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Selfless Love: Beyond the Boundaries of Self and Other
Selfless Love: Beyond the Boundaries of Self and Other
Selfless Love: Beyond the Boundaries of Self and Other
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Selfless Love shows how meditation can help us realize that we don’t love—we are love.

Gentle, elegant, and radically inspiring, Selfless Love presents a holistic, experiential meditative path that enables us to see beyond our preconceived notions of identity, spirituality, and humanity. Drawing equally from Zen parables, her experience as a mental health therapist, and the Gospels, Ellen Birx shows us that through meditation we can recognize that our true selves are not selves at all - that all beings are united in unbounded, infinite awareness and love, beyond words.

Recognizing the limitations of language in describing the indescribable, Birx concludes each chapter in the Zen tradition of "turning words" with a verse meant to invite insights.
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Release dateApr 1, 2014
ISBN9781614290940
Selfless Love: Beyond the Boundaries of Self and Other
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Ellen Jikai Birx

Ellen Birx has a PhD in psychiatric nursing and for the past twenty-seven years has been a professor at Radford University. She is a Zen teacher and cofounder of New River Zen Community and a member of the White Plum Asanga and the American Zen Teachers Association. She is the author of Healing Zen and the coauthor, along with her husband, of Waking Up Together. She lives in Radford, VA.

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    Selfless Love - Ellen Jikai Birx

    Introduction: You Are Love

    THE WORD love, like the word god, is dangerous—yet I hold on to it. Love is not something you have or don’t have; it’s what you are. You are love. You are God’s love. Nothing can separate you from this love because it is what you are.

    There is no separate self that is apart from love, apart from the world, apart from the absolute, but we have grown up with the worldview that we are independent, individual selves. Along with the illusion of a separate self come fear, anxiety, defensiveness, and the loneliness of a self-centered life. We find ourselves longing for love to quench the deprivation caused by the sense of a separate self. The longing for love will only be satisfied when we see through the construct of self and experience selfless love, the only true love there is. My hope is that as you read this book, you will fall deeply in love. This of course takes trust—in love, in God—and self-surrender.

    Throughout this book the word god is used in addition to alternatives such as being, presence, ultimate reality, great mystery, godhead, absolute, or infinite, in order to renew and reclaim the word. Often god is avoided because it has been so widely used in concrete and overly anthropomorphic ways. However, the Pew U.S. Religious Landscape Survey tells us that 92 percent of the people in the United States believe in God or a universal spirit. This same poll reveals that 75 percent of Buddhists, frequently thought not to believe in God, replied Yes to the question Do you believe in God or a universal spirit?

    Shodo Harada Roshi, a well-respected Zen Master, is an example of a Buddhist who uses the word god and says that people who are able to believe in God, and not just science and technology, are blessed. In the documentary The Man on Cloud Mountain he discusses care for the dying at Enso House, the hospice he founded in Washington State, and suggests that caregivers have an attitude of prayer, saying, Without prayer, life is little more than eating, sleeping, and making a living; with prayer, life is illuminated by the light of God. At Enso House we are trying to provide a place where hospice workers and residents alike can face death with a sense of the sacred. With a sense of the sacred, compassionate action is illuminated by God’s love and by your loving actions, which are one reality.

    In this book the word god is being used in a nondualistic way. It connotes that our discussion is not limited to the material or secular world but rather includes the spiritual or sacred. It acknowledges God’s presence in marvelous, ordinary, everyday life. I chose to use the word god, risking that some will be turned away by it. However, when I considered other words, I found that God remained the elephant in the room. At the same time, it is important to emphasize that the God we are talking about here is not a person or thing. God is ineffable, unknowable, and way beyond words, concepts, and images. Indeed, this not knowing is essential for the intimate experience of God’s functioning in the world. Words cannot explain God, but they can be helpful to evoke and expand our human capacity to be more sensitive to God’s presence in our lives.

    The word love is equally elusive. Volumes have been written by philosophers, theologians, and psychologists about different kinds of love, how to find it, and how to sustain it. Rather than categorizing types of love, the focus of this book is on seeing through the separate self and thereby opening to unbounded love. But insight into selflessness is not enough; it is just a beginning. Ongoing moment-by-moment practice is needed to remain attentive to the habitual patterns and conditioning that continuously arise and block selfless love.

    This is why, at the outset, instructions for wordless meditation are provided, and the daily practice of meditation is encouraged, so you can see beyond words (even wonderful words like god and love), beyond thoughts, and beyond self, to directly experience the life and love that you are. Meditation helps you be alert and aware of conditioned patterns, and allows those patterns to dissipate, opening the way to selfless love. Wordless meditation helps you see through your self-image and through images of God that you have inherited or created. In the light of awareness, images dissolve, and the direct perception of what is becomes unobstructed and clear. New possibilities for living and loving arise.

    God’s love

    Selfless compassionate action

    Not separate realities

    One sacred act

    Healing yourself and others

    In wholeness

    Now and forever

    Love prevails

    The Basics of Meditation

    Why Meditate?

    FROM TIME TO TIME my grandchildren ask me, Grandma, why do you meditate? Often this question comes when I ask my husband to watch them for twenty-five minutes while I do my evening meditation. They want to know why it’s so important that I take time to do it every day, especially when there are other fun things to be doing with them. I try to explain in a way a child can understand. Usually I say, Meditation is a kind of prayer. They are satisfied with this answer and seem to appreciate the sacred nature of this time set aside.

    This answer works for them, and for me it is the most honest answer. Ever since I first started meditating about forty years ago, I have viewed meditation as a way to be more present and open to God. My reason for meditating has always been spiritual, and meditation has been a labor of love.

    These days many people begin meditation for other reasons, such as improving their physical or mental health and well-being. In many medical centers around the world meditation is being used for stress management, and there is a large body of research supporting its effectiveness. We now have a greater understanding of the integral relationship between body and mind. The power of the mind to affect the body is being applied to treat conditions like high blood pressure and chronic pain.

    As neuroscientists study the effects of meditation on brain structure and function they are expanding our scientific knowledge regarding neuroplasticity. In a recent article in the AARP magazine, older adults are encouraged to include meditation, along with healthy eating and exercise, in their daily routines to prevent dementia.

    Many people are learning to meditate in their psychotherapist’s office. Meditation is being incorporated into new models of psychotherapy such as Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT), Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT), and Mindfulness-Based Cognitive Therapy (MBCT). DBT integrates cognitive-behavioral strategies with mindfulness skills, derived from Zen meditation, to help clients participate in life with awareness and behave more effectively. Mindfulness is a way for clients to be more present in the moment, rather than overburdened by the past or consumed by worries about the future. MBCT was developed to prevent relapses of depression; it combines cognitive therapy and mindfulness meditation to help clients gain a wider perspective on their thoughts, feelings, and physical sensations, thereby improving their mood. In the ACT model, the therapist facilitates the client’s movement toward a more flexible view of the self as ongoing awareness and as context. In this model, self is not a thing; it is immaterial, spiritual, interconnected, and compassionate toward self and others. Research supports the effectiveness of these new models of psychotherapy in treating depression and anxiety.

    Therapists also benefit from meditation. Like patients, they too can learn the art of being fully present; presence is the healing power of what they do and is a great asset for all caregivers. Meditation is also a way for therapists and caregivers to care for themselves as a foundation for caring for others. As a nurse, meditation helps me connect with patients on a deep human level and stay fully present, calm, and sensitive while accompanying patients through birth, life-threatening illness, recovery, and death.

    When I began Zen meditation, I was attracted by the natural beauty, simplicity, and peacefulness of Zen gardens and meditation halls. The exquisite, uncluttered environments called me into a place of calm and serenity. The calm of meditation is a welcome antidote to the hectic pace of modern life. It is a chance to take a break from multitasking and pay attention to one thing at a time—sitting, breathing, walking, eating, or sleeping. It is a time just to be a human being alive on this earth. Meditation is like a pressure valve that releases the tension of driving in heavy traffic and constantly learning new computer programs. In the alert, balanced posture of meditation, muscles soften and new life is breathed into you. Powerful reasons for me to meditate are to decompress, simplify, unclutter, and experience again that I am not a machine; I am a human being. Meditation is an expression of my humanity and my unity with the earth and all its creatures.

    On a mental level, meditation is a time to clean house. There is a reality television show called Hoarding: Buried Alive that depicts the lives of people who are on the brink of eviction or health crisis because they have filled their homes with things, sometimes up to the ceiling, with only a small path to get through each room. It shows the hoarders experiencing extreme anxiety and panic attacks when asked to part with any of their things. They resist letting go of anything, even at the risk of losing home, health, and family. Watching the show you think to yourself, How could anyone live like that? I could never live like that. However, in meditation sometimes you find that you have filled your mind with so many thoughts, opinions, plans, stories, and images that there is no space left. You may have a hard time letting go of all this mental clutter. You may even notice feelings of anxiety as you try to let go of some of your cherished ideas about yourself, others, and life itself. Meditation is a way to stop the habit of mental hoarding and regain some spaciousness and mental clarity. It is like cleaning house and letting in a breath of fresh air.

    Meditation is enlivening. It is like hitting the refresh button on the computer. You get up from meditation feeling new, vital, fresh, and sensitive. In meditation you open to a natural sense of peace, love, and joy. You are filled with gratitude and glad to be alive. This is important in a world where depression is all too prevalent and suicide all too common. When you take a break from incessant doing, and make time just to be, there is time and space for innocence, wonder, and awe.

    We find this in the Christian tradition in the story of Martha and Mary. Mary sits fully present near Jesus—full of wonder and awe. Martha complains that Mary is just sitting there and not helping her as she works to prepare the meal and take care of the guests. Jesus responds that Mary has made the better choice. He is not saying that Mary is right and Martha is wrong; it is really not a matter of right and wrong. We are all both Martha and Mary. Too often our tendency is to be busy doing all that needs to be done in life. As a result of all this busyness, we, like Martha, may find ourselves tired, complaining, and distancing ourselves from others. We need to take time to sit down, be fully present, and experience the wonder, joy, and love that is offered.

    In Eastern traditions the highest intention for meditating is to gain insight, wisdom, or enlightenment. However, this is often accompanied by a warning that wisdom alone is not enough; it must be embodied in compassionate action. Meditation is for liberation of the human spirit, your own and others’. In the final picture of the famous Zen oxherding pictures, which depict ten stages of spiritual development, we see the spiritual person returning to the marketplace, in ragged clothes, to mingle among the people and lend a helping hand.

    Grandma, why do you meditate?

    Meditation is a kind of prayer.

    It helps me experience that God is near,

    that God is right here.

    God’s breath is my breath.

    When I am very silent and still

    I hear every little sound

    a cricket, a birdsong,

    the refrigerator turning on and off,

    rain on the roof and running down the gutter pipes

    into the earth,

    a car swishing by on the wet road.

    I see clearly too

    light growing brighter as night turns to day,

    patterns in the grain of the hardwood floor,

    the color of dawn.

    During meditation I see

    how often my mind is full of thoughts,

    my body full of feelings,

    rushing through life on a giant roller coaster

    up and down, up and down,

    holding on for dear life.

    Meditation is a chance to get off the roller coaster,

    slow down for a while,

    feel calm and peaceful

    as my breath glides

    in and out, in and out

    just breathing,

    paying attention to life here and now.

    I feel my heartbeat,

    the heartbeat of the whole world,

    not separate from grass, trees,

    mountains, and sky.

    I hear the laughing and crying of the whole world

    like one body

    with all people who breath and eat and grow.

    I know I am not alone.

    How to Meditate

    WORDLESS MEDITATION is simple and easy to learn. There are three essentials: posture, breathing, and paying attention.

    When you meditate, you get out of your head and into your whole body—so the posture of your body is important. Buddha statues have become very popular lately in interior design, and I think it is not just because of the peace and serenity that they convey. The straight, alert posture is a direct demonstration of human dignity. When sitting in meditation the back is straight and the ears are in line

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