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466 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published October 29, 1965
“I could spend the rest of my life reading, just satisfying my curiosity–because you can hardly mention anything I’m not curious about. I don’t think anybody ever got more out of going to prison than I did. In fact, prison enabled me to study far more intensively than I would have if my life had gone differently and I had attended some college. I imagine that one of the biggest troubles with colleges is there are too many distractions, too much panty-raiding, fraternities, and boola-boola and all of that. Where else but a prison could I have attacked my ignorance by being able to study intensely sometimes as much as fifteen hours a day?”While in prison, he spent long hours devouring books, using a slither of light that entered his cell during the night to carry on reading into the small hours of the morning. He read a range of authors including Englishman H.G. Wells, sociologist W.E.B. Du Bois, geneticist Mendel, and historian Will Durant. Having forgotten much of his elementary education by the time he found himself in prison, Malcolm first focused on self-education, initially by way of reading, writing and memorizing the dictionary. The long hours Malcolm spent in this process paid hugely, as he went on to become a masterful communicator, so gifted in speech.
“The ability to read awoke inside of me some long dormant craving to be mentally alive.”
“Despite my firm convictions, I have always been a man who tried to face facts, and to accept the reality of life as new experience and new knowledge unfolds it.”He never failed to challenge himself in search for the truth, and I applaud that.
“Don't strike the puppet. Strike the puppeteer.”He eventually built his way out of his foul situation, and deserves a lot of respect for it. If we cannot help change the environments of the oppressed, we should at the very least avoid being dismissive and judgmental of them. Malcolm himself in his autobiography lamented how the hustlers that he used to engage in criminality with might have been mathematicians or brain surgeons had the environment not been as rigged against them from their early childhood.
“I learned early that crying out in protest could accomplish things. My older brothers and sister had started to school when, sometimes, they would come in and ask for a buttered biscuit or something and my mother, impatiently, would tell them no. But I would cry out and make a fuss until I got what I wanted. I remember well how my mother asked me why I couldn't be a nice boy like Wilfred; but I would think to myself that Wilfred, for being so nice and quiet, often stayed hungry. So early in life, I had learned that if you want something, you had better make some noise.”Vilified by his critics as an anti-white demagogue, Malcolm X gave a voice to unheard African-Americans, bringing them pride, hope and fearlessness, and remains an inspirational and important figure in the fight for equal rights.
“And if I can die having brought any light, having exposed any meaningful truth that will help to destroy the racist cancer that is malignant in the body of America—then, all of the credit is due to Allah. Only the mistakes have been mine.”Thank you for everything, Malcolm. Rest in Power.
“If Malcolm X were not a Negro, his autobiography would be little more than a journal of abnormal psychology, the story of a burglar, dope pusher, addict and jailbird—with a family history of insanity—who acquires messianic delusions and sets forth to preach an upside-down religion of ‘brotherly’ hatred.”Sensationalist, yes? Reminiscent of certain responses to Twelve Years a Slave winning multiple Academy Awards at this year's Oscars, and this is nearly fifty years on. Within these pages, Malcolm X spoke of a hope that by the year 2000, the white-washing of Jesus and other Biblical figures would be ended, and the true unresolved question of their physical aspects would be reflected by portrayals ranging all across the spectrum. In the year 2014, certain groups had conniptions over suggestions that Santa Clause could be black. The world goes on, and popular thought appropriates.
-Saturday Evening Post, Sept. 12, 1965
“So as a black man and especially as a black American, any stand that I formerly took, I don’t think that I would have to defend it because it’s still a reaction to the society, and it’s a reaction that was produced by the society; and I think that it is the society that produces this that should be attacked, not the reaction that develops among the people who are the victims of that negative society.”It is interesting to note how soon after Malcolm's change of heart he was assassinated. It is interesting to note how his message as a living embodiment of hope for those who have slipped through the cracks of well-to-do society has been seen as a mark against him. It is key to observe the contentions over the non-fictional aspect of this work, when the existence of Columbus Day renders the controversy not only absurd, but obscene. Either do not discriminate in your pointing of fingers at act and advocation of physical violence, or don't do it at all.
-From the Pierre Berton Show, taped at Station CFTO-TV in Toronto, January 19, 1965
That morning was when I first began to reappraise the “white man”. It was when I first began to perceive that “white man,” as commonly used, means complexion only secondarily; primarily it described attitudes and actions. In America, “white man” meant specific attitudes and actions toward the black man, and toward all other non-white men. But in the Muslim world, I had seen that men with white complexions were more genuinely brotherly than anyone else had ever been.X had dinner at Azzam’s home. Azzam’s father treated Malcom like a son, and explained to him, “how color, the complexities of color, and the problems of color which exist in the Muslim world, exist only where, and to the extent that, that area of the Muslim world has been influenced by the West.”
That morning was the start of a radical alteration in my whole outlook about “white” men.
”True, sir! My trip to Mecca has opened my eyes. I no longer subscribe to racism! I have adjusted my thinking to the point where I believe that whites are human beings … as long as this is borne out by their humane attitudes toward Negroes.”Several pages later Haley describes a Canadian TV program on which X was asked about integration and intermarriage:
They picked at his “racist” image. “I’m not a racist. I’m not condemning whites for being whites, but for their deeds. I condemn what whites collectively have done to our people collectively.”
The Times’ Handler, beside me, was taking notes and muttering under his breath, “Incredible! Incredible!” I was thinking the same thing.
”I believe in recognizing every human being as a human being – neither white, black, brown, or red; and when you are dealing with humanity as a family there’s no question of integration or intermarriage. It’s just one human being marrying another human being …And Haley writes, “From this, it would be fair to say that one month before his death, Malcolm had revised his views on intermarriage to the point where he regarded it as simply a personal matter.”
عاهدتُ الله ألا أنسى أن الإسلام هو الذي أعطاني الأجنحة التى أحلِّق بها اليوم، ولم أنس ذلك أبدًا.. لم أنسه لحظة واحدة
مالكوم إكس
Nobody can give you freedom
Nobody can give you equality
or justice or anything
If you're a man take it
من أروع المذكرات التى قرأتها في حياتي مذكرات مالكوم اكس او الحاج مالك الشباز .
كيف كان مفكر وقائدا ومدافع عن حقوق السود وفاضحا للممارسات العنصرية لدي البيض وتاريخهم الدموي
وفى نفس الوقت باحث عن الحقيقة لم يتوقف يوما عند رأي ثابت .. غير رأيه وحياته بالكامل عندما دخل السجن وخرج منه مؤمنا بالاسلام ولكن عن طريق الأليجا محمد وبعد اثنا عشر عاما معه وبعد ذهابه للحج عرف الاسلام على الحق , وعرف أن ليس كل انسان أبيض شيطان ولكن يجب ان نحاسبه على أفعاله وليس لونه .
ومن اكثر ما أعجبني فى شخصية مالكوم أنه قارئا وفاهما لتاريخ وواعياً وناقدا للبرجوازية السوداء كما يحب أن يوصفها والفرق بين أسود الحقل وأسود المنزل
وكيف كان واعيا فى رأيه في انتخابات الرئاسة عندما قارن بين الذئب والثعلب بين الرئيس جونسون ومنافسه وان الذئب افضل للسود لأنه يكرههم صراحة وان زمجرة الذئب ستبقهيم اكثر احتراسا ومستعدا للقتال ولكن الثعلب الذي يضحك علانية لهم ويظهر أنه يحبهم ويمارس اضهاده سرا سيبقيني غافلا
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وقرأة مالكوم وفهمه لمسيرة واشنطت التى تحولت من مظاهرة غاضبة الى اجتماع راق كسياق الخيل
كان مفكرا عظيما وقائدا الله يرحم الحاج مالك الشباز .
إن حسن المعاملة لا يعني لي شيئاً ما دام الرجل الأبيض لن ينظر إلى كما ينظر الى نفسه , قد يشاركني فى الحلو ولكن لن يشاركني المر, وعندما تتغول فى أعماق نفسه تجد أنه مازال مقتنعا أنه أفضل مني
إنى لا أدافع عن العنف ولكن اذا داس رجل علي قدمي فإنني سأدوس على أصابع قدمه
إن الأمريكي الأسود لا يريد الا حقوقه الانسانية ان يكرم كبني ادم , الا يفر منه البيض كما لو أنه مصاب يالطاعون, ألا يعزل فى الأحياء الزنجية كالحيوان , ألا يعيش مختفياً وأن يمشي مرفوع الرأس كبنى أدم.
النجمة الناقصة لان الترجمة فى اول الكتاب كانت سيئة ولكن كمذكرات تستحق اكثر من خمس نجوم