Unquiet: Unquiet Series, #1
By Kay Camden
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Unquiet spirits. A gathering underground war. And a love that complicates everything.
In Mick's quiet Missouri town, strangers stand out—especially mysterious women who vandalize cars in front of the local grocery store. It's strange, but none of Mick's business … until he notices the woman's busted lip. The right thing to do is offer her a ride and a place to hide out—which is how he ends up with her knife against his throat in his own apartment.
Waapikoona has nearly reached her quota of bodies to raise her sister from the dead. When it's this easy to take her next valuable soul, she can't say no. But she stalls killing Mick, sensing another regret she'll have to carry in her already dark world.
Old bones are stirring underground, changing Mick. Waapikoona has crossed the circle of time, made a pact with a powerful underworld demon, and angered the thunderbirds. Mick can't escape his new calling: stop Waapikoona and the unquiet she's dragged into his town.
Kay Camden
Kay Camden is equal parts writer, reader, and metalhead, who believes the best stories are love stories and all heroes must have a cool car. She writes twisty plots with smart heroines, haunted heroes, ancient feuds, forbidden love, magic, and revenge. She lives with her husband, two children, and an assortment of four-legged creatures in the middle of the U.S.A. next to the mighty Mississippi River. Other interests include learning the Irish language and listening to a lot of EBM/industrial/synthpop electronica and dark/progressive/hardcore metal the only way those types of music are meant to be played: LOUD. Subscribe to kaycamden.com to receive updates about new releases in your inbox.
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Unquiet - Kay Camden
It was a quick stop at the store for milk and eggs, but that wasn’t what Mick Svendsen brought home.
He heard the vicious metal-on-metal screech when he opened his car door. For once it wasn’t coming from his work-in-progress car. The grocery store’s lot was empty enough to amplify any noise, not that this one needed any help. A sound like that could only be bringing destruction, and his attention went straight to the target of his slow, appreciative drive-by in the parking lot a moment before. Now someone was standing beside that sweet Nissan 300ZX. A woman, tall and lean, in a brown puffy coat with a furry hood, her shiny black hair competing with the shine on that perfect paint job—no longer so perfect because of the crowbar shrieking across the hood.
Not my business, Mick thought. His mouth didn’t listen.
Hey!
he called. The wind bullied him across the parking lot, tearing his jacket open. No one should ever damage a car like that, not on purpose. It was bad for a person’s karma. There ain’t many of those around anymore. You’re—
The pop of the windshield exploding cut him off. It paused his advance toward her. Anyone crazy enough to perform this kind of unabashed vandalism in broad daylight was crazy enough to use that crowbar on him.
She glanced at him then. Not caught, but expectant. Unashamed, undeterred. Not the slightest touch of guilt. A gust of wind hit again, lifting her hair all around her face as it shoved against Mick’s back.
Okay, maybe put the crowbar down.
Mick unpocketed his phone, looking around for other witnesses only to find he was on his own. Stuff like this didn’t happen in his small Missouri town. Or maybe it only happened in small Missouri towns. He figured people in larger places might have more street sense than to get mixed up in this.
She smashed out the driver’s side window. Glass sprayed Mick and sprinkled the pavement around him. He turned away, feeling cold jagged pieces crawl down his shirt collar and settle in his hair, wondering how easy it would be to disarm a woman wielding a crowbar. The only woman he’d ever wrestled was his sister decades ago as a kid, and she was meaner and always victorious.
As she stepped to the rear of the car, Mick got the urge to throw himself across it. Which was ironic, because minutes ago he was fantasizing it would blow a crucial part while in town so it would find its way to his shop and become his project for the day. He didn’t replace glass though. She needed to aim for the motor. The twin turbos. The thought was practically a sin.
Tires!
he called out. He could fix tires. All four of ’em. They want it. They’re beggin’. You got a knife?
Her insanity must be infectious because now he was sick in the head. But she’d stopped, and was facing him head-on now, reaching into her open coat. This is the moment he should’ve been dropping to the ground. She produced a shiny thing—click—a switchblade, now flipping through the air for Mick to catch—which he did, by the handle, with no idea how.
Get to work,
she said.
Me? No way, lady, this is all you.
He couldn’t believe no one had come out of the store or pulled into the parking lot. Time seemed suspended for the world, for everyone but him.
Don’t call me ‘lady.’
Okay—ma’am?
Now armed, he approached. He eyed the crowbar. She eyed him eyeing it. Maybe it was a little weird to call a woman his age ‘lady’ and ‘ma’am,’ but there were no other good words, and ‘beautiful’ wasn’t going to go over too well either, even though it was true. She wasn’t from here, that was for sure. Everyone in Wyona came from similar looking genetic stock. Caucasian—and she had none in her. A face of planes and angles, a set of the darkest eyes perched over high broad cheekbones, matching silky hair parted in the middle.
Asian? Mick thought, knowing he was wrong, but it was the closest thing he had.
Stop judging me.
I ain’t. I’m tryin’ to figure you out.
Now he was close enough to see the web of red in the white of one eye. The bruise in the center of a split lip. Understanding struck bright and hard. This car was making a small payment for a much larger crime.
He folded the knife. There was complication here, a ton more than he could shoulder. He just wanted milk and eggs. Then he wanted to go home and relax for the first time in weeks, on a surprise afternoon off from job number one due to splitting his forearm wide open. Business was slow enough at the shop for the boss to send him home, and for once he took it. Job number two started in a few hours. He was hoping to get some dishes done and change the lightbulb in the bathroom and collect his brain.
Have you figured it out?
the woman asked.
The question was unbearably loaded, the answer too heavy for Mick’s already piled plate. I’ve gotta … Is there someone you can call?
He handed the folded knife to her. It dangled there while she watched him, like she was now trying to figure him out. Her fingers then brushed his as she took it back. The crowbar slid out of her hand, clanging on the cold pavement. The sound echoed through him, the last iteration settling at last in his heart.
He stepped back. Too much—too close. He couldn’t even determine what. She was no longer a threat—to him or to the car. It was over; he was done here. But he couldn’t seem to end it, couldn’t get his feet to walk away. It felt more like he needed to come up with the next thing to say, to draw this meeting out, to fully unwrap it. That little brush of the fingers lingered, a promise of something about to begin or something that already had. Curiosity bit like a horsefly on the back of his neck, one he didn’t even want to swat away.
Where’s your car at?
Because it was fair to assume the one she just trashed wasn’t hers.
I have no car.
There was no way to get around this town without a car. What, did you blow in on the wind?
She tilted her head, her severe eyes going soft like he was the butt of a joke. I’m on foot.
In Wyona?
Something caught her attention behind him. Over his shoulder he spotted a top-heavy man in a flannel jacket moving at a good clip straight for them. Mick’s brain gave him two quick announcements:
You’re standing next to a very vandalized car.
You need to run.
He couldn’t run. She would be left. She had the crowbar for defense but wasn’t picking it up. She wasn’t doing anything but staring at the guy heading toward them.
Get in my car,
Mick said. Now.
She didn’t need any more encouragement. They ran and got in, his tires chirping as he pulled through the space in front of him, using the short double row of cars as cover. Any guy who drove a 300ZX would know cars and would know the Brazen Orange GTO was the only one in town. Probably the only one in the state. Mick made a right out of the lot to avoid having to wait for a hole in both lanes of traffic because it felt like that guy was at his back bumper, ready to tear it off.
Where can I drop you?
Mick asked, desperate to get himself out of the complication he just invited in.
Here,
she said.
They weren’t even an eighth of a mile away from the crime scene. One main road through town, one route that guy would take to find a woman he probably knows is on foot. And there was nothing around but an abandoned firehouse, a used car lot, and a cattle pasture.
I’d like to do better than drop you on the road.
He didn’t want to stop at all. That guy was probably gaining on them.
There’s nowhere else.
He glanced at her, but she wouldn’t look at him. Two tiny earrings nestled in the curve of her upper ear, colorful beads dangled from her lobe. She hung her head, eyes closed. The shame he expected to see when he caught her with the crowbar was here now, evident in the slant of her shoulders and drop of her chin, palpable and picking at Mick’s heart.
Damn it. Mick almost said it aloud. This wasn’t a stray kitten, this was a woman, with a truckload of baggage that would not fit in his apartment alongside his own. Two jobs to support his father’s homecare nurse and his single-parent sister and her three kids, the youngest with medical bills so insane it would make any hardworking person cry. Three jobs, he corrected. As soon as it got cold enough for snow. December in Missouri should be cold and snowy, not mild and windy like it had been. He’d be plowing at night as soon as that weather decided to hit. It left no time for sleep.
He couldn’t bring this woman home. It was a wreck. He was out of milk and eggs. No spare room, no time to prepare one.
Watching his mirror for a 300ZX, he drifted to the shoulder. She put her hand on the door handle, pulling it, but not enough to catch. Then she looked at him.
I can’t do this anymore.
Spoken on an outward breath, it was a whisper so quiet it wasn’t meant for him.
Sorry, I…
What? Mick thought. Can’t help you? Don’t want to help you? He wasn’t sure which it was. And the curve in the road behind him was too empty, too ready to spit that guy straight at him. His GTO wasn’t fully rebuilt yet. He had to go easy on the horses or the spent shocks and struts would have them in a ditch. Using a project car as a daily driver wasn’t ideal, but it was his only set of wheels. He should’ve kept the Honda.
But when a GTO is towed into your shop with more problems than the owner can afford to fix, the nice thing to do is take it off that guy’s hands, right?
The woman was still in his car. Mick’s brain, a disconnected mess. The road behind him still gaping. Continuing in the same direction would take him farther from home, where he needed to get some stuff done before his shift started. So he put the car in gear and took the road into Bryson’s farm, knowing the driveway dumped into a gravel road that led to the back of the property with access to the route home. He’d talk himself out of it before he got there. Right now, it was a slick way to lose the 300ZX guy.
Police station in Clarkson,
he said five minutes later. The thought had gone straight to his mouth. The trip would eat up so much time.
No police.
Stiff, detached, she stared deadpan through the windshield. I just need a couple hours to hide. Until he leaves.
The last part seemed an afterthought. Insincere, for some reason.
Mick thought himself back to town, trying to think of somewhere she’d be safe for a couple hours. Everything was too close together. She’d catch too many eyes. People would wonder who the newcomer was, word would spread, and that guy would hear about it and find her.
What if he don’t leave?
He will.
Then you get out—how?
Her smile was small on her lips but big in her eyes. The wind.
If only she could use the gusts shoving his car for something useful. He had two hands on the wheel to keep within the lines. If the wind would figure out which direction it wanted to blow, at least then he might be able to predict how to hold the wheel.
The monstrous sycamore in the front yard of Mick’s place was fighting the wind, too. Behind it, the turn-of-the-century red-brick two-story with a stone porch sat unaffected, its many windows darkened by curtains. Mick parked behind the house, out of view from the road, on his landlord’s grass. Old Mae would tear him up for it, but it was a better option than having to explain why he was housing a vandal. He wasn’t the kind of guy to make a stray woman hide out in the ramshackle barn near the back fence, especially since it might finally surrender to gravity with the urging of the weather. So he took her to the steps leading under the house to his basement apartment.
Don’t move,
he said inside, closing the door.
As he grabbed a pair of boots and a dirty sweatshirt that’d fallen off the armchair, he saw her cross her arms and lean against the closed door. Crap was everywhere, the whole apartment littered with stuff he never had time to put away. He took it all in like he was the guest, and whoever lived here was a slob. He moved armfuls into the bedroom and shut the door. Cleared the table of days’ old dishes, dumping them in the sink. The whole time he watched her, how she stayed in that guarded position, her gaze following his every move.
Now cleared of books and half-folded clothes, the couch was free. He didn’t know her name. Didn’t want to call her ‘ma’am.’ You’re welcome to sit.
She didn’t need to look at him; she already was. In one quick move she squatted, one arm toward the floor, fist opening like she was releasing a set of dice, only nothing was there. She stood to face him again. The leveled gaze, those dark eyes. He was glad they were small. Any bigger and that intense darkness would absorb him.
He shed his jacket, fixed the bandage that had partially unwrapped from his forearm. I don’t have much to drink. Water’s pretty much it. You kind of interrupted my grocery run.
He offered a small smile, hoping she’d see he wasn’t being an ass about it. God, when was the last time he’d had a woman in his apartment who wasn’t his sister?
Forgive me,
she said.
There was nothing for him to forgive. What she’d obviously been through wasn’t her fault. And she hadn’t asked for his help. He’d offered it. Not that he needed to say any of this, or that he could—because now she was chanting in some strange language and her eyes were being engulfed by a smoky cataract so otherworldly he backed into his tiny kitchen table, knocking it three feet across the tile.
A futile move. She was on him. A click of that switchblade as she spun him, his back to her front, blade against his throat. A sharp burst of adrenaline peeled through him.
Her voice, deep and gritty in his ear. I don’t like what you represent.
Poverty?
he said. A sharp elbow to the ribs. Ow!
What your kind have done.
My—oh, shit, really? It’s time to bash the white guy?
He swallowed to steady his pulse. Freaking out would get him nowhere.
Your Viking blood reeks.
He laughed. My what?
It wasn’t funny. This dramatic a shift in the day was absurd, and his brain had already become unglued. Jagged metal tearing five inches of his forearm at the shop started the fun, now sharp metal splitting his jugular was going to end it. Was this how his father felt when the dementia started taking hold? Was it coming for him now?
No way. This wasn’t happening, and he was going to stop it. This woman was as tall as him but not as strong. Armed, yes, but to hell with that. He wasn’t about to be murdered in his own crappy apartment.
With a knife blade against his neck, Mick figured it out fast: this was a scam. He’d been set up. Rewinding the last thirty minutes to analyze it for clues distracted him enough to delay the auditory input of a knock on the door.
Who’s that?
He took a moment to determine who it could be. He had nothing but a foggy fatigue even more present after the adrenaline dump. No idea.
Get rid of them.
The knife withdrew. So did her grasp on his arm. Well this was easy. Open the door and run. Those two things shone bright and clear in all the shock and rattled nerves.
He opened the door. He couldn’t run. Because standing there was his sister, Kari, with the baby on her hip, her two other kids elbowing each other at her side. Why are you parked out back? When I didn’t see the car I thought you got in a crash or—
She caught sight of Mick’s guest, her voice going instantly formal. Oh, I’m sorry.
Mick didn’t hear an apology. He heard confusion. Which was dead straight. A faraway part of him remembered her text from earlier, her frantic plea to replace a sick babysitter. And Mick had told her it was her lucky day—he’d gotten the afternoon off and could watch Doug and Janie so she could take baby Helen to one of her many appointments. Today’s doctor was hard to get in to see. Canceling meant another long wait, time Helen should be using to get better.
He put a hand on the back of Doug’s head to usher him in. It’s okay,
he said to Kari. We’re good. You go on.
She shrugged off a kid’s backpack and handed him the strap, mouthing, You sure?
Yes. Go.
He opened his hand to Janie, who’d gone shy because of the strange woman in her uncle’s normally uneventful apartment. A guest wasn’t just a rare event, it was a never event. Come on, little birdie.
Janie took his hand. He’d hooked an arm around Doug, a casual hug to keep him from straying too close to the woman. Together, they watched Kari strap Helen into the back of her sun-bleached Buick and leave. Then Mick turned around to determine if his car vandal friend looked like the type to attack children, and if he should drag them to his car and get the heck out before she did. This woman had been the victim a few minutes ago. She wasn’t anymore—far from it. But neither was Mick.
So, looks like I’m babysittin’ this afternoon. Rain check?
He injected as much friendliness as he could. Not that the kids would be fooled. They were too keen on these things now.
In his pocket his phone dinged. He took it out.
Kari: I’m SO sorry.
She knew how long it’d been since he’d had the time or desire for a date. He couldn’t wait to tell her how much she’d saved him.
You don’t babysit your own kids.
They ain’t mine.
Mick answered before realizing the inflection in her comment meant it was more than a judgment call. It was bait.
But why should this random woman care whose kids they were? What did she want from a guy who had nothing but a partially trashed used car and a messy basement apartment? The whole thing was so bizarre, maybe the parking lot scene had been a hallucination. The 300ZX hadn’t followed him because it never existed in the first place.
Mick made a mental note to ask Kari when their dad first started showing signs of dementia. Surely thirty-seven was too young—even though this day might have a different opinion on that. He swiveled the kids aside so the woman could pass.
Rain check,
she said, her eyes hooked so deeply into him he could barely breathe.
Relief to see her leaving came on so hard he didn’t notice the door open or close. One moment she was there, the next, gone.
Janie poked him in the leg. Uncle Mick, who was that lady?
Just a friend.
She wrinkled her nose, not buying it. At six years old she could already see through every excuse and white lie, and she could spell, which made speaking to other adults over her head impossible.
I got homework,
Doug said, dropping his backpack to the floor. I got to show you my new drawings first, though. Saber-toothed tiger dragon I did today. Yesterday, cobragator.
He located the notebook and flipped pages, handing it to Mick once the right mythical animal combo was found.
Mick was too distracted trying to determine whether what had just transpired was real or the work of a sleep-deprived brain. An overworked brain. A brain setting one foot on the first step leading to inherited dementia. And he had no idea what he was going to feed them for dinner. You kids want pizza?
Kari knocked on the door several hours later—something she never did if picking up the kids. December’s eager darkness had consumed the daylight. Mick’s three small rectangular windows at the ceiling were black behind the thin curtains. Watching television with the kids left him nearly asleep in the dim light, so he flipped on the main overhead light and opened the door.
Her eyes were red from crying. He hated when she cried.
You don’t gotta cry alone in the car like that.
Helen was with me. And she’s asleep in the car, so I gotta—
You know what I mean. Hold it in so you can unload it at my kitchen table like old times.
Not something he should bring up. But he wasn’t just tired anymore, he was angry. He’d had too long to convince himself how badly he’d been scammed, and he was so tired of people, and the world, and that no matter how hard he worked he never got ahead. Everything was stacked so high against him there was no way to even see future financial security, much less aim for it.
I don’t want the kids to see. Were they good?
Built into the question was also, Is she still here?
Mick started to push her back outside so he could explain in private, but his own eyes burned—not from despair, but fatigue—and the story was a long, unbelievable one that needed to be divulged in the happy light of day and not in the cold chill of a winter night. All that wind had brought winter in hard, judging from the intense drop in temperature in just a few hours. He waved her in so he could close the door before all his expensive heat got sucked out.
Instead, he said, They’re always good. Good enough to leave with Old Mae if this happens again and I can’t—
Mick, I’m not expecting an elderly woman to watch my kids.
He was too tired to argue. He’d never won before, and he’d surely not win now. So, more bad news?
She gathered a brave breath. Not exactly. Not good news either. But some possibilities. I’m tryin’ not to get my hopes up.
Janie ran into her legs, clinging to her. She always got so needy when the TV made her sleepy. She had tried to cuddle Mick, complaining the whole time he was not soft like Mommy.
Doug wants to spend the night here, but I got a U-Fill shift tonight.
Doug materialized behind them. I can stay up, Mom. I’ll draw behind the counter and stay quiet. And help Uncle Mick.
Kari gave Mick the look that said a million things. Among them: You do too much for me. I can’t ask you to do this but it would mean the world to him.
It’s cool. It’s only until midnight. I like the company.
Yeah,
Doug chimed in. If I come, he won’t be lonely.
Nothing ever beat ten-year-old logic.
Several nights a week Mick worked the six to midnight shift at a 24-hour U-Fill gas station convenience store on the interstate. The owner could no longer afford to pay two clerks during the night. It was a lonely job, but a peaceful one. Business was slow but steady, one monotonous sale of gasoline and sundries to sleepy travelers and caffeinated truck drivers spaced by long stretches of quiet. Sometimes he got to run a junkie out of the unisex restroom. Sometimes he got to catch shoplifters and tell them to get lost. More often he had to chase raccoons out of the dumpster. They were sneakier than the junkies and shoplifters combined.
Mostly he spent the hours reading secondhand paperback Westerns behind the counter, drinking coffee and trying not to fall asleep. He hit the coffee as soon as he clocked in. Then he parked Doug by the door to the restroom with instructions to holler if someone came in the store, and he went to the sink to scrub his grease monkey fingernails with the scrub brush he hid on a ledge in the back of the cabinet. If his boss saw him working with dirty nails, he’d kill him then fire him. In that order. Usually he cleaned up at home, but sometimes he didn’t have time if he got stuck late at the shop. And sometimes he was too busy stopping women from vandalizing cars then saving them from violent boyfriends then taking them to his apartment and getting nearly assaulted by them.
What?
he said to his reflection in the restroom mirror after reliving the day’s events for the hundredth time.
What?
came from outside the door.
Nothing, Dougie. Just talkin’ to myself.
He fixed the edge of the bandage on his arm and rolled his sleeve back over it. He should probably clean the wound again and apply a fresh bandage. He was too tired to care.
Hey, it ain’t Dougie anymore, remember?
Aw, shoot,
Mick said, coming out. You’ll have to go easy on me, Douglas. Habits are hard for old folks to break.
"Not Douglas either. Doug."
Gotcha.
Mick dragged the folding chair from the back room and set it up behind the counter in Doug’s normal spot. Visible to Mick, invisible to customers. He rang up a bottle of chocolate milk and set it on the chair. Doug unzipped his backpack to retrieve his sketchbook and pencil and settled in, catching Mick’s eye. Contentment, admiration, gratitude—it was the look a boy should give his father, not his uncle. Well, not this uncle, the man responsible for that child’s fatherlessness. It always felt too much like Mick’s fault. He’d befriended the guy; he’d introduced him to his sister. For years after that he’d watched the guy treat her like shit. Then one day Kari mentioned divorce, and Mick found her a lawyer and helped her stick to it—like Mick, she was also too nice, even to divorce a useless jerk—and waited through all the legal stuff, the threats, the ugly behavior, until one night he showed up at Kari’s, high and violent and ready to punish the woman who’d divorced him.
Mick could never unsee her in that hospital bed. Swollen face, broken wrist, bruised neck. Then it was police and lawyers and reliving it all over on repeat. She survived it and got the asshole put behind bars, but not for long enough. Mick wanted to witness an execution.
He’d finally made his peace with the whole thing when the guy’s meth addict brother cornered Kari at the elementary school, demanding she retract her story so his brother could make parole. Not that it would’ve even worked—the guy was out of his mind. More police, more lawyers, more bills she couldn’t pay. But the creep was too sneaky to get busted on drugs, and the threats he’d made against Kari and the kids were her word against his. He was still out there somewhere, dead set on avenging his brother, a constant possibility of surprise visits, an everyday stomach-churning threat to Kari and the kids.
The most annoying part gave Mick the most guilt. If he hadn’t hooked Kari up with that guy, there’d be no Doug, Janie, and Helen. And wishing them out of existence—if even to spare them—was the sickest part of all of it. He couldn’t do it. So he had to accept the situation for what it was, and it was real horse shit.
Mick secretly wished Kari would find and marry a nice guy who’d protect her. It might be sexist, or a caveman ideal, but it was true. He wanted to check the pound for a Rottweiler or Doberman in need of a home, but the adoption fees were an unthinkable chunk of his paycheck, and Kari already had three kids. She didn’t need another mouth to feed, another creature demanding her attention. The American in him whispered, Buy her a gun and teach her to use it, but the realist said, Get real. Guns cause more trouble than they’re worth. It’d be more likely for her ex to take it away from her and use it on her. Or shoot her with his own the second she drew it.
"Cobrahawk. Fangs and talons. I kinda messed up the head, though."
Doug’s drawing on the counter came into focus.
"That’s the