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Table of Contents
Chapter 1: When I tell you ...................................................................................................................... 7
Chapter 2: When Im scared ................................................................................................................. 11
Chapter 3: When they talk .................................................................................................................... 16
Chapter 4: When I think of you ............................................................................................................. 24
Chapter 5: When I heard....................................................................................................................... 32
Chapter 6: When I play my violin .......................................................................................................... 37
Chapter 7: When we met ...................................................................................................................... 42
Chapter 8: When I saw you ................................................................................................................... 46
Chapter 9: When I think of you ............................................................................................................. 52
Chapter 10: When I walk with you........................................................................................................ 58
Chapter 11: When you sleep................................................................................................................. 63
Chapter 12: When I want you ............................................................................................................... 69
Chapter 13: When they know ............................................................................................................... 74
Chapter 14: When you pout ................................................................................................................. 80
Chapter 15: When you cry .................................................................................................................... 87
Chapter 16: When I kiss you ................................................................................................................. 93
Chapter 17: When I own you .............................................................................................................. 100
Chapter 18: When I let you go ............................................................................................................ 105
Chapter 19: When we love ................................................................................................................. 111
Chapter 20: When I confess ................................................................................................................ 117
Chapter 21: When I surrender ............................................................................................................ 121
Chapter 22: When you took my arms ................................................................................................. 128
Chapter 23: When I was young ........................................................................................................... 133
Chapter 24: When you sing................................................................................................................. 140
Chapter 25: When you take care of me .............................................................................................. 146
Chapter 26: When I listen to your voice ............................................................................................. 150
Chapter 27: When Im with somebody ............................................................................................... 156
Chapter 28: When I dont feel alright ................................................................................................. 161
Chapter 29: When Im scared to let go ............................................................................................... 166
Chapter 30: When Im not with you ................................................................................................... 172
Chapter 31: When I stood ................................................................................................................... 179
Chapter 32: When your voice becomes far ........................................................................................ 184
Chapter 33: When I couldnt find you................................................................................................. 190
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Chapter 34: When I lost you and found you again ............................................................................. 194
Chapter 35: When Destiny Knows Its Place ........................................................................................ 200
Epilogue............................................................................................................................................... 210

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Chapter 1: When I tell you

You are getting married.

That was the line that keeps replaying on Ryeowooks mind when she got to
school that morning. Her mother announced to her that she will get married
in 6 weeks time. Her brows furrowed as she lightly stomp her feet on the
hallway of the school. How can she get married at the age of 17? How can she
tie the knots with someone she hasnt met yet? Worst, if her mother made a
decision no matter how selfish or absurd it is it must be followed or else
punishment will come your way. Even her father doesnt disagree to his
lovely wife. If he does then it means no sex for a month and thats a hell for
Mr. Kim Youngwoon.
As she made her way to her classroom, all eyes are on her whether they are
girl or boy. Wonder why? Simple, who would not fall for that cute, gorgeous
face? This girl is not your average looking girl. Equipped with round brown
orbs, slender legs and sexy thighs no man or woman would not be drown to
those charming eyes and soft voice. Maybe a person with mental disability?
Yes, she is a perfect girl, smart, beautiful and has a pleasant personality. And
not only that, she is also the youngest daughter of a wealthy business man
and an award winning actress.
Ryeowook succumb to her thoughts regarding her marriage that she was
unable to sense a pair of eyes staring at her intently.

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Wookie? Hello? Earth to Wookie. Are you there? Kibum asked as he waved
his hand in front of her. She snapped back to reality.
Oh. Im sorry, Bummie. I didnt see you.
Are you alright? You dont seem to be in place today. Is something wrong?
Ryeowook blushed as she remembered what she was thinking about a
minute ago.
I-Im fine, she stuttered.
Are you sure? Your cheeks are red. Are you sick? Kibum worriedly asked
as he placed his hand on her cheeks. Ryeowook smiled back.
Im fine. We should hurry back to our classroom.
The bell rang and both people retreated to their classroom. The first subject
for today is Math. Math was never been and never will be Ryeowooks
strength. She is not dumb. In fact, she is one of the top students of the school.
Its just that math is too much pain for her. The schools handsome math
professor entered the room and class stood up to greet him.
After hours of boring discussion, Kibum softly nudged Ryeowook, who dozed
off in the middle of the discussion. She slowly opened her eyes and
immediately closed it when the teachers eyes interlocked with her bright
brown orbs.
It looks like Ms. Kim did a lot of work last night, Sir Seunghyun, better
known as Top, said.
Ryeowook sat up straight and sighed. Shes dead tired with the sudden
announcement of her mother.
Are you okay, Ms. Kim?
Ryeowook sighed again before replying, yes, sir. Im sorry for sleeping in
class.
Top chuckled lightly and replied, no harm done but I would like to see you
in the office after class. There is something I need to discuss with you.
Y-yes sir, she replied as she looked down on her desk.
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As the day dragged on, Ryeowook spent her time in taking down notes
during class and reading fan letters. Some of the letters are letters of
confession while some are letters asking for advice on how to hook a boy.
Ryeowook smiled as she read the letter one after the other. She found it
really cute and she appreciated the effort they are giving to her.
As the classes came to an end, Ryeowook stood up and went to her math
teachers office. She knocked at the door and was greeted by Top who was
grinning like a fool.
Good to see you Ms. Kim, he said, gesturing to Ryeowook to sit down.
What is it you want me to do, sir? Ryeowook softly asked.
Top stood there, mesmerize by her charm. He shrugged the thought away
and cleared his throat.
The school is going to have a celebration soon, the 51st anniversary of the
school since it was founded. Your uncle, Chairman Shindong, asked me to tell
you that you will be singing for the opening ceremony of the celebration. Can
you do that for me?
Ryeowook smiled a genuine one that sent shiver down his spine.
It would be my pleasure, sir.
Top just looked at her, not saying anything as he continued to follow her
movement by his eyes. He swallowed and stood up from where he sat. He
placed his hand on her cheek which in time was painted into a shade of pink.
S-sir, I-is something wrong? she asked while stuttering.
Top smirked and shook his head.
You look beautiful today, he said.
Ryeowook smiled.
Thank you, sir.
Drop the sir. Were not in the classroom anymore.
Yes, sir! Ryeowook answered while playfully, saluting at him that made
Top laugh.
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Do you still remember the day we met? It was sunny and the birds were
humming sweetly in time with your song.
Ryeowook nodded.
I was very young back then and you save me from getting wet in the
fishpond.
Yes, I did. Remember when you gave me that candy when my father decided
to leave our house? And the time when you thought your brother Siwon is
dating me?
Ryeowook chuckled.
That was a mistake. Its because you two were inseparable and you look
good together too.
You little rascal, he said as she ruffled her hair. And you my dear, youre
too stingy and overprotective of your brother.
Yes, I am, sir. You were so cute but now, you are even way taller than I am,
she pouted.
That did it. That damn sexy pout of hers that will surely push anyone off their
edge and Top was not an exception. Top leaned forward and brushed his lips
on her soft cheeks that made Ryeowook gasped and withdraw from the
contact.
Thank you. I promise to always be there when you need me.
Top looked at her and debated if he should say it. For a long time now,
Ryeowook has been his source of strength and happiness. Her glow and
smile would always make his day. They are friends since childhood together
with Siwon. And for long time, he was holding that feelings back for the little
girl. How can he say it? How can he act towards it? She is only 17. Those
round brown eyes that is filled with kindness and love still lingers in his
heart. But he cant hold it anymore.
With deep a sigh and heated cheeks, he leaned down again and whispered,
I love you.

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Chapter 2: When Im scared

I love you
Those were the words her math teacher whispered to her. It shocked her.
She didnt know what to say. Top has been and will always be an older
brother to her. He was there always, not leaving her side. He was a confidant,
a friend and a protector. The first time they met, she thought he was a prince.
She cant channel back those feelings for him the same way he look at her,
not right now nor maybe not in the near future. But she doesnt want to hurt
the guy. He is too precious for her.
The dead silence between them is deafening and Top might have sensed that
what he just said made Ryeowook uncomfortable. He sighed, a long deep
sighed. He collected himself, straightened his suit and opened the door for
her.
Its late. You should go home.
Ryeowook looked up to him but immediately diverted her eyes. She looked
down again to her hands on her lap.
Im sorry, she whispered.
Dont be. I should be sorry for putting you in this position.
He was guilty about it but he definitely doesnt want to take back what he
said earlier. In fact, he really wanted for her to know. He has been keeping
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those lingering feelings far too long already. Ryeowook stood up, unable to
look at him. She silently walked towards the door but was stopped when she
felt his hand on her arm.
Please dont give me that face.
Ryeowook just nodded.
Ryeowook, I hope this will not change anything between us. You know how
much I care about you, right?
Ryeowook nodded again and left.
When she left, Top slammed his body back to his chair, unable to
comprehend what he just did.
Ryeowook found herself walking under the dark sky. There is no one else in
the school except for her and Top. She took her smart phone from her pocket
and texted her umma that she will be late in going home because she still has
a practice. A little white lie will not hurt a bit, right? She doesnt want to go
home yet. She doesnt want her mother to further interrogate her. She
doesnt want anyone to bother her feelings right now.
She decided to go to a caf nearby to calm herself and think about it. On her
way, a gang spotted her. Who would not notice that cute face and perfect
bodyline? They trapped her. Two men stood in front her and the other two
on her back. But there is one member of the gang that just stood there;
clearly doesnt want to be part of this nonsense.
Hi, cutie, the black haired guy said sexily towards Ryeowook.
Ryeowook shrugged the hand that the guy placed on her left shoulder.
Youre quite a beauty. Whats your name? Seeing your uniform, youre a SM
High student.
Ryeowook didnt reply but just stared at the guy.
Want to have fun with us? We are going to the club right now, he said as he
gestured towards his friends.
Shouldnt you introduce yourself first before asking a girl out? Ryeowook
finally replied.
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The guy and his friends laughed.

Lee Joon of Prain High. And you are?
Ryeowook didnt answer.
Come on now, baby. Tell us your name said the other guy who stood behind
her.
They continued to tease her and Ryeowook stood there without saying
anything. Shes too afraid to speak out. How she wish her Siwon-oppa was
there. She hoped that someone will save her.
Thats enough. You are making her uncomfortable, the guy who stood away
from the gang said.
They looked at him, clearly not amused by his action. Lee Joon pushed him
on the chest and angrily said, Whats wrong with you, huh? Missing your
slutty girlfriend?
Everything happened too fast. The last thing Ryeowook saw before running
was that the guy swung his fist on Lee Joon and hit him.
Come on. Run! the guy shouted as he grabbed Ryeowooks hand.
They ran, only god knows where. After minutes of running, they stopped at
the park, away from the rude guys. Both of them are panting. Ryeowook tried
catching her breath but it seems difficult for her to do so.
Inhale. Exhale, the guy said, helping Ryeowook to stable her breathing.
After quite some time, she contained her heavy breaths and straightened
herself. She looked at the guy. He was tall but not as tall as her Top-oppa. He
dyed his hair blond and his eyes are cute. He wore a black shirt underneath
the red jacket and a worn out pants.
May I know your name? Ryeowook ask.
Whats with you and names? he said, chuckling a little.
Nothing. Its a common thing to say.
He laughed before answering, Lee Minhyuk.
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Im Ryeowook. Kim Ryeowook, she said, extending a hand to him which in

turn was received.
Nice to meet you. Be careful next time. There a lot of guys going around here
this time of the night, he said as he properly looked at her.
Now that he did, he was mesmerized by her beauty. He found himself staring
at her intently.
Shes beautiful, Minhyuk thought.
Is he in love? Did he fell for the girl just like that? Without thinking, he
reached his hand on her cheeks. Ryeowook widened her eyes and moved
back. Minhyuk realized what he had done and withdraw from her.
Im sor-
Minhyuk didnt have the time to finish his sentence because Lee Joons gang
found them. The gang ran towards them and Lee Joon was ready to give back
the punch. The gang circled around them. Ryeowook moved behind Minhyuk
who at the same time brought his arm up.
Without further ado, Lee Joon swung his fist towards Minhyuks face and the
guy fell on the floor hard, coughing a little blood. Ryeowook gasped and tried
to help Minhyuk up but was stopped by the other gang members. The said
guy held Ryeowook tightly that made her winced in pain. She shouted. The
shout was really loud that made some guy jerked up on his seat.
Shut up, you little squirt! the guy roared at Ryeowook.
At that time, Minhyuk pushed Lee Joon to the ground and grabbed the other
guy who was holding Ryeowook. The guy released her and Minhyuk tried to
stop the other guys as well by throwing his body towards them.
Ryeowook run! Minhyuk shouted while pinning the boys down on the
ground.
Ryeowook debated to herself if she should. She couldnt leave the guy. It was
just absurd to do so. Minhyuk gave her an approval but that was also the time
that Lee Joon got out and strode towards Ryeowook. Scared as she was,
Ryeowook ran leaving Minhyuk taking care of the guys. Lee Joon sprinted to
her direction.
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Ryeowook ran as fast as she could. She started to breathe heavily. Her heart
is pacing fast. She is scared, really scared. She doesnt know what to do but
to run for now. She is not a good runner, not even fast for an average person.
So, when she rounded in the corner, Lee Joon caught up to her. He grabbed
her arm tightly.
Now, now, now, little princess. Relax, Im not going to hurt you, Lee Joon
hissed.
Let go of me! Help! Ryeowook shouted.
Shhhhhshut your mouth and listen to me.
Ryeowook stepped on his foot hard and that made Lee Joon released her arm
and she slapped him. He fell on the floor. That gave Ryeowook the chance to
escape. She bolted towards the corner and a motorcycle appeared in front of
her.
Get on, the biker said.
But I dont know you, Ryeowook replied.
Come back here, you slut! Lee Joon shouted from behind her while running
towards her.
Ryeowook looked back then got on the bikers back.
Hold tight, the mysterious guy said before covering his eyes with his
sunglasses.
Ryeowook obliged. She placed her arm around the bikers body when the
motor roared away from scene. She would deal with the present situation
when the time comes but right now she is very thankful for Minhyuk and for
the guy who saved her from Lee Joon. This incident will surely send her
mother in rage and her father to insanity.

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Chapter 3: When they talk

Hold tight.
The motor roared as they both made their way in the city. It was a long night
for Ryeowook. The scenes that unfolded in front of her were thrilling and
exciting. It was a new experience for her, an experience she doesnt want to
repeat. Now, she sat behind a guy she doesnt even know. Cold wind blew
her hair and her heartbeat quickened as the moment past.
Where do you live? the biker asked, seizing the silence.
You can just drop me anywhere, Ryeowook replied.
No way! Remember what happened to you earlier? Want that to happen
again?
The biker braked and both of them got off. He removed his helmet. His hair
was blue with highlights of pink and violet. He wore a Bonterex shirt and
shredded pants. Ryeowook thought he was cute and he was cool too.
Are you hurt? he asked.
I-Im fine.
So, where is your home?
Dont worry about me. I can just go home by myself.
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You wish. If you dont want me to take you home, you can just call somebody
in your house to pick you up. Ill stay here with you until somebody is here
to fetch you.
Ryeowook dug her hand on her pocket. Her eyes widened when she realized
that her phone is no longer there.
Oh gosh! I lost my phone, she said as she dug her hand deeper on her
pocket.
The blue haired guy reached out his phone for her.
Here, use this.
T-thank you, she stuttered.
She took it and dialed her brothers number. The phone rang on the other
side and Siwon pick it up. Ryeowook breathe before greeting her brother.
Wookie, where are you? Are you alright? Siwon worriedly asked.
Ryeowook explained to him what happened and Siwon hurriedly fetched his
keys while saying, Dont move a muscle. Your handsome God-gifted brother
is on his way. Love you, okay? Stay safe. Hide somewhereno no no. I wont
be able to see you if you hide. Just wait, okay?
The phone ended just like that. Ryeowook chuckled by her brothers
cuteness. She is really lucky to have him. She wont wish for any other
brother.
Siwon is overprotective and clingy. He doesnt want anybody to touch or talk
to Ryeowook without his consent when they were younger. A lot of boys
from their school before are afraid of him. He, together with Top, always
scares those boys who laid their eyes on her. They are kinda scary when it
comes to her. This made Ryeowook feel warm. But did he also agree with the
arranged marriage thing? The thought of the arranged marriage finally came
back to her mind and it made her a little fidgety again.
She handed back the phone to the guy who was now leaning his back to his
motorcycle. The guy smiled back to her when their skin brushed with each
other.

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Kwon Jiyong, the guy introduced.

Ryeowook smiled before replying, Kim Ryeowook.
Kim Ryeowook? You mean the Kim Ryeowook of SM High? He blurted.
You know me?
Not just me but the whole YG High, he answered with a grin.
M-me? But why?
Because youre beautiful. I didnt know it was true until I saw you.
Ryeowook blushed by his comment. She doesnt even know that she is
beautiful until this blue haired guy blurted it out.
Ohby the way, do you know the guy who chased you earlier?
Ryeowook nodded and answered, He said he was Lee Joon from Prain High.
Lee Joon? Never heard of him. Are you sure youre okay?
Yes, I am. Thank you.
A little while later, light shone upon them. It was Siwon. He instantly got out
from his car and hugged his sister. He glared at the guy. His blood is slowly
boiling. Who the hell did this to his little sister? He wont accept any excuses.
Im fine, oppa. Let go please.
Siwon let go but checked if his sister is really okay. He moved to the guy and
grabbed his collar. Then, a glaring competition started. Ryeowook sighed
behind, thinking that that her brother is really immature when it comes to
things like this. She approached them and told her brother to release the guy
who saved him from tugs.
Siwon released him but he didnt stop glaring at the guy.
If you dare touch my sister even just a single strand of her curly hair, Ill
castrate you myself, Siwon said while pointing at the guy.
Relax. I wont do any harm to her and besides I saved her. Actually, Im
thinking if I should just be her protector from now on. What do you say? he
said and Ryeowook chuckled.
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Siwon stared at his sister. Did she really giggle from that cheesy comment?
The last time he checked Ryeowook hate those heart fluttering cheesy
ridiculous comments. She doesnt even like watching movies with love
stories as theme nor dramas in the television.
We better get going. You too, its late.
Ryeowook bowed down to the guy and thanked him. She also said that she
wished to see him again to properly thank him.
Anytime. Dont worry; Im sure well see each other again soon.
After that they left. Ryeowook asked her brother not to say a word to their
parents. She doesnt want any more commotion to unfold in front of her. One
night is enough.
Looking back at the memories of tonights events, she realized she didnt
properly thank Minhyuk for saving her and she is sincerely worried about
the guy. What might have happened to him?
I hope hes alright.

Five days later

The students of SM High are restless especially the girls. Something or rather
someone triggered their antennas. What could have caused the uproars of
these students? Its not every day you get see these students being all
energetic and hyper first thing in the morning.
Did you see him on your way here? Oh gosh! Hes so hot.
Yeah! But I like the other guy more. Hes so cute.
Hey guys! I just saw G-Dragon outside. Hes so cool, the girl cried as she ran
towards her friends.
Do you know the cute guy he was with? The guy with the blond hair? asked
the other.
I heard hes a member of Lee Joons gang.
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Really? Oh, I just love bad guys! she squealed.

And the conversation between fan girls continued on.
Whats all this fuss early in the morning? Sungmin asked as he made his
way towards Ryeowook and Kibum.
Good morning, Sungmin-oppa, Ryeowook greeted as she smiled sweetly.
Good morning, Wookie, Sungmin replied.
The girls are all giddy over the two boys who are standing in front of the
school, Kibum said
Two boys? Do you know them? Sungmin replied.
Kibum shook his head before answering, I dont even know what they saw
on them.
I agree with you, Bummie. Id rather choose these two people beside me,
Ryeowook said flashing her cute smile again.
The two boys blushed. Oh, how they wished it was the truth but they know
it was just an innocent comment from her. You could say that Ryeowook is
dense when it comes to romance. She never had a relationship before, never
been touch and never been kiss. That is why all the guys that surrounded her
wanted to protect her.
Sungmin-oppa, are you alright? Ryeowook asked, realizing that Sungmin
spaced out.
Yes, I am. Hey, wanna go to the usual caf later?
Sure. We should also ask Yesung-oppa to come. Hes really busy this past
few days but I think hes free today, Ryeowook said.
Yeye sure is busy. Turtlez is going to perform for the ceremony soon. Is your
practice going well, Wookie? Sungmin asked.
You should listen to her during practice. She sounds like an angel Kibum
beamed and Ryeowook blushed.
The school bell rang and the students retreated to their classroom.
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The atmosphere between Top and Ryeowook is awkward. Who could blame
them? Math hours just flushed before Ryeowook. She didnt move from her
chair and never asked questions just like before. You could say that
Ryeowook is avoiding Top. Who could blame her? Shes not yet ready and
besides the arranged marriage thing is her priority right now. A lot questions
are running inside her head right now. She cant do anything about it. Once
her parents decide, there is no turning back. But one thing is for sure; her
parents are doing this for her. They wouldnt decide it with no important
reason behind and that might endangered their beloved daughter.
-School gateTwo stood in front of the gates of SM High. Two boys waited for the same
girl. The blue haired guy fidgeted on where he was leaning. The other guy
sighed and sighed. The constant sighing of the blond guy annoyed the other.
Hey. Will you stop that? Its getting on my nerves.
I have every right to sigh, answered the other.
Its annoying. Can you just please wait somewhere else?
No way! I wont be able to notice her if I change my waiting place.
Youre waiting for someone too. I bet its someone very important to you,
mocked the blue haired guy.
The other smirked before replying, you dont know what youre saying.
The tension between the two guys continued.
After tortured hours of never ending lessons, schools hour is finally over.
The students started to packed their things and leave.
Wookie, are you ready? Kibum asked.
Yes. Wheres Sungmin-oppa?
He said he will just meet us in the school gate.
How about Yesung-oppa?
I think hes already waiting for us.
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Yesung walked towards the gate to wait for his friends. On his way, he was
spotted by the two guys.
Excuse me. Do you know Ryeowook? I need to see her, the two boys chimed
together.
Stop copying me! roared the blond hair guy.
Youre the one who is copying me, replied the blue haired.
Youre looking for whom? I didnt catch that clearly, Yesung replied.
Im looking for Kim Ryeowook. Do you know her? the blond haired guy
asked.
Of course, he knows her. Who wouldnt?
Shut up! Youre so annoying.
Stop it you two! Yesung shouted.
The boys shut their mouths and stared at him. If looks could kill then this is
the best example of it.
There is no Kim Ryeowook here and by the looks of it both of you are
delinquent students, Yesung said.
Hey, old man. Mind your own business.
We know she attends this school.
If shes really a student here, what makes you think Ill tell where she is?
Yesung stated, poison on his words.
Why? What are you to her?
I think youre just one of her many suitors who never get the chance to talk
to her.
Yeah. Ryeowook will never fall for the likes of you!
That did it. They were pushing Yesung to the edge. He didnt like these two
boys. Not at all. In fact, he despised them the moment they uttered
Ryeowooks name. How did they know Ryeowook? How did they know she
attended this school? Just who the hell are they?
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Yesung smirked before answering, Im her boyfriend.

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Chapter 4: When I think of you

Im her boyfriend.
The two boys just stood there without saying anything, mouths hanged open.
For a moment, it felt like the lightning struck them, piercing their hearts. Did
they heard it right? This guy is Ryeowooks boyfriend.
The blue haired guy was the first to break the tension-filled air. He laughed.
It was a loud laugh that caught the attention of people passing by.
That was funny. I think this is the first laugh I had since my cat died, he
said.
Hahahahahaha true, true. Dont make me laugh man, the blond haired said
as he slightly smacked Yesungs shoulder.
What if Im telling you the truth? Ive known Ryeowook longer than you two,
I presume and we go to the same school, Yesung proudly said.
The boys laughed again and it made Yesung despised them more. Little did
he know that his best friend is just right behind him.

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-Hallway-

I think I forgot something in the classroom, Ryeowook said as she and

Kibum walked on the bright lit hallway full of pictures of famous people
graduated from the school.
What is it?
You can just go on first. Ill meet you and the others at the gate, Kibum-ah,
Ryeowook said as she closed her bag after searching for her notebook.
No way! I dont want to be left alone with those two hyungs again. They are
weird. The last time you left me with those two, they tried to let me eat the
gross food or something Chen cooked, Kibum whined.
Ryeowook laughed.
I need to get my science notebook on my table. I need to get it back. We have
an assignment for tomorrow, right? Just go first. Ill be fine on my own,
Ryeowook replied.
Yeah. But are sure youre okay alone?
Yes, I am,
Ryeowook smiled back to him before she cutely sprinted back to their
classroom.
The sky outside is got dark. News reports said that there will be a storm
coming this week. On her way she accidentally bumped into someone. The
collision was so strong that the guy dropped the books he was holding and
Ryeowook staggered backward, losing her balance. Luckily he managed to
grab Ryeowooks slim waist. Her hands landed on his broad chest. Their
faces were so close together that his breath touched her cheek. The guy
looked at her straight to her brown orbs and she blushed when their eyes
met, turning to a shade of tomato. Ryeowook was mesmerized by his facial
features. He was handsome.
They stayed like that for a moment, admiring each others eyes. Then they
realized that they were in an awkward position. If people saw them now,
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they would have thought that he was pushing the girl to do something weird.
The guy straightened her up and both of them bent down to pick up the
books. Their hands brushed on each others skin and this made Ryeowook
blush even more.
After tidying up the books, they both stood up. He was taller than Ryeowook.
He had broad shoulders and he was sexy as well. He was omitting this weird
aura that Ryeowook couldnt fathom. She stared at him for too long and
realized a minute later that the guy was grinning down at her. Ryeowook
cleared her throat and looked away, flashing her cutest smile.
I-Im sorry. I didnt mean to bump you, she stuttered, nervousness present
in her voice.
Its okay. Just be careful next time. Are you hurt? he asked.
Ryeowook shook her head and replied, No, Im okay.
Are you sure?
Ryeowook nodded and thanked him for saving her.
Youre welcome. The guy smiled at her.
Ryeowook bowed down and went on her way. The guy looked at her
specifically her behind. She has small round butt and her uniform hugged her
perfect body. Her skirt bounced on her sexy thighs. She was cute especially
the way she slowly ran towards the classroom.
Who is she? The guy asked.
When she arrived on their classroom, Ryeowook hurriedly closed the door
behind her and leaned on it. She placed her palm on her beating heart. Her
face was red and her cheeks are hot. She couldnt calm her breathing. It was
a new feeling, a feeling she couldnt describe. She was nervous at the same
time excited. The handsome face of the guy lingered on her mind. She
couldnt erase it. She couldnt think straight. Who was that guy?

*SMACK*

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Someone smacked Kyuhyuns head really hard. It was so hard that the
memory of the girl he just saw almost faded away.
Dont look at my students with pervert thoughts in mind! scolded the
person from behind.
Im not! And stop hitting me! It hurts you know, Kyuhyun replied, nursing
his head.
I told you to wait for me in the principals office. What are you doing here?
she asked as she went in front of him so that they are facing each other.
I was asked to bring these to the library.
By whom?
Your boyfriend, Gary-hyung.
Aish that guy. Hes really lazy when it comes to things like this, Jihyo said,
furrowing her eyebrows, dissatisfied with her boyfriends attitude.
Sowhere is the library noona? Kyuhyun asked while grinning.
Jihyo looked at him. Her brother is sometimes a handful.
Come on. Lets go. We still need to meet the chairman.

-School gate-

The three guys are still standing there, bickering whether what Yesung said
was true or not. Of course they wouldnt want to believe it. Now, in front of
SM High three guys who are immature and prideful started a glaring
competition. They couldnt stand the thought of each other being with
Ryeowook. They dont want to let go of that precious hope of being with her,
protecting her and loving her.
Their shouting and bickering grew louder and it irritated Sungmin who
stood behind them. He crossed his arms, tapped his foot and shook his head.
Why did he have this kind of friend?
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He and Yesung has been friends since elementary. They went to the same
school and decided to enter the same high school. The first time they met
Ryeowook was during the opening ceremony. They were tasked to help the
incoming freshmen to settle down and find their classrooms. She was
looking for Kibum and they both thought she was lost. So, they helped her.
Since then, they became Ryeowooks upperclassmen who will always be
there to rescue her and helped her if she needed anything.
Along the way, the two guys fell for that cute and innocent smile. But they
couldnt bring their selves to confess. She was just too innocent and ignorant
of their feelings. Then again, they also wanted for Ryeowook to reciprocate
their love.
Sungmin grabbed Yesungs ear and told him to stop shouting because its
embarrassing.
Okay, okay. Let go please. It hurts, he pleaded to Sungmin.
Sungmin faced the two boys after he scolded Yesung.
Are you boys Ryeowooks friends? he asked.
The two boys nodded.
Well, nice to meet you. We are actually Ryeowooks school oppa. May I know
what brings you here? Sungmin inquired.
UhmmmI think this phone belongs to her, Minhyuk said as he handed the
smart phone to Sungmin.
Thank you. Ill tell her that you found her phone. How about you? Sungmin
asked gesturing to the guy.
I-Im just here to see her, he replied.
By that time, Kibum arrived at the scene.
Whats going on here? He asked.
They said they are Ryeowooks friend, Yesung answered, glaring at the
guys.

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Oh! You must be those guys who saved Ryeowook from thugs. She was
talking about youfor about a week now.
That made the two boys blushed. Did he say she was talking about them? For
a week?
Hey! Why didnt we know about this? Sungmin and Yesung chimed
together.
She didnt tell you? My edge for being the best friend, Kibum teased.
The two older boys glared at him. A moment later, Yesung smacked him.
What was that for? Kibum asked.
Kibum-ah, Minnie-oppa, Sungie-oppa! Ryeowook called.
The group of boys looked at her, gasping on how beautiful she is. Her cheeks
are still red after the encounter with Mr. Stranger. She was smiling from ear
to ear that made the guys wonder what might happen. She was glowing,
bright aura surrounded her. Their eyes followed her movement.
When she stopped, their eyes widen on her white feature. Her cheeks are
high and are painted with the shade of pink.
Minhyuk! Ryeowook cried as she came closer to him.
Are you okay? She asked.
Y-yeah. Imuhmmm...here to-
Thank you for saving me that night, Ryeowook sweetly said, holding
Minhyuks hand on hers.
The rest of the boys glared at him. They will kill this man if they have that
chance later.
Uhmmyour phone, its with me. I gave it your oppa, Minhyuk said,
rubbing the back of his neck.
Oh! Thank you, Ryeowook replied.
Then she noticed Jiyong on the side looking at her. She approached the guy
and smiled at him.
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Jiyong-shii, I know I would see you again. Thank you as well.

How did you meet these guys? Yesung asked as he moved beside
Ryeowook.
They saved me last time from thugs. They are like superheroes straight from
comic books.
The two guys blushed. Kibum and Sungmin exchanged glances.
Why dont both of you join us. We are going to a caf right now and I wanna
know more about you especially you, Minhyuk-shii, Ryeowook smiled.
And then the group went to the caf. The caf is owned by Yesungs parents.
Ryeowook and the others would always go there if they have free time like
today. The guys are talking while she sat there quietly with her smile pasted
on face. She adored these boys. Minhyuk explained how he came across
Ryeowook and he was almost attacked by the other boys about it. Then, GD
(Jiyong) stated how he saved Ryeowook from Lee Joon. The guys did not say
anything to that but just stared at Ryeowook on how she smiled towards him.
They also found out that they have similarities with each other especially
Minhyuk and Yesung who started a conversation about basketball.
After quite some time, Ryeowooks phone rang. She excused herself and
answered it.
Wookie, where are you, Siwon asked.
Im in Mouse Rabbit right now. Whats wrong oppa?
Wait there. Ill come and get you.
Why? Is something wrong, oppa?
Umma said we need to talk about your marriage?
M-my what? I thought I still have six weeks, Ryeowook said, tears forming
on her eyes.
Dont cry. I can hear your sobs. Umma said you need to prepare to see your
groom so we will going to have family meeting tonight.
With that, Ryeowooks mouth formed a perfect o shape.
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Okay. Ill wait for you here, she said calmly.

She is nervous. Wait if the guy is a bully? What if he wont like her? What if?
There are a lot of questions running on her head right now. And her heart is
not ready to make the decision. Is she really willing to submit to her mothers
words or she wanted to create a destiny of her own? Whatever it is, she
needs to get ready to face the guy.

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Chapter 5: When I heard

Siwon and Ryeowook drove to the huge gate of the Kim Residence. She left
the boys in the caf since her family will have a very important meeting. The
car stopped and the butler opened the door for her. Ryeowook got out and
straightened herself. She is nervous as they both got near the main door of
the huge mansion. Before her brother opened the door, she collected herself
and calmed her beating heart.
The huge and expensive ornaments of their house greeted her. The big
chandelier that adorned their ceiling shone brightly. Mozarts sonata is
heard in the living room. Ryeowook is from a very well-off family. Her father,
Mr. Kim Youngwoon better known as Kangin, is the owner of a very wellknown recording company called SuJu Records and owner of a publishing
firm. The company is the distributor of SG Entertainment albums and
merchandise. Its also known for producing big budget films like Athena and
Poseidon. Now, the company is focusing in the production of Japanese and
Chinese films.
Her mother, Leeteuk, was crowned as the Queen of Asian Dramas. She was
also nominated as best actress in Cannes Film Festival for the movie
Mother. She is also well connected in the business world since her parents
are also from a prominent clan of businessmen. She was recently casted as
the leading role for a Japanese drama.
The love story of Ryeowooks parents is a whirlwind type of romance.
Leeteuk, back then, was an actress of a rival company. They met each other
during one of Heechuls party. Heechul is Leeteuks best friend but she works
for SuJu Records and is managed by Kangin. Kangin said he fell in love at first
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sight with Leeteuk. But since she is just starting her career in that period and
she was a member of the rival company, she was forced to turn down Kangin.
Weeks after that unfortunate event, they met again but this time in a club in
Gangnam District. At first Kangin was reluctant to talk to Leeteuk again. But
an incident occurred that night. The allegedly boyfriend of Leeteuk showed
up and forcefully dragged Leeteuk out of the club. Kangin saw what
happened and he ran to his lovers rescue. He rescued her from the guy and
they both fled from the scene. When they arrived in a nearby park, Kangin
confessed again and he said he cant let go of his feelings for her even after
she turned him down. Leeteuk was touched by what he said and this time
she is ready to channel back his feelings.
After three months, they got married in Japan and Leeteuk bore their first
child, Siwon. Six years later, Leeteuk gave birth to their second child,
Ryeowook. In the course of time, their love for each other and for their
children grew more.
Now, Ryeowook found herself in front of her parents. Cold sweats formed on
her milky forehead. She kept on fidgeting and Siwon glance a worried look
at her. She looked around and noticed that her parents are relatively calm
about this issue.
Wookie, I know this is hard for you to accept but we need you to do this,
her mother stated.
Why? Is our company in danger? Are they trying to oust appa again? she
asked, tears forming on her eyes.
Kangin and Leeteuk shook their heads.
No, sweetie. Its just that umma and appa promise your Auntie Heechul that
if ever were going to have children someday, we would like them to get
married.
Ryeowook didnt answer. She was too dumbstruck about this. She is getting
married because of a stupid promise between best friends.
Umma, appa, dont you think Wookie is too young for this? And besides our
company doesnt need anyone to help us, her brother defended.
We told you already, son. Its not because of business. But if you put it that
way, yes, it can probably strengthen our progress in other Asian countries,
this time her father explained.
But appa! Wookie is just too young, Siwon said, raising his voice a little.
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Yah! Dont raise your voice to your parents, Kangin scolded.

Sweetie, I know its hard but I assure you that the guy is trustworthy of your
smile and your beauty. I might not have seen how he grew up since he lived
in Japan but baby, we wouldnt give you that easily to anyone, Leeteuk said,
showing her actress fake teary eyes to her children.
Youre not giving me away easily? Youre already dong that! Ryeowook
thought.
But umma, dont I have a choice too? I mean, how do you expect me to marry
someone I dont even know? Ryeowook asked.
Ah! No worries, baby. Your Aunt Heechul and Uncle Hankyung will be flying
back here in Korea and were going to have dinner together with their son.
They will arrive in Saturday, Leeteuk beamed.
Theres no way were going to have the chance to change the tides with this
two, Siwon whispered to Ryeowook.
Ryeowook just sighed, unable to comprehend her parents. She is going to get
married in less than six weeks! She doesnt know what to do.

-Bedroom-

Do we really have to do this to our daughter? Kangin asked as he set down

his phone on the side table.
Yes, we do, Leeteuk said.
You know, we should put them in charge of their lives. They should decide
this kind of things for themselves, he said while settling himself on the edge
of the bed.
Kangin, youre just worried and we are not arguing about this again. And
besides, the guy is a good kid. Hes smart, talented and most importantly
handsome. Im sure Wookie will fall for him and vice versa.
Yeah, the guy is good and all but stillits our daughter, you know.
Oh! Shut up. Im looking forward for their first meeting and gosh, I miss
Heechul so much.

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Kangin fixed his eyes on his wife. Leeteuk got a nice body. She has sexy
curves and bumps that send her husband to the brink of insanity. She went
in front of him and turned her back.
Pull the zipper down, please.
Kangin gulped, imagining the ending of this move. He breathe deeply first
before zipping down the tight dress that hugged his wifes body. In the
process, he also unclasped her bra and pulled down the clothing.
Kangin-ah, I want to do something tonight, Leeteuk said sexily as she
turned to her husbands direction.
Kangin placed his hand on her waist while the other hand pulled her down.
Both of them lay on the bed. Leeteuks lips landed on his. And they kissed
hungrily, tongues tangling with each other. She moaned as his hand caressed
her buttocks. Then, Leeteuk sat up, straddling her husband and slowly
unbuttoning his shirt.
I miss you, Kangin said.
Its your fault! You always go to business trips and leaving me all lonely
here, Leeteuk pouted.
Kangin reached up and kiss her full on the lips. The next thing that happened
is that their position changed. Kangin was now on top of Leeteuk. Both
bodies are naked and pressed tightly together. Kangin continued to kiss her
lips, her cheeks, her neck nipping and biting in the process and he moved
southward until he was pulled back by Leeteuk and gave him a quick kiss on
his upper lip.
I want you, Leeteuk breathe on his ear.
Kangin obliged. He positioned himself and slowly enters her. She grasped the
bed sheets when she felt him. Its been a while since they did this and they
both miss it. Leeteuk gave him an assuring look that she is okay and that he
can move now. Kangin thrust hard and Leeteuk moaned. She brought her
hand on his hair and the other on his biceps. They grind on each other,
sending ecstasy throughout their bodies.
Little did they know that someone is standing outside their door, cheeks red
and a pout is visible on her clear feature.
Dont sweat it, Wookie. They are at it again, Siwon said as he passed by the
hallway and went inside his room.

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Ryeowook sighed. Sometimes she couldnt believe her parents. They let their
children hear their activities inside their room. Why did God gave her this
kind of people? But sometimes she finds it really beautiful on how two
people fall deeply in love with each other. She smiled at that thought but once
again pouted when she heard her mother screamed harder.

-Next day-

Okay class, please settle down, Top said.

The class murmurs faded away. The students settled to their respective
seats.
My first announcement is about the new guidance counselor. He will
momentarily station near the Languages Department since they are still
renovating the north wing of the building. His name is Cho Kyuhyun. Hes
also the younger brother of Ms. Jihyo. If you have any questions about him,
Im sure the girls have, feel free to see him in his office. The second
announcement is abo-
Top was cut-off by the girls screaming and giggling. A white-skinned boy
entered the classroom. He has chubby cheeks and blond hair. Hes holding a
big black case which seems to be a violin.
Please settle down. This is Henry Lau, your new classmate. Hes from
Canada and just transferred here in Korea last week. Please take good care
of him, Top announced and the girls cheered.
Henrys eyes widened at the sight of her. He rushed towards her and took
her hand to his. Henry is beaming and a wide smile is pasted on his face.
It is you! Ive been looking for you. I was wondering when will I see you
again. Youre the reason why I agreed to study here in Korea, he said as he
leaned closer to her.
Ryeowook was taken aback. She was confused and panic enveloped her. She
doesnt know this guy at all. She saw Top on her peripheral view. Hes face is
full of grimace and worry.

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Chapter 6: When I play my violin

Stupid Top-hyung Henry thought.

He was sent by Top to pick up the posters for the school festival from the
printing shop and was currently on the train going there. It was a hot day
and Henry is quite irritated not only because of this stupid request from his
brother but also because of the guys surrounding Ryeowook.
Why do I have to go? Why not sent that Kibum? Henry grumbled as he
stumbled off the train.
Ugh, that Kibum! He always follows Wookie everywhere. What is he? A
bodyguard? Pffft hes not even that handsome. Wookie, Wookie, my Wookie. If
only youre here by my side right now.
Henry frowned in confusion over the two older boys who followed
Ryeowook around too.
Waitare they Wookies suitors too? Damn, I have a lot of competitors. But
Wookie will definitely choose me and besides she knows me from long time ago.
If only she remember.
From all his deep thinking, Henry had forgotten to look where he was going
and bumped into someone.
Im sorry, Henry said.
Oh! Hello, Henry.
Sungmin-hyung, what are you doing here? Henry asked.

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Theres a book store around here and the book that I ordered the other day
just arrive. Im picking it up but why are you here? Sungmin stated.
I came here on an errand that Top-hyung sent me on, Henry replied.
Suddenly, a thought brought a pinkish tint to his pale cheeks.
As much as I hate to do this, I dont see how to get out of this mess. Why
couldnt that stupid teacher give me the directions to that printing shop?
Sungmin brought his hand up and pinched Henrys cheek.
Youre so cute, Sungmin said, nearly squealing.
Henry shrugged it off and asked, Do you know of any printing shops around
here?
What do you mean, Henry-ah? Oh, Sir Top sent you here to pick up the
posters? Why didnt you just tell him that you were busy practicing or
something today? Thats what I told him and he left me alone.
He let you off the hook?! Henry almost sobbed.
If only we didnt live in the house he wouldnt order me around like this, he
thought.
Ill take you to that printing shop now if you want. I dont really have
anything to do anyway, Sungmin said as he smiled at the boy.
Thank you, hyung, Henry said, hugging Sungmin tightly.
Once they arrived at the printing shop, Henry immediately walked over and
requested for the posters.
Hello. Id like to pick up some posters for the music festival at SM High.
Posters? Hmmmmmmlet me see, pondered the skinny black haired
attendant.
Oh! The posters for SM High. I remember now, he finally said after a minute
or two.
The attendant waddled off to get the posters from the back room. Henry
sighed and leaned against the counter, completely immersing himself in
thoughts about his Wookie.
Henry-ah, are you there? the girl said as she waved her hand in front of
him.
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Wookie, what are you doing here? Sungmin asked as he noticed her
entered the shop.
Henrys eyes widened in shock.
Theres a music store around here. So, I decided to look at their music sheets
and I was leaving when I saw you two, Ryeowook answered, showing her
cute smile.
Ryeowook looked past Sungmin and Henry into the back of the store.
Suddenly, her eyes widen and she started blushing.
Hyungsik? Is that really you? Ryeowook asked in shock.
Upon hearing his name, the attendant turned towards her and his jaw
dropped open.
Eh? Wookie? What are you doing here? he asked.
Hyungsik-ah! Ryeowook shouted as she jumped over the counter to give
him a hug.
Sungmin and Henrys eyes widen in shock.
Did he just call her Wookie? Who the hell is this guy? And what is he to her?
Henry thought, confused by what he is looking.
Oh, where are my manners? Sungmin-oppa, Henry, this is Hyungsik from
Star High. Hes a hoobae from the music program Im currently enrolled in,
She introduced.
Henrys phone rang and it was Top. He scolded Henry for being late. Its
almost one in the afternoon and hes not back yet.
Im sorry, Wookie. But I have to get these posters back to Top-hyung before
lunch, Henry said sadly.
Of course. See you on Monday, Ryeowook sweetly said.
How much do I owe you for the posters? he asked.
No worries. Sir Seunghyun already paid for it, Hyungsik replied.
Ill be leaving then, bye, Henry said, gesturing towards Ryeowook and
Sungmin.
On his way, Henry is full of confusion and worries. Who was that guy and
why is he so friendly to Ryeowook? As he walked over to the train station,
henry received many odd looks because while he was yelling at himself on
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his head, his brows furrowed and if someone got in eye contact with him, he
would give them the death glare.
-SchoolHenry knocked on the door of Tops office.
Come in, Top called on the other side.
Henry came in with a scowl face.
Here are your posters. May I go now? he said stonily.
Whats with that face? Ah, before I forgot. Id like you to escort our new
student around on Monday. Shes came from America and Im going to need
you to show her the ropes, Top said.
I dont have a choice, dont I? Henry replied, infuriated with his brother for
being so demanding.
No, you dont but if you want, I could get Kibum to help you.
No! Henry yelled. I can do this by myself.
Thanks, Henry-ah. The new kid has all the same classes as you. So, you wont
have a problem showing her around and hes going to get here half an early
so you can show her the rest of the school buildings, Top explained.
Fine. Im leaving now.
He left without waiting for an answer. He went to the park to practice his
piece. After he got his violin out of its case, he placed his bow on the strings,
positioned his fingers, closed his eyes and began playing. It took him a while
to realize that he was playing the same song Ryeowook will sing for the
music festival. Suddenly, his memories of their first meeting flowed through
his mind. It was winter, they were children. She sang on the stage for
Christmas. Her voice filled the place and through his heart.
He opened his eyes. Without knowing, a crowd of people had gathered
around him and within that crowd, stood Ryeowook. Her eyes are close and
she had a smile on her face but tears ran down her cheeks.
Amidst all the clapping and cheering of the people, Henry put his violin down
and walked towards Ryeowook.
Wookie, he said softly while wiping away the tears from her cheeks, I-I
love you.
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Ryeowooks eyes widen at his words.

Henry, I have been waiting for you to say that for the longest time now. I
love you too, Ryeowook whispered.
Henry placed one hand behind her head, the other on the crook of her back
and Ryeowook linked her hands around his neck and Henry leaned in

*SMACK

Mr. Lau, if you want to sleep please do that in the nurses office, Top said
sternly.
Y-yes, sir, Henry replied as he nursed his head.
He blushed, remembering his dream. He looked towards his right and saw
Ryeowook smiling at him.

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Chapter 7: When we met

The 51st festival of SM high has ended. The dancers did well with their dances
while the singers performed well with their good vocalization in every song.
Yesungs band, The Turtlez, is the hot topic of the students since they really
did a great job in entertaining their audience. Yesungs husky and melodic
voice echoed to everyones ear especially when he sang a ballad song entitled
It has to be you. Ryeowook who opened the school festival is congratulated
by the whole student body. Her voice was mesmerizing that all the boys of
the school cheered and shouted with all their energy during her
performance.
Her voice is soft and high. It was beautiful. She gave her all in that
performance and her feelings for the song are channeled to her audience.
After the performances, the student council and the performers decided to
celebrate the successful show. They went to a nearby restaurant to drink and
sing their heart out for they did a pretty good job for the festival after all.
The noise of the restaurant can still be heard when Ryeowook went out. She
never liked crowded and noisy places. It was hot for that night and her head
is buzzing rather than aching. And there are no sober people to talk to right
now including Kibum. Everyone is kind of drunk and not a single person is
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Ryeowook strolled towards the glistening lake. It looked like a mirror in the
light of the moon. The birds flew out from the trees and the other small
animals crept when she made her way. She saw a bench that is clearly visible
on the side of the beautiful lake. She sat down and giggled when the fishes
were raising their heads above the water then diving for cover when they
saw her. The metal bars of the bench felt cool under her skin. She grimaced
a little when she realized that she will be meeting her husband-to-be
tomorrow.
The moon is reflected on the lake. A shimmering circle is visible on the calm
water. She smiled to herself remembering the song she sang. She sang a few
lines before closing her eyes and feel the wind blew on her skin.
She jumped and opened her eyes when from somewhere came a husky voice.
A man emerged from the black trees behind her. She couldnt tell who it was.
The man continued to sing as he came nearer. He walked towards her with
long loping strides and she recognized him. It was Yesung.
He was only a few feet away when he stopped singing.
Hi, Wookie, he said.
Yesung-oppa!
Are you okay? I saw you living the club.
Im fine, just a little headache, she replied with a smile.
There was a long silence. Yesung slid his arm further along the bench, which
was resting on the bars at her back, until it rested on her shoulders. Gently,
very gently, he pulled her towards him. He placed his other hand on her
cheek. He stared on her eyes. It was glowing but confusion filled it. He sighed.
He wanted nothing back just her understanding about his feelings.
He leaned forward and whispered, I love you.

Heechul!

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Ryeowook jolted up awake. Her Aunt Heechul is here. She completely forgot
it was today. She is going to meet her husband-to-be. She hurriedly climbed
down her bed, straightened it and rushed towards the bathroom to take a
bath.
After 20 minutes of debating to herself on what clothes to wear. She finally
settled on a blue dress. She hurried down the stairs, careful not to make extra
noises. She breathed deeply before entering the living room.
When the visitors saw her, she was greeted with a tight hug.
Oh Wookie! I miss you so much, Heechul exclaimed.
A-auntie, I- cant breathe, Ryeowook gasped.
Heechuls husband, Hankyung, nudged his wife to let go of Ryeowook.
Are you planning on killing our daughter-in-law? Hankyung scolded.
Heechul finally let go after swaying Ryeowook around.
My, my, my. Look at you, little girl. You grew up to a very beautiful young
lady! My son would be glad to marry you. Oh, I cant wait! Heechul
exaggeratedly said.
Where is he anyway? Leeteuk asked, breaking Heechuls diva moment.
He will be here a little later. He still needs to do something in school,
Hankyung replied.
Even though Ryeowook knew her Aunt Heechul and Uncle Hankyung, she
never saw their son just the first born daughter. He was born and raised in
Japan. He studied in Japan for quite some time and then they decided to
migrate to China. Actually, he is not Hankyungs blood son but rather a step
son. He was Heechuls first born on her second husband. They got divorced
when he was still a child. Heechul won the case for his custody and went to
China to her parents. Then after a year, she met Hankyung in one of the
parties she attended. From then on, they both love each other.
Hankyung loved her son and her daughter too. In fact they were given a lot
of authority in Hankyungs company. But her children never opted to take
advantage of that. They wanted to create something for themselves. They
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wanted to be independent. That is why they decided to finish their degree in

Korea and found stable jobs.
An engine of a car pulling off is heard outside. Ryeowook bite her lip in
nervousness. Her heart throbbed. She wanted to run away and hide but
unable to do so. She gulped down when the door opened.
Oh my gosh! Ryeowook thought.
Her jaw dropped when she saw him. He was someone familiar, very familiar.
Fate really knows how to play a trick

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Chapter 8: When I saw you

Fate really knows how to play a trick.

He stopped his car in front of the big mansion. He looked on the rear view
mirror to check himself. He wore a black suit with a white shirt underneath.
He combed his hair with his hand and sighed before climbing down the red
vehicle. He stared towards the big door. He debated to himself if he should
do this. Suddenly the big door opened. A lady in a maid dress opened it and
he walked towards it.
A big chandelier greeted him. The maid told him to go straight to the living
where his parents are waiting for him. He was nervous to be honest. He
doesnt know the girl or her parents. Hes completely and totally ignorant
about her. Wonder why hes willing to do this? Simple, his mother
blackmailed him of course. If he wont comply, Heechul will do everything in
her power to bring him back to China. Now, hes just feet away from his
destiny.

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When he entered the bright living room, his eyes widen on the sight of her.
He cant believe its her. This is surprising to see her. Actually, he knew her.
For quite some time, he eyed her every time he saw her walking in the
hallway of the school. He looked at her very deeply as if hes staring at her
soul.
He liked the way she dressed. She looked cute on that blue dress. A shade of
red adorned her face and he giggled silently when he noticed that she
fidgeted a little beside his mother.
Youre late! Heechul scolded.
Im sorry. Theres an emergency in school. So, I need to rush back there to
check if everything is alright, he answered.
Aishyou never change. Enough with this. Its time for you to meet your
future wife, Heechul said.
Leeteuk came forward to hug him while Kangin tapped his shoulder.
My dear son, this Leeteuk and Kangins youngest daughter, Kim Ryeowook,
Heechul said as she pushed her son to move a little forward.
And this Leeteuk started as she moved behind her daughter and placed
her hand on her shoulders. Is your Auntie Heechul and Uncle Hankyungs
son, Kyuhyun.
Ryeowook looked down, unable to comprehend the situation. Kyuhyun
rubbed his neck and just smiled.
Actually, we know each other, Kyuhyun replied.
Their parents looked at him and then at her.
Really? That I didnt know, Kangin said.
Im working on her school as a guidance counselor, Kyuhyun answered.
Leeteuk raised a brow at her daughter and said, I never heard about this.
Ryeowook looked up to her mother and replied, I-I didnt know he was Aauntie Heechuls son.

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Kyuhyun giggled at her cuteness especially the way she stuttered. When
their eyes met, her cheeks blushed more.
Well then, since they seem to know each other, we should stop with the
introduction and get to the main point, Hankyung said.
Of course. Everyone please sit down and make yourself comfortable
especially you, Kyuhyun-shii, Kangin uttered.
Everyone settled down. Ryeowook sat between her parents while Kyuhyun
sat in front of her. Ryeowook looked down on the seam of her dress. She
didnt have the confidence to look at him. Her heart is beating fast just like
the first time they met. The day when he saved her from falling flashed on
her mind and it heated her cheeks more.
Kangin cleared his throat to seize the dead silence between the two families.
Okay. As we all know, we betrothed you guys with each other and we
definitely wont take no as an answer, Leeteuk sternly said.
We should talk about the wedding! Where should we hold it? Beach
wedding or church wedding? How many guests should we invite? Oh! I cant
wait for you, Wookie, to try on the gown I designed! Heechul excitedly said
which was followed by Leeteuks agreement.
The husbands of these two giddy ladies looked at each other and laughed.
Ryeowook continued to look down while Kyuhyun sighed in defeat. He can
never beat his mother in these things especially on making his life a little too
rough.
Ryeowook never said a word not even before Kyuhyun and his parents left
the house. She cant still believe it. The heartthrob teacher of SM High is going
to be her husband. The Cho Kyuhyun that all the girls in school fell in love
with and dream about. Is fate really playing a trick on her?

-Two days later-

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Kyuhyun noticed that Ryeowook has been avoiding her. Every time their
paths crossed on hallways, Ryeowook would turn her back and walked on
the opposite direction. She didnt even come during the guidance assessment
which was facilitated by Kyuhyun. She excused herself from the activity
because she was not feeling well which Kyuhyun think is a lie.
To be honest, Kyuhyun find Ryeowook very cute and he wont mind taking
her as his wife. In fact, he felt lucky. The Kim Ryeowook of SM High will be
his wife. The girl is known as the pride and treasure of the school and not
only that shes also gifted in both talent and beauty. Why would he think
twice about this?
He gathered all his wits and confidence in order to talk to her regarding this
matter. He cant wait on the wedding day. What if on the day of their wedding
she decided to run away with someone? As much as possible he wanted to
know it sooner if she is really willing to do it.
In Kyuhyuns luck, he found her. She was holding some papers that needed
to be deliver on the Languages Department. Since his office is near the
department room, he easily cornered her on one of the secluded area of the
school away from the prying eyes of the public.
Ryeowook tried to walk away from him but was stopped when Kyuhyun
grabbed her arm. She looked down, cheeks flushed from the contact. She
panicked a little but thought of something to make her calm. Then, she gave
up of thinking about good stuffs and focused on the situation. Her heart is
beating fast, really fast.
Kyuhyun was first to broke the silence. He took a deep breath and asked,
Why are you avoiding me?
She didnt answer. She just stood there like a statue waiting for someone to
break her.
Please answer me. I want to know what you feel about this arrange
marriage thing. I want to hear your side.
Still, she didnt answer. Well, she doesnt know what to say. She cant contain
her beating heart on her chest.
Kyuhyun sighed and said, You dont like me, am I right?
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I-its not that, Ryeowook stuttered cutely.

Then whats wrong? Please tell me.
I-I just d-dont know what f-face to show y-you and I-I dont know w-what
to say, Ryeowook replied almost whispering.
Tell me, do you want to continue the wedding or not? he asked.
Ryeowook breathe deeply before answering in a soft voice, I-I want t-to.
Is it because of the agreement between our parents? You dont have to push
yourself to do this. You have your own life and no one has the right to tell
you what to do not even your mother.
Ryeowook widen her eyes in awe. She took the courage and faced him.
Its not that! she replied as she looked straight to his eyes.
Kyuhyun smiled to that. All this time he thought she hated him. Ryeowook
realized what she said and dropped down her head again. Her cheeks are
now redder than before. Kyuhyun let go of her arm and she placed her hand
on her chest.
Im glad that youre doing this in your own free will.
Please dont think that they just forced me to do this. Half of my reason is
because of you, Ryeowook replied almost muting the last part.
This time, Kyuhyun felt a tingling sensation on his chest. This is the first time
he felt this way especially towards a girl. In the course of Kyuhyuns stay in
SM High, he always notices her walking around or passing by his office. He
always sees her smiling and laughing with her friends. She was just simple
unlike all the girls she dated in the past who only cared for their looks and
how they can be laid by a guy. She was different, innocent and pure. And just
like that he has fallen for her.
I-I just felt shy around you and I dont really know you so I distance myself.
I didnt know it will bother you. Im sorry, she explained.
It bothered me a lot to be honest, Kyuhyun thought.

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No worries. At least now I know that you dont hate me or something, he

laughed.
Ill never hate you, she said as she looked at his eyes but when their eyes
met she looked down again.
Kyuhyun smiled a genuine one. He looked at her and yes, he is in love with
the girl in front of him. And he will do everything to win her heart.
Im looking forward on spending eternity with you, he said as he leaned
down.
Kyuhyun brushed his lips on her soft ones and walked away leaving
Ryeowook stunned.

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Chapter 9: When I think of you

Kyuhyun grinned as he sat on his chair in his office. He couldnt erase the
face of Ryeowook on his mind when he left her after he kissed her without a
warning. He finally settled on a resolve. He will win her heart and make her
as his bride. Now that he knew that he might have a chance to her, he began
to relax. But one problem still lingered on his mind. What if the whole school
will know about this? Will they kick them out? Hes worried especially for
Ryeowook. The girl is just too fragile.
Cho Kyuhyun! Jihyo barged in suddenly that made Kyuhyun jumped on his
seat.
Noona, whats wrong? he asked.
You must be happy? I didnt know you met her already. If I didnt called
papa, I wouldnt know that your wife will be one of my precious student!
she scolded.
Shhhhh, Kyuhyun said as she gestured to her sister to close the door behind
her.
Noona, dont shout. Somebody might hear you. Im dead if the
administration of the school will know about this.
Cho Kyuhyun, youre worrying about that rather than worrying about my
anger right now?
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Of course, I have to worry about this. They might spread malicious

upbringing to me and especially to Ryeowook.
Jihyos eyes widen in shocked. Did he just say Ryeowook? The Kim
Ryeowook? She came closer and twisted his ear.
No one told me that its her! Jihyo burst.
Oww oww oww, noona, let go! Kyuhyun said.
She let him go and slammed her body on the seat. She sighed.
Papa didnt tell you?
If he told me, I wouldnt be here getting angry at you?
They both looked at each other.
What did Siwon said? Did he scold you?
Siwon? You mean Kim Siwon? Your ex?
Yes, he is Ryeowooks older brother. Met him before, right? In Japan, when
we went back to visit papa and mama.
Kyuhyun nodded and replied, He was not there when they introduced me
to her.
I talked to papa a while ago and asked me to tell you that you dont have to
worry about anything. The school board knows about your relationship with
Ryeowook and they are willing to cooperate with this, Jihyo explained.
Kyuhyun sighed in relief. Thank goodness. He almost thought he was a dead
meat. It seems that having Hankyung as his father is an advantage.
Thats all I wanted to say. Im going to class. And you, little brother, behave
yourself especially when youre around her. That girl is just too precious. If
you break her, you wont be able to mend her again.
With that Jihyo left Kyuhyun alone. He stood up from where he was seated
and came to the window. He opened it to get fresh air and he noticed the
students on the field. Among them stood his jewel, his Kim Ryeowook. He
smiled to himself remembering the kiss again.
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Kim Ryeowook, are you avoiding me again? Kyuhyun asked as he followed

Ryeowook on the hallway of the school.
Is this about the kiss from the other day?
Ryeowook didnt reply and she continued to walk. The bell already rang and
students are already inside their classroom. Ryeowook hurriedly walked
away from him and away from the public.
Youre angry, Kyuhyun said.
Im not! she finally replied.
You are! Kyuhyun insisted.
Im not! Ryeowook said again not looking back at him.
Kyuhyun caught up to her and stopped her by grabbing her waist. Ryeowook
jolted up, shocked. They didnt notice that they arrived in the old unused
building which was situated on the far east of the school ground. He let her
go. He looked at her and her eyes looked back at him furiously.
Whats wrong? he calmly asked.
Nothing, Ryeowook said sternly.
Yes, there is. Its obvious. Youre angry about something.
Ryeowook thought about it. Is she really that obvious? Did he notice how she
acted towards him? She looked down on the floor and straightened herself.
Please tell me.
She blushed before she looked up and answered, You should know it.
W-what? I dont understand. If you wont tell me, Ill kiss you again, he said.
She thought twice about her answered. Should she say it? Will he
understand? Will he get angry?
I-I saw you with a girl during lunch a-and you hugged her, she replied
almost whispering.
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Kyuhyuns eyes widen, not with shocked but with delight. He chuckled and
she heard him. She gave him a questioning look.
Youre too cute, he said as he patted her hair.
Ryeowook pouted.
Want to know what is it about?
She nodded.
I admit, I hugged herbut only because she was about to cry. She confessed
to me that she like me. I told her that I cant return the feelings not because
Im her teacher but because someone already stole my heart, Kyuhyun
explained.
Ryeowook blushed furiously by this and placed her hand on her lips.
Dont tell me youre jealous. Are you? Kyuhyun teased as he smirked down
at her.
Ryeowook blushed more and her beating heart is not helping her in this
situation.
I-Im n-not, she stuttered.
Kyuhyun chuckled as he brushed the hair off of her face and tucked it under
her ear. He brought his hand in the air as if taking an oath and stated, I, Cho
Kyuhyun, will not hug and look at other girls beside my wife, Ryeowook.
Ryeowooks eyes widen and a shy smile crept on her lips. She looked at him,
searching for mockery but found none. It was pure sincerity and felt like an
innocent confession. Kyuhyun took her hand away from her lips and placed
on his. He kissed the back of her hand and whispered, I promise.

The day finally came, the day in which Ryeowook and Kyuhyun will exchange
their vows to each other. It was grand. Leeteuk and Heechul gave their 100%
best in preparing the wedding. And they did an amazing job with it. After
spending so much time pondering about the theme and all the necessities for
the wedding, they only settled down when Ryeowook told them that she
wanted to do a beach wedding. And so, the Kims and the Hans together with
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their relatives and close friends sat on the windy shore of Busan. Everyone
is excited especially for the parents of the bride and the groom. Their much
awaited event will finally unfold in front of them.
The sad thing is, no one in school knew about this event or the arranged
marriage thing. Kibum, Ryeowooks best friend, learned about it just a day
before the wedding and was dumbfounded. Ryeowook never mentioned
anything to him and he sulked at her but not too long since he cant resist
Ryeowooks cuteness especially her dewy eyes. Her oppas from school didnt
knew, not a single thing. She is sure that once they will know about this
Kyuhyun will be in big trouble.
Top, on the other, is also oblivious to this matter. Siwon decided not to tell
him. Tops feelings for Ryeowook are known to Siwon and he doesnt want
to cause any trouble to his sisters special day. Ryeowook will deal with these
when the time comes but right now the most important thing is walking on
the aisle and say I do.
Ryeowook sat in front of a big mirror in the waiting room she is in. She is
nervous and she kept on fidgeting. Honestly, she is quite happy that Kyuhyun
will be her husband. Her heart is beating fast every time she thinks about
him and the kiss that happened a few days ago. She was certainly caught off
guard by his action. But somewhere deep in her heart, she felt happy about
it.
There was a soft knocked on the door.
Ryeowook, its me, Kyuhyun, he said behind the door.
Ryeowook tensed up and replied, What is it?
Nothing. I just want to hear your voice before we walk on that aisle,
Kyuhyun whispered.
Are you nervous? she asked not breaking her gaze to her reflection in the
mirror.
Yes and you?
Ryeowook smiled and replied, Yes, I am.
Kyuhyun smiled on the other end as he listened to her sweet soft voice.
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Ill be going then. Ill see you on the altar, he said and then went away.
Ryeowook nodded to herself. She is ready. She is ready to face her destiny
and her future with Kyuhyun.

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Chapter 10: When I walk with you

Leeteuk opened the waiting room door of Ryeowook. She came closer to her
daughter and placed both hands on her shoulder careful not ruin her
wedding dress. She fixed her gaze on their reflection. Tears slowly crept on
her eyes and she tried to stifle it. The day finally came where she had to let
go of her and let the significant other take care of her. Yes, she did agree to
this and was looking forward to this day but somehow as a mother, she
wanted to just envelope her in her arms so that no one in the world will be
able to hurt her.
Umma, whats wrong?
Nothing. You look beautiful, darling. I cant believe my little girl is getting
married, she replied as she wiped the tears away.
Thank you, Ryeowook whispered.
For what, baby?
I dont know. I suddenly felt like I need to thank you for everything,
Ryeowook smiled through the mirror.
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I love you, darling, Leeteuk said and kissed her daughters forehead.
Kangin watched as his wife and daughter share this precious moment. He
smiled. They were Kangins precious jewels. He loves them so much and he
will do anything to protect his angels. They both look beautiful especially his
wife whose dress tightly hug her sexy body. Her daughter wore the dress
Heechul designed. Its a long white dress similar to a summer dress. Leeteuk
placed a round of white flowers on her head and gave her bouquet.
Come on, ladies, Kangin interrupted because it looks like the two girls are
starting to wail. Its time.
Ryeowook stood up and breathe. She is ready. Her mother ushered her
outside the waiting room. She was greeted by the ray of the sun. It was bright
and the clear sky added to the special ambiance of the special day. The music
for the wedding begun and they started to move one by one. Kangin and
Leeteuk stood at both of her side. Then, the time came. Ryeowook and her
parents slowly stride in time with the music towards the waiting groom. He
smiled at her. His eyes glistened with delight and longing.
The flower girls in front of her cutely threw the white petals on the aisle. The
sides are adorned with beautifully decorated white flowers. The people all
looked at her. She was beautiful, really beautiful. They neared towards him.
They paused and Ryeowook tensed up. Their eyes met and he gave her an
assuring look. Kangin tightened his grip on her daughters hand before
unclasping them and gave it to Kyuhyun. Her mother slowly teared up and
kissed her daughter on her cheeks and whispered words of love and care.
Ryeowooks parents embraced him. A feeling of welcoming hugged Kyuhyun
and it felt that he is finally a member of their family. Before Leeteuk and
Kangin leaved her side, they told him to take care of her and love her.
Kyuhyun gave them his resolve and promised to protect her always.
Kyuhyun gave Ryeowook a light squeeze before he said, You look beautiful.
She blushed and that red tint on her cheeks gave a glow on her white feature.
Kyuhyun breathe in and slowly lead Ryeowook towards the altar. They both
stopped in front of the presiding priest. The music stopped and the priest
stated his opening remarks.

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Somewhere between the mass, Kyuhyun sneaked a few glances at Ryeowook

and in some point their gazes met. Kyuhyun would just smile at her and she
would blush innocently. The more they notice each other, the more they
realize their feelings for each other. Is it really possible to fall in love with
someone in such short time? Is it really possible to trust someone you just
met? Is it really possible for two people to give everything for that significant
someone and protect that someone with all cost? Now, the time has come to
exchange their vows.
Friends, in the fear of the Lord, and before this assembly, do you, Cho
Kyuhyun take Kim Ryeowook to be your wife, promising, through divine
assistance, to be unto her a loving and faithful husband, until it shall please
the Lord by death to separate you? the priest asked.
With no hesitation and with whatsoever, Kyuhyun answered, I do.
As Kyuhyun replied and said his vow to her, Heechuls tears started to fall. It
was a sight she wanted to see. It was beautiful and special. Hankyung
squeezed her hand and smiled at her. Her feelings are at height right now. As
she looked at the two people standing at the altar, she remembered how she
met Hankyung and how he accepted her without hesitation. She wiped her
tears away and looked back at her handsome son.
Friends, in the fear of the Lord, and before this assembly, do you Kim
Ryeowook take Cho Kyuhyun to be your husband, promising, through divine
assistance, to be unto him a loving and faithful wife, until it shall please the
Lord by death to separate you? the priest asked.
Ryeowook panicked. She searched the crowd and soon relaxes when her
mother gave her an assuring nod. Ryeowook breathe and answered, I do.
Leeteuk smiled. She was happy but the same time she is worried. Her
beautiful daughter is finally married. She looked like a goddess in that white
dress and she will definitely miss her in the house. But she is assured that
the man beside her daughter is a man of his word. He promised to protect
heralways. Leeteuk placed her head on Kangins shoulder and he placed
his arm around Leeteuk and motioned her to move closer.
A cute little boy cutely strode towards them and presented the rings. The
rings are specially made and Kyuhyun, himself, requested that their names
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to be engraved on it. Its made out of gold with small diamonds on it. It was
hard to find the right one for her. So, Heechul and Kyuhyun decided to design
it themselves.
Kyuhyun took the ring and smiled at her.
I give you this ring as a symbol of my love and faithfulness. As I place it on
your finger, I commit my heart and soul to you. I ask you to wear this ring as
a reminder of the vows we have spoken today, our wedding day, Kyuhyun
said as he slowly placed it on her finger.
It was her turn. With nervousness, she slowly held the ring on her hand. She
lifted his hand so that she can place it.
I give you this ring as a symbol of my love and faithfulness. As I place it on
your finger, I commit my heart and soul to you. I ask you to wear this ring as
a reminder of the vows we have spoken today, our wedding day, she said as
she slid it around his finger.
She then looked up to him to meet his eyes. She smiled to his gaze and that
assured her of something she thought she was confuse.
I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride, the priest
said and smiled at both of them.
With that last statement, Ryeowooks heart bounced. He will be her first kiss.
No man had ever touched her and no one had ever kissed her except of
course of her parents. The schools heartthrob teacher will kiss her in front
of this huge crowd and her heart leaped with the thought of spending
eternity with him.
Kyuhyun was the first one to move; he faced Ryeowook and placed his hands
on her shoulders. She was blushing endlessly.
May I? Kyuhyun softly asked and Ryeowook nodded slowly and shyly.
He bent down and slowly opened his lips. He lightly placed it on her lips,
nearly touching. Then, he kissed her full, not needy nor demanding, it was a
kiss of sealing and confessing. And for that moment, he felt it. She kissed him
back just for a brief moment, a shy sweet kiss. Kyuhyun smiled to that.

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When they opened their eyes and looked at the crowd, they applauded and
congratulated the newly wedded couple. A red tint crept on her cheeks and
she lightly squeezed Kyuhyuns hand as he gazed down at her with loving
eyes.
The reception was held in an open venue so the sea wind constantly blew
and the refreshing feeling of the sunset slowly engulfed them. The people
started to dance on the floor. There is a lot of laughter and the noise of the
happy people echoed through the night. It was a celebration, a joyful night.
Ryeowook and Kyuhyun sat in the in front of the partying crowd. Sitting right
beside him is a new feeling for Ryeowook. She was happy and the blush on
her cheeks wont leave. But a lot of questions are also running back and forth
on her mind. Will she be alright? What if Kyuhyun is doing this because he
needs to not because he wants to? Then, her thoughts were seized when she
felt a hand on her under the table. She looked at him and confusion flooded
her features. He smiled and said softly, You look worried. Are you okay?
Smile, angel. You look beautiful when you smile.
With that one line, Ryeowooks heart somersaulted. The blush on her cheeks
became redder and a sweet smile formed on her thin lips. She responded to
him by squeezing his hand assured.
Mama said that we are going to our honeymoon when summer breaks start
so you wont worry about your attendance. Will that be alright?
Ryeowook just nodded and her mother beamed on them saying that they
need to lead the dance. Ryeowook shook her head in disagreement but
Kyuhyun dragged her on the dance floor. Her dress fluttered as they made
their way. Kyuhyun was grinning. Who would not be? The beautiful girl
hugged his arm when she almost tripped. It was a sight that some of the guest
saw and they cheered at the beautiful couple.
I dont know how to dance, Ryeowook said.
Dont worry. Ill lead. Just follow me, okay? Kyuhyun said as he placed his
arm around her slim waist and moved her closer to him.
As the music start, the couple slowly moved in time with the rhythm of the
soft music.
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Chapter 11: When you sleep

It was almost midnight and people are already weary. The party atmosphere
has finally subsided. Some of the guests retreated to their respected homes.
Only few of the guests decided to stay in the resort for the night. Ryeowook
felt sleepy after going around and greeting the guests that came to her
wedding. During her tour around the crowd, Kyuhyun eyed her every
movement, careful not to lose her in the big crowd.
Kyuhyun sat beside her in one of the free tables. Her eyes are almost closing
because of exhaustion. She felt Kyuhyun moved closer to her and held her
head to rest on his shoulder. His breath lingered on her hair and a faint smile
crept on her lips when she felt him kiss her hair.
Are you sleepy? he asked softly and Ryeowook nodded in response.
Leeteuk and Heechul with big smiles plastered on their cheeks strode
towards the couple.
It seems that the two of you are quite familiar with each other now, Leeteuk
said as she caressed her daughters cheek.
Ryeowook slowly sat up straight and smile sweetly to the two ladies.
Both of you need to rest. Come on.

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Can you stand, Wookie? Or do you want your husband to carry you to your
room? Heechul playfully asked as if she is hinting something weird.
I-I can walk on my own, she answered softly and innocently which gain
giggles from the two mothers.
They decided to move since everyone is tired from all the partying.
Ryeowook slowly walked and Kyuhyun trailed behind her watching
carefully. The two ladies in front of them never stop talking to each other
about their future plans. They wanted to have grandchildren soon and that
one line sent shiver to Kyuhyuns skin. Really, these mothers are scary
especially when it comes with their inner fan girl self. Kyuhyun just laughed
and stared at his wife.
Were here! Heechul shouted and sent a wink to her son.
Kyuhyun looked up when Ryeowook stopped. They stand in a long hallway
with only one room in the end. He looked at the two fiercely. What the hell
are these two ajhummas thinking? Are they plotting something whimsical?
If not, then, why would they want Kyuhyun and Ryeowook sleep on a
secluded area of the resort? There is only one room. They sure wanted to
have grandchildren soon.
Kyuhyun, carry your wife to that room. Wookie seems to be really
exhausted, Leeteuk said as she smiled at her daughter who was blushing
furiously.
Ryeowook didnt listen to Kyuhyuns response and just focus on the thought
in her head. She cant believe it and panic engulfed her when reality sink in.
she will be spending the night with Kyuhyunalone. Her heart is racing and
she felt hotness throughout her body. She gasped when someone from
behind her elevated her from the floor. She fixed her eyes on him. Kyuhyun
was carrying her, bridal style. He walked towards the room.
Put me down. I can walk by myself, Ryeowook said.
Didnt you hear what your mother said? She is going to castrate me if I dont
carry you towards our room, Kyuhyun replied as he smiled down at her.
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The ladies behind them giggled in delight. They hurriedly walked away but
stopped behind a wall to spy at the two, making sure they go straight to that
room. They only moved from the spot when Kyuhyun closed the door. They
squealed in overflowing happiness.
I hope they can make it tonight, Heechul said, stomping her feet in
happiness.
I want a baby boy with chubby cheeks and cute lips!
A little girl would be nice too. We could dress her up like a Barbie!
The two ladies continued their ministrations as their respective husbands
brought them to their room. A little while later, moans and groans were
heard from each room. Luckily the doors are close and walls are sound proof.

Kyuhyun set Ryeowook on the bed, earning an ooff sound. He chuckled a

little that made Ryeowook blushed more. He hasnt removed his hands
underneath her yet. He was still staring at her lovingly. He can now see how
clear her features are since he is just an inch away from her. She is beautiful
and his heartbeat is not helping him at this moment. It wanted to burst.
Ryeowook noticed that he havent move and she tilt her head at him. Their
lips brushed against each other. Kyuhyun snickered softly and stood up,
removing his hands underneath the warmth of her body.
You should clean up so that you can rest, Kyuhyun said removing his tie
and placed it on the night stand.
Ryeowook just nodded and watched him removed his coat and set it on the
small sofa. Kyuhyun sat down beside her and brushed the hair off her face
and smiled down at her. He settled his hand on her side, careful not to do
anything weird that might endanger the precious time between them.
Surprisingly, the awkwardness between them died down.
You should sleep. I know youre tired.
Ryeowook did not answer and she brought her hands on her face.
Whats wrong? he asked, caressing her hair.
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Ryeowook took her hands away from her face and cutely said, I-I cant reach
t-the zipper of my dress.
Kyuhyuns eyes widen and then he laughed. How can this girl be so sexy but
at the same time cute? Ryeowook felt embarrass and covered her face with
her hands again. Kyuhyun brought his hands on her shoulder and helped her
sat up. Her thighs were exposed in the process and Kyuhyun used all his
courage not to look at them.
Come on, get up. Ill help you with it, he offered, smirking on the little girl.
Ryeowook innocently climbed down the bed and turned around so that her
back faced Kyuhyun. He gulped by the sudden action and restrained himself
from devouring this girl in front her. With nervousness, he clumsily slid
down the zipper until it rested above her waist. The sight of her back made
Kyuhyun hard and a moan almost escaped his mouth. His breath heaved and
it seems that the room grew hotter.
Ryeowook thanked him and rushed towards the bathroom careful not to let
go of her dress. On her way, she grabbed a tower and her small bag which
was brought a while ago by her father. Kyuhyun watched her, eyes glued on
her slender legs and milky white view of her back. He lay on the bed and
tossed around trying to erase the sight of her but failed. He cant and he
doesnt want to. Ryeowooks figure maybe cute but her aura is omitting a
different vibe, a sexy one.
Minutes later, she came out from the bathroom, steams covering her body.
She was wearing a pink sleeping gown. The dress hem leveled on her knees
and when she walks, her soft thighs exposed themselves. Kyuhyun gulped
down again. How can he have such imagination with an innocent girl like
Ryeowook?
You go sleep first. Ill take a shower, Kyuhyun said as he stood up.
He was slowly walked towards the bathroom when he heard Ryeowook.
Are we sleeping on the same bed? she softly asked, enough for Kyuhyun to
hear.
He spun around to face her and replied, If it makes you uncomfortable, Ill
sleep on the sofa.
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Ryeowook shook her head and said, No, its fine. You wont do a-anything,
right?
Of course not. Not until youre ready, he replied and he moved to the
bathroom, away from Ryeowooks sight.
After he closed the door, he banged his head softly on it, telling himself that
he looked like an idiot. What a weird thing to say! Only if youre ready? His
mind is not functioning well and he was embarrassed by what he said. He
collected his self and undressed. The cold water from the shower hit his
body. It calmed him only for a brief moment but when her image flew by his
mind, his body responded.
When he came out from the bathroom, he saw Ryeowook asleep already. She
might have been exhausted from taking care of the guests. Kyuhyun dressed
into his pajamas and slowly lowered his self to the bed. He stared at her for
a while before smiling to his self. Ryeowook steered beside him and he
chuckled a little by how cute she is. Kyuhyun contained his urge to grabbed
Ryeowook to move her closer to him. He just cantnot now. She still needed
some time to adjust herself in the situation they are currently in.
But the temptation grew stronger when Ryeowook shifted towards him. He
tried to contain his self and finally gave up. He slowly attached his hand to
her arm and pulled her closer. He was now hugging her. Ryeowook opened
her eyes but she did not protest. In fact, she likes his warmth. Kyuhyun slide
down his hand on her soft locks. She move closer to his chest and she felt his
heartbeat under the thin shirt. He kissed her hair and sang a soft lullaby.
What should I call you? Ryeowook weakly asked, exhaustion slowly crept
unto her.
Hmmmmwhat do you want to call me?
I dont know. I never had boyfriends before so I dont how things work in a
relationship.
Kyuhyun smiled to that and said, call me oppa.
Then, what will you call me?
Ill call you my angel because you really look like one.
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Ryeowook blushed, a blushed which cannot be hidden from his cuddling. She
shyly placed her hand on her chest and it followed his heartbeat.
Your mother said that she already bought a house for us. Its a small
apartment not very from our school.
What if people see us? Youll be punished by the school board.
No worries. Papa has already taken care of that, he said as he accidently
nibbled on her.
She moaned softly, very faintly. Thank goodness Kyuhyun didnt hear that or
else she will be in a great trouble. She felt his arms tightened around her.
Im looking forward on getting to know you, Kyuhyun whispered and
darted to sleep.

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Chapter 12: When I want you

The doorbell went. It played the first seven notes of Oppa oppa. Sungmin
went to answer it still wearing his pink robe after a fresh bubble bath. He felt
a little restless and lonely all of a sudden. Something is tingling inside him, a
feeling of anger mixed with frustration and sadness. He hoped it was his
roommate but when he opened the door it was the last person on earth he
wanted to see.
Ill just pay the taxi, Yesung said. I asked the driver to wait in case there
was no one is here.
He gave him the suggestion of a smile and said, Hi, Sungmin. I thought youre
going to the school trip.
There was something wrong. Yesung could tell straight away, the hurt on his
eyes. His mouth was downcast. At first he thought that he dyed his head but
then he realized that it was wet. He noticed everything about him; his bare
feet, the sheen of his legs and the smooth skin on his neck.
Why arent you with them? The student councilor president should attend
that MT, he said, setting his bag on the floor and removing his dark glasses.
Sungmin explained that he got on an accident on the way and the doctor
prohibited him to climb the mountain.
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How are you?

Sungmins eyes clouded over and he answered, Oh, Im fine.
Good.
Youre here early, he said. Im not expecting you till tomorrow.
The band was supposed to perform somewhere but it was cancelled.
The truth is he promised to attend a matchmaking by his parents but theyd
had a blazing fight. He wasnt interested in this kind of things since his heart
belonged to someone else. His mom complained to him about being single
and not introducing this girl he was talking about. Yesung just shrugged and
walked out and caught a taxi back to their dorm.
Would you like some coffee? Sungmin asked.
No, thanks. Is that champagne youre drinking?
Yes but its the last of the bottle.
Ill open more.
Champagne seemed to be an appropriate drink for the night of piss and
loneliness. There are few bottles in the fridge ready to be open.
Yesung opened the bottle in the kitchen. He wasnt very good at it. There was
a loud pop and the cork thudded into the ceiling.
More? he asked when he went back.
He wrinkled his nose and handed him his glass. Yesung filled both of their
glasses. He contemplated sitting next to him on the long sofa but he decided
to just sit on the small one.
Cheers! Yesung announced.
Cheers! Sungmin replied.
There was a dead silence for a while and Sungmin decided to seize it.
I saw something today, he begun.
Yesung looked at him and asked, What?
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Wookie.
What about her?
I saw her with a guy, Sungmin softly replied.
Kibum? Or maybe Siwon?
NoCho.
You mean Cho Kyuhyun? The schools guidance counselor?
Sungmin nodded.
What about them?
She kissed him, Sungmin said softly enough for Yesung to hear.
Yesungs eyes widen in fear, a pang of anger succumb to his heart.
Your eyes are playing trick on you, he laughed.
I was surereally sure.
Did you tell Kibum about this? He might know, right?
I did. I told him what I saw but he kept his silence. I threatened him that I
will tell Ryeowook about his secret if he wont spit it out. In the end he told
me.
What did he say?
They aremarried.
What?! Yesung shouted.
Calm down. It was an arranged marriage. Apparently, their parents set them
up and they do not have any choice but to do as they will. It seems that the
marriage is like a business contract.
But you said she kissed him.
The word kiss made the two sat in silence. Both men can feel the tension in
the air. Sungmin tried to make the conversation detour to another path. He
would wait for a while before going up to bed so it didnt look rude. After the
night they fought because Yesung confessed his feelings to Ryeowook, their
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friendship became sour. Apparently, both guys promised each other that
they will not confess their feelings for the little girl until graduation but it
seems that Yesung couldnt hold his feelings anymore.
But there is something more to that. When they fought, Yesung kissed him to
shut him up. Sungmin had thought about that kiss many times over the
intervening days. How ironic it was, that single kiss could stick in his mind
yet since then he must have made love to at least a couple of women. Hes a
rock star after all. He looked at him furtively. He was staring moodily into his
glass, his mind elsewhere, not on him.
But what Sungmin was thinking is wrong. Yesung had submerged himself to
that one kiss too. And he bet what Sungmin was thinking right now is more
than just a kiss. He wanted to take him in his arms and make him better,
stroke his soft cheeks, kiss his ears, his eyes and feel his lashes flutter against
his lips. He wondered if he was wearing anything that pink robe and
imagined sliding his hand inside and cupping hi member, squeezing it,
gently, rubbing his nipple with his thumb. His nipple would be like a center
of a rose.
Yesung shook his head out of the thought. He is in love with someone else
not him. He dreamt of Ryeowook beside him but not tonight, not until
Sungmin delivered to him that infuriating news. There is something about
Sungmin that he just wanted to devour his body, raw and hard.
Things dont always go according to plan, Sungmin said dully.
There was a silence for a long while but probably only seconds. He could
actually hear it, a dull, repetitive throbbing. Perhaps it was his heart or
Sungmins heart or both of their hearts beating together.
Yesung stood and put the champagne carefully on the floor, hardly touched.
He could no longer help himself. He sat beside Sungmin and slipped the robe
off his shoulders then buried his head in the creamy skin, sliding his lips
along its smoothness. He was wearing underneath. The robe fell back
further, exposing his nipples like two flowers as he imagined it. He bent
down his head and sucked greedily. Sungmin groaned but he did not push
him away but instead collapsed against the sofa. Yesung undid the robe and
still he made no protest. He touched his naked body. He begun to respond,
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arching his against him, gasping with delight when Yesung slid the flat of his
hand to his stomach and between his soft thighs. While Yesung removed his
clothes, Sungmin lay, watching him. He climbed back to him, nipping and
biting to his skin.
Ill kill you tomorrow morning if youll say that youre not sober, Sungmin
said as he tilted his head to accommodate his kisses.
Dont worry Im sober enough to know what Im doing.

Sungie-oppa, Minnie-oppa, Ryeowook called.

The two men arrived together on their classroom door and looked at each
other blankly, a blush crept on each other cheeks. They coughed it away and
spun around to look at the girl who called them.
Hi, Wookie, Sungmin greeted, producing his beast aegyo.
Good morning, Wookie, Yesung said as he showed his smile to the girl.
Uhmmmwe better go inside, Yesung. The teacher is coming. Bye, Wookie.
See you around, Sungmin said, prohibiting Ryeowook to speak.
Yesung followed after saying his good bye to Ryeowook. They left the poor
little girl outside, confused. The two boys couldnt face her. They dont have
the heart to do so. What happened that night between them should be left as
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Chapter 13: When they know

Do you like it? Kyuhyun asked as he set down their luggages on the wooden
floor.
Yes. Its beautiful, Ryeowook replied, walking out to the balcony of the
apartment.
She liked it especially the kitchen. The apartment stood in the middle of the
city. The view from the balcony took Ryeowooks breath away. She can see
children playing in the playground by the river and the water of it glistened
as the sun shoots its ray upon it. The living room is painted by her favorite
color, purple and the beautiful white flowers added to the romantic
ambiance of the place. She giggled when the birds chirp and passed by her.
Its near the school too so it wont be a hassle to go there. Have you seen the
kitchen? Your mother specifically told the designer that the kitchen should
be special since you love cooking and all, Kyuhyun said, stopping and
leaning on the door of the balcony.
Ryeowook spun around to face her husband and smiled. It seems that the
couple became much more comfortable around each other.
Wanna see the rooms upstairs? he asked.

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Yes. I would love too, she replied.

Not until you say please, Kyuhyun teased.
Please, Ryeowook shyly replied.
Its lacking something though.
Please, o-oppa.
Good girl, Kyuhyun said as he carried Ryeowook bridal style up to the
stairs of their house.
When they arrived to the bedroom door, Ryeowook asked Kyuhyun to put
her down but Kyuhyun wanted to tease the girl more and opened the door.
He carefully placed Ryeowook on the bed and lied down by her side, cuddling
her close. She can feel his heartbeat and a blush tinted her cheeks.
O-oppa?
Hmmmm?
Nothing, she replied as she nuzzled close to his chest.

Good morning, Wookie, Kibum nervously greeted while showing his smile.
Good morning, Kibum, Ryeowook replied but eyed his best friend.
Something is wrong. She could tell straight away. Kibum is hiding something
from her.
What did you do? Ryeowook sternly asked.
Me? I didnt do anything ha ha ha ha ha ha, he replied, trying to change the
tense atmosphere by laughing it off.
I can sense that something is definitely wrong.
Youre just imagining things. Hey, by the way, how was your night with your
hubby?
Dont try to change the subject, Kim Kibum. What did you do?

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I swear I did not do anything and besides why will I lie to you? You know
that Im loyal to you. I will never, I repeat, I will never hurt or betray you.
Ill let you off this time but once I know what youre up to, Ill never talk to
you again.
The bell rang, signally for the students to retreat to their respective
classrooms. Kibum was tensed all day, knowing that he did something that
will surely upset his best friend. But what can he do in that situation? He was
trapped and there is no other way to get out from the mess aside from
actually telling the truth. Guilt overridden him throughout the day and he
cant look straight at Ryeowooks eyes and every time he does, his heart will
always jerk up with uneasiness.
During lunch, Ryeowook secretly made her way to the guidance office where
her husband is waiting for her. She prepared lunch and Kyuhyun wished to
eat it with him since they needed to know each other better. It was an
innocent time between them and they their relationship became closer. The
awkwardness between them slowly deteriorated. Ryeowook found out that
Kyuhyun is a little childish, playing computer games and the like. She also
found out that he likes people taking care of him and he likes people who can
cook.
Your brother told me something today, Kyuhyun begun.
Ryeowook looked at him, confused.
I dont want to keep secrets between us so Im telling you about this. Its
about Top.
The mention of his name made Ryeowook edgy. Her eyes dropped, busying
herself to the food in front of her. It has been over a month since her Topoppa confessed to her.
Hes in love with you, Kyuhyun quietly said, realizing that he just placed
Ryeowook on an awkward position.
He told me his feelings not too long ago.
What did you tell him?
I-I didnt answer.
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Why?
Because I dont know what to say.
You dont like him?
I-I like him a lot but its not enough to call it love, Ryeowook replied, not
lifting her head from her food.
Kyuhyun did not interrogate her further, seeing that the conversation made
her nervous. It seems as though he crossed the line. They closeness is not yet
enough for him to pry on her business even though they are married. He
sighed and just shrugged the thought away.
It seems that I have my work caught up on me, Kyuhyun murmured.
Oppa? Ryeowook asked tilting her neck a little.
Nothing. You should hurry back to your classroom now.
Deh, Ryeowook replied.

Kim Kibum, spit it out now! Yesung angrily said.

I have nothing to say, he replied as he leaned his back on the cold wall.
Yesung trapped him to get some answers regarding Ryeowook and Kyuhyun.
He wanted to know everything. What Sungmin told him were not enough
and he wanted to go at the bottom of this. Even after him and Sungmin did
it, the face especially the smile of Ryeowook will never fade away from his
mind. Ryeowook hit the deepest part of his heart.
Enough, Yesung. Kibum has nothing to do with this, Sungmin from behind
said.
Shut up and let me handle this, Yesung replied sternly.
Sungmin-hyung is right. Ive got nothing to do with this.
Youre her best friend, right? You should know what happened, Yesung
said as he pinned the poor boy with his hand.
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I didnt even heard about it until the day of the wedding and for the record,
just because Im her best friend, it doesnt mean that I know everything about
her. Im not her caretaker, you know?
Hes right, Yesung. And by the looks of it, the little angel have fallen for him,
Sungmin added as he sat on the sofa of the HE room. And we lost. Respect
that fact.
Yesung finally let him go. He sat beside Sungmin. His face is full of grimace
and frustration. He cant believe that he was late for a step and some random
guy manage to rub Ryeowook off him. He was sure that the girl has fallen for
him. What made things go around? What made fate play a trick on him?
Theres something else though, Kibum said as he straightened his uniform.
Sir Top also confessed to her.
Both Yesung and Sungmins eyes widened in fear. Why is this girl so popular?
Sungmin laughed beside him and he looked at him.
Funny, isnt it? he said as he wiped a tear off his eyes. She is just too
precious.
The door of the room opened wide and the last person they wanted to see
stepped inside the room. Their math teacher looked at them with an
expression that tells them that he is not impressed.
Why are you still here? You should be in your class right now, he said as he
closed the door behind him.
Are you eavesdropping on us? Yesung asked as he raised an eyebrow.
Why would I do that?
Then, what is the math teacher doing here in the Home Economics room?
Im the teacher of this school. I have every right to roam around the campus
and to suspend students especially who are cutting classes.
What are you to Ryeowook? Sungmin asked.
Me? Someone special of course.

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Aish! Kibum bellowed. All of you look like children fighting over a piece of
candy.
Ryeowook is not just a candy, Top said, glaring at Kibum.
So that explains why I never like you, Sungmin said as he stood up. You
always had your eyes for the girl and it always get into my nerves.
Sungmin made his way to the door but when he opened it, someone stood
there, eyes widen in shock, and jaw dropped in unexpected confession. The
little girl stood there and her tears are forming on her puffy eyes.
Oppa?

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Chapter 14: When you pout

The sea breeze blew her brunette hair. She can smell the salty taste of the
sea water. Towers of radiant light soaked the sea with their beauty. The
golden sand swept around in the beach, hemmed in by the towering dunes.
The horizon seemed to be stitched with a silver line. The seagulls were
squawking over and squabbling for morsels. She cant believe it. They are in
Okinawa.
Summer break finally started and they are on their honeymoon. She cant
erase the smile on her face when they arrived on the island. She always
wanted to visit this place and she is finally here. Kyuhyun chose the Ishigaki
Isalnd since its more peaceful and quiet among the other islands. The beach
of the island is really beautiful and the island held precious traditional
Japanese culture.
The couple settled their luggage on the biggest suite of the hotel. The view
from their window captured the essence of the island. The white furniture in
the room matched the white rugs that scattered over the polished floor. The
ceiling is adorned with a domed glass, tinted in green color, soaring like
blister above the red tiled roof. The gardens in front of the window, trees,
lawns, flower beds were surrounded by a thick impenetrable hawthorn
hedge. There is also an outdoor and indoor swimming.
When they settled in, Ryeowook couldnt erase the situation she was in not
too long ago. She was placed on a very nerve-wrecking spot when her oppas
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learned about her marriage to Kyuhyun. Well, the boys calmly ironed the
situation but nervousness and disappointment is clearly present. Ryeowook
explained to them what really happened and asked them not to get angry at
her husband. The boys promised her that they will not touch Kyuhyun but
they quietly cursed him.
Kyuhyun is not helping at all. He has been on the phone from the moment
they step in the room and he ignored Ryeowook. She sat on the sofa crosslegged and eyes on her husband who is going back and forth and talking to
god knows who. She pouted, trying to get his attention but failed in doing so.
After some moments on the phone, Kyuhyun shove his clothes and
Ryeowooks on a small bag and finally noticed his wife pouting at him with
her puffy doe eyes. He walked towards her and kissed her pout away. It
seems that the couple doesnt feel awkward at all in expressing their feelings
towards each other and Kyuhyun found enjoyment in kissing his wife.
Whats wrong? Kyuhyun asked.
Ryeowook smiled to the kiss and answered, Youre ignoring me
Mianhe. I didnt know my little wife wanted my attention, Kyuhyun replied
as he patted her hair. What do you want to do today? We got plenty of time
to enjoy ourselves.
HmmmI want to start with eating Okinawas delicious delicacies
especially their fried tako and dango, Ryeowook brightly replied.
Ha ha ha haIt looks like you research a lot for this trip.
Ani, I always wanted to go here in Okinawa but I never got the chance.
We can do everything you wish to do, Kyuhyun said bringing his face near
hers.
Ryeowook giggled when his breath touched her. He kissed her again, lightly
this time just brushing his lips to her plump ones.
We should check out the pool first, he said.
The couple went down to the indoor pool. The place is not pack unlike the
pool outside. There are also little kids enjoying the cold water of the pool.
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Girls and boys on their teens are also present, partying and playing around
each other
Go and change. Ill wait for you here, Kyuhyun said as he handed her the
bag.
Ryeowook nodded and made her way to the changing room for girls while
Kyuhyun went inside the boys changing room. Excitement flooded Kyuhyun
as he wore the blue summer shorts with white floral pattern and a white
tank top that he placed on the bag. He will be seeing his wife in a swimsuit.
He will be seeing her in less clothing. When he went out from the changing
room, the girls he passed by dropped their jaws and squealed. There was one
girl who approached him and thrown her body towards him, literally, feeling
wanton and sensuous. Kyuhyun tried to shrug her off but the girl is
persistent.
Are you alone? Want to have party with us? she asked as she slid down her
fingers on his biceps.
Kyuhyun pushed her hands away and said, No, thank you and by the way, I
wouldnt stoop too low to your level.
Huh? This is the first time someone rejected me, she said as she curled her
hair and raised her brow. Come on. I know you want it too.
Im really sorry but Im already taken. So, back off, Kyuhyun replied,
showing her his hand with his wedding ring.
The girl just brushed it off and went her way, feeling cool about it but clearly
unsatisfied with the outcome. Truly, girls beg for Kyuhyun and would
definitely do anything for him to notice them. But Kyuhyun wouldnt look at
anyone. His eyes are only fixed on his wife. He will not dare to cheat on
Ryeowook not when he already got the big deal.
He arrived on their meeting place and then he saw her. His jaw dropped,
mouth drool and eyes stick on the sexy but insanely cute figure in front of
him. She wore the purple bikini Leeteuk and Heechul packed for her.
Kyuhyun mentally cursed their parents. He noticed the guys are staring at
her and he didnt like it not even the slightest. He glared at the guys and
threatened them with his burning eyes as he approached her.
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Why are you wearing that? he asked.

Y-you dont like it, o-oppa? she said, fidgeting a little.
Admittedly, he liked it. Who wouldnt? Kyuhyun scanned her from top to
bottom and she was freaking hot. She is fucking wearing a two piece bikini.
Its not covering the rest of her body just her intimate parts. And the damn
bikini is strapless!
I-I like it but there are carnivores waiting for their prey right now and I
absolutely dont like it, he finally replied after scanning her porcelain body.
Oppa? Ryeowook asked in confusion, tilting her head a little.
Aish. I think you should go and change again, he said sternly not leaving his
eyes from her body. I dont like you showing too much skin in public.
Ryeowook giggled. Her husband can be cute sometimes.
Why are you laughing at me like that?
Nothing. I didnt know youre possessive. Thank you, oppa.
Your mine and no guys are allowed to take you away from me and look at
you with such dirty stare.
Dont worry oppa. I brought a beach cover-up with me. So theres no need
to get jealous or angry at those guys, she replied, teasing her husband a
little.
The bikini incident is finally settled. Ryeowook wore her white beach coverup. Its a see-thru but enough to cover her body. They played in the water to
their hearts content. They swam two lengths of the pool then she climbed
back on the side and dangled her feet in the sparkling blue water. It felt
refreshing and Ryeowook never have fun like this for a while. The event that
happened regarding her oppas is long gone from her mind. Kyuhyun took all
the attention Ryeowook could give.
When they had enough fun, they decided to try the food Ryeowook was
dreaming on eating. Luckily, the hotel served traditional Japanese so they
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met the last people they wanted to see in the world right now: Top and
Kyuhyuns ex-girlfriend, Sooyoung.
Kyuhyun! Sooyoung called. It is you!
Sooyoung? What are you doing here? Kyuhyun asked as he clutched
Ryeowooks hand who at the same time looked up to meet his gaze.
Ryeowook was trembling and Kyuhyun can feel the tense atmosphere as the
pair stood in front of them.
Its been ages! How are you? she brightly said. I heard youre married.
Uh, yes. This is my wife, Kim Ryeowook, Kyuhyun introduced.
Oh, that surprised me! I didnt see you. Youre so little and cute, she
beamed, poison on her tongue.
Kyuhyun felt Ryeowook move closer to him.
Kim Ryeowook? Where did I hear that name before, she said. Ah right! You
must be the daughter of the CEO of SuJu records, right?
Ryeowook only nodded.
Oh! Where are my manners? Choi Sooyoung, Kyuhyuns ex-girlfriend and
this is my present boyfriend, Top, she bluntly said.
Both Kyuhyun and Ryeowooks eyes widened in shock. Top has a girlfriend?
No way! He confessed his feeling for Ryeowook not too long ago. Is it a pure
change of heart or just some trickery? And for all the places they could visit,
why Okinawa? And why this island? There are more beautiful and
interesting islands to choose from. Is destiny playing a game with them?
What a coincidence. I am amused looking at you right now, Cho Kyuhyun
and your little wife, Sooyoung said. Why dont you join us? The more the
merrier!
No, thank you. I dont think its a good idea, Kyuhyun replied.
But I havent seen you for a long time now, she persuaded. It wont hurt a
bit if we have dinner together, right Top?
It would be nice if you join us, Top added.
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Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook, asking her by looking at her eyes.

Y-yes. I think so too, Ryeowook quietly replied.
Yippee! Come one, lets go, she squealed as she and Top walked towards a
table.
Are you sure about this? Kyuhyun asked, facing her.
Y-yeah. You dont have to worry. I-Ill be fine, Ryeowook answered softly.
When they both sat down, they can clearly sense that tension in the air.
Sooyoungs behavior towards Ryeowook throughout the dinner made
Kyuhyun pissed and asked himself why he asked her to be his girlfriend. He
didnt like the situation at all especially Top is sitting in front of her.
After a while, Ryeowook excused herself, needing to take a breather. Little
did she know that Sooyoung was on her trail.
Ryeowook! Sooyoung called. Lets hit the vending machine.
The girls stop in front of the machine, away from the eyes of the two men on
the table. Sooyoung took a beer from the container while Ryeowook took a
bottle of water. Sooyoung leaned her back on the cold wall.
So, tell me, do you and Kyuhyun have pet names? she suddenly asked.
When Kyuhyun and I were still together, hes calling me baby.
I-I just call him oppa, Ryeowook nervously replied.
Thats odd. Youre married, right? So, do you like him?
Uh, I guess she softly replied.
You guess huh? Sooyoung sternly stated. Let me tell you something. There
are a lot of girls would literally do anything to be in your place. There are
girls ready to sacrifice everything even their fucking virginity to be his apple
of the eye. Hes clearly all over you and youre guessing?
Ryeowook looked down. Tears are starting to creep on her eyes but she is
trying hard to contain it. She felt embarrass on what she just said. Kyuhyun
is more that to her but she cant directly say it not with his girl hovering on
their business.
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So tell me this. Why would he choose you over someone he had sex with?
And just like that, Sooyoung dropped a big bomb on Ryeowooks life.

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Chapter 15: When you cry

What are you doing here? Kyuhyun asked sternly, looking at Top. Are you
plotting something?
My girlfriend and I are here for a vacation, Top replied coolly.
Really? Out of all the islands here in Okinawa, why choose this island?
Why not? This island is famous for their diving spots. We wanted to do some
under-water adventure.
Under-water my ass! How did you know were here?
I have my ways, Cho.
Tell me. What do you need from Ryeowook? he asked stiffly never breaking
his gaze from him.
What I need? I think you got the wrong idea. The question is what do you
need from her? I mean come on. Do you really expect me to believe that you
married Ryeowook out of love? An idiot would only believe that. We all know
why you married her. Its because your parents ask you to.
Kyuhyun didnt like Top at all. In fact, Top was indifferent to him the first
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Kyuhyun was cool about Tops attitude towards him but when he learned
that Top has special feelings for Ryeowook, Kyuhyun despise him even more.
You dont seem to be the quiet Math professor everyone knew of. You seem
to babble too much. Just so you know I did not marry her out of request,
Kyuhyun replied.
Youre telling me that you did it out of love? So noble of you.
A month ago, you confessed your love for Ryeowook. Why arrive in the
scene with your girlfriend that happens to be my ex?
Top manage a laugh and answered, Nervous? You better be. Im going to
snatch her away from you.
Why would I be? Ryeowook doesnt like you, not a single bit, Kyuhyun
replied, emphasizing the last line.
She is mine to begin with, Top counter back.
Yours? Stop kidding yourself. You look like a hopeless fucking idiot right
now.
What are you boys bickering about? You two are funny, Sooyoung said,
cutting off their argument as she sat beside Kyuhyun.
He looked at her and asked, Wheres Ryeowook?
I dont know?
What do you mean you dont know, this time Top asked the question.
She ran away, she replied as she drank her juice.
Ran away? Sooyoung, what did you tell her, Kyuhyun angrily asked.
Nothing.
Sooyoung, tell me now before I lose my patience.
Okay, okay. Geez! When did you become so sensitive? Sooyoung replied,
placing back her glass on the table. I told her that I slept with you.
What?! Kyuhyun shouted as he stood up making the table tremble. How
dare you?!
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Kyuhyun hurriedly collected their stuffs and stormed out of the restaurant
and ran to find Ryeowook not even bothering on hearing her explanation or
the rest of the story. What he knew is that Ryeowook needed him.
Why did you do that? Top asked calmly, eyeing her movement.
Why not? Sooyoung replied. Shes so dumb and nave. I feel sorry for her
but Im taking back whats mine.
Youre going too far, Sooyoung, he said, standing up and straightening his
self.
Speak for yourself. I thought were doing everything to break them off.
Change of heart, sweetheart?
I told you to stop calling me that. The relationship between us is purely on
business, he replied and walked away.
Sooyoung smirked on his back and just sipped her juice. She submerged her
thought on her next move: seducing Kyuhyun. She became Kyuhyuns
girlfriend when they were still in college. Kyuhyun was the heartthrob of the
school and whoever becomes his girlfriend is an instant celebrity in school.
Sooyoung wanted that fame. She literally latched herself towards Kyuhyun.
He didnt have any choice. So, he just basically accepted her like a good boy.
To make the long story short, Kyuhyun found out that Sooyoung is cheating
on him and they broke up. From then on, Kyuhyun cut all his connection with
her.

Ryeowook ran away from the place. Did Kyuhyun really do that? Did he
really have sex with that girl? Tears started to drop down from her eyes.
People looked at her and she doesnt care. She is so hurt and disappointed
after hearing the preposterous news. She couldnt believe it. All this time she
thought Kyuhyun is a good man. It looks like she was deceived by Kyuhyuns
caring and lovable attitude.
She ran and ran until her legs gave up. She arrived on the most secluded part
of the hotel. It was a forest deep down on the back of the hotel. She didnt
notice the place where she ran off to. She was busy pondering on what
Sooyoung said. She caught her breath and decided to walk further.
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I never thought there could be such beautiful place like this, Ryeowook
whispered as she stopped beside a tree and wiped her face using her long
sleeves.
Ryeowook discovered a magnificent place. It was a lake surrounded by
cream beauty flowers. Fishes swam on the clear water and the light of the
sun took shelter under the trees. It was breathtaking but there something on
the place that Ryeowook didnt like. Its sadness, just like how she felt. It was
so lonely and the singing of the birds added to her heavy heart.
She sat on the green grass and hugged her legs close to her chest. She
suddenly felt cold. Her eyes started to water again. Her thoughts gone back
to her conversation with Sooyoung. She felt her eyes getting heavy and then
she slowly drifted to sleep.

Kyuhyun went straight to their suite hoping Ryeowook is there but his heart
dropped when no one was there. He set down their stuffs on the floor and
ran out of the room. He searched the hotel, from the kitchen to the garden
and back to the room. She is nowhere to be found. He is getting nervous and
the sun is slowly setting.
Once more, he ran around the hotel hoping to find Ryeowook this time. The
eyes of the people stared at him and murmurs can be heard every time he
passed by but he dont care. The most important thing right now is to find
Ryeowook. After an hour or so, he stopped, eyes fixed on two figures in front
of him. It cant be. His eyes are playing a trick on him. His heart sank
shattered into pieces.
He saw Top kissed Ryeowook. For a moment, he stood there, mouth dropped
open. But something is wrong. He noticed Ryeowook is wriggling out from
Tops hold on her. The hold might be too tight since she slightly winced.
Kyuhyun collected himself and approached the pair. He placed his hand on
Tops shoulder and pulled him away from Ryeowook. The little girl gasped
and fell on the ground. Kyuhyun swung his fist and caught Top a mighty
punch on the jaw. Top staggered backwards, nursing his face while Kyuhyun

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stood there, waiting honorably for his response. But it seems that Top had
no intention of engaging in a fight.
Kyuhyun helped Ryeowook to her feet who was now crying endlessly. She
looked up to him and stared at his eyes. His eyes were loving, caring and
forgiving. Ryeowook cant bring herself to hate this man not with her heart
that belonged to him.
Kyuhyun faced Top and said angrily, Dont come near Ryeowook again and
if you do Ill break your nose.
Kyuhyun gestured for Ryeowook to start walking but the girl stood firmly.
She looked at Top. She cant just leave him without her answer and she dont
want to sever her bond with Top. Hes a very close friend and she adored him
like a brother. She faced him.
Oppa, Im sorry. I cant give back your feelings. Youre like a brother to me
and you were there during the time I needed someone to comfort me and I
thank you for that. I appreciate what you said but I-I cant-
Its fine. I understand. You dont have to apologize, Top said, cutting
Ryeowook off.
Oppa, thank you for understanding, she replied as she placed her hand on
his face. Ill still be here if you need me. I promise, she said and kissed his
forehead.
With that, Ryeowook and Kyuhyun walked away leaving Top. As she turned
her back on him, a tear slipped down from his eyes. Hes broken and no one
can ever mend it. Witnessing all this is Sooyoung. She saw everything and
she didnt like the outcome. When the couple is no longer seen, she
approached Top.
Did your plan work? she asked mockingly.
Lets stop this, Sooyoung, Top replied. Lets leave those two alone.
What if I dont want to, she said stubbornly. I told you, didnt I? Ill get
whats mine!

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Enough! Top said angrily as he grabbed her arm. I shouldnt have listened
to you. Youre insane for thinking that we can break them. We certainly cant.
They love each other.
So what if they love each other. There are still ways for them to break up.
Kyuhyun belongs to me. Hes mine!
Sooyoung, Top quietly said, letting go of her arm. Let them be.
No, I wont! I dont want to! Ill do everything in my power to break them
off. Everything, including hurting that girl.
Sooyoung, if I find out that you hurt Ryeowook even a single strand of her
hair, god knows what I might do to you, Top stormed.

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Chapter 16: When I kiss you

Ryeowook and Kyuhyun went back to their suite. When they entered the
room, Ryeowook sat in the bed silently not willing to start the conversation.
Kyuhyun looked at her then back to the floor. He felt guilty to what he did to
Top but one part of him said that he deserved it. He heard Ryeowook sob and
his heart sunken deeper.
The rain on the night sky poured heavily and the sound of the raindrops
made music to the silent room. They did not talk and just lied on the bed,
backs facing each other. Kyuhyun stayed on his side of the bed, glancing once
in a while to his sleeping wife. It hurt her and he doesnt know how to mend
it. He slowly sat up, careful not to disturb her. He groaned a little when he
felt his hand hurt, maybe due to the impact he made with Tops face. He stood
up and changed his clothes, something appropriate for his venture. He
collected his keys and phone in the side table, careful not to make any noise.
Before he went out, he looked back at his wife and sighed.
The sound of Japanese music echoed through the crowded room of the
nightclub. Kyuhyun sat there, in the bar, away from the dance floor where he
can think things better. He sighed, a million times that night. He down his
glass and gestured to the bartender to give him another one.

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Looks like someone had a rough night, the man behind the bar said, accent
of a Japanese native adamant on his tone.
Kyuhyun knew Japanese. He lived in the country for quite some time before
moving to Korea.
Had a raw with your wife? the man added.
Things dont always go the way you plan it to be, Kyuhyun mumbled.
The man laughed and handed Kyuhyun another glass. He looked at him and
raised a brow.
My treat, he replied.
Kyuhyun took the glass and thank the man.
The world has its own charm, the man said, wiping a glass and set it down
to get the other one. Yes. It might not always go according to want we want
but it always gives us what we needed.
What are you trying to say?
Youre still young. You have so much more to learn, he explained as the
sound of the new D&E song played in the place. You should be doing things
with your wife at this hour rather than sitting here and sulking.
Things? Dont make me laugh. By this hour, Im sure that she doesnt even
want to see me.
Are you perhaps a newlywed?
Kyuhyun just nodded and drank the last of his glass.
Then the more you should do things together.
Its not that easy.
Why would you say that?
Its a long story.
Long story or not, Im sure you love her. Marriage should always be like that.
Marriage is for people who are in love. Im sure that is your reason for
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drinking your heart out and talking to an old stranger in the middle of the
night.
Shes beautifulmore than beautiful. Ive never seen a person such as her.
Shesdifferent. Shes kind, innocent andyeah, I do love her but the she
doesnt know, never have the heart to tell her.
The bartender furrowed his brows, processing his sentence. He placed the
glasses on the rack and stood in front of Kyuhyun behind the bar.
Kid, listen to this. If you love someone, that person can make you sad. She
could even make you feel frustrated sometimes. But that someone can make
you happier than youll ever be. You didnt choose this life just because
people told you to do so but because you wanted this to happen. If you truly
love her, sincerely love her; dont let this obstacle be the reason of your
marriage breaking up. There are still a lot of obstacles, problems far more
badly than this that youll encounter. What will you do when that time
comes? Drink it away? That wont solve anything.
You know what? Youre too odd to be a bartender.
Ha ha ha ha ha maybe but I like listening to my costumers stories. It
reminds me of my old days.
I still think youre odd.
And the night of Kyuhyun continue just like that. The bartender listened to
every complaint he had, to every wish he wanted to be granted and to all the
things he still wanted to do in life. He smiled to the guy that was now spent
after drinking his twelfth glass. The man was kind enough to help him to his
feet when he no longer can lift his glass.
Ryeowook woke up, sensing that someone was in the room with her. She
wasnt afraid for she knew who the person was. After Kyuhyun left, shed
drawn back the curtains so she could watch the rain falling. It was a rather
peaceful sight. Strange dislocated thoughts kept drifting into her mind then
drifting out again, forgotten. She couldnt remember a single one. A cold,
yellow light shone on the other side of the bed and she could see a dark figure
sitting at the foot of the bed.

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She heard him groaned, maybe with pain but whatever it is, she chose to
keep silence and stilled. Another groaned was heard; this time a little too
intense for the figure leaned forward and stopped himself from vomiting.
She sat up quickly and her head swam. She fumbled for the bedside lamp,
she switched it on and there he was, Cho Kyuhyun, sitting on the bed.
Youre drunk, was all she could think to say. She wondered why he was so
red and thought how ordinary he looked, nothing like the handsome,
charismatic Cho Kyuhyun shed always known. His shoulders were hunched
with weariness. His eyes were bloodshot and red-rimmed as if he had been
crying.
Im sorry, he said in tired voice. I should have run for you sooner.
He was shivering and she realized his clothes were damp. She climbed down
from the bed and fetched a towel from the wardrobe.
You should dry yourself. Youll get sick with your wet clothes, she said
softly as she wiped the wet strands of his hair gently.
Kyuhyun stopped her hand and looked at her, straight to her brown orbs that
have been puffy due to tears, tears that he created.
I didnt sleep with her, he said very softly but enough for her to hear.
I didnt ask, she said.
You ought to know, you should know. I didnt even love her.
R-really? she asked relief flooded her tight heart.
Im sorry, he said again.
For what? she asked, hand stilled on his touch.
For everything, he replied. For this wedding. It was wrong.
D-do you really think that? she asked, biting off the tears.
It is for you, he replied as he let go of her hand.
There was silence and they stayed like that, paused as if time stop. He looked
down, processing the situation well. She looked at him with loving eyes.
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Is it for you? she whispered, tears now cloud on her vision.

Kyuhyuns eyes grew wider, not with shock or horror but with confusion and
anticipation. He slowly looked up to meet those eyes again, careful not to
startle her.
I you no, its more than that, he replied, his voice raw and hoarse, might
be because of the alcohol he had drunk.
Then why would you say that?
She noticed that his hair was long, too puffy for a guy. His shoulders were
broad, firm strong and she stopped herself from lunging on him, hugging
him. His eyes were closed. His heart was pounding painfully in his chest and
his body was racked with raw.
I dont know. But what I know is that Ive fallen for youhard, he said as he
reached out and placed his hand on his wifes face, feeling a pulse beating in
her neck beneath his thumb.
She let the towel drop on the floor and her tears on her soft cheeks, staining
his hand on her face. The alcohol lost its effect on him, his mind focused on
the scene, never blinking.
O-Oppa, what took you so long? she said, words muffled by her tears.
Kyuhyun blinked, unable to register what she said.
W-what? he stuttered.
Ive been waiting for you to say that. All this time I thought that youre doing
this because of the arrange marriage, she said between her sobs.
I why would you say that? You thought Im doing this because my mother
asked me to?
Because youve been too passive
She was cut short when Kyuhyun crashed their lips, softly nipping on her
lower lip but enough to elicit a soft moan from her. She stepped backward as
he deepened the kiss. But something is not right she thought. There are still
questions yet to be answered. So, she pushed him away.
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A kiss that doesnt have love behind it doesnt make me happy, she said a
little too loudly as she wipe her tears from her drenched face.
But that didnt stop Kyuhyun. He charged forward, forcing Ryeowooks lips
to open for him. He kissed her again, this time with force, its not innocent or
caring, it was more commanding.
Stop! Ryeowook hissed.
That kiss was a greeting, he said as he pushed Ryeowook to the wall, careful
not to hurt her as he grabbed both of her arms.
He kissed her again, placing her arm on both of her sides to steady her and
prevent her for falling.
That was a kiss for someone I think is cute, he breathed and then kissed
her again. That was a kiss for someone I want to go further with.
Then he placed his lips on Ryeowooks inviting ones again. This time, the kiss
was a seal of confession, a promise. And Ryeowook finally stopped struggling
and rested her palm on her chest. When he ended the kiss, she looked up,
staring at his kind eyes.
That kiss had feelings for the person standing in front of me. Could you tell
the difference? he asked voice hoarse and raw. Do you like me, Ryeowook?
How am I supposed to answer that all of a sudden? she thought.
If you dont say anything, I wont stop kissing you.
Ryeowook looked down and a blush crept to her face. She closed her eyes
and mustered all the confidence she can get.
When I think about you, my heart aches, she answered softly.
Kyuhyun leaned his forehead on hers and asked, Isnt that what they call
love?
She opened her eyes but only to be welcome by Kyuhyuns bright ones.
I love you, Kim Ryeowook, Kyuhyun said as he leaned down again and
kissed her.
I love you too, Ryeowook said into the kiss.
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Chapter 17: When I own you

The rain outside stilled and the buzzing of the sea breeze was heard on the
big suite of the hotel. The sun havent risen up yet, maybe just forgotten after
the nights rendezvous. The sound of the waves hitting the rocks is heard in
the silent room and the rattled of the leaves blown by the wind. The dark
clouds subsided but the moon remained hidden from the world. The couple
lie on the bed that adorned their big suite, never breaking the gaze they gave
to each other. Ryeowook giggled when she felt Kyuhyun breath on her.
Why are you laughing? he asked.
Nothing, she replied smiling.
She yelped when he tickled her waist. Ryeowook hissed but Kyuhyun
continued to assault her sides. She tossed and writhed to remove his hands
from her body. Her giggled is getting louder and Kyuhyun laughed on how
cute his wife is. Hes finally at eased, relax that he knew that Ryeowook is
finally his. She was his everything now, all that he ever wanted and their
bond will continue to grow stronger.
Kyuhyun, s-stop. Ic-cantbreathe, she said trying to compose herself.
Then he stopped but only to pull Ryeowook into a hugged. He enveloped his
arms around her tightly. Ryeowook moved closer, feeling Kyuhyuns
warmth, it was relaxing. She nuzzled her face on his chest.
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I want you, he whispered.

Oppa? she asked, looking up to him.
Uhmmnothing. Dont mind, I
His words were cut short when Ryeowook brushed her lips on his. Kyuhyun
blinked, confuse by the sudden aggression.
Oppa, I I want you too, she replied as he place her hand on his cheeks,
feeling the warn skin underneath.
Are you sure? he asked, seeking for assurance.
Yes, she replied. But promise me that youll take it slowly.
Of course, he immediately answered. I will never hurt you andits your
first time so, well take it easy.
Thank you, she said as she kissed him again.
Kyuhyun slowly sat up followed by Ryeowook. He cant erase the grin off his
face. It will be a lie if he didnt want this to happen. She was his, all his and
tonight their love will finally bloom to the next stage.
Kyuhyun put his hands on her waist, sliding them up until he hugged her
delicate rib cage just beneath her chest. He softly cupped her breast through
her top, gently hefting their weight, squeezing softly. The pads of his thumbs
circled her nipples feeling them harden.
Are you okay? he asked, breathe slowly getting heavy.
I-Im okay, she replied.
He lowered his head; he found the crook of her neck and nuzzled her,
rubbing his damp hair against her body. Kyuhyun felt her stiffened. He gently
pushed his hands beneath her dress, on her thigh.
Let me have you, Ryeowook, he breathed.
Kyuhyun sucked in a slow, deep breath as she placed her hands on his waist.
Tell me you want it exactly I want to give it to you, he softly commanded
voice hoarse and low.
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I-I want you too, Kyuhyun, she replied as she looked at him with heavylidded eyes.
Kyuhyun slid his tongue along the racing pulse in her neck.
Kyuhyun, she trembled.
Bending one arm behind her thighs, he pulled her feet out from under her
carefully to the bed. His mouth found hers soft and hot and wet, his tongue
licking hers. Her arms wrapped around his neck, trying to hold him. His
knees straddled her hips, his fingers opening the zipper of her dress.
Her belly was flat and silky smooth, concaving with a giggle when his
knuckles brushed her sides. Her ticklishness made him smile into their kiss,
joy filling his chest until it felt too big to contain it. Her hips lifted to help him
yank her dress up and unclasped his bra. He let her lie down on the soft bed.
He rested his hand on her soft thigh. She was his wife: his most valuable
possession.
Ryeowook, he whispered as he slid down.
She covered herself with her hand. Kyuhyun smiled and slowly took her
wrist and pinned her at her side.
K-Kyuhyun.
He licked her through the silk and she arched with whimper, her feet digging
into the soft mattress and lifting her cunt to his mouth. He pulled her panties
aside and uncovered the impossibly soft skin. A rough sound left him; his
member hardening to the point of pain. He kissed her cunt, lightly licking his
way. He released her hands, knowing too well that she was his now.
Oh God, she breathed, writhing. Your mouth
He spread her wider with his shoulders as he tongued her, driving her to
come. Her fingers pulled at his hair, tugging painfully at the roots, spurring
him on until she climaxed with a startled cry. He rubbed her clit and slid two
fingers inside, grinding her hips on the long fingers. His cock ached to the
site into that snug heat, knowing how amazing it would feel, craving for it.

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Please, Ryeowook begged, grinding into the thrust of his fingers, needing
the slide of his dick to fill her.
Her body twisted and tensed with another orgasm, her neck arching as she
cried out. Wiping his wet mouth on her inner thigh, Kyuhyun rose up and
stood up from the bed. Ryeowook followed his movement as he took off all
the articles that hugged his body.
She blushed as he straddled her again, looking intently through his eyes. He
aimed his cock, levering over her and notching the throbbing head against
her. He slowly thrust forward, halfway through her, surging through the
tight clasp with a groan.
She hitched and Kyuhyun stilled.
Are you okay? he asked, not moving.
I-Im o-okay, she replied as a tear left her eye.
He let her relax into the intruder inside her, kissing her lips and down on her
neck to ease her. After sometime, he felt her calm down and he smiled.
Kyuhyun, you can move now, she whispered as he continued to nib on her
porcelain skin.
He thrust slowly, knowing too well that he have finally owned her. He rubbed
his sweat-slick forehead against her cheek, wanting her to smell his scent.
Her nails were in his back, digging in as he continued to thrust on her slowly.
Cupping her ass, he lifted her, angled her, digging his feet on the bed for the
leverage he needed to push all the way in. Ryeowook gasped and crunched
her hips, working to fit him.
Kyuhyun, she moaned, wrapping her arms around her neck.
Take me, he hissed through clenched teeth, fighting the need to come
before she took all of his cock. Let me in.
Her cunt rippled, sucking at him. He pinned her shoulder to hold her still and
thrust harder. She gave in, letting him have her. The feel of her clutching the
entire length of his cock was all he needed. Wrapping himself around her, he
held her against him, kissing her roughly.
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AhnnnnKyuhyun.
Kyuhyun continued to thrust into her, hard and long, feeling her cunt with
his. It was amazing and it was all he wanted for now. And her, she rode that
moment like a bliss. It never felt like anything. Yes, it hurt but knowing her
husband fully wanted her that pain turned into pleasure, moaning his name
like a mantra, feeling him inside.
Ryeowook, he moaned, lips digging on the soft skin.
She came calling his name, the name of her love, her husband, her destiny.
And with few more thrust, he came, spilling his manhood inside as he
groaned and shout her name. They stilled for a moment, catching their
breath and Kyuhyun withdrew from her and lay beside her.
Kyuhyun pulled her, wrapping his arms around her.
Are you okay? he asked. Did I hurt you somewhere?
No, she replied, eyes bright and smiling. Im fine, Oppa.
He kissed her, sweet and innocent. She nuzzled her face on his chest.
I love you, he told her.
I-I love you too, Oppa, she replied.
Her eyes slowly closed and he felt a faint breath, sensing that she drifted to
sleep. He smiled and kissed her forehead before closing his eyes.

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Chapter 18: When I let you go

Kyuhyun woke up feeling the sun risen up, signaling that the day finally
begun. He felt Ryeowook stirred and he smiled as he tucked the strands of
her hair under her ear. Kyuhyun extricated himself from both of her arms
and the sheets as carefully as possible, standing beside the bed to watch her.
Her hair was tumbled around her shoulders, her lips and cheeks flushed
from sex.
He quickly dressed, putting his pajamas on. Kyuhyun closed the curtain in
the bedroom, then moved into the living and did the same there. It was
already five past ten. He settled on the red sofa and grabbed the phone
beside, dialing the room service. He ordered some food, a coffee and
croissants for him, sensing that Ryeowook might be hungry.
He was still a little sleepy. Rubbing his eye, he slowly drifted to sleep. The
knocking on the door woke him up. Cursing on his head, he stride towards
the door and was greeted by a hotel boy. The boy was young, probably in
early twenties. The boy handed a pink box wrapped in a red ribbon. Taking

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the box, Kyuhyun thanked the boy and presided on the sofa again. He read
the letter that was tucked under the ribbon.
Apparently, the box was from Top. Whats with him this time? Is he trying to
hit on Ryeowook again? Minding his wifes privacy, Kyuhyun decided that
she should open it first. Minutes later, the room service arrived. Kyuhyun
asked the hotel personnel to just leave the food on the living room since he
didnt want to eat alone and wanted to have a little chi-chat with his wife
during breakfast.
Ryeowook woke up when she felt the ray of the sun from the little gap of the
curtains hit her white skin. She slowly opened her heavy-lidded eyes. She
stretched her arms upward and felt that the covers are directly hugging her
body. She jolted up, settling her head on the headboard, she was indeed
naked. She covered her face with her palms, embarrass. The memories of the
night dawned on her and felt her face got hotter.
The bedroom door opened and Ryeowook stepped out dressed in her clothes
from the night before. Her face was freshly washed but the dark circles under
her eyes and her swollen mouth made her look both well fucked and
extremely fuckable. With her bare feet and barely tamed hair, she was
stunning.
Pride swelled on Kyuhyuns chest. The red tint on her cheeks made her
adorable. Her body told you she was a dream to fuck, confidence on her
posture told you shed take no shit from anyone and the mischievous
amusement in her eyes told you there would never be a dull moment. She
was very promising, every hope, every fantasy a man could have. Kyuhyun
stared at her, intently.
Ryeowook shifted her stance and smiled shyly.
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Hi, she said, voice very inviting and astonishing.

The sound of her voice snapped Kyuhyun out of it. He pushed to his feet so
he spilled his coffee. He set his mug down and brushed the stray droplets off
his pants.
Are you okay, Oppa? she asked, trying to stay calm as much as possible.
Y-yeah, he stuttered. Good morning.
He sat down on the sofa and reached his hand to Ryeowook. The girl obliged
and settled on Kyuhyuns lap. Kyuhyun brushed her hair back from her face.
He brushed his wet fingertips over her cheek that earned a giggle from her.
Kyuhyun kissed the tip of her nose.
You got a present, he said,
From whom?
Top, he replied sternly but careful not to be too strict about it. The hotel
boy left this a while ago. I must say, he knows how to be cheesy sometimes.
Ryeowook took the box from his hand and slowly pull the red ribbon on top.
Carefully opening the box, a letter and small giraffe plushie was inside. She
remembered this toy. It was the same toy she gave him twelve years ago
when he was sad and angry at the world. It was the same toy that saved him
from destroying everything and entirely hating his father.
Though we had to part,
Though we could never be together,
I had no regrets.
Even you back away from me
Married another man and had children with him,
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If the woman I love was happy then

I could be happy. And I am.
I would never let go of this feeling or
My love for you.

Kyuhyun watched as Ryeowook face softened at Tops words. He saw a tear

drop from her eye and he wiped it off from her cheek.
Why are you crying? he asked, softly and calmly.
She bit her lower lip then said, Is he saying goodbye to me? It feels like I
wont be seeing him again.
I dont think his saying goodbye, he replied as he wiped her cheeks that are
now soaked with her tears. Hes just simply letting you go. That guy loves
you so much and he knows that you will be sad if you wont see him again.
Hell be there, right beside you, loving you and taking care of you.
Ryeowook looked at him, asking for assurance and Kyuhyun gave it to her,
saying that Top will always be her Oppa, a brother. Ryeowook rested her
cheek on Kyuhyuns shoulder, her tears stop from falling. He caressed her
hair, telling her calming words.
Im fine now, Oppa, she said as she wiped the remaining tears from her
eyes. Thank you.
So, where do you want to go now? You still have things from your bucket
list, right?
Yes, she softly replied. I want to eat Japanese dango.
Kyuhyun laughed at her cuteness which elicits a pout from his wife.
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We should eat breakfast first, Kyuhyun smiled.

The couple dressed casually to resume their adventure in the island.

Ryeowook was excited and Kyuhyun saw pleasure on this. Watching his
beautiful wife smiling and enjoying herself is enough to make his serious face
brighten up. Her sight is a drug to him, filling him with energy and life.
The first thing that they did that day was to check out the dango shop that
Ryeowook was excited to visit. The Japanese sweet melted on her mouth as
she munched on her third stick. Kyuhyun didnt complain. In fact, he was
enjoying the food. Cho Kyuhyun would never say no to food.
The second site they went was a place chosen by Kyuhyun. It was an
aquarium and underwater zoo. Its a home of Japans exquisite marine life.
Ryeowook was amazed how the little jellifies changed colors as they move
on the blue water. It was also that time that Ryeowook realized how smart
her husband was when Kyuhyun won small quiz about underwater animals
in the aquarium.
The third site was a traditional market place near the beach of the Ishigaki
Island. The place was a little bit crowded but the couple wouldnt want to
miss to stroll around the place. The street is filled with different stores that
sell Okinawan products like beni imo, shikuwasa juice, chinsuko and etc. On
one of the stores, Kyuhyun spotted a Japanese sweet that he used to eat
during his elementary days. Its called wagashi, a traditional Japanese
confectionery which is often served with tea and has cute designs like
flowers and animals.
Kyuhyun bought some and held a cute pink rose wagashi to Ryeowook to eat.
She opened her mouth and bite on the food and a smile crept to her plump
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lips when she tasted the sweet taste of the delicacy. Then, they noticed that
someone took their photo for a camera flashed and clicked of the shutter was
heard. They turned towards their side and saw a girl, probably around
Ryeowooks age and a smile was plastered on her face.
Oh Im sorry, she said still smiling from her current action. You two look
cute so I cant help myself from taking that sweet moment.
Kyuhyun looked at Ryeowook then back at the girl who was grinning.
Ah, dont worry. No harm done, Kyuhyun finally replied.
Im Krystal by the way, she said as she stuck her hand out to Kyuhyun and
Ryeowook.
Kyuhyun shook her hand and flashed a smile. The girl took another photo,
this time with the couple posing together, all smiles. The girl thanked them
and hurriedly went her way when she was called by her friends.
The rest of the afternoon was spent in buying souvenirs for their families
and friends. Ryeowook bought a bangasa and a geta for her mother, tengui
for Kangin and kokeshi for her brother. Kyuhyun on the other hand bought
omamori for his parents since he does not need to ponder on these things.
Then he remembered the one thing Heechul wanted for Kyuhyun to bring
home from his honeymoon: a grandchild.

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Chapter 19: When we love

The sun slowly slipped down the horizon and couple decided to walked on
the shore the same way they walked on their wedding aisle. The tide was
coming in and they watched as the wave busily lap to and fro at their feet,
leaving behind some froth that sank slowly into the white sand. There wasnt
another person in sight, not surprising on such a dismal summer afternoon
that was rapidly growing dark. The sky was dirty grey and clouds were
banked like a row of black, sinister hills on the horizon but the color of the
sun is still dominant on the eastern sky.
Do you want to watch the sunset? Kyuhyun asked, holding Ryeowooks
hand tightly. I brought a blanket.
Ryeowook giggled towards her husband. Sometimes, Kyuhyun can be cute
but she likes the cool Kyuhyun more. She nodded and helped him spread out
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the blanket. The couple sat on the cool sand. She rested her head on his
shoulder as he wrapped his arm around her.
Tell me something about yourself, Kyuhyun begun.
Me? she asked.
I want to know you more.
Uhmmm, Ryeowook contemplated on what to say. I can play the piano!
Really? Why not play it to me some other time?
Sure and maybe you can sing while I play, she happily beamed at him.
Me? Singing? No way, definitely no way,
I heard you singing in the bathroom last time. You have a good voice, Oppa.
Only in the bathroom, Kyuhyun replied, scoffing a little at his remark.
Please, she said, using her doe eyes to persuade her husband.
I will if youll cook some pumpkin porridge again.
Deal, Ryeowook immediately replied.
Ryeowook love the low laughter of Kyuhyun that followed her cute giggles.
She loved hearing that sound, love spending time with him when they forgot
their troubles and had fun together. They were married but they still had so
much dating to catch up on, so many nights to spend together. Tonight was
the first to many.
By now, it was completely dark and only sound was the busy rustle of the
black water. The streetlights made the sky over the island appear dull orange

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and in the hotel the brightly lit windows glow a warm welcome. Ryeowook
leaned her head on Kyuhyuns forehead, inhaling his scent at the same time.
I want you, Kyuhyun quietly said. May I?
She looked at him, a gaze that tells the same. She wanted him too, not because
of lust but because she loved him, all of him.
After last nightI cant control myself, Kyuhyun confessed.
Ryeowook cupped Kyuhyuns face between her small hands and smiled. She
didnt answered but instead kissed him with her soft plump lips.
Kyuhyun doesnt need an answer. He knew for certain that she wanted him
too. He buried his face in her throat and hummed softly, their legs tangling
with each other, his hands gliding over her back. His hands roamed slowly
over her silky skin. Kyuhyun knew definitely how explosive it would be
between them. He needed it; he needed her to give him that, something hed
never wanted with anyone else.
Ryeowook smiled when Kyuhyun lifted her over and onto his lap. She now
straddled him, staring down at his impish smile. She stroked a hand across
his jaw. She kissed him again. He smelled like chocolate and he tasted like
dango that they ate a while ago. Theyre tongues intertwined, tasting each
other, demanding kisses from each other until she pulled back and gazed into
those beautiful eyes of her husband.
Oppa, I really like your eyes, she said as she brushed her hand on his face.
Kyuhyun kissed her nose and smiled. He slid one warm palm around the
small of her back then pulled her tightly against his chest that she felt his
heartbeat against her breast. She relaxed against him, feeling safe and love.

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Then he lifted his lips, found her mouth and kissed her hard. A yearning
urgency flowed from his lips to hers. She moaned between them and
threaded her fingers through his hair, pulling him even closer. The only thing
she had room for in her head was the two of them. He stroked his hands along
her body, zipping down her dress and unclasping her bra.
With one arm around her back, he used the other to ease her around and
under him on the blanket. She stretched under his weight, feeling his body
settled upon her. Her hands stroked down her broad back. She slid them
under his shirt, felt the smooth skin underneath. He pulled his shirt over his
head in one quick movement, revealing his toned body underneath.
His breath heaved, heat radiated from him, his eyes shone deep into hers.
Never breaking from her gaze, he helped Ryeowook pulled her dress up. Only
then did his eyes drift down, devouring her body, leaving heat in their wake
without him even touching her. She drew down to her, gasping when his bare
skin touched hers. His mouth found hers again. Ryeowook lost herself in the
kiss. Her heart raced against his and her breath caught on the kiss.
He kissed down her throat. She tilted her neck and arched her head back
against the cold sand. His lips moved lower, grazed along the top of her
collarbone. Kyuhyun sat up and removed his clothes. He shivered as the cold
air touched his bare skin. His warm hands ran over her skin, across her
breasts, leaving a trail of electricity in their wake then slid around her lower
back to remove her underwear.
Kyuhyun shifted. Urging her legs apart and pinning her wrists beside her
head. Holding her down, Kyuhyun entered her and a surge of ecstasy run
down their body, heaving as she continued to touch him. She was ready for
him, plush, tight and wet. Kyuhyuns teeth gritted together to restrain the

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growl that trapped in his throat. His chest heaved against her back, his rough
exhalations ruffling her hair lying across the blanket into the sand.
Just like that, just by taking him, she had him right on the edge.
Ryeowook, Kyuhyun breathed on her ear as he inserted his cock into her,
deeper until he was in her hilt.
He could feel her all around him, from root to tip, clenching in ripples. She
felt the pressure at the base of his cock as it intense. He wanted to come
inside her. Wanted it enough to consider the risk as terrifying as it was
acceptable.
Kyuhyun, Ryeowook moaned his name like a mantra, rocking her body
with him, taking all the pleasure she barely felt last night.
This time, this sex is way different than last night. This is something that both
of them enjoyed, something that they bravely done. It was not starting but
continuing where they left off. Closing his eyes, Kyuhyun dropped his
forehead on her cheek, inhaling her scent and let go, coming hard, his ass
flexing as he filled her up in thick hot spurts.
Ryeowook whimpered, writhing under him. Her cunt tightened then
trembled around his cock. She climaxed with a soft sweet moan of his name.
Kyuhyun growled her name, searingly aroused by her orgasm. She came
because he did, because his pleasure turned her on as much as his touch.
Ryeowook, Kyuhyun rubbed his damp cheek against hers. I love you.
Her fingers tightened their grip on him. Her head turned, her lips seeking.
Kyuhyun, she breathed into the kiss. I love you too.

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Kyuhyun stretched every part of his naked body in contact with Ryeowooks.
She murmured in her sleep and he pulled her close against him. Voices of
people coming to the beach woke Ryeowook, clearly startling her. She sat up
quickly. Hair brushed her shoulders and the dress that covered her fell down
from her bare breasts. That was when Kyuhyun realized that they had sex on
a public beach.
The sun has not totally risen up yet. Rays not enough to clearly distinguish
their silhouette on the cool sand of the shore. Kyuhyun scrambled to his feet
and hurriedly put on his pants. He helped Ryeowook to her feet and pulled
the dress on her head until to its length. Kyuhyun grabbed the blanket,
wrapped around the rest of their clothes. Ryeowook held rest of their things
and ran towards the direction of their hotel, followed by Kyuhyun who didnt
bother to put on his shirt.
Her dress bounced on her thighs and that was when Kyuhyun realized that
she forgot to wear her fucking panties. Blush crept to his cheeks. He looked
like pervert as he continued to gaze on her behind. He ran fast and stopped
Ryeowook on her tracks.
The little girl looked up, confused. Kyuhyun wrapped the blanket around her,
securing it with a knot as he kissed her nose and smiled.
I dont want anybody to see you like this, he said. I have the only right.

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Chapter 20: When I confess

These guys are good! Sungmin yelled as the opening act barreled headlong
into their fifth song.
Yesung and Sungmin left their seats after the third song, working their way
through a writhing crowd to the railing that divided the seating area from
the mosh pit in front of the stage. Yesung surrounded him, his arms caging
him on both sides, his hands gripping the rail. The audience pressed in
around them, collectively pushing forward but Sungmin was cushioned from
it by his body.
Is this the new group that SG is promoting? Yesung asked.
No, its the main act later, Sungmin replied, not taking interest on the
conversation.
Oh, I see. I like them, he said, leaning closer on him.
Sungmin gulped down as he was getting nervous by the sudden contact.
Apparently, Sungmins childhood friend, Eunhyuk, invited him to his
performance. He gave Sungmin two tickets and he asked Yesung to come
with him because he doesnt want to be alone in a crowded venue. He
stroked that Yesung was enjoying the show. Lifting his arms in the air,
Sungmin screamed, feeling pumped by the energy of the crowd and driving
beat, making the atmosphere around the two a little brighter.
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Sungmin dance within the circle of Yesungs arms, body drenched in sweat,
blood raging. When the act was done, the stagehands quickly set to work
breaking down the equipment and setting up for the next act. Sungmin was
very grateful to his friend for he was able to take the night off and have fun.
Soon, the stage grew darker and fast upbeat music was heard. Its beats raged
through Sungmins bones, sending electrifying energy throughout his body.
The rhythm of the new their song, Motorcycle, echoed to the wide open area.
It was a nice song, gives you a jumpy sexy feeling. Sure enough, it was
Eunhyuk on the mic, his slightly husky powerful, sexy-as hell voice pouring
over the thousands whod come to see him in action.
He felt Yesung pushed him toward the railing, closer to his body, feeling the
hotness hes omitting. His legs loosened from Yesungs touch, he noticed that
his hands were on him not on the railing where it was supposed to be. Yesung
set him down, protecting him from the frenzied fans with the shield of his
body. Tearing his eyes away from Eunhyuk, he looked at Eunhyuks partner,
Lee Donghae; he was a sexy dancer as well, thrusting those hips to the
scream of the fans.
Good, arent they? Yesung asked with his mouth on Sungmins ear so he
could hear him. But I still dont like him, barging on somebodys house and
even mistaking me for a gardener.
His one hand on the railing and the other around Sungmins waist, lifted from
his thigh, keeping him pulled up tight against Yesung as he moved to the
music. The combination of his body and Eunhyuks voice did insane things
to Sungmins already sex drive.
He closed his eyes, focusing on the man behind him and the unique rush hed
felt while listening to D&Es song. The music throbbed through his veins,
bringing back memories: the night when he took him. He swayed on Yesungs
arms, desire pounding through him. He was achingly aware of his hunger. It
poured off him like heat waves, sinking into him, making Sungmin crave him
until the physical distance between them was painful.
Grabbing the hand Yesung had pressed flat against his stomach, Sungmin
urge it downward.
Sungmin, Yesung whispered, voice was harsh with lust.
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Yesung squeezed Sungmins thigh and whispered, Open.

He set his foot on the bottom of the railing. His head fell against Yesungs
shoulder and a heartbeat later, Yesungs hand was under his tight pants.
Yesungs tongue traced the shell of his ear, his breathing hard and fast.
Sungmin felt him groan as much as heard it when he discovered how hard
he was.
One instrument blended into another. Yesung rubbed him through fabric of
his boxers, moving in circles, then vertically through his shaft. Sungmins
hips rolled into his touch, his cock clenching, his ass grinding into the hard
ridge of his erection.
He was going to come right there, inches away from dozens of people
because that was what Yesung did to him. That was how insanely he turned
on; nothing mattered when his hands were on him, his attentions completely
riveted to him.
Thats it, Minnie, He said as His hand pushed his underwear aside and
grabbed the erect member. Im going to fuck your hole for days.
With bodies pressing in all around them, music pounding over them and
privacy granted only distraction. Yesung slid his finger deep into Sungmins
hole and stayed there as his hand continue pumped the hard cock. The solid,
unmoving penetration drove him wild. Sungmin ground his hips into his
hand, working toward the orgasm he needed so desperately.
The song ended and the lights went out. Drenched in darkness, the crowd
roared. Anticipation weighted the audience, building until the beat of the a
slow song broke the heavy expectation. Shouts rang out, and then lighters
flickered to life, turning the sea of people into thousands of fireflies.
A spotlight his the stage, revealing the duo on the center, shirtless and
glistening with sweat. Their chest was hard and defined, their abs ridged
with muscle. Then, they started to dance to the music; the beat goes on, the
title track of their album. The women in the audience creamed.
Yesungs fingers begun to move inside of him. The bass and rhythm of the
speakers kicked in. their dance was slow but with swag, hips thrusting a little

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to the slow music. Their voices were amazing. Mesmerizing. Seductive. And
the face and body to enhance the temptation.
And the beat goes on and it never ends
And the beat goes on neol ikkeuneun Hand
And the beat goes and the beat goes
And the beat goes on yeogin nebeoraendeu
And the, and the beat goes on, and it never ends
Taking, Taking, Taking over my body
Got me, Got me, Got me nan jigeum Crazy
Taking, Taking, Taking over my body
Got me, Got me, Got me moduga Crazy

The spotlight went dark. A long moment passed as the music faded. Then the
lights came back on and the bass exploded with sound. The flames winked
out and the crowd went cray. But Sungmin was lost to the roaring in his ears,
the tightness in his chest and the high feeling from his erection.
The song, Yesung growled on his ear, his fingers pumping and fucking his
hole forcefully. Makes me think of you.
His hand pumped stronger and Sungmin climaxed in a rush that took him by
the storm. A tear left his eye. She cried out, shaking his orgasm in his arm.
Gripping the railing in front of him, Sungmin held on and let the unstoppable
pleasure through him.
Dont talk to him again, Yesung said, lips still closed to his ear. That
Eunhyuk guy ticks me off.
Are you jealous? Sungmin asked as he buckled his belt.
What if I am?

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Chapter 21: When I surrender

Ryeowook!
Siwon jolted up awake, sweat running down his tone face and chest. He had
a nightmare, a dream he couldnt comprehend. Last night, he was working
really hard checking the new projects their company is going to launch. Since
he was tired, he fell asleep on the couch, couldnt even bothered to move on
the soft bed.
It was just a dream, he said as he wiped the sweat on his forehead.
He hurriedly climbed down his bed and prepared for the day, putting on his
nice black suit and blue necktie to match the white polo shirt underneath. He
rushed down the flight of stairs of their mansion and was greeted by her
mother.
Good morning to you, Leeteuk greeted, placing her teacup on the crystal
table.
Im going right away. Ready my car please, Siwon said to one of the maids
who bowed down, acknowledging his request.
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Pardon me, son, but what shall you do about breakfast? his mother asked.
Ah, damn it. Theres no time for that right now! Siwon replied as he flapped
his arms, feeling annoyed. My mind right now is full of very troubling
feelings. I carefully thought about privacy and decided not to interfere with
the private life of my sister but if Ryeowook is really through such a life of
cruelty. Then, I must meet her immediately and uncover the truth. I must go
to her house at once!
Pardon me but Siwon! Leeteuk shouted, as her son continued to grumble
on his own world. Your pajamas consist half of the clothes you are wearing
right now and youre still wearing room slippers.
Siwon growled like a beast that is on a match and hurriedly ran back to his
room to change. Then, he ran down again, back to where he was a minute
ago and acted coolly as if the pajama incident did not happened.
Well then, I shall be departing again, he said, coughing the embarrassing
air.
I sincerely apologize to interrupt but Siwon, dear, Leeteuk began again.
Your sister is still on honeymoon and will be back next week. So basically,
theres no one on their house right now.
Siwon looked at her mother and his face looked like the world is closing in
on him.
Ummacouldnt you have said that first? he asked.
I pray every day that you could become a splendid man who will notice his
own errors, Leeteuk replied, sipping her tea again. If you do not have
anything scheduled today then we shall study dating together so you can
hook up a girl soon.
Leeteuk grabbed her sons back collar and dragged him towards the study
room. Siwon was wailing and crying as he tried to reason out his mother.
Someone! Siwon called. Bring me the phone!
In a fast movement, the butler handed him the phone and Leeteuk let go as
Siwon dialed the numbers fast. The phone rang and it luckily connected to
the end of the line.
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Top? he said. Theres something I need to discuss with you.

One week later

Ryeowook walked happily on the street towards their apartment, holding

the shopping bags. The sky is clear on that morning and the birds are happily
chirping on the sky and on the trees. There was no black clouds on sight or a
sign of the bad weather.
I bought all the necessary ingredients, right? Ryeowook said to herself.
When I get home, Ill cook a nice meal for Oppa.
Something caught her attention that morning. There were a lot of people
compiling in front of their apartment. It was crowded, little boys and girls,
middle aged women and men are present.
Whats going on? she asked.
Two black Sedans parked in front of the house and the chauffeur opened the
door. Five handsome guys slowly went out of the luxurious car and the girls
screamed as they saw their faces.
So, this is Wookies house, Kibum said as he straightened his shirt. Its
pretty big for two people.
Siwon paced back and forth of the concrete street, thinking what to do next.
He faced Top with a grumpy face.
Whats with this crowd? he asked.
Oh, Top said. I completely thought that you had no courage to come alone.
So, I got more people to come.
But I got it was unnecessary, he added as he shooed Kibum, Yesung and
Sungmin away. Well, lets go home now, kids.
But we dont want to go home! Kibum said.
My bad, Siwon stopped the group to leave further. Dont leave me alone.
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The crowd in front of the house circled around the two cars. They thought
that the group were shooting a film or something. Some kids are cheering
because rich people visited their neighbourhood. Then, the boys formed one
straight line as they listened to Siwons command.
Listen, fellow subjects, he begun. This is nothing more than a we were in
the area and just came by to say hello type of casual visit not a research
about Ryeowooks life under Kyuhyun.
Ryeowook gasped at the sudden visit and she thought that her Oppa are
kinda weird and they looked like insane people working on a great spy
project. She mentally face palmed herself.
Words like pathetic, ugly, ragged are all forbidden! Siwon added.
The group saluted and replied, Yes, sir!
Most importantly, you must not make Ryeowook and Kyuhyun feel like you
want to go home-
Siwon wasnt able to finish his sentence because Ryeowook shouted for them
to go home. Yes, it might seem a little rude for Ryeowook to shout at her
brother and friends but its quite embarrassing for her to look at them acting
all cool in front of these many people.
Ryeo-Ryeowook! Yesung stuttered.
Go home now, Oppa, Ryeowook said as a blush crept on her cheeks.
The boys made pitiful faces. They really wanted to know what kind of life
their beloved Ryeowook is living with her husband, Kyuhyun. They wanted
to know if Kyuhyun is treating Ryeowook like a princess. Since, they begged
her and promised her that they will behave properly and wont pick a fight
with Kyuhyun; she agreed to let them in.
When they opened the door, they were immediately greeted by the sweet
smell of the living room. They recognized the pictures that adorned the
purple colored wall. Flowers were placed on porcelain vases which added to
the romantic ambiance of the newlyweds house. The boys situated
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was hanged just above the television. The picture was a wedding photo of
the couple which made the guys, except for Siwon and Kibum, grimaced.
Ill make tea, Ryeowook announced.
Wookie, Sungmin called. If youre going to make tea, heres some red tea
my dad bought from India.
He handed a small pouch to Ryeowooks small hands as he smiled towards
her. After a minute or two, she served the hot tea on the table and Kibum
brought out two boxes of small cakes. They let Ryeowook choose first. She
picked a cake with cream and strawberry on top. The group happily chat and
ate the delicacies on their plates.
After finishing their desert, Kibum unconsciously spurted out that he wanted
to eat Ryeowooks lunch which was seconded by the other guys especially
Siwon who really missed Ryeowooks cooking. She sighed, feeling defeated.
Then she realize that she dont have enough ingredients for the lunch since
shes going to feed a big group. She stood up to where she was seated and
told them that she will buy some ingredients to the nearby supermarket but
the door of the house opened and the group saw the last person they wanted
to see on that house.
Kyuhyun stepped in and placed his shoes on the racks. He noticed that they
are a lot of people in the house and he slowly surveyed them. In all honesty,
he didnt like what he saw but what he can he do? This scene is bound to
happen one way or the other. He wanted to bring Ryeowook back to
Okinawa, have their honeymoon again so that he can own her and she wont
mind the other guys beside her. He smiled a forced one most especially when
he laid his eyes upon Top. They all greeted each other, everyone feeling a
little tense and careful to their words.
Ill be right back so, everyone just wait here quietly, Ryeowook said as she
wore her shoes and took her leave.
There was silence for a while and Siwon smiled, feeling that these guys
beside him truly cared and loved his baby sister dearly. He was okay now.
He knew Ryeowook is safe. Yes, he might not like the idea of Ryeowook
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heart shes in good hands. He knew every time he looked at Kyuhyun and
every time he sneaked glances on Ryeowook. She was happy.
It seems like shes having a lot of fun at school, Siwon quietly said but
enough for all the guys to hear. Its all thanks to you, guys.
The guys all looked at him, a little bit confused.
Well then, shall we do something fun? Top asked.
Ryeowook walked casually on the street towards the supermarket but little
did she know that the guys were following her. They silently stalked her as
she made her way.
Is this the fun thing, youre saying? Yesung asked.
Its the stalking game, Yesung-shii, Top replied.
A few girls spotted them and whispered with each other on how handsome
they are.
When, Ryeowook was still young, she would to go to the supermarket all by
herself to buy ingredients for baking. Siwon used to drag me along and spy
on her, Top further explained.
The guys continued to stalk her. When they arrived on the supermarket they
found Ryeowook choosing some leafy vegetables. Yesung and Sungmin saw
their favourite ice cream and went to choose what they liked who was later
followed by Kibum.
Why was it necessary to secretly follow her? Kyuhyun asked as he, Top and
Siwon hide behind a rack of canned goods.
Our parents were not always there to take care of us, Siwon explained. She
likes baking and cooking so much and she would always go to the
supermarket after school is over. I just ended up having a habit of following
her.
Siwon ended up telling a scenario about how Ryeowook caught him stalking
her. Kyuhyun laughed lightly. Now, he knew how much Siwon loved his wife.
She doesnt give you a chance to let you worry about her, Top added. Also,
she would unconsciously save others.
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Kyuhyun stood up properly and replied, ThatI understand.

Siwon smiled, knowing too well that Kyuhyun understood. He pinched
Kyuhyuns cheek so hard that he gasped a little too loudly.
Theres no way you can understand, Siwon said as he continued to assault
Kyuhyuns cheek. Just because you look a bit handsomeyou know, I dont
plan on letting her go just yet!
Please, let go, Kyuhyun begged.
You arrogant person. Youve only been with her for a short period of time!
And soyoure an enemy! I consider you an enemy!
Top laughed wholeheartedly. Sometimes, his friend can be childish
especially when it comes to Wookie. Hes really over protective and
possessive. Kyuhyun hit his butt on the floor when Siwon pushed him.
Ryeowook saw him and asked him if what hes doing here.
Ahuhmmyeah, he stuttered. I suddenly felt like carrying the shopping
basket for you.
Ryeowook eyes widened. She knew she heard those lines before. Ah, right. It
was the same line her brother uttered when she found out that he was
following her. She smiled, feeling a little dj vu.
Siwon and Top watched as the Ryeowook and Kyuhyun happily choose the
groceries together. The other guys are busy choosing stuffs as well, placing
this and that on the trolley.
I told you, shes fine, Top said.
I know, Siwon replied.

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Chapter 22: When you took my arms

The rain outside got heavier. All humans retreated to their own home and
some took shelter under their umbrellas or some roof of a restaurant.
Ryeowook stepped towards the door of their veranda, watching the rain as
its drop on the cold surface of the earth. She promised to go out with
Kyuhyun but unfortunately its raining so they both cant go outside.
Oppa, what should we do? Ryeowook asked, looking back at her husband.
Is there a place we could go that would still be nice in spite of rain?
No, Kyuhyun replied as he tore his gaze from the book he was reading. But
hanging out here wouldnt be bad either.
But theres nothing here
I think there are still some movies we havent watched yet.
But Ryeowook contemplated on what to say.
But?
I dont want to watch the scary ones, she replied softly as if whispering.
Want to watch them together?
If there is something Ryeowook never want to do alone, it would be watching
horror movies. She hates movies with thrilling sound on them and blood
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splattering scenes. She opted to herself never to watch them after her
brother, Siwon, forced her to watch Ju-on. She never got to sleep that night,
thinking that maybe the ghost will appear beside her.
In the end, she could not say no to her husband. Even though she hates it,
shell take this chance to get Kyuhyun more even just for a little. He turned
off the light and the only light was projected from the TV screen. The movie
started with a scary boom from the speakers and a weird music.
Throughout the movie, Ryeowook was jumpy. Every time there was
something surprising, she would grasp Kyuhyuns arm tightly. Kyuhyun
enjoyed every bit of it. Who wouldnt, right? After quite some time, the movie
is nearing its end. The protagonist of the story who is a vampire was stroked
by a wooden spear straight to his chest. Ryeowook couldnt help but cry, she
see the movie as a romance more than a horror.
Hey, are you okay? Kyuhyun asked as he looked at his wife who was now
soaked with tears.
The v-vampire is just so i-impressive, she replied. For a moment I thought
it was real.
Looks real?
I was scared. It was a very painful story made my chest tighten.
The movie was about a vampire who sucked blood just for the person he
loved. After being betrayed by his lover who supposedly swore eternal love
to him, he was persecuted by humans and then he ended up attacking people.
And then he met an end to his lovers hand.
What if Oppa became like that, Ryeowook whispered. Sorry, I was just
recalling it again.
Kyuhyun leaned closer to her, taking her face to his hand.
What would you? Kyuhyun asked. Would you reject me, like that woman?
Ryeowook was confused for a second but then she recollected her senses and
told Kyuhyun her resolution.
I dont know whether or not it would satisfy you but, she said, eyes stern
and resolved. Id offer my own body again and again.
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Kyuhyun smiled. His wife is truly and certainly is very cute.

I see. Then, theres no need to hold back, he said as he lick Ryeowooks
neck.
Ryeowooks throat tightened painfully. In so many ways, Kyuhyun was a
serious man yet he could be so sweet to her. Almost childishly so, which she
loved because it was pure and uncontrolled.
Kyuhyuns hands hugged her shoulder blades and pulled her closer, until
their foreheads touched. Holding his jaw in her hands, she kissed him
tenderly, her lips coaxing and apologetic.
I love you, she whispered against his beautiful mouth.
And I love you, Kyuhyun replied.
His returning kiss was greedy, devouring, and yet the way he held her close
to him was gentle and reverent. As if she was precious. When he pulled back,
they were both breathing hard.
He hovered over her, his hair falling in like a dark curtain around his face, his
strong body casting a shadow over her small statue. Tilting his head,
Kyuhyun lowered his mouth and lightly traced the seam of Ryeowooks lips
with the tip of his tongue.
She gripped his lean hips, arching upward to try to feel his body against hers.
She never felt closer to him than when they were making love and she
needed that closeness now. Kyuhyun took all her clothes and settled her on
the couch again as he got and removed everything on him.
He settled between her legs, his erection lying hard and hot between the lips
of her sex.
It hurts you a little when I push all the way in, and theres no help for that.
You have a tight little cunt and I cram you full. Sometimes I lose control and
get rough, and theres no help for that, either, Kyuhyun said, a little
apologetic.
I want you, she breathed.
He moved, rolling his hips to find her with the broad head of his cock He
pushed gently against her, parting her, spreading her open as he slipped just
the tip inside. She writhed against the tight fit, her body resisting.
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He reached down with one hand and grabbed her hip, stemming her frenzied
attempts to push up and take more of him.
Youre swollen, Kyuhyun whispered.
Ryeowooks nails dug into the strong arms and she tugged him against her
but careful not to hurt him. Kyuhyun slid his hand into her hair, fisting it to
hold her where he wanted her.
Kyuhyun! Ryeowook shouted as Kyuhyun entered her full.
Look at me he breathe.
She stilled at the command in his voice. Ryeowook stared up at him, her
frustration melting as she watched a slow, gradual transformation sweep
over his handsome face. His lips parted with a gasp, his chest beginning to
heave with labored breaths. His skin grew hot, searing her. But what
mesmerized her most was his piercing but kind eyes and the unmistakable
vulnerability that sifted through them like smoke.
Her pulse quickened in response to the change in him. The couch shifted as
he dug his feet in, his body bracing.
Ryeowook, he moaned.
He started to move, whispering sweet nothings on her ear. She cried his
name like a mantra like thats the only word she knew. They ride their love
making to the fullest, accepting every inch of each other. Thats all that
matter. Thats all that existed on that moment. Rain wasnt an issue anymore.
Kyuhyun jerked and come inside her as he cried her name with sweetness
and longing. His pleasure groan vibrated to her, his cock sinking through the
sudden flood of white liquid as she came, calling at his name the same way
he did for her.
I love you, he whispered, not ulterior motives behind just plain love.
All the while they looked at each other and he his head on the crook of her
neck, enjoying her scent and the scent of their making.
We should never watch romance movies again, he said as he sat up, still
naked after the pleasurable rendezvous. "I ended up all hot and horny."

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Ryeowook cutely pouted and replied, That was not a romance movie at all.
I got scared you know especially when the vampire turned into a monster."

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Chapter 23: When I was young

After my parents divorce, my mother went back to work as an actress. Her

comeback movie was Aunties Leeteuk big break in the movie industry. She
was casted as a supporting character for a Taiwanese movie.
I never liked her work as a child because we would always opted to move
around especially if its a long term project. Because of always moving and
changing schools, I learned to be a loner and to hate socializing with other
people.
Now, we moved to Japan not because for a movie shoot but because Umma
remarriedagain. The guy is a Chinese business whom she met during a
congratulatory party of their movie director. Umma said it was love at first
sight.
The guy had a long term project in Japan so we dont have a choice but to live
here for six months. Its a new place for me and whole lot different
atmosphere. I was afraid to enter this new world especially because of the
language barrier.
Six months turned to two years. The project became a hit and they decided
to create a company as a base in the country. I wished we could go back to
Korea. I dont like how people around me here treat me just because I cant
speak Japanese very well.
Last week, I got into a fight because a fat ugly boy of the upper year teased
me of being dumb. So, I punched him. What can I do? I was pissedreally
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pissed. Im really unfortunate. For all the people who could see the fight it
has to be our class advisor. Speaking of bad luck, I was also pushed back a
year because I failed Japanese literature and history.
Im not dumb, okay? In fact I top all the test in Math and Geography! I got a
pretty high score in English but not too well with logic and statistic. Im
pretty bad with physical education too. Well, enough with that and lets get
back with the anti-social thing.
Kyuhyun! Lets play basketball! one of my classmates called as he threw
the ball towards me.
If you think that I couldnt catch it, well, youre wrong. I caught it before it hit
my face.
No, thank you, I replied with a fake smile. I have to go home early. Im
sorry.
It was not necessarily a lie but I have to make an excuse. I distanced myself
from them because I know one way or the other; I have to go away and leave
them. I devoted my free time in taking pictures of beautiful sceneries. Japan
was a home of beautiful landscapes and exciting places like the hill on the
top of the street where we live.
Today, I went to the nearby river. Every day I would passed by the bridge to
go the school. Yeah, yeah. I know its summer but I got to go because I failed
some of my subjects. I always hear the flow of the river and the smell of the
sweet air, definitely fresher than the air in the city. But today, something is
definitely odd.
*SPLASH
Thats the sound that I never heard every time I passed by here. Its also
impossible for other people to go here because its part of our land. Yes, you
heard that right. My stepfather owned this vast land. Hes a billionaire after
all. Okay, back to the main story. I followed where the sound came from and
saw someone. Its a little girl, maybe four years, three years younger than I
am. But something is off. She was holding a glass jar. She has a very long black
hair and her eyes where blood-shot red. I saw it right, definitely! It was red
like blood.
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The next day, I went to school but I took a detour. I was not afraid. I just need
to take the short route to school because I was running late. Okay, it was the
longer route. So, I was late and the teacher scolded me. Aish! She was terrible
and she looked like an old hag as well.
Kyuhyun, can we go home with you? my classmate asked.
Yeah, sure, I replied with no interest.
Ah! By the way, the other guy said. Where do you live?
The house after the forest, I replied again without tearing my eyes from my
food.
So, every day you pass by the bridge, he said. Do you know the story
behind it?
What story? I asked.
A lot of the elders in this town said that there is a female child who died in
the river a long time ago, he started. The water in the river would always
go up during full moon and every time it rain. My grandfather said that the
child was eaten by the river during the full moon when she passed by the
bridge.
The first thing that came to mind was that I saw a ghost. She was a ghost.
Certainly a ghost! A freaking ghost! For all the things that I could see in this
country it has to be a ghost! So, when the class was over I run away and
ditched my classmates who wanted to go home with me. Now, I found myself
in the foot of the bridge and sweat is running down my face. Im not
nervousjustyou knowexcited.
I told myself to walk straight and never looked back. But the wind swooshed
and I heard the splashed again. Then, there she is. The ghost, holding the
same jar and wearing the same dress, eyes red and her black hair is covering
half of her face. The story told by my classmate replayed on my head and
Iran. I ran as fast as I could.
When I reached home, I was panting like I ran a marathon or something.
Umma saw me and she asked me what happened and I told her that I played

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basketball. Thank god, she bought it. But my sister, who is really a keen
observer, looked at me as if Ive done something wrong.
Your bag is open, Hankyung, my stepfather, said.
I removed my bag from behind me and rustled inside to see if I lost
something. And I gasped. My notebook is gone. Did I lose it in school? Or did
it fell when I ran back home? Or did it fell on the river? This is not right!
The next day, our teacher asked us to take out our assignment but I lost my
notebook. Im sure Ill get a beating again. But when I placed my hand on the
space below my table, I turned pale, paler than a radish that they sell on the
market. My fucking notebook that I lost yesterday was inside! Did you hear
me right? My notebook was inside and there was a hand print on it! A hand
print! A dirty fucking godforsaken hand print!
Ill skip the other part because we all know what happened next. Yeah, youre
right. I was reprimanded by the teacher again and I was literally
embarrassed.
What happened to you? my classmate asked when they joined me in the
cafeteria. You shouldve explained that you didnt do your assignment
rather than shout because you didnt do it.
Have you ever seen a ghost? I asked and the two boys exchanged glances.
I saw the ghost yesterday and the day before you told me the story.
My classmates jumped on their seats and tried to reason out with me that it
was just my imagination but I defended myself and told them about my
notebook. Well, after quite some time they nodded, acknowledging my
words.
After class, I chose to past by the river again but this time I took my camera
with me. Ill expose the ghost no matter what! So, I went to the river and but
she was not there. Then, I bent down, placing my hand on the water. Then
I saw her
The last thing I remembered was I was drowning and I felt my body getting
heavier.

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Ahhhhhhh!!!!! I shouted as I jolted up awake.

The room was white, everything was white and then when I moved my head
to the right and I saw herthe ghost.
Am I in heaven? I asked. Am I a ghost now too?
The ghost smiled at me. Now that I can see her closer. Her eyes are not red
but rather brown in colorbright brown.
No, youre not in heaven yet, a smiling guy said as he entered the room.
The ghost beside me giggled.
Youre in a clinic right now, he explained. This cute little girl right here
asked for help my help because you almost drowned in the river. Kyuhyun,
right?
My eyes widen and asked, How did you know my name?
Ah he replied. It was written on the notebook this cute girl brought here.
She gave it to your classmate and sorry it was dirtied.
So...youre not a ghost? I asked towards her.
She shook her head.
Kyuhyun-kun, she cant speak.
Huh? But why?
She has PTSD, he replied. She got on an accident when she was young.
To commemorate the event, we took a picture together. Luckily, my camera
was saved and it didnt get broken. I found out the she was in the river
because she was collecting some worms to feed on the chameleon in the
clinic. After quite some time, my mother and stepfather came rushing in.
Umma hugged me tightly and told me how much she loved me and stepfather
was shedding tears too. I never knew the man could be sentimental, telling
me that he got really scared.
That night, they told me that we are moving to China and I will be finishing
my study there. But what really tick me off is that we have to move
tomorrow. And so I didnt get to say goodbye to my new friend and I was
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only left with a picture as a remembrance. I didnt know her name. I wasnt
able to ask and I regreta lot.
If ever I see her again, Ill make sure to ask her name and etched it on my
heart. If werent for her, I would be dead by now. But most of all, I want to
see that smile again. That smile was so beautiful that I wish that I wouldnt
forget about it. From that day on, I told myself that that girl is my soulmate.

Ryeowook rummaged through their cabinet, hoping to find the hander

kerchief she lost. On her hunt for the cloth, she spotted a red box. To her
curiosity, she opened the lid and found a dozen of photos. The picture on top
was photo of Kyuhyun in his high school. Ryeowook giggled, thinking that
her husband was so cute during those years. But something was peculiar.
The box had a compartment underneath and she opened it.
She saw a photo of a young Kyuhyun with a cute little girl and doctor beside
him. But what really caught her eyes was the writing on the back of the
picture. The words My soulmate was written on the back. Tears started to
fall from her eyes. Does Kyuhyun still feel the same way? Well obviously, the
doctor cant be the soulmate. Its the cute girl on the photo.
She stood up from where she was siting and ran towards the kitchen. She
saw Kyuhyun cooking, apron tied on his body. Ryeowook stopped and
Kyuhyun turned around to see her standing on the door frame, crying.
Whats wrong? he asked.
It was then Ryeowook approached him and tiptoed. She kissed himon his
lips. She was happy. It was tears of joy not with sadness or longing.
Whats wrong? he asked again after she broke the kiss. Why are you
crying?
Ryeowook showed the photo.
G-ghost, she said, tears still running down her tinted cheeks as she sob and
tried to catch her breath. R-riverboychameleonDr. Shinn-notebook.

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Kyuhyuns eyes widen and tried to fit the puzzles together. How can he
forget? The smilethe smile is the same. Ryeowooks smile and little girls
smile is one and the same.
Kyuhyun dropped the spatula and hugged Ryeowook, twirling her around
and around, kissing her all over her face, laughing and giggling together.
Destiny truly knows its place.

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Chapter 24: When you sing

Summer 2002

The four year old Ryeowook lay face down on the grass. The hot sun beat
down on her back through her dress and she liked the way the dry grass
tickled her nose and chin and the palm of her hands. She giggled every time
the grass touch the tip of her nose.
Would you like some strawberry? Leeteuk asked as she sat down.
In a minute!
She didnt want to move. She felt as if she was part of the garden, connected
to the earth itself as she listened to the birds chirruping fussily away in the
hawthorn hedge and the humming of a bee that was probably nestled in one
of the buttercups or daisies that sprang up minutes after the grass was cut.
Mind your dress. Dont get the grass stain it and dont forget your piano
practice!
Her mother was sitting on a wooden chair in front of their summer house in
Japan holding a bowl of strawberries shed picked. Ryeowook came sprinting
to her mother and immediately placed the biggest strawberry on her pale
lips. Mother and daughter, one a smaller version of the other.
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Ryeowook could smell the roses now. Their sweet scent, mixed with the
quite different smells emanating from the kitchen made her even more
aware of how utterly perfect life was. She leapt to her feet, done a little dance
and sung a little song to express her happiness. Kangin giggled as he went
out from their house and took a seat beside his wife.
Wookie! Yuta called as he rounded up the corner of the Kims fence.
When he arrived in front the family, he jumped cutely excited by the fact that
the family is back in the country. Ryeowook met Yuta during a Christmas
charity event her family prepared last year. He helped Ryeowook when a boy
who owned chubby white cheeks bumped her and smeared some icing on
her face. From then on, they became friends.
Youre early today, Leeteuk said.
I promised Wookie that we will visit my father in his clinic today, the little
boy happily replied. Ill show her my pet chameleon.
So then, the two went on their little adventure. Leeteuk had no worries. The
clinic is just four houses away from their house and the little boy knew his
way around the small town. When they arrived in the clinic, they found out
that Yutas father is out for an emergency.
Ryeowook looked up to Yuta who was clearly disappointed. He was excited
to bring his friend to his fathers workplace and show her the chameleon that
they are raising. The bad news made Yutas day sullen and the excitement
inside him died down. In his flood of thoughts, he felt a nudge on his side.
Lake, Ryeowook said almost whispering.
Ah, right! he replied, mood a little better as he remembered his other
promise.
The two children proceeded to the lake. They found the lake in the middle of
the small forest near Yutas home. The lake was surrounded by beautiful
flowers. Fishes swam from here and there in the clean water and the ray of
the sun took shelter under the trees. The two children were in awe by the
beauty of the place. It was like magic, like a picture out from a fairy tale book.
Your birthday is coming soon, he said. And I dont have any gift for you.
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I want the red flowers you gave me the last time, Ryeowook replied. They
were beautiful. Will you get them for me?
All right, the little boy proudly said. Ill do it just for you.
Yuta told Ryeowook to wait in the lake. He went to find the red flowers. An
hour passed but the boy did not return. A moment later, it started to rain.
She panicked and worried for her friends safety. The rain touched her head,
her shoulder and later the rest of her body. She was soaked and she started
to cry. He was afraid. Their naivet caught the best of them.
Hours later, she heard shouts. Someone is calling her. And there she was,
standing all wet from the sudden rain as her mother hugged her. Leeteuk
was crying as well and Kangin was beside them coaxing her family, hugging
them tightly as if someone will take them away from him. Siwon stood on the
sideline, worried and scared as Top tapped his shoulder for assurance.
Y-Yuta, Ryeowook whispered as she sobbed. H-he w-went looking for the
r-red f-flower.
Little did she know that was the last time she will see her dear friend. The
group went looking for the boy and to their horror they found the boy dead
inside a pit filled with dirty water and dead plants. He was gone. He drowned
on that dirty hole on the ground. Leeteuk set Ryeowook down and the little
girl immediately flung herself on the dead body, rocking it to wake him up,
shaking it to open his eyes. But to her dismay, the little boy lay there, stilled
and unmoving, holding the red flowers he promised his friend. And from
then on, no one heard Ryeowook speak again.

Summer 2004

When Ryeowook arrived in the clinic, she was greeted by a happy doctor.
She looked around as if looking for something. She set down her jar full of
worms and walked towards the doctor. She looked at him as if asking for
something.

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Ah! You must be looking for your new friend, the doctor said as he faced
his table again.
The little girl slightly pulled the white robe of the doctor, looking at him,
asking the same question.
He went here last night. He told me that they will move to China today. The
country is far away so I dont think he will visit you any time soon, he sadly
explained. But he left this for you.
The doctor handed her a photo. The picture depicted her new friend, the
doctor and her on the middle, smiling. It was the picture they took yesterday.
She was sad. She lost another friend. She thought they could play on the river
and he would help her find worms for the pet chameleon.
After feeding the animal, Ryeowook walked back to her house. She chose to
pass by the bridge. She stopped there and looked at the picture on her hand.
Suddenly the wind blew hard and the photo was unclasped on her small
hand. The photo flew and landed on the cold water. Ryeowook ran to it but
she accidentally trip and fell on the river as she tried to retrieve the
remembrance. The strong current of the water, flowed her away from the
shore. Ryeowook struggled until she lost her consciousness. She fainted and
the world around her turned into pitch black scenery but her small hand
wont leave the photo.
When she woke up, she was cradled by a crying Leeteuk. Grief-stricken face
mother and a worried father were beside her. The doctor was there too,
almost having a sudden heart attack because of the situation.
Oh, baby. I thought we lost you, Leeteuk said as she caress Ryeowooks
dumped hair. Why did you that?
Kyu, she whispered in a faint and tired voice.
Everyone was in awe. Did they hear it right? Did they actually hear
Ryeowooks voice again? After the incident two years ago, they never heard
that soft voice again.
Baby, could you say that again? her mother asked.

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Kyu, she said as she held the wet photo upwards, letting her mother see
the smeared content.

Summer 2015

What are you looking? Kyuhyun asked as he entered their bedroom.

My handkerchief, she replied as she rummaged through their drawers
again.
Youre looking for it two days straight now, he stated, sitting down at the
edge of the bed as he watched his wife. Is it important?
Yes, Ryeowook replied. A friend of mine gave it to me about 13 years ago.
Oh look, our first photo together.
We should resize that and place it on a big frame.
Ryeowook strode towards her husband and sat beside him. Kyuhyun faced
her and placed his arm around her thin waist. He gestured for Ryeowook to
lay with him on the bed. He kissed the tip of her nose which earned a soft
giggled from her.
If I remember correctly, when we first met you cant speak because you
have this PTSD thing. What happened?
I got on an accident and a very close friend died on that incident, she
explained sadly. I miss him.
Then, how did they cured you?
You, Ryeowook replied as she flashed her smile.
Me?
Yes, you.
What do you mean me?
Youre the reason why I can talk again and this picture as well.
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I dont quite understand but I like the sound of that, Kyuhyun said, hugging
Ryeowook closer.
She laughed and kissed Kyuhyuns lips. Then, she moved on top of him and
continued to kiss him. She slowly unbuttoned Kyuhyuns summer shirt and
kissed the exposed collar bone. Kyuhyun giggled.
Whats wrong with you today? he asked. Youre extra touchy and sweet.
You dont like it?
Angel, I love it.

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Chapter 25: When you take care of me

Are you cold? Are you thirsty? Kyuhyun asked as he pulled up the blanket
to cover his wifes body.
Apparently, Ryeowook caught a summer cold and shes now being take care
by her husband. Kyuhyun was in panic mode since he doesnt know what to
do in this situation. Its the first time for him to look after someone. He called
his mother a while ago, asking her on what to do in times like this. Well,
Heechul kind of scolded him for being an idiot and told him to make a soup
for her and let her drink some flu medicine.
Should I peel you some apple?
Im fine by myself, Ryeowook said weakly. You should stay away before
you catch it.
Did you know? It seems if you give someone else a cold, youll get better
faster.
Huh? Thats not good at all, she replied, covering half of her face. Please
take care of yourself rather than worrying about me.
Kyuhyun kiss her forehead before answering, Do I look frail of constitution?
Its okay. I definitely wont catch it.
But-

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If its about work, Ill endure it. But knowing that youre suffering from
illness, Im not just going to sit by and do nothing.
Kyuhyun patted her head gently.
Please let me look after you, he added.
Are you sure you wont catch it? she asked as she held Kyuhyuns hand on
her cheek.
I wont. I made a promise to you.
He kissed her on her forehead again and told her to get some rest. Her cheeks
were flushed and she was burning. Kyuhyun took a cold tower from the
bedside table, wring it and placed it on her forehead. He watched, careful not
to disturb her peaceful sleep. She looked beautiful and calm. He sighed to
himself. Hes helpless in this kind of situation. All his life hes only been
looking after himself. This time, there is another person he should be taking
care for and he doesnt know what to do.
A little while ago, Kyuhyun cooked the soup. His mother sent him the
ingredients and the instruction. He needed to keep Ryeowook out from
household chores. Well, after he finished cooking, Ryeowooks precious
kitchen was messed. Some of the soup was spilled on the floor, some
ingredients are lying here and there, and worst of all the kitchen smelled. He
told himself that he needed to keep this from Ryeowooks knowledge or else
he will be forever ban from the kitchen.
When he went out from the room, he was greeted by an unlikeliest creature
Kyuhyun wanted to see for his life right now. The once messy kitchen turned
into a complete havoc. A cat was sitting beside the sink and its licking the
pans and the casserole he left on the counter. The fridge is open and there
are traces of melted cheese on the floor. How the hell did this cat manage to
open the fridge?
Kyuhyun did not like it at all and he was mad as hell. He approached the cat
and tried to catch it but failed in doing so. The cat jumped and landed on its
paws. It ran towards the living room and lied on the soft couch. The action
made a lot of noises when he hit the pans and casserole. Kyuhyun placed a
finger over his lips and called out shhhhh, telling the cat to keep it down.
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He approached the cat again and opened his arms to catch it but to no avail.
This time the cat ran behind the television and purred.
Hey, kitty, come here, Kyuhyun said, trying to coax the furry animal.
The cat snob him. It did not even bother to look at Kyuhyun. Kyuhyun was
losing patience. He came nearer to the cat and pranced on it but
unfortunately he did not even touched its tail and hit his head on the
television. Kyuhyun sat up and caressed his head.
If I were you, I would run now before I decided to cook you and make you
into a cat stew!
Then, he stood up and run towards the cat. The two circled the room
endlessly. Kyuhyun ran like a mad man and the cat ran faster, sensing the
danger ahead. Theyve been circling the room over and over until Kyuhyun
was exhausted. He was breathing heavily and he cursed at the animal that
only purred and stretched its chubby body.
The bedroom door opened and Ryeowook stepped out. She looked weak but
all the more beautiful and Kyuhyun just smiled at her.
What happened here? she asked softly.
Well, you see-
Kyuhyun was cut short when the cat purred and rubbed its head on
Ryeowooks leg.
Oh! she said. Arent you Ggomaengi?
Ryeowook picked up the cat and cradled it on her arms. Kyuhyun
approached the two.
You know this cat?
Yes. He lives just a room above us.
Then, the doorbell rang. Kyuhyun went to get it and a man just a little shorter
than him greeted him.
Junho-shii, anyeong, Ryeowook greeted as she stood beside Kyuhyun who
raised his eyebrow in curiosity.
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Deh, anyeong, the guy greeted.

The cat jumped from Ryeowooks arm back to its owner.
Im sorry if Ggomangi cause you a lot of problems.
Yeah, actually he just turned our home into a mess, Kyuhyun said sternly.
Im really sorry, he said as he bowed down as low as he can.
Well, the damage is done and we cant do anything about it but to clean the
mess.
Im really sorry, he said again.
Oppa, Ryeowook said looking at Kyuhyun. Dont worry Junho-shii, well
take care about it.
-BedroomYou should rest, Kyuhyun said as he placed the blanket on Ryeowooks lap.
She giggled at him.
What?
Were you jealous?
About what? The guy? Hell, no.
Ryeowook giggled again and said, Youre too obvious, oppa.
Kyuhyun did not answer and just took the thermometer out of her. Her fever
has gone down and shes not too hot anymore.
It went down, he murmured.
Ryeowook reached up to him and kissed him on the lips. Kyuhyun was a little
bit shocked and just sat there.
Thank you, oppa, Ryeowook sweetly said.

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Chapter 26: When I listen to your voice

A hand caressed Kyuhyuns soft lock as he slowly stirred awake. His body is
aching all over, his head killing him and his eyes cant recognize the sunlight
that shoots from the window. He can smell the sweet scent of the girl beside
him. Her strawberry aroma lingered on his nose, inhaling it all in as he
opened his heavy-lidded eyes.
Ryeowook? he asked very softly.
Oh! Did I wake you up?
Kyuhyun sat up, very slowly and rested his head on the headboard. He can
feel his stomach grumbling and his head feels like its about to explode any
second.
No. Anyway, when did I go to bed?
You dont remember? she asked as she came closer to him and placed her
delicate hand on his forehead to feel the temperature underneath. You
collapsed in front of the room. Siwon-oppa and Top-oppa carried you here.
Ryeowook paused for a while and looked at her husband. Kyuhyuns skin
was all red maybe from all the drinking he did last night. Apparently, without
his knowing the two older men keep on tossing the alcoholic drinks to him
as if testing him on how far he can go.
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I call in sick for you, she finally said. You better rest today, oppa. You dont
look too well.
O-okay, Kyuhyun said still feeling dizzy.
Just how much did he drink last night? All that he can remember was that
Siwon kept telling him that a man should know no limit when it comes to
drinking.
Please get a bit more rest, she said smiling towards him.
But-
You must completely rest all day.
Ive already slept enough. My body is fine now, Kyuhyun said, hugging
Ryeowook closer to his body. Besides, since Ive got a day off, lets go
somewhere.
You just collapsed! she said sternly as she get up and straddled Kyuhyuns
hips. Youre staying in bed today!
Kyuhyun did not answer and just looked at her. For a while, he examined if
Ryeowook is really angry or shes just being a nag. Then he giggled and
hugged her tightly, nuzzling his face on the crook of her neck.
Youre cute even when youre angry, he said, tossing his and Ryeowooks
body around in bed.
I think youre still drunk, oppa.
Ryeowook, Ill behave as Im told today, Kyuhyun said finally stopping after
a series of toss and turn. In exchange, please be with me all day.
I dont have anything to do today so Ill be just here.
Ryeowook removed Kyuhyuns hand from her and climbed down the bed.
Im going to dry the laundry so behave yourself, oppa.
Are you angry at me? Kyuhyun asked as he lied down.
Yes, I am. You went out last night and then you came back drunk. Of course,
I am angry.
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Sorry, he said, trying not to giggle.

Stay there and dont move. Ill bring you a bowl of soup for your hangover.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes again feeling the soft blowing of the wind from
outside and Ryeowook exited the room. She then, proceeded to hang the
clothes on the balcony. She squeezed the shirt to remove the excess water
and pin it on the clothes wire.
Aju meoli, aju meoli
meon gose ineyo
Geudaeye Maeireun bom narira mideo
Kyuhyun smiled as he listened to that heavenly voice from a very small
fragile body of his wife. He sat up and focused himself to her. His heart
swelled with pride and joy. And he thought to himself that this is happiness
right here.
Aju meon nal, aju meon heunal
geudae nareul mannamyeon
neul hamkke yeotago yaegi haejwo
The door opened and a beautiful girl smiled towards him.
What song is that? he asked.
Oh, I was listening on the television the other day, she answered as she
approached the bed. Its a beautiful song.
Kyuhyun hugged her and they both fell on the soft bed with her on top.
Are you hungry? she asked as she nuzzled her face on his white shirt.
Yes, very hungry! he replied. I want to eat you! Will you feed me today?
Eh! Ryeowook said, voice a little too high. F-feed y-you?
I want to completely rest today, so I want you to do everything for me.
Everything?

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Yeah, even changing me and bathing me. Everything, Kyuhyun explained

as he tried to not to chuckled. First, I would like you to change me into my
pajamas.
Eh? Ryeowook replied nervously. Thats not what I meant when I said
that.
Please, angel, he said, showing his most sincere smile. Today is special.
With nervously, Ryeowook slowly unbutton his shirt as he laid there, smiling
on all ears, staring at her intently as if devouring here. One by one, she
popped the buttons open until to the last. That is when Kyuhyun asked her
to kissed him. Ryeowook pecked on his cheek but he whined and protested
that she should kiss him on the lips. When she did what she was told,
Kyuhyun took this chance and slid his tongue inside her plump lips and
squeezed her small round buttocks which gained a faint moaned from her.
Then, Kyuhyun asked her to kiss his chest. By this time, Ryeowooks face is
already red like a ripe tomato. Gathering all her courage, she reached down
and kissed his collarbone down to his abdomen.
Do it just like always do to you, he whispered as Ryeowook sat up,
straddling his hard hips.
Kyuhyun placed his hand on her breast and started to knead very slowly.
Ill do my best, Ryeowook replied.
She reached down again and trailed her lips to his neck down to Kyuhyuns
chest until she reached his nipple. She nib on it and fondled the other. She
kissed it then licked it as Kyuhyun watched her, mouth opened because of
the sweet pleasure she is sending. Everything on her head right now is him,
making him feel good, making him moan her name.
Kyuhyun caressed her back and lift the seam of her dress, revealing a cute
pink pantie underneath. He squeezed it again and inserted his hand on the
space between her thighs just above the wet cavern. Ryeowook moaned,
taking her lips off the reddish nipple. Then, he rubbed her, making her wet
and aroused.
Ryeowook, you look absolutely delicious, Kyuhyun whispered on her ears.
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Kyuhyun started rubbing roughly until he decided to penetrate her with his
fingers.
K-Kyuhyun, she weakly said.
He slipped her dress off her, removing her bra in the process and sliding her
pink panties off her thighs. She then sat on his lap, his cock inserting on her
sweet cavern. She creamed as he went further inside her. Pain mixed with
pleasure engulfed, coating her with ecstasy. He hugged her waist and
regulated the speed of their love making. He thrust as she goes down, riding
the pleasure like a wave.
AhnnnnK-Kyuhyun, Ryeowook moaned, repeating his name like a
mantra.
Kyuhyun continued to thrust up, meeting Ryeowook as she heaved down.
Kyuhyun was the best of everything for her, a man who wanted her furiously
but with enough self-possession and security. Kyuhyun growled when he felt
his near. The wave was overwhelming for both. He was inside her, plastered
against her porcelain skin.
Youre so beautiful, angel. Perfect. You have no idea what it does to me
seeing you like this, Kyuhyun said as he leaned up and kissed her lips full,
unyielding, undemanding just enough to tell her how he loved her.
After a few more thrust, he came; liquid spooled inside her, hotness and
wetness spreading. They both heaved, breathing fast and uneven. Ryeowook
panted, trying to catch her breath. Kyuhyun kissed her again, her forehead,
her cheek and her lips.
Thank you, he whispered.
Oppa?
Thank you for loving me.
After the sex, the couple retreated to the kitchen. She took out the cookies
she baked a little while ago and made her husband a cup of sweet coffee.
They sat on the veranda, out looking the river that glistened because of the
ray of the afternoon sun.
The song you sang, he said. Whats the title of it?
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Oh, its One Fine Spring Day, she replied, sipping her drink.
Kyuhyun looked at her and smiled.

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Chapter 27: When Im with somebody

Good morning, Wookie, Kibum greeted as he approached Ryeowook.

Its the first day of school and Ryeowook is now entering her last year in high
school.
Hi, Bummie, she answered.
Have you been well? he asked.
Ryeowook just nodded as her eyes noticed someone behind Kibum. The girl
was so shy that she chose to hide behind her new found friend.
Arent you the girl we saw in Okinawa? Ryeowook beamed at the girl.
Krystal, right?
At the sound of her name, the girl surfaced from where she was hiding and
smiled at the Ryeowook. She scanned her face and realized that she was the
woman she took picture of when she was having a field trip in Japan.
Hi! she happily greeted. Its so nice to meet you again.
Im happy to see you again too, Ryeowook replied. Do you know her,
Bummie?
Yes. Shes my cousin. She lived in Japan until last week but needed to
transfer back here in Korea because of her fathers work.
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Im glad that they decided to send me to the same school as Kibum, she
added. Its hard to settle and adjust to a new environment.
Dont worry. Bummie and I are going to help you settle in, Ryeowook
offered. If you need something just tell me, okay?
The noise in the corridor is getting louder as the girls of SM High started to
pass some information to one another. The news of a new student transferee
spread like wildfire in the school but the news wasnt aimed at the Krystal,
there was another transferee and the girls all thought that it was a guy. Their
spirits were high and their hopes are almost soaring through the sky. But
their faces became grim and despicable when a black car parked in front of
the school and a beautiful girl climbed down.
So its a girl! cried one girl as she stepped away from the window.
We dont need girls anymore! said the other, kicking the wall to release her
anger.
Wait, guys. Look! a blonde haired girl shouted, stopping her friends to go
away. Isnt that Seulgi?
No way! she said as she came nearer to the window. Oh my god. Its her.
The real one!
Seulgi? Whos Seulgi? Ryeowook asked as she faced Kibum and Krystal.
You dont know Seulgi? Krystal said voice in a surprise tone. At the young
age of 12, she decorated the covers of Vogue and Vanity Japan. Nowadays,
when people talk about the doll face in fashion they mean Seulgi. Shes the
charismatic super model Seulgi. Shes been in the industry for almost five
years now.
Sorry about that, Wookie, Kibum said as he tried to stifled his laugh. Shes
into this kind of stuff because she really likes photography.
-ClassroomI will be in the care of this class starting today. My name is Choi Seulgi, she
said as she stood in front of the beaming crowd. Pleased to meet you all.

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The class was overjoyed to meet such beautiful famous person. They were
all excited to chat with her and ask her a lot of questions. By lunch time, the
girls surrounded her and they talked about almost everything that centered
her life like if she knew a lot of male models, did she dated actors before and
the like. The guys also took photos of her nonstop.
Idolizing her just because shes a model, theyre all so stupid, said the girl
as she leaned her back on the entrance of the classroom. Even when we get
scouted we make sure to decline the offer because we dont want to work.
Whats so good with her? her friend asked.
I snatched that girls bag! their other friend shouted as she approached her.
The three girls rummaged inside Seulgis bag and found nothing special but
something caught their eyes that an evil was formed inside their heads. So
then, they took her locker keys and opened it. They found her shoes and they
decided to throw it on the lavatory.
After school, Seulgi looked for her lockers and found out that someone
opened it. To her misfortune, her outdoor shoes were stolen.
Are you okay? a soft voice asked behind her. What happened to your
shoes?
I lost them, Seulgi replied looking down.
If youd like, you can use these, Ryeowook said as she took off her shoes
and placed it in front of Seulgi.
But-
Seulgi didnt finish her sentence because Ryeowook just walked away.
Thats Ryeowook, right?
Why is she barefooted?
From that moment on, Ryeowook noticed that someone has been following
her. It was Seulgi. She followed Ryeowook around school but she was too shy
to utter a word to her. Then, towards the end of the day, she approached
Ryeowook and handed her a gift. It was a pair of shoes.
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Uhmmm, she started. I just wanted to say thank you for lending me your
shoes.
Dont worry about it. You can use the shoes, Ryeowook sweetly replied. I
have another pair of shoes so its okay.
Thank you again, she said as she bowed down. Uhmmwould y-you mind
becoming my f-friend?
If youre okay with someone like me being your friend then its fine by me.
Really?
Yes.
Thank you! Seulgi cried as she hugged Ryeowook tightly. Then, can I call
you Wookie?
Of course.
Say Wookie, do you have a boyfriend? Seulgi asked as they walked on the
hallway of the school.
I dont have a boyfriend, she said.
Well, its not entirely a lie. She was married after all.
Really? But a girl like you should have a boyfriend. Youre beautiful and
youre in the right age.
Uhmmm its getting late. We should get going.
Top went out from the teachers office and was seen by the two girls.
Oppa, you havent gone home yet? Ryeowook asked as they approached
him.
Shouldnt you be at home at this hour? Top said.
Wookie, is this beautiful man here your boyfriend? Seulgi asked as she
looked from Ryeowook to the tall man in front of her.
No, hes not. Hes a teacher here, Ryeowook replied.
But you two look good together and you called him oppa.
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Hes my brothers close friend, she explained.

Oh really, she cutely said. My name is Seulgi, pleased to meet you.
Nice to meet you too, Top answered uninterestingly.
Okay, stand next to each other, please, she said as she pushed Ryeowook
next to Top and snapped a picture of the two.
-Seulgis homeGood night, my lady, the maid said and immediately close the door of her
mistress room.
Seulgi took her phone out from her drawer and scanned the photos she took
from school today. She stopped when the photo of Ryeowook and Top came
into view.
We finally met.

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Chapter 28: When I dont feel alright

Seulgi, a worldwide top model suddenly transferred into SM High. With her
beauty and status, she managed to adjust and gather a hoard of fans in a blink
of an eye.
Can I sit here? Top asked as he slopped himself on the chair beside
Ryeowook.
Yah, Top-shii! Yesung shouted, approaching the two with Sungmin trailing
behind him. What do you think youre doing?
Im eating, Top replied, uninterested with the conversation.
Hi, Wookie, Sungmin greeted as they both sat down.
Then, Kibum appeared bringing Krystal alone.
Oh, hyung, Kibum said, sounding surprised. What are you doing here in
the high school department? Shouldnt you be on the other building where
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Were here to see Wookie and if someone is sniffing around her, Yesung
answered, looking sternly at Tops direction which was just shrugged by the
man.
Someone cleared his throat behind them, their heads turned and eyes fixed
on the man who disturbed their peaceful lunch. Kyuhyun did not look happy
on what he saw when he entered the cafeteria. Those boys are hurdling
around his wife again. So, he made his way towards the group and sat beside
Ryeowook. The guys all looked at him as if they wanted to devour the man
while Ryeowook just turned into a shade of tomato.
What are you doing? Yesung asked, breaking the cold silence.
Im sitting down on the place where I should be, Kyuhyun replied.
Arent you too bold to do that? Yesung stated. There are people watching
your every move. One wrong move and the whole school would know
everything.
And?
And? Arent you scared? this time it was Sungmin who asked, challenging
Kyuhyuns thoughts regarding this matter.
Why should I be? Im not doing anything.
The boys continued to argue while Kibum and Krystal watched in
amusement. Then, the two noticed someone beside the table, standing and
waiting for a chance to insert in the conversation.
Seulgi-shii, Ryeowook smiled, her voiced made the pointless argument
stopped.
Can I join you? she asked.
Of course.
Seulgi sat on the chair beside Top.
Hey, hey, Top-shii, Seulgi said, moving towards Tops direction. I heard
your father is this districts head, Minister Choi Hyun Suk. My father talked
about him a lot and he said he was often under your fathers care while he
studied abroad at Stanford University.
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Oi, I didnt know that Tops father is prestigious, Yesung whispered to

Sungmin.
The people surrounded the group which sat by cliques on the other tables
started to murmur and chat with each other about how Seulgi and Top are
having the conversation. They whispered to one another on how they look
good and how amazing they were able to be that close despite having a
teacher-student relationship. Ryeowook overheard the conversation on the
other table on how beautiful will it be if they ended up with each other.
She felt something, a feeling she shouldnt have in the first place. Was that
feeling always there or it just surfaced because someone triggered it? She
was confused in that moment and Kyuhyun placed his hand on her made her
returned back to reality. She loved Kyuhyun but there is something inside
her that is stirring something up. Was it jealousy?
Why didnt you call me? Henry cried when he arrived in the scene,
pinpointing at Kibum because of his mistake. The group is complete and you
didnt invite me.
His gaze was turned into someone. This time it wasnt for Ryeowook but for
the new face in the crowd. His eyes started to widen and kneeled in front of
Seulgi, holding a cauliflower from his plate towards her.
Your beauty is beyond this universe. Your smile is beyond heaven, he
recited, a poem from a French author. Will you be my girl?
Seulgi just stared at him, unwilling to reply to such proposal. The boy
continued his ministration as Kibum dragged him out from the crowded
cafeteria. The people around them laughed to such bold antic.
Are you okay? Kyuhyun suddenly asked as Ryeowook looked down on her
food. Whats wrong? You look pale.
No, Im fine, Ryeowook replied, not taking off her gaze from the food she
even barely touched. I feel a little nauseous.
Do you need to go the clinic?
No, Im fine, she replied.
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Wookie, want to get crepes on our way home? Krystal asked.

Ah, actually-
Wookie, hurry up! Seulgi called from outside the classroom.
Oh, you already had plans.
Im sorry, Krystal, Ryeowook bid and then went out from the room.
Lately it seems that Wookie has been getting along pretty well with Seulgishii, Kibum said as he stood beside Krystal, who looked at him, eyes filled
with tears.
Yeah, sure, Krystal is not as pretty as Seulgi and Im a shorty so Wookie
preferred her more than me, she said as if shes wailing.
I dont think height matters in friendship, Kibum replied, scratching the
back of his head.
-Some shop in townLook at this. This ones super cute! Seulgi said as she held out a pink
headband with a flower on top.
Thats true. Itd look great on you, Seulgi.
Are you okay? You look sick.
I-Im fine, just a little tired, she stuttered avoiding her gaze.
Hey, Wookie, do you want to buy matching ones?
Its okay, it wont look good on me.
Ive been longing to wear matching stuff with my friend, Seulgi excitedly
said.

Im home, Ryeowook called out as she stepped on their apartment.

Hi, Kyuhyun greeted, springing out from the kitchen. I cook dinner but it
looks like a made a mess on your kitchen.
I appreciate the effort, oppa, she sweetly replied.
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The couple sat down on the small table and Kyuhyun placed his dish on the
center. He took off the lid of the pot and the fresh smoke of the soup
appeared. Kyuhyun looked proud of his work despite the clumsy work he
has done. But when Ryeowook smelled the food, her stomach turned upside
down. She run to the kitchen and vomited on the sink. Her husband ran to
her aid and softly patted her back.
Was the smell too bad? he urgently asked. Are you okay? Do you need
medicine? Was it really that bad?
Kyuhyun was in panic and he doesnt know what to do. After a while,
Ryeowook calmed down and drunk the water Kyuhyun gave to her.
Are you okay? Kyuhyun asked again.
The smell is too strong, Ryeowook weakly replied.
Kyuhyun raised a brow. The smell was fine for him. He let the subject slide
and thought that it must be because of the chilli pepper.
Do you need to take some medicines?
No, Im fine. I just need some sleep, Ryeowook replied as she slowly stride
towards their shared bedroom leaving Kyuhyun on the secluded kitchen.
When the door of the bedroom was shut, Kyuhyun immediately dialed his
mothers number.

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Chapter 29: When Im scared to let go

There you are, Wookie, Seulgi called, appearing from a corner. Do you
have a minute?
Yes.
I just need some advice from Wookie, she stated. Theres absolutely
nothing going on between Wookie and Top, right?
Absolutely not! Ryeowook replied, completely taken aback.
Is that so? Then, Im going to say to say it
Seulgi took a deep breathed and said I might have fallen for Top.
Ryeowooks eyes widened. She was surprised and she doesnt know what to
say. Seulgi on the other hand was blushing and acting all cute.
There arent any wonderful guys like Top, not even among my model
acquaintances, she said, placing her hands on cheeks as it heat up. Hey, are
you listening?
Y-yeah.
This is the first time that my heart has beaten so fast when Im with a man.
What should I do, Wookie?
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Shes kinda cute. Seulgi is living in an amazing world but on the inside, shes
just like any other girl, Ryeowook thought as she smiled towards her friend.
Can you help me? I heard youre really close with him.
Ifif youre okay with someone like me then Ill help.
Seulgi squealed and hugged Ryeowook.
Thank you!

-Classroom-

Huh? My hairband isnt here? Ryeowook said as she rummaged through

her bag. Where did I put it?
Ryeowook looked for the hair accessory throughout the classroom but
unable to find the hairband. She looked for it under her desk, on her hair and
on the floor. When she moved towards the window, she found the hairband
on the tree. She opened the window and tried to reach it by using a ruler but
the hairband just moved further away. She sighed and stood on the window
sill. She carefully placed her foot on the tree branch and grabbed the
hairband. She safely moved on the tree but when she looked down, she was
way too high from the ground and the window was dangerously far from
where she is sitting.
I-I cant get down.
Ryeowook? a voice called from below. What are you doing there?
Top-oppa! she answered, relieved that someone was there.
Its dangerous. What are you thinking? Top scolded as he spread his arms
ready to rescue her. Jump, Ill catch you.
But what if-
Jump. Ill definitely catch you.

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Ryeowook closed her eyes and took a deep breath. In the count of three, she
jumped. Fortunately, she landed on Tops arms. Out of nervousness, she
tightly hugged him and the man hugged her back.
Im sorry, she said, wiping her tears with her hand. I always cause you
trouble.
Dont worry. I want you to depend on me.
Without her knowledge, she blushed. Top carefully set her down and
Ryeowook bowed down her head and thanked him for saving her. Top
watched as the girl he truly loved stride away from him. Little did they know
that up above; someone was leaning on the window and watching their
every move.
Hah...I should have properly disposed of it rather than thrown it out the
window. She really is an eyesore.

When Ryeowook went home, no one was there to greet her. She looked sad
and just slammed her body on the bed. A moment later, her stomach begun
to curled again. She rushed to the bathroom and vomited. She doesnt feel
good and her head is getting dizzy. After she cleaned Kyuhyun entered the
bedroom.
Ryeowook? he said worriedly. Did you vomit again?
Y-yes.
I think you really need to see a doctor. Youve been awfully sick these past
few days.
Oppa, Im fine.
But you dont look good. Im worried about you, he said as he stared at her
eyes.
Youre worrying too much, oppa. Im just stressed since Im finally backed
in school. It just feels weird.
But if this continues, Ill bring you to the doctor myself.
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The next day, Ryeowook woke feeling bright. It seems that her illness just
fade away after a good night sleep. She was snuggling on Kyuhyun when she
opened her eyes and she smiled, feeling all giddy on the early morning. The
couple hurriedly prepared for the day. They were running late because it
took Ryeowook some time to wake Kyuhyun up and he whined when she
shook him.
Hey, Wookie, Seulgi said beside Ryeowook who on the other hand is
spacing out. Are you listening?
Yeah, she replied, balancing the books on her arms.
She gasped when Top took all the books from her and carried it himself.
Where are you taking this? he asked.
No, its fine. Ill carry them, she insisted.
There are too heavy for you, he replied.
Oh, right! she suddenly said as remembering something. I need to help
Kibum. Thats how it is so can you two go ahead?
Ryeowook tried her very best all day to match make the two. In lunch, she
made sure that Top sat beside Seulgi. When there is some time and Top was
around, she pushed Seulgi to talk to him. She was doing all the effort to get
the two together. When afternoon came, Top slumped his body beside
Ryeowook on a bench on the garden school where the students are given
free time to do things in their own pace. She sensed that he was pissed.
The way you act lately, Top begun, firm on his words.
What are you talking about?
Dont play dumb. What are you trying to do?
UhmmmSeulgi is a really nice girl. Shes pretty and popular. So, I just
thought that you two look great together, Ryeowook explained in a soft
voice.
Fine, was all Top could say.
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He stood up and was ready to walk away but Ryeowook prevented him from
doing so.
Its not what you think, oppa, she said.
Then, what is it Ryeowook, he calmly asked but Ryeowook did not
answered.
He turned his back and took a few steps when he heard the people around
them gasped. When he looked back, he saw Ryeowook on the ground
unconscious.
Ryeowook! he shouted.
He immediately carried her and brought her to the clinic. The nursed
attended to her fast. After quite some time, the nurse told him that she is fine.
The bell rang and Top cant stay on the room because he still has a class to
teach. He sighed and before he left, he kissed Ryeowooks forehead.
She slowly opened her eyes and let them get used to the light. Her head was
heavy and she tried to sit up. She noticed someone beside her; it Kyuhyuns
older sister.
Ryeowook, are you feeling better? she asked.
My head is still aching but Im alright.
Have you been to the doctor?
She shook her head.
I think you needed to see one. Wookie, have you and Kyuhyun didyou
know, thinks like a normal married couple would do?
EunniI, she stuttered.
I understand. You know, there is nothing to be worried about. I can see this
coming. Not just me but the whole family as well. There is nothing to be
afraid of, okay? Trust me. Make yourself comfortable first before I tell you
what to do.

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Ryeowook moved slowly and rested her head on the metal headboard. She
closed her eyes and opened them again, nervous on what is coming. She
sighed deeply and listened to what her sister-in-law about to say.

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Chapter 30: When Im not with you

Wookie, Seulgi called one morning.

Good morning, Seulgi-shii, Ryeowook greeted, flashing her sweetest smile.
Oh! Is this Wookies pen case? she asked as she held up the pink case. Its
super cute.
Yeah. Krystal decorated it for me.
Hey I want to use this as an example for me so can I borrow it for a bit? Then
while Im borrowing yours, you can use mine.
Okay but please take good care of it. Krystal made it especially for me.

Huh? Krystal, isnt that the pen you made for Ryeowook? Kibum asked.
You still havent given that to her?
Thatsbecause lately Wookies been spending all her time with Seulgishii, she replied sadly.
Why are you pouting? Oh, there is Wookie. Go and give it to her.

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Krystal quietly approached Ryeowook but she stopped on her tracks when
Seulgi appeared and stood beside Ryeowook. Tears started to swell on her
eyes when she saw that Ryeowook is no longer using the pen case she gave
her.
Wookie, youre using the pen case I gave you. This kind of simple and chic
items suit you well, Seulgi said, enough for Krystal to hear.
Oh, is that so?
Yeah, anyway, Im glad you like it.

Krystal, dont feel so down like that, Henry coaxed her as he patted her hair.
Well, this means that that girl fall for brand items too! their other classmate
said. That sort of woman, just ignore her! Ignore! Im going to tell her that
were ignoring her.
Sulli-shii, Kibum grabbed her wrist to stop her. Dont complicate things
and Wookie is not that kind of a person. Krystal, I dont think Wookie is
concerned over it that deeply either. Its not like she didnt need what you
made for her.
No! Krystal suddenly said. Krystal is at fault. I just kept pushing it onto her
and since Wookie is so nice she couldnt say no. Krystal was just conceited,
thinking that I am Wookies best friend.
Am I supposed to feel jealous too? Im the original best friend here, Kibum
said to himself.

Perfect, Seulgi sing-song as she threw the pen case that Krystal made for
Ryeowook on the old furnace of the school at the back of the old building
where no one will see her.
She took a match box out from the pocket of her skirt. She lit the matchstick
and threw it on the furnace.
Seulgi-shii, a voice called from behind her.
She immediately turned and faced the man.
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Top-oppa! she said surprised.

What are you doing here?
Thank goodness youre here, she said with smile on her face. The school
is too big so I got lost. Oppa, can you take me back to class?
Walk straight then turn on the first corner, Top replied, swatting Seulgis
hand on his arm.
Okay. Thank you, oppa, she said as she hurriedly went her way.
After Seulgi is out of sight, Top went to the furnace to see what Seulgi was
burning. He reached his hand on the object, careful not to get burn. Luckily,
the fire was put out and it did not burn the pen case completely. Top raised
an eyebrow, wondering why she was doing this. Top waited for the classes
to have a break and proceeded to see Kibum. He showed the burnt case to
him and Kibum grimaced.
This is Wookies case. Krystal gave this to her. How come this one is burnt?
Do you know who took it away from here?
What I know is that Wookie has a new pen case given by Seulgi but I cant
imagine Wookie throwing away something like this. Is she being bullied?
I dont think so. No one in this school would dare to do that Ryeowook.
Everyone adores her.
Im gonna go and tell Sir Kyuhyun and Krystal.
Dont, Top sternly said. Dont tell anyone.

Everything is going to plan, Eunni, Seulgi said to the end of the line.
Ryeowook is definitely oblivious to this fact.
Really? And how is Top? the other person asked.
Well, hes tough I tell you. He wont budge even if I do all sorts of flirting
with him. Apparently, hes really in love over heels with that girl. Its
annoying.

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Just do what weve talk about and sooner or later Top will come back to my
arms again.
Eunni, youre going to share him to me, right?
Of course but-
The conversation was cut short when Seulgis phone was snatched from her
hand. She gasped, surprised and nervous to the outcome of her scheme.
When she turned around, the last person she wanted to see stood before her
eyes.
What are you scheming? Top angrily said, slamming his hand on the desk
where Seulgi was sitting.
What? she nervously replied, backing out from where she is stood. What
are you talking about?
Are you planning to destroy her like what your sister did in high school?
Top asked, grabbing her wrist tightly. Kim Seulgi-shii.
She did not answer but her face showed no denial. She slapped Tops hand
away and stood perfectly still. Her eyes changed and she became serious,
ready to destroy everything out her way.
Your name and aura is different from your sister so I dint notice, he stated,
firm and true.
So you knew? she smirked. What are you going to do? Tell Ryeowook?
That girl doesnt seem to notice. Despite your gloomy looks, youre pretty
sharp.
Seulgi softly laughed.
When I told her that I like you, she wagged her tail in happiness and offered
to help me out. Between me and you, who will Kim Ryeowook believe? As of
right now, it will pose no problem to me if I were to push her down so she
hits rock bottom. The situation is in my favor.
Just try Top sternly said. Ill kill you.
Oh no, how scary, Seulgi laughed. If its you, you might actually kill me. Try
and Ill tell the whole student body that Henry is your illegitimate younger
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brother. Im sure the people of this school would feast on such news. Its SM
High, after all.
Dont you dare!
Alright, as long as you listen to what I say then perhaps I may reconsider,
she offered. Kiss meright here.
If you do that, then I wont lay a finger on your precious brother. Can you do
it? Kiss someone you hate?
In all of a suddenly, Top harshly leaned and kissed Seulgi hard, banging his
hands on the wall behind her. She moaned to that kiss and he deepened it,
using his tongue to enter her wet mouth. Her legs begun to wobble as Top
continued to kissed her, desperate but unwilling.
So, he said, removing his lips from the dirty mouth. What do you want me
to do next?

Ryeowook slid her slender body on the comfortable bed and pulled the
covers on her. Minute later, Kyuhyun stepped into the room in a cloud of
steam. He only wore a pair of shorts and moved to their cabinet. He grabbed
a blue tank top and wore it. His neck and face flushed from the hot water. He
felt that his wife is eyeing his every move. He strode towards the bed and lay
down beside her.
Im sorry. I wasnt able to check on you in the clinic, he said.
Its okay. Jihyo-eunni was there so everything went well, she said smiling.
What did the doctor say?
UhmmthatIm just over stressed, she lied.
He looked at her for quite some time. He leaned across and kissed her. He
did it without thinking as if his lips were meant to be there. She let out a tiny
sigh and slid her arms around his neck. Ryeowook smiled when Kyuhyun
lifted her and onto his lap. She now straddled him, staring down on his
impish smile.
Are you sure youre okay?
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Youre worrying too much.

He kissed her lightly on the lips and a shiver ran down her spine. She stroked
a hand across his jaw. She kissed him again. He slid one warm palm around
the small of her back then pulled her so tightly against his chest that she felt
his heartbeat against her breast. She relaxed against him, feeling safe. Then
he shifted his lips, found her mouth and kissed her hard. She moaned
between them and threaded her fingers through his hair, pulling him even
closer. He stroked his hands along her body. With one arm around her back,
he used the other to ease her around and under him on the bed.
Ill be gone for three days. Youll be okay, right? he asked.
She stretched under his weight, feeling his body settled upon her. Her hands
stroked down his broad back. She slid them under her shirt, felt the smooth
warmth of his skin. He pulled his shirt over his head in one quick movement.
His breath heaved, heat radiated from him, his eyes shone deep into hers.
Ill be fine, she said, feeling sad that he will be away from her.
Kyuhyun was tasked to attend a conference for three days. Hes awfully
worried about his wife because she will be alone and he will definitely miss
her. He will miss the nights where he could cradled her, her voice when she
sings song for him to sleep, her cooking and most especially her kisses.
She drew him down to her, gasping when his bare skin touched hers. His
mouth found hers again. Ryeowook lost herself in the kiss. Her heart raced
against his and her breath caught and arched again. He raised his lips from
hers and she lifted up to meet them again. He kissed down her throat. She
tilted her neck and arched her head back against the pillow, feeling strands
of wet hair fall across her face but not wanting to take her hands away from
his body for even a second to brush them away. His lips moved lower, grazed
along the top of her collarbone, ending on the hollow of her throat.
The next day, Ryeowook walked to school feeling down. Kyuhyun is gone and
he wont be back soon. She suddenly felt empty and this morning, when she
woke up, her stomach ached again. She was nearing the gate when she heard
someone.
Hey, look at that.

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Ryeowook turned her head and was surprised to what she saw. She found
Seulgi, her hand on Tops arm. She felt her heart sunk. Her thought was
seized as the ladies squealed in delight.
Are those two dating?
Wow! Bold move for a teacher!
Ryeowook shrugged it off but still feeling down. Then a shoulder bumped
her. It was Krystal. She was about to greet her but Krystal turned her back
and walked away with her other friend.
And there she stood, alone, unprotected andempty.

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Chapter 31: When I stood

She never felt like this before. She never imagine not having someone to rely
on to. In just a blink of an eye everything was gone. Everything is falling into
little pieces like a shattered glass. Did she do something wrong that it turned
out to be like this? People around her started to distance themselves away
from her especially her friends even after how she cared for them. She felt
alone.
She felt a pang of jealousy when students that once adored her started
crowding around Seulgi. It seems as if she was stripped off of her clothing
and people act as if she is just a transparent thing like the wind. She was
naked and vulnerable. Kibum, her friend for a long time, had never spoken
to her. Ryeowook deduced that he is also feeling awkward with Krystal being
angry at her. She kept her sentiments all to herself and not even Kyuhyun

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knew about how she actually feel. Her health is also not helping. She would
often feel nauseous and her body is getting heavy.
She never complain nor feel like sharing her burdens to anyone not even to
her brother and parents. When Seulgi came and started stealing the things
she held dear, she realized how cruel is the world that nothing is permanent
and people will sometimes use you for their own gain. And she learned it the
hard way. When she figured it out, it was already taken away from her.
Her train of thoughts was seized when she heard clattering on the front side
of the classroom. It was lunch and she decided to stay in the classroom and
just scribble on her notepad. She doesnt feel like eating. She doesnt have
the appetite partly because she felt nauseous and if she eat shell vomit it
later on. She focused her gaze on the commotion. Seulgi was on the floor and
the girl who bumped had the most scared face she had ever seen and the
poor little thing was trembling. The model didnt like it at all. She felt furious,
embarrassed and vengeful. She tried to compose herself by putting her legs
together and covering her lower part. The boys luckily saw the once in a
lifetime bosom and sexy panties of the model.
How dare you do that to Seulgi? the other girl who had her two buttons of
her uniform open asked angrily to the culprit of Seulgis embarrassment.
I-Im s-sorryI didnt mean to bumped her. Misa and I were playing and I
didnt know that Seulgi was standing there, the girl replied.
You didnt know she was standing there? one of the girls snickered. Are
you blind? Or are you an idiot? My gosh! You already have four eyes and you
dont even use it.
Hey! Watch your mouth, you freak! the friend of the poor girl said. Youre
just a lap dog of Seulgi, following her every time she wags her tail.
Dont you dare talk like that to my friend! You dont even know her!
TskYou are martyrs! She is just using you, toying with you and when she
had enough she will dump you somewhere and forget all about you!
The argument of the girls continued and no one even bothered helping Seulgi
to stand up. The classroom was filled with tense air and any minute now the

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cat fight will ensue. But in everyones horror, Seulgi stood and shouted
towards the group.
Enough! she said angrily. All of you look like children who are fighting
over a stupid candy! I dont care anymore. I pity all of you for being nave and
trashy. No one even suspected that Im just playing coy to get all your
attention. One small gift and everyone is being swayed to follow whatever I
want. Youre all useless, always waiting for other people to come and take
care of you!
Everyone was shocked. The good and caring Seulgi turned out to be the exact
opposite of her image. All this time they thought she was really their friend,
that everything she said was true and everything she did for them is out of
love and respect.
UhmmmS-Seulgi-shii, you didnt mean what you said, right? Were friends,
right?
Oh come on! You seriously believe me? Youre so nave.
B-butbutHow about those times that I shared my sentiments to you? The
bracelet that we bought for each other? Was it all lies?
My gosh! Get a grip woman. Everything was for a play and I absolutely had
enough with all of your childishness.
I hate you! the girl said as she swayed her hand to slap Seulgis white face.
Seulgi close her eyes and waited for the impact but it did not come. The girls
hand was stopped by Henrys strong one. She looked up and Henry smiled
towards her.
Im sure Seulgi didnt mean everything she said. Shes just tired from all her
works and stress is creeping on her, Henry explained.
I dont need help coming from the likes of you!
You dont have to say thank you to me. Were friends after all, he said as he
let go of the girls hand and faced Seulgi.
Friends? With you? Come on! I dont want to be associated from someone
like you. A bastard of the Choi family! That is maybe the reason why Top
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never introduce you as his little brother. Hes afraid that you might ruin his
reputation.
That did it. With just like that, all Henrys effort are gone to waste. He heard
murmurs, whispers of dissatisfaction and mocking. Everything was lost, all
his hard work of keeping his brothers name good and unwrinkled. For the
hundredth times, he brought shame to his family most especially to his
brother.
Ryeowook couldnt take it any longer, not when her friends are being
exploited and hurt. She took a deep breath and gathered her courage. She
stood from where she was seated and approached the group. All eyes were
on her. Kibum tried to stop her but choose to remain silent while Krystal
tried not to be affected by everything.
*Slap*
The impact of the flesh and the flesh was heard throughout the now quiet
room. No one moved. No one dared to speak or even breathe. Everyones
eyes were on the pair, the two people who once become the apple of the eye
of these hungry carnivores who are just waiting for other hyenas to feed
them. Ryeowook never thought she could do something like this. She hurt
her and she felt that the world is closing in on her but she felt light as if the
big boulder on shoulder is slowly being lifted.
No one can ever lay their fingers on my friends. So what if hes a son of
another woman. He was made out of love and I have seen how Top truly
cared for his brother. Henry neve brought shame to his family and he did
everything to preserve that prestige, Ryeowook said, eyes blazing like the
sun.
How dare you do that to me? she angrily asked. You dont know
everything! Youve been whoring Top for a long time. Dont act innocent.
I am not whoring anyone. Top-oppa is like an older brother to me. He and
my brother went to the same school and oppa has always been good, always
saving me and caring for me.

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Huh? Really now. Everyone here must have thought that youre an angel and
all but they will be damn if they knew about you bullying Krystal. She thought
of you as her friend but you burned the case she gave you!
That is not true. You exchange your case with mine and I would never bully
Krystal. Shes a dear friend to me.
Oh stop playing that innocent role, will you? Youre a fucking shit.
This time Kibum took the lead of the conversation.
Youre lying, he said, directing the fault at Seulgi. I saw you threw the
headband outside the classroom and Ryeowook almost fell from the tree
when she tried to retrieve it. Sir Top also saw you burning that case on the
old furnace of the school. He came to me the other day to confirm that the
pencil case was Ryeowooks.
Youre the one who is lying! Everyone is lying. Youre all against me! Im the
world renowned model. Everyone adores me. Everyone love me and
everything I want, I get!
Enough! a strong stern voice broke the momentum of the conflict.
Everyone turned their heads and they saw their teacher on the frame of the
wooden door.
Seulgi-shii, I need to talk to you, Top said.
But I-
Now.
Everyone looked uncertain on what will happen next but Ryeowook hoped
that everything will be back to normal and everything will turn out well
especially that the truth finally came out.

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Chapter 32: When your voice becomes far

Wow, Kibum bellowed as the view below the mountain came into place.
What a view! I wish mom could see this too.
The class was given a privilege to spend their weekend on a mountain and
theyre on their way to their pension house. Its been two days since the
incident and nobody dared to speak about it. Seulgi never came back to
school and no one looked for her. Everyone is acting as if that incident never
happened in the first place and things went back to normal.
The days without Kyuhyun is slowly getting to her. She felt lonely especially
during the night. Kyuhyun would call from time to time to tell Ryeowook
everything that happened to him during the conference. On the other hand,
Ryeowook would tell stories of her day excluding some of the changes and
sad happenings. Kyuhyun seems oblivious to everything that had happened
and decide to consider his absence in Ryeowooks side a chance to test their
feelings for each other.
Today, Kyuhyun will finally come home but the sudden announcement of her
class to do mountain trekking made her smiles fade away. She cant wait to
see her husband and hug him as tightly as possible. All the more, she never
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liked mountains. Her fears made her tremble but she tried as best as she can
to give out her smiles. The memories of her childhood keep coming back as
she step nearer towards the heart of the mountain.
Wookie, someone called. Are you alright?
She looked up to the person asking and gave him a faint smile. It was Kibum.
After the incident, he made his way to her and apologized for being such a
jerk of distancing himself to Ryeowook. Immediately, she forgave him. She
couldnt stay angry at him. He stood up for her when Seulgi tried to destroy
her image. They were friends for long time and Ryeowook doesnt want that
to go to waste. Krystal did the same as well. She cried so much when she
learned that Ryeowook truly cared for her.
I-Im fine, she lied. Just a little exhausted.
Here, Krystal offered as she handed a bottle of water to her.
Thanks, Ryeowook replied.
Hows Kyuhyun? Kibum asked, trying to speak with a soft voice.
Hes fine. He called me last night and hell be back this afternoon. Dont tell
him about this trip. I lied to him, telling him that the class will have a retreat.
You didnt tell Sir Kyuhyun about coming here? Why didnt you tell him?
Hehe wouldnt let me do strenuous activities becauseI feel sick this past
few days.
Are you okay now? Krystal asked, offering a gentle smile.
Yes. I do feel a little better and I couldnt afford to miss this trip, she replied.
A little while later, the class arrived at the pension and they settled down to
their respective rooms. On the mountain top, the fog is getting worse. The
trekkers cant see the way properly. They needed to stay indoors for a little
while and let the foggy path subsided. Something caught Ryeowooks
attention. Its the sound of the river nearby. It feels as though she had been
here before just like her memories from long ago. Ryeowook went out and
stood on a hill in which a stream flows underneath. She crouch down and
picked up a flower.
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But when she looked back up, horror struck her face like a lighting hitting
the tallest peak. Yuta was there, standing there with the flower he wanted to
give to his friend. His face was white and scar from the accident are visible
on the porcelain skin. With trembling body, Ryeowook stood up. Yuta smiled
at her and looked on the other way. He raised his arm slowly and appointed
on the other direction. He then slowly walked away. Instinctively, Ryeowook
followed him, hoping to talk to him, to tell him how sorry she was for asking
such impossible task.
The silhouette of her friend slowly faded on the thick fog. The shadow glided
softly on the hard ground. And she ran as fast as she could to follow his trail.
She ran and ran and ran until she fell. A loud thud was heard but she was so
far away that nobody was able to notice. Ryeowook stood up carefully. She
took a deep breath and looked around. She cant remember which way she
came and the fog is not helping at all and the shadow was no longer there.
In all of a sudden, her body started to fall. Her body became stiff as she hit
the bottom of the pit. She lost her consciousness and she laid there like a
corpse. Up above the pit, a smile formed on her face. Her scheme was a
success. The precious girl will die here, alone in the woods and no one will
ever think that she did it. What Seulgi wants, Seulgi gets.
-Pension HouseHey, the fog is going away, one of their classmate announced.
Its true I can even see the mountain in the distance, Krystal said as she
went out and stretched her arms.
Have you seen Ryeowook? Kibum asked.
Wasnt she with someone?
I dont know.
Maybe shes in the bathroom.
The class searched for her in the pension, in the bathroom, in the garden but
she was not there. Everyone is in panic.
Shes not here!

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She wasnt in the cafeteria either.

Thats strange. Whered she go?
Maybe she run away.
She wouldnt do that! Kibum angrily said. She wouldnt go off on her own.

Ryeowook slowly opened her eyes. With wobbly legs, she stood up and
placed her palm on the walls of the pit. She felt a pain on her right shoulder.
Panic engulfed and she hurriedly fetched her cellphone on the bottom of her
pocket. There was no signal. She cant reach the others and the sun is slowly
reaching its end. Ryeowook shouted for help but only the silence of the forest
answered her.
Ryeowook looked around and realized that she fell on a pit. No. someone
pushed her on this pit. She placed her hands on the stones and climbed back
up but it was so slippery that she slid back down again. She fell on the floor
and got her pants soiled by the mud. She tried shouting again but she got no
answer. The silence is deafening and the air grew colder. The place began to
feel eerie and she was alone.
Back in the pension, the people are still looking for her. Some students went
further into the woods, shouting her name but to their dismay there was
Ryeowook in sight. The others went down to check if she was left out but
again no one was there except for the chirping of the birds and the hissing of
the small animals. They have no choice but to ask for help. The teacher in
charge called police and they set out a search team to find her.

The cellphone on the nightstand of their house rang. Kyuhyun went out from
the bathroom. A white towel hang around his waist and steamed outlined his
silhouette. Absentmindedly, he answered the phone, oblivious to what news
is coming to him.
Sir Kyuhyun, a soft voice called.
Krystal? he asked as he dried his hair with a small towel. What is it?

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Wookie is she said, worry and nervousness adamant in her voice.

Missing.
What are you saying?
Right now, our class is at a mountain. We arrived at our pension earlier on.
The fog was too thick and she just disappeared. A little while ago, we found
Wookies hat behind the pension.
But she told me that-
She lied. Its because you wouldnt let her do anything strenuous.
Theres a reason why I wouldnt let her!

Ryeowook climbed the slippery step again and managed to arrive at the
edge. On the top, she grabbed a big root and tried to push her body up but
she placed her left foot on a loose stone. She slipped and the root was cut as
she rattled down the slope. She landed on her back and she got herself cut
from a sharp stone. The pain crept on her. Ryeowook took a small
handkerchief from her pocket and covered the wound.
The wind suddenly blew hard and she was startled. The trees rustled,
signaling that there is a rain coming. Her thoughts drifted far as the forests
noise surrounded her. She was scared and all she can do is to hope that
somebody will find her and save her. She almost fainted when her cellphone
rang. A call went through! A call that might save her. She hurriedly looked
for the phone around her. It must have dropped when she slipped. Luckily,
she found it before the call was cut off.
H-hello?
Ryeowook! Kyuhyuns voice was heard. Ryeowook, are you okay?
K-Kyuhyun, she answered as tears started to drip from her chocolate
brown eyes.
Thank goodness youre alright.
KyuhyunKyuhyunOppa, save me. Please save me.
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Calm down, Ryeowook. Breathe in and then breathe outGood. Now slowly
follow my lead.
Ryeowook followed his breathing. Her breath slowly returned as she wiped
her tears from her now scratched face. Her heart became warmer as she
listen to him. She missed his voice and she wanted to hold him, she wanted
his arms and his warmth.
Have you calmed down a little? he asked.
Yeah.
Where are you right now?
I dont know. I-I saw Yuta and I followed himthensomeoneI dont
knowI fell on a pit.
Are you by the river?
No. Im on a mountain path.
Are you hurt?
I have a cut on my leg. Im losing some blood.
Did you stop the bleeding?
Im pushing down on the wound with a towel.
Thats good. Now listen. You mu-
Oppa? Kyuhyun?
Beepbeepbeep
The call was cut off. She tried to call back but her phone was dead. The
battery wasnt enough to continue the conversation.
No wayno way, Kyuhyun!

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Chapter 33: When I couldnt find you

He arrived just an hour ago and the first time that greeted him is a bad news.
Kyuhyun hurriedly dressed. He fetched his phone and his keys before
walking out of the house. He rang Ryeowooks family and informed them
about the incident. Leeteuk was shocked and almost fainted. Her little girl is
missing. Her precious girl has disappeared. Kyuhyun could hear Siwons
voice cursing him from the end of the line. Who could blame him? He,
himself, wanted to curse himself out too. He promised them that he would
protect her but he failed them. He couldnt.
He rode his car to the mountain with a fast speed. He doesnt care if he gets
caught by the police. He doesnt care anymore. All he cared about is his wife,
Ryeowook. He wanted her to be safe back in his arms, to kiss her and to
watch her sleep peaceful. After an hour of drive, he arrived at the mountain,
a little far from the pension house.
Sir Kyuhyun! Kibum called. Over here!
What happened to Ryeowook? he immediately asked when he got out from
the car.
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Shes still missing.

Wheres the recue team? Where in the mountain are they searching?
Actually, a deep voice answered. The search was put on hold because it
was too dark.
It was Top. He was informed by Krystal as well and he got in the mountain
before Kyuhyun. The sight of him became nauseating for Kyuhyun.
What are you doing here? he asked.
I have every right to be here as much as you, Top replied sternly.
Excuse me, a police officer interrupted the soon-to-be heated conversation.
We found a lead. A student told us that she found someone lurking around
the area of the incident. Does the name Choi Seulgi ring a bell?
Yes, sir. Shes a student in our school and a close friend of Sir Top, Kibum
answered.
Yes, yes. We asked few of the students as well if they know someone with
this name and they told us that a few days ago there was a misunderstanding
that happened between this Seulgi and Ms. Kim. We are investigating now if
she has something to do with this.
Misunderstanding? Kyuhyun asked.
A fight broke out between Ms. Kim and this Seulgi, the officer answered.
Thank you. Inform us if there is an update, Top said and bowed down to
the officer to convey his thanks.
Ill be leaving then, the police officer said as he took his leave.
Ill search the area again, Kyuhyun announced.
Sir Kyuhyun, where are you going? Kibum asked.
To look for Ryeowook.
Ill come with you.
Kyuhyun and Kibum rode the car and drove off. They both opened their eyes
wide to see some traces of Ryeowook.
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What is this misunderstanding about? he sked, not taking his eyes off the
road.
Wookie didnt tell you? Of course, she wont. I didnt even know.
Is Top one of the reason?
Yes, he is. Apparently, Seulgi was ordered by her sister to take a revenge
from Top but she had a long time crush on him so she devised a plot in order
to get him. Along the way, she found out that Top and Wookie are close. She
bullied her. She threw Wookies headband out of the window of the
classroom. Ryeowook almost fell off the window when she tried to retrieve
it and Seulgi also burned the pen case that Krystal gave her.
How did you know about this?
Krystal and I did some research on her. Her sister is the ex-girlfriend of Top
back in high school but he dumped him because she was too vain. We found
out about the issue from Top when he found the burnt pen case from the old
furnace of the school. He asked me about it and I told him that it belonged to
Ryeowook. Krystal also overheard Top and Seulgis conversation in the old
school building. She blackmailed Sir Top so she can get him. Two days ago
Seulgi and Ryeowook had a blazing row that disclosed to the whole class that
Henry was Sir Tops half-brother.
I never heard about this.
Ryeowook would never let anyone be bothered by her problems. Shes just
so good and innocent sometimes. She believed that Seulgi was her friend. She
was heartbroken when she found out about everything.
Damn it! I shouldnt have left her.

I would stand up on my own. Even if its only a little, I think about what I can
do on my own. My actions now will affect the future.
She tied the handkerchief around her leg to cover the deep wound and
geared herself up to climb the steep path again.

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I can hear a river up there. If I can get to the river, I might be able to follow
it.
After some hours of struggle, Ryeowook was able to get herself out of the pit.
It was starting to rain and each time passed, the fall became heavier and it
was hard to see. The forest was dark and the chirping of the unknown species
gave Ryeowook goosebumps. She moved to the deep part of the forest,
making her way out of the frustrated plants. And at last she found the river.
She drank some water and washed her face. It was dangerous to consider
following the trail of the river especially when its raining this hard. She
decided to scooch under a small tree that gave her a shade under the rain
and in no time, she drifted off to sleep with her body covered with dirt and
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Chapter 34: When I lost you and found you again

It was morning already. Kyuhyun and Kibum slept inside the car when the
rain started to fall hard last night. He stirred awake and nudge Kibum who
opened his eyes in an instant.
What? What happened? the poor student asked feeling startled by the
sudden touch.
Ill climb up and look for Ryeowook. I cant wait any longer. You stay here
in case the police has some information.
Ill come with you. I know the way up to the pension house.
Kyuhyun couldnt argue to that. He needed all help he can get to rescue his
wife. The two set out and climb the steep mountain as fast as they can. In no
time, they were able to reach the resting place.
Where should we look? Kibum asked still sleepy and tired.

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If you were Ryeowook, what would you do in this situation?

I would probably try to get down the mountain if I could walk. Itd better if
there is a river nearby because it can be used as a guide.
Alright, the police is searching in the mountain so lets search around the
river.
Kyuhyun and Kibum followed the sound of the river. Minutes later, they
arrived on the edge filled with big rocks and trees. They trek, further from
the pension house.
It wouldve been fine if you stayed at the car, Kyuhyun said feeling that
Kibum had already lost the strength of his feet due to walking and intense
pace.
No way! I cant just wait around doing nothing, he replied as he tried to
catch his breath.
But-
I dont want to leave Ryeowook alone. I have done it once. Im not going to
do it again. What else can I do if I dont do this?
Everything is going to fine. Ryeowook is strong. We can find her, Kyuhyun
said, trying to sound calm but deep inside he is worried and at the same time
he is angry at himself that he couldnt be there for her.

Ryeowook opened her eyes and saw that a flock of butterflies gathered
around her nook. It made her feel better. It made herself believe that she can
be safe, that there is hope. She went out from where she was lying but the
morning fog made it impossible to see things around. She looked on her sides
but last nights rendezvous became a bit hazy in her memory. She walk
slowly. Her leg ached as she took a step.
She walk and walk and walk but there was nothing on sight. Everything was
so hard to see and her limping leg made everything impossible. She stop and
looked ahead. And there he was again. The small boy smiled at her as if giving
her hope.

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Yuta, she whispered under her breath.

The little buy just stood there. And then it occurred to her. What if hes here
to take care? What if hes here to take revenge? No. hes a dear friend and she
knew how much he truly cared for her.
IIm sorryI-If I didnt ask you to get the flowers for me, you wouldnt
have died.
Tears started to flow down on her cheeks. The air around her became colder.
The smile on the little boys lips are now gone and he shook his head. She
didnt know what that means. Is he saying that its okay? That everything will
be back to its proper place.

Theres no need to worry. I am here.

Yuta, I-

For you, a thousand times over.

The boy extended her arms and Ryeowook reached for it but large stones
started falling from above her. She was terrified and when she looked to his
direction, he was gone. She tried to run away but her leg wont let her. The
stones rolled down and hit her. Mud and stones covered her and she laid
there unconscious.

Kyuhyun and Kibum arrived at the river. The fog slowly subsided and the
view became clear. Due to exhaustion, the two decided to rest near the
running water. Kibum drank from the clean water and Kyuhyun sat there,
wiping his face on the sleeves of his shirt. A violet moth swirled around him
as he sat there. It landed on his shoulder. He was startled when it made
contact on him.
Sir, I received a call from the police. They told us to go back because it will
be dangerous if we stay here especially under this weather, Kibum said as
he closed his phone. Whats wrong?
That butterfly, he said as the moth moved away from him.

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Butterfly? What about it?

The violet butterfly flapped its wings around Kyuhyun.
Its like its telling us to follow it, Kibum bellowed.
Impossible, he thought.
The moth slowly flew away.
It flew that way.
Come on. Lets follow it! Kyuhyun said as he stood up and ran towards the
insect.
When they arrived, they saw a lot of butterflies gathering around a shoe.
They recognized it right away. It was Ryeowooks. The insect are flocking
around it and when Kyuhyun turned around to look, there she was under the
stones, barely breathing and hurt all over.
Kyuhyun and Kibum, with all the strength they can mustered, took the stones
away from her. They dug her out and carefully laid her on the ground with
Kyuhyun holding her body against him. Her face was white and they can
barely hear her heart.
Ryeowook! Kyuhyun called. Wake up!
Sir, its strange, Kibum said suddenly. The color of her face
Kyuhyun moved his ear on her lips and listened carefully.
Shes not breathing he softly said.
No way. Stop joking.
She has a pulse but its faint.
Kyuhyun pry open her mouth and check if there is something clogging it. He
was right. Soil was stuck inside her mouth and mud has filled it. He tore a
piece of his shirt and tied it around his finger. He then turned to her to clean
the inside of her mouth.
Im getting the mud out so I can do CPR. Please call the police and tell them
that we need help, he commanded.
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Kibum did the task assigned to him and immediacy dialed for help. Kyuhyun
cleaned thoroughly to get rid of any obstruction for the air to go through. He
pinched her nose and proceeded to do CPR. He blew some air and breathe
some. He did the process over again.
Its no good! Kibum shouted. The phone isnt working.
Try again with mine, he said as he handed his phone.
Kibum tried again but he was just answered by a loud beep. Kyuhyun
listened again to her breathing and did the CPR again. He repeatedly did the
act as Kibum dialed again.
Beepbeepbeep. This call cannot be connected, please try again.
Its no use. Its not connecting. At this rate, itll be too late!
Dont give up! Kyuhyun said angrily. Keep trying! Until it gets through. We
wont let Ryeowook die in a place like this! No way! Im not losing anyone
anymore. I will definitely save her.
Kyuhyun bent down again to blew some air through her mouth. He then
placed his hand on her chest and begun to pump.
1
2
3
There was no response.
Ryeowook, dont die! Theres still a lot of stuff that you wanted to do. You
cant die here! Open your eyes!
And when they thought everything will end, she moved, only a little. She
heard him. She placed her trembling hand on his face, slowly, very slowly.
With difficulty, she opened her eyes and spoke but there was no sound at all.
She wanted to say something but he couldnt hear her.
Dont talk. Save your energy. Help will be here, Kyuhyun said as he caressed
her hair loving but Ryeowook somewhat couldnt stayed still and tried to
speak again.
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K-Kyuhyun, she finally uttered with a faint voice and placed her hand on
her stomach. Thebaby.

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Chapter 35: When Destiny Knows Its Place

Now it looks like those days are going to make a comeback. But if we dont
fight, were not going to get anything. We may find ourselves in a darkness not
even lit by the stars but unless we reach our hands out, we can grasp even a
grain of sand.

All the police who belonged to the search team was dispersed throughout
the mountain, searching and shouting her name. Its been more than 24
hours and the weather of the place was too much to handle. It started to rain
and the heavy drops made it impossible to continue the search. Ryeowooks
family was there, soaked and terrified. Kyuhyuns family was present as well.
Sungmin, Yesung, Minhyuk and Jiyong hurriedly climbed the mountain to
help search for the missing girl. Everyone took a shelter underneath the big
trees when the heavy rain rushed on them. Top stood there, under the pour
of the cold water, eyes lingered around to find her, if not to find some traces
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of her. He realized it now. He was not alone in her little world. There are a
lot of people who stood by her side, ready to protect, to make her happy.
Maybe, just maybe its time to let go. His phone vibrated on his front pocket.
It was an unknown number. Nevertheless, he answered it.
Hello? he said.
Oh hi! I thought you wouldnt answer the phone, the all too familiar voice
said happily in the end of the line.
What do you want Seulgi?
Me? Oh I got a really long list to say to you. Lets start withhmmmlets
seeFuck you! You got me kicked out of the school! Dont you know how
much it affected my name in the industry? Many companies withdraw their
sponsorship because of your fucking stupidity that ruined my reputation. I
got nothing right now! All my advertisements, mall shows and T.V. shows are
gone!
Your shortcoming is not my fault. You brought upon yourself, Top sternly
said.
Ha ha ha ha haby this time I think your little princess is dying in the woods
and the prince charming is nowhere to be found. Poor little Wookie.
Where is she?
You expect me to tell you after what youve done to me? You must be mad!
Seulgi, he sighed. You didnt keep your part of the bargain. Youre the first
to break it. You told everyone about Henry.
Huh! But since Im kind and good, Im giving you another chance. What do
you say, Top-oppa?
Your words are poison to me. Tell me where she is!
Lets do some deal, shall we? she asked as she paced around the small
house that she rented near the bottom of the mountain. Im going to give
you the place where I left her if you agree to my wish.
Im all ears.
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Seulgi laugh and said, My sister and I are flying to New York tonight. Meet
in the house at the foot of the mountain where the bus sign is located. You
will come with me and reestablish my reputation in the industry and go with
us to America. If you agree, Im going to send a message to the police
regarding her location.
Youre mad.
Oh sure I am. Just a word of advice though, if I find out that you told the
police about our conversation, expect my wrath and youre never gonna see
that wretch girl again. Do I have your word?
Ill be there, Seulgi.
Im giving you an hour to decide. Time is ticking so better act quicktic-tac.
The phone call ended with Seulgi laughing her heart out. Shes winning the
game and everything she worked hard for is finally paying off. Things are
absolutely going her way. She never felt like this before. It was ecstatic. The
sweet lingering feeling of Tops lips will soon be hers again. She was so
happy. And her love, her Top will finally come into her arms. Yes, she lost her
sanity but its alright, everything is fine. Top will be here in no time.

Kyuhyun was worried, very worried. He cant think straight. He was right all
along. Ryeowook is bearing their child. He was right but he didnt said
anything. He placed his wife and his child in danger. His wife laid her head
on his lap. Her white face is now covered with grime and mud. Her breathing
was uneven and pain tightened on his chest as he watched her in a slow
death. Ryeowook stirred awake and a soft smile crept on her thin lips.
Everything will be alright, Kyuhyun whispered on her ear. I wont let you
and our child die.
O-Oppa, she said softly, voice audible enough for Kyuhyuns ear. I saw
Yuta.
He smiled, unsure if she was hallucinating or not.
He told me that hes not angry at me, that he will be right by my side.

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Tears started to fall down her cheeks. She wept and Kyuhyun caressed her
hair.
If only I can turn back time, she sobbed. I sorry that I placed him in
danger.
Shhh, he said softly. I know he wants you to let go of that memory. Be
strong, Ryeowook. Im here. Help will come soon.
Overheard, the chopper closed in, its blades cutting through the night. He
studied it, recognizing the sleek silver nose and smooth lines. The rotor wash
pushed sheets of sand in their faces when it landed. Immediately, the medics
brought out a stretcher followed by their first aid kits. Slowly, very slowly
they lift Ryeowook off Kyuhyuns lap and the ground. They carefully placed
her on the stretcher and transferred her to the chopper. Kyuhyun and Kibum
followed behind.
Kyuhyun squeezed her hand and assured her that it will be fine, that their
child will be alright and survive this. Ryeowook gave him a faint smile and
they both hoped for the better. It took them almost 20 minutes to get to the
nearby hospital. She was rushed to the emergency. Some personnel have to
stop Kyuhyun from coming inside the room. Ryeowooks and his family
arrived as well. Their friends trailed behind.

He rushed to said place, running as if his life depended on it. He can save
Ryeowook. No. He will save Ryeowook and he will tell her everything, his
feelings, his wish and his hope for the future that he can share with her. He
still wanted her and when everything is over, he knew that she can give him
a chance. Up until now, he still held that hope. With everything he got, he
sprinted fast and reached his destination.
He stopped when he saw her. She stood there and when her eyes landed on
him, Top felt shiver ran down his spine. She was an epitome of evil. Her
presence said it all. She was nothing more than a wicked witch for him. She
couldnt outshined Ryeowook or seized his attention. And when they came
face-to-face, she laughed, triumphant. She can feel all the glory and the
synergy within her.

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You came! she said as she latched herself to him.

Top dislocated her arms on him and said in an angry voice, Where is she?
Now, now, she replied. Dont be too hasty. We got plenty of time.
I am here. Now, keep your part of the bargain.
Tsk, she said annoyed. I really hope that she die therehmmmmshes a
mile away from the pension house and its near the old house of your family
that got burnt 10 years ago. Remember that place? The place where your
father left you and went away with his mistress.
Seulgi did not know. She was oblivious to the facts. And in seconds she was
handcuffed and police started to surround her. She struggled on the arms of
the strong officer. She tried to fish her phone on her pocket but the police
took it away from her. She wanted to call for help.
Whats all this? she shouted as she glared at Top. You promise me! You
told me that we will be together in New York!
Im sorry but I couldnt just abandon everything, he replied in a soft voice.
Im not letting her go anymore. Ill fight for her.
Shell die, I tell you. You wont find her. Shell be gone forever in that fucking
muddy pit!
Please take her away, one of the police said.
They placed Seulgi on their mobile and they drove out towards the station.
Some of the men moved out to the location she gave them.
Sir, we receive a call from the headquarters, the police said to Top. They
called us to inform us that they already found Miss Kim.
What? he asked confused. What do you mean?
A student name Kibum called saying that they found Ms. Kim near the river.
They asked for medical assistance and were sending a helicopter to
transport her out.
They?
Yes, sir. Mr. Kim Kibum and a teacher named Cho Kyuhyun.
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He laughed to himself for thinking that he, himself, could save her.

Ryeowook slowly opened her eyes. She felt light headed and the bright lit of
the room made her eyes closed again. Different kind of thoughts started to
ran around her head. Is she safe? If yes, what about her child? She inhaled
deeply before opening them again. And there he was, straight in front of her
eyes, looking down on her chocolate brown eyes that seems to search some
answer to her questions. Kyuhyun stood there by her side, her hand on him
as he caressed her hair softly. He smiled down at her. He stroked her cheek
and kiss her head.
How do you feel? he asked.
Im fine, she replied softly.
Good. Are you hungry? Do you want something?
Ryeowook shook her head lightly and Kyuhyun kissed her again.
Oppa, she softly called.
Shhh, he shushed her. You need to rest more.
I-I wantto know what happened?
Kyuhyun sighed and said, Do you know a classmate named Seulgi? Well, she
was the one who left you on the pit in the mountains. She blackmailed Top
to cooperate with her. Just a while ago, I was informed that she was taken to
the police station and the police are investigating now.
Will she be fine?
Youre too good, angel. Youre lying here in this hospital bed because of what
shed done to you but youre still worrying about her.
Shes a good friend. She just loved Top-oppa so much.
I know but your oppa loves you more. Well, you see. Everyone goes around
trying to find their soulmate but no matter how hard they look, they can
never find it. So instead, they forced two bodies together. Everyone wants to
use that short time they have together to open their hearts even just a one
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night dream bought with money. In her case, she opted to do bad things to
acquire the man she will never have.
She didnt know what to do but what she thought was the best for her sake.
Close your eyes now, baby. Its now dark outside and everyone is asleep.
You should be too, Kyuhyun said as he kissed her again and pulled the cover
over her.
Ryeowook stopped his hand and squeezed it. They needed to sort things out
between them.
Oppa, she said softly, bringing his face on hers. Im sorry.
He stroked his hair then her cheek and planted a soft kiss on her lips.
Why didnt you tell me?
I wanted to but I was afraid that you wont like it.
Our baby will be our precious treasure. Why wont I like it? Theres nothing
to be worried about.
How is the baby doing? Is the baby fine? Did our baby survive? she asked
as tears started to form on her eyes.
Kyuhyun wiped it away.
The baby is fine. Our baby is alright. Hes a fighter I tell you, he smiled.
Looks like he inherited his fathers courage. Hell grow up with us and we
are going to love him and gave him everything that we could. So, be with me
until the end.
Thank god. Hes alright. She said between sobs. I will be with you forever,
together with our childI love you.
And I love you.

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Ryeowook laid on their bed with Kyuhyuns head on her tummy. He slightly
poked the big bump on her stomach and touched it. It was very noticeable
that he was excited to feel the movement of the baby and he clearly didnt
want to miss it for tonight. Just some days ago, they received the first
glimpse of their child.
Last night, the baby moved at this time, Kyuhyun told her.
Ryeowook lightly laughed and stroked the hair of her husband.
Kyuhyun went from poking to rubbing her stomach a bit and still nothing
happened.
Come oncome onmove for daddy~ he cooed.
Ryeowook told him that he looked weird for talking to her tummy but
Kyuhyun didnt care. All he wanted was to feel the baby. He was so sure that
it would happen any minute and he wanted to be there for it. He waited for
few minutes before putting his face just barely an inch away from her
stomach. Right after that, he got what felt like a very small kick in the nose.
Kyuhyun gasped and quickly sat up straight and smiled.
When he was about to ask Ryeowook if she felt it, she looked up to him wideeyed as she grabbed his hand and placed it over her stomach. As a result to
that, Kyuhyun felt more movement than he did before.
Did you feel that? he asked happily.
It was an incredibly different, but amazing experience to feel the baby move
for the first time. Ryeowook kept his hand where it was and he grinned at
her as he softly placed his hand above her.
Oppa, Ryeowook softly called.
Our baby moved!
Oppa, Ryeowook called louder, making Kyuhyun focused his gazed on her
and stopped his giddiness.
Yes?
I think, she softly said. The baby is going out.
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Kyuhyun stared at her wide-eyed and didnt moved.

Oppa, the baby is going out! Ryeowook shouted.
Kyuhyun scrambled to his feet and fetched the baby bag which they have
prepared beforehand. He quickly helped Ryeowook climbed out from the
bed carefully. He then slowly led Ryeowook out the house and into their car.
He nervously placed the keys but his hand slipped. Kyuhyun was startled
when Ryeowook placed her hand on his.
Oppa, calm down. Well be alright, she said as she smiled at him.
Kyuhyun breathe out and calmly started the engine. In no time, the car
moved. Kyuhyun drove carefully but quickly while calling their family to
inform them that the baby is finally going out. Leeteuk cursed him and told
him that if something bad happen to her baby girl, shell castrate him so that
no one will be able acquire his poison.
The grandparents who are sleeping in their comfortable beds swiftly took
their leave from the house and rushed to the hospital. O the way, Heechul
and Hankyung almost crashed into Sungmin and Yesungs car who on the
same time is rushing to be with Ryeowook during her labor.
The couple arrived to the hospital just in time and Ryeowook was
immediately rushed to the emergency room. It took all courage for Kyuhyun
to go inside the room and stayed beside her side. It was the longest 4 hours
of his life. He couldnt stand looking at Ryeowook feeling the pain and the
suffering.
The first cry of their son put pride and happiness on his heart. And for the
first time in his entire life, he shed tears. The doctor handed him the little
being. He was all wet and wrinkled and he held him to his chest, wanting to
wrap him in his body and arms and keep him warm and safe. So precious.
Kyuhyun offered his little finger and the baby clutched it, each perfect little
fingernail staring up at him; each little knuckles formed by minute folds of
beautiful pink skin. His world was transformed.
He moved beside Ryeowook and placed the baby boy on her arms. Ryeowook
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he was, their pride and joy, sleeping on her arms. Kyuhyun looked at them
and kissed Ryeowooks hair as he hugged his family.
Ryeowook, he softly said. Thank you.
No, oppa, she replied. I thank you.
And with that, he placed his lips on hers and kissed her as he said I love you.

So, what is destiny? To many people it is how they live their lives. They
believe that everyone's life has its own destiny. But for some, it holds the will
of the universe to bring two people together and share the common goal of
loving and be love by that person. This is what we call a soulmate. I believe
that each person has a soul mate; a person with whom you are so compatible
that you share a bond stronger than anyone else could comprehend or
fabricate. I believe that the love soul mates share has the power to withstand
time and distance. I believe that this love is so pure and indefinite that no
one could ever come between it. I believe love is a word that should only be
used to describe true passion. Destiny truly knows its place. So, let me ask
you this: Will you believe in destiny?

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Epilogue

Yuta, Heechul called as she went out from the kitchen to check on her
grandson.
The little boy sprinted towards the old lady and hugged her legs tightly. He
looked up to his grandmother and smiled.
Your umma called, she said, scooching down at him. She told me that she
cant fetch you because she needs to finish her work in the company.
The little boy cutely nod.
But I need to run to the recording studio because the director told me that I
have to record something for my next film. So, I couldnt bring you home. I
couldnt contact you father. He must be in a meeting or something important
came up.
Dont worry I can go home by myself, the little boy announced.
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But youll be alone.

Its okay. Our house is just four blocks away Yuta cutely replied.
Your mother is going to kill me if I let you go off alone.
I wont tell umma that you let me go home alone.
Okay but promise me first that youre going home straight to your house,
Heechul held out her pinky finger.
The boy wrap his hand and said, I promise.
The little boy got ready. He wore his hat on his head, tied his shoes and
placed his bag around his shoulder. For an eight year old kid, he was bright.
He is full of energy and very talented. He inherited his fathers eyes and hair
but the features of his mother is adamant on his face: cute face and plump
lips. At the age of 4, he was able to play the piano beautifully and he was
smart at school, gaining every award during graduation.
Ill be going now! he announced as he stood by the door of the house.
Heechul knelt down and handed him a phone.
Call me if you encounter anything. No matter where you press, youll be able
to contact me directly.
I got it!
Dont follow strangers and dont take anything from a stranger, okay?
The little buy nodded and kissed his grandma goodbye. He waved at her as
he walked away from the house. On his way, Yuta rounded the wrong corner
and spotted a cute little white cat. He patted the head and pet the cat for a
little while and stood up and headed towards his home.
Suddenly, he noticed something familiar. It was a coffee shop and the smell
of the cakes made him walked towards it. When he opened the door, he was
greeted by the beautiful decorations and the yummy aroma of the room.
Oh look who we have here, the blond manager said as he approached the
boy.
Uncle Sungmin! the little boy latched on him and hugged him tightly.
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What are you doing here? he asked as he patted the little boys head.
I was on my way home and I smelled you cakes again, the boy answered
squealing in delight when he saw his favorite uncle bringing out a fresh
baked cake.
Yesung took the boy away from Sungmin and hugged him. He then placed
him on the sofa as Sungmin handed him a glass of orange juice. Sungmin and
Yesung became Yutas godparents. Yesung inherited his [parents coffee shop
and with the help of Sungmin, they were able to branch out not only in the
country but also internationally. They are not only business partners but
also lovers. For two years, Yesung and Sungmin lived as a couple and when
they celebrated their anniversary in Paris, Yesung finally proposed to him
under the moonlight sky.
Do you want some cake, Yuta? Yesung asked.
No, thank you, uncle. I need to go home now. I promise grandma to go home
straight.
Okay but can you wait for a while? I wanted to wrap the cake for you so that
you can bring it to your mom. Will that be alright?
The little boy nodded energetically.
Thank goodness, you didnt inherited your fathers grumpy attitude,
Yesung said in low voice.
The bell of the shop rang and two boys went in. One is dressed in a perfectly
formal attire while the other wore a clothing fitted for an artist. It was
Minhyuk and Jiyong. They greeted the little boy and tickled him until he can
no longer breathe. After graduation, Minhyuk went to work in China and is
now in the country for a business meeting. Jiyong, on the other hand, was
scouted by an entertainment company and is now one of the famous idol
who is also known to have a good composing skills.
After a minute, Sungmin went out and handed him a box. The couple and the
boys bid him goodbye and Yuta walked away bringing the sweet bread with
him. He walked the street with a smile but when he saw the little white cat
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else legs. Yuta nursed his nose and looked up. He got scared when he saw the
man. He was tall with broad shoulders and steal-like body.
Are you alright? the man asked.
Im fine, he replied softly.
You must be, Yuta, the tall man said as he ruffled the soft locks of the boy.
Yuta nodded in respond.
The tall man knelt down in front of him and said, Do you want some taiyaki?
I bought this from Japan give it to you.
The little boy contemplated on what to do. Should he accept it? But the man
was so kind to give it to him. After debating to himself, he accepted the sweet
food. The two sat on a bench and Yuta munched on the food.
Thank you very much! Yuta said after he finish eating.
There is still some left.
I want to bring it back, the boy answered. Im going to give it to appa.
The man smiled at him and whispered, You really are like your mother.
Hmmm? You know my mother, ajhussi?
Yes, shes a very close friend and I love her so much.
Me too! I love my umma so muchand appa too, he said cutely.
Yuta is such a good boy, the tall man said, patting the head of the little boy.
Will you tell youre umma that Im fine and I will see her soon?
The little boy gave him his yes. After the encounter with the kind stranger,
Yuta stopped again after a minute of walking. He took out the phone from his
bag and open it. He searched for a specific number and hit the call button.
Hello, hello, umma?
Whats wrong, my baby boy?
UhmmmI feel like hearing ummas voice suddenly.
Really? How are you?
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Im fine. I got a lot of things to tell you so come home quick!

Alright, alright. Ill be home in no time. I love you.
I love you too, he said with all smiles. Bye bye.
Yuta then ran towards their home and opened the door. Kyuhyun stood there
with his arms open for the little boy to jump. He caught him and twirled him
around the living room.
What are you doing here,appa? the boy asked between giggles.
I finish my work earlier than expected and your old grandmother called me
that youre coming home on your own. I wanted to be here to greet you.
Kyuhyun placed the boy down and ruffled his hair. The door of the house
opened and revealed Ryeowook. Yuta ran towards his mom and kissed her
all over her face.
Ah right! the boy suddenly said.
He went down from his mothers arm and ran towards his bag. Kyuhyun and
Ryeowook watched as their son walked back towards them. He took the
taiyaki out from the bag and handed it to his parents.
Where did you get this? Kyuhyun asked as he munched the sweet food.
From a kind man who said that he love umma and that he will see her soon
too.
Ryeowooks eyes widen. Its been eight years since she last saw him and she
never heard anything from him. How was he? Is he fine and well? She was
happy to know that hes here, that hes alive. Ryeowook walked out to the
balcony and inhaled the cool air of the city. She felt his arms around her and
his chin on his shoulder.
See, he said as he kissed the crook of her neck. I told you, hes fine. Hes
just taking up his time and soon you will see him again.
Ryeowook softly nodded. She spun around and faced him. He hugged her
tightly by the waist and planted a soft kiss on her lips. She deepened the kiss
and moaned his name.
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I love you, he said on her lips.

And I love you, she replied.
Umma, appa, their child shouted. Stop smooching and lets eat the cake!
Ryeowook and Kyuhyun laughed, never breaking their bodily connection. He
kissed her again and this time, he didnt let Ryeowook broke that kiss.

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