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90 Minutes to Live: JournalStone's 2011 Warped Words
90 Minutes to Live: JournalStone's 2011 Warped Words
90 Minutes to Live: JournalStone's 2011 Warped Words
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90 Minutes to Live: JournalStone's 2011 Warped Words

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From the very best of our 2011 Short Story Competition, we bring you stories with two common themes: a timed demise and a lock of hair. Our authors have combined those two elements in wickedly inventive tales that we are proudly adding to our Warped Words Anthology series. JournalStone Publishing presents thirteen new additions, from thirteen authors, in our five favorite genres. Strange tales spawned from Fantasy and Young Adult, as well as our time honored Horror, Sci-Fi and Paranormal themes. Thirteen divergent tales of horror, desperation, panic, helplessness—even glory. You will feel the weight of time as these poor characters feel it, and you will wonder… Who will survive? Who will have a choice? The results are stunning. You will be squeezed till you cannot breathe in the silence of space. You will lie waiting for death in a tropical haze. A city will crumble as you seek your escape and demons will come to party in your favorite nightspots. Join us as we peek into these very dark places…but keep your eye on the clock. Someone has but….. Ninety Minutes to Live!
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Release dateDec 16, 2011
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  • Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
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    This was an overall good selection. There were a couple "meh" stories but I enjoyed the remainder. As a general rule- it follows the standard short stories collection where a few are fantastic, most are good and just a couple have to be trudged through.The concept of giving two ideas that all the stories had to incorporate worked well- this meant that there was no specific genre but the authors had to get creative in order for their stories to qualify.All in all- a good read.
  • Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
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    This is a compilation of different types of genres (horror, sci-fi, etc) all centered around death. Covers a broad range of story types. Probably has a little bit of everything so anyone could enjoy it. Some of the short stories were really good and others were..... not so great.
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
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    This collection held my interest from start to finish. Each story, while connected through common elements, is unique, and it is clear why each placed as well as it did. For anyone who enjoys twists, turns, and surprises...this collection is a must read.
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    90 Minutes to LiveCompiled by Joel KirkpatrickISBN: 9781936564330Published December 2011 by JournalStone PublishingAvailable Format: Hardcover, Paperback, ebookMy Rating: ★★★★★90 Minutes to Live is the 2011 edition of JournalStone’s annual short story anthology. This year, the competing authors were given two themes that must be included in the stories: a timed demise and a lock of hair. From horror and science fiction to paranormal, fantasy and young adult, readers will find thirteen stunning tales sure to entertain. You’re certain to find a favorite while you answer the question: who will survive?JournalStone has managed to find another group of extremely talented authors for this year’s anthology! I’m sure they had to turn away a few as well. I say, why not make several anthologies?!? Alas, there is only one, and it is an amazing compilation, as always. The majority of stories fall under the horror and sci-fi categories, but there are some notable fantasy, paranormal, and young adult submissions as well. Some stories will completely creep you out while others leave you guessing; some will make you cry and some will give you a case of the giggles. Either way, there is definitely something for everyone to love.Grab yourself a copy of this fantastic anthology and finish out 2011 in a great way!
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
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    “90 Minutes to Live” consists of the winning short stories for the 2011 Journalstone Warped Words contest. Each story had to contain two elements – a 90 minute deadline before death, and a lock of hair. The variety of stories is amazing – while they are mostly horror and science fiction, there is a wonderfully well-written fantasy story, and a couple of young adult stories as well, one of which was very funny. An amazing array of talent, this is an anthology for those who love a variety of fiction, love reading, and love new ideas. I can highly recommend this book – pick it up, and have a great read!
  • Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
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    JournalStone's 2011 Warped Words: 90 Minutes to Live Every story in this anthology has to have two common themes: a lock of hair and a timed demise. It was interesting to see how each author decided to incorporate these themes into their stories. All thirteen stories were interesting, although I found the ones with a science fiction slant the more captivating bunch of the book. One of the notable stories is "Dead Already" which is written by John La Rue. This story is set aboard a space craft that is found floating dead in space. I thought that the author really brought an interesting twist to the story and kept my interest especially regarding the timed demise. Although I liked the science fiction stories better, the horror stories and paranormal stories were also well written. Overall there really are no complaints about this anthology. The stories were well chosen and will keep you on the edge of your seat!

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Contents

Dead Already

John La Rue

Godforsaken

Brad Carpenter

Acapulco Blue

Bruce Golden

The Writer

Jeffrey Wilson

An Eye for an Eye

Brett J. Talley

House of Roses

Jasmine Cabanaw

City of Fire

Timothy Miller

Roque’s Requiem

Bill Patterson

The Glade

Peter Orr

Baby Girl

Nu Yang

Uninvited

JG Faherty

Mack and Stretch

Save the Earth

David Perlmutter

In the Shadow

of the Banyan Tree

Jennifer Phillips

1st Place

Dead Already

(Science Fiction)

By

John La Rue

Smitty’s a good kid.

He ducks through the hatchways ahead of me; pops a corner, pretty good for anybody born after the war. A little over-eager maybe but I let him do it. There’s no need; this ship is dead already and so is everyone on it.

If anyone is still here.

Anything doing? Captain Jaz buzzes us from back aboard the Lancer.

No ma’am, I report. Empty hallways.

It’s creepy. Dead ships always are and I’ve never gotten used to the big ones, even when they’re filled with people. A spaceship, to me, is a snug thing, wrapped as tightly around a spaceman as a phone around a battery.

But that was before. Back when dead ships stayed dead.

These days, the nanobots just keep chugging away till they run out of slag. Microscopic, mindless drones working from a schematic of the ship’s original layout, swarming invisibly over the hull to fill in dents and scratches, bridge gaps and repair systems. They’ll repair the ship all right—right back to mint condition even. Only question is whether you’re still alive when the fail-safes reset and life support kicks back on.

They market these boats as unsinkable. Indestructible. Set it and forget it—the ship that repairs itself! Sounds great in a pamphlet I guess. Fate repays us with ships like this one, the Hannah Lee, adrift in space with all its machinery ticking over. But somewhere in here I know there are bodies on the deck, rigid as they fell. Silence rings through the ship, end to end, with the click of our boots.

I keep expecting Linda to come around the corner. Keep hoping that she’ll tell me how glad she is to see me. That she’s sorry she ever left.

The Hannah Lee’s a luxury cruiser. A party boat. Two people can run it; two hundred could ride. Full-gravity decks, real showers, an inflatable ballroom puffed out of one side, that sort of thing. Gravity decks, can you believe it? Hell of an engine in here somewhere, to support all that.

Now it’s just empty, one hallway after another, gentle machines humming in the background, doors hissing open in front of us with perfect automation.

What the- Smitty’s too sweet of a kid to swear in front of me, thinks I’m some kind of hero from the war. Like we never swore…. He stops just through the ballroom door. Any marine I ever met could’ve killed him from his right side, easy—he never looked and the blind spot on these pressure suits is like…an acre, even with the visor rolled back. I let it slide and duck past him into the ballroom.

The ballroom’s pretty swank, if you ask me. Some kind of chandelier with prisms and the walls, though I know they’re some light polymer, look a hell of a lot like polished marble.

But it’s a ship that’s got Smitty’s attention. Shit, it’s a Betty, parked right there on the dance floor. Jesus H.P. Christ, a whole goddamn Betty, all in one piece.

Didn’t you fly one of these, sir? Smitty asks me, eyes shining.

A Betty’s the least ship a man can take into the sky. Two men, strapped back-to-back around a fuel core—gunner and pilot. You have no life support in there, just you and your suit. No gravity, no air and no eject button.

I went to battle in a Betty a half-dozen times, before me and Randy got promoted past the point of flying—promotion by virtue of survival we figured, cause we never met anybody else who brought back a whole Betty more than four times in a row.

But this one is intact, with the low-libido hull still wrapped in its black matte finish, stealth pinholes as unblemished as the day she was made. Believe me, we stopped making those damned machines before the war even ended.

What gives? Captain Jaz buzzes again.

You won’t believe us, Smitty says, But there’s a Betty down here in the ballroom.

How many pieces?

That’s the way they always came back. Pieces.

Just the one, said Smitty, Shipshape, by the look of it. God, what a beauty.

Something is wrong with this ship though. Something more than the echo of a pre-flight knot in my stomach. She’s uncanny, this one, unearthly, like she’s watching me. Ready to put her BB stinger through my pressure suit.

I shake it off.

Let’s cut the chatter, I snap—harder than I meant to, Smitty, the lifeboats?

He double-times downstairs, guilty, runs round the Betty to the far wall—the one that’s hull plating when the ballroom’s not inflated. Both here, he shouts up.

Well shit.

Cap’n, is that all of ‘em? I buzz Jaz, but I know the answer already.

Yeah, she says. That’s all. Jaz keeps the sympathy out of her voice but she has to know it’s a blow. No survivors then. No chance Linda got out before whatever happened here took down the ship and everybody on it.

Now what? says Smitty, coming back up the ladder.

Look for bodies, I say.

Where?

I just look him in the eye. Make him work it out himself. He plays with the open visor on his helmet as he thinks.

I guess if my ship were busting up…I’d go for the life support first.

I follow him back out of the ballroom, looking back at that damned Betty.

Now I’m glad Smitty’s going through hatches first. There are some things I don’t want to see.

It doesn’t take long.

Got one Sir, he calls back.

I can see the legs through the hatch. Can’t help but hold my breath. Anyone but Linda….

It’s Taylor. Bent awkwardly, lying on his face.

He died in null-G, I observe.

How you reckon?

Bend in the elbow, I point. Only rigor-mortis in Z-G gives you that twist. He died first and came down after, when our invisible friends got grav going again. A while after or he wouldn’t be stiff when he came down.

Smitty nods. Suffocation, he says. I raise an eyebrow. His turn to explain. He only points. A facemask and a canister lie in the corner, gauge upturned and orange.

Both of us glance at our own gauges. Can’t help it.

Suffocation’s not a way I want to go, watching the minutes tick down while you struggle harder and harder to draw enough breath.

I figure the first hour is fine. You try to solve whatever problem has you in a bind. You count on the bots to pull through with a repair, patch things up enough to save your sorry ass. Maybe you pray, if that’s your thing. After an hour, you start to worry. You tick into yellow on your gauge and start to panic. Then you hit orange. Then you die.

I shudder.

Think it was a blowout? Smitty asks.

Possible, I say. I pause a minute, thinking over whether I want to ask what’s on my mind. Oh hell. We came this far. Your guys bring a forty-four?

A what?

An N-44, I say but he doesn’t get it until I pantomime the hat.

Oh! says Smitty, "Oh sure! But ours is a 260. It’s way better-"

Run get it, will you? I cut him off.

Bring it here, sir? he asks.

It’s where the stiff is, no?

He goes.

The forty-four is a thing our guys cooked up during the war, back when we were still learning how to have a real good knockdown up here among the stars. The trouble was, you mostly had whole ships alive or whole ships dead. Never had wounded to tell you how things went bad, so a lot of our trouble-shooting schemes were entirely theoretical.

I turn Taylor over with my foot. His eyes stare up past me, gray.

I reach down and shut them, pull a clump of hair from his head. Funny how much you can tell from hair. It’s like a little chemical printout of the last month of a man’s life. The air he breathed, the water he drank, the food he ate—it’s all bound up in keratin and melanin and oil, laid down line by line as it creeps out of his scalp. They used to use the print to work out where a man had been, Earth or Mars or one of the stations. Wasn’t till the war that somebody worked out you could cross-reference the readout with a scan of his cortex and the ship’s logs and get a good read on his state of mind in the closing moments.

Good enough to run a simulation. A resurrection, we mostly called it.

You’d see the MP’s sitting there with their headphones on, talking, asking questions, watching teletype scrawl across a little green screen, fifty characters at a time and listening close for that thin, flat voice, crackling through static from somewhere beyond.

I did a fair number of exit interviews myself. Tell Sally I love her, they’d say at the end. Or Tell Mom I’m sorry. It sticks with you, the idea everybody dies with something left unsaid.

Taylor—I’m not sure I want to do Taylor. I never met the man, when he was alive. Just heard Linda talk about him. About his boat—this boat. About his plans for ion harvesters in the Beltway. About his damned haircut. It’s enough to know I resent him. His expiration doesn’t change that.

I hear something move in the hallway and fight back the unreasonable surge of hope it might be Linda, climbing out of some unknown safe room. She’s dead, somewhere in here.

The noise is Smitty, hauling something that looks like a beige cabinet, balanced across a four-wheeled cart half its size and trailing a power cord down the hall.

What the holy hell is that? I ask.

The 260, he says. It’s kind of a wall unit but you said to bring it over….

If I’d known, I would’ve had him haul Taylor over to the Lancer. It would’ve been easier.

Why’s it so damned big?

The N-44 was a thin thing, like a skullcap made of plastic with copper lacework. It had a jack for the processor and another for the headset and that was about the whole deal. You plugged it into the ship’s data feed and the computer did the rest.

It’s an all-in-one unit, says Smitty, like a salesman. You put the hair in there, the head and the hand, he points to the different-sized holes in the thing.

The hand?

Well, sure, says Smitty, but he doesn’t look sure. It gauges conductivity I think. And blood type. All that stuff.

I shake my head. Wouldn’t’ve worked in my day.

Sure it would’ve, he says, Works anywhere, any time.

Not if he doesn’t have a hand.

I’ve seen a fair number of those in my day. Back in the first year of the war, the theory was that, in case of a blowout—when your ship’s got a hole in it and you’re losing air—the best thing to do was to sound an alarm, then roll the bulkheads slowly shut. Give people time to evacuate.

But people didn’t evacuate. Not spacemen anyway, brave cusses that we were. We found all kinds of bodies mangled in the doorways or freeze-dried in the blown out room and it didn’t get any better when they slowed the roll to give a little more evacuation time.

Not till we had the forty-fours up and running did we work out that men were running towards danger, instead of away from it. Ducking through the doors with the idea they could seal up the hole and save the ship, be a hero. Jamming shoulders into hatchways to hold them open so one more man could come through. You never heard a story where that kind of courage didn’t end badly mangled.

All the newer ships came with snap doors. Loaded them with pressurized pistons that slammed the buggers shut in a couple of milliseconds. Slice right through you if you were unlucky enough to step through the door at just the wrong instant.

But it worked. Fatalities dropped ten percent and all of us stepped a little quicker through our hatchways. Fleet hop, they call it.

But I don’t weigh Smitty down with all that. He’ll see enough messes in his day without hearing all mine.

You ever run that thing? I ask.

Just the once, he grins.

Then by all means. I hold out the lock of hair for him. He takes it gravely from me, drops it in a slot and covers it with a cap.

He lifts Taylor by the shoulders and drags him around until his head slides neatly into a cavity in the cabinet, chattering to me while he works.

Cap’n says not to worry if you feel a shudder or two—there’s a thruster misfiring, so we’ve got a little spin she’s going to dampen out. Hope you don’t mind if we drift a bit.

I shrug. I tore into Jaz more than once over the last week to keep the slop out of her search pattern but now we’ve tracked down the Hannah Lee, I don’t have any reason to be precise. At least the thruster would give Jaz something to think about, instead of buzzing us every two minutes.

Ready? Smitty asks.

I nod; he hits the button.

Taylor’s eyes fly open. His jaw snaps, tongue lolling.

Jesus God Almighty- I can’t help myself. The dead man twitches all over, lightly, rippling under his skin.

Oh, sorry, sir, says Smitty, Don’t mind the jitters. It’s just calibrating.

What the-?

All the nerves fire off, says Smitty, Maps the pathways through the extremities, the gut. Lots of nerves in the gut.

No shit. I can feel all of mine.

The twitching stops.

Here we go! says Smitty, and the screen lights up. There’s Taylor’s face, in full 3D.

I still hate the guy.

Boy, am I glad to see you! he says, "I thought I was done."

It’s all right now, I say. It’s dangerous, letting a simulation—a resurrection—dwell on his own well-being. Once he realizes he’s dead, it’s anybody’s guess what he’ll do. There’s no way accurately to simulate that kind of event, so it throws off all the parameters and the program can’t handle it. The personality crumples and you get no information at all.

Where’s Linda? he asks.

I can see Smitty shoot me a look but I keep cool. I’ve handled interviews before. Worse ones even.

She’s safe, I lie. We’ll take care of her. I’ve got to change the subject. Get him to focus. Move back in his memory so he can run up on death from the front end, instead of working backwards.

Was that a Betty I saw down in the ballroom? Resurrections go best if you can give them something specific to latch onto. A nice, tactile memory that lights up a couple parts of the brain the forty-four can locate and use as a baseline. Objects. Places. People. Sex.

He grins. Hell yeah! Can you believe it? Museum-quality. Totally intact. his face changes. But it’s mine, you hear? We found it.

Not here for the salvage, I reassure him. A Betty like that’s worth a good ten, eleven figures. Only natural he’d be wary. Especially a guy like Taylor.

Where’d you find her?

Pretty much right here, he says. We sort of stumbled on her—a distress call, real weak. Matched speeds and brought her on board. Slid her into the ballroom—that was Linda’s idea. Is she ok?

She’s safe, I nod. What’d you do after you brought her in? Open her up?

Damned skippy, he says, You think I’m going to haul her home with a couple of forty-year-old corpses still inside?

Forty years. Has it been so long?

Besides, says Taylor, I’m as agnostic as the next guy but a man deserves a funeral.

I respect that. Grudgingly but there it is. It’s more than I would’ve expected from a guy like Taylor. I guess I should do the same for him.

Poor guys must have been freeze-dried, I say. Better than the alternative. Bacteria takes a while to get at you in zero-G but when they do, it’s a mess. Taylor shakes his head—the simulated one.

That was the weirdest thing. We cracked her open and she had full pressure—you could hear the hiss and smell the dust when we opened her up—but there wasn’t anyone inside. I’ve never seen anything like it. Three-quarter fuel, slag topped off, Hopper full of BB’s, safety still on; but nobody home. Linda figured it must’ve been blasted straight out of a hangar, in a blowout or something.

That doesn’t sit right with me. A Betty at three-quarter fuel? Unlikely. On deck, she’s full, empty or latched onto a pump. And slag? For nanobots? Betties didn’t have bots. Weren’t even standard issue till the end of the war and by then we’d given up on Betties.

Hang on, I say, You had pressure on the Betty? Air inside?

Sure, says Taylor, She out-gassed when we cracked her open.

Fuck. I swore. I left him there. Left Smitty. Started running. Smitty go back to the ship, I shout over my shoulder. I hit the intercom. Fire her up, Jaz, We gotta clear out. Nothing. Jaz, you hear me? Never mind. Smitty will tell her. Me, I’m bolting for the ballroom, my head ringing with a stupid story I heard in a bar a while back. A story about a set of goddamned Betties.

We stopped building them near the end of the war, it’s true, cause too many men inside never came back out. But it didn’t mean our boys didn’t come up with new uses for the ones we already had.

I take the ballroom stairs three at a time, swing around the Betty to her handholds.

Our weapons crews stocked empty Bettys with all kind of surprises. Sent them out, dead in the water after a battle, usually one we were losing, cause that’s pretty much all we did for the first three-quarters of the war. Set them up to trigger after we all left, maybe when the enemy comes along looking to salvage and BOOM, there’s a nuke or a neutron or grav-warp or some such.

Here are the handholds, giant staples up her spine. Three, four, and circle left for the gunner’s hatch.

But the one story that gave all of us at the bar the willies, was the swarm. A nano-weapon that ate ships alive. Load up a Betty with a slag tank and a swarm of bots that are swapped from repair to consume. Pressurize the cockpit, so when their techs come along to take a look at her guts—puff! A little breath of air carries a microscopic army out and spews them all over your deck, or your hull or wherever you are. You don’t see a thing. Don’t even notice. But silently, methodically, they start chewing through your ship’s systems one by one until nothing is left.

Comms go down, so you can’t cry out. Alarm systems go offline, so you never know it’s coming. So your own bots never even activate. Power shuts off, so you can’t fight back. Thrust and grav so you can’t maneuver. Life support at the very last.

You can’t shoot ‘em and you can’t stop ‘em. Your only hope—so they said at the bar—was to board the Betty and find the control box, shut the swarm down from its command center.

I come through the hatch and see it. A flat black thing no bigger than a toaster, six green lights and bolted to the floor where the pilot ought to stand. No buttons, no switches and no inputs I can see.

God damn, God damn!

My hand flies to my belt but I don’t carry a sidearm anymore. But here, yes, above the door, the pry-bar, standard issue as an engineer’s concession the machine would probably be busted all to hell, before we landed it and wanted to get out.

Thank God.

I plunge the pry-bar down between my feet—no room in here for a decent swing at the thing. One-two. Three-four. I-have. To-kill. This-God. Damn-box.

I stop, sweating, breathing hard. Bits of electronics lie scattered around the tiny cabin. The six little lights are dark.

I sigh and lean back against the fuel column, tipping my helmet back into the familiar cradle, letting relief wash through me. God, it’s just as sweet as it used to be. Coming away alive and kicking.

Like old times, hey Randy? I say to no one in particular. Randy hated it when I did that. When we’d pulled out of a battle that was mostly over and I’d lean back, relax my intensity while he drove us home.

God damn it, Pepper, he used to say, Fat lady ain’t singing till we hit the deck!

And I’d close my eyes and just float off, while Randy juked us back to the carrier. Drove him nuts.

I can’t help but look over at the mirror—the only sightline between gunner and pilot, just a small thing, size of a credit card.

Eyes stare back at me. I freeze. My breath catches in my throat and my mind reels off in six directions.

Taylor said the cockpits were empty; I know those eyes; the pilot’s dead; get out, get out; the pilot’s dead—it’s Linda.

I twist round to look but that’s dumb. There’s no better way to see the pilot’s side than the mirror. She’s still staring at me. She’ll stare forever. She’s dead.

The thought slides around my mind like an ice cube in an empty tumbler; I feel its touch but it won’t sink in. It’s not real.

I guess I’ve known for a while now that I’d find her body somewhere aboard. But here she is, looking at me. Me, I just look back. I think about the way her hair tosses when she runs. Tossed when she ran.

I have to go around. Come at her through the pilot’s hatch.

I shake off her gaze, push through the hatch and swing around. I’m not sure what I’m going to do. Take her away I guess. Put her to rest.

I open the door and there she is.

She’s buckled the harness across her chest; her head leans against the cradle. What’s left of it anyway. Linda never was the type to wait around for suffocation to set in and I don’t have to look for a pistol on the floor to know what happened here.

The world blurs for a while as I cling to the handholds outside the pilot’s hatch.

A million half-regrets flit through my head.

If only I’d kept her happier.

If only we hadn’t fought.

If only that goddamned Taylor-

If only-

But all that slides away and my eyes run dry as they catch sight of the floor at Linda’s fleet.

Six green lights blink away atop a small flat box that shouldn’t be there.

My God.

The pistol’s there too, and a wax pencil, and the pilot’s crowbar, chipped and a little bent from hard use.

God damn.

I look up again at Linda, at her light brown eyes with nothing behind them.

Something is written on her arm, big letters in red wax pencil.

They regrow, it says.

God damn, God damn. How long have I wasted? I’m such an idiot. A lazy, sentimental fool. Fat lady ain’t singing. If there are two control boxes, there could just as easily be three or four. I could hunt all day and never find them all.

I drop down from the Betty’s side and dash for the stairs. God damn, God damn. Randy always told me this would happen one day. I let my guard down too early and the enemy kept moving. Probably by now, the one I killed has respawned.

I’m up the ladder and slinging down the hall, hollering into my Comms. Jaz! You there? Smitty? The empty ship echoes, a clatter of shouts and my own sharp footfalls but nobody chatters back.

And now here’s Smitty, jogging up to meet me.

"We got to go!" I shout, waving at him to turn around.

No good, he says, Hatch is locked, and I can’t raise Jaz.

I shoulder past him without explaining. Round the corner and bang on the hatch with my fists. JAAAAZ!

Shhh! says Smitty, What’s that?

There’s a clank. Another.

"No, no no no, I say. We’re right here, Jaz, just open the door. Open the door!" But there’s the hiss, the rumble and that little jolt severing one ship from another.

I swing over to the nearest window. God damn. There she goes, drifting away. Did she know?

Suit up, I snap at Smitty, pulling my visor down. It’s not too far, between the Lancer and us yet. Our suits will stand up to the vacuum; Jaz can swing around and pick us up. It might even be better this way; less chance the weaponized bots will leap the distance, from the Hannah Lee to the Lancer.

But then the running lights flicker and I see a touch of tumble in her flight path. That’s not Jaz’s hand at the controls. The lights wink out. I can hardly see the ship at all, lit by nothing but stars and the backwash of the Hannah Lee’s windows. A ghost of a ship.

Well shit- says Smitty, his voice small and tinny through the speakers.

C’mon, I say, snapping the seals back off my helmet again. We got to finish talking with Taylor.

There’s nothing else to do.

Taylor’s still awake on the screen when we get back. He’s quiet, till he sees us.

I’m dead, aren’t I? he says, straight off. It’s not really a question, so I nod.

Linda, too?

I nod again. He bites his lip.

You remember? I ask.

Yeah.

I wait.

It was awful, he says. Me and Linda were so excited. So happy. We found the Betty, he smiles, bitter. We were rich, he shakes his head. We went upstairs to celebrate. Had a few drinks. A shower. Had a good time.

I don’t meet Smitty’s eye.

"We didn’t even know anything was wrong, till Linda went back up to the controls. Nothing worked. No thrust. No attitude. Nothing.

Figured it was a fuse, Taylor’s resurrection shakes its head again. I started down to look and I—I just stepped through the door here when the blowout sounded, the doors clapped shut.

I put on my mask. Ninety minutes I figured, plenty of time. We’d be fine. Taylor breaks off for a minute. I wait him out. I tried to fix it. God, I tried. I rebooted everything. Soft, hard, all of it. I couldn’t get a damned thing working.

There’s something he isn’t saying. He’s looking at me now. Deciding.

I think I might’ve killed us, he says, Cause every time I tried to fix something, it only got worse.

He wants me to tell him it’s not his fault. But it is. It’s his fault she was here at all. I didn’t want her to go. God, we fought about that.

Linda said she thought it was the bots. That they’d turned against us.

I nod. She fought back.

That’s Linda. Taylor bites his lip. Neither one of us says anything.

Behind the forty-four I can see Smitty’s eyes get big. His hand goes up to his mouth and I can see the nickel drop as he works it all out: the bots, the failures and the Lancer. He leans back against the bulkhead. Doesn’t say anything. A good kid, Smitty.

There was nothing I could do, says Taylor, almost begging. I tried everything. Hard reboots. Manuals. The shit just didn’t work. Didn’t even respond after a while.

He’s hit a groove; he can’t stop talking. I can see sweat standing out on his simulated skin.

The air went out. The grav turned off. The power went down. Then the backup. I was just floating in the dark. Just floating. Till you came. Just floating in the dark and wondering if Linda was going to make it, if she got down to the lifeboats, if she got away.

I can’t look at him. Can’t look at Smitty. I stare at the orange gauge on Taylor’s empty air tank. Usually by now a resurrection’s gone off kilter, got so wrapped up in its own thoughts it can’t function and goes silent for a final time. I wonder if that might be better.

We were going to get married you know.

I know. I say. It shuts him up. I force myself to meet his gaze.

Taylor looks at me for a while.

You’re her father, he says.

I nod.

I’m sorry, he says. There’s nothing more to say.

The lights go down. His face flickers out.

It’s okay. I say, to the empty space in the forty-four.

I flip down my faceplate and check my gauge.

Less than two hours left.

So now what, says Smitty, We’re just going to sit here and wait to die?

I turn and start to unclip.

Here, I say, pulling the hose free from my air can. Take it.

That’s yours Sir, Smitty says.

I don’t want it. I say. Everything I love is dead already. Without the tank connected, it’s already getting hot and stuffy in my suit. It’s much better this

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