Yeah that's what I'm facing right now. There is just too much happening. In the real world, in the crypto space, on the STEEM blockchain....HIVE....airdrop...justin sun....

I just need some breathing space! I feel so suffocated!

Sometimes it is very essential for us to take a step back, breathe in deep and watch from the outside, without being directly involved!

With the steem pumping I wanted to take some profit and the later buy back in at the dip. I did take some profit but instead of the price dipping, it just ran off from around 4200 satoshis to over 8000 satoshis in a matter of hours! Then panic again, find a buy back in spot...sell again....buy the slight dip again and eventually I did cover losses to a good extent.

But this is all just too overwhelming. I went to sleep at 2 am and I've been up since 5 am! And now I'm just grumpy! And the growing fears of the coronavirus situation in Chittagong, Bangladesh continues to take it's toll on the mind!

Some light chatting on the @bdcommunity and @steemitbd discord was fun and refreshing. But I have decided to refrain from all sorts of trading activity until the airdrop.

I don't even want to check the price action. I don't want to feel "oh damn, I could've bought so much more" or "Damn only if I waited a bit longer I could have made this much more profit" or "Oh I missed the opportunity to cash out and buy that perfume I've been wanting to for a while now!"

Yeah, little bit about me, I love collecting and using perfumes! And I've been wanting to buy one specific one for sometime now, but the price tag has been scaring me and yesterday was actually perfect to take out enough profit and finally make that leap and buy it! But oh well! water under the bridge and all that! I'll have to wait a bit more for that!

This is the perfume btw, if anyone even cares!

But a missed opportunity is just a missed opportunity. Not the end of the world! Corona might be, though!

So if you haven't made that sweet profit out of yesterday's bullrun, it's okay! Take a deep breath!

I will keep chatting on discord as I am starting to make good connection with some people, especially from the Bangladeshi community and I'm enjoying our little talks and also the OCD and Neoxian and GEMS discord is quite fun!

At this point, I'm just waiting for the launch of HIVE and we'll see where we're headed from there on.

I don't care if steem takes on another bull run or it's price plummets to the sewers. I have turned off bittrex and tradingview windows on my laptop and also the app on my phone and I don't intend on opening them anytime soon.

I don't care what Justin Sun is up to and I don't have the energy to speculate what might happen!

I'm mentally very exhausted, and I need rest.

We all do at some point, we just don't realize when. It is important for our mental health that all of us realize when to take the break, take a step back, take a deep breath and just observe from the outside. We don't always have to be at the center of attention and you will see, so much in life becomes so clear!

I am at that junction right now where I need clarity and I'm sure most of us do!

Until next Time!

Peace!