After These Things
After These Things
After These Things
Discipleship
Mark S. Taylor
With special thanks to those that led me down the narrow path.
Mark Wright, Senior Pastor, Hazel Dell Christian Church
David Smith, Discipleship Pastor, Hazel Dell Christian Church
Contents
The Story
Gathered Together
Let’s Go Fishing
Jumping In
The Offering
Recognizing Jesus
The Reward
Follow Me
Conclusion
The Story
Picture this setting. Jesus Christ has been crucified just days
earlier. His disciples have been through a period of enormous stress,
witnessing unspeakable hatred, violence and murder by crucifixion. They
have left everything, home and family, to follow the Messiah and have been
with him constantly for three years. Suddenly, in just a few days, it has all
ended. The disciples are afraid for their lives, afraid to open their doors,
afraid of who might be coming for them. Feelings of abandonment and
depression permeate the air.
They are sitting in a room, it is quiet. Processing all that has
happened will take months. They are almost in a state of shock, confused
about what lies ahead and confused about the redemption of Israel.
It is evening, and it has been a very long day. Peter feels a pang
of desire to have life return to some sort of normalcy, a yearning for the
time when his life seemed much more simple and much, much less
complicated. A time when things were in order and life had a mundane
routine that somehow felt safer and more secure. Peter has a brief longing
to go back, back to the way things were before he met Jesus.
Suddenly Peter says to his friends, “I am going fishing.” They all
quickly agree to go with him. Time spent on the lake will be a good escape.
A sanctuary from the threat of arrest, from the pressures of the unknown
that lie ahead.
It feels good to once again navigate the restlessness of the boat’s
deck under their feet. It will feel good to once again cast their nets. The
potential for a fresh fish meal and some income from the sale of the catch is
inviting. As darkness settles over the Sea of Galilee they head out, looking
forward to a bountiful catch.
As the night wears on things do not go as well as they had hoped
they might. The fishing is poor and the work is hard. They had forgotten
just how hard the task of fishing was. They meet with no success. Dropping
the net and then pulling it in, time and time again. It is hard work, very hard
work. The callouses on their hands have long ago disappeared and blisters
begin to form. Old familiar feelings of the despair of fruitless toil return.
The memories of many long hard nights of work with no reward begin to
haunt their minds. The vulgar, unpleasant feelings of insecurity, the worries
of not being able to provide for themselves, the stresses of earning a day to
day living come flooding back. Then the doubt sets in. How did I end up
here? Where is the Lord? How could we possibly have ended up right back
here after all we have seen, all we have been through?
The night drags on. Eventually they grow so tired that they give
up and steer the boat towards shore. Depression sets in. Fear of the
unknown begins to gnaw at them. How will we eat? What about the
possibility of our arrest? Are we to end up in prison, poverty stricken?
Where is Jesus now that we need him more than ever?
As they finally approach the shore, the light of a new day is just
beginning to show in the sky to the east. The air is cool and damp, yet they
continue to perspire under the heavy workload of rowing the boat to shore.
Their perspiration mixed with the cool night air chills them. What a
miserable night, what a miserable life lies ahead?
There is a fire on the beach. Someone has built a fire, perhaps
some fishermen already returned from their nights toil. A stranger on shore
asks them, “Children, you have no fish, have you?” It is a quiet voice,
easily carried across the still waters of the lake. “No” they reply. “We have
fished all night for nothing.” one of them mutters.
“Cast the net to the right side of the boat, and you will find
some” the stranger suggests. “What?”, is their initial reaction. “Why would
we do that? There are no fish here.” But they do move the net to the right
side of the boat and cast it into the lake not really knowing why they were
doing such a foolish thing, not understanding why they were wasting what
little energy they had left.
But wait. The net is full. There are dozens of fish in the net. How
is this possible? How can this be? They fished all night with no results.
These men are experienced fishermen, they know full well that a big catch
this close to shore never occurs. How is this possible?
“It is the Lord” cries John as he immediately recognizes the hand
of Jesus in their good fortune. Peter, the exuberant one, the one who only
days before denied Jesus as Lord, pulls on his outer garment and jumps into
the water. Oh the joy of knowing that the Lord is there. The swim to shore
is one hundred yards, a significant swim without clothing on, let alone fully
dressed. But Peter does not care, his life is pure joy, his Lord is there,
waiting for him and everything is instantly better.
The others are left in the boat, wrestling with a net so full of fish
that they cannot bring it aboard. Their strength is renewed with the
realization that Jesus is present. Nonetheless they will have to take the boat
ashore dragging the net full of fish behind them. This is the hardest work of
the entire night. They have not worked like this in years, hard heavy labor,
but their new found strength provides just enough to help them endure.
As the six reach shore, now exhausted, they have to beach the
boat. The net full of fish is now dragging on the lake bottom. Moving the
boat forward is nearly impossible. No one grumbles, even though the
excitement of knowing the Lord is near is now tempered with exhaustion,
as well as the disturbing thought that Peter has deserted them in their time
of need. This brings thoughts of anger and indignation.
As they exit the boat, they see a charcoal fire, with bread and fish
on it. Peter and Jesus are standing by the fire, Peter warming himself as his
wet clothing dries. This is a joyous reunion as the seven enjoy the warmth
of the fire and the warmth of the Lord, his smiles and compassion giving
them comfort without the necessity of conversation.
Jesus says to them, “Bring me some of the fish that you have just
caught”. Peter runs to the boat and pulls the net ashore. This is the net full
of fish that all seven could not haul into the boat. The net full of fish they
dragged behind the boat with enormous effort. The net full of fish that no
single one of them could have managed in any way. Yet Peter, on the Lord’s
command, beaches the net with little effort and brings a few fish and sets
them down at the Lord’s feet. The food for the meal is already on the fire.
This is an acknowledgment. An offering to the One that provided the
bountiful harvest.
“Come and have breakfast” Jesus says. They all sit together, near
the warmth of the fire and enjoy a feast with the Lord. The sun now rises
over the eastern hills, revealing a beautiful blue cloudless sky. The sun
begins to warm them. While they eat, the conversation is light and
wonderful. No one can remember every having had a finer meal. It is one of
the best moments any of them could recall in their entire life. One of those
rare times, when all is right with the world. Friends are together, the
conversation is robust, laughter fills the air. It is one of those moments one
wishes would last forever.
After the meal, as the conversation begins to wane, Jesus and
Peter go for a walk. Jesus says to Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love
me more than these?”, motioning to those with them. Peter replies, “Yes
Lord, you know that I love you.” Jesus says “Feed my lambs”. Then Jesus
asks Peter again, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” and Peter replies
“Yes Lord, you know that I love you.” Jesus says “Take care of my sheep.”
Then a third time Jesus asks Peter, “Simon son of John do you love me?”
Peter replies “Yes Lord, you know all things, you know that I love you.”
Jesus says “Feed my lambs.”
Finally Jesus says to all, “Follow me.”
Chapter One
After These Things
After these things, Jesus showed himself again to the
disciples by the Sea of Tiberias and he showed
himself in this way. John 1:1 NRSV
When the apostle John wrote his gospel, he did so with the direct guidance
of the Holy Spirit. As readers of the bible we must keep in mind that every
word is placed there with God’s guidance. Understanding and reflecting on
this fact should give each of us pause to carefully consider why the words
in the bible are placed there before us. In truth, we should pause and
consider each word and phrase while pondering what specific message each
one might hold. God does not waste words. By his very nature God cannot
waste anything. And he tells us that his word does not go out without
accomplishing its intended purpose. This “going out” includes reading,
hearing and speaking God’s word.
For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven
and do not return there until they have watered the
earth, making it bring forth sprout, giving seed to the
sower and bread to the eater, so shall my word be that
goes out from my mouth: it will not return to me empty,
but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and
succeed in the thing for which I sent it. Isaiah 55:10-
11 NRSV
GIVING PAUSE
I was getting stale. Each morning I would sit down with my NIV
translation and try to get interested in a book of the bible. I had read every
book in the New Testament and my favorite parts of the Old Testament
multiple times. I loved God’s word but knew I needed something fresh to
jumpstart my morning quiet time with the Lord. Perhaps a new translation
would do the trick.
I switched bible translations from the NIV to the New Revised
Standard Version (NRSV) in an attempt to find fresh, new meanings in
God’s word. Researching potential translations had led me to believe the
NRSV was a more literal translation that might bring some freshness to my
study. I was not disappointed.
The journey that led to the writing this book began in the NRSV,
in the Gospel of John. This was the first book of the bible I read in total. It
was the book that led me to accept Christ as my savior in 2004. As I read
the twenty-first chapter of John, commonly known as the story of the
miracle fish catch, the first three words of the verse seemed to leap off the
page. I continued reading the chapter but could not seem to get my mind
past those first three words. “After these things” kept echoing in my head.
Someone was trying to get my attention. God was prompting me to pause
and consider the phrase, those three seemingly simple words.
I stopped my reading and went back. “After these things”, why
was this phrase special? Why did I feel the Holy Spirit prompting me? How
much meaning can there be in the first three words of any chapter? I prayed
that God would open my eyes to whatever it was he was trying to teach me
and of course he did. I don’t recall if it was that morning or several days
later, but eventually the question that needed asking came to me: After what
things?
IN THE BEGINNING
If a reader picks up a book and reads the last chapter first, most
of the meaning of that last chapter is lost because that last chapter likely
refers to things that have happened or have been discussed in the previous
chapters. “And they lived happily ever after….” is a nice ending, but
without knowing what came before, the significance is lost.
To completely understand the last chapter of a book, you must go
back to the first chapter and read the entire work. This is the only way the
reader can know with certainty everything the last chapter is referring to.
And so it became evident to me that to understand the significance of “After
these things” the reader has to go back to the first chapter of John and read
the entire book.
.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with
God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning
with God. All things came into being through him, and
without him not one thing came into being. What has
come into being in him was life, and the life was the
light of all people. The light shines in the darkness,
and the darkness did not overcome it. John 1:1-4
NRSV
It becomes quickly evident that “After these things” refers back
to the very beginning of all things, to the very start of everything, to the “in
the beginning” of biblical proportion. The phrase packs a powerful punch
simply by its reference back to chapter one of the Gospel of John.
To fully understand the “phrase”, however, we have to know the
entire story. We need to know what the rest of the chapters, contained in the
Gospel of John, tell us. For brevity sake, here is the shortest summary of the
Gospel of John ever written: In the beginning was the Word (Jesus),
everything that ever was and ever will be was created by him. The book of
John goes on to recount the life of Jesus Christ, including the story of Christ
through his life, ministry, crucifixion and resurrection.
The lesson God wanted me to learn was now evident. “After
these things” refers to a story we need to be familiar with, the story of Jesus
Christ. “After these things” is telling the reader that they must be familiar
with God’s word and that we must know the Word, Jesus Christ.
A Fresh Start
Over the next several days I kept thinking about the phrase
“After these things”. If the first three words of the twenty-first chapter of
John contain that much meaning, how much more must be contained in the
balance of the chapter? Perhaps I was making more out of it than was really
there? Maybe this was a common phrase used throughout the gospels?
I opened the NIV and read the first verse of John chapter twenty-
one. It began with “afterward”, another version began the chapter with
“later”, another with “after this”. Each of these opening words or phrases
appeared to say the same thing. All appeared to be simple transitional
phrases, moving the reader from one chapter to the next. Further research
revealed that transitional phrases such as “later” or “the next day” or “after
this” are used throughout all four gospels. John uses “after this” frequently
to start new stories, indicating the end of one section and the beginning of
another. Was “After these things” simply another transitional phrase,
denoting nothing of any particular importance?
After considerable thought, my conclusion was that “After these
things” was not just another transitional phrase. It specifically refers to all
that has transpired to that point. This means that the phrase indicates that
what is to follow is either a summary of what has transpired, or a fresh
starting point for something new. Already aware that the balance of John
twenty-one is the story of a miracle, I knew that what followed was not a
summary, thus leaving one conclusion. “After these things” indicates a
fresh starting point in John’s gospel.
A fresh starting point? A fresh starting point in the last chapter of
the fourth gospel of the bible? This seemed a bit odd, to say the least. Why
would John begin a new story now? I thought that perhaps the last verse of
the previous chapter (John 20) might give a clue.
But these are written so that you may come to believe
that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that
through believing you may have life in his name. John
20:31 NRSV
There was no hint there. The conclusion of John twenty has a
certain finality to it. It does read like the end of the story rather than the
next to the last chapter. It also appears to be a fitting end to the story of
Jesus Christ. The conclusion of John twenty actually lends credence to the
theory that John twenty-one is a new story, a fresh starting point. Again we
have to ask, why a new story now? In search of answers, God reveals an
astonishing lesson.
Knowing God’s Word
Since “After these things” refers back to the entire Gospel of
John we don’t have to look far for an obvious first message from God.
God expects us to know his word
“In the beginning was the Word”. Here is the start of all things
made by God, the start of the universe, the earth and everything that ever
was. Here is the beginning of the story of creation and humanity, the
starting point of our relationship with our God and the starting point of any
journey to discipleship.
The word of God is magnificent in its simplicity and complexity
as they coexist together throughout the bible. It is living and active, ever
directing the steps of the saints throughout the world.
Indeed, the word of God is living and active, sharper
than any two-edged sword, piercing until it divides
soul from spirit, joints from marrow, it is able to judge
the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And before
him no creature is hidden, but all are naked and laid
bare to the eyes of the one to whom we must render an
account. Hebrews 4:12-13 NRSV
The Word, Jesus Christ, is the beginning and end of all things,
the alpha and the omega. God’s word is the very beginning of each of us,
the one thing no man can eternally live without, the one thing that every
man on earth should be physically and spiritually living with.
The word is the bread of life for every human on earth, though
millions do not know it.
It is written, One does not live by bread alone, but by
every word that comes from the mouth of God.
Matthew 4:4 NRSV
Jesus tells us when he visits Mary and Martha that there is only
one thing we need. The importance of this cannot be overstated. Jesus is
telling us his word is the ONLY thing we need. While Mary sat at the feet
of Jesus and listened to what he was saying, Martha was scurrying about
serving her guests. As Martha became indignant over doing all the work by
herself, Jesus said to her:
Martha, Martha, you are worried and distracted by
many things; there is need of only one thing. Mary has
chosen the better part, which will not be taken away
from her. Luke 10:41-42 NRSV
Of course “only one thing” is not underlined in the bible, but it is
worth special note. Jesus does not say that one of the things we need is
God’s word, he is telling us it is the only thing. Viewed from the context of
eternity, this becomes a poignant reminder.
Once we know and believe the word of God it can never be taken
from us, we can never be separated from it, and we will live eternally with
the Word, Jesus.
Very truly, I tell you, anyone who hears my word and
believes him who sent me has eternal life, and does not
come under judgment, but has passed from death to
life. John 5:24 NRSV
BELIEVING
Knowing God’s word is one thing. We also must welcome it into
our hearts, accepting it as truth.
… and welcome with meekness the implanted word
that has the power to save your souls. James 1:21
NRSV
Sanctify them in truth; your word is truth.
John 17:17 NRSV
Not believing God’s word has serious consequences.
Consequences no sane person would want to face as God’s word tells us
that it is not only truth, but it also is our judge.
The one who rejects me and does not receive my word
has a judge; on the last day the word that I have
spoken will serve as judge. John 12:48 NRSV
KNOWING GOD
To know the Word (Jesus) is to know God himself. The Word
was with God in the beginning. All things came in to being through the
Word and eventually the Word became flesh and lived among us. This bears
repeating: to know the Word is to know God. It is not possible for anyone to
have an intimate relationship with anyone they do not know. So this is true
with God.
God sustains all things, including you and I through his word.
This is simple, basic truth. The foundation for our lives. We cannot be
sustained by God if we are not intimate with Jesus.
…he has spoken to us by a Son, whom he appointed
heir of all things, through whom he also created the
worlds. Hebrews 1:2 NRSV
I don’t think I ever realized the significance of God’s word prior
to this journey. I knew that God’s word was alive and I knew that being “in
the word” was important, but I don’t think I realized the word is the very
essence of life itself, at least not to the degree I should have. This
realization gives a knew view of Jesus, a more revelatory awe than I
previously had. My prayer is that perhaps it is giving you the reader the
same realization and sensation.
The word is also eternal. It is by which we secure salvation.
…but the word of the Lord endures forever. That word
is the good news that was announced to you. 1 Peter
25 NRSV
And we know that the Son of God has come and has
given us understanding so that we may know him who
is true; and we are in him who is true, in his Son Jesus
Christ. He is the true God and eternal life. 1 John
5:20 NRSV
Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will
not pass away. Mark 13:31 NRSV
LEARNING GOD’S WORD
Where is the first place we go to learn and come to know God’s
word? The Bible. “Anyone who hears my word and believes”. God states
this truth directly, leaving no room for misinterpretation. We have to know
God’s word, we have to welcome God’s word, and we have to believe
God’s word. Knowing the Word (Jesus) is how we come to know God
himself.
He (Jesus) is the reflection of God’s glory and the
exact imprint of God’s very being, and he sustains all
things by his powerful word. Hebrews 1:3 NRSV
Knowing God’s word is how we acquire faith.
So faith comes from what is heard, and what is heard
comes through the word of Christ. Romans 10:17
NRSV
Knowing God’s word leads to being born of the spirit.
It is the spirit that gives life; the flesh is useless. The
words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.
John 6:63 NRSV
It is through the Spirit that we can worship God and establish an intimate
relationship with him.
God is spirit, and those who worship him must
worship in spirit and truth. John 4:24 NRSV
It is through the Spirit that you can go out into the world with God by your
side.
Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the
Spirit, which is the word of God. Ephesians 6:17
NRSV
It is through continuing regular study of the word that we know truth and
Jesus recognizes us as his disciples.
…..if you continue in my word, you are truly my
disciples; and you will know the truth, and the truth
will make you free. John 8:31-32 NRSV
No other word ever surpasses God’s word. Of all the great
authors through all of history, of all the great Christian authors we study
today, not one of their words was ever greater than the absolute least of
God’s word. Know the word.
This sequence of biblical truths about God’s word is worth
contemplating. Through the word of Christ we acquire faith and are born of
the spirit. It is through the Holy Spirit that we can worship God, it is how
we connect with a holy God despite our sin. Continuing to study and live in
the word makes us true disciples, a goal we should each be seeking daily.
JESUS SHOWS HIMSELF
After these things Jesus showed himself again to the
disciples by the sea of Tiberias, and he showed
himself in this way. John 21:1 NRSV
As we move on from the first three words of the Gospel of John
chapter twenty-one, scripture tells us that Jesus shows himself in this story
in a particular way. At this point, that is all we know about this appearance.
We will want to keep a close eye on how Jesus appears, how this
appearance might be different from previous appearances and what
meaning each appearance has for our lives today.
SUMMARY
The seemingly simple phrase “After these things” teaches us that Jesus
wants us to know his story and to know him. It is the basis for all
understanding and truth. It is how we learn from God as we go forward.
The importance of this lesson cannot be overstated. It is the foundation of
faith. Each day we either move closer to God or farther away from God.
Daily interaction with the word is a choice. We choose the path we walk
down each day.
Why God would start a new story at the very end of the gospels
will require some additional searching. We now have a clear understanding
that “After these things” does start a new story. As God reveals his truth
through his word, he spells things out for us with amazing clarity. All things
start at this point on our spiritual journey and in our relationship with Jesus.
All things depend upon the Word.
Chapter Two
Gathered Together
Gathered there together were Simon Peter, Thomas
called the Twin, Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, the
sons of Zebedee, and two other of his disciples. John
21:2 NRSV
After discovering all that “After these things” refers to, I could not wait to
find out what the next verse might reveal. What might Jesus be teaching us?
On the surface verse two appears to be a simple set up for the rest of the
story. But now there is reason to believe this rather unassuming verse about
the gathering of seven disciples must have a deeper meaning. It must be
there to accomplish more than simply providing a list of who was hanging
out.
WHY SEVEN?
Seven of the eleven original disciples are gathered together by
the Sea of Tiberias, also known as the Sea of Galilee. What might be the
significance of only seven of the remaining eleven disciples gathering? I
decided to dig deeper into the biblical meaning of the number seven in
search of a hint, and again I was not disappointed.
I discovered that the number seven in scripture is significant.
Beginning with God creating the world in seven days. The number seven is
often a number signifying completeness in the bible.
And on the seventh day God finished the work that
he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all
the work that he had done. Genesis 2:2 NRSV
Seven times seven was the year of jubilee a time to reset things and start
afresh.
You shall count off seven weeks of years, seven times
seven years, so that the period of seven weeks of years
gives forty-nine years. Leviticus 25:8 NRSV
Revelations 16:17 speaks of the seventh angel pouring out his vial into the
air and then a great voice from the throne saying “It is done”.
The seventh angel poured his bowl into the air, and a
loud voice came out of the temple, from the throne,
saying, “It is done!” Revelation 16:17 NRSV
How does all this apply to our study so far? When we connect
the fact that the story of the miracle fish catch is the last recorded
appearance of Jesus with his disciples, along with its placement as the last
chapter of the gospels, we can make the conclusion that the gathering of
seven is another indication of the completion of something. The question
that begs asking is, what is that something?
I began to wonder if perhaps Jesus viewed this event as the
closing of a chapter in his earthly ministry. While the Book of Acts talks
about Jesus appearing in various times over 40 days, those appearances
were not individually recorded. The last appearance by Christ on earth
described in detail is this story of Jesus and these seven disciples.
I also began to wonder why the last appearance of Jesus
recounted his performing a miracle. Surely Jesus had nothing left to prove.
He had performed countless miracles, been crucified and raised from the
dead. His disciples had witnessed all these things. If they were not
convinced of the deity of Christ prior to this particular gathering by the Sea
of Galilee, filling their nets with fish would likely not be the single
convincing event. This leads us to another question, why the need for one
last miracle?
We can safely conclude that Jesus was not standing on shore to
convince his disciples of anything. If Jesus was not there to further
convince the disciples of his deity, then why was he there? And why did
John feel compelled to end his gospel with this story? Who then was this
story for if not for the seven? The questions seemed to be piling up.
The only other persons this story could possibly benefit would be
all those who read it. That would mean the story is meant for the benefit of
all believers to come for all the centuries to come? I began to wrap my mind
around the theory that this story is a message, a very special message for
you and I, from our God.
As I began to ask myself all these questions, I looked to the Lord
for answers during my morning quiet time. Perhaps these thoughts and
theories were nothing new for anyone but myself. I considered researching
commentaries pertaining to the Gospel of John chapter twenty-one, but
decided against it, feeling that God was revealing to me something he
wanted me to learn. At this point I had no idea that a book would eventually
come from all this contemplation and study. But I knew I did not want to
skew this lesson from the Lord with opinions and writings of other men.
I was becoming more and more convinced that God was
revealing a post earthly ministry message from Jesus. Further, it was
becoming more and more apparent that this story was for the benefit of all
future believers. It was at this point that I began to consider the possibility
that this story was a parable. A parable with Jesus as the central figure. It
was an intriguing theory to say the least.
We cannot leave this verse without a search for any other
possible message. Verse one starts with “After these things”, verse two
starts with “Gathered there together”. Then came my next “aha” moment.
We are required to gather together.
THERE’S NO PLACE LIKE HOME
We see the disciples gathered together in what was a familiar
worldly place for them, a place where many of them had spent much of
their life before being called to discipleship. A place where they often went
fishing.
This time however things are different. They know Jesus very
well and have seen him at least twice since his death. Only a brief amount
of time passes from the upper room appearance until the disciples find
themselves back in these familiar surroundings by the sea, returning to what
was comfortable and familiar before their journey with Christ.
There was likely a very real feeling of being let down within the
group, an uncomfortable feeling that the wind had been taken out of their
sails. They had been on a tremendous adventure, expecting Jesus to return
to Jerusalem as king and take his place of lordship over the entire world.
That dream seemed to be over. While they had seen the risen Jesus and
rejoiced, they were still stuck in the world, which can be a depressing
thought even for us today. While Jesus knew this was just the beginning of
their real journey, they likely were feeling like it was an ending to a great
adventure. A bit of depression has likely set in as none of them could
comprehend what might lay ahead.
Why would we expect something different from the disciples at
this point? They are human and do not have the benefit of the hindsight we
have with which to view their situation. As humans and fellow believers
most of us can relate to their dilemma. How often do we lay awake,
worrying about what might lie ahead, only to look back some time later and
see how God had guided every step, only to lay awake and worry about the
next problem.
GOD’S CHURCH
John is giving us a clear picture of a group of believers gathered
together in verse two. This group does not include every believer, but
nonetheless a significant group of some of the very first believers, a small
group of those called specifically by Christ to discipleship. This is one of
the earliest models of Gods church on earth, and one of the earliest
gatherings of believers. A clear example of what will occur on earth for the
next two thousand years and beyond, pending the return of Christ. United
by the bond of Jesus Christ they were hanging out together. One might
assume that they were gathered together for prayer, fellowship and worship.
However we know the rest of the story and we know they were more likely
wallowing in self-pity. Nonetheless, they were together, tied by the bond
provided by their belief in the living God.
All of this then begs the question, what message might Jesus be
teaching us here?
Did you realize that Jesus had spoken only four times to this
point? That’s it, four sentences! This realization came as I was preparing to
write this chapter. Four sentences, spoken by the Word, that have led us on
this journey of discovery. So unfathomably deep is the word of God.
Here is a paragraph to summarize what Jesus has said in so few
words.
You are my children and without me you have nothing. If you
listen to me and do as I command you will have a bountiful life. When you
receive my blessings, you must share them with a hurting world, thus
bringing some of those blessings back to me as an offering. Then we will sit
down and dine together.
Can it get any better than that? Well, yes it can, and it does in verse thirteen.
JESUS COMES TO US
Jesus tells us in verse thirteen, that after we follow his guide
provided thus far, “after these things” he will serve us our breakfast. He will
feed us our bread and fish. We need only recline and dine.
Jesus came, took the bread and gave it to them, and
did the same with the fish. John 21:13 NRSV
There is a certain discomfort visualizing myself reclining and
relaxing as my Savior serves me. It gives me the uneasy feeling that my
Lord and God should not be waiting on me but rather I should be serving
him. I do not deserve to be served by God, especially considering all he has
done for me. I am a wretch. At my best moments I appear as filthy rags to
God. I am a sinner. More than that I am an accomplished sinner. Jesus
serving me? Willingly serving me? It makes me feel --- a bit uncomfortable.
Of course, I realize that I ask God to serve me every day. My
prayer life certainly includes asking for things and various blessings. These
would be more requests for worldly blessings than spiritual blessings, if I
am honest with myself. I ask Jesus for things like a nice home and a good
car. I ask him for a stress free life, an easy life. I ask him for my health. I
ask him to bless my wife and children. These things I ask for come out of
my worldly nature, mostly out of the natural evil that lives in my heart.
The LORD saw that the wickedness of humankind was
great in the earth, and that every inclination of the
thoughts of their hearts was only evil continually.
Genesis 6:5 NRSV
Here is a great picture of our humanity. We want God to serve us,
to give us the things we want. We often don’t really think through what it is
we are asking for. We continually ask Jesus to serve us dinner while we
relax with our friends. We ask Jesus to cook the food, bring it to us, and
clean up the kitchen when he is done.
My worldly nature believes that Jesus is there to serve me, to
give me the things I want. Deep inside my soul I know better. I do not want
to continually try to manipulate my relationship with God, but I also know
that I do it. As a human, living in a fallen world, I really have no idea what
the good gifts of God are. I have a concept of what they are, but I do not
think I have a good understanding of the significance of them.
….”If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is
saying to you, ‘Give me a drink’, you would have
asked him, and he would have given you living water.”
John 4:10 NRSV
Now, here comes God willing to serve me. I am not sure how to
handle that. I know deep down that I do not deserve God’s grace, let alone
to be willingly served by the God that gave me life, the God that I try to
manipulate on an ongoing basis. Welcome to the human condition. At least
the human condition of disciples of Jesus Christ. This dilemma requires an
ongoing introspective look at how we function as humans. Maybe Jesus
could help me with that introspective look? Perhaps through the word and
gathering with others and quiet time, hmmm.
Accessing The Power of God
While we tend to think of the bread and fish on the fire from our
worldly viewpoint, as physical blessings, this bread and fish is not of this
world. This is spiritual bread and fish. God is spirit and his most precious
gifts to us are spiritual. Jesus certainly provides us with the worldly things
we need, like food, shelter and clothing. And we certainly need to
appreciate those material things he provides and thank him daily. The bread
and the fish Jesus is inviting us to dine on provide us with spiritual life,
including access to the kingdom of God. The bread and fish spoken of here
are one hundred percent spiritual.
In this story the spiritual bread Jesus serves us is the word of
God. The fish he serves is symbolic of the blessings we receive when we
listen to him and do as he instructs. Just as the disciples received their fish
when they cast their net to the right side of the boat.
Let’s bring this view full circle and see if it makes spiritual sense.
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