Sri Krishna Kathamrita - Bindu011 PDF
Sri Krishna Kathamrita - Bindu011 PDF
Sri Krishna Kathamrita - Bindu011 PDF
Krr is
ishh n a K
Kaa t h amr
amrtta
Bi n du
CONTENTS
Issue No. 11
29 August 2001
INTERNAL WORMS
FROM THE LIFE OF SRILA BHAKTISIDDHANT
A SARASW
ATI PRABHUP
ADA
HAKTISIDDHANTA
ARASWA
RABHUPADA
fear of degradation.
From the purport to Bhag. 7.13.32
INTERNAL WORMS
FROM THE LIFE OF SRILA
BHAKTISIDDHANT
A SARASW
ATI
HAKTISIDDHANTA
ARASWA
T HAKUR PRABHUP
ADA
RABHUPADA
Once, the editor of Ananda Bazaar Patrika, a daily newspaper
of Calcutta, said to Srila
Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, I see that there
are many hypocrites in your mission, people who
are not very sincere. What they say and what they
do are not the same. Why dont you put them out?
Let them go home and get married or something.
Why keep them in your maha?
Srila Saraswati Thakur replied, What is a better
place than this maha? Is there any better place to
save them? Here they may be good or bad, but if their
fortune will allow, they will become good. If not, what
can I do? Is there any better place? No, there isnt.
On another occasion the headmaster of the
Thakur Bhaktivinode Institute asked Srila Saraswati
Thakur, So many devotees have given up everything, are staying in the maha, and are engaged in
devotional service. Why dont they improve to the
advanced stage? Saraswati Thakur answered,
They have internal worms. They are being eaten
up by worms inside. They are taking food but are
not getting nourishment because of worms. They
are engaging in devotional service, but the advancement is eaten by material desires and secret bad
behaviour. So they become weak.
Remembrance by Sripad Jatisekhar Das, disciple of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Saraswati; from the upcoming biography of Srila Bhaktisiddhanta by Sri
Srimad Bhaktivikash Swami.
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Special Power
There was once a righteous brhmaa named
Kasyapa. He had mastered all of the scriptures
and was expert in explaining them. Disinclined
to performing anothers duty, he was daily absorbed in the worship of Lord Narasimha and
was always engaged in performing yaja. Every morning and evening he would offer oblations into the sacred fire and he would always
show proper hospitality to the brhmaas and
guests at his residence.
His wife was named Savitri. She was a highminded lady, was honored for her virtue, and
she led a spotless life in service to her husband.
Due to her chastity and devotion she was endowed with the power of knowing things beyond the range of the senses.
Great Brahmacari
There was also a wise brhmaa named
Yajnasharman living in the land of Koshala. He
had a devoted and religious wife named Rohini
who was endowed with all auspicious features
and an unblemished character. After some time
Rohini gave birth to a son. Yajnasharman performed all of the recommended purificatory
ceremonies for his son as described in the Vedas.
The boy was named Devasharman. When he
was eight years old his father performed his sacred thread ceremony and engaged him in
study of the Vedas. After Devasharman had
mastered the Vedas his father died.
Burnt to Ashes
In the course of his wanderings, one day
Devasharman came to the bank of a river, where he
took bath. Spreading his cloth on the ground to dry,
he sat in meditation. Just then, a crow and a crane
came and suddenly flew away with his cloth. Seeing this, Devasharman became angry and shouted
abuses at them. The birds then dropped the cloth on
the ground, passed stool on it, and flew away.
Devasharman looked at them with wrath, and immediately the birds burned to ashes. Surprised to
see this, Devasharman concluded that there was no
one in the world equal to him in penance.
Proud of the strength of his austerity, Devasharman
left the river to seek alms at a nearby village. He came
to the house where the devoted wife Savitri and her
husband Kasyapa lived. Devasharman came to their
door and requested Savitri to give him alms. However, Savitri was just then serving her husband his
mid-day meal. Although she saw Devasharman at
the door, she remained silent and attentive to her
husband. After her husband had eaten, she washed
his feet with warm water. Only then did she come
forward to offer alms to the brahmacr.
Having been made to wait for so long,
Devasharman was very angry. He glared at the
devoted housewife again and again with red-hot
eyes. Seeing his conduct, Savitri laughed and said,
O furious sage! I am not the crow or the crane
that fell down dead on the bank of the river by
the strength of your anger. If you want to accept
alms from me you will have to behave properly.
Collecting the alms given by Savitri,
Devasharman quietly left that place. Walking
back to the river, he again and again thought in
his mind, How it was that she had come to
know of the death of the crow and the crane?
Leaving his begging bowl by the river,
Sri K
Krr isishh na-k
-kaa t hamr
amrtta B
Bii n du
Devasharman returned to the village. After the
devoted Savitri had finished her meal and her
husband had gone out, the brahmacr came to
her residence and said, O blessed woman,
please tell me how you acquired this mystic
power of knowing things beyond the senses?
Sagacious Advice
That virtuous and devoted woman Savitri replied, O brhmaa, please listen attentively to
the answer to this question. The mystic power
that I possess is the result of careful and consistent observance of the prescribed duties of a
chaste wife. Service to ones husband is the established duty of women. O high-minded one,
I have always followed that duty. Indeed, I know
nothing else. I have acquired this power because
day and night, without questioning, I have
given complete satisfaction to my husband,
waiting upon him with love and devotion.
If you are interested to listen, I will tell you
something else. Your father was a brhmaa who
lived on alms. You took lessons from him on the
Vedas. When he died you performed his funeral
ceremonies. Then, ignoring your aged and widowed mother, you came here. That poor
wretched woman is now without any support
while your sole interest is only to feed yourself!
Your mother bore you in her womb. After you
were born she nurtured you and brought you
up with all love and affection. She did everything for you including cleaning your stool. You
have deserted her and have been practicing austerities in the forest. O brhmaa, arent you
ashamed? What do you hope to gain by wandering about in the forest?
Because of the suffering of your mother a
bad odor is coming from your mouth. Whatever strength and power you have is only due
to your father, who performed various
saskras in your life.
O evil-minded sinner! Just recently, for no
reason, you have burnt to death two innocent birds. As a result of this all of your sacred baths, your visits to different holy
places, and all your meditation and sacrifices
have been in vain. O brhmaa, that person
who sees their mother in a poor and wretched
condition lives in vain, whereas he who is
full of regard for his mother and who always
protects her with devotion gets all rewards
in this world and hereafter.
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You should immediately go to your mother
and save her life. Her protection is your highest penance. Give up your anger, for it destroys
all merits accumulated in this world and in the
next. You should atone for the sin of killing
the birds. O brahmacr, what I have spoken to
you is correct. If you are interested in ultimate
happiness you should follow my advice.
Having thus advised the son of the brhmaa,
the devoted wife fell silent.
Devasharman then said to Savitri, O blessed
lady, please forgive me for the harm I have done
to you by looking at you in anger. You have told
me what is good for me. O righteous lady, after
returning to take care of my mother, what duties shall I perform to attain the supreme goal?
Tridandi Sannyasa
The devoted wife Savitri replied, Listen carefully. I shall now tell you the duties that you
have to perform. You should maintain your
mother by begging, and you should also perform the prescribed atonement for the sin of
killing the two birds.
In the land of Kosala there is a girl born in
a brhmaa family who is destined to be your
wife. When you return home her father will
offer her to you. You should accept her at that
time. She will give birth to a baby boy who
will perpetuate your family.
punar-mty bhryy bhavit tva tridaaka
sa yaty rama dharmea yathoktynuhitena ca
narasiha-prasdena vaiava padappsyasi
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Being fixed in the position for which one is qualified is virtuous. The opposite, accepting a position
for which one is unqualified, is irresponsible and is
considered impious. This is the definite conclusion.
By acting according to his position in the Vedic
system of varrama dharma, Devasharman
gradually developed genuine detachment. He
then took to the order of sannysa and in the
end achieved the spiritual abode of the Lord.
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