Aguado, Emma Angelica B. FLJ Third Year Section 185
Aguado, Emma Angelica B. FLJ Third Year Section 185
Aguado, Emma Angelica B. FLJ Third Year Section 185
There is always a point in one’s life wherein we thought we saw and understood the real world
and got figured out all about life. Before the pandemic have its way, this is currently where I am,
as an emerging adult. March of the current year, the new normal is introduced, the outbreak of a
pandemic began in our country. In this crisis no one is exempt, anyone’s health, mental and
financial state are all affected around the globe. In this new normal situation, as a young adult
with the perspective of typical millennials, it is quite challenging to seize the moment and live
life.
In the beginning of the community quarantine, the schoolwork continued online. As a shallow
minded person, I thought living life is all about enthusiasm, confused by a fad. My everyday
routine was wasting my time on social media, games, movies and series, satisfying myself and
following the trend. My schoolwork is the one that is being punished since I always do it near the
deadline. I was overwhelmed with the freedom and plenty of time I have that resulted in a nearly
failing grade. Embracing those bad habits affected my mental health, decreasing my productivity
reflected to my self-esteem and self-worth. I’m battling anxiety and overthinking, when I realize
I’m destroying myself and decided to stop it. I started by sleeping and waking up early, eating
healthy food, drinking plenty of water and engaging in activities that will improve my skills and
fitness. During this time, I’m occupied and focused on self-development that I overlooked other
important things in life, such as building relationship until my brother broke the news someone
in my family has passed and just a span of one month it was followed by another member of my
family. All my life, I do things for my future, living according to plan, and thought that I figured
all out and all things will work out since all is well in life. I never thought that I will lose them
this early and at the same year, they are always in my future where I plan on giving back to them.
I have never lost someone that is so close to me before, it was the first time, and coping with it is
not that easy. I am filled with regrets that I wish I spend more time with them and make them
feel how much I love them. There are so many questions that played on my mind, I started
questioning life and our existence, and contemplating what is my purpose. However, I have
learned that life is not always according to our plans, we must learn to accept, always be ready to
the uncertainty that life will throw upon us and learn something from it. Until now I’m not
completely fine, acceptance is not yet registered in me and wish it was only just a dream. Even
the world will go back to normal, it will never be the same for us anymore.
During this pandemic, most of us loses job, food and security, social life, and loved ones. This
will make an impact in our lives just like how it did in mine. The most valued lessons I got from
this was to live in the present, we should balance what we want in the future between what is
happening in the present. Because life has no certainty, we should create and appreciate moments
and memories of our loved ones. Family and friends are the one that will help us to overcome
challenges in life because there is no guarantee that life is always easy.