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Daddy, I Don’t Want to Marry 1


Hong Heesu
Translation by J.Y Lim

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the
author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or
persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

Daddy, I Don’t Want to Marry Volume 1


© Hong Heesu 2019 / SHINYOUNG MEDIA
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First published in Korea in 2019 by Shinyoung Media Service, INC.

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Content

VOLUME I

PROLOGUE

I
Successful Breakup

2
What You Do to Me

3
What I’ve Done

4
Chosen Partner

5
As Planned
Prologue

WHEN the girl was young, her mother passed away. Her only
remaining family member was her father who never stayed home long
enough for her to notice. For as long as she could remember, the girl
was alone and left to fend for herself. I want to see Father, she decided
one day. The girl who yearned for the company of her only family
member secretly went to meet him. However, what she received was a
cold response.
“Why did you come here?”
“I-I…”
With a thundering voice, the man scolded the girl on the verge of
tears. “Don’t come here ever again!”
The girl didn't expect him to welcome her for she was used to his
cold indifference, but this sharp memory left a deep scar. She grew up
knowing she had no place in her father’s heart. With a wounded heart,
the girl grew older and made her debut in high society. Her grand
debutante ball was held in the absence of her father. She eventually
left the banquet hall feeling miserable. He didn’t come because he’s
ashamed of me… right? she thought, her heart breaking to pieces.
As she cried to herself, a man appeared before her and consoled her
tenderly.
“Why do you shed tears, my lady?”
His words were warm and his gaze attentive. For the man, it may
have been an act of kindness he gave to anyone. But for the girl who
had been starved of intimacy for so many years, it felt like a savior had
descended from above. After that fateful day, she followed him like a
shadow, begging for his love and affection until she succeeded in
becoming his lover.

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“I’ll give you anything you want. All you have to do is love me,” he
once said, and she was happy for it. It’s as if her dreams finally came
true. But reality strayed from her wishes for he later sang a different
tune. “I don’t need your love anymore. Truthfully, I’ve fallen in love
with the princess. Let’s break up.”
He said goodbye to the girl whose only dream was to marry him.
After their three-year relationship ended, the breakup left her
devastated.
“Even you… abandoned me. I’ll never forgive you.”
After some time passed, the princess who stole her lover consumed
poison at a banquet and fell into a deep coma. This posed a problem
because many witnessed the person who gave the poisoned cup to the
princess.
“You! Did you try to hurt her?”
The girl who blossomed into a beautiful woman frantically shook
her head. Although she loathed the princess for stealing the man she
loved, she never wanted to hurt her. She simply handed the cup to the
princess because she had asked for a drink to quench her thirst.
“No, it wasn’t me!” she pleaded. But no one believed her. The
circumstances surrounding this incident, as well as her usual conduct,
marked her as the only culprit.
When this truth became certain, the emperor ordered in anger,
“Take that wicked girl to the underground prison! Now!”
But no one moved to receive his orders. Perhaps this was because
standing behind the woman was an even more fearful figure than the
emperor himself.
“Father…”
Although he’d always been indifferent towards her, they were still
of blood. The woman sobbed while latching onto his hand. Despite his
age, he looked like a young man.
“Father, I really didn’t...”
He brushed her off, and her eyes widened in astonishment.
Duke Floyen stared at the emperor. “I’ll personally arrest her.”

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The emperor, wary of the transcendent man in front of him, sighed.
“How can I trust you? I know you’ll only cause trouble!”
“You’ll have no choice but to trust me if I lock her up in the Room
of Shadows,” Duke Floyen said to appease his anger.
The Room of Shadows was a prison cell that confined the most
unforgivable sinners. Neither magic nor weapons could break through
it, making it notorious for being a prison the worst offenders could
never escape from. Only immediate members of the royal family could
freely open and close its doors, and in this situation, imprisoning her
meant that the duke was giving up on his daughter.
How could you do this to me? Father…
Filled with despair, the woman was led underground by her cold-
hearted father. A fishy smell pervaded the cold, musty air. Entering
the cold prison walls for the first time in her life was petrifying. But the
most frightening of all was the Room of Shadows shrouded in
darkness.
The woman decided to try her luck before entering the cell.
“Father, I really…”
“Go in.”
Although she called out to him in distress, an icy voice met her. The
woman felt an indescribable amount of agony as tears trickled down
her cheeks and splattered onto the ground.
I’ve been abandoned… truly…
Her father reached into his coat to hand her something in passing
before pushing her into the cell and calmly said, “Endure.”
When the door closed, keeping out his stony voice, a bright light
formed a circle and a large geometric pattern appeared. It was a
powerful enchantment used to block the entrance.
After confirming what her father had given her, the woman was
seized by misery and desperation.
Why did you give me this…? Do you want me to kill myself?
Father…
As the cold air inside the cell settled on her skin, so did the reality

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of his abandonment. The woman clutched the dagger her father gave
her and cried silently. After some time passed, the crown prince
approached the woman fatigued by frustration and misery. As a direct
descendant of the royal family, he was able to freely enter the cell. The
prince, dressed in black armor, was a renowned bloodthirsty war
fanatic.
“I came to interrogate the sinner who harmed my sister. Get out of
my way,” he commanded the guards.
Though he had a sour relationship with his half-sister, it was
unlikely that this man was here to save her. He probably desired to
torture her; he’s known to enjoy torturing people.
The appearance of the prince clad head to toe in black armor as the
rumors described him to be made the woman afraid. As she trembled
in fear, the guards spoke cautiously. “Y-Your Highness. We apologize,
but His Majesty hasn’t approved the interrogations yet.”
The prince laughed abruptly, the sound so terrifying even the
guards trembled. “Why, do you think I’ll murder her in cold blood?”
There was a brief silence. It was a wordless affirmation.
Eventually, the prince continued. “Shall I chop off your heads first
before interrogating her?”
When the guards pressed their lips into a thin line, he laughed
maniacally.
“The prisoner will only speak nothing but the truth if she suffers
extreme pain on the verge of death.” The prince turned to the woman.
“Don’t worry. I won’t kill you.”
His calm voice which uttered cruel words heightened the woman’s
fears.
Will he torture me until I die?
It was rumored the prince not only slaughtered numerous enemy
soldiers at the border but had also killed many enemy retainers. He
was a senseless tyrant in the making. The thought of the maniac tyrant
interrogating her frightened her so.
It might be better to die than be tortured by someone like him.

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As her rationality became paralyzed by frustration and fear, her last
memory with her father came to mind. She wanted his love and
comfort, but he handed her a dagger.
It's rather good that this happened. Someone like me…
The woman replayed the countless insults she had received until
now: the only disgrace of Duke Floyen, the good-for-nothing that
everyone avoided…. she picked up the dagger and laughed hollowly.
It’s better for me to just disappear.
The prince noticed something strange and hurriedly reached out,
shouting, “Stop!”
But it was too late. She plunged the dagger into her chest. The
woman took her own life.
This was the point where the online novel stopped updating.
Ah, it would’ve been nice if there was an ending to the story… the
real culprit hadn’t been uncovered.
“Jubelian,” a shameless man called out.
I sighed in frustration.
Jubelian Eloy Floyen was the name of the villainess in the novel;
the unadaptable villainess who frustrated me to death.
“Why did you call me here?”
It was shameless of the man to speak without a hint of remorse.
This was the only words he had to say after making someone wait for
three hours. Truly a shameless man.
A voice likewise scolded the man. “I see that you’re three hours
late.”
“Jubelian.” His face reddened with embarrassment before cooling
down as he called her name again with a lowered voice. This was a
natural reaction. It must’ve been the first time she spoke against him.
“Did I say something wrong, Mikhail?”
From being a reader of the novel… I somehow became Jubelian,
the villainess who perished inside the cold prison walls after being
discarded by the male lead.

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1
Successful Breakup

IN my previous life, I was an ordinary college student suffering


from a lack of job prospects. I admit reading far too many books in my
spare time, but still, I lived rather diligently: I worked a part-time job,
gained relevant experience for my dream career, and obtained several
certificates for programming, as well as random things that’d have
qualified me to become a tea sommelier or maybe a bakery technician.
In spite of this, it was all in vain. Had I known that I’d be hit by a
vehicle on my way to my work, I’d have invested a little more time for
myself.
I often daydream about being reincarnated into a character of the
upper-class. But I never thought of becoming a villainess, especially
one destined to live a short life like Jubelian. Usually, reincarnated
individuals I read about steered clear from their untimely death.
However, my behavior thus far had been faithful to the original work.
It would’ve been nice if I realized I was in this novel earlier. I only
remembered the details of Jubelian’s life later on. On my second
anniversary with Mikhail—three days ago—I suddenly remembered
that she used to harass him. I also remember other people’s
unfounded allegations which led to my death had been corroborated
by such behavior. The old me used to persistently harass anyone who
approached Mikhail; she threw tantrums and cursed at others who
tried striking a conversation with him. There’d also been numerous
instances where threats were made under her family name.
I’m now aware that this wasn’t normal behavior and that I needed
to fix such behavior. Because of these events, Jubelian had many
enemies from all sides. I was fortunate enough that I was at the point
in the novel where I’ve yet to collide with other prominent characters
such as the princess and the crown prince. I sighed at the face of my
grim future, and as if on cue, I heard a deep voice speak with an

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annoyed tone.
“Are you livid because I’m late?” Mikhail asked.
I was puzzled by his question, my head tilted slightly. Have I ever
been incensed with him? I don’t think so. Mikhail was the love of
Jubelian’s life and the novel's male lead. Now that I’m seeing him up
close, my heart was terribly still, and a despondent feeling arose inside
of me. To think I was infatuated with him, but I feel nothing now.
Jubelian treated Mikhail like her savior. She yearned for his love and
hung onto his every word. At the slightest change of his expression,
she became anxious and was constantly afraid that he’d one day throw
her away. However, my experiences in the modern world changed
Jubelian’s personality from top to bottom. I had to take care of tuition
costs, keep my grades up, look for jobs, and pay living expenses all by
myself. I don’t need someone to be my savior. I can save myself; I can
change the future myself.
After coming to this conclusion, my lips rose to a curl, and said,
“I’m not angry.”
I didn’t want to waste any more of my time and feelings on a man
who wanted nothing to do with me.
“Jubelian.” Mikhail stared at me with a slightly irritated
expression. Although our relationship had been a bit forceful, it had
endured two years nonetheless. I could understand the weight of his
words just by listening to the tone of his voice. “Isn’t this unhealthy to
our relationship if you pursue small matters this way?”
It was not a request but a thinly veiled warning. He was telling me
to stop pestering him. I smiled innocently like I always did. Except this
time, I was sincere.
“I’m not angry. I was joking when I scolded you for being late,” I
said cheerily to lighten the mood, but it seemed like he was displeased
by my response.
He stared at me with a deadpan look. “A joke? That doesn’t sound
like something you’d do.” He huffed and observed me with weary eyes.
“So, why’d you call me here?”
I sighed upon seeing the blatant displeasure on his face. I guess he

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can’t help but be upset. The past Jubelian often interfered with his
training. I decided to let him off the hook this time due to my previous
self’s past mistakes.
“Mikhail, could you please…”
“You said you only needed me briefly.” He cut me off before I could
finish. I burst out laughing, but he wasn’t amused. “If it isn’t anything
important, I’ll be taking my leave.”
Mikhail was about to leave first at first notice like always. He’d
grown weary dealing with me. Despite his ill-befitting manners which
brought me nothing but displeasure, I knew nothing good would come
from making an enemy with the novel's male lead.
“It’ll only take a minute,” I said flatly.
“I’ve to go now.” Mikhail sighed. “There’s an important training
session that I can’t pass up. I don’t want to be late, Jubelian. You
understand that, don’t you?”
When I met his cold gaze, I became vexed. Ah, this is pathetic,
truly. I’m not even worth five minutes of his time? Heh. Three days
ago, I asked him when he had time for me because I was afraid of
interfering with his training. But today, on our promised appointment,
I ended up waiting three hours in the Imperial Knights’ waiting-room.
No matter what I did, this ill-mannered man continued to ignore my
efforts. He only valued his own time, not mine. Well, there’s no reason
for me to endure this any longer; there’s no need for me to beg for his
love, nor would I beg for him to stay. He wasn’t worth my time, effort,
and affection. I’d only be degrading myself.
I set the mood by lowering my voice. “Sit down, please. It’ll only
take a second.”
“I’ll have to decline.” His voice was threateningly low as if he
thought he was the superior one in this relationship.
I had a sudden urge to break his illusion.
“Father knows that we're meeting today. Wouldn’t it be odd if you
returned early?”
Mikhail’s expression stiffened when I mentioned Father, a superior

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he both feared and respected. “Five minutes,” he conceded, sitting
down in obedience with crossed arms.
It seemed that even the strongest knight was afraid of the empire’s
Sword Master. Maybe I should’ve mentioned Father’s name from the
start. I laughed, thinking back to the time I struggled to please the
man in front of me. It was all in vain. There was an easy way out all
this time.
“What’s so funny?” Mikhail asked sternly. His expression was filled
with annoyance, but it didn’t matter; I didn’t need his goodwill.
I started with a sentimental opening. “For the past two years, we’ve
spent quite a bit of time together.”
“Did you call me here just to say that?”
He probably thought I was trying to seek attention from him
because he interrupted me with a low voice. He didn’t let me finish
and he’d already lost patience. He must loathe being with me. It’s a
tragedy for a man to be so impatient. Would it kill him to wait? I was
about to give him a pleasant gift, too.
Although I was disgruntled by his words, I gave an insincere smile I
learned from the modern world. “I won’t be bothering you anymore.”
“What are you talking about?”
I frowned at his arrogance. He’s being too much. I honestly wanted
to tell him, “I’m going to tell Father about this, and he’ll fire you.” He
knew Jubelian’s powerful background; this would teach him a lesson
about what power could do. However, Father would never fire a
subordinate he cared about. If Mikhail and I came to despise each
other, it would only end badly for me.
Let’s not make enemies anymore. My goal is to live a long life, I
thought.
“I’m saying that I’ll let you go,” I said slowly, reaffirming this
decision in mind.
Mikhail’s eyes widened before slowly turning back to normal. Even
the corner of his lips tilted. He doesn’t believe me. “You’re bluffing. Do
you think I’ll believe that?”

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I sighed at his wary composure. It’d be a waste of time to say
anything more than this. Sighing, I said, “It’s up to you whether you
believe it or not. I already said what I needed to say.”
I turned around, but a cold voice stopped me in my tracks. “Fine,
I'll trust you. Just don’t appear in my eyes ever again. Got it?” Mikhail
said indifferently.
The corners of my mouth quirked up at his unexpected words. I
guess the breakup was successful? But whatever his reason was, he
accepted it, and I was all the more relieved. My goal now was to enjoy
life to the fullest extent. Although Father was indifferent towards me,
he didn’t mind supporting the luxurious life I gained from being his
daughter. It wouldn’t be bad to live life with pleasure while spending
his fortune. My spirits increased as I imagined a bright future ahead.
I glanced back at Mikhail and smiled lightly. “I’m sorry for
everything that’s happened until now. I wish you all the happiness in
the world, Mikhail.”
After bidding him a sincere farewell, I turned around.
When I used to meet Mikhail, I usually wore pretty-looking but
uncomfortable shoes. The ones I wore today were austere and low-
heeled. Was it thanks to these comfortable shoes that I was able to
leave without regrets?

♚♚♚

Jubelian was apologetic? Mikhail scoffed while staring at the


woman’s retreating figure. Bullcrap. It’s all but a plot to get his
attention. He was certain that woman would turn around and come
running back to him. But contrary to his expectations, she continued
walking towards the horizon without sparing him another glance.
When her figure disappeared from view, he clenched his fists.
She left. She really left.
Was she being serious?
Jubelian Eloy Floyen.

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She was, without doubt, a beautiful woman despite suffering from
an illness of the mind. For the past two years, he endured her behavior
which she excused in the name of love. Like a dog, the woman
followed him wherever he went. She exhibited hostility to the people
he spoke to and was over the moon if he gave her even the slightest bit
of attention. Yes, she was a dog; a stupid dog who wagged her tail even
when pushed away and showed affection even when her master did
not. Although it was maddening, he tolerated her because of the
attention he received from her father and his idol, Duke Regis Floyen.
Also, he was relieved that those other pesky women didn’t bother him
when she was with him.
Why did she suddenly change her mind? Plagued with uncertainty,
Mikhail clenched his fists unconsciously. Now that the woman was
completely out of sight, he unexpectedly felt strange instead of
relieved. It’s a relief I won’t have to see that troublesome woman
anymore, he thought, trying to focus on this mindset to shake off
conflicting thoughts, but…
“Damn… what’s happening to me?”
He couldn’t stop thinking about her. Her words continued to play
in his mind: “I’m sorry for everything that’s happened until now. I
wish you all the happiness in the world, Mikhail.” He couldn’t forget
her smile either. She even looked a little relieved.

♚♚♚

It feels like the knot in the pit of my stomach has been unraveled. I
should take a rest. With a gleeful smile, I went back home right after
parting with Mikhail. It was then I ran into a gorgeous man by the
front door. It was Father. I inherited his silver hair and blue eyes, but
not his striking appearance. He was a transcendent being who aged
slowly; it looked like we could be siblings. There’ll be a day when I’ll
look older than him.
“Father, how was your day?” I greeted him with an upbeat voice,
the complete opposite of how I felt inside.

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He stared at me with indifference. Although we’re family, it’d been
years since I greeted him like this. After he turned me away, I only
spoke to him when it came to business matters. But now I had a
reason to feign friendliness with him—I want to live happily.
After retrieving the memories of my previous life, I realized an
important fact: no matter how much I begged for his love, Father
would eventually forsake me. To him, I was lacking in many ways,
nothing more than a shameful existence. He never cared to speak
warmly to others when it came to his daughter. Since I won’t be loved
by him, I’ll give up and find my happiness elsewhere. And yes, it’ll be
the happiness of money. But of course, I’ve my own sense of right and
wrong. I don’t intend to be greedy: a small estate in the outskirts of the
city, some funds from Father, and a job handling one of his countless
responsibilities were enough. I’d still be living a luxurious life even
with only those things. I had no intention of begging for Father's love
anymore. But as long as I needed his riches, it was important to
maintain an amicable relationship. If I didn’t get along with him like
in the original novel, I might end up with not a penny in my pocket.
I showed Father an insincere smile I learned working in retail. “You
must be tired from supervising training all day.”
Once again, he didn’t answer.
My God! Would it kill him to utter a word? His behavior brought
me into a foul mood like it would any other human being. Even so, I
was used to it.
“You should go and relax, Father. I’ll be retiring to my quarters.” I
hurriedly finished the one-sided conversation and started climbing the
stairs to the second floor.
“There was no training today,” he said flatly.
Huh? Father responded to me? I doubted having heard anything at
all when an unfamiliar voice reached my ears. It’d been a long time
since I heard him speak. I was taken aback for a second before coming
back to my senses because I realized what he’d just said. I gritted my
teeth cursing the bastard that is Mikhail. He said he had training. That
lying bastard… I swear if I ever see his face… Ugh. Upon realizing this,
I became even more irked. I had the urge to curse profanity at Mikhail

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for his cold treatment towards me but quickly controlled my emotions.
“Calm down, Jubelian,” I whispered to myself. “He’s no longer in
your life. Let’s be cool about this.”
The life I experienced in the modern world taught me to keep my
calm in a moment of anger. I recalled the time I was forced to deal
with an aggravating customer and controlled my expression.
“You’re home early,” Father said.
Ah, now that I think about it… Jubelian usually came home in the
dead of night, too busy following Mikhail around like a lost puppy. But
since I broke up with him and came home straight away, I came back
earlier than usual.
Should I tell Father the truth?
Similar to the original plot, Father held Mikhail in high regard. He
made things convenient for him while treating him with relative
kindness. Since Father saw me as nothing but a useless child, he
probably toyed with the idea of making Mikhail his successor. I burst
out laughing inwardly. If I was anything like Jubelian, I wouldn’t be
able to speak the truth, too afraid that Father might detest me for
making things difficult for him. However, I learned something from
Jubelian’s past: trying to be loved by Father was futile.
I stared at his blue eyes which were similar to mine and said, “We
parted ways.”
Although I didn’t mention Mikhail’s name, he knew who I was
referring to. The creases in his face proved this.
“Why?”
It was a short question laden with discontent. I understood why he
asked me this. If Mikhail became his son-in-law, he’d not need to
worry about the succession issue. But since we separated, I had ruined
his plans. Even so, it was a two-person relationship I needed to take
care of myself. I won’t allow Father to wreck my future.
“I don’t want to spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn’t
love and respect me, Father.”
Father’s face immediately crumpled with horror. He looked

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astonished that I broke up with a man of talent because of my pride.
Father’s narrowed eyes seemed to reproach me. My heart tightened,
but it didn’t ache. I wasn’t a child who’d be hurt by his words anymore.
“I want to marry someone who’ll love me unconditionally, Father. I
want to be happy. That’s all.”
I considered being single the rest of my life but thought it better to
hide my intentions. If I offended him, he might hand me a dagger. I
didn’t realize this then, but I knew now: constant indifference was
better than cruel abandonment.
I’ll live quietly without bothering you, so please, Father, leave me
alone like you always did. I’d cry at such thoughts in the past, but I feel
nothing at this moment. It was as if all the bottled emotions inside had
withered.
I stared at Father as he turned around without a response. Does
that mean that he doesn’t want to talk to his pathetic daughter
anymore? He ignored me plenty of times, so I wasn’t offended. I stared
at his retreating back and sighed in relief.
I was exhausted.
A lot of things happened today.

♚♚♚

Jubelian’s maid, Merilyn, gulped nervously. She bit her lips. The
reins that used to keep Lady Floyen occupied were gone. Merilyn was
able to breathe in peace the past few days because her lady was in high
spirits. But it was a different story now that she broke up with Mikhail.
The news was both sudden and unexpected.
Jubelian, otherwise known as Lady Floyen, was a beautiful woman.
Merilyn found it rewarding to dress her in picturesque clothes and
accessories, but her emotional ups and downs made Merilyn’s job
strenuous. She’d freely scream and curse if ever she felt slighted.
When she destroyed an expensive tea set or ripped her clothes in a
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terrified that they would one day be treated like that.
“I’ll help you change out of your clothes, Lady Floyen,” Merilyn said
carefully to avoid provoking Jubelian.
Jubelian’s bright eyes which shone like sapphires looked at her
indifferently.
Did she say something wrong? Merilyn gulped nervously and
looked at her. A subtle smile appeared on Jubelian’s face; she looked
beautiful with that smile.
Merilyn’s gaze fixated on her smile, almost as if she was
possessed. She blankly stared at Jubelian’s face when she heard her
say, “Why are you standing still, Merilyn? I thought you said you’d
help me change out of my clothes.”
Lady Floyen’s smile was gone. Merilyn came to her senses, and
realizing what she’d done, turned pale with fear. Perspiration formed
around her neck and her insides turned cold. She couldn’t find the
courage to lift her head till she heard a clear voice speak over her
bowed head.
“Merilyn, you don’t have to help me. Just prepare a bath for me,
please.”
Jubelian’s tone made her doubt herself. She didn’t seem irritated or
angry. Merilyn stared at the beautiful lady with suspicion. When their
eyes met, a brilliant smile blossomed on Jubelian’s face like a sea of
flowers.
“Ah, and please prepare some bath products that’ll help me sleep.
I’m tired and I wish to sleep early.”
“Y-yes. I…I’ll prepare lavender scented ones.” Despite stuttering,
she was able to compose herself and reply in time.
Why is Lady Floyen suddenly acting like this? I’m not used to it,
Merilyn thought. If anyone asked Merilyn what she thought of the
lady, she’d say that Lady Floyen was an unflattering person to serve
without hesitation. Although she had never physically abused her
maids, she’d done plenty of psychological damage to their state of
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“I’ll be waiting for the bath then. Thank you.”
Jubelian finished their brief conversation with grace and walked
past Merilyn and entered her room. She gave Merilyn an encouraging
remark rather than a spiteful one. Merilyn glanced at the closed door,
then staggered when her legs lost their strength.
“Merilyn! Are you okay?”
Sella, an assistant maid, rushed towards her. Merilyn refused her
help.
“I’m fine. I’m to prepare a bath for Lady Floyen. Please prepare
some clothes for her.” Merilyn tried calming herself after giving
instructions to Sella.
Merilyn thought she’d lash out at her, but it was not so. The lady
behaved oddly today as if she was a completely different person. The
Jubelian she knew threw tantrums when she wasn’t in a good mood,
ruining everyone else’s mood in turn. The moment she thought of this,
goosebumps pricked her skin. Merilyn struggled to compose herself.
No, she shouldn’t think useless thoughts but focus on her work.
Nevertheless, Jubelian’s smiling face continued to plague her.
“Is it because she didn’t seem energetic? I even felt sorry for her.”
At this thought, Merilyn let out a sigh and slapped herself in the face.
“What am I thinking about? Wake up, Merilyn.”
She reminded herself to stay vigilant.

♚♚♚

Taking a bath was always an enjoyable experience. Useless


thoughts would scatter the moment I soaked myself in warm, fragrant
water. However, I was worn-out from today’s events that even a bath
didn’t seem appealing. Should I skip it? I’d been thinking about going
to sleep for a while now but quickly decided against it. The maids
were doing their best to prepare the bath. I shouldn’t change my mind
at the last minute. It’ll only trouble them. I felt wretched after realizing
that I’d been so cruel to the maids. I wish I could start over from the
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find it sincere and think that I’ve gone mad. But since I decided to play
the part of a virtuous lady, I continued waiting for the bath patiently.
Despite my determination, I couldn’t stop yawning. I was drowsy.
I’m about to pass out. What should I do? Should I leave? Such
thoughts plagued my mind, but I held on. After waiting another five
minutes, I began thinking about canceling the bath, but just then, I
heard a knock.
“The bath is ready, Lady Floyen.”
“Alright.”
I rose from the chair to go to the washroom. However, I was
exhausted from resisting the urge to yawn. When I finally gave in,
tears began flowing down my cheeks. I’m too beat up. I don’t think I’ll
be able to take a bath like this. As I raised my hand to wipe the
crestfallen tears, I heard a voice.
“Lady Floyen!” Merilyn cried. She looked at me with astonishment
which was an unusual look on her.
Did she see me yawn? I probably looked like a hippo with my
mouth wide open. How mortifying.
I smiled as gracefully as possible while trying my best to keep my
lips shut. “Sorry about that. I’m a bit under the weather...”
Like a professional, Merilyn didn’t say anything about my yawning.
“Are you okay?” she asked with a careful tone.
I guess I looked spent in her eyes since she asked me if I’d be okay
to bathe. I decided to tell the truth. I thought it better to be honest
since she asked sincerely.
A few tears leaked from the corner of my eyes as I muttered, “I’m
tired, so I’ll take a bath tomorrow. Could you change me into my
sleepwear?”
Merilyn nodded silently and began helping me into my clothes. For
some reason, she bore a sullen expression. Was it because I made her
prepare the bath for no reason? I heard somewhere before that it was
easier to see things from someone’s point of view once walking in their
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that I pitied Merilyn who suffered all this time under Jubelian’s
scrutiny.
“It’s because… I’m very tired right now.”
Merilyn’s eyes widened at my excuse. She hurriedly lowered her
head. “It’s not a problem. Please rest, Lady Floyen.”
I’m sure she’s upset despite pretending that everything was okay.
“Thank you, Merilyn.”
Her legs seemed to wobble for a second, but I was worn out that it
must’ve been an illusion. As soon as Merilyn left the room, I collapsed
on the bed. I looked up at the ceiling, wondering if I ended things with
Mikhail today. Yes, I did. What a relief! I was elated that my body
shook with laughter. Though I felt sorry for Merilyn who was upset
from the troubles I caused her tonight, I at least parted ways with
Mikhail.
Because of that, I slept soundly.

♚♚♚

Late into the night, long after the moon had risen in the sky, the
maids were covertly shooting the breeze in a garden full of white
roses.
“Ah, I had a trying day.”
“Same here… by the way, where’s Merilyn?”
“Lady Floyen’s most likely scolding her.”
At that moment, Merilyn appeared before them.
“Merilyn!”
The maids approached her with anxious expressions and
bombarded her with questions.
“How was your day?”
“Are you okay?”
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sighed.
Jubelian tried to hide her emotions, but Merilyn could see the tears
brimming in her indigo eyes. The lady wore an awkward expression
and a forced smile. Jubelian frequently bullied the maids but seeing
her gloomy mood made Merilyn feel sympathetic towards her.
“No, there was some crying.”
The maids widened their eyes in astonishment. They began to
criticize Jubelian.
“Lady Floyen is too much!”
“That’s right. She should’ve taken it out on Sir Mikhail, not you,
Merilyn!”
Merilyn massaged her temples. It seemed like the maids
misunderstood her seeing as they tried consoling her. “No, not me.
Lady Floyen was shedding tears.”
One of the maids who asked if Jubelian had thrown something at
Merilyn grew startled by her words. Her rabbit-like eyes widened with
surprise.
“What?” she asked, aghast.
“I went into her room after preparing the bath and saw her crying
in hush-hush.”
The maids frowned with suspicion. They knew the kind of person
Jubelian was. It was difficult to believe Merilyn’s words.
“Did she really?”
“It seems like the breakup affected her greatly. She looked lethargic
tonight as well.”
Silence pervaded the solemn atmosphere before a man’s voice
broke the silence.
“She cried?”
At his sudden interruption, the maids jolted with surprise.
“M-master!”
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expression. The maids trembled with fear. They were caught red-
handed gossiping and had no excuses for the punishment awaiting
them.
“You.” The duke's peacock-blue eyes fell on Merilyn. She held her
breath. “Tell me in detail what you saw,” he commanded in a cold
voice, “And don’t miss a beat.”

♚♚♚

When I woke up, my body felt lighter than it had yesterday. It


wasn’t a bad idea to spend my days as a homebody for a while. I
planned to eat a lot of mouthwatering food and live in seclusion.
However, this plan was only as good as a wish. For odd reasons I can’t
fathom, Father asked me to have breakfast with him at the crack of
dawn.
“How’s the food?”
The food is good, of course. It’s your presence that makes me sick,
Father.
“It’s good!” I lied.
I couldn’t express the truth; all I could do was eagerly eat after
giving a short response. Wanting to finish quickly, I practically inhaled
the food despite finding it burdensome for a light breakfast.
Father was gawking. He looked at me like how one would look at
something pathetic. “Eat slowly. You’ll get sick.”
But you’re the one who’s making me queasy… I was already
shocked that he suddenly called me for breakfast. The air was tense,
worsening by the minute as he stared at me. Why’s he doing this? To
scold me for ending things with Mikhail? Whatever the case, I wanted
to leave the dining room as soon as possible, but doing so would only
reveal my discomfort. I continued forcing food down my throat.
Before long, Father looked away from me and sighed. He probably
thinks I’m pathetic. It makes sense in his eyes. Father bore the great
title of duke. He also led an elite group of Imperial Knights and the

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entire Central Army. After leading the war that took place 20 years ago
to an illustrious victory, he became the empire's most revered hero
and strongest swordsman. He had everything. Besides, Father was a
handsome man who receives marriage proposals to this day. I can’t
help it if he thinks I’m pathetic. Father was a character who had it all.
It wasn’t a mediocre comparison, but a pathetic one. Not only was I
incompetent, but my social reputation plummeted drastically as I
chased Mikhail around like a dog. I didn’t even have friends because of
my poor social skills.
In other novels, villainesses were widely liked and admired among
their social circles no matter how they behaved… this character is…
somewhat realistic.
I was unconsciously sulking when I made eye contact with Father
again.
“Do you want this?”
He must’ve thought I was looking at the plate of food in front of
him. I shook my head, but a large chunk of meat already landed on my
plate.
“Eat.”
Despite being full, I couldn’t refuse what Father had given me.
Why are you doing this to me, Father?
As I silently suffered from overeating, he suddenly called out my
name.
“Jubelian.”
“Yes?”
“What is your ideal type?”
I dropped my fork at the unexpected question. Why on earth is he
asking me this? A servant in the dining room replaced my fork with a
new one, but I was knocked for six that I felt like I was going to drop it
again.
“I’m just curious.”
Although it was a simple question, it didn’t make sense coming

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from him considering his treatment towards me the past 18 years. He
was never interested in me, so why is he asking this now? An uneasy
thought suddenly occurred to me. Was he trying to marry me off to
someone else? It was a credible hypothesis. As his only child, I don’t
qualify as a successor to whom he could pass down his title. No, I’d
rather have an evil stepmother or a tyrant half-brother than to marry!
“I’m not sure. Maybe a man stronger than you, Father?” After
quickly deciphering the meaning of his question, I mentioned
something hopelessly impossible.
He murmured something to himself, then stared at me coldly
asking, “Are you serious?”
Upon hearing his voice and meeting his icy eyes, I realized that I made
a blunder. There was no man stronger than Father in the empire. Not
wanting to provoke him any further, I hurriedly changed my answer.
“…I mean, that would be nice, but there’s no such person in this world,
right? Father’s the strongest swordsman in the empire!”
His expression softened at my praise.
It truly is difficult to please him…
“So, what’s your final answer?”
I hoped to move on to a different topic, but he had no intention of
doing so. I should mention someone with near-impossible conditions
without driving him mad. After all, no other family possessed higher
prestige than the Floyen household. Even if Father introduced a man
for me to marry, I could say that he didn’t fit our family’s standards
and easily dismiss him. Sounds simple enough, right?
Having cleared my thoughts, I looked at Father with an austere
gaze and said, “I won’t marry a man unless he has everything I desire.
I want the most affluent, famed, and competent man there is. And a
good look is a requirement, too.”
I snuck in the possibility that I wasn’t going to marry and observed
his expression for any changes. His face stayed the same, making it
difficult for me to guess his thoughts.
After a long silence, he nodded lightly and said, “I see.”

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It seemed like I convinced him. I sighed in relief. Conversations
with Father left me tired. Just a little while longer and this will all end.
I’ll head straight to my room thereafter. I was uncomfortable spending
time with Father, so I desperately waited for breakfast to end.
“Jubelian.”
“Yes?”
I was a little nervous about what he’d say next. But this time, I was
ready to answer. He couldn’t possibly surprise me any more than this.
No matter the questions he threw at me, I would answer confidently.
His lips slowly parted. “Let’s go somewhere together.”
Startled by his out-of-the-blue question, I dropped my fork for the
second time.
“Pardon me. Go somewhere?”
I searched through 18 years of Jubelian’s memories to see if I ever
accompanied Father, but nothing came to mind.
“Why?”
When I responded to his unexpected offer, he said calmly, “Just
because.”
Bewildered by his brief answer, a dull ache panged in my head.
What is Father doing?

♚♚♚

We ended up going to Arcade Street. There was a high-end


shopping mall here, similar to modern shopping malls where several
stores gathered under one roof.
Father pointed to a strange-looking owl watch. “That one,” he said.
The clerk guiding us called out to someone. “Neil, add the owl
watch!”
I sighed with frustration. My head throbbed, so I briefly closed my
eyes.

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I don’t understand. Why’s he doing this?
When I opened my eyes, I tried to not let my gaze linger on any one
object for too long. But as I walked past a myriad of stores, a porcelain
rabbit caught my eyes.
In my previous life, ceramics were a commonly used commodity.
But in this world, it was a high-quality item only few could afford.
That’s why ceramic figures in the form of animals, flowers, and people
were envied by the general public. It’s a shame. It didn’t look
charming. My opinions didn’t matter, though. Onlookers raved about
its beauty. But the various pigments that colored the porcelain rabbit
looked chaotic and bizarre. I didn’t understand why people were
willing to pay a hefty amount for this.
I suddenly sensed a burdensome gaze behind me and quickly
directed my attention elsewhere. Although I’d been determined to not
look at any one object for too long, I caught myself staring at this
bizarre object for a while. As I dwelled on my mistake, I heard Father
speak.
“That one as well.” He pointed at the porcelain rabbit.
I frowned with frustration. I wonder why he kept buying things I
looked at? I thought this would only be a simple outing, but Father
was splurging, buying everything I laid my eyes on. It was
uncomfortable. I get that shopping was an inevitable part of my new
life, but I didn’t want to lavishly spend money without careful
consideration. Was he testing me to see how I’d behave when I ran out
of patience? If he was, what a pain. All I wanted to do was go home,
but the reality was that I was the duke’s daughter. My dependence on
Father meant that I couldn’t rebel against his will, otherwise, it would
only bring me trouble. This was all my fault for not creating means to
be independent from him.
I sighed.
Something suddenly appeared in front of my face. It was the
bizarre porcelain rabbit I saw. If I break this and pretend it was a
mistake… will I be scolded? No, it’s best not to test my luck. I accepted
the rabbit without a choice.

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Father looked at me. “Let’s go.”
For some reason, his expression was more relaxed than before. If
someone he knew sees him, they might have asked if he had good
news.
I sighed and glanced at the things he bought. Perhaps he was the
type to relieve stress by splurging needlessly. I followed him in silence,
careful not to put him in a horrid mood. Then, something caught my
eye again. This time, it was a person. She was carrying a sword. It
fascinated me. The empire had clear-cut gender roles, so it was
difficult to find swordswomen. As such, she couldn’t help but stand
out. I remember, though vaguely, a steady stream of swordswomen
stopped propping up after Sir Yulia, the first empress’ captain of
guards, suddenly went missing. No one’s seen Sir Yulia since then.
People around us began whispering, but I thought it pleasantly nice
to see more women wielding swords again. Father also caught sight of
the swordswoman and stopped in his tracks.
“Wait here for a minute.”
He approached the woman wielding a sword.
Does he know her?
When they disappeared into the flock of herd, the crowd’s
conversation shifted.
“Was that person Duke Floyen?”
They were whispering, but I could still hear them. I felt
uncomfortable with all the unwelcome gazes on me. It felt like I was
being scrutinized. I cautiously stepped away from the crowd, but my
movements were noticed by Geraldine, my escort knight. He was also
my older cousin.
“Where do you think you’re going, Jubelian?”
I frowned at Geraldine as he looked at me with suspicion. He
must’ve thought I was planning mischief.
“There are many people here. You should speak with respect, Sir
Geraldine.”
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embarrassment. “So where are you going, Lady Jubelian?” he asked
more respectfully this time.
“I want to buy something from that shop.”
Geraldine’s expression hardened when I carelessly pointed to a
lonesome shop at the corner of the street. “Is that really… where you
want to go?” he said in a strange tone, so I turned around to look at the
shop and flinched. The sign read “Growling Bear Armor Specialty
Shop”.
...Why did I point to a place like that? Just as I regretted my
actions, Geraldine said sarcastically, “I will respect the lady’s wishes.”
Unable to change my decision, I simply nodded and answered,
“Thank you.”
I entered the store with Geraldine and was greeted by an owner
who possessed the physique of a bear.
“Welcome to… huh? An angel in our store?”
I was embarrassed at his exaggerated praise.
“Oh, I…”
“What do you need?”
I took a quick glance at Geraldine for help, but he was distracted by
something else.
“Oh, I love this gauntlet!” he gushed.
He’s here to protect me, but he’s shopping for his stuff. A bit of a
shame. Father would have Geraldine’s head if ever he found out.
“Price?” said the voice of a stranger.
The stranger only spit out a single word, yet his cold and desolate
voice made me tremble. I peeked to the side inconspicuously and saw
a man wearing a black cloak that covered his entire body. His face
likewise was covered with a black hood.
He looked suspicious.
“Ten silver coins, sir!”
In response to the owner’s lively voice, the man searched through

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his pocket.
He was tall and handsome from the prominence of his nose. At that
moment, crimson eyes that I could barely make out under his hood
turned to me. I hurriedly avoided his gaze but not before our eyes
briefly met.
This is embarrassing… I should apologize…
“What are you looking at?” he questioned distastefully.
What ill manners. It was true that I took a glance at him first and
displayed impolite behavior, but I didn’t want to apologize due to his
rudeness.
“Oh, um… I was looking for the thing you’re buying right now.”
When I answered, the owner stiffened. “Miss, you want to…buy
this?”
Is that armor polish? I tried maintaining a profound gaze when I
realized what I was looking at. Knights were usually associated with
armor, but in reality, they didn’t have to wear them unless they were in
combat. In other words, armor polish was useless to me.
“Yes, I need it!” I declared loudly. I didn’t want to admit that I’d
been secretly stealing glances at the cloaked man. I’m sure to cry in
embarrassment later on in closed doors. “It’s a shame that the
decorative armors in my house have lost their luster.”
The owner nodded to my answer vigorously. “Of course, but one
would not be enough to shine everything in a house. Hold on, miss. I
have more!”
“…What? No, I just need one…” I tried refusing him, but it seemed
like the owner didn’t hear me.
“Wait here. I’ll go through the warehouse to find more!”
After the owner disappeared, it sunk in that I purchased something
out of impulse. I bought useless armor polish… I can’t criticize Father
when I’m doing the same thing.
Like father, like daughter.
I sighed, thinking of the grave I dug myself into. Meanwhile, the

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man next to me placed a gold coin on the table, picked up his polish,
and turned around. I would’ve ignored him had he placed down a
small amount of money. However, a gold coin was an enormous value.
It could feed a commoner’s family for two weeks.
“Hey, what about change?” I shouted after him at full volume, but
he didn’t respond.
“Change!” I made chase and shouted louder.
He should be able to hear me. I began wondering if he was deaf.
Maybe he heard the wrong amount from the owner. I suddenly felt
pity for him.
“Hey, can you hear me?” I asked again.
The man stopped in his tracks. He turned around and glared at me.
So he’s not deaf. Despite my embarrassment for causing a
commotion, I said, “I think you heard wrong. The amount you paid is
ten times the price.”
As I explained to the man, I heard Geraldine’s call.
“My lady, what’s going on?”
“Um… this guy…”
I tried to make clear the situation, but the man took that window of
opportunity to leave the shop. I frowned in embarrassment when I
heard the owner's voice again.
“Miss! It turns out that we have ten more of these.”
“No, I don’t need ten…” I voiced my thoughts that I didn’t need that
much, but the owner wouldn’t listen.
“One gold coin for all of these! Oh, you’ve already done the math!”
One gold coin. It was the same amount the man in the hood paid. I
tried clearing the misunderstanding with the owner, but he continued
making his assumptions.
“By the way, did that guy take my stuff without paying?”
“No, you’re mistaken…”
“That damn bastard!” The owner cursed at the man. Despite my

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attempts to interject, I wasn’t able to get a word in until he was
finished.
Finally, I cried in anger. “That one gold coin was paid for by him!”
The owner grew flustered. A rosy blush adorned his cheeks. “Is that
so? You should’ve told me earlier.”
Is this guy pointing the finger at me? I tried to tell him all this time!
What a guy! In my exasperation, I decided to never step foot into this
shop ever again. He just lost himself a potential customer.

♚♚♚

Next to a carriage parked in a vacant lot, a short-haired woman was


waiting for someone anxiously. Where is he? she wondered. When the
man arrived, she sighed in relief.
“My Lord, I’ve informed Duke Floyen of your appointment,” she
said.
“Good.”
Although his voice was cold as usual, he sounded somewhat
annoyed. The woman realized this and asked, “Did something
happen?”
“Hey, can you hear me?”
The man thought back to the woman he met in the shop earlier.
She had no fear even around a vicious hound who bared its teeth to
caution those near him to stay far away. He was ticked off for a second,
but the moment he turned around and met the woman’s eyes, all
hostility disappeared. Reminiscing what occurred, the young man
frowned.
“Nothing happened.”

♚♚♚

I left the shop in frustration. As I walked away, I tried

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brainstorming ways I could recover from today’s unexpected event.
“Where have you been, Jubelian?” Father bore a displeased
expression.
“Oh, I bought something,” I quickly answered.
Father turned to Geraldine who was carrying the purchased goods.
“And what is that?”
“It’s armor polish.”
At Geraldine’s answer, Father looked at me with a slight frown. He
sighed and said, “Let’s go.”
I’m aware that I purchased something so… useless, but there’s no
way he’d dare berate me. If he has a conscience, that is.
I followed after Father for who knows how long. When an obstacle
—stairs—appeared before my eyes, my composure threatened to
crumble.
I’d been following him for several hours today. My feet were
beginning to throb. I only need to endure this a little while longer. I
tried ignoring the pain by imagining the bright future ahead of me
after inheriting Father's wealth.
Wait, what’s going on?
I felt a tingling sensation in the back of my head and my eyesight
became speckled with black dots. My legs lost their strength as I tried
to take another step.
“Help!”
Fortunately, I didn’t fall because I grabbed onto something in front
of me. As soon as my eyesight came back, I looked up to see what I was
holding onto and stiffened with fear.
“What are you doing?”
Although I was worn-out, I couldn’t believe that I had latched onto
Father's arm.
“Oh, I’m sorry…”
To not ruin Father's mood, I hurriedly apologized and backed away
from him.

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He held onto my wrist. “Stay still.”
My field of vision swayed violently. The next thing I knew, Father
carried me bridal style. I choked in embarrassment.
“F-father?” He didn’t answer and continued walking while holding
me in his arms. I was not one to stutter. It’s the embarrassment Father
displayed I tell you.
“We're going back to the carriage,” he said flatly.
I looked up at him, surprised by his words. Icy blue eyes and a
twisted expression met me. He looked displeased that I had gotten in
his way. “I’m fine, Father.” I tried convincing him to put me down, but
he ignored all pleas.
“Quiet,” he ordered with a cold voice.
As he continued to hold me in an embarrassing position, I
swallowed my shame.
Why’s he like this…? I’m confused.
He was acting strange when we were shopping, too. Maybe it was
due to the stress, but my head throbbed and ached. I was in so much
agony that when Father sat me down on the carriage seat and took off
my shoes, I couldn’t say anything, much less retort.
A stinging sensation ached around the back of my feet. I must’ve
chafed my heels. I’ll apply some medicine and rest when I get home. I
have no choice but to endure.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Father asked sternly.
It seemed like Father was in a bad mood. I ruined his day. I tried
hiding my increasing stress levels. “It’s really not a big deal,” I
chuckled softly. If I pretended to be okay, I hoped he wouldn’t treat me
like a useless person. “Let’s go back shopping.”
That should do it, right? But contrary to my expectations, his voice
was as cold as ice.
“Were going home.”
“What? But…”
“Don’t say anything useless and stay still.”

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I clamped my mouth shut before releasing a small sigh. Although I
listened to him all day and behaved well, his countenance didn’t seem
so good. It truly is difficult to please him.
The heat from my forehead rose and my headache worsened by the
minute. What’s happening? I feel sick. As soon as I became conscious
of the bizarreness of it, Father’s voice vibrated in my ear. “Jubelian.” I
turned to him. He sighed and opened his mouth again. “Sooner or
later, I’ll… a good one… shopping… your thoughts…”
How strange. Father's voice kept cutting off and I couldn’t
concentrate on his words properly because of the pounding headache.
I’ll just agree to whatever he says. I nodded along even though I
couldn’t hear him well. I didn’t want to spoil his mood. My head began
to feel heavy, so much so that I couldn’t sit upright anymore.
“Is something wrong?” Father asked gently.
Fortunately, I could hear him clearly this time. The moment I tried
to answer, his eyes widened as if he was shocked about something.
“Jubelian?”
He called my name. That was the last thing I heard before my
consciousness blackened.

♚♚♚

A carriage bearing a lily and sword crest that symbolized the Floyen
House was spotted on the horizon. A butler came outside to greet the
approaching carriage and smiled to himself merrily.
I wonder if his date with Lady Floyen went well today. He’d been
excited about it, he thought. He recalled his master’s determined look
as he questioned the servants about what his daughter liked and
disliked. The butler tried suppressing his amusement, but laughter
couldn’t help but spill from his lips.
The carriage soon arrived at the mansion and the door opened, he
bowed to greet his lord. “Welcome, Master…” When he looked up, his
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Lady Floyen!”
Jubelian turned deathly pale in the arms of his master; she looked
like a wax doll.
“W-what is…” the butler stuttered, trying to find the right words to
say, but was cut short by a fierce voice that snapped him to attention.
“Derrick.” Panic reflected in his master’s eyes, but his expression
was as steely as a slab of ice. “Summon Allen. Right now.”

♚♚♚

The past Jubelian had fallen sick a few times, but it wasn’t severe
enough to the point that her father visited. Her heart broke whenever
she regained her strength.
“Wake… up…”
Out of annoyance, I opened my eyes, though barely, to see who was
murmuring in my ears. I could barely make out a man with a blurry
and distorted face. It didn’t help that my body was floating in the
clouds, giving me no sense of reality.
“Jubell!” It was strange. He didn’t have a reason to call me like that
or look at me with a face that looked to be on the verge of tears. “No,
this can’t be. If you’re gone, I…”
It’s said that dreams were unconscious expressions of what the
dreamer desperately desired deep in their hearts.
“Please wake up.”
What a terrible dream. As the fleeting thought passed, I sank into
the darkness.

♚♚♚

I was on my bed when I awoke.


“How are you feeling, Lady Floyen?”

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The first person I saw was Allen, the Floyen House’s family doctor.
Only then did I realize that I hadn’t fallen fast asleep but passed out.
“How long has it been, Allen?”
“Three days, my lady.”
I observed my surroundings. Maids looked back at me with anxious
expressions.
“How are you feeling, Lady Floyen?” Allen repeated.
Merilyn, Julia, and Sella. I counted the maids in my room. Father
was nowhere in sight. It’s not like I expected him to be here in the first
place. He hadn’t shown up to my debutante ball either.
At that moment, the door opened. Allen’s countenance brightened
and ushered a figure inside. I turned around to check if it was Derrick,
our butler. But it wasn’t him, it was Father who came through the
door. I widened my eyes with surprise. Why was he here? I stared at
him, unable to believe that he was here. He gently placed his hand on
my head.
“You’re awake,” he said. Unlike his emotionless voice, his large
hand emitted warmth.
Was this a dream? I could barely believe what was happening. As I
continued to stare at him unintentionally, his hand retracted.
“Rest.”
I stared blankly at his retreating figure, then laughed to
myself. Don’t be fooled. He’d been cold-hearted towards me for as long
as I could remember. He even detained me in the original novel.
Father only came to check my well-being because he didn’t want to
look like a heartless father who neglected his sick daughter. I shouldn’t
fool myself to think there was more to this, so I quickly destroyed any
lingering attachments I had to avoid developing expectations.

♚♚♚

“You've overexerted yourself recently. Please rest well, my lady.” As


Allen advised, I decided to rest by reading a book on my bed. But… it

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bored me to death. A light novel would’ve been more entertaining, but
this book was about human resources and estate management. It’s
what I get for choosing to neglect my studies up till now.
Some people might speculate why the duke's only daughter
bothered even studying, but reality wasn’t that simple. Father would
never pass down his title to an incompetent person like me, so it was
likely that he would remarry to produce a successor. In that case, I,
too, would have to marry a man born with a silver spoon or become
independent with only a small share of my inheritance to support
myself. But I had no intention of doing the former because marriage
was a risky investment. In a conservative and patriarchal setting like
this, the activities of married women were limited to fulfilling their
responsibilities for their families and playing the part of a filial
daughter. They were expected to diligently oversee their family’s
reputation while maintaining dignity as a hostess. Additionally, they
might have to bear restrictions on living lavishly if the husband was
their only source of income. All this went against my objective goal of
spending money on what I want, whenever I want.
There was only one solution.
If I received an inheritance from Father and became independent
from him financially, I might be able to make income. And if I got
lucky, I might acquire a big share of the inheritance and even titles
Father was responsible for. But the biggest stumbling block came after
that. In my new life, I learned only manners and basic literacy skills
that were expected of a noble lady. With these meager skills alone, it’d
be difficult to survive in this world alone without help from a man. I
could try to build a source of income, but I knew better than
that. Starting a business was not for everyone. While I possessed
knowledge of modern civilization, there weren’t many things I knew
how to make. I didn’t have excellent vernacular or entrepreneurial
skills, nor did I have many connections. There was a high probability
that I’d fail and end up with a fat lump of debt on my back. The only
solution I could think of right now was to maximize the wealth I
inherited from Father. The only problem was that I don’t know how.
I sighed when I came to this unpleasant conclusion. Then I heard a
knock on the door.

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“Letters that have arrived for you, Lady Floyen.”
I sat up. They came as expected.
My social reputation was in shambles, but it was nothing compared
to people’s reverence of Father, a living hero.
“Please bring them here.”
Merilyn carried in a silver tray, stacked with a pile of letters.
“Here they are.”
I skimmed through the letters one by one, unable to resist the urge
to giggle each time. There were dozens of letters, but not a single one
was sincere. It was as if they’re telling me that I lived a life in vain.
This left a bitter taste in my mouth, but I wasn’t upset. I’m the only
person to blame. In the past, I never cared about what other people
thought of me. I was too preoccupied trying to win Mikhail’s affection.
While I frequently lashed out at those who offended me, I showed him
favor no matter how he treated me. As a consequence, I became a lone
wolf. There was no one else to blame for this but myself.
“Do you want me to put these letters away, Lady Floyen?”
I looked up at Merilyn. Since I was done skimming through the
letters, she probably thought I wanted to put them away.
“No, I’ll reply to all of them myself.”
She widened her eyes. “Are you sure… you want to reply to these
letters?”
I chuckled at her question. “Yes, I’m sure. They sent them to me
out of concern, so it’s my duty to personally reply to them.”
I knew very well these people didn’t send me letters because they
were worried. It was because of Father and his prestige. However,
there were several reasons why I couldn’t ignore them like usual. Many
nobles resented me for disregarding them as if they were mere trash.
I’ll have to show them that I’m not that kind of person. No matter how
poorly I was perceived before, I’m sure they’ll change their opinion of
me if I showed them my subtle but clear transformation to becoming a
better person. Writing replies to these letters was a part of the plan,
but I ran into an obstacle before I could begin.

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What should I write?
Since I was indifferent to the lives of others, I didn’t know their
preferences, much less how to strike a correspondence. I don’t know
the nobility well enough to compliment them. I pondered hard on the
matter when an idea sprung in my head as I looked at Merilyn. Now
that I think about it, Merilyn must’ve written replies to these letters all
this time.
When one thinks of a maid, they usually think of a person who does
the laundry or cleans the house. But unlike ordinary maids, maids-in-
waiting were expected to possess excellent speaking skills and
knowledge of social affairs. Because they were tasked with assisting
aristocrats, they usually hailed from fallen noble families or middle-
class families that could afford an education. In other words, Merilyn
was like my secretary.
“I have a request, Merilyn.”
“Please do tell.”
“Can you help me reply to these letters?”
Merilyn widened her eyes and gaped at me with a bewildered
expression. This was natural, given I had never asked for her help in
the past. It’s a given, but I’m no longer the stupid and prideful girl she
once knew.
I looked at Merilyn and said, “I just need to know a little bit about
the families we usually interact with.”
“Yes, I’ll do my best, Lady Floyen.”
I smiled at her compliance and replied, “Thank you. It’s reassuring
to have your help.”
Merilyn briefly looked at me strangely before quickly fixing her
composure. “Then, I will bring a pen and some paper.”

♚♚♚

Merilyn stood outside the door of the duke’s office with a stiff
expression. Madam Perez, the head of housekeeping, glanced at her

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and announced, “This is the girl who serves Lady Jubelian, Master.”
There was no answer as the door opened.
Merilyn gulped nervously and stepped inside the room. However,
the sight before her turned her fear into admiration. The duke stood in
front of a large window, his silver hair dyed with scarlet from the
amber sunset. He looked like a picturesque painting.
“What did Jubelian do today?”
His voice promptly brought Merilyn back to reality. “S-she wrote
replies to letters after reading a book.”
Merilyn’s stuttered answer subtly changed the man’s stony
expression.
“She read a book?”
His surprised expression left as quickly as it came. Merilyn glanced
at the duke’s blue eyes, which reminded her of the vast sea, and did
her best to keep herself together.
“What kind of book?”
“Its main topic was about estate management.”
The duke frowned slightly. “Why?”
It was natural for him to ask. Jubelian never read books before,
much less anything about estate management. Merilyn recalled what
Jubelian said when she asked for the book.
“I’ll be a nuisance to Father if I don’t know the basics.”
“Lady Floyen said she doesn’t want to be a nuisance to you…”
“I still don’t understand why she’d want to read something like
that.”
He had an annoyed tone, but Merilyn could feel that it was
markedly different from before.
“Perhaps… she wants to talk to you,” Merilyn voiced her thoughts
without thinking.
The duke stiffened at her words.
Merilyn gulped nervously.

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“She doesn’t have to know something like that to talk to me,” the
duke said lowly.
Contrary to his indifferent tone, he was smiling. It was a dazzling
sight that Merilyn couldn’t help but blankly stare at his face again.
“Take good care of my daughter,” he commanded with a soft voice.
His indifferent expression took over his face again as if he didn’t smile
in the first place.

♚♚♚

Four days passed since secluding myself in my room. During that


time, I finished reading all the books I borrowed from the library. I
needed a new book, but Merilyn had gone out for some errands. Sella
was in my room as her replacement.
I looked at her.
“Is there something you need, Lady Floyen?”
Unfortunately, I couldn’t ask Sella to bring me books. Unlike
Merilyn who received proper education, Sella could only read basic
words. I thought it better if I went to the library myself. I didn’t want
Sella feeling awful if she knew the reason why I didn’t send her to the
library, so I decided to send her elsewhere.
“Could you bring me some chocolate cookies and tea, Sella?”
“Yes, of course!” Stella beamed. “I’ll be right back.”
When she left, I informed another maid that I’d be getting books
from the library and ventured outside my room. It was quite a hassle
finding the right book to read every time. I opened the door to the
library while lost in thought and gasped when I saw Father inside.
“Oh, F-father! G-good morning!” I stuttered with astonishment.
I greeted him; I didn’t expect him to answer.
“It’s not morning but the afternoon,” he replied to my surprise.
Although he found fault with something I said, as expected, it
wouldn’t do me any good to be hurt by his response.

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“Yes, it is indeed. That was my mistake,” I agreed calmly, hoping
that was the end of our conversation.
I walked towards the bookshelf.
“That’s… estate management theory,” he said.
Father was burning a hole at the book I was holding. His stony
expression gave away his thoughts. It seemed like he’s asking me why
I’m reading something like this. I hurriedly placed the book back on
the shelf and said, “Yes, I was simply curious about what kind of duties
Father performs as a lord.”
His expression hardened at my excuses. “Why are you curious
about that?”
Oh, what if he thinks I’m being greedy?
“I don’t have any other intentions. I was merely curious.” I didn’t
want him to misunderstand, so I replied with a dry tone to avoid
sounding materialistic or ambitious. Though I made an effort to avoid
offending him, he frowned slightly. I gulped nervously and added, “I’m
sorry for bothering you. I’ll be going now.”
I sneakily ended the conversation and tried to leave the library.
“Jubelian.” A cold voice called my name, so I turned back around.
Father was staring at me with a stony face. “Sit down.”
Does he have something he wants to say? My head began pounding
as I tried figuring out Father's intentions. Allen did advise me to relax
my mind and body and I was afraid of falling ill again, but I couldn’t
ignore Father's burdensome gaze. I suppose this wasn’t something I
could avoid so I immediately settled myself on the couch across from
him. The soft, fluffy cushion relaxed my body, but I was tense and on
the edge.
“Jubelian.” I forced myself to listen attentively. “Do you know the
three elements that make up an estate?”
“The land is the foundation of an estate, the lord establishes and
protects order, and the people are responsible for the production of
resources.”
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missing a beat.
“You learned well.”
“Yes, since I’ve read the entire book.”
Thinking that this was all he had to say, I planned to return to my
room but was interrupted by his sudden outburst.
“Then, do you know this as well?”
However, Father's pop quiz wasn’t over. He continued asking
questions one after another to check that I had read the book
thoroughly. When will this end? I glanced at the time and saw it was
already three o’clock, two hours after I had left my room. I usually had
teatime around this hour. And those chocolate cookies I told Sella to
bring… I sighed at my current predicament, wondering when it will
end. Then, as if my prayers were answered, there was a knock on the
door.
“The guest has arrived, Master.”
Father stood up at the words of Derrick, our butler.
Is it finally over?
I observed him with tentative relief.
Please, please leave me alone.
However, Father continued defying my expectations and walked in
front of the bookshelf while I suppressed the urge to sigh.
“Master,” Derrick called again.
Father didn’t answer.
Why’s he looking for a book?
Before curiosity continued to swallow me up, he walked towards
me with two books that he picked out.
“Read these,” he said. He handed them to me and left the library.
I looked at the back of his tall profile with trembling eyes, then
checked the titles of the books he gave me. I could barely believe my
eyes. Why did he want an ordinary lady to read about military strategy
and tactics? It would’ve been helpful if Father gave me books on

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agriculture or commerce, but these books contained information that I
would never use in my lifetime, but since he told me to read it, I
should at least try, right? I had already planned to read books that
would aid my goal of becoming independent. It was rather
troublesome that he added more to my growing list.
I sighed as I thought about all the things I had to do when
something caught my eye.
A pendant?
It was inlaid with a large blue gemstone that looked familiar.
Where have I seen this before? I recalled that it was similar to the
necklace Father always wore around his neck. He must’ve forgotten
about it and left it here. After deciding that I’d give it back to him later,
I tucked the necklace into my pocket.

♚♚♚

When I came back to my room, Merilyn had just returned from her
errand.
“Did it go well?”
She nodded politely. “Yes, Lady Floyen. As requested, the letters
were delivered to the noble families.”
“Thank you for going through the trouble.”
When I commended Merilyn for her work, an out-of-the-ordinary
expression crossed her face again. Come to think of it, I used to hate
having to do extra work than what was needed of me. She’s probably
frustrated having to toil more than usual. Poor Merilyn. I’ll give her a
bonus later. For now, some sweets will do.
I handed Merilyn the plate of chocolate cookies. “Take this.”
“I’m sorry?”
“I haven’t touched it yet,” I said, in case she thought I was giving
her leftovers. “They’re new.”
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took the cookies and bowed. “Thank you.”
“Of course. You can leave now.”
I sipped my tea when she left the room.
The responses to my letters will come soon. Until now, I never
bothered replying. The noble families who sent them certainly won’t
be expecting handwritten letters, but when they did, they were
obligated to write back. All I had to do now was wait patiently. It was
cumbersome but a necessary process for the sake of my future. I could
only live peacefully after I subdued their hostility towards me.

♚♚♚

As always, the royal family was a topic of concern among the


nobles.
“The borders are stable, so why doesn’t His Majesty the Emperor
bring His Highness the Prince back to the palace?”
“Her Highness the Princess is also coming of age soon. Will they
ever grace us with their presence?”
The royal prince and princess had never shown their faces in the
social scene, so all the nobles were curious about them.
“Didn’t you say your cousin was serving at the northern border,
Lord Luigi?”
“I heard from him that His Highness the Prince is always wearing a
helmet, so he’s never seen his face.”
“Is there a reason why he’s always wearing a helmet?”
“I don’t know. Maybe he has a scar on his face or…”
Everyone tensed, so the person who previously led the conversation
prevented the noble from concocting this bold claim. “That may be the
case, but we don’t know unless we see him in person, right?”
Someone quickly brought up a new topic to gossip about and said,
“By the way, did you receive the letters from Lady Floyen?”
The next topic of interest after the royal family was the ducal

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family. People gladly joined in to speak their thoughts with pleasure.
“Yes, it seems like she’s finally matured,” a noble answered
pridefully. He was one of the few families who received a reply.
However, a grating voice wasn’t afraid to voice criticism. “There’s
no way a person like her could change so easily.”
“He’s right! You can’t just forget about all the things she’s done in
the past! The letters must’ve been written by someone else.”
The many nobles who didn’t receive a reply from Jubelian and
those who resented her didn’t hold back their condemnation.
“It’s odd that someone who used to do whatever she wanted would
suddenly do something like this.”
Those who neither received a reply nor resented her expressed
their misgivings.
Lady Floyen’s change of behavior was inevitably a concern in the
social world due to her powerful position and beauty. Although they
gossiped about her, they were subtly envious of the people she had
replied to.
This is sickening, a man attending the banquet thought. He was
disappointed by all the things he heard.
“What do you think about this incident, Sir?” someone asked him.
In response to the aristocratic man’s question, the man glared at
him with cold eyes. His lips twisted into a frown. “I find you boorish to
ask something like that.”
After speaking his mind, he turned around.
“S-sir Mikhail!” The aristocratic man desperately called after him,
but he was already gone.
After leaving the banquet hall, Mikhail clenched his fists and
gritted his teeth.
“What do I think about this?” A certain woman’s pale face came to
mind. In an instant, a cold smile graced his lips. “It’s obvious what
she’s thinking. This is just another scheme to get my attention.”

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2
What You Do to Me

I spent the majority of my time idle in my room enjoying the


lifestyle of a homebody. But boredom filled my core. I eyed the clock;
two hours left till dinner. I’ll have to busy myself to pass time.
Wondering what to occupy myself with, something caught my eye. It
was the books Father recommended to me. Should I read them? I
wasn’t sure when he’d quiz me again, so I thought to make myself
useful and prepare ahead of time. I began with the tactical books,
thinking it’d be an unpleasant read, but surprisingly, the anecdotes
and clever strategies used in times of war were vividly described in the
book to the point of hooking me in. I was sure I was reading a heroic
fantasy novel because it entertained and compelled me further into the
reading that I soon forgot the uncomfortable posture I was in. I
couldn’t feel my arms either; they were numb. Slowly, I changed my
posture and felt something poking me in my pocket. It was Father’s
pendant.
Bookmarking the page I was on, I took out the pendant. The blue
gemstone reminded me of the cerulean ocean. The light that reflected
from its surface scattered silver shards in all directions. At the time, I
wondered whether to keep the pendant to myself. I could sell it for a
high price, but I know it won’t do me any good. The temptation was
alluring, but I was afraid Father would look at me with
disappointment. I should give it back to him. It’s better that way. Since
he’s always in the office, the chances of finding him there were high. I
quickly left the room and walked through a long corridor line with
varieties of decorative paintings and statues. The white marble floor
was pristine because of the maids' frequent cleaning. They’re swamped
with work as always, I thought. When I saw the gleaming armors
lining the walls, I was guilt-ridden about the varnish I bought. I
quickly passed the drawing-room with a rosy flush adorning my

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cheeks and continued towards my destination. As I turned the corner
that led into his office, I heard a voice.
“Don’t think of convincing me.”
I stopped in my tracks. There was someone else with Father whose
voice seemed familiar. I’ve heard it somewhere before, I’m sure.
“It’s a warning, not a suggestion.”
The cold, apathetic voice belonged to Father. I could spot it from
miles away. But who’d speak to him for this long? Derrick was usually
out of his office in less than an hour, however, this stranger had been
here for over five hours. I thought it unusual he was able to speak to
Father this long. Must be someone important.
The door to the drawing-room adjacent to the office opened with a
creak, and I quickly hid behind the corner. There was a pillar in front
of me that obscured their view. I prayed to the heavens that no one,
Father especially, would notice my presence. Glancing at the corridor
in front of the drawing-room, I saw Father and a young man in black
cloak. He was of towering height—taller than Father, I supposed. But
he didn’t look like a brute. I sensed an oddly familiar aura too.
“It’s useless to tamper with it,” Father said, breaking me from my
chain of thoughts.
I leaned further out to take a better look at the young man, my
breath lodge in my throat. With the handsome duke as my father, I
had my fair share of experiences meeting attractive men. The young
man, though, I couldn’t help but admire him. He had midnight black
hair and crimson eyes that were slightly aloof and lidded as if he was
drowsy. His masculine yet beautiful face was ethereal; he wasn’t just a
pretty face, but comparable to a craftsman’s masterpiece creation.
Though both Father and the young man possessed icy demeanors, I
sensed subtle differences: Father composed himself with sharp and
intelligent poise, while the man had a liking towards darkness and
danger. He could use a bit of taming. Then an overdue question arose
in my head. Who is he? It was the first I’ve seen of him, yet I sensed an
overbearing familiarity. I slowly observed the young man again, this
time with scrutiny. He was neither a knight nor a soldier. His giant
sword gave it away, which could accidentally wound a close ally within

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proximity. I thought it thoughtless and unreasonable to label him a
thief or assassin, too. Those were jobs requiring one to blend in, which
was next to impossible with that cumbersome sword. With the
following options crossed out, I conjectured that he was a mercenary
or a wandering swordsman.
Father placed his hand on the man’s shoulder. “Max.”
Was that his name? My curiosity heightened to its peak. Father
didn’t have many close companions. He was somewhat a lone wolf
(like me) bolstered by his heroic reputation. But who was this stranger
named Max and why was Father on friendly terms with him? I racked
my brain guessing their relationship but all was futile. Meanwhile,
Father raised his head and looked straight at the pillar I was hiding in.
I stood still with pressed lips, my heart thumping voraciously, and
praying that I’d not be caught. But why am I hiding? There was no
reason for me to do so.
“Swordsmanship exists to protect those you love, not slaughter.
You seem to forget this basic principle, Max,” Father said sternly,
causing me to flinch.
However, Max was adamant. “I haven’t forgotten. I just… don’t
want weakness.”
The man’s words reminded me of myself. I smiled bitterly. Father
had kept a distance from me for as long as I could remember; Mikhail
was no different. I wasn’t upset, but sympathetic towards the old me.
“Sometimes, a man grows stronger to protect their weakness,”
Father said bluntly.
I wondered what Father wanted to protect. Perhaps his lofty
status? Maybe his sense of honor, or more graciously, his precious
subordinates? After all, he placed great importance on his work.
Max’s grim voice broke my dismal thoughts. “Master.”
Immediately, my eyes widened. Master? Father took in disciples?
Surprised by his words, I peeked past the corner.
“I don’t want to hear any more of your lectures, Master. I’ll be
going.”

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His tone was grim and indifferent that even Father paled in
comparison.
“Someday, you’ll find someone; a precious existence that you’ll
want to protect,” Father said, smiling. His stern voice was filled with
affection that I had never witnessed.
I bit my lower lip unconsciously before straightening my
composure. There was nothing to mull over. I’ve long given up
attempting to win his love and affection. I have a long life ahead of me,
and I shouldn’t let myself be dragged down by wanton thoughts. I can’t
allow myself to be shaken. Nothing he said could cut me to pieces once
I gave up.
Father’s disciple lowered his voice to a cold whisper. “I haven’t
found that precious existence yet, but it looks like I’ve found a rat in
hiding.”
I came to my senses upon hearing the very thing that aroused my
worst fear. Rats. I shuddered with disgust as goosebumps rose on my
skin. My melancholic thoughts disappeared without a trace,
wondering where the rat hid. I couldn’t move around without making
my presence known; I anxiously scanned the surroundings. The
thought that this creature was nearby chilled me to the bones.
“Shall I catch it?”
Max’s voice was that of a savior. I nodded violently. Please do.
However, my desperate inner pleas were rejected by Father.
“Don’t,” he said.
Displeased, I bellowed inwardly, “Why not, Father?”
As I silently disagreed, Father’s disciple spoke perversely. “Why?
Do you know who I’m talking about?”
“Yes,” Father said.
I wasn’t expecting Father to be acquainted with a rat, but then it
occurred to me that I was inside a novel where anything was possible. I
managed to calm down and think rationally. In fairytales, animals and
humans could communicate. Father was a transcendent being, so
maybe he could speak to animals, right? If he saw the rat often, I’m

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sure he developed some semblance of affection for it. Still, I was
uneasy. In the modern world, I once saw a rat the length of my arm. I
was in the warehouse of a convenience store once looking for
something. I must’ve been hovering between life and death when I saw
the rat scamper away. I quit my job soon after. Now I was faced with
the same dilemma in this world. What’s worse was that the rat had
infiltrated the Floyen household, the only place where I felt safe and
secure. It might’ve found its way around the corridors, rooms, and
elsewhere; it might’ve nibbled on the food I ate too! The thought of it
frightened me so and the more my courage grew to take action. If I
ignored this crisis, my home would be infested.
Mother was no longer with us, leaving me as the only lady of the
Floyen household, and therefore the highest-ranking lady. Though I
didn’t have much authority, I held enough influence for the servants to
take my inquiry with great weight. I should inform Father, too.
Determined, I slowly moved away from the pillar but was interrupted
by his emotionless voice uttering, “If you touch that child… even if it’s
you, I won’t let it slide.”
My determination waned soon after. I had never heard Father
speak with chilling tenor before. It was akin to a warning. I changed
my mind. I’ll head back to my room. I need to live; I’m not ready to
face death. I squeezed his pendant and quietly left, thinking, Father
sure loves that rat.

♚♚♚

When the womanly creature listening in to their conversation left,


the tense air relaxed slightly. Those steps, how grating, Max thought, a
frown adorning his alluring face from the mysterious cause of
displeasure.
“Max.”
He turned to his master. “Yes?”
“Did you call her that knowing who she was?” The duke’s voice was
monotonous, not too different from the usual, yet the look in his eyes

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said otherwise. It’d been a while since the duke revealed what laid
behind his facade of indifference.
“I don’t know who she is,” Max replied.
There was only one person who could bring out this reaction from
his master. Max knew her identity, but he continued staring at his
master apathetically. Ten years had passed since he began learning
swordsmanship under the duke’s wing at the age of twelve. Max knew
how strict and blunt he could be, but he had his soft moments, far
from his usual stony demeanor.”
“She’s my daughter.”
Max recalled her name. “Jubell.”
His master smiled. “Yes.”
Max had only mentioned his daughter’s nickname, yet his master’s
countenance turned mushy. The young man frowned; his master was
difficult to comprehend. When Max’s mother passed away when he
was young, his life had been threatened by adversaries within his own
bloodline. It was the duke who protected him from dreadful
circumstances and imparted his skills to defend himself. “Since you
consider me to be your master, I’ll teach you swordsmanship for your
survival,” he told Max previously.
He looked up to his master once, even to the point of wanting to be
like him. He had no such aspirations now. It’s as if he put a leash on
himself for someone like her, Max thought, I won’t ever have a
weakness like you for the tighter the leash, the weaker one becomes,
Master. At this thought, ice seemed to freeze over his crimson eyes.
The corner of his tightly closed lips raised crookedly. He knew fairly
well that his master had a difficult time because of this weakness. He
laughed inwardly before reverting to his usual, stony gaze.
The duke observed him and asked, “Do you happen to have
someone who comes to mind frequently?”
At the unexpected question, Max shook his head, scrunching his
eyebrows recalling an unpleasant experience.
His master sighed at his odd expression. “Go back before it gets too
late.”

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Max nodded, draping the hood of his cloak over his head while
staring at the duke with sunken eyes. “You take care of yourself,
Master.”
After wishing the duke a cold farewell, he jumped out the window.
The duke watched him. It’s worse than he thought. Max cherished
his life, but he was growing careless and cold-blooded without a care
for life. He won’t hesitate to slay his foes if needed regardless of the
means or methods. A dark shadow soon fell on the duke’s ethereal
face. He used to be like that as well, realizing long ago that the weak
died first in times of war. Rather than sympathizing with them, he
hadn’t bothered hiding his disgust. But now, the cold-blooded man
changed because of a girl so fragile he had to be careful with his touch.
“Daddy!”
A gentle smile lit his face in the dark. This disciple of his, he doesn’t
know anything. For the duke, his lovely daughter was his salvation and
saving grace, and he wanted to teach the importance of this to his
foolish disciple. It was because of that child that he could exist as a
human, not a monster. She was the reason why he was able to live
without losing control. And if ever that child ceased to exist in this
world…

♚♚♚

I told the maids a white lie. Said that I saw a rat running around.
“A r-rat…?”
“The butler hired a pest controller not too long ago, reporting that
they hunted down every last one of them, my lady,” said one of the
maids.
Merilyn shook her head. “There must’ve been leftovers hiding in
the shadows. Those little creatures are good at hiding. The mansion is
enormous, and rats breed rather quickly. That must be the reason.”
The thought of it made my knees weak. I rubbed my temples,
wrought with fear. This was unpleasant. Seeing one of them would

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have me panicking.
Merilyn noticed my distress. “Don’t worry, Lady Floyen,” she
assured me. “I’ll report this to Madam Perez. We’ll make sure that they
never appear gain.”
“Thank you, Merilyn,” I said, relaxed and with a beaming smile.
It’s a good thing I didn’t tell Father. Had I informed him of the
matter, he’d have prevented me from requesting the maids to go on a
hunt. But since he wasn’t aware of my eavesdropping, he’ll only
assume that I’d seen the rat elsewhere in the mansion.
I was only able to relax after confirming the servants would take
care of the matter without my interference.
♚♚♚

“For this reason, I’ve gathered the servants to hunt the rats hiding
in the shadows.”
Regis Floyen sighed upon receiving the report from the
housekeeper Madam Perez. His cute, beloved daughter misunderstood
the conversation with his disciple. He became anxious as he thought of
means to reassure his daughter that no rats roamed freely in the
mansion. This is… troublesome, he thought. There we’re no rats, but
he couldn’t very well utter this word.
“I’ve instructed the servants already, but none were caught,”
Madam Perez said carefully.
Regis closed his eyes and enhanced his senses to detect every
breathing and living being inside the mansion. Even his daughter
napping in her room was accounted for. He couldn’t detect any signs
of the small beast. Regis opened his eyes and sighed dismally.
The housekeeper grumbled, unaware of his predicament. “Not only
are the girls frightened, but Lady Floyen’s growing anxious by the
minute.”
He flinched. Anxious?
“Get Derrick,” the duke commanded.

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A moment later, the butler entered the room. “I heard you called,
Master.”
The duke looked at his butler with a life-threatening gaze.
“Derrick.”
“Yes?”
“I need your guidance.”
Derrick widened his eyes at the duke’s request. Master was asking
for his guidance? This was a first. The duke usually handled matters
himself. What on earth was going on?
The butler waited nervously.
“Where do rats typically go into hiding?”
Derrick wasn’t sure he heard correctly. He looked at his master
with trembling eyes and asked, “Rats?”
The duke sighed seeing Derrick nervous. “Never mind. It was a slip
of the tongue. How’s the progress with Jubelian’s list of prospective
marriage partners?”
Derrick was worried that his master was ill in the mind due to the
list of work piling up, so he was relieved by the change in topic. “Ah,
yes. I’m still searching and considering all aspects such as family
background, affluence, and fame. The list should be completed this
evening.”
“Alright, and… my daughter requires a man with a beautiful face. I
trust you’ve written this down?”
“Ah, y-yes. Appearance is in the list.” His master looked content.
Derrick sighed in relief, then reported something he’d been hesitating
to disclose. “Also… Sir Mikhail sent another letter.”
The moment he mentioned that name, the duke’s expression
changed and the air turned cold. “What did he write?”
Derrick had nothing to do with the matter, yet he flinched at the
duke’s tone. “He’s urging for an answer, casually dismissing Lady
Floyen’s actions thus far as a ploy to get his attention.”
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icy and his aura hostile. “He’s unworthy of my daughter.”
Derrick watched the duke. He was incensed. To be fair, I’d be angry
if I were him, he thought. Mikhail had gone too far this time. Hadn’t
he realized the reason the duke treated him with kindness was because
of his beloved daughter? Now he’s fallen from the duke’s good grace. A
shame, truly. If only Mikhail had eyes.
A moment later, the duke rose from his seat. Derrick became
apprehensive as he approached him. Did he want to read the letter?
Derrick tried guessing his intentions and extended the letter, but the
duke ignored it, resulting in his confusion.
“Burn it.”
When he turned around, his master left the office, leaving him
behind.

♚♚♚

“I heard the rat that’d been lurking in the shadows was finally
caught, Lady Floyen.”
I snapped my head around, aghast. “Is that so?”
“Yes, but only one was trapped!” Sella said excitedly, comforting
me. “They practically turned the mansion upside down and couldn’t
find any more. They guessed that one came into the mansion by
accident.”
Good. I sighed in relief. The mansion was now safe with infestation.
Thereafter, Merilyn delivered a letter on a silver tray. “This is
addressed to you, Lady Floyen,” she said, smiling.
It was the first response I received after sending a batch of letters. I
figured it was nothing but a wanton, standard reply, but still, I ought
to know the reactions I’d receive communicating with others, no?
Heaving a deep breath, I picked up a letter, noticing the rose on the
seal; it was the Arlo seal. The House of Arlo had quite a close
relationship with Father. I expected that they were among the many
who cared enough to send a letter when I fell ill.

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Quickly opening the letter with excitement, I was surprised to see
what laid inside: an invitation. It was a long letter, the handwriting
adorable, written by Count Arlo’s daughter, Rose. She looked like an
outgoing and forthcoming lady in the social scene. I recall that she was
close friends with the royal princess, which contributed to my pitiful
downfall that I was determined to avoid. Before reading the letter, I
was somewhat concerned that she’d reply sarcastically, but this wasn’t
the case. She asked about my well-being and talked a bit about herself.
She also mentioned that she’d be delighted if I were to attend her
upcoming birthday banquet that’d be held three weeks from now. I
had no qualms with the invitation. I was a hermit and a social recluse;
I needed to acclimate to society.
“Merilyn, could you please bring me a pen and paper?”
She quickly brought me the required material. I frowned slightly
looking at the yellowish paper and black ink. They looked dull. Rose
invited me to a birthday banquet, after all. I thought it improper to
reply half-heartedly. It’d be beneficial for me to develop friendly
relations with her since she’d soon acquaint herself with the royal
princess.
Digging through my memories, I pondered what Rose liked. I
remembered she was fond of pretty dresses, and I could surmise from
her elegant handwriting that she cared a great deal about her
appearance.
I called the maids. “Sella, if you would, please bring me flowers
from the garden, and Julia, some lace and ribbons.”
After a while, the materials arrived.
“Here are the things you requested, Lady Floyen.”
It was time to show off my skills.
“L-Lady Floyen…!”
The maids were appalled, but I didn’t care.

♚♚♚

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Upon news of Lady Floyen’s illness spreading throughout the
nobility, the House of Arlo prepared a gift and a standard reply. Rose
squeezed her eyes shut, thinking that their family won’t receive a
reply, much less a notice from her. If so, why bother sending a letter in
the name of Count Arlo?
Lady Floyen, the duke’s only daughter, was as beautiful as a doll
delicately created by the heavens. Rose admired her from afar at one
point, but when she met the lady in person, Rose found her cold and
barbarous behavior unbecoming. Lady Floyen had eyes for Mikhail
and no care for the existence of others. Since then, Rose thought it
improper and a waste of time for the House of Arlo to send gifts and
letters to Lady Floyen.
That was until she received a direct reply from her.

Dear Count Arlo,


Thank you for your consideration, which I appreciate. How have
you been these days? I’m recovering well, but it’s somewhat
frustrating staying inside even on sunny days.
I heard from Father about the roses owned by the House of Arlo. I
suppose they’ll be in full bloom soon. I still remember how Father
admires their beauty to this day. It’s somewhat regrettable that I
cannot see them with my own eyes.
Speaking of roses, is your daughter, Rose, well? Although we’ve
not conversed much, I feel close to her as we are of the same age.
— Jubelian Eloy Floyen.

Lady Floyen ignored the whole world except for Mikhail, yet she
went as far as to mention her name in the later, and the young lady
knew her name? And she thought of her after thinking about roses
too? How kind of Lady Floyen.
Rose was well connected with the aristocracy, but she was
otherwise a run-of-the-mill aristocratic young lady. A few noble young
ladies made fun of her name, which meant queen of flowers, and said
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at the center of attention, mentioned her name, Rose's heart pounded
with excitement.
“Father! This letter is from Lady Floyen! She wrote it herself!”
One of the count's vassals was responsible for drafting a reply, but
Rose insisted she does it herself despite not knowing what to write.
She invited Lady Floyen to her birthday banquet instead. She certainly
didn’t expect her to accept the birthday banquet invitation, but Lady
Floyen proved her incorrect as she opened the letter with trembling
hands.

Daughter of Count Arlo,


I was surprised by your reply and thrilled by your unexpected
invitation. It’s my first time communicating with someone by letter,
so please understand if you find it lacking. I tried decorating it with
my limited skills since I heard that the esteemed daughter of Count
Arlo likes flowers. What do you think? My letter’s probably nothing
compared to yours, but I hope you like it.
It’s fun communicating with someone who is both kind and
beautiful, just like the roses that your respected family proudly owns.
I look forward to meeting you and will spare my words until then.
— Jubelian Eloy Floyen.

Lady Floyen’s writing was neat and creative. Rose liked the
originality of the design. There was a lace frame around the paper, and
was decorated with small ribbons and pressed flowers. Rose giggled, a
strange sense of euphoria filling her core. She had become Lady
Floyen’s friend. I should reply quickly, she thought and quickly dipped
the quill pen in ink. But she stopped. She couldn’t reply in this
manner.
Rose called for her maids and made a great fuss. “Emily, pick some
flowers for me in the garden! Laura, bring some ribbons—the pretty
and colorful ones!”
“You’re not going to use it to decorate the letter, right? If madam
finds out…”

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When Laura trailed off, Rose asked sullenly, “Can’t we do
something about it?”
“I can find some ribbons from torn clothes,” Laura replied with a
sigh.
Rose's face brightened and she nodded with excitement. “Okay!”

♚♚♚

I opened another letter from Rose and heaved a sigh. I didn’t think
she’d send another one, and so quickly too. Did I not mention, though
subtly, that she not reply until the banquet? It would seem that my
subtle hints were not properly received.
I smiled, looking at the letter. The awkwardly decorated flowers
and ribbons indicated the time, effort, and care she gave to this letter.
It was cute.
A condensed version of it was as follows:

Dear Lady Floyen,


I am writing to you on a sunny day. You have further brightened
my day by accepting my invitation and decorating your letters. I look
forward to seeing your beauty and elegance at my birthday banquet!
If you don’t mind, I also hope that you will call me Rose the next
time we meet. If that makes you uncomfortable, please don’t feel
pressured and forgive me with an open heart.
I look forward to seeing you, Lady Floyen.
Sincerely,
Rose

In the elaborately designed letter, she sang high praises of me and


give precise details about the magnificence of her banquet. As a result,
it amounted to three pages long. I then felt pressured to gift her a
wondrous present.

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I sighed, folding the letter, and said, “Merilyn, please make
preparations to go downtown.”
“Do you have something you need, Lady Floyen?” she asked,
confused. “If so, I can call the trader here.”
“No, I want to choose something myself.”
Merilyn looked at me with a puzzled gaze. I cared not for it. Rose
would be disappointed should my gift prove insincere. Though a
hassle, it was worth it. I knew the reason why she praised me to the
high heavens. She hoped for a mind-blowing gift, which wasn’t
surprising considering Father’s prestige. Still, I thought it burdensome
to bear such expectations.
I began pondering a suitable gift she’d like and left the mansion.

♚♚♚

High society once again gossiped about Lady Floyen’s recent doing
in cheap thrills.
“It’s a surprise that Lady Floyen didn’t ignore the banquet
invitation!”
“She used to ignore every invitation that wasn’t sent by the imperial
family.”
“But Count Arlo’s daughter is rather… average. What sort of
charms does she possess to have Lady Floyen come knocking on her
doors? Perhaps she caught wind of Lady Floyen’s secret?”
“I heard many women are decorating their letters with pressed
flowers and ribbons these days.”
“Is she aware that she has started a trend?”
A young man quietly listening in to the aristocracy’s conversation
turned around and pressed his lips together. “Count Arlo, huh,” he
whispered, leaving the banquet hall and entering the carriage. “Let’s
head home,” he ordered the coachman.
The carriage arrived at Marquess Hessen’s townhouse.

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“Welcome back, young master.”
Rather than acknowledging the speaker, the young man took off his
coat and threw it to him. The servant bowed and took his coat, then
stilled upon hearing his master’s cold voice.
“Inform the butler…” There was a brief moment of hesitation. His
domineering voice spoke over the other man's bowed head. “...that I’ll
be attending Count Arlo’s banquet.”
“Yes, young master,” the servant said, nodding.
He turned around and moved towards the exit door. Meanwhile,
the young man spoke again, this time more urgent. “Oh, and… are
there any letters that came for me?”
“No,” the servant replied, shaking his head. “Are you waiting for
something?”
“No,” the young man said, evading his question with a cold
tenor. “You may leave.”
When the servant left, the man gnashed his teeth and narrowed his
eyes.
“How can you do this… Jubelian!”
He believed she feigned her illness, and sent a letter out of
consideration in remembrance of the days when they were engaged.
The woman who annoyed him like a stupid dog still hadn’t answered;
he couldn’t accept this.
“Does she desire more of my courtesy and attention? Ugh! What
more does she want?” He tried making sense of it and tried
understanding her point of view, but it only left him frustrated. He
gritted his teeth and hit the wall out of resentment. “Why the hell are
you doing, Jubelian?”

♚♚♚

I’ve given up on life for I’ve come to accept that I’ll never be able to
live a quiet life because of Father.

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I counted the number of guards trailing behind me: Geraldine,
Owen, Castro, Todd, and other high-ranking knights from the House
of Floyen surrounded me like ramparts. I had planned to take with me
only one or two escorts to avoid unwanted attention, but it wasn’t
meant to be. Father refused to let me venture into the world unknown
without the company of his trusted knights at all times. I mean, the
security was extraordinary, though a bit too excessive inside the walls
of the capital. I didn’t quite see why I required this many knights.
Sighing in defeat, I know I’d not be able to shop peacefully. I’ll have
to make do with my predicament. Looking around for the workshop, I
was glad there weren’t many people out, otherwise, I’d have a field day
full of embarrassment. With the thought plaguing me, I soon spotted
three workshops that produced handicrafts for women in the area.
Kerin Workshop, the largest and most affluent, was located at the
center. However, I didn’t plan on buying a present for Rose at Kerin
Workshop. She’d loathe me. Kerin Workshop would soon be exposed
for illegally using toxic materials. If I presented her a gift from Kerin
and she fell ill because of it, it was only a matter of time till the House
of Floyen became the Arlo family’s public enemy. Kerin Workshop was
a place to avoid now and in the future.
I walked past Kerin Workshop and stopped in front of Fyodor
Workshop with a wide smile plastered on my face. Though Fyodor
Workshop boasted a rich history, the business was on the verge of
bankruptcy. Anyone who heard of Fyodor would turn their heads and
ignore the workshop, but I knew things they didn’t. On the other hand,
multiple craftsmen collaborated at Grada Workshop to produce things
systematically, which wasn’t to my liking.
Geraldine, leader of the high-ranking knights, looked at me oddly.
“Are you sure this is the place, Lady Floyen?”
It was natural that he’d question and doubt my decision; we were
walking towards the shabby workshop located deep inside a dark
alleyway.
“Yes,” I replied, and entered the store.
A peculiar man sat at the corner of the workshop brimmed with
shabby handicrafts. The average man would’ve backed away from the

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horrid scene, perhaps even stumble, but I approached the peculiar
man resolutely. His unkept appearance and long, disheveled hair
covered his facial features. He looked devoid of vitality despite being at
the prime of his life.
“I must apologize, but I’m in no state where I’m able to produce a
fine craft. I apologize again if I’ve disrespected you or your household
in any way, but please visit another workshop,” the peculiar man said
to his one and only customer.
I laughed with reassurance. I patted myself on the back. It was
good that I came here. Others would walk out the door with
indignation, but I knew the reason for his behavior—it was from
inheriting the family business. Since birth, Ian Fyodor, master of
Fyodor Workshop, was under immense pressure to become an expert
craftsman like his father, grandfather, and his forebears. When he was
unable to handle the expectations, Ian lost all motivation and soon
neglected Fyodor Workshop.
“I want to request something from you.”
“Why?” he asked, wary of my intent.
Because you’ll soon become the empire’s finest craftsman, I
thought. Six months from now, the princess would wear an out-of-the-
ordinary necklace with a design so peculiar much like Ian Fyodor on
her coming-of-age ceremony, becoming the hot topic of aristocratic
society. It propelled Ian Fyodor into fame, his value skyrocketing. It
wouldn’t hurt to invest in the man destined for greatness for my sake.
I looked at my lottery ticket and smiled. “Only you can produce the
vision I have in mind.”
“Are you trying to intimidate me?”
“What do you mean?” I asked, confused.
Ian looked at the high-ranking knights. “Well, it’s just that…”
I turned around. They didn’t look threatening. Not one bit. There’s
no way these good-for-nothing knights would assist me in my plans.
Turning back around, I looked at Ian Fyodor and cleared my throat.
“Is there a reason why I can’t request a creation from you?”

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“Why are you so stubborn?” he asked coldly.
“Because I believe that you’re the only person who can create it.”
At my earnest words, Ian parted his lip. “Heh. Me? You believe in
me?”
“Yes,” I said, smiling, imagining the prosperous future awaiting me
after selling his finest creation.
“Then… could you tell me what you want?” Ian asked softly. He
sounded unsure, but I knew I succeeded.
I grinned, happily recalling the object I had in mind.

♚♚♚

Derrick handed a document to Duke Floyen. “Here’s the list of


Lady Floyen’s prospective marriage partners, Master.”
The duke furrowed his eyebrows after rummaging through the list.
Why was his name here? Clicking his tongue, he circled the name with
gritted teeth and called for the butler. “Derrick, please remove this
name—”
The door to the office suddenly opened.
Roy Hamilton, the duke’s lieutenant, strode in. He was a prudent
man who reported to the duke only when a major issue rose to the
occasion.
“What is it?”
At the duke’s question, Roy swallowed nervously. “A messenger
from the emperor seeks your presence. It would seem the Emperor
wants you to visit the imperial palace.”

♚♚♚

Once Rose’s gift had been nicely packaged, I thought about what
else I needed to purchase while the knights continued trailing after my
shadows. I did my utmost best ignoring them as I perused through

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sets of cosmetics, colored inks and papers, and products pleasing to
the eye. I was glad Father wasn’t here, otherwise, I’d have a difficult
time. I shouldn’t let my mind wander to him. It’ll only dampen my
mood.
I sighed thinking about Father’s pendant tucked away in the
drawer. I should return it to him soon. I hope he won’t scold me.
Mulling over my predicament, something caught my eye. I studied the
set of blue gemstone cufflinks with silver rims. It would suit Father
well, though I wonder if he’ll find it pleasing. No, he’ll like it. I’ll use it
to bribe him too.
I pointed at them without hesitation. “I’ll be buying this.”
The clerk placed the cufflinks in a wooden box and handed it to
me.
This should be enough, right?
“Oh, who is this? If it isn’t Lady Floyen!” said a stranger.
I turned around to the voice greeting me, my expression hardening.
It was Radian, a man possessing the tongue of a viper. Infamous for
the cause of many rumors he started, he usually led the social
gathering scene. I avoided him like a plague because of his notoriety.
Worse, he was Mikhail’s cousin.
“How long has it been?” I said. “I’ve not seen you since your aunt’s
birthday banquet.”
“Lady Floyen, Isn’t it common sense to acknowledge your cousin’s
ex-girlfriend?”
“Yes, it’s been a long time, Esteemed Son of Droil,” I said, smiling.
“What do you mean by that? Esteemed Son of Droil? I’m
disappointed that you’re calling me so formally. It’s not the first time
we’ve met.” He kissed the back of my hand and laughed eerily. “Please
call me Radian, Jubelian. You’re as beautiful as a daffodil.”
It was improper to kiss the back of a lady’s hand and call them by
their first name without their consent, regardless if they’ve met in the
past. I eagerly desired to point this out but refrained. I didn’t need
another rumor that would complicate my current dilemma.

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“I wish I could talk to you more, but there’s somewhere I need to
be. Please excuse me,” I hurriedly removed my hand from his and said
sternly.
Radian laughed. “Why are you in such a hurry, my lady? It’s as if
you are running away from—”
I cut him off. “I have a strict schedule,” I said firmly.
Radian laughed lightheartedly. “Ah, I see. Well, it was nice to meet
you. I—”
“Yes, it was nice meeting you as well. Goodbye.”
Not wanting to waster another breath, I cut him off again and
turned around. The knights formed a barricade around me.
“This way, Lady Floyen,” Geraldine said politely.
I guess they do their job properly at times like this. I feigned a
smile.
It didn’t matter whether Radian pioneered rumors about me nor
would I bat an eye because his reputation was just as horrendous as
mine. He couldn’t possibly sully my name any further than this. Even
so, he sent my mood into ruins. I was fortunate enough that I was able
to evade him so quickly.
I hope we never bump into each other again.
I shuddered at the unpleasant sensation that lingered on the back
of my hand and rubbed it against the hem of my skirt.

♚♚♚

An unexpected visitor arrived at Marquess Hessen’s townhouse


before dinner.
“It’s been a while, Mikhail.”
It was Radian Svel Droil. Mikhail’s expression twisted at the sight
of his cousin. They didn’t have the best relationship.
“My legs are on fire. Can I sit down?”

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“Get ou—” Mikhail tried to order him to leave immediately, but
Radian was one step ahead of him.
“Oh, you want me to sit down? How gracious of you, Cousin
Mikhail!”
Mikhail frowned at Radian, who cut him off and promptly sat down
on one of the parlor chairs in the drawing-room. “What do you want?”
he asked wearily.
Radian laughed. “Now there, I came with good news. Shouldn’t you
bring me some tea?”
“Spit it out and leave,” Mikhail said coldly.
Radian wasn’t intimidated by his cousin’s tone. He shrugged. “I
guess this tone of yours is why Lady Floyen left you for a new lover.”
Mikhail’s face twisted. “Nonsense. What are you yapping on
about?”
Radian showed not a hint of concern. He pulled out a pipe cigarette
from the inside pocket of his coat. “Nonsense? Aren’t you being too
harsh? I haven’t even uttered words of evidence yet.” He grinned as he
lit the pipe cigarette. “But if you so wish to know, she was buying a set
of cufflinks. I saw it with my own two eyes.”
Cufflinks? Mikhail widened his eyes. Cufflinks were usually given
to family members or lovers. It was a way for women to demurely
reveal their love and possessiveness to the receiver.
Radian smirked. Smoked puffed out of his mouth as he laughed.
“Isn’t this good news for you? You were worried sick, wondering if she
faked a scene to grab hold of your attention!”
Mikhail was extremely displeased by the unpleasant scent of
tobacco lingering in the air and his cousin’s vulgar appearance. “Get
out if you’re done. I’ve nothing to say to you.”
“I apologize if I offended you in any way. But I wonder if the
displeasure you feel right now is really because of me,” Radian said
with a smile. Then he stood up and left the room.
Mikhail frowned and clenched his fists, finding the news ludicrous.
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over him these past few years. He thought it strange of her to part
ways so suddenly without regrets, but now it made sense. As the truth
dawned on him, his anger rose to the heavens.
Does she have a new man?
He furrowed his eyebrows and gritted his teeth. Back then, he had
desperately wished for her to become interested in someone new so
she could stop bothering him. But now that it had happened, he was
filled with anger.
Why does a woman like that make me so… he thought as confusion
ravaged him whole. A memory of Jubelian’s beautiful face when she
confessed to him came to mind.
“I like you, Mikhail.”
In the heat of anger, he punched the wall.
“Young master! Are you okay?” His servants ran towards, their
faces aghast, but he stood still without responding.
“I’m sorry for everything until now. I wish you happiness.”
As he thought about the woman who left without a hint of regret, a
tingling sensation arose in his chest. Mikhail ignored the pain and
clenched his fists, eyes gleaming.
“She acted as if she was only going to love me for the rest of her life,
but she’s already seeing another man? You will pay the price for
deceiving me, Jubelian!”

♚♚♚

I planned to return the pendant and gift the cufflinks to Father


soon as I came home, but he was absent. I wondered whether he’ll be
late again tonight.
“Master said he won’t be home for the next few days because of
special training sessions,” Merilyn said as if she had read my mind.
It wasn’t uncommon for Father to leave the mansion multiple days
at a time, so I calmly went up to my room and placed the pendant and

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cufflinks in the drawer. He’ll have them when he returns.
After taking a warm bath and changing into comfortable clothes, I
opened the military tactics book Father gave me. It was so entertaining
that I quickly immersed myself in the contents.

♚♚♚

The emperor’s secret mission for Duke Floyen was a simple but
laborious task.
“I’ve not been able to sleep well after a rat snuck into the imperial
palace.” Emperor Carlos ambiguously mentioned the failed attempt at
assassination. “I want you, the man I trust most, to take care of them.”
The purpose of the mission was to eliminate the mastermind
behind the assassinations. The captured assassin committed suicide
without leaving traces of evidence behind. The imperial palace had no
choice but to ambush and interrogate multiple suspects.
Although it was appropriate for the emperor to order a close and
trusted aide to carry out the mission, it was not so for Duke Floyen, the
hero of the empire, to carry it out. But much to everyone’s surprise, he
accepted the mission.
After the duke left the emperor’s office, the imperial guards uttered
words of resentment. “Are we to follow this command? If it’s an
ambush we can…”
They rambled about wanting to ambush the suspected assassins in
the duke’s stead.
“You men don’t need to become a chess piece like me,” the duke
said sternly.
He was being considerate to his subordinates, but the knights
groaned at their superior’s words.
Max, who’d been eavesdropping, silently scoffed. His master could
exterminate the assassins if he so desired, yet he’s still following the
orders of that trash emperor.
He was utterly disappointed with the duke. In his eyes, the current

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emperor was a greedy and pathetic man who could never live up to his
master’s name. It baffled him that such an outstanding man continues
to follow the emperor's orders to this very day.
It must be because of his weakness, Max thought.
Meanwhile, a knight approached the duke and said, “I’m here to
report that I’ve successfully escorted Lady Floyen safely!”
“What did Jubelian do today?” the duke asked indifferently.
“She went shopping today and looked very happy.”
“I see,” the duke smiled warmly.
Why was he like this? Max furrowed his eyebrows. He thought his
master was like him, but at times, he couldn’t understand the duke’s
line of thought. And when she marries, she’ll no longer be part of the
Floyen household, so why was he so devoted to her? For the sake of
the family’s reputation, it was common to abandon useless children
who brought calamity to the household. Yet whenever his master
thought about his daughter, who was nothing more than a nuisance,
he revealed a soft spot in his otherwise impenetrable exterior. When
the emperor noticed this weakness, he used it to exploit the duke.
“Sometimes, a person gets stronger to protect their weaknesses.”
“What a load of bullcrap,” Max scoffed silently, recalling his
master’s words. His eyes then gleamed with determination. “Maybe I
should check it out myself.”
He decided to pay a visit to the person who weakened his master.

♚♚♚

It’s quiet, Max thought.


He was close to becoming a transcendent like the duke, making it
easy to break into the mansion, especially in the absence of his master.
No one would notice him climb over the wall, walk through the
garden, and approach the main building. Surveying the exterior, he
noticed a window with a balcony.

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“There it is,” he muttered, quietly climbing to the third floor using
the building’s jagged exterior. “Is it locked?”
He approached the transparent glass door on the balcony. When he
pushed it open, the lace curtains fluttered. He smirked.
“The mansion is very defenseless. Master won’t have an excuse
even if she’s murdered or robbed.”
Entering the dark room, he could make out a woman’s silhouette
on the bed. Max approached the woman silently. She looks weak, he
thought, thinking she’d resemble his master—tall and strong—but it
was not so. She was a woman of slender and frail frame; she could
break at any moment like a snapping twig.
“She won’t be able to learn swordsmanship with a body like that.
That means... Master doesn’t plan on making her his successor… so
why on earth is he so obsessed with someone like her?” he whispered,
not quite understanding the duke’s intent. Still, he had an idea, the
corner of his lips lifting. “I wonder what he’ll do if she disappears.”
He silently observed Jubelian with a bloodthirsty gaze. Even in the
dark, he could see the woman’s slender neck; it looked like it could
easily snap at his will.
At that moment, a voice broke the silence. “I don’t know who you
are, but I think you’ve come to the wrong house.”
Max reeled back with surprise when he heard the woman’s casual
tone. She was awake this whole time? A person’s usual reaction was to
beg for mercy or scream in fear, but she behaved rather strangely.
“This is Duke Floyen’s mansion,” she said lazily.
What was wrong with this woman? Max furrowed his eyebrows as
an unfamiliar feeling washed over him for the first time. Countless
people venerated and bowed to him in admiration. A few dared to
patronize him. But he never met anyone like this laid-back and
carefree woman. Duke Floyen would certainly be helpful at a time like
this, but he wasn’t in the mansion tonight. He guessed that the woman
was bluffing to hide her fear.
“I’ve come to the right house,” Max said bluntly. The corner of his
lips raised as he imagined Jubelian slumping on the floor and begging

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for her life, but her reactions stupefied him.
“Is that so? How about changing your mind now? I think you’ll
regret coming to this house.”
The woman sat on her bed calmly. The moonlight that filtered
through the window outlined her ethereal face. She looked weary, yet
her expression harmonized with her peculiar, laid-back aura. No
wonder she was always at the center of attention and the subject of
envy of every young woman. But Max wasn’t amused. No matter how
he thought about it, there was nothing useful about her, except for her
outstanding appearance. She’s nothing special, he thought.
Her mouth widened with laughter, and he found himself staring.
Her red lips parted. “I still have a year left before I die,” she said dryly.
She looked like she was muttering to herself, but Max could hear
the confidence in her voice. Was she not understanding the gravity of
the situation?
He grew vexed at how calm she looked while fearlessly stretching
her body in front of him. He frowned at the unpleasant sensation, then
reminded himself that she was bluffing. When he remembered those
who had dared to act arrogantly in front of him, his handsome face
filled with bloodlust. This act will collapse the moment her life is
threatened, he thought, making up his mind to frighten the foolish
woman, but she casually lit a candlestick on the bedside table.
How dare she.
He tried to extinguish the candle and knock the woman down but
paused at the sight of her face, which was now brightly lit by the
candle. She possessed the delicate appearance of a doll, but it was her
unconventional gaze that captured his full attention. Max stepped
forward without realizing it.
The woman’s doll-like face came to life. “Oh, you’re Father’s
disciple,” she said, smiling.
Max had made up his mind to frighten her, but he soon forgot
about his goal as he saw her smiling face.
“Oh, um… I was looking for the thing you’re buying right now.”

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She was the woman who managed to irk him during their brief
meeting.

♚♚♚

I woke up with a dry and parched throat. My throat was sore.


Damn this cold. I’ll take some medicine in the morning. Turning to the
bedside table, I reached out towards the glass of water but stopped. I
noticed a black shadow looking down on me.
Was I having a nightmare? No, I was not. The gust of chilly air
making its way through the open window of the balcony proved
otherwise. There were two possible explanations: the man before me
was a thief or… an assassin.
With this in mind, I pondered who sent him here, but there were
too many people to choose from. After all, I was the villainess of this
world. God, Jubelian, why did you behave as such back then? I berated
myself when I came to an epiphany. In novels, there was an unspoken
rule that made it impossible for the protagonists, supporting
characters, and villains to die at the beginning of the story for the plot
hadn’t moved forward. In other words, my life as the villainess wasn’t
in imminent danger until the princess’ coming-of-age ceremony. There
were many chapters left and… maybe this was supposed to happen to
me.
I shouldn’t be frightened.
I calmed my anxious thoughts and stared at the suspicious shadow
looming over me. An overbearing familiarity washed over me. I’ve
seen him before. Who was he? Since he broke into the mansion at
night, I thought he’d be an assassin or thief. Though I wasn’t certain, I
knew the man before me wasn’t sane. If he was, he’d not dare aim to
steal the riches of Duke Floyen, the empire’s hero and skilled
swordsman.
“I don’t know who you are, but I think you’ve come to the wrong
house. This is Duke Floyen’s house.”
“I’ve come to the right place,” the man replied.

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“Really? How about changing your mind now? I think you will
regret coming to this house.” I tried persuading him out of pity, but
the man stayed silent. “I still have a year left before I die,” I mumbled.
Though I’ve no intention of dying so soon because I still had the
time to improve my reputation. I won’t miss a single opportunity to do
so. I decided to light the candle on my bedside table to inform the
knights standing guard at my door that a thief broke into my room. I
kept a close eye on the man while picking up a match and wondered
what he was thinking. When the candle caught on fire, the
surroundings brightened. Only then could I see the man’s black hair,
pale skin, and overly elegant appearance. It was impossible to forget a
face like his.
“Oh, you’re Father’s disciple.”
He came to the right place, after all. Thank God. I was relieved that
the intruder was neither an assassin nor a thief. Though I tried
convincing myself that I won’t die, the truth was that I was frightened
to death. Additionally, I learned an important lesson. I’ve to make sure
to lock the windows and doors every night.
I sat down on my bed as the adrenaline left my system and made
my legs go weak. Father’s disciple looked blankly at me before his gaze
turned to the candle fiercely.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
He would dare treat the daughter of Duke Floyen rudely? He had
filthy manners. If I were any other noble, I’d have long sent him to the
gallows. But I’ll leave him be, for now, thinking to teach him some
manners in the future.
“Excuse me," I said. "Why do you speak to me like that?”
“Because it makes sense,” he said coldly.
Not only was he extremely arrogant, his manner of speech closely
resembled Father’s. But Father doesn’t go that far. It truly is the case
of the pupil surpassing the master. But this man didn’t need to surpass
Father. It was vexing.
Out of relief and fatigue, I found myself unable to stop smiling. “So,
what’s your name again?”

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Instead of answering, the man glared and scowled. I became
somewhat embarrassed and tried to explain why I was asking for his
name. “Oh, it’s not that I forgot your name on purpose…”
I heard a knock on the door.
“Is something wrong, Lady Floyen?”
Although I was reassured by the knight speaking outside the door,
the tip of a sword suddenly pressed against my neck. I stared at the
culprit. Was he frightened? No, he was too merciless for that. I didn’t
see signs of surprise in his red eyes, only ferocity. I tried
understanding his point of view, and why he threatened me; he wants
me to act. Well, I’m living the life of a villainess, so this was a rather
simple request.
“Oh, I had a nightmare, so I decided to light the candle a little bit.”
Geraldine thought it a good enough excuse. “Really? Are you sure?”
he asked to confirm.
“Yes, I’m fine. I had trouble sleeping, so I’m reading a book.” I felt
as though I would pass out at any moment, but I was afraid that
Father’s disciple would act rashly.
“Sleeping late is bad for your health, Lady Floyen. Go back to bed
as soon as you can,” Geraldine said.
But he hasn’t slept yet. He’s one to talk. Still, he gave me fitting
advice at a time like this.
“Yes, thank you for the advice,” I said.
I couldn’t hear anything by the door after that. The knights looked
like they went back to their posts, but did they really? I wasn’t sure.
Though the more pressing problem was Father’s disciple staring down
at me with his sword pressed against my neck.
“I did what you wanted, so can you move your sword now?” I asked
quietly.
His expression twisted “What did you say?” he asked sternly.
I frowned as he looked at me with a furious gaze. “I don’t know why
you’re upset when you’re in the wrong.”

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“Speak to me politely,” he said icily.
I wasn’t able to understand his train of thought. But I shouldn’t
expect too much. He was Father’s disciple. It didn’t help that
drowsiness was beaconing me to sleep the more I kept my eyes open.
“If you want me to talk to you politely, you should’ve…” I tried
snapping back only to yawn before I was able to finish the latter part of
the sentence. My embarrassment roused my senses, making me forget
my sleepiness for a moment. I had shown this man an unseemly sight.
How horrid.
The man suddenly removed his sword from my neck and continued
staring at me. “What are you doing?”
I probably looked hideous when I yawned, but he looked at me as if
he’d seen something oddly strange.
I didn’t wish to upset him again, so to avoid it, I spoke politely as if
I was a preschool teacher soothing a whining child. “I haven’t been
able to sleep because of you, so I’m tired. Don’t you have to go back
home as well?”
The man continued staring silently. I wondered if he planned to
ignore my question. Then he said, “I don’t have a home.”
I looked at him with surprise. He had a refined physical appearance
that he could pass off as some foreign prince or as the empire’s
nobility, but I suppose this was a bit of a stretch. Due to the
appearance-based nature of aristocratic society, it was unheard of—
and a mockery in the name of the nobility—to venture out wearing
luxurious clothing. The man in front of me wore a simple white shirt
and black pants. Although he carried a long sword rather than a
claymore, it was unpolished. He looked more like a wandering
swordsman or mercenary than a knight or prince. He also wore a
hooded cloak before. Considering his current and previous attire, he
was…
“Are you a wanderer?” I asked, curious.
He nodded with an unpleasant expression.
I was right. He must be a wandering swordsman or mercenary who
usually frequents inns. Judging by his simple clothes and lack of

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belongings, he’d been kicked out because he was unable to pay. I guess
he came to Father’s mansion because he had nowhere else to go, but
why tonight of all days? Though I wonder why he hadn’t received an
official welcome when he visited Father a few days ago; the servants
didn’t attend to him either, so he probably wasn’t an official guest.
That’s why he didn’t come through the front door but sneaked through
my window instead. I sighed, displeased by Father’s absence at times
like this. But it can’t be helped. Though I wasn’t a kindhearted woman
by nature, I wasn’t so coldhearted as to ignore someone who
desperately needed a roof over their heads, especially when they didn’t
have a home to go back to. After renting many one-bedroom
apartments in the modern, I knew how depressing it was not having a
permanent home I could call.
I looked at him pitifully. “If you don’t have a place to sleep tonight,
you can stay in my room for a while.”
“What?” He stared at me with widened eyes.
His expression made me feel a little proud for some reason. “You
don’t have to thank me. Just pay me back when you become successful
in the future.”
He continued staring, eyes full of confusion. I guess this was
expected. Not many would show this degree of kindness.
“I’m going back to sleep,” I said, content that the situation was
sorted out. “You should sleep too. Okay?” I lied back down, but
suddenly felt a gust of cold air through the open window. “Hey, could
you close the window?”
“Why should I?” he responded arrogantly to my request and looked
down at me with folded arms.
What was Father teaching him? Not manners. When I sat up on my
bed again, I noticed his thin and ragged clothes. Ah, what a
troublesome man, but it can’t be helped. I’ve to be understanding of
the needy. I closed the window and brought a blanket over to him. He
stood still with an arrogant posture.
“It gets cold at night because we're in-between seasons,” I
reminded him.

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He stared at me without accepting the blanket. Seriously? He can’t
do this simple task on his own? It’s as if I’m caring for a pet. I wanted
to retort, but I didn't have the energy to argue. I stood on my tippy
toes and placed the blanket over his shoulders. His red eyes stared at
me as if to ask what I was doing, but I was too tired to explain myself.
“Good night.”
I immediately fell asleep thereafter.

♚♚♚

“She… fell asleep.” Max furrowed his eyebrows and gazed at the
woman in front of him. “What kind of person is she?”
He had met many people in his life, but no one had ever treated
him like this. They either trembled in fear or tried to hide their fear
behind words of flattery. Their fear was the only thing they shared in
common. However, his master’s daughter was neither of those things.
He recalled the first time they met.
“Hey, can you hear me?”
She was relaxed the whole time they spoke and had even fallen
asleep in front of him. Not even his strong master had shown such a
defenseless state towards him. Max had no choice but to marvel at
her.
This is annoying, he thought. He was bothered by her laid-back
attitude and impolite manner of speech. Upon remembering his top
priority, which was to deal with the source of his annoyance, Max
reached towards the woman’s neck with narrowed eyes. But without
realizing it, his hand stopped where her lips were. The tip of his finger
lightly brushed against them, but the woman continued to sleep
soundly.
“She’s so dull.” Max frowned and brushed away a few strands of
hair that clung to the woman’s face. “…And so troublesome that even
I’m beginning to feel tired.” When he became aware of this odd
sensation, Max hardened his expression.

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Tired? Him?
After witnessing numerous deaths on the battlefield, he had never
let his guard down. But Max felt himself becoming drowsy and his
eyelids growing heavy; this unfamiliar sensation was fatigue. He
blinked and tried to keep alert, but exhaustion swallowed him whole.
He can’t fall asleep here. His determination to observe the woman lost
strength, and the young man who resisted eventually admitted defeat.
“…I’ll just rest for a little bit.”
Max blew out the candle and slid under the woman’s bed. The
warm blanket that covered his body made him drowsy. When he
closed his eyes, he felt a comfortable sensation that he hadn’t felt since
his mother passed away.

♚♚♚

A vicious dragon ravaged the empire. It was like a natural disaster


swallowed the empire whole, inflicting harm even when barriers had
been set up and people were being evacuated. I quietly hid at home
when the dragon began attacking our mansion. When it spotted me,
the creature approached with flaring nostrils. Before it was too late,
Father appeared to fight it.
“How dare you aim for my daughter,” he said. “I won’t let you go!”
Although it was a dream, I felt happy when I woke up. Dragons,
huh. It seemed like a lucky dream. For some reason, I had a feeling
that today would be good. That was… until I saw the man sleeping
under my bed. Why’d he have to fall asleep here out of all places? Does
he like my bed? I sighed and observed the man’s face. Now that his
red, warlike eyes were closed, he looked docile. He had bad manners,
but he was beautiful. I suppose I could let this slide.
I suddenly became worried about what would happen if someone
saw him in my room. Perhaps they’d think that the vicious Lady
Floyen kidnapped and imprisoned a handsome man. While it was true
he was more attractive than Mikhail, I wasn’t very fond of this
situation. He should leave before someone misunderstands. The maids

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won’t come inside without permission, but I didn’t want to risk it. I
immediately locked the latch on the door and shook his shoulder,
trying to wake him up.
“Hey… huh?”
The man pushed me so hard that I flopped on the floor. I was lucky
there was a carpet, otherwise, my back would’ve been injured.
He loomed over me, eyes shining brightly. “What are you doing?”

♚♚♚

Max hadn’t felt such warmth and comfort in a long time. He


wanted to sleep like this forever, but when he realized someone
approaching him, goosebumps prickled his skin. After surviving many
battles, his body became extremely sensitive to changes in his
environment. Even before he had fully awakened, Max pushed the
person who briefly touched him. He climbed over the body and
instinctively tried to grab the person’s neck. That’s when he saw a pair
of blue eyes. There was only one woman who had eyes akin to
periwinkle flowers floating on a serene lake.
Oh, I remember what happened now, he thought. When his senses
gradually returned, so did his reason and realized what he’d done; he’d
gone insane. He originally planned to leave after resting for a while,
but he lost control of himself and fell into a deep slumber. He couldn’t
find any traces of the drowsiness that dominated his body, but the
aftermath impacted him greatly.
I can’t believe I let my guard down in front of this woman, he
thought, reprimanding himself, then saw Jubelian staring at him.
She’s was deadpanned. His actions could’ve been fatal, but she didn’t
even look frightened.
“What were you trying to do?” he spat out, attempting to scare her.
Contrary to his expectations, the woman broke out into a smile.
The corner of her eyes creased and her red lips widened to reveal
white, pearly teeth. When her cheeks brightened to complement her
beautiful face, he was reminded of a flower in full bloom. Max tried to

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look away, but an irresistible force kept him from doing so. He forgot
how to think for a moment and stared blankly at her face.

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3
What I’ve Done

I stared at Father’s disciple. Why was he ungrateful? I provided


him a place to slumber, even nudged him awake, yet he’s irrevocably
impolite. How vexing. Why was Father’s disciple so perverse? Though
he does give off a familiar feeling. I reminisced about a similar friend I
once knew in the modern world, then recalled what’d been bothering
me—I’ve to ask him why he’s speaking impolitely again.
“What were you trying to do?” he asked aggressively. I suddenly
forgot what to say and burst out laughing. “Answer me.” He pressed
his lips. “Why are you laughing?”
The man was displeased, but I couldn’t stop myself. The way he
behaved was very similar to the little guy I knew from my past life.
He glared. “Don’t laugh!” he said fiercely.
I was cruel, laughing at him for no reason, but it was challenging
controlling myself after seeing his grim look. He reminded me of the
aggressive black kitty I often saw near my home. The man frowned,
unhappy with my smiling face. “Stop laughing,” he commanded.
It was difficult, especially since we weren’t in a dire situation. Then
I heard Merilyn’s voice outside the door. “Have you awakened, Lady
Floyen?”
I immediately stopped the hurling laughter and frowned. I should
stay calm, I thought. First, I’ve to do something about the man on top
of me.
“Hey, can you move?” I asked.
He frowned at my request but stood up.

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“You have to help me up too,” I said, extending my hand out to
him, but he simply glared and turned around, leaving me no choice
but to stand up myself. I frowned and dusted off my clothes. What was
his problem? He’s quite the character, but it can’t be helped. I
recklessly grabbed his hand.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
He didn’t budge when I tried tugging him away. I was left with no
choice but to trick him. “Come here. I have something to show you,” I
lied.
He frowned but didn’t put up a fight as I dragged him into my
dressing room, which was connected to my bedroom.
“If you don’t want any misunderstandings, stay here and be quiet,”
I said as I opened the closet door.
“Misunderstandings?”
“You know, something like how we spent the night together… but
not like that.”
“Not like that?” he asked with curiosity.
I was surprised that I had to explain this to him, but I did so in a
refined way. “It’s like how animals mate.”
“What?! What kind of…”
I quickly covered his rascal mouth with both hands. God. What
does he have for brains? Why would he raise his voice when Merilyn
could hear? How careless!
When it looked like he calmed down, I removed my hands and said,
“You don’t want someone thinking that, right? Great. Me neither.” His
handsome face twisted at my earnest words. Good. He’s listening. I
smiled. “I’m only asking you to cooperate since you slept in my room.”
The man stared at me, then nodded slowly. I felt somewhat
dispirited now that the rebellious man suddenly became obedient.
“Fine.”
“How nice it is now that you’re listening to me,” I muttered
unconsciously.

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He frowned. “You…” He tried retorting, but I hurriedly closed the
closet door before he could utter a word.
“Is everything okay, Lady Floyen? Why is the door locked?”
Sighing in relief, I rushed towards the bedroom door and unlocked
it. It’d have been problematic had I not locked the doorknob earlier.
Merilyn stared at me with puzzled eyes. “Did something happen?
You've never locked your door before…” she asked, worried.
“Oh, um…” I scrambled for an acceptable excuse. “I was afraid that
someone might break-in.”
“Huh?” Merilyn asked with surprise, then smiled. “My lady, there’s
no man in the world who’d try to break into Duke Floyen’s house! If
there is, they’re deranged and out of their mind. It's well-known that
neither assassins nor thieves dare to come near the mansion.”
I sighed. There was surely no assassin nor thief, but a deranged
man sitting in my closet at this very moment. Oh, Marilyn, if only you
knew, I thought.
I couldn’t tell her about the intruder hiding in my closet, so I
hurriedly added, “We can never be too sure, especially since Father
isn’t here.”
Merilyn’s expression hardened at my words as if she suddenly
realized the danger we were in. She clutched my hands with her own.
“Lady Floyen,” she said somberly, “Master will safely return home.”
“Yes, I know,” I answered, smiling. I was befuddled why she’d
suddenly say all this, but I agreed with her. After all, how would others
return home safely if the strongest swordsman in the empire could
not?
Merilyn continued to look at me with a worried expression. “It’s a
wonderful day, my lady. How about taking a walk?” she asked.
I once again didn’t understand why she’d suggest this out of the
blue. If this were any other day, I’d joyfully agree, but I couldn’t
because of the man hiding in my closet.
I had no choice but to lie.
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complete lie, as I felt a little sick from the cold air last night, and my
body was sore from Father’s disciple pinning me down to the ground
earlier.
“Really? What’s wrong?” Merilyn asked.
“Oh, I’m a bit under the weather today,” I reassured her. I vaguely
explained my symptoms so I’d have an excuse not to go outside, but
Merilyn wasn’t letting it slide.
“Shall I bring Dr. Allen?”
“No, you don’t have to do that,” I said.
She shook her head gravely and said, “Even the smallest things
should not be overlooked. You are the only heir to the Floyen family.”
“It’s not a big deal...”
Merilyn looked dissatisfied. “You must remember that you’re the
only one member who can lead the family during master’s absence, my
lady.”
I inhaled sharply at her burdensome words for I’ve no intention of
leading the family.
Merilyn sighed. “As I thought, I can’t just let this slide. I’ll call Dr.
Allen,” she decided.
A thought suddenly occurred to me. Even if my image was sent into
ruins, I’ve no choice but to use this excuse. “It’s really not a big deal.
It’s actually because… I fell from my bed.”
Merilyn widened her eyes, surprised. “From your bed?”
“Yes, it doesn’t hurt much because I fell on the carpet… but my
back aches a little.” I thought this was a good excuse, considering that
I had indeed fallen on the carpet, although it was because Father’s
disciple pinned me to the ground.
“Oh, then I’ll bring some medicine for muscle pain,” Merilyn said.
I nodded, then wondered what time it was; I was hungry. The clock
indicated that it was a quarter till 11 in the afternoon, which was too
late for breakfast but too early for lunch. If there wasn’t someone
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brunch.
“Merilyn, could you bring some sandwiches as well? More than the
usual please.”
“Of course, my lady. Is there anything else you need?”
“I didn’t sleep much because I was reading late into the night. I’m
feeling a little cranky, so please don’t enter my room without
permission,” I added. It was Father’s disciple who was cranky, but this
request wasn’t strange considering Jubelian’s past personality.
“I will do as directed.”
As soon as Merilyn left, I hurriedly went to the closet. When I had
pushed the man inside, it didn’t occur to me that some of my dresses
were made of fabrics that wrinkle easily. I hope he didn’t move around
too much, I thought as I opened the door. I observed the clothes first,
thankful that they were fine. Then I saw Father’s disciple crouching
uncomfortably.
I was proud of him.
“Can I go out now?” he asked bluntly.
“No, I asked my maid for something, so you’ll have to wait a little
while longer.”
The man’s expression twisted with dissatisfaction. “How tiring,” he
spat.
He was handsome even when he frowned. But that didn’t mean I
had feelings for him. I admire his appearance, but it was left at that. It
had no deeper meaning. It was akin to how an art enthusiast would
admire a work of art. More than anything else, I refuse to involve
myself with those who looked good on the outside but rotten on the
inside.
“What are you looking at?”
It's as if his natural way of speaking meant being disrespectful and
impolite. Because I was a noble lady, this was enough to press charges,
but I’ve long given up on teaching him manners. I’m not angered, not
when he’s a wild animal that hadn’t been tamed. And it was a waste of
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have to exhaust my emotions on immature men. With this in mind, I
asked him something I was curious about. “How long do you plan on
staying here?”
I was doing him a favor, but I couldn’t keep him forever. I’ll decide
how to proceed with this matter based on his answer. But instead of
answering, the man wore a surprised expression, making me expect
the worst. I had hoped that he didn’t plan on staying long. Maybe until
Father returns, but who knows when that’ll be. My thoughts were
becoming complicatedly chaotic until he finally answered.
“I intend to leave… today.” His voice held a little hesitation. His
expression wasn’t the best either, which made me feel apologetic.
Did it sound like I was kicking him out? Out of concern, I asked,
“Do you have a place to go?”
He coldly stared and scoffed. “Does it look like I have no place to
go?”
It was natural for others to be upset over sensitive topics like this.
Well, there was no reason for him to come here in the first place if he
had a place to go, and he wouldn’t have worn simple, bland clothes
either.
“It’s okay to be honest,” I said with a sigh.
He frowned. “What nonsense are you spouting?” The man once
again responded perversely despite my best to speak considerately.
What caused him to have crude behavior? I was absorbed in my
frustrations, but I soon speculated the cause of his unhappiness. If he
was kicked out yesterday, perhaps he had skipped dinner and hadn’t
had anything to eat since then. As the thought plagued my mind, I
empathized with his predicament a bit more. I’ve seen people become
easily irritated when famished and when they had no roof over their
shoulders. I couldn’t help but pity him.
“Let’s have brunch together later,” I said softly.
The man stared at me with a stony expression. “What?”
Someone knocked on the door.
“Our chef is pretty skilled, so you can expect delicious food,” I said

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as I closed the closet doors again.

♚♚♚

Eat together? As he quietly sat in the closet, Max replayed the


woman’s words in his head with a strange expression. Wait, why was
he listening to her? Plagued by doubts, he grew incensed and became
engulfed by anger upon coming to his senses. I should break the doors
open and leave, he thought. But at that moment, he heard someone
approaching. Judging by the rhythm of the person's feet, it was the
maid who previously visited. Frankly, Max was irritated; he felt the
urge to smash the closet doors and ruin the woman’s plans to keep
him out of sight. But upon remembering her expression when she
offered to eat together, he was pacified. He supposed he could wait a
little while longer.
It was the first time Max patiently waited for someone else.
“I brought some medicine and sandwiches, Lady Floyen.”
“Thank you, Merilyn. Just a second.”
“Yes, my lady.”
“Could you come over here and apply the medicine to my back and
neck?”
Max had expected to get out of this stuffy closet soon, but the
woman was taking her sweet time. As his patience quickly ran out, he
gritted his teeth in anger. She said it’d only take a second. What in the
world was she doing? He clenched his fists, ready to break open the
closet doors when he remembered what the woman said once again.
“Let’s have brunch together later.” Strangely enough, he wasn’t able to
succumb to his impulses when her laughing face came to mind. What’s
happening? Now that he thought about it, strange things were
happening to him. He hadn’t thought about leaving until the woman
asked and he felt his heart tingle when she offered to eat together.
Now, he found himself unable to defy her wishes. He furrowed his
eyebrows and wondered why he was like this. His thoughts were
suddenly interrupted by a scream that came from the very woman

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who’d been bothering him this entire time.
“Ah!”
Although he couldn’t see her, he became alert. Was there an
ambush? What happened? All sorts of scenarios crossed his mind.
Only two people should’ve been in the room, but there was a
possibility that an adept assassin was hiding in the shadows. She also
fell asleep without locking her windows, he thought, clicking his
tongue. From his point of view, Jubelian was defenseless. It wouldn’t
be strange if she was attacked right this very moment. As the thought
itched his mind, he had the urge to see what was happening outside.
He reached out to push open the closet doors, then stopped.
“Why do I care?” he muttered. He frowned at himself for a moment
but backtracked when he heard another groan from outside “…Right.
I’m only helping her because I can use her in the future. That’s all.”
Max rationalized his incomprehensible behavior and reached out
again. He stiffened when he heard the woman’s voice for the third
time.
“It’s a little further down there, Merilyn.”
“Right here, Lady Floyen?”
“Yes.”
“What on earth was I doing? I can’t believe I’m being swayed by a
woman like that…” After listening to their conversation, Max finally
figured out the situation and scrunched his face. He felt an
overwhelming sense of shame, then heard the maid's voice through
the thin doors.
“I think it’s better to get some pain medicine from Dr. Allen, my
lady.”
“It’s okay. It’ll get better now that you put on some medicine.”
Max frowned. She was good at putting on an act, even though she
wasn’t injured.
“It’s only natural for your back to feel sore. There are some bruises
under your shoulder blades.”
His expression hardened. Bruises? What sort of bruises? Max sank

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deep into his thoughts.
“Oh, I thought it’d be okay because I fell on the carpet… I didn’t
know I’d get bruises.”
It was then that Max remembered shoving her to the ground this
morning. Damn it. It was only natural for the weak to perish first, so
he usually didn’t care if others were hurt. But the moment he learned
the woman was injured because of him, he felt sick to the stomach.
“Anyway, I feel much better now. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Could you bring dinner to my room later as well?”
“Yes, my lady. Please rest.”
When the maid left the room, Max continued to stay in the closet
and eagerly stared at the door. A few minutes later, he sensed the
woman’s light and careful gait getting closer.
She’s here.
The closet door opened, and she came into view.
“You can come out now,” the entrancing woman said. Her
surroundings were bright; it looked like she was enveloped in a halo.
“Ah…” Max opened his mouth unconsciously, then closed it. He
tried asking the woman if she was okay but found himself unable to do
so.
She laughed brightly like a flower. “We’ll eat now as promised.”
If Max was being rational, he would’ve refused her offer. He usually
wasn’t hungry and didn’t accept food from strangers. Even so, he was
strangely hungry now.
“Come this way,” she said.
Max felt his heart tingle when Jubelian made hand gestures to
usher him forward. This was only because he’s hungry. He once again
rationalized his confusing behavior. He followed Jubelian to the small
table in her room where he could see sandwiches arranged in a way
that would be easy to eat. He frowned when he took a closer look.
Was that…?

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Max wanted to get angry because the sandwich contained an
ingredient he hated, but he found himself unable to do so when he saw
Jubelian’s face.
“Here you go,” she offered.
Max didn’t refuse when she handed him a sandwich.
“Try it,” she said. “Our chef is very skilled.” At her request, he took
a bite and tasted the very thing that made him harden his expression.
It's indeed what I thought it was, he thought. The sandwich was full
of cucumbers, which he loathed. It was truly abysmal.
“How is it?” Jubelian asked.
Truthfully, Max didn’t know what it tasted like because he
swallowed the sandwich whole. Even so, he continued forcing more
into his mouth. Why was he doing this? Max mulled over his behavior
when the woman spoke with a smile.
“Do you not like it?”
He hated it. But instead of answering truthfully, he slowly shook
his head and met the woman’s smiling face. Strangely, his heart
tingled again.
“I was worried because I have strange preferences for food, but I’m
glad you like it as well,” she said as she bit into a sandwich.
Max looked at Jubelian, then at the cucumber sandwich he
wouldn’t usually spare a glance at. Was it that good? He took another
bite of the sandwich and savored it this time. The blandness of
cucumber combined with its peculiar smell reignited his dislike for the
vegetable. But as he continued eating, he slowly got used to the taste.
Maybe it wasn’t as bad as he thought.

♚♚♚

I became lethargic after eating brunch with Father’s disciple, but I


didn’t want to take a nap when he was around, and it wasn’t like I’ll
pass out from sleepiness. I decided to read a book to stay focused, but

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my eyes kept fluttering shut. My vision gradually blurred, but I
managed to stay awake for a little longer.
“Hey,” Father’s disciple suddenly said.
I flinched at his voice and unconsciously yawned, unable to control
myself. Out of embarrassment, I covered my mouth with both hands
and barely kept another yawn in check. Unfortunately, I couldn’t
prevent the tears from forming at the corner of my eyes. At least I
didn’t show my mouth this time. I squeezed my eyes shut at this
thought. The tears I held back ran down my face. God. Why does this
habit exist? I loathe it so. I tried wiping the tears with my sleeves but
stopped when I saw Father’s disciple looming over me.
When did he get so close?
I stared back at him when something soft touched my eyes.
“Why are you crying?” he asked.
I widened my eyes when I saw that his sleeves became wet with
tears. His shirt was surprisingly soft to the touch, perhaps softer than
my handkerchief, which was made out of the finest cotton in the
empire. This was the highest-grade fabric I’ve ever touched. Wasn’t he
kicked out because had not any money in his pocket? I became filled
with doubt, wondering if I guessed incorrectly about his identity when
a thought occurred to me. Then again, one didn’t need to be wealthy to
wear high-quality materials. Some people purchase expensive clothing
to feel better about themselves, regardless of their financial
background. Father’s disciple was like that.
“I asked why you were crying,” he frowned, repeating himself.
“Oh… it's nothing. You don’t have to worry about it.”
“Tell me now.”
Truthfully, it was humiliating. I didn’t want to tell him it was from
my yawns.
“Just because… by the way, you’re fast. I was startled when you
suddenly appeared in front of me,” I replied abruptly, quickly
changing the topic.
I was truly surprised. He appeared in front of my eyes in a flash.

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He laughed. “Surprised? How pitiful.”
Why am I surprised? Arrogance was this man’s default personality,
seeing as he was mocking me.
“You must be a skilled swordsman like the Imperial Palace
knights,” I said with a hint of sarcasm.
“I’m much stronger than them,” he replied, frowning.
His personality showed that he was Father’s disciple, but even
though Father was cold and inconsiderate, he was not arrogant. Why
was he like this? I silently lamented the man’s personality when I saw
him staring at me again.
“So why did you cry?”
His persistence was vexing. I felt the urge to tell him the truth and
get it over with. But before I was able to, I heard a knock on the door.
“It’s Derrick, Lady Floyen.”
I sighed with relief.
If it were a maid, I’d have dismissed her, but I couldn’t do that to
Derrick. He wouldn’t have come to seek my presence without reason, I
thought as I stood up. In this mansion, male servants only attended to
Father while female servants attended to me. Since Derrick personally
came to my room, something must’ve happened.
“If you don’t mind, could you go in there again?” I asked, pointing
to the closet.
Although he wore an unpleasant expression, he obediently
complied with my request. At least he listens obediently now. When
the man successfully hid inside the closet, I approached the bedroom
door and opened it.
“Derrick, did you need something?” I asked.
“A messenger arrived from the Marquis Crocus family. He wants to
convey a message from Ronald, the eldest son of Marquis Crocus, to
you, Lady Floyen.”
The House of Crocus was of imminent prestige, so it was probably
an important matter. This situation called for me to go downstairs to

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meet the messenger himself, but I didn’t want to leave Father’s
disciple alone in my room. What if one of the maids sees him while I
was downstairs? I couldn’t let that happen. I deliberately coughed and
replied, “Unfortunately, I’m not feeling well, so it’ll be difficult for me
to go downstairs. Derrick, could you receive the message in my
stead?”
Derrick looked at me with a worried gaze and said, “Of course, my
lady. Please rest.”
When he left, I glanced at my closet and sighed in relief, hoping he
wouldn't ask about my tears.

♚♚♚

Max tried not to think about it, but the image of the woman’s big
eyes filling up with tears plagued his mind. Why did she
cry? Unbeknownst to Jubelian, he was still worrying about the matter
in her closet. What was so upsetting that she covered her mouth with
both hands? He suddenly remembered something he had heard from
his close entourage a while ago.
“I heard that Lady Floyen liked Sir Mikhail. People say that she
chased him around without caring about her reputation… in some
ways, it's fortunate that they separated.”
“Is it because she can’t forget about him?” Max clenched his fists.

♚♚♚

“This is Derrick again, Lady Floyen.”


When I opened the door, I saw him smiling. “Should I be expecting
good news?”
He straightened his expression and said, “My lady, the esteemed
son of Marquis Crocus sent a message about wanting to be your
partner for Count Arlo’s banquet.”
I widened my eyes. Does an esteemed man desire to be my partner?

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Marquis Crocus’ son was considered to be the most suitable successor
of the foreign ministry. It felt surreal that such a man of esteemed
status asked to be my partner.
“What is your response, my lady?”
I pondered over this, but it was difficult to come up with a decision
on the spot. At that moment, a strange sound came from my dressing
room. Oh, God. I trembled slightly and felt the blood rush away from
my face.
Derrick looked at me austerely. “Did you hear something from the
dressing room?”
“No, I didn’t," I responded calmly. "What do you mean?”
Derrick gave a wary look. “I heard something… maybe it’s a rat?”
“Haha… that’s impossible,” I replied smoothly, waving my hand.
“I’m still not feeling well, so could I rest for now? As for the reply… let
the messenger know that I’ll send one by letter soon.”
“Of course, Lady Floyen. Please rest well.” Derrick slightly bowed
his head and left without another word as if he didn’t want to irritate
me.
I sighed in relief. I thought my heart would jump out of my chest. I
went back to the closet and opened its doors to find Father’s disciple
sitting with a blank expression.
“Excuse me. Did you just make that noise?”
He stared at me and asked, “Are you going to accept his
invitation?”
Why was he curious about that? Not only was it a strange thing to
ask, but it wasn’t something I could answer right away.
“I’m thinking about it,” I said.
The esteemed son of Marquis Crocus was more than qualified to be
my partner. His appearance was stupendous and comparable to that of
Mikhail’s. He was also well-liked due to his exceptional social
skills. The problem was that I don’t know why a man of his status
would want to be my partner. I sighed and saw Father’s disciple
scrunch his face.

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“You should think about it carefully. Appearances aren’t
everything,” he advised.
I gave him a dumbfounded look. This man had a difficult
personality and meager social skills; his only asset was his remarkable
appearance. I wasn’t quite sure I heard him well. Maybe I was but
chose to ignore it. I stared at him in shock when he turned towards
me.
“What are you looking at?”
“You didn’t answer my question. Did you make that noise when
Derrick was here?” I frowned.
He parted his lips then replied stiffly, “That’s none of your
business.”
“Do you know that we almost got caught?”
“But we didn’t. That’s all that matters.”
I shook my head at his shamelessness. “It doesn’t work like that. If
you were caught, it would’ve caused a commotion and alerted the
messenger downstairs. I could’ve been caught up in a scandal with
you.”
In aristocratic society, a scandal with someone of a different status
meant immediate ostracization. I didn’t care about what others
thought of me, but I was still living in Father’s house. He’d hate me
even if I did something wrong. In the worst-case scenario that I was
kicked out, I’d have to face numerous dangers alone in this
treacherous world. I didn’t want that. I’d like to latch on to Father’s
riches for as long as possible.
“I’m taking a big risk by letting you stay here. I’d appreciate it if you
were a bit more considerate of my situation.”
He turned around to look at me again. His crimson red eyes
seemed to pierce through me, but I managed to meet his gaze without
backing down. He finally avoided my eyes thereafter.
“Okay,” he said quietly.
I was relieved to see that he at least had some conscience. “You can
come out now,” I said as I reached out to him.

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He took my hand and stood up, staring at me with a determined
gaze. “If such a thing were to happen… I’ll take responsibility,” he
said.
What? Why was he taking the matter to heart? I couldn’t find it in
myself to do the same and found his sincerity amusing that I smiled
towards the end.
“Alright, but I doubt anything will happen.”
“You don’t know that,” he said as he pulled my hand slightly.
I looked into his bright red eyes. Oddly enough, it seemed that he
was hoping that something would happen. I need to hand this guy over
to Father as soon as possible. When will he be home? I rarely
wondered when Father would return home, but I couldn’t help it after
spending so much time with the man in front of me.

♚♚♚

Rumors about Duke Floyen working as an escort for the emperor


had begun spreading in secret. It was only a matter of time before it
reached the prime minister’s ears, rousing the people’s resentment
and resulting in the same thing that occurred in the past.
During the war with the Tezeria Kingdom 20 years ago, the young
emperor abandoned the imperial palace and fled from the capital. His
people whom he deserted became distressed by their leader’s
cowardice and pessimism. In his absence, a young knight took the lead
in defending the capital. He was Regis Floyen, a member of the
Imperial Knights next in line to inherit the dukedom. Although many
people advised him to give up and run away, Regis annihilated the
enemies who invaded the capital.
As the successor of a prestigious family that produced great knights
every generation, he became known as a war hero who led the empire
to great victory. But where there is light, there is darkness. The
emperor, who deserted the capital, became known as a coward and
traitor. Many criticized him and urged for his disposal, but Regis
turned the tables by expressing his support for the emperor. In present

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times, it was not an exaggeration to say that his rapport was barely
maintained by his eldest son, the crown prince, who fought for the
empire at the borders.
“I need to see His Majesty.”
After realizing the crisis the empire was in, the prime minister
entered the palace and asked for an audience with the emperor.

♚♚♚

“Do you plan on keeping him in the palace for much longer, Your
Majesty?” the prime minister asked.
The emperor raised an eyebrow. “Isn’t it obvious? There’s no one
more skilled than him for the job.” His fierce voice revealed an
underlying resentment towards Duke Floyen.
The prime minister sighed. “Of course, Your Majesty. The duke’s
presence will frighten these scoundrels in advance and put their efforts
to waste, but…”
You’re belittling his reputation as the empire’s hero, he thought to
himself.
“If you continue to keep him in the palace, the people’s resentment
will only increase. I believe it’s more important to devise a plan to
identify the mastermind behind the assassinations rather than order
the duke to stay.”
The emperor glared at the prime minister, displeased by his
unwelcome advice. “I will make the right decision. You don’t have to
be so concerned,” he said stubbornly.
“But…” The prime minister tried to make his point, but the
emperor cut him off.
“You can leave, Duke Elios.”
The prime minister sighed. “Duke Floyen has a great reputation
because of his previous achievements, but his current prestige is even
greater. If you want to keep him in check, you must bring His
Highness the Crown Prince back to the capital. Please use good

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judgment.” With these parting words, he bowed and left.
“How dare he advise me without knowing anything…” The
emperor's face twisted as he stared at the ring on his middle finger. It
was the eye of Kirke, a symbol of imperial sovereignty created by an
archmage who became the very first emperor. A smile slowly appeared
on his face. “As long as I have this, he cannot disobey me.”

♚♚♚

Somewhere near the Central Palace, Regis sat on a tree branch with
his eyes closed. He didn’t budge even when a weary little bird perched
on his shoulder. It jumped up and down a few times before settling
comfortably on his shoulder and falling asleep. The atmosphere was so
peaceful that it seemed like Regis was taking a break rather than
guarding the palace.
“There’s someone close by.”
He opened his eyes as the wind rustled his hair and observed the
person approaching the Central Palace. When he saw who it was, he
relaxed and let out a yawn. It was Roy.
“Go,” Regis ordered the bird on his shoulder. When it woke up, the
bird chirped and clung to him in resistance. “My daughter dislikes
small animals,” he said firmly. It gazed at Regis with rueful eyes before
spreading its wings and flying away.
When the duke jumped down the tree, Roy reeled back with
amazement. “S-so you were here.”
“What is it?”
“Oh, I received some news from the mansion—”
“Go on.”
Roy sighed when his boss impatiently cut him off before he even
finished speaking. “Yes. It’s about Lady Floyen—”
“What? Did something happen to Jubelian?” Although his boss was
far from talkative, he cut Roy off again.

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“No, it seems like she is… anxious because of Your Grace's
absence…”
Regis’ blue eyes glinted when he heard the news. Jubell was
looking for him and missing his absence? The corner of his lips raised
slightly.
Was His Grace smiling…? Roy was surprised for a moment, but he
continued reporting the news from the mansion. “Lady Floyen is also
feeling unwell. It seems like she’s anxious because she hasn’t left her
room since you left the mansion.”
The duke's smile disappeared from his face. “I see. It’s time for us
to drop this act.” He gazed at the window that led to the emperor’s
office.

♚♚♚

I glanced at the three-seat couch that had become the bed of


Father’s disciple. I don’t think he’s aware that the couch he is lying
comfortably on was originally my resting place. He’s made himself at
home, I noted. Four days had passed since I let him stay. Thankfully,
my large room boasted a connected bathroom, so it wasn’t an
inconvenient accommodation. I just had to be careful when the maids
occasionally came to clean the room or check my well-being. Even so,
secretly cohabiting wasn’t smooth sailing. I’ve no choice but to
complain inwardly. His presence not only greatly diminished my
personal space, but also made it difficult to differentiate our
boundaries.
“What is it?” the man questioned with an expectant gaze. He
noticed that I’d been quietly sighing to myself, so he was probing for
the cause of my dissatisfaction.
“Oh, just… you look comfortable. That’s all,” I mumbled.
He furrowed his eyebrows and closed his eyes. “Not really.”
I became disheartened by his words; a lazy reply. I turned my head
towards the window where I could see the sunset. I wonder when
Father will be back.

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I was lost in thought when Father’s disciple suddenly asked, “Why
do you keep staring at me?”
“Oh, I was just thinking… it seems like you have a good relationship
with Father.”
There was a moment of silence before he finally said, “It’s not on
the bad side.”
Of course, it isn’t. I chuckled emptily. In front of his disciple,
Father’s facial expressions and manner of speech were so strange that
he seemed like a different person. Now that I think about it, I have to
give back his pendant with the cufflinks I bought, but I didn’t want to
do it in person. I was afraid he wouldn't like the gift because I was
unfamiliar with his preferences. I didn’t want him to throw them away,
or else I would be the one offended.
Speaking of which, this man might know more about Father’s
tastes.
“Hey,” I called out.
When his red eyes turned to me, I reconsidered my actions. There’s
no way someone with a terrible personality like him would answer me
honestly.
As I contemplated whether I should ask him or not, he said, “Say
what you have to say. I hate it when people stall.” His tone was blunt,
but it seemed like he was willing to help me.
“What do you think about giving a set of cufflinks as a gift?” I
finally asked.
He frowned. “A gift?” His eyes became hostile, making me flinch.
Why is he looking at me like that? Does he not like the idea of
cufflinks?

♚♚♚

Cufflinks were usually gifted to a woman’s lover. Max immediately


thought of Mikhail when Jubelian asked him about cufflinks. “Who are
you giving it to?”

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“Who else would I give it to? You should know who,” Jubelian
replied quietly.
“You’re going to give cufflinks to someone like that?”
Max felt his mood worsen. Was this stupid woman thinking about
clinging to him again? He had learned to never show his true
emotions, lest it could be used against him, but his expression
unknowingly became fierce.
The woman’s eyes turned cold. “Hey, that’s a little too harsh,” she
replied sharply.
It was unlike her.
Max rarely gave advice because he wasn’t interested in other
people’s lives, but it was frustrating to see the woman defending
Mikhail without thinking for herself. He felt a rush of anger and his
stomach roiled. He was trying his best to be considerate, so why was
she taking his side? His knuckles turned white from clenching his
fists.
“How can you cling to someone who is so indifferent to you… do
you have no pride?” he asked coldly.
Try refuting that, he thought snarkily. Max had never regretted
insulting someone before, but the moment he saw the woman’s face
turn pale, he couldn’t explain the aching in his heart. What on earth?
His face twisted as he tried to cope with the strange pain. Although he
was angry, he couldn’t take his eyes off of her. The unfamiliar
sensation finally subsided when she mentioned someone unexpected.
“I’m not clinging to him. I just want to get along with Father.” As
soon as Jubelian said this, Max’s fierce, red eyes wavered.
“You’re planning to give them to your father, Duke Floyen?” he
asked for confirmation.
Jubelian frowned. “Who else would I give them to?”
His mood suddenly improved. It seems like she doesn’t know how
much he cares about her, he thought. She easily misunderstood his
sharp words, which showed that they didn’t get along well. Is this what
he wanted? He silently ridiculed his foolish master, who had made

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countless sacrifices for his daughter but chose to keep this matter from
her. Finding the situation both comical and pathetic, he chuckled.
“Hey, stop laughing and say something...” Jubelian sulked.
If I don’t listen to her… will she get upset again? Max thought. He
usually wouldn’t think this far, but he couldn’t stop thinking about her
shocked face, which had turned pale from his biting words. He sighed
and unconsciously hardened his expression.

♚♚♚

I had felt somewhat dispirited until I learned that we weren’t


talking about the same person. Who was he thinking about, if not
Father?
At that moment, the man suddenly laughed. Although his
handsome face was pleasing to the eye, it didn’t make me feel any
better.
“Hey, say something,” I responded brusquely, displeased by his
rudeness.
At my words, he stopped laughing and looked at me. His gaze was
somber that I became nervous.
“The gift is a set of cufflinks?” he finally asked.
“Yes, here they are.”
When I showed him the cufflinks, he frowned slightly. “They’re not
a very useful gift for a swordsman.”
I frowned. Although I’m not a swordsman, I thought it was a good
enough gift. Was he trying to pick a fight?
“You must be very good at picking gifts,” I said sarcastically.
A smile appeared on his face. He’s indeed handsome, but that was
all had. My eyes lingered on him for a moment longer, captivated by
the rare change in the direction of his lips.
“I did give a present to my father a while ago.” His smile was now
faint on his stony face. “He looked bored these days, but it seems like

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he’s more energetic thanks to my gift.”
Upon seeing his content expression, I guessed that he was a filial
son. But what kind of gift would help his father become more
energetic?
“So, what did you give him?” I asked with sudden curiosity.
“That’s none of your business,” he said sternly.
Of course, he wouldn’t tell me. Although I hadn’t expected an
answer in the first place, I frowned at his disgusting personality.
“The duke will like anything from you,” he said.
That was only possible if Father was possessed by someone warm
and friendly. I was a little offended by his disingenuous answer. He
doesn’t know Father well as I previously thought, even though he’s his
disciple. I sighed. But these cufflinks were expensive. I should gift
them to Father since I’ve to return the pendant anyway. If I didn’t
leave a note, he wouldn’t know they were from me. Since he’s a
workaholic, he’ll probably stop by his office first, right? With this in
mind, I decided to write a letter that would explain where the pendant
and cufflinks came from before leaving everything in his office.

♚♚♚

Four days passed since the emperor called Duke Floyen to the
Imperial Palace.
“Why are you taking so long, Duke Floyen?”
Although more reinforcements were brought in, including the
duke, who was guarding the Imperial Palace, the emperor couldn’t be
sure he was completely safe.
“I cannot be careless” he reminded himself. If the duke betrayed
him, the assassins would be able to easily attack him. He gritted his
teeth. “If you betray me, everything you care about will crumble to
dust, Regis.”
At that moment, the grand chamberlain entered the emperor’s
office. “Duke Floyen has asked for a private meeting, Your Majesty.

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The emperor observed his ring with a smirk. I’m very curious to
know who the mastermind is, he thought.
“Tell the duke that I will see him in the evening,” he ordered
sternly.
Although he didn’t have anything important going on right now,
the emperor had a reason for stalling the meeting: the duke made him
anxious by taking this long to complete the task.
At that moment, the grand chamberlain spoke carefully again.
“There is another piece of news, Your Majesty.”
“What is it?” the emperor asked contently.
The grand chamberlain swallowed his words nervously. “Several
officials have signed a petition calling for the return of His Highness
the Crown Prince.”
The emperor’s eyes became fierce. “Bring it here.”
The grand chamberlain delivered the petition to the emperor on a
golden tray. When he read it, his expression contorted with anger.
“These men should be torn to pieces! How dare they…!” He
crumpled the petition and threw it to the floor. “To find a companion
for the crown prince and educate him to become the next emperor?
They’ve gone mad!” A twisted smile suddenly appeared on the
emperor’s face. “They dared to sign a petition like this when I’m still in
good shape. They must think too lightly of the throne.”
The grand chamberlain swallowed nervously; the emperor’s
obsession with the throne was close to madness. He did his best not to
provoke the emperor any further, afraid that his anger might fall on
him as well.
“Bring those impudent men in front of me right now,” the emperor
ordered coldly.
“Y-yes, Your Majesty,” the grand chamberlain replied complacently
to avoid irritating him any further.

♚♚♚

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I grabbed my quill pen to begin writing the letter, then froze. What
do people normally talk about with their Father? In my previous life, I
was raised by a single mother. In my present life, I had an awkward
relationship with Father. I don’t think Merilyn could help me with this
either.
I was deep in thought when I noticed Father’s disciple staring at me
with curiosity.
“What?” I asked.
“What are you doing?” he replied with anticipation.
“Oh, I’m writing a letter.”
“To whom?”
“To Father.”
His gaze softened slightly at my answer. “I don’t think that’s
necessary.”
I wanted to counter him, but it occurred to me that he was Father’s
disciple. He probably knew more about him. I set down my quill pen
and looked at the man.
“Hey.” Although I wasn’t sure if he was going to ignore me again,
he responded quickly, as if he was in a good mood.
“Yes?”
“What do you usually talk about with Father?”
“You mean my master?”
“Yeah.”
He stroked his chin with an upright posture for a while, then
leaned back on the couch. “I’m not sure. We don’t talk much.”
I was disappointed by his abrupt answer. Both of them aren’t
talkative, so that’s to be expected. After deciding that it was futile to
rely on others for this matter, I began to write the letter by myself. In
my previous life, I volunteered for public institutions and had a lot of
experience writing for official matters, as well as writing with pen pals.
It should be fine.
My letter was completed not long after. I read through it and didn’t

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find any mistakes.
Since I worked hard, I should reward myself with a scrumptious
meal thereafter.
As I silently praised myself, I heard Father’s disciple speak behind
me. “Are you going to give that to him?” he asked with surprise.
“Yes,” I replied earnestly, then took another look at my letter.

Dear Father,
How have you been? To think that I’m all grown up with my 19th
birthday around the corner… time flies by, doesn’t it? During the
hectic years that have passed by, it's common to forget important
things.
Did you not lose your pendant a while ago? I just want to let you
know that I had it. I should’ve given it back to you earlier, but this
was delayed due to unavoidable circumstances. I hope you
understand. These cufflinks are a gift for being patient with me.
I apologize again for not returning your pendant earlier due to
personal reasons.
Sincerely,
Jubelian Eloy Floyen.

I think this was good. I admitted my faults and asked for


forgiveness. The letter was clear to the point; I was certain Father was
going to let this incident slide.
“His reaction would be an interesting sight to see.” Father’s disciple
smirked, but I assumed he was just envious that I was able to write an
acceptable letter without his help.
“I’m going to go to his office and come back. You know what to do if
someone tries to enter the room, right?”
“Whatever.” Despite his response, he nodded at my request. After
his initial hostility, it was a little odd to see him show some
consideration for me.

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♚♚♚

Duke Regis Floyen visited the emperor’s office even later than the
scheduled time and bowed at his superior.
“Your Majesty.”
“You came later than I expected,” the emperor scolded Regis, who
wore an indifferent expression.
“Yes.”
What a shameless person. The emperor became irritated by Regis’
stoic confidence, which never wavered even in unfavorable
circumstances. He struggled to maintain his composure before
speaking. “So, did you figure out the vile rat who is behind all this?”
Regis smiled instead of revealing the truth. Max had also called my
daughter a rat… I guess this is retribution, he thought. He had known
for a while that the assassinations were the work of his one and only
disciple, who was skilled at both swordsmanship and manipulation.
Max despised the emperor and hoped that he would clash with his
master, but there was just one slight error: he miscalculated Regis’
patience.
“I could not find who was behind the assassinations.”
The emperor frowned. “Are you sure? If you didn’t accomplish my
order, then why…”
As he angrily went on, Regis recalled his disciple’s words: “Are you
possibly afraid of a weak guy like him?”
No, I’m only letting the emperor live because it’s not the right time
yet, the duke thought. When that time came, his prey wouldn’t be able
to run away no matter how he tried. Soon, he promised himself. He
looked at the emperor with calm, blue eyes that didn’t betray a hint of
anger.
“Don’t you know why, Your Majesty?” Regis asked.
The emperor found it difficult to breathe under Regis burdensome
gaze. Was he attempting to start a rebellion? Overwhelmed by fear, he

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wasn’t able to respond.
It was Regis who finally broke the silence. “As long as I stay at the
Imperial Palace, they won’t attack you.”
There was no sign of reproach in his calm voice, but the emperor,
who suffered from the weight of his monstrous energy, felt as if he had
heard a thousand criticisms from him. He clenched his fists with
resentment.
The emperor glared at the duke and raised his voice. “How can you
guarantee that when I was already attacked?”
Little did he know the duke could guarantee it because he was
certain that his disciple, the mastermind behind the assassinations,
wasn’t going to act rashly from now on. As long as he stays calm, Max
was aware that there was no revolution even if he pushed the emperor
towards the extreme.
“Tell me now!” the emperor shouted.
Even now, he was causing a ruckus, oblivious to the machinations
that brewed below the surface. He was a rather easy man to
manipulate by nature.
In response, Regis let out a small sigh. “Your Majesty has become
increasingly guarded, so the mastermind probably realized that
sending out more assassins would be futile.”
Although Regis spoke kindly, the emperor regarded his words as an
implication that he was frightened of the assassinations. He fumed
with resentment.
“There’s no need to act rashly in this situation, seeing as it has
already attracted a lot of attention from people.”
Every word he said was right, but the emperor refused to admit it.
Doing so meant admitting defeat. That vile rogue. He’s running his
mouth to cover up his incompetence, he cursed inwardly. The emperor
was filled with indignation, but he calmed down by stroking the ring
on his finger. No, as long as I have this… he cannot disobey me, he
thought. Even so, he couldn’t help but feel nervous. The duke didn’t
seem concerned about this weakness anymore; in fact, he hadn’t in a
long time.

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“Since I can’t be sure, I should find something else that could
oppose him…” he muttered to himself.
At that moment, the prime minister’s advice came to mind. “If you
want to keep him in check, you must bring His Highness the Crown
Prince back to the capital.”
The emperor had finally found a use for his son, who he always
thought of as a terrible existence that threatened his place on the
throne. It’s a good idea to keep this atrocious son of his in check,
thinking that he’ll soon sit on the throne. No one would suspect a
thing.
“I realize my personal affair has bothered you, duke,” the emperor
said in a relatively mild tone.
His subjects would usually refuse to admit such a bold claim, but
the duke didn’t respond. It was like a silent affirmation. The emperor
clenched his fists, barely controlling his urge to throw something at
him.
“Seeing as the mastermind might still be observing the situation,
shouldn’t you guard the palace for at least a week, Duke Floyen?
Please work hard for three more days.”
At this last-notice command, Regis bowed at the emperor. “Yes, I
will do my best to serve you, Your Majesty.”
As soon as Regis left the office, he heard the sound of something
breaking. Despite the commotion, he wore a slightly pleasant
expression on his handsome face. He was growing tired of his
predictability. Regis tilted back his head to stare at the sky with weary
eyes. When he saw the moon glowing in the dark sky, a hint of warmth
colored his frozen expression.
“I wonder if my child is doing well.”
If he stayed in the palace for a little longer, the people would blame
the emperor for mistreating him. The duke also wanted to go back
home to see his daughter.
“Jubell.”
It had only been four days since he left the mansion, but Regis

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couldn’t wait to go back home and see how she was doing.

♚♚♚

It’s quiet. The office without Father was far emptier than I thought
it would be. I didn’t know his absence would make it seem so deserted.
Even so, I was relieved that Father wasn’t here. I would be too
mortified to give the letter to him in person.
He’ll read it if I put it over there, right? I walked towards his desk.
When I saw an open ink bottle, I secured the lid so it wouldn’t dry up.
As I wondered where I should put the letter, I glanced over a stray
piece of paper without much thought. A prospective marriage partner
list? I wondered if I had seen it correctly, so I carefully read it from the
top to be sure. The list contained the names of noblemen around my
age. Why did he make this list without confiding in me? I suddenly
remembered the conversation I had with him after I broke up with
Mikhail. “What is your ideal type?”
He’s trying to find a man with all the conditions I mentioned? I
looked at the list with trembling eyes. Among the many names, some
were underlined. Was he setting me up on extravagant blind dates
with these distinguished men? One of the underlined names was the
son of a foreign royal family. Another one was Lord Frederich, the only
son of Duke Elios, the prime minister. Although his family was
wealthier than Mikhail’s, he was the supporting character of another
supporting character who never appeared in the original novel. For a
brief moment, I thought it might be a good idea to marry one of these
men and live happily ever after. Doing so would allow me to live
comfortably, as well as escape my predestined death. Lord Frederich
had the qualifications and good looks. He’s probably the best choice
that I could ask for. Even so, I had no intention of changing my mind
about marriage. The moment I did so, I’d have to live as that man’s
wife and not as myself, Jubelian.
It was reassuring that both of these underlined names are from
families that are just as wealthy as ours because I had asked Father for
someone whose wealth exceeded ours. I could only think of one family

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that was qualified in this aspect. But there’s no reason for us to get
involved with them.
I continued skimming through the list with a smile on my face until
I stumbled upon a circled name. Huh? Why did Father mark this?
When I looked closer with curiosity, I ended up dropping the paper I
was holding.
Maximillian Casein Assiette.
I was shocked. This man was the heir of the only family that was
wealthier than the Floyen House, and the person who was going to kill
me in the future. Why was the crown prince’s name here? I
remembered a part of the novel that encapsulated the crown prince as
a psychopath who neither sheds blood nor tears. Although this
sounded harsh, it probably didn’t do him justice.
“I heard that he doesn’t hesitate to kill people…” many would say.
There were quite a few anecdotes about the crown prince’s cruelty.
One of them was about the time he sent an assassin’s severed head to
his sister, Beatrice, as a gift for her coming-of-age ceremony. That one
incident was enough to prove his deranged mind, but his atrocities
didn’t end there. At the beginning of the novel, he sent assassins to kill
the emperor. He wasn’t just a psychopath, but a wicked man who
seemed to have split personalities; a purely tyrannical character in the
novel who shed neither blood nor tears.
If his name is circled, that probably means that he would be my
partner… I became dizzy by this thought and barely supported myself
when I stumbled. No matter how much I think about it, isn’t this too
cruel? Even other nobles would try to avoid marrying their daughter
off to the crown prince. Although the crown princess position was
usually sought after, there was another reason why it was left vacant.
At the beginning of the novel, bizarre rumors about the burn scar on
his face circulated, which explained why the crown prince always wore
a helmet. What’s more… there was another rumor that didn’t concern
his appearance. It was that he was a sadist who was violent in bed.
These rumors caused many noblewomen to hasten their marriages
with other men to avoid getting engaged with the crown prince. So did
their mothers and fathers who didn’t wish for their daughters to marry

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a man with a violent temper.
In the memories of my future, he even visited me in prison! In the
novel, Jubelian had ended her life to avoid being tortured. She thought
it was better to die than fall victim to his vices. Was Father trying to
sell me to this terrible man? I gritted my teeth. Although I had asked
for someone who excelled in terms of wealth, competence, and fame,
this was just too much. He forgot about the most important thing too.
I’m sure I mentioned appearance, Father. The crown prince always
covered his face, so no one knew what he looked like. But even if he
was attractive enough to meet my standards, I still wanted nothing to
do with him.
My life would be in danger if I marry him. But the more urgent
problem is…
My head started to hurt as I mulled over my predicament. I could
reject other noblemen because I was the daughter of an esteemed
duke, but I couldn’t reject someone from the imperial family. If I was
set up on a blind date with the crown prince… I couldn’t refuse to go.
Of course, the prince has to like me for us to marry. But if he was truly
a psychopath like he was rumored to be, it didn’t matter who his
partner was; it would be enough for him to have someone to harass.
The most I could do was to change Father’s mind about the crown
prince… but that wasn’t going to be easy. I sighed and placed the paper
back on the desk. I have to come up with a countermeasure without
letting Father know that I saw the list. Otherwise, he might hasten the
blind date so that I wouldn’t be able to avoid it. For this reason, I left
his office with the letter, cufflinks, and pendant back in hand.

♚♚♚

“Was her room always this spacious?” Max looked around the
desolate quarters and sat on the chair the woman always used. “It's
uncomfortable.”
Nevertheless, he slumped into the chair, feeling strangely weak.
“When will she come back?”

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He rarely talked with the woman when she was around, but now
that her constant presence was gone, he didn’t know how much longer
he could endure being alone. He felt a strange sense of emptiness in
the desolate room.
“Why is she taking so long?” Max looked at the door with forlorn
eyes when he suddenly became alert. “Someone’s here.”
His gaze snapped towards the open window that faced the balcony.
He moved so fast that the culprit lost track of him for an instant before
he reappeared.
“Ugh!”
“Who are you?” Max grabbed the unwelcomed visitor by the neck,
firm even as the man gasped and struggled in his hostile hold. “I asked
who you are!”
“Please let me… ugh!”
“What business do you have here?” Max tightened his grip.
“Madam sent for—” The man squirmed and spoke with difficulty.
When Max released his grip, the man collapsed like a loosened
marionette and coughed. He stared at the man, then asked coldly,
“How did you know that I was here?”
“Madam said you might be here…” When the man trailed off, Max
furrowed his eyebrows.
“So, what do you want?”
The man managed to catch his breath and replied, “We received a
report saying that the emperor’s movements have been unusual.”
Max smirked. “Yes, he should be busy trying to keep himself alive.”
In response, the man shook his head and said, “I was told that the
emperor is calling for the return of the crown prince, at the advice of
the prime minister and officials.”
Max stared at him without saying a word.
“I think you should head back to the palace right away, Prince
Maximillian,” the man said.
Max knew that he should quickly leave the mansion because this

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was an urgent matter, but for some reason, he didn’t move a muscle
and stayed rooted to his spot.
Did he have to leave now?
Max turned around with a stiff expression. She’s not coming back.
He glared at the door that she had tightly shut behind her, but he
couldn’t feel her presence no matter how he tried.
“Your Highness?” the man asked with a puzzled voice.
Max twisted his expression. “Why am I…”
Each time he made up his mind to leave, his body wouldn’t listen.
He was filled with worries about the woman who might look for him if
he disappeared without a word.
“Wait for me outside. It’ll just take a second.”
The man noticed that the prince possessed an unfamiliar
expression and a hesitant gaze, but he silently obeyed his orders and
left the room. Max exhaled when he couldn’t feel his subordinate’s
presence in the room anymore.
“I can’t believe I’m doing something like this…” He went to the
woman’s desk, pulled out a piece of paper, and began writing
diligently. “This should be enough.”
His taut face relaxed.

♚♚♚

It was eerily quiet when I came back to my room.


It seems like he’s hiding well. I’m proud of him, I thought as I
walked towards the closet. I hope he wasn’t annoyed that I’d taken a
long time. I opened the closet door. Instead of a frowning man
huddled among the sets of dresses, there was no one. Did he hide
somewhere else? I searched through the other closets, but he was
nowhere to be found. Where did he go? I have a lot on my mind right
now…
I was about to place Father’s letter on my desk before searching for

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him elsewhere when I saw a piece of paper with scribbled
words. Curious, I inspected the letter with a strange sense of
foreboding and frowned. I concentrated on the content of the letter
and read what it said: Don’t look for me. I’ll come back when the time
comes. Also, the handwriting was horrible. Even a cat could write
better than this.
“I never told him he could come again.” I sighed unconsciously and
sprawled on the couch that he used to occupy.
I finally got my place back. I relaxed on the comfortable couch,
which was still warm from his body heat. It felt as if I had gone back to
my quiet and peaceful days. He said he would return, but when will
that be? I pondered over what he wrote but quickly came up with an
explanation. He probably intends to come back to see Father, so it had
nothing to do with me.
I frowned when my head started to ache. I’m tired. I was drained
from worrying about how to avoid the disaster that was the crown
prince, my prospective partner.
What should I do now?
Although I was anxious, the fatigue that weighed down on my body
was persistent. I closed my eyes.

♚♚♚

When Max left the duke’s mansion, his body tensed and his senses
sharpened.
“I’m back to how I used to be. That woman. I wonder if she read my
letter,” he wondered.
Max unconsciously looked back at the duke’s mansion. When he
spotted the marble building, he realized what he had done and twisted
his face.
A letter... it was unlike him to leave such a thing. Why did he do
that?
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death, so he was always vigilant. But strangely, his days in the
woman’s room had not been spent in perpetual alertness. He had even
been defenseless several times without realizing it.
“If my subordinate didn’t come, I might have continued staying
there.”
Max couldn’t understand this change in heart; it was as if he had
been placed under a spell. He wondered if the woman had a secret
method to make him feel this way, but didn’t dwell on it for long. First,
I need to go back and do something, he thought. Max fastened his pace
and headed towards his destination.

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4
Chosen Partner

WHY is it so bright? I glanced at the clock in my half-awake state


and was startled to see the time. Although I had only planned to sleep
for a short while, I had fallen into a deep slumber! I worried about
Father’s disciple, who depended on me for food. He must’ve been
hungry, so why didn’t he wake me up…? Oh. Right. I realized habits
were hard to break, seeing as I was looking for someone who had left
yesterday. Since he left so abruptly, he probably found another place
to stay… I had already packed some travel necessities for him in
advance, but I didn’t expect him to leave so abruptly. He could’ve at
least said goodbye. But no matter. I quickly replaced my frown with a
smile. I shouldn’t be upset. He’s just a stranger. Although I tried to
comfort myself, I couldn’t help but feel a little empty inside.
I barely managed to collect myself with a sigh. First, I should take
care of the impending problem. I didn’t get much sleep last night
because I was busy thinking about a solution for my prospective
marriage. I ended up empty-handed. I don't know what to do.
I sighed again, feeling uneasy about my predicament when my
maid spoke outside the door.
“This is Merilyn, my lady.”
I opened the door for her. “Hello.”
“Good morning, Lady Floyen,” Merilyn greeted. She suddenly
stopped short and looked at me with a surprised expression. “Oh…”
“You don’t look well, my lady. A-are you okay?” she asked with a
stutter.
Huh? I don’t look well? I was wondering why Merilyn looked so
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have dark circles under my eyes because I didn’t sleep much.
“Yes, I’m fine,” I said with a smile so that she wouldn’t
unnecessarily worry about me.
Although I was upset about the prospective marriage partner list, I
did my best to look calm. I didn’t want her to think that I was behaving
suspiciously. I wonder when Father is coming back. I hope it won’t be
sooner than expected… It would be terrible if Father came back when I
hadn’t devised a plan to escape the marriage yet.
I trembled as I imagined that situation and said, “Um, Merilyn, did
Father say when he would come back by any chance?”
Merilyn flinched and shook her head. “No, but I think he’ll return
in two days.”
I became reassured by what she said. I don’t need to be so hasty. I
still have some time. With this in mind, I felt more at peace.

♚♚♚

Lately, the servants were worried about Lady Floyen’s unusual


behavior. The lady has become strange, they thought. Jubelian used to
frequently wander around the mansion, but now she spent most of her
time in her room. It was even more unusual that she restricted the
maids from entering her room.
The butler sighed with worry. She started behaving like this after
the master left for training. Because his return was delayed, five days
had passed in his absence. The servants in the Floyen household
interacted with the lady with great care, anxious that she might return
to her old, unreasonable self.
Derrick sighed again. His worries were interrupted by Madam
Perez, the head of housekeeping.
“Is it true that the master will be back in two days, Derrick?”
“Yes. Why do you ask…?”
Madam Perez sighed. “The girl who takes care of Lady Floyen told
me she was acting strange again.”

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“Strange? Can you elaborate…?” Derrick trailed off and looked at
her with wavering eyes.
“She said that Lady Floyen asked when the master would return
with a pallid face,” Madam Perez replied.
“What?” Derrick was shocked. What she had just told him
reminded him of a certain day in the distant past.
“Derrick, why isn’t daddy coming back?” Jubelian had asked him.
His heart still ached when he remembered her tearful, periwinkle eyes.
I shouldn’t have done that back then, he thought.
Derrick sighed with regret and said, “I will contact master right
away.”
Madam Perez sighed as well and nodded. “Thank you.”

♚♚♚

“Ah…”
As the wind blew through the open window, Merilyn heard
Jubelian sigh in the middle of reading a book on her couch. Although
her face was full of worries, she was still beautiful.
Lady Floyen must be sighing because she misses master, right? she
wondered. She looked so sad that Merilyn couldn’t help but strike a
conversation with her.
“The weather is so nice today, my lady.”
“Yes, it is,” Jubelian replied weakly.
Merilyn looked at her with pity. This was the first time she’s seen
her look so weak. Although she was in higher spirits these days
because Jubelian was treating everyone kindly, she was now worried
about the despondent lady.
I want to help her. Although this was a presumptuous thought, one
that might even reignite Jubelian’s temper, she felt the urge to do
something.
“How about taking a walk, my lady? Basking in the warm sunlight

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will surely make you feel better.”
Jubelian looked up. Although she gazed at her calmly, Merilyn
became frightened. She had gathered up her courage to speak, but she
was still afraid that Jubelian might get angry since the lady was known
for being fickle. Merilyn looked down nervously.
Jubelian parted her red lips. “Alright.”
Merilyn looked at her, dumbfounded.
“I do feel a little suffocated, staying inside all the time.”
Merilyn suddenly recalled something Jubelian had said in the past.
“I hate being home. Daddy is never here… and I’m always alone.”
Merilyn looked at Jubelian with pity. Although it wasn’t too long
ago that she had been subject to her violent episodes, Merilyn felt
sympathetic when she remembered Jubelian’s lonely childhood.
She used to be a violent and perverse person, but the more I got to
know her, the more I found that she’s a considerate person, Marilyn
thought, smiling pitifully. She was rather attached to Jubelian now, so
she couldn’t bear to leave her in low spirits.
“I will always stay by your side, my lady.” When she expressed her
heartfelt thoughts for the first time, the corner of Jubelian’s lips raised
slightly.
“Thank you.” Although her smile looked lovely on her youthful
face, it also contained a hint of sorrow.
Merilyn thought about her plan with conviction. It’s not enough to
say that… I have to cheer her up, she decided.

♚♚♚

“The crown prince just sent a message saying that it will take longer
for him to return due to a problem at the border, Your Majesty.”
The emperor gritted his teeth.
“That vile Maximillian. If I tell you to come here, you should come
here immediately. Why are you taking so long?” he cursed inwardly.

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His son was already an eyesore, so it didn’t help that he was
resisting an imperial order. The emperor felt a surge of anger as he
thought about his arrogant child. He continued to grit his teeth when
his office door opened roughly.
Bang!
“Y-Your Grace! You can’t…” The royal guards tried to restrain the
intruder, but they were no match for the skillful man. He easily
traversed the line of guards and soon stood before the emperor.
“Greetings, Your Majesty.”
The emperor, who had barely calmed down after learning about his
son’s disobedience, witnessed Duke Floyen’s impudence and flushed
with anger again. “What on earth do you think you are doing?”
Regis bowed his head without a hint of fear. “I came here to have
an urgent word with you.”
“So, what’s all the fuss about?” the emperor asked coldly, showing
that he would not let the duke’s rashness slide if it wasn’t important.
Regis looked at the emperor with determination. “I caught wind of
the assassins who troubled Your Majesty these past few days.”
The emperor widened his eyes. “What? Is that true?”
“Yes.”
“Then bring the culprits to me!”
Regis shook his head. “I will need to go back home to find more
clues,” he said softly.
“What do you mean by that?”
“I suspect an intruder visited my mansion while I was away.”
The emperor twisted his face. “What? What does that have to do
with the assassin who tried to kill me?”
“The intruder’s footwork was similar to the assassin who infiltrated
the palace.”
The emperor glared at Regis. He knew that this was just an excuse
for him to leave the palace. Even so, the emperor himself had ordered
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reasonable evidence, he had no choice but to grant his request.
Regis met the emperor's piercing gaze and raised the corner of his
lips as if he knew what he was thinking. “To acquire more clues, please
grant me the permission to leave the palace.”

♚♚♚

Even people need sunlight once in a while. Although I enjoyed


spending the past few days in my room, I could feel my energy slowly
draining away. A walk in the garden would be a more productive place
to think about a countermeasure for father’s plan.
Merilyn interrupted my thoughts. “Aren’t the flowers very pretty,
my lady?”
“Ah, yes.”
Even though I had replied shortly, Merilyn looked at me patiently
and said, “The flowers are pretty, but you’re even more beautiful, my
lady.”
It was a bit burdensome for Merilyn to follow me around and
shower me with nonsensical compliments. And she was becoming
strange recently. Has she been working too much? As I pondered over
whether I should give her a vacation, I found a bench at the side of the
garden and sat down. Let me think about the matter of marriage first.
There were only two days left until Father returns. Although I thought
of it as only two days, that was enough time for me to formulate a plan.
It would look strange if I was staring into space, so I opened the book
that I brought with me.
It’s the military tactics book. Although it was entertaining, I wasn’t
in the best situation to be reading a book that Father recommended.
“Ah, will you be reading a book, my lady?” Merilyn stared at me
with widened eyes, as if it was a strange thing for me to do outside.
“Yes, it’s perfect for spending some time alone.”
Merilyn observed me when I said the word alone, then lowered her
head. “But, my lady…”

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“I’ll head inside when I’m done, so you can go ahead,” I said
politely, not wanting to directly order her to leave me alone so I could
read quietly. At that moment, someone spoke up. It was a familiar
voice, but one that I certainly didn’t expect to hear.
“Jubelian.”
At my name, I reflexively turned towards the speaker. Father, who I
had hoped would return two days later, was standing in front of me.
Why is he here?!
I tried to keep calm and said, “Welcome back, Father.”
He stared at me as I struggled to gather my words. “Thank you,” he
finally said.
“You must be tired from the training. Why don’t you get some
rest?” I began to get up from the bench to avoid spending more time
with him, but he gently placed his hand on my shoulder.
“No, I have something that I need to say right now.”
I observed him with trembling eyes and became aware of my
predicament.
I’m ruined…
“Jubelian,” Father said. As he gazed at me with cold eyes, I braced
myself for his next words.
He’s taking his time to get to the point. It’s obvious what he wants
to talk about. When I made up my mind to steer the topic away from
the marriage list, Father took his hand off my shoulder.
“From now on… you won’t be left alone,” he said quietly.
What did he mean by that? I doubted having heard him correctly.
He didn’t even mention the person who wouldn’t leave me alone, but I
was soon able to come up with various explanations. Was he going to
keep me under surveillance, so I won’t be able to run away from the
marriage? As I imagined such possibilities, I looked at him with
confusion.
He stared at me and asked, “Have you eaten dinner?”
“No,” I replied truthfully to his sudden question.

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Father furrowed his eyebrows. “If you keep skipping meals, you will
pass out again.”
It seemed like he was worried about me, but I knew better. If I keep
passing out, it will be difficult to marry me off to the crown prince. He
just wants me to be in prime condition for marriage.
I was wondering if I should pass out at a social event to ruin his
plans when he said, “You must never pass out again.”
He sounded like he was going to punish me if I did, so I discarded
this idea. Ah, maybe there’s a limit to what I can do. As I lamented to
myself for being the villainess in this novel, Father took my hand.
“Let’s go eat.”
I wasn’t hungry because of all the snacks I ate earlier, but I didn’t
refuse him out of worry that he might get upset. I’ll have a meal with
him to avoid trouble. I convinced myself to hold Father’s hand.
Although he was cruel for trying to marry me off to a tyrant prince, his
hand was big and warm. When I was little, I used to follow him
around… just because I wanted to hold this hand. It was amusing that
I couldn’t hold his hand when I desperately wanted to, but I could now
that I had let all lingering attachments go. He means nothing to me
anymore.
I let him guide me into the dining room. The time it took us to get
here felt longer than usual.
“Sit down.”
This is awkward, I thought as I followed his order. Although this
wasn’t the first time I was dining with Father, we usually didn’t talk
when we were eating. Our silence became so ingrained that I didn’t
find it awkward, but today was different because... I’m anticipating his
words.
When I sighed, Father said, “I heard that you’re going to the
banquet next week.”
It was obvious why he suddenly mentioned Rose's birthday party.
He’s going to criticize my decision to go.
I collected my thoughts. “Yes,” I replied with a smile. “I was invited

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to a birthday banquet hosted by Rose Mario Arlo, the esteemed
daughter of Count Arlo.”
My dad raised his knife and gracefully sliced his steak. “Who will
your partner be?”
In the book that Father had given me, several tactics could be
employed in conversations. One method was to disturb the opponent’s
emotions. Another, the standard method, was precise in that it cut to
the chase and kept the opponent from escaping. Of all methods, Father
had used the standard one on me! He wouldn’t find fault with me if I
had a partner, but the problem was… I don’t have one yet. It wasn’t
like I didn’t try. Although it was more comfortable to be alone, I didn’t
want to stick out in the cliquish and conservative aristocratic social
scene. Several people even wanted to be my partner. All I had to do
was choose one. There was a reason why I didn’t, however. After
seeing the marriage list, I became so occupied with finding a
countermeasure that it had completely slipped my mind.
I smiled awkwardly at Father. What should I say?
I tried to calm myself down first. If I showed any sign of
uneasiness, Father might take advantage of that and talk about the
marriage list. I must not panic and respond steadily at times like this.
When I effectively gained control over my emotions, I feigned
ignorance. “Ah, I haven’t decided on my partner yet,” I said.
Father stared at me. His observant gaze was uncomfortable that I
suddenly lost my appetite.
Instead of becoming agitated, I casually said, “There are quite a few
people who wrote to me, asking to be my partner. they’re all
wonderful, so it’s been difficult to make a decision.”
“I see,” Father said quietly after staring at me for a while longer.
The sound of his silverware resumed.
Did I just successfully defend myself? I let out a soft sigh of relief.
The rest of dinner was accompanied by a series of dizzying questions
from Father, but as long as he didn’t mention the marriage list, it
could be considered a success. I should also take a look at the letters
after I finish eating. I decided to quickly finish my food, so I could

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head back to my room and find a partner.
“Jubelian.” At the sound of his voice, I became nervous and inhaled
sharply. He might mention the marriage list after all.
“Yes?” I managed to ask. His piercing gaze seemed to urge me to
meet the crown prince at once. I unconsciously swallowed and tried to
breathe through the thick tension. As Father continued to stare at me,
he cut a piece of his juicy steak and placed it on my plate. All of a
sudden...? Although I would’ve normally declined it, there was a
problem. Out of everything on his plate, why did it have to be meat…
During these past few days, I hadn’t been able to eat properly
because of Father’s disciple. The maids would’ve found it suspicious if
I had asked them to bring me two sets of silverware, so I had ordered
finger foods. As a result, I was craving meat. The problem was that I
couldn’t afford to stay in the same room with Father any longer, as it
would increase the chances of him mentioning the marriage list.
I must… decline… but determination faltered when the steak's
savory aroma suddenly entered my nose. It’ll surely melt in my mouth
if I eat it, right?
As I worried about what to do, Father said firmly, “Eat.”
Since he’s telling me to eat, I guess I have no choice. I admit defeat
in this round, Father. When I came to this decision, I took a bite of the
steak without hesitation. The soft meat immediately melted in my
mouth, exuding rich juices. It was exactly the high-quality taste that I
had been salivating over these past few days. Although I was deeply
immersed in the flavor, my troubles didn’t end there.
“Eat slowly. You’ll get sick.”
Father was the only reason I would get sick, but I didn’t dare to tell
him this. I continued to eat quietly.

♚♚♚

As soon as I finished eating, I went to my room and checked the


letters I received.

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There’s one from the esteemed son of Count Rowen, Sir Boromir,
and another one from the esteemed son of Marquis Crocus.
I was startled that so many respectable people had requested to be
my partner. It didn’t make sense at first, considering my social
reputation, but then I remembered my lofty status as the duke’s
daughter. Many people would seek me out, just to have an excuse to
meet him. Thanks to Father, it won’t be so hard to choose a partner. It
was ironic that he was the very reason I could avoid the predicament
he had placed me in. I sighed in relief, eager to finally resolve this
annoying problem of choosing a partner.
But who should I choose?
As a member of the Imperial Knights, Sir Boromir was popular for
his excellent swordsmanship, manners, and decent looks. Another
candidate, Count Rowen’s son, was famous for his beautiful
appearance. The last candidate, Marquis Crocus’ son, was the
successor of a wealthy and well-known family. He would also lead the
Foreign Ministry in the future. All three men were worth more than
my terrible social reputation. If someone else heard about my
dilemma, they would think I was bragging.
The esteemed son of Marquis Crocus did ask first, but… I would
like someone who is least likely to cause trouble in the future. I made a
decision quicker than I had anticipated. There was no way someone as
handsome and capable as Marquis Crocus’ son would ask to be my
partner without an underlying motive. For this reason, I chose the
esteemed son of Count Rowen, who had nothing but his appearance,
which was handsome enough to be compared to Mikhail.
In the end, it's best to have a handsome partner. I made up my
mind and wrote a letter to the esteemed son of Count Rowen,
permitting him to take me as his partner for the banquet. Then I gave
it to Merilyn.
“It’s too late today, so please send it tomorrow.”
“Yes, my lady.”
Now that this problem had been solved, I was relieved that Father
hadn’t mentioned anything else to me. Writing the letter quickly

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drained my energy.
There was something else I needed to do… but I was drowsy. I
eventually gave up trying to stay awake. As soon as I rolled into bed, I
fell into deep slumber.

♚♚♚

When Jubelian fell asleep, the maids turned off the lights and left
her room. They were startled to find someone waiting for them at the
door.
“Master!”
They soon heard the duke’s indifferent voice. “Where’s Jubelian?”
he asked.
Merilyn, who was expected to answer as Jubelian’s head maid,
gulped nervously. The duke rarely comes to Lady Floyen’s room. He
must have something urgent to tell her.
“Please wait a moment. I will let the lady know that you’re looking
for her,” she said after coming to this conclusion. Merilyn was about to
go back into Jubelian’s room and wake her up, but the duke shook his
head.
“No, just leave her be.”
In response, Merilyn lowered her head and asked politely, “Could
you tell me what kind of business you have to discuss with the lady,
Master? If it’s something I can answer, I will.”
At the word business, the duke looked at the door to his daughters’
room blankly. “Did she choose a partner for the banquet?”
Merilyn nodded with a cheerful expression. “Ah, yes! She decided
to go with Mister Edmund, the esteemed son of Count Rowen. Isn’t
that great?
At the name of the handsome man who was well-known in high
society, Regis murmured to himself for a bit. “I see…” he finally said.
When he returned to his room, he recalled how uncomfortable his

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daughter looked during dinner.
“There are quite a few people who wrote to me asking to be my
partner. They’re all wonderful, so it’s been difficult to make a
decision.”
Regis sighed, recalling how she had used the word wonderful. I’d
better check him out myself, he decided.

♚♚♚

It was late in the day. Count Rowen was tense due to the
appearance of an unexpected visitor. Even his second son, a usually
arrogant boy, had no choice but to be polite in front of the visitor.
After all, he was the father of the lady he fancied and the hero of this
empire, Duke Floyen.
“W-what’s your purpose for visiting us this late at night, Your
Grace?”
Regis coldly glared at the young man in front of him.
“I’m not going to marry someone unless he has everything. I want
the most wealthy, affluent, and competent man there is.”
As he observed the young man, the duke pondered over what his
daughter had said. “You fall short of the standards, Edmund Anshan
Rowen.”

♚♚♚

The next morning, I woke up in a groggy state.


“Ugh, my back hurts.”
Although I had solved yesterday’s problem and avoided talking
about the marriage list, something felt a little off. I tried thinking
about the cause of this unpleasantness, but I could only focus on my
empty stomach. It must be because I didn’t eat breakfast.
I pulled the line to summon an attendant, and Merilyn soon

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entered my room. “Good morning, Lady Floyen.”
“Could you help me get ready for breakfast?”
“Of course.”
I washed my face, changed into casual clothes, and braided my
hair. After doing so I felt more refreshed and looked more suitable to
go downstairs for breakfast. Even so, the unpleasant feeling did not go
away.
At that moment, Merilyn said, “A package arrived from Fyodor’s
workshop, my lady.”
I nodded. So that’s why I felt uncomfortable. Rose's birthday was
coming up, but her gift just arrived. “Could you bring it to my room?” I
asked.
“Yes, my lady.” Merilyn left my room to get the gift. I waited for her
to return with high expectations.
I wonder how it turned out. I hope he did what I instructed him to
do… Not long after, Merilyn entered with a box in her hands.
“Here it is.”
When I opened the box, I found an object that perfectly replicated
my spoken order, as well as another item that had a different color
next to it. I’m satisfied with my order… but why is there another
object? Is this like a one plus one thing? I looked at the object with
bewilderment, then found a note inside the box.
For you, my muse.
Although it was merely a note, the word muse made me feel
uncomfortable. I pondered over the meaning of the note, then
speculated that it was simply an exaggerated phrase used by most
artists. As I looked at the objects with satisfaction, the maids started
asking questions.
“What is this, my lady?”
“I’ve never seen anything like it.”
“I’ll tell you its purpose soon,” I said to the maids, who were
looking at the objects with curiosity. Then I placed the gifts in my

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drawer. I have something more important to do now. Everything else
was of no importance.
“Breakfast is ready, my lady.”
I quickly left my room with a cheerful expression. I’ll have
breakfast first.

♚♚♚

At Madam Freesia’s Blooms Salon, women wearing masquerade


masks were engaged in an animated conversation about the birthday
banquet that was to be held a week later.
“I look forward to seeing how Count Arlo decorated the mansion,”
one woman said.
“Me too. The venue was beautifully decorated with red roses last
year, so I wonder how it will look this year…” another said.
“I am also curious about what the esteemed daughter of Count Arlo
will wear.”
“She’s a lovely lady, so she will look pretty no matter what she
wears. Anyway…”
When the woman trailed off, another woman lit up her eyes and
asked, “What’s wrong? Go ahead and tell us.”
Her lips curled up as if she had been waiting for this very
affirmation. “I am very curious about who Lady Floyen’s partner is.”
The main star of the banquet had only been mentioned for a little
while. When the topic quickly shifted, the women began to reveal their
true nature.
“It was Lady Floyen who made me interested in attending the
banquet, especially since she always causes trouble…”
“There have been more scandalous rumors about her recently,
right?”
“Ah, there’s a rumor about the man she’s seeing. I heard that he
cannot be revealed because of his inferior status…”

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Smash!
The woman trailed off when an intense, shattering sound resonated
throughout the salon. Transparent debris lay haphazardly on the floor.
People briefly looked at the glass shards, seeming to think that it was
an accident. As they were about to resume their conversations, a man’s
low voice broke the silence.
“Does babbling about groundless rumors make you pleased?”
The salon was a place of socialization for nobles; a place for
honorable guests to gather. Although everyone’s faces were covered
with masks, there was an unwritten rule to respect each other. In
response to the man’s harsh language, the women who had been
chatting sharpened their gazes.
“How dare you say something so rude? People have even witnessed
the man she was with!” She fanned herself, but her anger quickly
fizzled out when she sensed the man’s dangerous aura. She became
overwhelmed by a strange force and silently gasped for air.
The man gave her a crooked smile. “But did you see it for
yourself?”
“E-even if I didn’t see it, she committed many misdeeds. That’s
probably how the rumors started.”
“Misdeeds, you say?” The man chuckled, then lowered the corner of
his lips. “Try saying that in front of Lady Floyen,” he muttered coldly.
He observed the silent masses around him, but everyone avoided
his gaze.
The mocking smile on his face disappeared. “I see you don’t even
dare to speak to the person involved.”
There was still no response.
“Clean this mess up,” the man ordered the attendants with a cold
voice. They obeyed his order without hesitation. The nobles soon
recovered their senses and began to criticize the man.
“Who on earth is he? Why is he so uncouth?”
“He has no respect for the ladies. How disrespectful…”

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The man stared at the nobles who dared to speak against him. They
became overwhelmed by a strange, eerie feeling and shut their mouths
right away. The man laughed. “Pathetic trash,” he spit out.
Although it was a more explicit insult compared to before, no one
dared to stand up against him this time. They could sense that if they
continued to offend the callous man, they might pay for it with their
lives. When the man turned around and left, the nobles watched with
bated breaths, only exhaling when he became completely out of sight.

♚♚♚

After eating breakfast, I went back to my room and began to write


replies to the letters I had received. I’ll let the two men know I already
found a partner. I should also reply to my other letters as well.
At that moment, someone knocked on my door. “This is Derrick,
my lady.”
His visits were always to be taken seriously. Derrick only sought me
if there was an important matter during Father’s absence, or if there
was a guest for me.
I turned towards Merilyn. “Please open the door.” When she did,
Derrick came into view and bowed with a slightly tense expression.
“Did something happen, Derrick?”
“Edmund, the youngest son of Count Rowen, is here in response to
your letter, my lady.”
I was a bit taken aback, but since he was going to be my partner for
the banquet, there was no harm in getting to know each other in
advance. “I’ll prepare to go down. Can you please tell him to wait a
moment?”
“Yes, my lady.”
When Derrick left, I turned towards my maids. “Alright, then…” I
barely got out a few words, but they were already busy preparing my
outfit.
“Come this way, my lady. We will dress you as quickly and

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beautifully as possible.”
I sighed upon seeing Sella and Merilyn’s determined expressions.
I just wanted to change my clothes… I guess it can’t be helped.

♚♚♚

The woman parted her red lips and swept her long, red hair to the
side. “Oh my, it’s been a long time!” The voice belonged to Freesia, the
owner of Blooms Salon. She greeted the man with smiling eyes, but the
man responded bluntly.
“I see that you’ve been letting filthy nobles pollute this place.”
“It can’t be helped. They like to talk about other people.”
The man smirked. “That’s a pretty honest thing to say for an
information guild master.”
“The guild will go under if I don’t keep a sense of reality,” the
woman lightly joked.
When the man poured himself a glass of liquor and drank willfully,
she frowned. The drink he had casually poured was as expensive as an
entire estate. Although it was very wasteful for him to chug down the
expensive beverage, she was powerless against her financier. Instead
of scolding the man, Fresia directed her attention towards something
else that she had been meaning to talk about.
“You usually hide your feelings well and never treat other nobles as
human beings. Why are you so angry today?”
The man coldly dismissed Fresia’s observations. “I simply told
some barking dogs to be quiet because they were annoying me. That’s
all.”
He had become strange since visiting Duke Floyen’s mansion. The
woman sighed. Although she didn’t want to criticize him any further,
she was determined to protect her master—that meant preventing him
from behaving as he pleased.
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she said.
The man sat on the couch and took off his mask, revealing a
youthful face. “Dig deeper into the rumor about Lady Floyen.”
The woman frowned. “Do you mean the rumor about Lady Floyen’s
secret meetings with a lover she cannot reveal?”
“Yes.” There was a chance that he might become responsible for her
in the future. When he thought about that possibility, the man felt an
odd sensation in his heart. “I want to know every little detail about
her,” he said without showing any sign of affection.
Why was he looking after her? Maybe he’s trying to find the duke’s
weakness? Fresia stared at the young man with a puzzled gaze for a
while, then lowered her head. “I will serve you to the best of my
abilities, Your Highness Maximillian.”

♚♚♚

After getting dressed without seeming like I tried too hard, I


stepped into the drawing-room. The young man waiting for me
possessed blond hair and a handsome appearance. His bored
expression lit up as soon as he saw me.
“It’s been a while, Lady Floyen,” he greeted me.
“Welcome, Lord Rowen.”
The man stepped forward and bowed politely. “I apologize for
seeing you so abruptly without prior notice.”
“No, guests are always welcome. Please have a seat.”
He smiled as he looked at me. “Thank you for your hospitality.”
The young man had blue eyes and blond hair that shined like
threads of gold. He was even more charming when he smiled.
Although he couldn’t be compared to Mikhail, he was nonetheless a
handsome man who lived up to his reputation. There are many
handsome side characters in this novel, I observed. I suddenly thought
about Father’s disciple. Although his personality sucks, he’s probably
the most handsome man I’ve ever met. There were times I would

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blankly stare at him sleeping under my bed in the morning, wondering
if this was a dream. I hope he’s not starving for food out there. He
should be doing well, right? I sighed upon realizing that Father’s
disciple was the cause of the unpleasantness I had felt since this
morning. I indulged in such thoughts for a while until a low voice
called me.
“My lady.”
Oh, right. I was reminded of the current situation and directed my
attention back to the esteemed son of Count Rowen, a fair and
handsome man.
“Please bring us some refreshments, Merilyn.”
When she left to do so, we became alone in the drawing-room.
“I must tell you why I visited, my lady.”
His reason was obvious. He probably came to thank me for
becoming his partner and wanted to get acquainted with me before the
banquet next week.
“What is it?” I asked.
“I was very surprised to receive a letter from you. You’re rather
different from what I’ve heard.”
What did he mean by heard? Who did he hear from?
“What do you mean?” I asked with bewilderment.
He looked at me with an embarrassed expression. “Do you know
what kind of rumors are being said in high society these days?”
Rumors? I stayed at home all day, so there’s no way I would know
any.
“I haven’t been to any social gatherings lately. What are the rumors
about?”
He hardened his expression and sighed. “It’s said that you’re deeply
in love with another man. That’s why I was surprised when I got a
reply from you.”
“What?”
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had been reading books at home and wandering around the mansion.
Even when I went out, an entourage of knights would escort me. Since
I spent most days living in seclusion, I couldn’t possibly find the
chance to be in a relationship. I was confused by this ridiculous rumor
when a thought suddenly occurred to me. Did someone see Father’s
disciple enter or leave my room through the window? Although I was
taken aback by this unexpected predicament, I didn’t reveal my
uneasiness in fear that the rumors might be established as a fact. I
calmed myself down and glared at the young man.
“Who said I was deeply in love?” I asked, acting as if he had just
said something ridiculous.
He shook his head. “I don’t know the details either. This rumor has
been spreading around lately… I just happened to overhear it.”
I frowned. If everyone knew that I was the subject of this rumor but
no one knew my supposed lover’s identity, it must’ve been created out
of malice. If someone indeed saw Father disciple, the person who
started this rumor probably guessed his identity to add details. They
might have mentioned his handsome appearance as well. After
grasping the situation, I deliberately raised my voice to show my
bewilderment. “I stay at home most of the time, so that is not possible!
If necessary, I can gather witnesses who recently visited the estate.”
In response to my stubborn denial, he let out a sigh of relief. “So
the rumors weren’t true after all.”
I smiled. “Yes, so you can rest assured.”
“My lady.”
He suddenly kneeled before me.
“What is the meaning of this, Lord Rowen?” I asked with surprise.
He continued to stare at me with a serious expression without
standing up. Was there something else that he needed to tell me? As I
looked at him anxiously, he lowered his head.
“I’m sorry,” he muttered regretfully.
I frowned at his sudden apology. “You’re sorry? What do you
mean…?”

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He stared at me intensely. “I made a big mistake.”
“A mistake? What do you mean by that?”
“I thought you were going to refuse my request, so I have already
partnered with another lady.”
His unexpected declaration hit me like a ton of bricks. You mean
you acted rashly before even receiving my reply? It was proper
etiquette to always respond to requests, as well as wait for a response
before asking another prospective partner. I was lucky that I hadn’t
sent a response to the two other men yet, otherwise, I would’ve had to
attend the banquet by myself. And if I did that, Father would mention
the marriage list to me.
The man in front of me twisted his expression as if he was truly
troubled. “I have always dreamed of this day. Unfortunately, I lack…
no, it’s because of my carelessness.”
He was acting with such distress that it seemed like he was truly
sorry. I felt relieved that he came. Thanks to him, I had the chance to
learn about the ill-intended rumor. If I ignore what he had just told me
about, it might cause a mess in the future… although it's bothersome, I
will have to dig deeper into it.
I forced out a laugh to show that I wasn’t offended. “Don’t worry, I
can just find another partner. Why don’t you get up?”
“Are you an angel?” he muttered under his breath.
“What?” I asked, wondering if I had heard him wrong.
“Oh, no. I meant that… you have the heart of an angel,” he quickly
amended.
I’m a villainess, but he compared me to an angel. Other people
would laugh at this comparison, but I forgave him, knowing that he
was exaggerating.
“Although I can’t make up for one of the biggest mistakes in my
life, I truly regret it.”
It was obvious why he was apologizing excessively to me; he didn’t
want me to tell Father about this incident. I never intended on telling
him even if he doesn’t do that... I looked back at his gaze which was

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making me uncomfortable and tried to console him. But he spoke
again in a sorrowful voice before I could do so.
“Most of all, I’m afraid that my careless actions may have hurt your
feelings.”
I was growing tired of his excessive apologies, despite my repeated
attempts to tell him that it was okay. “Don’t be, Lord Rowen. I must
thank you for bringing this rumor to my attention and for taking the
time to visit.”
“Thank you for forgiving me, Lady Floyen,” he said with a bitter
smile. When it looked like he was about to leave, he suddenly leaned
into me and whispered, “I was upset because I thought I wasn’t
qualified… but I’m comforted by your words, my lady.”
Not qualified? I was about to ask him what he meant by that, but he
continued to speak.
“In that case, why don’t we…” The man trailed off and abruptly
shut his mouth. He stared at the window behind me with a pale
expression.
Why is he acting like that? It seems like he saw something scary. I
turned around to see what caused him to look so pale, but there was
nothing unusual.
“Did something happen, Lord Rowen?” I asked him with a puzzled
expression.
He stood up abruptly. “Please excuse me for leaving me in a hurry,
Lady Floyen.”
“What?” It was considered rude for guests to leave before having
tea. He already committed a breach of etiquette once, and he’s going to
disrespect me again? I stared at him with bewilderment.
“I forgot that I had some urgent business today. It’s all because I’m
lacking… please forgive me,” he said with some struggle.
I guess it can’t be helped. Although it was rude for him to leave this
abruptly, I didn’t want to hold onto someone who looked sick. “I
understand. It looks like you’re not feeling well, so please take care of
yourself.”

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“I wish the kind and beautiful lady happiness, as well as a good
partner.” After rambling more blessings, he bowed deeply and left in a
hurry.
Well, it’s not a big deal because there are others too who I haven’t
responded to yet. Not long after he left, Merilyn came back with a cart
full of snacks and refreshments. It was a blessing in disguise that he
left early since I preferred drinking tea alone.
“Merilyn, please set…” Before I could tell her to only arrange the
table for me, someone else stepped into the drawing-room. “Oh,
Father… how are you.” I managed to greet him as naturally as I could.
He merely nodded instead of answering.
I hope he didn’t overhear my conversation with Lord Rowen,
otherwise, he might talk about the marriage list. His sudden
appearance made me anxious, and that feeling only grew when he
slowly approached me.
“Are you drinking tea?” he asked.
“Yes.”
He sat in the chair across from me as if it was the natural thing to
do. “Good. I’m thirsty as well.”
I looked at the steaming teapot, then at him with quivering eyes.
You’re going to drink hot tea when you’re thirsty? Nevertheless, I
didn’t comment on the strangeness of this.
“The tea is hot, so you should probably drink it when it cools
down… or you could just drink some water.”
“I can talk to you until the tea cools down,” Father said.
It's more reasonable to leave and drink water. I can’t believe he’s
waiting here to have tea with me. As I pondered over this, two cups of
tea were placed on the table. I guess I won’t be drinking tea alone.
Father lifted the teacup gracefully and gazed at me with a warlike
aura. I smiled brightly and picked up a cookie.
Now I have to drink in this tense atmosphere. What a mess.

♚♚♚

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“What did you just say?” a low voice asked.
Madam Fresia smiled brightly and said, “Lady Floyen accepted
Lord Rowen’s offer to become her partner.”
Max felt a surge of annoyance at the word partner. “I see,” he said,
trying to look calm.
“On the surface, he is a handsome and well-mannered young man,
but it's rumored that he’s a womanizer who has reduced many young
ladies to tears,” Fresia added playfully.
Max twisted his expression. “That woman. I told her not to only
look at appearances!” For some reason, anger flared up inside him.
“So, are those two going to the ball together?”
Fresia clicked her tongue and said, “I don’t know if this is a good or
bad thing, but he turned the lady down.”
Max raised his voice. “How dare a count's son reject someone like
her!”
Fresia clicked her tongue again and sighed. Judging by his reaction
alone, it was impossible to figure out what kind of news Max wanted to
hear. If he’s concerned about the lady, he should just offer to become
her partner… she wondered.
“Did you find out who started the rumors about her?”
Fresia’s eyes lit up. “Ah, yes.”
“Who did it?” Max asked with a bloodthirsty growl.
Fresia smiled. “It turned out to be Viscount Droil.” When Max’s
expression hardened, she added, “Isn’t it funny? She used to be his
lover, but he does nothing while his troubled cousin slanders her.”
Max was deep in thought for a while, then he said, “Find out every
weakness of Marquis Hessen and Viscount Droil. I also want a report
on the other people who offered to become her partner.”
“What? But…!” Before Fresia had a chance to answer, he
disappeared. She sighed and muttered, “That information was already
purchased by Duke Floyen.”

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Freesia looked out the window sighing dismally, feeling pity for
Marquis Hessen and Viscount Droil.

♚♚♚

Although the atmosphere was tense, I was relatively calm. I slowly


sipped my tea with this thought. Now that I’m used to Father acting
like this, I’ve learned to control my emotions.
“Did you find a partner?” he suddenly asked.
I had been expecting this question. If I told him that I got rejected,
he might mention the marriage list. It won’t do me any good to tell
him the truth. I’ll need to buy some time before I can find a different
partner.
“I’m still trying to choose,” I said calmly, setting down the teacup.
“If you can’t find a partner…” Father trailed off and stared at me.
“Be sure to tell me,” he said firmly as if trying to imprint these words
into my mind.
What are you going to do if I tell you, Father?
I could only think of ominous possibilities. In one scenario, Father
would call me pathetic and demand that I meet someone from the
marriage list. I was beginning to feel sorry for myself, as well as
thirsty, so I lifted my teacup to my lips.
“The tea is still hot,” Father said unexpectedly.
I stopped myself and swallowed a dry laugh. It was as if he knew
that couldn’t drink hot beverages. I don’t think he said that on
purpose. I still had trouble understanding Father’s intentions, so it
didn’t hurt to be careful around him. I couldn’t afford to slip up with
my life at risk. I only had a week left until the banquet, so I didn’t have
much time to find another partner.
Now I have the rumors and the marriage list to worry about… Ugh,
why are things getting so complicated? I need to make a decision
quickly but carefully. I stared at my steaming cup of tea and carefully
sipped it to avoid burning my tongue.

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♚♚♚

Max had decided to visit the Floyen household, but his master’s
sudden appearance forced him to stay at a distance.
“He’s rarely at home… why is he here?”
Max was displeased by this situation, but he unconsciously
deviated his attention to the Jubelian’s room.
“Is she in there?” He tried to sense her presence but felt nothing.
“Where did she go?”
She was almost always in her room, so her absence filled Max with
annoyance.
“Is she in the library?” He was guessing where the woman was
when his face suddenly fell. “Did she… go out to ask another man to be
her partner?”
Max gritted his teeth with displeasure. He felt the same, strange
feeling as he did back in the salon.
“Whether she finds a partner or not has nothing to do with me.”
He tried to convince himself of this, but as he prepared to leave, he
couldn’t take his eyes off a certain window on the third floor. It was as
if a part of him was waiting for her to come back to her room.

♚♚♚

“I’ll be going back to my room, Father.”


He nodded and said, “I will be heading out later today.”
Father frequently left home without a word, so I didn’t understand
why he was suddenly reporting this to me. I tried to come up with an
explanation for his behavior, but I didn’t dwell on it for long, thinking
that it would be more beneficial to solve my problems first.
“Ah, yes. Have a nice trip,” I said, preparing to stand up.

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“There’s something I need to solve,” Father said.
Oh, I see. I didn’t ask though? I was tempted to say this, but as the
inferior one in our relationship, I had no choice but to lead the
conversation in the direction he wanted.
“What needs to be solved?” I forced out.
“I have to finish warning some people,” Father said with a nod.
Although I didn’t understand what he meant, I knew that the
people who he was going to warn weren’t going to sleep well tonight.
As I was sympathizing with them, Father looked at me and said, “I
will be back before dinner.”
I didn’t care when he would come back, whether it was tomorrow
or the next few days. Even so, I didn’t voice such thoughts in fear that I
might incur his wrath and be forced to meet the men on the marriage
list.
“I will wait for you,” I said insincerely.
“Alright.” Father stared at me for a while, then nodded. His sudden
change of attitude was strange, but I could guess his intentions and
wanted to laugh.
By telling me that he plans to warn some people… is he trying to
make an example of them? My heart ached at this thought, but I
managed to overcome the discomfort and left the drawing-room.
When I entered my room, Merilyn approached me.
“A letter from Count Arlo’s daughter has arrived, my lady.”
Rose frequently wrote to me these days, even though my last letter
said that I would spare further words until her birthday banquet. It
seemed like she was having a lot of fun with it. I wonder what she
wrote this time.
I opened the letter with a sigh, then widened my eyes upon seeing
that she had written about the rumors.

Dear Lady Floyen,


How are you? Although this isn’t an important matter, I wanted

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to inform you about a ridiculous rumor I overheard. In short, it’s said
that you have a lover who you gifted cufflinks made of blue
diamonds.

As my head started to ache from reading this, I realized two things.


First, I still had to give back Father’s pendant and cufflinks. And
second, the cufflinks were the source of the rumors. The only people
who knew about them were the escort knights, the shopkeepers, and
Radian, who I had briefly encountered in the store. The former was
out of the equation. Not only were the escort knights our vassals, but
they also knew that I was usually alone at home. The shopkeepers
couldn’t be so bold as to start such rumors either, in fear of
decapitation. Even if these weren’t valid reasons, the answer was
obvious from the beginning: Radian. How could he be so delusional to
start rumors just because I bought a pair of cufflinks? His notoriety as
a viper was fitting, seeing as how he bit off more than he could chew.
Now that I think about it, Lord Rowen made a lot of excuses. He
must’ve found another partner after hearing this rumor… the same
thing will probably happen if I accept Sir Boromir’s or Lord Crocus’
offers to become my partner.
My only option was to find a partner who wouldn’t be deterred by
this rumor, otherwise, Father might mention the marriage list. The
problem is… is there such a person?
As I became lost in thought, a knocking sound on my window broke
my concentration. I turned around to look at the source.
A familiar, handsome face came into view. He looked at me and
pointed at the latch. Ah, Father’s disciple is here again. I didn’t think
that he was being sincere in the note he had written with his eccentric
handwriting.
Coming and going as he pleases… how bothersome. I sighed and
released the latch. He opened the window and entered my room.
He’s still handsome… no, I can’t think about that right now. I was
reminded of what was troubling me and snapped out of my foolish
thoughts. If someone witnessed him coming into my room, the rumor
might become a fact. Well… that’s not the only reason. Nothing good

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will come from being closer to him either. For these reasons, I decided
to ask him not to visit for the time being.
“Hey, you know you can’t—”
He cut me off. “Where were you just now?” he asked with a piercing
gaze.
He’s being ridiculous. I frowned slightly. His question was absurd,
considering that we hadn’t met in a while.
“I said, where were you just now?” he repeated.
Although I wanted to ask him the same thing, such as where he
went and why he came back so suddenly, I didn’t want to argue with
an immature man like him. I already had a lot on my mind.
“Downstairs,” I said.
He loosened his tense expression. “I see.” He even smiled slightly,
much to my bewilderment. His emotions were difficult to follow.
I don’t have time to deal with him today… I have many other things
to think about. I glanced at him and decided to make him Father’s
responsibility. “If you’re here to see Father, I think he’s still home—”
He cut me off again. “No, he just left.”
If he doesn’t want to see Father, why did he come here? Was he
kicked out again? My thoughts became more complicated as I tried to
think about all possible scenarios on top of my existing problems.
“Why are you sighing?” he asked with a frown. Although we
became closer after spending a few days together, I wasn’t comfortable
enough to tell him my troubles.
“I’m just worried about a lot of things,” I said vaguely.
“Why? What’s going on?”
“It’s not a big deal…” I trailed off, hoping to end the conversation
there.
“Tell me. I won’t tell anyone else,” he said.
When I gazed into his red eyes, I recalled the time I had told him
about my troubles with Father. Will I feel better like I did back then?

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“Then please promise me that you won’t tell Father,” I said. I stared
at him and waited for a response.
He nodded gently. “Okay, I promise.”
“100 gold bars if you break the promise?” I joked, amused that he
was strangely being obedient.
He twisted his expression. “Stop joking around and just tell me. I
will never break my promise.”
I was still worried, but I remembered the days we spent together.
His firm voice and gaze also made me trust him a little more. Even if
he tells someone, the worst that can happen is getting scolded.
When I made up my mind to tell him, he must’ve thought I was still
hesitating because he said, “If I say anything, even by accident, I will
give you all my wealth. So, go ahead and tell me.”
I burst out laughing because he had said those words quite
seriously. He doesn’t even have a home, but he’s betting all his money?
I quickly forgot about how upset I was.
“Why are you laughing?” His face became a little red as if he was
displeased by my amusement.
I barely suppressed my laughter, thinking that he would get angry
if I continued.
“Then that’s a deal. If I find out that Father knows, I’ll make sure to
take everything you have.”
He scowled. “Yes, so hurry up and tell me,” he said sharply, unlike
his previous tone. Although I didn’t like his attitude, I kind of felt like I
could trust him.
“Well…” I began slowly.

♚♚♚

Max’s foul mood improved when he saw her. He was relieved when
he found out that she had been downstairs. Now that Jubelian was
smiling, Max felt his face burning. Did he catch a cold? Although he

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had never gotten sick after mastering swordsmanship, he had been
busy roaming around and investigating the rumors about her. If she
sees him like this, she’ll think he’s weak.
To prevent her from noticing his flushed appearance, Max quickly
looked away and said, “Yes, so hurry up and tell me.”
“Well…” She hesitated for a moment. “There have been malicious
rumors about me.”
Max clenched his fists. I guess it was only a matter of time before
she found out, he thought. He carefully observed Jubelian for any
changes in her expression, worried that she might have been
distressed by the rumors.
“I’m not worried about that,” she said. Any noblewoman would’ve
been ashamed by such disgraceful rumors, but she didn’t seem to be.
“You’re not?” he asked.
“I have a clear conscience. Besides, a relationship like that is
nothing to be ashamed of. It’s just…”
“Just?”
Jubelian smiled bitterly. “It seems like all the people who offered to
become my partner will back out because of that.”
Max clenched his fists unconsciously.
Why on earth are those stupid people being swayed by such
rumors? I would never do such… Max became surprised by his
thoughts for a moment. What am I thinking…
A sense of shame washed over him until Jubelian’s pleasant voice
snapped him to attention.
“Of course, I wasn’t upset about that. It doesn’t matter whether I
have a partner or not.”
Max sighed, feeling somewhat discouraged. “What are you so upset
about then?” he asked sharply.
The woman’s eyes suddenly dropped. Did he sound too harsh? He
had never asked himself this question before, but he found himself
reflecting upon his tone. His regret was fleeting, however, because the

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woman began speaking again.
“The problem is… Father made a list of prospective marriage
partners. I ended up finding out about it.”
Max froze when he heard those unexpected words. “A list of
prospective marriage partners?” he asked to confirm.
“Yes, I saw a marked-up list of noblemen from wealthy families. He
didn’t even ask for my opinion, so it’s likely that he'll force me to meet
them.”
Max clenched his fists at the thought of his master. He was trying
to marry his daughter off…? If he had heard about this in the past, he
would’ve praised his actions, thinking that his master had finally come
to his senses. But for some reason, Max felt angry.
“Is this the type of person you are? Were you only pretending to
care about your daughter in front of me?” he cursed inwardly. He wore
a menacing expression, inexplicably furious.
“That’s why I have to find a partner,” the woman said. “I don’t want
to go on a blind date with the men on the list.”
Max unconsciously stared at her, unable to grow tired of her eyes
no matter how many times he saw them. They looked like a field of
periwinkle flowers scattered across a clear lake. He parted his lips,
powerless against a strange impulse that constantly jabbed his heart.
“There could be a suitable partner nearby,” he said.
“Nearby?”
When she stared at him with quivering eyes, Max felt his heart
tingle. She has a good eye… seeing as how she turned to me right away,
he smiled. Max felt like he was going to burst into laughter if he let his
guard down, but he hurriedly turned away the moment he realized
this. What was he thinking?
“You’re right,” she said.
“What?” Max stared at the woman, surprised that she had agreed
so easily. She suddenly grabbed his hand with a bright smile. If he
wanted to, he could easily shake off her soft, dainty hands, but he
simply stared at her without moving.

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“What was I thinking? There was a suitable partner all this time,”
she said.
Max became alert and felt his mouth go dry. She was still holding
his hand, which became increasingly warm. Why was he nervous? He
frowned at his body’s unusual reactions. Because of a weak woman like
her… Max glared at Jubelian, but the moment he met her eyes, he
became embarrassed and hurriedly pulled away from her.
“I can’t believe you’re realizing this just now,” he said bluntly.
A bright smile appeared on Jubelian’s beautiful face. “I know,
right? If it weren’t for you, I would’ve been worried for the rest of the
day.”
His heart tingled with increasing intensity. A partner… Although
it’ll be bothersome, this was something he could do for her. Max made
up his mind to attend the banquet with her.
“A man who Father trusts and approves of… I will ask Geraldine.”
Although the woman didn’t mention Mikhail or any of the men who
had asked to be her partner, Max felt his mood plunge at the mention
of a man that his master approved of. “Who is that?” he asked with
irritation.
“Ah, he’s one of my escort knights. He’s also my maternal cousin,
so I won’t have to worry about any rumors because of him. There’s no
one else better suited for this job,” Jubelian said with a bright
expression. She seemed so content that this problem was solved that
she was unaware of Max’s foul mood.
Max’s displeasure gradually subsided. He’s a relative; acceptable.
Max twisted his expression. And what did this have to do with him
anyway? He was here to search for his master’s weakness. As Max
recalled his original purpose, the woman’s defenseless smile came into
view.
“Thank you,” she said.
Her smile was so radiant that the dull ache in Max’s heart was
followed by intense pounding. When he became aware of this, he
became afraid.

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“I will be going now,” he said abruptly. If he stayed any longer, Max
wasn’t sure if he could control himself. When he tried to leave, almost
as if he was running away from something, Jubelian called out to him.
“Hey, wait a second!”
Instead of responding, Max glared at her fiercely, warning her to
not come closer. Strangely, his heart throbbed when she seemed to
understand this. Jubelian stared at him calmly and wore the same
expression as she did when she saw him through the window today.
She proceeded to place some pouches on the floor before stepping
back. “Take these,” she said.
Max checked what was inside and frowned. Money? Why was she
giving him this? He was about to throw the pouches back on the floor
and tell her he didn’t need them, but he suddenly met her kind eyes.
Her gaze reminded him of the times she had covered him with a
blanket and given him food to eat. Max slowly lowered his arm.
“It’s not for free. As repayment, you can help me out if I ever need
it,” she said.
"..."
Max had planned to never come back again, but he couldn’t bring
himself to say that. He slipped the money into his pockets and
prepared to leave the room.
“If you have no place to go, you can always come back,” she said.
“Okay?”
Max impulsively nodded upon seeing her warm smile as if there
was an irresistible force controlling him.

♚♚♚

Lord Boromir decided to give up after one word from me, the duke
pondered. Despite the easy obedience from the previous two men he
had visited, it was a mistake to think that the last person would be the
same.
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but he seemed to be relaxed.
“So, you’re warning me to stay away from your daughter because I
don’t meet her standards, Your Excellency?” Although the young
man’s smiling face was quite handsome, he was still lacking compared
to Jubelian’s appearance.
“Yes,” Regis said. Despite his straightforward answer, the young
man managed to remain calm.
“Well, it's true she’s better than all the other ladies.”
Although Regis agreed with him, it didn’t mean he approved of the
young man. “I clearly told you not to approach my daughter, Ronald
Herman Crocus.”
After giving this final warning, he stood up. Now that he thought
about it, he was also on the marriage list. The duke was determined to
revise the very thing that had been bothering him recently and
prepared to return home to do so.
“You should change your mind soon. Your daughter will come to
love me.”
In response to his boastful words, Regis turned around and stared
at the young man. His eyes lowered when he imagined Mikhail’s fine
characteristics on the young man’s face.
“Do you really think my daughter will like a lowly thing like you?”
The young man tried to maintain his composure, he suddenly had
trouble breathing through the oppressive aura of the unrestrained,
transcendent being. It seemed like the young man had pushed the
duke too far. By showing interest in his daughter, he had wanted to
bring the empire's hero to his side for his family’s benefit. Although he
tried making their meeting memorable, it had backfired.
“I have met a lot of people like you… opportunists who treat people
like tools to get what they want,” the duke said.
From a young age, the young man had been taught by his father,
the minister of foreign affairs, to never back down. He had learned to
never be the first one to break a stare, to relax in any tense situation,
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the young man was frightened by Duke Floyen’s chilling glare.
“Does my daughter seem easy to you?” he asked.
“I-I’m sorry…”
When he managed to apologize, the duke’s intangible energy
loosened its hold on the young man. He stared at him coldly.
“One mistake is enough,” Regis muttered underneath his breath.
Then he left the drawing-room, his blue eyes filled with bitterness.

♚♚♚

After he had left without another word last time, I had been feeling
quite restless for not giving him travel expenses. It was like a huge
weight had been lifted off my shoulders when he took the money. I
don’t have to worry about him being hungry for the time being, I
thought with relief. I disliked it when other people didn’t eat properly,
so I was discomfited by the thought of him starving outside. Perhaps it
was because I was often hungry in my past life, due to my
impoverished circumstances. Or perhaps it was because I felt attached
to this man, who had stayed in my room for a few days.
Well, I gave him a way to repay me so he won’t feel bad. It should
be okay. Although I had told him to help me if I needed it, this was an
empty request. As a noblewoman, there was no need for me to ask a
commoner for help. I only said that because I didn’t want him to think
I was patronizing him.
Now, I have to solve the root of my problem. Before I asked
Geraldine to be my partner for the banquet, I needed to find a way to
undo Radian’s damage. How could I screw him over? I thought. The
cufflinks I bought for Father were made of blue diamonds, a rare and
precious gemstone, that were fashioned with a unique design, as
nobles tended to avoid things that had the same design. It made sense
that the rumors got out of control because I still held onto these
expensive jewels.
I need to find evidence to defend myself… But despite my
determination, I couldn’t think of anything and began to feel helpless.

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As a dull ache began to spread in my head, a thought suddenly
occurred to me. It wouldn’t hurt to try this idea, even if it didn’t work.
I called Merilyn over. “When Father comes back, tell him that I
want to see him. I have something to give to him,” I said.

♚♚♚

The sun had yet to set when Regis returned, thanks to his efficiency
in dealing with matters. Dinner was usually after seven, so he still had
some time to spare. Fortunately, he wasn’t late. He was relieved to be
able to catch dinner with his daughter.
Regis handed his coat to Derrick and ordered, “The men on the
prospective marriage list are substandard. Redo it.”
Derrick sighed. He chose from noble families ranked higher than
marquis. If he had to leave more men out of the list, there won’t be
many left…
Although he was displeased, Derrick replied with a businesslike
tone. “Yes, master. I will do my best.”
“If you can, please find candidates with nice personalities as well.”
In the aristocracy, finding someone with a good character was like
finding a needle in a haystack. Although he felt helpless, Derrick
nodded without betraying a hint of dissatisfaction. “I will do as
directed.”
“Let me know when it's dinnertime.”
Derrick turned around, then stopped as if he just remembered
something. “Oh, the lady says that she has something to give to you,
master.”
“Give?” The duke turned towards him and widened his eyes with
disbelief. “Alright. Tell her that we can have tea before dinner.”
“I will inform the lady.”
When Derrick left, Regis glanced at the clock. It was now 4:30 pm.
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minutes until then. He’ll have to wait a while longer. He sighed softly,
then stared at the paper on his desk. There were many names written
below the heading Prospective Marriage Partners. Among them were
foreign royals, high-ranking aristocrats, and distinguished men from
high society. Except for a few names, most of them were crossed out.
Regis fixated his gaze on an unmarked name, Ronald Herman Crocus.
He picked up his pen and scratched out his name before studying the
list with a sigh.
“There is no one here who meets all of my daughter’s conditions.”
“I’m not going to marry someone unless he has everything. I want
the most wealthy, affluent, and competent man there is.”
Regis mulled over her words for a while, then spotted a circled
name on the list. It was his only disciple and the imperial family’s only
successor to the throne, Maximillian. He’s the only man who meets all
of her requirements. He had originally intended to cross him out but
had accidentally made it look like a mark of approval. Regis softly
chuckled at this blunder for a while, then furrowed his eyebrows.
“My daughter is more than what this crafty guy deserves.”
As he prepared to cross out his name, Derrick's voice came from
outside the door. “It’s time for tea with the lady, master.”
“Ah, it's already time.”
Regis ended up leaving his office without crossing out the name.

♚♚♚

When I arrived in the living room, Father was already sitting down.
“Take a seat,” he said.
“Yes, Father.” I sat down in front of him and deliberately tried to
seem friendly. “I’m delighted to be drinking tea with you.”
Although I felt the opposite of affectionate inside, I was flattering
him for a reason. I have to make him wear the cufflinks. Radian's
rumors gained credibility because the whereabouts of these cufflinks
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Father wore them in public. There was something else that was
bothering me, however.
“You’re at home more often these days, Father,” I said.
He nodded. “Because I promised,” he said vaguely.
Although I didn’t know what he had promised or who he had
promised to, his frequent presence at home would only make my life
more difficult. If he keeps acting like this, my plan will… anyway, I
have to persuade him to wear these first. If I could get Father to wear
the cufflinks and visit a crowded place like the imperial palace, the
rumors would end.
“I heard that there was an assassination attempt at the imperial
palace. Is everyone okay?” I asked.
“You don’t need to concern yourself with those matters,” Father
said coldly.
I usually would be offended by his tone and stopped talking, but I
had an important goal to accomplish today.
“I’m just worried that if you stay at home for too long, the imperial
palace won’t be as safe. You are the strongest swordsman in the
empire after all. I understand if you are desperately needed there,
Father.”
As I was busy flattering him, he suddenly said, “I plan to retire
within this year.”
What? Retire? I was taken aback because he was still relatively
young to even think about that. If that’s the case, my plan won’t work…
if he planned on living in seclusion after retiring, I could only convince
him to go to social gatherings… But I have never seen Father attend
parties. In the novel, the duke didn’t even attend his daughter’s
debutante. My idea was close to impossible.
“But—”
Although I wanted to persuade him otherwise, he cut me off. “I
have been thinking about it for a long time, so don’t try to convince
me.”
He seemed to be warning me to not interfere with his personal

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matters, so I backed down, worried that he wouldn’t bother wearing
the cufflinks if I offended him any further.
“Alright. It’s good that you’ll be at home more often, but staying
inside all the time can get boring. You should think about attending
social gatherings to occasionally refresh yourself,” I said cheerfully,
wearing a forced smile.
Instead of answering my subtle invitation, he nodded slightly. It
seemed like he wasn’t in a bad mood now, so I decided to use this
opening to give him his pendant and cufflinks.
“This is the pendant you left in the library some time ago, Father.” I
gave him the object, which he took impassively.
“I see that it was in your possession until now,” he said
indifferently.
I briefly wondered if he even knew that he had misplaced it, but
that thought disappeared when I realized that his response was
natural, given his dry personality. He will probably receive the gift the
same way. Without expecting much, I gave him the box that contained
the cufflinks. “Here’s this, too.”
Father glared at the box and asked, “What… is this?” His voice held
a little hesitation, which was unlike him.
“It’s a gift," I said before he could comment any further, in case he
thought it was something strange. "You can open it.”
He silently unwrapped the box and did as I said. When he saw the
cufflinks, his eyes widened.
“...”
He stayed silent, so I assumed that he didn’t like my gift very much.
It doesn’t matter because I had already expected this reaction.
“I was reminded of you when I went shopping recently. I bought
this because I thought it would compliment you,” I added with a casual
laugh, to which he nodded.
I’m glad he accepted the gift. If he refused it, I’d have to give it to
Geraldine. He wasn’t just a vassal or the head of the Floyen knights; he
was also my cousin from my mother’s side. Since the custom was to

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give cufflinks to both family members and lovers, he was the most
suitable option besides Father, as it would prove that I had purchased
it for platonic purposes. He was also needed to show up at Rose's
banquet as my partner. Doing so would imply that I still nursed a
wounded heart and had no intention of dating other people at the
moment. In this scenario, Father wouldn’t be able to force me to meet
someone on the marriage list. High society was unusually obsessed
with appearances, so if people found out that Father arranged a blind
date for his heartbroken daughter, he would be criticized. This plan
was the best way to resolve the problem concerning the marriage list,
as well as the rumors.
“About my partner…” I trailed off, but Father nodded at me to go
on. “I know you are very busy, Father, but for the banquet tomorrow
—”
I wanted to ask him if I could borrow Geraldine, his precious
subordinate and nephew, but Father’s low voice cut me off.
“Alright.”
Did you know what I was going to say, Father? Although I was
confused, I decided not to question his decision in case he might
change his mind. Now that I have Father’s permission, I need to ask
Geraldine to go to the banquet with me. Everything was working out
as smoothly as I had planned. I picked up a madeleine and was about
to take a bite when Father suddenly looked at me and said, “Since
that’s your wish, I'll accompany you to the banquet.”
I dropped the madeleine that was in my hand. That wasn’t part of
my plan, Father!

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5
As Planned

THE young man was standing in a tower next to Madam Fresia’s


salon with a confused expression. That woman. What in the world was
she planning? Max neither understood why she looked at him with
those eyes nor why she was so kind to him. What did she want him to
do…? He recalled Jubelian’s face, then sighed. He was discomfited by
her caring eyes, which were devoid of expectations, and suddenly felt
distressed. This was pathetic. He had no reason to see her anymore, so
why was he always thinking about her? Max tried to erase her
existence from his mind, but he was strangely reminded of her smiling
expression and friendly eyes time and time again. Damn it! When
Max’s expression twisted violently, the door swung open.
“Oh, dear. Why do you look so irritated, my lord?”
“If you have something to report, say it and leave,” Max replied
coldly.
He didn’t need to be so hostile when I’m simply worried about him,
she thought, frowning. Although displeased, she managed to control
her expression. “It’s nothing much. Your stand-in, Victor, has sent a
letter.”
“Concerning?”
“Ah, it looks like the emperor’s envoys are refusing to return to the
imperial palace because Your Highness keeps delaying your return to
the capital.”
Simply put, he was now under surveillance. A bloodthirsty smile
appeared on Max’s face. “He was the one who delayed my return
indefinitely when I wanted to go back before. Why can’t he wait a little
longer now?” he wondered out loud, then continued with a cold voice.

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“Tell Victor that his act must be flawless.”
“Yes, Your Highness.” Fresia was about to leave the room, but she
suddenly turned around as if she just remembered something. “Ah,
about Lady Floyen. It seems like she will be ignored by many people at
the banquet since there are rumors that she doesn’t get along with her
father.”
Max had barely managed to forget about her, but now he was
reminded of her again. He twisted his expression and said angrily,
“You don’t have to report anything about her from now on.”
He was so curious about her until now. What caused this change of
heart? Fresia was puzzled, but she nodded, knowing how capricious
her lord could be.
“Yes, Your Highness.” She tried to leave again, but a soft voice
stopped her.
“Where are you going?”
“Huh?” she asked, dumbfounded.
“Shouldn’t you at least finish the work you’ve started?” Max asked
coldly.
“What?” No matter how hard she tried, Fresia couldn’t keep up
with her lord.

♚♚♚

“Have you decided to attend Count Arlo’s banquet this week, Lady
Daffodil?”
“Of course. And you, Lady Cosmos?”
“Yes, I will be attending as well.”
In Madam Fresia’s salon, nobles concealed their identity with
masks and aliases. Now they were busy talking about Count Arlo’s
banquet, which would take place over the weekend. This was natural,
given that the person at the very center of the rumor mill these days
had unexpectedly decided to attend the banquet.

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“I’m really curious about who Lady Floyen’s partner is going to be.
What do you think, Madam?”
Fresia was quietly drinking a glass of expensive liquor in the
corner. When all the attention turned on her, she smiled as if she
indeed knew something. “I’m not sure. She might attend with her
relative, Sir Ronel… or she might come alone.”
“Oh my! What makes you think that?”
Fresia took another sip of the amber drink and parted her red lips.
“If she enters with another man after breaking up with Sir Mikhail, she
will only be adding fuel to the fire. But if she enters with a relative such
as Sir Ronel, or even alone, she will be able to avoid criticism.”
Everyone admired her speculations.
“Now that I think about it, it’s not a bad idea for her to enter
alone,” some
“Although there is a lot of talk regarding her behavior, many
noblemen have long admired her beauty.”
“As expected of Madam Fresia! How wise!”
Fresia laughed at the compliments, and the corner of her eyes
wrinkled. “No, no, it’s all uncertain. I just made a guess.”
“Even so, your insights are amazing!”
Fresia’s smile became more prominent. She thought it appealing
that they couldn’t think this far. Even so, it felt nice to be at the center
of attention, even if the target of the people’s admiration was not her
but the character she was playing. Fresia slightly raised the corner of
her lips as she continued to drink out of her glass.
“Will you be attending the banquet as well, madam?”
When someone asked her this question, Fresia recalled what her
lord had said.
“Fresia, attend the banquet and approach Lady Floyen. If she gets
into trouble, help her. I’m asking you to do this because she might be
useful in the future, not because I like her. Don’t misunderstand. She
will be useful to me in the future.”

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She had been ordered to take care of Lady Floyen, as well keep
watch on her. And as if that wasn’t enough…
“Just in case, I will also attend the banquet and keep an eye on
her. I’ll also be watching you.”
Her unpredictable lord was also going to follow her to the banquet!
Why does he give her many tedious tasks? She’ll have to assist the
rumored lady and selfish master all by herself! Fresia sighed, brooding
over her lord’s command. Then she gathered herself and met the
noblewoman’s curious gazes.
“Ah, yes. I received an invitation, so I must go,” she said with a
graceful tone.
Not going means disobeying a direct order. She had no choice. She
sighed and downed more liquor. The nobles around her didn’t seem to
understand her thoughts, so they started to chatter again.
“Then we can make a bet about the lady’s partner,” a noblewoman
joked while laughing. Instead of answering her, Fresia nodded and
laughed along.
At that moment, another lady asked a question that she had been
withholding. “What happens if Lady Floyen attends by herself, as
Madam speculated? We will never be able to ascertain whether the
rumors about her are true, will we?”
“No, no, that’s not true. We can just find the person with the
cufflinks!” another woman said. As they began guessing among
themselves, Fresia didn’t feel the need to intervene and continued to
drink without a word.
“By the way, I heard that the successor of Marquis Hessen, Sir
Mikhail, will be attending the banquet as well.”
“Oh!” Everyone showed interest in the news that the parted lovers
were going to reunite at the banquet hall.
“I wonder who his partner will be.”
“Me too! He’s so handsome that Lady Floyen did all sorts of things
for him.”
“He’s very competent as well… I’m sure many of the young ladies

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want to be his partner.” All the women in the salon smiled happily,
thinking about Mikhail’s outstanding appearance.
“He must be relieved that the lady who used to harass him has
found a new lover…”
“Ah, that’s right! They were said to be lovers, but Sir Mikhail didn’t
reciprocate her feelings. It's well-known that Lady Floyen was the only
one in love.”
Fresia nodded slightly in agreement, but her smile fell from her lips
when a man passed by her table. He’s drunk, she thought. Although
the dreadful people who gathered in this salon acted refined for
appearance's sake, there were occasions when people couldn’t control
their impulses and threw a fit. It was enough that her lord caused
trouble a few days ago. Fresia frowned and beckoned a guard who was
standing nearby.
“Watch that guy,” she commanded.
The guard carefully followed the man without making a sound, as
was expected from an elite member of her information guild. It looked
like he was leaving. The exit was right around the corner, which meant
his task would be over soon. At that moment, the man who he had
been following suddenly turned around, and to his surprise,
approached him. The guard tried to defend himself, but the man’s
hands were faster.
“Why are you following me?” he asked angrily. The guard could tell
he wasn’t an ordinary person, as he possessed a sort of advanced
agility that could overpower his opponent instantly.
What on earth? Although the guard was confused, he responded
quickly to manage the situation. “Oh… I thought you were drunk, so I
was worried.”
The man’s eyes peered through his mask and observed the guard.
When he saw the salons badge on his jacket, he loosened his grip. “I’m
not drunk,” he said. Then he turned back around and headed for the
exit.
The guard stared at his retreating back with a blank expression,
wondering what he should do, then sighed.

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“It’s alright. He didn’t cause a commotion, and he’s leaving
anyway… it won’t make a difference if I continue following him or
not.” After making this judgment, the guard went back to the main
hall.
The man who he had been following boarded a carriage with a
covered household seal.
“Let’s go home.” After informing the coachman of his destination,
the man took off his mask. A pained, twisted expression was soon
revealed. Jubelian, he thought. Even if she was deceiving him, the man
had tried to ignore any news of her, thinking that it would be a waste
of time to care about her any longer. But now that it became clear that
the rumors were true, he couldn’t act like before.
“Did you give cufflinks to another man? To a lowly person who
can’t even reveal his identity at that…!” Mikhail’s expression crumpled
in anger, although he still couldn’t understand why he felt this way. He
then recalled how Jubelian used to cling to him.
“I only did that because I was so upset about you spending time
with someone else, Mikhail. It won’t happen again, so please don’t
abandon me.”
Jubelian was someone who always repeated the same mistakes
while endlessly clinging to him. He thought he would only feel
happiness when they parted, but every time he heard about her, he
only felt anger.
“Why does this woman make me feel this way…!” Mikhail clenched
his fists, confused by his emotions. His eyes suddenly lit up when he
thought about the very thing that would hurt her. “Yes, you’ll surely be
regretful if you see me with another woman, Jubelian!”
Mikhail slowly closed his eyes, pledging to make the woman who
deceived him suffer. Although his heart strangely ached, he assumed it
was because of all the drinks he had.

♚♚♚

I entered my room and sighed.

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What do I do now? I never planned for Father to be my partner. If I
went with him to the banquet, I’d have to be careful with every little
thing I did. I worried about how to act for a while, but when it became
too cumbersome to worry any longer, I quickly came to a conclusion.
It won’t be a problem if I stay as quiet as possible. No one will even
know I’m there.

♚♚♚

Time passed until it was finally the day of the banquet. The carriage
ride to Count Arlo’s residence was a little boring, as I could only see a
series of indistinguishable buildings near the capital. The view
reminded me of downtown Seoul, where it was also crowded with
similar-looking skyscrapers. Everything near the capital looks the
same. Nothing is interesting to see.
I wanted to yawn because I strangely felt tired, but I restrained
myself, afraid that Father might scold me for showing an unrefined
appearance. My vision was beginning to blur when I heard his voice.
“Don’t worry.” I glanced at Father, who was looking out the
window. “I will stay by your side today,” he continued.
I didn’t know why he was saying this, but it seemed like he was
uneasy about what other people would think about our family. They
might find it strange if we entered as partners but interacted
awkwardly. He was probably concerned about me causing a scene at
the banquet too. I’m mostly worried about you, Father… I couldn’t
figure out what he was thinking lately, so I was nervous that he might
interfere with my plans. Nevertheless, I wore a smile to cover up my
true thoughts.
“Oh, I appreciate that you’re coming with me, Father.”
As long as I don’t make any mistakes today, there won’t be any
problems. At that moment, I noticed Father smiling softly as he
continued to look out the window. What is he smiling at? I turned
around to look outside the window as well. A pretty mansion was
surrounded by flower beds brimming with red roses, giving it a lively

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appearance. We had arrived at Count Arlo’s townhouse, which was
located at the capital’s outskirts. It’s a pretty house, just as Rose said.
I was staring blankly at the beautiful mansion when Father said,
“Jubelian.”
I turned my attention to him, then saw him reaching out to me.
“Let’s go,” he said.
I looked at his hand for a moment, then tentatively took it. I held it
delicately in case it would bother him, but he grabbed my hand tightly.

♚♚♚

“Announcing Duke Regis Audrey Floyen and his esteemed


daughter, Lady Jubelian Eloy Floyen!”
The banquet hall stirred at the herald’s introduction, especially
since the famous Duke Floyen usually didn’t attend social events. As
everyone held their breaths, the picturesque father and daughter duo
entered the banquet hall. Those who saw them gaped in astonishment.
Lady Floyen was dressed in a white dress embroidered with gold
threads. She looked so beautiful and elegant that for a moment, her
notoriety escaped everyone’s thoughts.
“Her reputation precedes her beauty,” someone said.
As they admired her, the duke gently wrapped his arm around his
daughter’s shoulders. Their attention immediately followed his
movements, and everyone noticed that he was wearing a white robe
that matched her dress. Despite his age, the duke was still youthful
and handsome, comparable to a man in his twenties. The only part of
his appearance that revealed his age was his sunken eyes.
“That’s His Grace, Duke Floyen, right?”
“Yes, you’re right. It’s been a while since he’s attended a banquet.”
Unmarried ladies, as well as noble ladies who had admired him in
the past, blushed when they saw him.
“He still looks great.”

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“Yes, he does.”
The nobles stared at Duke Floyen as if they were possessed,
following his movements as he slightly raised his hand. When he
revealed something shiny under his sleeve, everyone realized what it
was and widened their eyes. The blue diamond cufflinks that everyone
had been looking for could be seen on the duke’s wrists, gleaming from
the light. The nobles were mesmerized for a moment, realizing why
they hadn’t seen the cufflinks until now. If they were a gift for him, it
made sense why the cufflinks hadn’t appeared. The duke usually
doesn’t wear accessories and spends most of his time at home.
The man in question slowly observed the banquet hall. His cold
eyes seemed to warn people to not draw hasty conclusions, making
onlookers recoil with fright. Even so, some people smiled in response
to his frightening gaze.
Rose glanced at her mother with an elated expression, since she
had been scolded by her for exchanging letters with Jubelian. Are you
seeing this? I told you Lady Floyen wasn’t at fault, her gaze seemed to
say.
Countess Arlo fanned herself with embarrassment. Other nobles
who had believed in the rumors looked away in embarrassment as
well. There was only one man who fixed his gaze on the duo.
“What? The cufflinks were for the duke?”
It was Mikhail, Jubelian’s ex-boyfriend.
“Of course. She can’t possibly have eyes for anyone else besides
me.”
He stared at Jubelian and slowly raised the corner of his lips.

♚♚♚

As soon as I entered the banquet hall, I detected the scent of


lilies. What a pretty house. Rose’s mansion wasn’t as big as ours, but
the antique interior sported mahogany walls, lily decorations, and
cream-colored fabrics that made the place look elegant and spacious.

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My current home was made entirely out of white marble, so the
servants had to do a lot more work than usual to clean it every day. In
addition to sweeping and wiping the floors and walls, they also had to
polish them. For this reason, I always felt bad when I came home after
spending my day outside on a rainy day.
I might live somewhere like this when I become independent. I'll
decorate the interior with wood when I live on my own! It’ll be nice to
have a rocking chair in the library as well.
I was planning out my future when Father suddenly released my
hand and wrapped his arm around my shoulders.
“Don’t worry. Just have fun.”
What? I was daydreaming about my bright future without any
worries.
I was dumbfounded by his words when he took off his hand and
whispered, “Don’t forget whose daughter you are.”
I gulped nervously and flashed a smile. For some reason, my hands
were starting to get sweaty. He will probably kill me if I make a
mistake today. Even if Father didn’t warn me, I had every intention to
behave properly and attend this banquet inconspicuously.
“We greet our empire's hero and his daughter.”
The Arlo family rose from their seats and stepped forward to greet
us, as it was customary for the host and his family to greet guests of
higher status. I observed the girl who seemed to be around my age,
standing at the very end. As soon as our eyes met, she smiled like a
blossoming flower.
Rose.
Now that I’m looking at her closely, she seems to be a very lovely
lady. I could only recall Mikhail’s appearance from the memories of
the past Jubelian, so other people were merely formless figures. It
seems like I had been missing out on a lot of precious things. People
would often overlook the stars in the night sky because they were
distracted by all kinds of artificial lights and neon signs. My past life
was like that as well. But now, I simply wanted to live happily and
enjoy what I had missed out, instead of obsessing over Mikhail, the

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very light that had been distracting me.
To do that, I must be reserved today and go home without making
any mistakes. As I repeated this inside my head, members of the Arlo
family bowed.
“It’s an honor for Your Grace and the lady to attend my daughter’s
birthday banquet,” Count Arlo said.
After royalty, dukes were the highest rank in the hierarchy, so we
weren’t expected to maintain the same formality. Father opened his
mouth after bowing silently.
“Happy birthday, esteemed daughter of Count Arlo.”
“Thank you, Your Grace.”
The scene of Rose receiving a congratulatory message from Father
highlighted the fact that she was the banquet's main character. She
approached me while I was still observing her, then took my hands.
“Thank you for coming today, Lady Floyen.”
Although this was the first time I was seeing her in person, she was
very friendly. Perhaps it was because of all the letters we wrote to each
other, but I also felt very close to her.
“Happy birthday, Rose,” I greeted. Then I turned around to look at
Merilyn, who was holding her present. Noblewomen usually
exchanged expensive perfumes, poetry books, tea leaves, and teacups
as gifts. What I had prepared was neither flashy nor substandard,
which made me think she was at least not going to become offended by
it. When I signaled Merilyn, she presented the gift.
“This is…”
I smiled at Rose, who was looking at the box with slightly trembling
eyes. “I sincerely prepared this small gift for you, my dear friend.”
Rose burst into bright laughter, her eyes brimming with
anticipation. “Ah, thank you so very much!”
Although her smile exuded a teenage-like vitality, the countess
frowned at her daughter’s reaction, which may have seemed unrefined
by some onlookers. Hm… As expected from a lady who’s rumored to
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her daughter was being friendly towards a lady rumored to be rude.
“You can hand the gift to me,” a servant said.
As the servant accepted the gift from Merilyn, I noticed that Rose
was looking at the box with curiosity. Although it was good manners to
check gifts after the banquet was over, an exception could be made if
the guest permitted to open them. It’s not a big deal, so it should be
okay, I thought. I smiled at Rose, who continued to stare at the gift box
with eyes full of anticipation.
“You can open it if you’re curious,” I encouraged.
Rose didn’t hesitate at my approval. “Thank you,” she said.
She took the gift with twinkling eyes, then unwrapped the ribbon
and opened the box to reveal what was inside. The black object was
almost as big as a fist, but it was shaped like a flat cylinder. The
surface possessed a smooth luster and bore a delicately crafted red
rose on the top, giving it a very beautiful appearance. Rose soon
opened the lid and widened her eyes. Any young lady who wore
makeup could identify the fluffy velvet puff, which was somewhat
thinner than the ones used here. Its design was also improved to look
like the portable compact powder with an attached mirror commonly
used in my past life.
Well, I don’t think she'll like this gift very much because it’s just a
modification of something that already exists…
Rose had been murmuring to herself, but at that moment, she
frowned slightly.
She’s probably disappointed. It seems like she doesn’t need my gift
because her maids already carry all her makeup supplies.
I was a bit taken aback because I didn’t think her reaction would be
this bad, but her disappointment was justified when I thought about it
again. She had spent so much time writing letters to me, but I had
given her such a common gift. I’m just grateful that she wrote me all
those letters until now. I tried to be unfeeling about this situation, but
I couldn’t help but feel sorry that she had been so kind to an outsider
like me.
“I should get going now…”

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I was about to leave when Rose's voice held me back. “Please wait a
second, Lady Floyen.”
I braced for what was coming, wondering if she was going to
criticize me, but her next words were so unexpected that I doubted
having heard them correctly.
“To give me such an innovative gift, I’m touched!”

♚♚♚

At first glance, Jubelian’s gift looked suspicious to many onlookers.


Everyone observed the flat, round object decorated with a rose. It
looked like a small, aesthetically pleasing container used for storing
miscellaneous accessories, but it was difficult to tell if that was the
purpose of the gift. It was only when Rose opened the case did people
exclaim.
“Puff? Is that a powder container?”
Everyone felt like they had been hit with a ton of bricks. When
noblewomen went out, a maid would usually bring puff to correct their
makeup throughout the day. But since this was impossible to do if they
weren’t accompanied by a maid, a dull and greasy face was a
discomfort many ladies had to endure alone. Jubelian’s gift easily
solved this common problem.
“Oh, a powder container small and thin enough to fit inside a
purse!”
“I’ve never seen anything like it before.”
“To think of such an object and request production of it…
incredible.”
The object was both charming and practical, so it was no wonder
many eyes possessed a covetous gleam.
“If she’s presenting something like that, wouldn’t this year’s Star go
to Lady Floyen?”
The Star was a brooch awarded to the noble who spearheaded the
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honor for nobles, who tended to be sensitive about outward
appearances.
“I agree. Seeing as so many people’s eyes are already shining… isn’t
that a sign it’ll become a trend?”
“Of course, but I doubt Lady Floyen will disclose which workshop
she ordered it from.”
Everyone was curious about this, but it was a sensitive subject
because nobles rarely disclosed such information. Moreover, it was
difficult to approach the lady in question, who was notorious for her
wickedness. As everyone cowered, someone started a conversation
with Lady Floyen and brought up what none dared to ask. The girl was
none other than Rose, the star of today’s banquet.
“If you don’t mind, could you tell me which workshop you
commissioned to make this powder container, Lady Floyen? I would
like to order one for my mother as well.”
Even those who had openly disapproved of Jubelian were nervous
by this situation. If she was the Lady Floyen they thought they knew,
she wouldn’t stop at just causing trouble. Unexpectedly, a soft voice
came from Jubelian’s red lips.
“Ah, it was Fyodor’s workshop. The craftsman is young but skilled,
so you can trust him.”
Many people became amazed by her smooth response.
“Thank you so much for giving me this valuable information,” Rose
gushed.
Jubelian waved her hand. “It’s nothing much. I’m quite
embarrassed by your extensive praise, so I’m not sure how to react. I
can only thank you for liking the gift I gave you.”
She had not only answered, but also answered humbly. At this
point, people were wondering if someone was impersonating the lady.
While everyone’s minds were in disarray, it was Countess Arlo, Rose’s
mother and the lady of the Arlo household, who set out to calm the
chaotic atmosphere.
“I am very pleased that you gave my daughter an unforgettable gift

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today.”
In response to her gratitude, Jubelian gracefully lowered her head.
“And I am honored to have been invited to such a high-class banquet,
Countess,” she said.
The countess unconsciously marveled at her response. Jubelian
had not only praised her and other guests but also herself to avoid
seeming servile. She had truly mastered the aristocratic way of only
saying what was necessary. The countess’ expression, which had been
frozen like ice in the middle of winter, became warm like the spring
breeze.
“I hope you have a great time, Lady Floyen.”
“Thank you for your consideration.”
When Jubelian expressed her gratitude, the countess and her
husband bowed at Duke Floyen, who stood next to her. The duke
likewise bowed in silence, then reached out to his daughter.
“Let’s go.”
They walked toward the corner of the banquet hall. It was usually
an inconspicuous spot, but everyone’s attention strayed there to
observe the lady.
“How can she be so different?”
“She’s really pretty when she smiles. Did you catch a glimpse of it?”
In response to the numerous praises from the surrounding
noblewomen, who had been gossiping about Lady Floyen just
yesterday, Countess Arlo spread her fan.
“My daughter certainly has an eye for people. The lady I met today
was befitting of Duke Floyen’s prestigious household.”
Although people noticed her shift in attitude, they nonetheless
nodded in agreement.

♚♚♚

I sighed softly as the banquet hall became noisy, a bit taken aback

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by everyone’s unexpected attention. I thought it was a simple gift… but
I guess it wasn’t. This isn’t what I wanted. I forced a smile, tired from
all the unanticipated curiosity I drew from other people.
I want to go home and rest.
At that moment, Father reached out to me. “Let’s go.”
It would be nice to go home at this point, but we simply moved to a
set of chairs by the window and sat down. It’s a bit awkward to sit with
Father like this. I looked at him with this thought, but he was staring
at a distant place with a cold expression. It seems like being here has
put him in a bad mood. Although I didn’t force him to come with me, I
felt somewhat uncomfortable. No, I shouldn’t pay so much attention to
him.
I turned away from Father and looked at the center of the banquet
hall, where men and women were dancing in pairs. What a pretty
sight. I was quite entertained by the beautifully dressed couples
dancing expertly, so much so that I felt like I was watching a splendid
performance of professional dancers. As I thought, it’s more fun to
watch other people dance than to dance myself.
I was still sitting next to Father when I saw the backside of a
familiar figure, who was surrounded by many women. Huh? He looks
a bit like Mikhail. Is it him? Even if it were him, I remembered the
warning he had given me. “Fine, I'll trust you. Just don’t appear in
front of me ever again,”
It’s a small world, but he couldn’t have possibly come to this
banquet, right? I knew that Mikhail didn’t enjoy banquets, so it was
unlikely it was him. The last thing I wanted to do was get involved with
him, as many people perceived him as a pitiful, handsome man who
had been harassed by me, a villainess, for two years.
“I’ll go to the terrace and stay there for a while, Father.”
He sighed in response and said, “Okay.”
I had been worried that he would order me to fulfill my
responsibility as his partner, so I was relieved that he permitted me. I
rose from my seat in a good mood when he spoke again.
“Don’t forget that I’m here.”

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When he said those words, a burdensome feeling weighed on me. I
can’t even rest in peace. The thought of staying in the banquet hall any
longer made me exhausted, so I trudged towards the terrace.

♚♚♚

Many people watched Lady Floyen enter the terrace with regretful
gazes.
“It’s a pity I couldn’t ask her to be my partner.”
The duke's hostile glare prevented people from approaching her,
much less asking her to be their partner. Mikhail frowned. As one of
these people, he had been conscious about Jubelian’s presence since
she entered the banquet hall.
“She went to the terrace. Is she signaling for me?”
Mikhail was about to follow Jubelian when Duke Floyen, who had
been sitting this entire time, stood up and leaned against the wall near
the entrance to the terrace. Damn! Mikhail couldn’t even move one
step forward because the man who had once shown him favor was now
exuding candid hostility. Although this uncomfortable encounter left
Mikhail feeling uneasy, Regis lifted a corner of his lips.
“This is ridiculous. I can’t believe he was such an unpleasant
person.”
In the past, Regis approved of Mikhail simply because Jubelian
liked him. But now that they had parted ways, Regis couldn’t bother
with someone who was nothing more than a nuisance. When he
turned around, Regis relaxed his fierce gaze.
“I can’t ruin the banquet my daughter is enjoying just to catch a
bug like him,” the Duke muttered.

♚♚♚

When I left the stuffy banquet hall and entered the terrace, I felt
like it was easier to breathe. Because I was on the first floor, the Arlo

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family’s garden was right in front of me.
It’s nice that it's quiet. I stared blankly at the rose garden and took
a deep breath. The wind carried a fresh and fragrant scent of roses
towards me. Although the colorful roses were trimmed by human
hands, they were still beautiful products of nature. I began to feel at
ease as I watched them.
I should move to the countryside when I become independent. It’ll
be a good idea to plant some flowers and start a farm as well.
As I was making a plan for my future, my eyelids slowly became
heavier. I felt my eyes growing drowsy. Just as I was about to rub them
unconsciously, I stopped. I almost forgot I had makeup on. I could
have messed it up if I touched my face. At that moment, I felt the
sudden urge to yawn, so I covered my mouth and yawned with a
lowered head. Ah, the tears are coming out again. The makeup
shouldn’t be erased because of a few tears, right? They always came
out when I yawned, but I couldn’t help this physiological
phenomenon.
I left my powder compact at home… I was about to wipe my tears,
hoping that there wouldn’t be an unfortunate event where I had to
correct my makeup.
“What are you doing?”
I turned towards the direction of the familiar voice and saw a very
attractive face come into view. He was the last person I had expected
to be here.
“Hey, how did you…?” I tried asking him for an explanation but
stopped short when his long, masculine fingers gently wiped the area
around my eyes.
“Did someone harass you by any chance?” he asked with a harsh
voice, akin to a beast’s growl. Unlike his tender touch, which had
wiped away my tears, Father’s disciple stared at me with fierce red
eyes.

♚♚♚

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The man glanced at the azure sky, vibrant roses, crowded banquet
hall, and lovey-dovey guests who displayed affection on the terrace. As
someone who survived many near-death experiences, Max felt
irritated and uncomfortable by his surroundings.
It might be difficult to find each other, so please stay at the
arranged meeting place, Your Highness,” Fresia told him.
Max tried to endure his boredom by thinking about her earnest
request, but this was difficult to do, considering that he had already
been hiding in a tree all day long.
“Should I just leave?”
Although he wanted to abandon the plan and return to Salon
Blooms right away, he practiced patience.
“Ah, about Lady Floyen. It seems like she will be ignored by many
people at the banquet since there are rumors that she doesn’t get
along with her father,” Fresia had said.
“There is a lot to gain from this banquet.”
Many nobles who worked at the imperial palace were in
attendance. Max decided it would be a good idea to make a mental
note of who approached his master and nip them in the bud later.
Despite his resolve, Max suddenly thought about Jubelian wearing a
gorgeous dress and dancing in someone else’s arms. She should be
dancing by now. His gaze became increasingly bloodthirsty as he
stared at the banquet hall.
“If I reveal my identity and go in now…”
Max was overcome by an intense impulse when the door to the
terrace, his arranged meeting place with Fresia, opened. When he saw
who it was, he widened his eyes. Jubelian? He thought he was
hallucinating at first, so he blinked to affirm that the person who
entered the terrace was indeed Jubelian. Why did she come here?
Various thoughts crowded his mind, but he felt strangely content by
her appearance, so much so that the boring and dull scenery now
looked lively.
“I guess she likes roses, seeing as she’s gazing at them so seriously.”

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Max unconsciously smiled as he observed Jubelian, but he was
soon puzzled by what she did next. Why was she lowering her head?
When Jubelian lifted her head back up again, he realized why. Was she
crying? He thought he was hallucinating again, but the sight of her
tears dripping down her jewel-like, periwinkle eyes was unmistakable.
At that moment, Fresia’s earnest words occurred to Max. “It might
be difficult to find each other, so please stay at the arranged meeting
place, Your Highness.”
Max paid no heed to her request and already jumped off the tree.

♚♚♚

I stared at Father’s disciple and frowned slightly. Why’s he


suddenly saying this? I didn’t know what he thought of me, but I was
still the only daughter of a duke. Although I was infamous for being
vicious to others and never having to experience difficulties, it seemed
like he thought I was a pushover because I had been kind to him.
“Tell me,” Father’s disciple said in a bloodthirsty tone as if
interrogating me.
I stared at him. “If I tell you who harassed me, are you going to
punish that person?”
“Yes. I promised to help you, after all,” he responded immediately.
I sighed, dumbfounded by how he had so casually distorted my
words. Foolish guy, helping me will take you closer to death! Although
I overlooked his arrogance because I didn’t want to seem overbearing
and haughty, other nobles weren’t as forgiving. They considered it
mutiny for commoners to speak informally to nobles, unhesitant to
dole out harsh punishments right away. As a commoner, he would
meet the same end if he used force against a nobleman. Perhaps that
wouldn’t even be enough. He could be bluffing, but this person… he
might actually do such a thing. After observing Father’s disciple for a
few days, I realized that he didn’t know many social norms, almost as
if he was raised in the wild. His mind was like a blank sheet of paper
that could lead to his death if he wasn’t careful.

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We’ve known each other for quite a while, so I couldn’t let him die.
Although we weren’t close, I sometimes felt comfortable with this
person. He didn’t seem to have any ulterior motives and treated me
like a normal person, instead of the unapproachable Lady Floyen.
“Excuse me.”
“What.”
He turned to me. “Yes?”
“If you want to help me going forward, please speak to me formally
in public,” I said
“What?” he asked as if I had said something ridiculous.
“I’m still in a situation where I’m being ignored by people in high
society,” I reiterated. “How much of a joke will they think I am if you
disrespect me as well?”
He stared at me in response, deep in thought.
I gazed into his red eyes and said, “You can make enemies or
friends depending on how you say things, especially when it concerns
nobles. Although this will be a different story if the class system is
abolished, I’m just warning you to be careful.”
His red eyes continued to stare at me when I finished speaking. If
he’s dissatisfied, he should just say so instead of looking at me so
seriously. Why is he staring at me like that? Before his gaze got even
more strange, he slowly nodded. How nice. He looked like an
obedient child when he nodded. I unconsciously felt the urge to stroke
his hair, as if to praise him, but hastily pulled my hand back before I
did.
“Oh, why are you here at the banquet?” I asked.
“Because of work,” he responded quietly.
This made sense. It wasn’t uncommon for nobles to hire
mercenaries as security guards for banquets. I wondered if he was
overqualified to work as a temporary guard, but that wasn’t as big of a
problem as his appearance, which was very unusual for a commoner.
“If nobles speak to you, you must respond formally. Okay?” I
reiterated, making sure he understood to ease my worries.

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He sighed. “Alright.”
Despite his affirmation, I knew how ignorant of the world and
arrogant he was, so I stretched out my pinky finger. “Promise me.”
He frowned in response, then sighed and gently hooked his pinky
finger around mine. After we stamped our thumbs together, he pulled
back his hand and spoke with an irritated tone. “By the way, why did
your partner leave you alone, making you look like an abandoned
person?
Hmm, I guess I probably looked like that. The terrace was a place
where guests could, in a positive light, take a break. It was also, in a
negative light, a place where people could escape if they were left out
or unable to acclimate themselves. With my partner being a certain
someone, I wasn’t in a situation where I could enjoy the banquet.
“Father is in the banquet hall…”
He stared at me with amazement when I mentioned Father.
“What? Didn’t you decide to partner with a relative?”
“Well, it ended up being Father.”
He frowned in response and stared at me. “Have you danced yet?”
I sighed. “If someone asked me to dance, would I be acting like an
abandoned person, like you said?”
As soon as I finished speaking, he snickered. Yeah, he probably
thinks this is funny. In the past, people often asked me to dance with
them out of reverence for my status as a duke’s daughter. But oddly
enough, I hadn’t received a dance request from a single person today.
it’s probably karma for the life I’ve been living until now. I was lost in
my thoughts when a hand extended in front of me. I looked at Father’s
disciple, who wore a serious expression with his outstretched hand in
the air, unwavering.
“Why are you extending your hand?” I asked.
He slightly frowned. “Don’t you understand? I’m asking you to
dance with me.”
“You even know how to dance?” I asked with surprise. “My
goodness.”

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He nodded in response. “You should be honored. I don’t dance with
just anyone,” he said proudly.
I was a bit worried that he might step on my feet, but I couldn’t
refuse someone who seemed so eager to dance and decided to be
generous. I took his outstretched hand. “Yes, it’s an honor to dance
with you.”
At that moment, I wondered if my eyes were playing tricks on me.
my eyes. For a second, he looked like an arrogant prince with a smile
filled with confidence, which was quite unusual. I was staring at him,
almost as if I was possessed when he raised my hand.
“Then, let’s start.”
The orchestra echoing across the banquet hall could also be heard
at the terrace. I moved slowly, trying to be considerate toward him, a
beginner. To my surprise, he began to lead me. His steps were too
skilled for a beginner; even his guidance was perfect without any
faults. It was as if he had practiced dancing many times. I stared at
him, dumbfounded.
“Ah!”
Perhaps it was because I wasn’t concentrating on my steps, despite
wearing high heels, but I missed a step and almost fell.
“You are not paying attention,” he scolded me.
In no time, his red eyes got closer while he hugged my waist tightly.
I became flustered and tried to get out of his arms.
“Is your ankle okay?” he asked. Although he spoke brusquely, his
words showed that he was worried about me. I felt strange for some
reason.
“Ah, it’s okay. Now…”
I tried to distance myself, but he suddenly lifted me in bridal style.
As I was taken aback by his unexpected actions, he sat me on a nearby
bench and applied something to my ankle. The cool sensation
reminded me of a pain relief patch. When I looked at him in
amazement, he forcefully lowered his head and complained. “You’re
lucky I brought this ointment… if I didn’t, what would you have done?”

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Does he carry around household medicine because he’s a
mercenary? I stole a glance at him in amazement.
“Thank you,” I said.
He lowered his head even more in response, seeming to become
irritated. “There’s no need to say thank you. Just don’t get hurt.”
I caught sight of a leaf on top of his head.
“It’s done n—”
At that moment, he raised his head slightly. I became embarrassed
because it seemed like I was trying to stroke his hair.
He took my hand. “What are you…”
His face had turned slightly red, so he must’ve been angry at me. I
was about to apologize when I suddenly heard a voice.
“What the hell are you doing?”
I turned towards the entrance of the terrace, where Father was
staring at us with a terrifying expression.
“F-father...”

Continues in Volume 2
COMING SOON

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