arqimandriti rafaeli

(karelini)
karelini)

Soridan momdinare naTeli

sikvdilis xsovnaze,
RvTis mcnebebsa da morCilebaze,
aseve sulisTvis sasargeblo
sxva sakiTxebze

Tbilisi _ 2005
 ibeWdeba baTumisa da sxalTis
mTavarepiskoposis
mTavarepiskoposis
meufe dimitris (SiolaSvili)
locva-
locva-kurTxeviT

© arqimandriti rafaeli (karelini)

2005
© nino guliaSvili, Targmani
2005
© lela askurava, garekanis foto
2005
 winasityvaoba

„wina-
„wina-uc kacTa erT-
erT-gzis sikudili
da misa Semdgomad sasjeli“ (ebr.9,27)
„miiqceodes mtveri miwad, rogorc
iyo da suli daubrundebodes RmerTs
romelmac STabera“ (ekl. 12
12--7)
winamdebare wignSi avtori – arqimandriti rafaeli (karelini) Zalze sainteresod da
argumentirebulad gvixsnis, Tu raSi mdgomareobs adamianis amqveyniuri cxovrebis arsi da
ra aris misi arsebobis saboloo mizani. amave dros igi naTlad warmoaCens am arsisa da
miznis ganxorcielebis yvelaze damabrkolebel faqtors: adamiani sabediswero Secdomas
uSvebs, rodesac Tavis arsebobas oden amqveyniuri yofiT moiazrebs da mTel Tavis
yuradRebas mxolod miwier, xorciel cxovrebas uTmobs. wignis mTavar RerZs warmoadgens
Rrmad gaazrebuli xedva imisa, Tu ra kuTxiT unda uyuros adamianma wuTisofels: man
bednierebisa da mudmivad arsebobis Zebna am warmaval cxovrebaSi ar unda daiwyos im
imediT, rom dro mis xelTaa da yvelafers moawrebs. man unda icodes, rom Cveni saukuno
xvedri aq, miwaze wydeba da mas ara RmerTi, aramed Tavad Cven vwyvetT, Sinagani Tvali
maradisobas miapyros da sakuTar Tavs hkiTxos: nuTu SesaZlebelia, rom ase harmoniulad
mowyobili xiluli samyaro SemTxveviTobis Sedegi iyos, Cemi arseboba ki guliscemis
SewyvetasTan erTad samudamod Sewydes da ararsebobad iqces? RmerTi usasrulo sibrZnea,
gamouTqmeli, gonmiuwvdomeli siyvarulia. am siyvarulis gamo mas yoveli Cvenganis xsna
unda, man Tavisi brZnobiT icis, es ranairad miiRweva. amitom mcnebebi mogvca. maTi
Sesruleba adamians RmerTTan aerTebs. aseT SemTxvevaSi ki mas sikvdilis xsovna, mama
rafaelis sityviT, „Sav niRbad da yvelafris dasasrulad“ ki aRar moeCveneba, aramed
arsebobis mTavari miznis – ganRmrTobis erTaderT Tu ara, erT-erT aucilebel
saSualebad.
drosTan da sikvdilTan adamianis mimarTebis warmoCenasTan erTad wignSi ganxilulia
eklesiuri cxovrebis mTavari faqtorebi. axsnilia, Tu ras unda efuZnebodes morwmunis
sulieri cxovreba: man Tavisi guli vnebebisagan unda ganwmidos da qristianis umTavresi
movaleobis – locvis mniSvneloba gaiazros. wigni gajerebulia im azriT, rom amqveyniuri
cxovreba – es maradisobisaken mimavali gzaa da netari iqneba is, visTvisac am gzis
dasasruls ara jojoxeTis, aramed caTa sasufevelis kari gaixsneba. mxolod iq aris
adamianis bednieri, dausrulebeli samyofeli. es ki swored is ganZia, romelsac is
sikvdilis xsovniT, mcnebaTa SesrulebiT moipovebs. aRapyrobs ra gonebis Tvals xiluli
samyarodan uxilavisaken, qmnilebis silamazidan Semoqmedis silamazisaken, masTan
Tanamyofobis surviliT aRtyinebuls zecidan momdinare madli RvTisa guls gauTbobs da
gonebas gauciskrovnebs. maSin is aucileblad mixvdeba, Tu raSi mdgomareobs amqveyniuri
cxovrebis arsi da saboloo mizani.
demonuri Zalebi da maTi mokavSire wuTisofeli odiTgan iRwvian imisaTvis, rom
adamianma Tavisi Tavi „sxeulTan gaaigivos“ (arq.raf.) da amaqveynisa da misi mTavris (in.14
14-
14
30) Tayvanismcemeli gaxdes. es mcdeloba dRes gansakuTrebulad ikrebs Zalebs. kacobrioba
motyuebulia! „siyuaruli soflisa amis mteroba ars RmrTisa , aw ukue romelsa undes
megobar yofad amis soflisa, mterad RmerTsa aRudgebis“ (iak.44-4); „yoveli sofeli
borotsa zeda dgas“ (1.in 5-19). rac dro gadis, mociqulTa es mcnebebi sul ufro metad
eZleva daviwyebas, adamiani sul ufro metad iyvarebs wuTisofels, mas mieltvis,
umegobrdeba da Sxamiani sasmisis bolo wveTamde gamoclas lamobs. am avbediT da
gansacdelebiT aRsavse droSi es wigni swored rom sulze moswrebuli sulieri wamalia,
namdvili samagido wignia cxonebis moSurne qristianebisaTvis.
mkiTxvelo! Sen xelT gipyria wigni im avtorisa, romlis brwyinvale qadagebebsac didi
xania icnoben marTlmadidebel samyaroSi, kerZod saqarTveloSi, ruseTSi, bulgareTsa da
serbeTSi. Cvenis mxriv davamatebT, rom mis kalams agreTve ekuTvnis qadagebebi TiTqmis
yvela qarTveli wmidanis Sesaxeb da es qadagebebi iseTi siTboTi da siyvaruliT aris
aRvsili maTdami, ise naTladaa gaSuqebuli maTi Rvawli da gmiroba RmerTisa da
samSoblos winaSe, rom Cveni qveynis am Znelbedobis Jams qarTvel kacs sixaruliT guls
agiZgerebs, erTiorad aRganTebs RvTisa da samSoblos msaxurebisaTvis, Seni eris
wmidanebis aseTi xotba-SesxmisTvis RmerTs madlobas aRuvlen da ityvi: RmerTo! am
qadagebebis damwers mieci Zala da dRegrZeloba, rom kidev mravali aseTi qadagebiT
daatkbos da anugeSos Cveni gulebi.
imeds vitovebT, rom am qadagebebsac male vixilavT qarTul enaze wignad gamosuls
RvTis sadideblad da marTlmadidebelTa gasaxarad. amin!

mRvdeli irakli (WinWaraSvili)

(WinWaraSvili)
 kaci viTarca Tiva arian dReni misni
fs. 102, 15

drosa da
maradisobaze
 xorcni ese Cvenni miwani arian,
romelTa vapoxebT
vapoxebT da suli
udeb gviyofies da WeSmaritsa didebasa ara
veZiebT. xolo urgebTa didebaTaTvis
didebaTaTvis vzrunavT.

wm. ioane oqropiri

drois gamocana
SeuZlebelia drois gamocanis gamocnoba, magram Zveli berZnebi
cdilobdnen simboloTa da alegoriaTa meSveobiT rogorRac amoecnoT igi
da erTgvarad xelSesaxebi gaexadaT. drois erT-erTi aseTi saxea kronosi1,
mZvinvare da daundobeli, sakuTari Svilebis STanmTqmeli RvTaeba. dro
dReebsa da Rameebs Sobs: dReebs _ viTarca Zeebs, Rameebs _ viTarca
asulebs da imavwuTs uklebliv STanTqavs. saukuneebi da aTaswleulebi gau-
maZRari drois stomaqSi qrebian.
sparselebTan da midielebTan elinuri kronosis analogs drois RvTaeba
_ zervani2 warmoadgens. is mxecisTaviani, frTosani adamianis saxiTaa
cnobili. zervani burTze dgas, xelSi kverTxi uWiravs. mogorave burTi
drois moZraobas aRniSnavs, is arasodes Cerdeba, ar wydeba, ukan ar
brundeba. amas garda burTi kosmoss aRniSnavs imdenad, ramdenadac Zvelebs
yvelaze srulyofil geometriul sxeulad swored sfero miaCndaT. dro
kosmosze mefobs, igi mas fexiT Telavs. kverTxi zervanis xelSi umaRlesi
xelisuflebis niSania. arafers SeuZlia SeewinaaRmdegos dros, aravis
ZaluZs mas win aRudges. zervanis Tavi urCxulis Tavia. dro ara mefe,
aramed tirania. is daundobeli sisastikiT marTavs, mas arc winamorbedi
hyavs, arc STamomavali, igi Tavisi Tavidan aris Sobili. igi moakvdinebs
yvelas, vinc gzad gadaeyreba. zervans frTebi aqvs: dro yvelganmyofia, mas
verc cisa da miwis ufskrulebSi daemalebi, verc mTaTa mwvervalebze.
zervani Tavisi kverTxiT kldeebs Camoaqcevs da cidan varskvlavebs yris.
zervani yovelTvis martoa. is samyaros TviTmpyrobelia. masTan miaxloebas
da mis gverdiT dadgomas veravin gabedavs. mxolod sikvdilis RvTaeba
gamodis mis Sesaxvedrad, rom misi xelidan nadavli miiRos.
sxva gamoxatuleba droisa egviptis sfinqsia3. udabnoSi, piramidebis
ferxTiT mwoliare da sikvdilis samefos modaraje sfinqsi nawilobriv
zervans hgavs, oRond piruku: mas tani lomisa aqvs, mkerdi da Tavi –
adamianisa. es filosofosTa RvTaebaa, romelic adamianebTan dialogebs
marTavs, maT SekiTxvebs usvams, gamocanebs sTavazobs, mere ki klavs.
filosofosni da brZenni sfinqsis mier dafaruli saidumlos amoxsnas, mis
SekiTxvebze pasuxis gacemas cdiloben, magram bavSvebiviT umweoni arian.
sfinqsi maT, rogorc bavSvebs, aTamaSebs, Semdeg Tavisi lomis TaTiT sress.
brZenebs da filosofosebs ar SeuZliaT drois meufebisagan Tavis daRweva,
ar SeuZliaT sfinqsis saidumlos amocnoba, ar SeuZliaT Tavis dacva
sakuTari dialeqtikis ZaliT, romliTac isini msoflios acvifrebdnen da
atyvevebdnen da amitom umecarTa xvedrs iziareben: ise kvdebian, rom ver
igeben: saidan, saiT da risTvis*, rameTu amis gamxela adamianebisaTvis
mxolod imas SeuZlia, vinc dros aRemateba.
sfinqss Tavi da mkerdi qalisa aqvs. qalis Tavi miwieri silamazis
simboloa. dro ajadoebs adamianebs, Tavis msxverpls gveliseburi mzeriT
atyvevebs, Tavisken ityuebs. sfinqsis erTi mkerdi sicocxles niSnavs, meore
– sikvdils. adamianis cxovreba droSi iwyeba, droSi mTavrdeba misi miwieri
yofa. erTi mkerdi rZiTaa savse, meore – SxamiT. sfinqsma udabnoSi,
TiTqosda maradisobis sazRvarze airCia adgili, is, vinc piramidebi
aRmarTa, droze gamarjvebas fiqrobda, magram dResdReobiT maT sfinqsi
flobs. es xeliT Seqmnili mTebi, cecxlis oTxwaxnaga simboloebi,
ukvdavebis mxolod da mxolod iluziaa.
babilonelebs TavianTi taZrebis – ziquraTebis4 sakurTxevlebSi ucnauri,
spiraliseburi gamosaxulebebi hqondaT, romlebic aseve drois simbolo
iyo. es erTdroulad wrecaa da swori xazic: dro sworxazovania, magram
amasTanave erTgvar ciklebs Seicavs, romlebic mTlian wreSi Cauketavad
erTmaneTSi gadadian. Zvelebi am ciklebs yvelgan akvirdebodnen: kosmosuri
movlenebidan (mnaTobTa moZraoba) adamianTa istoriis movlenebamde. es
drois proeqciaa kosmosSi, anu kosmosis droSi.
indielTa uZvelesi tomebi – maia da inkebi – TavianTi taZrebis did
nawils drois mrisxane RvTaebas uZRvnidnen. isini maT maRal, borcvis
msgavs saZirkvelze aSenebdnen, romlis yoveli mxare qvis safexurian kibes
warmoadgens. TviT zemoT mdgar taZars wakveTili piramidis saxe hqonda.
safexurebi simbolurad adamianis sicocxlis dReebs niSnavda. taZris
moedanze yovelwliurad adamianis msxverplSewirva xdeboda, TiTqosda
niSnad imisa, rom gaumaZRari dro msxverpls iTxovs. adamianebi misi tyveebi
da mZevlebi arian, rom sikvdili – es apoTeozia droisa.
Zvelma berZnebma drois kidev erTi gamosaxuleba Seqmnes – samarTeblis
pirze msrboli meloti kacisa. mas ver daewevi da TmaSi ver swvdebi iseve,
rogorc dros ver daewevi da ver daabruneb ukan. samarTeblis piri drois
Seuqcevadobas, mis erTganzomilebianobas niSnavs: masze msrbol adamians
arsaiT gadaxveva ar SeuZlia. magram aq kidev erTi azria: TviT drois
pirobiToba. warsuli aRaraa imdenad, ramdenadac is gavida, realobidan is
erTgvar warmosaxvad iqca. obieqturad arc momavalia, is jer ar damdgara,
is jer varaudis, erTgvari yofierebiTi potenciis sferos ganekuTvneba.
isev da isev awmyoa realuri, magram isic mxolod sazRvaria warsulsa da
momavals Soris da samarTebeliviT basria.
 Zvelebs ar xelewifebodaT drois saidumlos amoxsna. maT arc
maradisobis saidumlos amoxsna SeeZloT, romelic erTgvar statikad an
kosmiuri istoriis ciklTaSoris pauzebad warmoedginaT. amitom maTTvis
dro ganwirulobis niSani iyo, is maTTvis saSinel gvels hgavda, Tavis
xveulebSi msxverpls rom sress.
drois saidumlos eklesia flobs. es saidumlo ubraloa. RmerTma dro
maradisobisaTvis mosamzadeblad Seqmna. dro ar aris dasawyisisa da dasas-
rulis gareSe, is maradisobis fonze miedineba. dro – es mzadebisa da
arCevnis mdgomareobaa, gzajvaredinia, sadac adamianis arsebobis mTavari
sakiTxi wydeba: visTanaa igi – RmerTTan Tu RmerTis gareSe? dro – es
cvlilebebis, pirovnebis Camoyalibebis saSualebaa, aseve RvTismsgavsebis
gamovlenisa an dakargvisa, imis SeZenisa, rac maradisobaSi ganixsneba.
aq, miwaze – yofnaa, maradisobaSi ki WeSmariti myofoba. dro – adamianis
gamocdis velia, maradisoba ki TviT RvTaebriobis kuTvnilebaa. amitom
maradisoba qristianisaTvis winasaukuno madlTan sulis droSi
TanaziarobiT ixsneba. xatovnad rom iTqvas: maradisoba – es TiTqos
RvTaebriobis sunTqvaa, romlis SegrZnebac suls locvis dros SeuZlia.
urwmunosTvis, iseve rogorc Zveli warmarTisTvis dro – martooden
sikvdilis winkaria, yofierebis negativi, adamianuri imedebis msxvreva.
amitom urwmunoT drosTan brZolis mxolod erTi saSualeba rCebaT –
daiviwyon igi.
qristianisTvis dro – es udidesi ZRvenia RvTisagan da amasTanave didi
pasuxismgebloba: maradisoba SesaZloa CvenTvis RvTis usasrulo kargvad
iqces.

megobari Cveni da mteri Cveni

warmoidgineT bavSvi, romelsac mzis sxivis xeliT daWera unda; is
TiTebs kecavs, hgonia, rom sxivi moimwyvdia, Semdeg Slis da xedavs, rom
xelisgulze araferi udevs. aseve SeuZlebelia adamianisaTvis gaelvebis
SeCereba. dro midis rogorc farTo, uxmauro mdinare. adamiani rasac unda
akeTebdes: eZinos Tu mRviZarebdes, muSaobdes Tu loculobdes, cxovrebis
arsze fiqrobdes, Tu Tavisi vnebebis amaoebaSi iyos Cafluli, saaT-saaT,
dRe da dRe am mdinaris talRebi dauRlelad misdeven erTmaneTs. rogorc
mdinaris dinebis SeCereba ar SeiZleba, ise dros ver SeaCereb. istoriis
gmirebi diad saqmeebs sCadiodnen: mtrebze imarjvebdnen, uzarmazar
imperiebs qmnidnen, miudgomel simagreebs agebdnen, jaWvebze dakidebul
yvavilnarebsa da baRebs aSenebdnen, aRmarTavdnen Senobebs, romlebsac
msoflios saocrebani ewodaT, magram... verc erTma maTganma ver SeZlo
daebrunebina Tundac erTi gardasuli wami. kacobriobidan verc erTma
ugonieresma adamianma ver SeZlo drois mdinaris Semobruneba. am mdinarem
isini, rogorc qviSis marcvalni, maradisobis okeaneSi waiRo. maT
gamoiRviZes umyofobidan da kvlav Zils miecnen.
warmoidgineT meore magaliTi: bavSvi sakuTar Crdils misdevs da unda,
daewios mas. is nabijs aCqarebs, magram mainc ver eweva. adamiani Crdils rac
ufro swrafad misdevs, Crdili miT ufro swrafad garbis misgan. frTosani
drois daweva SeuZlebelia.
dro gamudmebiT anadgurebs Tavis Tavs. Zvelebi mas gamosaxavdnen gvelis
saxiT, romelic sakuTar kuds ylapavs. dro SefardebiTi yofierebis
atributia. droSi ar aris warsuli, is mxolod igulisxmeba. droSi ar
aris awmyo, es aris sxivi, romelsac arc sigrZe aqvs, arc sigane da
SeuCereblad misrialebs ukve dakarguli warsulidan jer kidev ararse-
buli momavlisaken. vidre Cveni grZnobiTi organoebi drois, rogorc awmyos
dafiqsirebas Seecdebian, is ukve gasulia, is warsulad iqca, Cven am
talRam Cagviqrola, ese igi awmyo – es mxolod mogonebaa axlo warsulisa,
Cveni grZnobiTi organoebis uZraobaa, romlebsac Cvenamde ukve
aRararsebuli wami moaqvT. anu awmyo – es martooden warsulis kvali da
momavlis molodinia.
TviT sikvdili droidan gamosvla ar aris. ubralod adamianis suli
drois axleburi aRqmis CvenTvis ucnob mdgomareobaSi gadadis. dro maSin
gaqreba, roca ca da miwa daiwveba kosmiur cecxlSi*, romelic ki ar
gaanadgurebs, aramed fers ucvlis samyaros. saSinel samsjavromde dro ara
mxolod dedamiwaze, zecasa da qvesknelSic mefobs. wmidanTa sulebi
sxeuliT aRdgomas moelian, codvilTa sulebi ki RvTisagan Sewyalebas
eklesiisa da imaTi locviT, vinc miwaze maTi saxeliT mowyalebas gaiRebs.
cvlileba dros varaudobs. es aris horizontaluri moZraoba. maradisoba
ki vertikaluri moZraobaa, masSi ar aris iseTi cvlilebebi, rogoricaa
gadasvla erTi mdgomareobidan meoreSi. masSi adamianis sulis Sinaarsia
gaxsnili.
maradisobaSi ar aris yofierebis is danakargi, rasac filosofosni
drois asimetrias uwodeben: iq ar aris periodebi, romlebic erTmaneTs
cvlian. maradisoba ar aris uZraoba, statika, aramed moZraobaa, dinamikaa,
oRond droSi moZraobisagan gansxvavebuli xasiaTis.
dro erTganzomilebiania, maradisoba – mravalganzomilebiani. Znelia amis
gageba. davuSvaT, rom organzomilebianma sibrtyem mesame ganzomileba
SeiZina da moculobiTi gaxda. maradisobac miaxloebiT asea: is, rac
erTganzomilebiani iyo, mravalganzomilebiani xdeba da adamiani warsulis
daukargavad awmyos afarToebs. am awmyoSi madlTan mierTebiT yofierebis
axali moculobani, aRqmis axali tevadoba ixsneba. dro – es gadasxva-
ferebaa. gadasxvafereba ki danakargTanaa dakavSirebuli. maradisobaSi
axali udanakargodaa. maradisoba _ WeSmariti myofobaa, dro ki etapia. dro
ar gadadis maradisobaSi, maradisoba _ droSi, dro maradisobis fonze
gadis. es Camoyalibebis periodia, maradisobis mucladyofnis periodi.
apokalifsisSi naTqvamia, rom saSineli samsjavros Semdeg dro aRar
iarsebebs. ukvdavebis ori saxeoba arsebobs, pirveli – wmidanTa ukvdavebaa,
saukuno miaxleba RmerTTan, RvTisadmi miaxlebiTi moZraoba, axal-axali
gaciskrovneba RvTiuri madlisa, roca warsuli ki ar qreba, aramed awmyos
emsgavseba, awmyo warsulad ar iqceva, aramed momavlis sadari xdeba. magram
saukuno cxovreba mxolod TviTgaxsna rodia, es urTierTobaa, sadac ori
polusia: cxonebulTaTvis – RmerTi, warwymedilTaTvis – satana. RmerTTan
urTierToba – WeSmariti cxovreba, satanasTan urTierToba _
antisicocxlis msgavsi yofa, yofa, viTarca saukuno kvdoma. roca or
polusze vlaparakobT, maT Soris tolobis niSans sruliadac ar vsvamT.
RmerTTan urTierToba – es daniSnulebaa, mizania, TviT adamianis cxovrebis
Sinaarsia. urTierToba demonTan – maradiuli rRveva, sadac ar aris
gaqroba, rogorc sulis ubralo da erTiani bunebis elementebad daSla.
aq aris sulis ZalTa da energiaTa rRveva da ukuqmedeba. aq aris
moZraoba centridan periferiisaken, romelsac aseve sazRvari ara aqvs.
amitom aq sikvdilia am sityvis yvelaze saSineli da avismauwyebeli
mniSvnelobiT – ukvdavi sikvdili...*
zogni sagonebelSi vardebian, droSi Cadenili codvebis gamo rogor unda
iqnes suli gankiTxuli da saukuno cxovreba aRkveTili. amis saidumlo
urTierTobaSia:* codvilis xvedri satanasTan saukuno urTierTobaa; masTan
saukuno mimsgavsebuloba, RvTisagan saukuno ganSoreba, misi maradiuli
kargva. aq, miwaze ganisazRvreba, visTanaa suli – RmerTan Tu eSmakTan. iq,
maradisobaSi aRar xdeba gansazRvra, aramed xorcSesxma. amitom raoden
faseulia miwieri cxovreba, raoden Zvirfasia yoveli wami, romelic
SesaZloa kibis safexuri iyos zeviT, sulieri zecisaken aRmyvanebeli, an
qveviT, uZiro ufskrulSi danmTqmeli. amitom dro Cveni megobaricaa da
mteric. erTic da meorec imazea damokidebuli, Tu saiT mivmarTavT Cvens
nebas.

yvavi da bu, zari da saaTi

„didad manugeSebs imaze fiqri, rom aRaraferia sikvdilis Semdeg“, _ ase
an miaxloebiT ase werda Tavis memuarebSi markiz de sadi5, romlis
saxeliTac seqsopaTologiis sferos mikuTvnebuli erT-erTi mankierebaa
saxeldebuli. es fraza gadabrunebuli saxiT im fenomenis daundobeli
mxileba SeiZleboda gamxdariyo, rasac aTeizmi hqvia, saxeldobr: „nugeSi
imaze fiqrSi minda vipovo, rom sikvdilis Semdgom aRaraferia, amitomac iq
araferia“.
momavali armyofobis es imedi is erTaderTi nugeSi iyo, romelic de
sadma codvisa da mankierebis fskerze ipova. adamianur sindiss Tavisi xma
aqvs, samarTliani Surisgebis gardauvalobas ulmoblad rom daamowmebs.
amitom adamians codvaSi bednierebis povna ar SeuZlia. jojoxeTur tanjvas
ara mxolod Seaxsenebs mas sindisi, aramed sevdisa da sibnelis momaval
mdgomareobasac agrZnobinebs, erTgvarad jojoxeTis winkarSi ayenebs.
adamiani ebrZvis sakuTar sindiss, rogorc mters da bolos ubadruk nugeSs
imave azrSi poulobs: „sikvdilis Semdgom aRaraferia“. de sadma Tavisi
wigni sikvdilis erTgul msaxurs _ napoleon bonapartes aCuqa, magram
imperatorma es saCuqari pirad Seuracxyofad aRiqva da cixeSi Casva
kadnieri markizi.
adamianis sulisaTvis niSandoblivia erTgvari grZnoba maradiulobisa,
romlis sityvebiT gadmocemac SeuZlebelia. suli samSvinvelis sarkmelia
da iseve, rogorc xorcieli Tvali, isic metad nazia da mowyvladi.
codviani cxovreba adamblavebs sulier Zalebs da adamiani maradisobis
gancdas praqtikulad kargavs. is misTvis abstraqcia, gamocana, udidesi „ar
vici“ da ucnobi xdeba, romlis amoxsna ar SeuZlia. magram sulierebis
dakargvisa da misi mSvinvierebiT Secvlis Semdgomac Tavisi vnebebiT
mcxovreb adamians maradisobasa da sikvdilze fiqri tanjavs. sindisi Tumca
CurCuliT, magram mainc Seaxsenebs mas, rom TviT „ar vici“-Si „SesaZloa“
mdgomareobs da maradisobis bundovani Crdili mis suls gangaSiT avsebs.
is eWideba azrs: „sikvdilis Semdeg Cemi cnobiereba Caqreba, sxeuli
gaixrwneba ZaRlis leSiviT, romelTan SedarebiTac am TvalsazrisiT
araviTari upiratesoba ar gamaCnia. me uZiro sicarieleSi CaviZirebi,
gavqrebi. ra mniSvneloba aqvs, sikeTes vakeTebdi Tu borotebas. sikvdili
yvelasa da yvelafers gaaTanabrebs. ratom unda vuTxra raimeze uari
sakuTar Tavs? sicocxle mzeze mbzinavi sapnis buStia, romlisganac erT
gaelvebaSi sveli laqa rCeba da male isic qreba ukvalod.
rwmena da zneoba – es ZvelTaZveli crurwmenaa, jaWvia, romelsac
adamianebi TviTon ibamen. rakiRa maradisoba ar aris, CemTvis yvelaferi
dasaSvebi da nebadarTulia“.
adamiani Tavs dairwmunebs Tu ara, rom maradisoba ar arsebobs, maSinve
jiutad gaurbis sikvdilze fiqrs, raTa guneba ar gaifuWos: „mSvidad
momawevineT sigareti bolomde, mere ki rac iqneba, iqneba“, _ gulaxdilad
miTxra erTma Tanamedrove inteleqtualma, romelic mzad iyo qveynad
yvelaferze emsjela – aristoteles6 eTikidan sartris7 paradoqsebamde,
babilonis miTebidan kafkas8 novelebamde _ yvelaferze, sakuTari sikvdilis
sakiTxis garda.
arsebobs aseTi Cveuleba: oTaxSi, sadac micvalebuli asvenia, sarkeebs
faraven, raTa maTSi ramdenime kubo ar aisaxos. adamiani SiSobs, rom misi
mexsierebis sarkeSi sikvdili aisaxeba da amitom Tavisi cnobierebis
Sevsebas nebismieri saSualebiT cdilobs: samuSaoTi, xelovnebiT,
mecnierebiT, siaxleebiT, politikis TamaSiT, RviniT da narkotikebiT,
oRond ki daiviwyos gardauvali dasasruli, oRond ki sulSi Ramiseul
moCvenebasaviT kubos suraTi ar gamoCndes, romelSic wawvetebuli da
moyviTalo saxiT misTvis kargad nacnobi micvalebuli – Tavad igi
ganisvenebs.
midis drois mdinare. Tavisi talRebiT, TiTqos gulSi Cakruli,
sxvadasxva yvaviliT morTuli tivi miaqvs. es Cveni cxovrebaa. adamianebi
tivze dganan. isini napirebis cqeriT tkbebian, erTurTSi saubroben,
istoriebs, arakebs yvebian, icinian, tirian, mRerian, magram arc erTi
maTgani ar fiqrobs, rom mdinaris nebismier mosaxvevSi SesaZloa CanCqeri
iyos, maTi tivi xramSi gadaCexili mgzavriviT qvebze daimsxvres da
mdinaris aqafebuli ufskruli maT samared iqces.
hainem9, romelic ara mxolod poeturi niWiT, TavxedobiTac gamoirCeoda,
utifrad dawera: „dae saflavSi gaixrwnan mkvdarni, sicocxle cocxals
srulad uboZe“. da is, sakuTar rCevas midevnebuli, cnobili sneulebiT
daavadda, rac bolos misi mravalwliani dambliTa da gonebasustobiT
dasrulda. jer kidev sikvdilamde, viTarca saflavSi gvami, Tavis sawolSi,
rogorc kuboSi iwva da lpeboda. Tavisi ayvavebisa da didebis Jams RmerTs
da sikvdils dascinoda. es demonuri sicili man literaturuli
Semosavlis wyarod aqcia. haine miwier cxovrebaze, mis warmaval
siamovnebaze iyo Seyvarebuli, magram samyarom, romlis garda mas arafris
codna da danaxva ar surda, TviTon mas dascina. misi bedi cudi
dasasrulis mqone alegorias an igavs hgavs imis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor uyvarda
kacs gveli, rogor esiyvaruleboda, ubiT atarebda, man ki madlierebis
niSnad guli daugesla.
ase eqceva sofeli imas, vinc mas mieyideba da Tavis sulsa da zecas
iviwyebs.
aq, miwaze, drosa da sikvdils ori arseba da ori sagani gvaxsenebs: yvavi
da bu, zari da saaTi. martoxela yvavi, foTolgacvenil totze rom
Semomjdara da kiTxvis niSans damsgavsebia, Cafiqrebula TiTqos: ra xdeba
qveyanaze? sadaa sawyisi dinebisa, romelsac dro hqvia da sad mTavrdeba is?
es Savbumbuliani glovis frinveli daTovlil xeze qvaSi gamokveTiliviT
uZravad zis da geCveneba, rom droidan gamosvla unda, iqidan, rac icvleba
da warmavalia. leSze mogrovili yornebis Rrubeli – es sikvdilis macnea.
yvavis cxovreba – es moTminebiT lodinia vinmes sikvdilisa. yvavisaTvis
leSi sakvebia, maSasadame, sikvdili – misi sicocxle. misi yrantali
gamomSrali Zvlebis raxaruxs, moWrili totebis lawansa da dagorebuli
qvebis xmaurs Camohgavs.
bus udaburi adgilebi uyvars. is xmauriani qalaqebidan Sors, uRran
tyeebsa da kldis napralebSi idebs binas. erTi kaci yveboda, rogor
inaxula svaneTis mTebSi mosagre meudabnoeni*. gza mZime da Sori iyo. mas
TanamgzavrebTan erTad xan mTis swrafi mdinaris gadalaxva uwevda, xan
kldis Sverilebze cocva, mwvervalebze asvla, saidanac erTmaneTis mdevi
talRebiviT uwyvetad Cndebodnen mTebi, xan xeobaSi eSveboda, sadac
dRisiTac ki bindia. bolos meudabnoeTa Rarib samyofels, morebiT
Sekrulsa da TixiT Selesil ramdenime qoxs miaRwia.
meudabnoeebs Ramis locva gansakuTrebulad uyvardaT. isini Rames
ramdenime nawilad yofdnen da xangamoSvebiT eZinaT. kacma hkiTxa: „zari Tu
gaqvT, rogorc Cveulebriv monastrebSi, an xis sarekeli, SeTanxmebul dros
locvisaTvis rom SegrovdeT?“ monazvnebma upasuxes: „Cven Ramis zari gvaqvs
da mis xmas gaigoneb“. SuaRamisas tirilis msgavsma raRac xmam Ramis
mdumareba gakveTa, bgera gawelil ritmSi rogorRac gagrZelda da mTebis
siCume mowkriale broliviT aakvnesa. es iyo bukiotis iseTi sevdiani
kivili, TiTqos kubos dastiroda mgloviare.
soxumis aRmosavleTiT mdebare mTebi mravali saukunis manZilze
monazvnebis sayvareli adgili iyo. iq SexvdebiT qvebs amokveTili jvrebiT.
isini viRacis saflavze mianiSneben. buCqebiT abalaxebul momcro
gamoqvabulebSi SesaZloa adamianis Zvlebsac waawydeT. geCvenebaT, rom bu
RamRamobiT imaT dastiris, vinc aq odesRac cxovrobda da sikvdilis
gardauvalobas gaxsenebs. amboben, rom bus, Tumc is dasaxlebebs gaurbis,
ratomRac monazvnebis qoxmaxebis siaxloves uyvars binadroba. sadac isini
midian, bu TanamgzavriviT iq Cndeba da RamRamobiT meudabnoeni mis kivils
ismenen, rogorc mowodebas sinanulisaken.
bus nadavlis ZebnaSi RamiT ar sZinavs. meudabnoec Tavis Ramis locvaSi
erTaderT saunjes, sulis sazrdos – suliwmidis madls eZiebs.
RamiT mTaSi saocari suraTi iSleba: mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebuli
mwvervalebi muq laJvardisfrad ifereba, TiTqos miwisqveSa zRvis talRebi
miwis siRrmidan amofrqveulan da gaqvavebulan, uRran tyeSi qandakebebiviT
dganan xeebi. xeobebi zecasaviT Rrma da sulier saidumlosaviT SeuRwevad
Sav ufskrulebs hgvanan, varskvlavebi Ramis horizonts miRma aalebuli
civi xanZris naperwklebs mogvagoneben. mTaSi siCume gansakuTrebuli icis,
am siCumes iseTi siamovnebiT SeiZleba usmino, rogoriTac daRlili mgzavri
svams wyals mTis nakadulidan. gabmuli kivili bukiotisa kidev ufro metad
aRrmavebs uamisodac Rrma mdumarebas. es kivili sikvdilis simReraa, Ramis
casTan Serwymuli xedi mTebisa ki simReraa maradisobaze.
xma iZaxis: „dro midis, iCqare. Sen ar flob dros, is valad mogeca“ – es
saaTis rekvaa. is gvaxsenebs, rom Cveni sicocxle kvdomaa. Cven vambobT:
„kacma ocdaaTi weli icocxla“, magram SeiZleba sxvagvaradac iTqvas:
„adamiani ocdaaTi weli kvdeboda“, kvdeboda dRidan gaCenisa. saaTi
danakargis skala da zaralis aTvlaa. riT SevavseT warsuli? ganvlili
wami rasTan SevaerTeT? zogjer meCveneba, rom saaTis ciferblati kosmosis
suraTs waagavs, xolo Tormeti cifri Tormeti niSania cis TaRisa, misi
Tormeti warmosaxviTi nawili. ciferblatis centri dedamiwaa, isrebi ki
kosmosis moZraoba. Zvelad qviSis an wylis saaTebi iyo, sadac qviSis
nawilakebi erTimeoris miyolebiT cvioda da wveT-wveTad Camodioda wyali.
qviSis bolo namceci adamianis gulis bolo dartymaa, bolo wveTi ki bolo
amosunTqva. iyo mzis saaTebic, sadac dros Crdili uCvenebda. dila saxea
yrmobisa, SuadRe _ simwifisa, saRamo ki – siberisa. Semdeg mze horizonts
iqiT eSveba, mkrTaldebian Crdilebi da Ramdeba. TiTqos kvdeba dro,
mdumarebs saaTi.
zaris xma maradisobasa da sikvdils Segvaxsenebs. dakrZalva zaris
rekviT dasruldeba. zars rekaven, roca eklesiis CavliT micvalebuls
sasaflaosken miasveneben. amboben, rom gasul saukuneebSi epidemiebis,
gansakuTrebiT ki Savi Wiris dros ganuwyvetliv rekavdnen zarebs, raTa
haeri senisagan gaewmindaT. zaris xma gardacvlilis suls TiTqosda gzas
ukvalavs, bnel sulebs afrTxobs, romlebic mtacebelTa msgavsad mas gars
exvevian da misdeven. zaris rekva cocxlebis mkvdrebTan damSvidobebaa. za-
ris xmaze kubos, rogorc okeanis ukidegano sivrceSi Securebul gems,
saflavSi uSveben. zaris rekva miwieri cxovrebis mswraflwarmavlobaze
fiqrebs iwvevs. is mkvdreTiT aRdgomasac mogvagonebs, romlis Sesaxebac
qveynierebas xma mTavarangelozisa da xma sayvirisa amcnobs (I Tes. 4,16)
zaris rekva RvTismsaxurebaze gvixmobs: „miwierno mgzavrno! Tqveni
saxlisaken iCqareT, iq, sadac Tqveni zeciuri mama sufevs. es saxli – taZa-
ria“. zaris rekva evqaristiis saidumlos gvauwyebs, TiTqos ambobs:
„qristiano! sadac unda iyo, SeCerdi da ifiqre maradisobaze“.
 imasac amboben, rom Zvelad zRvis napirze, im adgilebSi, sadac rifebi da
wyalqveSa kldeebia, maRal boZebze zarebs kidebdnen da umTvaro RameebSi,
gansakuTrebiT uamindobaSi rekavdnen, raTa gzaabneuli mezRvaurebi ar
daRupuliyvnen.
CvenTvis saSineli xifaTi sikvdilis daviwyebaa da aqac zars suli Rrma
Zilidan gamohyavs.
yvavebi, romlebmac leSi iynoses, totebs Savi foTlebiviT swydebian da
tyes xrinwiani CxaviliT dastrialeben.
zaris rekva gvamcnobs, rom micvalebuli sasaflaos karibWeSi Seasvenes,
romlidanac ukan aRaravin gamohyavT, rkinis karis Wriali swored rom
sikvdilis kbilTa RrWenaa.
mTaSi Ramdeba. udabnos efineba bukiotis gabmuli kivili. gamTeniisas bu
Cumdeba da ZilSi iZireba, raTa ar ixilos amasoflis amaoeba da xorcieli
silamaze. RamiT ki is meudabnoeT kvlav locvad uxmobs.
visac axsovs sikvdili,
mas ar SeuZlia scodos
sami ram aris adamianisaTvis ucnobi: rodis mokvdeba, sad da ra bedi
eweva sikvdilis Semdgom. amitom adamiani sikvdils yovelTvis unda
moelodes da mudam axsovdes, rom dRevandeli dRe, SesaZloa, misi bolo
dRe aRmoCndes. amitomac swored dRevandeli dRea xsnisa. ufali codvils
Sehpirda, rom miutevebda, Tu is mTeli guliT Seinanebda, magram mas
sinanulisaTvis zustad gansazRvruli dro ar aRuTqvams, rameTu
adamianuri sulis mzakvroba uwyoda.
kaci, romelmac Tavisi sikvdilis dRe da saaTi icis, ityvis Tavis gulSi:
„es jer Sorsaa, movaswreb cxovrebisagan yvelafris aRebas, risi mocemac
mas SeuZlia, sikvdilis win ki sinanuls Sevudgebi“. magram sinanuli – es
RmerTTan yofnis survilia, es dasawyisia brZolisa Zvel batonTan –
demonTan, romelsac adamiani mTeli Tavisi codviani cxovrebiT emsaxura, es
aris madlis moxveWis saSualeba. mzakvari guli, romelsac RmerTis
motyueba unda, sinanulis uunaro aRmoCndeba: sikvdilis win is gaqvavdeba
da adamiani gulgrilobaSi an sasowarkveTaSi Cavardeba*. amitom ufalma
sikvdilis dro brZnulad dafara: is iseve ar Cans, rogorc mgzavri nislSi,
sikvdili daukakuneblad Semodis saxlSi, daupatiJebeli stumariviT
mosvlis Sesaxeb ar gvafrTxilebs da Tan wagviyolebs, rogorc mcvels
mihyavs tusaRi samsjavroze.
adamiani mudmivad scodavs, amitom sinanulis grZnoba qristianisaTvis
mudmivi gancda unda iyos; sikvdilis xsovnis mteri ki mravalmzrunveloba,
mravalmetyveleba da xumrobaa.
mravalmzrunveloba drois amao flangvaa. adamians aviwydeba yvelaze
mTavari – sakuTari Tavi. mas arasdros yofnis dro, rom Caufiqrdes: vin
aris, risTvis movida dedamiwaze? is biliardis magidis mwvane mindorze
dagdebul burTs hgavs, romelic goravs uxilavi dartymebisagan, TiTqosda
erTi mxridan meores exeTqeba. adamians imaze fiqrisTvisac ar scalia, Tu
visTvis da risTvisaa es yvelaferi, _ es facifuci da gamudmebuli
sirbili! aseTma adamianma Tavis cxovrebaSi RmerTs adgili ar dautova. mas
daaviwyda sikvdili, is Tavis codvebs ver xedavs. metafizikuri sakiTxebi
imaze nakleb ainteresebs, vidre sicocxlis arseboba Soreul galaqtikaSi.
hgonia, rom msgavsi sakiTxebisaTvis mxolod usaqmurebsa da meocnebeebs
scaliaT. mas ki am wvrilmanebisaTvis dro ara aqvs, am gamudmebul
foriaqSi, saqmeebis am morevSi TiTqosda RmerTs emaleba. sikvdili aseTs
uecrad eweva. is hgavs morbenals, romelic qvas fexs wamohkravs da ecema,
kvdeba da imaze fiqrobs, rom saqmeebi daumTavrebeli darCa. saukuno
cxovreba da sulieri samyaro am adamianisaTvis usiamovno, saSineli
moulodnelobaa.
sikvdilis xsovnis meore mteri mravalsityvaobaa – Sefaruli
ampartavnebis erT-erTi gamovlineba. ufali wminda werilSi ambobs: „vis
zeda mivixilo, aramed anu mdabalsa zeda da myudrosa (mdumaresa)“ (esaia
66,
66 2). WeSmaritad asea: RvTisaTvis esoden saTno Tavmdabloba da
mokrZaleba mdumarebasTan aris SeuRlebuli. mravalsityvaoba loTobis
msgavsi vnebaa: adamians ise imonebs, rom is Tavisive enis erTgvari danamati
xdeba. kaci, romelmac sakuTari Tavi muSa WianWvelad aqcia, sakuTar Tavs
maradisobisaTvis mosamzadeblad micemuli dro waarTva da garegnulze
gaflanga, sulieri bankroti Seiqna. ybedi ara mxolod Tavisi, sxvisi drois
qurdicaa. is gulis siRrmeSi fiqrobs, rom yvelaferi icis da erTiRa
darCenia – sxvebs aswavlos, sinamdvileSi ki mravalni laparakoben mxolod
imitom, rom mdumareba ver iswavles; wmida mamebi amtkicebdnen, rom kacma,
romelmac RvTis udidesi madli – sityva Tavis garTobad aqcia, uZRebsa
hgavs. amitom ybedi adamiani xalxisaTvis saZulvelia, RvTisTvis ki ucxo.
mravalsityvaoba sulieri Zalebis uazro flangvaa. mravalmetyveli
adamianis locva uRono, dafantuli, mSrali, mWknari mcenaris msgavsi
xdeba. mravalmetyveli Rrma azrovnebis unars kargavs, ar SeuZlia Tavisi
azris SeCereba da koncentrireba yuradRebamisaqcev sakiTxebze. igi
emsgavseba Rormucelas, romelic saWmels dauReWavad ylapavs, zanza-
lakiviT wkarunobs, radgan Signidan carielia, an saxedris tyavgadakrul
dols hgavs, romelic braxabruxiT yvelafers ayruebs. WeSmaritad –
„sityvebi ganabneven, mdumareba krebs*. mravalsityvaobis bolo sulis da-
carieleba da madlis dakargvaa. yovlismWvreteli RmerTi TiTqosda „ver
xedavs“ mravalmetyvels, radgan masac ar ZaluZs sakuTar gulSi RmerTi
ixilos, uunaroa RmerTTan urTierTobisa, vinaidan es gonebis mokrebas
saWiroebs. meTevzes Tevzi wylidan maSin amohyavs, roca is ankess wamoegeba.
aseve ybedi, rogorc nadavli, eSmaks eniT uWiravs.
sikvdili saidumloa, saidumlosTan Sexeba ki mxolod mdumarebaSia
SesaZlebeli. SesaZloa molaqlaqe sasaflaosTan cxovrobdes, yoveldRe
xedavdes, rogor miaqvT misi fanjris win kubo da amave dros ar
agondebodes, rom masac ewveva sikvdili. sikvdilis xsovna imas moiTxovs,
rac ybedma dakarga – Wvretis unars, sakuTar gulze rogorRac misi
dawerilobis aRbeWdvas. iseve, rogorc cxonebisaTvis yovelive aucilebeli,
sikvdilis xsovnac madliani niWia**, mravalmetyvels ki mis mier
warmoTqmul sityvaTa xmaurSi ar SeuZlia Tavis sulSi am madlis Cumi xmis
gagoneba.
sityvaabneulTan sikvdili iseve moulodnelad midis, rogorc mravali
sazrunaviT SepyrobilTan. mas xom, sxvisi saqmeebis gadasinjviT garTuls,
sul daaviwyda, rom is arsebobs, magram Tuki amao sazrunavSi Cafluli
kaci amaqveynidan carieli midis, ybedi sruliadac ar midis ase: mas zurgze
sxvisi codvebiT savse tomara hkidia, romlebic misi codvebi gaxda. igi
Cveulebisamebr TviT sikvdilTan scdis dalaparakebas, magram pasuxs ver
iRebs.
sikvdilis xsovnisaTvis mravalsityvaobaze aranakleb saZulvelia
gamudmebuli xumrobis Cveva. mefe solomoni sicils almodebuli fiCxis
tkacans adarebda, romelic ar aTbobs da mxolod bolavs*. xumroba da
dacinva – esec fuWadmetyvelebaa, oRond SxamiT gaJRenTili, romelsac
msgavsad gvelisa, adamianic gulSi igrovebs. adamiani RvTis xatebaa,
dacinva – esaa survili saZageli saxiT warmoaCinos igi, anu waarTvas
misgavsebuloba, kvazimodosaviT maxinji aCvenos. xumroba mas cinikossa da
utifars xdis. es ampartavnebis warmonaSobia: damcinavi moyvasis damcirebas
eswrafvis, raTa Tavisi yalbi upiratesoba aCvenos. roca xumroba gvesmis,
kmayofilebas vgrZnobT swored imitom, rom is CvenSi dagrovili borotebis
potencials ganmuxtavs.
Cven xumrobis gulTbilobad gasaRebisken varT midrekilni, magram arc
erT oxunjs ar uyvars, roca masze icinian. sityva „masxara“ „eSmakis“ sino-
nimia. WeSmaritad asea, eSmaki Tavs iqcevs, roca kacobriobas eTamaSeba, mis
daRupvas dascinis, amitomac xumrobas miCveuli adamiani demons baZavs.
rogorc fantasti qmnis erTgvar iluzorul „realobas“, aseve agebs oxunji
simaxinjeebis muzeums, romelSic damTvaliereblebs epatiJeba. misi suli
sarkis miRma samyaroSia, yovel sarkes ki mrude zedapiri aqvs. maxsovs,
erTxel, roca jer isev bavSvi viyavi, mSoblebma atraqcionze wamiyvanes.
moedanze didi, momTabareTa karvis msgavsi karavi idga. iq uzarmazari
sarkeebi iyo Cazneqil-amozneqili zedapiriT. maTSi Cems Tavs xan
liliputiviT pataras da veeberTela muclians vxedavdi, xan awowils,
reziniviT gawelils, ise, rom Tavi Wers exeboda, xan nawilebad daWrils,
xanac Tavdayira gadmobrunebuls. ar mesmoda, garSemo xalxi raze icinoda.
es sarkeebi SiSs mgvridnen, megona, Cems motacebas da gadakeTebas
lamobdnen, TiTqosda maT siRrmeSi unda gavmqraliyavi, xolo iqidan raRac
maxinjebi unda gadmomxtariyvnen, romlebic me Camomgavdnen, dedas
vekvrodi...
moiwyine? – mkiTxa man.
ki, – vupasuxe.
rogorc Cans, es balagani masac ar moewona da karvidan saswrafod
gamomiyvana. mixaroda, rom rogoric viyavi, iseTive davrCi...
religiis safuZveli mokrZalebaa. xumroba da sicili mokrZalebas
anadgurebs, suls klavs da unayofos xdis swored ise, rogorc cxeli
qviSis qari aqcevs udabnod ayvavebul baRebs. oxunjs sikvdilze,
metafizikur sakiTxebze fiqri ar SeuZlia, xumrobis Cveva mas am sakiTxebs
suleluri, maxinji saxiT warmoudgens. amboben, rom profesionali
jambazebi TavianTi moZmis sikvdils sajaro klounadiT aRniSnaven. roca
mefis masxarebs krZalavdnen, TviT damkrZalavi procesia karnavalad iq-
ceoda xolme.
ufalma brZana: „va Tquenda, romelni iciniT aw, rameTu iglovdeT da
stirodiT“ (luk.66, 25) adamians sicili demonuri samyaros daviwyebas
aiZulebs, aseve imis daviwyebas, Tu ra safrTxeSia misi suli. sicili da
xumroba siTamames warmoSobs. ramdeni sacduri da codva iRebs saTaves
sicilidan. Tuki molaybe swrafad iviwyebs sikvdils, maxvilmesityve mzadaa
mas gamoajavros, aq raRac amazrzeni misteriaa sicilisa: adamiani qalas
dascins, qala ki mas.
Rirsi isiqiosis* Sesaxeb moTxrobilia, rom Tavidan is daudevrad
cxovrobda da sakuTar sulze aranairad ar zrunavda. igi mZimed daavadda
da mokvda, magram Semdeg RvTis gangebiT kvlav sicocxle daubrunda. man
sikvdilis saxe sakuTari TvaliT ixila. aseve ixila samoTxe da jojoxeTi.
Semdeg Tavis senakSi daeyuda da dRedaRam tiroda. aRaravis esmoda misgan
fuWi sityva, aRaravis uxilavs mis saxeze Rimili. momakvdavma Zmebs uTxra:
„momiteveT, visac axsovs sikvdili, mas ar SeuZlia scodos“; pirveli
sikvdili moulodneli da saSineli iyo, igi mas moulodnelad waadga Tavs,
rogorc Ramis qurds _ guSagi. meore sikvdilma guli sixaruliT auvso.
visac is ar axsovs, masTan rogorc mteri ise midis da borkildadebuli
tyved mihyavs, xolo visac axsovs, masTan midis, rogorc megobari, tanjvisa
da jafisagan aTavisuflebs da saukuno mosvenebis qveyanaSi mihyavs.
mefe solomonma brZana: „sjobs tirilis saxlSi iaro da ara sicilisa“,
Tumca arcTu iSviaTad adamiani sakuTar guls aqcevs sicilis saxlad, sa-
dac mTeli misi sicocxle ugunurad da umiznod gadis. miwier saqmeebze
gamudmebul zrunvaSi, mravalsityvaobasa da sicilSi surs daemalos
nebismier mogonebas sikvdilze. Semcode da RvTis yovlismWvretelobis
damviwyebeli adami swored aseve amaod da ususurad emaleboda mas xeebs
Soris.
Cven fausturi suliT gaJRenTil droSi vcxovrobT. adamiani suls eSmaks

sTavazobs, riTac surs miwieri yofa maradiul yos. eSmaki crua, amitom is

xalisiT Tanxmdeba imaze, rac SeuZlebelia misTvis. fausti satanasTan

mosalaparakeblad sakuTari sisxliT xelmoweril or pirobas ayenebs:

pirveli – satanam mas is netareba unda mianiWos, rac mis suls, rogorc

sasmiss RviniT, sixaruliT aavsebs da maSin ityvis: „me meti aRaraferi

minda“. meore – satanam wami unda SeaCeros, qmnas xangrZlivi da usasrulo,

dro unda SeCerdes, rogorc mdinaris uecrad yinulad qceuli dineba.

legendebi faustze Seagrova goeTem10, maRal iniciaciaTa okultistma da

maT safuZvelze drama dawera. es drama Tavisi arsiT rozenkreicerul
misterias warmoadgens. Cven aq SegviZlia satanuri strategia davinaxoT:
vnebaTa gamoyenebiT sikvdilis xsovna unda ganadgurdes. vneba ankesia, ro-
melzec adamianis suli egeba, koziria eSmakis xelSi, roca is masTan
TamaSs iwyebs. eSmaki mas, iseve rogorc fausts, iseT netarebas hpirdeba,
roca adamiani SesZaxebda: „wamo SeCerdi!“ da am gaelvebas gaugrZelebda
iseve, rogorc irRveva abreSumis parki – usasrulod.
yovelgvari vneba sikvdilis xsovnis winaaRmdgomia. yovelgvari vneba am
xsovnas Segnebis sazRvrebidan devnis. sikvdilis xsovna bednierebisa da ne-
tarebis mZebnel adamians qorwilSi Sav niRbad eCveneba. qristianisTvis ki
sikvdilis xsovna, locvasTan SeerTebuli, demonis winaaRmdeg mimarTuli
maxvilia. vidre kacs aRsasruli axsovs, vidre sikvdilis mistikuri gancda
mis guls aTrTolebs, ar SeuZlia scodos, iseve, rogorc mas,
WkuaTmyofels, ar SeuZlia gvelis sorosTan Zili, an cecxlmokidebul
saxlSi dabinaveba.
vnebebis dakmayofileba cru cxovrebaa. es imis iluziaa, rom tkbobas
adamianisaTvis bednierebis motana SeuZlia, da rom is SesaZloa usasrulod
gagrZeldes (imisaTvis, rom vnebebs mieces, gulma jer es sisulele unda
daijeros).
mTeli adamianuri cxovreba ama Tu im da maTi msgavsi iluziebis uwyveti
msxvrevaa. iluziis msxvreva gakveTilia, romelsac adamiani gamudmebiT
iRebs da gasaocari siswrafiT iviwyebs.
eSmaks drois SeCereba ar SeuZlia. is saSinel samsjavros da satanjvels
TviTon moelis, magram mas sxva ramis gakeTeba ZaluZs – adamians sikvdilis
xsovna warstacos da miwieri cxovrebis simyare Caunergos. arsebobs
ucnauri seqta, romlis wevrebsac dedamiwaze maradiuli cxovrebis survili
maniad eqcaT. am seqtis swavlebiT adamianebi imitom kvdebian, rom TavianTi
sikvdili irwmunes. aqedan gamomdinare, imisaTvis, rom ar mokvde, sakmarisia
daijero, rom ar mokvdebi... roca seqtis romelime wevri „miuxedavad amisa“
mainc kvdeba, danarCenebs es maincdamainc ver afxizlebs. isini amboben: „es
maTi mciredmorwmuneobis gamo moxda, radgan rwmenaSi dabrkoldnen,
daeWvdnen, rom sikvdili ar aris, sakuTar gulSi dauSves, rom mokvdebian
da am eWvisaTvis sikvdiliT daisajnen, magram es maTi saqmea, Cven ki gvwams,
rom ar davixocebiT da maradiulad vicocxlebT“.
es seqta me-19 saukuneSi gaCnda iq, sadac unda gaCeniliyo – amerikaSi da
dRemde arsebobs. misi wevrebi meditireben Temaze, rom arasdros daixoce-
bian, rom sikvdili ar aris, xolo Semdeg moulodnelad kvdebian da
sasaflaosaken an krematoriumisaken miemarTebian.
viyoT gulwrfelni, Cvens gulebSi CavixedoT: xom ar isadgurebs iq am
ubedur seqtantTa msgavsi ram? Tavs xom ar vimSvidebT azriT, rom Tvals
davxuWavT da sikvdili Cagvivlis, rom mxolod Cven davifarebiT misi
yovlismxedveli Tvalisagan? goneba iZaxis: „me movkvdebi, RvTis gangebam
samyaros Seqmnamde momimzada samare, sadac Cemi sxeuli saSinel
samsjavromde iqneba“. suli ki epasuxeba: „ara, me ar movkvdebi. es metismetad
saSinelia imisaTvis, rom simarTle iyos“. ra viRonoT gonebisa da sulis am
kamaTSi? rogorc ioane oqropiri ambobs: „vevedroT ufals, rom mogvmadlos
sikvdilis xsovna da lmobiereba~*, romelic adamianis gulSi am xsovniT
ibadeba. Tund Cveni guli qvasaviT mtkice iyos, locvis sityvebi ki
wyaliviT rbili, simaRlidan Camonadeni wylis nakadi am qvas TandaTan
ganlevs.
aris aseTi suraTi: Rirsi makari didi sikvdilze Cafiqrebula: egviptis
udabno, Sors faraonTa saflavis qvebi _ piramidebi moCans. kldovani
senakis axlos, qvaze, makari didi zis. mis win adamianis ConCxia da niCab-
weraqvi gdia. SesaZloa mas im beris miwisaTvis mibareba unda, romelic aq
manamde cxovrobda. Rirsi mama sicocxlis mswraflwarmavlobaze fiqrSia
CaZiruli. mis zurgs ukan sikvdili dgas. mas erT xelSi celi uWiravs,
meoreSi qviSis saaTi. saaTi adamianisaTvis micemul dros niSnavs, celi ki
gardauval dasasruls. makarisagan marjvniv angelozi dgas gragniliT
xelSi. gragnilze warweraa: „makari sikeTis qmna iCqare“.
zogjer am suraTze mziani dRea gamosaxuli: udabnos qviSiani sivrce.
mzeze gaxurebuli, gaSavebuli, TiTqosda xanZrisagan damskdari qvebis
grova. maSin mTeli udabno sikvdils asaxavs. zogjer Rames gamosaxaven.
mTvaris Suqi Zvlebsa da qalas ecema, TiTqos maT wyvdiads stacebs, sadRac,
horizontis ganapiras, Zlivs moCans Cabnelebuli piramidebi. am suraTze
Rirsi makaris senakTan swored rom naTeli da bneli Zalebis Widilia.
makari neSts dascqeris, raTa misi sulis romelime kunWuls damSvideba an
sulis siRrmeSi Tmis bewviviT SeumCneveli gulisTqma ar Seeparos, misi
arcerTi azri locvas ar moswyvitos da Tavisken ar miiqcios. TiTqosda
sofels meCitbadesaviT daugia kakanaTi, magram Rirs makaris ori frTa
gauSlia – locvisa da sikvdilis xsovnisa, masze amaRlebula da arwiviviT
kravs kamaras ukidegano zecaSi.

rogor kvdebian adamianebi

saavadmyofo _ esec solomonis mier miTiTebuli saxlia tirilisa,
skolaa sikvdilis xsovnisa*. odesme Tu ginaxavT, rogor kvdebian
adamianebi? saavadmyofoSi maT sagangebo palatebSi aTavseben, raTa sxva
avadmyofebma ar naxon sikvdili, romelic SesaZloa TiToeuli maTganis
wasayvanad movides. ise ki momakvdavebTan, rogorc sikvdilmisjilTa sakanSi
datusaRebul patimarTan, gamosaTxoveblad axloblebsa da megobrebs
uSveben.
xiluli samyaro uxilavisagan SeuRwevadi kedliTaa gayofili, magram
momakvdavisaTvis es zRude sul ufro metad Txeli, gamWvirvale da
SeRwevadi xdeba, TiTqos is erTdroulad or samyaroSia. mas esmis xmebi,
romelsac Cveni yuri ver aRiqvams. eCveneba, rom mis sawolTan isini modian,
vinc mas maradisobis gzaze dadgoma daaswro, gansakuTrebiT isini, visTanac
megobroba da siyvaruli akavSirebda. momakvdavi wynari CurCuliT
warmoTqvams imqveynad wasulTa saxelebs; ufro xSirad ki sityvas – „deda“.
albaT deda sikvdilis Semdegac SvilisaTvis yvelaze axlobel arsebad
rCeba, Tumca Svilic Rrmad moxucda.
xSirad momakvdavis Tvalebi saocrad Rrma da naTeli xdeba, TiTqos
xiluli samyaros, misi sagnebisa da nivTebis saxe apkiviT Camocurda maTgan.
misi mzera sadRac Sors miemarTeba, is garSemo myof adamianebs ver xedavs,
magram imis xedvas iwyebs, rasac Cven jer ver vxedavT; mis win raRac
didebuli da uCveulo ixsneba. me gamaogna momakvdavis Tvalebma, romelic
bavSvobaSi vnaxe. es Tvalebi or laJvardovan ufskruls hgavda, an kidev or
kristals, romlebSic maradisoba iyo areklili. me urwmunos sikvdili
vixile. is grZnobda, rom kvdeboda da eqimebs ise evedreboda sicocxlis
gaxangrZlivebas, TiTqos isini TviTon ar kvdebodnen, TiTqos adamianis
xelT iyos ukvdaveba dedamiwaze. „male gazafxuldeba, _ ambobda is, _
ayvavdebian xeebi, me ki am dros miwaSi viwvebi. Tuki vkvdebi, riRas eqimebi
xarT? risTvis xarT saWiro, Tu Cemi gadarCena ar SegiZliaT?“ erTi misi
mezobeli morwmune qali aRsarebaze da ziarebaze mis dayolebas Seudga.
Tan sityvas ukravda, rom ziarebas misi gamojanmrTeleba SeuZlia.
moulodnelad is daTanxmda, magram imave Rames gardaicvala. rogorc Cans,
sulis siRrmeSi iseTadve darCa, rogoric iyo, ufalma ver hpova masSi sina-
nuli da ziarebamde ar miuSva.
vnaxe sxva suraTi tanjviT sikvdilisa. momakvdavi iseT moZraobebs
akeTebda, vinmes rom icileben Tavidan, garSemo mogrovil uxilav mtrebs
iSorebda... mas, rogorc maxeSi gabmul mxecs, saxeze SiSi aRbeWdoda.
amboben, rom ziarebisas adamianis Sinagani mdgomareoba gansakuTrebulad
Cans. is aseve Cans sikvdilis drosac. erT monazon qals, romelic mraval
wels Zvlis WleqiT itanjeboda da saavadmyofoSi gardaicvala,
gardacvalebis Semdeg saxe iseTi naTeli da mSvenieri gauxda, rom eqimebma
ifiqres am gadasxvaferebisaTvis, rogorc saswaulisaTvis ise SeexedaT (es
monazoni soxumis saavadmyofoSi, me-19 saukunis 70-ian wlebSi gardaicvala)
da piriqiT, arian adamianebi, romelTa saxeebi sikvdilis Semdeg Savdeba da
mkacr gamometyvelebas iZens.
maT, vinc micvalebulTan fsalmunebs kiTxulobs, ician, rogori iolia
zogi adamianisTvis locva. TiTqosda maTTan erTad gardacvlilis sulic
loculobs, zogjer kubosTan simSvide da sixarulia; iq ar aris
sikvdilis, rogorc danakargis SegrZneba, aramed sixarulia imis gamo, rom
suli miwieri mogzaurobidan Sin dabrunda. arsebobs erTgvari grZnoba,
mauwyebeli imisa, rom suli xsnilia, TiTqos gulma misgan imqveynidan cnoba
miiRo. magram arian micvalebulebi, romelTa siaxlovisas suli sevdas,
simZimes da SiSs grZnobs, TiTqos maT kubos raRac bneli arsebebi gars
exvevian. Znelia aseT saxlSi fsalmuni ikiTxo. geCveneba, rom ena gimZimdeba
da yoveli sityva ZaldatanebiT warmoiTqmeba, TiTqos mkiTxveli mZime qvebs
abrunebs da zeviT ezideba. zogierT kubosTan keTilsurnelebas grZnob,
zogTan ki – sikvdilis mZime suns. is sulac ar hgavs gaxrwnili gvamis
Cveulebriv simyrales: mas ara ynosva, aramed sulis raRac Sinagani grZnoba
aRiqvams. zogjer kubosTan ucnaurobebi xdeba: xan sanTlebi qreba da
TavisTavad cviva, xan arafriT ar enTeba kandeli, TiTqos raRac uxilavi
arsebebi yvirian: „ra gindaT aq, is Cvenia!“ erTxel sikvdilis win
vaziarebdi universitetis profesors, romelic erT dros Tbilisis
sasuliero akademiaSi da seminariaSi aswavlida. studentebs is ara mxolod
codnisaTvis uyvardaT, aramed sulis sispetakisTvisac, romelic man am
gaxrwnil samyaroSi SeinarCuna. man TiTqosda Waobze iara da talaxSi ar
amosvrila. am adamianma sikvdilis win miTxra: „nu ifiqrebT, rom ziareba
gamojanmrTelebis imediT gadavwyvite; am wuTebSi RmerTs janmrTelobas da
sicocxlis gaxangrZlivebas ar vTxov, vgrZnob, rom vkvdebi, Tumca Cems
sneulebas mimalaven, mxolod erTi ram minda: miteveba RmerTisagan,
romelic mTeli cxovreba mwamda“.
gudauTaSi eklesiis momsaxure morCili, saxelad klavdia, cxovrobda. is
iyo sulieri Svili sqemiRumen sabasi11 fskovo-peCoris monastridan. is
ukurnebeli seniT daavadda, misi dReebi daTvlili iyo. metic, eqimebma
Tqves, rom „misi sikvdili yovel saaTs aris mosalodneli da saswaulia,
rom kidev cocxalia“. me mas vkiTxe:
monazvnobis miReba xom ar ginda?
man mipasuxa:
me sqemiRumen sabas sulieri Svili var da misi kurTxevis gareSe raimes
gakeTebis meSinia. erTxel mama sabam ZaZis msgavsi perangi maCuqa da mkiTxa:
„sxvaze xom ar gacvli?“ „ara – meTqi“, _ vupasuxe da is aqamde maqvs.
me vuTxari:
aRkvecis Semdeg monazoni bers bardeba da aRkvecis Sesrulebis Semdeg
vityvi: „Sens Tavs mama sabas vabareb“. perangi aRkvecisas dagWirdeba. ase
rom, mis sulier Svilad darCebi. is damTanxmda.
me soxumSi gavemgzavre, rom mitropolit iliasagan12 kurTxeva ameRo. man
momismina da Tqva: mas monazvnoba ki ara, mantia mieci.
aRkvecis dros klavdia loginidan wamodga da jvari da sanTeli TviTon
eWira. Sin dabrunebuls macnobes, rom Cemi wamosvlis Semdeg klavdia
muxlebze daSvebula, RmerTisTvis madloba aRuvlenia mimadlebuli
wyalobisaTvis da ase, muxlebze mdgari momkvdara. klavdias sulis
wasayvanad gamogzavnili angelozi TiTqosda icdida, vidre mas samonazvno
samoss Caacvamdnen, raTa waeyvana, viTarca sasZlo qristesi...
ziraqis sibrZnis wignSi weria:* „nurc mkvdrebs aRukveTT wyalobas“. es
wyaloba maTTvis locvaa, gansakuTrebiT – wirvaze moxsenieba. arc Tu
iSviaTad, roca CvenTvis axlobeli adamiani kvdeba, gvrCeba ara mxolod
gancda aunazRaurebeli danakargisa an ganSorebis tkivili, Cvens gulSi
maT winaSe danaSaulis grZnoba iRviZebs, grZnoba gadauxdeli valisa.
vixsenebT sikeTes, romelic man gagvikeTa da umadurobas, romliTac
vpasuxobdiT. ramdeni tkivili migviyenebia axloblebisaTvis, rogori
sisastike gamogviCenia maT mimarT, ramdenjer SekumSviaT guli Cveni
sityvebisagan, rogorc dartymebisagan, da raoden Znelia ifiqro imaze, rom
es tkivili da Cveni usamarTloba Tan waiRes sikvdilis qveyanaSi da
dagvitoves dagvianebuli sinanuli, dagvitoves gulSi mouSuSebeli iara!
magram micvalebulTaTvis locviT SegviZlia gamovasworoT Cveni codvebi
da Secdomebi kidev ufro meti xarisxiT vidre maSin, isini Cvens gverdiT
rom yofiliyvnen. mkvdarsac SegviZlia patieba vTxovoT rogorc cocxals,
gansakuTrebiT mis saflavTan. mravali SemTxveva yofila, roca
gardacvlilTa sulebi madlierni yofilan maTTvis locvis gamo,
gamocxadebian imaT, vis mimarTac adre mtrulad iyvnen ganwyobilni, raTa
mietevebinaT urTierTisTvis. cocxlebi da mkvdrebi erTmaneTisagan erT-
gvari nivTieri zRudiT arian gayofilni. magram qristes eklesiaSi Cveni
sulebi erTobaSi arian. eklesiuri locvis naTeli ara mxolod dedamiwas,
jojoxeTis siRrmeebsac asxivosnebs. mas sixaruli da Sveba moaqvs imaTTvis,
visac misi sxivebis, an Tundac susti anareklis aRqma SeuZlia. am locvebSi
nugeSia micvalebulTaTvis da darigebani cocxlebisTvis. es tirilia Cveni
cxovrebis warmavlobasa da codvianobaze, magram masSi imedic gaismis.
garadcvlilni Cvengan mowyalebas elian da rogori madlierni iqnebian
imaTi, vinc maTTvis loculobda, roca imqveynad Sexvdebian.

qristeanobiTni aRsasrulni
cxovrebisa
cxovrebisa Cvenisani
saelesio locvebSi Cven sagangebod viTxovT, rom Cveni cxovrebis
aRsasruli iyos qristianuli da vcdilobT sinanulisa da wm.saidumlos
meSveobiT* momzadebulni SevxvdeT mas. sikvdilisaTvis mTeli cxovreba
unda vemzadoT, magram gansakuTrebulad mniSvnelovania, ar davkargoT is
Zvirfasi dReebi, saaTebi da wuTebi, roca adamiani dedamiwas eTxoveba da
maradisobaSi midis. „raSic mogiswrebT, imaSive gangsjiT“, _ ambobs ufali.
„sikvdilis dRe gacilebiT didia, vidre dRe dabadebisa“, _ ase eubneboda
Rirsi markoz Trakieli monazons, romelsac unda daekrZala igi. sikvdilis
dRe arsebiTad aris kidec dRe dabadebisa im cxovrebisaTvis, romelsac
bolo ara aqvs. is Sejamebad, daskvnad, gamocdad da aqedan gamomdinare –
adamianis ganaCenad gvevlineba. ratom anugeSebs mtiralT macxovari? (maT.
5,4; luk. 6, 21) imitom, rom tirili – es miwier iluziaTa ngrevaa. Cveni
gulqvaobisa da ganZvinebis mcodne RmerTi sneulebebs gvigzavnis, rogorc
sikvdilis winaswar macneebs. adamiani xedavs, rogor irRveva misi sxeuli,
romelic sagangebo pativSi hyavda, romlis avxorcobamac sulis xma CauxSo.
mas uZlurs da cocxlad xrwnads xedavs, TiTqos uxilavi matlebi nTqaven
mis gadaqancul da naoWebiT daRarul, uwmindurobiT ayrolebul sxeuls,
romelic gvamad unda iqces, romelSic tkbobas eZiebda, dRes ki raRac
Sededebul tkivilad qceula. avadmyofebTan urTierTobac ki sikvdilis
Sexsenebaa: sarecels mijaWvuli kacis sicocxle myife minas hgavs, romelic
SesaZloa erTi moulodneli dartymiT daimsxvres. CirqiT gaJRenTili
bandebi, gaxrwnili sisxlis suni – es yvelaferi TiTqosda codvis saxea,
romelic zaravs adamianis suls, im saSineli sneulebebis, im Wrilobebis
saxea, romelTa gankurnebac mxolod RvTiur madls ZaluZs.
saavadmyofo cixes hgavs. cixeSi adamians urdulebi da gisosebi iWeren, aq
ki sneulebiT, rogorc jaWvebiT, is loginsaa mijaWvuli. avadmyofoba Zvir-
fasi SesaZleblobaa sinanulisa. is gvafxizlebs, dagvanaxebs, rogori
araraoba yofila vnebebi, romelTa „didebulebisganac“ mxolod bneli
laqebiRa SemorCenila. is adamianuri ampartavnebis mTel sicrues
gvimJavnebs da rogorc taZris zari, ufalTan gvixmobs. magram demoni isev
da isev im Zvirfasi drois warTmevas cdilobs, romelic SesaZloa ma-
radisobaSi adamianisTvis gadamwyveti gaxdes da amas sikeTis niRbiT sCadis.
axloblebi yvelafris gakeTebas cdiloben imisTvis, rom sikvdili
avadmyofs uecrad waadges Tavs. isini mas umalaven, rom avadmyofoba sasikv-
diloa an saxifaTo, cruoben, rom igi swrafad gamomjobindeba,
gaumarTlebeli imedebiT anugeSeben, darwmunebulni arian, rom sikvdilze
gadakruli sityvac ki momakvdavs ukanasknel dReebs mouwamlavs. es rom
urwmunoebs gaekeTebinaT, romlebisTvisac dabadeba SemTxveviTobaa, xolo
sikvdili – gardauvaloba, gasagebi iqneboda, magram ase mravali qristiani
iqceva, romelTac ar esmiT, rom imisi cxonebis moRalateebi da sulieri
mkvlelebi xdebian, vinc uyvarT.
 isec xdeba, rom momakvdavis axloblebs eSiniaT, mas aRsareba da ziareba
Seaxsenon, mRvdlis daZaxebas ar Cqaroben, raTa avadmyofi ar mixvdes, rom
sneulebam seriozuli xasiaTi miiRo. avadmyofisaTvis misi mdgomareobis
damalva da misi motyueba samedicino eTikis, ufro sworad etiketis
dauwerel kanonad iqca. am dros ki adamianis suls mounaniebeli codvebi
tanjaven, Tundac is amas ver acnobierebdes, magram sinanuli da wm.
saidumlosTan ziareba simSvides mianiWebs, miscems kurnebas, an Zal-Rones,
raTa Rirseulad, RvTisadmi morCilebiT Seegebos sikvdils. avadmyofebTan
mRvdels xSirad maSin eZaxian, roca is gonebas kargavs da ziarebis miReba
aRar SeuZlia! am mxriv, ramdenad ukeTesad iqcevian Cinelebi, romlebic
TavianT mSoblebs niSnad siyvarulisa, kubos Cuqnian, mSoblebic am
saCuqars, rogorc zrunvas maT sikvdilisSemdgom sacxovrebelze,
madlierebiTa da sixaruliT iReben.
roca momakvdavs ar afrTxileben, rom igi male amqveyanas datovebs, mas
sulierad klaven da ukve sikvdilis klanWebSi momwyvdeuli, daswyevlis
imaT, vinc CaaZina da moatyua. TanamedroveTa azrovneba iqiT aris
mimarTuli, rom adamianebs sikvdilis xsovnis warTmeviT uzrunveli da
„komfortuli“ sikvdilis saSualeba miscen. es sicrue Tavis mxriv sxva,
aranakleb borotebas badebs: Tuki avadmyofoba mtanjvelia,
gamojanmrTelebis SesaZlebloba ki ar aris an metismetad mcirea, Cndeba
kiTxva: mowyaleba xom ar iqneba, Sewyviton es tanjva, anu Sewydes
mkurnaloba, an miscen mas raime, mag. narkotiki didi doziT, romelic
umtkivneulod moklavda? zog qveyanaSi ukve miRebulia kanoni, romelic
eqimebsa da naTesavebs nebas rTavs, avadmyofis sicocxlesa da sikvdilze
miiRon gadawyvetileba. aq igive humanisturi aTeizmi, an aTeisturi humanizmi
RvTis gangebas upirispirdeba da adamiani sicocxlisa da sikvdilis
sakiTxis gadaWras iwyebs. Tumca, am gadawyvetilebis miReba mxolod
RmerTis saqmea. saeklesio wesebis mixedviT, Tu momakvdavma rogorRac
gamoxata Tavisi sinanuli, rogoric ar unda iyos misi warsuli cxovreba,
is qristianulad daikrZaleba da sulis mosaxsenebeli sxva locvebic
waikiTxeba. amgvarad, sikvdiliswina mciredi sinanulic ki cxonebis imeds
gvaZlevs, xolo danarCens RmerTi wyvets. saxarebaSi monanul avazakze
Semdegia moTxrobili: jvarze mimsWvaluli avazaki macxovars gmobda,
magram uecrad rwmenam, rogorc zeciuri sinaTlis sxivma, misi guli
gaasxivosna da ufalmac Seiwira misi sikvdiliswina sinanuli (maT 27,
27 44;
luka. 23,
23 39-43).
warmovidginoT sxva suraTi: im dros, roca es avazaki sasjelis
aRsrulebis adgilze mihyavdaT, misTvis vinmes tanjvis Sesamsubuqeblad
Sxami rom miewodebina da igi jvarcmamde, gzaSive momkvdariyo, ra
mouvidoda mis suls? is jojoxeTSi wavidoda. eqimebi, romlebic avadmyofs
momakvdinebeli dozis narkotikiT aZineben, mas sikvdilis win sinanulis
ukanasknel Sanss arTmeven, Tund es sinanuli bolo amosunTqvas axldes.
amitom axali swavleba „ioli sikvdilis“, rogorc avadmyofis mimarT
mowyalebis Sesaxeb, gamousworebel sisastiked iqceva. Tanamedrove adamiani
sikvdilis xsovnas yovelnairad gaurbis. bevrs sasaflaoebis monaxulebis,
dakrZalvaze daswrebisa Tu axloblis kubos danaxvisac ki eSinia. fobiisa
da nevrozebis Tavidan asacileblad fsiqiatrebi TavianT pacientebs
STaagoneben, rom maT ar ifiqron sikvdilze. sikvdilis xsovnas quxils Tu
SevadarebT, adamianebi mzad arian yurebi cviliT daicon, rom es xma ar
gaigonon, xolo Tu Ramis sibneleSi elvas SevadarebT, Tvalebs ixveven,
rom sibneleSi icxovron. adamians ori uxilavi Tanamgzavri hyavs: mfarveli
angelozi da demoni. demoni mas avxorcobis meSveobiT codvisaken ubiZgebs,
mfarveli angelozi ki sikvdilis SexsenebiT misgan icavs. zogi Tvlis, rom
sikvdilis xsovnas adamianis nebis paralizeba SeuZlia, aseve SeuZlia igi
Sromis uunaro gaxados, cxovrebis mizani aRukveTos, gamudmebul sevdaSi
CaZiros, anu imaSi, rasac prostracia ewodeba, magram es ase ar aris: mowyi-
neba gawbilebis an auxdeneli survilebis Sedegia, sikvdilis xsovna ki,
piriqiT, adamians aiZulebs dros gaufrTxildes, imis gagebaSi exmareba, rom
misi WeSmariti mizani miwieri cxovrebis zRvars iqiTaa. is ara mis cxov-
rebas, aramed mis iluzias angrevs, es xsovna TviT drosac maradisobas
uqvemdebarebs. sikvdilis xsovna kacs gansacdelSi simamaces matebs,
mwuxarebaSi – nugeSs, radgan qristianisaTvis sikvdili aRdgomis naTliTaa
gasxivosnebuli.
SediT palatebSi, sadac momakvdavebi wvanan. karebTan sazidrebi dgas,
romlebiTac gvamebi morgSi miaqvT. iq maT SeSis grovasaviT awyoben
erTmaneTze. naxeT isini, vinc WleqiT kvdeba: maT sxeulebs uxilavi cecxli
wvavs, kani Zvlebze gadahkvriaT, sunTqvisas piridan sisxlis buStebi
amosdiT; naxeT, vinc kiboTi kvdeba: maT sxeuls TiTqos rvafexa Semoxvevia
Tavisi sacecebiT da nel-nela Wams; vinc gangreniT kvdeba: maTi sxeuli
naxSiriviT Savdeba, isini, rogorc leSi, cocxlad lpebian. CaxedeT yvela
am adamians TvalebSi, isini TiTqosda ukve amqveynis iqiT – imqveynisaken
imzirebian. ukanaskneli amosunTqva, es ucnobelobaSi gadadgmuli pirveli
nabijia. am dros maTi Tvalebi qreba da dabindul minad gadaiqceva.
solomon brZeni werda: „miwisagan Seqmnili sxeuli miwaSi midis, suli ki
– RmerTTan, romelmac is samsjavrosaTvis Seqmna“*. amJamad aRorZinebas
ganicdis warmarTuli tradicia – gvamebis dawva. adamiani ferflis grovad
iqceva. qristianisaTvis koconi jojoxeTis saxea, warmarTebisaTvis –
urwmunoeba aRdgomisa. kremaciis SemTxvevaSi qristianuli dakrZalva erTob
uadgilo** xdeba. am dros sityvebi: „miwa xar da miwadve miiqec“ unda
Seicvalos sityvebiT: „miwa xar da cecxlad miiqec“. samares, romelsac
jvari gaabrwyinebda, dResdReobiT urniT an ferflis yuTiT cvlian, _
sikvdilis xsovnisagan Tavis daRweva ase ufro advilia.

amaqveyniT motyuebulni
sikvdilis yvelaze tragikuli saxea – TviTmkvleloba. TviTmkvleli
sakuTar Tavs cocxalTa siidan Slis, magram mkvdrebsac ar surT misi
miReba. Zvelad TviTmkvlelebs sasaflaozec ar marxavdnen, maT saflavebs
ar asxivosnebda jvari, saflavis qvaze sanTels ar anTebdnen. maT sadRac,
gzis ganapiras, adamianis sacxovreblisagan moSorebiT marxavdnen da
rogorc keTrovnebs, ise gaurbodnen.
ra aiZulebT TviTmkvlelebs amaqveynidan ise gasvlas, rogorc sxvisi
saxlis karidan? ra aiZulebs adamians iseve eZebos Tavisufleba sikvdilSi,
rogorc patimari lamobs borkilebisgan Tavis gaTavisuflebas? misTvis
cxovreba autanel da gamounaTebel tanjvad ratom iqceva? mizezi da sababi
mravladaa, magram Tuki TiToeuli TviTmkvleloba eSmakisaTvis namReri
sabediswero simReraa sulisa, maSin yvela simRera gaerTianebulia erTi
leitmotiviT, romelic kvnesasaviT msWvalavs am ganwirul brbos, tkiviliT
SeSlili saxeebis fantasmagorias, adamianTa sulebis pirquS simfonias –
sasowarkveTis am Sav reqviems. es leitmotivia – imedis dakargva!
adamianma sakuTari Tavi miwasTan gaaigiva. am cxovrebis garda is
verafers xedavs. mas unda bedniereba, magram is arsadaa: sofels ar SeuZ-
lia mas is misces, rac Tavad ara aqvs. adamians bednierebis povna mxolod
imaSi SeuZlia, rac mis suls enaTesaveba. suli ki miwisagan araa, aramed _
zecisagan! misi warmosaxva da vnebebi yofierebis iluzias qmnian, romelic
realobasTan Sejaxebisas imsxvreva. warmosaxvasa da realobas Soris
kontrasti, rasac yvela ocnebis msxvrevad, sicrued, tragikomediad
aRiqvams, romlis personaJic TviTon gaxda, mis sulSi imis rwmunebad
gadaiqceva, rom cxovreba amaoeba da didi tkivilia, maradisoba ki
xaxadaRebuli sicariele.
amboben, rom daWerili morieli mtrisgan Tavis dasaxsnelad sakuTar
Sxamian kuds TavSi icems da igeslavs. aseve unda TviTmkvlels
winaaRmdegobisa da tanjvisgan, imedgacruebisa da sircxvilisgan, sicruisa
da sulieri tkivilisgan Tavis warsul cxovrebasaviT iluziur
metafizikur sicarieleSi gaqceva. misTvis sicocxle da sikvdili
adgilebiT erTmaneTs enacvlebian: mas iseve swyuria sikvdili, rogorc
sxvebi eswrafvian sicocxles. am cxovrebaSi bedniereba araa, magram arc
metafizikuri sicariele – Savi ufskruli arsebobs, sadac grZnoba da
goneba Caqreba, sadac adamiani arafrad iqceva da igi im bneli da
RvTismbrZoli sulis sferoSi gadadis, romlis meSveobiTac dedamiwaze
sikvdili Semovida. TviTmkvlelSi mxolod ori faqtori SeiZleba iyos: an
urwmunoeba RvTisadmi, an RvTisadmi siZulvili, mesame SeuZlebelia!
TviTmkvleli an fiqrobs, rom sicocle SemTxveviTobaa, TavisTavad
anTebuli naperwkalia kosmosis mkvdar sivrceSi, an Tu swams Semoqmedi, mas
borotebis mizezad Tvlis. amitom TviTmkvleloba RvTisagan sruli
gandgomaa.
adamianSi codva budobs, misi sulis siRrmeSi mobinadre es maxinji
urCxuli. amasTanave adamiani, rogorc msgavsi RvTisa, silamazes mieltvis.
vnebebi mas momajadoebeli saxiT uxataven codvas, Semdeg iwyeba mware
Sinagani gamofxizleba: is, rac mSvenieri Canda, mis Tvalwin maxinji da
ugvani xdeba. es aris sulSi dafaruli konfliqti, romelsac adamiani
ganuwyvetliv ganicdis. Tuki codvasTan da vnebebTan brZolis stimuli ar
aris, maSin adamianma imedgacruebisa da cdunebis, siamovnebisa da
sicarielis, moCvenebiTi bednierebisa da misi daRupvis garda sxva Sinagani
mdgomareoba ar icis. niSandoblivia, rom TviTmkvlelebis mniSvnelovani
nawili – es swored is xalxia, vinc miwier silamazes xotbas asxamda, mas,
rogorc kerps emsaxureboda da masSi bednierebas eZiebda. kerpi – es
oqroTi dafaruli qvis an Tixis qandakebaa: is Soridan bzinavs, xSiri
Sexebisgan ki oqro scildeba. iqneb swored amitomacaa TviTmkvlelTa didi
nawili loTebsa da poetebs Soris.
 poetebi miwieri silamazis gurmanebi arian. isini ara mxolod eZlevian
vnebebs, isini maTi STagonebis wyaro, maTi palitris saRebavebia. maT yvela
vnebis gancda surT; undaT, rom isini yvelanair elfersa da niuansSi
ixilon, raTa sakuTar leqsebSi xorci Seasxan. poetebi gulis siRrmeSi
warmarTebi arian, isini adamiansa da amqveyniurs miaweren imas, rac RmerTs
ekuTvnis. amitom maT gulebSi erTmaneTs eTavseba sevda idealze da
dauokebeli swrafva codvisken, romelsac isini ise rTaven, rogorc oqros
farCiT – kubos.
poeziaSi ori sawyisi erTdeba – sityva da musika. musikis imitacia riTma
da ritmia. musikis mosmenisas Cveni goneba umoqmedodaa, rogorRac
miyuCebulia, is pasiur mdgomareobaSi gadadis. musikis aRqma Segnebis
doneze ar SeiZleba. is adamianis sulis im siRrmiseul simebze moqmedebs,
romlebic emociebsa da vnebebs JReras aiZuleben. musika – gacilebiT metad,
vidre xelovnebis sxva romelime saxeoba, eufleba adamianis suls da mis
pirovnul nebas adamblavebs. Tuki goneba da neba moqmedeben, maSin adamiani
wyvets musikis mosmenas da SegrZnebas, ritmis harmonia adamians itacebs,
ajadoebs da igi leqsebs maTi musikis ZaliT raRac hipnozur
mdgomareobaSi CaZiruli aRiqvams, poeziis sityvier qsovils ki – grZnobaTa
sferoSi myofi nazi asociaciuri kavSirebis meSveobiT. poezia aqrobs suls
(raRa Tqma unda saero poeziaze vsaubrobT), magram grZnobebs afaqizebs da
plastiurs xdis. amitom cxovrebis tragizmi – sulieri aRmafrenisa da
dacemis monacvleoba poetebs SeuZliaT Zlier mtkivneulad ganicadon. haine
werda:
aRarsadaa ZonZi Teatris,
da gadavagde Tumca es jvalo,
magram jer kvlavac mikvdeba guli,
TiTqosda isev dramas vTamaSob.
rasac artistul tkivilad vTvlidi,
Turme yofila tkivili naRdi,
da sasikvdilod marTla daWrili
mkvdar gladiators warmovsaxavdi13.
bodleri14 sakuTar Tavs miwaze danarcxebul ikaross adarebda. cxovreba
uRmerTod erT did sicrued iqceva. isini, vinc am sicrues emsaxurebian,
misi msxverplni xdebian. talaxSi Cavardnili loTiviT isinic drodadro
xedaven, rom vnebebi maxea sulisTvis da jojoxeTs sakuTar TavSi gani-
cdian, magram gasaqcevi arsaiT aqvT. maTTvis daxSulia zeca, isini mxolod
laJvardSi mcurav Rrublebs – Soreuli cis civ Crdilebs xedaven da
amitom gza maT win gzajvarediniviT ordeba: an Zvel vnebaTa da iluziaTa
samyarosaken, an umyofobaSi, sadac adamians Tavis daRweva upirvelesad
sakuTari Tavisagan surs.
mravalma poetma TviTmkvlelobiT daasrula sicocxle, kidev ufro metma
amis gakeTeba scada. leqsebSi TiTqmis yvelasTan drodadro JRers
namdvili sevda sikvdilze. poetTa TviTmkvleloba – es RvTis uaryofisa da
miwieri silamaziT tkbobis Sedegia. poetebi, rogorc meriqifeebi, vnebaTa
mduRare sasmels filigranuli leqsebis mooqrovil TasebSi da brolis
sasmisebSi asxamdnen, Semdeg ki binZuri ormos wylis gemos SeigrZnobdnen.
raRa rCebodaT? RmerTi sZulebodaT da kidev... monusxulebs ecqiraT
RrublebisTvis, romlebic dedamiwaze gadmopirqvavebuli okeanis zedapirze
zRapruli kunZulebiviT micuraven.
TviTmkvlelTa saflavebidan maTi da maTi gamcruebeli qveynis Semoqmedi
RmerTisadmi wyevlis Savi ali vardeba. es – eSmakisadmi locvaa.
TviTmkvlelebis saflavebze maradiuli Ramea. am saSineli samarxebidan
sicive amodis swored ise, yinulovani xeli rom kumSavs imis guls, vinc
uecrad Rrma da uZiro ufskrulis kideze aRmoCndeba.
 ocdaxuTi Tavi
sikvdilis xsovnaze

1
Sua saukuneebis erT-erTi qalaqis karibWis brinjaos dafaze
amotvifruli iyo warwera: „mgzavro, Sen SegiZlia am qalaqis yvela
mcxovrebis saxeli Seityo, mkvdrebisa ki mxolod RmerTma icis“. ra viciT
Cvens winaprebze? albaT ramdenime saxeli erTi gvartomidan, SesaZloa did
papamde an imis mamamde. amis iqiT yvelaferi raRac SeuRwevad wyvdiadSi
ikargeba. Cveni saxelebic mxolod ramdenime Taobas emaxsovreba, Semdeg ki
ise warixoceba adamianTa xsovnidan, rogorc bavSvi Slis dafidan carciT
daweril asoebs. SesaZloa ramdenime xans maT Cveni Tavi warweriani qviT
moniSnulma saflavma Seaxsenos, magram Semdeg isic miecema daviwyebas da
miwasTan gaswordeba. im qvis adgilze axali Senobebi aigeba da gzebi
gaikvaleba, xolo miwaSi areuli Zvlebis narCenebi samSeneblo nagavTan
erTad gadaiyreba.
Cvens win maradisobis ufskrulia, ukan – umyofobisa. yoveli dRe samares
gvaaxloebs. am samyaroSi ise vcxovrobT, rogorc satusaRoSi, CvenTvis
sasikvdilo ganaCenia gamotanili. sikvdili satusaRos guSagiviT yovel
wams SeiZleba daukakuneblad Semovides da tusaRi _ Cven – sasjelis aRs-
rulebis adgilze wagviyvanos. Cveni cxovreba ZeZviT dafarul oRroCoRro
gzas hgavs. TviTon ar viciT am gzaze rogor aRmovCndiT; nabrZanebi gvaqvs
viaroT; am gzis finali ki samarea. dro, rogorc nadavls dadevnebuli
mxeci, win migverekeba da SeCerebisa da sulis moTqmisTvis wuTsac ar
gvaZlevs. an kidev, dro hgavs mdinares, romelic ar Cerdeba arc dRe, arc
Rame. mis SesaCereblad adamiani ra Rones ar xmarobs, magram mdinare win,
SesarTavisaken miiswrafis. kaci muSaobs Tu sZinavs, erToba Tu trapezs
uzis, dro uxmaurod ganagrZobs Tavis dinebas.
mze, varskvlavebi, Soreul mnaTobTa uTvalavi meridianebi, kosmosur
okeaneSi kunZulebs rom hgvanan, yvela dros eqvemdebareba, yvelas aqvs
dasawyisi da dasasruli. odesRac, bavSvobaSi, dRe xangrZlivi gveCveneboda.
mze, rogorc veeba, cecxlovani Tvali, nel-nela gadioda gzas
aRmosavleTidan dasavleTisaken, TiTqosda dedamiwisagan mzeris moSoreba
ar surda. magram dReebi yovelwliurad TiTqos sul ufro mokldebian,
Cqardeba drois dineba da kinoqronikis kadrebiviT monacvleoba dRe-Ramisa
adamians eubneba: „iCqare, cotaa dro, is safasuria, romelsac
maradisobisTvis vixdiT“.
dro moyinul daRmarTsac hgavs: adamiani verafers eWideba, verafers
eyrdnoba, qveviT micuravs, fexqveS ki ufskrulia. dedamiwa sasaflaoa, Cven
davdivarT am sasaflaoze. gardacvlilTa sxeulebi mtvrad iqceva. es
mtveri sicocxlis axal formebSia. magram Cven ki varT is sxeulebi, miwaSi
rom dafles? adamiani erTi sxeuliT daibada, meoreTi gardaicvala: TviT
Cveni sxeuli icvleba ganuwyvetliv, es ki niSnavs, rom is, rasac sxeulad
vTvliT dinebaa nivTierebisa, romelmac gansazRvruli forma CvenTvis
ucnobi Zalebis moqmedebiT miiRo. rogorc mdinare miedineba kalapotSi,
romelic yovelTvis igive rCeba, Tumca wyali masSi yovel wuTs icvleba,
Cveni sxeulic aseve garedan Rebulobs da Tavisagan mowyvetiT gascems.
raSia misi erTianobis arsi – TviT adamianis sulSi. suli sxeuls tovebs
da sxeuli gvamad iqceva. xiluli kvdeba. arsi sicocxlisa – uxilavSia.
xiluli mokvdavia, uxilavi – ukvdavi, Tumc Cvens Tavs sul ufro xSirad
xilulTan vaigivebT.
skandinavur TqmulebebSi aris moTxroba uZlevel devgmirze, mas Zal-
RoniTa da gmirobiT veravin sjobda. erTxel ucnaur sizmars xedavs
devgmiri: farTo arenas SejibrisaTvis. is gamodis da Sesarkineblad
nebismier msurvels iwvevs. warmatebaSi winaswar darwmunebuli,
mowinaaRmdegeebs samgzis gamoiwvevs da uceb... moxrili dedaberi gamodis.
uyurebs gakvirvebuli falavani bebers, magram is uecrad swvdeba mas Tavisi
marwuxiviT xelebiT da grZnobs devgmiri, rom Zala ecleba, CviliviT umweo
xdeba. Semdeg dedaberi mas maRla swevs da nela axrCobs. axalgazrda
falavans SeSfoTebulsa da gaognebuls eRviZeba – ras unda niSnavdes es
yvelaferi? – sizmris axsna erTi gandegili brZenis garda veravin SeZlo.
man Tqva: „Sens Tavs uZlevlad Tvlidi, magram gyavs mowinaaRmdege, romelic
Senze Zlieria. esaa – dro. is jer aravis daumarcxebia, Senc CviliviT
dagauZlurebs da Tavis Zvlovan mklavebSi mogaxrCobs. es sizmari imisaTvis
gamogegzavna, rom Seni Zal-RoniT ar iamayo. mova sibere, Rone wagerTmeva
da bolos sikvdilic gewveva“.
adamians sikvdilis gaxsenebisa eSinia da amaSia misi codviT dacemis erT-
erTi mizezi. is svams fialidan, romelSic Sxamia da am Sxamze arafris
codna ar surs.
gaiare qalaqis quCebSi; gana bevr saxls ipovi iseTs, sadac arasdros
dautirebiaT micvalebuli? bevr iseT ezos naxav, romlidanac kubo
arasdros gamoutaniaT? adamiani fiqrobda, rom raRacas flobda, magram
aRmoCnda, rom rac ebada, yvelaferi valad hqonda micemuli.
Cveni cxovreba caze mocurave Rrublebs hgavs. isini formas icvlian, xan
daTovlil mTebs emsgavsebian, xan zRaprul urCxulebs, xanac mefis
sasaxleebs, Semdeg kvlav uformo Crdilebad da nislis grovad iqcevian da
rogorc yinuli gazafxulze, zecaSi dnebian.
Cveni cxovreba sizmars hgavs, sikvdili-gamoRviZebas. kacma gamoiRviZa da
yvelaferi, rac sizmrad naxa, warsuli Ramis meufebaSi darCa. rasac is
sicocxled Tvlida, sinamdvileSi kvdoma iyo, xolo is, rac sikvdili
egona, sicocxle aRmoCnda. sicocxle misTvis gulisTqmisa da vnebebis
dakmayofileba iyo, magram man qariSxaliviT ukvalod gaiara. xuTi grZnoba
martooden xuTi naprali iyo sapyrobilisa, romlebidanac mxolod
gaurkvevel Crdilebs arCevda, magram sikvdilma isini dauxSo, rogorc
ketaven saxlSi darabebs, xolo sxeuli, romelsac atarebda, gvami aRmoCnda.
adamiani sikvdilis saxed samares Tvlida, romelSic mis sxeuls flaven,
TviT saflavi uZiro Sav ormod warmoedgina, sadac is miwas Seereoda da
gaqreboda, rogorc wvimis wveTi okeaneSi, Sav, kosmosur RameSi
gauCinardeboda, sadac goneba qreba da sadac rCeba mxolod sicariele,
romelsac arc dasawyisi aqvs da arc dasasruli. magram saflavi aRmoCnda
ara dasasruli misi yofierebisa, ara qvesknelis dagmanuli da qva-RorR
miyrili kari, aramed dabadeba axal cxovrebaSi. is, rac dedamiwaze cxov-
rebis mTavar miznad warmoedgina: Zalaufleba, simdidre siamovneba,
yvelaferi yofierebis bneli negativi aRmoCnda. xiluli gaqrobis Semdgom
uxilavi Seiqna, uxilavi ki erTaderT realobad iqca.
is, rasac qveyana mSvenierebas uwodebs, sinamdvileSi Crdilebia,
gamTeniisas rom qrebian, mzeze mbrwyinavi Sxefebia, patara, varskvlavebis
msgavsi fifqebia, romlebic miwaze ecemian da talaxdebian. Cven yvavilebiT
vtkbebiT, magram isini male ferflad iqcevian; Cvens mzeras gafoTlili
xeebi atyveveben, magram Semodgomaze foTlebi yviTldeba, totebidan Zveli
samosiviT cviva da gzebze awyvia nagvis grovad, qari mas mindorSi fantavs
an RobesTan agrovebs namqeriviT.
xalxi ambobs: „_ ra mSvenieri saxea!“ ramdeni simRera da leqsi Seqmnila
miwieri silamazis gansadideblad da rad gadaiqca es silamaze? – myral
Cirqad! sadaa Tvalebi, romlebsac erT dros firuzsa da aqats, zRvasa da
laJvards adarebdnen? isini walad, lorwod iqca da fosoebidan
ukanaskneli cremliviT gadmoedina.
uazrobaa miwieri cxovreba, roca mas TviTmiznad xdian, roca misgan,
rogorc mtevnisagan Rvinis, siamovnebis sasmlis gamowurva surT. maSin is
abzindis mware fiala xdeba. vneba SxamTan areuli Taflia; miwieri
bedniereba – Crdilia, romelsac ver daewevi. adamiani sakuTar Crdils
misdevs, is ki misgan garbis. magram Tuki cxovrebas, rogorc
maradisobisaken mimaval gzas, ise SevxedavT, maSin is, rogorc didi
wyaloba, gaxsnilia sulisTvis, maSin misi mrume siRrmeebi sxivosndeba,
maSin xvdeba adamiani, risTvis cxovrobs, ris gamo itanjeba, risTvis
ibrZvis, maSin yovelive Tavis adgilze dgeba da adamiani xvdeba, rom mas si-
cocxle RvTis an satanis saxis saukunod miRebisaTvis mieca. yovelive
xiluls dro anadgurebs. sikvdilis tragizmi yovelive arsebuls
msWvalavs, krunCxvasaviT aryevs samyaros, magram qristianisaTvis am vrceli
zRvis gadaRma aRTqmuli miwis napirebia.
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adamiani arsebobis sam stadias gadis, pirveli – muclad yofnis
periodia, roca misi sxeuli yalibdeba; meore – miwieri cxovrebaa, roca
yalibdeba misi pirovneba, roca misi nebis gansazRvra sikeTis an borotebis
mimarTulebiT xdeba, roca wydeba mTavari sakiTxi – misi damokidebuleba
RvTisadmi. mesame – maradisobaSi Sesvlaa, roca ixsneba misi sulis is
Sinaarsi, rac man miwieri cxovrebisas SeiZina. adamianisa da kacobriobis
istoriis bolo aqti iqneba sayovelTao mkvdreTiT aRdgoma da sikeTisa da
bortebis saboloo ganyofa.
saxieri mxolod RmerTia, amitom maradisobaSi gardamavali WeSmariti
sikeTe – es RvTivmimsgavsebulobaa, xolo boroteba – RvTis saxis dakargva
da demonebTan mimsgavsebuloba. Cveulebriv, adamiani sikeTes gansazRvravs,
rogorc miwier keTildReobas, Tavisi vnebebis realizebis saSualebas.
borotebas ki uyurebs ara rogorc sulis gamomxvrel codvas, aramed
rogorc araxelsayrel garegan situaciebs an sxeulebriv sneulebebs. ami-
tom drosa da Zal-Rones igi Tavisi sayofacxovrebo keTildReobis
mowyobas axmars. Tumca yovlis STanmTqmeli drois dinebaSi myofi, Zalebs
amaod xarjavs: garegnuls miRma Sinagans ver xedavs, drois safarqveS
maradiuls ver sWvrets da kvdeba moumzadebeli, rogorc satyuaraze
wamogebuli, xafangSi gabmuli virTxa. zogjer zambariT xerxemal-
gadamtvreul mkvdar virTxas kbilebSi ukanaskneli nadavli, xorcis naWeri
aqvs gaCrili.
wmida marTali ioane kronStadteli wers, rom miwierze fiqri suls
amiwierebs, xolo codvaze fiqri da misi saxe Cveni mexsierebis siRrmeebSi
Tavs iyrian da Tuki isini sinanuliT da locviT ar warixocebian, maSin
rogorc demonis beWedi da gangdebulobis daRi, sulSi darCebian
samaradJamod. adamiani kvdeba da eTxoveba dedamiwas. magram is, rac gulSi
moixveWa, anu sikeTe an boroteba, mas Tan mihyveba. vkiTxulobT gardasul
saukuneTa qronikebs mefeebsa da gmirebze, maT Rvawlze, sikeTesa da
borotebaze, yvelaferze, rac maT ukeTebiaT da vikiTxavT: „sad arian isini?
cocxalia Tu ara romelime maTgani? arsebobs ki mefe, romelic
maradiulad imefebda? arsebobs ki iseTi mdidari, romelic sikvdilisagan
Tavs oqroTi gamoisyidda? sadme Tu aris cixe an koSki, romlis qvebis
daSlac dros ar ZaluZs? gana arsebobs qveskneli, sadac sikvdili ver
eweoda adamians?“ zogierTTagan saxelebiRa SemorCa JamTa aRweras.
mravalTa saxelebi ki iseve daikarga, rogorc maTi saflavebi.
erebisa da qveynebis saxelebi istoriis qariSxalSi iseve qrebian,
rogorc qari da wvima asworebs miwasTan saflavis yorRanebs. oRond egaa,
Tuki Zvelad samareSi micvalebulis oqrosa da samkauls awyobdnen, axla
am oqrosaTvis Cxubi da Sexla-Semoxla aqvT jer isev gauciebel sxeulTan.
udidesi simagre iyo babiloni, magram ra darCa msoflios upirvelesi
dedaqalaqisagan? qvebisa da aguris grova, mTis fisiT Sewebebuli da
gaqvavebuli droisagan. ra daemarTa ierusalimis udides siwmindes – mis
taZars? – misgan godebis kedlad wodebuli kedlis nawilia darCenili.
ramdeni saxelmwifo iyo axlandeli saharis adgilas? – isini qviSaSi, ro-
gorc did sarkofagSi arian Camarxulni! Tuki RamiT mzeras aRvapyrobT,
margalitisa da almasis Soreuli kunZulebis msgavsi varskvlavebiT
moelvare, veeba okeanesaviT zecas davinaxavT. kosmosi, TanavarskvlavedTa
arqipelagebiT, usazRvro da usasrulo gveCveneba, magram isic iZireba sxva,
CvenTvis amoucnob ufskrulSi, romlis saxelia – dro.
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iyo Zvelad erTi saxelganTqmuli brZeni, romelmac mravali mecniereba
Seiswavla. TiTqos ar iyo sakiTxi, romelzec pasuxis gacema mas ar SeeZlo.
erTxel masTan kaci mivida mcirewlovan vaJiSvilTan erTad da uTxra:
Cemma Svilma kiTxva damisva, romelsac pasuxi ver gaveci. moZRvaro,
imisaTvis Segawuxe, rom gaagebino, risi gagebac unda.
gaiRima brZenma da hkiTxa:
yrmav, ra hkiTxe mamaSens?
iman miugo:
 vkiTxe, dro ra aris-meTqi.
nuTu mamaSenma es ar icis? – gaukvirda brZens. – mismine... da ucabedad
Cafiqrda, TiTqos sityvebi ar eyo, rogorc haeri ar yofniT sunTqvisas.
didxans dumda brZeni da bolos Tqva:
xval modiT da getyviT, ra aris dro.
isini mividnen meore dRes, magram brZeni ar gamoegeba maT, mxolod
daubara, rom pasuxisaTvis erTi kviris Semdeg misuliyvnen. Semdeg vada
erTi TviT iTxova. roca isini kvlav mividnen, uTxra maT:
Tvals gadavavleb Zvel brZenTa wignebs, egeb iq iyos pasuxi, erTi wlis
Semdeg modiT.
erTi wlis Semdeg is maT Sexvda sityvebiT:
brZenTa wignebi duman amaze... nuTu mTeli Cemi sibrZne bavSvis SekiTxvis
gamo unda Sercxves? aTi wlis Semdeg modiT CemTan; Tu SevZleb gipasuxebT.
roca mama da Svili aTi wlis Semdeg mividnen, brZeni aRar iyo cocxali,
magram gadasces, rom sikvdilis win daubara, misi saflavi moenaxulebinaT.
iq maT dainaxes saflavis qvaze amokveTili sityvebi: „drois saidumlo
miuwvdomelia kacisTvis“.
rogorc qari wyvets totebidan foTlebs da sadRac Sors miaqvs, aseve
glejs Cveni cxovrebidan sikvdili CvenTvis axlobel adamianebs. isini
Tavian xsovnas toveben Cvens sulSi: Wrilobebi SesaZloa moSuSdes, magram
maTi kvali samudamod rCeba. axloblebis sikvdili – es raRac Savi
Rrmulebia Cvens cxovrebaSi, raRac Cavardnebi, romlebic sinaTles ar
ireklaven. urwmunosaTvis axloblis sikvdili – es is saflavicaa,
romelSic kubosTan erTad imedia Camarxuli. saflavi – is ukanaskneli si-
tyvaa, romliTac wigni mTavrdeba. sikvdili – gawyvetili simebis
ukanaskneli bgeraa. es veeba maxrCobelaa, romelic msxverpls Tavisi
xaxidan ar gauSvebs.
magram morwmunesaTvis sikvdili mxolod droebiT ganSorebaa, tirilia
kubosTan – damSvidobebis tirili, romelic Sexvedras gvpirdeba. erTi
megobarTagani adre gaeSura iqiT, sadac is dagelodeba. samaris ukuneTs ar
asxivosnebs mze, magram masSi locvis sxivebi aRwevs.
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sxeuli – sulis fardaa. sikvdili erTbaSad Camoglejs am fardas da
suli Tavis Tavs iseTs xedavs, rogoric is sinamdvileSia. amitom sikvdili
aris momenti, roca suli sabolood xvdeba sakuTar Tavs. adamiani
gaognebulia imiT, rom Tavis Tavs arasodes icnobda, mTeli cxovrebis
manZilze niRabs atarebda, romelic Seezarda mis saxes da axla is
pirvelad ixila, radgan sikvdilma axali, sulieri mxedveloba mianiWa.
rogorc udabnoSi wyurviliT momakvdavi mxolod erT ylup wyalze
fiqrobs, risTvisac rac abadia, yvelafers gaiRebda, masac erTi ram surs
sikvdilis Semdeg – sinanulisaTvis Tundac ramdenime dRe mieces. magram
sikvdili karibWea, romelSic Sedian, gamosvla ki aRar SeiZleba. sikvdili
suls sxeulisagan acalkevebs. qvis dartymiT aseve acalkeveben kaklis
guls naWuWisagan, rom naxon kakali saRia Tu ara.
vidre cocxlebi varT, sulieri samyaro dafarulia Cvengan. sikvdili am
samyaroSi Sesvlaa, aq CvenTvis yvelaferi axalia, es Sexvedraa im sulebTan,
romelTa neba-survilsac mTeli cxovreba asrulebda adamiani. es sulis
gzaa, romelic eniT gamouTqmel Sav ufskrulebze da kldeebze gadis, am
gzas suli mfarvel angelozTan erTad gaivlis, mas demonebi kvaldakval
misdeven mtacebeli mxecebiviT da nadavliviT undaT misi daWera.
adamiani sikvdilis dRes xvdeba, Tu ras niSnavs misTvis naTlobis madli.
ori beWedi – oqrosi da brinjaosi, Tavidan Sesaxedavad SesaZloa arafriT
gansxvavdebodes erTmaneTisagan, magram droTa ganmavlobaSi brinjao
Savdeba da mwvane nadebiT ifareba, oqro ki brwyinvalebas inarCunebs. imisi
sulic, vinc naTel iRo, aseve ganirCeva mounaTlavis sulisagan, Tumca
sicocxleSi ise Canda, TiTqos es adamianebi arafriT gansxvavdebodnen
erTmaneTisagan. didi ubedurebaa – waxvide maradisobaSi naTlobis
saidumloTi ganubaneli, eklesiasTan miuerTebeli, darCe misi locvis
safarvelis gareSe naTeli da bneli Zalebis samyaroSi, mfarveli
angelozis, rogorc Seni erTguli gzamkvlevis gareSe, darCe maradisobaSi
martoxela, demonebis tyve, macxovris jvarcmis msxverpliT gamousyidveli.
sikvdilis Semdeg adamianis winaSe is RvTiuri sikeTeebi ganiReba,
romlebsac ase swrafad iviwyebda da romlebic wyalze daweriliviT
iSleboda misi mexsierebidan. isinic gacxaddeba, romelTa Sesaxeb araferi
icoda da ar fiqrobda. mas warmoudgeba nacnobi da ucnobi codvebi,
romlebsac imaze meti simsubuqiT iviwyebda, vidre qari Slis miwaze
dawerils. is ixilavs Tavis cxovrebas, rogorc RvTisadmi gamudmebul
Ralats, misi nebisadmi dauRalav winaaRmdegobas, dainaxavs, rom qriste
misTvis jvars ecva, is ki sulierad Ralatobda iudasaviT, jvars
ramdenjer acva pilates jariskaciviT, ramdenjer daadga eklis gvirgvini!
da maSin misi bage veRar warmoTqvams sityvebs: „_ ufalo Semiwyale!“.
Cveni miwieri cxovreba momaval cxovrebaSi negativiviT gamJRavndeba:
cremli sixarulad iqceva, miwieri siameni – mwuxarebad, Tavmdabloba _ di-
debad, siamaye – dacemad, simdidre – siRataked, siRaribe – simdidred,
sulieri siglaxake – sibrZned, miwieri sibrZne – sulier sibneled, is, vinc
miwaze yvelas msaxuri iyo, pirveli gaxdeba, vinc pirvelobasa da Zala-
uflebas eswrafvoda, _ bolo Seiqneba. qristes jvari, romelsac sofeli
sigiJed Tvlida da Tvlis, didebis taxtad warmoCndeba, vnebebiTa da
ampartavnebiT naSobi qveyniuri suli – samgloviaro samosad. sikvdilis
wams adamiani dainaxavs, rom qristes mcnebebisa da misi winadausabamo saxe-
lis garda, yvelaferi sicruea, amitom sikvdili gaxdeba misi dabadeba an
saukuno cxovrebaSi, an saukuno sikvdilSi.
urwmunoebs eSiniaT sikvdilisa, radgan masSi TavianT Sobamdel
mdgomareobas, did „arafers“ xedaven. magram sikvdilisa marTlebsac
eSiniaT: didi ioane oqropiri, visi mTeli cxovrebac aRmsarebluri Rvawli
iyo, ambobda, rom eSinia sikvdilisa ara imitom, rom miwieri cxovrebis
gaxangrZliveba surs, aramd imis gamo, rom sikvdilis Semdgom samsjavros
moelis. Cven, codvilebs raRa gveTqmis? – mxolod erTi: „ufalo! dae
ufskrulma Senis mowyalebisam STanTqas Cveni codvebis ufskruli“.
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yoveli adamiani codvilia, magram isini SeiZleba daiyon monanulebad,
aramonanulebad da gasatanebulebad. monanulebi isini arian, vinc codvas
ebrZvian. am brZolas ori dasasruli, ori Sedgi aqvs: gamarjveba an
damarcxeba, cxoneba an warwymeda. aramonanuli codvilni urwmunoni an
fariseveli qristianebi arian. maT civi, ugrZnobeli rwmeniT swamT da ise
cxovroben, TiTqos RmerTi sulac ar arsebobs. mesameni – gasatanebuli
codvilni, Segnebulad sCadian codvas da demons, rogorc TavianT meufes,
ise emsaxurebian. am Tanrigs ekuTvnian jadosnobiTa da magiiT dasaqmebulni,
aseve ukeTurni, romlebic imiTi tkbebian, rom adamianebs awameben da maT
sisxls Rvrian.
amaTgan pirvelni ecemian da wamodgebian, scodaven da inanieben. aseTi
xalxis sulieri mdgomareoba gansazRvruli ar aris. maTi gansja mxolod
ufals SeuZlia. meoreni an RvTis arsebobas uaryofen, an cdiloben
SeuTavsebeli SeaTavson – codvas da madls erTdroulad emsaxuron,
vnebebis karnaxiT icxovron da gamosworebisaken yovelgvari swrafvis
gareSe, crud moinanion. ukeTesi vin aris: urwmuno Tu religiuri
TvalTmaqci? Zneli saTqmelia. magram urwmunobidan rwmenaSi gadasvla gaci-
lebiT iolia, vidre mzakvrobidan da siyalbidan sulier WeSmaritebaSi.
ufali gansakuTrebuli mrisxanebiT farisevlebs – am religiur artistebs
amxelda.
rac Seexeba gasatanebul codvilebs, maT sulSi sicocxleSive
jojoxeTia, isini ukve iwvian Sav alSi. TviT saxeli RvTisa maTSi
siZulvils iwvevs, rasac Cveulebriv faraven, magram es siZulvili arc Tu
iSviaTad mkrexelobaSi, religiis geslian dacinvaSi, zogjer ki raRac
RvarZliani, demonuri risxvis SemotevaSi vlindeba. magaliTad, frangma
satanistebma gamosces Jurnali saxelwodebiT – „rogor movkali qriste“,
ilustraciebi, sadac naCvenebia, Tu rogor isurvebdnen qristes wamebas:
Tavdayira acvamdnen jvars, sxeuls nawilebad daWridnen, nel cecxlze
dawvavdnen da a.S. mravali saqveynod cnobili ukeTuri Tavs urwmunod
asaRebda, magram bolo dros sul ufro vlindeba maTi kavSiri
okultizmTan da demonizmTan.
ra damokidebuleba aqvT sikvdilisadmi am adamianebs?
monanuli codvilebi cdiloben axsovdeT sikvdili, raTa am xsovniT
sulSi vnebaTa cecxli Caiqron, neba ganimtkicon da locva gamoacocxlon.
aramonanul codvilebs sikvdilis xsovna mteriviT sZulT, isini
Seuracxyofilni rCebian, roca Seaxseneben, rom adamianebi arian da rogorc
yvelani, isinic daixocebian. es xalxi raRac TviThipnozis mdgomareobaSi
cxovrobs – mxedvelni ver hxedven da momsmenT ar esmiT. isini Tavs
imSvideben epikures15 sityvebiT: „vidre kaci cocxalia, sikvdili ar aris,
xolo roca aris sikvdili, kaci aRar aris“ – anu STaigoneben, rom
sikvdili – es umyofobaSi gadasvlaa, magram ramdenadac dRes cocxlebi
varT, amaze ar unda vifiqroT. TanamedroveTa cnobiT Tavad epikure
sasowarkveTamde mxdali iyo da mxolod trabaxobda, rom ar eSinia
sikvdilisa.
urwmunoTaTvis sityva sikvdilis Sesaxeb, autanlad mZime ramis
Sexsenebaa. risTvis gaifuWos ganwyoba uazrod? cru qristianisaTvis
sikvdilis xsovna sxvisi xeliT miyenebul tkivils waagavs, roca es xeli
saxeze Sezrdil niRabs glejs mas. Tavs imiT imSvidebs, rom igi arc Tu ise
cudia, rom mis garSemo sxvebi met codvebs sCadian. mesameni – gasatanebuli
codvilebi Tvlian, rom sikvdilisaTvis mzadeba satanis maameblobiT aris
saWiro, romelTan yofnasac isini maradiulad apireben. amitom mravali
maTgani sibereSi kidev ufro sastiki xdeba. isini mkrexeluri sityvebiT
kvdebian, isic maSin, Tu gaaxsendebaT RmerTi. isini kvdebian da wyevlian
samyaros. maT Soris arian adamianebi, romlebic eSmakis samsaxurisaTvis si-
cocxles gawiraven, aseve arian Tavis gadasarCenad yovlgvar danaSaulze
wamsvleli mxdalnic. maTi umetesobisaTvis sikvdili mtanjvelad mZimea.
imisaTvis, rom naxo rogoria adamiani, masTan saubari sikvdilze unda gaaba.
visTvisac sikvdili udidesi saidumlo da Rrma fiqris sagania, mas
religiuri grZnobebi gaaCnia, risi safuZvelic keTilkrZalulebaa. is, vinc
sikvdilis xsenebisas yurebze xelebs ifarebs, Tumca ki Tavs qristianad
Tvlis, gulSi ar atarebs rwmenas; xolo vinc mxecs emsgavseba, an dacinviT
gpasuxobs, jambaziviT igrixeba da baZavs eSmaks, romelsac masxaras uwo-
deben, Tavis sulSi satanistia. amitomac sikvdilis xsovna adamianis gulis
fardas SeaRebs da amxels, Tu vin aris da visTanaa igi.
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sikvdilze fiqri aSinebs codvils. sindisi Surisgebas Seaxsenebs, magram
is isea mijaWvuli Tavis vnebebs, rogorc galeris skams katorReli. metic
– maTTan ganSoreba ar surs. adamians maradisobis SegrZnebis, erTgvarad
misi gulismieri Wvretis unari aqvs micemuli. codvam adamians gulis
Tvali dauxuWa. man Sewyvita sulieri samyaros uSualo Wvreta, Sewyvita
misi realurobis SegrZneba. xorciel adamians sikvdilis warmodgena
mxolod garkveuli saxeebiT SeuZlia ise, rom mas, rogorc saidumlos, ver
SeigrZnobs, SeuZlia imsjelos maradisobaze, viT misTvis Soreulsa da
ucnobze. amitom SekiTxvas – arsebobs Tu ara imqveyniuri samyaro? – aseTi
adamiani upasuxebs: „movkvdebi da maSin Sevityob“. magram es pasuxi „ho“-sac
Seicavs da „ara“-sac (metadre „aras“). amitomac ori gza aqvs codvils: an
moinanios da ebrZolos codvas, romelic mis guls Seezarda, an
dairwmunos Tavi, rom misi arseboba sikvdiliT mTavrdeba, rom ukanaskneli
amosunTqviT is umyofobaSi, udides „araferSi“ iZireba, sadac qreba misi
goneba, sxeuli ki neSti xdeba. bundovani Rameuli sizmrebic ki codvilis
guls gangaSiT avsebs da is ebRauWeba azrs, rom sicocxle SemTxveviTobaa,
sikvdili ki sicarieleSi samudamo STavardna. es aris Taviseburi
meditacia-codvilis sulis siRrmeSi, sadRac Rrmad, qvecnobierSi
gamudmebiT myofi TviTSTagoneba.
magram am meditaciur TviTSTagonebaSic ar ZaluZs mas hpovos simSvide,
ramdenadac sikvdili – es misi imedebis CaZirvaa, dakargvaa yvelafrisa, rac
ebada. amitom meore azri, romlis Cagonebasac cdilobs sakuTari
TavisaTvis is aris, rom sikvdili sadRac Sorsaa, amitom misi iseve ar unda
eSinodes, rogorc ar unda SeaSfoTos varaudma, rom milioni wlis Semdeg
dedamiwas romelime kometa Cauqrolebs da cecxlovani kudiT mtvris
nawilakiviT warxocavs. adamiani askvnis: „sikvdilis Semdgom aRaraferia,
jerjerobiT TviT sikvdilic ar Cans, Savialqniani gemi jer ar gamoCenila
horizontze“. eSmaks unda, rom adamians sikvdilis xsovna waarTvas,
amisaTvis mas mraval satyuaras sTavazobs. eSmaks sikvdilis xsovna rom ar
moepara, rogorc gasaRebi sulisa, sxvis saxlSi Sesvlas ver SeZlebda
qurdiviT da ver gaZarcvavda mas. suliT avadmyofebs, isteriiT
daavadebulebs da maniakebs SexedeT, maT, vinc demonis gansakuTrebuli
zegavlenis qveS arian, rogor eSiniaT sikvdilze fiqris, rogor uWirT
Sesvla oTaxSi, sadac kuboa an dakrZalvaze daswreba, Tundac uaxloesi
adamianebisa! maT sakuTari Svilis gvamze mikarebisac eSiniaT. ramden
saSualebasa da xerxs ar mimarTaven, rom sikvdilis suraTi ar ixilon.
okultistebs ki sikvdilis SiSisagan Tavis daRwevis TavianTi xerxi aqvT.
isini amboben, rom sicocxleSi satanis maameblebi, sikvdilis Semdeg
jojoxeTis samefos Tavadebi gaxdebian da Zalauflebas satana maTTan
gaiyofs. ara! – is maTTan gaiyofs mxolod jojoxeTur tanjvas, RvTisagan
mitovebulobis simZimes, romelic maT veeba qvasaviT daawvebaT mkerdze. ara!
– is maTTan erTad gaiyofs Savi alis enebs, romelSic mas Semdeg iwvis,
rac Camovarda zecidan, raTa am Cauqrobelma alma dawvas maTi gulebi. is
maTTan gaiyofs mTel Tavis siZulvils RvTisadmi, rom jojoxeTSi ara
mtanjveli satana, aramed TavianTi Semoqmedi wyevlon.
jojoxeTi – es meore sikvdilia, sadac ar aris aRdgoma. pirveli,
xorcieli sikvdili da saflavSi lpoba amasTan SedarebiT mSvid Zilad
gamoiyureba.
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wminda patriarqi abraami qaldeis urSi, Tavisi mamis saxlSi cxovrobda.
Cveulebriv Wabukebi samogzaurod midian, raTa sxva xalxis znesa da cxov-
rebas gaecnon. maT Tvalwin samyaro wigniviT iSleba. TiToeuli qalaqi am
wignis furcelia, yoveli qveyana ki Tavia wignisa. Semdgom, asakTan erTad,
is sul ufro iSviaTad tovebs mamulis sazRvrebs, umetes dros Tavis
saxlSi, ojaxur garemoSi atarebs, TiTqosda SeZenil saganZurs aRricxavs.
wmida abraamis cxovreba amgvarad ar warimarTa – roca misi cxovrebis
mze dasavleTiT gadaixara, igi RvTis brZanebiT saxleuliTa da monebiT
aiyara, Tavisi qveyana samudamod datova da samxreTs, palestinas miaSura.
ara mxolod abraami, mTeli misi ojaxi da msaxurebic mogzaurebad iqcnen,
TavianTi jogebiT siriasa da egviptes Soris momTabareobdnen. erT-erTi
Zveli gadmocemis Tanaxmad Cveni pirvelmama palestinaSi Seiqmna. adamis
sxeulisTvis masalad palestinis miwa iqna gamoyenebuli, rogorc
marmarilo qandakebisaTvis; edemidan gamodevnilebma Tavi palestinas
Seafares; kacTa modgmis gamosyidva palestinaSi aRsrulda; iq, sadac
pirveli adami Seiqmna, daibada meore adami, romelmac erTi xeli zecas
mohkida, meore – dedamiwas da erTmaneTs mowyvetilni kvlav SeaerTa; aq,
palestinaSi dasruldeba miwieri istoriis bolo etapic, misi bolo akordi
aq gaiJRerebs. abraami palestinaSi rogorc mogzauri ise movida. is Tavisi
ojaxobiT karvebSi cxovrobda da erTaderTi, rac man sakuTrebad SeiZina,
iyo mRvimuri akldama, sadac coli dakrZala da daibara – misi sxeulic iq
daekrZalaT. abraams am qveynis mkvidrni did pativs scemdnen da undodaT
misTvis miwis is nakveTi eCuqebinaT, sadac gamoqvabuli iyo. magram
marTalma abraama uxucesebisTvis safasuris vercxliT gadaxda daiJina da
imaze metic gadaixada, vidre savenaxe da sabaRe miwa Rirda.
Tuki Tavs nebas mivcemT da erTgvar simbolikas mivmarTavT, abraami
gonebis gansaxierebaa, sara-grZnobisa. sikvdilis xsovniT grZnobebi iTokeba:
sara pirveli wveba akldamaSi. Semdeg goneba yovelive miwiers ganeSoreba,
is Sedis gulSi, viTarca akldamaSi, raTa mis wyvdiadSi sanukvari naTeli
ixilos. sikvdilis xsovna ar mogvecema usasyidlod, is vercxlis fasad,
anu SromiTa da ofliT Seisyideba.
rogorc navmisadgomTan, samaris piras mdgari adamianebi kubos Sav
ormoSi, miwis siRrmeSi TokebiT uSveben, rogorc mezRvaurebi uSveben navs
zRvis muq tyviisfer talRebSi. isini Tokebs Wrian da kubo, viTarca
uialqno da uniCbo gemi, maradisobis okeaneSi eSveba da ukidegano sivrceSi
micuravs. am gemis kapitani – sikvdilia, misi tvirTi – micvalebuli.
adamiani yvelafers ganeSora, rac miwaze ebada. kosmosi, mziTa da
varskvlavebiT, ramdenime mtkavel ormos zomamde Semcirda. saflavi
ukanaskneli sacxovrebelia mkvdrisTvis, kubo – sareceli, romlis xmel
ficrebzec sxeulia dasvenebuli. kubo sufraa sanovagiT, oRond ara
micvalebulisaTvis, aramed matlebisaTvis gaSlili. sikvdilma maT Zvirfasi
stumrebiviT uxmo.
simdidris mqone Zunws araferi aqvs. is simdidres sakuTar Tavs umalavs.
memkvidreebi skivrebs xsnian, xSirad texen, arRveven baliSebs da roca
oqros an raime sxva Zvirfaseulobas ipovian, ise uxariaT, TiTqos ganZi
amoTxares miwidan. magram saflavidan aRaravin amoTxris kubos, mis
daWedebul saxuravs aravin gaxsnis kariviT. mzis sxivi aRarasdros
miefineba Tvalis cariel fosoebs.
... kubos saflavSi nela uSveben. gardacvlili axlos da amave dros
Sorsaa Cvengan: is – aq aris, is – sadRacaa; is aris da ar aris; iyo da
kvlav iqneba; is Cveni TvalisaTvis xilulia da uxilavi: es aris sikvdilis
saidumlo, romelzec beWedia maradisobisa.
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roca meomrebi salaSqrod midiodnen, iaraRisa da bargis garda Tan
carieli sazidrebi, tomrebi da yuTebi mihqondaT, raTa gamarjvebis
SemTxvevaSi Sig alafi CaewyoT. jars mTeli aRali misdevda. erT frang
marSalze ambobdnen, rom mas sxva Cveuleba hqonda: laSqrobebSi mxolod
kubo dahqonda, raTa xsomeboda, rom yoveli dRe da saaTi SesaZloa misTvis
ukanaskneli aRmoCeniliyo. sikvdili brZolis velze mkalaviviT gamodis da
gvamebs moWrili TavTaviviT Znebad kravs. tyvia marSlis mundirs iseve
advilad xvrets, rogorc jariskacis qurTuks da brZolas nebismieri
mebrZolisaTvis SesaZloa, erTnairad sabediswero bolo hqondes. zogjer,
brZolis Semdeg, adamianisagan sxeulis nafleTebiRa rCeba, romlebsac gva-
mebTan erTad saerTo saflavSi yrian da miwiT faraven. yvavebi, raRac gan-
sakuTrebuli, maTTvis damaxasiaTebeli alRoTi grZnoben, rom „nadimi“
mzaddeba da jars Soriaxlo misdeven, Tan erTmaneTs gadasCxavian mzvera-
vebiviT. isini TiTqosda meore jariviT Sekrebilan saomrad, oRond ara
cocxlebTan, aramed mkvdrebTan.
mama Tavisi jerac daubadebeli SvilisaTvis akvans amzadebs, mdidari
oqros Sesanaxad moWedil skivrs yidulobs. am frangma marSalma ki is
SeiZina, rac TiToeulisaTvis odesme yvelaferze metad saWiro gaxdeba –
kubo. bavSvi izrdeba da akvani misTvis TandaTanobiT viwrovdeba. mdidari
Tavis oqros memkvidreebs utovebs, romlebic mis sikvdils im yvavebiviT
moelian.
kubo ki is qonebaa, romelsac adamiani iqamde ar ganeSoreba, vidre misi
sxeuli ar gaixrwneba da muxis ficrebi ar dalpeba.
ase rom, marSali kubos sakuTari saxliviT da momTabaris karaviviT
yvelgan daatarebda. mas axsovda sikvdili da amitom Tavisi wodebiT ar
mzvaobda, mopovebuli gamarjvebebis didebiT ar Tvreboda. man icoda, rom
adre Tu gvian sikvdili TviT masze gaimarjvebda da amitomac mSvidad iyo
brZolis velze, tyviebi TiTqosda megobrebad hyavda, is dReniadag kvdeboda
da amis gamo aRar eSinoda sikvdilisa.
qristians unda axsovdes, rom igi – ukvdavi sulia, misi _ mxolod
sxeulia, xolo is, riTac „sazidaria datvirTuli“ – sxvisi. is misi araa, is
drois kuTvnilebaa. sikvdilis xsovna zRvaSi kunZuls hgavs: mocuravem
miaRwia mas da mSvidadaa. ucqeris, rogor exeTqebian napirs talRebi,
rogor boboqrobs zRva, magram kunZulze, rogorc cixe-simagreSi, mSvidoba
da siwynarea.
roca sakuTar Tavs ekiTxebi: „ra vqna?“, ar ici ra gadawyvetileba miiRo,
roca gzagasayarTan dgaxar, roca guli da goneba erTurTs ar eTanxmebian,
xolo neba da vnebebi orTabrZolaSi Cabmulan, maSin Tavi kuboSi
warmoidgine da Sens kiTxvaze pasuxs umalve miiReb.
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omar xaiams aqvs robaia miZRvnili meqoTnis xelovnebisadmi, romelic
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Tixisgan Tasebsa da fialebs amzadebs. am TixaSi adamianTa sxeulebis

nawilakebia. meqoTnes eCveneba, rom qoTani uyveba, Tu rogor iyo TviTon
meqoTne, rom fialis piri qalwulis bage iyo. da eCveneba meqoTnes, rom
Tixad gardaqmnil adamianTa sxeulebs zels.
masve aqvs robaia, sadac mTavari moqmedi piri, sikvdilis simbolo _
yvavia. yrantalebs yvavi da mis yrantalSi gaismis kiTxva: „saiTken, saiT?“–
saiT iswrafvis es droisagan devnili samyaro? erT-erT robaiaSi yvavi
qalaqis kedelze Semomjdara, klanWebSi didi xnis winaT gardacvlili
sulTnis qala uWiravs. yvavi kiTxulobs: ratom ar egebebian zeimiT?
litavrebi da fleitebi ratom ar JReren? xalxi ratom ar gamorbis Tavis
mbrZanebelTan Sesagebeblad? sulTnis dideba sadaa? – daviwyebas miscemia
misi saxeli; Zvali frinvelis klanWebSi – ai yvelaferi, rac misgan darCa.
jer kidev Zveli drois moazrovneebi ambobdnen: „filosofia – es unaria
sikvdilisa“. CvenTvis, qristianTaTvis, miwieri cxovreba sikvdilisaTvis
mzadebaa. qristes aRdgomiT sikvdili CvenTvis maradisobaSi dabadebad da
WeSmariti cxovrebis sawyisad iqca. gqondes sikvdilis unari amqveyniu-
risaTvis – es xelovnebaa cxovrebisa.
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adamiani sam samyaroSi cxovrobs. pirveli – xiluli samyaroa, anu is
garegani, rac yoveli mxridan gvakravs, rasac xuTi grZnobiTi organos
meSveobiT aRviqvamT, rac Cvens mexsierebaSi, sulis erTgvar sakuWnaoSi
ileqeba da inaxeba, xolo Semdgom mogonebebad, saxeebad, suraTebad,
fantaziebad, gegmebad, daskvnebad, gulisTqmaTa Rrublad gadamuSavdeba da
Cvens gonebaSi ganuwyvetliv trialebs.
meore – esaa uxilavi, sulieri samyaro. is miuwvdomelia Cveni
sxeulebrivi grZnobebisaTvis, TvalisaTvis uxilavia, mas ver gaigoneb, is
Seuxebelia, iq gansjiTa da azrebiTac ver SeaRwev, adamianuri sityviT ver
gamoxatav. es samyaro gulisTvis RvTiuri madlis moqmedebiT ixsneba.
adamiani TiTqosda am ucnobi samyaros Crdilebs xedavs, mis yofnas
SeigrZnobs, xolo Semdeg es SegrZnebebi mqrqaldeba da ikargeba. TiTqos
ufalma wamierad dagvanaxa zeciuri naTeli da gviTxra: „vidode da eZiebde
naTelsa amas“. sad da rogor veZeboT is? misi povna gare samyaroSi
SeuZlebelia, magram aris mesame samyaro, is TviT adamianSia. esaa – misi
guli, is sfero, sadac sulierisa da sxeulebrivis, cisa da miwis
urTierTSexeba xdeba.
guli kacisa karibWea, romliTac mas sulis misTvis ucnob nawilSi
Sesvla SeuZlia. es is „gamonaTebaa“, romlis saSualebiTac wamierad
SeuZlia zeciuri eklesiis mSvenierebis, adamis mier dakarguli da qristes
mier kacTaTvis dabrunebuli samoTxis xilva. gza jojoxeTidan
samoTxisaken gulze gaivlis, magram Cveni codviani, vnebiani guli daxSulia
da daketili. vnebebi, wadili, gulisTqma duRan masSi. isini abrkoleben,
atrialeben gulisTqmebs da adamianis suli raRac bnel qaosSia. is sakuTar
guls ar icnobs, sakuTar suls ver grZnobs. man Tavis TavSi gza xiluli
samyaros STabeWdilebebs misca, am STabeWdilebebs daeZebs da maTiT
cxovrobs. mas am qveynisagan raRac unda, eTviseba, mis Semweobas eZiebs,
fiqrobs, riTi moipovos misi megobroba da am vnebian zraxvaTa buqSi,
rogorc qarisagan datrialebul mtvris koriantelSi, mTeli sicocxle
gadis.
gamofxizleba Cveulebriv sikvdilis momentSi dgeba. am ukanasknel
gaelvebamde adamiani darwmunebulia, rom es miwieri samyaro misia. magram...
xedavs, yvelaferi rogor qreba, rogor tovebs mas, rom yovelive moCveneba,
sizmari yofila da mxolod imis amara rCeba, risi moxveWac Tavis gulSi
SeZlo. amitomacaa demonisTvis ase saSineli xsovna sikvdilis saaTisa.
demoni mis CaZinebas cdilobs, imis daviwyebas aiZulebs, rom dedamiwaze
yovelive warmavalia, misi CaTreva surs amaqveyniuri saqmeebis morevSi da
xSirad axerxebs kidec. am sizmrebSi, am oromtrialSi, SeumCnevlad, saaT-
saaT, dRiTidRe, wlidan wlamde, mTeli cxovreba gadis. adamiani samaris
piras iRviZebs da demonis xiTxiTi esmis, romelmac ase moxerxebulad da
saSinlad moatyua. yvelaferi, rasac iyo mijaWvuli, rac uyvarda, rasac
ixveWda, dneba da qreba, rogorc Ramis Crdilebi gamTeniisas. igi xvdeba,
rom ugonod gafanta, TiTqosda mokla yvelaze faseuli, rac RmerTma misca
– dro cxonebisaTvis. amitom sikvdilis xsovna – upirvelesi asketuri wesia.
wm.pavle mociquli wers: „da nu daiTrvebiT R niTa, romliTa ars sibilwe“
(ef.55,18), anu siZva. amqveyniuri simdidre da siame igive Rvinoa, romelic
Tumca ki aTrobs, magram kacs WeSmarit sixaruls ar aniWebs. am
„RvinoSicaa“ siZva: suli – sasZlo qristesi, misTvis ucxo materialursa da
miwierze mitmasnebiT Ralatobs RmerTs da qveyanasTan mruSobs.
ufalma brZana: „sadaca ars saunje Tqueni, munca iyos guli Tqueni“ (maTe
6, 21). vnebebiT qveyniurs mijaWvuli guli daxSulia RvTisaTvis. qveyana kacs
aTrobs, sikvdilis xsovna afxizlebs, is yvelafers Tavis adgils miuCens.
adamianTa umetesoba demonis CagonebiT cdilobs sikvdilze ar ifiqros, mis
daviwyebas eswrafvis, TiTqosda is ar arsebobs. garSemo sikvdilis
suraTebis mxilveli, TavianTi axloblebis kubosTan myofi adamianebic ki
yvelafris miuxedavad agrZeleben fiqrs imaze, rom sikvdili maT gverds
auvlis, yvelani daixocebian, isini – ara. adamianebma sikvdilis xsovna
gandevnes TavianTi Segnebidan da ise cxovroben, TiTqosda dedamiwa maTi
samudamo saxlia.
amitom, roca iRviZeb, ifiqre, rom es dRe SesaZloa Seni bolo dRe
aRmoCndes; roca sawolidan dgebi, gaiazre, ramdeni adamiani gardaicvala am
RamiT; roca gzas adgaxar, gaixsene, rom mTeli Cveni cxovreba, dabadebidan
samaremde, gzaa da yoveli dRe – nabiji, romelic sikvdils gvaaxloebs;
roca trapezs uzixar, gaixsene, rom Tavad gaxdebi matlebis sazrdo; roca
gulSi biwis Sav kvamls igrZnob, warmoidgine, ra mouva adamians, viskenac
ltolva gaqvs – sikvdilidan ramdenime dReSi sxeuli, Sen rom axla
gacdunebs, saZaglad ayroldeba. ras warmoadgens saflavSi mkvdari?
gaxrwnili gvami albaT yvelaze sazizRari ramaa, ai, Turme risTvis
gviTqmoda guli... Tuki Sens gulSi mrisxanebisa da siZulvilis mewamuli
ali aenTeba, gaixsene, rom Sens mterTan erTad erT miwaSi iwvebi da maSin
gasayofi aRaraferi geqnebaT, erTmaneTisa aRaraferi SegSurdebaT. roca
suli RvTis maradiuli WeSmaritebis winaSe wardgeba, yovelive miwieri
araraobad mogeCveneba, visi unda gvSurdes, roca dro da sikvdili
yvelafers wargvtacebs?
roca kaci dasaZineblad wveba, dae ifiqros, rom misi logini kuboa, Zili
ki – sikvdili, Ramis sibnele – saflavis wyvdiadi da ilocos, raTa
ufalma Seiwyalos, Tuki es Rame misTvis ukanaskneli aRmoCndeba. roca Cvens
suls amqveyniuri siameni da garTobani iTreven da atyveveben, gvaxsovdes,
rom sikvdilis angelozi SesaZloa ukve gamogzavnilia Cvens wasayvanad.
raze mogvaswrebs es daupatiJebeli da moulodneli stumari?
sikvdilis xsovna Tavidan saSineli gveCveneba, magram roca adamiani mas
eCveva, grZnobs, rom es xsovna mas amasoflis monobisagan, vnebebis bor-
kilisagan, damTrgunveli azrebisagan aTavisuflebs, romlebic mas
tvirTiviT awevs. igi am xsovnis siyvaruls iwyebs, is brZen da erTgul
megobrad warmoudgeba, romelic mzadaa mwuxarebaSi anugeSos igi* da rac
yvelaze mTavaria, sikvdilis xsovna adamians aswavlis, rom mimadlebuli
sicocxlis WeSmariti azri ara miwier amaoebsa da trialSia, aramed
maradisobisaTvis mzadebaSi.
 amitom sikvdilis xsovna gzamkvlevia RmerTisaken. is sakuTari Tavis
iZulebiT, masze ZaldatanebiT moipoveba. Tavidan, dReSi Tundac ramdenime
wuTi unda davuTmoT fiqrs imaze, rom dedamiwa veeba sasaflaoa, romelSic
uTvalavi Taoba wevs. Cven vTelavT am saflavebs, magram male Cvenc miwa
dagvfaravs. ufals unda vevedroT, rom sikvdilis xsovna madliani
saCuqariviT mogvaniWos. xolo roca locvas aRvavlenT, unda vifiqroT, rom
es locvac SesaZloa Cveni ukanaskneli locva iyos.
sikvdilze Sexseneba bunebaSic eZie. umzer Camaval mzes, damWknar yvavils,
Sors gafrenil Cits, _ gaxsovdes, kacis cxovrebac asea. uTxari sikvdilis
Sesaxeb urwmunos – is ganawyendeba an gabrazdeba. misTvis sikvdili Cixia,
Savi ormo, yvela ocnebis dasasruli, yofierebidan umyofobaSi gadasvla.
qristianisTvis ki sikvdili miwieri gzis dasasruli, ganvlili cxovrebis
gamocda da imis gacxadebaa, rac cxovrebis manZilze gulSi moixveWa.
amitom qristianisTvis sikvdilis xsovna mZlavri iaraRia demonis
winaaRmdeg, romelsac surs, rom adamianma Tavisi Tavi amqveyniuris mcire
nawilad, neStis grovad miiCnios. aq, miwaze, im xalxs vgavarT, naviT
mdinaris dinebas rom mihyvebian. mdinare – droa. is dRedaRam uxmaurod
miedineba da am dinebaSi orjer Sesvla ar SeiZleba. adre Tu gvian navi
SesarTavs miaRwevs, sadac mdinare okeaneSi – maradisobaSi Caedineba da iq
wyvets Tavis arsebobas. adamianebs, da maT Soris Cvenc, rom gvxsomeboda,
rom amqveynad yvelaferi warmavalia, rom yoveli dabadebuli kvdeba, albaT
borotebac naklebi iqneboda, adamianis sulic gacilebiT sufTa da Cveni
cxovrebis WeSmarit azrs da mizans ufro naTlad davinaxavdiT.
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vinmes SeiZleba moeCvenos, rom sikvdilis xsovna akviatebuli bodva,
avadmyofuri fobia an gaukuRmarTebuli grZnobaa (mazoxizmis* an
nekrofiliis** msgavsi), romliT Sepyrobilebi sikvdilis suraTis
warmodgeniTac ki raRac auxsnel siamovnebas ganicdian. zogierTni
ifiqreben, rom sikvdilis xsovna – es TviTmkvlelobis erTgvari
inteleqtualuri analogiaa. sinamdvileSi ki es aris gadasvla iluziidan
realobaSi, romelsac laCrulad gavurbivarT, TviT azrsac mis Sesaxeb
Tavidan viSorebT.
adamiani Rrma cdomilebaSi cxovrobs: is fiqrobs, rom miwieri cxovreba
misTvis usasrulod gagrZeldeba. Tuki am cdomilebaze mivuTiTeT, Tavis
misamarTiT msgavsi braldebis uaryofas Seecdeba da ityvis, rom gonebiT
esmis – odesme yvelaferi dasruldeba, magram dae Sexedos sakuTar guls, _
guli ar eTanxmeba amas, is gonebas ebrZvis, ambobs, rom adamiani ar kvdeba
da sikvdilze fiqri idevneba Segnebidan. Tumca gulis am damowmebaSi aris
WeSmaritebis marcvali: adamiani marTlacda ar kvdeba imdenad, ramdenadac
mis winaSe sxva samyaro ixsneba – esaa imqveyniuri, usasrulo yofiereba.
magram misi Secdoma isaa, rom maradiulobis grZnoba mas miwier samyaroze,
warmavalsa da xrwnadze gadmoaqvs. misTvis WeSmariti maradisoba qreba. is
aq, dedamiwaze, sakuTari sikvdilis iluzoruli uaryofiT icvleba da
amitom sikvdilis damviwyebeli adamiani aRar zrunavs maradisobisaTvis,
imas ebRauWeba, risi SeCerebac ar SeuZlia – gaelvebas, imas, rac Cndeba da
qreba droSi, rac man miwieri cxovrebidan gasvlisas unda datovos. amitom
kvlavac SeiZleba iTqvas, rom sikvdilis xsovna yvelafers Tavis adgils
miuCens. misi wyalobiT adamiani miwier cxovrebas uyurebs ara rogorc
TviTmizans, aramed rogorc gzas: rasac is xedavs da flobs, ar aris misi,
aramed droebiT, valad aqvs micemuli. sikvdili ki gzajvaredinia: erTi gza
marad netar cxovrebaSi midis, meore uRmerTo, maradiuli sikvdilis sadar
yofaSi. namdvili sikvdili swored es maradiuli kargvaa RvTisa. amas
xSirad odnavadac ki ar eWvoben dedamiwis mcxovrebni.
adamiani am cxovrebaze ugonod, mgznebaredaa Seyvarebuli. is fizikursa
da materialurSi imas eZebs, risi micemac nivTiers ar SeuZlia, _
saxeldobr – bednierebisa. aranair garegnul garemoebebs ar ZaluZT
adamiani bednieri gaxadon, mas amaod unda misi povna gareT, es maSin, roca
is Tavad masSia, sixaruls xilulsa da xelSesaxebSi eZebs, is ki uxilavsa
da sulierSia.
amboben, saxedarze rom Sejde da drunCTan balaxis bRuja Camoukido,
ramdenic ar unda sdios, cxvirwin Camokidebul balaxs ver daeweva da
verasdros mixvdeba, rom motyuebulia. eSmakic aseve Cagvagonebs, rom
cxovrebis azri raRac garegnulSi mdgomareobs, rom fulisa da qonebis
SeZeniT uceb gavbednierdebiT, sasurveli pirobebis SeqmniT da nivTebis
SemokrebiT netarebaSi viqnebiT da yvela problema TavisTavad gadaiWreba,
yvela sazrunavi mogvcildeba.
mirbis adamiani CoCoriviT, moCvenebiT bednierebas misdevs, is ki gaurbis
sakuTari CrdiliviT. Semdeg dgeba sibere. es is droa, roca sulieri Tvali
aexileba adamians. is im samyaros xedavs, romelSi gadasasvleladac jer
mzad ar aris da romelSic sruliad uqoneli unda Sevides. is xvdeba, rom
demonisgan motyuebulia, rom vnebebma goneba daubneles, rom azri imis
Sesaxeb, TiTqosda materialursa da nivTierSi SeiZleba bednierebis povna –
didi sicruea. is xvdeba, rom xilulma, xrwnadma maradiuli daCrdila,
magram ukve gvianaa.
amitom aseTi saSineli Secdoma rom ar davuSvaT, mTeli Cveni sulieri
Zalebi droebiTsa da warmavalze rom ar davxarjoT, sikvdilis xsovnaa
aucilebeli. amqveyniurisadmi Cveni ugono siyvaruli, masSi CaZirva, masTan
Tavis gaigiveba, sulis sneulebaa, esaa saSineli gaukuRmarTeba, swored rom
nekrofilia da romelsac adamiani sicocxled miiCnevs. Cvens vnebebs
sikvdilis xsovna ar surT, isini mas winaaRmdegobas uweven, amitom is
SegnebaSi Zlieri nebiT unda dainergos.
sikvdilis xsovna sulebs ar Trgunavs, piriqiT, maT Tavisuflebas
agrZnobinebs. is ar klavs siyvaruls adamianebisadmi, aramed ganasulierebs
mas: Cven xom siyvaruls imas vuwodebT, rac ar aris siyvaruli, aramed
mxolod tkbobaa adamianis sxeulis silamaziT, arsebiTad avxorcoba.
zogjer adamianSi urcxvoba da garyvnileba gvizidavs, romlebSic Cvens
sakuTar vnebebTan erTgvar „Tanaxmovanebas“ vpoulobT. zogjer brma da
SemTxveviTi gataceba gvgonia siyvaruli, romelic SesaZloa maleve
damTavrdes da gulgrilobad, siZulviladac iqces.
swored sikvdilis xsovna gvexmareba davinaxoT adamianSi mTavari –
xateba da msgavseba RvTisa, gavigoT, rom is, rasTanac adamians, mis sxeuls
vaigivebT, mxolod xrwnadi garsia, sinamdvileSi masSi araferia mSvenieri,
radgan codviTaa mowamluli da ganwirulia sasikvdilod. sxeuli
WeSmaritad mSvenieri mxolod mkvdreTiT aRdgomis Semdeg SeiZleba iyos,
roca marTlis sxeuli sisufTaviT mis suls miedreba. aq ki, roca adamianis
sxeuli gviyvardeba, sinamdvileSi talaxze varT Seyvarebulni im bavSviviT,
romlisTvisac lamaz Tojinas yiduloben, is ki TamaSobs da ar icis, rom
Tojina naxerxiT da CvrebiTaa gatenili. sikvdilis xsovna codviT
mowylul amqveyniur bunebas gvixsnis.
raze vzrunavT ufro metad? – sulze Tu sxeulze? sakvirvelia, magram
morwmuneebic umetesad sxeulze zrunaven, mas met dros uTmoben, vidre
locvas, janmrTelobaze metad fiqroben, vidre TavianTi sulebis
mdgomareobaze. Cven yvelaze cxadi WeSmariteba gvaviwydeba: is, rom sxeuli
mokvdavia, suli ukvdavi. ar gvinda im azrTan Segueba, rom Cveni sxeuli
berdeba, uZlurdeba da dadgeba dro, roca is leSad iqceva. sxeulma suli
mTlianad dagviCrdila, avxorcobis dakmayofilebaSi gvinda sixarulis
povna; amitom aucilebelia gvaxsovdes, Tu ras warmoadgens is realurad.
is, vinc dRes mzeTunaxavad gveCveneba, sul mcire xnis Semdeg uZlur,
maxinj bebrad iqceva; is, vinc dRes janmrTelia da Zal-RoniT savse, raime
SemTxveviTi avadmyofobisagan SesaZloa cocxlad dalpes, xolo Tu as
wels miaRwia, bavSviviT umweo gaxdeba; vinc qoneba da fuli Seagrova,
sikvdilis win ukanaskneli Rataki Seiqneba, radgan verc erT groSs Tan ver
waiRebs. metic – Rataks guliT daitireben, mdidris sarecelTan ki vnebebi
aboboqrdebian: naTesavebidan TiToeuli qonebis saukeTeso nawilis
mitacebas moindomebs, momakvdavze gulSi yvelani saTiTaod drtvinaven, rom
yvelaferi mas ar dautova da momakvdavi mdidris sarecelTan mtrobisa da
siZulvilis Savbneli atmosfero mkvrivdeba.
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nivTebsa da fulze mijaWvulma adamianma saeWvoa, rom sikvdilis win
mTeli guliT locva SeZlos. vnebebi, romlebic mis gulSi parazitebiviT
cxovrobdnen da masSi mudmiv sazrdos poulobdnen, sikvdilis win
gansakuTrebulad ujanydebian mas. Zvelad xalxi arc Tu iSviaTad kubos
winaswar ikravda da saxlis romelime kuTxeSi dgamda, raTa dReniadag
xsomeboda gardauvali dasasruli. zogierT askets kuboSi ise eZina,
rogorc sawolSi. bevri TavianT senakebSi romelime gardacvlilis qalasa
da Zvlebs inaxavda, rom ar daviwyeboda, rad unda qceuliyo TviTon. sxvani
TavianT sacxovrebelSi sikvdilis sxvadasxvanair gamosaxulebebs
Segnebulad aTavsebdnen.
Sua saukuneebSi arsebobda sagangebo suraTebi: „sikvdilis cekva“,
„sikvdili nadimze“ da sxva amgvari. ras gamosaxavdnen maTze? – sikvdili
ConCxis saxiT Cvilis akvanTan; sikvdili karnavalze sacekvaod mewyviles
irCevs; sikvdili nefe-patarZals Tan axlavs saZinebelSi; sikvdili
sasaxleSi; sikvdili Raribebis qoxSi; sikvdili brZolis velze xelT
igdebs mkvdari sxeulebis mTel grovas; sikvdili Wirianobisas qalaqebsa
da soflebs fexiT Telavs da maT sasaflaod aqcevs; mogzauriviT saxlSi
mosuli sikvdili; mxeciviT mbrdRvinavi sikvdili... mas versad daemalebi.
 Zveli drois erT mefeze yvebodnen, rom nadimis Semdeg sasaxleSi
msaxurs masTan ukanaskneli kerZi _ adamianis qala mihqonda. msaxuri
safarebels xsnida da xmamaRla ambobda; „mefev, gaxsovdes, rom mokvdavi
xar!“.
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Cven adamianis sxeulisadmi ltolvas ganvicdiT, masSi idumali tkbobis
wyaros povna gvinda! magram ras warmoadgens sxeuli? ara pirvelsawyisi
qmnileba RvTisa, aramed saSinel degradaciaSi myofi, rac pirvel mamaTa
codviT dacemas mohyva. risgan da rogor warmoiSoba is? – raRac
wveTebisagan gonebis vnebiT dabindvisas. ukve formirebuli ras
warmoadgens? – kangadakrul Zvlebs, sisxlsa da lorwos. Tuki
gamadidebeli miniT kans davaTvalierebT, forebiT dafarul Rrmulebsa da
cximgrovebs SevniSnavT, saidanac kanis gasapoxad cximi da oflad
wodebuli Sxamiani siTxe gamoiyofa Sig areuli sibinZuriT. cxviri,
antikur qandakebasaviT lamazi rom gveCveneba, haeris gawmendisa da
gaTbobis sistemaa, sadac jirkvlebi lorwos gamoyofen. raRas warmoadgens
piri, sadac, kbilebi dolabiviT fqvaven saWmels, Semdeg ki is nerwyviT
sveldeba? sakvebis narCenebi lpeba da daavadebebis wyarod iqceva. piris
Sedgeniloba – nerwyvi da furTxi mravali xalxisTvis odiTgan
siZulvilis gamoxatvis saSualebas warmoadgenda.
ra aris adamianis SigneulSi, ra mosdis miRebul sakvebs? amisi danaxva
rom SegvZleboda, ramxela zizRs vigrZnobdiT?! Cven ar vamcirebT, ar
vgmobT RvTis qmnilebas. sxeuli – es sulis instrumentia. Cven sakuTari da
sxvisi sxeulis mimarT gadametebul siyvarulze vsaubrobT, vambobT, rom
sxeulSi da sxeulis meSveobiT bednierebisa da WeSmariti sixarulis povna
SeuZlebelia, rom adamianis cxovrebis azri sxeulebriv qmedebaSi ar
mdgomareobs, rom mosamsaxure qalbatonad vaqcieT, sulis iaraRi
gavakerpeT. Cveni yvela vneba da Jini Trobis mdgomareobaa, riTac iluziis
samyaroSi vabijebT. amitomacaa, rom ase xSirad, vnebis dakma-
yofilebisTanave erTgvari gamofxizlebis msgavsi mdgomareoba da
amasTanave sulieri danakargis gancda isadgurebs.
vneba kerps iqmnis: vnebiT datyvevebuli adamiani am vnebis sagnis – sxva
adamianis aRqmaSi realobis SegrZnebas kargavs da im Rirsebebs miawers, rac
mas ar axasiaTebs. amitom SeiZleba iTqvas, rom vneba yovelTvis brmaa, is
yovelTvis cruobs. Tavad brma, gonebasac abrmavebs da oriveni erT ormoSi
cvivian: „etyoda maT igavsaca: nu xel-ewifebis brmasa brmisa wina _
ZRuanvad? ara – mea ornive jurRmulsa STac en? (lk. 6, 39).
adamians mSvenierebisaken erTgvari swrafva aqvs, rogorc mogoneba eniT
uTqmeli silamazis dakargul samoTxeze. Cven am silamazes im samyaroSi
veZebT, sadac yovelive amaoa. arc Tu iSviaTad lamaz qals raRac
SeSlilobiT, „angelozs“ uwodeben. „sufTa silamazis genia“, _ Tqva Cvenma
erT-erTma ucnobilesma poetma17. Tumca es mzeTunaxavi, zeciur arsebad rom
vsaxavT, sulis da sxeulis simyrales afrqvevs da kuWs yoveldRiurad
iTavisuflebs. rad iqceva adamiani sikvdilis mere? – Sav, uformo masad,
romelic irweva gafuebuli comiviT da Sig matlebi fuTfuTeben. saflavi
gonebis TvaliT gaxseni da aseTi mzeTunaxavi an mzeWabuki Seiyvare.
 Tavad ra mogiva, roca Seni suli avadmyof, dauZlurebul sxeuls
tanjviTa da wamebiT datovebs, roca mas, rogorc gamocvlil da
gadagdebul samoss, garedan Sexedavs? warmoidgine rogor iSriteba Seni
Tvalebi, Sens saxes xorci da kani rogor scildeba, rogor SiSvldebian
kbilebi da velurad ikriWebian, Seni Tavi rogor gadaiqceva aqa-iq TmaSer-
Cenil qalad, yurebidan da nestoebidan gamlRval lolosaviT moJonavs
tvini, guli, sadac erT dros vnebebi binadrobdnen, romelic avxorculad
enTo da xan mZvinvareba fleTda, nacrisfer, sriala koltad iqca, rogor
Seeqcevian Sens xorcs matlebi, rogor scviva xelebs TiTebi, saxsars saxsa-
ri, miwidan aRebuli miwadve rogor miiqceva...
nuTu es sxeuli, romelsac SeuCereblad dastrialeben azrebi, survilebi,
gegmebi, romelic sagania Cveni warmosaxvisa, cxovrebis centrad unda
gveqces? Cven ar uarvyofT sxeuls, magram vambobT, rom xSirad misi mizeziT
adamini suls kargavs, mis gamo suli codvis Savi laqebiT ifareba da iseve
bneli da myrali xdeba, rogorc sxeuli kuboSi.
dro da sikvdili RviZli Zmebi arian. dro yvelafers gvarTmevs, rac
gvabadia, oRond es gvaviwydeba, gveSinia TvalebSi CavxedoT simarTles, is
CvenTvis metismetad saSinelia. dro – adamianisaTvis gamotanili
sasikvdilo ganaCenia, sicocxle am ganaCenis mxolod gadavadebaa. adamiani
TiTqosda kiserze yulfiT ibadeba: cxovrebis suraTebi kinokadrebiviT
gaielveben da sikvdili umowyalo jalaTiviT yulfs moWimavs.
lamazi Senobebis cqerisas vkiTxoT sakuTar Tavs: ramdenime aTeuli wlis
Semdeg vin icxovrebs iq? albaT sul sxvani (sastumros gaTavisuflebul
nomrebsac aseve ikaveben axali stumrebi). am Senobebs raRa mouvaT asi wlis
Semdeg? maT adgilze sxva Senobebi aigeba, an sarevelamodebul mindorze
mxolod qvisa da aguris grovas davinaxavT, anu imas, rac im droisaTvis
SemorCeba maTi didebulebidan.
Cven ar SegviZlia wamis SeCereba miwier zraxvebTan misi SeerTebiT. is
dakargulia CvenTvis, rogorc mtverSi kvali, zRvaSi wveTi, magram sxva ram
SegviZlia gavakeToT: es wami locvasTan, ieso qristes saxelTan
SevaerToT. maSin movipovebT mas, maSin is Zvirfas qvad, ukvdav saunjed gveq-
ceva, rogorc zeciuri yvavili, keTilsurnelovan furclebs gaSlis da
maSin TviT dro Seiqneba sulieri kibis safexuri, zecaSi aRmyvanebeli. dro
ukvalod qreba, magram roca adamiani mas locviT aCerebs, uxilav sinaTled
iqceva da mis sulSi rCeba. mxolod locvaSi SegviZlia qveynierebisaTvis
dakarguli silamazis anareklis danaxva, mcireodeni gancda im sixarulisa,
rasac ufali maradisobaSi gvpirdeba. Tumca adamianTa umetesoba am
sixaruls usicocxlo materiaSi uazrod da amaod eZebs.
amitomac aTavisuflebs sikvdilis xsovna suls tyveobidan, imisgan, rac
ucxoa misTvis, magram xelcariels sruliadac ar tovebs, piriqiT, uCvenebs
sadaa WeSmariti cxovreba da sixaruli.
aris moTxroba imaze, Tu rogor mihyida kacma eSmaks suli. mas eSmakma
oqroTi savse skivri misca. gavida dro. kacma skivri gaxsna da... Sig damsxv-
reul qalas, nagvisa da aTasgvari sisaZaglis garda veraferi naxa. mixvda
kaci, rom eSmakma dascina. ase dascinis qveyana adamianebs, romlebsac swamT
misi. is maT oqros hpirdeba, magram talaxis koltebs aZlevs, siamovnebis
RviniT Trobas hpirdeba, sanacvlod pirs sidampliT uvsebs. amitom brZenia
is, vinc amasofelSi cxovrobs da ar megobrobs masTan, vinc sakuTar
sxeuls aZlevs imdens, ramdenic mas sWirdeba, magram ara Zalauflebas, vinc
dReebi da wlebi maradisobisken mimaval gzad aqcia, vinc sicocxlis
WeSmarit arss mis miRma Wvrets, vinc uxilavi xiluls amjobina, xorci da
sisxli daTrguna, raTa moeRo suli.
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roca imis Sesaxeb vwerT, rom qveynad sikvdili da xrwna mefobs, rom
miwieri silamaze simaxinjed iqceva, adamianis sxeuli, vnebiT Sepyrobilebs
friad sasurveli rom gveCveneba, sibereSi momxiblaobas kargavs,
avadmyofobisas saSineli xdeba, xolo sikvdilis Semdeg, kuboSi yvelaze
sazizRar suraTs warmoadgens, rogoric ki SeiZleba adamianma
warmoidginos, sruliadac ar gvinda davamciroT RvTis qmnileba.
Cveulebriv, roca vambobT, rom suraTi arc Tu ise mSvenieria, amiT mxatvars
vkicxavT, magram am SemTxvevaSi ase ar aris.
ufalma adamians sxvagvari samyaro Seuqmna. mSvenieri da srulyofili iyo
zeciuri fermweris suraTi. Tumca man Seqmna ara samyaro, dasrulebulobasa
da uZravobaSi ucvleli, aramed samyaro – Tavis SesaZleblobebSi
dinamiuri, adamianebisTvis, rogorc RvTis msgavsTaTvis micemuli ufleba
gadawyvetilebaTa miRebisa da mis Semdgom ganviTarebaSi monawileobisa.
samyaro mSvenieri da srulyofili Seiqmna, magram adamians Tavisi
Tavisufali nebis RvTis nebisadmi daqvemdebarebiT TiTqosda unda
daesrulebina, gaemyarebina es srulqmna da amiT RmerTsa da qveyanas Soris
urTierToba daemyarebina ara mxolod rogorc kavSiri Semoqmedsa da
qmnilebas, mxatvarsa da suraTs Soris, aramed masTan Tavisi sulis kavSiri,
sulisa, romelic erTdroulad RvTis xati da samyaros ipostasi iyo.
amgvarad adamiani Seiqmna, rogorc damakavSirebeli rgoli suliersa da
materialurs Soris, casa da miwas Soris. adamiani sofiur, anu idealur
arsebad Seiqmna, romelSic TviT adamianis idea ganxorcielda. magram es
idea Sinagani, avtonomiuri Tavisuflebis niWs Seicavda, romlis
wyalobiTac adamianze, rogorc RvTis xatebaze SeiZleba saubari. amitom
masSi iyo ara marto ukve gansazRvruli mocemuloba, aramed maradiuli
RvTivmimsgavsebulobis SesaZleblobac. Tavisufleba ara mxolod
gadawyvetilebis miRebis, aramed misi realizebis unarSic mdgomareobs.
RvTaebrivi ganWvreta ar zRudavs Tavisuflebas, sxva SemTxvevaSi is fiqcia
iqneboda.
xdeba tragedia. adamiani RmerTs ujanydeba, TviTon surs iyos RvTaeba.
rgoli RmerTsa da kosmoss Soris TiTqosda wydeba. xrwna da sikvdili,
rogorc sicocxlis antipodebi da RvTisagan gandgomilebis Sedegi,
qveynierebaze iWrebian. adamianis sulSi, vnebebisa da RvTisadmi Segnebuli
winaaRmdegobis saxiT demonuri impulsebi moqmedeben, magram qriste
TiToeul adamians Tavisi TaviT cvlis da ixsnis kacobriobas. es xsna
aRmoCindeba, rogorc aRorZinebis SesaZlebloba golgoTis msxverplis
miRebiT*, eklesiis saidumlobeebSi monawileobiT, RvTis mcnebebis
SesrulebiT. uflis nebis winaaRmdeg aRmdgari adamianuri neba movalea
madlis SemweobiT kvlav nebayoflobiT daemorCilos mas.
qveyniereba Tavisi pirvelqmnili silamaziT mxolod mkvdreTiT aRdgomis
Semdeg aRdgeba, roca moxdeba saboloo ganyofa sikeTesa da borotebas
(keTilsa da borots) Soris, roca RvTiuri madliT ganaxlebuli adamiani
Tavis RvTivboZebul Rirsebas kvlav miiRebs. amitomac vsaubrobT RvTis
qmnilebaze, ara rogorc mankierebaze – nu iyofin! – aramed codvis
simaxinjeze, adamiansa da samyaroze maT realur, arsebul mdgomareobaSi. aq
saxezea codvis ara klebadi, piriqiT, mzardi inercia kacobriobis mTeli
istoriis manZilze. Cven sul ufro gaSiSvlebul demonizms vxedavT,
simaxinjis mimarT siyvaruls, imis mimarT, rac RvTis xatebasa da msgavsebas
amaxinjebs. pirvelqmnili samyaros srulyofili silamaze dakargulia.
madli misi dabrunebis saSualebas iZleva, magram adamianisa da kosmosis*
aRdgena mxolod saSineli samsjavros da qveynierebis cecxlovani
ganwmedis Semdeg moxdeba.
RmerTia WeSmariti silamaze, adamianis WeSmariti silamaze – es
RvTivmsgavsebaa. amJamad es silamaze „SesaZleblobis“ TanrigSia gadasuli.
oqros talaxi faravs, adamianma Tavi sakuTar sxeulTan gaaigiva, mas
cxovrebis azrad vnebebis dakmayofileba da moCvenebiTi sikeTeebiT tkboba
eqca. yoveldRiuri gamocdileba gviCvenebs, rom erTi cnobili poetisa ar
iyos:
„civ mzeras irgvliv mimoatareb, _ da...
iseTi carieli, briyvuli xumrobaa...“18
ramdeni uazroba, WuWyi da aSkara demonizmia TviT seqsSi; misi
ganxorcielebis saSualebebSi, sadac ar aris SvilTa sxma, aramed mxolod
„xelovneba xelovnebisaTvis!“ is, rac adamians Svilierebis ZRvnad mieca,
sisaZagled da uxamsobad iqca, talaxad da simaxinjed, raRac eSmakeul
Seginebad adamianSi RvTis xatebisa. adamiani akeTebs imas, rasac arc erTi
cxoveli ar izamda. amitom imis Tqma, rom CvenSi popularizebadi seqsi
adamianebs Rorebad aqcevs, Rorebis Seuracxyofaa. Rors laparaki rom
SeeZlos, ityoda: „me metismetad wesieri var imisaTvis, rom aseTi ram
vakeTo“.
arsebobs sigiJis saxeoba, roca adamiani sakuTar uwmindurobas Wams. amas
koprofagia ewodeba. seqsologiis amJamindeli saxelmZRvaneloebi igives as-
wavlian! amitom gvinda, rom WeSmariti silamaze iluzorulma, codviT
gaJRenTilma, cru da macdunebelma amqveyniurma silamazem ar daCrdilos.
amitomaa esoden mniSvnelovani miwieri silamazis am „apoTeozSi“ xsovna
sikvdilisa.
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RvTis samsaxurSi aris ramdenime safexuri.
pirvelia _ monis safexuri. roca codvis simaxinjeze vsaubrobT, xiluli
samyaros xrwnadobaze, sikvdilis meufebaze, swored masze vdgavarT da es
macxovnebelia CvenTvis, ramdenadac sikvdilze fiqri Cvens guls
amaqveyniuris siyvaruls glejs. es erTgvari dasawyisia.
 meore safexuri – daqiravebulis safexuria. codvasTan mebrZoli adamiani
drodadro grZnobs, rogor anugeSebs mas madli, gamocdilebiT icis, rom
sixaruls, romelsac madli aniWebs, veraferi Secvlis, mas veraferi
Seedreba. amitomac eZiebs RmerTs, rogorc maradiuli sixarulis da
Caumqrali sinaTlis wyaros.
mesame – Zis safexuria. adamianSi RvTisadmi siyvaruli iRviZebs, is TviT
RmerTs eZiebs da ara RvTiur niWebs, RmerTs SeigrZnobs, rogorc umaRles
siyvaruls da misi erTaderTi mizania – ar dakargos es siyvaruli. RmerTi
misTvis ixsneba rogorc pirovneba, aRar fiqrobs ras iZens, mas RmerTTan
urTierToba urTierTobisTvis surs da aRaraferi swadia TviT qristes
garda. samyaro iseTive mSvenieri rom yofiliyo, rogorc misi Seqmnis
gariJraJze, Tavis gulSi mainc mxolod RmerTTan, mxolod masTan yofnas
isurvebda da ara mis qmnilebasTan.
es mesame safexuri Zalze mciredisTvisaa misawvdomi. mis misaRwevad ori
wina safexuris gavlaa saWiro, Tumca Tuki adamiani monis safexurze
darCeba, magram RmerTs emsaxureba, rogorc erTguli mona, cxonebas
miaRwevs. pirveli safexuri imis uaryofaa, rac sulsa da RmerTs Soris
dgas. meore safexuri imis moxveWaa, rac suls RmerTTan aerTebs; mesame –
sulis SeerTebaa RvTaebriobasTan, roca adamians erTi RmerTis garda aRa-
raferi unda.
magram is, visac erTbaSad moesurveba mesame safexurze dadgoma ise, rom
vnebebs ar moTokavs, qveynis xrwnadobas ver Seicnobs, madls ar moixveWs,
sakuTari ocnebebiT da fantaziebiT motyuebuli aRmoCndeba, romelTa
wyaroc siamaye, kadniereba da sakuTar Tavze maRali warmodgenaa. amitom
sulier cxovrebaSi mcenaris zrdis msgavsi TandaTanobaa aucilebeli.
asketikaSi yoveli naxtomi zeviT, Zirs danarcxebas udris.
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ratomaa saWiro CvenTvis fiqri sikvdilze, lpobaze, WuWysa da
mankierebebze? nuTu ar SeiZleba sakuTari suli RmerTisaken erTbaSad
mimarTo da sxvagvarad umziro samyaros: wmidanebi xom uyurebdnen
adamianebs, codvilebsac ki, rogorc angelozebs, zogierT moRvaweze ki
naTqvamia, rom maT borotebis arsebobac ki daaviwydaT? nagviT savse ormo
Cven raRatom unda vqeqoT? imitom, rom RvTisadmi siyvaruli RvTaebrivi
madlis niWia da mis mosaRebad saWiroa mas gulSi mivuCinoT adgili. Cveni
guli ki rogorc mtris jariT, mTlianad miwieriTaa dakavebuli, romelmac
qveyana daipyro da masSi Tavisi diqtatura daamyara.
mTeli tragizmi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom am cxovrebaze ugonod varT
Seyvarebulni, mTeli suli mas vuZRveniT, mexsiereba misi saxeebiT avivseT,
yvelaze didi sicrue ki SeuCerebeli Ziebaa bednierebisa ara Cvensave TavSi,
aramed Cvens gareT, amaqveyniur saganTa flobaSi, cxovrebiseul
garemoebebsa da situaciebSi. Cven imaze varT Seyvarebulni, rac
sikvdilisaa da amitomac sikvdili sulSi Semogvyavs – ai ratomaa saWiro
uku mxridan danaxva imisa, risi mgznebare erTgulnic varT, raTa Tumc
tkiviliT, magram mainc movglijoT guli miwiers da is RmerTisaken
mivmarToT. aq ra Tqma unda Taviseburi safrTxea: amaqveynis gaigiveba
borotebasTan, daviwyeba im RvTaebrivi sinaTlis anareklisa, romlis
SemCneva amqveynadac da adamianis sulSiac aris SesaZlebeli. magram
Cveulebriv, qveyniur silamazesac zedapirulad, materialurad,
avxorculad aRviqvamT da amitomac _ gaukuRmarTebulad. imisaTvis, rom
samyaros mSveniereba davinaxoT da gavigoT, sulieri Tvali axelili unda
gvqondes, rameTu WeSmariti silamaze, romelic momavali feriscvalebis
saidumlos erTgvarad gvimxels, miuwvdomelia xorcieli TvalisTvis.
amitom aucileblad unda uarvyoT Cveni mikerZoebani imisadmi, rac
ixrwneba, iRupeba da RvTis madlis meSveobiT aRvadginoT siyvaruli
qveynisadmi, rogorc RvTis qmnilebisadmi da siyvaruli adamianisadmi,
visTvisac jvars ecva qriste. unda uarvyoT xrwnadi samyaro, raTa vixsnaT
suli RmerTisaTvis, raTa qveyniuriT gataceba brinjaos kedeliviT ar iyos
aRmarTuli sulsa da maradisobas Soris. xolo Semdgom aRviqvaT
RvTaebrivi madliT mosili samyaro. amitom Tuki gvkiTxaven, risTvis
vfiqrobT sikvdilze, adamianis sxeuli kuboSi ratom warmogvidgenia, unda
mivugoT: „imisaTvis, rom Cveni avxorcoba avlagmoT, movTokoT vnebebi, raTa
ar viyoT ganuwyvetliv moxiblulni garegnuliTa da warmavliT“.
sikvdilis SiSi gvafxizlebs, rogorc sicive RobisZiras dagdebul
loTs. sikvdilze fiqrs SeCveuli adamiani Seicnobs, rom vnebebi da
avxorcoba ara buneba, aramed sneulebaa sulisa da is codvasTan brZolas
iwyebs: Tavdapirvelad garegnuli, uxeSi codvebisagan ikavebs Tavs, Semdeg
ki, RvTis madlTan SeTvisebis mixedviT brZola sakuTari gulis siRrmeSi
gadaaqvs. maSin madlis naTelSi igi, RvTaebrivi siyvarulis sxivebiT
ganmsWvaluli, samyaros Wvretas maradisobis fonze iwyebs.
rac ufro metad Tokavs vnebebs, guli miT ufro ewmindeba, ufro metad
ixsneba misTvis samyaros meore mxare: ara saSineleba sikvdilisa, ara simy-
rale codvisa, ara yovlisSTanmTqmeli dro, aramed samyarosa da adamianis
daniSnuleba – RvTaebriobis taxtad yofnisa. adamianis pirovnul* mdgo-
mareobaSi is ukve xedavs ara imdenad codvas da mankierebas, ramdenadac
misi momavali aRorZinebis pirobas: roca RvTis xateba Tavad moRvaweSi
mJRavndeba, maSin is sxvebSic igive saxes xedavs da TiToeul adamians,
rogorc RvTis msgavss, ise aRiqvams*.
zogjer gvekiTxebian: „ratom saubrobT ase xSirad eSmakze? gana ar
SeiZleba is daiviwyoT da RmerTze ifiqroT. saqme isaa, rom eSmakTan
gamudmebuli brZolis mdgomareobaSi vimyofebiT, mis dartymebs
ganuwyvetliv SevigrZnobT, omis dros ki gviwevs fiqri mtris taqtikasa da
iaraRze, romelsac is flobs. Cven codvis WuWyze vsaubrobT, radgan Cveni
suli misken dafarulad iswrafvis, namdvilad ver vxedavT, rom WuWyi-
WuWyia, is Cven zRaprul silamazed warmogvidgeba.
unda gvaxsovdes Waobi masze aRmocenebuli balaxiTa da yvavilebiT, raTa
Sig ar aRmovCndeT – es pirveli safexuria. meore safexuri – esaa amqveynad
madlis sxivis danaxva, misi pirvelqmnili silamazis da momavali
feriscvalebis xsovna, adamianis aRqma, ara rogorc Cveni vnebebis –
avxorcobisa da siZulvilis sagnisa, aramed rogorc maradiulobis
gacxadebisa. adamiani mtverSi Cagdebul oqros monetas hgavs. umecari ver
dainaxavs oqros, oqromWedlis Tvali ki Zvirfas liTons talaxis qveSac
SeniSnavs. madlic aseve uCvenebs adamianis suls RvTis xatebis sxva, uxilav,
maradiul sulier silamazes.
samoTxis miRweva rom visurvoT, Tavidan aucilebelia gaviazroT, rom
jojoxeTSi varT, aucilebelia, rom jojoxeTi sakuTar sulSi davinaxoT,
raTa Tavi davaRwioT mas da misi Savi ali CavaqroT. am gzas sinanulis gza
hqvia. sakuTar codvaTa xedvis gareSe SeuZlebelia sinanuli, sinanulis
gareSe SeuZlebelia madlis moxveWa, madlis gareSe ki _ miaxloeba
RmerTTan. imisaTvis, rom vnebebs, mankierebebsa da codvebs vebrZoloT, unda
gvaxsovdes, Tu saiT mivyavarT maT. pirvel safexurze, sikvdilisa da
xrwnilebis suraTebis warmodgeniT, adamiani avxorcobas ebrZvis; meore
safexurze, aRZruli vnebis sagans tanwerweta xed an yvavilad warmoidgens
da Tavis Tavs eubneba: „gana SeiZleba yvavilis mimarT avxorcoba mqondes?
RvTis mier qmnili mSvenierebis xilvisas gana ar mmarTebs imaze fiqri, rom
umaRlesi silamaze – es samyaros Semoqmedi RmerTia? Tuki mSvenieria
qmnileba, ramdenad mSvenieri iqneba Semoqmedi?!“.
meore safexurze, roca Cvens gulSi siZulvili an wyena ifeTqebs, unda
vifiqroT, rom ufali jvars ecva im kacisTvisac, romelmac CvenSi risxva
gamoiwvia da miuteoT mas. unda gvaxsovdes, rom mas Tan axlavs mfarveli
angelozi da Tundac am adamians araferSi sWirdebodes Cveni miteveba,
mfarveli angelozi dagvlocavs da adamianis mimarT keTili survilebis
gamo CvenTvis ilocebs.
imisaTvis, rom Rormucelobisagan ganvTavisufldeT, pirvel safexurze
saWiroa warmovidginoT, saWmeli stomaqSi rad gadaiqceva, rom TviT Cveni
sxeuli matlebis sazrdo gaxdeba, meore safexurze ki gavixsenoT, rom
sxeulis gazuluqeba gonebis sinaTles abrkolebs, rom TavSekaveba locvas
exmareba, rom marxva madls adamianis sulsa da sxeulSi moqmedebis
saSualebas aZlevs.
vercxlismoyvareobasTan brZolisaTvis pirvel safexurze unda
gvaxsovdes, rom simdidre – arasaimedo megobaria: is an sicocxleSive
migvatovebs, an Cven davtovebT mas sikvdilis wuTs. meore safexurze ki
unda gvaxsovdes, rom WeSmariti, uxrwneli simdidre – suliwmidis madlia,
romelic glaxaks mefed aqcevs da uromlisodac mefe maTxovrad iqceva
sikvdilis Semdeg.
pirveli safexuri – SiSis safexuria, meore – imedisa, mesame ki RvTisadmi
siyvarulisa, rac xangrZlivi da mZime SromiT, morCilebiT, TavganwirviT da
uwyveti locviT miiRweva. TiToeul am safexurze asvla mxolod
saxarebiseuli mcnebebis SesrulebiT da saeklesio saidumloebebSi mo-
nawileobiT aris SesaZlebeli. garegnuls, Cvens mier aRwerils, adamianis
sxvadasxva mowyobis msgavss, sxva religiebSic vxvdebiT, magram iq asketizmi
adamians sulieri samyaros zegavlenis qveS metad aqcevs. WeSmariti RmerTis
rwmenis gareSe ki es demonur arsebaTa zegavlena iqneba. wmida mamebi
sikvdilis xsovnis Semdeg locvas ayeneben. es yvela saTnoebaTa dedofalia.
cxonebis xelovneba – es locvis xelovnebaa.
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 eriskacma, romelic ver mimxvdara, saqme raSia, SeiZleba aRSfoTebulma
Tqvas:
„risTvis unda vaTvaliero talaxi, gavixseno yvelaferi, rac adamianis
sxeuls damarxvis Semdeg mosdis, adamianur vnebaTa mankierebaze vifiqro,
roca minda mSvidad vicxovro dedamiwaze, misi sikeTeebiT davtkbe da
RmerTs vemadliero? imisaTvis, rom ara hkla da ar iparo, gana
aucilebelia Tavi gaxrwnil gvamad warmoidgino?“, magram saqme arc Tu ise
ioladaa.
adamians micemuli aqvs erTgvari Tviseba da Zala, Zala siyvarulisa.
siyvaruli adamians aiZulebs, imasTan urTierTobas eswrafos, vinc uyvars.
codviTdacemamde pirvelmamebis, iseve rogorc angelozebis, siyvaruli
RvTisadmi iyo mimarTuli. adamianis sulis Sinagani kavSiri
RvTaebriobasTan swored siyvarulSi mdgomareobda. pirvelmamaTaTvis mice-
muli mcnebis darRveva upirveles yovlisa siyvarulis dakargva iyo.
sulieri siyvarulis adgili grZnobierma siyvarulma daikava, romelic
garegani sagnebisadmi iyo mimarTuli. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom siyvaruli
degradirda, vnebebad da brma mikerZoebad gadaiqca, magram am mikerZoebas
SerCa Zala miaxloebisa da SeerTebisa. amitom, adamiani xrwnadis mimarT
siyvaruliT TviTonac xrwnas eTviseba, miwieris siyvaruliT Tavis sulsac
amiwierebs, codvis siyvaruliT satanasTan urTierTobaSi Sedis. ai, ratomaa
CvenTvis aucilebeli imis moxilva, Tu ra gvsurs, raze varT mijaWvulni,
vis gvamsgavseben Cveni vnebebi.
da aq, moulodnelad pirdaRebuli ufskrulis piras aRmovCndebiT.
vxedavT siRrmeebs, romlebic aqamde dafaruli iyo CvenTvis, axla ki
gaixsna, raTa masSi ar CavvardeT da daviRupoT. ucnaur suraTs vxedavT:
dedamiwaze adamianTa mwkrivi midis, miwas CasCerebian, TiTqosda zeca ar
arsebobs maTTvis. isini am miwaze arian Seyvarebulni. maT TavianTi sulebi
gadaaviwydaT da amiT TviTon mopares maradisoba sakuTar Tavs. indoeli
mistikosi, Semdgom ki aTeisti rabindranat Tagori19 werda, rom surs iyos
ubralo miwis, mtvris grova. bodleri Tavis wignSi „poemebi prozad“,
cxovrebas moCvenebas adarebda, romelic lamazi da macdunebeli geCveneba,
xolo roca miuaxlovdebi, Turme ConCxis Zvlebi yofila. es ConCxi eubneba
miwieri silamazis Tayvanismcemels: „modi, Camekar gulSi“. sergei esenini
werda:
,
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aleqsandre blokTan misi mSvenieri qalbatoni, brwyinvale samosiT

Semosili, Semdeg quCis meZavi xdeba. ai ra wamocdebaT xolme uneburad
poetebs gulaxdilobis wuTebSi!
maT Soris gacilebiT mgrZnobiareni mowmoben, rom RmerTis gareSe
cxovreba – es miwis siRrmidan zedapirze amoxeTqili jojoxeTia. puSkinisa
da lermontovis leqsebi imaze, rom sicocxle – „amao saCuqari“, „carieli
da suleluri xumrobaa“, metismetad cnobilia imisaTvis, rom is
gavimeoroT. rembo21 parizis jurRmulebs aRwers, rogorc WuWyisa da
sisxlis grovas da am modisa da garyvnilebis dedaqalaqs mimarTavs:
„kurTxeulia Savi warsuli Seni“, anu warsuli, romelic „neStiTa da
xrwniT iRupeba“. bloks aqvs reqviemis msgavsi leqsi:
, :
,

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aq cxovreba – maxea, romelSic mxeci gaeba. azri TviTmkvlelobaze mis

yvela leqss erTgvarad msWvalavs. isini auxdeneli ocnebebisa da mware
imedgacruebis yru sevdiTaa avsebuli. roca is nevis napiras dgas, masSi
gadaSveba da morevSi gaqroba unda:
, ,
, .
am azrebs, rogorc is aRiarebs:

( )...
mas sikvdili swyuria, rogorc umyofoba, rogorc uSinaarso da bilwi
cxovrebis alternativa, romlis uku mxare, rogorc poetma, dainaxa da
gaigo:
:
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.
aq keTilSobileba, rogorc uxamsobisa da simaxinjis antipodi – es
sikvdilia. sicocxle mas saSinel yoveldRiur fantasmagoriad
warmoudgeba, saidanac misi sityvebiT `gamosavali ar aris“.
qristianisaTvis aris gamosavali – es caTa sasufevlisa da saukuno
cxovrebis Ziebaa. magram qristiani aseve adamianicaa, romelSic codva da
vnebebi cxovroben. amitom, mas Sroma sWirdeba, raTa gaerkves, sad
sikvdilia da sad sicocxle; sad Sxami, sad kurneba; sad demonuri cduneba
da sad Cauqrobeli naTeli simarTlisa.
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Tu vityviT, rom miwierebis TvalsazrisiT cxovreba TavisTavad
mSvenieria, winaaRmdegobaSi movalT mTeli kacobriobis istoriasTan,
romelic warmoadgens tragedias, romlis bolo aqti jer ar dasrulebula
da farda ar aris daSvebuli. SesaZloa SegvekamaTon, rom qveynad mravali
mSvenieri ramaa. magaliTad Tavad buneba, xelovneba, kerZod ki literatura.
magram yuradRebiT CavacqerdeT am „mSveniers“, Cvens garemomcvel bunebaSi
yvelgan sikvdilis kvals vxedavT. sikvdili CrdiliviT ganuyofelia
yovelivesagan, rac arsebobs. am bunebaSi, Cvens Tvals rom elamuneba,
SeuCerebeli, sastiki brZolaa, erTi arsebis mier meoris ganadgureba. am
mxriv yvelaze gaumaZRar mkvlelad gvevlineba – adamiani.
 gasakviri arcaa, rom didi mwerlebi da poetebi sulac ar iyvnen
optimistebi. piriqiT, raRac yru sevda msWvalavda mTels maT Semoqmedebas.
homerosi werda:
cvalebadia amasoflad yovelive,
mswrafl warmavali,
da Tuki mainc yvavis raime,
cocxlobs amqveynad,
yvelaze swrafad warmavali amaT Soris
mainc _ kacia24.
„odisea“
dantes25 da miltonis26 poemebSi codvisa da jojoxeTis aRweriloba
Tavisi Semzaravi suraTebiT, koncentrirebul borotebas mogvagonebs ara
misi metafizikuri gagebiT, aramed savsebiT miwier realiebSi.
fiqrs sikvdilsa da warmavlobaze Seqspiris tragediebSic vxvdebiT:
Tixad gardaiqca keisari yovlad Zlieri,
da saxlT salesad xmaroben mas, mas
qveynis mzaravs!
is, vis winaSec SiSiT Zrwoda uricxvi
eri,
zamTris susxian, ubralo qoxs exla
ifaravs“.
„hamleti~
omar xaiami Tavis romeliRac leqsSi Cvens cxovrebas Rames adarebs,
„romlis bindSiac gza vervin hpova“. amaod isityves brZenebma da Semdeg
maradiul Zils miecnen. sxva leqsSi, romelSic yvela is miwieri sikeTea
aRwerili, rac ki SeiZleba adamianma isurvos, igi samgzis kiTxulobs:
„raRaa amis Semdeg?“ – da pasuxs ver poulobs. amis Semdeg aris idumali
„araferi“.
Sotlandiel poets bernss27 aqvs striqonebi:
„xom mTlad mtveria bedniereba,
asev mtveria mTeli sicocxle“.
germaneli poeti lixtenSteini28 wers:
„miwa obdeba nislSi,
mwuxri tyviisebr awevs,
wivis, yvelafers fliTavs,
wres kravs eleqtro... marSi“.
 leqss am sityvebiT amTavrebs:
„uRimRamobas mivekedle da
Subli tyviisTvis maqvs miSverili“29.
aRmosavleTSi gansakuTrebulad popularuli poemebis cikli aleqsandre
makedonelze, miwieri didebis araraobaze fiqriTaa ganmsWvaluli. dapyrobi-
li babilonis kedlebTan, qalaqisa, romlis gadaqcevac mas msoflio
dedaqalaqad surda, aleqsandre berikacs xvdeba. moxuci Zvlebs agrovebs
da sTavazobs, rom man ganasxvavos, Tu visi Zvlebia: Tavadebis, meomrebisa
Tu monebisa, mdidrebisa Tu Raribebisa. aleqsandre Cafiqrebulia, mas ar
SeuZlia gardasul saukuneTa saidumlos amocnoba. aq, nebroTis
dedaqalaqSi, ocdacameti wlis mxedarTmTavari nadimis dros uecrad kvdeba
ise, rom ver aswrebs Tavisi ampartavnuli zraxvebis xorcSesxmas –
dedamiwaze erTiani saxelmwifos Seqmnas, „babilonis godolis“ dasrulebas.
misi imperia daiSala, daingra, imave koSkis msgavsad nangrevebad iqca.
samwuxarod yofierebis xrwnadobaSi aseTi, TiTqosda Rrma wvdomis
miuxedavad, poetTa umravlesobam vnebebTan brZola ver gabeda, miwieri
cxovrebis maTeuli diagnostika, rogorc tragedia daRupuli sulisa, ar
miemarTeboda gankurnebisaken. TavianTi literaturuli tiloebisTvis
ferebs TviT sneulebebSi eZebdnen da nacvlad imisa, rom daemsxvriaT
maTrobela Sxamis fiala, iqidan isev da isev svamdnen xarbad, gaumaZRrad
da TavdaviwyebiT.
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codviT dacemamde yofierebis centri adamisaTvis RmerTi iyo. is misTvis
warmoadgenda yofierebis sawyiss da usasrulo dasasruls – maradiuli
sinaTlis wyaros, mizezs, romelic qveynierebas sicocxles aniWebs da
amoZravebs. RmerTi gacilebiT meti iyo adamisaTvis, vidre deda –
CvilisTvis. codviT dacemis Semdeg dairRva kavSiri RmerTsa da adamians
Soris. ufalma Tavisi saxe TiTqosda burusiT dafara. adamianis arsebobis
xiluli mizezi da safuZveli es miwieri, materialuri samyaro gaxda,
yofierebis centri – TviT adamiani, xolo cxovrebis azri – sakuTari
survilebisa da vnebebis dakmayofileba. adamisaTvis daixura zeca, drom da
nivTierma mas samoTxis kari dauxSo. adami materialurobis Caketil wreSi,
grZnobierebis sapyrobileSi aRmoCnda datusaRebuli da mxolod
aRsarebiTa da TvalTa locviTi aRxilviT SeeZlo danaxva im RvTaebrivi
naTlis anareklisa, romelic mas daSorda.
materialuris saburvels miRma Cvenc aseve ver vxedavT sulier samyaros.
is CvenTvis samganzomilebian materialur sivrcemde Seviwrovda. suli da
maradisoba ganyenebul cnebad, abstraqciad iqca, romelic ar dasturdeba
Cveni Sinagani gamocdilebiT. jer isev gamouCekav bartys hgonia, rom mTeli
qveyniereba kvercxSia, sadac is aris datyvevebuli. mxolod mas Semdeg, rac
naWuWs gamoamtvrevs, dainaxavs, rom arsebobs uzarmazari, misTvis ucnobi
samyaro da gaocebuli mimoixedavs. Cvenc materialurobis, vnebianobis,
nivTieri warmodgenebisa da saxeebis aseTsave gaqvavebul kvercxSi varT
gamomwyvdeulni. es naWuWi unda gamovamtvrioT, raTa vixiloT sulieri
samyaro Tavisi ganuzomeli didebulebiT.
aq sami fazaa. pirveli – dacemuli samyaros uaryofa, romelTanac isea
Cveni vnebebi SeerTebuli, rogorc miwaSi Cazrdili xis fesvebi. es aris
fiqri samyaros xrwnaze, mis sicarielesa da cdunebis damRupvelobaze.
meore – RvTis madlis meSveobiT samyaros axleburad aRqma, samyaros
danaxva, rogorc gzis, romliTac SesaZlebelia rogorc misvla RmerTTan,
aseve misgan wasvla, anu amqveynad cxovrebis, rogorc gamocdis drois
gageba, romelSic TviT adamiani yalibdeba. amasTanave dacemuli samyaro
CvenTvis Tavis momaval feriscvalebaSi, uwindeli silamazis jer isev
Cauqrobel anareklSi ixsneba, rasac gamiwierebuli adamiani ver xedavs. da
mesame – aRsvla sulisa RmerTTan, rogorc yofierebis wyarosTan,
pirovnuli RmerTis aRmoCena, romelTanac suli siyvaruliTaa SeerTebuli.
erT-erTma wmidanma Tqva: „yvelaferi davwvi, raTa axlidan Semeqmna“.
amitom fiqri sikvdilze, imaze, rom yvelaferi xrwnilad da Cirqad iqceva,
sasaflaoebisa da morgis gonebiT monaxuleba – es nekrofilia sruliadac
ar aris, es swored rom survilia yvelafris dangrevisa, raTa kvlav
avaSenoT*.
dro gvatyuebs, amitomac unda vkiTxoT mas: „Semdeg ra iqneba? imas ras
uzam, rac Sens gankargulebaSia? Sen sikeTesa da gancxromas mpirdebi,
magram tyui. da Tuki dedamiwaze marTlac aris bedniereba, is araa imaze
meti, vidre vaxSami sikvdiliT dasjis win. sanovage, romelsac mTavazob,
TiTqosda naRveliTaa gaJRenTili: is pirSive mwardeba“.
ramdeni qalaqi iyo, romelTagan nangrevebic ki ar darCenila! ramdeni
sasaflao, romlebzec dasaxlebebi aRmocenda! sad arian brwyinvale
mxedarTmTavrebi, sad arian mefeni? drois qarma isini mtveriviT aRgava
pirisagan miwisa. SesaZlebeli rom iyos dedamiwis istoriis aCqarebulad
warmodgena, rogorc kinoqronikis firze, maSin davinaxavdiT mTel
dedamiwas misi samefoebiTa da qalaqebiT, rogorc zRvas, romelzedac
talRebi zvirTdebian, eSvebian da ufskrulSi inTqmebian. ramdenma welma,
saukunem, aTaswleulmac unda ganvlos, _ es mainc gaelvebaa.
yovelive, rac arsebobs, unda daingres. Cveni ukvdavi suliT ras
mivekedloT? wmida mamebi ambobdnen, rom locvis Semdeg, Tumca manamdec,
ramdenime wuTi sikvdilze fiqrs unda davuTmoT. uRmerTo samyaros iaraRi
avxorcobaa, romelic Cvengan maradisobas faravs. gulisTqma – es
nivTierisadmi erTgvari siyvarulia. Cveni rwmenis iaraRi xsovnaa
sikvdilisa, romelic avxorcobas aTvinierebs da sulisaTvis maradisobas,
mis WeSmarit cxovrebas, sulier samyaros xsnis, romelTanac is erTiani
bunebisaa. Cven gvWirdeba WuWyis danaxva, raTa CamovirecxoT. kargi
diasaxlisi saxlis dalagebisas mtvers yovel kunWulSi eZebs, magram gana
es mtvrisadmi mis siyvarulze mowmobs?!
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dasawyisSi sikvdilis xsovna mZimea da mtanjvelic, magram Semdgom, roca
misi zemoqmedebiT vnebebi Tvinierdebian, rogorc momTviniereblis maTraxis
qveS gareuli mxecebi, adamiani ara simZimesa da tanjvas, aramed Svebas
grZnobs, is TiTqosda iRviZebs. vnebaTa uRlisagan gaTavisuflebiT misi
goneba gacilebiT naTeli da sufTa xdeba. misi suli, romelic miwierze
mijaWvuli ise Zlier aRar aris, rogorc adre, TandaTanobiT Tavisuflebis
SegrZnebas iwyebs. mis guls sisufTave swyurdeba, ris Sesaxebac erT-erTma
wm.mamam Tqva, rom sikvdilis xsovna sufTaa da brZeni, Tumca saSinelia misi
suraTebi.
unda iTqvas, rom TviT xasiaTi sikvdilze fiqrisa adamianis ganwmedisda
mixedviT icvleba. SiSs imedi cvlis da saflavis wyvdiads miRma suli
aRdgomis naTels Wvrets. Rirsi ioane kibisaRmwereli wers: „zogni amboben,
rom umjobesia locva, vinem xsovna sikvdilisa, me ki erT saxeSi or arsebas
vasxam xotbas“*.
Cven vsaubrobT imaze, rom adamianis sxeulma, RvTis mier Seqmnilma
gasaocarma instrumentma sulisa, codviT dacemis Semdgom deformacia
ganicada, sikvdilisa da xrwnis meufebaSi aRmoCnda, erTis mxriv damxmare,
meores mxriv ki mowinaaRmdege gaxda sulisa. adamianis sxeulSi, mis mowyo-
baSi, misi, rogorc fizikuri organizmis mizanSewonilobaSi RvTis
yovladbrZnobaa asaxuli da uwindeli silamazis narCenebia Semonaxuli.
amasTanave sxeuli raRacnair myar Cirqgrovasac warmoadgens.
lorwos wveTidan nayofi Cndeba da is TandaTanobiT adamianis saxes
iRebs. bavSvs susti da myife sxeuli aqvs; adamianis Svili gacilebiT
ususuria, vidre nebismieri cxovelisa. izrdeba adamiani da sxeulSi vnebebi
iRviZeben. xSirad sxeuli suls imonebs da adamiani Tavis Tavs mTlianad
aigivebs masTan. suli xorcs imdenadaa damorCilebuli, rom droTa
ganmavlobaSi adamiani Tvlis, rom suli, rogorc aseTi, ar arsebobs, rom
is mxolod sxeulis, tvinis ujredebisa da boWkoebis funqciaa.
Semdgom, wlebTan erTad, sxeuli berdeba, Zveldeba naxmari samosiviT.
dgeba sibere da sxeuli adamianis samsaxurze uars ambobs, is mZime tvirTi
xdeba misTvis, xolo arc Tu iSviaTad, jer isev axalgazrdobaSi, SesaZloa
mZimed dasneuldes da maSin is sabralo sanaxavia. sneuleba sxeuls
erTgvar Sinagan filtrs moaSorebs, misi forebidan Sxami gamoJonavs da
afrqvevs simyrales, romelsac is Seicavs.
sxeuliT damonebul sulSi vnebebi binadroben, magram mas maTi
dakmayofileba ar SeuZlia ise, rogorc isurvebda, anu savsebiT. amitom,
mankieri xalxi sibereSi Cveulebriv borotebi da gaRizianebulebi xdebian.
maT TavianTi uZlurebis gamo TiTqos SurisZieba surT qveynierebaze. sibere
– es adamianuri cxovrebis daskvnebis keTebaa, mosavalia, romelsac meurne
Semodgomaze Tavisi mindvridan iRebs – ZnebSi ki xSirad TavTavis nacvlad
sarevelaa.
bolos yvelasaTvis gardauvali sikvdili modis da is, vinc qveyanasa da
sakuTar sxeuls iyo mijaWvuli, xedavs, rom motyuebulia, rom demonma
borotad dascina. wuTisofelze mTlianad mijaWvuli adamianebisTvis es
saboloo marcxia. aseT adamianebs Zlier uWirT dajereba imisa, rom
maTTanac mova sikvdili, uWirT Caxedon mas TvalebSi, warmoidginon, rom
mtvrad iqceva maTi sxeuli, amitom Tavis mosatyueblad mTel Zalebs
ikreben. arsebiTad rom iTqvas, mTeli sakacobrio xelovneba, literatura,
poezia igive sicruea, is gvamze gadafarebuli oqros farCaa.
araferia ise nacnobi, rogorc sikvdili da araferia masaviT idumali da
ucnobi. faustma suli eSmaks mihyida, raTa imas dro SeeCerebina, misTvis
ukvdaveba mieca dedamiwaze. eSmakma moatyua fausti. adamians axlac aseve
aviwydeba, rom dro yofierebis ufskrulidan sikvdilis ufskrulisaken
miedineba. is am dinebaSia da dinebas dauokebeli ZaliT samarisaken mihyavs
igi. aravis da arafers ZaluZs am nakadis SeCereba. adamians mTeli samyaros
dauflebac rom SeZleboda, is mainc ver SeZlebda daebrunebina Tundac
erTi ganvlili wami. Tuki adamianma daiviwya maradisoba, sadac iwyeba
WeSmariti cxovreba, da mTeli Zalebi Tavis miwier arsebobas Sealia, Tuki
daiviwya sikvdili, maSin is TviTmkvlelia, _ man dakarga RmerTi! miwaze ki
ar arsebobs ukvdaveba. sikvdilis dolabi mas aucileblad Camofqvavs.
Tuki adamiani martooden miwieri STabeWdilebebiT, da vnebebiT
cxovrobda, Tuki misi goneba, rogorc ciyvi borbalSi, mxolod miwieri
sazrunavis garSemo trialebda, maSin misi gamiwierebuli da brma suli
maradisobis naTlis aRqmas ver SeZlebs, amitom sikvdilis Semdeg is
metafizikur wyvdiadSi CaiZireba. Cven Cveni sxeulis xrwnilebaze
vlaparakobT, imaze, rom saflavSi gvami jojoxeTis saxes warmoadgens,
magram suls ra daemarTa codviT dacemis Semdgom? Cveni suli sxeulis
msgavsad – Cirqgrovaa. rogorc gvamSi matlebi, Cvens sulSic vnebebi
budoben. bavSvis sulSi ukve imaleba gaucnobierebeli codva. ufro metic:
adamianis suls dabadebidanve dahyveba pirvelqmnili codvis Sedegebi da
isini adamianis, rogorc organizmisa da individis formirebaze zegavlenas
axdenen.
bavSvi gacilebiT uSualoa, gacilebiT gaxsnili, vidre Cven, magram
bavSvSi gana sul mcire asakidan ar vlindeba avxorcoba da Suri? zogjer
akvirvebs mSoblebs Svilebis sisastike. asakTan erTad adamianis sulSi
codva mJRavndeba: siamaye, egoizmi, sicrue, pativmoyvareoba mTel adamianur
urTierTdamokidebulebas msWvalavs. SesaZlebeli rom yofiliyo rentgenis
sxivebis msgavsi raime sxivebiT Cveni azrebis gaSuqeba, saSineli suraTi
warmogvidgeboda, raRacnairi fantasmagoria. adamians nebismieri
saSualebebiT unda meore adamianze gamarjveba. is cruobs, pirferobs, misi
Surs, axloblebisa da megobrebis sikvdilic ki unda, Tuki maT is
Seuracxyves an mis siamovnebebs eRobebian. coli qmars gonebiT ramdengzis
Ralatobs, qmars ramdenjer mosdomebia, rom sxva qali yofiliyo misi
colis adgilas! ranairi bilwi saxeebi aRar Cndebian adamianis gonebaSi! da
es mxolod gare Srea Cveni sulisa, magram is rom dagvenaxa, rac gacilebiT
Rrmadaa, SevZrwundebodiT: iq urCxulebi da gvelebi dacocaven, iq, rogorc
soroSi, morielebi SeyuJulan, iq demonebi binadroben. codvilis suli
dampal sxeulze bevrad ufro maxinjia. wmidanebi mTeli cxovreba TavianTi
codvebis gamo tirodnen. ratom? imitom, rom TavianTi sulis im siRrmeebs
xedavdnen, romlebsac Cven ver vxedavT. wmidanobas Tan sifxizle da
gonebis sinaTle axlavs. moRvaweni sruliadac ar iyvnen isterikebi an is
adamianebi, romlebic ganuwyveteli TviTgvemiT siamovnebas Rebuloben. ara,
piriqiT. isini mtkice nebis adamianebi iyvnen, romlebsac moyvasTaTvis
siyvaruli da mSvidoba mohqondaT. magram roca locviT aRxilvisas isini
sakuTar suls Wvretdnen, Zrwundebodnen, ramdenad mbrZaneblobda codva
adamianze.
Rirsi antoni didi Tavisi Tavis Sesaxeb mowmobda, rom mTeli misi
xangrZlivi sicocxle iyo tirili codvaTa gamo. Rirsi abba pimeni Tavis
saZmos eubneba: „garwmunebT, sadac satanas STaagdeben, iqve STamagdeben
meca“*.
aseve werda Rirsi grigol sineli: „Cven demonebze uaresni varT,
ukidures SemTxvevaSi demoni batonia, Cven misi monebi**. Cveni sulis
ufskruli bneliTaa dafaruli CvenTvis da ver vxedavT, Tu ra xdeba masSi.
wmidanebisaTvis ki is madliT iyo gasxivosnebuli da am naTelSi mas
jojoxeTis alSi gaxveuls xedavdnen. amitom moTqvamdnen dRedaRam: „ufalo
Segviwyalen Cven“ winaswarmetyvel esaiasTan naTqvamia, rom kacobrivi
simarTle WuWyian samoss hgavs (es. 64,
64 6). amis msgavsad daviT
winaswarmetyvelmac mTel kacobriobas ganaCeni gamoutana: „yoveli kaci cru
ars“ (fs.115
115,
115 2). dedamiwaze yvelgan sicrue da Ralatia. adamiani vnebebiTaa
Semoragnili, demonisganaa cdunebuli. ranairad SeiZleba erwmuno adamians
da maT Soris sakuTar Tavs?
codviT dacemis Semdeg suli metad Seicvala, vidre sxeuli, magram masSi
darCa xateba da msgavseba RvTisa. adamians RvTis madlis SemweobiT Tavisi
saSineli mdgomareobidan – demonis msgavsebidan gamosvlisa da sulSi
RvTisaTvis adgilis miCenis SesaZlebloba darCa, raTa ufalma mis magivrad
sZlios codvas. qristianebs uyvarT adamiani, rogorc xati RvTisa.
amasoflis xalxs ki masSi TavianTi sakuTari vnebebi uyvarT. aseTi
siyvaruli iolad gadaizrdeba ganurCevlobasa da siZulvilSic ki. Tuki
adamianSi RvTis xats ver xedav, maS ra unda giyvardes masSi? sxeulis
naWeri, romelic adre Tu gvian dalpeba, Tu suli, sxeulze metad saZageli
vnebebiT? amitom WeSmariti siyvaruli – es madlis wyalobaa! mas adamianSi
uwindeli RvTivqmnili silamazis narCenebi uyvars, is naSTi silamazisa,
romelic adamianisaTvis Sinagani samoTxis dabrunebis SesaZleblobas
mowmobs. sulieri siyvaruli imediT cxovrobs. sulierebis TvalsazrisiT
is mJRavndeba rogorc _ TanagrZnoba.
Cveni brma mikerZoeba adamianebisadmi xSirad RmerTis dakargvis mizezi
xdeba. erTi adamiani meorisagan raRac kerps qmnis da mas eTayvaneba. xolo
kerpi Signidan virTxebisa da Tagvebis sabinadro xdeba (Zvelad, arc Tu
iSviaTad, damsxvreul kerpebSi Tagvebis kvals poulobdnen). amitom gulis
miZRvna aravisadmi ar SeiZleba, garda RmerTisa. Tundac eseni iyvnen
Svilebi, mSoblebi, meuRleebi, sul erTia, „yoveli kaci cru ars“. Tuki am
cxovrebaSi kerpebs, cru RmerTebs SevqmniT, davkargavT RmerTs. kerpi ver
gvacxonebs, davinaxavT Cvens saSinel Secdomas, romelic mraval simwares
da cremls mogvitans – imedgacruebisa da gulistkenis cremlebs an am
cxovrebaSi, an sikvdilis Semdgom da mixvdebiT, rom Cveni kerpi brma da
yru yofila, arsebiTad ki Cveni warmosaxvis nayofi, romliT
motyuebulebmac adamiani gavaRmerTeT.
 maS ase, pirveli – sikvdilis xsovna, meore – xsovna pirvelqmnili
codvisa.
Caketili wre, romelSic Cveni cxovreba midis, unda gairRves, raTa ar
aRmovCndeT saukuno sikvdilis mdgomareobaSi, saidanac gamosavali ar aris.
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aris metad qmediTi xerxi: awmyos Txeli saburvelis miRma momavlis
xedva. xvdebi adamians – warmoidgine, ra mouva mas cxovrebidan gasvlis
Semdeg: saxes kani moscildeba, qala gaSiSvldeba, sxeuli dalpeba da maSin
aRar geqneba misdami gancda arc Zlieri mikerZoebisa da arc mtrobisa,
metadre Segebraleba igi. ra unda SegSurdes, roca yoveli adamiani,
rogorc akvanSi Cvili, samareSi unda Cawves da erT muWa mtvrad iqces? vis
unda mieZalo?
miwaze mdidaric ki – xalifaa erTi saaTiT*, Semdeg is Rataki xdeba. roca
saxlSi Sedixar, gaxsovdes, rom dro ara marto adamianebs, qvebsac angrevs.
amitom dadgeba dro, roca am saxlisganac nangrevebi darCeba. amitom ise
Sedi sakuTar saxlSi, rogorc sxvisaSi, rogorc sastumroSi, romlis
mepatroneebic icvlebian. vneba adamianisgan droisa da sikvdilis daviwyebas
moiTxovs, is wamis SeCerebas cdilobs, magram es SeuZlebelia. amitom vneba
yovelTvis cruobs, yovelTvis atyuebs adamians. is ZaRls hgavs, romelsac
xorcis naWeri miugdes da maSinve gamostaces piridan.
aq vityviT mTavarze – locvaze, adamianis sulis cocxal urTierTobaze
RmerTTan. locva – es Cveni gonebisa da gulis RvTisaken mimarTvis saSua-
lebaa. locva ormxriv qmedebas iwvevs. pirveli – adamians miwisagan wyvets,
meore _ suls sulieri samyaros zemoqmedebisaTvis xsnis. Tuki suls sarkes
SevadarebT, Cveulebriv mdgomareobaSi is qveviTaa mibrunebuli da miwier
saxeebs ireklavs. locvisas is zeviTaa mimarTuli da zecaa areklili
masSi. Cven sufTa locvaze vsaubrobT, magram didi Sromaa saWiro imisTvis,
rom ramdenadme moixveWo is. miwieri saxeebi, STabeWdilebebi, codna –
yvelaferi, rac gvinaxavs, gvsmenia da wagvikiTxavs, Cvens mexsierebaSi
inaxeba, rogorc sabuTebi arqivSi an wignebi biblioTekis Taroze. locvis
dros Cvens fantaziasTan SeerTebuli da demonuri ZalebiT moZravi es
STabeWdilebebi gonebis zedapirze amotivtivdebian, suls sqeli nisliviT
exvevian da adamians sakuTari sityvebi aRar esmis. ra viRonoT, warmosaxva
rogorc movTokoT, azrebs Tavi rogor movuyaroT, rogor vaiZuloT goneba,
rom gulisyuri mxolod locvas miugdos? rogor ganvagdoT azrebi,
zraxvebi, romlebic Cvens garSemo krazanebiviT bzuian? ufalma brZana, rom
demonebi mxolod locviTa da marxviT ganigdebian (maTe 17, 17 21). marxvis
gareSe locva yovelTvis uRono da uZluri iqneba, amasTan marxva – es ara
mxolod sakvebSi TavSekavebaa, aramed garegani STabeWdilebebisganac, anu
imisgan, rac Cvens mexsierebas avsebs.
mRvdeli pavle florenski30, me-20 saukunis erT-erTi uganaTlebulesi
adamiani, vinc enciklopediur codnas flobda, werda, rom aris
inteleqtualuri Rormucelobis saxeoba: yovelgvari informaciis STanTqma.
wakiTxuli wignebidan gamousadegar cnobaTa siuxves, gaumaZRar
mucelRmerTas sixarbiT maTi ylapvis Cvevas inteleqtualur simsuqnesTan
mivyavarT. kacis suli qonis sqel fenaSi CaTqvirul Rormucelas sxeuls
emsgavseba, romlis kunTovani qsovili TandaTanobiT atrofirdeba da qonad
iqceva. es xorcis grova SesaZloa mrisxane goliaTad mogeCvenoT.
sinamdvileSi ki is metad sustia da sakuTari simZimiT ZlivsRa moZraobs.
amitom locvisaTvis sulieri marxva da TavSekavebaa saWiro. zedmeti codna,
iseve rogorc Warbi wona, Zalebs ar matebs, piriqiT akargvinebs mas. aq
SemoqmedebiTi unari meqanikur, pasiur damaxsovrebad gardaiqmneba.
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arian paTologiurad Zunwi adamianebi, romlebsac saxli nivTebis
sawyobad aqvT gadaqceuli. am nivTebs isini yvelgan agroveben, raTa Semdeg
TavianTi sacxovrebeli aavson. garkveva an raime nivTis povna SeuZlebelia
am grovaSi, romelic wlidan wlamde izrdeba. adamianisTvis Tavisufali
sivrce TiTqmis ar rCeba. is xan unda daixaros, rom viwro gasasvlelSi
gaZvres, xan ostaturi lavirebiT da mimobrunebiT ecados, Tavze ar
daemxos damtvreuli skamebi, carieli qilebi da sxvadasxva xaraxura, xanac
mocekvavis msgavsad gaazrebuli naxtomebiT uamrav yuTsa da Cemodans
gadaaxtes. usargeblo nivTebTan ganSoreba mas mainc ar SeuZlia. isini ise
enaneba, TiTqos misi sxeulis nawilebi iyos da viRacas daniT maTi mokveTa
ebrZanebinos. TviTonac ar icis raSi sWirdeba es yvelaferi, magram vnebas
damorCilebuli moqmedebs, sxvagvarad cxovreba ubralod aRar SeuZlia.
nivTebis es grova dRiTidRe mtvris ufro da ufro sqeli feniT ifareba.
SeuZlebelia aseTi saxlis dalageba. adamiani ixuTeba, magram iTmens,
radgan romelime, savsebiT usargeblo nivTis Tavidan moSorebis Zala ar
Seswevs. Tuki vinme misi xlamidan Tundac Jangiani lursmnis aRebas
Seecdeba, maSin mis mflobels es oqros lursmnis dakargvad moeCveneba.
Tuki vinme mas zedmeti nivTebisgan saxlis gamoTavisuflebas, oTaxebis
milagebas da mxolod cxovrebisTvis aucileblis datovebas urCevs, is
SeZrwundeba: maT gareSe cxovreba amaod da umiznod moeCveneba, egoneba, rom
ukanasknel maTxovrad undaT misi gadaqceva.
axla warmovidginoT, rom aseTi adamiani ara mxolod nivTebs agrovebs,
SimSilobis SemTxvevisTvis sxvadasxva produqtsac imaragebs da Tavis
sakuWnaoSi inaxavs. produqtebi fuWebas da lpobas iwyebs. ase, rom saxli
boseliviT yars. adamiani simyraliT ixuTeba, magram amave dros kmayofilia,
rom SimSiliT sikvdili aRar emuqreba.
Cveni mexsierebac igive sakuWnaoa, romelSic garedan miRebuli is
STabeWdilebebi, is informacia inaxeba, romelic mxedvelobisa da smenis
meSveobiT nakadad iRvreba Cvens sulSi. rogor mZors nTqaven televizorTan
saaTobiT msxdomni, rogor Sxams svamen, roca ubinZuresi pornografiiT,
rogorc mtris armiiT okupirebulni, Tanamedrove Jurnalebsa da wignebs
furclaven. imas, vinc televizoris yurebaze, seqsualuri paTologiis
Sesaxeb wignebis kiTxvaze, rok-musikis mosmenaze uars acxadebs, ise
uyureben, rogorc gadaSenebul arsebaTa namarxs, romelic arqeologTa
monapovari unda gaxdes da romlis adgili ara civilizebul adamianTa
Soris, aramed muzeumSia.
 rad gadaiqceva adamianis suli, romelic yoveldRiurad garyvnilebis,
usaSinlesi da gawafuli mkvlelobebis scenebs uyurebs?! – saZagel
simaxinjed! is binZuri, myrali da ugvani xdeba. xuTi grZnoba sikvdilis
xuT sarkmlad iqceva CvenTvis. adamianSi ori „Semadgenelia“, _ es aris
sxeuli da samSvinveli. TviT samSvinvelSi is Zala, is unaria, rasac suli
ewodeba. es maradisobisaken miqcevaa. codvam suli da samSvinveli
gaacalkeva erTmaneTisgan, erTurTs daapirispira. xdeba hiperganviTareba
codviT dazianebuli mSvinvieri Zalebisa, romlebic TavianTi simZimiT
suls aviwroveben da Trgunaven.
samSvinvelis vnebebi saflavis qva xdeba sulisaTvis. is Tavis TavSi
Rrmavdeba, erTgvarad iZinebs da SeSdeba. mis kuTvnil adgils samSvinveli
itacebs. is wyvets maradisobis „SegrZnebas“. xatovnad rom iTqvas, mas aRara
aqvs is Sinagani Tvali, romelic RvTaebriobisaken iqneboda mimarTuli. is
mxolod miwas xedavs, amitom adamianebs, romlebic metismetad farTo,
garegnul, mSvinvier codnas floben, uWirT iyvnen religiurni. xdeba maTi
mistikuri intuiciis atrofireba, ukeTes SemTxvevaSi dasusteba. isini
religiaSic ki materialur mtkicebulebebs eZeben.
meore mxriv, adamianebi metismetad ganviTarebuli emociebiT, rogorc
magaliTad poetebi an msaxiobebi, aseve iSviaTad arian religiurni, am
sityvis qristianuli mniSvnelobiT. Tuki maTSi mistikuri grZnoba iRviZebs,
is xSirad demonur xasiaTs atarebs da maTi fsevdoreligiuri nawarmoebebi
RvTismbrZoli suliTaa ganmsWvaluli. sulieri cxovreba saero
xelovnebaze*, vnebebis am stiqiaze uaris Tqmas moiTxovs; moiTxovs
garegnuli codnis aucilebel minimumamde dayvanas imisaTvis, raTa suli
gamefdes samSvinvelze da is Tavisi SuqiT gaasxivosnos. aq sruliadac ar
aris qadageba umecrebaze, aramed aris Secvla uaresisa ukeTesiT. suli
samSvinvelTan SedarebiT imdenad Rrma gnostikur* SesaZleblobebs flobs,
ramdenadac didia zeca dedamiwaze, ramdenadac maradisoba aRemateba dros.
adamiani – ucnauri arsebaa, winaaRmdegobriobaTa SeerTebaa, zecis
nawilakia miwis koStSi, didebuleba da araraobaa, silamaze da simaxinjea,
sinaTle da sibnelea, sicocxle da sikvdilia. adamiani RvTaebrivi da
demonuri Zalebis moqmedebis gzajvaredinze imyofeba. adamianis WeSmariti
silamaze – es madliT gasxivosnebuli xatebaa RvTisa, madli ramdenadac
moixveWa, imdenadaa adamiani, imdenad cxovrobs. RvTis saxisa da madlis
gareSe adamiani mSvinvieri da sxeulebrivi – Cirqgrovaa, xolo cxovreba
misi sikvdils hgavs.
vneba brmaa; roca is sulis sferoSi iWreba, maSin adamiani wyvdiadSi
daZrwis. am labirinTidan gamosasvleli ar aris. vnebebi cruoben. isini
simaxinjes silamazed warmoaCenen. Cven sxeulis sikvdilze vlaparakobT,
magram vneba _ es patara sikvdilia samSvinvelisa, erTgvari droebiTi sikv-
dilia. Cven vambobdiT, rom yvelaze saZageli suraTi, rac ki SeiZleba kacma
warmoidginos, saflavSi gaxrwnili gvamia; matlebisagan SeWmuli gvami _ es
saxea jojoxeTisa da amave dros samSvinvelisac, romelsac vnebebi xraven.
SesaZlebeli rom yofiliyo samSvinvelis danaxva maSin, roca is
mZvinvarebs, Cven davinaxavdiT urCxuls, saSineli, daRrWenili xaxiT, an
sisxlismsmel mxecs, msxverpls rom fleTs. zogierTi veluri xalxebi
eTayvanebodnen demonTa gamosaxulebebs, rogorc RvTaebebs. am demonebs
maTi qurumebi da Samanebi okulturi eqstazis dros xedavdnen da gamosaxes
isini _ qvaze, xeze amokveTes maTi saxeebi. es urCxulebi raRac nazavia
mxecisa da drakonisa adamianis sxeulSi. zogjer qurumebi TviTon
ikeTebdnen niRbebs da msxverplSewirvas asrulebdnen. Cveni samSvinveli,
roca is vnebebis morCilebaSi eqceva, demonebs uerTdeba da am niRbebs
emsgavseba.
adamiani mowyobilobas hgavs mbrunavi diskiT: diskis centri _ RmerTia,
danarCeni ki _ samSvinveli, romelic gamudmebiT icvleba, romelSic
araferia mdgradi da mudmivi, romelic yovel wams raRac sxvagvari xdeba.
amitom adamians, romelic guls sxva adamians uZRvnis, aviwydeba, Tavisi
bunebiT risken unda iswrafodes da sakuTar Tavs imedgacruebisa da
tanjvisaTvis wiravs. is TiTqosda bartyebs katas ugdebs rbil TaTebSi,
romelic Semdeg brWyalebs aCens da msxverpls sxeulSi asobs. winaswar-
metyvelma Tqva: `wyeulia kaczed msasoebeli (ier. 17,5).
17 Cveni guli mxolod
RmerTs unda ekuTvnodes, sxvagvarad davkargavT RmerTsac da gulsac.
dro _ es gaelvebaTa jaWvia. yoveli wami ukan daubrunebelia, yoveli
wami samaresTan gvaaxloebs, yovel wams Cveni sxeulis nawili kvdeba. magram
ise vcxovrobT, TiTqosda drois SeCereba gvinda, TiTqosda Sepyroba gvsurs
gaelvebisa, rogorc basri samarTeblisa. is ki midis Cvengan da
SeuZlebelia misi dabruneba. adamians didi mTis gadadgma an mdinaris
Semobruneba SesarTavidan saTavisaken gacilebiT iolad ZaluZs, vidre erTi
wamis dabruneba. dro _ es gzaa RmerTisaken, es cxonebis saSualebaa, magram
RmerTis dakargviT adamianebi dros TavianTi warwymedis sabediswero
gardauvalobad, raRac avismauwyebel reqviemad aqceven.

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aris qalaqebi, sadac Senobebi babilonis godolis msgavsad
zeaRmarTulan ise, rom quCebi kldeebs Soris gawolil Rrma xeobebs
hgvanan. aris dasaxlebebi, sadac sacxovreblad mindorze TiTqosda
uwesrigod mimobneul, totebiT mownul qoxebs iyeneben. aris adgilebi,
sadac saxlebi kldeebs arwivis budesaviT mihkvria. magram yvela am
dasaxlebasa da qalaqs erTi ram aqvs saerTo: maT axlos aucileblad
Cndeba mkvdarTa qalaqi – es aris mdumare sasaflao. dedamiwaze ar aris
iseTi qalaqi, romlis siaxlovesac sasaflao ar iyos CrdiliviT gawolli.
bavSvobaSi miyvarda cqera, saRamos bindSi rogor inTeboda fanjrebSi
sinaTle, meCveneboda, rom TiToeuli oTaxi patara samefoa, TiToeuli
Tavis saidumlos inaxavs, sxvebisTvis ucnobs, TiTqosda viRacis cxovrebis
matianes. sasaflaoze – am mkvdarTa qalaqSi TiToeul saflavs Tavisi
saidumlo aqvs, is, rac gansvenebulma ukanasknel sacxovrebelSi waiRo.
aris mTebis siCume, romelSic ggonia, rom dro gaCerda. aris sasaflaos
siCume. es sxva siCumea, aq Cndeba grZnoba, rom dro ar gaCerebula, aramed
piri ibruna, ukuiqca. aq TiToeuli imas ixsenebs, rac iyo. adamians raRac
gansakuTrebuli grZnoba, Tavisi suliT raRacnairi, uSualo gancda aqvs
imisa, Tu vin wevs samareSi. zogi saflavi TiTqos uxilav sinaTles
afrqvevs. maT siaxloves gasaocari myudroebisa da simSvidis velia.
adamians aseTi saflavisgan wasvla ar unda, Tumc ar icnobda imas, visac is
ekuTvnis. Tavs ise grZnobs, TiTqos megobris gverdiT zis da masTan
usityvod saubrobs. TviT siCume nebismier sityvaze metad Rrma da gasagebia
gulisaTvis.
sxva saflavebi raRac uxilav sibneles avrceleben. es sibnele TiTqmis
fizikur simZimed daswolia guls da adamians an tirili unda, an
saswrafod gacla iqaurobisgan, rogorc haerze gasvla bneli, daxuTuli
sardafidan.
zogi saflavi TiTqosda saxeliT gvixmobs, mogvmarTavs. sxvebi mZinares
hgvanan, romelsac aravisTan araferi esaqmeba: isini Rrma Zils miscemian.
aris jvrebiT gasxivosnebuli saflavebi: geCveneba, rom gardacvlils
jvari, rogorc ukanaskneli imedi, gulSi Caukravs. aris saflavebi,
romlebic mounaniebel codvas hgvanan, TiTqos saflavSi myof micvalebuls
Tavisi Tavis Sesaxeb xsovnis dayovneba surs, TiTqos miwier didebas eb-
RauWeba. es Zeglebia, romlebic Savi marmarilos saxlebs hgvanan,
romlebSic arasdros aravin icxovrebs, romlebic TavianTi mravaltoniani
simZimiT saflavs da masSi mwoliare neSts daswolian.
saflavis warwerebi imaze laparakoben, rom sikvdili adamianebs
sxvadasxva asakSi itacebs: erTmaneTis gverdiT Cvilebi, Wabukebi da
mxcovanni wvanan. Cvili TiTqos ambobs: „sikvdilma dedis mkerds momtaca: is
gulSi mikravda, magram sikvdilis Zvlovani xeli ufro Zlieri aRmoCnda. me
pawia kuboSi Camawvines, rogorc akvanSi. is – is iyo vixile mzis Suqi, rom
CemTvis maSinve Caqra. dedam kubo yvavilebiT morTa da ukanasknel
kocnasTan erTad cremliT danama Cemi saxe. me TviTon vgavar im mowyvetil
yvavils, Cems kuboze rom ido“.
„me sapatarZlo viyavi“ – moismis xma sxva saflavidan, _ saqorwino kaba
Semikeres, magram is Cemi dasakrZali samosi Seiqna. qorwinebis kurTxevis
locvaTa nacvlad panaSvidi migalobes. gansasvenebelSi – civ samareSi ara
nefis xelma, aramed sikvdilma Semiyvana“.
ai, sul axali saflavi, Savi miwis goroxiT amovsebuli, romelic mzisgan
ferfliviT ruxi jer ar gamxdara, wvimas jer ar Camourecxavs da qars ar
gaufantia. vin Cawva am samareSi? TokebiT visi kubo CauSves gembanidan
naviviT, saiT micuravs es navi maradisobis okeaneSi? pasuxobs xma: „_ me aq
siymawvilidan siberemde mesaflaved vmuSaobdi. ramdeni saflavi maqvs
gaTxrili – ver moviTvli, magram CemTvis ar movimzade adgili, Cemi
saflavi sxva mesaflavem gaTxara. ramden mkvdars Sevxvedrivar da
mekaresaviT gamicilebia samaris karamde! axla ki Cems kubos sxva mesaflave
Sexvda niCbiT xelSi da kubos saxuravze dayrili miwis xmauri gamosa-
Txovari sityvis magivrad ismoda“.
meoTxe saflavidan xma ambobs: „Cemi saxeli ar ikiTxo. me iaraRiT
vvaWrobdi, adamianis sisxliT fuls vixveWdi. ramdeni moklulis sxeulSi
inaxeba TuTiis eSmakeul TilismasaviT Cems mier gayiduli tyviebi.
sikvdilis TvaliviT ramdenjer iyo mimarTuli iaraRis lula Zmebisaken
ZmaTa mier! yoveli moklulis datirebisas wyevla ara mxolod mkvlelis,
Cems mimarTac gaismoda. iaraRis gamyidveli, sawamlaviT movaWresaviT
mkvlelobaSi Tanamzraxvelia. am iaraRiT moklulTa sisxli rom Seg-
roviliyo, Cemi mravalricxovani saxlebis kedlebis SesaRebad an am
saflavebis piramde amosavsebad ikmarebda. adamianebisgan Cem danaSaulTa
dasafarad me, urwmunom, taZris ageba ganvizraxe ise, rom demonuri saqme ar
mimitovebia, magram masSi Sesvla ver movaswari _ gza sikvdilma gadamiRoba.
RmerTis mosyidva da motyueba SeuZlebelia – amas metismetad gvian mivxvdi,
roca zarebis rekva mesmis, meCveneba, rom isini adamianis xmiT iZaxian:
„ganvedi, Seni adgili ar aris arc miwier da arc zeciur eklesiaSi!“
kidev xma: „me mekubove viyavi da kuboebs vakeTebdi iseve, rogorc akeTeben
skivrebs ganZis Sesanaxad. arasdros Cawolila Cemi saqoneli, arasdros
vmjdarvar usaqmod. xSirad mTeli Rame miwevda muSaoba. adamianebi
mekubovis mimarT momTxovnebi arian. maT undaT, rom kubos morTuloba
bzinavdes, TiTqos miwaSi ar unda Caflan, sadac is dalpeba da mtvrad
iqceva, TiTqos saflavs is zevidan unda daadgan. micvalebuls vzomavdi,
rogorc mkeravi damkveTs, raTa kubo ganieri, an piriqiT, viwro ar
gamosuliyo, rom sxeuli Sig myarad yofiliyo da erTi gverdidan meoreze
ar gadabrunebuliyo. me daxelovnebuli mekubove viyavi, Cemi saqmis
mxatvari, magram CemTvis damaviwyda misi gakeTeba da Cemma mowafem is
kolofis msgavsi gamikeTa“. ai sityvebi mezobeli saflavidan: „me Cems
ojaxur wreSi, Rrma sibereSi gardavicvale. mTeli cxovreba vSromobdi,
RvTisadmi vloculobdi da cuds aravis vusurvebdi. sikvdili CemTvis
saukuno mosvenebis mauwyebeli Seiqna, dasvenebisa miwieri wuxilisa da
jafisagan. Cemi Svilebi da SviliSvilebi Cems loginTan tirodnen, roca
maT vakurTxebdi. ar esmodaT, rom Tumca miyvarda isini, mainc sixaruliT
mivdiodi maradisobaSi da es ukanaskneli dRe Cems cxovrebaSi yvelaze
naTeli dRe iyo“.
ai ras ambobs RobisZiras dadebuli Zvali: „me didi xnis win movkvdi,
aravis axsovs sadaa Cemi saflavi. mas jer jvari moxsnes, Semdeg qvis fila
waiRes. amis Semdeg, RamiT, Cemi saflavi gaTxares da Cemi neStis narCenebi
gadayares. diliT iq axali micvalebuli CauSves. Zvelad saflavis mZarc-
velebi mkvdrebs tansacmels an sudaras xdidnen, magram maT saflavSi
tovebdnen. axla ki adamianis Zvlebs yrian. nuTu mova dro, roca Svilebs
mSoblebis kubosTvis zedmeti ficari daenanebaT?!~
mdumare saflavebi TiTqos uxilav xels gviwvdian, saSvelad gvixmoben,
gardacvlilTaTvis locvas gvTxoven. locvis ramdenime sityva maTTvis
gacilebiT Zvirfasia, vidre ylupi wyali mwyurvalisTvis. TiToeuli
saflavi – saidumloa, magram micvalebulTa moxseniebiT Cven vexebiT am
saidumlos, roca maTTvis vloculobT, xaroben maTi mfarveli angelozebi.
Tuki gardacvlili codvili iyo, misi moxsenebiT siyvarulis vals
movixdiT, xolo Tu cxonda, maSin Cveni sityvebi maT CvenTvis salocavad
ganawyoben
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qalaqis sasaflao Sua zRvaSi udabur kunZuls hgavs. misi zvirTTacemis
msgavsi xmauri, rogorc napirze damsxvreuli talRebi, sasaflaos zRudes-
Tan wynardeba. aq xmamaRla ar saubroben. siCumes axal saflavebze tirili
arRvevs mxolod. zogi saflavidan raRac auxsneli siTbo modis, romelic
adamians guls uTbobs. sxvebi sicives afrqveven, risganac guli ise
ikumSeba, rogorc sapyrobilis kedlebTan, maTgan raRac bneli da avi
igrZnoba. imis Tqmac ki Wirs, Tu ra aris es. am saflavebze ar aris madli,
aq sicariele da sasowarkveTaa, es saflavebi Cixia, sadac adamianis miwieri
cxovreba dasrulda. Semdeg wyvdiadia, sadac ar aris imedi. odesRac
aRmosavleTis mefeebs sapyrobileebi hqondaT, romlebsac „mdumarebis
koSki“ erqva. mas gamosasvleli ar hqonda, SigniT Suqi ar aRwevda.
zedamxedveli, romelic tusaRTan saWmels da wyals TokiT uSvebda,
sikvdilis SiSiT mas sityvasac ver eubneboda. wyvdiadsa da mdumarebaSi
patimari kargavda dReebisa da wlebis saTvalavs.
roca kvdeboda, mis gvams Wis magvar miwisqveSeTSi tovebdnen dasalpobad.
iq, gaxrwnili gvamebiT da ZvlebiT savse jurRmulSi axal tusaRs
agdebdnen, romelmac icoda, rom ar Seiwyalebdnen, rom is aRarasdros
daubrundeboda sicocxles da veRarasdros ixilavda mzis Suqs. es
saflavebi TavianTi suliT abesalomis samarxs* hgvanan, samsxverplos, sadac
msxverplad adamians swiravdnen, saxlebs, sadac eSmakis Tayvanismcemeli
spiritebi da jadoqrebi ikribebodnen.
sasaflaoze yvavilebi izrdeba, romlebic mas alisferi da yviTeli
ZafebiT moqargul mwvane xaliCad aqceven. es yvavilebi imaze metyveleben,
rom cxovreba sikvdiliT ar mTavrdeba. Savi miwidan amozrdili alisferi
yvavili, TiTqos mkvdreTiT aRdgomas mowmobs.
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... da kvlav vityvi: roca gardasul droTa istoriebs da Tqmulebebs
vkiTxulob mefeTa saqmeebze, igavTa amomxsnel brZenebze, imaTze, visi saxe-
lebic Taobebze SemorCa, minda vikiTxo: „sad arian isini axla?“, magram am
kiTxvaze drois sfinqsis qvis bages mxolod erTi pasuxi aqvs: „isini iyvnen,
isini umyofobidan gamovidnen, miwieri cxovrebis wlebi ganvles, rogorc
mgzavrma Tavisi gza da sikvdilis bneli karibWiT aqedan gavidnen“. maTi
sikvdilis Semdgom ramdengzis Semoxaza mzem fargaliviT wreebi wlebisa!
es adamianebi cxovrobdnen, maT uyvardaT, sZuldaT, ibrZodnen, imarjvebdnen,
marcxdebodnen, didsulovnebas avlendnen da Surs iZiebdnen. maTi sulebi
vnebebisgan maWariviT duRda; azriT gegmebs awyobdnen, maTi gulebi
simdidrisa da pativisaken iltvodnen, riTac verasdros ZReba adamiani.
magram yvelaferi TamaSi aRmoCnda bavSvisa, romelic qviSas agebs da kvlav
miwaze Slis, Semdeg isev agebs da isev angrevs. bavSvTan sikvdili modis da
aRmzrdeliviT eubneba: „ukve saRamoa, droa Sewyvito TamaSi da saxlSi
gamomyve“.
SeuZlebelia mzis moZraobis SeCereba, SeuZlebelia gza gadauRoboT
varskvlavebs, romlebic Tbil qveynebSi mimavali frinvelebiviT
aRmosavleTidan dasavleTisaken mifrinaven. SeuZlebelia drois SeCereba da
sikvdilisTvis gzis gadaRobva. adamians iSviaTad agondeba maradisoba, cis
laJvardovan ufskruls iSviaTad Tu miapyrobs Tvals. is bzrialas hgavs,
Soltis dartymiT rom brunavs, Solti demons uWiravs. es maTraxi _ misi
dauokebeli vnebebia. ra unda am cxovrebisgan, risi waReba SeuZlia, ra
moitana miwaze – is ar fiqrobs amaze. vnebebi atrialeben bzrialas da
miwaze wreebis xazvas, adgilze cekvas aiZuleben. Soltis ukanaskneli
dartymiT is ecema da yuCdeba. warsulis didi brZenni da mefeni, romelTa
saqmeebsac xalxebi ganadideben, miwierze mets fiqrobdnen vidre zeciurze.
iSviaTad maRldebodnen droze, magram „dedamiwis miziduloba“, zrunvaTa
simZime, SfoTi da rac mTavaria, maTi sakuTari vneba maT qveviT eweoda,
TiTqos sulis frTebi Zirs eSveboda da mas kvlav miwaze uwevda xoxva.
roca Zveli msoflios rukebs vSliT, iq im qalaqebis saxelebs
vkiTxulobT, romelTaganac nangrevebiRaa darCenili, arc Tu iSviaTad
ukvalodaa gamqrali. isini miwam STanTqa, drom gaanadgura. rukaze karga
xnis aRararsebuli saxelmwifoebis sazRvrebs vxedavT. maT odesRac
giganturi laqasaviT uzarmazari sivrce ekavaT. Semdeg nawil-nawil
iWrebodnen da qrebodnen, raTa sxva qveynebisa da xalxebisTvis adgili
daeTmoT. dro amsxvrevda didi saxelmwifoebis sazRvrebs da maT fiCxis
grovasaviT wvavda.
istoria ixseniebs xalxebs, romelTa warmomavlobisa da gaqrobis Sesaxeb
araferi viciT. es xalxebi im nakadulebs hgvanan, romelTa saTavec ar
gvinaxavs. es „nakadulebi“ qviSaSi gaqrnen, msoflio saxalxo „mdinareSi“
CaiRvarnen da sxva tomebTan da xalxebTan erTad axali eTnosebi
warmoqmnes – am mxriv SesaZlebelia mxolod varaudi. martooden
gadarCenilma, TiTqos istoriis kidobanSi Caketilma saxelebma miaRwia
Cvenamde, danarCenebi daviwyebis „msoflio warRvnam“ ukvalod gaaqro.
amitomac warsuli, CvenTvis amoucnobi saidumloa.
Cven saidumlo varT Cvenive TavisTvis; mxolod erTi ram viciT: _
movkvdebiT, gavalT aqedan. aq sxeuls davtovebT im adamianiviT, romelic
Soreul qveyanaSi miemgzavreba da Tavis saxls cariels tovebs. Cveni
sxeuli saflavSi moisvenebs; mze isev amova da aRmosavleTidan
dasavleTisaken gamarTavs msvlelobas zeciur xidze. varskvlavTa Tvalni
kvlav umzeren dedamiwas, magram Cven isini veRar dagvinaxaven.
magram roca paterikebis gverdebs da wmidanTa cxovrebas vfurclav, sxva
grZnoba maqvs: am gverdebidan maradisobis wynari naTeli moedineba. am
adamianebma dros sZlies. is maT kibis safexurebad aqcies, riTac zecad
aRvidnen. istoriis gmirebi – iyvnen, wmidanebi – ar iyvnen, isini – arian.
maTTvis ar arsebobs arc drois „manZili“ da arc gadaulaxav zRudesaviT
sikvdili. isini, droSi myofni, maradisobaSi cxovrobdnen, locviT sunT-
qavdnen. isini madliT – ukuneTSi mbrwyinavi zeciuri aliT iyvnen
gasxivosnebulni. WeSmaritad: vinc daiviwya RmerTi, sicocxleSive mkvdaria,
magram vinc RmerTTanaa maradJam, sikvdilis Semdegac cocxalia.
`ese sityuani arian Sjulisani~
(2 sj. 29, 1)
 mcnebebis
Sesaxeb

h
oi Zmano sayvarelno!

davimarxneT mcnebani
mcnebani qristesni,
rameTu ityvis: `ukueTu giyvar me, mcnebani Cemni
daimarxeniT~.
ese yoveli gulis-
gulis-xma-
xma-vhyoT,
sayvarelno da maradis aRvasrulebdeT qristes mcnebasa.
mcnebasa.
 Zveli da axali aRTqmis mcnebebi RmerTTan adamianis maradiul, ucvlel
kavSirs warmoadgens.
wm. ioane oqropiris sityvebiT, mcnebebi – es erTiani oqros jaWvia. am
jaWvidan erTi rgolic rom amovardes an gawydes, maSin dedamiwaze RmerT-
Tan urTierToba da saukuno cxovreba SeuZlebeli gaxdeba adamianisaTvis.
Zveli aRTqmis dros iyo Cveuleba – mcnebebs qsovilze qargavdnen,
romelsac Tavze ixvevdnen niSnad imisa, rom isini adamianis mexsierebaSi
mudam daculi unda iyos da goneba zeciuri sxivebis darad gaanaTos; aseve
Cvevad hqondaT mcnebebis wera zeda samosis farTo mklavebze, rogorc
pergamentze, raTa isini yovelTvis Tvalwin hqonodaT, riTac daamowmebdnen,
rom adamianis yvela saqme da qmedeba maTi Sesrulebisaken unda iyos
mimarTuli, da amiT misi cxovreba RvTis nebis aRsruleba gaxdes. amgvarad,
mcnebebi adamianis cxovrebis mTavar orientirebs da yvela
gadawyvetilebisa da qmedebis safuZvels warmoadgenen.
axali aRTqmis epoqaSi ki mcnebebi qristianebs ara samoselze an
qaRaldze, aramed gulSi unda hqondeT aRbeWdili. mcnebebis codna, iseve
rogorc iesos locvisa da „mamao Cvenosi“, zepiradaa aucilebeli. wmida
mamebi gvaswavlidnen, rom mcnebebis Sesrulebis gareSe SeuZlebelia
yovelgvari sulieri warmateba. mcnebebi – saukuno cxovrebis wyaroa, magram
Cven aq erT saidumloze gvinda SevaCeroT yuradReba, romelic imaSi
mdgomareobs, rom yvela mcnebis umaRlesi sulieri Tvalsazrisi erTia –
qristianul askezSi maTi mwvervalebi, rogorc radiusebi, Tavs erT
centrSi iyrian.

me var ufali
maS ase, pirveli mcneba, mosesTvis micemuli sinas mTaze: ismine israel,
me var ufali, RmerTi Seni, gamomyuanebeli Seni, queyaniT egviptiT; ara
iyvnen Senda RmerTni sxuani T nier Cemsa (gam.20
20, 2-3) am mcnebas, iseve
20
rogorc sxva mcnebebs, sami Tvalsazrisi aqvs. sityva – „ismine“ pirdapiri
mniSvnelobiT niSnavs: „Seiswavle, waikiTxe, gaimeore, mexsierebaSi gqondes
Cemi brZanebebi“. es aris pirveli, garegnuli Tvalsazrisi. meore, mSvinvieri
TvalsazrisiT „ismine“ niSnavs: „yuri miugde Sens sindiss, gaxade es mcneba,
Seni cxovrebis „Rerod“, romelzedac adamianis saqmeni, sityvebi da azrebi
aesxmian, dazgad, romelzedac adamianis cxovrebis xveulebi iqsoveba.
mcnebebi erTgvar sasinj qvad gvevlineba, romelTa meSveobiTac adamians
SeuZlia gansazRvros, ama Tu im azrs vin unergavs: madli, sakuTari vnebebi
Tu demoni. mcnebebi filtria, romlis gavliTac Cveni zraxvebis uwyveti
nakadi iwmindeba; quraa, romlis alSic liToni calkevdeba Slakisagan –
vnebebis sibinZurisagan. mcnebebi –sarkmlebia, romlebidanac adamianis
sulma samyaros unda umziros. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, mSvinvieri
TvalsazrisiT, mcnebebisadmi adamianis yuradReba mTeli Tavisi sulieri
cxovrebis mcnebebis safuZvelze mowyobas niSnavs. aq qveynisagan sruli
gandgoma jer kidev ar aris, magram aris swrafva imisaken, rom amaqveynis
meSveobiT, romelSic is imyofeba da romelic mis mier mSvinvierad
ganicdeba, RmerTs emsaxuros. aq aris ara uaryofa, aramed gakeTilSobileba
Tavisi samSvinvelis inteleqtualur-emociuri sferosi, ufro zustad
Sinaarsisa, romelsac is grZnobaTa meSveobiT iRebs.
mesame Tvalsazrisia – sulieri. sityva ismine, anu yuri ugde, yvelaze
mTavarisadmi unda iyos mimarTuli, imisaken, rac sivrcis, nivTierisa da
drois sazRvrebs miRmaa. adamianis WeSmariti cxovreba – es mis win
gaxsnili maradisobis horizontia, es sulis imgvari urTierTobaa
RmerTTan, romlis procesSic suli ara marto ibrZvis Tavis vnebian da
codvian grZnobebTan, rogorc mtrebTan, mas yovelive droebiTisa da
xrwnadis daviwyebac surs, imisa, rac sikvdilis meufebaSia da mxolod imiT
isunTqos, vinc samyaroze da yoveliveze maRlaa. aq yuradReba niSnavs
gonebis myofobas RmerTSi, RvTis saxelis moxmobis gziT, romelSic
rogorc simboloSi, simbolizebulia areklili.
RvTis saxeli aris sulis Sinagani gza im usasrulo miznisaken,
romelsac arc zRvari aqvs, arc dasasruli. amitom „ismine israel“ niSnavs:
ganudgeq imas, rac Sensa da RmerTs Soris dgas*. aq, miwaze, maradiuliT
icxovre, gZuldes is, rac RmerTs gaSorebs, gadalaxe ltolva
amaqveynisadmi, romelic suls ise izidavs, rogorc dedamiwa sxeuls“. sxva
sityvebiT brZanebis _ „ismine“, anu „yuri miugde“ – sulieri Tvalsazrisi –
es aris gonebis dgoma RvTis saxelSi, rogorc kosmiuri yofierebis
mbrunavi borblis centrSi, am erTaderT myar Sinagan sayrden wertilSi.
Tumca unda ganimartos: aq saubaria ara raRac ukidures da amis gamo
calmxriv spiritualizmze*, aramed umTavresze koncentraciis Sesaxeb. Tuki
Cven erT wertils yuradRebis mokrebiT vaTvalierebT, am dros danarCeni
wertilebi bundovani xdeba da rogorRac qreba xedvis aredan: Cven vxedavT
da TiTqos verafers vxedavT imis garda, riskenac Cveni daJinebuli mzeraa
mimarTuli. Rirsi anton didi ambobs, rom mas skuTari Tavi raRac moZrav
qandakebad warmoudgenia, romelsac garedan aTvalierebs, magram ar erwymis
mas. RvTaebrivi yofierebis realoba gacilebiT Rrma iyo misTvis, vidre
Tavisi sakuTari arsebobis realoba am warmaval cxovrebaSi. amitom sityva
– „ismine“ sulieri SinaarsiT qveyniurisaTvis sikvdils da RvTisaTvis
aRdgomas, Tavis uaryofas da mis xelaxla mopovebas niSnavs.
me var ufali, RmerTi Seni; ara iyvnen Senda RmerTni sxuani T nier Cemsa.
pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT, romelic Semdgomi daSenebisaTvis saZirkvels
warmoadgens, aris mcneba erTi RmerTis WeSmariti rwmenisa da misi
gamocxadebis Sesaxeb. es mikuTvnilebaa eklesiisadmi, rogorc im sulieri
samefosadmi, romelSic madli da RvTiuri Zala moqmedeben. qristeSobamde
es Zveli aRTqmis eklesia iyo, axla – axali aRTqmisaa, romelmac uvneblad
Semoinaxa Tavi da rogorc marTlmadidebeli eklesia, aRmsarebluri
sisufTaviT myofobs. RmerTi sarwmunoebis dogmatebiT, eklesiis
saidumloebebiTa da wes-CveulebebiT cxaddeba da adamianis sulTan maTi
meSveobiT urTierTobs. eklesia – es erTaderTi WeSmariti gzaa
RmerTisaken, amitom mis gareSe rwmena erTiani RmerTisa – es „erTiani
ganusazRvrelobis“ rwmenaa.
 ara iyvnen Senda RmerTni sxuani, T nier Cemsa es – eklesiis gareT
WeSmaritebis Ziebis akrZalvaa. eretikosTa TemebSi, maT swavlebaSi, RvTis
saxe damaxinjebulad warmoCndeba da aseT dros TviT RvTaebis wminda
saxelebi ukve aRar aris simbolo, romelTa meSveobiTac suli RmerTs
mieaxleba. cru saxe RvTisa – es cru RmerTia, gind ieRova, gindac qriste
uwodon mas.
mSvinvierebis TvalsazrisiT „me var ufali RmerTi Seni“, adamianis
cxovrebaSi faseulobaTa sruliad gansazRvruli Skalis dadgenas niSnavs,
sadac umaRlesi adgili RmerTs ekuTvnis. samwuxarod, xSirad Cveni
sulieri mdgomareoba (morwmune adamianebze vsaubrob) rogorRac naxevrad
rwmenas, mudmivad gaxangrZlivebul kompromiss hgavs. Cven gvwams RmerTi,
Cven marTlmadidebel eklesias vekuTvniT da am mniSvnelobiT sxva
RvTaebebs Tayvans ar vcemT, magram Cvens cxovrebaSi ufals mTavari adgili
ar uWiravs, is ar aris misdami miZRvnili mTlianad, aramed raRac nawiliT.
SesaZlebeli rom iyos Cveni Sinagani cxovrebis, Cveni azrebis, grZnobebis
kinofirze gadaReba da CvenTvis Cveneba, davinaxavdiT, rogori qaosia Cvens
sulSi gamefebuli da ra mcire adgili aqvs masSi RmerTs daTmobili.
maSinac ki, roca locvad vdgavarT, locvis sityvebi Zlivs aRwevs Cvens
gonebamde. es sityvebi, rogorc erTgvar nakadSi, Cveni yoveldRiuri
cxovrebis inerciaSi iZirebian. locva TavisTavad sulis RmerTTan
urTierTobis saSualebaa, CvenTan ki is TiTqmis yovelTvis mxolod formad
rCeba, Sinaarsis gareSe, gonebidan da gulidan TiTqos „gaTiSuli“. am mxriv
Cven gacilebiT araTanmimdevrulni varT, vidre urwmunoni. isini RmerTs
uaryofen da mas TavianTi sulidan Slian. Cven vcnobT RmerTs, magram
amasTanave adgils gonebis romeliRac kunWulSi, swored rom saxuravis
qveS, viwro sxvenSi vuZebniT da kvlav grZnobier da vnebian cxovrebas
vagrZelebT. amasTanave SesaZloa uxeSi codvebisagan Tavs vikavebdeT, magram
Sinaganad maT, ase vTqvaT, RvTis winaSe ganvicdiT da CavdivarT, im RvTis
winaSe, romelsac movuxmobT. aq mSvinvier planSi sityvebi – „me var ufali.
RmerTi Seni“ – mowodebaa Sinagani brZolisaken, raTa Cveni suli RvTis iq
yofnas ganuwyvetliv SeigrZnobdes, Tavs RmerTze damokidebulad
grZnobdes, misi Zlierebisa da gangebulebisa swamdes. Tuki aris RmerTi –
es niSnavs, rom yvelaferi mis ganmgeblobaSia. CvenTan ki paradoqsia:
vambobT, rom aris RmerTi, magram ar gvjera, rom yovelives is ganagebs da
amitom mudam gangaSSi da wuxilSi varT. vambobT, rom aris RmerTi, magram
is warmogvidgenia mZinare, romelsac davaviwydiT. Cven gvwams RmerTi, magram
roca RvTis nebis realurad Sesrulebaa saWiro, aRmoCndeba, rom mas ar
vendobiT. sakuTar warmodgenebze uaris Tqma da mTlianad RvTis
gangebulebaze dayrdnoba gveSinia: es CvenTvis Cveuli dasayrdenis
dakargvas da simaRlidan daxuWuli TvalebiT gadavardnas niSnavs (Tumca
swored rom qveyana ar iZleva aranair dasayrdens). ai ratom aris, rom
RmerTs kidec vuxmobT da amavdroulad gveSinia mTlianad verwmunoT da
sruliad mivendoT mis nebas.
SeiZleba iTqvas, rom mSvinvieri TvalsazrisiT pirveli mcneba CvenTvis –
es aris anderZi, rom wminda werilis sityvebi miviRoT rogorc brZaneba,
mimarTuli Cveni sulebisadmi, brZaneba, romelic usaTuod unda Sesruldes.
xatovnad rom iTqvas, Zveli aRTqmis aTi da axali aRTqmis cxra mcneba – es
Zvirfasi jaWvebia, romlebiTac dedamiwa cazea mimagrebuli.
pirveli mcnebis sulieri Tvalsazrisi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom ufals
Cvens sulSi gamefeba surs, imis SegnebaSi, rom adamiani ar aris Seqmnili
amqveynisaTvis, sadac yovelive sikvdiliT mTavrdeba, rogorc mdinaris
dinebas wyvets CanCqeri, romelSic am dinebiT wamoRebuli yovelive
cocxali qvebze imsxvreva, aramed Seqmnilia imisaTvis, rom masSi RvTis
xateba da msgavseba cxovrobdes, raTa adamiani RvTisadmi damorCilebiT
urTierTobaSi Sevides masTan. RvTaebasTan SedarebiT mTeli samyaro
iseTive araraobaa, rogorc wertili usasrulobasTan, amitom rwmenam
RvTisadmi, romelmac Seqmna qveyana da miwiszeda yofiereba, dro da
maradisoba, romelsac TavisTan adamianis sulier kavSirSi miReba da misT-
vis RvTaebriv cxovrebaSi monawileobis saSualebis micema surs, adamiani
xelaxla unda Svas da misi cxovreba Secvalos. am rwmenam adamianis cxov-
rebidan unda gandevnos yvelaferi, rac mis gonebas RmerTisgan aSorebs.
misi sayofacxovrebo moTxovnilebani da saqmeebi garkveul minimumamde,
aucilebel moTxovnilebamde daiyvanos; Tavis mTavar da mudmiv saqmed
adamiani locvas unda Tvlides, rac mas RvTaebriobis naTels uxsnis,
msgavsad imisa, TviTon, diliT gaRviZebuli, Tavis oTaxSi darabebs rom
xsnis da mze mis sacxovrebels anaTebs.
locva RmerTs adamianis sulSi moqmedebis saSualebas aZlevs. Tuki
ufali RmerTi – Cveni RmerTia, maSin misi sidiadisa da Rirsebis mixedviT,
mis mier dadebuli aRTqmis gamouTqmeli, mistikuri silamazisa da
simdidris mixedviT, romlebic adamianuri wvdomis unars aRematebian, Cvens
mTavar saqmianobas swored Sinagani locva unda warmoadgendes. cxovrebaSi
yvelaferi danarCeni ki mxolod misTvis mosamzadebladaa mowodebuli.
locva – es pasuxia SekiTxvaze, vinaa Cveni ufali – RmerTi Tu es sofeli.
warmarTebisaTvis kosmosi iyo RmerTi da Tuki Cven raimesadmi metad varT
mikerZoebulni, vidre RmerTisadmi, an ramesi metad gveSinia, vidre RvTisa,
es niSnavs, rom Cveni guli „ucxo RmerTebs~ ekuTvniT. Tuki Sinagani locva
daviviwyeT da mxolod garegnuliT vkmayofildebiT, anu imiT, rac Cvens
gulamde ar aRwevs, es niSnavs, rom RmerTi aRar aris Cveni RmerTi. erTi
sityviT, pirveli mcnebis sulieri Tvalsazrisi – es RvTis saxelTan erTad
gonebiT gulSi dgomas niSnavs.
RmerTi yovladZlieria, magram mas surs, rom Cven Cveni sulis RmerTad is
nebayoflobiT miviRoT. es ki CvenTvis niSnavs SeuCerebel brZolas
demonTan da qveyanasTan, raTa Cveni garjis Semxedvare ufalma moxedos
Cvens brZolas, rogorc adgils Tavisi gansvenebisa.

ara hqmne Tavisa Senisa kerpi

meore mcneba gvauwyebs: ara hqmne Tavisa Senisa kerpi (gamos. 20,
20 4). Cven
ganuwyvetliv vqmniT kerpebs; Cveni kerpi upirveles yovlisa – es Tavad Cven
varT. Cveni cxovrebis Cveulebrivi mizania – dedamiwaze adgilis momzadeba
iseTi kerpisaTvis, rogoric Cven varT. Cveni Sromisa da garjis wlebi amaSi
gadis.
 mSvinvieri TvalsazrisiT kerpebi – is gatacebebia, romelTa gamo RmerTs
viviwyebT da madls vkargavT. Cveni yvela ocneba da zmaneba – es kerpebis
Seusvenebeli Seqmnaa. Cveni fantazia, rogorc mxatvari, Cveni vnebebisaTvis
kerpebis macdunebel suraTebs xatavs.
SesaZloa kerpi adamianic gaxdes, vnebiani Seyvareba – es swored rom
kerpis Seqmnaa. Seyvarebuli adamiani xis napobisgan da qvebis namsxvrevebis-
gan kerpebis damamzadebels hgavs. sakuTari warmosaxviT Seqmnil am kerpebs
kazmavs, eTayvaneba da emsaxureba.
adamiani – RvTis xati da msgavsia. Cven misdami siyvarulis mcneba gvaqvs
mocemuli. magram eTayvano adamians, zogjer raRac SeSlilobis
mdgomareobamde, es niSnavs Seqmna kerpi xorcisa da Zvlebis grovisagan,
romelic odesme miwad iqceva. kerpi SesaZloa fuli iyos, romelsac,
cdunebuli adamiani Tavis uZlevelobas miawers. SesaZloa kerpi mecniereba
gaxdes: mecnierTa umetesi nawili, romlebic varaudoben, rom kacobriobis
xsna mecnierebis ZaliTaa SesaZlebli, misgan kerps iqmnian, romelsac
cocxal RmerTs upirispireben, amasTan, am „inteleqtis RvTaebis“ qurumTa
rolSi TviTon gvevlinebian.
SesaZloa kerpi iyos – xelovneba, romelic ara RvTis sadideblad,
aramed amaqveynis da adamianuri vnebebis gaRrmavebisaTvis iRwvis.
mSoblebisaTvis kerpebad SesaZloa maTi sakuTari Svilebi iqcnen,
romelTa gamoc zogjer mzad arian suli eSmaks mihyidon, am sityvebis
pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT.
wmida werilSi erT adgilas weria: „kerpni – ara ra arian“ (fs.113
113,
113 12-15),
sxva adgilas: „kerpni – eSmak arian“ (fs.95
95,
95 5). Tavis Tavad kerpi – es
sulieri cdomilebaa, sicarielea, magram am sicarieles, am sulier vakuums
bneli Zalebi avseben. amitom adamiani, qmnilebisadmi metad mikerZoebuli,
vidre Semoqmedisadmi, demonuri Zalebis zegavlenis qveS imyofeba.
mokled rom iTqvas, meore mcnebis mSvinvieri Tvalsazrisi _ es sakuTari
gulis Semowmebaa: xom ar aris iq gadametebuli mikerZoeba an siZulvili,
romlebic adamianis sulSi TviT ufals staceben adgils. xatovnad rom
iTqvas, am dros sulis taxti sxvas nebayoflobiT eZleva da masze uxilavi
mxeci xoxdeba.
sainteresoa, Tu rogor gamosaxavdnen primitiuli xalxebi TavianT
RmerTebs. maT kerpebs urCxulebis, raRac fantastikuri cxovelebis saxeebi
aqvT eSvebiTa da mtacebeli frinvelebis klanWebiT. Tuki maT adamianuri
ieri aqvT, maSin isini demonTa gamosaxulebebs Camogvanan gadmokarkluli
TvalebiT da dakreWili kbilebiT. geCveneba, rom es kerpebi msxverplze
Tavsdasasxmelad da mis dasafleTad mzad arian. Cveni vnebebis kerpebic
iseTive saZageli, saSineli da maxinjia, rogorc afrikis tomebisa da
wynari okeanis kunZulebis mcxovrebTa RvTaebebi. rogorc ar unda movrTaT
isini, maTi namdvili saxe jurRmulis sulTa saxeebiviT daundobeli da
sastikia. isini msxverpls tanjaven, brWyalebiT gmiraven, magram
dabrmavebul msxverpls mainc hgonia, rom isini amqveynad yvelaferze
Zvirfasni arian. roca dro am Tixis RmerTebs amsxvrevs, maSin suls sevda
eufleba, mas warmoudgenia, rom umjobesia mokvdes, vidre Tavisi kerpebis
siRatake da Sercxvena ixilos.
panTeonSi qristes ver Seiyvan. madli ver Seva sulSi, sadac vnebebi
mefoben, amitom gvaswavlis mcneba: gulidan moviwyvitoT is, rac misTvis
RmerTze Zvirfasia, moviwyvitoT tkiviliT, rogorc Wrian da mowvaven
gangreniT dazianebul sxeuls.
sulieri TvalsazrisiT meore mcneba imaze metyvelebs, rom suli kacisa
taZari unda iyos. sakurTxevelSi aranairi arawmindas Setana ar SeiZleba,
is gareT unda darCes. roca gulismieri locvisas azrebi da saxeebi
Cndebian, xSir SemTxvevaSi adrindeli kerpebi Tavs wamoyofen xolme da
Tavisken gvixmoben. am mxrivac mcneba – „ara hqmne Tavisa Senisa kerpi“ –
locvis dros yovelive miwierisagan gandgomasa da misgan Tavis daRwevaze
laparakobs.

ara moiRo saxeli uflisa

mesame mcneba gvaswavlis: ara moiRo saxeli uflisa RmrTisa Senisa
amaosa zeda (gamos. 20,7).
20 sityvasityviT: uflis saxeli, rogorc siwmide, ar
unda ixmarebodes Cveulebriv saubrebSi, anu mowiwebis gareSe imis mimarT,
vinc am saxeliT Tavisi Tavi gangvicxada. RvTis saxeli cecxlovan
Surisgebad da sasjelad iqceva maTTvis, vinc misiT cru fics debs, mas
xumrobad aqcevs, an mis xsenebas Tan lanZRvas urTavs, roca RvTis saxels
vaxsenebT, am dros TiTqos xeliT mis kvarTs vexebiT, roca RvTis saxels
vaxsenebT, maSin uflis yovlismxedveli Tvali Cveni gulebiskenaa
momarTuli. RvTis saxeli iseTi mowiwebiT unda warmoiTqvas, rogoriTac
xats Tayvans vcemT da vexebiT. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom RvTis saxeli – es
imisi sityvieri xatia, vinc azrsa da sityvebze maRlaa, vinc maradiuli da
usasruloa, vinc gonebamiuwvdomelia da adamianuri eniT gamouTqmeli.
mSvinvieri TvalsazrisiT Cveni guli im apokalifsur qvad unda iqces,
romelzec saidumlo saxelia dawerili (gamoc. 2, 17), es qva siwmindis
simbolos feria – TeTria. guli grunti unda gaxdes, romelzedac RmerTis
xati misi saxeliviT aris dawerili. aq ormxrivi procesia: adamianis
cxovreba mis guls locvisTvis amzadebs, locva ki ganwmeds adamianis
cxovrebas. pirvelmamebs ar hqondaT wignebi da damuSavebuli swavleba
iesos locvis Sesaxeb, magram hqondaT gulis da azrebis sispetake,
romelic RvTis madls izidavda da TviT madli loculobda maT gulebSi.
isini, TiTqosda gaocebulni, mowiwebiT yurs ugdebdnen am sulieri locvis
gamouTqmel sityvebs: TviT ufali iyo maswavlebeli, mTavar dabrkolebas
iesos locvaSi Cveni gulis uwminduroba da mzakvroba warmoadgens.
Znelia dawero xati koJrebian, uswormasworo, dabzarul dafaze. Cveni
cxovreba locvas ar Seesabameba. amitom miuxedavad yvela wignisa, romle-
bSic im wm. mamaTa gamocdilebaa asaxuli, romelTac Sinagan locvaSi
warmateba hqondaT, romlebSic maTi rCevebi, meTodebia mocemuli
(Tanamedrove eniT – locvis teqnika) – is Cvens guls ar eTviseba. ase rom,
Cvens cxovrebas ar vasworebT da locvis sityvebs mxolod vimeorebT,
gvinda rom SeuTavsebeli SevaTavsoT. Rataksac SeuZlia Tavis Raribul
qoxSi mefe miiwvios, Tumca Cven ufals WuWyiT savse da bilwi azrebiT
ayrolebuli sulis sacxovrebelSi veZaxiT, sadac RvarZliTa da
siZulviliT gaCenili azrebi da saxeebi mTvralebiviT erTmaneTs exlebian,
swored am WuWySi, romelTanac ar gvsurs ganSoreba, meufeTa meufes
vepatiJebiT. amitomac, Cveni cxovrebisagan „mowyvetili“ locva unayofo
rCeba.
vardi qvebs Soris ver ixarebs: mas fesvi gauxmeba da yvavili dascviva.
adamiani locvaze Sromobs, magram Sedegs ver xedavs da amitomac mas
xSirad Tavs anebebs. is udabnos qviSaSi Was Txris da wylamde ver aRwevs.
mTeli misi naSromisagan amoTxrili miwis grova rCeba. aq Cveni Secdoma
imaSia, rom Cvens cxovrebasTan mimarTebiT locvas erTgvar abstraqciad
aRviqvamT maSin, roca locva – gamocdaa, cxovreba ki misTvis mzadeba.
cxoneba RvTaebrivi da adamianuri nebis urTierTqmedebiT aResruleba.
am gagebiT ara mxolod adamiani RvTis gareSe, aramed RmerTic adamianis
gareSe „uZluria“. samyaroTa Semoqmedma adamians Sinagani zneobrivi
Tavisufleba, avtonomia uboZa da Tavisi ZRveni ukan ar miaqvs. yovlad
Zlierma da yovlisSemZlem, adamianis pirovnebis winaSe rogorRac Tavi
SeizRuda. man adamians saSualeba misca Tavisi nebis Tavisufali mimarTvisa
da ganviTarebisa. amaSia adamianis RvTivmimsgavsebuloba, amaSia misi
sidiade da bunebrivoba. magram amaSivea Tavisuflebis metafizikuri
safrTxec.
adamiani, romelic locviTaa dakavebuli, magram Tavis cxovrebas ar
cvlis, TiTqos imedovnebs, rom RmerTi TviTon acxonebs mas. am dros TviT
locva avtomaturad gadaiqceva „aucileblobis gamo cxonebad“. amitom
adamians warumatebloba, SeiZleba iTqvas, sulieri kraxi moelis. locva
sityvaTa Sexamebad iqceva, sityva – asoebisa da bgerebis Sexamebad. locvas
sinanulis gamudmebuli grZnoba Tan unda sdevdes, anu ukmayofileba
sakuTari cxovrebiT, misi gakicxva, gangdeba da axali cxovrebis dawyebis
survili. am survils nebiTi xasiaTi unda hqondes, aseve unda hqondes
gambedaoba, rom is saqmeebSi da qmedebebSi ganaxorcielos. TiToeul
cxovrebiseul situaciaSi adamianma unda ifiqros: „rogor aisaxeba es Cems
cxovrebaze? madls movixveW Tu davkargav?“ mokled – mTeli Cveni cxovreba
foni unda iyos locvisaTvis.
adamianma Tavisi guli uwyvetliv unda wmindos zraxvebisa da
vnebebisagan. yvelaze mTavari da universaluri vneba – es sakuTari Tavis
siyvarulia,
siyvarulia, romelic Tavs siamayeSi iCens. es sulieri izolacionizmia,
sakuTari Tavis dapirispirebaa ara mxolod xalxTan, aramed RmerTTanac,
Semdgom – sami vneba: vercxlismoyvareoba – mikerZoeba fulisa da
nivTebisadmi, romelic xSirad SemgroveblobaSi – garegnulisa da
usicocxlosadmi moimedeobaSi gamoixateba. avxorcoba – sulis avxorcoba,
tkbobis wyurvili, cru swrafva vnebebis dakmayofilebaSi bednierebis
povnisaken, sitkbo, romlis fskerzec simwarea, iluzia, romelic ifanteba
da suls cariels tovebs; didebismoyvareoba – sulis sicrue. is adamians
msaxiobad aqcevs, romelic scenaze im brbos aplodismentebisaTvis
TamaSobs, romelic gulis siRrmeSi TviTonve sZuls.
 es vnebebi adamians abrmaveben da sxva sam vnebas warmoSoben: ugunurebas –
roca adamiani mTavar mizans – RmerTTan urTierTobas qveyanasTan
urTierTobiT cvlis; umecrebas – roca adamiani sakuTar Tavs TiSavs
Sinagani, sulieri cxovrebidan, romelic mas WeSmarit codnasa da sibrZnes
aZlevs da gareganis aTvisebaze gadarTavs, rac mas sulierad abrmavebs;
daviwyebas _ maradisobisa da sikvdilis daviwyebas, aseve im gakveTilebisa,
romelsac cxovreba aZlevs. es simTvralis mdgomareobas hgavs: adamiani
vnebebs nebayoflobiT eZleva, aviwydeba, Tu ra elis gamofxizlebuls –
demonebis sicili mis sulze. sadRac, Robis Ziras gamoRviZebuli loTi,
Tavisive amxanagebis mier gaZarcvuli, Tavisive uwmindurobaSi mwoliare,
sul male iviwyebs gadatanil sircxvils da isev Rvinisken iwevs. es
codvilis gamudmebuli gulmaviwyobaa, bednierebis gamudmebuli Zebnaa
WuWyian wumpeSi. SesaZloa adamianma umZimesi tanjva gadaitanos, magram
yvelaferi daaviwydes da verc veraferi iswavlos.
wmida mamebi rva mTavar vnebaze migviTiTeben, adamianis sulis rva
wylulze, rva wyaroze, romlebidanac codvis mkvdari wylebi moedineba*. es
vnebebi da maTTan brZola dawvrilebiTaa aRwerili asketur krebulSi –
„sikeTismoyvareoba“. gulis vnebaTagan ganwmedis, sakuTar Tavze gamudme-
buli Sinagani muSaobis gareSe, iesos locvaSi warmatebis miRweva
SeuZlebelia: adamiani TiTqosda gatexili WurWliT wyals iRebs. wyali
miwaze iRvreba, xolo WurWeli carieli rCeba.
mesame mcnebis sulieri Tvalsazrisi – imave apokalifsur saxesTan
dabrunebaa: TeTr qvaze, anu monanul gulze, saidanac Sinagani cremli
gulidan WuWys recxavs, suliwmida axal saxels wers. aseTi sulisaTvis
ieso qristes saxeli yovelTvis axalia, is misTvis axali siRrmeebiT,
axleburi silamaziT, Tavisi maradiuli ganumeoreblobiT ixsneba. TeTri
qva niSnavs adamianisaTvis SesaZlo uaryofas ara mxolod codvian, aramed
saerTod qveyniuri zraxvebisa, imisa, rac RvTisgareSea, rac Tavisi bunebiT
ucxoa sulisaTvis. TeTri qva masze dawerili idumali saxeliT, romelic
aravin uwyis, wmidanTa maradiul didebad gvevlineba, romlebisTvisac
RmerTi maTi yofierebis savseba gaxda.
mesame mcnebis Sesruleba – es niSnavs, mTeli cxovreba RvTis saxels
dauqvemdebaro, mTeli dro cxovrebisa da gulis mTeli sivrce misiT aavso.

moixsene dRe igi SabaTi

meoTxe mcneba SabaTis dacvas exeba, sityvasityviT – saeklesio
dResaswaulTa gamoyofas Cveulebrivi, sadagi dReebisagan. SabaTi – es aris
RvTisadmi miZRvnili dRe, romelic simbolurad saukuno cxovrebas niSnavs.
Zveli aRTqmis maswavlebelTa azriT, eris istoriuli bed-iRbali da mesiis
mosvla SabaTis zust aRsrulebaze iyo damokidebuli „moixsene dRe
SabaTTa wmida-yofad missa“ (gamos.20
20,
20 8).
sityva „SabaTi“ „gansvenebas“ niSnavs, magram WeSmariti gansvenebis
mopoveba adamianis suls mxolod RmerTSi SeuZlia. miwaze da gulSi, sadac
codva mefobs, sadac boboqroben vnebebi, ar SeiZleba iyos namdvili
mosveneba. Zveli aRTqmis pirvelmamebi da winaswarmetyvelni sindisis gansve-
nebas mcnebisa da sjulis aRsrulebaSi povebdnen. magram WeSmariti
mosveneba, rogorc codvisgan Tavis daRweva da suliwmidaSi RmerTTan ur-
TierToba, maT jer kidev ar hqondaT. amitom Zveli aRTqmis SabaTi
warmoadgenda winasaxes, im RvTaebrivi gansvenebis erTgvar aCrdils,
romelic ufalma adamianebs Tavisi jvarcmiTa da aRdgomiT ganucxada. es
aris RvTaebasTan Tanaarsoba, rogorc gamosvla sakuTari SezRudulobidan
da mis absolutur srulyofasTan ziareba.
Zveli aRTqmis iudevelebisaTvis SabaTi statikis, erTgvari „uZraobis“
simSvide iyo, garegani da Sinagani zrunvisagan gandreka. qristianisaTvis
kviradRis gansveneba – es dinamiuri gansveneba, oromtrialidan da
yoveldRiuri saqmeebidan cxovrebaSi gamosvlaa. es ar aris lxini Zvel
iudevelTa, romlebsac sauflo dRes nadimi, megobrebis monaxuleba an
ubralod Sin dasveneba hqondaT nabrZanebi. es taZrebSi misvlis, saxlSi
locvis, madlis moxveWis droa.
mSvinvieri TvalsazrisiT, meoTxe mcneba gvelaparakeba gulismieri
simSvidis mopovebaze, rogorc Sinagan winaaRmdegobaTa gadalaxvaze.
adamianis suli Tavisi arsiT qristiania. Tavis realur mdgomareobaSi is
naTeli da bneli Zalebis uxilavi brZolis arenas, gamomwvari miwisa da
Zvel SenobaTa nangrevebis mindors warmoadgens. is mzeTunaxavis keTriT
damaxinjebul saxes hgavs. magram ufali dedamiwaze swored imisaTvis
movida, rom adamianis suli gankurnos da aRadginos.
TviT religia – es kurnebaa sulisa, misi aRdgena da dabrunebaa
RvTivmimsgavsebulobis uwindel silamazesTan. ufalma adamianis suli
Seqmna, rogorc Tavisi – RmerTisa da Semoqmedis sadidebeli saocari
sagalobeli. codvam daarRvia misi harmonia. saxarebiseuli mcnebebis
SesrulebaSi kvlav poulobs suli sakuTar Tavs, kvlav mTliandeba.
madliT SeerTebuli misi unari, grZnobebi da Zalebi, rogorc zeciuri
galoba, kvlav JReras iwyeben. amitomac suli mxolod mcnebebis mixedviT
cxovrebaSi moipovebs srul simSvides, mxolod maTi aRsrulebiT xdeba
Sinagan winaaRmdegobaTa Tavidan acileba. mcnebebis darRveva, qveyniuri
stiqiebiTa da misi SexedulebebiT cxovreba – es adamianis sulis
mtanjveli disonansia*. simSvide, romelic saxarebam gangvicxada, sulieri
Zalebis harmonia da TviT sulis harmoniaa RmerTTan.
maS ase, mSvinvier planSi SabaTi – es saxarebiseuli mcnebebis
aRsrulebaa, romelTa meSveobiTac, rogorc fanjrebidan, sulSi zeciuri
naTeli iRvreba.
sulieri TvalsazrisiT, sulis simSvide – es misi aRdgomaa qristesTan
erTad. TviT naTlobis saidumlo sikvdilsa da aRdgomas niSnavs: sikvdils,
rogorc adamianze codvisa da vnebebis meufebis dasasruls, da mkvdreTiT
aRdgomas, rogorc gamoRviZebas sulisas da mis miqcevas RvTisaken – Tavisi
sawyisisaken. samSvinveli suls unda damorCildes, suli ki – RmerTs.
sulis simSvide – es madlis naTelSi sufevas niSnavs. sulis RvTisaken
mimarTuli mzera – es adamianis gulis Sinagani, siRrmiseuli locvaa,
sadac suli arsobs. am – sulieri TvalsazrisiTac, SabaTis aRsruleba
aris Sroma, uwyveti locvis moxveWisaTvis gaweuli Sroma, romelSic suli
WeSmarit sixarulsa da simSvides povebs.
SabaTi, gansxsnili kviraSi, kviris yovel dRes ganwmends, xolo iesos
locva _ kvira dRis saxe, jvarze gaRebuli msxverplis es anarekli da
saukuno aRdgomis sxivi – ganwmeds da fers ucvlis qristianis mTel
cxovrebas.

pativi-
pativi-ec mamasa Sensa da dedasa Sensa
mexuTe mcneba: pativi-ec mamasa Sensa da dedasa Sensa (gamos. 20,
20 12).
am mcnebis zedmiwevniTi azri gasagebia, amitom amaze aRar SevCerdebiT,
mxolod vityviT, rom misi safuZveli – madlierebis grZnobaa, romlis
gareSec SeuZlebelia qristianoba.
mSvinvieri TvalsazrisiT mexuTe mcneba ierarqiis Sesaxeb swavlebas
warmoadgens. saWiroa, rom sakuTari Tavi erTian ierarqiul jaWvSi zemdgom
rgols davuqvemdebaroT (Tavi erTgvar energetikul qselSi CavrToT),
davumorCiloT, raTa SeTvisebis saSualeba gvqondes. aq ufrosebisadmi dau-
morCilebloba – es struqturidan sakuTari Tavis gamorTvaa. ierarqiis
subordinaciis dacvis (umaRlesisadmi umdablesis daqvemdebarebis) gareSe
SeuZlebelia yovelgvari sazogadoebisa da sistemis arseboba, ojaxiT
dawyebuli da saxelmwifoTi damTavrebuli. ufro metic: atomiT dawyebuli
da kosmosiT damTavrebuli.
eklesiaSi ramdenime saxis ierarqia arsebobs. es aris zeciuri ierarqia-
angelozTa dasebi, Semdgom wmidanebi _ RvTaebrivi naTliT maTi ganaTlebis
mixedviT, da sakuTriv saeklesio ierarqia, romelic iyofa
mRvdelmsaxurebad (sami ierarqiuli xarisxiT) da eklesiis msaxurebad
(amasTanave mRvdelmowame dionise areopageli angelozTa da saeklesio
ierarqebs Soris analogias atarebs).
aseve arsebobs ierarqiis kidev erTi saxeoba, romelsac xarisxebad
mkafio damyofi ara aqvs – es aris sulieri ierarqia, romelic qristianis
pirad Rvawlsa da askezze, aseve mis mier Tavisi rwmenis aRmsareblobazea
damokidebuli. es aris e.w. „berobis“ ierarqia, romelsac xalxi
gansakuTrebulad afasebs da romelsac mRvdelmTavroba ase Tu ise,
angariSs unda uwevdes. Cveulebriv, msgavsi ierarqia monazvnobaSi Cndeboda.
aq ierarqiuloba upirveles yovlisa sulieri mamisa da misi sulieri
Svilis urTierTdamokidebulebaSia. sulierma mamam morCilebisa da askezis
skola Tavad unda gaiaros, damrigeblis niWi Tavisi mamebisagan SeiTvisos,
sxvagvarad Tavisi sulieri SvilebisaTvis araferi eqneba gadasacemi.
sulieri moZRvari, romelsac Cveulebriv, bers „starecs“ uwodeben, Tavis
askezis maswavleblebTan gamudmebul sulier urTierTobaSia. maSinac ki,
Tu isini amqveynidan gavidnen, maTTan ar wydeba sulieri kavSiri, mxolod
urTierTobis forma icvleba: moZRvrebi sikvdilis Semdgomac ar toveben
TavianT mowafeebs.
sulier Svils – kacsac da qalsac, morCileba moeTxoveba, anu
maswavleblis yoveli sityvisadmi yuradReba da sakuTari nebis mokveTa.
maSin beri WeSmaritad mama xdeba, romelic suls saukuno cxovrebisaTvis
dabadebaSi exmareba. vinc aseTi beri ipova, man cxonebis naxevari moipova.
morCilebaSi nebayoflobiT midian. cxoneba SesaZlebelia mcnebis
SeZlebisamebr SesrulebiTac, magram pirvel SemTxvevaSi* adamianis gza
sinaTliTaa gasxivosnebuli, meoreSi** ki adamiani gzas bindSi ikvlevs;
pirvel SemTxvevaSi mas TiTqosda frTebi ezrdeba, xolo meoreSi
iZulebulia miwaze xoxviT gadaadgildes.
morCileba adamians gulisTqmebisagan aTavisuflebs: yvelaferi misTvis
da mis magivradaa gadawyvetili. es uzarmazar Zalas zogavs locvisaTvis.
amitom isini, vinc morCilebaSi arian, uwyvet locvas maleve ixveWen.
rogorc svimeon axali RvTismetyvli ambobs: WeSmariti morCili mxolod
waikiTxavs „samwmidas“ da masSi ukve TviT madli loculobs. roca
morCilis gulSi codviani vnebebi aRdgebian da igi maT amxels, TiTqosda
aSiSvlebs Tavisi damrigeblis winaSe, maSin demoni danaSaulze waswrebuli
qurdiviT ukan garbis.
morCili maSin ecema, roca igi berisagan raimes malavs an Sinagan
winaaRmdegobaSia masTan; magram roca inaniebs, beri mas wamoayenebs da
RvTis winaSe misTvis loculobs. is Tavis sulier Svils TiTqos sakuTar
sisxls usxams ZarRvebSi da masTan sulieri Zalebi da madli swrafad
brundeba, magram Tuki morCilis cxovreba savsea gamudmebuli drtvinviT da
beris mimarT ukmayofilebiT, Sinagani gankiTxviT da misi (an misi qmedebis)
damcrobiT, misi nebisadmi da darigebebisadmi winaaRmdegobis gaweviT, maSin
dacema gardauvalia. morCilma, romelmac mkveTri uari Tqva morCilebaze da
Tavis nebas asrulebs, TiTqosda ukve daaprograma Tavisi dacema. aseTi
mowyobis adamianisaTvis albaT ukeTesia sulac ar aiRos Tavze morCilebis
Rvawli*, rogorc mTvralisTvisaa umjobesi, cecxlTan ar mivides, raTa Sig
ar Caiwvas.
mexuTe mcnebis sulieri aspeqti – es morCilebaa sulieri mamisadmi,
romelSic morCili, SeiZleba iTqvas, TviT qristes saxes Wvrets. mowafe
ufro met siyvaruls iwyebs Tavisi maswavleblisadmi, vidre xorcieli
mSoblebisadmi, is Tavis Tavs masTan sulier erTobaSi grZnobs, rogorc
patara rto xis tanTan**.
qristes logosi hqvia. is – mwvervali da sawyisia yovelgvari ierarqiisa.
logosis gareSe sibnele da SeSlilobaa. ierarqiidan aRmovardna (rac
angelozs an adamians emarTeba) – es dapirispirebaa masTan; es RvTis
winaaRmdeg janyis mdgomareobaa, madlis erTaderTi wyarosagan daSoreba da
saukuno sikvdilia. mexuTe mcnebis SesrulebisaTvis sikeTe da dRegrZeloba
aRgviTqva ufalma (gamosv. 20,
20 12). umaRlesi sikeTe – es madlia,
dRegrZeloba ki _ maradiulobis simbolo.
zogierTi sasuliero mwerali iesos locvaSi varjiSis dros
saSiSroebis Sesaxeb gvafrTxilebs, magram saSiSroeba xom ara locvisagan,
aramed moudrekeli ampartavnebisgan Cndeba.
Tavneba – es mlocveli ar aris, aramed sulieri „revolucioneria“.
Tundac locvis gameorebas ecados, ieso qristes saxeli ar SeiZleba mis
ajanyebul da TiTqos gaqvavebul gulSi Sevides, iesos locvisaTvis
aucilebelia morCileba da sinanuli, Sroma da mokrZaleba – es oTxi
mdinare, romlebic sulis baRs rwyaven, romelTa gareSec is udabnod
darCeba.

ara kac-
kac-hkla
meeqvse mcnebaa: `ara kac-hkla~ (gamos. 20,
20 13). mokla – e.i. gaanadguro,
sicocxle aRukveTo. pirveli mkvleli – es demonia, romelmac adamians
saukuno cxovreba aRukveTa, mowyvita igi RmerTs – wyaros da yofierebis
savsebas, igi jojoxeTis meufebas da sikvdils dauqvemdebara. adamiani
Tavisi miwieri cxovrebis Semdeg maradisobaSi gadadis. mkvleli upirveles
yovlisa isaa, vinc aRukveTs, ergvarad stacebs mas maradisobaSi WeSmarit
cxovrebas. maradisobis dakargva – es yvelaze saSineli katastrofaa. es
gamousworebeli ubedurebaa, ukurnebeli senia, Savi ufskrulia, saidanac
aRar brundebian. amitom mkvlelobis yvelaze uaresi saxe – es
adamianisaTvis rwmenis warTmevaa. RmerTisagan misi daSorebaa, misTvis
miwieri cxovrebis dasasrulis gadaqcevaa ucxo yofis dasawyisad, rogorc
usiyvarulo da uimedo, mtanjveli mdgomareobisa. adamianis suli
rogorRac saSineli, Savi sicarieliT ivseba. mas esmis, ra dakarga, magram
amavdroulad mis guls RvTisadmi siyvaruli madlis gareSe ar ZaluZs. igi
ara marto vardeba satanis monobaSi, emsgavseba kidec mas, amaSi
mdgomareobs maradiuli tanjvis saidumlo, RvTisadmi miqcevis
SeuZlebloba im sulisaTvis, romelic datanjuli yviris: „mZags!“.
adamianis suli RvTis xati da msgavsia. RmerTi adamians madls aZlevs,
raTa Tavisken miiqcios. adamiani madls uaryofs, mas erTgvarad „klavs“
Tavis TavSi. RvTis uarmyofeli codvili – es sakuTar gulSi
RvTismkvlelia. es saSineli saidumloa codvisa. codvils ar surs, rom
RmerTi arsebobdes. mas sZuls RmerTi, saukuno cxovreba ki, rogorc
mistikuri erToba, RvTisadmi siyvarulia. aq, dedamiwaze wmidanebi
RvTisadmi siyvarulis cecxls ixveWdnen da amqveynad yvelaferze metad am
cecxls ufrTxildebodnen, raTa is vnebaTa qariSxals ar Caeqro. sikvdilis
Semdeg ki maTi siyvaruli sanTlis patara alidan did da kaSkaSa mzed iqca.
codva _ es RvTisadmi siZulvilis naperwkalia: is, dabrkolebis gareSe,
sul ufro gaRvivebuli, rogorc qvesknelis saSineli ali, sulis
siRrmeebSi boboqrobs, gonebas kvamlis bolqvebiT abnelebs da guls
vnebebis aliT wvavs. sikvdilis Semdeg es Sinagani uaryofa RvTisa,
jojoxeTis Sav cecxlad iqceva. TiToeul vnebaSi tanjva da vaebaa Ca-
debuli, magram TiToeul codvaSi aris kidev raRac daxvewili, demonuri
tkboba, es jojoxeTuri, tanjvasTan Sereuli siamovneba – siZulvilSicaa.
codvili maradisobaSi RvTisadmi siZulviliT cxovrobs. mis uaryofasTan
erTad sZuls wmidanebi imis gamo, rom imave maradisobaSi isini RmerTTan
hgieben. mas iseTive codvilnic sZuls, rogorc TviTonaa, rameTu maTSi
sakuTari codvis simaxinjes xedavs. mas sZuls demoni, rogorc monas –
sastiki batoni. mas sakuTari Tavic sZuls, Tavisi Seqmnis dRes wyevlis;
sZuls mSoblebi imisaTvis, rom sicocxle misces; sZuls RmerTi, radgan
RmerTi – siyvarulia. mas mxolod erTi nugeSi aqvs: jojoxeTSi tanjviT
RmerTs „niSni mougo“, da mainc ar daemorCila.
 demonis Semdeg yvelaze saSineli mkvleli is aris, vinc dasabamiseuli
mkvlelis* msgavsad xelyofs adamianis sicocxlis umaRles ganZs, imas, ra-
Sic adamianis arsebobis mTeli azri mdgomareobs – rwmenas. adamianis mier
RvTis nebayoflobiT dakargva – es TviTmkvlelobaa. es dakargva
mciredidan iwyeba – es aris mosurveba codvis Cadenisa. aseve mcirediT
iwyeba gza RvTisaken: adamiani RvTiuri madlis Zaxils yurs ugdebs – es
pirveli nabijia. umiznod gatarebuli yoveli dRe – mkvlelobaa dRisa;
Segnebulad Cadenili yoveli codva – madlis „mkvlelobaa“ sakuTar gulSi.
qristians madli eklesiis saidumloebebSi miecema. is SeigrZnobs,
ganicdis am madls, magram modis cduneba da adamianis guli gaorebasa da
meryeobas iwyebs. sindisi eubneba: „ar gaakeTo“, vneba ki eCurCuleba
gveliviT: „me Sen mogcem samoTxes RmerTis gareSe aq, dedamiwaze; me
moganiWeb siamovnebas, romlis mocemac RmerTs ar surs SenTvis“. da
adamians sjera vnebis, romelsac mravalgzis moutyuebia, is iluziaTa
samyaroSi Sedis, Tavisi vnebiani fantaziebis samyaroSi, eCveneba, rom misi
sakuTari sindisi misive mowinaaRmdeged da mtrad iqca da misi mokvlisa da
ganadgurebis survili uCndeba. aq codvis is metafizikuri mxarea, rasac
RvTismkvleloba vuwodeT. codvilisaTvis eSmaki – gaTavisuflebis sulia,
keTili suli, romelsac mis bagesTan siamovnebis nanatri Tasi miaqvs.
codvili, viTomda araferia, eubneba madls: „risTvis moxvedi? me ar geZaxdi,
Tavidan momwydi da xels nu miSli“. roca guli codvaSi irindeba, is
RvTisadmi siZulvilSi irindeba. sulis am mimarTulebis – RvTisagan –
maradisobaSi Secvla aRar SeiZleba iseve, rogorc ar SeiZleba kompasis
isris mobruneba, romelic isev CrdiloeTisaken mibrundeba.
saukuno cxovreba – es saukuno urTierTobaa RmerTTan. RmerTTan
urTierToba – es erTobaa; Tuki RmerTi mounaniebel codvils Tavisi
siyvaruliT miuaxlovdeba, is upasuxebs: „momSordi, mZulxar!“ wmida mamebi
amboben, rom RmerTs ar SeuZlia adamianis cxoneba Tavad adamianis gareSe.
amitom mounaniebeli codva – es adamianis mier sakuTari sulis
mkvlelobaa; mounanieblisaTvis TviT mkvedreTiT aRdgoma Seiqneba
metafizikuri sikvdilis dasawyisi – satanis saxiT satanasTan saukuno
myofoba. Cven sxvaTa mkvlelebic varc, roca maT codvisaken vubiZgebT,
radgan sikvdili codvaSia „daprogramebuli“. roca adamians vacdunebT, mis
mimarT eSmaki vxdebiT. magram Cvens cxovrebaSi ramdeni Zlivs SesamCnevi
cdunebaa, romelsac codvad arc ki Tvlian! sinazisa da alersis ramdeni
saxeobaa, romlis miRmac siZva imaleba! aRmoCndeba, rom „sinaze“ – esaa
sunTqva, romelic meore adamianis gulSi vnebebis naxSirs aRvivebs. riT
mTavrdeba es? xSir SemTxvevaSi dacemiT, roca adamiani madls kargavs iseve,
yvelafers erT saaTSi rom waageben da maTxovrebi xdebian. amasTanave misi
guli, sadac RvTisTvis adgili praqtikulad aRar darCa, vnebiani
mikerZoebebisagan sruliad datyvevebuli aRmoCnda. an kidev, yvelafer amas
adamiani tanjvasTan miyavs, roca is mwuxarebiT iglejs sulidan codvian
mikerZoebebs, rogorc mimxmar naxvevs iZroben Ria Wrilobidan.
mkvlelobis sxva saxe – esaa sisastike, romelsac adamianis miyvana
SeuZlia sikvdilis msgavsi mowyinebidan da sasowarkveTidan sulier
qancgawyvetamde. adamianisaTvis SesaZloa yvelaferi sulerTi gaxdes,
sakuTari cxonebac ki. sevdisa da sasowarkveTis mdgomareobaSi is iolad
ixreba codvisaken. metic: eZebs mas, raTa masSi Tavdaviwyebas mieces,
rogorc narkotikSi da RvinoSi, zogjer gaborotebuli adamiani visime
jibriT scodavs. aq – TiTqos erTbaSad ori dana Casces gulSi, aq – ori
mkvlelia sulisa*. rogor xSirad ayenebs adamians Wrilobas Cvengan
nasroli sityva, romelic ar xorcdeba mravali weli – Cven aqac mkvlelebi
varT! raoden xSirad Cndebian Cvens gzaze ubeduri da miusafari adamianebi,
Cven ki gulgrilad gverds vuvliT maT. vityviT: „es araa Cveni saqme“ da
mkvlelebi vxdebiT. zogjer iseT mdgomareobaSia adamiani, rom mxolod
Cvens erT TanamgrZnob sityvas SeuZlia gaamxneos da Zala misces; Tuki is
Tavis garSemo mxolod sicrues da gulgrilobas xedavs, eCveneba, rom
gamosavali arsaidanaa. maSin ara mxolod sxva adamianis mkvlelebi vxdebiT,
aramed Cvensave TavSi yvelaze mTavarsa da Zvirfass – siyvarulis grZnobas
vklavT da cocxal leSebad viqceviT. sicrue – esec mkvlelobaa. es
mkvlelobaa urTierT ndobisa, razedac sulieri siaxlovea dafuZnebuli.
uflis sityvebiT: satana dasabamiTgan – mkvleli da crua (ioane 8, 44).
aris kidev mkvlelobis erTi saxeoba: zogjer, roca Seuracxyofas
mogvayeneben, TiTqosda Surs ar viZiebT, magram vcdilobT Cveni gulidan
amovZirkvoT xsovna mawyenarze da vambobT: „is CemTvis mkvdaria“.
sinamdvileSi ki ubralod Suri viZieT, roca is amovSaleT, amovagdeT Cveni
cxovrebidan, rogorc nagavs yrian ezodan. vinc gvawyenina, misTvis locvac
ki usiamovnoa da gviWirs, TiTqos mxrebiT mZime da mouxerxebeli tvirTi
migvaqvso, ara guliT, aramed gakvriT, garegnulad vloculobT, TiTqos
arc gvinda rom Cveni locva asruldes. Tuki mas ubedureba SeemTxveva,
gulis siRrmeSi gvixaria da vambobT: „rac daimsaxure, miiRe, Seni saqmeebis
gamo asec gekuTvnis“. ase rom xiluli gulgrilobis ukan yinuladqceuli
siZulvili imaleba.
RmerTi – siyvarulia. adamiani imdenad cxovrobs, ramdenadac uyvars.
siyvaruli mis cxovrebas gacilebiT savses xdis, guls _ ufro Rrmas,
gonebas – ufro brZens, da Tumca igi amqveynad sakuTari Tavisa da sxvaTa
mizeziT tanjvas ganicdis, am tanjvaSi ufali mas moulodnel da
gamouTqmel sixaruls aniWebs. amitom mcneba – `ara kac-hkla~ niSnavs: „ara
hkla RmerTi sakuTar gulSi, ara hkla siyvaruli adamianebisadmi, ara hkla
sakuTari ukvdavi suli, romlisTvisac WeSmariti cxovreba – es RmerTia“.
mkvlelobis codvas aseve miekuTvneba – mrisxaneba, vneba, romelic
adamians nebayoflobiT SeSlilad xdis. wmida mamebi werdnen, rom
mrisxaneba, rogorc sulis Tviseba, adamians iseT ZalebTan erTad mieca,
rogorebicaa goneba da siyvaruli. mrisxanebam adamianis suli codvisagan
unda daicvas, rogorc ZaRli icavs patronis saxl-kars. codvebze da
vnebebze mrisxaneba – es meore mxarea ubiwoebisa. xolo mrisxaneba
demonebze da imaTze, vinc RmerTTan Cvens ganSorebas lamobs, RvTisadmi
siyvarulTan ganuyrelad aris dakavSirebuli. Cvens pirvelmamebs mrisxaneba,
rogorc iaraRi, droulad rom gamoeyenebinaT da demonis winaaRmdeg
miemarTaT, mcneba ar iqneboda darRveuli, xolo samoTxe – dakarguli.
codviTdacemis Semdgom sulis Zalebi gairyvna, mrisxaneba gulis
mcvelidan erT-erT wylulad iqca, romelic xan gulis siRrmeSia
damaluli, xanac gareT gamodis. Cven rom gvemrisxana demonze, romelic
gvacdunebs da RvTisagan gvaSorebs, mrisxaneba Cveni megobari iqneboda,
magram piriqiT gamovida: Cveni namdvili mtris arsebobas viviwyebT da
mrisxanebas adamianisaken mivmarTavT, romelic iseTive vnebiani,
arasrulyofili, zneobrivad susti da demonisagan motyuebulia, rogorc
Tavad Cven. roca ZaRls qvas esvrian, is msrolelis xels ver xedavs, qvas
mivardeba da RrRnis. Cven vxedavT adamians, romelmac gvawyenina, magram ver
vxedavT mis zurgs ukan mdgar demons, adamianTa dacemaSi mTavar damnaSaves.
mrisxanebis mdgomareobaSi Cvens mawyenars mankierebisa da borotebis
gansaxierebad vTvliT da Cveni mrisxanebiT, rogorc cecxliT, misi
danacvra gvinda, gvaviwydeba, rom TiToeul adamianSi sikeTe da boroteba
Tanacxovroben da sulis gasaocar naxats qmnian. ase rom wmidanebsac
hqondaT TavianTi „sisuteebi“ da zogjer borotmoqmedsac aqvs esa Tu is
saTnoeba.
nacvlad imisa, rom mtrad eSmaki CavTvaloT, adamians miviCnevT mtrad.
Cvens gulSi mas Savad vRebavT, yvela mankierebas mas mivawerT da amis
Semdeg masze samsjavros vmarTavT. mrisxanebis mdgomareobaSi raime
gamarTleba SeuZlebelia, Cven mxolod brals vdebT. TiToeuli marcxi,
TiToeuli Secdoma adamianisa raRac samyaroul borotebad warmogvidgeba
swored ise, mikroskopSi qinqla veeba urCxulad rom gveCveneba. magram
sinamdvileSi mrisxanebis dros imas aRmovaCenT, rac Cvens sakuTar sulSi
dagrovda. iq raRac talaxi daileqa, axla ki sityvier uwmindurobaSi
ifrqveva. roca adamiani mrisxanebs, gveCveneba, rom misi piridan
ayrolebuli siTxe amosCqefs. ra sityvebs xmarobs is? _ yvelaze umsgavss,
rac adamianur enaSi arsebobs da rogori paradoqsulic ar unda iyos,
eCveneba, rom simarTles icavs, ver amCnevs, rom misi „simarTle“ uxamsi
sityvebiT yars. mrisxane adamians Tu SevxedavT, is SeSlilad mogveCveneba:
misi saxe adamianur gamometyvelebas kargavs da mxecs emsgavseba, romelsac
kbilebiT da brWyalebiT mowinaaRmdegis dafleTa unda; Tvalebi mSieri
mgeliviT siZulviliT aqvs anTebuli, saxe mewamuli uxdeba sisxliviT,
metyveleba – araadamianuri, mxecis Rrialis msgavsi. es rac garedanaa,
magram Tuki mis gulSi CavixedebiT, iq jojoxeTur cecxls, mobuybuye
vulkanis kraters davinaxavT.
mrisxaneba – es sasikvdilo ganaCenia, romelic adamianisaTvis gamogvaqvs
da arc Tu iSviaTad am ganaCenis aRmsruleblebic vxdebiT. ramdeni
usamarTloba, sisastike da danaSauli xdeba mrisxanebis mdgomareobaSi!
satana – codvis mizezi ki gverdiT dgas da dagvcinis, imaze icinis, rom mis
winaaRmdeg sabrZolveli iaraRi adamianma misive msgavsis winaaRmdeg
mimarTa, demoni ki SeumCneveli da daviwyebuli iqna. unda iTqvas, rom Tumca
adamiani mrisxanebisas sakuTar Tavs icems, sakuTar sxeuls kbens, am dros
raRac idumal siamovnebas ganicdis, ngrevisa da mkvlelobisaken wamqezebel
mxecur Jins ikmayofilebs. is am vnebas mTlianad eZleva iseve, rogorc
TvaldaxuWuli TviTmkvleli vardeba ufskrulSi. roca mrisxaneba gaivlis,
TiTqos gamoiRviZao, xedavs, rom tyveobaSi iyo, xedavs, rom Teatris Tojina
iyo, kulisebs miRma ki is imaleba, vinc Tojinas ZafiT eqaCeboda, rom mas
extuna da ecekva.
 wmida mamebma mcneba dagvitoves _ mrisxanebisas araferi vTqvaT – arc
kargi, arc cudi, aramed piri magrad movkumoT, rogorc ketaven qilas,
romelSic Sxamiani uwmindurebi fuTfuTeben da gamosaZromad bzars eZeben.
mrisxanebis Semdeg Cveulebriv sinanuli modis. adamiani xedavs, ramdenad
usamarTlo iyo da amitomac uecrad cviliviT rbili xdeba. magram es
mxolod droebiT: mrisxanebis vnebis Tavisebureba is aris, rom msgavsi
afeTqebebi xSirad xdeba.
unda gvaxsovdes, rom mrisxanebiT savse sityvas meore adamianis gulis
gamosworeba ar SeuZlia, mas mxolod gaboroteba da SeSineba ZaluZs. aseve
SeuZlebelia mrisxanebiT simarTlis dacva da misi aRdgena iseve, rogorc
eSmakis iZuleba, rom man sikeTe akeTos. amitom roca mrisxaneba adamianis
Trobas iwyebs, man unda gaixsenos, ramdengzis iyo motyuebuli eSmakisagan,
ramdengzis dacemula erTsa da imave adgilze; gaixsenos, rom mrisxanebas
micemuli, TiTqosda eSmaks uvardeba mklavebSi da gulis siRrmeSi mis
msgavsad – kacis mkvlelad iqceva.

damatebis saxiT
kiTxva: ra unda viRonoT imisaTvis, rom ar gavbrazdeT?
pasuxi: amisaTvis unda gavbrazdeT, magram ara adamianze, aramed demonze,
romelic adamians codvaSi agdebs da yovelgvari codvis gamomgonebels,
aRmsrulebels da damsrulebels warmoadgens. Cvens winaSe damnaSave
adamians vxedavT, demons ki, romelic ganuzomlad metadaa damnaSave,
romelic Cveni mawyenarisa da Cvens winaa, ver vxedavT. amitom misi arseboba
ubralod gvaviwydeba da codvis mizezad da borotebis wyarod Cvenive
msgavs adamians vTvliT. aris asketuri ileTi: mrisxanebis moTokva, roca
mas boroti sityviT gareT gamosvlis saSualeba ar eZleva, rogorc
cecxlis als Rumelidan. aq swori gaTvlaa, magram TviTon mamebi aRiareben,
rom es gza grZelia: adamians mrisxanebis Sekavebis swavla TandaTanobiT
mouwevs, is kidev didxans iqneba gonebis mrisxanebiT Zleuli, romelsac
zRuded mokumuli piri dauyena.
Tumc aris sxva meTodic damyarebuli igiveze, razec mrisxaneba – es ara
ucxo Zala, aramed sulis unaria Tavis SemozRudvisa codvisa da
demonisagan. magram es aris codviT dacemis Sedegad dazianebuli unari,
romelic TviTon iqca codvad, mrisxaneba demonis winaaRmdeg iaraRad
gvaqvs mocemuli. Cven ki es iaraRi adamianis winaaRmdeg mivmarTeT,
arsebiTad ki sakuTari Tavis winaaRmdeg.
meore meTodi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom is mware sityvebi, romlebic gvinda
adamians davayaroT Tavze, eSmakis winaaRmdeg mivmarToT, vinc namdvilad
Rirsia am sityvebisa. vuTxraT demons, romelic Cxubis dros Cvens
siaxloves daxtis: „Sen, eSmako, aramzada xar, radgan RvTisaTvis usargeblo
Seiqeni, Sen miwaze zecidan gadmogagdes nagaviviT da axla imasRa akeTeb,
rom gvtanjav, Sen SeSlili xar, radgan dakarge mTavari _ saukuno
cxovreba da ginda, rom sasufeveli Cvenc dagvakargvino. Sen salaxana xar,
radgan mogvixoxdi da gvkben gveliviT. Sen Cems Zmas codvisaTvis acduneb,
Semdeg ki mis zurgs ukan imalebi, viTomda ar arsebob da damnaSave is
erTia. magram mis codvaSi mTavari damnaSave Sen xar. Sen Camagoneb, rom
nacvlad Zmis siyvarulisa da misdami TanagrZnobisa, maszed vmrisxanebde,
Seuracxvyo da amiT Seuracxvyo zeciuri mama da mfarveli angelozi,
romelic ufalma Cveni xnisaTvis warmogzavna. magram me miyvars igi. Sen ki,
RvTis moRalatev, mZulxar, Sens nebas ar vemorCilebi, aramed gwyevli ieso
qristes saxeliT, romelic CvenTvis xsnaa, SenTvis ki gangdeba da
warsawymedeli“. yvelaferi, raSic mrisxanebis dros gvinda erTmaneTis
yvedreba, demonze gadavitanoT, vlanZRoT da vwyevloT is, radgan ukve
dawyevlilia saukunod. wmida werilis erT-erTi udidesi da kurTxeuli
wigni – fsalmunni, demonis winaaRmdeg wyevlas Seicavs. amitom roca Sens
gulSi mZvinvareba aenTeba, Tqvi: „wyeuli xar Sen, satana da yoveli saqmeni
Senni wyeul arian. dae xsnil iyos Zma Cemi da mec – misi locvebiT. Sen
gSurs Cveni, radgan SenTvis ar aris xsna“. aseTi mrisxanebiT SesaZlebelia
demonis mier anTebuli mrisxanebisa da vnebis damarcxeba da misi mimarTva
TviT demonis winaaRmdeg. aseTi moqceviT SesaZlebelia Zmisadmi siyvarulis
SenarCuneba da sakuTar sulSi mSvidobis damkvidreba.
garda amisa, unda gvaxsovdes, rom yovelive RvTis gangebulebiT xdeba,
rom ufals Tavad xelewifeba borotebis sikeTed gadaqceva, rom mwuxareba
moTminebas aswavlis da Cveni sulis im Sinagan mdgomareobas warmoaCens,
romelic dafarulia CvenTvis, rom mwuxareba unda miviRoT, rogorc cxo-
nebisaTvis RvTisgan dadebuli epitimia.
maS ase, Tuki gonebaSi salanZRavi sityvebi gaCndebian, isini demonis
winaaRmdeg mimarTe: is aris am sityvebis avtori, amitom Sen mas kuTvnils
ubruneb.
daviT winaswarmetyveli ambobs: „uSjuloni moviZulen, xolo Sjuli Seni
Seviyuare“ (fs.118
118,
118 113) RvTis sjulisadmi siyvaruls codvaze mrisxaneba
icavs. demoni gvacdunebs, roca mas saidumlod TanavugrZnobT, magram roca
masze vmrisxanebT, moqmedeba ar SeuZlia: mrisxaneba – es niSania gmobisa.

ara imruSo
meSvide mcneba gveubneba: `ara imruSo~ (gamos. 20,
20 14) wmida mamaTa
swavlebis Tanaxmad adamianis sulSi sami Zala moqmedebs: azrovnebis,
gamaRizianebeli da survilisa. survilis Zala – amaTgan ukanaskneli da
amavdroulad pirvelia adamianis sulze Tavisi zemoqmedebiT: xSirad
swored is, qvecnobieris doneze, kulisebs miRma mimaluliviT, adamianis
azrsa da nebas marTavs da mis cxovrebas gansazRvravs. adamianis codviT
dacemamde es Zala mJRavndeboda, rogorc sulis gamudmebuli, Seukavebeli
swrafva RvTisaken, saxisa – pirvelsaxisaken. es iyo sulis gamudmebuli
wadili, dauokebeli wyurvili RvTaebrivi silamazis Wvretisa. solomonis
„qebaTa qebaSi“ RmerTi sasiZos saxiT warmodgeba, suli ki sasZlosi. isini
erTmaneTTan ganuyreli, maradis qalwulebrivi, sikvdiliviT mtkice da
cxovrebasaviT Rrma siyvaruliT arian SeerTebulni.
bibliaSi RmerTi moSurned iwodeba (gamos. 20,
20 5; 34,
34 14). es
gansakuTrebuli moSurneoba – siyvarulis dinamikaa, roca RmerTi suls
uwyreba, maSin misi Tvalebi qveviT, miwisaken ixreba da RmerTs mzeras
aridebs.
asketebi amasofliT RvTis daviwyebamde misul gatacebas, roca
adamianisaTvis qmnileba Semoqmedze Zvirfasi xdeba, mruSobad Tvlidnen.
samyaro – es RvTaebrivi didebis diadi suraTia. masSi suls dambadeblis
sibrZnis, Zlierebisa da silamazis anareklis povna SeuZlia, aseve SeuZlia
goneba qmnilebis mravalferovnebidan erTian sawyisamde aRiyvanos, adidos
siyvaruli CvenTvis cxovrebis momcemeli Semoqmedisa, romelmac
umyofobidan, rogorc erTgvari Savi ufskrulidan gamogviyvana da saukuno
netareba aRgviTqva. magram SesaZloa sxva ramec iyos: adamians es qveyana
uyvardeba, mas vnebebiT sacecebiviT ewebeba, amaqveyniT Tvreba, aviwydeba
maradisoba da mzadaa am sofels suli mihyidos.
mociquli pavle wers: „nu daiTrvebiT R niTa, romliTa ars sibilwe“ (ef.
5, 18). vnebebis Rvino, cru mistikis eqstazi, adamianuri gonebis ZaliT
Troba – es yovelive sulieri mruSobaa. guli RvTisagan ganidrikeba da
ucxosa da gareSes eTviseba.
warmarTul ritualebSi monawileobac (rasac Tanamedrove xelovneba sul
ufro uaxlovdeba) bibliaSi mruSobad iwodeboda. amis msgavsad
apokalifsisSic, gnostikosTa swavleba, romelic qristianul TemebSi
SeRwevas cdilobs, suliwmidisaTvis saZulvel garyvnilebad iwodeba
(gamoc. 2, 14-15) xolo cru winaswarmetyveli meZavis saxiTaa warmodgenili
(gamoc. 17,
17 1) SeiZleba iTqvas, rom warmarTuli samyaros mTeli kultura,
filosofia, xelovneba, misi garegnuli silamaze da Sinagani sicariele,
misi misteriebi da satanuri orgiebi apokalifsisSi Sesisxlxorcebulia
babilonel meZavTan, romelic mTel msoflios uwmindurobiT arwyulebs.
bibliaSi weria: „daklviT moisra queyana sisxliTa“ (fs. 105,
105 38), anu
eSmakebisaTvis Sewiruli sisxliT.
Tuki Zveli aRTqma mruSobisaTvis mkacrad sjida, azrebisa da
survilebis sisufTaves axali aRTqmac aseve moiTxovs Cvengan. mruSobis
codva mravalsaxovani da mravalferovania. gulisTqma, romelsac adamiani
ar ebrZvis, ukve mruSobaa. is mRvrie dinebas hgavs, romelic adamianis
Tvalebidan moedineba: TiTqos erTi adamianis Sexedvam meore adamians
webovani, myrali talaxi Seafrqvia. mruSobam SesaZloa Tavi xmis
JReradobaSic iCinos: zogjer adamiani erTi SexedviT sufTasa da wmidazec
ki saubrobs, magram TviT mis xmaSi da sunTqvaSi dafaruli avxorcoba
gamosWvivis. zogjer Tavis moZraoba an Rimili utyvi niSania imisa, rom is
Sinaganad mzadaa mruSobisaTvis.
wmida mamebi sicils da xumrobebs mruSobis gamovlinebad miiCnevdnen.
sicili anadgurebs, erTgvarad nTqavs adamianur simorcxves, xumrobebi
kadnierebisaTvis ganawyoben, kadniereba ki, abba agaTonis TqmiT, Zlier,
mwvel qars hgavs, romlis dabervisas yvela garbis da romelic xeze
yvelanair nayofs afuWebs“ anu sulSi yovelive keTils*.
grZnobebidan yvelaze saxifaTo – es fizikuri Sexebaa. Tuki erTi
Sexedvac ki gadascems ambavs, romelic adamianebis erTmaneTTan
damakavSirebel uxilav jaWvad iqceva, Sexeba – es xorcieli dacemis
dasawyisia. vnebiani Sexeba sulSi aRviZebs avxorcobas, wmida mamaTa TqmiT,
„Sinaur eSmaks“, romelic ganuyrelia Cvengan. is marTlacda iRviZebs da
sulis bneli jurRmulidan Zvreba. Sexebisas siZvis erTgvari energia
gadaicema, is raRaciT eleqtrul energias mogvagonebs, roca erTi gamtari
meoresTanaa SeerTebuli.
zogierTni ityvian: „me aranairi sulieri brZola ar SemigrZnia, Cemi
avxorculi azrebi ar SeminiSnavs da mgonia, rom aq gadaWarbebaa. SesaZloa
es zedmeti sifrTxile raRac nevrotuli SiSiT aris gamowveuli“. magram
saqme imaSia, rom Cveni samSvinveli, misi cxovreba, saidumloa CvenTvis. Cveni
cnobiereba martooden wveria aisbergisa, romlis didi nawili wyalqveSaa
dafaruli da TvalisaTvis miuwvdomelia. wmida mamebi koSkis sarTulebiviT
erTmaneTis qveS ganlagebul sulis savaneebze saubroben*. Tanamedrove
fsiqologebi samSvinvelis kontrolirebad nawils qvecnobiers eZaxian.
vnebebi iq, qvecnobieris siRrmeSi cocxldebian, magram adamiani, rogorc
zeda sarTulze mcxovrebi, ver amCnevs xanZars, romelic sardafSi daiwyo
da TandaTanobiT mTel saxls edeba.
dasawyisSi, vnebis gaCenisas, adamianma SesaZloa is sufTa siyvarulad an
umwikvlo siamovnebad miiRos. mas grZnobebi atyueben da TviTkontrolis
SesaZlebloba praqtikulad paralizebuli aqvs. Cveulebriv adamiani Tavisi
mdgomareobis saSiSroebas mxolod maSin amCnevs, roca vnebis tyve xdeba.
arc Tu iSviaTad, moulodneli dacemis gancdisas, mas arc ki esmis ra
moxda, uecrad ratom gardaiqmna, ratom dahyva iseT gansacdels, uwin rom
ejavreboda da sZagda. es ki swored imis gamo moxda, rom TavisTvis
SeumCnevlad man sawvavi nivTiereba moagrova, romelic naperwklisagan
uecrad aalda. Cven aq vsaubrobT dacemaze, rogorc ukidures SemTxvevaze,
magram ukve TviT Sexeba da sxeulebrivi alersi abneleben adamianis gonebas
da misi sulis siRrmidan, rogorc Slami tboris fskeridan, raRac mRvrie
amoaqvT.
SeuZlia Tu ara adamians vnebebis moqmedeba ar igrZnos? – es
srulyofilebis mdgomareoebaa, romelsac wmidanebidan cotani Tu aRweven.
uvneboba – es saocrebaa. xSirad, roca demoni gvatyuebs, vnebebs ar
ganvicdiT, radgan is, ioane kibisaRmwerlis sityviT, Tavs imkvdarunebs
meliasaviT, romelsac daudevari frinvelis daWera unda*. amitomac
mouwodebs mamebs: sanam pirSi suli gidgas, Sens sxeuls nu miendobi.
siamayis garda arc erTi codva ise ar moakvdinebs guls, rogorc siZva.
locva – es sispetakis mtredia, romelsac Sebilwul gulSi adgilis povna
ar SeuZlia. arc erTi codva ar STaagdebs moRvawes iseT sasowarkveTamde
misul sevdaSi, rogorc siZva. dacemuli moRvawe sakuTar Tavs sibinZuriT
savses grZnobs, sakuTari suli Savi eCveneba. is TiTqos SeuRwevadi
sibneliTaa mosili. SemCneulia, rom mruSisagan raRac dampali xorcis
msgavsi sulieri simyrale modis. mociquli iuda werda, rom Sebilwuli
Sesamoselic ki unda gZuldes (ix.iuda, 1, 23).
xelovnebis zogierTi saxeoba erotikisa da seqsis xorcSesxmas
warmoadgens, gamoxatuls musikis ritmSi da moZraobaSi, mag. baleti (aRar
vlaparakob Tanamedrove avangardul xelovnebaze). romanebis kiTxva
(saubaria ara pornografiaze, aramed klasikur literaturaze) adamians
aiZulebs am nawarmoebTa personaJebis grZnobebi da vnebebi ganicados, yo-
vel maTganSi ki xorciel siyvaruls mTavari adgili uWiravs. es swored
rom Reroa, romelzedac siuJetis zambaraa dagrexili. wmida mamebi amboben,
rom codvian zraxvebze an saxeebze yuradRebis Seneleba maTTan suls
aTvisebs da guls bilwavs. wmida mamebi eSmaks fermwers uwodeben, romelic
adamianis gonebaSi macdunebel suraTebs xatavs, amJamad ki adamianis sulSi
am demonur saqmes televizori asrulebs, TiTqos Svidi aTasi wlis
manZilze daqanculma eSmakma Tavisi „programa“ manqanas gadasca.
televizorma saxlebi jer Teatrad aqcia, Semdeg ki sameZaod. SesaZloa
SegvekamaTon, rom arc Tu iSviaTad televiziiT mecnierebis miRwevebis
Sesaxeb siaxleebs gadamoscemen, uCveneben istoriul Zeglebs, gvacnoben
cxovelTa da mcenareTa samyaros, televiziiT SesaZlebelia rom gamovidnen
adamianebi, romlebic sazogadoebas zneobis amaRlebisaken mouwodeben, anu
ekranze keTilisa da borotis narevia, dae yvelam is amoirCios, rac surs,
magram codva xom CvenSi cxovrobs da Cveni garyvnili neba codvas eZebs,
rogorc msgavsni eZeben erTmaneTs. Tevzs, romelmac ankesi gadaylapa, ar
SeuZlia misgan gaTavisufldes da adamiani, gaxrwnili televizorTan, ukve
mas ekuTvnis. tyveobidan Tavis daRwevis erTaderTi xerxia – misi gadagdeba,
rogorc usargeblo nivTisa. aq zavi da kompromisi SeuZlebelia.
televizori – es saxlSi Semoparuli mteria, romelic kinwiskvriT unda
gaagdo. bina, sadac televizoria, sulierebis mxriv im saTavsos hgavs,
romelSic kanalizaciis mili gaskda da autaneli simyrale dgas. ramdeni
sazrunavi da mRelvareba moaqvs mSoblebisaTvis Svilebis avadmyofobas!
magram televizorebTan bavSvebi TavianT sulebs rom xrwnian, es cotas Tu
awuxebs. amitom isini, vinc telegadacemebs uyureben, dReniadag arRveven
mcnebas _ „ara imruSo“. isini am vizualur garyvnilebas imdenad mieCvivnen,
rom veRar warmoudgeniaT, uamisod rogor unda icxovron.
Zveli apologetebi werdnen, rom demonebis sayvarel adgilebs
warmarTuli taZrebi warmoadgens, sadac kerpebs sisxlian msxverpls
swiraven da ritualuri garyvnileba sruldeba: isini, demonebi, TiTqosda
adamianis sisxlis orTqliT da siZvis suniT ikvebebian. amitom saxlebSi,
sadac televizoris cisfer ekranze is xdeba, rac adre saidumlod
keTdeboda, rogorc daumarxav leSTan svavebi, bneli sulebi ideben binas.
is, vinc televizors uyurebs, Semdeg ki eklesiaSi midis, im adamians
hgavs, or RmerTs rom emsaxureba. winaswarmetyvel elias sityviT: „iahvesa
da baalis Tayvanismcemlebi orTave fexiT koWloben~ (mef. 3, 18-21). xolo
qristiani, romelmac televizori Tavis „xatad“ aqcia, erTdroulad qristes
da veneras eTayvaneba.
homerosi werda jadoqar kirkeze, romelic mojadoebuli saWmliT
adamianebs Rorebad aqcevda. axla ki namusrevis nebayoflobiT mWamelni
pirutyvebze uaresni xdebian.
Tumc qristianTaTvis, romlebic „sxeulis siZviT“ Tavs mudmivad
ibilwaven, taZris kari ar aris daketili (maT SeuZliaT ilocon, neba
darTuli aqvT saidumloebebSi monawileobisa), magram maT aRkveTili aqvT
mTavari – urTierToba RmerTTan. mxolod gulwrfeli aRsarebisa da didi
drois gasvlis Semdgom SesaZloa maTi guli TandaTanobiT ganiwmidos.
magram aris kidev ufro Rrma zneobrivi ufskruli, romlis kide iqaa,
sadac siZvis fskeria: esaa – garyvnileba. amis Sesaxeb bibliam gviTxra –
„ufalman aw ma sodomsa da gomorsa zeda wunwuba da cecxli uflisa
mier zeciT“ (dab. 19,
19 24) ra unda gavakeToT imisaTvis, rom am vnebas
vebrZoloT? upirveles yovlisa ar vendoT sakuTar Tavs, gaveqceT cdunebis
nebismier sababsa da mizezs, guli codviani STabeWdilebebisagan davicvaT
da iesos locva vilocoT. iesos locva da sikvdilis xsovna ara mxolod
icaven suls codviani survilebisagan, mexsierebasac wmenden uwindeli
codviT dacemisagan, misi kvalisa da laqebisagan.

damatebis saxiT
kiTxva: ratomaa seqsi damRupveli?
pasuxi: is adamians RmerTTan urTierTobas aRukveTs. aqedan gamomdinare
sasufevelsac, romelic macxovris sityviT „Soris Tquensa ars“ (lk. 17, 17 21).
RvTis mcnebebi zneobriv dogmatebs warmoadgenen. mcneba – es RmerTsa da
kacs Soris damyarebuli kavSiria. RmerTi adamians Tavis siyvarulsa da
saukuno cxovrebas aRuTqvams, im RvTaebriv Zalas aRuTqvams, rasac madli
hqvia. is sulis aRdgomas da sulier sixaruls mas dedamiwaze pirdeba,
aseve RmerTTan urTierTobis dawyebas, romlis meSveobiTac adamianis suli
RvTaebrivi cxovrebisa da RvTaebriv srulyofilebaTa Tanamonawile xdeba.
is imas aRgviTqvams, „romeli Tualman ara ixila, da yursa ara esma, da
gulsa kacisasa ara mou da“ (I kor. 2,9), anu sixarulis savsebas im
gancdebSi da mdgomareobebSi, romlebic adamians arasdros ganucdia. mcne-
bebi – es pirobaa kavSirisa. xatovnad rom iTqvas, maTze, rogorc RerZze,
adamianma Tavisi cxovreba, azrebi, sityvebi da qmedebebi unda aasxas.
mcnebebi, rogorc rgolebi erTiani jaWvisa, erTmaneTTan ganuyoflad
arian dakavSirebulni: gawydeba erTi rgoli da – mTeli jaWvi daiSleba.
Zvel aRTqmaSi mruSobis akrZalvis mcnebaa mocemuli. axalSi ufali
ubiwoebas moiTxovs ara mxolod qmedebebSi, aramed azrebSic. „romeli
hxedvides... gulis Tqumad mas, munve imruSa mis Tana gulsa Sina T ssa“ (mT.
5, 28). netarebis mcnebaSi ufali ambobs: „netar iyvnen wmidani guliTa,
rameTu maT RmerTi ixilon“ (mT. 5, 8). ese igi RmerTTan uwyveti
urTierTobis aucilebeli pirobaa – gulis siwminde. uwminduri gulis
mqoneni ver ixilaven RmerTs ara vizualurad, aramed madliT ga-
sxivosnebuli gulis gansakuTrebuli grZnobiT. RvTis Wvreta – es niSnavs,
RvTaebrivi naTeli gqondes sulSi. wmida mamebi mruSobasTan brZolas
adamianisaTvis erT-erT yvelaze Znel da saxifaTo saqmed Tvlidnen. siZvas
isini sulis damblas uwodebdnen. Rirs ioane kibisaRmwerelTan SeiZleba
naxo dadastureba imisa, rom mruSoba kacis kvlis Semdgom yvelaze mZime
codvaa*. sxva codvebs micemulma adamianma Sescoda, memruSe ki daeca, anu
demonma mas fexi gamosdo da is umweod gdia miwaze. mravali wlis
sinanulia saWiro, raTa man srulad miiRos ara mxolod miteveba, aramed
codvis gamo dakarguli madlic**. wmida mamebi mxedvelobis, smenisa da Cveni
sxva grZnobebis gakontrolebas gvaswavlian, raTa maTi meSveobiT sulSi
raime WuWyi ar Semovides, gansakuTrebiT mruSuli uwminduroba. sxvagvarad
Cveni xuTi grZnoba, rogorc Rirsi svimeon axali RvTismetyveli ambobs,
sikvdilis xuT sarkmlad gadaiqceva. memruSe Tumca ki eklesiaSi dadis,
sinanulamde da cxovrebis gamosworebamde eklesiis Sinagani, idumali
cxovreba daxSuli rCeba misTvis, iseve, rogorc mzis gulze mdgar
usinaTlos ar SeuZlia sinaTlis danaxva. cxovrebasTan mruSis dabruneba
mxolod sinanuliT iwyeba, magram rogorc zemoT iTqva, am amazrzeni
codvis Cirqisa da WuWyisagan gansawmendad mas xangrZlivi periodi
sWirdeba.
apokalifsisSi wmida mociquli da maxarebeli ioane RvTismetyveli amis
Sesaxeb mowmobs, rom mwamlvelni da meZavni, iseve rogorc mkvlelni da
jadoqarni ver Sevlen zeciur ierusalimSi (gamoc. 21, 21 8). wm. pavle
mociquli wers: „nu scTebiT: arca meZavTa, ... arca memruSeTa ... sasufeveli
RmrTisa ara daimkvidron“ (I kor. 6, 9). memruSeebTan erT rigSi imaT
ayenebs, vinc Tavisi sxeulis xelovnurad gaRizianebas eweva. imaT, rasac
bibliaSi onanis (avnanis) codva ewodeba (dab. 38,
38 9-10). arsebiTad es codva
Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego saSualebaTa gamoyenebis yvela saxelmZRvaneloSia
SeTavazebuli da `ojaxis dagegmareba~ hqvia. rac Seexeba arabunebriv
codvebs, mociquli pavle Tvlis, rom maTze saubaric ki saZagelia (ef. 5,
12).
maS ase, unda vTqvaT pirdapir da gulaxdilad: seqsi Tavis yvela
gamovlinebebSi adamians saukuno cxovrebasa da RmerTs aRukveTs. Cven
gvetyvian: „seqsze axla sxva Sexedulebaa“, diax, qristianis qristesagan
gaucxoebis erT-erTi mizezi amaSi mdgomareobs. amitomac qristianuli
regionebi dRes „postqristianulni“ gaxdnen. amitomac mcirdeba
katastrofulad eklesiis Sida ezo, anu imaTi ricxvi, romelTa gulebi
madlis sinaTlis velSi WeSmaritad imyofebian. seqsi adamianSi pirovnebas
anadgurebs, is adamianis nebas adunebs, mas vnebebis monad aqcevs, is
Stormis dros gaSlil zRvaSi navs hgavs, romelmac marTva dakarga da
mTlianad talRebis ganmgeblobaSi aRmoCnda. seqsi angrevs adamianur
zneobas. qristianisaTvis zneoba – es uwinares yovlisa sulis mdgomareo-
baa. Tanamedrove adamianisaTvis ki is mxolod da mxolod sazogadoebrivi
cxovrebis gansazRvruli normebia. amitom Tanamedrove adamiani gaorebulia.
misTvis zneoba – zneobrivad Tavis moCvenebaa. seqsis Sedegi ara bavSvTa
Soba, aramed bavSvTa kvlaa. amitom seqsi Tavisi bunebiT arabunebrivi da
sastikia. seqsi adamianebis urTierT da sakuTari Tavis mimarT pativiscemas
anadgurebs. seqsi da garyvnileba adamianis cxovrebas Savi instinqtebis
dakmayofilebamde zRudavs, romlebic sadRac qvecnobierebis fskerze
cxovroben, amasTan xelovnurad deformirebuli, garyvnili da
damaxinjebuli instinqtebisa. adamiani sakuTari Tavis, sxvebis da TviT
cxovrebis urcxvad da cinikurad yurebas eCveva. Tuki adamiani martooden
cocxali xorcis naWeria, maSin erTgulebasa da simarTles adgili sada
aqvs, visi erTguli iyos, vis winaSe Tqvas simarTle da saerTod vis
sWirdeba is? amitom Cvens droSi sicrue da pirferoba urTierTobis
universaluri principi xdeba. simarTle da patiosneba, erTguleba da
simtkice – es is sityvebia, romlebiTac marjved spekulantoben. xolo Tuki
adamiani zneobrivi principis Tanaxmad cxovrobs, maSin igi yru
gaRizianebas iwvevs, ukeTes SemTxvevaSi mas aRiqvamen, rogorc ucnaurs, don
kixotis msgavss, uares SemTxvevaSi – rogorc sazogadoebrivi simSvidis
mters.
seqsi, romlis damnergavebad da damcvelebad mniSvnelovanwilad bolo
ori saukunis literatura da xelovneba gvevlineba, sinamdvileSi adamianis
cxovrebas uazros, nacrisfersa da mowyenils xdis. Tuki adamiani
sazogadoebrivi azris terorsa da masobriv „hipnozs“ gadalaxavs, maSin
gulze xelis dadebiT unda aRiaros, rom kultivirebad seqsSi, romelic
televiziis yvela arxze trialebs da WuWyiviT Cajda adamianis cxovrebaSi,
keTilSobiluri da gasaxari araferia, piriqiT – amdeni saZageli da
damamcirebelia masSi! aq xdeba cnobierebis gaTiSva, rogorc narkotikisa
da alkoholis gamoyenebisas, Semdgom ki adamiani Sinagani dacarielebisa da
sakuTari Tavis mimarT zizRis periods ganicdis.
iseve, rogorc loTTan, aqac am codvis Sxamze damokidebuleba Cndeba da
xdeba pirovnebis TandaTanobiTi degradacia sulier, mSvenier da
sxeulebriv donezec ki.
aris kidev erTi, seqsisa da garyvnilebis mistikuri aspeqti. Cvens
pirvelmamaTa mimarT RmerTis pirveli aRTqma iyo sityvebi: „da mteroba
davdva Soris Sensa da Soris dedakacisa. da Soris Teslisa Senisa da
Soris Teslisa misisa. igi Sensa umzirdes Tavsa da Sen umzirde missa
brWalsa~ (dab. 3, 15). Zvel aRTqmaSi winadacveTis adaTs simboluri
mniSvneloba hqonda. _ STamomavlobis RvTisadmi miZRvna. axal aRTqmaSi
meuRleoba saidumloebis xarisxSia aRyvanili. garyvnileba da seqsi _ es
Teslis miZRvnaa eSmakisadmi da es ar aris ubralo saxe an simbolika.
demonur ritualebSi namdvilad arsebobs demonisadmi Teslis, anu
sicocxlis potenciis kacismkvlelisadmi miZRvnis wesi. seqsi da
garyvnileba Savi magiis atributs warmoadgens, satanistur seqtebSi zeimi
jgufuri codviT mTavrdeba. demonebi siZvis sunze leSze mofrenili
yvavebiviT grovdebian. adamianis Tesli maTi nadavli xdeba, magram amis
Sesaxeb dawvrilebiT wera saWiro ar aris. amitom seqsi da garyvnileba _ es
Zalaa, romelic msoflios demonizirebas axdens, es is saSineli xifaTia,
romelic daaviwydaT an Segnebulad Tvals xuWaven, raTa misi namdvili,
saZageli saxe ar dainaxon.
pirvelma warRvnam dedamiwa okeaned aqcia. ukanaskneli _ dawvavs da amave
dros mas cecxlSi ganaaxlebs (2 pet. 3, 10-13) magram manamde, Cvens droSi,
talaxis warRvna modis, romelSic adamianTa ara sxeulebi, aramed sulebi
ixrCobian.

ara
ara iparo
bibliis merve mcneba ambobs: `ara iparo~ (gamos. 20,15)
20 , anu sxvisi ar
miiTviso. adamianis zneobrivi valdebulebani Seicaven damokidebulebas
RvTisadmi, adamianebisadmi, qveynisadmi, sakuTari Tavisadmi. amitom mcneba _
`ara iparo~ _ vrceldeba yvelaferze, rac RmerTs, qveyanas, adamianebs da
TviTon Cven gvekuTvnis. adamianis suli RmerTs ekuTvnis. man is TavisTvis
Seqmna; adamianis suli _ es RvTaebrivi siyvarulis obieqtia, mTels qmnil
samyaroSi erTaderTi Zvirfaseulobaa, romlis Tavisad qona surs ufals*.
RvTis siyvarulis dateva mxolod adamianis suls SeuZlia, mas SeuZlia
Sesvla RmerTTan saidumlo erTobaSi, SeuZlia gaxdes anarekli, RvTaebriv
srulyofilebaTa erTgvari asaxva.
wmida werils aRTqma ewodeba. aRTqma _ es is pirobebia, romelTa
miRebiTac suli RvTaebrivi sinaTlis velSi eqceva, ramdenadac adamianis
neba RvTis nebas eTanxmeba: imisaTvis rom RvTis siyvaruli daitios,
adamianma RvTis siyvaruli TviTon unda iswavlos, RvTis madls Tavis
gulSi adgili miuCinos. pirveli qurdoba, romelic adamianma Caidina da
gamudmebiT sCadis _ es aris sakuTari Tavis RvTisagan moparva da
droebiTi, sastiki da misi bunebisaTvis ucxo amqveyniurisaTvis misi gada-
cema. suli – RvTaebrivi sinaTlis naperwkalia, mas Tavisi Tavis povna
materialur samyaroSi ar SeuZlia da adamiani RvTisagan moparviT sakuTar
Tavs savissave Tavs paravs.
adamiani sulisa da sxeulisagan Sedgeba, romelTac TavianTi saWiroebani
da moTxovnilebani aqvT. magram ukvdavi suli sxeulze Zvirfasi imdenadaa,
ramdenadac zecaa maRali miwaze da miwier cxovrebaze didia maradisoba.
amqveynad yofnisaTvis ramdenime aTeuli weli gvaqvs mocemuli. Tumca am
drois did nawils sxeulebrivi saWiroebebisaTvis vxarjavT da amitom
gamudmebiT viparavT imas, rac suls ekuTvnis. Cven maradiuli cxovrebis-
Tvis varT Seqmnilni, magram qveyniur sazrunavSi, mis mkvdar sicarieleSi
CaZirulebi, sakuTar Tavs maradisobas vtacebT.
qristiani movalea kvira da saeklesio dResaswaulTa dReebi RmerTs
miuZRvnas, dRe locviT daiwyos da daasrulos. RmerTma es dro TavisTvis
gansazRvra, Cven ki mas miwieri saqmeebisaTvis movixmarT da amitomac isev
RvTis kuTvnils viparavT. locvis daviwyebiT an daudevari locviT RmerTs
Cvens guls vparavT, romelmac Tqva: Zeo Cemo, guli Seni momiZRven (igav. 23,
23
26). saerTod yoveli codva _ sakuTari Tavis parvaa RvTisagan, romelsac
unda vekuTvnodeT da romlis monebsac Tavs TvalTmaqcurad vuwodebT.
erTaderTi, visac ar vparavT, aramed xalisiT vaZlevT _ eSmakia. is ucxo
sulia CvenTvis. CvenSi araferia misi, Tumca mis mimarT araCveulebriv
mowyalebas vavlenT, yvelafers vuziarebT, rac gvabadia, sakuTari sulis
CaTvliT.
sulieri sikeTeni ganuyofelia. RmerTi yvelas Tanabrad ekuTvnis,
ramdenadac TiToeuli adamiani Sinaganad unariania Tavis TavSi RvTis
siyvaruli daitios. amqveyniuri warmavali sikeTeebi ki mwiri da
SezRudulia. amitom qveyniur cxovrebaSi CaZiruli kaci am sikeTeebisaTvis
sxvebs ebrZvis, maTi warTmeva da miTviseba unda. is, rasac Cven „sakuTrebas~
veZaxiT, samarTlianobis umdablesi kanonia, romelic uaress _ TviTnebobas
upirispirdeba. es Cveni dacemuli bunebis samarTlianobaa, es aris vnebebisa
da egoizmis suliT mcxovrebi sazogadoebis samarTlianoba. TviT sakuTreba
_ es erTgvarad gardauvali da naklebi borotebaa, magram is mowmobaa
imisa, Tu raoden mcirea siyvaruli Cvens gulSi da amqveynad: imaTTan
vibrZviT, visac CvensaviT ukvdavi suli aqvs da RvTis xatad da msgavsad
aris Seqmnili, vebrZviT usulo da xrwnisaTvis ganwiruli sagnebis gamo.
igavSi usamarTlo mouravze (lk. 16, 16 1-8) moTxrobilia, Tu rogor
borotad iyenebda adamiani Tavisi batonis ndobas da mis qonebas itacebda.
es qoneba sicocxlisaTvis mocemuli vadaa, adamianis Zalebi da unaria,
romlebic man sikeTisa da mowyalebis saqmes unda moaxmaros. magram
adamiani yvelaze xSirad maT Tavisi avxorcobisa da vnebebis
dakmayofilebas axmars. ufalma umyofobidan gamogvixmo, Cven amqveynad Tan
araferi mogvitania. yovelive, rasac Cvenad vTvliT, usamarTlo SenaZenia;
is, rac aucilebelze meti gvaqvs, adamianebisadmi Cveni siyvarulis
gaRatakebis niSania. amitomac ufalma Tqva: „va Tquenda, mdidarno~ (lk. 6,
24). roca imaze mets viZenT, vidre es CvenTvis saWiroa, sxvebs vaRatakebT,
TviT SeZena da saxmarTmoyvareba adamianze Surisgebis matarebelia, rac mas
miwas ajaWvebs, umTavresisaTvis aucilebel drosa da Zal-Rones arTmevs,
sazrunavis simZimes akisrebs.
mzardi momgrovebloba Cvengan zecas lega RrubeliviT faravs da suls
RmerTs stacebs. Rirsi svimeon axali RvTismetyveli ambobda, rom
siyvaruli iman dakarga, vinc pirvelma Tqva _ „es Cemia~ da ara _ „es Senia~.
aq ki pirveli kaeni iyo, romelmac Tavisi ojaxobisTvis qalaqi gaaSena,
zRude Semoavlo da Tqva: „es Cemia (dab. 4, 17) sityva „Cemi~ es
siyvarulisagan parvaa.
RmerTi siyvarulia. Tuki aucilebelze meti gvaqvs, es codvaa adamianTa
siyvarulis mimarT, adamSi Cvens ZmaTa mimarT, Cvens nawilTa mimarT qristes
mistikur sxeulSi _ eklesiaSi. es imedis winaaRmdeg Cadenili codvaa. Cven
gvaviwydeba, rom RmerTi ara mxolod Semoqmedia, aramed ganmgebelic; ara
mxolod ganmgebeli, aramed mamac, romelsac Tavisi Svilebis mitoveba ar
ZaluZs, miT umetes im dros, roca isini mis nebas aRasruleben. es aris
codva imis rwmenis winaaRmdeg, rom maradisobaSi yvelas mosagebeli
mogvegeba yvela Cveni saqmisaTvis, rom saTnoebaTa Soris yvelaze ufro
mowyaleba ganapirobebs saukuno cxonebas.
Tumca, rogorc zemoT iTqva, qveyniuri samarTlianobis, anu mxolod Cveni
sakuTrebis flobis zRvarzec iSviaTad vCerdebiT, mas gamudmebiT
ugulebelvyofT da Cveni garegnuli „wesiereba~ xSir SemTxvevaSi ubralod
qurdis niRabi aRmoCndeba xolme. mravalni amas ar eTanxmebian, magram dae
Sexedon, ramdenad Caezarda sicrue Cvens cxovrebas. xolo vinc cruobs, mas
dafarva surs. ese igi Cven sul mudam raRacis damalva gviwevs. raoden
xSirad vsargeblobT adamianTa ndobiT da samagieros umadurobiT vuxdiT!
raoden xSirad gamovxatavT cru keTilganwyobas adamianisadmi, raTa misi
samsaxuriT da daxmarebiT visargebloT, msaxiobebiviT „siyvarulobanas~
vTamaSobT da am pirmoTneobas da moRalatur keklucobas codvad
sruliadac ar vTvliT. xolo roca miviRebT imas, rac gvsurda da adamiani
CvenTvis saWiro aRaraa, mas ucnobiviT vuyurebT. metic, Tumca viciT, rom
misi madlierni unda viyoT, vRiziandebiT da misgan Tavis daRweva gvinda. aq
ki paradoqsuli, magram Cveulebrivi ram xdeba: adamiani sikeTes borotebiT
uxdis da esec sulieri qurdobis saxeobaa.
adamiani _ xati da msgavsia RvTisa da rogoradac ar unda daeces igi,
masSi RvTis xati mTlianad ar warixoceba. Tuki oqro talaxiTaa gasvrili,
mas, rogorc Zvirfaseulobas, ise movepyrobiT da ara rogorc talaxs.
magram raoden xSirad SeuracxvyofT adamians da gvaviwydeba, rom is RvTis
xatia, Tumca Cabnelebuli, damtverili, Znelad gasarCevi xati! adamians
Tavis maradiul Rirsebas amiTac vparavT.
mfarveli angelozebi RvTisagan kacTa dasaxmareblad warmoigzavnebian
da isinic adamians, rogorc RvTits xats, siyvaruliTa da xalisiT
emsaxurebian, TanaugrZoben da ar uaryofen. Cven ki ubralo ramis gamo mzad
varT RvTis xats _ adamians yvelaze binZuri sityvebiT Cirqi movcxoT da
demons SevadaroT. es igivea, murisagan Camuqebuli xati rom aviRoT, zed
davanerwyvoT da fexiT gavTeloT. ufali ambobs: „romelman hrquas Zmasa
T ssa: cof, Tanamdeb ars igi geheniasa mas cecxlisasa~ (mT. 5, 22) swored
imitom, rom aseTma waarTva adamians dideba RvTis xatisa. anu adamianis
SeuracxyofiT mas im zeciur Rirsebas vparavT, ris Sesaxebac werda daviT
mefsalmune: „daakle (ufali) igi (kaci) mcired raime angelozTa (fs. 8, 5),
anu adamianebTan damokidebulebaSi sul mudam qurdebi varT.
ra xSirad gvwadia ukanonod daviqvemdebaroT sxva adamiani, davimonoT,
Cvens kuTvnil nivTad vaqcioT! adamianis pirovnebas ufalic ki pativs
scems, mas Sinagani Tavisufleba misca. Cven ki moyvass ise vuyurebT,
rogorc Cveni survilebis, gegmebis Semsrulebel instruments, anu rogorc
figuras Wadrakis dafaze. esec qurdobaa adamianis Tavisuflebisa. aq
saWiroa garkveuli ganmartebani _ moswavleze pasuxs maswavlebeli agebs,
Svilebze _ mSoblebi; Tavisufleba _ es TviTneboba ar aris. ufrosi
garkveulwilad pasuxs agebs umcrosze, magram Cven sxva rameze
vlaparakobT: ara swavlebaze, morCilebaze, aramed adamianis pirovnebis
daTrgunvaze, sakuTari mdgomareobis borotad gamoyenebaze, uazro
Sarianobaze, gamudmebul sulier agresiaze. roca maswavleblebi da
mSoblebi erTgvarad monaTmflobelebad gadaiqcevian, maSin maTi Svilebi an
mowafeebi unebisyofo arsebebi, an kidev patara eSmakunebi xdebian.
sazogadoeba urTierTdaqvemdebarebis ierarqiul principzea agebuli, magram
am principis borotad gamoyeneba qurdobas da Zarcvas warmoadgens.
ufrosis Zalauflebam umcrosi pirovnebis ignorireba ar unda moaxdinos,
aramed misTvis sasargeblo hqondes mxedvelobaSi, sxvagvarad is erTgvar
wnexad iqceva.
magram kidev ufro did usamarTlobas adamiani sakuTari Tavis winaSe
sCadis. mas aravis gaZarcva ise ar SeuZlia, rogorc sakuTari Tavisa, ar
SeuZlia sxvas waarTvas is yvelaze Zvirfasi, rasac sakuTar Tavs stacebs.
Cven vambobT, rom adamiani samSvinvelisa da sulisagan Sedgeba. ufro
zustad rom gveTqva: sxeulis, samSvinvelisa da sulisagan. da swored
suliT gansxvavdeba is dedamiwis yvela danarCen binadarTagan. suli _ es
mibrunebaa maradisobisaken, sulis wyalobiT arsebobs adamiani droebiTisa
da maradiulis zRvarze, materialursa da suliers Soris. adamianis suli
RmerTTan urTierTobs, Cven ki is gaqurduli, gaZarcvuli da galaxuli
gvaqvs.
miwisaken miqceulma samSvinvelma adamianis azrebi survilebi da
swrafvebi daiqvemdebara. is uzurpators hgavs, romelmac mefe taxtidan
Camoagdo da monis, mocemul SemTxvevaSi Cveni sxeulis samsaxuri aiZula*.
adamianis cxovrebis mTavari mizania _ RmerTTan urTierToba „sasufeveli
RmrTisa Soris Tquensa ars~ (lk. 17, 17 21) Tqva ufalma. am angelozTa xvedrs
_ sasufevels, sakuTar Tavs TviTonve vparavT. Cveni cxovreba gamudmebuli
parvaa droisa, roca maradisobis mopoveba iqneboda SesaZlebeli; sakuTari
sulisagan misi moparvaa Cveni vnebebis dakmayofilebisaTvis, amao
saqmeebisaTvis da kidev ufro amao saubrebisaTvis. Tuki Cvens cxovrebas
Tvals yuradRebiT gadavavlebT, Tuki SevecdebiT gavigoT ramdeni dro
davuTmeT Cvens suls da ramdeni samSvinvels, davinaxavT, rom sulisTvis
mxolod pawawina namcecebi dagvitovebia. zogierTi wmidani, momakvdavic ki
RmerTs sikvdilis gadavadebas evedreboda sinanulisaTvis, Cven ki sakuTar
Tavs TviTon movpareT dro, romlis dabrunebac SeuZlebelia da SiSvelni
vdgavarT gansaxvnelad mzadmyofi maradisobis winaSe.

ara cili swamo

amisaken mogviwodebs mecxre mcneba. ufro Rrmad da zustad is ase JRers:
`ara cili swamo moyuassa Sensa zeda wamebiTa cruiTa~ (gamos. 20,16)
20 .
aq ori azri, anu ori principia: sxva adamiani _ es megobaria da
yovelgvari cru sityva masze _ ciliswamebaa.
mcnebis pirdapiri mniSvnelobaa: `ara Tqva sicrue Segnebulad adamianis
saxelis gatexis mizniT, ar icruo sasamarTloze, cru xmebi saidumlod ar
gaavrcelo, ar gadaaqcio Seni ena adamianTa momwyvlel gvelis enad~. magram
Tuki gveli Tavis mxolod erT msxverpls geslavs, romelsac sisxlSi
Sxams uSvebs, cilismwamebeli mravalT wamlavs, anu imaT sulebs, vinc mas
usmens da masTan urTierTobs. ciliswameba gadamdeb sneulebas hgavs,
romelic erTi avadmyofidan meores gadaecema. amitom Tqva Cvens
dasamoZRvrad daviT mefem: „romeli ityvian idumal moyusisa Tvisisa Zvirsa,
ese warvdevni~ (fs. 100,
100 5). wmida mamebi ambobdnen: „nu Segrcxveba Seawyvetino
cilismwamebels, radgan misi mosmeniT Tanamonawile xar ciliswamebisa~.
codviT Tavad dazianebuli adamianebi, sxvebze TavianTi Tavis mixedviT
gansjian, amitom ciliswamebas xalisiT ijereben. garda amisa or, CvenTvis
damaxasiaTebel mankierebas _ siamayes da Surs saidumlod surT sxvaTa
damcireba da Sercxvena, raTa adamiani datkbes azriT, rom igi sxvaze
ukeTesia.
ufalma dagviwesa: „nu ganikiTxavT~ (mT. 7, 1) yoveli gankiTxva adamianisa
ciliswamebas Seicavs. Cven adamians niSans vuwerT rogorc maswavlebeli
moswavles gamocdaze, mosamarTleebiviT ganaCeni gamogvaqvs misTvis,
rogorc borotmoqmedisaTvis; ise vsaubrobT masze, viTomda misi sulis
sadumlos vxedavdeT, an mTeli misi cxovreba Cvens win iyos gadaSlili.
adamianze Cvens gamonagons, araswors da meryevs, damyarebuls ara imdenad
faqtebze, ramdenadac mis mimarT Cvens damokidebulebaze, simpaTiaze an
antipaTiaze, vamtkicebT rogorc sinamdviles. Cven, romlebic sulis
siRrmeSi sakuTar Tavs sxvebis Rirsebisa da naklovanebebis Seumcdar
analitikosebad vTvliT, sxva adamianis pirovnebas ise aRvwerT, rogorc
mecnieri infuzorias, romelsac mikroskopiT aTvalierebs.
gankiTxva _ ampartavnebis erT-erTi gamovlinebaa. es aris vneba, romelic
araraobas saSualebas aZlevs sxvebis lafSi gasvriT Tavi moiwonos. xSirad
adamianebi Tavs swored gankiTxvisaTvis iyrian. rogor gamoucocxldebaT
xolme saxeebi, Tvalebi rogori aRtacebiT uelavT, roca sxvebis
sisusteebze da mankierebebze saubroben! rogori zeimiT moaqvT siaxleebi
TavianT mezoblebze, rogorc nadavli saerTo sufraze! TiTqmis yovelTvis,
sxvebis ganmkiTxavebi da cilismwameblebi, Tavs imiT imarTlebdnen, rom
„simarTlisaTvis ibrZvian~, sinamdvileSi ki es ara mankierebis gankiTxva,
aramed TviTmosamarTle cilismwameblis paTologiuri Sinagani sibilwea.
aseTebi xorcian daxlze mcocav buzebs, an leSis mWamel matlebs hgvanan.
 Cveni saqmea _ mcnebebis Sesruleba da ara gankiTxva. gankiTxulni Tavad
varT (sakuTari codvebiT) da Sewyalebas vsaWiroebT. amitom roca sxvebs
ganvikixavT, amiT rogorRac sasjels viTxovT RvTisagan im Cveni codvebis
gamo, romelTa msgavs codvebzec vlaparakobT. brZenTabrZeni wers:
„mravalsityvaobisas codvas ver ascdebi (igav. 10,10 19). amitom wmida mamebi
TiToeul TavianT sityvas rogorc sasworze, ise wonidnen. aris kidev
erTi saxeoba ciliswamebisa _ esaa ciliswameba gardacvlilTa mimarT.
Cvens gverdiT mcxovreb adamianTa Sefaseba metad arasaimedoa, xolo maTze
msjeloba zedapiruli da calmxrivi. yovelives miuxedavad darwmunebiT
ganvikiTxavT da ganaCeni gamogvaqvs imaTTvis, vinc aswleulis win
cxovrobda, anu ara mxolod cocxlebs vwamebT cils, aramed
gansvenebulebsac. sulieri TvalsazrisiT ciliswameba _ es mkvleloba da
qurdobaa: mkvleloba adamianis keTili saxelisa da qurdoba misi
Rirsebisa. ciliswamebiT mas moyvasidan ucxod vaqcevT, Cvens Tavs misi
siyvarulis saSualebas vtacebT, imas, rac qristem dagviwesa da mistikuri
mniSvnelobiT ZmaTakvlas CavdivarT.
adamianis suli (rogorc Cveni, aseve sxvisic) saidumloa. SegviZlia gana
adamianis guli vicodeT, misi swrafvani davinaxoT, misi brZola vnebebTan,
mis mier gakeTebuli keTili saqmeebi, garemo, romelSic is imyofeba,
demonuri Zala, romelic masze moqmedebs da ebrZvis! ra Tqma unda ara.
adamianze Cveni samsjavro ciliswamebisagan Tavisufali arasdros iqneba.
amitom wmida mamebi gvaswavlidnen: `yuri miugde sakuTar Tavs, ganikiTxe
sakuTari Tavi, amxile sakuTari Tavi~. Seni suli ekliTa da ZeZviT
dafaruli mindoria, romelzedac mTeli sicocxlis ganmavlobaSi Sromaa
saWiro. wminda mamebi ambobdnen: „kaci rom mimxvdariyo, Tu ras niSnavs:
„sityuaTa SenTagan ganhmarTlde da sityuaTa SenTagan daisajo~ (mT. 12, 12 37),
mdumarebas irCevda~. magram isic unda gvaxsovdes, rom adamiani _ RvTis
xati da msgavsia: aqedan gamomdinare, xatis damcireba pirvelsaxesac Seexeba
da rogorRac Semoqmedis damcireba xdeba.
rogor vebrZoloT ciliswamebasa da gankiTxvas _ mdabal sulTa am
Cvevebs, sxvebis damcirebiTa da lafSi gasvriT sakuTar TavSi
TviTdamkvidrebis am survils? yvelaze uwin ciliswameba da gankiTxva
saxarebis safuZvlis _ siyvarulis deficitia. amitom Tuki adamians
gankiTxvis codvasTan brZola namdvilad unda, man moyvasisaTvis sikeTe
dafarulad unda akeTos da imaTTvis ilocos, visac gulSi ganikiTxavda.
Semdeg Tavis mudmiv saqmed iesos locva unda gaixados, romlis naTelSic
Cveni guli yoveldRiuri ciliswamebis mTel simdablesa da sisaZagles
dainaxavs. gankiTxva _ es sxvisi ganadgurebis dafaruli survilia, locva
ki, roca moyvasi erTgvarad Cveni „oreuli~ xdeba, TiToeuli adamianis
mimarT uSualo TanagrZnobas badebs.
cilismwamebels ziani moaqvs sul mcire, sami adamianisaTvis mainc.
pirvel rigSi sakuTari TavisaTvis, rameTu ciliswamebis WuWyi, vidre is
sityvaSi ganxorcieldebodes, mis guls gaivlis, Semdeg imas vnebs, visac
cils swamebs, radgan iseTebi cotani arian, romlebic ciliswamebis
gadatanas mSvidad da didsulovnad SeZleben: umetesoba daRvremilobasa da
mrisxanebaSi vardeba, xolo arc Tu iSviaTad TavianT mawyenarT igiveTi
pasuxoben. da bolos, imaT, vinc ciliswamebas ismens: TiTqosda WaobSi
Cafluli, is Tavad iwyebs gonebiT gankiTxvas. ciliswamebis bolomde
momsmeni siyvaruls kargavs adamianisadmi da Tavis Zmaze usamarTlo
samsjavros ueWvel monawiled iqceva. cilismwameblis yvela sityvis
upirobod damjerebeli ufro xSirad Tanamonawilec ar aris, aramed
Taviseburi „mediumia~ ciliswamebisa, TiTqos zombirebuli. amitom wmida
mamebs uyvardaT gameoreba fsalmunis muxlisa: „raiTa ara ityodis piri
Cemi saqmesa kacTasa~ (fs. 16,
16 4) erTaderTi srulyofili WeSmariteba,
adamianis bageTagan gamosuli _ es locvis sityvebia.
 damatebis saxiT
kiTxva: sazogadod rogor codvebs sCadis adamiani eniT?
pasuxi: ena alsa hgavs, romelic patara Cans, magram daudevari mopyrobiT
SeuZlia mTeli qalaqi nacrad aqcios. ena gemis patara saWes hgavs: is
wyalSia da ar Cans, magram misi araswori mobruneba gems araswor
mimarTulebas aZlevs da rac ufro Sors micuravs gemi, miT ufro metad
Sordeba mizans*. adamiani sityvier arsebadaa wodebuli. sityvis meSveobiT
is suls locviT RvTisaken mimarTavs, sityvis meSveobiT urTierTobs
adamianebTan, codnas sityvis meSveobiT iZens. amavdroulad
gaufrTxilebeli mopyroba sityvisadmi, enis aRviraxsniloba adamianis
suls mraval codvaSi agdebs. codvebis TiTqmis naxevars adamiani uflis
diadi ZRvenis _ sityvis borotad gamoyenebis gamo sCadis. SeiZleba iTqvas,
rom Cveni sulis sikvdili da sicocxle enis xelTaa.
yvelaze saSineli sityvieri codva _ es ficis gatexaa, roca adamiani
amaod ificeba, gansakuTrebiT ki RvTis saxeliT da Tavis sityvebSi RmerTs
imowmebs. is sakuTar suls rogorRac agiravebs, sakuTar Tavs RvTis
samsjavrosTvis wiravs rogorc maradisobaSi, aseve aq, dedamiwaze. amitom
ficis gatexis codvas Seuwynarebeli codva hqvia: iseve rogorc daRvrili
sisxli kacisa, isic SehRaRadebs zecas Surisgebas. ficis gamtexi suls
eSmakze yidis, iudas beWedi uxilavad adevs mis bages. vinc RmerTs uaryofs,
ficis gamtexia: man uaryo naTlobis aRTqma, uaryo RvTis madli, romelic
eklesiis saidumloebebSi miiRo. man dakarga qristianis saxeli.
aris sxva saxec RvTis uaryofisa – samonazvno aRTqmis uaryofa. siZvaSi
mcxovrebi monazoni _ gamudmebulad gamtexia ficisa: Tuki aseTi adamiani
mounaniebeli mokvdeba, saeklesio wesebiT misi dakrZalva qristianulad ar
SeiZleba*. gansakuTrebulad saSinelia, roca aseT adamians mRvdelmsaxuri
warmoadegns da liturgias asrulebs: TiToeul locviT SeZaxilSi is
rogorRac Tavisi Tavis anaTemas warmoTqvams. gamocxadebis mixedviT,
romelic hqonda Rirs makari egviptels, aseTi adamianebis sulebi
jojoxeTis yvelaze mrume siRrmeebSi midian**.
meore codva _ es wyevlaa, romelsac adamiani axloblebis mimarT
mrisxanebis an gulistkenis mdgomareobaSi warmoTqvams. adamianis dawyevla
_ es niSnavs, rom mas aq, dedamiwaze sasjeli an maradisobaSi warwymeda
usurvo. gansakuTrebiT mRvdelmsaxurTa wyevlaa saSineli, Semdgom ki
mSoblebisa TavianTi Svilebis mimarT. daumsaxurebeli wyevla imis
winaaRmdeg brundeba, vinc mas warmoTqvams, damsaxurebuli ki abnelebs
Tavis Tavze wyevis momwevi adamianis uamisodac mZime cxovrebas. is
erTgvarad Caezardeba mis Zvlebs da adamiani mas yvelgan Tan daatarebs.
wyevla _ es sawinaaRmdego codvaa saxarebis mcnebisa: „giyuarded mterni
Tquenni~ (mT. 5, 44), sawinaaRmdegoa mociqulis sityvisa: „akurTxevdiT da nu
swyevT~ (rom. 12,14).
12 xSirad sxvisi damawyevari Cadenils mwared inaniebs,
magram sityva ukve iTqva, jojoxeTis cecxli ukve amovarda misi piridan.
mesame, sityvieri codva _ es ciliswamebaa, ganzrax sicrue, romlis
meSveobiTac sxvisTvis saxelis gatexa gvinda; es maxea, romelsac mas
vugebT. wmida werilSi dacemul angelozs eSmaki, anu cilismwamebeli hqvia.
vinc cils swamebs, vinc intrigebs xlarTavs, vinc sxvis gasvras cdilobs
lafSi, is erTsul xdeba eSmakTan. ciliswameba _ sityviT kacis kvlis
saxeobaa.
meoTxe codvaa – gankiTxva. ufalma Tqva: „dResa mas Surisgebisasa mivago“
(me-2 sjuli 32,
32 35) adamiani ki sxvebs RvTis magivrad ganikiTxavs. TiToeuli
gankiTxva, rogor simarTledac unda gamoiyurebodes is, sicrues Seicavs.
ufali adamians ara mxolod misi saqmeebiT gansjis, aramed misi gulis
mdgomareobiTac, sxvisi gulis siRrmeebi ki daxSulia CvenTvis, amitom Zmis
ganmkiTxavi – brma msajulia. ufalma Tqva: „romliTa gankiTxviTa
ganikiTxvideT, ganikiTxneT, da romliTa sawyauliTa miuwyoT, mogewyos
Tquen“ (mT. 7, 2). ese igi sxvisi ganmkiTxavi adamiani sinamdvileSi sakuTar
Tavs ganikiTxavs. is rogorRac RvTisagan sasjels iTxovs Tavisi
codvebisaTvis. ganikiTxo – es niSnavs, ar miuteo, xolo ar miuteo – Tavad
darCe miutevebeli. unda iTqvas, rom ciliswamebasa da gankiTxvas Soris
mkafio zRvari ar arsebobs da boroti enis adamiani yovelTvis
cilismwameblad gvevlineba.
codvis mexuTe saxe – es sicrue da TvalTmaqcobaa. sauflo locvaSi
eSmaks boroti hqvia. misi meore saxelia – cru. ufalma Tqva, rom saxeli
misi WeSmariteba ars da is, vinc WeSmaritebisganaa, mis xmas ismens: „yoveli,
romeli WeSmaritebisgan iyos, isminos misa Cemisa“ (in. 18,
18 37). Cven aq or
poluss Soris vimyofebiT: WeSmaritebas qristesTan mivyavarT, sicrues –
satanasTan. Tanamedrove adamiani TviTmyofadobas gadaeCvia. is gamudmebiT
niRbebs ifarebs, gamudmebiT TamaSobs da cruobs. Cvens droSi sicrue
rogoriRac yovlis momcveli, universaluri codva gaxda. adamianma meore
adamianisadmi rwmena dakarga. erT-erTi mizezi imisa, Tu ratomaa esoden
Zneli Tanamedrove msoflioSi cxovreba, swored amaSi mdgomareobs.
adamianma sicruiT Tavisi guli moakvdina da siyvaruli Caiqro. sicrue
locvas uRonos xdis: zecaSi mxolod gulis xma ismis, guli ki daxSulia
locvis sityvebisaTvis. is, vinc adamians Segnebulad atyuebs, uneburad
RmerTTanac icruebs. sicrue Tavs gulisTqmaTa nisliT avsebs. adamiani erT
sicrues sxva sicruiT malavs. RvTis winaSe sicruis erT-erTi saxe Tavis
marTlebaa. wmida mamebma Tqves: „Tuki codvebs TvalTmaqcobac emateba, maSin
suli ukurnebeli rCeba“.
codvis meeqvse saxeoba – es uxamsi xumrobani da bilwi ginebaa. am
SemTxvevaSi adamiani binZuri sityvebiT Tavis garSemo sulier simyrales
avrcelebs. is WuWyiT damuxtul yumbaras hgavs, romelic odnavi SexebiT
feTqdeba da smenis saSualebiT sxva adamianTa sulebs abinZurebs.
gansakuTrebulad bilwia siwmidis xsenebiT gineba, an RvTismgmobi
xumrobani. es codva xSir SemTxvevaSi aq, dedamiwazeve isjeba. Cven
mkrexelur xumrobebze vsaubrobdiT, magram yovelgvari xumroba da qiliki
mkrexelobas enaTesaveba. xumara bilwmesityvis umcrosi Zmaa: adamiani –
RvTis xatia, xumrobebSi ki is uformod da damaxinjebulad warmodgeba.
xumroba – es ukrZalveli da avxorci sulis gamovlinebaa.
codvis Semdegi saxeobaa – uqmad metyveleba, usargeblosa da amaoze
laparakis Cveva, sakuTari da sxvisi mexsierebis xlamiT avseba. uqmad metyve-
leba – es laparakis survilia, CvevaSi gardamavali. Tuki uqmad metyveli
Tavis saTqmels bolomde ver ambobs, maSin is, rogorc loTi uRvinod, Tavs
avad, daTrgunulad grZnobs. uqmad metyveleba RvTis madls gvaSorebs.
uqmad metyveli tvirTi xdeba garSemo myofTaTvis. amitom Cven diadi
mecniereba – mdumareba unda viswavloT. uqmad metyveli Tavisi sulis mteri
da sxvisi drois qurdia. uqmadmetyvelebas mravalmesityveoba erTvis, Tumca
garkveulad mainc gansxvavdeba misgan.
mravalmesityve adamians SeuZlia saWiroze da sasargebloze laparaki,
magram sityvebs iseTi siuxviT iyenebs, romlis aucilebloba sruliadac ar
aris. mravalmesityves ar SeuZlia mTavaris meorexarisxovnisagan garCeva;
geCveneba, rom igi saxedarze zis da ise nela midis, rom kacma ar icis,
daniSnul adgilamde rodis miaRwevs. aseT adamianTan saubari
moTenTilobis da daqanculobis grZnobas tovebs, yuradReba dundeba da
aRarc ki gesmis, ras ambobs. mravalsityvaoba – es erTdroulad
TviTgamoxatvis moyvare siamaye da azrovnebis kulturis uqonlobaa. amas
Tanamosaubrisadmi upativcemulobac emateba, romelsac ar ekiTxebian surs
Tu ara mosmena da ar icis sityvebis am dinebidan napirze rogor gaaRwios.
gansakuTrebiT visTan unda vecadoT ar viyoT mravalmesityveni? pirvel
rigSi asakiT ufros adamianTan; meore _ imasTan, vinc Senze ukeT icis is
saqme, razedac laparakob da is oriod sityviTac mSvenivrad esmis; mesame –
monazonTan, romelic Tavisi ganwesebiT (xarisxiT) Sinagani locviT unda
iyos dakavebuli, amasTan TiToeuli zedmeti sityva xels uSlis mis Sinagan
saqmianobas; mterTan, romelsac sityvaze unda Seni daWera, raTa lafSi
gagsvaros; mexuTe – avadmyofTan, romlis mosanaxulebladac mixvedi;
meeqvse – adamianTan, romelsac cota dro aqvs da yoveli wuTi
gaangariSebuli; meSvide – imasTan, vinc saubars gamudmebiT gawyvetinebs,
saubris dros aqeT-iqiT iyureba da saaTs dascqeris, uadgilo adgilas
gpasuxobs (es sarwmuno niSania imisa, rom Tavi Seawyine da aRar gismens);
vinc Seni TandaswrebiT cols da Svilebs tuqsavs an uxeSad aZevebs katas,
romelic alersiT eqliseba mis fexebs, vinc Seni mosmenisas Tvalebs xuWavs
(es niSnavs, rom Seni saubrisagan Tvlema moeria. saintereso saubrisas
Tanamosaubres Tvalebi farTod aqvs gaxelili da Sensken momarTuli) da
Tundac yovelive zemoT CamoTvlili ar iyos, mainc umjobesia mravlad ar
imetyvelo, ar ilaparako imaze, rac ar ici, raSic darwmunebuli ara xar,
rac Sens msmenelebs sulier zians moutans. imaze ilaparake, risi mcodnec
xar, rac sasargebloa sxvebisaTvis da ilaparke mokled. kargi iqneba, Tuki
adamianebs gauCndebaT survili, kidev gisminon, vidre Seni gaCumebis
survili. keTil saqmeSic zomierebaa saWiro. yovladbrZnis sityviT: Tafli
ipove – igeme, ramdenic gWirdeba, raTa zedmetad ar gaZRe da ar arwyio
(igav. 25,
25 6).
kiTxva: rodis SeiZleba, rom diskusiam sargebloba moitanos?
pasuxi: roca or mxares erTmaneTisaTvis informaciis gaziareba da
WeSmaritebis garkveva surs; roca adamianma Tavisi Sexedulebebi sajarod
unda daicvas.
kiTxva: SeuZlia Tu ara kamaTsa da diskusiebs adamianis miyvana
rwmenasTan?
pasuxi: aris urwmunobis ori saxe: urwmunoeba uvicobisagan da garyvnili
nebisagan (am SemTxvevaSi uaresi – es sulieri siamayea). magram Tuki pirvel
SemTxvevaSi adamians SeiZleba ubiZgo imisaken, rom igi msoflmxedvelur
sakiTxebs gacilebiT seriozulad moekidos, meore SemTxvevaSi Tavs iCens
Selaxuli Tavmoyvareoba, romelic ayruebs mas (magram ar amunjebs).
 kiTxva: visi ar unda davijeroT?
pasuxi: adamianisa, romelic: bevr dapirebas iZleva; Tavis Rirsebasa da
patiosnebaze gamudmebiT laparakobs; adamianebs pirSi aqebs da zurgs ukan
lanZRavs; yvela SesaZlo SemTxvevaSi siyvaruls da erTgulebas ificeba,
saubrisas metismetad bevr xumrobebsa da andazebs iyenebs.
kiTxva: rodis unda Sewydes diskusia?
pasuxi: roca adamiani cdilobs araferi gaigos Tanamosaubrisa, aramed
Tavisi azri daamtkicos. roca saubris sagani mosaubrisaTvis ucnobi da
uinteresoa, roca erTi meores awyvetinebs, roca adamiani erTsa da imaves
imeorebs, roca is ki ar saubrobs, aramed rogorc msaxiobi scenaze,
deklamirebas eweva (es imas niSnavs, rom mtkicebulebani ara aqvs da gonebis
nacvlad masSi emociebi moqmedeben); roca adamiani faqtebis ignorirebas
axdens da pasuxis nacvlad erTi Temidan meoreze xtis; roca Tavi
yvelaferSi marTali hgonia da ar aRiarebs, rom Secdomebs uSvebs; roca
adamiani yovlismcodnes rolSia; roca ara principebze, aramed pirovnebebze
laparakobs, roca mtkicebulebebis nacvlad borot dacinvas mimarTavs;
roca Temis mixedviT ar pasuxobs; roca metismetad bevrs laparakobs da
Tanamosaubres sityvis Tqmis saSualebas ar aZlvs (es sakuTar TavSi
Seyvarebul sulze mianiSnebs, romelic mkafio azrovnebas ar flobs,
aramed sakuTari xmiT tkbeba, rogorc melomani karuzos ariiT); am
SemTxvevaSi Tuki saubari gagrZeldeba, is iqneba ara dialogi, aramed
erTmaneTisagan izolirebuli ori monologi; Tuki adamiani mimarTvebSi
arakoreqtulobas, Seuracxmyofel tons da gamoTqmebs uSvebs (suleloba
siwmindis gareSe Tavis mimzidvelobas kargavs da yoveldRiur Rorobad
gadaiqceva). saerTod unda gvaxsovdes, rom adamianis cxovreba gulSi
jamdeba da saubarSi upirveles yovlisa gulis Sinaarsi da sulis vneba
JRers. sxvadasxva sulier talRebze myof adamianebs erTmaneTis aRar esmiT:
aseTi saubriT ara daaxloeba, aramed kidev metad daSoreba xdeba.
yvela SemTxvevaSi unda gvaxsovdes Rirsi arseni didis aRiareba:
„saubrebis Semdeg xSirad mominaniebia, mdumarebis Semdeg – arasdros“.

ara guli _ giTqumides...

Zveli aRTqmis meaTe mcnebaa: `ara guli giTqumides colsa moyusisa
Senisasa, arca agaraksa missa, arca monasa missa, arca m evalsa missa, arca
arsa missa, arca kahraulsa missa, arca yovelsa sacxovarsa missa, arca
raodeni – ra ars moyusisa Senisa~ (gam. 20,
20 17). is xids hgavs, moses xuTwig-
neulsa da saxarebas Soris gadatyorcnils. Tuki aTsityvaobis pirvel
cxra mcnebas umTavresad sazogadoebrivi eTika hqonda mxedvelobaSi da
akrZalvis formiT iyo mocemuli, rogorc gareul mxecebze – adamianis
vnebebze Camosacmeli bade (arsebiTad maTi mizani swored codvebis
SezRudva da moTokva iyo), meaTe mcneba zneobis cnebas adamianis Sinagani
cxovrebis uxilav, sulis sferos miakuTvnebs, misi survilebisa da
gulisTqmebis wyaros, adamianuri yofierebis centrs, mis gonebasa da guls.
meaTe mcneba codvasTan dasawyisSive, mis CanasaxSive brZolas gvaswavlis,
roca codviani zraxva, rogorc rvafexa zRvidan, gulis siRrmidan
amocurdeba da saxis an jerac warmouTqmeli sityvis formas Rebulobs.
mcnebaSi gamoTqmulia mTavari asketuri wesi: sakuTar gulTan gonebiT da
yuradRebiT dgoma da codviani azrebis Semusvra, rogorc mebaRe
anadgurebs baRSi sarevelas pirvel ylortebs, vidre isini Rrmad
gaidgamdnen fesvebs. wmida mamebi ambobdnen: axali aRTqma Zvel aRTqmaSia
dafaruli, Zveli ki axalSi ixsneba. meaTe mcnebaSi axali aRTqmis morali
da zneobaa dafaruli, sadac umTavresi – es adamianis gulis mdgomareobaa,
qcevebi mxolod gamovlineba da anareklia adamianis Sinagani, dafaruli
cxovrebisa. wm.ioane kronStadteli ambobda, rom guli – es sinamdvileSi
Tavad adamiania.
mTeli asketikis safuZveli gulis ganwmedaa imisaTvis, raTa masSi ufali
gamefdes. meaTe mcneba laparakobs imaze, rom adamianma sxvisi ar unda
isurvos, is, rac mas ar ekuTvnis, magram umaRlesi, sakraluri
mniSvnelobiT yovelive imis ndomas krZalavs, rac adamianis sulisaTvis
ucxoa – vnebian ndomas nivTieris, warmavlis, xrwnisa da sikvdilisaTvis
ganwirulisa. am mcnebasTan Tanxvedra xdeba ioane RvTismetyvelis
sityvebisa: „nu giyuaran sofeli ese, nuca-Ra ra ars soflisa amis~ (1 in.
2, 15). vnebebi – es sulis mtkivneuli wanazardebia, damaxinjebuli da
deformirebuli grZnobaa, es erTgvari CirqiT savse qsovilia sulisa. ar
gindodes sxvisi – niSnavs, guli ar misce vnebebs, ramdenadac vnebebs
yovelTvis sxvisi surT. zraxvebi da vnebebi atrialeben Cvens gonebas,
rogorc qari an wyali wisqvilis qvas. vnebebi fardas hgvanan, romelic
Cvengan RvTaebis naTels faraven. vnebebi da zraxvebi RvTis mtrebi arian.
isini adamianis gulSi, rogorc Tavis savaneSi, RvTis Sesvlas eRobebian.
qriste, viTarca mwiri, Cveni gulebis miRma dgas*, romlebic Cvens mier
daxSulia misTvis.
magram rogor ar gvsurdes, roca guls swadia, gulisTqmebs rogor
vebrZoloT, roca isini futkris nayariviT zuzuneben da rogorc TavianT
skaSi, Cvens TavSi trialeben da cocaven? saiT gaveqceT vnebebs, Tuki maT
cecxliviT mogvicves? uwinares yovlisa saWiroa uflis winaSe aRiareba
sakuTari uZlurebisa, uRonobisa da Sinagani vedreba: „mixsen, Semewie da
Semiwyale. me ar ZalmiZs codvis daZleva, magram Sen, eSmakisa da
jojoxeTis mZlevels, ZalgiZs gangmiro da sZlio codvas Cems gulSi“.
wmida mamebi saubrobdnen Sinagan brZolaze, rogorc moses brZolaze
amalekebTan: roca mose jvris saxiT aRapyrobda xelebs zecisaken, maSin
misi meomrebi imarjvebdnen, roca xelebs dauSvebda, gamarjveba amalekebs
rCebodaT (gamos. 17,
17 8-13). roca suli RmerTs evedreba, maSin ara suli,
aramed madli amarcxebs codvas. roca mas aviwydeba RmerTi, TiTqosda
dabla xris Tvalebs, vnebebi imarjveben. amitom wm.mamebi gvirCeven
gansacdelis Jams mokle locva vilocoT msgavsad imisa, rogori mokle da
wyvetili sityvebiTac vuxmobT mas saSvelad sasikvdilo gansacdelisas*.
wmida mamebma sulieri brZolisa da gulis ganwmendis sxva xerxic
gagvimxiles. Cvens guls Tavs vadgeT ieso qristes saxeliT, rogorc kldis
qimidan uZiro zRvas da gulisTqmani gaCenisTanave movikveToT. maT pirvel
gamoCenas wmida mamebi gansacdels uwodeben. gansacdeli sikeTisa da
borotebis Secnobis xis nayofs hgavs: is SeiZleba mowyvito, SeiZleba arc
mowyvito. aq jer kidev ar aris codva, aramed mxolod arCevania. Tuki
davayovnebT, maSin Cveni vnebiani suli gulisTqmis TanagrZnobas iwyebs. am
TanagrZnobaSi ori elementia: tkboba da interesi. es codvis aTvisebaa.
 Semdeg gulisTqmasTan SeTavseba xdeba: suli erTgvarad mas eZleva, suli
Tan mihyavs, rogorc matyuaras bavSvi, SeTavseba vnebaSi gadadis, is euf-
leba adamians, mis gonebas adamblavebs, mis gulSi jojoxeTis cecxls
anTebs. am stadias datyveveba ewodeba. adamiani tyve xdeba. neba moidrika,
vnebas damorCilda da gonebasac iTrevs: adamiani imaze fiqrs iwyebs, vneba
rogor daikmayofilos, Semdeg codva qcevaSi xorcieldeba. es ukve dacemaa.
madli ukuiqceva adamianisagan, vidre wrfelad Seinanebdes, is demonis
xelisuflebis qveSaa. gameorebadi dacema CvevaSi gadadis, Cveva ki
Seezrdeba adamianis bunebas, rogorc Jangi rkinas da adamians aRar Seswevs
unari sakuTari ZalebiT codvian Cvevebs winaRudges, is sakuTari Tavis
gamudmebuli moRalate xdeba. magram eklesiis, misi saidmuloebebis,
gulwrfeli aRsarebisa da locvis SemweobiT SesaZloa gadarCes, rogorc
morevidan amoTreuli. Tumca es brZola metad Znelia. aq gansakuTrebuli
morCileba da Tvinierebaa saWiro. adamiani eSmakis TaTebs swydeba, magram
mtris brWyalebiT miyenebuli Wrilobebi rCeba mis gulSi da isini kidev
didxans ar xorcdebian. WeSmariti sinanuli yvelaze mZime imaTTvisaa, vinc
adre magiiT da okultizmiT iyo dakavebuli. rogor saSinel da
moulodnel cdunebebs aRmarTavs xolme maT winaaRmdeg satana, magram
ufali gveubneba: „nu geSinin, rameTu me miZlevies sofelsa“ (in. 16,
16 33).
imedis dakargva – es sulieri sikvdilia. meaTe mcnebis Sesasruleblad
gamudmebul iesos locvis moxveWas unda vecadoT; misi meSveobiT adamianis
gulis siRrmeebi TandaTanobiT gasinaTldeba, Tumca amisaTvis didi dro da
Zalisxmevaa saWiro. RvTis didi niWebi did Sromas moiTxoven, sxvagvarad
isini iolad ikargebian. iesos locva mudam unda gvqondes bageze. ieso
qristes saxeli TandaTanobiT Seva gulis siRrmeSi da maSin adamiani
gamoscdis sulieri sispetakis sixaruls – erTaderT WeSmarit sixaruls.
 `romelsa undes Tquen Soris pirvel
yofa , iyos yovelTa mona~
mrk. 10, 44

zogierTi azri
cxonebis gzis Sesaxeb
 g ulis-
ulis-xma-
xma-vhyoT, hoi sayvarelno, rameTu
yovelTave wardgoma
gvixms winaSe saSinelsa saydarsa qristessa.
wm. ioane oqropiri

morCilebis saidumlo
 1
materialur da sulier samyaroSi arsebobs raRac ucvleli principi,
romelsac struqtura ewodeba. struqturis gareSe SeuZlebelia yofiereba:
atomebidan galaqtikamde. struqturis daSla – es afeTqebaa, romelsac
ganadgureba mosdevs, Semdeg ki, rogorc Sedegi, degradacia momdevno,
ganaxlebul struqturebSi. (struqturis ngrevis TvalsaCino magaliTs
warmoadgens atomuri afeTqeba, romelic, xatovnad rom iTqvas, radiaciad
wodebul mavne energias afrqvevs) struqtura SeuZlebelia
urTierTdaqvemdebarebis kanonis dacvis gareSe. ase dgindeba gansazRvruli
ierarqia, romelic inarCunebs ara mxolod yofierebas, rogorc
organizacias, aramed yofierebis dasaxul mizansac ganaxorcielebs.
sulieri samyaros yofierebaSi struqturis principi gacilebiT mkafioa,
vidre materialur samyaroSi. aq CvenTvis cnobili struqturebidan
arseboben struqturebi: angelozTa da eklesiis, romlebic qmnilebas mis
SemoqmedTan aerTeben da madlis gamtarni arian. angelozTa struqturis
darRveva, afeTqebis msgavsi pirveli katastrofa, romelmac SeZra samyaro,
RmerTis winaSe luciferis janyi iyo. am katastrofis „radiacia“ codvis,
xrwnisa da sikvdilis saxiT samyaroSi moqmedebas ganagrZobs da satanis
nebas daqvemdebarebuli adamianebis nebis xarjze sul ufro metad izrdeba.
ufalma Seqmna Zveli aRTqmisa da axali aRTqmis eklesia, angelozTa
eklesiis msgavsi mkafio struqturiT, sadac ierarqia adamianis RmerTTan
SemaerTebel rgolebad gvevlineba, es rgolebi Taviseburi arxebia, romlis
meSveobiTac dedamiwaze madli gadmodindeba. miwieri eklesia SeuZlebelia
miwieri struqturis gareSe. eklesiidan amovardnas, faqtobrivs, rogoricaa
misi ignorireba an deklaraciuls, rogoricaa ganxeTqileba, adamiani
madlis da aqedan gamomdinare cxonebis saSualebebis dakargvasTan mihyavs.
eklesiis gareT, RmerTTan, WeSmariti, madliani urTierToba sruliad
SeuZlebelia. eklesiis gareT SesaZloa mxolod inteleqtualuri da
emociuri aRfrTovaneba, subieqturi religiuri gancdebi, magram ara
realuri myofoba RvTisa.
struqturisa da umdablesis umaRlesisadmi daqvemdebarebis principi
kidev ufro metad monazvnobisTvisaa aucilebeli. monazonisaTvis
morCileba TiTqosda „meore sunTqva“ xdeba. Tuki is darRveulia, nel-nela
agonia isadgurebs. monazonisaTvis daumorCilebloba patara revolucias
hgavs, urCi monazoni revoluciis metafizikur stiqiaSi – ierarqiis
ngrevaSi erTveba. unda gvaxsovdes, rom boroteba Tavisi demonuri saxiT
iSviaTad mJRavndeba. satana ufro xSirad naTeli angelozis saxes iRebs.
adamiani mxolod Semdeg xvdeba, rom masTan is boroti gveli saubrobda,
romelmac pirvelmamani warsawymedelSi Caiyvana. Tumca aseTi sicxade
yovelTvis ar dgeba.
revoluciisa da ganxeTqilebis dasawyisi – es xSir SemTxvevaSi
gankiTxvas amofarebuli Suria. revolucionerebi arsebul wyobilebas
raRac warmosaxviT idealur wyobilebasTan SedarebiT akritikebdnen. isini
miuTiTebdnen Secdomebze, codvebze, mankierebebze, romlebis ganadgurebac,
maTi azriT, mxolod struqturis dangreviT iyo SesaZlebeli. es mxilebebi
SesaZloa formalurad marTali ggoneboda, magram revoluciis
aramarTebuloba imaSi mdgomareobda, rom axal struqturebSi boroteba da
codva ufro metad gamJRavnda da revoluciebi Cveulebriv ara uaress,
aramed saukeTesos anadgurebdnen.
Tanamedrove monazvnur garemoSi gavrcelebulia azri, rom Tuki ar aris
suliwmidiT Semosili damrigebeli, maSin yurs veravis daugdeb da amitom
morCilebis aRTqmas, romelic berad aRkvecisas warmoiTqmeba, mravalni
ganixilaven rogorc arqaizms. amasTan, am Sexedulebis mimdevrebs
sanacvlod arafris SemoTavazeba SeuZliaT, garda wmida mamaTa
Txzulebebis kiTxvisa da TavianT cxovrebaSi maTiT SeZlebisdagvarad
xelmZRvanelobisa. magram wmida mamaTa wignebi swored rom
memkvidreobiTobisa da morCilebis tradiciebis mixedviTaa dawerili da
mxolod maTTvis SeiZleba iyos gasagebi, vinc Tavadve am tradiciis
kalapotSi cxovrobs.
SeuZlebelia asketur TxzulebaTa mxolod inteleqtis doneze,
„ganyenebulad“ gageba. rom vivaraudoT kidec, rom adamiani SeZlebda wmida
mamaTa azrebis gagebas (rasac sinamdvileSi ver davuSvebT), maSin madlis
gareSe is mainc ver ganxorcieldeboda cxovrebaSi: erTia – icode, xolo
gqondes Sesrulebis Zala – es sul sxvaa. amitom arasdros gvinaxavs
TviTneburad mcxovrebi iseTi monazoni, rom mas sulieri TvalsazrisiT
warmatebebi hqonodes.
SeiZleba samarTlianad mieTiTos monastruli cxovrebis naklovanebebze,
winamZRvris sisusteze, moZRvris Secdomebze, magram didi Secdoma iqneba Tu
CavTvliT, rom es naklovanebebi Cvens sulier cxovrebas xels SeuSlian an
cxonebas aRgvikveTen. usamarTlo winamZRvrisadmi morCileba boroti
batonisadmi qristiani monis morCilebas hgavs, rasac pavle mociquli
eTanxmeba*, es maSin, roca monazvnis urCobis mizezebad misi eWvi da
ampartavneba gvevlineba; amasTan daumorCileblobas Tan axlavs vnebaTa
afeTqeba, romlis Sedegi SesaZloa maSinve ar gamJRavndes, magram
aucileblad Tavs iCens. wmida mamebi gamoxatavdnen Tamam azrs, rom
xelqveiTTa Soris xelmZRvanelis saxiT qriste imyofeba (ra Tqma unda ara
am xelmZRvanelis codvian saqmeebSi, romlebsac SesaZloa adgili hqondes,
aramed TviT struqturis principSi). morCilebidan gamosvliT monazoni
imTaviTve satanis codvas imeorebs.
axla mravali Tvlis, rom monastrebSi cxovreba ukve aRar SeiZleba, unda
ijde sakuTar oTaxSi da RvTisadmi iloco. magram SeuZlia ki adamians
vnebebs martooden Tavisi locviT sZlios? zogierTi ambobs, rom SeiZleba
erSi darCena, damrigeblis arCeva da misdami morCileba. magram damrigebeli
ver Seenacvleba monasters. cxoneba da madlTan ziareba – es Tavad
yofierebaa** da am mxriv cudi monasteric ki ers sjobs. kvlav
winaaRmdegobriobas vawydebiT: monasterSi ar midian, an iqidan modian imis
gamo, rom damrigeblebi aRar arian da amave dros Tvlian, rom maTi povna
erSia SesaZlebeli... magram upirveles yovlisa RvTis madlis Ziebaa
aucilebeli, radgan mxolod mas SeuZlia codvaze gamarjveba. sakuTar
Zalebs mindobilma adamianma SeuZlebelia sZlios codvebs. WeSmaritad
sulieri cxovreba mxolod morCilebaze SeiZleba iyos dafuZnebuli da es
safuZveli mudmivad unda Rrmavdebodes da mtkicdebodes: mxolod morCil
gulSi moqmedebs RmerTi, mxolod morCilisaTvis avlens Tavis Zalas. mamebs
aqvT aforizmi: „RmerTi gamgones ugonebs“*.
monastruli cxovrebis kritika, Tundac is formalurad swori iyos,
emyareba adamianis eWvs, romelic fiqrobs, rom sulieri cxovreba iRumenze,
episkoposze da patriaqze ukeT esmis. amasTan is mTavari, rasac adamians
monasteri aZlevs, erTgvarad ignorirdeba da daviwyebas eZleva.
erSi mcxovrebi monazoni xSirad sulierad velurdeba, locvis yvela
wess dautevebs, Semdeg ki iesos locvasac iviwyebs. mamebidan zogierTni
aseve gamoxatavdnen azrs, rom sulieri damrigeblebi ukve aRar arian,
magram arc erT maTgans ar uTqvams, rom amis safuZvelze monastrebis
savsebiT gauqmeba – dazianebuli gemidan Ria zRvaSi gadaxtomaa saWiro.
monastrul cxovrebaze aRmatebuli mxolod gandegiluri cxovreba
SeiZleba iyos, magram amisTvisac monasterSia saWiro Semzadeba.
zogierTi buzRunebs, rom winamZRvari fizikurad bevrs amuSavebs da amis
gamo locvisTvis cota dro rCeba. magram visac unda locva is locvisa da
muSaobis SeerTebis saSualebas monaxavs. ukidures SemTxvevaSi praqtikulad
nebismieri samuSaos dros SeiZleba iesos locvis kiTxva an Tundac ori
sityvis warmoTqma: „ufalo Semiwyale“. gulwrfel morCils gulismieri
locva eZleva, urCi „asketi~ ki mas verasdros moipovebs. iRumenis yuris
argdebiT is qristes ar usmens, amitom locvis sityvebi upasuxo rCeba.
Zalian xSirad urCoba Selaxuli Tavmoyvareobisagan warmoiSoba.
gandgomils maRali xarisxi rom mieRo eklesiaSi, maSin amas sxva TvaliT
Sexedavda. SesaZloa es yvela gandgomils ar exebodes, magram maT
mniSvnelovan nawils namdvilad exeba. Cven viciT adamianebi, romlebic
ganxeTqilebaSi imitom wavidnen, rom dapirebuli samwyso ver miiRes, mZime
materialur mdgomareobaSi darCnen da es gansacdeli ver gadaitanes; sxvebi
warumateblad iRwvodnen episkoposobisaTvis, Semdeg ki ganxeTqilebis
mowyobiT „SurisZieba“ gadawyvites. Cven gvinaxavs, zogi rogor tovebda
savanes, raTa TavianTi sulieri moZRvrebis axlos dasaxlebuliyvnen:
qalebi – mamaTa monastris axlos. magram Cveulebriv, aqedan sasikeTo
araferi gamodioda. mxolod sulieri ampartavnebiT dazianebul adamians
SeuZlia ifiqros, rom moZRvris axlos yofna da masTan saubari monazons
monasters Seucvlis. aseTi TviTneburi „Temebi“ xSirad TavianTi sulieri
mouwyoblobiT xasiaTdebian, maTSi nerviuli ekzaltaciis da arc Tu
iSviaTad – isteriuli atmosferoa gamefebuli. Temis wevrebisaTvis su-
lieri mama xdeba cxovrebis centri, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT.
xSirad msgavsi maswavleblebisadmi morCileba nel-nela qreba da mas
eWvianoba da metoqeoba cvlis.
diax, namdvilad, revoluciisa da Semdgomi, aTeisturi diqtatis dros,
roca monastrebi daixura da gaiZarcva, erSi, swored Temis saxiT,
erTgvarad faruli monastrebis saWiroeba gaCnda, magram maTSi berebi Tavs
babilons tyved wayvanilebiviT grZnobdnen. fsalmuni – „mdinareTa zeda
babilovnisaTa mun davsxediT da vtirodeT...“ (fs. 136,
136 1), maT mdgomareobas
asaxavda. magram Cvens droSi monastridan wasvla aranairad ar aris
gamarTlebuli.
Rirsi svimeon axali RvTismetyveli wers erT keTilmsaxur Wabukze,
romelmac mamulis mmarTvelis mier dakisrebuli umZimesi Sromis
miuxedavad madliani locva moixveWa; Tumc gavida dro da es adamiani,
romelmac Tavisi dafaruli RvawliT da Ramis locvebiT Rirsi svimeoni
gaakvirva, nel-nela gacivda, daiviwya Tavisi adrindeli siyvaruli da
SeSlils daemsgavsa. Rirsma svimeonma es imiT axsna, rom madli monasterSi
uxmobda Wabuks, is ki ayovnebda, mas yurs ar ugdebda. niSandoblivia, rom
am adamians beri hyavda, romelsac is mimarTavda, magram arc aman uSvela.
qveyanam TandaTan daipyro misi guli, msgavsad imisa rogorc ecema bolos
da bolos yoveli mxridan garsSemortymuli simagre*.
ratom amboben Tanamedrove monazvnebi, rom madlmosili berebi aRar
arian? gana amJamindeli berebiT ar SeiZleba cxoneba, Tumca maT ara berebs,
aramed Semwynareblurad „berikacebs“ uwodeben? aseTi monazvnebi Tvlian,
rom suliwmidiT Semosili berebi maT xelSi aitacebdnen da sasufevelSi
waiyvandnen, anu gzas gauadvilebdnen, magram es arasworia. Zveli berebi maT
iseT wesebs miscemdnen, rom SesaZloa verc ki aetanaT isini, Zvel asketebs
ki aseTi wesebi, piriqiT uCveulod Semwynarebluri moeCvenebodaT.
Tanamedrove berebi _ `starcebi~ swored rom esadagebian Tanamedrove
monazvnebis dones, xolo ocneba warsulSi darCenilis dabrunebaze – es
aris romantika da rogorc yovelgvari ocneba – eSmakisganaa.
ufali morCil monazvnebs maTi morCilebis gamo sulieri niWiT
ajildovebs, maT Soris uwyveti locviT – am monazvnuri sixaruliT.
morCils mravalricxovan saqmeebs Soris SesaZloa Sinagani mdumareba
hqondes, xolo urCi martoobaSic ki azrTa korianteliT dabrkoldes.
amitom dae axsovdeT monazvnebs, rom morCileba iyo da darCeba qristes
mibaZvad, xolo daumorCilebloba aris mibaZva Cveni Zveli mtrisa. Rirsi
ioane kibisaRmwereli mcnebad utovebs monazvnebs moiTminon Zmebis
uZlurebani, garda urCobisa, romelic ara marto urCisTvis, aramed mis
garSemo myofTaTvisac damRupvelia. is monastridan urCis gandevnas
ubrZanebs maT iseve, rogorc gamoidevnen samoTxidan Cveni winaprebi, raTa
misces saSualeba mwuxarebis meSveobiT Tavisi codva Seignos da moinanios*.
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erTi suraTi damamaxsovrda: nagvis yuTTan berikaci midis da Sig joxiT
iqeqeba. is puris natexebs, saWmlis narCenebs poulobs, CanTaSi saTuTad
awyobs da miaqvs. misi saxis, naRvliani Tvalebis, moZraobis da mTeli ieris
mixedviT, romelSic adrindeli keTilSobileba jer kidev SeimCneva, is im
dabeCavebul adamianebs miekuTvneba, romlebic zedmetni gaxdnen Cvens sastik
da merkantilur droSi. vici, rom es gansakuTrebuli SemTxveva ar aris,
rom inteligenciis mravali warmomadgeneli, mecnierebic ki, usaxsrod
darCenilni, saarsebos nagavsayrelTan eZeben, zogierTi ki – SimSiliT
kvdeba.
... Cven sulieri SimSilis periods ganvicdiT; amas gansakuTrebulad
mZafrad monazvnobaSi myofni grZnoben. Zveli samonazvno tradiciebi
dangreulia, monastrebs xSirad gamoucdeli adamianebi marTaven, xSirad
imaT Tvlian „starcebad“, visac ar gauvlia srulad samonazvno gza, Tavisi
ampartavneba ar gadulaxavs. monastrebSi ismis Cumi yvirili: „Cven
vSimSilobT!“ mravalni wyveten, rom erTaderTi gza – es wmida mamaTa
wignebis kiTxva da SeZlebisdagvarad maTiT xelmZRvanelobaa. magram es gza
saxifaToa.
 monazvnobis safuZveli – morCilebaa, anu is, rasac Seeweva da ris
mimarTac lmobieria RmerTi. wignebi morCilebas ar aniWeben. isini
amdidreben gonebas, SeuZliaT suli aRafrTovanon, magram isini samogzauro
rukebs hgvanan. es ruka SeiZleba Seiswavlo, magram gzas mainc ver daadge,
erTi nabijic ver gadadga. Cven yvelani Rrmad dacemuli codvilni varT,
magram ampartavneba da boroti Zala Cveni dacemis mTel ufskruls CvenTvis
uxilavs xdian. mis siRrmeebs mxolod morCilebis sinaTle asxivosnebs.
mxolod WeSmariti moRvaweni xedaven, rom maTi suli jojoxeTis fskers
hgavs.
Cven umecrebis mdgomareobaSi vcxovrobT. jer kidev Zvelma brZenebma
Tqves: „Seican Tavi Seni“, magram madlis gareSe maT es ver SeZles. xatovnad
rom vTqvaT, Cveni suli erTiani da ubralo, magram Cveni gonebisaTvis
raRac tixrebiT dayofili koSkis msgavsi ramaa. goneba Cveulebriv zeda
baqans xedavs da ar icis qvemoT ra xdeba. mtrebma – demonebma SesaZloa
Txrili ukve gaakeTes, koSkSi SeaRwies, misi Sida saTavsoebi daikaves,
goneba ki amas arc eWvobs. is guSagia, romelic mxolod garegans xedavs;
fiqrobs, rom yvelaferi kargadaa, da es iqamde, vidre mteri zeda baqanze
ar gamoCndeba; magram maSin, rogorc wesi, ukve gvianaa da goneba, rogorc
meamboxeebis mier Sepyrobili da borkildadebuli mefe, ajanyebuli
vnebebis mona xdeba.
monazvnoba – es liturgikuli gardamocemis msgavsi gadmocemaa, romlis
aRqma mxolod wignebis safuZvelze SeuZlebelia adamianisaTvis. goneba,
sulieri codniTac ki ar Tvinierdeba. piriqiT, morCilebis safuZvels
moklebuli, am codniT amayobisa da pativmoyvareobisaken aris midrekili da
arc Tu iSviaTad im gvels emsgavseba, romelic yvavilebis neqtars Sxamad
aqcevs.
wmida mamebi aswavlidnen: „madli im gziT brundeba, ra gziTac datova man
adamiani~. Cven yvelani daveciT adamSi RvTisadmi misi urCobiT, amitom Cveni
codvebis safuZveli _ Cveni gaxrwnili, urCi nebaa: misi gamrTeleba mxolod
morCilebiTaa SesaZlebeli: eklesiisadmi, ierarqiisadmi, sulieri
xelmZRvanelebisadmi morCilebiT. maTi saxiT qristes vemorCilebiT.
morCileba Tavmdablobas badebs. simdable madls adamianis sulSi
moqmedebis saSualebas aZlevs da maSin adamiani xedavs, ra saSinel
gansacdelSi imyofeba, rogori urCxulis msgavsi vnebebi budoben iq: erTi
meudabnoe ambobda, rom xedavs satanas, Tavis gulSi, rogorc taxtze
gamefebuls. madli Cvens codvas ara mxolod gviCvenebs, kravs kidec mas.
moRvaweebi upirobod amtkicebdnen, rom codvis daZleva adamians sakuTari
ZalebiT iseve ar SeuZlia, rogorc bavSvs goliaTisa, rom codvaze
gamarjveba mxolod RvTis madliTaa SesaZlebeli, Zlieris (dacemuli
angelozis) Zleva da Sekvra mxolod imas SeuZlia, vinc masze Zlieria*.
amitom Cveni drois monazvnebs mxolod ori gza aqvT: „an SimSiliT
daixocon~, anu TavianTi vnebebisagan Zleulni da demonisagan motyuebulni,
an wmida mamaTa „nadimis~ im mwiri „narCenebiT~ dakmayofildnen, romelic
CvenTvis SemorCa, aseve samonazvno gadamocemaTa im „narCenebiT~, romlebic
jer kidev arsebobs.
iseTi xelmZRvanelebisadmi morCilebisTvisac ki, romlebsac sakmarisi
gamocdileba ara aqvT, ufali simdables mogvmadlis _ es mefuri simdidrea
monazvnisaTvis. ese igi adamiani ar dakargavs Tavis jildos. Cveni
xelmZRvanelebi cidan ar Camosulan, arc paterikebis furclebidan
mosulan, isini am SxamiT mowamlul samyarodan arian, amitom madlierni
viyoT maTi imisaTvis, rom iseTni arian, rogorebic arian.
Cven im adamianebs vixsenebdiT, romlebic uecrad maTxovrebad iqcnen: imis
gamo, rom TavianTi siamaye da sircxvili ver gadalaxes, SimSiliT
daixocnen, Tavmdablebma ki sazrdo nagvis yuTebSi ipoves da cocxlebi
gadarCnen. RvTis gangeba keTilia da samarTliani. es niSnavs, rom Cven
ukeTesis Rirsni ara varT, SesaZloa es ukeTesi verc ki gvetvirTa.
Cveni aseTi Sedareba sawyenad nurvis darCeba. Cven ara sakuTriv
adamianebze, aramed droze, codvis „radiaciiT~ gaJRenTil am samyaroze
vsaubrobT, miwaze, romelic sulieri edemidan adamianuri vnebebis cecxliT
gadamwvar udabnod iqca. isini, vinc Cvens droSi RmerTTan midian, am
cecxls gaivlian, jojoxeTis zRvas gacuraven. maT, xatovnad rom vTqvaT,
frTebi aqvT Setrusuli, xolo suli Wrilobis nawiburebiT aqvT
dafaruli. isini Zvel mamebs ver Seedrebian, maTgan aRar moedineba, aRar
moJonavs madli, TumcaRa es madlic kmara adamianis sacxovneblad, oRond
man rudunebiT unda moagrovos yoveli wveTi, ise, rogorc mwyurvali
agrovebs nams qvebidan.
eklesiaSi Svidi saidumloa, magram monazvnebisTvis arsebobs merve
saidumlo _ morCileba. SesaZloa Cveni dro saSualebas gvaZlevdes ufro
metad davimdabloT Tavi: suliwmidiT Semosili mamebisadmi morCileba
gacilebiT iolia vidre aSkarad uZluri adamianebisadmi, magram vinc maT
RvTis gamo morCildeba, vinc maTSi qristes eklesiis „rgolebs~ xedavs, is
jildos miiRebs imisaTvis, rom ar SeaZrwuna ukvdavebis sasmliT savse
fialam, romelic ara vercxlisgan, aramed tyviisganaa damzadebuli. wminda
mamebi gvaswavlidnen: „morCileba marxvasa da locvaze aRmatebulia~. Cven
gavbedavT da vityviT, rom morCileba TviT siyvarulze aRmatebulia, rameTu
siyvaruli morCilebis gareSe mxolod mSvinvieri grZnobaa, siyvaruli
Tavmdablobis gareSe _ xmaa dafarul vnebaTa. morCileba Tavmdablobas
badebs, Tavmdabloba _ sinanuls, sinanuli ki – siyvaruls, magram ara im
siyvaruls, romelic SeiZleba emociurad ganicado an warmoisaxo, aramed
sulis aRxilvas, romelic TiToeul adamianSi RvTis xatebis silamazes
Wvrets.
morCilebis dasawyisi _ es argankiTxva da damorCilebaa. misi Sualedi –
undoblobaa sakuTari Tavisadmi, swrafva sakuTari nebis mokveTisadmi
rogorc didSi, aseve mciredSi. xolo usasrulo dasasruli – simSvidisa
da mosvenebis, WeSmariti Tavisuflebis grZnobaa da amave dros SiSi: Cveni
dacemuli neba Tavisi dafaruli vnebebiT raimeSi SeumCnevlad ar
gamJRavndes. maSin adamiani mzadaa patara bavSvsac daemorCilos, oRondac
Tavis Tavs ara.
vinc ambobs, rom amJamad gamoucdeli damrigeblebi arian, rom
monastrebis winamZRvrebi garegnuli cxovrebiT metad arian dakavebulni,
vidre SinaganiT, rom rCevas veravis hkiTxav, isini damrigeblebad sakuTar
Tavs irCeven, anu TavianT gonebas da ganxurvebul vnebebs. am
„damrigeblebs~ ki Tavis mxriv xelmZRvanelobs uCinari „stareci~, romlis
saxelia _ eSmaki.
monazvnuri cxovreba mTeli qristianuli istoriis manZilze
talRiseburad mimdinareobda, aRmavlobasa da dacemas ganicdida. Tuki
monazoni Tundac gamoucdeli, magram marTlmadidebeli damrigeblis
morCilebaSi iqneba, mas SeeZleba iswavlos (mis Secdomebzec ki) sikeTisa da
borotebis sulieri garCeva da TviTon gaxdes gamocdili beri. amitom
isini, vinc monazvnobis Sinagani dacemis gamo wuxan da Wmunaven, nu
dauwyeben Zebnas SorsmWvretel berebs, aramed gulwrfelad morCilni
gaxdnen da SesaZloa esec ki gaxdes sulieri aRorZinebis dasawyisi. metic,
monazonTa gulwrfeli morCilebisaTvis, maTi msxverplis msgavsi
udrtvinvelobisaTvis, maT damrigeblebsac sibrZnes mihmadlis ufali.
TiToeul urCobaSi adamis codvis gameorebaa, morCileba ki _ CvenTvis
jvarcmuli qristes saxea.
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monazvnad aRkvecis wesi dakrZalvas bevri ramiT mogvagonebs. monazoni
amaqveynisTvis kvdeba. man, sayovelTao aRdgomiT winaswar aRtacebulma,
sulis cxovrebiT unda icxovros, im cxovrebiT, romelSic momavali
cxovrebis saidumloa areklili. Tuki monazoni qveynisaTvis mkvdaria, is
RmerTisTvisaa cocxali; Tuki is cocxalia qveynisTvis, mkvdaria RvTisTvis.
qveynisaTvis sikvdilisaken ori gzaa. pirveli _ udabnoSi mdumareba,
romelic TiTqmis SeuZlebelia CvenTvis, meore _ morCileba, romelSic
kvdeba monazvnis wamxdari neba, es codvis wyaro. Tuki monazoni mTlianad
morCilebas ar mieca, es niSnavs, rom is ar mokvda soflisTvis da
arsebiTad warmoadgens „monazvnis magvar~ eriskacs, romelic uwindeburad
Tavisi vnebebis simyralesa da ampartavnebaSi cxovrobs. morCilebis gareSe
adamianis garegnuli Rvawlic ki pativmoyvareobisa da ampartavnebis sazrdo
xdeba da mas ise asrulebs rom aRgznebuli warmodgena Tavis Tavze
RvTisadmi moSurneoba hgonia. aseTi moSurneoba Cveulebriv dacemiT
mTavrdeba, romelic amays sevdasa da sasowarkveTilebaSi agdebs, magram
iSviaTad Tu moiyvans gons. mas, rogorc miTiur sizifes31, mTis mwvervalze
qva aaqvs, qva ki wydeba da qveviT mogoravs.
urCobis meore Sedegia _ daudevroba. monazvnuri movaleobebis

damtevebeli kaci TandaTan gulgrili xdeba, udebebasa da vnebebSi

cxovrobs, monazvnobas „profesiasaviT~ uyurebs, romelic mas arsebobis

saSualebas aZlevs da eCveva azrs, rom Cvens droSi sxvagvarad cxovreba

SeuZlebelia. monazvnoba samSvinvelis da sxeulis survilTa alagmvas,

sulis mxridan maTze kontrolis dawyebas moiTxovs. samSvinveli

azrovnebis (dabali xarisxis) gansjisa da warmodgenis unars flobs (mxed-

velobaSi gvaqvs logikuri gansja, rac sruliadac ar aris sulieri

cnobeloba, piriqiT, is xSirad winaaRmdegobaSia masTan). amitom monazoni

movalea morCilebis meSveobiT moiwyvitos es mSvinvier-xorcieli goneba. Tu

monazoni Tavisi damrigeblis kurTxevisa da rCevis sawinaaRmdegod TviTon

iRebs gadawyvetilebebs, maSin is sofels ekuTvnis. sakuTari mSvinvieri

gonebis moimedeoba _ es ukve dacemaa. am SemTxvevaSi cru codna rwmenas,

samSvinvelis Rvawls upirispirdeba. amitom monazoni miwier sibrZnes ar

unda eZiebdes, aramed saero codna aucilebliT Semofarglos da sulieri

wignebis kiTxvis drosac ki damrigeblis kurTxeviT ixelmZRvanelos.

mSvinvier-xorcieli gonebis meore mxare _ es warmosaxvaa. is

gansakuTrebulad xelovnebaSi vlindeba. amitom saero xelovneba monazvnis
mier kategoriulad unda iyos uaryofili, miT umetes, rom xatovani
azrovneba ufro metad, vidre logikuri, Cvens vnebebTan aris
dakavSirebuli. miwieri silamaziT zedmetad damtkbari monazoni, sulier
silamazes ver xedavs. bunebis silamazis cqera mxolod dasvenebisTvisaa
nebadarTuli, rogorc pauza locvasa da muSaobas Soris, rogorc
angariSis gaweva adamianis uZlurebisa. wmida mamebTan ar aris aRtaceba
xiluli samyaros silamaziT, rasac Cven esTetizms veZaxiT. maTTan zogjer
SeiZleba Segvxvdes azri imis Sesaxeb, rom am codviT dasneulebul
dedamiwaze Tu aris mxolod anarekli WeSmariti silamazisa, maSin rogori
mSvenieri unda iyos Semoqmedi. magram aq goneba umdablesidan
umaRlesisaken unda aRviyvanoT. monazonma, romelic mzis amosvliT da
CasvliT, yvavilebiT da ankara mdinariT tkbeba, yurs ugdebs Citebis
galobas, romelic mis guls locvis daviwyebamde ipyrobs, zeciuri
silamazis grZnoba dakarga, is cocxalia samonazvno ficiT uaryofili
qveynisaTvis.
vinc morCilebiT cxovrobs, is sul odnav exeba miwas, morCileba
cecxlovani kedeliviT dgas qveyanasa da mis suls Soris. sakuTar gulSi
Sesvla adamians mxolod morCilebis meSveobiT ZaluZs, sxvagvarad vnebebi,
rogorc Savi farda, guls SeuRwevads gaxdian gonebisaTvis, sakuTari
zraxvebiTa da saero codniT damZimebuli goneba ki, Tavis mxriv, gulSi ver
Seva, rogorc Casqelebuli sxeuli ver gava viwro karSi.
morCileba gonebas miwieri tvirTisagan aTavisuflebs, mas danasaviT
basrs xdis, morCileba adamianis gulSi vnebebis cecxls wyaliviT aqrobs,
amitom morCilis goneba da guli iesos locvaSi swrafad erTdeba.
ieso qristes saxeli _ siyvarulia. magram mas kidev erTi dafaruli
saxeli aqvs _ Tavmdabloba (mT. 11, 11 29-30). amitom mdabali guli uxmod
mouxmobs Tavisken qristes da qristec, rogorc Tavis savaneSi, am gulSi
Sedis. Rirsi abba esaia monazonTa darigebaSi werda: „me biWunas mier
daWeril da fexze ZafSebmul Cits vgavar. roca biWi Zafs mouSvebs Citi
afrTxialdeba, hgonia, rom gaTavisuflda; magram biWi Zafs isev moWimavs da
Cits kvlav miwaze dascems~*. yvela CvenTagans es usaTuod unda gvaxsovdes,
roca gvgonia, rom „Tavisufalni var vnebebisagan~. mxolod morCilebas _
gulwrfels, gamudmebuls da sruls _ SeuZlia gawyveta bawrisa, romliTac
demons vuWerivarT. wmida ioane oqropiri erT, TiTqosda ucnaur rames
amtkicebda: maTxovrebze qristes saxeliT mowyalebis gamRebi ufro maRla
dgas, vidre is, vinc qristes swyalobda mis miwier cxovrebaSi. tkbili iyo
qristes sityvebi, saxe misi mSvenieri, is saswaulebs aRasrulebda, aq ki
adamiani xedavs maTxovrebs – WuWyianebs, ayrolebulebsa da saZaglebs,
magram qristes gulisTvis sikeTes ukeTebs da mis mowyalebas am
maTxovrebis saxiT TviT qriste Seiwiravs. amitom davemorCiloT Cvens dam-
rigeblebs _ aseve qristes gulisaTvis, maT uZlurebasa da nakls nu
mivaqcevT yuradRebas da SesaZloa aseT morCilebas meti fasi hqondes
vidre morCilebas angelozTa sadari berebisadmi, romlebsac
saswaulmoqmedebis niWi hqondaT.
monazoni, romelic morCilebaSi ar aris _ crua Tavisi samonazvno
aRTqmis winaSe. mis suls ar ZaluZs qristesTan erTad aRdgoma. is
amaqveynis haeriT sunTqavs. amitomac monazvnuri cxovreba mas ar aniWebs
sixaruls da suliwmidis madls ar ganacdevinebs. mas ki es ar esmis, Tavis
damrigeblebs kicxavs da wuxs, rom aTasi wlis win ar daibada.
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Rirsi efrem asuri wers, rom demonTan brZolis yvelaze mZlavri iaraRi
_ es Tavmdablobaa, magram is morCilebis grdemlze iWedeba. xSirad
adamianebi, romlebsac morCilebis saidumlo ar esmiT, waikiTxaven ra imis
Sesaxeb, Tu rogor sruldeboda berebis – `starcebis~ sityva, maTi rCevebi
rogor isxnida mravalT ubedurebisagan, romelime cnobil berTan midian
erTi mizniT: maTi sayofacxovrebo da warmoebis saqmeebi warmatebiT
mogvardes. kurTxevas raRac dazRvevasaviT iReben da mas, rogorc mkiTxavs
an astrologs, momavals ekiTxebian. es saqme sinanulisa da Tavisi
cxovrebis gamosworebis survilis gareSe keTdeba, sakuTari nebis mokveTis
gadawyvetilebis gareSe, romelic winaRobasaviT dgas RmerTsa da adamians
Soris, keTdeba arsebiTad imisaTvis, rom meurneoba ufro Zlieri iyos. aq
ara morCileba, aramed cdunebaa: damrigeblisagan iTxoven garantiebs, rom
saqme ar Cavardeba da pirdapir, raRacnairi ZaladobiT, kurTxevas
gamoglejen mas.
magram beri arc winaswarmetyvelia da arc mkiTxavi. is, vinc masTan
modis, pasuxs Tavisi sakuTari gulis mixedviT iRebs da „araswori~ pasuxi
misTvis sasjeli xdeba. sulier da sayofacxovrebo saqmeebSi
kurTxevisaTvis pirveli piroba _ es ndobaa damrigeblisadmi (pirvel rigSi
sulieri ndoba, romelic mTel cxovrebaSi unda mJRavndebodes), Sinagani
kavSiri, romelic sulier mamasa da Svils Soris arsebobs da
morCilebisaTvis mzadyofna, ara miwieri gamorCenis, aramed RvTis
gulisaTvis. damrigeblis mxridan aseTi kavSiris pirobas sufTa
marTlmadidebloba warmoadgens, sakuTari da sulieri Svilebis cxonebis
survili, piradi dauinteresebloba pasuxisadmi da locviTi mdgomareoba.
misuli bers ekiTxeba, beri RmerTs, RmerTi kii sulieri Svilis an
momsvlelis gulis mixedviT pasuxobs. Tu damrigebels Tavis sulSi es
pasuxi esmis, maSin is ambobs, amas. arc Tu iSviaTad pasuxi ar awyobs
SemkiTxvels, mas eCveneba, rom damrigebelma mas ver gaugo, rom man
dawvrilebiT ver auxsna mdgomareoba da imis nacvlad, rom pirvelive
sityvebi, ise miiRos, rogorc uflisgan naTqvami, is Sinagan winaaRmdegobas
iwyebs _ axsnas, damatebas, xelmeored Txrobas, TiTqos bers sasurveli
pasuxisaken ubiZgebs.
beri ki iseve, rogorc yoveli adamiani, codvilia*, oRond mas, Tavisi
codvianoba da RvTis winaSe uRirsoba sxvaze metad aqvs Segnebuli. suli
dabali xmiT laparakobs, berma es CurCuli Tavis gulSi unda gaigonos;
mciredi winaaRmdegobiTac ki suli Cumdeba xolme: beri Tavis gulSi
iyureba, magram iq aRaraferia. SemkiTxvelis winaaRmdegobam bersa da
RmerTs Soris kavSiri gawyvita. roca erTi rgoli vardeba, mTeli jaWvi
iSleba. aseT SemTxvevaSi yvelaze kargi da swori pasuxia _ „ar vici~. berma
marTlac aRar icis. damrigebels, romelic sakuTar uZlurebas xedavs,
Tavidan uWirs Tqma: „Cemi meSveobiT RmerTi laparakobs~. is SiSiTa da
sifrTxiliT pasuxobs, Tumca Tavis TavSi aqvs garkveuli rwmunebuleba.
madlis moqmedebis erT-erT pirobas warmoadgens SemkiTxvelis mzadyofna
yvelafris miRebisa, rasac gaigonebs, xolo gamomJRavnebuli eWvi an
dafaruli urwmunoeba damrigebels aseT dasayrdens aclis.
magram momsvleli, romelsac es yovelive ar esmis, kiTxvebis dasmas
ganagrZobs da Tuki beri gadaWriT uars ar ityvis amgvari saubris gag-
rZelebaze, maSin Sinaganidan _ gareganze, madliani ganaTlebidan kacobriv
gansjaze TviTon unda gadavides, am dros ki is, rogorc adamiani,
Secdomebisagan ar aris dazRveuli, radgan misi codna Semofarglulia.
zogjer adamianis mier Cafiqrebuli saqme madlis moqmedebis drosac ar
gamodis swored imitom, rom is misTvis usargeblo an naadrevi iyo, an
sulieri danakargebi unda mohyoloda. magram Tuki aris morCileba, adamiani
ar rCeba mitovebuli, ufali mis winaSe sxva kars aRebs.
axla ki am sakiTxs ufro Rrmad SevxedoT. ra aZlevs monazons
monastrul morCilebas! pirveli: moZRvris winaSe sakuTari nebis mokveTiT
is vnebebis mokveTasa da RvTis nebis Sesrulebas eCveva, rac mcnebebsa da
samonazvno aRTqmaSi mdgomareobs. meore: berisTvis mis magivrad
gadawyvetilebis miRebis uflebis gadacemiT monazons ar SeuZlia Tavisi
sulieri cxovrebiT iamayos, rameTu maT `starecs~ miawers; amgvarad is ori
sulieri mparavisagan _ siamayisa da pativmoyvareobisagan Tavisufldeba.
mesame: gadawyvetilebis uflebis berisaTvis gadacemiT is Tavs aRwevs
mraval orWofobas, gaugebrobas, zrunvas, urTierTdapirispirebul azrebs,
romlebic adamianis gonebas auZlureben da mis locvas usufTaos xdian.
meoTxe: xelmZRvanelobis qveS myofi morCili ar unda mieces usasoobasa da
mowyenilobas, rac ampartavnebis uku mxares warmoadgens, radgan icis, rom
mas uflis winaSe beri Suamdgomlobs. mexuTe: monazoni sixaruls ganicdis,
ramdenadac madli mis guls ifaravs, xolo Tu raimeSi Sescodavs,
miRebuli Wrilobebi swrafad SuSdeba. meeqvse: morCilebaSi myofi mowafe
beris niWebis memkvidrea. meSvide: wrfel morCilebas wmida mamebi jvarcmas
adarebdnen. merve _ isaa, riTac daviwyeT: morCilebas TavmdablobasTan
mivyavarT, simdable ki yvela qristianul saTnoebaTa da maT Soris
aRmatebulis _ siyvarulis safuZvels warmoadgens.
eSmaki morCilebis winaaRmdeg mTeli Tavisi ZaliT da mzakvrobiT
janydeba. is mowafes beris ararsebul da arsebul codvebs uCvenebs.
amaTgan meores ki damaxinjebuls, TiTqosda gamadidebeli minis qveS
daanaxebs. Tu mowafem madli moixveWa, maSin is ityvis: „me berisa metad
mjera, vidre sakuTari Tvalebis da yurebisa, radgan isini arc Tu iSviaTad
cruoben~. sxva SemTxvevaSi man unda Tqvas: „Cemi damrigebeli iseve
codvilia, rogorc yoveli adamiani, magram „Zali Cemi uZlurebasa Sina
srul iqmnebis~ (2 kor. 12,
12 9). codvebi _ es misi saqmea, is agebs pasuxs Cemze
da ara me masze; is me sacxovneblad gamomegzavna, anu Cemda momarT
mfarveli angelozis samsaxurs eweva; oRond is _ uxorco da ucodvelia,
damrigebeli ki xorcieli, codviT Casaxuli, da rogorc yoveli kaci,
pirvelqmnili codvis uRelqveS usjuloebaSi Sobili~.
eSmaki iwyebs laparaks, rom damrigebeli arasworad xelmZRvanelobs.
amaze unda gaices Semdegi pasuxi: „me adamians RvTis gamo vusmen~. eSmaki
mowafes Caagonebs: „bers ar uyvarxar, mas sZulxar, is sulac ar zrunavs
Sens sulze da mxolod giTmens~. amis pasuxia: „WeSmariti siyvaruli _ es
fereba ar aris, is iseve dafarulia, rogorc yvela qristianuli saTnoeba.
beris didi siyvarulis gamovlineba _ es CemTvis locvaa~.
eSmaki morCils maswavleblis mier naTqvam mkacr sityvebs Seaxsenebs da
Caagonebs, rom isini usamarTloa. amaze mowafem unda Tqvas: „ese igi, Cemi
uZlurebis Semxedvare maswavlebeli mware wamlebs maZlevs~. damrigebelma
morCili rom scemos kidec, man unda CaTvalos, rom igi mas ki ar scemda,
aramed xeliT an joxiT misgan demons ganagdebda.
eSmaki ambobs: „Seni beri TviTonaa daudevari da amis gamo did Rvawlze
ar gakurTxebs, riTac Sens cxonebas xels uSlis. wmida mamebs arc TviTon
baZavs da arc Sen ganebebs. amaze unda gaices aseTi pasuxi: „maRali saxli
mtkice saZirkvlis gareSe male ingreva~.
eSmaki ambobs: „codvili adamianis mosmenas sjobs wignebi ikiTxo~. amaze
saWiroa Sepasuxeba: „Sen, eSmako, Sen rad ar kiTxulob wignebs, gars uvlis
mTel qveyanas da axla me macduneb, ginda Cems damrigebels momwyvito da
Cemi moZRvari Tavad gaxde!~
eSmaki ambobs: „irgvliv amdeni gacilebiT sulieri, warmatebuli beri da
mRvdelia! yvelaze uvargisi ratom amoarCie! gacvale is ukeTesze!~. aq ar
SeiZleba daTmoba: „me Sevicvli bers, Tu is marTlmadideblobas uRalatebs
an mruSobas mibrZanebs, dae sxvebi masze ukeTesni iyvnen RvTis winaSe; me ar
ganvsji, magram mwams, rom morCilebisaTvis madli ukmarisobas Seavsebs, Sen
ki, satana, ganvedi Cemgan: ufalma Sen cru da mkvleli giwoda~ (in. 8, 44).
isec xdeba, rom eSmaki beris mimarT auxsnel RvarZls da siZulvils
yovelgvari sityvis gareSe debs morCilis gulSi. maSin man unda aRiaros
Tavis maswavlebelTan, iTxovos misgan locva da icodes, rom es _
cecxlovani gansacdelia, romlis gavlac aucilebelia. unda Tqvas:
„morCileba macxovnebeli rom ar yofiliyo, maSin Sen, satana, amden Zalas
da Sromas ar daxarjavdi moZRvrisagan Cems mosawyvetad.
Senma cdunebebma mxolod damarwmunes, ramdenad saZulvelia SenTvis, Cemi
mtrisaTvis, Cemi mciredi morCileba.
SeuZlebelia monazvnoba morCilebis gareSe, rogorc sicocxle sunTqvis
gareSe; morCileba _ es monazvnis sunTqvaa. morCilebis gareSe monazoni
odnav Tu gansxvavdeba eriskacisagan. erT Rirs mamas filosofosebma
hkiTxes: „Tqven mouxveWelobas qadagebT, Cvenc gvZuls simdidre, Tqven
sisufTaves aswavliT, garyvnilebas Cvenc uarvyofT. raRa gansxvavebaa Cvens
Soris? Rirsma mamam upasuxa: „Tqven sakuTari Tavis gwamT, Cven ki Cvens
azrebs ar vendobiT, aramed RmerTzed vsasoebT~*.
 is, razec aq Rirsi mama laparkobs, mxolod morCilebiT moixveWeba.
amitom bers, romelmac Tavisi neba ar moikveTa, filosofosis xarisxis
miRweva SeuZlia, morCilebis saidumlos da Zalas ver Seicnobs da
WeSmariti monazoni verasdros gaxdeba.
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rogor movixveWoT madli! aq saubari gveqneba ara madlze, rogorc
eklesiis saidumloebebSi RvTaebrivi Zalis yofnaze, ramed adamianis mier
madlis moxveWaze mis yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi. ufalma adams STabera suli
cxovrebisa**. adami Seqmnis momentidanve iyo RvTaebrivi madlis, am RvTaebis
sunTqvis ziari.
madli _ es RvTaebrivi Zalaa, romelic RmerTis arsebidan samaradisod
gadmodindeba da adamians RvTaebrivi naTlis ziarad da axal qmnilebad
xdis. rogorc ukve iTqva, madli adamianTan im gziT brundeba, romliTac is
wavida. sxva sityvebiT, adamiani im codvas unda ebrZolos, romlis gamoc
madli dakarga.
pirveli codva, romelmac Cveni pirvelmama daaziana da Taobidan Taobas
gadaecema sul ufro mzardi ZaliT _ ampartavnebis codvaa. es is
ucvlelad maRali Sefasebaa, romelsac adamiani sakuTar Tavs aZlevs,
Tundac Tavisi gulis siRrmeSi. mas SeuZlia iTamaSos Tavmdabloba,
SeuZlia Tavmdablurad ilaparakos, magram Tu gulis siRrmeSi Tavs
namdvilad ar daimdablebs, Tavmdablobis niRbian ampartavnad darCeba.
adamis meore codva RvTisadmi urCoba iyo, survili, TviTon gamxdariyo
„viTarca RmerTi~ (dab. 3,5), survili Tavisuflebisa ara RmerTSi, aramed
RvTis gareSe. amitom madlis mosaxveWad adamianma morCileba unda
iswavlos. es pirvel rigSi eklesiisadmi morCilebaa (eklesiis meSveobiT _
saxarebis mcnebebisa), Semdeg ki morCileba erSi: morCileba saxlSi,
samsaxurSi _ sityvieri, morCileba yvelas mimarT. es sakuTari adgilis
gaazrebaa eklesiaSi, sazogadoebaSi, ojaxSi. ufalma ierarqiuli samyaro
Seqmna. aq mdabalni maRalT eqvemdebarebian. cru Tavisufleba _ es satanis
monobaa. borotebis wyaros _ demons saxarebaSi matyuara da sicruis mama
hqvia. Tanamedrove kacobrioba sicruiTaa gaJRenTili rogorc Rrubeli
wyliT. yvelgan TamaSs da tyuils vxedavT, romlebic imdenad Cveulni
gaxdnen, rom cxovrebis bunebriv normebad aRiqmebian. adamiani cru sityvebs
miRma Tavis namdvil azrebs malavs da saqmeebs naTqvams sruliad ar
Seusabamebs, gind es megobruli dapireba an fici iyos. Tanamedrove
adamianisaTvis sityvebi nagvad, CenCod iqca. sicrue xels uSdis locvas.
matyuaras ar SeuZlia gonebis SeerTeba gulTan. erT-erTma Zvelma moaz-
rovnem Tqva: „gveli, imisaTvis, rom soroSi SeZvres, unda gaswordes~. cru
goneba gamudmebiT iklakneba. guli daxSuli rCeba misTvis. guli ki is
adgilia, sadac adamiani RmerTs xvdeba, masTan urTierTobaSi Sedis.
Cven ukve visaubreT imaze, rom eSmaks kacismkvleli hqvia, roca adamiani
RmerTs kargavs, is kargavs siyvaruls, is vnebebis ganmgeblobaSi eqceva,
sxva adamianSi metoqesa da mters xedavs. amitom is Tavad aris
kacismkvleli zraxvebiT da sityvebiT, romlebsac ise afrqvevs, rogorc
vulkani lavas.
 adamians mieca arCevani: daimarxos qalwuleba an iqorwinos, raTa
STamomavloba hyavdes. man ki raRac mesame gamoigona da airCia: qorwinebis
nacvlad siZva da qorwineba STamomavlobis gareSe. amitom mTavari gzebi,
romlebiTac CvenTan madli brundeba, sulis erTgvari „karebi~ _ esenia
Tavmdabloba, morCileba, simarTle, gulmowyaleba, ubiwoeba: simdable
RvTis winaSe; eklesiisadmi morCileba; simarTle, rogorc sityvebis,
azrebisa da saqmeebis erToblioba; gulmowyaleba adamianTa mimarT,
ubiwoeba sakuTari sulis mimarT.
magram rogor movixveWoT es saTnoebani, rogor ganvdevnoT vnebebi Cveni
gulidan! pasuxi erTia: davubrundeT sakuTar Tavs amaqveynisgan, Semdeg ki
RmerTisaken gavemarToT. am gzaze gonebam mokle locva unda airCios da am
ramdenime sityvaSi sakuTari Tavi CarTos. locvas ori qmedeba aqvs: is
garegani samyaros STabeWdilebaTa nakads gzas uRobavs da suls
RmerTisaken mimarTavs.
Cvens pirvelmamas, rogorc mzrunvel mebaRes, edemi unda daecva, magram
Sescoda da mzakvari, anu moRalate monis msgavsad gaZevebul iqna iqidan.
„da daadgina igi samoTxesa mas saSvebelisasa saqmed misa da dacvad~ (dab.
2, 15) _ Cveni sulis idumali baRis mimarTac igive mcnebis Sesruleba
gvmarTebs. es baRi ekliTa da SambnariTaa dafaruli. goneba guls
ubrundeba, mas locviT nel-nela wmends. es adamianis mTavari sulieri
saqmea.
sulieri codna adamianisaTvis imdenad ixsneba, ramdenadac man sakuTari
neba RmerTs daumorCila. jer kidev mefe solomoni werda, rom
yovladbrZnoba mxolod ubiwo gulSi SeiZleba imyofebodes* saero codna
adamians TavisTavad brZens ar xdis. is mxolod garegnulad anaTlebs, mis
mexsierebas informaciiT avsebs, magram amasTanave mis gulSi codvebsa da
vnebebs tovebs. qveyanam dakarga xsovna sulieri sibrZnisa. is miwier,
kacobriv sibrZnes eZebs, romelic mxolod da mxolod siyalbes, surogats
warmoadgens.
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ras niSnavs kurTxeva? pirdapiri ganmartebiT _ RvTaebrivi Zalis
matarebel keTil sityvas. am Zalas madli ewodeba, uaryofili kurTxeva _
uaryofili madlia. es Sinagani dapirsipirebaa RmerTTan, es saidumlo
winaaRdgomaa adamianuri nebisa RvTaebrivi nebisadmi da amitom uaryofili
an daviwyebis gamo Seusrulebeli kurTxeva Seferxeba, erTgvari
Sebrkolebis qva xdeba adamianis gzaze. Seusrulebel kurTxevas sasjeli
mosdevs; is SesaZloa dauyovnebeli iyos an mravali wlis Semdeg movides.
magram adre Tu gvian adamians mainc eweva. is SeiZleba sxvadasxva formiT
gamJRavndes: ubedurebebSi, avadmyofobaSi, moulodnel zneobriv dacemebSi,
Tanamdev warumateblobebSi. magram sasjelebidan yvelaze saSineli –
sulieri cxovrebis mimarT gacieba da Sinagani sikvdilis mdgomareobaa.
Tuki morCilebiT adamianis gulis siRrmeSi gvelis _ ampartavnebis Tavi
moikveTeba, urCoba piriqiT, is sakvebia, romliTac adamianis sulis
mimtacebeli es saZagloba ikvebeba. urCoba mindoria, romelzec Sxamiani
balaxi: sakuTar Tavze warmodgena, pativmoyvareoba, mediduroba da
xelisuflebis moyvareba izrdeba; isini axSoben da klaven sinanulisa da
locvis yvavilebs. Tanamedrove eniT rom vTqvaT, adamiani urCobiT sakuTar
dacemas aprogramebs. amitom bolo dros moZRvrebi kurTxevas frTxilad
aZlevdnen, radgan SiSobdnen, rom is Seusrulebeli darCeba da ukuqceul
talRasaviT adamians ukan _ qristesgan demonisaken gadaagdebs. berebi
xSirad gadakvriT laparakoben, adamians arCevanis saSualebas aZleven,
magram amave dros sakmaod naTladac, raTa adamiani mixvdes, rogor moiqces.
zogierTni magaliTebiT pasuxoben, rogorc igavebiT, zogierTni kurTxevas
rCevis saxiT aZleven; arc Tu iSviaTad berebi grZnoben, rom maTi kurTxeva
ar iqneba Sesrulebuli da pasuxoben: „ar vici~. yofilan berebi, romlebic
gambedavad pasuxobdnen: „me viloceb, Sen ki pasuxs Seni cxovrebis
garemoebebSi miiReb~*.
SegaxsenebT, rom beri ar aris astrologi, romelic momavals
varskvlavebiT gamoicnobs. is grZnobs, ra aris saWiro adamianis
cxonebisaTvis da zog SemTxvevaSi misi miwieri keTildReobisaTvis, magram
is sruliadac ar aris movale gadawyvitos yvela yofiTi sakiTxi da
problema, gansakuTrebiT Cvens droSi, roca sicrue da farisevloba
praqtikulad cxovrebis da adamianebs Soris urTierTobis normad iqca.
SeuZlebelia man adamiani farisevlobaze, tyuilis Tqmaze da sxva amgvarze
akurTxos, xolo gansazRvrul situaciebSi simarTle moiTxovos _ es
niSnavs mowamebriv Rvawlze akurTxos, romelic yvelas ar xelewifeba.
aq TviT beris gamocda xdeba. arawminda saSualebaTa kurTxeva mas ar
SeuZlia. es kurTxevis Seuracxyofa iqneboda. simarTlisadmi erTgulebaze
akurTxos, miuxedavad garegnuli Sedegebisa, gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca
adamians ojaxi yavs, _ es niSnavs, gamoucdel mocuraves dinebis winaaRmdeg
curva ubrZano. aris erTi gamosavali: TviT adamiani unda Seicvalos,
magram cvlileba swrafad ar xdeba, amisaTvis xangrZlivi Sroma da locvaa
saWiro. amitom beri cdilobs adamiani swor gadawyvetilebamde
TandaTanobiT miiyvanos da kurTxevis micemas ar Cqarobs. berisgan pasuxis
miReba ar aris sakmarisi, kurTxeva amiT ar sruldeba. bers da im adamians
Soris, romelmac mas mimarTa, uxilavi sulieri kavSiri myardeba. es kavSiri
ar unda gawydes raime saqmis dasrulebisTanave, romelsac mas sTxovdnen,
aramed mTeli cxovreba unda gagrZeldes. Tuki adamianma damrigebels yuri
ugdo, es imas ar daaviwydeba da misTvis, rogorc axloblisaTvis ilocebs.
xolo Tu ar ugdo yuri, maSin misi saxeli TiTqosda iSleba beris
mexsierebidan da locvidan amovardeba.
urCi _ es „ucxo sxeulia~ maswavleblisTvis, romelsac suli ganagdebs.
amitom maswavlebels da moswavles sulier cxovrebaSi ara manZili, aramed
urCoba aSorebT. mravalni arian beris axlos, mas yovel dRe xvdebian da
uaresni xdebian. maT ar esmiT, rom madli _ es sulieri cecxlia da masTan
frTxili mopyrobaa saWiro; isini ar Tbebian, aramed iwvebian am cecxliT.
maTTan metoqeoba, Suri warmoiSoba, ara sulieri, aramed xorcieli
mikerZoeba. isini maswavlebels yoveldRiuri saqmeebiT awuxeben, fiqroben,
rom saTno eyofian. aq adamianuri emociebi erTveba, siamayis grZnoba
mZafrdeba (baqioba: „rogori sulieri moZRvari myavs~ da a.S.). Sedegad es
adamianebi ara mxolod sargeblobas ver Rebuloben, imasac kargaven, rac
hqondaT.
ufalma Tqva, rom winaswarmetyvelni mTel sjuls or mcnebaSi tevdnen –
RvTisadmi da adamianebisadmi siyvarulSi (mT. 22, 22 37-40). aq ki xsovna
RmerTisa TandaTan sustdeba, adamiani rogoriRac kerpi xdeba, siyvarulic
aseve civdeba, Cndeba Suri, arakeTilganwyoba, erTmaneTis daxvewili
ciliswameba da sxva amgvari ram. daviwyebas eZleva yvelaze mTavari: rom
damrigebeli _ es RvTisaken gzamkvlevia, man unda gansazRvros ra winaRobaa
adamianis suls da RmerTs Soris, maT gadaWraSi daexmaros mas. amitom
winamZRvari arc garTobisaTvis gveZleva da arc „simyudrovisTvis~, arc
mravalsityviani saubrebisTvis da arc faruli metoqeobisTvis, aramed
cxonebisTvis.
wrfeli morCili yovelTvis moZRvarTanaa, Tundac aTasobiT kilometriT
iyos daSorebuli misgan. Cven ukve vTqviT imis Sesaxeb, rom winamZRvris
locvas gansakuTrebuli Zala aqvs imis mimarT, vinc morCilebas imarxavs.
Tumc aris am sulieri cxovrebis gamovlenis erTgvari umaRlesi xarisxi:
roca morCils Tavis sulSi moZRvris pasuxi esmis did manZilze. magram es
Cveni sazomi ar aris.
kidev erTi damaxasiaTebeli niSani: aseTi morCili Tavisi TaviT
yovelTvis ukmayofiloa im gagebiT, rom Tavis morCilebas arasakmarisad
Tvlis. is masSi mraval Secdomas da nakls xedavs, romlis gamosworebaa
saWiro, xedavs, morCilebis sufTa nakads TviTneboba da codva rogor
ereva. TviT morCilebas, iseve rogorc yvela saTnoebas dasasruli da
sazRvari ara aqvs. is adamians gamudmebuli srulyofilebis gzas uxsnis.
arian adamianebi, romlebic TavinT usityvo morCilebaze ise laparakoben,
TiTqos Tavisi Tavis da sxvebis win Tavs iwoneben saqmeebiT, romlebsac is-
isaa Seudgnen, isini TiTqos am saTnoebas srulad daeuflnen da
TviTuaryofis Rvawli aRasrules, TavianT codvebs da arasrulyofilebas
ver xedaven da uecrad ecemian, yovelgvar morCilebas uaryofen da TavianT
sulier moZRvars Tavs anebeben, imas, visac mxurvaled eficebodnen
erTgulebas. an kidev TandaTanobiT iwyeben misgan TavianTi codvebis
damalvas da nelTbil pirferobaze gadadian. WeSmariti morCili Tavisi
nebis mokveTiT sixaruls ganicdis, magram amave dros xedavs, rom is
bolomde ar moikveTa, rom win mravali Sroma udevs. WeSmariti morCili
beris nebisagan umcires gadaxvevasac ki danakargiviT ganicdis da rogorc
dacemas, ise inaniebs.

mona RvTisa
wmida werilebsa da liturgikul teqstebSi qristiani RvTis monad
iwodeba. mona Tavis batons ekuTvnis, is mxolod maszea damokidebuli.
monas ar SeuZlia erTdroulad or batons ekuTvnodes, an Tavis
Sexedulebisamebr airCios igi. Zvel kanonebSi naTqvamia: „Cemi Svilis mona
Cemi mona ar aris“. sxvis monaze mbrZanebloba imperatorsac ki ar SeeZlo
(amis magaliTs avgustusisa da vedius polionusis32 SemTxveva warmoadgens).
Cven ki, Tavs RvTis monas rom vuwodebT, xSirad vcruobT: Cven sxva batonis
monebi varT, misi saxelia _ wuTisofeli! misdami samarcxvino monobas ki
pirmoTneoba hqvia. me ar vlaparakob im garegnul monobasa da Zaladobis
sistemaze, rac praqtikulad Serwymulia yovelgvar saxelmwifo
sistemasTan, ar vsaubrob garegnul uflebebsa Tu uuflebobaze, an
gazeTebSi gamoqveynebul konstituciebsa da „muxruWTa“ rTul sistemaze,
risgamoc es uflebebi mxolod qaRaldze arseboben. garegani Zaladoba
adamians monad jer kidev ar xdis. istoriis globalur faqtebad qceuli
usamarTloba da boroteba mas Tavisufal nebas ar arTmevs. me Sinagan
monobaze vlaparakob im fsiqologiur wnexze, romlis qveSac gamudmebiT
imyofeba adamiani, mas Semguebels xdis, axloblebis monad aqcevs, nebas
arTmevs, aqcevs qameleonad, romelic gamudmebiT icvlis fers. es badea,
romelSic igi uwylod darCenili TevziviT farTxalebs. es aris ama
soflis dauwereli kanonebi – amayi, cru, garyvnili, mudam warmarTuli
soflisa, misi wesebi, Cveulebebi, Sexedulebebi, Sefasebebi da warmodgenebi,
misi rTuli ceremonialebi. es yvelaferi hipnoziviT moqmedebs, romlis
drosac adamians aviwydeba, Tu vin aris is. sofeli mas gvelis TvaliT
umzers da mis nebawarTmeul suls aSeSebs. amboben, rom gvelis mzeris
zemoqmedebiT cxovelebi TviTon midian an mixoxaven masTan. imasac amboben,
rom zog adamianze didi CanCqeris cqerac moqmedebs. is maT andamativiT
izidavs. ukve motexili neba Zlieri nebis qveSevrdomobs mieltvis.
amasoflisgan Zleuli adamianebi umeteswilad winaaRmdegobis gareSe
emorCilebian mas. mravalni, qristianTa didi nawilic ki, TavianT Tavs
„RvTis monebs“ rom uwodebn, sinamdvileSi RvTisa da sakuTari sindisisgan
„Tavisuflebas“ irCeven da sul sxva RvTaebis – amqveyniur Sededebul
vnebaTa monebi xdebian. es vnebebi saTnoebaTa saxes iZenen da amavdroulad
zizil-pipilad da brWyviala mankierebad rCebian: sofeli adamians imas
sTavazobs, rac gaaCnia, rac Tavisi arsebobis manZilze daagrova –
ampartavnebis Sxams, avxorcobasa da siZulvils.
TumcaRa Sxami momakvdinebel Zalas maSinac ar kargavs, roca mas brolis
kaTxiT miarTmeven vinmes. qveyana msaxiobs hgavs, romelsac samefo samosi
acvia da Tavze yalbi qvebiT Semkuli gvirgvini adgas. mas Tavisi Sifri
aqvs: siamayes adamianur Rirsebas uwodebs, aRviraxsnilobas –
Tavisuflebas, sisastikes – samarTlianobas, avxorcobasa da garyvnilebas –
bunebriv znes, sicrues – sibrZnes, pirferobas _ humanurobas da
pativiscemas, simxdales – mokrZalebas, mflangvelobas – didsulovnebas,
uxeSobas – pirdapirobas da a.S. qveyana WeSmarit saTnoebas ver amCnevs, is
dafarulia misgan, igi mxolod imas xedavs, risi garCevac reklamebisa da
Teatraluri rampebis Suqze SeiZleba, mxolod yalbi saTnoebis aRlums
scnobs da morTul-mokazmulTa procesias wmidanebad iRebs. adamiani
cxovrebisgan SeTavazebuls nel-nela eCveva. amboben, rom kaci, romelic
morgSi iwyebs muSaobas, mokle xanSi iqaur garemos egueba da gvamebis
simyrales veRarc ki grZnobs. igi TandaTanobiT miwier SefasebaTa da
warmodgenaTa prizmaSi xedvas eCveva. Tavidan grZnobs, rom sicrue sicruea,
Semdeg ki winaaRmdegoba Rlis da am sicrues simarTled iRebs. aris
zRapari imaze, Tu rogor mihyavda erT glexs xari gasayidad. TiToeuli
gzadSemoyrili mis xars Txas eZaxda. Tavidan brazdeboda glexi, Semdeg
daeWvda, bolos ki daijera, rom misi xari marTlac Txa iyo. aseve gvaxvevs
Tavs sofeli Tavis Sexedulebebs, ase akravs Tavis iarliyebs yvelaferze.
amsoflisgan Tavisuflebis msurvelni dinebis sawinaaRmdegod
mocuraveebs hgvanan. romis imperatorebis dros kolizeumSi gladiatorTa
brZola imarTeboda. erTi gladiatori TaviT fexamde iyo SeiaraRebuli,
meores mxolod dana da bade hqonda. Tu SeiaraRebuli meomari
mowinaaRmdegis moZraobas Tvals ver Seaswrebda, umalve mis badeSi exveoda
da bavSviviT umweo xdeboda. maSin abjari veRarafers Sveloda,
mowinaaRmdege iolad anarcxebda mas miwaze, fexs mkerdze adgamda da daniT
gmiravda. Tu adamini amqveynis tyveobaSi aRmoCnda, rogorc mZlavr
inteleqtsac ar unda flobdes is, brZolis Sedegi winaswar aris
gansazRvruli. gana platons33 raime uSvela Tavisma Wkuam, roca igi
sirakuzelma tiranma monad gayida? monebi batonebis sajiniboebSi da
fardulebSi saqonelTan erTad cxovrobdnen; Cvenc vcxovrobT veeberTela
cixeSi, romelsac pirmoTneoba hqvia. sad aris am tyveobis dasawyisi? es ra
jaWvebia, moulodnelad fexebi rom Segviborka? aq pirvel adgilze dgas
SiSi kacTa winaSe, erTgvari simxdale, romelic mgrZnobelobiTi
tkbobisaken gamudmebuli, zogjer saidumlo swrafviT warmoiSoba:
siamovnebis wyurviliT dauZlurebuli suli unebisyofo da mxdalia.
tkbobisas erTi da igive meqanizmi moqmedebs: Wkua qreba, adamiani Tavisi
qvecnobierebis bnel siRrmeebSi iZireba da iq egzemiT daavadebuli kanis
qavilis msgavs erTgvar tkbobas SeigrZnobs. gemriel saWmels mivirTmevT,
Tu leonardo da vinCis namuSevrebs vaTvalierebT, mgrZnobelobiT
tkbobasTan samSvinvelis „Serwymis“ es momenti yovelTvis erTnairia.
tkbobisas, Cveulebriv, neba damblavdeba. neba da tkboba es antipodebia.
amitom tkbobis kults amqveynis monobasTan mivyavarT.
zogjer sul sxva ramaa simxdalis mizezi; is adamianSi xelovnurad
gamozardes, roca igi mSoblebidan dawyebuli, saerTod yvelasadmi SiSs
miaCvies. bavSvis mimarT aseT mopyrobas ZiriTadad samgvari dasasruli aqvs:
pirveli – SiSi misi gamudmebuli mdgomareoba xdeba. samyaro da adamianebi
masSi SiSs iwveven, is mzadaa gaeqces maTTan Sejaxebas iseve, rogorc
dezertiri garbis brZolis velidan; meore – bavSvi borotdeba da Semdgom,
roca asakSi Sedis, Surs iZiebs rogorc mis winaSe marTlacda damnaSave
mSoblebze, aseve Tavis udanaSaulo Svilebzec; mesame – igi sakuTari Tavis
uvnebelsayofad tyuilsa da gaiZverobas eCveva.
simxdalesTan axlos sxva seni dgas – cru TanagrZnoba. adamiani sxvisi
mdgomareobis an ganwyobis gamo mwvave reaqcias ganicdis. arsebiTad rom
iTqvas, mas ki ar ebraleba es sxva, aramed Tavis wamxdar gunebaze swydeba
guli da amitom mzadaa icruos, an daTmobebze wavides da viRacis axirebebi
daakmayofilos, raTa gamovides am mZime sulieri mdgomareobidan. am seniT
humanistTa mniSvnelovani nawilia daavadebuli. zogjer aseTi „ukukavSiri –
mxolod axloblebis, megobrebisa da nacnobebis viwro wresTan mimarTebiT
warmoiSoba. adamiani maTi mona xdeba. sentimentaluroba mas Tavisuflebas
aRukveTs da xSirad sxvebTan damokidebulebaSi sisastiked
gadaeqceva.sikvdilis nacistur banakebSi sentimentaluri iyo mravali
jalaTi, romlebsac TavianTi Svilebi nazad uyvardaT da tyveebi
dasasjelad musikiT TanxlebiT mihyavdaT (Cveni samamulo jalaTebi
sentimentalurni ar iyvnen?!). mSvidobisaken mogviwodebs cru warmodgena
megobrobaze, kavSirze, romelic yvelaferSi solidarobas moiTxovs.
megobrobas Cven vuyurebT, rogorc urTierTdaxmarebas da erTgvar
„garantias“. megobris Txovnas Cveulebriv misi sirTulisa da Cveni
SesaZleblobebis mixedviT vafasebT, magram iSviaTad vufiqrdebiT – aris ki
es Txovna zneobrivi? Cveni daxmareba zians xom ar moutans sxva, CvenTvis
ucnob adamianebs? isini TiTqosda arc arseboben CvenTvis. magaliTad, vinmes
sTxoven daexmaros umaRles saswavlebelSi moxvedraSi, sadac maRali
konkursia. is Tanxmdeba da megobrobis gamo proteqciis saSualebas
poulobs (rom aRaraferi vTqvaT ufro pragmatul motivebze), Txovnas
akmayofilebs da Sedegad ucnobi, SesaZloa, gacilebiT Rirseuli, adgils
kargavs. Cadenilia danaSauli: kacs mopares, waarTves swavlis saSualeba da
es ganixileba, rogorc „megobruli samsaxuri“ da ara rogorc unamusoba da
yaCaRoba. es imas hgavs, damnaSave sindisis qenjnas rom ar grZnobs mxolod
imitom, rom sibneleSi msxverplis saxe ver gaarCia. roca saqme axloblebs
exebaT, mosamarTleebisTvis kanonebi, mqadageblebisTvis ki saxareba wyvets
arsebobas. amitom megobruli, ojaxuri solidaroba, wriul
urTierTTavdebobaSi gadazrdili, amqveynis monobis erT-erT umZimes
saxeobad iqceva, romelic katorRul samuSaos hgavs (borkildadebuli
meniCbe talRebze swrafad mosriale galeris cqeriT tkbeba). axloblebze
mijaWvuloba an urTierTgaTvla mas sxvebis mimarT usamarTlos xdis. Zvel
qristianTa Soris, romlebTaganac warmarTebi qristes uaryofas
moiTxovdnen, iyvnen iseTebi, fizikur tanjvas rom iTmendnen, magram
axloblebis mudaras ver umklavdebodnen da qristes uaryofdnen.
naTesavebisa da megobrebisadmi mikerZoeba adamians or samyaros uqmnis:
erTi, ganaTebuli, axlobelTa wrea, meore _ yvela danarCenis. es meore
samyaro TiTqosda wyvdiadSia CaZiruli; misTvis is ar arsebobs an
umniSvnelod aRelvebs. Tavis axloblebze mijaWvuli da nebadakarguli,
ukve potenciuri damnaSavea. is usityvod asrulebs yvelafers, rasac
sastiki batoni – sofeli ubrZanebs.
kacis monad aseve madlierebis cru grZnoba gvxdis. adamiani Tvlis, rom
vinmesagan daxmarebis sapasuxod, rogorc winaswari gasamrjelos mimRebi da
daqiravebuli, movalea imdeniveTi gadauxados. amgvarad, miRebuli sikeTe
mis mxrebs mZime tvirTad awveba. aq ar aris laparaki madlierebis
grZnobaze. wmida mamebma brZanes: „SenTvis gakeTebuli sikeTe qvaze amokveTe,
raTa misi xsovna drom ar Camorecxos~. ara, aq sxva ramaa: adamiani ar
hmadlobs ufals, romelmac Tavisi gangebulebis Semsrulebel
instrumentad da iaraRad arCeuli kacis meSveobiT moiRo masze wyaloba.
damviwyebeli RvTisa, mxolod misi mowyalebis gamtars xedavs, madlierebas
mxolod „gadaxdis“ surviliT gamoxatavs da xSirad Tavisi
keTilismyofelis vnebebsa da codvebs aqezebs, anu faqtobrivad, sikeTes
borotebiT uxdis.
madliereba – es aris grZnoba, romelic sikeTisa da Sewevnis moqmedSi,
upirveles yovlisa, uangarobas unda xedavdes. winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi
risTvis unda iyos madlieri? am grZnobam sapasuxo qmedebis survili
mxolod aucileblobis SemTxvevaSi unda aRZras, Tumca, aman ar unda
gvaiZulos vicekvoT mxolod imitom, rom musikaa SekveTili. roca
RvTisadmi rwmena aRar aris, kacTa moimedeobis moTxrovnileba Cndeba.
egoizmi garantiebsa da dazRvevebs iTxovs. instinqti mcocavi grZnobaa da
materialur sayrdens vinmeSi an raimeSi eZebs.

Zieba ara marto RvTis mierisa,

aramed RvTisa
 amJamad gavrceleba daiwyo swavlebam imis Sesaxeb, rom adamians Tavisi
keTili saqmeebiT SeuZlia cxoneba (anu isini savsebiT kmara mis sacxovneb-
lad). aq aqcentebis gadaadgileba xdeba. adre Tu ambobdnen, rom adamians
RmerTi acxovnebs, dRevandel warmodgenaSi sul ufro inergeba azri, rom
adamiani Tavis Tavs TviTon acxonebs, xolo RmerTi mas aZlevs saukuno
cxovrebas, rogorc aucilebel jildos misi SromisaTvis. Tanamedrove
adamians Tu hkiTxavT, ra aris saukuno cxovreba, is ityvis: „es samoTxis
cxovrebaa, es gasaocari silamazis da maradiuli sixarulis adgilia; es
aris adgili da mdgomareoba, sadac ar aris boroteba, sikvdili,
xrwnileba, disharmonia, sadac adamianis suls araferi abnelebs, saukuno
yofnaa iq, sadac angelozebi da wmidanebi arian da sadac RvTaeba Camovals
Tavisi gamouTqmeli naTliT“. aq isev aqcentebis gadaadgilebaa: saukuno
cxovreba _ es netarebis adgilia, mdgomareobaa romelic xasiaTdeba,
rogorc sixaruli sulisa. Tumca aq raRac friad mniSvnelovania
gamotovebuli; saxeldobr: RmerTi gvaZlevs ara marto Tavisas, rac
TavisTavad aRemateba adamianis gonebas, aramed Tavis Tavs, igi adamians
RmerTad xdis madlSi. am ZRvenis winaSe yvela adamianuri saqme ar SeiZleba
usasrulod mcire ar iyos. ufalma mowyalebis saqmisaTvis migeba
ganuzomlad metiT aRgviTqva*, magram aq adamians aZlevs imas, rasac
verafers Seadareb, rasac analogi ara aqvs, imas, rac yvela adamianur
cnebas aRemateba: aZlevs sakuTar
sakuTar Tavs. ra damsaxurebebze SeiZleb iyos aq
laparaki? rogor SeiZleba RmerTi „gamoimuSao“, rogor SeiZleba jildod
RmerTi miiRo? aq aris saidumlo RvTaebis mistikuri siyvarulisa adamianis
sulisadmi. danarCeni ki mxolod imisTvisaa saWiro, rom am siyvarulis
xmoba gagonil iqnes*.
Tanamedrove qristianTa tragedia imaSi mdgomareobs, rom isini eZeben
RvTis miers, rogorc TavianT memkvidreobas, magram ar eZieben TviT RmerTs,
rogorc saukuno cxovrebis wyaros. maTTvis gaugebaria wmida mamaTa
gamoTqma – ganRmrToba. maTTvis gaugebaria ras niSnavs gaxde madliT
RmerTi. ar esmiT da amitom arc surT es; maT mxolod dakarguli edemis
dabruneba undaT, rogorc saocari baRisa, sadac RvTaebrivi yvavilebi
yvavian, sadac ar aris sibere da sikvdili. maTTvis keTili saqmeebi saukuno
netarebis erTgvar garants warmoadgens. magram Ze RvTisas gankaceba,
gamosyidvis saidumlo – ara mxolod rogorc ucodvel mdgomareobaSi
dabruneba, aramed rogorc sulis gza RvTisaken mis RvTaebriv naTelTan
ziarebiT, aRmosvliT da gaciskrovnebiT, RvTaebriv cxovrebaSi SesvliT,
gza maradiuli, usasrulo RvTivmimsgavsebulobisa – gaugebaria Cveni
TanamedroveebisaTvis.
ufalma jvarze Tavisi TaviT Segvcvala. eklesiis saidumloebebSi
suliwmida adamianis suls axali cxovrebisaTvis masTan SeerTebis
meSveobiT amzadebs (amisaTvis misi mzadyofnis mixedviT). cxoneba – es
diadi jildoa, Tanamedrove adamiani ki mas uyurebs, rogorc im
aucilebels, mis Rirsebas rom Seesabameba. aucilebelia gavigoT, ra aris
mTavari, ra aris adamianis umaRlesi mizani. saboloo da amave dros
usasrulo mizani adamianisa _ es ganRmrTobaa. is mxolod madlis
meSveobiT xorcieldeba. madli adamians mxolod eklesiaSi euwyeba, saukuno
RvTaebrivi naTlis am velSi, romelic adamianis sulTan urTierTqmedebaSia
da mas uxilavad asxivosnebs (zog SemTxvevaSi RvTaebrivi naTliT sulis es
gasxivosneba SesaZloa imdenad Zlieri iyos, rom garSemo myofTaTvis
aSkara gaxdes*.
eklesiis saidumloebebs qriste macxovris gamomsyidveli msxverpli
udevs safuZvlad. ufalma, romelmac Cvens arsebobamde Segviyvara, yovelive
aRasrula, raTa ara mxolod Tavisi gamouTqmeli sikeTeni, aramed Tavisi
Tavic moemadlebina. cxonebulebs is xedavs, rogorc Tavisi gamouTqmeli
saxis anarekls, cxonebulebSi is, rogorc cocxal, ukvdav, xelTuqmnel
taZrebSi hgiebs. maTTvis is yvelaferia – dasawyisia da dasasruli. madliT
ganwmedis gareSe cxoneba SeuZlebelia. isini, vinc mxolod keTili
saqmeebis meSveobiT cxonebaze laparakoben, amiT erTgvar tolobis niSans
svamen am saqmeebsa da RvTis niWebs Soris, es maSin, roca keTili saqmeebi
mxolod pirobebia siyvarulis grZnobis gasaviTareblad, ramdenadac
RvTisadmi siyvaruli da siyvaruli adamianTa mimarT erTmaneTisagan
ganuyofelia. adamiani, romelic cxonebas keTili saqmeebiT imedovnebs, hgavs
maTxovars, romelmac ramdenime spilenZis moneta Seagrova da hgonia, rom
amiT mefis sasaxles iyidis.
cxonebisaTvis adamianis feriscvalebaa saWiro. suliwmidiT es
feriscvaleba dedamiwaze, eklesiaSi iwyeba da zeciur eklesiaSi gadasvliT
aRarasdros mTavrdeba. mxolod eklesiaSi moqmedi suliwmidis madliT
SeuZlia adamians gaxdes madliT RmerTi maradisobaSi.

sulieri da mSvinvieri
sulier cxovrebaSi erT-erTi Secdoma, romelsac gamudmebiT vakvirdebiT,
aris adamianis mSvinvier da sulier moRvaweobebs Soris sxvaobis arcodna
anu misi moRvaweobis am ori sxvadasxva sferos erTmaneTisagan garCevis
uunaroba. yvela eresisa da saeklesio ganxeTqilebebis saxes arsebiTad
mSvinvier cxovrebaSi CaZirva da amasTan – sulieri mdgomareobis imitacia
warmoadgens.
TiToeuli cruswavleba samSvinvelis amboxia (ufro sworad mSvinvieri
vnebebis, upirvelesad ki siamayis da Jinisa) sulis winaaRmdeg, samSvinve-
lisa, romelic mokavSired fantazias uxmobs da demonur ZalebTan
SeerTebiT, Tavisi gamomgonebluri evristikis* da emociebis meSveobiT
erTgvar zRaprul cixe-koSks qmnis. sakuTari warmosaxviT Seqmnil am
koSkSi is sikvdilamde cxovrobs.
TavisTavad mSvinvieri cxovreba adamianis miwieri yofis savsebiT
kanonier mxares warmoadgens. ufro metic: mis gareSe is ver iarsebebda.
magram aq mkacri ierarqiis dacvaa saWiro: Tuki sxeuli – samSvinvelis
msaxuria, samSvinveli sulis msaxuri unda iyos. es subordinacia Tu
dairRva, maSin suli Tavis TavSi iketeba, is nebayoflobiT ambobs uars
kuTvnilze da adgils dampyrobels uTmobs. moulodnelad xelisuflebas
dauflebul monas adrindeli kanonebiT cxovreba ar SeuZlia. amitom
winandeli Rirebulebebis gadafaseba iwyeba, rogorc revoluciis dros
nadgurdeba aristokratuli fena, qveynis inteleqtualuri Zalebi da maT
adgilze populistebi da matyuarebi dgebian. aseve sulze samSvinvelis
gamarjvebis Semdeg adamiani kargavs sulis iseT niWs, rogorica
mWvreteloba, aRxilva, gulis Sinagani xma**, sulieri intuiciebi, bneli da
naTeli Zalebis garCevis unari, romlebic mis sakuTar sulSi iseve
moqmedeben, rogorc kosmosSi. goneba maradisobisaken mimarTul Tvals
xuWavs da samSvinveli usinaTlo rCeba. aq iwyeba axali procesi:
sarwmunoebis SeTxzva da gamogoneba.
religia – es kavSiria usasrulosi sasrulTan, maradiulisa – droSi
SeqmnilTan, Semoqmedisa – mis qmnilebasTan, RmerTisa – adamianTan. eresebs
wesrigis gaukuRmarTeba undaT: gadaaqcion is kavSirad adamianisa RmerTTan,
anu ar undaT gamocxadebaSi mocemuli pirobebis miReba, aramed RmerTs
TavianT pirobebs uyeneben. amitom cruswavleba es RvTaebrivi gamocxadebis
uaryofa da vnebiani gonebis gamomgoneblobis erTgvari nayofiT misi
Secvlaa. yovelgvari cruswavleba RvTaebrivi gamocxadebis Secvlaa
gviandeli siyalbiT da rogorc gamocxadebaa daculi wmida gadmocemebiT,
aseve tradiciaTa Secvla – reformatorobiT.
religia – es kavSiria. magram dinamiuri kavSiri, romelic daaxloebasa
da SeerTebas gulisxmobs. SeerTeba mxolod mimsgavsebulobiT aris
SesaZlebli, amitom religia adamianis samSvinvelis RvTaebasTan
mimsgavsebisa da imasTan brZolis gzas warmoadgens, rasac samSvinveli
ucxo yofierebasTan, RvTis saxis dakargvasTan mihyavs, anu imasTan, rasac
umsgavsoba hqvia.
samSvinvelis mier sulis sferos dapyrobis Semdeg „sulier cxovrebaze“
pasuxismgeblobas Tavis Tavze ori yvelaze saZageli vneba iRebs: siamaye da
avxorcoba. siamayes arafriT SeuZlia adamiani RvTaebas amsgavsos,
samagierod mas demons amsgavsebs. avxorcobas RvTisadmi siyvaruli ar SeuZ-
lia da amitom religiuri grZnobebis imitirebas eweva – mZafri vnebiT,
STagonebiT. es daxvewili kosmofilia* zogierT seqtaSi dacemiTa da eroti-
kiT mTavrdeba.
marTlmadidebeli qristianisTvis sulierisa da mSvinvieris
erTmaneTisagan garCeva aucilebelia. mSvinvieri isaa, rac organulad
gvekuTvnis, magram codviTdacemis Semdeg is dasneulebulia, misma Zalebma
da grZnobebma vnebianobis avadmyofuri xasiaTi SeiZines; amitom suli unda
batonobdes samSvinvelze, Tavisi impulsebiT gaacocxlos, moTokos vnebebi,
masSi is keTili aaRorZinos, rac codvisagan dauzianebeli gadarCa. amitom
sityvas „mSvinvieri“, ara aqvs calsaxa, uaryofiTi xasiaTi, es aris Zalebi
da unari, romelic adamians dedamiwaze cxovrebisaTvis eZleva. avadmyofur
mdgomareobaSi myofi samSvinveli erTgvarad meryeobs sicocxlesa da
sikvdils Soris, magram sulisadmi daumorCileblobiT is aseve uars
acxadebs imis aRorZinebaze, rasac saukuno cxovrebas vuwodebT.
TviT rwmena gankurnebis procesia. samSvinvelis veli dedamiwaze – es
adamianuri urTierToba, ojaxi, interesTa erTianoba da emociuri
mikerZoebania. es erTmaneTis mxarSi amodgomis, urTierTisagan
damokidebulebis velia, is uswormasworo da meryevia. es aris veli,
romelzec SeiZleba gamomJRavndes rogorc keTilSobiluri grZnobebi, aseve
samSvinvelis mdabli vnebebi, maRali Zabvis velia, romelic zogjer
itacebs, TiTqos STanTqavs adamians, ris Sedegadac ukan ixevs da wyvets
moqmedebas misi suli, romelic Tavis TavSi iketeba.
sulis veli – es maradisobaa. es TiTqosda gamosvlaa dedamiwis
mizidulobidan. es gonebis miqcevaa RvTaebisaken, es locvis mSveobiT
gamoRviZebaa sulisa.
 gansakuTrebiT xSirad ireva cnebebi – sulieri da mSvinvieri siyvaruli.
sulieri siyvaruli adamianSi maradiuls – RvTis xatsa da msgavss xedavs,
rasac yvelaze metad ufrTxildeba masSi. misTvis yvelaze didi sixaruli
imaSi mdgomareobs, rom misgan Seyvarebuli RmerTs ekuTvnodes. is Tavisas
ar eZiebs (1 kor. 13,
13 8), radgan misi monapovari – RmerTia, RmerTSi ki mas
yovelive aqvs. mas aravis dakargva SeuZlia, rameTu is sapasuxos arc
iTxovs. samSvinvels adamianisadmi siyvarulisaTvis RmerTi pasuxobs
siyvaruliT, an sxvagvarad vTqvaT: mas mistikurad uyvars qriste madlis
meSveobiT, romelic adamianSi, rogorc RvTis xatSi cxovrobs, da ara
vnebiani, cvalebadi adamiani, romelsac mefsalmunem cru uwoda (fs. 115,
115 2);
is adamianis, rogorc RvTis xatis didebulebas xedavs da ara nervebisa da
xorcis mtkivneul grovas; am cxovrebis droebiToba da warmavloba axsovs,
cxovrebisa, sadac yvelafers sikvdili STanTqavs da mis xsnas bolomde
imedovnebs. is ar mrisxanebs, ar Riziandeba; sufTas da ubralos, swams
imisi, vinc uyvars, Tumc misgan mravalgzis iyo motyuebuli (1 kor. 13,
13 5-7).
Tu tkivils ganicdis, ara Tavisi Tavis, aramed sxvis gamo. es siyvaruli –
ZRvenia suliwmidisa da amave dros adamianis sulisTvisac bunebiTia,
rameTu adamiani amisTvisaa gaCenili. sulier siyvarulSi imaze meti
sibrZnea, vidre filosofosTa mTel wignebSi. masSi imaze meti silamazea,
vidre muzeumis kars iqiT Senaxul xelovnebis nawarmoebebSi. es siyvaruli
WeSmariti cxovrebaa adamianisa.
mSvinvieri siyvaruli – es imisagan damokidebulebaa, vinc uyvarT, masSi
ar aris Tavisufleba, es xorcisadmi siyvarulia, xolo ramdenadac xorci
xrwnadia, xrwnas eqvemdebareba da masSi yvelaferi xrwnilia, imdenad
mSvinvieri siyvaruli realobas fantaziiT cvlis, imas xedavs, risi
danaxvac unda, da ara imas, rac sinamdvileSia. masSi ganuwyvetlad
mRelvareba da gangaSia: mRelvareba – rogorme moipovos; gangaSi – rogorme
ar dakargos; imedgacruebaa, roca adamiani sakuTari zmanebidan gons mova.
mSvinvier siyvaruls TviT adamianSi ara aqvs dasayrdeni, es grZnobaTa
feierverkia, romelic uecrad anTebuli, SesaZloa aseve uecrad Caqres.
raoden xSirad icvleba mSvinvieri siyvaruli gulgrilobiT da gaucxoebiT,
ra xSirad gadadis siZulvilSi! mSvinvieri siyvaruli sxeulebrivi
gatacebiT ar amoiwureba: magaliTad, aris megobruli, siyvaruli. magram es
siyvarulic rogori aramyaria! xSirad is mcire gamocdasac ver uZlebs da
bolos kaTxasaviT imsxvreva. xSirad warmatebuli amxanagi Tavis Zvel
megobars xvdeba da mas sxva TvaliT uyurebs, fulma, xelisuflebam TiTqos
guli gauqvava da megobari grZnobs, rom maT Soris warmoiSva distancia,
romelsac siSoris gamo ver gazomav. praqtikulad mTeli poezia
gauziarebel an dakargul siyvarulze tirilia, yvela Teatralur piesas
safuZvlad udevs istoria gatexil siyvarulze, rasac adamiani tanjvasTan,
sasowarkveTasTan an SurisZiebasTan mihyavs.
qristiani unda amaRldes mSvinvier siyvarulze. is mis ganmgeblobaSi ar
unda darCes tusaRiviT. sulieri siyvarulis gzis Cveneba mxolod vnebebTan
brZolas SeuZlia. oRond sulieri siyvaruli Tu ar ganwmeds, gaanaTebs
mainc mSvinvier siyvaruls.
suli mxolod RmerTs eZiebs. amitom dedamiwaze mas mciredic
akmayofilebs. sulieri siyvaruli adamians bednierebas, rogorc Sinagan
mdgomareobas aniWebs. is mcirediTac bednieria. sulisagan „gamoTiSuli“
samSvinveli gamudmebul ZiebaSia, is bevrs eZebs, magram verafriT
kmayofildeba. amitom mas, rogorc talRebi zRvis zedapirs, ori grZnoba
aryevs: SiSi da mrisxaneba. roca adamians vinmesi eSinia an vinme sZuls, es
sarwmuno niSania imisa, rom masSi sulieri cxovreba daiSrita da
mSvinvierebis WaobSia Cafluli.
sulieri cxovrebisaTvis gansakuTrebulad did gansacdels xelisufleba
da simdidre warmoadgens. adamiani, romelic imedebs maTze amyarebs,
RvTisadmi sasoebas wyvets da sasoebasTan erTad rwmenas da siyvaruls
kargavs. ixsneba gza adamianis misive sakuTari vnebebiT damonebisaken. vneba
gaumaZRaria: dakmayofilebuli, kvlav aRdgeba axali ZaliT. amitom xSirad
simdidre da xelisufleba imaT Rupavs, vinc isini moipova. amitom
mdidrebsa da xelisufalT Soris Znelia ipovo siyvaruli, adamiani mTaze
rac ufro maRla miiwevs, sunTqva miT ufro uWirs. magram siyvarulSi
mTavari dabrkoleba ara sakuTriv xelisufleba da simdidre, aramed maTze
mikerZoebaa, maTze moimedeobaa, maTi gadaqcevaa im urCxulad, romelic
adamianTa gulebs nTqavs.
ufalma brZana: „mS dobasa Cemsa migcem Tquen“ (in. 14,
14 27). es mSvidoba –
suliwmidis madlia. misi miReba mxolod adamianis suls ZaluZs, raTa Semd-
gom mSvidobiT gaasxivosnos samSvinveli, romelSic – gamudmebuli wuxili,
emociaTa cvla da azrTa winaaRmdegobaa. asketikis arsi samSvinvelis
sulisadmi, sulisa ki madlisadmi daqvemdebarebaSi mdgomareobs.
qristianisaTvis aucilebelia zRvaris gavleba mSvinvier sferosa da
suliers Soris raTa miagos „keisrisa keisarsa da RmrTisa RmerTsa (mT.
22,
22 21). qveyanas – misagebeli, romelic man Tavisi samSvinvelis cxovrebis
meSveobiT unda gadaixados, RmerTs ki maradisobisa da maradiulisaken, im
erTaderTisaken swrafviT unda miagos, riTac adamians Tavisi saxelisa da
mowodebis gamarTleba SeuZlia.
yvela religiuri cdomileba – es sulis mier aRqmuli realobis

gayalbebaa, roca suli ar ocnebobs, ar aanalizebs, aramed xedavs mSvinvie-

ri grZnobebiT, warmosaxvis ZaliT, an logizirebuli gonebis zmanebiT da

racionaluri moralistikiT.

TiTqmis yvela mSvinvier grZnobas Tavisi sulieri analogi aqvs,

romlebic axla, codviTdacemis da grZnobaTa degradaciis Semdeg, ZlivsRa
SeimCneva. siyvarulis sapirispiros siZulvili warmoadgens. am bnel
grZnobas, romelic adamians potenciur mkvlelad aqcevs, gonebSi mtrebis
daxocvis „repeticias“ rom atarebs, grZnobas, romelsac xSirad ganvicdiT,
Tavisi sulieri analogi aqvs. es aris – koncentracia, locvaSi sulis
mokreba, roca is ar Rebulobs garegan azrebsa da STabeWdilebebs, isini
gulgrili siZulviliT sZuls. es aris Zala, romliTac suli samSvinvelze
demonuri Zalebis kveTebas ireklavs. siZulvili _ es sulis niWia, sZuldes
is rac misTvis bunebiT ucxoa, rac mis erTaderT mizans – RmerTTan
urTierTobas aferxebs. sulieri siZulvili es demonisa da codvis
gamudmebuli anaTemaa. rac metad Zlieria sulieri siyvaruli, miT metad
sZuls adamians yvelaferi, rasac misi Caqroba an Sesusteba SeuZlia. suli
rac ufro metad iswrafvis RvTisaken, miT metad sZuls adamians yvelaferi
is, rac mas RvTisaken saval gzaze eRobeba. sulieri siZulvili mJRavndeba,
rogorc asketuri saqme – sifxizle da Tvalis devneba gulze, romelic
mteriviT ukuagdebs da isxlitavs yvelafers, rac locvis sinaTlis velSi
aRwevs.
ufali moyvasisadmi ara mxolod siyvarulze, siZulvilzec laparakobs
(lk. 14,
14 26). es auRelvebeli, Cven vityodiT, wmida siZulvili, romelic
suls miwieri, xorcieli mikerZoebebis monobas ar anebebs, adamians
mSvinvier siyvarulze aRamaRlebs. am siZulvilSi erTi RmerTisaTvis
qveynisagan gandgomil asketTa mudmivi Rvawlia. wmida siZulvili ar
angrevs ojaxur da megobrul siyvaruls, magram maT suls kontrolis qveS
amyofebs, RirebulebaTa ierarqiaSi Tavis adgils miuCens, adamians
mikerZoebebis monobisagan, emociebebis da vnebebis unebisyofo
morCilebisagan aTavisuflebs. mSvinvier adamianTan SedarebiT sulieri
adamiani metad yuradRebiania megobrebis mimarT, metad pasuxismgebelia
samuSaoze, ojaxis winaSe Tavis movaleobas gacilebiT mZafrad grZnobs da
amavdroulad Tavisufalia im Sinagani marwuxisagan, romelic adamians
xSirad unebisyofos xdis da codvis da danaSaulis Cadenas aiZulebs
maTTvis, vinc mas brma, mSvinvieri siyvaruliT uyvars.
adamians mizani amaqveynis sazRvrebs miRma aqvs, ideali, romelic sul mis
Tvalwinaa, TiTqos maradisobidan gamosWvivis misTvis. amitom is xedavs
samyaros ara rogorc erTaderT da TviTkmar faseulobas, aramed rogorc
maradisobis fonze gamosaxul suraTs, TviT miwier cxovrebas ki – rogorc
gzas maradisobisaken.
wmida mamebi uvicobas mSvinvieri moRvaweobis cru mimarTulebad
Tvlidnen, romelsac warmoSobda arcodnis survili imisa, rac adamianur
vnebebs, pirvel rigSi siamayes da avxorcobas ewinaaRmdegeba. es – gaqcevaa
uvicobaSi da daviwyebaSi, rogorc bnel soroSi, sadac Cveni vnebebi
gvelebiviT fuTfuTeben. arc Tu iSviaTad adamiani codnidan misTvis
gamousadegar mravliscodnisken garbis, raTa mTavaris SecnobisaTvis arc
dro datovos da arc adgili. roca aseT adamians RmerTze esaubrebian,
Tavis qcevebis mimarT pasuxismgeblobaze, is moCvenebiT mravliscodnaze
dayrdnobiT cdilobs am codnisagan Tavi daicvas da zogjer zRarbs
emsgavseba, romelic SexebisTanave mrgvaldeba da nemsebis gorglad iqceva.
magram erTi SexedviT rogori ucnauric ar unda iyos, am uvicobasac aqvs
Tavisi analogi. suli – samSvinvelis RvTisken mimarTuli Tvalia. sulis-
Tvis umaRlesi codna da sibrZne – es Wvretaa. is Sedgeba yuradRebisagan
(sulis mimarTva RvTaebisadmi), yofna (sulis dayovneba am mdgomareobaSi,
anu gonebis locviT mokrebaSi) da aRqma RvTaebis uxilavi sinaTlisa,
rasac aseve SeiZleba RmerTTan miaxleba da adamianis feriscvaleba
vuwodoT. Wvreta kavSirSia imis arcodnis survilTan, rac RvTivSemecnebaze
dablaa, mSvinvieri mravliscodnis SezRudvasTan da mis aucileblamde
dayvanasTan. aq sulieri codna winaRudgeba mSvinvier cnobismoyvareobas.
isixastebis Rvawli am nebayoflobiT miuReblobas da garegani
STabeWdilebebis minimumamde dayvanas emyareba, raTa sulis Zalebi
RvTivSemecnebisTvis gamoTavisufldes.
 erT-erTma filosofosma – mistikosma Tavis wigns „arcodnis sibrZne“
uwoda.
wmida mamebi gvaswavlidnen, rom yoveli codvis safuZveli
Tavismoyvareobaa. magram sulieri analogis povna aqac SegviZlia.
Cveulebriv Tavismoyvareba adamians mis sxeulTan aigivebs da misi vnebebisa
da instinqtebis dakmayofilebas eswrafvis. is simdidrisa da xelisuflebis
moxveWaSi vlindeba, xSirad gadametebuli komfortisaken swrafvaSi,
sakuTar janmrTelobaze aranormalur zrunvaSi. es faraonebis saqciels
mogvagonebs, rac TavianTi sxeulebis mumificirebaze zrunvaSi gamoi-
xateboda.
Tumca aris swori Tavismoyvareoba: es adamianis gaigivebaa upirveles
yovlisa ara sxeulTan, aramed sulTan da sulis, maradisobis am
naperwklis mdgomareobaze zrunvaa. suli Tavis Tavs poulobs da RmerTTan
urTierTobaSi Tavis Zalebs avlens, amitom sakuTari Tavis swori
siyvaruli RvTisadmi siyvaruls ar ewinaaRmdegeba, aramed masSi Tavis Tavs
moipovebs. Tavismoyvareoba adamians Cveulebriv garSemomyofebTan
gauTavebel konfliqtSi amyofebs. am konfliqtma SesaZloa sxvadasxva
forma miiRos: Ria Cxubidan dafarul winaaRmdegobriobamde, roca mimqrali
koconi haers kvamliT avsebs. vnebebze damyarebuli Tavismoyvareoba sxva
adamianebis vnebebTan da moTxovnebTan Sejaxebas ganapirobebs, sicrues,
Zaladobas warmoSobs da adamianTa cxovrebas erTmaneTTan brZolad aqcevs.
sulieri siyvaruli Tavisufalia Tavisad da sxvisad dayofisagan; sadac is
aris, iq arc sxvisas mitacebaa da arc Tavisis dakargva. am siyvarulis
monapovari – RmerTia, romelic erTiania da ganuyofeli. is, vinc madli
moixveWa, mxolod Tavisi arsebobiTac ki exmareba sxvebs, dedamiwaze
gamefebul SfoTSi mxolod Tavisi yofniT Semoaqvs zeciuri mSvidoba.
amitom Tavisi Tavis, Tavisi samSvinvelis moyvare sxvebisaTvis xSirad
metoqe da mowinaaRmdege xdeba. xolo visac Tavisi suli uyvars, suli,
romelic megzuri, erTgvari RvTaebrivi naTlis sxivi gaxda misTvis,
keTilismyofelad gvevlineba. suls maradiuli ekuTvnis, samSvinvels –
droebiTi.

tragikuli saukune
Cveni saukune gansakuTrebuli, tragikuli saukunea. iseTi gancdaa, TiTqos
istoriuli tragediis bolo aqts veswrebiT. Tavis yofaSi adamiani yovel-
Tvis warmoadgenda codviT, rogorc wyluliT SeWmul avadmyof organizms.
axla gvgonia, rom avadmyofobam bolo stadias miaRwia da agoniaSi gadadis.
Cvens planetas omebi, stiqiuri ubedurebebi da kataklizmebi SeuCereblad
aryeven. iseTi STabeWdileba rCeba, rom dedamiwa adaminebisagan daiRala da
sxeulidan mwerebiviT unda maTi moSoreba. ara mxolod qristianebi, sxva
sarwmunoebis xalxi da urwmunonic moaxloebuli dasasrulis niSnebs
grZnoben.
Cven vfiqrobT, rom apokalifsisis mTavari niSani siyvarulis daSreta da
kacobriobis sulieri gadagvarebaa. codva yovelTvis arsebobda. pirveli
adamianis pirvelma Zem SuriT Zma mokla. mas aqeT Svidi aTasi welia, rac
sisxlis wvima rwyavs dedamiwas. siyvaruli – is idumali Zalaa, romelic
kacs sxvebis sakuTari TaviviT aRqmis saSualebas aZlevs, TiTqos im
adamianSi acxovrebs, misi sixaruliT axarebs, misi wuxiliT amwuxrebs da
mis tkivils atkiebs. amJamad adamiani Sinaganad gankerZoebulia sxvebisgan.
TiTqosda suli gauqvavda, guli SeekumSa da sxva adamianis dateva ar
SeuZlia. ufro metic, sxvaSic aseTsave ucxos da mis mimarT gulgril
arsebas xedavs. codva yovelTvis iyo, magram codvasTan erTad sikeTec
arsebobda. codva rogoric iyo iseTadve darCa, oRond ufro metad urcxvi
formebi miiRo da gamomzeurda. is sul ufro metad cinikuri xdeba, sikeTe
ki katastrofulad mcirdeba.
adamianma ara mxolod moyvasi, sakuTari Tavic dakarga, grZnoba Caiqro,
suli waibilwa, Tavi xorcis naWerTan gaaigiva, yvelaze mdabal vnebebs
dauqvemdebara da saSineli Tavis motyuebis msxverpli Seiqna. Tanamedrove
adamianebi, mdidrebic da Raribebic, erTnairad ubedurni arian, oRond esaa,
mdidars sakuTari Tavis gaxrwnisa da damaxinjebis meti dro da saSualeba
aqvs, ukeT SeuZlia misTvis boZebul RvTis xatebas dascinos.
usiyvarulod cxovreba mosawyeni da uintereso xdeba. metic, dRes
adamians sityva „siyvarulis“ mniSvneloba arc esmis. Tavis SegnebaSi am
grZnobas vnebasTan, avxorcobasTan, sisxlismier gatacebasTan aigivebs, anu
mdabal da brma ltolvasTan. siyvaruli ki, rogorc sulieri erToba,
moyvasisadmi TanagrZnoba, sxvaSi RvTis xatebis Wvretis unari, rogorc
Sesawiravi, da-kar-gu-li-a!
vnebebs danakargisa da sicarielis SegrZneba enacvleba da arc Tu
iSviaTad zizRic. amitom vneba – es erTgvari eSmakeuli karikaturaa
siyvarulisa. vneba bednierebas ar aniWebs, is sapnis buStia, romelic mzeze
brwyinavs, ramdenime wamSi ki misgan sveli laqa rCeba. swored
usiyvarulobisganaa cxovreba usicocxlo da mosawyeni, sworedac rom
nacrisferi. dRes dRe cvlis. isini miwaze gawoli burusiviT mihyvebian
erTmaneTs, suli ki iZaxis: „es is ar aris, rasac visurvebdi“. adamianma
SesaZloa arc ki icodes, ra surs, magram gulis siRrmeSi mainc grZnobs,
rom es cxovreba – amaoa da misgan gaqceva unda. viRac mTeli mondomebiT
ixveWs fuls, fiqrobs, rom sakmao saxsrebs moagrovebs da namdvili cxov-
reba misTvis maSin daiwyeba, sxvebi Tavdaviwyebas samuSaoSi eZeben. is
SesaZloa aravisTvis iyos saWiro, magram WianWvelasaviT SromaSi garTulni,
am cxovrebas rogorRac eTiSebian.
sxvebi Tavdaviwyebas alkoholSi, narkotikebSi, rok-musikaSi, demonur
samyarosTan SexebaSi eZeben. imedovneben, rom amiT nacrisfer, uRimRamo
cxovrebas Tavs daaRweven da TavianT sulier siRatakes daiviwyeben.
mravalni garyvnilebSi atareben cxovrebas, TiTqos sindisis anesTezireba
undaT, raTa is savsebiT ugrZnobeli gaxdes. Tumca garyvnileba maT
bednierebas ar aniWebT, Tavdaviwyebas mainc am binZur WaobSi eZlevian.
Tuki meZavs SevxedavT, masSi ara adamians, aramed demons davinaxavT,
romelic im xelTuqmneli xatis, brwinvalebis nawilakis da sinaTlis sxi-
vis wabilwvas cdilobs, adamianis suls rom uboZa ufalma. TiTqos am
arsebam yoveli Rone ixmara, rom Tavisi Tavi myrali talaxis grovad eqcia.
codva, mistikuri TvalsazrisiT, satanasTan sulis SeTvisebas
warmoadgens. es satanasTan msgavsebis survilia, Tundac amas ver xvdebodes
adamiani. codva – esaa survili, ganicado frena ufskrulSi vardniT.
codvis meSveobiT adamianis sulSi demonis saxe aRibeWdeba, warmoiqmneba
saidumlo kavSiri adamiansa da dacemul angelozs Soris. Tavidan sindisi
eubneba, rom is mkvlels uvardeba xelSi, magram Semdgom es xma sul
klebulobs da klebulobs. bolos codvili mis CurCulsac braziT axSobs,
codviT unda misi jvarcma, raTa swrafad da samudamod daadumos. satana ki,
rogorc megobari, xels uwvdis da isic daufiqreblad eWideba mas.
demons ar SeuZlia adamians misces is, rac Tavad ar gaaCnia: mas ara aqvs
mSvidoba _ codvili suli mousvenradaa; satana ar ganicdis sixaruls –
codvilic yovelTvis raRac sevdaSia CaZiruli; misi cxovreba gamudmebul
mRelvarebaSi, xanmokle Trobasa da gulgatexilobas Soris gadis, ris
dafarvasac moCvenebiTi mxiarulebiT cdilobs. satana wyvdiadis sulia –
codvilis sulSic wyvdiadia. es mis TvalebSic irekleba da saxezec da-
RiviT azis; satana ampartavnebis sulia – adamiani Tavis dacemul
mdgomareobaSic amayi da Tavmoyvarea; satana kacis mkvlelia – codvilic
sul gaRizianebulia da dagrovili boroteba mZvinvarebad advilad
gadaeqceva. satanas ukve misjili aqvs saukuno tanjva – Tuki codvilis
sulSi CavixedavT, misi cxovreba aq, dedamiwaze tanjvaa. ase itanjeba
SeSlili, romelic lokavs Taflian, basr samarTebels, aseve itanjeba
sapyrobileSi sikvdilis momlodine tusaRi. codvili, Tund swamdes
RmerTi, mas ver SeigrZnobs, codviT aRkveTili aqvs RvTaebrivi madli da
RmerTis siyvaruli ar SeuZlia. drodadro, saukuno sikvdilis, samaradiso
simartovis da mitovebulobis winaTgrZnoba xels revs, magram Tavdaviwyebas
isev da isev codvaSi eZebs. RvTis damkargavi kacisaTvis miwieri cxovreba
Semzaravi tragikomedia, jojoxeTis erTgvari winkari xdeba.
ra SeiZleba iTqvas maTze, visac qveyana „wesier xalxs“ uwodebs?
arsebiTad sityva „wesiereba“ garkveuli wesebis dacvas gulisxmobs.
ramdenime saaTiT rom SeiZlebodes gamoamzeuro, sinaTle mohfino imas rac
am „wesieri adamianebis“ sulSi xdeba, SesaZlebeli rom iyos ekranze Cveneba
im azrebisa da suraTebisa, romlebic maT gulebSi Cndeba da mTel Segnebas
moicavs, maSin davinaxavdiT igive sulier mxecebs, gvelebs, rvafexebs,
davinaxavdiT rogor itaceben isini maT gulebs. adamianTa wesiereba, RvTis
rwmenis gareSe igive gvamia, oRond Zvirfasad Semosili. Tuki maT gulebSi
rwmena da siyvaruli ar aris, maSin cxovreba maTTvisac sicruiT, codviT
da Sinagani gawbilebiTaa savse. nuTu sicocxles mizani ara aqvs?
warmarTTagan saukeTesoebsac ver gaegoT risTvis cxovrobda adamiani
msgavsad imisa, gzas rom ver igneben labirinTebSi gzamkvlevi Zafis gareSe.
maT Soris yvelaze Rrmad moazrovnes da zneobrivad daxvewils – senekas34
did bednierebad TviTmkvleloba miaCnda. aRmosavleTis didi poeti – omar
xaiami werda: „brZenTagan vervin ipova Sara, am bnel Ramidan
gamosasvleli...“.
maradiuli RvTaebrivi naTeli qveynierebas qristem uCvena, uCvena gza
feriscvalebisa, Tavisi aRdgomiT sikvdili gaanadgura, mxolod
qristianisTvis gaxda SesaZlebeli imisi dabruneba, risi dakargvac yvelaze
saSinelia – siyvaruli RvTisa da kacisadmi; mxolod qristianebs aqvT
micemuli codvebTan da vnebebTan brZolis RvTaebrivi Zala. es, Zalaa
madlisa; mxolod qristianebs aqvT micemuli namdvili sixaruli da sulis
mSvidoba ubedurebebsa da mwuxarebaSi.
adamiani RvTis msgavs arsebad Seiqmna, magram sakuTari surviliT is
demons miemsgavsa. qristianoba – es RvTis xatebisa da msgavsebis dabrunebis
saSualebaa. Tumca es dabruneba sakuTar vnebebTan, sakuTar TavSi
borotebasTan brZoliT miiRweva. amitom miwieri cxovreba brZolaa.
brZolaSi rom gaimarjvos, mebrZoli mzad unda iyos sikvdilisTvis,
qristiani yovel wuTs unda kvdebodes codvebisa da vnebebisTvis, warmavali
sawuTros siyvarulisTvis, moCvenebiTi cxovrebisTvis, raTa WeSmariti
cxovreba moipovos, raTa saukuno naTels ukve aq, miwier bindSi Wvretdes.

mistika da religia
riT gansxvavdeba mistika religiisagan? mistika maradisobasTan Sexebis

gamocdilebas, umaRlesi realobis SegrZnebas warmoadgens, grZnobas imisas,

Tu ra aris saidumlo arseba, romelic drois dinebaze maRla, materialuri

samyaros zRvars iqiT dgas da amavdroulad am materialurobaSi aRwevs da

anaTebs mas. mistika gvevlineba gancdad saidumlo Sexvedrisa imasTan, vinc

mouxelTebelia adamianis gonebisaTvis, sxeulebrivi grZnobebisaTvis

miuwvdomelia, sityviT gamouTqmeli; masTan, vinc Cvens axlosaa da

usasrulod Sors, vinc Sexvedrisas umaRles sicxaded gvevlineba da amave

dros miuwvdomeli rCeba; vinc gveZiebs, magram surs, rom Cvenc veZiebdeT

mas; vinc kacTaTvis umaRlesi bednierebaa, romlis dauflebisTvisac

sakuTar Tavs unda ganudge da suli mas dauqvemdebaro. mistikoss RvTis

saxelis Sesaxeb rom hkiTxoT, getyviT: „pirveli saxelia – myofi, xolo

meore – miuwvdomeli“.

religia ganuyofelia mistikisagan, magram aseve mTeli adamianuri

pirovnebiskenaa mimarTuli, mas RmerTTan maradiuli urTierTobisTvis gzas
uxsnis da saSualebebs sTavazobs. religiis safuZveli gamocxadebaa,
romelic rwmenis meSveobiT aRiqmeba. rwmena mistikuri gamocdilebiT
damowmebul codnas iZleva. rwmena RmerTs, rogorc pirovnebas ganxsnis da
gansazRvravs pirobebs, romlebSic RvTaebrivi naTlis meSveobiT sasruls
SeuZlia usasrulosTan SeerTdes. gamocxadeba samSvinvelis sami Zaliskenaa
mimarTuli: gonebisken – dogmatika, nebisken – mcnebebi da eklesiis
kanonebi, grZnobebisken – RvTismsaxureba da locva. mistika birTvia anu
gulia religiisa. mis gareSe religia irRveva: dogmatika filosofia xdeba,
zneoba (mcnebebi) – sazogadoebrivi moralis normebi, xolo RvTismsaxureba
– esTetika. eklesia mistikis gareSe socialur-istoriul instituts
warmoadgens.
Tavis mxriv, religiis gareSe (mxedvelobaSi gvaqvs marTlmadidebloba)
mistika raRac subieqturi, amorfuli rCeba. xolo ramdenadac sulieri
samyaro sulier borotebasac Seicavs, romelic dacemul angelozTa
arsebaSia Tavmoyrili, mistikas religiis gareSe, an cru religiebTan mis
SeerTebas adamiani demonizmTan mihyavs. amitomac aris CvenTvis esoden
aucilebeli, rom marTlmadidebel eklesias, sulieri WeSmaritebis am umaR-
les kriteriums vekuTvnodeT. amitom Teosofia da ekumenizmi warmoadgens
nebayoflobiT ganiaraRebas kosmiuri borotebis ZalTa da demonuri
sicruis winaSe. marTlmadidebluri mistika saidumloTa SegrZnebazea
dafuZnebuli, qveynierebis Semoqmedis da garkveulad misi qmnilebebis
winaSe mowiwebis grZnobaze, romlebSic mistikosi Crdil xedavs RvTaebisas.
mistika ganuyofladaa dakavSirebuli asketizmTan. pirvelqmnili codva,
romelmac mowyla kacobrioba, Tavs demonur impulsebsa da vnebebSi
amJRavnebs. adamiani – es sikeTisa da borotebis, amaRlebulisa da mdabalis,
angelozurisa da demonuris Sexamebaa. is sakuTar TavTan gamudmebuli
Sinagani brZolis mdgomareobaSia; is mis sulze moqmedi bneli da naTeli
Zalebis gzajvaredinia. misi neba qanqaras hgavs, or poluss – saTnoebasa da
codvas Soris rom irweva. guli misi – Zvirfasi qvaa, romlis RvTisaTvis
miZRvna an satanisTvis micema SeuZlia. amitom mistikosisaTvis aucilebelia
asketizmi da eklesiisadmi morCileba. vnebebis momTokavi asketizmis da
eklesiisadmi, rogorc ganwmendis wyarosadmi morCilebis gareSe is
aRmoCndeba madlis, am erTaderTi Zalis Sewevnis gareSe, romelsac kacis
sulSi demonuri impulsebis moTokva SeuZlia.
kaTolicizmma daamaxinja gageba pirvelqmnili codvisa da amiT „aZinebs“
adamians. man asketizmi minimumamde daiyvana da is mxolod ramdenime
monazvnuri ordenis kuTvnilebaSi datova. protestantizmi asketizms ise
uyurebs, rogorc paTologias. xatovani gamoTqmiT, kaTolicizmma asketikis
kedlebi daangria, protestantizmma ki misi ukanaskneli qvebi saero
sacxovreblebis asaSeneblad waiRo. man asketizmi sxva cnebebiT Secvala:
`zomiereba~, `momWirneoba~ da `wesrigi~. kaTolikur da protestantul
religiebSi mistika ganadgurebuli an deformirebulia. erT SemTxvevaSi mas
moralizmi cvlis, meoreSi – is xSirad okultur xasiaTs iRebs (ris gamoc
Cvens droSi esoden popularuli xdeba sxvadasxva okulturi
mimdinareobebi da skolebi).
bunebrivia, rom adamians, romelmac Tavisi mistikuri grZnoba dakarga an
misi deformireba moaxdina, visTvisac religia moralamde dayvanili
aRmoCnda, verafriT gaugia ra gansxvavebaa marTlmadideblobas,
kaTolicizmsa da protestantizms Soris. is maT gaiazrebs, rogorc
istoriul tradiciebs da brazobs, ver mimxvdara ratom ar unda SeerTdnen
qristianuli konfesiebi, maTTan erTad ki yvela religia sazogado,
zneobrivi principebis safuZvelze. marTlmadideblobis rwmenas, rogorc
WeSmarit madlian urTierTobas RmerTTan, is xalxisadmi siyvarulis
deficitad, konfesiur ampartavnebad, obskurantizmad, zog SemTxvevaSi ki
kacobriobis winaaRmdeg borot ganzraxvad Tvlis.
iuvelirma rom arad Caagdos Zvirfas liTonebs da qvebs Soris
gansxvaveba da mohyves mtkicebas, rom isini erTnairia, mas profans
dauZaxeben. misi umaRlesi codna swored maTi Tvisebebis garCevis unarSi da
maTi Rirebulebis gansazRvraSi unda gamJRavndes. roca adamians yvela
sagani erT ferad SeRebili eCveneba, es ara mis farTo xedvaze, maxvil
Tvalze, aramed Tvalebis avadmyofobaze metyvelebs. vinmes rom
ganecxadebina, rom filosofiur sistemebs Soris ar aris sxvaoba da isini
erT mTavarSi eTanxmebian erTmaneTs, mas umecars, sxvadasxvagvari
filosofiuri postulatebis armcodnes uwodebdnen. aq ki erTs vamtkicebT:
marTlmadidebluri sarwmunoebis gageba da Sefaseba ar SeiZleba mistikis
gareSe, adamiani mistikis gareSe ar iqneba marTlmadidebeli, Tundac Tavi
aseTad CaTvalos, aramed es iqneba „marTlmadidebluri nimuSis“
racionalisti. mistikisa da asketizmis gareSe SeuZlebelia
marTlmadidebluri dogmatebis realurobis SegrZneba, xolo dogmatTa aRm-
sareblobis da eklesiis saidumloebebSi monawileobis gareSe SeuZlebelia
mistikosTa simdidris – Taboris naTlis moxveWa da ara cru mistikisa,
romelic adamians jojoxeTis aliT abrmavebs da Semdeg suls SeuRwevad
wyvdiadSi Ziravs. amitom CvenTvis RmerTi – umaRlesia faseulobaTa Soris,
xolo marTlmadidebloba – es idumali sina a sadac adamians RvTaebrioba
ecxadeba.

sulieri avadmyofoba
ras warmoadgens sulieri avadmyofoba? fsiqiatria mas iseve ver
umklavdeba, rogorc onkologia kibos sneulebebs. ufro metic, fsiqiurad
daavadebulTa ricxvi SeuCereblad izrdeba. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom sulieri
avadmyofobani – es ocdameerTe saukunis Wiria. Tuki Sua saukuneebSi Savi
Wiris epidemiis dros quCebSi daumarxavi gvamebi eyara, romlebTan
miaxloeba eSinodaT, Cvens droSi sigiJiT daavadebulni cocxali mkvdrebi
xdebian. isini sakuTar Tavs miecnen, TiTqos saflavSi daiflnen, isini Cvens
Soris cxovroben, TiTqos urTierToben CvenTan, zogjer muSaoben kidec,
magram es adamianebi ukontaqtoni arian, realur samyaros, eklesias
mowyvetilni, TavianT irealurobaSi CaiZirnen, romelsac erTaderT
sinamdviled Tvlian.
aris sigiJis ori saxeoba. pirveli – aSkara Sepyrobiloba, roca adamianis
suls bneli Zala eufleba, saxlis patroniviT cxovrobs adamianSi, mis
nebas adamblavebs, gonebas TiSavs da geCveneba, rom adamians ori suli aqvs:
meore suli – es eSmakia. ucnauria, magram gankurneba SeZlilobis am
saxeobisa, romelsac mkrexeluri qmedebebi da siwmideTa winaSe SiSi
erTdroulad axlavs, gacilebiT iolia, vidre meore saxeobisa, romlis
Sesaxebac qvemoT gveqneba saubari. pirvel SemTxvevaSi aSkarad moqmedebs
demoni, magram wmidani, aRsareba da xSiri ziareba mas aseve aSkarad Seeweva.
sigiJis meore saxeoba – es aris SeSliloba, romelic adamians Tavisi
siamayis mizeziT eufleba. marTalia, aris mesame saxeobac – memkvidreobiTi
dazianeba, oRond ara fsiqikis, aramed fsiqiuri aparatisa, romelic an
bavSvobaSive, an adamianis formirebis garkveul etapze vlindeba. Tumca
memkvidreobiT paTologias Cven ar SevexebiT; am SemTxvevaSi adamiani
iseTive ubeduri msxverplia, rogorc usinaTlod an sxva gadaxrebiT
dabadebuli. gvinda SevCerdeT sigiJis meore saxeobaze – SeSlilobaze,
romelic saTaves amouZirkvav vnebebSi iRebs.
uwinares yovlisa unda dazustdes, ra xdeba fsiqiuri avadmyofobis
dros. ra aris avad? suli adamians Casaxvisas eZleva, is uxrwnelia, mas ara
aqvs organoebi, ara aqvs aranairi sirTule bunebasa da struqturaSi, is
gansazRvrul Zalebs da niWebs flobs, magram amasTanave Tavis arsebaSi
ubralo rCeba. suli sxeulTanaa SeerTebuli, magram sxeulis sikvdilis
Semdeg is uimisod ganagrZobs arsebobs, azrovnebas da SegrZnebas. magram
gardacvlilis suls CvenTan kontaqtSi Semosvla ar SeuZlia.
kompozitoris gonebaSic SesaZloa JRerdes melodia, magram instrumentis
gareSe ar SeuZlia is gaaJReros, gadmosces. sxeuli – sulis instrumentia,
magram arsebobs erTgvari Txeli materia, arxebis erTgvari sistema,
romelic suls sxeulTan aerTebs, rogorc mdinares mindorTan, romelsac
rwyavs.
es ara sakuTriv suli, aramed gansakuTrebuli fsiqikuri aparatia,
nervuli qsovili, romelic adamianis sxeulis yovel ujreds msWvalavs,
magram misi centri adamianis tvinia. aq aucilebeli pirobebi iqmneba sulisa
da garemos urTierTdamokidebulebisaTvis – es aris zRvari suliersa da
sxeulebrivs Soris, aq erTgvari kompleqsebi, refleqsebi warmoiqmneba, aq
azrebi sityvis formas Rebuloben da a.S. aq garegani STabeWdilebebi
gadamuSavdeba da mexsierebaSi gadalagdeba. es kavSirisa da
urTierTdamokidebulebis sistemaa. es sulis erTgvari zedapiria, erTgvari
garsia, magram is suls ar erwymis.
SeSliloba – es sulsa da samyaros Soris swori
urTierTdamokidebulebis darRvevaa. roca adamianis sasignalo sistema
mwyobridan gamodis, ingreva, is gare samyaros adeqvaturi aRqmis unars
kargavs. is TviTSemecnebas kargavs, raRac qaosis ufskrulSi iZireba. ra
mosdis mas? adamians aqvs TviTgadarCenis instinqti. ase vityodiT, adamians
aqvs Zlieri qvecnobieri unari, rTul viTarebebSi yvela varianti gaTvalos
da is amoarCios, romelic mas sicocxles SeunarCunebs. am mxriv sigiJe – es
aris adamianis mcdeloba SeinarCunos sicocxle, avadmyofobaSi gaiqces,
daimalos masSi, iluzoruli samyaro Seqmnas da iq, rogorc naWuWSi, ise
icxovros, Tavi SemoizRudos namdvili samyarosagan, romelic autaneli
gaxda misTvis. amis mizezi – siamayis mikrobia, romelic masSi bavSvobaSive
Cainerga (xSirad ase xdeba) da Semdgom nel-nela grandiozul zomamde
ganviTarda.
adamianis fsiqiuri simSvidis safuZveli – Tavmdablobaa: Tavmdabali
miwaze dawva da qariSxalmac gadauqrola, amayi mTeli taniT dadga da
qariSxalma is qvebs daanarcxa. vnebaTa qariSxlis drosac igive xdeba.
adamianma Tavi daimdabla, Tavisi uZlureba scno, Tavisi codvianoba aRiara
da qariSxalma xmauriT Cauara. amayi yvela gansacdelSi mxolod sxvebs
adanaSaulebs, TviT RmerTsac, vnebebi buybuyeben mis gulSi, SeiZleba
iTqvas, rom is gamudmebul brZolaSia oRond ara Tavis vnebebTan, aramed
moCvenebiT mtrebTan. amayi yovelTvis umaduria RvTisa, misTvis
mimadlebuli sicocxlis umaduria; is garSemo myofTa umaduricaa, radgan
gulis siRrmeSi Tvlis, rom maTTvis masTan urTierToba didi pativi da
bednierebaa. mas swams, rom iseT niWs da unars flobs, rogoric mets aravis
aqvs. mas mZimed gadaaqvs ara mxolod upativcemulobis mcire gamovlinebebi,
mis mimarT gulgrili damokidebulebac, hgonia, rom sxvaTa ganmgeblobis
gansakuTrebuli ufleba aqvs micemuli, xolo roca winaaRdmdegobas
awydeba brazobs maTze, rogorc umadur da sulel cxovelebze, romlebmac
mis diad suls veraferi gauges. ise ki siamaye mravalsaxovania, SeiZleba
sxvis saqmeSi CaZvre da muSti miiRo cxvirSi, magram SeiZleba Cumad iyo da
gZuldes adamianebi, CaTvalo, rom SenTan SedarebiT isini myefara ZaRlebze
metni ar arian*.
yvelaze saSineli siamaye – sulieri siamayea, roca adamiani RmerTs
ujanydeba, roca Tvlis, rom RmerTi mis mimarT usamarTloa; is TiTqos
ambobs: „Cemze cudi adamianebi Seni sikeTeebiT ratom sargebloben, me ki
usamarTlod var nawyeni?“ Tu is urwmunoa, hgonia, rom mis winaaRmdeg
mTeli samyaro gaerTianda. amayis gulSi gamudmebuli gangaSia, mis sulSi
gamudmebuli SiSia.
adamianebi erTmaneTTan siyvaruliT arian SeerTebulni, amayi kargavs
siyvaruls, siyvarulis dakargva – es sigiJis dasawyisia. aq xdeba Sinagani
konfliqti: Tu is morwmunea, Tvlis, rom RmerTma, rogorc sastikma mamam,
saxlidan gamoagdo, mis gulSi RvTisadmi yru siZulvilia; Tu urwmunoa,
maSin varaudobs, rom is erTaderTi Rirseuli adamiania, romelic
aramzadebsa da naZirlebs Soris cxovrobs saxlSi, romlis kedlebze mis
sakbenad mzadyofi morielebi dacocaven. amitom is qronikul nerviul
daZabulobaSia. sulis siRrmeSi darwmunebulia, Tumc ar uRiarebia, rom
adamianebi Rirsni arian imisa, dedamiwa dinamitiT datenos da aafeTqos.
amayi yovelTvis daukmayofilebelia. igi ar SeiZleba bednieri iyos,
radgan bednieria is, vinc imas sjerdeba, rac aqvs. amayi am miwieri
cxovrebiT cxovrobs. is Tavisi guliT maradisobas ver SeigrZnobs,
ramdenadac masSi mounaniebeli codvebi, vnebebi budoben; amays xom ar
SeuZlia moinanios, is yvelaferSi marTalia; mas ar SeuZlia ilocos,
Tundac kiTxulobdes locvis sityvebs, radgan Tvlis: rameze evedros da
iTxovos _ es mas ar SeSvenis. mas RmerTTan, rogorc tols unda saubari,
roca es ar gamodis, xdeba misi gadavardna demonizmSi da okultizmSi.
demonizmi – cocxali saqonlis erT-erTi mimwodebelia SeSlilTa
saxlebisaTvis.
amayi yvelasTan gamudmebul konfliqtSia da misi gacveTili, daSlili
fsiqiuri aparati amas veRar uZlebs. aq an sikvdilia, an rogorc
alternativa sikvdilisa – sigiJe. am dros bneli, demonuri Zalebis
aqtivizireba xdeba, isini adamians sigiJisa da qaosis im samyaros SeqmnaSi
exmarebian, romelSic Semdgom is iZireba. masSi moxvedril adamians aRar
SeuZlia iqidan gamosvla. am SemTxvevaSi yvelaze saxasiaTo simptomia –
usiyvaruloba. Tu SeSlili tiris, ese igi Tavis Tavs dastiris; Tu
laparakobs, mxolod Tavis Tavze laparakobs. eSmaki civia, SeSlilobiT
Sepyrobili adamianic civi da uxalisoa. SeSlilobisgan adamianis xsna
mxolod Tavmdablobas SeuZlia, magram saqmec imaSia, rom mas Tavis
damdableba ukve aRar ZaluZs. SeSlilni TavianT halucinaciebSi da akvia-
tebul ideebSic ki Tavs did adamianebad warmoidgenen – amaSic igive
ampartavnebis kompleqsi mJRavndeba. Tavmdablobis gareSe madlis moqmedeba
SeuZlebelia, madlis gareSe SeuZlebelia siyvaruli; siyvarulis gareSe
samyaro avadmyofi da ubeduri xdeba. Cven am sneulebis aSkara saxeobebze
vsaubrobT, magram ramdeni „waSlili“ forma arsebobs am sneulebisa, Tavad
Cven raoden xSirad vxdebiT droebiT giJebi – swored maSin, roca
siyvaruls vkargavT!
amayi codvebiTaa avsili, magram TavisTavad siamaye – es iseTi Zlieri
vnebaa, rom yvela danarCenis CaxSoba SeuZlia. siamayiT Sepyrobili adamiani,
arc Tu iSviaTad am erTiT kmayofildeba da amitom erTi zerele SexedviT
SesaZloa wesieri da zneobrivic ki mogeCvenoT, magram es moCvenebiTi
wesiereba Tavis TavSi Seyvarebulobaze, sakuTari Zalebisadmi rwmenaze,
saSinel sulier sibrmavezea damyarebuli. amayisTvis misi sakuTari suli
daketilia. amayis survilebi, rogorc wesi, ar sruldeba, radgan isini cru
winapirobidan momdinareoben, saxeldobr: xalxi iseTi unda iyos mis
mimarT, rogoric TviTonaa Tavis mimarT. amitom survilsa da realobas
Soris gamudmebuli winaaRmdegobaa, amitom amays nervebi mudam simebiviT
aqvs daWimuli; Zilic ki mZime da mousvenari aqvs.
amays Taviseburi morali aqvs: is wesiT mefe unda iyos, mas ki ar scnoben,
_ aqedan gamomdinare misTvis adamianebi amboxebuli qveSevrdomebi arian.
amayi Tavs yovelTvis martoxelad grZnobs, mas ar SeuZlia hyavdes namdvili
megobrebi, ubeduria sakuTar ojaxSi. imaSi darwmuneba, rom yovelTvis
usamarTlod eqcevian, mis gulSi Rrma, gaunelebel wyenas badebs. am wyenas
_ yvelaze da yvelaferze, is Tavis gulSi atarebs; es yvelaze mZime
tvirTia, es raRac tyviaCasxmuli koWia, romelic Tavis suls gamoaba da
miwisaken eweva. xSirad amays unda am mZime mdgomareobidan gamovides, magram
rogor? CxubiT, lanZRviT, eSmakeulis mdgomareobiT (isteriiT, rogorc
wesi, swored amayni arian Sepyrobilni) Cxubisa da lanZRvis Semdeg is
ramdenadme wynardeba, magram cota xniT; Semdeg iwyeba sevda, ara sinanuli,
aramed swored sevda. amays guli ar stkiva imis gamo, rom sxvas tkivili
miayena, mas rcxvenia, rom lanZRviT Tavi daimcira da Tavisi sakuTari kerpi
odnav Searyia, magram araferia, is odnav Setortmanda da kvlav adgilze
dadga.
roca amayi aseTive amayi adamianis xelisuflebis qveS eqceva, maSin Tavis
Tavs simarTlisaTvis wamebulad Tvlis. mas xSirad uwevs Seuracxyofis
atana, magram amiT misi siamaye ar ikurneba, aramed siZulvili Sxamiani
gveliviT ezrdeba gulSi. zogjer isec xdeba, rom amayi gansacdels
pativmoyvareobis gamo eZebs, raTa Tavisi simamace warmoadginos. amayi ver
itans, roca vinme Tavs adgas. amitos urwmunobis erT-erTi yvelaze
gavrcelebuli mizezia – gonebis siamaye. Tu amays swams RmerTi, maSin unda
ganmtkicdes rwmenaSi rogorc maswavlebeli da winaswarmetyveli. rwmena
imisaTvis unda gamoiyenos, rom adamianebze ibatonos, yuradRebis centrSi
iyos. aq xdeba is, rasac zogjer marTlmadideblur taZarSic vxvdebiT.
adamianebi sxvebs aswavlian, roca amas aravin sTxovT da aswavlian imas,
rac Tavad ar ician da ar esmiT. an uaresadac iqcevian: cota xnis win
mosuli adamianis gauTviTcnobiereblobas da Secdomebs imisaTvis iyeneben,
rom rwmenaSi TavianTi moSurneoba uCvenon, iyeneben rogorc saSualebas
xelisuflebis moyvarebisa da pativmoyvareobis vnebis dasaokeblad da
sxvas Seuracxyofas ayeneben.
 gacilebiT maRal inteleqtualur doneze siamayes aseTi adamianebis
miyvana eresTan da ganxeTqilebasTan SeuZlia. siamaye ver iTmens morCi-
lebas, rwmena ki – dogmatebis morCilebaa. siamayes Tavisi Tavis realizeba
surs, raRac uCveulos povna, rac gaaocebda adamianTa warmosaxvas. amaSia
religiuri reformatorobis erT-erTi mizezi. siamaye siyvaruls klavs da
religia ukve sxva, vnebis doneze aRiqmeba. aq ar aris WeSmaritebis mTavari
kriteriumi – madlis iq yofnis gancda da SegrZneba. vnebebi ki, rogorc
aqoCrili talRebi, msubuqi naviviT aqeT iqiT isvrian adamianis gonebas.
siamaye eress badebs. is masSi Tavisas poulobs; samSvinvelis doneze
religia arc faqtobrivad da arc logikurad ar dasturdeba, amitom
mravali eretikosi imaSia darwmunebuli, rom WeSmariteba aRmoaCina:
„madliT Semowmeba“ xom miuwvdomelia misTvis.
TviT urwmunoba emociur xasiaTs atarebs: amaSi SeiZleba devnis istoriam
dagvarwmunos, rwmena devnas ganicdida da kvlavac ganicdis, roca
xelisuflebas aTeistebi euflebian. aq ara Teoriuli uTanxmoeba, aramed
raRac eSmakeuli vakxanaliaa, siwmidis ganadgurebis, SebRalvis, damcirebis
survilia. TavisTavad mkrexeloba – fsiqologiuri movlenaa. amays unda,
RmerTze fiqrs Tavi daaRwios. imis varaudsac ki, rom RvTaeba arsebobs,
SeuZlia is gaaSmagos. amayis TandaswrebiT RvTis saxeli axseneT da mis
TvalebSi, rogorc mglis TvalebSi naperwkali, boroteba gaielvebs. Cven
vTqviT, rom arcTu iSviaTad adamiani cdilobs „ganmuxtvas“ lanZRviT da
CxubiT, romelTa provocirebasac is qvecnobierad axdens. magram, roca
simxdaliT an raime sxva mizeziT (albaT saxiT talaxSi rom ar Cavardes)
Tavs ikavebs, maSin es energia mis winaaRmdeg brundeba. adamianma unda
Seikavos risxva, magram sxva Sinagan safuZvelze, iseTze, rogoricaa Tavis
dadanaSauleba, mawyenarTaTvis locva. aq ki mrisxaneba myari, Tumc xandaxan
dafaruli siZulvilis formas Rebulobs. mrisxanebas cecxls Tu
SevadarebT, siZulvili – es cecxlia yinulad qceuli, romelic adamianis
gulis fskerze SesaZloa mTebad ewyos.
siamaye – aranormaluri mdgomareobaa. amayi Tavis suls demonur
impulsebs uRebs, is saSinel sulier „radiaciul velSi“ moxvedrili
adamiania. siamayis erT-erTi gamovlineba da misken mimavali gza – es
urCobaa. mTeli adamianuri cxovreba, sulieric da fizikuric,
gansazRvrul, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, struqturebSi gadis. urCoba – es
struqturidan gamosvlaa, misi uqeifobaa; amis Sedegia – adamianis
TviTizolacia. sakuTar gansakuTrebulobaze da aRmatebulobaze azri
aseTi adamianis TvalSi morCilebas miuRebels xdis. magram morCilebis
gareSe raimes namdvilad Seswavla SeuZlebelia: imisaTvis, rom raime
aiTvisos, morCilebaa aucilebeli. amitom aseTi adamiani Tavis Tavs
umecrebisTvis wiravs, gansakuTrebiT sulieri TvalsazrisiT.
urCoba – es aweuli TviTSefasebaa, siZulvilia sxva adamianebis mimarT.
niSandoblivia, rom morCilebis uarmyofelni daJinebiT moiTxoven, rom maT
morCilebdnen; amitomac arian Cvens droSi amdeni bolomde uswavleli
maswavleblebi. amayi adamianSi Rvis xats da msgavss ver xedavs, amitom
adamianTan urTierToba mas ar akmayofilebs, ar axarebs. siamaye yvelgan da
yovelTvis martoxelaa. is aqve, am cxovrebaSivea dasjili imiT, rom ar
SeuZlia iyos bednieri. sulieri avadmyofobani es im saSinel gzaTagania,
romelzedac adamians ampartavneba ayenebs. am mdgomareobidan misi gamoyvana
aravis da arafers SeuZlia (RvTis gangebulebis garda).
Tuki adamians bedniereba mxolod droebiT cxovrebaSi, miwaze unda,
maSinac ki unda icodes, rom sulier simSvides mxolod Tavmdabloba
mianiWebs. magram rogor moipovos Tavmdabloba RvTis madlis gareSe? kidev
erTi saxasiaTo faqti: msoflio istoriis udides borotmoqmeddTa
STamomavloba arc Tu iSviaTad, ramdenime Taobis Semdeg gadaSendeboda
xolme. maT SviliSvilebsa da SvilTaSvilebs Soris TiTqmis yovelTvis
iyvnen fsiqiuri avadmyofebi, loTebi, narkomanebi, romlebic maTi
winaprebiviT wyevlis qveS imyofebodnen.
siamayis erT-erTi gamovlinebaa – simxdale. TiTqosda Znelia ipovo
kavSiri am or Tvisebas Soris, magram Cveni azriT simxdalis mizezi swored
is Rrma Sinagani travmebia, romelic amayma sulma ganicada (gansakuTrebiT
bavSvobaSi). xSirad mSiSroba – adamianis nebis damTrgunveli Zaladobis
Sedegia, Tumca Tavmdabal sulze Zaladoba arc Tu Rrmad moqmedebs, is
erTgvarad „srialebs“ Segnebis zedapirze. am mxriv Tavmdabali cnobil
Tojinas hgavs, romelic rogorc ar ginda gadaabruno, mainc dadgeba. amayi
Sinaganad ewinaaRmdegeba Zaladobas, mas sakuTar Zalebs, umTavresad ki
siZulvilsa da boRmas upirispirebs. amavdroulad usamarTlobas Rrmad
ganicdis, magram ara sxvebis, aramed sakuTari Tavis mimarT. sabolood,
amowuravs ra Tavis Zalebs, is gamosavals gaqcevaSi poulobs. SiSi
adamianis gonebas TiSavs mas winaaRmdegobis unari udamblavdeba, ukve
cdilobs garemos Seeguos, yoveli saSiSroebis dros ki nebdeba.
magram es sruliadac ar aris Tavmdabloba, romelic garegan zewolas
uTmobs da amave dros keTilsulovani rCeba. Cveulebriv mxdali imaT
mimarT iCens sisastikes, vinc masze sustia, TiTqos Tavisi simxdalisaTvis
Surs iZiebs.
amitom mxdali yovelTvis sastikia. misi cxovreba uwyvet gangaSSi
miedineba, maSinac ki, roca realuri saSiSroeba ar aris, mas igonebs da
esec „waSlili“ saxe sigiJisa. Tumca rogori ucnauric ar unda iyos,
amayisaTvis aseT mdgomareobaSi aris Taviseburi tkbobis momenti, romelic
daRvremilobiT aRtacebaSi an tkiviliT siamovnebaSi mdgomareobs.
xSirad simxdale aSkara fsiqiur avadmyofobaSi gadadis sxvadasxva
maniiT da fobiiT: adamians eCveneba, rom mas mtrebi devnian, rom mis
irgvliv yvelgan safrTxea. is gamosavals mdevnelebisagan gaqcevaSi eZebs,
romelTa saxeebic mas warmosaxvis umyofobidan da eSmakeuli fantaziebidan
aqvs gamoxmobili; demoni – sikvdilis sulia da SiSiT Sepyrobili
siamovnebas sikvdilis msgavs mdgomareobaSi eZebs.
roca vambobT, rom amayi realur da moCvenebiT usamarTlobas
mtkivneulad aRiqvams, mxedvelobaSi unda gvqondes, rom laparakia piradad
misadmi miyenebul usamarTlobaze da wyenaze, xolo rac Seexeba sxvebs,
amays maTTan araferi esaqmeba, is ar pasuxobs moyvass, is garSemo myofTa
ubedurebis mimarT gulgrilia; metic, gulis siRrmeSi borotad xarobs,
roca xedavs sxvebi rogor itanjebian. samagierod ukiduresad mwvaved
ganicdis agdebul Sexedvas, uxeS sityvas, SeniSvnas, zogjer ki ubralo
rCevasac. aseTi adamianis suli sxvaTa mimarT qvasaviT ugrZnobia, sakuTari
Tavis mimarT ki avadmyofur mgrZnobiarobas avlens: is mimozis naz
foTlebs hgavs, romlebic msubuqi SexebiTac ikecebian da eSvebian.
 Tavmdabali, roca mas Seuracxyofen, pirvel rigSi amas gaifiqrebs: xom
ar daimsaxura es Seuracxyofa? da Tundac ar daemsaxurebina, sakuTar
TavSi moZebnis sakmaris didsulovnebas, raTa mawyenars miuteos. amayi
wyenas wlobiT atarebs. is guls uxravs, rogorc Jangi rkinas, Cirqiani
wyluliviT sisxls uwamlavs, amitom amayi pirvel rigSi sakuTari Tavis
mteria. aris sigiJis aseTi forma: adamiani Tavis Tavs gareul mxecad
warmoidgens, xSirad mglad. yofila SemTxvevebi, roca aseTi SeSlilebi
mgzavrebs, bavSvebsac ki, yru adgilas Casafrebian da yeli ise
gadauRrRniaT, rogorc mgeli akeTebs amas. am sigiJeSi adamianTa mimarT
maTi siZulvili aisaxeba.
zogni Tvlian, rom sigiJis mizezi – es aris urbanizacia, anu veeba
qalaqebis warmoqmna, sadac adamiani Tavs martoxelad, yvelasagan
daviwyebulad da migdebulad grZnobs; aseve teqnikuri progresi, romelic
sul meti simZimiT awevs adamianis fsiqikas. magram es mxolod gverdiTi
faqtorebia: mTavari mizezi igivea – siamaye. teqnikuri progresi adamianis
siamayes uxv sakvebs awvdis, did qalaqSi cxovreba ki adamians miwisagan
wyvets, adamianTa mimarT aucxoebs da aciebs.
mTeli Cveni cxovreba gansazRvrul ritmSi gadis. zogi, vinc azris
bunebis gagebas cdilobda, ambobda, rom is musikalur akords hgavs.
kosmosSi, atomSi, TviT adamianis organizmSi rTuli struqtura devs,
romelic ritmis principiT moqmedebs. struqturis dazianebas ritmidan
amovardna mosdevs, magram arsebobs ukukavSirSi: ritmis darRvevasTan
erTad struqtura irRveva. ratom aqvs adamians dabadebiT moTxovnileba
simRerisa? imitom, rom simReriT is Tavis Tavs gansazRvrul ritmze awyobs.
poeziis momxiblaoba raSi mdgomareobs? isev da isev ritmSi, romelic
adamianis suls itacebs. Tanamedrove xelovneba sul ufro metad
aritmiuli xdeba, avangarduli xelovneba ki disonansebzea damyarebuli.
rok-musika, metalizmi, kubizmi* _ es yvelaferi afeTqebebisa da ngrevis,
qaosis da sikvdilis xelovnebaa. cnobilia, rom rok-musikas adamianebi
erTgvari demonuri transis mdgomareobaSi mohyavs, roca sulSi Zaladobisa
da ngrevis wyurvili ibadeba da romelic raRac koleqtiur sigiJed iqceva.
magram ratom eZebs Tanamedrove adamiani ase daJinebiT xelovnebis im
formebs, romlebic cota xnis win miuRebeli da saZageli iqneboda, rogorc
yvirili da Rriali sagiJeTis fanjarebidan? swored imitom, rom am
apokalipsur suraTebsa da musikalur „revoluciebSi“, an gnebavT bgeraTa
sasaklaoSi adamianis gonebaSi Canergili sigiJis mikrobi Tavisas scnobs.
es xelovneba mSobliuria adamianis Sinagani sigiJisaTvis, amitom adamianebs
is erT Sav velSi aerTianebs.
XIX s. ukve iyo dasawyisi dekadansisa*, romelmac adamianis vnebebs
romantikis saburveli moglija, rogorc saflavebis mZarcveli
micvalebuls glejs sudaras. is mankierebis demonur saxes asxamda xotbas,
siamovnebas poulobda nagavSi qeqviT, romelic adamianis gafuWebul da
garyvnil sulSi iyo dagrovili. mravali dekadentis cxovreba, iseTebis,
rogorebic iyvnen magaliTad, bodleri, balmonti35 an bloki36, aSkara
sigiJiT dasrulda. Tumca unda aRiniSnos, rom XIX s-is da XX s-is
dasawyisis dekadansma formis moxdeniloba SeinarCuna. myral talaxs is
brolis kaTxebSi asxamda. XX s-is meore naxevris dekadansma ki sigiJis
Sekaveba ver SeZlo im garegani ritmikis sazRvrebSic ki, romelic
verlenis37 leqsebSi, vrubelis38 ferweraSi da skriabinis39 musikaSi iyo.
TanaJReris, ritmis, asonansis** aRviri gawyda.
Tanamedrove adamiani, TiTqosda winaaRmdegobriobisganaa moqsovili, is
gamosavals disonansTa samyaroSi eZebs. es struqturis, kanonebis, moralis
msxvrevis saxea. amboben, rom Rrma ufskrulebs raRac mizidulobis Zala
aqvT: zogierTi adamiani maTSi Cavardnis gadaulaxav survils grZnobs.
swored aseve, zogierTs uCndeba survili borotebis leqSi gadaeSvas, mas
mieces, demons emsaxuros, rogorc uzarmazar mimzidvel Zalas, romelTan
gamklavebac mas ar SeuZlia, ufro sworad ki amis gakeTeba aRar surs.
codvas micemuli adamiani, rogorc demonTan erTsul qceuli – ukve
SeSlilia.
aris sityva – „umsgavsoba“. Cveulebriv is esmiT, rogorc ulamazo an
aRmaSfoTebeli saqcieli, magram sinamdvileSi am sityvis azri gacilebiT
saSineli, SeiZleba iTqvas avismauwyebelia. adamiani RvTis xatia. umsgavsoba
RvTis xatis dakargvaa, ris Sedegadac is demonis xati xdeba. codvis rogor
ufskrulebSi aRar vardeba igi, ramden sisaZagles aRar sCadis sxvebis da
sakuTari sulis mimarT! amitom Rirsi ioane kibisaRmwereli ambobs:
„sasjeli amayisa – misi dacemaa, misi mawyenari – demonia, xolo niSani
RvTisagan mitovebisa – gonebasustoba“. Tanamedrove xelovneba – adamianis
sulieri mdgomareobis Taviseburi barometria. am barometris isari, TiTqos
qariSxals auwyebso, TiTqmis nulamde daeca. kacobriobas SeSliloba sul
ufro metad eufleba. civilizacia mis siamayes erTdroulad kvebavs da
martoobisaTvis wiravs. daxmareba mxolod rwmenas SeuZlia, magram Cvens
inteligencias RmerTis Secnoba ara guliT, aramed gonebiT surs, piradi
Rvawlis, vnebebTan brZolis gareSe unda, viRaca mxolod wes-Cveulebebis
da ritualebis garegnuli SesrulebiT ifargleba da Tavisi cxovrebis
Secvlas mainc ar cdilobs. amitom adamianTa didi nawili naxevrad rwmenis
mdgomareobaSi cxovrobs. TiTqmis yvelas daaviwyda mTavari – sakuTari
gulis ganwmeda iq Cabudebuli vnebebisagan.
riT daviwyoT? saxarebiseuli mcnebebiT. upirveles yovlisa Cveni
sulieri siRatake gaviazroT, es pirveli safexuria da amave dros meore da
sxva danarCeni safexurebisTvis – safuZveli. netarebis cxra mcneba (mT. 5, 3-
11) cxra angelozebriv xarisxs hgavs, romelTagan umaRlesi RvTis taxtTan
dgas, umdablesi miwas exeba. es mcnebebi adamianis gonebas SeSlilobis
basri klanWebidan gamoglejs. magram rogor gavacnobieroT Cveni siRatake,
Tavmdabloba rogor movixveWoT? amis saSualebas morCileba gvaZlevs, anu
is xarisxi, romelSi yofnisTvisac xar mowodebuli: eklesiaSi damrigeblis
da xelmZRvanelis yola, yvela situaciaSi sxvebis gamarTleba da Tavis
dadanaSauleba. wmida mamebma Tqves: „ufalma Tavmdablobis magaliTi Tavad
gviCvena, radgan es saTnoeba amoulevelia, mas sazRvari ara aqvs“. amays
sakuTari Crdilis eSinia, Tumc malavs amas, Tvinieri ki boboqar
talRebSic mSvidi rCeba, vinc siamayes sZlia, man daamarcxa SiSi,
sasowarkveTa da SeSliloba, romlebmac mTeli samyaro SeZres.

qristiani da amavdroulad warmarTi

Cveni suli Tavisi bunebiT qristiania, magram vnebebiT – warmarTi; is
qristes sasZloa, demonisagan pativayrili; dedofalia, meZavad qceuli; xati
da msgavsia RvTisa, magram amavdroulad Savbneli satanaa masSi asaxuli; is
kosmosSi, kosmosur grigalSi mobzriale nawilakis – dedamiwis binadaria
da amasTanave RmerTsa da dacemul mTavarangelozs Soris ukanaskneli
brZolis veli; ama qveynis monaa, Tavis arsebobaSi sivrciTa da droiT
Sepirobebul-SezRuduli da isve wyvets mis saboloo beds.
is drois boboqar dinebaSi cxovrobs da amasTanave maradisobas ekuTvnis.
miwieri suraTebis fantasmagoriiT, vnebiani warmosaxvebiTa da auxdeneli
bednierebis sizmrebiT monusxulma sakuTari Tavi daiviwya. dedmiwaze mas
araferi akmayofilebs da Tavs mogzaurad grZnobs. daiviwya Tavi, magram
RmerTma misTvis uTvalavi samyaro Seqmna, RvTiuri gangeba kosmossa da
istorias misi xsnisaTvis ganagebs.
xatovnad rom iTqvas, adamianis suls xelT samyaros saWe upyria. igi
RmerTTan urTierTobisTvisaa Seqmnili, umeteswilad ki demonTan
urTierTobas mieltvis. is wumpeSi Cavardnili nawilakia zecisa, martoxela
niRabia xmaurian da Wrel karnavalze. suli kacisa an Tavis RvTaebriv
Rirsebas iviwyebs, sakuTar Tavs matlTan aigivebs da talaxSi Zvreba, an
Tavisi yofis tragizms grZnobs da uxmod SfoTavs: „risTvis momeca
sicocxle? aq ratom movxvdi?“
... sulo Cemo, vin xar, mipasuxe: Tu zecisa xar, bednierebas lafSi rad
eZeb? Tu miwis _ zecaze ratomRa sevdiandebi?
Tu dedofali xar, porfiris nacvlad maTxovris konki risTvis Cavicvams?
Tu iSvi maTxovrad, rad eZieb simdidres, romelic arasdros gqonia? Tu ar
uwyi RmerTi, maSin Soreul yrmobaSi smenil simRerasaviT gaugebari
locvis sityvebi amaqveyniur xmaurSi Sens guls rad akrToben? Tu samoTxe
ar gaxsovs, maSin saidanaa es mduRare cremli idumali siyvarulisa, Sens
guls rom wvavs, imaze tkbili siyvarulisa, vidre mTeli qveynierebis
netarebaa? Sens siRrmeSi RvTis saidumlo saxeli vin aRbeWda? rogor
SegeZlo misi daviwyeba im mdidariviT, ganZi rom dafla da daflvis
adgili dakarga?
vin xar? frTebdamsxvreuli mTis arwivi Tu miwaze umweod mxoxavi, jer
isev daufrTianebeli marTve, xis totebidan yvavebi rom dasCxavian? zogjer
ratom yviri da Sinaganad ratom itanjebi? aqeT-iqiT awydebi xafangSi
gabmuli nadiriviT, rkinas rom RrRnis da Ronemixdils Tavis daRweva unda.
odesRac uxorco angelozis msgavsi, xrwnadi sxeuliT xar mosili,
romelic kuboSi dalpeba sikvdilis Semdgom. gvamis mtvirTveli rogor
gaxdi, sulo Cemo? irgvliv sikvdilis suraTebisa da moCvenebebis mxilveli,
SenTan mis ucilobel mosvlaze fiqrebs mteriviT ratom ganagdeb? ratom
Cahkvrixar miwier cxovrebas, rogorc tkipa ZaRlis yurs? ufalma
cxonebisaTvis yvelaferi giboZa, magram Sen usinaTlos hgavxar, romelsac
oqroTi savse tomara miaqvs da warmodgena ara aqvs, Sig ra devs. Sen, sulo
Cemo, bunebiT sinaTlis sxiviviT ubralov, gadauWrel winaaRmdegobaTa
gorglad ratom iqeci? an kvanZad, romelsac bolo damaluli aqvs da misi
gaxsna adamians Tavad ar ZaluZs? sulo Cemo, ratom miemsgavse Sxamian
gvelTan moTamaSe patara, ugono bavSvs, gvelis silamaziT rom tkbeba, an
yvavilebs krefs Waobis zedapirze?
 pasuxobs suli: „me varskvlavi var Camovardnili, xsovnas zecisas
vimarxav, siyvaruli var qristesi, igi miwaze CemTvis movida. ufalma Semqmna,
viTarca anarekli RvTiuri naTlisa, samefo beWedi miboZa, raTa
davwinduliyavi masze. es beWedi Cemi Tavisufali nebaa. raoden didia RvTis
siyvaruli Cemdami: me misi sityviT var qmnili, sisxliT ki – gamosyiduli;
Cemi cxonebiT zeca ixarebs, daRupviT ki damwuxrdebian angelozni, rogorc
ufrosi Zmebi umcrosi dis kubosTan! meti aRaraferi mkiTxo, Cemive
TavisTvis var saidumlo... sityvebs miRma mdumarebaa, saidumlos Cemsas ki
maradisoba gaamxels!“
 `yoveli queyana Tayuanis-
Tayuanis-gcemden Sen
da gigalobden da ugalobden saxelsa
Sensa, maRalo~
(fs. 65, 4)

locvis Sesaxeb
 S
en qristeane xar, Zmao Cemo,

da ueWvelia ara erTgzis

gifiqria ieso qristeze, aTasjer warmogiTqvams
warmogiTqvams
misi saxeli, aTasjer gilocavs mis saxelze, garna nu
gagikvirdeba, Tu giTxra, romel ieso qriste, iqneba, jer
arc ki dabadebula SenTvis, anu Sens gulSi....
wm. episkoposi gabrieli (qiqoZe)
 sicocxlis sunTqva
sulieri cxovreba umeteswilad locvis xelovnebaa. wmida mamebi locvas
cxovrebis sunTqvas, sulis nervebs, adamianis sulSi Camaval oqros wvimas
uwodebdnen; madlis uSret wyaros, zeciur saganZurs, romelic adamians
yovelTvis Tan aqvs.
locva – es gasaRebia zeciuri ierusalimis karibWisa.
locva – es kibea, romliTac suli miwidan RvTis taxtTan adis. locva –
maradiuli, uxrwneli, Cauqrobeli zeciuri naTelia, romelic adamianis
guls xedavs.
locva – sxeulis aRdgomamde aRdgomaa adamianis sulisa.
locva – es sulis frTebia, uimisod is Tavis gulisTqmebSi da vnebebSi
xoxavs, rogorc matli miwaze.
locva – es Cveni sulis gansxivosnebaa zeciuri naTliT.
locva – es RmerTTan gamudmebuli sufevaa, mouklebeli wyaroa naTeli
sixarulisa.
locva – es samoTxis winaswargrZnoba da winkaria.
adamiani maradisobisTvisaa Seqmnili, misi WeSmariti samSoblo, misi
mamiseuli saxli – zecaa. aq, miwaze, is devnili da mogzauria. roca
adamiani Tavis daniSnulebas iviwyebs, roca eCveneba, rom misi cxovreba – es
mxolod mokle gzaa dabadebidan sikvdilamde, akvnidan samaremde, _ maSin is
yvelaze ubeduri arseba xdeba dedamiwaze.
locva – es mogonebaa dakargul samoTxeze, es mimarTvaa sulisa
RmerTisaken. locvisaTvis dro da manZili ar aris. Tuki locvis sityvebs
guli gamoexmaura, maSin is mTelma zecam gaigo. Tuki locvis sityvebi
sulis siRrmidan amoiRvara, maSin maT uflamde miaRwies. Cven locvisas
xSirad sabediswero Secdomas vuSvebT: gveCveneba, rom Cveni ZalebiT,
CvendaTavad vloculobT. RmerTi ki mxolod pasuxobs Cvens locvebs,
magram es ase ar aris: Cven WeSmaritad mxolod maSin vloculobT, roca
CvenTan erTad loculobs madli RvTisa.
madli – es RvTaebrivi siyvarulia, RvTaebrivi Zalaa, romelic adamians
ixsnis, TviT „gaxseneba“ locvisa, locvis survili – madlis moqmedebaa.
adamians SeuZlia miiRos madli da SeuZlia is uaryos, magram madlis
„Secvla~ sakuTari adamianuri ZalebiT – SeuZlebelia. Tuki adamiani
Tvlis, rom locva mxolod Tavis nebaze zewoliT, Tavisi azrebis
koncentraciis, Tavisi grZnobebis aRZvris, sxeulebrivi Sromis xarjze
SeuZlia (metania, muxlmodreka), es niSnavs, rom is locvas sakuTar Rvawls
miawers, Tavis adamianur unars, da maSin TviT locvis dakargva xdeba: an
Cveni Zalebi ifiteba da locva ara qvaze, aramed qviSaze aSenebul
SenobasaviT gaibneva, an xdeba sulis grZnobaTa aRgzneba da locvis Semdeg
adamiani sulieri mSvidobis nacvlad mtkivneul gaRizianebas ganicdis,
TiTqosda nervebi gauSiSvlda, an rac yvelaze uaresia, meocnebe
aRtacebulobis mdgomareobaSi, amay TviTtkbobaSi iZireba.
demoni Caagonebs adamians, rom is didi moRvawea, TiTqosda mis suls
iavnanas umReris. unda gvaxsovdes uflis sityvebi: „T nier Cemsa arara
Zal-gic yofad arca erTi“ (in. 15, 5). locva ki – umaRlesi Semoqmedebaa
sulisa, romlis winaSec mSvinvieri Semoqmedeba, mis mier Seqmnili
xelovnebis SedevrebiT, fermkrTali da arafris maqnisia.
eklesiam locvis tipikonis (ganwesebis) dasawyisSi daadgina locvis
kiTxva suliwmidisadmi: mis gareSe locva mkvdari iqneba, magram rogor
gavigoT, sad moqmedebs madli da sad – adamianuri Zalebi? Cveni sulieri
grZnobebi xom ganuswavlelia: Cveni aRtaceba da ganwyoba SegviZlia sulier
gancdad miviRoT. sakuTar gulSi RvTis madlisaTvis adgilis miCena
mxolod im ori dabrkolebis daZlevis Semdgom SeiZleba, romlebic CvenSi
mis moqmedebas xels uSlian. pirvelia – vnebianoba, meore – ampartavneba.
locva sinanulis grZnobis gareSe – es ara mowiwebuli saubari, aramed
Tavxeduri gamowvevaa RmerTisa. ufali wmidaa, Cven ki codvilni, amitom
mivuaxlovdeT als da ar daviwvaT, es mxolod sinanulis meSveobiT
SegviZlia. siamayesTan brZola – es sakuTari uZlurebisa da uRonobis
gamudmebuli SegrZnebaa. Cven TiTqosda veubnebiT RmerTs: „me uZluri var,
Sen Tavad iloce CemSi, locva TviTon maswavle da es locvac Tavadve
miiRe“. maSin adamiani locvaSi raRac sxvagvars igrZnobs: ara Tavis Zalas,
aramed RvTisas. maSin is mixvdeba, rom misi suli uwin unayofo iyo,
mkvdari, rogorc udabnos gaxurebuli qviSa. axla ki am udabnoSi wyaroebma
amoxeTqa. aq imis gafiqrebac ki ar SeiZleba, rom Cveni neba locvas eTiSeba,
_ piriqiT, Cveni neba madls emorCileba, mas Tavis gulSi imarxavs, surs es
madli, mis usityvo xmas yurs ugdebs, mTel didebas mas miagebs, Tavis
Tavze ki, rogorc mxolod codvebis Camdenze fiqrobs. roca adamiani
RmerTs mimarTavs da ambobs: „me...“, RmerTi mas Tavis pawia „me“-sTan tovebs
roca adamiani locvaSi eubneba RmerTs: „Sen...“, maSin RmerTi mis uZlurebas
da simwires Tavisi ZaliT aRavsebs da masTan sufevs.
locvis safuZvelia – azri: „Sen – yovelive xar, me ki – araferi“. es misi
granitis saZirkvelia. xdeba erTgvari idumali SeerTeba RmerTisa sulTan:
suli madls usmens, madli ki suls. amis Sesaxeb mociquli pavle ase
ambobs: `umetes maT yovelTasa davSuer; ara me, aramed madli igi RmrTisa ~
(1 kor. 15,
15 10).
Tuki umaRlesi mizani da cxovrebis mTavari Sinaarsi morwmune
adamianisaTvis unda iyos ufali, es niSnavs: sulis unari RvTisadmi
mimarTvisa, anu locva, adamianis yvela azris, sityvisa da saqmis
ganmmsWvalav Sinagan RerZad unda iqces. Tuki adamiani maradisobisaTvis
cxovrobs, Tavisi miwieri cxovrebiT Tavs winaswar ganimzadebs WeSmariti,
saukuno, dausrulebeli cxovrebisaTvis, maSin misTvis yvelaze
mniSvnelovani saqme locva unda iyos, yvelaferi danarCeni, saSinao da
sazogadoebrivi valdebulebebis CaTvliT, mxolod misTvis momzadebas
emsaxureba.
 Cven yvelaze xSirad vfiqrobT, rom garegani garemoebani, gansakuTrebiT
samuSao, Cvens locvas xels uSlian, magram sinamdvileSi misTvis mTavar
dabrkolebas Cveni Sinagani winaaRmdegobriobani warmoadgenen. rogorc
ZarRvebsa da venebSi sisxlis moZraobas xels uSlis sklerozuli
warmonaqmnebi, aseve locvas aferxebs ara dakavebuloba da Sroma, aramed
sicrue da pirferoba, sizarmace da avxorcoba, metismetad mijaWvuloba
miwier cxovrebaze.
ra unda gavakeToT, rom Cveni valdebulebani mcnebebis SesrulebasTan da
uwyvet locvasTan iyos SeTanxmebuli? `mouklebelad ilocevdiT; yovelsa
Sina hmadlobdiT“ (1 Tes. 5, 17-18) – ambobs wm.pavle mociquli. nu aRiqvam
sakuTar saqmeebs, rogorc pirutyvis qedze dadgmul uRels, an Ralas,
romelic qveyanas unda gadauxado, Semdeg ki Tavisufali dro locvas
dauTmo. samuSaos ise unda uyuro, rogorc RvTisgan mocemul morCilebas,
unda Seasrulo is, rogorc RvTis saxis winaSe _ mTeli gulmodginebiT da
keTilsindisierebiT, amasTan yovelTvis azrad gqondes, rom Cven ara xalxs,
aramed TviT ufals vemsaxurebiT. Tuki Cven imisaTvis ar vimuSavebT, rom
samuSaosgan saswrafod TavdaRweulebma, sulierad vicxovroT, aramed ise,
rom misi meSveobiT RmerTs saTno veyoT, maSin TviT samuSao gaxdeba
stimuli locvisaTvis, Tundac imaze meti dro, Zalisxmeva da Sroma
moiTxovos, vidre uwin. maSin locvasTan SeerTebuli cxovreba, mTlianad
misi SuqiT iqneba ganmsWvaluli, maSin moipovebs simSvides Cveni sindisi.
sulis mTavari Zalebia – neba, goniereba da grZnoba. neba imaSi unda
vavarjiSoT, rom Tavi vaiZuloT davemorCiloT gonierebas da ara nebas,
neba gonebis mokavSire unda iyos da ara emociebis da ganwyobilebisa.
grZnoba unda gavwvrTnaT, ganvwmindoT vnebebisa da brma mikerZoebisagan.
sulier cxovrebaSi tkboba – gonebisa da gulis mteria, es satyuaraa,
romelsac adamiani ylapavs, rogorc Tevzi ankess.
goneba unda vavarjiSoT locvisaTvis:
1) sikvdilis xsovniT;
2) misi aRyvanebiT xilulidan uxilavisaken, nivTieridan sulierisaken,
magaliTad, bunebis an adamianis silamaziT vtkbebiT – vifiqroT: rogori
mSvenieri unda iyos maTi Semqmneli, rogoria sulieri, angelozTa samyaros
gamouTqmeli silamaze! mzis Suqs xedav – sulieri sinaTle gaixsene,
romelic adamianTa gulebs anaTebs. Ramis ca dainaxe – uTxari sakuTari
Tavs: „raoden diadia am zeciur samyaroTa Semoqmedi! ramdeni saidumloa
dafaruli adamianisagan!“
nebismieri sagani, nebismieri movlena SesaZlebelia gonebisaTvis momavali
cxovrebis, sulieri samyaros Sexsenebad gamodges. amaSi ganswavlul go-
nebas SeuZlia yvelafridan gakveTilebi da magaliTebi moipovos.
imisaTvis, rom miwieriT, nivTieriT da garegnuliT ar viyoT damonebulni,
yvela situaciaSi gonebiT hkiTxe sakuTar Tavs: „ra iqneba Semdgom, rogoria
dasasruli am yvelafrisa?“ da dainaxav rom yovelive miwieris dasasruli –
mtveri da xrwnaa da mxolod sulieria maradiuli. ukve amiT Cven ganvwmedT
gonebas miwieri saxeebisagan, aRviyvanT suls RmerTisaken, misi yovelgan
myofoba gvemaxsovreba, is gonebaSi gveyoleba – anu gveqneba locva.
locva
magaliTad, qalis saxis silamaze gvatyvevebs _ hkiTxe Sens Tavs: ra iqneba
oci an ocdaaTi wlis Semdeg? naoWebi saxes iarebiviT daRaraven; Tvalebi,
Zvirfas qvebad rom gveCveneba, lorwos grovad iqceva, kbilebi dascviva.
Semdeg ra? – sikvdili. ra mouva am adamians kuboSi ramdenime dRis Semdeg?
– saxe gauSavdeba, gabervas daiwyebs, gvami simyrales gaavrcelebs, erTi
Tvis Semdeg ki saflavSi raRac saSineli masa iqneba, romelSic matlebi
ifuTfuTeben. ai miwieri silamaze da misi dasasruli.
Tuki Cvens Tavs mivaCvevT SekiTxvas: „ra aris Semdeg? amas ra mosdevs?“ –
mivxvdebiT, rom yvelaferi xiluli dasaRupadaa ganwiruli, rom yovelive
qveyniuri – moRalate megobaria, romelic migvatovebs, rom amqveynad
erTaderTi faseuloba – es adamianis sulia. msgavsi „savarjiSoebi“ gonebas
wmenden da mas locvisaTvis amzadeben.
cxovreba ar unda iyos uwesrigo da qaoturi. adamiani erTbaSad
ramdenime saqmes ar unda waepotinos: is TviT samuSaoSi uwesrigobiT
iqanceba, iRleba da maSin mis sulSi RvTisadmi mowiwebis nacvlad
mowyinebis grZnoba, drtvinva, Tavisi TaviT da yvelaTi gaRizianeba Cndeba.
mas eCveneba, rom dagrovili saqmeebi veeba gorad gadaiqca, romlis
gadadgmis Zalac mas ar Seswevs. amitom samuSao, romelsac adamiani
gadadebs, an iwyebs da ar amTavrebs, mis suls gadauxdeli valiviT awevs.
locvas ara Sroma, aramed Sinagani gafantuloba uSlis xels. wesad unda
aviRoT: ar vakeToT erTdroulad ramdenime saqme. mSvidad unda vifiqroT
da CvenTvis gadavwyvitoT, maT Soris romelia yvelaze mniSvnelovani,
gadaudebeli da misgan daviwyoT, viTomda is _ erTaderTi saqmea, romlis
gakeTebac aucilebelia. unda vebrZoloT gafantulobas da uyuradRebobas,
rogorc Cveni sulis mtrebs.
roca adamiani ramdenime saqmis erTad keTebas Seudgeba da erTis
dasrulebisTanave meoreze fiqrobs, is Tavis TavSi xasiaTis im Tvisebas
gamoimuSavebs, romelsac SeiZleba qronikuli daudevroba da unebisyofoba
vuwodoT. aseTi adamiani ver SeZlebs yuradRebis mokrebas locvaze:
locvis ganwesebis Sesrulebisas, is mraval saqmeze da maT gadawyvetaze
fiqrobs. misi locva dazuTxuli sityvebis meqanikur gameorebaSi gadadis,
amasTan azrebi yvela mimarTulebiT ifanteba, rogorc daRvrili
vercxliswylis burTulebi. mxolod erTi saqmis dasrulebis Semdeg unda
Seudges adamiani meores.
axla ki locvis garegnuli mxaris Sesaxeb. adamiani Sedgeba sulis,
samSvinvelisa da sxeulisagan. sxeulis mdebareoba da mdgomareoba metad
mniSvnelovania locvisaTvis. roca adamiani Tavis sxeuls adunebs, maSin
misi azri dundeba, is TiTqosda Tvlemas iwyebs. roca adamiani locvis
dros gadawolilia, fexi fexzea aqvs gadadebuli an daudevar pozaSi wevs,
mas locvisadmi mowiweba uqreba, is familarulad, TiTqos kbilebSi
scriso, ise saubrobs RmerTTan.
arsebobs enis ori saxe, ori saxe TviTgamosaxvisa: sityviT da JestiT, anu
moZraobiT. metania, muxldreka – es uxmo enaa, sadac sityva moZraobiT
icvleba. es werilis saxea, romelic melniT qaRaldze ar aris dawerili,
aramed TviT adamianis sxeulSia areklili da ganxorcielebuli.
sulieri cxovrebisaTvis didi mniSvneloba aqvs kontrols imaze, Tu ras
ambobs adamiani: yoveli amao sityva – es misi sulis uZvirfasesi energiis
dakargvaa, amitom xangrZlivi da uSinaarso saubris Semdeg adamians
dacarielebis da danakargis grZnoba eufleba. mas ekargeba locvis
survili, suli raRacnairi nisliTa da simZimiT evseba. is saZulveli xdeba
sakuTari TavisTvis. danakargis es SegrZneba im moTamaSis wyenasa da
gamwarebas hgavs, romelic saxlSi carieli jibeebiT brundeba.
TiToeuli cru sityva – iaraa adamianis sulis saxeze, misi
damamaxinjebeli nawiburia. TiToeuli dampali da binZuri sityva –
ayrolebuli wylulia, rameTu ufalma Tqva, rom yoveli amao sityvisaTvis
adamiani pasuxs agebs saSinel samsjavroze, miTumetes ki codvianisaTvis:
„yoveli sityua uqmi, romelsa ityodian kacni, miscen sityua misT s dResa.
mas sasjelisasa~ (mT. 12,
12 36). aq sulsa da sityvas Soris urTierTkavSiria:
guli gulisTqmas warmoSobs, romlisganac sityva warmodgeba, warmoTqmuli
sityva ki, rogorc bumerangi, adamians ubrundeba; suli sakuTari sityvebis
mTavari samizne xdeba. igive SeiZleba iTqvas Jestebisa da moZraobis enazec:
maT ara mxolod Zlieri emociis gamoxatva SeuZliaT, aramed adamianis
sulis faqizi moZraobebisac. siarulSi, sxeulis moZraobaSi, pozaSi
grZnobaTa mTeli gama ixateba: sixaruli da mwuxareba, mediduri
upativcemuloba da saidumlo mikerZoebani, siyvaruli da zizRi.
gansakuTrebuli mimikis ZaliT gamoixateba iseTi vnebebi, rogorebicaa,
mrisxaneba, SiSi da siZva. amitom adamianma iseve rogorc Tavis sityvebs,
Tavis sxeuls moZraobasac Tvali unda adevnos. pozaSi, aranakleb, vidre
sityvebSi, SeiZleba gamomJRavndes garyvnileba da masac ukuqmedeba aqvs
adamianis sulze. Tuki adamiani mrisxanebaSi garegnul simSvides
SeinarCunebs, xelebs ar damuStavs, kriWas ar Sekravs, warbs ar Seiyris,
oTaxSi nerviulad ar ivlis, xelebis qnevas ar daiwyebs an Tavis vnebas
raRac sxva saxiT ar gamoamJRavnebs, maSin is sxeulis mxridan mxardaWeras
miiRebs da adamiani male dawynardeba. es SeiZleba sakuTar Tavze iolad
Semowmdes.
Tuki adamiani moZraobaSi Tavisuflebas an uwminduri azrebisagan
cdunebaSi meocnebe moSvebulobas ar gamoavlens, isini, rogorc Rrubeli
ciskidurze, swrafad gaivlian. zogierTs eCveneba, rom sulieri
cxovrebisaTvis garegnuls ara aqvs mniSvneloba, rom erTaderTi,
aucilebeli ram adamianisaTvis – es RvTisaTvis gulis miZRvnaa. magram maT
ar esmiT, rom sxeuli – es gare samosi ar aris, aramed Cvenive nawilia, rom
sxeulsa da suls Soris mWidro kavSiria, rom gulis ganwmeda – es mxolod
ganzraxva da gadawyvetileba ar aris, es Seupovari Sromaa, romelic
sikvdilamde grZeldeba.
yovelgvar ganswavlaSi iolidan gacilebiT Znelze gadasvlas vxedavT.
sakuTar sxeulze kontroli – es aucilebeli pirobaa ara mxolo axal-
damwyebTaTvis, es erT-erTi im qvakuTxedTagania, romlebzedac mTeli Cveni
sulieri cxovrebis Senoba aRimarTeba.
 eklesiam RvTismsaxurebaSi rogorc locvis organuli nawili,
ritualebisa da wes-CveulebaTa ena CarTo. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom ara
mxolod adamianis goneba, aramed mTlianad adamiani, rogorc sxeulebriv –
sulieri arseba, monawileobs RvTismsaxurebaSi.
saeklesio wes-Cveuleba – es gansakuTrebuli simboluri enaa. maSinac ki
roca adamians ar SeuZlia Sesrulebuli wesi sityvis enaze gadaitanos, anu
axsnas is, Tumca masSi monawileobs, is eklesiis madlian velSi mainc
erTveba, rogorc naTura enTeba eleqtroqselSi CarTvisas, Tumca Cven,
arsebiTad ar viciT, ra aris eleqtroba da mxolod mis moqmedebasa da
Zalas vafiqsirebT.
wmida mamebi krZalavdnen mouridebel, uwesrigo, aforiaqebul moZraobebs,
romlebic Cvens suls uwminduri da suleluri gulisTqmebiT avseben. am
sagnis Sesaxeb maTi darigebebi ramdenime sityviT rom gadmovceT: adamianma
Tavi mokrZalebulad da ubralod unda daiWiros. Tavis TavTan darCenisas
an Zilad misvlisas unda axsovdes, rom is marto araa, aramed masTan
mfarveli angelozi imyofeba. wmida mamebi gvirCeven, locvis dros
gansakuTrebulad SemarTulni viyoT, fexi ar movinacvloT, sxeuli ar
movadunoT. Tu adamiani Zlier daRlilia, umjobesia dajdes da ramdenime
xans ase ilocos.
rac Seexeba metaniebsa da muxldrekas, es Cveni Tayvaniscemis gamoxatvaa
RvTisadmi. aq moZraoba da Jesti erTgvarad sityvas avseben, mas aZliereben
da aRrmaveben. locvisas sxeuli arc modunebuli unda iyos, arc zedmetad
daZabuli. pirveli adunebs, TiTqosda aZinebs, meore ki qancavs adamians.
sxeuli SemarTuli unda iyos, Sinagani mzadyofnis mdgomareobaSi, rogoric
is aris xolme im samuSaos Sesrulebis win, romelsac Zalisxmeva da
siswrafe sWirdeba, roca adamiani TiTqos Tavis kunTebs SeigrZnobs, vidre
maT daWimavs.
adamiani erTiani pirovnebaa, erTiani fsiqofizikuri monada – erTeuli,
amitom locvaSi is mTeli Tavisi sulier-sxeulebrivi arsebiT unda iyos
CarTuli.

uzenaesi saqme kacisa

kiTxva: ras warmoadgens iesos locva?
pasuxi: Semecnebas ieso qristes saxelisas.
kiTxva: ras niSnavs es?
pasuxi: am saxelis siwmidisa da macxovneblobis Semecnebas, adamianis
sulisaTvis is madlis meSveobiT cxaddeba, suliwmidiT Seimecneba da TviT
bunebas cvlis adamianisas: mis suls, samSvinvels, sxeuls; mis guls,
gonebasa da mexsierebas codvisgan ganwmeds.
kiTxva: rogor moqmedebs iesos locva?
pasuxi: moqmedebs TviT qriste, romelmac keTilineba gamxdariyo
qveynirebis mxsneli da yvela saxelidan saxeli – ieso airCia. is mis pirov-
nebasTan ganuyreladaa dakavSirebuli. amitom, roca Ze RvTisas saxelze
vlaparakobT, mis RvTaebriv qmedebebze vsaubrobT, maSin ieso qristes saxe-
lSi mTeli wmida sameba moqmedebs. Ze miutevebs da acxovnebs, suli wmeds,
mama akurTxebs. suliwmidis moqmdebiT Seimecneba – Ze, ZeSi ki mama gacxad-
deba.
kiTxva: ra aris aucilebeli iesos locvisaTvis?
pasuxi: rwmena imisa, rom ieso – Seni macxovaria; sinanuli, romelic
madls gulSi moqmedebisaTvis adgils aZlevs; rom soflisa mZleveli*
saxeli ieso qristesi Sens gulSi sZlevs demons. locvisaTvis Sroma da
moTminebaa aucilebeli rwmena locvis meSveobiT imedSi gadadis, imedi –
siyvarulSi. siyvaruli – mwvervalia, Sroma da sinanuli – safuZveli. iesos
locvis sityvebi – es qvebia sulieri Senobisa. rodis gasruldeba samuSao,
adamianma ar icis, magram Tuki Tavis miwier cxovrebaSi ver gaasrulebs mas,
danakliss TviT ufali Seavsebs.
kiTxva: aq ra igulisxmeba?
pasuxi: locvis mizani – es Sexamebaa gulisa ieso qristes saxelTan. Tuki
adamianma uwyvet locvas amqveyniur cxovrebaSi ver miaRwia, magram
gamudmebiT cdilobda amas, ufali sikvdilis Jams frTebis msgavs locvas
mihmadlis, romliTac suli cad aiWreba.
saerTod ki uwyveti, gulismieri locva swored is diadi ganZia,
romelic didi SromiT moipoveba.
kiTxva: ra Sromaa es?
pasuxi: es ara mxolod gameorebaa locvisa, es mTeli cxovrebis
daqvemdebarebaa misdami. rasac unda akeTebdes adamiani, ise unda akeTos,
TiTqosda locvisaTvis emzadeba. Zveli drois erT moqandakes hkiTxes,
rogor miaRwia Tavisi qandakebebis aseT silamazesa da srulyofilebas,
moqandakem upasuxa: „viReb marmarilos da yovelive zedmets vaSoreb“.
msgavsad amisa, adamianmac, romelic iesos locvas mieltvis, yovelive
zedmeti da usargeblo unda moikveTos, yovelive, rac fantavs gonebas,
tvirTavs mexsierebas, asustebs nebas, grZnobebs nebiersa da Tavnebas xdis.
Tuki adamiani Tavis cxovrebas locvas ar dauqvemdebarebs, maSin miuxedavad
Sromisa, locva garegnuli darCeba, guli-gaorebuli, goneba locvis
sityvebisagan gamudmebiT ukuqceuli. maSin SesaZloa sxva ram moxdes:
sikvdilis win ajanydebian vnebebi, romlebic mis sulSi budobdnen da
locvas Caaqroben, rogorc qari aqrobs anTebul sanTels da suli qristes
saxelis damkargavi wava maradisobaSi.
kiTxva: anu is, vinc yuradRebian locvas ver miaRwia, sikvdilis Jams
datevebul iqneba?
pasuxi: unda iTqvas, rom dafantuli locvis ori saxeoba arsebobs.
pirveli, _ roca adamiani cdilobs, magram ver axerxebs Tavisi yuradRebis
dauflebas. goneba locvis sityvebs tovebs da miwieri sagnebisaken miiqceva.
mTeli qariSxali aRdgeba vnebebisa, romelic locvis sityvebs axSobs,
magram adamiani locvas Tavs ar anebebs, nebis ZaliT mis sityvebTan kvlav
abrunebs gonebas, rTavs masSi, Semdeg isev usxlteba goneba rogorc mxeci
sxlteba xafangidan da adamiani nebisyofis ZaliT mas kvlav abrunebs
garedan SigniT, locvis im sityvebTan, romelic miatova gonebam. aq
brZolaa da im Sromis gamo, romelsac adamiani eweva, macxovnebelia aseTi
locva.
meore saxeoba – es cru locvaa. adamiani RmerTs ecrueba, is ioli gziT
midis, roca locvis wakiTxvis an warmoTqmisas yuradRebaze ar zrunavs. mas
ar esmis vis winaSe dgas, ras akeTebs, visTan saubrobs; is Tavs aCvenebs,
rom loculobs, Semdeg ki am TvalTmaqcobas ise eCveva, rom mas veRarc ki
amCnevs. aseT cru da zarmaci locvis Sesaxeb Tqva ieremia
winaswarmetyvelma: „wyeulia, vinc saqmes daudevrobiT iqms“ (ier. 48,
48 10).
wyeulia – ese igi „gangdebulia RvTisagan“. aseTi uRirsi locvis, iseve
rogorc uRirsi ziarebis gamo adamiani imaze metad Sordeba RmerTs, vidre
manamde iyo daSorebuli. uwyveti locvisaTvis saWiroa, rom sufTa goneba,
sufTa gulTan iyos Sexamebuli. amitom adamiani unda gafrTxildes
sicruisagan, romelic guls abinZurebs da gonebas vnebebiT avsebs, aseve
RvarZlisagan, ramdenadac RvarZliani guliT mas ar SeuZlia SeerTdes ieso
qristes saxelTan.
kiTxva: ras iZens locvisagan adamiani am cxovrebaSi?
pasuxi: simSvidesa da sixaruls. codva suls simwariTa da gamudmebuli
mousvenrobiT avsebs. RvTis madli amRvreul suls simSvides aniWebs. ga-
regnuls ar ZaluZs misces adamians bedniereba, Tuki mis sulSi
ayrolebuli ormoa, gulSi aRsrulebuli locva ki piriqiT, Ratak qoxs
sasaxled aqcevs.
kiTxva: romelia saukeTeso saSualeba iesos locvisaTvis?
pasuxi: Tvali vadevnoT sakuTar guls, gamoCenisTanave ganvagdoT
zraxvebi, rogorc keTili, aseve boroti da goneba locvis sityvebSi
CavrToT. dae amisi magaliTi iyos CvenTvis kata, romelic Tagvis sorosTan
zis, Tvals adevnebs da Tu Tagvi gamoZvra, maSinve Tavs esxmis. gonebac
aseve Tavs unda adges guls, risxvis ZaliT Caklas zraxvebi da gulSi
locva STaasaxlos. rogor adviladac gairCeva sufTa dafaze naweri, aseve
aRibeWdeba zraxvebisagan Tavisufal gulSi saxeli ieso qristesi. mas, vinc
RvTis saxels dafantulad warmoTqvams, is Cveuli da raRaciT nacnobi
eCveneba, magram yuradRebiT mlocvelTaTvis is yovelTvis axali da
sxvagvari iqneba, radgan icvleba Tavad adamiani da misi SesaZlebloba
RmerTis Secnobisa.
RvTaebrioba usasruloa. adamianis maradiuli cxovrebac – es maradiuli
Secnobaa RmerTisa masTan miaxlebiT, RvTaebrivi naTliT gabrwyinebis
meSveobiT, romelic TviT suls sinaTles amsgavsebs.
kiTxva: Tuki iesos locvisaTvis aucilebelia uaris Tqma saero
kulturaze, maT Soris filosofiursa da sxva codnaze, an maTi
maqsimalurad Semcireba, es adamianebs uvicobis gandidebad da umecrebis
qebad xom ar moeCvenebaT?
pasuxi: sakiTxi arasworadaa dasmuli. aq uvicobis dapirispireba ki ar
xdeba codnasTan, aramed umaRlesi codnisa – saero codnasTan. aq adamiani
hgavs mogzaurs, romelmac ganZi ipova. rogor waiRos is? adamiani Tavisi
samgzavro CanTidan yris yvelafers, risgan gaTavisuflebac SeuZlia, raTa
ZvirfaseulobiT aavsos da misi waRebis saSualeba hqondes. gana SeiZleba,
rom amis gamo is gacilebiT Raribi gaxdes? Cveulebriv, adamianebi,
romlebsac sulier cxovrebaze warmodgena ara aqvT, Tvlian, rom saero
codnaze uaris Tqmas inteleqtualur sicarielemde, azris sizarmacemde da
umecrebamde miyvana SeuZlia. aq ki sul sxva ram xdeba: gadasvla
umdablesidan umaRlesisaken, mSvinvieridan sulierisaken, droebiTidan
maradiulisaken. amitom iesos locva adamians brZens xdis, is misTvis sxva
codnas xsnis, romelic imdenad aRemateba yovelives, risi SeZenac adamianis
inteleqts SeuZlia, ramdenadac zecaa didi dedamiwaze.
amaqveynis mecnierebani – RvTis qmnilebaTa Sesaxeb codnaa, amasTan
pirobiTi, cvalebadi, meryevi da arasaimedo codna. locva ki – Semecnebaa
imisi, vinc Seqmna xiluli da uxilavi samyaro, vis winaSec dedamiwa qviSis
marcvals hgavs, vis winaSec kosmosi – martooden pirveli safexuria
qmnilisa, zeviT usasrulod aRmavali am saidumlo kibisa. RmerTi Tavis
Tavs locvaSi ganucxadebs adamians; RmerTi adamianis suls Tavisi
sinaTliT asxivosnebs; RmerTi, romlis datevac ar ZaluZs samyaros,
gardamodis adamianis sulSi. amitom siwmide – es umaRlesi gnosisia,
riskenac mowodebulia adamiani. filosofosebisa da mecnierTa goneba,
romlebsac WeSmaritebis povna TavianTi azrovnebis ZalisxmeviT surT,
winaaRmdegobriobaTa kvanZSi ixlarTeba, labirinTSi daZrwis, romlidanac
ar aris gamosasvleli da miwierisadmi sakuTari Tavis miZRvniT miwis
grovad iqceva. locva – es adamianis mikuTvnebaa umaRlesi cxovrebisadmi
da gadasvlaa sikvdilidan ukvdavebisaken. filosofia da mecniereba
adamians ukeTess ar xdian, locva ki TviT mis bunebas cvlis, is TiTqosda
sxva arseba xdeba, rogorc icvleba liToni cecxlSi gamodnobisas. amitom
locva – es diadi ZRvenia RvTisa adamianisadmi, rac mas angelozis msgavss
xdis.
ar gwamdes RmerTi – es sigiJea, magram kidev ufro didi sigiJea –
gwamdes, magram is Seni cxovrebis meorexarisxovan faqtorad migaCndes: mas
Sens gonebasa da gulSi sul mcire kunWuli dautovo, Seni cxovrebis
erTgvari namcecebi arguno, masTan urTierTobisTvis miwier saqmeebs Soris
pauzebi gamoyo.
urwmunoba – es sulieri sicxadis demonuri uaryofaa. naxevrad rwmena –
damcirebaa RvTaebriobisa. apokalifsisSi aris saxe: qriste daxSul karze
akakunebs, es kari – adamianis gulia. urwmuno ar aRebs mas RvTisaTvis. ar
esmis an ar unda, rom esmodes es kakuni. nelTbili qristianebi, rogorebic
Cvens Soris mravlad arian, kars aReben, magram qristes adgils uTmoben ara
oTaxSi, aramed SemosasvlelSi, radgan SiSoben, rom misi iq yofna maT
Cveul saqmianobas xels SeuSlis; maTTvis RmerTi cxovrebis wyaro – ar
aris, ar aris maTi yofierebis umaRlesi sixaruli, ar aris saukuno naTeli,
romelic asxivosnebs adamianTa sulebs, is maTTvis umeteswilad
keTildReobis garants warmoadgens.
Tanamedrove qristianTa locvas SexedeT, RvTis mimarT risTvis
loculoben: sulis cxonebisaTvis, saukuno cxovrebisaTvis, madlis
dabrunebisaTvis, mtrebisadmi siyvarulisaTvis? ara, isini loculoben
saqmeebis warmatebiT dasrulebisaTvis, avadmyofobisagan gankurnebisaTvis,
xolo RmerTi, rogorc Sinagani cxovreba maTi gulebisa, maT ar sWirdebaT,
is gaugebaria maTTvis. mxolod zogjer xdeba raRacnairi gamofxizleba,
gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca maTTvis sayvareli adamiani kvdeba. maT maSin
agondebaT maradisoba, roca imis sulis gansvenebisaTvis loculoben, vinc
amaqveynis zRvars gascda. isini miwieris aramyarobas da droebiTobas maSin
SeigrZnoben, esmiT, rom eWidebodnen Crdilebs, romelTa daWerac
SeuZlebelia, rom WeSmariti cxovreba – miwieri arsebobis zRvars miRmaa.
magram es aRxilva uCveulod swrafad qreba da daviwyebas eZleva, TiTqosda
naperwkali ainTo da maSinve Caqra. guli kvlav qvavdeba da Cveul TvlemaSi
iZireba.
ramdengzis rwmundeba adamiani, rom codvaSi bedniereba ar aris, aris
mxolod dacarieleba da simware! es gakveTilebi umeteswilad ukvalod
Caivlis, is bednierebas kvlav lafSi eZebs, romelic sul cota xnis win
yarda da romlisaganac azidebda. kvlav Ralatobs RmerTs, kvlav ujerebs
eSmaks. RvTisadmi Cvens damokidebulebas SeiZleba Roroba vuwodoT, Cvens
damokidebulebas sakuTari sulisadmi ki, Seurigebeli mtroba.
damokidebulebas samSvinvelisadmi _ gamudmebuli Ralati; xolo Cvens
damokidebulebas sxeulisadmi – batonis morCileba unda davarqvaT Tavisi
Tavxedi monisa, romelic mis saxlSi mbrZaneblobs, loTobs, saxls
Zarcvavs da mis samsaxurs aiZulebs.
Tavad Cven vin varT? vinaa es idumali „me“, romelic Cvens cxovrebas
gansazRvravs, romelic wyvets sakiTxs: visTan – RmerTTan Tu eSmakTan? es
is idumali centria adamianis sulisa, sadac adamianis mTeli cxovreba
jamdeba, magram sadac misi neba Tavisufali rCeba. „me“ – es isaa, rac sabo-
loo gadawyvetilebas iRebs, es xati da msgavsia RvTisa, romelic
gaunadgurebelia adamianSi. adamiani erTdroulad pirovnebacaa da
amaqveynis saganic. umaRlesi da srulyofili pirovneba – es RmerTia.
RmerTTan miaxloebiT adamianis pirovnebis aRdgena xdeba, igi gacilebiT
damoukidebeli xdeba: gareganisa da Sinaganisagan, mTeli
memkvidreobiTobisgan, Cvevebisgan, warsulisgan, mikerZoebebisagan. RmerTis
gareSe adamiani pirovnebidan sagnad gardaisaxeba, is erTgvarad nivTdeba,
misi suli kargavs im centrs, romelsac Cven Tavisufleba vuwodeT; is
monobaSi eqceva da gareganis mier STainTqmeba. wmida werilSi eSmaks
„ucxo“ ewodeba (in. 10,
10 5) is ucxoa sulisaTvis, magram RmerTis gareSe suli
mas emorCileba da misi mona xdeba.
iesos locva adamianSi RvTis xats mkafios xdis, misi Sinagani
Tavisuflebis potencials ganuzomlad zrdis. siwmide – es maxasiaTebelia
qristes saxelisa. adamianSi siwmide mJRavndeba rogorc winaaRmdegoba
qveynisadmi, xorcisa da demonisadmi, sxeulis da Tvalis gulisTqmisadmi da
ampartavnebis sulisadmi. (1 in. 2, 16) axal aRTqmaSi weria cecxlis Sesaxeb,
romelic fers ucvlis casa da dedamiwas (lk. 12, 12 49; 2 pet. 3, 12-13; gamoc.
21,1).
21 iesos locva am cecxlis naTebaa, romelic Cvens guls cvlis. CvenSi
Cabudebulma codvam guli da goneba gaacalkeva. goneba fantaziebisa da
warmosaxvebis samyaroSi cxovrobs, guli – vnebebis samyaroSi. iesos locva
gonebisa da gulis ganwmediT maT erTmaneTTan aaxloebs. roca locvaSi
goneba da guli erTdebian, adamianis – misi sulis, samSvinvelis da
sxeulis gardasaxva iwyeba.
matli WuprSi iketeba. is iq TiTqos kvdeba, sqel, uformo masad
gadaiqceva, Semdgom ki WuprSi uxilavad pepela warmoiqmneba – frTiani
arseba, romelic matls sruliadac ar hgavs. gulSi CaZiruli goneba am
matls hgavs: ukuneTSi, nivTier saxeTa uxilavad, amqveynis uxilavad is
gulTan erTad gardaisaxeba, im sulier cnobelobas uaxlovdeba, romelsac
adami codviTdacemamde flobda. wmidanTa am mdgomareobas cecxls
adarebdnen, romelic suls aTbobs, da adarebdnen sinaTles, romelSic
adamiani samyaros misi pirvelqmnili silamaziT xedavs, im sinaTles,
romelSic is ufals Wvrets. am sinaTleSi is xedavs ufskruls Tavisi
sulisas, xedavs demonebs, viTarca dampal mZorze mcocav matlebs. is
jojoxeTis winkars xedavs Tavis gulSi da amavdroulad grZnobs, rom es
saSineli, bneli Zala qristes saxeliTaa Sekruli da datyvevebuli,
msgavsad imisa, Tu rogor borkavs angelozi satanas jaWviT apokalifsisSi
(gamoc. 20,
20 1-2). is hgavs kacs, romelic dgas kldeze, xolo masze
aboboqrebuli zRvis talRebi imsxvrevian; isini kldes exeTqebian, magram
mas ver wvdebian. es klde – saxelia ieso qristesi, romelsac ufrTxian
demonebi.
iesos locvis gareSe adamiani mxolod iRebs dartymebs mtrisagan,
romelic sibneleSia Sefaruli misgan, xolo masTan (locvasTan) erTad ki
SeuZlia am jojoxeTur Zalas dartyma Tavad miayenos. ieso qristes saxeli
mas TrTolas aiZulebs. adamiani xedavs, madli RvTisa gawafuli eqimiviT
mis gulSi iarebs rogor aSuSebs ise, rom kvalsac ar tovebs. magram
amisaTvis Sroma da Tavdadebaa saWiro. cxovrebis mTavar saqmed locvis
miCnevaa aucilebeli, danarCenisa ki Tanasaqmed. yofila SemTxvevebi, roca
tusaRi mravali Tvis, zogjer ki wlis ganmavlobaSi jaWvebs qlibiT
xerxavda da rkinis natexiT cixis kedlis qveS xvrels akeTebda. is
gamudmebiT da dauRalavad Sromobda, raTa axloblebsa da megobrebs
Sexvedroda, kvlav daenaxa mze da zeca, isev CaesunTqa sufTa haeri da ara
cixis simyrale, raTa cocxlad damarxuli ar yofiliyo qvesknelSi; da
roca Tavisuflebas hpovebda, Tavis Sromas iviwyebda. sapyrobile da
jaWvebi – es Cveni codvebia.
iesos locva Tavidan iseve Znelia, rogorc jaWvebis gadaqlibva an xeliT
miwis Txra da aqeT iqiT fantva, magram roca madli guls Seexeba, is
igrZnobs, rom borkili dascvivda. iesos locva RvTisadmi sulis
siyvarulad iqceva, xolo am siyvarulSi – WeSmariti cxovrebaa, romelic
ar uwyis qveyanam, WeSmariti siyvaruli da Tavisuflebaa. roca tusaRi
iRviZebda, icoda, rom misTvis mTavari saqme – jaWvis gadaxerxva iyo; aq ar
iyo arCevani – Tavisufleba an sikvdili. diliT gaRviZebulma adamianma ara
mxolod gonebiT, guliTac unda icodes, rom am dRes misTvis mTavari saqme
– iesos locvaa, danarCeni saero saqmeebi ki fonia, romelzedac unda
miedinebodes is. am codnisaTvis aris aucilebeli nebis simtkiceSi
gadasvla. dawolisas _ adamiani locviT unda iZinebdes, RamiT
gamoRviZebuli, locvisaTvis unda wamodges; Tu igi dRes locvas miuZRvnis,
is RamiT ZilSiac ewveva; Tu is RamiT garkveul xans ilocebs, maSin mTeli
dRe sxvanairi iqneba misTvis.
saxarebaSi moTxrobilia brZen vaWarze, romelmac imisaTvis, rom Zvirfasi
margaliti eyida, mTeli Tavisi mamuli gayida (mT. 13,
13 45). adamianmac unda
gayidos Tavisi gonebrivi mamuli – Tavisi amqveyniuri codna, Tavisi
zraxvebi, miwieri silamazis saxeebi, ocnebebi – mTeli inteleqtualuri qo-
neba, romelSic mieCvia cxovrebas, rogorc sagvareulo mamulSi, uari Tqvas
yvelaferze, raTa SeiZinos erTi margaliti, romelic mTel qveynierebaze me-
tad Zvirfasia; es margaliti – ieso qristes saxelia; caTa sasufeveli am
margalitiT moipoveba.
kiTxva: ra unda gavakeToT imisaTvis, rom yuradRebiT vilocoT?
pasuxi: Seni azrebi Cveulebriv yofiT saqmeebs mowyvite, Semdeg ramdenime
wuTi fiqrs dauTme, rogorc locvisaTvis mzadebas. gaixsene drois Sesaxeb,
romelic miwieri cxovrebisTvis gvaqvs gansazRvruli. is mirbis, rogorc
gamoxsnili Zafi da gardauvali dasasruli dgeba: SesaZloa – dRes, Se-
saZloa – erT TveSi, SesaZloa – aTeulobiT wlis Semdeg. dasasruli
ucnobia, magram gardauvali. am xnis manZilze Cven unda vemzadoT usasrulo
maradisobisTvis. Semdgom sikvdilze ifiqre, romelsac samsjavro mohyveba,
samsjavros ki jojoxeTi an samoTxe; ifiqre Sens cxovrebaSi RvTis
gangebulebaze, romelsac cxonebasTan miyavxar, Sen ki gamudmebiT
ewinaaRmdegebi mas. Semdeg Tqvi: „sulo Cemo, unda avCqarde, dro swrafad
gadis, misi SeCereba an dabruneba SeuZlebelia. unda movagrovo ganZi,
romliTac Cems ukanasknel gzas gavuyvebi“. es ganZi – saxelia ieso
qristesi, romelic momaval cxovrebaSi SenTvis yvelaferi gaxdeba:
sinaTle, sunTqva, saWmeli, sasmeli da madlis samosi, riTac wmidanebi
arian mosilni; is cxovrebis dauSreteli wyaro gaxdeba SenTvis. es saxeli
STade Sens gulSi, rogorc Zvirfasi qva saganZurSi. uTxar suls Sensas:
„yovelive xiluli ingreva da qreba, mxolod uxilavia maradiuli. eSmaki
aTasgvari sababiT cxovrebis dros gtacebs, raTa Seni suli sikvdilis Jams
carieli aRmoCndes“.
Semdeg Seudeqi locvas. pirveli pirobaa: locva ise warmoTqvi TiTqos
cxovrebaSi pirvelad ambob; meore: ise warmoTqvi, TiTqos aqamde ar icodi,
axla ki is samudamod unda daixsomo; mesame: azriT Sens bavSvobas
daubrundi, Seni Tavi gaixsene sul patara, roca samyaros cnobas is-is iyo
iwyebda: irgvliv yvelaferi saidumlod eCveneboda, magram Tavisi suliT
xilul samyaroSi uxilavi samyaros arsebobas grZnobda. ise iloce,
rogorc patara bavSvi ilocebda; meoTxe: locvas arc erTi saqme ar
amjobino, ieso qristes saxels – arc erTi brwyinvale azri. Tuki Rrmad
iloceb, rogorc Tqva erTma berma – „magrad“, maSin demoni Seni gonebis
gafantvas „brwyinvale azrebis“ mTeli feierverkiT daiwyebs, magram Sen
qristesTan siRaribe irCie. locvis dros demoni sxvadasxva gegmas
SemogTavazebs, miwier saqmeebSi warmatebas dagpirdeba, magram Sen hkiTxe
sakuTar Tavs: „rogori iqneba yovelive amis dasasruli?“ da dainaxav, rom
dedamiwaze yvelaferi qviSis grovasaviT ifanteba, rom simdidre, warmateba
da dideba sikvdilis zRurblze rCeba, ufro xSirad ki sicocxleSive
tovebs adamians veragi megobariviT; mexuTe piroba locvisa: esaa morCileba.
is gonebas zraxvebisagan aTavisuflebs, roca adamiani sakuTar Tavs
eyudnis, maSin sakiTxis gadawyvetisas erTi zraxva meores upirispirdeba,
suli meryeobs da eWvebSia, Tavis gulSi ki adamians ar ZaluZs gaarCios es
Sefaruli vnebebi. morCilebas adamianis sulSi mSvidoba Seaqvs da mis
Zalebs locvisaTvis gamoaTavisuflebs.
kiTxva: samSvinvelis ra Zalebi unda iyos locvaSi CarTuli?
pasuxi: neba, romelic locvas cnobierebaSi akavebs, goneba, romelic
locvis sityvebs swvdeba, grZnobebi, romlebic aTboben locvas da mas
samSvinvelTan aerTeben. samSvinvelis sam Zalas sulis sami Zala
Seesabameba: nebas _ yuradReba, gonierebas – Sinagani logosi da movlenaTa
da saganTa siRrmeSi SeRwevis niWi, mizezebisa da saboloo miznis xedva,
sulieri samyaros intuiciuri Secnobis unari; emociebs – gansakuTrebuli
religiuri grZnoba, rogorc sulier samyarosTan urTierTobis gancda,
rogorc RvTis madlis Secnoba, rogorc Sinagani rwmuneba WeSmaritebisa.
sulieri unarebi da Zalebi locvis meSveobiT iRviZeben. locvaSi sulisa
da samSvinvelis, maTi Zalebisa da Tvisebebis SeerTeba xdeba. locvaSi
sulisa da samSvinvelis ZalTa samgvaroba RmerTis erTian Secnobad iqceva,
xatovnad rom iTqvas, erTian „lokatorad“, romelic RvTaebriv naTels
iWers. samSvinvelis sami Zalidan goneba nakleb dazianebulia codvisagan:
Tumc is zogjer vnebebiT da emociebiTaa datyvevebuli, drodadro maTze
maRldeba da maTTan brZolaSi erTveba.
locvaSi goneba pirvelobs, is saSvelad nebas uxmobs. neba locvis
sityvebs gonebis Tvalwin akavebs da rogorc faras CamorCenil cxvrebs
mwyemsi, dafantul azrebs krebs. goneba rogorRac amoanaTebs locvis
sityvebs da sabolood grZnoba maTze gamoxmaurebas iwyebs. locva
adamianis gulis gancda xdeba. zogjer Zlieri cxovrebiseuli Zvrebi
aRviZeben grZnobebs da maT locvaSi rTaven. magram Cveulebriv Sromaa
saWiro. locvis sityvebi Cvens gauxeSebul gulze ise moqmedeben, rogorc
wylis nakadi, romelic qvas daedineba da TandaTan xvrets mas. iyvnen
adamianebi, romlebic uwyveti locvis niWs maSinaTve Rebulobdnen, magram
es gamonaklisia. Cveulebriv is, rac iolad moipoveba, ioladve ikargeba.
amitom ufali Tavisi sibrZniT da mowyalebiT maSinve ar gvaZlevs niWebs,
raTa isini maleve ar davkargoT.
is, vinc iesos locvas loculobs, droTa ganmavlobaSi grZnobs, rom es
– umaRlesi saqmea adamianisa, rom Cveulebrivi metyveleba uxeSi da
carielia locvasTan SedarebiT, rom saero saqmeebi mkvdari sicivis
matarebelia, rom adamianuri yofa araraobaa locvis gareSe. is mdumarebis
siyvaruls iwyebs, romelSic maradisobis galoba esmis. adamianebis
moyvaruli, emaleba maT, aRar ainteresebs qveyniuri saqmeebi da siaxleni,
raTa maT mis gonebaSi SeRweviT locva ar daarRvion, ar CaaxSon TavianTi
xmauriT. is locvas qveyniurTan Sexebisagan icavs, rogorc Cvils icavs
deda mwveli mzisa da zamTris qariSxalisagan.
aris locvasTan sruliad SeuTavsebeli ram – esaa Tanamedrove
Jurnalebisa da gazeTebis kiTxva, esaa televizori, romelic saxlis batoni
gaxda. suliwmida – es sisufTavisa da umwikvlobis sulia. locva adamianis
guls RvTis taZrad aqcevs, am taZarSi ki adamiani, TiTqos stumrebs
epatiJebao, mkvlelebsa da meZavebs uSvebs da codvis simyraliT tkbeba.
RvTis madli datovebs aseT adamians. ranairad SeiZleba vnebebiT
gavarvarebul sulSi, gonebaSi, sadac Zaladobisa da garyvnilebis saxeebia,
imyofebodes qriste? amitom is, visac ara aqvs gambedaoba imisa, rom
televizori Tavisi saxlidan moiSoros, iesos locvas verasdros moixveWs.
es iqneba ara locva, aramed bgeraTa Sexameba Sinagani azris gareSe. aseTi
adamiani emsgavseba kacs, romelmac Tavis oTaxSi kanalizaciis milebi
gaiyvana da Semdeg iq stumrebi dapatiJa.
kiTxva: rogor davicvaT Cveni guli locvisaTvis?
pasuxi: yvela cxovrebiseul SemTxvevaSi hkiTxe sakuTar Tavs: Cemi qceva,
saqme, gadawyvetileba rogor aisaxeba locvaze?“ roca satrapezod jdebi,
dasvi SekiTxva: „ramdeni unda SevWamo, rom locva ar Cavaqro?“ roca
saubarSi erTvebi, ifiqre: „rogor vilaparako ise, rom locva ar
davfanto?“, roca wigns iReb wasakiTxad, SenTvis gaiazre: is locvas
daexmareba Tu piriqiT, gandevnis gonebidan. mTeli dRe ase gaatare.
aris igavi. mefiswulma mamas hkiTxa: _ momiyevi, rogor iswavle
uzarmazari saxelmwifos marTva?
mefem araferi upasuxa, magram ramdenime xnis Semdeg iseTi saxe miiRo,
viTomda Svilze ganrisxda da raRac qcevisTvis sikvdili miusaja. Svili
fexebSi Cauvarda mamas, dandobas evedreboda da ificeboda, rom ar aris
damnaSave. maSin Tqva mefem:
kargi, me Sen gamogcdi.
man Tasi wyliT piramde aavso da Tqva:
_ am TasiT qalaqis kedlebs Semouare, jalaTi Tvalyurs gadevnebs: erT
wveTsac Tu daRvri, igi Tavs adgilzeve mogkveTs.
mefiswulma Tass orive xeli mohkida, kedelze avida da frTxili
nabijiT nel-nela daiwyo qalaqis Semovla. es gza didxans gagrZelda.
saRamos ufliswuli sasaxleSi dabrunda da savse Tasi miitana: mas erTi
wveTic ar dauRvria.
mefem hkiTxa:
_ kedlebTan mdgari xalxi Tu naxe?
ara – upasuxa ufliswulma.
mefem hkiTxa:
_ adamianebis xma gesmoda?
ara – upasuxa ufliswulma.
mefem hkiTxa:
dRes rogori ca iyo, Rrubeli Tu ekra?
ar vici – upasuxa ufliswulma.
mefem hkiTxa:
 Sen raRas akeTebdi?
me araferi minaxavs da araferi gamigonia, Tass vuyurebdi, rom wyali
ar dameRvara da cocxali davrCeniliyavi – upasuxa ufliswulma.
maSin mefem Tqva:
esec Sen, imis gakveTili, Tu rogor unda saxelmwifos marTva: yovel
saqmeze ise unda ikrebde yuradRebas, TiTqos is erTaderTi iyos, am dros
daiviwye yvelaferi danarCeni.
es igavi SeiZleba gamodges gakveTilad imisa, Tu rogor aris saWiro
locva. Tasi – es Cveni gulia, wyali – madli, jalaTi, gaSiSvlebuli
maxviliT rom mogvdevs, sikvdilia, romelic TiToeuli adamianis zurgsukan
dgas. locva madls krebs da inaxavs.
kiTxva: vin aris locvis yvelaze veragi da faruli mteri?
pasuxi: es aris – tkboba. jer kidev Zvelebma Tqves, rom tkboba brZenT
SeSlilebad aqcevs.
kiTxva: rogor gavarCioT tkboba sulieri sixarulisgan?
pasuxi: tkbobisas azri Cerdeba, goneba raRac Tvlemis mdgomareobaSi
gadadis, samSvinveli sibneleSi iZireba, is erTgvar mRvrie sitkboebas
SeigrZnobs, qvevidan gulisaken momavals; mas aviwydeba sikvdili da
maradisoba. tkboba – es damblaa locvisa. aris sulieri sixaruli,
romelsac zogjer aseve tkbobas eZaxian, magram es – sul sxva ramaa.
kiTxva: romeli wmidani SeiZleba iyos CvenTvis magaliTi iesos locvaSi?
pasuxi: yovladwmida qalwuli mariami, romelsac wmidaTa wmidaSi
ganexsna saxeli ieso qristesi. es saxeli, rogorc dauvali varskvlavi,
brwyinavda mis gulSi. qalwuli mariami iyo gvirgvini yovelTa saTnoebaTa.
magram gansakuTrebulad man ubiwoebiT, TvinierebiTa da siyvaruliT
gaibrwyina. siyvarulma is zeciuri mamis asulad aqcia, sispetakem –
suliwmidis sasZlod, Tvinierebam – dedad RvTis Zisa. yvela es saTnoeba –
madlis ZRvenia. magram amave dros isini garkveulwilad adamianis nebaze
arian damokidebulni. iesos locva SeuZlebelia sispetakisa da
morCilebisaken swrafvis gareSe iseve, rogorc ampartavnebasTan dauRleli
brZolis gareSe. ufalma Tqva: `vis zeda mivixilo, aramed anu mdabalsa
zeda da myudrosa~ (es. 66,
66 2) morCileba es is sinaa, romelzedac RmerTi
suls ecxadeba. ubiwoeba – is mayvlis buCqia, romelic madlis cecxliT
Seuwvelad iwvis. xolo sulieri siyvaruli – es vnebebze gamarjvebulis
jildoa, es TviT RvTaebriobis myofobaa adamianis gulSi, es sulieri gzis
usasrulo dasasrulia.
Rirsi maqsime kafsokalisi, aToneli moRvawe, gamudmebiT loculobda
RvTismSoblis mimarT gulismieri iesos locvis mimadlebisaTvis da zeciu-
ri dedoflisagan miiRo is, rogorc saCuqari.
unda vilocoT da iesos locvis moniWeba mTavarangeloz selafiels
vevedroT, romelic, eklesiis swavlebis mixedviT locvis angelozs
warmoadgens. Rirs mamebs unda vevedroT, raTa maT gvaswavlon es gonieri
saqme, romlis gamoc maT sofeli dauteves da monastrebsa da udabnos
miaSures.
kiTxva: ras niSnavs locvisas bavSvs vemsgavsoT?
pasuxi: rogorc ukve vTqviT, es niSnavs: uari vTqvaT miwier sibrZnesa da
codnaze. rogorc orTabrZolis win mebrZoli ixdis samoss, aseve locvad
damdgarma adamianma unda icodes, raoden arasworia da fuWi is codna,
romliTac qveyana amayobs. isini araferia RvTaebriv sibrZnesTan SedarebiT;
es Cvens sulze Semoxveuli nislia, romelSic mzis sxivi Zlivs aRwevs.
uari Tqvi am codnaze brZnuli uvicobis gamo, da am ucodinarobaSi
locvis meSveobiT umaRles codnas SeiZen. uari Tqvi gonebis mocimcime
Suqze, romlisTvisac miuRwevelia sulieri samyaro; ucnobelobisa da
azris arqonis wyvdiadSi CaeSvi imisaTvis, raTa Sens gulSi locvis
meSveobiT sulieri naTeli gabrwyindes. warmoidgine Tavi bavSvad,
romelmac araferi icis, araferi esmis da mxolod RmerTisken iwevs,
Tundac ise gwamdes is, rogorc bavSvs sjera Tavisi mSoblebis.
roca azriT Cems bavSvobas vubrundebi, romelic sadRac, gulis
samalavebSi aRibeWda, mexsierebas vZabav, TiTqosda drois mdinares ukan,
saTavisaken vabruneb, magondeba, rom Cemi bavSvuri cxovrebis ganTiadis
bind-bundSi aSkara iyo CemTvis sulieri samyaro. imas, rac Cems garSemo iyo,
or planSi vxedavdi: erTi realuri da miwieri iyo, meore iyo idumali,
sulebisa. isini TiTqosda urTierTSi myofobdnen. bavSvobaSi samyaros
metad moculobiTs, metad Rrmas vxedavdi; uxilavi samyaros saidumlos
grZnobda bavSvis guli, samyarosi, romelic raRac xarisxSi xiluli iyo
misTvis. Semdeg, asakTan erTad, suli sul ufro metad uxeSdeboda da
materialurobaSi iZireboda _ xiluli samyaro uxilavs devnida. qveyniuri
codna, adamianebTan urTierToba, gamoRviZebuli vnebebi _ yovelive aman
paralizeba moaxdina sulis unarisa, emzira ara xilulisaTvis, aramed
xilulidan. bavSvi, romelmac is-isaa laparaki daiwyo, Taviseburad brZenia
filosofosze, romelmac sakuTari gansja obobas qseliviT SemoixlarTa.
bavSvi gacilebiT brZenia, radgan is xedavs samyaros, rogorc saidumlos.
diadi miRwevaa – moTviniereba gonebis siamayisa, romelic adamianebs kerpad
eqcaT, da gamarjveba vnebebze, romlebSic qveyana cxovrebis sixaruls
xedavs. gaorebasa da azrTa Widilze avmaRldeT, davinaxoT, rom miwieris
saxeebi – es neStis saxeebia da bavSviviT ubralo guliT vilocoT. ufalma
Tqva: „aRgiareb Sen, mamao... rameTu dahfare ese brZenTagan (miwieri sibrZniT)
da mecnierTa (xorcieli gonebiT) da gamoucxade ese CC lTa (mT. 11,25),
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romlebsac TavianT ubralo sulSi RvTis Semecnebis metad dateva
SeuZliaT.
arqimandriti sofroni40 (sqemaSi serafime [saxarovi]), avtori cnobili
wignisa Rirs siluan aTonelze, aRniSnavda im RirsSesaniSnav faqts, rom
ubralo, gaunaTlebel berebs Soris ufro mravlad aRmoCndebodnen xolme
isini, vinc uwyvet iesos locvas aRwevdnen, vidre wignebiT ganaTlebul
xalxs Soris, es imitom, rom ubralo, uswavleli berebisaTvis bavSvis
mdgomareobasTan miaxloeba gacilebiT ioli iyo. magram isic unda iTqvas,
rom SesaZloa maT Sorisac iyvnen gonebiT amayni msgavsad maTxovrisa,
romelic amayobda maxaTiT, romliTac ZonZebs ikerebda samosze. siamaye – es
vnebaa. mcodneoba SesaZloa sakvebad mogvevlinos vnebisTvis, gansakuTrebiT
zerele mcodneoba da fuWi, gaberili codna. magram Tuki adamiani RvTis
SecnobasTan SedarebiT am codnaTa SezRudulobasa da araraobas dainaxavs,
maSin is, rogorc avladidebis gamyidveli mdidari, SesaZloa Tavis gulSi
qristesTan erTad iyos. amis magaliTia – basili didi, romelmac ganaTleba
saxelganTqmul aTenis akademiaSi miiRo, Semdgom ki, roca wmida werili Se-
iswavla, filosofias gonebis TamaSs uwodebda: unda iTqvas, rom
meudabnoeni gaumarTleblad Tvlidnen saRvTismetyvelo Sromebis kiTxvas
imaT mier, vinc mdumarebis gza airCia. isini miuTiTebdnen, rom aseT
wignebsac ki SeuZliaT goneba dafanton da is locvas mowyviton, adamians
SeuZlia ufro Rrmad Seicnos RmerTi locviT, vidre wignebiT. isini
Tvlidnen, rom marTlmadideblobis dogmatebis codna, eklesiisadmi rwmena
da locvisadmi gulis miZRvna sakmarisia cxonebisaTvis. amitom meudabnoeni,
Tu eresis safrTxe ar iyo, saRvTismetyvelo sakiTxebis garCevaSi ar
erTvebodnen.
wignebi sulier samyaros aRweren, locvas ki adamiani am samyaroSi
Sehyavs.
maT, vinc loculobs, berebi upiratesad locvis Sesaxeb wignebis
kiTxvas urCevdnen.

Sesvla sakuTar gulSi

XX saukunis dasawyisSi aTonze, msoflio marTlmadideblobis am burjze,
uecrad axali eresi gaCnda, romelsac saxelmadidebloba, anu
saxelRmerToba ewoda. am eresma, rogorc xanZrma, panteleimonis monastris
kedlebSi ifeTqa. iq mcxovrebi berebis mniSvnelovani nawili mas miemxro.
amboben, rom axali – marTlacda gameorebaa kargad daviwyebuli Zvelisa.
SeiZleba iTqvas, rom saxelmadideblebs hyavdaT TavianTi winamorbedebi
gnostikosebis, evnomiusis* mimdevrebisa da kabalistebis saxiT. am swavlebis
arsi imaSi mdgomareobda, rom RvTis saxeli TviT RmerTTan iyo
gaigivebuli. „saxeli ieso aris RmerTi“ – ai am ucnauri eresis dogmati.
garegnuli, proforistuli,** adamianuri sityva, rac bgeraTa kombinaciebisa
da Sexamebisagan Sedgeboda, saxelmadideblebis mier aRiqmeboda rogorc
RvTaebrivi logosi. evnomiusis eresis msgavsad, am swavlebas ara mxolod
mihyavda isini eklesiis wes-Cveulebebisa da saidumloebaTa logikur
uaryofamde, TviT gankacebisa da golgoTis msxverplis aucileblobasac
eWvqveS ayenebda. Tuki RvTis saxeli aris RmerTi arsiTa da bunebiT, maSin
aqedan gamomdinare, warmoTqmul saxelSi mTeli Tavisi sisavsiT ukve
arsobs RmerTi. aseT SemTxvevaSi SeiZleboda vziarebodiT ara wmida ZRvens,
aramed mxolod iesos saxels da golgoTis msxverplis magivrad Tavisi
saxelis gaxsna sakmarisi iqneboda RvTisaTvis.
am eresma saRvTismetyvelo polemika gamoiwvia, romelSic monawileoba
miiRes konstantinopolisa da antioqiis patriarqebma, aseve aTonze
gagzavnilma sagangebo komisiam. polemikam ar moitana sagrZnobi Sedegebi da
aTonidan saxelmadidebelTa iZulebiTi gamosaxlebiT dasrulda. unda
aRiniSnos, rom saxelmadidebelTa pozicias zogierTi modekadenturo
RvTismetyvelic iziarebda, maT Soris mama pavle florenski, romelmac
mRvdelmonazon antonis41 (bulatoviCis) naSromis redaqtireba sakuTar
Tavze aiRo. es wigni saxelmadideblobis apologias warmoadgenda. magiuri
platonizmisadmi da gnosticizmisadmi florenskis erTguleba
gansakuTrebulad mkafiod gamJRavnda mis TxzulebaSi – „saxelebis Sesaxeb“.
saWiroa aRiniSnos, rom saeklesio RvTismetyvelni saxelmadideblebTan
kamaTSi, rogorc Cveulebriv xdeba aseT SemTxvevebSi, imisaTvis, rom
gadasayiraveblad gamzadebuli navisTvis wonasworoba SeenarCunebinaT,
meore borts miekrnen da isic sawinaaRmdego mxares gadaixara. maT mier
ignorirebul iqna saxelis specifika, misi pirovnuli aspeqti; amasTan
saxeli dasaxelebad, usaxo indeqsad da nomrad iqca. aq ar iyo eresi,
rogorc saxelmadideblebTan, magram iyo Seusabamoba asketebis locviT
gamocdilebasTan, gaubraloeba, raRacnairi profanacia locvis mistikisa.
saxelwodebisgan, dasaxelebisgan, metsaxelisagan gansxvavebiT, saxels ara
SemTxveviTi, garegnuli, aramed Sinagani kavSiri aqvs Tavis matarebelTan:
saxels mxolod pirovnebisadmi kuTvneba SeuZlia da pirovnebac exmaureba
Tavis saxels. niSandoblivia, rom usaxelo pirovneba saerTod ar arsebobs.
yvela xalxTan adamians saxeli eZleva. locvaSi saxeli myofobis realur
SegrZnebas iZleva, amitom saxeli _ yvelaze maRali da dinamiuria sim-
boloTa Soris, garda amisa, yvelaze mdgradia da konkretul-realuri.
RvTaebrivi saxelebi – es erTgvari koncentraciaa locvisa, es erTgvari
manaTobeli centria, romelic locvis mTel qsovils sxivebiT msWvalavs.
mlocvelis samSvinveli sulis gamoRviZebiT madls SeigrZnobs, romelic
RvTaebrivi saxelebidan iRvreba; maSin isini adamianisaTvis saidumlosaviT
ixsnebian, adamianis guli ki – maTTvis. es realuri, magram subieqturi gan-
cda zogjer imdenad Zlieri da waruSlelia, rom zogierTi beri, romelic
ar iyo ganswavluli RvTismetyvelebaSi, magram iesos locviT iyo da-
kavebuli, SekiTxvas saxelmadidebluri eresis Sesaxeb pasuxobda, rom
„WeSmariteba sadRac SuaSia“.
RvTis saxeli – es aris saidumlo, dafaruli xorcieli da mSvinvieri
adamianebisaTvis. Tumc iesos locva maT uxilavad gardasaxavs, magram is
mTeli Tavisi didebulebiT, TiTqosda maradiuli sinaTlis fonze ara
samSvinvelisaTvis, aramed „gonebisaTvis“ (sulisaTvis) cxaddeba. iseTi mlo-
cvelebisTvis, rogorc ioane kronStadtelia, RmerTi Tavisi saxeliT
gancxaddeba, rogorc Seuwvel mayvalSi. metyveleba da sityva – es,
arsebiTad, ara sasignalo, aramed niSnobriv-simboluri sistemaa. locvaSi
Cven sityvebis, rogorc Suamavali niSnebis meSveobiT vurTierTobT. wm.mamebi
locvis sityvebSi gonebis CarTvas gvirCeven, raTa am sityvebis meSveobiT
davinaxoT is, rac sityvaze maRalaa da locviTi siCume gavigonoT, rac
sityvaze Rrmaa. is, rac simbolos exeba, simbolizirebulze gadadis, amitom
adamiani locvis yovel sityvas mowiwebiT unda moekidos.
adamianis sityvis TamaSad, xumrobad, sicrued, lanZRvad, uqmmetyvelebad
gadaqceva locvas Znelad aRsadgen zarals ayenebs: misi sityvebi mlo-
cvelisTvis civi, sastiki da uxeSi xdeba, talaxiTa da JangiT dafarul
instruments emsgavseba. iman, visac unda, rom mecnierebaTa mecniereba –
locva Seiswavlos, Tavisi yoveli sityva unda awon-dawonos da gaiazros.
am mxriv igi unda daemsgavsos Zunws, romelsac, vidre fuls mogcemdes,
didxans uWiravs is da fiqrobs.
marTlmadidebluri monazvnobisTvis damaxasiaTebelia swavleba iesos
locvis Sesaxeb; ufro sworad, es mcnebaa yoveli qristinisaTvis, magram
monazvnoba iyo is baRi, sadac am locvis gasaocari, keTilsurnelovani
yvavilebi gansakuTrebulad yvaoda. iesos locvas xarisxisda mixedviT
sxvadasxva saxeli aqvs: `xsovna RvTisa~, `sulieri galoba~, `siyvaruli
RvTisa~, `gulismieri mdumareba~. is iwyeba rogorc xsovna, Semdeg idumal
galobaSi gadadis, romelsac suli dRedaRam ugalobs RmerTs, Semdeg ki
adamiani mdumarebasa da siyvarulSi Sehyavs.
iesos locvisaTvis garjaa saWiro. codvebisa da vnebebisagan qvad iqca
Cveni guli. wyaros sapovnelad kldis gamoTxraa saWiro. gadis wlebi, ada-
mians eCveneba, rom misi Sroma unayofoa, rom is mitovebulia RvTisagan,
magram es ase ar aris: adamianSi uwyveti, magram SeumCneveli, sxeulis zrdis
msgavsi cvlileba xdeba. iesos yovel locvaze RmerTi suls uxmod
pasuxobs: „me SenTan var! zogierTebs, vinc iesos locvis Sesaxeb wmida
mamaTa swavleba waikiTxa, maTi mdgomareobis gancda maSinve surT, magram es
saxelmZRvaneloebi sakuTriv meudabnoeTa da asketTaTvisaa dawerili, Cveni
guli ki binZur Waobs hgavs. iesos locva – nakadulia, am WaobSi Camdinare,
magram ramdeni droa saWiro imisaTvis, rom am nakadma gandevnos, Carecxos
mTeli WuWyi da wyali gamWvirvale gaxados! amasTanave am WaobSi
ganuwyvetliv cviva Cveni codvebisa da vnebebis nayari – imisa, rac gulSi
aRwevs, gansakuTrebiT xedviTa da smeniT. TandaTanobiT iwmindeba Cveni
qvecnobierebis siRrmeebi, adamianis gulis samalavebi; zrgjer madli
samSvinvels exeba, TiTqosda dagvanaxebs, Tu ra elis mas momavalSi da isev
Tvals efareba. adamiani xan RvTis Semweobas ganicdis, xan misgan
mitovebulobas, xan sixarulis mokle gamonaTebas, xan uRonobisa da
glovis mtanjvel periodebs. RvTis madli am gzas Tavad Cvengan faravs,
raTa ampartavnebaSi ar CavcvivdeT da mxolod sulis gamoRviZebis Semdeg,
adamiani locvaSi Seicnobs, raoden tkbilia samoTxe da rogori qvelia
ufali.
wmida mamebi gvirCeven, Tavdapirvelad iesos locva warmoiTqvas zepirad,
wynarad, naxevrad CurCuliT, sakuTari Tavis gasagonad: maRali xma fantavs
azrebs. mxolod vnebaTa Zlieri janyisas aris dasaSvebi xmamaRali
warmoTqma, erTgvarad yvirili locvisa, raTa CavaxSoT avxorcobisa da
mrisxanebis gvelebri simRera. iesos locva Cveulebrivi saubris tempSi
unda warmoiTqmebodes, arc Zalian Cqara, roca goneba sityvebs eTiSeba, da
arc Zalian nela, roca goneba Tvlemas iwyebs maTSi. Semdeg adamiani
drodadro uxmo locvaze gadadis, Tan cdilobs Sinaganad mkafiod
warmoTqvas misi sityvebi. wmida mamebi ramdenadme sunTqvis Sekavebasac
gvirCeven. anu vqmnaT is zedapiruli da iSviaTi, es azrebis Tavmoyras
exmareba. Cven SegviZlia Cvensave Tavs vadevnoT Tvali. davinaxavT rom
yuradRebis koncentracia sunTqvis SekavebasTan aris dakavSirebuli. Tumca
SesaZlebelia Secdoma SemdegSi: adamiani bolomde CaisunTqavs, Semdeg
xangrZliv pauzebs akeTebs, mTel Zalebs Zabavs, raTa ar amoisunTqos.
zogierTs, Rrma CasunTqvis Semdeg zogjer gamosdioda azriT warmoeTqva
aTamde, ormocdaaTamde locvac ki. msgavsi praqtikis Semdeg arc Tu
iSviaTad Tavs iCenda daavadeba – filtvebis gafarToeba (emfizema) da
hipertonia. mamebi sapirispiros gvTavazoben: sunTqvisas haeris mcire
raodenoba gamoviyenoT, rogorc marxvisas sakvebi.
Zveli moRvaweebi iesos locvis sityvebs sunTqvasTan akavSirebdnen. am
xerxs zogierTi Cveni Tanamedrove beric mimarTavs. adamianis organizmis
cxovreba gansazRvrul ritmebSi mimdinareobs da rodesac locva am
ritmebTan erTdeba, daxmarebas iRebs. es ar aris sulis momakvdinebeli
meqanikuri procesi, aramed raRac sxvaa, megobruli xelis gawvdenis msgavsi,
romelic mTis viwro bilikze mimaval adamians exmareba.
adamiani – unikaluri, ganumeorebeli individumia, amitom iesos locvis
gza TiToeuls ganumeorebeli aqvs. locva – RvTis niWia, amitom misi momad-
lebisaTvis RvTisadmi locvaa saWiro. es SesaZloa yvelaze ukeTesi da
uxifaTo xerxia locvis miRwevisa: SesTxovo is RmerTs, rogorc didi wya-
loba. locvis dros sxeuli erTgvarad daZabul, TiTqosda samoqmedo
mzadyofnis mdgomareobaSi unda iyos: sxeulis modunebisas gonebas Cveuleb-
riv Tvlema ereva, yuradReba sustdeba, goneba raRacnairad burusiT
ifareba – adamiani locvas ambobs, rogorc ZilSi, ise, rom sakuTari xma ar
esmis. kunTebis daZabva gulisaken unda iyos mimarTuli, muceli aziduli,
rogorc jariskacs mwyobrSi. es daZabva gansazRvrul sayrdens iZleva
locvisTvis, rogorc swori sunTqva iZleva xmisaTvis dasayrdens. kargia
locvis dros welamde da miwamde Tayvaniscemis Sesruleba; amasTan jer
locvis warmoTqmaa saWiro, Semdeg ki metaniis Sesruleba. amis gakeTeba
locvis dros ar SeiZleba. metaniebi adamianur ampartavnebas Tokaven da
suls fxizels xdian.
zogni yuradRebisTvis sasargeblod Tvlian locvis dros momaRlo
skamze jdomas da nikapis mkerdze miWeras. Tumca yovelive garegnuli
ileTebia: TavisTavad es yvelaferi sasargebloa, magram maT gareSec
SeiZleba iolad gasvla. isini gvanan xeljoxs, romelsac gzad mimavali
eyrdnoba. Semdeg ki, roca is aRaraa saWiro, agdebs mas.
yvelaze mTavari – locvis sulieri mxarea, magram ramdenadac suli
sxeulTan aris dakavSirebuli, garegnuls SeuZlia rogorc daexmaros, aseve
xeli SeuSalos Sinagans. garegnulze dayrdnoba, an piriqiT, misi sruliad
ugulebelyofa, aragonivruli da araswori iqneboda. aseTi locviT
mlocvelTaTvis sazogado rCevebia: mgrZnobelobiTi saxeebis miuRebloba;
madlis SegrZnebisa da sulieri aRtacebisaken swrafvisagan Tavis Sekaveba.
locvisadmi Sexedva, rogorc monanuli gulis tirilisadmi, xSiri aRsareba,
mTeli cxovrebis locvisaTvis mzadebad miCneva. Cveni yoveli saqme, sityva
da azri – es niadagia, romelzedac gaizrdebian an daWknebian locviTi
mdgomareobis yvavilebi.
iesos locvis dros yuradReba locvis sityvebze unda iyos mokrebili,
magram Zaldataneba TavisTavad ar SeiZleba xangrZlivi iyos, amitom
locvis dros adamiani Segnebulad an Seugneblad im adgils eZebs, sadac
locva sityvis formiT gamJRavndeba. zogni, romlebmac Zvel asketTa
darigebebi waikiTxes, e.w. „sagule adgils“ eZeben. magram sagule adgili _
es daxSuli karia, romelsac ver gaaReb, mas ZaliT Tu Seamtvrev.
samSvinvelisa da sulis gansazRvruli mdgomareobaa saWiro imisTvis, raTa
locva gacocxldes, gamJRavndes, gulis siRrmeSi Sevides, saxeldobr ara
mis fizikur nawilSi, aramed mis sulier siRrmeSi. Tuki vnebebiT
damZimebulsa da dabinZurebul gonebas, rogorc CaquCiT lursmans, Cvens
gulSi, jer isev codvis muwukiTa da vnebebiT dafarulSi CavWedavT, maSin
amis Sedegi iqneba ara sulieri locvis moxveWa, armed SeZena
gauwonasworeblobisa, feTqebadobisa, isteriulobisa da swrafad
cvalebadi ganwyobisa. Cveni goneba da guli codviT dacemis Sedegad
gacalkevebulia, magram es maTTvis ufro didi borotebisagan, garkveuli
saxis damcveladac ki gvevlineba; maT daaxloeba da erTmaneTTan SeerTeba
mxolod sinanuliT da codvebisgan ganwmediT SeuZliaT, ufro swored ki
maTi SeerTeba madls SeuZlia. amitom saWiroa yuradRebis mokreba ara
sityvis wyaroze, aramed mis periferiaze da TandaTan gadasvla centrisken.
zogierTi monazoni gacilebiT usafrTxod miiCnevs iesos locvis dros
yuradRebis mokrebas piris moZraobaze, romelic mas CurCuliT an uxmod
warmoTqvams. es ileTi saSualebas gvaZlevs zraxvebs vebrZoloT, yuri ar
vaTxovoT, sityvis struqtura gacilebiT mkafiod SevigrZnoT. xangrZlivi
varjiSis Semdeg iesos locva Tavadve uerTdeba sunTqvas. locvis es xerxi
zogierTs akmayofilebs da locvas ganagrZobs iqamde, vidre gulismieri
siTbo ar gaCndeba. sxvebiTvis locvis Semdgomi etapi xdeba yuradRebis
fiqsireba xorxis areze, sadac isini locvis dros kunTebis moZraobas
grZnoben, sadac erTgvarad mkerdidan gamomavali sityva ibadeba. adamiani,
romelic ganagrZobs gzas swored mdinaris SesarTavidan saTavisaken, ukve
grZnobs, rom sityva gulis areSi ibadeba da CasunTquli haeris gziT,
gulis pulsaciaze orientirebiT* Tavis gulTan Cadis. aq igi naTlad
xedavs gulisTqmaTa Casaxvas da locvis meSveobiT maTTan brZola
uadvildeba.
aris brZolis ori saxeoba: pirveli – gulisTqmebs yuri ar vaTxovoT da
locva ganvagrZoT (ase ixSobs adamiani yurebs, raTa lanZRva ar moisminos),
meore ki – uaryos, rogorRac ganagdos da gaanadguros gulisTqmebi. erT-
erTma wmidanma goneba obobas Seadara, romelic qselSi uZravad SeyuJula.
rogorc ki buzi gaebmeba, imwamsve klavs Tavis msxverpls. gza gulisaken –
es gonebis aRmasvlaa safexurebiT, magram kibe TiTqosda qveviTaa
„wamoqceuli~ da siRrmeSi sul ufro meti CaZirva, umetes aRmasvlas
niSnavs. am kibeze mxolod mcire nabijebiT SeiZleba siaruli, safexurze
gadaxtoma – iqidan mowyvetas niSnavs. aq yuradReba ZaladobaSi ar unda
gadavides. TiToeuli safexuri TavisTavad ixsneba, guli gonebas
TandaTanobiT izidavs, magram fizikuri TvalsazrisiT guli – es sagule
adgilicaa – es erTi da igive ar aris. sagule adgili saidumlo kedelSi
Catanebul saidumlo saganZurs hgavs, mas ufali aCens, rogorc madlis
ZRvens adamianisadmi da masSi CveniT Sesvla, iseve rogorc cidan varskvla-
is mowyveta, SeuZlebelia. adamianisTvis sagule adgili maSin ixsneba, roca
is ar elodeba amas. lodini sakuTari Tavis Rirseulad CaTvlas niSnavs.
RmerTi madls TavmdabalT da mdumareT aZlevs. vinc es ganZi hpova, is amis
Sesaxeb qveyanas ar mouyveba, aramed Tavis bages mdumarebiT SemozRudavs,
raTa sulierma mparavebma is ar mostacon.
 Cven sityvis simbolikaze vlaparakobT, magram aris kidev sxva
Tvalsazrisi – sityvis mistika. garegnuli, fonetikuri sityvis garda,
adamians kidev dafaruli da misTvis uxilavi Sinagani xma aqvs. es ara
samSvinvelis, aramed sulis unaria. gamoRviZebul sulSi proforistuli,
garegnuli sityva, Sinagan sityvas uaxlovdeba, amitom sicrue, rogorc
gaoreba, rogorc winaaRmdegobrioba Sinagan da garegan enebs Soris,
damRupvelia sulieri cxovrebisaTvis! is aqrobs mas, rogorc wyali
cecxls! Sinagani xma, anu rogorc eZaxian sxvagvarad, endoTeturi* sityva –
uSualo Semecnebis, aRxilvisa da sulieri intuiciebis unari – garegnuli
sityvis meSveobiT gamobrwyindeba da mas brZnulsa da sulSi SemRwevs xdis.
amitom, mlocvelTa da asketTa sityva araCveulebrivi Zalis matarebelia,
romelic yvela filosofosis gonebas aRemateba.
dgeba momenti, rodesac locva mxedvelobad iqceva. samSvinveli wyvdiadSi
loculobs, suli – naTelSi. qristem Tqva igavi mindorSi damalul
margalitze da vinme kacze, romelmac amis Sesaxeb Seityo, man mTeli qoneba
gayida, raTa es adgili eyida. igi margalitis dapatronebiT yvelaze
mdidari Seiqna**. is, vinc iesos locvisTvis yovelives msxverplad gaiRebs,
misi meSveobiT yvelafers iZens da rac mTavaria, imas, rac ar uwyoda da
rasac ver inatrebda. avladidebis gayidva – es gaTavisuflebaa miwieri
mikerZoebebisagan, mSvinvieri codnisgan, imaze dayoliebaa Tavisa, rom Cveni
cxovrebis erT rameSi koncentrireba movaxdinoT, rogorc sxivebi gaivlian
gamadidebel minas da erT wertilSi koncentrirdebian.
iesos locvis dapirispireba ar SeiZleba sxva locvebTan, magaliTad
fsalmunTan: yvela isini erTi wyarodan – suliwmididan iReben saTaves.
fsalmunni da kanonebi exmarebian iesos locvas, gansakuTrebiT dasawyisSi;
mxolod iesos locvaze uceb gadasvla iseve Znelia, rogorc Cveuli
sakvebidan purze da wyalze, romliTac asketebi ikvebebian. Cveni goneba
Cveulebisamebr mravalferovnebas moiTxovs; locvis velSic ki Semecnebis
sivrcidan siRrmisaken is TandaTanobiT gadadis. goneba gamudmebiT
daZabulobaSi amyofo – anton didis TqmiT, es igivea, rom mSvildi sul
mudam moWimuli gqondes. kiTxvas, ra virCioT: iesos locva Tu fsalmunni,
Rirsi barsanufi didi pasuxobda: „erTic akeTe da nurc meores dauteveb“*.
amasTan TandaTanobiT sulSi sul ufro meti adgili da dro iesos locvas
davuTmoT. iesos locva, gulSi ganmtkicebuli, Tavdapirvelad Tavs
amJRavnebs, rogorc sulieri siTbo. xSirad diliT gamoRviZebuli adamiani,
Tavisda gasakvirad amCnevs, rom mis gulSi iesos locvaa. Zili sufTa da
msubuqi xdeba (aq ar aris laparaki gansakuTrebul demonur cdunebaze,
roca eSmaki ZilSi mlocvels miuaxlovdeba, rogorc mters da is am
miaxloebis gamo saSinelebas ganicdis).
uwyveti iesos locvis meore xarisxia – gansakuTrebuli Sinagani
sinaTle, romelic adamianis samSvinvlis bnel siRrmeebs asxivosnebs.
siTbos mlocvelisaTvis gulisTqmaTa mSvidoba da sinanuli moaqvs. sulier
sinaTles ki – sixaruli da amasTanave SegrZneba imisa, rom is mdabalia
yovelive qmnilTan SedarebiT, magram amavdroulad RvTisagan araa
mitovebuli. maSin adamians esmis, rom Tavmdabloba – WeSmariti cxovrebaa,
Tavis amaRleba ki – cru cxovreba da ukiduresi siRatakea. madlis Semdgom
qmedebebs wm. mamebi ar gvixsnian an gvixsnian qaragmiTa da miniSnebiT. Rirsi
isaak asuri amis Sesaxeb ambobs, rom mciredi Tu gadasula iordanes meore
napirze*.
iesos locva _ es sinanulis xmaa, TviT sinanuli ki Zafs hgavs, or
poluss, codvaTa gamo mwuxarebasa da imeds Soris gabmuls. locva
codvianobis Segnebis gareSe, gaamayebul Tavis amaRlebasa da cru
sulierebaSi gadadis, imedis gareSe locva ki nel-nela qreba, suls
gulgatexiloba da moTenTiloba eufleba. locvisas unda iyos aseTi
sulieri ganwyoba: „Cemi codvebis gamo jojoxeTis Rirsi var, magram RvTis
mowyalebas veranairi codva ver daamarcxebs. satanas rom sinanuli
SeeZlos, ufali masac miutevebda“.
roca erisxalxTan saubarSi ebmebi, hkiTxe sakuTar Tavs: „am xnis
manZilze iesos locvas ramdengzis warmovTqvamdi? nuTu adamianur enaze
aris sityva imaze aRmatebuli da mSvenieri, vidre „ieso qriste?“, raze
vcvli iesos locvas?“ RvTis saidumloni mdumareTaTvis ixsnebian.
mociquli petre mdumare sulis silamazesa da idumal varskvlavze lapara-
kobs, romelic kacis gulSi aRmobrwyindeba**.
 Soridan momdinare naTeli
locvaSi erT-erT yvelaze did safrTxes sulier grZnobaTa mSvinvieri
grZnobebiT Secvla warmoadgens. mSvinvieri grZnobebi feradovani da kaSka-
Saa. isini xmaurian, aqoCril talRebs hgvanan, romlebic ufro maRalni iq
arian, sadac axloa fskeri. isini amoizrdebian, rogorc borcvebi
wyalmarCxze da es maSin, roca wynaria okeanis ufskruli. misi zedapiri
talRebis WavliT odnav meryev veeba mindors hgavs. amaod ar eZaxian
okeaneebidan udidess – wynars. xSirad enTuziazmi, aRfrTovaneba, nerviuli
aRgznebis mdgomareoba, eqscentriuloba, poeturi STagoneba an
gamZafrebuli inteleqtualizmi, eriskacTa mier aRiqmeba rogorc sulis
gamoRviZeba locvaSi, magram sinamdvileSi es mxolod surogatia locvisa.
adamianis suls sami mSvinvieri Zala imonebs: pirveli – misi
gamiwierebuli goneba, romelic SeuCereblad, rogorc oboba, Tavisive
Tavidan msjelobis, warmodgenebis, monagonis, gegmebis, mogonebebis,
evristikuli varaudis da abstraqciis qsels abams da WeSmaritebis
sinaTlis daWeris moswrafe, am qselze darbis. sulis damTrgunveli meore
Zala – samSvinvelis reaqtiuli, damcveli Zalaa, romelic Cvens dacemul
mdgomareobaSi Tavs amJRavnebs ara codvasTan brZolaSi, aramed
metoqeobaSi, mrisxanebaSi, mZvinvarebaSi, SeurigeblobaSi. es ukuRma
mimarTuli energia adamianis samSvinvelisa, TviT iqca vnebad da rogorc
wesi, imis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli, vinc adamians survilebis asrulebaSi
xels uSlis. mesame Zalaa midrekileba tkbobisken, siamovnebis gamudmebuli
wyurvili. tkboba zRvis wyals hgavs: is Tavis Semdgom simwares tovebs,
wyurvils ar klavs, piriqiT, mas aRvivebs (vinc momwaro-marilian wyals
svams, mas kidev ufro metad swyurdeba da Sua zRvaSi wyurviliT kvdeba).
adamiani xSirad urTierTsapirispiros – mSvinvier tkbobas da sulier
sixaruls erTmaneTSi urevs: tkboba sulier nugeSad saRdeba, mis imitacias
axdens. tkbobas moqmedebis farTo speqtri aqvs. es ara mxolod uxeSi,
grZnobieri siamovnebaa, aramed sxva mowyobis, gacilebiT faqizi
siamovnebania, magaliTad: esTetiuri, SemoqmedebiTi, romelic arc Tu
iSviaTad adamianebs sulier mdgomareobaSi erevaT. magram yvela mSvinvieri
tkboba drosa da miwas ekuTvnis. isini yvelani warmavalni arian. isini
qmnian ganwyobas, magram ara mdgomareobas. tkboba SesaZloa iyos, rogorc
aSkarad mankieri, aseve Sesawynarebeli. zogierTi maTgani adamianisTvis
dasvenebad da jildod gveCveneba, magaliTad: tkboba megobrobiT, ojaxuri
sixaruliT, bunebasTan urTierTobiT... magram yvela miwieria da Tu isini
cxovrebis mizani xdebian, suls aZineben.
locva yovelTvis sulier Tvalsazriss unda miekuTvnebodes, radgan
locva – es gonebisa da gulis mowyvetaa miwisgan da misi mimarTulobaa
maradisobisaken. xSirad amas Tan Sroma da tkivili axlavs, rogorc
sisxlmdinare Wrilobidan plastiris aZrobas. amitom yuradRebiT locva
yvelaze mZime Rvawlia. locvaSi akrZaluli ar aris RvTisadmi miwieri
sikeTeebis Txovna, magram maTSi unda davinaxoT ara TviTmizani, aramed
mxolod Zalebis SenarCunebis saSualeba miwier gzaze. mSvinvieri locva.
rogor mxurvalebaSic unda mogviyvanos man, rogori STagonebulic unda
mogveCvenos, locvis TviT arsis damaxinjebas warmoadgens. suli mxolod
sinanuliTa da vnebebTan brZoliT ganiRviZebs. sityviT – „SeinaneT“ (mT. 3,2;
4, 17) daiwyes TavianTi qadageba qristem da misma winamorbedma. erTaderTi
gza caTa sasufevlisken sinanulze gaivlis. mis gareSe mSvinvieri, vnebiani
Zalebi moqmedeben.
ras warmoadgens marTlmadidebluri xati? xati – es RvTis madlis
gamJRavnebaa dedamiwaze. Cven am sferoSi raime mkacri sistemis Semotana ar
SegviZlia. „sulsa vidreca unebn“ (in. 3,8) – Tqva ufalma. Cven mxolod
mivuTiTebT marTlmadidebluri xatis zogierT niSanze, nakleb gasagebze
Cveni Tanamedroveebis umravlesobisTvis. Zvel xatebze saxe didebuli da
mkacria. aq adgili ara aqvs sentimentalurobasa da alersianobas – mSvin-
vierebis am gamovlinebebs, siyvarulis surogats. uZvelesi xatebis saxeebSi
asaxuli sulieri siyvaruli mkacri da momTxovnia. maTze wmidanTa Tvalebi
maradisobidan gvimzeren. isini TiTqosda mTel samyaros moicaven.
maradisoba da usasrulobaa maTSi areklili. aq codvasTan Serigebis da
misi Sewynarebis kvalic ar aris. amitomac uZvelesi xatebis saxeebi
gaugebari, ucxo, zogjer pirdapir saSinelic kia xorcieli, vnebebs
mijaWvuli adamianisTvis. codvisadmi am siZulvilSi, am daundobel
simarTleSi erTi survilia – adamianis cxoneba. uZvelesi xatmwerebis mier
asaxuli WeSmariti, sulieri siyvaruli kompromisze ar midis. Tanamedrove
adamianebis umetesobas es sisastiked eCveneba. „mkacri, saSineli saxeebi“, _
amboben isini. maT surT, rom xati moeferoT, xatTan „fofini“ undaT.
sulieri siyvaruli ganuzomlad Rrmaa, vidre mSvinvieri. is metad
Tanaganicdis, metad itanjeba Cvens gamo. is TiTqos uxmod yviris tkivilis-
gan, magram ara Cveni droebiTi gasaWiris gamo, aramed Cveni mowyvetilobis
gamo RvTisagan – cxovrebis wyarosagan. mas Cveni saukuno sikvdili aSinebs.
uZvelesi saswaulmoqmedi xatebis saxeebi mkacria, radgan gamWriaxia isini.
isini xedaven demonur samyaros, saSineli mtrebis am Semzarav samyaros,
romelic adamians gars akravs, uxilav mkvlelTa samyaros, xedaven codvis
budes – satanis sacxovrebels adamianis gulSi. gadmocema ambobs, rom
ufali da deda RvTisa arasdros iRimebodnen: ranairad SeuZlia dedas
gaRimeba, roca xedavs, rom mis bavSvs gveli Semoxvevia an mZime, mtanjvel
avadmyofobaSi abodebs?
kaTolikur xatebSi metafizikuri tragizmi ar aris. iq miwier, mSvinvier,
adamianur gancdaTa tragizmia. ufro xSirad sxva, adamianuri mgrZnobeloba,
is, rac miwiskenaa mimarTuli. samoTxe da jojoxeTi an daviwyebulia, an
gamiwierebuli da miwaze gadmotanili. iq xati miwierad imzireba, SesaZloa
keTili TvalebiTac, magram mxolod miwier samyaros xedavs. aseTi xatis win
codvili, romelsac sinanulis cecxli ar gauvlia, SesaZloa mSvinvier
gancdebs mTlianad mieces. amitomac xSirad dasavleTSi poetebi qalwul
mariams xotbas asxamdnen, rogorc mSvenier qalbatons, xolo raindebi mas
TavianTi gulis dedofals uwodebdnen, rac marTlmadideblisaTvis JRers
rogorc saSineli mkrexeloba da abuCad agdeba wmidanisa. kaTolikuri
xatebis es mSvinvieri mgrZnobeloba da sentimentaluroba adamianis
qvecnobierebis mier aRiqmeba, rogorc RmerTTan Serigebis saSualeba
sinanulis gareSe, Tavisi Tavis gadasxvaferebis gareSe, amitom kaTolikur
mistikaSi ase bevri iTqmeba aRtacebul siyvarulze da ase cota sinanulze,
gulis ganwmedasa da vnebebTan yoveldRiur sastik brZolaze.
marTlmadidebluri Segneba am adamianurad lamaz, magram sulieri
TvalsazrisiT auRorZinebel, mxolod naz, motkbo saxeebSi sruliad ucxo
raimes grZnobs. es odnav momRimare, zogjer ki namdvilad momRimare saxeebi
codvilze Zilismomgvrelad moqmedeben, maTSi – kapitulaciaa codvis
winaSe, masTan Serigebaa: codvils uyvars, roca mis simaxinjes
WuWrutanidan ucqeren.
zogierT kaTolikur xatze Seyvarebulnic ki iyvnen. marTlmadidebluri
xati SeuZlebelia Segiyvardes: aq qreba vnebebi, aq suli iRviZebs. amitom
vnebiani da avxorci adamiani aseTi xatisgan moSorebas cdilobs. uZveles
xatebSi ar aris mibnediloba, Sembralebloba da is, risTvisac SeiZleboda
codvilis iavnana gvewodebina, vinc transcendentaluri, demonuri
borotebis saSineleba icis, is ar Seudgeba codvilis damSvidebas. is
sxvagvarad Sexedavs miwier tanjvas, romlebic ase cotas niSnavs
maradisobasTan SedarebiT. RmerTTan urTierToba SeuZlebelia gulis
siwmindis, ufro swored gulis siwmindisaken swrafvis gareSe, xolo gulis
siwminde SeuZlebelia sinanulisa da codvasTan brZolis gareSe. amitom
codvilis mitevebac SeuZlebelia Tavis TavTan brZolis gadawyvetilebis
gareSe, xatovnad rom iTqvas, sakuTari sisxlis daRvris gareSe.
uZvelesi saswaulmoqmedi xati erTdroulad axlos da Sorsaa
codvilisagan, aq aris sulieri siyvarulis siaxlove, siyvarulisa
adamianisadmi, rogorc RvTis xatisadmi da amave dros didi manZili,
distancia, romelic codvils siwmindisagan yofs. adamiani grZnobs,
ramdenad axloa RmerTi masTan da Tavad ramdenad Sorsaa RmerTisgan.
siwmindis erT-erTi Tvisebaa – codvis mimarT siZulvili. siwmindes ar
SeuZlia SeuerTdes sibilwesa da uwmindurobas, mzis sxivebi Waobis
zedapirze ecema, magram amiT talaxi sinaTled ar gadaiqceva. xati – es
Soridan momdinare naTelia, xatSi siwmindesa da codvas Soris distanciis
uqonloba mas mSvinvieri adamianuri grZnobebis sferomde daiyvans da
codvilis damaxinjebuli Segneba cru TviTdamSvidebasTan mihyavs. is
SesaZloa codvis dausjelobis „garantic“ ki gaxdes („Sescode rogorc
genebos, ufali Tavisi mowyalebiT mainc migiRebs“).
uZveles xatebze saxeebis mzera amaqveynisgan gandgomili gveCveneba. is
ara mlocvelisadmi, aramed TiTqosda mis TavzemoT aris mimarTuli ufro
zustad, msWvalavs mas. (aseve sxivic minis gavliT Sors miemarTeba), is
adamians maridisobis fonze Wvrets, miwier da sulier samyaroTa
urTierTgadamkveT sferoebSi; is adamianis gulSi imas xedavs, rasac ver
xedavs TviTon adamiani, xSirad ki eSinia danaxva. demonebs aSinebT
uZvelesi xatebis saxeebi, maT winaSe borgaven da yvirian Sepyrobilni,
isini, visac Cveulebriv suliT avadmyofebs uwodeben. uZvelesi xati
uxilavi, RvTaebrivi madlis aliT mosili geCveneba.
 gaTavisufleba sulisa
locvis Sesaxeb swavleba mWidrodaa dakavSirebuli marTlmadideblur
anTropologiasTan*. anTropologiuri TvalsazrisiT locva gvevlineba,
rogorc sulis gaTavisuflebis saSualeba samSvinvelis deformirebuli,
gaxrwnili grZnobebisagan, romlebic umarTav, qaotur mdgomareobaSi
imyofebian da erTmaneTs ebrZvian. qveyanas Tavisufleba esmis, rogorc
SesaZlebloba adamianisa – misdios Tavis mTavar vnebas, romelmac
danarCenebs droebiT sZlia da mis dasakmayofileblad pirobebi da
saSualebebi unda ipovos. religiuri TvalsazrisiT ki, es „Tavisufleba“ –
sxvadasxva, gamudmebiT urTierTSenacvlebuli batonisadmi uwyveti monobis
mdgomareobaa. vnebebi safuZvels, rogorc samoqmedo vels, adamianis
sxeulSi pouloben. samSvinvelTan „gaerTianebuli“ sxeuli, suls axSobs –
aseve, yvela komunikaciis gadaWriT alyas artyamen qalaqs mokavSire jarebi.
magram mtris jaris mokavSireebidan erT-erTi, saxeldobr, adamianis goneba
vnebebiT naklebadaa dazianebuli, vidre samSvinvelis sxva Zalebi, amitom
drodadro is suls emxroba da cdilobs gaaTavisuflos is.
sulis gaTavisuflebisaTvis brZolas Tavisi strategia, kanonzomiereba
da Tanmimdevroba aqvs. Tuki jer isev vnebian mdgomareobaSi myofi adamiani
sulis Zalebis gamoRviZebas ecdeba, is an Tavisi mcdelobebis unayofobas
dainaxavs, an – rac bevrad uaresia – amay fantaziaTa meSveobiT Tavis
samSvinvels egzaltaciis, nerviuli aRgznebis, iluzorul, meocnebe
warmodgenaTa mdgomareobaSi moiyvans, romlebsac Tavisi gamoucdelobiT
sulier gamocdilebad miiRebs. aseTi mSvinvieri, eqstazuri siyvaruli
dasavleTis „asketTa“ wignebSi dawvrilebiTaa aRwerili. kaTolike
enTuziastebi msgavs mdgomareobas RvTaebrivi naTlis gamocxadebad
Rebulobdnen, maSin, roca marTlmadidebeli moRvaweebi ityodnen, rom es
eqstazis mdgomareobamde miyvanili adamianuri vnebebis kvamliani cecxlia.
brZolis dawyeba sxeulidan, misi disciplinidan aris saWiro. pirveli –
zomierebis codna, TavSekavebaa. zomiereba saWmelSi da ZilSi, dasvenebaSi
da SromaSi. mercxali Tavis bartys, rogorc ar unda iWyivlos man, sakvebis
gansazRvrul raodenobas aZlevs: Tu bartyi gaZRa, mokvdeba. sxeuls
aucilebeli unda mivceT da misgan aviRoT Rala – locvaSi Sroma da
mxneoba. roca adamiani Tvlems, misi kunTebi dundeba. roca adamiani
daZabuli fiqrobs, maSin azrebis koncentracias garkveuli daZabuloba
mosdevs, erTgvarad sxeuls tonuss unarCunebs. Tu adamiani locvis dros
kunTebs adunebs, maSin is Tvlemas da ocnebas iwyebs. amitomac locvis
dros sasargebloa aziduli dgoma, rogorc mwkrivSi da metaniebis keTeba,
romelic locvis „damxmare enas“ warmoadgens. daRlilobisa da
avadmyofobisas SeiZleba jdoma, magram ara wamowolili, ara idayvze
dayrdnobiT, ara skamis sazurgeze gadawoliT, aramed sworad, SeerTebuli
fexebiT, odnav aziduli mucliT da modrekili TaviT – es yovelive
TvlemasTan brZolaSi gvexmareba.
mSvinvier sxeulebriv saTnoebebs miekuTvneba mdumareba, mxedvelobisa da
smenis dacva. mSvinvieri Zalebi amgvaria: sityvieri, sasurveli, gaRizia
gaRizia-
Rizia-
nebadi. sityviers miekuTvneba warmodgenebisa da sityvebis doneze
azrovnebis unari: gaixsenos, ivaraudos, gegmebi daawyos, iocnebos, da-
akvirdes, ipovos mizez-Sedegobrivi kavSirebi, gaaanalizos, moaxdinos
sinTezi, Caataros eqsperimenti, gamoamJRavnos kanonzomierebani, hipoTezebi
da Teoriebi Seadginos, napovni kanonebi praqtikaSi gamoiyenos, Seadginos
sxvadasxva niSnuri sistemebi da isargeblos maTiT. ase ibadeba samecniero,
filosofiuri, mxatvruli Semoqmedeba, kanonebi, uflebebi, manifestebi da
konstituciebi. es ukidegano velia adamianuri inteleqtis moqmedebisa Tavis
or aspeqtSi: gonierebaSi da warmosaxvaSi. aq – civilizaciis mTavari
fesvia: garedan Semosuli informaciis SegrovebaSi, SenaxvaSi da maT gamoye-
nebaSi. adamiani yvelaze metad Tavisi gonierebiT amayobs. masSi –
urwmunobis safuZvelia, is inteleqtualuri siamayea, romelic
adamianisaTvis mis gonebas patara RvTaebad, kerpad aqcevs, romlisaganac is
daxmarebasa da xsnas moelis. amavdroulad es goneba drodadro Tavis
SezRudulobas, umweobas da sulier sibrmaves SeigrZnobs da maSin is
eZiebs – RmerTs.
meore Zalaa – sasurveli.
sasurveli mas tkbobis yvela saxeoba miekuTvneba. aq aris
– ojaxuri, megobruli, mSobliuri, grZnobieri siyvaruli, aq aris –
patriotizmi da sazogadoebrivi solidaroba, siyvaruli xelovnebisadmi,
bunebasTan urTierTobiT gamowveuli sixaruli, aq aris – tkboba poeziiT,
musikiT, ferweriT. aqvea adamianuri vnebebic: egoizmi, Tavismoyvareoba,
vercxlismoyvareoba da siZunwe, mikerZoeba nivTebisadmi, gareganze damoki-
debulebis grZnoba (da amave dros – iseTi maRali grZnobebi, rogoricaa
Tanagancda, sibraluli, TanagrZnoba). samSvinvelis sasurvel nawils
sicili da xumrobebic miekuTvneba, romlebSic saidumlo siZvaa Sefaruli.
iseTi cnebebi, rogoricaa, kmayofileba, alersianoba, Tavazianoba,
moxdeniloba, taqti, mimzidveloba, silamaze, aseve ganekuTvneba
samSvinvelis sasurvel Zalas. zogjer es Zala Tavs avlens, rogorc
swrafva zeqveyniuri, RvTaebrivi silamazisaken da sevda dakargul sa-
moTxeze (es bundovani grZnoba miwisqveSeTSi uecrad SeRweul sinaTlis
sxivs hgavs). masve, sasurvelis sferos demonuri mistika da eqstazuri
kultebi miekuTvnebian. saerTod, marTlmadidebluris garda, yovelgvari
mistika mTlianad samSvinvelis Zalebis velSia. marTlmadidebluri ki Ta-
visi arsiT sulieria (magram ramdenadac is Tavis TavSi adamians srulad
moicavs, SesaZloa mSvinvieri da sxeulebrivi TvalsazrisiTac gamJRavndes).
sasurvel ZalaTa gaukuRmarTebul gamovlinebebs aseve miekuTvneba
borotebisa da mankierebisadmi saidumlo siyvaruli, romelsac adamiani
Tavis gulSi drodadro aSkarad SeigrZnobs.
samSvinvelis mesame Zalaa – gaRizianebadi.
gaRizianebadi is hgavs cocxali organizmis
unars Tavisi Tavidan yovelive ucxo, gareSe sxeulis amogdebisa, masSi
moxvedrili Sxamis neitralizebisa da sneulebis warmomqmneli sawyisis
mokvdinebisa. gaRizianebadi Zala es samSvinvelis cixe-koSki da jaria, es
sikeTisa da borotebis garCevis unaria, damcavi Zalaa, fsiqikuri filtria,
romelmac WuWyi da leqi unda Seakavos, esaa samSvinvelis reaqciis da
moqmedebis unari, imisadmi wminda siZulvili, rac adamianis sulsa da
RmerTs Soris dgas. gaRizianebadma Zalam SesaZloa sikeTisaken swrafvaSi,
adamianTa usamarTlobisagan dacvaSi, sakuTari Tavis msxverplad gaRebaSi
iCinos Tavi, magram adamianis codvian, dacemul mdgomareobaSi is ufro
xSirad Tavs iCens ukmayofilebaSi, drtvinvaSi, sisatikeSi, adamianebze
mrisxanebaSi, mouTmenlobaSi, medidurobaSi, ZaladobaSi, siZulvilSi,
SurisZiebaSi, dapirispirebaSi, SurSi, brazSi, gulgrilobaSi da
uxalisobaSi, dafarul sadizmSi – ojaxuri despotizmiT dawyebulSi da
mmarTvelTa tiraniiT da nekromaniiT damTavrebulSi.
saerTod mSvinvier gamovlinebebSi saWiroa gaimijnos Semdegi doneebi:
mavne, usargeblo, mosaTmeni (an gulgrili), saWiro, aucilebeli,
ukiduresad aucilebeli – da amis Semdeg, jer mavnes, xolo Semdeg
usargeblos mokveTiT vawarmooT sulieri brZola sakuTar TavTan.
sityvier ZalaTa moqmedebis sferoSi mavnes warmoadgens: Segnebuli
sicrue, mzakvroba, eSmakoba, sicili, abuCad agdeba, fici, wyevla, gineba,
uqmadmetyveleba, gankiTxva – cru da ganmxrwneli informaciis wyaroebi.
sjobs ar icode, vidre gqondes cru, gaukuRmarTebuli cnobebi. solomonis
sityvebiT: „sjobs mciredi simarTliT, vidre diadi sicruiT“ (igavi, 16,16 8).
mxolod sakuTari enisTvis aRviris amodebiT, gareuli mxecis msgavsad misi
moTvinierebiT SeuZlia adamians Seudges Tavisi gonebis gawmendas
sxvadasxva azrebis, ocnebebis da gulisTqmebisagan.
sasurveli Zalis mavne gamovlineba – es aris vnebebis dakmayofilebis
yvela saxeoba. me xorciel codvebze ar vlaparakob, es TiToeulisaTvis
gasagebia, magram aris kidev sxva, ufro metad daxvewili saxeoba
avxorcobis dakmayofilebisa: Sexvedra da urTierToba adamianebTan,
romlebTanac uwminduri mijaWvuloba da mikerZoeba gvaqvs, vnebiani wignebis
kiTxva da msgavsi suraTebis daTvaliereba, sulieri garyvnilebisa da senis
wyarod qceuli teleprogramebisa da videofilmebis yureba. brZola
ukuRmarTi siamovnebis iseT mZime saxeobebTan, rogoricaa alkoholis da
narkotikebis moxmareba (aq siamovneba Tavis demonur saxes aSkarad
amJRavnebs), uweso saubrebze, anekdotebze da maT msgavsebze uaris Tqma
aucilebelia. mankierebisagan sulis dacvis am garegani zomebis gareSe
survilTa sisufTavis miRweva SeuZlebelia, rogorc SeuZlebelia talaxis
Camorecxva WaobSi mdgomisTvis. Tuki adamiani Tavis vnebebs moemsaxureba da
amave dros guliT locvas ecdeba, is nerviulad gaRiziandeba an im
demonur mdgomareobaSi mova, rasac xibli hqvia.
sulis gaRizianebadi Zalebis sferoSi mavnes RmerTze drtvinva da
adamianze mrisxaneba, ausrulebeli survilebiT da Seuracxyofili
TavmoyvareobiT gamowveuli siZulvili warmoadgens (amitomac SeuZlebelia
mrisxanebaze gamarjveba Tu avxorcobas ar aRvkveTavT).
gaRizianebadi Zalis codviani gamovlinebani aseTia: SurisZieba, veragoba,
avmexsiereba, sxvis nebaze Zaladoba, zogjer – sikeTis saxiTac. mrisxanebis
Zlevas xels uwyobs adamianis mier dasaxuli maRali cxovrebiseuli
miznebi da survilebis SezRudva. mrisxaneba monaniebiT da TviTyvedrebiT
daiZleva. mrisxaneba Tavidan mdumarebiT unda gadailaxos (rogorc ambobs
Rirsi ioane kolovi, daxuful WurWelSi moaTavsebuli morieli kvdeba),
Semdeg ki mas azrebSi da gulSi vebrZoloT.
 Semdegi safexuria – Sesawynarebeli (mosaTmeni, is, rac borotebas ar
warmoadgens da uromlisodac SeiZleba yofna) sityvier ZalebTan
mimarTebiT es aris saqmianoba mecnierebaSi, filosofiaSi, xelovnebaSi,
literaturisa da periodikis kiTxva; sasurvelTan mimarTebiT – seriozuli,
klasikuri musikis mosmena, muzeumebisa da suraTebis galereis monaxuleba,
saero simRerebis mRera, mogzauroba; gaRizianebadTan mimarTebaSia _
sazogadoebrivi moRvaweobisaken swrafva, Sejibrebebi, TamaSebi da sxva amis
magvari.
saWiros safexuri _ sityvieri Zalis TvalsazrisiT: sakuTari profesiis,
sazogadoebrivi, aseve saojaxo uflebebis da valdebulebebis codnas, Cveni
garemomcveli bunebis Secnobas, RvTismetyvelebis Seswavlas praqtikuli
mniSvneloba aqvs. sasurvel ZalaTa TvalsazrisiT, saWiro – es megobruli,
ojaxuri, mSobliuri siyvaruli, patriotizmi da sazogadoebrivi
solidaroba, bunebasTan urTierToba, cocxal arsebaTa mimarT TanagrZnoba
da sibralulia. gaRizianebadis TvalsazrisiT – sikvdilis xsovna,
sakuTari Tavis sikeTisaTvis iZuleba, vnebebTan brZola, moTmineba, RvTis
nebisadmi morCileba, sakuTari codvebis xsovnaa.
aucileblidan sityvieri ZalebisaTvis saukeTeso – esaa: _ locvis dros
koncentracia, sasurvelTaTvis – RvTismsaxurebaSi monawileoba, rogorc
zeciuri silamazis winaswari gancda, gaRizianebadisTvis – mcnebebis
Sesruleba, rogorc nebisyofis aqti. gamoRviZebadawyebuli suli,
zemoqmedebs ra sityvier Zalaze, sulieri samyaros uSualo, intuiciuri
Secnobis saSualebas iZleva, imis Secnobisa, rac sityvaze Rrmadaa;
sasurvel Zalaze misi zemoqmedeba RvTis SegrZnebas gvatyobinebs, rogorc
erTaderT sikeTes, romelTan SedarebiTac miwieri siamovnebani simwared
Canan. gaRizianebad Zalaze zemoqmedebiT is nebas aRviZebs, RvTisaken
swrafvas aRZravs, samSvinvels codvisa da vnebebis moqmedebisagan icavs da
ganaaxlebs, masSi sisufTavesa da ubiwoebas aaRorZinebs.
sulier ZalaTa gamoRviZebisas, adamians esmis, rom misi – mxolod is
aris, rac maradisobaSi gadava, sakuTari Tavi ki mxolod RmerTSi SeuZlia
hpovos. gamoRviZebuli suli Tavs amJRavnebs sulieri samyaros, rogorc
usasrulos saidumlo codnaSi, romlis nawilakic is Tavadaa, da amavdrou-
lad samyarosi, romelic Tavad masSia areklili, rogorc mze wylis
wveTSi; adamianis mier mTeli misi arsebiT amqveynis, rogorc umaRlesi
cxovrebis gancdaSi da masTan, rogorc sinaTlis wyarosTan da erTaderT,
WeSmaritad realur yofierebasTan mimarTebulobaSi. maSin, rogorc
umaRlesi sulieri faseuloba, gulis mdumareba ixsneba, romlis winaSe
yvela danarCeni saTnoeba masTan amyvanebeli kibis safexurebad gveCveneba.
es SesaZloa sisastiked moeCvenoT mSvinvier adamianebs, romlebsac
aviwydebaT, rom yovelive RvTisganaa da ara Cveni Zalebisagan. RmerTs
mTeli samyarosaTvis didi wyalobis qmna SeuZlia, Tuki amqveynad sufTa
guls ipovis, rogorc iwyalebda da ixsnida daRupvisagan mTel erebsa da
qveynebs iseTi didi wmidanebis locvebiT, rogorebic Rirsi arseni da
makari iyvnen, roca maTi gulebis mdumareba, Seiwira, rogorc yvelaze
RvTivsaTno msxverpli*.
 adamianma RvTisagan udidesi ZRveni – daviwyebis unari – miiRo,
sulisaTvis aranakleb faseuli, vidre unari damaxsovrebisa. rom ara
daviwyebis unari, cxovreba autaneli gaxdeboda. nerviuli kompleqsebis erT
-erTi mizezi – mexsierebaSi raime movlenis CaWedva da emociur plastSi
misi daviwyebis anu ganmuxtvis usurvelobaa. nerviuli kompleqsebi Cvens
sxeulSi katarul zonebs hgavs, anTebis Cauqrobel kerebs, romlebic
gvtkiva Sexebisas. daviwyeba iseve aucilebelia, rogorc binidan nagvis da
usargeblo xlamis gadayra.
daviwyebis unari, cnobierebidan usargeblo informaciis gamotana
gansakuTrebulad faseulia locvisaTvis. Cven asociaciuri kavSiris
meSveobiT vixsenebT, amitom unda vecadoT movSaloT es kavSirebi. isini
SesaZloa iyos sagnebi, adamianebi, adgilmdebareobani da a.S. unda gaveqceT
imaTTan Sexvedras, vinc adrindel codvian cxovrebas mogvagoneben: yvelaze
Zlier asociaciur zemoqmedebas cocxali adamiani axdens. xSirad
aucilebelia megobrobis gawyveta imasTan, visTanac scodavdi, arc ki
iloco misTvis, sxvagvarad codva mexsierebaSi ganaxldeba. unda
gadavyaroT codvis beWdis matarebeli nivTebi. Tuki es SeuZlebelia, unda
gadavaadgiloT mainc isini oTaxSi. gansakuTrebul atmosferos wignebi
qmnian, amitom Cvens oTaxSi vnebiani, saero literatura ar unda gavaCeroT.
es im damangreveli „radiaciis~ erT-erTi wyaroa, romelic adamians
gamudmebiT asxivebs. sasurvelia im adgilebis monaxuleba, sadac adre iS-
viaTad vyofilvarT, raTa mogonebaTa qseli gavglijoT. zogjer, locvis
dros, Cveni oTaxis fanjrebs sqeli farda CamovafaroT da bnel oTaxSi
vilocoT.
Tuki ar aris saSualeba CvenTvis mZime saubarze uaris Tqmisa, maSin am
saubrisas unda vdumdeT da vloculobdeT, maSin Tanamosaubris sityvebi
mxolod dasxltebian Cveni gonebis zedapirze da gulSi ver SeaRweven.
aseTi saubrebis dros Cven arc Tu iSviaTad Secdomebs vuSvebT, wamgebian
poziciaSi vdgebiT, saxeldobr – gvinda adamiani davarwmunoT mis winaSe
Cveni Wkuis demonstrirebiT. saubarSi verTvebiT da gvitacebs is, adamianis
wyeninebis gveSinia da RmerTis wyeninebas vamjobinebT. es gaukuRmarTebuli
gagebaa sikeTeze – vnebebisaken wavaqezoT sxva, roca Cven, imisaTvis rom
Secbuneba davfaroT, viRimiT da viciniT, amasTan, sicili – es raRac
monaTesavea daTrobisa, sulieri modunebis mdgomareobaa, roca adamiani
Tavisi gulis gakontrolebas wyvets da amis gamo daucveli rCeba. sicilSi
siZvaa, xolo xumrobaSi – kadniereba, amitom isini CvenTvis SeumCnevlad
Cvens mgrZnobelobas aRanTeben. Tuki TviTon ar gamoamJRavneb Tundac
Sinagan interess sulisaTvis urgebi saubris sityvebisadmi, maSin saubaric
amoiwureba. adamiani grZnobs, rogori ganwyobiT usmenen mas, amitom Tu
ginda, rom saubari Sewydes, Tanamosaubris sityvebi wyaros rakrakad
CaTvale. zogierTi adamiani, imisaTvis rom sxvebTan aucilebeli distancia
hqonoda, an pirSi axlida simarTles ise, rom wyeninebisa ar eSinoda, an
Tavs isulelebda, sulels ki bevri ar moeTxoveba, magram es meTodi
yvelasaTvis araa.
imisaTvis, rom codviani warsuli swrafad daviviwyoT, Cveni sakuTari
Cvevebi unda SevcvaloT: siarulis, wolis, laparakis, sufrasTan jdomis da
a.S. amgvarad, gansazRvruli asociaciuri kavSirebic iSleba. saerTod ki
warsulis mogonebisagan sulis ganwmedis yvelaze Zlieri saSualeba
sinanuli da locvaa. mitevebuli codva ufro iolad eZleva daviwyebas,
locvaSi miRebuli madli ki, TiTqosda Cveni gonebis sardafis kars
gasaRebiT ketavs, sadac Cveni codvebi „inaxeba“ (ufro zustad maTze
mogoneba) Cemi mciredi gamocdilebiT, roca namdvilad vloculob, aRar
magondeba adre wakiTxuli saero wignebi, TiTqos isini xelSi arasdros
mWeria, xolo roca vnebebis gancdisken mividrikebi, wakiTxulze mogonebani
gonebaSi amotivtivdebian, rogorc zRvis gvelebi siRrmidan zedapirze.
imisaTvis, rom warsuli daviviwyoT, sakuTar Tavi, sakuTar goneba,
sakuTari metyveleba unda gavamartivoT, rogorc mebrZoli ipoxavs tans
cximiT, raTa Zneli iyos misi Cavleba. Tu sxvisi codvebis mosmena gviwevs,
maSin codvilisadmi TanagrZnoba unda gamovxatoT da vuTxraT, rom msgavs
codvebSi Cvenc varT damnaSaveni, Semdeg locva SevTavazoT imisaTvis, vis
uZlurebazecaa laparaki da maSin aseTi saubari male Sewydeba.

locvis mtrebi
locvas Sinauri da gareSe mtrebi hyavs. pirveli mteri – es
Tavismoyvareobaa. Tavismoyvareoba sakuTari Tavis mimarT araswori
siyvarulia. is sami saxiT vlindeba: rogorc pativmoyvareoba, vercxlismoy-
vareoba da avxorcoba, anu siamovnebisaken swrafva.
locva – Sinagani cxovrebaa, xolo pativmoyvareoba _ Teatraluroba,
garegnuli cxovreba, adamianebisTvis cxovreba. locva – es Sinagani, uxi-
lavi da adamianis pirovnebis yofierebis yvelaze mZlavri faqtoria;
SeiZleba ase iTqvas: locva – es RerZia pirovnebisa, pativmoyvareoba ki
saxes niRbiT cvlis da TviT locvas warmodgenad aqcevs. pativmoyvare – es
artistia siwmindisa, mas ar SeuZlia Tavisi gonebiT Tavisive gulSi
hgiebdes, is eweva rolebis ganuwyvetel repetirebas, romlebsac adamianebis
winaSe iTamaSebs, maT Soris mlocvelis rolsac. pativmoyvare Tavisi
locvis mniSvnelovnobasa da Zalaze daiwyebs miniSnebas, Txrobas
araCveulebriv SemTxvevebsa da saswaulebzec ki, romlebic misi locvis
dros xdeba. roca pativmoyvare xalxis garemocvaSi imyofeba, maSin is
mzadaa saaTobiT ilocos, raTa RvTismosaobisaTvis taSi daimsaxuros.
pativmoyvareobis vneba mas locvisaTvis demonur Zalas aZlevs, xolo roca
is marto rCeba Tavis TavTan, locvis survili uqreba. pativmoyvare ar lo-
culobs, is locvobanas TamaSobs, amitom misi locva usulgulo da
TvalTmaqcuri xdeba. pativmoyvareoba TandaTanobiT siamayeSi gadadis. amayi
RvTis Semweobis saWiroebas ar grZnobs, mas miaCnia, rom misi piradi
srulyofilebac sakmarisia imisaTvis, rom saxareba aRasrulos da aRematos
kidec mas. amayi Tavisi TavisTvis RmerTi xdeba, amitom locva an saerTod
qreba, an mis dros aRar aris krZaluleba. is saubrobs RmerTTan, rogorc
Tavis sworTan.
Semdgom – vercxlismoyvareoba. vercxlismoyvaris gulisTqmebi da
grZnobebi iqaa, sadac misi simdidrea. is ganuwyvetliv Relavs: rogor da-
icvas, rogor gazardos is. locvis drosac ki fulze fiqrobs. mkvdari da
civia misi locva, es martooden garegnuli misagebelia RvTisadmi, radgan
mas ara RmerTis, aramed fulis imedi aqvs, is gaxda misTvis RmerTi.
vercxlismoyvaris guli qvasaviT magrdeba, locva masSi praqtikulad ara-
nair kvals ar tovebs, rogorc foladis saWreTeli almasze. pavle
mociqulma vercxlismoyvarebas kerpmsaxureba uwoda (kol. 3,5).
avxorcoba, anu tkbobis siyvaruli – es arsebiTad iseve, rogorc
Tavismoyvareoba, sakuTari Tavis mimarT araswori siyvarulia, roca
adamiani Tavis Tavs sakuTar sxeulTan aigivebs. locva, rogorc gonebis
gamWvirvalobas, sifxizles moiTxovs, siamovneba ki aqrobs gonebis
sinaTles. tkboba nerviuli aRgznebis kompleqsebs ganekuTvneba, amitom,
rogorc wesi, is sulieri dacarielebiT, daRlilobiTa da sevdiT
mTavrdeba. nebismieri tkboba – es sulieri Zalebis kargvaa. tkboba – ro-
gorc surogati da sulieri sixarulis gayalbeba erT-erTi yvelaze
mTavari mteria locvisa. tkbobisadmi siyvaruli adamians civsa da egoists
xdis, locva misTvis raRac gaugebari da ucxo xdeba, mas is Sinaganad
sZuls. Tuki siamaye – es upirveles yovlisa provokaciaa rwmenis
winaaRmdeg, RmerTis „Secvlaa“ sakuTari TaviT, vercxlismoyvareoba ki
mteria imedisa (ara RmerTi, aramed simdidrea adamianis keTilReobis wyaro
da garanti), tkboba – es siyvarulis sawinaaRmdego codvaa.
locvis Semdegi mteria – daviwyeba*. mTeli cxovreba – es skolaa da
yoveli dRe – gakveTili, romelsac adamiani iRebs. mTavari gakveTili isaa,
rom arasdros varT mitovebulni RmerTisagan. daviwyeba ki RvTis im
Sewevnisa da sikeTisyofis xsovnas anadgurebs, romliTac mTeli Cveni
cxovreba sinaTlis sxivebiviTaa ganmsWvaluli.
meore gakveTilia – xsovna imisa, rom codva sikvdilia. roca vcodavT
ramdenjer SegvigrZnia, rom sikvdilisa da gangdebulobis sazRvrebSi
vabijebT, rom codvis Cadenis Semdgom Cveni suli dampali da gaxrwnili
leSi xdeba, romelsac CvenSi vatarebT! mesame gamocdileba Cveni cxovrebisa
– rom erTaderTi Wegmariti sixaruli – es RmerTia! yvelaferi danarCeni ki
– iluziebi da miraJi. daviwyeba im aucilebel codnaTa xsovnas gvtacebs,
romlebic mtanjveli da mware gamocdilebiT SeviZineT. daviwyeba frinvels
hgavs, romelic mwife nayofs kortnis da totebs cariels tovebs. amitom,
daviwyeba – SeSlilobis saxea: adamiani gamudmebiT erTsa da imave adgilze
ecema.
locvis sxva mteri – arcodna, anu uvicobaa. aris nebiTi uvicoba:
adamianma imitom ar icis, rom ar unda icodes; mTavari codna ki imaSi
mdgomareobs, rom WeSmaritad arsebuli – es uxilavi samyaroa, maSin, roca
yovelive xiluli ngrevasa da sikvdils eqvemdebareba. adamians eSinia am
codnisa, is bednierebas nivTiersa da materialurSi eZebs, romelSic didi
sicruea Cabudebuli, ramdenadac yvelaferi materialuri droisa da
sikvdilis monobaSi imyofeba.
kidev erTi mteri – es aris aragonivruloba. aragonivruloba –
faseulobaTa araswori Skalaa, arasworad arCeuli mizani an miznis
misaRwevi araswori saSualebebia. aragonivruloba – es garegnuliT
datyvevebaa, maradiuli trialia miwieri yofierebis im sibrtyeSi, sadac
mxolod amaoeba da wuxilia sulisa. WeSmariti sibrZne – es aris RvTis
miCneva erTaderT sikeTed da codvisa – erTaderT borotebad. yvela
danarCenisa ki Sualedur mdgomareobad, ara sikeTed da borotebad, aramed
mxolod situaciebad. Tuki RmerTi – umaRlesi da erTaderTi sikeTea, maSin
Cvens cxovrebaSi yvelaze mniSvnelovani – es RmerTTan urTierTobaa, ris-
Tvisac mTavar saSualebad gvevlineba – locva. tkbobisadmi siyvaruli
xrwnis adamianis nebas, mas mSiSaras xdis. simxdale – es sulis
paralizebaa, mxdali – potenciuri moRalate da gandgomilia. imisTvis, rom
simxdale gadailaxos, misi mizezi unda ganadgurdes, imisadmi siyvaruli,
risi dakargvisac eSinia adamians. simxdalis gadasalaxad unda ganadgurdes
mikerZoebebi, siyvaruli sxeulebrivi simSvidisa da tkbobisa. mSiSaroba
sicrues badebs. sicrue adamianis sulier Zalebs STanTqavs, rameTu erT
tyuils ori mosdevs. matyuara adamiani iZulebulia gonebaSi mis mierve
mogonili suraTi aRibeWdos, mas simarTlis saxe misces, amaze ki uamravi
dro da Zalebi ixarjeba. amitom yovelTvis simarTlis Tqma – es didi
sibrZnea: simarTle ubraloa, sicrue – mravalsaxovani, RmerTi –
WeSmaritebaa, amitom RmerTi ubraloa. RmerTis Wvreta SeuZlebelia
simarTlis gareSe, locva ki gzaa RvTaebis xilvisaken; sicrue anadgurebs
an aukuRmarTebs locvas. rogori mizezebiTa da garemoebebiTac unda
imarTlos Tavi adamianma, sicrue – es demonis samyaroa.
locvis Semdegi mteria – sizarmace. sizarmace – erT-erTi Sedegia
tkbobisa. sulieri TvalsazrisiT, neba vlindeba, rogorc yuradReba lo-
cvis sityvebisadmi. samSvinvelis Zalebi `gankerZovdnen“ erTmaneTisagan,
amitom locvisaTvis aucilebelia neba da ara molodini imisa, Tu rodis
mogvindeba locva. tkboba nebas adamblavebs, adamians sastiksa da jiuts
xdis, an piriqiT, mtiralasa da isteriuls. sizarmacis gasanadgureblad
brZola unda vawarmooT meocnebeobasTan da zmanebebTan, im daxvewil
avxorcobasTan, romelic venaSi SeSvebuli SxamiviT adamianis mTel sxeuls
edeba da gonebas atyvevebs. locva es umeteswilad nebis saqmea. Tuki ar Seg-
viZlia locvis sityvebze koncentrireba da is gonebidan gvisxlteba mzis
sxivebiviT, romelTa xeliT daWera SeuZlebelia, SeiZleba droebiT Tavi
vaneboT mas da misTvis momzadebis saxiT Semdeg sakiTxebze vifiqroT:
1. locvis unari adamianis umaRles Rirsebas warmoadgens. Tuki adamiani
dedamiwis yvela arsebaTagan sityvis niWiT gamoirCeva (wmida mamebTan mas
sityvieri arseba ewodeba), locva mis suls angelozebTan erTRirsad aqcevs
(Rirsi maqsime aRmsarebeli mlocvelebze wers, rom maTi suli angelozTa
sworia, imis gamoklebiT, rac adamianebisagan gansxvavebiT ara aqvT
angelozebs – avxorcobisa da mrisxanebisa).
arc erT saTnoebas, arc erT sulier niWs, arc erT mcnebas ar ZaluZs
aRamaRlos adamiani ise, rogorc locvas, amitom is yovelTa saTnoebaTa
dedofalia.
roca ar gvinda locva da locvis sityvebi mSral qviSad gveCveneba,
romliTac piri gvaqvs savse, maSin unda vTqvaT, rom es sicruea, rom suls
Cvensas locva yovelTvis unda, yovelTvis RmerTTan yofna surs, rom
locvaze ara sizarmace, aramed Cveni sulis avadmyofoba gvaRebinebs xels.
iseve, rogorc ar SegviZlia Cveni sxeulis gaigiveba muwukebTan, romle-
biTac is aris dafaruli, aseve ar SegviZlia Cveni Tavi da rac mTavaria,
Cveni suli tkbobis im avadmyofur wyurvilTan, garegnulisadmi im swraf-
vasTan gavaigivoT, romelic Cvens locvas winaRudgeba. unda vkiTxoT
sakuTar Tavs: „vin var? Cemi suli – maradisobis Tvali, Tu Cemi vnebebi –
saflavis matlebi, mZoriT rom sazrdooben? me – es sulia, Cemi – Cemi
samSvinveli, nawilobriv Cemi ki – Cemi sxeulia, romelic sxva, mSvinvieris
msgavsi TvisebebiT aRdgeba da maSin iqneba WeSmaritad Cemi, danarCeni ki
Cemi ar aris“.
bednierebis garegnulSi Zieba – es yvelaze saSineli tyuilia demonisa.
adami yofierebis sisavses ara RmerTSi, aramed garegan saganSi, erTgvar
nayofSi eZebda, romelic Tavisi ugunurobis gamo Zlierebis, tkbobisa da
netarebis wyarod CaTvala. roca cxovrebis azrsa da bednierebas
garegnulSi veZebT, adamis sabediswero Secdomas vimeorebT. garegnulis
gaRmerTebiT man dakarga RmerTi, rogorc Tavisi cxovrebis Sinagani
faqtori. garegnuls vneba aRmerTebs. dabruneba garegnulidan SinaganTan da
Sinaganidan RmerTTan mxolod locvis gziT SeiZleba ganxorcieldes.
amitom iswavlo locva – es niSnavs iswavlo cxoneba. ipovo sakuTari guli
– niSnavs ipovo RmerTi, gulis povna ki mxolod RmerTis meSveobiT xdeba,
RmerTTan Sexvedra mxolod gulSia SesaZlebeli. gonebiT Sesvla gulSi
mxolod madlis naTliT SeiZleba, radgan RvTis gareSe gulis siRrmeebi
daxSuli da uxilavia CvenTvis. es miwaSi dafluli ganZia; adamiani TiTqos
nacnob adgilze gaivlis, abijebs masze da ar uwyis, Tu ra inaxeba iq.
es pirveli azri, pirveli sagania fiqrisa, romelsac saerTo araferi aqvs
meditaciasTan. meditacia – es TviTSTagonebaa, romlisTvisac, rogorc
hipnozisas, gonebis pasiuri mdgomareobaa aucilebeli. meditacias TiTqosda
ucxo warmomavlobis nivTiereba Semohyavs adamianis sulier bunebaSi.
2. Cveni gansjis meore sagania _ dro, moqmedeba yofierebis sibrtyeSi,
maradisoba da dro, yovelive garegani, drois meufebaSia, is Cveni araa, Cven
mxolod SevexebiT mas; Cveni is aris, risi Sekavebac SegviZlia. drois
dinebaSi yvelaferi ingreva da qreba. Cven vgavarT adamians, mdinaris
napiras rom zis da talRas uyurebs, fiqrobs, rom is – misia, magram erT
wamSi talRa aRar aris. cxovreba droSi – es cxovrebis umdablesi formaa,
es mxolod mzadebaa saukuno cxovrebisaTvis. udidesi Secdomaa – Sors
mimavali gza sakuTar saxlad CaTvalo, WeSmariti cxovreba – es saukuno
cxovrebaa. iq ar aris danakargebi, imedgacrueba, sakuTari ususurobis
gancda; iq ar aris cvlilebebi, aramed ganxsnaa; amasTan, maradisoba – es ar
aris uZraoba: maradisoba – dinamikaa. aris maradisobis ori aspeqti:
saukuno cxovreba da saukuno sikvdili. mesame mdgomareoba ar arasebobs.
miwieri cxovreba maradisobis fonze miedineba, romelic daviviwyeT. dro
moSorebul iqneba, rogorc aSoreben TeatrSi ficarnags da maSin,
moulodnelad, maradisobis sferoSi aRmovCndebiT; iq adamiani sakuTar Tavs
iseTs ixilavs, rogoric aris. vinc Tavisi gulidan RvTismbrZoli vnebebi
ar amoZirkva, imis gulSi sikvdili mefobs. vneba da codva – es ara
ubralod sisuste, misi metafizikuri safuZveli – siZulvili da
RvTismbrZolobaa, aramed esec samefoa, samefoa satanisa.
 locva aq, miwaze, maradisobasTan Sexebis gamocdilebas iZleva, locva –
es dadasturebaa Cveni brZolisa codvebTan da vnebebTan. locviT TiTqosda
veubnebiT demons: „me ara var Seni“. adamiani, romlisTvisac ucxoa locva,
amtkicebs, rom mas Tavisi codva uyvars da masTan ganSoreba ar surs.
3. mesamea – fiqri sikvdilze. Cveni cnobierebis erT-erTi paradoqsi imaSi
mdgomareobs, rom yvelgan sikvdils vxedavT da yvelaze naklebad masze
vfiqrobT. Cven gvgonia, rom gamonaklisebi varT saerTo wesidan: yvela
kvdeba, Cven ki ar Segvexeba sikvdili. sikvdili yovelTvis moulodnelia,
yovelTvis tragikuli. amis erT-erTi mizezi – Cveni moumzadeblobaa.
imisaTvis, rom mSvidad vcodoT, vcdilobT Tavi movityuoT. am mxriv Cven
yvelani vgavarT siraqlemas, romelic, rogorc amboben, mters qviSaSi
TavCarguli emaleba: verafers xedavs da fiqrobs, rom mtrebic ver xedaven
mas. niSandoblivia, rom siraqlema – erT-erTi yvelaze fexmardi frinvelia,
romelsac mxedaric ver eweva. man rom icodes, visgan da rogor uSvelos
Tavs, sicocxles SeinarCunebs. adamians rom axsovdes sikvdili, da
sinanuliTa da locviT emzados, is misTvis maradiul cxovrebaSi gadasvla
iqneboda da ara saxlis karebSi mis gasaTokad da Semdeg dasasjelad
Sesuli jalaTi.
amitom unda gvaxsovdes ukanaskneli dRe Cveni cxovrebisa. es dRe
SesaZloa nebismieri iyos, dRevandelic ki. Rirsi ioane kibisaRmwereli
sikvdilis xsovnas locvisaTvis aucileblad miiCnevs. sakuTar Tavs unda
vkiTxoT: „vin xar, aq risTvis moxvedi, rodis da saiT mixval aqedan“. ioane
kibisaRmwereli wers: „zogierTni amboben, rom umjobesi aris locva, vinem
xsovna sikvdilisa, me ki erT saxeSi or arsebas vasxam xotbas“*.
4. Semdegi fiqri – jojoxeTis Sesaxebaa. jojoxeTi es daviwyebis
adgilia, es saukuno gangdebaa, iq arc imedia, arc siyvaruli. es zRvaa
siZulvilisa. Cven Zrwola gvitans, roca banakebsa da sawameblebSi wamebis
Sesaxeb vkiTxulobT. rogori daxvewili sisastikiT uswordebian jalaTebi
TavianT msxverpls, magram iq aris dasasruli, ukidures SemTxvevaSi –
sikvdili, jojoxeTSi ki ar aris sikvdili, ufro swored is saukuno
sikdilia, romelsac dasasruli ara aqvs. rogori sastiki sadistebic unda
iyvnen adamianebi, msxverplis tanjviT rogor velur siamovnebasac unda
Rebulobdnen isini, TiToeuli jalaTis gulSi zogjer raRac keTili da
adamianuri iRviZebs, raRac bavSvobis mogonebis msgavsi, magram demoni –
ramdenad saSineli da sastikia is dedamiwaze mcxovreb yvela
borotmoqmedTan SedarebiT! is – TviT borotebis ganxorcielebaa, demoni –
es RvTisadmi siZulvilis Savi alia. is misi qmnilebis saSualebiT Surs
iZiebs masze. adamiani – RvTis saxea, amitomac RvTis moZule demons sZuls
adamiani.
Tumca jojoxeTSi yvelaze mTavari – es ara tanjva, aramed glovaa
danakargis gamo. codvilma icis, ra dakarga, ra SeeZlo yofiliyo da ra
gaxda. magram jojoxeTSi ar aris sinanuli, iq demonis mimsgavsebulobaa da
amitom saukuno cxovrebis dakargvis Segneba codvilSi RvTisadmi demonis
siZulvilis msgavs siZulvils iwvevs. dedamiwaze yvelaze axlobel
adamianebs jojoxeTSi erTmaneTi eZulebaT. iq deda asulisTvis da
vaJiSvili mamisTvis adamianis magvar veeba gvelebad da morielebad
warmodgebian. adamianSi mxolod sikeTe SeiZleba giyvardes: namdvili an
savaraudo. rafinirebuli borotebis siyvaruli SeuZlebelia. boroteba,
roca masSi ar aris kvali aRorZinebadi sikeTisa, TviTganadgurebas
eqvemdebareba. jojoxeTi – es sikeTisa da borotebis daSorebaa, ganyofaa.
jojoxeTi, iseve rogorc samoTxe, dinamiuria, mxolod esaa, rom
jojoxeTSi daSlis procesia, iq mxolod centridanuli Zalebia da
maradisobaSi gaxsnili codva TiToeul codvils satanas ufro da ufro
amsgavsebs. antikuri* da Tanamedrove humanizmisaTvis erTnairad Zneli iyo
jojoxeTis Sesaxeb swavlebis miReba, isini amjobinebdnen mis miCnevas an
„pedagogiur ileTad“, an „amazrzen miTologiad“. sinamdvileSi ki es –
codvis apologiaa, TviTdamSvidebaa codvilisa, romelsac Tavis vnebebTan
brZola ar surs. adamianma rom icodes, rogori saSineli da saZagelia
demoni, mixvdeboda, rom demonis samefo – es saukuno sikvdilis samefoa,
rom codva – ara ubralod gamwirebaa sikeTisa, metafizikuri
TvalsazrisiT, es qristes mkvlelobaa; amitom mounaniebeli codvili –
RvTismkvlelia. codva – es sulis daSorebaa RvTisagan. RmerTi – cxovreba
da wyaroa cxovrebisa, sxva wyaro ar aris, ukvdaveba RvTis gareSe
sikvdilad gadaiqceva.
5. ukanaskneli fiqri – samoTxis netarebazea. adamiani samoTxisTvisaa
Seqmnili. samoTxe – es RmerTTan myofobaa, Sinagani samoTxe – es
RvTaebrivi naTelia adamianis gulSi. aq, dedamiwaze, adamiani Tavs
devnilad grZnobs, is ubeduria, itanjeba – es universaluri faqtia.
cxovrebis garegani pirobebi mas tanjvisagan ver ixsnis. e.i. kacobriobas
raRac marTlacda saSineli SeemTxva, rakiRa mTeli misi istoria tragediad
iqca. ase SesaZloa samefos damkargavi mefe daitanjos. adamiani bednierebas
eZebs, magram versad poulobs. filosofia arc bednierebas iZleva, arc
WeSmaritebas – es labirinTia: kaci erT kars aRebs da aT daketil kars
xedavs, amasTan ar icis, gasasvlels uaxlovdeba Tu ara. grZnobiT
siamovnebebsac asvee ar moaqvT bedniereba. vnebebs mTlianad
daqvemdebarebul adamianebs bneli da pirquSi saxeebi aqvT. adamianis
cxovrebaSi erTaderTi gamonaTeba – es RmerTTan siaxlovis grZnobaa, es
sulieri sixarulis wveTebia, romlebic adamianma locvaSi SeigrZno,
gansakuTrebiT ki saidumloSi an saswaulmoqmed xatTan. isini udabnoSi
wyurviliT momakvdavisaTvis wylis wveTebs hgvanan.
adamiani WeSmarit siyvaruls eZiebs, magram aq, dedamiwaze, is sxva
siyvaruls poulobs, damaxinjebuls, afeqturs, vnebebis WuWySi areuls,
romelsac mxolod erTmaneTs miyolebuli, sulis Semmusvreli, sastiki
imedgacrueba moaqvs. da mxolod Tavisi cxovrebis ramdenime momentSi,
viTarca RvTaebrivi xelis Sexebas, sxva, sufTa, RvTaebriv siyvaruls
grZnobs; misi mocema mxolod RmerTs SeuZlia, mas adamianuri vnebebi
winaRudgebian. samoTxe – es sulis siyvarulia RvTisadmi da RvTisa
sulisadmi. samoTxe – TiToeuli wmidanis siyvarulis sxivebia yvelasadmi
da yvelasagan TiToeulisadmi, es namdvili Suqmfeni okeanea siyvarulisa.
 ori pirovnebis Sexvedra
ras niSnavs sityva „wmidani“, romelsac ara mxolod liturgikul, aramed
sadag dReebSic viyenebT? sarwmunoebriv moRvaweTa kanonizirebas eklesia
ris safuZvelze axdens, maT wmidanobas ris mixedviT daamowmebs da nebas
gvrTavs, locviT mivmarToT?
Cvens garSemo myof adamianebs Tu vkiTxavT, maT Soris eklesiurad
mcxovreb qristianebs, Tu ras niSnavs „wmida adamiani“, araerTgvarovan
pasuxebs miviRebT. erTni ityvian, rom wmidani – es aris adamiani, sufTa da
umwikvlo cxovrebiT, sxvebi daiwyeben mtkicebas, rom wmidanoba – es
Tavganwiruli da uangaro samsaxuria xalxisa, mesameni mis iseT niSnebze
migviTiTeben, rogoricaa gulmowyaleba, TanagrZnoba, gulSematkivroba. anu
adamianTa umravlesobisaTvis wmidanoba – es maRali zneobrivi Rirsebebis
arsebobaa. TumcaRa yvela es Rirseba da Tavisebureba wmidanobisa,
sinamdvileSi aris misi gamomJRavneba sxvadasxva cxovrebiseul situaciebsa
da garemoebebSi, da ara Tavad wmidanoba. yvela CamoTvlili Rirseba ada-
mianisa erTobliobaSic ki ar iZleva amomwurav warmodgenas imaze, risi
gansazRvrac Cven gvinda.
sityva „wmidanoba“ Tavisi mniSvnelobiT bevrad ufro Rrmaa. wmidanoba
namdvilad ar aris xarisxi, Cven verc erTi misi sinonimi ver moviZieT.
wmidanoba aris is, rac adamians axlidan qmnis – SemoqmedebiTi RvTaebrivi
Zala. wmidani, _ es aris adamiani, romelSic madli myofobs da moqmedebs.
wmidani – isaa, vinc suliwmidas Tavis gulSi adgili miuCina; es Taboris
naTlisagan gabrwyinebuli sxivia. aq, dedamiwaze, SesaZloa madlis moxveWa
da dakargva. udides movaweTa cxovrebac ki madlisa da adamianur nebas
Soris, wmidanobasa da codvas Soris mudmivad cvalebad urTierTdamok-
idebulebas warmoadgenda – im mdgomareobas, romelsac asketebTan uxilavi
brZola hqvia. maradisobaSi, roca dro gamocdisa ukan darCeba, RvTis
madli ukmarisobas Seavsebs* da adamianis sulTan ganuyrelad, samudamod
SeerTdeba; aRdgomis Semdeg ki is wmidanTa sxeulebs fers ucvlis da
ganasulierebs. metic, maradiul cxovrebaSi wmidanoba – es ar aris statika,
aramed RvTaebriobisadmi saukuno miaxlebaa, sulier safexurebze
maradiuli aRsvlaa, RvTaebrivi naTliT saukuno gabrwyinebaa (is, rasac
asketikis enaze ganRmrToba ewodeba) meti ZaliTa da intensivobiT. am
naTelSi adamiani fers icvlis da sul ufro unariani xdeba RvTaebrivi
silamazis Wvretisa. amis gamo TviTonac gacilebiT mSvenierdeba kristali-
viT, romelSic amomavali mzis sxivebi irekleba da cimcimebs.
ratom ganvadidebT wmidanebs? ufro zustad, ras ganvadidebT wmidanebSi?
ganmanaTlebeli grigol palama – isiqazmis es STagonebuli poeti,
romelsac yvelaze metad mdumareba uyvarda, eretikosebTan brZolaSi
iZulebuli Seiqna aRmosavleTis moRvaweTa mistikuri gamocdileba
gansazRvrul saRvTismetyvelo – filosofiur kategoriebSi ganezogadebina.
am mxriv is warmodga, rogorc did kabadokielTa** RvTismetyvelebis
gamgrZelebeli, romlebmac TavinT nawarmoebebSi mistikuri Wvretis
gamocdileba filosofiis brwyinvale codnas Seusabames. wmida grigol
palama, xatovnad rom vTqvaT, Taboris naTelze Taboris naTelSi werda.
winadausabamo, droisa da sivrcis gareSe myof RmerTs aqvs yofiereba Tavis
arsSi – ipostasuri, pirovnuli yofiereba. es RvTaebriobis Sinagani
cxovrebaa, romelic absolutur saidumlos warmoadgens. is dafaruli da
miuwvdomelia angelozTaTvis. es TviT RvTaebrivi bunebaa, miudgomel
naTelSi myofi. magram aris is, rasac madls, uqmnel RvTaebriv energias
vuwodebT – Zalebi, romlebic aseve winadausabamoa, magram SeuZliaT qmnil
samyarosTan SeerTdnen da Cvens mier aRiqmebian, rogorc Tviseba da
moqmedeba RvTaebriobisa. grigol ganmanaTlebeli wers, rom RvTaebriv
madls SeiZleba RvTaeba uwodo. wmidani RvTaebrivi madlis ziari xdeba,
xolo imdenad, ramdenadac RvTaebrivi madli RvTaebrivi bunebisagan
ganuyofelia da ganuSorebeli, wmidanebi erTgvari miuwvdomeli da
gamouTqmeli saxiT am bunebis Tanaziarni xdebian da amavdroulad bunebiT
sxvani rCebian. amitom wmidanTa gandidebiT, upirveles yovlisa ganvadidebT
RmerTs, romelmac isini gamoirCia, ganwmida da maTSi, rogorc Tavis
xelTuqmnel taZrebSi hgiebs.
Semdgom TviT wmidanis pirovnebas ganvadidebT, romelic madlis
meSveobiT, magram Tavisi Tavisufali nebiT masSi myof codvas, Tavisi
sulisa da xorcis vnebebs, demonur Zalebsa da amayi da RvTismbrZoli
qveynis wes-Cveulebebs ebrZoda. wmidanTa cxovreba – es saxarebis
Sesrulebaa sxvadasxva garemoebebsa da situaciebSi, adamianis mier
SeZlebisdamixdviT misi Sesruleba, imdenad, ramdenadac mcnebebis mTeli
sisavsiT aRsruleba SeuZlebelia*. maS ase, wmidanTa gandidebiT,
adamianisadmi RvTaebriv siyvaruls da adamianis Rvawls ganvadidebT,
adamianisa, romelic sakuTar TavTan brZoliT am siyvarulisaTvis ganixsna.
locvaSi wmidans mivmarTavT, rogorc pirovnebas, raRac gagebiT nacnobs
(misi cxovrebis aRweriT). Tumca wmidanis Sesaxeb am cnobebiT misi
pirovnebis dafaruli siRrme ar amoiwureba. mistikuri TvalsazrisiT
wmidani yovelTvis imaze gacilebiT maRlaa vidre SegviZlia vicodeT an
vifiqroT mis Sesaxeb. wmidanebis mimarT locvis safuZveli – es
pirovnulobis erTgvari gancdaa. misi arsi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom erTis
mxriv Cvensa da wmidanebs Soris uzarmazari zneobrivi distanciaa – misi
siwminde da Cveni codvebi, misi Rvawli da Cveni vnebebi, misi cecxlovani
Seupovroba RvTis samsaxurisTvis, rac misi cxovrebis RerZs warmoadgenda
da Cveni gamudmebuli sisuste da meryeoba.
meore mxriv – Cven axlo varT wmidanTan, radganac masTan erTad erT
eklesiaSi varT, imitom, rom is, rogorc RvTaebrivi siyvarulis Tanaziari,
Cven, codvilebs da ubedurebs, TanagvigrZnobs. pirovneba Tavis
gamovlinebebis xilul TvisebebTan SedarebiT yovelTvis gacilebiT
maRalia da farTo, amitom wmidanebTan locviTi urTierTobis safuZvels
mowiwebis grZnoba warmoadgens.
adamiani – Tanaziari arsebaa. Cven gvixaria Rirseul adamianTa wreSi
yofna, berTan an moRvawesTan saubari CvenTvis bednierebaa, bednierebaa mis
gverdiT mcire xniT yofnac ki, radgan TviT misi iq yofna gulebs gviTbobs.
is TiTqosda lRveba codvaTa yinulisagan da aqedan gamomdinare, TviT
SesaZlebloba locvis meSveobiT wmidanebTan urTierTobisa, ukvea ufro
didi ZRveni, vidre is, rasac maTgan locviT viTxovT.
 liturgikuli da saSinao locva – es im zeciuri siyvarulis saxea,
romelic angelozebsa da wmidanebs saukuno cxovrebaSi aerTianebs.
siyvaruli pirovnulia. sagani SesaZloa mosawoni iyos, sagans SeiZleba
miejaWvo, magram ramdenadac sagani upasuxoa, is ar SeiZleba giyvardes. Cven
sityvas „siyvaruli raimes mimarT~, xSirad arasworad vxmarobT. es
siyvaruli ar aris, aramed patronobis, flobis survilia. siyvaruli
SeiZleba ara „raRacis“, aramed „viRacis“ mimarT. amitom locva – es Rrma
Sinagani cxovrebaa sulisa. roca mas SevudgebiT, unda vicodeT, rom
velaparakebiT cocxal pirovnebas, romelsac suliwmidis meSveobiT ara
mxolod esmis Cveni, aramed Cveni gulis siRrmeebSi aRwevs da amitom locva
arasdros rCeba upasuxod. is Cveni cxovrebis yvelaze qmediT Zalad
gvevlineba. da rac mTavaria, is im ojaxis Sinaurebad da axloblebad
gvxdis sadac mama – ufalia, misi Svilebi ki – angelozebi da wmidanebi.
locvaSi unda iyos ori grZnoba – sinanuli da imedi. locva RvTisadmi
madlierebas da misi wminda nebisadmi morCilebas badebs. sinanuli da imedi
– fesvebia locvisa. RvTisadmi madliereba da morCileba misi nebisadmi _
yvavilebia, xolo RvTisa da wmidanebisadmi siyvaruli – nayofi.
adamiani – es erTiani pirovnebaa, romelic ori bunebisagan – sulisa da
xorcisagan Sedgeba. amitom CvenTvis nebadarTulia vilocoT ara mxolod
maradiul sikeTeebisTvis da adamianis mTavari miznis – sulis
cxonebisaTvis, aramed vilocoT sayofacxovrebo da Cveni xrwnadi sxeulis
saWiroebisTvisac. Rrmaa adamianis pirovneba. himnografiaSi is ufskrulTan
aris Sedarebuli. kidev ufro Rrmaa madliT gadasxvaferebuli wmidanis
pirovneba. pirovnebis am saidumloebaSi, mis, rogorc RvTis xatisa da
msgavsis silamazeSi – sulieri siyvarulisa da im eniTuTqmeli grZnobis
safuZvelia, romelsac locvis mistikur TrTolas, gulis winaTgrZnobas,
imaT gamouTqmel sixaruls davarqmevdiT, vinc RmerTTanaa.
zogi wmidanTagani, gansakuTrebiT mowameni, sikvdiliswina locvaSi
RmerTs evedrebodnen niWs, romliTac adamianebs amaTu im garemoebebSi
daexmarebodnen. aris Zveli Cveuleba, Txovna ioane winamorbedisadmi
monazvnobisaTvis kurTxevaze, wmida giorgisadmi – omSi Sewevnaze,
didmowame panteleimonisadmi – sneulebaTagan kurnebaze da a.S. gadmocemaze
dafuZnebuli es wes-Cveuleba eklesiis liturgikul cxovrebaze aisaxa.
arsebobs saswaulmoqmedi xatebi, gansakuTrebiT RvTismSoblisa, romelTa
saxelebic TavianT Tavze TviTon metyveleben: „Tavdebi codvilTa“,
„mwuxarebasa da dardSi manugeSebeli“, „momZiebeli daRupulTa“ da sxva
mravali.
arsebobs aseve xalxuri gamocdileba: adamiani saWiroebaTa mixedviT ama
Tu im wmidanis mimarT loculobs. aseTi Sexedulebebis mimarT eklesias
neitraluri damokidebuleba hqonda – arc akurTxebda da arc uaryofda.
ufro metic – zogierTi „dakvirveba“ saerTod bgeriTi asociaciebis sferos
ganekuTvneba: mag. winaswarmetyvel naumisadmi gons mosayvanad loculoben
anu qmedeba gaugebrobazea dafuZnebuli.
axla mcire gadaxvevas gavakeTebT.
 Tanamedrove adamianis azrovneba sul ufro danawevrebuli da
analitikuri xdeba. mecnierebebi specialobebad iyofa, romlebic Tavis
mxriv Cvens Tvalwin nawevrdebian da iyofian. magaliTisaTvis aviRoT
medicina. Zvelad eqimi praqtikulad yvela daavadebas kurnavda. ara marto
uZveles droSi, asi wlis winaTac ki erobis eqimebi Tanamedrove Tval-
TaxedviT medicinis yvela sferoSi universalur codnas flobdnen: isini
iyvnen diagnostikosebic, Terapevtebic, qirurgebic, da rac mTavaria maT
Tvalwin iyo cocxali adamiani, rogorc erTiani, mTliani organizmi. axla
aseTi eqimebi praqtikulad aRar arseboben. isini specialistebma Secvales.
avadmyofma kompiuteruli gamokvlevis SedegebiT xelSi, kabinetidan
kabinetSi unda iaros. avadmyofi, rogorc adamiani, eqimisTvis wyvets
arsebobas: masSi mxolod analizebis cxrils xedaven da Tanamedrove
adamiani aseT mdgomareobas Seegua. eqimi avadmyofs xSirad ar aqcevs
yuradRebas, ufro sworad is erTgvar anatomiur da fiziologiur „jams“
xedavs da misi im nawilis mkurnalobas iwyebs, romelic misi specialobis
CarCoSia moqceuli, danarCeni sulac ar ekiTxeba, iq mTavrdeba misi
kompetencia – dae avadmyofma Semdegi kabinetis karze daakakunos.
es analitikuri azrovneba, specialistebis Zebnis es Cveva, moulodnelad
Tanamedrove qristianebis religiur cxovrebaSi gamovlinda. gaCnda
saxelmZRvaneloebi, romel wmidans unda mivmarToT ama Tu im avadmyofobis
dros. axla wmidanebi gansazRvruli cxrilis Tanaxmad arian
„damwkrivebulni“ da viRacis mogonil reglaments eqvemdebarebian – ra
SemTxvevebSi unda Segvewion, risi gakeTeba SeuZliaT da risi ara.
magaliTad muclis daavadebebs kurnavs wmida modestosi, Tiaqars didmowame
artemiosi Svelis, mokled wmidanebi specialobebis mixedviT iyofian.
msgavsi saxelmZRvaneloebi didi tiraJebiT gamoicema da swrafad iyideba.
jer kidev cota xniT adre, TxuTmetiode wlis win, saeklesio
literaturaSi msgavss verafers SexvdebodiT. amgvar „gamokvlevebs“ zogjer
eTnografebi Tu atarebdnen, romlebic xalxur wes-Cveulebebze, niSnebze
agrovebdnen masalebs. magram imas, rac axla xdeba, SeiZleba saeklesio
gadmocemis da xalxur wes-CveulebaTa raRac spekulaciiT Secvla ewodos.
am wignebis Semdgenlebs da gamomcemlebs saeklesio liturgika naklebad
ainteresebT. isini TavianT wignebs Semdegi sqemis mixedviT adgenen: iReben
wmidanTa cxovrebas, iqidan iweren epizodebs, saswaulebs, romelTac isini
aRasrulebdnen da erTgvari formaluri msgavsebiT TavianT cnobars
adgenen. magaliTad, wmidani iyo meomari – ese igi is meomrebs mfarvelobs;
Tu xuroobas eweoda – is am saqmeSia Semwe; Tuki mas wamebis dros fexebze
rkinis Ceqmebi Caacves – es niSnavs, rom fexebis tkivils Svelis; Tu wminda
adgilebSi mogzaurobda, es iZleva safuZvels imisaTvis, rom igi mogzaurTa
Semwed CaiTvalos. Tavad wmidanebs aseTi wignebis avtorebisTvis ar
miuniWebiaT sruli ufleba, maT nacvlad mieRoT gadawyvetileba, ra
SemTxvevebSi da rogor exmarebian isini adamianebs. amitom aseTi sacnobaro
masala umeteswilad fantaziis sferos ganekuTvneba. wmidanTan
daxmarebisTvis avadmyofi mivida, manac Tvalebi ganukurna, magram adamians
sxva daavadeba rom hqonoda, igi mas iseve gankurnavda. Cven aq vxedavT
wmidanis pirovnebis SezRudvas raRac Tavsmoxveul „profesionalizmamde“.
xdeba religiuri grZnobis Secvla sruliad gaumarTlebeli pragmatizmiT.
wmidani, rogorc pirovneba, TiTqos wyvets arsebobas, misgan mxolod viwro
specialoba rCeba. locva, rogorc sulieri urTierToba, rogorc swrafva
adamianis sulisa maradiuli naTlis samefosaken, qreba. wmidanTan bevri
araferi gvesaqmeba. misi saxeli ipoves rubrikaSi „kbilis tkivili“. kbili
rom ar gvtkieboda, isic ar iqneboda saWiro.
Cven sruliadac ara varT winaaRmdegni liturgikuli gadmocemisa da wes-
Cveulebebisac ki, romlebsac mtkice safuZveli aqvT. magram aq laparakia
swored gadmocemis, rogorc saeklesio cxovrebis kalapotSi codnis
gadacemis, misi sakuTari varaudiT Secvlis Sesaxeb. wmidani RmerTTan aris
dakavSirebuli, rogorc sxivi – mzesTan, ara Tavisi bunebiT, aramed madliT
da yovel wmidans locviTi kadniereba aqvs RvTisadmi. metwilad sawer
magidasTan gamogonili es vrceli cnobarebi, rekomendaciebiTa da
receptebiT, sxvadasxva, gansakuTrebiT ki protestantuli yaidis seqtebis
mxridan marTlmadideblobis usamarTlo da mwvave kritikis sagans
warmoadgens. sinamdvileSi es sruliadac ar aris eklesiis swavleba, aramed
farTo moxmarebis produqciaa. wmidanebs SeeZloT RvTisaTvis
gansakuTrebuli niWebi eTxovaT, magram Cven maTi xmebis gagoneba gvinda,
romelic agiografiasa da liturgikaSia Semonaxuli da ara imaTi, vinc maT
„moqmedebis sferos“ da saswaulebis „xasiaTs“ miawers.
locva – es urTierTobaa. aq, am urTierTobis idea, rogorc axal
cxovrebasTan Sexeba, rogorc madliT ganwmeda, rogorc ori, cocxali
pirovnebis Sexvedra, ibindeba da qreba: wmidanma konkretuli saqme unda
gaakeTos, aRmouCinos daxmareba, romelsac cnobari miawers; Semdeg is aRar
aris saWiro manam, sanam msgavsi situacia ar ganmeordeba. magram ra
emarTeba adamianis gonebas, wmidanis saxeli rasTan asocirdeba, amas cotani
Tu ufiqrdebian. wmida mamebi werdnen, rom saTnoebaTa qebiT, saTnoebaTa
mowileni vxdebiT, rom locva – es erT-erTi gzaa imasTan mimsgavsebisa, vis
mimarTac aris is aRvlenili. axla locva Tavis mistikur siRrmes TandaTan
kargavs: vin – usargeblo xdeba, rCeba mxolod – ra.
boloxans aseve gaCnda mravali locva, aravin icis vis mier SeTxzuli,
romlebsac sinamdvileSi locvas Znelad Tu daarqmev. isini sulier –
mgrZnobelobiT donezea dawerili da maTi stili sruliadac ar pasuxobs
locvis Sinagan dinamikas. sakmarisia, isini saeklesio locvis metyvelebas
SevadaroT da davinaxavT, rom TavianTi azrebiT meditacias an arcTu
maRali xarisxis poezias enaTesavebian.
saeklesio locviT metyvelebebSi suli sakuTar Tavs hpovebs, isini
wmidanTa mistikuri gamocdilebis gadacemas, mis sityvier gamoxatvas
warmoadgenen. es gamocdileba imdenad Rrmaa, rom misi wamkiTxavi adamiani
maTSi Tavisas da Tavis Tavs poulobs. es locvebi gadaSlaa madliT ganwme-
dili gulisa, romelic demonur Zalasa da codvis simZimes swored amis
gamo gacilebiT Rrmad SeigrZnobs. es locvebi Tavis TavSi udides sulier
daZabulobas Seicaven, magram amave dros moklebulni arian mgrZnobelobiT
aRtacebasa da garegnul dramatizms. amitom maT mTeli cxovreba
kiTxuloben, isini nebismier sulier asaks Seesabamebian, aRiqmebian, rogorc
axalni, isini sulisagan da sulisaken – adamianuri pirovnebis RerZisaken
arian mimarTulni.
 xolo „yoveli cxovrebiseuli SemTxvevisaTvis“ Sedgenili, sxvadasxva
garemoebebTan da saWiroebebTan SeTvisebuli locvebi gansjiTaa dawerili
da amitom ara suls, aramed samSvinvels exebian. maTiT iSviaTad loculobs
adamiani, sulis Tvals iSviaTad aRapyrobs RvTisadmi; xSirad kiTxulobs
maT, rogorc darigebas: ra unda akeTos, ifiqros da ganicados qristianma
mocemul SemTxvevaSi da aq kvlav religiuri grZnobis daqveiTeba xdeba.
locva, ara mxolod Tavisi SinaarsiT, struqturuli frazebiT da sityvaTa
ganlagebiTac, avtorebis Sinagan mdgomareobas asaxavs. da aq, am TxrobiT
kiloSi daweril locvebSi, im saqmis arsis dawvrilebiT gadmocemiT, rasac
RmerTs SesTxoven, aSkara mocurebaa sulisagan samSvinvlisaken. aseT
locvebSi adamians sakuTari Tavis povna ar SeuZlia, aseve ar SeuZlia maT
Tavisi sulis xma uwodos. aseTi locvis wamkiTxvelma adamianma RmerTs da
Tavis Tavs „auxsna“, ra unda akeTos, magram misma sulma Cveuli Tvlemidan
saeWvoa, rom gamoiRviZos.
locvis meSveobiT zeciur eklesiaSi, RvTaebrivi madlis sinaTlis velSi
verTvebiT, Cvens qmnilebriv SezRudulobas vlaxavT da sasicocxlod im
sulier potencials movuxmobT, romelsac RvTis xateba da msgavseba
ewodeba. Cvens yofierebas vaRrmavebT da vafarToebT, ufro sworad ara
Cven, aramed RvTaebrivi Zala, romelsac adamiani locvis meSveobiT Tavis
sulSi moqmedebis saSualebas aZlevs.
zogierTs ukvirs: risTvis vilocoT, roca RmerTma ukeT icis ra
gvWirdeba? vinc amas ambobs, mas locvis arsi ar gaegeba. RmerTs surs
Tavisi Tavi gviZRvnas, rogorc udidesi madli, magram am ZRvenis miReba
mxolod siyvarulis meSveobiTaa SesaZlebeli. Cven ki, ara RmerTi, aramed
sakuTari Tavi gviyvars. es yvelaze saSineli Sedegia codviTdacemisa.
cxovrebis safuZveli gaxda ara RmerTi, aramed TavisTavadoba, amitom
RmerTisaken Cveni gulis mobrunebaa saWiro, saWiroa nebis ZaldatanebiT
veZeboT dakarguli, aRvadginoT dangreuli, vnebebis tyveobidan da maT mier
Seqmnili iluziebidan im umaRlesi WeSmaritebis samyaroSi gamovideT,
romelsac saxareba gvixsnis. TumcaRa sinamdvileSi amisi Sesruleba ara
Cvens gaxrwnil bunebas, aramed RvTaebriv madls ZaluZs. magram madls
surs, rom Cven TviTon, Tavisuflad,sakuTari nebiT veswrafodeT mis
moxveWas, mas Cveni goneba da grZnoba davuqvemdebaroT. ai aq xdeba urTierT-
qmedeba adamianuri nebisa da madlisa, romlis gonebiT daufleba da
sityvaSi Cateva Znelia: „me ar SemiZlia, magram me vwyvet; me uZluri var,
magram Cems gareSe RmerTi ver macxovnebs; me Semusvrili var codviT,
romelic Cems bunebas avadmyofobasaviT Caezarda, magram me viswrafi
RvTisaken; uZluri var, magram aRvasruleb; RvTis Semweobis gareSe sikeTeze
fiqric ki ar SemiZlia da amave dros pasuxismgebeli var borotebaze,
romelsac Cavdivar yovelive tyuilisa da yoveli uwminduri azris
CaTvliT. raki sakuTar sulze var pasuxismgebeli da sindisi meubneba, rom
sikeTesa da borotebas ara aucileblobiT, aramed uneburad vakeTeb, es
niSnavs – aris CemSi raRac iseTi, rac Cems sulSi codvis ufskrulis piras
dgas. Cemi neba, iseve rogorc yvela grZnoba – gaxrwnilia, magram raRa
darCa CemSi?
 Rirsi maqsime aRmsarebeli gangvimartavs, rom arsebobs ori neba: pirveli
– bunebrivi ndoma, meore ki mis mier gnomikurad wodebuli neba – es aris
arCevnis gakeTebis unari*. „Tavidan me ar veZieb RmerTs, aramed RmerTi
meZiebs me“, da aq pasuxi RvTis mowodebaze gnomikurma nebam unda gasces:
„ara – vin var, aramed _ „vin minda viyo“ da „vis SeuZlia mixsnas“. xdeba
urTierTqmedeba madlisa da nebisa, rasac sinergizmi hqvia. magram es sityva
SesaZloa arasworad, raRac naxevrad pelagianuri mniSvnelobiT iyos
gagebuli, amitom unda gvaxsovdes, rom aq Tanabari Zalebis – nebisa da
madlis urTierTqmedebaze ar aris laparaki; aq aRasrulebs madli, is qmnis,
wmends, dacemul, adamianur bunebas Zalebs aZlevs da ganaaxlebs, xolo
neba madlisaken, rogorc cxonebis erTaderTi saSualebisken aris
mimarTuli. warmovidginoT suraTi: adamiani Cavarda morevSi, romelic mas
iTrevs. mas ar SeuZlia wylis moZraobas SeewinaaRmdegos. magram uceb
napiridan Toki gadmougdes. man orive xeli Caavlo da is napirze
amoiyvanes. adamians ar SeeZlo sakuTari ZalebiT gadarCena, magram man
swori arCevani gaakeTa: wyals, romelic mas nafotiviT abrunebda, ar
SewinaaRmdegebia, ise CaeWida Toks da misi daxmarebiT napirs miaRwia.
adamianuri nebisa da madlis urTierTqmedebaSi raRac msgavsi xdeba: ufali
Cvendami siyvarulis gamo gvaZlevs, Semdeg ki gvarTmevs Tavis madls, ufro
sworad ki madlis aSkara qmedebas faravs, is TiTqosda saidumlod
moqmedebs. Cven is isev da isev unda veZioT, radgan vxedavT Cvens uZlurebas
da mTel imedebs mxolod RmerTze vamyarebT. ase yalibdeba adamianis
pirovneba. cxovels pirovnuloba ar gaaCnia, aramed mxolod buneba: jiSi,
saxeoba da raRac mimarTebaSi – individualoba, anu Tavisebureba.
pirovnuloba mxolod RvTaebis, angelozTa da adamianTa kuTvnilebaa.
madlsa da nebas Soris urTierToba yvelaze metad locvaSi
ganisazRvreba. locva – es RvTisadmi miqcevaa. locvaSi madli RvTis
xatebasa da msgavsebas ganaaxlebs adamianSi. mouqneli, Tanamedrove eniT
rom iTqvas, aaqtiurebs, dinamiur mdgomareobaSi moyavs isini, xolo RvTis
xatis Taviseburebaa – Tavis TavSi pirvelsaxe aireklos. amitom locvaSi
adamiani RvTisadmi siyvaruls eCveva, magram sulieri siyvaruli – es aseve
moqmedeba da ZRvenia madlisa. locva ganuyofelia adamianis cxovrebisagan.
Tuki adamiani sworad loculobs, maSin saxarebiseuli mcnebebis Sesruleba
gaiSleba misTvis, rogorc WeSmariti cxovreba, maTi meSveobiT SeigrZnobs,
raoden mowyalea ufali. locva, mcnebebis Sesrulebis gareSe, unayofo
Sromad gadaiqceva. amave dros saxarebiseuli mcnebebis Sesrulebac
SeuZlebelia locvis gareSe. ufalma brZana: „T nier Cemsa arara Zal-gic
yofad arca erTi“ (in. 15,
15 5), da isev, roca adamiani daudevrad ekideba
mcnebebis Sesrulebas, maSin locva qvian niadagze dargul xes hgavs,
romelsac fesvis gadgma ar SeuZlia.
locva – es yvelaze didi xelovnebaa da amave dros yvelaze ioli ram,
rogorc bavSvis titini, roca is ambobs „deda“, grZnobs mis iq yofnas,
siTbos, mTeli arsebiT grZnobs, rom dedis gareSe misi cxovreba
SeuZlebelia. locvaSi yvelaze mTavaria – ar davkargoT RmerTis, rogorc
pirovnebis iq myofobis grZnoba, roca aris es grZnoba, maSin locvisaTvis
ar aris garegani meqanizmebis aucilebloba, roca adamiani TviT locvis
niWisaTvis madlobs ufals, imisTvis, rom SeuZlia Tvalni gulisani
imisaken aRapyros, visac angelozni TrTolviT eTayvanebian.

`aswavebdiT da hmoZRuridiT Tav

TavTa
Ta
TquenTa fsalmuniTa da galobiTa~
kol. 3, 16

fsalmunebze
 a
ra romelime erTi sxuaTa

wignTaganni esreT RmerTsa

adidebs, viTar fsalmunTa werili,
werili, rameTu
friad margebel ars sulisa, da ganmwmedel gonebisa...
basili
wm. basili didi

51-
51-e fsalmuni
 rad-me iqadin ukeTurebiTa Zlieri?(1) aq locviT ganmtkicebuli mamaci
suli demons _ mzakvar suls amxels. wminda mamebi ambobdnen: „roca ucnobi,
TiTqosda sibneles Sefarebuli zraxva gewveva, mas nebis mTeli simtkiciTa
da gambedaobiT hkiTxe „Cveni xar Tu borotisagan? supostatebisagan?~
pirdapir SekiTxvas zraxva daklaknili gveliviT ver daemaleba da
gipasuxebs vinaa da vis mier gamogzavnili. aq suli demons amxels
SekiTxviT: rad-me iqadin? daqadneba – es niSnavs gamarjvebis zeims maSin,
roca jer ar gagimarjvia. Tumca demonma adamiani, rogorc meomarma
mowinaaRmdege, xelT igdo, codvebis qselSi gaaxvia, Tumc aTasgzis
atyuebda da codvis mware sitkboebiT acdunebda, vidre adamianis gulSi
aris sinanuli, da misTvis sakuTar sindiss ar uRalatia, demoni
gamarjvebuli ar aris. vnebuls, rogorc daWril meomars, madli miwidan
ayenebs, is demonis bades qseliviT xevs. demons trabaxi mxolod maSin
SeuZlia, roca adamiani aRsarebaze uars Segnebulad ambobs da Tavis
ukanasknel amosunTqvas mas anebebs. ra aqvs satanas satrabaxo? is, rom
RmerTs aujanyda da amiT Tavis Tavs WeSmariti sicocxle aRukveTa? riT
unda moiwonos satanam Tavi? sakuTari sikvdiliT itrabaxos zogierTi
TviTmkvleliviT, SxamiT savse Tass maRla alafiviT rom swevs?
riTi trabaxob satanav? Seni sakuTari sicruiT? imiT, rom gvelis
simReriT adamianebs nusxavdi, rom acdunebdi codvis suraTebiT, rogorc
Waobis cicinaTelebiT, zanzaraSi ityuebdi? jojoxeTis cecxli rom
daanTe, romelSic TviTonve daiwvebi, riT iwoneb Tavs? borotebiT,
romladac iqeci, miwa sisxliTa da cremliT rom aavse? RvTisadmi Seni
uwindeli siyvaruli uRono siZulvilma Secvala, Seni sunTqva – es
momakvdinebeli borotebaa; jojoxeTidan momdinare mkvdari wyliT,
borotebiT avseb adamianTa gulebs. amiT iwoneb Tavs satana!
Sen Zlieri xar ara sakuTari ZaliT, aramed Cveni uZlurebiT. WeSmaritad
ZlierTa locva cecxls gikidebs. Sen geSinia mlocvelebisa, rogorc mxecs
– mogizgize maSxalisa. Zlieri ar cruobs, is mowinaaRmdeges Tavisi ZaliT
anadgurebs. Sen ki mxolod cruob, Tumca mefec xar, magram codvilTa mefe
_ jojoxeTSi, raSia Seni dideba? Tu Zlieri xar, maSin ase didxans da
warumateblad rad mebrZvi me – uZlurs da ususur matls: gana es Seni
Zlierebis Sercxvena ar aris?
usjuloebasa maradRe...
demoni dilidan daRamebamde borkils Wedavs, is RamiTac ar isvenebs.
boroteba, romelic duRs masSi, dasvenebas da damSvidebas ar aclis.
adamianSi RvTis xatis siZulvili erTaderTi grZnobaa, romelic demons
amoZravebs. gaxsovdes sulo Cemo, rom demons arasdros sZinavs, gamudmebiT
Tvals gadevnebs da fiqrobs rogor CagaZinos da dagatyvevos Senive
vnebebiT. rogorc mxedarTmTavari awyobs brZolis gegmas, isic yoveldRe
aseve awyobs gegmebs, rogor gavnos da dagRupos, RmerTs rogor
CamogaSoros, sikvdilis xsovna rogor wagarTvas, rogor migajaWvos
miwieri zrunvis borbals, siamovnebis safasurad rogor mogisyidos
msgavsad iudas ocdaaTi vercxlisa, rogor ganawyos Sens winaaRmdeg Seni
megobrebi da axloblebi, raTa gulgatexilobaSi Cagagdos, rogor
mogwylas moulodneli ubedurebiT, raTa sasowarkveTis morevSi CagZiros.
 gaxsovdes: im dRes, roca Sen maradisobas da demonis xrikebs iviwyeb, mas
ar aviwydebi, roca miwier garTobebSi CaZiruli, ara mxolod sarecelze,
fexze mdgaric Tvlem, mas ar sZinavs da ar Tvlems, aramed bilikTan
Casafrebul monadiresaviT fxizlobs, Sens suls iremiviT upirebs
Sepyrobas.
sicruvesa zraxavs enai Seni... (2)
ra sicrues? – rom dedamiwaze cxovreba maradiulia, rom suli
sitkboebasa da sixaruls codvaSi hpovebs. is Cveni vnebebis, Cveni xorcis
meSveobiT cruobs, cruobs samyaros meSveobiT, romelic saxarebisagan
Sorsmyofi, Tavisi wesebiT cxovrobs. magram yvelaze metad is Cveni
siamayiT gvacdunebs. demons simarTlis Tqma ar SeuZlia. roca is
garegnulad swors laparakobs, amas imisaTvis akeTebs, rom adamiani
CaaZinos da advilad moatyuos, rogorc mteri aCvenebs Tavs megobrad, raTa
adamiani qarafTan miiyvanos da xeli hkras. amitom wm. mamebi amboben: „nu
erwmunebi demons, roca is simarTles dasanaxad ambobs; es simarTle – Savi
sicruea. sulo Cemo, roca cruob, demons – sicruis mamas baZav (in. 8, 44),
mibaZviT ki mas emsgavsebi. amitom dae enam Senma mxolod simarTle Tqvas,
dae Seni sityva azrs Seesabamebodes, saqme ki – sityvas. „keTili tyuili –
es TaflTan areuli Sxamia. WeSmarit sikeTes arasdros SeuZlia mokavSired
sicrue hyavdes“.
Tu sicruis gzas davadgebiT, demoni aucileblad dagvamarcxebs: is metad
daxvewili strategia; sicrue – misi xelmwifebis sferoa. SeuZlebelia
eSmakze gamarjveba misive iaraRiT, amitom dae Seni mzera pirdapir iyos
mimarTuli, dae Senma enam mxolod simarTle ilaparakos. Tu simarTles
ityvi, demoni SenSi Tavisas ver ipovis, Tu simarTles ityvi, cru da
aramzada megobrebi Sengan gaiqcevian. rogorc buzebi ewebebian satyuaras,
aseve ekvrian bneli sulebi imaT, vinc cruobs. Tu adamianma sicruiT kidec
miaRwia raimes, es sicrue mainc susti da Jangiani rgoli iqneba, romelic
odesme gawydeba.
viTarca maxvili, aRlesul hyav Sen zakva
mefsalmune enas alesil maxvils adarebs. eSmaki gamudmebiT swavlobs
adamians da Semdeg dartymas ayenebs – eniT rogorc Txeli, basri
samarTebliT, siRrmeSi aRwevs ise, rom kvalsac ar tovebs zedapirze. aseTi
iaraRiT miyenebuli Wrilobidan, Tumca is gulamdea, mxolod ramdenime
wveTi sisxli gadmodis. am SemTxvevaSic pirvel rigSi mxedvelobaSi unda
gvqondes ciliswameba: demoni – cilismwamebelia, rameTu RmerTs cils
swamebs, roca suls urwmunobiT gmiravs; is Cvens axloblebs swamebs cils
da Cvens urTierTsiyvaruls angrevs. is Cvenc cils gvwamebs adamianTa
meSveobiT, riTac guls gviqvavebs da gonebas boroti azrebiT gvivsebs.
Seiyuare siborote ufrois saxierebisa da sicruve ufrois simarTlisa
sityvisa (3)
eSmaki ara mxolod sCadis borotebas, man is mTeli Tavisi dacemuli
angelozebrivi bunebiT Seiyvara. es boroteba mas dauRalav energiasa da
Zalas aZlevs. „eSmaki mets zrunavs Cemi daRupvisTvis, vidre me Cemi
cxonebisaTvis“ Tqva erTma Rirsma mamam. demons boroteba imaze metad
uyvars, vidre Cven gviyvars sikeTe. amitom imarjvebs boroteba ase xSirad
CvenSi. eSmakma boroteba Tavis uwindel didebaze metad Seiyvara; sibnele –
sinaTleze metad; tyuili, anu damaxinjebuli, gamrudebuli gza metad,
vidre simarTle. odesRac, roca is naTlis angelozi iyo, simarTleSi ver
gaZlo, sicrueSi ki myarad, udrekad dgas. is sicrues Cveni vnebebis
meSveobiT gveubneba, is siamayis saSualebiT gvacdunebs.
umaRlesi simarTle – RmerTia. umaRlesi WeSmariteba yovelivedan, risi
warmoTqmac adamians sityviT SeuZlia – es RvTis saxelia, WeSmaritebis
RvTisa. wyvdiadis suls eSinia misi saxelisa da amitom iswrafvis, rom
adamianis suli iesos locvas CamoaSoros.
Seiyuare Sen yoveli sityua daqcevisa da ena mzakuvari (4)
eSmaks gulisagan gonebis gacalkeveba unda, misi Tvali gareganisken
mimarTos, gare STabeWdilebebSi da azrTa oromtrialSi surs misi
CaxrCoba. veragia eSmakis ena. umaRles sikeTes is xSirad mcire sikeTes
upirispirebs, rogorc viTomda ufro saWiros. am xiluli sikeTis meSveobiT
mas unda adamianis „dabruneba“ qveyanaSi, masSi im locvis cecxlis Caqrobas
mieltvis, romelic wvavs mas, mraval fiqrsa da mraval saqmeSi unda misi
CarTva, misi gulis taZridan qristes saxelis moparvas eswrafvis.
amisTvis dagamxuas Sen RmerTman sruliad...(5)
eSmaki ukve damarcxebulia golgoTaze, magram misi saboloo ganadgureba
saSineli samsjavros Semdeg moxdeba.
...aRgfxuras...
aRgfxuras – anu amoZirkvavs, amoglejs nariviT, Cven kvlav movaleni
varT Cveni gulidan sarevelasaviT aRmovfxvraT codviani azrebi.
... da gangxados Sen sayofelTagan SenTa...
pirveli gandevna demonisa – samoTxidan, meore, samomavlo – saxecvlili
kosmosidan iqneba.
... da Zirni Senni queyaniT cxovelTaiT.
fesvi, romelsac demoni eWideba – Cveni codvebia. saSineli samsjavro
sikeTesa da borotebas saukunod gayofs. cxovelTa queyanaSi – caTa
sasufevelSi gansacdeli da cduneba aRar iqneba. gamoTqmaSi „cxovelTa
queyana“, SeiZleba aseve vigulisxmoT adamianis guli, roca is iqidan,
rogorc aRivebul Tesls, codvian azrebs da fesvgamdgari ekaliviT
codvian Cvevebs amoglejs. RvTisadmi siyvarulis meore mxare – es codvisa
da satanis siZulvilia.
ixilon marTalTa da SeeSinos da mas zeda icinodian... (6).
satanis saboloo daRupvas marTalni axlave Wvreten winaswarmetyvelebiT
da gamocxadebiT da SiSiT TrTian, rom satanis nadavli ar gaxdnen, rom man
isini wyvdiadisa da saukuno sikvdilis samefoSi ar waiyvanos. marTalni
saSineli samsjavros Semdeg icineben da ixareben imitom, rom sazareli
gvelisagan – tiranisagan gaTavisufldebian, imitom, rom codva Tavisi
saZaglobiT da umsgavsobiT saukunod moswydebaT TvalTagan. isini daina-
xaven, rom satana, romelic maT dascinoda, RvTis moimede adamianis winaSe
uZluri aRmoCnda da Tavi dasacini gaixada. am SemTxvevaSi sicili – es
marTalTa sixarulia cxonebis gamo, sixarulia imisa, rom jojoxeTis
urCxulis – eSmakis aCrdili maT gzas veRar daubnelebs. da am cxovrebaSi,
jer kidev dedamiwaze cdunebis gadamlaxavi marTalni satanis uZlurebas
xedaven. da maSin maTi sicili cdunebaze gamarjvebiT gamowveuli sixaruli
iqneba gulisa.
... da Tquan...
 Tquan – anu daamowmon. marTalni TavianTi cxovrebiT daamowmeben,
daamowmeben madliT, romelic maT gulebSia, rom Zlieri borotsa Sina
uZluri aRmoCnda, rom Zveli gveli marcxisTvisaa ganwiruli, rom drakoni,
romelmac varskvlavebis erTi mesamedi Tan gaiyola*, madlma matlad aqcia.
iesos locva – es erTdroulad RvTis gandideba, sinanulis tirili da
mTiebze gamarjvebis himnia.
...aha esera kaci, romelman ara yo RmerTi mwe misa... (7).
demoni adamianis saxiT cxaddeba, adamianTa cdunebisas is maT enaze
laparakobs. igavebSi demons xSirad borot da mzakvar adamians adareben.
man RmerTi damxmared ar gaixada. RmerTi aRar aris misTvis wyaro
cxovrebisa, RvTis madlis naTeli Caqra masSi. misTvis RmerTi Semwe ar
aris aramed mteria; is Tavis Zalebs RvTisadmi siZulvilSi poulobs.
satanam moindoma TviTon gamxdariyo RvTis toli. man misi wyaloba da
Sewevna uaryo da axla, rogorc dabrmavebuli lomi, aqeT-iqiT awydeba,
sibneleSi nadavls eZebs – sakuTari RvTismitovebulobis da adamianuri
gulis wyvdiadSi, romelSic locvis naTeli Caqra.
...aramed esvida igi simravlesa simdidrisa misisasa...
eSmaki im angelozebriv Zalasa da silamazeze, didebasa da saxeze
amyarebda imedebs, romelic RvTisgan hqonda micemuli, imedovnebda, rogorc
maradiulad mis kuTvnilze. amitomac daeca da wyvdiadis sulad iqca.
... da ganZlierda igi amaoebiTa TvisiTa.
amaoeba – es sicarielea. jojoxeTis samefo – es didi sicarielea.
demonis cxovreba, rogorc gamudmebuli brZola RmerTTan,
damarcxebisaTvis ganwiruli brZola _ es SeSlilobaa. gulis vnebebiT,
sicruiT da gonebis iluziebiT adamianis cduneba – uazro sicarielea.
demoni carielia, rogorc veeba dampali xe, romlisganac qerqiRaa
darCenili. roca adamiani gareganiT cxovrobs, roca vnebebs eZleva an Tavis
fantaziebSi iZireba, maSin misi cxovreba azrs kargavs, is Signidan carieli
xdeba. goneba, romelmac RmerTi dakarga, TandaTanobiT amaoebaSi iZireba, is
misi mSobliuri stiqia xdeba. Semdeg ki amao saqmeebisa da azrebis gareSe
adamians Tavisi Tavis warmodgena aRar SeuZlia.
Semdeg mefsalmune ambobs:
xolo me viTarca zeTis-xili nayofieri saxlsa RmrTisasa... (8)
suli yvavis, roca mas madli exeba. zeTisxilis nayofisagan zeTs
amzadebdnen, romliTac taZrebSi kandelebs da lamprebs anTebdnen. magram
lampari – es locvis cecxliT anTebuli gulis saxecaa.
... vesav me wyalobasa RmrTisasa ukunisamde da ukuniTi ukunisamde.
codva droebiTia, RvTis mowyaleba ki arsobs maradis. iesos locva
sinaTled iqceva, romelic saukuno cxovrebas anaTebs. esavda, ese igi
imedovnebda; imedi gamarTlda, aq laparakia RmerTTan urTierTobaze,
romelic miwaze iwyeba da maradisobaSi grZeldeba.
aRgiaro Sen ukunisamde... (9)
gadideb maradis. locva – es galobaa sulisa, Tavis pirvelsaxisaken
maradiuli swrafvaa, maradiuli feriscvalebaa adamianisa RvTis msgavse-
bisaken. aRgiaro – angelozebTan da wmidanebTan erTad saidumlo gundSi
yofnas niSnavs.
... rameTu hyav...
Cemi cxoneba Senma madlma aRasrula. Cemi cxoneba – es Seni gamarjvebaa.
 ... da dauTmo saxelsa Sensa...
iesos locva Sromasa da moTminebas moiTxovs. Cveni guli qvian niadags
hgavs. ramdeni Sromaa saWiro, rom mis wiaRSi dafaruli ganZi zedapirze
amoitano!
ufali gvafrTxilebs, rom iesos locvisTvis moTminebaa saWiro. SromaSi
SesaZloa Tveebi da wlebi gavides ufro sworad ki sakuTar gulze
muSaobaSi. es gamocdis droa. zogjer adamians eCveneba, rom ufals misi ar
esmis, rom TviT cis TaRia spilenZisagan gamoWedili da locvis sityvebi
miwaze uRonod ecemian. hgonia, rom misi locva jurRmulSi Cagdebuli
tusaRis yvirilsa da kvnesas hgavs: drois aTvla ikargeba, is mTel
samyaros daaviwyda, ubeduris vedrebas eqoc ki ar exmaureba, qvis kedlebma
is yoveli mxridan SemozRudes. Tumca es mxolod nebis gamocdis dro ar
aris: iesos locva adamianis gulis im siRrmeebs ucvlis saxes, romlebic
miuwvdomelia Cveni gonebisaTvis. misi yoveli gameorebisas adamianis suli
raRaciT icvleba. magram es dafarulia kacisagan: napirze mdgomi ver
xedavs ra xdeba zRvis fskerze. iesos locva sulis Cirqian Wrilobebs
xsnis, xolo Semdeg kurnavs. Rirsi svimeon axali RvTismetyveli amis
Sesaxeb wers, rom uwindeli Wrilobebisagan kvalic ar rCeba.
roca adamians RvTis madli exeba, maSin keTriT daavadebuli suli
iwmindeba, bavSvis sxeuliviT sufTavdeba, magram adamiani madlTan
urTierTobas aSkarad jer ar ganicdis, sxvagvarad, WeSmarit
gamojanmrTelebamde egoneboda, rom ganikurna.
mravalni, roca iesos locvas iwyebdnen, misdami gulgrilni xdebodnen
da Tavs anebebdnen mas swored imitom, rom mefsalmunis sityvas: „dauTmo
saxelsa Sensa“ – ver asrulebdnen. maT yvelafris erTbaSad miReba
undodaT, usufTao xeliT zeciuri margalitis daWera surdaT da amitom
eCvenebodaT, rom saxeli RvTisa, es zeciuri cecxli, suls iseve ar
uTbobT, rogorc gaciebuli ferflis grova, rom RvTis saxeli _ es
dafaruli galoba gulisa _ maTTvis utyvi rCeba. maT sulis xmis gagoneba
vnebebis moTokvamde undodaT. jer xvna ar daesrulebinaT da safasurs
iTxovdnen, magram esmodaT pasuxi: „moxani, moxani saRamomde“.
moTmineba sxva mizeziTac aris saWiro. iesos locvis RvawlSi adamians
aqvs periodi, roca mis winaSe misi codvebi ixsneba, rogorc fanars uSveben
bnel sardafSi da iq sxvadasxva gvelebsa da uwmindurebs, sibinZures
xedavs... adamiani xedavs am yvelafers Tavis TavSi da gaognebulia: „nuTu es
me var? vis SeuZlia am sibinZuris saTavsodan – Cemi gulidan taZari
Seqmnas?“ da locvis naTeli rac metad asxivosnebs mis guls, miT ufro
naTlad acnobierebs sakuTari sulis savalalo mdgomareobas. aqac
moTminebaa saWiro, raTa daiTmino xedva sakuTari Tavisa.
... rameTu tkbil ars winaSe wmidaTa SenTa
Rirseba – es RvTis xatis aRdgenaa adamianSi, es saxarebis sjuliT
cxovrebaa. adamiani RmerTs madlis moxveWis gziT emsgavseba, da maSin RvTis
saxeli ixsneba misTvis, rogorc diadi sikeTe da sulier sikeTeTa wyaro.
ramdenadac ufro sufTaa adamianis guli, misTvis miT metad ixsneba
zeciuri silamaze RvTis saxelisa, am sakvirveli margalitisa, romelze
Zvirfasic qveynad araferia (mT. 13,
13 45-46) da suls mxolod erTi unda: am
silamazis Wvreta, RvTis saxelis moxmobiT RmerTTan ganmartoeba.
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mrwmena, me, romlisaTvisca vityode... (1)
mwamdes, rom RmerTs esmis Cemi, rom is iseve axloa CemTan, rogorc Cemi
guli. mwamdes, rom RmerTi ismens da Seasrulebs Cems locvas.
roca madli adamianis guls exeba, maSin rwmena sinamdvile xdeba,
sarwmunoobis Zalas iZens, sadac meryeobasa da eWvs ara aqvs adgili.
rwmenis sxvadasxva xarisxi arsebobs. erTi RvTis arsebobas amtkicebs,
meore cocxal RmerTs Wvrets. mrwmena – niSnavs, sulma Cemma SeigrZno
RmerTi, is gansakuTrebuli sulieri WvretiT ixila, Semdeg ki bagem
dailaparaka. vityode – es sityvaSi xorcSesxmuli godebaa gulisa, es
sulis emociuri TviTgamoxatvaa, es metyvelebaSi misi dafaruli simebis
JReraa. vityode – aq guli gamoTqmul sityvas erTgvarad erwymis. vityode –
mTis mdinares hgavs, romelmac yinuli gaamtvria, magram iq wyali qveviT,
mTis kalTebze moedineba, aq ki locva miwidan ciskenaa aWrili, cad
maRldeba.
... xolo me davmdabldi friad
locva amaRlebuli swored imitom gaxda, rom suli gaxda friad

mdabali, sakuTari Tavi mtvers gautola. roca adamiani Tavs imdablebs, mas

RmerTi aRamaRlebs; roca adamiani imaRlebs Tavs, RmerTi mas dautevebs da

is demonebis nadavli xdeba. maS ase, locvisTvis aucilebeli pirobebia –

rwmena da gulis simdable. rogor davmdabldeT? locvamde Seni Cadenili

codvebi gaixsene, saTnoebebic, romlebsac ver miaRwie, gonebiT Sens gulSi

Sedi da Sexede, ramdeni sibinZure, mzakvroba, Suri, TvalTmaqcoba da

sicruea iq. TiTqos masSi talaxis grovaa! daimdablo Tavi – es niSnavs Sens

dacemulobas mixvde.

da vTqu gankvirvebas Cemsa... (2)

vTqu – is Semecneba gamovTqvi, romelic miviRe.
gankvirvebasa Cemsa – gankvirveba Cveuli mdgomareobidan gamosvlaa, aq _
gonebis aRtacebaa
RvTisaken, roca adamiani madlSi saganTa im arss Wvrets, romelic adre
dafaruli iyo misTvis.
...yoveli kaci cru ars.
Tavis TavSi mlocveli adamianuri bunebis Zlier dacemas xedavs, is
acnobierebs: adamians Tavis TavSi zneobrivi sayrdeni wertilis povna ar
SeuZlia. vnebebiT dawylulebuli suli blant Waobs hgavs. gamoucdel an
amay mzeras misi zedapiri SesaZloa balaxiTa da yvavilebiT dafarul
mSvenier mdelod moeCvenos. magram masze Senobis ageba scade: is Caiqceva,
radgan saZirkveli ar eqneba. adamianis keTili swrafvanic didxans ar
rCebian: maT blanti Waobi iTrevs.
adamiani crua: is cvalebadia, misi grZnobebi, rogorc zRvis talRebi,
Cndebian da qrebian. SeiZleba ki imedovnebde adamianis siyvaruls, mis
megobrobas, erTgulebas, Tuki isini talRebi arian, romlebic zRvis
siRrmidan wamoiSalnen da napirTan daimsxvrnen?
diax, adamianis grZnobebi droebiTi, myife da cvalebadia, amitomac aris
qveynad amdeni imedgacrueba da tyuili. zogjer adamiani cruobs da
darwmunebulia, rom savsebiT gulwrfelad laparakobs, radgan aviwydeba
rom Tavad aris drois xelSi saTamaSo, rom male is sxva gaxdeba. adamiani
imitom cruobs, rom misi qvecnobiereba – es misTvisve ucnobi Rrma
ufskrulia. adamiani cruobs imitom, rom vnebaTa zemoqmedebiT sakuTar
Tavs atyuebs. im dros, roca RmerTs Ralatobs, scodavs, mas ar SeuZlia
adamianTa erTguli iyos. amitom adamianze moimedeoba – es sizmrebze
moimedobaa, romelic RamiT naxa, es gamudmebuli gangaSis, imedgacruebisa
da mwuxarebis wyaroa. adamianze moimede, myife yinulze midis, romelic
fexqveS imsxvreva. da TiToeuli adamianisaTvis yvelaze didi matyuara – es
TviTonaa.
rai mivago ufalsa yovlisaveTvis, romeli momago me? (3)
yvelaferi rac gvaqvs, da Cveni Tavic – RmerTma mogvca. man umyofobis
ufskrulidan gamogvixmo da saukuno cxovrebisaken gza gagvicxada. Cven
SegviZlia RvTaebriv siyvarulsa da RvTis mowyalebas mxolod vumziroT
gaocebulebma, SegviZlia mociqul TomasTan erTad mxolod SevZaxoT
„ufali Cemi da RmerTi Cemi!“ (in. 20,
20 28) neba RvTisa – es Cveni cxonebaa.
ufali ambobs: „mTeli Cemi mondomebiT ar msurs sikvdili codvilisa,
aramed sinanuli da cxovreba misi (ez. 33,
33 11).
sasumeli cxorebisa moviRo... (4)
es evqaristiuli sasumeli da yvela is saSualebaa, romlebic eklesias
kacTa cxonebisaTvis RvTisgan aqvs boZebuli.
...da saxelsa uflisasa vxado...
ara marto warmovTqvam saxels, aramed vxadi. rogorc balRi uxmobs
gansacdelisas dedas an mamas, raTa isminon misi, ar miatovon da saSvelad
movidnen. amitom iesos locvis mxolod gameoreba ki ara, masSi RvTis
saxelis moxmobaa saWiro.
...locvani Cemni ufalsa mivscne winaSe yovlisa erisa misisa (5)
anu locva Cems gulSi yovelTvis iqneba, yovel garemoebaSi, rogorc
ganmartoebaSi, aseve adamianTa Soris. maSin, guli Cemi iqneba ise, viTarca
udabnoSi. adamianebTan urTierTobisas is gulidan ar unda gamovides,
garegans ar SeerTos. man samyaros da adamianebs ise unda umziros, rogorc
imzirebian Caketili koSkidan. da kidev: saidumlod aRsrulebuli locva
madliT moqmedebs imaTze, romlebic mlocvelTan urTierToben an
romlebisTvisac is loculobs. misi gulidan iesos saxeli viTarca
sulieri mze, xorcieli TvalisTvis uxilav sinaTlesa da siTbos asxivebs.
patiosan ars winaSe uflisa sikudili wmidaTa misTa (6)
sikvdili adamianis sulis Sinaarss xsnis, es cxovrebis da upirvelesad
locvis dasasrulia. ierusalimis presviteri, Rirsi isixiosi wers, rom is,
vinc Tavis gulSi iesos locva moixveWa sazvereebs elvasaviT gaivlis*. vis
gulSic sufevda saxeli RvTisa, is gaxdeba Rirsi saukuno cxovrebaSi
RvTis didebis xilvisa. sityva `patiosan ars~ niSnavs Rirsia, Zvirfasia,
spetakia. wmidanebis ara dabadeba, aramed sikvdilia dResaswauli. amitom
mlocvelTaTvis sikvdilis angelozi keTilmauwyeblad gvevlineba,
sikvdili ki dasawyisad WeSmariti cxovrebisa.
hoi ufalo, me mona Seni (7)
hoi iahve, yovelgan msufevo, Seni mona var, _ e.i. ukve aRara var satanis,
soflisa da sakuTari vnebebis mona. RvTis monoba adamians did Sinagan
Tavisuflebas da gulis sivrces aZlevs, maSin, roca codva mis guls
kumSavs da zRudavs. codvilis guli rkinis muStiviT aris SekumSuli.
...da Ze mxevlisa Senisa
aq miwieri warmomavloba, didgvarovneba, gvar-tomoba mtvrad iqceva.
RvTis winaSe yvelani – patara bavSvebi, erTi pirvelmamis, adamis
STamomavlebi arian. erTaderTi, risi Tqmac adamians Tavis mSoblebze da
winaprebze SeuZlia, is aris, rom isini RvTis monebi arain, yvelaferi
danarCeni ki, grigol RvTismetyvelis TqmiT, „Zveli sidamplea“; adamiani an
Tavisi warmomavlobis yvela upiratesobaze uars ambobs, an piriqiT, Tavisi
mdabio warmoSobiT da ojaxis siRaribiT sruliadac ar iTrguneba.
sulierebis TvalsazrisiT yvela adamiani Tanabaria, cxonebis
SesaZlebloba yvelas aqvs micemuli. caTa sasufevelSi erTi sxvaobaa – es
sazomi aris suliwmidis madli, romlis Rirsic gaxda adamiani. mociquli
pavle werda, rom Tumc is didgvarovania, qristes „mosaxveWad“ yovelive
ararad CaTvala (fil. 3, 4-8).
...ganxeTqen sakrvelni Cemni
sakrvelni – es codvaa, romliTac adamiania Seborkili, rogorc

damnaSave – jaWvebiT. suli mankierebis damRupvelobas grZnobs, is itanjeba

da naRvlobs, rogorc sapyrobileSi tusaRi. codvaTa mitevebas suli

erTgvari fizikuri realobiT grZnobs: „TiTqos mxrebs simZime moswyda“ _

ambobs adamiani. Semdeg, sakrvelni – es gonebaSi Cabudebuli eWvi da

meryeobaa, ara mcnebebiT, aramed sakuTari gonebiT mcxovrebni yovelTvis

SfoTSi, eWvebSi da winaaRmdegobaSi arian, roca adamianis suls madli

exeba, winaaRmdegoba qreba, eWvi ifanteba da mis gulSi mSvidoba da

siwynare isadgurebs.

Senda Sevwiro msxuerpli qebisa ... (8)

msxuerpli qebisa upirveles yovlisa – es iesos locvisgan ganuyofeli
evqaristiaa. Semdeg – RvTisadmi madlierebaa adamianisa yvela
cxovrebiseul garemoebebSi. msxuerpli qebisa iobma Seswira, roca
warmoTqva ukvdavi sityvebi: „ufalma momca, ufalma waiRo. kurTxeul ars
saxeli uflisa! (iobi 1, 21) msxuerpli qebisa iyo ioane oqropiris cxovreba,
romelsac bagezec da gulSic hqonda sityvebi: „madloba RmerTs
yvelafrisaTvis!“ msxuerpls qebisas is swiravs, vinc tanjvisas RmerTs
adidebs da amisaTvis metad hmadlobs, vidre sixarulisTvis.
... da saxelsa uflisasa vxado
fsalmunis dasawyisSi mefsalmune amasve ambobs. am SemTxvevaSi ki es am
locvis meore xarisxia. pirveli – goneba locvis sityvebzea mokrebili;
meore – suli madls aSkarad SeigrZnobs da adamiani TviT madls hxadis
uflis saxeliT. pirveli – es gulSi locviT, RvTis saxeliT Sesvlaa;
meore – gulSi RvTis madlis moxveWa. iesos locvas madli izidavs da
icavs.
locvani Cemni ufalsa mivscne winaSe yovlisa erisa misisa... (9)
es mexuTe muxlis sityvasityviT gameorebaa, magram aq sxva azria.
saukuno cxovreba – es RvTis maradiuli locviTi Wvretaa. yovlisa erisa
misisa – RvTis adamianebi – es wmidanebi arian caTa sasufevelSi, sadac
saidumlo gacxaddeba. locva, romelic gulis siRrmeSi aResruleboda,
maSin yvelas Tvalwin gaixsneba da angelozTa da wmidanTa locvas
Seerwymis, rogorc xma – saerTo xmovanebas gundisas.
...ezoTa saxlisa uflisaTa... (10)
ufalma Tqva: „saxlsa mamisa Cemisasa savane mraval arian“ (in. 14,
14 2)
TiToeuli rwmenis da saqmeTa TvisTa mixedviT miiRebs Tavis savanes,
jildos da madls.
...Soris Sensa ierusalem!
apokalifsisSi axali ierusalimi, SemozRuduli Zvirfasi qvis kedliT –
es caTa sasufevelia. wmidanTa mravali savanea, magram isini zeciuri
ierusalimis kedlebs SigniTaa, sadac ar aris codva, boroteba, arca urva.
adamianis suli sikvdilis Semdeg iesos locvas, rogorc cecxlovan
frTebs, am mSvenier qalaqSi ahyavs.
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aqa akurTxevdiT ufalsa yovelni monani uflisani (1)
aqa niSnavs axla, dauyovnebliv, gadaudeblad: yoveli dRe SesaZloa
cxonebisa iyos, yoveli gaelveba ara mxolod zRvari warsulsa da
momavals Soris, aramed axali cxovrebis dasawyisi.
akurTxevdiT. sruli sikeTe – es ufalia, keTili sityva ki – RvTis
saxeli, saxeli ieso qristesi.
aqa kurTxeva uflisa – niSnavs iesos locvas, roca mzakvruli azrebi
ver gacduneben, ver garwmuneben, rom Sen SegiZlia qveyniur zrunvas
mxolod es dRe an saaTi dauTmo, Semdeg ki, roca saqmeebs morCebi, Seudgebi
RvTis samsaxurs. suliwmida dResve gvixmobs sakurTxeblad uflisa, satana
ki ambobs: „axla ki ara Semdeg, dRes ara – xval“. magram miwieri saqme ar
ileva, xolo wlebi da aTwleulebi kvamliviT qrebian.
monani uflisa – isini arian, vinc ara Tavis axirebebs, aramed RvTis
nebas asruleben. bibliaSi weria: „neba . RmrTisa , siwmide ege Tqueni~ (1
Tes. 4,3).
...romelni sdgaT saxlsa uflisasa...
goneba gareganidan sakuTar Tavs unda daubrundes, maSin TviT adamiani
iqceva taZrad.
...ezoTa saxlisa RmrTisa CuenisaTa.
RvTis saxli – es adamianis gulis siRrmea, is, rasac asketebi
„sagulisxmo~ (gulismier) adgils uwodebdnen. magram gulSi erTmaneTis
miyolebiT ganlagebuli mravali savanea. isini TandaTanobiT iReba.
mefsalmunem maT ezo uwoda, romlebiTac RvTis saxlia garSemortymuli
viTarca taZari ierusalimisa.
Ramesa aRipyreniT xelni Tquenni... (2)
anu Ram-RamobiT aRapreT xelni. mistikosebTan* Rame da wyvdiadi xSirad
zraxvebisagan da gareSe saxeebisagan Tavisufali, qveyniurisagan
gandgdomili sulis simboloa. aRipyreniT xelni Tquenni – anu
gulmodgined iloceT, locvisas nu modundebiT, suls TvlemaSi CaZirvas
nu daanebebT, sxeuls locvaSi Sroma aiZuleT.
...wmidad mimarT...
wmidad mimarT – anu ierusalimis taZris „wmidaTa wmidasken“. aq gonebis
mimarTvaa gulisaken.
...da akurTxevdiT ufalsa.
akurTxeT ufali, ganuwyvetliv imeoreT misi saxeli. ecadeT mis
saxelTan sakuTari guli SeaTvisoT.
gakurTxos Sen ufalman sioniT... (3)
sioni – RvTis madlis saxea. iahves taZari sionis mTaze aigo; suliwmida
mociqulebze sionis saxlSi gardamovida. gakurTxos Sen ufalman sioniT –
niSnavs, gardamogivlens madls, erTaderT uxrwnel ganZs.
...romelman qmnna cani da queyana .
anu qmna suli da xorci Seni. madli adamianis Sinagan savanes xsnis

locvisaTvis. madli cvlis adamianis sulsa da sxeuls.

 amin!

SeniSvnebi
1. kronosi, berZn. miTologiaSi titani, uranisa da geas vaJi; dedis CagonebiT
daasaWurisa mama da mTavari RmerTi gaxda, imisaTvis, rom vaJiSvils ar Camoegdo, yvela
Svils ylapavda, romelsac da da coli – rea uCenda.
2. zervani (zurvani, zarvani), RmerTi iranul miTologiaSi, droisa da bedis
personifikacia, zervanizmis umaRlesi RmerTi.
3. sfinqsi, berZnul miTologiaSi frTosani naxevrad qali, naxevrad lomi, romelic
Tebes axlos kldeze cxovrobs; gamvlelebs amouxsnel gamocanebs sTavazobda. pasuxs rom
ver iRebda, ylapavda maT.
4. ziquraTi, sakulto nageboba Zvel SuamdinareTSi, romelic erTmaneTze dadgmuli
paralelepipedebis an wakveTili piramidebis alizis koSs warmoadgenda. mas ar hqonda
interieri. sul zemoT samsxverplo idga.
5. donasien alfons fransua de sadi (1740-1814), markizi, frangi mwerali, de sadis
nawarmoebebSi paTologiuri erotikaa, incesti ganuyofelia Zaladobisa da sisastikisagan
(aqedan sadizmi). misi Txzulebebi wamebiT, mkvlelobebiT, RvTisgmobiT aris gajerebuli.
6. aristotele (q.S.mde 384-322 w.) berZeni filosofosi swavlobda platonTan aTenSi.
aleqsandre makedonelis aRmzrdeli. aristoteles Txzulebebi maSindeli codnis yvela
sferos moicavs. formaluri logikis fuZemdebeli, silogistikis Semqmneli, ZiriTadi
Txzulebania: logikuri TaRi „organoni“, „metafizika“, „fizika“, „cxovelTa warmoqmnis
Sesaxeb“, „sulis Sesaxeb“, „politika“, „ritorika“, „poetika“.
7. Jan pol sartri (1905-1980) frangi mwerali, filosofosi, publicisti, franguli
egzistencializmis moTave. winaaRmdegobis moZraobis monawile. mxatvrul nawarmoebebis
mTavari Temebia: martooba, absoloturi Tavisuflebis Zieba, yofierebis absurdi. 1960-ian
wlebSi gamodis, rogorc memarcxene radikaluri eqtremizmis ideologi. 1964 wels sartrs
mieniWa nobelis premia, romelzec uari Tqva.
8. franc kafka (1883-1924), avstrieli mwerali, romanebSi „amerika“, „procesi“, „cixe-
simagre“ da groteskuli da igavis formis moTxrobebSi aCvena adamianis tragikuli
uZlureba Tanamedrove samyaros absurdulobasTan Sejaxebisas.
9. hainrix haine (1797-1856) germaneli poeti da publicisti. misi SemoqmedebisaTvis
damaxasiaTebeli iyo „arasrulfasovani cxovrebiT“ tanjuli gmiris romantikuli ironia,
sarkazmi da lirizmi. misi cnobili nawarmoebebia: „simRerebis wigni“, „ata troli“,
„germania zamTris zRapari“, „sagzao suraTebi“, krebuli „romansero“, wignebi
„romantikuli skola“, „religiisa da filosofiis istoriisaTvis germaniaSi“.
10. iohan volfgang goeTe (1749-1832) germaneli mwerali, axali drois germanuli
literaturis fuZemdebeli. aqvs leqsad Seqmnili ciklebi: „romauli elegiebi“, „dasavlur-
aRmosavluri divani“; romanebi „axalgazrda verteris vnebani“, „vilhelm meisteris
mowafeobis wlebi“, „vilhelm meisteris mogzaurobis wlebi; drama „egmonti“, sxvadasxva
piesebi istoriul, miTologiur, da sayofacxovrebo siuJetebze. avtobiografiuli wigni
„poezia da simarTle“, yvelaze cnobili nawarmoebia – tragedia „fausti“.
11. sqemiRumeni saba (ostapenko – 1898-
1898-1980) cnobili beri, moRvaweobda me-20 saukuneSi
fskovo-peCoris savaneSi.
12. igulisxmeba sruliad saqarTvelos amJamindeli kaTolikos-patriarqi ilia
(SiolaSvili) im droisTvis mitropoliti, marTavda cxum-afxazeTis eparqias.
13. haine g. leqsebi. poemebi.
14. Sarl bodleri (1821-1867) frangi poeti. 1848 wlis revoluciis monawile. franguli
simbolizmis winamorbedi. cnobilia misi krebuli „borotebis yvavilebi“, romelSic
anarqiuli buntaroba, harmoniaze sevda borotebis gadaulaxavobas, didi qalaqis
mankierebaTa esTetizacias exameba; cikli „patara poemebi prozad“; mxatvrul-kritikuli
Sromebi.
15. epikure (341-270 q.S.mde) ZvelberZeni filosofosi. daarsa filosofiuri skola aTenSi.
filosofias yofda fizikad (swavleba bunebis Sesaxeb), kanonikad (swavleba Semecnebis
Sesaxeb, romelSic epikure sensualizms emxroba) da eTikad. scnobda netar-udardeli
RmerTebis yofas uricxv samyaroTa Soris, magram kosmosisa da adamianTa cxovrebaSi maT
Carevas uaryofda. epikures devizi iyo – icxovre ganmartoebiT. cxovrebis mizani –
tanjvis uqonloba, jansaRi sxeuli da uSfoTveli sulis mdgomareoba (ataraqsia); bunebis
Secnoba sikvdilis SiSisgan, crurwmenisgan da saerTod religiisgan aTavisuflebs.
16. omar xaiami (daaxl. 1048-1122 Semd.) sparsi poeti, maTematikosi da filosofosi,
adamianis erTaderT sikeTed siamovnebas miiCnevda. misi cnobili filosofiuri taepebi
(robaiebi) gedeonuri motivebiT, pirovnebis Tavisuflebis paTosiT, antiklerikaluri
Tavisufali azrovnebiTaa ganmsWvaluli.
17. a.s.puSkini Txzulebani 10 t. 1974 t.2. rus., gv. 23.
18. m.i.lermontovi. Txzulebani 2 tomad, t.1, rus., gv. 185.
19. rabindranat Tagori (Thakuri) (1881-1941), indoeli mwerali da sazogado moRvawe;
werda bengalur enaze. Camoayaliba humanisturi koncefcia „jibandebota“ („cxovrebis
RvTaeba“) Tagoris romanebi, moTxrobebi, piesebi, publikaciebi rasobrivi diskriminaciis,
religiuri Seuwynareblobis, kasturi sistemis da qalTa uuflebobis winaaRmdegaa
mimarTuli, erovnul-ganmaTavisuflebeli ideebiTaa ganmsWvaluli, fiqrebiT socialuri
brZolis Zaladobrivi da araZaladobrivi saSualebebis marTlzomierebis Sesaxeb.
20. s.esenini – TxzulebaTa krebuli 3 tomad t.3 gv. 311, rus.
21. artur rembo (1854-1891), frangi poeti. simbolizmis erT-erTi adreuli warmomadgeneli
(balada „mTvrali gemi“). 1871 wlis parizis komunas emociurad savse leqsebi miuZRvna
„kvlav dasaxldeba parizi“, „Jana maris xelebi“.
22. a.bloki. Txzulebebi 2 tomad, t.1, gv.298-299, rus.
23. iqve, gv. 265-266.
24. homerosi. odisea.
25. dante aligieri (1265-1321), italieli poeti, lirikuli sonetebis, avtobiografiuli
moTxrobis „axali cxovreba“, filoso-fiuri da politikuri traqtatebis „nadimi“, „xalxu-
ri metyvelebisTvis“ – avtori. mis gansakuTrebulad cnobil nawarmoebs warmoadgens
„RvTaebrivi komedia~, romelic sami nawilisagan Sedgeba: „jojoxeTi~, gansawmedeli“ da
„samoTxe“.
26. jon miltoni (1608-1674) ingliseli poeti, publicisti, politikuri moRvawe XVII s-is
inglisis revoluciis dros independentebs (radikal puritanebs) emxroboda. avtoria
pamfletebis: „areopagitika“, „ingliseli xalxis dacva“; epikuri poemebis: „dakarguli
samoTxe“ da „dabrunebuli samoTxe“, tragediebisa: `meomari samsoni“, sonetebis, fsalmunTa
Targmanebis, traqtatis „qristianuli doqtrinis Sesaxeb“, Sromis „moskoviis mokle
istoria“.
27. robert bernsi (1759-1796), Sotlandieli poeti. Seqmna TviTmyofadi poezia, romelSic
adidebda Sromas, xalxs da Tavisuflebas, uangaro da Tavganwirul siyvarulsa da
megobrobas. Sekriba da gamosacemad moamzada Sotlandiuri poeturi da musikaluri
folkloruli nawarmoebebi, romelTanac misi poezia mWidrodaa dakavSirebuli.
28. alfred lixtenSteini (1889-1914), germaneli poeti-eqspresionisti.
29. v.neiSdadti.
30. pavle aleqsandres Ze florenski (1882-1937) rusi mecnieri, religiis filosofosi,
mRvdeli.
31. sizife berZnul miTologiaSi korinTos mefe. miTebis mixedviT is xasiaTdeba rogorc
TviTdajerebuli gaiZvera, romelic RmerTebis nebis winaaRmdeg moqmedebda. amasTan xazi
gaesmis mis siZunwes, siZulvils rogorc adamianuri, aseve RvTaebrivi kanonebis mimarT. mis
mier Cadenili ukeTuri saqmeebisTvis miesaja Semdegi saukuno sasjeli: mTaze unda
aegorebina qva, romelic mwvervals miRweuli ukan gordeboda. aqedanaa gamoTqma „sizifes
Sroma“, anu mZime da unayofo Sroma.
32. igulisxmeba Semdegi SemTxveva. erTxel romis imperatori oqtaviane avgusti (63
w.q.S.mde da 14 w. q.S.) Tavis megobarTan vedius polionusTan sadilobda, romelsac
damnaSave monebis dasjis tradiciuli wesi hqonda – maT mtacebel Tevzebs, murenebs
ugdebda SesaWmelad. mas isini sagangebod amisTvis hyavda moSenebuli guburebSi.
erTxel erTma monam, romelic maT sufras emsaxureboda, SemTxveviT Zvirfasi kaTxa
gatexa. icoda ubedurma rac eloda, oqtavianes muxlebSi Cauvarda da gamosarClebas
evedreboda.
bunebrivia, oqtavianes nakleb adardebda viRac monis bedi. magram mSvenivrad esmoda,
rom TiToeuli Tavisi nabijiT da qmedebiT xalxSi keTili da samarTliani batonis saxeli
unda moepovebina. avgustusi uxerxul situaciaSi aRmoCnda: mas ubeduri mona unda daecva,
magram amave dros batonisa da monis urTierTobaSi Carevis ufleba ar hqonda im kultis
Sesabamisad, romelsac Tavad nergavda.
magram oqtavianem swored am dros gamoavlina sibrZne _ man yvela danarCeni kaTxa
moatanina da erTmaneTis miyolebiT daamsxvria, riTic mona dasjas gadaarCina.
33. platoni (427-347 q.S.mde) berZeni filosofosi, sokrates mowafe, aristoteles
maswavlebeli. maswavleblis sikvdiliT dasjis Semdeg sxvadasxva qveyanaSi mogzaurobda,
moxvda siciliaSi, sadac gaicno tirani dionise ufrosi. dionisem gandevna platoni (sxva
versiiT monad gayida, ris Semdegac is megobrebma gamosyides), aimis Semdeg is aTenSi
dabrunda, sadac daarsa filosofiuri skola saxelwodebiT „akademia“.
34. seneka lucius aneiusi (daaxl. 4 w. q.S.mde – 65 q.S.), romaeli politikuri moRvawe,
filosofosi da mwerali, stoicizmis warmomadgeneli, neronis aRmzrdeli; SeTqmulebaSi
brali dasdes da neronis brZanebiT Tavi moikla.
35. balmonti 30-iani wlebis naxevridan balmontis fsiqiuri avadmyofoba progresirdeba,
amas xeli Seuwyo mZime sayofacxovrebo pirobebma, romelSic is imyofeboda (TavSesafari
„rusuli saxli“ nubi le-granSi, parizis maxloblad) Semoqmedebis mxriv es periodi
misTvis TiTqmis unayofo iyo. 1942 wlis 23 dekembers aqve gardaicvala filtvebis anTebiT.
36. bloki 1921 wlis aprilSi mzardi depresia mas fsiqiur SeSlilobaSi gadasdis, rasac
Tan gulis avadmyofoba erTvis. 7 agvistos bloki gardaicvala. nekrologebSi da
mogonebebSi gamudmebiT meordeboda misi sityvebi puSkinisadmi mis mier miZRvnili
sityvidan poetebis mkvleli „uhaerobis“ Sesaxeb.
37. pol verleni (1844-1896), frangi poeti simbolisti (krebuli „galanturi dReobebi“,
„romansebi usityvod“, „sibrZne“; literaturul-kritikuli statiebis wigni „wyeuli
poetebi“; avtobiografiuli „aRsareba“.
38. mixeil vrubeli (1856-1910) rusi fermweri. gansakuTrebulad cnobili tiloebi:
„demoni“, „sirinozi“, ilustraciebi m.i. lermontovis „demonisTvis~, kiriles taZris
moxatuloba kievSi.
39. aleqsandre skriabini (1871-1872-1915) kompozitori pianisti, moskovis konservatoriis
pianisti. mis SemoqmedebaSi xorcSesxmulia ucnobi „kosmiuri“ sferoebisadmi eqstazuri
swrafva, xelovnebis gadamasxvaferebeli Zalis idea. skriabini musikalur-gamomsaxvel
saSualebaTa kaSkaSa novatoria, umTavresad harmoniis. pirvelma musikalur praqtikaSi
simfoniur poemaSi „promeTe“ Semotana sinaTlis partia. mas ekuTvnis „RvTaebrivi poema“,
„eqstazis poema“ da sxva poemebi, aTi sonata, preludiebi fortepianosTvis da sxv.
40. arqimandriti sofroni (saxarovi – 1896-1993), me-20 aswleulis cnobili moRvawe da
sasuliero mwerali daibada moskovSi, daamTavra ...xelovnebis umaRlesi skola. 1921 wlidan
emigraciaSi. xangrZlivi droiT cxovrobda germaniasa da italiaSi. 1922 wels parizSi
Cavida. 1924 wels swavlobda parizis imavdroulad gaxnil „sviati-sergievskis“
saRvTismetyvelo institutSi; 1925 wels aTonze gaemgzavra da wminda panteleimonis
rusuli monastris saZmos SeuerTda. 1930 wlidan Rirsi siluane aTonelis mowafe xdeba (q.
1938; xs. 11/24 seqtembers), romelTanac mis sikvdilamde darCa. 1939 wlis gazafxulidan –
daeyuda. 1941 wels samRvdelo xarisxi miiRo mTawmindis wm.pavles monasterSi da male
ramdenime savanis moZRvari gaxda 1947 wels iZulebuli gaxda daetovebina wm. mTa da
safrangeTSi dabrunebuliyo. 1959 wels inglisSi gadavida, sadac eseksSi wmida ioane
naTlismcemlis saxelze savane daaarsa. gardaicvala Rrma sibereSi. avtoria wignebisa:
„beri siluani“ (parizi 1952 w.), „Wvreta RvTisa, rogorc is aris“ (eseksi 1985) „locvis
Sesaxeb~ (parizi, 1991), „........ da sxv.
41. mRvdel sqemmonazoni antoni (bulatoviCi 1870-1919) saxelRmerTobis erT-erTi gamoCenili
„apologeti“.
 Sinaarsi
winasityvaoba ................................................................
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drosa da maradisobaze
drois gamocana
gamocana................................
mocana................................................................
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megobari Cveni da mteri Cveni................................
Cveni .........................................................
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yvavi da bu, zari da saaTi ................................................................
................................................................ 15
visac axsovs sikvdili,
mas ar SeuZlia scodos ................................................................
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rogor kvdebian adamianebi................................
adamianebi ................................................................
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qristeanobiTni aRsasrulni
cxovrebisa Cvenisani................................
Cvenisani ................................................................
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amaqveyniT motyuebulni................................
motyuebulni................................................................
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ocdaxuTi Tavi
sikvdilis xsovnaze
xsovnaze................................
ze ................................................................
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................................................... 50
mcnebebis Sesaxeb
me var ufali................................
ufali................................................................
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ara hqmne Tavisa Senisa kerpi ..........................................................
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ara moiRo saxeli uflisa................................
uflisa ................................................................
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moixsene dRe igi SabaTi................................
SabaTi................................................................
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pativi-
pativi-ec mamasa Sensa da dedasa Sensa................................
Sensa .................................
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ara kac-
kac-hkla................................
hkla................................................................
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ara imruSo ................................................................
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ara iparo ................................................................
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ara cili swamo ................................................................
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ara guli – giTqumides...
giTqumides... ................................................................
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zogierTi azri cxonebis gzis Sesaxeb
morCilebis saidumlo ................................................................
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mona RvTisa................................
RvTisa................................................................
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Zieba ara marto RvTis mierisa,
aramed RvTisa................................
RvTisa................................................................
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sulieri da mSvinvieri................................
mSvinvieri ................................................................
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tragikuli saukune................................
saukune................................................................
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mistika da religia ................................................................
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sulieri avadmyofoba ................................................................
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............................................266
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qristiani da amavdroulad
amavdroulad warmarTi................................
warmarTi...................................
...................................282
... 282
 locvis Sesaxeb
sicocxlis sunTqva ................................................................
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.................................................287
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uzenaesi saqme kacisa................................
kacisa ................................................................
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Sesvla sakuTar gulSi................................
gulSi................................................................
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........................................318
........ 318
gaTavisufleba sulisa ................................................................
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........................................337
........ 337
Soridan momdinare naTeli .............................................................
.............................................................331
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locvis mtrebi ................................................................
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.............................................................347
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ori pirovnebis Sexvedra ................................................................
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...................................359
... 359
fsalmunebze
51-
51-e fsalmuni ................................................................
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115-
115-e fsalmuni ................................................................
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133-
133-e fsalmuni ................................................................
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SeniSvnebi ...............................................................................................
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