How do you usually perceive time, events, and reality overall?

Is it in an episodic, eventual,
still-picture manner or rather continuous and according to the period of time, or something
else? Elaborate and give the examples of your point of view in details.

Err… time is just flowing, idk. Events and reality… live in the parallel of my mind, my fantasy.
My mind is like AR, it can add something into it and when I close my eyes, it becomes a VR.
They are continuous, but most likely, I just remember the fragments.

How do you pursue interests (hobbies, pursuits, or desires) surround you? Would you rather
say that your possessions/sources are sacred or not? If so, why? Explain how you would react
towards the personal boundary you do have.

I just pursue it ugh… I wont say so, if there’s no god, nothing is sacred, if you think there’s a
god and its omnipresent, everything is sacred, then by comparison, nothing is more sacred,
so nothing is sacred. I just don’t like others to touch my stuff sometimes because idk whether
they’ll mess up my stuff. Usually ill warn them to not touch my stuff without permission but
if they’re not listening (like my brothers) I’ll yell at them.

In a certain circumstance, would you often pay attention on what's wrong or what's right
about the problem you've faced? And do you happen to have doubts about everything that
you perceive and prefer to fix it as you see that "something is wrong"? Or rather that you
don't care about it? Explain your trust or distrust preference to others and the way you trust
someone in a relationship.

I’m not interested in whats wrong or right in terms of moral but I do care about whether the
stuff or event is correct of not. I’ll tell others or correct them myself and yes, I often doubt
myself and others whether everything’s fine, just to double check about stuff, especially for
some important things. I don’t trust people on the overall, so for me its like, when ur at a
certain level, some perms are opened/unlocked to you, just like games.

What'd you prefer more; finishing a task or project with a proper step-by-step to reach the
unknown goal or not having any exact process to reach the purposeful goal? Explain why.

It depends on which kind of task. If the task is meant to lemme experience, of course step by
step, like playing rpg or story-oriented games. If that’s something boring and dull, that’s the
later, e.g. chores and math homework
What'd you prefer more; asking a lot of questions to dialogue yourself on purpose or
affirming a lot of statements to create a monologue by yourself? Explain your preference in
details.

Dialogue with myself, ig, I have imaginary figures in my mind for me to chat with when im
bored. Pretty much of my daydream is about me and someone ik irl chatting on a certain
topic. For example, like I thought of a certain topic, lets say matcha and I’ll link to something
in my memory for example, one day my bf asked me whether ive tried that before then the
daydream will become our chat about it and it can continue until I got distracted.

What's your procedure in working on tasks based on methods and goals or which one do you
prefer more? And explain why you prefer working on tasks based on such preference.

Emm… idk… just do it, just do what others told you to, I don’t have a preference but its better
to have an instruction cuz some people are picky and procedure focused, I don’t wanna do it
again

Would you rather see individuals as a part of regions where they live or qualities that they do
have? Would you consider yourself as a collectivist or individualist? Do you often see a group
as a category with a lot of individuals with shared different quality or an identity as a whole?
In other words, what word do you prefer better to describe yourself in a group? "I" or "Our"?

Nope, that’s racism or stereotyping ig. Individualist. Yes. It depends, whether I have to
represent my group to present to others or im doing my own job in a group, for the latter Ill
use ‘I’, and vice versa for the former

Would you say it's important for you to adjust and or correct the emotions of others? Why or
why not? If so, would you rather reduce or increase the contact with emotion of others?

It depends on whether that’s my responsibility or not but mostly idgaf to it. If that’s y friend,
I can feel the responsibility, if that’s some strangers, idc. I’d rather reduce the contact cuz ik
how shitty I am when dealing with this, it’ll be embarrassing if I cant help them, so id rather
to stfu.

When solving problems, what do you prefer more when searching for a solution to solve it?
Would you prefer to anticipate or demonstrate the example of anticipation in facing a
problem? And during the times when you're searching for a solution, would you rather to
anticipate things at the moment or not at all but instead giving the explanation about what
your anticipation is when that'll happen in advance? And why so?

I don’t understand this question

Would you prefer to have fun in a group or rather that you don't want to and prefer being
objective or rather serious about what topic you want perceive? And why so?

It depends, if we’re going to do something serious like group project or working, id rather be
serious, if we’re friends and just wanna bullshit and play around, then why not? Work hard
play hard

Do you have a natural state in doing an activity? What kind? What would you prefer better,
"relaxation" or "readiness" in working on tasks? Are you relaxed or restricted in your
movement? Do you prefer to move as an inertia or do it as the act of readiness for doing so?
And why would you think so?

It depends on what activity it is, again, whether that’s meant to be serious or not. Im relaxed
in my daily life but I can be mobilized anytime at work or at school. I prefer to chill because
im lazy

According to yourself, what does trigger you more in thinking? Is it the relation of stuff,
people, and events (interpersonal factors) or the energy of the development in the outside
world?

Relation ig? The cause and effect between stuff. That’s fascinating. Like the earth, like stories,
history and gossips, anecdote

What's more of your priority in doing an assessment? The immediate, instantaneous and on-
the-spot problems or potential and possibilities of current situation, and constant correlation
of the current moment with outlook for the future?

Both, short term and long term are important, if I cant choose, look at whether it can be
compensated in the future and how great is the damage for short term. But usually, the
possible problems/outcome come to my mind first then the depth and the elaborations
and details of how they caused the problems
What do you think you are better at? Assessing the environment by the materials of
inanimate aspect or the energy of people aspect in phenomena? Would you rather have
known the motivation in action of people or the nuance of whether the action of people
deemed as right or wrong? And why do you think so?

Err… I don’t understand this question, u mean assessing the atmosphere among people or
the physical environment? If that’s the question, that’s the latter. Id rather know the former
cuz I am not a karen, I am more interested in whats happening then critiquing the behaviour,
im just having popcorn

What do you prefer more in perceiving situation? Accepting it directly to change your opinion
later or contemplating it first then accept it? Do you tend to perceive or judge a situation first
according to the causation of reasoning? And why do you think so?

The later mostly because I don’t wanna have a bad experience when trying something new
(which also means they could be bad, possibly ) but sometimes, u have to really try-on first
to know whether it suits u.

Tell about what you already know about yourself and the world.

That’s too much, I don’t wanna answer, im lazy

What do you have to protect and oblige as a demand for the society?

Im not a lawful good, I actually don’t care about society just don’t mess it up is alright

What do you want to know about yourself and discover about the world?

I don’t have that much of motivation to know about myself, im just a capsule of myself, my
memory and my personality are just what the algorithm (my brain) told me to do. Idk
whether uve heard of some mother to be changed their personality after pregnancy (some
even turned schizo, no kidding) and that’s due to hormone. ‘I’ actually don’t exist, just like
the animals and perhaps, a rock. But something in our dna made us to have self-awareness,
some animals do as well, like dolphins. They’re no more like a robots that only move
according to the algorithm like dogs, eat when hungry, sleep when tired. We tried to think
more, we can control ourselves better but, tbh, isn’t it self-awareness is just another set of
commands? Therefore, does ‘I’ exist? What Ive experienced are just the variable added to
this command. But well, im not saying criminals are so damn fucking innocent cuz they’re
victim of circumstances. It’s rather like, they’re not following rules that other collectivist
robots set and that’s normal to be punished by them. If you said they’re victims, I’d say
they’re broken, its better to lock them up and fix them (captivate them) to prevent them
from harming other robots (as a robot, id say that too), ok, I went to far. For knowing about
the world, im actually a curious person, I just wanna know more, it doesn’t hurt, yk, then
why not.

What can you do and contribute as a person to people around you?

Nothing and don’t care to

What kind of stuff do you often ponder and voice your judgments about?

Something ik? I have some sort of ocd when others having a wrong understanding but telling
to others as if theyre professionals. Yes, the fake news/info spreader, just like the quantum
new age believers, terrible

What do you often like to create as an act of pleasure to become yourself?

Hmm… to become myself? I am myself already, wdym

What do you have to be as the societal demand for people around you?

Err… don’t mess up stuff, speak appropriately, be polite, sorta

What's the end-goal of your life that you want to accomplish but also avoid?

Emm… nothing, I don’t have such kind of complicated wishy washy complex

Explain those stuff which you need to be supplied in day-to-day life that you lack thereof.
my bf… *facepalm* err… food… sex…(nani?)… time… awesome wifi… internet
Explain what aspect you need to be helped for but when it's excessive you prefer not to.
every aspect, if that’s too much, I either learn to do it by myself or directly give up/not
accepting the request, I don’t like others to help me, it feels like ive given them trouble or
owing them something.
Explain what circumstances you have to avoid or limit as you don't see them as necessary.

Boring stuff that’s not related to my goals, lets say making bed, its not good to fold ur quilt
cuz ur sweat cant evaporate but idk why some ppl insist to do that, no one’s fking looking at
ur bed bruh

Explain your reaction when someone is too serious or stubborn in a discussion.

Serious is cuz my professors are like this as well and idc, I just wanna get shit done and I think
its better to be serious when doing serious things. But if that’s stubborn, it depends on the
situation, if I can persuade, persuade, if I can ignore their opinion, ignore, for example in
cases like group discussion, chatting with friends (sometimes they can be stubborn too), if I
can’t, follow, like with ur boss, I don’t wanna get fired.

Have you ever received an order from someone before? If yes, how would you execute it? Do
you often follow step-by-step properly and if so, then why is that? And what did you learn by
following the proper procedures? Is it easy or difficult enough for you to understand such
steps thoroughly? And how did you learn throughout those step-by-step whether it's easy or
not?
In other words, How do you usually deal with the step-by-step in terms of doing?

Yes, just do it, it depends on whether they have given me a procedure to follow, sometimes
they just give you a goal, lets say, ‘make a video by the end of this week for advertising, ill
give u the sources’ then I just do it even though I have little to none experience on video
editing and ill just do it in my own way. But if they have, ya, just follow because that’s the
outcome they want even though its just a mere ritualism, im hired/ordered to do things they
requested and of course, they’ll suffer if they have given me an order that’s improper, but
that’s none of my business, sorta. I learned nothing, ig, except its like school, I have to learn
by following, if that’s just for ritualism, then what am I supposed to learn? Its not hard to
understand their instructions, im not that dumb, just watch and follow, done.