hurtful for being heartless

Fuhhhh....mmg berhabuk gila blog ni. Last update masa my lil munchkin umur 3m.o. now she's 1y.o++. Haha. In the meantime mmg xde buat pape pun sebenarnya...cuma rutin harian biasa je la kan... takde rasa nak update langsung since pemilik blog ini bukan la blogger yg tegar. Im just
a silent reader to a few blogs of my interests n some of my frens.

So what makes me so suddenly appears in here today? Heh... tengok tajuk la weh.  Tajuk emosi terlebih tu. Yep! Nak buat curahan perasaan je sebenarnya... time2 mcm ni la baru rasa rindu kt my blog. Sorry ye blog... :( nak mencurah perasaan kt fb rasa mcm x seswai sbb nti takut kawan2
Terbaca status. Twitter? I dont have one. hihihi. Kt blog ni je rasa mcm selamat skit, sbb i know my blog ni xde reader sgt pun. Haha

Hmmm...dari td duk membebel for nothing je kan. Tu la dia perangai! Cakap ikut suka smpai sakitkan hati org lain. Pastu sendiri menyesal kan! Pastu da malu nak minta maaf kan! Padan la muka aku. Terbeban nya hati ni. Kenapa la mulut ni ringan je berkata kata tanpa berfikir??! Nak speak out la konon xnak pendam2 apa yg terbuku dalam hati. Hah..skang org tu da kecik hati, perang dingin. Puas ke hati ni? Dgn someone that's very close to my heart in my life pulak tu.

Change la dahlia. Jgn nak duk busuk hati sangat. Cuba lapangkan dada, tenangkan fikiran n bersihkan hati. Even x setuju pn, if what u gonna say will make people shed in tears, u better be shut your mouth up! Silent is the best, because youre such a sarcastic, dahlia.  Dont u realize that this kind of attitude exists in u for all the years u live?

Enough is enough. I did hurt her n im not feeling great about it.  I hope i will not do it ever again...yes, i really hope so...  my heart is always crying for what ive done!!!