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    The Year's Best Dark Fantasy & Horror, 2010 Edition
    The Year's Best Dark Fantasy & Horror, 2010 Edition
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    The Year's Best Dark Fantasy & Horror, 2010 Edition

    By Paula Guran

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    Darkness surrounds us.

    We can find darkness anywhere: in a strange green stone etched with mysterious symbols; at a small town’s annual picnic; in a ghostly house that is easy to enter but not so easy to leave; behind the dumpster in the alley where a harpy lives; in The Nowhere, a place where car keys, toys, people disappear to; among Polar explorers; and, most definitely, within ourselves. Darkness flies from mysterious crates; surrounds children whose nightlights have vanished; and flickers between us at the movie theater. Darkness crawls from the past and is waiting in our future; and there’s always a chance that Halloween really is a door opening directly into endless shadow.

    Welcome to the dark. You may never want to leave.

    This inaugural volume of the year’s best dark fantasy and horror features more than five-hundred pages of dark tales from some of today’s finest writers of the fantastique. Chosen from a variety of sources, these stories are as eclectic and varied as the genre itself.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherPrime Books
    Release dateNov 2, 2010
    ISBN9781607012580
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      TABLE OF CONTENTS

      Introduction, Paula Guran

      THE HORRID GLORY OF ITS WINGS, Elizabeth Bear

      LOWLAND SEA, Suzy McKee Charnas

      COPPING SQUID, Michael Shea

      MONSTERS, Stewart O’Nan

      THE BRINK OF ETERNITY, Barbara Roden

      FROST MOUNTAIN PICNIC MASSACRE, Seth Fried

      SEA-HEARTS, Margo Lanagan

      A HAUNTED HOUSE OF HER OWN, Kelley Armstrong

      HEADSTONE IN MY POCKET, Paul Tremblay

      THE COLDEST GIRL IN COLDTOWN, Holly Black

      STRANGE SCENES FROM AN UNFINISHED FILM, Gary McMahon

      A DELICATE ARCHITECTURE, Catherynne M. Valente

      THE MYSTERY, Peter Atkins

      VARIATIONS OF A THEME FROM SEINFELD, Peter Straub

      THE WIDE, CARNIVOROUS SKY, John Langan

      CERTAIN DEATH FOR A KNOWN PERSON, Steve Duffy

      THE ONES WHO GOT AWAY, Stephen Graham Jones

      LENG, Marc Laidlaw

      TORN AWAY, Joe R. Lansdale

      THE NOWHERE MAN, Sarah Pinborough

      THE BONE’S PRAYER, Caitlín R. Kiernan

      THE WATER TOWER, John Mantooth

      IN THE PORCHES OF MY EARS, Norman Prentiss

      THE CINDERELLA GAME, Kelly Link

      THE JACARANDA SMILE, Gemma Files

      THE OTHER BOX, Gerard Houarner

      WHITE CHARLES, Sarah Monette

      EVERYTHING DIES, BABY, Nadia Bulkin

      BRUISE FOR BRUISE, Robert Davies

      RESPECTS, Ramsey Campbell

      DIAMOND SHELL, Deborah Biancotti

      NUB HUT, Kurt Dinan

      THE CABINET CHILD, Steve Rasnic Tem

      CHERRYSTONE AND SHARDS OF ICE, Ekaterina Sedia

      THE CREVASSE, Dale Bailey and Nathan Balingrud

      VIC, Maura McHugh

      HALLOWEEN TOWN, Lucius Shepard

      THE LONG, COLD GOODBYE, Holly Phillips

      WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE NIGHT, Michael Marshall Smith

      Acknowledgements

      Publication History

      About the Editor

      WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY DARK FANTASY AND HORROR?

      PAULA GURAN

      I shall not today attempt further to define the kinds of material I understand to be embraced within that shorthand description [hard-core pornography]; and perhaps I could never succeed in intelligibly doing so. But I know it when I see it . . . 

      —Justice Potter Stewart,

      Jacobellis v. Ohio, 378 U.S. 184 (1964)

      Like Justice Potter Stewart with pornography, I can’t intelligibly define dark fantasy.

      But I know it when I read it.

      Of course, you might not agree with what I see as dark fantasy. I might not agree with what you see.

      There’s no single definition. Dark fantasy isn’t universally defined—the definition depends on the context in which the phrase is used or who is elucidating it. It has, from time to time, even been considered as nothing more than a marketing term for various types of fiction.

      Darkness itself can be many things: nebulous, shadowy, tenebrous, mysterious, paradoxical (and thus illuminating) . . .

      A dark fantasy story might be only a bit unsettling or perhaps somewhat eerie. It might be revelatory or baffling. It can be simply a small glimpse of life seen through a glass, darkly. Or, in more literary terms (all of which are debatable), it might be any number of things—as long as the darkness is there: weird fiction (new or old) or supernatural fiction or magical realism or surrealism or the fantastique or the ever-ambiguous horror fiction.

      As for defining horror: Since horror is something we feel—it’s an emotion, an affect—what each of us experiences, responds or reacts to differs.

      What you feel may not be what I feel. Maybe you can’t stand the thought of, oh . . . spiders. Understandably, one doesn’t want to encounter one of the poisonous types, but I think of spiders, for the most part, as helpful arachnids that eat harmful insects. You, however, might shiver at the very thought of eight spindly legs creeping down your wall.

      Once upon a time I felt the term horror could be broadened, accepted, and generally regarded as a fiction [to quote Douglas E. Winter who wrote in Revelations (1997)] that was evolving, ever-changing—because it is about our relentless need to confront the unknown, the unknowable, and the emotion we experience while in its thrall.

      One reason Winter was reminding us of that in the introduction to his anthology was because the word horror had already been devalued. He was right about what horror literature is, but the word itself had been slapped on a generic marketing category and, by 1997, the word had become a pejorative. The appellation was hijacked even more completely in the years thereafter and became associated in the public hive mind—an amorphous organism far more frequently influenced by the seductive images, motion, sounds, and effects that appear on a screen of any size than by written words (even when they are on a screen)—with entertainments that depend on shock for any value they may (or may not) possess rather than eliciting the more subtle emotion of fear.

      And while fine and highly diverse horror literature—some of the best ever created—continues to be written in forms short and long, the masses for the most part have identified horror as either a certain kind of cinema or a generic type of fiction (of which they have certain expectations or ignore entirely because it delivers only a specific formula.)

      So, the term horror has been expropriated, and I doubt we’ll ever be able to convince the world it means what we alleged horror mavens might want it to mean.

      For this anthology, I might have just stuck with just dark fantasy for the title, but there are stories here with nothing supernatural in them at all. I mean, fantasy of any type must have a supernatural element. Doesn’t it?

      Of course some people insist that horror has to have a supernatural element for it to be horror. Without the woo-woo, they insist, you are deal

      ing with a psychological thriller or . . . something or other.

      Seems we’re back to What the hell . . . ?

      I’m not offering any definitions. I’m merely offering you, the reader, a diverse selection of stories—all published within the calendar year 2009—that struck me as fitting the title of this tome. Each of them—no matter the style of the writing, theme, or shade of darkness—grabbed me from the start and kept me reading.

      You may find yourself abruptly jerked from one reality and thrust into another as you read. I have eclectic tastes. I hope you do, too, or are at least willing to try a taste of something new.

      Or, considering the size of this tome, even if you don’t care for a certain percentage of the stories, I sincerely hope you find enough you do like to have made it worth your while.

      If you are interested in my own shallow musings on the selections, I’ve included comments at the end of each. But don’t read the notes until after you’ve read the story! If you do, well . . .

      You never know what might find you in the dark.

      Paula Guran

      June 2010

      THE HORRID GLORY OF ITS WINGS

      ELIZABETH BEAR

      Speaking of livers, the unicorn said. Real magic can never be made by offering up someone else’s liver. You must tear out your own, and not expect to get it back. The true witches know that.

      —Peter S. Beagle, The Last Unicorn

      My mother doesn’t know about the harpy.

      My mother, Alice, is not my real mom. She’s my foster mother, and she doesn’t look anything like me. Or maybe I don’t look anything like her. Mama Alice is plump and soft and has skin like the skin of a plum, all shiny dark purple with the same kind of frosty brightness over it, like you could swipe it away with your thumb.

      I’m sallow—Mama Alice says olive—and I have straight black hair and crooked teeth and no real chin, which is okay because I’ve already decided nobody’s ever going to kiss me.

      I’ve also got lipodystrophy, which is a fancy doctor way of saying I’ve grown a fatty buffalo hump on my neck and over each shoulder blade from the antiretrovirals, and my butt and legs and cheeks are wasted like an old lady’s. My face looks like a dog’s muzzle, even though I still have all my teeth.

      For now. I’m going to have to get the wisdom teeth pulled this year while I still get state assistance, because my birthday is in October and then I’ll be eighteen. If I start having problems with them after then, well forget about it.

      There’s no way I’d be able to afford to get them fixed.

      The harpy lives on the street, in the alley behind my building, where the Dumpster and the winos live.

      I come out in the morning before school, after I’ve eaten my breakfast and taken my pills (nevirapine, lamivudine, efavirenz). I’m used to the pills. I’ve been taking them all my life. I have a note in my file at school, and excuses for my classmates.

      I don’t bring friends home.

      Lying is a sin. But Father Alvaro seems to think that when it comes to my sickness, it’s a sin for which I’m already doing enough penance.

      Father Alvaro is okay. But he’s not like the harpy.

      The harpy doesn’t care if I’m not pretty. The harpy is beyond not pretty, way into ugly. Ugly as your mama’s warty butt. Its teeth are snaggled and stained piss-yellow and char-black. Its claws are broken and dull and stink like rotten chicken. It has a long droopy blotchy face full of lines like Liv Tyler’s dad, that rock star guy, and its hair hangs down in black-bronze rats over both feathery shoulders. The feathers look washed-out black and dull until sunlight somehow finds its way down into the grubby alley, bounces off dirty windows and hits them, and then they look like scratched bronze.

      They are bronze.

      If I touch them, I can feel warm metal.

      I’d sneak the harpy food, but Mama Alice keeps pretty close track of it—it’s not like we have a ton of money—and the harpy doesn’t seem to mind eating garbage. The awfuller the better: coffee grounds, moldy cake, meat squirming with maggots, the stiff corpses of alley rats.

      The harpy turns all that garbage into bronze.

      If it reeks, the harpy eats it, stretching its hag face out on a droopy red neck to gulp the bits, just like any other bird. I’ve seen pigeons do the same thing with a crumb too big to peck up and swallow, but their necks aren’t scaly naked, ringed at the bottom with fluffy down as white as a confirmation dress.

      So every morning I pretend I’m leaving early for school—Mama Alice says Kiss my cheek, Desiree—and then once I’m out from under Mama Alice’s window I sneak around the corner into the alley and stand by the Dumpster where the harpy perches. I only get ten or fifteen minutes, however much time I can steal. The stink wrinkles up my nose. There’s no place to sit. Even if there were, I couldn’t sit down out here in my school clothes.

      The harpy says, I want you.

      I don’t know if I like the harpy. But I like being wanted.

      The harpy says, We’re all alone.

      It’s six thirty in the morning and I hug myself in my new winter coat from the fire department giveaway, my breath streaming out over the top of the scratchy orange scarf Mama Alice knitted. I squeeze my legs together, left knee in the hollow of the right knee like I have to pee, because even tights don’t help too much when the edge of the skirt only comes to the middle of your kneecap. I’d slap my legs to warm them, but these are my last pair of tights and I don’t want them to snag.

      The scarf scrapes my upper lip when I nod. It’s dark here behind the Dumpster. The sun won’t be up for another half hour. On the street out front, brightness pools under streetlights, but it doesn’t show anything warm—just cracked black snow trampled and heaped over the curb.

      Nobody wants me, I say. Mama Alice gets paid to take care of me.

      That’s unfair. Mama Alice didn’t have to take me or my foster brother Luis. But sometimes it feels good to be a little unfair. I sniff up a drip and push my chin forward so it bobs like the harpy swallowing garbage.

      Nobody would want to live with me. But I don’t have any choice. I’m stuck living with myself.

      The harpy says, There’s always a choice.

      Sure, I say. Suicide is a sin.

      The harpy says, Talking to harpies is probably a sin, too.

      Are you a devil?

      The harpy shrugs. Its feathers smell like mildew. Something crawls along a rat of its hair, greasy-shiny in the street light. The harpy scrapes it off with a claw and eats it.

      The harpy says, I’m a heathen monster. Like Celaeno and her sisters, Aello and Ocypete. The sisters of the storm. Your church would say so, that I am a demon. Yes.

      I don’t think you give Father Alvaro enough credit.

      The harpy says, I don’t trust priests, and turns to preen its broken claws.

      You don’t trust anybody.

      That’s not what I said, says the harpy—

      You probably aren’t supposed to interrupt harpies, but I’m kind of over that by now. That’s why I decided. I’m never going to trust anybody. My birth mother trusted somebody, and look where it got her. Knocked up and dead.

      The harpy says, That’s very inhuman of you.

      It sounds like a compliment.

      I put a hand on the harpy’s warm wing. I can’t feel it through my glove. The gloves came from the fire department, too. I have to go to school, Harpy.

      The harpy says, You’re alone there too.

      I want to prove the harpy wrong.

      The drugs are really good now. When I was born, a quarter of the babies whose moms had AIDS got sick too. Now it’s more like one in a hundred. I could have a baby of my own, a healthy baby. And then I wouldn’t be alone.

      No matter what the harpy says.

      It’s a crazy stupid idea. Mama Alice doesn’t have to take care of me after I turn eighteen, and what would I do with a baby? I’ll have to get a job. I’ll have to get state help for the drugs. The drugs are expensive.

      If I got pregnant now, I could have the baby before I turn eighteen. I’d have somebody who was just mine. Somebody who loved me.

      How easy is it to get pregnant, anyway? Other girls don’t seem to have any problem doing it by accident.

      Or by accident.

      Except whoever it was, I would have to tell him I was pos. That’s why I decided I would sign the purity pledge and all that. Because then I have a reason not to tell.

      And they gave me a ring. Fashion statement.

      You know how many girls actually keep that pledge? I was going to. I meant to. But not just keep it until I got married. I meant to keep it forever, and then I’d never have to tell anybody.

      No, I was right the first time. I’d rather be alone than have to explain. Besides, if you’re having a baby, you should have the baby for the baby, not for you.

      Isn’t that right, Mom?

      The harpy has a kingdom.

      It’s a tiny kingdom. The kingdom’s just the alley behind my building, but it has a throne (the Dumpster) and it has subjects (the winos) and it has me. I know the winos see the harpy. They talk to it sometimes. But it vanishes when the other building tenants come down, and it hides from the garbage men.

      I wonder if harpies can fly.

      It opens its wings sometimes when it’s raining as if it wants to wash off the filth, or sometimes if it’s mad at something. It hisses when it’s mad like that, the only sound I’ve ever heard it make outside my head.

      I guess if it can fly depends on if it’s magic. Miss Rivera, my bio teacher sophomore year, said that after a certain size things couldn’t lift themselves with wings anymore. It has to do with muscle strength and wingspan and gravity. And some big things can only fly if they can fall into flight, or get a headwind.

      I never thought about it before. I wonder if the harpy’s stuck in that alley. I wonder if it’s too proud to ask for help.

      I wonder if I should ask if it wants some anyway.

      The harpy’s big. But condors are big, too, and condors can fly. I don’t know if the harpy is bigger than a condor. It’s hard to tell from pictures, and it’s not like you can walk up to a harpy with a tape measure and ask it to stick out a wing.

      Well, maybe you could. But I wouldn’t.

      Wouldn’t it be awful to have wings that didn’t work? Wouldn’t it be worse to have wings that do work, and not be able to use them?

      After I visit the harpy at night, I go up to the apartment. When I let myself in the door to the kitchen, Mama Alice is sitting at the table with some mail open in front of her. She looks up at me and frowns, so I lock the door behind me and shoot the chain. Luis should be home by now, and I can hear music from his bedroom. He’s fifteen now. I think it’s been three days since I saw him.

      I come over and sit down in my work clothes on the metal chair with the cracked vinyl seat.

      Bad news?

      Mama Alice shakes her head, but her eyes are shiny. I reach out and grab her hand. The folded up paper in her fingers crinkles.

      What is it, then?

      She pushes the paper at me. Desiree. You got the scholarship.

      I don’t hear her right the first time. I look at her, at our hands, and the rumply paper. She shoves the letter into my hand and I unfold it, open in, read it three times as if the words will change like crawly worms when I’m not looking at it.

      The words are crawly worms, all watery, but I can see hardship and merit and State. I fold it up carefully, smoothing out the crinkles with my fingertips. It says I can be anything at all.

      I’m going to college on a scholarship. Just state school.

      I’m going to college because I worked hard. And because the State knows I’m full of poison, and they feel bad for me.

      The harpy never lies to me, and neither does Mama Alice.

      She comes into my room later that night and sits down on the edge of my bed, with is just a folded-out sofa with springs that poke me, but it’s mine and better than nothing. I hide the letter under the pillow before she turns on the light, so she won’t catch on that I was hugging it.

      Desiree, she says.

      I nod and wait for the rest of it.

      You know, she says, I might be able to get the State to pay for liposuction. Doctor Morales will say it’s medically necessary.

      Liposuction? I grope my ugly plastic glasses off the end table, because I need to see her. I’m frowning so hard they pinch my nose.

      For the hump, she says, and touches her neck, like she had one too. So you could stand up straight again. Like you did when you were little.

      Now I wish I hadn’t put the glasses on. I have to look down at my hands. The fingertips are all smudged from the toner on the letter. Mama Alice, I say, and then something comes out I never meant to ask her. How come you never adopted me?

      She jerks like I stuck her with a fork. Because I thought . . .  She stops, shakes her head, and spreads her hands.

      I nod. I asked, but I know. Because the state pays for my medicine. Because Mama Alice thought I would be dead by now.

      We were all supposed to be dead by now. All the HIV babies. Two years, maybe five. AIDS kills little kids really quick, because their immune systems haven’t really happened yet. But the drugs got better as our lives got longer, and now we might live forever. Nearly forever.

      Forty. Fifty.

      I’m dying. Just not fast enough. If it were faster, I’d have nothing to worry about. As it is, I’m going to have to figure out what I’m going to do with my life.

      I touch the squishy pad of fat on my neck with my fingers, push it in until it dimples. It feels like it should keep the mark of my fingers, like Moon Mud, but when I stop touching it, it springs back like nothing happened at all.

      I don’t want to get to go to college because somebody feels bad for me. I don’t want anybody’s pity.

      The next day, I go down to talk to the harpy.

      I get up early and wash quick, pull on my tights and skirt and blouse and sweater. I don’t have to work after school today, so I leave my uniform on the hanger behind the door.

      But when I get outside, the first thing I hear is barking. Loud barking, lots of it, from the alley. And that hiss, the harpy’s hiss. Like the biggest maddest cat you ever heard.

      There’s junk all over the street, but nothing that looks like I could fight with it. I grab up some hunks of ice. My school shoes skip on the frozen sidewalk and I tear my tights when I fall down.

      It’s dark in the alley, but it’s city dark, not real dark, and I can see the dogs okay. There’s three of them, dancing around the Dumpster on their hind legs. One’s light colored enough that even in the dark I can see she’s all scarred up from fighting, and the other two are dark.

      The harpy leans forward on the edge of the Dumpster, wings fanned out like a cartoon eagle, head stuck out and jabbing at the dogs.

      Silly thing doesn’t know it doesn’t have a beak, I think, and whip one of the ice rocks at the big light-colored dog. She yelps. Just then, the harpy sicks up over all three of the dogs.

      Oh, God, the smell.

      I guess it doesn’t need a beak after all, because the dogs go from growling and snapping to yelping and running just like that. I slide my backpack off one shoulder and grab it by the strap in the hand that’s not full of ice.

      It’s heavy and I could hit something, but I don’t swing it in time to stop one of the dogs knocking into me as it bolts away. The puke splashes on my leg. It burns like scalding water through my tights.

      I stop myself just before I slap at the burn. Because getting the puke on my glove and burning my hand too would just be smart like that. Instead, I scrub at it with the dirty ice in my other hand and run limping towards the harpy.

      The harpy hears my steps and turns to hiss, eyes glaring like green torches, but when it sees who’s there it pulls its head back. It settles its wings like a nun settling her skirts on a park bench, and gives me the same fishy glare.

      Wash that leg with snow, the harpy says. Or with lots of water. It will help the burning.

      It’s acid.

      With what harpies eat, the harpy says, don’t you think it would have to be?

      I mean to say something clever back, but what gets out instead is, Can you fly?

      As if in answer, the harpy spreads its vast bronze wings again. They stretch from one end of the Dumpster to the other, and overlap its length a little.

      The harpy says, Do these look like flightless wings to you?

      Why does it always answer a question with a question? I know kids like that, and it drives me crazy when they do it, too.

      No, I say. But I’ve never seen you. Fly. I’ve never seen you fly.

      The harpy closes its wings, very carefully. A wind still stirs my hair where it sticks out under my hat.

      The harpy says, There’s no wind in my kingdom. But I’m light now, I’m empty. If there were wind, if I could get higher—

      I drop my pack beside the Dumpster. It has harpy puke on it now anyway. I’m not putting it on my back. What if I carried you up?

      The harpy’s wings flicker, as if it meant to spread them again. And then it settles back with narrowed eyes and shows me its snaggled teeth in a suspicious grin.

      The harpy says, What’s in it for you?

      I say to the harpy, You’ve been my friend.

      The harpy stares at me, straight on like a person, not side to side like a bird. It stays quiet so long I think it wants me to leave, but a second before I step back it nods.

      The harpy says, Carry me up the fire escape, then.

      I have to clamber up on the Dumpster and pick the harpy up over my head to put it on the fire escape. It’s heavy, all right, especially when I’m holding it up over my head so it can hop onto the railing. Then I have to jump up and catch the ladder, then swing my feet up like on the uneven bars in gym class.

      That’s the end of these tights. I’ll have to find something to tell Mama Alice. Something that isn’t exactly a lie.

      Then we’re both up on the landing, and I duck down so the stinking, heavy harpy can step onto my shoulder with her broken, filthy claws. I don’t want to think about the infection I’ll get if she scratches me. Hospital stay. IV antibiotics. But she balances there like riding shoulders is all she does for a living, her big scaly toes sinking into my fat pads so she’s not pushing down on my bones.

      I have to use both hands to pull myself up the fire escape, even though I left my backpack at the bottom. The harpy weighs more, and it seems to get heavier with every step. It’s not any easier because I’m trying to tiptoe and not wake up the whole building.

      I stop to rest on the landings, but by the time I get to the top one my calves shake like the mufflers on a Harley. I imagine them booming like that too, which makes me laugh. Kind of, as much as I can. I double over with my hands on the railing and the harpy hops off.

      Is this high enough?

      The harpy doesn’t look at me. It faces out over the empty dark street. It spreads its wings. The harpy is right: I’m alone, I’ve always been alone. Alone and lonely.

      And now it’s also leaving me.

      I’m dying, I yell, just as it starts the downstroke. I’d never told anybody. Mama Alice had to tell me, when I was five, but I never told anybody.

      The harpy rocks forward, beats its wings hard, and settles back on the railing. It cranks its head around on its twisty neck to stare at me.

      I have HIV, I say. I press my glove against the scar under my coat where I used to have a G-tube. When I was little.

      The harpy nods and turns away again. The harpy says, I know.

      It should surprise me that the harpy knows, but it doesn’t. Harpies know things. Now that I think about it, I wonder if the harpy only loves me because I’m garbage. If it only wants me because my blood is poison. My scarf’s come undone, and a button’s broken on my new old winter coat.

      It feels weird to say what I just said out loud, so I say it again. Trying to get used to the way the words feel in my mouth. Harpy, I’m dying. Maybe not today or tomorrow. But probably before I should.

      The harpy says, That’s because you’re not immortal.

      I spread my hands, cold in the gloves. Well duh. Take me with you.

      The harpy says, I don’t think you’re strong enough to be a harpy.

      I’m strong enough for this. I take off my new old winter coat from the fire department and drop it on the fire escape. I don’t want to be alone any more.

      The harpy says, If you come with me, you have to stop dying. And you have to stop living. And it won’t make you less alone. You are human, and if you stay human your loneliness will pass, one way or the other. If you come with me, it’s yours. Forever.

      It’s not just empty lungs making my head spin. I say, I got into college.

      The harpy says, It’s a career path.

      I say, You’re lonely too. At least I decided to be alone, because it was better.

      The harpy says, I am a harpy.

      Mama Alice would say that God never gives us any burdens we can’t carry.

      The harpy says, Does she look you in the eye when she says that?

      I say, Take me with you.

      The harpy smiles. A harpy’s smile is an ugly thing, even seen edge-on. The harpy says, You do not have the power to make me not alone, Desiree.

      It’s the first time it’s ever said my name. I didn’t know it knew it. You have sons and sisters and a lover, Celaeno. In the halls of the West Wind. How can you be lonely?

      The harpy turns over its shoulder and stares with green, green eyes. The harpy says, I never told you my name.

      Your name is Darkness. You told me it. You said you wanted me, Celaeno.

      The cold hurts so much I can hardly talk. I step back and hug myself tight. Without the coat I’m cold, so cold my teeth buzz together like gears stripping, and hugging myself doesn’t help.

      I don’t want to be like the harpy. The harpy is disgusting. It’s awful.

      The harpy says, And underneath the filth, I shine. I salvage. You choose to be alone? Here’s your chance to prove yourself no liar.

      I don’t want to be like the harpy. But I don’t want to be me any more, either. I’m stuck living with myself.

      If I go with the harpy, I will be stuck living with myself forever.

      The sky brightens. When the sunlight strikes the harpy, its filthy feathers will shine like metal. I can already see fingers of cloud rising across the horizon, black like cut paper against the paleness that will be dawn, not that you can ever see dawn behind the buildings. There’s no rain or snow in the forecast, but the storm is coming.

      I say, You only want me because my blood is rotten. You only want me because I got thrown away.

      I turn garbage into bronze, the harpy says. I turn rot into strength. If you came with me, you would have to be like me.

      Tell me it won’t always be this hard.

      I do not lie, child. What do you want?

      I don’t know my answer until I open my mouth and say it, but it’s something I can’t get from Mama Alice, and I can’t get from a scholarship. Magic.

      The harpy rocks from foot to foot. I can’t give you that, she says. You have to make it.

      Downstairs, under my pillow, is a letter. Across town, behind brick walls, is a doctor who would write me another letter.

      Just down the block in the church beside my school is a promise of maybe heaven, if I’m a good girl and I die.

      Out there is the storm and the sunrise.

      Mama Alice will worry, and I’m sorry. She doesn’t deserve that. When I’m a harpy will I care? Will I care forever?

      Under the humps and pads of fat across my shoulders, I imagine I can already feel the prickle of feathers.

      I use my fingers to lift myself onto the railing and balance there in my school shoes on the rust and tricky ice, six stories up, looking down on the streetlights. I stretch out my arms.

      And so what if I fall?

      About the Author

      Elizabeth Bear was born on the same day as Frodo and Bilbo Baggins, but in a different year. She lives in Connecticut, and her hobbies include rock climbing, cooking, kayaking, taking her giant ridiculous dog for long walks, playing some of the worst guitar ever heard, neglecting her garden, annoying her cat, and finding all sorts of things to do besides write. She is a recipient of several genre awards, including two Hugos and the Sturgeon. Her most recent novels are Chill (2010) and By the Mountain Bound (2009), and she is involved in an awesome ongoing narrative experiment at www.shadowunit.org.

      Story Notes

      It’s a very real story, isn’t it?

      Now, tell me again about how fantasy is about escapism . . .

      LOWLAND SEA

      SUZY MCKEE CHARNAS

      Miriam had been to Cannes twice before. The rush and glamour of the film festival had not long held her attention (she did not care for movies and knew the real nature of the people who made them too well for that magic to work), but from the windows of their festival hotel she could look out over the sea and daydream about sailing home, one boat against the inbound tide from northern Africa.

      This was a foolish dream; no one went to Africa now—no one could be paid enough to go, not while the Red Sweat raged there (the film festival itself had been postponed this year till the end of summer on account of the epidemic). She’d read that vessels wallowing in from the south laden with refugees were regularly shot apart well offshore by European military boats, and the beaches were not only still closed but were closely patrolled for lucky swimmers, who were also disposed of on the spot.

      Just foolish, really, not even a dream that her imagination could support beyond its opening scene. Supposing that she could survive long enough to actually make it home (and she knew she was a champion survivor), nothing would be left of her village, just as nothing, or very close to nothing, was left to her of her childhood self. It was eight years since she had been taken.

      Bad years; until Victor had bought her. Her clan tattoos had caught his attention. Later, he had had them reproduced, in make-up, for his film, Hearts of Light (it was about African child-soldiers rallied by a brave, warmhearted American adventurer—played by Victor himself—against Islamic terrorists).

      She understood that he had been seduced by the righteous outlawry of buying a slave in the modern world—to free her, of course; it made him feel bold and virtuous. In fact, Victor was accustomed to buying people. Just since Miriam had known him, he had paid two Russian women to carry babies for him because his fourth wife was barren. He already had children but, edging toward sixty, he wanted new evidence of his potency.

      Miriam was not surprised. Her own father had no doubt used the money he had been paid for her to buy yet another young wife to warm his cooling bed; that was a man’s way. He was probably dead now or living in a refugee camp somewhere, along with all the sisters and brothers and aunties from his compound: wars, the Red Sweat, and fighting over the scraps would leave little behind.

      She held no grudge: she had come to realize that her father had done her a favor by selling her. She had seen a young cousin driven away for witchcraft by his own father, after a newborn baby brother had sickened and died. A desperate family could thus be quickly rid of a mouth they could not feed.

      Better still, Miriam had not yet undergone the ordeal of female circumcision when she was taken away. At first she had feared that it was for this reason that the men who bought her kept selling her on to others. But she had learned that this was just luck, in all its perverse strangeness, pressing her life into some sort of shape. Not a very good shape after her departure from home, but then good luck came again in the person of Victor, whose bed she had warmed till he grew tired of her. Then he hired her to care for his new babies, Kevin and Leif.

      Twins were unlucky back home: there, one or both would immediately have been put out in the bush to die. But this, like so many other things, was different for all but the poorest of whites.

      They were pretty babies; Kevin was a little fussy but full of lively energy and alertness that Miriam rejoiced to see. Victor’s actress wife, Cameron, had no use for the boys (they were not hers, after all, not as these people reckoned such things). She had gladly left to Miriam the job of tending to them.

      Not long afterward Victor had bought Krista, an Eastern European girl, who doted extravagantly on the two little boys and quickly took over their care. Victor hated to turn people out of his household (he thought of himself as a magnanimous man), so his chief assistant, Bulgarian Bob found a way to keep Miriam on. He gave her a neat little digital camera with which to keep a snapshot record of Victor’s home life: she was to be a sort of documentarian of the domestic. It was Bulgarian Bob (as opposed to French Bob, Victor’s head driver) who had noticed her interest in taking pictures during an early shoot of the twins.

      B. Bob was like that: he noticed things, and he attended to them.

      Miriam felt blessed. She knew herself to be plain next to the diet-sculpted, spa-pampered, surgery-perfected women in Victor’s household, so she could hardly count on beauty to secure protection; nor had she any outstanding talent of the kind that these people valued. But with a camera like this Canon G9, you needed no special gift to take attractive family snapshots. It was certainly better than, say, becoming someone’s lowly third wife, or being bonded for life to a wrinkled shrine-priest back home.

      Krista said that B. Bob had been a gangster in Prague. This was certainly possible. Some men had a magic that could change them from any one thing into anything else: the magic was money. Victor’s money had changed Miriam’s status from that of an illegal slave to, of all wonderful things, that of a naturalized citizen of the U.S.A. (although whether her new papers could stand serious scrutiny she hoped never to have to find out). Thus she was cut off from her roots, floating in Victor’s world.

      Better not to think of that, though; better not to think painful thoughts.

      Krista understood this (she understood a great deal without a lot of palaver). Yet Krista obstinately maintained a little shrine made of old photos, letters, and trinkets that she set up in a private corner wherever Victor’s household went. Despite a grim period in Dutch and Belgian brothels, she retained a sweet naiveté. Miriam hoped that no bad luck would rub off on Krista from attending to the twins. Krista was an East European, which seemed to render a female person more than normally vulnerable to ill fortune.

      Miriam had helped Krista to fit in with the others who surrounded Victor—the coaches, personal shoppers, arrangers, designers, bodyguards, publicists, therapists, drivers, cooks, secretaries, and hangers-on of all kinds. He was like a paramount chief with a great crowd of praise singers paid to flatter him, out-shouting similar mobs attending everyone significant in the film world. This world was little different from the worlds of Africa and Arabia that Miriam had known, although at first it had seemed frighteningly strange—so shiny, so fast-moving and raucous! But when you came right down to it here were the same swaggering, self-indulgent older men fighting off their younger competitors, and the same pretty girls they all sniffed after; and the lesser court folk, of course, including almost-invisible functionaries like Krista and Miriam.

      One day, Miriam planned to leave. Her carefully tended savings were nothing compared to the fortunes these shiny people hoarded, wasted, and squabbled over; but she had almost enough for a quiet, comfortable life in some quiet, comfortable place. She knew how to live modestly and thought she might even sell some of her photographs once she left Victor’s orbit.

      It wasn’t as if she yearned to run to one of the handsome African men she saw selling knock-off designer handbags and watches on the sidewalks of great European cities. Sometimes, at the sound of a familiar language from home, she imagined joining them—but those were poor men, always on the run from the local law. She could not give such a man power over her and her savings.

      Not that having money made the world perfect: Miriam was a realist, like any survivor. She found it funny that, even for Victor’s followers with their light minds and heavy pockets, contentment was not to be bought. Success itself eluded them, since they continually redefined it as that which they had not yet achieved.

      Victor, for instance: the one thing he longed for but could not attain was praise for his film—his first effort as an actor-director.

      They hate me! he cried, crushing another bad review and flinging it across the front room of their hotel suite, because I have the balls to tackle grim reality! All they want is sex, explosions, and the new Brad Pitt! Anything but truth, they can’t stand truth!

      Of course they couldn’t stand it. No one could. Truth was the desperate lives of most ordinary people, lives often too hard to be borne; mere images on a screen could not make that an attractive spectacle. Miriam had known boys back home who thought they were Rambo. Some had become killers, some had been become the killed: doped-up boys, slung about with guns and bullet-belts like carved fetish figures draped in strings of shells. Their short lives were not in the movies or like the movies.

      On this subject as many others, however, Miriam kept her opinions to herself.

      Hearts of Light was scorned at Cannes. Victor’s current wife, Cameron, fled in tears from his sulks and rages. She stayed away for days, drowning her unhappiness at parties and pools and receptions.

      Wealth, however, did have certain indispensable uses. Some years before Miriam had joined his household, Victor had bought the one thing that turned out to be essential: a white-walled mansion called La Bastide, set high on the side of a French valley only a day’s drive from Cannes. This was to be his retreat from the chaos and crushing boredom of the cinema world, a place where he could recharge his creative energies (so said B. Bob).

      When news came that three Sudanese had been found dead in Calabria, their skins crusted with a cracked glaze of blood, Victor had his six rented Mercedes loaded up with petrol and provisions. They drove out of Cannes before the next dawn. It had been hot on the Mediterranean shore. Inland was worse. Stubby planes droned across the sky trailing plumes of retardant and water that they dropped on fires in the hills.

      Victor stood in the sunny courtyard of La Bastide and told everyone how lucky they were to have gotten away to this refuge before the road from Cannes became clogged with people fleeing the unnerving proximity of the Red Sweat.

      There’s room for all of us here, he said (Miriam snapped pictures of his confident stance and broad, chiefly gestures). Better yet, we’re prepared and we’re safe. These walls are thick and strong. I’ve got a rack of guns downstairs, and we know how to use them. We have plenty of food, and all the water we could want: a spring in the bedrock underneath us feeds sweet, clean water into a well right here inside the walls. And since I didn’t have to store water, we have lots more of everything else!

      Oh, the drama; already, Miriam told Krista, he was making the movie of all this in his head.

      Nor was he the only one. As the others went off to the quarters B. Bob assigned them, trailing an excited hubbub through the cool, shadowed spaces of the house, those who had brought their camcorders dug them out and began filming on the spot. Victor encouraged them, saying that this adventure must be recorded, that it would be a triumph of photojournalism for the future.

      Privately he told Miriam, It’s just to keep them busy. I depend on your stills to capture the reality of all this. We’ll have an exhibition later, maybe even a book. You’ve got a good eye, Miriam; and you’ve had experience with crisis in your part of the world, right?

      La Bastide meant the country house but the place seemed more imposing than that, standing tall, pale, and alone on a crag above the valley. The outer walls were thick, with stout wooden doors and window-shutters as Victor had pointed out. He had had a wing added on to the back in matching stone. A small courtyard, the one containing the well, was enclosed by walls between the old and new buildings. Upstairs rooms had tall windows and sturdy iron balconies; those on the south side overlooked a French village three kilometers away down the valley.

      Everyone had work to do—scripts to read, write, or revise, phone calls to make and take, deals to work out—but inevitably they drifted into the ground floor salon, the room with the biggest flat-screen TV. The TV stayed on. It showed raging wildfires. Any place could burn in summer, and it was summer most of the year now in southern Europe.

      But most of the news was about the Red Sweat. Agitated people pointed and shouted, their expressions taut with urgency: Looters came yesterday. Where are the police, the authorities?

      We scour buildings for batteries, matches, canned goods.

      What can we do? They left us behind because we are old.

      We hear cats and dogs crying, shut in with no food or water. We let the cats out, but we are afraid of the dogs; packs already roam the streets.

      Pictures showed bodies covered with crumpled sheets, curtains, bedspreads in many colors, laid out on sidewalks and in improvised morgues—the floors of school gyms, of churches, of automobile showrooms.

      My God, they said, staring at the screen with wide eyes. Northern Italy now! So close!

      Men carrying guns walked through deserted streets wearing bulky, outlandish protective clothing and facemasks. Trucks loaded with relief supplies waited for roads to become passable; survivors mobbed the trucks when they arrived. Dead creatures washed up on shorelines, some human, some not. Men in robes, suits, turbans, military uniforms, talked and talked and talked into microphones, reassuring, begging, accusing, weeping.

      All this had been building for months, of course, but everyone in Cannes had been too busy to pay much attention. Even now at La Bastide they seldom talked about the news. They talked about movies. It was easier.

      Miriam watched TV a lot. Sometimes she took pictures of the screen images. The only thing that could make her look away was a shot of an uncovered body, dead or soon to be so, with a film of blood dulling the skin.

      On Victor’s orders, they all ate in the smaller salon, without a TV.

      On the third night, Krista asked, What will we eat when this is all gone?

      I got boxes of that paté months go. Bulgarian Bob smiled and stood back with his arms folded, like a waiter in a posh restaurant. Don’t worry, there’s plenty more.

      My man, said Victor, digging into his smoked Norwegian salmon.

      Next day, taking their breakfast coffee out on the terrace, they saw military vehicles grinding past on the roadway below. Relief convoys were being intercepted now, the news had said, attacked and looted.

      Don’t worry, little Mi, B. Bob said, as she took snaps of the camouflage-painted trucks from the terrace. Victor bought this place and fixed it up in the Iranian crisis. He thought we had more war coming. We’re set for a year, two years.

      Miriam grimaced. Where food was stored in my country, that is where gunmen came to steal, she said.

      B. Bob took her on a tour of the marvelous security at La Bastide, all controlled from a complicated computer console in the master suite: the heavy steel-mesh gates that could be slammed down, the metal window shutters, the ventilation ducts with their electrified outside grills.

      But if the electricity goes off? she asked.

      He smiled. We have our own generators here.

      After dinner that night Walter entertained them. Hired as Victor’s Tae Kwan Do coach, he turned out to be a conservatory-trained baritone.

      No more opera, Victor said, waving away an aria. Old country songs for an old country house. Give us some ballads, Walter!

      Walter sang Parsley Sage, Barbara Ellen, and The Golden Vanity.

      This last made Miriam’s eyes smart. It told of a young cabin boy who volun-teered to swim from an outgunned warship to the enemy vessel and sink it, single-handed, with an augur; but his Captain would not to let him back on board afterward. Rather than hole that ship too and so drown not just the evil Captain but his own innocent shipmates, the cabin boy drowned himself: He sank into the lowland, low and lonesome, sank into the lowland sea.

      Victor applauded. Great, Walter, thanks! You’re off the hook now, that’s enough gloom and doom. Tragedy tomorrow—comedy tonight!

      They followed him into the library, which had been fitted out with a big movie screen and computers with game consoles. They settled down to watch Marx Brothers movies and old romantic comedies from the extensive film library of La Bastide. The bodyguards stayed up late, playing computer games full of mayhem. They grinned for Miriam’s camera lens.

      In the hot and hazy afternoon next day, a green mini-Hummer appeared on the highway. Miriam and Krista, bored by a general discussion about which gangster movie had the most swear words, were sitting on the terrace painting each other’s toenails. The Hummer turned off the roadway, came up the hill, and stopped at La Bastide’s front gates. A man in jeans, sandals, and a white shirt stepped out on the driver’s side.

      It was Paul, a writer hired to ghost Victor’s autobiography. The hot, cindery wind billowed his sleeve as he raised a hand to shade his eyes.

      Hi, girls! he called. We made it! We actually had to go off-road, you wouldn’t believe the traffic around the larger towns! Where’s Victor?

      Bulgarian Bob came up beside them and stood looking down.

      Hey, Paul, he said. Victor’s sleeping; big party last night. What can we do for you?

      Open the gates, of course! We’ve been driving for hours!

      From Cannes?

      Of course from Cannes! cried Paul heartily. Some Peruvian genius won the Palme D’Or, can you believe it? But maybe you haven’t heard—the jury made a special prize for Hearts of Light. We have the trophy with us—Cammie’s been holding it all the way from Cannes.

      Cameron jumped out of the car and held up something bulky wrapped in a towel. She wore party clothes: a sparkly green dress and chunky sandals that laced high on her plump calves. Miriam’s own thin, straight legs shook a little with the relief of being up here, on the terrace, and not down there at the gates.

      Bulgarian Bob put his big hand gently over the lens of her camera. Not this, he murmured.

      Cameron waved energetically and called B. Bob’s name, and Miriam’s, and even Krista’s (everyone knew that she hated Krista).

      Paul stood quietly, staring up. Miriam had to look away.

      B. Bob called, Victor will be very happy about the prize.

      Krista whispered, He looks for blood on their skin; it’s too far to see, though, from up here. To Bob she said, I should go tell Victor?

      B. Bob shook his head. He won’t want to know.

      He turned and went back inside without another word. Miriam and Krista took their bottles of polish and their tissues and followed.

      Victor (and, therefore, everyone else) turned a deaf ear to the pleas, threats, and wails from out front for the next two days. A designated security team made up of bodyguards and mechanics went around making sure that La Bastide was locked up tight.

      Victor sat rocking on a couch, eyes puffy. My God, I hate this; but they were too slow. They could be carrying the disease. We have a responsibility to protect ourselves.

      Next morning the Hummer and its two occupants had gone.

      Television channels went to only a few hours a day, carrying reports of the Red Sweat in Paris, Istanbul, Barcelona. Nato troops herded people into make-shift emergency camps: schools, government buildings, and of course that trusty standby of imprisonment and death, sports arenas.

      The radio and news sites on the Web said more: refugees were on the move everywhere. The initial panicky convulsion of flight was over, but smaller groups were reported rushing this way and that all over the continent. In Eastern Europe, officials were holed up in mountain monasteries and castles, trying to subsist on wild game. Urbanites huddled in the underground malls of Canadian cities. When the Red Sweat made its lurid appearance in Montreal, it set off a stampede for the countryside.

      They said monkeys carried it; marmots; stray dogs; stray people. Ravens, those eager devourers of corpses, must carry the disease on their claws and beaks, or they spread it in their droppings. So people shot at birds, dogs, rodents, and other people.

      Krista prayed regularly to two little wooden icons she kept with her. Miriam had been raised pagan with a Christian gloss. She did not pray. God had never seemed further away.

      After a screaming fight over the disappearance of somebody’s stash of E, a sweep by the security squad netted a hoard of drugs. These were locked up, to be dispensed only by Bulgarian Bob at set times.

      We have plenty of food and water, Victor explained, but not an endless supply of drugs. We don’t want to run through it all before this ends, do we? In compensation he was generous with alcohol, with which La Bastide’s cellar was plentifully stocked. When his masseuse (she was diabetic) and one of the drivers insisted on leaving to fend for themselves and their personal requirements outside, Victor did not object.

      Miriam had not expected a man who had only ever had to act like a leader onscreen to exercise authority so naturally in real life.

      It helped that his people were not in a rebellious mood. They stayed in their rooms playing cards, sleeping, some even reading old novels from the shelves under the window seats downstairs. A running game of trivia went on in the games room (Which actors have played which major roles in green body make-up?). People used their cell phones to call each other in different parts of the building, since calls to the outside tended not to connect (when they did, conversations were not encouraging).

      Nothing appeared on the television now except muay thai matches from Thailand, but the radio still worked: Fires destroyed the main hospital in Marseilles; fire brigades did not respond. Refugees from the countryside who were sheltering inside are believed dead.

      Students and teachers at the university at Bologna broke into the city offices but found none of the food and supplies rumored to be stored there.

      Electricity was failing now over many areas. Victor decreed that they must only turn on the modern security system at night. During daylight hours they used the heavy old locks and bolts on the thick outer doors. B. Bob posted armed lookouts on the terrace and on the roof of the back wing. Cell phones were collected, to stop them being recharged to no good purpose.

      But the diesel fuel for Victor’s vastly expensive, vastly efficient German generators suddenly ran out (it appeared that the caretaker of La Bastide had sold off much of it during the previous winter). The ground floor metal shutters that had been locked in place by electronic order at nightfall could not be reopened.

      Unexpectedly, Victor’s crew seemed glad to be shut in more securely. They moved most activities to the upper floor of the front wing, avoiding the shuttered darkness downstairs. They went to bed earlier to conserve candles. They partied in the dark.

      The electric pumps had stopped, but an old hand-pump at the basement laundry tubs was rigged to draw water from the well into the pipes in the house. They tore up part of the well yard in the process, getting dust everywhere, but in the end they even got a battered old boiler working over a wood-fire in the basement. A bath rota was eagerly subscribed to, although Alicia, the wig-girl, was forbidden to use hot water to bathe her Yorkie any more.

      Victor rallied his troops that evening. He was not a tall man but he was energetic and his big, handsome face radiated confidence and determination. Look at us—we’re movie people, spinners of dreams that ordinary people pay money to share! Who needs a screening room, computers, TV? We can entertain ourselves, or we shouldn’t be here!

      Sickly grins all around, but they rose at once to his challenge.

      They put on skits, plays, take-offs of popular TV shows. They even had concerts, since several people could play piano or guitar well and Walter was not the only one with a good singing voice. Someone found a violin in a display case downstairs, but no one knew how to play that. Krista and the youngest of the cooks told fortunes, using tea leaves and playing cards from the game room. The fortunes were all fabulous.

      Miriam did not think about the future. She occupied herself taking pictures. One of the camera men reminded her that there would be no more recharging of batteries now; if she turned off the LCD screen on the Canon G9 its picture-taking capacity would last longer. Most of the camcorders were already dead from profligate over-use.

      It was always noisy after sunset now; people fought back this way against the darkness outside the walls of La Bastide. Miriam made earplugs out of candle wax and locked her bedroom door at night. On an evening of lively revels (it was Walter’s birthday party) she quietly got hold of all the keys to her room that she knew of, including one from Bulgarian Bob’s set. B. Bob was busy at the time with one of the drivers, as they groped each other urgently on the second floor landing.

      There was more sex now, and more tension. Fistfights erupted over a card game, an edgy joke, the misplacement of someone’s plastic water bottle. Victor had Security drag one pair of scuffling men apart and hustle them into the courtyard.

      What’s this about? he demanded.

      Skip Reiker panted, "He was boasting about some Rachman al Haj concert he went to! That guy is a goddamn A-rab, a crazy damn Muslim!’

      Bullshit! Sam Landry muttered, rubbing at a red patch on his cheek. Music is music.

      Where did the god damned Sweat start, jerk? Africa! Skip yelled. "The ragheads passed it around among themselves for years, and then they decided to share it. How do you think it spread to Europe? They brought

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