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Many times we feel that we are getting all blessings in our life just
by the grace of Guru (God).
.
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and pleasure chase and cancel each other. So

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iw xiirl pei mimuMq | SSq ora i rl qqmrli i ||
iwqu AlMqmjqWqle iq | lzrqriqpuxj lSml pxui||

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lqxi Uqmei !
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this generation. English educated, trained in scientific querying, greedy.

Each of this is a hinderence to religious progress. ,

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iSu Uqr cU lu lu iSu zlqlx qWixuq ||
iSu zMhu zwh lh rSqzsM rzlari |
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! - ,
PMP , ,
, . I am sure that many

of you can list such projects where Swamigals grace made the
difference. Please make that list and talk about it to your children,
near and dear. We owe it to ourselves.

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zeal, faith .
. The zeal and faith Swamigal had

in the very process of repeatedly reading the holy scriptures, to purify

himself to reach God was something amazing and beautiful and one of
a kind - l pi l puzri
.
,
, (

),
,

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proof !

- 13 -

That to avoid the determination of

destiny is impossible even for a divinity
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In the last count, all that happened in Swamigal's life is testimony

that destiny is all powerful.
- "
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." . How Swamigal faced it is where
the difference is. .
.
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HOD, Neuro Dept,
GH
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mentally challenged. retentive memory
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frustration .
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throughout. Through all these scenes second "I am
such and such, unfair treatment?"
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rxr Su mU p rj Su ij aU | ixriMji j mMzli qWiql ||

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- life
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. All the time he helped his
poor relatives.
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Mlcl Mclq Axi aU '
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. justify
, cover
.

. possessions , ,
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20-30
-
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ri sYrqWrim qWi xqqWl qWli
Mli Mlilklim qkU qkrkrSm |
xlSrUim xlSUiU iuSm Arim
Ar pul l Mxr MiM mwhi uwh up ||

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9. .

Always do the right thing and not

what is convenient.
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convenient

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. So they did
the right thing.
. But he did the right thing by waiting for his

dads permission.
--------------------------------------------- was always like that, He always did the right thing -
" trust"
? sabha secretaries
adjust (adjust ,
- 31 -

) ?
?
so called
?

He was never tempted to do any of that. kll l UqqW Zs ell l

xuqW l cms ArqW puprll SrqW | xjU ilqWiU qlx Mc
MgcUi xqUliM MOqol cUh mssumxlq || 28
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- 33 -

10.

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- 34 -

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, portion
. .

, ( second wife)
, ,
. follow
. So it created respect for those

practices in the mind of even an agnostic like me.

, ,
, school teachers, ,
, ,
mentors
. follow
those practices took a special meaning - It was

obvious that the godliness and purity that he gained through bhakthi,
was being retained by etc. They were more for
cleanliness and simplicity and not to show off. Modern technology,
ameneties avoid . The focus was on developing
bhakthi, kindness, honesty, getting rid of ego and attachment etc. than
.
, ,
evolutionary .
. ,
( )
,
.
living example
? ,
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- 35 -

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15
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. " materialists
ideals follow .
consolation . book

" .

One word of warning he gave me - " ,

,

,
.
.
, ( ,
, etc.) books,
.

."

Conclusion: With him as our ideal state,

,
, humble books
best option - .
. As social animals we are desperate for approval
from others around us , ideal
, ,
.

- 36 -

11.

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- 37 -

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. warn
. So
.
--------------------------------------------- politics, cinema, club
. discuss .

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. " answer
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question " .
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" . "rwi xa xaq
materialist .
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reason.
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3 10
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observation.
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field 2 10
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explanation .
. school
.
class explanation .
.
explanation .
. - different .
unique. unique phenomonon.
. .
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- 41 -

13.

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. " .
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condition reservation
.
. So ,
, friends
. To be his friend the only criteria was
.
. encourage .
.

He was fully aware that, what he had to offer was not interesting to
all people at all time. So he used to say, I am the way I am. ulU
Lu lxNq
. friend
.
friends - they were friends for life. Either they

died before him or he attained siddhi before them.

But the friendship was always one sided.
.
. This consolation was something people could not buy with

money or get from women. So he was always giving more than what
he took in every friendship. So they stayed with him.
, ego

.
- 43 -

.

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. .
US .
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friend
. xWi
( )
- 44 -

. .
friend ,
xWi
.


iuqu qi c mi iuqu iuqu olk xZ iuqu |
iuqu u Suh iuqu iuqu xu qq Su Su ||

, xWi
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- 45 -

14.

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- 46 -

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encourage . hope .

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- 47 -

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friend
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. So we will be saved from all dangers.

- 48 -

15. ;

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positive .
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- 49 -

.
,
.
encourage (topography of
the world) . leader post ,
responsibility behave
, mentor .
hope .

.
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follow ,


.
. material as well as spiritual.
.
hope .
:

,
hope .
.
.

.

.
- 50 -

, , ,

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grammatical
peculiarities .
.
,
.
Dr. 50
.
.
. .
, ,
, hope
.
,
.
,
. encourage
. , .
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LMqU WS lUliU pxi xur sZri Mjq
incident .

5
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. ,

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- 51 -

16.

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- 52 -

, ,
,
,
,
hope
,
.
, trust, ,
.
desperate .
?
sincerity,
. pressure sugar
anxiety .

. heart attack

. period desperate .

.

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- 53 -

17.

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- 54 -

. . Deep

inside, the attitude they had towards each other is where the
difference was.
.
, ,
.
, ri pur pui paul mu Mqlmq ,
.
.
hysteria .

.
. .
.
, ,
, . on the
contrary .

. It is a scene worth

remembering forever.
Mzmzki mgcMuii xcslqMUMhQs
WUes ulqsM ssiqUa blxUpq |
micski MgcMgci-qSgcSzqh lmU
UxMs mUpwi iu W mqz MsrqW ||
ussSurlM xqssxliqU
qssMS Surmwm qsM uUeiq |
fssU llS zZuSl mr xS
mssuh MqUzs uxl pe ||
- 55 -

.

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zu zMU xuiql qieaSqoM

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- 56 -

18. ,

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- 57 -

,
open . ,
, ,
.

, ,
rules regulations
. capital
? .
contribution
?

.
enough and to spare
.
please give me my daily bread
.
? .
core message
, (materialism)
, stress .
, , ,
,
.
, , ,
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, .
.
.
.

, .
time .
- 58 -

. It is such poignant message. , tax, investment,
bills time waste !
, leave
.
.
.
. US
.
. 2-3
?
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culture . .
, , feed
, . .
,
.
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thrill !

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. , .

, effect .
- 59 -

19.

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- 60 -

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. ,
friend
.
, , ,

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,
enviroment , ,
materialists ,

, ,
- .

,
. hospital .
.

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- 61 -

-
.

.

,
, .
xukrr lUiq, im lUiq, uauS uUq, qlmuq
.
!

,
. ,
- xukrr lUiq
,

- im lUiq
,
,
, - uauS uUq
.
.
,
!
, material world !
qlmuq !
!
,

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- 62 -

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,

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,
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hope .
,
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!
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,
.

. That is in the next chapter -

- 63 -

20.

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. process .
, , , ,
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, ,
easy ? It

cannot be a one time event.

. , ,

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( ,

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.
, ,
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confirm .
- 65 -

confirm
? .
,
.
.
.
.
.
, '
.
.
. AlWuS follow
. (bhavam) .
lUrh Mhqr zUh MUuh iuM cUh
!

.
,

,
,
! AmUk xWx pel mii pq
puhuSU | Aai zUhai WU mr Mus AiqxiM ||

. That can be an auspicious beginning of the process.
,
,
, ,
, .
,
, ,
, .
- 66 -

, .

.
.
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,
club, casino
. ,
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