Reflective Essay - Practicum Ed 794 1
Reflective Essay - Practicum Ed 794 1
Reflective Essay - Practicum Ed 794 1
Mykala Griffin
Leadership
I chose this path toward administration because I feel like I have a lot of qualities that
make me a good leader. Throughout my life, I have naturally always been the organizer and
delegator in group situations. However, before this practicum, I had not had much experience in
the leadership side of education as I just began teaching 3 years ago. Looking at the skills under
leadership I feel like I took the biggest steps in this category by leading summer school and my
For summer school I had to select materials for the curriculum and lead the other teachers
in the schedule, lessons, and the end of the program field trip. For this program, I led the
selection of each student’s learning goals and worked to foster collaboration amongst all staff. I
chose and coordinated our field trip to our town’s firetower and stopped at the local ice cream
shop.
Spearheading the wellness PD day was a very challenging experience. The committee
members are volunteers who are willing to donate their time for nothing, so delegating tasks was
tricky because even with the best intentions, people are busy! I ended up taking on a lot of the
minor delegatable tasks while still facilitating all the larger pieces of the day. Facilitating and
motivating both the team and the district during the actual day taught me a lot about leadership.
conversations at the building leadership team and district leadership team meetings were very
eye-opening. One example of events affecting our school is the scam calls called “swatting”
going around at national and local levels. We had a school close to ours experience 2 rounds of
swatting where their school was threatened. I got to see how each building principal addressed
this possibility with their staff. Seeing how this would be handled at each level was helpful for
me since I teach middle school and usually only have that direct perspective. Overall I think the
leadership category was one of my strengths going into this practicum and I only became better
and more knowledgeable in this area throughout the last few years.
Organizational Management
While I have always found it easy to keep myself organized, it is a whole different ball
game when it comes to organizing people and larger tiered systems like a public school. I had
very basic knowledge about how systems were organized. I understand the tier of teachers,
principal, superintendent, and school board. However, I see a lot more how these systems are
development funds have been drained due to the new MDE requirements behind the Read Act.
We simply did not have the money to pay people to complete the training that is legally required
in the next few years. Seeing how my building’s Director of Teaching and Learning has had to
navigate this during a year when ELA is also on high cycle and is purchasing a new curriculum
was very enlightening. Having to be creative with funds and balancing other budgets, while
getting approval from the school board and other groups is a hard road to navigate.
I had very little knowledge of facilities development, so being a part of the DLT was very
beneficial for me. There were a lot of conversations about our failed referendum and how we
move forward with our school repairs and management with the funds we have. Similar to
leadership, I would say overall this area is one of my strengths because of my ability to delegate
and motivate others to rally behind a cause. I have had those skills as a coach, and I think that
Diversity Leadership
Throughout my practicum, I have grown in how to encourage this at the district level. One way
that I worked to promote a positive learning environment for all students was to help craft our
middle-level student surveys for each grade level. Questions were formatted to fit each age group
and inquire about their personal experiences at school. Going through this data at the BLT level
helped us reflect on how we can improve. One thing we noticed is that students do not always
feel supported by their peers, and this led to our new bullying posters. One positive thing we got
from the feedback is they feel that their teachers encourage them to fix their mistakes. It was cool
seeing that students overall feel that teachers encourage them to grow.
When it comes to a positive environment for all staff, I did work on this at the BLT and
DLT level. Especially at the DLT level, the job of the district leadership team is to speak on
behalf of the rest of the staff. One challenge I found is making decisions that make everyone
happy. With different age groups and schedules, it is challenging to align all 3 buildings for
calendar items.
For the wellness PD day, our committee worked to offer options and choices so people
could do what makes them well. We crafted a retreat type of day under the theme of “Choose
Your Own Adventure” where people can freely participate in a variety of activities like rock
climbing, reading, journaling, ice fishing, and more! Being head of the committee I selected the
location, session options, prizes, and schedule for the day. Therefore, I think this competency is
Out of all the competencies, I went into my practicum with the least amount of
knowledge and experience in policy and law. I was able to grow greatly in this area in part
because there was so much new legislation this year. By working closely with my principal, I
learned about new student discipline legislation that requires changes to how behaviors are
recorded and on file to prove you have attempted to avoid expulsion with other means.
I also learned a lot about law by being a part of the READ Act Committee. There is a lot
of trickle-down from the state level down. The READ Act requires specific data tracking for
students and training for any staff that teaches reading. As a district, we are navigating how to
get all of our staff trained under programs approved by the state by 2025 and 2027. A big
unknown is how this will all get paid for as we do not have the budget to accomplish all of the
new requirements.
I am still limited in my knowledge of case law but have learned that judicial courts have
the power of interpretation based on the specific context when it comes to laws. As an
administrator, you have to be in the know and able to move all the pieces around to make
everything work. It is critical to be flexible in your planning as laws are constantly changing and
web of community, school board, superintendent, principals, leadership teams, and the rest of the
staff from the leadership perspective was enlightening. The aftereffects of a failed referendum
left our school board and administration searching for why we were not able to align support for
our district needs. I participated in making calls to our community and saw how mixed our
community is in supporting or not supporting our schools. I think part of the issue is our
communication was limited to mostly online, and a lot of our population is older and do not have
I learned a lot about getting support financially through my fundraising for the wellness
PD day. I also realized that where funds come from is just as important as having the funds in the
first place. For example, our PTA donated $2,000 to our wellness day, but that money had to be
used specifically for items that teachers could use in their classrooms. That money has to in some
way directly impact students, so we could not use that money to purchase general wellness
supplies. Ultimately, you need to include your community in decision-making for them to back
Communication
I have always prided myself on my communication skills, and they are needed to be a
good leader. Again as a newer teacher, I had limited experience in taking the lead and facilitating
things before this practicum. For all the competencies, I grew significantly in this one because of
all of the large projects I took on including Summer School, Freshman Orientation, Science of
Reading for Eagle View Elementary, and my District’s PD day. While I needed to get to step into
the director-type role I also got a front-row seat to each building’s principal and how they
facilitated teamwork and the various skills listed under this competency.
By participating in the high school and middle school BLT (building leadership team) I
got to see how both principals delegated and relied on their teachers to communicate back and
forth. By participating in the elementary school staff meetings I got a look into how their
principal communicates with their staff. This was important because I have only taught middle
One thing that interested me was taking part in the admin meetings once a week. These
meetings included my superintendent, principals from each building, and the director of teaching
and learning. Sometimes there would be the instructional coaches in attendance as well. In these
meetings, my admin would formulate plans and solutions for current issues or agenda items like
when our schoology platform would not sync properly to Infinite Campus or the specifics of the
next PD day. I would see the planning and delivery of these things from each principal since I
attended each building's staff meetings. Ultimately, I have found how you say something is just
as important as having something to say. Being careful with how you interact with others is
important to a successful work environment for staff and learning environment for students.
Community Relations
I grew a lot in this area partially because I had such little understanding and experience in
this competency before this practicum. From the teacher and coach’s perspective, I have mostly
focused on connecting with the families of my students and players. From the administrative
role, community relations is a lot more complex. One way I grew in this area was seeing how my
administrators prepared for the District Advisory Committee meetings. These meetings are an
important part of including our community in our school. I think it is important that all
stakeholders know the details of our school like our MCA Data, curriculum review processes,
Another way our district sought community feedback was through a resident survey
administered by the Morris Leatherman Company. This survey was a 500 random sample of
residents of varying demographics to get their feedback on the failed referendum. This was
helpful to understand why the majority voted against the referendum. When you look at our
demographics, we have a large portion of our community members who are older and no longer
have school-age children. This means they do not have a reason to go and search out our school
website and other online resources which was our primary communication tool. Other current
issues affected our school funding and may have resulted in the failed referendum like the
current economic crisis. Ultimately, there is a disconnect between our community concerns and
media during summer school and freshman orientation. Keeping the community involved in
what is going on in our schools goes beyond the curriculum and other academics. Families like
to see the awesome activities, programs, and events we expose the students to!
Up until this practicum, I had little to no experience about curriculum planning and
development beyond planning and implementing my own 6th grade ELA curriculum. I got the
opportunity to grow in this area early in my practicum by facilitating summer school for the
middle school. A part of this process was selecting and implementing the reading and math
district, we are currently in the middle of deciding how to move forward with the current AI
advancements. Sitting in on DLT, one concept we decided to pilot with schoology is their AI bot
program to help students with homework help outside of the school day, when they need
immediate help and cannot reach their teacher. We opened it up to staff and about 10 teachers are
trying the Chatbot to allow students a filtered and more student-friendly approach to accessing
information. Before taking this step, a big part of the conversation was how to keep up with these
trends and use them as tools instead of simply threats. While this has become a touchy subject, as
technology always seems to be, I have come to believe that pretending that technology is not
there does not make it go away. Students will be using systems like ChatGTP and other AI
advancements, so we must teach them how to use them safely and properly.
Joining our district’s elementary school for the implementation of the Science of Reading
concepts helped me grow in understanding the history of educational trends like balanced
literacy and structured literacy. A large reason for this shift was the READ Act legislation that
requires training that is geared towards the science of reading and how to best teach reading. I
facilitated the specific shifts toward this way of teaching reading with the 3rd and 4th-grade
teachers. The training I completed as part of this opportunity helped me grow not only as an ELA
teacher but as a hopeful future administrator. I learned that you have to create buy-in to enhance
teaching and learning. A government mandate is not enough to create change in curriculum and
assessment procedures. A part of assessing curriculum is knowing that there will always be new
trends, standards, and ways to teach. So you cannot become complacent in what you do and how
Another huge experience that applies under this category is the process of embedding the
new ELA standards and selecting a curriculum for ELA. This year ELA was on high cycle and
was in the middle of selecting a curriculum. Participating in the process of learning the new
standards and then selecting a curriculum best fit for students, the standards, and my teaching
style taught me a lot about how each level of schooling builds on one another. To make the best
choice for curriculum now, we must be able to anticipate the needs and trends for the next 7
years, as we will not get the chance to select a new curriculum until then. A big conversation is
how we connect with our SPED team to ensure dollars allotted for ELA are going to their rooms
as well. I know that growing in curriculum planning in other areas outside of ELA is important
so I can better understand curriculum planning and adaption as a whole. However, I now have a
better understanding of how interconnected school levels, and education levels (like general
education and special education) are when it comes to funding and selecting curriculum.
Instructional Management for the Success of All Learners
This competency is one that I have overall felt confident in at the classroom level. My
district facilitates what we call “data dives” twice a year for us teachers to use our STAR scores
to better inform our decisions for curriculum and instruction. I stepped up in this area greatly
during my facilitation of summer school. Being the lead teacher and on-site administrator, I went
through all student data to plan the curriculum for 6th-8th grade students. Going through STAR,
MCA, and MTSS information helped me group kids into targeted intervention groups, and find
common threads for target standards. Part of my summer school’s requirements for funding is
that each student has individualized target skills, so the data helped me craft those plans for each
When it comes to integrating new curriculum and resources, I spent a lot of time working
on the new science of reading concepts that align with the READ Act legislation. Working with
our elementary school principal to implement these new teaching reading concepts helped me
learn about the execution of new concepts not only staff-wide but also from the elementary
perspective. Our elementary school is at a very transformational time with new legislation
requiring training by 2025, a new ELA curriculum, UFLY curriculum implementation, the
science of reading text, and then some. The biggest challenge always seems to be not having
enough time to properly train and give staff time to embed new practices.
I was very fortunate to serve on the READ Act committee, where we selected what
required training our school would choose, and planned how we could form an MOU and PD
schedule to accomplish these trainings. Through the training selection process, I research
multiple trainings like CORE, CARE-ALL, and LETRS. The process taught me how much
credibility, user-friendliness, time requirement, funding by the state, and total district cost play a
As an ELA department, we focused on learning the new standards and selecting a new
curriculum for next year. Through this process, I learned much about how funding impacts
options for each level. Due to our elementary school selecting a more pricy option, the middle
level had one option of curriculum to move forward with. A part of going through the materials
is matching content, literature, and concepts with the new standards. Being a new teacher, this
was my first ever curriculum purchase. As I realigned content to the new standards, I reevaluated
implementation of Schoologies new AI bot called PowerBuddy helped me learn about the use of
different technology based on the teacher, class, and content you teach. While I do not have as
much use for the AI chatbox, it was a positive addition to a 7th-grade science teacher’s research
unit about the inner workings of cells. This AI conversation has trickled into many meetings as
both a possible resource and a threat that is not going away. How we choose to move forward as
I grew significantly in many of the aspects listed under human resource management. My
biggest growth was furthering my understanding of staff development. Leading the committee
for our Wellness PD Day taught me a lot about different goals of staff development, and how to
differentiate PD to fit individual staff needs. This was especially helpful because I had to step
outside of the teacher's perspective and conceptualize what other staff members like
paraprofessionals, transportation, custodial, and other district staff would need in a scheduled
wellness PD day. This also taught me that part of PD is how you build relationships amongst
staff, and give them what they need to be successful. This is one critical way to retain great staff
By planning and leading summer school I got to see into the process of personnel
recruitment, selection, and retention. Recruiting teachers and paras for summer school included
beginning with reaching out to past summer school staff, and then opening the pool to the rest of
the staff for inquiries. I then created my team for the summer from there.
When it comes to labor relations and collective bargaining, I learned a lot throughout the
keep the balance of best interest between school board/administration and staff. Currently, there
are some disagreements about how to fulfill the requirement on the READ Act. Our school board
has rejected many proposals for an adjusted schedule like an occasional half day or 2-hour late
start. This has left the administration with the task of proposing an MOU to staff that requires
teachers to complete some of the required training outside of contract time with a stipend. This
MOU sets a precedent for future scenarios, so it is important as a union that teachers express
their disagreement with this MOU not only for the teachers affected by the current legislation but
When it comes to the values and ethics of leadership, I view this section as the
understanding that our job as educators is not just to teach the standards or content, but to
prepare students to be morally responsible in the world. I have already done a lot of work on
embedding social-emotional learning (SEL) in my classroom. I got to expand on this work by
seeing more closely how homeroom work is utilized to help students grow as caring, informed
citizens. One way we do this is by implementing themed character months like kindness and
leadership, to encourage students to work on important SEL at home and school. Part of our
planning and implementation of these concepts at the BLT level revolved around fostering moral
leadership amongst each grade, as our last student survey showed that many students do not feel
supported by their peers. We want students to take ownership of the culture they create at school.
When it comes to education in a democratic society, part of our job is to ensure students
understand basic human rights like freedom of speech and informed voting. Readying students
for the world they will enter upon graduation is our job. One way I grew in this area was with the
AI technology work I had mentioned before. A big part of this technology discussion at the DLT
level was how is this going to affect student's rights for copying and other legal matters.
Ultimately, an administrator has to be trustworthy and distance their personal and professional
Framing and solving issues is a huge part of being an administrator. Many of the criteria listed
under this competency are related to the reworking of our middle school’s master schedule to solve our
low performance in math. The conversation about a new schedule started in part because of 2 math
teachers and their ideas to get more math minutes, similar to the block style that ELA has. As a school,
math scores have continued to decline despite the efforts of math interventions in homeroom. My
principal agreed that we have a significant issue with our students' level of math proficiency, and was
willing to move forward with drastic change to address it. This new schedule involved moving staff and
cutting out minutes of social and science to make room for more math, and even more ELA. He was very
careful with how he presented the schedule and made sure to get tons of feedback and examples from our
school and other schools before putting a proto-type schedule together. He knew he needed to delicately
propose this to staff for them to be open-minded and willing to accept such a big change.
I have already mentioned my participation on the Read Act Committee. Still, under this
competency area, I want to add that part of the struggle for this committee is moving forward with
decisions based on the limited information given from MDE. Sometimes you have to make the best
decisions you can, knowing you might not have all the information. We had to move forward with
selecting training for those who are under phase 1, knowing that MDE will probably be coming out with
I could list every other thing on my practicum under this competency area because no matter
what, there are going to be issues and problems that arise related and unrelated to what you are focusing
on at the moment. A big part of being a successful leader is controlling the narrative, and communicating
with staff from the beginning so no one is surprised by a decision or direction you end up choosing.
I learned the most in this area when participating in my DLT (District Leadership Team)
discussion on what are school’s priorities need to be when it comes to a future and our goals.
One item on that list that stayed is our facilities and grounds. Through staff data, we targeted
areas that need to be addressed for student safety and security. A part of these conversations was
about how we can improve our grounds and facilities after the failed referendum. Part of our
committee's goals is to improve our ground's safety is to routinely survey staff for building
updates and needs. Administrators also send out a staff survey after every evacuation to get
feedback on any malfunctions or things that did and did not operate as they should.
Another point to this is our relationship with law enforcement in this area to have an
on campus helps secure our school and offer our students a protected and safe learning
environment.
One way we work to create a safe environment is having student pannels where we meet
with a selected handful of students to get their feedback on our grounds and how to make their
experience better. I have mentioned the thematic SEL work in homeroom, and that is also
implemented to eliminate bullying and profiling in our school. Based on this year’s student
survey, we decided to start a new campaign of “Speak Up” posters located in every classroom
and around the school to promote positive language and respectful communication amongst
students. Our school has had a lot of problems of hurtful slang/language and the student survey
backed up what staff have already identified as a problem. These posters, accompanied by
grade-level meetings, homeroom discussions, and more are a part of a district-wide plan to make
Final Thoughts
The last year has been one of the most challenging years of my professional life. I am a
firm believer that if something doesn’t challenge you, it doesn’t change you. I have grown so
much in my understanding of administrative leadership, but I know I have a long way to go. This
fall I start my next practicum, and plan to seek out new experiences to fill in some gaps and
interests that this experience has sparked in me. Ultimately, being a good leader is not just
knowing things, it is knowing that you cannot be the most knowledgeable about everything, so
you need staff and a team that brings value and can fill in your weaknesses.