Something to Follow
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Lines of poetry and glimpses at stories about life aspects all glued together with the lyrics that I managed to combine for an atmospheric dynamic writing-project - at times fun but mostly dramatic in various ways. A pièce gathered in the form of an e-book that I hope you will enjoy. The reader can find here aspects of the world of artistic living as well as of life - everything that gets haunted by feelings, thoughts and whatever those two combined might provoke and evoke in any human search for an answer to nothingness and the meaning of it or simply some fun-time read.
There is a warning to be made, always, in respects to any piece of work where the soul or the idea of soul is involved: It's dangerous a thing to laugh too much at it, so, yes! Keep your self respect up! Respect your souls!
Theodora Oniceanu
Theodora Oniceanu (born Lacatis) lives in a small town named Targu-Mures, situated close to the heart of Transylvania, Romania with her husband, her son and their cat. She followed the classes at the Faculty of Letters at the University of Petru Maior Transylvania and the ones on Sociology and Social Studies at the University of Spiru Haret, Bucharest. She is passionate about arts and crafts, she also loves sports, travelling and photography, enjoys good quality music and, of course, books. She's been writing since age nine, but with interruptions. Now she feels that she has the necessary time to dedicate good part of her life to writing.
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Something to Follow - Theodora Oniceanu
Something
to Follow
the simple terms you wanted
Joan and the Communions
The voices of Joan have helped:
Those voices of Joan have erased the past,
Screaming: it's over! Are you... ok?
The voices of Joan have rescued me from all trouble that I could not handle!
Voices of the ones I once loved: all left behind!
The voices of Joan lifted me up
And I learned how to fly!
Their vices shut me down,
Got lit back by the candle of love.
Who loved me and why?
I am still asking myself and I look down
On the Planet, I left behind;
From above I send my blessings to you to do well, to do good,
I was and still am your nicest friend.
Perhaps this was your problem;
I'm sorry if it's such a great offense,
But no sorrows can bring back a friend and help me trust someone else again.
I will have to do well with whatever comes in hand;
I will have to surrender to a peculiar faith
And be strong,
Believe that others might just believe in the same things that I do.
To all my friends out there, left behind: be strong and beautiful as you always were!
I'm sorry: my tears were supposed to extinguish the fires unfairly lit
and carry down the river
the candles of our lost hopes and dreams for humanity.
And now I find that I can love again!
Don’t listen to the voices of blind and senseless souls!
They have forgotten how’s to be human a long-long time ago;
Sometimes I find myself wondering if they were ever born
From flesh and bone to bone
with flesh-like behaviour.
Do not let tears fall more than they have to for a fault induced,
Infused
By the lovely people out there you confused with your heroes,
Your team-mates, your possible friends:
With friends like that you’ll find yourself better among the enemies.
I only wanted to be happy, we all hurt sometimes, you must know;
My song didn’t say so!
Nevertheless, we all have to die alone, together we die alone:
Don’t make it happen too soon,
Together can be done alone,
We all have to suffer for what we have done, haven’t done
To realize how stupid, we all were!
I only wanted you to be happy! Why can’t you be so?
Darling, in my case, happiness is only a miracle…
ONLY.
WhyshouldIcrynowfortellingthetruth?
For saying how things are? This was the perspective we lived!
Why should I cry for seeing through the veils you all make shine under my eyes…?
: believe, make-believe:
Why should I suffer for seeing, on a white screen,
The projections of my mind happening?
Why should I be punished for imagining?
Why should I shed some more tears
for all the imagined things that happen-didn’t happen,
We all have nightmares or dreams that we carry along on the strings:
On fired-up ropes we dance and hope for the best; our best!
No nightmare should be lived:
I must have devoured it!
I had to let it out: oh, the fault now! The fault!
Ropes devouring the screens that are not happening,
Killer ropes that must have hated us for what we couldn’t achieve!
Forgive,please,forgive…!Itwasn’tourgoalforyoutobegonethisyoung!
Bravegirl!Forgiveusall!
Oh, brave-brave Joan! Forgive us all for sentencing you to: Heaven!
The Bad Sailor Captain
Duff-up, differ, duffer suffer, laughter
And … - Jo(ooo)y! the smile is wide open,
He’s the same old lunatic
You all loved.
I just need to say this:
Perhaps I’ll end-up in tears
Since I don’t have a Bitdefender
Of Premium Gaze.
The Geese I am waiting for are now long forgotten,
They found another girl, a different boy
Someone who was trained to be a fighter
And not told the loser they must be
For the entire family!
On the waves of to-day, to-maroon, too sweet:
Don’t sweat too much, only breathe!
Take a bow, maybe two,
Embrace the light of the Universe you loved believing was honest and true,
Bringing you to the deserving truth.
Butthetruthisaboutreason
And reason is cruel sometimes!
The truth is about having faith in the brainwaves
telling you which lies covered for what and why!?
The truth is an illusion,
It is not real, you see?
The truth, this Truth
Is nothing but the idea
Of who we used to be.
Perhaps now I’ll know better,
Why I was punished too;
I must have been too evil
-We should get even though-
Or only weak enough for you
To use me like a puppet
Then throw me back to life
Could you forgive me for not wanting what you wish for
~ to own? ~
I want!
Where is that justice, sailor?
Where did you find it, huh!?
Oh, yes! Like all gods,
It must reside in You!
In Me you would have found it!
I wasn’t there, for you!
Was I too hard and bad,
too mean to carry on with, dear?
You couldn’t see me
But just for that fact
The matter got a little distorted
Yet, the path
Wasn’t all ruined!
Only
Particular pieces of clothing
You
Have to be true.
You couldn’t see me but that
doesn’t mean I didn’t help you through!
Where is that justice, girl-dude?
Where are we, now, my friend!?
Where is that love you needed
When lost in tears that burned
All memories,
All troubles,
Your fears along with mine!?
All fights you fought
And laughs you laughed
You ran away because one is one
While many conquer the world
Together;
Will you be allowed to feel accomplished forever?
You need your loneliness to make you strong forever…
together with the spirit of the greatest leader;
Then things will be much better.
Atease,soldier,thecaptainspoke!
You are no longer in the team of hope!
Since everything’s delusion
Your faith must be confused
Howcanone’sFaithbecomeconfused?
Don’taskme,search-inforyourself.
Researchers having their mind set on losing
a bad enough team.
I simply needed to say this,
Perhaps the end is near,
Maybe the cries were not fair nor ok;
I hoped for miracles to happen
The world’s still there, destroyed
By Hurricanes and thunders,
By human-greedy wars
We lead just every day now,
with neighbours or with friends,
I didn’t want to be a part of it
You made me…
Now my tears will be revengeful!
Make them right, please!
-make it right, this time of all those years-
Awordaboutfairness,Captain!
Thewordwasspokenthroughteeth,
Through the thunderous grief
And through the melodies of the too damn sweet!
Not from our team
You are not from our tea, you are too sweet!
Not from our team, dear! To bitter, you see!?
There, have a mirror,
A whole set of them: watch and see!
There is the button to hold and press
For you to remember
Why You
And Why Me!
You’re not from our team, girl, not my cup of tea!
You’re too mean and too hard on my chest!
What did I do to you
So, I deserved this!?
Not from our end, the end is something beautiful, my friend:
I earned it!
Go earn your wisdom and your inner self… again
‘cause someone else needed to get it instead! Ok!?
How’s that fair?
The world needed a better girl or man!
Someone who cared
Because the greatest family of all
Was there for them!
Not from our tea,