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Hey guys!

How are you all? This year is just flying by and I am

excited to release the thirteenth issue of Nirvana XO
(formally known as WTVR). In case you hadn’t noticed
LETTER FROM THE EDITOR 3 we have changed our name and as previously mentioned
BY RACHEL COOK we are working to put all of the Nirvana and Nirvana
XO content in one space on the web for you to view all
of the issues. Please be patient as we get this together
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you can see all of my artistic nude content and images of
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This month has been super busy for me. I just wrapped
shooting and amazing movie called Hunted, and I am
BAILEY DODGE 66 very excited for its release. I played the lead role and I
can’t say much about it now, but keep your eyes open
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I am incredibly grateful to have you all as readers. It has
been a joy answering all of your questions and reading
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WITH EMILY SHAW

work?
Q. What does Nirvana mean to you?
A. Cappadocia!!!
A. Nirvana is a state of mind.
Q. What is some advice for photographers working
Q. What is your biggest moment in life so far? with you?

A. Honestly don’t know what to answer A. Not everyone can shoot me. Your either see it or
you don’t. My look doesn’t suit every style of photog-
Q. How do you differentiate work vs art? Are they one raphy. I’m 90% shit and 10% gold.
and the same? Or do you view each differently?
Q. If you had some advice to give to younger models,
A. Work your motivation if money and art is for the what would it be?
love and passion.
A. Don’t let anyone take your power. Be in control of
Q. What are the most important moments in your your journey, don’t let agents or photographers push
career so far? you in directions. Set your own path. Be in control of
your image and brand at all times!!!!
A. Getting signed to an agency.
Page 3 Q. If you could have any other job besides modeling
Playboy or in addition to, what would it be?
GUESS?
A. Member of Parliament.
Q. Funniest moment on set?
Q. How important is downtime for you and what do
A. Shooting nude in London and some builders work- you like to do to relax?
ing on skyscraper being able to see me.
A. I stretch and take baths to relax. Oh and read when
Q. Who has been the most supportive person in your I’m in the reading phase.
career?
Q. Who did you look up to the most while growing up
A. My other half. and why?

Q. What was your first modeling job? How old were A. Paris Hilton worryingly.
you?
Q. What is the best present any guy can give a girl?
A. Age 20, topless Halloween zombie shoot for Zoo
magazine. A. Breakfast in bed.

Q. Your favorite place that you’ve ever been to for Q. Do you believe in love at first sight?
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A. Yes. Q. What’s the first thing you tend to notice about
A. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. It teaches such life someone that you’re attracted to?
Q. What is the most important quality in a partner? lessons in the form of a beautiful and gripping story. It
can be read in a day, which I love. A. Their posture.
A. Loyalty and honesty. .
Q. What is your biggest pet peeve? Q. What kind of legacy do you want to leave?
Q. What is the most important quality in a friend?
A. Whistling. A. I’m not looking leave a legacy that is very egotistical.
A. Loyalty and honesty. I’m Cancerian and loyalty is
everything to me! Q. What does your workout routine look like? Q. In what way do you see yourself growing and
changing in the next 5 years?
Q. Who inspires you the most right now and why? A. Whatever my trainer has planned. Without them I
don’t work out. A. Travel more, studying again, and working on a ca-
A. The 2 most recent female photographers I’ve shot reer that isn’t modeling.
with and their passion to make women feel amazing Q. Three words you would use to describe yourself?
when shooting. Q. Most unattractive quality in a guy?
A. Loyal, creative, caring
Q. What’s your dream vacation? A. Laziness.
Q.. Any nicknames you have? The story behind them?
A. Japan. Q. What are your top priorities when taking care of
A. No. yourself?
Q. What are you passionate about?
Q. What’s your most embarrassing moment? A. Eating right, having hobbies/interests, and exercise
A. Politics, human rights, the environment, vintage .
clothes, and cooking. A. Running for a train and running into a sign and Q. First heartbreak?
knocking myself out.
Q. What is your favorite quote of all time? A. Next door neighbor, Tom, age 3.
Q. What’s the most fun/favorite memory you have had
A. Believe you can and you’re halfway there. with a guy? Q. What would be considered a fulfilled life in your
eyes?
Q. What is your biggest fear? A. A moonlit beach walk. I was a little tipsy.
A. A life where I haven’t given more than received and
A. I’m very lucky I fear very little, even death doesn’t Q. What’s something a guy has done that has made you people think of me fondly.
phase me: I’m at peace and will welcome it when it feel special?
comes. Q. What do you really care about?
A. My other half brings me coffee every morning even
Q. What is your favorite quality about yourself and when he’s pissed off at me. A. Social equality!!!
why?
Q. Which of the five love languages is yours?
A. Loyalty because loyalty is everything to me.
A. Physical touch!!!
Q. What motivates you more than anything else?
Q. What’s the first thing people tend to notice about
A. My other half and building a life together. you?

A. My accent, I’m English.

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Bailey Dodge
Q. What motivates you more than anything else? A. I dig being told what to do. It sounds kinda un-
healthy but I dig being controlled a little bit. Lol. It’s a
A. Love. I think just finding human connections in turn on to me when someone takes control of a situa-
life. Getting up. Showing up. Meeting new people. I tion. Not that I should be turned on by a photographer
think the most important thing in life is our relation- I’m working with but hey everything in life is just more
ships with others. Connecting with humans - feeling fun when you’re doing it with someone you’re attracted
love and passion. Energies combining. Human touch. to.
Feeling heard and seen. Being there for each other.
Sharing. Nothing means anything without people to Q. What is the best present any guy can give a girl?
share your life with.
A. I’m not super materialistic as much as I want some-
Q. What kind of legacy do you want to leave? one to make me feel safe in life- like I’d rather have a 10
car bulletproof suburban caravan with a driver than a
A. I don’t think I have ever had any desire to leave a guy buys me like a Ferrari. Lol, Make sure I’m safe and
legacy. I believe in being kind and leaving people hap- healthy. I love that.
pier and better off than when you met them. I believe
in helping as many people as you can while you’re here Q. Which of the five love languages is yours?
and hurting as few as possible. I want to fall in love
and find a partner and create a family and experience A. All of them. Lol, I want them all and all the time.
as much as I can with someone I’m in love with. Do as
many things and see as many places I can while we’re Touch me. I’m the biggest cuddler ever. If you don’t
here for this short time on earth. I want to make a cou- like to cuddle that a deal-breaker for me.
ple of cute and kind babies. That’s enough for me.
Words of affection. Tell me how much you love me and
Q. Most unattractive quality in a guy? want me all the time. Quality time. I want someone
who wants to spend as much time as possible with me.
A. I think spite is the most unattractive quality in any Life’s so short ..be next to people you love as much as
human. Hurting anyone on purpose will never make possible...
any sense to me. There’s something so fucking hot
about someone who is happy enough with themselves Gifts. I love doing small cute things with someone I
to just move on from something and someone- wish- love. Leave me a cute note when you leave. Little spe-
ing them the absolute best and just genuinely wanting cial moments of sweet things you go out of your way to
everyone on earth to be happy in life. do for someone is like one of my fav things in life. Acts
of service. When a guy picks up on something I say
Q. What is your biggest pet peeve and why? in a convo that I need to do and like surprises me by
doing it. Ugh. Yes. You will be thanked. In more ways
A. I don’t like it when people put off doing things they than one.
really want to do thinking they have all the time in the
world to do them Q. What is the most important quality in a partner?
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with you?
A. Honesty. I just want someone who literally knows didn’t feel free to do, say or show whatever I feel. Body
everything about me and me them- and just loving and mind. Surround yourself with people who inspire
each other even more for it. I feel like when I was you. It’s hard to find - but those rare ones that make
younger I was taught to be mysterious and somehow you think and feel something constantly- Stay around
more attractive and I just don’t agree. I want someone those people. Work and play.
to know every single thing about me. We’re human
like we’re going to find other people attractive etc like I Q. What do you really give a fuck about?
want to know all the things you want and like let’s talk
about it and see if we can make everything we want A. Living life to the fullest and not waiting around for
to do happen. I want the person I’m with to feel super things. Get up, show up, say yes to things before no.
free and just at the end of the day chose to be with Doing as many things as I can while I’m here. Being
me and be my partner and teammate. Tell me all your positive. Being healthy. Being fucking kind!
deepest darkest secrets. I refuse to hide anything from
my partner it’s just not how I want to live.

Q. If you could have any other job besides modeling or

in addition to, what would it be?

A. I love designing clothes. I have a tennis clothing line

I just started and I’m so fucking excited and passionate
about it. It’s called Tennis Los Angeles and honestly, it’s
so cute. I fucking love seeing someone wearing some-
thing I created... realizing they woke up that day and
could’ve picked anything to wear and chose that. That’s
such a high to me. I love that someone feels good and
cute in something I created.

Q. What’s the first thing you tend to notice about

someone that you’re attracted to?

A. Physically? Probably teeth. I’m honestly super vain

like I don’t drink coffee or red wine because I love
having super white teeth and just love when a human
takes care of themselves and cares about their appear-
ance and big white teeth just do it for me.

Q. How do you differentiate work vs art? Are they one

and the same? Or do you view each differently?

A. I’m not sure I could ever be content with any job

that didn’t feel like art or creative to me. I’ve always
had this freedom mindset of being able to express
myself and not feel locked in a cage of someone else’s
ideas. I couldn’t bring myself to work at anything I

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A N A S TA S I A PA S T U H O VA
@nastyapastykhova

PHOTOGRAPHED BY

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@robertvoltaire

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Anastasia Pastuhova
Q. What does Nirvana mean to you?

A. It’s passion, beauty and always to be hungry for adven-

tures and to be ready for them. For me, Nirvana would
be exploring all of the world.

Q. What do you give a fuck about?

A. All that I have accomplished until now. I’m 26. You

need to be happy -w ppl who around you and of course
with yourself. So I care just to be myself and give good
vibes.

Q. What’s your favorite book?

A. It’s Bulgakov: Master and Margarita.

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Q. Who was the most supportive person in your career?

A. My mom. She always is by my side. Love you mom.

Q. Use three words to describe yourself?

A. Funny, a bit rude (can’t hide my Russia’s side) and

honest.

Q. What’s your biggest fear?

A. To die alone -classic.

Q. Who inspires you?

A. Now? It’s me. Don’t try to be someone else. Became

the best version of yourself.

Q. What’s your dream vacation?

A; I guess Bali. I’ve heard a lot about this place. It’s time
to see it.

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