Thepotent

ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

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Season2

Chapt
er1

Asky
our
sel
fbef
orespendi
ngt
ime
pl
easi
ngot
her
sanddeny
ing
y
our
self
,"Whatgoodwil
lthi
sdof
or
t
hel
if
eIdesir
etoliv
e?"

Si
err
a

Zvakaomahenyumufungeimi pasi
panopanevanhuvanemoy oyaka
si
ndimara.Iknowlm notal
lowedt o
j
udge.Nekutimetoolhave myown
err
or.
Butini hanguhandinakudeurar opa
remunhui ni
.Wimbydi edbecause
hedr awn.Mymot herdiedwi th
cancernababaMuny aradzitinga
ngoti cherotakasi
yanav ariv
apenyu.
Becausei nindi
nindai
tor wara
patakasi yana.

MaivanaMuny ar
adziisstil
lal
iv
e.
Herdtheyaregoingt orenew t
heir
vowls.Im happyf ort
hem .
Ndowaivemunamat owangukuti
v
adzoker
eranenemukadzi
wav
o.

Butzvev
anhuv anopfuramunhusure
here5bull
etsjustmakingsurekuti
atof
akutif
ii
ifi
iisi
mplybecausethey
wantedtostealthecar.

Yavasi
nafutikuzotor
awhatwast he
poi
ntofki l
l
inghim.Iusedt othi
nk
kut
iAlexanderistheonebehi
nd
Eugene,
sdeath.

Butl
m nowr
eal
i
zingkut
iyai
tov
ewo
str
essneconf usionyekufi
rwa
nemuni
n,inawake.Muf ungewedeal
wit
hstressdif
ferent
lysothatswhy
hewasact i
ngl i
kehewaspossessed
naImani.

HaaamufungeAlexanderzvaator
i
murumemusv i
nusv i
nunhaiJeso
ndangandatomushay akaapanda
svi
kakumbakwav o.

Feltsorr
yf orMr sMoyonenews
dzatangatanzwamuf ungekut
ix
fr
iendsdzaAl exanderoneoft
hem i
s
t
heonewhoshootandki
l
lEugene.

Theowneroft hecarcellyacho
akat
umav anhukunotsvagamot a
i
yoyomushuremekungey atengwana
EugeneisbamuniniPrince
nabamuni
niRomeo.

Vanababav aI
manimufunge
nezvav
aii
tapamar
ooropaya.
Kuuray
isamukuwashanekudamar
i
endezvakaomamufunge.

Hamenokuti
Imaniachaf
il
asei
anzwanewsdzakadai
apamai
nat
etev akev
arikut
ouyakuno.
Ndikat
oonaMr sMoy ondi
chano
kumbiramotayaDaddykunot or
a.

AaaAl exanderndangandato
mushay akaapaauy akuzo
ndit
ambi raimbway av
ohaidi
zvevanhui norumakaa

Ndatozovhundukaavapadhuze
achit
ipi
ndaihenyumaini
ni.Ndi
kat
i
ndiwezvakondangandatokushay
a
kaaandambotipamweEugene
amukazv
ee.

Koz vaut
ori
murumemusvi
nusvinu
nhaiweusazodar
omhani
Alexander
urimunhuwekuzi
va.

Daindinemwanamusi kanawaitoi
ta
mukuwashawangu. Akaseka
achibvaatindozv
inony ashamaini
ni.
Ndikatiay
iwawat ov
ejindar ume
chairo.

Akasekahanz
ihaaamai
nini
.
Ndikazomut i
sor r
yhakoher dt
he
newsaboutt hekiller
sakangot i
zvakaomamai ninimuf unge
vandaidyanavomundi roimwechete
ndichi
tishamwar indi
vov aka
pandukaandki l
l
edmybr other
.

Apaangaakut ochemaMr sMoy o

pavakandionavakabvavatanga
kuchemahanzi i
tneverr
ainf ormeit
getpours.Haaashamwar iheredz a
Alexanderkil
l
edmysoni nv olv
ed
nehamadzaI mani.Handinakana
neremur omomwanangu.
Ndir
ikur
wadziwavanhuvekuziv
a
her
echokwadiarimunhuwausinga
zi
veunotii
twasrandom shootout
.

Haandar wadziwai
nini
ndakazov at
i
mhamhazv akaomakudai Mwar i
ndivovanoziva.Whyallthis
happenedzv akaomakudai tongoti
zvakanakakunaMwar it
ingori
varanda.

Atleastyouhaveaclueofwhat
happenedast oourdearEugenelm
surehisspi
ri
tisfi
ghti
nghi sbat
tl
e.
Thosebast
ardsaregoingtorot
ein
j
ailpayi
ngforal
ltheydi
dtohi
m.
HanzinaMrsMoy oehehazvobtit
s
notgoingt
obr i
ngmysonback.

Ndi katii
tstr
uemhamhabti twil
l
stopt hem f
rom kil
l
inganot
her
personi ncoldblood.

VakachemaMr sMoy ondi

kav asi
ya
kutivaoedz
eshungudzav ovakazo
nyararahavoasiwai
toonakutizvi
ri
kudzimbapasipasipemoyo.
Hanzi
howi slmanigoi
ngtofeel
whenshehearkutiv
anababavake
andmaf r
iendsamwanawangu
ki
ll
edherhusband.

Ndi
katidev
astatedbtl m sur
eshe
wi
llf
eelbett
erkuti peopl
ebehind
t
hatarebehindbars.

Hanzihamenozvakaomahupeny
u
uhu.Ndakazoonekazvangu.
Ndikanot
oratet
evalmanina
mhamhav ake.
Hanzi namhanhaendezv akaoma
ufungeSierr
andirikushayakuti
ndinotari
sanakumesosei namai va
Eugenesur ekutiv
anaRomeona
Princevakaur
ayi
samwanawev ari
dzi
nekudakwav ozvevapfupinekureba.

Ndikati
aaamhamhapaneshamwar
i
dzaAlexanderonewachondi
ye
akpfuura.

Hanziyuwi Al
exanderndiy
e
mumwewowekudakut i
ndimupe
i
mbanal man.Ndikat
iheisnol
onger
l
ikethatatochinj
auyokanamuka
muonay
ouwi
l
lbesur
pri
sed.

Akasi
yazv eseizv
ohanzimakor
okot
o
tet
evakazotihaaadzai
tov
embanje
dzaimui
tisazvisi
nabasa.

Anywayini
nilwantt
ol ookPr
ince
andRomeoi nthei
rfacesandask
them.Kuti
whydidtheykil
llmani,
s
husband..

Vakasandidai
randodakuv
arov
a
zvakai
pa.Hanzinamhamhamuno
sungwanemapuri
sahanzj v
ano
ndisungazvav
oasimbi
tindi
nenge
ndadzirov
a.

Vaisweroshamisi
ranemarinemota
dzekubasure.Zvekusvi
ka
pakuurayamukuwashahaaanhaka
hondoy aEugeneiri
kurwiwana
nyadengazvafumukazvese
ndaishayakut
ikohanzvadzidzangu.

Withthemoneyt heyhave
pakuroor
wakwal maniv at
oit
akunge
vari
kutengesandegethewayt he
char
ged.Nyambamatsot
sizv
awo
aj
air
akudyazvev
apf
upinekur
eba.

Moy oyav
oy aj
air
ahuguruvhasot hey
don'
thav ecompasionwit
hany one
al
ltheywantisfi
ll
ingthei
rpockets
wit
hcash.

Doesn'tmatt
eryabvepiaslongas
ther
eisanopport
unit
yy ekutiv
ait
e
maritheymakesurekut
itheygetit
.

Hezv
ovakazosv
ikapakuur
ayi
sa
mukuwashawav ar ovapasipetsoka.
Ineverthoughtinmy l
if
ekut i
my
brot
hersar emakingal i
vi
ng
nemisodzinediki
tar ev
amwenev eri
n
my l
i
fewi l
lleverpictur
edit.

Ndaitoticarsaleyavoi ri
kubapamar i
genuinemoneyt heyar ejustst i
ngy
peoplewhodoesn' twantkudy amar i
dzavonehama.Nott hatl wanted
thei
rmoneyorwhatl havemyown
l
ifeinindi
notoz vi
rarami rali
fey angu.
Butwhatt heydidtolmani akuda
kuroorwakut iwaisatitumirama
grosary.
Showsmekut it
heyaregreedy
peopl
emar i
yemusikanawebasa
i
ngakwanekuchengetavanhuv anot
o
garakumadaledal
e..

Alllwantisl
ookingintotheirfaces
andaskt hem.Moy owakaipakudar o
vakauwanepi kokutor
aSat ankuisa
muhomwe.Kut oraSatankuf amba
naye.

Breaki
ngmuzukur
uwangu,
shear
t
surelmani
kunz
wakut
imunhu
akadyamaridzemaroor
oakois
behindyourhusband,sdeat
h.

Takazoendakumacel l
stetenamai
Imanivakunoonambi ti
dziy
a. .Taka
svi
kakupolicev akadai
dzwaRomeo
naPr i
ncev aya.Kkkkhugamba
hwesehwangahwaper amanj ezvese
zvavai
itazvekushainapasi
sina.

2day si
dzodzovakavhar
ir
wav anga
vakutoi
takungezvi
kambazvichango
zvarwa.Kuit
akuwunununakunge
tuhukwanatwafi
rwanamaivatwo
muchando.
Tetevakangot
i kuonahanzvadzi
dzavokudainekutopf umba
zvi
bhakera.Ndakazongoona
bamuniniPri
ncev akubudaropa
mumhi noBamuni niRomeo
vakabatamudumbuv angav
apihwa
twekwavonat ete.

Mupuri
saangaakami r
ir
aaripo
avhur
ir
avanaBamuni nivaya.Akazo
batat
eteakati
ambuy amukaita
kungedzi
sinakuny
atsotikweser
e.

Ti
nokubur
it
sai
munosi
yi
rai
mit
emo
kumapur i
sa.Mupur i
sauy u
akazunzwazunzwanat et
endaida
kusekazvanguy ooot
eteRutendo
vanesimbarinengeraSamson
wemubi bl
e.

Akatozodai
dzamumwemupur i
sa
mupur i
sauyaakanzinat
ete.
Ndokurovawanzwahandinabasane
uni
formy emutemoy awakapfeka.
Mai l
manindivovai
ngevakuchema
manjehanzitet
emusadar omoda
kuvhari
rwaheremushawese. .
Hanzinat et
emupur i
sauy uhaana
mukanwaanombozi vazvakai
twa
nembiti
idziher
e.Surekujadya
mazir
ooraakadar oimimuchiziva
kut
imur ikudakuurayamurume
wemwanawamar ovapasipetsoka.

Hanzinabamuni ni Pr
incesisi hat
ina
kumbozi vakutimur umewal mani
ndiy
eangaat engamot aiyoyo.We
arenottheoncev akaii
tapaperwor k
i
tisourempl oyeessowedi dn't
knowkut i
mot ay atai
day akatengwa
nemur
umewal
mani

Heardweknownwewer enotgoing
togoaf teri
t.HanziPutseki
Pri
nce
ziki
tir
emunhuki tii
rinanezvayo
ukair
atidzarudoinotokudawoy odya
makonzomumbaandy ousavemar i
yekutengamushongawemakonzo.

Ndatorerutsamuriny
okadzevanhu
whatkindofpeopleareyou.Eveni
f
youknewi twasnotEugenehowdo
yousal
esomet hi
ngtosomeone
aft
erthaty ougoandrobthem .
Haaaamur iv
anavamai nababa
vanguher
wi mimi.
.Takayamwazamu
ri
mwechet eherei
susu.Haaaaamai
anababavakati
dzi
dzisakudya
chezi
yakushandanemaokoeduay a.

I
mi modakudimbudzira
hupenyu.
.Nowlunderstandwhy
babalmanimybrotherEt hanay
isa
wir
ir
ananemi .

Iny
ay ay ehudyi
reyamunayomayhi s
soulr estinpeacendaitombotipada
ndiyeanepr oblem asi
imi ndi
mi
covi
d19pr obl
em muhupeny u
chai
yomanj
ecur
eyeny
utai
wanaj
eri
.

Mucharipi
kaldon'tevenf eelsor
ry
foryou.Muchenjerekutor
erwa
dzimbadzenyunest at
e.Nai wo
mazigadzieny
uamanga
makadzidzi
sakuvengahama.

Goreri
notichaonereravar
ohwa
nenhamonemazi v
anaeny uamai sa
unzawokunat et
e.I maniakabuda
mumaokoat etehaanahakekupedz a
skoolbecauseofci rcumstancesasi
anorar
amahupeny uhunedi gnit
y
akaroor
wamushemushei
mimuka
paradzaimbay
ake.

Enyumazi
vanamaspoi l
edbrat
shaa
gor
erinoi
rori
noir
i.zv
inozv
amusi na
kuv
akakumushahameno.Hanzi na
Romeosisihel
pus.
Maival
mani vakabv avat
inhai
vana
bamuni
niisusut akanyat
so
kut
adzi
rai
chii
i chaizvo.

Mar
iyemarooratakakupai
sanababa
val
mani.Wedidn'tdenyyoukut
i
mur
ivanababacherohenyu
muchit
ionaset
isi
riv
anhui
ninal
mani
wangu.

Komur umewakemakazo
muurayir
ei.Vangavakut
ochemamai
l
mani.Hanzi nababamuni
niRomeo
wedidn'tknowkut ii
twasEugene,
s
car.

Wear esorryhanzinat
etehedeeee
sekazvakoRutendoiwe.
Kukubatsi
raii
nini
manjekut
izvadii
maibatsi
raaniiminemar
idzenyu
dzekuba.
Callurwi
vesandspoiledki
dstohelp
you.Ndir
ikutodakut
okurover
erai
mugar wmujerii
momokusvika
mazivakutimarii
noshandi
rwa.

Vanguvesevamai robhamotithey
smil
edher eaf
terthatrobber
y.
ManjeEugenear i
kur wahondoy ake
mumwey amav hari
rwakaaehehanzi
naMwar i
touchnotmyanoi nted.
Hanzinabamuni
niPri
nceisuhati
na
r
opar at
akambodeur
aisut
aingobi
ra
vanhumota.
Tonyndi yeakaitazvemusorowake
wenev ert oldthem toshootanyone.
Zvikanzinat et
ekurufumaitimwana
anemamhepowani awuray
isa
mur ume.Ndosakamai sadakuti
aroorwenaEugenei mimait
oziva
heny ukutiyouhabeahandi nit
.

Takazobvapay
amapurisaat
iti
me
uptetevai
it
akupaumbashewasso
angry.Mail
manivai
ngochema.

Vakur
uvakat
ichi
sihachi
yer
imusi
wachar i
mwasur e.Takazoenda
kumbakumbahedu.Muny aradzi
akazondi t
i l
mani i
scomi ng
nemwanawakeKudzi .Ndataurana
Kudzikuti wasinvesti
gati
ngny aya
yekuurayi
wakwemur umewakei t
i
nv ol
vesv anababav akeandxf r
iends
dzaAlexander .
.

Sakaany
timevanosvi
ka.Haaaaa
mhosvahair
ove..
..

.
Mostpeopl
edoknowwher
ethey
st
andfi
nanci
all
y,but
ver
yfewofusval
ueourt
imewi
thas
muchcar
e.Ti
meis
ourmostpreci
ousr
esour
ce.We
neverknowhowmuchwe
wil
lhaveandwecannev
ergeti
tback,
sovalueyourt
ime
asamosti
mpor
tantcommodi
ty.
Tarilov
esyou.Howislmanigoing
tofeelwhenshehearkut
ivana
vababavakehadahandinher
husband'
sdeath
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Thepotent
ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)
Season2

Chapt
er2

Youalreadyhavewhati
ttakes.Go
conf
identlyandbewhoyou
ar
eint
ri
nsi
cal
l
y.Owni
t.

Bobby
Haaandakat
oonazv angukut
iini
handi
nakumbobvirandadaTasha.
Zvai
tondi
net
sakutindakamuroora
seimunhuwandi
sinakumbobv ir
a
ndada.

Hamenobtwhat everi
tisfornowlm
done.Ingotevery
thi
ngthatbelongs
tomemycompanymyhousemy
car
s.Sakachinhuchasarakubuda
mumbamangui sanexpir
ed
cal
endarTasha.
Idon'
thav eanyusef ori
t.Mykids
hapanakwav anoendavanavangu
ndochengeta.Zvangumykidsl l
ove
them kanapanechinhuonechaka
gonekwaneol dcalendariy
a
muhupeny uhwangukaakundi zvar
ir
a
vanaipapo.

Akandi goneraendevanav anguv ane

tsi
kavanehunhuhwamai v angu.
Mostoft hetimesmymot herv ait
i
topeivazukuruvedu.Tasha
ayimbov enenguvayevanaher e.Ayit
o
kundwanamai ni
niTashabasa
kwaingov ekubodanekuchenachena
obudanemot adaiayi
vewoneku
churchkwaaiendawai
ti
kaarikuenda
kuchinachemadzimai
zvinoeee
mheno.

Ndangandisasamudemumba
mangumanj e.Herpresencey ai
ta
dist
urbmypeace.Sakal needtoget
readyofher.Kanamubedr oom
ndangandabudainiv
anav anguvari
kwamaivangu.

Ndakamudeedzandikat
iTashacan
wetal
khaanakudaiasiayi
rat
idza
kur
ohwanehana.Whocar esl
honest
lydontcar
eaboutkur
ova
kwehanayake.

Ndakabv andamut igaraapa

kuzonyeperakuitatsikadzemukapu
kani.Ndikamut
i Tashawhat everwas
betweenmeandy oui sover.Ti
kat
iit
musthav ebeenl ovebutitsovernow
.Tinenget anyepar udochair
wo
pangapasi naldon'tknowwhatwas
happeninghangu.Butt yehonest
tr
uthi sitwasnev errudohowlput
mybl oodandsweati nyourname
andsur namey ekumbakweny u.
Inindi
rimunhuanevanaldon'tknow,
lcouldneverdothati
nmyr ight
senses.Icoul
dhav eputeveryt
hing
i
nmynameandurnameal soour
kid'
sname.

Sakaiwewekaami dziyoyakai
tase
fr
idge,stov
e,microwav einfact
every
thinginthekitchenandt he
bed,heardboardandal lbl
ankets
sheetsyoucanhav ethem.

I
m goi
ngt
otakey
ouwi
tht
hel
orr
y
whereveryouwantt ogoaslongas
i
tisnothere.Andlmustspeakto
yourfamilyvozi
vakutii
ninewe
hapasi
sina.Vanavangu
ndochengetawakasunungukakut
i
ndipot
endichi
uyanavouvaone.

Thereisnoneedf oryoutocome
here.Akangorambaakatowundundu
misodziichi
buda.Kanandozogara
hangumuhupeny umukadzi akambo
ndi
iti
sauy undat
endahangu.

Ndi
kat
isakast
artpacki
ngwondi
i
dzakwekunokusi
ya.Hanzipl
iz
Bobbyll
oveyouurikudakuti
vana
vakur
emaivavovasi
pohere.

Ndikatizv
amunhuanodakuhwanda
nechigunwekudaihandi
dibaa.Vana
kudii
ikwachol t
oldyoukutiy
ouare
fr
eekuonav ana.Butvanavangu
havanakwav anoenda.

Akatangakuchemathemi ghtTasha
i
ni kanakut
ombonzwat sit
sihaaa
zvesureTashaangaandibudakana
kutombocheukahangundakat o
deedzerakanawapedzakuchema
wor
ongedza.Ndi
chi
tobudahangu.

MaininiTashandakaonazv angu
kungev ati
zainini
.Sakahandina
pekutangir
abtsof arndi
yemunhu
wandi nonzwakuda.Kanakur oora
nekuchatav akangobvumachet el
wil
ldo.

Zvinoambuy avanguv ay
amai
vamai niniTashandiy
emunhu
asingadezv isi
nabasakaa.Vanoto
j
amukabecausendakambov anzwa
vachit
i kunamai ni
niTashaumwe
musi hanziusazof
unagkuti
zvaunonziTashawavanekodzer
o
yekutoramurumewat et
evako.

Haasimur umewakondewatet
e
vakony angwezv
akouchi
nzi
Tasha.
Ivovakatiwowomhamhandoziva
kuti
ndibabamukuru.

Ndaitaseikohanzindi
rikungokur
air
a.
Endemai niniTashavai
tovenema
breakpandiri.
Sakapakaipamuf ungeasi
naMunyaradziuyav akat
orambana.
Ndakapedzisi
rahangundaenda
kunoonavanavangu.

NdakadzokaTashaapedza
kurongedzahanzi
unonondisi
yaku
War r
enPark.Ndakatoshay
akuti
kunanikuWarrenparkbtanyway
cheroabudamumbamangu.

Ndakafoneratranspor
tikauya
vakat
akurazvesendakatozot
iator
e
masofanezvesezv ai
vemudinni
ng.
Akarongedzazvinhuzv
akezvese
ndikat
ihapanachawasiyaher
e
nyatsotar
isi
sa.Shewasquiet
misodziyakazar
apamat ama.

Ndikat
i si
lencemeanshapana
chaasi
y a.Akangorambaakatari
sa
mumbapaangaakubuda.Zv it
e
zvekut
i lalr
eadymissthi
splace.It
washert imetogoangaanyany a
kundii
tachitut
achakeTasha.
Motahapanakanay andakamupa.
Takasvi
kakuWar renparkkuya
hanzindawanar oom panapa
ndakambodakumut imanjezvi
nhu
zvakozveseizvihazvikwanemu
room ndi
katiregandinyar
are
vakomanav akaburutsazvi
nhuzvese.

Tapedzandakamut iurfamil
yneeds
toknowkut imeandy ouwear e
nolongertogether.Sotomor r
ow l
m
comi ngtotakey outozoenda
kumushakweny ukunoudzahama
dzeny ukut
izvaramba.
Vangazofungakutiukawanachino
kuwanauriwear esti
l
ltoget
her.
HanzinhaiBobbyhowdoar eyou
goi
ngt otel
lmyf amil
yunov audza
kut
itarambanir
anachiii
chai
zvo.

Hanzi i
wez vesezv awandiit
ahauzv i
zivekundiitasekuti i
niniBobbyndi r
i
mukadzi wakohandi tiwaindi i
ti
sa
herewilltellthem allt
hoset hi
ngs.
Inihandi
si kudakut ipakazowana
chinokuwanazv ozonzi lm
responsiblebecausev anenge
vachir
ikuf ungakut iwest i
llhusband
andwi
fe.
.

Any wayber eadyt omorrow by9

ndinengendauy aakangoramba
akanyarar
a.Nextdayby9ndanga
ndavepopagat epavo.Akazobuda
kuma10t ikaendahapanaay i
taur
a
nemumwei yeTashaay i
ngochema.

Lit
erall
yl di
dn'
tcarehangunekut i
mukadzi uyukaaaayi
mbondii
tisa
hamadzanguhapanakanahwani
yaaidakuonaincl
udi
ngmydear est
l
ov i
ngmot her.
.
Mymot herisnotadif
ficul
tperson
t
odeal wit
hmunhuzv akeanotoda
vanhu.AsiTashalsurr
ender.

Ladiesdoy ouknowkut i
ukavenga
hamadzemur umedzese.Chikazo
kuchairahaunawekumi r
awonay e
uchiti
honaizvikui
tahamayenyu.

Vesev anongotit
svatiwar oregai
zvi
rambwezv i
endet ozvidii
ihazv
ina
basanesu.Hapanakanamunhuai da
kumiranaTashawhenl announcet o
myf amilykutii
nzv aTasha
ndazv
itadza.

Vanhuv esevakabvavanditi
final
ly
bret
hrenhaaawangawakashi nga
wena.Regai zvi
endemymot her
ndiv
ov akandi
tianyany
ot adzeiko
Tashawacho.

Chekutii
ngat i
mukadzi wawakaita
nayevanav avir
i asiyemushawake.
I
suzv ekutihaatidihati
neinazv
o
munhuhaamani kidzwekudav angu
orkupqv anhur udor waasi
nanav o.
Pamweakakur awoasinamunhu
ayi
mur at
idzarudosoitsdiff
icul
t.
Chikur
ukut i
munodananai we
nemukadziwakoi suhatigari
nemi..
Ndikatiamaii
nihandichada
hanzichi
ndiudzar
eseasononezv ayo
.

Ndikatiamaildon'tknowkut iTasha
ndakamur oorasei asihandi
mudei ni
ayi
ndii
tisa.Vakabvarukanekuseka
amai vanguhanzi i
weBobbyusada
kutit
apamazwi iwe.
Makait
av ana2wani kwati
rii
nfact
kwandi
rimai vakowakatii
wewada
nayeadawowani .Ndikat
iamai
handi
ziv
ezv aii
ti
kapandir
iasi
chokwadiinihandi
chadinezva
Tasha

Mai vanguvakanetsekakanihanzi
didyouconsidery ourkids.Ndikati
mor ethanconsideri
ngt hem.Infact
theyarebett
erofwi thouther.
.
vangazozadzwabrai
ndzechi
gandangaakat
adzakanakugar
a
nemwanawehanzvadziyake.I
zvoz
vi
akawonekaweropakokuzoti
ini
mutorwanevanavanguvat
orwa.

Sakatakasv i
kakumbakwat ete
vaTashatikat
ambi rwazv akananka
fani
.Ndikazontauranhunhadzangu.
Kunateteshewasev ensur pr
ised
hanzihezvohezv onhaiTasha
unej
ambwaher eiwewor ambwa
nemurumekungekui takusemewa.

Handit
ipazv
aifay
awaisadakana
kut
ionakumbakwakohereiwe.Pada
zvi
mwewai t
iti
nozobv
aruracarpet
y
emumbamakoneman,
a..

Zvinozv
iripapihandi
tidaiwai
uya
kuzondionasincewaisati
dakumba
kwako.

Ndai
kur ai
raher
ehamenozv ako.
Bamunininyayayenyundai
nzwa
ndi
chazoudzawov amwe.

HaaaTashakur
ambwasure,here
muzukur
u.Ndarwadzi
waufungekut
i
warambwalknowof
cour
sehauna
basahakoneni
.

Butndar
wadzi
waunowanepi
murumemumweakar ongekaseuy
u.
Haaawadonhamuzukur
ukui t
a
kukor
omoka.

Vakadar
otetendakazoonekai
ye
Tashaakasar
aachichema.

Ther
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eal
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Tashatete.Haaakurambwa
kunongobhowasooespeci all
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Chapt
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ng
goodenough,
youwil
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abov
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eyou
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oft
enatthe
expenseofyourownwell
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Beingki
ndisgreat
,butt
hat
i
ncl
udeski
ndnesst
owar
dyou.

Tasha(t
ete)
Haaaregaiv
akuruvakatichino
bhur
urukachinomharaasi shungu
dzer
wizir
wakazovegungwa.Shungu
dzaBobbyndakazodzionakut ihaaa.

MunhundewaMwar i
haasi munhu
wemunhu.Ay i
vemadzivaayemanje
angaavamaz ambukomuf unge.
Ndakarwadziwakusvi
kapeku
pedzi
sir
akurambwasurenemunhu
waunodakwakaomakunor wadza.

Hanzi
ldon'
tknowwhatmeandy
ou
wheredoingbutwhat ev
eritwas, i
t
wasnotlov eatal
l.Ndakaiir
ongedza
mutunduy angumi sodzii
chi
ngo
yer
erapamat ama.

I
yekanakumbondi nzwi r
atsi
tsi.Fi
ne
ndangandamushandi si
rahangu
mushongapamwedai ndaisa
muchall
engermybet hingscloud
havebeendiff
erent
.

Becausei twasasifhewasplayi
ng
andrewindingzvesezvandai
muita.
Kotai
tikaaati
neyesendaitoi
ta
kumutyisachai
ko.
Akabvaabudaakanditiakana
wapedzakuchemawor ongedza.
Surendakasarandikaridzamhere
walki
ngint hewholehousel ooki
ng
toever
yr oom kut
isureher endaku
budamumansi oniyi
.

ApakuhamadzakeBobbyhapana
wandaimbodapadhuze.Ndanga
ndakamakersur
ekut i
hapanaanoda
kuj
air
ir
akumbakwanguev ennamai
vaBobbyvaizoonesesa.
.
sakav anandi
vov ai
endakwambuya
vav
ol didnothaveaprobl
em with
t
hat.Zvanguzvinondakakungur
a
musiuy u.
.
kutisur
edaindaivewone
rel
ati
onshi
py akanakanehamadz
a
Bobbydzaizomi r
awoneni.

Kotidzanguwomunhuwandai dandi
Tashanababav akemaivake
ndaisavadai
ni.Evendzi
mwehama
dzangundaisavenebasanadzo.

Apahandi
nakanamari
kubvazvat
a
dzoser
azvi
nhumuzi
taraBobby
ndakasar
andi
ripazer
ochai
pokana
marihandi
na.

Yandait
ovenayondoyandaidakuzo
bhadharaChi
pingekutengamombe
kanaait
amat ar
eamaininiTasha.

Sakandakagay akutindaizoenda
kupi
koi nikunogaranani .Mukoma
TashingababaTashav aigonakuti
huyaasi nezvandaimboitamai Tasha
ndakatoonakut ii
tsanogoar ea.

Ndakaonakut
ikamari
kayakandai
da
kubhadhar
achi
pinger
egandit
svage
r
oom y
ekugar
andi
chi
onakut
indodi
i
i.

Ndakangof oner
av amwemai
vai
tengesakumbar eukovandai
wanzot engapavarisakav
aingondi
ti
munin,i
namuni n,i
na.
.
ndikat
indikut
sv agaroom y
ekugar
a
vakomavakatiaaapambapanguku
Warrenparkndirikut
odamunhu.

Vakatiurikut
svagi
raani
koroom.
Ndikat
i f
ormehanzi aaai
weweasi
wafungakut i
zamusha.
Ndakangov at
isakandouy
akuzo
bhadharahere.Ndai
sadakutaur
a
zvakawanda.Vakatiehehamutori
na
munhu.

Huy amunin,
inabut
..
..
.handi
nakuzo
vapamukanawekut i
vapedzise
kutaur
azv ai
dakut
aurandakatot
i
ndipei
locati
on.

PakauyaBobbyndakamutiunono
ndi
siyav
kuWar renPar
khaanakana
kumbobv unzakuti
kunani
.Haaa
angaasv i
bamoy onenishuwa.
Takaendandikat
akurazv i
nhuzv
anga
zvakawandisiaf
oroner oom bt
ndaizoonayekut
amba.

Takaburut
sazvinhumai v
acho
vepambaapav angavatovekokumba
kwavo.AnaBobbyv akabvav ar
ova
pasikanakundi
pawocenthaana
zvake.

Ndakazosarazv
angundozama
kumaniki
dzi
razvi
nhumuroom mai
vayavakatiaaamunin,
i
nazv i
nhu
zvakozvakawandisaforoneroom
i
zviimboisahakomasofsakoay a
mudinningumo.

Ndakatofaranekuti
ndangandaku
shayakwekuzvii
sa.Headboar
d
yakakwanahayonebedmur oom ne
fr
idgestoveyai
vehombendakanzii
sa
mudi nni
ng.

Haaandaivevnestr
esskanivadi
kani
.
Kumandakabv adav apamariye2
monthschikafuchaivehangu
ndakanzi
takurachesenechai
vemu
pantr
yndakatoonakut
iBobbykana
chi
kafuchanguangaakut
otya
kuchi
dya.

Sakachikaf
usofarner
entndanga
ndiri
bhoo.Apaangaat
iachauya
oendakunoziv
isahamadzangukuti
takasi
yana.

Haaandai nzwakuremerwamumoy o
umu.Thepot enti
alofpainyakaoma
kani.Ndakatangakufungakutii
ni
ndaizvishandi
raini
.Kudharakubva
zvandat angakugaranaBobby
ndakai
ngoshandandi
siy
abasakana
ndadhi
nhi
wa.

Pandakazengezvinhuzvav
emuzi t
a
ranguzvesendangandakutit
her
eis
noneedf ormetowor k.

Haaamai vayav akazonditikichi

iko
nhanimuni n,i
nandi katihaaai mba
yangut aparar
av akoma.Ndakat anga
kuchemahanzi kichi
ikochisinga
gadzir
isikehausi wakurumidza
kuramwaher eiwewe.
Murumewakouy aanengemunhu
anonzwisi
sawani .Ndikat
ihaaai
ye
haachadii
tsnotme.Vakangot i
zvi
mwezv imwezv inhizvi
not
oda
munamat okutobvugamawega
wonamat i
rai
mbay ako.

I
nikundionapanokudaikungoti
bamukuruv akovari
jonikubasauko
ndakat
ombor ambi
wanev anavangu
3nababav epano.

Kurambir
wazv i
nhuzvisi
nakanabasa
kutonogaranamaivangukuMbare
uko.Amaiangundivov akazo
ndidzi
dzi
sazv
emusikahanzi
wana
chaunoit
awonemaokoakoaya.

Nev anavatat
uKuMbar euko
ndikatangahangukuita
zvekutengesaamai ndivov ai
tii
mba
yakounoi r
wir
anemabv iakoay a.
Ndikatangakunamat andakaita2y r
s
mudi kanindakutot
ihaaazv avharana
asiakazongouy aegaakut indakuda
mhur iyanguandstufftainamat a
everydayabouti tnamaiv angu.
Ndakadzokat i
kazotengai mbai no.
Sakalm sur
ezv akoi
zvizv
inodajeso
awuyeagarenewe.Kutotindanet
a
kufambandiri
ndegababandi no
tsv
agaJesuiyembuneawuy eagare
neni.

Ndakangodairawokutizvi
ndibve
zvekunamatainihandi
nakana
chandaizi
vandait
ozv i
onai
rislow
mot i
onmuhupeny u.

NextdayBobbyakauyaakanoziv
isa
t
etevangundakazosarakwat
ete.
Haaahupenyuhwaindi
rwadza
ndakat
angakuf
ungakut
ikufakur
i
nanepanekur
ambwakudaro.

Ndakasarakwat
etekuyav akandi
ti
mwanawehanzvadziusambof awaka
t
svinyi
rahamadzakodzeropanekuti
wai
t amurumeanemar i.

Murumehaisi hamayakohauna
rudz
inayeanongogonakumuka
akaf
ungakutihandi
chadasezvai
ti
ka
apa.

Wangosii
wapachenahandi
ziv
ekuti
chi
i
ichawakany
anyakumuitachaka
musvi
bisapakutii
wemuzukuru
wangundokuziv
aunononyany
a
kut
svi
nyanekudakuit
isav
anhu.

Handi
zivekut
irunakoher
eruno
kui
ti
sasoooorkusatoziva.Butapa
i
mbay akoyat
opar ar
aufunge.

Kunakahakudyi
wemuzukur uhakuna
kanabasa.Ndaingochemai nikuti
ndichi
taurakut
indakashandisa
mushongandakatyatetendozvinhu
zvavaisambodakufavakanzwapasi
pezuv
aizv
ozv
o..

Vakazondi
tiMwarindi
vovanga
vakupamurumeuyasakawot o
shandi
samabviakokunamat ir
a
i
mbay ako.

Uyewochinjahunhuhwakouhu.
It
awomunhuanodi kasookwet e
kuit
asekutiurimudzimu.Hama
dzemurumedzi not
odar udorwako
weeeizvozvizvawait
ii
tandozvawai
ta
sakavanototi
tokowar o.
Im sureamwenev akov
ayadai
waivadav ai
mir
anewendakavaona
kutikafreespi
ri
tpawakanoi
ya
chi
roora.

Ndakangorambandakati
zii
i
chokwadichai
chondai
zi
vakuti
Bobbypaf ai
rchai
pohaachadi
nezvangu.

Ndangandakutonzisemesaayisa
mbondinzwi
ratsit
sikana.Kundi
cheukabtanywayndi ni
ndaka
zvi
kanyi
randegany
ayay
angu
yekuzv
ii
dzagamba.

BabaTashav akazoudzwakut i
ndarambwav akarwadziwaf ani
mukuwashawav ov aimuda.Amai
Tashavakandit
iteteinihangu
semurooraweny ugedzai ndi
kuudz
ei
chokwadi.

Mukachi
njahunhuhweny
u
nemaoneroamunoit
avamwev anhu
kaaaazvi
nengezvi
nobat
sir
apamber i
apoTashaay i
mbodakui
takahunhu
kekudakuonav
amwev
anhusev
asi
ri
vanhu.

Hapanakanamunhuayidakui
ta
shamwariyake.Kanavakomana
chai
vovai
tomusiyaner
unakorwake
rweser
wuy asemisoo.
.

Kubvazvaatangakugarakukaone
room kakekuMuf akoseay i
wa
amunhuat oveneshamwar iyake
yaanouyanay opanoinf
act
shamwaridzakedzinomuv aka.
Handisikukushoraiasindi
rikungo
edzakukubat si
rai.Mukanamai ti
ra
i
mbay enyuinomira.Kkkktheydidn't
knowkut indangandakaimi
sa
nemishonga. .

Hapanakumi r
akwayai
mboitai
twas
nevernatur
allov
e.Bobbyanga
akutodamaini
niTashazv
iru
natural.

Ndakazodzoker
ahangukur
oom
kwangukuWar r
enparkl
i
fehast
ogo
on.Ihav
et of
indsomet
hingt
odo
wit
hmylife

Haaandi
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wadzi
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mi.

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l
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ng.Youdeser
vei
t!

Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Tashaaachadi
i
koku
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ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

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Chapt
er4

Doyouknowt hatGodwi llnever

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kuti
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sneeded.Ndakatotikwakanaka
hakoherehanzikuchii
peinhai
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Ndi
kat
iaaat
ongoendakuZi
m hanzi
kokumushakwedut obvunzwanani.
BythewayChr i
snevergiveuponme
mufunge.Ayiuy
akuzondionasti
ll
i
nsi
stst hathelov
esmemuf unga.

Apaini zv
erudondinot
yalm scared
toloosemunhuwandi nodatodeat h.
Ndinototyakudamunhundongoona
l
iketheywi l
lbetakenndakarivara.

ButmyMakot i
anogaraachit
itet
edai
vanhuv esevai
it
ikanavakafi
rwa
vorasaTarir
odai panehopehere.
Dai gogovangumbuy avangu
vakaaaa.
Ndakabvandatimakot i
seemy
motherneverr
emar r
yaftermy
f
ather'
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methatsheisprotect
ingherheart
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Hanzimybeshejustwantt
orel
ax
becauseshehasherowndaughter
i
mi ka.Koi
mimunemwanaupi
wekutimot
iheeee.
Ndi
kat
iiwekanaKudzi
zveemakot
i.

Hanzi
haaai
mimi
musadakuhwanda
nemunwemhamha.Ofcour
seKudzi
nenit
odawokaav
ani
n,
inaor
hanzv
adzi.

Ndakasekazv angumur oorawangu

naKudzi Chri
sv angav amuda.I
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iendswi thhim
hangu.Unt il
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ationship.
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hi
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rreplaceablemhani .
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nyatsokudazvinozvii
tazvega.Anyl
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islol.Haaalat
elywe
beengoodf r
iendshedusomet imes
tai
mboendaheduout .

Ndangandakui
tandichimujai
ra
hanguChri
s.Ayi
ndi
titakeurti
melm
notgoi
ngtopushy ou.

Pandangandot
iii
indosvi
kepi
ko
ndichi
chemaEugene.Lif
egoeson
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etmegi veChr
isachancendiy
eadi
i
hake.
Ndit
orikubasahangundi
chit
iwil
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himtomeett henndomuudzakaaa
kuti
let
st ur
ayikaaa.Mai
ziv
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macousi nseheeee.

Hanzikunenguvayekuchema
nenguvakanayapf
uurawemov eon
wit
hl i
fezvi
chi
remakudar o
nekurwadza.

Ndi
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resspar estaurant
.Pakabva
papi
nda3gi r
lslookingallgood,
beauti
fulandexpensi v
e..

Ndakatoti
nechemumoy oapapano
budalong,perpendi
cul
artip
.
.Pait
azvezvimokozv i
nemar i
ndi
katosekereragreat
ingthem and
showingthem anyopent able.

Ndakafi
nyamirwasei kungendi r
i
kunhuwa.Butndazv
ijai
rqhangu
vamwev anhukaaavanotsvi
nyakol
workwithPubli
ckaaa.
Ndikangorambazvangundir
iso
confi
dentli
kehandi
nakuonaf i
nya
fi
nyay av
o.vakagar
apasindikava
vhunzakutiwhatwi
lll
off
erthem
umwewachoangaakany anya
kunakanekubvi
roit
aexpensi
v e.

Akabv aabv
isatuboni boni(sun
glasses)twangaakapf eka
twuchiswapamhi no.Kkkkf ora
momentndakat ombobat wane
setswabtndakazv idzorazvangukut
i
ndisaseka.
Akabvaat
ijustwaterf
ornwnot
spar
kli
ng.Ndikat
icomi ngri
ghtup.
Akabvaat
eedzerakutipwaming
pwait
iup.

Yowendakatoshayakutindadii
i
hangu.Ndi
kati
my betheydon'twant
tobesavedneni.Ndakazodaidza
Daveymukomanawandoshanda
naye.

Kuti
avasevhenhai
piyavoiy
oiii
i
i
ndai
tamutetez
vangu.Daveysaved
t
hem btchi
nhuonechakandinet
sa
manjeavavet
ubonibonizi
so
r
avai
ndipamanjei
i
irangarakazara
r
uvengo.

Ndakat otikunaDav eymawhi t

e
chicksakoay oar ikunditari
sanezi
so
rekuhondondadi ii
i.Hanzi pamwe
l
esbi anwadi wakkkkkndakaseka
ndikatiyuwi zvangundi chisweroit
a
ravhunev anhukadzi kutivarume
vaper amuny ikaher e.Ay i
wal wanta
mannotshi rikadziidzo.
HanzinaDaveyhaaai
ngaChri
si sa
realmanurikungomurambawani .
Akutoper
abhutsumutwanha
wabantushamekufambir
abhebhi.

Ndakatihay
iwakuperabhut
sukupi
anofambanemot auy
o.Hanzi
akuperamat ay
iemotakaaa.

Tait
osekazv edushif
tyanguyakabv
a
yapera.Ndi
kat obvi
saapronyangu
ndakutozvi
gadziri
saandtookmy
handbagkuti ndi
endekumba.
Andtookmyfonendi
popandakaona
messageyaChri
sachit
iheisnot
worki
ngaroundar
ikuPolokwane.

Sakai fpossi
blendai zomuona
tomor row Saturdayndir
iof
f.Ndikat
i
i
ri bhoondakut obudahanguku
ent r
ancekut i
ndi nokwir
amatax
sincendangandapedzamyshi ftna3
masi kati
.

Ndichi
tofambazv angukuenda
kwandaikwir
ira.Those3gi r
ls
ndakangoyerekanamotay avoyandi
v
har
ir
aroadv
ami
rapamber
ipangu

Wemaboni boniakabvaabuda
akabatabhodhoror akapwanyi
ka.
Achiuyakwandir
i akandinanga
padumbundakangokwani saku
screamerkutiGodhel pme.

Ndakabatamudumbumangu
becauseshewassocl oseandi
t
j
utshappenedfastkungoona
ndakombwa.

Pandakabatamudumbumangu
ndakangonzwakuri
randakambo
fungakut
indar
ohwambama
munzeve.

Pandakasimudzamusor o.Sist
er
vemaBoni bonivayavangavakabat
a
damar av
or ai
tapinkkomay ero
bhonzokaa.

Bhodhor
ori
ripasi
vamwe2v
ayav
ari
mumot av
akavharaallt
hedoor
s.
Kudzi
angaamony aruokor
wesi
ster
vayavemaboniboni
.

Vachi
screamerhanzi noone
merci
eswi t
hmymot herandget
awaywithit.Idontcar
ewhoyouare.
Apavamwe2v ayavakabv
avamutsa
motavakati
za..

Kudziwoii
iimhenomumwe
mukomanawaai vanayevakabva
vakandasist
ervayav emaboniboni
mubhut i
ithappenedsof ast.
Akatimhamhapi ndaimumotatiende
pol
iceisatiy
auya.Ndakanga
ndakutodederskuit
akungechizombi
thi
nki
ngkut iwhatreal
lyhappened.

Daindai
baiwqnebhodhor oir
oro
mudumbuwasgoi ngt odiel
ikeMy
Eugene .Ndangandakuto
chemaKudzi ndi
yeakazondi j
ima
neki
ndikandamumot ahanzi
pamusoroimhamhal m nowcarry
ing
youpoli
ceikauyatosungwat ir
ipano.
Akandi i
samumot aikamut swazv
emu
fi
rimul wasstil
lconfused.Hanzi na
Kudzi ndiri
kudakuti musikanaiyeyu
ataureherr easonshewant edto
sturby ounebhodhor o.

Momuzivaher
emhamhandikatino
myfi
rstti
met oseeher
emu
r
est
aurantandexpl
ainever
ythi
ng.

Ndipopandakaonakahunhukake
kaaimboit akuVarsit
yasi akazo
kasiyakechigangster.Takasvika
kumbakweFr iendy aKudzi
vakaburutsamusikanauy amubhut i
akanzi
zit
arakounonzani
hanzi
Ntombi.

Doyouknowt hi
sonekunongedzer a
i
ninihanzi
yeslknow her.Sheis
af
termymanChr i
sndakav hunduka
i
nikutiohmyGodmukadzi waChr is.

Akarohwastr
ongmbamanaKudzi
zvi
kanzisoyouareChri
s,swife.
Akandandamaakanzilsaidareyou
Chri
s,swif
ehanzinolm hisgi
rlf
ri
end
hedumpedmebecauseoft histhi
ng
hearbeenfol
lowi
nghim.
Ndakav hundukakut
inhai
Jesoi nga
ndangandav akuyof
iramafuf
u
segonzo.KoChr i
sanorambat svar
a
kadengay akadai
sur
e.

Akabvaanzi naKudzil wantt

ot each
youagreatlessont hatyouwi l
ltel
l
your2stupidfri
endsy oudon'tgo
aroundstubbingothersbecauseofa
man.Thisismymot herusee.
Idon'tcarethatyouareSouth
Afri
can. ApaKudziangaatopf
eka
facey ebhi
nyaakarohwaNtombiuya
achinzisoaredati
ngChr i
s.

Becauselm al
sogoingt odealwit
h
hi
m.Hanzi nowebr eakupay earago.
SOl stealwanthi
m btheblocked
meandmov edoutfrom t
he
apartmentlknewhewasst aying.

Thenoneoft hegi
rl
sv anoshandapa
rest
auranti
smycousi nshetol
dme
shealwaysseeChr i
swithoneofthe
wait
resses.
Akarohwakani NtombiKudzisoo
kaandakapedzi si
randapf
ugama
ndakutikudzi
lethergoChriswacho
handichadandakudakudzokera
kumba.

Ndingafi
remaharainisaEugene
wangu.Ndokuzomusi yakwaakai
ta
musikanauyaazar
ar opaakanzii
f
youmainsonmyname.

I
m goingt oki
l
lurfamil
ylma
gangster
.Musikanauyavakazo
musiyandobvaayenda.Fr
om ther
e
ndangandaki
ngofungakumbabt
Kudziay
iti
hakunazvamunoi
twa
mhamhandi r
ipo.

Ndakabvandasvi
bamoyonezv a
Chri
si ni
ndi
fir
emaharazvangu
l
nfactzbeJonizv
angazvakundit
yisa
i
ni.
..
.

I
tsgoi
ngtobehar
dbthar
disnot
i
mpossibl
e.
Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Ki
ri
sishamehake.

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yguy
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er5

Thespacebetweenbeingaseed
andbeingatr
eerequir
esthetrust
thatt
heseedi
salreadythetr
eei t
j
ustneedstobecome.
I
mani

Aftert
hatincidenty aNt ombindanga
ndakungogar awomuj oniimweiyai
ya
.Kudzi ndiyeayindisimbisahanzi
amai vangunot hingwi l
lhappento
youinindiri
po.Icanbeagangst erif
thesit
uationisnotr ight.

Musi
kanauy
andozv
aasi
nakuzi
va
kut
ilhaveey
esthatwatchesover
youpesepamunengemur i
.You, my
wif
eandkidlhaveeyesthatwatches
you.

Ndakamut iKudziasi
unoi
tazvechi
gangsternhaimwananguhanzi no
notatallamaizvi
yandakasi
ya
kuvhasit
i.

Butpandakat
angakupi
ndamuno
ndi
chit
angakushandapacompany
pandoshandapeoplebecome
j
ealousofmebecausepabasa
ndozi
vazv
andoi
ta.

Sakav akat
angakundi
rongerakundi
uraya.Ndakapi
ndwanemwey a
wekudakut i
zawakubataiuy
uamai
vangu.

Ndikaonakutilcannotrunaway
from myproblemsl hav etoface
them.Ipapomur ooraweny uwas
pregnant.Ndotutamabagsur e
ndakanangakwat et
ev enyuRut endo
vayakutosiyabasar i
noitakuti
ndir
iri
ti
remhuriyangunat et
ev enyu
kumushaukonekudakwemumwe
munhuanofungawokungei
nini
.

Tozongosi yanapakut i
ruzivoMwar i
vakati
papany ikazvichienderana
neshungudzedupakudzi dzanhai.
Haaandakangozv iudzakutiinindir
i
kuvhasiti
ndaiitazvi
nor ovakaaai ni
zvechinoorangomachai zvosai
handinaropar andakadeur aini.

Ndikat
ogayakutipanopakudakui
ta
zv
echigandangapanondingaf
e
sababavanguEugene.
Ndopandakangotsv
agamaf
iar
angu
ri
noit
amyey esandear
s.

Pamwepachot heywant edto

ki
dnappemywi f
e.Maf i
arangurika
ndial
erter.Pamwet i
kafonerapolice
didn'
twantt otakethelawinmy
handslikel di
dt oNtombi .Saka
vakavhari
rwakubv ai
papoweseanot i
i
ninilprotectnekutivanhuivavo
vanodakundi r
wadzisir
amuhama
dzangu.
Motindakazi vasei
kutiChri
swas
aft
eryouhewasbeenf oll
owed.
Mukadzi hakehaaanaakakaxkake
motiregai kar
ambwemot i
ayi
svi
kepi konekamunhukakanaka
pamesoasi moyouriwa
dhi
yabhor osi.

Sakaimi youcannotr unawayfrom

yourproblems.Ipapahandi
ti
makauy amuchitizamukomawababa
vanguv akashay
asakazv or
evakaaa
kutipesepamuchai t
aprobl
em
munengenuchi
ngot
iza.

Youhav etofaceyourf ear

s,
probl
emswi thurheaduphi gh.
KwetekutizakanaChr i
smuchi muda
musatombomusi yanekuda
kweholopiiy
ihukur i
tomboinonzi
Ntombi .
Hati
nabasanekutikamusaskonyi
ka
yesenekuzarakwayondeyaMwari.
I
ncludi
ngv anhuchai
vondevaMwari.
Sakamusat yi
swenezvi
sinabasama
xasinabasa.
Motiiminekunakakwesekuy a
kwaakait
aChr isakamur ambirei
musikanauy a.Hunhunemai t
ir
o
ndi
kaitamukadzi anengeuy a
ndogarandichimur ov
anababakudai
ndozivahangukut i
zvinonzino
vi
olencekuv anhukadzi asi
typeiya
i
nodashamhu.

Sakamusat yi
swenembodzai ya
i
nodakushandi samabhodhoro.
NdakazotiaaazvaaChri
shandi
chadaini
akasekaKudzi hanzi
hezv
o
mangamakuda.

Sakahamuchadaneny ayayaNt ombi

here.Ndikatiaaahaz vichango
ndi
iti
raini
..
Hanzi haaamhamhai ni
handikwanisekut ii
dai nhi
ngiorwhat
asizvandi
rikurambandezv ekuti
murambeChr i
snekut imurikutya
kaj
angwakay aSwat i
kopoNt ombi .

Ndakangotiaaaahandichadaini
Kudziakat
ihaaasakandat ov
e
nher
erakaai nibabav
arambiwa
ndakasekazv
angu.

Chri
sakazouy
aachitiSorr
yhako
ImaniNt
ombi i
smyxt akasiy
anakar
e
ayearago.Handinakutombozi
va
kut
ishewasfoll
owingme.

Takanetsanapakutiayi
mgo
demandermar inekudakundiit
isa
ndangandachivahangur unakoasi
ndakazoonakutikunakakwemunhu
hakudyi
wekanahunhuhwakehwaka
dyi
wanembwa.
Ndikaperar
udonayekanakunaka
kwakekwachohandi chat
okuonii
ni.
Ndikati
haaaini
zvekuzofi
ramafuf
u
segonzoayiwabaaa.

Hanzi naChrisveduweeeI
mani
usandi darokani
itmeansy
ouwher
e
openingy ourheartt
omekaaa
pasi
nazv aNtombiuyu.

Ndikat
ihaaait
snotthatbthmm l
needtoletgo.Akapfugamapasi
Chrisakat
ilmani
usandi dar
osooo.
Sorr
yhakolpromiseyoulwil
l
prot
ectyoufrom Nt
ombi.Ndaka
mutipl
izChr
isyoudon'
tneedt o
kneeldownforme.

Zvir
ikui
ti
kaizviar
eal lsi
gnskuti
kumberiukondinindinozochema.I
dntwantt ocr
yagai nwhatwoku
vadzwatryi
ngtopr otectme. .

Haaaakar
wadziwaChr i
sasii
nimoyo
wanguwaitondi
udzakutisi
yausat
i
wafi
ramafufusegonzo.
Mumoy omangumangamat osvi
ba
kusat
odachaiko.Ther
ewasasi l
ent
voi
cethatwassay i
ngyoudon't
wantarelat
ionshi
pinebaggage
kudai.

Sakandakazongot iChri
sitsnotyou
i
tsmel sti
ll
haveal ottoconquer .
Sakawecanbef ri
endst ari
sauwone
thi
sinci
dentyakundi dzoserakuma
shurekur
evakutihandisatindait
aget
overmyfearssol canonl ybreakur
heart.
Putyoursel
finmyshoesakazongot i
i
tsokImani butyoumustknowl had
l
ovedy ou.Iwil
llear
ntoletgo
becausel seenowkuti
youhav ealot
toconquer.

KubvaipapowoChrisangaasisauye
kubasakwanguwhi chwasgoodf or
meev enkufonaangaasisaf
one.

Ndipopakazonzi
naKudzimainini
tir
i
kuendakuzim.Ndikat
ikwakanaka
hakohanzikuchi
i
peikokumusha
kwedut
inov
hinzwanani
ko.

Ndikat
iaaasurehapanalmiss
mhamhav angunatete.Taka
gadzir
ir
azveduti
kasiyamakoti
nemwana.

Taikanokwir
ahedumabhazi
takanangakuzi
mt asvi
kamanj e
ndakanzwaKudzi akufonaachit
i
taburukandi
kat
i haaabKudziunoti
vanamhamhav angauy akuzotit
ora
nengorohereorbhar amuno
muhar
are.
.

Vaurikuf
onerakutihuyaimutitore
webot hknowkut ihavanacarmot a.
AkasekaKudzihanzi ndi
kufoneraka
vanasekuruPr i
ncenasekur u
Romeov anecars.
.

Ndikatiyowepamwebi we
semuzukur uvanebasanewei ni
havatombondi dizvachosendaigar
a
munomuHar arendi r
imaidndichit
o
shayakwekuendakuof fndakafona
ndichi
tindakushandamumbakuno
kuHar arendipei
womaadr esseny u
ndi
zoshany
aweekends.

Ndikanziwakudakusiyabasakut
i
ti
kuchengetemanjehakunama
adressatinokupashandaikokokana
uchidakuendakuweekendunoenda
kumushakunamai vako.

Hanzi naKudzivanopengav anaKule

i
ni kumbakwav ondaitoenda
zveginya.Vanambuy av akadzi v
avo
vaitondizi
vakutindi
kasv i
kav akada
kundi ny
imafoodndai vhuramu
pant r
ynemaf r
idgeavoiway ot or
a
nyamandozv
ibi
ki
randogody
apacket
yesey
enyama.

Kanamakeyemot adzanakul
earipo
ndomboit
amar oundsndozodzoker
a
hangukuvar
sit
y.

Vakapedzisir
av avekungonditar
isa
i
nisakandi vovandikutofonera.
Ndakasekazv aKudzi.Takangataka
mirahedunemabagedundi chit
otya
kut
i nhasindinotukwanana
bamuni ni
.
Ndipopakabvapasv i
kaSi er
ra
namhamhanat et
e.Hi ii
i
indakafar
a
muf ungekuonamai vanguitsbeena
yearnat et
e.KozotiSier
rashewas
evenmor ebeauti
fulakutoglower
zvake.

Ndakangot
ipadav anamhamha
hear
dkutit
iri
kuuyav akat
ivanor
arir
a
kwanaSier
rav ai
ti
dasehamadzav o.
Kwanabamuni niPr i
ncenabamuni ni
Romeomyauntandmhamhawer e
notwelcome.Tet ewaswel come
havoasivaizodakur ovavana
bamunininav aroor akanavaenda
i
koko.Kkkkt et
ev angukanazv ingu
zvanet
sav anotichiuyati
rweand
si
mbav aivenar orachorekurwa.

Hanzvadzidzavodzesedzaivazi
va
kuti
vanorovanevar
oorachaivo
vai
rohwa.It
hinkndov akapaKudzi
hunhuhwechigandangachete.
Vakavhunzanamuf
arokaniapa
Mumuangaakur aakandi
mhany i
ra
wookani asi
nai
miangaasatiandi
kanganwahanzimhambaImani
wauya.

Ndikatiehewakur akaambanj ehanzi

ehendakur a.Handi si
sir
ibaby
kumbakwanababymuneoneanonzi
Muf ar
o.WagogoGoodness
haafambehaat aurehamenokuti
vakamui t
asei btinilt
alktohi
m
anengeachi t
ihaaaaahaaa.
Ndakasekazvanguohbytheway
mwanawaGoodnessakazopi hwa
kaazi
tanaSierraanonzi
Mufaro.

Ndikati
sakamwanawasi yananinhai
Mumuhanzi asaranagogo
vachimupapor r
idge.Ndakaseka
zvangukukurahakut aneshuwav ana
Mumuv akut
ot auravakut
it
ihavasi
mababy .
Takazoendakumbahedundakafar
a
kanikuonaGoodnessnemwana
wakechi bhaunzaapaanga
akafanananababaSierr
a.

Hanzi naSieer
amazv ari
rwakaaa
mur umesi ncemai rambamazulu
ejoni.Kkkkndikatiyaaacat
chthem
young.Takazov hunzanamufaro
zvedu.

HanzinababaSi
err
aingaj
oni
yakubvumafani
mwananguwato
simbawena.Hanzi
naKudzihaaa
vatosi
mbakanimaivanguav
a.

Ndipopakazonzi
namhamhawe
havetogokunoonaMrsMoyoshei
s
notwellmmmm moyowangu
wakarwadza.

Ndikat
ivait
aseikondangandane
mazuvandi si
ngataurenavopa
phone.Hanzi haaavanoti
muv i
ri
wese.Alexanderndangandisasa
mutyehangundangandanzwakut i
amunhuar ibhooakutoshandaand
t
aki
ngcar
eofhi
smot
her
.

Takady ahedundobv atageza

nekuendakwaMr sMoy o.NaKudz i
takatosvikapagatepambapav o
paivenefencewai onazv i
rimukat i
ndakatangakuonaAl exanderi mif or
amomentndakar ambandaka
mut ari
sahel ookedlikeEugene
kutoit
ahandsomekani akagezageza
nekugerav hudzimisodziyanguy aka
yererandakutofungaEugene.
Alexanderndakangotangakumuz i
va
achii
tazvembanjenedoroayigara
akadhakwaachizvibat
ajunkay inzi
akarambwanemukadzi basar apera
hewasabusi ngmukadzi kusvika
ayenda.

Koz vaatorimunhumusvinunhaiJeso.
NdazonzwaKudzi akut
iaaaiwe
Zanda.I sityouiyewoachit
iKudzi
urikuiteipanoakat
iaaalmani i
smy
mot hermwanawehanzadzi yamai
vangu.

I
mtheonest
ayi
ngwi
thherkuj
oza.
Wassur pr
isedkutiKudzi
na
Alexandervanoziv
ana.Hanzina
KudziiwesakaEugeneakaurayi
wa
nanaTonynaVal eisurbr
other.

Ndakavhundukai
mi kutisakavanhu
vakaur
ayaEugenevakabat waini
ndir
imuri
ma.Kudziev enknowst hat
ndakangoti
Kudziwati
ikowat i
v anhu
vakaur
ayaEugenevakabat wa

AmaivachoMrsmoy ondipopavaka
budakungondi
tibaaavakat
ivai
ridza
mherelmaniEugenewakowas
ki
ll
edneshamwar idzai
tambana
Al
exandernanababav
akoPr
incena
Romeo.

Haaandakabv
andangodonhai twas
t
oomuchf ormev anabamunini
vai
nyat
sorwahondoy akadi
i
koneni.

Kundiurayi
ramurumewangu
vapedzakudyamar i
y akendaka
nyanyovatadzi
rei
koinipanyi
kapano.
Mosv anyangunavohandiizi
ve.

Haaav
anhuv
ekuzi
vaher
esur
eapa
par
ufur
waEugenet heywerebusy
bl
amingmekutindauray
isamurume
nemamhepoangu.

Yetvar
iiv
omamhepoanguachoandi
wurayi
ramurumewangu.
Koshamwar i
dzaAl exanderdzai
kwanapapikoipapa.

Haaazvakaomachokwadindakazo
di
rwamv urandi
kapengenukapava
payabtsti
l
llneededanswers.

PandakamukaMumuayi
ndi
pukut
a
musorometaur
ony
orouy
umwana
uyundakatombokanganwanhamo
dzanguforamoment.

Ndichivarair
wanaMumu. Ndipo
pakazosv ikaMuny ar
adzimuhombe.
Akandi mhor esahanzisor
ryzvako
I
mani .Iknowy ouhavequest
ions
youneedanswer s.

Mhamhaurmum ndi v
ov akat
ikuna
Kudzi
asakuudzekusvi
kawasv i
ka
kunowhatreal
l
yhappened.
Waizofabestr
essAlexanderisnot
i
nvolvedhaanakanazv aanozi
va
pakufakwaEugenehi sfri
endsTony
naValeareinvol
ved.

Ndakat
ovaonaparuf
umuf unge
vai
mhanyamhanyakuit
abasaev en
cof
finraEugenendi
vov akat
akura.

Endefutisookaaa
Munyaradziexplai
nedever
ythi
ngt
o
mehowhehi redapri
vat
e
i
nvest
gator .
Ayitot
iayi
fungirawoAlexander
ndakazony atsorwadzi
wandanzwa
kutimotayaEugenendoy anga
yatumwaTonynaVal eayit
engaku
carselly
avo.Vangav akudakumo
robberkutivait
engesekechi2futi
.

Haaavaroy
ivanof
ambamasi kat
i.I
usedt
owonderkut iv
anabamuni ni
nemariy
avanayovai
zochaj
aEugene
mariy
ekupengakudarokut
ozv i
dini
.

Nowl underst
andmazi mbavhaeee
vanhundosakavai
sagutsi
kana
mhani.Zvekubai
zvihaumbof
awaka
gutsi
kananemot
adzavai
famba
nadzosookaaanyambamagur
uvha.

Ndaifungazv eseizvimisodzi
i
chiyererathewoundhasbeen
opened.Muny ar
adziakazongondit
i
sorryhakolmani i
tssadandpainful.
Zvinorwadzaasi atl
easttheyar
e
behindbar sv ait
ozoramba
vachiuraya.ainnocentsouls.

Ndi
kat
ilwantt
ogoandaskt
hem
whydi
dtheyki
l
lEugenev
ari
behi
nd
t
hebar
skudar
o.

Iwantanswer st ot
hem hanzina
Muny aradziifitmakesyoufeel
bett
ery oucanaskthem .Ndikat
iyes
apandai dederanehashandaka
rwadziwav eduweEugenendai muda
nemoy owanguwese.Kani .

Sakandozv atangatauyi
raKuzi
m na
KudziizvinhaiJeso.ApaKudziayi
to
pengaar i
mumbaachi ti
kuna
AlexanderTonynaVal earetheonce
behi
ndEugene,
sdeath.Ididn'
t
knowkut
imaini
niwasmarr
iedto
Eugenemoyokaaini
.

Iwilldealwi tythem ndakavaudza

tapedzachi korokutiguysmanj e
manj etinengetakunzivanababa
nhingiihuhunhuhwekuv ar
sit
y
ngatichisi
yai.

Takurazv embanjeneflambongat i
siy
e.Ndi sati
ndaendaj onil
m going
todealwi ththem v
aikait
amai vangu
shir
ikadzi
.Eugenev ai
muzivawani
whykil
li
nganinnocentsoul
Eugene
ayi
netsananemunhuhereuya
ngi
roziyaMwar
izvayo.

Whykill
ingbrot
herTonyndi y
e
akari
dzapfut
ikaaandi
rikuda
kuri
dzir
awo5bullet
sheremunhu
wekuziva.

Kudziayi
itakupaumbanat etepasi
de
vachibatsi
rana.Hanziv
anakul eavo
havandinetsiav
ohayiwazv angu.
MhamhanaMr sMoy ov aingo
chemaMunyaradzindi
yeakazov
ati
mhosvahai
tongwenekurwa.

Zvinomukazov hari
rwai mi tozo
dii
komur ikunyanyakushandi da
hashanemaemot i
ons.Let scome
downher epl izti
rikurwadzi wat ese
panoEugeneakat oendauy u.Hat i
di
kuitakungehwai dzakuitahunhu
hwengur uvev anaTonyndi dzo
nguruvenhai t
oswer at akusv iba
nemadhakasengur uve.Hwai i
sa
peacefulani mali nototicher oi chi
urayiwahai chemi i
katochema
haiurayi
wel etsbepeacef ulandl et
thelawt akecar eofev erythingnhai .
Ndokuzony ar
arakwakait
av anhu
Kudziakangaakutot
ihapanapano
tengeswazimachetebhembaher e.

Alexanderakazondi timakadi ihenyu

mainini
.Im sorr
yt akapar adzana
munezv akaipalmt r
uelysor r
y
maininiforeveryt
hingl respecty ou.
Musandityahenyundi kangotiit
sokl
canseekut imachinjabamukur u
hanzihaaainyashamai nini.
Ndakatofarakuti
atl eastakubat sir
a
mhamha.El li
otangaat okurandi kat
i
bamuniniElli
otndimi mur ume
wanguwenhakakaai mi hanzi haaa
gulu.Hamudi Al
exher ekechi diki
ndikat
indodaimimi .Ay i
tonyar a
zvakeEll
iothanzihaaamai gurui mi
mhani.

Ndikat
ikwenyukusandi
daher ehanzi
namhamhaMoy oanotyavakadziuy
u
kkkkvanhuvangavakusekaElli
ot..

Zv
akazonzi
vanaTonyv
aiendaku
cour
tonMonday.

Yaitever
asakataizononzwamut ongo
wav okucourtkut ihowfar.Al
l
thankstoMuny aradzindaka
mut endafani
.Akat iustandwit
hmy
fatherpanguvayav oyekuomer wa
thatsmeansal ottome.

Akazondi
timai
vakenababavake
vai
tor
ongamuchat
otheywereback
t
oget
heri
i
indakaf
aramuf
unge.

Ndikat
ihopewewar einvi
tedhanzi
aaamor ethanmyDaddyl ovesy ou
l
ikehisowndaught erufungeI mani.
Kananeni ndaivadababaMuny aradzi
hewasaf athert omendai tovaona
sababav anguvaindi r
ati
dzarudo
havanakumbobv iravanditar
isir
a
pasiortakeadv antageofme.Ev en
vai
nemar idzav
o.

Hanzidai
wai
vemunoallal
ong
wait
oit
aoneofv
aper
ekedzi.
ndi
kat
i
chakakoshakuv
epoany
wayt
hanks
Muny ar
adzi
.

Ari
seimakoriwedumusi kanawako
can'twaittoseeher .Hanzihaaa
ndikat
ihaaachii
imanj e.Hanziyanga
i
riroundaboutt houghti twasfi
nal
bustop.

Aaandakasekamast atementa
Munyaradzi.Ndi
kat
ihausi
wakui
tawokungeElli
othereiwe
murumewanguwenhaka
wandazvipa.
HanzihaaaagoodforyounaEri
yoti
wakolmani.Takasekandi
kazongot
i
haaa dontworryuchawanawakowo
wenhaka.

Hanzindi
nayekar
eambuy aRegai
kumushauko.Aaandakazoseka
MbuyaVaMuny ar
adzivayavano
ndi
pedzazvangui
ni..
..
..
.
Fai
thoverf
eart
hat
swhat
sgety
ou
thr
ough.

Tar
ilov
esyou.El
li
otmur
umewa
l
maniwenhaka.
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Youwouldn'tplantaseedanddi gi
t
upeveryfewmi nutestoseeifithas
grown.Sowhydoy oukeep
questi
oni
ngy ourself
,yourhar
dwor k
andyourdeci sions?Havepat
ience,
stopovert
hinkingandkeepwat er
ing
yourseeds

I
mani

Takaendakucourtl waslookat
bamuniniRomeo,bamuni niPri
nce,
TonyandVal e.Nezisori
zere
mivhunzotheycouldn'
tev enlookme
i
ntheey esvait
atari
sakusi de.
Panepatakanzibreakwewi l
lback
aft
erlunchpataibudamapur i
sa
ayi
venanaBabamuni nipassthr
ough
nepandai
vendakami r anamhamha.

Ndakangokwanisakut ibabamunini
ndakanyanyokutadziraichi
ii
ini
ni.
Haaaawhy?Sur ev akango
rambabvakandi
tari
sa.

Kudzi
ndi
yeakav
asi
ki
dzanembama
achi
bvaabatwanaAlexander.Tony
naValevai
ngoi
takungetumbwa
twanyi
mwasupuy ezondo.
.

Takazodzokamucor tvakaonekwa
vanemhosv adzakawanda.
Hij
acki
ngcar ssendpeoplet ohij
ack
cars.Andthosepeoplev ai
to
pedzi
sir
avaurayamal nnocentsouls.

Mhosvadzavodzai
vedzakawandisa.
I
mwecr ewbyavodi
edinthepr
ocess
ofhi
j
acking.Hanzi
vakapfur
wa
vachi
dakubi
raumwebusi
nessman
motayake.

Imi zvi
kat or
ov azvakadarov anhu
kutofamuf unge.Ndopav akazo
recrui
terv anaTonynaVal e.Vanga
vatovenemor ethan5yrsv ainaTony
naVal e.St eali
ngcar sforthem ivo
vodzi panelbeat erkuMozambi que.
Vozodzi unzamunomuZi mbabweku
carsel lvachinj
amaengi neandal l
stuff.

Vanavamuninivanguavandakango
kur
ainindi
chizi
vakutiv
anemar i
dzavo.Butnababav anguvaisa
wiri
ranazvachose.Iusedtowonder
whynowl understandmaymy
FatherTashinga,ssoulrestin
peace.

i
milwasev ensur
pri
sed.Ndosaka
zvi
chi
nziusangochiv
av anhu
wavaonavanehupfumihauzivekut
i
vakahwuwanaseiko.

Gutsi
kananezvaunazv
opanguv a
i
yoyonhai.Vanabamuniniusesto
dr
iveexpensivecars,weari
nglable
cl
othesv
ait
ovenedzi
mbakumadal
e
dal
euko.

Nemariyekubay avasi
nakubudir
ia
zi
ya.Vaisadav anhuvanengeini
ni
maivangu, natet
ekabangapamwe
vai
dahamadz evakadzivavo(hama
dzemukadzi )noti
suheduana
kamba.

Sakav ai
nzimhosvadzavodzaka
wandisa.Vakabvavanzi
lif
einprison
vese.Carsell
ichi
bvayator
wane
stat
einfactever
ythi
ngthatbelongs
tothem vanabamuni
niPri
nce
zvakabv
azv at
orwanest
ate.

Incl
udingtheirhouses,car s,thei
r
account swher efrezzedwi t
h
i
mmedi ateeffect.Vanabamuni ni
dzaiv
embav hadzakar ongekakwete
zvanaTonynaVal ev ai
ngonwador o
mbanjenekuf ambanemot adzi
no
dhurav ari
mar oja.

Theyhadmanyhousesi nHarare
dzai
veemarojavanabamunini.
Unchof
unet
ir
i(unfor
tunatel
y)dzaka
t
orwanehur
umendeev
ery
thi
ng.

Chavasinakutor
erwavakadziv
avo
nevana.Machemer oayi
i
tavana
mainininevanavavomucor tso
kaaaa.Haaaahupeny uhwanga
hwaendanepamwe.

Chionakujai
dzwakwangakwakait
wa
vanav acho.BamuniniPri
ncena
bamuni niRomeov angavakar
oor
a
masi ster
svatev
edzanisai
vo.
Vesevaivenevana2mukomana
nemusikanaforPri
ncemukomana
nemusikanaforRomeo.

Almostmyagev akuruvacho.Baba
vanguvakanonokazv av
okuroora
ndosakandakadakuenzananev ana
vanaBamuniniv angu.

Vanavangavakajaidziwaivavo
munongonzwaimi .Vaisamhor esa
vanhuty
peiyainogar aichi
tsenga
bubbl
egum mukanwamai zivakaaa.
Yaaat
hem t
ypendonhai
piy
acho.

Isi
nakanachai nogonakuit
akana
kuchikor
oay i
vamadof o.Ndofunga
vai
itanungodzekudzidzavachit
iti
ri
vanav emhene.Vesehapanaanaga
asinamotay akeyake.

Wongof umahupeny uhwakadaro

hwaitwaflusheddownthedrai
n.Aaa
i
mi inobv
iroitedepr
essi
onmhoti
zvodaisuhedumagandanga
ehupenyu.
Tikanzi
zvaomakanamudzi mba
dzevanhutoshandakanamagar
den
tori
mamur iwotikat
engesa.

Yoooakavemar i
roini
hangu
ndakabv
andazv i
udzakut
ipaye
panonzi
touchnotmyanointedone.
I
chokwadiichochomhani .

Dot hem noharm nekutii

niMwar i
wavondinozov arwir
azvangu.Inow
r
emembermyf ather,
swords. Baba
vanguvai
gar avachit
imhuriyangu
yamunotarisi
rapasi i
yir
imwegor e.
Muchazovatari
sir
akumusor
o
magaramudhishiit
aizv
esezvamuno
i
taasipamhuriyangupaner
uzhowa
ndakai
saruzhowakungodakudar
ika
bhaundar
iwadonha.

Kkkkifmyfat
herwasalivelwoul
d
haveaskedhim whatki
ndof
ruzhowaheputsonmeandmhamha.

Vanabamuninikungour
ayi
sakwav
a
kai
taEugenemyhusbandndokwave
kudonhakwavo.
Hanzinamhamhav ai
tihat
inakumbo
ziv
akutimotayangayakatengwane
Eugene.Whenweaskedt heguysto
fol
low i
tandhij
acki
ngit.I
fweknew
kutiy
angayakat
engwanaEugene
hati
mboitev
era.

Taingot
iit
sbusinessasusual
.
Manjebusinessasusualiyay
azoi
ta
nepamwe.

Ndakanzwakufar
amumoy omangu
tohavecl
osureofhowEugenedied.
Andalsokut
iimbwasungat
adzaka
muur
ayadzav
har
ir
wa.

I
tsnotgoingtobri
ngmyEugene
backkutongwakwavo.Buti
twil
l
bri
ngmepeaceofmi ndtoknow
thatt
heyarepayi
ng.

Ndakanzwakusungurwamumoy o
mangu.Likelhavebeencar
ryi
nga
heavyloadforal
ongt i
me.

Kunzwakur er
ukachai
kolhadbeen
carryi
ngtoomuchangerand
resentmentinmyheart.Aski
ngmy
selfquesti
onsaboutEugene,s
deat
hwi
thoutanswer
s.

Ndakat
oonawokutinaMrsMoyo
andherFami
lyfel
tthesame.

Takazobudamucor tarimarir
oega
egaforthem mai
nini
i
esandt hei
r
spoi
ledbrat
s.Haaagorerinototi
nderegonzokwavari
vachan,en,enwa
nenhamozv avot
akatar
isa.

Hanzi
naTeteDor
othy aDorcas
kur
evavanamai
nini
.Madonhaka
kubvamubhuchamamur
ori
yema
cabbage.

Tait
i v
akaikumushamuchi
tiheeee
hatigarekumushazvi
noapaplanB
yenyukuendakumushaDoti
tonema
zaienyuayakurevav
anavavo.

Kwetekuitamar i
ropanomonotora
.batyadzenyunemidziyo.Var
ume
venyuvamaititsv
inyi
ranavokaaava
l
ifeinpri
sonhapanakanahope
yekutimotit
ikumiri
rababa.
I
m sur
ethi
sisthepotent
ialofpai
n
f
oryounow.I
suv amwetajai
rahedu
r
ayi
fiy
ekumusha.

HanzinaKudzi v
anambuy a
mukany at
sot aur
anenimushekaaa
ndokuit
aivakadzivanguv
enhaka.
Torovajoniapa.

KkkkKudziayit
odenhawozv ake.
Hanzihaaaforthebecausey ai
itwa
nanakulevanguhaaandomai hwani.
Koimimaidii
ikutsi
uravarumev eny
u
nhai
mi.

I
nindi
rimuzukuruNerudof ani
wil
l
hel
pyoukur ongedzazvangu.

TakazoendakumbakwanaSierr
a
Kudziakazodr
iverv
anamaini
ni
nevanavavokunovasi
yakumbakut
i
var
ongedzevabudevasi
yemota.

Nekuti
dzaitonzindedzekubavamwe
var
idzivadzovangav awanikwa.
Haaahupeny usoookaaai v
hir
iri
no
tenderer
a.Kanaur i
pamusor o
pegomokaaa.I tauchipawovamwe
mapf i
hwanekutivaunopamapf i
hwa
ukazonziwakoromokawadonhav ano
kugamhawo.

Tongotiv
akakwir
emukar anga
vakor
omokav awa.Vakakwire
mukarangaakai
mbazv akeTuku.

Ihav
ethi
sunexpl
ainpeacei nmy
mindri
ghtnowaft
erallt
his.Im
al
i
veagai
n.

Alwayshel
psomeoney oumi
ghtbe
theonl
yonethatdoes.

Taril
ovesyou.Ruzhowahwaiko
rwakai
swanababalmani nhai
miwee.
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apenyut
aivavhunza
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er7
Neveral
l
ow lonel
i
nesstodri
veyou
i
nthearmsofsomeoney ouknow
youdon'
tbel
ongwi t
h.

Dor
othyandDor
cas

Chokwadihupenyuimhindupindu
abi
yanguweee.Wet houghtwehad
i
tallnyangwezvi
kanzizvaoma.
Hazvimbofizv
akaomesesakusv i
ka
pakut
itoshay
achekubat
a.

Aft
erallt
akar
oorwanemhenei su
RomeonaPr i
ncev ai
venemar ii
ne
mumv ur
ikanit
heyhadlotsof
apar
tmentsintown.Mot ayes
yawai
dawanzibabyjustshout.

I
nDorot hywasdr i
vi
ngt helatest
benzi
nt own.Dorcasayifambane
Rangerover.Kozot
iourchil
dren
handichataur
a.
Ini
nindakadanananaPr ince
pandakapedzahighskool yangu.
Ayindii
ti
razvesezvandodandaitoona
kutiapapait
achibhanzi.

Usuall
yay iuyanaRomeo
kuzondionandikatiDorcasmwana
wamai teyaRomeo' uy u.Hazvina
kumbot oranguv aRomeonaDor cas
vakudananaakapedzi salnfact
akatozonyoraf or
m 4anenhumbu.
Dorcasi nindangandat oroorwa
zvangunaPr incendatovewo
nemimbay angu.
Haat heset
ypesofhusbandshav asi
vekusiyazv
eeimi v
anot or
wa.So
nekugaramumar it
aingetakut
o
zvi
onal i
kesupperbeings.

Mufungekutsvi
nyachai kofani
ke
mukomawanaPr incebabal mani
vai
garakumushav angavakango
dar
o,darotai
vetisinakanadhirinav
o
i
su

Worsenekusawi
ri
ranakwav
aii
ta
nanaPri
ncenaRomeo.Takabvatat
o
vamakanemukadziwavonezi
mwana
ravol
mani.Vanhuv
air
arams
nekur
imakuit
akuomamaokoay a
nekusakur
a.

Babalmani v
aigarot
ihupf
umi
wemashangauhuhwamunoshai na
nahwov anamainini
.Pakabat
idzwa
motopamashangaeny uayamuno
saranedotachete.

Daimurivamwemav akakuno
kumusha.Tikat
oti
naDorcasbaba
l
manivanofungakuti
vakangwar
a
kudakut
iti
uyekumushav
agot
iroy
a.

Andv ai
sanyengerer
amunhukumba
kwedukuHararehavanakumbobv
ira
vat
sikavai
tozivakutihei
snot
welcome.

Vakavakakumushandokwav ai
gar a
nemhur i
y av
o.Kanavakapinda
muHar arevaperer
akwair
ojamur ume
watet
emai kudzikuWarr
enpar k.
Ayi
shandakupostof f
ice.
Vakazof
abamukur uv ayakwaka
saral
maninamai vakevachisvauka
nenhamo.Tet
emai kudzindivo
vai
tombovabatsi
rawov aive
nemwanaarij
oni.Imani akagumira
for
m 2.

Dorcasakambotingat
itor
eil
mani
tor
iti
rikudakumuendesakuchi
kor
o
tumuit
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pano
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kangakakavaki
r wambuy anababa
l
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ivafav azofabef
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Hanzi naTheresahazvinabasakuti
aroorwanav endormuchato
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zvamunot svi
nyiramaigurunasisi
l
mani zv
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a
kungeanechi nomugar a.

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vasungwaal l
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sa
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ekut it
ikuno
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handinahangu
pressur
endotoendakumusha
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nyi
ramaigurunatet
e.
Mai gur
umunhuaner udouy el
m
goingt ogetalongnavondakavaona
hangukanat ete.Munhuar i
bho
munobav hi
ri
nganekuitakwenyu
kungemasupperbei ngs.

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manianot
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nakut
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orat
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zvar
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ay ii
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Akazomiranepiakuchemaanzwa
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kanachaaigonakanapentrake
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ayi
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gonakui
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Pakai
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Ther
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rauyaramaingodakubv ari
ridiki.
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uChengeto
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ana
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l
mani.

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network.
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Tangatangot
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Ndakangotiabvapanoachidar
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hanzieheeepano.Paruzevhamucha
dzi
dzahupeny unemaizaienyuay
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Li
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tsenga
bubblegum .Hanzi nat
etechi
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kurati
dzamut ohwe.
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zvekumukamuchi tsvaganetwork.
Zvichaper aizvi
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agahuni dzekutimubike
porridge.Izvizvi
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tai
tot
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dzi
dzahipenyunekukushoshesa
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Nowhamenokut
imuchadzi
dzei
wo.
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a
kwakait
atete.Ndikazongotihandi
na
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kugar
anav o.

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Makumushamur idhorobhandai
uya
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evangu
dzekubachiokochegudo.

Hanziisut okoshesahukamazv edu

i
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Li
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i
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nindakazoenda
naVi ct
orkunot oraMumuhanzi na
Sieeramatogonaangaakunet sa
i
mboendai nayeti
mbosar ana
Muf aroenj
oymuchat oveduwe
mukaonav arisi
nglemot ikunamai
Mumuv ar
isingl
eandav ai
labl
e
takasekazvedu.
I
subabaMuny aradzivakazouy
a
hanzihaaandaigarot
ishuwaJonii
yi
ndakutochat
adaught erwanguasi
po.

Ambuy avaMuny aradzinasekur

u
vakevakazouy a.Kungondiona
chetehanzinaaamuzukuru.Wauy a
kaaaeheeewagona.

Manat oramabaganguaya
urongedzepar
isaf
e.Ichi
chikwama
changuchinemadhor
achengeta.
Ukachir
asawobvawaitamukadziwa
Muny
aradzi
.

HanzinaBabaamaisi
yai
mwana
mukadziwaMunyar
adziwekui
tasei
.
.
takanzwakut
iimi
makarati
dzwa
musikanawaMunyar
adzi
.Hanzi
hayi
wawomhepoiya.

Hayi
wamhepoi yahai
tsi
kefut
i
pamushapangu.Hanziamaimuno
shai
salmanipeaceawuya
kumuchat
owababav ake.

Hanzi
dai
mat
oti
kumuchat
owa
tezvaraMunyaradziakabv aapinda
hanzigogomat anganganoy enyu
i
sinasarungano.Hanzi nganoy ei
hayiwaMuny aradziakazot ora
chikwamachi y
ahanzi usava
tevedzer
embuy aavalmanif eelfr
ee
pambapababav ako.
.

Chikwamaichochihachi
nakanamari
shewantedtot r
apy out
akuvazi
va
gogo.

NdakasekahanguKudzi
akazouy
awo.Akatangakunzi
na
gogokanaMunyaradziakuda
kuroor
amozodzosakaaaManawedu
uyu.

Zvi
nonaKudz izvangazvasangana
hanzinaKudzisakamatiMunyaradzi
wenyuuyu.Gogondiyewamur ikuda
kuti
aroor
eamaj vangu.Hanzi
wanzwisi
sayouandmesame
WhatsAppgr oupunonzwisi
sa.

Hanzihaaamanjeinindait
amwana
kaandinozot
andabot so.Vakaseka
gogomhenoz vavakazotaurakazev
e
zevenaKudzihandinakuzozvinzwa
hangu.

.
..
..
..

Tell
peopl
ewhaty oulov
eabout
them l
esscri
ti
cism more
compli
ments.

Tar
ilov
esyou.Mwanawani
ko
ayi
chemer
wanaMumuanaSi er
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n(l
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adi
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Chapt
er10

Thepasti st
oprovethatnooneis
perfect,
andt
hefutur
ei st
oprove
thatever
yonecanchange.Sodon'
t
j
udgepeoplewit
ht hei
rmi
stakesy
ou
ar
en'
tperfectei
ther.

Bobby

Haaandakatoonazvangukuti
zvamaini
niTashayafayakarodha.
Deadloadedchaiy
opamwev akati
z
i
niniv
aonamymov es.Because
evenpaphoneshedoesn' tt
alkt o
me.
Likezv avai
i
takar
ekut ibamukuru
mur iseithi
sthat
.Ndikatir
ega
ndisi
y anenazvoi
ni.Atleasthama
dz aTashaknowskut iwear enot
together.

Minusoneprobl
em ohbyt
hewayl
sol
dthathouseyandai
gar
ana
Tasha.Wasfull
ofbadmemori
es
mhani.MebeingabusednaTasha
andsofort
h.
Musangof ungakuti
varumechete
aretheonl
yonceabusewomen.
Evenwoment ooaregoodatthat.I
haveproveofthatol
dcalendar
Tasha.

NdakatengaimweimbakuAv ondal
e
ndokwandakugarazv
angunev ana
vangu.Ever
yweekendv anengevari
kwagogov avo.

Hanzi
naDean(Ray)izi
taraka
pi
hwanagogovakez
itarababa
vangu.wher ei smhamhaitsli
ke
sincemaininiTashavaenda.
Mhamhav akabv av
aendawo.Ndaka
mut idoy
oumi ssher.Hanziy
es
vanouyari
nhi .

Doessheknowkutiwearel
iv
ingina
newhousenow.Ndikat
imwanangu
cal
lMeganndi
kuudzeisomet
hing.

Akamhanyaakanodeedzahersi
ster
Megan.Ndikat
ili
stenmykidsyou
andurmotherwear enol
onger
toget
her
.
Shei snotcomingherevakugara
vegai fyoywantt
oseeyoucanj ust
tell
mendonokusi yai
weekendand
picky ouupmakuendakuchikor
o.

Oryoucanstaywi
thhermahol i
day
.
HanzinaMeganinihangundoda
kugar
anagogo.

Mhamhashoutstoomuchndi kat
ino
MegansheisyourMot her
.Hanzi
whyisshenotcomingbackher e
Daddytothi
sbeaut
ifulandni
ce
house.
Ndikat
iwehadmi sunder
standi
ngso
wedecide kuti
mumwenemumwe
ambogaraegasor t
ingoutour
misunder
standi
ng.

HanzinaDeansokanamasor t
er
misunder
standi
ngsheiscoming
back.Ndi
katinoshei
snotcoming
back.HanzinaMeganandDeani si
t
becausesheusedtoshouttoo
much..

Ndakat
inoyouwillunderst
andstand
l
aterf
ornowjustknowy ourmother
i
snotgoi
ngtocomeback.Buty
ou
canv
isi
therany
timey
ouwant.

Atl
eastfornowtheyknowt hei
r
motheri
snotcoming.Tashaayikaka
var
azvai
zivi
kanwanev anamufunge.
Haaanywayitsgoodsheisgone.

Meganay i
dagogovakethi
sother
weekendakatiDaddyndi
kuda
kuendakunospenderweekendna
gogo.Ndi
kat
ihaudikuendakuna
mhamhahereakat
ihel
lno.

Mybekunamainini
Tasha
kwamhamhandichazoenda.Ndi
kati
okndi
chataur
anamai ni
niTashafor
nowndonokusiy
akwagogo.

Haaandai
toshay apekut angir
a
kut
auranamai ni
ni Tasha.Takano
musiy
andikatikunaRayl etsbuy
somefoodstuffsthatauntneed.
Tai
venambuy av echi
kuruvaishanda
mumbamangu.
Tapindamushopndipo
pakachemerwaDeannemumwe
mwana.Akat osi
mudzamaokokuda
kutakur
wanaDean.Kkkkndaida
kusekaamaivachovachi
tii
we
ndokurovamhani.

Mwanawachoachi bv
aatowedzera
kubowazvekutivanhuvesevanga
vari
mushopv akatocheuka.Icoul
d
seekut
ithemot herwas
embarr
assed.
Butmwanakanaatangahakehaunga
mugone.Deanakabvaati
dontworry
mhamharegaindi
mutakur
e.

Akabv aatakurwanaDeanakabv a
anyarara.Mai vachobought
everyt
hingv akudakumuberekakuti
vaendeakat iatangamhereti
kazo
vatiwear enotinaHur r
ywewi ll
dropy ouhome.

Apawait
oonakuti
daipasinav anhu
vat
emhashamhuv ambor ovamwana
.Maivachovai
vevechi
diki.But
mwanauy undi
nemunhuwandai
muf
anani
dzanay
e.

Butndai
shayakutindi
yani
asianga
akaf
anananasomeonewandozi va.
Ndakanyarakuvhunzakut
ibaba
vemwanav anonzani.

Takanov asiy
akumbakwavo ndaiti
pakubur ukamumotamwanaacha
chemeraDeankanazv aket
akato
bhabhaiswa.Tamuroadhanzina
DeanaaaDaddywhymwanauy a
andichemer a.Ndi
kat
iakufari
ra
kaaahanzi aaai
yeasi
ngandizi
ve.
Yooothemotherwas iy
ekana
kumbotyamaivake.Takasekazvedu
naRayhanzidaiMeganangaar i
po
ati
far
andiy
eanof ar
ir
amababi es..

Megani smy7y earolddaughter.

Thisotherdayndichi
tobvakubasa
ndakaonamai Mumumut ownndika
miraandaskkutimwanav anga
vamusiyakupihanzianosarakumba
anozochemerav anhuvaasingazi
ve
mut ownndikany ar
a.

Ndikat
ipi
ndaindi
nokusi
yaikumba
vakakasi
kakurambandai
todahangu
kuvhunzakuti
murumewav oanonzi
aninekutimwanawavoanga
akafanananemunhuwondi
ziv
acant
fi
gureoutkutindi
yani
chet
e.

Vakarambal if
tyoolunderst
andher
vakadzivevanhuhavasivekujai
ri
ra
kaa.Kungot i
mwanawav ondakango
mufarir
azv anguandalsofun
kuchemer aRay .

Ndakazoendahangukumbandi kat
i
Deantodaylmeetmhanmhav esmall
fr
iendyakomutown.Hanzivanga
vanaBabywavoherendi
jat
imai vake
vati
hav
achafambenay
eanozo
chemer
avanhu.

Hanziaaaashameheisgrounded
mybeweshoul dmeethi
sf at
her.
Moit
af r
iendyaDaddyvacho.

Ndakasekandikatiwakundit
svagi
ra
fr
iendsmanje.HanzieheDaddy
hamunaf r
iendskaaa.Ndakaseka
zvangu.
Takatogar ahedualmost6mont hs
tatokanganwanezv aMumu.Ndi r
i
kubasazv anguDeanakandifonera
achitiDaddyl meetMumu
namhamhav akemut owncanl go
playtheremozouy akuzondi
tora
afterwork.

Ndakatihunzafonendit
aurenamai
Mumui fsheisfinewit
hi t
.Dean
ayi
tor
wanaDr i
verkanaachibva
kuchi
koro.Ndofungaangaapinda
mushopachi t
engastati
onaryyake.
WhenhemeetmhamhaMumu.
Ndakat
auranavovakati
itsf
inendi
no
endanayendakataur
anadriverkut
i
anovasi
yakumbakwav o.Manherul
wentandpickDeanup.

MaiMumuv akangot
ithanksMumu
nhasi
Mumuaswer aachifar
a.Tamu
motahanzi
naDeanDaddyndat aur
a
namhamhaMumukut imuit
efri
end
yaDaddyvaMumu.

Ndakasekandi
kat
iwhatdi
dshesay
hanzi
aaaDaddyhanziDaddy
vaMumuhav agarepano.Vanogara
somewhere.Ndikat
imukandipa#
yavondopaDaddyv angulm sur
ehe
wil
lcal
lhim.

Hanzi vandisekaDaddymai Mumu

hanziRayunot sv agi
raDaddyv ako
maf ri
ends.Ndi kati
callmeDeanRay
i
zitarasekuruv angu.Handiri
farir
e
i
ni ndakaripi
hwanagogoDaddy
vanongondi tiRayzv av
ondoda
rekutiDean.

Ndakasekazvanguini
ndikat
isaka
vazot
iDeanhere.Hanziehesheis
ver
ysweetkaniDaddy
.Iwi
shl
hada
motherli
kemhamhaMumushe
doesn'
tshoutl
i
kemhamha

Vanesmallbabymumweanonzi
Mufarohonai
maf ot
o.Ndakatioh
shehasasmal l
babykunaMumu
hanzi
naDeany esverysweetbaby
Mumuanot otambanaye.

KkkkhanzinaMumut hebaby
hafambihaataur
emhenokuti
akait
waseinagogonamhamha.
Ndakat
oshamisikakutiMaiMumu
vanemumwemwanaf ut
imudiki
.But
anywayit
snoneofmybusi ness.
Ndangandakut
or at
idzwamafotoa
MumunaDeannababywacho.

Namai Mumundakangoti
pamwe
babaMumui sabr
oad.Ndi
kabv
a
ndasi
yananazv
ozvangu.

Meganakat
angakundi
net
saachi
ti
Daddyndikudakuendakwamaini
ni
Tasha..Ndikatimir
andi
taur
enavo
fi
rstakaswer aakat
samwahanzi
l
missmainininTasha.

Ndakaf oner
amaininiTashakuti
Meganakudakuuy akuzospender
weekendnemiakunet sa.Hanzi na
Tashakot etev
ari
pindikati
aaa
maininihamusikuziv
akut it
ete
venyuvaripi
.

Asi
panezv
akait
ikakanikut
i
muzobv
apano.HanzinaTasha
hapanazvakamboit
ikal
mjustaski
ng.
Ndikat
ivakugar
avegakuwarr
enPark
.

Hanziaaawhyndisat
indapi
ndur
a
hanzif
orgetlasii
tsnoneofmy
busi
ness.HandisimuHarar
endir
iku
Gwerukunanamhamhandodzoka
aft
erweekend.

Ndikatit
aur
ainayeMegananozot
i
ndamuny eper
a.Vakataur
anaye
akatif
ineDaddychi
endaimuno
ndisi
yakwamai MumunaDeangogo
v
akaendakuchur
ch.

Ndikat
i hausi
kudakuenda
kunamhamhav akoher
ehanzinot
today.
.Vanavaitot
yaTashamufunge.

NdakanovasiyakwamaiMumu.
Ndikat
engeraMumumat oyshanzi
namaiMumukomai Deanvar
ipi
vamusingauyewonavo.

Im gladl
final
lymeetMegananongo
taurwanDeanhanzi mybabysi st
er.
Ndakangotiaaamai Deanv ar
i
kumbahanzi vanokusiyai
muchiuuya
nevana.Nextt
imebri
ngher
ti
vaonewomaiveshamwari
yemwana
wangu.

Ndikat
iokndichauyanavokobaba
Mumuv ar
ipi
.Hanzihaaavari
kumba
kwavo.Ndaidakusekakutikopano
hapasipambapav ohere.

Ndikazvi
dzoranekut
imai Mumu
vachovai
torati
dzakuti
...
..
.regai
ndiny
arar
ezvangu.
Ndakasi
yavanazvangundi
kangoti
hopetomeetbabaMumuhav ana
kudai
ramaiMumu.

Ndakazouy
akuzot
oravanahanzi
na
MeganDaddyDeanayi
nyepakuti
MufaromwanawamaiMumu
anomwamukakawagogoGoodness.

Kkkkvanavanguvait
ondi
udza
zvi
nengezv
ichii
ti
kakumbauku.What
di
dmai Mumumeantwhenshesai d
babaMumuv arikumbakwavo.Ko
apapambapani.
Seemsl ikemyki dslovesmai Mumu.
Yaivemuv hunzoy andaizvivhunza
ndichiy
ay amhi nduro.Zv angundai
shay awekuv hunzamai Mumuv acho
vaii
tazvekudai r
aonewor danswer
zvekutihav ajair
ikekungoy erekana
wav hunzamuv hunzokaa.

KutibabaMumuv ari
pindaka
kwanisakuv hunzacausev ainge
vavhunzazv aaMai Dean.Whatkind
ofpersoni smai Mumuy essheisso
beauti
fulandal soyoung.
Hamenoisshemar
ri
ed?
?Eheee
hameno.
..
..
..
..

Itcostzer
o$doll
arstotr
eat
someonewi t
hrespect
.

Tarilov
esy ou.Bobbyhaasi
akuda
kunyanyakuziv
isi
saher
euyu.
Hameno ‍♀ ‍♀

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ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)
Season2

Chapt
er11

Commonsensei snotagif
t, i
tsa
puni
shment
.Becauseyouhaveto
dealwi
thanyonewhodoesn'
thav e
i
t.

Ther
esa
Havey oueversitdownandwi shif
someoneel sewher eyourparents.
Notbecauset heyarerichgetme
ri
ght.Im nottal
kingaboutwishing
tobeObama' sdaught erorany
bil
l
ionair
e,sdaughter
.

Whatl mtal
kingabouti sv
abereki
unavobutmai t
iroavondoanozoi t
a
kutiuti
daindir
imwanawanhi ngi .
Ndaizongozvinyaradzazvangu
nerwiyorwacharambakutihandi na
kusarudzababav angunamai vangu
ndakawanav ari
pobabanamai here.
Familyy oudon'
tchoosemuf unge
youjustacceptbtitdif
ficul
tforme
toacceptmyownmot herandf at
her
.
Babav anguvanondidi
sisazvekuti
handit
ombodakuudzi rwa.

Kananemidaimaisv
ikakumba
kwedukaaakanakumbopf uur
aneko
.Mait
iRomeoanodamwanawake.
Amaivanguneniwearenotthat
cl
osesheisclosetoLisa.

Nenyay
ayekut
iLi
saanekahunhu
kanamaiv
angukakatsv
eruka.Jean
naSeanav otheydon'
tcaremuch
aboutwhoiswhoasl ongasthey
havel
abelcl
othesandmost
Beaut
if
ulslayQeeni nt
ownt heyar
e
goodtogo.

Kkkkmusandi sekekaaaipapa.
Thereisonethingyouhav etoknow
andunderst
andaboutqui etpeopl
e.
Theyaresovery, v
erygoodat
observ
ingthingsandpeopl earound
them.

Inimoyowanababav angundai
toona
zvangukut
itheypr
etendtobelovey,
doveykanatir
ikumba.Iusedt osee
them mist
reati
ngpeoplekubasa.
Mumwemusi vai
todakubv
isaumwe
mukomanazv i
gunwemhenoay inz
i
mot ai
yoyoikasawanikwa.Wear e
goingtodealwithyouharshl
y.

Vangavasinakuonakutilwasinthe
garagendakav har
idzi
rwanemota.
Vakatozovhundukapandakabuda
moy owarwadzakutisuremunhu
achekwezv i
gunwendakatar
isa.

Ndakangokosor
adi
dn'
tsayany
word.Babav anguRomeowast he
oneholdi
ngapi nji
sikudakudi
mbura
munhuzv i
gunwe.Bamukur u Pri
nce
vakai
takumubat azvinesi
mba
mukomanauy a.

Vesevakav hundukavachi
bva
vamusiyaakabv aabudaachi
mhany
a.
VakangotiTheresawhatareyou
doi
ngher e.

Handinakudair
andangandat o
dhi
nhiwa.Didn'
tsayany t
hingbut
ndakatoonakutil
havemonst er
sas
fat
herssakadai ndangandisi
na
kukosor
aipapav
atochekamwana
wemumwemunhuzv igunwekaa
i
papa.

Thatswhenl l
ooserespectforthem
all
.Isai
dinmymi ndstar
tingfr
om
todaylm goi
ngtospeakmymi ndto
them .

Ndakatot angakuitacashtal kisi

na
mabr eakkanadeposi t
.Mai vangu
vakambot angavachindir
ov eracash
tal
kbuti ni ndi
tor
inhinhindaibv a
ndatoit
akugoogl erzvekutaurakana
vangotangahunhuhwav oihwohwo.
Kanasongchaiyondaitsv
aga
ndotoimba.BabavanguRomeo
neverwantedtoseemyt ears.
Munhuwesemumbameduay i
tozi
va
kutikanauchi
dakuburananababa
vangumakemeCr ykanaLi samai
vakenabamukuruPr i
ncei zvozvo
vai
zv izi
va.

SeannaJeandi dn'
thaveproblems
withthem.Ndaitoshay
akut ir
udo
rwabdinopi
hwanababav angusei
vachi
tadzakui
taworudonevamwe
v
anhu.

Ndait
oshuvi
razvangukut indir
i
mwanawamai lmani zv
angu
nabamukur
uTashi ngav aivene
ubunt
urudonevanhu.Of courseno
oneisperf
ectlm notper f
ecteither
.

Ndaitombobawodov i
,shugakana
nyamachaiyoir
ipastov e.Nemoyo
waivenev
aberekiv angukaa
ndai
ngoveneani nnerv oicer
ait
i
hupfumihwavouhuhuchaper a
manjemanje.
Chaindinetsandechekut
inemar i
yatai
venay opambapedu.Vana
Daddyv aisadakanakubatsirahama
dzedumai l
mani, l
maninat ete.
Vaitoit
asekutivanorwadziwa
nehupenyuhwamai gur
u.

Apamai gur
uv ai
totambur asaka
i
zvozvondozvimwezv aizoi
takuti
ndii
teobser
vemypar ents.Because
ndakambonzwakaasay i
ngkay a
kekuti
theyhurtyouinpubl i
cbut
secret
lytheadmireyou.
Panechaivenamaiguruchangachi r
i
specialchai
it
akutimypar ent s
vavengeortheywherethreat ened
somehow.Thatwasmyconcl usi
on
evenkuroorwakwal maniv akato
rwadziwaasimarivakat
ambi rawoto
shayakuti.I
nhai
piipi
koinov enga
munhuasi mariyemunhui yey e
wouv hur
ir
aziso.

Zvi
noinichandinozi
vahangukut
i
Mwariiv
avov anovengwaanova
si
mudzirakuvaisapamusor
osoro.
Vegodovozoy uwir
azvavo.
Vanamai v
angulusedtotellt
hem
kut
ilmanimuchamupfugamirauye
namaivakevamunongovenga.

Josephay ivengwanevakomavake
asivakazengev omupf
ugamir
awani.
Hupeny ukaaauhuhakunamunhu
asi
nabasa.

Nyangweukait
amaridzakodon'
tsay
heeeei
nihandi
nabasanevanhu.I
havemymoneyv anhundovanebasa
neni
.
Nemar iyai
venev aber
ekiv angukaaa
soo.Vanamai vangunevert hought
kuti
vachamhar akudar ondofunga
vai
tivacharambav achibhururuka
mhenokut iishi
rihwai.Nekutichese
chi
bhururukachi nomhara.

Kanandegei
nomharakanashir
i
dzi
nomhara.Ti
ri
kokumushamanje
youal
lknowwhayhappened.

Kurikunaki
dzakaniLisamabubbl
e
gum akapera.Kaaaakambenge
akudanananaHeadmast erwepa
chi
korocloset ousvanemukadzi
wav
oTi
chai
papo.

Kkkkndofungaay i
damar iy
emafuta
ekuzoranhamoi r
ikuvadodonyaseka
ngomakezion.Kuserinekuser
iakati
avi
ngwanemukadzi waHeadmast er
nevanavachoakarohwakusv i
ka
akubudamut ut
u.

Akanzikanamangamaj ai
rakuhur
a
Harar
enev ar
umev ev
anhukuno
unofi
ramaf ufusegonzo.Vana
mhamhav akanzikanamusingagone
kudzi
dzisamwanaweny uhunhutoku
dzi
dzisiraii
sumat eacher
.
Akait
aweekr eseasingagone
kumuka.Inindakat
iregaindi
ti
zi
ii
ii
.MhamhaChenget ondivo
vakazonotauranaye.Vakati
mwanangukunokur uzevhaunof
ir
a
mafufusegonzonev arumevevanhu
ava.

Vanamaininitsi
uraimwanaLisa
mudikif
aniuyukutiakangani
swe
nedhar
ariyaHeadmast ervaya.
Mukadziwav ovanomudahav ambo
musiyi
teachervachi
daLisauyu.
Totambisirwatsvarakadengayedu
herenemadhar aemuraininekut
iti
ri
kudamar i.Adii
ikuuyakuzokumbira
maf ut
aachoekuzor akumbauko
i
ngaTher esaanongozor awani zv
ino
tumirwanal mani.

Mat ipanepandi
ngadzingemwana
here.Vait
orati
dzakurwadziwa
mhamhaChenget o.Hanziavawo
JeannaSeanv akavhiyawombudzi
yevanhuitor
iimwenyaya
kwaSabhukuuko.
Kugar denhavadikudir
idzasaka
vanody ei
ko.Vanamhamha
vakarambav ar
izi
ii.Zvi
kanzindi
kaz
o
daidzatet
emunozot indakai
paasi
zvi
rinanendivadaidze.

Munomunev anhuv
anobata
mishongati
ngaurayi
rwev
ana
vagadzi
rwa.Apanyamayachoi
mi
makatosasi
ka.

Handit
indozvakai
takutivana
babamuninivavhari
rwehereizv
i.
Zvekubaimimunoonav anavachiuy
a
nenyamay
embudzi hai
simhukakaa
yekuti
mot
ivav
himamot ambirai
mi
hamunambudzipano.

Sakamunengemuchi tiyabv
episure.
Motosasikai
nikut
aurakudai
kurwadzi
wahandisikukutsv
iny
irai
handit
ogonekutsv
inyakwacho.

Tetevakabv
av afonerwavakauy
a
nechi
ti
robho.JeannaSean
vakar
ohwazv ekutii
nindaka
pedzi
sir
andav ekuchema.
Vakanzipanopanonzi pano
humbav hahwesehwanababaveny
u
i
ni ndodakuhupedza.Vana
vakarohwakusvikamai gur
u
vakuchemakutichivasiyai
.

Vakazot
ipanaLisahanzindiwe
umweunenungokaai weunoda
zvemaharasehonyeinihandisi
Pri
ncenaRomeo.

Vanodakuraramahupenyuhwemu
magazinekanahwemufir
imuisuti
no
rar
amar eal
i
ty.Ndozvawakarambi
ra
kuzogaraneniizv
ozv
okutiugotor
a
v
arumev
evanhumur
aini
.

AkarohwaLisaakanzi
ndi
rikuenda
newenhasi.Vanamhamhav anga
vakangot
iundundu.

JeannaSeanv akanzi
ndiri
kuda
kunzwakutikugardenuko
kwadiri
dzwaKudziakasiy
a
akudyari
rai
muriwopanomodakui t
a
zvi
sinabasamuchibambudzi
dzevanhu.
Vakabv avatimuuy emutorembudzi
kumbakwangumunopav aridzi
vembudzi y
amakav hi
yandiko
kekutanganekugumakubamanzwa
i
ni ndi
nokur ovai.VhunzaiKudzi
anondi zi
vamushemusheanga
anetsakuuni ver
sityukoachi i
ta
zvembanj e.Nemasasi kamuekuzo
urayamur umewaI maniayo.

Ndakamur ov
aakai
taweekresear i
muchipat
araakazoregahunhu
husi
nabasaihwohwoi zv
ozvihandit
i
avemunhuakutochengetamhuri
yakenekundichenget
apano.I
mi
chai
vomakaitir
wagardennaKudzi
uyaanoshandamuof fi
ce.

Muchadzidzahupenyupanokut
it
a
thepotent
ialofpai
nlm gl
adit
happened.Mushaweseuzare
mbavhanemahur esur
e.

Vakabvavat
ikunamaiguruDor ot
hy
i
saihembedzaLi sandi
rikuenda
naye.Wakavamur omomumwe
vai
tot
yawo.
Tet
ev akabvavaendanayeLi
sa.
Mhenokut i
nenungodzakezvi
nono
wir
ir
anaher eorachat
iza.

Isuheduhat i
napressur
eanaTher esa
wear eevencopy i
ngwel lkumusha
kukutonakidza.Hakunaanocheka
vamwezv igunwekuner unyarar
o.
Li
feal
way
sgoeson.

Taril
ovesyou.Zvi
noLi
saanono
gonakugaranat
eteher
ekanakut
i
achati
za..
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ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
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Season2

Chapt
er12

Youmaywanttogi
veup.Youmay
wantt
owri
tethi
syearof
f.
ButGodmightbet
ryi
ngt
obl
essy
ou
i
nthemiddl
eofwhat
y
out
houghtwasov
er.
Tet
e(Rut
endo)

Youallknowmehanzi ndaka
temerwamushongawemangor o
meranababavangu.Ndi chir
imudiki
l
don'tknowhowfartrueitis.Asii
ni
ndir
imhareyemukadzihandina
munhuwandinovhunduka.

Takazvar
wat i
ri4i
niTashinga,Pr
ince
naRomeo.Iniwasmyf at
her'
s
fav
orit
eakaimbaCharambahanzi
ndozvazvi
noit
akanav anamukava
sar
udza.

Zvemamushongawemangor omer
a
handizvi
ziv
ebaaasi mymother
usedt osaybabavakovaka
kukangani
saiwe.

Tashingandi yohanzv adziyangu

yandainzwakuny ara.Ndi y
eay i
gona
kundidzorahewasaav eryqui et
peacefulperson.I m 100%sur ekuti
Theresat akesafterhim.Imani isnot
thatquietkusvikapanababav ake.
Murainivai
tozivakut
ihandi
nyengwezv i
sinasi
tat
imendi
ndaigonakungokurovafut
iukandi
nyenga.

NdineSimbarinengeraSamson
wemubi bl
euy a.Inihandi
na
pat
iencedzakany anyakanazvi
nhu
zvi
kanetsanekukakavarandi
not
i
huyati
rwe.

Hamenozvazvi
noitawosoo
ndakabv
andar
oorwazvangu
nemurumeakanyar
arazvake.Anoi
ta
seasipohandi
nakanazuv
a
randakar
wanemur umewangu.

Vanhuv anototi
ndakadyisamurume.
Kudzindiyeangaakudakundinetsa
ayendakuv arsi
tyatangazvembanj
e.

Babav akevakambot anga

vachataur
azv i
nyor
ony orokudzor
a
mwana.Ay ibvaatoi
tasekut i
awedzerav olume.Ndi kat
i i
zvi
ndozvandisingadendoi t
akunge
ndichabhendamusananekur i
ma
mbambai rakut imunhuay endeku
varsi
tyodakui takungemwana
wer
urwe.

Akapedzavarsi
tyyakeMushemushe
Kudziakudakwakuuyakumba
kwangunehunhuhwake
hwemusango.Kudakundisi
zer
pambapangundakangomupf eker
a
chi
shortnemagambutsu.

Zvangazvat
okwidzandinetswe
nemwanawandazv ar
aini wandai
pa
mukakawemuz amurangu.Oda
kundif
ambiranemusoromakumbo
arimudenga.
Nekutindamuendesakuv arsi
ty.
Angaakagar akuser
ikwemba
achi
monambanj eyake.Ndaka
ngotenderer
aikokondikat
iIweKudzi
huyatir
we.

Zvekutaur
azv i
rikunet
saayi
tindiri
kutambakaaandi kati
nhasiukasandi
rovauchareger
ambanj endakurova.

Hanzihaaamhamil
ochii
konemi
.
Ndikat
imhamil
oinimanj
ehandi
si
tumasirey
ikwi
nit
wakotweku
chi
korohandi
simhamil
ovako
wanzwa.

Ndakangomubat amaokoesear i
2
ndikamabatani
dzandi
katanga
kumukikamusananegambut su
randai
vendakapfeka.

Ndikat
ipanopambapangu
wakamboonababav akov
achiput
a
fodyaher
e.Iwewotouyanembanj
e
kuzondit
ongapambapangu.

Ndakamur
ovaKudzi
ndi
kat
ihunhu
hwandakakudzi
dzi
sapanotsveee
wodakundi
it
ir
ahunhuhwechinigga
muruzev
hamuno.

Ndkaamur ovaKudzi kusvi

kaat i
rapataazarar opandakazobat wa
nev anhuvemur ai
niakazotakurwa
nengor okuendakuchi pat
ara.Vanhu
vaidakundi sungisavemurainikuti
ndirimhondi .

Ndaitari
saayit
aurisakutindi
zodeal
er
naye.Ndakav har
irwandikar
ara
kuchitoki
sibabaKudzi v
akauyakuzo
ndibhadhari
rabail
.
Zvainzit
omi r
ir
akuporakwaKudzi
tozoendakucor tasi
Kudziakar
amba
topresscharges.Aporandikat
ipano
wapor azvekuswerauchi
it
achipota
nemadzi r
opambapangubodo.

Ndopakuzomut i
savanav evanhu
murai
nimuno.Endaunot svagabasa
r
andakakuendeserakuchikoro
manjemanjeunengewanemhur i
yako.

Akanor
it
svagabasaKudziakat
anga
kushandakuHarar
eukoMbanje
asi
ya.Akazopromotwawokuno
shandir
ajoni
.

Daindi
sinakumumhuraar
ichi
pot
a
nemadzironembanj
e.

Zvi
nov anavehanzv
adziy anguv ar
i
kutodakuit
atumarecrui
t es.Kuno
kumushakubambudzi dzev anhu
ndakavarovahandi
dizvisinabasaini
.

Ndakabv
andat
oraLi
saangaat
anga
kudakui
tachihurenevarumevevanhu.
Ndamamuzv indiki
tandagumbuka
vanamaivachondaidakut i
pai
te
anoti
buf
undai zovarova.

Vakanomhan,arakwasabhuku.
Kahunhukekuvhiyambudzi
dzevanhundozvakatangazvichi
i
ta
Pri
ncenaRomeo.I zvozv
ov achi
ba
miteyoyev
anhukanambev a
dzevanhudzakatei
wov ai
ba.

Kusvi
kadzatov
embav hahuru
dzemuHarar
ehezvovarikuj
eri.
Moyowanguunorwadzakutisur
e
herevanavamaivangu.Cr
iminal
s
sakalhavetopr
otectavavadiki
vasar
a.

NdakaendanaJeannaSean
vakator
ambudzi.Vakanor epl
acer
yavangavaba.Ndikat
indi
kunzwei
f
utikutimabandokurovai
mukaf a.
NdakazosaranaLisamanheru
ndakabikati
kady
aangaakazvi
mba
muv i
riwesenemarover
oandanga
ndamuita.

Kuseni
akat
omukaakar
arandai
da
kuonahangukutikut
ivol
umebhoo
here?Howf arm set
ti
ngs.
.ndi
one12
dzatochay
amunhuakar ar
a.

Ndakanomumut sandikat
iyard
muchatsvai
ranguvainekusuka
maini
ninekubikatea.Hanzi l
m not
f
eeli
ngwel l
tet
endi kurwara
.

Nekuchemanekuchemahanzimy
bodyissoul.Ndai
dakuseka
ndi
kazotisakal
m notf
eeli
ngwell
tet
e, wakoiyey
eachasukandi
ro
nguv
ainekut
svai
ray
ardnekubi
ka.

Haanakudairandakabikazvangu
svondor i
kaper
anotf eel
ingwell
achingomukaakarara.Af t
erweek
manj endopandakazomut i
.

Amaini
niy ardinodakumuka
i
chi
tsvair
wanemi pamamukabed
i
nowaridzwalm suremusi
wamakat angakurar
amubedroom
menyuimomohamunakuonabed
i
chi
it
akungepakawungàni dzwa
washen.

Zvekutimunomukakungeny oka
yabudamumwenai zvihazvi
it
we
nemusikanaakur akudai.Matokur
a
i
z v
ozvihandit
imangamakut o
danananevarumev evanhuzv i
no
rat
idzakukuraizv
ozvo.Apaanga
akazaramisodzikumesoLi sa.

Sakastar
tnekuwari
dzamubhedha
ti
oneinindi
chambotimbir
a
mugardenpanzeapo.Mukait
azv
eku
tambarodokamakami r
a.
Ndakabudahanguakasara
achi
wari
dza.Kwakuzotora
mutsvai
rokutsv
air
ayard.Apedza
kwakuburi
tsandir
oapandakasiya
ndat
idzi
chenendiroi
dzodzo.

Dzikasachenamotangi
dzaakakkkkk
vakaswerav akamir
amaininiLi
sa.
Kusukandironekut
svai
rayard
ndakatozobikandi
ni.
Apadzandi kat
i gezaitionemubi ke
supperhanzi t
et endanet aini musana
wakur wadza.Ndi katisakat orara
nenzarakaaanekut i
musanaweny u
war wadza.Haaaaapaf acey angu
yangay atochinjaakasi muka
akatangakuchekamav egeakabi ka..
Sadzar achoraitovembodzahar o
ndikatimaini
nizer areny ui r
i you
don'tknowhowt ocookSadza
mav egeeny uay ahaanakui bv a.

Hanzi
ini
handi
gonekubi
kqi
nindi
kat
i
nekushaiwei
hanzi i
sutaivenamai d
usedtodoev eryt
hing.Ndikati
ichi
ri
kufungazvamaidiweur ipar
uzevha.
Kanganwazv eseizvozvakatopera
uchenjer
ekutiuchazoiy
amai durii
we.

Hanzitet
ehandi it
emai dini
.Ndikati
sakauchazov eikomuzukur uwangu
uchagarakuruzevhakunowor oor
wa
kaaanemur i
mi .Hanzihandiroorwe
nemurimikutindaitasei.Kkkkndaka
sekazvanguini .
Nekut ichikorochaichohauna
muzukur u.Unot iuchagar amuno
mur uzevhakusv ikarinhi.Chi
to
dzidzirabasar emumbakut iugodzo
keradhor obha.Unoonal maniwas
evenbet teri nskoolt aka
ngomushai ramar i
hedut i
meiyoyo
kudzi angaasat iavakushanda.

AkanoitamaidkuHarar
ekuy a
nenyay
ay ekut
iayi
zi
vazv aanoit
a
mumbai momoakat opromotewa
akazoshandakumahof i
si.
Ndokunonzikui
tahumbleselfunder
t
hemi
ghthandofGod.

Mwarivakamusimudziraarimai
d
kudar
olookathernow.Im notsayi
ng
beli
kelmaninotatallnei
therlml
sayi
nglmaniisbetterthanyou.

Im notcompar i
ngy ouwi thherbutl
j
ustwanty out oseehowf arshe
cameandbei nspi r
ed.Zv ekutiheee
handii
temai dpf ungwai dzodzo
dzibur
it
semaur ikanauchi dakusimu
kir
akaaaber eadyf oranything.Dai
waivanechikor ochakot ait
iayaiwa
tsvagabasar inoender ananewe.
Zvi
nokuchikorokwachozer o,
chaunogonamuzukur ukut
senga
bubblegum zvinohupenyuhere
i
wowo.Nekui t
amakeuphut sanana
chai
hwohunodi wapamunhukadz i
kwetekuit
ahusmar t
hwemumugwagwahwekut iunogeza
kungenjuzukwabv i
wakuchiit
akunge
musango.

Takagara3monthsnaLi saachimbo
i
tazv akezv
enungokanaanetsa
ndorova.Ombotindi
rikudakuenda
kunanamhamhandikamutinotnow.
Kanandakudakut
iudzoker
endicha
dzoker
anewe.

JeannaSeanv angavakui
tazve
gardenvakutotengesamuriwo.Pa
3monthsidzodzoTheresaakazo
tor
wanaKudzi akaendajoni.
.

HanzinaLisandakudakunogar a
namaigurumai lmanindi
katihakuna
mai l
maniv aunogaranavo
nemukanwamakoumumusi nama
break.Kusvikandaonakuti
hunhu
hwakohwav er i
ghtuchagar
a
pano.
.ukat
izapanozi
vakut
ipandi
no
kubat
andokurovakungeny
oka
yapi
ndamumba. .

Ungadai wakaendanaKudzi i
wewe
asipamuromopakohaugar i
kenewe.
Ehepamur omoangaasi naLisa
kungot
iiniayi
ndit
yanekutindi
norova
zvemunhuanodakut aur
asekutiaka
gari
rabhombabodo.

Imaniayinziangaakugaraegazvake
zvangazv ar
ingana.Akabvamune
zvakanakandosakaKudzi akazotor
a
Theresa.Mailmaniv angavane
musikanawav aigar anayendosaka
Li
saangaakudakunogar aikoko
achi
dakuiti
rwazv esenemusi kana
uyaakanyangiray aonat i
kazv i
vhari
sa.
Vanamai vakev angav akui
ta
zvemusikavanav achi ri
mamur i
wo
mugar dennekut i kubvazvarohwa
mwanawav onemukadzi wa
headmasterv ait
ot yakanakut aura
nevarumev evanhu.

Aaaavachadzi
dzahupeny
uuyuLisa
panohaabvekusvi
kaavemunhu
mukanwamakemanemabr eak
kushandaakushandahakebt
zvekut
yaini
ni.

Takazogar aalmostay earnaLisa

ndikazomut i
achiendahakekuna
vanamai v
akeorkwamai l
mani
akarambahanz indatojai
rakugar
a
nemi tet
eangaakundi dandai
mu
dzidzi
sahupeny uangaatochinj
a.
Kwet ezvechisal
adzv avai
tanamai
vavo.
Tari
rakunakakwazvonekuf adza
kwazvokanahamadzi chi
gar a
pamwechet ener
ugare.Im gladi
t
happenedikozvi
notav emhur ii
mwe
yakabat
ana.

Don'
tfal
lforsweetwor
dsf
all
for,
sweetef
fort
s
Tar
ilovesyou. hanzi
Tar
ir
akunaka
kwazvonekufadzakwazvokana
hamadzichi
garapamwechet e
ner
ugare..
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ial
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n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

Season2
Chapt
er13

Youar
eworthysodon'
taccept
any
thi
ngl
ess.

Dor
othyandDor
cas
Wearei nthi
sli
fet
olear
nfr
om ev
ery
exper
iencewehave
andthenusethet
eachi
ngst
omake
choi
cesandtake
acti
onsthatwil
ll
eadtothel
i
fewe
desi
retohave.Ther
eis
enoughforev
ery
one'
ssuccess,
sono
needtocompare
our
sel
veswithother
sorf
eel
theneed
tot
akeital
lfor
our
sel
ves.

I
sal
lwecansaynowmuf
unget
he
potentialofpai
nt aughtust hat
nothingi sper
manenti nthislif
e.
Andal soallgl
it
tersarenotgold
patakar oor
wanaRomeonaPr ince
kaataitinwehavehardwor king
husbandsv akarongekamuf unge.

Kutoshainapamber ipevamwekut i
veduv ar
umev akar
ongeka.Ny amba
i
toridisorderchaiyondivana
mbav hazv avo.Thewaytheywer eso
l
ovingwai tihaatawanatruelove
i
zvokwani .

Vanhuv
anot
our
ayakanamunhuand
theymakesur ekutihati
nakana
kumboi tafindoutit
sbeenmor ethan
20yrstichi
gar ananasatanmumba
muf ungekuf ugagumbezi ri
mwe
chetenav opasi nakanachaifungi
dzir
a. .
Asi Theresaayimbotaura
nemadi mikir
akutizuvaramuchaz iva
urrealhusbandkut indi
vananichiv
o
chaivoy ouwi l
l.Underst
andwhyl
am thewayl am .

Taingot
ihayiwawoanemamhepo
uyu.Nowweunder st
andwhybaba
l
mani nevergetal
ongwit
hthem
eventete.I
sutai
toti
babalmaniv
ano
royakaaanekuti
v ai
venenhamo.

Panguvaiyoyotai
totil
if
eyavo
i
nhamo.Asi ikozvi
nol i
feyav
oiyoy
o
tot
oishuwiranekutit
isuti
nenhamo,
nhamoy achototiyemhunokushaya
ri
dhikaaa.

Tinot
ony arakanakuendakuno
kumbirazv i
nhukunamai guru
Chengeto.Nekuv atsvi
nyir
a
kwatai
mboi t
aikozvino
mwanasi kanawav oakushanda
achi
nget
amaivakeever
ymont h
panot
ouyaMal
aichanegrosar
y.

Pambapav oingori
ngweeenaiwoma
sol
arakatikuuyaayat
akamboda
kutengaSolarmushur
emukunge
tat
engesasomeofourpr oper
ti
es.

Buttakatoonakutitosarati
sinamar i
yekutengachibage.Takabv aHarare
Augustkaasakahat i
nachat anga
tar
imachi bagechekutiungatoti
ti
nozokohwa.
Haaav anavanavangav anzwa
nesadzanemav egezvesezv at
anga
tauyanazvokubvahararezv anga
zvaperakaaiwomacor nflakes,
spaghettir
iceandstuff
.

SeannaJeantakangoonavauya
nenyamanenhombay enyamatakat
o
far
akanakutombov hunzakut
i
maiwanepi
.

UyuwoLi
saangaakudananaa
Headmast
ervachi
mupamar i
tot
engamafut
aekuzor
aandcooki
ng
oi
l.
Tainyar
akunokumbi
rat
etena
maigur
u.

Theresaayit
osimbaarikwamai guru
i
koko.Dzimwenguv avai
touy
av atipa
mafutaekubiki
saandsomegr osaries
hanzipacel
from l
maninaKudzi .

Zvinonyadzisaseikutivanhu
vawaimbot ari
sir
apasi uchitsv
inyi
ra
ndivovavakukubat si
ramuhupeny u.
Vasingambokuny ombeasi with
respectyawaitadzakuv apawouchiri
kuwana.
Haaat
akadzi
dzahupeny
umuf
unge.

Babavanguvai
garot
ikanawar
opa
fadzwanaJehovahchawawanai
dya
nehamamutorwaanehanganwa.
.

Isutait
oit
akur
idzahuwi kushamwar
i
kutikunokwabikwadopiroguys
huyaimunombor e.Shamwar i
i
dzodzokanakumbot i
cheuka.

Ndovakat
otangakushar
e
nekuf
ambisamessagedzekut
i
RomeonaPr incemahegoat.Baba
vanguv akabv
av adeedzerakuti
kumushakwev ar
umev enyumbavha
mokuzi vamonangai kokonevana
venyupanopanenzv i
mboy aDebra
asinakurambachikor onekuda
kuroor
wanev anhuv anemar idzav
o
dzausingaziv
e.

Babavangumadesurekutimwana
weseayendakuchi
kor
oisuhedu
takamhany
akutyakut
orer
wa
ngamura.

Babav
akat
ombot
itsi
uraasi
zvai
pindai
noneearzv
obudanei
mwe
.

Haaat et
evakazouyavakar
ov avanhu
.Lisa,JeannaSeantangatakugara
t
ichit
yakungoit
azvi
sinamat ur
o.

VakaendanaLisandai
sadakuti
vaendenemwanawanguasi
ndakat
yakutaurandai
zorohwa.

VanaSeanv
akanzi
vat
orembudzi
kumbakwat et
ev anodzor
eray
avanga
vabahanzikanamakuv ar
anedomba
reny
amamunouy akumbakwangu
ndokupaihukukanamubudzi.

Handinamoy omukukutui
ni
sezvamaiit
andinozi
vakukoshesa
chinonzi
hukama.Taitony
arakuenda
kanamai guruChengetovai
ti
zvi
kaperamunouy amuchi
tora.

Asinenyadzi
dz ehunhuhwatai
ta
towardsthem zvait
idzor
akuti
tisano
kumbira.
Kubvazvar
ohwav anaSeanv akasi
ya
vawedzer
wagar denhanzi
ndi
ngonzwakuti hari
sikudir
idzwa
munondigutapanosot heybecome
ser
iousnegardent i
katanga
kut
engesamadomasi emugar den
nemuri
wo.

Tangatakutogonawokutenga
matembamaf ut
aekuzor
anesugar.
TheresaakazoendaJoni at
umir
wa
mariyebhazinaKudzi.
Akat
otivanamhamhandakuendai ni
.
Mosarazvakanakaayi
tof
arazvake
mwanawanguy ai
tov
engi
rozino
pr
essure.

Maigur
uv akambosuwav anga
vakuuy
av achiswer
anesutai
to
mboshayany ayadzekut
auranavo.
Havasizv
av omunhuanotaura.

Panemusi
wav
ait
idai
Lisaawuy
a
zvakekumbakwany
arar
aukokana
Seankanajean.

Tai
tony ar
akupi ndur
aSeanakazoti
aaainiJeant oswerakugardensaka
zvi
nengezv akangofanananekut
i
murimega.

ManjeLi
sahaauyepanozveku
mhanyanat
etenehunhuhwake.Dai
matotsv
agahenyumusikana
wekugar
anaye.

Ndopazouy
amumwemwanaayi
nzi
akaf
ir
wanevaber
ekiay
igar
a
namaigur
u.Veryyoungmwana
ayi
shandazvakei
yeyekungot
ivana
vanokuri
rakumushavashomav ane
nungo.

Tetet aityawetri
edallbymeans
kuit
av anhukwav okaaa.Gore
rakatozoper atat
ovemav il
l
age
champi onszvesezvekui
tamanicur
e
pedicur ezvakaperwkut ihwaa.
.

Sabhukundov akangavakudakumbo
netsavachi
dakutaimir
aDor cas
munhuanev akadzi4nhaimi.
Kkkkndipo.
pandakaonakutiSean
naJeanv akur
amanj evakanzi
mudharamunof i
ramahar apamba
peduhapasipekujai
ri
rakungeBlai
r
toi
letorpubl
ictoil
et.

Vanamai veduhadzisishir
ikadzi
vanevarumekaaav a.Hanzi na
Sabhukuidzombav hai dzodzo.
HanzinaSeansakai mi murikut
oona
sekuti
youarebetterthanv anababa
venyukusekanakwanakambabusy
sayi
ngmbav hai
dzodzo.
Whatdoest hatmakesy oui mimuri
mhobwe.Kkkkndai dakuseka
sabhukuv akangor i
dzatsamwa
vachienda.Hanzi naJeannextt ime
ti
chakut emainedemot ukumbo
i
twotwopesv apesvapav akadzi
vevanhu.

Haaav arumev emurai

nitriedkumbo
ti
daasi hatinakudakurasahunhu
hedu..
Zv echihurezvai
savamat ir
iti
su
tangatakudakut okanganisaLisa
t
arohwanenhamoal
lthankst
otet
e.

Li
saat ochi
njakanazvenungozvi
ya
nekupindur
av anhuvakurupf
ocho
zvakaper
a.Haachatodikugar
anesu
akudakugaranatetevake.

Munombozi vaherekut iever

y
sit
uationmuhupeny ut hatyouface
teachesyousomet hi
ng.Takangoona
hedukutitai
vengamai guruv asi
na
kanachakaipanesukur ikungoda
kutsvi
nyanemar i
idzodzekuba.
Kutsvi
nyi
ramunhuanozokubatsi
ra
mangwana.Veduwekaaadon'tgo
aroundhurt
ingpeopl
ei fy
oudon't
knowhowt olov
ethem atl
eastdont
hurtthem.

Takatozoonakutitet
e
nechigandangachavoichochoator
i
munhuaner udomufunge.Ano
batanidzahamaikozvinotavekuzi
va
kukoshesahukama.

Wer
espectmai
gur
uandt
ete.Hanzi
.
..
..
..

Ndidzohamadzatinadzoshamwar i
.
Dzerwendodzi
norudor wazoti
shamisa.
Mwariwangumakat i
chemainevanochemav arikuchema
nesu.

Kanazvinoremazv i
chiuy
av anot
i
yamuraisu.Moyoyeduy odzimbi
kanavanotinyar
adzaisu.Kuzungai
ra
kupi,
nekupi v
anomi r
anesu.
Pati
notamburakwazv okwazv
o
vanot
iyamuraisu.Kuchemakwose,
kwosevanoti
ny ar
adzaisu.
.

.
Ourliv
esbegi
nwithat
houghti
nthe
mind.Whatwethi
nk
becomest
heacti
onwet
ake,
whi
ch
becomest
hel
ifewe
have.Sopayat
tent
iont
owhaty
ou
arethi
nki
ngandwhat
youchooset
obeli
eveandpl
acey
our
att
ent
iononever
y
day
.

Taril
ovesyou.Unadzoherehama
dzekuti
paunotamburakwazvo
kwazvodzinomir
anewe. .
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ial
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n(l
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happened)

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Chapt
er14

Wheny
ouwakeupcl
osey
ourey
es
bef
oreget
ti
ngoutofbed
andwhisper
,"Thanky
ouf
ort
hegi
ft
ofthi
snewday .
"
Stepint
oy ourdaywitht
he
foundat
ionofgrati
tudef
oryour
l
ifeandallt
hatyouhav
e.Uset
his
appreci
ati
ontobuil
dona
moremeani
ngf
ul,
successf
ul,
happy
l
if
e.

Mar
tha
Hieguy smaonakaandanyarar
akuti
zi
izv angu.Ayi
walm sur
eyouknow
kutikanandakany
ararandi
nenge
ndichitot
auramuf
unge.

Si
tinqui
etwit
hyour
sel
fev
erydayf
or
afewminut
esand
connectwit
hyourst
rengt
h,l
ove,
and
unshakeabl
efai
th
wit
hin.Yourconnect
iont
oyourt
rue
sel
fwithi
nisthe
foundat
ionforl
iv
ingli
fei
nthei
nthe
alwayschangi
ngouter
wor
ldwi
thcour
ageandconf
idence.

Tryitmuoneay i
wandongodahangu
kutendaMwar iherestoremy
mar ri
age.Prayeriyay akashanda
muf ungeay i
wamur umewangu
akadzokat akatochata.

Zvi
noitaMwarisookaaahanzihe
wil
lrest
orewhatevert
heconquer
wormshasstolenkudzoswair
i
doubledoubl
enemuchat owhi
te
wedding.
.
Handinakumbobvir
amuhupeny u
hwangundafungakuti
baba
Munyaradzindi
chakwanisakuva
reger
eraaft
eral
lhehaddonet ome.
.

Kunditorer
amwanamudi kikudaro
zvi
nhuzv ai
ndirwadzaasindaiudza
Mwari..
Vamwekanav ar
wadziwa
kanakurwadziswamuhupeny ut hey
seekrevenge.

Wopedzisi
rawavakui
tazv
inhu
zv
ausir
indopanozoendavamweku
n,
angakunogadzir
amunhu.Iny
aya
yekut
iunengewarwadzi
waand
wotadzakucont
roll
eryouremot
ions.

Anddodeci si
onswakat samwa
makamboonakut ichi
nhuchese
chaunoit
awakatsamwa.Youwi l
lend
upregret
tingyouracti
onsaft
er
wards.

Vamwewondev anoti
murumekana
mukadzi
akahuranayewoanohura.
Vanoi
taiyai
nonzitambayako
ndi
tambeyanguwo.
I
ni hangukanapanechandaka
dzidzi
dzamuhupeny uisMwarivano
ti
rwirahondodzedu.Especi
all
ykana
usinachakaipachauri
kui
tir
amunhu
i
yey e..

Ari
yearikukurwadzi
saGodisjust
andfai
r.Vanenzir
adzavodzeku
deal
ernemasi t
uati
onsati
nosangana
nawoifwer emainfai
thf
ultohim..

Heheal
sever
ybrokenheart
,He
wi
pesawayever
yt ear.
.Zi
vakweku
t
uri
ramut
orowako.
.

Kutindiudzemai vanguzv aramba.

Vanozodambukaneshunguv aka
chema. .kutindi
udzePastorv angu
zvaramba, vangazozadzwav aka
share.Kut indiudzetetevangu
zvaramba, hwavohupeny u
vakakoniwahwav ohupeny u
vakatadzawani .Kutindi
udze
shamwar iy
angu, zvarambai no
far
isaikataurataura
Zvanguzvi
notodaJesuiy
embune
awuyeagareneni
.Ndinot
svagaJesu
agareneni
mumbamangu.

Kanawanet anekufambawega
tsvagaJesuawuy eagarenewe.
Hazv i
nabasakutiwamboenda
kun,angaukashayasoluti
onor
wamboendakun, angazv ai
kamboi
ta
sezvait
aasinekufambakwenguva
zvoitabadtoworse.

TsvagaJesuiy
embuneawuy eagar
e
newe..
Haaainihandi
dikuny
epa
ndakar
wadziwaasikazv
inonzi
no
pai
nwithoutgai
n..

Mwar ivakazvir
ongonor avega
kuiputsahavov egaMwar ii
mbay a
SieeranaVi ct
or .Hapanachi no
rwadzasekut i
mur umeanono
kutorerasweet16y akanakazvekut
i
newei weweunot oonakutihaaa
ndiyemwanasi kanaanodi wa
nehusbandy angu.

Asilr
efusedtolookatt
hosethingsl
tol
dGodkut i
kunakakwakeikoko
Mwarihakuneineni.
.Murume
ndewanguuy
u.

Itt
akest i
measi i
kozvinotakato
chata.Ndakut odiwamor enababa
Muny aradzi
.Ndi vovavekut oty
a
kurasi
kirwaneni .Heiswor kinghard
tobuildthetrustwehav eikozv i
no
mar iyavovanouy anay
oy esey oiswa
apa..

Zvonzitoit
asei hedoesn'taskme
kutindi
rikuiteinemar iyangu.Vana
vanguvakaf arakutitachata
Muny ar
adziakaf ar
ir
isisaakati
pa
i
mbai
yay
angay
akat
enger
waSi
err
a.

Akati
pairimuzi
tareduyesehanzi
ndafara.
Babavachowasev en
surpri
sedhanziwaitahako
Mwanangu.

Hanzi
nababaMuny aradzi
pamuchatondakambor asi
ka
muhupenyuhamadzangul j
ust
wantt
ohel pothermanoutt her
e
kut
izi
vaizvekukoshesamuhupeny u.

Usat
iwarasi
ki
rwanemukadzi
wawakapihwanaMwari
.Wobatwa
ner
uchivachokwadi ndechekuti
maruvaeny ikahaaper
i.Ndiweunoto
per
av asikanavakanakavechidi
ki
di
ffer
entsi zeandshapesv ahombe
andallvari
kohobhohav apedze.

Ukait
aruchi
vaunorasi
ki
rwanemhur i
yako.Haaawearesohappyzv edu
i
kozv i
nobabaMuny ar
adzivakuto
endanenikuchur
chhanzihandi
chadazveshamwari.

Ndi
momukufuri
ranai
momot i
chinwa
dor
oti
chi
nyeper
anazvisi
nabasa.
Kutiheepay
ewakany
urur
akanj
uzu
kako.

Heeeewakapengazv isi
nakana
mat urozer
arangur i
nondakuto
mur ir
avazukur
u.Kwet ekuswero
zvipembedzanezvisi
nabasaheeelm
apr oductofbari
ka.Bar i
karacho
randisi
ngagone.

I
zvozviheduti
rikuhoneymoon.Ehe
mazvinzwaimichingoziv
ai kut
iti
riku
honeyyouknowzv inoi
twakuhoney
moon.Ndat opedzanemi soo..
Ayiwazv ekuzvar
ahandichade
ndakumir i
raVazukuruMunyaradzi
Juniorndiyegotwe.Komwana
anoziveihakehandinakanapr obl
em
naye.EvenSi er
randakamur egerera
akatosimbi samarri
ageyangukut oi
ta
kutibabav ekwanguvazi
vezv eku
koshesamuhupeny u.
.

Ndiri
kukosheswakaaimi
makamboonazv i
noit
ikakutipet
yepambalikei
mbwaorki t
iikambo
rasi
kaikazowanikwamuno
i
chengetedzazvekuti
udon'
twantto
i
nt r
omery emakapindamaishay
a
..Ndozvi
rikui
yi
kakunoihappy
happychete.

Mapr
obl
emsesedi
ssapear
e..

Donotlett
hebehaviorofot
her
s
dest
royurinnerpeace.
Tari
lovesyou.Ndi
yani
waunoudza
pazvi
noremamuhupeny u
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n(l
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t
happened)
Season2

Chapt
er15

Sometimesy ourheartneedsmor
e
ti
met oacceptwhatyourmind
al
readyknows.

Muny
aradzi
Imverymuchhappymymot herand
myDaddyar ebacktoget
her
.Its
goodnewskaaazv i
nongonakidza
kuonavaber
ekivakovari
pamwe
chete.

Vakachatahapanakanachaka
pi
ngaidza.Igavethem thehouseas
apresentehei y
oyoy ai
veyaDaddy
naSierr
a.Mumot herhadbought
herhousey akatonakakupfuur
a
i
yoyo.

Butitwasagoodthi
ngtogiv
ethem
thathousei
rimumazi
taav
oese.Kuti
zvi
sazonet
samangwanaweboth
knowwhathappenedbef
ore.

Ndakatoonakuti
kuii
samuzitara
Daddyv eganezvakamboiti
kabefor
e
.Don'twanttojudgehim zvangu
hapanaayimbofungir
akutiDaddy
vachai
tasecondwi f
ekaa.

Sakakanav akazobatwanemweya
webari
kaimbai yoy
ohaiv
akwani
se
kui
tazvavanodanay opaisi
na
mhamha.Butl seelov
einmyDaddy
andfulofregrets.
Mbuy av anguwondi v
ov angavakui
ta
take,t
akenaI mani.Ndangandakuto
nyarainihanziheeechengeta
chikwamachangui chichi
ne
madhor aakangor asikawatov
e
mukadziwemuzukur uwangu
Muny aradzi.

Daddyndivovakazovatisiyai
mwana
wangu.Achememur umewake
murunyarar
o.Hanzinagogosakaiwe
Munyaradzidzakoit
sitsidzei
kubvi
samwanawemv anamadzihwa.
Manauy uwakai
tamavhesit
igesheni
(investi
gat
or)kusvi
kav anhu
vakaurayamurumewakewabat wa.

Justfort
henjeeeher emuzukur
u.
Katswibi
dipanzwebedekakokaya
kawakambouy anakokumushauko.

Handidikanakukaonazvangu.
Zvakatondir
ati
dzakutiur
ibechoice.
Ndikati
gogoingandongobat sir
a
vanhuhobhowani wheneverl can.

Hanzi
eeeepointofcor
rect
ionMana
(l
mani)haasi
vanhuhobhodontkor
o
heret
hat(cal
lhert
hat
)Ndakatozo
budanav
opanzegogoapavai
taura
vachi
dai
dzi
ra.

NdikatigogoImanikaauyoarikut
o
chemamur umewakemusade
kumupamut or
o.Vakabvavaseka
vachir
ov ani
samaoko.

Hanzii
weMuny ar
adzi..
..
.Al
exander
akabv
aapfuuranepatai
vetakamira
nambuya.Vakabv
av amudhonza
hanzi
huyapanoiwe.
SakaiwenaMuny aradzimurikuda
kurambamur imabhachurahere?
KkkkhanzinaAlexanderinihandi
chadabakuit
abhachur agogo.

Ndakutodawomukadzi iniasihi
i
ii
kwavanowani kwavakadzivacho.
Handinaadressmukandi paadress
ndot
onangai koko.Mukadzi
ndomudaasi kutoshayachaiko.

Handinawangui ni
nizvanguzano
ndegainiwozvangu.Kungomuwana
chetegogoimindimi munobva
matotichat
isa.
Kkkkakav agonagogoAl exander
.
Vakabvav at
isakaurikushayahere?
Nekusv i
kasv i
kakweseuku.
Alexanderakatikut
oshayagogo.

Hanzidon'
twor ryndinokut
svagi
ra
hanzinaAl
exandermat ononoka.
Mukatotsvaganhasindotoswera
ndakandapakit
chen.

Hanziiwendakunzwisi
saurikushaya
asiunotodawo.ManjezvaMunyaradzi
uyukundi vi
gir
akapi
koko
kemusi
kanakumushauko.

Mwanangaanakezvakeiyeye.Asi
panoti
hunhuapayowe.Izvezvi
ndamutsv
agiraManaari
kungoj amba
j
amba.Hanzi naAl
exanderMana
ndeupi
koiyey
e.

Hanzi uyakaangaroor
wa
nemuni n,
inawako.Hanzina
Alexanderwowogogol maniy
oo
ukokumakat a.

Hamenoi
nindakamiri
rakut
i
mundi
peadr
essy ekunowani
kwa
vasi
kanav arikudakuroorwa.
Zvamaininil
mani handizi
ngenigogo.
Akabvaat ot
izvandiremera
ndasi
mudzamaokondapet amuswe
ndazvidukupisapanamai ni
niImanil
zi
pit .

Hanzi nagogohay i
wazi pit
ikudii
wo
.Chirooraimakutoitatsvimbo
rumekukundwanababav ako.I
we
Muny aradziv akat
orooraSi er
ra
wechidikiwez erar
akokur ati
dzakut
i
nyengomet eryavoisstil
lonhigh
l
evel.
Kkkkndakasekandi
kat
i zvi
kazodii
aft
ermarryi
ngwechidi
ki wacho.
Withal
lthenyengometerkkkk
l
anguageyagogosoti
chany adzi
sir
a
pano.

Hanzi zvi
kazoit
ikakaazv akait
ikaasi
wakat okundwakaazv eeenababa
vako.Ndikatil
m notinacompet it
ion
i
ni gogonaMudhar azv ema
rel
ationshi
pizvihazvisizvekutiheee
ndineswaggunobonder a.

Hanzi
iwepanal
mani
unengeusi
na
kubonderaunengeur
iwalkingint
he
ri
ghtdirect
ionmutserendende
chai
wo.

Aaandakasekandi kat
iyowegogo
regaindiendekunodya.Ndingandi
ka
kuteedzaihandi
ngat ot
adzaku
enjoyermuchatokaaa.

Hanzi endaiasi
zvandataur
a
mazv inzwaiweZandaugoouya
ndikupeadressy ekunowani
kwa
vasikana.
Akat
i ndipeikaaai
zvezvihanzjndat
i
wozouy aurikumhanyir
achi i
ko.Hanzi
chi
nonochi nengweberer akadya
ri
chi
fambagogo.

Hayatakazov aonav akuti

tataket
ake
naImaniay inetsananaMumu
achi
nzindiberekeur i
kudakundi t
iza.
Wangaur ikupindikatiVi
ctormy
youngbrot herndiyeayit
ikunalmani.

Haaamazuv anozvakabhadhar
a
kaaakui
t agl
owingchaiyo.Hmmm
daindi
sinahangumusikanandaiku
roor
azvakolmani.Kkkkkhanzina
l
maniunongoit
akaabar
ikawi
ti
roor
a
t
esenemusikanawako.

KkkkhanzinaVictorndi
ngazor
igona
herebari
kahanzinalmaniunot
adza
neipanekutsv
iramukati
sesoki
si.

HanzinaVict
ormazuv anomane
casht
alkkaaat ai
kuzov aimuri
qui
et
peopl
e.Hanzi nal
mani ndir
iqui
et
peopl
ewani kungotaurawokuti
musatsvi
remukatisesokisi.
Vakabvavasekazvavohanzihaaa
wandigonawenay anguyekuda
kut
auri
sandangandi chi
dakuti
unyar
emanj ewatozondii
samu
cor
ner.

Butpanopanezi bhachur ahanzina

l
mani ini
ndazviwanirawanguuy oar
i
kutambamusev ekkkkkay i
rev
a
vamwebabav ai
itakuzunzakabhachi
ndofungavangav adhakwa.
Kachemberesookananeni ndaka
sekawoay i
nzindazviwanira
bhachura..
Hanzi
naVi
ctorndat
ipanopane
zi
bhachur
akani
Imanii
ror
orany
any
a
mhani.

Hanzindiy
ani i
yeyehanzi mumwe
ndiy
aniMuny aradzikaaa.Hanzina
l
manihaaaMumuachi ri
mudiki
uyu.
Vict
orakat iandisikutauraMumu
JuniorndikutauraziMuny ar
adzi
zi
hombekkkk. .

Hanzi aaaaregatimutsvagi
repava
perekedziapahatingazomu
shairawo..
Victorakatindi
koko
ndinotombof ungakutidaiakar
oora
hakeGoodnessmanj eakadhangir
wa
nababaSi
err
a.

HezvoGoodnessakut onzi
mai
Mufaro.I
mani akasekahamzi
yowe
Vi
kita(Vi
ctor)kkkkkwakokurikuda
maiguruhere.

Ndaitoteer
eranyayadzavondichi
ti
zagogov aingoi
takungen,anga
Alexanderangaakuit
ataketake
navoachiti
ndipeiadr
essgogo. .
Hanziaaaazv i
pikomhenokasi kana
kakekamwekai nziTashakandanga
ndakamakakai itakusinasinakunge
kai
nhuwi r
waneny ika..lkakonababa
kudaiakakaroorairigumbor angu
rai
satsikakumbakwake.

Hanzinal
maniy owedoy ouchooses
ahusbandforyourbrotherhanzino
,nochoosi
ng.Butiyoyoy angai
ri
hol
opimaikani
.

I
mani akazosekahanzi
aaai
we
Vi
ctorchibvapanomudumbumangu
makur
wadzanekuseka.
.

Akabv
aayendazv
akelmanikuno
tsv
agi
raMumuchikaf
uayi
tianenzar
a.

Ndikat
iVi
ctoriweweukwane
wanzwahanziiwendi
tendeapa
ndangandi
chit
odakukusofut
ir
a
babie.

Iwehausikuonakut i
Imanizv
azvi
nhu
kanaTashishi(Tasha)wakouya
anozot
oendaNi nivhakaa.Musi
kana
waVict
orakabv
aawuy
ati
kany
arar
a
kkkkk.

Muchat
owakaperazvawobhobho
vanamhamhavakaendakuhoney
moon.ImaninaKudzivakadzoker
a
j
onikwavo.
Mazuv anoAlexanderismybest
fri
endmuf ungeat ochi
njakutoita
kungeEugene.Kanazv edor
o
nembanjeakasiya.Ndikamuti hande
torov
akaaoneor2beer sanotot i
haaarovaimegai sutonwaheduj uice
Kudotionl
yoneay ibv
aatoti
haaa
moy owakat omira.Mumwemusi
hanzinaAl exanderasigogovai
re
vesaMuny aradzitosvi
kakupit
ir
i
mabhachur ainindakudawomukadzi
wekurarandakambundi r
a.

Ndakasekahanzi
sekahakoasi
ndakudamukadzimanj
eariser
ious
kwetezvekut
amba.I
wehaudiwo
kurar
awakambundirandakaseka
ndi
katiaaahamenoi
koko..

Hanzihamenoikokokupi .Ndi
rikut
o
r
ongakunopihwaadr essnagogo
maiweeendakasekazv anguini
.

Hanzimanjemanj endichakur
ati
dza
kamaigurukako.Panepane
musikanawandirikut
aimira
mazuv anosheissti
ll
kuchikor
oar i
kuvarsit
yakupedzisadegreerake.
I
y eyeheremytypeofpeopl
ehaaa
ndikangondi
wachetehandimbo
tambisenguvakutokandapakit
chen.
Haaandanetanekuit
abhachuraini
ndakambogar anemukadzikaaini.

I
wedaiwatoit
aseriousnekutsv
aga
wakohaushaye.Ndikat
ihaaaini
haaaf
ornowndi r
ibhoondir
indega.

Dontwantprobl
emsay i
wany ay
a
dzer
udoidzi
hadzidibaakupihwa
pr
essur
enev anhu.Dzinobv
a
mumoyoukapi
hwapr
essur
enana
gogov
anguava.

Unobonder
ahanzi naAlexander
hayi
wainihaisipressur
e
ndakut
onzwakut indodamukadzi i
ni
i
tsbeen5y r
snonhi ngi
ri
kinipamwe
i
weunekwaur i
kuponerakaaunamai
muponesivakoi nihandinamanje.
n

Maiweeendakasekandi
kat
i
Alexanderi
wewekaaamai muponesi
vandinowanakupizv
angu.

Hanzi
aaanekut
ithewayy
ouar
e
rel
axedsookaa.I nizv
akuzo
ndikundamanjeaaahandi
dihangu
zvanamai muponesi.

Kkkkkaaandakasekazvanguapa
Alexanderwasser
ioushanzilneed
awi f
e.Assoonasy est
erdayayi
ya.

Vanamhamhav akazodzokahav
oku
honeymoony avovakugar
avese
namudhara.Hanzi namhamhako
l
mani ari
pihandi
nakaakuzomuona
takuendakuhoneymoon.
Ndikat
iakaendajoniakadzokera
nemwanawat etevakendiyewaano
garsnaye.Hanzimhamhambuy a
vakovanopengahanzi lmanindi
yr
musikanawako.

Vait
ondit
ibataimur
oorazvakanaka
i
vobabav akovachi
tisi
yai
mwana
wangu.Ndikati
imimungatevedzer
a
zvagogoherehayi
wa.

Hanziasisomehowndoshuv
ira
murooraanengelmanipamunhu
anengeiwewekaamwanangu.
Nekuny
arar
anehusof
thwakouhu.
.

Unot odamukadzianokunzwi
sisa
anodav anhu.Nekutimwanangu
i
wewekaaaunechi pochakosezit
a
rakokunyaradzavanhu.Zvi
no
ukazoitamukadziasingadi
kuwunganirwahmmm chi pochako
chikavhar
wamakombor er
oako
anoenda.

Imaniuyamunhuanodav anhu
chokwadihaasar
udze.Fungakuti
ayi
shandirasmal
lwif
ey ababavako
asii
niatouyapamuchatowangu.
Nenhamoy akamborovavanababa
vakopayadzimwenguvandofunga
vai
toshayamar i
yekumubhadhara
asiay
ingomi r
anavo.

Ofcourseakafi
rwanemur umehake
arimwanamudi ki.Butpatovenegor
e
hamenoMuny aradzihandisi
kukutsvagi
ramukadziasindir
ikungo
taur
awohangumaqual i
ti
esandaka
onaanoenderananewe

Av
avasi
kanav
eny
uvamunoda
v
erunakov anaSi
err
aavahonababa
v
akov akasii
wapamhene.

Ndakatiaaamhamhamami st
akesa
Daddymakumai sapandiriher
e?
Hanzinotthatndikungotaurawo
samai.Thinkabouti tl
maniuy a
newe.

Ndakatimhamhal maniar
ikujoni
andbesi desldon'
thavefeel
ingsfor
her.NdinomuonasaMemor ymy
si
ster.Hanzi namhamhaehoy i
brotherv aI
manimozoperekedza
muchat owasisil
mani.
Kkkkkamai
vanguvanengev
anga
vadhi
nhi
wakkkk.

Ndakabvandat
imhamhandakuenda
hanzif
ambaimushebhudhival
mani.
..
..
.

Speakup,speakouti
nal
ovi
ng,
kind,
tr
uthf
ulwayandbe
done.Don'
ttr
ytoconv
inceorchange
other
s,bewhoyou
ar
eandmov
eon.

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ilovesy
ou.KkkkkBhudhi
va
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mani Munyar
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er16

Wit
hGod,not
hingiseverl
ost
.Hei
sa
r
edeemerandrest
orer
.
Heiswor ki
ngal
lthi
ngst
oget
herf
or
yourgood.Hewil
l
r
est
oreev er
ylostorbr
okent
hingi
n
y
ourli
fe.Celebr
ate
becausev
ict
oryi
siny
ourf
utur
e.
Muny
aradzi

Hayakkkkmymot herwasangr y
ndakat
oshayakut
i vatsamweiini
.
Hanziehohanz
vadzi y
al mani
ay i
ya.

Ndakatoendakumbandisat
indakuda
kuendabtndangandatoonakut
imy
motherMar t
hav adhi
nhiwashewas
neverintomyaffai
rsl
ikemy
rel
ati
onshipsi
nfactmymothernever
real
lyt
ellusherkidswhi
choneto
date.

Kungot
iinihangundangandi
sati
dambovar at
idzamusi
kanawangu.
AsiwaVictornewaMaxmyot her
brot
herv ai
vaz i
va.

Ndakasvikakumbandobvandango
zvi
kandapasofa.Vict
orangaari
kumbakwanguay i
fari
razvekugar
a
neni.Ndakasvi
kahanzigood
masv
ikaf
ort
her
ightt
ime.

Kufacewemaf ot
okumuchatoawuy a
nemafoto.Ndatomubhadhar
ay aaa
panemupikichawai
takut
indi
tohwe,
tohwemoy osoo.

Ndakamutiayi
wat auramusheiwe
kutohwa,t
ohwamoy okudi
i
.Don't
tel
lmekutiwakuchiv
amabr ides
epamuchatowanaMudhar a
namhamha.
Hanzimenoonotme, farfr
om it
hayi
waChi mokochangundinga
chi
pedzehereinihandi
nanhafuyema
bhebhii
ni.Pl
uslm nothungryforthe
rel
ati
onship.

Ndikat
isakachiichakutir
amoy o.
Hanzil
ookatt hispictur
e.Tellme
youdon'tfeelanythingnaiwo
mami r
ir
oamangamakai takuzobata
Mumukani kungemwanaweny u.
Hedeeeur
ii
ii
tal
ktome.
Yaivepicy andai
vendakamirana
Imani akabataMumundofunga
yakatorwat akavar
air
wamunongo
ziv
av anhuv emacamer avane
misikanzwa.

Mumuay i
netsananal
mani achi
ti
ndi
ber ekemhamhamhani .Saka
ndaimut iMumuusadaromhamha
l
mani v anetahuyandi
kutakure
pakutambi dzwaMumui papo.

Nekumbomi
rakwandakai
tandi
chi
t
auranal
mani.Ndi
popakat
orwapi
c.
Ir
orondakabv
andati
kunaVi
ctor
sakachi
kutor
amoyochi
ii
papa.

Hanziiweusai t
ekungebof ukaat ake
myglassesl ookwel lwel
l.Hausi
kuonakut il
mani katove
kadhazibhombo, kagi
ri
nedhichaiko
honamukakauy okuzot imusika
hayi
wa.

Haasir
ilmaniuyawekuuyakumba
kwamainini
Sierr
akuzoit
ahousefor
themaidkaaarimudiki
.Zvazv
inhu
i
zvikungocrosserLi
mpompochet e
akut
odzaav amadam .
Ndakarambazv angundakatar
isa
fot
oiya.Ndikat
ikukur
akaa
nekuwanazv i
kwanisi
rokaaa.Hanzi
usakanganwefutikut
isheissi
ngle
noforhusband.

Husbanddeadsingle,si
nglekaaiwe
urisi
ngur
e.Sakaonepl usonetwo,
thr
eemi nusoneequals2.Ehe
mai v
emurimafriendshi
pkaana
Eugenemur i
3.Iwel maninaEugene.

Whathappened,happenedequat
ion
i
smasaramur i
2kaaiwenaImani.
Ndi
kat
ihay
iwawakui
takunge
mhamhanaGogomanje.

Heeelmanithi
sheeelmanot hat
i
zvozvimwanawev ar
idzaachato
svuukanzev
e.

HanziaaanaMomsndi katindat
o
t
izavatsamwapandavatil
don'thav
e
f
eeli
ngsf orl
manindongomuonasa
Memor ymysist
er.
Zvi
kanziehooobrotheryal
mani .
KkkkkVictorakasekakui
takubuda
misodzihanziwhatumeanour
mother.
Mai veduchaivosincewhendoesshe
gerconcernedaboutwhodat eswho.
Ndikatisi
ncelmani become
shir
ikadzi
.Iweunozv ionazvichii
ta
herekutindidanenenaI mani
mukadzi weshamwar i y
angu.Zv oi
ta
sekutilwaswai t
ingf orEugenet o
diethenltakeov er
.

Neinvest
igat
ionsandal
l kubat
wa
kwanababav almani
andast uf
f.
Zvozoi
tasekutil
wasdoingitkuti
ndi
zoital
ikesomeherondodanana
nalmani.
HanzinaVict
orzvekutizvozoi
ta
kungehazvi
nakanabasahat i
rarami
rekuti
vanhuvanotikudi
i.We
didnotpl
anforEugenet odie.
Ndakatorwadzi
wanekuf akwake
zvaunounandakat
imhaaapano

Butl
if
egoesonassadasi tis.Iwe
unof
ungakuti
Imaniakawanamunhu
anomudakunzeukoacharega
kumudanekut
iakaf
ir
waher emusi
wakewekupembererwasemur oor
a.
Haaadoy
out
hinkkut
iEugene
achamukaor
oor
almani
haaashei
s
sti
l
lyoung.

Ndikatieeehamenobtlm notgoi
ng
todoany thi
ng.Aboutlmaniit
sa
goodt hingsheisinSAli
vingher
l
ife.HanzinaVictorohi
sit.

Youarenotgoingtodoany thing
abouti
tndikat
iyouherdmer ight.
Hanzihokeylhaveafri
endofmi ne
whoisvery,verysi
nglelm goingto
tel
lhi
m aboutlmani..
Nekut
omur ati
dzamupi ki
chauy u
yai
vepicy
al mani akamir
aega.
Weari
ngdressr angaatengerwa
namhamhapamuchat o.Ndikat
i
goodyoudot hatanywayr egandi
no
onaMumuzv angu.

I
wemai vakonagogomazuv ano
murikuit
akungemakar oiwanaImani
.
Hanziyaaamyf r
iendisgoingt o
l
ovethesendikat
i yaagoodforhi
m.

Ubv awamuudzakutii
sut akamiri
ra
rusambo.HanzinaVictoruribabava
l
mani her
endikati
brotherkaaa.
Hanzi
getaway.

NdakasekaVict
orthoughtlcoul
d
f
eel j
eal
ousifhesaysheisgoi
ngt o
t
ellhi
sfri
endaboutlmani.
.

NdakanoonazvanguMumukwa
Maini
niSier
ra.Hanzi
kowa.pusa
pusaneinhaimwanakomanawangu
wedangwe.

Ndi
kavaudzawonyayayamhamhana
Vi
ctor
.Vakasekahanzi
sakaiwewe
howdoy ouf eelabouti
t.Ndi
kati
hapanahonestlyspeaki
ng.Hanzi
goodall
l canli
stentoyourhear
t.

I
manii sagoodper sonane
personal
it
yinoenderananey
ako.
Ndaitomboshuwirakutimudanane
btunfort
unat
elyshehadEugeneshe
l
ovedhi m wi
thhersoulbuthei s
gonenow.

Li
fehast ogoonl
mani achir
imudi
ki
achatoroor
wanekufambakwenguva.
Ndikat
ihaaafunt
hingl don'
thave
feel
i
ngsf orl
maniandldon'
tthi
nk
shefeel
sanythi
ngforme.

Hanzinamaini
niweunder standyou
wookungotii
susuvanhuzv edu.Ti
no
shuwir
azvakanakapavanhuasiat
theendofthedaykudakwaMwar i
ndokuzoi
ti
ka.

Ndikati
amenatl easti mimai
nini
mur i
kutauramaf acts.Zvi
no
mhamhanaVi ctornagogov akut
oit
a
kundit
itoralmani.Sekunonzii
hembe
yemushopi nonziyakakuf
it
aregati
ku
t
enger
e.

Vakasekamaini
nihanzi
aaavakuda
muroorawhathappenedwithyou
andTasha.Ndikat
ihaaaTashaane
humwehunhuhwandi si
ngakwanise
kutoral
eter
.

Shewasnotgoodf ormyspir
it
handigonezvekukakavar
ainishe
wasgoodatt hat
.Hanzinamainini
yaaanehwecanf indgoodpeople
butwrongforourwellbei
ng.
Iunderst
andyouonthatone.You
needagoodpersonforyourspi
ri
t.A
personthaty
oudon'
tneedt o
change.

Thi
si swhatll
earnaboutlove.Il
ove
youmeanst hatlacceptyou,f
orthe
personthatyouare, andt
hatldo
notwishtochange
Intosomeoneel se.Itmeansl do
notexpectperf
ectionf r
om y ou.
Justasyoudonotexpecti tf r
om
yourpar
tner
.Itmeansl wil
ll
ov eand
standbyyouevent hrought he
worstofti
mes.Itmeansl ovi
ngthe
per
sonwhent heyareinbadmood
ort
ootir
edt odothethingst
hey
wanttodo.

Itmeanslov i
ngt heper sonwhen
theyaredownnotj ustwhent hey
arefuntobewi th..
llovey oumeans
thatlknow y ourdeepestsecr ets
anddonotj udgey ouf ort hem.
Askinginreturnonlyt haty oudonot
j
udgemef ormi ne.I tmeansl care
enoughtofightf orwhatwehav eand
thatll
oveenoughnott oletgo.
I
tmeanst
hinki
ngofy
ou,
dreami
ng
ofyouwantingandneedi
ngy ou
constant
lyandhopingthatyoufeel
thesamewayf oreachother
..

Ther
eisnothi
ngasperfectper
son
ukat
svagaper
fectyouwil
lbesi
ngl
e
ther
estofyourli
fe.

She'
snotper f
ect .Youaren'tei
ther
,
andthetwoofy ouwi l
lnever
beperfect
.Butifhecan
makey oulaughatl eastonce,
causesyoutot hinktwice,and
i
fheadmi tstobei nghumanand
makingmistakes, holdontohim and
gi
vehi
mthemosty
oucan.

Wasev ensur
pri
sedmai ni
niknows
al
lthi
shanzilbeenther
e.Sol don'
t
wanttomakemi st
akesagain.

Ndikat
ihaaamandiudzazvandisat
i
ndamboudzwaev ennanizvakel
wil
l.
keepiti
nmymi nd.Hanzi ndokut
i
kaaaamai v
edangwe.

Ndakasekazv
anguhanzi
justt
hinkof
i
tyounev erknowpamwemunogona
kutoi
tamushaweny unalmani
.
Ndikat
izvichi
it
ahereamai
nini
iye
angaariwifewefri
end.

Hanzizvi
chitadzanei t
hefriendis
dead.Sheisnotamar r
iedwoman
si
ngle.Doy out hinklmani achagar
a
arisi
ngl
et her estofherli
fe.

Ndikat
ihamenohanz i
aaasheis
youngshewillmoveon.Ndakat
oona
hangukuti
closur
ey ekuzi
vakut
i
Eugeneakafasei.
Yakasunungural
mani
shecandat
e
anyoneanyti
me.

Ndakazoonekazvangundangandat
o
r
ohwaneconf usi
onmanje.

Aaahameno.
..
..
..
Nor egret
s,j ustl
essons, No
worriesjustacceptance, No
expectati
ons, j
ustgrati
tude.Lif
eis
tooshor t
.

Taril
ov esy ou.Hanz inaSieera.
He's/Shei snotper f
ect.Youar en'
t
ei
ther,andt het woofy ouwi l
lnever
beperfect.Buti fhecan
makey oul aughatl eastonce,
causesy out othinktwice,and
i
fheadmi t
st obeinghumanand
makingmi st akes,holdontohim and
gi
vehi
mthemosty
oucan.
Forthosel
ooki
ngf orper
fect
partner
syouwil
lkeeplookingunt
il
Kingdom come
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er18

Onceyoufeelavoi
dedbysomeone,
neverdi
stur
bt hem agai
n.

Bobby
Haaandi r
ikunzwakut indavefree
spiri
tlm notbreathi
ngt hesameai r
i
nt hehousewi t
hTasha.Fora
reasonl don'tknowlnol ongerhav
e
thosecrazyf eel
ingsformai ni
ni
Tashamuf unge

Mybeitsbecauseshehasbeent he
mostcaringandr especti
ngperson.
Whil
ewewer est
ay i
ngt oget
herwith
Tashaayingogaraachiit
akunge
shumbay akatumwakuzondi ty
isa
pasipano.
Sooasy ouallknowmostl
ykanaune
nyotaevenhalfcupcanatl
east
tapudzaurnyotanhai
.Pr
obabl
y
maininiTashawasjustt
hewaterto
myt hi
rstsoul.

Im notgoi
ngt ogoafterherizv o
zvagarahazv
itomboite.Iwasj ust
usingmyemot i
ons.I
t sagoodt hi
ng
handinakumbobv i
randatsvi
tsa
shoko.Ormaket oomuchact ionl
usedt opl
ayaniceguy.

I
nfactl
wishdai
vat
odzoker
anana
Munyar
adziheisagoodguy.Im
happywit
hmyki dsnowMegan
enj
oysspendi
ngmostofherf r
ee
ti
mekwanaMumundi yeav
ef avor
it
e
waMumu.

Thi
sotherdayakanosi
iwanadri
ver
i
koko.Deanli
kestopl
aykeyboard
andmusicinstr
ument
si nf
actheis
i
ntomusic.

Sothesedayshaabatikehake
zvekumhanyait
sskooland, musi
c
forhim.Megangogoisnotther
e
vanogaravari
kumaprogram eku
churchkwav
omaconf
erenceand
stuf
f.

Sosheprefer
skwanaMumut han
hermotherandl
under
standher
well
Tashacanbeapai
ni nthe**
*..
..
.

Thisotherdayr aakanosii
wana
dri
verndinindakazonomut or
a
kwamaiMumust i
llhandi
sati
ndaziv
akut ibabaMumuv anoi
ta
nezveilwishtomeethi m.
Sofarlhavetheonl
yinfoy ekut
i
vanogarakumbakwav o.Iwonder
wholeavesabeauti
fulwif
eachigar
a
kumbakwav oiyear
ikwavo.

Whynotst ayi
ngtoget
herkkkkl
m
start
ingtoputmynoseinpeopl
e'
s
business.Butlj
ustcan'
thel
pit
forgi
vemel flsoundli
kea
maxi mum fool
.

ApamaiMumuv achohavajai
ri
ke
zvekumhany
asakandi noisama
br
eakwhentalki
ngt ohervano
kwachur
ahavanamat
omor
row
nemunhu..

Butonethingsheloveskidsthatl
noti
ceorpeoplear oundhershe
tr
eatsthem wit
hrespect.Evenme
sherespectsmeandputaboundar y
between.

Butever
ydaylgetmoreand,.more
cur
ioustoknow moreabouther.
Shealwaysasksaboutmai Dean.
Ndakazovat
imaiDeanvari
kumba
kwavosababaMumuhanzi ok.
Ndobvavat
orov
aseriouslthought
shecoul
daskwhyndowanawo
pekut
angi
rakuvhunzaaboutbaba
Mumu.

Manj esheseemstomi ndher

businessverydi
ff
erentperson.
Haaaal havesomanyquestions
becauseMumul ooksl i
kesomeone
thatl r
eal
lyknow.

Butndi
kushay
akutindi
yanit
hat
per
soncouldbethehusband.

Sowhenl
pickedMegandi
dn'
tsee
Mumuay i
wanzondimhanyirakumota
ndopi
hwadomasi (t
omato)kkkkk
hanzi
anof ari
rakudyamat omatoes
mambi shi.Sotodayther
ewasno
tomatoforbabaDean.
I
ollsai
dinmyhear
tneniwondanga
ndakuf
ari
ramat
omatoesmambishi
.

Mai Mumuv akangonditi

maswera
seithanksforbringi
ngMegan.
NdikatikoMumuasi akarar
aher
e
nhasindangandauy anesaltkaafor
myt omatohanzi haaMumu
akatorwanebr otheryakehaapo
anouy
anext2weeks.

Andshesai dgoodby endamumota

ndopakazonzi naMeganMumu
hanziarikumbakwaDaddyv ake.
Varikuchatasakahi
soneofthe
fl
owerboy s.

Wasshockedev enmor esurpr

ised
kutikohubbywamai Mumuar i
kuchatai
vov ar
ipano.Igotmore
curi
ousndikati
didyouhearri
ght
hanziehemai Mumut ol
dmekut iar
i
kumuchatowaDaddyv ake.
Isai
dbthowcomey ouareher
e.
Musinagownshel
aughedandsay.
It
snotmyweddingit
sforbaba
Mumuandhiswifemhamhav a
Mumu.

Yool wasevenconf
usedmanjekut
i
sakaMai Mumu, Mumuhaasi
mwanawav o.Whatisreal
l
y
happeningherei
sshenotmarr
ied.
Mumumwanawani ko?I
sheher
baby?

Yooondakashayawekuvhunzabtif
hewashersist
er,sorr
elat
ive,
sbaby
howcomeshei
snotatt
heweddi
ng.

Hanzi
naMeganDaddydi dy
ouhear
whatlsaynow.I
mt al
ki
ngtoyoubut
yourmindisf
araway.

Ndakangot
ihmmm hanzi
lsai
d
mhamhaMumusaidl mustgoand
seehowmhamhaisdoingather
house.

Iwastel
li
ngherllov
ehersheisso
car
ingandlov
ing.Di
ffer
entf
rom my
mot
herwhoal
way
sshout
s.

Ihaven'
tseenhersinceshemov ed
outandshesaid.Aaaevenifyour
mothershoutsatyou.Itdoesn'
t
meanshedoesn'tloveyou.

Remembersheuset obreast
feed
wheny ouwher
ealit
tlebabyli
ke
Mufaro.That
slov
ef oramotherto
herbaby.
.
Ndikati
llov
eDaddyhedoesn't
shoutshesaidpeopl
ehasdif
ferent
charact
ersmymot herwasalsoli
k3
urmum usedt oshoutatmeevenbit
mewithanyobj
ectinherhands.But
ll
ovedherli
ket
hatshel
ovedmei n
herdi
ff
erentway.

Nowshei sgonetobewiththeLor
d.
Iwill
neverseehereagai
nunti
llgo
toheavenl canonl
yseeheri
nmy
dreams.

Youy ousti
llhaveyourmotheral
i
v e
youmustgoandseeher .Howdoy ou
feel
ifyouheartodaythaty
our
motherisinheavennowy ouwon't
seeheragainli
kemi ne.
Youcanonlyseeheri
nyourdreams.
Ndikat
ilwi
llf
eedsadandlwil
lmiss
her.Andshesai
dmeandDeanand
youmustgoandseemhamhaev en
whensheshoutsatusshelovesus.
I
fshedidn'
tlov
eusshewoul
dhave
putpoi
soninourf
oodpav
aibi
ka
ti
kaf
a.

Hmmmmm sot ouchi

ngmisodzi
yanguyakaer
era.Ndanga
ndadzamir
wawhoi sMaiMumushe
i
snowr emindi
ngmeofmymot her.
HanzinaMeganDaddywhyar eyou
cryi
ngndangandat
ovarai
rwa
nekudzamir
wanemashokoandai
wudzwanaMeganaangaawudzwa
naMai Mumusocari
ngand
touchi
ng.

I
tsItsonlyt hatnowl can'tstaywit
h
Tashany angwezv i
kanzi zvadi
ildnt
havefeeli
ngsf orher.Iwi l
lonly
respectshei sthemot herofmy
beautif
ulkids.

Akandi
tidoy
oumi
ssmhamhaDaddy
i
sthatwhyyouarecryi
ng.Wecan
al
waysgoandt akeher.Nowl
know
shel
ovesusevenwhensheshouts.

Ndakazongot
imhamhawant stobe
al
onewecanv isi
ther.Hanzina
Meganandbuyherpresent
s.She
wi
llalsoknowthatwel
oveherand
missher.

NextweekendmhamhaMumusai d
tonoonamhamhaMumuanenge
asatiadzoka.Foll
owi
ngweekend
ndakaendanev anavangu.
Kunoonamai vavot
heyhadbought
herpresent
s.Takasvikapamba
payawasshockedt oseeTasha
aperakuonda.Ionl
ygr eathervana
vakamumhany ir
aholi
daypr esent
s
forher.

Istandhangundakazembera
pamot aTashaachi
chemaaka
mbundi r
avanavake.Theywere
tel
l
inghert heyl
oveher
.

Andtheyhadboughtpr
esent
sfor
her
.
Haaamusiuy
undakaonakut
ildon'
t
havef
eel
ingsandlov
eTasha.

Ionlyrespectandknow shei sthe

mot herofmykids.Icannottake
thatawayf r
om her.Ndakasiura
vanav angumar i
ndikatiwi
ll
fetch
youaf t
erweekendchi mborarai
namhamha.

Goti
nmycaranddr ovethi
nki
ng
whoisMaiMumu.Shechangesmy
ki
dsmindsetaboutthei
rmother
.
Ndakabat
wanehopendi
chi
ngo
f
ungakuti
whoisMaiMumunhai.

Fal
l
ingdownisanacci
dentst
ayi
ng
i
sachoice.

Taril
ovesyou.Bobbyi
sconfused
namaiMumu.Kkkkwhycan'
the
mindhisbusiness
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Car
rymel
m att
hecr
osst
hrough.

Tasha(t
ete)

Thisotherdaywasathomet hi
nking
kutindodi
ikonehupeny
uhwanguinini
.
Didn'thaveanyonetotal
ktokunze
kwal andl
ordwangu.
Uyuhandinakumbobv i
randaka
mudadiraini
.Ndai
ngotengazvi
nhu
zvakekumusikandi
chi
tikeept
he
change.

Toheri
twasmor ethanenough.
Vait
ondidanowl underst
andt he
sayi
ngthatsayspeoplewi l
lnever
for
getthewayy oumaket hem feel
.

Vai
tondidazv
ekutindai
toonakut
i
vai
bati
kanandikaswerandaka
zvi
vhar
iramumba.Pesepav ai
bva
vai
togogodzav
oti
uri
moher
e
munin,
i
na.

Sakandangandany anyakur emer

wa
mumoy omangukur onganekur ongo
nora.Kuzvibvunzami bvunzo
yandisi
namhindurokut indaka
nyatsorasi
kapapikoinini.

Idecidedt oopenupt omyLandl ord

mai Nashe.Ndakaitakunovanokera
dooririSatur
dayv ai
saswera
kumusi kavakai
sikakuuyanekut
iv ai
ti
vanengev achi
dakuzogadziri
ra
kuendakuchur
chSunday
.

Vakandi
tipi
ndahakomuni n,i
nawat o
gonandangandichi
todakuuy akuzo
kudongorer
andisat
i ndaendaku
choi
rpracti
ce.

Ndikati
haaandar emer wai nivakoma
misodziichit
obudav akandi si
ya
ndikachemashungudzesedzi ka
pera.Ndikazovaudzazv ese
zvakai
ti
kahowl gokun, angakut i
Bobbyandi deandall stuffy aTasha.
Shewast heonlyper sonl fel
tl
shouldtell
.Vakar ambav akanyar
ara
ndi
chitaurakusvikandapedza
kutaur
any ayayanguy ese.

Nekutov audzakutiBobbynat ur
all
y
haatombondi de.Ndaimuitisa
abusedhi m andhadtakenallhis
thi
ngsandputi nmyname.
Ndaisadahamadzakekumba
kwanguandal lst
uff.Ndobv a
ndanyararamai Nashevakaita10
minutesormor evakati
zii
ivakandi
tar
isamy beshewasshockedwi t
h
thenewsmuf unge.Butiti
swhati ti
s
.
Vakazotihupeny ut i
nodzi dza
throughex periences.Youdon' t
hav etor
egr etanythi
ngt hat
happenedi ny ourl i
fe.Itcannotbe
changed, undoneorf or
got t
en.So
takeitasal essonandmov eon.

I
m notheretojudgey oulm notGod
whatlcanonlysayis.Throughall
t
hiswhatlessondidyoulearn.

Youhavethr
eechoicesrightnow
youcanleti
tdef
ineyou.Youcanlet
i
tdestr
oyyou,orcanl
eti
t
st
rengt
henyou.

Whenthingsgoeswr ongtakea
momentt obethankf
ulf orthemany
t
hingsthataregoingright.

Atleasthegav eyouall
t heproper
ty
andhesai dy ouwill
letyouseet he
kids.Yousel lthepr
operty
wakat engesaukawanamar i
yechikafuner ent
.
Im sureimwemariuchii
nayoizv
ozv i
.ndikati
honguhanzimabasaari
kunetsamunomudzi mbabweuf unge
mwanangu.I ni
ndaitoshandamu
Kingdom bankasitakangomiswa
ti
kapihwamapackageedu.

Ndikatoonakutipanekuti ndit
i
ndi
tsvagebasar isi
rikuwanikwal et
mecr eateonej obformy self.
Ndikatsvagatableyangukumusi ka
kumbar euko.Zv ir
ikutofayal can
putfoodonmyt ablemar i y
erent
ndobhadhar amaf eesevana
nei
nengey at
umur wanababav ari
Joniuko.
Iwasshockedkut
imai
Nashe
vai
shandamubankbef
ore.

Hanzimunin,
i
nawheny oumakea
mist
ake, r
espondi
nalovingway
r
atherthanaselfshamingway.

Soinindi
nongokwanisakukuudza
kutimunaMwariyoucannev ergo
wrong.Hamunazv esezvevanhu
vanodakubachi
pochako.

Wot
yiswakut
ihanzi
uchat
orer
wa
mur umenemuzukur uwako..i
yo
n,angay achoiyoyoi
nozvi
tindi
yo
yakaitakutiudiwenaBobby
yakatadzanei kut
imuzukur
uasa
kutoreramur ume.

Inihanguzv
inhuzvi
nemhikohandi
zvidemuhupenyuhwangu i
tsatrap
bigbigtr
apunotoit
yor
achetemhiko
i
y oyo.

MunaMwar ihamunamhi koukat

adza
Mwarianongokur eger
erali
fegoes
onukangozvini
nipisapamberipake
wodurur
amoy owakokwaar i
..
Mwar ihav
ait
ekudakwako
muhupeny uvanoi
takudakwavoi
vo
nehupenyuhwakoheknowst he
pl
anshehav eforyou,pl
ansto
prosperyounottoharmyou.

Ndosakawai onaBobbyay isa

kucheukandi Mwar i
ivavovai
tozi
va
kutihaakude.Asi nekudakwekuti
i
suv anhuv enyamat inodakubat
sir
a
Mwar iforhiswill
tocomet opass.

Ndipopat
inoir
asaipapotozo
ndotsv
agafastfor
wardresul
ts.That
wi
l
lhauntust
her
estofourl
i
ves
wi
thr
egret
s.

Ukatari
sav anhuv esemubibl
ev aida
kubatsi
ramar ivai
chemachete
mhedzisiroy acho.SaranaAbraham
vakativ
imbi soy aMwariy
anonoka
theyperform ami r
acl
eHaggar
akazvaramwanamukomana.

Vakat
i zvait
aasi hewasnotan
apoi
ntedchi ldayi
diwanaMwar i
l
shimiel i
tdidn'
ttakelongSar
awas
fr
ustr
at ednay eHaggarnemwana
wake..
Andsendt hem awayndikokwaka
bvi
razveterror
istikokokunzi
l
shimielakanziachavarudzir
uno
panduki
rarumwer udzi.
.

AsiMwar i
ndi Mwar uvenyasha
havanakufanananaSabhukukana
Mamboanot onganechi tororo.
Vanotihuyaikwandirivakanetav aka
remerwandi chakupaizor oro.
Kunyangwezv i
tadzozvakat svuka
seropandichazv i
chenesasemazai
chando.

Vanoregererazvavosakazvav
a
kwamurimai ni
nikuti
modii
iini
ndi
no
udzaMwar indi
yewandinotemba
nayezvangu.

Mwangwanandir
ikuendakuchur
ch
wecangotoget
herhedu.Ndikat
i
handi
sat
indamboendakuchurchini
.
Zvi
kanzi
youcanstar
tt omor
row.
.

Mogezagezat
oendakungot
indi
ri
kudakubat
abata.I
zvozvinguva
ndoshomaasiMwarivanenyasha
zvavo.

Ngat i
namat eiur
erut
semoy owakou
needt oforgi
vey our
sel
ffir
st.Then
from ther
ey oucanfaceurfear
sand
regret
s.

Ndikat
ivanavanguhavandi
del dnt
haveagoodr el
ati
onshipwiththem .
Iusetopushthem awaywast oo
busyforthem.
Hanzi
zvi
diki
izv
ongat
inamat
e.
MaNashev akatangakunamata
ndikat
angakudederanekunzwa
kuzari
rwamandiri.

Vachinamatavakapedzisi
ra
vakunamatanendimi i
nindichi
ngo
dederandai
nzwakut svamuv ir
iwese.

Ndi
katangakur
utsandakarut
sakani
muni
ngonzwaimi.Vaingot
irel
ease
what
ev erwant
stocomeout .

Ndakarut
sakanihembedzese
kuzar
amarut
si.Vakazot
iameniti
s
done
.Ndakat
oti
whati
sdonehanzi
sat
an
tat
omukundasooo.

Mangwanat oendakuchur
chkuna
Mwar ihakunachinor
emav anav
ako
vachauyapanokuzokuona.

HaunaMwey aunotongwa
nemadzi
nzaiwewe.Zv avakai
ta
i
zvozvoyai
venguvay av
okana
nesuwot
inoz v
igonawonaJesu.

Hapanamashur
aapahapanamami
ni
mininai
zvozvoregakugodoka
mumoy o.Vanav akovachai
uyapano
nezi
taraJesokuzokuona.

Wakomur umeuchai tazvisinamudz i.

Basauchari
wanakanakut oit
a
zvemusi
kaneni ndokutsvagi r
at abl
e
kuMbareuko..
Mar iunayoy est art.

Ndakat
ozobudamumbamamai
Nashendakunzwakur
eruki
rwashe
di
dn'tj
udgememuf unge.

Regai
muroorawangumai Tashaati
zi
vadoorknockerzi
vat
simerekunwa
kanawavanenyota.
Mamwemadooranot i
paradzaseni
madoorandaimhanyakunoknocker
sookaaa.Hii
i
ii.
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
.

Somuchofourhappi
nessdepends
onwhatwechooset
opayat
tent
ion
to.

Taril
ovesy ou.Murikuziv
aherema
doorekuknockerpazvinorema
chi
ngokudzaJesu.
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er20

Someti
mesy
ouwi
nsomet
imesy
ou
l
earn.
Bobby

Aaaandakat odzakaakur arane

confusiony amai Mumumuf unge.
Vanav anguwher ewitht heirMother
ndakaf onandichidakunzwakut ivar
i
bhooher ehanziweareal lgood
namhamhashei shappywi ththe
presents.
.

Shetol
dusshel oveusal wayswe
mustnotfor
getthat.ButMummyi s
st
ayinginaonesmal lroom thatt
he
ki
tchenbedroom,anddi ning.
.
Handinahangukudai r
ainindanga
ndashay akutindot
ikudii
i.Dean
akazotigoodny tDaddytakur ar
a.
Andsai dourgoodby esndobv a
ndakutsvagahopeasi dzakar amba
kuuyandi ngonzwaav oi
cey aitiwho
i
smai Mumu?Doesshehav ea
husband?Whataboutt heweddi ng
forbabaMumu?

Ndakazongobi
wanehopepasi
na
answer.Nextdayndakamutswa
nephonecallyamaini
niTasha.
Hanzil
m homenowv anaDeancan
come.

Ndikat
ihi
emai ninidon'
tworr
yvari
kunamai vav
o..Hanziokmur
isei
ndikat
ial
lgoodmai ni
ni.

Wesaidourgoodbyeskana
kutombonzwakudamai
nini
muf unge.
Nextdayndakamukandi
katil
want
togokwamai Mumukunovhunza
nezvababaMumukanavachit
uka
ngavandit
ukehavo.
Ndakatogezandikat
opf ekadzeku
bhazikut
opindamumot aanddr ive
ndakanangaikokondangandat o
zvi
pir
a.Kutichi
nouyachi noonaini
.
.

Ndakasvi
kandikar
idzahoterpagat
e
kukabudamurumewechi kurusoo.
Im sur
endi
vosekuruvaMumu.

Ndakavamhoresazvikanziwakadii
ko
mwanangu.Vait
or at
idzakutihava
ndi
ziv
enenindaisavaziva.
Ndikati
tir
ipohedundi
nibabava
DeannaMeganv anombouy a
kuzotambanaMumu.
Vakabvav
atosekerer
ahanzif
inal
l
y
wemeetndongonzwakut i
mauya
kuzot
oravanakanakuvasi
ya.

I
nindini babav
aSier
randanga
ndarasikamanjepavakat
iSi
erra.
.
Ndikatipardonhanziini
ndini
baba
vaSieeramai Mumu.

Kkktothi
nkofi tzi
taraMaiMumu
handir
izi
veini
..
Ndikat
iaaat
afar
a
nekukuzi
vai
baba.Hanzimanga
mauy
anev
anaher
e.

Sier
raabudaneshamwar iyake
vaendaout.Ndikat
ihaandanga
ndangandiri
kudakuvaudzakutiv
ana
varikwagogovavo..

Kkkkndangandashayandoti
ndavi
ngei
.Ndikat
iaaregai
ndiende
hanzimakut
izaherekomaivari
pi.

MaiveshamwaridzaMumu.
Ndakangot
ihaaatakasi
yanaheduasi
var
imunomuHar ar
e.Hanzihaaa
zvi
nowanikwamuf unge.Chaka
koshaur
iukuchenget
avanav
ako.
.

Mumuachi rihakekwababavake
kubvazvaaendakumuchat ohaasat
i
adzoka.NdikatibabaMumuv aka
chata?Kuny eperakuzungai
ra
zvangu.Komai Mumu.

Hanziehevakadzokerana
nemudzimaiwavokwakubv av a
renewermav owelsavo.Was
shocked kutikudzoker
erana.
Handinahangukuzobur i
tsa
manzwi..
Asindaidakubvunzisi
sa
ndakazongotisakaSier
randi yemai
vaMumuher e?Hanziehendi yemai
Mumudai pasinakutipasiharigut
e
i
rindinevazukuruvangu2.

Ndakatoshayakutivar
ikutikudi
i
ko
babaavaasiMumuay i
venemut win.
Hanziaaakutaurakunodaiarigr
ade
2muzukuruwangu.I y
eyemwana
waSierr
awekut angadrownedi nthe
poolakafi
raipapo.Vai
totaura
mazisoakazaramisodzi.
Whichmademeemot i
onalndi
kati
thatssadandzvakaoma.Wasev en
surpri
sednezer
anaSi er
rairor
okuti
akatofir
wanemwana.

Babav achovakazotiwechi
dikindi
vo
vanoendaz v
av ovasati
vanyanya
kutadza.Ndikati
sakababav aMumu
neakashayav amwechet ehere.

Zv
ikanzi
honguvamwechet ekungot
i
mugoniwepwer
endiyeasinayo.
Mwanangubtldon'
tregret
muzukur
uwanguMumu.
Vakangoti
aaaSierr
awasmar ri
ed
befor
enababaMumushewast he
secondwi f
e.Akar
oorwaarimwana
mudikif
anizvakat
irwadzat
eseini
namaivakekutiar
oorwanemurume
wemunhu.

Andlwasl i
ke haaa
i
nter
esti
nghanziMwanawanguaive
nemumwemuonousi womazuva
i
wayo.Asikubvazvaf
amwanawake
nemaivakeshelearnthehar
dway.
Akatopotsaaf afutinehear t
probl
em akuf ungisisakuf a
kwemwanawakei zv ozvo
zvakamudy amoy o.Zv ikait
akuti
awonel i
fewithadi fferentv i
ew.
Ti
ngangot ithepot entialofpainwe
ar
egl adithappened.

Mukurwadziwai
momomakamupa
kuvemunhuanoconsi
derma
feel
i
ngsev amwe.Haaaakazosi
ya
murumewachoega.
Izv
ozvi
tonofaranemuzukuruwedu
panomwanawemur umewakendi y
e
akazomurapi
saarwarazveku
sweder
apedyoneguva.

Ndakat
oshamisi
kakaaaini.Yaaa
nehmumwenemumweanet wake
tunomunet
sa.Nhaindai
tindini
ndega.

Ndi
kat i
regaindibv
andav hunzaand
al
sov eri
fy.Ndikat
isakamai Mumu
havanamur umehanzi haana
mur
umear
ikuendakuchi
kor
o.

Hanzinababav achoyouseem
sur
prisedasi haunyat
sozivaabout
her
.Ndi katihaamai Mumuhav a
j
air
ikev akasekababav achohanzi.

Yaaaitspartyofhernewpoi ntof
vi
ew shebecomesat oughper son.
Whichisgoodespeci allytovarume
vevanhuhaaamydaught erhas
boundariesandlimit
ationsthatl
noti
cet hesedays.
BabaSi er
radaiv
akaziv
ahappiness
yandakanzwamukatiumuv at
ihaana
mur ume.Kaaaandakazoi
nekahangu
ndisisi
naconf
usi
on.

Idon'
tcar eaboutherpastit
sherli
fe
exper
iences.Ialsohaveminewit
h
Tasha.Iwon'tevenjudgeherkuti
wangawakat oramurumewemunhu.

Im gl
adwhat everhappened,
happened.Ndakabvandaoneka
zvangundakutotenesamotakubv
a
pagatepanaMai Mumu.Vakabva
vaburukakombiv akat
akurama
plast
icbagsndi
kabvandari
dzabhero
remotavachi
bvavacheukakundi
ona.

Ndakabv ahangundaburukaand
crosst heroadkutindi
mubat si
re
kutakur amaplasti
csaya.Ndakangot
i
mur isei maiMumuhanzi makadii
.

Ndikati
wasmi ssi
nghanguMumu
ndi
katindipf
uurendi
chimudongo
rer
a.Hanzi komukangemurimega
wani MegannaDeanv ari
pi.
Ndikat
ihanditimakat
ivanoonamai
vavothisweekendtheyarewit
h
thei
rmot her.Megantol
dmeur
conver
sationwithher
.

Hanziohsaka...
..
.anywayv akabv
a
vanyar
aramhenokut ivai
dakutaur
a
kuti
kudii
i.VakazotiMumuar i
kwababav akehaasati
adzoka.

Ndikati
okndakamboit
atimendaka
tar
isaMumumumazi soivovakandi
tar
isawowit
haseri
ousf acekana
kumbobwairandi
nihangundakazo
t
ari
sakusi
de.

Haaapanopakaipapait
at ough
womanbut suyanguichakaropera
kufambir
amai Mumu.Hanzi t
hanks
vachi
dakutor
amapl asti
cbagsav o
andangandakabata.

NdikatimaiMumuhandi rumeini,
mur ikuty
eihanzi
.Yowendambot i
mur ishumbahereinotyi
saornyoka
i
nor umandangot indi
peimaplasti
c
bagsangu.
Ndikatimomat akuraseiimimune
mamweasi makut ondidzi
ngakani
.
Hanzi i
i
ibabaDeanzi sor eny
u
handinakurif
arir
andosakandati
ndi
pei maplasti
cangu.

Inizvemat alki
ngeyeshandidibaaa.
Ndikatital
kingeye?Ndir
ikutongo
fungakut i
babaMumuv anochataimi
mur i
panondangandat orohwane
confusion.
Hanziarewegoingtotal
kabout
babaMumu.Ndi kat
ioopssor
ry
kungoti
lmjust
.
..
..
..
..
..ndi
kanzi
justkudi
i
.

Mumui snotheresol thi

nkitswise
thatyougohome.Ndai dakuseka
seri
ousandcommandi ngy acho.
Ndikati
yesmadam ndichisaluta
vakapedzeser
av asekamai Mumu.

Hanzihezv
onhasimait
weikoyouare
act
ingweird.Ndi
kat
ikufungahangu
Mumuandmyki dsvarikunamai
vav
o.
Hanziingazvakatokuomerainhai
ndikat
ikuomakwekut ikut
ikuoma
here.Ndait
ot aur
andichif
amba
kuendakugat enavomai Mumu.

Ndi
kavapaherplast
icbagsavo.
Ndobv
andakuf ambahangundichi
machandichi
til
eft,
rightl
eftr
ight
ndi
chi
endakumot
a.

Kkkkkkmai
Mumuv
akar
ambav
aka
mirapagat
evakandi
tar
isav
achi
seka
vachi
omberamaoko.

Ndikazoridzabherondichiendakkkk
aaaimi ndisi
yeizvanguserious
yachoyandangandar ov
erway ekut
i
ndishay
epekut angirazvangu.

Atl
eastherf
atherv
atondi
paal
i
ttl
e
bi
tofi
nfo.

Kanazvinhuzvachokanazv
inhu
zvachozvotangi
dzawosoonewe
unongonzwakunakidzwawoosooo.
Sil
enceist
hebestanswerto
someonewhodoesn'
tvalueyour
words.

Taril
ov esy ou.KkkkBobbyakati
regai
tisalutezvedu ser
ious
yachoy anyanya
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t
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Chapt
er21

Somet
imesdeci
dingwhoy
ouar
e
i
sdeci
dingwhoy
ouwi
l
lnev
erbe.

Si
err
a

Ndakat
indi
chipindamumbahanzi
naDaddyamaswer asei
mai
Mumu.
Wapesananemukuwashawangu
manjemanjeapa.

Ndakat
oshayakuti
mukuwasha
wavoupiko.Mur
umewatetehere
ndi
kat
iohbamukuruvangav
auya.
Hanzi
nonotbamukurumukuwasha
wanguuyuwekut
svagwanaMumu.

Ndakat
iupii
y eyeDeanher
ehanzi
ayi
wababav acho.Ndakat
ihezv
o
mogotimukuwashaweny ubaba
Deankuti
mai Deanmwanaweny u
her
e.

HanzinaDaddyaaaandi udzakuti
vakasi
yananamai Dean.Asii
we
hauzvizvi
vikani
.Ndikat
ihandinei
nazvoiniDaddy.Hanzihezvosaka
unowirir
ananemunhuwausi ngazive
kut
ihowf
ar.

Ndikatiay
iwaDaddyhowf aryei.Hi
s
ki
dsar eMumu, sf
ri
endswhatel se
dol wanttoknowinihandidizveku
j
air
irananevarumevev anhu.

Ihaveboundar i
esDaddyhanzi i
we
unotidai ay i
vanemukadzi ayimusiy
a
achiuyanev anav akepanohere.
Hayiwai ni ndinotoziv
akut i
Mumu
akazvitsv agirababav akeega
zvi
mwezv esehandi neinazvo.

NdamuonaMukuwashawanguane
rudof ani.Ndamasekandakufunga
l
eftright, lef
tr i
ghtyangai
i
twana
BabaDeanv achi
endakumotakana
kutinditsamwendakat adzane
salutehanzi yesmadam .

Daddynekukuhayiwazvangu.
Ndakai
samapl ast
icbagangu
mumbaphoney anguy ai
ri
randaka
dai
randi
sinakutar
isakutiwhowas
cal
li
ngme.

Ndakat
ihel
l
ohanzimaswerasei
Mai
Mumundasvikakumbasaf
eand
sound.Vaiv
ebabaDeanndi kati
goodforyounekut
okat asar
inhi
vachi
ndif
oneravachi
tindasv
ika
kumba.Usuall
yndaiwanzot aur
a
navopaphoney aDeannaMegan.

Vabvavasendamessagehanzi mato
cutt
erndisati
ndapedzakut aur
a.
Handinakudai
rainindakatotora
zvanguMufaroayichemaar ipasof
a
MhamhaGoodnessv ai
geza.

Vakazobudahanzi
aaamat
odzoka.
Ndobvav andideedzamuspar e
bedr
oom mangumandai rar
ahanzi
.
AaaakobabaDeanv auyaka
ndavanzwav achi
tivakasi
yana
nemukadzit el
li
ngy ourDaddy.

Ndi
katindavaonapandabur uka
kombi.Babav ay
av akudakundi
j
air
ir
anhai kundi
tari
sanezisoraka
zar
aruchiva.Ndatov ashai
ra
mupandaini.

HanzinaGoodnesskovanay
eher
e
mukadzihay
iwawotot
omuda
mukuwashapanonhaiMufar
o.
MuzukuruwakoMumuakat sv
aga
babavakeega.Hanzi
nababav ako
ndaonarudoi
nipandataur
a
nemukuwashawangu.

Ndikatimashuraangaasinav ana
hanzindauy akuzodongorer
aMumu
si
ncey outellMegankutivanoona
mhamhav avothisweekendl went
withthem theyevenbought
presents.

Webothknowkuti
BabaDean
hav
anamukadzi
MeganandDean
t
oldus.
I
wehaudivar
umev evanhubaba
Deansi
nguresi
ngure.(si
ngle).

Thef ol
lowi
ngweekendbabaDean
vakauyanaMeganachi far
ahanziwe
wentt oseemhamhaandboughther
presentsvakaf
ara.Sheeventel
lus
sheloveussheev enhugusandcry.

Iaskedherwhyshewascr yi
ngshe
saidi
twastear
sofj oy.Wespend
theweekendwithhershenever
shoutsatf
oronce.Inowknow
mhamhal
ovesus.

Butsheisstayingisasmal lroom
oneroom thatsabitawkward.My
Daddyboughtanew bi gbighouse.
Whenmhamhamov edouti tsver
y
bigandnice.Idon'
tunderstandwhy
mhamhahast oli
veinasmal lroom
l
ikethatwhenwehav eabighouse.

Awuuul wasreal
lytouchedwhi ch
mademewantt oknowther eason
whybabaDeanl ethiswifego.Iwas
neverinterest
edinpeople's
business.
Butlwasreal
l
yt ouchednemataur
ir
o
aMeganshewassoconcer ned
abouther
emot her'
swellbei
ng.

Ndakangomutidoesmhamhagot o
workakati
noshei snotworking.
Evenwhenshewasst il
lst
ayingwi t
h
usnaDaddyv ai
saendakubasa.
Didn'
twanttoaskmuchkumwana
al
readyshewaswor ri
edabouther
dearmom.

HanzimaiMumuwouldyoumove
outfr
om y
ourbi
ghouset
ogostayi
n
asmal
lroom.Ndakamut i
lm sur
e
t
herei
sareasonwhymhamhadi d
t
hatmeandy oudon'
tknow.

Hanzi butnowl m conv i

nced
mhamhal ovesus.Iwi l
lgotimeto
ti
met ov i
sither.Ndakaf ar
ahangu
kuti
atl eastmwanaanodar udo
rwamai vake.Whi chmade
Muny aradzisacr i
fi
cehi smoneyf or
mekut i ndirapwendi poreMumu
akurenamai vake.

Ndakapedzi
sir
andagar
apasi
ndaku
gay
akutiwhatmadebabaDeanand
maiDeanseparat
e.Hanzi
naMegan
whatswr
ongdoy oumissMumu.

Youar equitendikat
iyeslmi
sshim.
Hanzi met oowhenishecoming
backndi katisoondon'
tworr
y
ndichanomut oralasl
omisshi
m.
Everyonemi sseshim her
e.

Ndakat
oswerahangundichi
batsi
rwa
kur
udunur
amusorowangunaMegan
Deanhaachabat
ikazvekumhanya
kaa.
Kuma4babav achovakazouyakuzo
tor
aMegan.Ndakaendakugate
Meganakamhany i
rababavakeand
huggedhi
m achibvaapi
ndamumot a
akagar
a.

Babav achov achibvavatimaiMumu

canwet alk.Idontmeannowl ikego
forlunchandt alk.Apav ai
tauravaka
crosserhisfi
nger s.Ndikatiy
eshanzi
haaa forreal.

Ndi
kat
iyest
ell
mewhenandwhat
ti
me.Hanzi t
hankyouv erymuch
maiMumu.Thatwaseasyndakat o
shay
akut i
vai
dakutikudii
kobaba
Deanthatwaseasy?

Ialsowantt ot
alkt ohi
m and
understandwhatr eal
lyhappenedto
him nawi f
ewakei twasasifi
twas
aff
ectingMegan.Whatev erstate
shef i
ndhermot herinwasnotr eal
l
y
good.

Any
wayv
akat
itomor
row 2o'
cl
ockl
cancomeandf etchyou.Ndikati
sharphanzithanksmemuv achi
sal
ut a.Suddenl
yheisacomedi an
ndikati
youdon'tneedtosalute
henyu.

Hanziy
esMemul ef
tri
ght,l
eftr
ight
f
orwardmarch.Apahewas
marchi
ngvachi
nopindamumota
mavo.

HanzinaMeganaaaDaddyasi
mamusojaormupuri
saachiseka
hanzi
.Eheti
ripacommandoyamai
Mumumwanangu.
Theywav edgoodbye.Nextdayna2
oclockbabaDeanv angav asv
ika
vakachenachena.Act i
ngallgentl
e
kundivhuri
radoorkanikkkkndaida
kusekaavababaav akaaa.
Takaendakurestaur
antpaAvondal
e
shoppingcenter.Weorder
edfood
ti
kadyainsi
lence.

AfterthathanzimaiMumuletmetell
youaboutmy sel
f.I
m BobbyGorea
singl
ef at
herof2.DeanandMegan.
Wesepar atedmeandt hemother
f
ewmont
hsago.

Becauseofhetol
dmeabouthowhe
wasabusedwithhiswi
feandst
uff
kutor
erwacompany.Howthewife
didn'
tli
kehi
sfamil
y.

Andhesaidhamenozv akazongo
i
ti
kakutisuddenlymyeyeswher e
openedandl tookmycompany
backandrefusedtobeabused.

Ther
ewasnol
ovesheusedt
o
contr
olmeupt onowldon'
tknow
whyl marr
iedherwasl
inmyri
ght
senseshere.
.
Butlm gratefulforthegif
tofthe2
kidslhadwi thher.Mychildr
enar e
notami stakel l
ov ethem.Thatthe
bestthi
ngshegav emet hatlwil
lbe
forev
ergr ateful
.

Whichanswer smyquest i
onssol
saidwhynothel pi
ngthemot herof
youkidstofindadecenthomeev en
thoyouar enottoget
her
.Justsot hat
kanav anavovisit
ort
heywillbe
comf
ort
abl
e.

Hanzii
fyousaysolwill
finda
cot
tageforher.Ndi
katif
orthesake
ofMeganandDean, Meganisreal
l
y
worr
iedforhermother.

Hanzithanky ouverymuchf or
tel
li
ngmyki dsthei
rmotherloves
them .Thatbondbetweenmot her
andkidsldntwantt obreakit.

Wehaveourdif
fer
encesbtmyki
ds
ar
einnocenti
nallt
his.
Oktel
lmeabouty our
sel
fwherei
s
babaMumu.Ndakatir
eal
lyarewe
goi
ngt ot
alkaboutbabaMumu.
Hanzi
lmtr
yingtoknowyoumai
Mumu.

Ndikat
iwellbabaMumui samarri
ed
manwayt ooolderthanme.Vana
vavovator
ivahombekwandir
i.It
old
him whathappened.

Ndi
kat
ilwasnai
vendi
chikur
ausing
mybeaut
ytogetwhatlwant
.Itcost
measonndineMwanawangu
akashay
awhenhewas4downi nthe
poolzvakandidy
aandtaughtme
moreaboutr eall
if
e.

Notmi crowav eli

feyandair
arama.I
havebetterv i
ewatthi
ngs.Andf or
therecordbabaMumui sbackwith
hiswifev akachat
alastweek.Im
happyf ort hem .

Thatsmai Mumu, hanzi

quiet
i
nterest
ingll
iket
henewy out
howe
l
earnf r
om exper
iences.Canwebe
fr
iendsmai Mumu.
Ndikati
fri
ends.
..
..
..
.. hanziasi
handisif
ri
endlykanikubv
a
mashami si
kakudaroli
kendataur
a
zvi
not yi
sa.

Ndikat
iaaaaainizveee.
..
.hanzi
zveeechii
imai Mumu.Ndi kat
i
zvekui
tafr
iendshi
pnev anhurume
handigoneini
.Ihaveneverhav ea
malefri
endsincemybor n.

Hanzilmlthatbadasafri
end.OK
fi
nendoit
ahanguf r
iendyaMumu
kanamusingade.Ndikat
iyaaabett
er
thatway.Anywaythanksf orl
unch.
Hanziwhataboutdessertndi
kat
i
ndagut
ainihanzimakudakuti
za
nekut
indati
letsbefr
iendsher
e.

Ndakarambandakanyar
arahanzi
so
weareusingsi
lentt
reat
menthere?
MusadaromaiMumumur imunhu
wekuzi
vaimimi
.

Anywaytakeyourdesser
thome
l
etsgondikut
oonakutipf
ungwa
dz
eny
uhadzi
sir
ipano.

Ndakatosi
mukaf ast
er, f
ast
er
hanziy
aasofast.Zvakaoma
mufungehandi
nakudaira.

Hedriv
epasinawewherequi
et
hapanaayi
taur
anemumwe.Tasv i
ka
hanzit
hanksalotmaiMumuf or
yourti
me.I mreal
l
ygreat
fulthank
you.

Ndikat
iwelcomendakapi nda
mugatehewav edgoodbyendobv a
vaenda..
ndakat
ihufuuuuuubreat
hin
andout
.Whatwast
hatdoesbaba
Mumuhavefeel
i
ngsforme???

Haaasuddenl
yhei
sact
ingli
kea
hi
ghskoolboyinl
ovewit
haher
d
gi
rl.
...
..
..
.

Hur
tisheav
yleti
tgo
Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Hokoy
onaBobby
..
..
.

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Chapt
er23

Somuchofourhappi
nessdepends
onwhatwechooset
opayatt
enti
on
to.
Dor
othyandDor
cas

Haaamazuvanotakunzwanana
namaigur
uChengetomai l
mani.
Tinot
owonatvkumbakwav o.

Seanndiyeakuitazvekudriver
makombi fr
om Dot i
tot oHar ar
e
agarahakeangaanel icensey ake.
Jeanchir
ikuit
azv akezv egardenbut
ari
kudakuit
azv ekudrivermat rucks.
Sakamanjemanj et i
nenget akui
ta
gardentega.Musi katichinawo
zvedunekut
itotengesazv emu
garden.Tatojair
al i
fey ekumusha.

TeteRut
endondivovai
tiLi
satii
te
kondekondeayendekuchi
koro
kugar
aparuzev
hahakusi r
ightfor
mwanasikanashehasherf ut
ureso
ahead.

Cherokuit
awocorsekanazvechikor
o
zvar
ambabuti y
eLi saar
ikut
iar
ikuda
kuendakuchi
koro.
.Ther
esa
akushandapaneimwecompany
i
noitazvekut
engesa.Maoxygenku
Sunninghil
lavokaaavai
veneskool
yavo.

Sakamazuv anoTher esa

anotumirawosoonLi sawi l
lgoback
toskool.VanaPr i
ncenaRomeo
vari
kokujeri.Tinonov aonaher eand
ther
ehaaaj erirakaomakani hama
weeeeungazot i ndidzongamur a
dziy
adzai mbonet sapat awundiher
e.
Dzakatipengesat ikasi i
rachikoro
panzir
anekudakur oorwa.Kut yakuti
ti
ngatorerwemhondi endefuti
zvakaomamuf ungezv i
noit
aMwar i.
Kugaranemur umeov er20y rskana
kumbof
atakaf
ungi
rakut
ivanhuav
a
i
mbavha.

Haaakanamunhuv anotouraya
akarov
akaaany way.WethankGod
kuti
isunevanahat i
nakubatani
dzi
rwa
panyayadzati
singazive.
.

Haaar egaibhai
bheriri
tiguardur
heartoutofitfl
owsr i
versofl i
vi
ng
water.Hanzimoy ounony engerakaaa
ndi
yani angauzivekunzekwake
Mwar ihakuna.Shuwakaaai su
tai
zi
v eizvedu.
Tongotit
oziv
eizv eduhat
izi
vi,taonei
zveduhati
satit
odekubengenut sa
pfungwakunev akaonakare.Vana
maiguruChenget onaTet eRutendo.

TaivengateteRutendomunhuanoto
batanidzahama.Namai guru
Chenget oti
chivasekakuti
vane
nhamo.Asi i
kozvinondi
vovanhu
vanotibatsi
ramuhupenyu..
UkuwoDebr amunin,inawedut he
l
astbornakar ambakusiirachikoro
panzi
ratait
omut ivanaRomeona
Pri
ncev anemaBEEf riendsv ane
marivar
i si
nglewecanhookonef or
youwogar abhoomwanawamai
kanazvechikoroi
zviyoudon' tneedit
l
ookatus.Ti geretatataaisu.

Debraayisheedzerakut
iinindi
nody
a
chezi
yarangu.Kanazvir
izvemurume
ti
nosanganamber i
yo.Ndapedza
chi
korohandisichi
kwamachemunhu
i
nichi
nodakuchengetwa.
Nemur umei yeyeti
nochengetanaimi
i
tai zv
evarumev enyuvanemar iav
a.
I
ni ndoit
azv eskoolandDebranev er
l
ikecomi ngt oourhouse.Evenar i
must udentpaUZi suti
ri
momu
Har ar
eay i
tosarudzakuendakuno
pedzahol i
dayyesearikumushakuna
vanamhamha.

Kudomut ihuyakaakunoay i
tihaa
may alsti
l
lneedmypar ent'
sl ove
ndi
ni got
we.Ay i
rambazv akesaka
tai
ngomusi yaakadar
o
.

VanaPr i
ncenaRomeov aigar
oti
maininihav
adizvepanoneiko.Chero
ukasangananavomut ownkanakuno
vaonakuchikor
okwav okuUZkuv ati
muuy ekumbav ai
ngotivachauya.

Cherokutumadr i
verkunovator
a
vai
toti
ndinemaassi gnmentsandi
ri
kui
taekuchikor
o.Hol i
day
wongonzwakut ivakumusha.
.

Tai
ngot
iaaaDebr
ai got
weanoda
mhamhanababaletherbee.
I
kozv
inoar
ikutopedzi
saser
mest
er
y
akeobvaagraduater
.

Patai
bvakunoonav anaPr
incena
Romeokuj er
itakazoendakunoona
vanamhamhakumushav abereki
vedu.

Guesswhowat
akasv
ikaar
ipo
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
Tetevai
totaurakut
iDebr
aakauya
nemukomanawakekuzondi rat
idz
a.
Akudazvekuroor
atangomir
ir
akuti
Debrawhenshegr aduat
eobva
ator
oora.

Tikat
indi
y anii
yeyearikudakuroora
Debrakanakumbot i
udzawoisusu
vanasisi
v akekutiakudakuroorwa.
Hanzinatetemuchi r
ikugar
a
nemhondi dzenyudzi yamunemar i
payahandi t
imaigarosekaDebr a
akait
amukomanakut i
ukudananna
baPedestriansosheknowswhot o
tel
lhergoodnewsabout
pedestr
ians.

Takangotari
sapasi
nekuny
arahanzi
natet
e.Mukomanawachomukoma
wemukuwashaweny uuyawamaka
urayi
sanekudamotayake.

Hanziani
Eugeneehemukoma
wachoanonziAl
exanderndi
ye
mukomanawaDebr ai
yeye.

Takangobur
it
samazi
so
 .
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..

Dontbesoawareofthestor
mt hat
youloseawar
enessofGodinthe
stor
m.

Tari
lovesyou.Al
exanderwa
Debraaaaaaa
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Thefinalheal
i
ngi susi
ngwhat
happenedt oyouhel
potherpeopl
e.

Al
exander

Hmmm Debr andakasangananay e

taendakuneimwefunctiony eku
basasoo.Awuyanef r
iendy akewe
exchangenumbershedu.Ndanga
nditor
iser
ioushangukut odakuroora
butakajamukahanzi ndi
chi
ri
kuchi
koro.Ndikati
unongopedzakaa
chi
korot av
etese.Hanzi hmmm iwe
wakaendakuchikoroukapedzausi
na
mukadzi.

Pressureyakondey eibythewayi
tol
dherl wasmar r
iedbef or
endi ne
mwana.Ar iOverseasmai vachois
mar r
iedhavo.Shedi dn'
thav ea
problem wit
hthat.

Butzv
ekuroor
waasatiapedza
chi
kor
oakajamuka.Takat
ombo
net
sanakusvi
kaati
hmmm i nikana
zvakadar
ongai
per
erel
ati
onshi
p
yacho.

Ndikaonakutiletmesl
owdown
Debrandangandamuda.Ashar das
i
tisl herdtosl
ow down.Now we
ar
ewai t
ingforhert
ograduat
e.

Akazobvumakuendanenikwatet
e
vakenekuzi
vawohamadzangumy
motherElli
otandAl
exlikesher.

Tet
evachondi
vov
aindi
vhunzaabout
myselfandfamilyandst
uff.Ndi
kat
i
ndonziAlexanderMoyo.

ZvikanziMoyo,Moyohanzimur
i
vangani mumbamenyuvaber
eki
vakov apeny
uhere?

Ndikatitasar
at i
ri3wewere4asi
muni n,
i
nawanguwandakasi i
ra
akashaika.2yrsago..
Babavaka
shaikakar et
ichi
rivadi
ki
..

Maivarikonev
anin,
i
nav anguvav
iri
iu
chi
tungwiza.Hanziaaashameku
munin,
inawakoakashai kanei
akarwarahere.Ndikatiakapf urwa
akafi
rapaspor tnevanhuv ai
da
kumubi r
amot ayakeasi havana
kuzoba.Angaat engamot at hat
companyy akamut engeser amot a
wantedkumubi rakuti v
aitengese
fut
i.Sakavanhuv akamut ever a
vachidakumubi r
aakabv aav azi va
vakomanav achoi vov akamuzi va
andshothim.

Hanzinat
etevachir
oanisamaoko
avonekusimuka.Ndakatoshay
akut
i
vai
tweizv
ikanzihaasi
Pri
ncena
Romeoher evecarsel
liy
oyo.
Ndikatindi
vodoy ouknowthem.
Debr aakatisoEugenewasur
brother
..Ndi
kati
ehedidyouknow
him hanzinaDebr aldon'
treal
l
y
knowhi m.

Butmy2sist
erswheremar ri
edt o
Pri
nceandRomeo.Ndakangotiwhat
asmallworl
d?Youmeanv akadzi2
vayaarey
oursist
ersndikat
iyes
hanzil
sawthem t
ir
ikucourtmusi
wait
ongwanyayayaEugene.
EvenTonynaVal
ewher emybest
fr
iendskuVar
sit
y.Theyaret
heonce
whoshotmybrother
.

Tetevakat
ihaaaendezvakaoma
bamuninilm sorr
yaboutyour
brot
her.Ndikati
hedi
eddayr ai
fani
ra
kupembererwahiswi
fekupinda
mumusha.

Thedaybef
orehedi
edangaabv
a
kunobvisaroor
a.Angaaroor
a
mwanawemukawaPr i
ncenaRomeo.
Hanzinatetemeaningtosay
vakaur
ayisamukuwashandikat
i
hongu.

HanzishameDor casnaDor ot
hy
ndai
mbov audzakut
ivar
umev enyu
avamuv angwarir
ehandivachenese
i
ni.

Aft
erthatdayDorothynaDor
cas
havanakuzombotsi
kapanofuti
..
Theynevertal
kt omehanzindine
godonavonekut
indi
rikumusha
ndakar
oorwannamast erf
armeri
vo
var
ikut
awundi.

Ndikatiehovazukuruchisi
hachieri
musi wachar i
mwa.Zv inozvi
rikupi
anywayMwar ivanozivahavouy e
vanoit
akudakwav opanguvayavo
yakafanira.

Zoror
amur ugareEugenesorr
y
zvenyubabamunini.Kungot
ifi
ro
yakeyakar
wadzamunhuwesenekuti
zvai
budapat vnenews.
Asizvi
ripoivovanav ehanzvadzi
yanguvarikutamburav ar
ikumusha
kwevarumev avomhondi theyhave
nothi
ngzv esezvakatorwanest at
e.

Babavachovakatuhandi
dimunhu
panomunhukumur umewake.Saka
var
ikokumushaikoko.

Any waybamuninimai t
azvakanaka
ndafaraf
anikukuonai.Mufunge
takazoaf
tergraduati
ony amanini
.
Tinozopihwadat enababavavo.
Chaivechishuwir
ochehanzvadzi
yangukutiDebraatangeapedza
chikor
oasat iar
oorwa.

Ndikat
iyaaandakambopotsandai
rambir
wany ayai
yoy
oyekutindakuda
kuroor
andikanzi
ndi
chi
rikuchi
koro.

Tetevakasekandikat
iayi
zo
ngopedzachikor
ot avetesekaaa.
HanzinaDebr aaaaaatetevakati
ehekamainini
.
Takasekahanzi mur umekaauyu
roparinenger avekumhany a.Debr
a
akabvaat ar
isakusi denekunyar
a.
Ichokwadi r
opar angur ai
tomhanya
i
ni.Ndosakandai ngendakuda
kurooraaaaguy sinindakambogara
nemukadzi .Soy ouunder st
andwhat
lmeanst opj udgingme.Ndai to
fungahangunechemumoy o.

Buthaasoonndinengendakurara
ndkaambundir
a.MhenoMuny aradzi
anengeachi
ngoti
ndit
ori
bhoohanz i
bhol
atobhol
ato.Pamweanamai
muponesivakewhoknows.

Ndosakaasi
napressur
ehaai mi
kanabibl
erakati
hazvi
nakunakakut
i
mur umeagareegandobv
aAdam
apihwaEver
.

Sakaini ndakatoit
astandstill
formy
Debra.Hazv i
nakunakakut i
Alexanderagar eega.Zv anamai
muponesihandi dibaabeent here
donet hatweart hetshir
t.IlostZoe
nezvanamai muponesii zvisakalm
notplanningt olostDebra.
ApaDebr awachohaadi zvesi
na
basakkkshei sabityoungert han
memudi kine10yrs.Eeeimirudo
harunazerachakakoshakunzwanana
kwedu.

Takazobv akwatetehedundi
chino
si
yaDebr akumbakwav o.Kuva
berekivakewi l
lhavet
omov eout
kuchit
ungwi zakunanamhamhakana
ndaroora.
Ndaisadakuvasi
yaasilhaveto.
Muny ar
adziakaonaDebr ahanzi
haaamakany urur
akechidi
ki.Ndi
kat
i
yaaacatchthem youngkaa.

Koiwewehowf arhanzihaaaini
ni
chi
mbondisiy
ai .Ndi
katidoyouknow
kut
iDebr
ai ssisteryev
akadziva
Pri
ncenaRomeo.

Hanziwhat???
???Ndi
katieheeehanzi
btsheisdi
ffer
entwani.Ndikatime
toodi
dn'tknowshedoesn'tt al
k
abouthersist
ers.
HanzinaMuny aradzii
we
chakakoshakudananakwenyu.
Zvehamadzakei zvonekuf
akwa
Eugenei snoturfaul
t.

Wet hankGodt heyarebehi ndbar s

j
usticei ssav ed.Ndakazot isureits
sadf orlmani mai ninivangu.Hanzi na
Muny aradziaaaukat aurazv almani
ndobv andaf ungagogov angu
vanongot indikav afonerav oti
uchanoonal mani kuJoni ri
nhi .Ndaka
sekandi katihmmm dzamai nini
vanguhandi pindire.
HanzinaMunyar
adzimbuy avangu
i
scrazyhayi
wazv angu.Vakabvi
ra
kar
eEugeneachirimupenyunezva
Imani
.

Ndikat
iwellnowl
maniissingl
e.
Haanamur umeEugenehaaposaka
whatsstoppingy
ou.Karekaatai
ti
unoziv
akutianemukomanawake
Eugene.
Mupf anhawanguuar esingle,my
famil
yl ovedl
mani well
behav ed
zvake.Andweacceptkut iEugene
akaendasheisfreetodat ewhoever
shewant s.

Zvi
noi wendopaunotigogoi scrazy
daipasinakutindi
naDebr aaaa
ndait
of ar
anhakazv angukkkkk.
Ndobvandaf ungamaday sandaka
pengeswanembanj endi chi
dalmani.
Takasekakani naMuny aradzihanzi
haaabr oopayamai performer.
.
Hanzidontworryti
chamupaEll
i
otor
Al
exmyy oungbr ot
hers.
Munyaradziakazongot
i zi
i
i.

Ndi
katichi
i
iwakugayal
mani at
orwa
naEll
i
ot.Hanzihaaamaya.Ndikat
i
asi
imbondiudzaMumui wewe.

Asiunamai muponesiv anokupedza

nyota.Becauset hewayy ouare
rel
axingkusatombot svagawo
musikanakaaa.Inindir
ikutonono
kerwanekutindi
chigaranaDebr a.
HanzinaMunyaradzimai muponesi
vandiwanakupi
zv angu.Ndi kat
ihaaa
youarestr
ongmybr othertotot
i
brot
herPaurokaaa.

Akasekahanz iaaausatongwe
nenyamai we.Inodakudzikamiswa
kutipanodzi kamai we.Ndikati
i
chidzikamaher enyamay acho.
Hayiway anguny amair
istubborn
i
nobv ay atoitasekutiwawedzera
vol
ume.
TakasekahanzinaMuny aradzi
hayi
wai mi mimunozozv i
nyanya.
Hanziaaasoonndi nengendabhoo
hamenoi wewe.Uchenj er
ekupera
i
zwi uchidzi
kamisany amadzako
akat
i vakazar
amuny ikaumuv ari
si
ngle.

I
weuchi
tsv
aaa

Thedar
kestni
ght
spr
oducet
he
dar
kestst
ars.

Tar
ilov
esy ou.Munyar
adzianamai
muponesihere.
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er25

Youseehow brokeny ouar eandal

l
yourmist
akesandwhathappent o
youwhatyouwentt hroughandhow
yofeel
,andwhaty outhink.ButGod
wasshapingyoutof i
t.
Muny
aradzi

Aft
ertalki
ngtoAlexander
ndakumbakwangusitti
ngaloneon
mylivi
ngroom .Vi
ctorangaasi
po
nhenokwangaayendanemusikana
wake.
Icaughtathoughtkutisaka
ndosvi
kepi
kondichi
tyakupindamu
rel
ati
onshi
p.Iwasscaredaf teral
l
thatdr
amanaTashabeenpr otect
ing
myhear tf
rom hear
ybreaks.

Ndait
ombot indogarandakadar o.
Zvanguiniasikusvikar
inhikonhai
handi
si f
ataweRomancat holi
ckaa
i
niasingabvumi dzwekuitamukadz i
.

Eventhouv amwevachi
zokundi
kana
zvavovomitisav
ozobudamuchurch
vakunopindaimweinoi
takut
i
var
oore.Kozoti
woini
zvangu
Munyaradzihandi
dif
ata.

SomehowAl exanderangaachitaur
a
chokwadipay
a.Any wayregai
ndi
rarezv
angupanekudakuf ungal
dntwanttostr
essmy sel
f.

It
snotgoodf ormySpiri
tndakat
obva
zvangundadzii
safoodyanga
yabikwanaauntndakangoisamu
microwave.Ndobvandadyahangu
ndakambogar amudinni
ngwant ed
towat cht
vwasscr ol
l
ingthe
channelstherewasnothi
ng
i
nter
est
ing.

Swit
chedoft hetvwentt
omyr oom
andgotintomypajamast osl
eep.
Asindangandisi
nahopewasturni
ng
andtossi
nginbed
.

Tookmyphonendobv ahangu
ndobvandaendapaFacebook.
Ndait
onakudzwahangunet uma
vi
deostwemumweanonzi Shemat
v
soo.
Anengeachit
auramakuhwaeseema
cel
ebekuZim kkkthatladyisfunyou
needtoseesomeofherst uff.Hanzi
i
suhatizi
vi
voisukkkkk.Ndobv a
ndaendamumacommentsect i
on
umu.

Haaandai sekahangugoingthrough
hervideos.NdakutoTari
sahangu
kuti
chiikochir
ikuit
ikaonFacebook.

IsawmafotoaTheresacousi
nya
l
mani.Shehadrequest
edmeasa
fr
iendonFacebook.
.Theywherequi
etintr
esti
ngfotoz
thelastt
imelknewtheywerein
kumushakuDot i
to.Nowshei sal
l
l
ookingbeautif
uldi
ff
erentinf
act.

Ndopandakazoonamamwemapics
akeakami r
anaKudzi
lm sur
ethe
otherper
sonwasmukadziwaKudzi.

Thatswhenitcametomymi ndkut i
Theresaav
ekuj oni
.Ndai
tovarair
wa
hangundobvandaendapapr ofi
leya
Kudziandstar
tedtoseehisfotoz.

Newi
fey
akenemwanawakey
oo
goshldor
ethem .Happyf amilythey
l
ookedbeauti
ful.Haaanamai v a
Kudziv
ayahaaimboi t
azvisi
nabasa
vaswer
avamukwi r
ir
abhazikujoni
i
kokovakanomur ovakkkkjust
sayi
ng.

Amai v
akudzi kkkkmudhi nhi
webut
munhuaner udohaket hatsonethi
ng
lnot
iceabouther .Vanodav anhu
hamav anodzi daasihavasimunhu
anepatience.

Goi
ngt
hroughmaf
otosaKudzi
hangundakazoonai
mweakanir
ana
l
mani naTheresahanziv
anany
aku
berekazvi
mhamhazv angu.

Imaniangaatowedzer
akusi
mba
haaaajoniy
aimubvumaungazot
i
ndiy
eheremusikanaakambo
shandakumbakwedu.

Ndi
kat
iregandionehanguherprofi
le.
Shewasnotev enonFacebook.Haa
l
manilr
ememberay isadazv
esocial
medi
aizvi.Kanazvekutor
wamaf ot
o.
Pawhat sappprofi
l
epakepatove
namai v
ake.Ndikat
ozosi
yananazvo
hangundakusekatumapoststwa
Theresahaauyuanonakirwazvake
uyu.

Ndobvandakut ari
sahangumast at
us
paapondipopandakaonazv angu
l
mani akai
saisamaf otospast
atus
pakeforthefirstti
mestayi
ngt hank
youguysforbirthdaypart
ypainana
KudzinaTher esaandsomef ew
peopl
evandi
singazi
ve.

Nekekeandlreal
izei
twasher
bir
thdaynhai
Daddynamai ni
niSi
err
a
vai
wanzomuitir
abirt
hdaypavai
gara
naye.
.

Ohit
sherbirt
hdaytoday nal
mani
t
angatakapedzi
sir
akutaur
amusi
waakadzokeraj
oni.

Ndakangot
ihappybi
rt
hdayl
mani
didn'tknowitsyourbir
thdayt oday
.
Wi shyoumanymor eyrstocome.
Ndobv andasenderzvangumessage
ndakabv andarar
acausei thi
nk
vangav arar
a.

Ndakatononokakumukahangu
yangairiweekend.Ndakazomutswa
naVictorhanzi i
weMuny ar
adzi
unorarakungewakapedzanhamo
panyikapanokudaronei.

HaaaVict
orkkkkay
itoi
takunge
mutev
edzani
nenizv
eeeiyearigot
we
pakatipakepaiv
enev amwe3
vandai
v endakasii
ra.Kkkkmy beit
s
becausendai muit
ababysiter
eki.
Ndait
omuonaar imwanakkkay i
zoti
i
wendanendebv uinihandi
simwana
kkkk.

Ndikat
indir
egendirar
ekondi
ne
nhamoy eiyandi
nodakutomuki
ra
kusenisenineweekendino.
.Hanzi
haaaiwendi weunenhamo.

Nhamoyekushayamusi
kanaunot
i
i
nhamoshomai y
oyo.Heee
kushayawowekukisakanaweku
gir
ebha.Uchi
udzamasweetnothing
unotii
nhamodiki
here.

Mukauwonez vandaonapano.Apa
ayi
tondifugur
achucomf ter
chandangandakaf uga.Achi
vhura
macur t
ainshanzimurari
rowakouy u
unoit
wanemunhuanemukadzi
kwetebhachurasewesooo.

Unosv i
kanguvai
nowakar ar
akuti
wadiii
suvamwet at
omukakar e
taonakuti
hati
ngararekungeti
ne
vakadzi
.
Ndakazoti
haaVi ct
orgetaway
mhani.Hanzihuyauwonezvandaona
panoiwe.Haaakui t
akukakat
aamai
haazvazvinhuizvi
kuit
aka
dhazi
bhombuhaaa.

Ndait
oshay akutichi
i
kochaitaurwa
naVictorhanzihonast at
usyalmani.
I
zvozvihaunakumut ihappybirt
hday
haainindi
nemukomaakar ar
a
nezamhur amhamhamukanwa.

I
suv
amwet
akat
oit
ahappybi
rt
hday
sanabamuninivakangwar i
ra
ngwari
ra.Ndakakutihaaibvapaapa
hanzii
wewener i
ghtfulmindy ako
chii
chaunoshorapanal manikana
wakakwanisakudakahukur i
tombo
kakokayaTasha.

Sakalmaniwamushor ei.Ay i
wa
taur
achokwadihaunakut osvorwa
hereseee.Hmmm asi wav egaykani.
Ndakazomurovanepill
ow Vi ctor
.
Hanzihonawodzibl
azidzi dzanga
dzakabatal
manipapikicha
ndozvi
nhuzvandi
singadi kaaaizv
i.
Iwil
ldealwi
thKudzi kutiwangauri
pi
maiguruvanguv achi
dyiwamahal f
.
KkkkaaaVictorhanzisakawaitawo
herehappybirt
hday .

Handinakudai
rai
nizvaVi
ctor
ndakabvandat
onogezamazi no
zvangumubathroom.Ndikazonzwa
kutiachi
i
mbahanzihappybirt
hday
toyou.
Kwakuuyanephonemubathroom
phoneyangupasswor
dy angu
ayi
izi
vakaa.

Ndakazonz
waakut iiweholdonari
kugezamazinotaurainay
e.Handina
kumbonzwaf oneyangukuri
randaka
asi
.

HanzinaVictortaur
apaphone
ndi
katindi
yani.Hanzimumwe
ndi
yanindibi
rthdaygi
rl
.

Apaangaakanditar
isakumeso
Vi
ctorndakazot
oraphonendikat
i
hell
ohanzihi
eMunyalongti
met hank
youforthemessagehaandatoi
wona
kuseni.

Ndangandararakunet
achaiko.Vana
KudzinaTheresavakandi
i
tiraka
sur
pri
separ t
y.

NdikatihappybirthdayapaVi ct
or
angaakami r
aachi t
eer
era
conversati
on.Hanzi muimbirekkkk
ndikamut ar
ir
isanezisorekuti
dzi
kamahanzi l
mani achisheedzer
a
paphoneMuny aradziarikuda
kukuimbirabutarikunyara.
Kkkkkvamwebani n,
inasookaaa
unengeuchav aroveramusor okuma
dzi
ro.Hanzi nalmanikoaar i
kunyar
eiko.Ngaai mbekaaaMumu
akatondii
mbi ranezurokukundwa
naMumuj unior.

Victorakabvaabv
utaphoneakat
iari
kunyarakurambwakaaatadza
kui
mba.Ndakazondakamubv uti
ra
phoney acho.
Hanzinandi
kat
ihel
lolmanizv
ako
munhukwayeusat
eedzer
azvaVict
or
uy
u.

Hanzinalmani kkkkmur i
kumboit
ei kokkkkimuv anavaMr
Regai
.Vi ctorandifoneranephone
yakohanzi hol
donMuny ar
adziari
kudakutaura.

NdikatilmaniVi
ctorhaumuzivehere
anopengauy u.Ayi
tosekahakelmani
.
Hanzi haaaVict
orayif
anir
akuit
a
mur umewagogoRegai vano
enderanapamadr ama
Vict
orakabvaasheedzer
akuti
ini
ndoit
amurumewagogoi wewoit
a
mukadziwaMuny ar
adzi.Achi
bva
ati
zaachi
siy
aaroveradoor.

Ndakar ambazv angundakanyar

ara
hanzinal mani
haaaVi ct
or
anotopengaugoonasazitawake
babav akoisaquietperson.Ndikat
i
haaazv akaomakani .

Anywayhowi sS AnanaKudzi
hanzial
lgoodl missmhamhatho.
Ndikat
ilunderstandyounguv
a
yar
ebagor erakutoper
akaaa.
Hanzi
taurahakovar
isei
vamwev ese
urmotherandmudharandi
kat
ihaaa
malovebirdsari
bhoozvawo.

Hanzital
ki
ngaboutl ovebirds
bamukuruAlexanderwi l
lget
marri
edsoonkunamai ni
niDebra.
Kkkkkhandi
zi
vekutihukamahwacho
betweenmendot imaiguruhereor
mhamha.
Handi
tikusi
der angundimhamha
her
ekusidekwanaAl exander
ndi
maigurundakasekandikati
shei
s
bot
hhanzi haaal m happyfor
bamukuruv achinj
a.

Ndikati
yaaagoodforhi
m .Ndikati
haaaandafarakut
auranewenguv a
yangayarebawena.Hanzinalmani
beensuchal ongti
mewoswer a
bhoodearregandimukendit
svair
e
tsvai
relwanttogokumbakwangu
kunoit
awashen.
Ndikatikumbakwakohanzi ehe
ndakugar andegainindakura.Ndaka
sekandi kati
hayiwalmanikurikuda
kukuraher e.Hanziaaadaipasina
thezvibingaidzondavenevana
vangu2naEugenendai it
agor e
mwanagor emwana.

Ndatokurainindakasekaaaandikat
i
aaagoremwanaher e hanzimi
rai
kaaamuonendi roor
wendoi t
agore
mwanagor emwanaanongondi seka
anobvaatengehembedze
prepar
ati
on.
Kkkklmani ay
andakatosekazvangu
ndikat
iukagaranaVict
ornebrain
dzekamowi ri
rana.

HanzinalmaniayiwabodoVict
or
anogogoRegai.Wesaidour
goodbyes.Ndikazopedzi
sa
kukweshamazinoangu.

Vict
orakabv
aapindahanzi
how
doesitf
eelt
otal
kt oawomanwho
sisi
ngl
ewhilear
esingl
e.
Ndi
kati
itf
eelnor
maljustl
i
ketal
ki
ng
t
oyou.Hanzi
keeptel
l
ingyour
self
t
hatanyway.
.
Shamwar iyanguyakatii
nodalmani
yandakaraki
dzapiki
chay akehanzi
piki
chakudii
kowagov egogohere
ukatiphot
otinokunzwisi
sa.

Hanzisakaarikuuyarinhi
lmani
ndi
goudzaf ri
endy angundiwekaaa
wabvutafonindisat
indamuudzakut
i
wadiwanef r
iendy angu.

Ndikat
isheisnotcomi
ngbackhanzi
ishanj
ehereidzi
.Ndakabva
ndabudazvangumubathroom
Takatogaraforal
most2weeks
ndisi
nakutauranalmani.Vi
ctor
akazondif
oneraachit
iwazvi
nzwa
herekut
ilmaniarwara.
Ndikat
iwhat?Hanzi
youmeanto
sayyoudon'
tknowkutil
mani
ari
kur
wara.

Shehasbeenadmi t
tedkuhospi t
al
ndikatiaaaldidn'
tknowi ni
..Rega
ndifonereKudzihanzigoodyoudo
that.Ndakaf onerakudzindiri
wor ri
edhanzi eeevamakore.
Ndikat
i sei
sei dearhanzit
ir
ibhoo
zveduisu.Ndikatikosandi
udzawo
kuyil
mani ari
kur waranhaiveduwe.

HanzinaKudzi haaaalmanimy
motherndikatiehe.AkasekaKudz
i
hanzindi
rikut
obv akumbakwav omai
vanguhavasikurwaraava.

Ndi
yani
ati
var
ikur
war
aKudzi
ayi
to
sekahake.Hanzi asi
makudakui
ta
babav angukani
.Kkkkksv
ikai
zvakanakababa.

Ndkasekanekusv
otwaf
uti
kut
ohow
coul
dVictormakemefeelst
upi
d
l
iket
his.

HanzinaKudzihaaababavakait
a
semisoohandirambebaaa.Mi r
ai
ndi
kupeinumberdzavoamai vangu
muzvinzwir
emegakut iv
aribhoo.
Akat
it
osekaachi
bvaasender
numbernekukat
ahanzigoodl
uck.

KkkkkkVictorakazondi
tiuno
nyeperakungeusinabasanal mani
panapawazengewakuf oneravana
Kudzikut
i heeewhyusinakuudzwa
kutil
mani ari
kur
war a.

Wangauchidakuudzwakutiarwara
urichi
rembawakehere.Haaaa
becausedaiur
ichir
embat ait
ikaa
mangamuchidakurapamurwer e.

Bv
umawokut
ilmani
anodi
ka
mumoy omakoukauv
hura.Ay
aaaaa
handi
nakananer
emuromo.

Hanzi ehendakunyeperakutiari
kurwarakut i
ndi
onekut i
urii
nt ouch
here.Wani kwehausiuchanyengwa
nevanogonawakamunzwaachi ti
akaroorwaachait
agor emwanagor e
mwana.

Meaningpamweshei sdati
ng
someone..
..
..Butguysthatthought
oflmanidatingsomeonehai na
kungondi
it
iradon'tknowwhy .Ayi
na
Eugenewas100%happyf
ort
hem .

Butnow..
..
..
..
100%yachoy akaenda
..
..
..
..ndi
kafungazvandai
nzina
Al
exanderunosv i
kepiuri
bhachura.

Ndikaf ungamymot hersayingeho

brotheryalmani.Ndi kafungaVi
ctor
achinditiwar
wadziwanei pandat
i
l
mani akurwar
asei wafoneraKudzi
kutiseiasinakukuudza.

Ndi
kaf
ungaKudzi
achi
tiasi
makuda
kuit
ababav angu.NdikafungaGogo
vachit
ilmanindiyemuzukuruwangu
achir
ikutodanananaEugene.Haaa
pfungwadzawandi saimindikaf
unga
maininiSi
err
av achi
til
maniissi
ngl
e
akafi
rwasakahai simhosvakuit
i
azoit
eimwer elati
onship.

Regaindi
mborar
apfungw
adzawandi
sandi
ngait
econf
usi
on
Youcanonl
ywinwhenyourmind
i
sstr
ongert
hanyouremot
ions.

Taril
ovesy
ou.Vani
n,
inavanenge
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ial
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adi
t
happened)

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Chapt
er26

Whenpeopleleav
ey ou,
lett
hem go.
Peopl
earelikeclot
hes.Nomatter
howpooryouareyouneverwal
k
naked.
..
Muny
aradzi

Ouruniquenessourindivi
dualityand
ourli
feexperi
encemoul dsusi nto
fasci
natingbeings.Tochallenge
oursel
vestodelveintothedeepest
resour
cesofourhear tstocul t
ivate
anatmosphereofunder standing,
acceptance,tol
eranceand
compassi
onwear
eal
li
nthi
sli
fe
toget
her
.

From my l
ifeex peri
encel had
understoodat hingwhi chi swhen
youpushat hingharderinor dert o
stopit.I
nsteadwheny oumov e
againstit,youcaneasilyst opi t.
Forexampl ewheny ouconst racta
dam inordert oprotecty ourself
fr
om wat er
.Onedayt hedam wi l
lbe
broken,soi nsteadwheny oul ear
n
toswim agai nstthewav esy oucan
survi
ve.
Idecidedtogot otalktomai nini
Sier
rashewoul dunder standme
bett
ert hananyoneel sepanyay a
dzakadai.Ndakatosvikahangu
vachiwachavakaberekaMumu.
Ndikatikomamuber ekahanzi kudii
mukomanamuhombeweseuy uapa
mur i
kuwacha.Hanzi arikunet
sa
kubvakusenikuchemer almani.

Hanzindi
kudamhamhalmanindi
kati
foner
almaniakat
aur
anaye.Kunzi
byebyepafoneabvaat
anga
kuchemakubv
aipapo.

Ndakat
i nhai
Mumuukunet ser
ei
mhamha.Huy andi
kudehuya
munin,
inawangubabybr ot
her
yanguhuyahakondikude.

Ndakabv andamut akur

ahanguhanzi
namaininichi
ichanetsazv
inomese
naMumumukai takungezvi
ndumure
ndi
nor aramahere.

Youar
esul
ki
ngMumui
ssul
ki
ngi
mi
vanav ekwaRegai modakundi paBp
here.Ndikatiaaaandat
ouy akuzo
taur
anemi mhamhandisat i
ndabamukamusor oneconf usion.
Nezurohandinakumbor ara.Hanz i
maininihezvokwakanakahako
vachi
togez amaokokut i
tipinde
mumba.

Ndikatihaaapedzisai
washeny enyu
mhamha. Hanzihaaaiyindozoiwona
ti
met imer egazvi
sokekehazvizo
netsakuwachai hembedzasazit a
wakouy uanengeachi f
esherwa
nekutambanemadhakapanze.
Takapindamumbandi kat
ihaaa
mhamhahandei kumot
awall
shas
ears.HanziaaaMhamhaGodness
havapovaendanemwanakusi ker
o
Dadyyvarikubasait
smeandMumu
chetehere.

Ndakatiallt
hatsgoodt hen.Pane
nyayai
kundi net
samuhanamangu
yandit
ambudza.Hanzi namai
nini
i
nyayayeikov ai
torat
idzakurwadziwa
nekubatikana.

Onef
orsur
emai
nini
vanguv
ano
ndidasemwanawav oMumui nf
act
teseheduv anongoti
da.Buthaaa
i
ninilm herfavor
it
esheevenname
mybabybr otheraft
erme.

Soyouunderstandkaaa.Ndi kat
i
mhamhany ayay al
maniikundinetsa
hanzi
ayi
tasei l
maniingawaka
sungi
sawani mhondidzi
ya.

Asipaneimweny ay
a,ndikat
inoi
ts
notaboutl
mani.Yourememberwas
tel
li
ngy ouaboutmhamhanagogo
vachi
til
manii
sgoodper son.
Beforelneverhadfeel
ingsforher
ndait
ongomuonawosaMemor ymy
si
ster.Ineverl
ookatherinother
way.Butaft
erpeoplehadawaken
met oseethatlmanimightbea
goodwomanf orme..

I
m start
ingt ohavesomet houghts
andfeel
ingsf orher
.Butldon'twant
toseem li
kelmt aki
ngadv ant
ageof
hersi
ncel helpedoninvesti
gati
ons
ofthepeoplewhoki ll
edher
husbandEugene.
Idon'tevenknowwher etostart
fr
om thelooksImani doesn'
tlookat
mei nthatwayanot ondiona
sehanzvadziyake.Zvamunozi v
a
i
mi milmr eal
l
yscar edkut i
hazvi
zo
kanganisahererelati
onship
betweenmeandl mani .
.

Thewholesi
tuat
ioni ssoconfusi
ng
somehowpeoplel etmeseet he
thi
ngslwasbli
ndto.I m onl
yscared
thatmyhear
twi l
lbreaklmani
akaramba.
Becausenowl m starti
ngt ohav e
strongfeel
ingsf orher.Whenl go
throughherpicturesl mf all
ingf or
her.Doesn'
tt hatmakemeasel f
ish
person.Eugenewasmyf riendamai
vaEugenendov aonasamai vangu
howwi l
lshefeel aboutt hiswhol e
thi
ng.RightnowAl exanderi smy
fri
end.

Vakarambav
akandit
ari
samai
nini
.
Ndikati
mweyawanguneny
ama
yanguzvi
rikur
wa.Hanzinamai
nini
soyouarescaredkutiy
ouwil
lhavea
heartbr
eak.

Ukar
ambwanal manindi
kat
iyaasor
t
ofwhati
fshedoesn'
tfeelt
hesame
wayforme.

Hanzinamai nini
well whatif!
Munyaradziwhati fshesaynoi t
snot
goi
ngt onet heendoft heworld.
Unoti
v anguv esevakar oor
ana
mudzimbaumuv akatanganekungo
di
wanev asi
kanav avaidahere.
Vamwev akatorambwanevavaida
pekut
angaasi vakangor
oorawani
vamwev akavada.Stopmawhati f
akoayatheydon'tlookgoodony ou.
Haveyouev erthoughtwhatifshe
saysyes.

Ndikat
ilwil
lbemor ethanhappy .
Hanziiweurikudalmani zvi
nobva
mumoy omakoher e?Oritisthe
peoplepushingy outoherl i
ke
Mhamha, gogoandVi ctor.

Ndi
kat
iatf
ir
stl
didn'
tfeel
any
thi
ng
forheri
tsli
kevanamhmhamhana
Gogowher epushi
ngmet oher
.But
nowshei sal
waysonmymi nd.

Hanzigoodifi
tisinyourmindno
oneispushingy ouyourmindi
s
pushi
ngy ou.Icanonlysay.

Wher et
herei
sadesir
et hereis
gonnabeaf l
ame.Wher etherei sa
fl
ame, someoneisboundt oget
burned.Butj
ustbecausei tburns
,doesn'
tmeangonadi ey ougotta
getupandt
ry,
try.

Don'tworrythati
tmi ghtberuined.
Anddoesitmakey ouwannaqui t.
Wheny ouareoutt heredoingwht
youaredoingareyouj ustget
tingby.
Yougottagetupandt ry,tr
y.Ifit
worksoutwellgoodifdoesn'tit
worthatry
.

Sakadon'
tconfusey
our
sel
f
compari
ngTashanaI
manit
heyar
e2
di
ffer
entpeopl
e.
Ndikati
yaal knowt hanksamai lma
l
ittl
ebitbetterhanzi yaaaMumu
anodamai guruuy u.Aaaanhai
takudakuuyakumuchat oisu.Neva
zukuruvanotambanaMumu. Dontput
abaggagei ny ourmi ndherwhatwi l
l
peoplesayndi kazodal manidont
i
ncludepeopl e.

Peoplealway
shav esomethingto
sayaboutevery
thi
ng.Sopeople
havenothi
ngtodowi thurfeel
i
ngs
forlmani
.Webot hknowlmani si
singl
e.
Shenev ersaidshewi llnotget
mar ri
ed.Sheisst i
l
lyoungshei s
goingt ogetmar ri
edwi t
hy ouor
someoneel se.It
sbeen2y rsafir
wa
vamwev anhuv anoti
v afi
rwathis
mont hnextmont hv anengev ane
replacementwani .

NdakazobvazvangukwaMai ni
ni
ndabhoo.NdakutofungakutiI
mani
ndomuonasei wantedtotal
kt oher
i
npersonf acetofacekwetezvepa
phone.
Lastt
imeltal
ktoherayi
tiachauy
a
paChri
stmaskuZimbabwe.Hmmm
apati
rimunaAugust
.

Vict
orakabv aapindamheno
kwaibvi
wahanz imaswerasei
MukomaMuny ar
adzi.Ndi
kat
iuri
kudeindokuzi
vaukatangakut
it
a
tumarespecttwakouwant
something.
Hanzi aaandir
ikudawomar iyebhazi
kuendaJoni ndi
rikudakunoona
Imani.Ndakabatwanesetswandi ka
seka.Vi ct
orsookaaahanzi ehel
j
ustwantt ogoandseeher
ndotodzokahangu.

Sakamat ikudi i
inenyay
ay emar i
yebhazindikatiendaunopi hwa
neshamwar iy akokaaaiyay awaka
rat
idzafotoy aImani.Hewi llnot
hesit
ateakasekahanzi hesi mhani
i
shanjeherei dzi.

Ndai
tot
ikaaapamwemur
ivar
ume
vayavasi
ngarwadzi
we.Hanzihaaa
zvi
mwendezv imweImani
isagood
peopl
ef oryounotv
anaTashapaye
wangawar asi
kamukoma.

Panalmaniukat omur oorandoto

garandiripano.Toprotecther
ndikat
iprotectherfr
om whathandi t
i
i
ninindinengendir
ipoheretoprotect
her.

Ndakadair
andakavar
air
wahanzina
Vict
orheheeheeeehuyauzonzwa
ugodzoker
a.Sakaunotomuda
zvakol
mani
youev
enwantt
opr
otect
her.

Haaaaahaaaaaahaaaazii
ii
zvangu
saaaVhiki
taj
uniorasi
ndazvi
nzwa.
Ndakazomutihaaagetawayunoda
kundii
ti
sa.
Letgoofexpect
ati
on.

Taril
ovesy
ou.Hanzi naVict
or
akudamariyebhazi
kunoonaImani
kunaMukomaMuny ar
adzi
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Don'
tbesohardony oursel
fdeal
ing
wit
hli
fe,ev
erydaystuf
fand
emoti
onscanbetough.Youar ea
br
avesoulonami ssi
ony ougott
his.
I
mani

Beenquiethanguandhappythat
j
usticewassavedforEugene
wangu.Kumushaukohanzivana
MhamhaDor casandDorot
hyv av
a
vanhukwavonevanavavo.

EvenLisai
snowbehavi
ngr egai
zv
inzikuomakwesi
tuat
ion
muhupenyusookaaakunokuv hur
a
br
ain
.

Zvi
nongofadzakanahamadzi gar
a
pamwechetenerugare.Cher
oukaita
dambudzi
kounozivakutihama
dzakodzi
nokubatsi
ra.

Bel
ieveyoumel m sohappyv ana
mai v
anguvavekuwiri
ranamai vangu
havohavasi
munhuanokakav ar
a
munhuakanyarar
aanoi t
azvake
zvi
ri
popanguvaiyoyo.
TeteRutendonaLi
saatovema
buddi
eskkkkhanzi
naKudzihaaa
vakapunzwamumuf or
okaaaamai
vangunaRutendo.

Kkkkkisuvamwet ai
fesher
wati
riku
var
sityti
karohwanayeRutendouya
tav
anendebv uti
kadzi
kama.
Kkkkkkkkayaaaaa.

Mazuvanondavekugarandegai
ni
yakambonetsanyayayekut
indi
no
garandega.HanzinaKudzi
madzingwaheremaini
nihaaa.
Thishousei sbigenoughf oral
lof
us.Asi muroorawenyuakukuiti
rai
atti
tudemakudakusudur uka.Ti
bva
tabvunzakaaaandikati
kanaKudzi
handinaproblem nawifewakoini
eveny ou.

Kungotindakur
ahanzi
ehemakakur a
karekui
tamwanaanengeini
nihandit
i
kukuraherenemur
ooranemuzukuru.
Sakamakudakut it
izaasi
ndana
babakanivanodakuzopota
vachi
shanya.Ndakasekandikat
i
haaauchenjer
ekutandabotso
nekut
aurataura.

Hanzikungovhunzawobecause
mazuvanomat hdzenyuamai v
angu
angovamami nus.Maweeks
hamuchabati
kapanondi nenge
ndanababacheteini
ni..

Anywayzvinomotizamuroorahere.
Ndikat
ihakusikut
izator
aiTheresa
hanzigoodideabecausendinoda
kugar
andi
chi
yamwai
ni.

Vakazobv umakutindi
endendataur
a
zvekut
iTheresaawuy e.Hanzi
but
ambuyav anguvakusaravegamanje.

Ndikati
haaaaanosv i
kepi
koachigara
par
uz evhaTheresangavajai
rezvavo.
Ndakabv andat
engerwamubhedha
naKudzi hanzi
hamunganor arapasi
sembudzi amaivangu.
Haaaatet
evangukaaazv
imwe
ndezv
imwehazvo
.
vakadzidzi
samwanawav or
udo
mufungenekukoshesahamakana
muroorawachofut
i.

Haasimunhuanofi
nyamir
av ay
enzi
kanakur
ebesafacekungegari
kuni
raonany
okakanaurikumbakwake
shemakesyoufeelcomfor
table.

Cher
ov akanetsananaKudzi
haamudhurir
emushawese.Vano
mudhurir
anaikokoasikanaari
pandi
riunengeuchit
ongoonasekut
i
zvi
nhuzvesez v
iri
bhoo.

Vakazondi
bat si
rakut
amazv angu
ndangandawanakaoner oom kangu
.Ndangandakushandahangupa
companyy aii
tazvemukakandanga
ndi
neexperiencekaaa.

Ndakazosiyakurest
aurantkuy
a
ndakushandakuPamami l
k
kwaibhadhar
azvi
rinane.Was
surpr
isedkuonaChrisi
kokohewas
ourmanager.
Akatoshamisikawokundionahanz i
aalmani whatasmallwor l
dndi kat
i
butlneverruni nt
oBeyonce.
AkasekahakeChr ishanzilguess
Goddirectedy ouher
etome.

Ndi
katihmmm makuny eperaMwar
i
manje.Hanzisur
el st
opped
communicati
ngwi t
hy oukut i
ndi
kwanisekui
tagetov eryou.

Nowndakut
indakanganwqnezva
l
manibhumuuuuyouarehere.Ndaka
mut
ijustpr
etendl
don'
texi
st.
.

Hanzihaaaiweuchizvi
onazvi
chiit
a
herenhai
.Youv er
ywel lknowthatl
l
ovey ou..Neny
ayay aNtombi
akangondisi
mudziramhepodai sooo
tat
ovenemwana.

Ndakasekandikat
iudream t
oo
muchany wayregandi
pindai
nmy
shi
fthanziur
imushif
tyakoiy
oyo
thi
nkaboutme.
Musi kanawandai shandanay e
akanditiheeevasikanay ouare
blessed.Tal ki
ngt oChr ispanoti
no
mur warir
ahaambot icheukeisu
anongokumhor esachet e
nekukuudzaz vekuitazvatopera.

Ndakasekandikat
ikumurwar
ir
a
kkkkkkaaaat
ipeimaseri
oushanzi
heisadudeshaaahandsomey ese
i
ya.

Vasikanahobhovanoedzakumu
akit
irahaat
ombocheuka.Taito
fungakutii
ngochanikaaai
suunti
l
t
odayt
amuonaachi
taur
anewe.

Wassurpr
isedhangui
nikut
iayi
kaka
kunevamwevanotomushai
rahope
Kir
isi
uyu.

Takagar adzi
nenge6mont hsChr
is
achingoimbasongy akeyekut
i
anondidaiyoy
o..Aaaakananemiwo
ndinindadi
izvangu.

Handinamurumekaaai nii
kozvino
handimboi
tezvechikr
istunet
sika
Eugeneakafandisi
nakana
kumboooooooooomaizi v
azvema
zi
tandozv
inei
.

Ndosvi
kepikondisi
nawanguinini
ndai
tofungazvangundiri
kumba
i
mweweekend.Ndi kat
ibutNtombi
anodakutij
air
ir
akundirover
amunhu
wekumushakwedushuwa.

HayiwaChrisisnotabadguyaf t
er
all
inindi
ngarambiremumwemunhu
kutyi
swanemumwemunhu.
Bhurati
shi
tit
umasaskot ungadekut
i
tor
eravakomanav ekumusha.

I
m goi
ngt
ogi
veChr
isachancenow
thatj
ust
icehasbeensav
edf or
Eugenewangu.Yaaandi
ni ndadi
i
i
zvangumhoti
ndiner
oparinomhanya
.

Ndakabvandai
ti
rwabirthday
surpr
isenanaKudzinaTheresa.
Takafarazv
eduChr i
swasnotthere
ayi
tianot
yaKudzikkkkkk .

Ndakamuf oner
akutiawuy
eakati
anotyaKudzi
.Ndakamusekadai
ai
zivakuti
ndait
odakumuudzakuti
ndakudawokwetezvakezvekut
ya
Kudzi
izv
o.

ApaKudzi ayit
ombonditi
heisagood
guymai ni
ni.Ndakazof
onerwana
Vict
orkkkkkuy uwouyunephoneya
Muny ar
adzi.

HanziMunyaradziari
kudakuimba
asiari
kunyar
andakasekazvangu.
Ndikazot
auranaMuny ar
adziii
i
ndandanenguvandisi
ngataur
enaye.
Vict
orndiy
eay i
fonapadikipadi
kiot
i
makadii
koImanijustchecki
ngon
you.Aaaadaindaisazivamusikana
wakendait
ipamweakundi da.

Kungot i
Mat hsdzaVict
orhadzi
nzwisisi
kebodo.Afterbir
thday
ndakazof onerwanaKudzihanzi
maininiasimanyeperaMuny ar
adzi
kuti
mukur war
a.

Ndikat
iaaawhywil
lldosuchat hi
ng.
Hanziandif
oneraachi
tiseit
isi
nawo
kumuudzakutimur
ikurwaraaaa
ndakasekandi
kat
i.

Whatmakeshimthi
nkkuti
ndi
kur
warai
ngandai
taur
anayemusi
unoonmybir
thday.

Achi
ndi
tihappybir
thdayhanzi
hamenosakapamwemupf anha
wakezvesure.Asi
ndivobabavangu
kani
.

Vakai
takut
imui
temov
eoutmai
weeeendakasekandi katii
weKudzi
wazvitorepii
zvozvo.Muny ar
adzi
nenihatit
ombor i
nany ayadzaka
wandai suldntreall
yt al
ktohimini
.

Hanzi Vi
ctorndiyeanoswerera
kufonaachingotimakadi
ikolmani.
Youknow hi m angori
fanif
ani.Hanzi
naKudzi hooooay i
wabenzivhunza
rakanaka.

Zvi
nomuchai
tiaseinevanhuv
enyu
i
vavaMunyar
adzi,Chri
snaVictor
.
Pahuthr
eehwav
opanababav
angu
kaai
papa.

Ndakatoshami sikakut
izvaChri
s
azvi
zi
vakupi ndikazofungakut
i
Kudziayi
tihehasey esandears
ever
ywhere.

Ndakatihapanakanababavako
pavanhu3i v
avohanzihoooayi
wa
ti
chazokuvhunzaimakusvi
pa.Kkkk
nekutil
don'tunderst
andthemov i
ng
outamai
Ndakasekazvanguini
..
..
..
..
..
.Chr
is.
..
..
..
..
..
..

Whenyoufi
nall
ymeett her
ightone
f
oryou.Itsuddenl
ybecomescl ear
whyev
eryoneelsewassowr ong.

Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Hmmm Chr
isakut
o
pindamachenakaaauyu.Sor
ry
shortchapt
erndi
kubasakaa
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Neverwisht hem painthat
snotwho
youare.I
ftheycausey oupainthey
musthavepaininside,wishthem
heal
ingthatswhatt heyneed.

I
mani

TodayisFridayusual
lyFri
daywe
fi
nishworkna3.Munongozivawo
hozaFri
daymupel avhi
kikaaa.Chr
is
akandi
ticanltakey
ououttoday.
Wakavamur omomumwechet e
causelsti
ll
want edtotel
lhim.That
kananeniwondodawomhani .Sowas
supposedtogohomeandwear
somethingcomf ort
abl
ekaaand
kusi
yabagr ekubasaandstuff
.

Usuall
ykanandiri
kubasandi
noi
sa
myphoneonsi l
ent.Sothi
sdays
ndakakanganwakubvi
sapasil
ent
kubvamakuseni.

Ndakat
oendakumbaChr
isakandi
siy
apagatehewasgoingtopi ckme
aft
er20or30minutes.Ndakato
gezaandchangei
ntosomethingfor
theoccasi
onkaaa.

Yooollookinthemir
rorandsay
waaall
mani youar
ebeautif
ul,God'
s
masterpeacenomat terwhatnever
l
oseurcrown.Youdeser v
et obe
happycheri
shedandloved.

OfcourseyoursoulmateEugenei s
gone.OnlyGodknowswhybutl ife
goeson.Goandt el
ltheChr
ishow
youfeelhausi
sist
erveRomaiwewe.
Eheeekaaay ouneedt ocomplement
yoursel
f,varandakadziv
ashe
nevarandar
umedontwai tf
or
someonet ocompl ementy ou.

Ukamirir
akuudzwanevanhupeopl
e
arefuntodaytheysayyouare
beauti
fultomorr
ow theysay
hayi
wawozv ipi
ko.

Buti
fyoutell
your
sel
fwhoy ouarein
aposit
ivewaynoopposionwill
pull
urcr
owndown.Mozot i
lmani ayi
it
a
zv
aChr
isasi
ngat
iudzewohupeny
u.

Ndakabudandakachenanekast ep
kemunhuari
kudakupindamurudo
kaaanhai
.Ndir
ipagat
eChr i
sakabva
asvi
kanemotayakeachit
ondit
ari
sa
nezi
sorer
uchiva.

Ndichit
inemoy odon'
twor r
yl wi
l
l be
al
lyourst oday.Hanziwaalwaka
chenalmani kui
taamaiChri
sjunior
chaivo.
Ndisat
indadair
amot ay
aKudzi
yakabvayasvi
kawopagat e.Hanzina
Chrisnotagain Kudzii
ii.Ndakat
o
shayakutiKudzikuuyakumbanguv a
i
nokwakanakaher e

CauseKudziay ipedzabasana8pm
especi
all
ymaFr iday's.Ther
emust
besomethingwr ongl hopemy
motherisfineorvanamhamha
DorcasandDorothy.
Orv anat
etemozivamyhappymood
droppedtozerondakutotyabad
news.Kudziakabvaaburukamumot a
makey angainebl
ackt i
nted
windowszv ekut
ihauonezv i
rimukat
i.

Hanzimaiweemai weekuchenahere
ukuamai vangu.Achi
ndihuggerapa
hanayanguy angayakut
orovamaz i
so
azaramisodzidon'tknowwhy
ndakangofungakutisomethi
ngi s
wrong.

Fi
roy
aEugenendi
yoyakangouya
mumusor
omangu.HanzinaKudzi
hezvokomuri
kudeder
akudai
nei
hanakurov
akudai
.

Achindihuggert
ightChrisakaramba
akami r
apamot ayakeakangotari
sa
evenhismoodwasdr oppedt ozer
o
al
so.Angaangot izi
iiv
eleagara
anotyaKudziaft
erthatinci
dentya
Ntombii ya.

Buthaanazvaakamboit
wanaKudzi
i
nfactKudziayi
tomufar
iraChri
s.
HanzinaKudzisorr
yChrisamai
vangundovadaavahow arey
oumy
man.

Akadair
ahakeChr i
shanzi komanini
phoney eny
uy aitaseikubvakuseni
musingadairefone.Thought
somethingbadhappenedt oyou
ndabvi
rakufonakuseni .Even
mhamhaTher esanemur oora
wenyu.Ichi
ngor ir
asendi ng
messagesnor esponse.

Sendmyguy stopi
cyouupkubasa
kwenyuzvikanzi
maenda.Landli
ne
yekubasakwenyuwasnotgetti
ng
t
hrough.

Ndikat
iaaalandli
nesincel
astweek
haasikui
taachagadzir
waMonday .
Hanzilm sor
ryl her
dtocomehere
andruinyourplans.

Ndikatisorr
ymyphonei sonsilent
ndakanganwakuibv
isapasi
lent.
Hanzi aaalwoul
dn'
thavetocome
hereifyourphonewasworking.

Any
way someonecamendat
i
haangaendeasinakukuonai
.Maizo
ndit
samwirahehadsuggestedto
seeyousomeot hert
imesondakati
regandi
notari
sakumbakwav oi
f
sheisnott
herethensomeot her
ti
me.

Ndakatoshayakutindi
yaniiyey
e
hanzinaKudziitsasurpr
isemai ni
ni.
Nextti
medon' trui
nesurprises
musingabvisephonepasilent.

Endaikumotaukuiy
aakabv aasar
a
achi
taur
anaChrishanziphone
i
nokanganwakusi
iwair
ipasilentkut
i
zv
idi
i
ko.

Ndakasvi
kovhuradoorremot
a
kwakuonaMunyaradziayi
naMumu.
ApaMumuakabv aatimhamhalmani
achi
tondi
mhanyir
a....

Ndakangot
iMumuhesi babywangu
awuuuu.Muny
aradzindobv a
abur
ukamumot anetheot herdoor
.

Ndi
kat
ihi
eMuny
aradzindi
chi
tomu
huggerhanzihi
elmani
.Longt
ime
ndi
katihaal
ongtimezvesur
eMumu
angaakutobatabat
amusorowangu.

Takazonomirapangapana
Muny ar
adzinaChri
s.Mumuachi ngo
batabatamyhandbag.Vaka
mhoresanaChri
snaMuny aradzi
.

Ndaidakupaintr
oductionkaandikat
i
Chri
st hi
sisMunyaradzimybr..
..
.
Kudzi abvaat
iChri
sist hemanager
kubasakwamhamhal mani .
AkatarisaMunyaradzihanzi
Muny aradzii
safami l
yf ri
endwho
hel
pedustocatcht
hecul
pri
tst
hat
ki
ll
edEugene.

Akat
ari
saChrishaaazvakaomakuit
a
mwanaanengeKudzi.Hanzi Mumu
uyumunin,
i
nawaMuny ar adzimi
ni
Munyar
adzi.

Akarer
wanamai v
angukubvaari
muchechesotheyhaveabonda
ser
iousone.Anotimhamhakuna
amai v
angu.

Kkkkkzvakaomamufungelwasjust
st
andingtherel
ikeast
atuemufunge
wassonesor
tofwei
rdtot
oti
kaa
okwadhi
momentchai
yo.

MyplansandChr i
swer eambushed
now.Hapanakwandaiendandichi
siy
a
Mumuat ondionakudaihaambo
bvumikusar
a.

Muny aradziwasj ustquietzv

akese
asipondozv andangandakamuj ai
ra
ariayingot ar
isaChris.I
yewoChri
s
achimut ar
isawo.
Kudzindiyeakazot
isorr
yguysfor
rui
ningurplansl seekuti
manga
munemapl ansifamaivanguava
wasanswer ingherphonedaipasi
na
zveseizv
i.

Dai MunyaradziayendanaMumu
vasinakumuonay aizoi
tahondo
yemi ndachaiy
o.Haaasurendait
ozo
tsamwakut ivaendaseinaMumu
ndisinakumuona.

Ndakazot
ikunaChr
isl
m sor
rywe
cangosomeot hert
ime.Akatiok
noprobl
em hanzi
naKudziwecango
andhavedi
nnerkumbateset
akadai.

MhamhaTher esaandmakoti
are
cooki
ngast orm kumbauko.Chris
youarewelcomel et
sgo.Ndaida
kunokwir
amumot amaChri
sna
Mumukut iasafil
eoutofpl
ace.

Akati
ay i
ri
dzamhereMumukkkkaaa
ndozvaanoi
takanaasi
ngafari
re
munhu.Anor i
dzamherekunge
ayi
swamasv osveanoruma
muhembe.
Chri
snaKudziv
akatovhundukakut
i
mwanaayi
tasei
ko.I
ninaMuny ar
adzi
tai
muzi
vahunhuhwakeMumu.

Hanzi
naMunyaradzihaaI
maniy
ou
cangowit
hKudzinaMumu.Icango
wit
hChri
smumot amake.

Akabvaanyar
arahanzinaKudziiwe
Mumuhat i
dimunhuanoramba
kupi
ndamumot ayefri
endship
managerwamai vangunhaika.
Tichakurovakasoroikaki
hat
idi
racism aaa.NdakasekaMuny ar
adzi
akanopindamumot amaChr i
s.

HanziKudzi
gorer inotanga
tamumotati
chaoner er
azv eduisu.
SakamupfanhaVi ctorhaasikudawo
anengeakusoteramukomanowi t
s
Chri
sandMuny ar
adzi.

Muchasarudzaupikoipapauyuwo
Mumuakat igar
aimur i2ikoko.
NdakasekandikatiMunyaradziis
moreli
keabr othertome.Hat i
na
nyay
abesidesanozi v
akut ill
ove
Mumu.

Hanzisakamotiangobvaku
Zimbabwekuuy akuzokurat
idzai
Mumuher e.Ti
peiwomaser i
ous
amai v
angu.Apamangamuchi da
kuti
ChrisMunyaradzii
smybr other
.

Imihandi
nasekuruvakadaroiniv
ana
sekur
uv angundi
navo4 Pr ince,
Romeo,JeanandSean.Ambuy a
Chengetohavanakumbozv ar
a
mwanamukomanazv ekut
ihanzi
Munyaradzii
smybr other.
Kkkkkndakasekazv aKudzi hanzi
ndosakandakukat aimutadzise
munhukusv i
tsashokonekumut imy
brother.Muchidakumuv harir
a
panzendakazot i
iweKudzi unombo
zi
v akuti
ndi
rimai vakoherei wewe.

Hanziehekanamai vakudakutsv
aga
hukamahusipondotandabotso
hanguasindaaaaa.Hanzisaka
muchazvifambisaseiChri
sna
Munyaradzi.

I
nini
wol
m soconf
usedkut
indoda
babavapiChr
ismunhuaribhoo
Munyaradzimunhuar
ibhoo.

Ndi
katiobviousl
ywear eanit
ermi
ni
naChri
s.Kudzi akasekahanzi
hamusimaimbomur ambapayaher
e
i
mi amaivangu.

Nhasimakudandikat
iaaandaichema
kaaEugenenowt hatj
usti
cei s
savedlmfree.Hanzifr
eedom free
aresurey
ouar ef
ree2guysgood
oncefort
hatmatteraft
ery ou.
Munyaradziwenyuuyohaasisi
riuy
a
wandakasiyakumushatasungi
sa
vanakule.Wandaonanhasiuyu
awuyanemaz i
rudowekufonakuti
marwarapaya.

Takasvi
kakumbaKudzi achi
ngo
ndi
tenderedzamusor
o.But
Munyaradzichai
yekudaini
nihay
iwa.

Takasvi
kakumbakwakudzi t
ikady
a
heduMumuay isadakusi
yananeni.
HanzinaTheresav akomakouy u
Chri
sndeupikondi kamuudza.Hanzi
hothotbtzisor
aangaachi
pa
Muny ar
adzihar
inakumi
rafi
nepa
tabl
epay a.

Iy
eMuny ar
adzikutochilazvakekana
pressur
el l
i
kehiscoolness.Ndikati
heissinglehanzinaTheresawoo
woowoo.Ndat illi
kehiscoolnothis
singl
eness nhaiJesov anhuvaye
vatanga.

NdakasekaTheresawoouy undi
kati
munhuaribhoohanziayiway
outoo
youaresi
ngleyouneedami rr
or.
Chri
shaanakat hatkanaMunyar
adzi
.
Ndikatikathatkeyii
bvapohanzika
coolnesskaakkkkzi sorakepana
Muny aradziisnotcool.

Huyaimudongor er
enepadoorakat
o
mupazi sor ekuhondo.Kkkkndakat
i
hayiwabv apar egandi
sukendi
ro
hanzimur ikutizamasingl
e
fr
iendshipeny u.

Makotiakabv
aapindamuki t
chen
hanzi
aaamai ni
nikoChri
s
mamuwanakupi ko.Ndi
katiheisthe
managerkuPamami lkhanzisaka
manageranoendakunodyakumba
kwemajuniorkudinner
.

Helooksdistur
bednepr esenceya
Munyaradzi
.Ndikatiwewer egoi
ng
outpasvi
kaweny umurumeKudzi
andrui
neeveryt
hing.

Hanzihandi
timangamusi r
ikubata
phonendimubairowekusadaira
phone.Ndakazodai
dzwaMuny ar
adzi
akuonekakunir
arakumbakwe
cousi
ny ake.Mumuakar amba
kuendanayendikat
idon'tworry
ndosaranaye.
Kudziakazoper ekedzaMuny ar
adzi
ndobvaChrisanzi ndodzokamanje
manjenaKudz i.Akabvaatihaanaye
akuendawot hanksf ort
hedinner.

Mumuakazengear arandaka
perekedzaChriskumot ahanzilmani.
Whoi st hatMunyaradziguy.Ndikat
i
i
ngaKudzi at
auraheisafami l
y
fr
iend.

Hanzit
hatguylovesy oul
manilsee
l
oveinhiseyes.Shouldlbeworri
ed
aboutyourfamil
yf r
iendi
yoyo.
Ndi
katiChr
isi
tsnotl
i
key
ouandme
adat
ing.

Hanzi butlmv er
ysur etodayyou
weregoi ngt osayy estomedai
taendat othatdate.Ndikatiwhat
makesy ousosurel wasgoingto
sayy es.
Hanzi
lat
elybeenwat
chi
ngy
ou
l
mani.

Pleaselmanidon'
tbreakmyhear t
becauseofthatf
amil
yf ri
endofurs
pl
ease.Ndikat
iChri
spl easeyou
don'tev
enknowMunyaradzi.
Hanzildon'
tknowhi m butthatguy
l
ovesy ou.Hausiikungodahako
kubvumahaaat odaylmr uinedinga
Mwar iv
angavakuwunzav ega
kwandir
iwani.Whenl wast ry
ingto
getoveryou.

Ndi kat
iChr ispl
easegohomey ou
arewor ri
edandupsetaboutso
manyt hingszvisi
po.Hanzi any
way
sleepwel ll
maniatleastletsgoand
talkndikatinhasil
m sleepinghere
Mumuanozonet saakamukaakandi
shaya.Hanzjfi
nel
mani mybedai
ndangandakasi
rakuuyakuzo
kupi
ckerpasinazvesei
zvi
.

Any waythanksakabv aay endal f

elt
badmuf unge.Dai ndangandi si
nawo
kuisaphoney angupasilent.Mwana
wev anhuangaaisawoef fortyake
yesemuf unge.Hef el
ttr
appedl wil
l
makei tuptohim.

Heisjustworr
iedfornothinghandi
dananenaMuny ar
adziini.Hatit
ori
na
nyayaevenpaphoneingori hi
ehie
zvat
oper a.
Whyishet hr
eat
enednaMuny ar
adzi
nhaiv
eduwe.Ndakat ozopinda
mumbandat oveneconfusion.
Hanzinamakotikochi
imapusapusa
ndi
katihaatr
oubleinpar
adisebtwil
l
sorti
tout.

Hanziyoubet t
erdobecauset hat
sulki
ngf aceisnotfunatall
.Takazo
rar
ahedundi kafoneraSierra
ndichi
timaitabasamat umir
amwana
komanakunohanzi t
akat
iregai
vauyenabhudhi vachovai
tivat
umwa
nababav avokuzotengamishonga
y
emombeZi mbabweyedumongo
i
zi
vawopakushayazv
inhu.

Takaswer ahedunaMumuSunday
akazotorwanaMunyaradzi
ndi
kanzi
naKudzi handei
munoonakurikur
ara
Muny aradzi
.

Kkkkndikatihaanohanzina
Muny ar
adzicomeonl manikkkk
ndaidakusekandikati
ehoyitoenda
kwacho.Hansi naKudzisweet
tongueyaMuny aradzimainzwaa
wookaa.
Takasekat
ese.
..
..
..
..
..
Sometimesyouhavetoleav
e,not
foregobutf
orsel
frespect

Tar
ilov
esy ou.Muny
aradziand
Chr
is...
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ial
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n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

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er29

Peoplewillnoti
cet hechangein
youratt
it
udet owardsthem.But
won'tnoti
cet hei
rbehav i
orthat
madey
ou change.

Imani t
akazoendahedunaKudzi
kuperekedzaMuny ar
adzikumba
kwecousi ny ake.Kwaair
arawe
welcomedzv akanakanakaayi
nzi
mwanawemuni n,
inawamaiva
Muny aradzi
.

Sakayait
ovehanzvadziyakezvake
ayi
garaega.Handinahangu
kuvhunzazvakawandawandabt
ayi
tovenekalif
ekakekaribhoo.
Phoneyanguyakarir
andikabva
ndaendakunodairapanzezvangui t
wasChr i
s.Hanzindeiplmanindikat
i
ndi
ribhoohanzii
riseiSundayy ako
waendakuchurchher e.

Ndozokumirir
aafterchur
chndi kat
i
haaanhasihandi
nandaperekedza
MumunaMuny aradzikumbakwe
cousi
ny akendinaKudzi.
NdokuonaMondaykubasadon' t
t
hinkwillcometomyhouset oday.
Hanzimakutoit
azvekuendakwana
Munyaradzi.

Ndikatihaaaishanjehereidzi
kutongoper ekedzawozv angu
otherwisehapanai ri
po.Hanzi kana
pasinairi
powazoender eiadii
i
kuperekedzwanaKudzi l
ike
yesterday.

Ndikatihezvohezvowecomeal ong
naMuny ar
adziuyaufungesaka
handingangomui t
asemunhuwo
zvake.Ndakatoshay
akutiChr
is
probl
em yakenaMuny ar
adzindey
ei
nhaiJeso.

Hanzifamil
yf r
iendyakoiyoyoismy
thr
eataaandakakat aphoney angu
zvanguini
.Kanapanechi nhuchanda
kavengapasinekudengakutongwa
nemumwemunhuasi ribabavangu
kanamai vangu.

Yooondakaitamukomanaonei ni
Eugenehewoul dletmebendaingo
wir
irananaMunyaradzivakat
o
pedzisi
raat
ovemaf ri
endsna
Eugene.

Ndakataphoney anguayi
fona
ndi
chikat
ai ni
nditadzezv
angukuf
ara
nemunhuf amilyfri
endnekudakwa
Chri
sy owe.

NdapedzerananayeMondayndaka
pedzi
sir
andadzimaphoneyangu.
TakaswerahedukwanaMuny ar
adzi
cousi
ny akeainzi
Mara.

Theresaakazondifoner
apaphone
yaKudzihanziChri
sar ikunokumba
hanzisor
ry.Ndikat
i muudzekuti
ndomuonaMondayfornowdon'
t
wanttotal
k.Hanzi
hezvokwaka
nakazvako.

Ndikat
iehekwakanakahanzi
todzoka
tot
yakaaakanamamanager
akukut
everai
achi
tisor
rymadzima
maphoneeny u.

Ndikatihayi
wazv angu.Hanzi bye
usazoudzakaaMuny aradzikuti
Chrisarikuno.Ndikatiuchit
iambori
nebasa nazvoher ehei sgoodat
mindinghisbusiness.
Hanzi i
yoyoi
zvokwadindokathat
kasinaChri
sikakochetepeopleare
dif
ferent
.Ndikati
trut
hipapov er
y
dif
ferent
.Ndakazot i
byeTheresa
ndakupindamumba.

Mozivakanaurimunhuanoda
runy
arar
orwakeukav hi
ri
ngwa
unotombotay
ikasoo.

Ndakabv
andatizi
iindakutogayakut
i
Chri
swhyasi
rikunzwisisaofcour
se
zvi
nobhowakut i
urikudakuendafor
adatewobv awakangani
swa.But
kokuzodakutongaukui
nindi
sat
i
ndatiyes.

Ndangandatovemuny i
kay angu
ndega.Munyaradzindiyeakazoti
areufinel
maniwhat'swr ong.
Ndikat
iaaal mfinehanziy oulook
worri
ed.

Feelfr
eeMaraisaf
reeperson.
Akazot
isorr
yhakotakakanganisa
urpl
ans.Kungot
iKudzindanga
ndamutit
ozokuonasomeot her
t
ime.

Akat
iwai zotsamwakuti
ndaenda
naMUmuusi nakumuona.Ndikat
i
haazvesurendaizot
samwa.

Haadon'tworryabouti
twasa
fr
iendl
youtnobi gdeal
.Hanzi
isi
t
ndikat
iyaahanzil
evenapol
ogi
zeto
Christi
rimumota.

Akabvaatonyar
arazvake
Munyaradzihaanakumboti
Chr
is
zvi
kazodaiherchi
i
ichi
i.Takazo
onekahedunaKudzivait
ivai
zokwi
ra
ndegena7pm.

Hanzi
kufambanebhazinemwana
ma1.Mumut akamusiyaakarar
a.
Mhenokanaakazondit
svaga.

Mondayndakasv i
kapatabl
epangu
panemaruvafr
om Chrisanga
akanzi
sorr
ylmani.Ndakatorandi
ka
maisapat
ablepangundi
katanga
kui
tabasahangu.
PalunchndipopandakazoonaChr
is
akauyakucanteenkwandangandi
ri
.
Hanzindei
plmanidi
dy ougetyour
fl
owers.

Ndikatiyest hankshanzil
m sorr
y
forwhatl sai
dabouturf amil
y
fri
end.Ndi kat
ianonziMuny ar
adzi
anezitahanzioksor r
yabout
Muny aradzindikat
igood.

Muny
aradziuy
euyekaawecomea
l
onglongway.Ev
enEugenechai
ye
ndait
odanananay eachi
tozivakuti
kunaMuny ar
adziakatondi
roor
a
Muny ar
adziari
potheywhereeven
fr
iends.

Idon'
texpectyout obef r
iendswit
h
him.Ndikat
iatleastrespecthim
don'
ttal
kabouthi my oudidn't
know hi
m.

Plusinini
lm afr
eespi r
iti
zvi
zvekuit
akungendakutongwahmmm
.I
tsIt
snotgoodf ormyspi r
it
ndinodarunyar
arochaizvo
muhupeny uhwangu.
Youcanordermear oundpano
pabasaasyouarethemanager .I
underst
andthatbutkanandir
i
kumbakwedunehamadzangu
ther
eisaboundarynhaika.

Hanzisor
ryhakolmanilwon'ttal
k
aboutMunyaradzi
.Ndi
katigood
akabvaandi
tenger
adri
nkndikanwa
hangu.

WeekrakaperaKudziakandi
ti
mai
nini
Mar aanebi
rthdaypart
y
cousi
ny aMuny aradz iweareinvit
ed.
Sakandakatil
m av ai
labl
ehet oldme
i
riThur
sdayFr i
dayChr i
sakati can
wegooutonSat urdayndikatisorry
hakoMar acousi
ny aMunyaradzi
anebir
thdaypartywear ei
nvited.

Ndangandatot
iyesbutwecango
t
ogetherify
oudon'tmi nd.Akat
i
t
heyi nv
iteyounotmesoucango.

Ndikatii
ribhoo.Takaendaheduku
Partyisukwangakwakat ozar
ama
workmatesaMar aaaatai
to
nakidzwaheduv anotamba
vachi
tambaTher
esandi
yezvake
ayi
zvibay
anekut
ambaal
leyeswher
e
onher.

Haaainizv
ekutambahandi
togoni
ndakat
omhany amhanyakupa
vanhufoodzvangu.
Ndopakazosv
ikaMuny
aradzina
Vi
ctornaMumu.

Muny ar
adziayi
todri
vermotay a
Marawassur pr
isedkuti
whats
happening.Mumukungondi ona
akandimhanyir
ahanziwakandit
iza
ndakar
ara.

Marandiyeakazotihav
anakuzoenda
vai
miri
rabi
rthdayrangu.Vict
or
akangosvi
kanekundipazihugrekut
i
ndakat
oshay akut
ikondei
pikoiy
i.

Hanzichi
shuwochekukuonamudiki
kanikani
.Hanzi
naMuny ar
adzi
endezvakaomahazvo.
I
yeVictorhanzidiraimvuramukoma.
How arey oulmani ndobvanda
hagwakechi 2hanziisuvamwehedu
hati
nyaretoExpresshowwef eel
.
Sezvi
noitavamwev ati
noziv
a.
Ndakasekahanzi mhamhav ati
ndikupethi
spr esentyaiv
ey aka
repwai nabox.Memi neist
hisone
fory ourbel
atedbi r
thdaythisonei
s
from Daddy.

Thisoneisfr
om Muny aradziand
Mumu.Ndakasekandi katiko
Munyaradziwakadi
i
.kundipapresent
yangul
astweek.

Hanzimaxi
mum l f
orgoti
tku
Zi
mbabwendai ti
ndozokupapauno
uya.Ndi
kat
iusazodarour
imunhu
wekuzi
vai
wewe.

Thankszv akoVict
orhanzi my
gerof
urenzialsobuyyout his.Kkkk
ndakafarazvangundikanoisa
mumot amaKudzi ndaizonovhuri
ra
kumba.

AkazopaMaramapr esentsnesu
ti
kamupaeduv akazengev avekurov
majai
vhinaTheresandakagar a
hangundichi
onaKudzi ayigocha
nyamapanzenaMuny aradzi.
Ndobvadz i
mweboy sdzakunwa
dor
oTher esaaVictorndanga
ndi
sisasavaonemushemut ambi
ro
wavait
a.Hmmmm panengepanga
pai
tachemistry
.

HanzinaMuny aradz
iuri
kuona
zvandir
ikuonawoherendi
kat
il
thoughtlwast heonl
yone.

Takazengetakut
auraheduny
ayana
Muny ar
adzitakagaranaMumu
vamwev ainwadoronekut
amba.
Chr
isakabv
aasv
ikawo.
..
..
..
..
.

Looki
nthemi r
rort
hat
'sur
compet
it
ion.

Taril
ovesyou.Vi
ctornaTher
esa
kuchi
rikut
ambakwegahere.

Dat
arangurangaraper
acardrangu
kut
orambakutengaair
ti
meoneof
myfunsabv
aandi t
engerazv
ake
ai
rt
ime
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ial
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n(l
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adi
t
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er30
oneregreti
fdy
ingf
orsomeonewas
I
’dhadthecour
agetol
iv
e
al
ifetr
uetomy sel
f,nott
hel
i
fe
ot
hersexpect
edofme. ”
I
fy oufeell
ikeyouhavebeen
abandoningyourselfl
atel
y,i
tshi
gh
ti
mey oustarttakingcareof
yoursel
f.

Chr
is

Ndakar
ambazv
angukuendakupar
ty
y
aMar ahamayaMunyar
adzifamil
y
f
ri
end.Musazoudzelmanikuti
ndati
f
amil
yf r
iendndi
ngaudzwekocash
t
alkanengeanayowoouyu.

Ndaimuonaasasof tquietperson
kaainiusuallyKudzi ndi
yeanowanzo
i
taparadingkaaa.Zv i
no
ndakaidzi
swahanzi zv emunhuanoda
kundiudzirazvekuit
andi r
ikumba
kwedundi sir
ipabasaasi riamai
vangunababav angubodo.
Kudzi
chaiy
emwanawat
etev
angu
wandi
garanay
emumbamake
achi
ndi chenget
awouldrespectme
andletmebe.Yaaanehnev er
underesti
mat ea qui
etperson.

Anywayndakakumbi r
afor
giv
eness
butdeepdownt hatf
amil
yfri
endis
mythreat.Thewayhewassocool
sokaaev enmakesmehaveshiv
ers
tomybr ai
n.

Iwassosur et
hatdaywewher e
dist
urbedt
ichi
dakuendakudate
Imaniwasgonnasayy es.Cause
l
atel
yshehasbeenrespondi
ngto
mymessagesbef
orendaizodai
rwa
af
ter2day
skanakusatodair
wa.

Akaonami ssedcal
langushewas
evenret
urningthem .Eventextme
fi
rstwhi
chwasshowi ngt hatshe
wasopeningherhear tf
orme.

Musiwandakanomudr opperkuti
ayi
tefr
eshenupl wassosur ekuti
ndadi
wa.Ndai t
ovenekamuni n,
ina
kangukachi
tiur
ikunonokauchaona
dzamir
anemhur u.
Apandai
toger
andebv
udzangu
achindi
tikasi
kaiweunowanaMana
(lmani)achinj
apfungwalhavea
feel
ingthatsomethingisgoi
ngton
dist
urby ou.

Chiendandakazomut i
something
l
ikewhat?Dontbeasupper sti
on
mhani iwe.Hanzii
wel tol
dyou
beforeaboutNt ombikuti
katswindi
rakakoakaaahakait
e.
Ndikat
ithi
sisdif
fer
entthi
slmani
hanziheyanonokauchi
ger
andebvu
i
dzodzo.
Ndakazobudandamutisangoma
ti
chatokut
enger
airet
somushoper a
mushenengundu.Hanzihaachinono
chonengwemhanibererakady
ar i
chi
famba.

Surewoooodai ndakakasikaKudzi
asvi
katatoendamuf ungelalways
thi
nkkutidaindakakasikathatdai
zvai
taur
wanemupf anhawangu
Charl
es.

Butanywayithappened.Manj
elwas
l
ookingforwar
df orthi
sweekend
thenboom Maracousinwhat,what
waMuny
aradzibi
rt
hdaypar
ty.

Ndakasvot
wabutaf terthatl
ectur
e
ndakat
yakutaur
isakomadam v acho
vanecasht
alkkaa.Ndakangotiok
youcangowewi llgonextti
me.

Hanzi wecangot ogetherhay

iwa
zvangundi noit
eiikokokuHamay a
Muny aradzimyt hreatndakaj
amuka
ndikatiyoutheonei nvi
tednotme.
.

Ndai
tikaaachat
ihaaaokl
m not
goi
ngt oendazv
eduoutmeandy ou.
I
ttur
nsoutshedi dn'
tcar
ehanziok.
Atopedzahakemwanawev anhu.

Ndakaendakumbandi kasvikandaka
suwahanzi naCharleskowhat sapp
withalongf ace.Ndikatibull
apparentl
ylmani i
sgoi ngtoa
bir
thdaypar t
yy ehama
yaMuny ar
adzi.

HanzinaChalear
eyounotinv
ited
ndi
katishesai
dlcomewithbuynah
nahndarambawhatwil
llbedoing
nehamadzef
ami
l
yfr
iend.

Hanzi youseethat
swhereyougetit
al
lwr ongy oushoul
dhav egonewit
h
her.Kwetezvakozvekuda
kushandisamaemot i
onsiweuchida
babie.

Howdoy ouknowpamwe
Muny aradziwachoarikoizv
ozvi.
Thinkofitifheisther
elmani ar
iega
obviouslytheyarebondingiweuri
pano.

Ndakangopi
ndamushowerndi
ka
gezaandaskTheresaforlocati
on.
Shewasn'
tsti
ngywi thdir
ections
kanakumbovhunzakutizvai
tasei.

Andlwentt her
ehanzinaCharl
es
ukasv
ikaikokoplaycool
ukait
akunge
munhuady apepesoupy ekuNiger
ia
unozvir
uza.

Kudzi
kamabr eat
hinandout.
Ndakasvi
kahangumushemushe
ndi
kavhuri
rwagatenaMar awachi
ndi
chi
tilt
alkedtoTheresalm
l
mani,
sfri
end.
Hanzihaathemor et hemer
ri
eranga
akatosunungukahakeMar awacho.
Ndakasv i
kandichitari
sakut
ilmani
ari
pivanaKudzivainwadoropanze
neri
mweboy s.

NdakabvandanzinaMaramunonwa
chi
indikat
isavannair
ibhoof ornow
ndobvandapihwabodhoro.Theresa
handi
nakumuona.

Ndakudakut
oendakunanaKudzi
ndi
popandakat
ar i
sakuveranda
kwakuonaMunyaradzinebaby
MumunaI mani
v akagar
akungebaba
namainemwanawav
ovachi
taur
a
nyay
av ar
i2.

Hmmmm guy sndakanzwakur wadza

ndikaf
ambisakuendaikoko.Ndaida
kunodhonzaImanibutanothervoice
sai
dnaKudzi unor
ohwaukaf a
dzi
kama.

Ndakafambakuendaikokolmani
akazondi
onandakutosvi
kaakato
mhanyakunondihuggerhanzi
wagonawauyauwher emissi
ngal ot
.
Hanzimhi
ndur
ony oroidzor
a
kut
samwauribusykudakur at
idzi
ra
wotambi
rwanemuf ar
o.
Hanzihuy
ati
gareapanaMuny ar
adzi
naMumuuy akungondi
tibaaaakat
i
ayi
ri
dzamheremwana.

Hanzi naMunyar
adziohnoMumu
thi
si sChr
isurmhamhalmani,
s
fri
end.Dontbescaredakar
amba
achichemakusvi
kalmani
abvanay
e.

Ndi
kasar
anaMunyar
adzihanzi
hie
mymansorr
yaboutthatMumu
anoi
tawokungeweat heruy
u.
Anywayhowar ey ouv amwevese
var
ikunwir
anwi r
ai nininal
manit
isu
maposit
oripanoasi nganwe.

Ndikat
ihaaawhyusi
nganwehanzi
haaandakambozamadorobutrino
ndi
rambandopedzi
sir
andakur
utsa.

Sakabet
terkusiyananar
o.Ndi
kat
i
didyout
rysavannahanzihaai
dor
o
remabhebhindakaseka.

Aft
erall
Munyaradzii
snotathat
badbuti
tsi
tsonlybecausewelove
t
hesamegi r
lherewi
chi
sgoingt
o
makeitdi
ff
icul
tformeandhimt
obe
f
ri
ends.

Ndakagar
akudarolmani
akanga
aber
ekaMumuhamenomumwe
mukomanawhol ookedl
ike
Munyar
adziay
itambanaTheresa.

Akabv
aati
ndiyani
koiy
eyeamakwa
naMumuzvekudar
onhaiJeso.Akupa
basal
maniwangurekuber
eka
Mumu.
Hamenokutil
maniakatikudi
i
handi
nakuzvi
nzwandakav i
girwa
chi
kafunaMara.Muny ar
adziakati
Marathi
sislmani
,sfr
iendandal so
managerkubasakwalmani .

Christhi
sisMar amysi ster.I
mani
akazouy aaft
er30mi nsachi t
iMumu
arara.TakagarapayaVi ctorakazo
uyahanzi l
mani wakangogar ahuya
ndikutambireapaay i
todonzwa.
HanzinalmanihaaVict
ort
ambana
Theresaikokohanzi
haaal
wantt
o
tangopanewelmani.

HanzinMuny aradzithatsmy
youngerbrot
her .Victorakasi
ir
a
Mumundi kat
i whydidMumuhav eur
namei mimurivanav emunhuone
hanzihaaamypar entswher ecrazy
becauseakany anyakufanananeni
kaa.

Kkkvakamuzvaravachembera
ndosaka.Munyaradziakaenda
bathr
oom ndobvandasaranalmani
ndi
katilt
houghty ousaid
MunyaradziakaendanaMumu
hanzi
lasloalsothoughtsobthanzi
Maraakativamir
irebi
rthday
.

Ndikat
ihaunakumbondi udzawani
hanzil
ml supposet
or eporttoyou.
Ndikat
inoooobut.
..
..
..

Vict
orakabv aawuyaakagar
awo
hanzimur ikuwir
ir
anaherepano.
I
mani volumebhooher e.Hanzina
I
mani haabhoowenahanzi wherei
s
mybr ot
herl mani y
oumusttakecare
ofmybr other.
Handidikunzwakut iarasikaakaseka
l
mani hanziiv
osekur uv anendebv u
vanorasikakutivadii
i.Pamwear i
kutsv
agav asi
kanakuser i ukohanzi
naVictoruyav asikanav ei .

Hayi
waeeemymanhel pt hi
schickt
o
t
akegoodcareofmybr other.
Ndakangookbtndai
tosvotwamhani.

Munyar
adziakazonogaranaKudzi
ndof
ungaayit
ipaspacendi
kasar
a
nal
mani.Vi
ctorndobvaawuyawo
pat
angat
ir
ihanzi
ndakuchenget
a
l
mani.

HanzinaImani koTher
esakeehanzi
ararauyoanetanekuchukucha.
Kudziakazouyaakutimaini
nimoto
rarapanonaMar aiminaTheresa
adhakwauy u.Tozokutor
ai
mangwanamapedzakusuka.

MunyaradzinaVi ctormosarabhoo
nanamai vanguav a.HanzinaVi
ctor
mukazoonav akusvipasvi
pati
su.

Kudzi
akasekahanzi
ehoy
ibaba.Haa
Chri
swauyanguv ai
kondikangot
ia
whil
eago.Ndakasv otwanxaa
akusi
yalmaniachir
arapambapa
MaranaVictorayit
akungemur ume
walmanichesecheselmani t
his
l
mani t
hat.

Ndakasvikakumbandakasuwahanzi
naCharleshowwast hepartyMara
wachoakanakaher emy belcandate
her.Ndakamutichi
mbomi r
aizvozv
o
guesswhowast hereMuny ar
adzi.
HanzisaywhatnaCharl
es.Ndikati
ehehewastherendatosvi
ka
vakagar
avari2kungeamainababa.
Ndakambodakuitahondondazot
ya
Kudzindai
swerandapondwa
nekupi
hwaPl panalmani.

Manjel knowwhatt odokut ongo

miti
salmani ndokutindi
hwine.Hanzi
nCharlespaunengeuchi mumutisa
anengeakabatacr etyemazaizvi
ya.

Uchenjerekuzozvir
uzanekwawav a
kutambirakunonyudza.ndi
kat
idon't
wor r
yl wil
lputbl
uepil
linherj
uice
ti
rikwedutegaanotonzwakudaega
chotsva.
Hanziur
ikufungakut
imusikana
wekumushaher ewaunoit
ai zv
ozvo
fr
om whatl usaidusai
dlmani i
s
di
ffer
entfrom Ntombi
.

PlusmindyouKudzi
haseyesand
earsever
ywher
e.Unoputi
tswaiwe
haaandodi
ikoi
ni.

HanzinaCharlesbey oursel
fdon't
beinacompet it
ion.Haaabemy sel
f
kudi
ikolneedtodosomet hi
ngfast
kwetebemy self
.
Anywaylknow whatt
odo.
..
..
..
..
..
.l
shoul
dhavedonei
tkupar
tyuko..
..
..
..

Weimagi
netheworst,
ifyouare
goi
ngtouseyourimaginat
ion
i
maginegoodt
hingshappening.

Tar
ilov
esy ouChri
sknowswhatt o
do..
.lwonderwhati
tis.
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makemoneyandenj oyursingl
e
l
ifeinpeace.Nobodyhasev erdied
fr
om bei ngsi ngl
e,butsomany
havedi edforbeingwi t
hthewrong
person.Li f
eistoshorttobewasti
ng
yourti
mewi ththewrongper
son.

Muny
aradzi
Ndakai t
azvanguti
mendichifunga
nezvalmanihowl wil
ltel
lherhowl
feelabouther.Wewherenotthat
closezvekut
iitwi
l
lbeeasytosayit.

Ndaingomutihiepaappthatsit.
NdakazotumwanaMudhar wkuno
tengamishongayemombedzav oku
SAv ait
iiv
opassportyavoyaka
exipi
rehai
satiy
abuda.Vi
ctorwas
theoneangaatumwakatangakuipa
maexcuses.Hanzi
tumai
Muny
aradzi.

Mhamhav akabvav adair

ir
awopav aka
tsonywanaVi ct
or .Tabudahanzi i
we
thatstheoppor tunit
yf oryoutosee
l
mani .Hindav awakar aranebreast
mumukanwai we.Unombozi vakuti
l
mani aripamar kether eiwewe.
Ndikatihaaai ni
zv i
kaitakungezvene
compet i
tionmukat i.

Handsoffhanditozv
igonehangu
sakaaaaahanzinamhamhaiwebenzi
i
weunot ikwauchawanamusikana
asi
ripamar
ketndekupi
haaa.

Ndi
kat
ihamenomhamhamobv a
mandi
tibenzi
here.Hanziehenekuti
ur
ikui
takaaahubenzi
.Victoray
ito
womberamaokohanzitel
lhim
mhamha.

Daddyv akazopindandobva
mhamhanaVi ct
orv anyar
arahanzi
mur ikumuitasei
kodangwer angui r
i
ndozivakutiakany ar
arahaadizveku
netsana.

Hanzi
naVi
ctort
ir
ikut
ikanaay
enda
i
kokoasazobvaasi
nakuonawo
mwanasikanawenyulmanikuti
ari
sei
.Hanzieheupf
uureuchi
ona
mwanawanguuy achokwadi.

NekutiVi ctornamhamhav ai
zivakut
i
zvekutiheeelmani naMuny aradzi
kudiivai
zivakutiDaddyv anotisiy
ai
mwanawangul mani.Sakav akabva
vatiunonomuonandi chakupa
presentyakey ebir
thdayhanzi
namhamhanaVi ct
orandour stoo.
Tinemapr esent
sal mani ati
cha
kupa.Ndakasekazv angu.
Ndakabv andafoneramaininiSi
err
a
vai
mbot ivanodagast anknest ov
e
yacho2pl at
ehanzi ukazo
ndinzwir
awoar ikuendajonindomu
batisawomar iyangu.

Ndakavatindi
rikuendahanziunouya
uchit
oramar i
.Nextdayndakanotora
marindikawanaMumuachi nzi
angonetseral
mani ndi
kati
regai
ndit
aurenamudhar andi
endenay e
hanzi
namaini
niSi
err
ahaazo
kunet
siher
emubhazi
.

Ndikat
ihaaandofly
erkanandi r
i
kuendanaye.NdakafoneraDaddy
vakati
hazvi
nakuipandichakupama
aff
idavi
tekufambanay emaiv acho
vokupawo.

Nextdayndakafumogadzi
rir
aVict
or
akandiper
ekedzakunotor
aMumu.
Nekunondisi
yakuAir
porthanzi
zvauri
wewasvikai
kokowotanga
kuit
akungeMosesanokakama.
Ndakasekat akuAirportndi po
pandakaonakut indakanganwama
presentsal manihanzi naVi ct
or
wasiyamaunemanj endi chat evera
nawoi koko.Ndakasvikahangu
ndainogarakumbakwaMar amy
cousin.Takatambirwazv akanaka
nakanaMumuwanguakaf ar ahanzi
zvonakidzakushanyir
wat akaita2
dayshedundi naMar atichitsvaga
zvandangandatumwa.

Ndikazomutindi
nefri
endy anguari
kunoregandif
onendivaonendisat
i
ndaendandakafonalmaniay i
sa
dair
aphone.NdikazofoneraKudzi
akauy
akuzondi
tor
ahanzihamunga
endemai
nini
vasi
nakuonaMumu.

AsweraachifonaKudzikubasa
akatumav anhubtvai
nzi v
aenda
kumba.Ndakazot i
haaat omuona
someot hertimehanzi ndozo
tsamwirwanamaininivakanzwakut
i
mauy anaMumumukaendawewent
tolmani,
shouset i
katosv i
kaari
pagatenemumwemukomanav aka
chenachena.

Kudziakabur
ukayoual
lknow what
happened.Ndakabv
andatongoona
zvangukutiuyumuf acewal mani
.
Ndikabvandatongozviudzakut
i
sudurusudurusudu.Isthebestwho
wasl ki
ddi
ngpapi kopandaizo
danananalmani .

Ndakazowasintroducedtotheguy
hanzinaKudziheisthemanager
kubasakwalmani.Hewasagood
l
ookingguyzvakeakagwi ny
al ol
zvekui
tamamuscl es.Zvi
yakkkwe
rui
nethei
rplansnaMumuwooat i
kwatikwat
inalmani.

Akazor
idzamher
ekur
ambakugar
a
mumot amaChris.Angaatomakwa
Chri
snaMumundohunhuhwake
i
hwohwo.Anywayndakazonokwi ra
mumot amaChrishanzindi
kati
sorr
ymymanwedi stur
burplans
akangoti
cool
therei
salways
anotherti
me.Apazisoraai
ndipa
soohaaaa.

Tangataporongasureprogram
dzavo.Takazosvikakumbakwana
Kudziandeatdinnerhedundi chi
ngo
pi
hwazi sonaChris.Ndikazooneka
zvangusomehowl fel
tbadkut i
ndakanganisaprogram dzevanhu.
Kudziakandiper
ekedzaakanditiman
dontwor
ryorf
eelbad.

Wedi dn'tknowkut imaini

ni had
plans.TakazoperekedzwanaI mani
kunoonaMar a.Hanzi naMar ahaaa
Muny aradzithi
sisy ourmat ch.Ili
ke
heralreadyshehasacal m spir
it.I
ol
Mar aisapsychologistkaashe
easil
yst udyaper sonakamut ari
sa
akatopedzanewe.

Ndi
katihaaaMarashehasa
boyf
ri
endsakausandipemusikana
wemuri
dzi.Hanzihaalcanonl
y
bel
i
evekut ianemukomanandaona
mukomanawachocauset
oshe
l
ookssingl
e.

Ndakasekazvangundikat
isonow
youareashrinkwhocant el
l
whetherornotsomeonei sdat
ing.
HanzinaMaralm gi
ft
edkaaaGod
blessMarawithagif
t.

Ify
ouknowy ouknow.Hanzihaaaa
nebondyaai
nayonaMumu.I t
speaksvol
umeskut indi
yemakoti
waGogoRegai hoooolsecondyou
gogokumushauko.
Ndakasekazvanguhanzishei sgood
foryourspir
it
.Iwegayakutichii
chakakusvit
sanhasiuri
single.Haaa
whymur umewakeakaf amusi
wekutiat
ambi r
wemumushai momo.
Assadasi ti
sizvizv
inechir
ev o.

Ndakatiwedon'thaveanswer
stoall
l
if
eev ent
ssol don'
tknow.Hanzi
whydidy ouhel
phertofi
ndtheki
ll
ers
whokill
edherhusband.

Ndi
kat
iitwasar
ightt
hingt
odoev
en
i
fitwasanypersonl
wasgoingt
o
hel
p.HanziKuv
aMunyar
adzii
we
Munyar
adzi
.

Anywayvanalmani vakazoenda
kumbakwav ohanzinaMar aohby
thewayndinebi r
thday.Mot omir
ir
a
kaabi
rt
hdayr angunextweekend.

Guesswhatl minvi
ti
ngl maniand
Kudzihmmm dai Kudziasi
nakuroor
a
haaamyt ypeofhusbandkkkkndaka
seka.Ndikat
iarewegoi ngtowish
that
..
..
..
Akabv aasekaMar ahanzikutaurawo
kaakwesi ngleladynhai.Musi we
bir
thdayMar aakazonditiendai
munot or
aVictorkuairportuko
ndikatiVi
ctor?Hanzi ehehei s
comi ngformybi rt
hdayendauna
Mumu.Ndi yoti
mey akasaraikasvi
ka
vanal maninaTher esanaKudzi .

Takat
ozosvikavav epokaandait
i
Chri
saripohandinakumuonai ni.
Hanzikohamusat imadzokerahanzi
haaVictorakat
angazv akekuita
mabasaake.Achi hagalmanikunge
mukadzi
wakehanzii
suv
amwewe
Ex
presshowwef eel
.

KkkkdaiChri
sangaari
pohmmm
zvai
zonetsa.Webothknowwhat
happenedpaparty
.

Chri
sakazouy andikavapamukana
nalmani Vi
ctorakatimunonyepaimi
akabvaanogar apakatipav
olmani
naChris.Achingozavazalmanithi
s
l
manit hat.

Marandakazoakandi
tiwhoi
sthat
guyndi
katindi
yemukomanawa
l
mani.Hanzi
chi
nekewoot
hatonei
s
wat
erandcooki
ngoil
.

Hapanarudoapot hatguyisnott
hat
badhake.Butfolmanihei stooloud
forher
.Thatguykaaat oawildgi
rl
l
ikemey esnotforlmanihaaa
hapanarudoapo..

Uchazondi udzahakohaaaanyway
l
ethim enjoythemomentwhi l
elist
hesti
llcan.Butthatguyismyt ype
ndotypedzanaKudzi kaaidzondaka
sekandikatiMarapanewausirikuda
herei
wepano.
HanzibtChr
isari
singl
etogonakui
ta
hookupbecauseanengeane
muchiunomaka..
..
.ndakazomutil
m
yourbrot
herrememberhanzikkkk
sorr
ybro.

Vanal maninaTher esav akazorara

pambaMar aachiny
eperakudhakwa
kutivanalmanivasare.Itwor ked
takazonorarahanzinaVi ctorko
dzibl
azdziyaKiri
sit
of akolambasi
(Chris)asidzi
kudawol mani kani
.

Ndi
kat
indi
yemukomanawake.
Hanzididlmanii nt
roducehi mtoy ou
sayi
ngi chichidokohorichangu
chi
hwitsimoy ochanguki r
isi(Chri
s)
l
ikeshedi dpanaEugenendi kat
inoo
hanzihareruy
a.

NdikatikoiwenaTher esahowf ar
hanzihanditindimaininihere.Nothi
ng
youknowndi katikomusi kanawako.
HanzihaaaTher esaizt empt i
ng
ndi
kati wakudakui tabarikahere.
Hanzihaaanobar i
kabuthey i
Theresai smakingmef eel
somet hinginsideher e.Achino
ngedzerapamber ipebhur ugwarake.
Ndakasekandi katit
akufunga
nemubhurugwaher enhai .Hanziit
s
notthatbtkutaurashuwa
ndozvandi
rikunzwai zvozv i
nemusikanawanguhandi mbonzwa
kudarounlesst abatanabat anazvi
no
naTheresakungomut ari
sasoo
ndinobvandato...
...Ndikatiruchi
va
hanzikanadivineconnection.

Daipasi
nav anhulwasgoi ngto
sneakyinand...
..
.maizomuona
akusvi
pahanditiKudzindamuudza.
NdakasekaapaVict
oranga
atot
svuki
samazisohanzi
letme
showerbro.

Hay amupfanhawangusoookaaa
pamwei dorohameno.Takazomuka
vanaImaninaTheresav apedzakui
t
cleanermumbamapl atesandst uff
hanzinaMar avanavanoshandaav a.

Tikazodyabreakf
astheduMumu
akazomukaay i
ngoi
tataketakena
I
mani .Vakazoendahav okuno
takavaperekedzamasikat
ilmani
ayi
tianodakunowachahembe
dzekubasakumbakwakendiko
kwatakanomusiy
anaTheresahanzi
Kudziayi
zouyakuzomutor
a.

Takutoi
tamaby eby ewashugging
l
mani goodbyTher esahugging
Vict
orgoodby e.Chrisakabva
asvi
kahanzi naVictoraamyman
wasvikatakutoendawosarabhoo.

Takabvataendahanzi
naVi ct
orgood
di
dy ouseehislookpaawonawaka
huggerlmani hewasfur
ious.Ndi
kat
i
haaakut
ikudar
oitwasal
nnocent
hugg.

Hanziyaakeept el
l
ingy oursel
ft hat
uchisi
yamusikanawaunoda.Ndi kat
i
Vict
ori ni
handinapressureifhei s
goodforlmanilm happyf orthem .
Izvi
zvekuit
akungev anavekuhi gh
skoolv ar
ikui
tacompet i
ti
ony ekuda
mwanawaheadmast ernooo. .

TakaendahedukumbaMar aakati
mav asi
yavakadzivenyukaaahanzi
naVi ct
ort
av asii
raChris.Akaseka
zvakeMarahanziiheya.Hanzina
Vict
ori
weChrisakar
ambwa
naMumuchaiyet
ipemasi
ri
yasi
.You
rememberTashawakoayi
rambwa
naMumu.

Takat
ozoswer ahedut aku
ri
ngongedzazvekutit
iendethenext
dayMar aachi
tambanaMumu.
Ndakaonamami ssedcallpaphone
pangundaitoshayakutinumberyani
yekujonii
twasanewnumbert ome.

Ndakaf
onabackneappcal
l.Pa
pr
ofi
lepangapasi
napi
csodidn'
t
knowkuti
ndiyani
.Ndi
kati
hiel
sawa
missedcall
swhoi st
his.

Pangapane8mi ssedcallsVict
or
angaari
moachitorwisananekuvhar
a
bagrake.Hanzi
ndi Chri
sndikat
ioh
Chri
smymanhowar eyou.Is
ever
ythi
ngokwi thlmani.

Tazokungokusi
yai
kaahanzi
yes
ever
ythi
ngisokndator
anumber
yakomuphoneyalmani.Sothatwe
cantalkmantoman.

Ndi
kat
ilml
i
steni
nghanzii
tmi
ght
soundrudebtl
mjustgoi
ngtosayit
.
Eeestayawayf
rom mywomanlmani
sheiscari
ngmybaby.

Urikuit
akufemeramugotsimangu
thatdayramakasv i
kawewhere
supposedt ogoanddiscussabout
herpregnancy.Nowmakumukoka
kupartydzeny
undosv i
kamakagar a
mur i
2kungebabanamai .I
kozvi
no
ndasvikawakait
akumumbundi ra
kungemukadzi wako.Meandy ouwe
cannev erbefri
ends.

I
mani
ismi
neshei
scar
ingmychi
l
d
gi
veusspace.Wasshocked
ndakangorambandakai
saphone
panzeve.Vict
orndi
yeakazobvut
a
phoneakanzwazvese.

HanzieeeMrki ri
sit
ofa(Chr
is)who
every oucallyourself
.
Hati
wudzirwezv ekui
tanalmani
newewanzwa.St ayawayndoyat
isi
ri
kuzoit
amanj ekanawabanumber
yamuny ar
adzimuf onemal mani
uchidakutit
yisawairasa.

I
flmani
isr
eall
ypr
egnantf
oryou
whyusi
nakui
tamatal
ksfacetof
ace
naMunyar
adzikwetwzvechibonga
chi
fi
shi
bongazvaur
ikui
taizv
i.

Munhuanemi mbaunot i
hatimuzive
hereisusu.Wewi ll
onlystopseeing
l
mani ifshesay sso.KwetemaFi sh
bongai wekutoonaKudzi
achimhany amhany anaMuny aradzi
kuuyakuzot sv
agalmani zvi
vhunze
kutiwhy.

Usati
wat
angakut aur
azvekumama
nekut
imybrotherisaquietpeaceful
man.Tohellwithyouti
rikut
odarika
nei
koko.
Tichi
toravanalmanikuenda
nav
okuai
rpor
t.

Nyaravanokunyar
awanzwalmaniis
notmar r
iedhandi
nakumbonzwama
i
ntroducti
onekuti
ndi
weuri
panyangawehadkutiur
imanager
kubasakwakekuPamami l
k.

Youdon'tmanagemybrother'
s
phoneuchi
taur
azvi
sinabasa.Hai
si
phoneyePamaMi l
k.

Ndakazobvuti
raVict
orphone
achi
ngoi
tagoonandon.Ndakamut i
mymansor ryaboutthat.
hanzi
so
youar
enotmanenoughunof ai
ti
rwa
mabattl
esakonemuni
n,
ina.

Ndikat
ilm apeacef
ulpersonizv
i
zvekuchinj
anamashokonevanhuis
notgoodf ormyspiri
t.

Asizvekutiunodakundij
aii
ri
ra
uchif
onapaphonepanguuchi t
aur
a
mar ubbi
sh.Handi di
zvekujai
ri
rwa
youarerightwecannev erbe
fr
iends.

Butnal
mani
handiudzwezvekui
ta
neweshemi
ghtbepregnantforyou
asy ousay.Buthazv i
ndi
tadzi
se
kutauranayelm evencomingther
e
wotauranyay ayakomushekwete
kudakundi saiza.

Ndakabudandeganemot ay aMara
Victorayi
dakuuyandi
kat
i sarauchi
rongedza.Ndakasvi
kamot ayake
i
ripo.Ndi
kaknockerhewassur pr
ised
toseeme.

I
mani ay
itoyanikahembekuwaya
akatiasitakanganwasomethi
ng.
Ndikatinotr eal
lyt
her
eisaprobl
em
betweenmeandChr i
s.
Hanziaproblem nalmanindikat
iyaa
heiscal
li
ngmeandt ell
ingmel
muststayawayf rom y
ouy ouare
pr
egnantf orhi
m andstuff
.Heeewe
wil
lneverbef ri
ends.

Hanzi naImani whatChri

s?Iml
pregnantf oryou?Iml evendati
ng
you?Whatdi dlsayabout
Muny aradzi?Wheredidyougethi
s
number ?

Chr
isininil
m sur
endakambokuudz
kut
iinizvekut
ongwanemunhuasi
ri
babavangukanamaivanguhandi
di.
Handi
namur umei
niniwanzwa
murumewanguakaf a3yrsago.

Iweweurimanagerkubasanot
kumbakwedu.I ninilm apeacef
ul
personsaMuny aradziuyuizvi
zvekut
iunofonerahamadzangu
wabanumbermuf oniwotanga
kutaur
arubbishhandi dihangu.

Ndinenhumbuyakohereini
ni.You
knowwhatlnowunderstandactions
dzaNtombi.Ininimanj
ehandi
si
Ntombi.Tothinkkutilwasgoingt
o
openmyhear tt oyou.

Haanemadr amaakoay aay i

wa
bodo.Munyaradziadiiwaunoda
kurambi
dzakutauraneni.Munhu
wawakawnaar imulifeyanguwe
evenexpl
aintoy outherelat
ionshi
p
i
ripo.

NdosakaMumuasi ngakudeayi
to
onathereal
you.Kubvanhasist
ay
awayfrom me.Usauyepamba
panguir
omanagerkubasanot
kumbakwedu.

Munyar
adziy oucancomeher eas
l
ongasy ouwant.Youcancall
me
pawadir
ahandisimunhuwemunhu
i
nindi
rimunhuwaMwar i
handi
na
nhumbuy aChri
sinikanamuvir
i
wanguhaauzive.

Kanazamur anguchairo.hanzina
ChrisheeesorryImani y
ouar e
breaki
ngmyhear tt hi
sguyl ov
es
you.Hanzinalmanicheroakandida
hezv i
tor
inanepaneweunoda
kukakavaralt
oldy oukutiini
ndi
nodaruny
arar
omuhupeny
u
hwangu.

Izv
i zv
akozvemadr amahandi
zvi
gone.Chiendawandibhowaf ani
nxaaahanzisorr
yMuny aradzibtl
l
ov elmani
.Im notgoinganyway .

Pasi
nanguvaKudzi akabvaasv
ika
Chri
sakabvaavhunduka.Hanzina
KudziChr
is,Chri
s, Chri
showmany
ti
mesdi dlcal
lyournamehanzi 3
ti
mes.
.
Chi
ichanet
sapanot
aur
any
ayay
ako
ti
nz we.Akatindodalmaniseems
Muny aradzikuuyakwakekuno
kwapor onga.HanzisakaMunyar
adzi
apindapapi pakudakwakoamai
vangu.

UnodaMuny aradziherekanakuti
maivangu.Wangauchi fonera
Munyaradziuchitaur
arubbishkut
i
zvi
dii
i
.Tot hi
nkndai t
okuona
semunhuar i
bhoo.

Vi
ctorandi
foneraachi
ndiudza
zv
esezvawataur
andatoti
anonyepa
kaaini.Kutokur
ambi
raakat
ihei
s
scar
edunogonakuv adza
Muny aradzi
.

Thatswhyl am her
e.Amai vangu
Chri
smomudaher etizi
ve,mune
nhumbuy akehere?Hanzinal mani
wantedtoopenmyhear ttohi m but
heisful
lofdrama.Handi chadi,
hanziwazvi
nzwirawarambirwabapu
rakokweteMuny ar
adzi.

Sakachibvapanokubasaikoko
ukadakuit
isamaivangulwi
llbe
watchi
ngy ou.
Akapindamumota
makeakat
svuki
sameso.

HanzinalmaninaKudzisorr
y.Hanzi
naTheresaendefut
izvakaoma
mufunge.Ohwhataaaasakai st
he
babykicki
ngmudumbuumo.

Kudziakazosekamanjehanzi
pfungwadzaChrisdzakafony
oka
nekudanananemasasko.Akuda
kuit
achidof
ochakepanamai vangu.

Manj
endomur
ovaakat
itwasu.
Munyar
adzisor
ryhakomyman
wat
opihwamusikananaChr
ishanzi
naTher
esahamen.

Regaizv
iendezvi
nemadr ama.Kkkk
ndakasekazvangui
niaaaChri
s
angaadakundisai
zamhani.

Iwaswi l
li
ngtorespecthis
rel
ati
onshipnalmaniandwalkaway
.
Manjeheev enmakesiteasyf
orme
tostay.

Ndakazot
indakuendawehavet
ogo
kuAir
portby3f l
ighty
edundey
a4.
Kudzi
naTher
esavakabv
avapi
nda
mumotamaKudzi
.

I
ni nal
manihanzi naImaniende
Chrisanondipengeranhai.Ndi
kati
rudokaahanzihayiwahakunarudo
rwakadaro.Ndikat
ianywayzv i
no
wanikwamuhupeny u.

Ndikazot
iwhenareyoucomi ngto
Zimbabwehanzi Decemberpaxmas
ndikat
ikweseuko.Hanzihaawear e
i
nSept embernowonl y3mont hs
l
eft.
Ndikat
iii
idzakawandi
sahanzi aa
munongouy amot i
onakanadzaka
wandisakubasakwanguma1
haungoyerekanawatindakuenda
kumba.

Ndikat
ilwillcomedon' tworry.
Hanzigoodt hentakasvikaMara,
MumunaVi ctorvatopedza
kugadzi
ri
ra.Hanzi naVi
ctort
anga
tar
ambidzwakukuhagai kavalmani
haatsanovayev anorwaranebrai
n
kkk.

Apal
mani
ayi
topi
hwahuggna
Vict
or.Maraakandit
iwhatdidlt
ell
you.It
oldyouthatguyi
stooloud
forl
mani.Anodavanhuvanengeini
ni
.

KkkKudzi akasekahanzimakuda
Chri
sher eteteMara.Hanzil
m si
ngle
kaatakasekatesehanzinalmanihaa
madr amaakemomagonaher e.

HanzinaMar ainindi
tor
idrama
pandakatimhaaapano.Kkkkaaa
Marav eduwehaakuretai
ti
zvi
chaperanekukurauyuay i
gar
a
achi
dhumanisav akomana
ombor
ohwakkkk.

Motiadzi
dzamozoonaf
uti
adhumanisav
amwekkkkk.

Don'
ttal
ktomeonlywheny ouare
bor
edlm nother
etoent
ert
ainyou.
Taril
ovesyou.Knowwhatt odo
yaChr
isvackfi
redonhi m andhelost
l
mani.Someti
mest obeinsecure
cancostyouarelat
ionshi
p
someti
mesi t
sgoodt obey oursel
f
evenwhenyouf eel
threat
ened.
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Chapt
er32

Youar ewor t
hnow, notwhenyou
getthatJob.Notwhenyoloose20
pounds, notwhenpeopl
eknowwho
youare.Nowsi mplebecauseyou
exi
st.

Tasha(t
ete)
Ndakarambaof fersyaBobbynot
becauseofpr ideorwhat.But
wantedtost ar
tov ermyl
if
eonmy
ownzv i
sinabvuter ambuyaChi
pinge.
WhichincludesBobbyt abvaku
churchal otofideasakatangakuit
a
fi
ll
inmyhead.

Ndikambof ungakuitacrossboarder
orkuit
azv emusikakuMbar e.Mai
Nashev akandit
if aceyakomunin,i
na
yabvayarerukaufungehaaawav a
nezodzo.
Wheny ouarereadykuti
wodi ihala
me.Mondayndakat omukandi chi
ti
regaindi
ungani
dzemar idzangu
ndii
tebudgetdzangu.

Irecei
vedaphonecal lf
rom
companyi yayandaishandi r
awhenl
meetBobby .Vachit
iwear ehir
ing
si
ncey ouhaveexperiencewi thus.
Comet omorrow andst artwor k
haaaimindakafarakani .

Kanazv
inhuzv
achokanazv
inhu
zvachozvotangidzazvotangi
dzawo
soo.Kananewewachounongonzwa
kunaki
dzwawosooo.Haandakaf ar
a
veduwekuzivaMwar ikwakanakasoo
mufungev anovhuramamwemadoor
ununexpectedlymuf unge.

Ihavearel
ationshi
pwi thmykids
nownotonlyt hatlhav
eajob.I
m
goingtoworkhar dandhaveaname
formysel
frisinamuMv uri
wanhingi
.

MaiNasheav
akasv
ikandi
chi
tor
idza
zv
angu
Tr
avi
sGr
een

Youcal
l
edoutmyname
Knewmypast
,cov
eredmyshame
Thi
samazi
nggr
ace
You'
veshown,
sopat
ient
ly
You'
veshown,
sopat
ient
ly

AndYou,
wai
tedf
orme
Justf
orme
Forme
Wher
ewoul
dIbe?I
fYoul
eftmeGod
Wher
ewoul
dIbe?I
fYoul
eftmeGod
Wher
ewoul
dIbe?I
fYoul
eftmeGod
Wher
ewoul
dIbe?I
fYoul
eftmeGod

Hanzihaaapait
agoodnewschet e
apaeventhesongi stel
l
ingital
l.
Machinj
amusi ckaatangataj
air
a
kunzwauchir
idzazhakat
akaa
hupenyumut oro.

Ndi
kat
ivakomandibat
eimaokokani
t
omorr
ow lm st
art
ingworkku
companyyandakamboshandi
ra
ndi
chi
rimusi
kana.HanzinaMai
Nashe.

Kuchemakungany ar
adzwanei .
Marwadzomupfungwanemoy o
ndi
yani
koangatakurazvose.Ari
ko
muponesiar
iko.

Mesoakagadzi
ri
rakuonamabasa
makur
uerudo.Tinay
enayeanesu
ar
ipoMuponesi
.

I
m happyfory
oumuni n,
i
na
war
angari
rwanedengawazv
iona
kaaakutizv
eNy
ashahazvina
kuri
piswamombenekut
yiswa.

Ndi
kati
nguvayanguyesey
andai
t
ambisandi
chi
isakut
endakwangu
munemumwemunhuwoanot o
f
ani
rakutsv
agawodenga.

HanzinaMaiNashehat
idududze
shurezv
akar
endezvakare.Kaaa
ti
noendamberi
kuendamberi.

Takat
obi
kadi
nnery
edui
riheav
y
ti
kadyati
kanamat
anekut
endaMwari
ndakat
omukandichi
endakubasa.

Kwangazv akokwanealotofnew
facesvamwev ai
nzi
vakafavamwe
vangavasi
y abasaM DnaGeneral
managernaaccount entndi
vovai
ve
oldstuf
f.

Ndakapi hwaoff
iceyanguwoondega
wasgoi ngtobeteam l
eaderku
departmentrangu.Takashanda
zvakanakafanimufunge.

Ndakut
obudakuendakumbadhuma
dhumanaJi m babavayaveku
Dair
yboard.HanziTasha
wakushandapanof ut
iwhodidyou
sl
eepwi t
hkuti uwanebasapano.

Isutot
svakamabasanemapepaedu
hati
shandisemakumbo.Kuwana
zvat
odanotev er
yoneabusest
hei
r
j
obposi t
ionsl
eepingar
oundkut
i
awanebasa.

Hanzi i
bvaapawaimbondidyamar
i
yanguwani.Ndikat
ianody
iwa
haatauremanyepoay ozv
ino
zorwadzachet
ekanaachi
nge
azorambwa.

Wear eforgett
ingt
hepastpr ess
towardsthemar k,
thi
sonethingIdo
for
getti
ngwhati sbehindme.There
i
snost rengthinwhat'
sbehi
ndme.I
str
etchtowardwhat '
sahead

Murikur
wadzi
wanekutihamuna
kul
umandosakamurikubalabal
a.

Youknowwhatl m goi
ngt ot
ellH
metrokutikunedharari
noda
kushandi
savanhu.Dairy
boardhaisi
companyy enyurememberhai siy
a
Sabhukuwekumbakweny u.
Rinogonakungomukar akaperabasa
machember akudai
.hanzii
bv aapa
nekutiwakushandapanowar ambwa
naBobbywakut ofungakut
iy ouare
ont opofthewor l
d.

Ndikat
iconti
nueinsult
ingmekaa
muonekutihandisikuseka.Muswere
mazaramumanewspaperl wi
ll
comeandt eam upnev asi
kanavese
vamunoshandanav o.

I
m sur
emakat
ovaaaaahanzi
huhu
getaway.Ndakasekahangundi chi
fambakuendandikat
ilm notoneof
those.
..
.ndar
iwanakaabasapasina
kupuranyembanemusana.

Weekendyai
tever
aBobbyakauy a
nev
ana.Negrosaryhanzimodya
nev
anandi
kangotithankskanakut
o
mbonzwakumudamuf unge.

Meganndi
yeakazotimhamhaDaddy
hasaf
ri
end vanonzimaiMumu.She
tol
dmeyouloveusini
ninaDean.
Wemustal
way skeepintouchwi
th
y
ou.

Ndikat
ihaaat
hatsni
cesosoy ou
l
oveshamwar iy
aDaddyhanzi y
es
sheislov
elyv
aneMwanawav o
anopaDaddydomasipesepaano
vaona.
.

Ndakasekazvangundikat
idomasi?
Deanndiyeakazot
imwanawacho
akangotangakundichemerat
ir
i
mushopsincethenwehav ebeen
fr
iends.
Ndikati
sakababaMumuv acho
munov aziv
adoesheli
keyouguys
hanzihakunababaMumu.Kuna
sekuruvaMumunambuy avaMumu
nababyMuf ar
omwanawambuy av
a
Mumu.

HanzinaMeganbabav aMumu
vakachat
andakatozosi
yananeny
aya
dzachoabitconf
using.

Ineedtosortoutmyrel
ati
onshi
pna
Tasha.Ndikawanamukanawill
visi
t
herndonotauranay
e.
Ial
mostruineherl
i
fet
hankGodaka
kasi
kakuj
amuka.

Apparent
lywhenyoutr
eatpeople
thesamewaytheytr
eatyoutheyget
off
ended.
Taril
ovesyou.Vanowir
ir
anaher
e
Tashanatetevake.
..
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er33

Whatl
sur
viv
emi
ghtki
l
lyou.

Muny
aradzi

Ij
ustwannaf
eel
goodev
ery
day
Iwannawearasmi
l
euponmyf
ace
Iwannaf
eel
thej
oysoft
heday
Iwannaf
eel
ali
vei
nev
erymoment
Sai
dIwon'
twast
eti
meonf
eel
i
ng
bl
ue
Iwon'twast
eti
meont
hingsIcan'
t
change
I'
m gonnal
i
vet
hisdayasbestasI
can
Doi
ngev
ery
thi
ngt
hatf
eel
sri
ght

Iwannaheart
hel
aught
erofachi
l
d
Iwannaf
eel
ahugf
rom al
ovi
ng
fr
iend
Iwannahear"
Ilov
eyou"ev
erynow
andt
hen
Iwannashowsomebodyt
hatIcar
e
'
Causefeel
i
nggoodi
sachoi
cet
hat
weall
make
Justl
i
keasmi
l
e,asmal
lef
for
tyou
make
Il
ovetof
eel
thenewnessofabr
and
newday
Happyt
obeal
i
vet
oday

Hmmm youal
lknow howlf
eelri
ght
i
tsl
i
keChri
shandmeI maniina
sil
verplat
e.Ihadrespecthim aand
Imanibutheturnoutandinsul
tme.

Whi chlcoudn'
ttolerat
elm aver
y
quietandcalm per son.Andlhave
respectforeveryoneev enasmall
chil
dl haverespectf orthem.

SoChrishadcrossmyboundar y
thosewhoreal
lyknowmeknowsl
don'tr
eal
lytakes**tf
rom any
one.
Heneverthoughtlwil
lcomef orhi
m.
Butlhadtohandidi
zvekujair
ir
wa.
HanzinaVict
oraaamupf anhaChri
s
anowonererwanhai
.Akutobvisa
l
mani hembenekumupami mba
nemuromo.

Imaginehim maki
nglmanipregnant
haaapanourayi
wamunhu.Anga
mugonelmanihatidi
zvi
sinabasa
kureuko.

Aaaandi
gokwirir
andege
madhambutananaiwayo.Watogona
waendawegawasgonnapunchhi m
onhisbi
gmout hunotaur
azvi
sina
basa.

Ndakazomutiy
oooVi
ctorthankGod
youareamaniwedaiwakait
wa
mukadziwai
i
takamar
utachaiķo.

Hanzindai
takuj
atav
anhuv anenge
Chri
senemi esofpr
ogress.Hay a
Vi
ctoranezitar
amudharawangu.

Butheistotal
lyopposi
teofmy
fat
heranotoit
akungegogoRegai
.
MyDaddyi sabitcalm amanoffew
words.
Especi
allyt hesedaysaf
tergett
ing
backt ogetherwi thmhamhahei s
evenmor equi et
.Butmunongo
ziv
awokaahanzi wemustcel
ebrat
e
thedif
ferencei npeopl
enhai.

Hanziwhatsetsusapartcan
sometimesfeelli
keaburdenandi
ts
not,andalotofthet
imei t
swhat
makesy ougreat
.Inordertobe
i
rrepl
aceabl
eonemustal waysbe
di
ffer
ent.
Takazoperekedzwakuairpor
tna
Kudzi,l
mani,TheresaandMar a.
Vict
ormanj ehanziKoTheresa
akurambane#y akenhai
.

Ndipi
rwewondikati
whathappened
toMrcharmer.Ithoughtthediv
ine
connect
ionwaswor kingkaanhai.
Hanzilt
houghtsowi thal
lthe
danci
ngkaa.

Hanzipamweawudzwakuti
ndine
musikanawangunamadam l
mani
ndi
katishei
snotl
i
kethat
.Hanzi
ndamupaphoney
angukut
iany
ore
numberyake.

Cany oubeli
evekuti
uny
orakutikudii
ndikat
ildon'
tknow.Hanzikunyora
withcapi
tallet
ter
skutihandi
dine#
yangu.

Ndobvaandi
paphonenekut
orova
maziser
iousli
keshedoesn'
tknow
me.Yaaawegotat t
it
udeyooo
ndakamusekaVict
orhanzi
andthat
hurt
s.
Wesaidourgoodbyesndikat
ikuna
l
mani wi
ll
visi
tyousoonweneedt o
tal
kMumukut obhabhai
sapasina
kuchema.

Kudziakangotidon'
tworrymhuka
i
nonziChr i
swi l
lbewatchi
nghim.
Takazoendaz veduti
kapfuur
a
ti
chi
siyaMumunekupamai ni
niher
staf
fv akafar
ahanzubeenmissing
myboy .

Takasv
ikakumbaheduhanzi
Vict
or
butTheresahaangambondi daro.
Haaandikati
koLi ndaurgir
lf
riend
hanzihaaaLindaaaisfinebut
Theresais..
..ndikat
iiswhatnow.

Hanziyouknowmyweaknessndi kati
my beudon'tneedweaknessy ou
needar el
ati
onshi
ptherealonewith
Li
nda.

Ndakafoneral
manit el
li
ngherkut
i
tasvi
kabhoo.Hanzini
cechimbo
zoror
aiar
iseiVhi
kit
aany imwa
numberkkkk.ThatsTheresafory
ou
.

Ndikatiheishur
takasekahanzil
m
notgettinginhi
saffai
rs.Ndikat
ime
tootakagara3weekst ir
iint
ouchna
l
mani .

Hanzi kubasather
eistension
betweenmeandChr isbutl don'
t
owehi m anythi
ng.Sondinongo
ngoit
abasar anguzv
akawanda
handineinazvo.

Ndakazotumwakumushakunopa
vanagogochi
kaf
u.Hanzi
nagogo
Regai
ndatofungakutiwauyana
Mana(,l
mani)ini
ndikati
gogolmani
ar
ikuj
onikubasa.

Hanzi hey
auchenjerekut
orer
wa
nemazul undi
katiaaandakatonzwa
kutiakudakur
oorwanemuzul u.
Ndaidahangukuv anzwambuy a
vangu.

Hanzihakunazvakadaromuzul
uiwe
ndinokudzi
vai
dzausiyanenaMana
tsv
agawakomuzul u
Ndakasekandikatidoyouthi
nk
zvamat aurazv
inoshanda.Hanzi
mashokoanesi mbandat ot
aur
a
soo.Musi unondakarotaMana
akatakuramazaimav i
ri.

Achii
tasekuti
ayinzinamaiv aket
ora
hwaniipapori
mweusi i
remumwe
wako.I y
eakatindotorari
pikoamai
vakat
iraunodaasi r
imweusi ir
e
mumwewako.

Sakaakabv
aagumbur
waakabat
a
mazai ayarimwendobv aradonha
ri
kapwany i
kaakasar aakabatahwani
.
Amai vakev akatisakarawakabata
ndirawangauchi dahereakatiaaa
mazai achoakaf ananaay andanga
ndisatindasarudzarandinoda.

Sakandochi
ngotorair
orikaaa
randakabat
a.Maivakevakat iy
ou
wheresupposedtochooser aunoda
kwetekungotor
anjeee.

Anywaykanausiri
kuri
dair
oro
ri
kandepasi.
Akar
ikandapasi
ri
chi
bvarapwanyi
ka.
Mukabudakahukwanazv ikanzi
aaa
mhamhai ri
rabudakahukwana
ndorandangandichida.I
nindakabv
a
svi
kandi chi
bvandanongaka
hukwanakay andikatiManandoku
chengeterakahukwanakako.

Ndakapepukandakabatakahukwana
kaya.Ndi
kat
i sakazv
inorev
eigogo.
Hanzizaimakombor er
o.
Kupwanyi
kakaamanj e
ndokwandi
sinakunzwisi
saasi
hukwanal l
iket obel
i
evekut indi
we
hukwanay andachengeteraMana.
Rakapwany ikariy
aitmightbe
marri
agey akeneuy aJune(Eugene)
ndi
katigogoj uneupiay
inziEugene.

Hanzindir
ozairakapwany i
kair
oro.
Manjewonditauri
ri
azv ekutimuzul
u
akudakumuroor aini
ndakachengeta
i
wenhi y
o.

Hakunazv akadarondakaseka
ndikati
haasikuroor
wal wasjust
teasingyougogo.Ndakaendakuno
muonazvanguhanzi
wakanomuona
akat
ikudi
inez
vakondikat
ihapana
hake.
Angatikudiihanzisakahauna
kusvi
tsashokor ekuti
unomuda
heeee.Ndikatihandimudei ni
mbuya
.Kkkkkhanzi usadekundigumbur
a
Munyaradzi.

Unodakapikokokakokay ahanzi
Tashi
shi(Tasha)ndakasekahanzi
kanaJonaakai t
ashishi
akamedzwa
nehoveuchenjerekumedzWane
hovekkkkndakasekazv angu.
Ndi
kazot
ithanky
ougogof
or
encour
agi
ngmekut
indi
del
mani.

Ndaisatombomuonanei nzi
raiyoy
o
butnowwi t
hy ouguyspushingme
tol
ov eher.Ndakatozoonakuti
she
i
sagoodper sonf ormyheart.

Hanziyouarespeaki
ngmy
Rangweji
zi(l
anguages)manj
e.
Ndokutimuzukur
uwekwaRegai
kaaauku.
Vakafarambuyavanguvakat
anga
kut
ambahanzi chi
guti
rot
amba
wakagutahukamaikohwekui
ta
murooraMana.

Kkkkhaaambuy avanguhanzi
kana
zvakadai
tongoti
zvakanaka
zvakadar
ozvinodiwanemunhuwese.

Chii
tawoacti
onuchi r
oor
anhai
zvauri
weumuparikenekaTashi
shi
(Tasha)kayaunoit
arombe
sezvakai
ti
kapanababavako.
.
Vapari
kaMar t
hanekuchi v
ar unako
rwepwerei
y avakazogadzi
kwa
mudhishir
inenguramariyapera.
Hugambahwesehwaper anenhamo.

Ndakasekambuyav
angusookaaa
ndi
mafirskur
eva

Ifeelgoodlwon'
twast
eti
me
feel
ingblue.
Kindnessbeginswitht
he
understandi
ngthatweall
str
uggl
e.

Tari
lov
esy
ou.GogoRegai
vaf
ara
kaaava
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er34

Don'
tfor
cei
t.
I
mani

Yuwikondai mbozivakuti
Chri
sane
hunhuhwekumahumbwekudar o
nhaiJeso.Inindakatamba
mahumbwendi ripwerekwet
ezva
Chri
sanot ambamahumbwe
amurumemukur u.

Kanaprobl
em yakenaMunyaradz
i
ndakai
shayai
ni.Thener
veoftaki
ng
myphoneotor
a#y aMunyar
adzi
Kutomuf oneraotangakutaura
nyembazv isi
nakanadirecti
onheee
ndinemimbay akeinimanje.Pamwe
vanhuvakuitamimbamukut aury
ou
neverknow.

Aaazv i
noMuny ar
adziakadhi
nhiwa
akazouy akuzomuconf r
ont
erinimy
presence.Whichwasgoodnekut i
ndaizogonakumurambi r
aChri
s
kunziatukaMunyaradzi.
Ineverexpectedsuchbehavior
from hi
m.Asi itwasal
lconf
irmed.
Ndakazosv ot
waat iheeelsaidal
l
thatbecausel l
oveyou.

Munyaradziarikufemeramugot
si
medu.Nxaaamhani ndakazo
pi
ndurapfochomhani ndadhi
nhi
wa
ndi
katilwouldratherchoose
Munyaradziwacho.

Thosewordsakangoyerekanaabuda
mufunge.Youknowkanawat samwa
unongotaur
adondojustnjeeeee.
Ehemeseimimusadekundij
udge
makatombotsamwamukatoi
ta
zveny
uwo..

Yooi flmtogeti nar elat

ionshi
pwi t
h
anyonel wanttobef r
ee.Reall
y,
reall
yf r
ee, f
reefrom being
controll
ed,l wantfreedom t obe
my self.Andl al
sowantamunhu
woooar if
reekwet eanepr essure
andi nsecurehandi dibaakuita
mur andawer udo.

Chri
skubvazvauy
aMunyaradzianga
akungoi
tahumwehunhuhwandaisa
zi
vaabouthim.Itsagoodthi
ng
ndangandi
sinakuzot
imetoo.

Yaizoit
at ir
abhuru(troubl
e)
kumberi uko.Butwi t
hKudzi haaa
hapanazv azomboi ti
ka.Butdol
wantar elati
onshi
py ekutiKudzican
dealwithhim .Kozv i
kanziKudzi
haasisi
powhatwi l
lbecomeofme.

ifyouaresi
ngleanddati
ngpeople,
befor
eyougetdeepintothe
conver
sati
on,l
ookatthem andsay,"
I
wasgoodbeforeyougothere.Soif
t
hiswor
ksout
,I'
m good.I
fitdoesn'
t
,
I
'
m good.
"

Ayiwai
zvi
regaizv
iyenderegai
Mumu
achemeayi
toonakutipai
tahuma.
UwonengaanakeChriswachohay
a.

Kubasat i
nongot aur
azv ebasathats
i
takambodakut iheesor ryhako
I
mani .
..di
dn'tmeant obeinsulthim
j
ustt hat.
..
..
..ndakamut ienough
nyayaiyoyot akatopedzanay ot i
kato
vhar
abhukur achoclosedchapt er.
Sakamazuv anoti
nongot aura
zvebasa.Thi
sotherFriday
ndichi
tobvakucanteenaf t
erlunch
zvangu.
NdakaonaChr
isachi
ki
sananeoneof
t
hegirl
swandoshandanaye
vai
munzwir
ashuga.

Akavhundukapaakandi
onahanzi
l
mani i
tsnotwhatyouthink.Ndi kat
i
doesitmatterwhatlt
hinkit
sy our
l
ifeChri
s.Dowhatevermakesy ou
happyy oudon'
tneedt oexplai
n
anyt
hingt ome.Justmakesur ey ou
getaroom nextti
memusazo
onekwanaManagi
ngdi
rect
orchet
e.

Ndikabvandafambazv anguhanzi l
m
sorrylmani.Nhaindopindepipakiss
dzavoini
.Maz uvanoMuny aradzi
ano
fonaevery
dayndi sati
ndar ar
a.

Achingotindichauyakuzokuonawant
totalkfacet ofacendi
katit
aurakaa
anobv aatindichat
aura.Latel
yMara
i
sbeenaf riendanombouy akumba
kwangundomboendakwake.
Hanzi naMar al wantChri
skkkk
ndakasekakui takubvar
ukachaiko.
Hanzi surevasikanakanihei smy
type.Zv aMaraunengeuchi udzwa
kutihanziinindodaacti
onkwet e
zvekudanananemur omo..

Aaaandotodaactionhandinacheku
mur i
randotodakutot
esit
akut i
how
far.Ndakasekahanzisur
ev asi
kana
i
ni munhuwesewandodanananay e
totoi
tachi
vanhuchacho.

Aaaay
iwawoz
vanguChr
isuy
a
ndakatomuonakutimuchiunomake
muriloose.Pl
usakafi
takuna..
..
..
..
..
..
.
ndakabvandatiwowowoMar a.

Hanziaaaainistonyenindot
oidaini
handi
dikunyepa.Handisimhandara
kubvandichi
rikuhighskoolndaito
tsi
ki
sadzakapenganemat eacher.I
waslike

hanziayi
kakai ni
handisiholy
,hol
yzvinodaimiv analmanina
Ther
esa.Im goingt ohavethatChris
boytomy sel
fwai tandseel will
makehim mi nesoon.
Aaandakasekazv angui nizvaMar a.
Victorndi yeayinet
sawohanzi
ndipeiwo#y aTheresahanzina
Ther esadon' tgivehim my#ndi kati
koingamai tambasaSor onaMut sai
papar typay althoughtkakut i
iii
hanzi hayiwamuchi mbot hoterei
ko
kuti.Taingot ambakut amba
nemunhupapar tyhazv i
revekut i
ndada.

Vict
orakangwarisauyahandidi
hangundakaseka.Hanzindi
nodawo
zvangut
ypey aMunyaradziiy
aehe
yes.Ndikatiheissi
nglekaaahanz i
hayi
wasi ngl
ey ekupihandi
tiChr
is
akabhambakunget enisbal
lnekuda
kwaMuny ar
adzi
.

Ndikatimeaninghanzizv emazi
ta
ndozv i
nei
hakunasinglemazuv ano
munoswer amuchi foneranahee
ndi
kuuy ai
kokokuzokuonamusade
kut
inzwazv eduisuvamwe.Vana
mot herTheresahedui su.

Ndakamut
isakaVi
ctorhaumude
her
eTher
esahanzi
Vict
orane
musikanawakendakamuonaku
cour
tpakasungwavanaDaddypay
a.

Handit
iayiv
enemusikanawakeher e.
Amupedzaherehati
dihurerechir
ume
ngaadzikamei
koko.Ndikat
iwakadi i
kumutiunemusi
kanawakodzi kama
..

Hanzianodakut si
urwanenindi
ni
babairmai vakehere.Ndakaseka
zvangundikatiayi
waiyondeyenyu
mega ‍♂ ‍♀. .
Muny ar
adziakazouyatikaendaout
naMar anaTheresa.Bytheway
Theresaakugaranenihanzihaaa
hanzinaKudzivanamai vanoti
za
mwananemur oorahandi sat
i
ndambov aona.

Pamwekwanav anababaregai
ti
goonahedu.Mar anaTheresa
vakangot
iti
rikuuy andai
tiv
aendaku
bathr
oom kaaa.Ndi kasarandaka
garanaMuny aradzi.

Ti
chitaur
anyay
ati
chisekazvedu.
Pakat
opfuur
a30minsv anaMarana
Theresavasat
ivauyandi
katiko
vaendepi
koini
ndanetandakuda
kuendakumbaini.

Hanzi naMuny ar
adziv aendakumba
vanaMar a.Akabv aandi batamaoko
akandi t
arisakumesohi shands
wher esosof t.HanziImani ndakat
i
mhaaahanzi aaamhaaandi ri
mhamhaher eini
ni.Ndangandashay a
kutindotikudiikubvi
ranekubv i
ra
Muny aradzihaanakumbobv ir
aandi
batamaokoweuset ohugt i
chi
mhor esana.
I
twasanokwadhi momenty oohanzi
l
mani ll
ovey ou.Ndakarambandaka
nyar
araini.For10mi nut
eshanzi
l
manisaysomet hingdidyouhear
whatlsay.Ilov
ey oulmani.
.

Ndakatomboi tasendavhir
ingi
ka
pfungwakaaa.Muny ar
adzikuda
i
ninilneverpictur
ei tt
hatway.
Ofcoursehei sanicepersonandal
l
thatbtizv
izvekudananaizvihi
i
ii
.

Apaangaakat
orov
azv
akeser i
ous
akandi
bat
amaokondaidakubvisa
maokoangu.Hanzi lmeanwhatl
sayll
oveyoulmani.Heevenhold
myhandstightbutnoti
nahashway.

Ndakangorambandakany arar
aini
hanzit
akeyourt i
met hinkaboutit.
Pandakauyalastt i
mewant edt otel
l
youthatl
lovey ou.Butt hen..
..you
know lwaswil
lingt orespectthat
youhavesomeone.Butndakabv a
kunohangundichizi
vakut it
hat
someonewasnoti nyourlif
e.

Ndakabv
andaf
ungaz
vai
taur
wana
Chri
skutithatguylovesyou,heis
mythreat
.Ididnotseethatcoming.
Suddenl
yl wasachi mumukuto
shayakut
indotikudii
shoul
dl be
made.

Wakamboudz wakutindokuda
nemunhuwaunof ar
irasomeonet hat
yourespectandnev erthoughtt
hey
wil
ltel
lyoutheyloveyou.

Becauseoftherespectyouhavefor
them youdon'tknowhowt or
eact
youjustgoquiet.Thati
shappeni
ng
tomer ightnow.Hanzina
Munyaradzilmanit
alkt
omendikati
honest
lyspeakingldontknowwhat
tosay.Ijustwantt
ogohomenow.

Hanzitakey ourtimeapaMuny ar
adzi
wasbol dkanakut ombony ara.I
usedt owonderkut inekunyar
ara
kwaMuny aradzianotoudzawo
musikanakut indokudazv i
kabuda.

Kkkkkhaaahewasbol dand
confi
dentndi
nindangandakut
o
nyar
akutoshayazvekuit
a.Hanzi
ok
i
fyouwantt ogohomelet
suberv ana
Maravatoendakumbaandisendera
message.

Ubery akauyati
kaendakumbandaka
nyarar
andangandakut okanganwa
handbagy angunephonepatabl
ene
confusion.Muny ar
adzindi
yeakazot
i
akazozv it
ora.

Takasv ikakumbandobvandat
iaaa
ndakanganwahandbagi nemakey
kurestaurantakazoseka
Muny aradzi
.
Hanzi herey ougoachi ndi
tambi dza
bagr acho.Hanzi sor ryhakolmanil f
lyouar econf usednekut indati
ndokudaasi ll
ov ey ouneconf usion
yakoy aurikuit
ai yoyo.Kkkkk
ndakazosekaaaahanzi wasekakaaa
zii
yachoy angay any anyakunge
ndataurazv inotyisa.

Takapindamumbaakat iMaraari
kuuyanaTheresandobvandaenda
hangu.Sol wil
lseey
out omorrow
ndikat
imangwanandikuendaku
churchit
sSunday.Hanzitongoenda
kaakuchurcht
esendikat
iTheresa
anengeari
po.

Hanzihandi
tyemaini
niinindi
notoda
kuvaberekandakasekaini.Mara
akazouyahanzimalovebirdstanga
taendakunotsv
agaChr i
st amushaya
ndakaseka.

MunyaradziakazoendanaMar a
ndi
kasar anaTher esahanzi t
ellme
hanzi
kudi i.Ndi
katikudiikwey
ihanzi
i
mi musaf ungekutitakapusakaaa
di
dheki ssy ou.Haandi kat
iki
sswho
hanzimangamuchi ngopanana
mazisoanotaurati
katiregai
ti
sudurukemuny at
sotaur a
nemuromopasi naisumai ntruder
.
Kuzengemapusapusapusanhai
akomaasi makiswamukasof uti
wa
nesofthandsndzaMuny aradzigore
ri
nomuchenj er
ekumi t
iswanemaoko
aya.

Ndakasekahanzihazv
idibaamunhu
wemur umekui
tamaokoar isof
t
kudarondakamanzwazvangu
paakandimhor
esaandalsoVhikit
a
anetuwokotur
isoft
.
Ndii
atisodoesi tmeanunomuda
hanzinaTher esawear enitt
alki
ng
aboutMeher e.Tikut
auraabouty ou
Muny aradzi
.Ndkaazotiukuit
anoise
ndakurara.

Hanzi naTheresaMar aariser

ious
aboutl ovingChri
skaat amuonaku
Anemusi kanawamunoshandanay e
uyeRopa.Vachi t
obudamu
rest
aur antimomuy akoi
mi manga
muchamboonav anhuhereimina
Muny aradziwenyu.
Tikat
ever
amot ayakeakanodropper
musikanauyapaner i
mwef l
at
vakatoki
sananaRopahanzinaMar a
verysoonhewillbekissi
ngmel ike
that.

Ndakasekandi
kat
iii
iMaraator
i
ser
ioushere?Hanziehehanzihei
s
myt y
pe.ofguy.

Takazor
arazv
edunextmor
ning
ti
kaendakuchur chnaMar ana
Muny aradzi.Af terchurchhanzina
Marai mi endainemot aMunyaradzi
usazot yi
sav ananhaikaTheresa
akabvaat iinindakuendakwana
Kudzi.

NdikasaranaMuny aradzihanzi ll
ove
l
mani lm goingbackt oZimbabwe
tomorrowpandodzokal m sur e
unengewaf ungahandi nakudai rai
ni.
Hanzi mymot hertol
dmekut i
kana
vakany ar
arav anengev achitaura.I
beli
evey out ooaretalkingwat ime
toollovey ouMuny aradzi.
Noresponsei
saresponsendakazo
kut
iaaaMunyar
adzi
..
..
..
..

Hanzibewhoy ouar elmaniandsay

whatyouf eel .Oryouneedt i
me
ndikat
iaaaaaandai shayahandina
answerini .Hanzi okletmegi veyou
ti
meandspacet othinkabouti t
handit
i.Ndi katiy
aa.
Mostimpor
tantr
uleofl
i
fe,
dowhat
makesyouhappy
.

Tari
lov
esyou.KuvaMuny
aradzi
dzamarat
asangana.

Lastnightwasveryt
ir
eddidn'
t
havetheenergytowr
itet
hebook
ndakaswerandkaami
rakubasa
nezuro.
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Dontforceyourselftobecome
anyt
hingy ouarenotj ustbecause
soci
etyneedi t.Nev ercompr omise
wit
hy ourfl
ow, youareanoceani f
youforcey ourself,
youwi llendup
tobecomeaTsunami anditwill
dest
royev ery
thingy ourpeace,ur
sel
f,urpersonalit
y,urhappi ness
andyourf l
ow.

Si
err
a
Ndibat
eikaamaokonhaimabiy
angu
weee.KomwanawanguMumukaaa
anemukadziwenhaka.Guesswho!

Mobhowahamuzi veitstheoneand
onlylmani .Itwasalway smywi sh
kutil
mani awanemunhu
anomunzwi sisanekumuda.She
standwithmeandbabaMuny ar
adzi
i
nourt ry
ingt imes.Dzi y
ekaaa
nyeredzidzisingadzimeny amat
satse
.

Ev
enMuny
aradzii
twasal
somy
pray
erkut i
awanemukadzianogona
tohandlespir
iti
naMunyar
adzi
sezi
tarake.

Vamwev akadziti
kar
oorwahatit
odi
vanhukudzimbadzeducher ohama
dzemur umehat i
dzi
debaaa.Hameno
kutit
inengetichi
timurumeiyey
e
akabvamul slandhereasi
nahama.

I
ni hangulndakakomborerwapakut
i
handinapressur
ekanav anhu
vakaunganawhichwhylhada
rel
ationshi
pnaMuny ar
adzi.
Ofcour
sel m notperf
ectndakambo
tor
amur umewemunhu.Il earnmy
l
essongodt hetshirtandt he
handbag.Buthanguv anhuv ai
ti
vakauyakumbat ai
tov abi
ki
ra.Zv ino
vamwehamadzemur umedzi kauya
kumbakwakeanof utakungedat y
a
ramedzachibharuma.

Chikafunekunyi
manekuny i
ma
vayenzi.I
mi usakoshesechi
kafu
kudaromhani .Chekuti
ukadya
wobv awaendakut oi
let
.
Chabikwachaor at r
yitkudzimba
dzenyui kokokuti hamadzemur ume
dzikauyawomhany akuvabiki
rawaka
sunguka.Ipr omisey oumumba
makohamumboi tanzara.Mwar i
vanor opaf adzaruokor wakareruka
runopazv inemuf aro.Kupakune
muf arokunokundakugamuchi r
a.

Eheeevamweipapav
anotikana
hamadzakoiwemukadzi
dzauy a
ndopaunomhanyamhany
akui ta
seuri
kubi
ki
raQeenwekuEngl and.

I
bvai
apohamay
emur
umei
tor
ihama
yakokanamav eny amaimwe.Zvese
zvakendezvakoincludi
nghama
dzake,zvesezvakondezvake.

Sorr
yndakutaur
isandir
ikumbo
tsi
uravar
andakadziv
asingadehama
dzemurumevaye.Ehemazv inzwa,
kunzwanekui
tapamberinekunzwa
nekuit
anhai
.

Kwetekut
ivanhuv
anot
ozezakuuya
kumbakwakonefacey
ebasayauno
pfeka.
Murumeiyeyeakanzi
afausi
ngade
hamadzakeunomuv i
gawegahere
i
we.Handiti
unotodahamadzake
her
e.

Anywayimichingozivaikuti
Munyar
adzinaI maniarelovebir
ds
howistheygotiti
stheirbusi
ness.

Asipai
tazverudokani
kanaMr s
Moyomai VaEugenev akaf
ara
pav
akazv i
nzwahanziapihwa
Munyaradziwake.
Sheissti
l
lyounghapanapaaizoi
ta
shi
ri
kadzikaaanekusi
ngaper
i.

Hayiwainindi
rikuf
arazv
anguini
kuchikor
ondir
ikuendakaaaeee.

BabaDeanv akandi
inv
itesmeto
bi
rthdayr
aDeannaMumu
ndi
kambotiMunouy amotor
aMumu
i
ninohanzimusadaroveduwe.

Vanavangul
ovesyoundi
katiwhy
noti
nvi
ti
ngmai vav
okubi
rthday
par
tyshewi
l
lbet
her
ewi
thherki
ds.

Hanzishesai
dv anengevari
ku
confer
enceyekubasaweekend
yacho.Sakahuyaindakazobvuma
hangunekunyarakutiv
anavaya
vanondi
dafani.

Otherwiselfordi
dnotwantmhani .
Tashamazuv anohaasikubati
ka
ndatovenenguvati
singaonane.
Pamweakazv i
wanir
awakewhoi s
keepingherbusy.

Muf
aroar
ikukur
amhamha
GoodnessandDaddyal
lhappy
happy.Mumuhappyhappyfut
i.

Sakaweekendt i
kuendakubirt
hday
revanavaBobby.Namumuwanguna
Muf ar
omhamhaGoodness
vakarambahanzit
ikuendaoutna
Daddy .

Sakatir
ikugadzi
ri
rahedukuenda
bi
rthdayMeganwassay ingl wi
sh
mhamhawouldbet her
e.Ndikat
i
sorr
ymabhebhezahanziv
arioutne
kubasa.

Ndi
katikomhamhahav anavanin,
i
na
her
elikemaini
niorbi
gsister
shanzi
ndi
namai ni
niTeesheisherein
Harar
e.

Ndikat
igoodthentellurDaddyto
i
nvitemainini
.Orpickheruphanzi
dontworryshehasgotherowncar .

Wil
lj
usthal
ahershewil
lbeher
eshe
i
smyf av
ori
temaini
ni.Ndi
kati
seeu
l
ookbet
ternow.

Haaaweekendy ebi
rthdayyaka
svi
katikagezagezanemwanawangu
.Tikapfekaidzokaahembedzeku
bhazihay i
wat ai
vet
akarova
muchenonaMumuwangu.

HanzinaDaddymachener a
mukuwashawanguakat svagwana
Mumu.Ndikatihay
iwaDaddy
kwenyukuri
kudamukuwashaher e?
Hanzindomurambirei
zv angu
akat
svagwanaMumu.
Ndakavat
i hayi
wamuchenj
ere
kuf
adzananenhemanemuzukuru
wenyuMumu.Hanziuchenj
erekuzo
medzamashokoakotakukuvhunza
kut
ihowf ar.

MhamhaGoodnessv akabv
avabuda
naMufar
oakachenazvake.Hanzi
na
Daddyendaunoonamukuwasha
wakomwanangu.

Ti
gozonyat
sochar
gerheduwadzoka
nei
nfor
mation.Ndakasekahanzi
i
bher
okaaaremotayemukuwasha
chi
mhaimunganonokeakazot
i
hamunakur
ongeka.

Takabudanechikwat
achangundaka
bataMufar
omumaokobagr ai
ve
nehembedzevanadzekuchi
njai
garo
zi
vakaaa.

Kut
ikanaunemwanaunot
oda
hembedzeext
rakaaamwana
mwana.
Takasv
ikakugatehanzinababaDean
(Bobby)ingamakachenaMumu
ayi
venedomasir akerekupababa
Dean.Kkkkhanziooouncle.

NdakasekahangubabaDeanvachi
musimudzavat
ambiradomasi
hanzi
t
hanksmyboy.Hmmm nhasi
makachenanaMhamhanaBaby
Mufaro.

Hanzit
ikuendakupar
tyy
aDeanuri
kkkkmwanawangusookaaa.Aaaa
hanziuncl
eurikuendawoher eku
partyyaDeanhanzi yesmyboyl m
goinghanziy
eeeeachi mhanyakuno
pi
ndamumot akutiagarezvake
mwanawangu.

Hanzi makachenamai Mumundikati

thanks.Vakabvav asalut
ahanzi
Graciousav ababaDeanv ai
vewo
nemadr amaapapav akat
iGraci
ous
vait
ot yoramuzura.

Ndakasekandi
kat
indokudi
ii
koko
hanzir
espectf
ormai Mumupa
ter
ri
tor
yy ababavavo.Ndakat
o
vashai
ramupandatakagar
azvedu
kumashurenevanavangu.

Hanzihedi dn'tt
alkmuchmumot a
takabvatasv i
kakumbakwav oi
twas
av er
ybigni cehousepaneswimming
poolhanay anguyakangor
ovasoo.

Ndikat
iMumuhuyamwananguhanz i
nababaDeanohdontwor ryabout
theswimmingpool
thereisanet
ther
ebesi
desthegatetothat
entr
anceiscl
osedlocked.
VakabvavasimudzaMumuhanzi
don'
tworrynothi
ngi sgoingto
happentohim whil
elm here.Dean
andMegani sherealsotoprotect
Mumuy ouarehere.
Apamazisoanguangaat ozar
a
misodzithatswimmingpool.
Yakandif
ungisaWimbywangumay
hi
sdearsoul resti
npeace.

HanzinababaDeanlunder
stand
yourfear
s.Ndangandat
osuwanhai
veduwe.Meganakabv
aandi
ona
nepawindowdntknowkut
iwasi
ta
bedroom ordi
ning.

Akauy
aachimhanyahanziyee
masvi
kayooooyoulooklovel
yand
ni
ceohMumui slooki
nggreatthen
Mufar
ocute.

Takazopindamumbaheduvanhu
vangavasativ
asvi
ka.Deanakabva
awuyawoandgi v
emeabi gt eddy
bearhug.Hanzifi
nal
l
ymazo
svi
kawokumbakwedu.
MakachenawoowMumuand
Mufaroador
able.Babavacho
vakabv
avatiDeanMeganmake
surenoonegoestotheswi mmi
ng
poolgoandl
ockthatent
rance.
YouneedtowatchMumuandMuf aro
andauntmhamhaMumual waysand
seetheyar
ehappyandnotcl
oset o
thepoolal
ri
ght
.

HanzinaMeganasi aunthamugone
kuswimahere.Ndakangotihandi
gonehanzi
ucancomel wil
l t
each
youneh.
Daddyv achovakazotirat
idzaiaunt
thehouseandwher ey ouwantt oput
youcakeandst uf
f.Im goingkuno
t
engamadr i
nksdj anosvikamanj e
manjenevecateri
ngv anosv i
kane
foodmanj enhai.

Vakabvavabudawasi
ntr
oducedt o
auntayi
chenget
avaDeanv echi
kur
u
soo.Hanzif
inal
l
ytazokuonaiMumu.
Takatotangahedukuf
anoburi
tsama
platespanzeangaasi
iwanev
e
cateri
ng.

Pasi
nati
mebabaDeanv angadzoka
naDjhewasset
ti
ngmusi c.
Mangomaangaakut
ori
razvawo.

Vanhuvakat
angakuuy amaf r
iendsa
Deanekuchi
koroandneighbors.
Pangapatozaratakut
onakidzwa
zveduMegannaDeanandf ri
ends
vachi
tambaradio.
Mumuakati api
ndawoMudar i
ro
kut
angakuteedzeravamwev ese
vai
tambavanhuv akat
angakumuseka
.

Ti
ripakat
ipekutambandipopakanz
i
naMeganhanzi naDaddycomeand
meetmaininiv
angushei sher
e.

Ndakatoendakaaandichimhany
a
kunoonamai ni
ni.Ndasvi
ka
NdakangotiaaaTashai y
eachit
i
Sier
ra.
HanzinababaDeany ouguysdo
youknow eachother
.Ndikat
iyes
Tashaachi
ti
woy eswearefri
ends.

HanzinababaDeanhowndikati
Tashalknewherwhenshewas
dati
ngmwanawexhusbandy angu
anezit
araMumu.

Hanzi waitaminut
emai Mumu
Muny aradziRegai
umeant osay
ndiy
esazi tawaMumu.Iknow hi
m he
usedt ocomet omyhouseachiri
mukomanawamai ni
ni.
Nowonderndai garandi
chi
fanani
dzaMumunemunhuwando
zivabti
tnevercomet omymind
kundiMunyaradzi
.

Yooowhatasmal lworldhanzina
Tashakomai Mumumunov azivi
ra
kupi
.HanziMumumadeusf riends
achemeraDeant i
rimushopy ouall
knowt hest
orykaandi
sapedzenguv a
nhai.
SoDeannaMeganusuallyspend
ti
mekwanaMumu.Hanzi koi
nil
usedtovi
sitkwanaSi
err
andaisava
onawaniv
anaDean.

NdipopandakazoudzwakutiTasha
mwanawehanzv adziyamai
Dean
uyeanezit
aratet
ev ake.

Shewasevensur
pri
sedhanzi
yaaa
nyi
kai
diki
nhai
.
Wear
eher et
olear
nfrom ev
ery
ex
per
iencewehaveandthen
usetheteachi
ngst
ogrow,ev
olv
e,
andbecomet hegr
eat
est
v
ersi
onofwhoweare.Bel
ievei
n
y
oursel
fandl
i
fecomplet
ely.

Tar
ilovesyou.Dhumadhunaku
par
tyTasha,Si
err
aandBobby.
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er36

Season2

Youcan'tpoorf
rom anempt
ycup
takecar
eofyoursel
ffi
rst
.
Guy smazuv anol m abi tbusy
ndakuendakubasaev erydaywhi chis
somet hi
ngl m gr atefulabout .Saka
kunev anouyakui nboxwhent hey
misschapt ersofmybooks.Bear
withmekanandi sinakur esponder
ndinengandiri busy .Ndikazowana
ti
mel si
tdownandgot hr oughur
messageev enaf t
eradayor2.Iwi ll
respondt oy oudon' tthinkndendichi
i
gnor enhai.Kubasandokunobv ay
e
air
timenekut iTar iadyewol wri
te
forfreemabooksar eforf ree.
Ny angwezv i
kanakidzakungei
handi t
engesesakat over engat ese
unongot svagawoy akoy edatanhai .
Kuv arai
dzanamabhukundony erera
i
mi mi sakahapanapandi nga
zokuny i
mai machapt ers.Ndi ne
Ny eredzidzangi vanaNy amat satse
vanonzwakusundwav av er
enga
zvav ovondi t
engeraai r
time.Ay iwa
thanky ouv eryMuchMwar iv arambe
vachi wedzerapamunenge
mat apudza.Il ovey oual l
.Ndat enda
hangundokudai mese.
Tasha

Welllwasinvi
tedkubi
rthdayra
DeanndakafonerwanaMeganachiti
Mainini
.Thi
sweekenditsDean'
s
bi
rthdaymhamhawontbeher eshe
i
soutoft ownnebasa.

MyDaddy'
sfr
iendsai
dlcani
nvi
te
youmaini
niy
ouknowy ouar
emy
favor
it
e.Ndakambodakur amba
kuendandafungabvi
roandakai
ta
pambat i
singachawi
rir
anenatet
e.

Ndikazoonakutindini
ndakutopenga
thekidsdoesn'thaveapr obl
em wit
h
mendai t
ov adazvanguv anaava.
Theyhadgoodmanner sv ai
vene
respectandv ai
ndida.

Dif
fer
entf r
om auntvait
yisamur ume
kui
takungeshumba.Inot icedkuti
tet
epav ai
garanabamukur uBobby .
Whenl usetolookatthem bamukur u
wasful
loffeari
nhi
seyeswai
to
zv
ionakut
ihapanar
avhuapa.

Iravhuy emusojachet
ekkkk
zv akaoma.Wasev ensurpri
sedkuti
tetev akushandayooalothasbeen
happeni ng.

AndalsothatBamukuruBobby
vakat
engaanewhousev akaitamov e
outtotheoldwanikwandai gara
navo.HanzinaMeganDaddywi l
l
sendyoulocati
onorgivey ou
dir
ecti
ons.
Ndikat
i l
easttetehavakoitwontt
hat
okwadhi zveeeimi.Ndai
tozoshay
peacenet ensioni r
ibet
weenme
andtete.

Ayiwaweekendi yoyondait
oda
kunoonav anaSierr
aitsbeenlong
butl post
ponedi ttot
hecomi ng
weekend.Ay i
waweekendy akasvi
ka
ndikatogezagezawokaaanekupf eka
dzekubhazi .KobamukuruBobby
vanowi ri
rananevanhuvane
chiremererawhoknowsl mightfi
nd
mrr ightvangundikaswerandapinda
machenamuJer
usal
em kaaa.

Ndaiti
Sierrandozomuf onerakuti
nextweekendndi chauyakuzo
kuonaihaaanguvay angayarebesa.
Tisi
ngat aureev
enpaphonel guess
shewasbusywookuchi koroand
withhersonandl i
tt
lebrother
amufaro.

Ndakatoendazvangundikasviko
andcallbamukur
uBobbyv akauya
kuzondivhur
ir
agate.Yooov anga
vachi
njamuf
ungekusi
mbakui
tazi
handsome..

Yooheisbr eathi
ngfreshair
mufunge.Kut oit
akungemunhu
asi
nakusiyananemukadzi.Kutoi
t a
l
ikesomeoneanemukadzi anobiki
ra
nekuayi
nir
ahewasl ooki
ngdel i
cious
solmustsay.

Apav akatosekerer
avachindi
ti
mukadzi anorambamur umenev ana
vakehandisatindambomuonai ni
fi
neinihamundi demaininiwhat
aboutyourchi
ldr
enhandit
ikana
Meganakuroorwandimi
mubv i
roi
te
chargemaf
ukudzadumbuhere
nemombedzehumai .

Mobv amar amwav anakudar o

musazodar omai ninimur imukadzi
wanguwenhakai mimi .Ndakaseka
zvangui nindichi
budamumot a
ndikatihamusat i
kanamandi
mhor esapanapamur ikungotanga
nekuchemachemandi chakurambai.
Hanzi haaamakandi rambakar e
mai ni
nii mi v
akandipahughameno
zvandakanzwasoondi rii
nhisarmsi
thi
nkhei sgoingt oji
m nowhehasa
muscul
arbodyy
oo.

Ndikat
ihmm youlookgood
bamukuruhanzi
shuwaheremainini
.
Ndikat
iehehamusikumboi
takunge
bhachura.

Vakasekahanzihaaamaini
nisaka
bhachuramustlookbadherendikat
i
notreal
lybtforyouhmmmmm .

Nicehousekurambananatete
vangumabvamat engani
cehouse
andlooki
ngallthi
sgood.Vakaseka
hanzizvi
nowanikwamuhupenyu
muramuonet hi
nglm sograteful
t
etev eny
uvakandizvari
ravana
vakanakakwazvoforthatl
wi l
l
f
oreverbegratef
ul.

Becauseldon'thaveregr
etsfor
havi
ngkidswithher
.Hanziatl
east
youlookati
tinaposit
iveway.

Hanzi anywayregait
iende
kunotsvagavanavenyuandthei
r
newf ri
end.Ndipondakadhumana
mazisonaSi er
ra.Ndakangot
iSi
err
a
i
yeachi ti
Tasha.
Youallknowthestor
yhandi
di
kukupedzer
ainguv
anekudzokor
odza
zvamunoziva.

Wasshockednhaiwhatasmall
WorldMumuakandimhanyir
ahanzi
mhamhaTashavauyayeee.Dean
mhamhaTashaMeganmhamha
Tasha.

Ndakamusi mudzahanzinanenew
fuyenzi
(ndanenewf r
iends)achi
no
ngedzeraDeannaMeganand
bamukuruv akanzi
uncleBobby
vangu.
Haaauy umwanauy usureherendi y
e
arikunziakasangani
saSierraSierra
nabamukur uachemer aDean
mushop. ndai
muzivaakatangazv ake
kuchemamaday sandaidananana
Muny aradzisazit
awakeay it
iakango
ndionaay i
ri
dzmher ekungeabaiwa
nepfumo.

Sier
raakafar
akwazvokundii
ona
hanzimangamarovavasi
kanazvi
no
tasanganapanopamba
pababamukuruvenyu.

Hanzinabamukur
ul adi
essince
magaramuchizi
vanainir
egai
ndi
budepanzendinobati
dzamot o
webraai.

Ndakatoonazvangubamukuruv ato
chinj
atonice,ni
ceyavai
ndi
it
ir
at abva
kwambuy aChipi
ngeyaiv
ener uchiva
vangavasisi
na.

Vaitotaur
anenivachi
i
saboundar
y
rekuti
mur imai
nini
.Hmmm ndaka
sv
otwasomehowndangandakut
o
dyi
raaai
mihewast
empting.

Buti
vomanjezisor av
owasal lover
Si
err
a.Vaimutari
sanemazi soand
expr
essi
ony akazaranerudo.I
ye
Si
err
aay i
satozvionahakeakati
Si
err
aayidi
wanev anav at
etevangu.

PeseauntSi err
amai Mumuv ana
avothi
st hat.Velesheisgoodwith
kidsi
nfactSi er
ramunhuanoda
vanhupesepaar ianengeachi
far
a
apaawedzer amuf ar
o.
Ayit
ot auranenihanziv
asikanangat
i
sekerereiwhoknowst i
gonakubva
panot awanamabr ethr
enedukaaa.
Kowear esingl
endakaseka.

BamukuruBobbypadi
kipadi
ka
vai
uyavot
imukadzi
wadyahere
kur
evaini
.
Votimai
Mumuar eyouoki
fneed
any
thi
ngjustshout.

Sier
raayi
ngotiwearegoodhake.
Panepavangavakamir
av ese
bamukur
unaSi erraMumuachi t
iU
nclendi
simudzendanetanekut
amba
mhamhaakasimudzaMufar
oakabva
asi
mudzwaachi
nzimyboywaneta
neihanzi
kut
amba.

Ndakanzwakakubati
kanaimikut
oit
a
kaperf
ectcouplekanibamukuruna
Si
err
a.

Sier
raayi
timukaimbahappyini
ndobvandaendanaMufaroano
yamwaarikur
ambamukaka
wemubhodhoro.
Hanzi
naBamukuru
ndi
chi
nyat
sonzwazvanguhanzi
amanamai Mumuwakudakunditi
za
whyalway
suchingot
indakuenda.

Mykidswil
lbedisappoi
ntedusadar
o
shaa.HunzaMufarowacho
ndimupemukakawacho.Hmmm l
fel
tsojeal
oussur e.

Sier
raanongodiwanemheneforthe
why?LastitwasMrRegainowi t
s
bamukuruBobbyi sheeven
becomingmor eri
chkubv
a
zvavasi
yananatet
e.
Haaai
nst
eadofenjoyi
ngbirt
hday
r
emwanandangandakutosv
otwaini
lwaswat
chi
ngbamukur uandSier
ra.

Hanzi naSieeramai ni
nivevanais
herewani nhai babaDean.Nhai
Tashandi kaendandi ngadzi
ndashaisha.Ndai todakutiayende
Sierr
andi satindadairaBamukuru
vakabv avator
aMuf arohanzi
chiendaimusiy evana.
KkkkakasekaSi
err
ahanzi
nabamukurunhaimai
ninii
noi
tawo
hereequat
ionyamaiMumukudakuti
ti
zapanapa.

Ndozvanoi
tamanjehakunaiyoy
o.
Endaimunotambaradi
ouko.
Ndakazongodai
rawozvekuti
zvi
ndi
bvendikat
inhaimuri
kumhanyi
rakupikoasi
kana.

HanzinaSieer
asincemai
tateam up
arumenevakadzi
kundi
i
tacoupwell
fi
ne.
Ndakunotambir
av anamar ecords.
Hmmmm bamukur uv akabvayouare
speaki
ngmyl anguagenow.Nhai
moitakungemunoy amwi saor
masiyamurumekumbasei koimi
mai Mumu.

Si
erraakabv
aatiTashathi
shusband
ofyour
skaaaki
ngotill
ovetheki
dsbt
mandifut
a.

Nhai
mi wakambosv otwanemunhu
zv
ekutiunengeuchimunzwir
ahasha
i
yezvakeasinakanapressur
enewe
ar
ikutokurati
dzarudo.
ThatsSierr
af oryouSier
rahaatari
sa
expressi
ony efaceyako.Tazoimba
happybi r
thdaybutmuf arondanga
ndisi
sinai
ni .

Ndaidakut
obvapoSierr
aay enda.
Takapamwanamapr esent
sakaf ar
a
kwazvona6pm v anhuvakatanga
kuendakudzi
mbadzav o.

Ndi
katindotor
arapanochet
e.
Bamukuruv akabv
av at
imaiMumu
madi
ikuraramozoendamangwana.
FoneraimudharaMuf
arouya
akazengeoduti
rai
womukaka
for
mul aryaai
mboramba.

ApihwanaBamukuruhanzi naMai
Mumuay i
wabaaregaiti
ende
kumakombi i
mii
taibasarenyu.
Ndinorar
akumbay owehandi di
kui
ta
kunge..
..

Hanzinabamukurukungechiimuri
musangohere.Ndikati
ndovaper
ekedzazvanguini
nikuno
vasi
yakumba.Hanzi nabamukuru
don'tworr
ymaininihai
sinyaya
yekuti
handi
nati
mendi chaendanav
o
ti
met i
mesincevarambakurara.

I
mi maini
niyoucanalsosl
eepover
hernev
anav eny
umangwanasunday
hamusikuendakubasa.

Momhanyi
rei
kondikat
iyeswas
gonnamakesurekutiSi
eeraayenda
asi
yabamukur
uv angu.Ndai
tenge
ndakur
wahondoyangundega.
Kuma7akazoonekaSier
raakuno
si
iwanabamukur
u.Vakabudakuma
7ndakasar
andakavamir
ir
a.

8,9,10,11nomunhukudzokandaka
pedzisi
randabatwanehopendir
i
pasofandikazomutswakusenina
Meganhanzi aaamaini
niwhydid
yousleepont hecouchmar ar
a
mushemanj eimi
mi.

Ndi
kati
ndakabatwanehopewai
ti
ng
kut
indi
zovhur
ir
aurDaddydoor
akasekahakeMegan.Hanzi
Daddy
hasgothisownkeys.

Besidesvait
ivarikuendakunosi ya
MumunaMuf arokumba
vozoendesamai Mumukudi nner.
Ndikati
sakavararakudi nner
akasekaMeganhanzi nov akadzoka
ku1am hei ssleepingmubedr oom
mav o.

Nxaaandakabat i
kananenyayay
e
di
nnerv akadzakutimai
nini
handei
wo.
Ndakazogezaandhadbr eakfast
ndikaoneka.Tol
dmysel fthatever
y
weekendwi l
lcomeher e.Si
erraasati
atorabamukuruv anguwhyi siti
ye
anodiwanemhenedzegadzega.

I
niMunyar
adziakandisvi
pase
bubbl
egum raper
atastenxaaa
mhani.
Nherer
andimambokut
ongazunde
r
isi
narugar
e.

Tar
ilovesy ou.Vari
kohere
muhupenyuv anhuv
anorwadzi
wa
nev
anhuv asinabasanavo
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er37

Youcan'
tal
wayscontr
olwhat
's
handedt
oyou.Butyoucan
cont
rol
whaty
oudowi
thi
t.
Tasha

Sondakadyabreakfastndobva
ndaendandamunzir
andipopanda
kaonakut
indakanganwamakey d
epadoorpangupadressingtabl
eya
Megan.

Ndikait
auturnndangandabuda
bamukur uvakar
ara.Ndi
katikuv
ana
moz oudzaDaddykutindaendasee
younextweekend.
Meganakabvaatinextweekendwill
vi
sitmhamhakuWar renpark.Mai
Mumusai dwemustv isitheral
way
s
sheisourmothershel ovesus.

Wemustappr eciateherandmake
herfeelandknowt hatwelov
eher.
Vari
v apenyuvakazoendakuheav
en
l
ikemhamhav aMai Mumuwewi ll
missher.

Yoooreall
Sierr
aisnowt eachi
ng
vanavabamukurutolovethei
r
mother.Bravosheistry
ingall
her
bestt
obeagoodper sonkuti
bamukur
uvanguv
amude.

Ndakasvikori
dzaintercom ndika
vhuri
rwagatenabamukur uv anga
vamukamanj evakapfekashortnet
shir
tndangandatov hiri
nganehai r
ly
i
rimumuv ir
iwavowese.

Li
keMeganay it
oitakungemukoma
nemvereshet
ooki tfr
om herDaddy.
Hanziaaamukadzianoti
zamurume
akar
arahandi
satindambomuonai ni
.
Mangamandi t
izamaini
nindi
kat
i
mamukasei bamukuruimimiwani
makanditi
zazuromuchiendaku
di
nnernamai Mumu.Vakaseka
hanzi
ishanj
ehereidz
i .

Mai maihadzi
nakukufi
tamukadzi
i
we.Iweunongozivakutindiwe
vahosimaiMumundi maini
ni.Waona
manjeapav ai
tot
auravachindi
hugger.

I
nindangandat
oparar
abamukur
u
v
aitoi
tazvav
ochir
amu.Hanzi
haaa
btMaiMumukamunhukay a
kakaomamusor
ozvesezvese
zvi
nongonz
inonhai
maini
ni.

Kuendakudi nnerkwachoanga
arambababav achondi
vovakazoti
si
y ai
vanamuendei weSi
err
andi we
wakauynababaDeanpanosaka
usadekuitakungekahukukasina
musor o.

Kkkkkndokuzoendakudinner
kwatai
ta.Haaamaiti
zobhowekana
daindaendanemi mai
niniSi
err
a.
Anotodapati
entpeoplesenisoo.
Ndakatisakabamukur umukutaur
a
kutimakudaSi er
rahere.Mhindur
o
yachondoy akandit
yoramabhonzo
hanzimaininindi
ribhachur
akaaai
ni.

Rinevana2whogetal ongwi th
Sier
ra.Shehasherpastl havemine
sheissinglelam si
ngle.Handidi
kuzoit
achihur
epamber ipevana
vangubetterndi
zvit
svagir
ewangu
one.

Doyouunder
standwhatl
mean
mai
nini
lm amanakambogar
a
nemukadzibeforel
haveneeds.I
m
notplanni
ngt obeabachel
orfor
everkungoti
Sier
rawachoakaoma
musor o.

Chetebutsoonndi nengendakanda
pakitchen.Ndikatii
sn'
tittoosoon
muchangobv amudi vorcewhynot
taki
ngurt ime.Youwon' thealby
j
umpi ngi nanotherrel
ati
onshi
p.

Hanzimaini
niyouwor r
yt omuch
whosaidlm hurt.Im soov ery
our
aunti
nisheisev ensoov ermeshe
hadherowncar riernow.
Yooohaaahewassoi ntoSier
ra
ndikat
idoyouknowkutianemwana
akafahanzil
know al
laboutherand
MrRegaishet ol
dmeev ery
thi
ng.

Thatswhypapartywewherealways
checkingonheranephobi
ayema
poolitremi
ndsherofhowherson
drownedanddiedonsport
.

Ndakazot
i btl
astny tndakatorega
kur
arandichit
indizokuv hur
ir
aidoor.
Hanziawuuuut hatssweetofy ou
mai
nini
.

Ndakakuf
ugidzaigumbezidi
dn't
wanttowakeyouup.Ndikazoti
ndasi
yamykey sndoandadzokera.
Seeyounetxweekendhanzi t
hekids
aregoi
ngtospendt i
mewi t
huraunt .

Im goingtospendtimewi t
hSierr
a
wekuomamusor ouyu.Kkkkll
ove
thechall
engethou.Komai ni
nihaku
satikwanabamuninihere.
Ndakat
ihakunahanzi
nekushayei
mhenyayemwanakudai.Ndikati
imi
mondicheukaher
e.

Vakabvavacheukahanzi ndaku
cheukaimaini
ni.Ndikat
iaaa
kucheukandokundidaherehanziimi
ndokudaizv
amuzi vawani.Apaini
ndair
evesai
v ovachii
tazvechir
amu.

Hanzipi
ndaimumbamukumhany ir
ei
kumbakweny ui
kokomakui
takunge
Sier
ramanjeanogar
aar
iparun.

Ndakazongopi
ndamumba
ti
kaswer
atichi
onqt
vnabamukur
u
andtheki
ds.

Kumapast2v akazotindakuenda
kumodzor erajumpingkasol u
yai
tambi r
wanev ananezur o..Ndi
kat
i
wecangot ogetherhanzi handei
ndakanogar akumber imumot ama
bamukur uti
kasvikatichi
siya.Kumba
kwefriendy avoy ai
vatoiwesaka
ndi
yemai Mumuuy ashedoesn' t
l
ooklikeshehad2ki ds.

Hmmm anozv
ibat
abhoowenapay
e
usasi
yewi
femat
eri
al.Bamukur
u
sai
d
kuomamusor ochet
ekani.Hanzi
easycomeeasygol t
houghty ou
l
earny ourl
esson.

Ndait
osvotwanemacompl i
ments
ayi
it
wanxaaa.Takazobvakuya
ndakut
osvotwaini.Ti
kasvika
kumbandikaoneka

.Nekusvot
wandakabv andaenda
zvangupaFacebookwithmyphone
bamukuruv ai
todr
ivervachi
it
asing
al
ongsongy
aMachesoSar
ahi
we
wangu.

Hanzizvandakapedzahuswa
hwesangondichimufambirapandaka
rohwanababav akemakandiseka
nhasindavenayemav ekugumbuka
sei.

Obvi
ousl
yvait
ogayaSi
errakaaa.
NdangandamumakaSier
rakanama
cal
lsakewasnotpi
cki
ngt hem.
Ndakabvandaonai
mwepostpa
Facebookyai
it
asekut
iyanga
yaposi
ter
waini
.

Thetr
uthaboutpeoplewhohat
eyou
ordi
sli
keyouisthey
r
eal
lywishtheycoul
dbeli
key
ou,
in
y
ourposit
ionhavewhat
y
ouhav
ebutunf
ort
unat
elyt
heycan'
t.
Theywill
nevercel
ebrat
eyou
becausetheywanttohavewhat
y
ouhav
e.
Evenwheny
oudogoodt
heywi
l
lst
il
l
fi
ndawayoftr
yingt
o
opposeyoubecausethei
rhear
tisf
ull
ofbi
tter
nessandhate.
Everyopport
uni
tyt
heygett
heyt
ryt
o
pull
y oudownbut
unf
ort
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waysf
ail
whi
ch
makesthem moreangr
y
.
..
wellt
ell
youwhatnoamountof
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ngy
oudown,
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l
lkeepri
singandwat
cht
hem
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ed,don'
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them badbecauset
heway
t
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vet
heirl
iv
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t
hat
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tt
er
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owar
dsy
ou.
Theywakeupever
ydaytochecki
f
somethi
ngwrongorbad
hashappenedtoyousotheywi
l
l
cel
ebrat
ebutthentheysee
t
heopposi
te.
KeepRi
singhoneyt
heywi
l
lgetused
toi
t.

Amai mwanakuit
akutsiur
wane
FacebookherenhaiJeso.Si
err
a
haanachandit
adzi
raisitt
hatlwishl
couldbeinherposi
ti
on.
Kubvi
randi
naMuny
aradzindanga
ndakamumakai
yeachindifar
ir
anow
.Sheiswit
hMybamukur u.

Ndakazv i
vhunzaonemuv hunzo
wandangandi si
nakuconsi der.Kuti
nhaiTashasakai weweuri kurwa
shanj
edzababamukur upane
paungazor oor
waher enexy at
ete
vakozvikabudamushe.
Haaaay i
waTashadzikamahaikona
kudakuit
akungewagar wa
nemishongayambuyaChipi
nge.
Nhaikaunovhi
ri
ngi
kabrainuri
mwanamudi ki.

Ndakazvitsi
urandegandai
tonzwa
zigodopahuroapa.Ndikat
iuriwofa
neBPBpy emunhuasingafeKakuda
angaakadzimaidzwanemishonga
yatetev
ako.

Dzi
kamamoyowangu,ndat
i
dzi
kamamoy
owanguiwe.Bamukur
u
vaka,
maini
nimatizi
imakugayei
ko
i
papa.Ndakangoy
erekanandat
indi
ri
kudzi
kamisamoyowangu.

Hanzihezv
owai t
aseimoyo ndakat
i
ngaudzi
kame.Hanziaaalmlost
maini
ni.Ndikat
idon'tworr
y
bamukurul wasthi
nkingoutl
oud.

Hanzii
fyousayso.Ndakazv i
udza
kuti
Tashaukuit
amapundomumoy o
unofanegodo.Bamukuruhavasi
murumewakoav akanaboy
fri
end
yako.
Ndibabamukuruakati
mai v
angusaka
r
especthimf ul
lstopwhathedoes
wit
hhi sl
if
eishisbusi
ness.

Sier
rai sl
ivi
ngherli
fesakaletherbe.
Kwetekudakuitcompet i
ti
onand
compar i
ngwhoshedat es.Howr ich
theyaresheevenlostachil
di nThe
fi
rstmar ri
agewhichiscausi
ngher
tohav ephobi
cpesepaneswi mmi ng
poolitbri
ngshersadmemor ies.

I
wehaunakanamwanaakaf
a
dzi
kamamoyowangu.
Ndakasvi
kandikaonekandai
toda
t
imendirndegayekudzi
kamisamoyo
wangu.

Ndiri
mumot akuendakumbakwangu
ndakati
.IweweTashahaikonakui
ta
sekutiwapfekwanemwey awambuya
Chipi
ngekaaa.

Kanaur
iwondi
noutukanezi
tar
ajesu
dzi
kamamhepoiweterer
a.Handin
mwey
aunot
ongwanemadzi
nzai
ni.

Ndakasvi
kakumbandichi
tukiri
ra
mishongayambuyaChipi
nge.Dont
knowwhybutndakatukandikarar
a
.makusenindakamukandav ebhooo.

Peacebest
il
l
Taril
ovesyou.Dziri
ponguvadzekuti
unotodakuudzamoy owakoiwe
wegakutiudzikamenhai.SaTasha
ehengatidzi
kamisemoy oyedu
i
notodakuudzwakut idzi
kamaiwe.
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Tobecontentdoesn’
tmeanIwi
l
l
nev
erexperi
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sappoi
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itmeansIwon’
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tlet
yoursit
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onregul
atey
our
sati
sfact
ion.
Tasha(t
ete)

NdakafonerwanaBobbyachi
tit
ir
i
kui
tabir
thdayraDeanyouare
i
nvit
ed.Iknowl hadsai
dyoudon't
needtocomet omyhouselwil
l
bri
ngthekidstoyou.

Butt
her
ear
eyourki
dst
ooy
oul
can'
t
denyyout heri
ght
sofbeingatthei
r
bir
thday.Ndi kawhenist
heparty
causebirthdayrakeisonThur
sday
hanziSaturdayiswhenwear e
havingapar ty.

Thursdayanengear
ikuchi
kor
o.
Ndikati
ohmanjekubasalm
supposedtogooutnebasaFri
day
ndodzokanextWednesday
I
m sorr
yt ell
theki dslreal
lyloveto
bether
eandl l
ovet hem butbasa
manje.Hewasev ensurpri
sedlwas
nowgoingt owor k.Achi bvaati
Tashaifneedany thi
ngdon' t
hesi
tat
et oshout .Eventhatoff
erfor
ahousei ssti
llopen.

Ndikat
idon'tworryaboutme
handit
indakuendakubasaher
e.

Hanzimakorokotokanawakuenda
kubasandi
katithanks.

NdakaendakuBul
away
onebasa
hangu.MusiwepartywishedDeana
happybirt
hdayndikamutimhamha
l
ovesy oukungot
ibasachete
mwanangu.

Hanziweunder standmhamha
Daddyexpl ai
nev ery
thi
ngt ous.We
l
ovey out oowi l
lsendyouthepics.
Ndikatigoodt henakabv aati
mai nini
Tashai scomi ngndakatonzwakuf ara
zvi
mwendezv i
mweTashav ana
vanguay i
v adazvandisi
ngade
kuudzirwanaiv owovaimudainfact
vanav anguhav anamunhu
wavasi
ngadevakadzi
dzisaar
udo
nagogovavonababav acho.

Kubvazvandatangakuenda
muchurchndi nowanzor otandi
chi
rwi
sananambuy aChipingendichi
var
ovazvakaipathi
sot her.

Pesepandopepukandinenge
ndavarov
a.NdirikuBul
awayovakandi
foner
ahanziTashahondiyawatanga
nenihaui
hwi
neiyi.
Ndikati ndadii
izv
anguinihanzido
yout hinky ougetreadyofmej ust
l
iket hathaaa.Ndi kat
ilj
ustdid
nemi wohondoy amatenganeni hamu
i
hwi nei mi.Handinarudzinemi kaaa
i
ni.Ndakat engwaneroparinodhura.

Zvakakwanazv atakai
tat
oseay iv
e
mazuv aekusamuzi vaMwari..
Bri
ng
i
tonhandi tyekut yi
swanemashoko
enyuini.Ihavegotnot hi
ngt oloose
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el di
dn' tknowwhol was
whatl carr
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ei nGod'shandsl had
putmylif
einyourhandsmunhuwo
zvakeanotozv
itambur
ir
aanot
o
fani
rakutsv
agadenga.

Nowlknowl
m adaught
eroftheki
ng
mwanawamamboakachenget
edzwa.
Br
ingi
ton.

Hanzi ohlwilluchadzokawavekundi
pfugamirazvakuipi
raiwevakawanda
vaizv
ii
taizv
izvaur i
kuit
aasivanongo
dzokakwandi r
i.
Ndikati
inihandi
sivakawanda
vanodzokalm Tasha.Handidzokei
mi
ndimimuchat or
asamakonaeny u
oway oashayabasa.

Nekuti munehudy i
remunotorazvipo
zvevanhunekut iy
ouar epowerl
ess.
Sakamunodakushandi samidzimu
i
sinar udzi nemi.I
nihandichai
ta
zvemidzimunemi dza.Ndairar
ama
nebvut ereny umuribusycontr
oll
ing
memakat opotsamai takut
i
ndikangani semwanawehanzv adzi
yangu.Zv inowet hankGoduy oana
mai wor r
iorhambar ekunamata.
Hanzii
zvozviwakasii
wanemur ume
anehupfuminekudakuzvii
ta
unozi
vi
sisa.Ndi
katihaaauyo
murumewasnev erminendimi
makangamamukanganemi shonga.

Ofwhichanamai vakewogamba
pakupf
ugamanemabv ivachikumbir
a
kunaMwari.Handi
sisi
nakana
shungunayemurumewekupi hw
anematat
egurundomudiizvangu.

Tashauy
amukai
tazv
ekut
ambamuf
a
si
yanainayemusatombokanganisa
spi
rityake.Hanzii
kozvinoave
kutodaBobbyndakamusot a
achadzokakwandi
rikanazvar
amba
kutiadi
wekutindi
mugadziri
re..

Izv
ozv i
arikumbakwakokumut ambo
wemwana.Ar ikutonzwakuda
mur umewakoi weweakakusi y
a.
Ndichatomugadzi ri
raagoroorwa
kutochatachaikozv awakatadda
i
wewe.Ugor wadziwandikati handi
rwadziweinindikanzwakut iBobby
uyaarooraasihaambof iakaroor a
Tasha.
Kenyepachai
kohanzii
zvozv
i ar
i
kuvar
iramukat
iakat
ari
saBobby
kumbakwakouko.Vachatoraravese
nhasiunoagoi
tapamuvi
ri.

Ndakasekakupwat i
kachaikondi kat
i
ehoregai var
arev esekwacho.Ndaka
vatimurikundinyaudzal m aver y
busyper son.Ndokukat aphone
yanguzv anguav ambuy aChi pinge
vanofungakut iv
anocont rol
lert he
wholeuni v
ersenembi nj
i
ridzavosur e
lfeelsorr
yf orshame.Kusazi v
a
Mwar isomet i
meskunokui ta
mur
andawehupeny
uhwakohwauno
f
ani
rakur
aramaasaki
ng.

Unoswerozvi
takudzazvi
sinazera
newe.Manheruachondakar ot
a
Tasha.Ayendakupartykumbakwa
Bobbyakasvikamushemushe.

Vanavakamufari
raandst uff.Saka
Bobbyakabvaatiaaamai ninindine
nzar
a.Akanopakurachikafumupot o.
Mhenozvaakadir
amupl ateiya.
Ndobvaakuf
ambaachi endakunopa
Bobbyf
oodi
ya.

Akasvikaakat
ibamukuruoyichikaf
u
chenyu.Bobbyakadyachikafuchiy
a
chese.Apedzakudyachikafuchiya
akabvaatiamaini
nit
etevenyu
vakaendasakaimindimimav emai
vepambapano.

Tashaakatiyeslknowbamukuru
zvi
kanzil
meankut imaivepano
meaningy ouwil
lstar
tsleepi
ngin
mybedroom wi t
hme.
Tashaakatiyesbamukur usakathat
nytpar
tyaperav anhuv aendaTasha
akanogezaachibvaapf ekakanyt
dresskapfupipf
upi akuendakuna
Bobby.

Akasv i
koknockerdoorr emu
bedroom Bobbyakat icomei n
maininiwaswai t
ingfory ou.The
momenty akapindaTashamu
bedroom maBobbymai v aTasha
vakangouyahandinakuonakut i
vabvanepivakabatazi
shamhuv akat
i
i
weTashawakat angachihureri
nhi.
Haaaaurikudakuraranexhusband
yatet
evakokutizvi
dii
ihaaaunoda
kumutsaruvengomumhur imedu
i
wewe.Haaaasakai wewendi we
unozogarazvakanakahere.Ko
ukazorambwasezv akai
twat et
evako
kurambwamunhuwanev ana2.

Usadekundi shur
aiweMwanaiwe
vakamur ovaTashakusv
ikaBobby
angobudaakaendahapanaakaziva
kutiakaendakupi.
Ndakapepukandi
chit
izvakwanakani
maigur
uv ai
ngorovaTashamuno
muuraya.

NdakazivakutindiMbuy
aChipinge
var
i kuzama.Ndakangotisat
an
wajairahaunasimbapamusoro
pehupeny uhwangunaTasha.

HakunaTashaachagar anaBobby
Tashaachait
awakemur umeasina
connect
iony aMbuy aChipi
nge.
Ndakati
kiri
randikatimweya
yemadzinzasiy
ai nemwana
wehanzv
adzi
yangu.

NdakazobvazvanguKuBulaway
o
vanavakauyaweekendtheywhere
showingmef otosepapar
ty.

Vachifarawait
oonawegakut ithey
hadagr eatday.NemamweaDaddy
vavovakamiranethisbeauti
fullady
haaauy oaakanakazvekut
ikana
muzukur uwanguayisasvi
ka.
Ndikati
ndiyaniuyuhanziif
ri
endy a
Daddymai Mumuv ayal
alwaystel
l
youabout .Sheistheonethatt
oldus
wemustv i
sityouti
metotimeand
thatyouloveus.

Forsomer easonl l
ikedher
ndakat
onzwakumuf ari
ra.Mami ri
ro
avangavakait
awai t
oonazv akokuti
Bobbylovesher .Hawai mboda
kuudzwandikati
komai nini
Tasha
havapopamaf otowani.Hanzi na
Deanshewasupsetabout
somethi
ngsoshewasj ustquietand
si
tti
ngalone.
NdikatiasiyouandDaddydidn'
t
welcomeherni celyhanzinaMegan
wedi dwel comeher.Shei sfr
iends
wit
hmai Mumut heywher
e
sur
pr i
sedt oseeeachother.

Your ememberuncleMunyaradzi
vai
mbodat ermai
niniTashasheis
rel
atedtohim.Mumut hebaby
anotovenezi
tar
auncleMunyaradzi
.
Hanzihei
sstepsontomaiMumu.
Yoowassurpri
sedndiyeayi
taurwa
naTashakut
ianodanananestepson
yakekwambuyachi
pinge.
Yaaanehwhatasmallworl
d.She
mightbeagoodpersonst epson
anowir
ir
ananast
epmot herwhil
ehis
ownmot heri
sst
il
lal
iv
e.

HadthatvakazochatamrRegai
nemukadziwavomukur ul knew
aboutthescandaly aMrRegai
nesmallhousey akazovasiy
avasi
na
mari.

Butanywaywhol
mlt
ojudgeheri
ni
ndai
it
ir
aBobbyzv
emi
shongawani
ndi
kangosi
i
wapano.

LeastSi
err
aanowi r
ir
ananev ana
vemurumewacho.Koi nivanavangu
vai
sambondidandiy
eakav ai
takuti
vandi
de.Idon'
thaveproblemsnay e
sheisgoodforBobbyalreadykids
l
ovesher
.
a

Asf
orTashal
wil
lpr
ayasakur
ir
we
nemishongayambuyaChi
pinge.
Kudziv
adzwapanaBobby.

Ti
meisourmostpr
eciousasset
.
Oncei
t'
sgonei
twil
lnever
comeback.Ti
meisfini
te.Wedonot
haveanendl
esssupply
souseyourti
mewi sel
y,wi
tht
hought
,
car
e,conf
idence,
and
i
ntent
ion.Don'
twai
tforev
ery
thi
ngi
n
t
heout
erwor
ldt
obe
per
fectbefor
eyouact
,chooset
oact
nowandt r
ustyour
sel
f
compl
etel
y.

Taril
ovesyou.MbuyaChi pi
nge
vakushayapeacenemishongayav
o
havasi
sinawekucontr
oller
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er39

Theprimarycauseofunhappi
ness
i
snev erthesi
tuat
ionbutur
thought
sabouti t
.
Tasha

Haay aaandakadzi kamisamoy o

wanguwangawakudakui takunge
ndapf ekwaneshav erambuy a
Chipinge.Yooowhywi l
llbe
ensecur ekutorwadzi
wanemumwe
munhuasi nakanabasaneni
muf unge.Sierr
ahaanakanabasa
neni anotondionasehergoodf r
iend.
Hezv ondakaz otadzatoenjoy
bi
rthdayr emwanandi chii
takunge
hwizamuroyi
yabv
iswamapapiro
kungechi
dhambakurachashay
a
rukova.

Makamboonakut i paunopedza
nguvayakouchivengamumwe
munhu.Asinachitemanewei ye
zvi
nhuzvakezvinengezv i
chit
ofay
a
pamberipako.

Oriyewachonguvaiy
oyoyauno
pedzauchimuvengaanoi
shandi
sa
kugayahupeny
uhwake.Zv i
notoi
ta
kungeZvinemashur
a.Tangakaa
kuv
engamunhuasi
nachi
temanewe.

Tafurayakeinobvayat
ogadzi
rwa
pamber i
pakoi wewe.Anot
otanga
kutoit
amor esuccessf
ulmumaziso
ako.Thewaypeopl ewhereprai
sing
Sierr
asokaa.

Ndakatangakuzeyazvangumashoko
abamukuruhanzi l
m amanmai ni
ni
ndakambogaranemukadzi i
ninil
haveneeds.Sakazv ekuzot
indihur
e
bodondinevanaini
ni.Vanodzidza
chi
iipazvi
ri
.
Im goi
ngtogetmarr
iedsoonSi erra
getsal
ongwithmykidsanot oit
a
kungevanav
akenotonlymyki ds
mamuonapapartyimi pakazara
vanashewascari
ngf orthem al
l.

Mykindofwomanllovehernothi
ng
i
sgoingtostopmefrom maki
ng
Si
err
amywi f
e.Uyuangaadiwa
zv
okwadizvomene.

Ndikafungatetev
achi
ndiudzakut
i
vakashandi
sir
abamukurumushonga
kuti
vadiwe.Zv
inosvaSi
err
a
ndait
oonakuti
ilov
eisi
namidzi
.

Bamukur udi dn'

tknowkut ivaka
shandisir
wamushonga.Iknewi t
hangui zvozvemishongaizvi
ndozvakai t
akutiMuny ar
adziandi
rambe.

Zveseizvindai
zvi
gay ahangu
ndadzikamisamoy owangu.
NdakazofoneraSierr
andat oonakut
i
ndikadakuit
akungechikandaminal
wil
l l
ooseadearfri
endnekudakwe
godonedakazv
isi
nazv
azv
inondi
pa.

Ndakamuf oner akuseniakatiar

i
kuendakuchur ch.Ndikatindi
ne
washendai ndatoendawonewe
kuchur
chhanzi haaav asi
kana
handeikuchur chkani washenmoit
a
aft
erchur ch.

Ndakamhany amhanyakugadzi
ri
ra
zvangukuendakuchurchndai
zo
rambanepaiSier
raissoconvi
ncing.
Ndakasekandafungabamukuru
vachi
t i
Sierr
aakaomamusorozvese
zvandot aur
aanotino.Ev
enofl
convinceheranongoti
no.

But..
..
..
.sheisgoodatconv i
nci
ng
l
ol.Ndakazoendazvangukuchur
ch
kwait
opar i
dzwaaboutfavorhanzi
Favorai
n'tfai
r.

Fav
orai
n'
tfai
r.

Webel
i
evenot
hingj
usthappens.God
orchestrat
esourl i
ves.Put susatt he
ri
ghtplaceatt herightt i
mear ound
therightpeopletor eceivewhatwe
needt ogot othenextl ev el ofli
f e.
That'simportant.Somet i
mesl i
fe
seemschaot i
candpai nful and
uncertai
n.Andi thelpsmet oknow
thatGodhassomemast erpl ant hat
thereissomemet hodt ot he
madness.Thatul t
imat elyt here's
goingtobesomepur poseev enout
ofpainfulsi
tuati
ons.Ther ewi llbe
purpose
Sowe' vebeent akingagoodl ookat
RuthandhowGodor der edhisst eps
andhowshe' saMoabi t
ewoman.I n
casey ou'r
enotf ami liarwi thher,
she'
samoabi tess, comi ngoutof
Moab, peoplewhodi dn'trecogni ze
GodasGod.ButbecauseBet hlehem
andIsrael i
nparticularwer egoing
thr
oughaf amine, Naomi tookher
twosonsandherhusbandandt hey
wentdowni ntoMoabandmett hese
twogirls.Wet al
kedaboutRut hand
Orpahwhomar ri
edNaomi 'st
wosons.
Youhav etounder standt hese
characters.I
fyoudon' tunderstand
thecharacter
sy ouwon'tunderst
and
themetaphorwhati tmeanst oyou.
Thetwosonst hesegi
rl
smar ri
eddied
andNaomi 'shusbanddiedandwe
tal
kedabouthowt het
hreewomen
engul
fedingr i
efandsadisti
cpainof
l
osingtheircompanionsengulfed
eachotherintearsandwept .

OrpahgoesbacktoMoabbecause
shecanandshe'srel
easedtogo.
Naomisaidshe'
sgoingtoBethl
ehem
whereshecamef r
om.She'swil
ted
andwither
ed.Rut
hstandingbet
ween
Naomi represent
ingwher eshewants
togoandOr pahrepresenti
ngwhere
shecamef rom t
urnstowardsNaomi
andsay s,I
'm goi
ngwi thyou.Your
Godshal lbemyGodandy ourpeopl
e
shallbemypeopl e.Wher eyoulodgeI
shalll
odgeandwher eyoudieIshall
die.

Thecostofherdeci sionisqui t
e
pai
nful.Nowshei sinBet hlehem, a
Moabitewoman, ami nori
tywoman, a
womanwhoi sconsideredasecond
cl
assci t
izen,notalegit
imat ecit
izen
ofBethlehem.She'simpov erished
andshe'swi dowed.Shehasan
economi ci ssueaswel lasaspi rit
ual
i
ssue.Butshe' swi l
l
ingtogot hrough
theadv ersitybecauseshe'sbeenso
i
mpr essedwi thNaomi andherGod
thatshewant st obewhereNaomi is.
ExperiencingNaomi '
sGodwal king
i
ntot heabundancet hatNaomi hast o
bepossi ble.She'sinBethlehem.
Bethlehem i stransl
atedtobet he
houseofbr ead.Yetshe'sstarvingf or
bread.

Hmm ndakabv
andafungakambo
kamai
CharambakahaRutedzoker
a
kumushakwakokunamainababa
unowani
kwaehemakazi
va.

Whent
hePastorsai
dthi
slwas
r
eal
lyt
ouched.
br
ead.

I
sn'titf
unnyy oucanbei ntheright
pl
aceandst ill
haveagr eatneed.Isn'
t
i
tfunnyy oucanbei nther i
ghtplace
whereblessingsarefl
owi ngand
becauseofy oursi
tuat
iony ou'
re
unabletoenterint
othebl essi
ngs
otherpeoplehave.Sheknewshewas
i
nt heri
ghtplaceandthati s
i
mper at
iveforyoutobeabl etodo
whatGodhascal l
edy outodo.Ndaka
si
mukandi kaendakunoi saseed
kumberindangandabat wabat wa
pakadzi
kafirstndangandatsiurwane
Facebookchi yonowt his.Haaa
shuwaMwar ivar
ikutauraneni.

ApaPast orvachovai
nzi vabvamhiri
kwemakungwababav air
ov ashoko
i
vavozv ekut
ivai
it
ali
kev aigezapese
pakazvi
bamumoy omanguneshoko.
Sier
raakapedzisi
raavekuchema
ndofungarangaramur ovawo
pakadzi
kapemoyowakeshoko.
Vait
ovenaint
erpr
eteray i
zodudzi
ra
neshonakunevamwev asi
nganzwe
chi
rungu.Asii
nil
mj usttel
li
ngyouin
Engli
shndait
onzwisisanechur
ungu
i
ni.

fr
om obscur i
tytonot ori
ety.Isn'tit
nicetobeint her ightdirecti
on?You
haven'tgott
ent her eyetbuty ouknow
you'r
emov ingint herightdirection.I
f
youasachur ch, asaChr i
sti
anbegi n
tomov einther ightdi r
ection, t
here's
acertainli
tt
lesignst hatar e
i
ndicativeofthefacty ou'
reinthe
ri
ghtdirecti
on.Lit
tlesignsuchast hi
s.
WhenIl ookbackov ermyshoul der,
andseewher eIcamef r
om, Imi ght
notlooksuccessf ultoyoubutwhenI
real
izeIcameoutofaf amine, and
I'
m gladI'mjustheresur vi
val,
andso
shesur vi
vedit.Andt henshewent
from survi
valint
obei ngaplacet hat'
s
suessust ai
ned.Andnowshe' s
comi ngintotheplaceshenot ices
i
ncrease.

Somebodysayincrease.Al
lofa
sudden,shesay
s,lookatthi
sext
ra
wheat.Lookatt
hisextrawheatl
ayi
ng
ont hegr ound.WhatRut hdoesn' t
knowi sBoazhashadaconv er sat
ion
abouthershedi dn'tev enhear .He
hascommandedt her eleaseof
blessings.Somebodysayr elease.
He' scommandedt her eleaseof
blessings.Shedi dn'tev enheart he
conv ersat i
on.Butshe' sar ecipientof
somet hingthathehassai dabouther .
Thatcausedhert ost ar treceiving
thingst hathav ebeenr eleasedf or
hert hatshedoesn' tev enknowhowi t
happened.
Ther eareaf ewpeopl ei nt hi
sroom
whohav ejusti nanat temptt of ol
low
Godhav enot icedi ncr ease.Wedi dn't
heart heconv er sat ion?Wedon' t
knowwhatwassai di nheav en.We
don'tknowhowt hebl essingst arted.
Butwej ustnot icedt hataswe
attempt edtowal kwi thGod, t
hat
therewer esomet hi ngst hatjust
wor kedoutt hathav enev erwor ked
outbef oreasi fsomebodyhadj ust
l
eftsomet hingsar oundf orus.And
west artedcomi ngi nt othings.I s
thereany bodyi nt her oom who
knowswhati tist oj ustst umbleup
onsomebl essi ngst hatal most
l
ookedl
i
ket
heywer
ewai
ti
ngony
ou.

Sierr
aakasimukaanzwaakano
i
sawoseedkumber indofungav anga
vataural
i
fey ake.Churchy ese
vamwev aichemav amwwwer e
j
umpi ngupscr eamingwer ecei
ve.

Iwanttotal
kt osomepeopl e.I
sther
e
anybodyi
nher ewhohav ejusthad
someblessingsf al
lonyou?You
cameont herightSunday.This
ser
moni sfory ou.Youneedto
underst and.Whent hisst art
sto
happen, peoplereactstrangelytoy ou.
Theyreactst rangel
yt oy oubecauseI
cansayi teloquentl
yandar ti
culat
ely.
Icansayi tprofoundlybutIav oidthat
andbr eakr ightdowni ntoit.Icantell
ofmyt houghtpr ocesst oaf ormthat
wil
lcausemet obeher aldformy
abil
it
yt oar ti
culatetheconcept sof
God.Ichooset ogobey ondallofthat
andtell youl i
kemygr andmawoul d
tel
lyou.Ther easont hatpeopl ehav e
anatti
t udewhent hatbegi nsto
happeni nyourl i
fei
st hatGodi s
giv
ingy ouf av or
Fav or
,fav ornowi spr eferent i
al
treatment .Fav orisdi stinctiv e
treatmentwher ebyy ouhav er eached
anel i
test atusy oudon' tev endeser ve.
Andt her easont hey '
reupseti sthat
favorain'tfair
.I fyou'ret aki ngnot es
makesur ey ougett hat .Fav orain't
fair
.Godmaybej ustbuthe' snotf air
.
WhenGodget sr eadyt obl essy ou, he
doesn'tjustbl essy oubecausey ou
deservet obebl essed.ButGodhasa
wayofj ustchoosi ngt obl essy ouand
saying,t
hatladyri
ghtt here.I
'
m going
toleavethathouseforher .Can't
nobodybuyt hehousebuther .
Everybodyelsehastriedtobuyi t.
Everythi
ngwi l
lbeti
edup.That '
sher
house.Nobodyi sgoingt ogetitbut
her.Favor!

Ndakat
oonahangukutiy
aaair
ipana
Si
err
andoinonzif
avorai
n'tf
air
.

Andofcour sethey'
regoingtobe
upset.Ofcoursethey'
regoingtorol
l
thei
reyeswheny ouwalkintheroom.
Ofcour sethey '
llhaveanat ti
tude.Of
courset heydon' tl
ikeyou.Ofcour se
theyr ecenty ou.They '
refrustrated
becauseGodpr eferr
edyou.Gav eyou
preferent i
altreatment.Andt henex t
ti
mey our unuponsomebodywhoi s
l
ooki ngaty oual lf
unny,sayy eah,I
knowwhati tis.Goaheadandhav e
allt
heat ti
tudey ouneedt obecause
thi
si sfav or.Andf avorain'tf
ai r
.It
's
notf air
, i
sit?

Puti
tont
hebackofy
ourcar
,itai
n'
t
fai
r,i
si t
?Puti tony ourhouser ighton
themai l
box,itain'tfair.Wheny ouget
thenewj ob,puti tri
ghtt hereony our
comput er.I
tain'tfair.Fav orai
n'tfai
r.
WhenGodbl essesy ou.Youneedt o
understandthatmanyoft hethings
youev enGodar en'tfair.You'r
enot
evenqual i
fi
edt ohav et heposi t
ion,
butyougoti t.You'rel i
v i
nginahouse
thatdon'tevenwor koutonpaper
howy ougott hehouse.Fav orain't
fai
r.
I'
vegott ostopt here.It'
sbeenar eal
j
oyandr ealblessingt oshar et he
wordoft heLor dwi thy ou.Iwantt o
encouragey ou, j
ustembr acethei dea
ofwalkinginGod' sf avor .Breathei ti
n.
Prayinit.Walki nit.Thinki nit.
Expectit.Favorisy oursf ort hetaking
andGodi sdistri
butingi toutt ohis
chil
dren,favorthatj ustboggl est he
mind.IthankGodf oryou.I 'm praying
foryou.
Vangavapedz
ahavomufundi
siwe
werebl
essedthewhol
echurch
wait
ooakutimumwenemumweane
pakepamubatapamhur
idzoipapo.

Takazoimbazv edusong
yamaiCharambaRut evanhu
vachi
tamba.Andweshar edthegr
ace
.Ndakat ogayakutidaindasar
a
kumbandi chi
it
awashenndat o
ruzi
ri
ramhar i
dzoinokombor er
a
kudai.
Ndakatozvi
udzanemumoy okuti
babamukuruBobbyi soffmyl i
mits
heisthefat
herofmyaunt ,ski
dsand
xhusbandf ormyauntfi
nish.

Whoev erhedat esi snonofmy

businessi nf
actwhathedowi thwho
everisnoneofmybusi ness.Pana
tetedzaivembi nj
irizvi
nov awana
rudowho. lml t
ost opit.Izvozvagara
hapanapandai zor oorwanexy at
ete
vangundi chidir
eikokuf umuka
kudaro.Knowi ngmyf ather
madi r
o.avaii
tatetesohav aimbo
bvumamadhambi tananai wayo.
Andmymot herworsezvav
ohav adi
zvi
sinabasa.Ndakat
ikunaSier
ra
ndonokusiyakumbakwenyunemot a
ndozoit
awasheny angu.

Hanzi
handinachandikumhanyira
Kumbaini
Mumuar ikwababav ake.
Wecangot oyourplace.Ndipo
mhamhaGoodnessnaMudhar a
wangumetimey avo.Plusl
mr unning
awayfr
om someone.

Wegoti
nthecarndof
ungasomeone
ayi
taurwandibamukur
uBobby
ndakabvandasekandi
katiasi
kana
murikuti
zavamukuruvangu.

Hanzi aaaiwebamukur uvakovane

madr amai basachair
o.Yooohanz i
ndofungat etevakovaigara
vachiseka.Ndakagay a
nechemumot ozvangukut ii
fonl
y
youknewmyauntwast heonein
control.Bamukuruv ai
gara
vakany arar
a.

Mazuvanondopandakutoonakut
i
munhuakasunungukaanotoit
ama
funni
esnatetevanguv
aisamboseka
sekanemunhu.

Hanzi naSieeravakabat
ayeku
salutaandmat chi
ngnekutiyes
memu.Vakadakut indi
noudzababa
vakokut i
war ambakuendaneniku
dinner.

Sakaregandivati
zeMumuhaapo
ndakaseka.HanziapaDaddywooo
vanoi
tasekutiBabaDeanidangwe
ravozvesevanosaidhi
rababaDean.
Manjenhasi v
anonderandatodzi
ma
phoneyangu.Ndikat
imy behei
s
l
onelyhewant stospendtimewit
h
you.AkasekaSier
rahanzil
onel
y
yekui
tasei.

Yowengav atsvageshamwar ikaaa

ndikati
handiti
ndiweshamwar i
yachoher e.Hanzilmeanamal e
fr
iendndingazv i
gonezvekuswera
kuitahushamwar inev
anhurume..

Takasv
ikakumbat
ikady
aSi
err
a
akandibatsi
rakuwacha.Ndakazo
muperekedzakumapast4.Ti chi
svi
kapagat emot ayabamukuru
Bobbyy akaparkerpagate..

Hanzi naSi
erraand.
zv akaoma
takapindamumbazv edukwakuwana
Bamukur uv akagar
apasof a
vachidyanzungudzakakangwane
salt
.

Vachionabhor anaDaddyvaSi eer

a.
Vakabvav ati
aaaSierr
awai t
a
zvakanakawauy ashamwariy ako
yangay akudakuendaiyi
yauyakare
masi
kati
handit
imuno.
pedzachur
ch
na1ndamutiamir
e.

NdaidakusekaSi
err
aachinjaf
ace.
Ndikat
imasweraseibamukuru
vakati
tasweramai
ninibabaSier
ra
ndangandatovamhoresa.

Vakatoshamakut it
ozivana
ndofungavait
indi
kutiBamukur uas
i
nSierraismyf ri
end.Hanzi na
bamukuruTashamwanawe
hanzvadziyaxwi f
ey angu.Hanzi
nababaSierr
ai si
tingany i
kaidi
ki
nhai
.
Ndakazoonekazvangundatoonakut
i
Sieeraasvot
wakkkknaBamukur u
i
vov ait
oit
asekut
ihavasi
kuonakuti
adhinhi
wahanzindauyakar
e.

NdakaonekaBamukur uvachi
bva
vaonekavakat
indichambokubir
ai
mai Munyar
adzi.

HanzinaMudhar
ahaaendanav
o
hako.Hanz
inaSi
eer
aNdiri
kuda
kuwachahembedzangumangwana
ndi
kuendakubasal
m notgoi
ng
anywayndinewashen.

HanzimhamhaGoodnessdon' t
worrywashenndai takarendat
o
ayi
na.Endai heny
unaBabaDean
kkkkzvakomaakat angakukweva
makumboSi erratapanzehanzi
Tashawazvionawozv inoi
ta
bamukuruv ako.

I
nindi
chat
amapanondotoshay
amy
metime.HanzinaBamukur
ukana
mukatamandi
nobvandat
ouy
anema
bhegi
angunevanav
angukuzogar
a
i
kokokwamunengematami
ra.

Panondotyababachetedai takat
o
tamawokare.Sierraakatihazvi
naki
dzezvamunoi tai
mi babaDean.
Hanzii
wezv aunoit
aunotizvino
naki
dzamunhuwemukadzi ane
nhar
osaMal emakudar o.Wandi
dzi
miraphonekaaauchi tiwandi
gona.Manjewat ondi
goner andato
sweranamudhar a.

Ndakasekandikat
ibamukurunamai
Mumusor touturdif
fer
encesini
ndakumbonoz ey
ashokorandanzwa
kukerekeukondi
rikumba.

HanzinaBamukur uokmainini
.I
droveoffndi
kasiyaSier
raakafut
a
achi
popotabamukuruv ai
ngoti
pengaimaiSorobhi.Yesmemu
tazv
inzwaehoyi.

Mhenokutiv
akazodiiindai
tindi
ka
fungaf
aceyaSieer
apaakaona
bamukuruvakagar
apasof akuchinj
a
kwaakait
aachit
ikwindindosekaapa
bamukuruvait
omuchony aneziso
vachi
sekerera.Ay
iyaregai
v ai
te
kungepwer eir
imurudonatetevangu
vangavakambunyukidzwa.

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ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)
Season2

Chapt
er39

Theprimarycauseofunhappi
ness
i
snev erthesi
tuat
ionbutur
thought
sabouti t
.

Tasha
Haay aaandakadzi kamisamoy o
wanguwangawakudakui takunge
ndapf ekwaneshav erambuy a
Chipinge.Yooowhywi l
llbe
ensecur ekutorwadzi
wanemumwe
munhuasi nakanabasaneni
muf unge.Sierr
ahaanakanabasa
neni anotondionasehergoodf ri
end.
Hezv ondakaz otadzatoenjoy
bir
thdayr emwanandi chii
takunge
hwizamur oyiyabv
iswamapapi r
o
kungechi dhambakur achashaya
rukov a.
Makamboonakut i paunopedza
nguvayakouchivengamumwe
munhu.Asinachitemanewei ye
zvi
nhuzvakezvinengezv i
chit
ofay
a
pamberipako.

Oriyewachonguvaiyoyoy auno
pedzauchimuvengaanoishandisa
kugayahupeny
uhwake.Zv inotoi
ta
kungeZvinemashura.Tangakaa
kuvengamunhuasinachitemanewe.

Taf
urayakei
nobvayat
ogadzi
rwa
pamber
ipakoiwewe.Anot
otanga
kutoit
amor
esuccessf
ulmumaziso
ako.Thewaypeopl
ewherepr
aising
Sierr
asokaa.

Ndakatangakuzeyazvangumashoko
abamukuruhanzi l
m amanmai ni
ni
ndakambogaranemukadzi i
ninil
haveneeds.Sakazv ekuzot
indihur
e
bodondinevanaini
ni.Vanodzidza
chi
iipazvi
ri
.

Im goi
ngtogetmar
ri
edsoonSi er
ra
getsal
ongwithmykidsanot
oita
kungevanav
akenotonlymykids
mamuonapapartyimipakazara
vanashewascar
ingforthem al
l.

Mykindofwomanllovehernothi
ng
i
sgoingtostopmefrom maki
ng
Si
err
amywi f
e.Uyuangaadiwa
zv
okwadizvomene.

Ndikafungatetevachi
ndiudzakut
i
vakashandi
sir
abamukur umushonga
kutivadi
we.ZvinosvaSier
ra
ndait
oonakutiilovei
si
nami dzi
.
Bamukur udi dn'
tknowkut ivaka
shandisir
wamushonga.Iknewi t
hangui zvozvemishongaizvi
ndozvakai t
akutiMuny ar
adziandi
rambe.

Zveseizvindai
zvigayahangu
ndadzikamisamoy owangu.
NdakazofoneraSierrandatoonakut
i
ndikadakuit
akungechikandaminal
wil
l l
ooseadearfriendnekudakwe
godonedakaz vi
sinazvazvi
nondipa.
Ndakamuf oner akuseniakatiar
i
kuendakuchur ch.Ndikatindi
ne
washendai ndatoendawonewe
kuchur
chhanzi haaav asi
kana
handeikuchur chkani washenmoit
a
aft
erchur ch.

Ndakamhany amhanyakugadziri
ra
zvangukuendakuchur chndaizo
rambanepai Sier
raissoconvincing.
Ndakasekandaf ungabamukur u
vachi
t i
Sierr
aakaomamusor ozvese
zvandot aur
aanotino.Evenofl
convinceheranongoti
no.
But..
..
..
.sheisgoodatconv i
nci
ng
l
ol.Ndakazoendazvangukuchur
ch
kwait
opar i
dzwaaboutfavorhanzi
Favorai
n'tfai
r.

Fav
orai
n'
tfai
r.

Webel i
evenothi
ngj usthappens.God
orchestr
atesourl
ives.Putsusatthe
ri
ghtplaceattheri
ghtt i
mear ound
theri
ghtpeopletoreceivewhatwe
needt ogotot henextlev el ofli
fe.
That'simportant.Somet i
mesl if
e
seemschaot icandpai nful and
uncertai
n.Andi thelpsmet oknow
thatGodhassomemast erpl ant hat
thereissomemet hodt ot he
madness.Thatul t
imatelyt here'
s
goingtobesomepur poseev enout
ofpainfulsi
tuations.Therewi l
lbe
purpose

Sowe'
vebeent
aki
ngagoodl
ookat
Rut
handhowGodorder
edhi
sst
eps
andhowshe' saMoabi t
ewoman.I n
casey ou'renotf ami li
arwi thher,
she'
samoabi tess, comi ngoutof
Moab, peopl ewhodi dn'
trecogni ze
GodasGod.ButbecauseBet hlehem
andIsrael i
npar ti
cularwer egoing
thr
oughaf ami ne, Naomi tookher
twosonsandherhusbandandt hey
wentdowni ntoMoabandmett hese
twogi r
ls.Wet alkedaboutRut hand
Orpahwhomar riedNaomi 'st
wosons.
Youhav etounder standt hese
characters.Ify oudon' tunderstand
thechar actersy ouwon' tunder stand
themet aphorwhati tmeanst oy ou.
Thet wosonst hesegi rl
smar ri
eddi ed
andNaomi '
shusbanddiedandwe
tal
kedabouthowt het
hreewomen
engul
fedingri
efandsadist
icpainof
l
osingthei
rcompanionsengulf
ed
eachotheri
ntearsandwept.

Orpahgoesbackt oMoabbecause
shecanandshe' sr el
easedtogo.
Naomisai dshe'sgoingtoBethl
ehem
whereshecamef rom.She'swil
ted
andwithered.Ruthstandingbet
ween
Naomir epresent
ingwher eshewants
togoandOr pahrepresenti
ngwhere
shecamef rom t
urnstowardsNaomi
andsay s,
I'
m goi
ngwithyou.Your
Godshal l
bemyGodandy ourpeopl
e
shallbemypeople.Wher
ey oulodgeI
shalll
odgeandwhereyoudieIshall
die.

Thecostofherdeci sionisqui t
e
painful.Nowshei sinBethlehem, a
Moabi tewoman, ami nori
tywoman, a
womanwhoi sconsideredasecond
classci t
izen,notalegit
imat ecit
izen
ofBet hlehem.She'simpov erished
andshe' swi dowed.Shehasan
economi cissueaswel lasaspi ri
tual
i
ssue.Butshe' swill
i
ngt ogot hrough
theadv ersitybecauseshe'sbeenso
i
mpr essedwi t
hNaomi andherGod
thatshewant stobewher eNaomi i
s.
Experienci
ngNaomi '
sGodwal ki ng
i
ntot heabundancethatNaomi hasto
bepossi bl
e.She'
sinBet hlehem.
Bethlehem i
stransl
atedt obet he
houseofbr ead.Yetshe'sstarvingfor
bread.

Hmm ndakabvandaf
ungakambo
kamaiChar
ambakahaRutedzokera
kumushakwakokunamai nababa
unowani
kwaehemakaziva.
Whent
hePastorsai
dthi
slwas
r
eal
lyt
ouched.
br
ead.

Isn'ti
tfunnyy oucanbei ntheright
placeandst i
ll
hav eagr eatneed.Isn'
t
i
tf unnyy oucanbei nther i
ghtplace
wher eblessingsar efl
owi ngand
becauseofy oursituat
iony ou'
re
unablet oenterintothebl essi
ngs
otherpeopl ehav e.Sheknewshewas
i
nt her i
ghtplaceandt hati s
i
mper at
ivefory outobeabl et
odo
whatGodhascal ledyout odo.Ndaka
simukandi kaendakunoi saseed
kumberindangandabatwabatwa
pakadzi
kafir
stndangandatsi
urwane
Facebookchiyonowt hi
s.Haaa
shuwaMwar ivar
ikutaur
aneni.

ApaPast orvachov ainziv abvamhiri

kwemakungwababav airov ashoko
i
vavozv ekuti
v aii
talikevai gezapese
pakazvi
bamumoy omanguneshoko.
Sier
raakapedzi siraav ekuchema
ndofungarangar amur ovawo
pakadzikapemoy owakeshoko.
Vait
ovenai nterpreteray izodudzira
neshonakunev amwev asi nganzwe
chi
rungu.Asii
nil
mj ustt
ell
ingyouin
Engl
ishndait
onzwisisanechur
ungu
i
ni.

fr
om obscur itytonot or i
ety.Isn'tit
nicetobei nt her ightdi r
ect i
on?You
haven'tgottent her ey etbuty ouknow
you'r
emov i
ngi nt herightdi rection.I
f
youasachur ch, asaChr isti
anbegi n
tomov ei nther ightdi rection, t
here's
acertainlit
tlesignst hatar e
i
ndicativeoft hef acty ou'reint he
ri
ghtdirecti
on.Li ttl
esi gnsuchast hi
s.
WhenIl ookbackov ermyshoul der,
andseewher eIcamef rom,Imi ght
notlooksuccessf ult
oyoubutwhenI
real
izeIcameoutofaf amine,and
I'
m gladI'mjustheresurvi
val,
andso
shesur v
ivedit.Andthenshewent
from survi
valint
obeingaplacet hat'
s
suessust ai
ned.Andnowshe' s
comi ngintotheplaceshenotices
i
ncrease.

Somebodysayincrease.Al
lofa
sudden,shesay
s, l
ookatthi
sext r
a
wheat.Lookatt
hisextrawheatlaying
ontheground.WhatRuthdoesn't
knowisBoazhashadaconv ersat
ion
abouthershedidn'
tevenhear.He
hascommandedt her eleaseof
blessings.Somebodysayr elease.
He' scommandedt her eleaseof
blessings.Shedi dn'tev enheart he
conv ersation.Butshe'sar ecipi
entof
somet hingthathehassai dabouther .
Thatcausedhert ostar treceivi
ng
thingst hathav ebeenr eleasedf or
hert hatshedoesn' tev enknowhowi t
happened.

Ther
eareafewpeopl
einthi
sroom
whohavej
ustinanat
tempttofol
low
Godhav
enoticedi
ncr
ease.Wedidn'
t
heart heconv ersat i
on?Wedon' t
knowwhatwassai di nheav en.We
don'tknowhowt hebl essingst arted.
Butwej ustnoticedt hataswe
attempt edtowal kwi thGod, t
hat
therewer esomet hingst hatjust
wor kedoutt hathav enev erwor ked
outbef oreasi fsomebodyhadj ust
l
eftsomet hingsar oundf orus.And
west artedcomi ngi ntothings.I s
thereany bodyi nt her oom who
knowswhati ti
st oj ustst umbleup
onsomebl essingst hatal most
l
ookedl i
ket heywer ewai tingony ou.

Si
err
aakasi
mukaanzwaakano
i
sawoseedkumber indofungav anga
v
ataural
i
fey ake.Churchy ese
v
amwev aichemav amwwwer e
j
umpingupscr eamingwer ecei
ve.

Iwanttot al
kt osomepeopl e.I
sther
e
anybodyinher ewhohav ejusthad
somebl essingsf al
lonyou?You
cameont herightSunday .This
sermoni sfory ou.Youneedt o
underst
and.Whent hi
sstartsto
happen,peopl ereactstr
angelytoyou.
Theyreactst r
angelytoy oubecauseI
cansayiteloquent l
yandar ti
culat
ely.
Icansayi tprofoundlybutIav oidthat
andbreakr i
ghtdowni ntoit.Icantell
ofmyt houghtpr ocesst oaf ormthat
wil
lcausemet obeher aldformy
abil
it
ytoar t
iculatetheconcept sof
God.Ichooset ogobey ondallofthat
andtellyoulikemygr andmawoul d
tel
lyou.Ther easont hatpeopl ehave
anatti
tudewhent hatbegi nsto
happeniny ourlif
eist hatGodi s
giv
ingyouf av or
Fav or
,fav ornowi spr eferent i
al
treatment .Fav orisdi stinct i
v e
treatmentwher ebyy ouhav er eached
anel i
test atusy oudon' tev endeser ve.
Andt her easont hey '
reupseti sthat
favorain'tfair.Ifyou'ret aki ngnot es
makesur ey ougett hat .Fav orain't
fair
.Godmaybej ustbuthe' snotf air
.
WhenGodget sr eadyt obl essy ou, he
doesn'tjustbl essy oubecausey ou
deservet obebl essed.ButGodhasa
wayofj ustchoosi ngt obl essy ouand
say i
ng,thatl adyr i
ghtt her e.I '
m goi ng
toleavet hathousef orher .Can' t
nobodybuyt hehousebuther .
Everybodyelsehastriedt
obuyit.
Everythi
ngwi l
lbeti
edup.That'
sher
house.Nobodyi sgoingtogeti
tbut
her.Favor!

Ndakat
oonahangukutiy
aaair
ipana
Si
err
andoinonzif
avorai
n'tf
air
.

Andofcour sethey'
regoingtobe
upset.Ofcour sethey'
regoingt orol
l
thei
reyeswheny ouwalkinther oom.
Ofcour sethey'l
lhaveanat ti
tude.Of
courset heydon'tli
keyou.Ofcour se
theyrecenty ou.They'
refrustrat
ed
becauseGodpr efer
redyou.Gav eyou
preferent
ialtr
eat ment.Andthenex t
ti
mey ourunuponsomebodywhoi s
l
ooki ngaty oual l
funny,sayyeah,I
knowwhati tis.Goaheadandhav e
allt
heat ti
tudey ouneedt obecause
thi
si sfavor.Andf avorain'
tfai
r.I
t'
s
notf ai
r,i
sit?

Putitont hebackofy ourcar

,itain'
t
fai
r,i
sit
?Puti tonyourhouserighton
themailbox,itain'
tfai
r.Wheny ouget
thenewj ob,putitri
ghtther
eony our
comput er.I
tain'
tfair
.Fav orai
n'tfai
r.
WhenGodbl essesy ou.Youneedt o
understandthatmanyoft hethings
youev enGodar en'tfair
.You'r
enot
evenqual i
fi
edt ohavet heposit
ion,
butyougoti t.You'
rel i
vingi
nahouse
thatdon'tevenwor koutonpaper
howy ougott hehouse.Fav orain't
fai
r.
Thejoboft
hemindistothi
nk.
Resear
chhasshownthat85%
ofthet
hought
swethi
nkar
enegat
ive
and75%ofthose
negat
ivet
hought
sar
erepet
it
ive.
Sothi
smeansy ourj
obist
omoni
tor
ever
ythoughtt
hatcomes
i
ntothemindandl
etthef
alse,
negat
ive,
har
mfult
hought
sgo.
Rememberwear
eespeci
all
y
v
ulner
abl
ewhenwe'
resadand
alonesoit
'sev
enmoreimpor
tant
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Ndakat
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Marainhubundiyeayindidzidzi
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hazvi
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etendaiv
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i
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Ndikatichi
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hi
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Hanzi
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ta
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i
uit
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kuZimbabwekuzogar aneni.

Ndikat
indi
ti
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ehekaaa.Ukaitanhumbut ozvar
aka
mwanawedu.Ndi katii
wet etevangu
vanorovaudakut indi
rohwekut i
ndakafumukandi chikuvhurir
a
makumbousi nakundi r
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Hanzi
probl
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einhai
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Muny aradziarikuZimbabweuko.
Hanzi naMuny aradzisakaiweweuri
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ahai
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Ndinori
pakanaurikutyai
zvozvo.
Sakachinyar
arazvi
noukatanga
kuchemandirikuZimbabwekuno
unodandishandesei.

Icanonl
ycomet herekupera
kwemwedzi.Kanawakuf ungakuti
unemimbauchit
y akutindokur
amba
kwir
abhazimangwanauwuy ekumba
kwangu.
Ndikat
iiwewewakutofungazvako
zvekut
indiuyekumbakwako.Une
basarakoikokondosv
ikait
eii
koko.

Amai vanguv anodakuchengetwa

neni.Hanzisakaunotindi
ngatadze
kuchengetaambuy avanguv akandi
zvari
ramukadziher elmani.
.

Whyareyougett
ingemot i
onalhaaa
doyoumi ssmebabie.Wandisuwa
kaandosaka.
wakungochemachema.
Nxaaandakakataphoneyangu.
Ndatovenestr
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ayi
ndit
imaini
nindikangokuonai
makusvipasv
ipalknowkweku
nokusi
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Ndakat angakugarahangundaka
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imuchaenda
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Theresaakat ihamusimega
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musat i
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Takagara3weeksndakutony anyi
sa
kugarandakanyar
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hanzi
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Ndi
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ngebhinya.Lkkkndakazoseka
ndikat
iMuny aradzihaasibinya.

Hanzii
ngamat i
akakujai
ri
rai
wani
nhaimakoti
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ndi
kat
iaaaandaaahanzi
makukakamakaaa.Ory ouwant
somemor e.

Takagar
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asi
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ndait
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chadi.
Musi wachoiwowomanher uMara
akanditi
huyaikumbandarwara.

Ndakatoendandichi
mhanyakanii
mi
woye.KwakusvikaandMuny ar
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wast her
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mirandakamutarisandi
chi
shaykuti
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Akazoti
comeonbabielknowyou
getconfusedwheni
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adziwako.Achibv
aandi
hagandakatangakuchemashungu
dzandiwandi
ra.

Maraakabv
aatihezv
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ondiyani
af
amuchamut samwanaakar
ara
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Ndi kati
matiimatiMumuar ipano
hanzi NaMuny ar
adzindauyanay e
my behecanmakey oufeelbett
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Hanzi mazuvanoukugarawaka
nyararachi
ii
.Kundi suwahere.
Ndi
kati3monthsher
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want
edy outomissmekaaakuti
uwuyekuZimbabwe.

Okndauyakutindi
zotaur
aabout
whatst
ressi
ngy ou.Andway
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wardgogov akuzi
vakuti
ndaka
paramhosva.

Sakawhatst
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lgobabietichi
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Ikozvi
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Confusedkaaa.

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Ndakazongoti
lhavetogi
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Yowezv aMunyaradzizvanga
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chaiye.
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kidze
mukadzikui
tazvepabondekut
ianzi
murumechai y
enhai.Murume
chai
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anguva.

Patakazoendakubeachhaaaimi
tesetakakundwanemiy
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munhuasi sir
i mhandarav ano
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ng
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wemustst opitkov anav evamwe
vawakabv isahumhandar aukasa
rooraiwewev arumev av ovanonzwa
sei?Haaakungot igirl
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harisi
sinakupusawozv aro.

Ukadakut
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a
hwakeanokuudzakuti
wrongadress
endakumhandar
adzacho.Usandi
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audzekungenhengur
eiweur
i
mhandar
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Inindir
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sit
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experiment
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mani
ayi
r ambakusi
yabasahanziamai
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nianozo
chengetwanani.

Pesepandai
endaj
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Kudziakandi
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a
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otyakutukwa
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nenhaf u.

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upamwana
wevar
idziusi
nakanacentr
awaka
bvi
sa.Hauonekutikuf
umukaikoko
kuf
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e.Kundi
tyor
a
musanaiwewe.

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mani)handi mudepweeeepweeee.
Hezvowakatopingudzakaremwana
wevari
dzihaunyareherei
we.
Ndakangorambandakat i
tuzu .

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ivaudzwananidid
l
manit el
lher
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hanzihay
iwaagogokudi i
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motokaaaunobv i
ramubhurugwa
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ir
a.
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onekuto
kokota.Ndakarambazv angundaka
nyarara.Ndaigoti
kudii
inindai
ve
ndaresva.

Ndikat
imakaudzwananigogohanzi
nekashir
indakabv
andaziv
akuti
hakunamumwendi Mar
a.

Sekuruv akabv
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it
a
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ra.Inihandidi
nemari dzangu.
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vanguv anemadr amachokwadi .
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muzukur undaitipamwehauzi v
ekaa
kutizv
inoi t
wasei .Yowechember e
mbirii
dzi kui
takundi tanhaur
a
senzungu.

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zi
vekutimukadzianoi
twaseinaye.
Nyangweuridofozvakokuskoolasi
hapanaakamboitadofopamukadzi
ndozvi
notogonekwanemunhuwese
cherodof
okuskool
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mushongawemusanandi kati
haaa
nahsekur
u.Hanzi nagogoi mi
makudakukoraput
amwanamat i
motowaanawoi wowomushoma
her
emubhur ugwamakeumo.

Ndakabvandatiaaandangandauya
kuzokuudzaikuti
ndakaparamhosva
i
nisekuru.HanzinaGogodaiteteva
Manav ayavakambokurovamhani
wandibhowa.Ndai damuchat
oini
mabhurechaiwo.
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uv anongochatakaaa
var
oora.Kuchat
akuchat aweat
her
wachatawavezeraraVictorna
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ngakumuchat owavomai pesv ai
ra
mwanawanguachat a.Kungej aya
nemhandara.SakacheroMuny aradzi
akazochat
aav ezerarababav ake
munongopesv air
afuti
.

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na
kul
endir
iindependentpar
tyyaka
zvi
mir
ir
ir
ay egamangamat i
i.

Ndakasekazvanguini
sekur
undiv
o
vakazot
i.Wot
ouy analmani
wacho
kunokaa.Mozoendamesekwatet
e
vake.

Unouyanayekunokumushazvaur
iwe
utangekugaranay
eHarar
eikoko
uchimikwir
ahausimut
ikaaawauno
ngokwirazvi
sinaPOBox.
Mwanawev ar
idzizv
iziv
eizvozv
o
ndatiunouy
anay ekunokumusha.
Uregezvekujair
akuitahubabausi
na
kubvi
samar i.
Ny
arawo.

Hanzinasekur
uakazvit
akurahere
ndikat
ihandi
zi
velj
usthopesoo.
Hanzinambuyahaanakuzvi
takur
a
uyo.

Hanzi
nasekur
umaz
ivasei
kut
i
haanakuzvit
akur
aivovakai
ta
mutambo.Hanzinambuyakusvika
vai
tatheri
ghtthi
nghaamboi takur
i
mimbaiyoyo.

Mbuyavaizomboi
tawokungen,anga
haaa.Hanzinambuyahakuna
nhumbudntbeexcit
educhi t
iwaka
gowesahauna.

Ndakazoonekazvangundanzi
ndino
t
oralmanizvinoyai
venhamoy angu
t
oconv i
ncehertocomet o
Zi
mbabwe.

Ndangandatovenestressnekuti
l
mani ayi
rambakusiy
abasahanzi
mabasaar i
kunetsai
weuner ako.
Si
yarako.uwuyekunondikat
i
zv
ichi
itahereizv
ozvol mani
.

Akati
ljustwantedy out
oseekuti
zvaur
ikutaurahazv
ii
te.Ndakasvi
ka
kumbaVi ct
orari
konemusikana
wake.
Kkkpamweakazonet anekumiri
ra
Theresahameno.Hanzi whatsup
wit
ht helongf acendikatil
mani
akurambakuuy akuzogarakuno
hanzibasarangu.

HanzinaVi ct
orbasar akekudi
i
anongot sv
agakaar imwekuno.
Hatisi
nhaipi(type)dzinor
ambidza
vakadzikushandaisu.

Hanzisakauchait
aseindi
kat
i
hameno.Hanzi hooohameno
ndoyauchai
ta.Sakahamenoy acho
i
sitbl
ueorr
ed.Ndakat
ihaaVi
ctor
i
mboit
awoseri
ousiwewe.

Hanzilm ser
iousnditor
i seri
oussoo
i
papa.Asi wakudakut indipfekef
ace
tebhi
nyakani babiewanguar i
po
kudaiayi
wahazv i
zobudakaa.

Ndikatihandinapl
anzvi
kanzidei
zvir
izvozvawataur
akare.Isuv ana
Victortinemamaxi mum planshati
pererwezv ekumhanya.
Garakunousaendei kokoifshemiss
youachauyahake.Ndikatiyooldont
thi
nkkutindogonakugarandisi
na
kumuona.Hanzi y
oudontt hi
nk
unogonakugarausinakumuona.
Star
ti
ngthi
nki
ngkutiuchagar
ausi
na
kumuonakusvi
kaawuya.
.

Nhaipiy
anal maniiyainot
omboda
kuit
auchii
tachigandangakwetezve
pit
cotgovernment.Garakunoinf
act
akabvaasimukaakaendakur oom
kwangu.
Ndakatoshayakuti
ari
kuit
eindobv
a
adzokaachi
sekerer
ahanzindat
o
sotathi
ngssoo.

AkabvaatikunaLi
ndamusi kana
wakebabiechiuyandikuperekedze
zuvaravi
rakunzekwadokaakabv a
atotangakuimbaperekedza
mwanasikanaperekedzasvoviit
o
zuvaravi
rakunzekwadoka.

Weekrakaper
andangandane
mwedzindabvakunoonal
mani
t
ait
aur
apaphone.
Ndaitogadzi
ri
rakuendajozakwet
e
zvekupengazvaVictorakudakut
i
ndir
ambwezv angunaI mani.

Ndakator ongedzabagranguhanzi
naVictormaf ungepikochibaba.
Ndikat
ij ozahanziwetalkedabout
thi
shakunaj ozayamunoenda
mushar ukwa.
Ndi
kat
iwat
chmegoi
ng

Hanzi ehomonov akwazisa.Ndaka

pedzakur ongedzai
yeVictor
akarongedzawohembedzakehanzi
ndichambonogar anaMar t
hana
Victorkumbakwav okur
evamudhar
a
namhamhandobv aabudazvake
hanzindichadzokaaft
er3mont hs.

Kanamasv i
kajonimov
akwazisa.
Ndobvaabudandakudahangu
kubudazvenadramaaVictorndi
nga
zvi
kwaniseher
ei ni
.

Ndipopandakav hur
adrawerr ai
gara
passpor
ty angu.Ndikai
shayandi ka
tar
isamubagmangundi chi
tipamwe
ndakai
siy
amubag.
Butlwasverysur
ekut indakai
samu
drawer.Ndi
kanotarisamumot a.
Ndangandatovhi
ringikakutundaka
i
sepipassport
.

NhaiJesonekunet
sakukui
tama
passpor
tmuzi mbabwemazuvano.
Ndakatsvagapesepandai
fungi
ra
ndi
kaishaya.

Ndikafoner
aVictorkutihauna
kumboonawopasspor tyangu.
Akabvaasendafotohanzilooki
ng
forthi
sMrndikat
i i
wehindava
uchi
ngodakuitamaf unni
es
nepasi
ngademaf unniesdzokane
passpor
ty angu.

Hanzihandi
dibaaikokondi
chadzoka
aft
er3mont hsukadakuuyakuno
kuzondit
auri
rakunamhamha
namudhara.

Iwill
tel
lthem kut
iwakui
tazvev
akuru
nalmani.Webot hknowwhatwi l
l
happent oyou.Sobreat
hinand
breathout.

Ar
eyoubr
eat
hingi
nandout.Haaa
dzorahashamukomaeheecool
downpambi potindi
chauyanayo
aft
er3mont hsdon'tworryirisaf
e
andsoundl keepeditpar
isafe.

I
manii
fshemi ssyoushewil
ldothe
r
ightt
hingcomingtoZimbabwe.

Goodby eMuny aradzimukoma

wangundi chadzokaikokoaft
er3
months.Akabv aakat akanahasha
dzesedzakaper anxaamhani vamwe
vani
n,i
naunengeuchav apanhi
ra
kumadziro.
Ndakait
a3mont hsndi
sinakuenda
j
oni.Mumwemusi l
maniakazo
ndi
foneraachi
chemahanziugot
whatyouwantedkaahandisisi
na
basa.Dontwor r
ylwil
lmov eon
Eugeneakafawanil.
managet o
moveon.

Bythewayhandi namimbasaka
pressurezero.Mai
weeemessage
i
yoy oyakai
ndipi
nzakor
odhi
.kunze
kuneheatwav e.

NdakaendakubasakwaVi ct
orndiri
ser
iousndi
katindi
rikudapasspor
t
yanguhandisikuit
amafunni
eskana
uchidakuudzamudharanamhamha
kutindakakwirananal
manihoahead
dothat.

Ukasandipapassportyangu
ti
charwapanopabasapakowanzwa.
Hanziwoowoot r
ouble
matir
abhur
usii
nparadise.Hanzichi
i
nalmanizvai
takutinduruyakoi
vave
soo.

Asianemi mbakani
wakudakuno..
..
.
hanzichachay
awenaatleastshe
reacted.Whateverwayi
yoy
oyai
ta
kutiudekundir
ova.

Oyipasspor
ty enyumukomati
nga
rohwepanotikai
tamabhononi
no
heduisu.

Mufambebhoo.Ndakazoendaku
j
ozazvangundakanotor
aMumukuti
nyayay
achoisanyany
ooma.Was
gonabri
behernaMumuay i
muda
kungemwanawake.

Ndkaaudzamaini
niSier
rakuti
chakachay
avakasekahanzi
uchiny
any
aukudakut
iMukadziwa
Mumuwenhakaangotsvedza
tsv
edzasemur
ambahere.

IweMumuendanamukomawako
munogadzi ri
sachi vanhuchacho
muuy enemukadzi i
koko.Mar aayi
to
ndit
i ukai
tazvekutambaucha
rambwaMuny aradzii we3mont hs
usi
nakuuy aapawai tachi
babawhat
doy ouwanthert othinkofcourse
kaaanongot iwaidakumuseki sa
chetekaawor ovapasi .
Ndakamut indiVi
ctorasinakukwana
angaatorapassportyanguhanzishe
wil
lmi ssy ouandcomeback.Zv i
no
ndakunziEugeneakafandikai
ta
mov eonatondibvi
sir
amar i
.

Solcanaswellmoveonhandina
mimbaini.Hanzi
iwechi
kwir
ai
muuyeti
onekutimoveonyacho
anoi
ti
rakupi
.

NdakazosekaMar ainhubuhanzi
moveonkudiiihashadzekukusuwa
i
dzo.Ndakasv iki
rakumbakwaMar a
ndai
tyakuzorambiwandi j
asvi
kir
a
kwav
onaTher
esa.

AkazonzinaMarandarwaracome
here.Youal
lknowthest or
y.Saka
kuuyaNaMumuhel pedndakambo
ri
dzirwamherehanziheeelm
confused.

Takazorongaakat
iachanotaur
ana
bosswake.Asi pai
diwa3mont hs
noti
cendikati
lcannotwaitfor3
months.Imanindkaapfekawoface
yechi
baba.
Akat
ifi
nendichanot
auranavo.Hanzi
naMaratheMumui deaworked
wazombonzwazv emoveonher e.
Kanakuti
wangonzwaconfused
wordchete.

Unodiwaiweihashadzekukusuwa
chetehakunamov edon.Vict
or
akafonahanzimasvikamushehere
kuhondoyelrankwamabv akuno
muchidakutirov
a.

Ndakati
haaaibvapoiwehanzi
mabva
kunomakabatir
ahanamumaoko
zveee.Masi
yamat it
yisat
azosar
a
ti
chii
tabreat
hinandout.Tanga
tavhundukakaaanefacey
amauy
a
nayoiyaisi
nakujai
ri
ka.

MumhoreseTheresaikokondikati
Li
ndawamupedzaher ehanzi
ndangot
imhoresaiTher
esaini Li
nda
api
ndapapi
.

Hanzibyemusar
ambaneikoko
munhundiy
eanosof
terchimoko
chake.
Imanibossv akevakabvumazvavo
kut
isiyebasav ai
tiv
ait
odakumisa
vamwev anhubasanekut i
vanhu
vawandisabasaraveshoma.

Hanzi t
hankyouuj ustsave
someonewat angat i
rikudakumisa.
Akapihwakapackagekake.Zv ake
ti
karovapasstakanangaku
Zimbabwehanzi naKudzi yaaa
takuraiMhur
iy enyu.

Mai
vanguv
aiz
ondi
rov
akut
i
wakasi
yamai
niniv
achi
mit
iswaur
ipi
i
we.

Ndikat
ihaaadon'
twor r
yuy omutor
o
wangu.Hanziayi
tachakendi
Hombar umesakal wi
llf
acethe
whateveriti
sndakaparamhosv al
knowthat.

Butlwil
lsor
titout.Takasvikaku
Harar
ekwadokandi kat
iti
rar
et ozo
mukir
akumushakunagogo
mangwana.Ndakutobvakur oadport
netaxgogovakabvavafona.
Hanzit
irikuzi
vakutimasvi
kanhasi.
Zvaur
iwei dekurar
analmanikumba
kwakoikoko..Motayakoi
nemalight
s
dri
veuwuy enayenhasi
.

Ndikati
gogobeent
rav
eli
ngal ong
j
ourneyf r
om SA.Modakutindi
kudu
bukenemwanawevari
dzihusi
kuhere
handinakumbomubat
almani i
ni.

I
m notev engoingtosleepwith
ndi
nouy anayekuseni.Youj
usthave
totr
ustmeonet hi
sone.Hanzi
tur
asit
i(
trust)
iwendaikukutemba
asi
wakandi
tyor
amusanawani
.

Ndikat
isorrygogobuttomukir
a
kusenisekurundi
vovakazotora
phonehanzi i
wemunomuki rakuseni
rar
aimuzor or
enemuzukuruuyo.

Godcanmakeawaywher
eyou
don'
tseeaway
.
Tarilovesyou.Doyouhav eannoy
ing
brotherorsi
sterl
ikeVict
or.Hanzina
Marahakunamov eoninoitwa
i
hashachet e.Nhaivar
andakadzi
kanamagumbuki ramazv i
baba
zveny umunoi
tamov eonher e

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Happi
nessi
sachoiceandl
chooses
t
obehappyalway
s.

I
mani
Haaazv akaomazv ekuit
a
musikanzwai zvi.Unopedzi
sir
a
wakuiti
swazv inhuzvausi
nakur onga
becauseunengeusi si
nachoice.But
onlytotakeresponsibi
li
tyofy our
acti
ons.

It
snotl ikeMunyaradziakandibat
a
kwiyol event
oldhimt hatlwasready
foritkaa.Ndkaaturabefupandaka
kaendakucl i
nicMuny aradzi
asisauyekuzondiona.
Hereasonswher ejustmeaningless
heeeelmisplacedmypasspor t
babielmeanwhodoest hatafter
havi
ngs* xwithme.Ndanga
ndakut
ofungazv akawandisakut i
zvi
nokanandi nemi mbaMuny aradzi
achi
daindinoitaseikoi
ni.

Kucl i
nictheyconfirmedkut i
handinamimbandi katidzokorodzai
mat estlj
ustwantt obesur e.Kkkk
nursewachoakasekahanzi whyjola
j
olawi t
hnocondom i fyoudon't
wantt obepregnant.
Ndakangomupat hatlookyekuti
mindurhokosolm nothereforyour
l
ecture.Hanzi
mar awhyukwat i
l
e
soosisihandi
nakudairaakuda
kundi
tiheeemazuvanokunezv i
rwere
zvepabonde.

Ndaitovenedz anguwodzai t
o
nyadzisakutaurasakanev err eal
ly
hadtimef orthelecture.Ndi kati
kunaMuny ar
adzil m notpregnant
kanawangausi ri
kuuy auchit
i
wakandi zadzami mbandamhar a.
Hanzi huyakunoi fyouthi
nkhandi
chakudakumbakwanguunokuzi va
kumbakwanaDaddynamhamha
unokuzi
vakanakumushakwedu
unokuzi
vahapanaanombokudzi
nga.

Ndaiv
endi sat
indav ereadytogot o
Zimbabweasi nekudazv i
rokwangu
ndakuendaapandai tyaf
utikut
i
Kudziakaudzamai vaketet
e
vai
swerav auyahav anamangwana
kaaa.

Muny
aradzi
akandi
tiv
anagogov
ati
ndi
uyenewekumushandisarambe
ndi
chir
aranewe.Ndakamupat hat
l
ookyekuti
kurar
akudii
kowo
hay
iwawokungeusingade.

Hanzil
manidon'
ttemptmenhai ka
wit
hthatl
ooklmt ry
ingt obea
gent
lemanmanher e.Ndaidakuseka
Mumundiyeakazopindaachit
i
mhamhalmanindibereke.

AkanzinaMuny
aradzihavasi
mhamhandi maigur
uv akoava.
HanzinaMumundi mhamhawangu
achi
fut
isamatamazv i
yezv
eku
vhai
ri
raMunyaradzi
.

HanzinaMuny aradziohlgiveup
ndi
mhamhav ako.Mar anaTheresa
vai
tondit
isakamakut onoroori
wa
muchisi
yajoniinonaki
dzakudai.

Moy owaimborwadzasur
ekuti
ndakut
oendakuZimbabwehere
shuwa.HanzinemukadziwaKudzi
makutit
izakaaamhamha.

Ndikat
izv
akaomaasi
kanakanihanzi
ayi
waendaikumur
umemunor ara
makambundi
rwandi
mimadi
i
i.

Takasekatesendakutofungahangu
Munyaradzi.Takazosvi
kaku
Zimbabwekwadokachai kotikano
rar
akumbakwaMuny ar
adzindaka
rar
anaMumundangandanet ahanz i
naVict
ort i
tambirekaaavej
oni..

Nhasindiri
kuuyakuzorar
awo
mamur ikurar
aimomo..Akabv
aanzi
naMunyaradzimupfanhawangu
wakut
ambi rakunonyudza.
Hanzihandinyurelm agood
swimmerzvaVi ctorhaashaye
answer.Akabvaat imindyou
ndakambov i
gapasspor tyako
ukapot
sawany ura.

Kuyendokunonzikuny
urakwema
chokwadimanjeakabvaat
emwane
cushi
onrepasofanaMuny ar
adzi
.

NdakanoraranaMumukuma4am
ndakazopepukandakambundi
rwa
ndakavhundukahanzinaMuny
aradzi
l
mj ustcuddl
ing .
Ndikatiunouyahusi
kuuchi nyangi
ra
semur oyiwadi
ikuuyazv akanaka.
Hanzi wangawatindiyanindikat
i
ndangandat ii
bhi
nyarikudakundi
sekisaakasekaMuny aradzihanzi
endezv akaoma.

Victorakabvaatangakuti
Muny ar
adzigogov akati
chii
achi
daidzi
rahanzinaMuny ar
adziyaaa
ri
ghtVictorchir
ondachemumhi no
nxaaandakuenda.

AkabudaMuny
aradzit
ikamukat
ichi
gezanekut
oendaKumushagogo
vakaf
arasei
.
Apaini ndai
nyar
akutindichanzi
wakaf umukaunof azv
inhu
wakatadzakumi r
ir
ahere.

Surpr
isi
nglyhav anazv
akawanda
zvavakataur
av ait
orat
idzakuf
ara
hanzisunungukahakomuzukur u
panopambapeny u.

Makaf
ambamusheherendi
katit
aka
f
ambamushe.Endaunoisabag
r
akomubhedhur
u(bedr
oom)mangu
umupait
anhubuinenhaf upano.Uno
swer
awaitwazvi
sizv
ondi char
ara
newekubedroom yairar
ababa
Munyar
adzii
yeachar aranasekur
u.

Ndakanyarainotherwor dsv ai
ti
ti
kati
murarepakepakeMuny ar
adzi
anozondi
taimir
av anhuv ar
ara.
Nenyadzi
ndakangot iehoyigogo.

Vakazotimangwanaachot aimukur
a
kwatete.Apandai
tyakurohwasei
hanzinasekurudon'twor r
yt i
no
endat esenambuyav akoava.
Tetevai
mbov enebasaherekut
i
pananindai
gonakurohwapamberi
pambuy anasekuru.Ndakai
ta
kachi
piyani
sokangu.

Nextmor ni
ngndakamut swa
nagogohanzichachayakuma4am
tangat
atomukat akudzii
samv ur
a
dzekugezandobv atagezahana
yanguyai
rovawosei .

Ndakanzinagogondii
sir
e
Munyaradzimvurayekugeza.
Akabvaawuyahanzi
lmaniareyouok
.Ndikat
indi
kut
yatetei
nihazvi
i
te
her
ekutindi
sar
epanomoendamega
.

Hanzi naMuny aradzibabi

ecomeon
kubvawat y
akur ohwakudaro.
Tikarohwatongochemakaat ese
tonyarar
a.Ndikatihandi
di
zvekurohwaini .

Gogovakabvavat
iiweeMuny
aradzi
wakudakutsv
eter
amakuseniano
ndat
iisi
rwamvurayekugeza.Kwet
e
kudakui
tahubhur
upanzeapo.

Manazv akoi
wemunhukway ehuya
kunoumwet eausati
wakoraput
iwa
brai
n.Panzeipapokkkki
i
ii
zvakaomamuf unge.

Sakaininindonzimunhukwaye
pakuit
asei i
nindaka..
..zv
akaoma
sure.Takazopindamumot asekur
u
vakagarakumber inaMunyar
adziiye
ayi
toveneconf i
dencekungemusoj a
aripaparade.
Takasvikapambapatetepakato
kii
yiwazvapopanetumbwat wanga
twakararapamusiwo.Tukatanga
kuhukurapakabvapabudanextdoor
neighboryatet
e.

Ndofungavait
oshay akutindi
vanani
vasvi
kanemot a.Hanzivaendaku
gardenmai kudzinababaKudzi.Li
sa
akaendakuchikor
osakahapana
vanhu.

I
nihandi
nakumbobudamumot a
ndai
tonyar
andangandakut
oona
kungevakutozi
vakut
indakai
ta
musikanzwa.

Vakabv avatiregaindinovadai
dza
zvi
kanzi naMuny aradzir
egai
ndiendenemi .Vakar ambahanziregai
ndinov adai
dzav akabv avaf
ambisa
vachienda.

Pasinakanamami nutesbakabv a
vatodzokatet
ev akatsigatswanda
i
nemur i
wonemadomasi .Ndakato
vanzwav achi
tindiyanikoandit
sika
nemav hi
randosakazi soranguranga
r
ichi
pfur
ir
akumusor
o.

Kurati
dzakutindi
chafara.Ndakat i
nechemumoy omuchat samwa
manzwakut indakakuduburisapot o.
Ndangandakat ogadzi
ri
rakut i
vakangodakundirovandinot i
zir
a
kumusanakwasekur uvaMuny aradzi
ndotoi
takachinamirandaizoripa
nekufambakwenguv apanekut i
ndir
ohwezv angu.

Vakafambisavachipi
ndamuy ar
d.
Munyaradziakabvaaburukakuno
vat
ambiratswandahanzi heee
wat
ofungawonhasi
.

Ndakakugumamusi uy
akucour t
kaaa.Vakabvavamupatswanda
hanzilhopekwakanakahako.Hanzi
ehekwakanakatetehanzit
odzoka
tot
yakaaa.

Hanzimotyeihenyutete.Vana
sekuruvakabvavatingatiburukei
.
Apatetendangandisinakumbo
vaudzakutinaMunyar adziti
ri
kudanana.
Kanamhamhachai vovai
sazv i
zi
va
TheresanaKudzinamakoti.Taka
burukanasekur
ut et
evakangotiaaa
l
maniwakauy ari
nhimuzukuru.

Ndakangondandamandikat
inezur
o.
Hanziamaivakondai
venavozuro
wanihavanakumbotaur
azvekuuya
kwako.

Sekur
uvakabvavatingat
ipi
ndei
mumbamugot aura.Takapi
nda
mumbatetewasnowconf used.
Vakavhunzwamuf aronasekuru.
Sekur
uv akazotikut
ionatauyapano
kudait
akaparamhosv a.Tetev anga
vakanyararavachi
toshay
akut i
i
mhosv ay ei.

HanziiyeMuny ar
adziuy uakat
yora
l
mana(l mani)gumbo.Apai nindai
to
gadzi
rir
akutindinohwandakuseri
kwasekurundisatindar
ohwa.Hanzi
natet
emat i
i
kosekur u.

Hanzi
Muny
aradziakat
yor
aImana
(l
mani
)Hanzimurikut
i Munyar
adzi
nal
manivakaaaaasivanodanana.

Hanzi naGogoehundet etepait

a
zverudozv i
nowangumuzukur uane
motouy uakatopi
ndamur uzhowa.
Tetev akaseka.Vakatii
chokwadi
hereichiMuny ar
adziakatosi
mudza
musor owakeneconf idencehanzi
i
chokwadit et
ekutadzakuri
muv anhuasi lmanindinomuda
hangu.

Vakaseker
erat
etehanzi
lmani
i
shuwaher endakasi
mukafastfast
ndi
chinohwandakuseri
kwasekuru
ndakavabatanesi
mbarangurese
ndi
katiehetet
e.

Hanzihezvolmaniunopengahere
sakasekuruvadii
kohuyaugarepasi
ndiny
atsonzwazvangu.

Ndakarambandi r
ichi
namena
sekur
u.Hanzi naGogokkkkky uwi
uyuwoMana.Tet evakazot
inhai
l
mani wapindwanemwey aweiko
huyaugarepasiapa.
Uchirimwanamudi kiher
ewekunzi
anorohwakunziami t
iswa.Waa
surpri
sedkutindit
eteherevat
aur
a
i
zvozv o.Hanzii
chari
piswaanana
sekuru.

Ndatofar
achai
zvoinindai
tofunga
kut
iunosvi
kari
nhiusi
namur ume
wakoMuzukurupl
usMuny aradzi
munhuwandinozi
v a.

Ndatofarainizvangukana
Muny ar
adziabv umazv akemhosv a
yake.Kosazot aurawonhaimainini
kuti
ndav enabamuni ni
..
..Mozouy
a
maremahanzinagogokurema
haanazv
akeasiruzhowar
waka
pi
ndwakare.
..
...

Whatev
ermyl
ordyouhavet
aught
metosaymyi
tiswelli
tswel
lwit
h
mysoul

Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Munot
yawokur
ohwa
sal
mani
her
e.
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Youarebor
ntowi
nzv
izi
vei
zvozv
o
nhai
.
Tet
eRut
endo(MaiKudzi
)

Youallknowmel m notgoingt o
boreyouwithdetai
ls.Chandi
simudzakutindi
taurapanoinyaya
yemuzukuruwangul mani.

Akazvar
waarionezv akezIr
egondo
vakakurav
achir
aramahupeny u
hwavohwekubatanidza.Asimy
brot
herusestotell
mekut imy
daught
erl
mani
isf
avor
ed.

That
swhyndakamupazi t
arekut
i
l
mani i
tmeansFai
thorbel
iev
ea
l
mani i
saSwahil
iorgi
nname.

Shewillgopl
acesachagar a
nemachindauyu.Mybr othervakazo
svi
kapakufaasatiapedzachikoroasi
vakasv
ikapakufavachingotaura
goodthingsaboutherdaught er
.
Nehupenyuhwavai
rar
amakumusha
hedidn'
tlett
hecir
cumstancesof
theki
ndofenvir
onmenthewasi n
changewhatheseesinherdaught
er.

Vabereki zv
akakoshamuhupenyuto
speaklifekuv anavenyu.I
tmatt
ers
whaty ousayt ourchi
l
dkubvaari
mwanamudi kizvi
nobuil
der
characternechar ismayake.

Fori
nstancemwanaakakurachi
nzi
youareapri
ncessorapri
nceuri
mwanawamamboi wewakakosha.
Achi
kosheswamashokoiway oano
garamaar i
zvekut
ipesepaarianenge
achingot
indkaakoshaini
ni.

Mwanaanokuraachingonzizi
dofo
zi
dhandaheardakasawanir
wa
nyashaakur
arinongoi
tawozidof
o
zi
dhandaheardnekutindi
zvozvaaka
kuraachi
wudzwamashokoane
si
mbar egai
kutambanemashoko.

I
tswordsthatdestr
oyspeople,
nat
ionsifwear enotcar
efulti
suti
no
i
takuti
vanav eduvavezvavar
isome
how.
Mukatari
samwanaakakura
achi
pihwarudonevaber
eki
vakel
don'
tmeanspoi l
edbrat
s.Kaavano
pi
hwazv esezvav
anoda.

Cheroukazonzihausisi
pot hey
usual
lyknowkut irudochii
i t
heydont
goaroundlookingf orthatlovei
n
wrongrelat
ionshipsnhai.

Evenbabavalmanivaf
av aingo
rar
amahupenyuhwav onamai vake.
Vachi
toendav
akait
amar ichovodii
kusvi
kalmani
azotiBett
erkunoi t
a
hangumusi
kanawebasakutown
panopamushandosv
ikar
inhindi
ri
po.

Iwantyoutoseekwaakabv a
hupenyuhwal maniakanoit
a
musikanawebasa.Sakakanauri
housegirlnhasi
hazvirev
ekuti
uchafauri
housegirlnhai
.

Imaniakashandamumbamemhene
whichwasaBl essi
ng.Andguess
what?Here'sthebenef i
t,i
fyougott
a
seeabenef i
tofservice.Shegotto
stayi
namansi onlivi
nginan
environmentt hatshedi dn'
town,
i
nteractwi thpeopl et hatshewoul d
havenev ermet .Becauseshet urned
herf av ori
ntoser vice, hergi f
t
broughtherbef oregr eatmen.Buti f
allyouusey ourgi ftf oristo
i
ntimi datepeopl ebeneat hy ou,you
havenev erdiscov er edt he
pragmat i
sm off av or .Andi t
'swei rd.
Thel owert hegi rlwent ,thehigher
shewent .Themor eshemadehes
favorpr agmat ic, themor eshegot
i
ntroducedt obet terpeopl e.When
yout hinktoohi ghl yofy ourselfto
serve, youcancel outy our
oppor tunit
ytogr ow.Handi i
te
musikanawebasandi nemapepa
anguini nemadegr ee.Handi i
te
zvemusi kainindi
nePHD, handi
it
e
basaremugar deni nindi
nemast er
s
degreerangu.Handi i
teshande
mushopi ni
ndiney ouname
i
t..
Becausey ouhavenotmadey our
favorpragmat i
c,practi
cal
, si
mpli
sti
c,
functi
onal

Uchagarauchi
tamburawakami r
ir
a
basari
noenderananewerisi
ko.But
wheny ouaref
avoredli
keJoseph
whohadacour tofmancolors.
arey oudoi n'withwhaty ougot ?That
i
sal way sGod' squest i
on.Itisnot ,
"Doy ouhav ei t
"?Whatar eyoudoi ng
withwhaty ou'vegot t
en?Howar eyou
maki ngy ourf avorpr agmat i
c,
practical, effecti
ve?Now, i
norderf or
i
tt obeef fect iv
e, t
hisiswhyy oucan't
bei nisol ation,youonl ymeasur e
effectbyr esul t
s.Andy oucan' thave
resultsal one.Resul tsaffect,
mov e
somet hing, paintsomet hi
ng,cut
somet hing.Ooh, it
'seffectiv
e, andcut
i
tof f.It'
sef fecti
ve,itmov edit.It'
s
effective, itpaintedit.Yougot tahav e
aitt
ohav eanef fect
.Andy ouaski
n'
Godformor efavor,butyoudon'tl
i
ke
peopl
e.I'
m goi
n' on.I'
m goin'
on.I
don'
twannamakey ouallt
heway
mad.I'
mt ry
in'
tomakesur e
manzwisi
sachi nonzihupenyu.

Hakusi kudzi
dzachet
ewoit
ama
certi
fi
cates.Uyehati
sit
ese
takawanamukanawekudzidzat
ika
wanamacer ti
fi
cat
es.

Vamweshungudzechi
kor
otaive
nadzoasi
kushai
wakwakati
tadzi
sa
vamwekuf i
rwachai
kokwakat
i
tadzi
sakuendereramberi
nechikor
o
chachony angwetai
chi
daheduuye
ti
rishasha.

Vamwev akawanami kanayema

bursaryvamwehav ana.Asi hupenyu
hautadzekuraramikanekuti washaya
mukanawakawani kwananhi ngi.
Mwar ihavakusiyeur iempt
yal ways
hegivesy ousomet hing.Li
kehesai d
toMoseswhatdoy ouhaveakat i
ndi
net svi
mbo.

Vakat
iiy
oyoendanay
okunaPhar
ao
hav
anakanakumbot
itsv
imboy
ako
hai
i
te.

SamsonangaasinakanaAl
evel
ayi
ngov
enebvudzichet
e.

I
mani wasev ensohumbl etothe
Regaif ami
l
yev enpavakanga
vasisi
namari akasv
ikapakuto
dzidzi
swazvemukakazv aai
sat
oziva.
Zvakatozomuwanisabasa
rai
bhadharaarij
oniachingetamai
vake.Sakaiweweusat ar
isi
reli
feyako
pasi.Kanabasarakopasi i
rorondir
o
ri
chakusimudzakukuisapaanot her
l
evel

I
mani Munyaradziwakeuyuweku
pazaruzhowaakatimbuyaRegai
.
Akatombomushandairamumbaar i
nannywaMumu.Mai mboziv
akuti
vachazodananahere.

Paneay
imboz
ivaher
ekut
ikui
ta
kwakemusi
kanawebasamumbama
MrRegainaSier
rakuchamut
svi
tsa
pamurumewakeheremumhurii
yoy
i.

RegaiMwar ivat
iforl
knowt heplans
thatlhaveforyoutoprosperyounot
toharmy ou.Vanengev achi
ziv
a
zvavoMwar ipesepavanokuisainzi
ra
yakogoingt ourdest
iny.

Joseph'
sf av
orlaydor
mantunlessit
wasplantedinthesoi
lofsomeone
el
se'sneed.Theonlyt
imeJoseph's
favoracti
vatedwaswheni twas
plantedinthesoil ofsomeoneel se's
need.Itoldyoufr om thebegi nni
ng,
you'r
eananswer .Youneeda
problem."Theyusi n'me" .Yeah,t
hat'
s
whatt hey'
resupposedt odo.Hi s
favoronlyacti
vatedwheni twas
plantedinthesoil ofsomeoneel se's
need.You'reonlyv aluablewhen
you'r
eneeded.Lookati tthisway
mwanawehanzv adzi yanguakuita
kutindii
temupar idzimanj e.
OkIwannat alkaboutt hepai nof
favor .Joseph'sfavoronl yact ivated
wheni tregardedsomeoneel se.So,
i
nev er
yelementofhi sstor y,he'sa
hero.Yout hrowhi mi napi t,heget s
out .Youputhi m Pot i
phar '
shouse, he
runsPot i
phar'shouse.Youputhi mi n
thepr i
son,he'srunnin'thepr ison.
Youputhi mi nthepal ace, he'sr unnin'
thepal ace.Her eissomet hing...oh,
gosh.Ial mostt hink.
..I'
mmat ell God,
"Ithinky ougav emet oomuch" .I
wannagetdowni ntoev erything.
Ever ytimey outurnar ound, Josephi s
gett i
n'up,upoutt hepi t
, upoutof
Pot iphar'
shouse, upi nthepr ison, up
i
nt hepal
ace.Thenwhyishecr
yin'
?
BecauseJosephismoreeff
ect
iveat
al
levi
ati
ngotherpeopl
e'
spaint
han
hi
sown.

PainyaSieeranaMrRegai lmani was

ther
e.Sheev enl osthersoul mate
Eugeneiapai nfulway .Veropar edu
ndivovakauray i
samur ume
wemwanandai toti
bv uteremuny ama
kudairabvepikoi weTashangakur eva
babav akendiy ofavory awai t
aura
hereiyimwanaanof i
rwanemur ume
musi wekuper ekwawhatki ndof
pi
ctur
eist
hati
nherf
utur
e.

Nowl understandt hepot enti

alof
painlm gladi thappened.That s
al
sot hepai noff avor..
lwanty outo
al
sounder standt hepainoff avor
hanzvadzi dzanguusedl mani
pakuroorwakwakekuchar germari
dzekupengav apedzakwakut oenda
kuvacat i
onnemar iyemar ooro
emwanaandsai dunemuny ama
nemhepowaur ayisamur ume.
SoIwannat alktoy ouaboutt hepain
off avor.Peopleusey ouwheny ou'r
e
favored.Peopl et akeyouforgr anted
wheny ou'r
ef avored.Andinsome
cases, youopenupt hei
rdream, and
theygetoutandf orgetyouwhen
you'refavored.Andy oudowni n
trouble,sayin'
,"Wai t
,youwer e
supposedt oputi nawor dforme" .
Butt hewor stpar tofitmybr others
nev erreall
ycar edaboutl mani asi
pakur oorwakwakev ai
toi
takunge
theycont ri
butedpakukur akwake.
Iwantyout ounder
standt hepurpose
offavor
.Therewasapur posei n
every
thi
ngy ouwentthrough..Idon't
knowwhet heryouknowi tornot,but
al
way schangedthegame.

Im happyndakaf ar
andanzwakut i
l
mani naMuny ar
adzindai
ngo
shuwirakuti
awanewakei yelmani
kuzotyakanikur
ohwakoini handi
di
zvi
sinabasakaaa.
Zvevanhuvanongov
huravhura
makumbokungedoorrebhazi
ri
nongovhurwanewesear
i kuda
kupi
ndaayi
kaka.Butf
orlmani
muri
dziwemhosvaayi
veposakal
waschil
l
inghangu.

Iyemuzukuruwanguakait
achiname
kungeachapindamuhembeyasekuru
.Il
ovedconfidencedzaMunyaradzi
zvanguachi
bv umamhosvayake.

Kwotiwombuy av akehayi
wakkkk
hanzianemot ouy uzv
akaomakani.
I
m sohappyf ormymuzukuru
handi
si zi
tet
erinorwadzi
wa
nehupenyuhwemuzukur u.
Inobudamisodzikanandar
angar
ir
a
kwakabval
mani .

TakutongananajeannaSeanndiv
o
vanababav ari
poRomeonaPrince
vari
kuchizari
ra.

Letmet el
lyouwhoGodgives
favor,y
ouar ef
avor
edipapopaur
i
i
torif
avornhai.
Taril
ov esyou.Tetev adzamirwa
nehupenyuhwemuzukur uwav o.
Haibudeher emisodziukafunga
kwawakabv anehupeny uhwako
kusvikanhasiunongoonahukur u
hwaMwar i
.Ndadzamirwanehukur u
hwaMwar iinmyl i
fewhenl wrote
thi
schapt er
.Inobudami sodzikana
ndorangarir
ahupenyuhwangu.
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slikerej
ect
ionisoften
God,sprotecti
onwheny ouare
headingint hewrongdirect
ion.
Guysmi st
akesandspel
li
ngs
mov er
engamuchigadzi
ri
sawo
handit
i.Dontr
eal
lyhaveti
metoedi
t.

Muny
aradzi

Regaindi
sekazvanguini
kondaimbo
zi
vakutil
manianotyakurohwa
kudar
oherenhaiJeso.Akazenge
ahakakul
e.
Taendakwat
etevaketagaur
a
mhosvayeduakuvhunzwaagot
i
svet
ukumusanakwasekuru.

Kkkkkananaivokulevakatoshaya
zvekui
takanatetevakasekahanzi
hezvo.Uchari
piswandisekurukaa
ava.Inindai
satombotyazv angui
nil
wassoconf i
dent.

Apawogogov akundi
fumur akuti
ndinemotochokwadigogov angu
vakaoma.Ehemot ondinawobt
zvekubv
av af
ambisambi r
ikudaro.
Tetev akat
ofarahanziwai
v a
munamat owangukutimuzukuru
wanguawane.Ny amatsatsewake
nyeredziyakei
singadzi
me.Hanzi
ndakabv ir
ahangukushuwi r
akut
idai
Muny aradziwatoramuzukuru
wangu.

Patabvakucourtpayandaingoona
hangumuchienderanamuzukur u
wanguisfavor
edkaaa.I weur i
Muny ar
adziwevanhusezit
ar ako
zvako.
Sakavakazorongakuti
vachano
taur
anehanzvadzidzaI
mani Jeanna
Sean.Sincev
anababav akev anga
vati
kuchawagonahapanajeri
reBi
ndura.

Vait
ivachanovazi
visawof ut
ikuJer
i
i
kokokutiMwanaakur oor
ewa.Kaaa
hanzii
yindiyoi
nonzitafur
apamberi
pevadzivi
si.

Takazoonekal
maniakutangakuda
kut
aurazvandi
not
izv
irahwezvisi
na
kanabasa.Hanzi
ndosaranatet
e
ndozouyakanamapedzerana
nehamadzangu.

Aaaandakaj amukafast
er, f
aster
ndi
katihaaatetemhuriyangu
nemhosv ayangundir
ikutakuraini
.
Tori
pamhosv ayedumhuriyangu
ndi
nayo.

Gogov
akaseconderhanzi
yowe
yoweiweManahat inakuuyakuzo
kusi
yakunoisutauyakuzot aura
nhunhadzedu.I
weMuny ar
adzi
mangwanawot orongazvetsvaki
rai
kuno.

Tetev akambor ambav akany

arara.
Iyel
mani mhenokut iangakugay ei
wo
kudakusar at angati
sinakumbo
taur
iranazv ekusarakwakekanat ete
vangav asinakumbot aur azvekuti
asare.

Vakazot
iendai
nay
ehanzi
gogo
ndi
zvozvotet
ehakunaanosarapano
wecarryourproper
tyi
mi sekur
u
vaMunyadzimangot
izi
iasimurikuda
kut
iasarehere.

Hanzinasekurundir
ikumbofunga
matyi
roanoitamuzukuruwangu
kur
ohwa.Huy andikubereket
iende
muzukuru.

Ndait
engendakavhur
anzev e
ndi
kanzwazvanguzvi
sinei
neni.
Kkkkk

Tet
evakazodai
dzal
mani
pasi
de
ndikanzwavachiti
endanemur ume
wakomuzukur upanounosar a
uchii
tei.Endamuzukur uhapasisi
na
chekutyaapahanditiwavakumuziva
zvakoMuny aradzichai
yechaiye
hanzindagarandomuzivatete.

Vakatilmeanuchat yeii
wewakat o
nhingi
ri
kinakare.Hanziatetendaku
nyaragogov anengevachingot
i
ruzhowar wakapazwazv oit
akunge
vakandi
onandi chi
it
adoingt hedeed
naMuny aradziwacho
.
Kkkkaaakunyaragogokwekui
tasei
.
Ndakadaronemumoy ozv
angu.Gogo
ndozvavari
izv
ozvo.

Hanzinat
eteuchinyarei
koivovanoi
ta
zvavonasekuruv akoavo.Saka
don'
tbeshyendanemur umewako
hati
chadazvakai
tikapanaEugene.

Akazouyakumot andobvavtaoneka
tet
etakuenda.AkanzinaGogoi mi
sekuruhuyaiti
garekunoi
yeMana
agarenemurumewakember iikoko.
Asait
epfungwadzekusar
akwatete.
Ndakagaranayekumberihanzi
na
Gogo.Koi weManawangawoda
kusarauchi
it
eikwat
ete.

Haaaahaikonakutyamurume
uchi
daromhani.Ndikat
ihaaty
e
murumeuy uanotonyarai
mi
munengemuchi ngoshambadza
nyi
kayesekutindinemoto.Hanzi
na
gogonyikayeseipii
yoy
o.

Presi
dentchaiv
ohandinakuvaudza
baaandaudzatetekaakuti
vabva
varai
ramuzukuruwav okut
ianyatso
kuuukanamakuuuuuu.

Sekuruvakabv
av atiimiit
aikwazvo
nyayadzenyuidzikaaregai
muzukuruadekusar akumbakwav o.
Hanzihakunaanosar atet
ev achat
o
rai
rakwazvosincev azi
vakut i
bamuninihowf ar
.

Tetehavanyadzi
semat i
ndingat aure
zvakadar
opanav anamai v
aMana.
ZvakoManai wetetehav
atyiseny i
ka
yesehandinakumboiwudzai ni
.
Takasvikakumbandikat
igogol
m
goi
ngbackkubasa.Hanzi Manaano
sarapanokusvikawanobvi
saungat
o
j
air
azv i
sinabasa.
Ndikat
i gogotet
evakev akuzi
vakuti
ndinay
el don'
tseereasony ekut
i
ndimusiyepanoini
.Hanzi nagogo
ri
zi
ni(reason)kudi
i
kowoo.

Sekuruvakat
ihayi
wai mir
egaivana
vaendevanonaki
dzana.Vazukuru
endaimesembuyav enyuvanongoda
kusungazvi
nhuzvakasunungurwa
karehayi
wa.
Manat or
abagrakouisemumot a
yemurumewako.Panopamusha
unosarauchi
i
tei
.Gogov akabvav
ati
i
mi ndi
mi munokanganisavanavechi
manjemanjeavaewoooendai na
Manawako.

Takarongedzat
ikabvatar
ovapasi.
Ndaisekal
manikutisakawatadzanei
kuzohwandakumusanakwangunhai
babi
e.

Hanzi
kodai
mahany
ani
siakoazo
mirapamberipat
ete.Wai
tasei
i
knowy oundi
kangogumhaunoita
kungewaiswamagetsi
.

Ndakazosekandi katihany
anisi
ekuit
asei .Hanzibtgogosookaa
vakaomav eduwe.Takazosvika
kumbaVi ctorabikahanziwif
endaku
biki
raheav ymeal kaaa.

Welcomewel comehanzina
Munyaradzil
m alsoher
eusait
e
kungeManandi y
eegawaurikuona
panapa.Hanzindi
ngamhanyi
reiwe
murumebiyangukuti
unondi
pei.

I
mani akasekahanzi j
ealousdoesn't
l
ookgoodony ouMuny aradzi
.
Takadyandobval maniasukandiro
i
mbaagar aay i
i
zivandakambogar a
nayenaMumukaaamazuv aayi
rwaramaininiSierr
a.
Tapedzahanzi naVi ctormywi fel
ets
got obediweMuny aradzienda
unorarakuboysky .Ndi kati
mupf anhaunof i
ramahar akkkk.
Takazonor ar
azv edundi kamuka
ndichiendakubasandi kasiyalmani
akararahaanakumbonzwakut i
ndamukaangaar ikulalaland
ndakamboi tati
mezv angundaka
mut ari
saakarara.

Ndi
kazzvi
udzakut
iGodbl
essaman
Munyar
adziakabl
eswamhani.
Ndai
mbofungir
akuti
ndi
chawana
mukadzi
akadai
hereanondidaf
or
wholam.Notwhatlhave.

Agoodl oyalwomanisoneofthe
greatestthi
ngamancanhaveinhis
l
ife.Butittakesareal
mantoreal
ize
that.

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ubi
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idencei
nher
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andhehasnol
ackofgai
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12Shebr
ingshi
m goodandnotev
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al
ltheday
sofherl
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13Sheobt
ainswool
andf
lax,
andsheispl
easedt
owor
kwi
thher
hands.
14Shei
sli
ket
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chantshi
ps;
shebr
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ar.
15Sheal
soget
supwhi
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eiti
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l
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ght
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andpr
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oodf
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16Sheconsi
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rom herowni
ncomeshepl
ant
sa
v
iney
ard.
17Shebegi
nsherwor
kvi
gor
ousl
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andshest
rengt
hensherar
ms.
18Sheknowst
hathermer
chandi
se
i
sgood,
andherl
ampdoesnotgoouti
nthe
ni
ght.
19Herhandst
akehol
doft
hedi
staf
f,
andherhandsgr
aspt
hespi
ndl
e.
20Sheext
endsherhandt
othepoor
,
andreachesoutherhandt
othe
needy.
21Shei
snotaf
rai
doft
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othed
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22Shemakesf
orher
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ple.
23Herhusbandi
swel
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ci
tygat
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whenhesi
tswi
tht
heel
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and.
24Shemakesl
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nengar
ment
sand
sel
l
sthem,
andsuppli
est
hemer
chant
swi
th
sashes.
25Shei
scl
othedwi
thst
rengt
hand
honor
,
andshecanl
aughatt
het
imet
o
come.
26Sheopenshermout
hwi
thwi
sdom,
andlovi
ngi
nst
ruct
ioni
sonher
tongue.
27Shewat chesov
ert
heway
sofher
househol
d,
anddoesnoteatt
hebr
eadof
i
dleness.
28Herchil
drenr
iseupandcal
lher
bl
essed,
herhusbandal
sopr
aisesher
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29“
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edone
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ly,
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30Charmisdecei
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ulandbeaut
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tforwhatshehas
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shed,
andletherwor
kspr
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ci
tygates.

“Whoeverf
indsawif
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goodthi
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ainsfavorof
theLor
d.”
Dzimbanepfumainhakai
nobvakuna
kuvaber
eki
,mukadziakanaka
anobvakunaMwar i
.

Ndakatoendakubasafeel
ingkuti
ndi
richi
babamhani ndasi
yawif
e
kumba.Itfeel
sgoodkuzivakut
iune
wif
e.

Ndakai
tofarakubasahanzinework
mateyangu.Asiwadiwakaniyou
l
ookbrightandhappyndikat
indaka
diwakarehanzi
hmmm t odaykaa
youaredif
fer
ent.

Handinahangukudakumuudza
ndikat
iit
sabeauti
fulday.Tete
vakazotiv
ataur
ananatsanovakandi
pihwadateinamont hhanzi
tokukupainguv
ayekugadzi
ri
ra.

Ndikat
iin2weeksndi nenge
ndagadzir
ir
atet
eifpossibl
endipei2
weekschet ezv
ikanzi
goodt hen.
Ndkakasv ikakumbamadam v aka
garapasofapf ungwadzirikur
ekure
ndakasvikomuhagandi katiwerear
e
youlmani urikufungei
ko.

Im her
ehanzi l
i
fey angochi
njalm
scaredMuny aradziwhatif
somethinguncer t
ainhappentoy ou.
Ndosarananindakamumbundi r
a
ndikat
ibabi
el m notgoinganyway
hapanamunhuanosar anani.

I
m her
e,lpr
omisel wi
l
l al
waysbe
her
efory
oumyl ov
e.Im notgoi
ng
any
waydon'
tthi
nkoft heworst
babi
e.

Iunderst
andy ourfearsbtlm not
goinganyway.Angaakut ochema
l
mani andayi
totyazvesur
e.

NdakazofoneramaininiSi
err
akuti
vauy
ev azotauranaye.Sheoncel
ost
Wimbybutlifegoeson.

Vict
orakasvi
kamazi
soaI
mani
akat
svukahanzi
andt
henwakut
o
t
anganekuchemedzamukadzi
wangu.

Sorr
yzvenyugulumaitwasei
kokana
akanet
samunondi udzandodhi
la
naye.Hanzihapanahangundi
ku
temwanemusor ochete.

Vict
orakamhanyakunotor
a
chi
gubhuchemvur
ahanzidri
nkwat
er
mukadzii
yhel
pseasythepai
n.
Kkkkapaangaakapf ugamalmani
akazosekahanziaaaimi bamuni
ni
murimukadziher
eanopf ugama
handi
dikupf
ugami r
wai ni
.

Hanzil
m acampaigni
ngkaaasolgo
doall
tackti
es.Kut
imurambe
Munyaradzimudeini
nihanzi
haa
i
ngazvakatoomanhai.

Vict
orakat
ikùmboomakwekuti
kuomaherekubv
iroi
tadombo.

HaaanaVict
orwai swer
ambabv u
dzi
chi
rwadzanekusekaanenge
achingoactorhaaperer
wi.Hanzi
regaindimbonoonaLindasince
mandi r
ambaamakar ambane
numbery emuni
n,i
naweny uTheresa.

Hanzinalmanihaahamusi ty
pe
Theresakkkkkk.Hanzidonttellme
anodavanhuakaitaseindikativane
kathatkaMuny ar
adzi.Uyuhanzi
hayi
washei sbori
ngMuny aradzi
wadiwakaandosakandi kurambwa
naTheresa

KathatkaMuny
aradz
inxaaamhani
ndat
otsamwasooondikat
samwa
maiguru.Ndakuendaakabvaabuda
hanzinaI
manihayaakazara
achi
seka.

Ndikat
indi
nekathatkey
inay
ibabi
e
hanzii
kakokacool
nesskako.

Beatornadoofhappi
nessgr
ati
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i l
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Ndakazonyanyakui
tawodzungu
mhanidzunguhakusikungwara.
Kutodakut
yidaMunyaradzindai
ti
kaamunhuakanyararaachabvaai
ta
backoff
.

Pandai
til
manianemi
mbay angui
zvo
kwani.Hecameandconf
rontedme
i
nf r
ontofl mani
akandi
tihandi
di
zvekujair
ir
wapaphonepangu
handisishamwariy
ako.

Ify
oudon' thavesomethi
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constructi
vet osaytomedon' tt
alk
tomepr oblem sol
ved.Ndikabva
ndarambwai papopamberipa
Muny aradzinaKudzi.

Ndaidakumboi t
anharoasindakat
ya
Kudzi.Akandi
til
wil
lbewatchingyou
kubasaikokoanyfutr
ickspanamai
vangul wil
ldealwi
thyou.
Ndokutoperakwakaitahushamwari
hwangunaKudzi .I
mani akat
o
ndir
ambaakat ibet
terkutodanana
naMuny ar
adzipanei weweunoda
kundicont
rol
ler.

Handi sit
vyakokaay aunochinj
a
channel pawadirandit
oriwomwanw
wev amweamai sewe.Handidizv
eku
i
tiswandakaendakumbandaka
svavasemuboor ahanzi naCharl
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myy oungbrot
herkowhathappened.
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kanzil
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faceari
kut
odawobabi
easi
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provoki
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Hewasev enwi l
l
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mani
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weukaitachidofo.Wazviruzamanj
e
naKudzi unopondwaanema
connect
ionscherokupoli
si.

Sakamuadv icestayawayfrom
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mani si
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ndakany ar
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Ay
indi
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ningsi
rtot
aur
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ebasaot
oit
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ake.

Ayisatombondi cheukakuto
ndirat
idzakuti
ay it
amov eonfrom
me.Kanamot ay anguayir
amba
kukwiraayit
osar udzakukwir
a
makombi .

Ndakat
oonakuti
hapanahapana
asv
ibamoyo.Apandair
wadziwasei
ndi
chimuonakubasa.
Nekurwadzi
watuvasikanat umwe
twesetwai
mboit
at hrowt hemselves
tomekubasandakatangakut u
chi
njani
sandi
chir
aranat wot wese.

Imanikanakutomborati
dza
kur
wadziwaakavaonandinavo
mumotamangu.Anongoda
kut
auri
sandaibvandat
otikana
wasvot
wasiyananeni.

Nekudakudi
watheywouldrather
shar
emet hankusi
yananeni
.Kkkk
somegi rl
shavanakanadi
gni
tynhai.
Inihangundai
topedzamastr
ess
angual manihandi
nakanawandai
da
kanakuendanayekumbakwangu
zvaiper
erakul
odge..

Plusndaitoshandisaprotect
ion
nekutindasadakuzonzi heeendi
ne
mimbat ako.Ndakatoitaalmost3
mont hsndichi
i
taizvozvokana
ndaibhadharakaasoi twasbusiness.

Ndangandatozvi
jai
rainindi
sina
kananyadzi
regaizvi
nziukashai
wa
nyadzi
kanakushaiwqrukudzohauna
chi
mir
opanopany
ika.

Ndakazodaidzwanev amwevandaito
mother,motherv ai
vesuper
visor.
Hanzinhai
weChr i
shuy akuoffice
kwanguwozv ee.

Ndikat
ikanavarikudawokunzi t
uru
ndongovatit
uru.Kondov anyi
mirei
zvangumurumewav oakafakare
kare.Ndakatopindamuof fi
cemav o
.
Zvikanzi
gar
aapamwanangundimbo
tauranewe.Ndakagar
azvi
kanzi
nhaiweChri
shunhuhwakowakai
sepikomazuvano.

Ndaimbony ar
arakaandichiti
uchachi
njaasindatoonakutindikasa
taur
aneweunot orambauchi rasika.
Ivovasi
kanavesev aur
ikuchinjanisa
kungehembekuendakul odge.

Unoti
magumoachochi i
ichir
were
kaaa.Ingandai
kuzivaurigentl
eman
whatchangedyou..
Yoondakango
rambandakanyararandakutoshaya
pekupindaneny
adziwasbusy
thi
nki
ngkut i
vatodawokunzi
tur
u.

Endaunof ungapawakar asi

kir
aupa
gadzir
iseipapo.Akaimbawani
Charambaakat indokumbi ramoy o
wanguwandangandi nawo
wakator wandanetsekawakat orwa
ndakaf ara.Wakowakat orwanei
obvi
ousl ypanechi r
ikukunetsa.You
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tneedt otel
lmet hedetail
s.

Urimur
umemusvinusv
inuiwekwet
e
kuswer
otambachamutengur
enema
saskoaya.Kanawakuvavi
wa
nekugar
awegar oor
ahwaniwakoar
i
ega.

Kutaur
anewehakusi kuti
ndino
fungakutil
m bet
terthanyou.Asi
moy owekurer
achaiworudochair
wo.
Ndinotodawokudyamakeke
pamuchatowako.

Handsomey eseiyoher
echokwadi
usadaromwanangu.Chiendahako
ndakabudamuof fi
cemamot her
vayandichi
ny at
sofungakutikutishe
didnotprovokemebutv ari
kut o
ndi
shuwi
rawoz
vakanakamuhupeny
u
hwangu.

Hanzimazanomair
ir
anwandaka
mboit
atimendakanyar
ara.Itook
f
ewmi nutessi
tt
ingquiet
lyaninner
voi
cesaidtome.

Therear epeoplewhowi llnotthi

nk
twicewheni tcomest ohelpy ou.
Mot herNdanat seit
hathername.
Didn'tbli
nkshej usttellmeasi ti
s.
Hanzi boysreseirir
ir
i kukubhigakuti
ur
ichi
babahav
anakanabasanewe.

Hadzisishamwaridzaka
naka.i
dzodzovanotofsni
ra
kukudzoraasivar
ikut
okuti
wakapenga.

Ndakabvandafungamunin,
i
na
wanguChar l
esanogar
onditsi
ura
kuti
siyananemasaskoiwe.Manje
ndait
oit
akuendanavokulodge.

Kumbandai
zi
vakut
ivanodzi
ngwana
Charl
eshaadizvi
sinabasa.
Ndakait
abasarangundikapedza.

Ndai
ngendakator
ongakuenda
nemusi
kanawepar ecept
ionku
l
odgethi
sveryday
.Butndakabva
ndat
ozvi
udzakutinomhani.

Ineedtogohomeandsi tqui
etl
yand
thi
nkaboutmyli
fe.Mot herNdana
hasapointi
zvizvekuraramakunge
mhukabecausendi neheartbreak
noooo.
Ndakapedzabasandi kat
oral
aptop
andmycarkey aandmyphone.I
l
ockemyof ficedoorndobva
ndabudandakuv ekucarpar
kBuhle
akabvaateveraachi
mhanyathe
recept
ioni
st.

Hanzi
koChrisyouar efor
getti
ngwe
ar
egoingtogethertothelodge.
Kut
otauraasifayi
taurazvine
musoroachi
deedzera.

Ndakangomuti
lchangedmymindl
cancel
ledev
eryt
hing.Gohomel
m
goi
nghomer ightnow.Hanziokfine
i
fyoudon'twanttogotot hel
odgel
under
standyouitsnotyetmonthend
mybeyoudon'thavethemoney .

Idon'
tmi ndgoingwithyout
our
house.Isaidtowhohousel st
ay
wit
hmybr ot
her.Hanzif
inewecan
gotomyhousel stayal
one.

Isai dBuhlegohomeandthi
nkabout
yourl i
fe.Woul
dy ouwanta
relati
onshipwithaguywhochange
sleepingwi t
hurworkmates
differentdays.
.
Shesaidaki
riwearehavi
ngf unno
str
ingsatt
ached.Wheny ougive
whatlwantmoneymi nal gi
veyou
whatyouwants*x.Andt henli
fe
goesonwear ejusthavi
ngf unl
havemyownboy fri
end.

Ndakamutigetahobbyi fyouwant
tohavef
un.Im donelm notgoi
ngto
uses*xt
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emyown
probl
emslneedt ofacethem .

Wi
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str
act
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rltoeasymy
pai
n.Ndakabvandapi
ndamumot a
mangu.

HanzinaBuhlemar awenagwala
gwalaavchidakupindamumota
mangul l
ockedmydoor s.Anddri
ve
awayndipopandakat oonamusi
yano
walmani nevasikanaava.

Imaniwil
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xandsaywej usthavingf
unno
str
ingsattached.IlostaDiamond
payaveduwe.
Ndakasv i
kakumbahanzi naCharl
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tr
oubleinparadise.Ndi
kati
haaa
ndikut
adzakuitaletgoofl
mani.I
m
heartbroken.

Ndai pedzerast
ressyanguy ese
yekurambwanal mani sl
eepi
ng
aroundnev asi
kanavekubasa3ndichi
vachinj
anisandazotsi
urwana
mot herNdana.
HanzinaCharl
esl hopeuwher e
usi
ngpr ot
ect
ionnekut ihakuna
musikanamusvinuanebr aindzi
no
dhonzaanodakuchinjaniswa
nemunhuwaanozi vanhai piya
chi
hurehurei
yoyo.

Saka.wazviit
apamber i
palmani
zveseizvozvo.Ndikat
iehendanga
ndarwadziwahanzi waidakurat
idza
l
mani kutiunonyengakaaa.Handi na
kudair
ahanzi pamweai zokupat hir
d
chancekur eger
erainadvance.
Asii
wewair
ati
dzahunhuhwechi
bhandi
ti
.
Wakatovharamwenabutmaoner o
andakai
talmani.
ndi
wo. ay
eatinot
ima
fr
eespir
itwhoknowswhatt hey
wantinl
i
fe.Vakangoonakutipanoti
ri
pawrongaadresst heyvhamusi..

Mindyouakafi
rwakaauy o.akagona
kuovercomerdeathyesoul mate
yake.Kozot
iwoimibhutivangu
moitachi
gongipamberipake.
Haaakubhai
zabtany way.What
Feel
sl i
ker
ejecti
onisoft
enGod,
s
prot
ecti
onwheny ouareheadi
ngin
thewrongdirect
ion.

Waizo.gar
ahanay akoi
chir
ova
ukaonaMuny ar
adzi.Plusiwewe
nezvawakait
wanaZodwakuchi t
wa
nayewakabv awadakui
taacontrol
fr
eak.

I
nrelat
ionshi
psmanj elmaniwasnot
Zodzwa.Ifyouwanttocontrol
munhuanedz akepfungwa5i we
wodakuita6thsensebecauseofur
pastexper
ience.

Youwil
lloosethem i
nfacty
ouwill
endupalonenoonewantt obe
cont
rol
l
edl ikeapet.Youcanonl
y
cont
rol
apety aunogaranayokwet
e
munhu.

I
mani i
sgonehaachadzokaprobabl
y
Munyaradziakat
ohwinaJackpot.
Buty
ourl i
femustgoon.

I
niwani
ndakar
ambwanaLi
zzy
wandai
dazv aunozi
va.Butyouknow
whatkundi
rambakwaakaitamade
mefindmyself.

Youcanei thergetdi scouragedor

thinkthatsomet hingi swr ongwith
youory oucanbel iev ethati
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sa
blessingindi sguisepr epari
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somet hingbi ggert hanwhaty ou
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lyneedi sy our s—oncey ou
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Insteadoft hinking"Ishouldn'tfeel
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Zvi
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andcl
earwithyouandshewal
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Takeonedayatati
meonest
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ime.Youcanovercomeanyt
hing
youcancompletel
yrecreate
your
self,
nothi
ngispermanent.You
arenotst
uck,yougotchoicesand
youcanthinknewthoughts.

Learnnew thingscreat
ednew
habbi
tsneverlookback.Akazo
pedzakut
auraCharleshadndatov
e
nenewmi ndset.

Ndakat ofungakutsv
agar imwebasa
ndisudurukepanalmani andt hose
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rlsv andairar
anavo.Andr ecreat
e
hupeny uhwanguhauf ani
rekumi ra
nekudakwekut indai
tahear tbreak.
Daivanhuvesevai
tivakarambwa
nevavandodavanoit
ai t
aturni
ngint
o
sexmonsters.Nyi
kai noyakazar
a
madhimonichetekaa.

Ndakararandatovenemumwe
muono.Ndai i
timusi
kanawese
wandaidanananayetai
torar
atese
besi
deskubvakare.

Ndaiti
kaandorudorwachokaa
ukarambakurar
anenizvai
bvazvat
o
perahati
ngadananenemuromokaa.
Kanal
mani
ndai
dakur
aranay
e.

Butuyaayi
sajai
ri
kazv ekumhanya
panyay
aidzodzondait
ozv i
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fer
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spect
iveway.I
ts
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laboutsexcont
rol
li
ng

Ini
ndini
ndaitor
ambakaavasi
kana
kubvi
ranekubvi
raukaj
amukasex
ndai
tosiy
ananewe.Ndangandaka
j
air
akurambasakahandai
mbo
rwadzi
wa..

Asipanalmanindakarwadziwaini
kui
takungendinechir
ondachaiswa
spi
ri
tv i
negarandsalt.Angaasati
hakeatimetoobutallsignswhere
l
eadingtoyes.

Thepot
enti
alofpai
nl oosi
nglmani
madeereal
izealotaboutmysel
f.
Fi
ndi
ngmysel fwhatdifi
newht
di
fi
nemeasaper
son.

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nghandsomeandhave
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haveboundar i
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peopleandr espectthem forwho
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dn'thaveall
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ties.The
potent
ialofpai
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NdakazosiyabasakuPamami lk
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kawar i
mwekuZi mbabwewanted
togoawayf rom all
dist
racti
on.Musi
wandasiyabasandakat onzwakuti
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mani hasresigned.

Shei sgoi
ngt ogetmar ri
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ied
towhonekut indaisadakuramba
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taf
oll
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l
mani ..
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akandit
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nd
yoursel
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icayaka
kupandutsagohome

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ial
ofpai
n(l
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adi
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Chapt
er46

Whati
sGodtry
ingtoshowy
ouwi
thi
n
somet
hingy
ounever
t
houghty
ou'
dfi
ndy
our
sel
f?
Dor
othyandDor
cas

Hay aat akafoner

wanatetekumusha
hanzv adziyababavedu.Vachi
tit
he
fol
lowi ngweekendDebr aay i
bvi
si r
wanemur umewakeAlexander
.

Alexanderwekumbomhanyiswa
nevarumev eduawuy
aachi
tindi
pei
mar iyemunin,
i
nawanguyamakadya.
I
mani
weny
uar
ambakugar
wanhaka.

Tichi
tomusekakut izi
rombei
rori
zi
dzubvurandingari
bvepano.
Kotai
mboz iveikut
imunhuayit
ove
nechi
korochakeakamedzamaB.

Angaangonenzi
rai
sir
iyomuhupeny
u
chet
e.Tai
mboziveikut
i ser
ikwe
Shumbakunehuchi
.

Debrawati
sekakutiur
ikuramba
mheneshamwaridzanaPr ince
dzi
nemariuchi
it
azvechikoro.
I
chit
adzakuuyakuzogaranesu.
Uchenj
erekuz
oroor
wanemaf udza
mombekumushaikokokwauno
far
ir
akugaramahol
iday
s.

Ayitosheedzerakut
ibett
erkuto
roorwanefudzamombendi ne
chikorochangu.Itmakesmean
i
ndependentwomancher o
zvikazonzi
fudzamomber i
ye
harisi
sipolcansti
lgoonnel i
fe
yangu.

I
mizv
ikanzivarumevenyuv ane.
ari
i
nemumv ur
iivabahavasi
sipo.
Mutangi
rapoi.Chi
kor
ohamunakana
cor
sewoozv ayo..

Munoendakumushai
mimudhar
a
momuzivahaambodi
baa.

Asir
icheteDebr
aakur oorwakaaa.
TeteRutendovakatouyakuzot
iudza
fut
ikutil
maniakat
izir
a.

Wasshockedkut
ilmanikut
izi
rashe
i
snott heki
ndofper
sonanganzi
at
izi
ra.HanzikunaMuny
aradzi
Regai.Haaathat
swhenmashokoa
Theresari
ngsabelli
nmymi nd.

Hanzilmaniwamurikut
iar
oor
wana
vendormuchamupfugamirai
mi.Ane
kali
fekakekar
inane.

HaaaMuny aradziuyaakar
ongeka
i
mi mwanaapi ndamachena.Jean
naSeanndi v
ov akanzinat
etevana
babavanodyamar iyalmanindi
dzo
hanzv
adzidzakeidzodzo.
Vakatonziny orail
istnedemage
nyat
oschaj ai zvi
noenderana
nehanzvadzi yenyu.AmaiJeanna
Seanndof ungav ainy
arakunyora
l
eastzvikanzi natetematovevana
babasoony orai.

Mwanaweny uakuroorwqnemhene
uyonyatsorovaipasipetsokapa
demageapo.Mai gur
uChenget o
vakabvavabudahanzi aaainindai
ta
mutetepanyayadzanababaapa.
Nesuwot akabudav akasaratete
nevazukuruvav
ov achinyoralist.
TakazoendakumushaDebr a
akabvisi
rwababav eduv akafara
kani.
.

Mukuwashaakabv aatokumbira
mhur iyakef
ast,
fast.Mwana
akaroorwazvakemushev akabvi
sa
yavaiv
enay oimwey ai
veyasaravai
zo
bvi
sapashomapashoma.

Ti
kat
ikomuchat
okeeehanzi
v
akomat i
ri
.kut
angaimbahat i
namar i
y
emuchatoisu.Alexanderispaying
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orourhouse sakaz vemuchato
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ona.

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zaurimufar
obedzi badzi
.

TakamusiyaakumurumeDebra
ti
kadzoker
akumushahedu.Takuno
gadzi
ri
razval
mani.Maigur
uv ai
far
a
kaniwai
ngoonanyemwereropameso
pavo.
Kutizvakar
ongekamazuvaakafamba
l
mani akabvisi
rwamarisv
inuyaa
kwaivekuurayamunhutetevai
ti
mukuwashaakat ij
air
ir
akupaza
ruzhohwarwedu.

Zvainzi
Muny aradziakabatsir
wane
familyyakekubv isamazimar i
.Kkkk
SeannaJeanhanzi vai
it
akurova
pasipetsokazvav angavaudzwana
tet
ev avoayiway akabudamar i.

Akar
oor
wazv
akel
mani
mur
ume
wachoakati
mhuriyangundotakur
a
hakunazv
echir
oor
azv aachai
ta.

Ithinkv ai
ti
rakut
izvi
samur anga
ri
dzemushakabv uEugene.Akat i
atangakuchemal manipakanzina
Muny aradziwachomhuriyangu
ndikutakuranhasi
.

Anengeay idakumbosaranamai
vake.Tetev akat
iayi
wamai ni
ni
matov evekwaRegai.Mot oteer
era
zvataurwanabababegone.I zvi
zvekutimhamhaheekudi imono
chemer avaMuny ar
adzi
ikoko.
Vakazoendanayeakasuwa
ndofungazv
angazvichi
ri
kumuremeraayi
watakaf ar
ahedu.

Tetehavanakanakumboitahudy
ire
vakangotovakomanamariyama
wanahopemuchai tazv
inemusoro
nayo.

Itcanchangeurl
iv
esmakazvar
irwa
hanzvadzi
naTashi
ngapano.Saka
chi
i
tai
wosomet
hingnay
o.

Vakagar apasizvavovana.
Jean.akati
tafungakutengakombi
sinceayidri
vermakombi .Akati
totengayedukombi toisaparoad.

Handi
nakumbobv ir
andafungakuti
angai
tepf
ungwaidzodzo.Seanakati
i
tsagoodi dea.

Asimariyakar
oorwalmani
yai
ve
yakawandakunyany
ademagey ai
ta
kurovamunhupasi pet
soka.Tet
e
ndivovai
tikunaJeannaSean
mukuwashamukokomor ait
ione
azivekut
iruzhowaharupazwe
njeeee.

HanzinaJeanndakat
itetemarii
yi
yawandi
savani
gonakurambahanzi
vanorambir
aanii
vovai
itacooki
ng
potsnemwanawedukuj oni
uko.

Hayazvat
eteRut
endotot
otikaa
ndi
vobabavemushanyangwevane
wavomusha.Akatoroorwazvake
zv
isi
namacompl
ainsl
mani
.

Munyaradziay iat
sir
wanehama
dzakembuy av
achobabav acho
sekur
uv achovanin,
i
nav ake
hanzvadzidzakesakay angair
iket
e.
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oiyoyo.

Isusudai pasinatet
eRutendo
zvasungwav anaRomeonaPr i
nce.
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akafakar enenhamotaivet
isi
na
pekutangiraparuzevhaasit
ete.
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pedusal ot
nevanav edu.
Zvegardentaizozvif
ungategahere.
Wer egr
etnguv ayeseyat
ait
sviny
ira
tet
enanamai gurunalmani.

Tinevarumev anemar i
kutoramba
chikorosure.Hamaweeusazogar i
ra
maokouchi t
i ndakaroorwa
nemur umeanemar i.Imiwee
vhunzai kaaisusukanakuudzav anhu
kuruzevhakunokut itai
mbokwi ra
ndege.Vasi ngat i
zivefrom befor
e
vanotitobvir
eipozv i
kazodi i
i.
Wethinkkanamunhuanemukana
wekuendakuchi
korohake.
Ngaaendeveduwemot idait
ine
chi
korocheduti
ripanoparuzev
ha
her
e.

Tai
ngoender
erakaanehupenyu
nev
anati
rimudhorobhakaaa.

Mwar
ivakat
enamat
abl
eskaal
mani
ndi
yeav
ekudhor
obhai
supar
uzev
a.

TakanoonaPrincenaRomeokuj er
i
vakui
takunzwisatsi
tsikani
Romeo.
Wassur pr
isedkuonabamuni ni
Pri
ncemi romo.yakwapukakwapuka
i
yi.

Vanemazi
pundumundebv
umese
umomamweakachenahur
wa
mamweakazvi
mba.

Samet
hingkunaTonynaVal
e.Ti
kat
i
kunaRomeokochii
kohanzimuno
mujeriv
anhuv
anenzarayebonde
sakavamwevarumevanoi
tavamwe
vakadzi
.

SoPr i
nce,
TonynaValekumacel
l
s
avangavar
ivai
i
twavakadzi
nev
amwe
varume.

Theyweretest
edaweekagohanzi
vakat
apur
ir
wahi vmukui
twav
akadzi
i
momo.
Andhurumendehainabasanazvo.
Sakavakaunzwakunokucelli
ni
hangundair
wisaanodawesekundii
ta
mukadzikusv i
kandakut
yiwamuma
cel
lshapanaanondibat
a.

Sakandakativ
aunzwekuno.Dor cas
akachemakunzwakut i
Princewake
avanechir
werecheshuramatongo.
Haaazvinoi
tahupenyusookaaa.

HanzinaDorcasifhadlknownkut
i
maridzeny
udzaiv
edzeropadai
ndisi
nakumbobv i
randasii
rachi
kor
o
panzir
ajustt
ogetmarried.Vanhu
vamaitit
it
svi
nyi
rendi
vov avekut
i
chengetamanje.

Imimuchitwav akadzinevamwe
var
umemuj er
i nenyayayehudyi
reno
wonderv aber
ekiv eduespecial
lymy
fat
hernev erl
ikedy ou.Heusedt o
saymuribadinf l
uencenowl
under
standmyf at
her.

Whenkarmacatchupwithyou
hmmmm unotimavaraazar
evhuuu.
Takazov
audzakuti
lmani
akabvi
sir
wamar isvi
nunet hatguy
akahayapri
vat
einvest
igat
or.

Zvakai
takuti
musungwemaur ay
isa
murumewemwana. .Mukamuona
muchamuzi vai
milmanikamadam
kanii
kakokwaarii
kokoanodi
wa
nedzi
nzareseremurumewake.

Zvamakat
adz
aimikudamwana
wemukomawenyu.
.Mainini
Debrabyt heway
vakar
oorwazvakadadisafani
nemukomawaEugeneuy awamaiti
rombeavenelifeyakevagere
bvembekuserikwenhangaimi mur
i
munomuj er
i.

Haaawewher emademhani 20good

yearsuchi garanemhondimumba
usingazvizive.Hanzi
naPr i
ncesaka
I
mani atadzawokuuy akuzondi ona
herendimukumbi r
erureger
er oher
e.

Hanzi
handi
timai
tihamudi
kumuona
her
eanouyakupiarikumurumewake
.Akatorambakuti
asarenamazi
mariakachaj
i
waachot akanyar
akut
i
ambosara.

Mariyachoyakapi
hwaSeannaJean
kunyadzi
sakwazvo.Kungot
iSeanna
Jeannev erdi
danythi
ngtoharm
Imani.
.

Sakahavanagui
lt
yLi saakuchi
kor
o
anobhadhari
rwafeesnaTheresana
l
mani.
Takazobv
apaJeriPr
inceachi
tiay
ida
kuonaTheresanalmani.

TokatiTher
esaarikuj
oni
Prince
Theresaayi
mudamwanawake
sezvaii
twal
maninababavake.

Tikatit
ichavaudzawear enot
promisingkut ivanouy
ahere.Hanzi
naPr i
ncet heymustcomel m wait
ing
forthem.
Takaendahedukumbai sutudhara
twemur ai
ninev arumev evanhu
vai
mbodakui tat aketakenesuasi
JeannaSeanv ai ti
kungonzwachet w
kutibabanhingiv angavachida
kutsvet
eravaiender wakudzimba
kwav okunonzimakut ambirakuno
nyudzatokurovai mukadakuj ai
ri
ra
vanamai vedu.

Sabhukuakambodakuit
ataket ake
namaiguruchenget
ozvavanga
vambov humburwanezv
aDor cas.
VakanzinaJeanmazi zinoakawora
nekuputafodyai
way otokuit
ai
wasitakimukakweshaakachena.
Mai veduiv
avoisoffli
mi t
szv eny
u
zvekudakuvatai
mirav achi
bva
kuchurch.

Hanziimivanavembav hamur i
vana
vachenget
ohereimi .
.vakat
iiwe
mhombwei weuri
typey aChengeto
hereiwenetsvi
naiyoyo.

Hanzi
usi
sabhukuwemur
aini
kwet
e
wevakasdzivakafi
rwanev
arume.Ti
ri
vanavachengetogett
hati
noyou
medhulabhulangat
a.

Vai
tyi
wamurainiSeannaJeanwhen
i
tcomestoprotectisuvanamai
vav
onehanzv
adzi dzav
o.

Takangatav
emhur i
yakabatana.But
heal
thy aPri
nceissoscaryimi
hameno.Dzimwenguv aDorcas
anombonzwqhashaotinxaaa
mubairowezvi
vir
ufumhani.
Nyangweakanzi abudaPr
ince
mujer
i..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..

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ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

Season2

Chapt
er46

Whati
sGodtry
ingtoshowy
ouwi
thi
n
somet
hingy
ounever
t
houghty
ou'
dfi
ndy
our
sel
f?
Dor
othyandDor
cas

Hay aat akafoner

wanatetekumusha
hanzv adziyababavedu.Vachi
tit
he
fol
lowi ngweekendDebr aay i
bvi
si r
wanemur umewakeAlexander
.

Al
exanderwekumbomhany
iswa
nev
arumev eduawuyaachi
tindi
pei
mariyemunin,
i
nawanguy amakadya.
I
mani wenyuarambakugarwanhaka.

Tichi
tomusekakut izi
rombei
rori
zi
dzubvurandingari
bvepano.
Kotai
mboz iveikut
imunhuayit
ove
nechi
korochakeakamedzamaB.

Angaangonenzi
rai
sir
iyomuhupeny
u
chet
e.Tai
mboziveikut
i ser
ikwe
Shumbakunehuchi
.

Debr
awat i
sekakuti
urikur
amba
mheneshamwaridzanaPrince
dzi
nemariuchi
it
azvechi
kor
o.
I
chit
adzakuuyakuzogar
anesu.

Uchenj
erekuz
oroor
wanemaf udza
mombekumushaikokokwauno
far
ir
akugaramahol
iday
s.

Ayitosheedzerakut
ibett
erkuto
roorwanefudzamombendi ne
chikorochangu.Itmakesmean
i
ndependentwomancher o
zvikazonzi
fudzamomber i
ye
harisi
sipolcansti
lgoonnel i
fe
yangu.
Imizvi
kanzivarumevenyuv ane.
ari
i
nemumv ur
iivabahavasi
sipo.
Mutangir
apoi.Chikor
ohamunakana
cor
sewoozv ay o..

Munoendakumushai
mimudhar
a
momuzivahaambodi
baa.

Asir
icheteDebr
aakur oorwakaaa.
TeteRutendovakatouyakuzot
iudza
fut
ikutil
maniakat
izir
a.
Wasshockedkut il
manikuti
zi
rashe
i
snott heki
ndofpersonanganzi
at
izi
ra.HanzikunaMunyar
adzi
Regai.Haaathat
swhenmashokoa
Theresari
ngsabellinmymind.

Hanzilmaniwamurikut
iar
oor
wana
vendormuchamupfugamirai
mi.Ane
kali
fekakekar
inane.

HaaaMunyaradziuyaakar
ongeka
i
mi mwanaapindamachena.Jean
naSeanndiv
ov akanzi
natetevana
babavanodyamariy
al mani
ndi
dzo
hanzv
adzidzakei
dzodzo.

Vakatonziny orail
istnedemage
nyat
oschaj ai zvi
noenderana
nehanzvadzi yenyu.AmaiJeanna
Seanndof ungav ainy
arakunyora
l
eastzvikanzi natetematovevana
babasoony orai.

Mwanaweny uakuroorwqnemhene
uyonyatsorovaipasipetsokapa
demageapo.Mai gur
uChenget o
vakabv
av abudahanzi aaainindai
ta
mut
etepany
ayadzanababaapa.

Nesuwot akabudav akasaratete

nevazukuruvav
ov achinyoralist.
TakazoendakumushaDebr a
akabvisi
rwababav eduv akafara
kani.
.

Mukuwashaakabv aatokumbira
mhur iyakef
ast,
fast.Mwana
akaroorwazvakemushev akabvi
sa
yavaiv
enay oimwey ai
veyasaravai
zo
bvi
sapashomapashoma.
Tikat
ikomuchat okeeehanzi
vakomat i
ri
.kut
angaimbahat i
namar i
yemuchatoisu.Alexanderispaying
forourhouse sakaz vemuchato
tozozvi
ona.

Ayit
ofaraDebr
atakaendanay emuno
perekakumbakwanaAl exander
kuchit
ungwi
zaurimufar
obedzi badzi
.

Takamusiyaakumur
umeDebra
ti
kadzoker
akumushahedu.Takuno
gadzi
ri
razval
mani.Mai
gur
uv ai
fara
kaniwai
ngoonany
emwer
eropameso
pavo.

Kutizvakar
ongekamazuvaakafamba
l
mani akabvisi
rwamarisv
inuyaa
kwaivekuurayamunhutetevai
ti
mukuwashaakat ij
air
ir
akupaza
ruzhohwarwedu.

Zvainzi
Muny aradziakabatsir
wane
familyyakekubv isamazimar i
.Kkkk
SeannaJeanhanzi vai
it
akurova
pasipetsokazvav angavaudzwana
tet
ev avoayiway akabudamar i.
Akaroor
wazv akel
mani mur ume
wachoakatimhuriyangundot akur
a
hakunazvechi
roor
azv aachait
a.

Ithinkv ai
ti
rakut
izvi
samur anga
ri
dzemushakabv uEugene.Akat i
atangakuchemal manipakanzina
Muny aradziwachomhuriyangu
ndikutakuranhasi
.

Anengeay idakumbosaranamai
vake.Tetev akat
iay
iwamaini
ni
matov evekwaRegai.Mototeer
era
zvataurwanabababegone.Izvi
zvekut
imhamhaheekudiimono
chemeravaMuny
aradzi
ikoko.

Vakazoendanayeakasuwa
ndofungazv
angazvichi
ri
kumuremeraayi
watakaf ar
ahedu.

Tetehavanakanakumboitahudy
ire
vakangotovakomanamariyama
wanahopemuchai tazv
inemusoro
nayo.
Itcanchangeurl
iv
esmakazvar
irwa
hanzvadzi
naTashi
ngapano.Saka
chi
it
aiwosomethi
ngnayo.

Vakagar apasizvavovana.
Jean.akati
tafungakutengakombi
sinceayidri
vermakombi .Akati
totengayedukombi toisaparoad.

Handi
nakumbobv ir
andafungakuti
angai
tepf
ungwaidzodzo.Seanakati
i
tsagoodi dea.
Asi mari
yakaroorwalmaniyaive
yakawandakuny any
ademagey ait
a
kurovamunhupasi petsoka.Tete
ndivovai
tikunaJeannaSean
mukuwashamukokomor ait
ione
azivekutir
uzhowaharupazwe
njeeee.

HanzinaJeanndakat
itetemarii
yi
yawandi
savani
gonakurambahanzi
vanorambir
aanii
vovai
itacooki
ng
potsnemwanawedukuj oni
uko.
Usapedzwesi
mbazv
ikoshesewaka
koshaiwe.

Taril
ovesyou.Ayendakumur
ume
l
mani.Vachat
engaherekombiSean
naJean.Sabhukuvachadi
wahere
kkkkk

Rakuper
abhukureduir
iournext
bookisBrav
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gger
ed)
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er47
Therei
snopoi
nti
nbeingunhappy
aboutthi
ngsy
oucan'
tchange.

Si
err
a

Ndakafoner
wanaMuny aradziachi
ti
maini
nihuyaimutaur
ewonal mani.
Sheisnowscaredthatwhat
happenedtoEugenemi ght
happenedtomeakasaraega.

Tabv
akwat
etekunot
aur
amhosv
a
y
edusotapi
hwadater
ekunoroora.
I
manii
snowscaredakut
iakutishe
i
snotr
eadyfori
t.

Shewi l
lunderstandbetter
mukatauranay ey ouguysar
elike
si
sters.Ndikatiokndichauyaakabv
a
atii
yeakuendakubasaamusi ya
akarar
a.

Ndangahangundisi
nazvekui
tamy
l
essonwaswr iti
ngtest
sthenext
day.Ndakaendandikasvi
kalmani
akagar
amul oungeakamoner a
morni
nggown.Achi
tor
ati
dzakut
i
abv
amukumuka.

Asipfungwadzakedzaivekur
esa.
Akatozoit
akuvhundukandamubat a
bendekete.Ndi
katiuchabi
wathe
doorisopeniwepfungwqdzir
ikujoni.

Hanzihaaakutovar
air
wazv angu
mufunge.KanaMuny aradzildon't
evennokutiabudanguvaindarar
isa.

Ndi
kat
iasi
maaahanzi
hii
iveduwe
wedidn'
tdoanything.Ndangorar
isa
chet
endikat
imy bey ouhaveli
tt
le
pumpkin(pr
egnant)i nyourt
ummy.

Hanzinohapanahapanadidt
hetest
ndi
rij
ozazero,zer
o.Isaidhaakana
nguvayakwanazvoi
tazvega.

Ndi
katimanj
emunengemaof f
ici
all
y
marri
ed.Shesai
dlm scar
edandl
sai
dscaredofwhat.Makuty
akurara
makambundirwanemwanawangu
MusaladMunyar
adzi.

Shesai
dnott
hatr
eal
l
ylm scar
ed
whatwil
lldoifl
ooseMunyaradzi.
Ndi
kati
loosehim howhel
ovesy ou.

HanziSier
rawhati fhediendikati
wellwhatifhedoesn'tdieyouhav e
t
ot hi
nkpositi
ve.Of courseEugene
wasgonel ookatmeWi mbydi edbut
lhaveMumu.

Ndikagarandichi
ngot
iwhati
fhe
drownlikeWimbyanddiewhati
fhe
gotsickanddieli
kemymotherdied.

Ndi
ngararameahappyl
ifeher
e.I
won'
tenjoyrai
singmyson.
Sometimesinlif
estuffhappensout
ofourcont
rol.Butlbeli
evethat
Mwarivanozi
v azvi
konzero
nezvi
nangwapanezv esezvi
noii
ti
ka
muhupenyuhwedu.

Ast hebibl
esayallthi
ngswor ks
togetherforourowngoodmeani ng
thegoodandbadt hingsthat
happenst ousworkstoget
herf orour
good.

SoDon'
tgi
veup,
youseet
heout
side
wor
ldi
swat
chi
ng.Ther
ear
ebet
ter
day
sahead,
wheny
ousee
t
hestor
m cl
oudsr
oll
ing.Youknow
t
hesunwil
lshi
neagain,
Sur
roundedbyacloudofwit
ness
whosaydon'tgi
veup.You
seet
heLordiswat
chi
ng,
heknows
howfart
herei
stogo.
Youknowever
yoppor
tuni
tyi
sa
chancet
oseeGod,
svi
ctor
y.
Thi
stri
alsar
etempor
aryy
ouwi
l
lsee
don'
tgi
veup.Holdon
f
orgetfor
getwhatl
iesbehi
ndhol
don
t
aketimerenewyour
mi
nd.Hi
slov
ewi
l
lbey
ourgui
de.
Youar
eachi
l
dofaki
ng
f
orgi
venofev
erythi
ng.Thi
shopeof
l
i
feisyour
stoli
vetoday
dntgi
veup.Hol
dyourheaduphi
gher
.

Muny aradziisnotgoi
ngany waytel
l
yoursel
ft hatinst
eadofbeing
negativ
escar edandwor r
iedabout.

“
Wor
ryi
sadownpay
mentona
pr
obl
em y
oumaynev
erhav
e”

Enjoyurrelat
ionshi
pdearandt el
l
yourselft
hatMuny aradziisnot
goingany wayhewi l
lberighthere
withy ou.

AkandihuggerImanihanzithankyou
mhamhawhatcanl dowi t
houty ou.
Ndikati
whatevercouplesdoi nthe
bedroom kkk.
.

Akasekazv
akel
mani
akazor
oor
wa
zvi
kafambamushe. .Asl
m speaking
ri
ghtnowwer ecei
vedsadnews
nhai.Theresaakauyaakaendana
l
mani kunoonabamuninivakePri
nce
kuj
erivai
rwara.Hehadinsistedkuti
vai
dakuonal maninaTheresa.

Vakanov aonahanzi heaskedfor

forgi
venessv akat
i l
m sorr
yl manil
wasnotagoodf athertoy ou.My
brotherbefor
ehedi edhewar nus
abouty ou.

Hesai
dify
oudon'
tlov
emydaught
er
lcannotfor
cey oubutdon'tt
ake
thi
ngsfrom herkanamusinabasa
naye.

Munengemazv isasikamudziva
r
emuny amat hatwillbeyourdown
f
all.Ndi
nzwisiseii
papoisutikat
i
vakafahav
anachav anoziv
a.

Hati
bvumekut yi
swachatisi
nakuzi
va
ndechekuti
mukomav akadyara
mashokoav osemhodzi.Akamera
kubvawozv at
adyamaridzemarooro
aImani ndi
popakai
tamv onga
mupokot
omuhupeny
uhwedu.

Haaahanzinher
erandimambo
kut
ongazunderisi
narugar
e.

Urimambozv akol
manilm happy
tet
evakakwanisakubat
ani
dzamhuri
zvat
akatadzanaRomeouy u.

Hanzihesai
dal
otofthi
ngs.
Apol
ogizi
ngtol
maniandBlessi
ng
here.Ther
esaakanzimydaughter
youareexcepti
onaly
oudon'tneedto
changefornobodybey our
self
alwaysneverlooseyouuni
queness.

Hanzi musaitemoy oyehudyi

re
yataii
tamukomanaRomeokubi r
a
vanhu.Tichiraramanezv ekuba
hezv ondakaz oi
twamukadzi
nevakwev arumemunondi kapi
hwa
chirwerenekuzvibatakwandanga
ndakaitaall
along.

Ndai
tochi
tyachi
rwer
eichochi
asi
nhasi
ndi
nacho.
.

Hanzivakazonzit
imeup.I mani
akanzi
y ourmarri
agei sblessedj
ust
bepati
entwi thever
ything.

Vakazobudav analmanivakumba
vakafonerwakutibamuniniPri
nce
vasaravachi
shaya.Hewasgone
hanzihewasHi vposit
ivehewas
reacti
ngtotheArv ssohisi
mmune
system wasveryweek.
Sakaandhecouldn'tmakeit.Saka
i
zvozviv
anaI manikumushakune
mari
rolm al
soprepari
ngt ogohanzi
chemainevanochema.

It
ssadbtvazor
orababaTher
esa
zvav
ozvapfuur
azvasar
ir
esuvapeny
u.
BabaDean(Bobby)chat ove
chi
kwekwechai chomazuv
anoyat
ove
nhinhi.I
kozvi
noMumuanenge
achingosalut
anekut
iyesMemu.

Kut
eedzer
aBobbyhei sgoi
ngwi t
h
mekufuneralheinsi
sts.Hanzimai
Mumundi nokudaindochokwadi
.

Ndiyosongy avomazuvanoiyoyoini
handidair
einihanzi
mazv i
nzwa
munodi wapano.Inindkat
svagwana
Mumuegamushoppay a.Dai asi
na
kuchemeraDeanwasnev
ergoi
ngt
o
noti
ceyou.

Besidesev endaindakakuona
ndaingotimukadziwemunhumanj e
Mumui sGodsendkaaaakat iBobby
youar eforthesi
ngurumymot heri
s
alsosinguru.

Sakaoneplusone2ndoequat ion
yacho.Sakazvenyuzvekudakuit
a
madr amamuchi ndi
ndidzi
mi r
a
phonemai Mumunekundi ti
za
kupedzanguva.
I
m notgoinganywaytezvarav
angu
vanondi
damukangodzimaphone
ndinouy
akuswerakumbakweny u
nababavenyut
ichi
onabhora.

Zvir
i nanendezvipideal
ingwi t
hme
pasinamudhar a.Nxaaandakat iini
handi si
kudaz v
er el
ati
onshipl want
tofi
ni shskool.Hanzi wewi l
lwai t
foryout ofi
nishskool yachoiyoyono
onei sstoppi
ngy oufr
om fini
shing
skool.

Ndikat
irel
ati
onshi
pscandist
ract
hanziasyousayrel
ati
onshi
pscan
di
str
actthisonei
snotr
elat
ionshi
ps
i
tisrel
ati
onshi
p.

BobbynaSier
ranodistr
acti
on.
Handi
nakuzodair
ahanzisakakur
ufu
i
kokowearegoingtoget
her.

Ndonobat si
rawoMunyaradzi
mukuwashai kokokut
emahuni .Neku
cheraguva.HaabutMuny aradzi
akapotsaayi
tabamunini
v angu.
Whenhewasdat i
ngmainini
Tasha.I
wonderwhathappenedkuti
var
ambane.
Munyar
adziisagoodguymainini
vanguv
akarasi
ki
rwapaya.Ndikat
ind
Mwarivai
zi
vakuti
Munyaradzi
ndewal
mani.

HanzieheMwariivav
ofutivanozi
va
kut
i Si
eer
andewaBobbyndi Mwari
fut
i.Eeenyayayachoyangayato
chi
njakarezv
akaoma.

Ndakangotii
ii
ihameno
ndakazongadziri
raBobbyakandi
tor
atikaendakurufuHaaavanhu
vai
chemamuf ungesaTher
esahanzi
Daddyy
oul
ovedme.

Butcouldn'
tthatl
oveyouhadf
or
makey ouagoodperson.Whywould
youstealandbepart
yofsomeone'
s
deat
h.

Andendedupi njai
lnowy ouar
e
goneyouleftusnechi
rondachi
singa
pore.Wewher eall
angrybecause
ofuract
ions.Nowy ouaregone
maenda.

Maivachowovai
tiv
anhuv
awaibi
ra
Pr
incenekuur
ayi
samweyayav
o
hai
nazoror
o..
Haaaangaar
imar
ir
o
shuwatet
e.

Bobbyayit
obat
sir
aMuny aradzina
Vi
ctorvai
temahuninekuchera
amvurapamugodhiwamai l
mani.

Haaavakav i
gwabamuni niv
almani.
Mukadziwachoachingotimubai
ro
wezvi
viruf
uwaf akaPri
nceusina
kanachaunachokanachekusii
ra
vanakunze.
Kwemamemor i
eschet e.Waenda
ukandisi
iranhamo. .
vakazonzi
na
Theresanhamoy eimhamha
yamunotimasiir
wanhamo.You
shouldthankGodkut i
hamuna
chi
rwereuy emasunungurwa.
Hamusisinamur umeanozokuzadzai
chi
rwereabv akujer
i.

Hav anakudaivakarambavaka
nyarara.MaininiDorot
hyndivo
vai
chemav achit
iRomeowat adza
kuuy akuzochemamuni n,
i
nawako
urikuJerii
koko.
Ndiyoi
nonzimhepoiy
iwhoknows
pamwenewendof i
royakomanjet
ino
ngokuf
ushir
aimaii
tazvi
nhuzveny
u
mega..

TeteRutendov ai
tilsawitcoming
kubvazuv ar
amat angahudyi
rethat
wasurdownf all.
.Zoror
amur ugare
mwanawababav anguhukama
haugezwenesi poset svi
nauriwangu
weropai wepahukam kanat i
ka
vhi
ringanati
nor wi r
amukakawedu. .
Mwanawababav angukanimhuri
ndi
nochengetahandi
tiwakasii
raini
her
e.Vaichematetenekurwadziwa.

TakazobvazvedukunhamonaBobby
banalm andv akasar
azv avo.Hanzi
naBobbyy owe.Kondambozi vakuti
ndiPri
ncewecarsal ehereafapa
bodyviewndopandat ozoonakuti
i
ngamunhuwandozi va..

I
ii
iiluset
oadmirethem ndi
chi
tima
busi
nessgurukaaini.Yoweall
gl
itt
ersar
enotgoldnhai.
Haaahupeny uuhuhwakaoma
handinakumbof ungakutiPr
ince
angafezv i
nonzwi
satsit
sikudaro
..
ndikatihaaasuchisli
fe.
.The
potenti
alofpainchaiy
o.
Muf
udzi
wakanaka
f
udzai
womoy
owangu

Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Resti
npeacePr
ince.

Bhukur
edur
oendakumagumo

Zv
akaomahaz
vomuf
unge.
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..
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Thi
sissot
rue!Thehar
dti
mesf
eel
so
muchmore
pr
ofoundandheav
y.
Let’
scelebrateourj
oysl
onger
beauti
fulfr
iendsand
appr
eci
ateoursuccessesmor
e.

I
mani

Al
othasbeenhappeni
ng
It
sbeen3y rsnowinmymar ri
age
withMuny ar
adzi.Yesbamunini
Princedied3y r
sago.Bamunini
Romeoi fallgoeswellhemightnot
bel i
fei
mpr i
sonedbecausealotof
stoll
encarsdzavai
badzakawanikwa
..

Andalsokubv umakwakaitaTonyna
Valekut
ihav anakungevanziv
auray
e
Eugenev akangonzivat
oremota.Iv
o
zvekuur
ayaitwasbecauseakav a
zi
va.
Ndovai
zoitali
feinpr
ison.Byt
he
wayTheresaakaroor
wanaCharles
l
astyearwhohappenedt obeChris,
syoungbrother
.

Theresamumwemusi akabv
a
kubasaasinganzwemusheakaenda
muphamacykunot engamat ablet
s
akeandf orgotherhandbagr akepa
counter.Charl
esisaphar macist.

Akazotor
a#y akethatshowthey
st
artedChat
tingandbecomel over
s
ayisat
ozi
vakutiCharl
esi br
otherya
Chr
is.Unt
ilakunor
oor
wawhata
smallwor
ld.

YaaTher
esaakachatazvake.Now
shei
sexpect
ingandtimefrom now
shet
hebabymi ghtpopout.

Asf ormeandMunyar
adzihandi
na
kananhumbui ni
wehavebeento
doctorstheysai
dwedon'
thavea
problem.

Nemadi
roanoi
tamur
umewangu
vanasooo.I
tssadmuf unge
ndakut
oty
akanakuendakumusha
kunagogoRegaivanengevachi
ngo
i
mbasongy ekut
iit
ir
awomuzukuru
mwana.

Sekur
uvakazotii
mi munoti
Mana
ndi
yeanomanufacturevanaher
e.
VanaChi
pochinobvakunaMwari.
Musadekuender
aMwar ipamber
iimi
.

I
wezv akoMananguv
ayakokana
yasvi
kaunoi
tamwanadon'
tbe
bother
ednagogoava.
Iy
eMuny ar
adzizv i
not
omudy awobt
het r
iestobest r
ongforbothofus.
Butzv i
nomudy awo.Hanzinagogo
i
momubedr oom meny umuno
nyatsozivakut
i munof
anir
akuita
seikoherekuti
ndiit
emuzukuru.

Kanamusingazi vehanzi
nasekuru
kanavasi
ngaziv emangamaf unga
kuvai
taseihanzikuvadzi
dzi
sakaa.
Sothesedaysl avoi
dkuenda
kumusha.

Vanhuvanondi
simbi
saSi
err
amy
MotherandMhamhaMartha
amwenevangu.Vanotongondi
udza
kut
imabviakoay
andiwoachaunzwa
mwanamumbameny una
Munyar
adzi.

Kwetemaf er
ti
li
typil
lspesepane
chakanakahapashai
kev ano
rwadzi
wa.Satanwillneversay
makorokotolmanianototsvaga
pekukutambudzanapo.

SakaiweudzababaMwariv
ari
kudenga.Ndangandat
ovemuma
pray
ergr
oupsavo.Si
err
andi
yeay
iti
hayi
wazvedu.

Usarar
amenenguv ayavanhumiri
ra
nguvayaMwariiwe.Pandimuti
vamwev esevakaroorwa
mumashur emanguv anevanasome
areexpect
ing.

Hanzihezvohezvov
asikanahupeny u
hwakoisnotmeasuredbyot her
peopl
e.Sakatoti
herevamwev ezer
a
rakovakaf
avamwev adikikwauri
vakaf
a.Sakawhyusati wafahere.
3yrschet
endodzawav akuit
akunge
30yr
s.Haaal manidontst
ress
your
selfnezvi
nhuzvir
imumaokoa
Mwari.Doy outhi
nkGoddoesn't
knowhowmuchy ouandMuny ar
adzi
wantachil
dofy ourown.

Fornowchimbotor
aiMumumugar
e
nayendiy
emwanawenyufornow.
Murikudakaazv
eMwana.
Li
saakushandaakapedzacorseyake
akai
tazv
eBeautyt her
apy.Andmake
upandstuf
fakugar amuHarare.
SeannaJeanv avenemakombi .

Vakaitamusoronemarii
yayeroora
sakandivovanogaranaLisamaini
ni
Dorcaspakangov i
gwabamunini
Pri
ncehav anakuzodakuramba
vachigar
akumushakweduhanzi ndo
gari
reivanavanguvakur
amurume
akafa.

Vakaendakunogar
ananababav
avo.
Shewasr eall
ybroken vakangouya
pakar
oorwaTher esanekuchata
vachi
bvav at
odzokerahanzindaka
wanabasar ekubikapaboarding
skoolir
ipadhuzenekumba.Saka
ndakushandav angavatochi
nja
vangavakamboondanekuf i
rwa
nemurume. .

HanzinaTher
esaChr i
shasbeen
her
einZimbabweakushandaku
Dai
ryboar
d.Idon'tknowmuchabout
whatsgoi
ngoni nhisli
fe.
Victorakazor ambananemusi
kana
wakeuy aLinda.Haasatiar
oor
a
hanzindakarwadziwanaTheresa
akandiramba.Kkkkndakaseka
ndikati
haabamuni niTher
esanemi
haimboender anakani.

Theresaaricalm hanzisakini
nindi
ri
mawav eshere(wi nds)haaandikat
i
tsv
agai musikanawekur oorakwete
kungochemachemamuchi ti
Theresa.
Hanzi haaandir
ikutsvagabuthi
ii
i
tusi
kanat wachoturikunet
sautwu.
Ndakasekaakazosekwana
Muny aradzihanziwaimbondiseka
kaaamakor eayendi si
nawangu.

Nowwakuonakur emakwazvokaaa
chi
todzokeranazvakonaLi
nda.
HanzihaaaLindaakai
tamoveon
kareuya.Hanzimakambonyatso
rambaniranei
konaLinda.

Hanzi
angakundipapressur
ey ekut
i
ndi
mur oor
endi
satindaveready.
Hanzi
readyyei
yawaitadzakuit
a
hanzi
haaazvekur
oor
aizv
ihanzv
idi
kumhanya.

Ndakasekandikat
i mait
yakaa
mukadzibamuninihanzihakusi
kut
yabutinizv
epr essur
ehandidi.

Muny aradziakabv aat

isakawai da
kungodanananemwanawev ari
dzi
uchingomuki sakisanekupedza
mahal fpasi
naf utur
ey emarriage
waidakumupf uya.
Aaar egaurambiwehanzi ndai
tikaaa
pamwemai gurulmaniv achazo
udzawoTher esakut i
ndarambana
nehangasay angu.Akanzwakudar o
undidakaamanj endatozonzwakut i
mupf anhawaChr isndiyeakandi
tor
erachibhebhichangu.

Haaathisi
spainf
ulmai gur
ufuri
dzai
moyowangundi r
ikur
wadziwa.
Ndi
katiaamaidakutidzi
nzarese
t
ir
oorwekwaRegai here.
Hanzi naMuny ar
adzizvakai
peiko.
Ndikati sakachit
oraiLi
sakaaahanzi
naVi ctorhaaamai gur
uirmainini
Li
sahandi v
anzwiresugari
nisheis
beautifulbthandi nzwekathatfor
her.

ManjeTheresandait
akupera
ndasi
mbandakamut ar
isasooo.
TakasekanaMuny ar
adzitikat
i
mucharohwamakuchi v
amukadzi
wemunhu.
Sierr
aakapedzanur
singy akeakuto
shandapaNortonhospit
al.Al othas
beenhappeni
ngkanitheonlysad
thingisl
mfai
li
ngtogiveMuny aradzi
onet hi
ngababy.

Ndi
kadakuzvif
ungandi
notosuwa
mufungekut
inhaiMwar
i.Makandipa
murumeanondidaaner
udo
chi
ndipai
womwanakanaonezv ake.
Murumewanghanodav ana.

Ndait
indi
kaf unganyayayemwana
misodziyanguy ai
yer
era.Kundi
ndi
ri
mukadzi akaitawosei
.KoMuny
aradzi
akazofungakut oramumwemukadzi
anomuzv ari
ravana.I
tmademe
scaredkut iakator
amumwemukadzi
ndoitaseiko.

Akandi onandakagarandakami sodzi

i
chiyererahanziwhatswr onglmani .
Ndikabv andai
ri
dzamher endikati
its
asiflm cursedndi
rikut
adza
kukuit
irawomwana.

HanzinaMunyar
adziwhyare
bl
amingy our
sel
fkutiur
ikut
adza
kundii
ti
rawomwana.Pamwendini
ndir
ikutadzakui
ti
sawomwanahave
everthi
nkofthat
.

Butkuhospit
altheysaidt
heydon'
t
seeanyprobl
em.My beGodwant
sto
seeourf
aithinallt
hiskut
iti
no
vanamat
aher et
isi
namwana.

Dontcrybabiei
ninowlm atpeace
wit
hevery
thi
ngi t
soutofourcontr
ol.
Youver
ywellhowmuchl l
ovekidsbt
ri
ghtnowlm atpeacewi
thnot
hav
ingki
ds.

Sostopstr
essingy ourselfmake
peaceinyourhear tkut iwhatev
er
myLorditi
swel l
.Ifit
st heonlything
youthi
nkaboutkut idai ndai
ta
mwanadai ndait
amwana.

Itwi
llbecomeanyi dolj
ustmake
peacewithitkut
ilcannotcont
rol
thi
s.Releasecontr
oloverwhatyou
can'
tcontrol.

Letitgondi
kat
ikoukazofunga
kutoramumwemukadzi Munyar
adzi
.
Hanzi
haaal
manii
sthatwhaty
ou
t
hinkofme.

Babieusadar okondi kat

oramukadzi
i
y ey
eot adzakuitavanafuti
.Bar
ikais
thelastthi
ngi nmymi ndhandi
mbor i
goneinillovelmani .

Letsmakepeacekut iwi
thorwi thout
kidswear eatpeacewi t
hitzv ekuti
gogov anotiheeitaimwanaheet his
that.Hati
nakur ooranakuti
tiudzirwe
zvekuit
anev anhu.Ort i
zadzisezv i
do
zvevanhuv ari
mudzi mbadzav o
vasi
naanocont
rol
lerv
odakuti
cont
rol
l
erandgiveuspressur
e.

Chesechaunoitanepressurewi
ll
fr
ustr
ateyou.Kubv ai
papol made
peacewithit.Handi
nakutozo
mboit
astresspfungwadzekuti
handi
namwanadzai ti
dzikadakuuya
mumusoromangu.

Iwil
lopenmymout hndoti
whatever
myLor di
tiswell
pfungwadzangu
dzi
kama..i
tiswel
lwithmeandmy
husband.Gogovaiwuyavombotaura
heeeit
amwanaMana.Butndaingo
vati
kanaMwarivat
ender
andi
chait
a
ndit
onyar
arazv
angu.

Wehavenocont
roloveranyoneor
any
thi
ngi
ntheouterworld.
None.Youhave100%control
over
howyouwillr
espond.Use
yourpowerandyoudeci
dewhaty
ou
wil
lall
owtoupsetyour
mindanddest r
oyyourconf
idence
andinnerpeace.
Oursuper
poweristhepowerof
choi
ce.Whyletot
herscont
rol
y
ourbehav
ior
sandt
hought
s?

Taril
ovesyou.Haaal
mani nochi
l
d
akupi
hwapr essur
enagogoRegai.
Usapihwepressur
enevanhu
pahupenyuhwakohwakatarwana
Mwar unekut
ihupenyuhwakohuri
mumaokoaMwar ikweteevanhu.
Miri
rakai
rosit
imey aMwari
kwete
yevanhu.
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Celebrat
ey ourl
i
feevery
dayl
i
kei
t'
s
yourlastdaybecause
t
omor
rowmi
ghtnev
ercome

Si
err
a
Haaandavekushandainizvanguku
Nortonhospit
alndakapedzazvangu
nursi
ngyangubabav anguv akafara.
Hanziwakugonakuzvimiri
rir
awo
wegamuhupeny ukwetekutindi
no
tsv
agamur umeanemar ioyit
ataking
careofmy sel
f.

Hei ssoproudofmehanzi the

potenti
alofpainlm gl
adithappened
zvakait
akutiuzi
vezvekukoshesa
muhupenyu.
Wakat angahupenyuhwakopatsva
aft
erwaonakut inzi
ray awai
famba
nayowasawr ongpat h.Weal l
make
mistakesinli
febtthereisa
possibi
li
tytomaket hatmist
akenot
di
fineyou.

Butnomi st
akeorheartbreakcan
takeawaywhaty ouar
emeantt obe.
Kazhinj
imuhupenyuwheny outake
wrongturnukarasi
ka.It
snottheend
oftheWor l
dyoucanst i
l
ltake.The
ri
ghttur
nandmakei ttoyourdesti
ny.
Hazvinabasakut i
wakami t
iswausina
kuroorway oucanstil
lgetmarri
ed
ukangodzi kama.Hazvinabasakut
i
wakambohur akutopindamubhawa
uchichinjani
savarume.Youcanst il
l
bemar r
iedukadzika.

Hazv i
nabasakut ihaunakupedza
chikoroyoucanst i
llgobackifhave
thechanceandf i
nish.Ifnotgoi
ng
backy ousti
l
l f
indzv ekui
takuti
uraramehatisitesethatcanaffor
d
topayf eesdzekuchikoronhai.I
ni
babav angunekamusi kakangu
zvakandi batsi
raandalsoMunyaradzi
ayichengetamwanawababav ake
evenbabav achovai
ti
mi r
amari .

Butlneverwantkur
aramanemar i
yemwana.Waspr i
vi
legedkutibaba
vanguvaikwani
sakundibhadhar
ir
a
zvavo.

Asii
wekanausinaanokwani sakuku
bhadhari
ratherei
sal way
saway
Godwi l
lnev
erleaveyouempt y.
Kanakamusikachaikounotorar
ama.
Andoncewaf ungakui
tatheri
ght
thi
ngv anhuvanozivaurerror
sand
mistakesalway swanttocallbyyour
mistakes.Butpeoplewi l
lbepeople
youdonthav etobebotheredabout
them ortry
ingt oexpl
ainurselft
o
them..

Ignor
et hem vamwev edutotadza
kuenderer
amber inekut
iother
peoplehav asikutit
ambi r
akuti
tachi
njazvesure.Youdon' tneed
anyone,sapprov alforyoutoknow
t
haty
ouhav
echanged.
.

Izvozvozvekuti
whatwil
lpeopl
esay
zvinokutadzi
sakui
taabetterper
son.
Itsbett
ert ohavet
hist
houghtwhat
wi l
lGodsay.

Mwar ivanofarakanahwaiyanga
yarasi
kamudangar i
ne99sheeps
yodzokairione.Sakadel
eteinyour
mindwhatwi l
lpeopl
esay.Update
Whatwi ll
Godsay.
Zvinokubat si
raizvozvokudzoka
kuitamunhukway esurpri
sedpeople
withyourchangedon' tmi ndwhat
theysayaf terallt
heyalsohaveavo
mami stakesmumwenemumweane
twaket wunomunet sahapana
mut sv
enepasi pano.Teseti
ri
kuvavarira.

Zvi
nongonaki dzakudyamaridzako
dzawakashandakwet epfungwa
dzehudyi
redzandaivanadzokare
kutosvi
kapakut or
amur ume
wemunhuasi nazeraneni.Tobe
honesthandaitombozivachi
nonzi
rudoinindai
tikui
ti
rwazvese
zvandinodandorudorwachokaaa.

Kkkkasikanaweekusazivakuf
a
shuwa.Imi ndi
notozvi
sekazvangu
kutii
weSierrawaivenedzunguchero
ndikavaonaldntf
eelanythi
ngf or
him.

NaMunyaradz
iti
nowiri
ranazvekut
i
akai
tachi
nomunetsahefeel
sfreet
o
tel
lmezvakadzi
kadzi
kapamoy o
pake.
Vanhuvaimbofungakutindino
danananaMuny ar
adzibutagainini
handi
nabasanekutinhi
ngianofungei
pamusoropangu.Someone,sopini
on
ofyouisnotyourr
eali
ty.

HanzinaMuny aradzimaini
ni i
ts
been3yrsti
sinaMwana.Ndi katiwhy
areyoucount
ingy ear
sukuda
kuzvi
pastr
essi sinabasa.
Akat
ikanamar ooranapa3y rs
mofani
rakungemav enevanandiy
ani
.
Hanziv
anhuv anot ar
isi
rakut
iti
ve
nemwanamai nini
sagogo.

Ndikat
iwhoisv anhupamarr
iege
yakovanhuiv
av ovanopi
ndanewe
mubedr oom makoherekanakuti
unopindamal mani.

Usapihwepressurenestress
nevanhuvasingagonekukupa
mwanawachowav anotiit
a.Mirir
a
nguvayaMwar if
ortherecordstop
counti
ngy earsenj
oyyourmar r
iage.
Iver
ywel l
knowkutiunodavana
Mumumwanawakondi wewaimu
chengetanalmani.I
kozvino
ndakuendakubasahandichagara
nanaDaddysakat or
aimwanaweny u
Mumumugar enayenalmani.Agara
anotimhamhalmani.

Ini
handi
nawekumusi i
r aabv
a
kuchi
kor
o.Stopworryingabout
thi
ngsoutofyourcontrolasfor
gogongavachil
evari
kumushai koko.
Kwetekukupaipr
essur
ekanaMwar i
vakat
imuchaitamwanamuchait
a
henyunenguvayavokwet
eyevanhu.
Kanavakatihamui
temwanawel l
Mumui syourchil
dkubvaar
imudiki
sakaunochemei .

Hanzilm scaredlmanianogona
kundisiya.Ndikat
ididshesaysheis
l
eav i
ngy ouhanzinondikungofunga.
Ndikati
uchi f
ungir
eikozvi
nhuzvino
kupastress.

Achi
kusi
yakut
imakar
ooreranakui
ta
vanaher
eoryoumarr
iedherforl
ove
.Hai
konakufungazvi
sizv
odont
al
l
ow anythoughttodominat
eyou.

Makepeacei nyourheartkutiMwari
munongorambamur i.
Mwar i
ndisi
na
mwanamur iMwar i
.NdineMwana
muriMwarihuvepohweny u
muhupenyuhwangui snotdefi
neby
whatlneed.

Ini
lbel
ievekutimwanamuchaita
kana.Findpeacei
ny ourhear
ts.
KanamukasaitaMumuuy ohanzihaa
thanksmaini
nil feelbet
ternow.
Mhamhahav ov anonditi
mi r
ir
anguv a
yaMwarikwetey evanhukanay agogo
vako

Latel
yit
sgogo,ssongyekut
ilmani
ayi
teMwanakungouy akunondiy
o
songyavoi
yoyonati
onalanthem.

Handi
chat
ofi
lafr
eekuendakumusha
nalmani
.Ndi
kat
iifi
tmeanstoavoid
herf
ornowdothat.
.
SakaikozvinoMumuakugar anana
l
mani zvake.BabaBobbynev erget
ti
redshowingthathelovemesaka
l
mt hinki
ngofgivi
nghi m achance
totr
yndakushandakaa.

Ndivovadi
ihewaitedf orme3y rswe
havebeenfri
ends.Tichi
todzidzana
besides t
hatchemistryir
ipokubva
karendai
dahangukupedzaskool
fi
rst.

BythewayTashahasgotaboyfr
iend
kkkkkmhenondakangoudzwakuti
ndanemukomanawanguhandisat
i
ndamur at
idzwaasi
shei
sina
rel
ati
onshi
p.

AsforlmaninaMunyaradzi
hav
asisinapr
essureyekudakui
ta
mwana.Theyj ustmadepeacewith
i
t.

Vanowanzoendakumaophanage
andspendtimewitKidsgogov av
o
vanengevachi
ngoimbanational
anthem y
av oi
yoy
oy ekuti
itaiMwana
.

Kkkkkaaai
mi.

Str
engt hdoesnotcomef rom
winning.YourstrugglesDevel
op
yourstrengths,wheny ougot hr
ough
hardshipsanddecidenott o
surrenderthati
sstrength.
Tar
ilov
esy ou.Hanz i
naSieer
a
Munyaradziusapi
hwepressur
e
nav
anhuv anhuhavasiMwari
.

Zv i
ngani kozvati
nopihwapr essure
nev anhut oit
amadeci sionsanozoita
kuti t
ichemehupeny uhwesenekuda
kwepr essureinobvamuv anhu.
Usapi hwepr essurenev anhu.Vanhu
i
v avohav asi
ri
vovanor arama
hupeny uhwako.Ngav ar ar
ame
hwav oukaonamunhuakukupa
pressur eingomuudzakut ii
nindi
no
raramahwanguhupeny uiweerarama
hwakousait
eMwar imuhupenyu
hwangu.Wat opedzakanazv eku
taur
azvi
chinetsajusti
gnorethem
dontpr
essurey oursel
f.

Ndatobati
mekubasakut indiny
ore
chapteri
yi.Causepfungwa
dzamukadzakany anyakuvhuri
ka
nhasi.
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Giv
ey ourselfcr
edi
tforthedaysyou
madeitthroughwheny outhought
youcoul
dn't.
Bobby

Ifyouarehappyandandy ouknow
clapyourhands .I
f
youarehappyandy ouknowthen
youreall
ywanttoshowyouhav e
beenwaitingfor3yr
sbeforeshe
saidyes.

Zvandadiwanemwanasikanandoita
sei
kondiudzei
wozvamunoita
murudo.Haaalcan'
tbel
ievet hi
sme
BobbyndazodiwanaSierr
aaf t
er
but
suy
aper
anemuf
ambai
miweee.
.

Iwasaboutt ogiveupandletherbe
butshewasonal waysinmymi nd.
Ndangandakat or ar
apasof
a
masikatii
riweekend.Whenl was
tel
l
ingmy selfhaaenoughSi er
ra
haandideregandisiy
anenaye.

Butmythenmyinst
inctswher e
tel
l
ingmewherearey ougoingt o
getawomananodiwanev anav ako.
Achiv
adawozv
aunoonawhoi snot
afteryourmoneyandwhol ovesme
forwhol am whocannotwhatlhav
e
tooffer
.

EheSier
rakamunhukaneprideyako
asawoman.Pr obablyshel
ear
ne
thatf
rom exper
ience.

SoMeganakabvaapi
ndaakat
iDaddy
whymazuvanomusasaendenesu
kwaMaiMumuwehar dl
yseeher
whatwr
ong.

Ndi
kat
ihaaaweneedtol
etherbe
mwanangu.Hanzi
whatdoyoumean
l
etherbe.
Didy
ouguy
sfi
ght

Ndikat
inotreal
l
yf ighti
ngl t
hinkshe
needsherspace.Hanzi Meganhaaa
Daddywher eyout aki
ngherspace
i
tsnotli
keyoust ayinthei
rhouse.

Wejustdropusthere.Butll
i
keher
i
nfactll
ov emaiMumuev enDean
l
ovesher.My beshecancomestay
herewit
huswehav eenoughspace.

I
fshesay
syouar
etaki
ngherspace
wewi l
lgiv
ehermor
espacei
nthe
guestroom.

Kkkkndai
dakusekazvai
taurwa
nemwanawanguar i
seri
ous.Ndi kat
i
shedoesn'
tevenwanttov i
situs
heremwanangu.

Pabirt
hdayr aDeanwhenshecame
lhadtopersuadehert
ocome.Hanzi
youcanalsopersuadehertocome
andstaywithusandtel
lheryou
won'ttakeherspace.
Ndikatimydaught ery oudon't
understandhanziDaddyl
understand.Whati fshef i
nds
someonet ostaywi t
hwhodoesn' t
takeherspace.Si ncey oudon'thave
fri
endsbabaMumui smar r
iedl
thoughthewi l
l beyourf ri
end.But
unfort
unatelyldon'tev enknowhi m.

Thennowy ouhaveafri
endmai
Mumuy ouaresayingyouwantto
giv
eherspace.Youwillbealone
becausesheisyouronl
yf r
iendthat
youhave.
Ndikatil
won'tbeal
onel havey
ou
myki ds.Hanzi
whatifl
got o
boardingli
keDeanyouwill
beall
al
oneher e.

AtleastMai Mumuv anaMumuna

Daddyv avonaMuf ar
o.Hameno
zvenyuifyoudon'
tpersuadehert
o
bey ourfr
iend.

Youwi
l
lbel
onel
yher
eaf
ter
boardi
ngwewi l
lgot
ouniver
sit
y.
Todayhandei
munondisi
yakuna
Mhamhaandgoandt al
ktomy
Mumu.

Il
ikeherkkkksureMeganay it
aura
chokwadimwanawangul don't
havefr
iendslat
elybeenspendi
ng
ti
menaMai Mumu.

Ndakagadzi
ri
raandwenttodrop
Megantohermot her
.Wast hi
nki
ng
twi
cecauseSier
rahadmov edout
angaakugar
akuNor tonpaakawana
basa.

Karendaimbohwandaneyekuti
ndauyakuzoonaMumumanjeaku
garanaMuny ar
adziandhi
sbrother
newifeyake.

Apababav aSi
eer
av ai
mbomi r
a
mir
akanaatangakui
taminanashe
i
snolongerkumbakwavoat or
ima
hwaniangu.

Idntwanttobeal
oneini
niSi
err
ais
theri
ghtwomanformeshehasher
baggagelhavemi
newegetalong.
But3yrsherendichingorambwahaa
todayzvi
karambawo.ayiwandosiya
i
ni.Ndir
ibusykugay ahorrordzangu
dri
vingmyphoney akariraspeakof
thedevi
l.

Andhewi l
lappearitwasSier
ra.
Hanzi
whatappt hi
sweekend.
Ndi
katihapanajustcomingfrom
dr
opping Megant oherMother
.

Mydaught
ermi
ssyouandMumu.
Hanzi
ohmybadshecanvi
sitme
nextweekend.Youcancomel
boredhere.
IwanttogooutkuLakeChi
ver
ouko
lneedcompany.

Ndikat
imat
iimemihanzi
ther
ewego
againmemikudi
ikoowooo.

Arey oucomingornotndi
kati
ofcourselm onmywaynow.
Ndakat iMwari
vandi
nzwandanga
ndichit
oshayapekut
angi
ra
Ndakasvi
kaanebasketrakere
pi
cnicSi
err
andikapihwahangaiwa.
HeeemekupihwahugnaSi er
ra
mashura.

Kubvakarendai
tindi
kadahugndonzi
i
mi babaDeanibvaiapa.
Kkkkkndai
bvandasal
utandot
isor
ry
memu.

Takat akurabasketramadam ne
bluet oothspeakery
avondobv a
taendazv edu.Shewasqui etndikat
i
Sierr
awandi f
onerandichi
t of
unga
kuuy
akuzokuona.

Karendai
tindi
kati
Sier
raayibvaatai
mai Mumuhaikonakungondideedza
nezi
ta.Ndamunhumukur undonzi
mai Mumu.

Musiuyuhandinakutsiur
wandikati
t
odaykaaal m goi
ngt osaythi
sf or
t
helastti
mei fyousaynol wil
lleave
youal
onef orgoodny angwezvichi
r
wadzahaz vo.

Il
ovey ouSi
err
ay ouknowitkubv
a
kudhar
awakapedzachikor
onow
wai
til
candi
str
acty
ou.

I
ninillov
eyou.Buti
fyou.
..
ndakabvandanzi
shmmmm .Me
toolloveyouBobby.
Heeezvakai
tasemaungi
ramunzeve
mangundika.
mbomisamotasi
nging
i
fyouarehappyandyouknowclap
yourhands.

Ndakabur
ukandi
kati
sur
ehereSi
err
a
hanziy
esyouhear
dmer i
ghtldo
l
oveyoukubv
apapartyyaDean
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Becausel wasr eal
l
ysur
ekuti
hauna
mukadzizv emashuwawantedto
fi
nishskoolfi
rst.

HaaandakamusimudzaSier
ra
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ake
Chiv
erolcoul
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ong
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t.Pati
encepaykani.
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hebehav
iorofother
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royyouri
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Tar
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adi
wa
Si
err
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er51

Noonehasthepowert
onamewho
youar
e,ort
ellyourst
ory
.
Tet
e(Rut
endo)

Ndakagar
apasi ndi
chiny
atsogaya
kut
iwhaycouldbehappeningto
l
mani.NhaindiyoFavoryachoher
e
i
yilwassofreakenmadeangry.

Ndakangosimukalmaniandif
oner
a
achi
tigogovanengev
achingomuti
i
tamwanakanamusi ngade
kuchenget
amunondipa.
Ndakaendakuguvarababal
mani
ndakagumbuka.Iwasmar r
ied
kudhuzenekumbakwedupano
fambikanet
sokaoveranhour.

Ndikasvi
kapaguvaraTashi
nga
handit
izv
inomashokoanesi
mba
hereimivanhu.

Ndikatii
weTashi ngahaikonakungo
vataipaposezvinonzihausikuona
kutimwanaar ikushungurudzikaapa.
Favoredy awai
taurandeipi i
papa
mwanai tsbeen5y rdmar r
iedhaana
kanakubat awakemwana.
I
wewakangor ar
aipapaunodakuti
Mwanaarambweher ei
wehaaa.
Usadekundi
shingurudzaapai
nga
takady
amaridzevanhu.

I
kozv i
nomesenaPr i
ncemakangot i
vavamwanaachishayambereko.
Basakuuyakuhopedzangumuchindi
rat
idzazv
ipo.

Nxaaamhani
munot
iini
handi
nawo
her
enhamodzangu.Uyumut oro
wekut
imwanaatadzekubat
awake
mwanahandi
chaukwanisei
ni .

Ndakabvandabvapaguvapaya
ndangandatoperer
wai ni
.Neku
ngwari
sakwambuy aRegaikuya.Asi
vakadakuit
asekuti
imhosvayalmani
kaandinozogut
akuv anyar
amanje.

Ndakadzokerakumbazv angu
ndobvandobvandarecei
v ercal
l
fr
om Munyaradziachi
timwanawa
stepmot hervamai v
akev ashay
a.
Hanzi maini
niMelodyvashayasaka
ti
rikuendakuruf
u.

Ndaif
anir
akuendakuHar arethe
nextdayndangandadaidzwana
Munyaradzi
.Ndai
toty
akut i
ndadeedzer
weilhopehaasikuramba
l
mani .

Sakaakandit
iayi
zouy
akuzondi
tor
a
vadzokakunhamo.
Mar
tha

Zii
izvangunemur umewangu
pressur
ezer o.Kuit
akungeasi
na
kumbobv ir
aay endamurumewangu.

Ir
eceiv
edsadnewskumusha
kwangakwai
tar
ufumucousi
n
Melodyakashay a.Angaarambana
nemurumear ipamushananababa
hanziakangot
i musoromusor o.
Nekutomukamunhupasi sina
munhu.

Takagadzi ri
rati
kaendana
Muny aradzinal mani
.Takasv i
ka
zvedutaibikabikahedunal mani
l
atelyshehasbecomeav eryqui
et
person.May besheisst
ressed
nekutihaasatiayit
amwanawake.

Butl
m notwor
ri
edabouti
tini
lpr
ay
abouti tever
yday.KanaMwar i
vakadzosamur umewangundi ka
chata.Af t
eramboendaneny i
kaand
protectedhim kuzvirwerezvazara
muny ikaumuv angazotadzanei
kundipamuzukur u.

Takatit
ichibikalmani
akatanga
kuchemaachi timudumbumur i
kurwadza.Ndakat ombofungakut
i
i
mv urayekutsime.

Mai
nini
vangumukadziwababa
ndongot
imhamha.Vakabvav at
i
nhai
weMar thakomur
ikubati
sa
munhuarikumazuvamapoto
unozi
vamutemowababav akopano
wani.

Ndikat
iMutemowei muchir
ikui
ta
zvechiv
anhuchenyuchi
sinakana
dhir
i.Chekut
ikanamunhukadziari
kuperi
odakasv i
ba.

Hanziehebabavakovanozv
i
koshesandakat
imunongozvinet
sa
necul
tur
eyeny
uiy
i.

I
mani akabvaayendakubedroom
ndai
tipadaayendakunopfekapad.
Ndakazodaidzwanamhamhav akut
i
hezv
ohezv onhaiweMartha.

Mwanaanej ekokaauyuregonof uti

.
Rinoit
akuti
kanamber ekoi
munet se.
Hezvohezvoasihaanavanateteapa
vait
otaur
avachit
orakapadzav akano
cherachi
mwechi r
uvapambai papo.
Hanzii
weManamukadzi
waMunyaradzimukati
oneapaanga
akai
takuchenur
ukakumesoachi
to
chema.

Ndi
katizv
atangari
nhiakatimanje
manje.Wasev enshockedndikati
usi
rwadziwakudaiakatieheal
way s
ndi
norwadzi
wakudai .

Apaayit
orut
sanekur
utsandi kati
ko
haunakumbotaur
awani kutiune
probl
em yej
ekonhai.
.l
ni ndaiv
enaro
sewekudai(
maini
ni)mhamhaav a
ndiv
ov akandi
pachiruvaichi
chavanachozvikabvazvapera
handinakuzomboi t
apr oblem
yej
ekof ut
iini
.

Chinov avaasi i
thelpsunotomboi ta
kungepf ungwadzar asikanekuv av
a.
Maininivakamut ambi dzacup
akanwal mani akatangakurutsa.
Hanzi naMhamhaay i
wai wemukadzi
waMuny aradziunot etawoiwe.
Hapanachawanwawangor utsa.
Ohimwaakati nolcanturikuvava.
Mhamhav akanodai dzaMuny ar
adzi
kwait
emahuni.Hanzi huy
aubade
kamusaradhikakokandirikur
apa
kanotet
awoaka.

Kanamwanaanozv araiyeyu
nekut
etai
koko.Munyaradziakabva
awuyahanzichi
imhamhandi kat
i
kosei
musinakutaur
akuti l
maniane
j
eko..

HanzinaMuny ar
adzimhamha
handit
indozv
aanongoit
aher
ekwa
doctorvakat
imahomony ms
anosi
yanav
amwev anor
wadziwa
vamwehavarwadzi
weit
snormal
.

Akabvaarohwamusor onamhamha
hanzivanavemazuvano.Munongoi
ta
zvechi
saladndosakamukutadza
kuit
amwana.

Mubatemaokomukadzi wako
ti
murapezveduti
it
ev azukur
ui su.
Tanet
anagogoRegai .Hanzina
Munyaradzibabi
edoy ouwantto
dri
nkitakati
nourikuv avalcan'
t.
.
hanzi
namhamhai
miv
anai
mi
makumboit
azvekuti
babi
e, babi
e
panebedr
oom herepano.

I
weMuny aradzikasi
kakubat a
maokoay oi
mi maivachomunwi sei
ndozonzi
ndakaroyamukadzi
wemuzukuru.HanzinaMuny aradzi
haamusiyeikani
zvir
ikuvav
a.

NdakatoonakutiMunyaradzi
akutoi
tazvakezvekunyaradzazv
aa
j
airandikasasi
mbahaaunwekaa
mushongal mani.
.
Ndikat
iiweMuny ar
adzil
manimust
dr
inkthisndakaumwawomushonga
uyundikapor
a.

Kasikati
oneakazomubatamaoko
mbuy avakagari
ramakumbondika
munwi sa.Kkkkmuroor
awanguano
tet
av eduwenekuchemanekuchema.

Zvazosarazv
onyaradzanana
Munyaradzit
abudazv edu
namhamhahanzi .
hayiwawokuto
yemeranamasaladeny uaya.
Muny aradziakazobudaafteanhour
.Hanzi anyarar
ahandinahangukuda
kutaur
anay ezvakawanda.Kuma
nherundakazoonamunhuamuka
akuuyakuzoitabasa.

Ndikat
i endaunogarazvakopasi
hanzihandicharwadzi
wazv anyar
ara.
Asindakunzwakut imuvi
riwangu
wanet emperatur
ekupisa.

Ndikat
iehendozvachinoit
achir
uv a
chachohanzinalmaniakazara
kumbamar uvaiwayakungoti
ndaisa
zi
vakut
ianor
apa.
.

Takazobvakuruf
uheduhanzina
Mhamhamwanaakudzi yamuv i
ri
kkkkkwakutomiti
swana
Muny ar
adzi.Kwetezv
enyuzvekuti
Muzukuruwanguakundikana
kuzadzamunhumi mba.

5y earsdzamakatambisavacha
toi
takaagoremwanagor emwana
kukavhi
ra.Ndakasekazvanguiy
e
l
maniay it
indarwadzi
wa5good
daysndi
nengendakar arabtnow
hapanakanapainunochinoshanda
chi
ruvachagogoasikushatamaiwee.

Melodyakav
igwamushet
ikadzo
ker
azvedukumba.

Takagaragor eri
katoperafutihedu
l
mani akandi
tihaanakuzomboi ta
probl
em y ej
ekoasiayingoi
taheavy
fl
owchet e..
Ndikati
itsvi
nairi
kubuda
mudumbumakondozv
andai
i
ta.

Neverbel
i
evet
het
houghtyoutell
your
sel
fwheny
ouaresadandalone

Tar
ilov
esy ou.Tet
evagumbi
kir
a
guv
arehanzvadziy
avo.
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er52
Nev erdowngradeyourselfwhil
e
tr
yingt oupgr
adeany bodyi nli
fe.
Any onewhoseesy oulikeanopt i
on
doesn'tdeser
vet obeapr ior
it
yi n
yourl i
fe.

I
mani

It
sbeen5yrsnaMunyar
adziwangu
wehaveourupsanddownsbutwe
sti
ll
managetokeeponethi
ng
chakat
ibat
anidza.
It
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geisnotabadof
rosesbuty ougothavetobest rong.
Andf i
ghtst r
ongholds.Asf orme
beenmar riedfor5goody earsbut
pregnantdhololoevenmi scarr
iage
hapanazer ozero.Webeent o
special
istbuttheysaidnothing
wrongwi thmeandMuny aradzi.

Beent aki
ngf er
ti
li
typil
lsandal
lst
uff
thatcanmakemer eadytohavea
chil
d.AlsoMuny ar
adziatfir
stwe
hadpr essur
ef r
om Gogo.
Zvai
mboi t
akutindi
suweshewi ll
comekumbal i
keawomanon
missi
on.Hanz i
zvarir
amuzukuru
wangumwanai weManakwet e
kungoi
tabeauti
fulandsimuthu
(smooth)skinuchidyamari
dzemuzukuruwanguhausibhurair
a
kaa.

Latel
ybeenav oi
dingkuenda
kumushanekutishemakessur ekuti
vatot
aurazvemwana.Muny aradzi
haasimunhuanodakuchinjana
nemunhumashokoespeci allyan
elder
lypersonsagogovake.Ano
vadazvandinozi
vaini
herespect ed
hersomuch.

Thisotherdayvakangouy andiri
ndegakumbaMuny aradziari kubasa.
Vagotangayavoiyoyoy ekungendi ni
probl
em hanziManamubedr oom
umumunengemuchi kangamaput i
herekanakutsokonyoranzunguher e.

naMuny aradziunozi
vakut imu
bedroom munoi tweihere.Iwenekuti
handionekungeunozi v
azv ekuit
ana
Muny aradziwakoiyeye.Inihangu
zvekutaurataurahandigone
becausendi kagumbukandi nodai
ra
pfochousual
l
ylpr
efar
etobequi
et
hangu.

Ndakarambandakany ararazvangu
ndakazvi
tindobvei
.Butshewason
missi
ontobr eakmewi t
hwor ds
ndakazovari
dzir
amherei twastoo
much.

Mhani vanotimwanawachohandi
mudewoher e.Ndangandisinakuona
kuti
Muny ar
adziabv akubasa
akavanzaazv esezvavait
aurandaka
nyarar
a.
Pandakazori
dzamher enemashoko
agogomakukutuiwayo.Hanzi
pamweunemwey awemur umewako
akaf
andiwourikukutadzi
sakui
ti
ra
mwanaf ormuzukuruwangu.

Haaaizvozvakandirwadzandika
r
idzamher eyekuti
naivovakat
o
vhunduka.Ndait
odederaneshungu
.

Ndazongonzwandambundi rwa
naMunyaradziachi
tibabiesor
ry.
Faceyakeyakabvayachinj
agogo
haanakanakumbov
amhor
esa.

Akabvaandibat
aruokokuendaneni
kubedroom .Moziv
akungoona
Munyaradzikwakat
ondipashungu
ndi
katowedzeramhere.

Akandisi
yandikachemashungu
dzesekusvikadzapera.Muny aradzi
i
snotmunhuanodaz vekut
aur aand
commentt oomuch.Akangot i baby
sorr
ypandakany ar
ara.Akabv a
abudandobv aayendamudi nning.
HanzinaGogokokusandimhor
esa
ndokudi
ii.Hanzi
naMunyar
adzi
gogolrespectyousomuchmuri
mbuyav angu.

Zvekuti
muzot i
Muny aradziakandi
tukahandi
di.Kanamakudakupesana
nenimakemywi fecryl
ikeyoudid
today.Youwillnotli
kememanzwa
herepanoyouar ewelcome.

Anyti
mepambapemwanawemwana
wenyu.Asi
mhuriyangundoronga
ndega.Chi
ndipai
mwanawacho
wamunongoimbazuv anezuva.I
st
oppedcomingkumushanekuda
kwemashokoeny
u.

I
mi makamboudzi rwanani kur
onga
mhur i
yenyu.Makangozv arababa
vanguchetev amwevesev anavasi
si
venyu.Dai
amwenev enyuv ai
kui
ti
ra
nati
onalant hem y
ekuti
zv arawechi
2mai muzv arai
mi.

I
ngamai t
aiur
akutimai
dav ana
vakawandaasimakapihwaone.
Vamwev esendevasi
sivenyu.
Musadekut
iti
taur
etaur
epanonhai
.

Imaniismywi f
eimimimurimbuya
youdon'thavear i
ghtt
ocomeher e
andinsul
therinherownhome.
Ndakatomubv i
sir
amariyakawanda
kwazvozv ekut
iyamakaroorwa
hai
svikei
papo.

Nekutindi
nomudamwanakana
kusait
amwana.Kanamusingagone
torespectmywifemusauy
epano
zvenyu.AmaivanguaMwenevake
havamboi t
azv
amur i
kui
tai
zvi
.
I
zvozvomunoi
ti
ramur oor
aweny u
amaiMunyar
adzikwet ei
nini
muzukur
uweny u.Vakambodakuti
i
wemwanawaVi ct
orunondi shur
a
her
e.

Ndikati
goodndir
imwanawaVi ct
or
butVictori
yey
emwanaweny u
respectmywife.Sakahandidi
hangunemashokoangugogo
ndagumbukandazvinzwazvese
zvamangamuchiit
almaniwhy
tal
ki
ngaboutherpastmanga
muchit
ianemhepoy aEugenekut
i
kudi
i.

Mandigumburagogohandidi
kuny
epa.Idon'
tneedpressur
ef r
om
youhamusiMwarii
mimi muri
wo
munhuakangoi
tamwanamumwe
chet
epaneakambokushungurudzai
.

akabvaaf oner
amudhar anaSekuru
achivaudza.Sekuruvakabv
a
vatangakupopotahanzimbuyavako
vakangwarisamhani.
Ngavabveikokowudzababavako
avaunzekuno.Ndakazonzwagogo
vakuchemahanziunondishura
Muny ar
adzi.
akat
iimbobudaiwo
misodzimachemedzamukadzi
wangu.

Pasinanguvababavamunyar
adzi
vakangavasvi
kavakat
oramaivav
o
ndakangonzwavachi
tiamai
.

Mudhar
aakupopot
akut
ihaanaano
mubi
kir
akumushaukoi
mi muri
busy
kushungur
udzamukadzi
waMuny ar
adzipano.

Handeiti
onesiyaiv
anakananguv a
yaMwar iyakwanavachait
amwana
kanavasi
naMwar ivanozi
vakut
isei
zvadar
o.

Handinakumbobudakunomhor esa
babaini.Vakabv
av aendwanav
o.
Muny ar
adziakangotisorr
ybabie
mazisoakeakatsvuka.

Hanzihandet
inodyati
raregogo
vaendanamaivavo.Ndikat
indaka
gut
aini
hanziwakuramwachi
kaf
u
her
elmaniusadar
obabi
e.

Wakutopasatanmukanamanje
ndakazosi
mukat i
kanody
a.Takano
rar
akubvaipapondangandakugar
a
ndakanyar
araini
..

Muny ar
adziakambotangaachaedza
tocheermeup.Asindaingonzwa
kushayasimbainir
ekutaurakwacho.

Muny
aradziay
ingot
isor
rymashoko
agogoakandi
kangani
sahanzindi
ne
mwey awaEugenehaazvakaoma
hazvo.

Akazofoner
at eteMuny aradziachi
ti
ndi
kudakuripa.kutukwa
kwawakait
wanagogomumwemusi
ndakamutil t
hinkl shouldgo
kumbakwedukunamai v angu.

Shewilllov
emendi rizv
andi
rivano
miranenimaivangu.Shedoesn't
bl
amemef ort
hingsoutofmy
contr
ol.
Hanzil
manisakamhamhandov ano
zodi
ikanawaendai
koko.Haaaini
ni
l
my ourhusbandlaccepty outi
sina
mwana. .
soi
notherwordswakuisa
mashokoagogopandi
rikaaa.
Wakudakundi
tizandaper
ei.
.
Didlsayanythi
ngorputpr
essur
eon
youkutingat
iit
emwana.

Sakaforyourunawayi showy oufi

x
yourproblems.Di dyoutel
lGod.
Unombozi vakut
iiweweur i
mukadzi
wanguwandakabv isi
ramar iher
e
i
wewe.

Kanaurikudakuendakunamhamha
endakwamai Munyaradzil won'
t
haveaproblem wit
ht hat..
kwete
kunamai I
manimhamhaChenget o
ukondokutever
ahauny atsondizi
va
mushendinosvikot
ipamusor oi
mhamhandauy akuzot oramhur i
yanguu.
Ukar
ambandi
nokut
orabygi
nya.
Hanzi ndi
rambwei nininemukadzi
wandakar oor akut
izvait
aseyi
handisiVi
ct orkaainiakarambwana
Theresasi steryako.
Inil
my ourhusbandhandi rambwe
zvekudarowanzwal mani.Hapana
kwaunoendal m call
i
ngt ete
ndivaudzekut
iurikutaur
aof fsi
de
topi
c.

Yooopandakanzwazvat
ete
ndakabv
andadzikamatetevangu
vai
zonditi
nhaneshamhukudzoker
a
kwanaMuny ar
adzi.

Nemazi mariakabv i
swaay a
.ndakazongotizi
ii
Muny aradzi
akabvaafoneratetendi
rimo.Hanz
il
haveright
sndi r
ambwenemukadzi
zerarangurino.
simpl
yndinagogo
vakangwarisakamuchacha.

NdakazongotituzuMunyaradziis
notassoftasy oual
lthi
nky oo.
Hanzidaiur
imumwewat opindamu
tubwagezatir
arekwetezvekuti
kumbakwedukwamai vangu.

Ndakazomut i
ndakudakuendakuna
mhamhaMar t
ha.Hanziuchaenda
kanatetevauy
apanot at
autaurikuda
kunditi
za.Mumundi y
eakazouya
hanzi
mhamhandi
takur
e.

NyangweangaakurakudaroMumu
ay
ingodakutindi
mut akur
ehanzina
Munyaradzi
sakaurikudakut
iza
Mumuuy u.

Hanzi naMumumhamhamukuda
kunditizandai
taseiokhandi
chandi
kutakurwa.Im abigboyusat
ize
mhamha.

Musi
iwowoMumuakar
ambakur
ara
egahanzimhamhavanozoti
za.
HanzinaMunyar
adziehevakudakut
i
ti
zazvakoMumu.

Makusenindakamutswa
naMunyar
adziachiticousi
n
yamhamhay afasakatakuenda
kur
ufutet
ev anozouyatabvakuruf
u..

Youallknowwhathappenedkur
ufu
ndagarahangundi
nejekori
no
ndi
netsa..

Takabvakondatov
ebhoozvanguasi
ndai
it
aheavef l
ow.Ndapi
hwa
chi
mwechir
uvanaMainini
vamhamhaMuny
aradzi
.

Handinakuzombor wadzi
wanejeko
fut
iasindai
itaheavyfl
owonmy
peri
odskurutsanekur
wadziwa
zvakabvazvapera.
GogoRegaihavanakuzombouy
a
kumbakweduf ut
i.I
tsbeenayear
nowaf t
erndamwamushonga
wejeko.

Weact ual
l
ymadepeacena
Muny ar
adziabouthav i
ngachil
d.We
j
ustsayzv akar
inganazvakadaro
Mumundi yebabyoft hehouseapa
haachazvidaakurawoatovegrade4.

Theresaanebabynumber2.Lisa
ndiy
eakabvi
sir
wamariguesswhois
theguy.
.xt
sanovaAl
exanderZenzo.
Sheiswai
ti
ngforherv i
sahubby
wakeisbr
okeny aZoe,Zenzo
babamuni
niRomeov akazoburi
tswa
..
TonynaValendivovachir
iko

Vi
ctorissti
ll
singl
ekkkklwonder
whatswronganongotimasango
matemaay aanodachi
edzababa.
.

Got
wer
amai
Muny
aradzipanebasa.
Latelybeenmi ssi
ngGogoRegai
ndikatikunaMuny ar
adzihandeti
no
vaonahanz iareyoureadyforher
nationalanthem .

Idon'
twanttoseeyourt ears
ndi
katil
promi
selwon' tcry.Hanzi
l
l
ovegogoandmi ssherbtsomet i
mes
shecanbeapain.Ndikati
ngati
vaj
air
egogovedu.

Sakawear
egoi
ngt
oseeher
..
Tar
ilov
esy ou..
vanaGogoRegai
muri
koher
ev anamafi
rakur
eva.
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happened)
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Chapt
er53

Pati
enceiswheny
ouar esupposed
tobemadebutyouchooseto
underst
and.
Muny
aradzi

Takazobvazv edukur uf
umheno
chiruv
achakanwi swal mani nagogo
vekwamhamha.Hanzi kosei Martha
usinakurapi
ramwanaj eko..Ndozvi
ziv
akut i
haudi zv
emi shongazv ati
no
i
tapanonababav akoasijeko
rawaivenaroiwewendakakut iimwa
chiruv
aichochor i
kaper awani .
.

Lkkkhaaawangumukadzianot
eta
kanikur
ohwachai
koanoty
a.Chiruva
chachondakazoi
takudeedzwakut
i
ndimubateamwechainzichi
novava.
Angaakurambakuchi
nwaangonwa
nekurut
sa.

Akazonwatamubat angunzi.Takato
garaayearpasinamwanawegott o
apointyekuacceptorkutindozvir
ipo.
Weev enstopstressi
ngabouti t.

GogoRegai umwemusi vakauya

kwakutangakushungur
udzal mani
nezvezvo.Wemademeangr y
kusvi
kapakumut
iamemwey awa
Eugeneunomutever
ashehadcr
oss
theboundar
y.

Kanapanechinhuchandisingade
kuonamisodzipamat amaemumadzi
wangu.Ndakav audzi
sagogokut i
ndakuzot
adzat orespectyou..

ManjevakazotorwanaMudhar a
vakuchemahanzi Munyaradziandi
shura.Idi
dn'
tr eal
lycarevaif
ani
ra
kuzi
vapekugumi ra..
lmanihaasi
muroorawavosaMhamhamur oora
zukuruwhodoesn'
tneedany
pressur
efr
om her.
Kubvaipapohandi
nakanakuzo
vaonakumbakwangu.

Getmer i
ghtmbuy avangundova
zvekutibtkanamashokoav oachi
da
kuparadzaimbay anguayi
wahandi
sekerer
ezv akadar
o.

Shehastoknowherboundari
esl
l
ovelmaninemoyowanguweseand
l
m notreadytol
ethergoespeci
all
y
nemashokoagogovangu.
Iy
eakambodakut
iheeendakuenda
kunamaiv
angu.
lhadtomanupand
showherl
mthemanoft hehouse.

Wedon' trunawayfrom our

probl
emswef acethem handson.
Ndakatoonakutindi
kai
ta
zvekut
ambal manianoendaende
akaendahaadzoke.

Ndirambwenemukadzi zer
ar angu
ri
nondomuwanepi mumwemhot i
kutsvagarudokwakaomaher eimi.
Ndikatit
etevauy
eiyetetevakeano
vaty
av akazouyatabvakur
ufundi
ka
vaudzakutindodakuri
palmani
akatukwanagogov angu.

Iknowanechi gumbumumoy omake

moody akechaiyoyakachinj
asi nce
thatdayanogar aakanyarara.Sheis
nothappyay itianodakuendakuna
amai vake.Im notreadyf orthatwe
arenott hef
irstcoupleskutadza
kuitavanamumar ri
agel l
oveher
ti
sinavanakudar o.

Tet
evakati
nyay
ayenyundainzwa
bamuni
ni.Iwel
manihapanakwauno
endahandidi
kunzwauchi t
aura
mur omowakoi wowowekut i
ndoendakumbakwedu.War ohwa
herenaMuny aradziwachoari
kuhuraher
e.I shegivi
ngy ou
pressur
enezv emwana.

Asi ari
kudakut
oramumwemukadz i
kani kut
iawuyekuzoi
tamwana.
Hanzi nalmanikwete.Wai
toonakut
i
arikutovaty
atetevake.

Zvi
kanzi
ofcour
sewakat ukwa
nambuyavakeachakur
ipa
Munyaradzi.Wecannotcont
rol
whatpeopleseibutwecancont
rol
howtor espondtothem .
I
wembuyav amuMuny ar
adziuno
v
azi
vakut
ivakangwari
savanongo
t
aur
ahavanamabr eak..

Ndozvaungazvidyenazvoi
zvozvo
kut
odakusi y
amur umepano
waunodaf ut
i.Uchisi
i
ramurume
mbuyav akevanemur umewav o
kumushauko.

Vanot
orar
avakambundi
rwa
nemur umewav o.I
weukasi
ya
Muny aradziuy
uunombundirwa
naninekudazvir
okwamunoitamese
i
mi .

Tibvir
eapai mbai not
odakushi
nga
mi y
edzoi notouyathroughhama
dzepedy oidzodzodzaunoda
ndozv i
noitasatan..

Hakunamunhuanosi yamurume
kanawaf ungakusiy
amur ume
woungani dzamazakwati
raeseake
atakadyanehanzvadzi
dzakoaya.
Nezv ehumai z
vai
torwanamai v
ako
zv
iya.

Womudzoser
awauy ahakokumba
wapamunhut
wekwake.Kwet e
mahumbweaukudakui
taipapa.

Akazodzi kamalmanindikamuripa
mombeay i
mbodakuir
ambazv i
kanzi
nateteunechigumbunagogo
kunyararakwakokugumbukat ambi r
a
mombei yoyo.Akazoi
tor
a
akatengesamhenokut imariyacho
akait
einay o.
Tatovenegoreafteri
ncidenty
a
gogoy ekumutukaakangomuka
achit
ilmissgogoRegaisomuch.

Handei t
inovaonandi kat
izvekuzo
ndichemerav atangaunov azi
vahanzi
nol m st
rongnowhandi chemel wil
l
l
etitcomet ooneearandoutt he
otherkanav atanga.
Takagadziri
ralwasalsomissi
ngher
wewer estayi
ngfarawayfrom her
forpeace,
ssake.Takaendanahedu
naMumut ikavat
engeramagr osar
y.

Takasvi
kahedusekuruvakachiv
eza
zvavomupiniwemapadza.Mbuy a
hati
nakuvaona.Sekuruvakafara
kanihanzi
ingaMumuakur a.

Mbuy aveny
uvarikugezakubva
kuseniv
angavachiti
Manaar i
kuuy
a
muzukuruwangundamusuwa.
Vat
svai
radzi
mbadzesehanzianga
wanepambapanet
svinahazv
idi
kumunhuakazv
itakur
a.

Ndakasekandikati
sekurukaaa
hanzil
manihaananhumbuuy u.
HanzinaSekuruaaaiwehausi
kuzvi
onakutiaremahereuy
uinindi
ri
kutozvi
onaini.

IpapolmaninaMumuv aiburut
sa
zvinhumumot a.Ndikat
isekuru
kweny ukuri
kudamuzukur uher e.
Hanzi hi
ndavawakapataiwe Mana
anemi mbauy oisi
ngambodi
kuudzwa.
Mbuy avakondakatovatimopenga
handit
imakanof ur
ufushamur oor
a
zukurudhorobhaakutoty
akuuy a
panonemur omoweny uunenge
chipi
kir
iunongobair
ira.

Hanzimuchiri
kut
aurazv ekarekar
e
i
mi ndatiManaar
ikuuyanhasi.Regai
ndi
gezendikakut
eedzeraivanosvi
ka
ndi
net sv
ina.
Vabvavanogeza.Ndakati
sekuru
l
mani haanamimbaeverymonth
anoendakuperi
odzvir
inormal.

Ehomuzukur uasiiy
oi mimbai yo.
Gogov akazobudav akachenachena.
HanzibabaVhikit
andakuudzai kuti
kudi
ii
dzanguhadzi ny epe.Vakago
mhanyiralmanikunomumbundi r
a.

Aaaambuy av
angusookaaal don'
t
under
standhert
ype.Kutoit
akunge
pasi
nachakamboit
ikabetweenher
nalmani.
Kutomufari
rahanzidzanguhadzi
nyepii
ni.Uyukamuzukuruwangu
Manamamuonakaai rokaadumbu.
Imaniakabvaavhundukahanzimune
chir
ikuf
ambamudumbumangu.

Gogov akat imwanakaaar ikut

amba
asihausi kuziv
akutiwarema.Icould
seelmani wasconfusedhanzi
Muny aradzihuy aubatemudumbu
manguser iousmunechi r
ikutamba
zvesurendakat obatawo.
Ndikanzwahanzinagogomwanaar i
kutambauyu.IweMuny ar
adzihausi
kuonakutimukadzianemimbahere.

I
bvapat akazopindamumba
ndakazaramami xedfeel
i
ngskana
l
mani hanzimaitabasamauy a.Pano
pambapeny uanywaysor r
yhako
muzukur unemashokoandakat aur
a
ndi
nonzwakuzv ishor
aufunge.
n

Kwai
ngovekudamuzukur
uasi
Mwar
ivanoit
azvi
nhupanguv
ayav
o
kwetey
evanhu.Ndakadzi
dzazv
aka
wandaaft
erthati
nci
dent.

NhasiMwar i
vandi r
ati
dzakutindi
vo
Mwarii
ni ndi
rimunhu.Vandionesa
kut
ipasipanev anhukudengakuna
mambowehut sveneanoi
takuda
kwakepanguv ayakafani
ra.

Regaindi
pakur
endangandat
obika
zvangulknewyouwher
ecoming.I
wonderhowgogoknewwewer e
coming.
Mumuakabv aanzi wakur
akaaiwe
hanzichi
regakupusazvekut
iunot
i
maigurumhamha.

Sekur
uvakasekahanzi
Mumuzv ako
i
wendimhamhavakousakangani
swe
.

Takazodyaheduasi i
nindanga
ndi
sisi
nakugadzikana.Tapedzaj
ust
wantedt obesurendikabufana
l
mani nemotakuendapacl i
niccl
ose
by.Kutiayi
tepregnanttesti
tcomes
outposi
ti
ve.Akatonzisheis4
monthspregnanthowcomei ye
achi
endakuperiodz vi
sinormal.
Hanzii
tsver
ypossi bl
ema
homonymsanosi yana.

Hmmmm t akafarav
eduwewehad
forgot
tenabouthav i
ngababyaf ter
6yrsofmar ri
agehere.Someti
mesi f
yousurrenderall
toGodv anor
ati
dza
simbar av
o.

Hanzinagogosakai
wewangawano
kondi
fema(confi
rmer
)kuhosi
pat
ara
kut
isur
edzanguhadzi
nyepi
her
e.

Ndikat
iehegogowant edtobesur
e
hanzisakazvanzikudi
i.Wavesur
e
kaaandikat
iehe..
..
.

Tal
ktoyoursel
flikey
ouwoul
dto
someoneyoulove.
Taril
ov esyoudzaGogoRegai
handinyepi
hamenokutodzi
iii
dzodzo
.Im alsoconfusedl
i
keMana
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er54

Aheartthatholdsbackon
embraci
ngl ov
ei saheartthat
hi
ndersi
tsabil
it
yt orecei
vethelov
e
i
tdeserv
es.

Si
err
a

Yaaal
atel
ybeenspendi
ngmore
ti
menaBobby.Asikumbakwake
handi
endi
bakwanguanouy
akana
Meganari
po.

Heisav er
yhappywi t
hmel m al
so
happywi t
hhim.Lastweeklwas
i
ntroducedtohisfamil
yhismother
brother
sandsist
ers.
.
Theyseem toli
kemeev enthough
theywereshockedwhenl toldthem l
wasmar ri
edbeforedaipasinarufu
ndir
iamot herof2butunfortunat
ely
myf i
rstborndi
edwhenhewas4y r
s
old..
Hecouldbe9y r
snow.Hanzi namai
vachoaaaatyourageungait
a
mwanaane9y rdher
e.Ndikatiy
es
ndakakur
umidzakuroor
wawhenl
was17yrsol
d.

Hanzi butyoudon'tlookl
ikemunhu
akait
av ana2.Ndi kangoseker
era
zvangu.Iwasn' tgoingtoliet
othem
kutivandif
arir
e.

Vakandi
tiwhathappenedt owit
hthe
fat
herofurkids.Ndikat
ihewasa
marri
edbusinessmanl wasyoung
andnaiv
e.
I
twasgoodf ort
hem t oknowthereal
me.Mai v
aBobbyl ookedmoreli
ke
Megan.EvenhunyorohwaMegan
wasfr
om hergranny.

Vakazonditinemumwewakouy u
wasmar ri
edt oav erybeaut
if
ulwif
e
.Ay i
sadavanhumumbamake.Taka
gara7y r
stisi
ngatsikekumbakwa
Bobbyv azukuruhakeayisar
amba
navo.
VakazosiyanaBobbyay i
tacome
backtohissenses.Hei snotmarri
ed
hake.Sakawakapedzer ananababa
vevanavakoherendikatiyaaa.He
wentbackt ohi
swifev akazochat
a.
Hemov edonwi thhislif
e.

Weonl yt al
knezvemwanathat
sit.
Hanzi ayi
wapakanakamesemune
nhunhadzeny ulhopeyouwil
l
understandeachother
.
HanzinaBobbyy esmhamhawe
underst
andeachot her
.Hanzi
namhamhamyonl yadvicei sdon'
t
l
etyourpastexperi
encer uineur
rel
ati
onshi
py ourpastmustshape
you.Kutimui
teagooduni on.

Ayi
wat afar
akukuonamwanangu
Bobbyhaasi si
rimwanamudi ki
anotodawomuv arai
dzi.Hopey ou
wil
lgetalongwi t
hhiskidsifther
eis
onethingMyl oveshiskids.
Ndikatil
knowthatlhaveseenhim
wit
ht hem.Andtheyarewellbehav
ed
ki
dswel lmanner
edl alsol
ovethem .

TakazobvapoBobbyakuti
Sier
ral
ets
passthroughthehousewhy
usi
ngadekuuyakumbandikati
kunoi
tei
.

Hanzivanhuvanoi
teikudzi
mbadzavo
hanzi
kutsvai
ranekusukanekuwacha.
Hanziekakaunonotsvair
anekusuka
nekuwacha.
Ndakasekandikati
hellno..
Hanzion
aseriousnotwhyusingadekuenda
nenikumbakwangu.Donty outrust
meunof ungakut
indingakubat
e
kwiy
oher e.

Ndi kat
ildidnotsaythat.Idon't
trustmysel finyourhouse.Sol wil
l
ratherpasshanzi heeeendikati
you
hear dme.Hanzi youmeany oudon'
t
trustyoursel
fwithmet hisnewswoo.

I
m cal
l
ingHmet
rot
otel
lthem ndaka
sekazvangui
ni.Hanziwellwhenar
e
yougoi
ngt otr
ustyourinthehouse
i
nfacti
tsnotmyhousei t
sourhouse.

Meganalway ssayDaddymai Mumu

mustcomeandst aywit
hust his
houseistoobigshecanst ayinthe
guestroom .Ndikati
real
lyyoudon't
sayhanzilsay.
.

Bobbysai dSierr
aonaseriousnot
nowl waitedforyoufor3yrs
uchingondir
ambahonanowbhut su
yanguy at
oper asi
denekuf
ambir
a
i
weweuchi
ngondi
tiur
ikupedza
chi
kor
o.

Handichadakuny epamanjelcan'
t
waitany morendakutodazvekugara
neweinini.Ihaveneedslat
elybeen
contr
oll
i
ngmy sel
fbutit
snoteasy.

Sakai fanyt
hinghappenslwil
lbe
responsibl
ehanguorndonobv i
sa
mar ihangukumbakweny u.Nekuti
handisisi
rij
ayari
nongorambaraka
mirir
a.
Cheroti
kaendakumbaifany
thi
ng
happensbetweenmeandy ou,you
knowwhatl meanahapanamwana
mudikipano.

Ndikat
i woowooi zvozvondozva
ndinorambirakuendakumbakwako
youarehungr yman.Tangawandi
roorahandisihangumhandar abutl
haveprinci
plesandst andar
ds.
Ndinototar
isi
rakubv
isi
rwandi
sati
ndatangazvekubi
kamapoto.I
tspart
ofmyst andar
ds..

Hanzi usadaroSierral wantt omar ry

you.Ndi kat
ithenmar rymehat isi
kuitazv ekufunganemaf eel
ings..l
alsohav elot
soff eel
ingsf oryou
strongoncef orthatmat t
ert hats
whyl saydontt r
ustmy selfwithyou
i
ny ourhouse.Ial soknowunenzar a
yekut iifyouhaveachancet obe
withmeal oney ouwi l
l harvestme. .
Sonoroor afi
rstBobbyhanzi wel
lok
kwacho.Butiyihaisi
happeninghona
ndi
katindikat
ichimbomi rai
zvozvo.
Hetri
edkundi ny
engererawithhi
s
puppyey esandsweett ongue.

St
il
l l
sai
dnoBobbyy aka
mbotsamwaasii
nindakamuti
kana
watsamwandakuburukamumota
makoandgohome.

Hedr ov
eakanondisiy
akumbaarizi
i
i
neniwondir
izi
indakangosvi
kapa
gatendokubur
ukaachibvaar
ovau
t
urnandgoback.

Kkkkndakasekazv angukuti
zvakaomanhai Jesoabatama
feel
ingsngaarooreaaaa.Akai
ta3
daysasingataureneniBobby.

Iwast emptedtocallhim andsay

fi
newecandoi t.Butthenl
remember edlsetst
andardsf or
my sel
flm notgoingtodot hat
hamenoi koko.
.
WeekrakaperaBobbyasinakana
kut
auraneniwhichwasstressi
ngme
butndakat
ihandivhunze.

Secondweekndipopandaka
fonerwanaMeganachi
ticanlcome
toyourhouseforweekendkumba
kurikubhowamhamhavakeenda
kumusha.

Daddyi
squi
etorl
cansayhei
smade
aboutsomethi
ng.Orhei smoodand
sadaboutsomethi
ngl askhim he
j
ustsayheisfi
ne.Ndikatiy
oucan
comemy bedon'
twor r
yabouthi mi
f
hesaysheisfi
nelm sureheisfine.

HanzinaMeganlm wor
ri
edhei snot
aquietper
son.Anywaylwil
lask
himtodropmeatyourhouseafter
skool
.

Nhaimunhuangatsamwirest
onyi
kudar
ozvakaoma.Weekendyaka
svi
kandi
kafoner
wanaTashaachiti
asi
kanal
etsgooutl
wantto
i
ntr
oduceyoutomyboy
fri
end.

Ndikatext
raMegansayi
ngsorr
ymy
babytodaylm nothomesomet
hing
cameup.Youcancomenext
weekend.

Ndaitodakuswerazvangukur
eekut
i
ndisanyanyofungaBobbyanga
atsamwi r
anhingizv
emazit
a
ndozvinei
.
Tashacameandpicmeupt i
kaenda
zvedukul
akeChiver
otakasv
ika
mukomanawachoasv i
kaayi
vene
shamwariyake.
.

Wasi ntr
oducedhanzinaTashathi
s
i
sChr ismyBooandt hi
sishisf
ri
end
Grey.Ndakamhor esananaGreyuya
ayit
onditar
isanezi
sorakazar
a
ruchi
va.
Chri
swachowasahandsomeguyna
Greywacho.Takaburi
tsaourst
uff
ti
kanogarapangapakaiswazvi
ngu
neboys.

TakagaraheduTashanaChr i
s
wherebusytouchtouchvesevanhu
vai
todazvi
ro.Vanengavait
okanavari
vegaanywaylovebirdsdzi
no
vhunzwanani..
HanzinaGreyuyay ouar ebeauti
ful
Sier
randi
kati
thanky ou.Hanzi
hmmmm ndadazv angui nindikat
i
sorr
ybhut
ilmtaken.

Hanziawuuuut hatshurt
sndiyani
ko
zvakeaneluckyiyeye.
Ndakangonzwav oiceraBobbykuma
shurekwangurichiti
lmtheluckyguy
..

I
nfactlmtheBlessedguyachindi
huggerapaMeganangaakami ra
pasi
deakatakurabasketr
aivene
food.Hanzi maiMumuy ouarehere
withhim achi
nongedzer aGrey.
Ndikatiyesmyl ovenotonlyhim and
auntTashapoi nti
ngkwav angav ar
i
naChr i
swav o.Hanzi whynotinvi
te
usl herdtocrykutiDaddyv auyeneni
kunot henpataburukamot andobv a
ndatiDaddymai Mumuav ov anga
vasinakumbokuonai .
Greyakabvaatisooyouhaveababy
ndikat
iyesndonzimaiMumuhanz i
naBobbyandt hisoneisherbaby
tooachinongedzer
aMegan.
Tashaakazouy
aakatibamukur u
whatareyoudoingherehanzi na
Bobbywakumai ni
nimakutsv agi
ra
si
mbi y
angumamwemaf eroini
ndi
ri
pomusazodar omurimunhu
wekuzi
va.

AkasekaTashahanzi haaaGr
eyis
harmlessuy uheknowsndamuudza
kutisheistakensakakeepyour
charmt oyoursel
f.

Hanzindasv
ikaachi
tsvet
eraany
way
ndakut
oramhuriyangu.Sier
ralet
s
gondaigodii
indakangosi
muka
ndakanyarar
aChrisnaGreyna
Tashavakasaravakagar
a.

IwasquiethanguhanzinaBobby
sooy oudeci
detogooutnevamwe
vanhu.Ndikat
ikondair
ambirei
zvanguit
snotli
kemeandy ouare
tal
kingkaaa.

HanziSi
err
a. .
..
.Meganakabv a
awuyaachi
tiDaddycanmai Mumu
hel
pmet otakethecoolerboxmu
mota.Ndobvaatiokletmeget
i
t..
Tikasar
anaMeganhanzindafar
a
pandakuonai
mai MumuDaddyis
moodt hi
sdaysdi
dn'
twanttospend
thewholeweekendwit
hhim and
hismood.

Quiethedoesn'
tshouthejust
keepsquiet
.My behemiss
mhamhaorDeanorYouwhoknows.
Akabvaasvi
kaBobbyhanzikamu
facekakokaGreykanzwabut
ter
.

Ndai
dakusekandikat
ihaasimuface
wangu.Meganangaabv apati
riachi
net
sananespeakerkuti
ari
dzemusi c
.

Ndikat
ihaunyar
eBobbykut samwira
zv
irokudaro.Hanzindi
chakubata
Si
erratakazosweratesehanzi
kungo
nyarar
amunhuakut ofudzwanana
Grey.ThankGodndauy akunodai
Greyatotor
asoo.

Takazobvakul akekuma6t akuenda

kumbahanzi naBobbyf i
ne.Im
planni
ngt omar r
yyousinceuri
kachapungukasingadonhedze
munhenga.
 Kwatetevakot
akaendakare
ndakudakunopihwadatendi
roor
e
vanaGreyvasat
ivai
tama
mov ement
skaa.

UnodamuchatohereSier
randi
kati
aaadon'tknowhanzir
egandi
kutor
e
nemuchatosorr
yhakondanga
ndat
samwi r
astony
iayi
darone
masignscauseMeganangaavepo.
Takasar
anaMeganhedui yeakat
i
guyskondikar
arasof
akumbakuy a
kukubhowandegahanzinaMegan
youcansleep.

Kkkkndakasekazv
angut
ime
yakaf
ambaBobbyakanobvi
samar
i
nekumbir
aMuchato.

Hanzi
isorr
yy ekutindangandambo
t
samwirastonyi
..
kkkkksoooo
Youl
oosest
uffandthi
ngsbecause
youwor
shi
pt hem heisaj
ealous
God.

Taril
ovesy
ou.Bobbyanga
atswamwir
azvi
rokkkkl
ol.
.i
mir
egai
ndi
gadzi
ri
rendi
endekubasaMonday
munongoizi
va
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Godi
salreadywor
kingoutwhaty
ou
ar
eworr
iedabout.

Muny
aradzi

Aaaahapanachi
nhuchi
nof
adza
sekutizv
awangawamboi
tagi
veup
onz v
ongoouyawakav
arai
rwausi
na
kumbozv it
ari
si
ra.

Hamenokut isei
ndisinakumbo
noti
cerkuti
lmaniwaspr egnanta
hadchangedpaar i
likeherbody
temperat
ureangaakugar aachidzi
ya
..

Ndaingot
ipamwechir
uvachej
eko
chaakanwabecausel
manikai
tova
kafri
dgezvako.Thet
ypeofpeopl
e
v
anopindwanechandi
sit
eki
vay
e
t
hatwaslmani
.

Oti
wokamunhukanot et
afuti.
Patakabv
akucl ini
candthey
confi
rmedkut ishewaspregnant
.
Iy
eshewasqui etkutoi
takunge
munhuav hunduka..

Ndakazomut i
whyuri
kui
takunge
usi
rikuf
arababiewehav
ebeen
wai
tingforthi
snewswani.
Hanzil
m happybutl don'
tknowhow
t
oExpressmyhappi nesslm scar
ed.
Ndi
katiwatangalmaniscar
edof
whathanzimiscar
ri
age.

Ndakangobvandamut i
okitsbetter
foryoutozipit .Gogovakazoti
sakamangamaendakupi hanzi
na
l
mani kucli
nichanzi
sakamot i
dzangudzinonyepahere.Hanzi
kudi
iinecl
inic..

Ndi
kat
ihanzi
shei
s4mont
hs
pr
egnant.Sekuruv akabvavanzi
mundipembudzi y
anguy amakabeja
michi
tidzangudzi
nony epa.

Ndikati
dzii
koi dzodzodzi nongonzi
dzanguhadzi nyepi .Hanzihopekaa
wangawat ikudiiihandinahakatai
ni
handisin,
anga.

Ili
ketobel
iev
ekutindir
imur ot
i
mukurunyangwezvazvosekuru
venyuava.Vasi
ngadekubeliever
hopedzangukazhi
nji
zvandinorota
zvi
noiti
ka.
Evenbabav akopav angav asi
iwa
nekasmal lhousekav opaya
hugambahwaper anenhamo.Ndaka
rot
aachidakuzv i
urayandikaudza
sekuruvakoavakut indii
rikunotor
a
mwanawangukuHar areikoko
ndisat
indabatwamaokonev anhu.

Vakambotiheheeev akazorotawo
dzavovakandimutsakuseniseni
gogovakuruvasat
i vashay
at i
kano
mutoraVhiki
tadai t
akatomuf ushi
ra
usi
nababa.
Nekut iakat
auraegakut iai
da
kuzviuraya.Dai uri
nhereraisi
na
vababasoomai vakonerunakorwuya
pamwedai vakat oroor
wana
Ministeriwest endbysonwa
minister(stepson)l maniakava
sekahanzi gogost andbysonher e
aaamandi kuvadzanekuseka.

Sakaimimunorotahanziehenezuro
ndakarotawauy
apanona
Munyaradzimuchi
tigogonhandi
chagonakuit
abasadumbur akur
isa.
Sekuruwakondikamukandi
chi
vaudzaavakuti
mangwanaManana
Muny ar
adzivar
ikuuy
akunoanda
Manaar ema.

Vakanditukaufungehanzi muri
kungodakutindikuduburepoto.
Nekutikubvapay azvandait
a
mabor or
okumbakwakoMuny aradzi
sekuruvakoavav akandii
sapa
punishmenthav andibate..

Ndai
dakusekakut
iidzochembere
i
dzodzi
dzi
chir
i.
ku.
..
...hanzi
ndi
ri
panzar
amuzukur
u.

Sekuruv akabvav atiibvapaiwezvi

no
udzwav azukuruizv ozvo.Hanziko
kunyepaher emunombondi bata
herehanditimakat amamakur ar
a
muroom munor arav azukuruumo
zvi
nonhasi sisonket iri
tose
vazukur
uav auy a

I
mani
akabv
aabat
amur
omoachi
budakunosekerapanze.Hanzi
na
Sekur
umbuy avenyuhavanakui
ta
musheava.

Hanziehevazukuruvazi
vekuti
ndi
ri
pahungersekuruvaripast
ri
kemanje
nhasi
chakachay a.

Kkkkhayazvakaomahazv o
zvambuyaRegainasekuru.Takazo
garaheduti
kazoonekawekeend
yaperambuyatakavasi
ya
vakunyemwerer
andofungav anga
vasi
sir
ipanzara.Hanzi nalmaniasi
gogochiikonavonhasiv andi
sekesa.
Mataurir
oavaii
takut
i unemot ondai
ti
i
vohav anakaaasoy out ookaft
er
gogo.

Akasekalmanindikati
dakuvaudza
kutindozv
auri
kuvait
ahanzihaaa
vaudzendokurambir
aini.

Dumburalmanirakazokur
andikanzi
nagogonamhamhanaDaddyenda
unosungi
ra.NdakaendanaVi
ctor.

Takasungi
razv
ikai
tabhoobamuni
ni
vakeRomeovangavaburi
tswavai
to
nyar
akanakut
ari
sananeninalmani
wacho..

Buthehadchangedal otvanga
vakungogar
av akanyararazvavoasi
vakatof
arapavakaonal mani .Hanzi
daiawuyaari
musi kanamuzukur u
ndawanakamukadzi kangukechi di
ki
..

Mumuay idakusar
abtndakadzoka
nayeayi
endakuchikoro.
NdakazongoonaVictorpadi
kipadi
ki
akut
indi
chambonoonamai
gur
u
l
mani.

Handi
siri
nindakavamiti
sakaandiwe
wakavapamimba.Sakahandi
dzi
ngweikokondikat
iuchir
ikunoknq
l
manihereiwe.

Kanakuti
uri
kut
aimir
aChipouy
a
anogar
anamaivalmani
.

Usavhir
ingemwanaakami r
ir
ama
resul
tsakeeform 4.Zvauri
wehanzi
anogonakuzomami r
ir
aakutosvipa
futi
.Ndakudamukadzii
nindi
nindadii
.
Ndikatihandi
tiLi
ndawakamur amba
uchitiayi
kupapressure.Yekuti
ndiroorehanzi
haapay andanga
ndisisi
rir
eadyikozvinonyama
dzangudzakutodaMukadzibtkwet e
wesewesekaaa.

HaaaChi pouyandikamutorandi
ka
muupgr aderanoi
taagoodwi f
efor
me.Rememberpat akatangakuona
l
mani achibv
akumushakanai wewe
waisamucheukabaaaasi akat
iayi
ta
upgradedndangandakutodawoini
kungotigogovai
ngomusai
ri
raiwewe
ndakaty
akut i
gogovai
zondi
tindi
ne
bvepfe.

Kkkkbuthaaandikat
ihaaachi
i
wakuchi
vamukadziwanguhanzi
haaaiwendikut
aurakut
ishewas
goodkaaa.

Ndogochivamukadziwamukoma
zvi
nemusor oi
zvozvondikukuudza
mahappeningsekudhara.Sakaka
Chipokayakangobwairachete
kachat
izi
razvakai
talmani .
Ndakazadzandikakavhev
het
edza
kangobvumachetendi
weuchano
kandatsv
aki
rai
kunomumbakwav o.

Ndikatiasl
ongasusi ngatambise
mwanawev ar
idziwear egood.Hanzi
kuchengeramaininihereukondikat
i
zvekuzonzimunin,
inawemukuwasha
akami t
isabodo.

Sekut
aur
akwakeVi
ctorakazo
ndif
oneraachitikwiyomuzukuru.
Kunoayazv akaomandai dakupopota
hanzii
weseweny ar
arazvako
waiendajonikunoi t
achibabakuna
l
mani .Wani usi
nakanasend
rawabvi
salmf ollowingyoursteps
bro.

Zvakaomandakanoi bvisatsvakir
ai
kunokuv aber
ekivaChi
pohanzi na
l
mani kkkk.Bamuni niv anga
vanyanyakuitasi
nglevakaitacatch
them young..
Fastfastmhamhawasev en
surpr
isedkutiChipoatizi
ra.Any
way
l
mani akazosunungukamwana
musikana.Takafaratesewecallher
Joyce.

Wear eallhappyaft
er6goody r
sof
wai
tingGoddeci dedtosur
prisedus
t
isi
ngaf ungir
e.Whenwesurrender
t
ohim. .
Andsaywel
etgoandl
ety
oubeGod.

Qui
etpeopl
ear eact
ual
lyt
alkat
ive
ar
oundther
ightpeopl
e.

Tarilovesyou.Vhiki
taakaoma
veduwekkkkkkuzot i
zi
samwana
kanihapanaasi
ngadewokudiwa
kanamagogoder aayaanomboti
heeelm notreadyformar
ri
age
anozoi
tafastforwar
dkanazvar
ema.

Sor
ryshor
tchapt
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o
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Str
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s
happeni
ngintheouterworl
dbutby
whatourmindi st
hinki
ngabout
what'
shappening.
Chr
is

Ndakasvi
kahangukuzim
ndi
kangoi
tamwedzindanga
ndat
owanabasakuDairyboard.
Panemudharaayi
wir
ir
ana
namudhar
awanguay i
nziJimmy
ndi
yeakandi
soter
azvakegr aft
.
Imadeupmymi ndtochangemylif
e
sty
le.St
artoverdidn'
twanttocli
ng
tomypastmi stakesj
ustbecausel
spendalotofti
memaki ngthem .

Ndakat
angazvangukushandabhoo
kuDair
yboar
dmudhar aakandi
tiko
j
oniwakabvi
rei
kondikat
ihaaather
e
i
snoplaceli
kehome.

Panepandaizovaudzamabor or
o
anguhere.Bythewaymymot her
passedawayt i
chir
ikuhighskool
takur
aininaCharl
est i
chichenget
wa
naMudhar
a.

Sakapambat i
ngori i
ninaMudhar a
nemwanawehanzv adziyaMudhara
musikanaakami t
iswaakar ambwa
ndiy
eanoit
azv ekubikabikaneku
wachir
amudhar akut sv
airatsvai
ra
vomupawomar iy
emanappyand
stuf
f.

MyDaddyvanembay avokuMarimba
par
k.Ndokwatogarabutsoonlm
movingoutndahai
rafr
eedom yangu
i
ni.Rimwezuvazvangundi
rikubasa
ndai
todakuadvert
isermapr
oducts
edueDairyboar
dpasocialmedia
l
ikeanyotherbusi
nessdoes
mazuvano.

Ndakatoisapostonpager e
Dair
yboar d.Ndobvandaendazvangu
paInstagram ndakutoonama
advert
sev amwendinefr
iendyangu
anonziGreyanoshandakuDel t
a.

Ndakabv andaonaakaisamafot
oake
var
i pasortofpar
tytekubasa
nevamwe.Akami ranemumwe
musi kana.Ndi
kabvandait
ascreen
shotndikamusender
apaappndikat
i
ndochi
bhebhichakoher
eichi
Grey.

Hanzinaahsheismywor kmate
nothi
ngmor e.Ndi
katihaaai
wesure
herendokuziv
auchidamabhebhi
akanakaiweweusi
ngadekupfuur
wa
neeveryskir
t.

Hanzihaaahunhuhwangui hwohwo
ndohwakat ondir
ambisanemusikana
i
yeye.Akatonditil
m nothert
ype
haadizvekudanananemunhuane
muromounoki savasi
kanavesepa
Del
ta.

Kkkkkhaatombondi seker
erekana
mbi chanasakalgi
veuppi ci
rori
takangotorwabuthapanahapana.

Ndikat
ihaaamanjemel m coming
kubasakwakoikoko.Ay
itoti
ndiku
sekakaaaitwasonMondayFr iday
ndakapfuur
anekubasakwaGr eyndir
i
parecepti
ondhumadhuma
nemusikanauya.
Akangopf
uuraariseri
ousachienda
kuoffi
cekwake.Ndikati
hie
memuhanzihi
ethenamei sTasha
notmemu.

HokoyoChri
swegotat t
it
ude.
Ndi
kazongot
ihieTashahanzi
hieMr
ndi
kat
iwoChri
sisthenamenotMr.

Shefakedasmileachi
bvaay
enda
zvake.Ndakasar
andakamutar
isa
achi
endazvakemwanasi kana.Gr
ey
mhenokutiakabvanepi
ndaitoda
kuendapar
ecept i
onkunokumbi r
a
kudai
dzi
rwaGr ey
.

Ndakangonzwaakut isheisgone
stopstari
ng.Ndikat
iyaaanehpait
a
zvemusikanati
nengetakachenama
hedu.Gr eysai
dnotreall
yhaana
kuchenamazv ake.

Kamunhukasingangodekujai
ri
rwa
kubvazvaai
tahear
tbreakfrom one
oftheguysvanezvi
garokumberiuko.
Shebecomesel f
ishkutengesafi
shi
whenitcomest ohersel
fandboy s.
Wotit
esehatinakumbozamaher e.
Asit
aipedzer
wahashadzese.Senge
i
wewehaaat amburakurehav asi
vej
onikaaaavavanongov hura
makumbokungemaoko.

Ndikat
ihaaashaazv ekudakuv e
i
ncontrolzvakai
takutindi
rambwe
nemumwemusi kanawandai damu
zi
mbakuj oniuko.
Ndakasi
yachi
hunhui
chochoini
.I
wanttoset
tl
edown.Hona
mupfanhawanguChar
lesakachat
a
at
ovenemwana.

Ini
ndi chingo.
..
.ApaChar l
es
akarooramuni n,
inawemusi kana
akandi rambaiyeye.Isawher
kumuchat owaChar l
esshei s
married.
Greyakasekahanzi wangawamuda
kaakubvawat aurauvhinzwisatsi
tsi
kudar
o.Akaendaneni kuof fi
ce
kwakeGreyakapedzi sazv aai
it
a.Ane
motahakeGr eyinihandi sati
zvangu
ndanemot abtsoon.

TakubudahanziTashaayivekuma
shurekweduachif
ambaslowly
negogoyakeyaangaakapf
eka.

Ndai
dakucheukahanzi
naGreyrega
ndi
sudur
ukeutukwewega.Akabv
a
afambisaachinopindamumot aGrey.
I
ni ndi
kasarandakami r
andi kati
maswer aseiTashahanzitaswera
hedu.Hmmmm ndi kat
iChrishanz i
yaaandangandat okanganwazi t
a.

Ndikat
izerarachori
notanga
kukanganwakuzotipai
nochember a.
Hanziaaalm notgoodwi thnames.
Urikudepart
mentripi
kondatotanga
kukuonanhasipano.

Ndosakandangandakanganwazi t
a.
Ndikat
ihandishandepanoini.Hanzi
soolmr i
ghthadzi
sihanganwa.
Any
wayenj
oyurdaymycari
sher
e.

Ayi
todaroachipr
esserremota
yemakeyemotay akeachi
kanda
handbagyakemumot a.Ndi
kati
ndokumbir
awolif
tkunosii
wa
mutown.

Hanzi
letsgoini
ndogara
kuMufakosesolwi
lldr
opyoui
ntown
.

Ndai
tobhabhai
saGr
eyl
olndai
ti
acharambakaaakundi
pali
ft
.Ndikat
i
ndogarakuMari
mbaparkhanzi
padhuzenekumbakwangu.

Ndakapindamumot aakabvazvake
atangakur
idzamusic.songsya
Tashacobbsgr acef
ull
ybroken
achii
tasi
ngalong.

Zvakendikat
iyoulovethesong
hanti
ehanziyaaainondipi
nza
mumwey a.Iforgetal
lmypr obl
ems
especi
all
ypaanot i
.
Godwi
l
lbr
eaky
out
oposi
ti
onYOU
Br
eaky
out
opr
omot
eyou
Andbreaky
out
oputy
oui
nyourr
ight
pl
ace
ButwhenHebreaksyouHedoesn'
t
hur
tyou,Hedoesn'
t
WhenHebreaksyouHedoesn'
t
dest
royy
ou,Hedoesitwi
th;
grace
Any
bodybeengr
acef
ull
ybr
oken?
ThankYou,
Lor
d,t
hankYou
SoFathert
oni
ght
,we'
rebr
oken
bef
oreYou
ThankYouf
orhandl
i
nguswi
thgr
ace

I
tspar
tofmyl
if
eexper
ienceuf
unge.
Her
eIam,God
Ar
mswi
deopen
I
'
mri
ghther
e
Pour
ingoutmyl
i
fe
Gr
acef
ull
ybr
oken

Ndi
kat
imumwenemumweanesong
i
nomudzor a.Hanziyakondey
ekuti
chii
tinzwewo.Youcanputyourblue
toot
honandconnectl etmeswit
ch
offmine.Ti
nzwesongy aChri
s.

Tait
oitakungev anhuvakazi
vana
kareapanezvandangandaudzwana
Greyndaitot
indichachenamirwa.
Butlwasn'tgoingt ol
etgoeasil
y.

Ndi
kat
ill
i
keKeishaWhi t
e.Shesaid
woowsodoesthatmeany ouhav
ea
cr
ushonheror
..
..
..Ndakaseka
zvangundikat
isor
tofy
ouknow.She
saidheyldon'
tknowyout
ellme.

Ndikati
haaanotr eall
yacrushlj
ust
l
ikethesongandt heLyr
icsareso
sohanzi naTashaar esoso
vhavhavhumuf oryou.

Ithoughty oulikerappr appmusic

kaaapandakuona.Ndi katiwhy
wouldy out houghtl l
iker appmusic.
Hanziyouseem l i
kesomeonear i..
..
ndikat
ilm notev enafunoft hatt
ype
ofmusi citrubbishmet hewrong
wayli
keRnbandcount
rymusi
cand
anysoftl
ovesong.

Shehmmm shei sl ov
edhandit
i.
Thenakabv
aat ipresspl
aypaphone
pakobluetoothisconnected
ti
nzwesongy aBrotherChri
s
Weaknessofshemakesy ouweak
handi
.

Doessheknowyouhaveacrushf
or
KeishaWhit
endi
kati
shewho.Hanzi
yourFi
ancekaaorgi
rl
fr
iend.

Thenl
presspl
ayakabv
awedzer
a
vol
umezv akeTasha.Iwasev
en
enj
oyingever
yconver
sati
onwe
wherehavi
ng.

Shewasal
sosi
ngi
ngal
ongev
ery
wordbywor
d.

I
'
m nott
hissor
tofper
son
Whof
all
sinandqui
ckl
youtofl
ove
Butt
oyouIgavemyaf
fect
ionr
ight
fr
om t
hest
art.
I
fIhav
eal
overwhol
ovesme
Howcoul
dIbr
eaksuchahear
t?
Youcanst
il
lgetmyat
tent
ionr
ight
fr
om t
hestar
t.

Whydoy oucomeher
ewheny ou
knowIgottr
oubl
esenough?
Whydoy oucal
lmewhenyouknowI
can'
tanswert
hephone?
Makemel
i
ewhenIdon'
twantt
o
Andmakesomeoneel
sesomeki
nd
ofunknowi
ngf
ool
Youmakemest
arewhenIshoul
dnot
.
Ar
eyousost
rongori
stheweakness
i
nme?
Whydoyoucomehereandpr
etend
t
obejustpassi
ngby
?
ButIneedt
oseey
ou
AndIneedt
ohol
dyou.
..t
ight
ly
Baby

Feel
i
n'gui
l
ty.
..wor
ri
ed
Waki
ngf
rom t
orment
edsl
eep
Thi
soldlov
ehasbeenbound,
butt
he
newlov
ecutsdeep.
I
fIchoosenow,
Iloseout
'
causewhenal
lthi
shast
ofal
l
Ineedy
ouandy
oual
one
Whydoy oucomeher
ewheny ou
knowIgottr
oubl
esenough?
Whydoy oucal
lmewhenyouknowI
can'
tanswert
hephone?
Youmakemel
i
ewhenIdon'
twantt
o
Andmakesomeoneel
sesomeki
nd
ofunknowi
ngf
ool
.
Youmakemest
arewhenIshoul
dnot
Ar
eyousost
rongori
stheweakness
i
nme?

Youmakemel
i
ewhenIdon'
twantt
o
Andmakesomeoneel
sesomeki
nd
ofunknowi
ngf
ool
.
Youmakemest
arewhenIshoul
dnot
.
Ar
eyousost
rongori
stheweakness
i
nme?

Whydoyoucomehereandpr
etend
t
obejustpassi
ngby
?
WhenIneedt
oseey
ou
AndIneedhol
dyou.
..t
ight
ly
Baby
Ndikat
iyoushouldgot oAmer i
can
i
dolsy ouar eagoodsinger
.Hanz i
sureheremymot hersayslm good
ati
mi t
atingpeople'ssongs.Sol wil
l
tel
lherthatmamal canwin
Amer i
cani dol
s.

Ndi
kati
fort
her
ecordther
eisnoher
.
Nofi
ancenogi
rl
fr
iend.

AkasekahanzilMakehi
mli
ewhen
hedon'twantto
Andmakesomeoneel
sesomeki
nd
ofunknowi
ngf
ool
Imakehi
m st
arewhenheshoul
d
not
.
I
shesost
rongori
stheweaknessi
n
hi
m?

Isaidnowonderyourmothersaid
youimit
atepeopl
e'ssongsl bel
i
eve
herenow.

Ndi
kat
idoy
oul
ovet
hesongt
oo
hanzinomwanawat etevangulov
es
i
t.Takabvatasv
ikaheduhanzi
pambapandogar andeapandakutot
i
byehanzil
etmedr opy oukwauno
gara.

Ndikat
ilm goi
ngt omoveoutsoon
ndakur
acantst ayatt
hefami
ly
house.

Hanzii
sityouwantfr
eedom.
Takabvat
asvi
kahedu.Ndi kat
i
ndopambapanaChri
si papayouar
e
f
reet
ovi
sit.

Shesaidyooondoendakubasahanzi
weekends.Canl havey ournumber
ndozofona.Ndait
indichanyimwa
ndakapihwanumber.Ndi kat
i
ndofonanguvai
hanziany t
ime.

Ndikatindozof onakaapana
babamuni niFransisco.Akaseka
hanziingaunot opengaChri
s.She
wav edgoodbyndobv andaf
onahanzi
hel
londi kat
ithatsmynumber .
Sav
eitshesai
dok.
Ndakasarandakabat ahanayangu
kutindi
nihereini
.Ndapi hwa#Gr ey
akabvaafonahanzi pi
ndamugat e
i
we.Ndi chicheukandakabv a
ndamuona.Hanzi haaasandodzako
Chri
swagezanemudi wadiwahere.

Kupihwal
iftkut
osii
wapambana
Tashahaaashaaandiudzewo
pawakagezera.Ndikat
iibvapahanzi
haaawakapengashaaamunhuone
akangodi
wanaTashapabasapedu.
Akamurambakubv ai
papoukada
kusvi
tsashokoshewouldcutyouof
f
usati
wapedzakutaur
amasweet
nothi
ngako.

Wot onzipanopabasapli
zmusat i
nyaudze.I wewatopihwali
ftndi
kati
shei sgoingtobemy wifehandi
ti
i
mi mi maiit
azvekukudanananegirl
s
reser epabasaachi
onaregatidi
we
zvedui su.

Hapanakuzo.
per
akana3weeksnda
mov erout.Ndakugar aku
sunnindale.Pakazoperamwedzi
tangatatovemaf ri
endsnaTasha..

Nekufambakwenguv awewere
l
overs.Ihadlearnt
okeepitcool
kwetezvekungodakutindi
pe
makumbo.

Ndkaamuudzakut indai
mbov awil
d
bthaaandabhoo..Akandiudzawo
aboutherheartbreak.Was
shockedachit
iakarambwana
Muny ar
adzindi
katiisi
tMuny ar
adzi
wandozi
vawhoi
smar
ri
edt
oImani
.

Hanziyaaahim ndikati
neche
mumoy osakai weur ix
yamunyaradzii
ni xy aI
mani.Kkkk
pakai
paany waywebeengoi ngout
spendi
ngt i
me.

Sheint
roducedmet oherfri
end
Sier
raangaakudiwanaGr ey
pakabvapasvi
kaRinozimonyafor
haya..
HanzinaTashabamukur u
vanguavoxHubbyy atetevangu.
Ithi
nkhei si
ntoSi
errandi
kati
how
comefriendyakoinodanananex
hubbyy atet
evako..
doesitmake
sense.

Shesaidvakazi
v anati
sati
tavema
fr
iendsshedoesn' tevenknow my
aunt.Hanzihaaahemustbei nt
o
herseeapoay i
tofambakuenda
kwangakunaSi erranaGrey.

Si
err
awachowassobeaut i
fulwas
ev
enshockedkutiay
inzi
shewas
marr
iedkunababavaMunyaradzi
.
Yooot akazongonzwazv akunzina
Bamukur uv ayahaaamai ninimur i
munhuwekuz iv
ai mimimakut svagir
a
hotpropertyyangumuf acendi ri
po
hanziheknowsshei stakenzv esure
angaat i
udzakuti myfri
endi staken.
SakaGr eydon'tgetanyi deas
ndokuzivahaudi kupf
uurwa.

Vakazonogarakwav ovegaforGreyi
t
wassadhanzi haaa.Tashawandi
rat
idzaurhotfr
iendndiri
.pakat
ipeku
softerbabi
endazongonzwashei s
mine.
Yoooot heguyisevenst
akingher
veduwe.Ndikat
oanechake
anotakur
akaaigarozi
va.sakaldon'
t
blam bamukuruvanguSi
errawacho
...
.

HanzinTashaisbeauti
fuland
tempti
ngsorryGreydzi
kamandokut i
uwanemusikanaukaregahunhu
hwakohwekutiwesemusi kana
wawaonakubasaunotodakut ai
dza
kungeukubi
kanyama.

Hapanaanombof
aakakut
oraser
ious
ev
ery
onewi
l
lthi
nky
ouar
eapl
ayer
.

Ndikat
iyaaasur
echangeyour
behavi
orunouswerawakupinda
mumambur eer
udo.Lookatme
now.

I
ni naTashacanbet ouchtouchbt
hapanakanamusi wat akambodai
dai .Ndi
kumbodzidzir
akumi ri
ra
ndakazosenderaChar lespicti
ri
tesenaTashandikatisimbi
yamudhar awai
onaher e.
Hanzihaai
noitamanjendi
kati
wotozondi
batsir
akuungani
dza
yekur
oorasoon.Hanzilwil
lndi
nga
f
arekàaa..Theresaakai
tamaigur
u.

That
showmeandTashameetx
yamuny
aradzinexYal
mani
.
I
fwecanl earntoslow down, stay
i
nt hepr esentmoment .Inst
eadof
l
isteningtot hethoughtsinthemind
regretti
ngthepastwor ry
ingabout
thefuturethenwecant akeourtime
andr espondi nawayt hatserv
es
ourl i
vesandpr eservesoursanity
.

Tar
ilov
esy
ou.Chr
iswaTasha.

Justaf
ewchapt
erl
eftt
obv
atat
anga
ri
mwe
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er57
Happi
nesscomesfrom t
hei
nsi
deout
.
Youcanneverf
ind
l
asti
nghappi
nessinany
thi
ngor
any
oneintheout
erworl
d.
Ever
ythi
ngoutther
eisf
ini
te,
somake
choi
cesandtake
acti
onst hatconnecty
out othe
happinessthatli
eswithi
ny ou.
I
t'
suptoyoutoall
owthebeaut
yto
bethef
ocusofyour
at
tent
ionasy
ouwal
kyourpat
hinl
i
fe
I
mani

Ndi
rikuf
arandi
nomut endaJesu
ndi
nemuf ar
omuhupenyuhwangu.

Youknow,weliveinadayandtime
wherewe'
reonlyonecli
ckawayf r
om
seei
nghowsomeoneel seli
febloom .
Andbefor
elong,youcanstar
tto
compareyourpurposet
otheir
purpose.Butsayt histoy ourself,
"Goddi dn'tcallmet of ulfi
llsomeone,
spur pose, sopleasedonotj udgeme
accordi ngtothest andar dsofwhat
Godgav eyou,becausemy
stewar dshipisnotofy ourpur pose,
soIdon' thavetof eelbadaboutt he
gift
st hatGoddi dnotgi vemei fIam
full
ymaxi mizi
ngt heonest hatHe
did.
"Thi s'
l
lsetyousof ree.Al l
I'v
egot
todoi scompl et
elycommi tmyhear t
toGod' spur posef orme.

Icamet
othatpoi
nti
nmy
li
fet
hat
Godl
m onl
yapenci
liny
ourhand.

I
mt ry
ingt
oletyouknowwhatl
di
scoverwhichmayhelpyouinyour
l
ifewhenyouareunderpr
essure.So
payatt
ent
ion.

Ifther
eisonet hinglcamet o
understandint hisli
fei
sGod's
promisei nyourl if
ewil
l al
way s
comet opass.I tdoesn'
tmat ter
ndivananivambobudamuhupeny u
hwakowhot urnedagai nstyou.
Nekudakwekut ivanenguvayav o
y
akat
aramuhupeny
uhwako.

Mwar ialwaysbringsvamwevanhu
kuzokubat si
rakanapanev
abuda
kuzadzisazvavakatar
amuhupenyu
hwako.

Andalsoi fyoutr
ytobei ncontr
oli f
thi
ngsthatar eoutofyourcontrol.
Youwillbef r
ustr
atedany t
hingy ou
dowithpr essureisoutofbalance
zvi
nokur emera.Ifyouaretryi
ngt o
contr
olsituati
onsandand
ci
rcumst
ancesr
eleasecont
rol
.

Remembermostofy ourst r
ess
comesf rom thewayy ourespond,
nott hewayl i
fei
s.Adjusty our
atti
tudechangehowy ouseet hings.
Lookf ort hegoodi nallsi
tuations
takethelessonsandf indnew
oppor t
unitiestogr
ow.Letal lthe
extr
ast resswor ri
ngandov er
thi
nkinggo.

That
swasmyr
eci
peunt
il
lgogona
sekur
utolduswewewher epregnant
.
Wehadr eleasedcont
rolandeven
stopobsessingaboutit.

Ther ewasatimelwouldalwaysbuy
pregnanttestandtr
yingal
lmedical
met hodstobepregnantbutdhol
olo.

Asinhasindakabatamwanawangu
mumaoko.Nhai anywayndaenda
kunosungurwandakazongoona
padi
kipadikibamuniniVi
ctor
vasvi
ka.
Heeendauyakuzokuonaimaigur
u
apamimbay anguyangayaka
muvengabamuniniVictor
.

Seindikat
i mauyakuzondi
onandir
itv
hereibvaipanopambapedu.Nxaaa
tot
ot adzakufemamuchingot
ipadi
ki
padikimaiguru.

Iv
ov aibvavadair
awopfochohanzi
i
bv ai
apahandi si
ri
nindakakumit
isai
kaaaini.Ndikat
imusauyekunowe
dontneedy ouhanzipanopamba
pedundezv enyuizvoanatsanoJean
sai
dlm mor
ethanwel
come.Ev
en
mhamhasaidt
hat.

Panohapasi pambapeny ukwenyu

ndekwaMuny aradziukohati
di
kutongazvi
sinabasa.Any way
vakatangakuitataketakenaChi
po.

Akatiakudakunocheramv ura
pagodhiwaionavachimhanya
mhany akumubat si
ra.Ndikati
koiyi
ndei
pi manjei
yihanziChi
poi sbest
myf r
iend.
Ndikat
iwhatt
ypeofEngli
shisthat
onehanzii
yoyoyamanzwandi
rikuda
kuvakamushakaaa.

Chipowachoanengeangaadyi
ra
ndikat
iChi
powakuit
abestmyfri
ends
akasekahanz
ivanopengabamunini
ava.

Tetevakat
iiv
obamuni
niveny
uava
Vict
or.Kkkkmanj
emanjemaiChi
po
vanengevanemukuwashav ana
vekwaRegai v
anot i
zi
safi
rstvozo
bvisi
ra.Theytast
efir
stv
ozo. .
..
.

Anywayndokut
imaivaChi
po
vaz
oror
ekuit
amari
chomumarai
ni.
Vambochenget
wawonemukuwasha.

Musiwai
wuyaMuny aradzikuzo
ndi
tor
andakudzokerakumba.Chipo
akangobudaachit
indi
rikuenda
kwamhamhakur evakwmaai vake.

NdikazofonerwanaMuny ar
adzi
achit
imusat svageChipo.Akumba
kwakenaVi ctor.Ndikat
iyaaandaka
garandazvionakutibestmyfri
end
yavai
itanabamuni nindomagumo
azvo.

Amaivakevakaf
arakunzwakut
i
mwanaatizi
ra.Munyaradzi
nei
mwe
br
otheryakendi
vovakazonobvi
sa
tsvaki
raikunoandsor
tout
everyt
hing.

Pandakabv
akwamhamhandaka
mbonogaranamhamhaMartha
vai
far
ir
amuzukuruwavohanzi
apa
wakagonakundi
zvar
ahako.

Afteral
lwebeenpr
ayi
ngnababa
vakoavakut
imubat
ewowenyu
mucheche.
VaitonditiJekorakaper
ahere
ndikat
i ehekare.Hanziyaa
uchenjerekuut aimwemimbauchi ri
kuyamwi saithappenedtome
pandakaMuny ar
adzinaMaxwel l
havanakumbosi yanai
nyay
ay ekuti
ndakangosununguka anddi dn't
knowmuchaboutf amil
yplanning.

Butl
don'
tregr
ethangulm ndikati
aaamhamhacher
ondikai
tagor e
mwanagoremwanaldon'
tmi nd.
Vakasekahanziheyakanazvaka
daronopr obl
em.Ndakagar aweek
cheteMuny ar
adziakatangaku
complainerhanzindakui
ta
tsv
imbor umeinindi
nemukadzi.

Chiuyakumbandapanzarasagogo
Regai v
aipi
hwqpuni
shmentnakul e.
Inipuni
shmentyangundeyeiayi
wa
chiuyaikumbaamaiMunyaradzi
i
v avovanemurumewav oikoko.
Manheruachoakat
ouyakuzot i
tor
a
naJoycewangu.Hanzi namhamha
kounovamhanyisi
rei
kokuuy a.
Hanzimhamhahandisibhachur
akaa
i
nindi
rimurumewemunhu.

Vakasekahanziehoendainemhur i
yako.Mubatani
dzemar iVictor
anobvi
sauko.Memor ysoonar i
kuuyawokuzobv i
sirwa.Munoita
basarekumiti
sav anavanav ev
anhu
Vict
ori
aispregnantakat i
zir
awo.

Memoryndi
yemusv
inupanoar
iku
bv
isi
rwaMaxwoozi
izi
i.
HanzinaMunyaradzimatiVict
ori
a
anenhumbumhamhav akati
ehe.
Handi
tii
weMuny aradzindi
we
wakat
angazvekuti
zisa.

Hanzi
naMuny ar
adzizvakat
angana
Daddykut
izi
saimimi.I
suhedutino
ti
zi
sati
chi
zoroorazv
edu.

Hanzi
naMhamhaehenekut
imuno
r
ooramakur
amanenzar
amoi t
a
zv
anhaf
u.

Munokauranekubhadhar
ademage.
Mhenohenyu.

Takazoendakumbazv edu
naMunyaradziwenzarauyu.Kkkl
am notgogovanotaurabedr
oom
i
ssuesdzav opavanhuini
handitaur
e
.

Asichi
ngoziv
aikut
iamai Joy
ce
mukadziwababaJoyce.Ndosaka
panaJoycendatopedzanemi.
UyuwoChipoanechiber
ekochaka
nakashei
spregnantpamwe
vakat
angi
dzir
akumushapai
zonzi
bestmyfr
iend.

Whoknowsmwanaar ikukura
bamuniniRomeo.Akafarahanzi
mandizvar
ir
amukadziheisnowa
ver
yquietperson.Nowl seemy
fat
herinhim.

Mai
niniDorothyishappynemurume
wavoakaburi
tswa.Vanengevakaz
o
r
egerer
aHubbywav o.
Thepotent
ialofpainlm gladit
happenedvatovemunhukway e
bamunini
.Pr i
denekudakushor a
nekunyombav amwezv akapera
vanotosweravari
mugar den.

Li
saVisaraker
akair
aakat
oendana
Zenzowake.Al
exandernaNamaini
ni
Debravanemwanamukomanahanzi
anonzi
Eugene.Helooksli
keEugene.
El
liotnaAlexst i
l
lsingl
ebutvakur
a
zvavo.GogoRegaiwear egood
nowv achi
ri
.kungorotadzav
ohadzi
nyepikaaahanzi.

HanziMumuachazv ar
ir
wahanzv
adzi
namaivake.Nemurumewavari
kudambidzananay
e.

TheWor
ldi
sn'
tgonaendify
ousl
ow
downandt
akeyourt
ime.
Tar
ilovesyou.
..
Mur
ikoher
ebest
myfri
end.

Alsomostendi
ngchi
singaper
ichi
no
shurakaanhai
.
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Thepotent
ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)
Season2

Seasonscomesandgoes.

Si
err
a
Hall
eluj
ahzv andinodazvachavepo
chet
enezi t
ar ashe.Kutangakwegor
e
vamwev anody ar
azv i
nomer aMwari
i
wendi bat
sir
ewoy angumhodzi.

Kuperakwagor ev amwev ano

verengazv avakashanda.Vamwe
vanov erengez vavainazvo.Mweya
mut svenendi batsir
endishinge
nditar
irember i
.
Mwakay edui
nouyawopakasiy
ana
mhindur
okaaa dzinouyawopaka
si
yana.MimbayakeEli
zabet
h,
Hannah, Mar
iainobarwamumwaka
wayo.

Regaindit
iMwakay eduinouy
awo
pakasiyananhaimhinduro
dzi
chi
uy awopakasi
y ana.

Sameassi t
uat i
ony al
manimimba
yakeyakazvarwamumwakaway o.
Afteral
lthepotenti
alofpai
n.Mupe
mukakav avengivar
ipomwanawako.
Ndirikut
auranyayayemwakakaaa
nhai.Tashaisi
nloveshewast el
l
ing
met hatshewasgivi
nguponl ove.
I
tshar dtofi
ndherownRomeoi na
Jul
ietwor l
d.

Iremembersi ngi
ngtoherMwaka
yedui
nouyawopakasi y
ana.Akandit
i
ehoyimaichar
ambai mi munaBobby
wenyu.Ndikat
i wor
rynotmysister
urPri
ncecharmingiscoming.Iwe
youcannotstopandwai tf
orhi
m.
Hewillmeetyouony ourway.
Youdon'
thavetolookatmeorat
someoneandcomparecompari
son
ki
ll
sfut
ure.Runyourracef
ambamu
l
anemakoimomo.

Hanzi Sier
ray oumustbeaPast or
vasikananekut i
fai
thy auzombo
ndipasookaa.Ndi katithereisa
secrety oudidn'tknowaboutme.
Im goodwi t
hwor dssol knowwhich
suitsy ourvocabularyinwhi ch
season.
Ay i
waMwar indevemunhuwese
usanet sekezvako.Vanoshandane
Mwakai chiuy
apakasi y
anaunowo
Mwakawanghkaanhai lnever
thoughti nmy l
ifekutindichachata
muf ungeBobbyi sdoingal lhecan
tomakesur etachatahesai ditwas
hisdream kuti anziachata.

Aft
erallt
heemot i
onalpainhewent
thr
oughhisfir
stmar r
iage.Hanzi
babiewedeservezibi
gwedding.
Sowear eprepar
ingfort heweddi
ng
someti
mesnguv adzakadailmiss
mymot hersomuch.Zv avait
ari
sir
a
pandi
rizvakuzoi
tikavaendakwa
mupfi
ganebwe.

Daizv
aibvi
randaikumbir
awozuv a
ri
mwendikurat
edzeikuti
ndachinja
mhamha.Inowconsi derother
peopl
e,sf
eeli
ngspazvesezvandino
i
ta.

Mashokoenyuamai
taur
andamator
a
ndi
kamavigamuhanamangu.I
tsa
pi
tittookurdeat
handWi mby ,
s
deathf ormetoreal
izet
hatli
feis
notal
l aboutget
tingwhatyouwant.

Uchingopi
ndanemumunday evanhu
yakaremwakarenekusakurwa
nevamwe.Wongonokohwamai
vanguusestosayukadiri
dzadzinde
remufarowakonemisodzitevamwe.

Kanazvokupandukirazvi
nokunetsa
kukunda.Karmaknowsadr ess.But
karmai snotsomethingt
hatis
permanentl
yingr
ained;wi
th
consci
ent
iousef
for
titcanbe
modifi
edandheal
ed.

Youcanbeagr
eatper
sonaf
ter
Kar
malookatmenow.

Zvinganikozv
ati
noshuwi r
akanakuti
zvati
nozonzwisi
savaidakuti
batsi
ra
vaenda.Tozongotii
fonlyyouwhere
heretoseeme.Ihav echanged
mhamha/Daddy .Orifonl
yy ou
wher eheremywife/husbandlma
goodwomannow.
I
fy ouhavetheopportuni
tytodot he
ri
ghtthingtourhusband, wif
e,
daughter,f
ather
,mot heroranyone
doitnowdontwai tt
het i
mei snow.
Nooneknowst omor r
ow don'twait
forsomeonet odietheny ouwil
ldo
theri
ghtthi
ng.

Makethem pr oudwhil
sttheyarest
il
l
ali
ve.Buti
fy ouar el
i
kemeakazo
pepukanekufirwa.Hazvi
namhosv a
hazvovamwet inemoyoisi
nga
ti
ri
mukezv ekumhany alunder
stand
you.
Butitwil
lcostyoumorehazvo.If
youloveandwantt oappreci
ate
someonet el
lthem t
odaywhil
sty ou
areali
vekwetekuzonovaappreci
ator
nemaruvapaguvaravovaf
a.

Sorr
yheny uguyslm get
ti
ng
emotionalandmissi
ngmymother.
It
soneoft hosemoments.

Bobbyakanobv
isahakemar
imy
f
athernat et
ev akafarakwazvoeven
Muny ar
adziakaf ar
a.Hanzimagona
maininimanditsvagir
ababa
vakapotsavait
abamukur uv angu.

Heisgoodwithkidslverywel
l
knowhim ev
enMumuhandi nawor
ry
ndozi
vakuti
zvakari
ngana.

Thatswhenlt
oldhi
m kut
iMumu
akat
svagaegaBobbykuchemera
mwanawaBobbymushopt hat
show
i
tstart
ed.
Hanzikakangwarakamupf anha
kangu.Haaaapamazv i
wani r
a
murumei tsapitforTasha,saunt
vakar
uzatrophy.

Ndi
katimwar iachav
apawavo.I
m
j
ustgladlm notther
easonf
orthei
r
di
vorce.

HanzinaMunyaradzii
yoyoihamen.
Meganwashappyhanzi l
always
wantedyoutobemymot herandmy
Dad'sfri
end.Hedoesn'thave
fr
iends.
Mait
imukar
ambat oseehi m hewi
l
l
f
rowntheweekend.Vachingoti
mwananguamai Mumuv akaoma
musoro.

Kkkkkkaaahanzit
anzwaneku
sakutaandmarchi
ng.Kkkkkndobv
a
ndafungaBobbyachi
tiy
esMemu.

Mumuat
ovenekahunhuikakohanzi
nal
mani
ndozvaanengeachingoi
ta
kanaukamut
iit
ahomewor
kyako.

Ndai
dakumut orasincelmaniane
mwana.Hanzi akatimhamhalmani
wakuvhair
anemwanaweduwakuda
kut
indiendekusinamwanakwamai
Mumu.HakunaMuf ar
ohakuna
Meganuncl eBobby .

Havakomhamhaanengeangorione
handinawekut
ambanay
e.Handidi
kuenda.Hanzi
nal
manihaaa
marambwanemwanamur ioneari
ega.

Ndakazotindomut
orakana
ndakugar
anaBobbyhel oveshi
m.
Hanzihaambobvumekusiy
aJoyce
anomutimwanaweduagi rl
.

Sakapakatoipakani .Butlm so
happyl neverthoughtl coul
dbet hi
s
happywithoutexpensi vethingsand
al
lthosestuffs.Im evenhappy
sati
sfi
edandcont entwi t
houtt hose
materi
alsthingsndisinamot andichi
f
ambanemakombi
from poi
ntAt
oB
l
m happy
.

Ireal
izet
hatmateri
alst
hingsmean
nothi
ngallt
hatmatt
ersisthewel
l
beingift
heofthepeopl
ei nmyl
if
e.

mat erialthingsdon'tmakeushappy .
Thepur suitandpur chaseofphy sical
possessi onswi llneverful
lysat
isfy
ourdesi ref orhappiness.Itmay
resultintempor aryj
oyforsome, but
thehappi nessf oundi nbuy i
nganew
i
tem r arelylastslongerthanafew
day
s.

Allt
hemat er
ialt
hingscanbe
repl
acedbutpeoplewel ov
eandcar
e
aboutcannot.

Ndamirir
azv angumuchat
owangu
kut
indiendekumbakwangundinopa
Bobbyzv aanodamaizi
vakaaehe.
Buthanditauremybedroom stuf
f
zvi
nondezv
eduti
ri2naBobbyi
mi
i
taizv
enyui
koko.

Mat er
ial
ThingsCanBeRepl aced.
"Themostv aluablethingsinlifear
e
notmeasur edinmonet aryterms.The
real
lyimportantthingsar enot
housesandl ands, st
ocksandbonds,
automobilesandr ealestate,but
fri
endshi
ps, t
rust,confidence,
empat hy
,mer cy,l
ov eandf ait
h."
Taril
ovesy ou.Hopey oul
earned
somethingandknowzv ekukoshesa
muhupeny uandal sounderstand
kuti
nyangweukar asikazvakadii
muhupeny uther
eisal sohopef ora
changedfuture.

Fi
nall
ychapterl
oadi
ng.Chisi
nga
per
ichinoshur
achesechi
ne
mav ambochi nemagumonhai .
Musatyezv enyukutihaaarapera
zvaperamyi maginati
oni swildifl
cansay.Pf ungwadz anguiswi de
openzv i
yazv ekut
indikangotari
sa
munhundi nony or
abhuku
kungonzwasongorser monchai y
o
ndinotonyorabhuku.
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Thepotent
ial
ofpai
n(l
m gl
adi
t
happened)

Fi
nalchapt
er

Thepot ent
ialofpai nWi
thoutpai
n,
withoutsacri
fi
ce,wewoul dhave
nothing.Al
thought heworl
disful
lof
sufferi
ng,i
tisfullal
soofthe
overcomingofi t
.
Painmakespeopl echange.Pai n
happenst oevery
onet ogr
owupt o
ful
fil
lyourpotenti
altodevelopinto
whatGodwant syoutobet his
processtakessupportnoone
succeedsalone.Thatswhymybook
wast heThepotenti
alofpainlm glad
i
t

Muhupeny
uukarwadzi
waneku
r
wadziswa zv
akany
anya.Unozi
va
zvi
noitakuti uzivezvekukoshesa
muhupeny u.Uy ekurwadziwa
kunoit
akut i
uwonehupeny unei
mwe
nzir
auy eunzwi sisewhyv amwe
vanhuvachiitamamwemachoi ces
avanoit
akur wadzi wanekurwadzi
swa.

Iwasi nspir
edtowr i
tethi
sbook.
Nekuti muhupenyuhwedumumwe
nemumweanepakepanomuka
mur wadzapekutiukazozvi
tar
isanow
youcanonl ysayThatwast he
potentialofpainlm gl
adit
happened.
Wemakemi st
akesmuhupeny u
someoft hemist
akeswemadear e
theoncethayshapesustobewhat
wearetoday.Butletyourmist
akes
shapesyouintoabetterper
son
thanyouwhereyester
day.

Dontletthem difi
neyouorletpeopl
e
useurmi stakesagainstyou.Nhai
usapihwemaz i
taasir
iakonevanhu.
Uyewekut oramur umewemunhu.
Uyewekumi t
iswauyewekuda
vakadzi.Rambamazi t
aasir
i
pachi
tupachako.

Hapanaasi naakemami stakescher

o
presidentv aneav o.KanaMoses
akaitazvisatizvamboi t
wanani
pany i
kapanokuf ambanev ana
veizi
rair
ipangungwat svukuakai
ta
mininiyekur ovanetsv
imbomv ur
a
i
kai t
adivisi
onsv akay
ambuka.

Thesamewateri
yoyoyakayeredza
masojaaPhar
aohtheEgypt
ians
Iy
eye.Mosesakatoi
tayakeMi st
ake
akur
ayamuEgypti
anaka muf ushi
ra
muj
echa.

Asi
afterthatakatoi
tabasaraMwar
i.
I
m sureyourmistakeshaanga
mbosvikapaneaMoseskuur ay
a
munhu.

Sakarambamazi
taasi
ripachi
tupa
chakoiwe.
Tet
e(Tasha)

NdakazofonerwananababaTasha
vachi
timwanaakudakuroorwa
ndimit
etevacho..
lat
elybeenbusy
kubasakutoshayati
metotalkto
Tasha.

Ndakamufonerandichi
tindauy
a
kubasakwenyumaininilknow lm
t
hel
astper
sony
ouexpectt
osee.

Butlneedtotal
ktoy ou.Wewent
muof f
icemakendikamutisor
ry
hakomuzukuruaboutallt
hethings
lwasintr
oduci
ngyout oozvi
sina
pundutso.

Idon'thaveany onet oblamebt

my self
.Zv akatoit
awokut indi
one
hupeny uneimwenzi ra.Im abet
ter
personnowndakut oendawoku
church.Rudor wemi dzindakasi
ya
mar indi
not oshandirayangu.
Sorrymaininiwehuggedakandi t
i
beenmi ssi
ngy outet
e.Kungot i
ndaishayawopekut angir
al m al
so
goingt ochurchl meetaf r
iend
akandiudzaaboutherl ifeand
mistakesakat oit
akutindione
hupenyunei mwenzi r
a

I
tsnotal laboutbei
ngbeaut i
fuland
manipulatingpeopl
ewhol oveus
wit
hourBeaut y.Hakunamunhu
asi
nakur oorwanekutisheisnot
Beauti
fulv arumevanitar
isahunhu
hwemunhu.

Beautycantakey out
othepal
ace
butitsurchar
actercankeep.
you
ther
eorsendy ouaway.

Takazotaurandi
kanoonabamuni
ni
Chri
skubasakwav oalmostsame
ageneni.Ayit
orati
dzakuvamunhu
ari
bhozvakeangaazvibati
ra
kechi
dikikamai
nini
Tasha.

Idi
dzv
esezv
inoi
twanat
eteTasha
akaroor
wamushemushezv ake.
Akazondit
itet
ethefri
endwandait
i
akandiudzali
feyakekaaai
stheone
akachatamaBobby.

Sorr
yheny ulmeetmatosiyanana
bamukurusheisxStepmot hery a
Munyaradzi
.HanziohSier
ral know
herakadzi
dzi
savanavangukuti
vandi
de.

Funt hi
ngmuzukuruldon'
thave
feel
ingswhatsoevernaBobbykana
kurwadziwakut
iakaroor
ashamwari
yako.
Pangapasinarudopayayaive
mishongay egayegai
ya..Regaafar
e
Bobbymyki dslovesthatwifeofhi
s.
Ial
solikeher.

I
ni hanguaftermarooroaChr is.
Akauy aneshwamwar iyakeyai
nzi
Grey.Kumar oor
oikokokana
nekwaakawananumbery angudon'
t
forknowpamwendi bamuniniChr
is
takatangahedukutaurapaphone.

Kutosv
ikatat
ovemalov
ebirdsasil
tol
dhim wasmarr
iedbefor
endine
vanav angu2hanzil
knowi ni
ndaimboitabasaremaheatandrun
ndinemwanawanghonenev erbee
mar ri
ednamai v
achotakango
mitisana.

Hay i
wanditori
womur udozvangua
Greyitsf
inecausetakaenzanabut
ndotomuonasemwanamudi ki
kwandiri
asi r
udoharunazerapamwe
nekufambakwenguv akanaishe
vatender
aticharoor
ana.

Si
err
a
Si
err
ay aaamymarri
agewas
bl
essedwithababygi
rlnaBobby.
Ti
nemwanaweduheduwear ehappy
.

I
mani

I
m pregnantnumber2ndi bat
ei
maokoimi hopeitsaboyMuny ar
adzi
i
shappyhanzi haaandagowesaf ut
i.
Mar
tha

Wearehappywi t
hmyhusbandhei s
morelov
ingandkuchengeraasi
ka
hanzi
kuchenger
arudohakuuray
e.

Vanavanguvakazoroor
wakaa
Memor ynaVict
ori
at akangomi
ri
ra
haasat
iaroor
a.

Vi
ctorat
ovenev
ana2.
Attheendoft hedaytongot
i
Ebenezertir
imuny asha.Ndakambo
rwadziwanebarikaasiMwarivaka
pindi
rahavo.
.

Wecan'tchangeourpast
,butwecan
l
ear
nfrom it.
TheEnd.
..
..
..