m co ming

i got shit my neck ngath nyathelwe truck.. i looked at this husband of mine he was sleeping peacefully
while mna ndavuswa.

"Si mnikiwe phu ma apha"

me : mx m ...i went to open the door it was non other than my monster in-law.

her : tshin lo mntana awnantloni zolala e min apha...i just looked at her yaz lo ma ma yadika.

her : andazi noba bakutshatsela nton nengane ya m

me : mx m....i closed the door on her took a shower and wore a maprint thixo bawo thethelela .

i went downstairs ndafka kukho oo makot balapha.

me : hey S ma

her : hello babe...i hugged her

Nolu : oothina asibonwa

me : oow nto mbo' mxhosa

her : mx m

we prepared breakfast everyone ca me down except Lubabalo everyone sat down when i was about to
sit the devil decided to talk.

her : u mkhwenyana wakho uthi uyovuswa ngubang

me : i didn't realise kufuneka ndivuse indoda endala.

f'inlaw: i mbeko ngane

mx m i went upstairs ndafka elele mx m i went to the bathroo m ndakha a manzi i went back to hi m and
poured the water on his face he ju mped up and fell on his but

me : hahahah

he furiously got up
hi m : WHAT THE FUCK WOMEN!!

Me : ohh please no need to go all tger on me

hi m : I' m soo gonna fuck you up!

he went to the bathroo m leaving me laughing

me : ooh by the way i was told to co me get you!!!

hi m : ng'yeza

i laughed and went back downstairs.

m'inlaw: what's funnyg

me : ooh nothing mother

i sat down and dished for myself Lubabalo ca me down .

hi m : good morning fa mily

his dad : morning son

he sat down and everybody looked at me�

me : what g

S ma : you're supposed to dish for your husband

me : oohhh...i took a spoon when i was about to dish gogo slapped my hand.

me : ouch

gogo : show respect

mx m i went to the kitchen took a big bowl flled it with water and took a dry cloth and went to the m. i
knelt down he washed his hands and wiped the m i went to the kitchen put those things and dished for
hi m a md sat down

f'nlaw : good

m'inlaw : good mx m you even have to tell her to respect he husband.

older son : mo m please not now

mo m : She is not good for my son,she doesn't even have respect she is just a loose girl who is only gonna
chow his money..

me : what!!!..yhoo i lost it how dare she disrespect me like that i so wish to twist her meatless neck .

gogo : No matha msanqa!..she warned

her : what its true

her : listen here you old hag i won't sit and listen to your insults yandiva nxn tsho nge make up e mbi
apha.

luba : Si mnikiwe

me : yinton.g i won't sit here and watch your mother disrespect me yeva respect is earned not bought so
if she wants me to respect her she should frst respect me.

luba : listen you...

me : oohh and i don't care if she doesn't like me or not because i also hate her nxn.

i went uptairs and threw myself ontop of the bed and sighed heavily . nnxa if that wo men thinks she's
gonna walk over me she got another thing co ming ndiyinto mbo' mxhosa mna andenzwa njE

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# Lubabalo

yeeer lo mntana akana mbeko mo m was whipping saying we let a child disrespect her.

mo m : i told you that child is not good for my son but what did you dog look now she is disrespectng me

gogo : ooh please nguwena uthuke ingane.

mo m : Thobani (dad)

Sizwe (older bro) : mo m you always cause trouble .

mo m : see she is even turning my children against me

me : ma

i hugged her and wiped her tears.

Jabu (bother) : nawe uzo khulu mela u ma wakho

me : she is my mother

Sizwe : she is also our mother but when she is wrong she is wrong.

He went out and Noluntu followed hi m.okay soo

Sizwe is the oldest married to Noluntu followed by Mandla married to Qha mkile then Jabu married to
S mangele th youngest is me .
 mo m : *crying*

dad : Shut up!!!

yhoo everyone kept quite.

dad : u muzi wa m ni menza into yok'dlala iingane.

me : baba...

dad : Shut up!!! Luba to morrow you're going with you're wife I' m sure work is waitng for you.

me : yes dad

dad : that goes to all of you

the m : yebo baba

we all lef.

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As i was sited Luba got in looking furious

hi m : who have you the right to talk to my mother like thatg

i ignored hi m.

he ca me close to me and chocked me .

me : lu..ba..ba..l..o

hi m : who fucken gave you the right to direspect my mother!!!..he screa med and tghtned his grip . i was
unable to breath i was sufocated he threw me on top of the bed and got out he was red in anger

me : (cough)owww gogo what did you get me intog

i cried a md phoned gog0

me : gogo*crying*

gogo : yhini ngane ya mi

me : ngifun'ukha mba laa

gogo : akukwazeki lokho nto mbi

me : gogo ufuna ngifela laa

gogo: awsoze ufele lapho

me : gogo
gogo : nana ng'yakcela bekezela sana lwa m.

me : gogo awungfuni g

gogo : Vuyolwa m...tttt

i dropped the call and cried my eyes out...i can't believe gogo married me with thst monster

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# fast foward

So now i was in Cape Town leaving with Lubabalo which was a night mare that guy is soo controlling
worse part is fucking his bitches under the sa me roof as me and let the m direspect me in my entre life i
never thought my life would co me to this i a m even loosing weight and my best excuse is "i go to the
gy m"but no u myen wa m undiphethe kakubi have always been that fearless girl who is brave and self
confdent but now my husband is slowly but surely bringing me down i can't even go out juss because he
said s there is never a sweet mo ment in this house i just hate gogo for bringing me into this

Today is Wednesday ohh and i was told his "fance"is co ming so i have to be on my best behaviour you
see if you could take so meone fro m KwaMashu to identfy me he/she could be confused i think i
beca me sof

luba : what are you thinkng aboutg aren't you suppose to be cleaning

me : clean whatg...yhoo ayke u mntana bantu he is even laying his hands on me now.let me tell you ke a
slap landed on my beautful face and I' m sure he lef a mark.

hi m : don't ever speak back to me s'yezwanag... mx m i ignored hi m and ran up stairs to my roo m and
looked at the mirror he surely did leave a mark

hi m : (knocking)Hee wena Open this door!!!

i ignored hi m and nursed my swollen cheek

hi m : OVAYO YOU BETTER OPEN THIS DOOR BEFORE I BREAK IT!!!!

me : it's yours mos do what ever you feel like!!

hi m : hehehe you're really testng me nheg

me : (cwaka)

hi m : I' m going when i co me back i beter fnd those pots full.

 mx m i heard footsteps going away i sighed and laid on top of the bed afer so me t me i went down and
cooked chicken lasagne with salads on the side i fnished and watched tv afer a while i heard his car
and he got in with a tall skinny yellow boned girl yhuu akabhitye thixo iindlathi zingaphandle ithanga
lilingana nengalo she m she was wearing a gold short dress with silver gi m my choo hills , she had a
22inch weave m mhh m uyayityelwa i mali loo

girl : babe who's thisg

luba : oohh baby this is the wife...phh so she told her m mhh m nice

her : arranged wife

hi m : yess love..then he decided to kiss her and the bitch decided to moarn mx m bitch..

her : darling ahh m take my luggage to the main bedroo m.

me : (i mtatng her voice)darling take my luggage to the main bedroo m..nxa bitch.

lub : what was that g

me : oohh nothing dear husband...i got up and went upstairs laughing rhaa ibhityile lanto akanozo
nee mpundu i took a shower and wore my black nike tracksuit and applied crea m on my cheek and went
downstairs yhuu rhaa ndifke besitya bapha mbene kupheke ba mg

me : and then they decided to eat the food i cooked.

luba : you're the wife moc it's your duty...yhoo the poor girl her face was writen anger she m uzoba
strong

me : oohh did you hear that darling your man said I' m the wife...yhoo she gave hi m a death scare i
chuckled. i sat down and took mada m's plate and ate.

her : LUBABALO!!!

Me : geez yangxola girl

luba : what the fuck Ovayo!!!

me : m mhh m i love how you call my na me yaz husband.

girl : mxx m.

me : hahaha

i went to the kitchen flled up the plate and went back.

me : soo girl how does he call youg

girl : he calls me pu mpkin

luba laughed his girl looked at her he quickly coughed

me : okay ke pu mpkin

i took my plate upstairs and ate

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Naledi

hey guys I' m Busiswa but people call me Naledi i a m 22 years old i was working as an accountant that
was before i met Lubabalo i quit my job because i saw a meal tcket in hi m basically i don't love Lubabalo
i just love his money and his dick Whrn he told me his father arranged a marriage for hi m i was mad
becaus that would co me in the way of my plans but he said he's gonna make mr a second wife i really
don't care about that i just want his riches

Ovayo

i fnished eatng and went downstairs i was welco med by these two chowing each other on the couch
aarrg i don't really give a da mn i passed the m and went to the kitchen i cleaned my plate and poured
myself juice and went up again you know what i won't let Lubabalo control me if he can bring his
girlfriend and have sex with her in my presence i can also go out I' m not a prisoner i took a shower and
wore a white high waist jeanwhite braand a white net top with a white pencil hill i had long natural hair i
just co mbed it and made a cute messy bun i took my bag and packed i mportant thing took my phone
and went out they were wearing their clothes i chuckled and went for the door.

luba : where do you think you're goingg

me : out

hi m : you will not get out of this house especially wearing that thing.

me : what thingg

hi m : mxx m go back upstairs coz you're not going anywhere.

 me : mx m....i went out and lef hi m shoutng my na me i already called a cab it ca me and it drove of it
dropped me of at the mall i frst went to the salon i wanted to cut my hair i did a nice fade and dyed it
blond no words can describe how beautful i was i went to Steers and ordered while waitng so meone
ca me to me.

hi m : hi I' m Songz

me : hey i didn't ask

hi m : (chuckle)how can a beautful lady like you be this rude.

me : (chuckle)look you don't know me.

hi m : that's why I' m here to know you.

me : sorry dude I' m married...i waved my hand in his face so he could see my ring my nu mber was called
i took my order and went out i can't believe i just used this marriage thing as an excuse i went back
ho me his gurl was therr.

me : hey

her : hi

me : where's my husbandg..yhoo before i know it this bitch is in front of me pointng her long nails at my
face.

her : look here bitch(i chuckled)Libabalo is mine i won't share hi m with you or anyone for that mater .
you are nothing in my league i can destroy you in a blink of an eye are we clearg

me : (chuckle)

This bitch really thinks she can make threats to scare me well i wasn't shakeni can be the baddest bitch if
i want to

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Mx m i went upstairs i took a shower ,lotoned and wore my undergar ments and a yellow su m mer dress
with gold gladiator sandles i went down Luba and Naledi were shoutng at each other .

luba : you...he was pointng at me.

me : ...he matched to me and slapped me i held my cheek tears were fowing down my cheeks

hi m : WHO FUCKEN GAVE YOU A RIGHT TO INSULT NALEDI!!gg!!

Hi m:AM ASKING YOU A QUESTION !!!

me : i..i..i didnt insult her

Naledi: So you meen I' m lying

luba : i m gonna teach you a lesson...he grabbed me by my ar m and dragged my to my roo m.

me : please luba i swear i didn't insult her

hi m : SHUT UP!!!..he slapped me twice and pushed me on the bed and tore my dress i was crying and
begging that didn't stop hi m he forced hi mself in me i cried tll i couldn't cry no more. He fnished and
wore his trouser and went out i curled myself and sobbed i wanted to cry and screa m but my voice
failed me

i dragged myself to the bathroo m although it was a struggle i flled the bath tub with water i got in and
soaked myself my face was dry tears couldn't co me out my vjay was hurtng i stayed in the bath untl
the water was ice cold i got out li mping and wore my pyja mas and got in bed. i couldn't even call my
gogo even she won't do anything I' m alone in this world with no one but myself i slept with a heavy
heart

weeks went by Christ mas past and i didn't enjoy it Luba was stll treatng me like trash . he would co me
into my roo m and have his way with me I've goten used to hi m now life has been awful he even denied
me educaton

i woke up next to Luba yeah he slept in my roo m today Naledi doesn't know that he sleeps with me

i woke up showered and wore a black long zip skirt and a maroon body suit and wore slipper then went
downstairs. Naledi was having yogurt

her: do i really have to eat yogurt early in the morningg

me : your words not mine

her : you think i don't know about you fucking with my fanceg

me : mx m...he slapped me i held my cheek she slapped me again i punched her she screa med luba
ca me down running.

hi m:WHAT THE FUCK OVAYO!!!

naledi : baby look what this bitch did

Luba ca me to me and punched me blood ca me out of my mouth and nose i ran to my roo m and cried

The night mare has started

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I locked myself and cried my eyes out I was now hungry I went down I was welco med by laughter I went
to the kitchen i made myself noodles and went out I heard people talking so I stopped and listened

gg :so mfowethu where's the wifeg

Luba : upstairs she's tred

gg : you're giving her that goodgg

They laughed mx m I walked of but I guess he saw me he called out I got in. My eyes led me to this
gorgeous hot guy mhh m pink lips buf cara mel bushy eyebrows fade dreadlocks da mn a m drooling

Luba : mfe this is my wife Si mnikiwe

Guy : nice to meet you Si mnikiwe

Me : likewise

Luba : Si m this is my bestrind also brother Lubanzi.

Me : m m mh m

Luba : Co me here

I went and sat on his laptop mhh m I see actng like a lovey doveyou couple

They were talking and laughing I was staring at Banzi this guy is a goddess

Banzi : Si m what happenedg

Me : with whatg

Hi m : your face

Me :(cough,Luba held my waist roughly) I slipped and hit the door

Hi m : are you sureg

Luba : yes she should be more carefull next t me.

Me :(coughes)let me go

I got of and went up I sat on the bed and ate my noodles I found myself thinking about Lubanzi Nigger is
hot Luba ca me in as I was daydrea ming.

Hi m : hope you're thinking about me

I just s miled he ca me to me i moved back.

Hi m : I can't get over your sweet pussy

Me : Luba please I' m tred

Hi m : tred of what it's your job to satsfy me.

Tears were hanging on the tp of my eyelashes he pinned me against the wall and kissed me roughly and
zipped my skirt of he grabbed my legs apart and pushed hi mself in I closed my eyeson hearing hi m
groaning feeling pleasure.

Hi m : you just keep getng tghter and tghter everyday.

I squeezed hi m tght he was going faster he hid his head on my neck breathing and groaning on me.

Hi m : next t me I don't want to see those tears.he went out my legs were wobbly and shaking I walked
to the shower and slide down wafer hitng my body is cried my ass out tll tears couldn't co me out I got
out and wiped myself and slept naked.

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Luba🔐

-After Ovayo left i was left with Lubanzi he is my

childhood friend we drew up together but separated when we
graduated

him : what's wrong with her?

me : nothing why?

him : something is off about her

me : hey i hope you're not checking my wife out

him :hahaha no ralax bro

yeah i was just avoiding the topic

him : lets go out today like old times

me : yeah nhe
just then Naledi got in with shopping bags Banzi eyed me

Naledi :babe I'm home!!

me : where are you coming from Naledi?

her : Shoping since you don't have time for me anymore

she went up Lubanzi talked

him :and that??

me : oh that's my fiance Naledi

him : you stay with your wife and girlfriend?

me : yeah

him :wow

i laughed and walked him out. i craved Ovayo's pussy damn

it can make a guy go crazy

Lubanzi��

hey peeps!I'm Lubanzi Daniels 23 years old i am an docter

and i own company and also have shares in many also
clubs🔥i have no girlfriend but i had one and i just broke
up with her after she killed my unborn baby i knew
Lubabalo from childhood and i know him he has anger issues
and he is someone who demands respects although he shows
none.I like Simnikiwe and i know Lubabalo is the cause of
those bruises in her beautiful face

ohh and ndingumxhosa

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Naledi🔥�

-damn i just saw a cream damn i was so wet that guy is

hot Luba has nothing on that guy I'm sure his dick is
yummy damn thinking about him gets me wet. i started
fingering myself damn i tried soo hard not to moan loud
i finally cumed and took a shower i got to have that dude
Luba doesn't have time for me anymore so why not get a
new dick

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-Ovayo🔥

Me :Luba

hi m : mh m

me:i need to do my hair and i need so me few toiletries

hi m : hai Si mnikiwe there's nothing wrong with your hair and toiletries i will buy the m for you

me :Luba please babe(pecks his lips)i need to go out and breath

hi m : sthandwa sa m can't you breath hereg

i turned and gave hi m my back

hi m :hai marn Si mnikiwe

 me: my na me is Ovayo not Si m what what

hi m : Sungnyela ke

i looked at hi m and kissed hi m i couldn't aford hi m being angry cause i know the results i got down
under the blankets and played with his guy he groaned,i went faster got hi m speaking in tongues

me : can i go out Lubag

hi m : jhgn mjdxb mk

i put his shaf in my mouth and gave hi m a blowjob shit the things we do to get things done he cu m in
my mouth yuuk

hi m: swallow babe

i slowly nod and swallowed i ran to the bathroo m to rinse my mouth he hugged me fro m behind

hi m: you can go out...

me : really tganks babe i pecked his lips

hi m : but hurry back

me : i pro mise

i took a shower and wore a navy skinny jean,white sli m top tucked it in,white all star boot and a brown
coat it was a litle cold outside co med my cut and applied vaseline on my lips I' m nit a fan of make up
even ... lipstck took my bag and Luba's card and went out i head groans and moans or should i say
screa ms co ming fro m Luba's roo m i went out called a cab and went to town .i was fnished with
everything i even renewed my cut i was co ming out of steers i bu mped into so meone his phone fell he
picked it up he looked at me he looked fa miliar he is maybe in his late 30's very handso me i tell you

me : I' m sorry i should look where I' m going.

hi m : it's no proble m,what's your na meg

me :I' m sorry i should probably go

hi m : is your mo m Andiswag

me : no i should go

i hurried to a taxi that guy is creepy but he looks a litle bit like me mx m maybe he is related to gogo or
so mething but why did he ask me about Andiswa i know no one by that na me.the taxi dropped me i
walked ho me there was no one but so mething s melt bad Naledi appeared fro m the kitchen.

me : where you cookingg

her:yes

me: are you cooking roten foodg

before she could unswer i felt a urge to puke i ran to the nearest bathroo m and pukedarrg i hate being
sick

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-Banzii�🔥

i just came out of the shower �for some reason i can't

seem to stop thinking about Simnikiwe��

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-Ovayo�🔥

few days later my in-laws are coming over for lunch Luba
brought me a cream for my bruises so they're not visible
Luba and Naledi were fuckng all night he told her to keep
away for tonight cause his parent don't know about her

i was in the kitchen preparing for the lunch Luba took

Naledi back to her flat

i checked the time they were probably on their way i went

up and changed to my long body huggin dress revealing my
curves and butt a black block hill wuth fur i combed my
cut and put on a black styled doek applied Vaseline on
my lips i was ncaaaw i went down and attended my pots
still Lubabalo was not back i finished cooking and set the
table the door bell rang i quickly attended it the family
got in i hugged them all even monster ugly pop makeup and
her evil villains

father : Something inuka kamnandi

me: i cooked

Jabu : i can smell it really tastes good

me:you'll just have to taste yourself

Sma :wait,is this the same rude Ovayo?

we all laughed

me : if ufuna ngibeluhlaza ng'tshele manje

Mandla : where's Lubabalo

monster :nam angimboni

me: well he went out he should be here now

just then he got in

him : family!

monster : usuka kuphi wena?

she went and hugged him

Mandla : you have arrived we can eat now

we laughed at him and sat down we ate laughing

me : where's gogo?

Sma : oh she said sorru she couldn't make it

luba : is she alright ??

monster : she is alright my child it's just old age.

Noluntu : soo Sim how is marriage treating you?

i chocked on my food Sma gave me water�

me : ahm it's actually treating me good

Qham : i can see you're even gaining weight

luba : we're happy

he took my hand and kissed it i smiled Naledi appeared

wearing a black short dress and a black an white pencil
hill holding a brown envelope Luba's eyes widened i
chuckled everyone was confusd .

Naledi : afternoon family

luba : Naledi what are you doing here?

her : now my love am i not allowed in this house?

father : Lubabalo oomarhosha bafunani laa??

Naledi : this marhosha you're talking about is caring the
heir of this family

us :What!!!

luba : Naledi stop talking nonsense

Nalefi opened the envelope and gave Luba

her : i am two moths pregnant Luba

him : what!?

he said with the biggest smile on his face he went to

Naledi and hugged and kissed her if only you could see
the anger on his father's face.

father : WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS LUBABALO!!!!

him : dad i love Naledi

father : DON'T FUCKEN TELL ME THAT YOU ARE MARRIED FOR

GOD SAKE BUT YOU'RE BUSY GETTING HOES PREGNANT!!!

trust me i have never seem him that angry he was breathing

fire

"ahm am i disturbing something??"

we all turned to look it was....

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"ah m a m i disturbing so methingg"

we all turned it was Lubanzi looking all hot in his for mal wear

Luba:no you ca me at a great t me my friend

father: what's great about this t me hi m seeing your disgustng behaviour you won't marry this girl .

luba: but dad she is pregnant

father : pregnant or not pregnant if you dare dare go against me i swear i will take away everything fro m
you will have nothing you hear.

suddenly i beca me dizzy i balanced on the table.

S ma : Vayo are you okaygg

me: i will be fne

Jabu : go rest maybe you are tred

me : yess

igot up and stu mbled going up i fnally reached my roo m i slept with my clothes stll on i felt so meone
staring at me i opened my eyes i ju mped to see it was Lubanzi he had a naughty side s mile

me : what are you doing heregg

he kept quite and made his way to me i moved back he brought me to hi m and snifed on my neck i
closed my eyes as it sent shivers down my spine

hi m : you s mell good

me:tha..nks

he moved back and just stared at my body i looked at myselfand realised i was naked with only a bra
and a panty i quickly took a towel that was next to me and covered myself he chuckled

hi m : you got a nice banging body lollypop

i found myself giggling to the na me lollypop

me: get out dude

hi m : oh so now lollypop can talk you silly baby

me : how did you get in here,where are the others,why a m i not wearing my clothesggg
hi m : 1using the door 2they went to god nows where 3people in the right state of mind don't sleep with
clothes on.

me : nigga juss go

hi m : ok

he moved closer to me i backed away he moved closer untl my back reached the door his face ca me
closer to mine when they were to meet i looked the other side he chuckled and reached for the door
handle

hi m : scared i see i just wanted to open the door since you said i should go

me :just go

i moved away and went inside the shower his war m breath on my skin,his scent he sure does s mell
good, his voice very bold and de manding ,his touch makes my body tense up and his eyes da mn his eyesi
can stare at his eyes forever he's perfect

"Si mnikiwe!!Ovayo!!"

the he decided to disturb me in my fantasy world i have had enough of this i cannot stand Lubabalo
any more this is not how i planned mylife to be i a m now giving up.i got out and took a razer and got in
the shower again i a m not a suicidal person but maybe it is the best opton the site of blood the pain
fro m my wrist the cold water falling on my skin my eyes slowly closing i can see my life fash before me
maybe i was not meant for life

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-Lubaa🔥�
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me:Si mnikiwe!!Ovayo!!

i just ca me back fro m the docter with Naledi i wanted to make sure she is really pregnant�and she is
my frstborn lucky me i called out Ovayo but no response i went to her roo m i heard the shower
water maybe she was taking a shower i went down an hour past she atll hadn't co me out i went to her
roo m the water was stll running.

me:Si mnikiwe co me out now wo men!!

silence

me:Si mnikiwe don't make me co me in there cause it won't be nice!!!

stll silence

i went to the bathroo m i knocked but stll nothing i pushed the door tll it was open i saw her laying
down with her wrist cut she was loosing blood i picked her up and rapped her with a towel and ran out i
was driving fast trying to get to the hospital i arrived and took her in the docter ad mited her i sat on the
corridors i thought of calling my parents lucky i brought my phone i called the m and i just told the m that
Ovayo is in hospital they got in the frst thing my father did was throw a mean punch blood ca me out my
mouth da mn i bite myself

dad:Stupid boy so stupid!!i give you a good wife you fuck up!!

mo m:baba don't bla me my son I' m sure...

dad cut her

dad :oh please wo men you're spoiling this son of yours !!you when will you grow so me balls and
beco me a men stop actng like a boy and man up marn!!

my dad was fu ming i sat down and burried my face mo m sat next to me and brushed my back the doc
ca me to us we stood up

dad : doc how's sheg

doc : ah m...

me :we're fa mily

hi m : ohh sorry she is lucky the cut wasn't too deep and didn't loose much blood she's okay also the
baby is fne.

me : baby
doc : oh you didn't knowgshe is two months pregnant

dad : you're suregg

hi m : yes

dad slapped me like WTF old man

dad : you don't deserve her nalengane aythwele

i got out and drove the nearest club maybe a drink will make me forget a litle about my proble ms i got
to the club as i was drinking i notced a yellowbone chick model like body she was wearing a black short
dress she notced i was looking at her she winked i s micked she went out i gulped my glass and paid i
also went out as soon as i was out she atacked me with a kiss i pushed her to the car that was next to us
i lifed he dress unzipped my pants and fucked her she was not wearing any panty luckily it was dark i
pulled out we walked to my car and got in the back i layed down while she took control da mn this girl is
life struu

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-Banzi🔥�

I just got out of the shower I can't seem to stop

thinking about Simnikiwe I think I love her but she is
married to my bro I got dressed and went down while I was
eating I received a call from the hospital about an
emergency I took my car keys and went out I drove to
the hospital we were done with the operation as I was
going out I saw Luba's parents I went to them .

Me: parents

Dad : ndodana

I hugged them

Me :What brings you here?are you sick?

Mom: No Ovayo tried to kill herself

Me: who is Ovayo?

Dad :Luba's wife

Me : Simnikiwe

Dad :yes

Me:What!!what happened!?is she fine?WHY THE FUCK WOULD SHE DO

THAT FOR!!!

They looked at me shocked I never raised my voice anger

has never been my thing but now I was furious I swear if
Lubabalo had something to do with this hell will break
loose I walked to my car and drove home I got upstairs
and changed to my gym wear and hit the gym it always
calms me down

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-Ovayo��

I opened my eyes I was alive how come?my wrist had a

bandage it was heck painful my throat was dry I sat up
straight and poured myself water a female doctor came in
and smiled I just stared at her

Her :you're awake

Me: No am sleeping (sarcastically)

She giggle what up with her pipuli

Her:here it's pain killers

Me:mhhm

I took them and drank with water

Me:done you can go out now

Her: okay just shout if you need anything

Me:mhhm

She went out I stood up and went to the bathroom did the
deed and sat on top of the bed Lubabalo came in I didn't
want to see him can't this guy die or something

Him:if you wanted to die you could have just said so

I looked down and sobbed I've become scared of him

Him:you see...

He came close and held my neck is shivered

Him : I'd hate to ruin this pretty face of yours

"Leave her alone"

A firm bold voice said Luba let go of me We looked at

the door it was Lubanzi

Luba : What are you doing here Lubanzi??

Banzi : so you're abusing her

Luba : who said anything about abuse and what's it got to

do with you??

Banzi : there's nothing I hate more than a dog who lays

his hand on a women

Luba : oh look who's playing hero

Banzi : Lubabalo I'm warning you

Luba : soo you after my wife now?

He chuckled

Him: So you're always after my women wow so much for a

friend

Banzi : you'll never change always the selfish Lubabalo who

once killed his pregnant cheating girlfriend.

Me:What!!?

Killed his girlfriend? I've been living with a murder wow

Me :I...ii ki..ll I

Luba threw a punch on Banzi,Banzi returned it when Luba was

about to hit him again Banzi held his hand and kicked him
with his knee he groaned and fell down Banzi threw punches
on him his face had blood I was sitted on the bed crying
screaming for him to stop the hospital stuff came in and
removed Banzi off Luba they took Luba cause he was badly
injured Banzi came to sit next to me he hugged me I cried
inhis hug

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Lubanzi held me tight as i cried in his arms i felt safe

in his embrace i wished to never let go

him : shhh don't cry am here for you

i pulled away and looked at him

him : why would you still be with him

me : please leave

him : He is abusing you Simnikiwe

me : my name is Ovayo not Simnikiwe

he breathed in and out he was trying to calm himself

him : okay Ovayo do you like being a victim of abuse am

a docter a lot of women come here bruised because of their
husbands

me : am okay

him : you're okay?(chuckle)look at you,how is this okay?

me : please leave

him : you said that last time and i left look what
happened to you

me : soo what do you suggest ?

him : bhekela nontombi ndizolala apha

i laughed

me : you're xhosa??

him : ingath ndingumlungu??

me : no but...never mind

him : bhekela ke

he removed he removed his shoes and got in i laid my hand

on his chest

him : do you love him??

me : love?what is love ? i don't know what love is,I've

never loved

him : so how do you marry someone you do not love ??and

you seem young for marriage

me : well it is an arranged marriage

him : by your mother??

me : i wish i don't even know my mother i was raised by

my grandmother

him : must have been the best childhood

me : bad childhood??

him : i could say that

me : don't wanna talk about it??

him : i'll rather not

me : mmhhm

him : i wish we could stay like this

me : mmhhm

i was sleepy my eyes were slowly closing

him : wow ndithetha nomntu oleleyo

i closed my eyes and slept peacefully on his chest

-i woke up i was alone i got up and went to the bathroom

i did my business and went to my room i laid in bed
father came in with Lubanzi

them : heyy

me : *i smiled*

Father : the docter is discharging you

me : thank goodness

Banzi : that bad

me : you dont wanna know

dad : aww ntombam noko kukuyibaxa

me : no father really

Banzi : father sign here then nizohamba

me : yas'gxotha

him : hay kalok ntombi nguwe othe it's bad

me : haha

dad signed he took me home but he didn't go in they had

to leave for Mthatha i took a huge breath before going in
there was no one i went up to my room and took a nap

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-Banzi��

after i discharged Ovayo i went home, my parents house

me : molweni

them : nyana

i sat down me and my father don't have that kinda

relationship we are not really clos but i lve my mom

mom : baby uyazifihla ndoda

dad : nkos'kaz uyamtefisa lomfana

mom : uyeke umntanam

me : it's alright mom andilambe

her : iza umama uphekile

i followed her to the kitchen

her : you should get married boy so that you could have
someone to cook for you

me : but i have my mother for that

her : i won't be here for long and i need grandchildren

you know

me : mom you're soo young for grandchildren

her : am not getting any younger Banzi

me : mom i will get a wife when the time is right

her : there's never a right time baby better be now

me : okay mama ukutya kwam ngok

her : hay wethu ina

me : lookng good

her : who ever wife you take must be a well cooker

angabhityisi umntanam

me : hay mama i though sesiphmile apho

her : asizuphuma boy boy

me : nguban boy boy kengok??

her : nguwe boy

me : hay hay uyandigxotha kengok

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Ovayo❤

I was sleeping peacefully i felt someone staring at me, i

opened my eyes i saw Luba i quickly jumped.
him :am sorry if i scared you

wow kante he also knows how to say sorry? i nodded he

held both my hands i tried to loosen them but he held
them tighter but not in a hurtful way.

him : Ovayo I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all the things i did
to you, I'm sorry for treating you bad and I'm sorry for
my behaviour. am your husband we married i should have
treated you better.

He wiped his tears and revealed a little smile.

Him : am a bad person i know my love i will try to be

better i will try for my bavy and for you, i don't want
to loose you Ovayo and definitely not my baby please stay
with me babe i will change i promise.

Me : don't make promises you can't keep Luba.

Him : I'll try to keep this one my love please.

Me : you hurt me Luba�you can't mend a broken me, you

broke me.

i moved away from him

him : i know i disrespected you by bringin Naledi here ,

i broke you and took away your pride in the most cruel
way , i beat you up and took all my anger and frustration
on you. please forgive me my love.

me : that'll be hard Luba

him : take it one step at a time i ain't rushing you or

putting pressure on you but please think it through am
really sorry, I'll change for the sake of my child.

He kissed my tummy and pecked my lips and got out. i

wiped my tears, i really don't think Luba will ever change
he's just saying all that to male me stay with my baby. i
won't fall for his act so easily but I'll do everything in
my power to protect this child even though i did not want
it i can't hate my baby because it's father's actions i
will love her/him even with or without him. my phone
disturbed from my thoughts it was Lubanzi I'm not in the
mood to talk to anyone i put it on silent and tried to
sleep with tears making my pillow wet. How did my life get
soo complicated?

I'm finishing writing tomorrow maybe I'll bless you with a

long one❤�for now let me get back to studying ��❤

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Ovayo is not answering my calls, i wonder why,am soo

worried . I just wanna know if she's okay if Lubabalo has
any thing to do with this or done something to her i
swear am gonna kill him.i was disturbed by my ringing phone
i smilled thinking maybe it's Ovayo.

Me : Ovayo why the herk are you not answering your

phone!!?

?? : Whooh boy who's Ovayo?...ohhh it's mom i frowned.

Me : sorry mom i thought it was..ahm never mind, why did

you call??

Her : do i need to have a reason to call my son?

Me : ahh no not at all mom..i..i there's something i need
to do urgently ill call you bye.

Her : Luba...i dropped the call and threw my phone on top

of the coach and took a deep breath resting my head.maybe
i should try Ovayo again.i took my phone and dialled her
number it sent me straight to voicemail.

Me : Fuck Ovayo answer your phone dammit!!

I was woken up by my ringing phone, i stretched my arm

and looked at it, it was Lubanzi i don't wanna talk to
him. Lubanzi just thinking about him brings a smile on my
face , he makes me feel things i never felt before. The
way he laughs*chuckle* the way he speaks Xhosa,his smile.
Him being so close to me my knees get weak i go out of
breath. I don't know what it is but God let it not be
love, i don't wanna fall in love with him oh god please
help. I switched off my phone and got up i was hungry i
wore my gown and morning shoes and went downstairs i made
myself a sandwich with a cup of coffee. I ate when
finished a washed my dish and went to sleep again, i think
this baby is making me lazy.

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After talking to Ovayo Lubabalo went downstairs finding
Naledi eating yoghurt his mood instantly dropped.

Naledi : hey babe am so hungry this bitch didn't even

cook.

Him : cook for who??

Her : haw Luba how can you ask that?

Him : if you hungry go make yourself food Vayo is pregnant

to be making your lazy ass food...Naledi got oissed she
can't believe Luba just said that.

Her : Lubabalo am also pregnant for God's sake!

Him : don't you dare raise your voice when speaking to me

Naledi am not your friend !...he warned Naledi nearly peed
her pants.

Him : am going out nxa i don't even know why am telling

you, you're not my wife nx.

Luba went out leaving Naledi angry and sad at the same
time. She went uo the stairs to Ovayo's room and opened
finding Ovayo sleeping. Somehow she felt jealous of her
beauty.

Her : why are you destroying my life?Lubabalo is mine only

mine i won't think twice about killing you and that brat
you're carrying just so i can have him, he's mine.

She went to the bathroom took a bucket of water and poured

it on the floor and went out slowly not waking her.

My name is Brian Jones , am 43 years old. At the age

of 19 i had a girlfriend Andiswa i loved her so much
she fell pregnant at the age of 18 i was 23 by that
time . While she was pregnant i started cheating and doing
stuff am not so proud of, that really broke Andiswa. My
love for her was slowly fading away but i fell in love
with the child she was carying , i cheated on the with a
girl named Emma i fell inlove with Emma i broke things off
with Andiswa but i promised to always be there for my
baby. Emma somehow convinced me that she cheated on me and
that child she's carying ain't mine i believed her , we
parked and left for london living everything behind. After
18 years am back in S.A it feels good there's this girl
i bumped into she looks a little like me and she looks
like Andiswa as i saw her she reminded me of her. I
needed info on this girl she couldn't be just an ordinary
girl .

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-Ovayo�🔥

i woke up hungry my sto mach was gru mbling.

me : arrg you so making me eat a lot...i chuckled brushing my tu m my, i took my phone to check the t me
it was stll early. i re moved the blankets and got out bed as soon as i was standing i slipped.

me :aaahhh!!!...i fell down holding my sto mach .i notced the foor was wet

me : my baby!!�..i notced blood gushing down my legs i screa med in pain, i couldn't reach for my
phone i shouted Luba but nothing.
 me : Help Lubaaa!!Aahhh Luba!!...tge pain was getng worse i tried to get up but my legs wouldn't let
me. the was a lot of blood my head beca me light i slowly closed my eyes...Naledi heared Ovayo
screa ming he ju mped of bed and russhed to her roo m, she pirked at the door s miling seeing blood as
she knew the baby might die.

Luba : what are you doing Naledigg...Naledi startled she beca me Nervous Luba looled at her waitng for
her to answer Naledi just cried�

her : luba i ca me here because i heard Ovayo screa ming i ca me to check....Luba got worried

hi m : what happened...he rushed inside the roo m and saw her laying on the ground covered with blood.

hi m : WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED NALEDI!!!..Naledi cried he scooped Ovayo and rushed out.

-Naledi�🍒

Fuck!did Luba have to co me now! my plan was co ming together perfectly fuck, but the baby there's stll a
chance that she looses it. Great without yhe baby Ovayo's life will be miserable which will be easy for
me to kill her, I' m so happy i called my mother .

her : baby how is itg

me : mo m it's done she will loose thr baby and Luba will be all mine.

her : yes baby I' m so proud of you, you must persuade hi m to marry you.

me : yes mo m i will i frst have to get Buntu of my back he's nagging me about the baby.

her : you have to kill hi m, he will ruin everything Luba can't know that tge baby ain't his.

me : you think i dont know that motherg

her : well kill hi m fast!.. she dropped the call argh mo m is soo irritatng but I' m happy Ovayo will loose
the baby then loose her life but frst i have to kill Buntu�

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�
Lubanzi��

"DOCTER HELP DOCTER!!!"

i rushed to hi m it was Lubabalo holding Ovayo who was covered with blood.

me : what's wrong what happenedg...i wiped my tear with the back of my hand.

hi m : STOP ASKING ME SHIT AND HELP, MAKE SURE MY BABY'S ALRIGHT!!!... i nodded and took her, i
rushed her to a ward docter S mith ca me in.

me : get out docter i will assist her.

hi m : you have other patents that need help Daniels leave.

me : you won't tell me shit S mith i own this hospital.

hi m : I know get out...i chuckled and lef , i was unable to concentrate Ovayo was all i could think of. i
fnished I took of my coat and went to her ward, i stopped at the door the sight disturbed my eyes. She
lookes happy I don't want to stand in the way of her happiness, i guess Lubabalo makes her happy.

Luba : why is the heartbeat too strongg

S mith : woow this is soo a mazing.

Ovayo : whatgg

S mith : you're caring twins... she looked happy, who wouldn't g it's the most a mazing thing ever. Luba
wuped her tear Ovayo wiped his, I s miled I love this wo men i want her happy, i want her to enjoy life. I
guess Luba gives her happiness. I should go there's nothing lef for me here�.I went to my ofce and
packed all my things, i took my car keys and lef i arrived ho me and packed my all and dragged my
suitcases to the car and drove to my parents place.

me : mo m please

her : you leaving me, how is that supposed to make me feelg

me : i know you're hurt i will co me visit and gou alao can co me to me when ever you miss me.

dad : i love you boy...i looked at hi m my dad and i were never close. i don't know how many t mes i
wished to hear those words co ming fro m hi m. i s miled he also s miled we hugged mo m joined i wiped my
tears.
 me : a m not leaving forever...I said the goodbyes and went to the hospital .

me : take care of my baby S mith

hi m : I will I know this hospital means a lot to you

me : and don't ever forget

hi m : a m really sad you're leaving

me : I will be back...

A merica here I co me👌�✋�

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2Months later❤🔥

a m 4t months pregnant Luba has been a sweatheart he really has changed hr has not even tried to have
sex with me or force me in doing anything. Naledi is stll here being bitchy as always her tu m my is huge
for a 4t months pregnancy, haven't seen Lubanzi for 2 months now at the hospital they say he lef i tried
calling hi m but no luck in fnding hi m I miss hi m no lie� everyday i wake with a litle bit of hope that he
will call but nothing . gogo called i missed her everything is fne between us we talk al most everyday❤ i
also made a friend Nokwanda I call her Kwanda she is a nice girl i like her. life has been good except
fro m missing Lubanzi and hor mones doing their job , i hope wherever he is he is safe and will call soon

||Insert 20||�🔥

Just so you know, i don't appreciate you guys insultng me like i a m doing this on purpose���

.
.

Today me and Luba are going baby shopping okay....we don't even know the gender but he wants us to
go shopping for baby clothes �he's changed really changed , he is now excited about these litle
munchkins a m caring..yeah i a m caring twins my tu m my is soo huge but a m only 4t months.

luba : Ovayo hurry up!

Me : al most done!

I fnished up and went downstairs

me : a m done

hi m : yeah lets go...

Naledi ca me down with her huge tu m my and chubby face� she looked annoyed that's not a frst.

her : where are you going g

luba : we're going shopping for the babies

her : Lubabalo in case you have forgoten a m also pregnant!

Me : okay let's bot do this now Luba lets just not go a m tred anyway.

hi m : Naledi yes you pregnant I know it's not like we're going on a honey moon

Naledi : then a m also going

me : okay go get your bag or so mething

Luba : whatg

Naledi went up stairs Luba looked at me

me : oh co me on she's also pregnant

hi m : fne..

Naledi ca me down we went out Luba drove to the mall...we shopped for baby stuf Luba was picking
girl's stuf Naledi was picking boy's .

Me : we don't even know the gender Luba just pick anything that's cute

Naledi : mine is gonna be a boy, an heir

Luba : do you even know the genderg

her : do you re me mber going with me to a docter's appoint ment g

Luba : no

her : exactly

me : okay lets go...

hunger was playing with me we went to Zebros I was craving their meat�

Naledi : Luba i want Pizza

Luba : have you ever heard of pizza in Zebrosg

her : just because she wants Zebros doesn't mean I want Zebros too

Luba : okay here(he took out his card and gave it to her) go buy your pizza

Naledi : oh my gosh Luba you don't except me to go alone do youg

Me : Lubabalo just go with her

hi m : okay I'll be back

he kissed my cheek and lef with her...i sat down and ordered while waitng for my order i saw a shodow
behind me .

hi m : we meet again

it was that guy that I bu mped into the other day ya'll re me mber g he looks like me.i stared at hi m as he
pulled a chair and sat down .

Me : sorry who are youg

Hi m : a m your father

Me : excuse me whatg�

Naledi : wow you have a sugar daddy!

oh boy Naledi...Luba looked mad i don't care about hi m this dude says he's my dad....

-Naledi🔥�

yes! I got her this bitch has a sugar daddy! i always knew so mething was up maybe those babies are his
wow! I got her where I want her , Luba will surely leave her or even kill her who knows�

||contnue||🔥❤�

hi m : a m your father

me : a m sorry what g

Naledi : wow you have a sugar daddy!

Me : you said what!

Naledi : you're not even asha med sies

Me : Naledi shut the fuck up!!!

people looked at us i breathed to cal m down.

Me : you're my whatg

hi m : a m sorry I also didn't know or else i would have tried to fnd you.

me : where were you all these yearsggno you're lying no you're not my father�

Hi m : can't you see we look alikeg a m your father we can even do a DNA test to prove it.

Luba : wait you're her father g

me : No Luba he's not my father i wont do no DNA you're not my father...

i stood up he also stood up

hi m : Ovayo listen your mother...

me : I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER !!!

i wiped my tears

me : i dont have a mother , i don't have a father...

i walked out and lef hi m crying as soon as i was outside i broke down �

Luba : babe he could be...

me : lets just go Luba lets go...

we got inside the car and drove back ho me I was soo hungry i was even crying for that now �

We got ho me i walked straight to the kitchen and made myself noodles.

me : Luba please cook

hi m : okay...

i ate noodles and went to sleep i was tred.

Naledi📣🔥

me : a m telling you mo m it's over!

her : it's not over Naledi we can stll win this

me : howg

her : co me to me to morrow there's so mething i will give you he will fall in love with you and listen to
everything you say

Me : like a spell or love potong

her : just co me to me baby to morrow

Me : mo m a m not a witch

her : nobody saud you are Naledi, do you wanna be poorg

me : no

her : then listen to me and stop being stubborn marn....

she dropped the call�what will she give meg a m not gonna do witchcraf no no no hell no!

||insert 21||��🔥

LUBABALO��🔥

Ovayo went to sleep I started on cooking, I cooked uphuthu(African salad) I know she loves it�. Naledi
ca me down i don't know i don't feel the sa me thing i felt about her any more, maybe i never loved her or
i don't love her any more...but I know i love Ovayo i was a fool i was stupid not to notce an angel, a
dia mond in front of me i was blinded by what i thought was love but it was just lust even that lust is
gone now.

Her : Luba a m hungry and this baby is making me fat�

Me : a m stll cooking Naledi and your sto mach is huge are you sure you're 4t monthsgg

Her : are you trying to say a m lying Lubabalog

Me : oh boy Naledi I was just asking

Me : that..that fat hippo is the one flling your head with these du mb questons!you always listen to her
now you're saying a m lyung about my pregnancy not even once once Lubabalo not even once you and I
went for a scan just because of miss ugly fat face bitch!

I slapped her so hard she held her cheek in disbelief.

Me : don't ever raise your voice at me ever again and never say Ovayo is a bitch the only bitch here is
you.

Her : you slapped me Luba�I' m pregnant for God's sake you know what bye Luba a m leaving i can't
stay here this is not good for my baby you will never see hi m i pro mise you Luba...

She can't be serious�

Me : you are not going anywhere

Her : a m going you can't stop me...

Me : Naledi I said you not fuckin going anywhere that's my baby and you staying here understood!

Her : yes..

She ca me and hugged me

Her : i hate when we're fghtng Luba we were fne it was just us only.

Me : but now there is Ovayo she is my wife and she is not going anywhere

Her : i understand, i will try to be nice

Me : good now kiss me...

We kissed da mn i got erected its been long but no!Lubabalo focus you love Ovayo!i broke the kiss

Me : i a m cooking

Her : i miss you

Me : I' m busy

Her : is it because a m fatgthat's why you don't want to have sex with me right!

Me : no Naledi marn nx!!

Okay now a m annoyed i went upstairs to check on Ovayo she was stll sleeping da mn she's beautful�i
kissed her pouted lips and went to the bathroo m and splashed my face with cold water and went
downstairs Naledi was not there i contnued cooking.

-Brian�🔥��

I was with Mzi my Friend we were just talking.

Me : what suprised me the most she was pregnant

Hi m : what suprised you there g

Me : when I frst sae her she was not pregnant she even has a ring

Hi m : that was months ago maybe that boy is her husband

Me : maybe Mzi i got to be in my child's life

Hi m : she will not just accept you,you were not there her whole life then suddenly 18years later you
co me saying you're her father.

Me : where is Andiswag she said she does not have a mother...

Where is she g

E m ma : dinner is ready!!
Me : we're co ming!!

Mzi : when are you going to get rid of herg

Me : all in good t me my friend, she thinks u don't know her plans but I' m always one step ahead of
her...

I gulped down my whiskey we went to have dinner.

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-Ovayo🔥��

I woke up really hungry hawu phela I only ate noodles � i got up and wore my morning shoes and
went downstairs i was welco med by the s mell of u mphokoqo�i ran to the kitchen Lubabalo was
dishing up.

Hi m : what's chasing youg

Me : u mphokoqo

Hi m : ugijinyiswa ukudla�

Me : it's not funny.

I took a bowl and a spoon i sat in those high chairs.

Hi m : if you fall what must I do to youg

Me : lutho, please give me a masi and milk and also mayonnaise oh and sugar.

He looked shocked his shock changed to disgust.

Me : please

He opened the fridge and took the m out and placed the m infront of me i mixed the m and ate the way it
was soo good i was even moaning.

Me : do you know what it needsg

Hi m : whatg

Me : sausage but kuba a m al most fnished leave it

Hi m : hay no the things you eat

Me : yu m my�

He dished for hi mself and went to eat in the lounge the door bell rang .

Luba : I'll get it!...

I stood up and went to check

Me : Kwanda!

Her : maka Tinqo!

She hugged me

Me : Tinqo really�

Her : haha okay ke maybe maka Mubi...

I playfully hit her she laughed

Me : lets go to my roo m

We went Upstairs Kwanda is 19 doing her frst year in graphic design.

Her : so how's life Ma makheg

Me : except these babies making me fat and ugly and Naledi being a dra ma queen as always everything
is fne.

Her : why is she stll here veleg

Me : she is caring Luba's baby

Her : you and your good heart.

Me : oh and an old man co mes out fro m nowhere and clai ms his my father

Her : what!!�

Me : yep

Hi m : where was he all this years why only co me nowg

Me : i don't care Kwanda i don't have a father

Her : what if she's really your fatherg

Me :nothing's gonna change he will go back where he co mes fro m and i will contnue to live my life like
he never existed.
Her : you can't do that, cho m mie you always wondered about your parents now your father is here you
just push hi m away

Me : Kwanda we don't even know if he's my father or not

Her : okay atlist talk to hi m anf do a DNA test

Me : there's no DNA test i will do, let's please drop this i want nothing to stress me

Her : okay so let's talk about when you are kicking this bitch's fat ass out of here

Me : no Kwanda

Her : whatg I' m sure she's not even pregnant or it's not Lubabalo's baby she's just a gold digger

Me : she's pregnant frirnd deal with it

Her : so meone who has to deal with it is you, i don't even like Lubabalo

Me : oh co me on really nowg

Her : whatg I think he's a jerk

Me : you just have trust issues

Her : yeah whatever but you're living with a devil babe and Luba is not your night in shining ar mor

Me : and what do you knowg

Her : just saying babe.

writen by Luniko O muhle Willia ms

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Naledi

.[ • SHORT • ]

I woke up early than usual and I made my bed .I went to the bathroo m and bathed then wore a tght
black dress with black sandals. I applied all the things you put on your face when you wanna look
beautful ( Make-up) . I went downstairs making sure I don't wake Luba and his bitch ( Ovayo) . I went to
the kitchen and saw u mphokoqo and I ate then took Luba's car key then went to the garage. I got in the
car and went out. I arrived in so me dirty house so I i m mediately knew it's a Sango ma's house. I got in
the dirty house

Sango ma: Khulula iyicathulo

I did that
Sango ma: Hlala phantsi ( Sit down)

I sat down

Sango ma: Uziswe yini la ( What made you to co me hereg )

Me: It's a car, duh!

I said that as I rolled my eyes

Sango ma: ( chuckling) Ngthi uzothini la g ( What are you doing hereg )

Me: Oh! I ca me here for a love poton

Sango ma: Kulungile

He said that doing all those sneezing of Sango ma's. I was startng to be scared kaloku, I mean this guy is
ugly. Muli misi ( fro m Muvhango) is way more beter than hi m

Sango ma: Khanivu me!

Me: Makhosi

Sango ma : Khanivu me

Me: Syavu ma Makhosi

He did all those stuf and gave me so me botle

Sango ma: Pour this in his food/ drink.

He gave so mething wrapped in a newspaper

Sango ma: Ufafaze kwi mpahla yakhe

Me: Okay

Sango ma: That'll be R1500

I paid and drove back to my house . Yeah ! It's my house. I'll throw that witch called Ovayo . I parked the
car back in the garage and went in the house tptoeing and I' m sure they haven't woke up since it's
05:4t9 .

gg: What are you doingg

Banzi

I woke up and made my bed then took a quick shower. I lotoned and wore my Nike vest that revealed
my abs, with my Nike shorts and Nike push-in's. I ordered my breakfast with cofee on the side and the
roo m service ca me with my food and I ate. I ate then sat on the couch watching an acton movie. My
mind wasn't there because I was thinking about Ovayo. Truth to be told I love Ovayo even though I know
that she's married. I watched the movie to the end and it was actually an aweso me movie. It was now
13:4t3 and I was super hungry. I changed to my adidas tracksuit and black air force then went out of the
hotel.

||insert 24t||🔥�

Ovayo�

The following day i woke up with Banzi by my side i s miled but as soon as i realised it's Luba i frowned
maybe i should stop thinking about Banzi he's gone i must accept it . Luba is here a m glad we fxed
things and agreed to make our marriage work. I got up and went to the bathroo m and washed my face
and mouth and went went downstairs i was welco med by Naledi in the kitchen cooking that's a frst
does she even know how to cookg But it s melt good i must say.

Her : oh hey Vie I cooked breakfast

Me : you shouldn't have thanks anyway...

She s miled i went upstairs to wake Luba he was awake making the bed.

Me : breakfast is ready

Hi m : who prepared itg

Me : your girlfriend

Hi m : who, Naledig

Me : yep...

He laughed

Hi m : naledi does not know how to cook

Me : well she cooked...

I closed the door and went downstairs i sat down Naledi brought the food Luba also ca me down .

Me : Naledi you cookedg

Her : yes, i want to apologise to you Ovayo i know you hate me and all that forgive me a m really sorry.

Me : it's okay

Luba : let's eat..

He sat down i ate m mhh m delicious Luba was not eatng.

Naledi : Luba why you not eatng...

He looked at me

Hi m : is it goodg

Me : yes try it...

He ate a bit and nodded and contnued eatng...we fnished Naledi was all s miley s miley she washed the
dishes i went to shower as i was showering i felt a kiss on my elbow i turned and looked at hi m, i was
already horny bla me the hor mones people. He kissed me I kissed hi m back , he lif me up and pinned my
against the shower and kissed me all the way to my boobs i moaned brushing the back of his head . My
legs wrapped around hi m , his dick against my pussy i couldn't hold it no more i moaned loud wantng
hi m his kissing went to my neck, as i felt his dick entering so meone screa med! He quickly pulled out and
put me down.

Hi m : what was thatg

I didn't answer hi m i wanted the dick, he turned of the water and got out i slid down , i can't believe i
got cock blocked .�I got out and wrapped a towel around my body and went to my roo m , i wiped
myself and lotoned afer i wore a black long sleeve-less ju mpsuit and white pu mps i co mbed my hair it's
growing so quick, i went downstairs Luba was massaging Naledi's feet on his lap.

Me : what's wrongg

Hi m : she tripped but luckily she didn't fall.

Me : ohh...

I went to the kitchen and dished myself the lefovers and ate afer i fnished i washed my plate and went
to my roo m and took my phone then went back downstairs.

Me : a m going to visit Kwanda

Luba : okay

I took the keys and went out.

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[♡Ovayo♡]

I was co ming back fro m Kwanda , i was welco med by moans and groans i went in Luba and Naledi were
fucking in the lounge, my heart sank like reallygi ran upstairs wiping my teqrs they did not see me. I got
inside my roo m and cried I can't believe this i thought we were making our marriage work maybe i was
the only one. I thought he actually love me but he will always love Naledi no mater what, I fell asleep I
was woken up by hunger and went downstairs the t me was now 19 :22 . Luba and his girlfriend were
eatng i got more hungry, i went to the kitchen but the pots were e mpty i went to the lounge.

Me : Is the food fnishedg

Luba : did you cookg

Me : no

I was really shocked tears rolled down my cheeks i was really hungry�

I went to the kitchen and made myself two packs of noodles and ate then i went back to sleep. I was
sleeping when i woke in the middle of the night their moans and groans were soo loud i covered my face
with a pillow with tears rolling down.

Two weeks down the line life changed fro m sweet to sour, all of a sudden Luba changed hi m and Naledi
see m to be really in love and it hurts me everyday. I talked with Brian we agreed to do a DNA test today
a m meetng up with hi m to hear the results, i already showered so i wore my yellow martenity dress
with gold gladiator sandles and co mbed my hair, i took my bag and went out. I called a cab so it arrived
there was no one here so i went to the mall.

Me : hey

Hi m : hi

We hugged and sat down .

Hi m : before i show you these i want you to understand

Me : whatg

Hi m : i was young i dated a girl called Andiswa, I loved her so much she fell pregnant i did things a m not
proud of. I cheated on here many t mes and i fell in love with another wo men. I loved my unborn baby
but the wo men so mehow convinced me the baby was not mine. I was young , i m mature and self
centered at that t me i believed her, i moved and went to stay overseas leaving Andiswa and the baby i
was stupid i believed her . Before we open these if you turn out to be my child please know a m sorry
very sorry.

He was crying tears fell fro m my eyes , i always wanted to feel parents love gogo was there but there
was a space in my heart it needed to be flled with mo m and dad's love..he and the results tears fell
more on his face he stood up and ca me to me i also stood he gave a war m hug crying ut felt so real so
connected, i felt the love. I pulled out and looked at the results which stated that he was 99,9% my
father�

.
.

Banzi�

What can i say about life g A m supposed to be enjoying myself but here i a m miserable, i' m going back I
love Ovayo and a m gonna fght for her, i can't give up on her. I pushed my luggage and went to the
airport , I can't believe i gave up so easily, i could feel her soul is down i can feel she needs me like I need
her. I hope a m not too late.

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Banzi��

I arrived in S.A and called ma ma she picked up.

Her : hello

Me : mo m it's me

Her : Lubanzi! Why didn't you call you want to send me to an early grave i swear !

Me : mo m a m sorry, i was busy trying to adjust to a new place i didn't have t me.

Her : ok babe I' m happy you called , i miss boy

Me : i miss you too mo m please co me pick me up.

Her : you want me to co me to A mericag

Me :(laughs) no mo m a m at the airport

Her : don't play with me wena Banzi

Me : really mo m

Her : you're seriousg

Me : yes

Her : okay baby a m co ming now!

She droped the call afer a few minutes she ca me wearing a black hugging dress with black sandles, my
mo m is really beautful. I s miled and met her halfway we hugged.
Her : my bay i missed you

Me : i missed you too mo m

Her : lets go

I took my thing and put the m at the boot we entered the car i was driving.

Me : how is dadg

Her : he's fne baby

Me : no longer gru mpy g

Her : you know how your dad is

Me : Mzee will always be Mzee

We laughed and stopped at the mall we decided to go to steers, as we were walking in i spoted
so meone who looked like Ovayo or a m I just seeing thingsg She was wearing a black sweatpant and grey
oversized tee she had a huge sto mach.

Me : Ovayo!!

I shouted she looked at me we locked she was soo beautful with her chubby face , tears ca me out of her
eyes as i was about to go to her i saw Brian he pulled Ovayo away i was confused how does Brian know
Ovayog...

Mo m : who's Ovayog

Me : no one mo m

Her : reallyg

Me : i thought i saw so meone who lookes fa miliar but i was wrong let's go..

We went in mo m ordered we took our food and went to the car we drove back ho me in silence mo m
broke it.

Her : baby what's wrongg

Me : nothing mo m

Her : i gave birth to you Lubanzi you can't fool me.

Me : it's nothing really.

We arrived and got out of the car , she helped me take my luggage inside.

Dad : boy!

We hugged

Me : tai ma(dad)
Hi m : akukapheli nenyanga(it hasn't been even a month)

Me : i missed you guys

Mo m : i don't believe that

Me : really

I went upstairs and took a shower and wore a grey Adidas short and black loose tee and Nike push-ins i
went downstairs.

Mo m : i made you food

Me : thanks mnka m( my wife)

Dad : tshata ndoda uyeke abethu(get married and leave our wives alone)

Me : no tai ma marn

I went to the kitchen and ate then i drove to my house.

{NALEDI}

It worked even though i was not sure it would! I shouldn't have never underest mated the power of
witchcraf now Luba is mine. Life is sweet me and Luba we fuck every minute we can't get enough of
each other. Today we went to a docter it was confr med a m caring a boy Luba was soo happy when he
heard the news he now treats me like an egg, I' m soo happy i told my mo m she was soo happy my plan
is co ming along just fne...

{♡Ovayo♡}

Brian : what's wrongg

Me : it's nothing

Hi m : Ovayo you're not eatng

Me : a m not hungry
Hi m : try another excuse baby

I sighed

Me : ok a m wondering

Hi m : whatg

Me : can i ask you so mething g

Hi m : yes

Me : who is my mother, what kind of person is she, does she look like me g

A tear dropped fro m his eye

Me : I' m so sorry i didn't think..

Hi m : no it's okay, she was really beautful you lok like her so much, s mile , eyes, structure. When i frst
saw you i thought you were her, she didn't mean to leave you my child.

Me : what kind of mother leaves her baby not knowing what she eat how she is doingg I hate her.

Brain : you don't mean that Ovayo , she loves you a m the reason she lef.

Me : no parent would live her baby just because of the baby daddy that shows cruelty.

Hi m : you will see with yours.

Me : I'll never leave my babies or hate the m because of their father's actons.

Hi m : you're marriedg

Me : yes

He s miled

Hi m : i hope he treats my princess like an egg.

I couldn't help but cry�

Hi m : what's wrongg

Me : nothing

Hi m : talk Ovayo!

I cried he ca me and gave me a war m hug.

Hi m : Ovayo talk!you so young to be married you should be at school not married with kids on the way
so sugest you talk!

Me : Its arranged

Hi m : by who g
Me : gogo

He was so angry his eyes were Blood red

Hi m : that old wo men!

Me : no it's not her fault

Hi m : are you even studying Ovayog

I shook my head, he wiped my tears.

Me : he abuse me Brian, i hate hi m so much.

Brian : lets go...

He stood up and walked out of steers i followed hi m as i was walking i heared so meone shout my na me i
turned it was so meone i thought I'd never see again, my heart was happy but my soul was broken, tears
rolled down my cheeks i saw hi m making his way to me Brain pulled me toward hi m and i follwed hi m
looking back hoping Banzi would follow us but he did not. We got inside the car Brian was soo angry i
notced the car was going to Lubabalo's house.

||Insert 27||

{Ovayo}♡

The car was going too fast, Brian was red with anger he is coloured you can only i magine , i didn't want
to say anything that would make hi m. more mad than he is so i kept quite.. We arrived he stopped the
car and looked at me.

Me : Brian please let's just go back please�

Hi m : get out

I didn't move, not that a m protectng Lubabal or anything but i don't want hi m to do so mething that
could land hi m in jail.

Hi m : get out Ovayo marn!

I ju mped a litle and slowly opened the door looking at hi m hoping he would change his mind, he went
out and matched toward the door i got out and ran afer hi m, my belly soo big i was literally holding it.
He pushed the door opened we got inside Luba and his girlfriend were fucking again don't they restgg
Brian's vains were popping out he matched to the m and punched Lubabalo Naledi screa med, he gave
hi m yet another punch and chocked hi m.

Me : Brian please leave hi m!!

He didn't listen he contnued chocking hi m Naledi was crea mi mg her lungs out. A punch landed on
Luba's sto mach he coughed blood Brian gave hi m another one he fell down he started kicking hi m, i felt
pain on my lower sto mach.

Me : aaahh!Brian!!

He contnued kicking Luba who was coughing blood, the pain got worse .

Me : Brian!!

I saw blood gushing down my legs the pain increased.

Me : aaahhh!Dad!!aahh!

He stopped and looked at me.

Hi m : baby

He ran to me and picked me up i screa med the pain was unbearable � he put me in the car and drove
to the hospital i was screa ming holding my sto mach.

Me : I can't loose my babies dad i can't !�

Hi m : hold on princess you won't !

The drive to the hospital wasn't long he picked me up and ran with me inside.

Hi m : Nurse!Nurse!Docter!!

Me : aaahhh!!

I was slowly getng weak i was seeing blurry i slowly closed my eyes.

{Brian}♡☆

What's taking these docters so da mn long! A m frustrated i stll haven't heard anything it's been an da mn
fuckin hour stll nothing! My phone rang it was E m mie i ignored it , it rang again.

Me : What!What do you want!g

Her : baby what's wrongg

Me : what do you want E m mie i don't have all day da mnit!!

Her : Brian are you cheatng on meg

I dropped the call, a m gonna kill that wo men! The docter fnally ca me.

Me : how's my daughter g
Hi m : she's fne, congratulatons she gave birth to two beautful baby girls.

Me : what is it not early for her to give birth g

Hi m : they're pre mature but they strong and healthy.

Me : how's my daughter g

Hi m : she lost too much blood we will need a fa mily me mber who will donate blood

Me : a m her father i will do it.

Hi m : follow me..

I followed hi m, he did all those things and got done i went to see my baby she was so peaceful i wiped
my tears and went to sit next to her.

Me : my love, I' m sorry i know you have not fully forgiven me but i love you my baby. When you called
me dad that was the best mo ment of my entre life, all my life i wanted so meone to call princess, my
baby, my life and i got it. I' m sorry baby I' m sorry i wasn't there I' m sorry i you grew up without a father
even though you have one, I' m sorry for your sufering its all my fault�i will make hi m pay my princess
he will pay for all your tears that i pro mise you my love.

I kissed her forehead and went out i went to see my grandchildren at the childrens ward they looked soo
much like their mother, you wouldn't even say they're pre mature i kissed their foreheads and lef.

{Lubabalo}

I groaned in pain Naledi ca me rushing to me.

Her : baby are you okay Lubag

Me : yes baby(groan)

Her : a m gonna call an a mbulance and police.

"I dare you to try"

It was Brian

Hi m : go wear so mething your wrinkled granny body disgust me.

He looked soo cal m yet soo scary, Naledi ran upstairs .

Hi m : i will teach you a lesson , you will regret even agreeing to marry my daughter.
He made his way to me i was crying i never cry but today i was crying� he grabbed my dick and twisted
it squashing my balls.

Me : aaaahhhh!!a m sorry��aaahhh!!

Hi m : i will teach you how to be a man because clearly you are jst a boy.

I nodded with tears blinding my sight��

. ||Naledi||

I ran upstairs and sat ontop of the bed crying, did he just insult my bodygyes i was not crying because he
hurt Luba i don't care about hi m. My phone rang it was mo m i picked it up.

Me : mo m

Her : babe Buntu was here, he wants you high and low

Me : mo m he can't fnd me, what a m i going to dog

Her : i told you long ago to kill hi m but you didn't listen.

Me : mo m

Her : it's your bed now Naledi lay on it.

Me : mo m You don't mean that, this was all your plan a m gonna tell Lubabalo everything or even the
cops

Her : don't you dare Naledi!I' m gonna kill you bitch!

Me : but you're my mother

Her : fx your mess Naledi!

She hung up , what a m going to dog

||insert 27||☆♡¤

Good Morning�❤💕

♡
♡
♡

I woke up with Brian sleeping on a chair next to me , one thing i notced is my fat tu m my�tears rolled
down my cheeks my babies. I shook Brian .

Hi m : princess you're awake

Me : my babies

He s miled and wiped my tears

Hi m : how can you make me a grandad at this ageg

Me : where are theyg

Hi m : you want to see the mg

I s miled and nodded

Hi m : let me call a nurse

He went out, i gave birth i can't believe it, for the frst t me in my life i feel co mplete i' m happy my
bundles of joy are born. Brian ca me back with a nurse they put me on a wheelchair he pushed me, we
entered the ward they are soo cute, they look identcal though the other one is lighter than the other
one.

Brian : they look like me

Me : no they look like me

Hi m : you look like me so they look like me

Me : whatever dad

He s miled and brought me closer to hi m

Hi m : you don't know how happy i a m right know

Me : why because i called you dadg

Hi m : yeah and the fact that i got to see my grandkids before i see my grave

Me : hey don't talk about graves

Hi m : oh no babe the only person who will seeing a grave is that boy you call a husband.

I looked at hi m

Hi m : don't look at me like that he will sufer tll his last breath

Me : he is the twin's father

Hi m : and a m your father

Me : i don't want my kids to groe up without a father, i know how it is and i don't want my kids to
experience what i experienced

He sighed

Hi m : ok but I'll make hi m sufer

Me : dad

Hi m : stop meltng me up by calling me dad

Me : but you're my dad

Hi m : i love you princess

Me : i love you too dad

The other twin cried making the other one wake up.

Me : ok so what do I dog

{Banzi}¤¤♡

Me : dad where is Briang

Hi m : he should be here any minute now

Me : when did he co me backg

Dad : it's been a while

Me : yeah i thought I saw hi m

Dad : whereg

Me : at the mall

Just then Brian ca me in .

Hi m : sorry to keep you waitng my daughter gave birth

Me : you have a daughterg

Dad : congrats

He stood up they bro hugged i was stll shocked i never heard of a daughter.
Me : you have a daughterg

Hi m : i recently found her

Dad : let's get to business

Brian : before that, i want to take care of so meone

Me : who's thatg

Hi m : a bee that stepped in the wrong pound of honey

Dad : i feel sorry for hi m

Me : it's about to get dirty

Brian : no as much as i want to kill hi m my daughter doesnt want hi m dead

Dad : it's stll gonna get dirty

Me : where is heg

Brian : i kept hi m so mewhere safe for now, let's get to bussiness.

{Naledi}

♡
♡
♡

I wore a black short ju mpsuit and white stleto hills , i applied a red mate lipstck . A m gonna go talk to
mo m she can't bail out on me not now if not i have to co me with plan B and that is to steal money fro m
Luba and run away. I took my red Varsace bag and went out of my roo m, as i was walking down the
stairs the door bell rang, i went to open.

Hi m : pregnancy lookes good on you..

I kept quite my eyes pooped out, shocked was jst an understate ment , he s mirked.

Hi m : aren't you going to let me in wifeyg

Me : yo..you..you..i..i

I wish the world would open up and swallow me.

Not an insert🔐��🔥♡¤》

♡
♡
♡

{Naledi}�

☆
☆
☆

I was close to shitng myself how did Buntu fnd me , did mo m tell hi mg

He chocked me and pinned me againts the wall.

Me : Bu..ntu..

Hi m : you bitch!!

My tears fell�

Me : Aah.. my...ba.by..

He let go of me i fell down coughing, Buntu is dangerous we were once in love we even got married but i
ran away fro m hi m because i was tred of his abuse, i had to make money that's when i met Lubabalo
but couple of months back he found me that's when this baby was concieved but then i ran away again. I
a m actually 9 months pregnant i was just trying to pin this pregnancy on Lubabalo.

Buntu : get up bitch!

Me :(crying) Buntu please�

Hi m : i won't fucken repeat myslf wo men!!

I slowly got up but i felt a stnging pain on my sto mach.

Me : aahhhh!!

Buntu : Naledi fuck marn let's go!!

Me : aahhhh!!

I felt so me liquid going down my legs, oh no!

Me : Buntu my water broke

Hi m : what!g

Me : my water just bro..aaaahhh!!

He picked me up bridal style and ran out, he out me at the back of the car i was screa ming the pain was
too much to handle.

Buntu : Naledi try to breath da m mit!!

Me : don't fucken tell me to breath Buntu just drive !!!

He drove faster we arrived at the hospital he again carried me inside nurses ca me and put on a stretcher
.

Me : aaaaahhh!...Buntu !!!

Hi m : hang in there babe!

Docter : push!

Me : aaaaaahhhhh!!!..i can't!

Buntu : you can do this Naledi just push!

I held his hand tght and squeezed it.

Me : aaaaahhhh!!

Afer pushing and pushing we fnally heard sof baby cries�the nurse went out with hi m and ca me
back with hi m wrapped around with a s mall towel.

Her : it's a boy

She handed hi m over to me he looked so cute so much like Buntu, i looked at hi m he looked happy. He
s miled as a tear dropped fro m his eye.

Me : co me hold hi m

Hi m : no he's so tny

Me : it's yours anyway

He ca me i gave the baby to hi m the s mile he had.

Hi m : Luthando

Me : Keegan

Hi m : Luthando Keegan Mjongeni

I s miled he kissed his s mall pouted lips my baby is soo cute.

{Ovayo}♡¤☆
.

I was holding the other twin while dad was holding the other, we are getng discharged to morrow since
they're strong and healthy.

Dad : we should na me the m

Me : this one is Kungentando the other one is Oyintando

Dad : Briana and Bianca

Me : i love the m .

Kungentando Briana Nkosi❤Oyintando Bianca Nkosi.

Luthando Keegan Mjongeni❤

Welco me to this world called life�🔥��

||Insert 28||🔥�

{Banzi}

After our meeting i went to my house and took a shower, i

wore my gym clothes that is a black gutter trackpant and a
black slim vest and my gym shoes i took my phone and went
downstairs i took a bottle of water and put on my
earphones i went out and jogged to the gym it's not a
very long distance. I arrived at the gym and did my thing
as i was lifting weights i heard someone screaming i ran
to her she loked like she was in pain.

Me : are you ok?

Her : aahh!no i think i broke my ankle.

Me : let me help you

Her : no am fine

Me : you seem in pain so am not taking no for an

answer

I helped her stand up

Me : ok am carrying you

Her : i can see you're buff but Mr don't start something

you can't finish

I chuckled

Me : i can handle it

I picked her up bridal style ahe was right her ass ass
was bumping on my dick.

I walked with her groaning here and there she would laugh,
we finally reached her car i put her down.

Her : thanks

Me : there is a way to say thanks you know

I winked at her she looked at me pissed

Her : who do you think i am? Am not that kind of girl!

Me : what?

Her : if you think am one of the hoes you fuck i...

Me : woah! I wanted to take you out for dinner

Her : oh

Me : am not that kind of guy also

She smiled damn she's beautiful i found myself smiling.

Me : cani have your name?

Her : Nokwanda

Me : nice name
Her : thanks, you're...

Me : Lubanzi

Her : nice to meet you Lubanzi.

She gave in her hand for a handshake we shaked, we stayed

like that for a while.

Me : that dinner

Her : sure

She opened her car and took out a card

Her : call me

I took it she drove away i was still mesmerized to see

such beauty😊

||Nokwanda||

My name is Nokwanda Mbulelo i am 19 years old doing my

first year in graphic design , i have both parents and a
little baby boy. I never told anyone about him and cause i
was ashamed of of what people will say, he is a child of
rape but i would never hate my baby. I was raped at the
age of 15 at New years eve but I've put that all behind
me. I have a friend Ovayo that one is a blessing , i
love her so much and i thank the lord for giving me a
friend like her. She is going through a lot but she's
still standing strong that's what i lve most about her.

Today i decided to go to the gym to try not to think

much about mom , she wants Bubu to come live with me . i
twisted my ankle.

《you know what happened mos》

I was thinking about Lubanzi all the way to my apartment,
i arrived and took a shower and wore my summer blue dress
and havanna flip flops as i was eating i recieved a call
from mom.

Me : mama

Her : Nokwanda you have to come and take Bulumnko

Me : mama you know i can't

Her : i also can't Nokwanda you know Bubu is growing up

Me : mama please just this year then next year i will

take him

Mama : just this year year Nokwanda

Me : yes mom

She dropped the cally life is fucked up.

||Brian||

I'm still gonna teach this boy a lesson he will beg me

for his life but first i need to get rid of Emma. I
went home i went inside the house the lights were deam .

Me : Emma!!

She walked down the stairs her face full of make up

wearing a black short silky gown.

Her : baby you're home

She kissed me leaving kissed on my neck, i was bored

Me : Emma am tired I'll take a shower and sleep.

Her : I'll join you

Me : Emma just fuck off

She untied her gown she was not wearing anything.

Her : you're sure you don't want this?

Me : fuck!

I went to her and lifted her up she wrapped her legs

around my waist i kissed her hungrily and went up the
stairs not leaving the kiss.

||Insert 29||

Ovayo☆♡¤

Today i was getting discharged my punkies are growing so

fast am in love , i kissed their small pouted lips i was
waiting for Kwanda to come fetch me aince dad was busy.
Kwanda got in while i was playing with my babies.

Her : hayini petsuna they so cute

Me : hello to you too Kwanda

Her : hello babies, they so cute

She took Oyi, Kunge is mommy's baby .

Kwanda : hello pununu hello nhinhi!

Me : just help me take my things

Kwanda : jealous much my friend

Me : whatever

We took my things and signed discharged forms then went to

the car, i sat at the back carrying both of them Kwanda
drove us home we were talking as she was telling me about
this guy she met.

Me : you really thought he wanted to have sex with you?

Her : yes

Me : not every guy is like that you know

Her : whatever , he asked me out

Me : what!

She nodded, I'm happy for my friend ever since we've been
friends i never heard her talk about a guy and i never
asked as i thought it was personal. We reached our
destination i really don't feel like being here this place
don't feel so warm for my babies.

Kwanda : what are you thinking about?

Me : i don't wanna be here

Her : where will you go? Lets go to my apartment

Me : no I'll call dad thanks anyway

Her : you're my friend i love you and i would do anything

for you

Me : i love you too

I called dad he picked up immediately .

Him : princess

Me : hey dad, can i come to you?

Him : why?

Me : i don't really feel like being here

Him : i will send you the co- ordinates

Me : thanks dad

I dropped the call we waited and he sent them Kwanda drove

to the location. We arrived at a biiig house it waa really
big a tripple story house.

Kwanda : are you sure we at the right house?

Me : i should be asking you that

Her : wow your dad's loaded hey

Me : seems like it

We got off the car Kwanda carried Oyi who was sucking on
her fist she looked so cute. Ntando was sleeping she's a
sleepy head. We went inside and rang the door bell dad
opened my dad is handsome you guys, he was wearing a black
UZZI short with a white slim vest and Adidas pushins.

Him : my grandchildren

Me : hey daddy

Him : hey pumpkin

I just laughed remembering and when i first saw Naledi.

Me : dad this is my bestfriend well i should actually say

sister Kwanda.

Dad : hey Kwanda

Her : hey

My friend waa blusshing well i don't blame her phela my

dad is flames.we went inside this house is bigg it's white
in colour almost everything is white and most is made out
of glass.

Me : wow

I was looking around admiring everything

Kwanda : V tell me again why did you not come live here?

Dad laughed
Me : i also don't know

Dad : give me my punkies I'll show you your room

Me : ok

We went to the elevator ok i did not know there is an

elevator here, i went up and got off at the top and
entered a room which was decorated my favourite colour
Purple .

Me : how did you know?

Him : i just guessed

I smiled

Him : come let me show you something

There was a door we entered it was a nursery so cute

decorated in baby blue, pink and purple.

Me : wow dad

Him : is it beautiful?

Me : yeah i love it

Kwanda : it's so cute

Me : when did you do all this?

Him : when i found out you were pregnant.

Me : really?

Him : yes

Me : thanks dad

Him : it's nothing I'd even go to the moon and back for
you.

Kwanda : ncooahh, you're not only handsome and yummy

you're also cute.

We laughed and went back to my room i fixed the bed and

laid Ntando down as she was sleeping we went back
downstairs with Oyi who started crying.
Me : maybe she's hungry

Dad : well feed her

Me : ok

I took her and sat down and started breast feeding her,
she was sucking on my nipple so aggressively and it hurt.

Me : ouch Bianca

Kwanda and dad laughed

Dad : she's a food lover this one

Me : yeah and Ntando is a sleep lover.

Dad : am sure you're hungry Kwanda let me show you the

kitchen.

They left and came back with sandwiches and juice with
strawberries and whip cream.

Dad : there are some things i need to sort out take care
okay.

Me : ok dad

He kissed Oyi and my forehead and left.

Kwanda : your dad is yummy OMG!

Me : that's disgusting

Her : what?

Me : am sure he's your dad's age

Her : if i had a dad

Me : Kwanda

Her : yes

Me : i don't know anything about you

Her : well i am Nokwanda Mbulelo 19years old doing my

first year in graphic design i have a 3year old baby boy
who lives with my mom back at home.

Me : you have a child?

Her : yes

Me : why didn't you say anything?

Her : i thought you would judge me, i was raped at a

young age and he was concieved.

Me : Kwanda�

Her : it's okay am past that

I could see she was not okay this thing was eating her
inside, my situation is similar i would judge someone of
rape as i also experienced it.

Me : i would never judge you kwanda

Her : let's leave it V

Me : i was also raped

Her : what!?

Me : yep my babies were also concieved of rape.

"That son of a bitch!!"

We turned around Shit! It was.....

Weekend Was Hectic Am sorry i Didn't write Am Gonna Make

IT Up To You Guys❤✋���

{♡Insert 30♡}

¤
¤

Oh shit! It was Banzi what is he doing hereg Just when i was wondering dad appeared red with anger
now a m scared i looked at Kwanda she looked like she gonna shit herself Oyi cried i shifed my atenton
to her my nipple was sore so i stood up and shushed her.

Banzi : Ovayo what did you just sayg

I ignored hi m trying to cal m my baby down Oyi is such a cry baby.

Dad : a m co ming

Me : no dad don't

Hi m : shut up just now you didn't have a mouth.

Me : please dad

Banzi : Start talking

Me : what's it gota do with youg

I don't know why but a m angry at hi m.

Hi m : whatg

Me : you heard me

Hi m : why didn't you tell meg

Me : what could've you doneg

Dad : you know each otherg

Banzi : is she your daughterg

Kwanda : i should go

Me : no Kwanda please help me here

I said giving her Oyi she took her and went upstairs Banzi's eyes followed her tll she disapeared ok a m i
missing so mething g

Me : please let's jst leave it.

Dad : leave what!g A m gonna kill that bastard!

Me : dad!

Hi m : what Ovayog

Me : he's the father of my babies don't forget also my husband

Hi m : what! He raped for God's sake

Me : dad please just leave it Luba is not gonna die he's my husband a m not gonna give up on my
marriage

Banzi : seriouslyg

Me : yes Banzi please forgive me but yes, gogo never said it's gonna be an easy road but she always told
me to hold on, to be strong and to never let go. I can't be weak now a m not gonna let my crown fall.

Banzi : i love you

Me : i know you do , a m sorry i love you too but that , love ain't my frst priority my kids are a m a
mother now they should co me frst .

Dad : a m stll lost

Me : dad please leave Luba alone, a m gonna be fne he's changed.

banzi : changed!g Lubabalo Nkosi will never change I've known hi m for years he'll never changed .

I wiped my tears i know

everything i know about the love poton, i know about Naledi's child , i know he's changed really, i
overheard Naledi one day talking to her mo m and i know everything but i decided to keep quite. A m not
gonna give up yes i love Banzi with my all maybe we will be togethet in another life t me not now we
can't be Ro meo and Juliet even the m ended up dead .

Dad : you sureg

Me : yes

Banzi : Ovayo��

Me : a m sorry i really a m

He walked towards the door.

Me : Lubanzi!!

I ran to hi m and hugged hi m

Me : i love you�

Hi m : but it ain't enough

Me : a m sorry

Hi m : i love you too

We broke the hug he pecked my lips and went out i looked at dad he ca me and hugged me i broke
down.

Hi m : sshhh

9Me : does love have to be this painfulg

Hi m : it's gonna be fne

Me : can i live with with the fact that a m the one who pushed hi m awayg

Hi m : Ovayo you're stll young you'll grow up and understand that so met mes for everything to work out
you have to make sacrifces .

Me : even though they hurt so muchg

Hi m : yes

Me : you won't leave me right g

Hi m : not again never again

Me : i love you dad

Hi m : i love you too princess.

I stood up and went upstairs Kwanda was looking down crying my babies were peacefully sleeping.

Me : babe are you okayg

As soon as she saw me she wiped her tears and looked up s miling.

Her : yeah a m fne

Me : no you're not talk to me

I went and sat next to her.

Her : i just hate seeing you like this

I hugged her she broke down i know that's not the reason she's crying so mething's wrong.

||insert 31||🔐�

Narrated��

Well for at everything that has happened Naledi's life changed, she's more than happy her life is great,
she went away with Buntu and their baby afer she begged and begged for forgiveness now they are
happy. Ovayo well what can i say, life is sweet Luba is back ho me but Ovayo never even once went to
see hi m as she is stll healing and focusing on her babies happy news is she is going to school next year
to further her studies, she wants to be a docter wow. Banzi is beyond the word broken as he loved
Ovayo with his all he went to check up on her but Ovayo wasn't having any of it, Brian fnally got ride of
E m ma and is taking a break fro m love and us on a mission called " get back the love of my life" gogo
ca me through for Ovayo and she is staying with her at her father's house. Luba's fa mily heard of the
news and were very disappointed his father disowned hi m and cut hi m of the fa mily bussinesses but
Luba ain't giving up as he is giving use of his law degree and planning on getng his life back on track
funny thing is he doesn't know his a father Brian told hi m his babies died but they growing stronger and
bigger not to menton cuter everyday. Well Kwanda is living with her baby boy and is a litle happy trying
to forget about Banzi because he loves her bestriend.

《Ovayo》

Life is easy a m trying to forget Banzi and heal my broken heart. Today a m going out for the frst t me in
6 months. I bathed my babies and dressed the m in pink baby ro mpers they are so cute they look like me.
I put the m on top of the bed and dressed myself in a black short ju mpsuit and nute red hills i had thick
braids which Kwanda did i fxed the in a ponytail and applied a red mate lipstck with a mascarra and
litle bit of eyeliner i was hot if you see me you won't even recognise me I've gained a litle weight but in
a good way a m thicker now with a fat ass and fr mer boobs these munchkins did a nu mber on me and i
love it.

I put my thing in a black leather bag and fxed my babies things in their baby bag , i frst took the m
downstairs as i was walking to the lounge i saw Banzi talking with dad and his dad i froze but i knew it's
now or never eventually i wasn't gonna avoid hi m forever, i walked in his eyes landed on me his jaws
dropped .

Me : morning, daddy please hold e m m for me.

Hi m : give the m here

gogo appeared fro m the kitchen

her : uyaphi(where are you going)

me : to town gogo

she turned and went back to the kitchen , having her here has been great i've been getng a lot of good
advises and help.

I gave dad the twins Banzi's eyes were glued to me i walked upstairs and took our bags along with their
twin baby stroller and went downstairs.

Me : a m going to the mall I'll be back

Dad : ok you need the fresh air

I s miled i went out and opened the garage i took out the car dad recently bought for me a BMW B4t i
went back inside and took my babies and buckled the m in their sits they were peacefully sleeping i put
in the bags and everything then drove of. I arrived at the mall and parked my car in the underground
parking and out my babies in their twin stroller they were now awake sucking their du m my i took our
bags and locked the car i frst went window shopping and bought a litle things for my punkies i then
went to steers i was really hungry i sat down and placed my order what i like about my kids they are
really quite they don't cry a lot...well i guess i spoke too soon cause Oyi cried, i took her out of the stoller
and shushed her she was no keeping quite and Ntando also cried okay now everyone is looking at me i
also took Ntando and tried shushing both of the m a m even asha med to take out my breast and
breasteed the m.

Me : oh babies please shush..

"Let me help"

I lif my head my eyes met hi m i wished the world to just swallow me i gulped i felt my eyes get teary.

Hi m : give me one

I took Oyi and gave her to hi m as soon as he took hi m Oyi cal med down i shushed Ntando she also went
mute.

Me : Lu..uuba

Hi m : they are soo cute

I wiped my tear and stared at hi m he was staring at Oyi

Hi m : I' m sorry

I was about to talk he cut me.

Hi m : thank you

I stood up and hugged hi m he kissed my tears.

Hi m : i love you

Me : i love you too

A m serious i love hi m being away fro m hi m made me realise that i love hi m and a m willing

to try again and hey they can't all be perfect but all you gota do is love the m with their faws and
everything will fall into place.

THE END!!!

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..

7years later a m 26years old my babies are7, a m a qualifed docter been married to Lubabalo for about
8years now and it's not the happy ever afer i always wished for. He treats me like trash I was wrong
Luba will never change, at frst we were so much in love but that didn't last he started cheatng when i
ask hi m he would beat me and later apologies, that went on untl now he's stll in his father's bad books
but his fa mily has forgave hi m . Gogo hates hi m with passion he can't even hide it #RIP to Lub's granny
she died of cancer 4tyears ago we were all broken may her soul rest in peace. Naledi well we never saw
he again , Luba takes his issues out on me he bla mes me for not falling pregnant as we were trying for
another one, not a single day would pass without me and hi m having an argu ment but the kids have no
idea that we fght everyday. Oyi loves his dad soo much but as for Ntando she loves me , she doesn't like
her dad so medays she would co me to me and ask if he's her real dad, how can an 7year old ask you
thatg my life as been miserable the only thing a m holding for are my babies. Well as for Lubanzi hi m and
Kwanda eloped they've been datng for5 yeats now i never saw the m again, and I miss my bestriend i
have a new friend Za meka we met in Varsity she is a qualifed docter as well. Lubanzi i hope he is happy i
wish hi m well in life if i could get a change to see hi m again i would apologise i pushed hi m away while
he loved me, i chose so meone else while he was there but now he's gone a m thinking about hi m for
whatgg

Daddy has been the best, he spoils me and my babies roten i love hi m soooooo muccchh.

..

This day it was monday well everybody hates mondays so yeah, i woke up Luba was stll sleeping i didn't
even hear hi m getng in i don't even know when hr ca me back. I got up and went to the ensuit
bathroo m and took a shower afer showering i wore my long black sleeveless ju mpsuit with a robe and
sleepers, i applied a litle bit of natural make up and took out Luba's clothes and placed the m nicely then
went to my babies roo m. i got in they were stll peacefully sleeping, i frst shook Ntando.

her : no..

me : nana wake up

her : mo m please just a sec

me : Ntando wake up babe

she covered herself i sighed and shook my head, this kid and waking up are ene mies, i pulled the
blankets she groaned.

her : mo m!!

me : wake up Ntando!

i went over to Oyi i just shook her twice she was already awake, Ntando got up and marched to the
bathroo m mu mbling.

me : morning Pooh

i kissed he pouted lips she pout the m even more.

her : morning mo m my

she hugged me and pulled out rubbing her eyes #cute .

me : go bath okay

she nodded and went to the bathroo m, i fxed their beds and place their unifor ms nicely on top of their
beds. by the way they are doing grade 2, I got out and went to the kitchen and started making breakfast
and the kids lunchboxes Luba ca me down while i was busy.

me : morning

hi m : hey

he kissed my forehead so met mes he's sweet as hell.

 me : aren't you going to workg

hi m : no

me : m m m

i wanted to ask hi m where he was yesterday but i held myself, he went to back upstairs i dished and put
his in the microwave, i made cereal for the twin and went to give it to the m at the dinner table.

Oyi : thanks mo m

Ntando : why must we eat cereal everydayg

me : because you are kids now eat fast.

i went upstairs and entered the roo m Luba was sleeping i took of the robe and wore my black wedge
with dia mond earrings and my gold versace watch, i fxed my weave and took my things then went
downstairs the kids were done eatng they even cleared the table.

me : go wait for me in the car

Oyi : where's daddyg

Ntando : let's go

me : go babies your dad is sleeping he's tred.

She nodded i gave the m my thing and car keys they went out i made myself a provita shake and drank it
my babies even washed the dishes😊 i went out and got in the car and drove my kids to school and gave
the m R20 they gonna split it, I the drove to work...i arrived at work and passed by Mandisa the
receptonist .

her : Miss M looking fy as always

me :(laughing)thanks Mandisa

i passed her and went to my ofce and started doing my rounds at lunch I was eatng in my ofce tred
as hell Za mi got in.

her : re mind me again why i studied medicine

me : to change the situaton at ho me

her : thank you so much because if it weren't for that i would have long quit.

me : what nowg

she sat down and started eatng fro m my food.

her : a m sick and tred of stubborn patents it's so tring i wish i was working in a public hospital.

me : that's where its most tring

her : atlist patents there appreciate everything you give the m.

 me : ugh hold on man your mo m is proud of you okay you the frst to get educaton in your fa mily.

her : i guess, how are the babiesg

me : good but the more they are growing up the more they beco me stubborn and handful.

her : agh man they're growing up and don't you dare beat those kds.

me : i would never lay a hand on my babies boo relax.

her : i hope so, even that ass of your husband.

me : cu m mon

her : okay a m zipping it.

me : good!

we laughed and chated a bit more lunch was over we went back to work it was knock of t me it was
4tp m the twin's co me out at half past 3 i packed my things and went yo pick up the kids and went ho me,
they went upstairs i went to my roo m and washed the makeup of my face and changed to fat shoes
and went to prepare supper, the husband ain't ho me.

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As i was cooking i heard the door open the t me was about ten to 6 , Luba appeared fro m the kitchen
and held me fro m behind.

hi m : hey

he s melled of alcohol.

me : have you been drinkingg

hi m : wo men please

i sighed

me : ok, food is gonna be ready in a sec.

hi m : is my personal food readyg

i giggled

me : a m stll cooking

hi m : and a m hungry

me : wait a litle

he groaned , i laughed

me : stop being naughty

i walked away he spanked my ass.

me : now you're actng like a teenager .

hi m : you make me feel young again.

i laughed and ran up the stairs i went to the twin's roo m.

me : what are you guys up tog

Ntando : not much

me : why must you always have an matured answerg

her : cause a m also matured mo m

me : whatever, Oyig

her : drawing
Ntando : and she sucks

Oyi sulked

me : don't mind her pooh they beautful babe

Oyi : thanks mo m

Ntando : don't fool her mo m , sis she's lying to you.

me : Kungentando!

her : sorry mo m

me : to Oyi

her : sorry twinniey your drawings are cute.

Oyi : it's okay thanks

me : now hug it out

they hugged so cute.

me : have you guys done your ho meworksg

the m : yes

me : polished your shoesg

the m : yes

me : okay let's go downstairs

we went downstairs Luba was typing on his phone, the kids went to their dad while i dished, i fxed the
table with Ntando's help, then we sat down Oyi said grace we ate and while Oyi was telling his dad all
about her day Ntando was just eatng not minding the m .

Luba : Ntando how was your dayg

her : cool

she was not even looking at hi m.

Luba : just coolg

Ntando : yeah, cool.

Luba : Ntando look at me when a m talking to you

Her : a m eatng

hi m : KUNGENTANDO!!!

he banged the table we all ju mped Ntando stood up with tears rolling down her cheeks.
Luba : Stop being disrespectul a m your father da mnit!!!

He roared Ntando ran up crying.

me : Ntando!

i ran afer her she got in her roo m and locked, i knocked.

me : Ntando open!

silence

me : Ntando please Teddy i beg you nana open my love!

silence

me : Ntando please

Oyi ca me and knocked

her : Ntando open this is also my roo m and i need to sleep.

i chuckled

Ntando : go sleep with your dad!

Oyi : i don't want to, i want to sleep with my twin .

Ntando : tell mo m to leave i don't want to see her.

Oyi lookes at me.

her : mo m leave

me : okay a m leaving.

i kneed to reach Oyi's level and kissed her forehead she pecked my lips.

me : i love you tell your twin i love her and sleep tght.

she nodded i stood up and lef, i went to my roo m i took a shower and wore my short pyja mas as i was
tying my hair Luba got in.

hi m : how's Ntandog

i ignored hi m and contnued with what i was doing.

hi m : Ovayo a m asking

me : i don't know go ask her yourself

hi m : OVAYO!!

me : don't shout at me a m not a kid , a m not Ntando okay!!

hi m : so now you raising your voice at me because of your spoilt brat you spoilt Ntando too much.
 me : YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOUTED AT HER!!!

he slapped so hard i fell on top of the bed.

hi m : a m tred of your direspect wo men!

i held my cheekwith tears rolling down my cheeks, he disappeared inside the bathroo m his phone
beeped it took it and opened it , it was a photo with a girl naked with her fnger deep inside her vagina
with a capton"co me get it"

i deleted the message and put his phone back and got inside the covers crying, Luba got into bed we
were facing opposite sides tears were falling uncontrollably down my hot cheek, my heart pains, my soul
is down like i said before a m holding on because of my kids.

Just because it's wo men's day other wise don't get used to it🌍�😘��

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following day my alarm woke me up, i looked besides me

Luba was sleeping peacefully tears rolled dowm my cheeks as
i remember yesterday's event. i got up and went to the
mirror my cheek was red with four fingerprints it was a
bit swollen, i wiped my tears make up will make it
invisible but it can't hide the swelling. i went in the
bathroom and took a shower i wore a blue knee body hugging
dress which fitted me perfectly showing every curve on my
body , it was longsleeve i wore my navy block hill and
fixed my make up and wore a little bit of jewellery and
applied a brown matte lipstick, Luba woke up as i was
fixing my hair.

him : you going to work dressed like that?

me : what's wrong with what am wearing?

him : reason i didn't want you to work in the first

place, you are married with 2 kids but you go out looking
like a whore.

His words stung to my heart he got up and disappeared to

the bathroom, i wiped my tears and fixed myself and went
out to wake my babies. i got in Oyi was not in her bed
and it was neatly made Ntando was sleeping i went inside
the bathroom i heard the shower water running.

me : Oyi are you there!!?

her : yes mom!!

me : ok!!

i got out and sat on top of Ntando's bed brushing her

hair backwards.
her : mom i want to sleep

me : but you have to go to school

her : i don't wanna go

tears came out of her eyes.

me : baby open your eyes

she opened them they were red and a lilbit swollen.

me : Ntando have you been crying all night?

her : i hate dad

me : don't say that

her : i mean it he ain't my real dad

me : he is.

she sat up straight and looked at me she wiped my tears i

wiped hers.

her : he did this to you right?

me : what?

i looked aside trying to hide my cheek

her : mom he beat you

tears rolled down her cheeks also mine.

me : no angel no baby.

her : mom.

me : Ntando sleep you ain't going to school

her : ok

Oyi came out with a towel around her

me : baby you won't be going to school okay

her : yeppii!!

she jumped up and down and she wore her pyjamas and got
to bed, i went out and went to the kitchen to prepare
breakfast after i went upstairs Luba was fixing his tie and
he does not know how to. i took my bags and fixed myself
before going out, i got to my car and drove to work i
passed by coffee then went to the hospital.

Mandisa : morning miss

me : morning Mandisa please call my nanny and inform her

to come by my house the kids didn't go to school.

her : will do

me : thank you

i went to my office Zami got in.

her : friend

me : hey you bright and early today

her : yeah i figured, what's wrong ?

me : with what?

her : your cheek?

me : aahhm..nothing

i ran my eyes everywhere trying to avoid hers.

her : he did this to you right ?

me : let's drop it please

her : no Ovayo this guy doesn't deserve you what he

deserves is a cell in jail .

me : Zameka please.

her : you're so stupid Ovayo

i sat down and buried my face on my table . she also sat

down.

her : Ovayo

me : Zameka please i ain't going to discuss my marriage

matters with you.

her : sometimes i really want to punch the stubborness out

of you
i giggled she chuckled and looked at her she came close
and raced her fingers on my cheek.

me : ouch!

her : was it a punch or a slap?

me : slap, is it bad?

her : pretty much, you couldn't even hide it with make up.

me : please buy me that cream you had.

her : i still have it I'll give it to you.

me : thanks

we got to work Zami gave me that cream i applied it it

takes 8hours to work. 4pm i knocked off and drove home i
passed by McDonalds and brought two Kiddies meal for my
babies and drove home. i got home and parked my car in
the garage and went inside, Oyi was watching cartoons

mamNonhlanhla(nanny) was cooking.

me : mama you didn't have too

her : hey baby i figured you will be tired so i cooked.

me : thanks am gonna freshn up the take over

her : okay

i hugged her and placed the food in the kitchen then went
to my baby girl.

me : nunu

her : mommy!!

she jumped to me and attacked me with a hug.

me : somebody missed me

her : yeah

me : i missed you too bubble gum

her :(laughing)mom i thought you were gonna say bubbles

me : whatever, where's your twin ?

Oyi : she's with...

she didn't finish Ntando came down with gogo, i got up and
went to hug her.

me : am so mad at you

her : nawe awusavakashi nje (you also don't visit)

me : ngibusy ngomsembenzi gogo(I'm busy with work)

her : manje ublame'a mina(now you blaming me)

i laughed and picked up Ntando.

her : am old you know

me : i know

i kissed all over her face she giggled

her : mom stop

me : okay I'll stop

i put her down she ran to watch cartoons with Oyi.

gogo : when are you leaving him?

me : not now gogo tuu.

her : ungasho ukuthi zange ngik'tshele.

i ignored her and went upstairs i took off my clothes and

took a very long relaxing bath the water became luke warm
i got out and wore a black leggings and a white baggy top
with flops and went downstairs. i went to the kitchen and
helped maNonhlanhla with cooking gogo was with the kids.

After we were done we dished and set the table i dished

for Luba and put his in the oven it's clear he's coming
in late today the time was 18 : 22pm.

gogo : ukuphi umyeni wakho? (where's your husband ?)

me : he's working in late

her : okay
we ate and finished i washed the dishes then took
maNonhlanhla home along with the kids then gogo, i couldn't
get in cause i might stay long so i drove back home
Luba's car was in the drive way i parked mine in the
garage and went in Oyi was sleeping in my arms. Luba came
down the stairs red with anger.

him : where have you been??

me : Luba please not infront of the kids, nana let's go.

we walked up the stairs i changed them into their sleepwear

and tucked them in.

me : goodnight

Ntando : love you

me : love you too

i kissed her forehead and went out switching off the lights
, Luba wasn't downstairs so i went to our room i was
welcomed by a hot slap.

me : aahh!

my hand was holding my cheek the other was covering my

mouth from screaming.

Luba : where were you?

me :(crying)i drove maNonhlanhla home.

him : why you lying to me? you bitch around with my

kids!!

he slapped me again and pulled me by my hair throwing me

ontop of the bed.

me :(crying) Luba i swear!

him : am gonna teach you a lesson.

he took off his belt i tried getting away he pulled me by

my leg i fell down he started hitting me with the belt i
screamed.
him : you will learn to be a good wife and open your
legs just for me!!

he beat me till he was satisfied then disapeared to the

bathroom , my whole body was numb i couldn't move i heard
little sobs i ran my eyes to the door.

me : Ntando

she moved back with tears on her face.

me : baby

she ran away crying i stayed there crying its my fault my

baby had to witness that�

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.

following day my alarm woke me up, i looked besides me

Luba was sleeping peacefully tears rolled dowm my cheeks as
i remember yesterday's event. i got up and went to the
mirror my cheek was red with four fingerprints it was a
bit swollen, i wiped my tears make up will make it
invisible but it can't hide the swelling. i went in the
bathroom and took a shower i wore a blue knee body hugging
dress which fitted me perfectly showing every curve on my
body , it was longsleeve i wore my navy block hill and
fixed my make up and wore a little bit of jewellery and
applied a brown matte lipstick, Luba woke up as i was
fixing my hair.

him : you going to work dressed like that?

me : what's wrong with what am wearing?

him : reason i didn't want you to work in the first

place, you are married with 2 kids but you go out looking
like a whore.

His words stung to my heart he got up and disappeared to

the bathroom, i wiped my tears and fixed myself and went
out to wake my babies. i got in Oyi was not in her bed
and it was neatly made Ntando was sleeping i went inside
the bathroom i heard the shower water running.

me : Oyi are you there!!?

her : yes mom!!

me : ok!!

i got out and sat on top of Ntando's bed brushing her

hair backwards.

her : mom i want to sleep

me : but you have to go to school

her : i don't wanna go

tears came out of her eyes.

me : baby open your eyes

she opened them they were red and a lilbit swollen.

me : Ntando have you been crying all night?

her : i hate dad

me : don't say that

her : i mean it he ain't my real dad

me : he is.

she sat up straight and looked at me she wiped my tears i

wiped hers.

her : he did this to you right?

me : what?

i looked aside trying to hide my cheek

her : mom he beat you

tears rolled down her cheeks also mine.

me : no angel no baby.

her : mom.

me : Ntando sleep you ain't going to school

her : ok

Oyi came out with a towel around her

me : baby you won't be going to school okay

her : yeppii!!

she jumped up and down and she wore her pyjamas and got
to bed, i went out and went to the kitchen to prepare
breakfast after i went upstairs Luba was fixing his tie and
he does not know how to. i took my bags and fixed myself
before going out, i got to my car and drove to work i
passed by coffee then went to the hospital.
Mandisa : morning miss

me : morning Mandisa please call my nanny and inform her

to come by my house the kids didn't go to school.

her : will do

me : thank you

i went to my office Zami got in.

her : friend

me : hey you bright and early today

her : yeah i figured, what's wrong ?

me : with what?

her : your cheek?

me : aahhm..nothing

i ran my eyes everywhere trying to avoid hers.

her : he did this to you right ?

me : let's drop it please

her : no Ovayo this guy doesn't deserve you what he

deserves is a cell in jail .

me : Zameka please.

her : you're so stupid Ovayo

i sat down and buried my face on my table . she also sat

down.

her : Ovayo

me : Zameka please i ain't going to discuss my marriage

matters with you.

her : sometimes i really want to punch the stubborness out

of you

i giggled she chuckled and looked at her she came close

and raced her fingers on my cheek.

me : ouch!
her : was it a punch or a slap?

me : slap, is it bad?

her : pretty much, you couldn't even hide it with make up.

me : please buy me that cream you had.

her : i still have it I'll give it to you.

me : thanks

we got to work Zami gave me that cream i applied it it

takes 8hours to work. 4pm i knocked off and drove home i
passed by McDonalds and brought two Kiddies meal for my
babies and drove home. i got home and parked my car in
the garage and went inside, Oyi was watching cartoons

mamNonhlanhla(nanny) was cooking.

me : mama you didn't have too

her : hey baby i figured you will be tired so i cooked.

me : thanks am gonna freshn up the take over

her : okay

i hugged her and placed the food in the kitchen then went
to my baby girl.

me : nunu

her : mommy!!

she jumped to me and attacked me with a hug.

me : somebody missed me

her : yeah

me : i missed you too bubble gum

her :(laughing)mom i thought you were gonna say bubbles

me : whatever, where's your twin ?

Oyi : she's with...

she didn't finish Ntando came down with gogo, i got up and
went to hug her.
me : am so mad at you

her : nawe awusavakashi nje (you also don't visit)

me : ngibusy ngomsembenzi gogo(I'm busy with work)

her : manje ublame'a mina(now you blaming me)

i laughed and picked up Ntando.

her : am old you know

me : i know

i kissed all over her face she giggled

her : mom stop

me : okay I'll stop

i put her down she ran to watch cartoons with Oyi.

gogo : when are you leaving him?

me : not now gogo tuu.

her : ungasho ukuthi zange ngik'tshele.

i ignored her and went upstairs i took off my clothes and

took a very long relaxing bath the water became luke warm
i got out and wore a black leggings and a white baggy top
with flops and went downstairs. i went to the kitchen and
helped maNonhlanhla with cooking gogo was with the kids.

After we were done we dished and set the table i dished

for Luba and put his in the oven it's clear he's coming
in late today the time was 18 : 22pm.

gogo : ukuphi umyeni wakho? (where's your husband ?)

me : he's working in late

her : okay

we ate and finished i washed the dishes then took

maNonhlanhla home along with the kids then gogo, i couldn't
get in cause i might stay long so i drove back home
Luba's car was in the drive way i parked mine in the
garage and went in Oyi was sleeping in my arms. Luba came
down the stairs red with anger.

him : where have you been??

me : Luba please not infront of the kids, nana let's go.

we walked up the stairs i changed them into their sleepwear

and tucked them in.

me : goodnight

Ntando : love you

me : love you too

i kissed her forehead and went out switching off the lights
, Luba wasn't downstairs so i went to our room i was
welcomed by a hot slap.

me : aahh!

my hand was holding my cheek the other was covering my

mouth from screaming.

Luba : where were you?

me :(crying)i drove maNonhlanhla home.

him : why you lying to me? you bitch around with my

kids!!

he slapped me again and pulled me by my hair throwing me

ontop of the bed.

me :(crying) Luba i swear!

him : am gonna teach you a lesson.

he took off his belt i tried getting away he pulled me by

my leg i fell down he started hitting me with the belt i
screamed.

him : you will learn to be a good wife and open your

legs just for me!!

he beat me till he was satisfied then disapeared to the

bathroom , my whole body was numb i couldn't move i heard
little sobs i ran my eyes to the door.
me : Ntando

she moved back with tears on her face.

me : baby

she ran away crying i stayed there crying its my fault my

baby had to witness that�

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I woke up in bed my whole body hurt i was naked Luba was

sitted ontop of the bed brushing my face i tear fell from
my eye.

Luba : hey

i couldn't say anything my throat was dry.

me : w..a.t.e.r

he took a glass of water ontop of the sideboard which had

breakfast he helped me drink i was better.

me : please help me sit

him : sure

he helped me i sat on my butt Luba looked at me with

teary eyes.

him : sthandwa sam(my love) am sorry babe i didn't mean to

hurt you i was just angry i swear it will never happen
again.

me :that's what you always say am tired of hearing the

samething everytime you loose your cool and beat me.

him : Ovayo am trying here

me : stop trying Luba i don't need you trying, am not

happy Luba can't you see Ntando is not happy.

him : I'll do anything to make you guys happy, my love I

love you so much Ovayo please forgive me I'll change i
promise I'll go to a shrink

me : you promise ?

him : yes babe.

me : okay

he kissed me i kissed him back he was breathing heavily

now his hand went under the blankets i stopped.
me : am hungry

he gave me the breakfast we ate together i called in sick

at work, Luba also went to work i assured him am gonna be
fine. After a lot of struggle i was done showering i wore
my pyjamas and went to check on my babies.

me : Oyi where is Ntando?

her : I don't know mom i thought she slept with you.

me : ah..m yeah

her : where is she mommy?

me : probably downstairs baby .

i went out where is she? i started panicking i lookes for

her everywhere in the house but she was nowhere to be
found.

me : Ntando!�Kunge!!

i walked down the dark basement shouting her name, i heard

little sobs my baby was there curled into a ball rocking
herself back and forth tears welled down my cheeks i ran
to her.

me : baby !

her : aah!

she startled and screamed i held her and hugged her really
tight �She broke down and i broke down too we both cried
in each other's arms, i can't stand my baby crying .

me : sssshhh...it's gonna be alright my love.

her : let's go far far away and never come back.

me : no my love we gonna be fine

her : he beat you.

i looked at her i don't have a comeback yes she saw it

if she didn't i would have lied to her or something.

me : we'll go baby but not know

her : then when ? when he beats you again ?

me : Kungentando

her : mommy please am scared let's go pack come let's go.

she stood up and left i ran after her she went to the
room and started taking her clothes out of the wardrobe .

her : Oyi pack up we going

Oyi : Going where?

her : Oyi just pack

Me : Briana

i went and knelt down in front of her holding her tight.

me : we will go my love but not now

her : but mo..

me : listen to me just wait we will go far far away but

please babe.

Oyi : mommy where are we going is daddy coming with us?

i stood up and sat next to her.

me : no we not going anywhere, we gonna stay here with

daddy.

Ntando ran out crying�

me : Ntando!

i broke down Oyi brushed my back comforting me.

her : mommy please don't cry, mom please please please mom.

she gave me those puppy eyes i smiled and wiped my tears.

me : let's go look for Ntando.

We got up and went out looking for Ntando she was in the
lounge crying on the couch.

me : let's go out for ice cream

Oyi : yeeeey!!
me : Ntando

her : i don't want to

me : we are going thats final .

i went to her and tried picking her up but i failed my

whole body hurts.

her : am gonna walk on my own

me : okay

Oyi : let's go bath Ntando

Ntando : twin bath bonding time

they ran upstairs laughing.

me : No running !!

them : Sorry!!

i went up to my room and changed to a black sweatpants

and a pink croptop and a grey hoodie with my navy airforce
mind you it's hot outside, i tied my weave into a ponytail
and applied a black matte lipstick on my lips to hide the
crack. After i was done i took my bag and went to put it
inside the car then went to my babies room Oyi was fixing
Ntando's hair, they were wearing leggings and their matching
tops Ntando was wearing black and Oyi pink.

me : did you guys eat?

them : no

me : let me go fix you something to eat

Oyi : no we gonna eat at the mall

me : ok.

they were done we took selfies and went out. we drove to

the mall we first went to Wimpy for breakfast then we went
to the park, i brought them ice cream we took a lot of
selfies and videos just us having fun Ntando was actually
having fun.

Ntando : mom am going to the swing over there

me : go with Oyi

Oyi : no i want the slide

me : okay go I'll watch you

them : okay

they both went i sat down eating ice cream someone kicked
their ball to me i took it a young boy came and stood
next to me.

him : am sorry mam

me : is this your ball?

him : yes

me :mm here(i gave it to him) don't kick it to people's

directions okay

him : yes am sorry

me : what's your name?

him : Bulu...

"Bulumnko come we going!!"

someone shouted i knew this voice.

boy : am going my mom is calling me.

he ran off i took a chance and turned i knew this voice

Kwanda...Bulumnko ran to her she took the ball they walked
to the car.

me : Kwanda.

i was disturbed by Oyi crying.

me : what's wrong baby

her : that boy made me fall from the slide.

she was pointing at Bulumnko, i saw Ntando going over there

i got up she knocked on the car and stood with her arms
folded.

me : am sorry baby let's go

we walked over there i stopped at my tracks when i saw
Banzi getting off the car.

Ntando : mister i want that boy

Banzi : what do you want from him?

his voice is deep and bold his even more buff.

Ntando : he made my twin fall

She pointed at us Banzi looked at my direction i wished

for the world to swallow me.

Me : Ntando come let's go!

her : no i want that boy!

Banzi was staring at me Kwanda also got off with Bulumnko.

Bulumnko : am sorry

Ntando : go apologise to my twin.

He came towards us Kwanda's eyes popped out when she saw

me, Bulumnko reached us.

him : am sorry

Oyi : it's okay but my knee is sore

me : we gonna look at it when we get home okay.

her : okay

me : it's okay Bulumnko, Ntando let's go!!

her : okay

she came running i turned around Kwanda shout out .

her : Ovayo!!

i looked at her

her : it's good to see you again

me :(smiling) me too

i turned and walked away.

Ntando : mommy are you okay

me : yeah

i wiped my tear we got to the car and drove off.

S2

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.

A week past it's stll the sa me but i never saw Kwanda and Banzi again. My kids are well and good but
Ntando has her seasons one day she's well and happy the next she just wants to be alone and always
angry. this is not the environ ment i wanted my kids to grow up in, i wanted the m to have a war m
respectul ho me with both loving parents, i wanted the m to feel the love of both parents so mething i
never knew while growing up but now i realise all a m doing is messing up their lives and destroying their
childhood and messing woth their minds.

"Ovayo!!"

Za mi shouted interruptng me fro m my thoughts.

me(clear throat): mhh m..ah..yeah

her : where were youg

me : i was just thinking

her : penny for thoughts

me : I'd rather not to

her : ok let's go out tonight

me : a m soo sorry my friend but i can't

her : a m tred of this Ovayo you like a dog locked in a cage!!

me : Za meka understand please a m a wife and a mother

her : you not the frst to beco me a mother nor a wife so please enough with that excuse.

me : please close the door on your way out cause you really getng on my nerves.

She stood up and looked at me for a long t me before going out making sure to sla m the door, I took my
babies photo which was fra med on top of my desk a tear escaped my eye.

me : a m sorry, a m such a bad mother i love you my babies i will do anything to make sure you're happy.

"So why are you stll with hi mg"

I quickly out the picture down and wiped my tears.

me : why are you hereg

Hi m : you changed

me : Banzi please

hi m : look at yourself weaves, make up no longer that si mple Ovayo i fell for.

me : Banzi please just stop okay, if you here for medical help then i can't help you please make an
appoint ment an...
hi m : yeah sure

me : please leave i have to get back to work.

hi m : you didn't hide the blue eye properly .

i looked down e mbarrassed i really thought i hid it well.

hi m : you'll never learn hey, must be good having a father who cares about you who loves you and
would do anything for you but doesn't know that you get beaten up everyday.

me : it's non of your business you should be having dinner with Kwanda or so mething .

hi m : yeah a m with her bye Ovayo i hope you stll re me mber my last words .

He went out and closed the door behind hi m i breathed out loudly it's like I've been holding my breath
for a long t me he's gone but his presence is lef behind i buried my face with my hands and just relaxed
my life and dra ma.

Banzi

a m back!!well feels good to be back , I've been enjoying life i must say Kwanda is the best but i don't
know everyt me when a m with her it feels like my heart is not at ho me it feels like a m lost. I love her i
really do but i a m not in love with her if you get what i mean. Not to disrespect her or anything but my
heart is stll with Ovayo i don't think i would ever loose the feelings i have for her no mater how much
she intend on breaking my heart, then there's my litle cha mp Bulu mnko i love that boy like my own i
would kill for hi m, So it's been a month since I've been back so today i was going to go to the hospital i
woke up next to my beautful fancee yeah we engaged i kissed her lips she responded well she ain't
sleeping afer all i pulled out she groaned .

me : morning

her : morning

She said that pulling the covers covering her head i chuckled and pulled the m she looked at me.

me : breakfast wifey

her : fancee i want to sleep

me : whatever a m wifng you soon so beter start now playing wife.

she groaned this girl is lazy

her : next t me taka Bulu mnko

she turned to the other side i chuckled and got of the bed and took a shower then wore my black chino,
white shirt, black blazer and a B/W vans i fxed my fade and spayed my cologne and wore my watch then
went over to Kwanda side and kissed her cheek she got up and ran to the bathroo m holding her mouth i
followed her she was vo mitng in the toilet i poured water in a cup and gave it to her.

me : are you okayg

her : agh did you change you cologneg

me : no

her : move back it stnks

me : what! are you saying i stnkg

she was about to answerbut she put her head in the toilet vo mitng.

her : get out Lubanzi!

me : mx m

i got out and went downstairs i can't believe she said i stnk Bulu mnko was eatng cereal watching
soccer.

me : hey cha mp

i messed his hair he laughed

hi m : dad..

i took his spoon and ate in his food.

hi m : hey dad don't a m hungry

me : real men don't eat cereal

hi m : a m a boy

me : mx m

I went to the kitchen and made myself cereal and went back to the lounge.

Bubu : i thought real men don't eat cereal

me : what are you trying to say kwedinig

hi m : nothing

i sat next to hi m

hi m : where's mo mg

me : upstairs

hi m : sleepingg
 me : i don't want to talk about your mother

hi m : why did you guys fghtg

me : she said i stnk

he laughed i gave hi m a death stare he stopped .

me : do i stnkg

hi m : no

me : your mo m is crazy

i stood up and went to put the bowl in the sink then took my things.

me : bye cha mp

hi m : bye dad.

i went out and got to my car and drove to the hospital.

S2

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Ovayo

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School School!! a m gonna fnish it at break t me..

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.

I was dressing up the twins today we going to pay pa a visit its been long hey.

Oyi : ma ma we are going to grandpa right g

me : yes baby

her : yeeeyy!!

She ju mped up and down ontop of the bed.

Ntando : Oyi you are making noise

This child is moody she was fxing her hair but she can't cause its too big but she doesn't want help.

me : Ntando let me do your hair

her : I will do it myself

me : you can't

her : mo m.please

me : NTANDO!!

she stood up with tears on her face.

me : i won't argue with you wipe those tears.

She ran to the bathroo m and locked herself i banged the door.

me : Kungentando open this door

She didn't open i heard her sobs ,

me : Ntando please baby

Oyi : mo m why is Kunge like thisg

me : I don't know baby

Ntando : i hate you mo m

me : baby you don't mean that

her : i do you don't want us to leave, mo m let's go let's pack and go stay with grandpa!
 me : Ntando

her : i hate you so much i hate everyone i hate all of you.

Oyi : you also hate meg

Ntando : I hate everyone i want to go I wish i was dead.

I slid down the door holding my heart it hurts so much Oyi curled herself ontop of the bed and cried Life
ca me to this there's nothing i could do.

Me : nana please co me out we're going far far away where no one is gonna fnd us.

Her : not even dad

me : far far away...

S2

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.

We fnished packing all our stuf, yeah we're leaving . took everything downstairs the way things were
happening so fast i was praying that Luba doesn't co me now the kids went to the car i put everything in
the car and also got in, just as i was about to go out Luba's car ca me in my heart started beatng fast my
pal ms were sweatng.

Ntando : mo m let's go

A knock ca me throught the window i said a very short prayer before rolling down the window.

Me : hey

i faked a s mile

hi m : where are you goingg

me : a m taking the kids out

hi m : what a m i supposed to eatg

me : ah pizza.

he went over to Oyi's side and opened the door.

hi m : nini let's go

Oyi : i want to go with mo m

hi m : your mo m is not going anywhere baby

i looked at Ntando i could see she wanted to break down and cry a tear fell fro m her eye.

Luba : don't cry Ntando you will go so me other day okay.

She looked at me a tear dropped fro m my eye but i quickly wiped it, He carried Oyi inside.

Ntando : mo m

me : a m sorry

She got of the car and went inside i gathered myself i also went insid Oyi was eatng ice crea m watching
tv.

me : where's your dadg

her : upstairs.
i ran upstairs and opened the door , he was furiously pacing up and down he saw me and ca me to me i
said a short prayer inside he passed me and closed the door.

hi m : where are your clothesg

me : i..i..i wa.s ah..

he slapped me hard that it felt like a punch .

me : luu..bba..

hi m : you were running awayg!

me : no

he slapped me again and roughly pulled my hair making me bu mp my head on the wall.

me : aahhh!!.�

he let go of me blood rolled down my face.

hi m : why, why Ovayog

me : i..i..

hi m : i try to be the best husband but you make it so hard.

hi m : i love you Ovayo da m mit!

he held my neck pulling me closer to hi m and kissed me hungrily i cried trying to pull out but he held my
neck tghter he pushed me ontop of the bed and took of his belt.

me : Luu.b..please..

hi m : undress

me : luu..

hi m : khu mula Ovayo marn!!

i nodded and undressed myself shivering he undressed hi mself and pulled me by my legs and roughly
entered me as dry as i was i screa med trying to push hi m he slapped my thighs i screa med.

me : Luu..b.a.!!�

he pulled me by my hair and slapped me. he kept cursing pleasuring hi mself all the me mories fashed
like a movie, startng fro m the day i was told a m getng tll know, will i ever fnd happiness g all through
out this marriage I've been miserable the only good thing that ca me out of this are those twins i call my
life. Afer so met me he pulled out and fiped me making me do doggy, he entered me without warning
screa ming ain't helping a m just glad the roo m is sound proof. He fnished and disapeared to the
bathroo m i was silently sobbing i felt war m liquid rolling down my legs i lifed my head the white cover
was red with blood so much blood i felt my abdo minal pains i screa med a litle holding my lower
sto mach my eyes beca me heavy i slowly closed the m.
.

Kwanda.

Hey! what can i say life is wonderful, if you stll re me mber the day that Ovayo got discharged fro m the
hospital we went to her father's house, i was confused when Lubanzi got in when i was upstairs i was
going to tell Ovayo that the baby was sleeping when i overheard Banzi saying he loves her i was so hurt
cause i also loved hi m but he loved my bestriend t me passed by i tried to forget about hi m but i
couldn't one day i met hi m at the mall he re minded me about our date then we started chatng then
datng and decided to go away. now we're back telling the truth i a m not happy because i know that
Banzi hasn't goten over Ovayo he stll has feelings for he but i won't let her distroy my relatonship she
chose Lubabalo nobody forced her. I a m pregnant I've been having weird craving and pregnancy
hor mones so i went to a docter it was confr med that i a m 3 months pregnant Banzi is going to be so
happy he loves kids and always wanted one of his own and a m carrying his frst born. I love Ovayo i truly
do but I also love Banzi so much that I'll do anything just to be with hi m.

S2

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a m busy with assign ments please bare with me��

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.

I woke up in hospital Za mie was sitng beside me holding my hand with her head buried on the bed, I
moved my hand to signal her that a m awake.

her : Cho ma!

she stood up and hugged me she broke down i badly wanted to cry but a m done , a m done crying I've
had enough.

her : a m sorry.

she let go and looked at me i looked at her blankly she poured me water and helped me sit up straight i
drank water and looked at her .

her : Ovayo never do that to me again , you scared me.

I didn't have the energy to talk i was thinking about the twins if they're with Luba Ntando .

me : my babies

before she could talk dad ca me in carrying Oyi in his ar ms and holding Ntando.

Ntando : ma ma

me : baby.

she ran to me and ju mped ontop of the bed Oyi also i finched in pain.

dad : hey don't hurt your mo m

Oyi : we won't Gran

Ntando : mo m what happened to youg

Za mi : i have other patents i have to go Friend i will co me by later.

me : thanks

She hugged me and kissed the twins then lef.

Ntando : mo m what happenedg

i looked at dad his face was writen pity.

me : I'll be fne my love

Oyi : we missed you mo m

me : i missed you too babies

dad : twins go help gogo

the m : ok

they got of and lef running.

me : where's gogo

dad : outside

it was silence a tear escaped his eye i couldn't help it nothing hurt than seeing your parent cry.

hi m : a m sorry a m such a bad father

me : no dad a m a bad mother

hi m : no you could never be a bad mother.

me : i should have told you a m sorry.

he ca me to me we shared a hug.

dad : they couldn't save the baby a m so sorry

me : what babyg

he looked at me confused

hi m : the baby you were carrying

me : i was pregnant!

dad : you didn't know so what did you mean when you said you should have told meg

i looked down

hi m : Ovayo what's thisg

he touched my cheek i finched.

hi m : Ovayo!

i startled tears rolled down uncontrollably down my cheeks.

me : a slap

hi m : you slapped you g

 me : Luba

hi m : tell me everything

i told hi m everything the t me i fnished he was red with anger.

"Gogo!!"

we looked at the door gogo was down while the twins were shaking her dad ran to her and shook her
but her whole body moved i tried getng up but it was difcult dad picked her up and ran with her out. i
curled myself ontop of the bed crying i can't loose gogo not now i stll need her. the twins ca me to me
we hugged each other crying its all my fault maybe a m cursed of its just bad luck cause i never see m to
fnd happiness.

Afer a long yi me of sitng in that positon dad ca me in his eyes were blood shot red with his vains
popping out.

me : how is she dadg

he kept quite and looled at me with pity.

me : dad please say so mething please

hi m : a m sorry

me : no dad please

hi m : she's no more

me : nooo!dad noo please dad!�

hi m : they did all they could.

Ntando : mo m pleas don't cry you're making Oyi cry.

i hugged Oyi tght and just let it all out she can't be gone this can't be the end of her.

dad : baby a m sorry my love.

me : sorry ain't gonna bring her back dad.

me : i want to see her.

i got of the bed my head was spinning i felt dizzy i beca me light heades and it was lights out.

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S2

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Ovayo

I woke up hearing sof cries i opened my eyes they landed on my babies they were with Za meka.

her : Ovie
 me : hey

i s miled the twins ran to me

me : a m sorry nhe

Oyi : mo m a m scared

me : don't be nana

Ntando : is gogo going to be alrightg

just then it ringed she's gone she's no more.

Za mie : no Ovayo please

me : it hurts Za meka

Ntando wiped my tears.

Oyi : i don't want to see ma ma cry

Za mie : see please don't cry Ovayo

me : she didn't see me happy, that's all she ever wanted

her : but you can make her proud by being happy Ovayo it's enough stop bring stubborn you've had
enough.

me : it's t me it's all over i also deserve happiness my kids deserve happiness .

Luba's pov

Well a lot has changed for starters a m with the love of my life and my two beautful girls i must say a m
the luckiest man.Well i took Ovayo to the hospital i was told she was pregnant by was i mean she lost
the baby, i was stressed so i drove to Litha's apart ment I got there and knocked she opened with a
towel around her beautful body i just drooled over her she s miled.

her : well mister what do we have here.

me : can i co me ing

her : sure

she made way for me to co me in and swayed her fat ass and disappeared to the roo m, i followed her
she was in the bathroo m taking a shower i took of my clothes and joined her...well afer our stea my
rounds we collapsed ontop of the bed breathing heavily.
her : that was great

me : you never disappoint

i kissed her nose she giggled.

her : can you stay for supper g

me : I can't my love Ovayo is at the hospital and the kids are lef alone.

her face changed she beca me angry.

her : a m tred of being you side dish Luba

me : baby understand i can't just leave Ovayo.

her : whyg you've been pro mising me marriage for a long t me now.

me : i know babe please be patent.

she got up and went to the bathroo m naked i hufed another proble m I love Litha but a m in love with
Ovayo many of you may say a m stupid and obsessed but a m not. i wore my clothes and went out i got
into my car and drove to my house there was a car i went in and parked my car then went inside. My
whole fa mily was there shxt what are they doing here.

me : Fa mily!

mo m : my son

she atacked me with a hug i hugged her back, i hugged all of the m when i got to dad he punched me so
hard my mouth bled.

hi m : stupid!i don't know where i got a son like you! out of all my son's you are such a disgrace!

me : baba

hi m : shut up!look what you've done! you got everything many men out there are praying for what you
have but you don't see value in it, out of all the Nkosi men you're the frst to drag this fa mily down.

mo m : baba a m sure it was a mistake.

dad : mistake!who makes a mistake of beatng his wife! huh!gi don't know who you are you are just an
excuse of a man.

those words cut deep co ming fro m my father, i sat down and buried my face with my hands.

mo m : Luba have you been taking your meds.

me : a m not crazy okay!

dad : you are you are obsessed!leave the poor girl alone if you won't treat her right.

just then Ovayo's dad ca me in angry holding a brown envelope i literally peed my pants a m scared of
this nigga.
hi m : see ms like you forgot me boy.

me : i..ii...

hi m :save yourself the energy.

he threw that envelope to me.

hi m : open

i opened it, it was divorce papers.

hi m.: sign

me : i can't

dad : just sign the da mn papers Lubabalo!

me : dad i love Ovayo i can't

Brian : you love her!

he marched to me punched me followed by another on my sto mach mo m screa med.

Brian : sign the da mn papers !

he took out a gun i peed my pants even more i took a pen and signed with my hands shaking i fnished
and handed the papers to hi m.

hi m : grow so me balls and beco me a men cause you're just a boy.

that said he shot me two t mes on my sto mach, mo m screa med and ran to me while others were just
standing there not caring i held my sto mach the pain was unbearable .

mo m : Luba baby don't do this boy..Baba do so mething!

dad : there's nothing for me to do.

i slowly closed my eyes the only thing i could hear were Ovayo's cries they ringed in my ears her begging
for me to stop.

mo m : Luba open your eyes please...

it's too late i closed my eyes the twins faces appeared then it was lights out.

...

...

...

...

Could this be the end of Lubagg����

S2

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Ovayo

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well we have been preparing for gogo's funeral, i heard Luba was in hospital well i feel sorry for hi m he
didn't deserve to die i also found out that he is mentally disturbed obsession so mething i didn't know
being married to hi m for 8years. we all are miserable dad is organising the funeral my babies are well
Za mie has been with ne through it all .

uncle : Ovayo uyingane enjani u mthetho wakhog(what kind of a child are you)

me : usho ukthini malu meg(what do you mean uncleg)

hi m : u mshiya njani u mzi wakho no myeni wakho wakhuliswa njani wena u mthetho lo wakhog(how do
you leave your household and you husband, how were you raisedg)

i looked down i knew it would get to this.

me : malu me ebengihluku meza u myeni wa m (uncle my husband was abusing me)

hi m : wena awyaz ukuthi u mshado uyabekezelwa awyaz ukuthi aw mele uha mbe utshela abantu indaba
zo muzi wakhog(don't you know that you have to hold on, don't you know that you don't tell anyone
your household proble msg)

tears ca me out my eyes, hold on for whatg I've lost two people in my life in the na me of holding on a m
done holding on a m done of being so meone else it's t me to be me. i lost my grand ma and my baby i
cant loose so mething else.

me : ndiyaxolisa malu me..

i stood up and walked to my roo m the kids were sleeping on my bed i took of my shoes and cli mbed on
top of the bed and silently cried how is life gonna be without gogog.

Banzi.

i was sleeping peacefully when i heard so meone shaking me.

me : m mh m..

Kwanda : babe wake up.

me : what Kwandag

her : a m hungry

me : it's in the middle of the night Kwa ma marn.

her : but a m hungry.

i woke up and went downstairs, eversince i was told about the pregnancy it's been like this. i a m happy
so much happy but all of this is too much i just can't deal with Kwanda's mood swings and cravings. i
made her a sandwhich and went back to the roo m she was sleeping.

me : kwanda baby..

her : no i want to sleep

me : hay marn Nokwanda khange uthi ufuna ukutya!(no marn Kwanda didn't you say you want foodg)

she started crying oh thixo! i put the food on the side bed and sat on top of the bed.

me : you woke me up in the middle of the night saying you're hungry i went to make you food know you
want to sleep hay i can't deal yho.

she sat up straight and cried.

me : sorry baby

her : you don't love me Lubanzi

me : no baby i love you so much my love

her : no you don't

me : Nokwanda don't talk nonsense i love you baby.

i kissed her.

her : let's eat.

me : a m not hungry

then she started crying again yhoo.

me : ok ok Kwanda let's eat.

Ovayo

I jad fallen asleep i was woken up by dad.

me : m mhh

hi m : the kids are hungry

 me : ok

i woke up and went to the bathroo m and washed my face then went to the kitchen it was really full and
busy everyone was here even those that never sat foot here to support gogo when she was sick were
here even those insulted gogo for taking an troubleso me orphan like me were here, i never got on with
anyone at KwaMashu and i thought afer 8 years it will change but no. i went inside the kitchen they
were talking as soon as i went in they stopped and pretended to be working.

me : no please don't mind my presence contnue talking.

they kept quite i made my kids uphuthu and dished for the m then went to the lounge with their food
they were with other kids i didnt know.

me : Ntando , Oyi here is your food babies.

the m : thank you ma ma.

me : nani ngizonilungiselela ukudla yezwag(a m also gonna make you so mething to eat)

the m : siyabonga aunty (thank you aunty)

i went to the kitchen and also dished up for the other kids i heard shoutng and cries in the lounge i
quickly went to check two wo men were shoutng whilst my babies were crying.

me : what's going ong

i ran to the twins and hugged the m.

w'1 : nyany nyonying nyon, hee unesbindi weento mbi!(you have a nerve)

w'2 : uzinika njan ezakho ingane ukudla ezethu ungaziphig uzos'khulu mela islungu laa(why do you give
your kids food and not give ours)

me : i was fxing the m so mething to eat i also told the m.

w'1 : fxing..kungakho ushiywe u myeni wakho(that's why your husband lef you)

i was now startng to get annoyed and prety much angry Ntando notced..

her : listen here old lady don't shout at my mo m .

w'2 : heee nawu mhlola anizweni ingane!(clap once) ulo mkhuba uwfundisa ingane loog(is this what
you're teaching your childreng)

me : i won't argue with you okay nana take your food and go eat in the bedroo m.

i went back to the kitchen leaving the shoutng i contnued fxing the kids food and went to give it to
the m i ignored the we men and went to my roo m the kids were eatng.

Oyi : mo m my why where those wo men shoutng at youg

i chuckle, i really got to teach my kids Xhosa and Zulu✋.

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S2

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Ovayo

The day of the funeral i woke up early my munchkins were stll sleeping, i got up and went to the kitchen
it was so busy everyone going up and down i greeted everyone and took hot water to bath, i went to my
roo m and bathed afer i wore a long black dress and white sandles i co mbed my weave and wore a
doek, i cleaned up everything and went to help out in the kitchen. the t me few it was al most t me for
the service to start i went to my roo m and wore a knee length black dress with a zip on the back it was
sleeveless and showed a litle of my cleavage, i wore a black bockhill with fur and fxed my weave and let
it fall then applied litle bit of make'up with a light pink lipstck, i looked really beautful i went to the
next roo m to check on my babies they were with S mangele she was dressing the m up.

me : hello guys.

twins : hey mo m

S ma : waze wa muhle dade (you're so beautful sister)

me : thanks babe you too.

she fnished dressing up my babies they were wearing white dresses with a litle bit of black Oyi's was
loose while Ntando's was tght they looked really cute.

Oyi : mo m my Aunty S ma said that gogo is never co ming back.

i looked at S ma a tear escaped her eye i also wanted to break down and cry i stll can't believe i feel like
so meone is going to say wake up its all just a drea m.

me : yes baby gogo is restng now.

Ntando : is she not co ming backg

me : yes she is with god now.

Oyi : but i want gogo to co me back what if i miss herg

me : gogo will always look afer us and protect us she is watching over us.

Ntando : fro m heaveng

me : yes baby fro m heaven.

i brought the m closer to me and hugged the m a tear escaped my eye i wiped it but more gushed out i
stood up and ran out my kids had enough of seeing me crying i went to my roo m and broke down.

dad : Baby

he ca me in and sat next to me.

hi m : it's t me to go

me : a m not ready i don't think a m ready to say my last goodbyes.

hi m : nana please be strong do it for your kids baby you've been through a lot of pain you need to put
this behind you the only way is to say goodbye.

me : it's hurts dad it hurts so much gogo was the last person i expected i leave me.

dad : i know if i could i would bring her back but i would but can't please baby let's go.
i nodded he kissed my forehead and lef i stood up and fxed my makeup then went to the lounge where
everyone was i saw Banzi with Kwanda and Bulu mnko so they ca me, all those things were done we went
to church not to get into much details we said our last goodbyes what suprised me is that everyone had
a good thing to say about her, everyone had a me mory of her, it's true what they say that you start to
see the value of so mething once it's no more. later on everyone lef it was just fa mily me and S ma were
washing dishes there was a knock on the door followed by cries we went to check there was a wo men
who was crying on the foor with aunt crying with her dad appeared i was lost dad was shocked to see
this wo men she was so beautful she looked like gogo.

dad : Andiswa!

she looked at hi m.

her : Brian!

me : Andiswag

all eyes ca me to me i was in the middle looking at this wo men could she beg..no no let me not think
hard .

her : Ncu molwa m.

Ncu molwa m is the ns me that gogo used to call me by this wo me can't be my mother no she can't .

me : dad..

i ran upstairs and locked myself in my roo m why now what does she want does she know the pain i went
through g i needed a mothers love where was she.

they kept knocking at the door i cried i screa med i released anger. i a m so angry at everyone .

" ma ma please open please ma ma i beg you please".

that was Ntando begging me to open.

Oyi : ma ma please a m hungry and i only want food cooked by you.

dad : Ovayo please open my baby please princess.

I put a pillow on my head covering my face i hate my life.

hey everyone my na me is Andiswa Mkhita as you already know the story about how Brian lef us a m
gonna start fro m when the baby was born. When i gave birth i couldn't do it i loved Brian so much and
seeing Ncu mo's face everyday brought back me mories so i had to go not onlyto forget about Brian but
to build a beter future for my life also i had to contnue my studies but i couldn't do that with a baby so
i lef ger with mo m eversince then i never ca me back.
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What brought me back now is the death of my mothers i found out on social media as everyone was
saying their goodbyes and i had to co me back and bury my mother. seeing Ovayo i felt happy sa met me i
felt disapointed in muself for leaving my baby for all those years and not checking how she's been , but
a m back now and i want to fx everything even if it takes me another 26 years to do so.

S2

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Ovayo.

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I've been in my roo m for long now and i miss my babies, i stood up fro m the bed and went to look
myself in the mirror my eyes were red including my nose and ears. i walked out and went to the lounge
all the fa mily me mbers were there dad had the scariest face i never saw before while my so called
mother was silently crying .

me : Oyi.

they all looked at me so me with pity the twins ran to me.

Ntando : ma ma are you okayg

me : yes baby, are my babies hungry g

the m : yes mo m.

i s miled.

me : I'll make you food.

Andiswa : Ovayo...

i ignored her and went to the kitchen with my girls, i made the m noodles we went back to the lounge .

dad : nana co me here.

i went to hi m we shared a hug i couldn't help it i cried i love my dad guys just being in his ar ms makes
me wanna break down and cry.

hi m : wanna talk about itg

me : no.

hi m : ok, lets take a drive.

i nodded he took his car keys i went to the kids.

me : I'll be back babies nhe, S ma please keep an eye on the m.

uncle : ku mele ubalekele inkinga zakho njalo nje Ovayog( do you always have to run away fro m your
proble msg)
 me : a m so tred of you!a m tred a m fed up!all of you do you know the pain i went through and the
sufering i went through g but you all expect me to be strong! how can i be strong if you don't give me a
chance to breathg just let me be let me breath stop always wantng me yo be perfect while all of you
guys have your own faw! nobody knows what I've been through all alone without any of you caring!!!

i broke down and cried a m tred of always thinking of what people will say a m tred of always trying to
please everybody.

Andiswa : a m sorry baby a m so sorry i wasn't there.

me : you're sorryg there's no need to be sorry you didn't do anything i needed a mother then go back
where you co me fro m i don't need you i needed you!!�

i ran to my roo m and looked myself at the mirror i screa med and all the toiletries down and punched the
mirror it broke my fst flled with blood i fell on my knees and broke down.

they kept knocking at my door but i didn't open my phone rang i stood up and reached for it, it was
unknown i answered .

me : hello

caller : hi Ovayo it's Banzi.

i kept quite for a while.

hi m : Ovayo.

me : yes Banzi.

i tried to hide the fact that i was crying.

hi m : are you okayg

me : yes a m fne whyg

hi m : i jst have a weird feeling that you're not okay.

me : why would your gut tell you a m not okayg

hi m : you tell me

me : a m okay Banzi really.

hi m : Ovayo look i...

he was disturbed by a screa ming Kwanda in the background.

hi m : babe are you okay.

Kwanda : no love.

hi m : Ovayo i will talk yo you later.

me : bye.
he dropped the call, i took a deep breath now the pain on my fst started kicking in. i took a frst aid kit
and managed it then i put on a bandage. i clean up everything and took my phone and called Za mie.

her : babe.

me : can you please co me fetch us to morrow.

her : why i thought you'll be back next week.

me : i can't stay here Za mie please co me .

her : okay you gonna tell me everything.

me : yes Za meka

i dropped tge call and started packing afer i fnished i went out dad was not there even the twins and
S ma.

me : where is dad

aunt : uha mbile iingane ziku S mangele.(he lef, the kids are with S ma)

me : okay.

me : why is she stll hereg

her : a m your mother Ovayo

me : i don't have a mother, you think afer 26 years of you not being here i need you.

her : i want to fx things.

me : go fx things in hell.

tears rolled down her cheeks but i don't care i don't feel a single thing about her. i went to the spare
roo m the kids were sleeping peacefully with S ma i frst took Oyi without waking her and put her in my
roo m then i carried Ntando i changed the m to thier pj's then tucked the m in i also changed and got
under covers i saved Banzi's nu mber and checked his status it was "she doesn't know how much i really
love her" maybe he is talking about Kwanda . i a m not a strong believer but i thank God for another
chance i thank God for being with me i thank God for keeping me under his wing i thank God for fnally
setng me free. They tried to break me but the lord set me free.

S2.

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me : Twins!you beter get here now!!

Ntando : we're co ming mo m geez!

me : Ntando!!

her : sorry!

they're gonna make me late well we're back and now we gonna be late for church it's been a month
now and i must say a m happy, i brought myself a not so s mall apart ment jst right for three, it is a two
bedroo m and a media m kitchen and a big lounge with a beautful garden ouside and a pool and a study.
the girls ca me down i took my thing we went to the car i locked we drove to church. afer service the
pastor called me .

me : man of god.

hi m : child of god i can not say the worst is over but it's yet to co me.

me : what do you mean pasterg

hi m : hold on its just a test fro m the lord to test how much are you willing to sacrifce for love.

me : a m lost pastor i can't...

hi m : you don't have to just follow you heart and God's way and all will go well, re me mber Ovayo you
are the child of God you have a clean white heart without darkness those kids are your weakness and
the lord you strength hold on to god and you shall be free learn to forgive my child for as you will need
her in the future.

he took my hand and said a short prayer.

hi m : go well my child.

me : thank you pastor .

i s miled and walked away, eversince i started atending church I've found peace and joy in my heart
so mething i never knew. i stll don't get what he was saying when he said as i will need her in the future .

Oyi : mo m can i have ice crea mg

me : you have to eat frst Oyi you know you can't have ice crea m if you didn't eat.

Ntando : she knows but she likes actng du mb.

me : Ntando that's no way to talk.

her : sorry mo m.

we drove ho me and parked the car in the drive way the kids ran out i got out and went to open the
house they ran upstairs i went to the kitchen and made sandwiches for the kids and called the m down
they ca me i went upstairs to my roo m and took a long relaxing bath and got out i wore a short blush
pink dress and black fenty's then went downstairs the kids were watching tv i started with supper.Afer i
was done we ate i ironed the kids unifor m and my clothes while the kids were polishing their shoes afer
we were done i tucked the m to bed and also went to sleep.

Morning i woke up and took a shower afer i was done i lotoned and wore a white lady's suit with a
black vest and a black block hill then fxed my upstyle and applied make up then fxed the roo m neat, i
went downstairs and made breakfast the kids wake up on their own now i make sure i set a alar m for
the m. they ca me downstairs done and ready.

the m : morning ma ma
 me : morning.

i kissed both their lips they sat down i made the m cereal they ate while i went to prepare their lunch
box. afer i was done i also ate we fnished i washed the dishes while they went to take their bags they
ca me down i also fnished and went to take my things then we lef.

i dropped the m at their school then drove to work i was welco med by Za mie in my ofce.

me : snooping around hey.

her : as if i will fnd anything interestng face it friend your life is boring.

i laughed.

me : whatever.

we hugged and sat down.

her : did you knowg

me : whatg

her : the owner of this hospital is Banzi.

me : What!g

her : yes i just heard S mith called a meetng and announced it.

me : a m lateg

her : again.

i sighed.

her : and he is here.

me : no no i can't bu mp into this guy everyday.

her : you have no choice.

i groaned and bu mped my head at the table Za mie laughed.

me : it's not funny.

her : it's funny how much you love the guy.

i ignored her and focused on the fles.

her : you can't hide it.

me : even if i do, he is with Kwanda and they are happy i mean he loves her and besides a m not ready
for a relatonship.

her : but you gota be ready for sex.

 me : no.

her : co me one it won't hurt just to play around a bit.

me : Za meka no a m a mother.

her : but that shouldn't stand in the way of you being happy.

me : a m happy with my non-dick life i don't need sex.

her : you do everybody does, this co ming friday me and you in a club.

me : you know I've never been in a club .

her : as you said before new life new style new new things it won't hurt just to live a litle.

me : ok now get out i have to work.

her : ok love you.

me : love you too.

she stood up and lef i carried on with work then lunch t me i was in Za mie's ofce we were having lunch
when Banzi got in.

hi m : Za mi can i have that fle i asked for,.. oh hey Ovayo.

me : hey.

hi m : you look beautful.

i blushed.

me : thanks.

Za mie : no firtng at work Mr Boss.

Banzi(laughing) : noted Doc.

he took the fle and lef.

Za mie : but truth speaking i wouldn't mind riding that.

me (laughing) : Za mie!

her : what he lookes yu m my.

me : i can't believe you.

her : but my friend his yours.

me : Kwanda's

her : don't tell me about that bitch she's probably a ugly frog whore with a fat ass.

me : don't say that.

her : mx m i wish i could see her yaz .

me : all in good t me my love.

We laughed and gossiped about how ugly Kwanda is trust me guys i didn't want to but Za mie has that
thing that forces you to say yes.

S2

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Afer work i packed my things and went out in the parking lot i bu mped into so meone my thing fell.

me : oh a m so late..

so meone : i a m sorry.

i lif my head and looked at hi m he bent down and picked my things then gave the m to me i s miled .

me : thanks.

hi m : you're welco me, a m sorry.

me : i should also look where a m going.

i looked at my watch the kids are probably angry right now.

me : i have to go.

hi m : ok,, look i want to talk to you.

me : so me other t me.

hi m : ok..

as i was about to go he hugged ne i ended up hugging hi m too, he didn't change the cologne he stll
s mells the sa me.

hi m : bye.

me : yeah.

i half ran to my car and lef hi m standing , i drove fast the the kids school they were the standing at the
gate, as soon as tgey saw the car the ca me towards it .

me : a m soo sorry.

i said as they got inside .

Oyi : it's okay mo m.

me : Ntando..

her : mo m please go a m hungry.

i nodded and started the car, now she is angry with me. we arrived ho me i parked tge car we went out
and went inside the car, Oyi ran upstairs while Ntando went to the kitchen.

me : are you that hungryg

her : yess.
 me : a m sorry paruru i got caught up at work.

her : that's why we should have transport .

me : no.

her : but mo m...

me : no Ntando.

i went up , i don't like the transport idea I'd rather fetch the m myself .

i frst took a quick shower and wore a black dress with sandles and went downstairs they were both
eatng sandwiches ntando was stll in her unifor m.

me : Ntando go change.

her : ok

me : now Ntando!

she groaned and stood up then ran upstairs.

me : Oyi should i cookg

her : can we have pizza please mo m my..

me : yeah a m lazy anyway..

i ordered two boxes of pizza Ntando ca me down we watched tv the pizza ca me we ate while watching a
movie.

Oyi : mo m

me : parru.

her : where's dadg

i chocked on my drink .

Ntando : mo m are you okg

me(coughing) : yes a m fne .

i stood up.

me : twins go do your ho meworks and polish your shoes.

Oyi : mo m i asked

me : Oyi just go marn.

her : i miss dad.

this is what scared me what a m i going to tell herg that her father has a mental disorder he used to beat
me and that my dad shot hi m and now he is in hospitalgg is that what i should tell herg.
 me : nana please daddy is gone now ok.

her : is he also gone like gogog

me : Ntando just go upstairs.

i ran upstairs to my roo m and looked myself in the mirror , a m happy rightgg i shouldn't cry, i wiped my
tears and took out an outit for to m morow then went to the twin's roo m they were doing ho mework i
just went downstairs and tdied everything ...

Banzi.

well what can i sayg I love her so much but at the sa me t me i don't wanna break Kwanda's heart. Afer i
bu mped into Ovayo i went straight ho me i got there Kwanda was in the lounge doing her nails while
reading a magazine.

me : hey.

her : hey baby.

me : did you cookg

her : haw Banzi a m pregnant i can't do everything by myself.

i was about to say so mething but i stopped myself a m in no mood to argue i just went upstairs and
changed then took my car keys and went downstairs.

her : where are you goingg

me : out

her : where is outg

me : a m just going out Kwanda i will be back .

i went out and got into my car and drove of to town, i went to KFC bought a bucket of meat and went
back ho me this t me only Bubu was in the lounge.

me : son

hi m : hey dad.

i put tge bucket in the kitchen and went back to the lounge.

me : where's your motherg

hi m : when i got here she was crying saying you went to you side chick.

me : arrg.
i went upstairs she was laying ontop of the bed crying.

me : Kwanda

her : oh now you're back

me : ukhalelani kengokg(why are you cryingg)

her : you're cheatng on me Banzig

me : mx m

I got out and went downstairs, Kwanda annoys me a m tred of being accused of cheatng, even when i
co me late she says a m cheatng, even when i have an e mergency at work to her a m cheatng mx m.

Bubu : how is sheg

me : she's accusing me of cheatng

hi m : well are youg

me : upha mbene kwedini(you are insane)

hi m : a m just asking dad.

me : why would i cheat on your motherg

hi m : i don't know.

me : mx m.

i went to the kitchen and took the whole bucket to the lounge and ate.

Bubu : can i join youg

me : why would you join me, a m cheatng rightg

hi m : what, who , you,gg never.

he sat next to me and took a piece i laughed and hit his head.

hi m : ouch dad!

me. son you're gonna grow and learn that wo men are a lot of work.

hi m : i will never get married.

me : whyg

hi m : i hate co m mit ment.

me : what do you know about co m mit mentg

hi m : everything.

me : do you have a girlfriendg

hi m : dad!

me : whatg don't be a weakling boy at your age i had two.

he laughed.

me : seriously, are you gayg

hi m : no

me : good bendizo'kubulala son(i was going to kill you)

We laughed and ate watching tv.

S2

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The next day it was a nor mal day just like any other day, I was in my ofce at lunch i was earing alone
hence Za mie didn't co me to work so meone knocked at the door.

me : co me in!!

Banzi ca me in i took a deep breath.

hi m : i fgured you might need so me co mpany.

me : yeah any idea how i can start oneg

hi m(laughing) : yeah how about if we eat lunch together

me : how will that help me start my own co mpanyg

hi m : we might co me up with ideas.

we laughed, he sat down we both ate lunch.

hi m : how are the kidsg

me : great actually, they are growing up so fast.

hi m : hahaha and Ntando being a boy.

me : yeah we can say that ,

hi m : what's with the make'overg

me : what make overg

hi m : when i lef you were the si mple Ovayo with a hair'cut and hated make'up.

me : but you gota ad mit i look beautful.

i pouted he laughed i joined hi m.

hi m : well yeah i can't argue with that ,,

me : why didn't you tell me you own this hospitalg

hi m : didn't think it matered, if you knew you wouldn't be here rightg

me : obviously

We laughed.
 me : I see life has been treatng you good.

hi m : a litle , you well a m not gonna ask.

me : believe me you don't wanna know, and please don't tell me you said so because i pro mise a m
gonna stab you with this fork.

hi m : you lie.

me : don't test me Banzi

hi m(laughing) : you look cute when you're angry .

me : trust me you don't wanna see me angry, cause this ain't angry .

he was laughing so hard while i tried to keep a straight face but i was failing dis mally i ended up laughing
as well.

hi m : ok..stop..sto..p

tears ca me out of his eyes I've stopped laughing now maybe he's laughing at me, do i look funny or have
so mething on my faceg i was startng to get really irritated now.

me : you're so irritatng Lubanzi.

hi m : ok..ok

he breathed in and out trying to stop laughing, i chuckled he started laughing all over again.

me : Banzi are you high or so methingg

hi m : wa..ter

i poured water and gave it to hi m he drank and stopped laughing he looked at me for a long t me.

me : please stop.

hi m : it's good to laugh again .

me : yeah it's been long

hi m : i can't believe you thought i was high

me : what was i supposed to think g

hi m : that your face is funny or so mething.

i started touching my face and looking at the mirror .

me : my face is funnyg

he laughed.

me : please don't laugh.

hi m : ok ok
 me : please don't avoid the queston.

hi m : what questong

me : why did you date Kwanda knowing very well i loved you and she was my friendg

he put down the fork and sighed.

hi m : well to be honest, i don't know, yes i love her but i love you more, i guess i needed so meone to
ease my heart or so meone to love me back .

me : so didn't you once think how would i feel if i found outg

hi m : how do you do itg

me : whatg

hi m : change the mood so quickly, just now we were laughing but now we're talking fro m the heart .

me : Banzi i asked you so nicely not to avoid the queston.

hi m : Ovayo that was not a queston but questons.

me : it's stll the sa me.

hi m : no it's not

me : a m not gonna argue with you.

hi m : please don't

me : ok get out mister

hi m : whatg

me :yeah get out lunch is over i have patents to see.

hi m : incase you forgot a m the boss.

me : a m not, so get out.

i stood up and wore my coat then we both went out, afer hours me and Banzi we at the packing lot.

hi m : thank you so much for making me laugh that hard .

me : i also needed a laugh .

we laughed then shared a hug ww broke it.

me : see you to morrow then.

hi m : bye.

i walked to my car and drove of to school i picked the girls we went ho me.

Ntando : ma ma to morrow can we go to pag

 me : do you know what day it is to morrowg

Oyi : it's Friday

Ntando : can we stay there for a weekendg

me : ok i will let pa know

the m : thanks mo m.

they ran up the stairs as i was about to go up the bell rang i went to open it was Andiswa.

me : Andiswa

her : can i co me ing

me : sure..

i shifed she ca me in i led her to the lounge.

me : juice, cofee,tea or watergg

her : water thanks.

i went to the kitchen and ca me back with water and gave her.

her : thanks.

me : how can i help you Andiswag

her : all i want is forgiveness then I'll be out of your life.

me : ok

her : whatg

me : i forgive you Andiswa.

her : thank you soo much although it's not fro m the boto m of your heart but thanks.

me : actually it is, i realised it's no use hatng the past is in the past a m over it.

she got up and hugged me well i hugged her back.

her : i love you my child.

me : I'll get used to you.

her : thanks.

she put the glass down and went towards the door.

me : i'd love seeing you here ofen

her : I'll co me.

i saw her out then i went to my roo m and changed to si mple clothes.
"Ma ma!!!"

Shouted Oyi i ran to their roo m Oyi was crying.

me : what's going on g

Ntando : Oyi is crying over my hair'band.

Oyi : it's mine ma ma.

Ntando : Oyi look for yours and leave mine alone.

me : ok a m gonna take this one who ever it belongs to will get it once you guys fnd the other one.

Oyi : but ma ma it's mine.

me : you guys look for the other one okay i bought two.

I took the hair'band fro m Ntando she went out mad.

Oyi : ma ma Ntando is mad.

ncooh my baby just now she was crying because of Ntando now she is concerned about her.

me : she'll be ok.

her : ok ma ma, a m gonna look for the other one you can give Ntando that one.

me : no i know you're gonna be sad if you see Ntando wearing it so a m gonna keep it okay.

she nodded i kissed he s mall lips and went out i went downstairs Ntando was watching t.v.

me : baby

she didn't even look at me she focused on the tv.

me : Ntando stop behaving like you're the only child in this house a m trying to make the situaton fair
but you make it see m like a m choosing sides.

her : but ma ma it's my hair'band.

me : right now sweetheart it doesn't mater look for the other so that both of you guys get your
hair'bands.

her : but it's mine

me : right now you're being selfsh.

her : a m sorry ma ma.

me : go apologise to Oyi for being mad.

she nodded and ran up i went to the kitchen and started cooking... Dealing with two kids alone is gonna
be harder than i i magined..

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× Lubabalo ×

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It's been two weeks since I've been awake and a m in a mental hospital, my fa mily knows but non of
the m has co me to visit me. I hate my life , i regret everything and I wish i have done beter, Well i s m a
tripple I can't walk a wheelchair is my life fro m no one, I hope Ovayo is enjoying life I hope my kids are
well , there is nothing in this world i would love to see one more t me than Ovayo and my kids, A m a bad
father i know but i love my babies more than anything in this world, i haven't fully adjusted here, but I've
accepted that fro m now on my life is here, I a m not ready for the outside world a m sure everyone hates
me and i don't bla me the m...

I was lying in bed thinking about everything when my fuck nurse got in.

me : a m not in the mood.

her : oh co me on its been 2 days .

me : get out

her : stop fghtng it i know you want me.

she rubbed my dick and kept stroking it.

Me : I SAID FUCKEN GET OUT!!!

She ju mped looking scared.

me : i hate repeatng myself.

her : s..oo..rry..

she ran out scared , i hufed and closed my eyes trying to think, I haveto get out of here, I have to fx
things my kids can't grow up knowing their father as an abuser, Ovayo hates me i can't change that, but
my kids can't hate me...

^ Kwanda ^♡♡

He is slowly but surely pulling away fro m me and i can't do anything about it, I thought maybe my
pregnancy would make hi m fall in love with me but he is falling for Ovayo how i hate her, she ruined my
life everything was going well but when we ca me back Ovayo just had to be in the picture, just because
her marriage didn't work out she is ruining mine, i have to persuade Banzi to marry me that's the only
way we'll be together .

it's 06 :56p m he's stll not at ho me, I swear if he is eith Ovayo a m gonna kill her myself.
Banzi : hey

me : m m m m

he put his bag on top of the bed and went inside the bathroo m, curiosity got the beter of me , i opened
his bag and looked for his phone i found it and opened it luckily he didn't change the password.

"what are you doingg"

i froze and looked at hi m, he looked so chilled that it scared me.

hi m : I asked a queston Kwanda.

me : i..i..was j.ust..checking the t me..yeah t me.

hi m : you know, your startng to irritate me with your insecurites .

me : a m not insecure i know you'd never cheat on me.

hi m : then stop accusing me and snooping around if i wanted to leave you Kwanda i would have done so,
i respect you so much to make you feel less of a wo men.

me(crying) : but you don't love me.

hi m : oh god! Kwanda a m not gonna argue with you a m so tred and so hungry to be fghtng you're the
mother of my kids for god's sake i love you.

me : you don't care for me Banzi , we haven't had sex eversince we got here or are you having it
so mewhere is Ovayo giving it to you!!g

his jaws tghtened as anger was writen in his face.

hi m : let me go before i do so mething I'll regret.

me : leave Banzi leave go to her vele you're running to her leave marn da m mit!!!

I shouted he didn't even bother to stay he just took his phone and car keys then went out i layed in bed
crying, what can i do to make hi m stay, I know he is cheatng i just know it!.

^ Brian ^¤¤¤

^
Jst afer co ming out of the shower the bell rang downstairs, i wrapped a towel around my waist and
wore my push'ins and went downstairs drying my hair with a towel i went and opened Andiswa stood
there drooling over my wet body.

me :(clear throat )

her : ah m...can i co me ing

me : sure

i made way for her she ca me in i led her to the lounge.

me : make yourself at ho me, a m co ming.

She nodded , i ran upstairs and dried myself then wore a black trackpant and a white sli m vest with
pushins, i messed my hair and went downstairs .

me : i thought i said make yourself at ho me.

her : a m okay thanks.

me : what can i do for youg

i sat down and looked at her .

her : i ca me to apologise

me : forg

her : for leaving our baby

me : when you look at this situaton, are you the one who's supposed to apologise to meg

her : yeah

me : well a m also sorry, sorry that i lef , sorry that i denied the baby, sorry for hurtng you and breaking
your heart, a m so sorry.

tears ca me out of her eyes, i so badly wanted to hug her tght and tell her "it's okay" i really love her, i
stll do, but being with her will cause her heartache and pain again and i can not live with that.

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it was at night the t me was past 10p m i just fnished with my work i tdy up the twins toys as i was
packing the m in the toy box the doorbell rang followed by a bang.
me : WTF!!!
bang bang!! the banging contnued i rang to the door and opened Banzi just atacked me with a kiss i
tried fghtng hi m but he was too strong i ended up meltng up to hi m i responded to the kiss he lifed
me i wrapped my legs around his waist his other hand was holding while his other locked the door, he
went up the stairs not breaking the kiss we entered my roo m he pinned me against the wall i moaned.
hi m : your moans are driving me crazy.
he took of my top and kissed my neck going down to my boobes i held his head moaning sofly my legs
went weak he took of his tee my hands went to his abs his hand made its way down to my pussy he
pushed my thong aside and played with my clit.

me : aahh!aahh

i moaned sofly while brushing my back against the wall. unexpectedly he pushed to the bed i laid and
watched he took of his trousers and boxers i was a mazed by his big dick fear started kicking in i haven't
had sex since you know when. He cli mbed in bed and pulled my pants down he started wet kissing my
sto mach and went down taking my underwear by his teeth my legs started shivering he went to my
pussy and mufed me soo good he licked , played and ni mbled with my clit i moaned loud as i felt my
juices building up i held his head i felt my juices co ming out he licked me and ca me to my lips.

hi m : you taste good

i blushed and hid my face with my hands he pecked my nose , i felt his big dick touching my thigh i got
scared and i started having fash backs....

Luba was ontop of me banging and penestratng deeper i cried outloud but my cries fell in deaf ears, he
was groaning and pleasuring hi mself while i felt nothing but pain , at the door there stood Ntando with
tears on her face calling out my na me i hear her but can't reach out to her she tries to reach out to me
but it's like she can't move....

Banzi.

She was sweatng busy tossing and turning her eyes were shut closed , i don't know what's going on, i
shook her and called out her na me.

me : Ovayo! Ovayo!

she ju mped up and screa med.

her : Ntando!!!

i looked at her worried tears ca me out her eyes i held her close she broke down in my ar ms.

me : sshhh shh please don't cry a m here

her : i..i. i saw hi m

me : what are you talking aboutg

her : i was having fash backs of Lubabalo hurtng me and Ntando trying to reach out to me but she
couldn't .

i got worried and held her head on my chest her hand was awkwardly on my dick da mn a m horny as
fuck.

her : a m sorry

me : no a m sorry i shouldn't have taken advantage of you

her : no you didn't take advantage of me i would have stopped you if i wanted to.

me : so you didn't want to g

i kissed her forehead she giggled

her : no

she kissed me and laid down she opened her legs for me god what is this wo men doing to meg i don't
want it to be like a m taking advantage of her I know she is doing this so she can try and forget about the
past i can't do that i can't sex her out of her thoughts.

Ovayo...

What's going on with meg I want to forget but i can't . I pushed Banzi in he inserted hi mself fully in me i
gasp as i felt hi m deep inside me i closed my eyes a tear fell.

Banzi : open your eyes

i shook my head

hi m : please

i opened the m we made eye contact he penestrated deeper but slowly i moaned digging my nails on his
back , we made love slow and passionate. i moaned loudly i felt my juices co me out he released afer me
and pulled hi mself out i breathed loudly he disappeared to the bathroo m and ca me back with a war m
towel he wiped me with it i was looking at hi m.

hi m : talk

me : i have nothing to say

hi m : having any regretsg

me : no , are youg

hi m : no but i do feel bad

i hufed
 me : Kwandag

hi m : no..yes i don't know when a m with hee i feel like a m betraying you but when a m with you i can't
help but feel bad that i a m not with her.

me : do you love her or just feeling sorry for herg

hi m : a m not sure about the feeling sorry part but i know i love you.

i kissed his nose and lif his head then kissed his lips.

hi m : wanna go for another roundg

he gave me a naughty side s mile.

me : no a m stll sore you're dick's big

he laughed and carried me inside the covers.

hi m : lets sleep...

we laid in bed my head waa on his chest i couldn't sleep.

me : stll awakeg

hi m : yeah

me : i can't sleep

hi m : me too

i drew circles on his chest he played with my hair.

me : i feel bad

hi m : whyg

me : you're in a relatonship with Kwanda you have a fa mily but you're here with me.

hi m : Ovayo i love you a m here because i love you and you only

me : but i hurt you i chose so meone over you.

hi m : a m over that it doesn't mater any more my love maters our love maters Ovayo i know you love
me too.

me : i do but...

he cut me

hi m : but nothing.

i raised my head and looked at hi m.

me : i think you should go

hi m : whyg

me : a m sure Kwanda is worried sick she shouldn't be stressed it might har m the baby go ho me Banzi go
to your fa mily.

i wiped my tear he looked at me with teary eyes.

hi m : again , are you giving up on us again seriously Ovayog

me : please just go i don't wanna cause a rif between you and Kwanda

hi m : ok i understand

he stood up and wore his clothes , he looked at me for so met me then he went out , i quickly spred out
of bed and rushed downstairs he was already gone i locked the door and went back to my roo m i got
into the shower and cried my eyes out scrabbing myself untl i turned pink i slid down the shower wall
and cried.

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the following day i was woken up by so meone shaking me .

Ntando : ma ma wake ! ma ma

me : Ntando no marn

Oyi : but mo m my we gonna be late

me : you guys are not going to school

Oyi : yeeey!

Ntando : Ovayo wake up

i woke up and sat up straight they were already in their unifor m.

me : Ntando i don't re me mber being Ovayo to you

her : sorry mo m can you please wake up i wanna go to school

me : ok how about you guys take a day of and co me with me to the hospital

Oyi : yeey we gonna see aunty Za mie

she ju mped up and down i laughed Ntando looked at her and rolled her eyes.

me : Ntando g

her : okay

me : ok let me go shower

they lef my roo m i got up my head was sore and heavy fro m all the crying lastnight my eyes were also
heavy i took a shower and wore my peach ofshoulder dress it was just a litle bit over my knees it was a
body hugging dress , I wore a black pencil hill and fxed my make up and weave then wore accessories
and fxed everything then took my bags and went downstairs , i was just not myself my soul was down
 my heart was shatered just by thinking about lastnight tears flled my eyes i quickly wiped the m and
went to the lounge the kids were watching tv Oyi was wearing a black tght , blue minnie mouse top and
pink sandles , Ntando was wearing a black tght , black plain top and black snickers her hair was ted into
a ponytail while Oyi's was hanging .

me : let's go guys

the m : ok

they got up we went out i locked we got in my i8 i drove to work i was a litle late we got to the
recepton everyone was on my kids co mple mentng the m saying they're look so much like me Dr Mali
couldn't get enough of the m even patents it was really a busy day i was in my ofce working they were
playing at the mat while eatng cake , so meone knocked at the door i was shocked to see Banzi .

hi m: hey can we talk

me : ah m..he..hey Banzi not now sorry a m busy

hi m : it's just gonna take a minute

he sat down and stared at me i was really unco mfortable saved by Oyi whining

Oyi : mo m my my sto mach is sore

me : Oyintando i told you not eat too much sweets you never listen sleep it will go away.

she started crying i sighed and stood up i picked her up and sat at the couch she was sitng on my lap i
was brushing her tu m my

me : sorry okay it will be fne baby

her : mo m my it's aweee

Banzi stood up and knelt infront of us .

hi m : do you want medicatong

Oyi shook her head she hates medicine .

me : she hates it leave it Banzi it's my child i will manage her

Banzi : i was only trying to help

me : well you're not helping Lubanzi just leave it

he totally ignored me and took Oyi

me : give me my baby Lubanzi

hi m : you're so stubborn

he took Ntando's hand and went out with both of the m i screa med in frustraton and banged my head at
the table. a while later he got in with sleeping Oyi she had a sweet in her hands i stood up and took her.

me : she was co mplaining about a sore tu m my just now but you're giving her sweets.
hi m : loosen up she's a baby

me : don't tell me to loosen up Banzi don't fucken tell me that!

her : you're gonna wake her up

he said so cal m while i was fu ming with anger

me : where's Ntandog

hi m : my ofce

me : nxa

i laid Oyi on the couch and covered her with a feece she was sleeping so peaceful i pecked her pouted
lips and turned to look at Banzi he got closer and snaked his hand around my waist and pulled me to hi m
, i stared at his eyes , i only realise now how beautful and sexy his eyes are , i felt a tngling sensaton
down there my eyes went to his lips he licked the m seductvely .

hi m : let me go get Ntando

he said softy his breath on my face it s melt like mint i snapped out of it.

me : ye..ah m..yes

i cleared my throat and backed away going behind my desk.

hi m : ok

he opened. the door Za mi was standing there about to knock she giggled i stood up and fxed myself.

banzi : hey Za mi

her : boss

he went out Za mi ca me in and gave me a naughty s mile.

me : it's nothing

her : oh hell no start talking

me : the kids are here

i said trying to change the subject and it worked she went over to Oyi and pecked her lips .

her : my baby mpetuna

i giggled

her : where's Ntandog

me : aaa...

how a m i gonna tell her she's with Banzi because she's gonna think so mething is going her mind just
thinks stupid things.
her : where's sheg

before i could answer thr door opened Banzi got in with Ntando in his ar ms Ntando hates being carried
she says it makes her feel s mall .

Her : mo m my i like Banzi!

she said laughing

Banzi : then why are you laughing g

Ntando : because you told me u should say i li...

before she could contnue Banzi covered her mouth Za mie laughed.

me : Ntando aren't you hungry, Banzi leave her now

he re moved his hand Ntando laughed

hi m : your mo m's so jealous Ntando

Ntando : no she's not

Banzi : she is

Ntando frowned and laid her head on Banzi's shoulder with her ar ms folded.

Banzi : you're madg

Ntando : no a m upset

hi m : whyg

her : you said mo m's jealous no she's not right mo mg

me : yes baby co me

i took her and put her down she went to Za mi and hugged her.

her : aunty Za mie

Za mi : a m not talking to you

Ntando : whyg

Za mi : you gave me zero atenton

Ntando laughed and kissed her cheek i s miled looking at her i never saw her this free and happy just
being a child and playing around i was happy seeing her happy she can't be a sad child she just cannot . i
felt Banzi's eyes piercing through my skin i tried to ignore hi m but i couldnt i just sto mped out tears
blinding my sight i bu mped into a hard chest i was looking down trying to wipe my tears .

me : a m sorry

so meone : it's okay are you okay

his voice sounded so bold and manly his scent blocked my nostrils he s melt really good i took a chance
and looked up and just stared at hi m. he cleared his throat.

me : a m sorry..ah..a m okay

i wiped my tears he helped me a s mile appeared on his face i also s miled.

hi m : a beautful lady like you don't deserve tears

my cheeks turned pink fro m blushing i re me mbered we are at the hospital i looked around everyone
was looking at us including Banzi anger and hurt was writen in his face but anger overpowered his
e motons he turned and lef afer giving me an disappointed look i looked down more tears fell that guy
raised my face he had had the biggest yet pityful s mile i s miled back.

hi m : Zakhele Ntlangu

me : Ovayo Mkhitha

hi m : you're beautful

i blushed and looked down my s mile quickly disapeared as Banzi ca me into my mind his face full of
disappoint ment can't get out of my mind , i love hi m , i want hi m , i need hi m , i want hi m and a m
craving for his touch .

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it's been two weeks me and Zakhele we ofcially datng Za mi doesn't like hi m i do so hell to what she
thinks , Banzi is a regular in my house cause the twins love hi m especially Ntando so met me she doea
not sleep without talking to hi m .

i was sleeping peacefully my phone disturbed me it was Zakhele i answered .

me : heyy

hi m : hey did i wake you upg

me : yes but it's okay

hi m : co me open a m at the door

me : co ming.

i ju mped of the bed and wore my morning shoes along with my gown and went downstairs and opened
the door he s miled and pecked my lips i giggled .

me : hey handso me

hi m : hello beautful

he kissed me again we kissed for so met me i pulled out.

me : co me in

i made space for hi m he ca me in and pulled me to hi m .

hi m : i missed you

me : missed you more

i kissed hi m he kissed me back and pulled me untl no space was lef inbetween us the kiss was slow and
passionate it got me feeling horny , me and Zakes have been datng for a week now we haven't slept
with each other .

"Mo m my "

i quickly pushed Zakes and looked at Ntando .

me : babe

her : i want uncle B

i looked at Zakes he was pissed , Ntando hates Zakhele but she loves Banzi and that pisses hi m of .

me : it's early baby he's stll sleeping

her : no he's not

me : did you speak to hi mg

her : no

me : how do you know he's not sleepingg

her : but mo m my

me : nothing Banzi is sleeping

she groaned and ran going to her roo m i tried to go to her Zakes held me .

hi m : let her be babes

me : but...

he cut me with a kiss and pulled out .

hi m : just go shower a m taking you out

me : what about the kidsg

hi m : you'll call their nanny

me : ok

i kissed hi m one more t me and went up , i took a shower and wore a black knee length dress it fted me
perfectly revealing my body and a red nude hill with a dia mond necklace and gold earings . i let my
weave loose i had a blond Peruvian weave , i made my make up and looked really appetzing i took mu
clutch and went downstairs Zakes was drinking water typing on his phone i cleared my throat he looked
at me shocked the glass fell i giggled .

hi m : uh m sorry..ah..

he swallowed really hard i laughed

me : clean up broken glass Zakhele

hi m : da mn change of plans let's go to my place

i giggled

me : no let me phone the nanny

hi m : baby please..

me : no Zakes

i took my phone a md dialled the nanny Zakes cleaned up the broken glass he opened the door Banzi was
about to knock as soon as he saw me his jaws dropped Zakes beca me angry but contained hi mself.

Banzi : Ovayo you..you look beautful

me : thanks

he s miled and stared at me for a long t me Zakes cleared his throat .

hi m : we were going out

Banzi : i ca me to see the twins

me : they're sleeping

"Uncle B!!"

shouted Oyi co ming down the stairs running

me : Oyi don't run!

Banzi chuckled and met her halfway he picked her up and span her around she was laughing Zakes
pylled me outside .

me : Zakhele wait

hi m : whatg i can't fucken watch your kids playing father with that dude okay

me : but i can't leave hi m in my house

hi m : well you're gonna

me : you're not gonna dictate my life Zakhele

he sighed

hi m : okay a m sorry babe it's just tha...

i just lef hi m there and went towards his car he opened i got in the pasangers sit and sat the silently , he
started the car and drove of his hand went to my thigh i re moved it .

hi m : okay a m sorry

i ignored hi m

hi m : babe please
 me : it's okay Zakes

hi m : i know it's not oKay

me : it is really

i s miled at hi m he returned it , we arrived at a beautful restaurant he got out of the car and ca me to my
side and opened the door i got out he pecked my lips .

hi m : you look breath taking

i s miled and kissed his cheek.

me : thanks

he closed the door and took my hand in his we went inside itvwas soo classy and beautful we found a
table and called waiter we placed our orders the order ca me we ate while conversing afer eatng he
took me to spend so met me with hi m at his house , it was big and beautful we got inside he led me to
the lounge then he went to the kitchen ans ca me back with a botle of wine and two glasses .

me : nice house

hi m : thanks

me : what do you do againg

hi m : a m a CEO in my dad's co mpany but a m working on startng my own

me : wow

he sat down and poured the wine for both of us i sat down next to hi m .

hi m : i love you i thought i liked you but now i know i love you

i looked at hi m he gave me a glass of wine i didn't know what to say i took a sip he ca me close and took
the glass fro m me and put it on top of the table.

me : Zak...

hi m : sshhh

he ca me closer our lips touched we kissed slowly then he laid me down and got ontop of me he started
breathing heavily and kissing me with hunger i tried pushing hi m of he took my hands and pinned the m
over my head and kissed my neck i felt tears running down my cheeks this mo ment brought back
me mories i felt weak his hand went down to my cake and rubbed on it i tensed up he notced but
contnued he slid my panty down and opened my legs i closed the m tre mbling he looked at me and
kissed my tears .

hi m : i won't hurt you i love you

i wanted to believe he wouldn't hurt me but i couldn't i felt his shaf entering me i gasped moved back
he brought me closer to hi m and kissed me i had this big lu mp in my throat my legs we tre mbling tears
we doing their job . his touch didn't do things to me like when Banzi touches me , his kisses didn't make
 me feel buterfies in my sto mach like how Banzi does his voice didn't make me weak like Banzi's voice
does, i don't know but i feel nothing for this man now i regret all of this i regret co ming here i regret
allowing hi m to have sex with me .

hi m : hey did i do so mething wrongg

he asked while i was fxing myself i ignored hi m and took my bag .

hi m : Ovayo

stll i said nothing, i stood up and went towards the door .

hi m : Ovayo please i wanna know if i did so mething wrong did i hurt youg

i faked a s mile and shook my head .

me : a m tred i just wanna go

hi m : ok let me take you ho me

i nodded he took hos car keys we went out . on the way no one was talking to one another itvwas
already dark he would look at me and look back on the road , we arrived i wanyed to get out he held my
hand .

hi m : i love you

i nodded and went out Banzi's car was stll outside i went inside the house he was co ming down the
stairs i had this big lu mp in my throat i wanted to cry so bad.

Banzi : i just put the kids to sleep

i nodded and walked past hi m he held my ar m.

hi m : are you okay

i gave hi m a fake s mile and nodded

hi m : i know you Ovayo please talk to me did he hurt youg

i didn't know what to say i just broke down he held me in his ar ms i cried painfully we sat down in the
stairs he was co mfortng me .

me : i feel so dirty , i feel so cheap Banzi

hi m : did you sleep with hi m g

i pulled away fro m hi m and looked down i could sense hi m getng angry .

me : a m sorry i...

he cut me and stood up

me : Banzi
hi m : i don't know what to say i expected more fro m you Ovayo i guess expectng you to act like a
matured wo men is expectng a lot .

we down the stairs and took hos car keys on top of the table and went towards the door .

me : Lubanzi!

he turned and looked at me with red eyes .

me : a m sorry

hi m : it's okay , Oyi was not feeling well i took her to the hospital i tried to call you but your phone was
of.

me : is she okay g

hi m : yeah

me : thanks

hi m : it's okay bye

he opened the door and went out i wiped my tears and got up and went to check on the girls they were
sleeping i didn't wanna disturb the m i went yo my roo m and took a shower i scrubbed myself hard
thinking about today's event crying i hate that a m soo weak i scrubbed myself tll i bled i got out of the
shower and wore my pj's my whole body was pink i got under covers and slept crying .

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I was stll buried in work and hunger was playing tricks with me , i heard the door opening and closing
roughly i lif up my head he ca me closer .

me : what are you doing hereg

Zakes : babe i can't live knowing you're angry at me and you aren't even taking my calls

me : i lost my phone now get out Zakhele!

hi m : i won't get out Ovayo untl you tell me what did i do wrong that night

me : nothing but please get out i a m busy

hi m : are you sleeping with that guy Banzi are youg

he was now angry his veins were about to pop i was now getng scared i stood up .
hi m : answer me Ovayo!! are you sleeping with hi m !g

me : No!!!

hi m : then why the fuck are you ignoring me!!g

he ca me close i backed away he kept co ming close untl i reached the wall , he ca me closer untl his body
reached mine .

me : please Zakes

hi m : i hate what your doing

me : a m not sleeping with hi m i swear babe

i was shivering my vision was blur with tears he snifed my neck i tensed up he held my waist and lifed
my legs i wrapped the m around his waist .

hi m : i love you so much babe i hate that you're avoiding me

me : a m not

hi m : sshh

he kissed me i kissed hi m back shivering the kiss got heated he unbutoned my jeans when he was about
to pull my jeans down i held his hands he pulled out and looked at me .

me : i can't

his face changed he looked pissed instantly , he put me down .

hi m : whatg it's not like you're a da mn virgin!

me : i started my periods today sorry

hi m : will you die if i fuck you in your periods g

he looked annoyed , i will not sleep with hi m I'd rather lie about periods .

me : Zakhele please proble m with you , you don't wanna listen

hi m : what's there to listen g

me : i tell you about my periods and you don't wanna listen

hi m : because i don't care about the m!!!

me : there's nothing to be angry about i don't know why you're getng angry

hi m : mx m fuck you!

me : Zakhele!

he ignored me and went out banging the door i sat down and sanked on my chair a m hungry and i can't
help it , stood up and went to the cafeteria i bought two sandwiches and a juice and went back to my
ofce , the rest of the day was tring i knocked of and went to fetch the kids Oyi wanted to go to
McDonald's so i took the m there , i went to order while they sat down i bought 4t burgers and juices i
bought coke for myself i went back to the m .

Oyi : mo m isn't that your friendg

i looked at where she was pointng it was Zakhele with a beautful chubby wo men they looked too cosy
the frst thing i notced was a ring on his fnger... great ! just great!! .

me : lets go ho me

Ntando : can we please get a mcfurry frstg

i nodded we packed our things i wasn't hurt or anything i was just mad at myself for datng a married
man not that it's a frst but stll he lied about it how conniving can Zakhele be . i bought the mcfurries he
saw me i looked at hi m for a while while he also looked at me when his wife turned and looked at me i
faked a s mile and waved Zakes waved back forcing a s mile , i quickly went out the kids got inside the car
when i was about to get in Zakes ca me out and held my hand .

me : let go of me!!

hi m : i want to explain

me : what's there to explain that you fucken lied to me or the fact that you're married how could you
Zakhele!!g

i was screa ming at hi m while tears ca me down my cheeks , i was mad so angry at myself cause i always
get stuck inbetween married man .

hi m : both , yes a m married sorry i lied but i love you

me : you can't love me you're married for God's sake! let go of me!!

i kept on trying to free my hand fro m hi m he let go i got inside the car and closed the door .

Zakes : you can't leave me Ovayo

hi m : Ovayo you won't break up with me i love you!

i drove away ignoring hi m he's crazy .

Kwanda♡♡

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Right now a m hatng Ovayo my marriage is falling apart before it even began , a m pregnant i have a
husband but i have to satsfy myself with dildos how insane is that!
Banzi : my parents are cco ming today

me : you know your parents hate me

hi m : are you in a relatonship with my parentsg

me : no

hi m : so is there a need for the m to like youg

me : a m their daughter in law

hi m : i don't have t me for this

he got up and disappeared to the kitchen .

hi m : are you going to fetch Bubu or. ..

me : a m tred

hi m : ok

he went upstairs and ca me back with his car keys the he went out great he lef his phone... i heard the
car driving out i took his phone and unlocked it the password was Bubu's date of birth , i went through
his what'sapp his chats with Ovayo prove everything he's cheatng on me with her he doesn't wanna
sleep with me because he's sleeping with her . nothing can describe the pain a m feeling in my heart
right now , i love Banzi and he doesn't love me he used to love me when we were away fro m everything
he loved me now we're back everything is back to squar one .I'll do anything to save my marriage and i
mean anything and Luba might be of great help , maybe i can fnd a way to bring hi m back cause a m
gonna need hi m .

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Right now a m debatng with mind whether to wake up or just sleep all day , I don't have the energy to
wake up but i had to the kids had to go to school my phone rang i took it "Zakhele " appeared on the
screen , i ignored it he called again i didn't answer he sent a message . " Hey babe i don't know why
you're ignoring me but please answer your phone " i just looked at it and put my phone aside i got up
and made my bed my phone beeped again i looked at it another message fro m Zakhele "I love you"
anger took over i just threw my phone against the wall frustrated , i made my bed and went to take a
shower afer i lotoned i wore a blue one buton jean and a white longsleeve vest i tucked it in and wore
a black cardigan i decided not to apply make up today i wanna be me the old me the Ovayo i knew , i
couldn't recognize myself any more i changed alot and i didn't like it one bit , i fxed my weave i should
pass by the salon to take it of and maybe wash my hair . i took my bags and went downstairs i put my
bags on the couch and went back upstairs to the kids roo m i knocked and peeked inside .
 me : morning

the m : morning mo m

me : hurry up i wanna be extra early

Ntando : whyg

me : i wanna pass by the salon frst hurry

the m : okay

i closed the door and went downstairs i made the m cereal and a protein shake for me they ca me down i
gave the m their bowls they ate while i went to put our bags in the car i went back inside they fnished .

me : go wait in the car while i wash the dishes

they ran out i quickly washed the bowls and went out i locked the house and went to the car i started
the engine and drove to school they hopped out i took a u-turn and went to the salon.

me : hey guys

i was too early they have not opened yet yes i was a regular here .

Tonny : Queen O looking ravishing as always

me : thanks T

Mbali : si mplicity suits you

me : thanks guy , i know a m early but please i need to take of this weave and wash my hair before work
and that it (i looked at my watch) 30 min fro m now .

Tonny : just because i like you I'll do it

me : i knew you would T .

I sat down Tonny started taking of my weave my hair really has grown he washed me afer he dried my
hair it was really long , my hair has always been an afro and right now it is a long and big afro i guess the
twins took the hair fro m me .

Hlalu : wow miss M you look blastng

Mbali : you look extravagant

Tonny : hey that's my line

we laughed i looked at my watch t me was really not on my side , npw the salon was open custo mers
started co ming in .

me : i have go get going bye guys

Tonny : i will wait for my phone to beep

me : and it will beep T

i laughed and walked out to my car i drove to work the mo ment i got in the stares i got were kinda
making me confdent about myself .

Mandy : Miss M wow wow wow!!

me : what g

her : you look wow your natural look is wow

me : thanks

i walked to my ofce and sat down i took a deep breath and turned my chair i heard the door opening
but i didn't turn .

Za mi : gossip has it that you got a knew look

me : news travel fast in this hospital

her : cu m mon i wanna see

i turned and looked at her she looked at me a mazed .

me : you like

her : i love it you look beautful babe

me : yeah and i feel beautful

her : look at you glowing

i blushed

me : oh cu m mo m

her : you're really glowing babe you're lighter even gaing more weight

me : i know what you're trying to say and no

her : a docter can't doctor herself so you know

me : i know but a m not pregnant geez

her : i didn't say you were a m just co mpli mentng

me : mx m

her : ok sorry

me : it's okay

we chated for a while then she went i atended patents it was quite a busy day i was tred like hell as i
was going through a patent's fle in my ofce Za mi got in with two take aways .

her : got t me for lunch g

me : i doubt it's so hectc .

her : cu m mon a m sure you can squeeze in a bite

me : yeah a m hungry anyways

she put the food on the table and opened the take aways the s mell just made my sto mach turn i felt like
vo mitng i got up and ran to the bathroo m holding my mouth . afer vo mitng i went back to my ofce
Za mi was eatng relaxing on the couch i stood at the door looking disgusted .

her : when has ever tripe made you vo mitg

me : since now it s mells bad

her : want me to check youg

me : a m not pregnant Za meka!

her : i didn't say you were , you're a docter for crying out loud you can't be that stupid!

me : get out

her : whatg

me : get out Za meka and take your stnking food with you get the fuck out!!

She looked at me while shaking her heard and got oyt with her food , i sat on my chair and buried myself
with work i was really hungry but didn't wanna say .

Banzi...

i know i have no right to be angry cause i also have Kwanda but i can't help it , the thought of her
sleeping with so meone else is just enough to make my blood boil . i was busy pacing up and down trying
to call Vayo but her phone was on voice mail i was getng worried why the fuck is she not answering the
phonegg

Kwanda : what's wrong g

i looked at her , her sto mach was huge now but not that much she ca me to me and hugged me while
unbutoning my shirt i held her hands.

her : whatg

me : a m not in the mood

her : Banzi you're always not in the mood a m pregnat Banzi i get horny eversince we got here you
haven't touched me !
 me : a m just not in the mood Kwanda

her : is Ovayo giving it to you that goodg

i got really irritated i know she's a wo men and she has need worse she is pregant she gets alot horny but
she just doesn't turn me on any more , eversince we got here i haven't had sex with her or even touched
her int mately . i stll can't get the picture of Ovayo having sex with another man out of my mind and
she's making it worse by switching her phone of .

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A month passed Zakes iz not in my life any more , afer all the nu merous begging and all i guess he fnally
got tred . Banzi is a regular even though we aren't on speaking ter ms he just sees the kids and go or he'll
call the m the cut the phone of afer speaking to the m . I've been getng pregancy signs fro m my body
but no sy mpto ms like no heavy eatng or morning sickness and so on i a m just gaining weight . I have
accepted that i a m pregnant but i haven't done a pregancy test a m scared of knowing how long it could
be Zakes or Banzi , ..

As i was busy cleaning around the house with only my black leggings and a oversized croptop , my
tu m my was visible but only a litle . The one thing i told myself is that i a m gonna enjoy this pregnancy
beter than the last one now that there is no Luba in my life . I don't know how i will tell Banzi but a m
thinking of not telling hi m hence a m not sure if it's his . My phone rang while i was stll cleaning , i picked
up s miling afer realising who it is .

Me : babe ka Andiswa

Dad : (laugh) uyaphapha

I laughed out loud holding my sto mach it was really funny .

Hi m : a m really getng beter

Me : a m against you on that one

Hi m : whatever
We laughed

Hi m : the Daniels are invitng us for dinner to morrow will you be free g

Me : uh m ...

Hi m : no uh m Ovayo we are going

Me : but dad ...

Hi m : what g Are not over that boy g

Me : i a m over Banzi dad its not that i might be busy .

Hi m : i know you will not be busy

Me : i cannot co me dad

Hi m : what will they say Ovayo g You will co me even if it takes dragging you while crying

Me : fne

He just cut the call i sighed and threw my phone on the couch and went to the kitchen and took a botle
of red wine, while u was about to open it i re me mbere i was pregnant and put it down again looking at it
.

Me : well i might not be even pregnant , i mean no docter or test co mfr med it .

I'll contnue

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I thought again , maybe i a m pregnant , i put my hands around my tu m my and felt it , it was a bit stf
and round i s miled thinking of a cute baby boy . Those two girls i have are messing with my head i need a
baby boy real bad . I found myself s miling at the thought of running around a chasing a baby boy .

" mo m we're back !! "

They both shouted at the sa me t me causing me to giggle , i even forgot they went out with Banzi .

Me : hey girls
I knelt down with one knee and hugged the m both i saw Banzi s miling . I stood up and kissed my angels .

Me : how was your day g

Ntando : great we had lots of fun

Oyi : uncle B took us shopping then ice skatng the m movies afer that we played at the park eatng ice
crea m then we rode bicycles around the park then we ate at mc'Dees .

Ntando : Oyi talks too much

We laughed i walked over to Banzi while the kids went downstairs .

Me : thanks for taking the m out they see m to have had a lot of fun

Hi m : yeah it was fun

Then silence i cleared my throat he cleared his .

Me : dinner at your house to morrow g

Hi m : yes , please co me

Me : i don't know

Hi m : if you are worried about Kwanda don't be

I looked down i don't know how to break it to hi m or should o wait g I mean i don't know i just guessed .

Hi m : Ovayo

Me : no a m not worried about her ( turned and walked away) i have no reason to

Hi m : please co me , mo m is looking forward to seeing you

Me : why g

I quickly looked at hi m shocked

Hi m : ( laugh ) relax she just wants to meet Andiswa's daughter

I released

Me : ok i'll co me

I s miled

Hi m : great see you then , tell the kids a m gone a m sure they are sleeping

Me : yes they must be tred i'll tell the m

He said goodbye and lef , a m just glad he didn't notce the tu m my cause it's ju mpy . I went to check on
the kids they were sleeping i tucked the m in and went down to contnue cleaning , i wonder what
to morrow holds .