Sunday, March 22, 2009
Sunday, March 15, 2009
{Pass/Fail}
*big sigh* Tomorrow is the start of week 3 of working....huge adjustments here at our house for sure. It has been 7 years since I have worked outside of our home. 7 years since I have had to do the things millions of women do every day and I can honestly say I hate it and I'm officially stressed out. I'm organized and a control freak and I'm thinking I need to rethink this or I need to sit myself down and have a talk with myself about breathing and rolling with things and stop trying to control EVERYTHING!!!!
Sunday night staying up waaaay too late and not going to bed until almost 2 to get up at 5:30 FAIL
Monday/Tuesday hating the room they put me in to where I gripe at my family when I get home and cry FAIL
Talking to the Director and getting my point across that toddlers and pre-toddlers freak me out so that's probably not the right room for me to be in PASS
Making a home cooked meal and sitting down all of us to eat as a family PASS
falling asleep on the couch night after night and forgetting that my husband might want some "alone" time with me FAIL
letting laundry pile up all week and letting Josh catch it up but complaining that he could've helped MORE instead of appreciating what he did do FAIL
going out Friday evening to dinner/movie with my family after being exhausted after work and having a great time PASS
Will this get easier? How does one let go of having to be in total control? Can I do this or will I fail???
