Shark Dialogues
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Hawaiian Culture
Family
Identity
Family Relationships
Cultural Identity
Star-Crossed Lovers
Forbidden Love
Fish Out of Water
Coming of Age
Noble Savage
Chosen One
Power of Love
Prodigal Son
Mentor Figure
Prodigal Daughter
Love
Love & Loss
Grief & Loss
Hawaiian Culture & History
Racism & Discrimination
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Kiana Davenport
Kiana Davenport is the author of critically acclaimed novels such as Shark Dialogues, Song of the Exile, and the bestselling House of Many Gods.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Absolutely loved the book. Beautiful and enthralling. A part of me identified with every single character in the book. It was a great way to learn some history.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Started to read this for the historical details mixed in the narrative. Hawaiian history is absolutely fascinating and very complex, and this book incorporates a lot it in, I think, a good way - although the writing is plain. But once it got modern (early 1990's) the storyline degenerated - plain writing/bad story, no thanks. I gave up 4/5 of the way through.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wonderfully written saga of Native Hawaiian family, covering much Hawaiian history. Excellent characterization and scene setting. Spirituality and magic enhance the atmosphere.
The story revolves around the women of the family, in particular the Grandmother and her four granddaughters. You are drawn into the world of the four granddaughters, each of mixed race and each the child of a different mother, from their childhood summers in Hawaii to their middle age, as they struggle to identify themselves in relation to their grandmother and Hawaii.
Never been to Hawaii but if the sentiments of the Hawaiians towards Caucasians as portrayed in this book are accurate, don't think I'd feel welcome... - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Great read. Awsome if you enjoy Hawaiian history and cultural learning.
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Shark Dialogues - Kiana Davenport
Compelling . . . Davenport’s gargantuan family epic . . . juggles the elements admirably as she moves from Hawaiian rain forests to downtown Manhattan, slipping easily from the fantastic to the actual. . . Breathtaking.
—Publishers Weekly
Everything about this . . . novel is larger than life. Extravagant.
—Anniston Star
An epic novel. . . panoramic ... In the end, the book’s strongest driving force is love ... Has an intimacy and a personal immediacy most such sweeping novels lack.
—Islands
"Lush, imaginative, and filled with seductive mythology. Shark Dialogues seems to capture the essence of Hawaii itself."
—San Gabriel Valley Tribune
KIANA DAVENPORT was born and raised in Kalihi, of Hawaiian and Anglo-American descent. Author of three previous novels, she was a 1992-93 Fiction Fellow at Radcliffe’s Bunting Institute and received a 1992 grant from the National Endowment for the Humanities. She lives in Boston and Hawaii.
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Shark
Dialogues
Kiana Davenport
To the memory of my mother,
Emma Kealoha
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To the memory of my aunty,
Minnie Kelomika Kam
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To my ‘Ohana, the Houghtailings of Honolulu
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And to the Warriors of Kalaupapa,
those past, and those who live on
with courage and dignity
Acknowledgments
For grants and fellowships awarded during the years in which this novel was written, the author gratefully thanks: the Mary Ingraham Bunting Institute of Radcliffe College, the National Endowment for the Arts, the New York Foundation for the Arts, the Ingram Merrill Foundation, the Ludwig Vogelstein Foundation, the Barbara Deming Memorial Fund, the MacDowell Colony, the Corporation of Yaddo, Blue Mountain Center, the Syvenna Foundation, and Cottages at Hedgebrook.
And heartfelt thanks to Lee Goerner and Harriet Wasserman.
"Hanau Kumulipo i ka po, he kane
Hanau Po‘ele i ka po, he wahine
O kane ia Wai‘ololi, O ka wahine ka Wai‘olola
. . . Ua hanau-mano ko‘u akua . . .
. . . Hanau mano iloko o Hina-ia-‘ele‘ele . . .
Born was Kumulipo in the night, a male
Born was Po‘ele in the night, a female
Male for the narrow waters, female for the broad waters
. . . Born a shark was my god
Born a shark in the month of Hinaia‘ele‘ele . . ."
—from Kumulipo, Hawaiian Chant of Creation,
Re-interpreted by Rubellite Kawena Johnson
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". . . She was born on an island,
and that is already a beginning of solitude
—Marguerite Yourcenar, Fires
SHARK DIALOGUES
Ka ‘Ōlelo
Makuahine
Mother Tongue
Run Run
‘SAILORS, LEPERS, OPIUM, SPIES—with such a family history, how could we be anyt’ing but sluts?"
Dese Jess’s last words to her grandmot’er, Pono. Dat night Pono walk into da sea. But dis happen later, much later, after Ming rinse from our lives full of Dragon Seed. After Vanya become a terrorist, and Hiro suffocate from his own tattoos. It happen long years after dese little half-orphan girls—Vanya, Ming, Rachel, Jess—swim into Pono’s life. I seen. I seen it all. Da years dey run from her. Da years she pull dem back, like bait. So, in a way, dis my history, too.
Now, talk story
time. Early 1990s. Dese four cousins comin’ home. Grown women, now, life t’rown everyt’ing at dem. But on dis island, dey still called Pono’s girls.
And when she call, dey come.
Ka Hale o Nā Kīkepa Kea
House of White Sarongs
JESS MONTGOMERY SAT ON A PLANE pouring west against the sunset. Beside her, a man clutching a deadly colored drink examined her closely, once and for all, so he wouldn’t have to think of her again, for she was pretty, but verging on plain.
She looked down at her strong, square hands, the hands of a healer, a woman whose days were spent in humid rooms with the rusty aroma of blood, her language the haphazard argot of surgery, incisions, exorcisms. She smiled, remembering a handsome, satyr-thighed retriever who woke during surgery and bit her wrist while his bad parts went swish-swish down the drain. Recovering herself in his recovery. A dying Siamese, its final face waiting for her inside its cage, eyes like needles flashing, aloof to the very end. Jess holding its head with grave esteem.
Some were like humans: false pregnancies, malignant breasts, attempted suicides. She healed them and used them, their patience, their resignation, hoping their strength would penetrate into the impenetrable thing of her life. Sometimes she leaned her head against a cage and drifted. One can live without thinking.
Sometimes, caught off guard, she thought of her ex-husband and how, toward the end, sex with him had left her with the sensation of having brushed against death. Or, she thought of him and her daughter, a team, and how the day she understood she was excluded from their world, she had reeled from the house out into the streets, the crowds, and dusk and dark and nothing.
Some nights when her assistants had left, she sat in her clinic among the cages, just to be near breathing things who allowed her to ache without comment, without observation. She didn’t know what to want anymore, so much of life was incomprehensible.
A bishop, looking feudal and cruel, swept past her down the aisle. Behind her, two businessmen began debating the three great inflationary periods since the birth of Christ. Exhausted, Jess leaned back in her seat, fell into slumber so profound, later when she woke, actual human voices made her gasp.
Young faces dripped into her dreams, she and her cousins coming of age in their grandmother’s house, overlooking the Pacific. The house was set in coffee orchards in the misty blue hills of Captain Cook, part of an archipelago of tiny towns with talk-song
names—Hōlualoa, Kainali‘u, Kealakekua, Honaunau—the coffee-growing belt of the district of Kona, set high on an island so lush and volatile and mystic, it had too many names. Island of Hawai‘i. Pele’s Island. Volcano Island. Orchid Island. Because it was so huge, big enough to encompass all the other major islands of Hawai‘i, locals called it simply the Big Island.
In those summers in that house, four young girls had slept like the dead, stroking through torched-sugar nights, dreaming through gauzy harems of the afternoons. Something lay its hand on them, they couldn’t stay awake. Later they would swear they slept for years, slept their way into womanhood in that strange, enchanted place. In other time zones, other latitudes, Jess would close her eyes and feel the moisture-laden trades. Wind searches its haunted rooms, turning pages of a book. A delicate slip laid across a koa chair breathes of itself. A letter trembles. Orchids sweep across the lānai. The life of each girl began before that house, but it so enveloped them, that was what they chose to remember as their beginning.
At first men came too, fathers, husbands, brothers. But something in Pono’s house diminished men. They couldn’t stay. It became a place of women, cautious, whispering, filling up the gaping mouths of doorways. Their mothers brought them in the early years (except for Jess, sent from the mainland on her own). And when the mothers could no longer bear the burden of the house, what it contained, they sent their daughters there alone, threw them across the sea like human sacrifices. The girls grew inextricably close, turning away from the rest of the world. Entering Pono’s house, they entered a kind of Ice Age.
Arriving in their early years, not yet in their teens, and seeing their grandmother waiting at the door, something like fatigue came over them. They moved slower, to accommodate their fear. Pono was a giant woman, pure-blood Hawaiian, her beauty legendary. She was also kahuna, she could look someone to death. The cane she carried, made of human spine, was said to be that of a lover who betrayed her. She possessed a rosary of human molars. At night, it was said, her teeth grew into points. How she came to own the big house, the coffee plantation, so much land, was never known. There were rumors. Part of each month she disappeared.
We had no father,
Vanya’s mother whispered.
She never wanted us,
Jess’s mother said.
Ming’s mother only shook her head, possessing some awful, unsay-able knowledge.
One summer the girls found sepia snapshots—their mothers as young girls in Catholic uniforms, a sorrowful generosity in their eyes, as if they were forgiving the viewer for transgressions committed down the decades. In the years after World War II, their mothers had turned perverse. One married a Chinese descendant of cane-cutters, stoop-work coolies
with permanently bent backs. Another ran off with a Filipino, a Pidgin-speaking busboy. Rachel’s mother left her infant in Pono’s kitchen, and disappeared forever. Jess’s mother went all the way, eloping with a haole,* who took her to the East Coast of the U.S. mainland. In this way, Pono’s grandchildren were all mixed-marriage mongrels, their mothers’ revenge. At sixteen, Rachel would double that revenge, marrying a Yakuza, a walking tattoo.
As summers passed, the cousins were absorbed into the town of Captain Cook, yet still seemed to float outside it, inviolate, lit against the formidable backdrop of Pono. On Sundays, they peered from her old black Buick like flowers passing in a bowl, Pono steering imperiously, dressed like a duchess. When she drove her four-wheel Jeep, she was a frontier woman, hunched over, alert, the girls bouncing raucously around her. But when she drove the rusty pickup, her girls in back like hostages, she drove like a psychopath, ignoring Stop signs, traffic lights, as if behind that wheel, ancestral blood of helmsmen drummed within her. Had cannibal warriors crossing three thousand miles of ocean yielded right-of-way?
To most locals, the girls were indistinguishable, called simply Pono’s girls,
aloof, of slightly different hues. Only Run Run, the cook, and Pono’s field hands, could tell them apart. Ming, Hawaiian-Chinese, was delicate, one pound powder
pale. Vanya, Hawaiian-Filipino, had rich, brown island skin, a quick temper. Rachel, Hawaiian and maybe Japanese (or Korean, or Mongol, who knew?), possessed the fairness of peach blossoms and apple jade, her beauty so perfectly proportioned it hurt to look at her. Jess was ruddy-skinned, fair in winter, red then tan in summer.
Gangly mix-bloods, their teenage years were filled with Jeep runs round the island, up to Waimea and Honoka‘a for the rodeos, pageantry of the Grand Entry, the breath-stopping theater of champion paniolo, Hawaiian cowboys, in bareback bronco and bull-riding contests.
Pono loved the spectacle. "Paniolo the only men left with true Hawaiian mana."
Those summers would always be mingled in Jess’s memory with horse-sweat man-sweat stench of furious bulls manure and fear shave-ice wet hay pineapple-spears a circus-smell excitement expectation as they approached the grounds flying dust of bullrings catching in her eyes aureoling fence posts the bands the paniolo turning everything into a dream and clowns warming up the crowds and hula girls and bands then paniolo riding out resplendent on their mounts waving to the crowds to her then disappearing minutes later exploding back into the ring bareback on wild broncos Jess screaming huddling on wooden grandstand benches in the asylum of Pono’s wings horrified as blood spattered azure plush of embroidered cowboy shirts and bright pink and purple chaps and golden muscular Hawaiian stomachs slashed open guts like blue oysters raw sea urchins spilling out so that rodeos and Puerto Rican kachi-kachi bands smell of blood rawhide and saddles rinsed into heavy smell of sugarcane sweet gardenia smell of Kona snow
white blossoms of the coffee trees in her grandmother’s fields. Her youth.
In that large, restless house of water-haunted sunlight, the kitchen was where they discovered their real history. Stories heard from Run Run, the cook, drugged them, startled them, fleshed and shaped their evolution. As she talked, her hands were busy whacking bloody chicken parts, dripping grease from laulau, cheroot of dried cuttlefish hanging from her lips.
"Dat missin’ fingah on yoah tūtū’s hand, from pineapple sliceah at Dole Cannery. You know how many years she punched time clock at dat evil place? You know foah why? So could send yoah mot’ers private Catholic school, so dey no turn out gum-chewin’ whores on Hotel Street. Dis da truth, foah shoah!"
Arriving in late spring, the girls were always given separate rooms. Pono didn’t want them mixing up their dreams. But, later, while she snored, their white sleeping sarongs licked the dark like candles as they explored secret rooms, lagoons of the forbidden, then tumbled into a big koa four-poster, mosquito net like albino skin muffling their laughter. Concentrating their attention, they would examine each other, compare changes each year had wrought, Jess’s new body odor, the way Vanya’s breasts were forming, the way hair grew under arms. They were half of each other’s blood; what happened to one happened to the others.
Some nights they gossiped for hours, so buoyed up by each other, they felt nothing in life would be able to resist them, nothing would happen to them accidentally. Finally, in a confusion of limbs, they slept, windows thrown wide, only a shivering net between them and the vast Pacific, exploding planets in a carnival of sky. Sometimes tradewinds galloped through with such force, when they woke it seemed a giant finger had moved the furniture across the room.
Some nights without warning, Pono would shake them, wake them before dawn, drive to a secret beach where they scoured the shore with Coleman lanterns, looking for treasures washed in from the Orient. Blue glass fishing floats from Japanese fleets working tuna longlines in the Bering Sea, ivory mah-jongg tiles, gold jewelry, rare colored bottles, ceramic jugs with Cyrillic lettering. By midmorning, exhausted, the girls would drowse along the beach, until Pono piled them into the Jeep. Headed for home she would talk story,
telling how they were descended from the daughter of a great Tahitian chief, a fearless swimmer and Eater of Stones, a woman who fought for Queen Lili‘uokalani, last monarch of Hawai‘i.
On stormy, starless nights there were no drives, no beachcombing, only sleep-filled hours, the girls turning and turning, sliding in and out of each other’s dreams. Some nights they woke suddenly, knowing she was there, looming, terrifying, waving that ugly cane.
There are things to tell.
She would pull up a hand-carved teak chair, lean close and talk. The wonders of the world, the Pyramids, the Great Wall, the serpent called the Amazon. She talked past dawn, past noon, into another evening, drugging them with her legends, her travels, what she had seen. When they were young, they believed everything she told them, though they didn’t understand. When they were older, they learned everything she had said was true.
Jess woke with a start, voices of airline passengers assaulting her. She woke up different, several hours closer to the Pacific. And it seemed her metabolism changed, she could almost feel the pigment in her skin thicken, imagined her knuckles hardening like knobby bamboo, soles of her feet growing calluses. And the sea, the sea, quickening in her veins! A coral reef ticking, nerves jangly like tambourine-fins of wrestling oarfish, a whispering like planchette conversations of wise octopi. She closed her eyes, seeing prismatic colors on backs of leaping dolphin, and gold on gold—the sun on Polynesian surfers, bodies arched into calligraphy.
Three years, the longest she had ever stayed away. This homecoming doubly urgent, for Pono had summoned her, all of them, a desperate thing. She’s nearing eighty. Maybe she is dying. Something inside Jess buckled and troughed, she wanted to bark out loud. She had always been terrified of Pono, there were rank feelings, possibly hate, between them. Because of her, Jess’s mother had perished alone in a desert. Still, it was too soon for Pono to die. Too many questions unanswered, too many mysteries unsolved.
Jess thought of her cousins converging on the big house. Rachel and Ming flying over from Honolulu, where they had spent their lives, from which, except for the Big Island, they had never ventured. And Vanya, arriving from Australia, from a political caucus, she and Jess the movers, always running from Pono, trying to forget her, yet possessing a capacious need to remember. The woman was their genesis, their dark fairy tale, the unraveled narrative they needed to solve. She was the lamp always burning, signaling them to come burn their wings on her.
*Haole—meaning white, Caucasian, which is used throughout the novel, is pronounced how-lee.
A Hawaiian-English glossary is provided on pages 481-87.
Ka Wahine Maka’u
Woman Afraid
IN DARWIN, ON AUSTRALIA’S NORTHERN TIP, in a slovenly imitation of signaling, a cabbie jammed his hand out the window, yelling profanities at pedestrians.
Vanya studied his crimson, pockmarked neck, thinking how utterly she hated these whites.
He eyed her in the rearview and grinned. She was dark, with a yellow cast that, in certain lights, turned golden. Big-breasted, flashing eyes, electric hair. Could be Maori, or Tongan, no, the legs too good. More likely, Tahitian.
He swerved, avoiding a lorry, and eyed the rearview again. Where we headed, dearie?
The airport.
She spoke each word with precision so he‘d know she was educated. And keep your eyes on the bloody road.
Two weeks here and she sounded like them. Bloody this, bloody that.
She dropped her head, studied a sheaf of papers, thinking of the man she had just left, eight days and nights of their bodies snapping together like furious animals. She had hated him on sight, had subscribed to his attraction only out of fatigue.
That’s how it begins, she thought, With malice.
Since her son’s death three years back, it had been nothing but mindless swerving and crashing against strangers, not looking back, not sweeping up. This one, though, this Simon Weir, kept pulling her back.
You’ll come to trust me,
he said. Because we bled each other first.
She hated his presumption, his white Aussie voice, malign persistence of a nasal undertone. Yet she came back repeatedly.
Now she dragged luggage from the cab and boarded the flight to Honolulu, sick in body and soul. During the long droning hours, she flashed back on the last two weeks, a Pacific Women’s Peace Conference in Sydney, exploring the role of women’s political, economic, and social life in the major islands throughout the Pacific. Along with matters of land rights, alcoholism, street crime, the lack of women in government, delegates had voted on a consensus of resolutions demanding denuclearization of their islands: no more uranium mining, no more dumping of nuclear waste, no nuclear-powered ships in their waters.
The conference had lasted five days and she had been gone over two weeks. She saw herself on the dais the last day of the conference, as legal representative for Native Hawaiian Nationalist Women, urging militancy among all Pacific peoples, warning them they were being written out of history, that they would soon unexist. The greedy superpowers of the world would roll right over them. And all the while she lectured, she thought of Simon, of meeting him in Darwin, what they would do to each other.
The first time she saw him, a year earlier, she was in Darwin meeting with Gagadu Aborigine women campaigning against further uranium mining in their lands, chemicals of which were polluting their streams and rivers. One evening she had found herself staring at flying foxes hanging upside down from trees. Like me. Asleep in their own filth. Disgusted, she turned toward her hotel. She was entering; he was leaving—it should have stopped there. He followed her back into the lobby and watched her without watching her. Tall, muscular, wiry, reddish hair and mustache, a paramilitary air; he even wore his watch above his wristbone, military-fashion.
He approached cautiously, and Vanya stepped back, appraising. She knew the type, an outcast of sorts, all the women he wanted, most unsought. So he sought her out instead, drawn by her disinterest, a certain hauteur. For a while they seemed to circle, two wolves recognizing each other. When he finally introduced himself, his smile was quick, a reflection across a blade. In bed, he was cold, mechanical. Fondle. Penetrate. Ejaculate. Arrest. But in his sleep, he wept. She had never seen a white man weep. Now, away from him, all she could think of was Simon moving toward her, then in her, in a ruthless, sexual glide. Of all the men she had slept with, he was the source of her greatest shame. A race she loathed, distrusted, preached against. Yet, he was in her blood like a virus.
Mid-flight she stood in the rest room, splashing her face, avoiding the mirror. Then, she sat down, leaning her head against the sink, wishing she were dead. Her life was loveless, sonless, obscene. What is more obscene, more deviant from the moral progression, than a parent outliving its child?
Buckling back into her seat, she wrapped up in a blanket, imagining Jess winging her way from New York City, the two of them colliding midair. They had last seen each other three years earlier at Vanya’s son’s funeral. The pain was too sweeping, Pono’s rage at her grandson’s death, at Vanya for neglecting him,
too devastating. Since then, Jess had stayed away.
Now they were being officially summoned, corraled into that dreadful big house, a place Vanya reconstructed so often in dreams she could no longer leave it behind. It inhabited her. Through the years it had become for her a House of Horrors, Pono mocking her, demeaning her, offering no comfort, no advice. Lost in her own dark epic, she was always sliding on long leather gloves, off on another mysterious journey, so that Vanya came to associate her grandmother’s departures with dead skins coming to life.
That creaking house, with its smells from another era. Curdled odor of rotting antimacassars, nauseous sachets in warped drawers. In her mind, Vanya was already seeking out a room where she could hide, trying to get beyond the sound of Pono’s voice. Even when they were young, she had never treated Vanya as a child, had always addressed her differently, scolded her more harshly than the others, relying on the inherent toughness Pono was sure Vanya had inherited from her. She always loved me less. The least. Yet, at the end of those summers—shutters banging against days veering into September, the end of their stay, Jess flying back to the mainland—Vanya’s feet had always dragged, she became depressed, not knowing why.
It seemed her whole life had been like that. She learned to hold her breath and wait, with foreboding certainty, for events to develop in her life in which love was withheld, or taken back from her. Her parents. Her husband. Then Ta‘a Utu from a rough tribe of Samoans in Honolulu. A man she had loved, lost, and found again, so he could ultimately desert her. And, then, Hernando, her son. Each loss a disfiguring, so that who she was was no longer a fixed text.
Ming will comfort me. She always does. Vanya pulled the blanket round her, thinking of her frail cousin, oldest of them all, the wisest. She and Rachel, that useless slave, stuck in Hawai‘i all their lives.
Images sifted down, Ming and Rachel appeasing, fluttering round their grandmother the way, in old Japanese prints, butterflies and peonies always escorted the lion. The way Pono bullied them, yet favored them, regarding Vanya and Jess as gypsies, addicted to lives of drift, one or both of them showing up randomly, like unexpected animal parts in one’s soup.
‘Ole
Nothingness
KORI-KORI, THE OLD GARDENER, STOOD in the driveway splashed with jacarandas. He hesitated, then continued raking the gravel. The lady of the house was never untheatrical, he had learned to look away. If she was hurt or dead, the cook would summon him.
Hearing the gunshot, the cook ran from the house, looked into the swimming pool, and covered her face. Rachel stared down at the shark floating belly-up in the crimson runoff of its dying. For years she had swum beside that thing in a daring and careful truce. It never bothered her, had hardly acknowledged her. She swore she could read its mind. She pumped another bullet into it, the shot resounding across the lawn, setting peacocks shrieking in the trees.
She stood up disgusted, having wanted the act to be the equivalent of a haiku, swift, simple, clean. But the first bullet had sent the thing thrashing out of the water, spraying blood over Tahitian gardenias, delicate spider lilies. She dropped the automatic in the grass and walked away, a woman stepping from a frame.
In the kitchen, she drank guava juice straight from the bottle like a derelict. Ask Kori-Kori to clean the pool.
Then, she glided from room to room of her spacious house in Kahala, the Beverly Hills of Honolulu.
That morning Rachel had discovered two things, the message from her grandmother summoning her to the Big Island, and a snapshot from Macao. In the snapshot, her husband, Hiro, and a young prostitute were sitting together in a gambling casino. The girl was whispering in his ear, one hand under the table.
Maybe he is giving her money. Maybe she is touching him. For twenty-three years he had kept his world apart from her, kept her on her carousel of make-believe. Rachel had never wanted children, refusing to share Hiro’s affections. Now, almost forty, she found herself in a state of arrest, of female infantilism, a thing repugnant at her age. Yet their love was sharp as teeth. When Hiro was away from her, she knew he valued life a little less, so he took chances.
His business was the water trade,
which encompassed it all—liquor, blackmail, prostitution, drugs—up and down the Asian coast from Malaysia to Hong Kong and Tokyo. Through the years he had set her up in the house in Kahala and she became something of a salonnière. Vanya and Ming would arrive to find artists and buffoons swaggering in her gardens on Sunday afternoons, orchids fluttering in their drinks, matching birds gyring overhead. Sometimes the carp in the pond surfaced, staring at the strangers, so that they seemed to be a thought in some very cold-blooded mind. There were even gangsters there on Sunday afternoons, people Rachel hated, but they were part of Hiro’s world, and so she competed with them in dangerous ways.
When he left, she lived like an acolyte waiting for his return. He would come home, stay a few weeks, and leave again. When he was with her too long, he said he felt like something swallowed by an animal drinking. Sometimes, seeing his gun strapped to his chest like a rodent, Rachel wondered if he wore it to protect himself from her. Maybe her love was so intense, his absence was how they kept from killing each other.
Full-blooded Japanese, Hiro was sixty now, a Yakuza, tattooed from his neck to his feet. As a boy he had been sent by his father from Honolulu to Japan to be educated. Instead, he became a gangster. At twenty-six he returned to Honolulu and, seeing the tattoos, his father disowned him. That same night, a young girl moved to him through moonlight, drawn by his blue skin. Hearing of their elopement, Pono had damned Rachel forever, forbidding her cousins to see her.
Months passed, and Pono received a letter. She sat motionless while Run Run read it aloud in Pidgin.
"Tūtū . . . Maybe you ha’ nevah loved, Rachel wrote.
But when one loves a t’ing, infuses it wit’ love, a soul is born from darkness, from not’ingness. Widdout love, a light is missing from dat object. I miss my cousins so much I t’ink my heart is breaking, but I will even sacrifice dem foah my husband. I would die for him." Run Run was silent afterward, her eyes floating off.
Her granddaughter’s words, rude and melancholy, struck a chord. Pono walked the beaches barking at the sea, cursing this bastard child who knew nothing of sacrifice, or love, a thing earned harshly year by year, decade by decade. Nonetheless, after two years, she relented, allowed Rachel to come home again. But she never allowed Hiro near the place, never laid eyes on him.
And don’t be fooled,
she warned Rachel. What you and this man share is he-dog she-dog heat. When your loins are dead, long hair growing from your chin, then maybe you begin to understand real love.
By now, Rachel understood the word had many definitions. It could mean denial, deprivation. It could become bizarre, occult, a game where Hiro held all the stakes. Still he protected her, kept a shield round her, was attendant to his lust for her. Just two years earlier, he had returned from Bangkok bringing her three rare pearls. Implanted in the foreskin of his penis, they had increased orgasmic sensation to the point where she lost consciousness. Now she looked down at the snapshot from Macao. When did the players change? When did allegiance slide, and love turn sloppy?
She picked up the message from Run Run, her grandmother summoning her, and with the message came a sense of fatigue. Around Pono, Rachel went without makeup, wore loose clothes like a woman in purdah. Sometimes she even wore cardigans, what she felt women wore when their sex life was over. She kowtowed, playing Pono’s game. At the price of submission, she was allowed to get close enough to study the old woman, try to glean the source of her brutal powers.
In turn, she let Pono study her, this bastard granddaughter who had succumbed to the operatic and perishable life of a geisha, of eternally pleasing one man. A life dedicated to the painting of delicate calligraphy, to learning the intricacies of the tea ceremony, a life spent playing the catgut shamizen and perfecting the art of origami, the wrapping artistically in precious papers, space, nothing at all. And the other, unspoken life dedicated to pleasure, delirium. Sometimes, seeing herself through Pono’s eyes, Rachel saw her slow evaporation. Life was growing old for her, Hiro traveled more and more. Her seductive arts, her rituals, her passion for him, had nowhere to go. Without him, she was pared down to ‘ole. Nothingness.
Like a zombie, she readied a room for Jess. A day and a night of shoring each other up before meeting the others and taking the thirty-minute flight to the Big Island. She thought with dread of seeing Vanya. They had never been close. Not that they were so opposite, but Vanya despised Rachel’s life, belittled her, used ambiguous figures of speech Rachel never quite caught on to. Lately, they had resorted to a dialect of the eye, criticizing, consuming each other, silently.
Ming will smooth things over. Pono’s favorite. Our little mediator.
From the window, she watched Kori-Kori wipe blood, one petal at a time, from Tahitian gardenias. Then he knelt at the pool with chopsticks, delicately plucking at floating viscera, like a man at a terrible meal.
Kānalua Buda
Buddha Doubt
MING SAT ALONE IN HER GARDEN of blue ginger, face so pale she seemed to fade into the white of an aging afternoon. Beyond her high-hedged tiny yard, traffic honked in potholed streets of Kalihi, outside downtown Honolulu. She sighed, closed her eyes, the book she held sliding to the grass.
All day she had traveled, with K’ang-hsi, seventeenth-century emperor of China. She had ridden into battle with his mounted archers, capturing Taiwan, leveling the walls of Albazin, then suffering through the terrible eight-year San-Fan War. K’ang-hsi’s mounted archers were trained from infancy, never knowing fear. At age five, from galloping steeds, they slew geese in flight with bow and arrow. At eight, they slew leaping stags and learned formation riding. At twelve, they were fearless, hunting tiger and bear with only one arrow. As warriors, they were the emperor’s living shield.
In the sixtieth year of his reign, sitting in his golden room among his golden books and jade-and-ruby-handled writing quills, K’ang-hsi wrote in emperor’s vermilion, the red ink reserved only for him:
I am approaching seventy, the world is my possession. My sons, grandsons, great-grandsons number one hundred and fifty. My country is at peace. And yet. What of my loyal mounted archers, companions in my glorious victories? Gone, all gone. Trained for early death, what did they know of this life? A horse’s rhythms, penetration of an arrow, precision of a how. Yet, they are what my memory fastens on. Gallantry died with them.
Exhilarated, with the toe of a tiny slipper, a footbinder’s dream, Ming closed K’ang-hsi’s memoirs. Still lovely, but arthritic and bent with lupus, at forty-five she had long retired from teaching. Children grown, husband deep in orchid breeding, she had retreated into great books, great thought, Albinoni and Bach, a world that would not betray. Years of physical pain were reducing her to a life of the mind, which, increasingly, Ming felt was the only reality in this imagined world. She had begun to see that lupus—the cyclical fevers, chronic fatigue, crippling arthritic pain—was a kind of ally, exempting her from the slow drip of the quotidian, giving her time to consider art, God, humiliation.
After especially bad visitations lasting several days or weeks, attacks that occurred without warning, without regularity, attacks that racked and ravaged, knotted her joints, left body temperature soaring, she would come back from a journey most people never made, come back reborn as if from the dead, so she seemed to be instantly older, or eerily young. At such times, her husband, Johnny, brooded over her, her hair in oily shreds, lips chapped, arms unbearably thin.
Sometimes he found her unconscious, mouth gaping horribly. And he mourned, remembering the years when she was healthy, how she had made him sleepy with her tender movements. How he had always loved her hands on things, on him. At New Year’s, they’d set places at table for ancestors, mooncakes and tea, leaving extra chairs for them. And lovely Ming, hands in her lap, would smile mysteriously at him for hours. Now he was unable to reach her, she lay outside the territory of his days.
Once he asked what happened to her mind in the worst days of the attack, the wolf mark settled on her face, her eyes rolled upward showing whites, skin larval, like the new-born, or the just-dead.
I go back,
Ming whispered. Childhood fantasies, terrors, all swimming in and out of sequence.
She kept the rest behind her eyes, the other place she went to, place of drops and puffs, where she felt a decreasing need for her husband, for the world, because it interfered with her need for the other thing.
Now Ming sighed, leaned down, picked up her book. Beyond the hedge, children passed singing Jesus Loves Me.
She thought of her mixed-marriage childhood, Buddhist father, Catholic mother, years of Christmas pageants, Lenten penance, Stations of the Cross, interspersed with steps of the Lion Dance, the Monkey Dance, in honor of Chinese New Year. Am I Buddhist or Catholic? she had asked. Both, her parents said. God has many families.
Years later, saffron robes, the smell of joss sticks, sound of Buddhist temple chimes, would mingle in her mind with catechistic chanting, a nun’s starched wimple, priests in dark closets, dispensing absolution. She had learned to accept the ideological flexibility of Buddhism, that it could incarnate into different cultures, and she had long ago decided that the athlete on the cross was just another manifestation of the Buddha.
Now, inside her house, Ming knelt on a cushion before a small shrine, lighting joss sticks of black sandalwood, solemnly asking for Buddha’s blessing. Yet, she had growing doubts about the Buddha. After twenty years of pain, she had begun to see him not at all as godlike, but as a moody, childish heckler, doling out abuse. Now she abused him back, reaching into a small covered jade bowl, curling her fingers around a pea-size ball of waxlike gum. Her breath quickened. She drew the blinds in her bedroom, plugged the gum into a bamboo pipe and lit it, sucking deeply in.
Her lungs opened, ravenous, nerve stalks alert, waiting to be stunned. Before transcendence, before the slow translucent dreams began, she thought of her cousins about to descend on her. Women who, in the eyes of strangers, had achieved a certain symmetry in their passage through the world. Yet each time they came to her, they came needy, wanting to know how to live, how to not be brutalized, practically crawling into Ming’s lap, so healthy, so robust, she found them vaguely malignant.
Yet, Ming loved them, she was devoted to each one—Vanya, Rachel, Jess—each woman a raw, shivering human event. Driven by love, ideology, a search for one’s self, they were anguished, sometimes dull, bizarre. But what possessed them basically was love, the need to stay intact for each other. And so, they looked to Ming, the oldest, seeing her gestures, her words, as clues to surviving.
They came to her with their victories, their failures, their strange, forbidden plots, wrapping round her like roots. Sometimes resentment flared, and in her mind Ming thrust them all away, even her husband and children, feeling they were amateurs, knowing nothing of life. For what did one know about living until they were stripped of human feeling, of every illusion, by blinding, pulverizing pain. Pain so abiding, so all-encompassing it left only an appetite for filth.
In her stupor she moaned. A silk curtain fluttered, sunlight drew a blade across the bed. Somewhere in the Gobi, a Mongol milked a singing horse. Caravans approached. Someone quietly removed her skin. And, then . . . and . . . then ... all the racking fevers, knotted joints, the marrow slowly crumbling in her bones, were left behind.
And she flew free, O free, even her cousins left behind, a tribe that sits at a window.
Nā Iwi o Kalaupapa
The Bones of Kalaupapa
THIS PLACE. SMALL, VERDANT ISLAND of almost impenetrable rain forests. Lush hidden valleys, plunging waterfalls, barking deer, and goat, and boar floating down aisles of giant fern, eucalypti. The heady fragrance of jasmine, frangipani, narcotic sizzle of ginger. And copper suns turning the island magenta in ancient afternoons. Here is the Polynesia of the past, of talk-soft legends and taboos, the place called Moloka‘i.
In old-time villages, families still weave their fishing nets, tend taro patches and rice paddies, hand-carve canoes. Mules still slow-poke to measuring pits where sandalwood was cut to fit the holds of nineteenth-century ships bound for the Orient. Locals still night-fish by torchlight in waters blessed by the Southern Cross. Lovestruck kāne still stroke ole kine ‘ukulele, singing in falsetto, and graceful wāhine still dance barefoot, telling legends of the rains.
The island has another side, the silent side. Winds from the north shore still whisper of terrible decades, unspeakable generations, that left that part of Moloka‘i kapu, inaccessible except by sea, air, or treacherous muddy mule paths down jungle cliffs soaring three thousand feet high. Sailors who have roamed the world still swear this silent, mist-shrouded coastline of the north, and its small peninsula asleep on the fringe of prehistory, is the most haunting and beautiful place in all the Seven Seas.
The peninsula, sheltered east and west by jungle, is the setting for a place called Kalaupapa, a name that momentarily stills the hearts of all Hawaiians. Here, over a hundred and thirty years ago, it became a kennel for the damned, those natives afflicted with ma ‘i pākē, the Chinese sickness,
more commonly known as leprosy. Here for decades, lepers—hunted down and caged—were pushed from ships with wooden poles, left to the mercy of sharks, stormy seas, or madness, as the bacteria ravaged their nerves, their eyes, muscles, bones, then ate their internal organs.
Now, rich green fields grow over acres of crude graves, dug swiftly when victims expired daily, in the dozens. St. Philomena Church is renovated, expectoration holes still visible in newly varnished floors. Father Damien’s grave is sand-polished, tended regularly, necklaced in fresh lei. A sense of battlefields recovering, buds pushing through scorched earth. And yet. . . at dusk, one hears the shuffling, the crowds, broken spirits back from the dead to perch on cliffs and moan, remembering.
Here, on a sun-drenched day, the woman named Pono stood on a bluff overlooking the sea. She was massive, standing well over six feet, hair a luxuriant gray shawl billowing round her hips. She held her arms out, chanting, and wild boar in the jungle went down on their knees. When she sang, flowers changed color, spotted deer dissolved into the bark of trees as hunters passed with bow and arrow.
She was kahuna, creating more life around her than was actually there, heightening the momentousness of each living thing by simply gazing upon it. Almost eighty years old, she was a woman who had dared everything, committed every conceivable act, for the man sitting nearby. A gull deployed, snatching in midair the strip of raw aku she had flung. Her laugh was deep and resonant.
The man on the blanket at her feet looked up. Why do you laugh, Beloved?
Pono sank to her knees, wrapping her arms round him. Because I am here where I belong, with my favorite noseless man.
They roared, rocking back and forth like children. Because I am so happy.
She lay down with her head in his lap, talking about her girls
coming home to the big house, about the coffee cherries, the harvest season to come. The time of dancing pigs
she called it, when the brutes would break out of their pens, gorge on ripe coffee beans and go berserk, chasing humans and horses, rollicking down the road with Run Run’s laundry in their teeth. While Pono talked, the man caressed her with a hand long gone, so it was more a club. An artifact. His name was Duke Kealoha, and as they murmured back and forth, Pono studied what was left of him, remembering her first sight of him over sixty years ago. A bronze, Polynesian god.
A girl of seventeen, seeing him, her heart had buckled, knowing he would give her great joy, but he would also test her. Even with supernatural powers, she did not foresee that life, too, would test her. Bounty hunters. Slavery. And worse. Now, she pushed the past away, telling him of her dream, returning and returning. A human corpse, eye sockets weeping algae, rocking side to side on the ocean floor.
I think my time is soon,
she whispered. That’s why I’ve called the girls home.
Duke looked down at her intently, knowing her dreams were prophetic, but suspecting he was the one who would die. His once fierce, handsome, brown face was now cratered, cheeks and lips massively scarred from old lesions, nose bridge collapsed from medical experiments, one good hand, clubs for feet, living his life in a wheelchair. Racked with kidney problems, bad circulation, side effects of the sulfone drug for leprosy, now called Hansen’s disease, he had suffered several minor heart attacks. Appetite diminished, he seemed to lack all needs, except the need for her. Emotional, spiritual. And sexual. In that way ma‘i Pākē had been kind.
Pono sat up, clinging to him. For sixty years you have forbidden it. Now, I want to end my days with you, to live at Kalaupapa.
She rubbed his still massive chest, saw the miraculous hardening between his legs, his young-warrior passion for her.
He took her hand and shook his head, momentarily ignoring his erection. When he spoke, his voice was deep, commanding, cultured but slightly old-fashioned, from lack of contact with the outside world.
Beloved, we have had a long life, have suffered, wept, rejoiced. All the emotions and rages of normal men and women. We have done this without the eyes of the world, privacy extending to us the dignity humans are entitled to. We have lived with conscience and pride, but at the price of our daughters, who grew up fatherless, knowing nothing of me. You, their mother, pushed them away.
I wanted you instead ...
Then make up for this with our granddaughters, before it is too late. Do not abandon them. Do not cheat them of your love ...
He hesitated. "And anyway, I think it is my corpse you see in dreams."
She gasped, diving backward through her soul. Oh, let me come and end our days together!
He shook her viciously until her bones creaked. "Go against my wishes, and I will put out your eyes. You will be kapu on Kalaupapa!"
She wept, grasping his hands. "Then let me tell them you exist. Let them know their mothers were not fatherless, that I was not a whore. Let them see you, embrace you. Let us end our life in sunlight . . ."
Duke threw back his head and laughed. "See me? This cursed, filthy mound of broken flesh?" He tried to imagine it, young, healthy women gazing upon him, claiming his corrupt flesh as their own. They would be sick at first glance.
All I ever asked of you was dignity,
he whispered. Let me die out of sight of the world, here with the bones of my family.
Later, as he dozed with his dear head in her arms, Pono stared intensely at nothing until her eyes, black as the red-black heart of aku, faded to brown, tan, then white, so white her eyeballs seemed turned inward, studying the mechanisms of her brain. I will sacrifice all I possess, all I love, to end my days with him. I will do anything.
She could look someone to death, transfer pain from one human to another. Yet Pono’s powers did not extend to Duke; love turned her impotent. She had never been able to trick him, or argue him out of a decision. She had never been able to cure him. Sometimes, looking for the key that would engage the tumblers, throw the lock, bend him to her will, she searched in her genealogy, for clues.
Now, she took from her pocket her aniani kahuna, her prophet-mirror, one side of which reflected the past-running-backward, and the other, the future-running-forward, which was the cloudy side. Thinking of all the lives lived that had brought her to this point, Pono gazed at herself in the past-running-backward glass, and her weathered, brown face was slowly rinsed of age.
Her features in young womanhood melted quickly to girlhood, then infancy. As she watched, her infant face dissolved into that of her mother’s, then her mother’s mother, faces blending, melting back to those of an earlier century. This time a double image appeared, the face of a dark, Tahitian beauty named Kelonikoa, Pono’s great-grandmother, beside her the haggard face of a one-eyed haole, Pono’s great-grandfather. Kelonikoa faded, and there was only the haole, growing less haggard, eye patch less distinct, melting back and back to his handsome, two-eyed youths.
Pavilions in the Sea
HE STOOD WEEPING IN A FIELD, and it was 1834. He was seventeen, owning nothing, loving nothing but a bay horse, dead at his feet of old age. His name was Mathys Coenradtsen, eighth child in a line of eight sons, and the field lay near the town of Coxsackie in the Hudson River Valley of New York State.
His family were farmers, descended from an orphan sent in a shipload of boys and girls from an almshouse in Amsterdam, Holland, to work for the Dutch West India Company, and to . . . increase the population of New Netherland.
The letter of transmittal to Peter Stuyvesant from the Burgomeisters of Amsterdam was dated May 27, 1655, and the orphan inventory list included the first Mathys Coenradtsen, sixteen years of age.
He must have been rebellious and feisty, for records show him hauled into court November 1657 for knocking his employer down, and again in 1660 in a suit for debts he refused to pay a Reyn Van Coelen, and again in 1665 for ostensibly declaring Damn the King,
and The Devil fetch the King,
when caught chopping wood on the Sabbath. By the 1670s he had mellowed, settled into farming on leased land, married and began a family.
According to Albany court records, in 1683 Mathys purchased from three Mohawk Indians, Manoenta, Unekeek, and Kachketowaa, a piece of woodland lying behind Koxhaghkye,
later called Coxsackie, to each of whom he paid a cloth of duffel, two knives, and wampum.
In 1697 this same stretch of land was officially granted to him by Governor Benjamin Fletcher, a representative of the Crown he had publicly defamed thirty years before. The land conveyed by this grant comprised 3,500 acres. In 1699, Mathys took an oath of allegiance to the British Crown.
Until the Revolutionary War his descendants lived uneventful lives, farming portions of the land, leasing out the rest. In 1776, two Coenradtsen brothers and three cousins died fighting for the colonies, another was hanged, refusing to sign the Articles of Association, his sympathies with the Loyalists. By the 1800s the Coenradtsens had settled down again to farming, trading pigs, horses, cattle.
By 1834, when Mathys Coenradsten stood weeping in his father’s field, other Dutch families—the Van Burens, Van Dycks, Van Cortlandts—had long since distinguished themselves with dynastic patroonships in the Hudson River Valley. The greatest patroonship, Rensselaerwyck, on the west bank of the Hudson, near Coxsackie, included some 700,000 acres, land slowly accumulated by the family since 1630.
Yet nothing in the Coenradtsen genes drove them beyond the life of the soil. They did not acquire great tracts of land, did not challenge the world of trade or politics. Bit by bit their land holdings dwindled: gambling debts, bad marriages. While the enterprising and colorful Van Cortlandts, Roosevelts, and Livingstons entered the sugar-refining business, the canny Rhinelanders imported crockery, the Brevoorts became ironmongers, the Schermerhorns ship chandlers. But the shortsighted Coenradtsens remained poor farmers and animal traders.
By his fifteenth birthday, Mathys saw no future for himself. His four oldest brothers would inherit the choicest acres of family land, while Mathys and the others would be doled out small, exhausted plots. Wanting to flee the soil, he began to dream of a life at sea. On cool, starry nights, he would lie in the field with a neighbor, third cousin of a sailor named Warren Delano (great-grandfather of a man who would become the country’s president), as the boy talked dreamily of Warren’s adventures on an opium clipper plying the Pacific, the wealth he was accumulating.
In a letter to his cousin, that took one year and three days to reach Coxsackie, Warren Delano described his high life on the seas, raving about the beauty of the Sandwich Isles, like great pavilions rising from the Pacific. Discovered
by Captain Cook in 1778, they had been named after Cook’s patron, John Montagu, Fourth Earl of Sandwich. But,
Warren wrote, the natives, huge, brown, handsome warriors, claim to have been there 2,000 years before Cook, and they call their land the Islands of Hawai’i.
One day Mathys saw in an Albany paper an ad for green hands,
for a clipper out of New York bound for Cape Horn and the whaling grounds of the Pacific. The Atlantic whale had been hunted to scarcity; now ships had turned to a new source of precious sperm oil and whalebone. With almost no sense of it, Mathys packed a small duffel, and hopped a supply boat down the Hudson. Days later he presented himself at a crowded dock where a ship called the Silver Coin signed on a miserable-looking crew.
Knees shaking, Mathys stood among murderers, thieves, pimps, and victims of periodic attacks of delirium tremens. Some were deserters from the British Navy, some were debt-runners, some just decent sorts addicted to the sea. He lined up with the rest, facing a huge mulatto wielding scissors. One by one, each man was given a hair cut, ridding him of vermin. But hair blew about the deck and. washing wasn’t compulsory, and by the time they had been at sea a week, lice and fleas infested everyone. Crew’s quarters were reached through a two-foot-square hatch in the foredeck; below, men lay in bunks just two feet above each other, no room to sit up, no light to read by. Just darkness, and the sound of men scratching.
Sailing out into the North Atlantic, by the first week Mathys had a glimpse of the grueling life he had chosen, one of never-ending labor: repairing sails, ropes, rigging, standing regular ship-watch in four-hour shifts repeated round the clock. Meals became monotonous, the first day’s diet constantly repeated. Duty aloft the mast was the chief trial for him, his stomach rolling with the pitch and yaw of the ship, nausea magnified a hundred times by his position eighty feet up in the air. Sometimes he was so sick, not even beatings by the third mate could drive him up on deck. By the time they hit the Gulf Stream he had lost ten pounds. And in rough waters of whipping storms, he was dehydrated, unconscious for days.
The best is yet to come,
the third mate warned. The Horn’ll make a man of ya. Or kill ya!
When Mathys revived, he thought he’d been dumped on another ship; they were headed for the coast of Africa. But what about Cape Horn! The Pacific!
he cried.
A kindly petty officer showed him a map, explaining the traditional sailing route which did not head directly south for the Horn, an in-and-out swerving course following the coastlines of the United States and Central America, that would cost them months. Instead, they headed far to the east to a point called Cape Verde, near the coast of Africa. When they finally turned south for the Horn, they would run in a straight line down the coast of South America, and on to Tierra del Fuego. But that part of the journey lay months ahead. Mathys never saw the islands of Cape Verde; they were enveloped for weeks in racking storms, and lost a man overboard.
Finally, heading straight on to Cape Horn, a run of over six thousand miles, on the fifty-fifth day of the voyage, the Silver Coin crossed the equator, men cheering, dousing each other with seawater. By then, some of the green hands,
emaciated from unrelenting seasickness and diarrhea, could only get about on hands and knees. Some died of dehydration, a few threw themselves into the sea.
Provisions of salt meat began to spoil. Flour was filled with worms and insects, so bread could not be baked. Butter and fat turned rancid, and worst of all was the water. Nothing but wooden casks to hold it, all matter of bacteria reproduced there. The crew plugged up gutters, collecting fresh rainwater; pails and containers were filled, the taste as filthy as ever. Then, rats were found floating in the water.
Disease, dysentery, and ever-present gales. More men washed overboard. At night Mathys lay on his stinking bunk, so homesick, he wished himself dead. Then unexpectedly the gales ceased. Somewhere off the coast of Uruguay, the ship hit an area of dead calm, no wind for days, then weeks. Only the blinding sea and burning sun. And thirst. Sailors cut the veins of a man newly dead, and sipped his blood.
Down in the mess, the cook looked at the hardtack and vomitted. It no longer looked like bread: moldy, dancing with worms, soaked in urine of mice. The crew were reduced to chewing leather, eating sawdust, a freshly killed rat. Nineteen men delirious. They had been at sea five months. One night the ship heaved on its