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THEMBAHERSTORY byAsemahl

eMhl
ongo

Voi
ce:Youknowy
oumi
ghtaswel
ljustgoout
sideandbeonewi
tht
he
r
ain
Me:
I'
mjustadmi
ri
ngsur
elyt
her
e'snocr
imecomi
tt
edi
ndoi
ngso?
Voi
ce:*
laughi
ng*nobutst
ari
ngi
srudey
ouknowandI
'
m sur
emot
her
nat
urei
suncomf
ort
abl
eri
ghtnow
Me:
Ohshutup*
laughi
ngal
ong*
Thatbyt
hewayi
sThat
omyper
sonalassi
stant,Iwasst
ari
ngatt
he
r
ainout
sidet
hewi
ndowandIj
ustl
ovet
hewayi
thi
tthet
reesandt
he
gr
oundt
hesmel
lofr
ainbr
oughtj
oyi
ntomynose
Hi
m :Soy
ouhav
eameet
ingwi
thMrBhengui
nanhourhi
sdaught
er
wasav
ict
im.
..
.
Me:
Sur
viv
orThat
osur
viv
or
Hi
m :Sor
rySURVI
VOR*
rol
l
inghi
sey
es*ofr
ape,Iwi
l
lemai
lyoual
lhi
s
det
ail
sandhe'
scomi
ngt
otheof
fi
ce
Me:Okayt
heny
oucanhav
eyourl
unchbr
eak,wi
l
lthatbet
hel
ast
meet
ingt
oday?
Hi
m:Unf
ort
unat
ely.
..
Igav
ehi
m adeadst
are
Hi
m:I
'
mjustpl
ayi
ngt
hatwi
l
lbet
hel
astmeet
ingt
oday
Me:
Thankgoodnesst
hisdayhasbeenani
ght
mar
e
Hi
m:Hangi
nther
etopdog
Me:
Itol
dyout
ost
opcal
l
ingmet
hat
Hi
m:*
laughi
ng*t
opdog
Me:
That
oIwi
l
lhi
tyouwi
tht
hisst
apl
er
Her
unsoutmyof
fi
cel
aughi
ng,t
hisguyi
sreal
l
yacomedi
anIendup
l
aughi
ngt
hinki
ngabouthi
m cal
l
ingmet
opdogheal
way
sdoest
hat
.
Mynamei
sThembaZondiI
'
m 29y
ear
sol
dli
vi
ngi
nWest
vil
l
e,I
'
mfr
om
Empangeni.Ist
udi
edl
aw andI
'
m now aqual
i
fiedci
vi
llawy
erIowna
l
awf
ir
m,TZAt
tor
ney
s, l
ocat
edi
nDur
banNor
th.Ist
art
edmyl
awf
ir
m
j
ust2y
ear
sagoi
twasnoteasybutIwant
edi
tandIhadt
owor
khar
dI
wast
ir
edofwor
kingf
ort
hest
atesasmuchasIwaspassi
onat
eabout
l
awIal
soneededmoneyIhadt
okeepmyl
i
fer
unni
ng.Backathome
I
'
mthel
astbor
noft
hreeIhav
etwobr
other
stheel
destMz
othiandt
he
secondbor
nQhawebei
ngt
heonl
ygi
rlgr
owi
ngupwasex
haust
ingi
t'
s
st
il
lex
haust
ing.Mom andDaddi
edwhenIwasi
nPr
imar
yschoolmy
br
other
str
iedt
hei
rbestr
aisi
ngmeIr
ememberwhenIgotmyf
ir
st
per
iodMz
othinear
lyf
aint
edwhi
l
eQhawewasr
unni
ngar
oundl
i
kea
headl
esschi
ckenournei
ghborhel
pedmeandi
nst
ruct
edt
hem t
oget
mepads.Mzot
hiownsat
rucki
ngcompany,ZondiTr
ucki
ng,hehadt
o
st
artbui
l
dinghi
slegacy,hegotmar
ri
edt
ohi
shi
ghschoolsweet
hear
t
Nozi
phoweal
lcal
lherMaDl
ami
niasasi
gnofr
espectt
heyhav
efour
ki
dst
hreeboy
sandonegi
rlZamokuhl
e,
Let
hokuhl
e,
Let
hut
handoandt
he
gi
rlNobuhl
e.Qhawewel
lhe'
saneur
osur
geonandst
il
labachel
orso
l
i
neupl
adi
eshe'
sst
il
lav
ail
abl
elol.I
'
m sur
eyou'
rewonder
inghowwe
gott
hemoneyt
ost
udy,
Mom wasanur
seatapr
ivat
ehospi
tal
andDad
wasal
ect
ureratt
heUni
ver
sit
yofZul
uland,
theybot
hhadl
i
fei
nsur
ance
andMz
othiwasal
readyi
nUni
ver
sit
ybef
oret
heydi
edf
ort
unat
elyhegot
abur
sar
ytost
udyandhet
ookcar
eofourf
inances,wespentwi
sel
y
andweal
lhadt
owor
khar
dsot
hatwewoul
dnev
erhav
etost
ruggl
e.

Iwasst
il
lint
heof
fi
cewai
ti
ngf
orMrBhengu,That
osentmeal
lhi
s
det
ail
sandhe'
sfr
om KwaMashuhi
sdaught
erPhi
l
isi
wewasr
apedby
herhusbandhonest
lymyhear
tfel
tforbot
hoft
hem andIwasgoi
ngt
o
makesur
ethatIgetj
ust
icef
orher,
MrBhengui
sat
ruckdr
iverandhe'
s
daught
eri
smar
ri
edt
oat
axiowner.
Imagi
nebei
ngr
apedbyamany
ou
t
rust
edwi
thy
ourl
i
fe.That
o knockedont
hedoori
nter
rupt
ingmy
t
hought
s.
Hi
m:Uhm Mi
ssZondi
MrBhenguhasar
ri
ved
Me:
Lethi
min
That
owal
kedoutandcamebackaf
ew mi
nut
esl
aterwi
thami
ddl
e
agedmant
hatl
ookedabi
tli
keMor
ganFr
eeman,hel
ookedl
i
keawel
l
r
espect
ed man and hi
swal
khad powerand aut
hor
it
yitscr
eamed
r
espectmeandI
'
lldoj
ustt
hat.
That
o:Mi
ssZondi
her
ehei
s.MrBhengut
hisi
sMi
ssZondi
Me:Thanky
ouThat
opl
easebr
ingussomet
hingt
odr
ink,cof
fee
pr
efer
abl
y
That
o:Ri
ghtawayma'
am
Me:
MrBhengu
Ir
eachedoutmyhandf
orahandshake,weshookhands.Usual
l
yI
don'
tshakehandsespeci
all
ywi
thmenbutwi
thhi
m Ij
usthadt
o
Hi
m:MaZondi
it'
sapl
easur
etomeety
ou
Me:
Pleasur
eisal
lmi
nesi
rpl
easet
akeasi
t
WesatdownThat
ocamei
nwi
thourcof
feeandourmeet
ingst
art
ed
Me:
MrBhengupl
easet
ell
meabouty
ourcase
Hi
m :Mydaught
erPhi
l
isi
wei
smyonl
ychi
l
d,hermot
herdi
edwhenshe
wasbor
nandIhadt
orai
seheronmyownshedi
dn'
thav
eev
ery
thi
ng
gr
owi
ngupbutIt
ri
edt
opr
ovi
desheal
way
sdi
dwel
li
nschoolandshe'
d
al
way
spr
omi
semet
ogi
veusabet
terf
utur
e,abet
terhomeanda
bet
terl
i
febutt
henshef
elli
nlov
einUni
ver
sit
yaf
tert
hatshegot
pr
egnantt
oat
axiowner
'ssont
heyaskedf
orherhandi
nmar
ri
ageand
shewascer
tai
nshewant
edt
omar
ryhi
m andsoIappr
oveday
earl
ater
herhusband'
sfat
herdi
edandhehadt
otakeov
ert
hebusi
nesst
hat
's
whent
hingsst
art
edt
ochangeshewoul
dvi
sitmel
essandshewas
al
way
ssi
ckwhenev
erIi
nsi
stedoncomi
ngt
oheraf
ewmont
hswentby
webur
iedherchi
l
datt
hef
uner
alshewasdi
stanti
twasonl
yaweek
backwhenshecamehomei
ntheweehour
scr
yingandpai
ntedwi
th
bl
oodshet
oldmet
hatherhusbandhadbeenabusi
ngherandher
aped
herdayi
ndayout.Idon'
tknowwhathappenedt
omygr
andchi
l
dbutI
knowhehadsomet
hingt
odowi
thherdeadandI
'
m her
etoasky
out
o
pl
easehel
pmegetj
ust
icef
ormydaught
erandgr
andchi
l
d.

Byt
het
imehewasdonet
alki
ngmyv
isi
onwasbl
urr
ythet
ear
swer
e
comi
ngoutuncont
rol
l
abl
yhow canonedosucht
oanot
herhuman
bei
ng,Iwi
l
lfi
ghtf
ort
hesepeopl
eandf
orev
eryot
herwomant
hathas
beenabusedandr
aped.Ipul
l
edmysel
ftoget
herandquest
ionedhi
m,I
schedul
edanot
hermeet
ingwantt
oquest
ionhi
sdaught
er,t
oni
ghtI
'
m
wor
kingont
hiscaseandt
ankgahdt
hisdayi
sfi
nal
l
yov
erIdon'
tthi
nkI
woul
d'
vebeenabl
etogot
hroughanot
hermeet
ingaf
tert
heoneIhad
wi
thMrBhenguIpackedmyst
uffandwal
kedoutoft
heof
fi
ceal
ong
wi
thThat
oIgoti
ntomycarandandl
ookedatmysmal
lcompany"
I
needt
ofi
ndapar
tnerandIneedt
oexpand"It
houghtt
omy
sel
fbutt
hen
Ibr
ushedt
hepar
tner
shi
pthoughtof
fIj
ustneedt
oexpandmycompany
.Thedr
ivehomewasabi
tlongt
odayIguessIwasal
i
ttl
edi
str
act
ed,
I
wast
hinki
ngaboutexpandi
ngmycompanyandal
sot
hinki
ngaboutt
he
Bhengucasemyphoner
angi
nter
rupt
ingmyt
hought
sitwasconnect
ed
t
otheBl
uet
oot
hsoIanswer
ed

Me:
MissZondi
speaki
nghowcanIhel
pyou?
Voi
ce:
Geezsot
hat
'showgr
eety
ourf
avor
it
ebr
othernow?
Me:
UghmanQhaweI
'
m sor
rybr
oandbyt
hewayy
ou'
renotmyf
avor
it
e
Hi
m:Oucht
hathur
tsdudev
elenawey
ou'
renotmyf
avor
it
e
Me:
SoMzot
hii
syourf
avor
it
e*l
aughi
ng*?
Hi
m:Yeshaw*
laughi
ng*
Me:
What
ever
Hi
m:Jeal
ousy
Me:
Notev
en
Hi
m:Mxm sohowar
eyousi
swami
Me:
Uhm I
'
m goodst
handwasam j
usthadal
ongdayatwor
kyougood?
Hi
m :YeahI
'
m goodIj
ustcal
l
edt
ochecki
fyou'
rest
il
lbr
eat
hingphel
a
y
ouhav
en'
tcal
l
edusf
orawhi
l
enow
Me:
AiboIl
astcal
l
edy
ouandMzot
hil
astweek
Hi
m:Ai
bot
hat
'sal
ongt
ime
Me:
Ayey
eyej
ustadmi
tity
oumi
ssme
Hi
m:Okaymay
beal
i
ttl
ebi
t
Me:
Mxm l
i
stenbhut
iI'
l
lcal
lyouwhenIgethomeI
'
m st
il
ldr
ivi
ng
Hi
m :Hhaynoi
t'
sfi
neIhav
etogetbackt
owor
kvel
esowe'
l
lchat
t
omor
row
Me:
okayby
eIl
ovey
ou
Hi
m:l
ovey
out
oosi
s
Me:
Wher
e'st
he"
I"?
!
Hi
m:*
Laughi
ng*Il
ovey
ousi
s
Me:
Hawby
eby
e

Wehangupandf
inal
l
yIgethome,
Ithankgahdf
orMzot
hibecausei
fit
wasn'
tforhi
m Iwoul
dn'
thav
ebeenabl
etobuyt
hishousehest
udi
ed
usi
nghi
sbur
sar
yweal
lgobur
sar
iesl
eav
ingourpar
ent
s'i
nsur
ance
moneyunt
ouchedweonl
ygott
ousei
twhenwewer
edonewi
thour
st
udi
es,Iwassmar
tenought
osav
emoneyf
rom mysal
aryandbuya
houseMzot
hi'
sbusi
nesswasdoi
ngwel
landsohehel
pedmest
artmy
ownl
awf
ir
m .Iheadupst
air
sandt
akeal
onghotbubbl
ebat
htor
elax.
I
'
mjustgl
adi
t'
sFr
idaysonowaki
ngt
omor
rowandSundayIgetoutof
t
het
ubandwearmypy
jamasImakemywayt
otheki
tchenandImake
my
sel
fani
cesandwi
cht
henI
'
m of
ftobed.Iat
emysandwi
chl
ocked
mydoor
sandwentt
omyr
oom f
ir
stIat
tempt
edt
ocheckmyphonebut
Iwast
oot
ir
edsoIj
ustdeci
dedt
osl
eep.
*
BangBangBangBangBang*whodar
est
oawakenonef
rom t
hei
r
peacef
ulsl
eep,I
'
vebeent
ryi
ngt
oignor
etheknocki
ngbutcl
ear
ly
whoev
eri
tist
hey
'r
enotwi
l
li
ngt
ogi
veupunt
ilt
heybr
eakmydoorIdr
ag
my
sel
ftot
hedoorwi
thoutev
enchecki
ngwhatt
imei
tisbutIcanst
il
l
heart
her
ainpour
ingout
sidei
t'
sbeenr
aini
ngal
ldayi
t'
sapi
tyIcoul
dn'
t
enj
oyt
her
ain.Igett
othedoorandofcour
sei
fiti
sn'
tthequeenher
sel
f
.
Me:
Zinhl
ewhatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?Whatt
imei
sit?
Her:
Sisar
eyougonnal
etmei
norar
eyougonnai
nter
rogat
eme?
Ir
ollmyey
esandl
etheri
n,shemakesherwayt
oki
tchensheal
way
s
doest
hisIcl
oset
hedoorandl
ocki
tmaki
ngmywayt
otheki
tchent
he
gi
rli
shel
pingher
sel
fwi
thmysnacksnott
hatIcar
ebutsheshoul
dat
l
eastl
etmeof
ferhermysnacks.
Her:
Whydoesi
tlookl
i
key
ouwer
esl
eepi
ng?
Me:
That
'scozIwasZi
nhl
ewhatdoy
ouwant*
sul
ki
ng*
Her:
Iwanty
ougogetdr
essedwe'
regoi
ngout
Me:NowayZeeI
'
mti
redIhadal
ongdayI
'
m st
ayi
nghomeandI
'
m
sl
eepi
ng
Her:
Bat
hongThembaIwasn'
taski
ngy
ou
Me:
Nei
therwasI
Her:
Thembapl
ease
Me:
Zeenoatl
eastt
omor
rowke
Her:
FinebutI
'
m sl
eepi
ngher
e
Me:
Aibof
orwhat?
!
Her:
I'
mrunni
ngawayf
rom Mel
usi
Me:
Whathappenedt
hist
ime?
Her:
ArghmahnIdon'
twannat
alkaboutt
odaypl
ease
Me:YooohnowIdon'
twannaknow,i
t'
sal
way
ssomedr
amabet
ween
t
het
woofy
ou
Her:
Heal
way
swant
smoneyThemba
Me:
He'
syourbr
othernj
ena
Her:
HaysukaI
'
m notanat
m
Me:
yooohFami
l
ydr
ama
Wel
augh.IknowshewokemeupandIwasexhaust
edbutI
'
m gl
adshe
cameshe'
sal
way
sav
ibeshe'
sal
way
sbeenl
i
ket
his,wemeti
nhi
gh
schoolandwe'
vebeenf
ri
endssi
ncet
henwe'
ret
otalopposi
tebutwe
hav
eaf
ew t
hingsi
ncommonwe'
rebot
hst
rong,passi
onat
e,har
d
wor
kingandouri
nvest
igat
ionski
l
lsar
eof
fther
oofl
oli
fthat
'sev
enan
expr
essi
onbutt
hat
'show wear
e,she'
saj
our
nal
i
standI
'
m al
awy
er
t
hat
'
stheper
fectcombi
nat
ioni
fyouaskme.Zi
nhl
eMsi
mangoi
sfr
om
Ri
char
dsBaybutshemov
edt
oEmpangeni
inHi
ghschoolshe'
sthef
ir
st
bor
n oft
wo herbr
otherUy
abongwa i
s doi
ng hi
s second y
eari
n
Uni
ver
sit
yshe compl
ains t
hathe'
sfor
everaski
ng f
ormoneyt
hei
r
mot
herMaMbat
hai
sst
il
linRi
char
dsBayshev
isi
tst
hem i
nof
teni
n
Dur
bani
nEmpangeniZi
nhl
eusedt
oli
vewi
thherauntheraunthad
al
way
sbeenj
eal
ousofZi
nhl
eandhermom shemi
str
eat
edZi
nhl
ebutI
al
way
spushedhert
owor
khar
dIwoul
dof
tenaskhert
omov
einwi
th
mebutshewoul
dal
way
sref
usecl
aimi
ngt
hatshe'
dlosef
ocusbecause
ofmybr
otherQhawewel
lIcan'
tbl
amehermypar
ent
sgav
ebi
rt
hto
l
overboy
sMzot
hii
stal
l,dar
kandwel
lbui
l
thehast
hebodyofasoccer
pl
ayert
hel
adi
esl
ovedhi
m wel
ltheyst
il
ldohehasabear
dal
way
s
ni
cel
ytr
immedwi
thabr
ushcuti
fnotwav
est
hatmanknowshow t
o
l
ookaf
terhi
sbody.Qhaweont
heot
herhandl
ookedabi
tli
keDi
ggy
Si
mmonsf
rom t
heshow gr
owni
shbutj
ustabi
tdar
kandt
allhi
sface
al
way
sshav
edandsmoot
hhi
shai
rwel
lhehasal
way
sli
kedhi
sbr
ush
cutneat
lyt
ri
mmed,
mybr
other
sli
ter
all
ylookedl
i
ket
heywer
emoul
ded
wi
th gol
d asgi
rl
sin ournei
ghbor
hood woul
d say.Zi
nhl
ecoul
dn'
t
cont
rolher
sel
fwhenshewasnearQhaweIr
emembert
hisonet
ime
when shecamef
ora sl
eepov
eri
twasherf
ir
stt
imemeet
ing my
br
other
sshel
i
ter
all
ycoul
dn'
tspeakpoorgi
rlwasev
enshaki
ngQhawe
hadonl
ysai
d"Hi
"andt
hegi
rlmel
tedIt
ell
youIl
aughedsohar
dthi
nki
ng
abouthow r
idi
cul
ousshe l
ooked and how j
eal
ousshe'
d getwhen
Qhawebr
oughthi
sgi
rl
fr
iendt
ohi
sbackr
oom .Speaki
ngofwhi
chIneed
t
ocal
lQhawet
omor
rowIneedanot
hersi
steri
nlaw.

I
t'
smor
ningandZeei
snowsl
eepi
ngont
hef
loorIguessshef
ellof
fthe
bedi
nthemi
ddl
eoft
heni
ghtasol
dasshei
syest
hatst
il
lhappens
especi
all
ywhenshe'
sdr
unkIdon'
tev
enr
ememberhow manybot
tl
es
wehady
est
erdaybutt
hegl
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m:Fi
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m:Okayokayt
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Thanky
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Me:
Okayseey
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Her:
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omyhead
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I
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lthenwoul
dIdoi
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n?
Woul
dIdoi
tagai
n?
I
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heysai
dwoul
dgost
rai
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omyhead
Whatwoul
dtheysayi
nst
ead?

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'
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Her:
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Tal
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Aboutwhat?
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WhuuI
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cry
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sil
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4t
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!!
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Mybr
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Buti
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Mybr
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Iwi
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Mybr
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Mybr
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IknowwhatIneedt
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Okayl
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I
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..
.Hai
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meantal
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Ma'
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That
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Me:
Don'
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Howi
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I'
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wor
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Ouusoam I

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Me:

Hey

Hooh,
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Howcoul
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Br
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Howcoul
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Makemef
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Won'
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SoIcanunder
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I
fyoul
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Howcoul
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Howcoul
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Thr
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Howcoul
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Sayt
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Howcoul
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Justt
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Howcoul
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Howcoul
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Al
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Howcoul
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Howcoul
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Howcoul
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Somebodyt
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Howcoul
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Tel
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Hey

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Howcoul
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Howcoul
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Breakmyhear
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Howcoul
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youmademesohappy
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youmademef
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Won'
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Won'
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SoIcanunder
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SoIcanunder
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Thr
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Sayt
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ieandnoy
oudon'
tneedl
i
nger
ieonl
ytoent
ert
ainmeny
oucan

buyi
ttof
eelgoodabouty
our
sel
fwel
latl
eastIf
eelgoodaboutmy
sel
faf
ter

buy
ingi
t,j
ustwal
ki
ngar
oundi
nli
nger
iei
nmyhousemakesmef
eelcomf
ort
abl
e

wi
thmybodyIhav
elear
ntt
olov
emyl
i
ttl
ebodyIusedt
ohat
eitbei
ngt
eased

abouthowski
nnyIam r
eal
l
ydi
daf
fectmei
ttookmeal
ongt
imet
olookatmy

bodyandsay"
Gir
lyoul
ookhot
"butnowIt
ell
mysel
fev
ery
dayIdon'
tmeant
obr
ag

butanymanwoul
dbel
uckyt
ohav
eme.Gr
eatt
hel
i
ftIputmyphoneawayasI

wai
tfori
ttoopenIwashopi
ngi
twoul
dbeempt
ybutsomeguywal
ksouthe

f
reez
esf
orami
nut
ethenf
lashesasmi
l
ehehast
hiswei
rdl
ookonhi
sfacehe

gr
eet
s.

Hi
m:Hi
*wav
ingandsmi
l
ing*

Me:
Hi

Isaysl
owl
yandwal
kinsi
det
hel
i
fe"
Wei
rd"Iwhi
spert
omy
sel
fthel
i
ftgoesupt
o

Zi
nhl
e'
sfl
oort
hankgahdIwasal
oneIdon'
tli
kecompanyespeci
all
yint
ight

spacesIwal
kupt
oZi
nhl
e'
sdoort
her
e'snoi
sei
tsoundsl
i
kepeopl
efi
ght
ingonei
s

bangi
ngt
het
abl
eIhearpl
atesandgl
assbei
ngsmashedei
theront
hewal
loron

t
hef
loorIdon'
tknowIj
ustwal
kinIst
andbyt
hedoorIseebl
oodont
heki
tchen

f
loorIst
andi
ntheki
tchenandt
her
e'ssi
l
encet
hent
her
ear
esof
tsobsi
t'
ssounds
l
i
keZi
nhl
ebeggi
ng"
Pleasest
op"shesay
sthati
nthemi
ddl
eofhersobst
hose

wor
dscomeoutasawhi
sperI
'
m enr
agedIt
akeaki
tchenkni
feandwal
ktoher

bedr
oom f
rom t
heki
tchent
othebat
hroom t
her
e'sat
rai
lofbl
oodandhersobs

get
slouderi
nthebat
hroom

Hi
m:Si
ncey
oudon'
tknowhowt
orespectmeI
'
llt
eachy
ouhowt
orespectme

Her:
Please.
..

Icoul
dn'
tst
andi
tany
mor
eIopent
hebat
hroom doorhewasr
api
ngher,
shewas

onherst
omachcov
eredi
napoolofbl
oodhert
ear
swer
eont
het
il
esIi
nser
tthe

kni
feonhi
sbackhegr
oansi
npai
nIt
akei
toutandi
nser
titagai
nhi
sgr
oansgr
ow

l
ouder"
I'
llt
eachy
our
espect
"IsayasIgethi
m of
fofZi
nhl
eIst
abhi
sthi
ghsand

i
nser
tthekni
fer
epeat
edl
yonhi
slegsZi
nhl
eisst
il
lonherst
omachcr
yingIdr
ag

t
hisdogt
oherbedr
oom andl
ockt
hedoorIqui
ckl
ycal
lanambul
anceandr
unt
o

Zi
nhl
etear
sst
reami
ngdownmyf
ace

Me:
Zinhl
epl
easest
aywi
thmebr
eat
hest
handwasami
breat
hepl
ease

Shesmi
l
esandwhi
sper
s"Thanky
ouTee"

Me:
ShhhhhZi
nhl
ejustbr
eat
he

Il
ethergoandqui
ckl
yrunt
othecor
ri
dor

Me:
HELPSOMEONEPLEASEHELP!
!INEEDHELPPLEASE!
!

Iscr
eam asl
oudasIcanIbangpeopl
e'
sdoor
sforhel
p

Me:
SECURI
TY!
!.
..SECURI
TYPLEASEHELP!
!

Tear
sar
est
reami
ngdownmyf
acemychestf
eel
sti
ghtbutIhav
etogethel
pI

needt
osav
eZi
nhl
eIcan'
tl
oseZi
nhl
enei
ghbor
scomeoutandt
hesecur
it
ycomes

upr
unni
ng
Hi
m:Ma'
am whatseemst
obet
hepr
obl
em

Me:
Pleasehel
p..
.*
sobs*.
..Pl
easehel
pher

Oneoft
henei
ghbor
swascomf
ort
ingmeIwasont
hef
loorst
ruggl
i
ngt
obr
eat
he

t
err
if
iedsomanyquest
ionswer
egoi
ngt
hroughmyhead.Thesecur
it
ycameback

hel
ookedatmeandIl
osti
tIwentbackt
othebat
hroom andsatdownIput

Zi
nhl
e'
sheadonmyt
high

Me:
Whoi
she?

Her:He.
..He.
..hei
sthe.
..t
hedel
i
ver
yguy
..
.he.
.hehas.
..del
i
v..
.del
i
ver
edaf
ew

.
..t
hingsf
orme.
..bef
..
bef
ore

Me:
Howl
ong?

Her:
He.
..hef
ir
stmadeamov
ed.
..Ihi
thi
m wi
thsome.
..pl
atesandgl
asses.
..he

gotcl
oser.
..beatme.
..unt
ilIbl
ed.
..he.
..her
apedmei
nthe.
..ki
tchen.
..he

dr
aggedme.
..It
ri
edt
ogetup.
..Ismashedsomeofmyv
ases.
..onhi
m but.
..but

hegotenr
aged.
..her
apedmei
nthel
oun.
..
lounge.
..hehi
tmeagai
nanddr
agg.
..

anddr
aggedmet
othebat
hroom .
..It
ri
edTee.
..It
ri
edt
ost
ophi
m..
.It
ri
edt
o

pr
otectmy
..
.sel
fbutIcoul
dn'
t.
..If
ail
ed.
..Ibeggedbut.
..buthedi
dn'
tst
op.
..I

wantt
hepai
n..
.t
oend.
..

Me:I
'
m her
eokayshhhhhhI
'
m her
eZeeandev
ery
thi
ngi
sgonnabef
ineIpr
omi
se

y
ouj
usthangi
nther
eZeepl
ease

Her:
I..
.Il
o..
l
ovey
ouThemba

Me:
Zinhl
enoy
ou'
renotgonnadot
hatt
ome

WHERE'
STHEAMBULANCE?
!!
!!

Iscr
eamedmyhear
twasi
npai
nIf
eltl
i
ket
hewal
l
swer
ecl
osi
ngi
nonmebutI
hadt
ost
ayst
rongf
orZi
nhl
eIl
ookedupandpr
ayedIcoul
dn'
tlookatZi
nhl
eI

pr
ayedIwasdi
stur
bedbyt
hepar
amedi
cscomi
ngi
ntheyputZi
nhl
eont
he

st
ret
cherand exami
ned hert
he secur
it
yguar
d came t
o getme outoft
he

bat
hroom Iwal
kedouti
twasbuzzi
ngout
sidet
het
ear
scoul
dn'
tst
opcomi
nga

f
ew mi
nut
esl
aterapar
amedi
cwal
ked out,hi
sbodyl
anguagesol
ditof
fI

scr
eamedsol
oudt
hatIcoul
dn'
tbr
eat
heany
mor
ether
ewasahol
einmyst
omach

t
her
ewasahol
einmyhear
t"Br
eat
hebr
eat
he"t
hesecur
it
yguar
dsai
dIj
umpedup

anddownIr
anupanddownt
hecor
ri
dorIwentdownonmykneesandt
ri
edt
o

br
eat
hepr
oper
lybutIcoul
dn'
tIwasnow bar
efootmywestsweatpant
swer
e

cov
eredi
nbl
oodIwal
kedi
ntot
hebat
hroom Ihel
dmyst
omachIhuggedmy

f
ri
endf
rom t
hest
ret
cherIsqueezedherhopi
ngshewoul
dbr
eat
heIpr
ayedf
orher

t
osay"
ThembaIcan'
tbr
eat
he"Iwant
edt
oscr
eam butmyv
oicecoul
dn'
tcome

out

Me:
Pleasegi
vemeamomentwi
thher

Thepar
amedi
cswal
kedoutIl
ookedatherIcoul
dn'
tspeakIhadaheadacheanda

hugel
umponmyt
hroatIl
ostmymot
hermyf
atherandmybestf
ri
endal
lIhav
e

nowar
emybr
other
sI'
m 29butt
hepai
nIhav
einmyhear
tsay
sot
her
wise.It
ake

outmyphonet
ocal
lQhawei
tri
ngsheanswer
sont
het
hir
dri
ng

Hi
m:Iwasbegi
nni
ngt
othi
nky
oudon'
tl
ovemeany
mor
e

Me:
*inacal
mvoi
ce* Qhawe

Hi
m:Thembawhat
'swr
ong?

Me:
Zinhl
e..
.

Hi
m:TALK!
!!
Me:
Atherpl
ace.
..she'
sdead

Hi
m:Themba?
!WHAT?
!

Ihangupandst
arei
ntospaceIhav
enoener
gyt
oscr
eam j
ustt
ear
sfl
owi
ngdown

onmycheekst
heycov
erherbodyIdon'
tmov
eaf
ewmoment
slat
ert
heyt
akei
t

I
'
m st
il
lseat
edi
nthesameposi
ti
onIhearcommot
ionout
side

Voi
ce:
THEMBA!
!THEMBA

Me:
*si
l
ence*

Hi
m:Themba

Hewal
ksi
nsi
det
hebat
hroom I
'
m numbQhawehol
dsmebutIcan'
tcr
yany
mor
e

hehol
dmet
ight
erIl
etgoofmybodyhewhi
sper
s"Leti
toutsi
s"butIcan'
tI'
dtel
l

hi
m butIdon'
thav
etheener
gyIst
ayi
nhi
sar
msf
oranhourIr
ememberIl
ocked

t
hedogt
hatr
apedheri
nthebedr
oom IgetupQhawel
etsgoofmeIgr
abt
he

kni
feandkeyt
hatwasont
hef
loorIwal
ktot
hebedr
oom Il
ocki
tbef
oreQhawe

get
sinIl
ookathi
minhi
sey
es

Hi
m:Chay
ourf
ri
endt
ast
es.
..

Idi
dn'
tlethi
mfi
nishIi
ser
tedt
hekni
fei
ntohi
sst
omachIt
ooki
toutIi
nser
tedi
t

agai
nandagai
nandagai
nandagai
nbutIst
il
lwasn'
tsat
isf
iedhe'
l
lbedeadi
na

f
ewy
esbutIwasn'
tsat
isf
iedIwentt
otheki
tchen

Me:
Getout

Ev
ery
onel
ookedatme

Il
ookedatt
hem ,
Ilookedatt
hef
orensi
csquadt
hatwast
aki
ngpi
ctur
esandt
he

pol
i
ceof
fi
cer
sthatwer
equest
ioni
ngpeopl
e
Me:
Isai
dGETOUT!
!..
.OUT!
!

Theywer
efr
ight
enedQhawewal
kedupt
ome

Hi
m:Si
s

Me:
QhaweIsai
dGetOUT!
!NOW !
!

Oneof
fi
cercamet
omeIgr
abbedaki
tchenkni
fe

Me:
Isai
dGoGett
heHel
loutoft
hispl
ace

Her:
List
enYou'
regonnahav
e..
.

Me:
GETOUUUUUUUUUUT!
!!

Theyal
llef
tassoonasIst
art
edpoi
nti
ngt
heki
tchenkni
featev
ery
onei
ncl
udi
ng

mybr
otherIl
ockedt
hedoorIt
ookbl
ackpl
ast
icbagsf
rom herki
tchendr
awerI

wal
kedt
oherbedr
oom Iwentont
opofherwar
drobeandt
ookacar
petshe'
s

nev
erusedi
tbef
oreIwearherdi
shwashi
nggl
ovesIpul
lthatdogoutoft
hecl
oset

Igot
otheki
tchengr
abar
opedanddar
ktapeIl
aydownt
hecar
petandpl
acehi
m

ont
hecar
petIt
iehi
shandsandf
eetIcov
erhi
smout
hwi
thdar
ktapeIcov
erhi
s

upperbodyf
rom hi
sheadwi
thabl
ackpl
ast
icbagIputdar
ktapeov
ert
hepl
ast
icI

pl
aceanot
herpl
ast
icbagonhi
slowerbody
Iputdar
ktapeov
erhi
slowerbodyI

wr
aphi
m wi
tht
hecar
petIcal
lMi
chaelt
ogeti
ncont
actsomeonewhocanhel
p

mecar
ryhi
sbodyi
tri
ngsheanswer
sont
hesecondr
ing

Hi
m:Heywel
lthi
sisasur
pri
sehowar
e..
.

Me:
Ineedt
ogetr
idofabody

Hi
m:Thembay
oudon'
tsoundgood.
..

Me:
I'
minZi
nhl
e'
spl
acegetsomeoneov
er,
makesur
etheybr
ingabi
nbi
genough

t
oputsbodyi
nsi
de
Hi
m:Themb.
..

Ihangupandwai
tIgot
otheki
tchengr
ababot
tl
eofwi
neanddr
inkf
rom t
he

bot
tl
eIcl
osemyey
es"Pl
ease.
..Pl
easest
op"Ii
magi
neherscr
eami
ngIseeher

bl
oodont
hef
loorandt
ear
sst
reami
ngonherf
ace It
hinkaboutherl
astwor
ds"
I

l
ovey
ouThemba"shest
ruggl
edt
osay

Me:
Hermom ,
herbr
othermyLor
dwhatam Igoi
ngt
osayt
othem

Ther
e'saknockont
hedoorwel
lMi
chaelgotsomeonequi
ckIopent
hedoorand

Mi
chael
thedev
ilhi
msel
fisatt
hedoor

Hi
m:Icameasf
astasIcoul
dIgott
hebi
n

Hepushesi
tinhet
urnsont
hel
i
ghti
twasdar
kIdi
dn'
twantt
otur
nont
hel
i
ght
sI

qui
ckl
ytur
nthem of
f

Hi
m:Thembawhatt
hehel
lhappenedher
e?

Me:
Thebodyi
sint
hebedr
oom

Isaysi
ppi
ngwi
nef
rom t
hebot
tl
eandwal
ki
ngov
ert
othebedr
oom hef
oll
owsme

wi
tht
hebi
nweent
ert
hebedr
oom heswi
tchsont
hel
i
ghtIgi
vehi
m adeadst
are

hel
ooksshocked

Hi
m:Youdi
dthi
s?

Me: Ar
eyougonnahel
pmeornotMi
chael
?

Hi
m:Ofcour
set
hat
'swhatI
'
m her
efor

Me:
Greathel
pmeputhi
minsi
det
hebi
n

Wel
i
fthi
m upandputhi
minsi
det
hebi
nlucki
l
yhe'
snott
hatt
allsowe'
reabl
eto

cl
oset
hebi
nIputi
nZi
nhl
e'
sbeddi
ngi
nthebi
nwel
lofcour
senott
hebeddi
ngon

herbedIknowt
hepol
i
cewi
l
ltur
nthi
spl
acei
ntoacr
imescene
Me:
Nobodysawy
ougeti
nri
ght

Hi
m:Igoti
nfr
om t
heback

Me:
Good,
didy
oubr
ingt
hecar

Hi
m:NoIbr
oughtav
an

Me:
Per
fect

Wepusht
hebi
noutoft
hebui
l
dinganduset
hebackexi
tMi
chealpar
kedhi
svan

cl
osert
otheent
rancewecar
ryhi
sbodyi
ntot
hebackoft
hev
an

Me:
Key
spl
ease

Hi
m:Themba

Me:
Ineedy
out
ost
aybehi
ndf
ort
hisIcan'
ttr
ustany
one

Hegi
vesmehi
skey
sIgeti
ntot
hev
ananddr
iveoutt
oUmgeniRi
verIt
akehi
s

bodyoutandabedsheetIr
eapi
tlookf
orar
ockIt
iet
hesheetar
oundt
her
ock

t
het
hisman'
sbodyIpul
lther
ockt
owar
dst
her
iverwhenI
'
m nearIpusht
her
ock

i
tdr
agst
hebodyi
ntot
her
iverandi
tsi
nksIpr
ayandhopenobodyr
ecov
erst
his

bodyIgetbacki
nthecaranddr
ivebackt
oZi
nhl
e'
spl
aceIcal
lMi
chaelt
olethi
m

knowI
'
m onmywayback

Me:
HeyI
'
m dr
ivi
ngbackpl
easemakesur
ethebackent
rancei
scl
ear

Hi
m:Okaywher
ear
eyou?

Ihangupnobodyneedst
oknow wher
ethebodyi
sev
eni
fhewer
etogot
othe

pol
i
ceandr
epor
tmef
ormur
derhehasnoev
idenceagai
nstme,t
hepol
i
ceknow

whor
apedmyf
ri
endbutt
hey
'l
lnev
erf
indhi
mjai
lwasn'
tgoodenoughofa

puni
shmentf
orhi
m hewoul
d'
vegot
tenoutandr
apedagai
nsoIhadt
oki
l
lhi
m .I

gett
oWest
vil
l
eaf
teranhourand12mi
nut
esofdr
ivi
ngIf
eelnumbIst
il
lcan'
t
bel
i
eveshe'
sreal
l
ygoneIent
erZi
nhl
e'
sfl
atIpar
kthecaratt
hebackent
ranceI

getof
fthecarandf
indMi
chael
wai
ti
ngatt
hedoorf
orme.

Hi
m:Doy
ouhav
eanyi
deahowwor
ri
edIwas?Doy
our
eal
i
zewhatt
imei
tis?

Me:
NoandNo

Hi
m:I
t'
s01h35anddi
dyougot
owher
every
ouwentt
obar
efoot?

Il
ookdownandmyf
eetIr
eal
l
ydi
dn'
tnot
iceIwasbar
efootIl
ookedl
i
keaj
unki
e

mywhi
tewestsweat
pant
swer
enol
ongerwhi
tet
heywer
ecov
eredi
nbl
oodandi
n

di
rtmyhandsandf
eetwer
ewor
se.

Me:
Idi
dn'
tnot
ice

Hi
m :Nowwi
l
lyout
ellmewhathappened?Me:Her
ear
eyourkey
syoucango

homeI
'
m Nonj
abul
oiswor
ri
edsi
ckandThanky
ouf
ory
ourhel
p

Wi
tht
hatsai
dIwal
kedupt
hest
air
stoZi
nhl
e'
sapar
tmentIdi
dn'
tcl
eanany
thi
ngI

wentt
othebat
hroom andIsatdownIsatt
hesamewayIsatwhenherheadwas

onmyl
ap,
Iknowt
hisI
'
vebeenher
ebef
oreandi
t'
shar
dtol
eav
ethi
spl
aceoneof

t
hepeopl
ethathel
pedmeoutoft
hispl
acear
enowgoneIl
ayonmyst
omachand

st
areatherbl
oodIpl
aywi
thmyf
inger
sonherbl
oodt
het
ear
scomeoutIsi
l
ent
ly

cr
y.I
'
m awakenbymyphoner
ingi
ngi
t'
sst
il
ldar
kandI
'
m st
il
lont
hebat
hroom

f
loorIgetupandanswermyphone.

Me:
*si
l
ence*

Voi
ce:
Themba

Me:
*si
l
ence*

Hi
m:LookIwant
edt
oknowwhayIshoul
ddowi
tht
hecar
petandbeddi
ngy
oul
eft

her
e
Me:
*whi
sper
ing*Bur
nit

Hi
m:Thembay
ouhav
etot
alkt
ome.
..

Ihangupandst
arei
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m :Youknow y
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ate,
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how sexyt
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ibr
ates.
Me:Fi
nal
l
yyou'
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oucanf
orgetaboutmeev
erqui
tt
ing
l
aw
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m:Butbut
ter
cupy
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Ibl
ushandt
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Me:
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'
m al
mostdonewi
thbr
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ast
Hi
m:Imi
ssedy
ourcooki
ngy
azi
Me:
It'
sonl
ybr
eakf
astany
onecanacei
t
Hi
m:Any
onecanmakei
tbutI
'
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s
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m:Whydoesmyt
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ooksogoodony
ou?
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m wear
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l
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SoIwast
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ng.
..
Hi
m:UhOh
Il
augh
Me:
Whati
sthatsupposet
omean?
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m :Whenev
ery
out
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r
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ett
ed?
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m:Ar
eyouser
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'
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Hi
m :But
ter
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m :Ienj
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hismani
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m:Mmmhsowhatwer
eyou"
thi
nki
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?
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l
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Ican'
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'
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ser
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m:BabyI
'
m home
Iment
all
yrol
lmyey
esandf
akeasmi
l
e
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ou'
rehomeIwassowor
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st
ayi
nthesamehousebutIhav
en'
tseeny
oui
nsol
ongmyl
ove
Imi
ssedy
ousomuch
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m :St
handwasamiIknowi
t'
sjustt
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hist
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nhl
e
passi
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fect
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dn'
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elessaboutt
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wo
ski
nnyt
hings.
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Awkodwal
ovehowi
sshe?
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m :*
smi
l
ing*Babeshewokeupt
odayImeanshe'
ssmi
l
ing
andshe'
sal
lbet
terbabeIt
hankGodf
orgi
vi
ngusanot
her
chancewi
thher.
Me:
I'
m sogl
adshe'
sokaymyl
ove.
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l
yIdon'
tIj
ustwi
shshecoul
ddi
emay
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t'
l
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or
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unawayl
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inghi
m wi
th
t
hoset
hingshecal
l
schi
l
dren
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m:Yesl
ove,
wher
ear
etheki
ds?
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Theki
ds,
they
'r
euhm i
nthebacky
ardpl
ayi
ng.
Hi
m :Letmegot
othem Imi
ssedt
hem somuch,
fixmeadr
ink
andsomet
hingt
oeatpl
easel
ove
Me:
Sur
elov
e
Isayf
aki
ngasmi
l
e,ughI
'
mti
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i
vingt
hisl
i
fei
magi
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t
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thonemansi
ncehi
ghschoolI
'
m mi
ser
abl
ehonest
ly,I
needt
ogetoutofher
e.

Zwel
ethu

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tht
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hemor
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okeep
usi
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'
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ayi
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'
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'
m weakIsayt
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ustwantt
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hedaybutIsweari
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'
m conv
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ovei
tIj
ustl
ovehowcomf
ort
abl
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s
ar
ound me and hersi
ngi
ng my gahd herv
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at
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ion,hercooki
ngi
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ovet
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oundt
heki
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vei
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'
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'
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t.
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ce:
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smaki
ngy
ousmi
l
eli
ket
hat
Me:Youguy
sreal
l
yneedt
olear
ntoknockImeanwhati
fIwas
naked?
Hi
m:Whatdoy
ouhav
ethatIdon'
thav
e?
Me:
Aki
l
lerbody
Hi
m:Ist
il
lgotanawesomebutwhat
eversowhat
'
shername?
Me:
Themba
Hi
m:ThembaZondi
?
Hel
ooksatmeshocked,
Inar
rownyey
es
Me:
Youknowher?
Hi
m:Whodoesn'
tknowher?
Iment
all
yrol
lmyey
esandbl
ushal
i
ttl
e
Hi
m:Doessheev
enknowy
ouexi
st?
Me:Yazwenaofcour
sesheknowsIexi
stot
her
wise why
woul
dshebespendi
ngsomucht
imewi
thme?
Hel
ooksatmeshockedy
eti
mpr
essed,
hecl
apshi
shands.
Hi
m:Mom i
ssogonnal
ovet
his
Me:Woooahwai
tnow whywoul
dyouwantt
ogoandr
uin
t
hingsf
orme?
Hi
m:Whatdoy
oumean?
Heasksnar
rowi
nghi
sey
es
Me:Dudey
ouknowv
erywel
lthatt
omom nowomanwi
l
lev
er
begoodenoughf
ormeexceptf
ort
hosev
il
lagegi
rl
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i
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ual
l
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it
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ustshakemyheadand
pourmy
sel
fawhi
skey.
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m:Icani
magi
net
henui
sance
Me:Exact
ly,bhut
iIneedsomeonet
hatwi
l
lchal
l
engemeI
wantt
obeputi
nmypl
aceatt
imesIwantar
elat
ionshi
pnot
what
evermymom want
sforme.
Hi
m:Sohowar
eyougoi
ngt
odot
his?
Me:
Wel
lfi
rstThembahast
ofal
lforme
Hi
m:*
laughi
ng*y
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ou'
rest
il
li
nthef
ri
endzone
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eitImeanIwantt
obewi
tht
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womanf
ort
her
estofmyl
i
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'
m sur
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t
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m:Wel
lmybr
othergoodl
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tht
hat
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ThanksI
'
m gonnaneedi
t,sot
ell
mewhatbr
ingsy
ouher
e?
Hi
m:Icoul
dn'
tj
ustcomet
ocheckuponmybr
other?
Me:
Nev
er

Themba

UghmanIf
eelsosadImeanIwasj
ustenj
oyi
ngbei
ngwi
thMr
Chocol
atehhaymahnt
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omakemesmi
l
e,
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'
m dr
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l
eIneedt
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m wat
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butImeanI
'
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'
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etheyhav
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meant
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key
ouhat
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y
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rej
ustt
ryi
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teandI
'
m soci
ety,soci
etyi
sme
any
waysoIcombmyhai
rputonsomel
i
pgl
ossgr
abmycar
key
scel
lphoneandI
'
m out.IputonZi
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e'
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our
it
esongi
n
carandmakeav
ideowhi
l
edr
ivi
ng,
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ndagetwhyZi
nhl
elov
es
t
hissongImeanDav
ido'
smusi
cisf
ir
e.I
'
m si
ngi
ngal
ongand
danci
ng,I
'
m cel
ebr
ati
ngZi
nhl
eImi
sshersomuchi
fshewer
e
her
e she'
d be on t
he passengerseatt
wer
king l
i
ke herl
i
fe
dependsoni
t.
Me:Yeah
Moneyf
allony
ou
Bananaf
allony
ou
Pr
adaf
allony
ouoh
'
Cause,
I'
minl
ovewi
thy
ouoh,
eh
Moneyf
allony
ou
Bananaf
allony
ou
Papar
azzif
oll
owy
ou
'
Cause,
I'
minl
ovewi
thy
ouoh,
Yeah
Ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?
Tel
lmebaby
,ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?Yeah
Ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?
Tel
lmebaby
,ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?Yeah
Ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?
Tel
lmebaby
,ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?Yeah
Ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?
Tel
lmebaby
,ar
eyoudonet
alki
ng?Yeah
Idon'
twannabeapl
ayernomor
e,ahy
eah
Idon'
twannabeapl
ayernomor
e
'
Cause,
myguy
scal
lmeCr
ist
iano
Mr
.Ronal
do
OmoNi
ntendo
Pl
us,
myguy
scal
lmeCr
ist
iano
Mr
.Ronal
do
OmoNi
ntendo,
eh.
..
Igett
otheof
fi
cehappi
erImakeament
alnot
etopostt
hat
v
ideol
ater,
Iwal
kinandmygoodnessi
t'
ssoqui
etandsocal
m
Iwal
kpastt
her
ecept
ionandIswearmyr
ecept
ioni
sti
saboutt
o
popsheseesmyr
eact
ionandj
ustl
aughs.
Me:
Ghel
ingekear
eyousur
eit
'snott
wins?
Nqobi
l
e:*
sti
l
linst
it
ches*ohmygahdi
tfeel
sli
ket
winsbutI
swearI
'
mjust6mont
hs
Me:
Youl
ookl
i
keahi
ppo
I
mmedi
atel
yaf
tersay
ingt
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m:Noty
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Me: You'
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yleIwal
ktomybedr
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wal
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ying*Wher
ear
eyougoi
ng?
Me:I
'
m goi
ngt
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l
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ovemeZwe
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chestandI
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iew Ikeptpl
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Idon'
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Nozi
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plexed.
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eyouNozi
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l
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aint
ly,
Iknowi
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sgonnat
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ochangemybehav
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m:Fi
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l
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enr
emember.
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m:Howar
eyou?
Me:
Myheadi
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y
Hi
m:That
'
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ougetf
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ini
shi
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tl
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Me:
Ohmygahdngi
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Hi
m :*
laughi
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er
Me:
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thanky
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m:Any
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ory
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m:NoImadei
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Isi
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.
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m:Il
ovey
out
oo
Ichokeonmyj
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omysi
deoft
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l
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m.
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m:Ar
eyouokay?
Me:
Yes.Youl
ovemet
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m:YesIl
ovey
out
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Too?
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m:Uhm y
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ookdown,
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m:HeyI
'
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ovey
out
oo
Me:
Whatel
sedi
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m:Wel
lyouaskedmet
omakel
ovet
oyou
If
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m sosor
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m:Don'
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t
Me:
Youmustt
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'
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m :ThembaIt
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'
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oubef
ore
r
emember?
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emember
Hi
m:Imeanti
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om awoman
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,your
eci
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..
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m :Ohmysweeti
nnocentThembat
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l
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m :YesIwantt
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l
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thy
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ome?
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m :Iknewy
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Hi
m:Why?
Me:
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m:*
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ight
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ookdown.
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m:Wai
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ore
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m:Fuck,
doy
ougot
ochur
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Hi
m:I
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agewasaper
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ou
Me:
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ouZweee
Hi
m :You'
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oreorbeenf
uckedsoy
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l
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Me:
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ever
Hi
m:How'
sthehangov
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Me:
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m:Yesl
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Me:
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oumakel
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sey
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uuuck.
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m:Ar
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m:Babet
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gasm
Me:
Ilov
edi
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e
Hi
m:Yourwi
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m:But
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n
Me:
It'
sokay
Hi
m:Sowebot
hcamet
oni
ght
Me:
Ist
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egr
indi
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ikeapossessedman?
Hi
m:Yesmyl
ove
Me:
Thanky
ou
Hi
m:Not
hanky
ou
Me:
Canwegoagai
n?
Hi
m:I
sitnotpai
nful
?
Me:
Iti
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gasm
Hi
m:OkayBut
ter
cup.
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smet
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'
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ng
Me:
Cum i
nsi
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cum i
nsi
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ove
Hi
m:Fuuuuuuuuck!
!!
!
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Icol
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ooki
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e
.
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Ilov
eyou
Hi
m:*
blushi
ng*Ohmysayi
tagai
n
Me:
Ilov
eyou
Hepul
l
smecl
osert
ohi
m andhol
dsmet
ight
ly.
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m :Thanky
ouf
orgi
vi
ngy
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sel
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ome
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terappr
oachesmebutIspott
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ohi
m.
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m:Fi
nal
l
yyoudeci
det
oshowup
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I'
m notev
enl
ateman
Hi
m:IknowIj
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ly
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ong?Yousoundedst
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ert
hephone
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m:Mymangi
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Yourwi
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m:No
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m:Youar
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ew
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terandor
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heybr
ingourbeer
s
andt
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inki
ngbegi
ns.
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Sowhat
'
seat
ingy
ou?
Hi
m:Wai
tbr
othery
ou'
regl
owi
ng
Me:
Nev
ermendon'
tgl
ow
Hi
m:*
laughi
ng*y
ou'
regl
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ngwhat
'shername?
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dn'
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artt
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thy
ou
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m :*
clear
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'
m mar
ri
edandshehasf
eel
i
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butshedoesn'
twantt
obei
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elat
ionshi
pwi
thme
Me:Woahmant
hat
'sal
ott
otakei
nbutbr
oyoucan'
texpect
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obei
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oursi
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fyour
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l
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y
ouwoul
dn'
tputhersecond
Hi
m:Lov
e?Whosai
dany
thi
ngaboutl
ove?
Me:
Soy
oudon'
tl
oveher?
Hi
m:No
Me:
That
'
swhyar
eyousowor
kedup?
Hi
m:Ir
eal
l
ywanther,
Ijustwantt
obur
y my
sel
finher,
Iwant
t
ogot
oherwhenI
'
m st
ressedandr
eli
evesomest
ress
Me:
Arey
ouser
ious?
Hi
m:Imeany
es
Me:Ican'
tbel
i
evey
ou,
howcoul
dbesohear
tl
ess.Whati
fshe
f
all
sdeeperi
nlov
ewi
thy
ou?
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m:That
'
sherpr
obl
em
Me:
Whoi
sthi
sgi
rlv
ele?
Hi
m :She'
slawy
er,ownsherownl
aw f
ir
m .Hernamei
s
Themba.
Icl
enchmyj
aws,
thi
sidi
otcan'
tbet
alki
ngaboutmywomanno
way.
Me:
Doy
ouhav
eapi
ctur
e?
Hi
m:YeahIdo
Hegr
abshi
sphoneandscr
oll
sthr
oughi
thest
opsandsmi
l
es
andhandsmehi
sphone.
Hi
m:I
sn'
tsheabeaut
y ?
If
eelmybl
oodboi
l
ingIneedt
ogetoutofher
ebef
oreIhur
tthi
s
i
diot,
Ihandhi
m hi
sphone.
Me:
Thanksf
ort
hedr
inksGee,
I'
ll
seey
ousomeot
hert
ime
Hi
m:Wai
twhysosoon?Ar
en'
tyouatl
eastgoi
ngt
oadv
iceme?
Me:
Michael
justst
ayawayf
rom her
Hi
m:Why?Imeany
oucanseef
ory
our
sel
fshe'
sabeaut
y
Me:
ISAI
DSTAYAWAYFROM HER!
!
IshoutandheknowsI
'
m ser
ioussohej
ustst
aysseat
edt
her
e
qui
et.Igr
abmyphoneandcarkey
sIl
eav
econf
usedandl
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vid,
I
meanThembaki
l
led2peopl
ebutshe'
ssoi
nnocentandI
'
m
sur
eshewasgonnat
ellmebutnonotmyThembashe'
stoo
i
nnocentt
hatbast
ardi
sly
ingbutwhywoul
dhel
i
e,Ineeda
st
rongerdr
ink.
Themba

I
t'
sSat
urdayandIhadt
oleav
emybabyi
nbedbutIhadt
odr
ive
t
oEmpangenisoIhadnochoi
ce,
IaskedQhawet
ocomedown
wi
thMel
usi
becauseIcoul
dn'
tgopasthi
scampusIcal
lthem t
o
checkwher
etheyar
e.
Qhawe:
Gci
nozi
kaMa
Me:
Brot
her
Bear,
howf
arar
eyou?
Hi
m:We'
re10mi
nut
esawayf
rom home
Me:OkayI
'
llbet
her
einabout40mi
nut
esIwantt
obuyaf
ew
t
hingsatt
heMal
l
Hi
m:Okayseey
ouathome
Me:
Mel
usi
Hi
m:YesSi
s'
Tee
Me:
Howar
eyou?
Hi
m:I
'
m okayt
hanky
ouhowar
eyou?
Me:I
'
m okayt
oo,I
'
llseey
ouathomey
ezwaandr
emi
ndy
our
br
othert
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socomi
ngI
askedsi
s'
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phot
opr
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ear
oom f
ort
het
woofy
ou
Hi
m:OkayandThanky
ou
Me:
Okayby
eyout
wo
Them :
Bye
Iputonsomemusi
candi
nthemoodf
orFr
ankOcean.Igett
o
t
hemal
labuyaf
ewgi
ft
stot
heki
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ttl
erednumberf
or
Nozi
pho,
herbodywoul
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f
orZi
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smom Ibuyheraf
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other
swi
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t
knowwhatt
ogett
hoset
wo.Idr
ivehomeandboyohboyam I
happyt
obeher
eIst
artatmypar
ent
'
sgr
aveIhav
en'
tvi
sit
edi
na
whi
l
e,Igot
othest
allnex
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ardandbuyf
lower
s.I
f
indmypar
ent
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avesIsi
tint
hemi
ddl
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hthei
rgr
aves.
Me:Ma,BabaIknow Ihav
en'
tbeenher
eforsol
ongandI
'
m
v
erysor
rybutI
'
m happyt
otel
lyout
hatmyl
aw f
ir
misdoi
ng
amazi
ngMaIhopey
ou'
repr
oudandBabaal
lyourscol
ding
f
inal
l
ypai
dof
f.Zi
nhl
epassedawayandIhopwshe'
sther
ewi
th
y
ouIgotherj
ust
iceev
ent
houghIsi
nned,I
'
mver
ysor
ryf
or
whatIdi
dtobot
hthosemenbutMat
heywer
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hver
yev
il
menandIknewt
heywoul
dgetawaywi
thev
ery
thi
ngandIj
ust
coul
dn'
tdot
hat.Ihopey
ou'
rer
est
ingi
npeaceandpl
easev
isi
t
mei
nmydr
eamsImi
ssy
ouguy
sohandBabai
nkomoy
akho
i
hambi
l
eIf
oundamanandIl
ovehi
m Ihopey
ouaccepthi
m
andl
ovehi
mjustasmuchasIdo.Your
aisedgr
eatmenand
y
our
aisedagoodwomanIam pr
oudoft
het
woofy
ouIl
ove
y
ouzi
thandwasami
I'
m goi
nghomenow.

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pho

Thegol
denhasf
inal
l
yar
ri
vedandshe'
sjusti
nti
mebecauseI
'
ve
j
ustf
ini
shedcooki
ng,
Nobuhl
eout
sidewi
thherDadZamokuhl
e
i
ssl
eepi
ngLet
hut
handoi
sint
hel
i
vingr
oom wat
chi
ngt
vand
Let
hokuhl
elockedhi
msel
finhi
sbedr
oom Isweart
hatboyhas
becomeaheadacheandIj
ustdon'
tknowwhatt
odoany
mor
e.
Thembawal
kinwi
thal
otofshoppi
ngbagsandNobuhl
ecr
ying
behi
ndsheput
stheshoppi
ngbagsandpi
cksupNobuhl
e.
Her:
Itsmel
l
samaz
ingi
nher
eMaDl
ami
ni
Iment
all
yrol
lmyey
es.
Me:
I'
m gl
ady
oumadei
tint
imeI
'
m aboutt
odi
shup
Her:Ohcanwepl
easewai
ttoQhaweandMel
usiI
'
m sur
e
t
hey
'r
eont
hei
rwayt
heyhadt
ogogetmom
Me:
Okaysi
snopr
obl
em
Her:Ai
bobaphabant
ubo?Let
ho,Zamo,Let
hu!
!Wher
ear
e
y
ou?
Nobuhl
e:Aunt
ywhat
'si
nthebags?
Her:
It'
spr
esent
sforev
ery
onemyl
ove
Nobuhl
e:Ev
enmeaunt
y?
Her:
Yesev
enf
ory
oumyl
ove
Let
ho:
IthoughtIhear
dmancane'
svoi
ce
Her:
Ohmyboycomeher
e
Let
ho:
Iti
syouf
inal
l
yyou'
reher
e
Let
hogoest
ohugt
hegol
denegg,Nobuhl
edoesn'
twantt
olet
goofherGodt
hisi
sannoy
ingIcan'
tst
andher.
Her:
Howhav
eyoubeen,
wher
ear
eyourbr
other
s?
Hi
m:I
'
vebeengoodmamncane,
Zamoi
ssl
eepi
ngLet
hui
s..
.
Let
hu:
Mamncane!
!
Her:
Mybabycomeher
e
Hegoesi
nforahugokayt
hat
'si
tI'
m outIneedsomeai
r.
Me:
Pleaseexcuseme
Whydi
dIev
enbot
hert
hey
'r
enotpay
ingat
tent
iont
omeIwal
k
outandi
tonl
yget
swor
set
heol
dladyandt
hedeadf
ri
end'
s
br
otherar
eher
eal
ongwi
thQhawey
ooohIj
ustwantt
ogett
his
ov
eranddonewi
th,t
heyseemesoIputonaf
akesmi
l
eand
dr
ag my
sel
ftot
hem Igr
eetand t
ake t
hei
rluggage my
"
husband"hel
pswi
tht
hel
uggage.Wewal
kinsi
det
hehouse
andIj
ustwantt
hist
obeov
eral
ready,t
heol
dladygoest
oher
bedr
oom t
ofr
eshenupandt
henoi
seohmyGodt
henoi
sebutI
meani
t'
sal
lwor
thi
t.Thembagi
vesev
ery
onet
hei
rgi
ft
sshegot
meabeaut
if
ulneckl
aceandIdol
ovei
tnotgonnal
i
e,asIwas
busypl
ayi
nghappywi
feMzot
hicomest
ohugmef
rom behi
nd
"
BabecanIt
alkt
oyouf
orami
nut
e"hewal
kst
othemai
n
bedr
oom andIf
oll
owhi
m ,Ient
erandcl
osest
hedoorIsi
ton
t
hebedhest
andsi
nfr
ontofme.
Hi
m:BabyI
'
m sor
ry
Me:
Whatar
eyousor
ryf
ormyl
ove?
Hi
m :BabyI
'
vebeennegl
ect
ingy
ouandourki
dsIf
ail
edt
okeep
t
hepr
omi
seImadei
nfr
ontofourl
ovedonesandGodpl
ease
f
orgi
vememyl
ove
Me:
Mzot
hi
Hi
m :Nozi
phoIhur
tyouandIhur
tourki
dsIpr
omi
sey
ouI
'
llbe
abet
terhusbandandabet
terf
ather
.
I
'
veal
way
swant
edhi
m t
oapol
ogi
zef
ornegl
ect
ingmeand
r
eal
l
yImi
ssmyhusbandImi
sst
hemanImar
ri
edhegoes
downonhi
skneeshe'
scr
yingt
hel
astt
imeIsawhi
m cr
ywas
whenNobuhl
ewasbor
n,Ihol
dhi
shandandl
ett
het
ear
sfl
ow.
Me:
Ifor
giv
eyou
Hel
ooksupatmeandsmi
l
es,
Iki
sshi
sfor
ehead.
Hi
m:Ihav
en'
tfel
tyourl
i
psonmyski
ninsol
ong,
canIki
ssy
ou
?
Inodmyheadv
igor
ousl
y.Hesl
owl
ymakeshi
swayt
omyf
aceI
pul
lhi
sfacet
omi
neandki
sshi
m outofhungerandgui
l
t,I
hav
etoav
engemybr
other
'sdeat
h,t
heki
ssget
sheat
edup he
st
andsupandpi
nsmeagai
nstt
hewal
lIf
eelhi
ser
ect
iononmy
coochi
ehepr
esseshi
sbodyont
omi
nemycoochi
evi
brat
esand
mykneesgetweak,It
akeof
fhi
sjeansf
reei
nghi
ser
ect
ionhe
t
akesof
fhi
sshoesandt
her
estofhi
scl
otheshel
ooksatme
wi
thsomuchhungerhel
ockst
hedoorandcomesbackt
ome
het
akesof
fmycl
othesal
mostr
ippi
ngof
fmyunder
wearhe
t
hrowsmeont
hebedI
'
m aboutt
ogetr
oughsext
hankt
he
heav
ens.Hegr
absagr
eyt
ief
rom t
hecl
osetandt
iesmyhands
wi
thi
t,heki
ssesmyneckheknowst
hat
'
smyweakspot.
Me:
Babepl
ease,
pleasei
nser
tyour
sel
finsi
deme
Hesay
snot
hinghej
ustl
ooksatmeandgoesdownmypunani
heat
tacksmewi
thhi
stongueIgaspf
orai
randar
chmyback
hegoesi
nandoutandev
eni
nci
rcl
esI
'
mtr
yingt
ofr
eemy
handssoIcant
ouchhi
m butI
'
mfal
l
ingdi
smal
l
y.
Hi
m:Rel
axy
ourbodymyl
oveandst
opt
ryi
ngt
obr
eakf
ree
Me:
ButIwantt
otouchy
oumyl
ove,
pleasel
etmet
ouchy
..
.
Hedi
dn'
tev
enl
etmef
ini
shheent
ershi
stonguei
nsi
deme
agai
nthi
sti
mehi
spacei
sfast
erImoansof
tl
y"Fuuuuuuuuck
Mzot
hi"If
eelmygat
esopeni
ngandhekeepsgoi
nghekeeps
pl
easur
ingmebutIwantt
otouchhi
m It
ryonceagai
ntobr
eak
f
reehest
opsmov
ingandt
urnsmear
ound.
Hi
m :MaDl
ami
nist
handwasamiwhydon'
tyoul
i
sten,now I
hav
etopuni
shy
ouf
ornotobey
ingy
ourhusband
He'
susi
nghi
scommandv
oicef
uckt
hatshi
ttur
nsmeon.
Me:
Puni
shmemyl
oveI
'
vebeenabadbadbadgi
rl
Andwi
tht
hatsai
dheent
ersmeIscr
eam hest
andsst
il
l,Ist
art
mov
inghespanksmyassImov
efast
erhespanksmyass
"
Babakhe"Imoanhespanksmeagai
nbutIdon'
tst
opIkeep
goi
nghegr
oansandIknowI
'
m doi
ngagr
eatj
ob.
Me:
Youl
i
ket
hatdaddy?
Hi
m:FuuuckNozi
phokeepgoi
ng
Ikeepgoi
ngpl
easur
ingmymanf
uuuckI
'
m aboutt
ocum It
ell
hi
m andhet
akescont
rolhespr
eadsmyl
egswi
derandsl
ams
hi
msel
font
omehegoesf
ast
erandf
ast
erwe'
rebot
hnowqui
et
j
ustt
hesoundofourbodi
essl
ammi
ngont
oeachot
herhe
gr
absmyt
highandt
ight
enshi
sgr
ipIknowhi
saboutt
ocum .
Hi
m:Wai
tformebabypl
ease
Me:
Ican'
thol
ditanyl
onger
Hi
m:Pl
easebaby
Shegoesf
ast
ermaki
ngi
thar
derf
ormet
ohol
diti
n.
Me:
Babypl
easecum f
orme,
cum i
nsi
dememyhusband
Andwi
tht
hatsai
dex
plodeatt
hesamet
ime,het
urnsme
ar
oundandl
ooksi
ntomyey
es,he'
sst
il
linsi
demeandIknow
we'
renotdoney
etandIdoneedmor
eI'
vemi
ssedhi
m.
Hi
m:Il
ovey
ou
Me:
Ilov
eyou
Hecl
oseshi
sey
es.
Me:
Babyonemor
eround
Hi
m:It
houghty
ou'
dnev
erask
Wecont
inuemaki
ngl
ovef
orawhi
l
eandj
ustenj
oybei
ngi
n
eachot
her
'sar
msy
ouknow I
'
m ki
ndofr
eal
l
yret
hinki
ngt
his
whol
ethi
ng may
beIwasj
ustangr
ythatmyhusband was
negl
ect
ingmeImeanmybr
otherdi
ddohor
ri
blet
hingsIl
ove
hi
myesandhedi
dn'
tdeser
vet
odi
eandmyki
dsdeser
vet
o
hav
ethei
rfat
hert
oomay
beIshoul
djustl
ett
hiswhol
ethi
nggo
andmakepeacewi
thmybr
other
'sdeat
h.Mzot
hiandIar
est
il
l
cuddl
i
ng wehearscr
eami
ng webot
hjump outofbed and
qui
ckl
yputourcl
othesonwekeepl
ooki
ngateachot
herand
smi
l
ingwewal
koutandhekeptt
ouchi
ngmybehi
ndwegett
o
t
he ki
tchen and mybag i
n on t
he f
loor,Il
ook atcr
ying
Let
hokuhl
e.
Me:
Whathappened?Whyi
sLet
hocr
ying?
Qhaweput
sthel
i
ttl
ebot
tl
eofpoi
sont
hatwasi
nmypur
seon
t
opoft
het
abl
eIswal
l
owhar
d.
Qhawe:Nobuhl
edr
ankt
his,whydoy
ouhav
epoi
soni
nyour
pur
se?
Iqui
ckl
yrunoutandscr
eam f
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ess?
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her,wai
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ell
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Hi
m:Nomamncaneshewasobv
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andt
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inksnow andhesmokeshe
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'
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thMzot
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Qhawe:
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Me:
We'
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ngf
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hedoct
or,
wher
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pho?
Mzot
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Me:
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our
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m:Whati
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manent
ly?
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Me:
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Doct
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Yesbutshe'
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ysedat
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l
owme
Let
hu:
Ican'
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Babyy
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Wef
oll
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Hi
m:Mamncanepl
easet
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Me:
Okayl
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ionalandv
eryqui
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Me:
Boy
s
Them :
Mamncane
Me:
Let
husi
tdown
Zamo:
How'
sNobuhl
edoi
ng
Me:Boy
sIknowy
ou'
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tandangr
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hut
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beenhappeni
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'
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dn'
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l
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ouknowhowmuchIl
ovey
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sandIwoul
d
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ory
ou
Let
ho:Mamncaney
ouwer
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mey
our
sel
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andy
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Me:Don'
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Nozi
phopl
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nwhyy
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soni
nyourbag
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npr
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s
Me:Okaybuty
ouandmybr
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Iknowconf
ront
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l
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ovey
ouguy
s
Let
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Zamo:
Ilov
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Let
ho:
Ilov
eyout
oomom
Me:Nowt
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smor
eli
kei
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i
steny
ou'
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steri
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herbutshewasheav
il
ysedat
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Let
ho:
Wheni
sshecomi
nghome?
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hu:Thedoct
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ekeepi
ngheri
nforobser
vat
ionuhm y
ou
guy
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nd
Nozi
phocl
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ZamoandLet
hoj
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y.
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fit
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t
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manent
Them :
Okaymamncane
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ll
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Expl
aint
omesi
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Shest
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'
m sosor
ry,Iwasangr
yandIdi
dn'
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el
se t
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thi
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astpl
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orgi
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ndaboutdoi
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tas
soonasmyhusbandandmendedourr
elat
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p
Me:
Tal
ktomesi
s
Her:
Mybr
other.
..mybr
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ster
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Idi
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m ohmyGodwhathav
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blemanand.
..Il
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m somuch
andImi
sshi
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.Iki
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m:Notunt
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needhi
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m :BabyI
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out
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orwhaty
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ouandIpr
omi
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tyout
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hisj
ustmaket
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Thanky
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m :Nowl
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l
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Nobuhl
eisgonnabeokay
Me:Ihopeso,
let
'
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kea
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i
ttl
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Hi
m:Yesma'
am
Igi
ggl
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sty
let
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oom .
I
nser
tfi
ve(
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)

Themba

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ight
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hint
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l
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her.Goodnews
Nobuhl
eisbackhomeandherey
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simpr
ovi
ngshecan'
t
seeev
ery
thi
ngbutwe'
rest
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l
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zi
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Baby
Hesmi
l
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nli
kehej
ustr
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ed
t
hathe'
smadatme,
hel
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l
ent.
Me:
Zwee
I
fcal
l
inghi
mli
ket
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twor
kIdon'
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l
l.
Hi
m:But
ter
cup
Yesi
twor
ked,Ist
andupandsi
tonhi
slapwi
thmyl
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myf
acef
aci
nghi
sandmyhandsar
oundhi
sneck,
hehol
dsmy
wai
st.
Me:
I'
m sor
ry
Hi
m:*
sighs*I
'
m sor
ryt
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Me:Ishoul
dn'
thav
ehi
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m:AndI
'
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ryIbeatupt
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lyI
'
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ry
Ir
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dn'
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Me:
I'
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koutoneachot
herst
il
langr
y
Hi
m:Met
oo
Me:
Babe
Hi
m:Yes?
Me:
Ilov
eyousomuch
Hi
m:Il
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ou
Zwe

I
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ely
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Themba

Ij
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hedoorIf
eel
somet
hingcol
dtoucht
hebackofmyneckmykneesgetweak
andI
'
mtooaf
rai
dtot
urnar
ound,
Itr
ytor
eachf
ort
hedoorbut
heput
sacl
othov
ermynoseandmout
handi
t'
sli
ght
soutf
or
me.

Iopenmyey
esandt
hey
'r
eheav
yIj
ustwantt
osl
eepbutI
r
ememberbei
ngdr
uggedandIt
ryt
okeepmyey
esopen,t
he
r
oom I
'
mini
sdar
kbutIcansenseanot
herpr
esencei
nsi
det
he
r
oom "
Hel
l
o"Isayi
t'
squi
et,
"Hel
l
o,canany
onehearme?
"Isay
agai
nbutst
il
lnot
hing.I
'
m seat
edonasponget
hedooropensa
bi
tofl
i
ghtcomesi
nandi
tdi
sappear
swhent
hedoorcl
osesat
l
eastIknowi
t'
snotdar
kout
side.
Me:
Hel
l
o?Whoar
eyou?Wher
eam I?Whatdoy
ouwantf
rom
me?
Voi
ce:
Youseem t
oaskal
otofquest
ions
Hi
svoi
ce,I
'
vehear
dhi
svoi
cebef
ore.Heswi
tchesont
hel
i
ght
myey
espopI
'
m shockedandper
plexedbutmost
lyshocked.
Me:
Michael
Thatcomesoutasawhi
sper.
Hi
m:I
nthef
lesh
Me:
Why?
Hi
m:I
sn'
ti
tobv
ious?
Iwasaboutt
oanswerwhent
hedooropenedagai
nandIgett
he
bi
ggestshockofmyl
i
fe,Iswal
l
owhar
dandt
ryt
ocont
rolmy
br
eat
hingbutt
obehonesti
twoul
dbemuchbet
teri
fIj
ust
st
oppedbr
eat
hinganddi
eont
hespot.
Hi
m:Pr
incess
Hesmi
l
es.
Me:
Thabi
so
Hi
m:Wowatl
easty
our
ememberme
Me:
Howar
eyoual
i
ve?
Hi
m :That
'sast
oryf
oranot
herdayf
ornowgetsomer
est,i
t'
s
gonnabeal
ongdayf
ory
out
omor
row
Me:
You'
resoweak,
thebot
hofy
ouact
ual
l
y
Mi
chael
:OhmysweetdearI
'
dbecar
eful
ifIwer
eyou
Me:
Youdon'
tscar
emeMi
chael
Thabi
so:
OooooohMi
kehowaboutwegetst
art
edr
ightaway?
Mi
chael
:OhIwoul
dlov
etoo
Ist
artt
opani
c,I
'
m scar
edt
her
e'st
wooft
hem andt
hey
'r
ebot
h
st
rongert
han.Ev
eni
fIescapeIdon'
tknow wher
eI'
l
lrunt
oI
don'
tev
enknowwher
eIam Lor
dIknowy
ou'
rewat
chi
ngpl
ease
pr
otectme.Myl
i
ttl
epr
ayseemst
ohav
efal
l
enont
odeafear
s
Mi
chaelcomest
owar
dsmewi
thar
opeandacl
othhet
iesmy
handsandcov
ersmymout
hwi
tht
he cl
oth,
hel
aysmedown
ont
hespongeandIal
readyknow what
'saboutt
ohappenbut
I
'
m notgoi
ngdownwi
thoutaf
ightIusemyl
egst
osi
tup
st
rai
ghtandmov
eupt
hesponge.
Hi
m :Ohsweet
hear
tdon'
tbel
i
ket
hat,l
et'
shav
efunIhav
ethe
whol
eday.
Hecomest
owar
dsmeandt
akesof
fmyj
eansIki
ckhi
snose
wi
tht
hebackofmyf
oothemov
esaway.
Hi
m:Fucky
oul
i
ttl
ebi
tch,
you'
regonnapayf
ort
his
It
ryt
oscr
eam butt
hecl
othi
smaki
ngi
tdi
ff
icul
tMi
chaelt
akes
of
fhi
sjeansandhi
sunder
wearf
reei
nghi
ser
ect
ion,Ij
ustl
et
t
het
ear
sout"
Ohmom wher
ear
eyou?Babapl
easedon'
tlet
t
hismandot
hist
ome!
!Zi
nhl
epl
easedon'
tlethi
m dot
his!
!
Heav
enl
yfat
herpl
easeIbegy
ouohLor
d"mywor
stni
ght
mar
e
wasaboutt
obecomear
eal
i
tymymot
herwasr
apedandshe
di
ed,mybestf
ri
endwasr
apedandshedi
ed"
Lor
dpl
easeI
know Isi
nnedbutnott
hisLor
dnott
hispuni
shmentIbegy
ou
f
ather"agai
nmypr
ayer
sfel
lont
odeafear
sMi
chaeli
nject
ed
meonmyt
highaf
ewmi
nut
esaf
termyv
isi
onwasbl
urr
ybutI
f
eltMi
chaelcomecl
osert
omehet
ookof
fmypant
ies"
Fuck"
hesai
dunderhi
sbr
eat
hIt
ri
edt
ofi
ghthi
m of
fandIt
ri
edso
har
dtol
ockmyl
egst
oget
herbutIwasl
osi
ng,
hewasst
ronger
t
hanmeIhadnost
rengt
hlef
tinmybodyonl
ythest
rengt
hto
cr
ywasl
eftandt
hatal
onemademeweaker,
hespr
eadhi
slegs
andhadhi
swaywi
thmybody"
Zweest
handwasamiwher
ear
e
y
ou?
"It
hinkt
omy
sel
f,It
ryt
oimagi
neZweont
opofmebut
t
hepai
nI'
mini
sdi
str
act
ingmymi
ndf
rom doi
ngt
hatIscr
eam
andt
ryhi
tt
inghi
m wi
thmyt
wohandst
hatar
eti
edt
oget
herbut
st
il
lIf
ail
ed,
hewasont
opofmehi
scol
ognewassi
ckeni
nghi
s
moanswer
etor
tur
etomyear
sal
lIwaspr
ayi
ngf
ornowwasf
or
hi
mtocum ,Ikeptmyey
escl
osedandt
het
ear
swer
efl
owi
ng
uncont
rol
l
abl
yIdi
dn'
twantt
oseehi
m .Hi
sst
art
edgoi
ngf
ast
er
gr
abbi
ngmyt
highIknewhewasaboutt
ocum soIl
etmybody
r
elaxaf
teraf
ew mi
nut
eshecamehi
sgr
oansmademecr
y
mor
eheof
fmeandl
aughedheputonhi
sjeansandki
ssedmy
t
high.
Hi
m:Fucky
ou'
redel
i
cious
Icr
yhar
der,
Ist
ayedi
nthesameposi
ti
onf
oragood5mi
nut
es.
Thabi
so:
Iseey
ouhadf
unnowmyt
urn
Iwant
edt
odi
e,al
readyIwasi
nphy
sical
l
ypai
nIj
ustcr
ied
may
bet
hiswasmywayofdy
ingmay
beI
'
llf
inal
l
ybewi
thmy
makert
oday.Ikeptmyey
escl
osedandIf
elthi
m ent
ermewi
th
ev
eryt
hrustat
earcameoutunt
ilhewasf
ini
shedwi
thme,hi
s
gr
oansar
est
il
lrepl
ayi
ngi
nmymi
ndIst
il
lhadmyey
escl
osed.I
coul
dheart
hem t
alki
ngbutt
hei
rvoi
ceswer
esl
owl
ybecomi
ng
sof
t.Li
ght
sout
.

I
t'
sbeen2day
sandI
'
m st
il
ltr
appedher
eev
ery3hour
sadi
ck
f
orcef
ull
yent
ersmeandImeanev
ery3hour
sI'
m st
il
lpr
ayi
ng
f
ordeat
hbutIj
ustpassoutI
'
vest
oppedf
ight
ingt
hem al
lIdoi
s
j
ustcr
yandkeepmyey
escl
osed,
thedooropensandIguess3
hour
shav
epassedal
reaady.
Thabi
so:
It'
sst
il
lWednesdaybeaut
if
ulandi
t'
smyt
urn
Hel
aughsandMi
chael
joi
nshi
m.
Mi
chael:Pl
easest
opcr
yingy
ou'
rebr
eaki
ngmyhear
t,don'
tI
sat
isf
yyou?
Thabi
so:Dudemydi
cki
sbi
ggert
hany
our
sofcour
sey
oudon'
t
sat
isf
yher
Mi
cheal
:Thembaopeny
ourey
es
Ikeepmyey
escl
osed.
Mi
chael
:Heyy
oubi
tchIsai
dopeny
ourey
es
Ihi
m st
andi
ngi
nfr
ontofmebutIkeepmyey
escl
osed,he
pi
cksmeupandsl
amsmeagai
nstt
hewal
lmybackhi
tst
he
wal
landmykneesar
eont
hegr
oundi
naspl
i
tsecond.
Mi
chael
:Youbi
tchwhydi
dn'
tyout
ell
mey
ou'
redat
ingZwe?
!
He'
sangr
yandIj
ustbr
eakdownwhenhement
ionsZwe'
sname
Ican'
tbel
i
eveI
'
m gonnadi
esoonandIwon'
tev
engett
he
chancet
osaygoodby
etohi
m ,If
eelhi
shandsonmyneckhe
pi
cksmeupandpi
nsmeagai
nstt
hewal
lIopenmyey
esand
l
ooki
ntohi
sey
est
hey
'r
efi
l
ledwi
thangerhel
ooksl
i
kehehas
nosoulhel
ooksl
i
keamonst
erhei
samonst
er.Het
ossesme
ont
hespongef
rom t
hewal
lli
keasackofpot
atoesmybody
hi
tst
hegr
oundandIj
ustcr
yhet
akesof
fhi
spant
sandspr
eads
myl
egs"
Youwi
l
lpayf
orbei
ngabi
tch"hesay
sashepai
nful
l
y
ent
ersi
nsi
demet
hisi
smor
epai
nfult
hanl
osi
ngmyv
irgi
nit
y,
he'
s scr
eami
ng atme t
ell
i
ng me how wor
thl
ess Iam and
nobodywi
l
lfi
ndmeIj
ustkeepcr
yingIknowhe'
sri
ghtI
'
vel
ost
hopeI
'
veaccept
edt
hef
actt
hatI
'
lldi
eher
e,t
hey
'l
lbeatmeand
r
apemet
odeat
h.SoonMi
chaeli
sfi
nishedandThabi
soi
snow
ont
opofmeIt
ryt
obl
ockt
hepai
nbuti
t'
sunbear
abl
e."
Lor
d
pl
easegi
vemyf
ami
l
ythest
rengt
htoacceptmydeat
hletmy
br
other
sknow Il
ovet
hem pl
easepr
otectmyf
ami
l
yandl
et
t
hem know how muchIl
ovet
hem ,Zwel
ethumyl
ovepl
ease
f
orgi
vemef
ornotf
ight
ingIl
ovey
ouandLor
dpl
easel
ethi
m
know Il
ovehi
m ,pl
easepr
otecthi
m.Mom BabaZi
nhl
eI'
m
j
oini
ngy
ou,
Lor
dpl
easeacceptmei
ntoheav
en".Thabi
sowas
soondonewi
thme,
Icur
ledupmybody,
mychi
nont
opofmy
kneesandmyar
msbet
weenmyt
highsIsi
l
ent
lycr
yandhope
f
ort
heLor
dtoanswert
hepr
ayer
sandgr
antmedeat
h.
Thabi
so:
Wel
lthatwasf
un
Mi
chael:I
fIdi
dn'
thav
eawi
feathomeIwoul
dst
ayher
ethe
whol
eni
ght
Theyl
augh,t
hedooropensandi
tgoesqui
etIf
eelat
hir
d
pr
esenceandIj
ustcr
ysonow Ihav
etoendur
ethepai
nof
bei
ngr
apedby3men,
Lor
dhav
en'
tIsuf
fer
edenough?
!
Voi
ce:
Wowgent
lemanwow
Mi
chael
:You,
howdi
dyouf
indus?
Ihear
dgunshot
sandIknewIwasdead,
Irel
axedmybodyand
keptmyey
escl
osed.If
eltawar
m handt
ouchmyt
highsandI
j
ustcr
iedhar
der,
her
emov
edt
hecl
othonmymout
handunt
ied
myhandsIwasper
plexedbutIdi
dn'
twantt
ohopef
ort
he
bet
ter,may
behewant
stohav
emei
nacer
tai
nposi
ti
onsohe
canal
sohav
eme,heputsomet
hingov
ermyl
owerbodyand
pi
ckedmeupIt
ri
edt
orecogni
zehi
scol
ognebutIst
il
lkeptmy
ey
escl
osed.
Hi
m:I
'
m sosor
ryBut
ter
cup
Il
ayonhi
schestandwai
l,hef
oundmehehol
dmet
ight
er.

Zwe

WhenIcal
l
edBut
ter
cupandshedi
dn'
tpi
ckupIf
ir
stt
hought
shewast
ir
edandpr
obabl
ysl
eepi
ngbecauseshedi
dment
ion
t
hatshe'
dgot
ocour
tthepr
evi
ousdayandIknowcour
thasher
comi
ngbackhomeexhaust
edbutwhenIcal
l
edagai
nint
he
mor
ningIgotwor
ri
edsoIwentt
oherhouse,
hercarwasi
nher
gar
ageandherdoorwasunl
ockedIl
ookedf
orheral
lov
erher
housebutshewasnowher
eIdi
dn'
tev
enf
indherpur
seorbag,
ev
ent
hecl
othesshewor
etocour
twer
enoti
nthel
aundr
ybi
nI
st
art
edpani
cki
ngandcont
act
edmybr
other,It
oldhi
mtor
un
upev
erysecur
it
ycamer
aont
her
oadt
heyal
lconf
ir
medt
hatmy
wi
fel
eftcour
tat16h36 hernei
ghbor
s conf
ir
med t
hatshe
r
eachedhome17h03butonenei
ghborsai
dshesawherget
ti
ng
i
nsi
dea bl
ackv
an wi
th a man wear
ing abal
acl
avaso my
br
otherr
anupal
lthesecur
it
ycamer
ashecoul
dfi
ndandl
i
ke
t
hewhi
temansai
dmybabywasi
nabl
ackbutshedi
dn'
tlook
l
i
keshewasawar
eofwhatwashappeni
ngshewasdr
ugged,
wef
oll
owedt
hebl
ackv
anusi
ngsecur
it
yfoot
ageandi
tledust
o
anabandonedbui
l
dingi
nNor
thBeach.Ihadseent
hatbui
l
ding
bef
orei
tbel
ongedt
oMi
chaelsoIsetupameet
ingwi
thbutmy
br
otherhel
pedmepr
epar
eat
eam f
ir
st,mymot
herhel
pedme
sl
eept
hrought
heni
ghtIcoul
dn'
tsl
eepnotknowi
nghow my
babywasdoi
ngwhatwashappeni
ngt
oher.Mybr
other
swent
t
ocheckoutt
hepl
acet
heni
ghtbef
oreandconf
ir
medi
twast
he
r
ightpl
acet
heysawMi
chaelgoi
nandoutwi
thsomeguyIgot
anI
Tguyi
nthemor
ningt
ofi
ndoutwhoMi
chaelwaswor
king
assoonasIf
oundoutIbr
okedownt
hinki
ngaboutwhatt
hey
coul
d'
vebeendoi
ngt
oher,
But
ter
cupki
l
ledThabi
sobutcl
ear
ly
hesur
viv
edandhewasbackf
orr
evengeandwhobet
tert
o
t
eam upwi
tht
hanMi
chael,Ical
l
edhi
m andt
oldhi
m Iwant
ed
t
omeetupwhenIgott
her
eIputonaper
for
manceIpr
etended
t
obeweakandi
nneedf
orhel
pIwant
edhi
mtoknowt
hatIwas
wi
thThembaIknowhowMi
chaeloper
atesandwhenhe'
sangr
y
hemessesup.Heknowsaboutmyl
i
ttl
esecr
etandheknowsI
hav
ether
esour
cest
ofi
ndThembabutIwant
edhi
mtot
hink
ot
her
wiseandi
twor
ked,whenIt
oldhi
m aboutThembaand
t
hatshewasmi
ssi
nghet
ri
edt
olooksor
ryf
ormybutIcoul
d
seet
heangeri
nhi
sey
esandIknewi
twasmyt
imet
ost
ri
ke,
he
l
eftandIor
der
edmymant
ofol
l
owhi
m Iwi
l
lfol
l
owt
hem af
ter
aboutanhour.Whenwegott
othebui
l
dingwedi
dacl
eanj
ob,
weout
number
edt
hei
rmenIwal
kedi
nsi
det
her
oom wher
ethey
keptThembaandIal
mosthadahear
tat
tackmybabywas
nakedsl
eepi
ngi
napoolofbl
oodt
ear
sst
reami
ngt
othesi
deof
herf
aceherhandswer
eti
edandhadacl
othonhermout
h
t
hosedogsr
apedher,
theyhadj
ustf
ini
shedr
api
ngherandt
hat
br
okemyhear
tIf
ail
edt
opr
otectherIwast
edsomucht
ime
andIwasn'
taboutt
owast
eanymor
eti
meIputabul
l
ett
hrough
bot
hthei
rskul
l
sandwal
kedt
omybaby,Icoul
dtel
lshewas
af
rai
dshet
houghtIwascomi
ngt
orapehert
ooIl
etaf
ewt
ear
s
escapeIcov
eredherl
owerbodywi
thasheetf
rom t
hesponge
nearherIunt
iedherhandsandt
hecl
otht
hatwascov
eri
ngher
mout
hshewasshaki
ngandcr
yingherey
eswer
est
il
lcl
osedas
soonasshehear
dmyv
oiceshebur
iedherf
aceonmychest
andwai
l
edIhel
dhert
ight
erandt
oolhert
othecar,
shepassed
outont
her
oad.Idi
dn'
twanthert
ogot
othehospi
talIt
hinki
t'
s
t
imeIcamecl
eant
oher,It
ookhert
omymom'
shouseand
cal
l
edi
nadoct
ort
ocheckher,
Idon'
tknowwhatt
hedoct
ordi
d
butwhenIwentt
ohershewasst
il
lasl
eep.
Doct
or:MrZul
uwedi
dar
apeki
tandy
ourwi
fewasr
apedby
bot
hoft
hem andsheneedsal
otofr
est,wemanagedt
oget
hert
odr
inksomepi
l
lssot
hatshedoesn'
tgetpr
egnant,t
he
mar
ksheronherbodyshoul
dhealsoonandl
ucki
l
ynoi
nter
nal
damagewasdonet
oherbutshesuf
fer
edal
otoft
raumai
twi
l
l
t
akeal
otoft
imef
orhert
ogobackt
ohernor
mal
sel
fagai
nand
Iwoul
dreal
l
yrecommendt
her
apyandal
otofr
est
Me:
Thanky
oudoct
or
Henodsandwal
ksout,mymom andbr
other
swal
kinIj
ust
si
ghandsi
tdownont
hecouchmymom satnextt
omeand
hel
dmyhand.
Mzwandi
l
e:Doessheknow?
Me:
No
Zet
hu:
I'
m sor
rybi
gbr
o
Me:
Ifai
l
edherguy
s
Mom :Mnt
anamipl
easest
opbl
ami
ngy
our
sel
fI'
m sur
eshe
doesn'
tbl
amey
ouf
ort
his
Mzwandi
l
ecamet
owar
dsmeandj
usthuggedmeIl
eti
tal
loutI
wai
l
ed,
Ijustcoul
dn'
thol
diti
nany
mor
eI'
m dy
ingi
nsi
de.
Zet
hu:
Bhutomdal
ayouneedt
obest
rongpl
ease
Mom :I
t'
sokayt
oshow y
ouremot
ionsmyl
ovebutshewent
t
hrought
hisnoty
ou,y
ouhav
etobest
rongerf
orhery
ouneed
t
ogi
veherhopeandl
oveher,al
readyIl
oveherandIknow
she'
l
lfi
tper
fect
lyi
ntot
hisf
ami
l
yshe'
sst
rong,she'
sasur
viv
or
and she'
saf
ight
er.St
ayst
rong she'
s gonna need y
ou ,
r
emembershest
il
lhast
otel
lherf
ami
l
yaboutt
his.
Me:
Mom Iwantt
omar
ryher
Mom :Igi
vey
oumybl
essi
ng,Iknowi
t'
sagai
nstourcust
oms
buty
ourhappi
nesscomesf
ir
stt
ome
Mzwandi
l
e:Weneedt
ogot
othev
il
lage
Me:
Canweatl
eastwai
tforhert
oheal
soIcant
ell
her
Zet
hu:Bhutomdal
aIknow i
t'
shar
dbuty
ou'
regonnahav
eto
t
ell
hernow,
don'
twai
tforhert
oheal
onl
ytobr
eakher
Me:You'
rer
ight,I
'
llt
ellherwhenshewakesupIr
ecei
veacal
l
f
rom oneofmyboy
s.
Me:
Yes
Hi
m :Bosswecr
emat
edbot
hthei
rbodi
esandcl
ear
edt
he
bui
l
ding,wemadesur
etocov
erourt
rackssot
hati
tdoesn'
t
comebackt
ousj
usti
ncaseany
onest
art
ssni
ff
ingar
ound
Me:
Ta
Hi
m:Shoboss
Ihangupandl
ookatmybaby,she'
ssl
eepi
ngpeacef
ull
ybutI
knowt
hatassoonast
hedr
ugswearof
fshe'
l
lst
artst
ruggl
i
ngI
j
ustwi
shIcoul
dcar
ryt
hispai
nforher.
Zwel
ethu

But
ter
cupwoke3day
sagobutshehasn'
tut
ter
edawor
dto
any
onei
nthehouseshedoesn'
teatsol
i
dfoodssomom i
s
al
way
s maki
ng smoot
hies f
or her and pr
epar
ing soup
somet
imessheneedst
obef
edbutsomet
imesshemanages
onherown,
thedoct
oradv
isedust
okeept
alki
ngt
oherhesai
d
i
t'
l
lhel
p.She'
sst
art
edwi
tht
her
apywedi
dn'
twanthert
oleav
e
t
hehousesowel
ett
het
her
api
stcomet
oher,t
het
her
api
st
t
apes t
he sessi
ons so we coul
d see i
fshe'
simpr
ovi
ng or
openi
ngupandmybabyi
snotev
ent
alki
ngt
othet
her
api
stshe
j
ustl
aysont
hecouchandst
aresatt
hecei
l
ingI
'
m get
ti
ng
wor
ri
edbutt
hedoct
orsay
sit
'
snor
mal.I
'
minherr
oom I
'
m
st
ari
ngathershe'
sseat
edont
hebedwi
thherkneesonher
chi
n,shehasn'
tmov
edsi
nceshecamebackf
rom hert
her
apy
sessi
on,mom comesi
nit
'
sti
mef
orherbat
hmom t
ouchesher
shoul
dershel
ooksatherwi
thf
earshest
art
sshaki
ngIkneeli
n
f
rontofherandj
ustwai
lmymom br
ushesmybackThemba
l
ooksatmeandt
hepai
ninherey
esbr
eakme.
Me:St
handwasamipl
ease,pl
easemyl
ovecr
yforpl
easecr
y
wi
thme
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:
But
ter
cuppl
ease
Shel
ooksatmel
i
keshe'
slooki
ngatanal
i
eni
t'
sli
keshedoesn'
t
r
ecogni
zeme.
Me:St
handwasamii
t'
smeZwee,
pleaseThembapl
easeshow
mey
ouremot
ionspl
easehel
pmehel
pyoumyl
ove
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Mom :Babypl
easeexcuseusIneedt
obat
hher,pl
easest
op
cr
yingnowmyl
ovey
ou'
real
sobr
eaki
ngmyhear
t
Me:
Ibat
hhermom pl
ease
Mom :OkaybutI
'
llst
ayi
nther
oom j
usti
ncase.Thembababy
Zwel
ethu want
sto bat
hyou pl
ease come t
o me so Ican
undr
essy
ou
Sheget
sof
fthebedandst
andsi
nfr
ontofmymom Iwantt
o
t
ouchherbutIcont
rolmy
sel
f,may
beI
'
llt
ri
ggerherandmake
t
hissi
tuat
ionwor
se.Mom hel
pshert
akeof
fhert
racksui
t and
under
wearThembat
urnst
olookather
sel
font
hef
ullbody
mi
rr
orbehi
ndher,herscar
sar
est
il
lvi
sibl
eIwal
ktowar
dsher
andt
ouchherbackIf
eelherbodygett
enseandherski
ntur
ns
col
dandshel
etshert
ear
sescapeIl
ethergoMom at
tempt
sto
hol
dherbutshet
akesaf
ewst
epsbackIat
temptt
owal
kcl
oser
t
oherbutsher
unst
othebat
hroom andl
ockst
hedoor.
Me:
Mom
Her:
Comeher
emyboy
Sheopensherar
msf
orandIj
ustwai
li
nherar
ms,
whatdoIdo
nowLor
dpl
easeshowmet
hewaywhatdoIdonow.

Amont
hand3weeksl
aterst
il
lnochangebutt
hedoct
orkeeps
encour
agi
ngust
onotl
osehopewej
ustneedt
obepat
ientwi
th
hershe'
sbeent
hroughsomet
hingt
hatwecan'
tev
enbegi
nto
i
magi
ne,she'
sgoi
ngt
hrought
hisnotuswedon'
tknowhowi
t
f
eel
sli
kesoweshoul
dn'
trushherandbecauseshe'
sbeen
t
hrought
hisbef
orei
t'
sgonnabeal
otmor
ehar
derf
orhert
o
beatt
hisagai
n,Thembahasbeent
hroughsomuchandmy
l
ovef
orherkeepsgr
owi
ngst
rongerMzwandi
l
easkedmet
otel
l
hert
het
rut
htodayandIaskedt
hedoct
ori
fitwoul
dn'
tbet
oo
muchf
orherhesai
dIshoul
dgi
vei
tat
rybecausei
fshe'
sangr
y
shewoul
dbeget
ti
ngbet
tersoIguesst
oday
'st
hedayIknock
onherdoorandIent
er,sheseat
edont
hef
loori
nfr
ontoft
he
mi
rr
orshe'
sst
ari
ngather
sel
fandnowher
eel
seIst
andbehi
nd
her.
Me:
Myl
ove
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:
Ihopey
ougotsomesl
eep
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:SoThat
ocal
l
edl
astni
ghthesai
dthel
awf
ir
mfoundmor
e
cl
i
ent
sandmor
emoneyi
scomi
ngi
n,y
ourj
uni
orsj
ustkeep
get
ti
ngbet
terandbet
ter
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:
BabyIneedt
otel
lyousomet
hing
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:Ishoul
d'
vet
oldy
out
hiswhenwest
art
eddat
ingbutIdi
dn'
t
knowhowy
ouwoul
dreact
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:
I'
mjustsor
ryIhav
etodot
hisnow
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:Babymynamei
sZwel
ethuZul
uthef
ir
stbor
nint
heZul
u
f
ami
l
y,myf
atheri
sManqobaZul
uhemetmymot
herNot
hando
Mt
het
hwawhent
heywer
einhi
ghschoolmydadwasal
soa
f
ir
stbor
nint
hef
ami
l
y.Icomef
rom av
il
lagecal
l
edMakhosi
ni,
whenmymot
herf
ellpr
egnantshehadt
omar
rymyf
atherand
t
hat
'swhenshef
oundoutaboutwhot
hel
oveofherl
i
fer
eal
l
yis
,myf
atherwasf
rom t
her
oyalf
ami
l
ywhenmygr
andf
ather
di
edmyf
atherwascr
ownedKi
ngandmymot
herQueenand
nowt
hatmyf
atherhasdi
edIast
hef
ir
stbor
nhav
eto.
..Ihav
e
t
otakeov
ert
het
hroneandf
ort
hatt
ohappenIneedt
obe
mar
ri
ed.BabyI
'
mfr
om t
her
oyalf
ami
l
yandi
naf
ewmont
hsI
'
ll
becr
ownedKi
ngt
her
efor
eIneedmyQueent
ofi
ghtf
orherl
i
fe
sot
hatshecanhel
pmer
ulet
hev
il
lage,Iwast
oldt
otakea
wi
fef
rom t
hev
il
lagei
fIdon'
tmar
rysoonandIdon'
twantt
hat.
ThembaIwanty
out
obemyQueenpl
easef
ightmyl
ove.
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Ikneelbehi
ndhershe'
slooki
ngatmeatt
hemi
rr
or,shet
urns
ar
oundandl
ooksmeshe'
sshowi
ngadi
ff
erentemot
ionshe'
s
notangr
ybutshe'
snotsadei
thershekneel
stooandcont
inues
l
ooki
ngatme.
Me:
Baby
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Me:
Ilov
eyouBut
ter
cupandImi
ssy
oupl
easef
ightf
orus
Her:
*si
l
ence*
Ther
e'saknockont
hedoor,mymot
hercomesi
nThemba
l
ooksatherl
i
keshe'
sseei
ngherf
ort
hef
ir
stt
imemybabyi
sso
conf
used,
shel
ooksatherf
oragood5mi
nut
est
henget
supt
o
si
tont
hebed.
Mom :
Thembal
et'
sgoy
ourt
her
apyi
sher
efoyy
oursessi
on
Sheget
supandl
eav
est
her
oom l
ooki
ngconf
used,
Iguesst
his
whol
ethi
ngwor
kedIhopei
twor
ked.

Themba

Lor
dwhati
sthi
smansay
ingt
omemay
beIhear
dhi
m wr
ong
,
noIhear
dhi
mri
ghthe'
sroy
alt
ybutImeant
hatexpl
ainst
he
wayhi
smot
herdr
essesandhowhef
oundme,
Imeanheowns
aconst
ruct
ioncompanysonowt
hatIt
hinkabouti
thowdi
dhe
f
indme.Imakemywayt
omyt
her
api
stI
'
m busyt
ryi
ngt
ofi
gur
e
outwhatj
usthappened,
I'
m soconf
used.
Ther
api
st:
Apennyofy
ourt
hought
s
Me:
My.
..
Shel
eansf
orwar
dandherf
acebr
ight
ensup
Me:
Myboy
fri
endi
sroy
albl
ood
Her:
Wowt
hat
'shugenews,
howdoy
ouf
eel
aboutt
his?
Me:
Conf
used
Her:
Howwoul
dyoul
i
ket
ofeel
abouti
t?
Me:
*si
l
ence*
Her:
Doy
ouhav
equest
ionsf
orhi
m
Me:
Yes
Her:
Cany
ouaskhi
mthosequest
ions
Me:
No
Her:
Woul
dyoul
i
ket
owr
it
ethem down?
Me:
Yes
ShehandsmeapenandpaperandIwr
it
edownmyquest
ion
"
How di
dyouf
indme?
".Shecal
l
edi
nZwe,hesatont
he
couchopposi
teme.
Ther
api
st:MrZul
uIcal
l
edy
oui
nher
ebecausey
ourgi
rl
fr
iend
want
stoasky
ousomet
hing,
shewr
otei
tdownf
ory
ou
Ihandhi
mthepi
eceofpaperher
eadsi
tandsi
ghshel
ooksat
meandt
ell
smeev
ery
thi
ngI
'
m notgonnal
i
eI'
m hur
ti
ngi
thur
ts
sobadI
'
m cr
yingt
het
ear
sjustcomeuncont
rol
l
abl
y.
Me:
Youwer
efr
iends?
Iaski
nat
rembl
i
ngv
oice,Icanseet
hepai
ninhi
sey
esIj
ust
wantt
oheal
soIcanl
ethi
minImi
sshi
mtoo.
Hi
m:Yes
Me:
Youki
l
ledhi
m?
Hi
m:Yes
Il
ayont
hecouchandl
ookatt
hecei
l
ingIwi
sht
hei
rdeat
hcoul
d
f
reemebuti
twon'
titcan'
tonl
yIcanf
reemy
sel
fandIdon'
t
knowhow.
Me:WhenIcl
osemyey
es.
..whenIcl
osemyey
esIcansmel
l
hi
scol
ogneIcanst
il
lhearhi
sgr
oansIcanst
il
lfeelhi
m ent
er
meIcanst
il
lheart
hem debat
ingaboutwhosat
isf
iesmeIcan
st
il
lheart
hei
rlaughs,hemar
chedt
owar
dsmepi
ckedmeup
andsl
ammedmeagai
nstt
hewal
lmybackst
il
lhur
tsmyknees
wer
e on t
he gr
ound he gr
abbed myt
hroatand pi
nned me
agai
nstt
hewal
lIwaspower
lessIhadl
i
ttl
ebr
eat
hlef
tinmy
bodyhet
ossedmet
othespongeandwhenmybodyhi
tthe
gr
oundIknewi
twasmyl
astdayonEar
th,whenIl
ookedi
nto
hi
sey
esi
t'
sli
kehehadnosoul.Whenmybodywasont
he
gr
oundhet
ookof
fhi
sjeansspr
eadmyl
egsandf
orcedhi
msel
f
i
nsi
demehekeptgr
oani
ngt
ell
i
ngmeIwaswor
thl
esshet
old
meI
'
m pay
ingf
ormysi
nshesai
dI'
l
ldi
eher
eandnobodywi
l
l
f
indmehecamei
nsi
demeandIpr
epar
edmy
sel
fformor
epai
n
heal
sof
orcedhi
msel
finsi
demeIcoul
dn'
tfi
ndt
hem any
mor
e
al
lIdi
dwascr
yandpr
ayIpr
ayedf
ordeat
hmymot
herwas
r
aped t
o deat
h and mybestf
ri
end was r
aped t
o deat
hI
accept
ed myf
ate.Af
ter3 hour
sadayev
ery
dayt
hedoor
openedandIwasr
apedby2men,ont
hel
astdaywhent
he
dooropenedandt
het
hir
dmanwal
kedi
nIl
ostmyf
ait
hinGodI
knewmypr
ayer
shadf
all
enondeafear
sIhear
dgunshot
s,he
wal
kedt
owar
dsmeandIpr
epar
edmy
sel
ffort
hewor
sthe
unt
iedmemyey
eswer
est
il
lcl
osedIwasi
nhi
sar
mswhenI
hear
dhi
svoi
ceIf
eltashar
ppai
ninmyst
omachIhadahuge
l
umponmyt
hroatandj
ustwai
l
edonhi
schesthehel
dme
t
ight
erandIknewi
twasov
er
Tear
swer
est
reami
ngdownmyf
ace,
IlookedatZwe.
Me:
Thanky
ouf
orsav
ingme,
thanky
ouf
orendi
ngmypai
n
Ther
api
st:
CanZwehol
dyou?
Inoddedmyheadv
igor
ousl
y,mymanmadehi
swayt
owar
ds
meandknel
tinf
rontofmeIsatupr
ightwi
thmyhandsonmy
t
highshehel
dmyhandsandki
ssedt
hem hewascr
yinghi
s
headwasboweddownIhel
dhi
shandst
ight
erhel
ookedatme
ourey
es wer
e st
ari
ng i
nto each ot
her
's soul
s Iki
ssed hi
s
f
oreheadhesmi
l
edandIwi
pedhi
stear
s.
Hi
m:Pl
easef
ightmyQueen
Me:
Ilov
eyou
Hi
sfacel
i
tuphi
sey
eshadal
i
ttl
espar
kinsi
det
hem ,
hel
ooked
l
i
kehehadbeenl
ongi
ngt
ohearmesayt
hat.
Hi
m:Il
ovey
oumywar
ri
or

Ther
apyhasbeenr
eal
l
yhel
pful,t
hedoct
orsay
smybodyi
s
sl
owl
yheal
i
ngbutIst
il
lneedt
otakei
tsl
owandr
est It
alknow
nota l
otand notev
ery
day butIt
alkI
'
m st
il
lhur
tand
t
raumat
izedbutI
'
m wor
kingt
hroughi
t,i
t'
shar
dyouknow
somet
imesIf
eart
hatt
hey
'l
lwal
kthr
ought
hedoorandcont
inue
hur
ti
ngmeIknow t
hey
'r
edeadbutsomeday
smymi
ndpl
ays
t
ri
ckswi
thmel
i
ket
odayIwasi
ntheki
tchenf
ixi
ngmy
sel
fa
sandwi
ch Zwet
ouched meand Ihad an epi
sodeIal
most
st
abbedhi
m wi
tht
hekni
feIwashol
dingIcoul
dseet
hehur
tin
hi
sey
esIf
eltsoashamedsoIr
ant
omyr
oom andl
ocked
my
sel
finsi
de,Idon'
tthi
nkI
'
llev
ergetov
ert
hisy
est
erdaymy
t
her
api
stasked"
Doy
out
hinky
oucanev
erf
orgi
vet
hem ?
"andI
hav
en'
tknownpeacesi
ncet
henI
'
vebeent
hinki
ngaboutt
hat
andIdon'
tknow how onecanf
orgi
vesomet
hingl
i
ket
his.
Zwe'
smom i
sknocki
ngont
hedoorshe'
sbeenknocki
ngf
ort
he
l
ast20mi
nut
esIdeci
det
oopenf
orher,sheget
sinandwal
ks
pastmeshegoest
omycl
osetandcomesbackwi
thagr
ey
t
urt
leneckandbl
uedeni
mjeansshet
akesof
fmycl
othesand
dr
essesmeshet
akesacombandcombsmyhai
r,shehasn'
t
sai
dany
thi
ngsi
nceshegoti
n.Shegr
absmybl
ackAl
exander
McQueensneaker
sandput
sthem onmyf
eet,shewal
ksout
andIf
oll
owhershe'
sout
sidest
andi
ngnex
ttoabl
ackSUVwi
th
t
hedooropenIwal
ktowar
dsherandshesi
gnal
smet
ogeti
n
t
heback,Igetandf
indZwei
nsi
deIsi
tnex
ttohi
m andIl
ook
downhehol
dsmyhandIcl
osemyey
esandl
aymyheadonhi
s
l
aphi
smom get
sinandhol
dmyot
herhandt
hecar
sst
art
mov
ing.If
ellasl
eepont
her
oadZwet
ouchesmyf
aceandI
wakeupwe'
rest
il
li
nthecarbuti
t'
snotmov
ing.
Ma:
Let
'sgof
oll
owme
Weal
lfol
l
ow herIdon'
tknow wher
ethi
spl
acei
sbutt
his
bui
l
dingl
ooksabandonedwhyar
eweher
e,shewal
ki
ngi
nfr
ont
ofusZwei
shol
dingmyhandhi
sbr
other
sar
ebehi
nduswi
th
myt
her
api
stwewal
kinsi
deandi
t'
sempt
ywewal
kthest
air
sto
t
het
hir
dfl
ooront
hel
astst
epIl
ookupandIf
reez
eIl
ookat
Zwehel
ooksdownIl
ookbehi
ndusIl
ookathi
sbr
other
sthey
bot
hlookdownandscr
atcht
hei
rheadsIl
ookatmyt
her
api
st
andshenods.Iwal
kinsi
deMai
sst
andi
ngnextt
othespongeI
wassl
eepi
ngonIt
urnt
oZwehel
ooksatmeandhugs,Ma
t
ouchesmybackandwhi
sper
s"f
orgi
vet
hem"Il
etgoofZwe
andt
urnt
ohershehol
dsmeIscr
eam ,shehol
dsmet
ight
er
andmyscr
eamsgr
ow l
oudershel
etsgoofmeIkneelont
he
f
loorandscr
eam t
het
ear
sst
arthav
ingt
hei
rwaydownonmy
f
ace Iscr
eam f
rom myst
omachmyv
oicedeepensal
i
ttl
eI
cont
inue t
o scr
eam Iscr
eam t
he Lor
d's name "
Why?
!!
!"I
scr
eam l
ouder.If
eelsomet
hingl
i
keasmal
lbal
lmov
efr
om my
st
omacht
omychestandf
rom mychestt
omyt
hroatIwantt
o
geti
toutIscr
eam onemor
eti
mei
t'
snow att
het
oponmy
t
hroatIbur
pandIcr
ysi
l
ent
lyIcl
osemyey
es"
Lor
dIt
akemy
powerback,hel
pmef
orgi
vet
hem andhel
pmeheal.For
giv
e
met
oof
ather"Igetupandf
eelal
i
ttl
eli
ght
erMal
ooksatme
andhugsmeIhugherback.
Me:
Thanky
ou
Shehol
dsmet
ight
er,
IguessIneededt
ofacet
hisheadonI
'
ve
f
orgi
vent
hem Iknow hav
epowerov
ermyl
i
feagai
nnow t
he
heal
i
ngbegi
ns.

Zwe

Herscr
eamssentshar
ppai
nst
omyhear
tmybr
otherwas
hol
dingmet
hiswasal
lsoemot
ionalIhav
enev
erseenany
thi
ng
l
i
ket
hisbef
oreev
ersi
ncet
hishappenedt
omybabyt
ear
shav
e
beenmybestf
ri
end r
ightnow ev
ery
onei
scr
ying ev
ent
he
t
her
api
st,when she bur
ps l
i
ke a possessed woman t
he
t
her
api
stsmi
l
esIgi
veheraquest
ioni
ngl
ook.
Her:
She'
sfor
giv
ent
hem nowal
lshehast
odoi
sheal
,nomor
e
ni
ght
mar
esnomor
eepi
sodesbutshest
il
lhasal
ongwayt
ogo
andshest
il
lneedst
her
apy.She'
l
lbebackt
ohernor
malsel
f
t
her
e'shope
Fi
nal
l
ysome good news mybr
other
s hug me and we cr
y
t
oget
hert
ear
sofj
oyt
hati
sIj
usthopewe'
l
lbeabl
etomake
l
ovenowandIj
ustwantt
otouchherwi
thoutt
ri
gger
ingherpai
n
.We'
reont
her
oadgoi
ngbackhomemybabyi
ssl
eepi
ng
peacef
ull
yonmyl
ap.
Me:
Mawami
Shel
ooksatmeandsmi
l
es.
Me:
Thanky
ou
Her:Iwanthert
obeuMakot
iwamiandIknowt
hev
il
lagewi
l
l
l
ovehershe'
saf
ight
ershe'
sar
ockshe'
sfi
ttobeQueenand
shemakesy
ouhappy
Me:
Andshel
ovesme
Her:
Andshel
ovesy
ou
Ismi
l
eandbr
ushmybaby
'shai
rIhopesheagr
eest
obemy
Queen,shesmi
l
esmyhear
tjumpsf
orj
oyIhav
en'
tseenher
smi
l
einal
ongt
imeIl
ovehersomuch.

Thi
saf
ter
noonIsl
eptnex
ttomybabyi
tfel
tsogoodt
obenex
t
t
oherbody,Ihar
dlysl
eptt
houghIwasbusyst
ari
ngather
sl
eepi
ng so peacef
ull
y.I
t'
sal
mostmi
dni
ghtand she'
sst
il
l
sl
eepi
ngIf
ellasl
eepar
ound21h00butwokeupwhenshe
snuggl
edcl
osert
omybodyI
'
m st
il
lst
ari
ngathersheopensar
e
beaut
if
ulsexyey
esandsmi
l
eswhensheseesmel
ooki
ngather
.
Her:
Star
ingi
srude
Me:
Notwheny
ou'
rest
ari
ngatwhatbel
ongst
oyou
Her:
Baby
Me:
Yes
Her:
Ilov
eyou
Me:
YouknowIl
ovey
oumor
e
Her:Soy
ou'
rer
eal
l
ygoi
ngt
obecr
ownedKi
ngi
nacoupl
eof
mont
hs
Me:
Yesmyl
ove
Her:
Ifwe'
rest
il
ltoget
her?
Me:
If?Ther
e'snoi
fwe'
l
lst
il
lbet
oget
hermyl
ove
Her:
ThatmeansI
'
llbeaQueen?
Me:Wel
lyesbutf
ir
stIneedt
odot
hingst
her
ightway,Ineed
t
ost
artcont
act
ingy
ouruncl
eswel
lfi
rsty
ouhav
etoheal
Her:
Zwear
eyour
eal
l
yser
ious?
Me:
Deadassser
iousbaby
Shesmi
l
esat
earescapesf
rom herey
e,shequi
ckl
ywi
pesi
t
andki
ssesmyl
i
psmyhear
tmel
tsIhav
en'
ttast
edhersweet
l
i
psi
nsol
ongweki
sspassi
onat
elyandshesmi
l
eswhenshe
f
eel
smyer
ect
ionpoki
ngherIl
augh.
Me:
Letgot
akeaqui
ckshower
sI'
l
lber
ightback
Shef
rownsbutr
eal
l
yIdon'
twantt
ohur
therIknow shehas
f
orgi
venMi
chael
andThabi
sobutIdon'
twantt
orushher.
Her:
Imi
ssy
ou
Me:
Imi
ssy
out
oo
Her:
Thendon'
ttaket
hatcol
dshowert
akemei
nst
ead
Me:
BabyIdon'
twantt
orusht
heheal
i
ng.
..
Her:ZweIwanty
oui
nsi
deme,y
ouj
ustshar
edsomegood
newswi
thmeIwanty
oui
nsi
demebecauseIwantt
ogetr
idof
t
hoset
err
ibl
epi
ctur
est
hatkeepr
epl
ayi
ngi
nmyhead,Iwant
y
oui
nsi
demebecauseIwantt
ofeelgoodagai
npl
easemyl
ove
pl
easehel
pmeheal
Me:
Arey
ousur
e?
ShenodsIwast
enot
imeIcl
i
mbont
hebedandgetbet
ween
hert
highsIki
ssherourt
onguesdancet
oget
hershepul
l
sout
l
ooksatmeandsmi
l
esshet
akesof
fmyt
-shi
rtandt
akesof
f
her
sIhel
pherwi
thherbr
aherboobsar
elef
texposed"
Fuck"I
whi
sperundermybr
eat
hshesmi
l
esandbi
tesherl
owerl
i
pI
at
temptt
otakeof
fherj
eansherf
aci
alexpr
essi
onchangesl
i
ke
shej
ustr
emember
edsomet
hingIgi
veaquest
ioni
ngl
ook.
Her:I
'
m sur
eit
'sbushydownt
her
egi
vemeami
nut
etoqui
ckl
y
shav
e
Me:Ar
eyouser
ious?BabeIdon'
tcar
eaboutt
hebushIj
ust
wantt
obei
nsi
dey
ouIl
ovey
ouasy
ouar
emyl
ove
ShenodsandIt
akeof
fherj
eansIf
rownmybabyst
opped
wear
ingl
acepant
iesshe'
sri
ghtIdoneedt
omakeherf
eelgood
t
hatwayi
t'
l
lbeeasi
erf
orhert
ohealandst
artt
aki
ngcar
eof
her
sel
fagai
n,It
akeof
fherpant
iesandt
her
e'sr
eal
l
ynobush
her
eit
'shai
ryy
esbutt
her
e'snobushIt
akeof
fmyj
eansand
under
wear"
Zul
udi
vei
nboy,
enj
oyy
our
sel
f"Ihol
dherhandand
l
etmy
sel
finIpausef
orami
nut
efuuuuuckt
hatf
eltsogood
she'
s so war
m wetand t
ightImov
e sl
owl
y she moans
"
mmmmmmh"shebi
tesherl
owerl
i
pwi
thherot
herhandshe
gr
absmywai
st"
fuckImi
ssedy
ousomuch"Isaysoundi
ngl
i
ke
abi
tch "
Deeperdaddy
"shemoansunderherbr
eat
hIgo
deeperi
nsi
deherf
uckIhol
dherhandt
ight
er,
Ipi
ckupt
hepace
"
Zul
ukodwawhat
..
." shecoul
dn'
tev
enf
ini
sht
hatsent
enceI
gof
ast
erIseet
ear
sst
reami
ngdownherf
aceIpani
candst
op
"
Babyar
eyou.
."shesmi
l
es"
Tear
sofj
oymyl
ovepl
easekeep
goi
ng"Ikeepgoi
ngf
ast
ershear
chesherbackandt
ri
est
ohol
d
i
nhermoans"
OhGahd"shescr
eams"
Ooooouuudaddy,Yes
Lawwd"shekeepsmoani
ngshe'
saboutt
ocl
i
maxIgof
ast
er
spl
ashshecumsbutIkeepgoi
ng"
Ohmyl
ove,f
uckf
uckf
uck
f
uckf
uckf
uckf
uck"shemoans"
aaaaaar
ha"shecr
iessweet
lyI
smi
l
esheopensherey
esandl
ooksdeepi
ntomyey
esshe
makesmeweakev
eryt
imeshedoest
his"
FuckThembamahn"
shepout
sherl
i
psandt
ight
enshergr
iponmyhandI
'
m aboutt
o
cl
i
maxandsoi
sshe"
Aaaaaaaar
ghbaby
"Iscr
eam shesmi
l
esI
hol
dherwai
standl
ayont
opofher"
Fuuuuck"shemoansi
nmy
earasshecame"
Sweeetf
uckIl
ovey
ou"Isayi
ntoherearasI
r
eleasemyl
oadi
nsi
deher,west
ayi
nthesameposi
ti
onf
ora
good5mi
nut
eswe'
rebot
hqui
et.
Her:
Iwannadoi
tint
heshower
Me:
Freaky
Her:
Let
'sgodaddy
Sheget
smeweakwhenshecal
l
smedaddy,f
uckIl
ovet
his
woman.

(
Sixmont
hsl
ater
)

Themba
OhmyGodi
t'
sfi
nal
l
yhappeni
ngj
ustsi
xmont
hsagot
hiswas
al
lani
deaandZwet
houghtIwasj
oki
ngbuthemadei
thappen
f
uckIl
ovet
hatmanwi
thev
eryf
iberi
nme,It
akeal
ookat
my
sel
fint
hemi
rr
oragai
nandIl
ookst
unni
ngnotgonnal
i
e.
Nozi
phoandAmandawal
kin,
Amandai
sMzwandi
l
e'sgi
rl
fr
iend
Imether2mont
hsagoal
ongwi
thNozukoZet
hu'
sgi
rl
fr
iendwe
hadabr
aaiandIf
inal
l
yint
roducedZwet
omyf
ami
l
yMz
othi
al
mostcuthi
sbal
l
sof
fhewasf
uri
ousIt
elly
ouQhaweont
he
ot
herhandwasov
ert
hemoonhet
oldmei
twasaboutt
ime,I
l
ookatt
hem andt
heyscr
eam .
Amanda:DamnThembay
oul
ookl
i
keQueennowai
tyouar
ea
Queen.
Wel
aughatherNozi
phocomescl
oser.
Her:Youknowf
oragi
rlwhohat
esmake-
upi
tsur
edoesl
ook
goodony
ou
Me:
Ireal
l
yhopei
tdoesn'
tdamagemyski
n
Amanda:
You'
resodr
amat
icThembay
oooh
Ir
oll
myey
est
heyl
augh.
Me:
Lookaty
ouguy
sst
unni
ngasev
er
Amanda:Ofcour
sedar
li
ng*
fli
ppi
ngherhai
r*Iam af
ashi
on
desi
gneraf
teral
l
Me:Ohl
awwwdhow canwenotf
orgetwheny
out
ellus62
t
imesaday
Theyl
augh.
Me:
Okaysohowi
sit?You'
veseeni
tri
ght
Nozi
pho:Wepassedt
her
eonourwayher
e,i
t'
spackedt
he
medi
aist
her
eand t
rustmemyt
eam wi
l
lmakesur
eyour
guest
sar
efedandf
ooddoesn'
trunout
SoNozi
phost
art
edhercat
eri
ngcompanyamont
hagowhen
Nobuhl
egotherey
esi
ghtback,Ideci
dednott
otel
lmyf
ami
l
y
aboutwhathappenedt
omeIj
ustmakesur
etheydon'
tseeme
onmywor
stday
stheywoul
ddi
eift
heyf
ound outI
'
m so
gr
eat
fulf
orZwel
iguy
sthatguyi
samazi
ng he'
ssentf
rom
heav
enIswear,mymot
her
-i
n-l
aw wal
ksf
uckt
hiswomancan
dr
ess.
Her:
Gir
lsl
et'
sgot
heguest
sar
ewai
ti
ngf
orus
Shel
ooksatmeandsmi
l
es.
Her:
Awkodwandoni
yamanz
iyoul
ooksobeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thanky
ouMaandy
oul
ooksoamazi
ng
Her:
Oht
hisol
dthi
ng
Weal
ll
aughshehol
dmyhandandwewal
koutt
hebl
ackSUV'
s
ar
eout
sidewai
ti
ngf
orusIr
idewi
thmymot
her
-i
n-l
aw,
Nozi
pho
r
ideswi
thAmandat
hecar
sst
artmov
ingIgetner
vous.
Ma:
I'
m sopr
oudofy
ouMakot
i
Me:
Thanky
ouMa
Iwi
shmymot
herwasher
ewi
thmebutIknow she'
spr
oud
wher
eshei
sthecar
sgetcl
osert
othev
enuei
t'
spackedandmy
st
omachi
sinknot
sMahol
dmyhandt
ight
ert
hecarst
opsand
wewal
koutt
hemedi
ast
art
sat
tacki
nguswi
thquest
ionsmy
headi
sbuzzi
ngIdon'
tknowwhot
oanswerandwhot
oignor
e
Mai
swal
ki
ngi
nfr
ontofmest
il
lhol
dingmyhandpeopl
ear
e
t
aki
ng pi
ctur
es ofus f
rom ev
eryangl
eitki
nda l
ooks l
i
ke
someonet
hrew at
easpooni
nthemi
crowav
eit
'schaot
icwe
f
inal
l
yent
ert
hebui
l
dingi
mmedi
atel
yIst
artl
ooki
ngf
orZweI
j
ustwantt
obei
nhi
sar
ms.
Ma:You'
l
llookf
ory
ourmanl
aterMakot
i,l
et'
sgoandgr
eett
he
guest
s
Me:
Okayl
et'
sgo
Wegot
oeacht
abl
ear
oundt
hishuger
oom gr
eet
ingguest
s,
we'
reonout6t
htabl
eandI
'
m get
ti
ngt
ir
edofsmi
l
ingandsay
ing
"
Ohni
cet
omeety
ou,
thanky
ouf
orcomi
ngandpl
easedoenj
oy
y
our
sel
f"butIsucki
tupt
hisi
swhatIwant
edandt
hegr
and
openi
ng i
swher
eital
lbegi
nswecont
inuegr
eet
ing guest
s
AmandaandNoz
iphoj
oinmeandMal
eav
essay
ingshehad
someemer
gencyI
'
m st
il
llooki
ngf
ormymanIcan'
tfi
ndhi
m,
may
behe'
srunni
ngl
ateIt
ellmy
sel
fwegr
eett
hel
astt
abl
e
t
hankgoodnesswe'
redone.Wemakeourwayt
oourt
abl
eI
t
akeaseatandsi
pmywat
er .
Nozi
pho:
Thembar
elaxhe'
l
lcome
Me:
Ihopeso
Amanda:
Ial
sohav
en'
tseenMz
wandi
l
e
Voi
ce:
Gir
lIl
ostZet
hut
oo
Me:
Nozukof
inal
l
ywher
ehav
eyoubeen
Nozuko:Uhhbusyor
gani
singt
hisev
enf
uthigetupi
t'
sti
mef
or
y
ourspeech/
present
ati
on
Me:
But.
..
Her:
Theguest
sar
egonnagetr
est
less
Me:
okayokay
Igetupf
rom myseat,
mybr
other
swal
kinIwav
eatt
hem t
hey
smi
l
eQhawebl
owsaki
ssIsmi
l
e.Igetont
hest
ageNoz
uko
handsmet
hemi
c.
Me:
Goodev
eni
ngl
adi
esandgent
lemen
Then:
Goodev
eni
ng
Me:Wowy
ouguy
slookamazi
ng,
yousi
stergi
rli
ntabl
e4wi
th
t
her
eddr
essIl
ovet
hehai
r
Her:
Thanky
ou*
blushi
ng*
Me:Guy
sthanky
ou al
lso much f
orcomi
ng mynamei
s
ThembaZondi af
ewmont
hsagoIsai
dtomyhusband"
BabyI
wantt
oopenashel
terandahospi
talf
orwomenandchi
l
dren
who'
vesur
viv
edabuseandr
ape"hi
sey
esl
i
tupbecauseIwas
doi
ngwhathehasal
way
sbeggedmet
odoandt
hati
stospend
hi
smoney*
(ther
oom i
sfi
l
ledwi
thl
aught
er)
*.Youknow a
l
awy
erIdealwi
thki
ndofcasesev
ery
dayandr
ecent
lyI
'
vebeen
wonder
ingwhathappenst
othem bef
oreandaf
tert
her
apeand
abusehast
akenpl
ace,
thi
sshel
terandt
hishospi
talensur
est
o
pr
otectandsuppor
tsur
viv
orsi
fanywomanormanhasbeen
r
apedorabusedanddoesn'
tfeelsaf
eenought
ogot
othe
pol
i
cest
ati
ont
hisi
sthepl
acet
ocomet
oespeci
all
yformenwe
knowy
ouguy
sfi
ndi
thar
dtogot
othepol
i
cest
ati
onandr
epor
t
r
apeorabuset
hishospi
talof
fer
sthebestsuppor
tandsaf
ety
notonl
ywi
l
lyougot
ocounsel
l
ingbuti
fyouwi
sht
oopena
caseal
awy
erwi
l
lbepr
ovi
dedf
ory
ouf
rom myf
ir
m ,i
fyou'
rea
st
udentandy
ouwi
sht
ocont
inuest
udy
ingy
ouwi
l
lst
udymy
f
ir
m wi
l
lensur
ethaty
ougetabur
sar
y.Idon'
tev
enknowi
fI'
m
maki
ngsenseI
'
m shaki
ngI
'
m sweat
ingandI
'
mlooki
ngf
ormy
husbandbutIcan'
tfi
ndhi
m
Voi
ce:
He'
sri
ghtbehi
ndy
ou
It
urnar
oundandmybabyi
sinabl
ackt
uxedof
uckhel
ooksl
i
ke
ar
eal
li
febar
biedol
lI'
mtur
nedon.
Thecr
owd:
Ncoahmahn
Me:
Ther
eyouar
e,comeher
e
Hewal
kst
owar
dsmewi
thami
cinhi
shandshest
andsnextt
o
meandhol
dmyf
reehand.
Me:OkaynowI
'
m abi
tcal
m,l
i
keIsai
dIj
ustwantt
hisshel
ter
andhospi
talt
ohel
phealsur
viv
orspr
otectt
hem andgi
vet
hem
hope,l
adi
esandgent
lemenpl
easef
oll
owmeout
sidet
oshar
e
mydr
eam wi
thy
ou
Peopl
est
artgoi
ngout
sidewi
thNozuko,Ma,Amandaand
Nozi
phol
eadi
ngt
hem outIl
ookatmybaby.
Me:
Thanky
oumyl
ovey
oumadeal
loft
hishappen
Hi
m :Il
ovey
ouandIl
ovedhear
ingy
ouspeakabouti
t,t
hej
oy
i
nyourey
eswheny
ouspokeabouti
tbr
oughtj
oyi
ntomyhear
t
Me:
Ilov
eyounowl
et'
sgooutt
her
e
Hi
m:Ican'
twai
ttot
aket
hatdr
essof
fofy
ou
Me:
Wel
ll
et'
shur
ryupandf
ini
shsowecangohome
Hesmi
rksIbi
temyl
owerl
i
pheki
ssesmeandwewal
kout
hol
ding hands Iwal
kup t
othe f
rontNozuko hands me a
sci
ssor
s.
Me:Ladi
esandgent
lemenIgi
vey
ouThubal
ethushel
terand
hospi
tal
Icutt
her
edr
ibbonev
ery
onecl
apsmedi
atakespi
ctur
esand
f
inal
l
ymymot
her
-i
n-l
awshowsupshehugsmeandt
hat
'smor
e
pi
ctur
esf
ort
hemedi
a.Amanda,
NozukoandNoz
iphogi
veour
guest
sat
ouroft
heshel
terandhospi
talanhourl
aterev
ery
one
was back i
nthei
rseat
s ev
ery
one was eat
ing and maki
ng
conv
ersat
ionwi
theachot
hermybabywal
kedupt
othest
ageI
l
ookedt
hel
adi
est
heyj
ustsmi
l
ed.
Me:
Whyi
sZ.
..
Hi
m:Ladi
esandgent
lemenmayIhav
eyourat
tent
ionpl
ease
Ther
oom goesqui
et.
Hi
m:St
handwasami
pleasej
oinme
Imaymywayt
othe st
age per
plexed ,t
his wasn'
tint
he
pr
ogr
ammemosIst
andnextt
ohi
m hehol
dsmyhand.
Hi
m :Myl
ovewe'
vecomeal
ongway,y
ourpr
esencei
nmyl
i
fe
hasmadeahugedi
ff
erenceI
'
m happi
ery
oumakemesohappy
ThembaI
'
m sopr
oudofy
ou.You'
vebeent
hroughsomuchbut
y
ou'
rest
il
lst
andi
ngher
elooki
ngi
ntomyey
esy
oupur
ehear
t
andi
nnocencemakesmef
alldeeperf
ory
ouev
ery
day,y
ou'
re
har
dwor
kingandcr
eat
ive,y
oudon'
tletmat
eri
alt
hingsgeti
n
t
hewayoft
hemosti
mpor
tantt
hingsi
nli
fe.I
'
m gl
adandpr
oud
t
ocal
lmy
sel
fyourf
ir
stl
ovebutnowIwantt
ocal
lmy
sel
fyour
husband.
.
Shi
tit
'shappeni
nghegoesdownononekneeandt
akesouta
bl
ackboxheopensi
tandIf
alli
nlov
ewi
tht
hisbeaut
if
ulr
ock,
f
ucki
t'
shugemyr
ingf
ingerf
eel
sheav
yal
readyandhehasn'
t
ev
enputi
ton.
Hi
m:MaZondi
sigcwel
eisi
bay
asi
kaBaba(MaZondi
myf
ather
's
kr
aali
sful
l)t
hemoneyi
nmybankaccounti
sreadyt
obespent
myhear
tisl
ongi
ngt
ospendi
t'
sbeat
ingday
swi
thy
oumyl
ove
wi
l
lyoumar
ryme?
Me:Bef
oreIgi
veananswerIwashopi
ngt
odot
hist
oni
ght
whenwegethomebutt
hisi
sther
ightmomentt
odoi
t
It
ouchmyst
omach.
Me:
I'
m pr
egnantandy
esmyl
oveI
'
llmar
ryy
ou
Thecr
owdwentcr
azymymot
her
-i
n-l
aw wasdanci
ngwi
thj
oy
mybr
other
s came up t
he st
age and hugged me t
he gi
rl
s
f
oll
owedbyhuggi
ngmeandscr
eami
ngMzwandi
l
eandZet
hu
wer
ehol
dingcr
yingZwehel
ookedatmehecoul
dn'
tev
en
speakhej
ustputt
her
ingonandpi
ckedmeuphespunme
ar
oundandscr
eamed"
YeeeeeesThanky
ouLor
d".

Mynamei
sThembasoont
obe Zul
u soont
obeQueenof
Makhosi
niv
il
lageandsoont
obeMom .Zwel
ethuf
uckIl
ove
y
ou!
!

BOOK2COMI
NGSOON!
!

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