A Pot Full of Tears Lauri Kubuitsile
A Pot Full of Tears Lauri Kubuitsile
A Pot Full of Tears Lauri Kubuitsile
the next. Some women want children but can't have them; others have
children but can't keep them. Some babies are born into loving families;
others never sleep in their own mother's arms, and never know their father's
name.
And in the end, which of them is lucky, and which unlucky? Who can
say?
The wind whispers through the walls of the little wooden house,
blowing the flame of the smoky lamp from side to side. An old man sits,
resting his arms on his legs, looking down at the wooden floor. How long
will it be, he thinks. The end must come soon, it must.
Across the room from him sits a woman. She is a stranger and does
not belong in this house. Everything about her is different - she looks
different, she sounds different, she smells different. She has sat here in this
poor little house for seven hours, but still the wind carries her expensive
perfume, a smell from another world. She and the old man are different in
every way, but she, too, sits on an old wooden chair, looking down at the
wooden floor. How long will it be, she thinks. The end must come soon, it
must.
Sometimes they hear a cry from the other room. Each time, the old
man feels that cry all through his body, a father feeling a child's pain.
A loud scream brings both the old man and woman stranger to their
feet. They wait. Minutes later, an old woman comes through the door,
holding a baby in a blanket. The blanket is new, brought by the woman
stranger. She now takes the baby from the old woman, but she does not
move the blanket to look at the baby's face. She is not interested in that. She
leaves the house without even a goodbye to the old man.
What can he do? He has fought with his mother again and again, but
now he has to agree at last. He has to say, yes, he will take this barren
woman back to her family. There is no use for her here. He is the only son
of the house, and a wife who cannot have children is no use to him and his
family.
The trouble is that he has learnt to like this woman who is his wife.
Maybe he has even learnt to love her. He talks to her softly while she cries
in his arms. We will do something, he tells her, we will do something.
They travel to a country, which is at war, where the people live with
death every day of their lives. And for these people, a baby who is taken
away from them is a baby who has escaped from the house of death. This is
what the woman tells them - the woman stranger who smells of expensive
perfume. Now she is in the place where she belongs, in a cool modern
office, with carpets on the floor and soft comfortable chairs. It will cost
them money, the woman tells them - a small sum of money for this only son
and his barren wife, but a very large sum of money for the old man in his
wooden house. But he will not see that money. It is not for him.
Months later, the only son and his barren wife have a small boy; a
baby with long feet and a curved eyebrow. They are happy. There is a
grandson in the house, and the family name will continue. The boy will eat
well every day, he will have the love of a family around him. He will never
be hungry, he will never know war, he will never have to live in fear and in
pain, without friends, without hope, without love.
Years are gone, and a young married woman with a curved eyebrow
cooks rice in a pot over an open flame. She looks at her small daughter, who
shakes her fat little feet at the sky. And like a dream that never ends, the
woman sees the long feet of a child who will never know where they came
from. The tears run slowly down her cheek, falling, lost, in the steaming pot
of rice.
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