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Like every good parent, @amalashuor's dream is for her daughter Mariam to grow up healthy and happy.

If love alone was all it took, then I would rest assured that Mariam would have the most wonderful childhood every child deserves, because Amal is an exemplary mother with a great heart and all the love in the world for her child.

As she updates me with photos of Mariam, I'm always surprised how much she's grown since the last time I saw her, and it hurts my heart that I see more than simply growth in that difference; I see the effects of malnutrition, exhaustion, and stress.

I hold hope that Mariam will soon rest on a comfortable bed with a full belly, and not the dirty tent shown in the photo on the left, but for her to hold out long enough for her mother to see that moment come to reality, she needs your support.

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I am one of the sons of Al Shati refugee camp, and a survivor of Al Shifa hospital massacre. Does anybody care to hear my story?

I live in Gaza city, where my youth was taken from me.

On 7-10-2023 I was asleep, my biggest concern was waking up in time for the 8am lecture at my university.

I'm in Al-Shati camp, south of Gaza. I'm sure you've heard of it. Today is 26-11-2024, it's been more than a year, and I'm still living outside my house. I don't understand why this happened, or why I'm still not in my house.

About two weeks ago was the anniversary of our displacement from northern Gaza to the south and since that day we've known nothing but hardship.

The tent where we live is inhabitable and cannot support any form of life in this cold and this rain and this flooding.

Of all these terrors, the memory of our displacement is the bleakest of them all.

On 10-11-2023, we experienced two days of siege on Al Shifaa hospital, without food nor drink nor even light to see around us, feeling our way like we're blind in order to move around, because even our phones had run out of battery, not even knowing whether the occupation has invaded the hospital yet or not, all we hear is the sound of ceaseless bombardment within the hospital's perimeter.

We lost a lot of people that day. Those who were detained, those who were murdered, and those whose fates are unknown to this day.

We couldn't believe it when the morning finally came, and we finally fled the hospital, to walk 20 kilometers on our feet through Al Halabat path after two days with no food or drink.

This is the story of one of Gaza's sons. My story is not singular, but one of many stories that strengthen our conviction in our right to this land. Most of us here have died for this land.

Our condition today is horrible. This war is picking us off one by one. I am not willing to lose another member of my family. Causes of death are compounding, the latest of which is the cold and storms that the weather has brought.

With only 5 dollars, you can save me and my family's lives. If you can't donate, share this post so it can reach someone who can help us.

Today, with a significant drop in temperatures and a sharp rise in food prices, the price of a bag of flour has reached $600. Please help me so that I can feed my family.

Our current goal is 25k we now have only 21k .

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feluka

Please read Mahmoud's story.

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As always, disabled people bear the brunt of the injustice during crises.

This is why I'm begging you to spare anything you can for @noor-yashour who is fundraising for her disabled son, Muhammad, 4 years of age. He was receiving physical therapy in order to be able to walk but with his treatment on hold during the genocide, his condition is rapidly deteriorating.

LOW ON FUNDS.

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Are banks operational in Gaza? And how do we deal with cash flow?

The targeting of the occupation against the banking and financial systems in the Gaza Strip, the destruction of dozens of exchange offices and ATMs, the prohibition of financial transfers to Gazans, and the absence of regulatory oversight from the relevant authorities have led to chaos and the dominance of banks and exchange offices, resulting in an increase in the financial discount as commissions on the amounts that Palestinians there seek to obtain in cash.

So as not to get away from the main topic of this post, let's focus on answering these two questions directly.

Yes and no.

How is that, Mahmoud? Explain.

Yes, all banks in Gaza have shut down their headquarters since the war broke out, and it's not possible to contact their employees to complete certain transactions.

But banks operate digitally through some official apps, mainly Bank of Palestine since its headquarters is in Ramallah and not Gaza, so it operates normally.

So you're saying the banks are closed does that mean ATMs are, too? How do you withdraw your money?

Through traders in Gaza.

How does that work?

Let's say Mahmoud needs to withdraw 100 dollars in cash. He goes to one of the known traders in Gaza and says "I need 100 dollars in cash, how much is commission?"

How much is commission?

Commission differs from one trader to another. It comes down to their personal desire. For example on the day of writing this post, dated 4/12/2024, commission for cash withdrawal has reached 30% of the amount withdrawn.

In other words, if I had 100 dollars in my bank account, I need to pay 30 dollars to the trader, and receive 70 dollars in cash. So, the price of converting bank credit to cash is 30% of that amount.

Meaning if I had 1000 dollars, I receive 700 dollars instead. Imagine that level of injustice, despair, and despotism.

When you receive money from outside of Palestine, the trader also keeps 30%.

But there's nothing we can do. We have no choice but to accept these terms, just to be able to eat and drink and go on with our daily needs.

On the other hand, prices of goods are astronomical. I am not exaggerating when I say that if a person in Gaza has unlimited money it still wouldn't be enough.

The smallest of families need 100 dollars a day just to get by with the bare minimum.

Help us to provide food for today and feed our children in the midst of this famine.

Only $350 left to reach the short-term goal of $22,000

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(Repost) Comms still up with 8 slots, 3 for busts, 3 for half body, and 2 for full body! Each listing also allows for up to one extra character to be added on at half price!

***If you don't want to commission me that's also fine i'd apreciate just a regular kofi dono or just sharing this around bc my finances are low, I've been averaging on $20 a month and struggling to pay hospital bills from earlier this year. i will also be considering opening a google doc or some other order form to allow payments via cashapp if there's any interest. Anyways heres a general breakdown of the pricing system and my will's/wont's under the cut:

ok celebrate a little longer mayhaps bc long story short the entirety of the complex i live in is getting shut down for the buildings not being up to code 🎉🎉🎉 (and management has done nothing about it through several buildings catching fire in the past few years yayyy.) and we're gonna need some help with moving expenses so a comm or a dono would help a LOT rn 😭

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Once again @eyadgaza46 has sent me his story and asked me to share it. It's disheartening the amount of times he has to recount these painful memories and experiences to get people to listen to him.

In the heart of Gaza, where the sounds of explosions and the cries of mothers and children are almost constant, Iyad and his family endure an endless daily struggle. Since the outbreak of war, they have known no taste of safety or stability. It is not just the threat of bombings, but the famine that has befallen them. The prices of food have skyrocketed, with even the most basic staples like flour and vegetables becoming unaffordable. The family, once reliant on their daily sustenance, now finds it incredibly difficult to secure even their most basic food needs. Despite all these challenges, Iyad and his family’s suffering does not end here. They live in a small tent, torn on all sides, offering no shelter from the harsh conditions. With the onset of winter, the tent becomes an unsafe refuge from the cold and heavy rains. Rainwater seeps into the tent, making sleep impossible, as they cover their frail bodies with worn-out blankets. They go from day to day, hoping for a miracle to free them from this harsh existence, but they know that hope is little more than a distant shadow amidst their suffering. Still, Iyad continues to fight for himself and for a better tomorrow.
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I am one of the sons of Al Shati refugee camp, and a survivor of Al Shifa hospital massacre. Does anybody care to hear my story?

I live in Gaza city, where my youth was taken from me.

On 7-10-2023 I was asleep, my biggest concern was waking up in time for the 8am lecture at my university.

I'm in Al-Shati camp, south of Gaza. I'm sure you've heard of it. Today is 26-11-2024, it's been more than a year, and I'm still living outside my house. I don't understand why this happened, or why I'm still not in my house.

About two weeks ago was the anniversary of our displacement from northern Gaza to the south and since that day we've known nothing but hardship.

The tent where we live is inhabitable and cannot support any form of life in this cold and this rain and this flooding.

Of all these terrors, the memory of our displacement is the bleakest of them all.

On 10-11-2023, we experienced two days of siege on Al Shifaa hospital, without food nor drink nor even light to see around us, feeling our way like we're blind in order to move around, because even our phones had run out of battery, not even knowing whether the occupation has invaded the hospital yet or not, all we hear is the sound of ceaseless bombardment within the hospital's perimeter.

We lost a lot of people that day. Those who were detained, those who were murdered, and those whose fates are unknown to this day.

We couldn't believe it when the morning finally came, and we finally fled the hospital, to walk 20 kilometers on our feet through Al Halabat path after two days with no food or drink.

This is the story of one of Gaza's sons. My story is not singular, but one of many stories that strengthen our conviction in our right to this land. Most of us here have died for this land.

Our condition today is horrible. This war is picking us off one by one. I am not willing to lose another member of my family. Causes of death are compounding, the latest of which is the cold and storms that the weather has brought.

With only 5 dollars, you can save me and my family's lives. If you can't donate, share this post so it can reach someone who can help us.

Today, with a significant drop in temperatures and a sharp rise in food prices, the price of a bag of flour has reached $600. Please help me so that I can feed my family.

Our current goal is 25k we now have only 21k .

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feluka

Please read Mahmoud's story.

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Reminder that notes/online attention are not a reliable indicator of how well a campaign is going.

You might see fundraising posts with thousands of notes on your dash daily and think to yourself "this person must be doing fine!"

I wish that were true. I saw a post earlier referring to people with fundraisers as "those fortunate enough to have internet clout" but unfortunately internet clout is not a currency that can buy food and other necessities. It's only a testament to how much effort that person spends desperately networking in order to make ends meet, and often not succeeding at that. These people do not have an advantage.

I spotlight for @dr-anas96 and his posts consistently get a lot of notes. He's vetted here.

And where does that get him?

He's barely at 19% of his goal, as of today, December 13th, which marks 6 months since he started fundraising.

Anas is slowly dying of starvation and of his illnesses that he cannot currently get treated for. Don't be fooled by the amount of notes this will get. If you can spare a dollar please don't hesitate to donate here.

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if you are interested in taking arabic, please consider signing up for my friend's class on nov 30. 16 hours for a class that would normally be hundreds of dollars. this covers beginner and intermediate, with a focus on reading, writing, and vocabulary.

for spoken conversation (more dialect specific), she will also be offering a course in january. alaa is very patient and a great teacher, as well as totally fluent in english. she also records the classes in case you end up missing one.

the funds are to help family in gaza.

i see some have asked how much it is! here is what i paid for a 16 hour weekend class spot. there are a couple of different options.

Hey, everyone! Alaa's class was a huge success!

She wanted me to let you all know her new round of classes are starting, including conversational Arabic.

Please register with this form if you're interested in taking level 1, level 2, or MSA conversation courses in Jan. The classes will start on Jan 11. Good luck!

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if you are interested in taking arabic, please consider signing up for my friend's class on nov 30. 16 hours for a class that would normally be hundreds of dollars. this covers beginner and intermediate, with a focus on reading, writing, and vocabulary.

for spoken conversation (more dialect specific), she will also be offering a course in january. alaa is very patient and a great teacher, as well as totally fluent in english. she also records the classes in case you end up missing one.

the funds are to help family in gaza.

i see some have asked how much it is! here is what i paid for a 16 hour weekend class spot. there are a couple of different options.

Hey, everyone! Alaa's class was a huge success!

She wanted me to let you all know her new round of classes are starting, including conversational Arabic.

Please register with this form if you're interested in taking level 1, level 2, or MSA conversation courses in Jan. The classes will start on Jan 11. Good luck!

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if you are interested in taking arabic, please consider signing up for my friend's class on nov 30. 16 hours for a class that would normally be hundreds of dollars. this covers beginner and intermediate, with a focus on reading, writing, and vocabulary.

for spoken conversation (more dialect specific), she will also be offering a course in january. alaa is very patient and a great teacher, as well as totally fluent in english. she also records the classes in case you end up missing one.

the funds are to help family in gaza.

i see some have asked how much it is! here is what i paid for a 16 hour weekend class spot. there are a couple of different options.

Hey, everyone! Alaa's class was a huge success!

She wanted me to let you all know her new round of classes are starting, including conversational Arabic.

Please register with this form if you're interested in taking level 1, level 2, or MSA conversation courses in Jan. The classes will start on Jan 11. Good luck!

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i love that my mom sends me anything and everything she thinks i'll find funny or interesting that she sees on facebook but she doesn't speak english so 80% of the time it's a miss

she sent me a photo of snoopy with the text "praying for my friends in california, stay safe ❤️" bless your heart mother dearest but we are on the continent of africa

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Mutual Aid Request!

During my car repair a few weeks ago the mechanic found several other issues I need to address. One of these is particularly urgent, and thankfully it's the cheapest repair of the lot. I still need to raise 200$ to cover it! I still need help with the rest, but this one is again, the most needed at the moment.

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more pokemon red and blue updates:

misty is so nice! she was like ok you beat me fair and square let me give you tips and a gift back ^-^ what a sweetie

i wish there was an option to say yes to team rocket. not in an edgy evil route option but just because if someone came up to me and said "hello we are dedicated to evil. wanna join?" i would be so amused that i would instanty say yes

fuck that bike seller who's like "awww does the widdle baby 12 year old not have one million pounds? too fucking bad!" okay let's see who's laughing when i actually farm one million pounds. fuck you

most importantly sabah has become nidoqueen!!! yay!!!

i am shocked and appalled that what i thought was a screaming mouth on weedle is actually a nose. infinitely less charming. i thought the little bug was constantly in distress. they don't make characters you can relate to anymore...

i like that doing leer/growl/whatever debuff doesn't wake the enemy up when asmahan (my jigglypuff) puts them to sleep. imagine waking up and you're like um i think i'm scared but i'm not sure why? actually i take it back about not having characters to relate to

that npc that just gave me their charmander. do they feel abandoned like domestic pets do??? i wasnt planning on having one on my active team but i gotta care for that charmander with my life now

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