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mYN nON mhIny mW dI ku`K iv`c rhI

jdoN kdm DirAw,izMdgI dIAW brUhW qy
mYnUM jwipAw,
Aw geI hW AxjwxI dunIAW iv`c[
pr mdhoS kr id`qw
mW dI ih`k dy in`G ny[
ieMj l`gw ik mW kih rhI hovy,
izMdgI dIAW muSklW qoN frky sihm nw jwvIN
mW dI inrml mmqw qy kudrq dw kwdr qyry nwl hY[
myrw ieh plyTw khwxI sMgRih nvIN soc myrI nMnI prI virStI(ikmwieAw
mihMdrw) nUM smripq hY, ijsdI Awmd nwl myrI bytI KuSbU mihMdrw Aqy
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s&w

ku`J Awpxy bwry

06

lyi^kw dw swihqk s&r

07

A`KrW dI loc- inrml sqpwl

08-09

bhU-p`KI sKSIAq- inrml sqpwl

10

ku`J Sbd myry vloN

11-12

1. Anmol qoh&w

13-15

2. irtwiermYNt

16-20

3. p`Cqwvw

21-26

4. nvIN soc

27-32

5. nw jwieE! pRdyS vy b`icE

33-36

6. mihk

37-42

7. koml

43-47

8. kOVw s`c

48-51

9. joVIAW j`g QoVIAW

52-55

10. jnm-idn

56-59

11. drdW mwrI mW

60-62

12. hW, mYN pwgl hW

63-66

13. grIbI dI mwr

67-70

14. DI iDAwxI

71-73

15. Axmu`ly pl

74-76

16. AkSU

77-83

17. A`KrW dI sWJ

84-86

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1990. 1994.

1998.

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hux auh iek vwr iPr kwiv ^yqr iv`c ivcrx dy nwl-nwl Awpxy
plyTy khwxI sMgRih nvIN soc nwl

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cIz bVI iS`dq nwl mihsUs kIqI ik inrml jI dy AMdr swihq pRqI
smrpx, syvw Bwvnw Aqy AQwh ipAwr hY,ijs sdkw auh hr vyly ku`J nvW
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bhu-p`KI sKSIAq-inrml sqpwl

SRImqI inrml sqpwl ie`k AYsI sKSIAq dw nW hY ijs nUM
AlPwjW iv`c ibAwn krnw suKwlw nhIN hY[ies smyN auh srkwrI sInIAr
sYkMfrI skUl, nUrpur byt, ijlHw luiDAwxw ivKy bqOr ipRMsIpl AwpxIAW
syvwvW pUrI qndyhI nwl inBw rhy Aqy smyN smyN qy AwpxIAW rcnwvW nwl
pMjwbI mW bolI Aqy pMjwbI swihq dI vI syvw kr rhy hn[ mYN in`jI qOr qy
aunHW dI jIvn SYlI qoN kwPI pRBwivq hW[ swirAW nUM nwl lY ky clxw,
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sKSIAq qoN pRBwivq hoey ibnHW nhIN rih skdw[
SRImqI inrml kol SbdW dw AQwh Kjwnw hY jykr aunHW nUM
SbdW dI jwdUgrnI dy nwm nwl invwijAw jwvy qW koeI AiqkQnI nhIN
hovygI[ swihq nwl SurU qoN hI juVy hox kwrn aunHW dI ies r`ucI ny klm rwhIN
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aunHW dy AnykW hI lyK, khwxIAW Aqy kivqwvW v`K v`K AKbwrW Aqy
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khwxI-sMgRih nvIN-soc nwl iek vwr iPr pwTkW dI kcihrI iv`c hwzr
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koeI vI ienswn lyKk jwx-buJ ky nhIN bxdw,keI vwrI izMdgI ivc hwlwq
hI Aijhy bx jWdy hn ik klm Awp-muhwry hI iek nvyN s&r qy inkl pYNdI
hY[swfy AMdr dy v`l-vly klm dy shwry jdoN kwgz dy kYnvs qy auk`rny SurU
ho jWdy hn qW jy auh rvwnI ivc hox qW kwiv dw rUp Dwr lYNdy hn, Tr`my
nwl ivcrx qW khwxI dI Skl ivc nvW hI rUp A^iqAwr krdy hoey swnUM
koeI nw koeI snyhw jrUr dy jWdy hn[
mYN swihq dy Kyqr iv`c AwpxIAW kwiv rcnw rwhIN pYr DirAw
pr au~Gy nwvl-kwr sR.krmjIq isMG AOjlw jI dI h`lw-SyrI sdkw LyK
rcnw iv`c vI h`Q Ajmwaux l`gI qW pwTkW vloN bhuq hI cMgw huMgwrw imlx
l`gw qW myrI klm Awpxy s&r nUM qih krdI hoeI iek AijhI vnMgI v`lH
vhIrW G`qx l`gI ijs nUM AsIN AwpxI izMdgI qoN v`K kr hI nhIN skdy[
iek vwrI mYN iksy khwxIkwrw nwl khwxI rcnw bwry
g`l kIqI qW ausdw jvwb sI ik khwxI ilKx leI ir`Jxw bhuq pYNdw
hY[ausdI ies g`l ny mYnUM socx leI mjbUr kr id`qw ik Aijhw ikauN? qW
mYnUM nwvl-kwr sR.krmjIq isMG jI AOjlw dI khI g`l AweI ik ku`J vI
ilKxw hovy, ivSy qW swnUM Awpxy nyVy -qyVy qoN hI l`B pYNdy hn,loV hY qW b`s
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Aglw idn myry leI iek nvIN svyr hI nhIN sgoN nvIN soc vI lY
ky AwieAw qy myrI pihlI khwxI dw ivSw myry nwl hI vwprI iek Gtnw sI,
ijs nUM jdoN mYN A`KrW dw AslI jwmw puAwieAw qW ausny iek khwxI dw rUp
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mYNnUM Awpxy Awly-duAwly qoN sihzy hI iml jWdw hY[
myrI hr khwxI smwj ivc ivcrx vwlI hr aus AOrq dI
khwxI hY, jo auh Awm izMdgI iv`c mihsUs hI nhIN krdI sgoN h`fIN hFwauNdI
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iSd`q nwl mihsUs krdI hW qy myrI klm jdoN ausdI tIs nUM A`KrW dI lVI
iv`c ipro ky ausdy hI swhmxy prosdI hY qW auh hryk dy idl dI Awvwz bx
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Awpxy suihrd pwTkW dI pur-zor mMg qy hI mYN Awpxw plyTw
khwxI sMgRih lY ky pMjwbI mW-bolI dI Adwlq iv`c hwzr hoeI hW[mYN ie`Qy
ieh d`s dyxw vI zrUrI smJdI hW ik myrI hr khwxI smwj ivc vwpr rhI
hr s`cI Gtnw hY, jo mYN kMnI suxI hI nhIN A`KIN vyKI vI hY[ausy s`cI Gtnw
nUM khwxI dy rUp ivc vrxn krky smUh AOrq jwqI dI Awvwz bxn dI
koiSS kIqI hY[mYN Awpxy ingUxy ijhy Xqn iv`c ikMnI kU kwmXwb hoeI hW,
ieh qW myry suihrd pwTk hI d`s skxgy[myrI klm dI qwkq myry AjIz
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kImqI pl myry nW krdy hoey jy auh Awpxy kImqI suJwvW nwl invwjx dI
koiSS krngy qW hI mYN AgWh qoN vI hW-p`KI huMgwry nwl pMjwbI mW-bolI dI
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A`j jdoN AnUM dw AweI. ey. AYs. dI pRIiKAw dw nqIjw AwieAw qW Gr dw

mwhol dyKx vwlw sI[hr koeI KuSI iv`c J`lw hoieAw iPrdw

sI ikauNik

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iv`c grIbI dw rwj hovy qy izMdgI qMgI qursI iv`c idn k`t rhI hovy[aus dw
ipqw srkwrI dPqr iv`c klrk sI qy mW ie`k skUl AiDAwipkw[AnUM ies
Gr dI qIsrI AOlwd sI,pr mW-bwp dI jwn sI[BWvyN aus qoN pihlW vI ies
Gr ivc do DIAW sn[ pr AnUM dy Awaux nwl ij`Qy mW-bwp nUM koeI Prk
nhIN ipAw sI au`Qy Gr dy bwkI jIAW Aqy aus dI dwdI dy m`Qy dIAW
iqauVIAW qoN pqw lgdw sI ik Gr iv`c hryk nUM hux iek muMfy dI aumId sI[
jdoN AnUM dI mW ryKw dy qIjI vwr pYr BwrI hoey qW hryk dI iehI
cwh sI ik jy ies vwr r`b dI nzr s`vlI ho jwvy qW DIAW FkIAW jwx[pr
ryKw Aqy aus dw pqI gumMsum jhy AwpxIAW hI socW iv`c aulJy hoey sn[anHW
ny qW kdy qIsry b`cy bwry soicAw vI nhIN sI[do DIAW dy nwl auh bhuq hI
KuS sn[aunHW leI ieh b`cIAW hI sB k`uJ sn[ies mMihgweI dy smyN iv`c
qIsry b`cy dI Awmd pqI-pqnI nUM pRySwn kr rhI sI[kwPI smW socx qoN
bwAd dovyN jIA fwktr kol phuMc gey qWik ies smisAw qoN Cutkwrw
pwieAw jw sky[
fwktr ny ikhw ik pRySwnI vwlI ikhVI g`l hY? tYst krvw
lvo,lVkw hoieAw qW r`K lYxw nhIN qW ies musIbq qoN Cutkwrw pw lYxw[
ies g`l ny ryKw qy aus dy pqI nUM hor hI duibDw iv`c pw id`qw [do vyN jIA
mwXUs jhy ho ky Gr vwps Aw gey qy PYslw kIqw ik jo aus dwqy nUM mMjUr hY
,auhI hovy gw[auh iksy tYst dy c`krW iv`c nhIN pYx gy[ijs jIA dw muk`dr
swfy nwl iliKAw hY AsIN ausnUM iKVy m`Qy jI AwieAW khW gy[lVkw hovy jW
lVkI ,swfw Awpxw KUn hY AsIN ies dw Apmwn nhIN krWgy[
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smW bIiqAw,ryKw dy Gr ie`k gol-mtol mwsUm jhI b`cI ny jnm

ilAw qW Gr iv`c ieMJ sog pY igAw ijvyN koeI mrg ho geI hovy[Gr iv`c
sB dy murJwey ichry ryKw nMU bycYn kr rhy sn[jo vI ies b`cI nUM dyKdw,iehI
AwKdw tYst krvw lYNdy, muMfy kuVI dw pqw l`g jWdw[ so qrW dy qrIky sI
injwq pwaux dy[pVyH-ilKy dovyN fu`b gey[pqw nhIN ikauN AijhIAW g`lW ryKw
nUM pRySwn kr idMdIAW[aus dw ic`q fWvWfol ijhw hox l`g pYNdw [ausnUM ieJM
l`gdw, ijvyN ausny koeI gunwh kr id`qw hovy[jdoN auh nMnI jwn dIAW
iklkwrIAW suxdI qW aus nUM AwpxI soc qy pCqwvw huMdw[lokW dIAW glW
aus nUM bkvws lgdIAW[AnUM dy jnm smNy khy, ausdy pqI dy Sbd ausdI
qwkq bx jWdy ik mYnUM b`cy dy AMg -pYr pUry cwhIdy hn[kuVI-mUMfy dw kI
hY,Kun qW swfw hI hY[hr jIA AwpxI iksmq nwl lY ky AWaudw hY
GridAW Aqy irSqydwrW ny qW ieQoN q`k kih id`qw ,AsIN qW
soicAw sI ies vwr dIvwlI KuSIAW BrI AwvygI,ryKw dy pqI dw jvwb huMdw
ik lokW dy Gr qW lCmI dIvwlI vwly idn AwauNdI hY[myry Gr qW iesdy
kdm do idn pihlW hI pY gey ny,myry qo N v`D iksmq vwlw kox ho skdw
hY?hux ryKw Awpxy mwipAW leI dXw dw pwqr bx geI[hryk nUM lgdw ik
aunWH dI DI DIAW dy boJ Q~ly d`b geI hY[ryKw dI BYx jo iek byty dI mW sI,
ny BYx A`gy DI leI JolI A`f leI[dUjy pwsy ryKw dw Brw,ijsdy do byty
sn,AnUM nUM AwpxI bytI bxwauxw cwhUMdw sI[ryKw qy ausdy pqI dw iehI jvwb
huMdw,DIAW vMfx vwlI SYA nhIN[jy ieh swfy leI boJ huMdI qW AsIN vI iesnUM
ku`K iv`c kql kr skdy sI[mYN lokW vWg DIAW dI bykdrI nhIN kr skdw[
AnUM Awpxy mW-bwp dI Aws qoN v`D hOxhwr inklI[jdoN ausdw
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vI pwRpq kIqw[hux auh socIN pY geI ik A`gy kI kIqw jwvy[AnUM dy mW-bwp
dI SurU qoN hI ie`Cw sI ik aunWH dIAW b`cIAW v`f y Awhudy pwRpq krn qy aunWH
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dy Gr vI lwl b`qI vwlI g`fI KVI hovy[AnUM ny Awpxy pwpw nUM ikhw ik ieMJ
hI hovygw[mYN quhwfIAW AwswN qy pUrw auqrWgI[A`j AnUM s`cmuc aus mukwm qy
phuMc geI sI[ausny AwpxI imhnq sdky zmwny nUM d`s id`qw ik DIAW
mwipAW qy boJ nhIN hMudIAW[Awpxy mW-bwp dw nW rOSn krdIAW hn[ienWH nUM
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A`j qk AnUM ny Awpxy mW koloN ku`J nhIN sI mMigAw,pr A`j
KuSI iv`c KIvI hoeI auh mW nUM AwK rhI sI,mW mYN A`j qk quhwfy koloN ku`J
nhIN mMigAw,A`j qusIN vI myrI ie`k g`l mMn lvo[qusIN hmySW ku`J nw k~uJ
ilKdy rMihdy ho[A`j myry qy vI ku`J ilKo mW[ryKw ny Bwvuk hoieAW jd Awpxy
Awp nUM DI dIAW nzrW nwl dyiKAw qW ausdI klm ieMJ pukwr au`TI
mYN nON mhIny mW dI ku`K iv`c rhI
jdoN kdm DirAw,izMdgI dIAW brUhW qy
mYnUM jwipAw,
Aw geI hW AxjwxI dunIAW iv`c[
pr mdhoS kr id`qw
mW dI ih`k dy in`G ny[
ieMj l`gw ik mW kih rhI hovy,
izMdgI dIAW muSklW qoN frky sihm nw jwvIN
mW dI inrml mmqw qy kudrq dw kwdr qyry nwl hY[

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irtwiermYNt

ijvyN-ijvyN inMmI dy pqI dI irtwiermYNt dy idn nyVy Aw rhy

sn,ausdy irSqydwrW dw JukwA kuJ ijAwdw hI aus dy pqI virMdr vl huMdw
jw irhw sI[pr auh ies sB qoN by -^br ieh smJ irhw sI ik ausdy BYxBrw aus nwl bhuq ipAwr krdy hn[auh kyNdrI srkwr dy iek au`cy Ahudy
au`qy qYnwq sI[ies g`l dw &wiedw hmySW hI ausdy irSqydwrW ny cu`ikAw
sI,pr auh ies sB kwsy qoN hmySW hI Axjwx sI jW sB kuJ jwxdy hoey vI
Axjwx bxn dI koiSS kr irhw sI[
ausdI Gr vwlI vI is`iKAw ivBwg ivc lYkcrwr dy Ahudy qy
syvwvW inBwA rhI sI[jdoN auh ivAwhI AweI sI qW Gr ivc bhuq hI
grIbI sI pr ausny hmySW hI Awpxy pqI dy moFy nwl moFw joV ky izMdgI dy
hr mOV qy ausdw swQ id`qw[swry hI ipMf ivc ausdw pqI hI iek piVHAwiliKAw ienswn sI, jo AwpxI ihMmq sdkw srkwrI nOkrI dy kwbl bx
igAw sI[ ausny vI Awpxy shury pirvwr ivc ivcrdy hoey Gr dI v`fI nUMh
hox dy nwqy hmySW hI hr pirvwirk mYNbr nUM bxdw mwn-qwx id`qw sI[BwvyN
auh dovyN jIA nOkrI krkyy pirvwr qoN dUr Sihr ivc rihMdy sI pr aunHW dohW
ny Awpxy &rzW qoN kdy vI mUMh nhIN sI moiVAw[nw hI kdy inMmI ny Awpxy
pqI dI koeI g`l moVI sI[
ausnUM mwipAW koloN sMskwr hI Aijhy imly sn ik Gr ivc
vDIAw qwlmyl bxw ky hI gRihsQI rUpI g`fI nUM clidAW r`iKAw jwvy[jdoN
auh pihlI vwr Awpxy pqI dy nwl cMfIgVH geI qW ausdw Cotw dyvr vI
ausdy nwl sI[ausdy pqI ny sw& SbdW ivc AwK id`qw sI ik ausdw Cotw
Brw ivnY ivAwh qoN pihlW vI ausdy nwl hI rihMdw sI qy hmySw hI ausdy
nwl rhygw[ pr inMmI nMUM ies g`l au~qy koeI ieqrwz vI nhIN sI[Awpxy pqI
dIAW BwvnwvW dI kdr krdy hoey ausny hmySW hI ivnY nUM Awpxy b`cy vWg
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pwilAw[ausnUM pVHwieAw-ilKwieAw hI nhIN sgoN nOkrI qy lgvwieAw[ie~QoN

q`k ik ausdw irSqw vI AwpxI irSqydwrI ivcoN hI kuVI l`B ky kIqw [
ausdw pqI idl dw mwVw nhIN sI pr hW kMnW dw k`cw jrUr
sI[iksy dI khI g`l dw aus au~qy bhuq jldI Asr ho jWdw sI[ies g`l nUM
auh KUb smJdI sI[ausny bhuq vwrI ieh g`l mihsUs vI kIqI ik jdoN vI
ausdw pqI ie`klw Awpxy ipMf vwly Gr jWdw qW Gr vwps Aw ky aus nwl
klyS jrUr krdw sI[ies leI ausdI hmysW hI ieh koiSS rihMdI ik auh
Awpxy shury ipMf pqI dy nwl hI gyVI lwvy[
ausdw shurw bVw hI nyk idl ienswn sI[hr ienswn nUM
pwirvwirk qOr qy bxdI QW ikvyN id`qI jwxI cwhIdI hY, auh cMgI qrHw jwxdw
sI[ausdI s`s qW kdy kuJ boldI hI nhIN sI[Gr qy kbIl dwrI dw hr
&Yslw auh Awp hI krdw[ausdw pqI kdy vI Gr ivc iksy vI g`l ivc
dKl-AMdwzI nw krdw[auh qW bs kmwaU pu`q bx hr &rz Adw krdw
sI[ijMnHw Krcw Gr dy mMgdy auh bwp dy h`Q qy r`K idMdw[ausdw dyvr jo
ivAwh qoN bwAd ipMf hI rihMdw sI,ipqw dy qur jwx qoN bwAd Gr dw
krqw-Drqw bx bYTw[jo ijMmyvwrIAW shury pirvwr ivc inMmI inBwauNdI Aw
rhI sI Aqy swrw hI ^rcw auh Awpxy h`QIN Awpxy p`ilauN krdI sI pr kdy
m`Qy v`t nhIN sI pwauNdI pr A`j aus Gr ivc shury dy guzr jwx qoN bwAd
auh Awpxy-Awp nUM &wlqU ijhw mihsUs krn l`g peI sI[
ausdw pqI jo hr kMm ivc ausdI slwh hI nhIN sI lYNdw sgoN
hr kMm inMmI dy h`QIN hI nypry cVHdw sI[pr A`j auhI dyvr ijsnUM ausny
Awpxy b`icAW qoN vI v`D lwf kIqw, auh ausdy ivr`uD Awpxy Brw dy Aijhy
kMn Brn l`gw ik inMmI dy Gr ivc Awey idn klyS rihx l`g ipAw[ausdy
pqI virMdr Gr idAW dy kihx qy by-ihswbw pYsw Gr idAW nUM idMdw pr
inMmI kol kdy izkr q`k nw krdw pr jd kdy inMmI ausnUM g`lW ivc pw ky
kuJ pu`CdI qW auh swrw kuJ ausnUM d`s vI idMdw[ie`QoN q`k ik ivnY jo kuJ vI
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inMmI dy ivru`D boldw auh kuJ vI virMdr ausnUM d`s idMdw[swrw kuJ hI inMmI
dV v`t ky sih jWdI pr boldI kuJ vI nw[
ausny Awpxy pqI nUM bhuq vwrI smJwaux dI koiSS kIqI ik aus
dIAW AwpxIAW iqMn jvwn DIAW hn, pYsy nUM ihswb nwl KricAw kro[auh
mMn vI jWdw[ausnUM lgdw ik ausdI Gr vwlI TIk kihMdI hY, pr jdoN auh
iek vwrI Awpxy Brw-BrjweI nUM iml lYNdw qW ausdy qyvr hI bdl
jWdy[ausnuM lgdw ik ausdw Brw-BrjweI hI TIk hn[Brw dIAW glqIAW qy
prdw pwaux leI auh hmySW hI inMmI dy pyikAW ivc nuks k`Fx lg
pYNdw[g`l kI ausnuM KUn dy moh ny kdy kuJ hr socx hI nw id`qw[
Gr ivc koeI vI mwVI Gtnw vwprdI qW ksUrvwr vI inMmI nUM
hI TihrwieAw jWdw[auh sB kuJ sihx kr jWdI[pr jdoN kdy isroN pwxI
lMG jWdw qW auh mjbUr ho ky Awpxy pqI A`gy bol vI pYNdI pr nqIjy vjoN
ausnUM Awpxy pqI h`QoN mwr vI KwxI pYNdI[auh Awpxy idl dw hwl iks nUM
suxwvy[koeI vI qW Aijhw drdI nzr nhIN sI AwauNdw ijs nwl auh Awpxw
du`K &ol skdI[
do-iqMn swl qoN ausdy pqI dI iksy hor Sihr ivKy q`rkI ho ky
bdlI ho geI sI[b`cy hostl ivc pVHdy sI[auh h&qy bwAd Gr AwauNdw,
pr kdy vI auh Gr vwlI nwl is`Dy mUMh g`l nw krdw[auh ausqoN Awpxw
ksUr pu`CdI pr bdly ivc ausnUM duqkwr hI imldI[auh Awpxy -Awp hI
ismtx l`g peI[skUloN Aw ky aus kol kw&I ivhlw smW huMdw sI[aus ny hux
Awpxw rwz-dwr klm nUM bxw ilAw qy aus dy jzbwq kivqw, khwxI jW lyK
dy rUp ivc bwhr Awaux l`gy [aus nuM lgdw ijvyN kuJ ilKx qoN bwAd auh
hOlI &u`l ho geI hovy[
pihlW qW ausdw pqI ausnUM mwipAW dy hI qwhny -imhxy idMdw sI ,hux aus
dIAW ilKqW Aqy ikqwbW pVHx au~qy vI ausnUM ieqrwz sI[Ajy rwq dI hI qW
g`l sI, jdoN rotI KWdw ausdw pqI ibnW g`loN aus nwl AoKw ho ipAw[auh kuJ
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nw bolI qW ausdw pwrw s`qvyN Asmwn qy jw ciVHAw qW ausny BWfy vgwh

mwry[auh cu`p-cupIqI au~TI qy BWfy rsoeI ivc r`K cwdr au~pr lY ky ivsqry
ivc jw if`gI[
ijvyN ijvyN ausdy pqI dI irtwier mYNt dy idn nyVy Aw rhy sn ausdy
pqI dy irSqdwrW dw aus kol Awauxw-jwxw vDdw jw irhw sI[inMMmI qW ies
g`l qoN by-^br sI[iek idn jdoN auh Acwnk Awpxy pqI kol geI qW ausny
dyiKAw ik ausdy dyvr-dyvrwxI Awpxy irSqydwrW smyq au`Qy sI[jdoN ausny
inMmI nUM au`Qy dyiKAw qW auh Gbrw ijhw igAw pr ausny inMmI vl dyK pwsw
v`t ilAw qy ausdw pqI vI aus nwl AOKw ho igAw[inMmI nUM Gr ivc kMm
krn vwly bhwdur qoN pqw l`gw ik ie`Qy qW hr-roz koeI nw koeI AwieAw hI
rihMdw hY[dwlW-sbzIAW q`k hux ipMfoN bxky jwx lg peIAW sn, pr
virMdr ieMnHW coNcilAW nUM nhIN sI smJ irhw[
iek idn ausdw pqI jdoN h&qy bwAd Gr AwieAw qW kihx
l`gw ik mYN qW hux irtwier mYNt qoN bwAd ipMf ivc hI nvW Gr bxwauxw
hY[ausny Aqy b`icAW ny bQyrw smJwaux dI koiSS kIqI ik ipMf ivc qW
AsIN kdy rhy hI nhIN hW nw hI kdy A`j qk qusIN rhy ho iPr hux Aijhw
ikauN qW ausny do tu`k &Yslw dy id`qw ik mYN qW irtwier mYNt qoN bwAd rihxw
hI ipMf ivc hY[mYN ij~Qy jMimAw hW au`Qy hI rhWgw[ ausny Awpxy b`icAW qy
Gr vwlI dI koeI g`l nhIN suxI qy irtwier mYNt qoN bwAd imly swry hI pYsy
nwl ipMf ivc v`fI swrI koTI KVI kr leI[swl Cy mhIny qW Brw-BrjweI
ny cMgI Awau-Bgq kIqI pr jdoN aus kol pYsw ^qm hox l`gw qW auhI Brw
jo ausdy pqI dy swhIN vsdw sI,aus qNo kMnI kqrwaux l`gw[
ijhVI rotI pihlW smyN isr imldI sI, aus qoN vI h`Q
iK`icAw jwx l`g ipAw[ausdy Awpxy b`cy qW pihlW hI aus nwl nwrwz
sn[hux ausnUM l`gx l`gw ik Swied ausny izMdgI ivc bhuq v`fI glqI kr
leI hovy[ipMf ivc koTI bxwaux l`gy qW aus ny ies g`l dI prvwh nhIN sI
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kIqI ik koTI vwlI QW ausny ausy Brw dy nW KrIdI sI, ijs au`qy ausnUM AMqW
dw Brosw sI[ inMMmI ny qW ausnUM pihlW hI ^brdwr kIqw sI ik jy ipMf ivc
pYsw lwauxw hI hY qW jgHw Awpxy nW krvw lvy pr aus nUM lgdw sI ik
ausdI Gr vwlI dohW BrwvW ivc Pu`t pwauxw cwhuMdI hY[jd ausdI iek vI nw
suxI geI qW auh cu`p kr ky bYT geI[
A`j qW Brw-BrjweI ny do tu`k &Yslw dy id`qw sI ik jy ipMf
ivc rihxw hY qW mhIny Br dw Krcw vI idAw kry[aus kol qW hux iek
pYsw vI nhIN sI[izMdgI Br ausny pYsw kdy joVx dI jrUrq hI nhIN sI
smJI qy A`j auh irtwiermYNt qy imlI jmW-pUMjI vI lutw cu`kw sI[jdoN ausny
Awpxy Brw nUM ikhw ik ijs plwt au`qy mYN pYsw ^rc kIqw hY auh vI qW myrw
hI KrIidAw hoieAw hY[qW Brw dw do tu`k jvwb sI , BweI swihb ikhVw
plwt,auh qW myry nW hY[qW koTI vI myrI hI hoeI nw[jwau jI quhwfy b`cy
quhwfw rwh dyK rhy hoxy ny[AwpxI itMf-POVI cu`ko qy cldy bxo[
hux aus dw pqI KOty is`ky vWg inMmI kol vwps Aw igAw sI qy
lokW nUM ibnw mMgy slwhW dy irhw sI ik BweI koeI iksy dw nhIN[mYnUM swirAW
ny bQyrw smJwaux dI koiSS kIqI sI pr myrIAW A`KW qy prdw pY igAw
sI[A`j qW BYxW-BrwvW dw vI KUn dw rMg bdl cu`kw hY[myry vWg Awpxy pYrW
qy Awp kuhwVw nw mwiraU[koeI iksy dw skw nhIN[pr hux kI ho skdw
sI[hux qW ausdy b`cy vI iehI AwKdy ik jwau pwpw cwcy kol hI jwvo[Awpxy
sky Brw kol[swfy kol kI lYx Awey ho[pr inMMmI ivcwrI i&r sbr dw Gu`t
Br pqI dI syvw ivc idn-rwq jutI rihMdI hY[
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AnIqw bwr bwr mInUM nUM Pon lgw rhI sI[pr mInUM qW Pon
hI nhIN sI cu`k rhI[hYrwn prySwn AnIqw kdy drvwjy vl dyKdI qy kdy
GVI vl[bycYnI iv`c kdy bYT jWdI qy kdy au`T ky ieDr-au`Dr GuMmx lg
pYNdI[ ausnUM A`j iek AjIb ijhI soc ny GyirAw hoieAw sI[ausnUM smJ
nhIN sI AwauNdI ik auh kry qW kI kry[
ausdI b`cI mInUM svyry kwlyj geI sI pr Ajy q`k vwips
nhIN sI muVI[rwq dy A`T v`j cu`ky sn, pr mInUM dw koeI Pon vI qW nhIN sI
AwieAw[ausdy mn iv`c BYVy-BYVy iKAwl Awaux l`gy[pihlW qW kdy auh eynw
lyt nhIN sI hoeI qy A`j ikauN? ikqy rwh iv`c koeI durGtnw, ieh socdy hI
ausdw isr GuMmx lg ipAw[ausny jldI nwl mInUM dIAW kwpIAW ikqwbW
PolxIAW SurU kr id`qIAW[ausnUM mInUM dIAW shylIAW dy Pon nMbr vI qW
Gbrwht iv`c nhIN sn iml rhy[hux auh kry qW kI kry[
Acwnk ausnUM iKAwl AwieAw ik ikauN nw auh mIqw nUM Pon
krky pu`C lvy[mIqw ausy muh`ly iv`c aunHW dy guAWF iv`c rihMdI sI[ijs nwl
AnIqw dI hI nhIN sgoN mInUM dI vI bhuq bxdI sI[AnIqw jdoN vI Gr dy
kMmW qoN ivhlI huMdI qW mIqw kol jw bYTdI sI[AnIqw dw pqI ikqy dUr durwfy dyS iv`c jw visAw sI,ies leI AnIqw Awpxw ivhlw smW Aksr
mIqw kol hI ibqwauNdI sI qy mInUM vI kwlj qoN Aw ky mIqw AWtI kol hI clI
jWdI[
hux qW ieMJ lgdw sI ik ijvyN AnIqw qy mIqw do ijsm iek
jwn hox[mInUM nUM qW mIqw AWtI qoN ibnW iek pl vI kt`xw AOKw lgdw[jdoN
vI AnIqw GroN bwhr jWdI qW mInUM nUM AwKdI ik jdoN q`k mYN vwips nhIN Aw
jWdI, qUM AWtI kol hI rhIN, auDr mIqw nUM vI aucycy qOr qy AwKdI ik mInUM
Gr iv`c iek`lI hY, auh aus kol clI jwvy jW ausnUM Awpxy kol bulw
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lvy[ieMj mInUM qy mIqw nUM ihdwieqW dy ky ijvyN auh AwpxI b`cI dIAW
ijMmyvwrIAW qoN ivhlI ho jWdI[
jdoN vI kdy mIqw ny ikqy jwxw huMdw qW auh mInUM nUM vI nwl
lY jWdI[jy auh bwjwr ku`J KrIdx leI jWdI qW auh mInUM nUM vI ku`J nw ku`J
jrUr KrId ky idMdI[ausdI hr jrUrq dw iDAwn r`KdI[keI vwr qW mInUM nUM
lgdw, ijvyN mIqw aunHW dI guAWFx nw ho ky ausdI AwpxI mW hovy[auh
AwpxI hr sWJ mIqw AWtI nwl hI pwauNdI[AwpxI hr smisAw dw h`l vI
auh mIqw koloN hI BwldI[au`Dr AnIqw iek mW dy Prz qW pUry krdI, pr
auh AwpxI b`cI leI mW qoN v`D ku`J hor nhIN sI[
mInUM cwhuMdy hoey vI Awpxy idl dI koeI g`l AwpxI mW nwl
sWJI nw kr skdI[nw hI kdy ausdI mW ny aus dIAW BwvnwvW nUM smJx dI
koiSS kIqI[kuVIAW dIAW cVHdI aumr iv`c sO smisAwvW huMdIAW hn,
ijsdI sWJ isr& mW nwl hI pweI jw skdI hY[pr mInUM Awpxy Gr iv`c
jdoN AwpxI mW dy nyVy nw ho skI qW auh mIqw AWtI dy nyVy ho geI[
hux ausdI koiSS huMdI ik auh ijnHW ho sky auh Awpxw v`D qoN
v`D smW AwpxI AWtI nwl hI ibqwey[keI vwrI qW mIqw Awpxy iksy
irSqydwr kol vI jWdI qW mInUM nUM Awpxy nwl hI lY jWdI , AnIqw nUM kdy vI
koeI ieqrwz nw huMdw[pr AnIqw ny kdy vI ieh jwnx dI koiSS nw kIqI ik
mIqw dw ipCokV kI hY[auh ik`Qy AwauNdI-jWdI hY[auh kI krdI hY[ausnUM qW
b`s Awpxy kMmW nwl hI srokwr sI[pqI dy qur jwx qoN bwAd jdoN auh
ie`klI rih geI qW irSqydwrW ny vI aus qoN mUMh moV ilAw[pihlW pihl qW
auh pqI dI aufIk iv`c J`t lMGwaudIN rhI,kdy kdweIN ausdy pqI dw ic`TI
p`qr vI Aw jWdw sI pr holI-holI ieh islislw vI Kqm ho igAw[
ausdI b`cI vI hux pMj swl dI ho geI sI[ausdI
prvirS leI ausny iksy pRweIvyt skUl iv`c nOkrI kr leI[mMihgweI dy
zmwny iv`c auh hjwr pMdrW so rupey nwl gujwrw nw huMdw dyK, ausny iek
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butIk Kol ilAw[cMgI iksmq nUM idnW iv`c hI ausnUM aus butIk qoN cMgI-cOKI
Awmdn hox lg peI[ausny soc ilAw ik auh AwpxI b`cI nUM cMgI qwlIm dy
ky cMgw ienswn bxwvygI[iesy leI auh Awpxy kMm iv`c ieMnw mgn ho geI
ik ausnUM pqw hI nw l`gw ik ausdI bytI kdoN jvwn geI[ausnUM qW hux ijvyN
Awpxy kMm qoN ivhl hI nhIN sI imldI[auoh AwpxI b`cI dI hr jrUrq
h`sidAW hoieAW hr hwlq iv`c pUrw krdI, pr auh ieh g`l Bul hI geI
ik ausdI b`cI nUM ausdy swQ dI vI loV hY[Swied iehI kwrn sI ik auh
AwpxI mW dI QW AwpxI guAWFx mIqw AWtI dy vDyry nyVy ho geI sI[
mIqw ny vI jdoN ieh mihsUs kIqw ik AnIqw AwpxI
b`cI vl iDAwn nhIN idMdI qy mInUM vI aus au`qy vDyry XkIn krn l`gI hY qW
ausdy AMdr dw SYqwn isr cu`kx l`gw[mInUM A`q dI sohxI sun`KI kuVI
sI[ies k`cI aumry koeI vI b`cw sihjy hI vrglwieAw jw skdw hY[ieh
socdy hoey auh hr QW ausnUM Awpxy nwl hI r`KdI[ausnUM sohxy -sohxy k`pVy lY
idMdI[ausnUM hr qrHW nwl KuS r`KdI[
AnIqw is`DI-swdI soc r`Kx vwlI AOrq sI, auh qW
isrP iehI socdI sI ik mIqw iek cMgI guAWFx dy nwl-nwl ausdI cMgI
shylI vI hY[mIqw dy Gr Aksr lokW dw Awaux jwx l`igAw rihMdw sI pr
AnIqw Awpxy kMmW iv`c ieMnw ijAwdw guAwc geI ik auh AwpxI b`cI pRqI
AvyslI ho geI[mIqw dy Gr Awaux vwilAW dIAW nzrW mInUM qy hI itkIAW
rihMdIAW[pr mIqw qW ijvyN mInUM leI iek dyvI hI bx cu`kI sI[auh jo ku`J
AwKdI ,mInUM auh kMm krn leI iqAwr ho jWdI[
mIqw AWtI dy kihx qy hI AwpxI mW nUM d`sy ibnW auh
kwlyj jwx dI QW ipkink qy jwx leI mMn geI sI, pr jwxw ik`Qy hY ieh
jwnx dI qW ausny loV hI nhIN sI smJI[iksy dUjy Sihr iv`c auh AWtI nwl
iek Pwrm hwaUs qy pu`j geI sI, ij`Qy ku`J AmIr-jwdy aus dI rwh dyK rhy
sn[pr mInUM ies g`l qoN Axjwx sI[auh qW socdI sI ik auh AWtI nwl
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ipkink mnwaux leI AweI sI, ij`Qy AWtI dIAW hor vI shylIAW Awaux
vwlIAW sn[Kwx-pIx dw dOr c`ilAw, jdoN kwPI smW bIq igAw qW mInUM ny
AWtI qoN ausdIAW shylIAW bwry pu`iCAw qW mIqw idKwvy leI Pon krn l`g
peI qy mInUM nUM kihx l`gI ik auh AwpxIAW shylIAW nUM huxy lY ky AwauNdI
hY, qUM audoN q`k kmry iv`c Awrwm kr lY[
ieh qW mIqw dw au`QoN iKskx dw iek bhwnw sI,Asl
iv`c ausny qW A`j dI rwq leI ausdw sodw kIqw sI[jdoN kwPI smW bIqx qy
vI mIqw AWtI vwips nw AweI qW mInUM nUM Gbrwht ho x l`gI[Acwnk aus nUM
ieMj l`igAw ijvyN nwl vwly kmry iv`coN ku`J AwvwjW Aw rhIAW hox[auh
drvwjy nwl kMn lw ky ku`J suxn dw Xqn krn l`gI[nwl vwly kmry iv`c
ku`J mrd AwvwzW nwl iksy jnwnw Awvwz nUM jdoN aus ny iDAwn nwl suixAw
qW ausdy pYrW hyToN jmIn hI iKsk geI[ausdI AWtI qW ausdI AwbrU dw
sodw kr rhI sI[
mInUM nUM ku`J vI nhIN sI su`J irhw ik auh kI kry[ieh smW
ku`J socx dw nhIN ku`J krn dw sI[ah hOlI-hOlI d`by pYr kmry iv`coN bwhr
AweI[dr`KqW qy bUitAW dI Et iv`c auh au`QoN B`jx iv`c kwmXwb ho geI[
hux svwl ieh sI ik Gr ikvyN phuMicAw jwvy,idn Fldw jw irhw sI[AwKr
qurdI-qurdI auh sVk q`k phuMc hI geI qy ijvyN ikvyN auh b`s-stYNf qy jw
b`s PVx iv`c kwmXwb ho geI[pr ausnUM ies g`l dw pCqwvw sI ik ausny
mIqw AWtI dIAW g`lW iv`c Aw ky mW kol JUT ikauN boilAw[
au`Dr jdoN AnIqw ny mIqw nUM Pon lwieAw qW pihlW qW
mIqw ny Pon cu`ikAw hI nw, jy cu`ikAw vI qW ausdw korw jvwb sux ky AnIqw
nUM c`kr Awaux l`gy ik mInUM bwry ausnUM ku`J nhIN pqw[hux AnIqw soc rhI sI
ik auh AwpxI b`cI bwry iks nwl g`l kry[DIAW bwry hr iek nwl g`l vI
qW nhIN kIqI jw skdI[Acwnk Pon dI Awvwz sux ky AnIqw dy kMn KVy ho
gey[ieh Pon mInUM dw sI[Asl iv`c jdoN mInUM b`s iv`c cVHI qW ausdI nzr
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Awpxy kwlyj dy hostl dI vwrfn mYfm rSmI qy peI jo ausy b`s iv`c sI qy
Awpxy ipMf jw rhI sI[auh aus kol jw bYTI qy ihMmq krky ausnUM swrI g`l
d`sI[mYfm rSmI ny ausdI g`l suxI qW auh hYrwn rih geI, pr auh BrI
b`s iv`c mInUM nUM mzwk dw pwqr nhIN sI bxwauxw cwhuMdI[ausny mInUM dI swrI
g`l iDAwn nwl suxI qW ausnUM ausdI dI msUmIAq au~qy gu`sy dy nwl-nwl
qrs vI bhuq AwieAw, pr ausnUM mInUM qy G`t pr ausdI mW qy vDyry gu`sw Aw
irhw sI[au`qoN rwq pY rhI sI pr aus kol ieMnw smW vI nhIN sI ik auh
ausnUM Gr phuMcw sky, ausy ny hI mInUM nUM Awpxw Pon dy ky AwpxI mW nwl g`l
krn leI ikhw sI[
rSmI bhuq hI smJdwr AOrq sI ,auh nhIN sI cwhuMdI ik
ausdI mW rwq Br prySwn rhy[ausny iek khwxI GVI qy mInUM dI mW nUM ikhw
ik mYN mInUM dy kwlyz dy hostl dI vwrfn rSmI bol rhI hW[kwlyj iv`c
jrUrI kMm hox krky A`j mInUM myry kol hostl hI rhygI qy mYN k`l svyry ausnUM
Gr C`f idAWgI[ieh suxdy hI ijvyN AnIqw ny su`K dw swh ilAw hovy[dUjy
idn svyr huMdy hI dohW ny b`s PVI qy mInUM dy Gr jw phuMcIAW[mW nUM dyKdy hI
mInUM zor- zor dI rox l`gI[jdoN rSmI ny AnIqw kol mInUM nwl vwprI Gtnw
dw izkr kIqw qW AnIqw dy pYrW hyToN jmIn hI iKsk geI[ijs guAWFx nUM
auh skIAW BYxW qoN vI v`D smJdI sI, auh aus nwl ieMj DoKw krygI, ausny
suPny iv`c vI nhIN sI soicAw[
rSmI ny AnIqw nUM hI ies Gtnw dw ijMmyvwr TihrwieAw,
ik jy auh AwpxI b`cI dIAW BwvnwvW nUM smJdI qy aus nwl Awpxw ku`J smW
bqIq krdI qW koeI kwrn nhIN sI ik mInUM mIqw AWtI dy nyVy huMdI[hux
AnIqw nUM ieh g`l smJ AweI ik ausdI b`cI nUM mW dI mmqw dy nwl nwl mW
dy smyN dI vI loV sI qW ik auh AwpxI hr g`l mW nwl sWJI kr sky[ijs
dw nqIjw ieh mwsUm b`cI A`j Bugqx jw rhI sI[ies b`cI dI iksmq cMgI

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sI jo ieh swrI g`l-bwq sux ky au`QoN dOVx iv`c sPl ho geI qy A`goN ies dw
myl myry nwl ho igAw[
AwpxI glqI qoN Srmswr AnIqw nUM ku`J nhIN sI su`J irhw ik
auh mYfm rSmI dIAW s`cIAW g`lW dw kI jvwb dyvy[ku`J vI nw kihMdy hoey
ausny AwpxI b`cI nUM ih`k nwl lw ky byqhwSw cuMmxw SurU kr id`qw qy kihx
l`gI ik mYN hI glq sI myrIey b`cIey, mYN qW qyrIAW jrUrqW pUrIAW krn nUM
Awpxw Prz smJdI rhI[mYN Bu`l geI ik jvwn huMdy b`icAW nUM mW dI mmqw
dy nwl-nwl mW dy swQ dI vI jrUrq huMdI hY qW ik b`cy Awpxy idl dI hr
sWJ AwpxI mW nwl pw skx qy aunHW nUM Awpxy svwlW dy jvwb leI AznbI
drvwjy qy nw jwxw pvy[mYnUM muAw& kr dy myrIey b`cIey, A`j qoN bwAd mYN qYnUM
kdy vI iSkwieq dw mOkw nhIN dyvWgI[bdldy hwlwq Anuswr swnUM mwipAW nUM
vI AwpxI soc bdl ky smyN dy hwxI bxnw pvygw qW ik bdldy pirvyS iv`c
AsIN Awpxy b`icAW leI mwrg-drSk bx skIey[

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nvIN soc
iek ipAwrI jhI b~cI swvI dI mW sonI dy pYr jdoN iek
vwrI iPr BwrI hoey qW Gr iv`c hr iek dI idlI ^wihS sI ik ies vwrI
Gr iv~c muMfw hoxw cwhIdw hY[koeI nhIN sI cwhuMdw ik Gr ivc dUjI vwrI vI
kuVI hI jMmy, ikauN ik GridAW dI sOVI soc muqwibk kuVI jMmx nwl mwipAW
dI DOx hmySW leI nIvIN ho jWdI hY[AijhI soc dy mwlkW nwl GVI k~txI
koeI sOKI g~l nhIN huMdI[mYnUM cMgI qrHW Xwd hY ik sonI dw irSqw irSqydwrI
iv`c hI hoieAw sI[
ausdI s~s irSqy v`joN swfI BYx hI lgdI sI[jdoN ausny
swfy nwl imlxI kIqI qW pYNdI s~ty ausny AwiKAw sI ik BwvyN sonI A~j qoN
swfI nUMh hY, pr qusI swfy nwl purwxw irSqw hI r~Kxw, ikauN ik kuVI
vwilAW nUM qW swrI aumr nIvyN ho ky hI rihxw pYNdw hY[ausdI g~l swnUM
swirAW nUM burI qW jrUr l~gI sI pr AsIN ieh kdy nhIN sI soicAw

ik

iksy ienswn dI soc ieMnI ijAwdw GtIAw vI ho skdI hY ik Gr iv`c kuVI

dw jMmxw mW-bwp leI swrI aumr Juk ky rihx dw kwrx bx jWdw hY[
jdoN sonI dy Gr pihlI b~cI ny jnm ilAw qW Gr dw
mwhol ieMj ho igAw sI ijvyN Gr iv~c koeI mrg ho geI hovy[^Yr smyN dy
nwl-nwl sB ku~J TIk ho igAw sI ikauNik swvI dIAW iklkwrIAW nwl Gr
mihk auiTAw sI, pr A~j sonI iPr aus dorwhy qy Aw KVI sI, hux qW ijvyN
sB dw iek tu~k PYslw sI ik ku~J vI ho jwvy, Gr iv`c lVkw hI hoxw
cwhIdw hY[sonI bycwrI do-ic~qI iv~c ku~J vI smJ nhIN pw rhI sI[ijauN hI
ausdw cOQw mhInw pUrw Awaux qy AwieAw qW Gr iv~c b~cy dy ilMg tYst
dIAW slwhW hoxIAW SurU ho geIAW[
sonI dw Gr vwlw vI GridAW dI hW iv~c hW imlw irhw
sI ik swnUM hor kuVI nhIN cwhIdI, pihlW hI iek kuVI dy Bwr nwl d`by pey
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hW, ies leI ikauN nw tYst krvw ilAw jwvy jy lVkw hoieAw qW TIk hY qy
jy lVkI hoeI qW ausnUM AMdroN -AdMrI Kqm kr id`qw jwvy[mW qW AwKr mW
hI huMdI hY, ausny bQyry vwsqy pwey[s~s-shurw qW kI ausdw jIvn-swQI vI
aus dIAW BwvnwvW nUM smJx leI iqAwr nhIN sI[
tYst krwaux dIAW ivauNqW GVIAW jwx l`g peIAW, pr
hr QW cOksI hox krky koeI vI fwktr Aijhy tYst krn leI iqAwr nhIN
sI[ijvyN ikvyN AMdroN gqI iksy nwl iml imlw ky sonI dw Altrw-swaUNf
tYst krwieAw igAw[auhI ku`J hoieAw ijs dw fr sI[sonI dI ku`K iv`c
b`cI hI pl rhI sI, pr sonI nUM qW ijvyN XkIn hI nhIN sI[auh nMnHI jwn dy
kql leI iqAwr nhIN sI, pr Gr dy swry hI jIA ies musIbq qoN ijMnI
jldI ho sky Cutkwrw pw lYxw cwhuMdy sn[
iksy dy khy khwey qy jW kih lvo ik kwnUMn dw fr dy ky
GridAW nUM smJwaux dI bQyrI koiSS kIqI geI pr koeI vI AwpxI g`l qoN
t`s qoN m`s hox leI iqAwr nhIN sI[sonI ny Awpxy Gr vwly ivnod nUM
smJwaux dI pUrI koiSs kIqI ik mYnUM qW lgdw hY ik ies vwrI Awpxy Gr
iv`c muMfw hI Aw irhw hY,myrI rUh nhIN mMndI ik AsIN koeI Aijhw kdm cu`k
leIey ik bwAd iv`c pCqwauxw pvy[sonI dI izd nUM dyKdy hoey GridAW ny
swP l&jW iv`c Awpxw hukm suxw id`qw ik ku`J vI ho jwvy AsIN qyrI qs`lI
leI dUjI vwrI tYst krvw dyKdy hW, jy iPr vI iehI nqIjw hoieAw qW swfw
PYslw Atl hY[
sonI sIny qy p`Qr r`K ieh socx leI mjbUr sI ik DIAW nUM
A`j vI boJ smJ ky ikauN duqrwirAw jw irhw hY[ausdI izd nUM dyKdy hoey
ausnUM ku`J kU idnW leI pyky C`f id`qw igAw qy ausdI mW nUM ikhw igAw ik
auh AwpxI DI nUM smJw lYx[ivDvw mW jo Awp hI du`KW dI mwrI hoeI sI auh
kI PYslw kr skdI sI[sonI qW pihlW hI shury Gr iv`c AwpxI jweI ^wqr
bVI muSkl nwl AwpxI jgHw bxwaux dy kwbl hoeI sI[mwvW-DIAW duic`qI
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iv`c PsIAW ku`J vI socx smJx qoN Asmr`Q sI[Aw^r sonI AwpxI mW nUM
ieh kih Awpxy Gr jwx leI iqAwr hoeI ik auh hr hIly Awpxy Gr idAW
nUM nw shI, Awpxy jIvn swQI nUM mnw hI lvygI[Gr phuMc ky ausny Awpxy
pqI A`gy l`KW vwsqy pwey pr aus mweI dy lwl dI iek hI izd sI ik Gr
iv`c dUjw b`cw muMfw hI hoxw cwhIdw hY, kuVI nhIN[ies leI AsI qyrI qs`lI
leI hI qW tYst krvwauxw cwhuMdy hW[
ilMg inrDwrx sMbMDI tYstW qy rok l~gI hox dy bwvjUd lok fwktr
nwl iml ky auh sB ku~J kr hI lYNdy hn jo auh cwhuMdy hn[hux sonI ny Gr
ivcly klh klyS qoN frdI ny Gr idAW A`gy hiQAwr su`t id`qy[pqw nhIN
ikvyN qy ik`Qy lY jwky Gr idAW ny sonI dw tYst hI nhIN krwieAw sgoN kuVI
dw pqw l`gx qy ies qoN Cutkwrw pwaux dw zirAw l`B hI ilAw[grBpwq dw
idn im`Q ilAw igAw qy nMnHI jwn nUM ku`K iv`c hI kql krn dIAW
iqAwrIAW SurU ho geIAW[
sonI dI mW ies AxhoxI nUM ikAwsidAW hoieAW iF`f
iv`c mu`kIAW dy rhI sI, pr iksmq dI mwrI bybs mW kr hI kI skdI sI[
iek pwsy DI dI izMdgI dw svwl qy dUjy pwsy auh nMnHIN jwn, ijs ny Ajy
dunIAW dyKI vI nhIN sI, dw ku`K iv`c kql? mn iv`c Aw rhy bury -bury
iKAwlW ny ivDvw mW nUM JMjoV ky r`K id`qw[ausdI AMqr-Awqmw ny ausnUM ku`J
Aijhw krn leI pRyirq kIqw ik s`p vI mr jwvy qy lwTI vI nw tu`ty[r`b dI
mrzI ik grBpwq qoN pihlW sonI swvI nUM nwnI mW kol C`fx dy bhwny pyky
Aw geI ik ijMny idn auh hspqwl iv`c rhygI, ausdI mW AwpxI dohqI nUM
sMBwl lvygI[
jdoN sonI pyky Gr Aw ky mW nUM imlI qW auh mW dy gl lg ky
DWhI roNdI hoeI ny swrI iv`iQAw ibAwn kr id`qI ik mW mYN hwr geI[mYnUM
smJ nhIN AwauNdI ik mYN kI krW[myry AMdr dI hlcl mYnUM vwsqy pwauNdI
lgdI hY ik mW mYnUM bcw lY, pr myrIAW BwvnwvW dI iksy nUM prvwh nhIN[mYN
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kI krW mW[mYnUM ku`J smJ nhIN lgdI[iek pwsy myrw Gr pirvwr qy dUjy
pwsy myrIAW mwsUm b`cIAW[jy mYN Gr idAW nUM KuS krn leI mMn vI jWdI hW
qy k`l nUM mYnUM ku`J ho jWdw hY qW myrI swvI nUM qW iksy ny pu`Cxw vI nhIN[mW
koeI h`l l`B mW,Awpxy ijgr dy tukVy nUM h`QIN ikvyN Kqm krW mW[mW-DI ny
bYT ky slwh mSvrw kIqw ik AsIN AxjMmI DI nwl AinAW nhIN hox
idAWgy[ku~J vI ho jwvy ieh b`cI dunIAW iv`c jrUr AwvygI[ausny sonI nUM
slwh id`qI ik jy auh s`c-muc hI AwpxI b`cI nwl inAW krnw cwhuMdI hY qW
r`b dy Awsry AwpxI g`l qy AV jwvy, auh hr muSikl iv`c ausdy nwl hY[
sonI pVHI ilKI qW sI hI qy auh ivAwh qoN pihlW iksy skUl
iv`c nOkrI vI krdI sI[ausny soicAw ik ausny pihlI b`cI dy jnm smyN jo
auqwr cVHwA dyKy hn,aunHW nwl inbtx leI ausny Gr dy hr mYNbr nwl
smJoqy kIqy qy Awpxy ArmwnW dw glw Gu`t ilAw, pr ies dy bwvjUd ausnUM
Gr iv`c kdy vI auh iezq-mwx nw imilAw jo imlxw cwhIdw sI[jy mYN hux
vI vkq nwl smJoqw krky AxjMmI nwl AinAW krWgI qW swrI hI aumr
myrI AMqr-Awqmw mYnUM kOsdI rhygI[mYN qW mW hW,mYN fwiex ikvyN bx
jwvW[swrI rwq aus dI Awpxy Awp nwl g`lW kridAW hI bIq geI, pr
ausny nvIN svyr hox q`k iek auh PYslw kr ilAw sI jo aus leI iek
AgnI pRIiKAw qoN G`t nhIN sI[
idn cVHx swr jdoN sonI dw pqI ausnUM lYx AwieAw qW sonI ny
AwpxI mW Aqy pqI nUM kol ibTwieAw qy ikhw ik mW A`j mYN izMdgI dw auh
Aihm kdm cu`kx jw rhI hW, jo iksy dUjy nUM qW BwvyN cMgw nw l`gy pr myry qy
myrIAW b`cIAW leI nvyN rwh jrUr aulIkygw[mYN AwpxI b`cI dw kql nhIN
hox dyvWgI[jy iksy ny vI myry nwl zor jbr-dsqI krn dI koiSS kIqI qW
mYN kwnUMn dw shwrw lvWgI[ieMnI g`l suxdy hI ausdw pqI A`g-bbUlw ho
auiTAw qy ausnUM DmkIAW dyx l`g ipAw ik TIk hY[ ieh PYslw qyrw iek`lI
dw hY qy qUM hI Bugq[ A`j qoN myry Gr iv`c qyry leI koeI QW nhIN[sonI dI mW
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ny dohW jIAW dI g`l iv`c koeI dKl nw id`qI qW ikauNik vI qW grBpwq dy

ivru`D sI[ivnod ny AwpxI s`s nUM ikhw ik auh hI sonI nUM smJwvy qW ausny
ieh kih ky AwpxI g`l mukw id`qI ik ieh aunHW dy Awpxy Gr dI g`l hY, mYN
iv`c dKl ikauN dyvW[
sonI AwpxI g`l qy Atl sI[ ausny vI do tu`k PYslw suxw id`qw ik
AwpxI AOlwd Kwqr mYN dunIAW dI hr cIz nUM Tokr mwr skdI hW[ieh g`l
suxdy swr hI ausdw pqI ijvyN Asmwno Drq qy Aw ifigAw hovy[ausny pYNqrw
bdilAw qy sonI nUM hlImI nwl smJwaux dI koiSS kIqI,pr sonI qW ijvyN
SyrnI bx cu`kI sI qy auh Awpxy pqI dI koeI vI g`l suxn leI iqAwr nhIN
sI[AwKr ausdy pqI ny ausnUM AwiKAw ik TIk hY, AwpW Gr cldy hW qy
GridAW nwl slwh kr vyKdy hW pr sonI dw do tu`k jvwb sI ik izMdgI
swfI hY, b`cy swfy hn, iPr Gr idAW nwl slwh krn dw kI mqlv[mYnUM
Gr dy iksy vI mYNbr qy koeI XkIn nhIN[mYN aus Gr iv`c audoN q`k kdm
nhIN r`KWgI, jdoN q`k myrI b`cI ies dunIAW iv`c nhIN Aw jWdI[jy myrw
jIvn-swQI vI myrIAW BwvnwvW nUM nhIN smJdw qW vI koeI g`l nhIN[AwpxI
Aolwd Kwqr qW mYN ausnUM vI dwA qy lgw skdI hW[
ieh g`l suxidAW hI sonI dy pqI ny iek vwr &yr AwpxI s`s
v`l vyiKAw qW ausny vI iehI AwiKAw ik myrI b`cI jo kuJ vI AwK rhI hY,
mYN ausdy nwl hW[jy ausdy nwl jW ausdI Aolwd nwl koeI vI byienswPI hoeI
qW auh kwnUMn dI Srn lYx qoN vI ip`Cy nhIN htxgIAW[qusIN Awpxw Blw
Awp ivcwr lvo[kwnUMn dw nW suxdy hI ijvyN sonI dI Akl iTkwxy Aw geI
hovy[sonI dw pqI Awpxy Gr idAW qoN bhuq frdw sI[jdoN vI auh Gr iv`c
huMdw qW hr PYslw ausdI mW dw hI huMdw sI qy auh cwhuMdw hoieAW vI AwpxI
mW dy ivru`D nw jw skdw, pr A`j ausny PYslw kr ilAw ik auh Gr jwvygw
qy mW nUM kwnUMn dw fr dy ky Awpxw PYslw suxw dyvygw[jdoN auh iek`lw hI Gr
phuMicAw qW mW ny ausnUM nUMh bwry pu`iCAw qW ausny swrI hI g`l AwpxI mW
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nwl kIqI[mW ny ausdI g`l suxI qy AwiKAw ik nhIN p`Qr qy lkIr hY myrw
PYslw nhIN bdl skdw[ivnod inMmo -Juxw ijhw ho ky mW nUM AwKx l`gw ik jy
koeI hbI-nBI ho geI qW ijMmyvwr kOx hovygw[
sonI qy ausdI mW qW kwnUMn dw Awsrw lYx leI ArjI dyx
l`gIAW hn[ivnod dI mW iek dm hI AwpxI g`l qoN plt ky AwKx l`gI ik
jnwnI qyrI hY qy hr g`l dI ijMmyvwrI vI qW qyrI hI hovygI[ieh g` l
suxidAW hI ivnod ny AwpxI mW nUM AwK id`qw ik TIk hY,jy musIbq vyly myrI
mW myrw swQ dyx leI iqAwr nhIN qW mYN AwpxI pqnI dw swQ jrUr
idAWgw,jo AwpxI Aolwd nUM hr hIly bcwaux leI Awpxw sB-kuJ dwA qy
lwaux leI iqAwr hY[
auh AOrq jo ies Gr dI hr KuSI leI Awpxy ArmwnW dw
glw Gu`tdI Aw rhI hY,pr iksy ny kdy vI aus leI hwA dw nwArw nhIN
mwirAw,A`j mYN aus dy hr PYsly iv`c ausdw swQ idAWgw[mYN koeI Aijhw
kdm nhIN cu`kWgw,ijs nwl mYN AwpxIAW hI nzrW iv`coN ifg pvW[ieh b`cI
vI dunIAW iv`c jrUr AwvygI[mW, fu`ly byrW dw Ajy ku`J nhIN ivgiVAw[smW
rihMdy hI qUM myrIAW A`KW Kol id`qIAW hn ik izMdgI dw hr PYslw ienswn
nUM Kud hI krnw cwhIdw hY[sonI dw PYslw hI myrw PYslw hY[mYN Awpxy KUn nUM
AjWeI nhIN jwx idAWgw[myrI b`cI ies dunIAw ivc jrUr AwvygI mW jrUr
AwvygI[
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nw jwieE pRdys vy b`icE

duAwby dw jMm-pl DIrw A`j qoN koeI vIh kU swl pihlW cMgw-Blw ipMf dy
nyVy dy ksby iv`c drjI dI dukwn krdw sI[cMgI kmweI kr lYNdw sI[Gr
iv`c s`B qoN Cotw hox krky iksy vI g`l dw i&kr Pwkw nhIN sI[svyry nON
v`jidAW dukwn qy jw bYTxw qy SwmI s`q vjy q`k cMgI-cOKI kmweI kr Gr
prqxw[drjI dy kMm dy nwl nwl ausny bjwjI dw kMm jU nwl hI SurU kr
r`iKAw sI[lok ausy koloN kpVw KrIddy Aqy ausy nUM hI isaux leI dy
idMdy[A`To-A`T mwrdw sI DIrw[AYqvwr nUM muMifAW nwl iml ky mYc
Kyfxy[Gr iv`c grIbI qW sI pr ieMnI vI nhIN ik rojI rotI dw jugwV AOKw
sI[ipMf dy kw&I lok bwhr gey hoey sn[dyKw-dyKI DIrw vI bwhr dy su&ny
dyKx l`gw[Gr idAW ny qy irSqydwrW ny bQyrw smJwieAw ik bwhr ku`J nhIN
r`iKAw, iF`f Brn leI do rotIAW hI cwhIdIAW ny nw, qW AwpixAW iv`c bYT
ky Kw lY[pr pMjwbIAW dy idl iv`c jdoN koeI g`l Gr jwvy qW auh ausnUM kd
itkx idMdI hY[
mW bwp ny qrly pwey ik pu`qrw bwhr jwx leI ieMnw pYsw ik`QoN ilAwvW
gy[jnm qoN hI AwpxI ijd dw p`kw DIrw hmySW hI Awpxy mn dIAW krdw
AwieAw sI qW hux kdoN iksy dI g`l mMn skdw sI[KYr mW-bwp ny ie`DroN
au`Dro pYsw ie`kTw kIqw qy aus dw ietlI jwx dw jugwV bxw id`qw[ijvyN ikvyN
kr krw ky ifgdw iFMhdw auh ietlI phuMc hI igAw[hux qW ieMny kU pMjwbI
muMfy do nMbr dy rsqy bwhr jw cu`ky hn ik koeI iksmq vwlw hI shI iTkwxy
qy phuMc jwvy qw gnImq hY [DIry qy r`b dI imhr sI ik jldI hI ietlI
phuMc igAw[pr hux iF`f Brn leI rotI vI qW cwhIdI sI,ausdw jgwV ikvyN
hovy[DIry ny ie`Dr-a`Dr h`Q-pYr mwry qW kMm bxdw l`gw[ijhVy pMjwbI hux
ivdySW iv`c sY`t hn aunHW ny vI KOry prweI Drq qy ikvyN Awpxy pYr jmwey
hoxgy[pr nvIN jwx muMfIr leI auh msIhw bxky bhuVdy lgdy hn[Asl
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kmweI dy A`Dy ih`sy qy qW aunHW dw Awpxw h`k huMdw hY Bwv jy pMjwbI pMjwb
iv`c irSvqKorI leI mShUr hn qW bwhrly mulkW iv`c pMjwbI Awpxy hI
lokW dw KUn cusdy hn[
DIrw idn Br ft ky kMMm krdw qy rwq ieDr auDr k`t lYNdw[luk iCp ky
smW pws krn vwlI g`l sI[lokW dIAW g`lW iv`c Aw ky hux DIry ny soicAw
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mwrI jwvy[ swl Br jo kmweI ausny ietlI iv`c rih ky kIqI sI, eyjMtW dy
DVy cV auh aunHW dy hvwly kr id`qI qy hux auh corI iCpy ieMglYNf phuMc
igAw sI[au`Qy vI ikhVw pYisAW dw mINh vrHdw sI[imhnq qW au`Qy vI krnI
hI pYxI sI pr kMm ikQoN imly[is`Dy rsqy igAw huMdw qW kMm dI kI Gwt
sI,ieQy vI qW auh do nMbr dy rwhIN AwieAw sI[KYr auh luk iCp ky rihMdw
qy rotI dw jugwV kr lYNdw
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Gr Byjy qy lokW qoN ilAw ivAwjU pYsw vwps kIqw jwvy[swl Br qW aunHW ny
pu`q nUM ku`J nhIN sI ikhw pr hux auh DIry dy Pon dI aufIk krdy ik kdoN
ausdw Pon Awvy qW auh pYsw Byjx bwry kihx[pr ik`Qy? DIry ny qW kdy
Awpxw su`K sunyhw vI nw ByijAw[bu`Fw bwp pu`q dI aufIk iv`c dunIAW qoN qur
igAw qW iek idn ausdw Pon Aw hI igAw ik mW-bwpU dw kI hwl cwl
hY[jdoN Gr idAW vloN ausdw hwl-cwl pu`iCAw igAw qW aus vloN koeI q`slI
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lYNdI hY[hux mW nUM AMdro-AMdrI iehI qOKlw sI ik hovy nw hovy,dwl iv`c jrUr
ku`J kwlw hY pr auh kI jwxy ik au`Qy qw swrI dwl hI kwlI hY[
mW pu`q A`gy qrly pwaux l`gI vy pu`q Ajy vI muV Aw[A`DI Kw lvWgy pr
nyVy qW rhWgy[bu`FI mW kI jwxy ik ausdy pu`q dw vwps muV Awauxw koeI sOKw
nhIN[is`Dy rwhy igAw huMdw qW vrHIN CmwhIN dUjy lokW vWg auh vI Aw jWdw[mW
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qy J`t hI iqAwr ho ky ausnUM imlx qur pYNdI hY[pu`q dw su`K sunyhw lYx leI
pr inrwS hI prq AwauNdI hY,jd ausnUM pqw lgdw hY ik ausdw pu`q qW aunHW
dy nyVy nhIN rihMdw[
A`j svyr qoN hI bnyry qy kW bol irhw sI, mW nUM iksy pRwhuxy dI aufIk
sI[Pon dI GMtI v`jI, Pon DIry dw sI[mW ny su`K dw swh ilAw,pu`q dw hwlcwl pu`iCAw,Awaux bwry pu`iCAw qW pu`q dw jvwb sI ik mW Ajy Aw qW nhIN
hoxw pr lMbVW dy kwly dy h`Q ku`J pYsy Byj irhw hW[ieMnw kihMdy hI Pon
k`itAw igAw[do-cwr idn bIqy qW iksy ny bUhw Aw KVkwieAw[nwl dy ipMf
dw lMbVW dw muMfw kwlw AwieAw sI, jo ieMglYNf iv`c DIry dy nyVy qyVy rihMdw
sI[ausny ie`Dr Awaux qoN pihlW DIry nUM d`isAw ik auh Gr jw irhw hY,
koeI su`K sunyhw dyxw hovy qW d`s[DIrw socIN pY igAw[AwKr ausny kwly nUM
ikhw ik jy qUM myrw iek kMm kr dyvyN qW izMdgI Br qyrw Aihswn nhIN Bu`lW
gw[myry kol Gr Byjx leI ku`J vI nhIN,mYN ie`Qy rih ky jo vI kmweI
kIqI,p`ikAW hox leI eyjMtW nUM dy id`qI[jd dw krjw cu`k ky bwhr AwieAw
hW Gr idAW nUM iek pYsw vI nhIN Byj sikAw[qUM myry qy iek Aihswn kr qy
myrI mW dI qlI qy ku`J iClVW r`K AwvIN,ieh kihMdw hoieAw DIrw DwhIN ro
ipAw[kwly qoN ausdw ieh hwl dyiKAw nw igAw qy auh ausdI mW nUM imlx dw
vwiedw kr pMjwb Aw igAw[
ijvyN hI DIry dI mW ny drvwjw KoilAw,kwly ny mW dy pYrIN h`Q lwieAw qW
auh ausnUM klwvy iv`c lY Bwvuk ho geI qy kihx l`gI kwly pu`q DIrw qW swnUM
Bu`l hI igAw,kdy koeI su`K sunyhw q`k nhIN Byjdw[auh TIk qW hY[d`s pu`q,
ausdw bwp qW aus dI rwh q`kdw dunIAw qoN qur igAw[kwlw socIN pY igAw
ik DIry dI mW dIAW g`lW dw kI jvwb dyvy[aus ny jyb iv`coN pMjwh hjwr
rupey k`Fy qy bu`FI mW dI qlI qy r`K id`qy[mW ny koeI hor su`K sunyhw pu`iCAw
qW kwly dw jvwb sI ik jo smW lMG jwvy, cMgw hI hY[
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pqw nhIN ikhVy vyly h`QIN qor id`qw[iF`f Brn leI do rotIAW hI qW
cwhIdIAW sI[pu`q ny iek nw mMnI,dyKw-dyKI krjw cu`k ky qur ipAw bwhr
nUM[nw koeI su`K sunyhw qy nw hI krjy d i&kr[ausny kwly nUM ikhw ik pu`q hux
jdoN vwps jwvyN qW DIry nUM khIN ik swnUM qyry cwr iC`lVW dI nhIN, qyrI loV
hY[Gr muV Awvy[ru`KI-im`sI kw lvWgy[AwpixAW qoN dUr rih ky smW
ibqwauxw ikhVw sOKw[kwlw cu`p cupIqw DIry dI mW dIAW g`lW suxdw irhw qy
ibnHW ku`J khy Awpxy ipMf prq igAw[
kwlw do mhIny Awpxy ipMf irhw qy muV ieMglYNf vwps Aw
igAw[ jdoN DIry nUM ausdy vwps prq Awaux dw pqw l`gw qW auh kwly nUM
imlx igAw[kwly ny ausdy Gr dy swry hwlwq aus A`gy ibAwn kr id`qy[auh
soc irhw sI ik ikvyN dsdw Gr idAW nUM ik ausdw qW prweI Drq qy burI
qrHW nwl AYksIfYNt ho igAw sI,msIN jwn bcI sI[soicAw sI ik Swied
ieMglYNf iv`c pYsw sOKw bxdw hovygw[mYN qW nw Gr dw irhw nw Gwt dw[socW
socdw auh Awpxy AqIq iv`c phuMc igAw[ikvyN A`To-A`T mwrdw ipMf dIAW
jUhW iv`c GuMmdw sI[koeI iPkr nw Pwkw[iksy dI tYN nw mMnx vwlw DIrw hux
smuMdroN pwr k`lm-k`lw corW jhI izMdgI bsr kr irhw sI[vwps jw nhIN
sI skdw[socW iv`c fu`by dI kd A`K lg geI pqw hI nw l`gw[
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A`j pUjw AwpxIAW hI socW iv`c guAwcI pqw nhIN ikMnI dyr qoN ieMJ hI bYTI
sI[Awpxy Awsy-pwsy qoN by^br auh Awpy nwl hI g`lW krI jw rhI sI[ausnUM
smJ nhIN sI Aw rhI ik auh Awpxy AMdrly lwvy nUM ikvyN TMfw kry[ausdw
du`K hI Aijhw sI ik iksy nwl sWJw vI nhIN sI kr skdI[socW dy smuMdr
iv`c goqy KWdI auh Awpxy AqIq ivc kdoN phuMc geI ,ausnUM pqw hI nw
l`gw[
izMdgI dw auh mnhUs idn auh kdy nhIN Bu`lI, jdoN fwktr ny ausnUM ieh
&qvw suxwieAw ik auh hux mW nhIN bx skdI[ kI ivgwiVAw sI ausny iksy
dw[Ajy qW ausdy ivAwh nUM do mhIny hI hoey sn[ ausny qW izMdgI dI rMgInI
cMgI qrHW dyKI vI nhIN sI[hr vyly iKViKV h`sx vwlI mlUk ijhI ijMd
gumsMum ijhI rihx l`g peI sI[kdy kdy ausdy pyt iv`c drd ijhw auTdw
pr auh haU pry kr C`fdI[pr jdoN Aijhw vwr-vwr hox l`igAw qW ausny
Awpxy pqI nwl g`l kIqI[auh ausnUM AOrqW dy mwhr fwktr kol lY
igAw[fwktr ny pUrI qrHW cYk`Ap krn qoN bwAd pyt dI skYn krvwaux
leI ikhw[irport Awaux qy pqw l`gw ik ausdy pyt iv`c rsOlI hY qy ijMnI
jldI ho sky iesnUM k`iFAw jwxw jrUrI hY[ausdy qW mMno pYrW Q`ilE jmIn hI
iKsk geI[KYr ausdw auprySn qW ho igAw pr kudrq dI AijhI mwr peI
ik auprySn dOrwn koeI ns k`tI geI[ijsny ausnUM mW bxn dy su`K qoN
vWiJAW kr id`qw[pqw nhIN r`b nUM kI mMjUr sI[Ajy qW ausny izMdgI dy FMg
qrIky pUrI qrHW is`Ky vI nhIN sn ik r`b ny ausnUM ArSoN Drq qy vgwh
mwirAw sI[aus vkq isrP auh hI jwxdI sI ik aus au`qy kI bIq rhI sI[
holI-holI idn bIqx l`gy[auh Awpxy Awp nUM smJwaux dIAW l`K koiSSW
krdI, pr izMdgI dw eynw v`fw hwdsw qy fwktr dy khy Sbd ausnUM kd cYn
lYx idMdy sn[hux ausnUM ku`J vI cMgw nw lgdw[izMdgI qW ijvyN Tihr hI geI
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vI qW lokW koloN ieh suxnw kd cMgw lgdw sI ik Xwr qyry nwl qW bhuq
mwVw hoieAw[koeI vI Drvws dyx dI QW AjIb jhIAW nzrW nwl hI dyKdw
pr ies iv`c ausdw vI qW koeI ksUr nhIN sI[hux auh Awpxy Awp nUM r`b dI
rjw iv`c hI KuS r`Kx dI koiSS krdI[ausdw pqI dw qW rojI rotI dy jugwV
iv`c GroN bwhr rihx qy smW pws ho hI jWdw sI pr auh bycwrI Gu`t -Gu`t ky
vkq lMGw rhI sI[hux auh izMdgI nUM ijaux dI QW D`kw dy rhI sI[hux qW
auh Awpxy pqI nwl vI G`t-v`D hI g`l krdI[auDr ausdw pqI vI qW iesy
gm iv`c hI Guldw jw irhw sI, pr dohW dI izMdgI ijvyN m`lo -m`lI srk rhI
hovy[sWJy t`br iv`c ivcrdy hoey vI dovyN jIA ieklqw hMfw rhy sn[
smW AwpxI cwly cl irhw sI ik iek idn ausnUM pqw l`gw ik ausdI
nxd dy pYr BwrI hn[do bytIAW dI mW ausdI nxd nIrU Aqy Gr dy swry hI
jIA cwhuMdy sn ik Gr iv`c vMS vyl vDwaux leI iek lVky dI Awmd
jrUrI hY[ies leI aunHW dy Gr iv`c PYslw hoieAw ik smW Awaux qy tYst
krvw ilAw jwvy[lVkw hovy qW r`K ilAw jwvy,lVkI hovy qW Cutkwrw pw
ilAw jwvy[auh socdI dunIAW vI ikMnI AjIb hY[iek pwsy ienswn b`cy leI
qrs irhw hY qy dUjy pwsy iek AxjMmI hoNd bwry nW- p`KI huMgwry leI muihMm
iv`FI jw rhI hY[smW bIiqAw ausdI nxwn dy cwr mhIny pUry huMidAW hI tYst
krvw ilAw igAw[Gr idAW nUM ijs g`l dw fr sI, auh hI hoeI[fwktr ny
jd d`isAw ik Gr iv`c iek dyvI hor Aw rhI hY qW sB dy isr ijvyN sO GVy
pwxI pY igAw hovy[
pUjw ny Awpxy pqI rwj nwl slwh kIqI ik jy nIrU Aqy ausdy Gr vwly
lVkI dI Awmd nUM nhIN sivkwr krdy qW ikauN nw ies b`cI nUM AsIN Apxw
leIey[ijs mwsUm ijMd nUM ieh ku`K iv`c hI mwr dyxw cwhuMdy hn,aus ijMd dI
swnUM ikMnI jrUrq hY[aunHW ny Gr iv`c slwh kIqI qy AwpxI nxwn A`gy JolI
A`f leI ik ies mwsUm nUM dunIAW qy Aw lYx idE,myry qy qrs kro jW ies
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leI iqAwr hW ik jd q`k b`cI dunIAW iv`c nhIN Aw jWdI, mYN nIrU dI qno
mno syvw krWgI qy smW Awaux qy ies b`cI nUM AwpxI god iv`c lY lvWgI[mYnUM
ABwgI nUM BwgSwlI bxw idau[dohW hI pirvwrW nUM ijvyN pUjw qy qrs Aw
igAw hovy[swry hI ies leI sihmq ho gey[pUjw dy qW mMno DrqI qy pYr hI
nhI sn l`g rhy[auh idn-rwq nIrU dI syvw iv`c l`gI rihMdI qy ausnUM mMjy
qoN pYr vI hyTW nw r`Kx idMdI[
smW bIiqAw[Gr iv`c mwsUm jhI b`cI ny kdm r`iKAw,pUjw nUM qW ijvyN
mUMh mMgI murwd iml geI sI[hux ausnUM izMdgI nwl koeI iglw nhIN
sI[ausdI nxwn nIrU ny b`cI nUM pUjw dI JolI iv`c pwauNdy hoey ikhw ik lY,
Bgvwn ny qyrI sux leI[AwpxI b`cI sMBwl lY[ieh Sbd suxky qW pUjw
inhwl hI ho geI sI ,mW bx ky ausdw k`d ig`T au`cw ho igAw sI hux auh
dovyN jIA dunIAW iv`c isr au`cw cu`k ky qurn dy kwbl ho gey sn[ ijhVy
idn pihlW phwV ijMny lMmy lgdy sn ,hux pr lw ky aufx l`gy [pUjw mW qy
b`cI dI syvw iv`c l`gI rihMdI[jdoN b`cI svw mhIny dI hoeI qW auh b`cI nUM
Awpxy Gr lY AweI[dunIAW dI nzr iv`c auh hI aus b`cI dI Asl mW
sI,ikauN ik b`cI dy jnm srtIiPkyt iv`c pujw qy rwj dw hI mW-bwp vwly
Kwny iv`c nwm ilKvwieAw igAw sI[Gr iv`c pYr r`KidAW hI ijvyN Gr
mihkx lg ipAw sI[ausny b`cI dw nW vI mihk hI r`iKAw[
hux mihk v`fI ho ky skUl qy iPr kwlyj jwx l`g peI sI auh hr
jmwq iv`coN A`vl AwauNdI[auh kdy kdweIN AwpxI nxwn kol vI jw
AwauNdI[mihk isr& pVHweI iv`c hI nhIN,KyfW iv`c vI bQyry ienwm
ij`qdI[ausdI kwblIAq nUM dyK ky SrIky vwly aus nwl eIrKw krn l`gy[auh
socdy ik iksy nw iksy qrHW nxwn BrjweI iv`c Pu`t pw id`qI jwvy[irSqydwr
nIrU dy kMn Brdy ik dyK bytI qW qyrI hI hY pr h`Q -j`s qyrI BrjweI nUM iml
irhw hY[isAwixAw ikhw hY ik jy p`Qr qy vI lgwqwr pwxI pwieAw jwvy qW
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kr ky Awpxy ijgr dy toty nUM qyry spurd kIqw sIN[b`cI myrI hI hY qy myrI hI
rhygI[ieh g`lW pUjw dw swh sUq idMdIAW[
pUjw ny qW kdy suPny iv`c vI nhIN sI soicAw ik ausdy ijgr dw totw
bx cu`kI b`cI qy kdy AxcwhI AOlwd smJ ky mwr mukwaux vwlI mW ieMJ vI
h`k jmw skdI hY[pujw nUM ieh g`l idn rwq v`F-v`F KWdI[auh smJ cu`kI
sI ik irSqy-nwqy ausdI b`cI nUM vDdI-PuldI qy q`rkI krdI nUM dyK KuS nhIN
sn[pr ieh g`l prySwn jrUr krdI sI ik jy s`c-mu`c hI iksy irSqydwr ny
ieh zihr mihk dy mn iv`c Gol id`qI ik qUM Awpxy mW-bwp dI AxcwhI
AOlwd sI ,qW kI hovygw? b`cI Awpxy mW bwp bwry kI socy gI ?mihk dy Pu`l
jhy mn qy kI Asr hovygw?b`s ieh hI icMqw nIrU nUM idn rwq prySwn krI
r`KdI[
mihk AwpxI mW qoN Aksr ausdI audwsI dw kwrn pu`CdI[auh AwpxI
b`cI nwl BwvyN hmySW hI shylIAW vWg rihMdI sI[mwvW-DIAW Aksr hr
smisAw dw h`l rliml ky l`B lYNdIAW sn,pr ies phwV ij`fI smisAw nUM
iks nwl bYT ky sulJwvy[ieh h`l ausdI smJ qoN pry sI[nxwn BrjweI dw
irSqw BwvyN bhuq hI gUVw qy moh iB`jw huMdw hY, pr ikqy nw ikqy ies iv`c
eIrKw jrUr huMdI hY[hux qW nIrU jdoN vI pUjw nUM imldI, lokW dI c`k -ckweI
iv`c Aw ky ku`J nw ku`J jrUr hI boldI[A`j qW h`d hI ho geI sI,jdoN ausny
AwpxI lwflI nxwn nIrU dy muMhoN ieh Sbd suxy ik Sukr kr BwbI ,myry
krky A`j qUM ies Gr dI mwlikn eyN[jy mYN qyrI JolI iv`c AwpxI b`cI nw
pweI huMdI qW vIr ny qYnUM C`f kd dw hor ivAwh krvw ilAw huMdw[bWJ AOrq
nUM smwj kbUl hI kdoN krdw ey? r`b dw Sukr kr ik mihk ies g`l qoN
Axjwx hY[ieh bol jihr iB`jy qIr dI qrHW A`j pUjw dy Dur AMdr KuB gey
sn[auh nIrU jo ies AxcwhI AOlwd nUM dunIAW iv`c ilAwauxw hI nhIN sI
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aulWBy dy rhI sI ik r`bw mYN qyrw kI ivgwiVAw sI jo A`j mYnUM ieh s`B ku`J
suxnw pY irhw hY[jy qUM mYnUM AwpxI AOlwd dy idMdw qW qyrw kI jWdw sI[jy
myrI mwsUm b`cI nUM ies s`cweI dw pqw l`g igAw qy aus au`qy kI bIqy gI?
iesy svwl ny ausdI rwqW dI nINd qy idn dw cYn Koh ilAw sI[auh socdI
ik ikauN nw iksy dUjy dy d`sx qoN pihlW auh Awp hI ieh scweI AwpxI b`cI
nUM d`s dyvy[pr ikvyN?ikqy scweI sux ky b`cI qy koeI idmwgI Asr hI nw ho
jwvy[
Acwnk ausnUM iek ivcwr AwieAw ik ikauN nw A`j mYN AwpxI hI
khwxI iksy hor dI izMdgI dI khwxI d`s ky mihk dy idl dI Qwh pwaux dI
koiSS krW[myrI b`cI hI Swied myrI smisAw dw h`l d`s dyvy[ieh ivcwr
AwauNdy hI pUjw ijvyN hlkI Pu`l ho geI sI[A`j ausnUM ieMJ l`g irhw sI ik
ijvyN ausdI muSikl h`l ho geI hovy[au`Dr mihk vI A`j soc cu`kI sI auh
A`j AwpxI mW dI audwsI dw kwrn jwx ky hI rhygI[rwq nUM sOx l`igAW
ausny AwpxI mW nUM pu`iCAw ik mW qUM hr g`l myry nwl sWJI krdI eyN,iPr
AwpxI audwsI dI sWJ ikauN nhIN pwauNdI[pujw nUM qW ijvyN iesy pl dI aufIk
sI[
ausny AwpxI khwxI ieMj CohI ik myrI b`cI, myrI iek shylI dy koeI
Aolwd nhIN sI[ausny iek AijhI b`cI god lY leI ijsnUM ausdy mW bwp ku`K
iv`c hI mwr dyxw cwhuMdy sn,ikauNik auh aunHW dy Gr iv`c qIsrI qy AxcwhI
AOlwd sI[A`j auh b`cI v`fI ho geI hY[izMdgI dy hr Kyqr iv`c bhuq mlHW
mwr rhI hY[A`j ausdI Asl mW aus au`qy Awpxw h`k dsdI hY[auh bwr bwr
pwlx vwlI mW nUM DmkwauNdI hY ik auh b`cI nUM d`s dyvygI ik auh ausdI
Asl mW hY[ies leI ausdI jwn qoN vI v`D ipAwrI shylI hr vyly prySwn
rihMdI hY[ausdI ieh prySwnI ny hI mYnUM prySwn kIqw hoieAw hY ik ausdI
b`cI nUM ausdI AslIAq d`sI jwvy ik nW[qUM hI d`s bytw ik ijs mW ny rwqW
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jwg jwg b`cI nUM pwilAw hovy ,aus mW dw h`k ijAwdw hY jW jo b`cI nUM ku`K
iv`c hI mwr dyxw cwhuMdI sI, ausdw h`k vDyry hY[
hux pUjw b`cI dw pRqIkRm jwnx leI cu`p kr geI sI[QoVI dyr cu`p
psrI rhI[Swied mW-bytI dovyN hI duivDw iv`c sn[ku`J dyr bwAd mihk ny
ieh kihMidAW hoieAW cu`p qoVI ik mW qYnUM kI lgdw hY[ikRSn nUM vI qW jnm
mW dyvkI ny id`qw sI pr hwlwq Aijhy bxy ik ausnUM pwlx vwlI mW XSodw nUM
v`Krw hI sQwn hwsl hoieAw[jnm dyx vwlI mW nwloN krm dyx vwlI mW
myrI nzr iv`c vDyry mhwn hY[mW jy quhwfI shylI dI b`cI dI soc myry jhI
hovy qW auh scweI nUM iKVy m`Qy pRvwn kr lvygI ik auh mW pUjxXog hY ijsny
ausnUM pwilAw, nw ik auh jo ausnUM ku`K iv`c hI mwr dyxw cwhuMdI sI[ieh
suxdy hI pUjw ny mihk nUM Gu`t ky klwvy iv`c lY ilAw qy jwr-jwr rox l`g
peI[mihk hYrwn sI ik ausdI mW nUM kI ho igAw hY[auh mwsUm kI jwxy ik
A`j ausdI mW iek sMpUrn mW bx geI sI[ausny AwpxI mW qoN ieMJ rox dw
kwrn puiC`Aw qW pUjw ny AwpxI b`cI nUM byqhwSw cuMmxw SurU kr id`qw qy ikhw
ik myrI b`cI, ieh iksy hor dI nhIN qyrI qy myrI khwxI hY[hux hYrwn hox dI
vwrI mihk dI sI[ausny AwpxI mW ichrw Awpxy dohW h`QW iv`c lYNdy hoey
ikhw ik mW! qUM ieMny idn KwhmKwh prySwn rhI[kI qYnUM Awpxy id`qy sMskwrW
qy XkIn nhIN sI[A`j qW myrI nzr iv`c qUM hor vI mhwn ho geI eyN mW[qUM
BrUx h`iqAw jhI kurIqI nUM Kqm krn iv`c v`f -mu`lw Xogdwn pwieAw hY
mW[mYN A`j jo ku`J vI hW qyrI bdOlq hW mW[mYN dunIAW nUM d`s idAWgI mW ik
DIAW boJ nhI,Gr dI Swn huMdIAW hn qy qyry vrgIAW mWvW mhwn huMdIAW
hn[
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koml
jdoN svyry koml dI A`K Ku`lI qW auh Awpxy -Awp nUM bhuq hI
Q`ikAw ijhw mihsUs kr rhI sI[pqw nhIN ikauN? ipCly keI idnW qoN auh
prySwn ijhI sI[nw ku`J Kwx nUM ic`q krdw sI qy hI ikqy jwx nUM[ausdw koeI
BYx-Brw vI qW nhIN sI, ijs nwl auh Awpxw idl sWJw kr skdI jW h`sKyf skdI[mW ny qMgIAW qursIAW iv`c hI aus nUM pwilAw sI[idn rwq dI
imhnq ny ausdI mW pRIq nUM qoV ky r`K id`qw sI[ausny bcpn qoN lY ky hux
q`k Awpxy Gr iv`c mW qy nwnI nUM hI dyiKAw sI[qIsrw bMdw aus Gr iv`c
nw kdy koeI sI ,qy nw hI kdy ausny Awpxy iksy irSqydwr nUM hI Gr iv`c
AwauNdy dyiKAw sI[
jdoN ausdI mW ausnUM skUl iv`c dwKl krvw ky AweI sI,
aus vyly swirAW hI b`icAW dy mW-bwp nwl sn[ pr auh iek`lI hI AijhI
b`cI sI ijsdy nwl isr& mW hI AweI sI[jdoN aus dw dwKly dw &wrm
BirAw igAw qW bwp dy dsqKqW vwlI QW qy dsqKq vI ausdI mW ny hI
kIqy sn[Asl iv`c ausdI mW hI ausdw bwp vI sI[auh Aksr AwpxI mW
qoN bwp bwry pu`CdI qW ausdI cu`p ijhI ho jWdI, pr boldI ku`J vI nw[pr
ijauN-ijauN auh v`fI hox l`gI auh AwpxIAW shylIAW nUM Aksr Awpxy pwpw
bwry g`lW krdI suxdI qW ausnUM vI Awpxy bwp dI kmI mihsUs huMdI[ausny
keI vwr ies bwry AwpxI mW nwl g`l krnI cwhI, pr pqw nhIN
ikauN,ausdI mW dV ijhI v`t lYNdI[BwvyN ausdI mW ny kdy vI ausnUM bwp dI
kmI mihsUs nhIN hox id`qI sI, pr iPr vI ausdI izMdgI iv`c iek AjIb
ijhw KlwA sI[
iek idn ausny ihMmq krky mW koloN bwp bwry pu`C hI
ilAw[pr pRIq ny ku`J vI d`sx dI QW ijvyN AwpxI izMdgI dy Byd nUM Awpxy
q`k hI sImq kr ilAw sI[ausny AwpxI DI dw iDAwn hor pwsy lwaux dI
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pUrI koiSS kIqI, pr ausdI DI koml hux koml klI nhIN sI rhI sgoN auh
vI hux dunIAW nUM qy duinAwvI soc nUM smJx dy Xog ho geI sI[hux auh mW
dIAW im`TIAW-im`TIAW g`lW iv`coN vI ArQW dI Bwl krn l`gI sI[A`j jdoN
ausny ij`d hI &V leI qW koml dI nwnI mW ny ikhw ik qUM hr roj ie`ko
svwl pu`CdI eyN[A`j mYN qyry ies svwl dw jvwb vI dy hI idMdI hW[ausdI
nwnI ny ausnUM jo ku`J vI d`isAw ,ausnuM sux ky ijvyN koml dy pYrW hoToN jmIn
hI i^sk geI[
ausdI nwnI ny ausdI mW pRIq bwry g`l ku`J ies qrHW SurU
kIqI ik pRIq bcpn qoN hI bhuq imhnqI qy isAwxI b`cI sI[ auh hr jmwq
iv`coN Av`l AwauNdI[pVHweI dy nwl nwl auh siBAwcwrk gqI-ivDIAW iv`c
vI ienwm hwsl krdI[ausdy kwlyj iv`c hI mhyS nwm dy iek sihpwTI nwl
ausdI dosqI ho geI qy holI-holI ieh dosqI ipAwr dy rUp iv`c bdl
geI[mhyS iek bhuq hI AmIr bwp dw bytw sI qy AsIN grIbI iv`c idn
ktI kr rhy sI[kihMdy hn ik jvwnI dIvwnI huMdI hY[kdoN Akl qy prdw pY
jwvy ,pqw hI nhIN c`ldw[Aijhw ku`J hI myrI b`cI pRIq nwl vI vwpr
igAw[iek idn BwvnwvW iv`c vih ky pRIq qy mhyS auh ku`J kr bYTy, jo nhIN
sI hoxw cwhIdw[aunHW dI AxBol-puxy dI glqI ny ijvyN pRIq dI izMdgI iv`c
Bucwl lY AWdw[
jdoN pRIq ny mhyS nwl g`l kIqI ik auh ausdy b`cy dI mW bxn
vwlI hY mhyS dw jvwb sI ik i&kr nw kr , mYN jldI hI Awpxy mW-bwp
nwl g`l kr ky qyry Gr AwvWgw qy jIvnswQI dy rUp iv`c qyry Gr idAW qoN
qyrw h`Q mMg lvWgw[pRIq nUM mhyS qy pUrw XkIn sI, Swied iesy krky ausny
myry nwl ies bwry koeI vI g`l nw kIqI[holI holI idn bIqx l`gy, pRIq jdoN
vI mhyS nUM imldI qW auh ivAwh bwry g`l CyVdI qy AwKdI ik mhyS swnUM
ijMnI jldI ho sky Awpxy mW-bwp nwl g`l krky ivAwh kr lYxw cwhIdw
hY,pr mhyS koeI &Yslw lYx dI QW pRIq qoN kMnI kqrwaux l`gw[hux pRIq nUM vI
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idno-idn mhyS dw vqIrw ku`J AjIb ijhw l`gx l`g ipAw[mhyS nUM qW ijvyN
hux aus dI koeI prvwh hI nhIN sI, pr pRIq izMdgI iv`c Aijhw glq
kdm cu`k bYTI sI ijs dw pCqwvw krn qoN ibnW koeI hor cwrw hI nhIN sI[
hux qW mhyS nwl ausdI mulwkwq vI G`t hI huMdI[jdoN
keI idnW q`k pRIq nUM mhyS nw imilAw qW auh hor vI i&krmMd ho geI[smW
bIqdw jw irhw sI qy dunIAw dI nzr qoN bcxw hux sOKw nhIN sI[iek idn
ausnUM pqw l`gw ik mhyS qW cup-cupIqy ivdyS jw visAw hY[jdoN pRIq nUM
AwpxI smisAw dw koeI h`l nzrIN nw ipAw qW ausny ny iek ^qrnwk
PYslw kr ilAw ik ikauN nw auh dunIAW qoN hI iknwrw kr lvy[ ausny iek
kwgj dy tukVy au`qy AwpxI dwsqwn ilKI qW jo mrn qoN pihlW AwpxI kIqI
glqI leI aus mW qoN muAw&I mMg lvy ijsny qMgIAW qursIAW iv`c vI ausnUM
q`qI hvw nhIN sI l`gx id`qI[ausny aus idn mYnUM ikhw ik mW mYN A`j AwpxI
izMdgI dw Aihm &Yslw krn jw rhI hW qy qUM mYnUM AwSIrvwd dy ik mYN
Awpxy mksd iv`c kwmXwb ho jwvW[
ies qoN pihlW ik mYN aus Aihm &Ysly bwry pu`CW, auh
kwlyj leI c`l peI[ kudrqI ausdy jwx ip`CoN hI auh kwgj dw tukVw myry
h`Q l`g igAw qy mYN ijvyN ArSoN &rS qy Aw ifgI hovW[mYnUM ku`J vI nhIN sI
su`J irhw ik mYN krW qy kI krW[myrw jIA kIqw ik mYN pRIq nUM jwno hI mwr
idAW[pr iPr myrI mmqw ny myrw rwh rok ilAw qy mYN vI ausdy ip`Cy GroN
inkl peI[mYN dyKxw cwhuMdI sI ik auh ikhVw &Yslw krnw cwhuMdI hY[mYN kI
dyKdI hW ik auh kwlyj

jwx dI bjwey kIVymwr dvweIAW vwliI dukwn qy

KVI sI[ieh dyKidAW hI myrI rUh kMb au`TI qy mYN vI ausy dukwn qy phuMc
geI[ijauN hI ausny dvweI KrIdI qW mYN aus dI bWh PV ky puiCAw ik auh
kI krn jw rhI hY qW auh Bu`bW mwr ky ro peI[mYN ijvyN -ikvyN ausnUM Gr lY ky
AweI[mYN qW pihlW hI mr cu`kI sI[ ijs dI DI ny AxBol puxy iv`c cu`ky
kdm dI kImq AwpxI jwn dy ky cukwaux dw PYslw kr ilAw hovy, aus mW dy
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idl qy kI bIqdI hY, ieh mW hI jwx skdI hY[ mYN idl qy p`Qr r`K pRIq nUM
sMBwlx dI koiSs krn l`gI[myrI izMdgI dw ie`ko -ie`k shwrw myry A`gy
svwl bxky KVw sI[
hux myry A`gy myrI DI dI hI izMdgI dw svwl nhIN sI,
svwl aus jIA dw vI sI, jo ausdI ku`K iv`c pl irhw sI[mYN aus AxjMmI
jwn dw inrwdr nhIN sI krnw cwhuMdI, ijs dw koeI ksUr nhIN sI[ mYN
Aksr socdI sI ik mYN ikhVw hmy SW hI dunIAW iv`c bYTy rihxw hY[pr qyry
Awaux dI ^br ny qW myrI soc hI bdl id`qI[hux mYnUM AwpxI DI dI nhIN
sgoN qyrI i&kr v`D sI[isAwxy AwKdy ny, mUl nwloN sUd v`D ipAwrw huMdw
hY[Swied iehI kwrn sI ik qUM mYnUM AwpxI pRIq qoN vI v`D cMgI l`gx l`g
peI sI[myrw iDAwn hux hmySW qyry v`l hI rihMdw ik ikqy qYnUM q`qI vw nw
l`gy[i&r kI sI DIey, mYN pRIq nUM hr pl KuS r`Kx dy Xqn krn l`gI[
dunIAW dI nzr qoN bcx leI mYN qyrI mW nUM lY ky
iksy hor QW clI geI, ij`Qy swnUM koeI jwxdw nhIN sI[ smW Awaux qy nMnImuMnI koml jwn nUM AsIN ies dunIAW iv`c jI AwieAW AwiKAw[qyry Awaux
nwl qW ijvyN swfI izMdgI hI bdl geI[hux AsIN mwvW-DIAW Awpxy vwsqy
nhIN, sgoN qyry vwsqy ijaux l`gIAW[jy kdy koeI qyry bwp bwry pu`Cdw hY qW mYN
AwK idMdI ik auh mr c`ukw hY, pr pRIq nUM ieh g`l ijvyN AMdr q`k hlUx
idMdI hY[pqw nhIN iks im`tI dI bxI hY auh[Ajy vI Aws lweI bYTI hY ik
auh inrmoihAw qyrw bwp kdy nw kdy jrUr hI vwips Awvygw[hux vI keI
vwrI A`BVvwhy au`T auh ausy nUM Xwd krdI hY[AwKdy ny ik mrd l`K by v&weI kry pr AOrq ijs nUM s`cy idloN ipAwr krdI hY, aus nUM kdy Bu`l nhIN
skdI[
pihlW mYN swrI aumr qyrI mW pRIq dI izMdgI leI
zmwny nwl lVdI rhI[soicAw sI ik jo qMgIAW qursIAW mYN J`lIAW hn, auh
myrI b`cI dy ih`sy nw Awaux[pr myrIey b`cIey, imlxw qW auh hI huMdw ey ,jo
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iksmq iv`c huMdw hY[mYN qW Br-jvwnI iv`c isroN nMgI ho geI sI, ikauN ik
qyrw nwnw qW audoN hI dunIAW iv`coN qur igAw sI, jdoN pRIq Ajy dunIAW iv`c
AweI vI nhIN sI[iek durGtnw iv`c auh AwpxI jwn qoN h`Q Do bYTw sI[mYN
ijvyN-ikvyN pRIq nUM pwilAw,pVHwieAw-ilKwieAw[ soicAw sI ik Awpxy pYrW
qy KVI ho jwvy qW cMgw ijhw muMfw dyK ky ies dy h`Q pIly kr dyvWgI[ienswn
dy soicAW ku`J nhIN bxdw, auhI huMdw hY jo r`b nUM mMjUr huMdw hY[
myrI b`cI AwpxI izMdgI dw syk qYn UM nhIN dyxw
cwhuMdI[qYnUM hr pl KuS dyKxw cwhuMdI hY[qyry swhmxy KuS rihx dI pUrI
koiSS krdI hY, pr Asl iv`c hr vyly socW dy smMudrW iv`c goqy KWdI
i&rdI hY[auh rUh p`KoN qW idl dI mrIj sI hI, pr hux SrIirk p`KoN vI
hwr cu`kI hY[ijMnI vI izMdgI aus kol bcI hY, aus nUM mihkw dy myrIey
b`cIey[AwpxI komlqw nwl ausdy koml ijsm nUM sWB lY[mYN qW ndI iknwry
ru`KVw hW, kI pqw smyN dI hnyrI nwl kdoN ifg pvW[pr qUM AwpxI mW nUM hI
nhIN Awpxy-Awp nUM vI zmwny dIAw BYVIAW nzrW qoN bcw ky r`Kxw hY[
ieh suxidAW hI koml nUM ijvyN kMbxI ijhI iCV geI hovy,
ikauNik auh vI qW AwpxI mW dI qrHW iksy dy ipAwr iv`c J`lI hY[ausnUM
Awpxy ipAwr qy pUrw XkIn hY, pr hux auh ieh socx leI mjbUr ho geI hY
ik XkIn qW ausdI mW nUM vI ausdy bwp au`qy bhuq sI[izMdgI dI ql^ scweI
A`j ausdy swhmxy sI[ auh svwl jo kdy ausdI mW dI izMdgI qy svwlIAw
inSwn lgw igAw sI, aus qoN bcx dw ausny &Yslw kr ilAw ik smyN dI
hnyrI Ju`lx qoN pihlW qy AxBol aumry kIqy ipAwr nUM qrjIh dyx dI QW auh
ft ky pVHweI krygI qy Awpxy pYrW qy KVI hovygI[AwpxI izMdgI dw hr
&Yslw soc-smJ ky krygI[ auh koml bx ky nhIN sgoN kTor bx ky zmwny
A`gy ft jwvygI qy AwpxI mW qy nwnI mW dI bcI hoeI izMdgI nUM mihkw
dyvygI[
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kOVw s`c

isr qoN pYrW q`k krzy ivc fu`ibAw ieMdr audoN h`kw-b`kw rih igAw jdoN bYNk
vwilAW ny ausdy Gr dy iek ih`sy au`qy qwlw jV id`qw[A`j qoN qkrIbn A`T
swl pihlW ausny kwrobwr Aqy Gr bxwaux leI pMJI l`K rupey dw bYNk qoN
krzw ilAw sI[aus vyly swry Byx-BrwvW ny ausnUM Aijhw krn qoN vrijAw
sI pr ausny iksy dI iek nw mMnI qy jgHw dI rijstrI bYNk kol r`K ky
krzw lY hI ilAw[kuJ dyr qW auh ikSqW idMdw irhw pr kMm ivcoN bwr bwr
pYsw k`Fx nwl ausdw ibjns vI fwvW-fol hox l`g ipAw[ie`DroN-au`DroN
auDwr pYsw PV ky ausny g`fI nUM lIh qy pwaux dI pUrI koiSS kIqI pr ikMnI
kU dyr? isAwixAW AwiKAw hY ik krzy ivc PisAw bMdw qW ivAwj idMdw
idMdw hI hMB jWdw hy qy mUl ijauN dw iqauN hI KVHw rihMdw hY[Aijhw hI s`B kuJ hux ieMdr nwl vwpr irhw sI[lgwqwr ikSq idMdy hoey vI mUl dI rkm
sxy ivAwj Gtx dI bjwey vDdI hI jw rhI sI[nqIjy vjoN hux ikSqW vI
tu`tx l`g peIAW[
jdoN kdy bYNk vloN ikSqW tu`tx bwry ic`TI-p`qr AwauNdw qW
ie`DroN-au`DroN pYsw PVx dI koiSS krdw pr hux Q`k -hwr ky irSqydwr vI
aus vloN pwsw v`tx lg pey sn[hwlwq ie`QoN q`k pu`j gey ik bY Nk ny Gr dI
kurkI dy sMmn jwrI kr id`qy[ausny bYNk vwilAW nwl smJoqw krnw cwihAw
ik QoVI bhuq rkm lY leI jwvy qy mwmly nUM ijMnI dyr ho sky twl id`qw jwvy
pr hux qW bYNk nUM pUrI rkm cwhIdI sI[ies leI ausdI koeI suxvweI nw
hoeI[AwKr dOV-B`j krky kuJ rkm aus dIAW BYxW ny Adw krky bwkI
rihMdI pUrI rkm do mhIinAW ivc mOVx dy vwAdy nwl dukwn dw qwlw KulHvw
ilAw igAw[
auh Gr, jo ausdy mW-bwp ny idn-rwq dI kmweI nwl iF`f-k`t
k`t ky bxwieAw sI, auh ieMdr dy bwp sMqU nUM h`QoN jWdw idK irhw sI[ausdI
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mW krqwro qW koeI cwr swl pihlW r`b nUM ipAwrI ho cu`kI sI qy bu`Fw bwp jo
hux ndI iknwry ru`KVw sI,AwpxI iksmq qy JUr irhw sI[keI vwr auh Awpy
nwl g`lHW krdw hoieAw ie`klw bYTw r`b nwl igly krdw ik auh ieh idn
idKwaux qoN pihlW hI ausnUM dunIAw qoN c`uk ikaN nhIN lYN dw[pr kdy iksy nUM
mUMhoN mMigAW vI mOq imlI hY?
iPr bu`Fw bwp socW ivc K`uiBAw AqIq ivc jw pu`jdw ik ikvyN
auh AwpxI jvwnI ivc rozI-rotI dI Bwl ivc ipMfoN k`cy GroN swiekl qy
in`kilAw sI qy lMbw s&r qYA krdw hoieAw v`fy Sihr Aw pu`ijAw sI[ipM f
ivc bu`Fy mW-bwp,Gr vwlI qy b`cIAW nUM ie`kly C`f ky ibsqrw bMnH ky nvIN
izMdgI dI Bwl ivc Axjwx rwhW v`lH vhIrW G`qxw koeI Cotw-motw &Yslw
nhIN sI[aus idn qoN lY ky A`j q`k isrVI sMqU ny nw idn dyiKAw nw
rwq[idn-rwq dI imhnq sdky ausnUM nvIN QW rws Aw geI qy auh bu`Fy mWbwp Aqy pirvwr smyq Sihr Aw visAw[iek qy iek do igAwrHW dI AKwauq
Anuswr hux dovyN jIA rl-iml ky kMm krn l`g pey[rozI-rotI dy jugwV
ivc idn rwq ivc kdoN bdl jWdw pqw hI nw lgdw[Awrwm leI qW aunHW
kol smW hI nhIN sI[
sMqU dI Gr vwlI krqwro bhuq hI suc`jI AOrq sI[auh
hr hIly kuJ nw kuJ pYsw Gr dy ^rcy ivcoN bcw hI lYNdI qW ik bury vkq
ivc iksy A`gy h`Q nw A`fxw pvy[sMqU ny vI kdy aus koloN kdy pYsy dw ihswbikqwb nhIN sI mMigAw[smyN dy nwl-nwl aunHW dy Gr r`b dI b^iSS nwl
pu`qr dI Awmd hoeI qW dohW jIAW dy DrqI qy pYr hI nhIN sI l`g rhy[smyN
dI cwl dy nwl nwl pirvwr ivc vwDw huMdw igAw qy hux su`K nwl auh pMj
DIAW qy do pu`qrW dy rcy-imcy t`br ivc bhuq hI KuS sn[AnpVH huMdy hoey vI
aunHW ny Awpxy b`icAW nUM cMgI qwlIm dyx ivc koeI ksr nw C`fI[
dohW jIAW dI imhnq nUM bUr ipAw qy DIAW pVH -ilK ky
srkwrI nOkrIAW qy jw l`gIAW pr hux aunHW dI ieko -iek rIJ sI ik pu`qr
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vI iksy nw iksy qrHW nOkrI qy jw l`gx pr pu`qrW dI ieko rt sI ik AsIN

kwrobwr hI krny hn[^Yr smyN dy nwl-nwl pu`qr vI Awpo-Awpxy kwrobwr
ivc r`uJ gey qy cMgw-cOKw kmwaux l`g pey[smyN dI nzwkq nUM dyKdy hoey
GrylU klyS qoN pihlW hI ie`zq-mwx nwl dohW puqrW ivcwly jmIn-jwiedwd
dI vMf kr id`qI qy Awp Coty pu`qr ieMdr nwl idn ktI krn l`g pey[
smW AwpxI cwly cldw irhw qy hr koeI AwpxI izMdgI
ivc msq ho igAw[kwrobwrW ivc qW auqwr cVHw AwauNdy hI rihMdy hn[ieMdr
nUM kwrobwr ivc AwpxIAW lwprvwhIAW krky nmoSI dw mUMh dyKxw ipAw qy
ausny ibnW socy-smJy Awpxw Gr-bwr bYNk kol gihxy Dr id`qw[ausny ieh
soicAw sI ik bYNk koloN krzw lY ky auh Gr vI nvyN isry qoN bxw lvygw qy
kwrobwr vI sY`t kr lvygw[isAwxy AwKdy hn ik krzy dw ivAwj qW kOVI
vyl vWg vDdw jWdw hY qy iek vwr ley gey krzy qoN ip`Cw Cfwauxw AOKw ho
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huMdw ik jo dwqy nUM mMjUr hY[soicAW kI bxdw hY[cMgw huMdw jy r`b Awh idn
dyKx qoN pihlW hI krqwro dy nwl mYnUM vI cu`k lYNdw[jdoN sMqU dIAW DIAW nUM
bwpU dI ies dSw dw pqw l`gw qW auh swrIAW hI BYxW rl ky bwpU nUM krzy
qoN surKrU krn leI ft geIAW[
A`j sMqU DIAW dI ihMmq sdkw krzy qoN qW surKrU ho cu`kw
hY,pr aus dIAW DIAW ijvyN Awpxy bwpU qoN dUr ho cu`kIAW hn ikauNik sMqU nUM
hux DIAW dI kdy Xwd hI nhIN AweI, Swied ausnUM ieh lgdw hovygw ik
ikqy DIAW id`qw pYsw hI nw mMg lYx[DIAW nUM A`j mW dI byh`d Xwd AwauNdI
hY jo hr vyly AwKdI sI, DIey mwvW nwl mwpy huMdy ny qy s`sW nwl shury qy nwly
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iv`c DIAW dI pu`C hY[myry bwAd iksy ny quhwnUM Xwd nhIN krnw[s`c hI qW
hY, hux qW kdy nw hI bwp ny qy kdy nw hI Brw-BrjweIAW ny kdy Xwd kIqw
hY,idn-iqauhwr dyxy qW dUr dI g`l hY[
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joVIAW j`g QoVIAW

jdoN ismr dw ivAwh hoieAw qW auh is`iKAw ivBwg ivc nOkrI kr rhI
sI[ieh koeI 1980 dI g`l hY[audoN irSqy mwipAW rwhIN hI qYA kIqy jWdy
sn[kuVIAW-muMifAW qoN slwh vI nhIN sI pu`CI jWdI[ausdw irSqw vI ieMj
hI ausdI BYx ny ivcoligrI kr ky isry cVHwieAw sI[ausnUM qW b`s ieMnw hI
puiC`Aw igAw sI ik auh ivAwh qoN bwAd nOkrI krygI ik nhIN[ausdw hWp`KI jvwb suxky ausdI BYx bhuq KuS hoeI sI[ismr ny soicAw ik Swied
ieh muMfy dI mMg hovy[^Yr ausdw mMgxw ho igAw[auh vI Awm kuVIAW vWg
hvw ivc au`fx l`gI[auh Awpxy B`ivK bwry sohxy su&ny dyKdI[
Acwnk ausdI bdlI iksy dUr-durwfy ipMf ivc ho geI, ij`Qy hr
roz s&r krky shI smyN skUl nhIN sI phuMicAw jw skdw[AwKr GridAW
ny slwh krky ausdI irhwieS dw pRbMD nyVy dy ksby ivc krvw id`qw[auh
h&qy bwAd Gr AwauNdI[ausnUM lgdw ik ijvyN ausdy mwpy iksy icMqw ivc
hox[auh AwpxI mW qoN ausdI audwsI dw kwrn pu`CdI[ ausdI mW ausdy idl
dw vihm kih ky twl idMdI, pr ausnUM lgdw ik ijvyN koeI g`l aus koloN
lukweI jw rhI hovy[ausny AwpxI shylI nwl g`l kIqI qW ausny ikhw ik auh
ies bwry AWtI nwl g`l krygI[
AglI vwr jdoN auh Gr vwps AweI qW ausdI shylI ny d`isAw
ik ijs muMfy nwl qyrw irSqw hoieAw hY, ausdI izMdgI ivc koeI hor kuVI
hY[qyry Gr vwly duic`qI ivc hn ik ies QW kuVI dw ivAwh kIqw jwvy jW
nw[ieh g`l sux ky auh vI duic`qI ivc pY geI[ausnUM kuJ vI nhIN sI su`J
irhw ik auh kI kry[hux qW ausdw mMgxw hoey nUM vI qkrIbn do swl ho gey
sn[iesy soc dIAW

igxqIAW ivc peI nUM kdoN nINd ny Aw GyirAw ausnUM

pqw hI nw l`gw[Agly idn svyry auh au`TI,AwpxI ifautI leI iqAwr hoeI
qy A`fy qy pu`j ky hr roz dI qrHW b`s ivc bYT geI[iesy auDyV -bux ivc auh

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geI pr ausnuM ikDry vI cYn nhIN sI iml rhI[swrw idn socIN peI dw lMG
igAw,Gr AweI qy bImwrW vWg mMjy qy pY geI[ausnUM kuJ nhIN sI su`J irhw
ik auh kI kry qy kI nw kry[Acwnk hI auh jpUjI swihb dw mUl mMqr
pVHx lg peI[
ijauN-ijauN auh pwT kr rhI sI ausdy AMdr koeI Adu`qI qwkq
jnm lY rhI sI[ausdy ivcwr sihz-suBwA hI iek piv`qr ndI vWg vih
qury[KwmoSI dI rwh qy A`gy vDidAW hoieAW aus &Yslw kIqw ik mwipAW dy
isr jo myry irSqy krky boJ hY auh mYN hI lwhvW gI[Agly idn svyry jdoN
auh au`TI qW auh qro-qwzw sI[ ausny AwpxI izMdgI dw Aihm &Yslw kr
ilAw sI[auh Awm idnW vWg skUl geI,pUrI iemwndwrI nwl AwpxI ifautI
id`qI qy Gr vwips Awaux leI b`s A`fy v`lH ho qurI[A`j auh auf ky mW kol
pu`j jwxw cwhuMdI sI[Swm Fly auh Gr pu`jI[mW dy nyVy bYTdI hoeI pu`Cx l`gI
ik mW audws ijhI ikauN lgdI eyN[mW ny koeI jvwb nw id`qw[auh au`TI, stov
bwilAw qy cwh bxwaux l`gI[mW ny AwiKAw ik DIey A`j Awpy cwh bxwaux
l`g peI ik mYN mr geI sI jo mYnUM cwh bxwaux leI nhIN ikhw[
ausny mW nUM j`&I ivc lYNidAW ikhw ik nw mW ieMj nw
kih[mwvW qW b`icAW dI jwn huMdIAW ny[qUM mYnUM i&krmMd ijhI l`gI qW mYN
soicAw ik c`l mYN Awp hI cwh bxw lYNdI hW[ieh kihMidAW hoieAW ausny do
k`pW ivc cwh pweI qy mW dy kol Aw bYTI[g`lHW kridAW hoieAW pu`Cx l`gI
ik mW mYN keI idnW qoN dyK rhI hW ik jdoN vI mYN Gr AwauNdI hW qW qUM mYnMU
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ikqy myrI koeI icMqw qW nHIN[mW ny iek pl leI DI dIAW A`KW ivc vI icMqw
dy b`dl dy~Ky qy kihx l`gI ik hW myrIey lwfo! mYnUM qyrI hI icMqw v`F-v`F
KweI jWdI hY[myrI g`l zrw gOr nwl suxIN[swnUM dUr-nyVy dI irSqydwrI ivcoN
pqw l`gw hY ik ijs muMfy nwl qyrw irSqw hoieAw hY, ausdy iksy hor kuVI

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jwvy[Kory aus kuVI nwl ausdI ikMnI kU sWJ hY[ies dy bwry ivc swnUM qyrI
slwh dI vI loV hY,pr qyry nwl g`l ikvyN krIey swnUM smJ nhIN sI Aw
rhI[A`j jy qUM Awpxy-Awp g`l SurU kr hI leI hY qW d`s, DIey qyrI izMdgI
dw svwl hY, ies leI &Yslw vI qyry hI h`QoN hoxw cwhIdw hY[
auh mW dI g`l suxky QoVI dyr leI cu`p geI[Swied auh
AwpxI Awaux vwlI izMdgI bwry soc rhI sI[kw&I soc -ivcwr qoN bwAd
ausny AwpxI mW nUM do tu`k &Yslw suxw id`qw ik mW qusIN ies irSqy leI nWh
nhIN krogy[mYnUM myrI iksmq dy shwry C`f dy mW[jo hovygw bwAd ivc
dyKWgy[mW hYrwn sI ik kuVI ny kI soc ky Aijhw ikhw hY[ausdI mW ny DI nUM
klwvy iv`c lYNidAW ikhw ik nw DIey ieMj nw kih[qyry leI koeI koeI muMifAW
dI Gwt hY, jo qUM A`KIN dyK ky m`KI inglx leI iqAwr eyN[
ausny mW dI god iv`c isr r`KidAW hoieAw ikhw ik nhIN
mW AijhI koeI g`l nhIN[ mYN nOkrI krdI hW qy nOkrI krdI kuVI leI
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lok ieh jrUr socxgy ik pihlI QW irSqw ikqy muMfy vwilAW ny qW nhIN
qoiVAw?ies mrd smwj ivc auNglI hmySW kuVIAW au`qy hI cu`kI jWdI
hY[AsIN iks-iks nUM s&weI dyvWgy ik swnUM muMfy dy cwl-clx bwry swnUM S`k
sI[lokI sO-sO g`lW krngy[
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au`qy iliKAw hovygw ik auh d`uD Doqw hY[mYnUM myrI iksmq dy shwry C`f dy
mW[mYN nOkrI krdI hW,iksy dI muQwj bxky izMdgI nhIN jIvWgI[jy aus Gr
nwl myrI sWJ hoeI qW mYN Awpxy jIvn-swQI dw idl jrUr ij`q lvWgI[pr
mW nUM cYn ik`Qy[ausny DI nUM sw& SbdW ivc kih id`qw ik nhIN, mYN iek vwrI
muMfy nUM jrUr imlWgI qy ies bwry g`l krWgI[ausny ikhw ik hW mW, jrUr
imlo,pr irSqy leI jvwb dyx leI nhIN sgoN g`l sw& krn leI jwau[pr
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mYN ivAwh iesy QW hI krWgI[ausdI mW ny Gr iv`c slwh kIqI qy ausdy bwpU

nUM nwl lY ky muMfy nUM imlx clI geI[swrI g`l SpSt rUp ivc muMfy dy
swhmxy r`K ky jvwb dI aufIk krn l`gI[
ausdI mW dI hYrwnI dI koeI h`d nw rhI jdoN muMfy ny pihlI s`ty
hI ieh g`l mMn leI ik hW myrI izMdgI ivc koeI kuVI jrUr AweI hY, pr
ieh bIqy smyN dI g`l hY[myrw aus kuVI nwl hux koeI sMbMD nhIN[iesdy
bwvjUd jy qusIN AwpxI DI myry nwl nhIN ivAwhuxw cwhuMdy qW koeI g`l
nhIN[quhwfI KuSI ivc hI myrI KuSI hY[hW, iek g`l mYN dwAvy nwl kih
skdw hW ik mYN izMdgI ivc kdy JUT nhIN boilAw[jy myrI is`DI g`l krn
nwl AwpjI dy idl nUM Tys pu`jI hovy qW mYN i^mw dw jwck hW[jy qusIN ismr
dw h`Q myry h`Q ivc idMdy ho qW mYN vwAdw krdw hW ik quhwfI kuVI nUM mYN
AwpxI izMdgI ivc Pu`lW vWg r`KWgw[A`gy qhwfI mrzI, myry isr-m`Qy[
ieh g`l suxidAW hI ausdy mW-bwp hlky &u`l hoey muMfy nUM ipAwr
idMdy hoey Gr vwips Aw gey[ muMfy dI sw&-goeI ny ausdy mwipAW dw idl moh
ilAw sI[kuJ mhIinAW bwAd ausdw ivAwh ho igAw[ausdy pqI ny pihlI
hI imlxI iv`c AwpxI izMdgI dI scweI aus A`gy r`Kdy hoey ikhw sI ik jy
qUM myry AqIq nUM Bu`l ky myry nwl izMdgI ibqwaux leI iqAwr eyN qW mYN qW hI
qyry nwl koeI sMbMD bxwvWgw[qyry nwl koeI zor-jbrdsqI nhIN krWgw[
aus idn ausdw isr &^r nwl au`cw ho igAw sI[auh A`j vI
Awpxy &Ysly au`qy bhuq KuS hY, ikauNik auh aus leI iek cMgw jIvn-swQI ho
inbiVAw hY[jdoN vI kdy auh ivhlI bYTI XwdW dy smuMdr ivc fu`bkI lgw
rhI huMdI hY qW Awpxy kIqy &Ysly au`qy ausnUM bhuq hI gumwn huMdw hY Aqy auh
socIN pY jWdI hY ik jy ikqy aus vyly aus au`qy nW-p`KI soc hwvI ho jWdI qW
pqw nhIN A`j auh ikho ijhI izMdgI jI rhI huMdI[r`b dw l`K -l`K Sukr hY
ik ijsny aus au`pr rihmqW dI brswq kIqI hoeI hY[
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A`j jnm-idn sI qyrw[ Xwd AwieAw mYnUM JUm au`TI mYN KuSI nwl[jI kIqw
ik au`f ky phuMc jwvW qyry kol qy qYnUM hYrwn kr dyvW[pr iPr mYQoN irhw nw
igAw qW mYN jmwq C`f ky kmry qoN bwhr Aw geI[Pon kIqw qYnUM[kw&I dyr
GMtI v`jx qoN bwAd qUM Pon cu`ikAw qW mYN KuSI nwl byqwb hoeI ny qYnUM jnm
idn mubwrk ikhw[qUM Swied hYrwn ho igAw sI[ ku`J dyr cu`p rihx qoN bwAd
qUM AwiKAw ik jnm idn , auh vI myrw?auh qW AkqUbr mhIny ivc AwauNdw
hY[mYN ikhw nhIN swihb AslI vwlw nhIN,auh jo qyrI nOkrI dy kwgzW ivc
iliKAw hoieAw hY qW qUM au`cI Awvwz ivc ieMj h`isAw ijvyN qYnUM myrw jnm
idn mubwrk kihxw cMgw l`igAw hovy[mYN ikhw jnwb iqAwr irho, Aw rhI hW
mYN b`icAw nUM nwl lY ky qyry kol[iek`Ty bYT ky jnm idn mnwvWgy qW qUM ikhw
ik C`f mYN hI Aw jWdw hW[mYnUM mzwk su`iJAw qW mYN AwiKAw ik nhIN jI, nvyN
jMmy inAwxy s&r nhIN krdy[AsIN Aw rhy hW kyk nwl lY ky,Kub msqI
krWgy[dupihr dy fyF vjy swfI aufIk krIN[qUM ijvyN duic`qI ivc hwmI BrI
hovy[ KYr AsIN qyry Gr phuMc qyrw dr KVkwieAw,pr qUM inrmoihAw bwhr hI
nw in`kilAw[AsIN AMdr gey, kyk Pirz ivc r`iKAw pr qUM Awrwm nwl
ey.sI.kmry ivc lyitAw irhw[AsIN AMdr jw ky qYnUM jnm idn dI vDweI
id`qI qW quM ibnW ku`J boly h`s ipAw[
qyrw ichrw dyKx qoN lgdw sI ik ijvyN swfy Awaux dI qYnUM koeI KuSI
hI nw hoeI hovy[^Yr mYN Pir`z KoilAw, b`cy Bu`Ky sI[soicAw ik b`icAW nUM ku`J
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inMmo-JMunI hoeI ny Pirz bMd kIqw[socW ivc pY geI ik b`icAW nUM Kwx leI
kI dyvW[mYN ikhw ik qYnUM mYN Awpxy qy b`icAW dy Awaux bwry d`s id`qw sI,
bhwdr koloN kuJ Kwx leI bxvw hI lYNdy[qUM AwiKAw ik rotI KwxI sI qW Pon

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auqy d`s idMdI[bVw gu`sw AwieAw mYnUM qW mYN ikhw ik dupihr nUM Awey hW Kwxw
qW Kwxw hI sI,ies ivc d`sx vwlI ikhVI g`l sI[
mYN b`icAW nUM ikhw ik jwau, Pirz ivcoN kyk k`F ilAwE[AsIN
rl ky kyk k`itAw qW ik iF`f nUM ku`J cYn imly[qUM bhwdr nMU Pon kIqw[mYN
rsoeI ivc geI,soicAw inAwxy Bu`Ky ny,auh dwl bxwvW jo CyqI bx jwvy[mYN
mUMgI dI dwl k`FI,aus vyly q`k bhwdr vI Aw igAw sI[ausny dwl bxweI qy
rotI bxwaux l`gw[qUM b`icAW nUM kol ibTw ky g`lW krn lg ipAw[g`lW-g`lW
ivc qUM b`icAW nUM pqw nhIN kI ikhw ik b`icAW dw qyry jnmidn dI KuSI dw
mzw hI ikrikrw ho igAw qy b`cy Gr vwips Awaux leI kwhly pYx l`gy qy
aunHW ny rotI vI TIk qrHW nwl nhIN KwDI[mYN b`icAW qoN aunHW dI audwsI dw
kwrx pu`iCAw qW bytI ny g`usy ivc ikhw ik mwmw, kI loV sI Awaux dI[pwpw
ny qW g`lW-g`lW ivc sw& kih id`qw hY ik jnm idn mnwauxy C`fo,hux qusIN
inAwxy nhIN[kdoN v`fy hovogy[mwmw, pwpw nUM AsIN pihlW hI Awaux bwry d`s
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ijvyN AsIN aunHW kol Aw ky koeI glqI kIqI hovy[
pwpw ieMj ikauN krdy ny mwmw[ijvyN-ijvyN pwpw dI irtwiermYNt
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auh BYx-BrwvW dy h`Qy cVHy hoey hn[jo kuJ A`j q`k mYN mihsUs krdI Aw rhI
sI,auh kuJ A`j b`icAW ny vI mihsUs kIqw[qUM qW nOkrI krky swfy qoN dUr
dUjy Sihr ivc rih irhw sI[AijhI swfy koloN kI KunwmI ho geI sI,ijsny
qYnUM myry Aqy b`icAW qoN dUr kr id`qw sI[kwrn mYN qW jwxdI hI sI,pr
swrIAW g`lW b`icAW nwl vI qW nhIN kIqIAW jWdIAW[
isAwxy AwKdy ny ik lweI-l`g nw hovy Gr vwlw, cMdrw guAWF
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huMdw ey[mYN Aqy b`cy qYnUM bVy cMgy lgdy hW[iek vwr qUM Brw kol c`kr lw
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vwly qyry Bolypn dw njwiez &wiedw cu`k rhy hn[aunHW dI qW qyrI
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vI qYnUM smJwieAw,qUM smJ igAw[iek vwr ipMf iek`lw kI igAw, Gr vwlI
qy inAwxy s`B gLq ho gey[qyrI swrI kbIldwrI nij`Tx vwlI peI hY,pr
qYnUM koeI prvwh nhIN[
kI d`sW qYnUM ik jd AsIN qyry koloN vwips Aw rhy sI qW b`icAW
ny mYnUM do tu`k kih id`qw ik mwmw AsIN quhwfy krky cu`p hW[qusIN nw qW Awp
pwpw nUM kuJ kihMdy ho nw hI swnuM kuJ kihx idMdy ho[kI jvwb idMdI mYN? iek
pwsy iek bybs mW hY qy dUjy pwsy bybs pqnI[ikhdI g`l mMnW, kuJ vI qW
smJ nhIN AwauNdI[iehI qW AOrq dI qRwsdI hY,ijsnUM mrd ny hmySW hI
duqkwr ky ju`qI dI QW r`iKAw hY[A`j k`lH jo vqIrw qUM AKiqAwr kr r`iKAw
hY,mYnUM fr hY ik qyry ies vqIry kr ky Awpxw Gr hI nw qihs-nihs ho
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nw bol pYx[
mYN qW c`kI dy dohw puVW ivcwly ips rhI hW[iksnUM khW ik qUM
glq eyN[pr iek g`l dw fr hr vyly mYnUM bycYn r`Kdw hY ik ikqy Aijhw nw
hovy ik k`l nUM qyrw buFwpw Krwb hovy[ikauN ik b`cy AwKdy hn ik irtwier
mYNt qoN bwAd pwpw ipMf Awpxy Brw kol rihx dI Aksr g`l krdy hn[hux
qW ausdy kihx qy hI qW ieh ipMf ivc mkwn bxw rhy ny[AsIN pwpw nUM sw&
kih id`qw sI ik pwpw nw qW qusIN kdy ipMf rhy ho qy nw hI kdy swnUM rihx
id`qw hY[hux swnMU ikauN mjbUr kr rhy hn[pwpw ny Awp rihxw hY ipMf,rihx
jI Br ky, swnMU ikauN mjbUr krdy hn[pr jy k`l nUM aunHW nMU iksy ny nw
pu`iCAw qW pu`Cxw AsIN vI nhIN[
r`b nw kry, ik koeI Aijhw idn swnUM dyKxw pvy[kI krW mYN? qYnUM
kuJ smJwaux dI koiSS krdI hW qW qUM mYnUM au`KVI kuhwVI vWg pYNdw ey[qyry
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jWdy hW Aqy Awpxy-Awp nUM hI hmySW shI d`sdy hW[A`j dI nO -jvwn pIVI
dI vI kdy kdweIN g`l sux leI jwvy qy kdy kdy mMMn vI leI jwvy qW koeI
&rk vI qW nhIN pYNdw[
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ikMnI bdnsIb hW mYN[ijs ny koml ijMd nUM ku`K iv`c mukwaux

l`igAW iek vwr vI nw soicAw[jy mYN qYnUM jnm idMdI qW qUM myrI qIjI AOlwd
dy rUp iv`c myrI DI bx myry Gr AwauNdI[pqw nhIN ikauN mYN vI duijAW dI
qrHW Awpxy Gr iv`c hux pu`q dw hI mUMh dyKxw cwhuMdI sI[A`j socdI hW ik
ieMnI bujidl, kmzor qy svwrQI ikauNN bx geI sI mYN[jdoN kdy vI A^bwrW
iv`c pVHdI hW ik kUVy dy Fyr iv`coN iek nvjMmI b`cI imlI hY qW s`c jwxI
myrI b`cIey, myrI Awqmw kurlw auT`dI hY[kosdI hW Awpxy -Awp nUM[duqkwrdI
hW,kwljw &tdw hY myrw[socdI hW ik dunIAW iv`c myry qoN v`fw gunwhgwr koeI
hor nhIN hoxw[ikauN mwrI geI sI myrI m`q[kI krW myrI ABwigx b`cIey,myry
leI qW hr v`fI qoN v`fI sjw vI QoVI hY[
mYN keI vwr rwqW nUM qRBk ky au`TdI hW,ieMJ lgdw hY ijvyN qUM
mYnUM AwvwzW mwr rhI hovyN qy pu`C rhIN hovyN ,kdy mW vI inrmohI ho skdI ey?
bhuq hYrwnI huMdI hY ieh soc ky ik myrI mW jo dUijAW dw du`K brdwSq nhIN
kr skdI, auh AwpxI b`cI leI p`Qr idl ikvyN ho geI? s`c dsIN mW ik
qyrI koeI mjbUrI sI jW iek hor DI qyry leI boJ sI[mW qUM mYnUM dunIAW iv`c
Awaux dw mOkw qW dy ky dyK lYNdI, mYN Awpxy Bwg nwl hI qW lY ky Awauxy sn
mW[mYN qwrw bx ky qyrI dunIAW iv`c A`j vI ivcr rhIN hW[ mW qYnUM qIjI DI
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myrIAW BYxW qyry swh iv`c swh BrdIAW ny, mYN vI qW ieMJ hI krnw sI mW[jy
s`cmu`c hI DIAW qYnUM boJ lgdIAW huMdIAW qW A`j kuVIAW nUM ieMnw ipAwr nw
krdI huMdI mW[
auho, mYN qYnUM doS ikaON dy rhI hW, myry hI krm mwVy sI
mW, jo mYNnUM r`b ny qyrI TMfVI CW mwnx dw mOkw nhIN id`qw[bhuq roeI sI mYN,
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vI socx leI mjbUr sI ik jy qyrI ku`K iv`c i&r qoN myry vrgI bdnsIb DI
hoeI qW ausdw hSr vI myry vrgw hI hovygw[pr mYnUM audoN hYrwnI BrI KuSI
hoeI mW, jdoN qUM ies nMnI jhI jwn nUM AwpxI ku`K dw in`G idMdy hoey ausnUM
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mWey[AwpxIAW BYxW pRqI qyry ipAwr nUM dyKdy hoey mYnUM qyry qy mwx huMdw ey
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nUM Gr Aw jwvy qW ausnUM Bu`ilAw nhIN kihMdy mW[A`j qUM dUijAW dIAW b`cIAW
nUM vI Awpxw smJ ky aunHW dI mdd leI hr vyly iqAwr rihMdI eyN qW mYnUM
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mW qUM myry krky duKI nw ho[ikMnI bdnsIb hW mYN[kwS ik myrIAW Akl qy
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curw rhI hovW[A`j vI jdoN kdy ikqy BrUx-h`iqAw qy sYmInwr huMdy hn qW mYN
jo ku`J vI styj qy bol rhI huMdI hW auh myry AMdr dw drd huMdw ey[mYN bhu q
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nhIN Awpxy-Awp nUM m`qW dy rhI huMdI hW[

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mYN[Awpxw drd iksy nwl sWJw vI qW nhIN kr skdI[qUM myry A`gy bQyry
vwsqy pwey,myry AMdr qyrI m`CI jhI srsrwht nUM mYN p`Qr bx ikvyN
AxgOilAw, mYN hI jwxdI hW[ijvyN-ijvyN smW bIq irhw hY, myrw qyry pRqI moh
vDdw hI jw irhw hY[mYN cMgI qrHW jwxdI hW ik mYN smwj iv`c ieMnI dlyrI
nwl ivcrn vwlI mW, ieMnI kmjor qy suAwrQI ikvyN bx geI sI[pr myrIey
b`cIey, ieh qYnUM Koh dyx dw hI pCqwvw sI ik mYN qyry qoN bwAd Awaux vwlI
nMnI jwn dw tYst nhIN sI krvwieAw[DI hovy jW pu`q , mYN nvyN jIA nUM
dunIAW idKwaux dw &Yslw kr ilAw sI[BwvNy mYN lokW qoN l`K qwhny -imhxy
suxy ik so qrHW dy tYst c`ly hoey hn krvw lYNdy qW muMfy kuVI dw pqw l`g
jWdw, pihlW hI do DIAW hn[pr mYN dunIAW nUM kI d`sdI ik mYN qW pihlW hI
Aijhw nw muAw& kIqw jwx vwlw gunwh kr bYTI hW[
mYN qy qyry pwpw ny dunIAW dI iek nw suxI qy qyrI CotI BYx
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gunwhgwr rhW gI myrIey DIey[muAw&I dy lwiek qW nhIN, pr mY nUM mw& krn
dI koiSS jrUr krIN myrIey b`cIey[mW hW qyrI, BwvNy qYnUM dunIAW iv`c
ilAwaux dw mOkw KuMJW bYTI hW, pr myrI rg-rg iv`c qUM hI ey myrIey krmW
mwrIey b`cIey[qyrw myry nwl hox dw Aihsws hmysW hI myry nwl rhygw[myrI
Asl izMdgI iv`c qyrI hoNd nw shI, pr myry su&inAW dI rwxI eyN qUM myrIey
b`cIey[glqI hr ienswn qoN huMdI ey, pr myry jhI glqI krn vwlI
ABwigx mW kdy vI muAw&I dy kwbl nhIN ho skdI[
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mW, dyK mYN kI lY ky AwieAw hW mW[iek ijauNdw jwgdw iKfwauxw mW[dyK qW
shI[ikMnw sohxw iKfwauxw ey mW[ieh Sbd sn iek mwsUm ijhy ds swlW dy
b`cy rwjU dy, jo Awpxy dosqW dy nwl dOVdw hoieAw Gr AwieAw sI qy dOVx
krky swho-swh hoieAw ipAw sI[ausdy dosqW dw vI ku`J Aijhw hI hwl
sI[BWfy mWjdI rwjU dI grIbI dI mwrI mW SIlw ny mUMh GMumw ky Gr dy
drvwzy v`lH dyiKAw qy hYrwn ijhI ho ky pu`Cx l`gI, vy pu`q kI l`B igAw qYnUM
jo swh cVHweI i&rdYN[rwjU ny ikhw ik mW dyK qW shI, myry h`Q ivc kI
hY[in`kI jhI b`cI, jo swnUM nihr iv`c nhwauNdy hoey imlI hY[SIlw hYrwn hoeI
kdy rwjU Aqy ausdy dosqW nUM dyK rhI sI qy kdy rwjU dy h`Q ivc PVy hoey
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kI dyKdI hY ik aus ivc iek nv-jMmI b`cI sI,jo byhoS sI[
SIlw p`Qr bxI aus b`cI nUM lgwqwr dyK rhI sI[rwjU ny mW nUM
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hoieAw mW[qUM ku`J boldI ikauN nhIN[SIlw ijvyN nINd ivcoN jwgI hovy,AwKx
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dosq ie`ko swhy boly ik AsIN qW nihr ivc fubkIAW lwauNdy hoey nhw rhy
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il&wPw jo rwjU dy h`Q ivc sI ,ieh iksy ny jdoN nihr ivc su`itAw qW bhuq
zor dI Awvwz AweI qy swfw swirAW dw iDAwn pul v`lH igAw[AsIN kI
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svwr ho rhy sI[Swied aunHW ny hI ieh il&wPw nihr ivc su`itAw hovy[aunHW
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AsI soicAw ik zrUr hI aus pYkt iv`coN A`j iF`f Br ky Kwx
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mYN lvWgw[^Yr AsIN ijvyN hI AsIN pYkt KOilAw qW fr ky ip`Cy ht gey[ijs
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rwjU nUM dy id`qw[
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vIro nUM vI Byj idMdI qW ik dovyN BYxW rl-iml ky swrw kMm vyly isr inbyV
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ky vyKdI vI nw[kSmIro dI Awpxy pRqI lwprvwhI inMdr nUM bycYn kr idMdI[
inMdr dI bwz A`K hr vyly kSmIro qy hI rihMdI ik auh ausnUM kdoN
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ik kSmIro qy vIro nhIN idKdIAW, ik`Qy geIAW qyrw qW bu^wr nwl burw hwl
hoieAw ipAw[ bMqI kihx l`gI ik ie`Qy hI hoxgIAW koeI kMm -kwr
krdIAW[aunHW ivcwrIAW ny ik`Qy jwxw?ieh g`l suxdy swr hI inMdr au`Tdy
hoey kihx l`gw ik cMgw mwsI mYN cldW pr bMqI nUM kSmIro dI d`sI svyr
vwlI g`l cyqy AweI qW ausdy qW KwinauN geI[ausnUM S`k ho igAw ik ikqy
DIAW nwl koeI aunI-ie`kI qW nhIN ho geI,jo inMdr jwx-buJ ky kuJ kurydxw
cwhuMdw hovy[auh ifgdI FMihdI au`TI qy glI-guAWF ivc jw ky dohW DIAW nUM
hwkW mwrn l`gI[dovyN DIAW Gr dy nyVy -qyVy huMdIAW qW hI jvwb idMdIAW[auh
qW inMdr dI Sih qy ausdy dosqW ny Agvw kr leIAW sn[
jdoN bMqI nUM dovyN DIAW ikqy nw imlIAW qW auh B`jdI hoeI
ipMf dy srpMc kol geI qy aus idn dI swrI iv`iQAw ausnUM suxweI pr
srpMc ny ausdI g`l ivc koeI idlcspI nw leI qy kihx l`gw ik kuVIAW ny
jwxw ik`Qy hY, ipMf ivc hI iksy shylI dy Gr geIAW hoxgIAW qy Awpy Gr
prq AwauxgIAW[ijvyN ijvyN rwq pYxI SurU hoeI bMqI dI jwn mu`T ivc Awaux
l`gI pr auh kry qW kI kry[auh ijmIdwr dy Gr vI geI pr au`Qy vI aus
grIbxI dI suxvweI nw hoeI[auh soc rhI sI ik hux auh iks nwl g`l kry,
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ik`Qy jwvy[ausnUM ku`J vI nhIN sI s`uJ irhw[bycwrI bMqI iF`f ivc mu`TIAW dy
rhI sI[swrI rwq ausny roNidAW hoieAW ijvyN ikvyN k`FI qy idn cVHidAW hI
srpMc dw drvwjw jw KVkwieAw qy aus nwl Qwxy jwx bwry imMnqW krn
l`gI[
srpMc vI jwn Cufwaux leI aus nwl qur ipAw pr Qwxydwr ny vI
ausdI iksy g`l v`l q`vjoN nw id`qI[jdoN auh Gr vwips AweI qW ausdI CotI
DI Gr dy ivhVy iv`c bYTI ro rhI sI[ausny DI nUM gl nwl lwieAw qy pu`Cx
l`gI ik auh rwq Br ik`Qy sI qW ausny ikhw ik mYnUM nhIN pqw[k`lH Swm vyly
jdoN mYN qy kSmIro KyqW v`lH bwhr-AMdr geIAW sI qW koeI do muMfy swnUM
zbr-dsqI jIp ivc su`t ky lY gey AsIN bQyrw rOlw pwieAw pr koeI vI
swnUM Cufwaux nw AwieAw[aunHW ny myry mUMh au`qy koeI kpVw r`iKAw qy mYnUM nhIN
pqw ik auh swnUM ik`Qy lY ky gey qy swfy nwl kI vwpirAw[svyry jdoN myrI
A`K Ku`lHI qW mYN qUVI vwly koTy ivc sI[mYN kSmIro nUM au`cI au`cI hwkW mwrn
l`gI qW do muMfy Awey qy mYnUM jIp ivc ibTw ky ipMf dy nyVy C`f gey[ mYN roNdI
hoeI Gr AweI pr Gr nUM ijMdrw l`igAw dyK ky ivhVy iv`c hI bYT geI[ mW
qUM ik`Qy sI[kSmIro ik`Qy hY[
ies mwVI Gtnw nUM vwpry h&qw ho cu`kw sI pr kSmIro dI
koeI ^br nhIN sI ik auh ik`Qy qy iks hwl ivc sI[bMqI ny ijmIdwrW dy Gr
kMm leI jwxw vI bMd kr id`qw sI[ausny aunHW A`gy bQyry vwsqy pwey,hr roz
Qwxy jWdI pr DI dI koeI au`G-su`G nhIN sI iml rhI[ausy ipMf dw iek
AwdmI krnYl isMG jo Sihr ivc iksy A^bwr dy d&qr ivc kMm krdw sI,
ipMf AwieAw qW ausnUM pqw l`gw ik bMqI dI DI kSmIro keI idnW qoN lwpqw
hY[auh ausdw hwl-cwl pu`Cx leI ausdy Gr igAw qy ausnUM swrI g`l
ivsQwr ivc d`sx leI ikhw[bMqI dI dwsqwn suxky auh bhuq duKI hoieAw
qy ausnUM nwl lY ky pihlW ijmIdwrW dy Gr qy i&r srpMc dy Gr igAw qy
aunHW nUM ausdy nwl Qwxy c`lx leI ikhw[
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krnYL isMG ny aunHW nUM frwvw id`qw ik jy auh ausdy nwl

Qwxy nhIN c`lxgy qW mYN ipMf dI ieh ^br A^bwr iv`c Cpvw
idAWgw[mjbUrI iv`c srpMc ausdy nwl c`lx leI iqAwr ho igAw[jdoN auh
Qwxy p`ujy qW Qwxydwr pYrW qy pwxI hI nw pYx dyvy qy bwr bwr iehI khI jwvy
ik AsIN qW bQyrI koiSS kr rhy hW, pr swnUM surwg hI h`Q nhIN l`g
irhw[kw&I dyr bihs krn qoN bwAd jdoN krnYl isMG ny Awpxy -Awp nUM
p`qr-kwr dsdy hoey puils dI nwkwmI bwry ^br lwaux leI ikhw qW
Qwxydwr ny Awpxy stw& nUM ^brdwr kr id`qw ik do idnW dy AMdr-AMdr
kuVI dw pqw l`g jwxw cwhIdw hY[
dUjy hI idn rwq pYx qoN pihlW hI puils ny kuVI nUM
ausdy Gr idAW dy sp`urd kr id`qw[ jdoN aunHW qoN pu`iCAw igAw ik jo kuVI
h&qy qoN nhIN sI l`B rhI auh dUjy hI idn ikvyN l`B peI qW jvwb ieh hI
sI ik quhwfI kuVI quhwnUM iml geI hY nw[AsIN BwvyN ik`QoN vI l`B ky ilAwey
hoeIey[swfw DMnvwd krn dI QW swfy qoN svwl pu`Cdy quhwnUM Srm nhIN
AwauNdI[do idnW bwAd krnYl isMG i&r ipMf AwieAw qy bMqI nUM imilAw qy
AwKx l`gw ik hux d`s A`gy kI krnw hY[kuVI qW l`B peI hY qy mujrmW dw
vI mYN pqw kr ilAw hY[qW bMqI roNdy hoe y kihx l`gI ik vy vIrw C`f pryH
hux[jo myrI DI dI iksmq ivc sI, auh ho igAw[
swfy kol ijMmIdwrW nwl t`kr lYx dI ik`Qy ihMmq hY[ijmIdwr
Gr AwieAw sI il`lVIAW k`Fx l`gw ik DI dw mwmlw hY,cu`p v`t lY[k`l nUM
ausnUM ikqy ivAwhuxw vI qW hY[mYN Awpy koeI irSqw l`B ky ausdy h`Q pIly kr
idauNgw[swfI Awps ivc sulHw vI ho geI hY[rihxw qW Aw^r iesy ipMf iv`c
hI hY nw[swfw grIbW dw kI zor[b`s mYN qW r`b A`gy iehI h`Q joVdI hW ik
hy r`bw! grIb dy Gr DI nw dyvIN[jy dyxI hI hY qW grIbI nw dyvIN[

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iqMn swlW dI mwsUm jhI b`cI rSmI AwpixAW iKfwauixAW nwl Kyfx iv`c
msq sI qy ausdI mW inSw Awpxy rsoeI dy kMmW iv`c aulJI hoeI sI [ausdy
ipqw pRkwS d&qr jw cu`ky sn[auNJ qW rSmI vI plyA-vyA skUl iv`c jWdI
hY, pr hux grmIAW dIAW Cu`tIAW hox krky ausnUM swrw idn mW dw swQ iml
jWdw hY,ikauNik ausdI mW jo iksy srkwrI skUl iv`c AiDAwipkw hY ausnUM vI
qW A`j-k`l skUl qoN Cu`tIAW hn[mW-bytI leI ieh AwnMd-meI idn
hn[inSw AwpxI rojwnw rUtIn Anuswr qVk swr au`T ky rSmI dy au`Tx qoN
pihlW hI qkrIbn swry kMm nbyV lYNdI hY[pRkwS nUM Awi&s Byjx qoN bwAd
swrw hI idn ausdw Aqy ausdI bytI dw hI hUMdw hY[rSmI dIAW qoqlIAW qy
mwsUm jhIAW g`lW hr iek dw mn moh lYNdIAW hn[inSw nUM qW ieMj lgdw
hY ijvyN ausdI izMdgI rSmI dy duAwly hI GuMm rhI hovy[
inSw Aqy pRkwS dy ivAwh qoN koeI ds swl bwAd jdoN aunHW dy Gr
ies b`cI dy pYr pey qW mIAW-bIvI dI izMdgI hI bdl geI[hux aunHW dw
Gr iek hirAw-BirAw bgIcw Aqy rSmI aus bgIcy dI bhwr sI[ijauN ijauN rSmI v`fI ho rhI sI, dwdw-dwdI nUM l`gx l`gw ik Gr iv`c lVky dI
hoNd vI jrUrI hY,ij`Qy vMS-vyl vDygI au`Qy rSmI nUM Kyfx leI swQ iml
jwvygw[inSw qy pRkwS nUM AijhI koeI cwh nhIN sI[aunHW dI dunIAW qW b`s
rSmI hI sI[
idn bIqdy gey[iek idn inSw nUM Awpxy -Awp iv`c AjIb jhI
qbdIlI mihsUs hoeI[ausnUM l`igAw ik ausdI Gbrwht ip`Cy jrUr hI koeI
kwrn hY[auh fwktr kol gey qW pqw l`igAw ik Gr iv`c iek nvW jIA
Awaux vwlw hY[dwdw-dwdI AwpxI QW KuS sn ik clo rSmI dy nwl Kyfx
leI iek vIr Aw jwvygw[inSw qy pRkwS nUM qW AijhI koeI cwh nhIN
sI[aunHW ny r`b dI rzw iv`c hI Awpxy -Awp nUM hmySW KuS r`iKAw sI[pihly
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b`cy dI aufIk qW hr iek nUM by -sbrI nwl huMdI hI hY[ies mMihgweI dy smyN
iv`c dohW jIAW nUM dUjy b`cy dI pirvirS krnI Swied muSikl l`g rhI
sI[kIqw kI jwvy? dovyN hI jIA duic`qI iv` c sn[
iek idn pRkwS dI mW ny ausnUM ikhw ik bytw, rilAw-imilAw t`br
cMgw lgdw hY[ ikauN nw smW Awaux qy inSw dw tYst krvw ilAw jwvy,ieh
g`l suxidAW hI ijvyN pRkwS au`qy ibjlI ifg peI hovy[ausny ikhw , mW ieh
kI kih rhy ho, quhwfw mqlv hY ik jy lVkI hoeI qW-----[nw mW nw[dsW
swlW bwAd ijs rOxk ny ies Gr nUM Awbwd kIqw hY ,kI hux ausnUM duqkwr
dyvW[mYN Aijhw nhIN kr skdw mW[ieh suxidAW hI ausdI mW BVk au`TI qy
nUMh-pu`q dohW nUM hI burw-Blw kihx lg peI ik A`j dy pVHy-ilKy Awpxy-Awp
nUM ijAwdw AklmMd smJdy hn[pihlW DIAW nUM pVHwE-ilKwE,cMgI qwlIm
idE qy KUb dwj-dhyj dy ky dUijAW dy Gr Bro[ik`Qy dI smJdwrI hY
ieh[s`B ku`J kr krw ky ikauN buFwpw Krwb krn qy quly hoey ho[pu`q l`K mwVy
hox,buFwpw DIAW dy dr qy bYT ky qW nhIN k`itAw jWdw[pRkwS ny mW nUM koe I
jvwb nw id`qw qy au`T ky clw igAw[
mW nUM bhuq burw l`gw,hux auh pu`q nUM kuJ kihx dI QW a`uTdy -bihMdy nUMh
nUM kosx l`gI[Gr iv`c klyS l`gw[inSw qy pRkwS nUM qW DI-pu`q iv`c koeI
Prk hI nhIN sI,pr mW nUM Gr dy icrwg dw i&kr v`D sI[hux inSw dy cwr
mhIny pUry hox vwly sn[mW nUMh-pu`q qy tYst krvwaux leI dbwE pwaux
l`gI[in`q dy klyS qoN qMg Aw ky pRkwS ny iek idn inSw nUM ibTw ky
smJwieAw ik Gr dI su`K-SWqI leI jy tYst krvw vI ilAw jwvy qw hrj
vI kI hY,mW qW KuS ho jwvygI[^Yr inSw ku`J nw bolI qW Gr idAW ny ausdI
mUk sihmqI smJ fwktr kol jwx dI iqAwrI kr leI[inSw vI cu`p cupIqI au`T ky nwl qur peI[
pRkwS ny jw ky fwktr dy kMMn iv`c koeI g`l kIqI qy fwktr ny hW iv`c
isr ihlwauNdy hoey inSw nUM AMdr jwx dw ieSwrw kIqw[pRkwS qy ausdI mW
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bwhr bYTy bVI hI by-sbrI nwl cMgI ^br dI ieMqjwr iv`c sn[ku`J dyr
bwAd fwktr ny bwhr Aw ky d`isAw ik iek dyvI Aw rhI hY[suxdy swr hI
ijvyN mW nUM s`p hI suMG igAw hovy[iqMny jIA Awps iv`c ibnW koeI g`l kIqy
Gr prq Awey[inSw nUM qW hux ieh i&kr sI ik aus koloN aus dI Ax-jMmI
DI Koh leI jwvygI[pRkwS hux c`kI dy do puVW ivcwly sI[iek pwsy mW sI qy
iek pwsy pqnI[mW cwhMudI sI ik pu`q Awp aus nwl g`l CyVy,pr pu`q mW qoN
A`K bcw irhw sI[Gr iv`c bVw sogmeI mwhol sI[inSw qW ijvyN gunwhgwrW
vWg bYTI ijvyN gUMgI hI ho geI hovy[mW qW mW hI huMdI hY,Awpxy ijgr dy toty
nUM Awpxy hI h`QIN----[ies qoN A`gy ausnUM ku`J su`J vI qW nhIN sI irhw[
rSmI hux vI dIn-dunIAW qoN by-^br AwpxI guVIAw nwl KyfdI hoeI
iekilAW hI au`cI-au`cI h`s rhI sI[pRkwS nUM ijvyN b`cI nUM KuS dyK ky skUn
iml irhw hovy[auh ieh socx leI mjbUr ho igAw ik jy ies b`cI dy Awaux
nwl myry Gr iv`c rOxk AweI hY qW Ax-jMmI vI qW swfI AwpxI hI DI
hY[mYN Awpxy hI bIj nUM Awpxy hI h`QIN nwS nhIN krWgw[ieh b`cI dunIAW
iv`c AwvygI,jrUr AwvygI[auh au`iTAw qy inSw kol jw bYT w[ausnUM klwvy iv`c
ilAw qy b`icAW vWg sIny nwl lw ilAw[kihx l`gw, kmlI nw hovy qW,qYnUM
ikhVw iksy ny ku`J ikhw[qyrI b`cI qyrI ku`K iv`c suriKAq hY[i&kr nw
kr[myrIAW DIAW hI myrIAW A`KW ny[myry buFwpy dw shwrw[AsIN hr su`K -du`K
iv`c ie`kTy hW qy ie`kTy hI rhWgy[mW dw i&kr nw kr[b`cy swfy hn qW
&Yslw vI swfw dohW dw hI hovygw[ieh roSnI dI ikrn bx swfy Gr AwvygI
qy Gr dw hr konw jgmgw au`Tygw[au`T nhw Do ky nvyN jIA dy svwgq leI
iqAwr ho qy KuS irhw kr[

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A`j krqwr isMG nUM srkwrI nOkrI qoN irtwier hoieAW qkrIbn swl hox nUM
AwieAw sI qy auh Awpxw swrw hI smW Gr iv`c hI rih ky hI ibqw idMdw
sI[kdy koeI ikqwb pVH lYNdw qy kdy Gr dy gyt iv`c kursI fwh ky A^bwr
Kol lYNdw[SurU qoN hI auh Awpxy -Awp iv`c hI msq rihMdw sI qy iksy nwl
G`t-v`D hI g`l krdw sI[ausdy dosq vI koeI izAwdw nhIN sn b`s ku`J
ie`kw-du`kw lokW nwl hI ausdI dosqI sI[ieh dosqI vI b`s Gr dy bwhrly
drvwzy q`k hI sIimq sI[ausdI Gr vwlI pRIqm dw suBwA aus qoN iblkul
ault sI[hr iksy nwl h`s ky g`l krdI qy imljul ky rihxw ausnUM bhuq
cMgw lgdw sI[pr ausdy pqI nUM ausdw ieh suBwA cMgw nhIN sI lgdw qy
auh Aksr hI Awny -bhwny ausnUM fWt idMdw[ gu`sw qW ausdI Gr vwlI nUM vI
aus au`qy bhuq hI gu`sw AwaNudw pr auh mUMhoN ku`J nw boldI[auh jwxdI sI ik
ausdy mUMhoN koeI g`l inklI nhIN qy ausdI Swmq AweI nhIN[jdoN kdy vI auh
dovyN jIA ikqy iek`Ty jWdy qW vI auh ku`J ijAwdw nw boldI[Gr vwly dy
A`KV suBwA qoN A`k ky auh keI vwrI AwK idMdI ik mYN vI ienswn
hW[myrIAW vI qW ku`J rIJW hoxgIAW pr mYN hmySW hI qyrI KuSI ivcoN hI
AwpxI KuSI BwlI hY[Awpxy vzUd nUM qW kdy gOilAw hI nhIN pr i&r vI mYN
qYnUM cMgI nhIN lgdI[ ieh AwKdy hoey Aksr hI aus dIAW A`KW nm ho
jWdIAW[
pRIqm Awp vI iksy srkwrI d&qr ivc qYnwq sI[sbr dI
mUrq bxI auh Gr qy bwhr dw hr kMm nypry cwVHdI[AwpxI qy b`icAW dI
hr jrUrq Awp hI pUrw krn dI koiSS krdI[auh QoVy kIqy Awpxy pqI nUM
prySwn nhIN sI krdI[ie`QoN q`k ik kbIldwrI inBwaux l`igAW vI auh shury
pirvwr ivc hmySw A`gy huMdI[ausdy isr au`qy krqwr isMG nUM koeI icMqw hI
nhIN sI[jdoN auh nOkrI krdw sI qW AwpxI swrI hI qn^wh ilAw ky ausdy
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h`Q au`qy r`K ky surKrU ho jWdw[Gr dI hr qrHW dI ijMmyvwrI ausy dy isr au`qy
sI[ikqy irSqydwrI ivc d`uK-s`uK ivc Awauxw jwxw hovy,ies sB kwsy dw
i&kr vI pRIqm nUM hI huMdw[
krqwr isMG dI irtwiermYNt qoN bwAd Gr dw mwhol hI bdl cu`kw
sI[kbIldwrI nij~Tx vwlI peI sI, pr Gr ivc Awmdn dy swDn sIimq
ho gey sn[krqwr isMG nUM ieh JOrw AMdro -AMdrI KweI jw irhw sI[auh Gr
ivc pRIqm nwl vI G`t hI g`l krdw[auh ausnUM KuS r`Kx dI bQyrI koiSS
krdI[ausdI hr jrUrq dw pihlW vWg hI iKAwl r`KdI[auh Gr vwly qoN
ausdI cu`pI dw kwrn puC`dI qW auh AwKdw ivhlw bYTw bMdw hor krU vI
kI[mYnUM qW DI ivAwhux dw i&kr ipAw rihMdw[qUM TIk hI AwKdI huMdI sI ik
nOkrI ivc rihMdy hoey ijMnI kbIldwrI nij`T huMdI hY, nij`T leIey[pr mYN
qyrI g`l gOlI hI nhIN[A`j AwpxI iesy glqI qy pCqw irhw hW[
pRIqm ausnUM smJwaux dI bQyrI koiSS krdI ik swfy soicAW kI
bxnw hY[Kory r`b ny swfy b`icAW leI kI soc r`iKAw hY[vwihgurU jo krygw
BlI krygw[qusIN AYvyN nw socI jwieAw kro[r`b dw nW ilAw kro[auh ausdI
hW ivc hW qW imlw idMdw pr AwpxI soc qy kwbU nw pw skdw[smW bIqdy
dyr nhIN lgdI[ausdI DI jo mukwbly dIAW pRIiKAwvW dy rhI sI,Awpxy ipqw
nUM cu`p dyKdI qW auh vI mW vWg prySwn ho jWdI[pRIqm nUM r`b ny bQyrw
sbr-sMqoK id`qw hoieAw sI[auh Gr ivc smqol bxweI r`Kx dI pUrI koiSS
krdI qy krqwr nUM vI AwKdI ik qusIN bhuqw nw soicAw kro[r`b qy forI C`f
idau[AsIN ikhVw r`b dy mWh mwry ny[bWrHI vrHIN qW rUVI dI vI suxI jWdI
hY[vwihgurU swfy qy vI imhr zrUr krygw qUM hOslw qW r`K[
pRIqm ny qW izMdgI iv`c hwr mMnxI is`KI hI nhIN sI[auh
Awp BwvyN ikMnI vI prySwn ikauN nw hovy,dUsirAW nUM h`lw-SyrI dyx ivc auh
kdy ip`Cy nhIN htI sI[iehI kwrn sI ik hr koeI ausdI dlyrI dIAW
imswlW idMdw sI[ausdy pqI qy DIAWpu`qW leI qW auh Aijhw Durw sI ijsdy
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musIbqW ikauN nw hox,auh kdy nhIN sI GbrwauNdI sgoN hryk nUM vwihgurU ivc
ivSvws r`Kx leI AwKdI ik AsIN ikhVw iksy dy mWh mwry ny[auh dovyN h`Q
joV au`pr v`lH dyKdI hoeI AwKdI ik dyr-svyr auh swfI vI jrUr suxygw[aus
au`qy Brosw r`Ko[
ausdI iesy h`lw-SyrI sdky ausdy b`cy vI kdy nhIN sI GbrwauNdy[auh
kdI vI Awpxy au`qy jW Awpxy pirvwr au`qy inrwSw dy b`dl nhIN sI mMfrwaux
idMdI[pqI dI irtwiermYNt qoN bwAd ausnUM sMBwlxw ijvyN aus leI iek
cuxOqI sI[auh Awpxy idn-Br dy ruJyivAW ivcoN smW k`F ky pqI nUM KuS r`Kx
dI pUrI koiSS krdI[d&qr ivc kMm krdI hoeI ausnUM idn iv`c keI vwr
Pon krdI[smyN isr Kwx-pIx dIAW ihdwieqW idMdI[ausnUM lgdw ik ausdw
jIvn-swQI vI ijvyN aus leI ausdw s`B qoN Cotw b`cw hovy,ijs dI prvirS
leI ausnUM ausdI vDyry zrUrq hY[jo irtwiermYNt qoN bwAd aus qoN bgYr iek
pl vI nw rih skdw hovy[
jdoN auh Swm nUM d&qr qoN Gr prqdI qW krqwr Gr dy gy t iv`c
KVHw aus dI aufIk kr irhw huMdw[pRIqm nUM dyKdy hI auh imMnHW ijhw h`sdw qy
ausdy moFy qy h`Q r`K ausnUM Gr dy AMdr lY ky AwauNdw,Pirz iv`coN pwxI dI
boql k`Fdw qy pwxI dw iglws ausdy h`Q iv`c PVwauNdw hoieAw ausnUM cwh
pIx bwry pu`Cdw qy Bwvuk ijhw ho ky A`KW Br lYNdw,ijvyN ik auh idn-Br aus
qoN ibnw bhuq vrwg igAw hovy[pRIqm ausdIAW aus dIAW A`KW iv`c A`KW pw
ky pu`CdI, kI g`l eydW ikauN idl hOlw krdy ho[KuS irhw kro[mYN bYTI hW nw
swry i&kr krn vwlI[qusIN bs hr vyly iKVy irhw kro[quhwnUM h`sdy dyK ky
myrI swry idn dI Qkwvt lih jWdI hY[pRIqm dI ieMnI g`l sux ky auh hor
vI Bwvuk ho jWdw qy AwKdw ik mYnUM ivhly nUM qW qyry ibnW swrw idn phwV
ijhw lMbw lgdw hY[

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s`c-mu`c hI hr ienswn irtwier-mYNt qoN bwAd Aijhw hI socdw hovygw[jdoN
mYN irtwier hovWgI qW kI mYN vI Awpxy pqI dI qrHW hI socWgI[ieh g`l
idmwg iv`c AwauNdy hI auh AMdroN burI qrHW kMb jWdI[iPr auh Awpy nwl g`l
krdI hoeI AwKdI ik nhIN mYN Awpxy nwl Aijhw nhIN hox idAWgI[myrI
irtwiermYNt ivc Ajy iqMn swl pey ny[DI nUM nOkrI iml jwvy qW koeI cMgw
ijhw muMfw dyK ky ausdw ivAwh kr ky surKurU ho jwvWgy[myry kol kpVy isaux
dw hunr hY,mYN ies hunr nUM Awpxw ik`qw bxwvWgI[idn-Br dovyN jIA iek`Ty
rhWgy[pYnSn dy nwl-nwl cwr pYsy hor vI Gr iv`c Awauxgy[iPr mYN Aqy
krqwr iek nvIN soc dy nwl nvIN izMdgI SurU krWgy [AsIN Awpxy b`icAW
au`qy boJ nhIN bxWgy,sgoN AwpxI bcI hoeI izMdgI iv`c ij`Qy AsIN dovyN hovWgy
au`Qy isr& Awpxy leI hI nhIN sgoN loV -mMdW leI vI cwnx-munwrw bxn dI
koiSS krWgy[
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AkSU qIjI jmwq iv`c pVHdI iek AijhI

mwsUm b`cI

hY,ie`klI KyfdI hoeI keI vwrI jdoN auh Q`k jWdI hY qW Awpxy Brw nwl
Kyfxw locdI hY[pr ausdw Brw aus nwl jdoN nhIN Kyfdw qW auh aus nwl
gu`sy vI ho jWdI hY[pr auh bycwrw Kyfxw kI jwxy[ijs nUM Awpxy -Awp dI hI
sOJI nhIN auh BYx dy idl dIAW sDrW bwry kI jwxy[AkSU Aksr cu`p bYTI
hMudI hY qW ieMj lgdw hY ijvyN soc rhI hovy ik ausdw Brw swrw idn mMjy qy
hI ikauN ipAw rihMdw hY[au`T ky qurdw iPrdw ikauN nhIN[ aus nwl Kyfdw
ikauN nhIN[auh AwpxI mW qoN pu`CdI hY ik mW swirAW dy vIry AwpxIAW BYxW
nwl Kyfdy hn, skUl vI jWdy hn i&r myrw vIrw myry nwl ikauN nhIN
Kyfdw[auh myry nwl skUl ikauN nhIN jWdw[mW ausnUM vI ikhw kr ik auh
skUl jwieAw kry[myry vWg piVHAw kry[au`T ky bYiTAw kry, myry nwl KyifAw
kry[AMjU ausdI mW Aksr AwpxI b`cI dI mwsUmIAq A`gy

bybs ho jWdI

hY[auh socdI hY ik AwpxI b`cI nUM ikvyN smJwey ik aus dw Brw nw hI bol
skdw hY qy nw hI Awpxy-Awp nUM sMBwl skdw hY[auh b`cI dIAW g`lW suxdI
hY, pr koeI jvwb nhIN idMdI qW AkSU iehI svwl Awpxy bwp nUM vI pu`CdI
hY, pr aus dw bwp vI ausdI g`l Ax-goilAW kr C`fdw hY[
A`j iehI svwl ausny AwpxI dwdI qoN vI kIqw qW
ijvyN Gr iv`c Bucwl hI Aw igAw[ausdI dwdI qW ijvyN ausdI mW nUM hr vyly
BMfx dy bhwny hI BwldI sI[ausny AwpxI nUMh nUM qy ausdy pyikAW nUM kOsxw
SurU kr id`qw ik AsIN Awh idn vI dyKxy sn[mYQoN kI pu`CdI eyN, jwh
AwpxI mW qoN pu`C, AwpxI nwnI qoN pu`C ik qyrw vIrw qyry nwl ikauN nhIN
Kyfdw[qyrI mW nUM qW Akl nhIN sI ,bwkI Gr vwly vI AkloN KwlI
inkly[AMjU nwloN v`D duKI kOx hovygw ijsdw bwrHW swlw dw pu`q nrk Bog
irhw hY[socW iv`c Ku`BI auh Aksr AwK idMdI hY, vy pu`qrw! qUM jMmdw hI mr
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jWdw qW mYN hux q`k qYnUM kdoN dI Bu`l jWdI[ieh mW dI mmqw hY jW aus g`lqI
dw pCqwvw jo A`j qoN bwrHW swl pihlW ho cu`kI sI[smW qW bIq jWdw hY pr
keI vwrI Aijhy zKm dy jWdw hY, jo smyN nwl vI nhIN Brdy[ku`J iek
glqIAW AijhIAW vI huMdIAW hn, jo nsUr bxky hmySW hI rVkdIAW
rihMdIAW hn pr guAwcw smW kdy h`Q nhIN AwauNdw[
A`j qoN cOdW kU swl pihlW jdoN AMjU ivAwhI AweI sI qW
hr koeI ausdy suhp`x nUM dyK ky aus dIAW is&qW krdw swh nhIN sI
lYNdw[jdoN ivAwh dy Cy kU mhIny bwAd ausdy pYr BwrI hoey qW Gr iv`c ijvyN
KuSI dI lihr hI dOV peI[hr koeI ausdy A`gy -ip`Cy dOiVAw iPrdw[smyN smyN
qy ausdw cYk-Ap krwieAw igAw[sB-kuJ TIk-Twk c`l irhw sI[b`cy nUM
qMdrusq qy ishqmMd dyKdy hoey fwktr ny swP SbdW iv`c kih id`qw sI ik
ies b`cy dw jnm hspqwl iv`c hI krvwieAw jwvy qW hI j`cw qy b`cw
suriKAq hoxgy[smW bIiqAw qy s`qvy mhIny AMjU dI mW rhu -rIqW Anuswr
ausnUM ivdw krvwaux AweI qW Gr vwly ausnUM mW nwl Byjx leI iqAwr nhIN
sn[jdoN aus dI mW ny kwrn pu`iCAw qW ausnUM swrI siQqI qoN jwxU krvw
id`qw igAw[ausny XkIn duAwieAw ik auh ies g`l dw Kws iDAwn r`Kxgy,
aunHW dy ipMf iv`c hspqwl hY qy b`cy dw jnm hspqwl iv`c hI hovygw[cWeIcWeI AMjU nUM pUry rIqI-irvwjW nwl ivdw kIqw igAw[hux hr koeI aus suBwgy
idn nUM aufIkx l`gw[hoieAw auhI, ijsdw fr sI[
fwktr dI g`l nUM AxgOilAW kr, smW Awaux qy AMjU nUM
hspqwl lY jwx dI QW Gr iv`c hI iflIvrI krwaux dw &Yslw lY ilAw
igAw[ auh jMmx pIVW ivcoN lMG rhI sI qy b`cw qgVw hox krky jnm lYx
dI pRikirAw iv`c ijMdgI qy mOq dI lVweI lV irhw sI[mW v`K qV& rhI
sI[ipMf dI dweI ny Gr idAW nUM pUrw XkIn duAwieAw sI ik aus ny swrI
aumr dweI-puxy dy kMm iv`c lMGweI hY, auh ies b`cy dw jnm iv`c suriKAq
FMg nwl Gr iv`c hI krvw dyvygI, pr jdoN b`cy dy jnm lYx iv`c id`kq
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Awaux l`gI qW ausny h`Q KVy krdy hoey ieh AwK id`qw ik ieh kys myry v`s
dw nhIN, ies leI j`cw nUM hspqwl lY jwxw pvygw[pr qd q`k bhuq dyr ho
cu`kI sI[ies qoN pihlW ik Gr dy koeI PYslw krdy, ipMf dI hI nrs dI
mdd nwl b`cy dw jnm Gr iv`c ho igAw[
iksmq dI mwr AijhI peI ik auh b`cw ijsnUM jnm
lYx swr roxw cwhIdw sI, auh roieAw nw[jy ie`k GMty bwAd roieAw qW cu`p
hI nw kry[AwiKr AMjU dy mW-bwp ausnUM Sihr dy hspqwl lY gey[jdoN
fwktr ny b`cy dy jnm bwry puiC`Aw qW pqw l`gw ik ipMf dIAW AnpV
jnwnIAW ip`Cy l`g ky jnypw Gr iv`c hI krvw id`qw igAw sI[nqIjy v`joN
b`cy dI gMdgI ausdy AMdr clI jwx kr ky Aijhy hwlwq bx gey
sn[fwktr ny swP kih id`qw ik Aijhw b`cw jy bc vI jwvy qW swnUM KuSI
nhIN huMdI[qusIN AwpxI glqI krky b`cy dI jwn musIbq iv`c pw id`qI
hY[Aijhy b`cy bwry ku`J vI nhIN ikhw jw skdw ik auh TIk vI hovygw jW
nhIN[KYr hux qW smW h`QoN inkl cu`kw sI[
fwktr ny ikhw ik ies b`cy dI izMdgI dw koeI
Brosw nhIN[auh kdy vI ies dunIAW nUM Alivdw AwK skdw hY, pr ieh
ijMnI dyr vI ijauNdw rhygw, Apwihj izMdgI hI jIvygw qy AwpxI koeI vI
ikirAw sMBwlx dy kwbl nhIN hovygw[ieh suxidAW hI Gr dw hr jIA iek
dUjy nUM kosx l`gw[mW leI qW hux hr GVI iemiqhwn dI GVI sI[auh
AwpxI bdiksmqI dw doS iksnUM dyvy[svw mhIny bwAd auh Apwihj b`cy nUM
lY ky Awpxy Gr prq AweI, pr hux qW ijvyN Gr dw mwhol hI bdl cu`kw
sI[jo lok ausnUM h`QIN CwvW krdy sI, auh hux qwhny-imhxy dyx l`gy[Gr dI
roxk bxI nUMh hux GridAW leI kl-mUMhI qy nihS bx geI sI[ausdw pqI
vI ausnUM g`l-g`l qy kosx l`gw[KYr smW AwpxI qory qurdw irhw[auh s`B
dIAW cMgIAW-mwVIAW suxdI hoeI Awpxw J`t lMGwaux l`gI[ausny Awpxy -

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Awp nUM Awpxy q`k hI sIimq kr ilAw sI[koeI ku`J vI khy, isr su`t suxdI
rihMdI qy Awpxy Apwihj b`cy dI Bry mn nwl pirvirS iv`c jutI rihMdI[
jdoN ieh AxBol b`cw iqMn swlW dw hoieAw qW
AMjU dy pYr i&r qoN BwrI ho gey[dovyN jIA pihly b`cy qoN ieMny ijAwdw fry hoey
sn ik auh dUjy b`cy bwry soc vI nhIN sn skdy[ iek idn dovW jIAW ny
soicAw ik auh hor b`cw dunIAW iv`c nhIN ilAwauxgy[ies leI auh fwktr
kol slwh leI gey qW fwktr dy kihx qy smJwaux nwl aunHW ny Awpxw mn
bdl ilAw[fwktr dI s^q ihdwieq sI ik pihly b`cy dI AijhI izMdgI
leI qusIN Awp hI ijMmyvwr ho ,jy Awaux vwly b`cy dI qMdrusqI cwhuMdy ho qW
ies b`cy dw jnm hspqwl iv`c hI hoxw cwhIdw hY[smW bIiqAw qW AMjU dI
god iv`c ipAwrI jhI b`cI Aw geI[mW leI izMdgI ie`k pRIiKAw bx geI[
iek pwsy mwsUm bwlVI qy dUjy pwsy Apwhj pu`qr dI
sMBwl, jo nw dyK skdw hY , nw hI ku~J Awp Kw-pI skdw hY qy nw hI ku`J
bol skdw hY[aumr dy nwl ausdw SrIr vDx-Pu`lx qW l`gw hY pr ausnUM
koeI iksy qrHW dI soJI nhIN hY[auh BwvyN ku`J bol ky jW ieSwry nwl AwpxI
g`l nhIN sI smJw skdw pr iek g`l jo dyKx iv`c AwauNdI hY ik ausnUM
AwpxI mW dy h`QW dI Coh Aqy mW dI Awvwz dI pCwx hY qW hI qW mW dy nyVy
AwauNidAW hI auh roNdw hoieAw vI iek dm cu`p kr jWdw hY[ausnUM ies g`l
dI smJ hY ik ausdy nyVy koeI hY jW nhIN[jdoN vI auh ie`klw jW Bu`Kw huMdw hY
,qW auh ro-ro ky AwpxI hoNd jqwauNdw hY[isAwxy AwKdy ny gUMgy dIAW rmzW,
gUMgy dI mW hI jwxy[AMjU ausnUM dilAw, iK`cVI jW du`D jbrdsqI idMdI hY pr
auh msUm ku~J KWdy hoey vI roNdw hI rihMdw hY[KOry auh Kwx-pIx iv`c vI
qklI& mihsUs krdw hovy[BwvyN auh AwpxI ikirAw nhIN sI soD skdw pr
jdoN vI ig`lw jW gMdw ho jWdw hY qW vI ro ky hI iejhwr krdw hY[ausdy kMmW
qoN ivhlI ho ky ausdI mW typirkwfr au`qy sMgIq clw idMdI hY qy auh AxBol
gUVI nINdy ieMj soN jWdw hY ijvyN sMgIq dI dunIAw iv`c guAwicAw AwnMd mwx
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irhw hovy[jy Gr iv`c koeI au`cI vI boly qW auh qRbk jWdw hY[jy Gr dy jIAW
qoN ibnW koeI hor ausnUM h`Q vI lwvy qW auh kMbx lg pYNdw hY qy roxw SurU kr
idMdw hY, r`b hI jwxy auh Aijhw ikauN krdw hY[
AkSU jo hux skUL jWdI hY, jdoN auh skUloN Aw ky vIry
kol Aw ky AwKdI hY, mYN Aw geI AW vIry qW auh J`t mUMh Gumw ky Awvwz dw
ip`Cw krdw hY, ijvyN ik auh AwpxI BYx nUM dyKxw cwhMudw hovy, aus nwl g`lW
krnIAW cwhuMdw hovy, aus nwl Kyfxw cwhuMdw hovy, BYx nwl idl dI sWJ
pwauxI cwhuMdw hovy[aus dIAW rOSnI qoN surKrU pr hMJUAW nwl BrIAW A`KW
jd ie`Dr-au`Dr GuMmdIAW hn qW aus dI bybsI qy duKI idl dw hwl ibAwn
krdIAW lgdIAW hn[
AMjU Gr dy ruJyivAW iv`coN smW k`F ij`Qy pu`qr nUM
sMBwldI hY au~Qy DI nUM pVHwauNdy hoey vI aus dw iDAwn bybs p`uqr iv`c hI huMdw
hY[AkSU dy vwr-vwr bulwaux qy vI ausdI mW koeI jvwb nhIN idMdI qW auh
cIkdI qy au`cI-au`cI roNdI hoeI AwpxIAW kwpIAW ikqwbW cu`k -cu`k ky
sutxIAW SurU kr idMdI hY[keI vwrI qW mokw dyK ky auh vIry nUM dMdIAW vI
v`F ky Awpxy gu`sy dw iezhwr krdI hY[ausnUM vIry nwl moh qW AwauNdw hY pr
ausnUM ieMj lgdw hY ik swry ausdy vIry dw hI iDAwn r`Kdy hn, ausdI koeI
prvwh nhIN krdw[jy koeI ausnUM smJwaux dI koiSs vI krdw hY qW auh
ausnUM vI gwlHW k`FdI hY qy ku`txw-mwrnw SurU kr idMdI hY[
ausnUM KuS r`Kx dI ijMnI koiSS kIqI jWdI hY, auh aunI hI
ij`dI bxdI jw rhI hY[mwsUm b`cI hY[auh vI cwhuMdI hY ik Gr iv`c ausdw
vIrw aus nwl Kyfy[auh ausnUM kut`dI hY qW ik auh vI ausnUM ku`ty[jdoN auh
ausdI iksy vI hrkq qy g`l dw jvwb nhIN idMdw qW auh ausnUM hlux ky
SrwrqW krn leI pRyrdI hY[auh jo ku`J vI KWdI hY, Awpxy vIry nUM KuAwaux
dI vI koiSS krdI hY[AwpxI koiSS iv`c jdoN auh nwkwm ho jWdI hY qW pwxI

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jvwb vI ro ky hI idMdw hY[
auh bwzwr jWdI hY qW vIry leI vI vMn -suvMny kpVy lYx dI ij`d
krdI hY qy Gr Aw ky ausnUM zbr-dsqI k`pVy puAwauNdI hY pr jdoN Awpxy
mksd iv`c kwmXwb nhIN huMdI qW au`cI-au`cI roxw SurU kr idMdI hY, qW aus
dw vIrw vI au`cI au`cI rox l`g pYNdw hY[aus vyly auh Awpxw roxw Bu`l ky vIry
nUM cu`p krvwaux l`gdI hY qW AMjU ausdI mW AwpxI b`icAW dI bybsI qy KUn
dy hMJU foldI hoeI DI dI rIJ pUrI krn leI Awpxy ijgr dy toty nUM nvyN
k`pVy puAwauNdI hY qW AkSU vIry nwl swry hI igly -iSkvy B`ul ky ausnUM klwvy
iv`c lY ky byqhwSw ipAwr krdI hY qy h`Q joV ky qy A`KW bMd krky r`b A`gy
Ardws krdI hY[hy r`bw! myry vIry nUM TIk kr dy, myrw aus nwl Kyfx nUM
bhuq jIA krdw hY[iPr mW nUM AwKdI hY ik jdoN vIrw TIk ho jwvygw qW myry
nwl pVHx leI skUl jwvygw[myrw v`fw vIr hY nw, myry leI bhuq swry
iKfwauxy ilAwvygw[AsIN rl ky GuMmx jwieAw krWgy[
AMjU mwsUm b`cI dIAW g`lW suxdI hoeI socW iv`c fu`b jWdI
hY[Awpxy do b`icAW qy Gr nUM sMBwldI hoeI iek mW iksy A`gy du`KVw roA vI
qW nhIN skdI[socW dy smuMdrW iv`c goqy KWdI qy Awpxy Awp nwl hI g`lW
krdI hoeI auh Aksr kih au`TdI hY, pqw nhIN puq`rw ipCly jnm iv`c qUM
mwVy krm kIqy sn ik mYN, ijs dw &l AsIN ies jnm iv`c Bugq rhyN hW[

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ausdw g`l-g`l qy BVk au`Txw,Avw-qvw bolxw ijvyN izMdgI dI rutIn hI bx
cu`kw sI[Awpxy-Awp nUM sdw hI srv-gux sMpMn smJx vwlw mhyS hr iek
nUM byvkU& Aqy jwihl hI ikAwsdw[dunIAW dw hr dUsrw bMdw aus leI gMvwr
sI[ Swied iehI kwrn sI ik auh Awpxy Awp iv`c hI ismt ky rih igAw
sI[ausdI pqnI mInw, iksy skUL iv` c AiDAwipkw sI, jo bhuq hI h`s-mu`K
Aqy imlxswr AOrq sI[hryk dy su`K-d`uK iv`c Swml hoxw ausdI SKsIAq
dw iek v`fw gux sI[smwijk ivhwr qW koeI aus koloN is`Ky, pr Gr iv`c
ausnUM pqI vloN hmysW gu`q ip`Cy m`q vwlI jnwnI

kih ky hI duqkwirAw

jWdw[aus dIAW KUbIAW nUM qW kdy mhyS ny slwihAw hI nhIN sI[jy kdy koeI
Bu`l-Bu`lyKy ausdI iS&q kr vI idMdw qW auh idn aus leI ikAwmq ilAw
idMdw pr auh Gr dI su`K-SWqI leI s`B-ku`J dV v`t sih jWdI[ausdy b`cy
AwKdy ik mW jd quhwfw koeI ksUr hI nhIN huMdw qW qusIN pwpw nUM mo VvW
jvwb ikauN nhIN idMdy pr auh b`icAw nUM vI koeI s&weI dyxw jrUrI nw
smJdI, sgoN Awpxy bcpn v`l muV jWdI[
ausdw bcpn vI qW Aijhy mwhol iv`c hI bIiqAw sI[auh vI
qW cwry BYx-Brw AwpxI mW nUM Aijhw hI AwKdy sn qy ausdI mW Aksr
AwKdI ik mYN Gr iv`c klyS vDwauxw nhIN cwhuMdI[A`j TIk iehI hwl mInw
dw vI sI[b`cy kI jwnx ik AOrqW nUM brwbrI dw drjw dyx dI hwmI Brn
vwlw mrd smwj ^oKly AwdrSW iv`c hI ijauNdw hY[jdoN vI kdy auh ivhlI
huMdI qW Awpxy -Awp nwl g`lW krdI hoeI socdI ik GrW iv`c rihx vwlIAW
AOrqW hI aus nwloN cMgIAW hn,jo GrylU kMmW kwrW qoN ivhlIAW ho ky AwpsI
du`K-su`K qW &ol lYNdIAW hn,pr auh qW Aijhw vI nhIN kr skdI[Gr iv`c
pqI dw dbwE qy skUl iv`c muKI dw BYA[

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stw& dw hr mYNbr frdw sI[isAwxy AwKdy hn ik bury qoN nhIN bury dI
burweI qoN frdy hW[TIk iehI mwhol ausdy skUl dw sI[ibnHW vjHw qoN hr vyly
hr iksy nUM muKI dw Avw-qvw bolxw Aqy ku`qy dI v`FI hoeI qy nIcI jwqI dy
lok kihxw

qikAw klwm sI[auh kry qW kI kry[ausnUM ku`J vI smJ nw

AwauNdw[ auh c`kI dy do puVW iv`cwly burI qrHW nwl ips rhI sI[brwbr dw
kmw ky vI auh pqI dIAW nzrW iv`c kdy au`cI nw au`T skI[pqI nUM hr cIj
smyN isr iqAwr br iqAwr cwhIdI sI,pr aus dIAW BwvnwvW dI iksy nUM vI
prvwh nhIN sI[pqI dI KuSI iv`c hr Ku SI Bwlx vwlI mInw ny Awpxw vjUd
kdy gOilAw hI nhIN sI[keI vwr auh AMdro -AMdrI qV&dI qy jdoN pqI dy
julm dI A`q ho jWdI qW aus dIAW A`KW iv`coN hMJU Awp-muhwry ifgx lgdy[
auh duKI ho ky pqI qoN Awpxw ksUr pu`CdI[pr mhyS ksUr d`sx dI QW
AwKdw,hrwm-jwdI jnwnIAW vwly cilq`r krdI Aw,roxw qW n`k qy
r`iKAw[auh mW dI gHwl k`Fdw hoieAw AwKdw, mW--- . Awpxw ksUr
pu`CdI Aw[myry jIvn dI s`B qoN v`fI glqI,mYN qW aus idn nUM pCqwauNdw
ij`dx mYN qyry nwl ivAwh krvwieAw sI[AijhIAW quhmqW aus nUM AMdr q`k
cIr jWdIAW[pr bybs mInw kol koeI cu`p rihx qoN isvw hor koeI cwrw hI
nw rihMdw[
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