Times Diary Phase II

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Leisure is free time that is enjoyable specific to the individual. In my timed diary, it is

seen that I enjoy being as active as possible through a variety of activities. Being active and

involved in different activities has been encouraged from when I was young, and I believe it

keeps me motivated to do non-leisure activities and helps my time management. Through this

assignment, I was able to see the effect of my daily leisure activities on my mental health and

general wellness.

My overall use of time related to leisure did not surprise me. While being at college, I’ve

learned that I am the most productive when I get myself into a routine. For example, I recorded

my first diary on a Monday, which tends to be my busiest day. If I decide to sleep in and skip my

8 am class, I end up not going to my 10 am, and then I go to the gym a lot later than I intend to

and end up being late to my 1:25 class. This also affects my homework because during the

breaks between classes, I get my weekly assignments done. I believe most of my peers are

similar to me in the sense that skipping activities makes me lazy and therefore I procrastinate my

work. I do believe my life is a little different from other students due to my involvement in Penn

State Athletics. For example, most students use the weekend to catch up on work and sleep. On

weekends, I am expected to be up early and work athletic events or participate in practice.

Though my overall use of time did not surprise me because my days tend to be the same, what

did surprise me was my use of technology in relation to being alone. I noticed that if I was alone,

my secondary activity was either playing music or scrolling through social media. I know I

struggle with being by myself, but I thought it was interesting that I seem to use my phone as a

distraction. Anthony Silard, Ph.D. (2021) suggests that social media capitalizes on social

isolation and “tends to highly social characters with extended families and friendship networks.”
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Though I cannot physically be with my friends and family, I cope with my loneliness by

following them virtually on social media. This ultimately makes me feel like I’m with them.

I don’t consider myself to live an extremely stressful life. Keeping a busy schedule and

staying in routine helps my time management with getting to class or games or practices on time

as well as completing homework. Though sometimes if I procrastinate or get lazy, I get

extremely stressed out and convince myself it’s impossible to get all my work done on time, the

specific days I recorded my stress and emotions, this did not happen. A trend I did notice

regarding my stress was that I seemed to be most stressed-out during practice. I enjoy managing

for the basketball team, but sometimes practice can be hectic and it’s my responsibility to make

sure things run smoothly for the coaching staff and players. Though I am generally stressed

during practice, I was typically in a good mood. I think this relates to my constant need of

companionship. Participating in a team sport allows me to spend time with my friends outside of

a classroom setting, solve and prevent conflicts and communicate better with my peers (Ioan-

Sabin 2015). Though I generally enjoy practice, as mentioned before, it gets chaotic. Coaches

have player expectations for practice and if those expectations are not met, there is conflict. My

role in this is to not make matters worse and that can be extremely stressful. It’s also not

enjoyable watching your friends struggle through a drill or scrimmage.

Last year at this time, I was the most sedentary I had ever been in my life. I was new to

college, was not involved in any out of school activities, did not prioritize working out and did

not know anyone on campus. As COVID restrictions were lifted, I became more active and my

mood from then to now has increased and I believe that is due to my leisure activities. Since

meeting friends who enjoy working out, I have also found an interest in it and am sure to

incorporate it into my daily routine. Though I enjoy the social aspect of basketball practice, I also
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enjoy that it keeps me active for several hours of the day. Any form of physical activity triggers

the release of chemicals called endorphins, which make you feel happier and more relaxed

(Bennett 2017). This explains why I am generally happier than I was last year. However, I do

believe because I am always moving during the day, I find myself very tired at times. According

to my timed diary, I don’t always get an appropriate amount of sleep. The data suggests that

rather than sleeping, I watch TV with my roommates. This again relates to my inability to be

alone. While watching the amount of TV that I do not unhealthy, I do believe that it detracts

from my wellness because this activity supports my unhappiness when alone. Though leisure is

important because it increases socialization, I believe that I need to work on spending time to

myself. Having time to myself is critical for growth and personal development. Instead of

worrying about the needs, interests, and opinions of others, alone time would let me focus on

myself (Cherry 2021).

In conclusion, I am a very busy person. On the days I have the most classes, I feel most

productive and am motivated to start my work. On my off days, I enjoy being physically active

which maintains my motivation throughout the week. Even on weekends my timed diary proves

I enjoy being social and active. I knew this about myself for the most part, but what I discovered

was my real inability of being by myself. While socialization is extremely important to one’s

mental health, so is being alone which is something I need to be better at to improve my overall

wellness.
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References

Bennett, T. (2017, October 10). 6 mental benefits of team sports: Improved mood, confidence.

Thriveworks. Retrieved April 8, 2022, from https://thriveworks.com/blog/6-mental-

health-benefits-of-playing-sports/

Cherry, K. (2021, May 27). How Important Is Alone Time for Mental Health? Verywell Mind.

Retrieved April 8, 2022, from https://www.verywellmind.com/how-important-is-alone-

time-for-mental-health-5184607

Ioan-Sabin, L. (2015, May). Improving Socialization Through Sport Games. How Does Team

Sport Affect Children At Primary School Level. ResearchGate. Retrieved April 8, 2022,

from

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/283300470_Improving_Socialization_Through

_Sport_Games_How_Does_Team_Sport_Affect_Children_At_Primary_School_Level

Silard, A. (2021, June 14). How Social Media Exploits Our Loneliness. Psychology Today.

Retrieved April 8, 2022, from https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-art-living-

free/202106/how-social-media-exploits-our-loneliness

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