Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali

of

Çréla Raghunätha Däsa Gosvämé

verses 11-13 and 70-77 with the päöha of

Çré Ananta Däsa Bäbäjé Mahäräja

the 34 th representative of the gaòòé of Raghunätha Däsa Gosvämé
Ç ré Viläpa Kusumäïjali is the last and fore-
most writing of Çréla Raghunätha Däsa
Gosvämé, written towards the end of his life
at Çré Rädhäkuëòa. These beautiful prayers will
give us an insight into his intense feelings of tran-
scendental love in separation from his mistress prior
to his entering into the eternal pastimes of Çré Çré
Rädhä-Kåñëa in his siddha-svarüpa. Just as a swan
sings his most beautiful, pitiful songs just before
his death, similarly Çréla Raghunätha Däsa Gos-
vämé wrote these most beautiful prayers in the end
of his manifest life.
As the present mahänta of Çré Rädhä-Kuëòa, 108
Çré Ananta Däsa Bäbäjé Mahäräja is the 34 th repre-
sentive of the chair of Çréla Raghunätha Däsa Gos-
vämé. He has been absorbed in intense bhajana on
the banks of Çré Rädhä-Kuëòa for the last 4 0
years. Renowned for his deep insight and bril-
liant lectures on rasa-tattva, Çré Ananta Däsa Bäbäjé
Mahäräja is widely respected in all the main cent-
ers of traditional Gauòéya Vaiñëava schools in Ben-
gal, Orissa and Vraja-maëòala. Çréla Mahäntajé is
well known for his extensive and brilliant lectures
on Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali.
These lectures were given in memory of the late
Çré Kåñëa Däsa Madrasi Bäbäjé Mahäräja, a resi-
dent of Çré Rädhä-kuëòa, whose favorite book was
Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali, which he completely mem-
orized and recited every day.
 Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali
of

Çréla Raghunätha Däsa Gosvämé

* verses 11-13 and 70-77 *

with the päöha of

Çré Ananta Däsa Bäbäjé Mahäräja

spoken on the occasion of the virahotsava of

Çré Kåñëa Däsa Madrasi Bäbäjé Mahäräja

 verse 11

svapne’pi kim sumukhi te charanambujata

rajat paraga patavasa vibhushanena
shobham param atitaram ahahottamangam
bibhrad bhavishyati kada mama sartha-nama

svapne – in a dream; api – even; kim – what; sumukhi – O fair-faced

one!; te – Your; charana – feet; ambuhata – lotus; rajat – silvery pollen;
paraga – supreme moving substance; patavasa – veil of fragrant pow-
der; vibhushanena – by decoration; shobham – beauty; param – most;
atitaram – great; ahaha – O!; uttamangam – the highest or most impor-
tant limb of the body; vibhrad – holding; bhavishyati – will become;
kada – when; mama – mine; sartha nama – properly named

“O beautiful fairfaced girl! Can I be justified, even if only

in a dream, in calling my head the most important limb of
my body by having it decorated with the silvery fragrant
cosmetic powder like pollen that has stuck on Your lotus-
feet?”

For three days (including this one) we shall be very fortunate as we

shall relish bhagavat-katha (topics about Krishna). The assembly of
Vaishnavas has gathered today on the auspicious occasion of the
opening of the samadhi-mandir (temple-tomb) of the late Shri Shri
Krishna Dasa Madrasi Baba. The object of Shri Shri Krishna Dasa
Madrasi Baba’s grace is a couple named Karunamayi Dasa and Karu-
namayi Dasi, who have spent a lot of money for the erection of this
samadhi-mandir. As they want to live at Radhakunda close to the
vicinity of the remembrance of Shri Krishna Dasa Madrasi Baba,
their abode was erected close to the samadhi-mandir.
Shri Narottama Dasa Thakur Mahashaya has written ‘Shri Guru
charane rati, ei se uttama gati’: “The attraction and loving attachment
to the Guru’s lotusfeet is the supreme goal of life.” Ye prasade purve

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sarva asha: “By his grace all transcendental desires will be fulfilled.”
What is ‘uttama gati’ (The supreme goal of life)? The answer is that
the transcendental loving service to Shri Shri Radha-Krishna in
the nikunja (bowers) of Vraja is the highest goal of human life. Nei-
ther in the revealed scriptures or in the ‘mahajana vani’ (great words
of the great ‘acharyas’) one can find a description of any higher goal
than this one. Here it seems that the loving attraction and attach-
ment to the Guru’s lotusfeet and the transcendental loving service
to Shri Shri Radha-Krishna in the ‘nikunja’ of Vraja, are both the
supreme goal of life. It means actually that the supreme goal of life,
the transcendental service to Shri Shri Radha-Krishna in the ‘nikun-
ja of Vraja’ is attainable through the attraction and loving attach-
ment to the lotusfeet of the Guru.
How it can be reconciled, here in this saying the cause and the
result are considered to be nondifferent? The very classic exemple
given by the ‘acharyas’ is ‘ayur ghritam iti’ (clarifed butter is life). The
meaning of it is that by eating clarifed butter one’s life span in-
creases. For this reason clarified butter and life span are considered
identical. In other words, when one is lovingly attached to the
lotusfeet of the Guru it is inevitable that one achieves this tran-
scendental loving service to Shri Shri Radha-Krishna in the ‘nikunja’
of Vraja.
Commenting on verses 22 to 25 of chapter 15 of the 7th Canto of
Shrimad Bhagavata, that describe how one can overcome by certain
‘upaya’ (means) the different obstacles hampering the development
of ‘bhakti’ (devotional service), Shrimat Jiva Goswamipada wrote in
his Bhakti Sandarbha: ‘tat prasado hi sva sva nana pratikara dustyajanartha-
hanau bhagavat parama prasada siddhau ca mulam’: “These different ob-
stacles, that are very difficult to overcome by their corresponding
means by one’s own endeavours, can be destroyed all at once if the
Guru is pleased by the disciple. If the disciple pleases the Guru then
Lord Hari (God) is also most pleased.“ The last of the above verses
of Shrimad Bhagavata ends saying: ‘...etat sarvam gurau bhaktya purusho
hyanjasa jayet’ – “By simply being devoted to the Guru one can de-

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stroy all these obstacles at once without any separate endeavours.”
Divine love and service for and to the lotusfeet of Shri Shri Rad-
ha-Krishna are achieved by having this loving service attitude to
the lotusfeet of the Guru. Otherwise these obstacles are ‘dustyaja’
(difficult to cast off). The practitioner may try to conquer them by
his own strengh but he will not be able to do so. The main cause of
liberation from obstacles is the grace of the Guru.
Undoubtedly it is by their Guru’s grace that this couple Karu-
namayi dasa and Karunamayi dasi have erected this ‘samadhi mandir’
for him. Because they are organizing this great festival for the open-
ing of the ‘samadhi mandir’ of their Gurudeva I bless them to have all
their divine aspirations fulfilled. Shri Shri Krishna Dasa Baba’s fa-
vorite book was Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami’s Shri Vilapa Ku-
sumanjali that he wore as a garland around his neck, in other words
he had completely memorised. We have now taken the opportunity
to serve him by discussing something from this Shri Vilapa Kusumanja-
li. I shall explain the meaning of the 11th verse of this Shri Vilapa
Kusumanjali by Shripad Raghunatha Dasa Goswami Charan, who is
one of the most intimate associate of Shriman Mahaprabhu:

“What to speak of a wakeful state, could I at least in a

dream be able to adorn my head with the fragrant cosmet-
ic powder that comes from Your lotus feet? Can I then
make my head, which is considered to be the most impor-
tant limb of the body most beautiful with this type of
decoration?”

‘Uttamanga’ (the most important limb of the body) refers here to

the head: “Can I really make this head of mine worthy of the name
‘uttamanga’?” Vaishnava historians claim that this Shri Vilapa Ku-
sumanjali is the last composition of Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Gos-
wami and it is called his very life force. The more the time of his
disappearance was approaching, the more urgent became this feel-
ing of separation from the direct personal encounter and direct

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devotional service of Shrimati Radharani. At that point he was
lying and rolling on the bank of Shri Radhakunda day and night
in great anguish.
In Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami’s ‘Suchak kirtan’ (Bengali song
summarising the life and teachings of an acharya) it is mentioned:
‘kande gosai ratri dine’: “Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami was weep-
ing day and night”, “His body had become grey of dust because of
rolling on the ground near Shri Radhakunda”, ‘chakhu andha anahar’:
“He had become blind because he wasn’t eating any longer”, ‘apa-
nar deha bhar’: “His body became like a heavy weight imposible to
carry”, “And he was suffering pangs of separation”. His body, mind
and life airs were scorching in the fire of separation from Shrimati
Radharani. His heart was filled with ‘Vipralambha rasa’ (transcenden-
tal flavour of divine love in separation for Shrimati Radharani).
As his ‘Prema kalpa latika’ (vine of divine love) was sprinkled by
this transcendental flavour of separation like water, flowers start to
grow on it and each of these flowers is a verse from Shri Vilapa
Kusumanjali. With his own hand he picked each one of these flow-
ers from this vine of divine love for Shri Shri Radha-Krishna and
as a handful offered them to the lotus feet of Shrimati Radharani.
This is why this book is called ‘Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali’, or a handful
of lamentations like flowers. Each word, each syllable, and each
sentence of this book is filled with the divine loving tears of Shri-
pad Raghunatha Dasa Goswami. This was his loving service to the
lotusfeet of his beloved deity Shrimati Radharani. Again these flow-
ers are in their own turn filled with a lot of great longing, like
honey. It is agitation and eagerness like honey that fills these flow-
ers. On the one hand there was a great eagerness within his heart
because he felt keenly the absence of the devotional service of
Shrimati Radharani, on the other hand his heart was melting be-
cause of this eagerness. He couldn’t wait for a second any longer.
Even if he would get a ‘spurthi’ (transcendental heart’s vision) in any
of the three modes of consciousness (wakefulness, dreaming and
deep sleep) it would not satisfy him (like a person dying of thirst

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cannot quench his thirst just by sipping a drop of water from an
ocean of sweet water). He wanted Shrimati Radharani directly in
person, not just in any type of heart’s vision, and he wanted Her
immediately. He felt also very unqualified, thinking: “Can I really
achieve this? It seems to me impossible, only those who are quali-
fied will get it, but I am not at all qualified, so how can I get it?”
Then he wept because he was really feeling completely devoid of
qualification. This is called ‘rodan kavya’ (the poetry of weeping).
He desperately thought: “Well, I am desiring this but I could never
achieve this.” On the other hand he couldn’t give up the hope. So
as soon as he had some heart’s vision of the attributes, the nature
and the character of his beloved deity, then he immediately remem-
bered that one of Her strongest characteristics is compassion and
he couldn’t help but pray, however unqualified he might feel he
was. That is why he mentioning the words ‘svapne pi kim’ (even in a
dream) in this verse. “Can I not at least experience You in my
dream?” In this way his hope for a personal encounter with Shrimati
Radharani was constantly increasing. This state of mind is the high-
est goal of life, it is direct meeting with and personal service to the
beloved deity. “But if this direct meeting is not possible, can I have
it at least in a dream?”
There are three modes of consciousness - wakefulness, dreaming
and deep sleep (without dreaming). When an ordinary human be-
ing is awake he thinks that his body, his bodily relationships and
all his bodily conditions are the reality, and he enjoys this material
existence through the medium of his senses. Through his eyes he
sees these things, through his ears he hears them, through his skin
he touches them, through his nose he smells them and through his
tongue he tastes them. In this way his senses are playing with the
sense objects. This is called ‘jagrata dasha’, or the wakeful condition.
The dreaming condition are ideas created in the mind. At that
stage of consciousness the knowledge-acquiring senses (eyes, ears,
nose, skin, tongue) and the active senses (hands, feet, mouth, geni-
tals, anus) are inactive, but the mind, intelligence, sense of identifi-

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cation (ahamkara) and psychic heart (citta) are still awake. The gross
senses cannot intervene at that moment with the dream, the mind
doesn’t have a hold over them. Just as an ocean is always filled with
waves that are going up and down, similarly the mind registers all
kind of impressions received by the gross senses and reacts in their
favour or disfavour. During the wakeful state we cannot experience
all those impressions at once because our intelligence is at that
moment fixed on the external world. During the dreaming state
the gross senses don’t have any more influence and the only experi-
ence left is ‘samkalpa’ (mental impressions). It is like a picture of
human thinking. Nothing else can pervade the dreams of a materi-
alist but sensual impressions, memories and hopes. There is an oth-
er state of consciousness which is called ‘turiya’ or ‘the fourth one’,
which is ‘brahma’-consciousness and which is achieved by the ‘jnani’
and ‘yogi’. For the devotees it is different: when they become beati-
fied by ‘prema-bhakti’ their state of consciousness is called ‘prema vastu’
(condition of love divine). At that stage the devotee relishes and
experiences the forms, attributes and pastimes of his beloved deity.
This is the type of dream that Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami is
having and not the materialistic type.
It shouldn’t be thought that a devotee who is situated on the
level of transcendental consciousness cannot dream at all. Rather
such a devotee has transcendental dreams as in the case of Shrila
Raghunatha Dasa Goswami. He is always absorbed in ‘lila rasa’
(transcendental flavour of Shri Shri Radha-Krishna’s pastimes) and
his dreams are not products of this material world. He is always
absorbed in thoughts of Shrimati Radharani whether he is deeply
sleeping, dreaming or awake. The ‘mahajanas’ (great teachers) have
written many beautiful songs about Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Gos-
wami and the other ‘Goswami’ of Vrindavana: ‘chira matra kanta
gai...’: “He was only wearing a torn-up chadar and a torn up outer
cloth. Either laughing or crying he was in any case floating in an
ocean of ‘prema ananda’ (transcendental bliss of divine love for Shri
Shri Radha-Krishna). Sometimes he was fasting, sometimes he

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begged the ‘Vrajavasis’ for food. He was always thinking of Shriman
Mahaprabhu’s attributes and always glorified Rupa and Sanatana
Gosvami. 22½ hours a day the ‘Goswamis’ were engaged in hearing,
chanting and remembering Shri Shri Radha-Krishna’s forms at-
tributes and pastimes and the remaining 1½ hour they were dream-
ing of Shri Shri Radha-Krishna.” Although they were dreaming
they saw Shri Shri Radha-Krishna even then. This song is proving
that the dreams of the ‘Goswamis’ are not the same as the dreams
of materialists.
The ‘Goswamis’ never wasted their time – they meditated even
in their sleep. This is called ‘avyartha kalatva’ (one of the nine symp-
toms of a person who is on the level of bhava-bhakti and consequent-
ly also prema-bhakti). None of the Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali-verses can be
considered an ordinary prayer. These prayers are full of concentrat-
ed ‘rasa’ (transcendental flavour) and came from very deep within
the heart. These transcendental pastimes are arising within Shrila
Raghunatha Dasa Goswami’s heart one after the other. When the
perception of one transcendental pastime vanishes he burst out in
tears, praying that the vision of this pastime returns to him and so
this prayer is not an ordinary prayer. It is not some mental specula-
tion but a prayer from deep within the heart. Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali
is so relishable because after each vision has disappeared there was
a prayer, and this book consists of these prayers.
Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami was rolling on the bank of Sri
Radhakunda, muddying the ground with his tears of divine love. He
was speechless and his eyes were filled with tears: manda manda jihva
nore, prema ashru netre pore: “His tongue was moving slowly and his eyes
were filled with tears.” By the mercy of his divine mistress Sri Radha
he is perceiving a very sweet pastime within his transcendental heart.
He sees a mind-stealing bower and doesn’t see himself any longer as
Shrila Raghunath Dasa Goswami but as Tulasi manjari. Shrila Rag-
hunatha das Gosvami in his manjari-svarupa is officially known as
Rati manjari but her nickname is Tulasi manjari. Within the tem-
ple, which is in this bower of Vraja, she sees a very beautiful tran-

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scendental pastime of Shri Shri Radha-Krishna. She is directly rel-
ishing the sweetness of this pastime by looking through a slit in the
wall. After their transcendental pastimes Shri Shri Radha-Krishna
are sitting on Their bed of flowers and Tulasi manjari understands
that her time to serve has come. When she enters the temple she can
see how sweet Shrimati Radharani looks. Shri Govinda Himself is
also relishing the sweetness of Her face:

lila ante sukhe ihar ye anga madhuri

taha dekhi sukhe ami apana pasari

“When I see Her sweetness after we had these loving pas-

times I forget myself out of ecstasy.”

Shri Govinda is relishing the sweetness of Shrimati Radharani like

nectar, drinking it with the cups of His eyes. He is relishing the
nectar of Her smile, drinking it with the cups of His eyes. He is
doing it again and again. That is why Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami is using here the name ‘Sumukhi’ (beautifully faced girl).
Shri Shri Radha-Krishna are relishing Each other’s sweetness and
Tulasi manjari picks up that relish inbetween. Shrimati Radharani
is called here ‘beautifully faced girl’, in reference to Krishna who is
relishing the beauty of Her face. Krishna says to Shrimati Radhara-
ni’s girlfriends: ‘ki dekhilo aparupa rama?’: “What an amazing girl I have
just seen!”, ‘harina hin chandra...’: “Her face is like a spotless full moon,
and it is supported by a golden vine which is Her body. In this
spotless full-moon-like face we can find two wonderful restless eyes
like ‘khanjan’ (wagtail) birds. Just as the ‘Chakora’-bird is only inter-
ested in the moonlight, so also the ‘kajjal’ (eye-liner) around Shrimati
Radharani’s eyes is compared with ropes that capture the ‘Chako-
ri’-birds of Krishna’s eyes. In this way He is relishing the nectar of
Shrimati Radharani’s face as if it were the moon. These eyes not
only defeat the restlessness of the wagtail-bird but also the dark
blue color of the ‘Indivara’ lotus flower.

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 He is pondering that one must be very fortunate to have such a
vision. Maybe if one performs penances for hundreds of years one
may get such a vision. Being endowed with such a type of passion-
ate attraction, Tulasi manjari (Raghunatha Dasa Goswami) used
the word ‘Sumukhi’ in this transcendental vision. Where is Govin-
da sitting? He is submissively sitting at the footsoles of Shrimati
Radharani, Who Herself sits on a jeweled bed. He is holding Her
feet and admiring their elegance with tears in His eyes. Sometimes
He puts these feet on His chest so He may study their elegance
more closely. Tulasi manjari sits close by, watching everything.
Meanwhile Govinda gets ‘sattvika bhavas’ (ecstatic bodily transfor-
mations like shivering, crying, perspiring, etc.) simply by studying
these feet. As He is sweating, the typical dried ointment like fra-
grant pollen which is on His chest starts to become muddy and
sticks on Shrimati Radharani’s footsoles. As Shrimati Radharani’s
maidservants are very proud of Her, always wanting to establish
Her glories, so Tulasi manjari starts to laugh when she sees Her
mistress getting Her footsoles stained with the ointment from Krish-
na’s chest. Although she slightly giggles, hiding her mouth with
her veil out of shyness, still we can detect it on her forehead and
her eyes. Not understanding why Tulasi is laughing Shrimati Rad-
harani asks her: “Why are you laughing?”, and gently kicks her on
the head to punish her. Thus Krishna’s oinment, which is stuck to
Shrimati Radharani’s footsoles, gets printed on Tulasi’s forehead.
Shrimati Radharani’s feet are compared to lotus flowers, and as
lotuses contain pollen, so, according to Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami, Her lotusfeet are also smeared with pollen, and this tran-
scendental pollen comes from Krishna’s chest. It has an extraordi-
nary fragrance because it emanates from Krishna’s transcendental
chest and is taken over by the ecstatic feet of Shrimati Radharani.
How fortunate is Tulasi to get such a pollen on her head! Who can
get such a ‘danda kripa’ (mercy in the form of punishment)? This is
what he desires. On the pretext of punishment, Shrimati Radhara-
ni is actually giving great mercy.

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 Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami is saying that this type of
punishment will really make his head the most important limb of
the body. The head is considered the most important limb of the
body because all the knowledge acquiring senses (nose, tongue, eyes,
ears, skin) as well as our psychic heart (citta) and brain are all present
there. Our psychic heart receives the informations gathered in our
brain through these knowledge acquiring senses and then decides
what to do. This is why the head is considered the most important
limb of the body. But the devotee doesn’t just accept the head as
the highest limb of the body without that head somehow achieves
the grace of the Lord. (Shrimad Bhagavata, 2.3.21):

bharah param patta kirita jushtam

apyuttamangam na namen mukundam

“Even if the head is decorated with a very opulent and

luxurious turban but is not bowing down to the lotusfeet
of Mukunda it is just a heavy burden (although all the
knowledge acquiring senses and brain are in there).”

Just like the head of a king, which would also be nothing but a
wasteful burden if it would not bow down to the lotusfeet of
Mukunda. The materialistic plans wrought by the head (brain) and
carried out by the senses result in innumerable future births in this
material world, but the same head can put an end to all this and
there is no other way than by bowing it down to the lotusfeet of
Govinda. So it is a heavy burden if the head is not bowing down to
Krishna, Sadhu and Guru. That verse from Shrimad Bhagavata is of
course describing someone on the level of practicing devotional
service in an external way; the description of this verse from Shri
Vilapa Kusumanjali is not the same, because Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami is ‘siddha’ (eternally accomplished in devotional service)
and has a completely different conception of the use of his head
which he wants to utilize in catching Shrimati Radharani’s kicks.

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For him the purport of the head being the most important limb of
the body can only be true if he gets such kicks. He considers this to
be the proper decoration for his head instead of, for example, a
silken turban. Other decorations and ornaments that the maidserv-
ants wear are all the personal clothes and ornaments that Shrimati
Radharani leaves to them.
Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami says; “This fragrant powder
is the real pollen that is supposed to emanate from Your lotus-
feet.” Krishna is considered ‘sat cit ananda’ (the personification of
eternal transcendental bliss) and Shrimati Radharani ‘Mahabhava’
(the personification of the greatest transcendental love). This fra-
grant powder was first on Krishna’s ‘sat cit ananda’ chest, was then
transferred to Shrimati Radharani’s ‘Mahabhava’ lotusfeet and then
it came on Tulasi manjari’s head. Who can be more fortunate than
her? Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami used the word ‘vibhushana’ (a
special ornament) here and not merely ‘bhushana’ (an ornament). The
maidservant accepts that and thinks that it is the most beautiful
thing to be decorated with. For this reason he used the word ‘aha-
ha’, which is a cry of astonishment. ‘shobham param atitaram vibhrad rajat
pattavasa’, all these words indicate that it is a special type of beauty.
He thinks: “My head is now carrying the greatest beauty.” In the
kingdom of transcendental flavours there can be no greater beauty
than this.
Shri Shri Radha-Krishna are lying in a bower at the end of the
night, and female and male parrots are reciting and singing differ-
ent poems and songs to Them. But They cannot get up despite it.
Although Krishna is the non dual full transcendental knowledge,
still Shrimati Radharani keeps Him submerged in complete tran-
scendental ecstatic ignorance. The parrots are warning Him: “Your
mother may arrive here at any moment, it is better that You quickly
get up !” When Shri Shri Radha-Krishna hear that Jatila or Mukhara
will come (when Shrimati Radharani lives in Barshana, Mukhara
may come and when She lives in Yavat, Jatila may come) They get
alarmed and go away. An ocean of love is swelling up in Their

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hearts as They look at Each other when They get up from bed and
They leave the bower to go to Their individual homes. Both Shri
Shri Radha-Madhava are fainting of agony when this moment ar-
rives. All Their girlfriends are crying and speaking out Krishna’s
name. Nobody can awaken such feelings in Krishna’s heart than
Shrimati Radharani. In order to understand this He has accepted
the feelings and complexion of Shrimati Radharani and has ap-
peared in the world again as Shriman Mahaprabhu Gaura Sundara
in order to relish the sweet divine love of Shrimati Radharani for
Krishna. Krishna Himself has taken the golden complexion of
Shrimati Radharani. As Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami’s tran-
scendental vision suddenly disappears and he sees himself on the
bank of Shri Radhakunda he starts to anxiously weep again. For
this reason he says in this verse: “Ahaha! Whether it is in a dream,
in a vision or any other mode of consciousness, let me see ‘Sumukhi’
(The beautiful-faced Shrimati Radharani).” He is praying to get
that punishment, which is actually a pretext to get kicked on the
head like this. He says: “If I could just get such a punishment in a
dream, that would already make my head truly the highest limb of
my body.” What happens next, after this transcendental vision dis-
appears, will be discussed in the next verse.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 11th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on January 5, 2001 at the occasion of
108 Shri Krishna Dasa Madrasi Babaji’s samadhi-mandir prathishta
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amritabdhi rasa prayais tava nupura sinjitaih

ha kada mama kalyani badhiryam apaneshyate

amrita – nectar; abdhi – ocean; rasa – transcendental flavour; prayaih

– great; tava – Your; nupura – anklebells; shinjitaih – by the jingling;
ha – O!; kada; when; mama – my; kalyani – beautiful or auspicious girl;
badhiryam – deathness; apaneshyate – will remove

“O beautiful auspicious girl of mine ! When will You

remove my deafness by allowing me to hear the tinkling
of Yours anklebells, that is an ocean of transcendental
flavour ?”

Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami, who is one of the most inti-

mate associates of Shri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, is offering this 12th
verse of his Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali to the lotus feet of Shrimati Rad-
harani. In the previous verse Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami re-
ceived a wonderful mercy of his ‘ishta-devata’ (choosen divinity, viz.
Shrimati Radharani) by perceiving an astonishingly beautiful pas-
time, wherein the fragrant powder on Krishna’s chest got stuck on
Shrimati Radharani’s lotusfeet. Thus he had the darshan (heart’s
vision) of this humorous pastime, being present there in his tran-
scendental alter ego of Tulasi manjari, who was giggling with her
mouth covered by her veil. Not understanding the reason of her
giggling, Shrimati Radharani then punished Tulasi by gently kick-
ing her on the head, thus making the fragrant powder of Her feet,
that came from Krishna’s chest, stick on Tulasi’s head. In this way
She blessed her. This type of mercy cannot be achieved by nobody
else than a ‘tad gata prana’ or a surrendered soul who is a maidservant
of Shrimati Radharani. Not even every manjari can achieve this
type of mercy received by Tulasi manjari! Especially for the sakhis
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ine getting it. Tulasi could then realize that the head, which is
considered to be the highest limb of the body, had really become
that highest limb.
After the sudden disappearance of the vision he considered that
such type of mercy, as being kicked on the head by Shrimati Rad-
harani, is rarely attained and for this reason he didn’t even have the
courage to ask for another direct attainment of such a type of mer-
cy within a transcendental vision. That is why he was praying: “Can
I at least attain this in a dream?” There is such a wonderful eager-
ness coming from his heart. In order to keep his eagerness alive
these transcendental visions are occasionally disappearing. This is
because one can value such transcendental visions by the amount of
eagerness one has to achieve them. The more relish there is, the
more thirst there is, and also reversely the more thirst there is, the
more relish there is. The reason why these ‘vilap’ (lamentation
prayers) are offered by Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami to Shrimati
Radharani is that he can then again perceive a lost transcendental
vision. Such a constant succession of separation and union, which
is like an continual alternation of light and darkness, is the devo-
tee’s stream of consciousness. Naturally speaking one must become
qualified to attain this type of transcendental visions by abandon-
ning one’s bodily consciousness and adopting one’s ‘svarupa ave-
sha’ (taking to one’s mentally conceived transcendental form of a
gopi-manjari). It cannot be experienced when one is in bodily con-
sciousness.

rupe gune dagamagi, sada hobo anuragi,

vasati koribo sakhira majha

(Shrila Narottama Dasa Thakur’s Shri Prema Bhakti Chandrika, 53)

“If I live amongst the sakhis I shall always be passionately

absorbed in Shri Shri Radha-Krishna’s forms, qualities and
pastimes.”

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 The siddhas (devotees who are on the level of transcendental per-
fection or prema-bhakti, viz. Divine Love for Shri Shri Radha-Krish-
na) naturally perceive their manjari svarupa within these transcen-
dental pastimes without any effort, but for the sadhaka (devotees
who are on the level of their transcendental training course, or
sadhana-bhakti, devotional service) these transcendental pastimes have
to be meditated upon while adopting this ‘svarupa avesha’. Of course
this devotional practise has to be coupled with one’s exclusive sur-
render to the lotusfeet of Shrimati Radharani. We should also lis-
ten to an other advise of Shrila Narottama Dasa Thakur wich says
that we should take shelter of the ‘Vraja vanita’ or the women of
Vraja, the gopis. Charana ashraya sara: “Shelter of their lotus feet is
the essence”, para mana kantha kariya: “O mind ! Why aren’t you com-
pletely fixed on this ?”
Actually the whole thing is ‘sva prakash’ (self manifested) that is
to say it is not enough for a sadhaka (spiritual practitioner) to en-
deavour on his own to assume his mentally conceived transcen-
dental form of a gopi-manjari, but it can only be revealed. And the
way to have it revealed is one-pointed surrender that causes Shrimati
Radharani’s compassion to descend. Then the sadhaka will be able
to relish his ‘svarupa avesha”. For this reason one must exclusively
surrender. O mind! Why don’t you surrender exclusively? Because
there is no way to surrender to the Lord without surrendering to
the ‘gopi’ one should take shelter of Mahabhava Herself. Without
becoming this tad gata prana (surrendered soul) one cannot achieve
this. The very intimate and deep feelings that are expressed in
these songs, that are related to the shloka under discussion, cannot
be relished simply by surrendering to the Primary Personality of
Godhead Krishna.

tavaivasmi tavaivasmi na jivami tvaya vina

iti vijnaya devi tvam naya mam charanantikam

(Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali, 96)

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 “I am Yours, I am Yours ! I cannot live without You! O
Splendid girl (Shrimati Radharani)! Please acknowledge
this and take me close to Your lotusfeet.”

It is only in such a frame of mind (as Tulasi manjari) that Shrila

Raghunatha Dasa Goswami was praying: “May I have the vision,
even in a dream, of You bestowing the fragrant and coloured pow-
der of Your lotus feet on my head.” In the present verse under
discussion Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami shift his desires and
aspirations to the desire to hear the jingling of Shrimati Radhara-
ni’s anklebells. In the successive verses he is longing to once more
hear, touch, taste, smell and see Shrimati Radharani in so many
different ways. The sadhaka should have a strong desire to relish the
different transcendental sense objects connected with Shrimati
Radharani through the knowledge-acquiring senses.
Govardhana’s Siddha Shri Krishna Dasa Babaji sings: “O Mis-
tress of my life! My heart is constantly burning in the fire of sepa-
ration from you. Please keep me at your feet as Your maidservant,
because this is for me the only way to cross the ocean of pangs of
separation from You.” Here Siddha Baba also expresses the desire
to hear the tinkling of Shrimati Radharani’s anklebells, and simi-
larly he wants also to experience Her sweet voice. Now he shifts his
desire to the knowledge-acquiring sense of sight and says: “When
can I drink the elegance of the luster emanating from Your body
through the cups of my eyes? In this way it will result in experienc-
ing the topmost happiness.” He also wants to fill his nostrils with
Shrimati Radharani’s divine bodily fragrance and is praying for it
accordingly. Then he is asking: “When will my whole body be
filled with goose pimples as a result?” Now he shifts his desire to
the knowledge-acquiring sense of taste, saying: “When can I taste
Your nectarean food remnants?” In this way this young maidserv-
ant will feel completely blessed and fulfilled. “You are my japa (rec-
itation of prayers), my tapa (performance of austerities) and my jnana
(knowledge) (or in other words, my whole sadhana is centered around

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You). From my very birth I have not known anybody else but You.
Wherever You are enjoying Yourself with Your ‘kanta’ (Krishna)
and Your sakhis (girl-friends), please engage me there as Your maid-
servant. Please fullfill these aspirations of mine, I am humbly beg-
ging You with a straw between my teeth!” These ‘adarsha’ (tran-
scendental visionary) acharyas (teachers) are exemplary for the ‘sad-
haka’ (devotee practitioner) who should adopt the feelings which
they have expressed in their writings.
The sadhaka is already happy if he can relish only one drop from
the ocean of relish experienced by these siddha premika acharyas. When
one attains svarupa avesha certainly that relish will also awaken. Slowly,
slowly the sadhaka will ascend to the ‘asvada rajya’ (the kingdom of
transcendental relish). For example, how is the sound of Shrimati
Radharani’s jingling anklebells? Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami
says that it is like a nectar ocean of transcendental flavours. In the
mundane world nectar was churned out of the milk-ocean and one
can only imagine how much relish there must be in drinking such a
churned nectar. But there is much more relish in Shrimati Radhra-
ni’s jingling anklebells! It is said to be the flavour of the greatest
transcendental nectar ocean. How can we ever understand or even
imagine such a thing ? Her jingling anklebells also resound, but this
is not a mundane sound; that is a completely different thing. By
hearing the sound of Shrimati Radharani jingling anklebells one
gets a full relish of transcendental nectar. One can get a drop of
this ocean of tanscendental nectar by taking shelter of Govinda’s
lotus feet.
A similar verse expressed by Lila Shuka (Bivamangal Thakur) in
his Shri Krishna Karnamritam describes Govinda’s jingling anklebells.
In the same way Lila Shuka prays in this verse for a manifestation
of such a sound in a transcendental vision. He is using the words
‘vallabi’ (the gopi) ‘vibho’ (Radha Raman the lover): “Let me perceive
this in my heart”. Within ‘Kalinda kanyaka’ (the Yamuna, or the
daughter of the Kalinda mountain) there is a patch of lotus flowers
and within that patch there are ‘raja hamsas’ (lordly swans) swim-

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ming. In his commentary on this verse Shrila Krishna Dasa Kaviraja
Goswami wrote that these lordly swans are very dear to Shrimati
Radharani and are very fond of the golden stems that are carrying
these lotus flowers. In this verse Bilvamangal Thakur also compares
the sweet subtle sounds produced by the singing swans that are
nourished by the golden stems of lotus flowers, with Shri Krishna’s
jingling anklebells. These lordly swans lament: “Alas! If only our
voices, that are considered topmost sweet, could produce just one
drop of the nectar ocean which is produced by the jingling sound
of Krishna’s anklebells! But unfortunately it is impossible.”
There is a second commentary on Shri Krishna Karnamrita, which
is written by Shri Chaitanya Dasa who is mentioned in Shri Chait-
anya Charitamrita as one of the three sons of Shivananda Sena and
therefore a brother of Shri Kavi Karnapura. Shri Chaitanya Dasa
mentions in his commentary that Shri Krishna’s jingling anklebells
are particularly sweet when He is together with Shrimati Radhara-
ni, because then it mixes with Her own jingling anklebells. That is
why it is so relishable and this is why in this verse of Shri Krishna
Karnamrita Shri Krishna is called ‘vallabi vibho’. Returning to the
commentary of Shrila Krishna Dasa Kaviraja Goswami on that same
verse, it is mentioned by him that an intimate pastime of Shri Shri
Radha-Krishna is taking place within a forest’s grove. At that time
also the jingling of Shri Radha-Raman’s anklebells produces a great
relish. One can imagine how much relish there must be in a single
jingle of Shrimati Radharani’s anklebells! Those who are worship-
ping Shrimati Radharani considers Her more attractive than Krishna.
Shrila Prabodhananda Sarasvatipada has relished some of this as
well: Shrimati Radharani is going to Yamuna. In his book Shri Rad-
harasa Sudhanidhi he is describing one pastime in which Shrimati
Radharani goes to meet Krishna on the pretext of fetching water
from the Yamuna and on the way Her anklebells are jingling. When
She sees from a distance the face of ‘Rasikendra’ (Krishna the king
of relishers) She immediately becomes shy, starts to stare at Her
own toe-nails and slows down Her pace. Shrila Prabodhananda

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Sarasvati prays: “When can my eyes ever perceive Her at that mo-
ment when the jingling of Her anklebells becomes extremely at-
tractive?” As Shrimati Radharani sees Krishna, the ocean of Ma-
habhava that is dwelling in Her heart makes high waves that inun-
date Her feet. When these waves of Mahabhava pound down at
Her feet then there is a special relish in hearing Her jingling ankle-
bells. That amazing sweetness of Shrimati Radharani’s jingling
anklebells astonishes even Krishna. “When I (Krishna) hear the
jingling of Your (Radha’s) anklebells then My heart becomes pac-
ified.” (Bengali song). Then Shrila Prabodhananda Sarasvati con-
tinues to say that the jingling of Shrimati Radharani’s anklebells is
sprinkled with Her Mahabhava, that is flowing out of Her heart.
In this shloka of Shri Vilapa Kusumanjali Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Gos-
wami adresses Shrimati Radharani with the astonishing name of ‘Kaly-
ani’. The meaning of ‘Kalyani’ is ‘mangala-mayi swamini’ or ‘fully auspi-
cious mistress’. It is like this in the world of Vraja, the whole world
is praying for auspiciousness from Govinda, but the Vrajavasis have
just the opposite attitude. People are praying to Krishna for all kinds
of benefits but the Vrajavasis are doing it the other way around and
don’t ask what Krishna can do for them, but what they can do for
Him. For example, Krishna’s father Nanda Maharaja is giving many
jewels and gold in charity to the local sages and ‘brahmanas’, hoping
that they will bestow their blessings on Krishna so that He may find
all auspiciousness on His path. Although the whole world is asking
blessings and benefits from Him, the ‘Vrajavasis’ are working only
for His benefit. When Krishna’s mother Yashoda binds Him up to
punish Him it is also for His benefit.

na cantar na bahir yasya na purvam napi caparam

purvaparam bahis chantar jagato yo jagacca yah.
tam matvatmajam avyaktam martyalingam adhoksajam
gopikolukhale damna babandha prakritam yatha

(Bhagavata, 10.9.13-14)

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Krishna has no inside, outside, bottom, top, left and right. Maha-
raja Parikshit was extremely astonished to hear from Shukadeva
Goswami that this all-pervading and completely timeless and space-
less Personality of Godhead Krishna could be actually bound by
the ropes of His mother Yashoda. As in Krishna there is no inside,
outside, right, left, back and front, how is it possible to bind such
a ‘vibhu vastu’ (timeless and spaceless entity)? But it has really hap-
pened, Yashoda has really bound Him and it was only possible
because she considered Krishna to be her own son and not this
All-pervading Truth which was just philosophically described. Just
as an ordinary mother of this mundane world would bind up her
son, she also bound Krishna. Similarly, when the cowherd boys
play their games with Krishna they all do this for His pleasure, even
if they have a fight with Him. Sometimes Krishna loses the fight
and sometimes He wins it. When He is the loser He has to carry
some other cowherd boy on His shoulder, in order to pay the wager
of the fight, although He is the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
When they take rest sometimes Krishna serves the cowherd boys and
sometimes they are serving Him. In Shrimad Bhagavata we find Lord
Brahma saying in his prayers that he couldn’t find a limit to Krishna,
but in Vraja mother Yashoda has a tailor brought to her house to
measure Krishna because she wants to have a tailor-made shirt for
Him. Unless the tailor takes the measurements of Krishna’s upper
body how then will it be possible to ever make a shirt for Him? But
when Brahma stole the cowerdboys and the calves he couldn’t have
that vision of Krishna being measured by the tailor, instead he saw
millions and millions of Vishnu-murtis emanating from the cow-
herdboys and the calves! Brahma was completely astonished by Krish-
na’s ‘aishvarya prakasha’ (display of divine prowess) and he said:

jananta eva janantu kim bahuktya na me prabho

manaso vapuso vacho vaibhavam tava gocharah

(Shrimad Bhagavata, 10.14.38)

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 “People may say that they know You, they may know or
not know You, but I shall admit to You frankly that I
have no idea where Your limits are. Nor with my mind,
nor with my body nor with my words I am able to per-
ceive the limits of Your glories.”

But because of the sweet love of Vraja the tailor will come and he
will honestly wonder what is the size of Krishna’s limbs. And of
course the gopis are heading all of Krishna’s associates in Vraja.
Just like everyone else in Vraja they also endeavour for the bene-
fit of Krishna, but not like the others, because they are the great-
est. In the last song of Shri Chaitanya Charitamrita Shrimati Radha-
rani prays:

more yadi dile duhka, tara hoilo mahasukha,

sei duhka - more sukhavarya

“The only thing I want is His happiness, and if He wants

to make me unhappy then it is my greatest happiness.”

Other than a Vraja-gopi no one could say such a thing honestly,

and above all of them is Shrimati Radharani. Nobody can endeav-
our for Krishna’s benefit like Shrimati Radharani; for instance
during ‘purva raga’ (the point at which Shri Shri Radha-Krishna
have not yet met Each other), remembering (seeing) Shrimati Rad-
harani ‘s face Krishna becomes extremely eager to meet Her and
the ‘duti’ (messenger girl) is taking Krishna’s message to Shrimati
Radharani. While meeting Her the duti tells Her: ‘Champaka dama
heri citta ati kampita locane bohe anuraga....’: “When Krishna sees a gar-
land of golden Champaka-flowers (that have the same colour as
Shrimati Radharani’s bodily complexion), His body starts to shiv-
er, tears of passion flow from His eyes, Your form is constantly
awakening within His heart.” ‘Vrishabhanu-nandini japa hi rati dini’:
“Day and night Krishna is doing ‘japa’ (reciting while counting on

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a rosary) of Shrimati Radharani’s name.” Hundred of thousands
of sweet and beautiful young girls are speaking sweet words to
Him, but He doesn’t even turn a side of His ear to them. In this
way Vrishabhanu-nandini is establishing the greatest welfare for
Krishna. Krishna cannot even properly pronounce the word ‘Rad-
ha’ as His heart is completely breaking and thus He can only say
‘Ra’. As His voice is completely choked when He arrives at the
second syllable ‘Dha’, it is impossible for Him to pronouce it im-
mediately. He cannot pronounce in one strike this entire name
‘Radha’, which consists of only two syllables. If you turn this name
around it becomes ‘dhara’ (stream) and then it becomes possible
for Him because as the song writer here says: ‘dhara bohe lor’: “This
stream is coming out of His eyes in the form of tears of love.” The
name Radha produces ashru dhara (streams of tears). Who can de-
scribe the eagerness of Krishna, the jewel of men, as He is rolling
over the ground of ectasy when He thinks of Shrimati Radharani.
This is what the duti is saying to Shrimati Radharani about Krish-
na’s love for Her. Krishna considers Himself very low in compari-
son with Shrimati Radharani. This is the way She is working for
Krishna’s benefit during ‘purva raga’.
Also Shrimati Radharani’s daily afternoon-performance of ‘Surya-
puja’ (worship of the sun-god) is for Krishna’s benefit because it is
only a pretext for Her to meet Him for His satisfaction. She has to
suffer walking all the way to Suryakunda in the stong heat of the
sun and when She arrives there She becomes so absorbed in want-
ing Krishna’s welfare that She starts praying to the Sungod: “Please
take care that Krishna will never become sick and let His quality of
‘dhira lalita’ (the most carefree beautiful lover) always increase so He
can always enjoy with me.

ratri dine kunja krida kore radhar sange

kaishor boyos saphal koilo krida range

(Chaitanya Charitamrita, Madhya-lila, 8.189)

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 “Krishna makes his adolescence a success by enjoying with
Shrimati Radharani in the forest groves of Vraja day
and night.”

In the morning Shrimati Radharani is going to Krishna’s abode

Nandishvara to cook for Him, taking all Her girlfriends along with
Her. This is because once Durvasa Muni gave Her the boon that
whatever She would cook would be as tasty as nectar, increase the life
span of whoever would eat it, and would protect such a person from
all diseases and danger. In the morning, before She goes to Nanda-
gram, the manjaris are dressing Shrimati Radharani, and at one point
She orders a manjari to put on Her nose pearl. The belief is that if
there is no gold on the nose of a wife (this pearl is attached to the
nose by a small golden chain) then the out-going and in-going breath
that passes through her nose will not establish the welfare of her man
(in this case of Krishna). This is the belief of women. So the Vraja
gopis only want to make Krishna happy and establish His welfare by
arranging for His blissful pastimes with them. Shrila Raghunatha
Dasa Goswami is on the stage of perceiving all these things and when
such a vision disappears from his heart he once again prays for anoth-
er vision like that. And so it goes one after the other. What type of
pastimes? For instance, the Rasa lila is taking place and this is called
the ‘nitya rasa’, Shri Shri Radha-Krishna are dancing with the sakhis.

kancana manigana janu niramayalo ramani mandala saj;

majha i majh mahamarakata sama syamaru natavara raja.
dhani dhani aparupa rasa bihara

“The Vraja gopis are compared with golden ornaments,

and the different forms of Krishna that are dancing in the
Rasa dance with ‘marakata’ (emeralds).”

Naturally during this Rasa dance Shrimati Radharani’s anklebells

are also tinkling and that is wonderfully sweet. This is flowing in

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Govinda’s ears like a stream of nectar. Along with the tinkling of
these anklebells Krishna is playing His flute and it is a nice sym-
phony. This is where we can find the nectar ocean of transcenden-
tal flavours which has been described by Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami in this verse. Such a vision was achieved by Shrila Rupa
Goswamipada in his Utkalika Vallari.

dhvasta brahma marala kujita bharair urjeshvari nupura

“Shrimati Radharani’s tinkling anklebells are destroying

the pride of the sweetness of the swans’ songs.”

Here Shrila Rupa Goswamipada has become Shri Rupa manjari in

order to relish this type of sound. Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami
as Tulasi Manjari relishes exactly the same in this verse of Shri Vilapa
Kusumanjali, which runs parallel to the one of Utkallika Vallari.
Shrimati Radharani’s anklebells start to jingle one after the other.
First one, then two, three, four, five and so on and it increases all the
time, She has full control over it. And again, as described before,
these sounds are sprinkled with the mahabhava rasa coming from Her
heart. Just then by fate’s arrangement one of Shrimati Radharani’s
anklebells loosens and falls of of Her foot. This incident put an end
to the harmony of the Rasa dance. Krishna realises that even the
sound of his flute is not matching so nicely anymore with Shrimati
Radharani’s jingling anklebells. He then tucks His flute in His sash
while continuing to dance and at the same time investigates why
there is no more harmony like before. He is so expert in dancing that
when He finds the problem, He is able to replace the missing ankle-
bells on Shrimati Radharani’s foot unnoticed, without disturbing
the least the whole symphony that is accompaning the Rasa dance.
As soon as the second anklebell was replaced on Shrimati Radhara-
ni’s foot, Krishna took His flute out of His sash, began to play again
and everything was back to normal.
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Krishna’s flute sound is pervading all directions. This is of course
‘shabda brahman’ (transcendental original sound of the absolute) and
that sound is pervading the whole universe, piercing through the
layers of ‘Vaikuntha’ (spiritual world). Everybody goes crazy from
the sound of Krishna’s flute, specially the young girls. It is described
in Shri Chaitanya Charitamritam how Mahaprabhu was relishing it
Himself. Even the Goddesses of fortune of ‘Vaikuntha loka’ (the
planets of the spiritual world) are attracted to the sound of this
flute, so what to speak of the Vraja gopis? Even in the presence of
their husbands their ‘nivis’ are slackening and falling off. They give
up their household duties and are forcibly brought to Krishna. Their
modesty, awareness of religious principles and even knowledge are
all lost when they hear Krishna’s flute sound: “The trees began to
produce goosebumps and the unmoving living creatures began to
move. Everything changed its nature as a magical wonderful result
of hearing Krishna’s flute sound.” The meditations of sages like
the four Kumara and Shriman Mahadeva are all disturbed. This is
described in Shrila Rupa Goswamipada’s Vidagdha Madhava Nataka.
In this way the whole world becomes like full of honey. The cows
are raising their heads while hearing Krishna’s flute sound and as a
result start running all other the place. The Yamuna river cannot
flow downwards anymore towards the ocean, its current reverses
and the waves start to flow upwards. Even the clouds and birds are
affected by it. The housewives bring disgrace on themselves and
their husbands, whom they give up to run after Krishna. They be-
come unaware of what is good and what is wrong and their ‘nivis’
are slackening. Even the dead trees are revived and new sprouts and
leaves start to grow again. As soon as their dead trunks give life to
new buds of flowers, bumblebees become immediately attracted
and start to drink the honey which is oozing from them. Every-
thing becomes full of honey. If this sound of Krishna’s flute, which
has been described in this beautiful song, is added to the sound of
the nectar ocean of Shrimati Radharani’s jingling anklebells that
had been described before, then one can better understand the

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experience which Shrila Rupa Goswami had when he wrote this
verse in Utkallika Vallari. The ‘Goswamis’ of Vrindavana had trouble
in finding the proper words to express this nectar ocean of sound
which is produced by this flute and these anklebells. ‘Samasta nada
nagari’ : it is like a whole city of all sounds in existence. And within
that city of sounds there is some ‘Raja Lakshmi’ (presiding queen).
All the sweet sounds that can possibly exist, all the ‘raga’ ‘raginis’ (all
types of beautiful melodies), even this ‘Raja Lakshmi’ and the most
amazing sound that is called ‘shasta’ are defeated. The sweet flavour
of Shrimati Radharani’s jingling anklebells and Krishna’s flute song
is ‘sva prakash’ (self-manifest).
Then Shrila Rupa Gosvamipada says: “When I have the desire
to hear these beautiful sounds, am I actually qualified for it ?” He
calls his ears ‘manda’ (dull, foolish). This is not something depend-
ing on devotion in practise, or on having or not having dull ears
(although here Shrila Rupa Goswami calls his ears dull), but it is
‘sva prakash’ or something which is manifesting by itself independ-
ently. By Shrimati Radharani’s grace that self manifestation will
take place within the ears of the sadhaka (practitioner): “When will
these beautiful sounds become worshipable by my foolish ears?” As
this relish is achieved then suddenly this vision disappears. That is
why Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami is praying: ‘badhiryam ap-
aneshyate’: “When will you remove my deathness?” In this verse that
is parallel to Shrila Rupa Goswami’s verse which is speaking about
dull ears, Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami mentions here deaf-
ness. In which way Shrimati Radharani can be ‘kalyani’ or the wel-
fare bestower on Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami? The answer is
very simple: by making him hear again Her tinkling anklebells and
in this way removing his deafness (of not hearing it).

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 12th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on January 6, 2001 at the occasion of
108 Shri Krishna Dasa Madrasi Babaji’s samadhi-mandir prathishta
 verse 13

shashakabhrid abhisare netra-bhringanchalabhyam

dishi dishi bhayenodghurnitabhyam vanani
kuvalaya-dala koshany eva klriptani yabhyam
kim u kila kalaniyo devi tabhyam jano’yam

shashakabhrid – in the moonlit night; abhisare – during the rendez-

vous; netra – eyes; bhringa – bees; anchalabhyam – with the corners; dishi
vidishi – in all directions; bhayena – with fear; udghurnitabhyam – spin-
ning around; vanani – the forests; kuvalaya – a kind of blue lotus
flower; dala – petals; koshani – whorls; eva – surely; klriptani; made;
yabhyam – with which; kim u – what; kila – surely; kalaniyo – worthy to
be seen; devi – O beautiful girl!; tabhyam – by both; jana ayam – this
person.

“O beautiful girl of mine, Shri Radhike! When will I be-

come the worthy sight-object of your two restless bee like
eyes, which You move in all directions while fearfully pro-
ceeding in the moonlit night towards Your secret rendez-
vous with Krishna? The forests which you are thus travers-
ing appear as if lit up everywhere by the blue petals of a
Kuvalaya-lotus flower.”

So this verse is dealing with Shrimati Radharani’s ‘jyotsna-abhisara’

which means that Radharani goes out at night to meet Krishna
secretly during the moonlit night. Because the night is brightly illu-
minated by the moon and Shrimati Radharani has to meet Krishna
in full secrecy She is afraid, and Her eyes are moving in all direc-
tions to check if no one sees Her leaving Her house. Her eyes are
here compared with the inside of a kuvalaya lotus flower which has
Krishna’s bodily complexion, and the glances which She casts in all
directions are so powerfully bright that the entire forest assumes the
same colour as Her dark-blue eyes. And then Shrila Raghunatha

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Dasa Goswami humbly prays: “Will these beautiful eyes (netra) of
Yours also scan this fallen soul from their corners (anchala) together
with the environment while you are fearing Your superiors?” Or in
other words: “Shall I not become worthy to be seen by those beau-
tiful eyes of Yours while You are scanning the whole forest?”
The experiences of Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami are so vivid
that both externally and internally the attributes of his beloved cho-
sen deity Shrimati Radharani are like playing with him. The relish of
Her form, attributes and pastimes is spiritually very intense, and Shri-
pad Raghunatha Dasa Goswami has always a very deep yearning for
such a relish. When any of these transcendental visions that he gets
vanishes he naturally enters into what is called ‘viraha-rasa’ (transcen-
dental flavour of separation from Shrimati Radharani). And when
the next vision comes, his heart automatically switches back into
what is called ‘milan-rasa’ (transcendental flavour of meeting with
Shrimati Radharani) consisting in vividly relishing the sweetness Her
form, qualities and attributes. Is is actually an unbroken stream of
relish regardless of the type of flavour (milan-rasa or viraha-rasa) expe-
rienced by him. Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami is always very deeply
astonished by all these transcendental experiences.
Due to having spent a very long period close to the lotus feet of
Shriman Mahaprabhu at Jagannatha Puri during the most astonish-
ing final pastimes of the Lord, Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami
became the heir of an extremely astonishing type of taste for bhajan
(devotional service) and renunciation from the sensual world.
Shriman Mahaprabhu was very pleased with him when he saw how
strictly he was following all the regulative principles of purity and
renunciation. Because He was so satisfied Mahaprabhu gave him a
Giridhari-shila (stone from Govardhan hill) that was more dear to
Him than His own life and a matching gunja-mala (garland of red,
black and white seeds). All the wonderful experiences of meeting
and missing Shrimati Radharani which Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami has, are the heritage of Shriman Mahaprabhu. Shri Vilapa
Kusumanjali could be compared with an echo of Shriman Mahapra-

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bhu’s cries of love within the Gambhira in Jagannatha Puri. Shrila
Raghunatha Dasa Goswami is the product of that Gambhira-lila of
Shriman Mahaprabhu. Of all the Goswamis he is the one who spent
the most time there at that critical moment with Mahaprabhu. There
is no possible comparison with such a unique display of transcen-
dental realisations. Mahaprabhu was Himself relishing such unprec-
edented ecstasy and through His own relish was teaching the sadhaka
of the material world how to perform this and how to experience
this. All the raganuga sadhakas should have some of such an experience.
If there is no experience whatsoever then one must consider one’s
bhajan to be dead. Although Shrimad Bhagavata is mostly dealing with
the topic of vaidhi-bhakti still also there one can see that everyone was
having some type of experience. Just as satisfaction, satiation of hunger
and nutrition are the three results of taking a meal, so similarly also
by performing bhajan there are certain tangible results.

bhaktih pareshanubhavo viraktir

anyatra chaisa trika eka-kalah
prapadyamanasya yathashnatah syus
tusthi pusthih ksud-apayo nughasam

(Shrimad Bhagavatam, 11.2.42)

“Devotion, realization of the Lord and detachment from

worldly enjoyment appear mutually and gradually in the
devotee, as a person who eats feels satisfied, nourished
and relieved from hunger.”

Experience of Krishna and development of distaste for material

things these are the symptoms of what happens after one com-
mences bhajan, just as by taking a meal one experiences the above
cited symptoms. If it is already like this with someone starting with
vaidhi-bhajan so what to speak with someone starting with raga-bhajan.
So certainly some experience will awaken in the heart of a sadhaka

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while hearing this ‘maha-shakti-shali-vani’ or the very powerful words
of the acharyas (six Goswamis of Vrindavana), and samsara (exist-
ence in the material world) will appear to be extremely insignifi-
cant. One will experience the bliss of bhajan and awareness of Shri
Shri Radha-Krishna. If it is already like this for a sadhaka what to
speak of Shrila Raghunatha Dasa and the other Goswami who were
on the level of maha-bhava which is a much much higher level. One
can thus understand what a wonderful succession of relish there is
in each and every verse of this book.
In the previous verse we have discussed how Shrila Raghunatha
Dasa Goswami perceived Shri Shri Radha-Krishna and Their girl-
friends dancing in the rasa. How sweetly their anklebells were jin-
gling. Raghunatha Dasa had trouble expressing that type of experi-
ence of the sweet sound of their anklebells so he said that it is just
like an ocean of nectar. He was so upset when such a transcendental
vision disappeared from him that he wondered how it can be reat-
tained. He was thus floating on the wave of prarthana (prayer) which
just like a wave crashing on the beach. Thus he is thrust into the next
verse. He is taken on this wave into the lila-rajya (kingdom of lila) and
then he sees the next pastime taking place where Radharani is going
on abhisara to meet Krishna. This type of rendez vous of the girls of
Vraja is considered to be the climax of anuraga (extreme divine pas-
sion). In Vaikuntha the goddesses of fortune are serving Lord Narayana
with shringara-rasa (amorous mellow), in Ayodhya we have Sita Devi
serving her husband Rama, in Dvaraka we have Satyabhama, Ruk-
mini and so many other ladies, queens of Krishna, serving Him in the
same way. With the gopis it is different. In order to make a wonderful
sweet rasa surge up in them, Sri Krishna’s shakti Yogamaya, who is able
to accomplish the impossible, has given them eternally this parakiya
bhava, or extramarital amorous feelings.

kabhu mile kabhu na mile daivera ghatan

(Chaitanya-Charitamrita)

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 “Sometimes due to fate (yogamaya) they are meeting with
Shri Krishna and sometimes not.”

Usually daiva means fate or something which happens in this mate-

rial world and of course Krishna, God is completely independent
from fate. If one’s predestiny is said to be destroyed by the most
powerful practice of Krishna-nama-sankirtana (congregational
chanting of the holy name of Krishna) so how can Krishna Him-
self be subject to destiny? So therefore it is explained (Baladeva
Vidyabhushana) that daiva here means a certain energy of Krishna
Himself that regulates and arranges for Krishna’s own pastimes.
This is called the lila-shakti, the energy of Krishna’s play. The exist-
ence of an extraordinary flavour of exitement is due to this lila-
shakti, yogamaya which is the cause of such a situation where the Vra-
ja Gopis are eternally not married with Krishna but with other
cowherders. The Vraja Gopis are put in difficult situations to meet
Krishna, with many obstacles hindering such an encounter, and
this creates an extraordinary flavour that cannot be found in divine
abodes where God the Supreme Lord is married with His God-
desses. This is because obviously such a type of amorous attraction
cannot exist where it is not forbidden. The Vraja Gopis are facing
many obstacles in meeting Krishna, first of all their family, their
own minds, conscience, their religious principles. All these imped-
iments have to be overcome in order to meet Krishna and to serve
Him, and this creates an astonishing excitement. For this reason
the places for Krishna and the Vraja Gopis to meet are hidden and
this also creates a wonderful beauty and sweetness. So all these
things are coming together in this pastime called abhisara when the
Vraja Gopis go out from their houses to secretly meet Krishna.
Day and night Krishna’s shyama-rupa (dark bluish form) is constant-
ly awakened in their heart.
The ectasy created by all this excitement is know as mahabhava, is
only existing in Vraja and produces the awareness of Krishna or
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resist and this is why there is this abhisara where the Vraja Gopis are
pulled out of their houses, attracted like by a magnet. It is such a
powerful force that causes this abhisara. The Goswamis have revealed
to the world the sweetness, tenderness, excitement and the power
of these pastimes in Vraja. The acharyas have given the example of
the banks of the Ganges being overflooded during the rainy sea-
son. This is called dukula, dukula means two banks. During the mon-
soon nothing and nobody can stop the Ganges which becomes
very powerful at that time in flowing downwards towards the ocean.
The gopis are completely free from any type of personal selfish de-
sire and they are totally carried away by their transcendental extasy
to only please Krishna. Even their own live is completely insignifi-
cant in the frame of their devotional service to Krishna. It is impos-
sible for them to resist the sweet sound of Krishna’s flute, the sweet
flavour of His form and so on. That creates a great upsurge of
anuraga (constant tanscendental passion) in their hearts. The funny
thing of this word dukula is that although it means two banks it can
also mean two families because each decent girl has two families,
her own family and the one of her husband. Thus it can mean also
that their two banks have been inundated by the rain of their pas-
sionate love for Krishna being drowned and swept away, or in oth-
er words their respects and regard for both of their families have
being completely washed away by their passionate attraction to
Krishna. Krishna is compared with the ocean, the gopis’ passionate
love for Him with the powerful Ganges and the rainy season and
the different sanchari bhavas (transitory feelings of the Vraja Gopis)
with the waves in the Ganga river. This is called abhisara.
Now on this abhisara there are so many dangers and threats. There
are different types of abhisara, one is timira abhisara which occurs in a
dark night, an other one is diva abhisara which occurs at day time,
when Radharani comes to Radhakunda, and one is jyotsna abhisara
which occurs in a night illuminated by the moon. Each of these
abhisara have different situations with different threats. During the
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that one cannot see one’s own hand even if it is put in front of
one’s own eyes. When Radharani goes out on such timira abhisara it
is pitch dark, not only because there is no moonlight but also be-
cause of the forest which is very dense with many trees and plants.
Normally the word devi means goddess, which is normally a very
reverential term, but here in this context it means several other things.
It means: ‘devi kohe dyotamana parama sundari’. Dyotamana means a splen-
did girl which is giving light. In Shri Radha Rasa Sudhanidhi it is de-
scribed that Shrimati Radharani’s body shines like millions of light-
ning strikes, She is self effulgent. How then will She be able to go
unnoticed in the darkness if She is so self effulgent? Everyone will
notice Her! The acharyas answer that question. A Bengali song de-
scribes that Shrimati Radharani’s body is completely smeared with
dark bluish musk, that covers Her resplendent effulgence. Instead
of pearl necklaces She wears dark bluish sapphire necklaces and
bangles – thus our Gauri (golden girl) became Shyama (blackish
girl). She is wearing a dark blue sari and Her hair is naturally dark
bluish. She could be compared with a dark bluish lotus floating
incognito in a dark bluish lake. If She is thus camouflaged with a
colour that matches the dark-moon night, then how shall the man-
jari be able to see Her? The answer is that just like a black bumble
bee is always able to smell the fragrance of the black lotus even
during a dark night, similarly we shall also be able to smell Shrimati
Radharani’s fragrance and follow Her during Her timira-abhisara
without losing Her. This abhisara is a very dangerous adventure.
Vidyapati Thakur, one of the poets that came before Shriman
Mahaprabhu, said that there is no way to find out which way to go,
due to losing all sense of direction. Only by groping one can find
the way. Where shall I go, where is North, South, East and West,
where is that sanket-kunja (grove for meeting with Krishna)? It is
difficult for them because their bodies are very tender like a flower.
Normally speaking a girl gets scared even when she sees a simple
picture of a snake, but these Vraja Gopis have now become so
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snake they will simply cover the light radiating from its jewels with
their hand. They have become completely fearless. They will easily
walk past the snake with determination, without having any sec-
ond thought about it. In this way Shrimati Radharani is going on
timira abhisara and Her ‘anga cchata’ (bodily lustre) guides the way.
Now this is the opposite situation, where the moon is shining so
brightly that it is just like daytime. Ki kohobo raiko hari anurag? Niravadhi
manahi manobhava jag - “What can I say of Rai’s passionate love for
Hari? Cupid constantly awakens within Her mind.” Sahaje rucira tanu
saji koto bhati; abhisaru sharada punamika rati. Shrimati Radharani’s body is
so beautiful by itself, and there is no need to decorate it. Although
there is no need of any ornaments, still She is ornamented. Dhavala
vasana tanu chandana pur – during the Sharat Purnima that is the most
romantic full moon night of the whole year, Shrimati Radharani has
to be ornamented and dressed in a way that She may be camouflaged
against the light. At that time instead of being anointed with musk
She is anointed with chandan (white sandal paste) and She wears a
completely white sari which has the colour of the feathers of a swan.
Aruna adhare dharu vishada kapoor – for lipstick She has camphor be-
cause it makes Her lips completely white with its white colour. Kabari
upare koru kunda vithar – as in the dark night She wears a garland of
dark bluish lotus flowers, in the white night She wears a garland of
white Kunda-flowers. Her hair is also covered with these white Kun-
da-flowers. Kairave jhampalo karatala kanti; malaya-ja chandana balaya-ko
panti – to camouflage Her reddish hand palms she is holding white
Kairava-lotuses and Her whole body is anointed with white sandal
paste. Chandaki kaumudi tanu nahe cin; joichana khira nira nahi bhin – in this
way, with such a white outfit, Shrimati Radharani merges into the
white night, just as milk mixed with water cannot be found any-
more. Another beautiful example is a milk ocean on which a white
swan is swimming. The white swan will completely disappear in the
white colour of the milk ocean. How can we notice Shrimati Rad-
harani going through the white night dressed in white? The only
problem is Her shadow, that is like an enemy created by the moon.

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But as Her shadow is humbly taking shelter of Her feet so it is of no
threat to Her. Her shadow actually promises Her that she will not
create any obstacles for Her. Tulasi manjari (Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami) is on the side of Shrimati Radharani, who is looking at
her. Shrimati Radharani is confirmed to be the presiding Goddess
of prema (love Divine) and a devotee (premika bhakta) who has all the
divine qualities is naturally fearless as Shrimati Radharani bestows
such fearlessness upon him, but here it is seen that Shrimati Radha-
rani is Herself afraid; what a wonder! By Her grace just one drop of
prema makes one forget all the fears and anxieties of material life, but
She Herself is afraid. All this is due to the relish of lila rasa (transcen-
dental flavour of the pastimes). In Shrimad Bhagavata it is said “yad
bhibheti svayam bhayam...” that fear itself is afraid of Krishna. Again
Krishna has His anxiety removed by Radharani, but here it is said
that even She is now afraid - what a wonderful thing! When Tulasi
Manjari looks at Shrimati Radharani’s beautiful eyes, she can under-
stand that She is afraid and thus she bestows fearlessness upon Her
saying: “Come along with me! Why should You be afraid of any-
thing? If You are afraid then just look at me!”
To bestow fearlessness on Shrimati Radharani is called Radha
dasya (service to Radharani) and this is the wonderful thing that
Shriman Mahaprabhu has bestowed upon the fallen souls of this
age of Kali. Although Shrimati Radharani is the full bestower of
fearlessness still the maidservant is bestowing fearlessness on Her.
The Goswamis of Vrindavana have strongly condemned the wor-
ship of Krishna alone without Radharani. Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami has called it ‘kapat’ (deceitful) and ‘dambha’ (proud), and in
his ‘Sva Niyama Dashakam’ (Statement of My Ten Vows, verse 6)
one of his vows is to not go to that impure place where a person
resides who is worshipping Govinda alone without His most be-
loved Radharani –

anadrityodgitam api muniganair vainika mukhaih

pravinam gandharvam api ca nigamais tat priyatamam

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 ya ekam govindam kapati dambhikataya
tad abhyarne shirne ksanam api na yami vratam idam

He is saying that such a person is puffed up and deceitful and that

he will have nothing to do with this person. Narada Muni is sing-
ing the glories of Shrimati Radharani in so many ways, playing on
his vina. The Puranas and other Vedic scriptures have elaborately
sung Shrimati Radharani’s glories. To worship Krishna alone and
ignore Radharani is a disrespect to the shastras that have glorified
Radharani and also to the great sages like Narada Muni who have
done the same. What is Shrila Raghunatha Dasa Goswami’s opin-
ion of those who do worship Krishna with Srimati Radharani?

“I shall always worship the lotusfeet of those people who

are humbly and with great love adoring Shrimati Radha-
rani along with Shri Krishna. As a rule I shall always serve
these people’s lotusfeet and sprinkle on my head the wa-
ter that has washed their lotusfeet. That is my solemn vow!”

Similarly, in the Gopal Champu, Shrila Jiva Goswamipada has written

that those devotees who worship only Govinda but not Radhara-
ni, are like a spear in my heart (breaking my heart). A king who is
not a devotee of Krishna is like a spear in my heart. A person who
is very rich and gives a lot of money in charity but doesn’t serve the
Vaishnavas with his money, is like a spear in my heart. ‘Kavir na hari
varnakah shrita gurur na haryashritah’ – those who are poets but don’t
glorify Krishna with their poetry, are like spears in my heart (they
could save the world with their poetry). A person who is taking
shelter of a Guru who is not a vaishnava, is like a spear in my heart.
‘Guni na hari-tatparah sarala-dhir na krishnashrayah’ – A person who is
materially very talented but who does not worship Krishna, is like a
spear in my heart. A sadhaka (worshipper) of any type who is not a
devotee of Hari (Krishna) is like a spear in my heart. The last six
types of persons that have been mentioned here are so to say small

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and they may be allright, but ‘sa na vraja-ramanugah’, a person who
worships Krishna without worshipping Vraja Rama (Shrimati Rad-
harani) is the biggest spear in my heart. This is the formula for the
age of Mahaprabhu.
So Tulasi is giving fearlessness to Shrimati Radharani by telling
Her: “Come, come with me! Why should you be afraid of anything
while I am here?” Kuvalaya dala koshanyeva – Shrimati Radharani’s
eyes that are dark bluish just like Shri Krishna’s bodily complexion
and that are often compared with bumble bees or with the deep
inner part of a blue lotus flower, have such a powerful lustre that it
makes the entire forest of Vrindavana shine beautifully dark bluish.
When the environment assumes the features of a certain person
this is called “abhirupata” (see Govinda Lilamritam, chapter 9). There is
a very beautiful Bengali song saying:

yaha yaha padayuga dharai taha taha saroruha bhorai

“Wherever Shrimati Radharani places Her lotufeet, there

lotus flowers start to bloom. Wherever Her body appears
there are waves of lighting stikes. Whenever She smiles
there are waves of nectar.”

Similarly with Her beautiful glances Shrimati Radharani makes the

whole forest beautiful. There is a similar shloka (21) in Shri Radha Rasa
Shudhanidhi that is describing timira-abhisara and where, as before, Rad-
harani is compared with the powerful current of the Ganga river -

shri radhike suratarangini divya keli

kallola malini lasad vadanaravinde
shyamamritambu-nidhi sangama tivra veginy
avarta nabhi rucire mama sanniddhehi

The sadhaka should meditate on that extraordinary pastime of Shrima-

ti Radharani’s timira-abhisara, catch the flavour of it and see Her

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passionate eagerness. The kinkari’s heart is breaking when she per-
ceives this scene. Gently place Your lotus feet on the path, ‘sukumari’
means very tender. The Vedas say that the Ganga is purifying the
three worlds and similarly Shrimati Radharani, who is compared
with the sura-tarangini, (meaning that She is like a powerful Ganga
river flowing towards the Krishna ocean) when meditated upon as
going on Her timira-abhisara, is extremely purifying. Her inside and
outside desire is to only make Krishna happy and there is no inter-
est for Her own happiness whatsoever. In this Shri Radharasa Sudha-
nidhi shloka the word ‘divya keli’ means that when Shrimati Radharani
is on abhisara She is contemplating the future pastimes She will have
with Krishna and prepares within Her mind how She will satisfy
Him. Sometimes there is a whirlpool within the Ganga, and simi-
larly there is a whirlpool within the Suratarangini Radha, namely
Her navel. Just as the Ganga rushes towards the ocean, Suratarangini
Radha rushes towards the nectar ocean named Krishna. Shripad
Prabhodananda Sarasvati is praying: mama sannidhehi, “Let that Gan-
ga river of Shrimati Radharani’s passion always be close to me”.
As the kinkari with Radharani approach the meeting grove, hold-
ing hands, Shrimati Radharani can see Krishna through Her veil.
Then the kinkari complains to Krishna: “You cannot even imagine
all the troubles we have been through to bring Radharani here. Just
see, She was so scared, but I managed to console Her and made Her
free from fear. I also arranged that Her whole complexion merges
in the white moon light. Although the night is as clear as in the
daytime, still we had the courage to go out”. While saying this,
Tulasi places Shrimati Radharani’s hand in Shyamasundar’s hand
and adds: “Take Your beloved now !” As this takes place suddenly
the transcendental vision disappears from Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami’s heart. His hands are now empty and he sees that he has
fallen on the bank of Shri Radhakunda. Then he cries and prays
for the repetition of that vision of the moonlit night.
Here the word Devi shouldn’t be seen as Goddess; it can also
mean ‘the effulgent One’, ‘the lustrous One’ or ‘the playful One’. In

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this connection there is a verse in Shri Chaitanya Charitamrita which is
saying: “devi kohe dyotamana parama sundari kim va krishna pujya, krida va-
sati nagari”. ‘Kantimoyi’ means that She can give pleasure where bil-
lions of gopis fail. ‘Krida vasati nagari’ means a whole city of plays and
She is in charge of this crowded city, or in other words She is the
only One who can give Krishna the pleasure that all the Vraja Gopis
cannot give to Him. After this meeting there is the Rasa dance,
about which it is said in many places (like Gita Govinda, Chaitanya
Charitamrita, etc.) that in such a dance none of the billions of gopis
can give Krishna the pleasure Shrimati Radharani is giving to Him.
So Tulasi assures Shrimati Radharani: “Whenever you feel scared
You can always take shelter of me and I shall make You fearless. I
shall make You peaceful when You stare at me with Your fearful
eyes and I shall see these beautiful eyes of Yours that make the
whole forest of Vrindavana look like blue lotus flowers. Netranchal-
abhyam – Will you also not cast a single glance at me with these
beautiful eyes?” That is the aspiration of Shrila Raghunatha Dasa
Goswami.
Thus I have spent these three days commemorating Shri Shri
Krishna Dasa Madrasi Baba Mahashaya on the occasion of the
opening of his samadhi mandir.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 13th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on January 7, 2001 at the occasion of
108 Shri Krishna Dasa Madrasi Babaji’s samadhi-mandir prathishta
 verse 70

çrutvä vicakñaëa mukhäd vrajaräja sünoù

çastäbhisära samayaà subhage’tra håñöä
sükñmämbaraiù kusuma saìskåta karëapüra
härädibhiç ca bhavatéà kim alaìkariñye

çrutvä - having heard; vicakñaëa - Vicakñaëa, a parrot; mukhät - from

his mouth; vraja - of Vraja; räja - king; sünoù - of the son; çasta -
excellent; abhisära - rendez-vous; samayaà - the time; subhage - O beau-
tiful girl; atra - here; håñöä - joyful; sükñma - fine; ambaraiù - with gar-
ments; kusuma - flowers; saìskåta - created; karëapüra - earrings; härädibhiù
- with necklaces and so on; ca - and; bhavatéà - You; kim - whether;
alaìkariñye - will decorate.

“O Subhage (beautiful or auspicious girl)! Can I joyfully

decorate You with fine garments, floral earrings, necklac-
es and so after hearing from the parrot Vicakñaëa that the
prince of Vraja has gone out for His excellent noontime
meeting with You?”

On the occasion of the virahotsava of Çréla Kåñëadäs Madrasi Bäbä, we

discuss the Viläpa Kusumäïjali in this assembly, since this book was
very dear to Bäbä. In this 70th verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïja-
li Stotra, Çréla Raghunätha däs Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gos-
vämé-äcäryas, who are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Cait-
anya Mahaprabhu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his heart’s
lamentation at the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, say-
ing: çrutvä vicakñaëa mukhäd vrajaräja sünoù çastäbhisära samayaà subhage’tra
håñöä; sükñmämbaraiù kusuma saìskåta karëapüra härädhibhiç ca bhavatéà kim alaëka-
riñye? - “O Subhage (beautiful or auspicious girl)! Can I joyfully dec-
orate You with fine garments, floral earrings, necklaces and so after
hearing from the parrot Vicakñaëa that the prince of Vraja has gone
out for His excellent noontime meeting with You?”

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 This Viläpa Kusumäïjali is the heart’s prayer of Çréla Raghunätha
däs Gosvämé. What means viläpa? Out of separation some people
weep – this is called viläpa. Raghunätha däs Gosvämé’s heart is filled
with vipralambha rasa. Filling his hands with flowers of lamentation
and separation, he offers them to Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet. The serv-
ice corresponds to the (nature of the) servant. What wonderful
service Çrépäda Raghunätha renders! Satisfied with his wonderful
renunciation and dispassion, Çréman Mahäprabhu in Néläcala pre-
sented him with a Govardhana Çila and ordered him to render
sättvika sevä (pure devotional service).

anäyäse päbe tabe kåñëa prema-dhana

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Antya-lélä 6.287-305)

“You will easily attain the treasure of love of Kåñëa.”

Along with that there is Çré Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé’s greatest

upacära (ingredient for worship) is anxiousness. The best upacära for
the service of the Lord is eagerness. Each flower of lamentation is
filled with the flavour of love-in-separation, which is the great treas-
ure bestowed by Çréman Mahäprabhu, and injected by Him into
Raghunätha’s heart. Çréman Mahäprabhu is Himself the embodi-
ment of the transcendental flavour of love-in-separation. Each flow-
er of lamentation is filled with eagerness, zeal and anxiety for Räd-
häräëé’s personal audience. Hence Çré Raghunätha däs Gosvämé is
rendering a wonderful service to Çrématé Rädhäräëé by singing this
Viläpa Kusumäïjali. Each of these lamentations is filled with this
wonderful honey. Hence this book is named Viläpa Kusumäïjali.
Raghunätha däs Goswämé is offering a handful of flowers.
Why does he lament so much? The closer the moment of his disap-
pearance (death) came, the more his lamentation and eagerness for the
direct vision of Rädhäräëé increased. Day and night he fell on the banks
of Rädhäkuëòa, simply weeping out of separation from Rädhäräëé –

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 kände gosäi rätri dine, puòi jäy tanu mone,
khane anga dhüläy dhüsor
cakhu andha anähär, äpanära deha bhär,
virahe hoilo jora jor

(Raghunäth däs Gosvämé’s sucaka kértana)

“Raghunätha däs Gosvämé wept day and night, his body

and mind were burning and sometimes his body became
grey of dust. His eyes became blind due to fasting and his
body was merely a burden, as it scorched from the pain of
love-in-separation.”

Raghunätha däs Gosvämé himself says:

avékñyätmeçvarém käcid våndävana maheçvarém

tat pädämbuja mätraika gatir däsyati kätara

“Some maidservant, unable to see her own goddess, the

goddess of Våndävana, whose lotus feet are her sole
shelter...”

(108 names of Çrématé Rädhäräëé)

Why is he weeping? Why so much lamentation? He replies: “For the

darçana of my Éçvaré. Her service is not like the service of the Supreme
Personality of Godhead. This is the service of mahäbhäva in very own
Person.” Hence it is said: ätmeçvaré (My own goddess). Käcid våndävana
maheçvaré (She is the goddess of Våndävana) – the goddess of my soul,
mind, senses, body, yes everything. When there is separation from
the body, the soul will weep and abandon it. But is there any death
for the immortal soul? Rädhä’s feet are my sole shelter, I don’t know
anything else. Hence ati kätara, he is very upset. Patitä tat saras tére (ibid.).
He takes shelter of the bank of Rädhäkuëòa and weeps there day

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and night. His vital is almost leaving his body, he cannot live with-
out Her darçana. Jala vinä jeno ména, like a fish out of the water. If his
breath was not there his vital could not stay in his body anymore.
Why is he weeping? What does he want? Nothing? tacchré vak-
trekñaëävaptyai – to see Her endlessly sweet and beautiful face. This
is what makes the sweetness of Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali. How won-
derful is the stream of the Gosvämés’ bhajan! Those who hear and
chant it will understand.
The Gosvämés have kept their dearmost revelations in their books.
Gosvämépäda has placed his very life in this Viläpa Kusumäïjali; it
will subdue Éçvaré completely. She is known as apära karuëä sägara (the
boundless ocean of compassion). She stays close by to relish the fla-
vours of the weeping of Çré Raghunätha däs Gosvämé, who wants to
see Her face, but She does not come before him. This loving condi-
tion of Çré Raghunätha däs Gosvämé is greatly coveted by the devo-
tees. On the one hand Raghunätha das Gosvämé’s heart is melting,
simultaneously he is relishing the mellows of devotion to the Lord –

bhakter prema ceñöa dekhe kåñëa camatkära

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Antya-lélä 18.15)

“Even Kåñëa is astonished to see the loving activities of

the devotees.”

Rädhäräëé is relishing the flavours of Her devotees’ lamentations,

but does not reveal Herself to their eyes. Raghunätha däs Gosvämé
weeps and weeps. Not that he doesn’t get any vision — sometimes
he gets it. When his life airs reach his throat, he gets a transcenden-
tal vision (called sphürti), and he sees. What is a sphürti? It is the
anxious condition of a surrendered devotee. Such sphürtis Bilvamaì-
gala had out of loving anxiety. He was on the level of anuräga. But
Raghunätha däs Gosvämé was directly on the stage of mahäbhäva.
Rädhäräëé bestows Her devotional service in such sphürtis. The more

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separation is felt, the more lamentation, weeping, hankering and
relish there is. And that much thirst there is as well. Even if the
abhéñöa (one’s chosen deity) has vanished She will come again. It is
like the lightning strike on a new moon night. When the lightning
flash has vanished, it seems as if it becomes twice as dark as before.
(Similarly when Rädhäräëé’s vision has passed, the pain of separa-
tion doubles.)
Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé gets transcendental visions and serv-
ices and afterwards he prays for another vision. When he prays he
is Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé, but when the vision comes he is Tu-
lasé Maïjaré sitting next to Sväminé in Yävat, at forenoon time.
Then Vicakñaëa, Kåñëa’s parrot, flies in. Tulasé thinks: “Surely this
parrot of Kåñëa’s has some secret message to relay.” Vicakñaëa did
not go directly to Rädhäräëé, he went to the kinkaré instead. When
Vrajendra-nandana’s service is done correctly, there will be änanda.
So the çuka goes to the kinkaré and says: “Kåñëa has gone to the bank
of Rädhäkuëòa and waits there in Madana Sukhada kuïja. Take
Éçvaré over there!”
This abhisära is called praçasta abhisära, the super-excellent love-
journey. abhisära is the word for endeavouring for the präëa preñöha
the heart’s beloved, for that (or He) who pervades the heart. All is
forgotten through anuräga (constant loving passion). abhisära is the
summit of anuräga. This is why parakéya bhäva is adopted.

rädhä-kåñëa ek ätmä dui deha dhari;

anyonya vilase rasa äsvädana kore

“Rädhä and Kåñëa are One soul holding two bodies, rel-
ishing mellows in mutual pastimes.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädé-lélä 4.56)

This is the beauty of parakéya bhäva. Yogamäyä keeps this One Soul
separate for the sake of lélä.

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 There are two kinds of abhisäras - the one in the day and the one at
night. Here the day-time abhisära is described. Why is this called praçasta,
or the best? The kamaliné (female lotus) blooms in the day. Not the
Kumudiné (female lily), but the Kamaliné. The Gosvämés have fur-
ther divided the nocturnal abhisära into two – çukläbhisära (love jour-
ney in the moonlit nights) and timiräbhisära (love journey in the dark,
moonless nights). Çukläbhisära means it is as light as in the daytime, as
if the night is poured over with milk. Everything is then white – the
heroine is then dressed in white garments and anointed with white
ointments. But in timiräbhisära Rädhä’s bodily radiance must be cov-
ered, so She is dressed in blue garments. However, in the diväbhisära
She endeavours with so much anuräga (constant passion), hence it is
called çastäbhisära, the most excellent love-journey. The mahäjanas have
written about the diväbhisära (day-time love-journey) –

mäthä hi tapana, tapata patha bäluka,

ätapa dahana vithära
nonika putali tanu, caraëa kamala janu,
dina hi koyolo abhisära

“The sun shines on Her head and the sand on the path is
scorching. The sky spreads itself out as a burning canopy.
Her body is like butter and Her feet are like lotus flowers.
Thus She goes out on Her love-journey at midday.”

How much anuräga! How much eagerness there is in Rädhä’s love-

journey! However, kibä niçi kibä diçi, çayane svapane – out of anuräga She
does not even consider whether it is day or night at all. The passion
of Her abhisära is wholly based on Çyäma’s rüpänuräga (attraction to
His form). hari hari! prema ki gati anivära. The course of prema cannot
be checked. känuka paraça rase, paravaçe rasavaté, vicharalu sabahu vicära.
Rasavaté, the rasika heroine Rädhikä, is overwhelmed by the taste of
Kåñëa’s touch, and has thus ditched all other considerations. It was
in the same mood that Çréman Mahäprabhu left the whole world

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behind. All considerations were forgotten. Why? For the service of
the beloved deity. Her feet are as soft as lotus flowers and Her
body is like butter – won’t that melt in the intense midday heat?
Nevertheless this passionate girl goes out on Her love journey. You
see, this is prema rasa. It gives limitless powers.

gurujana nayana, päçagaëa väraëa,

märuta maëòala dhüli

“The eyes of Her superiors are like ropes, but Her passion
is like a whirlwind that strews circles of dust in them.”

Dust over Her household duties. Vara raìgiëé means She who plays
the wonderful game of love. Husband, relatives, morality, manners
– She throws them all out, She forgets them all

(tä soye meli, cololi vara raìgiëé,

pati geha nétahi bhüli)
yoto joto vighiné, jitali anurägiëé,
sädhali manasija mantra

“This anurägiëé [passionate ladylove] conquers over all ob-

stacles – how many obstacles can there possibly exist for
an anurägiëé? She practises the mantra of Cupid, Herself be-
ing the pinnacle of mädana mahäbhäva.”

Those who worship in the mood of the kiìkarés should understand

this rasamaya tantra (delicious ritual) and relish its sweetness. In this
way it is the praçasta abhisära [superexcellent love-journey]. Hearing
the news, Gosvämépäda says håñöa: “I became glad”. Why is he/she
glad? He has attained the service of his beloved deity. Those who
worship in the mood of the kiìkarés don’t just like any kind of änan-
da. The Vedas say änanda is the goal of life – let me find happiness.
However, fruitive activities give the suffering of millions of births

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in all kinds of hellish conditions, even though one may be in full
knowledge. The whole universe is mad about sense gratification,
though it is perishable. jïäna yogés perform their sädhana to attain
liberation. premika bhaktas, however, say: “No, this is even worse than
sense gratification, for it destroys the soul’s personality. We don’t
want this.” Naraka väïchaye tabu säyujya nä loy (c.c.) “A devotee rather
covets hell than integral liberation.” The bliss of bhajana comes from
a particular self-identification. Those who attain prema attain the
highest relish and bliss, premänanda rasa. There is nothing like bhaja-
na rasa, which means direct service. Of this, the rasa of Vraja is
again the greatest. There is of course the relish of the Lord’s majes-
ty, but here we find the relish of His sweetness. And of all sweet
moods the mood of Vraja is again the greatest. Our Tulasé Maïjaré
has relished this sweetness. The mahäjanas have acknowledged that
the service of Rädhä is the highest accomplishment –

tvat prema sevanam aho puruñärtha ratnam

çästraà vicärya viduñäà ca mataà viloke
jänan mudä madana mohana mugdha rüpe
däsé bhaväni våñabhänu kumärike te

“O daughter of Våñäbhanu! I know from studying the

scriptures [of Çré Rüpa, Sanätana, Çré Raghunätha däsa
and Çré Jéva] and hearing the sages that Your service is the
jewel of all human goals of life! Therefore, O You whose
form enchants even the enchanter of Cupid, I blissfully
became Your maidservant!”

By Mahäprabhu’s grace the äcäryas have given us this astonishing

mode of worship. Raghunätha is weeping and weeping, how piti-
ful are his words, but alas! How to follow his perfect example? He
has forgotten everything, being totally absorbed in the self-esteem
of Rädhäräëé’s maidservant. In their younger days Rüpa, Sanätana
and Çré Jéva gave up everything to exclusively surrender to the lotus-

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feet of Çréman Mahäprabhu to become servants of Rädhäräëé’s lo-
tusfeet. In the great ecstasy of mahäbhäva they weep, fully absorbed
in Rädhäräëé. Their eyes were filled with tears, they gave up eating
and considered their bodies to be mere burdens (äpanära deha bhära).
Just see what äcäryas they are!
There is something special about the way in which Rädhäräëé’s
maidservants attain their service. Why? They become more delight-
ed when Govinda covets their Éçvaré and Her mercy. All the Vraja-
sundarés are surrendered to Him, and He bestows mercy and ac-
cepts their loving service, but He Himself loves Rädhä to be bless-
ed. How is that? He is the only shelter for all the billions of mate-
rial universes and anyone who takes shelter of Him is blessed, but
He Himself is blessed by Rädhä’s love. The Mahäjanas sing about
Kåñëa’s pürva räga:

dhani dhani ramaëi janama dhani tor!

saba jana kähnu, kähnu kori jhuraye,
se tuwä bhäve vibhor

“The whole world is crying Kåñëa! Kåñëa! But He Him-

self is absorbed in love for You!”

You know how this works?

cätaka cähi, tiyäsalo ambuda,

cakora cähi rahu candä
taru latikä, avalambana käré,
majhu mane lägalo dhandä

“Although normally the Cätaka bird covets water from

the cloud, now the cloud (Kåñëa) covets the Cätaka bird.”

Çré Kåñëa is the very form of compact transcendental bliss, who is

called raso vai saù, the veritable embodiment of transcendental mel-
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lows, and änandaà brahma or the reservoir of bliss, by the Vedas. All
the devotees in the innumerable mundane universes are happy rel-
ishing His transcendental mellows. But for His own pleasure, He
covets Rädhäräëé. There are billions of gopés, but this black cloud
(ambuda) is thirsting after You (Rädhä). Cakora cähi rahu candä, the
Cakora bird normally covets the nectar from the moon, but the
moon never covets the Cakora. Now, however, I can see this. Taru
latikä, avalambana käré – The vine is tender, hence it needs the sup-
port of the stout tree, but lo! Here I see that the tree needs the
support of the vine. To get the support of the Rädhä-vine, the
Kåñëa-tamäla tree has sent the parrot Vicakñaëa out – “Tell this
maidservant this secret message that she should bring Rädhäräëé.
Meanwhile Rädhäräëé is eagerly waiting for Çyämasundara, and She
sends a çäré (female parrot) out. “Go, çäré and give a message to
Çyäma.” Therefore there is änanda. There is great änanda – çastäb-
hisära samayaà, håñövä. Tulasé is in ecstasy and goes to Rädhäräëé –
çuka mukhe çunaite aichana réta saba aìga pulakita camakita cita – “She hears
from the Çuka that Govinda has come to Rädhäkuëòa’s Madana Su-
khada Kuïja; take Rädhäräëé with you!” What a wonderful service.

çuka mukhe çunaite aichana réta

saba aìga pulakita camakita cita;
kohoite kaëöhahi gadagada bol
räi mukha nirakhite antara dol

“When I hear this from the parrot’s beak all my limbs are
studded with goosepimples of excitement. I speak the
message with a faltering voice and my heart swings when I
behold Räi’s face!”

Here the address is ‘aye Subhage!’ There are so many sweet secrets
within this address. Subhagä in the 8th case is Subhage, or beauti-
ful one. Or: “Hey Saubhägyavati (O fortunate girl)!” Accha, in how
many ways can one address one’s Éçvaré? Saubhägyavati, Sundari.

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Those who are directly surrendered to Her lotusfeet can say that.
They have service, relish prema and rasa and exchange jokes with
Her. So glorious and great is the service of Rädhä. This is Mahäpra-
bhu’s unprecedented gift. Here the address is ‘’Hey Saubhägyavati
– O fortunate one!” When a worldly person gets riches he consid-
ers himself fortunate. When a jïäné or yogé achieves liberation he
considers himself fortunate. However, those who follow in the foot-
steps of the gopés and do bhajana can enter into the kingdom of prema.
“Devi, please respond, please grant me a vision, grant me realisa-
tion, otherwise what bhajana am I doing?” So I understand that
you’re doing bhajana. What bhajana? Those who gain some experi-
ence are called fortunate souls. The Vedic scriptures say that those
who attain loving devotional service are called fortunate souls. It is
they who gain some relish, love and response. But the Vrajasunda-
rés are again different. They are most blessed. They are so eager
that they say that there is no other reward for the eyes than the
vision of Kåñëa. Whoever sees Kåñëa, is blessed. It is the mahäbhäva
(of the gopés) that causes deep thirst for this vision. They are so
thirsty that they consider a second that they cannot see Kåñëa to
last as long as a millennium and when they do see Kåñëa they con-
sider a millennium to last like just a second. No one is as fortunate
as they are. Çré Rädhäräëé is the most fortunate; no one is as fortu-
nate as Her.
Billions of gopés are tested in the Räsa festival, but from these
billions of gopés Kåñëa took Rädhäräëé out to a secluded place. That
is Her speciality. All the gopés considered themselves fortunate, but
She (Rädhä) became mäniné (jealous), thinking: “Just see! Right in
front of My eyes Kåñëa takes all these girls along!”, so Kåñëa täsäà
tad saubhaga madaà vékñyamänaà ca keçavaù praçamäya prasädäya tatraivän-
taradhéyata (s.b. 10.29.48) took Rädhäräëé along. Çuka Muni did not
particularly mention that He took Rädhä along, but He did. Täsäà
tad saubhaga madaà means that the gopés became proud of their good
fortune, “How fortunate we are that Kåñëa is enjoying with us!”, so
Kåñëa praçamäya, subdued their pride by eloping with Rädhäräëé.

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This is not garva (false pride), but gaurava (divine pride, or glory).
How much relish there is in this! First viraha (separation) came and
then präpti (attainment). Rädhäräëé became mäniné, jealous of the
other gopés sharing in Her attention and Govinda took Her along to
subdue that mäna. Didn’t Çuka Muni show Rädhäräëé’s great for-
tune here? Then the suhåt pakña (the gopé-party that sympathises with
Rädhä) went to search for Her and found Her, after She had been
abandoned by Kåñëa, saying:

anayärädhito nünaà bhagavän harir éçvaraù

yan no vihäya govinda préto yam anayad rahaù

“Lord Hari has been worshipped by Her, so that He aban-

doned us amd loved Her in a lonely place.

(Çrémad Bhägavatam, 10.30.28)

She is named Rädhä, for no one worships like Her. Of course every
devotee worships, but none of them are Rädhä. So many vessels are
holding water, like brooks, ponds and wells, but none of them are
water-vessels like the ocean. Similarly, although all the devotees
worship, none of them are Rädhä. There is only one Rädhä. Yan no
vihäya govinda préto yam anayad rahaù— He has abandoned billions of
gopés for Her, so She is the greatest of all.
When Rämänanda Räya explained Rädhä’s superior glories
to Çréman Mahäprabhu, Mahäprabhu asked him whether Kåñëa had
abandoned all the gopés to elope with Rädhäräëé. Räma Räya said:
“No, Prabhu, if He did not take Her away in front of the others
(or to distinguish them from Her), the pride of fortune of the
others would not be destroyed. They would become jealous. It is
not a question of abandonment. Abandonment takes place every-
where. In the Vasanta Räsa Rädhä left the arena Herself. Now
Rädhä is jealous and goes away.

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 çliñyati käm api cumbati kam
api käm api ramayati rämäà

She thought to Herself: “If I did not stay here, then what
would He do?”

krodha dekhi räsa chäri gelä mäna kori;

täre nä dekhiyä vyäkula hoilä çré hari

“Seeing this, She became angry and proudly left the Räsa
circle. Not seeing Her there anymore, Çré Hari became
very upset.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 8.112)

With His sweetness and beauty Kåñëa stole the minds and hearts
of the innumerable gopés, but when He does not see Rädhäräëé, He
becomes very upset and gradually filled with pity. She promptly
disappeared –

itas tataù bhrami kähä rädhä nä päiyä;

viñäda kore käma bäëe khinna hoiyä

“Kåñëa wandered here and there, but could not find Räd-
hä anywhere. Thus He became morose and afflicted by
Cupid’s arrows.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 8.115)

Çata koöi gopéten nahe käma nirväpaëa – from this we can understand the
glories of Rädhäräëé and the relish of loving flavours it awakens
within the heart. Govinda’s heart is all light, within it there can be
no darkness. He is the embodiment of full viläsa rasa [flavours of
enjoyment], there can be no mundane lust within Him. Within

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Him is the relish of the attainment of prema and the subjugation to
the ecstasy of prema. He is subjugated according to the amount of
His devotee’s love. Rädhäräëé’s love is greater than that of billions
of others, it has been tested and proved. She is more fortunate than
all the others. Hence She is addressed here as subhage. No one in the
universe is as fortunate as She.
“The whole of Vraja-maëòala covets Him, but this Govinda is
now going out to meet You.” The kiìkarés don’t tell Her yet that
Govinda has gone out to meet Her. If She were told in advance
then how could She be properly decorated. Prema Pägalini would
rush out just like that. Therefore Her mind is pacified with sweet
and nice talks. She is thus addressed as he subhage. She is the embod-
iment of bhäva (transcendental ecstatic love) isn’t She? The kiìkarés
are similarly the embodiments of ecstatic love. Çré Rädhä is mad
out of love in separation from Kåñëa. She has been hankering for
Kåñëa for so long. When She hears this address She understands
that something special is to happen— perhaps a chance to meet
and serve Kåñëa. At that moment She reveals Herself in a wonder-
fully beautiful way. Then the meaning of Subhage is ‘O beautiful
one’. Is it proper for a maidservant to address her mistress with the
word ‘Beautiful One’? She is the boundless ocean of complete beauty
and sweetness. Therefore because She fully subdues Kåñëa with Her
complete mädanäkhya bhäva — By Çréman Mahäprabhu’s grace we
will continue the discussion tomorrow.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s first päöha

on the 70th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 4, 1999
 second day päöha
on the same verse,
april 5, 1999
Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämépäda prays: “When will that fortu-
nate day come when I can dress you in fine blue silken garments
and floral ornaments?” By Rädhäräëé’s grace Çrépäda Raghunätha
däsa Gosvämé receives one transcendental vision after the other.
When the vision ends he prays for more visions in his external
consciousness. But the sweetness of the prayer is echoed even when
he prays in external consciousness. He considers himself Rädhäräëé’s
personal maidservant, surrendered to Her service. This is why the
prayer is so sweet, lovely and relishable. In his Säraìga Raìgadä
commentary on Kåñëa Karëämåta (3), Çrépäd Kåñëa däs Kaviräja
Gosvämécaraë explains that the aspirants who have not yet attained
rati should meditate on their siddha svarüpas on purpose and with
care. Thus they can achieve the grace of Çré Rädhäräëé. When the
stage of rati arrives, however, this meditation will become natural
and it no longer necessary to purposefully endeavour. Serving Räd-
häräëé and identifying with the siddha svarüpa has then become nat-
ural, just as it is natural for us to take care of our bodies. Thus
during the practise of rägänugä bhakti the sädhaka attains jévanmukti, in
which there is no more physical bondage. But in the sädhaka phase
one must practise purposefully, for then bodily consciousness is
natural. Bhajana will go on concomitantly, because –

bähya-antar ihär dui to sädhana;

bähye sädhak dehe kore çravaëa kértaë
mone nija siddha dehe koriya bhävan;
rätri dina cinte rädhä kåñëera sevana

“There are two kinds of practises, the external and the

internal. The external practise means hearing and chant-
ing in the physical body and the internal practise means

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 mentally conceiving of one’s spiritual body, in which one
serves Rädhä and Kåñëa day and night.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 22.156-157)

This is the essence of rägänugä practise.

sevä sädhaka rüpena siddha rüpena cätra hi;

tad bhäva lipsunä kärya vrajalokänusärataù

“Service is rendered in allegiance to the people of Vraja,

both in the practitioner’s body and in the spiritual body,
desiring their feelings.”

(Bhakti-rasämåta-sindhu, 1.2.295)

Kaviräja Gosvämé has explained this çloka (above). Those who are
still in the sädhaka phase purposefully adopt the identity of the spir-
itual body within the mind and meditate on their service to Räd-
häräëé. As this meditation becomes more and more pure, the self-
manifest manjaré-form will be perceived. It will at first be only slightly
manifest; when rati has awoken it becomes natural. He (Çrépäda
Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé) is directly on the level of mahä bhäva, so
he relishes his eternal transcendental form without taint. But this
can never take place when one is in bodily consciousness. Again
those who mentally worship Rädhäräëé are blessed. They transcend
this body. They are extraordinary.
There are two bodies, the siddha deha and the sadhaka deha, they
have the same appearance, they are änanda svarüpäveça (absorption in
the blissful identity). Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämépäda prays in
his svaräpäveça. We are rägänuga sädhakas and endeavour for this.

dehe na koriho astha marile se yama çasta,

duùkera samudra karma gati

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 “Don’t put your faith in the body, when it dies it is pun-
ished by the god of death. The course of fruitive activities
is an ocean of misery.”

jäniyä çuniyä bhajo, sädhu çästra mata yajo

“Purposefully worship in allegiance to the scriptures and

the sädhus.”

(Prema-bhakti-candrikä, 93)

They (the Gosvämés) are the sädhus. Gauòéya Vaiñëavas are not in-
terested in bodily consciousness. They place their faith in the soul.
The Gosvämés say: “What can we say about those who attain the
fortune of bhajana by identifying themselves with the spiritual body?

astu tävad bhajana prayäsa kevala tädåçatväbhimänena siddhir bhavati

“What to speak of endeavour in bhajana, simply by consid-

ering oneself to belong to the beloved deity is a form of
perfection.”

(Bhakti Sandarbha)

If they simply think of themselves as Rädhäräëé’s maidservants by

Her grace, then that is perfection. This self esteem is perfection.
And those who are so fortunate to do this bhajana day and night,
what can I say about them? Hence Öhäkura Mahaçaya says: They
are our mahäjanas – sädhu çästra mata yajo. These sädhus are Rüpa, Sanä-
tana, Raghunätha, Çré Jéva. We hear, chant and remember their
stream of thoughts, their practise of bhajana, and their renunciation
and dispassion. Jaya sanätana rüpa, prema bhakti rasa küpa (Prema-bhakti-
candrikä, 8). They are the well of bhakti rasa, the ultimate attainment
of the Gauòéya Vaiñëavas. Drink the water from this well! What

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they have written in their books is higher than what the ancient
sages have given. Çuka Muni has given the quintessence in the Bhä-
gavata, but it did not reach beyond sakhé bhäva. The Gosvämés, though,
have filled their books with the paramount manjaré bhäva. This is the
benediction offered to those who hear and chant. This will re-
move (physical) self-esteem. Transcendental manjari svarupa cannot
bring sädhakäbhimäna (back). This happens when the absorption is
deep. What is this kind of consciousness like? The intense stage of
smaraëa is called dhyäna, and the deep stage of dhyäna is called sphürti.
This is not a direct vision, this is the smaraëa-item of bhajana. When
smaraëa bhajana matures, then the sädhaka sees the divine pastimes
before his very eyes. Initially he thinks: “I am meditating on my
devotional service”, but when smaraëa becomes deep, then he really
perceives. Hence the mahajanas say bhavati småter bhävanä prakåñöa darça-
na rüpatä. What does that mean? When smaraëa bhajana casts unrelat-
ed thoughts out of the heart, dhruvänusmåti [constant contempla-
tion] arrives, then this is darçana (direct transcendental perception).
In a sphuraëa (divine vision) Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé sees
that the parrot Vicakñaëa has flown in. When he is with Räd-
häräëé in the form of Tulasé Maïjaré, the parrot whispers in Tu-
lasé’s ear vraja räja sunoù çastäbhisära samaya: “The son of the king of
Vraja has gone out on His love journey.” Why vraja räja nandana?
He is not the king, but the prince. He has no responsibility for a
kingdom like Dvärakänätha or Rämacandra. He has no worries,
and is not bound to rules and obligations. He is instead the dhéra
lalita näyaka – vidagdha nava täruëya parihäsa viçärada: “He is clever, en-
dowed with fresh youthfulness and expert in joking.” syat präya
preyasé vaçaù: “He is subdued by the love of His sweethearts.” There-
fore His pastimes are completely free. Rätri dine kuïja kréòä kore rädhär
sange (c.c.) [“Day and night He revels with Rädhä in the love bow-
ers.”] Hence He is absolutely free.
In complete bliss Tulasé Maïjaré calls Rädhä he subhage! In this
address she shows that She is so fortunate, which we discussed
yesterday. One explanation of the word Subhage is ‘Beautiful girl’,

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now this is not wordly beauty. Çré Rüpa Gosvämépäda explains the
word saundarya. What is known as saundarya? “When each limb is
astonishing and well-built, this is called saundarya.” Here, however,
we must understand the beauty of Rädhäräëé or the gopikäs; worldly
beauty is not like that. The form is feminine, but this is the summit
of prema called mahäbhäva.

premera parama sära mahäbhäva jäni;

se mahäbhäva rüpä rädhä öhäkuräëé

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.157)

“The quintessence of prema is called mahäbhäva and the em-

bodiment of that mahäbhäva is Rädhä Öhäkuräëé.”

mahäbhävojjvala cintä-ratnodbhävita vigrahä. (Stavävali)

mahäbhäva cintämaëi rädhära svarüpa (C.C.)

“Rädhä’s form constitutes the thought-gem of mahäbhäva.”

This transcendental form appears as a woman with a wonderfully

sweet feeling. Some may wonder: “Who is Rädhäräëé?” She can nev-
er be known without Her grace – She is the ocean of boundless mercy
in very own person. She is freely playing within and without the
surrendered practitioner. Then some semblance of Her will be per-
ceived, some response may be received from Her, if only a drop from
the ocean. If not, one starts thinking of this beauty as worldly. This is
human thinking. Bhakti mahäräëé (Queen Devotion) can make the heart
of the practitioner qualified. The surrendered souls contemplate on
this extraordinary subject, and when they gain experience, they achieve
relish. Where can this beauty be put on the test? There are so many
lovers of God. There are billions of Vraja-girls and Queens, you can
see to what extent they subdue Govinda. Nothing but prema can sub-
due Him. Çré Çuka Muni describes in the Bhägavata that when Kåñëa

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goes from Hastinapur to Dvärakä after a long absence, His Queens
suffer so much out of separation from Him. They then think that the
Vraja-gopés have completely subdued Kåñëa with their love: “We will
also do like that, so that we can also enjoy His love.” Thus they
extend their glances. Çuka Muni says: patnyas tu ñoòaça sahasram anaìga
bäëair yasyendriyaà vimathituà karaëair na çekuù [s.b. 10.61.4] “Even 16,000
wives could not agitate His senses by firing their glances at Him, that
were like Cupid’s arrows.” When He comes, then they will endeav-
our. But Rädhäräëé? In pürva räga (love that exists even before the first
meeting between the lovers) we see that Kåñëa tells a düté –

sajani! aparüpa pekhaluà bälä

himakara madana, milita mukha-maëòala,
tä pora jaladhara mälä

“O sakhi! I saw an extraordinary young girl! The moon

and Cupid are meeting in Her face and above that is a
garland of clouds!”

caïcala nayane, heri mujhe sundaré,

mucakäyai phiri gelo.
toikhone marame, madana jvara upajala,
jévaite saàçaya bhelo.

“This beautiful girl looked at Me with restless eyes, smirked

at Me and then turned back. Then the fire of Cupid start-
ed burning My heart and I doubted whether I was still
alive or not.”

He is the very form of transcendental bliss who delights the whole

world.

ämä hoite änandita hoy tribhuvan;

ämäke änanda dichen kon jan?

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 “The whole world derives bliss from Me, but is there
anyone who can delight Me?”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädé-lélä, 4.239)

Jivaita saàçaya bhelo [I doubt whether I am alive?] How beautifully He

contemplates!

ahar niçi çayane, svapane äna nä heriye,

anukhana soi dheyäna.
täkara piriti, ki réti nähi samujhiye,
äkula athira paräëa

“Day and night, in dreams or in wakefulness, I constantly

meditate on Her. I do not understand the ways of Her
love, and this makes My heart unsteady and agitated.”

This agitates even the transcendental youthful Cupid, hence this is

called mädana, mädayéti mädana.

maramaka vedana, tohe parakäçala,

tuhuì ati catura sujäna.
so puna madhura, mürati daraçäyabi,
e rädhä vallabha gäna.

Rädhä Vallabha sings: “Thus I told you about My heartache. You are
a clever girl, so please show Me this sweet form again!” How much
beauty – He wants to see this one more time. Kåñëa is the embodiment
of full transcendental bliss, self-satisfied and self-delighted, yet even in
Him such craving can arise. Rädhäräëé’s rüpa mädhurya, sweet form, can
be directly perceived, and the power to do so is attained by Räd-
häräëé’s grace. They who serve in this mood are hence saying: he Sub-
hage, O beautiful one!, and Radhäräëé casts Her glance at them. In an
ordinary mood one cannot just address Her as ‘O beautiful One!’.

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 The kinkari says: “First I will not say anything; if I tell Her any-
thing now She will run out with Her footlac around Her eyes and
Her eyeliner on Her footsoles!” But when the sakhés and maïjaris
dress Her She will not look like that. When Çuka Muni describes
how the Räsa dance began in the Bhägavata, he says that the gopés
left all their household duties, children etc. to go out to meet Kåñëa.
Finally he says:

limpantyaù pramåjantyo’nyä aïjantyaù käç ca locane;

vyatyasta vasträbharaëäù käçcit kåñëäntikaà yayuù

“Others, who were anointing themselves with sandal-

paste left that work half-finished; still others, who were
rubbing themselves with ointments, fled, leaving off that
work, others who were painting their eyes with eyeliner,
left that and ran to meet Çré Kåñëa. Still others sought
the presence of Çré Kåñëa with their garments and jewels
wrongly placed”

(Çrémad Bhägavatam, 10.29.7)

Such is Rädhäräëé. The Mahäjanas have said:

keho vä ächilo, dugdha ävartane, culäte räkhi besäli;

tyaji ävartana, loiyä äna mana, aichana se gelo coli.
keho çiçu loiyä, kolete koriyä, koräy dugdha pän;
çiçu pheli bhüme, coli gelä bhrame, çuni muraléra gäna.
keho vä ächilo, çayana koriyä, nayane ächilo nid;
yeno keho äsi, coräi loilo, nayane käöiyä sindh.

“Some gopés stirred the milk and ran away just like that,
keeping it on the furnace. Some were keeping babies on
their lips and feeding them milk, but they dropped the
babies on the floor and ran off in complete delusion as

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 they heard the song of the flute. Others again were reclin-
ing, their eyes filled with drowsiness, but they came to
Kåñëa in a secret manner.”

When Kåñëa played His flute, they all ran out with their ornaments
topsy turvy. The commentators say that this is the summit of prema.
There is mädana and mohana bhäva, complete oblivion of the body –
how will they manage? They are like mad. When someone asks: “On
the one hand they decorate themselves, and yet people say that the
feelings of the gopés are free from lust?”, then the Mahäjanas say:

tabe ye dekhiye gopér nija deha préta;

seho to kåñëera lägi jäniho niçcita.
ei deha koilo ami kåñëe samarpaëa;
tära dhana tära ei sambhoga sädhana
e deha darçana sparçe kåñëa santoñaëa;
ei lägi koren deher märjana bhüñaëa

“So when we see the gopés caring for their own bodies,
that is certainly also for Kåñëa’s pleasure. {They think:}
“This body I offered to Kåñëa— it is His property and
His means of enjoyment. When He sees or touches this
body Kåñëa is satisfied, for this reason I am anointing
and ornamenting it.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädé-lélä, 4.181-183)

There are great obstacles to the fulfillment of their desires, that

makes them so eager and anxious. When they heard the flute they
dressed all topsy-turvy. The Mahäjanas have commented on this
dressing in a topsy turvy way.

räi säje bänsi bäje nä porilo ul;

ki korite kinä kore sab hoilo bhül

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 mukure äìcare räi bändhe keça bhära;
päye bändhe mälä nä kore vicära

“When Kåñëa plays His flute Räi forgets everything - what

to do and what not to do! Räi combs Her hair with Her
mirror and ties Her flower garland to Her feet, without
thinking.”

karete nüpura pore jaìghe pore täòa;

galäte kiìkiëé pore kaöitaöe hära
caraëe käjala pore nayane ältä;
hiyära upore kore baìkaräja pätä

“On Her hands She wears Her anklebells, on Her shanks

Her bangles, on Her neck She wears Her waistbells and
on Her waist She wears Her necklace. On Her feet She
wears Her eyeliner, around Her eyes She wears Her foot-
lac and on Her breasts She wears the Baìkaräja Pätä-orna-
ment (meant for the feet).”

çravaëe koroye räi beçara säjanä;

näsära upore kore veëéra racanä
vaàçé-vadane kohe yaü bolihäré;
çyäma anurägera bäläi loiyä mori

“On Her ear Räi places Her nosepearl and on Her nose
She hangs the tassle of Her braid. Vaàçé Vadana däsa
sings: “All glories to She who dies out of passionate love
for Çyäma.” Having attained the summit of kåñëa anuräga
(constant attraction to Kåñëa), knowing the time to serve
Kåñëa has come, She has forgotten everything.”

Accha, now if Rädhäräëé goes to Kåñëa, dressed in this topsy turvy

way, forgetting Her bodily condition out of full love, then yes, the

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kinkaré wants to take Her along well dressed and ornamented, al-
though Kåñëa relishes the love only. Hence kinkaré Tulasé thinks to
herself: “Now if She hears from the parrot Vicakñaëa that it is time
to go out and meet Kåñëa, all my dressing and ornamenting work
will be spoiled, everything will go upside down, so let me dress Her
first.” Hence she calls her Éçvaré ‘Subhage’ – I will dress You!” When
Rädhäräëé sees how the kinkaré is dressing Her, She thinks: “Surely
there must be some purpose to this dressing!” Therefore Çrématé
gives a hint of consent to the maidservant that dresses Her. Kinkari
Tulasi first dresses Her divine limbs in a blue garment. sükñmäm-
baraiù, very fine blue garments, radiant blue garments from Her lo-
tus feet up to Her head. The Mahäjanas say: Éçvaré loves blue gar-
ments. Wherever there is blue, there is Her love:

kåñëaù pakño nava kuvalayaà kåñëasäras tamälo

nélämbhodas tava rucipradaà näma rüpaiç ca kåñëä

(Rädhä Rasa Sudhänidhi – 89)

Wherever there is Kåñëa’s name and blackish complexion, there is

Rädhäräëé’s love. kåñëa pakña is the dark lunar quarter, the nights are
dark and one can easily go out to meet Kåñëa. This lunar quarter is
on Kåñëa’s side, hence it is called kåñëa-pakña. nava kuvalaya is the
fresh blue lotus. Rädhäräëé sees fresh blue lotuses everywhere, so
beautiful. A Kåñëasära is a black deer. That animal shares the name
with Kåñëa. “Those who consider Kåñëa to be the essence (sära) are
called Kåñëa-sära. They are dearer to Me than My very life. The
Tamäl tree is as black as Kåñëa, so I take it to My heart.” Saying:
“One’s life is a success when seeing Kåñëa”, She embraces a Tamäla
tree. For the same reason Her blue/black säré is Her favorite dress.
When She sees the blue colour of Her silk säré it reminds Her of
Çyämasundara. Hence the Mahajanas say: nija lajjä çyäma paööa çäré
paridhäna, “She wears a blue silken säré that represents Her bashful-
ness.” (c.c.) The embodiment of bhäva wears ornaments of bhäva.

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All these ornaments become filled with bhäva when they come in
contact with Her. Therefore no one but the kinkari can understand
the bhäva-nature of these bhäva-ornaments. Now when she puts them
on they remind Sväminé of Çyäma - it looks very beautiful. The
kinkari similarly relishes the mellows nicely, dressing Her in a beau-
tiful silk säré. sükñmämbaraiù kusuma saìskåta karëapüra.
Karëapüra means that she puts on Her earrings. To dress and
ornament Rädhäräëé is the service of the embodiment of bhäva,
isn’t it? Therefore there are two kinds of service. In one way she
dresses Rädhäräëé externally, this is called paricarya service, and the
other kind of service is called prasaìga service. When the sädhaka
serves within the sädhaka condition, then the paricarya sevä is greater
than the prasanga service; for instance when you serve a Vaiñëava
this involves massaging his feet, bathing him and offering him dif-
ferent articles. This is paricarya sevä. Such Vaiñëava-service is the
greatest service in the sädhaka-condition. Such service helps one to
attain the unattainable. When Éçvara Puré served our Çré Mädhav-
endra Puri –

éçvara puri kore çrépäda sevana;

sva haste koren mala müträdi märjana

“Éçvara Puri served Çrépäda Mädhavendra Puri by wiping

his stool and urine with his own hand.”

This is paricarya sevä. Now comes the prasanga sevä –

nirantara kåñëa näma koroye smaraëa;

kåñëa näma lélä çunän anukñaëa

“He constantly reminded him of the holy name of Kåñëa

by singing about His names and pastimes.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Antya-lélä, 8.26-27)

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 So when the Guru and the Vaiñëavas are served in the sädhaka
condition, then paricarya sevä is the best. But when the service is
performed in siddha condition then prasanga sevä is the best. Then
the sweetness of Kåñëa must be given (described). Starting with the
external items of service, like bathing Her and dressing Her, putting
on each of Her ornaments, Rädhäräëé must be satisfied. Without
discussing with each other how expertly the Gosvämés rendered
their service, this can be neither relished nor understood. Now Tulasé
is putting on Rädhäräëé’s ear ornaments. When she puts on these
ear ornaments during the morning services, then she says so many
beautiful things. She explains: goñöhendra suta citta matta karéndra räjä
bandhäya puñpadhanuñä kila bandharajjoù. When Tulasé puts these orna-
ments on she explains their beauty. “Now I am putting on Your ear
ornaments. You know what they are like? Bandhäya puñpadhanuñä goñöhen-
dra-nandana – He (Kåñëa) is after all a mad elephant – who can tie
Him down? He may abandon billions of Vraja-gopés, so it is clear
that: rüpa mätrena na häryo hariù [Lalita Mädhava] “Hari is not capti-
vated by mere physical beauty”. According to their individual love
the heroines are beautiful and ornament each of their limbs. Hence
it is said madamatta karéndra räjä.
Millions of sages and devotees worship him through their sädha-
na, the Vedas personified pray to Him, but they cannot get one
speck of His footdust. This goñöhendra nandana, the prince of Vraja, is
Bhagavän Vrajendra-nandana, but do You know the power of
Rädhäräëé’s ears? Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé says that Her ears
are like the ropes that Cupid spread out to bind down the mad
elephant-like mind of the prince of Vraja. Ropes or shackles.
Through shackles a mad elepant is tied down, hence I will place
the ear ornaments there. Kià karëayos tava varoru varävatäàsa – “O
nicely thighed One! I will place the ear ornaments on Your ears!”
Why is She addressed as varoru here? vara means the greatest, uru
thighs, or She whose thighs are purely astonishing. It is on Her
that the ear ornaments are hung. Rädhäräëé is the embodiment
of ecstasy, She can understand. The recollection of one pastime

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enters Her heart. The kinkaré knows everything, she serves this nec-
tar (by telling Sväminé of past sports). What is the relationship
here? The Räsa-lélä is going on. Rädhä and Kåñëa are dancing. This
Räsa is not externally manifest, only in inward visions. This is not
perceived by the sakhés; only the maidservants relish this. Rädhäräëé
is dancing, for this reason She is dressed and ornamented. Her
clothes and ornaments are fine and subtle, so that Her sweetness
and beauty awakens within Kåñëa’s heart. The gopés are dancing and
Govinda is standing there, looking and laughing. As He instigates
the rhythm Her feet are so sweet at each and every step. Govinda
praises Her at every step in this Räsa dance. To instill the sweetness
of Her pastimes with Kåñëa in Rädhäräëé’s heart Tulasé says he var-
oru!, while placing Her ear ornaments on Her ears. She addresses
Her as varoru to remind Her of these pastimes. Rädhäräëé says:
“Tulasi, you have remembered all this?” What does she say? “You
are anurägavati, I am not qualified to serve You. I have remembered
this lest You will forget it out of anuräga rasa, just to serve You. The
wonderful sweetness of this bhäva (feeling, mood) can be relished
when one knows how to arouse the feelings of a kinkaré.
After this Çré Raghunätha says härädibhiç ca. Ädi means that not
only necklaces, but also garlands are placed. When Gosvämépäda
places the necklaces he says: “In between Your necklaces I also place
the Syamantaka jewel.” During the spring Räsa-dance all the gopés
were kidnapped by the demon Çaìkhacuòa. Kåñëa killed the de-
mon and took the Syamantaka jewel from his head. Did He then
give it to Rädhäräëé? If He gave it to Rädhäräëé in front of every-
one there would be trouble, so what did He do? He gave it to His
brother Baladeva. Baladeva is very wise; He understands the gem is
actually not given to Him; it is given to Rädhäräëé. He therefore
hands it to Madhumangala, knowing that he will pass it on to
Rädhäräëé. When she puts the Syamantaka gem in the middle of
the necklace, she says: “Shall I put on this Syamantaka? This is the
friend of the Kaustubha gem that beautifies the chest of Kåñëa.”
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middle. Thus Rädhä and Kåñëa are attained. Such is the friendship
between Rüpa and Raghunätha. Here Raghunätha is weeping, there-
fore Rüpa Gosvämé consoled him, first by writing the Lalita Mäd-
hava Näöaka. When he gave it to read to Raghunätha däsa Gos-
vämé, he was scorched by the flames of love in separation. Such are
the grave activities of a man who is scorched by fire. When his vital
was about to leave his body, Çré Rüpa Gosvämé gave him his book
Däna Keli Kaumudé to read, to console him. Calling Raghunätha,
he told him: “Give me this book (Lalita Mädhava) back and look
at this one (Däna Keli Kaumudé). In here is the sweet relish of the
flavour of (Rädhä-Kåñëa’s) union.” What did this Rüpa Gosvämé
write at the end of Däna Keli Kaumudé? He prayed to his iñöa –

rädhäkuëòataöé kuöira vasatis tyaktänya karmä janaù

seväm eva samakñam atra yuvayor yaù kartum utkaëöhate

“O Rädhä-Mädhava! I pray to Your lotusfeet, someone is

sitting in a cottage on the bank of Rädhäkuëòa, having
renounced all other activities and is going mad for the
attainment of Your devotional service.”

våndäraëya samåddhi dohada pada kréòä kaöäkña dyute

tarñäkhya tarur asya mädhava phalé türëaà vidheyas tvayä

“O Mädhava, You fulfill the aspirations of all those who

live in Våndävana and desire Your worship. Hence I pray
to You to swiftly fulfill the desires of the above person.”

He did not mention any name. He prays like this to his iñöa for
Raghunätha and concomitantly prays: “Quickly fullfill the desires
of those who give up all other activities and go to Rädhäkuëòa,
sitting down on the bank, desiring to see Rädhä and Kåñëa.” Hence
the great fortune of Rüpa and Raghunätha. Similarly the sweet
flavours of these pastimes are kept within the (description of the)

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fortune of the Kaustubha and Syamantaka-gems. How wonderful
is the relish of the flavours of these pastimes! At this time Kaustub-
ha and Syamantaka enjoy their friendship. The sakhés have no right
to enter here. When the remembrance of this pastime awakens within
the heart, Tulasé brings in a Mallikä (jasmine) garland, that mad-
dens everyone with its fragrance. Fresh Mallikä-flowers emit such
fragrance. These are Våndävana’s mallikäs after all? Hence they are
like great herbs. Bees come racing towards this flower garland. She
beats the bees away and puts the garland on. “Look at this garland,
put on this jasmine garland.” What does Tulasé say when she puts
on the garland? Kalävati natäàsayoù pracura käma puïjojjvalät – the art-
ful girl Rädhä’s lowered shoulders induce profuse lusty desires in
Kåñëa, [Viläpa Kusumäïjali, 44], thus bringing back memories of (last
night’s) Räsa-dance. She says: “You know what these shoulders, on
which I put this garland, are like? These shoulders are so beautiful.
Why? I mentioned the Räsa dance. Vrajendranandana’s arms have
been placed on it. Have they become so low because Vrajendranan-
dana placed His huge arms on them? Kalävati natäàsayoù pracura käma
punjojjvalät – This arm is filled with an intense desire. This means
that Çyämasundara is filled with lusty desires. The garland is blos-
soming, so that it attracts a swarm of bumblebees. When Tulasé
says that, then Rädhäräëé thinks that Çyäma’s arm is there. She is
after all the embodiment of bhäva? So Tulasé thinks: “Shall I put
the garland on? When Kåñëa’s places His arm on Your shoulder
this garland may break. Anyway, if it breaks, then let it. All these
garments and ornaments that I am putting on You are only suc-
cessful when they bring You in contact with Çyämasundara. Now
the garland is spoiled, relishing Govinda’s wonderful sweetness.
Aha, no no.” After thus decorating Rädhäräëé with various orna-
ments and addressing Her in different ways, Tulasé brings a big
mirror before Her. “Just see how I decorated You.” When Räd-
häräëé sees Her own sweet form, She says in astonishment: “Tulasi!
Look! When He beholds My natural beauty He already goes mad –
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Mine? Will You help Me meet Him?” By saying all this She awak-
ens the bumblebees who seek their pleasure. Tulasé fears that if she
tells Rädhä untimely She will rush out and she will not be able to
decorate Her properly. This is the very clever service of prema rasa.
“Clever Govinda sent the parrot Vicakñaëa to inform us, but I will
not inform You. If I did You would storm out of the door. Would
I be able to dress You properly then? See how I have decorated
You.” Tulasé thus decorates Rädhäräëé and prepares Her abhisära
(love journey) towards Rädhäkuëòa, madanänanda, or madana sukhada,
the place which bestows erotic joy. As the kinkaré says this and pre-
pares to take Rädhä along, the transcendental vision subsides. Just
as the vision subsides, he feels as if he falls down from the heavens
and he prays: “O fortunate Girl! When will I be so fortunate to
dress You in a wonderful way when I hear from the parrot Vi-
cakñaëa that Çyämasundara is setting out on His superexcellent love-
journey? Thus one vision follows the other. In the next verse we
will discuss more services of Rädhäräëé. By the grace of Çréman
Mahäprabhu we will meet tomorrow to discuss this.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s second päöha

on the 70th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 5, 1999
 verse 71

nänä puñpair kvaëita madhupair devi saàbhävitäbhir

mäläbhis tad ghusüëa vilasat käma-citrälibhiç ca
räjad dväre sapadi madanänandadäbhikhya gehe
mallé-jätaiù çaçimukhi kadä talpam äkalpayämi

nänä - various; puñpaiù - with flowers; kvaëita - resounding; madhupaiù -

by bumblebees; devi - O Goddess!; sambhävitäbhiù - filled; mäläbhiù -
with garlands; tad - that; ghusåëa - vermilion; vilasat - shining; käma -
erotic; citrälibhiù - with pictures; ca - and; räjad - glistening; dväre - on
the gate; sapadi - at the time; madana - Cupid; änandada - giving joy;
äbhikhya - known as; gehe - in the house; mallé - jasmines; jätaiù - abun-
dance; çaçimukhi - moonfaced girl; kadä - when; talpam - bed; äkalpayä-
mi - I will make.

O Çaçimukhi (moonfaced girl)! O Devi (goddess)! When

will I make a bed of Jasmine-flowers for You in the cot-
tage in Madanänandada-kuïja (the grove which gives joy
to Cupid) which has beautiful gates and erotic vermilion
pictures hanging in it, hung with garlands made of various
flowers surrounded by humming bees?

In this 71st verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stotra, Çréla Rag-
hunätha däs Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas, who
are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Caitanya Mahaprab-
hu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his heart’s lamentation
at the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying: nänä
puñpair kvaëita madhupair devi sambhävitäbhir mäläbhis tad ghusåëa vilasat
käma citrälibhiç ca; räjad dväre sapadi madanänandäbhikhya gehe mallé jätaiù
çaçimukhi kadä talpam äkalpayämi “O Çaçimukhi (moonfaced girl)! O
Devi (goddess)! When will I make a bed of fragrant Jasmine-flow-
ers for You in the cottage in Madanänandada-kuïja (the grove
which gives joy to Cupid) which has beautiful gates and erotic

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vermilion pictures hanging in it, hung with garlands made of var-
ious flowers surrounded by humming bees?”
In the previous verse Çrépäda Gosvämécaraëa relished a won-
derful pastime. Tulasé dressed and ornamented Rädhäräëé for Her
love journey. The parrot Vicakñaëa, who was sent by Çré Kåñëa,
had told Tulasé Maïjari the news that Kåñëa was going out on
His love journey. In his transcendental form of Tulasé Maïjaré
Çrépäda is close to Rädhäräëé, dressing Her like an abhisärikä (wom-
an on a love journey). Taking a mirror in front of Her, she says:
“Just see how I decorated You!” How wonderful! Seeing Her
own beauty, Rädhäräëé goes mad. Therefore when She says: “Tu-
lasi, why are you dressing Me?”, then Tulasé makes Her relish this
form and then tells Her why she is dressing Her like this. Now
Kåñëa has sent the parrot Vicakñaëa; He has already gone out to
the bank of Rädhäkuëòa. “Come on, let’s go there!” Then when
Tulasé takes Rädhäräëé on abhisära the transcendental vision sub-
sides and Çré Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé wails out loud. As much
änanda as there was during the vision, that much pain there is
when the vision subsides. This succession of opposites, pain and
bliss, fills the life of the devotee. This is not comparible to worldly
joy and sorrow. Wordly happiness and distress complement each
other. When there is happiness, there is no distress, and when
there is distress there is no happiness. But the transcendental hap-
piness and distress, the thirst and separation, separation from
Rädhäräëé, the bliss of meeting Her, this happiness and distress
occurs simultaneously.

bähira viña jvälä hoy, antare änandamoy,

kåñëa premer adbhuta carita

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 2.50)

“Outside there is the burning sensation of the poison of

separation, but inside there is the relish of full bliss.”

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Why? How can this be within änanda? Yes, it is there. Hence it is
called adbhuta carita. What is this scorching experience then? This
scorching is an ingredient of prema. The Mahäjanas say that prema
has two bodies: one is called ‘separation’ and one is called ‘meet-
ing’. Not just that, but the Gosvämés have even proclaimed that the
relish of the scorching of separation is more intense than the joy of
meeting. How is that possible? He is weeping so much, and still
this is a greater joy than the joy of meeting? Yes. Just as water
becomes ice when it is exposed to severe cold, but when one touch-
es this cold ice, the hands experience it as a scorching fire. But
where is there any question of fire there? It is frozen water. Similar-
ly, when the bliss of meeting becomes intense, then the scorching
of separation is experienced. There is scorching, but it is intense
bliss. Hence those who suffer separation, covet separation. If that
were not so, then why would those who have relished separation
again covet that same separation?
In Båhad Bhägavatämåta Çré Sanätana Gosvämé has said: If you
want separation but it does not come? Is there any example of
anyone enjoying the bliss of meeting who covets separation? Yes,
there is. When, in Çré Rüpa Gosvämé’s ‘Vidagdha Mädhava’ play,
Rädhä and Kåñëa ramble in the forest with Their girlfriends,
how wonderful the sweetness of these enjoyments are! Kåñëa en-
joys so much that He thinks: “After such long enjoyment I now
want to relish some viraha rasa (the flavour of love in separa-
tion).” He wants to relish the flavours of love in separation, so
He deliberately tells Rädhäräëé: he candrä.....(wanting to say he can-
dränane, or ‘O moon-faced girl’) Rädhäräëé becomes mad with
jealousy, thinking that He mistakenly addressed Her arch-rival
Candrävalé, and walks away, so that Kåñëa must make great effort
to appease Her.
To give an example of räga, the Gosvämés say that when Räd-
häräëé walks near Mount Govardhana, She suddenly sees Kåñëa. The
place where She stands is actually scorching in the mid summer heat,
but She is totally unaware of this. The Gosvämés describe:

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 tévrärka dyuti dépitair asilatädhärä karäläsribhir
märtäëòopala maëòalaiù sthapuöite’pyadres taöe tasthuñé

Just see, it is a midday in the month of Jyeñöha (June) and the

stones are sharp as swords and hot as fire as well. How is She
standing here? talpe nyasta padämbujeva muditä na spandite rädhikä. She
standing as if on cushions, completely motionless at every mo-
ment. She sees Govinda and Govinda sees Her, hence there is no
physical awareness. Çré Viçvanätha Cakravartépäda says that al-
though a sleeping man does not feel mosquitos biting him, when
he wakes up in the morning he feels the pain and sees the blood-
stains on his body. Similarly one would assume that Rädhikä would
later experience the scorching pain and see burning wounds on
Her feet. It is not like that. Due to the bliss of seeing Kåñëa Her
whole body is cooler than millions of moons, from Her toenails
up to Her crown; it is not seen as scorched. The sunrays can never
scorch the moon.
When the kinkarés come to render their service in the morning
they ask Rädhä what these wounds are. She says: “Nothing, it didn’t
hurt.” Why? Rädhä’s body is light like a feather. She says: “No, no,
the bliss of seeing Kåñëa makes Me experience any type of scorch to
be as cool as nectar.” The kinkari says: “You take the treasure of
Govinda’s life along like this. Wait! çirasä vahämi. I am carrying them
on my head. Tulasé and Rädhäräëé walk on. Slowly they enter Räd-
häkuëòa’s Madana Sukhada kunja.

kåñëamayi kåñëa yära antare bahire;

yähä yähä netra pore tähä kåñëa sphure

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädé-lélä, 4.85)

“Kåñëamayi means that Kåñëa is within Her and

without Her. Wherever Her eyes fall, there She per-
ceives Kåñëa.”

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When She sees a Tamäla tree with a peacock sitting on it, en-
twined by a golden creeper on a platform, She asks. Dhaniñöhä‚
who accompanies Her: “Dhaniñöhe, what is that?” Dhaniñöhä says:
“What? Where? That is just the forest.” Rädhä: “Look well ahead
of you, what is there in the forest?” Dhaniñöhä: “Just ordinary
items of the forest.” Rädhä: “Are your eyes closed? Can’t you see?
I can see it clearly though! Can’t you see that the king of cheaters
is dancing before us? Just see what amazing dance He creates here!”
The sakhés encourage Her: “Come on, come on in the kunja! Let’s
go to meet Govinda in the kunja!” Then She sees, and smiles,
having to admit that it was just a Tamäla tree after all. Then She
goes to the Sürya temple and prays to the Sun-god there. Räd-
häräëé remembers Kåñëa through everything She sees in Våndävana
on the way.
She then asks Våndä devé, who has meanwhile gone to see our
eager hero Kåñëa and asks her: kasmät priya sakhi vånde? O dear friend
Vånde, where are you coming from?” Våndä decides to remind Her
of Kåñëa, so she says: hareù päda mülät, from Hari’s lotus feet. Räd-
häräëé then asks: kuto’sau? “Where is He?harh” Våndä replies:
kuëòäraëye: “In the forest around Your lake.” “What is He doing
there?” “He is learning how to dance.” guruù kaù “Who is His Guru?”
“Your image, behind which He is dancing like mad. He perceives
Your image in all directions, between the trees and vines.” In this
way Rädhäräëé arrives at Madanänandada Kuïja or Madana Su-
khada Kunja, the grove which delights Cupid and which is situated
in the north-eastern corner of Çré Rädhäkuëòa. This amazing grove
is managed by Viçäkhä. In all four corners there are huge Campaka-
trees. The sky is covered by the intertwining branches of the Cam-
paka-trees, that meet overhead. There are four Campaka trees there,
one is yellow, one is green, one is black and one is blue. Surround-
ing these trees are lots and lots of blossoming flowers. There are
four gates in four directions. These gates are made of stakes with
flowers stuck on them. This verse describes this kuïja. Çréla Gos-
vämépäda writes:

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 nänä puñpair kvaëita madhupair devi sambhävitäbhiù

“Oh Devi, most beautiful and radiant girl!

devi kohe dyotamänä paramä sundaré;

kim vä kåñëa püjya kréòä vasati nagaré

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 4.84)

“Devi means the radiant, most beautiful girl, or She who

is worshipped by Kåñëa and resides in the city of His play.”

Now when She sees Govinda She is radiant. When Govinda looks
at Rädhäräëé’s luster He cannot distinguish it, so He thinks:

kià känteù kula devatä kim uta vä täruëya lakñmér iyaà

sampad vä kim u mädhuré tanumaté lävaëya vanyä nu kim
kim vänanda taraìginé kim athavä péyüña dhärä çrutiù
käntäsäv uta vä mamendriya gaëanählädayanty ägatä

(Govinda Lélämåta 8.109)

“Is this the family-deity of lustre? Her lustre is pervading

the entire bank of Rädhäkuëòa! Is it the goddess of youthful
beauty? No, the goddess of fortune is not that beautiful.
Is it the wealth of sweetness personified? No, because
sweetness requires elegance. Is it then a flood of elegance?
What is elegance without ecstasy? Is it then a river of bliss?
Who else but My Rädhä could give Me such ecstasy? Is it
the source of a stream of nectar, or is it My beloved, who
is coming here to delight My senses?”

Rädhäräëé also sees Govinda in the Madana Sukhada Kunja, accom-

panied by Tulasé. Now how does Tulasé see this Madana Sukhada

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Kunja? She says: kvanita madhupair nänä puñpaiù sambhävitäbhiù. This cot-
tage has four gates, each decorated with flowers and guarded by
bumblebees, that will stop intruders from entering. On both side
of the door are lust-inciting pictures, that are made of vermilion
(ghusåëa vilasat käma citräli). Why were they drawn? To remind Rädhä
and Mädhava that the kunja is created for Them to make love in.
Viçäkhä’s assistent Manjumukhé is in charge of this kunja. The gates
that are made of stakes, on which flowers and leaves are stuck, are
headed by garlands of flowers. This also will awaken great amorous
desires within the hearts of Rädhä and Mädhava. Like gatekeepers
the bees are buzzing around the abundance of flowers that are dec-
orating the gates, making sure that no one will intrude while Räd-
hä and Mädhava are meeting inside. They will also warn Them
when someone is intruding, and chase the intruders out with their
buzzing. That’s why these bees are there. How wonderful is that
gate! What a beautiful place! madanändandäbhikya gehe. Madana (Cu-
pid) is giving joy to Çré-Çré Rädhä-Mädhava here, hence this place
is called Madanänandada.
Here is no mundane Cupid, there is a transcendental Cupid. This
is directly the meeting of prema. This is prema’s kingdom, prema’s coun-
try. Where is Cupid here? The Gosvämés say: “No, there is no Cu-
pid here. Cupid came once in the beginning of the Räsa dance,
when Kåsëa and the gopés first met in the ecstasy of the Räsa. Then
Cupid thought he was fortunate to serve Govinda and the gopés in
this way. Then when Cupid came, then uttambhayan ratipatià ramayäà
cakära (sb 10.29.46) – Kåñëa began to enjoy the gopés.” [Kåñëa or-
dered:] “You will be situated in thousands and thousands of pas-
times – Go!” uttambhayan ratipatià. Who is this Cupid described here?
Here the commentators write: Cupid is actually there, but it is the
transcendental youthful Cupid, but now in a playful form. This
mundane Cupid, that is bewildering millions of universes, has a
transcendental counterpart. Cupid is a demigod, and all demigods
have transcendental counterparts. The Cupid that delights the Di-
vine Couple, presides over the Madana Sukhada Kunja. Kåñëa is

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actually Himself the transcendental youthful Cupid of Våndävana.
säkñän manmatha manmatha. This kuïja gives delight for eternal love-
making. Is there any place in the whole of Vrajamaëòala that can
delight Kåñëa as much as Çré Rädhäkuëòa? Çrépäda Raghunätha däs
Gosvämé writes [in Vraja Viläsa Stava, 53] —

çré våndä vipinaà suramyam api tacchréman sa govardhanaù

sä räsa sthalikäpy alaà rasamayé kià tävad anyat sthalam.
yasyäpyaàça lavena närhati manäk sämyaà mukundasya tat
präëebhyo’pyadhika priyeva dayitaà tat kuëòam eväçraye

“I have taken shelter of Rädhäkuëòa. I am not going anywhere.

This is my firm vow.” “Why? Why not live in Våndävana?” Gos-
vämépäda says: “Allright, Våndävana is very lovely, since the Räsa
dance takes place there, but more lovely than that is Çré Govard-
hana, who is personally the greatest servant of Hari and where all
His pastime-places are situated.” “Accha, so that means that Gov-
ardhana is the greatest?” “No, because at the edge of Govardhana
we find Çré Rädhäkuëòa. This Rädhäkuëòa is the crownjewel of
Vraja, since there is no place anywhere in which such intimate
pastimes of the Divine Couple take place.” Furthermore, the scrip-
tures proclaim:

yathä rädhä priyä viñëos tasyä kuëòaà priyäà tathä

sarva gopéñu saivaikä viñëor atyanta ballabhä

“Just as Rädhäräëé is dear to Viñëu (Kåñëa), so is Her kuëòa.”

kuëòera mädhuri yeno rädhär madhurimä;

kuëòera mahimä yeno rädhär mahimä.
sei kuëòa eka bär je kore snäna;
rädhä sama prema kåñëa kore däna

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 18.11)

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 “The kuëòa is as sweet as Rädhä and the kuëòa is as great as
Rädhä. Kåñëa bestows a love like that of Rädhä to anyone
who bathes in this kuëòa even once.”

Hence this kuëòa is bestowing amorous happiness [madana sukhada]

upon Çré Çré Rädhä Mädhava. It delights the transcendental youth-
ful Cupid of Våndävana, Çré Govinda, and the kuïja léläs are thus
taking place in Madana Sukhada Kunja. What does Tulasé Maïjaré
do? Outside she is decorating the stakes that form the gates to the
kuïja with flowers and leaves. She knows that Rädhä and Kåñëa will
sit there on a jewelled throne. She makes a bed of flowers there.
How? With jasmine flowers. She picks Mallika or jasmine flowers.
After picking the flowers, she removes the stems and then spreads
them out to make a bed of jasmine flowers. Then she spreads a thin
cädor over the flowers, so that the flowers will not fly here and there
during the upcoming powerful love-game. The chädor is very soft
and tender. There are also pillows and cushions. She knows what
pastimes will take place there, she is so sensitive and expert! The
maidservants experience and anticipate all this by the grace of Räd-
häräëé, since they are the embodiments of devotional service. They
decorate the kuïja and the bed in such a way that Rädhä and Govinda
will immediately feel inspired to make love there. No one is as
expert in devotional service as they are. This is the great gift of
Mahäprabhu. They make not only a bed, but also pillows of Jas-
mine flowers. Then they will go outside to bring Rädhäräëé inside.
When Tulasé sees Rädhäräëé’s face she calls Her çaçimukhi, o r
moon-faced girl. Who is called çaçimukhi? The moon has spots, but
this face is free from spots and excites everyone, upto Govinda.
This address of Çaçimukhi is a rasika one, centered around Rädhä
and Govinda. Why? When the maidservant seats Them on Their
jewelled throne, Rädhikä casts one glance at Govinda’s face. Çréla
Prabodhänanda Sarasvatépäda says: “This is not an ordinary glance.
There is so much relish in it for He who is rasa personified, raso vai
saù. rasänäà rasatamaù (Upaniñads). Still Govinda cannot resist it.

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veëuù karän nipatitä skhalitaà çikhaëòaà bhrañöaà ca pétavasanaà vrajaräjas-
ünoù— “His flute falls from His hand, His peacock feather crown
and His yellow garment slip and fall off the prince of Vraja”.

yasyäù kaöäkña-çara ghäta vimürcchitasya

täà rädhikäà paricarämi kadä rasena

“When Rädhikä casts Her arrow-like glance at Him He

faints.”

(Rädhä Rasa Sudhänidhi 39)

These maidservants are called rasa paricärikäs, rasika maidservants, so

they delight both Rädhä and Kåñëa. “Come on, Çyäma! Come on,
Rädhe! Let’s go into the kuïja!” Holding Rädhäräëé’s hand she takes
Her inside the kunja, then she sees her hands are empty. The tran-
scendental vision has ceased, so she prays: “When will I bring You
into Madana Sukhada Kunja?”
First Rädhä, then Çyäma. When Çyäma makes any trouble, we
will take Him by the hand and kick Him out of the kuïja. In this
way it is revealed in Çrépäda Däsa Gosvämé’s heart. Thus far. A
stream of nectar is flowing, and is relished by him. A huge fire of
separation is mounting. Then he prays: “When can I be so fortu-
nate to make a bed of jasmine flowers for You? Weeping and weep-
ing Çrépäda once more floats along on a wave of prayer. He has
attained direct service. In the next verse he attains one along with
Rüpa Manjari. By Rädhäräëé’s grace we will relish that verse to-
morrow.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 71st verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 6, 1999
 verse 72

çré rüpa maïjari karärcita pädapadma

goñöhendra-nandana bhujärpita mastakäyäù
hä modataù kanaka-gauri padäravinda
samvähanäni çanakais tava kià kariñye

çré rüpa maïjaré - Çré Rüpa Maïjaré; kara - hands; arcita - worshiped;
päda - feet; padma - lotus; goñöhendra - the king of Vraja; nandana - the
son; bhuja - arm; arpita - offered; mastakäyäù - on the head; hä - O!;
modataù - out of joy; kanaka gauri - golden girl; pada - feet; aravinda -
lotus; samvähanäni - massage; çanakaiù - gently; tava - Your; kià - wheth-
er; kariñye - I will do.

O Kanaka Gauri (golden girl)! Can I carefully and happily

massage Your lotusfeet while Çré Rüpa Maïjaré massages
the lotusfeet of the prince of Vraja (Kåñëa), in whose arm
You have placed Your head?

In this 72nd verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stotra, Çréla Rag-
hunätha däs Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas, who
are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Caitanya Mahaprab-
hu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his heart’s lamentation at
the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying:

çré rüpa maïjari karärcita pädapadma

goñöhendranandana bhujärpita mastakäyäù;
hä modataù kanaka gauri padäravinda
samvähanäni çanakais tava kià kariñye

— svarëa gauri çré rädhike! In the kuïja Çré Rüpa Maïjaré massages the
feet of Goñöhendranandana (Kåñëa). You are keeping Your head
on His arm. When can I hold Your lotusfeet to my chest in top-
most bliss and gently massage them? When will that fortune be

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mine? Çré Däs-Gosvämépäd offers one prayer after the other and
relishes them in the successive verses. Tulasé Maïjaré has received
the message from the parrot Vicakñaëa that Çré Vrajaräja nandana
is going on abhisära. How expertly she decorates her Sväminé after
receiving this message. After letting Her know about this message
she accomplishes the meeting of the Divine Pair at Madana Su-
khada Kunja on the bank of Rädhäkuëòa. She then enters Madana
Sukhada Kunja and spreads out a play bed for the divine pair there.
First she takes the stems off the flowers and then makes a bed of
them, plus cushion. What expert service!
If the sädhakas can serve like this, in their allegiance, then they
will be able to experience such expertise in service. However, through
independent practise such fixed meditation on service cannot take
place. They (the Gosvämés) are the Gurus of yugala prema. They have
descended with Çréman Mahäprabhu as kunja manjarés to teach the
sädhakas expertise in yugala-sevä. They say that weeping is the alm to
be begged – hence they wept and made their books with the won-
derful loveliness of their poetry. Thus they have taught us so much
about yugala prema. Hence Öhäkura Mahäçaya has said:

yugala madhura prema, lakha bäëa yeno hema,

heno prema prakäçilo yära.
jaya rüpa sanätana! deho mora sei dhana,
sei dhana mora gole härä.

Rüpa, Sanätana and Raghunätha have revealed this. They have

written this down with much effort. They have drowned in the
ocean of Çré Gauräìga, from which they collected the jewels of lélä
and have strung necklaces of them. All these words of the mahä-
janas must be made kaëöha-hära (made into a necklace, or: it must be
memorised). So if a sädhaka wants to easily enter into smaraëa, then
he should study Çré Rüpa Gosvämépäda’s ‘Utkalikä Vallari’, Çré Däs
Gosvämépäda’s ‘Viläpa Kusumäïjali’, Çré Öhäkura Mahäçaya’s ‘Prema
Bhakti Candrikä’ and ‘Prärthanä’, Çré Viçvanätha Cakravartépäda’s

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‘Saìkalpa Kalpadruma’ and Siddha Bäbä’s ‘Prärthanämåta Taraìgiëé’.
Through çravaëa kértana smaraëa manana (hearing, chanting, recol-
lecting and thinking) there will be expertise in the service of the
Yugala. A sädhaka will be able to experience it when he follows in
their footsteps, otherwise not. Siddha (Kåñëadäs) Bäbä has strung
Gaura-lélä together with Rädhä-Kåñëa-lélä in a very astonishing
manner, thus making it suitable for smaraëa. Beside that he com-
piled a huge book for meditation called Bhävanä Sära Sangraha.
Why did he compile it? All the pastimes are kept in it. He showed
us that by taking shelter of the words of the great souls the sädhaka
can relish this within the heart. From this we can understand ex-
pertise in service to the full Mahäbhäva and Rasaräja. We should
covet this qualification. By studying these books we will gain de-
votion to Their lotus feet. Thus one will attain their satisfaction.
All will be revealed by their grace. Çrépäda has revealed his aspira-
tion in his Manaù Çikñä (3):

yadiccher äväsaà vrajabhuvi sarägaà prati janur

yuva dvandvaà tac cet paricaritum äräd abhilañeù
svarüpaà çré rüpaà sagaëam iha tasyägrajam api
sphutaà premnä nityaà smara nama tadä tvam çåëu manaù

“O brother mind! I know what you want and how you can
get it. You want to live in Vraja. You want to serve Rädhä
and Mädhava. I tell you how to get it: If you want to live in
Vraja birth after birth and yuva dvandvaà tac cet paricaritum
äräd abhilañeù, serve the youthful pair there swiftly (ärät) then
svarüpaà çré rüpaà sagaëam iha tasyägrajam api always remember
Svarüpa Gosvämé, Çré Rüpa Gosvämé, his elder brother Sanä-
tana Gosvämépäda and his group, with a special heart’s love
(sphuöam premnä) and offer obeisances at their lotus feet.”

He has written this verse himself, so he did not mention himself.

[Hence it is said by others:]

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 rüpa raghunätha pada hobe äkuti;
kobe häm bujhabo sei jugala priti

“When will I be eager for the lotusfeet of Rüpa and Rag-

hunatha Das Gosvämé, so that I can understand the love
of the Yugala (Rädhä-Kåñëa)?”

What means the word äkuti? Intense äkuöi for the Lord is prema.
Öhäkura Mahäçaya says: “I want to be unmukha or favorable to the
lotusfeet of Rüpa and Raghunätha, for they are showing us this
thing. They are after all Vraja’s maïjarés.”
Now Çré Däsa Gosvämépäda’s heart and mind have gone to the
kingdom of lélä again. In a transcendental vision he sees that Räd-
häräëé and Govinda are brought to Madana Sukhada Kunja, where
he/she has made a bed, where he lays the Divine Couple to rest.
Here kinkari Rüpa and Tulasé witness a wonderful pastime. There
is no one else there. The sakhés are also absent in the kuïja. Through
the holes of the kunja Tulasé beholds the yugal viläsa. When the
Yugal see the wonderful bed that kinkari Tulasé has made for Them
there They get the desire for a special pastime. There is no soli-
tary place of enjoyment like Rädhäkuëòa. Then there is Madana
Sukhada Kunja (even more special), and on top of that is the
wonderful bed made by kinkaré Tulasé. So they become absorbed
in Their transcendental pastimes, that are also called prema viläsa
vivarta. What is so special in that? What is called viläsa? Why
should we be shy to think of this? There are the gradual steps of
practise, like hearing and chanting these pastimes. Then there is
sankértana (congregational chanting of the holy name of the Lord).
All this must be done first. All this is called anarpita carim cirat, the
great gift of Çré Caitanya Mahäprabhu. Some may think that Rädhä
and Mädhava are perhaps mundane lovers. One approach to un-
derstanding is tattva and the other one is rasa. If in sugar or cream
one nim leaf is put the taste is spoiled. The relish is not in the
form or appearance, but in the ingredient. Mahäprabhu wanted

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to hear the viläsa mahattva (the greatness of Rädhä-Kåñëa’s pas-
times) from Rämänanda Räy. Why is the word mahattva used here?
When Mahäprabhu heard the glories of Rädhä-Kåñëa’s love from
Rämänanda Räy, He said:

prabhu kohe jänilo ei rädhä kåñëa prema tattva;

çunite cähiye tära viläsa mahattva

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 8.186)

“Thus I learned the truth about the love of Rädhä and

Kåñëa; now I wish to hear about the greatness of Their
pastimes of enjoyment.”

There is an enormous glory here. The bhägavata paramahamsas med-

itate on this. Behold the Lord’s bhakta vatsalya and the bhak-
tas’ prema. In His childhood Kåñëa is bound and reared by His
mother Yaçodä – how blissful! Just behold the Lord’s affection
for His devotees! He is beside Himself of ecstasy! Kåñëa plays
with His friends, who climb on His shoulders and offer Him
fruits they have already partly eaten. Here we can see how the
Lord is subdued by the love of His devotees, who serve Him like
that. The summit is the mahäbhäva sevä of the Vraja-sundarés and
Kåñëa’s subsequent subjugation to that. This is not a wordly thing,
but the topmost spiritual event, the summit of divine love. Here
we see the summit of the Lord’s loving subjugation. Räma Räya
speaks of this mahattva –

prabho! räy kohe kåñëa hon dhéra lalita;

niravadhi kama kréòä kore tähär sahita.
rätri dina kuïja kréòä kore rädhär saìge;
kaiçor boyos saphal koilo kréòä range.

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 8.187, 189)

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 “Kåñëa is called Dhira Lalita, for He always engages in
lusty affairs with Rädhä. He plays with Her day and night
in the kunjas, thus He makes His adolescence a success.”

This is called mahattva. He who is the Supreme Lord, the source

and shelter of everything and everyone, who is worshipped for
ages and ages by the greatest sages and mystics who covet even a
speck of His footdust, the Original Personality of Godhead, Who
is self-satisfied and self-delighted, is thus engaged day and night
by His sweethearts in viläsa. rätri dina kunja kréòä kore rädhär sange; kaiçor
boyos saphal koilo kréòä range. (He plays with Her day and night in the
kunjas, thus He makes His adolescence a success). prabhu kohe eho hoy
äge koho ära, The Lord said: “That is allright. Tell Me more.” räy
kohe ihä boi buddhi gati nähi ära – “Rämänanda Räy said: My intelli-
gence does not go beyond this.” How much had he revealed about
the viläsa mahattva of Rädhä Mädhava and of the Lord’s subjuga-
tion to His devotees, who love Him the most, but still the Lord
asked on. Rämänanda Räy said: “Prabhu, my intelligence does not
reach any further. accha, in that case all that is left for me is to sing
You a song of mine, so that You can see for Yourself.” eto kohi äpan
kåta géta eka gäilo; çuni preme prabhu svahaste tära mukha äcchädilo (CC) “Saying
this, he sang a selfmade song, but the Lord covered over his mouth
with His own hand.”
You see, the Lord Kåñëa and His çakti Rädhä are in principle
one. Listen I will tell you - rädhä kåñëa eka ätmä dui deha dhari - Rädhä
and Kåñëa are one soul in two bodies. That is, from beginningless
time. The energy and the energetic are divided in two bodies for
always to relish Each other’s flavours. anyonya vilaser rasa asvädana
kori. Therefore in truth You are One, but for the sake of relishing
rasa you have become two? When Their minds are turned outwards
They feel that They are two - Rädhä and Kåñëa, but when Their
minds become antarmukhé (turned inwards) towards viläsa, then these
two antarmukhé minds become one. This is the pure siddhänta of the
Gosvämés. When pranaya becomes intense, then mind and intelli-

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gence become one, and a sweet meeting takes place. The bodies are
two. Then Rämänanda Räy sings:

pahilahi räga nayana bhaìga bhelo

anudina bäåhalo - avadhi nä gelo
nä so ramana nä häm ramané
duhu mana manobhava peçala jäni

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä 8.194)

“First our attachment was expressed through our eyes. It

increased every day, without end. He is not the male lover,
nor am I the female lover - Cupid has pressed their minds
together - merged them.”

In the Bhägavata’s Räsa-lélä the gopés came running towards Gopénätha.

One more thing we must say about this. The Vedas say tat tvam asi
- you are brahman. In lélä this oneness means the oneness in heart and
purpose of the Lord and His devotees. In the Bhägavata Çuka Muni
described the Räsa-lélä, which took place one autumn night. Not
eternal, just the first meeting. What more happened? There’s no
way to find out from the pages of the Bhägavata, so Çré Jéva Gosvämé
elaborates on this in his Gopäla Campüù [Pürva Ch.33]: After that They
met in a lonely place, spoke rasika subjects with Each other, ex-
changed loving feelings with Each other, had all kinds of loving
dalliances with Each other. Finally as the pastimes proceeded They
became so absorbed in Their pastimes that They considered night
to be day, day to be night, the outside to be home, home to be the
outside, winter to be summer and summer to be winter, and finally
the hero to be the heroine and the heroine to be the hero. Then
Çré Gosvämépäda said that this loving exchange was taking place
between Kåñëa and all the gopés, but Rädhä’s prema had attained such
an inconceivable stage because She is endowed with full mahäbhäva.
Now such a pastime is taking place.

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Çré Çré Rädhä Mädhava relish the sweet pastime of reclining. In
many pastimes there is purposeful reversal of roles. It is seen in
many places, but this is not always called prema viläsa vivarta. When,
however, They become so absorbed their minds become one and
then it is nä so ramana nä häm ramané duhu mana manobhava peçala jäni [He
is not the hero and I am not the heroine, our minds were merged
by Cupid]. This is the svarüpa lakñaëa (intrinsic characteristic) nä so
ramana nä häm ramané [He is not the hero and I am not the heroine],
this is the kärya (symptom). Rüpa and Tulasi see the kunja-pastimes
- how wonderful is their fortune!

rädhä nägara keli sägara nimagnäli dåçaà yat sukham

na tal leça laväyate bhagavataù sarvo’pi saukhyotsavaù

(Våndävana Mahimämåta)

They who have seen it will recognise it. There are many festivals
of bliss in the Kingdom of Godly love, but they can only be a
drop compared to the boundless ocean of bliss of those who rel-
ish Rädhä Mädhava’s sweet pastimes with their eyes through the
holes of the kunja. What a great thing Mahäprabhu has given. It is
His anarpita cari, unprecedented gift. If a person of Kali is deprived
of this, then there can be no greater deprivation. It is found in the
words of the Gosvämés.
After their loving pastimes the Yugala reclines on the special bed.
Rüpa and Tulasé know that the time for their service has come. They
enter into the kunja. How are the yugala reclining? The pastimes for
which the bed has been made, have taken place. Now They have rasälasa
(rasika transcendental rest). Goñöhendranandana keeps His head on
the pillow which Tulasé has made of flowers and Rädhäräëé uses
Kåñëa’s left elbow as pillow. goñöhendra-nandana bhujärpita mastakäyäù. How
sweetly She has rasika talks with Goñöhendranandana while keeping
Her head on His arm. Rüpa and Tulasé enter the kunja, and although
Çré Rüpa has the service of Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet she asks Tulasé:

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“What service will you render? I will massage Govinda’s lotus feet and
you can take Çré Rädhä’s.” What a wonderful mood. How pure and
free from desire is this prema, which makes one give one’s own beloved
to another. That is selfless devotion. The kinkarés show the limit of
freedom from desires. The äcäryas have mentioned that clearly. Every-
one is more or less after his own happiness, especially in this rasa. Full
selflessness cannot be found outside the realm of mahä bhäva.
Govinda fought Rukmi to kidnap Rukmiëé, taking her along on
a chariot. He was a prince and she a princess, he fought for his
sister. Govinda said: “Aha, we’ve fought so much, let go now!” The
commentators say this is the love of Dvärakä. It is a difficult thing,
not easy. They (the Queens) could not get it (the mood of Vraja),
let alone an ordinary living being.
By obeying (the Gosvämés) this (the mood of Vraja) can be ac-
complished. Without mercy no one can understand this. The Gos-
vämés say that their (Vrajaväsés’) selfless love is to be followed, oth-
erwise this cannot be accomplished. Even the goddess of fortune
could not get it, although she worshipped like anything, it is prov-
en in the Bhägavata - näyaà çréyo’ìga u nitänta rateù prasäda svar yoñitam
nalina gandha rucam kuto’nyäù. (sb 10.47.60) If the goddess of fortune
could not get this, although she worshipped, then what to speak of
others? Why then did the Çrutis get it after worshipping? Although
the sages of the Daëòaka forest were jévas and sädhakas, why did they
get it? Compare them with each other. The difference is that Kamalä
did not follow (the inhabitants of) Vraja. She wanted to see Vra-
jendranandana independently, but could not get it because she could
not give up her awareness of Kåñëa’s majesty.

aiçvarya jïäne nä päy vraje vrajendra nandana

“Kåñëa, the son of Nanda, cannot be had with awareness

of His majesty.”

räga märge vraje svayam bhagavan päy

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 “But through rägänugä bhakti one gets the original Lord in
Vraja.”

vidhi bhaktye pärñada dehe vaikuëöhe jäy

“Through vidhi bhakti one goes to Vaikuntha in a body of a

companion of Viñëu.”

(Caitanya Caritämåta)

“Don’t go to Vaikuëöha! What are you doing here? Go to your

own place!” She says: “I will go (to Vraja).” Even now she is sitting
there, performing penances. Why does she say that? Because her
mind was attracted to Govinda’s sweetness. She can understand
that she will not get it and that it is impossible for her to give up
her awareness of majesty. Therefore from there she loves this place.
She stays in Våndävana without food or shelter, what änanda. The
mahäjanas say that in one manifestation Kamalä Devé remains in
Våndävana performing penances, without ever attaining Kåñëa due
to a lack of allegiance to (the mood of) Vraja. On the other hand,
she can also not give up such a luscious thing. In the Padma Puräëa
there is another manifestation of Kamalä who came to Våndävana
and got attracted to Vrajendranandana, saying: “I want to enjoy
with You. I am Vaikuëöha’s Kamalä.” Govinda said: “This is im-
possible in all respects. You cannot attain that.” Then she prayed:
“Accha, then plays grant me this prayer that you will give me any
kind of place you would give to a ladylove.” Kåñëa replied: “Accha,
thik. Stay here in the form of a golden stripe on My left chest.”
What does this show us? That if we want to worship Vrajen-
dranananda (Kåñëa in Vraja) while keeping an awareness of His
majesty, we cannot find relish. Rather, savour diminishes. svädhéna
bhartåkä Çré Rädhäräëé places Her feet before Govinda and orders
Him to anoint them with footlac. Rädhäräëé says: “Why do You
delay? If My sakhés see me like this they will joke about me, so hurry

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up.” Next to Rädhäräëé sits another kinkaré, who hands Kåñëa a
brush to paint lac on Her feet. Seeing the extraordinary beauty of
Her feet He is captivated –

svarëa rekhä rüpe, lakñmé viräje,

ujjvala bukera bäsi,
tähäre ävaré, yävaka maëòala,
garaver more häsi.

“In the form of the golden line, Lakñmé is there on His shimmering
chest, which is also covered by circles of footlac.” What does She
say? “Are You here? Stay here. If You stay here, You will under-
stand that You have to cover Me (My feet). You will stay here also
after covering Me with the lac.” – tähäre ävaré, yävaka maëòala, garaver
more häsi.
This is allegiance to the mood of Vraja. But you see the sages of
the Daëòaka forest also attained this by following them, as did the
Personified Vedas. This allegiance accomplishes the flavours. We
eagerly long for following Rüpa and Raghunätha.

sevä sädhaka rüpena siddha rüpena cätra hi;

tad bhäva lipsunä kärya vrajalokänusärataù

(Bhakti-rasämåta-sindhu, 1.2.295)

One attains it by following the people of Vraja. By their grace a sädha-

ka can have transcendental visions as a result of smaraëa. One should
not imitate (anukaraëa, as opposed to anusaraëa, or allegiance). The
commentators ask: “Who are the people of Vraja? Externally that is
through the process of hearing and chanting. In this realm the Vraja-
people are Rüpa and Raghunätha. How they did bhajana, lived in a
renounced way, gave the perfect example, drowned in an ocean of
dhruvänusmåti (fixed meditation) without ever giving up the regulative
principles – raghunäther niyam yeno päñänere rekhä (Caitanya Caritämåta).

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Raghunätha’s strict adherence to the regulative principles were like
the lines carved in a stone (that cannot be wiped out). He offered
a thousand daëòavats to the Vaiñëavas, even when he could not
stand up anymore. Everyone praised him: “Mahäçaya, you are a mahä
siddha and yet you are doing all this sädhana.” He did not say any-
thing to this. They said: “How fortunate you are, you are giving
this example.” anuküla hoile praçamsaye bär bär; dekhe bhajanägraha deve-o
camatkära (Bhakti Ratnäkara) “The devotees praised him again and
again, indeed even the demigods were astonished to see his eager-
ness in doing bhajana.” Such sädhana will nourish the relish of the
process of hearing and chanting and vice versa. One may ask: “How
can you do smaraëa while chanting the holy name?” Sanätana Gos-
vämé said: “There is no contradiction here. Two or three practises
yield one relish. They nourish each other. sankértana nourishes the
relish of lélä smaraëa and smaraëa nourishes the relish of näma. (Båhad
Bhägavatämåta 2.3.153) When the mind is pure it will not give up
näma kértana, and when näma kértana stays there will always be smaraëa.
Thus the external body engages in kértana and the mind engages in
meditating on the siddha-body. Therefore the Vraja-people men-
tioned (in the above Bhakti Rasämåta Sindhu-çloka) are Rüpa and
Raghunätha. They must be followed in the sädhaka body. And in
the siddha deha Rüpa Manjaré and Tulasé Maïjaré are to be followed.
Çré Rüpa Manjari gives her service. All the kinkarés are the em-
bodiments of love. When prasäd is being taken, first Govinda and
His friends take, then Rädhä, then Her sakhés, and then the kinkarés,
what änanda! They feed each other, giving each other the sweetest
items (see Govinda Lélämåta 20.75) That is the kingdom of prema.
This is the summit of pure love. Even the sakhés don’t have such
pure love. tad bhävecchätmikä préti is shown in the krama lélä (prakaö lélä)
when Rädhä and Kåñëa first meet. The sakhés then want to estab-
lish the meeting of Rädhä and Kåñëa. They (the manjarés) are also
sakhés. There are five kinds of sakhés: sakhé, priya sakhé, präëa sakhé, nitya
sakhé and parama preñöha sakhé. Manjarés are nitya sakhés or präëa sakhés.
rädhä snehädhikä. They have given up even the sakhés’ desire to be with

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Kåñëa. Rädhäräëé may sometimes feel like keeping them alone with
Govinda. “How happy they will be to be together alone.” But the
more prema there is the more devotion. This is the nature of prema.
Rädhä is not satisfied and thinks: “Aha, Lalitä and Viçäkhä are not
less then Me – they should also render some service then I will be
happy.” The sakhés enjoy with Kåñëa, but want to make Kåñëa enjoy
with Rädhäräëé also. The kinkarés are not like that, even if Räd-
häräëé wants them to. Doesn’t everybody want Rädhä-Kåñëa’s hap-
piness? So when Rädhäräëé thinks: “I alone am giving so much joy
to My man with My love, they should also all get that opportunity
to serve. The kiìkarés can also do that.”
Çré Viçvanätha Cakravartépäda has written, though, that the edges
of the footnails of Çré Rüpa Maïjaré and other kiìkarés defeat the
splendor of the lightning, and therefore each maïjaré is qualified to
be a Yütheçvaré, but they have full taste for the service of Çré Räd-
hä. The question was difficult, the answer beautiful. The sakhés think:
“If Rädhä wants, we will meet with Kåñëa”, but it is not Rädhä’s
desire that the maïjarés meet with Him, She keeps them separate,
“they are Mine”, and She considers the sakhés another class. Çré Rüpa
Gosvämépäda describes how Rädhäräëé engages one sakhé in send-
ing Maëi Maïjaré to be enjoyed by Kåñëa: “Rädhä has sent me to
tell you: Why should you be a maidservant? Why don’t you become
a sakhé? You will experience the rasa of meeting Kåñëa just like them.
Everybody wants that. You will attain the rasa of Govinda just as
you experience the rasa of Rädhä.” Maëi Maïjaré replies: “Sakhé,
listen, I will tell you in short:

rädhä raìga lasat tad ujjvala kalä saïcäraëä präkriyä

cäturyottaram eva sevanam ahaà govinda samprärthaye
yenäçeña vadhü janodbhata manoräjya prapaïcävadhau
nautsukyaà bhavad aìga saìgama rase’py älambate man manaù

“O Govinda! I only want to serve while You make love

with Çré Rädhä, showing Your erotic dancing arts on the

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 stage of erotic dancing named Çré Rädhä! All the girls of
Vraja find the limit of perfection on the strength of this
service, therefore, O Gokula-candra! My mind is never ea-
ger to relish the rasa of Your Anaìga-saìga (erotic un-
ion). Please just engage me in this long-desired service!”

The sakhé returned to Rädhä and said: “Rädhe, how pure is the
mind of Maëi Manjaré – I enticed her to go to Kåñëa with so many
arguments, but she did not care; her heart is most pure. Because
they are so pure they are told to massage Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet.
And Rüpa Manjari herself: çré rüpa manjaré karärcita päda padma goñöhen-
dra nandana She is engaged in massaging the lotusfeet of Çré Çyä-
masundara. As she does so, the Divine Pair constantly chat with
Each other until They gradually slip into rasälasa, Their eyes close
like the petals of a lotus flower in the evening, enveloping the bum-
blebees of Their pupils. The kinkari is absorbed in this vision – aha,
how amazing! Here the word modata is used- in topmost bliss she
proceeds in massaging these feet. This is the summit of bliss. Whence
comes this bliss? Ordinary people are absorbed in sense gratifica-
tion, but those who know the truth know there is higher happi-
ness. This sense gratification is the propellor of millions of births
and deaths in great pain and misery. Is this to be called happiness
or distress? Hence the hankering for sensual happiness is useless.
The sädhakas consider this and conclude that this is nothing and
take to the path of jïäna, considering themselves very pure. The
devotees reject even that and seek the bliss of prema and devotional
service. The summit of premänanda is Vraja-prema, this is a spotless
siddha bhäva, beyond the majesty of God. In Vraja there is parental
love above fraternal love and amorous love beyond parental love.
Within amorous (extra-conjugal) love there is first näyika bhäva, then
sakhé bhäva and beyond them all manjari bhäva. That is the end. In this
mood Çrépäda takes the lotusfeet of his beloved goddess on his
chest and gently massages them. Rüpa and Tulasé – what ecstasy!
How much love she has that she gives her own service to Çré Tulasé

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Maïjaré. This is due to her being anugata, a follower, of Rüpa Maï-
jaré or Gosvämé. Çré Jéva Gosvämé says: “In Våndävana no one equals
Rüpa and Sanätana, but there is only one person who, through his
great prema, has become equal to them, and that is Çréla Raghunätha
Däs Gosvämé. yan mitraà raghunätha däsa iti vikhyätaù kñitau rädhikä-kåñëa
prema mahärëavormi nivahe ghürnan sadä dévyati.
Çré Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé, who initially came to Vraja to
commit suicide out of separation from Çréman Mahäprabhu, him-
self says: “Rüpa Gosvämépäd has saved my life and given me a place
to do bhajana on the bank of Rädhäkuëòa, and on top of that he
has given me a friend like Çré Jéva Gosvämépäd.” That Çré Jéva Gos-
vämé himself says that Raghunätha däs Gosvämé is famous as the
friend of Çré Rüpa and Sanätana, because the ocean of his love of
Rädhä and Kåñëa is churned by the Mandara mountain. Just as the
demigods and the demons churned the ocean of milk with the
Mandara mountain, prema is attained by churning the ocean of love
for Rädhä Kåñëa. Thus it is with the bhajana of Çré Däsa Gosvämépä-
da. When he read the (Lalita Mädhava) näöaka of Rüpa Gosvämé he
became mad of ecstasy and was about to die, so Rüpa Gosvämé
wrote the Däna Keli Kaumudi to save his life. As a result Däsa
Gosvämé wrote the one-act Däna Keli Cintämaëi. At the end of
this book he prayed –

ädadänas tåëaà dantair idaà yäce punaù punaù

çrémad rüpa padämbhoja rajo’haà syäà bhave bhave

“Taking a straw between my teeth I pray to the Lord again

and again that I may remain the dust of Çréla Rüpa Gos-
vämé’s lotusfeet, birth after birth!”

At the end of Mukta Caritra he prayed:

ädadänas tåëaà dantair idam yäce punaù punaù

çrémad rüpa padämbhoja dhüliù syäà janma janmani

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 “Taking a straw between my teeth, I pray thus again and
again: “May I become the dust on Çrémad Rüpa Gosvämé’s
lotus feet, birth after birth.”

How much he suffered separation from Rädhäräëé, but due to Rüpa

and Sanätana’s consolation he remained patient.

rädhä krñëa viyoge, çrépäda chärilo sakal bhoge,

sukha rukha anna mätra sära.
caitanyer viyoge, anna chäri dilo äge,
phal gavya korilo ähär.

“Çréla Raghunätha Däsa Gosvämé had given up all sense

enjoyment out of separation from Rädhä and Kåñëa and
ate only dry tasteless food. Then, out of separation from
Lord Gauräìga, he gave up eating that solid food and ate
only fruits and milk.”

sanätanera adarçane, tähä chäre sei dine,

kevala koroye jala päna.
rüpera viccheda yabe, jala chäòi dilo tabe,
rädhä kåñëa boli räkhe präna.

“Then, when Sanätana Gosvämé left this world, he gave

that up also and drank only water. When Rüpa Gosvämé
also left him, he even gave up drinking water and kept
himself alive simply by saying the names of Rädhä and
Kåñëa.”

He also said out of separation from Rüpa, Sanätana and Svarüpa

Dämodara: Is Giriräja now coming to me as a python to swallow
me? The kuëòa now becoming the gaping mouth of a tiger to swal-
low me up? By Rüpa and Sanätana’s grace Giriräja and Rädhäkuëòa
were so dearly coveted by him, but now have they become like a

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serpent (Giriräja) and its gaping mouth (Rädhäkuëòa)? As soon as
he sees this kuëòa he misses Rüpa and Sanätana so much –
giréndro’jägaräyate vyaghra tuëòäyate kuëòaà jévätu rahitasya me. This Vra-
jamaëòala has become completely empty for me. çunyäyate jagat sar-
vam (Çikñäñöakam) “The whole world is empty to me.” vyaghra tuëòäy-
ate kuëòam – “The kuëòa is coming to me like a snake to swallow
me!” giréndro’jägaräyate. This is called bandhu viraha (separation from a
friend). This is not a worldly friendship – this is friendship with
millions of hearts. Therefore what a friendship! As it is here, so it is
there! What splendour emanates from Çré Rädhäräëé’s body as She
speaks! Hence it is said he kanaka gauri. Her golden splendour gushes
from Her as She speaks with Kåñëa. Then präëer kiìkaré Tulasé who
is on the bed massaging Her feet, thinks to herself: “She keeps her
feet on the bed—If I get off the bed Her sleep may break.” There-
fore she stays on the bed. Then suddenly the vision breaks and
Çrépäda falls on the bank of the kuëòa, anxiously praying: hä kanaka
gauri! Alas! In this Madana Sukhada Kunja you are having such won-
derful rasäläpa! When will I be so fortunate that I can massage those
feet of yours?” Thus Çrépäda’s heart and mind flow along on waves
of prayer. In the next verse we will discuss Çré Däna Lélä. By Çréman
Mahäprabhu’s grace we may gather tomorrow to discuss this.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 72nd verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 7, 1999
 verse 73

govardhanädri nikaöe mukuöena narma

lélä vidagdha çirasäà madhusüdanena
dänac chalena bhavatém avaruddhyamänäà
drakñyämi kià bhrukuöi darpita netra-yugmäm

govardhana - Govardhana; adri - Hill; nikaöe - close by; mukuöena - by the

crown; narma - joking; lélä - play; vidagdha - clever; çirasäà - by the
head; madhusüdanena - by Madhusüdana; dänat - from tax; chalena - on
the pretext; bhavatém - You; avaruddhyamänäà - being obstructed;
drakñyämi - I will see; kià - whether; bhrukuöi - frowned eyebrows;
darpita - proudly; netra - eyes; yugmäm - couple.

Madhusüdana is the crestjewel of clever pranksters! One day

He obstructs Your path on the pretext of collecting tax
from You as You are walking near Govardhana Hill! Will I
then see Your proud eyes crowned with frowned eyebrows?

In this 73rd verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stava, the most
worshipable Çréla Raghunätha däs Gosvämé, who is one of the six
Gosvämé-äcäryas, who are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa
Caitanya Mahaprabhu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his
heart’s lamentation at the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Räd-
häräëé, saying:

govardhanädri nikaöe mukuöena narma

lélä vidagdha çirasäà madhusüdanena;
dänacchalena bhavatém avaruddhyamänäà
drakñyämi kià bhrukuöi darpita netra-yugmäm:

“Madhusüdana is the crestjewel of clever pranksters! One

day He obstructs Your path on the pretext of collecting
tax from You as You are walking near Govardhana Hill!

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 Will I then be so fortunate to see Your proud eyes crowned
with frowned eyebrows?”

Çrépäda Gosvämé-caraëa attains a current of lélä visions. The lélä appears

before him like a picture. Just as he relishes the sweetness of the belov-
ed deities’ forms, attributes and pastimes, he similarly relishes the mel-
lows of devotional service alongside. They (the manjarés) are embodi-
ments of the mellows of devotional service. Their svarüpas consist of
the mellows of devotional service, therefore they are not deprived of
this savour. The sweetness and beauty of the mellows of Godhead are
not slight. Däruka fanned Dvärakänätha. The fan fell from his hand.
He got stunned by Dvärakanätha’s sweetness. This is a sättvika ecstasy.
He could not fan anymore. He did not welcome this ecstasy. Why?

nijänande yadi bhaktera prema sevänande bädhe;

sei änandera prati bhaktera hoy mahäkrodhe

(Caitanya Caritämårta, Ädé-lélä, 4.201)

“If his own ecstasy obstructs the loving service of a devo-

tee, then that devotee is very angry at that ecstasy.”

Ecstasy is the highest goal of life, but when there is paralysis, then the
devotee becomes angry. Paralysis will not allow the execution of de-
votional service, hence there is anger. Vrajanätha is much sweeter
even than Dvärakanätha. Here there is pure sweetness due to the love
of the Vrajaväsés. There are four kinds of extraordinary sweetnesses
here – the sweetness of His flute, His devotees’ love, His form and
His pastimes. And when Govinda is connected with Rädhäräëé:

rädhä vadana vilokana vikasita vividha vikära vibhangam.

jalanidhim iva vidhu maëòala darçana taralita tunga tarangam

(Géta Govinda)

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When He sees Rädhä’s face, which is an ocean of beauty, then He
blooms up just as the ocean swells up when the full moon rises.
This is a manifestation of vast sweetness. And again, when She sees
Kåñëa, Rädhä’s sweetness is also manifest. kinkarés are able to wor-
ship like that. Everything will be forgotten. But despite the absorp-
tion in all this sweetness, the kinkarés will perform their service well
– just see their attention! This is all Éçvaré’s mercy. If She does not
bestow Her mercy it cannot be attained.
Govinda has accepted the mood of Rädhä. When He relished
this mood in the Gambhérä, then the joints of His bones became
disconnected, or He assumed the shape of a turtle. So much atten-
tion for Rädhä — He tolerated it all. And that while Govinda is
full absolute transcendental knowledge Himself! He could not tol-
erate the separation of Rädhä!
And now imagine the devotion of the maidservants of that Rädhä!
They serve and at the same time relish Rädhä’s sweetness. This is
their spotless way of life. The Mahäjanas sing: hari hari är ki emon daçä
hobo? chäriyä puruña deha, kobe vä prakåti hobo, duhu ange candana poräbo. (“Hari,
Hari! When can I attain such a condition? When will I give up this
male body and become a female, to anoint Rädhä Kåñëa’s bodies
with sandalwood pulp?”) öäniyä bändhibo curä, nava gunjä häre berä, nänä
phule gänthi dibo här. (“I will tie crowns on Their heads, surround
them with fresh strings of gunjä and hang garlands made of various
flowers on Them.”) péta vasana ange, poräibo sakhé sange, vadane tämbül dibo
är. sei na rüpa mädhuré, heribo nayän bhori — (“With the sakhés I will dress
Kåñëa in yellow garments and place a pan in His mouth. Will I
then fill my eyes with the sweetness of Their forms?”) After rüpa
mädhuré he says nélämbare räi säjäiyä (after relishing this I again engage
in service) nava ratna jori äni, bändhibo vicitra vené, tähe phula mälaté gäëthiyä
(“I will collect new, or nine, jewels, to wind in Her wonderful
braid and intertwine it with a garland of Malati-jasmines.”) (After
rendering this service I again engage in relish:) se nä rüpa mädhuré,
heribo nayana bhori, ei kori mane abhiläña. (“I will fill my eyes with Their
sweet forms. This is the desire on my mind”) jaya rüpa sanätana, deho

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more ei dhana, nivedaye narottama däsa (“All glories to Rüpa and Sanä-
tana! Give me the treasure, prays Narottama däs”) In this way he
prays for service and alongside relishes the sweetness.
Now Çrépäd Gosvämécaraëa perceives the Däna-lélä. How won-
derfully full of rasa is this pastime! Çrépäda Raghunätha däsa Gos-
vämépäda has narrated this in his book Çré Däna Keli Cintämaëi.
Çré Vasudeva Mahäçaya had a sacrifice held for the welfare of Balarä-
ma and Kåñëa at Govinda Kuëòa by Bhäguri Muni. They had it
broadcast all over Vraja that any woman who would donate ghé for
the sacrifice would attain all perfection. All their desires would be
fulfilled. The female parrot Sükñmadhé told Rädhäräëé the news,
so Rädhäräëé departed from this Rädhäkuëòa, fully dressed and
decorated in an amazing way. They all carried small golden jugs
with ghé on their heads, protected by red silken bands. The jugs
were filled with fresh ghé. Rädhäräëé, Lalitä, Viçäkhä, Citrä, Indule-
khä - all the sakhés were there, and Rüpa Maïjaré, Tulasé Maïjaré -
all the manjarés were also there. Rädhäräëé set off towards Govard-
hana, surrounded by all the sakhés and manjarés. Wherever She looked
– däna chale bhetibo känäi (“I will meet Känäi on the pretext of offering
tax”). So slowly they walked towards Mänasa Gangä’s bank, where
they admired the lake’s beauty with blooming lotus flowers on the
surface of the water, surrounded by buzzing bumblebees. Seeing
the sweetness of Mänasa Ganga Çré-Çré Rädhäräëé remembered
Govinda and She became overwhelmed by ecstasy. Meanwhile a
male parrot informed Govinda that Çré Rädhäräëé and Her sakhés
are heading towards Govinda Kuëòa to donate ghé to the sacrifice.
Hearing this, Govinda took His pals like Subala, Ujjvala and Mad-
humangala along and dressed Himself as a tax collector. At the
huge platform known as Çyäma Vedi He erected a toll booth and
stood there dressed as a tax collector, playing His flute. When that
sweet sound entered Rädhäräëé’s earholes She was overwhelmed by
ecstasy and told Lalitä: sakhi! tapasyämaù kñämodari varayituà veëuñu januù
– “I will perform penances.” Lalitä: “We have come here for Kåñëa’s
darçana! Why should you perform penances?” Rädhä: “Yes, sakhi I

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will perform penances!” varayituà veëuñu januù — “I will become a
veëu (bamboo reed).” vareëyaà manyethä sakhi tad akhilänäà sujanuñäm “I
don’t believe that you can take any higher birth than that of a
bamboo reed (to make Kåñëa’s flute). Just see! This bamboo relish-
es Mukunda’s lip nectar to its full satisfaction, day and night!
Accepting this mood of Çré Rädhä’s, Çréman Mahäprabhu rel-
ished this rasa in the Gambhérä with Svarüpa Dämodara and
Rämänanda Räya –

sakhégaëa, koho sab koriyä vicäre!

kon térthe kon tapa, kon siddha mantra japa,
ei veëu koilo janmäntare
heno kåñëädhara sudhä, je koilo amåta mudhä
jär äçäy gopé dhare prän
ei veëu ayogya ati, eke sthävara puruña jäti,
sei sudhä sadä kore pän

“Sakhis! Tell Me after due consideration: In which holy

water has this flute bathed, what penance did he perform
or what siddha mantra did he practise, that he can drink the
nectar from Kåñëa’s lips, that belittles the nectar of heav-
en and the mere hope for which keeps the gopés alive? How
amazing! He is a man and of the bamboo-species! What
penance has he performed that he can constantly drink
this nectar?”

yär dhana nä kohe täre, pän kore balätkäre

pite täre òäkiyä jänäy
dekho tär tapasyära phal, dekho ihär bhägyabol
ihär ucchiñöa mahäjane khäy

“Although it is the wealth of the gopés he does not tell

(ask) them and drinks it by force. Rather, he challenges
them and tells them to come and drink it. Behold the

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 results of his penances! Behold the power of his good for-
tune! His remnants are drunk even by the great saints!”

Which saints? This is a bhäver dåñöi (a vision of ecstasy), a condition

or stage of anuräga, called (in Ujjvala Nélamani) ‘the desire to attain
birth as an lifeless object, as long as it yields a meeting with the
beloved. This is a result of being subdued by each other’s love’.

mänasa gangä kälindé, bhuvana pävana nadé

kåsëa yadi täte koren snän
veëu jhuöädhara rasa, hoyä lobhe paravaça
sei sudhä sadä kore pän

“If Kåñëa bathes in universally purifying rivers like Mä-

nasa Gangä and Yamunä, they always greedily drink His
jhuöa (saliva) from the flute.”

That’s quite something for an ordinary piece of bamboo.

eto nodé bahu düre, våkña sab tära tére,

tap kore para upakäré
nodér çeña rasa päiyä, mül dvärä äkarñiyä,
kene piye bujhite nä päri

“What to speak of all these rivers, even the trees on their

banks, that perform penances for the benefit of others,
drink the remnants of the rivers by sucking their water in
through their roots. I cannot understand why they drink
it.....”

nijäìkure pulakita, puñpahäsya vikasita

madhu miçe bohe açru dhära
veëu ke mäni nija jäti, äryer jeno putra näti,
vaiñëav hoile änanda vikära

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 “Through their knots they show goosebumps of ecstasy,
through their flowers they smile and through their honey
they shed tears of ecstasy. They consider the flute to be of
their own race, just as noblemen become ecstatic when a
son or grandson becomes a Vaiñëava.”

veëura tapa jäni yabe, sei tapa kori tabe,

e ayogya ämarä yogya näré
yä nä päiyä duùke mari, ayogya piye sahite näri
tähä lägi tapasyä vicäri

“If we knew what penance the flute had performed we

would do it also. He is after all unqualified (as man and
bamboo) while we are qualified women. We die of misery
because we do not get this nectar and we cannot tolerate
that an unqualified person drinks it instead. For this rea-
son we consider performing penances.”

eteko praläpa kori, premäveçe gaurahari

sange loyä svarüpa räma räy
kabhu näce kabhu gäy, bhäväveçe mürcchä yäy
ei rüpa rätri dina jäy

“Thus Gaurahari spoke like mad, absorbed in ecstatic love,

taking Svarupa Damodar and Ramananda Ray along.
Sometimes He danced, sometimes He sang, sometimes He
fainted of ecstasy. In this way days and nights passed.”

The sakhés say: “Rädhe! You are so tender and You keep this jug upon
Your head. Take it off and give it to me.” Rädhäräëé replies: “No
sakhi, it is not the jug that is too heavy – Viçäkhä has put so many
ornaments on Me that I cannot walk (they should be taken off).”
(Däna-kelé-kaumudé, 58-59) Then one sakhé shows Her: “O Rädhe, look
at Govinda! He has mounted the Govardhana Hill, illuminating

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the whole world with His beautiful blue effulgence. He is an ocean
of beauty and sweetness.” Rädhäräëé has His darçana and tells Våndä:
prapannaù panthänaà harir asakåd asman nayanayor “Hari has crossed the
path of My eyes many times before” apürvo’yaà pürvaà kvacid api na
dåñöo madhurimä “But I have never seen Him in such a wonderful way
before—so sweet! You know what I think?” pratéke’pyekasya sphurati
muhur aìgasya sakhi yä çriyas tasyäù pätuà lavam api samarthä na dåg iyam
“Sakhi! How much can you drink from an ocean of sweetness? I
think that the sweetness that each of His limbs reveal can be rel-
ished life-long, nay, age after age! Sakhi, I can’t finish it.” (Däna-kelé-
kaumudé, 71) Such is anuräga.

janama avadhi häm, rüpa nehärinu,

nayana nä tirapita bhelo
läkho läkho yuga, hiye hiye räkhalum,
tabu hiyä juòano nä gelo

“I have seen His form ever since I was born, but My eyes
never became satisfied. I kept Him in My heart for hun-
dreds of thousands of eras, but still my heart is not
soothed.”

vacana amiyä rasa, anukhana piyalum,

çruti pathe paraça nä bheli,
koto madhu yäminé, rabhase goyäinu,
nä bujhinu koichana keli

“I constantly drink the nectar of His words, but it seems

that nothing has touched My ears yet! How many vernal
nights didn’t I spend with Him, and still I did not under-
stand His pastimes!”

“Come on sakhi, lets go. Rädhä has attained the support of the love,
beauty and sweetness of Her heart’s lover Kåñëa. She cannot stay

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behind anymore.” After taking off Her ornaments She said: “sakhi I
have pain in my feet. I cannot walk on.” Lalitä said: “Sakhi, you can
walk on with pain in your feet, but not with pain in your mind!
Come on sakhi, we will go on.” Slowly slowly they move on. Govin-
da has erected a toll booth. How sweet and beautiful is His dress –
a flute in His hands, a smile on His mouth, and a glance in His eyes!
How the sakhés relish the wonderful sweetness and beauty of this
Däni-dress! They walk on –”Come, let’s walk on; what business we
have with Him?” But as they proceed Kåñëa stops them and says:
“Hey, hey you cowherd girls! Where are you going? Wait! This is a
toll booth! You must pay toll here!” The proud girls, however,
sway their arms and walk on. “O cowherd girls! Don’t you hear
Me? Wait!” Lalitä says: “Sakhi, You have become tired. Let us rest
here for a while.” They put their goods down. “Never before in my
life have I seen a toll booth in Govardhana.” Subala then says:
“You have not heard it? Well, just look now! Here is the toll booth!”
Govinda says: “O pal! They have come to our toll booth for the
very first time, and according to tradition we must give them a
present. Why don’t you give it? Oho, a pän is brought on a jewelled
tray.” (Däna-kelé-kaumudé, 105)
Subala offers the pän: “Take one, each of you! This is how we ask
tax from those who come here for the first time.” The gopés laugh at
each other. They take no risk and whisper to each other. Viçakhä
says: “Subala, do you know what they’re saying? They’re saying it is
a drug that is meant to make us hand in all our goods.” “Oh, just
see, one does good and is treated badly in return. They violate the
etiquette and refuse to pay. All right, they are our goods and it is
our tax. Give paisa! You must pay tax. Ah rey, I forgot! First you
must bow down to the ground to our prince. This prince is a tax
collector. Obeisances are offered to the king of tax collectors.”
Viçäkha says: “Subala, it’s nothing for us to offer praëäma to him.
You know why? He is a prince. We can offer one daëòavat to Him,
but today we will not do it.” “Why?” Campakalatä says: “Because
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arrive at Govinda Kuëòa we are forbidden to offer obeisances unto
anyone. The only exception goes for brähmaëas.” Madhumangala
replies: bhavatu (let it be), Campakalatä. You’ve spoken well — they
are all cowherds. Only I am the brähmaëa around here, so offer your
obeisances unto me. Offer food and donations.” The sakhés then
laugh and say: “Say, this is not a toll booth, this guy’s a beggar,
begging for paisä! Give him some paisä that he can buy some chick-
peas in the bazar in Govardhana and he will be on his way, chewing
and chewing.”
What a wonderful joking rasika pastime. This gives the highest
relish. Govinda says: “Madhumangala! You are ruining My taxa-
tion here! You’re reducing our revenues, wherever you go you get us
into trouble, so just shut up!” Govinda goes there; the pinnacle of
beauty and sweetness goes up to Rädhäräëé, who stands close to
Her girlfriends. Rädhäräëé is gämbhéryavaté, a grave girl. Standing
before the sakhés She glances at Him in an amazing way. This glance
is called kila kincita dåñöi. Here (in the Viläpa Kusumäïjali verse 73 under
discussion) it is said darpita bhrükuöi netra yugmam (two eyes and eye-
brows frowned out of pride). The darpa mentioned here has seven
symptoms. garväbhiläña rudita smitäsüya bhaya krudham; saìkarékaranaà harñäd
ucyate kila kincitam (UN) “A mixture of pride, desire, weeping, smil-
ing, envy, fear and anger arising from joy is called kila kiïcita.” In the
auspicious invocation of his Däna Keli Kaumudé, Çréla Rüpa Gos-
vämépäda writes:

antaù smeratayojjvala jalakaëä vyäkérëa pakñmäìkura

kiïcit päöalitäïcala rasikatotsiktä puraù kuïcati
ruddhayaù pathi mädhavena madhura vyäbhugna tärottarä
rädhäyäù kila kiïcita stavakiné dåñöiù çriyäà vaù kriyät

“May the sight of Çré Rädhä’s kila kiïcita bhäva, which is like
a bouquet, bring good fortune to you! When Mädhava
blocked Her way to the Däna Ghäté, there was a bright
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 and were filled with tears that were scattered over Her
eyelashes. Her eyes grew slightly pinkish, being sprinkled
by Kåñëa’s cunning behaviour, but they shrank when Hari
came before Her!”

How wonderful is this glance called kila kincita dåñöi! ei bhäva yukta dekhi
rädhäsya nayana; sangama hoite kåñëa sukh päy koöi guëa (When Kåñëa sees
Rädhä’s face and eyes in this mood He feels millions of times more
happiness than when He directly unites with Her – Caitanya Car-
itämåta). Such is Her service. Rädhäräëé’s kila kincita dåñöi is the great-
est ingredient of Her service to Kåñëa. It gives Him a greater relish
than that of intercourse. What a wonderful relish of rasa Govinda
gets. How sweet! Attracted to that sweetness He slowly approaches
Her, telling Her:

kibä ihä äilä düra deçe?

tomära sahaja rüpa, käma heri kände he,
bhuvana bhülalo o nä veçe

“Why have You come to this distant place? Seeing Your

sweet form, Cupid weeps. It cannot be compared to any-
thing anywhere! Thus the whole world is forgotten.”

äiso boiso mora käche, tumi rudre méläo päche,

ämi vasane koriye manda bäy

“Come here, otherwise you will sit in the sun and Your
tender body will melt like butter. I will fan You with My
garment. Come here in the shadow with me.”

Casting a glance at Her feet, He says:

ei dukhani räìgä päy, tumi kemone häticho täy

dekhiyä häliche mor gäy.

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“How have you come running here with these reddish feet, seeing
it I am very upset. I never saw you, am not acquainted. We think
that is very bad, how could Your relatives and superiors just send
You here?”

kemon tomära gurujana, ki sädhe sadhilo dhana,

kene dike päöhäilo tomä.
tora nija pati ye, kemone vanchibe se,
päöhäiyä cite diyä kñemä.

“How could your superiors just send You here for trade?
How will Your husband survive and find peace of mind?”

häsi häsi moòa mukh, vasane jhämpicho buk,

dekhiyä hoilo boro duhki.
jïäne däsete koy, pasäré ye jan hoy,
rasäla vacane kore biki.

“You smile and turn Your face away, covering Your chest
with Your cloth, seeing this he becomes very unhappy.
Jïäna däsa says: You purchase the merchants with Your
luscious words.”

The rasäla vacana (luscious speech) is Rädhä’s. First She says:

nägara! ghanäiyä ghanäiyä aiso käche!

sonära varaëa mora, dekhiyä hoile bhora,
bharame paraça koro päche
ämarä to kulavaté, tumi se räkhäla jäti,
ki kohite kibä koho väëé
vämanete cäìda yeno, dharite koroye mon,
sei dekhi tomära kähiné
saghane òhuläo mäthä, çuniyä nä çuno kothä,
pasäri äsicho duöi bähu

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 nä bujhiyä koro chala, päibä tära pratiphala,
tokhon kathä nä çunibe kehu
çuniyä kohoye däné, çuno çuno vinodiné,
nä päribe ämäre vaïcita
biki nä chäòibä tumi, ämi to pathera däné,
nitai öhekibe mora häte

“O hero! Come closer, come closer! You are absorbed in

looking at My golden complexion, and out of illusion You
will touch Me later also! We are married girls, and You are
just a rude cowherder! When we hear Your babbling, it
seems that You think You can catch the moon, although
You’re just like a dwarf! You wildly nod Your head, not
hearing what we say, and You come to us with stretched-
out arms. You don’t understand that You will suffer the
reactions to Your deeds, but then it will be too late. No-
body will listen to You then! When the Däné (Kåñëa) heard
all this, He said: “Listen, O Vinodini (Rädhä), You can’t
cheat Me! You always try to keep Your merchandise out of
My hands, although I am the tax-collec-tor on this road!”
You are passing by to sell things and here is the toll booth,
the adhikärés (managers) are all here. In the middle is Lalitä,
who says: “You are coming up to Rädhä to touch Her
body, and You want to keep Her here for that purpose? I
am Bhairavé, let me see if you dare to touch Her!”

ei mone vane, däni hoiyächo,

chuite rädhära aìga
räkhäla hoiyä, räja kumäré saìge,
kisera rabhasa raìga

“In this mind, in this forest You became the taxcollector

just to touch Rädhä’s body! You’re quite bold to touch a
princess (like Her), being a mere cowherder!”

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What are you doing here? Get out!” “Accha? A cowherd girl is a
princess and what am I then, the son of a beggar or so? I am a
prince, Vrajendranandana, the prince of Braja, the proprietor of
endless beauty and sweetness.” Lalitä said: “Go away and don’t
talk to us. We know everything about Your form, attributes, ac-
tivities and wealth. Get out!” Hence it is said: narma lélä vidagdha
çirasä mukuöena çré madhusüdanena. Why Madhusüdana? madhu südayati
iti madhusüdana. The commentators say that He who killed the
Madhu-demon is Madhusüdana. The activities that people in the
world perform will result in inauspiciousness. These activities will
drag them all to hell. Hence they are called madhu. They are not
doing bhajana or harinäma. Govinda is so kind to destroy the fruits
of their activities, hence He is known as Madhusüdana. But where
is the question here of Kåñëa either killing the Madhu demon or
destroying the sinful activities of the conditioned souls? Here
‘Madhusüdana’ means that He pierces the lips of Rädhä and the
Vrajasundarés to drink their honey. Hence He is most clever and
most expert in relishing luscious pastimes.
Now He tries to extract some of this narma rasa (flavour of hu-
mour) from Lalitä. “Tell me what you know.” “No I won’t tell you;
what’s the use of telling you?” “Tell Me, whatever you know!” La-
litä says: “Don’t get angry, whatever I say. If You are tolerant then
whom should You be angry of? You are appearing like a blackbee;
You are black like a bee. Other than the blackbee no one is as black
as You are. In appearance you are like a blackbee and in quality
You are the butter-thief. I heard that you are a thief; You cannot
conceal it. You’re a prince, not a king. You’re herding the cows—
and where is Your royal throne, do You know? You reside under
the branch of a tree and otherwise You’re just wandering around.
So why do You keep on stalking us and crying? What are You
doing in our vicinity? Get out of here!”

chuo na chuo na niläj känäi

ämarä porera näré,

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 para puruñera, pabana paraçe,
sacele sinäna kori
govinda däsera, vacana mäno,
nä koro emona òhaìga,
yoi nägaré, o rase ägari,
koroho tähära saìga

“O shameless Känäi! Don’t touch us, don’t touch us, we

are other men’s wives! When even the breeze of another
man touches us we take bath with our clothes on!” Govin-
da däsa says: Heed my words, don’t act like that! Just unite
with any heroine who may be an ocean of rasa!”

Go, get out, go and enjoy with Padmä, Çaibyä, or Candrävalé, but
don’t stay here! Come on, come on sakhés, we’re going! You, don’t
touch us, we are under a vow!” “Look, Lalite, I’m also under a
vow!” “What vow are You following? After touching a person
like You, one should take a bath. You are impure. What kind of a
vow will You follow?” “Look, I am also under a vow: abalä dvija
vasana dänam mahävratam “I am under the great vow of giving dvija
vasana (clothes) to weak brähmaëas.” Actually that is not the mean-
ing. The inner meaning is abalä = women, dvija = teeth (twice
born, first in the toddler and then in the child) vasana = covering,
or lips that cover the teeth. So: biting the lips of thousands of
abalä or women. Lalitä: “Why perform such a vow? What will You
accomplish with that?” Rädhäräëé looks at Lalitä with askance
glances. Kåñna says:

kåñëa kuëòalinaç caëòi kåtaà ghaööanayänayä

phutkåti kriyayäpyasya bhavitäsi vimohitä

“O Caëòi (hottempered girl)! There’s no need trying to

chase away a black snake (kåñëa kuëòalé)! When He simply
hisses at You, You will be enchanted!

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The inner meaning being: When Kåñëa, who wears nice earrings
(kuëòala), simply kisses You, You’ll be enchanted.” Just as Kåñëa
becomes narma lélä vidagdha çirasä, expert in joking pastimes, so is
Rädhäräëé. As Çyäma, so Sväminé. So She replies:

dharñaëe nakula stréëäà bhujaìgeçaù kñamaù katham

yad etä daçanair eña daçannäpnoti maìgalam

“Oh rey! Where are mongoose-women! Let the snake remember

that! The snake may be able to bite everyone else, but what about
the mongoose? The snake will bite her, the mongoose woman will
bite back and eat the snake up. Give some herb or medicine, the
snake has gone. This is how we do it. When we suddenly see a
snake in the forest, we immediately bite it and eat it. This is how
we chase them all out. Give me this herb, we’ll keep it in front of
His eyes and He will go blind. Thus we can chase Him out. Hence,
O snake, You should remember that we are mongoose women, if
You come up to us to bite us we will do the same. yad etä daçanair eña
daçann äpnoti maìgalam The pun, the relish of parihäsa rasa, is: dharñaëe-
na kula stréëäà Here the syllable na from nakula is added to dharñaëe,
making it dharñaëena The remaining kula-strénäà becomes ‘housewives’.
So hey Bhujangeça Kåñëa! How will You not be able to dharñana
(rape) us? If You undertake this, we will retaliate!” In this way all
these pastimes are filled with a wonderful rasika sweetness.
“Pay your tax! Pay Me with the price of youth!” The sakhés laugh
and say: “Is there now even a tax on youth or what?” Kåñëa: “Yes, at
My toll booth such tax is paid.”
Thus Kåñëa speaks about all kinds of wonderful rasika payments
in the form of the different limbs of Rädhä and the gopés. Such is
the wonderful taste of the Däna pastime. Rädhäräëé says: “Sakhis,
He is saying ‘give, give, give!’ What is there to give for us? [To
Kåñëa:] What belongs to You anyway? You are destroying this for-
est of Mine? Don’t You remember that I was crowned Queen of
Våndävana eight years ago?(Däna-kelé-kaumudé, 317)” [The scriptures

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say]: rädhä våndävane vane, Rädhä is proclaimed as the Queen of
Våndävana. Now Rädhäräëé has been the Queen of Våndävana for
eight years or so? Govinda performed His pastimes here (in Vraja)
until He was eleven years old. After that He left for there (Mathurä).

ekädaça-samäs tatra güòhärciù sabalo’vasat:

“Like a covered flame, Kåñëa remained there incognito

with Balaräma for eleven years”

(Çrémad-Bhägavatam, 3.2.26)

Was Rädhäräëé therefore crowned at the age of 3 years or so? The

commentators say no. Well perhaps for 1 or 2 years, whatever, but
remember that if an expert king is crowned we see that the throne
is not given to him until he is qualified. *
The sakhés don’t want to hand over their goods. [Kåñëa says:]
“Oh, you won’t hand it over? Then let Me see how you will escape
from Me. Hand it over, let’s see what you have!” [sakhés:] “Just see
what You’ve done- everything is spoiled. We will take it to such a
pure and sacred sacrificial arena, but now You’ve touched it and
everything is spoiled. When you touch us we must take a bath.”
In this way He jokes so wonderfully with the sakhés. In the Däna-
lélä Çré Çré Rädhä Mädhava relish Each other’s sweetness and beauty.

* Of course Rädhäräëé was not the Queen of Våndävana for 8 years, but
according to commentator Viçvanätha Cakravarté such year counting does
not work in the eternal unmanifest pastimes. Another suggestion by Çré
Viçvanätha is that Çré Rädhä makes the point that instead of the cowherd
boys charging tax from the girls, it might as well be the other way round.
Although She may have been crowned for just 2 or 3 years, Rädhä sug-
gested they should pay tax for at least eight years. To this Våndä suggest-
ed that Kåñëa might as well sell Himself to Rädhä as tax payment for
herding innumerable cows for all these days.

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And the sakhés and manjarés relish the sweetness of Their words and
eye-gestures and the beauty of Their forms. This is the meditation
and the idea. When our Govinda gave His darçana to Léläçuka, He
asked him: “What boon do you wish?” Léläçuka replied:

yäni tac caritämåtäni rasanä lehyäni dhanyätmanäà

ye vä çaiçava cäpala vyatikarä rädhävarodhonmukhäù
yä vä bhävita veëu géta gatayo lélä mukhämbhoruhe
dhärä vähikayä vahantu hådaye täny eva täny eva me

(Çré Kåñëa Karnämåta - 106)

What boon do you wish? He says: yäni tac caritämåtäni rasanä lehyäni
dhanyätmanäà “O Kåñëa! Let Your nectarean pastimes, that are rel-
ished by the tongues of the blessed souls, ye vä çaiçava cäpala vyatikarä
rädhävarodhonmukhäù – such as Your naughty childhood games, Your
blocking the way of Rädhä (as in the Däna-lélä, and the wonderful
flavour of the sweetness of the kila kincit bhäva) and the emotional
flute-songs that emanate from Your playful lotuslike mouth, which
is so wonderfully sweet then, dhärä vähikayä vahantu hådaye continu-
ously be manifest in my heart.” Doing such lélä smarana, carrying the
aspiration of Govinda’s vision, the siddha puruñas attain loving at-
tachment to the Lord’s lotus feet, therefore how fortunate the säd-
hakas in this world are if they just want to do bhajan, how fortunate
they are when they have attained the good fortune of bhajan in this
world, to which the siddhas are so attached. They may say: “Lord, I
want Your service – ways give me Your service.” But they don’t say
that. They say: “I just want to hear about these pastimes always.
When You block Rädhäräëé’s path, there is Your sweetness. When
there is mutual kila kincita rasa. The fortune of relishing this sweet
rasa.”
In this way there are so many rasika discussions. Finally one kinkaré
whispers in Rädhäräëé’s ear: “sakhi Rädhe! He will not let You go.
He is a prince after all, surrounded by all His assistants, therefore

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come along and I will take You to a secret place.” Tulasé took
Rädhäräëé to a secret place. The sakhés understood and left. With a
blink of the eye the kiìkaré gave a hint to Govinda. The sakhäs also
discretely left and Çré Çré Rädhä Mädhava performed Their won-
derful amazing amorous pastimes in the kunja. The kinkarés relish the
mellows of Rädhä and Kåñëa’s meeting. Suddenly the vision ends
and, deprived of its mellow, Çré Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé then
prays: “Ha Rädhe! When will I relish the wonderful mellows of
Your joking words during the Däna lélä You enjoy with Mad-
husüdana, the crown jewel of clever pranksters, and above all, when
will my eyes relish the beauty of Your crooked eyebrows and Your
two proud eyes?” Çrépäda’s heart flows along on a wave of prayer
towards the kingdom of lélä. In each verse he relishes this. By Çré-
man Mahäprabhu’s grace we will relish the next verse tomorrow.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 73rd verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 8, 1999
 verse 74

tava tanuvara gandhäsaìgi vätena candrä-

vali kara kåta mallé-keli-talpäc chalena
madhura-mukhi mukundaà kuëòatére milantaà
madhupam iva kadähaà vékñya darpaà kariñye

tava - Your; tanu - body; vara - excellent; gandha - fragrance; äsaìgi -

touching; vätena - by the wind; candrävali - Candrävalé; kara - hand; kåta
- made; mallé - jasmine; keli - play; talpät - from the bed; chalena - by trick;
madhura - sweet; mukhi - face; mukundaà - Mukunda; kuëòa - the lake; tére
- on the shore; milantaà - meeting; madhupam - a bee; iva - just like; kadä
- when; aham - I; vékñya - see; darpaà - proud; kariñye - I will do.

O Madhura-mukhi (sweet-faced girl)! When the wind car-

ries Your excellent bodily fragrance to Candrävalé’s hand-
made playbed, where Mukunda enjoys with her, Kåñëa finds
a clever excuse to meet You on the shore of Your lake
(Rädhäkuëòa), like a bumblebee leaving an inferior flow-
er. When will I proudly witness this?

In this 74 th verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stotra, Çréla Rag-

hunätha däs Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas, who
are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Caitanya Mahaprab-
hu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his heart’s lamentation at
the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying:

tava tanuvara gandhäsaìgi vätena candrävali

kara kåta malli keli talpäcchalena;
madhuramukhi mukundaà kuëòatére milantaà
madhupam iva kadähaà vékñya darpaà kariñye

“O sweet faced Çré Rädhike! tava tanuvara gandhäsaìgi vätena candrävali

kara kåta malli kelitalpäcchalena. Çré Mukunda notices the exquisite fra-

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grance that accompanies Your body, and that is carried by Your
body through His nostrils. candrävali kara kåta malli kelitalpät. Candrävalé
had made a play bed within her bower with Malli flowers and Muku-
nda honours it with a visit. Just then the fragrance of Your body
enters into His nostrils. chalena, it is a pretext. And madhupam iva kuëòatére
milantaà (He meets You on the bank of Rädhäkuëòa like a bee)
Why like a bee? A bee drinks honey from one flower after the other,
seeking the scent of lotusflowers. Then He gives up all other flow-
ers and seeks this one lotus flower. Similarly Mukunda is giving up
this Candrävalé to meet You on the bank of Your kuëòa. Then ahaà
mukundaà vékñya kadä darpaà kariñye I will become very proud to see
Mukunda seeking You out immediately upon smelling Your bodily
fragrance. When will I be that fortunate?”
In the previous Viläpa Çrépäda Raghunätha däsa Gosvämécaraëa
perceived the Däna-pastime at the base of Mount Govardhana. This
wonderfully sweet pastime there is an enormous mutual relish of
parihäsa rasa, the transcendental flavour of humour. Then the tran-
scendental vision of this pastime subsides, and he weeps again, plead-
ing to see this pastime again. In this way Éçvaré shows Herself once
and then hides Herself. Thus Éçvaré plays hide-and-seek with Her
dear maidservant. The ocean of prema is just like an ordinary ocean,
that can bring the human body on the shore with a single wave,
and with a reverse wave pulls it back into the water. Each wave pulls
Çrépäda Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé’s mind and consciousness to
the shore through a transcendental vision, and he perceives tran-
scendental pastimes, which he relishes as if they are directly per-
ceived. Then again the transcendental vision subsides and this ocean
of prema again pulls Çrépäda Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé’s heart back
into the huge ocean of viraha. In this way a wonderful relish of
meeting and separation goes on and on. When does he pray? When
the vision subsides. Whatever pastime he perceives and whatever
opportunity for service he gets, for that service he submits his prayers.
Then, when the vision subsides, he resumes his sädhaka-condition.
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gerness, anxiety, humility, and burning separation. On the strength
of the great anxiety and eagerness in the heart of Gosvämépäda his
prayers have become so sweet. Not only sweet to hear, the hard
hearts of those who hear these very anxious and eager lamentations
will melt and be purified. They will become interested in relishing
the sweetness of the Lord. This is called the phala çruti or resultant
benediction. There is a certain sequence in this. When these great
and powerful words are heard they purify the heart. When the
heart is somewhat purified, devotional happiness will become au-
tomatically manifest. The heart is then purified by the process of
hearing and chanting. The more the heart is cleansed the more this
increases. When these pastimes are manifest within the heart along
with their transcendental mellows, a strong urge awakens within
the heart of the practitioner.
Çré Jéva Gosvämé gives the example (in Bhakti Sandarbha) of lusty or
greedy men. It is natural for them to love women and money. You
love your wife and children, no one has to tell you that you need
money, you are naturally after it. Similarly the devotion of the prac-
titioner with items such as recollection and meditation, takes place
naturally. When this is natural, then the heart also naturally melts.
Gradually and slowly it will take the practitioner’s heart to the
stage of rati. The heart then has an enormous craving for relishing
the sweetness of the Lord. Therefore the hearing and chanting of
this topic is the most coveted subject for the practitioner. This
phalaçruti is so wonderful, that the mahäjanas say: rasika bhakata sange,
rohibo piriti range, vrajapuri vasati koriyä – “I will live in Vraja with great
love, in the company of the rasika devotees.” These luscious topics
are relished in the company of the devotees and by living in Vraja.
Çrémad Rüpa Gosvämépäda has given the essential instruction –

tan näma rüpa caritädi sukértanänu-

småtyoù krameëa rasanä manasé niyojya
tiñöhan vraje tad anurägi janänugämé
kälaà nayed akhilam ity upadeça säram

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 “All one’s time should be spend gradually engaging the
tongue and the mind in nicely glorifying and recollecting
the holy names, forms and attributes of Kåñëa, living in
Vraja in submission to the people (devotees) who are at-
tached to Him. This is the essential and final instruction
from all Vaiñëava scriptures.”

(Upadeçämåta 8)

Note that there is a difference between kértana and sukértana. Now

what is sukértana? When there is taste available in näma kértana, and
näma kértana is performed along with lélä smaraëa, then this is called
sukértana. What happens after such sukértana? Constant recollection
of transcendental pastimes and attributes. Hence the word anusmå-
tya. The tongue is engaged in the nice glorification of the holy
name and the mind is engaged in constantly recollecting the pas-
times of the Lord. If someone claims: “That is not possible. Is such
constant chanting and recollection possible for people like us?”
Hence he gives the solution by saying tiñöhan vraje: You should re-
side in Vraja. And tat anurägé janänugämé kälaà nayed. The people who
live there are attached to Kåñëa, svajätéya (like-minded) and svato
vara (more advanced than one self), in the company of such attract-
ed people one must relish the flavours of these transcendental pas-
times. One must follow in their footsteps. tat anurägé janänugämé kälaà
nayed: In their company one must spend one’s time. ity akhila upadeça
säram. This is the essence of all devotional instructions. Therefore
this subject is so relishable. Thus the Gosvamés say: “Who does
not want this?”
Mahäprabhu, who is Govinda Himself, relished rädhä bhäva. When
His famous discussion with Rämänanda Räya came to an end,
Mahäprabhu took leave of him. Rämänanda humbly told Him:
“Prabhu, what mercy You bestowed by giving Your darçana! There-
fore by accepting a fallen man on Your own strenght You have
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raised His eyes and said: “Räma Räya, you want Me simply for the
duration of My darçana, but I want you for the rest of My life. I will
not leave you here.”

tumi ämi néläcale rohibo ek sange;

sukhe käöäibo käla kåñëa kothä range

“You and I will stay together in Puri and we will blissfully

spend our days speaking about Kåñëa.”

Räma Räya revealed the truths of Rädhä on the order of the Lord,
so King Pratäparudra said: “You are so fortunate to have received
the Lord’s grace, which I myself have not attained, so go and serve
His lotusfeet without any worry.” “I will lose income if I do so.” “I
will give you everything. You don’t worry about money at all, go
and serve the Lord’s feet.” At night as the whole world reclines, in
the grave Gambhérä the Lord’s anguish of separation grows. In the
day the Lord could direct His attention to other topics, but at
night the anguish of separation would increase. Then Rämänan-
da’s kåñëa kathä and Svarüpa’s songs would carry the Lord through
these nights of separation. So if even Mahäprabhu coveted this
topic, then that is an example to everyone. These topics are to
be discussed amongst rasika devotees, while living in Vraja. This is
the most coveted topic. The Gosvämés were extraordinary rasikas,
that distributed the rasa they carried within their hearts. Therefore
why would rasika bhaktas not attain this, and fail to advance? It must
be relished in the company of advanced rasika devotees. They are
extraordinary rasikas, that have descended along with Çréman
Mahäprabhu to bless the world with this topic.
Weeping and weeping Çrépäda’s heart is going to yet another
sweet pastime-vision. Rädhä is going on abhisära. Rädhä had left
for abhisära before Kåñna. The maidservant had taken her along on
abhisära towards the trysting-bower. In this pastime it is a full moon
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this environment Çré Tulasé Maïjaré takes Rädhikä along on ab-
hisära towards the trysting bower. The Mahäjanas sing:

ki kohobo rai ko hari anuräga?

niravadhi mänasa manobhava jäga

“What can I say about Rädhä’s passionate attachment

to Hari? Cupid (manobhava) constantly awakens within
Her mind.”

This manobhava is equal to Her mädana mahä bhäva. Through this

madana rasa She experiences an amazing great hankering for Kåñëa.
This is Her manobhava (transcendental lust) here.

sahaje rucira tanu säji koto bhäti;

abhisaru çärada püëamika räti

“Her naturally attractive body is made up in so many ways.

Thus She goes out on the full moon night in autumn.”

Behold Her make-up! Her body shimmers with light. How lustrous!

dhavala vasana tanu - candana püra;

aruëa adhare dharu viçada kapür

“Her body is draped in white garments and anointed with

sandalwood paste, showing Her luster all through Her dress.
Her brightly red lips are anointed with camphor lipstick.”

kairave jhämpalo karatala känti;

malayaja candana balayako pänti

“She takes a white lotus in the hand and anoints Her bangles with
sandalpaste.”

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 kaëöhe vilambita motima hära

“A necklace of pearls hangs around Her neck.”

When Rädhäräëé thus enters into the moonlit environment, the

Mahäjanas say that it is as if She merges with –

cändaki kaumudé tanu nahe cén;

yaichana kñéra néra nahe bhin

“You can not notice Her body within the moonlight, just
as one cannot notice water merging with milk.”

So She is going on abhisära and arrives at the trysting bower, where

She sees that Her hero has not yet come. First She was an abhisärikä
and now She becomes a väsaka sajjikä. What means väsaka sajjikä?
This is the condition of a woman who is waiting for her lover to
come to the appointed place, while the appointed time has not yet
expired. Then She has made herself up nicely and engages in deco-
rating the bower.

sva väsaka vaçät känte sameñyati nijaà vapuù.

ceñöä cäsyäù smara kréòä saìkalpo vartma vékñaëam;
sakhé vinoda värtä ca muhur dütékñaëädayaù

(Ujjvala Nélamaëi)

“How does she act? She is hoping to make love with her
lover and looks out for him to come. She discusses de-
lightful topics with her friends and constantly looks out
for her girl-messengers, that will take him along.”

And then, when the appointed time expires, she becomes utkaëöhitä.
What are her activities? What does she do?

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 asyäs tu ceñöä håt täpo
vepathur hetu tarkaëam

“She feels heartache, shivers and wonders what went wrong.

She begins to weep.”

The kinkaré must render service in all these circumstances.

The sädhaka contemplates these pastimes and within these pas-
times he contemplates all the services that must be rendered to
Rädhäräëé. He always has to stay with Her. In a transcendental
vision he perceives these pastimes and renders service within them.
In his smaraëa the sädhaka will attain these pastimes and think of
himself always being by Her side. Never at any point does the säd-
haka leave Rädhäräëé’s side in his smaraëa. This is service. Suffering
the pangs of separation Rädhäräëé begins to weep.

andhare hoyä kore rajané kom soi,

ämi sathe elo, belo bäsär ghara.
kon kubatini mor sei ghara bhaìgiya dilo.

“The night has turned dark, and I have gone out to meet
My beloved. Alas! Which wicked girl has destroyed My
lodging house (where I was supposed to meet My lover
and enjoy with Him)?”

It has become dark. Who has brought me here?

bandhura sankete äsi, ede smaraila go.

sakala viphala gelo,
nä jäni bandhure mor; kebä loiyä gelo go,
ei bär säjilo jäni koi?

“Everything is wasted, I don’t know who took My lover

away and where they have gone?”

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In the sky the moon gives light, the cuckoos sing, this forest has
agitated My heart. mäthäy upore chänd, kirana ujal go, koti kokila käke mäti. ei
heno rajané häno, kevali mahä boho, parän nä hoy tär säthi. All these ingredi-
ents of service that She has arranged for, She does not like them
anymore. karpura tämbula tuyä, gokula puralo soi, täder diya vine kär mukhe
dibo? e heno mälatér mälä, ethäi räkhilo go, kemoni rajané goäibo?.......She stays
inside the kuïjä while the manjari runs off to Våndävanä to seek out
Kåñëa. Kåñëa had actually gone to seek out Rädhäräëé in Her kuïja,
but on the way Padmä, Çaibyä and Candrävalé intercepted Him and
brought Him to their kuïja. They hear that today He is going to
meet Rädhä in Her kunja. Candrävalé is hidden there, seeing wheth-
er Kåñëa stops or continues His journey. What is she saying?

tumi ei pathe niti koro gatäyati,

äge nupurera dhvani çuni.
rädhä sange väs, ämäre nairäça,
ämi vänchi ekäkiné.
bandhu he! äj chäriyä nähiko dibo.
hiyära mäjhäre räkhibo tomäre
sadäi dekhite päbo

“You are always going down this path. We first hear the
sound of Your anklebells. You are going to Rädhä and
that brings me to despair. I am deprived of my enjoyments
with You, remaining single. O lover! Today I will not
leave you! I will keep You there where my heart is, so that
I can always see You.”

After that says to her sakhés:

çuno sakhégaëa koriyä jatana,

niye colo niketane
äjukär nisi, rädhikä rüpasé,
vanchuka nägara vine

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 eteko çuniyä korete dhariyä,
loiyä colilo väsa
rädhä bhaye hari, kampe tharathari,
bhone dvija candi das

“ ‘Listen, O sakhés! Take Him along to my abode. Let beau-

tiful Rädhikä spend this night without Her lover.’ Saying
this, she held Kåñëa by the hand and took Him to her
(kuïja) abode. Dvija Caëòé Däsa sings: ‘Candrävalé shivers
of fear of Rädhä.’ ”

Candrävalé took Kåñëa along and placed Him on the bed she styled
herself according to her own feelings. Candrävalé then sits on her
bed of jasmine flowers and has rasika talks with Kåñëa. Meanwhile
Rädhäräëé’s scent begins to spread and is taken along by the wind.
Våndävana’s natural elements can no longer tolerate the pangs of
separation their goddess must tolerate. Everyone there is, after all,
the servant of the pastimes— the moon, the wind, the sky, the trees
and vines, the clouds in the sky. The entire natural environment
there is spiritual, nothing is mundane. It is all to nourish the play-
ful pastimes. For instance Çré Çuka Muni says: tadoòuräjaù kakubhaù
(Çrémad-Bhägavatam, 10.29.2). The full moon rose. Wherever there is
a tadä (“then”, in the word tadoòu-räja, then the king of stars, the
moon...) there is a yadä (“when”). Where is the yadä? yadä rantum
manäç cakre bhagavän (When the Lord desired to enjoy....Çrémad-Bhä-
gavatam 10.29.1). When Kåñëa desired to enjoy the Räsa-dance, there
was actually no full moon, but for the Räsa lélä the full moon rose –
ramänanäbhaà nava kuìkumänanam (Çrémad-Bhägavatam 10.29.3) When
He sees the full moon He remembers Rädhäräëé’s face. So He goes
to Vaàçévaö to play His flute. So it goes with the natural environ-
ment of Våndävana.
Seeing Rädhäräëé weeping, the all-pervading wind of Våndäva-
na, thinks to himself: “See if I can render some service to Éçvaré.” So
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kuïja. Hence it is said here: tava tanuvara gandhäsangi bätena “This bod-
ily scent of Yours is vara.” The word vara means the best, how is it
the best? This is not a mundane scent from this world. Govinda’s
bodily scent maddens the world, but Her bodily scent maddens
even Him. Therefore when the Gosvämés glorify the holy name of
Rädhäräëé, they have named Her also gandhonmädita mädhavä “She
who maddens Mädhava with Her bodily scent.” (The Mahäjanas
sing:) “Madana Mohana’s prasädé scent is glorified by all the wom-
en of the world” Yet Rädhä’s scent attracts Him.” Kåñëa will catch
this fragrance and fall at the feet of the maidservant, pleading: “Here
is My Präëeçvaré, show me my Präëeçvaré.” Thus He praises her.
How does the petitioner act? yogéndra durgama gatir (Rädhä Rasa Sudhä-
nidhi - 2). He is hard to attain or perceive by the greatest mystics and
sages. Although they practise many penances for many ages to per-
ceive a speck of His foot-dust, they cannot attain this Original
Personality of Godhead, Vrajendranandana. Behold the cleverness
of Rädhä! Her bodily fragrance makes Him mad. So as soon as even
a whiff of this scent enters into His nostrils through the agency of
Våndävana’s wind, then cchalena, He immediately regains His com-
posure and finds some clever excuse. Candrävalé is naive, being a
dakñinä näyikä (right-wing or submissive heroine). She will say: “Go
now to Rädhäkuëòa, and I will spend the whole night alone here.”
Would Rädhä say such a thing? She will instead get angry with
Kåñëa— She is vämä (a left-wing or independent heroine). But here
Kåñëa deals with a dakñinä näyikä— “What happened? Oho. I goofed.
Mother told Me to do something, and I forgot to do that as I
came on My way here.” (Candrävalé:) “Oh, is that so? Allright go
then, but come back quickly.” (Kåñëa) “But if I go there I may be
delayed.” Then He goes off. He knows what job He’s actually go-
ing to do. Therefore he does not wait for a reply. He makes His
own excuses, cchalena. The sakhés and maïjarés are always involved.
For instance, Rüpa Gosvämépäda has written in his Utkalika Val-
lari: “One day Candrävalé managed to intercept Kåñëa and Rüpa
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her frantic search, she thinks: “Let me just see one time whether He
is with Candrävalé or not.” When she peeps through the holes of
Candrävalé’s kuïja she sees that Kåñëa is indeed seated there. She
becomes completely flabbergasted: “Oho, how can I take Him away
from here?” Then, by Rädhäräëé’s grace, she gets a brilliant idea.
She storms into the kuïja and screams out: “Oh Govinda! Come,
come, come quickly! A demon sent by Kaàsa has gone off with one
of Your favorite bulls.” Although she is lying, here it is still rasa.
Indeed, if she did not lie there would be no rasa. Govinda can
understand that; “If Rädhä’s kinkaré speaks of My favorite bull at
night, then My dear Rädhäräëé must be swallowed by the demon
of separation from Me.” So as He hears this He gets up and says:
“Dear one, you heard this? I have to go!”, and Candrävalé says: “Go,
but come back quickly.” So He goes off quickly with Rüpa Maï-
jaré, who says: “Ooh, You’re sitting here after going on abhisära
here? Come along, I will tell everything to Éçvaré! All the while
Éçvaré is weeping so much for You, it has become so late. Where
have you been?” Rüpa Maïjaré angrily scolds Him. How can He
attain Çré Rädhikä’s kuïja when Her maidservant is so angrily re-
buking Him? So He falsely explains to the maidservant: “Candrä
has taken Me to her kuïja. Then I suddenly caught the fragrance of
Rädhäräëé’s body, so I cheated her somehow by telling her some
lies and I have come along with you.” (Rüpa Maïjaré:) “Go. You
won’t be meeting Her. Go back to her (Candrävalé). You said You
have some work to do for Your mother, so do it. I cannot help
You meet Her. Go. There will be no meeting.” Kåñëa then begins
to weep, being so eager to meet Rädhä. The maïjarés are only happy
when the Yugala is happy, so Tulasé becomes softer and says: “You
have to tell me one thing. Never do such a thing again.” Kåñëa:
“No. I promise you.” (Çré Rüpa Gosvämé/Maïjaré says:) “When
Mukunda promises this I help Him to meet Rädhä”.
Gosvämépäda is relishing this pastime in the form of Tulasé
Maïjaré. How do I see Mukunda at that time? madhupam iva, just like
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flowers, and He catches the whiff of a fresh golden lotus flower –
He will give up all the regular flowers to relish the honey from the
golden lotus flower. Thus He is just like a honeybee, coming to the
kuïja of Rädhäräëé. Tulasé says: “Seeing Madhusüdana in this way,
O sweet faced Rädhäräëé, this hero is attracted to the scent of
Your lotus like face. Therefore kadähaà vékñya darpaà kariñye, when
will I be filled with pride, thus witnessing Your hero?
What is this pride? Generally this means false pride or ahaìkära.
But this is not the explanation of the rasa çästras. Çré Rüpa Gosvämé
says: garvam äcakñate darpaà vihärotkarñaka sücakam – Pride of my Éçvaré’s
rise to prominence. When Kåñëa gives up His vihära with Candrävalé
and rushes off to the bank of Rädhäkuëòa to enjoy with my Éçvaré
– then my pride will emerge. Çré Rupa Gosvämépäda said: “What
to speak of Candrävalé, (during the Räsa dance in the Bhägavata)
Kåñëa gives up three billion gopés to be alone with Rädhäräëé, but I
(the maidservant) am with you”. räsärambhe parityajya goñöhämbujäkñé-
våndaà våndävana bhuvi rahaù keçavenopanéya (Utkalikä Vallari, 42) Çré Rüpa
Gosvämépäda prays to Rädhäräëé – “O Éçvari! On the night of the
Mahä Räsa, when Kåñëa abandoned three billion Vraja-girls to
take You along alone, even the sakhés were not there. But I am like
Your shadow, and a shadow never leaves You. Similarly I will stay
with You. tväà svädhéna priyatamapada präpanenärcitäìgéà, [Utkalikä Val-
lari, 42] You are in the mood of the svädhéna bhartåkä, the independ-
ent ladylove, He will have so many kinds of pastimes with You. düre
dåñövä: I will witness such pastimes of Yours from some distance,
and kadä arpayiñyämi darpam. In the heart I will feel great pride that
my Rädhäräëé has thus subjugated Her hero. But the madhura rasa of
Vraja has only given a semblance of an equal position to Can-
drävalé, to nourish the transcendental flavours.
Then is Candrävalé equal to Rädhäräëé? Çré Viçvanätha Cakra-
vartépada says: When Rädhä is compared to Sumeru, then that would
be right. The other heroines could be nicely compared to to two
or three mustard seeds, incomparible to Rädhä. If the other hero-
ines were not there, Rädhä could never display Her moods of väsa-

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ka sajjikä, vipralabdhä, utkaëöhitä, mäna or kalahäntaritä. There is no rasa if
there is not some kind of feeling of equality. Vraja’s madhura rasa
provides this feeling of equality, and Rädhäräëé also thinks that
‘Candrä is just like Me’. Then She will weep and lament to Her
präëa sakhé that she has taken Her Präëanätha away. She will think it
is Candrävalé, and take her to be an enemy. rasa has created such self
esteem within the madhura rasa. Similarly, Candrävalé also thinks:
‘Rädhä is just like me.” And the maïjarés’ pride always arises due to
Rädhä’s superiority in enjoyment (vihärotkarñe).
The Gosvämés show this pride – garvam äcakñate darpaà vihärotkarña
sücaka (Ujjvala Nélamaëi, hb 26) – Pride indicates the superiority of
enjoyment. This pride is the same everywhere. Is this superior? Just
like, for instance Çrémad Rüpa Gosvämé says (in Vidagdha Mädhava,
Act vi): Padmä has made a garland for Candrävalé, and has taken it
along to get Kåñëa. When she gives it to Kåñëa, He says: “Padme!
Just as you gave Me that garland, let Lalitä similarly give Me dhätu
räga (mineral pigments).” “Oh, is that so? Shall I bring her a letter?”
Then she thought to herself: “This letter will prove to Lalitä that
Kåñëa has contacts with Rädhä’s rival-party and that will make her
sad!” So He writes a letter for Rädhä’s abhisära. tvayä muktagiriù päëau
mamätuccha pada sthitiù. nidhéyatäm adhéräkñi rägi dhätu paricchada “O rest-
less eyed one, are You waiting to have the darçana of the Yugala? I
am giving you a solution. Do one thing. In this sentence there are
the words rägi dhätu paricchada. Take the six syllables giri and tuccha
pada off, and Rädhä remains, therefore mama matu nidhéyatam that
sentence remains.
The unwitting Padmä goes to Lalitä and says: “Come, come here.
See what is here. I have gone to Kåñëa” “Aha; sakhi, have your de-
sires been fulfilled? No no that is not the point. I have come to
bring Him a garland.” “Where is He?” “He is now enjoying in
Madhu(pa)vana.” “O. I have given you a letter. Just as you have
given a garland, similarly now bring some dhätu.” “What letter is it?
Let me see.” Afterwards she could understand (the meaning of the
letter was) Rädhä. Then she thought to herself: ‘How stupid we

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are – Govinda is sending our enemies on abhisära, how clever He is.
How we could not understand His cleverness?!”
There is another aspect to this subject: Padmä tells Lalitä: “sakhi,
we always have to keep our sakhé Candrävalé alive with kåñëa kathä.”
Viçäkhä says: “sakhi, how fortunate you are. And how unfortunate
we are! Why? Sakhi, where is such fortune for us? Why, what hap-
pened? You are doing kértana and peacefully sit down to listen to
the same, but when our sakhé hears the name of Kåñëa she faints of
separation. Padmä then challenges Viçäkhä: “Sakhi we have so much
misery.” Viçäkhä: “What kind of misery?” Padmä: “Sakhi, what can
we do? Look, our sakhé is constantly being dressed and ornament-
ed.” That means that she is constantly united with Kåñëa, Her dress
and ornaments are wrecked by Kåñëa each time and each time we
must dress and ornament Her again. Then Viçäkhä says: “Sakhi,
you have all kinds of problems, and we have only one.” “What is
that?” “One elephant that enjoys in the Kälindé is giving us trouble
day and night.” This means: you are dakñiëä and naive and therefore
easy to get, but our sakhé is hard to get. He does not get Her, there-
fore He is losing sleep.” Lalitä says: “Viçäkhike! I have forgotten
another very miserable thing.” Viçäkhä says: “Yes, I remember. We
constantly have to put lac on Rädhäräëé’s footsoles. After that She
is constantly mäniné, so Kåñëa sprinkles Her feet with His tears, so
that the footlac melts off and we have to apply it again.” Viçäkhä
says: “Lalite, you don’t know. Govinda’s head is not beautiful with
lac. Govinda’s head looks beautiful with öhäkuräl (divine playful-
ness). This is called pride, garvam äcakñate darpaà vihärotkarña sücakam
(Ujjvala Nélamaëi) Wherever there is an indication of superiority in
enjoyment, there will be pride. The heart will blossom, due to Räd-
häräëé’s superiority. So when Kåñëa gives up everything and comes
to Rädhäräëé’s kunja, leaving Candravali’s kunja. Now He is making
jokes and speaks sweet words. The kiìkaré’s heart is filled with pride
over Éçvaré’s rise to prominence. The kiìkaré then takes Him to the
kunja of Rädhäräëé, who is eager to meet Him. “Where have You
gone?” “Shall I speak the truth?” “Yes, speak the truth.” “Look,

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Your hero, in condition of separation, had lost the way to Your
kunja and was just wandering around. That is how I found Him.”
Aha, Éçvaré’s mind melts. What a service the kinkaré renders! Then
Çré-Çré Rädhä-Mädhava’s sweet meeting takes place. Through the
holes of the kunja Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé, as Tulasé Maï-
jaré, witnesses the wonderful sweetness of this kunja-meeting. Then
the transcendental vision vanishes and Çrépäda weeps and prays for
another vision as this. We are thus relishing Çréla Raghunätha däsa
Gosvämé’s ‘Viläpa Kusumäïjali’, which is one of the stavas in his
Stavävalé.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 74 th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 9, 1999
 verse 75

samantäd unmatta bhramara-kula jhaìkära nikarair

lasat padma stomair api vihaga rävair api param
sakhévåndaiù svéyaiù sarasi madhure präëapatinä
kadä drakñyämas te çaçimukhi navaà keli nivaham

samantäd - all around; unmatta - intoxicated; bhramara - bees; kula -

host; jhaìkära - buzzing; nikaraiù - with an abundance; lasat - beauti-
ful; padma - lotus; stomaiù - with many; api - even; vihaga - birds; rävaiù
- with chirping; api - even; param - greatly; sakhé - girlfriends; svéyaiù -
with your own; våndaiù - with groups; sarasi - in the lake; madhure - in
the sweet; präëa-patinä - with the Lord of Your heart; kadä - when;
drakñyämä - we will see; te - Your; çaçimukhi - moonfaced girl; navaà -
new; keli - play; nivaham - multitude

O Çaçimukhi (moon-faced girl)! When will we witness

Your ever-fresh water sports with the Lord of Your heart
and Your friends all together in Your own sweet lake,
which is filled with many lotus flowers and surrounded by
singing birds and humming bees?

In this 75th verse of his Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stava, Çréla Raghunätha

Däsa Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas, who are the
most intimate associates of Çré Caitanya Mahäprabhu, the sancti-
fier of the Kali age, submits this lamentation at the lotus feet of
his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying: samantäd unmatta bhramaraku-
la jhaìkära nikarair lasat padma stomair api vihaga rävair api param sa-
khévåndaiù svéyaiù sarasi madhure präëapatinä kadä drakñyämas te çaçimukhi
navaà keli nivaham - lasat padma stomaiù - “O Çaçimukhi (moon-faced
girl)! When will we witness Your ever-fresh water sports with the
Lord of Your heart and Your friends all together in Your own
sweet lake, which is filled with many lotus flowers and surrounded
by singing birds and humming bees?” Swarms of intoxicated bees

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are attracted to the forest of lotus flowers, flying around in all
directions, humming. The bees hum and vihaga rävair api, the birds
sing, in this sweet lake of Yours, Çré Rädhäkuëòa – when can I
thus witness Your water sports with Your sakhés and Your präëa-
pati Govinda?”
In this verse Çrépäda Gosvämécaraëa prays for the vision of the
watersports of Rädhäräëé with Her sakhés and the Lord of Her life
Çré Çyämasundara in Çré Rädhäkuëòa. He prays for the vision of
this water play by saying drakñäma, which is in plural case. “When
will we see?” Who (plural)? He can desire to see it alone also? No.
Not alone. He will take us all along and show us all, hence drakñä-
ma. This is why the Gosvämés descended from the (eternal) kunja
with Mahäprabhu, in this Gaura lélä. Gaurahari has descended as a
devotee, taking this huge storehouse of Rädhäräëé’s feelings along:

apäraà kasyäpi praëayi jana-våndasya kutuké

rasa stomaà håtvä madhuram upabhoktuà kam api yaù
rucià svam ävavre dyutim iha tadéyäà prakaöayan
sa devaç caitanyäkåtir atitaräà naù kåpayatu

(Rüpa Gosvämé’s 2nd Caitanyäñöakam, 3)

“Being curious to relish all the limitless rasa of love of one

of His beloveds (in Vraja, Çré Rädhä) Kåñëa stole Her
lustre and covered His own (blackish) splendor with it,
revealing this new golden lustre to everyone. Let this Lord
Caitanya show us His great mercy!”

He (Kåñëa) still had three desires left after relishing the mellows
of Rädhäräëé in Våndävana. kaichana rädhä premä (how is Rädhä’s
love), kaichana mora madhurimä (how does She relish My sweetness),
and kaichana bhäve tiho bhor (how is She absorbed in that feeling?).
What did He do to relish these three items? rasa stomaà håtvä, He
took away the huge storehouse of rasa. Not only did He take the

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storehouse of rasa – rucià svam ävavre, He covered over His own
complexion, and tadéyäà, He covered over His own black complex-
ion with the golden complexion of Rädhäräëé. Why did He do
like that? To relish it Himself and to give it all the people of the
world. He accepted the mood of a devotee and Her luster. Mukhya
kärya hoy rädhä-premera äsvädana; änuñaìge premamoy koilo tribhuvana
(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.120): Mahäprabhu’s main mis-
sion was to relish the mellows of Rädhä’s love, and concomitantly
He filled the world with prema. Hence Çré Rüpa Gosvämé prays: naù
kåpayatu, may He bestow His grace on us all. Not just kåpä, but
atitaram, great mercy. What is that great mercy? He has stolen the
storehouse of kunja rasa and come here, relishing this storehouse of
rasa in the form of Rädhä’s manjaré. This is called atitaraà naù kåpa-
yatu. One may then ask: “Is this actually written anywhere?” Kavi
Karnapura mentions it (in the final act of his Caitanya Candrodaya
Näöakam, ed.), when Advaita Äcärya relished the profuse mellows
of Våndävana’s pastimes. Çréman Mahäprabhu told Him:
våndäraëyäntarasthaù sarasa vilasitenätmanäm ätmänam uccaiù: “O äcärya!
I’m always absorbed in My blissful luscious pastimes in Våndäva-
na”, and: våndäraëyaika niñöhän svaruci sama tanün kärayiñyämi yusmän: “I
will give you bodies that are exclusively fixed in Våndävana and
that are endowed with a luster equal to Mine.” ityeväs te’vaçiñöam
“This is My only remaining duty, and I will perform that. Some
will be in dasya rasa, some in sakhya rasa, some in vätsalya rasa, some
are associates in Våndävana, some are associates in Dvärakä, some
are associates of the Räma-avatära, and others of Nåsimha – I will
abandon none of them. I will take all of them to Çré Våndävana
and let them relish the great ecstatic mellows of Vraja.” He uses
the word våndävanäsangina, I will make you all attached to Våndäva-
na. In particular He means the sweet and luscious mood of the
manjaré, but says so in a hidden way.
(One may ask:) If there were no manjari bhäva, then what is the
loss? Våndävana is already there, with its friendly and parental loves.
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not given madhura bhäva, but only däsya, sakhya and vätsalya, it would
be incomplete. Therefore when He says våndävanäsanginä He means
maïjaré bhäva. “I will grant you all attachment to this.” Is there any-
thing left then? Advaita Äcärya replied: “Prabho, nijecchayä” “As You
wish. Take us wherever You want. However, Prabhu, I have one
prayer and that is that this most astonishing Gaura-lélä that you
made us relish will never be forgotten but will be eternally rel-
ished.” Öhäkura Mahaçaya clearly said: Hethä gauracandra päbo sethä räd-
hä-kåñëa (“Here I will get Gauracandra, and there Rädhä-Kåñëa”). The
äcäryas thus thought: “This is my aspiration.” (Mahäprabhu said:)
“Go, give all those who seek My shelter the mellows of Våndävana
and bless them by preaching manjari bhäva.” This is why all the äcär-
yas give maïjaré bhäva. Here and there they spoke about däsya, sakhya
and vätsalya. Let them do. They have written down their transcen-
dental loving lamentations and since they accept everyone and
anyone, we take shelter of their lotus feet. Çréla Öhäkura Mahäçaya
said: Vrajapura vanitära carana äçraya sära, koro mon ekänti koriyä: “O
mind, take exclusive shelter of the women of Vraja.” As long as the
sädhaka cannot bring his awareness of the siddha svarupa he has re-
ceived from the Guru to himself, exclusive shelter is not possible.
Who are here exactly these women of Vraja? Öhäkura Mahäçaya
makes that clear also: çré rüpa maïjari sära, çré rati manjaré ära, labanga
maïjaré manjuläli; These are the six Gosvämés. Çré rasa maïjaré sange, kas-
turikä ädi range, prema sevä kore kutühole. (“I will eagerly and joyfully render
service with Çré Rasa Manjaré, Kasturi Manjaré and others.”) E sabära
anugä hoiyä, prema sevä nibo cäiyä, “This service must be rendered in alle-
giance to them and on their orders.” Ingite bujhibo saba käje. Rüpe guëe
òagamagi, sadä hobo anurägé, vasati koribo sakhé mäjhe. “I will understand all
my duties on their indications. (Since the manjaré-body consists of
anuräga.) I will always be passionately attached and absorbed in their
forms and attributes. Thus I will reside amongst the sakhés.”

våndävane dui jana, catur dike sakhégaëa,

somoy bujhibo rasa sukhe

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 sakhéra ingita hobe, cämara òuläbo kobe,
tämbüla yogäbo cändamukhe

(Prema-bhakti-candrikä, 54)

“The two of Våndävana (Rädhä-Kåñëa) are surrounded

by Their girlfriends. Understanding the right time and
receiving hints from the sakhés I will wave the fan and offer
betel leaves to Their moonlike faces.”

This is the beloved topic of the Gosvämés. Hence it is said here:

“When will I see Your wonderful water sports in Çré Rädhäkuëòa?”
How is that Rädhäkuëòa? He is describing the form of Rädhäkuëòa,
saying madhure sarasi, sweet lake. Madhura means astonishing, beauti-
ful, but the mahäjanas say no, madhura rasamaya.

donhära ujjvala madhura ye rasa varna viparyay kori

bhakte sukha dite rahasya sahite äche ‘sara’ näma dhori

“The ujjvala madhura rasa (brilliant sweet mellows) of Rädhä

and Kåñëa, when reversing the syllables (ra-sa into sa-ra)
becomes sara, or lake. This secret gives joy to the devotees.”

e käraëa bhakta ‘sara’ kori vyakta, se rase koriyä snäna

kåñëera kåpäy rädhä sama prema läbha kore bhägyavän

“For this reason the devotees reveal the word sara (lake),
and then when they bathe in this rasa (sara) they will be so
fortunate to attain a prema equal to that of Rädhä’s, by
Kåñëa’s grace.”

Is it actually possible to attain a prema equal to that of Rädhäräëé’s?

Her prema is unique in scale, no one else has it. Here rädhä sama does
not mean in quantity, but in quality. It means that Çré Kåñëa will

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give the bathers the prema of Rädhäräëé’s maidservants. In what are
they less then? The equality is not in quantity but in relish.

rädhära svarüpa kåñëa prema kalpa latä;

sakhégaëa hon tära pallava puspa pätä
kåñëa lélämåte yadi latäke sincoy
nija seka haite pallavädyer koöi sukha hoy

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.209-210)

“Rädhä’s real, intrinsic form is that of a wish-yielding creeper

of love for Kåñëa, while Her girlfriends are the sprouts,
flowers and leaves of that creeper. When this vine is sprin-
kled with the nectar of Kåñëa’s pastimes, this delights the
leaves and flowers millions of times more than if they were
themselves sprinkled.”

Where is there any space left? Rädhäräëé already gives Him every-
thing. She relishes it Herself, and the sakhés and manjarés that sur-
render to Her lotus feet relish everything. She is such an embodi-
ment of compassion. Hence the kuëòa’s sweetness cannot possibly
be disconnected from Rädhäräëé’s rasa svarüpa, and it is for this
reason that Kaviräja Gosvämé has said:

kuëòera mädhuré yeno rädhä madhurima

kuëòera mahima yeno rädhära mahimä

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 18.11)

“The sweetness of the kuëòa is like the sweetness of Rädhä,

and the glory of the kuëòa is like the glory of Rädhä.”

By bathing in this kuëòa the love of Rädhäräëé is attained. Çréla Rag-

hunätha däsa Gosvämé is Rädhäkuëòa’s mantra drañöa åñi (a sage who is

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a seer and thus authoritative). Just as the åñis attain siddhi by practising
their individual mantras and thus get spontaneous revelations of their
inner meanings, similarly Çréla Raghunatha däsa Gosvämé is Räd-
häkuëòa’s mantra drañöa. The glory of Rädhäkuëòa, the relish of Rad-
häkuëòa, the gift of Rädhäkuëòa, all is visible to him. Hence he writes
in the Rädhäkuëòästakam (5): api jana iha kaçcid yasya sevä prasädaiù; praëaya
suralatä syät tasya goñöhendra sünoù. What means api jana? It means any
human being. If any human being renders any service to Rädhäkuëòa,
by bathing there, circumambulating it, offering prostrated obeisanc-
es, living there, the wish-yielding vine of his love for Çré Nandanan-
dana will sprout concomitantly. It will grow by being sprinkled with
Rädhäkuëòa water – no, no! Rädhäkuëòa will bestow the grace and
he who sprinkles (the vine of love) will make it sprout; hence it is said
api jana iha. Rädhäkuëòa is as kind as Rädhäräëé, planting the seed of
love for Kåñëa in the ground of the heart of anyone who serves it. It
sprouts at once as it is sprinkled and concomitantly fructifies. It has a
siddha béja (perfect seed), that becomes siddha (accomplished, grown
up) through the use of many ingredients. You plant it in the earth
and sprinkle it and it will sprout from the seed, you will see it grow,
unfurl and fructify. Pick it, prepare it, offer it and eat it. Siddha béja
(perfect seed) and siddha sincana (perfect sprinkling) concurrently. Sapa-
di kila mad éçä däsya puñpa prasasya: sapadi (simultaneously) the flower of
the service of my Sväminé will blossom. The wish-yielding vine of
love for Kåñëa will bear the flower of service to Rädhäräëé. This
means a dual worship of Rädhä and Kåñëa.
Tad api surabhi rädhäkuëòam eväçrayo me “May that very surabhi or that
self-glorious Rädhäkuëòa be my only shelter.” Such glory cannot
be found anywhere. If Çré Rädhäkuëòa is so kind to accept me then
its shelter will be achieved. Hence he says: “Let Rädhäkuëòa be my
sole shelter” This is his prayer. Hence it is called madhura sarasi: its
sweet glories are enormous. The same for its beauty and sweetness.
About this Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé says: lasat padma stomair
api, “where it is full of lotus flowers.” On one side is a cluster of
blue lotus flowers, on another side a cluster of golden lotus flow-

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ers, on another side a cluster of red lotus flowers and on another
side a cluster of white lotus flowers. There are huge amounts of
lotus flowers blooming there. And samantäd unmatta bhramara kula
jhankära nikaraiù, in all directions the bumblebees are buzzing like
mad, attracted to the scent of the lotus flowers, eager to relish their
honey. And vihaga rävair api, the kuëòa is not just resounding with
buzzing bumblebees but also with chirping birds. But we cannot
see any of this. We only see this empty lake. Apräkåta vastu nahe präkå-
ta gocara: It is a transcendental thing, not a sensual thing.
Our Gosvämés have seen it and described it. Nowadays scientists
map the universe and use huge lenses for that. Similarly the Gosvämés
use the spectacles of prema through which they can see the details of
this place. Hence one day Rädhäräëé appeared in a sphürti or tran-
scendental vision and said: “Raghunätha, you only want My service.
Why? I Myself am also a maidservant, of Govinda, so why don’t you
ask for Govinda’s service? You only pray for My service, ‘give me
Your service, give me Your service’. Are you using your buddhi (intelli-
gence, insight, wisdom)?” Çré Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé replies: “Éç-
varé, here I have placed my buddhi (attention, conclusion):

yadä tava sarovaraà sarasa bhåìga saìghollasat

saroruha kulojjvalaà madhura väri sampüritam

(Viläpa Kusumäïjali, 15)

“When I saw Your lake, filled with sweet water, its buzz-
ing bees and its abundance of lotus flowers.”

Sphuöat sarasijäksi: He also perceives léläs, through which Rädhäräëé’s

eyes have turned red. He nayana yugma säkñäd vabhau: He did not just
say: “I have seen this”, no, he said: “When this sweetness of Your
lake was directly manifest before my eyes.” That means that only if
the kuëòa is kind enough to reveal its true form then one can see it.
It is out of love for the devotee. Tadaiva mama lälasäjani tavaiva däsye

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rase: “From that day onwards. O Våndävananeçvaré, the greed for
Your devotional service has arisen.” Tomära däsya rasa vinu anya nahi
cai, svapna-o more mone anya väïchä näi: “I want nothing else but the
flavours of Your devotional service, in my heart there is no other
desire, not even in dreams.” This is the result of beholding the
sweetness of Your lake. The physical eyes do not show such tran-
scendental things. Çréla Jéva Gosvämé calls this dåçyamäna prakäça,
this is what we can see when we get here. This has no connection
with the revelation of the sandhini çakti (transcendental environ-
ment-potency). (The Upaniñads ask themselves:) Sa bhagavaù kasmin
pratiñöhitä? “Where is this Bhagavan established?” Answer: sve mahim-
ni, “In His own glory.” That means in the vessel of His sandhiné çakti.
If that vessel was not manifest, then how could sages covet to go to
the spiritual world? Why would persons like Brahmä, the creator of
the world, pray for becoming a speck of dust of the feet of any
insignifant creature here, if the manifestation of the sandhini çakti of
this eternal transcendental abode were not here? Hence Çrépäda
Kaviräja Gosvämé-caraëa says:

sarvopari çré goloka vrajaloka dhäma,

çvetadvépa çré gokula våndävana näma
brahmäëòe prakäça tära kåñëera icchäy

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 5.17 & 19)

“Above all there is Çré Goloka, Vrajaloka-dhäma also known

as Çvetadvépa, Çré Gokula or Våndävana. By Kåñëa’s wish
this abode is manifest in the material universe.”

Ekai svarüpa tära nähi dui käy “It is one abode, not two.” It has no
relation to the earth, although it is situated on earth. It has assumed
a terrestrial form for our sake. Hence there are the kunjas of the eight
sakhés on all sides, the Padma Mandir (lotus temple on the northern
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Çyämakuëòa. What a wonderful beauty there is at Rädhäkuëòa! Then
there are lotus flowers all around, and in the middle of the kuëòa
there is the extraordinary kunja of Ananga Manjari – all this beauty is
visible. It will be visible when anuräga is filling the eyes. It is there.
Compare it with actors playing Räma and Rävaëa, wearing masks.
People know they are wearing masks; one actor is Räma for the
public as long as he wears his mask, but when he drops his mask he
is whoever he is. Similarly the Gosvämés say: “Don’t believe what
you see as you see it now. Remember that it is a mask – when the
mask falls off you know what it is. Ordinary viewers only see the
mask. How wonderful is Rädhäräëé’s sweetness, and Çré Gosvämépä-
da has darçana of this in the sphurti (transcendental vision).
How do these water sports take place? He says param and nava.
Param means the best and nava means ever-fresh. Playing all the time,
Rädhä and Kåñëa come here and with Their girlfriends, sakhévåndaiù
svéyaiù – how intimate this place is! When they play in the water of
Yamunä after the Räsa-dance, then so many other gopés were there,
not here. Here She is playing with Her own sakhés – ”Come come O
Präëanätha, let us play a little in the water!” Präëapatinä, with the
Lord of Her heart. Why not with the Lord of Her body? The word
präëapati is used to show that His lotus feet are Her everything.

präëanätha! ki är bolibo ämi?

jévane marane, janame janame,
präëanätha hoio tumi.

“O Lord of My life! What more can I say? In life or death,

birth after birth, You are the Lord of My life! My body,
My home, My wealth, it is Yours forever.”

tomära caraëe, ämära paräëe,

bändhilo premera phäìsi,
sab samarpiyä, ek mon hoyä
niçcoy hoiläm däsé.

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 “I have tied My life airs to Your lotus feet with the noose
of love. I have offered My mind to You exclusively and
become determined to be Your maidservant.”

baìdhu! çiçukäla hoite, mäyera sohäge,

sohäginé boòo ämi
sakhé-gaëa mäne, jévana adhika,
paräëa baìdhuyä tumi

“O friend! From My childhood I have been My mother’s

dearmost beloved and I consider My girlfriends to be like
My very life, but You are the friend of My life-airs.”

These are Rädhäräëé’s words. Now She performs watersports with

the Lord of Her heart. For these water sports the water at some
places is ankle-deep, at some places knee-deep, at some places waist-
deep, at some places up to the chest and at some places as deep as
the entire body. The sakhés who go into the water are very scared
and shy. The kinkarés render service and view, they do not personally
participate in the water sports. Rädhäräëé and Her sakhés do par-
ticipate. That means, (at first) not many of them. Many are just
standing on the shore, scared. Kåñëa tells them: “Come, come into
the water, but they bashfully stand there, so He sprinkles them
with water, saying: “Come, come!” Kundalatä is there, Dhaniñöhä is
there, Nändémukhé is there as the referees, judging whatever every-
one is doing. What game will be played? Accha, let first Rädhä and
Kåñëa’s water-battle take place! One stake will be there – the stake
of drinking the lip-nectar of the other. Whoever loses must give it
to the winner. Now Govinda says: “All right, I agree. Rädhe! You
also agree?” Rädhä says yes, but thinks to Herself: “Actually when I
win I lose and when I lose I also lose. But now I made My decision,
there’s no way out anymore.”
The sakhés dress Rädhäräëé especially for the water sports, with a
thin white säré, instead of Her usual blue säré. Çyämasundara says:

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“Rädhe, You first splash Me with water. Splash, splash!” How
wonderfully Her bangles jingle! After all, She is nicely stirring up
the water! “Splash!” Kåñëa says, and puffs up His chest, which is
like a huge mirror of sapphires, to catch the blows. “Splash!” Räd-
häräëé splashes some water, and the sakhés encourage Her. Sakhé vinä ei
léla pusti nähi hoy – “Without the sakhés these pastimes cannot be nour-
ished.” (Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.203) “Go on! Splash more!
Can’t You handle Him or so?” Rädhäräëé splashes as She can. Çré
Kavi Karnapura says: “So much water!” Saçlathi bhagavati vanamälä,
Kåñëa’s garland of forest flowers has broken and fallen off. Hära
yañöir apatat suviçälä His large necklace has also broken and fallen off.
Only one item did not admit defeat – kaustubhaù paribhavaà sa viñehe
The Kaustubha gem did not yield to defeat. No matter how much
water Radhäräëé splashed, it continued to shimmer. How much
can a tender girl do? She tells Her sakhés: “Sakhis, I cannot go on
anymore. Shall I go (yield) then?” “Yes, go now.” Preyasé vadana eva
saharñaù, maïju vavarña (With a joyful expression on His face Kåñëa
showers His sweetheart’s face with a wonderful torrent of water).
Rädhäräëé’s beloved Lord of Her life showers Her on the eyes, on
the breasts, anywhere on the body. He is an expert archer, but the
sakhés don’t understand that. Preyasi vadana saharñaù: He showers His
sweetheart’s face with water, so it comes in Her eyes also. This
expert hero pelts Her so expertly, aiming downwards (towards Her
eyes). Can She shield Herself against that? When Rädhäräëé show-
ers Kåñëa then can He shield Himself? There is no shelter when
You are in a kuëòa. So Kåñëa looks at Rädhä’s face, and what does
He see? Tears (chokher jala can also mean ‘water in the eyes’ in general).
The sakhés say: “Hey! Don’t splash Her in the eyes! Has our Éçvaré
splashed You in the eyes or so? Why do You splash Her in the
eyes? It will give Her trouble!” [Kåñëa replies:] “Look, if a hero is
told during a battle not to shoot somebody down, will he listen?
He won’t.” So He continues to bombard Her eyes with water.
What does Rädhäräëé do? She stands and tolerates it. What else
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She can also not refrain from looking at such a beautiful hero.
Sometimes She covers Her eyes from the water that Kåñëa splashes,
and sometimes She peeps if He is still pelting Her or not. And just
as She peeps Kåñëa pelts Her. Who can tolerate that? Éçvaré be-
comes agitated and backs away. Kåñëa exclaims: “Here, I won! I
won!” Chant: Çyäma Jaya!” But no one chants: “Çyäma has won!”
If, on the other hand, Rädhäräëé had won, then all the kuëòa-crea-
tures, even the birds, would have chanted ‘Rädhe Jay Rädhe Jay!’
“Now I have won, now everything is quiet, no one is praising My
victory. Chant: “Çyäma jaya!” It does not come to anyone’s mouth;
they cannot say it. “Rädhe Jaya Rädhe Jaya!” [Kåñëa says to Räd-
häräëé:] “But I am the victorious hero, I will not let You go!” Now
behold Rädhäräëé’s mood! Çyäma says: “Give me the wager!” She
weeps and laughs at the same time - how sweet is Her mood! There
is also disrespect – this is an amorous expression called helä. This
mood is expressed through the eyes. How much Govinda relishes
to see these eyes, even more than when He actually unites with Her.
Now the sakhés are surrounding them, so there will be some shyness.
Kinkaré Tulasé witnesses these amazing water sports, hence she
says: “Ah! param çreñöham! These are the greatest!” She saw it before,
and will see it again, so she says: nava nava, it is ever-fresh. This is a
çåìgära bhäva, outwardly there is aversion, but inwardly there is de-
sire. Her bhäva is in the eyes. Externally She says: “Don’t touch
Me!”, but inwardly She asks: “Won’t You touch Me?” The sakhés
surround them on all sides, as Kåñëa says: “Give, give Me the wager!”
But as She goes to pay the wager, She shyly turns Her face away
from Kåñëa, who feels great bliss when beholding the beauty of
Her cheeks. How beautiful is Her lotus-face, aha! Tulasé calls Her
moon-faced girl; even the moon is defeated in beauty by this moon
– how many hundreds of moods this face is revealing! The sakhés
relish it, the manjaris relish it and so does Präëapati Govinda. First
He beholds the beauty of Her cheeks, then He goes up to Her to
take the wager. After He took His wager, the sakhés tell Kåñëa: “Fin-
ished now – Look, we told You not to splash water into Her eyes.

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But You splashed Her eyes with water anyway. She is a simple girl;
She plays with everyone.”
How does Govinda react? He forcibly charges, enters the cage of
the lotus-like gopés’ arrow-like glances and begins to drink their nec-
tar. Then He takes off all their jewelled ornaments, that jingle as
the doe-eyes gopés loudly cry. Some cry: “My necklace is gone!”, an-
other one exclaims “My medal is gone!”, and another one says:
“My waistbells are gone!”, others cry of pain when their bangles
and other ornaments are forcibly taken off. And how wonderful
the sweetness of all those sakhés that flee in all directions! When
their in-and out-going breath swells, their sweetness is revealed and
the mellows of that sweetness are relished. This reveals rüpa mädhuré,
or sweet beauty. After that (Rädhäräëé says): “Wait wait! You want
to play with water? Just wait! When they calm down they will all
splash water on You!” So all the sakhés begin to splash Him with
water. They all gang up on Govinda to splash Him. Govinda gets
mad and says: “Rädhe! I am defeated, defeated, spare Me, spare Me
- victory is Yours!” Then everyone chants ‘Jaya Jaya!”
Gosvämépäda says: “Rädhäräëé smirks slightly and sweetly in such
a way that when the loser sees that smile He goes up to Her to
touch Her. Rädhäräëé dives away; where is She going? When every-
one is making a tumult, the birds join in and bees are also buzzing.
Tulasé watches. [sakhés:] “Now see what You’ve done! Where is our
sakhé? Go and search for Her!” [Kåñëa:] “Allright wait, I’ll bring Her
out.” He looks around but He cannot find Her anywhere. What
has Rädhäräëé done? She has gone to a cluster of golden lotus
flowers, hiding in a place where Her golden lotus face merges with
the golden lotus flowers present there. Kåñëa cannot find Her there,
but as He searches He sees bees buzzing around somewhere in a
swarm, because Her face smells better than millions of lotus flow-
ers. They are flying around there, so there must be something there.
As soon as He caught Her, He told Her: “Look, I told You I was
going to catch You! But if I hide You won’t be able to catch Me!”
Rädhäräëé said: “Who said that? I will get You out – just hide

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Yourself!” [Kåñëa:] “I will not hide Myself like You did. I will hide
Myself like none of you could. You can even surround Me on all
sides and I will hide Myself. Make three or four circles, with many
sakhés. I will hide Myself in such a way that no one can find Me.
Take a bet? O sakhés! Wait! Make one circle, two circles, three circles.
All right?” In the middle are Rädhäräëé and Govinda. [Rädhäräëé
says:] “There is not much room to move. He can of course dive
away between your legs – so no one will give Him an escape route,
huh?” (sakhés:) “No, I won’t give Him.” So they stand side-by-side as
close to each other as they can. “Ready? One, two - three... Where
has He gone, diving underwater?” Now Rädhäräëé will suffer.
“Sakhés, tell Me, did You catch Him? He must be suffering! Fie! We
just came here to play a simple game. Come here everyone!” All the
sakhés gather to join Rädhäräëé, who asks them: “Tell Me, did anyone
let Him escape? Alas! How unlucky I am! How did He escape? Search
and find Him!” They search through Rädhäkuëòa, but cannot find
Him. Meanwhile Kåñëa has hidden Himself in a cluster of blue lotus
flowers since His face and entire body resemble blue lotus flowers.
Rädhäräëé sees a tree on the bank of the kuëòa, whose branches hang
into the water of the kuëòa. On that branch there is a monkey staring
in a particular way. “Just see! I caught You one time, now You should
go and search Me out! It’s a draw.” Kåñëa cries out “halä halä Rädhe
Rädhe! Save Me!” It’s a draw. He can’t say anything else.
Kåñëa then takes Rädhäräëé into the deep water and floats with
Her there as She holds Him around the neck. Gosvämépäda, in his
form of Tulasé Maïjaré sees Kåñëa swimming and Rädhäräëé, be-
coming afraid, catching hold of Him and swimming along with Him.
Tiho kåñëa kaëöha dhori, bhäse jaler upori, gajotkhäte jaiche kamalini (Caitanya
Caritämåta, Antya-lélä, 18.89) “Holding Kåñëa’s neck, Rädhä floats upon
the water like a lotus flower plucked by an elephant.” How blissful is
Rädhäkunòa then, carrying its own mistress on its surface along with
Çyämasundara. Hence its waves are billowing. Thus it is said madhure
sarasi, a wonderful water sport in the sweet lake of Rädhäkuëòa. Thus
comes the end to these water sports, jala yuddha, jala keli, jala bihär.

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 After this everyone comes out of the water; the maïjarés dry off
Çré-Çré Rädhä-Mädhava and Their sakhés and massage them with
oil. Then they are bathed, dressed and ornamented. After this tran-
scendental vision ceases Çréla Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé will get a
divine vision of Rädhäräëé’s dressing and ornamentation in the
next verse. We will discuss that tomorrow. Çrépäda Gosvämécaraëa’s
vision of the watersports ends here and he prays: “Alas! Éçvari!
Çaçimukhi! When will I be so fortunate to witness Your water-
sports with the Lord of Your Life along with the wonderful sweet-
ness of the kuëòa?” Sré Gosvämépäda floats on the wave of prayer
into the kingdom of pastimes. Tomorrow we will relish the next
prayer. Today the discourse on Çré Viläpa Kusumanjali thus ends.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 75th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 10, 1999
 verse 76

sarovara lasat taöe madhupa guïji kuïjäntare

sphuöat kusuma saìkule vividha puñpa saìghair mudä
ariñöajayinä kadä tava varoru bhüñävidhir
vidhäsyata iha priyaà mama sukhäbdhim ätanvatä

sarovara - lake; lasat - beautiful; taöe - on the bank; madhupa - bee; guïji
- humming; kuïja - grove; antare - inside; sphuöat - blooming; kusuma -
flower; saìkule - multitude; vividha - various kinds; puñpa - flowers;
saìghaiù - with a multitude; mudä - blissfully; ariñöa-jayinä - by the
victor over Ariñöa; kadä - when; tava - Your; vara uru - excellent thighs;
bhüñä - ornaments; vidhiù - by means of; vidhäsyata - will be done; iha -
here; priyaà - beloved; mama - my; sukha - bliss; abdhim - ocean; ätanvata
- expanding

O Varoru (nicely thighed girl)! When will the ocean of

my bliss expand when I see You being decorated with
flowers by joyful Kåñëa, the victor over Ariñöäsura, in a
grove with many blooming flowers and humming bees on
the beautiful bank of Your lake?

In this 76th verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stotra, Çréla Rag-
hunätha däsa Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas,
who are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Caitanya
Mahäprabhu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits this lamenta-
tion at the lotus feet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying:
sarovara lasat taöe madhupa guïji kuïjäntare sphuöat kusuma saëkule vividha
puñpa saìghair mudä; ariñöajayinä kadä tava varoru bhüñävidhir vidhäsyata
iha priyaà mama sukhäbdhim ätanvatä – “O nicely thighed One! Çré
Rädhike! This lake of Yours, Çré Çré Rädhäkuëòa, has a very beau-
tiful shore. On that beautiful shore of Çré Rädhäkuëòa are vari-
ous blossoming flowers. In the kunjas on this shore are various
flowers, surrounded by various humming bees. In such a kunja Ar-

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iñöajayi, Çré Çré Çyämasundara, the victor over Ariñöäsura, will ex-
pand the ocean of my delight by adorning You in an amazing
dress with various flowers. When will I be so fortunate to float
on a wave of bliss by witnessing this?
Çrépäda Gosvämécaraëa had attained the divine vision of Çré-
Çré Rädhä-Kåñëa’s water-sports in Çré Rädhäkuëòa, and after that
vision subsided he loudly lamented and prayed at the feet of his
beloved deity. Thus it continues sequentially. Even in his säd-
hakäveça (absorption in his external devotee-body) there is a deep
resonance of his svarüpäveça (absorption in his internal spiritual
body). He thinks of himself as one of Rädhäräëé’s personal maid-
servants. He does not think: “I am Raghunätha däsa Gosvämé.”
One day he was absorbed in his sädhakäveça in a wonderful way,
along with a resonance of his svarüpäveça. Such is the natural con-
dition of someone serving Rädhäräëé. This worship and this feel-
ing is so sweet, it cannot be found anywhere in the world. His
svarüpäveça is present within his sädhakäveça. At that time the sädha-
ka is wonderfully blooming (rejoicing, growing) in his sädhana.
For instance Öhäkura Mahäçaya prayed:

hä hä prabhu koro kåpä karunär sägar;

michä mäyä jäle tanu dohiche ämär

“O Lord, ocean of mercy! My body is scorching in the

false network of illusion!”

Which body is this? This is the sädhaka body – the manjari body can-
not scorch in the net of mäyä. This body is not a mundane body, it is
a body of love, but he says so out of humility. Then he says:

kobe heno daçä hobe sakhé saìga päbo

våndävane phula gänthi dohäke poräbo
sammukhe bosiyä kobe cämara òhuläbo
aguru candana gandha doha ange dibo

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 “When will I attain such a condition that I can attain the
company of the sakhés and pick flowers in Våndävana to
adorn Them (Rädhä-Kåñëa) with? When will I stand be-
fore Them and fan them with a whisk, or anoint Their
bodies with fragrant aguru and candana?” Is this spoken in
bodily consciousness? Still, he has commenced this prayer
in bodily absorption. It shows that within this bodily con-
sciousness is the resonance of his svarüpäveça.

sakhéra äjïäya kobe tämbüla jogäbo

sindüra tilaka kobe doëhäke poräbo
viläsa kautuka keli dekhibo nayane
candramukha nirakhibo bosäye simhäsane

“When will I, on the order of the sakhés, offer pän to Räd-

hä and Kåñëa, adorn Them with tilaka of sindüra and be-
hold the fun of Their pastimes with my own eyes? When
will I behold Their moon-like faces and seat Them on a
lion-throne?”

All this takes place in svarüpäveça. In this way the mind naturally
wants the service of Rädhä. Gosvämépäda’s mind is not elsewhere.
It is as if Rädhäräëé sits within his mind. She always sits in his
mind. In the Bhägavata it is seen that if the mind is pure it will
not leave the lotus feet of Kåñëa. Dhautätma puruñaù kåñëa päda mülam
na muïcati; mukta sarva parikleçaù pänthaù sva çaraëaà yathä (Bhägavata.
2.8.6) The Bhägavata gives this example: “That man whose mind
has become immaculate, pure, that mind can never leave the lotus
feet of Kåñëa.” How does that take place? The Bhägavata gives
this example: mukta sarva parikleçaù pänthaù sva çaraëaà yathä It is like
a traveller who finally reaches his destination after a long and
harrowing journey – when he reaches his destination he does not
wish to leave his blissful abode anymore. Similarly when the con-
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desert of the material world, in 8,400,000 species of life, get even
a little relish of or realisation about Govinda’s lotus feet by the
grace of Guru and Vaiñëavas, then they will not leave the lotus
feet of Govinda anymore. A beautiful example was given here. But
apart from the question of leaving Govinda’s lotus feet there is
the question of madness. The shelter of Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet
maddens the heart. About that sweetness Gosvämépäda has said:
yan mädhuri divya sudhä rasäbdheù småteù kaëenäpyati lolitätmä (Vraja
Viläsa Stava, 3) “My heart has become very restless.” Why? “The
sweetness of Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet is like a boundless ocean. The
memory of just a single drop of this sweetness has made my mind
mad with greed.” Now greed is one thing and fulfillment is an-
other. All is attained in the service of Rädhä. The mind becomes
centered around Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet in sädhaka daçä (the condi-
tion of a devotee in practise). Thus Çré Prabodhänanda Saras-
vatépäda has prayed:

rädhä näma sudhä rasa rasayituà jihväs tu me vihvala

pädau tat padakäìkitäsu caratä våndäöavé véthiñu
tat karmaiva karaù karotu hådayaà tasyäù padaà dhyäyataù

(Rädhä Rasa Sudhänidhi , 142)

“O my tongue! Always relish the mellows of Rädhä-näma,

and become overwhelmed by this relish! O my feet! Wan-
der around in this Våndävana! And if you wander like
that, then remember that here Rädhäräëé enjoys! All these
places are Her playgrounds, filled with Her footdust –
tat padäìkitäsu caratä – let your mind be absorbed in look-
ing at the wonderful marks on Rädhäräëé’s footsoles
while wandering around in Våndävana. Päda tat
padakäìkitäsu caratä våndäöavé – O my heart! Meditate on
Her lotus feet, and tat karmaiva karaù karotu hådayaà – O
hands! Perform Her works!”

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So if you serve Her thus, are you then serving Govinda or not? Then
he says: Tad bhävotsavataù paraà bhavatu me tat präëanäthe ratiù “Govinda
is the Lord of Rädhä’s heart, therefore if my heart and mind take
exclusive shelter of Rädhä, then they are directly engaged in Govin-
da’s service.” That is the best service to Govinda’s lotus feet, as is
mentioned here, param. Why? A bhävotsava will come, not directly.
May a festival of love for Govinda appear in my heart, through
Rädhä’s heart. This is param çreñtham (the best). The word bhävotsava
means manjaré bhäva. They are direct embodiments of Çré Çré Räd-
häräëé’s feelings. With this aspiration the Gosvämés pray for this.
Çrépäda Däsa Gosvämé is himself in the kingdom of mahäbhäva; in
this kuïja he is Tulasé Maïjaré. Therefore there is a wonderful relish in
the constant succession of meeting and separation, which contrasts
itself like darkness and light. Weeping and weeping he attains yet
another transcendental vision (sphürti). Rädhäräëé has now bathed,
the water sports are over, and now another bath is given. This is when
the kinkarés come in to serve. As long as the water-sports continue they
simply view, and when the water sports are over and Rädhä-Mädhava
and Their girlfriends return to the shore, they massage them with oils
and powder (udvartana), bathe them and dry their bodies off with fine
towels. Then they squeeze the water out of their hair, dry their hair
and dress them in pure clean clothes. After this Çré-Çré Rädhä-Mäd-
hava enter into a kuïja, while the sakhés go elsewhere. Çré-Çré Rädhä-
Mädhava enter the kuïja with Çré Rüpa Maïjaré and Çré Tulasé Maï-
jaré. Çré Govinda will dress and ornament Çré Rädhä. The sakhés all
know this, so they also don’t go there. They remain in other kuïjas.
The kiìkarés are there, entering the kuïja with them. There is a jewelled
dais there where they seat Govinda with Rädhäräëé. How astonishing
is the beauty of that kuïja! Gosvämépäda says: “This is lasat taöe – the
shore of this lake is extremely beautiful, covered by trees and vines.
How enchanting is its beauty with wish-yielding trees and vines. This
kuïja is made in such a way that it is covered and shaded by wish-
yielding trees and vines, with loads and loads of blossoming flowers.
Here it is said sphuöat kusuma sankule, many blossoming flowers. The kuïja

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is filled with the fragrance of lots and lots of Mälati, Mallikä and
other flowers. Inside the kuïja the bees are humming, relishing the
taste of flower after flower. Govinda seats Éçvaré and stands in front of
Her. Rädhäräëé then tells everyone: “Who will dress Me today?” Some-
times the sakhés do it, sometimes the maidservants do it, and sometimes
Kåñëa Himself is doing it. On Rädhäräëé’s request, Govinda says: “Then
I will do it – order Me.” Through Her order She gives Herself away –
“Accha, then You do it.” As soon as Rädhäräëé gives the word, the
maidservants go out to pick flowers. They gather and bring the flow-
ers for a floral dress and ornamentation. Vividha puñpa saìghaiù What
bliss! They will adorn Rädhäräëé!
We know that rasa is the worshipable and bhäva is the worship-
per, but not here. Here bhäva is the worshipped and rasa the wor-
shipper. When the devotee loves the Lord, the devotee serves the
Lord, and when the Lord loves the devotee, then He will also serve
the devotee. In the Gétä the Lord says: ye yathä mäà prapadyante taàs
tathaiva bhajämyaham “In whatever way a surrendered soul worships
Me, I will worship him similarly in return.” What is this bhajana?
The commentators says: bhajana phalaà dadämi – “I will give the fruits
of bhajana.” He will fulfill the desires of the devotees according to
their individual liking. That is His bhajana. But Våndävana is the
kingdom of rasa. There His pals massage His feet and He does
likewise. As His pals carry Him on their shoulders, so He does it
with them. He eats the remnants of the fruits they have eaten. In
this case it is precisely ye yathä mäà prapadyante taàs tathaiva bhajämi.
He accepts the bondage of His mother, thus fulfilling her desires.
The Vraja-gopikäs are above them all. They cannot be compared
with anyone. Kåñëa could not reciprocate with their bhajana:

kåñëera pratijïa ek äche pürva hoite

ye yaiche bhaje kåñëa täte bhaje taiche
kintu se pratijïa bhanga hoilo gopéra bhajane

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 4.177 & 179)

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 “Previously Kåñëa had made a promise that He would
worship His devotees in proportion to their worship of
Him. However, the gopés’ worship caused Him to break
that promise.”

Tähäte pramäëa kåñëera çré mukha vacane – “That is proven by the words
from Kåñëa’s divine mouth.” In the Räsa-night He told the gopés :
na päraye’ham niravadya samyujyam sva sädhu kåtya vibudhäyuñäpi vaù
(Bhägavata 10.32.22) “I don’t have the power to fulfill My debt to
You. If I would try to clear My debt to you for millions of ages,
using the lifespan of a demigod like Brahmä, I would not make it.
Do you know why? You are constantly engaged and in the process
you have given up your ties with your husbands and relatives, which
are like shackles that are hard to give up. I am not able to worship
like that. And what if I worshipped you by giving up My mother,
father and relatives, then would I be a renunciant like you? Never.
These pativratäs (women dedicated to their husbands) gave up their
husbands to worship Govinda, how can I do that? Yä mäbhajan du-
rjaya geha çåìkhaläù samvåçca tad vaù pratiyätu sädhunä. “This is Your
naturally perfect vow.” Çré Rädhäräëé stands above all. Kåñëa per-
sonally worships Her.
Rädhä is now the worshipable one. She sits a little higher on
the jewelled throne, while the worshipper (Kåñëa) sits in front of
Her pedestal, personally fashioning floral ornaments for Her. He
takes the measure, ornamenting Her by touching Her. Not only
çåìgära (ornamentation), Kåñëa is çåìgära rasa Himself, offering Her
çåìgära (ornamentation) with His çåìgära rasa (erotic mellow) touch.
Unprecedented çåìgära sevä. The kinkaré floats in an ocean of bliss,
saying: “When will the ocean of my transcendental bliss increase
when You engage in the service of my Éçvaré by dressing Her?” Iha
priyaà mama sukhäbdhim ätanvata ariñöa-jayina – ätanvata means to ex-
pand. Their bliss is so great, what is this bliss like? What kind of
bliss do they want? Gopés don’t want their own happiness. The
Gosvämés say:

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 ätma sukha duùka gopéder nähiko vicära
kåñëa sukha hetu ceñöa mano vyavahära
kåñëa lägi är sab kori parityäga
kåñëa sukha hetu kore çuddha anuräga

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 4.174-175)

”The gopés don’t consider their own happiness or distress.

Their thoughts and activities are all for Kåñëa’s happiness.
For Kåñëa’s sake they give up everything else. Their pure
attachment to Kåñëa is only for His happiness.”

How are then the waves on the ocean of their ecstasy swelling? It is
not that they don’t get what they don’t want. They don’t want it;
however, when they find that Kåñëa becomes happy from their serv-
ice, they themselves become many times more happy within their hearts.

ämära darçane kåñëa päy eto sukha

ei sukhe gopéra praphulla aìga mukha
kåñëa çobhä dekhi gopé çobhä bärhe joto
gopé çobhä dekhe kåñëa çobhä bärhe toto

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 4.191-192)

“Kåñëa is so happy to see me – this happiness causes the

gopés bodies and faces to blossom. When the gopés see Kåñëa’s
beauty their beauty increases as much as Kåñëa’s beauty
increases when He sees the gopés’ beauty.”

Therefore there is great bliss, this is ätanvata, increasing. It is an

expanding ocean of transcendental bliss. This is the gopés’ bliss, and
the sakhés’ happiness takes place when they can unite Rädhä and
Kåñëa. They do not desire their own happiness, they never desire
their personal meeting with Kåñëa.

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 sakhéra svabhäva ekti akathya kathana
nija saha kåñëa milanera nähi sakhér man
rädhä saha çré kåñëera milana koräy
ätma kåñëa sange hoite koöi sukh päya

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.207 & 213)

“The nature of the sakhés is indescribable; they do not care

for their personal meeting with Kåñëa. They make Rädhä
meet with Çré Kåñëa instead; they feel millions of times
more happiness in that than when they personally meet
with Him.”

This is the nature of the sakhés – but what is the joy of the maid-
servants? The joy of the maidservants is: “When I can see the glory
of my Éçvaré, then the ocean of my transcendental bliss will swell.”
The word ariñöajayi is mentioned – such a great hero! But even He
cannot control Himself. When He measures the floral ornaments
He touches Her limbs and trembles. It is the service of the em-
bodiment of devotional love. Why the memory of Ariñöäsura sud-
denly arises here? It is because the kuëòa appeared after the killing of
the Ariñöa-demon. Varäha Puräëa describes it. When the Varäha Puräëa
describes the parikramä of Giriräja, it is written –

gaìgäyaç cottaraà gatvä deva-devasya cakriëaù

ariñöena samaà yatra mahad yuddhaà pravartitam

When Kåñëa was enjoying His pastimes here, the Ariñöa-demon

came. At that time north of the (Mänasa) Gaìgä there was no
manifestation of Rädhäkuëòa and Çyämakuëòa. Just as all the
eternal pastimes have a gradual unfolding (in the prakaöa lélä), so
there is also an appearance pastime for the eternally manifest Çré
Rädhäkuëòa. So there was a huge battle between Cakri (Kåñëa)
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ghätayitvä tatas tasminn ariñöaà våñarüpiëam He easily killed the de-
mon Ariñöa here. Oho! Now I have killed a cow! Therefore kopena
pärñëighätena mahyäs térthaà prakalpitam, He created a holy place. A
sin was committed, a cow was killed, so He forcefully struck a
hole in the ground with His left heel. He then brought the water
of the Pätäla Gangä, and called all the other holy waters. Thus
Govinda created a huge holy pond, bringing all the holy waters
here. Tatra rädhä samäçliñya kåñëam akliñöa käriëam How happy Räd-
häräëé was when Kåñëa brought all the holy waters here for Her
and Her sakhés! Rädhäräëé then understood that Kåñna was akliñöa
käriëam, He who can perform extraordinary duties. She then em-
braced Kåñëa and sva nämnä viditaà kuëòaà kåtaà tértham adürataù,
created a lake not far from His lake, west of it, and named it after
Herself, Çré-Çré Rädhäkuëòa – rädhäkuëòam iti khyätaà sarva päpaha-
raà çubham – the holy name of Rädhäkuëòa is auspicious and de-
stroys all sins. In his 20-verse commentary on this, Çré Viçvanätha
Cakravartépäda has described the appearance of Rädhäkuëòa and
Çyämakuëòa using parihäsa rasa, the transcendental mellow of hu-
mour. Hence the demon Ariñöa is remembered here. Another rea-
son can be found within the kuïja – what a great hero He is! But
here He is subdued.
Rädhäräëé sits down and places Her feet on the pädapéöha (ped-
estal), while Kåñëa stands between Her knees and arranges Her
dress with flowers. He constantly gives the touch of rasa, and Çré
Rädhäräëé accepts it. He hangs thin garlands on Her, strung of
flowers with an astonishing fragrance. Five-fold and seven-fold
strings are used, only the knot has not yet been bound, so He
shows Her: “Just see how the garland has become.” Rädhäräëé
smiles somewhat, and says: “Very nice. All right, put it on.” As
He puts it on Rädhäräëé says: “On this side you must tie the
knot!” Kåñëa: “If I have to tie the knot here, then I have to keep
My face here.”
Sukhäbdhim ätanvatä: How much bliss the maidservants feel! If Kåñëa
puts His face there, then it is like kuvalaya cäìd milalo ek öhäm (A meet-

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ing of a blue lotus with the moon in one place). Where can you see
that? In parakéya bhäva. Normally the moon and the lotus can not be
seen together, this is extremely rare. But now the blue lotus (Kåñëa’s
face) is seen next to the moon (Rädhikä’s face). There’s no bounds
to the bliss!
Rädhäräëé asks Tulasé: “Are you just standing there? Aren’t you
doing anything?” The maidservant says with a hint: “You have
found an amazing dresser now. Do we have to render dressing serv-
ice even now? Let the ocean of our bliss simply expand now.” Su-
khäbdhim ätanvatä. They do not love their own happiness. They are
happy when they can accept the precious service of Rädhäräëé.
When they serve Virahiné Rädhäräëé they will do so with the
wonderful touch of this rasa – they will accept it. This is not for
the sakhés but for the kinkarés. This is the great gift of Mahäprabhu –
they will accept that service, standing there – aha, what service!
Now when Kåñëa ties the knot the blue lotus meets with the
moon, so His hands tremble. One string has broken. “Just see what
You’ve done – one string has broken!” “Wait.” Seeing Kåñëa stand-
ing there in between Rädhäräëé’s thighs, absorbed in stringing the
garlands. Now it is fitting properly. Kåñëa is fully enjoying within
Preyasé (Rädhä)’s shackles. Tulasé calls Her Varoru, She who has
the greatest thighs. What wonderful service of Çyämasundara. When
Rädhä smiles at Him like this He drops one knot. Where have
Çyämasundara’s heart and mind gone while relishing these mellows?
Hence Her name is Rädhä.

kåñëa väïcha pürti rüpa kore ärädhane

ataeva rädhikä näma puräëe väkhäne

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Ädi-lélä, 4.87)

“She worships Kåñna by fulfilling His desires, hence the

Puräëas celebrate Her name as Rädhikä.” There are so many
kinds of worship, but there is no rasika worshipper like Her.”

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When Kåñëa ties the knot as He makes Her garland for Her chest,
the garland broke. “Wait, I will put it on again.” All the time
Kåñëa stands there. Tulasé addresses Sväminé as ‘he varoru!’ Only
He (Kåñëa) could decorate You like this. Therefore just wait; just
let the ocean of our bliss expand now. How? Iha mama priyaà - this
service is dear to me. Why is this service so dear? This is the serv-
ice of Rädhäräëé, thus it is the service of bhäva itself. When it is
the service of bhäva, when Kåñëa renders service to Rädhäräëé, then
the maïjarés can’t see any way of doing that service themselves.
(When Kåñëa serves Rädhä, that shows the glory of Rädhä and
Her bhäva to the utmost. The maïjarés thus aid in Rädhä’s glorifi-
cation by abstaining from assistance. ed.) Remember this. As Kåñëa
decorates Rädhäräëé Her face begins to glow just like a golden
lotus flower.
Then Tulasé thinks: “She is of such a golden complexion, that
if I place a spot of musk there it will look just like a blackbee
reclining on a golden lotus flower. That will look so beautiful.”
So she brings musk in a cup, but before she places the drop of
musk Rädhäräëé looks up and smells the scent of musk. As soon as
She smells the musk She remembers Çyäma’s bodily fragrance. She
looks all around – now how can Tulasé serve? She addresses Her:
kadä te måga çäväkñi cibuke måganäbhinä; bindum ulläsayiñyämi mukundämoda
mandire (“O doe-eyed girl, when can I place a drop of musk on
Your chin, that is the temple of bliss for Mukunda?” Viläpa Ku-
sumäïjali 39) Tulasé says: “O look here, that is musk! Not Him – He
for whom You are restlessly looking around, O doe-eyed one, has
not come yet; this is musk.” Can you imagine how She feels when
She hears “He has not come”? The maidservant understands it all,
so she says: “Well, He has not come, but He will have to come.
Look, that spot of musk that I just placed on Your chin, You
know what that is like? Mukundämoda mandire – this is Mukunda’s
temple of bliss! This I will serve.”
Rädhäräëé’s service is not whimsical – it is service on order. Mahäb-
häva personified will accept it.

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 premera svarüpa deha prema vibhävita
kåñëera preyasé çreñöhä jagate vidita

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.162)

“Her body is the innate form of prema and consists of

nothing but prema; thus She is world famous as Kåñëa’s
dearmost beloved.”

Mahäbhävojjvala cintä-ratnodbhävita vigraham (Premämbhoja Marandäkhya Sta-

varäja, Raghunätha Däsa Gosvämé). Mahäbhäva cintämaëi rädhära svar-
üpa (Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.164) – “Rädhä’s body con-
sists of the wish-yielding gem of mahäbhäva.” Therefore wherever is
the summit of bhäva it is called mahäbhäva. Such a great ocean of
bhäva is being preached here. Tulasé says: “Look here, this chin of
Yours is the temple of bliss for Mukunda.” She looks, what she
wants to say? Why a temple of bliss? It is His abode, will He allow
Himself to be evicted by an intruder? No, rather He will become
jealous. He is black, the spot of musk is also black. He will throw
that other black one out and occupy it with His own blackness.
Mukundämoda mandire bindumulläsayiñyämi – “Thus I will delight the
temple of Mukunda’s joy with a dot.” Why should we dress You?
We dress You when or because He has dishevelled Your dress.
When will He dishevel Your dress, thus making our dressing-serv-
ice useful? When He sees the temple (of Your chin) is open He
wants to upset it. That’s why He’s going there. One black one
(Çyäma) will snatch away another black one (the dot), floating in
an ocean of unprecedented bliss. He will give the colour of His lips
– utkhädirena nava candra viräjitena rägena te vara sudhädhara bimba yugme
“Look, I will place this khadir-lipstick on Your lips. Do You know
what Your lips are like?” Rädhäräëé says: “Well, what are they like?”
Tulasé: “Like solid nectar, Your lips are like nectar.” Rädhäräëé
says: “Nectar – lips are not liquid things, then why do you call
them nectar?” Tulasé: “I called them solid nectar, superexcellent

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nectar, this wonderful nectar I will color with this khadir-ointment.”
She puts it on. Rädhäräëé says: “Orey! I am saying: “These lips are
already wonderfully colored, why put more color on them then?”
Tulasé: “The color of Your lips is solid, it will not go off, and
what I am placing is liquid, that will go off. That red color I am
giving will look beautiful on a black place. Daàçaà vidhäsyati haöhät
kim u kåñëa kéraù “You know what Your lips are like? They are like a
couple of Bimba-cherries. A parrot will suddenly come and bite
them. Haöhät here means spontaneously, certainly, even if He is not
told to. Rädhäräëé shakes Her head and protests: “No, no, no!”,
but now Her ‘nos’ are swallowed by ‘yes’es. Hence it is said that
surely a black parrot will bite these Bimba-lips.
When will we be that fortunate that we can see the dressing of
Rädhäräëé and taste the full savour of this service? All these services
are learned and remembered. When the kiìkaré renders service like
this she will remind Rädhäräëé of all these pastimes. In this way
She is comforted. She will put eyeliner on Her eyes and will ex-
plain it as follows: “Look at this eyeliner. Through it I will wor-
ship the deity of Your eyes.” Speaking like this, she renders her
service. Dresses and ornaments are dresses and ornaments, but these
dresses and ornaments are oceans of mahäbhäva. When they are
brought in such a condition She is really dressed and ornamented.
When Tulasé puts the eyeliner on, she explains it as follows: “Just
look at the deity of Your eyes. Isn’t a deity to be worshipped? Do
You know with what I will serve them? With käjala (eyeliner). Not
käjala, but garala (poison). Poison that maddens the Kåñëa-elephant.
When Rädhäräëé sees Kåñëa moving along from Her moontower
(candraçälikä), during the uttara goñöha time (when Kåñëa returns from
the meadows with His cows in the afternoon, ed.) He looks all
around – ‘Where is Rädhäräëé?’ and suddenly sees Her. First She
doesn’t see Him, then She sees Him. Just as He goes, He looks at
Her. Their eyes meet and simultaneously Rädhäräëé pulls Her veil
over Her head. She is shy. Then She slightly drops Her veil, think-
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However, Her sakhés and Her superiors are there, so She casts a
brief glance. Yat pränta deça lava leça vighürëitena The slightest side-
long glance from these eyes baddhaù kñanät bhavati kåñëa-karéndra uccaiù,
will tightly bind the Kåñëa elephant-king, and He won’t be able
to move anymore. Then she looks at Rädhäräëé’s face once more –
tat khaïjaréöa-jayi netra-yugaà kadäyaà – Your eyes defeat the restless-
ness of the wagtail birds. I will place eyeliner on these two eyes.
When will that good fortune be mine that I can serve You in this
way. When He looks even a little then She is endowed with hu-
mility, joy and bashfulness. Therefore, how beautiful and charm-
ing are these glances! Çyämasundara relishes this beauty. Then the
sakhäs take Kåñëa along and the sakhés take Rädhäräëé, who suffers
the pangs of separation from Kåñëa, along. The whole night They
will relish the memory of this eye-meeting, as in pürva räga (first
attraction). If They do not get this meeting They would suffer so
much. Now They can meditate on this. Such an extraordinary in-
gredient of worship is Çré Rädhä. “I will worship this deity with
Your favorite ingredients- sampüjajiñyati janas tava kajjalena: This is
not püjä, this is samyak, complete worship. Whatever (make up)
Rädhäräëé wears on Her face is receiving this samyak or complete
worship from the kiìkaré. The service is not rendered with eyeliner,
the remnants of this eyeliner-ingredient will stick to Govinda’s
lips. This gives Him the relish of Her sweetness. What an extraor-
dinary service! Therefore we must render such service. Now we are
rendering this service, mama sukhäbdhim ätanvata (let the ocean of my
bliss expand, by witnessing Govinda’s service of You), no service is
as dear as this one. Now let the ocean of our bliss expand. When
can we see Him rendering this service to You?”
After this the transcendental vision ends. Gosvämépäda sees
Govinda personally dressing and ornamenting Rädhäräëé and prays
for the vision of this service. Thus he has one vision after the other
of such pastimes. Today is the ädhiväsa of Bäbä Mahäräja’s viraha
utsava, after ärati. Hence we have discussed Viläpa Kusumaïjali up to
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Vaiçäkha, so tomorrow there will be sankértana here, and by the
desire of some Vaiñëavas, since it is the first day of the (Bengali)
year, after one hour of kértana this Viläpa Kusumanjali-relish will be
continued, so tomorrow we will relish the explanation of the next
verse. Today the Viläpa Kusumäïjali discussion is completed.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 76th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 11, 1999
 verse 77

sphüta sväntaà kayäcit sarabhasam acireëärpyamäëair darodyan

nänä puñporu guïjä-phala nikara lasat keki-piïcha prapaïcaiù
sotkampaà racyamänaù kåta ruci hariëotphullam aìgaà vahantyäù
sväminyäù keçapäçaù kim u mama nayanänandam uccair vidhätä

sphéta - expanded; sväntaà - mind; kayäcit - by some (fem.); sarabhasam

- joyfully; acireëa - swiftly; arpyamäëaiù - being offered; dara - slightly;
udyat - blooming; nänä - various; puñpa - flowers; uru - great; guïjä phala
- guïjä-beads; nikara - amount; lasat - beautiful; keki - peacock; piïcha -
feather; prapaïcaiù - with multitudes; sa - with; utkampaà - shivering;
racyamänaù - created; kåta - done; ruci - nicely; hariëä - by Hari; utphul-
lam - with goosepimples; aìgaà - body; vahantyäù - carrying; sväminyäù
- of my mistress; keça - hair; päçaù - braid; kim u - whether; mama - my;
nayana - eyes; änandam - bliss; uccaiù - greatly; vidhätä - created.

Will the joy of my eyes increase when I see one maiden

swiftly and happily bringing various blooming flowers,
big guïjä-beads and peacockfeathers? While Hari makes
the braid of my Sväminé with this He shivers and Her
whole body blooms up with goosepimples!

In this 77th verse of his Çré-Çré Viläpa Kusumäïjali Stotra, Çréla Rag-
hunätha däsa Gosvämé, who is one of the six Gosvämé-äcäryas, who
are the most intimate associates of Çré Kåñëa Caitanya Mahaprab-
hu, the sanctifier of the Kali age, submits his heart’s lamentation at
the lotusfeet of his most beloved Çré Rädhäräëé, saying:

sphéta sväntaà kayäcit sarabhasam acirenärpyamänair darodyan

nänä puñporu guïjäphala nikara lasat keki piïcha prapaëcaiù

By some (kayäcit) eager manjaré. sphéta sväntam means a maïjaré who is

joyful at heart. sarabhasam means very quickly. darodyat means slightly

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blooming. Jäti, Yüthi and other flowers and uru guïjä phala which
means ‘large ripe guïjä beads’. keki piïcha prapanca means an abundance
of peacock feathers. sotkampaà racyamänaù kåta ruci hariëotphullam aìgaà
vahantyäù Çré Hari shivers of sättvika ecstasies when He winds Her
braid. tat käle phullam angam vahantyäù sväminyäù “When She is touched
by Çré Hari’s hand Sväminé Rädhäräëé’s body blooms, in other words
She gets goosepimples all over Her body. When I see my Sväminé
in this condition then kim u mama uccaiù nayanänanda vidhätä, will that
bring great bliss to my eyes? When will I become that fortunate?”
In a transcendental vision Çrépäda Gosvämicaraëa sees Rädhäräëé’s
braided hair. In the previous verse Çré Govinda decorated Räd-
häräëé with floral ornaments. Seeing Govinda’s expertise in dress-
ing, Her maidservant floated in oceans of transcendental bliss. su-
khäbdhim ätanvatä. There is no feeling and no language to describe
the bliss of Rädhä’s service – it is as boundless, deep and hard to
cross as an ocean, and always filled with different waves. Çrépäda
Gosvämicaraëa compares the bliss of Rädhä’s service with an ocean.
When Rädhä’s maidservant views the superiority of her Sväminé,
then her bliss is enormous, hard to comprehend and filled with
various billowing waves. Her fish-like eyes blissfully swim on the
various waves of the wonderful forms, attributes and pastimes of
Rädhä-Mädhava. The Gosvämés do not want to reveal it in one
way, but in many different ways. Çréla Prabodhänanda Sarasvatépä-
da said: “Rädhä’s service is a deep ocean of nectar-rasa. This service
of Rädhäräëé is as deep as an ocean, but then filled with the fla-
vours of nectar.” When nectar ever becomes rasa, then it gets more
and more relishable. At the final stage it becomes amåta or nectar.
When the relish of this nectar gives an astonishing full bliss, then
it is called rasa. This service of Rädhäräëé is filled with rasa.
This service of Rädhä is the great gift of Mahäprabhu. This is
practised, relished and preached by the Gosvämés. They relished it
and preached it as well. An ordinary human being can get some
relish. One may take shelter of rädhä däsya, but where is the bliss?
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experience due to its polluted state. Hence the Gosvämés say: “First
of all the sädhaka must learn to carry out his bhajana offenselessly, in
the company of sädhu and guru, and under their merciful shelter rel-
ish will come. For the relish of Rädhäräëé’s service is natural. It will
come slowly. When the heart is purified, then taste will come, at-
tachment will come, and then rati will come. After rati is achieved
rasa is experienced, and finally rasa is achieved ‘face-to-face’. This is
the philosophy of bhakti rasa. So here the Gosvämés consider rasa,
but the first consideration is purification of the heart.

bhakti nirdhüta doñänäà prasannojjvala cetasäà

çré bhägavata raktänäà rasikäsaìga raìginäà

bhakti nirdhüta doñänäà – this is the purifying process of sädhana, namely

hearing, chanting and associating with saints. These items purify
the heart and the sädhaka must beware that they are carried out in an
offenseless manner. As the heart gets purified, the heart will rejoice
and be illuminated by the pure mode of goodness, pure existence.
çré bhägavata raktänäà rasikäsaìga raìginäm. Attachment to the Bhägava-
ta can mean two things: Attachment to a great saint or to the scrip-
ture Çrémad Bhägavata. jévanébhüta govinda päda bhakti sukhäçriyäm: Devo-
tion to the feet of Govinda is a treasure of bliss, and this is the very
life of a devotee. premäntaraìga bhütäni kåtyänyevänutiñöhatäm The confi-
dential practise of prema, like our maïjaré bhäva sädhanä, is practised in
the company of like-minded devotees only. These rasika topics should
be heard. After that there is chanting, recollection and meditation.
All these items of worship must be practised in the company of
like-minded devotees. In this way the sädhaka will gradually ascend
to the kingdom of relish, and when some relish is attained, then
the own experience will attract one. This relish is so sweet that
Mahäprabhu Himself relished the mood of the maidservants after
relishing the prema rasa of Rädhäräëé. äpani kore äsvädane, çikhäilo bhak-
tagaëe. Did He teach the relish of Rädhä’s sweetness, or did He
teach the mood of the sakhés? Such is maïjaré bhäva. Hence Kaviräja

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Gosvämé said: He relished it. äpani kore äsvädane, çikhäilo bhaktagaëe, pre-
ma cintämaëir prabhu dhané (“the Lord relished it Himself, and taught
the devotees as well. He is the owner of the Cintamaëi-gem of
prema”). If He will not give it, then who will? He has come to give us
this. nähi jäne sthänästhäna, yäre täre koilo däna, mahäprabhu däné çiromaëi
(‘Not considering right or wrong place He gave it to anyone and
everyone. Mahäprabhu is the crown jewel of donors’). aiche gupta
bhäva sindhu, brahmä nä päy ek bindu, heno prema biläilo samsäre (“Such an
ocean of secret feelings, of which even Lord Brahmä cannot get a
drop, such prema He distributed to the world”). How will those
sädhakas from Mahaprabhu’s era that cannot understand this, learn
it? He relished it Himself, and the äcäryas taught it for Him.
In a transcendental vision Raghunätha, in the form of Tulasé
Maïjaré, relished how Rädhäräëé was dressed and ornamented
with flowers. Now Çré Çyämasundara will do Her hair. Éçvaré sits
down on a jewelled seat and Çyäma sits behind Her on His knees,
while the maidservant hands Him a golden comb. First She is
bathed, then the water is squeezed out of Her hair and it is dried
with fragrant fumes. She has a huge tress of curly hair, that reach-
es down to Her knees. Kåñëa sits behind Her and does Her hair.
How expertly He performs His service! Each hair is dearer to Him
than His life millions of times over. After all, these are not just
hairs. The mahäjanas say that when the feelings on Her mind are
sprinkled with the liquid of Her mädanäkhya mahäbhäva they come
out in the form of Her hair. They are black because of Her unin-
terrupted meditation on Kåñëa, who is also black, and they are
crooked just as Kåñëa is crooked. This is the actual status of Räd-
häräëé’s hair. This is why Govinda does Her hair. Each hair is just
like His life. How wonderful is His expertise in this service! The
maidservant watches how He serves. Rädhäräëé also looks. It is
Çyäma’s service. These hairs have taken shelter of Rädhäräëé’s lo-
tus feet – anyone who takes shelter of these feet is blessed. The
Mahäjanas say: Who is the birth place of love for Çré Kåñëa? rä-
dhikaika na cänya Rädhäräëé is kä kåñëasya praëaya janibhü çré rädhikaika

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na cänya. Who is the birth place of Kåñëa’s love? It is Çré Rädhikä
and no one else. Why?

jaihmyaà keçe dåçi taralatä niñöhuratvaà kuce’syä

väïchä pürtyai prabhavati sadämuñya rädhaiva nänyä

(Govinda Lélämåta 11.122)

Her hair is crooked, Her eyes are restless, and Her breasts are hard.
Now if one has these three qualities (crookedness, restlessness and
hardness) the Lord can not be worshipped. When there is crooked-
ness, bhajana can not be done. Honesty must be there. With restless-
ness instead of steadiness there is no bhajana and the same goes for
hardness instead of softness. But see, these three items did take shel-
ter of Rädhäräëé. Where is the crookedness? jaihmyaà keçe, in Her hair.
Where is the restlessness? dåçi taralatä, in Her glances, and: niñöhuratvaà
kuce’syä, there is hardness in the breasts. These three attributes have
become most dear to Kåñëa. This is the power of taking shelter of
Rädhäräëé’s lotus feet. Therefore this is the keça samskära (hair-deco-
ration) of Rädhäräëé, who gives boundless bliss to Kåñëa.
But there is one problem in this keça saàskära: Rädhäräëé cannot
see Kåñëa’s face, nor can Kåñëa see Rädhäräëé’s face. How can They
see? Her face is in front and His face is behind. Their hearts break
when They cannot see Each other’s faces. Still Kåñëa renders His
service to Her. How They suffer when They don’t see Each other’s
faces for one moment! How can Kåñëa then render this service?
Çyämasundara places a jewelled mirror in Rädhäräëé’s hand. “Look
at Your face. See how I made up Your hair.” She looks at the
jewelled mirror. Rädhä’s face blooms up and Kåñëa’s face also blooms
up. Rädhäräëé looks and Kåñëa also looks. When Rädhä sees Kåñëa
within the mirror She sees that His face merges with Hers. Then
Kåñëa thinks: “Perhaps I hurt Her”, and looks at Her face, asking
Her: “Did it hurt?” Rädhäräëé smiles and says: “No, it didn’t hurt.
You can do My hair.” Again He blissfully makes up Her hair.

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 Çré Rüpa Gosvämépäda once wrote:

veëé vyäläìganä phanä –

nava gorocanä gauréà pravarendévarämbaräm;
maëi stavaka vidyoti veëé vyäläìganä phaëäm

(Cäöu Puñpäïjali, 2)

“Your braid resembles the hood of a female snake and the jewels
on it.” Sanätana Gosvämé, believing that Rädhäräëé transcends all
objects of comparison, wondered what the purpose of this verse
could be. Çré Rüpa Gosvämé’s words describe the exact transcen-
dental vision of Rädhäräëé, still he worships She who is the vessel
of nectar by comparing Her to a vessel of poison (a snake)? Räd-
häräëé’s braided hair is a vessel of nectar, and now he says: veëé
vyäläìganä phanä? Çré Rüpa’s descriptions are all perfect visions at-
tained by Mahäprabhu’s grace. Rädhäräëé therefore granted him a
transcendental vision. One day (Sanätana) Gosvämépada saw that
some Vraja-gopés were taking water from a well in front of his kuöér.
He saw them from behind. A black snake was slithering up the
back of the oldest girl. “Oho!”, he thought, “this snake will swal-
low this girl!” Then he cried out: “O Läli, Läli! A snake, a snake!”
When he came running up to the girl he discovered that it was just
her braid. Thus he felt very embarrassed. In surprise the girl looked
at Sanätana Gosvämépada and said: “Bäbä kyä pägal ho geyä?” Bäbä
has gone mad perhaps? When Sanätana Gosvämé pondered the event
he could recognise the face of the girl. “This girl from Vraja I saw
was not an ordinary girl. What an amazing event.” Suddenly he
realised it was Éçvaré. Scorching. His feelings of separation were
scorching him. (Çré Rüpa Gosvämé further describes Rädhäräëé in
the rest of Cäöu Puñpäïjali –)

upamäna ghaöä mäna prahäri mukhamaëòaläm;

navendu nindi bhälodyat kasturé tilaka çriyam.

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 bhrü jitänaìga kodaëòäà lola nilälakävalém;
kajjalojjvalatä räjac cakoré cäru locanäm
tila puñpäbha näsägra viräjad vara mauktikäm
adharoddhuta bandhükäà kundäli bandhura dvijäm
saratna svarëa räjéva, karëikäkåta karëikäm
kasturé bindu cibukäà ratna graiveyakojjvaläm
divyäìgada pariñvaìga lasad bhuja måëälikäà
baläri ratna balaya kalälambi kalävikäm
ratnäìguréyakolläsi varäìguli karämbujäm
manohara mahä hära vihäri kuca kuömaläm
romäli bhujagé mürdhna ratnäbha taraläïcitäm
bali trayé latäbaddha kñéëa bhaìgura madhyamäm
maëi särasanädhära visphära çroëi rodhasam
hema rambhä madärambha stambhanoru yugäkåtim
jänu dyuti jita kñulla péta ratna samudgakäm
çaran néraja néräjya maïjéra viraëat padäm
räkendu koöi saundarya jaitra päda nakha dyutim
añöäbhiù sättvikair bhävair äkulé kåta vigrahäm
mukundäìga kåtäpaìgäm anaìgormi taraìgitäm

“The orb of Your lovely face levels the pride of all possible
objects of comparison, like the moon, lotus etc., and the
musk tilaka anointing Your brow decries the charm of the
crescent moon. Your curved eyebrows conquer Cupid’s bow
with wringlets of bluish-black hair above, and Your beauti-
ful glistening eyes, anointed with black cosmetic kajjal, re-
semble the spritely Cakora-birds. A lovely pearl gracefully
dangles from Your protruding, sesame-flower-like nose,
Your lower lip is luscious like the Bandhüka flower and
Your bright teeth resemble a row of white Kunda-flower
buds. From Your eyes dangle pendants formed of the coro-
la of the golden Räjéva-lotus, beset with costly gems; Your
chin is anointed with a musk beauty spot and a jewelled
Graiveya collier glistens on Your lovely neck. Your lotusstem-

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 like arms are adorned with brilliant armlets (on the upper
portion) and (Your wrists) with sweetly jingling sapphire-
studded bangles. The elegant fingers of Your lotus-hands
are adorned with finger rings, inset with rare jewels, and
You sport a lovely necklace upon Your bud-like breasts.
The centre-jewel on the necklace that adorns Your breast
resembles the gem-crested hood of a serpent; the said ser-
pent represented by the fine line of hairs on Your torso
(that arises from Your navel) and Your slender fragile belly
(burdened above by Your full breasts) has three delicate lines
that entwine like a creeping vine. Your broad hips are encir-
cled with a tinkling zone, beset with precious gems, and the
front portion of Your thighs levels the pride of the plan-
tain trunks. Your lovely knees rebuke the charm of yellow
jewel-caskets, and Your beautiful feet, adorned with tin-
kling anklets, are reverentially adored by the fresh autumn
lotus. The pleasing lustre of a crore of full moons is dimmed
by the brilliance of Your toe-nails, and becoming exceed-
ingly restless, Your limbs exhibit various displays of beati-
tude, eight in number (such as trembling, paralysis, tears etc.)
Glancing from the corner of Your eye at Mukunda’s beauti-
ful limbs, You are inundated by the surging waves of Cupid.

(Cäöu Puñpäïjali – 2-12)

This is the verbal form of Rädhäräëé that he (Çré Rüpa Gosvämé) has
written, starting with veëé vyäläìganä phaëä. This is not just a verbal
form—Rädhäräëé is directly present in it! What wonderful rasa!
Now Çré Çyämasundara makes up Her hair. This mahä-bhäva hair
– such änanda! After combing Her hair He will wind it in a braid.
But alas! He does not wind a braid, but places a crown instead –
doesn’t the crown belong to Kåñëa? Illusion (bewilderment) has
entered (the pastimes). When He sees the picture of the braid’s
sweetness He gets a feeling of bewilderment within, reversal has

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come – This is called prema viläsa vivarta, because peacock feathers
are mentioned in this verse. Are there normally any peacock feath-
ers in Rädhäräëé’s hair? Aren’t they Kåñëa’s fixed apparel? Where
will He place these peacock feathers in Her braid? Still peacock
feathers are mentioned here. Hence it is called prema viläsa vivarta.
There are three meanings to the word vivarta. The first is paripäka
(maturing), the second bhränti (delusion) and the third vaiparétya (re-
versal). These three meanings must be applied, it will not work if
one of them is missing. This is because one is the cause and the
other the symptom. This is the maturing or ripening of prema. As a
culmination of constant relishing of viläsa one ultimately merges
with it. When that absorbtion (merging) occurs, then prema be-
comes very deep within these amorous pastimes. When it becomes
deep, then delusion has come. When delusion comes, then reversal
comes. The male lover thinks himself the female lover, the female
lover thinks herself the male lover. In the Räsa-lélä Çré Çukadeva
also gave a hint: täni cüòayata käntäà. When all the gopés are searching
for Rädhä and Kåñëa, they are all saying: “Here They enjoyed”, and
“here They enjoyed”. The sakhés see Rädhä.
The Gosvämés explain that the sakhés see Rädhä from the closest
vantage point they reached. They see (assume) that He is doing and
cleaning Rädhä’s hair, so there Her hair has fallen. Here He extends
Priyatamä Rädhä’s hair. He sees it is allright. Govinda sits down and
tells Rädhäräëé to sit down. Then He starts doing Her hair. In this
way Their footprints are visible. Rädhä’s footprints were visible and
Kåñëa’s footprints were similarly visible. “Here Kåñëa did Her hair!”
After that they said: täni cuòayatä käntäm. Govinda placed a crown on
His lover Rädhäräëé’s head. Here He thought of Himself as Rädhä
and thought Rädhä to be Kåñëa. Therefore when Kåñëa dresses and
ornaments Rädhäräëé, then it is said that He puts a crown on Her.
So when He starts to put a crown on Her hair, then one kinkaré is
sphéta sväntaà kayäcit, blissful within the heart. What a wonderful lélä!
This is the topmost lélä, which all the sakhés and manjarés wish to see
and serve in. Hence kayäcit sphéta sväntaà, a kinkaré with big goosebumps

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of bliss on the skin sarabhasam acireëärpyamäëa is sitting quietly while
this pastime of Rädhä and Çyäma is going on. She sees that the crown
is put on with the mirror. The kinkaré does not delay, and to nourish
the pastime sarabhasam, quickly and joyfully brings ingredients like
half blossoming Mallika flowers, darodyat.
The crown is bound on Rädhäräëé’s head, tied on the back. But
during the binding of the crown there are half blooming jasmine
flowers and so on. No Jäti, Yüthi or other flowers. darodyat; They
bring ordinary flowers that spontaneously fall from the trees. It is
Våndävana, after all. There is no want of anything there. What
more does she bring? Big (uru) guïjä beads, and lasat keki pincha prapaï-
caiù, large, grown up peacock feathers. After all, when you make a
crown like Kåñëa’s you must tie peacock feathers on it also. cüòä-öi
bändhiya ucca, ke dilo mora puccha, are se ramaëé mana lobha [“Who has given this
feather, making My crown so high? Aha! This is really coveted by the women!”]. In
this way Kåñëa’s crown is placed. “Who has placed this crown on
Me, made of Mälati and Mallikä flowers?”, etc.
Both (Rädhä and Kåñëa) are sotkampam racyamänaà kåta ruci, shiv-
ering from Each other’s touch. Govinda shivers, being unsteady
and the braid is being made, racyamäna. It is not said that He is
making it. He is so bewildered by the beauty of the braid, it is as if
it constantly expands itself. This loving braid He is decorating in
such a way; in this way He is making the braid. Hence it is said here
racyamänaù, the braid is made by Kåñëa. Then there is the word kåta
ruci. What does that mean? kåtena veñöanena ruci manoharaà yathäsyät
tathä Kåñëa makes the garland that was strung surround Rädhä’s
braid. Thus it becomes wonderfully captivating. This hair decora-
tion is very astonishing. It is the decoration of prema, after all.
Here Rädhäräëé is utphullam aìgaà vahantyä, carrying a blossoming
body. Her body is studded with goosebumps. Seeing the wonderful
expertise in doing the hair, Çrépäda Raghunätha thus says sväminyäù,
my mistress Çré Rädhäräëé. In this transcendental vision he experi-
ences himself as a direct personal maidservant of Éçvaré and he per-
ceives Çyäma’s enthusiastic service. Just as in the previous verse Räd-

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häräëé was decorated with flowers, she has kept this service within
her heart and relishes the sweetness of each of these services. He
mentioned in the previous verse that an ocean of bliss is billowing
within his heart. Here he says: nayanänandam uccair vidhätä, this sweet
and beautiful braid is made by Hari with reversed feelings, which is
the summit of loving playfulness, and above that is the wonderful
sweetness of the hairs themselves, mama nayanänandam uccair vidhätä.
vidhätä means vidhäsyati. This braid is giving the greatest superexcellent
bliss to my eyes. Whether it delights his mind or his eyes he cannot
understand. The very embodiment of transcendental bliss and the
very embodiment of mahä bhäva are there before him. What sweetness!
Then there is the culmination of prema viläsa vivarta. Therefore this is
the summit of what the living entity is able to reach in this kingdom
of transcendental relish. paräkäñöhä sä parägatiù On the one hand Govinda
is the boundless ocean of transcendental bliss. His wonderful sweet-
ness resides in Våndävana. Then again that ocean has billowing waves
in the presence of Rädhäräëé.

rädhä saìge yadä bhäti tadä madana mohanaù;

anyathä viçva moho’pi svayaà madana mohitaù

(Govinda Lélämåta 8.32)

“When Kåñëa is with Rädhä He is Madana Mohana, the

enchanter of Cupid. However, when He is without Her,
He is Himself bewildered by Cupid, even though He cap-
tivates the whole universe Himself.”

coåi gopér manorathe, mana mathe mana mathe

näma dhare madana mohan.
jini panca çara darpa, svayam nava kandarpa,
räsa kore loiyä gopégaëa

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 21.107)

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 “Mounting the chariots of the gopés’ minds, He churns eve-
ryone’s mind. Hence He is known as Madana Mohan. He
defeats the pride of Cupid, who bears five arrows, and
becomes Himself a young Cupid, taking the gopés along for
the Räsa dance.”

Amongst the gopés Çré Rädhä Öhäkuräëé is the greatest, in beauty,

form, sweetness, everything.

yähara saundarya vanche satyabhämä;

yähär öhäi kalä vidyä çikhe vrajarämä.
yähär saubhägya vanche lakñmé pärvaté;
yära pativratä dharma vänche arundhaté.
yära sat guëa gaëer svayam kåñëa na pän pär;
tär guëa gaëibe kemon jéva chär?

(Caitanya Caritämåta, Madhya-lélä, 8.183-185)

“How can an ordinary living entity count the glories

of She Whose beauty is coveted by Satyabhämä, from
whom all the Vraja-gopés learn all arts and sciences,
whose fortune is coveted by Lakñmé and Pärvaté, whose
chastity is coveted by Arundhaté, and the host of
whose virtuous attributes cannot be grasped even by
Kåñëa Himself?”

How can an insignifant entity understand all this unless Rädhäräëé

bestows Her mercy on them? Nowadays Mahäprabhu is so kind to
give this topic, which is hard to attain even by Brahmä. Çré Gos-
vämépäda beholds the wonderful sweetness and beauty of Rädhäräëé.
Govinda relishes this and so does the maidservant.

gauräìge mradimä smita madhurimä neträïcale dräghimä

vakñoje garimä tathaiva tanimä madhye gatau mandimä

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 çroëyäà ca prathimä bhruvoù kuöilimä bimbädhare çoëimä
çré rädhe hådi te rasena jaòimä dhyäne’stu me gocaraù

(Rädhä Rasa Sudhänidhi, 75)

“O Çré Rädhe! May the softness of Your golden body, the sweet-
ness of Your smile – yaiche dadhi çikharita morica karpur; milita rasa mäläy
amåta madhura, [it is like adding black pepper, sugar and camphor to
curd; this mix creates a cream with the sweet flavour of nectar] he is
relishing the sweet rasa of Her smile, the wideness of Your eyes, the
volume of Your breasts, the thinness of Your waist, the slowness
of Your steps, the broadness of Your hips, the crookedness of
Your eyebrows, the redness of Your cherry-lips and the numbness
of Your rasika heart be manifest in my meditation.”
This is direct vision and it is relished simultaneously. gätre koöi
taòicchabi pravitatänandac chabi çré mukhe. [Her body shines like millions
of lightning strikes and Her face shows great joy – Rädhä-rasa-sud-
hänidhi, 99]. In this way Tulasé floats on a wonderful ocean of Räd-
hä’s sweet form. Now we are ending the relish of these topics, let
her relish the wonderful sweet mellows of Çré-Çré Rädhä-Çyämasun-
dara here. We need some time today for some retrospection on
Çré-Çré Kåñëa däsa Bäbäjé Mahäräja, in whose service and for whose
viraha-festival we have studied the siddhäntas of Viläpa Kusumäïjali until
now. We will now discuss in short his life story.

Thus ends Çré Ananta das Mahantaji’s päöha

on the 77th verse of Viläpa Kusumänjali
at Rädhakuëòa on April 12, 1999
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