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Shadowy Solutions #1

Skeletons in the Closet

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The last thing Diem Krause wanted to do was ask for Tallus’s help.

The too-hot-for-his-own-good records clerk was so far outside Diem’s league that he became tongue-tied in his presence. Six months ago, after an embarrassingly unimpressive exchange in the bedroom that accentuated Diem’s flaws, he swore never to go near the sultry man again.

When a new case lands on Diem’s desk, one involving a dead, allegedly unfaithful husband, Diem exhausts every means of investigation until he has no choice but to seek out the man he swore never to see again.

Tallus has skills Diem doesn’t. In addition to being confident and sociable, Tallus can act and help him get answers.

But inviting Tallus into his case means relinquishing control, and Diem hates not being in control. Not only is the Toronto Police Department’s records clerk fanatical about investigative work, but he also has a thing for making Diem uncomfortable and pushing his boundaries.

When the case takes a dark and dangerous turn, the two spend far too many long nights trying to puzzle things out. Tallus’s flirty, suggestive behavior is going to get them in trouble, and the last thing Diem wants is to end up in bed with him again. It was a disaster the first time, and Diem doesn’t want to revisit the shame.

Will Diem be able to resist Tallus’s charm?

Can the two work together to solve the unusual case without crossing lines?

Diem isn’t so sure. He doesn’t want a partner. He doesn’t need a lover.

But with Tallus Domingo, he somehow ends up with both.

11 pages, Audible Audio

First published May 30, 2024

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Nicky James

67 books2,018 followers
I live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.

I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.



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912 reviews859 followers
June 3, 2024
4.5 stars

I was pleasantly surprised by how much I ended up loving this book, considering I didn't like the prequel. 🙈 When I turned the last page, I wished that the next book was already out because I just wanted to keep reading. And that's always a good sign.

I still don't find Diem appealing, just a personal preference, but I understand him a lot better and I do want to see him happy. I think that he and Tallus are really good for each other.

I also liked Tallus more. He is exactly what I expected him to be when I read the prequel – funny, endearing, a bit flirtatious and pushy, but not in an OTT way. I loved how considerate and understanding he is when it comes to Diem. It goes both ways, actually. I was very satisfied with how their relationship developed in this one.

I’ve skimmed through some short scenes with Baby. I totally forgot about her, to be honest. I understand, and appreciate, her significance in this story, but we’re still not on friendly terms. 😅

The case they were working on was so well thought out. Probably one of my favourite by this author. It kept me invested throughout the whole book and I loved seeing how everything connected in the end. Not sure how I feel about the resolution, but it makes sense.

I don’t even have to say how happy I was to be in the company of Valor, Doyle, Costa and Torin again. I hope we’ll see them regularly in this series!
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701 reviews1,568 followers
June 12, 2024
✦ Diem is one complicated man. however, i love complicated characters. i can't wait to find out more about him and see how his relationship with Tallus develops in the later books.
✦ i just love how understanding and patient Tallus is with Diem. that cannot be easy since Diem basically has brick walls built around himself.
✦ i sadly didn't give care that much about the case. i just couldn't get invested at all, which definitely impacted my overall enjoyment of this book, hence only the three star rating.
✦ overall, i think this was a pretty good start to a new series. i am definitely excited to read the next book once it comes out.
June 1, 2024
How I wish all seven, or however many, Shadowy Solutions books were out already, so I could binge read them like I did with Valor & Doyle. The non-endings are frustrating, even though I know there's a pot of gold somewhen.

Diem is like a wounded animal, scared to touch and be touched. He has so much love to give, but he doesn't believe he deserves anything, or anyone, good.

Tallus is drawn to Diem. He talks enough for the both of them and preens under Diem's possessive gaze.

How does Diem stay in business when he can't communicate and seems to work one case at a time? Beats me. He's not exactly living the life of luxury, but still.

Tallus is equally broke, except he blows his money on clothes and pretty things, which is certainly not the case for Diem.

The scene where Tallus calls Baby (Diem's pet snake) ugly and terrifying? That broke my heart so hard. Diem is the poster child for trauma. Everyone has failed this man, even his beloved grandma and grandpa, who allowed the abuse to go on. No wonder Diem is angry at the world.

I was a little bored with the mystery until the very end. There were leads, followed by dead ends, followed by new connections. I didn't even try to puzzle it all out, just went along for the ride.

I don't know how I feel about seeing Aslan and Quaid again. I adore them obviously but find the cameos a little distracting. It's almost like Diem is their enemy, and I don't like that. Plus, why did Diem have to feed them clues? No one investigated the wife, really??

Nicky James better be glued to her computer because I need MORE and I need it NOW.
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982 reviews199 followers
May 31, 2024
*Audiobook listeners, guess what just dropped? https://www.audible.com/pd/Skeletons-...

[4.25] OKAY, I YIELD. I’m in. I want the next book. I need more of Tallus chipping away at Diem’s thick and sturdy shell.

While in the same universe as the Valor and Doyle series, Nicky James did a great job giving us a completely fresh dynamic and feel with these two. I was admittedly wary at first because I struggled to believe Diem managed this long in the business while communicating almost solely in grunts and being as technologically unsavvy as he was (e.g. the email search function 😂). But once the pacing picked up speed, and the mystery began to unfold, and more backstories were revealed, I struggled to put the book down.

And you know me, I’m an absolute sucker for tender moments that have me making aww faces at the screen. Gruff Fort Knox characters just hit different in these scenes 😌

So if you have any trouble at the start, please try to stick it out - I guarantee the ride has many more exhilarating turns waiting for you to take!

Thank you to the author for providing a complimentary copy of this book; this is my honest review :)
Profile Image for Kati *☆・゚ [a bit distracted atm].
1,011 reviews482 followers
June 16, 2024
4.25****


Okay peeps, I’m super happy with how this series kicked off. Like, really. The mystery wasn’t too heavy but still intriguing enough to keep me interested. I loved the first good look into Diem’s background and inner workings and I loved the issue(s) Nicky built for Diem which have and will further affect the relationship between these potential lovers.


“My nana wants me to grow my hair,” he said. “Boone never shaved his head, and half the time, she thinks I’m him, so it bothers her.”
“You’d be handsome either way.”
He huffed. It was more a noise of dejection than humor. “I’ll never be handsome.” I continued the massage for a minute, watching the complicated man as he suffered in silence.



We don’t learn a lot about Tallus and his background in this one but there were hints and I think Nicky will get onto this while the series moves along. But I loved how Tallus was sensitive to Diem’s obvious discomfort and tried for him to let him in to soothe some of it.


Well, I at least can’t wait for the next book. I’m seriously hooked. Nick J. Russo did a fine job again with these characters and I enjoyed A LOT all the encounters with Az, Quaid, Ruiz and Foxxy.


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Shadowy Solutions Series
⇢ A Valor & Doyle spin-off

Prequel - Invisible Scars - 4.25 stars
Book 1 - Skeletons in the Closet - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Power of the Mind - release 09/24
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767 reviews131 followers
June 10, 2024
Nobody is more surprised than me of how much I started to love Diem (and Tallus, but he’s easier to love)

After reading the prequel, I have to admit that I wasn’t sure if I was going to connect with Diem. I probably went in, expecting two characters similar to Valor and Doyle, who - while each dealing with their own issues - are much more relatable (and easier to like).

But Nicky James didn’t take the easy route, copying the recipe that worked so well before. Diem has Issues, with a capital I. He’s been severely abused by his father, and he’s deeply insecure, always afraid he might inadvertently hurt someone and behave like his brutish father. He can’t bear to touch people, or to be touched. The wall he built around himself is thicker than a medieval fortress.

Then there’s Tallus. Tallus works for the Toronto PD, and his biggest dream is to solve cases. Sadly, he couldn’t become a police detective because of his bad vision. And so he jumps at the opportunity to (again) help Diem, whom he hasn’t been in contact with for quite a while after than glorious hookup (yes, we start with a pairing that started off having really REALLY bad sex). Tallus - while having his own skeletons in the closet - is lighthearted, but very empathetic when it comes to Diem, seeing to know instinctively when to push, it when to give Diem space. He’s no doormat by any means, but he doesn’t take it personally when Diem pushes him away. He deals with him like you would with a scared kitten, which is cute, considering that Diem is the epitome of a growling giant, while Tallus is his complete opposite.

The criminal case is… interesting, as almost all of Nicky’s cases, but the true feat she accomplished is creating two very different characters, and setting them up to become another couple we’ll love watching falling in love.

And for all fans of Valor and Doyle (and Costa Ruiz): yes, we have cameos ❤️

And then there’s NJR. Thank God she kept the narrator, although the little ding at the start of each chapter annoyed me a bit 👿 but the voices he gave both Diem and Tallus fit the characters perfectly. There a reason he’s one of my favourite narrators out there.

I honestly can’t wait for the next book in this series!
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624 reviews594 followers
May 30, 2024
Tallus and Diem are a fantastic duo who are fascinating to see together. They are both struggling with various personal demons that make for a compelling story as they investigate a mystery. Both Tallus and Diem have personal hardships that make their dynamic complicated. I enjoyed watching them navigate through their struggles, which makes for a fantastic story that I could not put down.

Tallus is a personable records clerk who assisted Diem on a case in the past and is helping him with his current one. Tallus brings a lightness to their dynamic even when his struggles complicate his life due to his health and familial issues. Diem is also struggling with mental health, substance abuse, and trauma.

Unpacking Diem's trauma is a slow process and I appreciate how patient and understanding Tallus is throughout this process. Also seeing Diem's protective instincts come through for Tallus is also amazing.

Diem is such a fascinating character. He keeps everyone at a distance, except Tallus. Watching Diem very slowly unravel parts of his shell is amazing to see. I look forward to watching him grow, change, and continue to build his relationship with Tallus.

Overall this is a great start to a new series, with a compelling story and fascinatingly complex characters that I cannot wait to see more of.

*** I reviewed a complimentary copy of this story.***
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1,103 reviews144 followers
May 31, 2024
I'm putting Diem in the protective bubble with Quaid.

Really enjoyed getting to know more about both Diem and Tallus. The case was interesting and I didn't have any suspicions for the longest time, so that made me happy because I hate when I figure it out too easily!

Loved the cameos from Quaid, Aslan and Costa too
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426 reviews29 followers
June 15, 2024
There was something nagging me about this story, but I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Maybe it's my mood. I didn't really like some parts of it, but what I did like was enough to make me go on. I'll probably read the rest.

Diem is a PI with more problems than he can deal with. Growing up with abusive parents that are still like that makes him think he's not worthy of any form of attention. He is a big surly guy, but he does his best to appear small and invisible, lest everyone will get hurt. Tallus doesn't get the memo, though.

After a very awkward meet cute and a very awkward sex encounter, Tallus, the new records clerk is 'invited' by Diem for another case: a scorned woman who thinks she is being cheated on. Well, was being cheated on, because her husband decided to kill himself a few weeks prior, and she found some incriminating clues.

Now, Diem and Tallus have to investigate a very dead possible cheater, while navigating this tentative new... relationship? friendship? partnership? well, somethingship.

PS: I FOUND THE PRIVATE NOTES ON GR! I feel dumb now.
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1,132 reviews42 followers
June 1, 2024
3.5 stars

Diem is a hard character to like. He has been failed by those people who should have taken care of him. As an adult he struggles. He mostly grunts at people and speaks in half sentences. But then you have Tallus who is Diem's opposite. He is talkative and bright. Although, he has his own issues. The two are back together working on a case. How Diem gets work through grunting amazes me but in this book he does.

The book was a bit of a slow start for me but it does get better and the case gets interesting. I'm interested in where the series goes with the characters. Bring on book 2.
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3,794 reviews388 followers
June 2, 2024
A definite improvement

Well I liked that better than the prequel and the case they were investigating was much more drawn out and had an interesting twist.

I had figured out who was involved with the latest crimes but found the historic element fascinating and definitely unexpected.

The 'relationship' between Diem and Tallus is still pretty much non-existent but there's a gradual lessening of hostilities and a slow burn very loose friendship is kinda making its way into the light.

I'm thinking it's going to be a very different feel to Quaid and Aslan's investigations, although we see more of both of them, and Torin and Costa, in this book.

Overall I think I'm optimistic that this will be another winner.
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269 reviews27 followers
June 3, 2024
I loved the book, was very invested in the plot and characters, and loved the cameo from Valor and Quaid.
I didn't like how it ended, but it did make me more curious about what's gonna happen next, I can't wait for the next book
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529 reviews466 followers
June 3, 2024
i don’t have a conclusive thought. I liked it enough but I’m gonna have to read the next book to know if I gel with the main characters.
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284 reviews12 followers
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July 21, 2024
DNF at 62 pages

I'm sorry but after almost a month of ignoring the book I have to put it down, at least for now. Hopefully, I'll return to it when I'm more tolerant of the repetitive writing full of Diem's grunting and Talus' strutting around. I'm sure it's a great book but right now even their breathing is grating on my nerves and that's no way to read a book.
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710 reviews46 followers
June 6, 2024
A slow start, but a strong finish that made me optimistic about this series. My heart hurt so much for Diem throughout this entire book. He reminded me of the scared animals in those SPCA commercials, shaking and cowering in the corner of a cage because they'd only ever known fear and neglect and abuse. The amount of trauma he has endured and the physical and mental scars it left behind mean the relationship development between him and Tallus will need to move at a snail's pace to make any sense, and so far that's exactly what it's doing. I'll admit that right now a love story feels close to impossible, but this author is so good at writing about mental health and healing that I have faith she will do Diem and Tallus justice.

While the mystery didn't keep me on the edge of my seat, it was layered enough to keep me guessing and intrigued. I thought the ending was exactly what it needed to be at this point and am looking forward to whatever comes next.
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663 reviews32 followers
June 4, 2024
I loved this! The mystery was ok but when it is combined with the growing relationship between Tallus and Diem it made the book much more interesting.

I know Diem has so much baggage and Tallus is so good with him. He makes mistakes because he doesn’t know everything that is going on with Diem but he has a ton of patience. Diem is so hurt from his past and we’ve only skimmed the surface. I cannot wait to find out more and see him accept his feelings for Tallus.

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921 reviews428 followers
June 7, 2024
I loved every interaction Tallus & diem had and the slow burn of getting Diem to open up intimately. There honestly wasn’t enough development .

Unfortunately i couldnt care less about the case they were on and i felt it took up so much of the story i didnt like it as much as i could have
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1,165 reviews389 followers
June 9, 2024
Diem keeps me interested but man… I just want them to connect already! The mystery is whatever… Thankfully it’s on KU so I didn’t have to pay extra for it.
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728 reviews87 followers
July 9, 2024
4 loved it stars!! 😍 The mystery plot was complicated and the ending was a little underwhelming. However the character development for both the MCs was very insightful. I understood Diem a little more and his struggles. Tallus was a breath of fresh air and I really loved his sunshiny personality and positivity.. 💕
Overall it was entertaining and pleasantly surprising. I’m looking forward to their next adventure and more growth for Diem. 👍🏻👍🏻
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3,038 reviews1,122 followers
July 5, 2024
I've given this an A- at AAR

Skeletons in the Closet gets Nicky James’ new romantic suspense Shadowy Solutions series off to a great start. It’s a spin-off of her popular Valor and Doyle stories in which the author continues her winning combination of intriguing, twisty suspense and sexy, emotionally satisfying romance with a new and compelling central couple, one of whom we’ve met before, the other appearing for the first time in the prequel novella, Invisible Scars , which I strongly recommend reading before jumping into this.

Tallus Domingo – whom we first met in Matrimonial Merriment – is the cousin of IT guru, Costa Ruiz, and recently joined the Toronto PD as a records clerk. He meets hard-boiled PI Diem Krause (and yes, the author is continuing with her penchant for unusual names!) under somewhat embarassing circumstances (as detailed in Invisible Scars), and despite Diem’s objections, they team up to investigate a case. The two of them couldn’t be more different; Tallus is good-looking, funny, charming and confident, everything the big, gruff, awkward Krause - a veritable mountain of a man whose imposing exterior hides a deeply wounded soul – is not.

It’s been six months since Tallus fell (literally) into Diem’s life and Diem has deliberately been avoiding him. But now, he needs help only Tallus can provide – or rather, Tallus is the only person he can ask for help because Diem doesn’t have friends or colleagues he can turn to. His current client is a bereaved wife who is convinced her recently deceased husband was cheating on her. Her husband had become edgy and short-tempered after a visit by a woman she doesn’t know, and then moreso after the police came calling a couple of weeks later. His wife doesn’t know what the visit was about, but two weeks later, she found her husband dead on the couch, surrounded by empty booze and pill bottles. His death was ruled a suicide, but she’s not convinced – and she also suspects her husband was having multiple affairs. She’s hired Diem to uncover her late husband’s secrets.

The mystery woman who came calling is Olivia Lansky, CEO of a fashion company. Diem has been able to find out very little about her and the suspected affair so far because she’s surrounded by bodyguards 24/7, which has made surveillance very difficult. Getting into her house to snoop around is impossible, so Diem’s best bet is to get into her office to access her computer or phone. There’s a big gala taking place there at the weekend, and having so many people milling around will provide a good opportunity for Diem to sneak in – but therein lies the problem. Diem’s physicality makes ‘sneaking’ anywhere difficult and as people-ing is not at all in his skill set, he needs help to get past the front door… which is where Tallus comes in.

Tallus, who has tried not to allow Diem to take up too much real estate in his brain since they last met, is both annoyed and eager at the approach. Annoyed because, after six months of nothing, Diem has left it until the last minute to ask (and he knows that’s because Diem really doesn’t want to ask); because last time, Diem basically fucked and ran (and I applaud the author for writing underwhelming sex in the prequel – it’s rare, in romance, to read sex scenes that aren’t all wild abandon and mindblowing orgasms), but eager because he wants to do more than shuffle papers and input data for a job (and because he's secretly thrilled Diem has come to him for help).

Of course Tallus agrees – although he makes Diem work for it, insisting he actually talks to him instead of communicating in cavemannish grunts. He already knows that there’s much more to Diem than meets the eye, that he’s been badly hurt and that he’s used to being alone with no-one on his side or in his corner. Tallus longs to know what happened to make Diem the way he is, and he knows Diem is strongly attracted to him, despite not wanting to be, but Tallus doesn’t push; or at least he doesn’t push Diem to talk about his past, but he does encourage him to use his words and share his thoughts about the case.

The story is written in alternating first person PoV, and in Diem’s chapters we get to learn more of his background and what makes him tick; about his constant battles with anxiety and negativity, how scared he is of messing things up, how little he thinks of himself, and just how difficult he finds it to interact with people in general, let alone someone he finds attractive. He’s damaged inside and out – his body and psyche are badly scarred – and Tallus is gorgeous and can have anyone he wants. Why on earth would that be someone like Diem, who struggles with anything approaching intimacy or affection and avoids physical contact?

Nicky James has a real talent for creating damaged yet loveable characters, and Diem will break your heart. That’s not to say Tallus doesn’t have demons of his own, because he clearly does – his colour-blindness barred him from the career he wanted in law enforcement, his father disowned him when he came out as a teen, and he has money worries - but he doesn’t let that stop him from being himself and living life on his own terms.

Tallus and Diem may be a classic ‘odd couple’, but their differences not only complement each other - Tallus’ energy and confidence a strong counterpoint to Diem’s more reserved nature – they turn out to be a winning combination as far as the case is concerned. And as they spend time together on stake outs and elaborate schemes to access the information they need, they start to take some baby steps forward in their personal relationship as well. Diem very obviously has a looooong way to go if he’s to overcome at least some of his inner demons and move towards having a healthy relationship with someone, but what comes through very strongly here is just how hard he’s trying, for Tallus’ sake. Every little moment of humour and/or understanding they share means so much because of just how difficult it is for Diem to let his guard down, even a little – and I loved that Tallus recognises and appreciates the effort behind it.

I enjoyed the cameo appearances from Valor, Doyle and Fox here – I always like getting to see beloved characters through someone else’s eyes, and I rather enjoyed the different perspective. Diem (an ex-cop) clearly has history with them and they’re not exactly besties; they’re suspicious of each other and territorial about their cases. This also highlights the different way Diem has to work because he doesn’t have the same resources available to him as they do.

It must be somewhat nerve-wracking for the author of a successful series to embark on a new one featuring new characters, but Nicky James does a great job of bringing us something different while also retaining the things that have made Valor and Doyle so beloved. Tallus and Diem are very different individuals – their dynamic is different, their situations are different and their personalities are different – but the clever plotting, the humour and the insightful characterisation that are hallmarks of that series are still very much in evidence.

At the end of Skeletons in the Closet, we leave Tallus and Diem in a slightly better place than at the end of Invisible Scars, although with no real indication that they’ll see each other again. They will, of course, and I’m really looking forward to finding out how Tallus is going to finagle his way into Diem’s next case (and further under his skin) in Power of the Mind, due out in September 2024.
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302 reviews22 followers
May 28, 2024
4.5⭐️

This is such a fantastic start to a new series by Nicky James. There are real flawed characters who may not be immediately endearing but then somehow made such a deep impression and I’m still sort of carrying them with me. The spark between them isnt immediate, Infact this is such an unconventional start of something between them and they are such an unlikely pairing but it works perfectly for them. You’ll have to read it to believe it.

There is so much happening in this book.. a mystery that truly stumped me until the very end and how these two characters are just figuring out what really between them and the strong pull they have towards each other as they become unlikely partners pulled into something much deeper and far more dangerous than they expected.
The way I gobbled up those last few chapters racing towards the end!! The mystery has a clear conclusion but the romantic plot is just getting started. I can’t wait to see what these two do next. I am so excited for this series and the adventure we’ll get to go on.

There is still so much to discover about these characters and I’m completely hooked. I loved how Tallus insists on being Diem’s partner. How the hurt and rough edges in Diem call to Tallus. How Diem’s allows his personal bubble to open up a tiny bit to let Tallus in. Diem broke my heart and there’s a lot to uncover for Tallus too. I also loved seeing the crew from Valor and Doyle.

Expect
* Second chance
* Opposites attract
* Mystery and suspense
* Mental health rep
* Same couple series
* PI and Records Clerk
* Surly x Sassy
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1,911 reviews
Shelved as '0-mm-books-i-own-and-to-be-read'
January 2, 2024
I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT, I WANT!!!!!
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283 reviews7 followers
June 5, 2024
The worst thing about this book is that i have to wait for the second one.

The mystery is solid.

Diem is a PI, who previously worked in the police department. He has as his contact there the head of the archives section, who is an elderly lady who is retiring. To help her, they hire Tallus, whom we met in the last Valor and Doyle´s books. Tallus wanted to be a police detective, but for some reason he was not admitted to the academy. He meets Diem in a peculiar situation and decides to get involved in the private detective's investigation.

I want to hug Diem until the end of the world. His father should be in jail.
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736 reviews53 followers
June 7, 2024
I stroke two stars just because of the last chapter. Why do authors write this every single time? I get more annoyed every passing year.
The narration was good and I like a troubled, unfriendly MC.
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255 reviews20 followers
June 3, 2024
Everything about this story and narration is fantastic!! I loved every minute of this! It was great seeing old friends and making new ones as well. Diem and Tallus have great chemistry and can't wait to see their relationship grow! Nick's performance was flawless, really brought the characters to life. Great start to the new series, starting off strong and definitely recommend!
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467 reviews3 followers
September 21, 2024
I need more of this series, I'm addicted.

We met Tallus, the records clerk at the Toronto Police and Diem, an ex-cop PI in the prequel/prologue Invisible Scars. Tallus is confident and outgoing, but his dreams of becoming a detective were shattered because of his eye condition. Being a clerk and filing cold or complete cases all day is giving me a tiny taste of what could've been. His encounter with the tortured PI months ago has given him the rush he was seeking, but Diem is a complicated man, struggling with many issues due to past abuse. Diem struggles at communicating, mostly just grunting (he grunts ALL THE TIME), and nodding, but he doesn't feel comfortable with people, and prefers solitude. He is persuaded he is a bad person and that he is unworthy of being loved. His self-esteem is non-existent, he has internalised the fact that he is a worthless brute who deserves pain and nothing good in life. He can't be affectionate or intimate with someone, even someone he genuinely likes, like Tallus. His only friend is his pet boa, Baby.

The mutual attraction is undeniable, but there is something heartbreaking and absolutely riveting in the way Diem deals with his pain and issues and I like how they are not magically solved by Diem being attracted to Tallus. They have sex a couple times, and it's not amazing because Tallus craves touch and Diem can't give him that. But the link between them goes beyond just physical attraction. Tallus isn't scared of the scarred mountain of a man Diem is, and his social ease plays well with Diem's social ineptness. It was a bit on the nose, but I really enjoyed the way Tallus is initially disgusted by Diem's snake, calling it disgusting and ugly, and how he figures out how alike the snake and Diem are and tries to be better. I like how Diem was never disgusting in Tallus' eyes, no matter how the man himself believes he is just that - repulsive.

The only thing I wish this book had, is better female character rep. It was so bad and felt lowkey misogynistic at the end, and it's something I've also noticed in the Valor and Doyle series so I hope the next books give me at least one cool lady character.

After finishing Valor and Doyle's series, where we have a similar scheme of one man deemed by all as unloveable (Quaid) and the one man everyone likes who falls for him (Aslan), I saw a similar vibe and I really like it. But there is something I find very relatable in Diem's pain, and even though he is brusque and complicated, I really love him and I need to see him happy. And while for now Tallus is like "lol I'm too young to settle I don't want a relationship but I can't get my mind off you" and Diem being captivated with Tallus' everything, I am DYING to read more.

Anyway, I love Diem and Tallus so much, the case was fun and I have no idea how I'm going to wait for September for book 2, but I set an alarm on my phone not to forget the release date lol.
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612 reviews147 followers
August 20, 2024
3.5 stars

cw: past childhood abuse, anxiety, depression, gun violence, mentions of suicide (case), alcoholism (secondary character)

I really feel conflicted about this series so far. What do you do when you love one character and yet feel ambivalent about his romantic interest? Especially if said romantic interest often acts flippant and insensitive? And yet there are great things well. The angst is perfectly done. The depictions of anxiety and depression ring true. The characterization is great. One secondary character is a real hoot (shout out to Kitty)!

Let’s start with Diem, whom I love—every single bit of his awkward, lumbering, angry, scarred (both physically and psychologically) and antisocial self. If I was rating this book solely based on him it would have been 4 stars, but alas there’s also Tallus and the mystery as well. Diem is a PI and former detective working on a case that requires information from the police records department, where Tallus works as a records clerk. Tallus is a flamboyant, pushy, and self-absorbed flirt. But he also has his good moments when he is insightful and empathetic, especially towards the end.

What I don’t like, however, is how much Tallus toys with Diem. Tallus feeds on the fact that Diem is absolutely mesmerized by him and cannot resist him. He loves attention and aggressively pursues and seduces Diem several times even though Diem makes it clear that he’s uncomfortable with the situation and struggles with any type of physical contact. The context behind this is that Diem grew up with an alcoholic father who physically abused him. He suffers from profound feelings of worthlessness, anger, and guilt. Because of his severe anxiety and depression, any type of social interaction is an uphill battle for him. Therefore, Diem finds it difficult to communicate with others and express himself. And yet Tallus continually makes of fun of him for being uncommunicative. But since Tallus comes from an abusive background himself I would expect more sensitivity from him. So although Tallus can be kind, I can’t get past the constant teasing and self-absorption.

The mystery didn’t do much for me. I could either take it or leave it. I was only interested in it to the extent that it brought Tallus and Diem together and how it allows us to see their relationship develop.
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1,434 reviews44 followers
May 23, 2024
Grrrr… I need next book now please;) I really got into this book it was so suspenseful and I wanted to know how Tallus and Diem got on, but it was slow for them and their not together yet, boo… Poor Diem though, my heart breaks for him so much, if he enjoyed hugs I’d hug him every day. His father should be in jail… Tallus, he’s something else, all smiles and flirting with Diem, all happy, but grumpy and growling Diem just ignores it but caved twice, but won’t go their again because he thinks he’s a bad person, his curse word fathers words… breaks my heart. Hopefully in the next book Tallus and Diem run into each other and hopefully things change. A Must Read but you have to read Prequel first!
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