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Impossible Naked Life
Impossible Naked Life
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This collection of mostly very short stories will take the reader to common settings with everyday folks but the perspective and social interaction between characters comes from a unique and often quite strange perspective. Impossible Naked Life

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Release dateMar 8, 2022
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Impossible Naked Life
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Luke Rolfes

Luke Rolfes grew up outside of Des Moines, Iowa. He is a graduate of the MFA program at Minnesota State University, Mankato. Currently, he teaches creative writing at Northwest Missouri State University and edits Laurel Review. His first book Flyover Country won the Georgetown Review Press Short Story Collection Contest, and his stories and essays have appeared in numerous journals. He lives in Kansas City with his wife and three kids.

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    Impossible Naked Life - Luke Rolfes

    Impossible Naked Life

    © 2022 by Luke Rolfes

    All Rights Reserved

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    Kallisto Gaia Press

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    Suite 365-246

    Austin TX 78723

    [email protected]

    Cover Art: Muse by Larry Crawford

    acrylic on paper (8.5 X 11.5)

    Edited by Tony Burnett

    ISBN: 978-1-952224-17-1

    ISBN: 978-1-952224-19-5 (e-book)

    FOR

    Valerie

    TABLE OF CONTENTS

    1.

    Crab

    Day Camp

    The Birds of Joy

    Paperboy

    You are not Listening

    Plucked

    Fish Heart

    Siren

    Killer Saltwater Crocodile Killer

    2.

    Palestine Boy

    Bubbleheads

    Spectacular Regular

    Viper

    The V Scale

    Liar, Liar

    Franchise

    White Landscaping Rocks

    There, There

    3.

    My Neighbor, Ray

    Hold Your Soul

    Rubber Horsey Heads

    In Memoriam

    Acai Bowl

    Human Resources

    Wendy’s Eclipse Day

    TIME Magazine Person of the Year

    Karate Witch Teacher Kickass

    4.

    Ball Pit

    Puffy Man

    Showdown

    Common

    Miss America

    Red Line

    Man Show

    Kingdom of Teeth and Scales

    Impossible Naked Life

    Acknowledgements

    1.

    Crab

    SHE CLAPPED HER HANDS and said I’m supposed to love Cancers, when she found out his birthday. Her name was Bobbi. Even though he went by Robert, she insisted they be known as the Bobbies. Her favorite restaurant was Red Lobster—imagine that. She told the hostess, A booth for two Bobbies. He had never dated someone like her. When they returned to her apartment, she said I can be terrible sometimes and took off her shirt.

    On their fourth date she showed up at his place with a 10-gallon aquarium. Inside: a bed of sand and rocks, and four colorful shells that moved.

    Hermit crabs, she explained. They already had names: Pinch, Claw, Battle-Crab, and Leonard.

    Robert tapped on the glass. The crabs became shells. How about Greek food? he asked. She shook her head and took off her shirt. They did the thing he had been waiting four dates to do. Again and again. Next to the bed, the Hermit crabs skittered in their cage.

    It snowed for days, and Robert and Bobbie spent nights huddled next to the space heater watching movies on her laptop. She put the aquarium next to the heater and fed the crabs lettuce and saltine crackers. Leonard, the biggest, peeked out long enough to pincer a hunk of salad before retreating under a spiral shell. Robert got used to the little creatures after a while. Their rooting around after he turned out the lights soothed him to sleep.

    On the first night of February, they had a terrible fight. Bobbie said she would no longer sleep over.

    You hate my friends and my sisters. You won’t meet my mom.

    But I love you, he insisted.

    You love what we do at night.

    Is that wrong?

    What are my sisters’ names?

    I don’t remember.

    It’s not that you don’t remember. It’s that you don’t care. She plucked Claw out of the aquarium. What is this crab’s name?

    I don’t remember.

    Fine, she said. With her fingers, she tugged the tiny crustacean out of its yellow shell, stuck it in her mouth, and swallowed.

    Are you insane?

    I gave them to you, and you don’t care.

    In shock, he watched her eat Pinch next, and then Battle-Crab. I’m sorry I didn’t listen, he said.

    She pulled the final crab out of the aquarium. It squirmed in her hand.

    No, he said. Not Leonard.

    Day Camp

    LAST JULY, MY BOYFRIENDS FAMILY took me to an RV campground outside of Moline, Illinois. The resort had a lodge with a diner in it that served delicious cornmeal pancakes, green and orange paddleboats for rent, an indoor pool, miniature golf, and all sorts of activities that might entertain people who live their lives on this property throughout the summer months.

    The thing to do in these campgrounds, I realized, is sit in nice lawn chairs and wait for people to come by. Every twenty minutes, someone new would arrive to the circle of chairs. They shared gossip and cold drinks. Sometimes the visitors would bring candy or cookies. It reminded me, a bit, of being in college—how people would just pop by if you left your dorm room door ajar.

    We stayed in one of the rental cabins without air conditioning. Luckily, in the late afternoon, a thunderstorm rolled through the Mississippi Valley, and that dropped the sweltering temperature by twenty degrees. My boyfriend spent the evening, post storm, drinking Miller Lites with his cousins and uncles around the campfire. I played with all of their ignored children at the rusty playground, not feeling entirely welcome at the fire—but not exactly unwelcome either. I realized at some point in the night that my boyfriend and I were going to break up soon. Not immediately, but surely in the next several months.

    Early the next morning, unable to sleep with the daylight streaming through the cabin windows, I went for a jog through the campground and surrounding highways. When I returned, the only person awake was my boyfriend’s niece, so I decided to walk her over to the diner to get breakfast.

    My boyfriend’s grandfather, a heavy man with speckled skin, was already sitting at a booth and drinking coffee. I remembered then that this was his campground—the place he lived six months of the year—and that he was the person who had invited us out. He waved me and his great granddaughter over.

    You’re the only guy in this crew who doesn’t sleep in, I said.

    I’ve been awake for hours, he said. Always been an early bird. I like to sit in here and watch everybody get up. I seen you out running at 6:15. You were gone about 35 minutes.

    He ordered me and his great granddaughter cornmeal pancakes, which turned out to be the best I’ve ever had. In the moment, I didn’t comprehend that he was the first male in my boyfriend’s family to acknowledge me, but I did have a sudden realization about what it was like to be older. Not so much an awareness of choices and time passed, but more so an understanding of where you are in the universe and when individuals are moving in and out of your orbit. Something about this grandfather’s smile and posture seemed to illustrate this idea. His life was almost over. I don’t know if he knew that or not. He died later that year just before my boyfriend and I split for good. But he seemed in the diner—the only time I ever talked to him—to understand that I was a one-time visitor in this land, and that I didn’t belong there.

    The Birds of Joy

    DOWN THE HALL OF SCREAMS the men in plastic suits go by with another body in a wheelbarrow. The fifth one today—a woman in her mid-sixties. Dr. Tahim is seated in a folding chair, eating a ham sandwich with one hand and signing a notepad the nurse is sticking in his face with the other. He hasn’t eaten for a long time. He can’t remember when he last shaved or showered. Earlier, when he looked in the dirty bathroom mirror, the gray in his cheeks surprised him.

    How about a bite, says the nurse. Tahim holds up the sandwich and the nurse nips a hunk off the corner. Part of the ham slides out of the bread and dangles from her lips. With her middle finger, she pushes the ham inside her mouth. This is my joy, the nurse says, and then leaves.

    The lights in the hall of screams flicker. A voice yelling in a foreign language. The sound of rubber boots squeaking on the tile.

    Another nurse comes by, a young Latino. He sits on Tahim’s lap. There is nowhere else to sit.

    It feels good to sit, says the nurse. Sitting is my joy.

    My pants have blood on them, says Tahim. You should be on the other side.

    The nurse moves to his opposite leg. Tahim curls his arm around the nurse’s neck and takes another bite of sandwich.

    Did you hear about the birds? the nurse asks.

    Are they carriers now?

    The nurse shakes his head. Samantha—you know how she gets—overrode the automatic doors. The heat was melting the equipment, she claimed, so she took matters into her own hands. One of the med students found her later in the break room. She had stripped off her shirt and was sitting on top of the table drinking two cups of coffee at once. Her tits were covered in espresso and milk.

    I’ll write a prescription, says Tahim. Something to help her sleep.

    The nurse continues. Everybody laughed when the first bird flew in. ‘Get a couple brooms and a sheet,’ a man from the waiting room yelled. But then the birds kept coming. Two, then four. Then a continuous wave. Hundreds, could be thousands, streaming in through the automatic door. Finally, Edward manually pulled the entrance closed. Outside, on the sidewalk, became a pile of stunned birds. All following the tail-feathers in front of them. Ramming the glass at full speed.

    My leg is asleep, says Tahim.

    The nurse sighs and stands. He holds out his pad and Tahim scribbles a signature. The nurse flips the page and Tahim signs. The nurse flips the page again, and Tahim signs again.

    Try not to worry, he tells the nurse. The birds will eventually find their way out. My joy is being free from worry.

    He stands, as well, rubs his beard and stretches. He and the nurse walk in opposite directions down the corridor—the doctor toward the hall of screams, the nurse away.

    Before starting his afternoon rounds, Tahim decides to visit Mrs. Anderson, the woman in the corner room with two windows. Her doorway is wide, and he can hear the mounted television playing the monotonous babble of the news channel.

    How is your breathing this afternoon, Mrs. Anderson? he says when he walks into her room. The old lady, in her 80’s, is sitting up and drinking a glass of ice water through a paper straw.

    I want to be put on a ventilator, she says.

    You don’t need it.

    I talked to my daughter this morning. She says it’s important to reserve my ventilator right away.

    We have plenty of ventilators.

    Let me borrow your pen, doctor. I’ll write my name on one.

    Please lean forward, Mrs. Anderson. I’m going to listen to your lungs now.

    The elderly woman does as told. Dr. Tahim presses his stethoscope on her bony back. Through the earbuds, her old heart clangs; her lungs fill and un-fill.

    Your breathing sounds beautiful, Mrs. Anderson. You’ve been blessed.

    The lights dim and flicker again. The sound of yelling farther down the hall of screams. A tall man in a plastic suit runs past the doorway, boots squeaking.

    You said you would talk to them about putting sheets in the wheelbarrows, Mrs. Anderson says.

    Next time. I promise, he says. He smiles and pats her arm. Now, as soon as you tell me your joy, I will continue my rounds and you can resume your television program.

    Mrs. Anderson thinks for a moment and then says, Joy came to me this morning.

    She pulls away the blanket next to her. Underneath is a metal bedpan, inside of which sits a tiny starling—shaking its head and blinking in the sudden light. The bird scans the room, looking at the doctor, and then Mrs. Anderson, and then back to the doctor. It stands briefly on twig legs, but then ruffles its feathers and settles into the bedpan, uninterested in flight.

    Paperboy

    A PAPERBOY DISAPPEARED from the streets of Des Moines, Iowa when I was a baby. News of his absence rang through the state for years. If you see a kid slinging a massive tote filled with cellophane-wrapped shoppers and registers, you know his mom and dad had with him the talk about vanishing paperboys. All of us sat through the talk. Don’t look at the old man who offers you corn muffins and the warmth of a kerosene heater. Don’t let the woman who sleeps underneath the band shell in Lyons Park touch your face, even though she says it will heal her. Hold out your hand to dogs, fingers down, especially the ones without collars and ears that pull flat alongside their thick necks. Above all else: Don’t, under any circumstance, disappear.

    Every day—sometime between night and dawn—I completed my route. I never broke any of the rules in my time as a paperboy, though I did see once a naked man and woman pressed against their living room windows. The couple had their limbs spread like one of those suction-cup-Garfield-cats you used to see on car windows—or like the man and the woman were specimens caught between microscope slides and cover slips. Dark hair grew across the man’s pale skin, thickest in the patches between his nipples and hips. Flattened against the window, the woman’s heavy breasts and abdomen were covered in purple stretch marks that I thought at the time were scratches and welts. The naked couple stared at me as I stepped across the walkway and set their paper on the front porch. When I looked back the man had moved behind the woman, and they seemed to be just standing there, hugging each other as the

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