The Condition We Call Exile
The Condition We Call Exile
The Condition We Call Exile
Exile
JANUARY 21, 1988 ISSUE
The following was written for a conference on exiles held by the Wheatland Foundation in
Vienna in December.
As we gather here, in this attractive and well-lit room, on this cold December evening, to discuss
the plight of the writer in exile, let us pause for a minute and imagine some of those who, quite
naturally, didnt make it to this room. Let us imagine, for instance, Turkish gast-
arbeiters prowling the streets of West Germany, uncomprehending or envious of the
surrounding reality. Or let us imagine Vietnamese boat people bobbing on high seas or already
settled somewhere in the Australian outback. Let us imagine Mexican wetbacks crawling the
ravines of southern California, past the border patrols into the territory of the United States. Or
let us imagine shiploads of Pakistanis disembarking somewhere in Kuwait or Saudi Arabia,
hungry for menial jobs the oil-rich locals wont do. Let us imagine multitudes of Ethiopians
trekking some desert on foot into Somaliaor is it the other way around?escaping the
famine. Well, we may stop here because that minute of imagining has already passed, although
a great many could be added to this list. Nobody ever counted these people and nobody,
including the UN relief organizations, ever will: coming in the millions, they elude computation
and constitute what is calledfor want of a better term or a higher degree of compassion
migration.
Whatever the proper name for these people, whatever their motives, origins, and destinations,
whatever their impact on the societies which they abandon and to which they come may amount
toone thing is absolutely clear: they make it very difficult to talk about the plight of the writer
in exile with a straight face.
Yet talk we must; and not only because literature, like poverty, is known for taking care of its
own kind, but more because of the ancient and perhaps as yet unfounded belief that should the
masters of this world be better read, the mismanagement and grief that make millions take to
the road could be somewhat reduced. Since there is not much on which to rest our hopes for a
better world, since everything else seems to fail one way or another, we must somehow maintain
that literature is the only form of moral insurance a society has; that it is the permanent antidote
to the dog-eat-dog principle; that it provides the best argument against any sort of bulldozer-
type mass solutionif only because human diversity is literatures lock and stock, as well as
its raison dtre.
We must talk because we must insist that literature is the greatestsurely greater than any
creedteacher of human subtlety, and that by interfering with literatures natural existence and
with peoples ability to learn literatures lessons, a society reduces its own potential, slows
down the pace of its evolution, ultimately, perhaps, puts its own fabric in peril. If this means
that we must talk about ourselves, so much the better: not for ourselves but perhaps for
literature.
Whether he likes it or not, Gastarbeiters and refugees of any stripe effectively pluck the
carnation out of an exiled writers lapel. Displacement and misplacement are this centurys
commonplace. And what our exiled writer has in common with a Gastarbeiter or a political
refugee is that in either case a man is running away from the worse toward the better. The truth
of the matter is that from a tyranny one can be exiled only to a democracy. For the old gray
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mare of exile aint what it used to be. It isnt leaving civilized Rome for savage Sarmatia
anymore, nor is it sending a man from, say, Bulgaria to China. No, as a rule what takes place is
a transition from a political and economic backwater to an industrially advanced society with
the last word on individual liberty on its lips. And it must be added that perhaps taking this
route is for an exiled writer, in many ways, like going homebecause he gets closer to the seat
of the ideals that inspired him all along.
If one would assign the life of an exiled writer a genre, it would have to be tragicomedy.
Because of his previous incarnation, he is capable of appreciating the social and material
advantages of democracy far more intensely than its natives are. Yet for precisely the same
reason (whose main byproduct is the linguistic barrier) he finds himself totally unable to play
any meaningful role in his new society. The democracy into which he has arrived provides him
with physical safety but renders him socially insignificant. And the lack of significance is what
no writer, exile or not, can take.
For it is the quest for significance that very often constitutes the rest of his career. To say the
least, it is very often a literary careers consequence. In the case of an exiled writer, it is almost
invariably the cause of his exile. And one is terribly tempted to add here that the existence of
this desire in a writer is the conditioned response on his part to the vertical structure of his
original society. (On the part of a writer living in a free society, the presence of this desire
bespeaks the atavistic memory every democracy has of its unconstitutional past.)
In this respect, the plight of an exiled writer is indeed much worse than that of a Gastarbeiter or
the average refugee. His appetite for recognition makes him restless and oblivious to the
superiority of his income as a college teacher, lecturer, little magazine editor, or just a
contributorfor these are the most frequent occupations of exiled authors nowadaysover the
wages of somebody doing menial work. That is, our man is a little bit corrupt, almost by
definition. But then the sight of a writer rejoicing in insignificance, in being left alone, in
anonymity is about as rare as that of a cockatoo at the Polar Circle, even under the best possible
circumstances. Among exiled writers, this attitude is almost totally absent. At least it is absent
in this room. Understandably so, of course, but saddening nonetheless.
It is saddening because if there is anything good about exile, it is that it teaches humility. One
can even take it a step further and suggest that the exiles is the ultimate lesson in that virtue.
And that it is especially priceless for a writer because it puts him into the longest possible
perspective. And thou art far in humanity, as Keats said. To be lost in mankind, in the
crowdcrowd?among billions; to become a needle in that proverbial haystackbut a needle
somebody is searching forthats what exile is all about. Pull down your vanity, it says, you
are but a grain of sand in the desert. Measure yourself not against your fellow penmen but
against human infinity: it is about as bad as the inhuman one. Out of that you should speak, not
out of your envy or your ambition.
Needless to say, this call goes unheeded. Somehow a commentator on life prefers his position
to his subject and, when in exile, he considers that position grim enough not to aggravate it any
further, and such calls inappropriate. He may be right, although calls for humility are always
timely. For the other truth of the matter is that exile is a metaphysical condition. At least, it has
a very strong, very clear metaphysical dimension, and to ignore or to dodge it is to cheat yourself
out of the meaning of what has happened to you, to doom yourself to remaining forever at the
receiving end of things, to ossify into an uncomprehending victim.
It is because of the absence of good examples that one cannot describe an alternative mode of
conduct (although Milosz or Musil come to mind). Maybe this is just as well, because we are
here evidently to talk about the reality of exile, not about its potential. And the reality of it
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consists of an exiled writer constantly fighting and conspiring to restore his significance, his
poignant role, his authority. His main consideration, of course, is the folks back home; but he
also wants to rule the roost in the malicious village of his fellow migrs.
Playing ostrich to the metaphysics of his situation, he concentrates on the immediate and
tangible. This means besmirching colleagues in a similar predicament; bilious polemics with
rival publications; innumerable interviews for the BBC, Deutsche Viele, ORTF, and the Voice
of America; open letters; statements for the press; going to conferencesyou name it. The
energy previously spent in food lines or petty officials musty anterooms is now released and
gone rampant. Unchecked by anyone, let alone by his kin (for he is himself now a Caesars
wife, as it were, and beyond suspicionhow could his maybe-even-literate-but-aging spouse
correct or contradict her certified martyr?), his ego grows rapidly in diameter and eventually,
filled with CO , lifts him from realityespecially if he resides in Paris, where the Mongolfiere
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occasion ventures to predict the weather himself. That is, not the weather of wherever he starts
or finds himself en route, but the weather at his destination, for our balloonist is invariably
homebound. And perhaps the third truth of the matter is that a writer in exile is by and large a
retrospective and retroactive being. In other words, retrospection plays an excessive role
compared with other peoples livesin his existence, overshadowing his reality and dimming
the future into something thicker than its usual pea soup. Like the false prophets of
Dantes Inferno, his head is forever turned backward and his tears, or saliva, are running down
between his shoulder blades. Whether or not he is of elegiac disposition by nature is beside the
point: doomed to a limited audience abroad, he cannot help pining for the multitudes, real or
imagined, left behind. The way the former fills him with venom, the latter fuels his fantasy.
Even having gained the freedom to travel, even having actually done some traveling, he will
stick in his writing to the familiar material of his past, producing, as it were, sequels to his
previous works. Approached on this subject, an exiled writer will most likely evoke Ovids
Rome, Dantes Florence, andafter a small pauseJoyces Dublin.
Indeed, weve got a pedigree, and a much longer one than that. If one wants, one can trace it all
the way back to Adam. And yet we should be careful about the place it tends to occupy in the
publics and our own minds. We all know what happens to many a noble family over
generations or in the course of a revolution. Family trees never make or obscure the forest; and
the wood is now advancing. I am mixing metaphors here, but perhaps I can justify my doing
this by remarking that to expect for ourselves the kind of future that we associate with the
above-mentioned few is imprudent rather than immodest. Of course a writer always takes
himself posthumously: and an exiled writer especially so, inspired not so much by the artificial
oblivion to which he is subjected by his former state as by the way the critical profession in the
free marketplace enthuses about his contemporaries. Yet one should go carefully about this type
of self-estrangement, not for any other reason than the realization that, with the population
explosion, literature, too, took on the dimensions of a demographic phenomenon.
There are today simply too many writers around per reader. A couple of decades ago a grown
man thinking about books or authors as yet to be read would come up with thirty, forty names;
nowadays these names will run in the thousands. Today one walks into a bookstore the way one
enters a music shop stuffed with recorded groups and soloists, listening to whom would take
more than a lifetime. And very few among those thousands are exiles or particularly good. But
the public will read them, and not you, in spite of your halo, not because it is perverse or
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misguided but because statistically it is on the side of normalcy and trash. In other words, it
wants to read about itself. On any street of any city in the world at any time of night or day
there are more people who havent heard of you than those who have.
The current interest in the literature of exiles has to do, of course, with the rise of tyrannies.
Herein perhaps lies our chance with the future reader, though thats the kind of insurance one
would like to do without. Partly because of this noble caveat, but mainly because he cant think
of the future in any other than the glowing terms of his triumphant return, an exiled writer sticks
to his guns. But then why shouldnt he? Why should he try to use anything else, why should he
bother probing the future in any other fashion, since it is unpredictable anyhow? The good old
stuff served him well at least once: It earned him exile. And exile, after all, is a kind of success.
Why not try another tack? Why not push the good old stuff around a bit more? Apart from
anything else, now it constitutes ethnographic material, and that goes over big with your
Western, Northern, or (if you run afoul of a right-wing tyranny) even Eastern publisher. And
there is always the chance of a masterpiece when you go over the same turf twice, a possibility
that doesnt escape the eye of your publisher, either, or at least it may provide future scholars
with the notion of a myth-making element in your work.
But however practical sounding, these are secondary or tertiary among the reasons that keep an
exiled writers eyes firmly trained on his past. The main explanation lies in the aforementioned
retrospective machinery that gets unwittingly triggered within one by the least evidence of ones
surroundings strangeness. Sometimes the shape of a maple leaf is enough, and each tree has
thousands of these. On an animal level, this retrospective machinery is constantly in motion in
an exiled writer, nearly always unbeknown to him. Whether pleasant or dismal, the past is
always a safe territory, if only because it is already experienced; and the species capacity to
revert, to run backwardespecially in its thoughts or dreams, since there we are generally safe
as wellis extremely strong in all of us, quite irrespective of the reality we are facing. Yet this
machinery has been built into us not for cherishing or grasping the past (in the end, we dont
do either), but more for delaying the arrival of the presentfor, in other words, slowing down
a bit the passage of time. See the fatal exclamation of Goethes Faust.
The whole point about our exiled writer is that he, too, like Goethes Faust, clings to his fair,
or not so fair, moment, not for beholding it but in order to postpone the next one. Its not that
he wants to be young again; he simply doesnt want tomorrow to arrive because he knows that
it may edit what he beholds. And the more tomorrow presses on him, the more obstinate he
becomes. There is terrific value in this obstinacy: with luck, it may amount to intensity of
concentration and then, indeed, we may get a great work of literature (the reading public and
the publishers sense that, and thereforeas Ive already saidthey keep an eye on the literature
of exiles). More often, however, this obstinacy translates itself into the repetitiveness of
nostalgia, which is, to put it bluntly, simply a failure to deal with the realities of the present or
the uncertainties of the future.
One can of course help matters somewhat by changing ones narrative manner, by making it
more avant-garde, by spicing the stuff with a good measure of eroticism, violence, foul
language, etc., after the fashion of ones free-market colleagues. But stylistic shifts and
innovations greatly depend on the condition of the literary idiom back there at home, the links
with which have been severed. As for the spice, a writer exiled or not never wants to appear to
be influenced by his contemporaries. Perhaps an additional truth about the matter is that exile
slows down ones stylistic evolution, that it makes a writer more conservative. Style is not so
much the man as the mans nerves, and on the whole exile provides ones nerves with fewer
irritants than the motherland does. This condition, it must be added, somewhat worries an exiled
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writer, not only because he regards existence back home as more genuine than his own (by
definition, and with all attendant or imagined consequences for normal literary process), but
because in his mind there exists a suspicion of a pendulum-like dependency, or ratio, between
those irritants and his mother tongue.
One ends up in exile for a variety of reasons and under a number of circumstances. Some of
them are better sounding, some worse, but the difference ceases to matter already by the time
one reads an obituary. On the bookshelf your place will be occupied not by you but by your
book. And as long as they insist on making a distinction between art and life, it is better if they
find your book good and your life foul than the other way around. Chances are, of course, that
they wont care for either.
Life in exile, abroad, in a foreign element, is essentially a premonition of your fate in book
from, of being lost on the shelf among those with whom all you have in common is the first
letter of your surname. Here you are, in some gigantic librarys reading room, still open.
Your reader wont give a damn about how you got here: in a certain perspective all that he reads
merges. To keep yourself from getting closed and shelved youve got to tell your reader who
thinks he knows it all something qualitatively novelabout his world and himself. If this
sounds a bit too suggestive, so be it, because suggestion is the name of the entire game anyhow,
and because the distance exile puts between an author and his characters indeed sometimes begs
for the use of astronomical or ecclesiastical symbols.
This is what makes one think that exile is, perhaps, not the most apt term to describe the
condition of a writer forced (by the state, by fear, by poverty, by boredom) to abandon his
country. Exile covers, at best, the very moment of departure, of expulsion; what follows is
both too comfortable and too autonomous to be called by this name, which so strongly suggests
a comprehensible grief. The very fact of our gathering here indicates that if we indeed have
common denominator, it lacks a name. Are we suffering the same degree of despair, ladies and
gentlemen? Are we equally severed from our public? Do we all reside in Paris? No, but what
binds us is our book-like fate, the same literal and symbolic lying open on the table or the floor
of that gigantic library at its various ends, to be trampled on or picked up by a mildly curious
reader orworseby a dutiful librarian. The qualitatively novel stuff we may tell that reader
about is this autonomous, spacecraft-like mentality which, I am sure, visits every one of us but
whose visitations most of our pages choose not to acknowledge.
We do this for practical, as it were, or genre considerations. Because this way lies either
madness or the degree of coldness associated rather with the paleface locals than with a hot-
blooded exile. The other way, however, liesand close, toobanality. All of this may sound
to you like a typically Russian job of issuing guidelines for literature, while, in fact,it is simply
one mans reactions to finding many an exiled authorRussian ones in the first placeon the
banal side of virtue. That is a great waste, because one more truth about the condition we call
exile is that it accelerates tremendously ones otherwise professional flightor driftinto
isolation, into an absolute perspective: into the condition in which all one is left with is oneself
and ones own language, with nobody or nothing in between.
Exile brings you overnight where it normally would take a lifetime to go. If this sounds like a
commercial, so be it, because it is about time to sell this idea. Because I indeed wish it had more
takers. Perhaps a metaphor will help: to be an exiled writer is like being a dog or a man, hurtled
into outer space in a capsule (more like a dog, of course, than a man, because they will never
bother to retrieve you). And your capsule is your language. To finish the metaphor off, it must
be added that before long the passenger discovers that the capsule gravitates not earthward but
outward in space.
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For one in our profession, the condition we call exile is, first of all, a linguistic event: an exiled
writer is thrust, or retreats, into his mother tongue. From being his, so to speak, sword, it turns
into his shield, into his capsule. What started as a private intimate affair with the language, in
exile becomes fateeven before it becomes an obsession or a duty. A living language by
definition has a centrifugal propensity and propulsion; it tries to cover as much around as
possibleand as much ground as possible. Hence the population explosion and hence your
autonomous passage outward, into the domain the telescope or a prayer.