(LN) Eighty Six - Volume 06 (Y)
(LN) Eighty Six - Volume 06 (Y)
(LN) Eighty Six - Volume 06 (Y)
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Copyright
86—EIGHTY-SIX
Vol. 6
ASATO ASATO
86—Eighty-Six—Ep. 6
©Asato Asato 2019
Edited by Dengeki Bunko
First published in Japan in 2019 by KADOKAWA
CORPORATION, Tokyo.
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Contents
Cover
Title Page
Insert
Epigraph
Copyright
Afterword
Yen Newsletter
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PROLOGUE
HARSH MISTRESS
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that Báleygr may be a worthy successor to receive total command over
the Legion. Receipt of new directives is the primary objective of the
unified network at present.>>
<<…………>>
<<Mistress. Did you lure Báleygr into your designated war zone?>>
<<That’s our objective, isn’t it, No Face…? Is there a problem with that?
>>
<<Negative. After Báleygr is lured to the designated location, he must
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be exterminated.>>
………?
She fell into puzzled silence. If she still had eyebrows, she
would have surely furrowed them by now.
That was what No Face had said earlier. Such was the
Legion’s collective will. She was one of the Supreme
Commander units in charge of the unified network, and even
she couldn’t resist the instincts hard-coded into the Legion,
both in the case of absolute orders and absolute restrictions.
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CHAPTER 1
IN THE WEREWOLVES’
FOREST
The Legion force heading for the Revich Citadel Base changed
course soon after the base was retaken. In response, the
United Kingdom’s reinforcements weaved their way through
the enemy’s advancing forces and reached the base a little
over a day later.
The Legion offensive was currently being delayed thanks to
these reinforcements… A delay was all they could manage.
They couldn’t counterattack, force the Legion to retreat, or
even hold the line. In other words, neither the Eighty-Sixth
Strike Package nor all the forces of the United Kingdom’s 1st
Armored Corps would last on this battlefield.
Regrettably, the Revich Citadel Base would have to be
abandoned despite the Strike Package’s and the Sirins’
desperate struggle to reclaim it. The relief unit’s white
transport truck and the Strike Package’s steel-blue heavy
transport vehicle left the base behind, solemn as a funeral
procession.
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As she sat in the tightly packed passenger compartment of
one of the heavy transport vehicles, Lena stared out over the
bleak snowscape through the bulletproof-glass window.
She gazed at the precipitous cliffside base—the site of their
woefully short-lived respite from the battlefield, the base
they’d fought against the Legion to reclaim and ultimately
failed to keep. Her attention shifted to one corner of the cliff,
where the remains of the siege road were just barely visible.
Those Sirins and their Alkonosts, who had willingly
sacrificed their mechanical bodies to form that gruesome
bridge, held prized United Kingdom state secrets. The Sirins
especially so, since the makeup of their neural networks
would be exceedingly valuable to the Legion. The United
Kingdom tried to recover what they could in the short
amount of time that they occupied the base, but what was left
over would have to be completely destroyed with explosives.
They gave their lives for the sake of humankind but
wouldn’t be mourned as humans.
The Eighty-Six, whose service during the Revich Citadel
Base operation was no less instrumental, also suffered heavy
damage. Battle-hardened though they were, they still had to
fight for their lives in harsh, snowy weather conditions they
weren’t accustomed to. And even with the odds stacked
against them, they ultimately succeeded in pushing back the
Legion. But from a tactical standpoint, their efforts bore no
fruit, and they walked away from the mission with next to
nothing. None of them had said a word since leaving the base
behind. The sense of defeat lingered in the air like a heavy
smog.
The siege route made from the wreckage of the Alkonosts
as well as the Sirins’ broken bodies was easily the most
haunting element of the battle. The dead filled the moats,
forming a mountain of ruin that allowed the Eighty-Six to
scale the cliff. It was a massive gravestone marking the place
where the human-shaped dolls were crushed and trampled to
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death, laughing all the while.
Seeing it broadcast on a screen was ghastly enough, but the
Eighty-Six had watched it happen before their very eyes. And
they then had to walk over that road, knowingly treading
upon those girls’ remains, acknowledging their sacrifices as
they pressed onward.
Their mental anguish was immeasurable.
Shin, now sitting opposite Lena, had been there, too. Lena
frowned, recalling the expression he had made as he beheld
the mountain of the Sirins’ remains. He had looked like a lost,
confused child who could’ve vanished into the snow at a
moment’s notice. Even Shin, who had survived the horrors of
the Eighty-Sixth Sector with certain death hot on his heels
every day, had made such an expression…
Turning her attention to the rest of the compartment, Lena
watched the Processors slumbering silently, half-sunk into
their seats. None of them seemed like they would be opening
their eyes anytime soon. Shin similarly leaned against the
firm backrest, with arms crossed and eyes closed. He wore his
usual, almost overly calm expression, but he was visibly pale.
He still hadn’t shaken off the several days’ worth of fatigue
he’d built up during the siege battle.
He’s asleep, right…?
Lena gingerly reached out and grabbed the blanket that
had been tossed to his side. A person’s body temperature fell
while they slept, and the heavy transport vehicle was air-
conditioned, so she imagined he wouldn’t get much rest if he
was cold. Struggling against the cramped space of the
compartment, she slowly unfolded the blanket. But just as she
moved to cover him up with it, Shin’s crimson eyes fluttered
open.
“…Lena?”
“Eep!”
He blinked a few times and then looked up at her in a daze.
Realizing how close they were, Lena reflexively jumped back.
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She let go of the blanket in the process, and it gently fell onto
his lap.
“…? Did something happen?”
“N-no. No, er…”
Lena sat back down in her seat with an unusual swiftness.
She then straightened her back and placed her hands on her
knees in an excessively formal fashion. Finally, she spoke,
while turning her flushed face in a random direction.
“I thought you were asleep. So I…”
“Oh…”
His reply was lackluster, and his reaction was still a bit
sluggish. Lena anxiously furrowed her brows.
“You must be tired. Go ahead and get some rest.”
“Not yet. We’re still in enemy territory.”
Shin shook his head gently, knowing he wouldn’t be getting
any sleep.
“The United Kingdom’s reinforcements are handling
patrols and combat. Their numbers are more than sufficient,
so you don’t have to push yourself, Shin… It’s fine. This isn’t
the Eighty-Sixth Sector.”
This isn’t the lonely battlefield where all the fighting and
the death is left for the Eighty-Six to endure alone. This isn’t
the Eighty-Sixth Sector, where the whole world is against
you.
“I know you might consider it human nature for people to
sacrifice others to save themselves. But it’s also human nature
to fight to protect one’s home and the people they hold dear.
So…it’s fine, really.”
“………”
Shin said nothing. He just hung his head and looked at the
floor. His blinking had slowed down, as if he was
withstanding the urge to let his eyes close. His gaze was
unfocused, too. He was likely exhausted.
“…Lena, you…”
The words that left his lips didn’t feel like they were
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directed at her, but at himself.
“…You can still say that…? Even after seeing that…?”
Lena blinked once at his question but soon nodded when
she understood what he meant: the words she’d once told
him.
Is this world beautiful?
This world… Its people… Could you learn to love them?
“How can you be so…?”
His question was curt yet felt so oddly imploring that Lena
couldn’t help but crack a faint, sad smile. He’d completely
given up on this world, and to him, the sight of the siege route
the Sirins had made with their own bodies felt like the symbol
of all the world’s malice gathered into one place.
That bridge of bodies represented the bitter truth of the
world.
And Lena didn’t want to believe it, but maybe that was true.
Still…
“…You’re wrong. I… Even I can’t help but think that people
can be despicable.”
There were times when she couldn’t help but shiver with
disgust at the maliciousness of the world; at her homeland,
which felt no shame in persecuting the Eighty-Six; at the way
her reports constantly went ignored; at the way her
complaints were misunderstood; at everyone’s apathy; at the
sight of her subordinates, whom she knew by name, dying in
droves.
Not to mention the piles of corpses of the unnamed many
who had perished in the large-scale offensive.
She also felt disgust at herself—for never asking anyone’s
name until she was admonished for that very act of
negligence; for never even thinking it strange.
The world and its people weren’t all beautiful and kind.
There were some who were so unsightly that she couldn’t
even bring herself to face them directly.
And still…
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“But… It bothers me. If that’s really how the world is,
everyone is… No, I am…”
Before she could lay her heart bare at the height of despair,
she stopped herself and shook her head. He was no doubt
exhausted. His body and mind must have been screaming for
respite.
“I’m sorry. We should finish this chat later… Forget about it
and relax for now. If you can’t fall asleep, just rest your eyes.”
She reached out for the fallen blanket and drew it up to his
shoulders this time… This, of course, brought her hand near
his face. The back of it brushed against his cheek, and she
quickly banished all thoughts of how cold he felt. Instead, she
stuffed the edges of the blanket between Shin’s back and his
seat so that the vehicle’s vibrations wouldn’t cause it to fall
off.
She then returned to her own seat and watched him.
Abiding by her words, Shin closed his eyes, and before long,
his body grew limp.
He had been so exhausted that he could hardly keep his
eyes open, so Lena couldn’t imagine he would stay awake
much longer. The heavy transport vehicle’s seats were hard,
and sitting in them was by no means a comfortable
experience. But even so, Shin was able to lean back and fall
asleep in no time at all.
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His sleeping face was surprisingly youthful and quite fitting
for his age. Lena couldn’t resist the urge to smile, but she soon
knit her brows again. The reason why he fell asleep so easily
was more than his exhaustion from the siege. The ghostly
wails of the Legion had died down when their large group
dispersed. And the Sirins were gone, too.
For the last few days, he had been fighting in an area where
the nightmarish screams of the mechanical ghosts constantly
boomed in his ears over a several-kilometer radius. It put
significant mental strain on him. To make matters worse, he
wasn’t used to siege battles. Challenging a stalwart
fortification and repeatedly launching ineffective attacks had
a way of wearing on one’s spirit. His fatigue was so severe that
the moment the opportunity presented itself, he immediately
dozed off.
…Why?
Lena pursed her lips tightly. The opposite had happened
time and again. Lena shared the sorrow, the pain, and the
guilt that weighed on her, and Shin accepted it and comforted
her.
But why didn’t Shin ever say he was in pain? Why didn’t he
rely on her…?
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Humans were all monsters.
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“Raiden’s roots are steeped in that ‘beastman’ mentality, so
yeah, I’ve heard of it. Apparently, his ancestors hated that
ideology and moved from the Empire to the Republic.”
“Huh. So that’s why First Lieutenant Shuga’s called
Wehrwolf. If he’s from the Empire, his ancestors must have
been from one group of Vargus or another… And then they
ended up in the Republic, where they got treated like animals
in human form. Talk about rotten luck.”
“………”
The backstory behind Raiden’s Personal Name is that when
Shin first met him, he was much more savage and had a way
of snapping and attacking anyone who got in his way. It was
mostly an insult. Bernholdt didn’t seem to notice the way Shin
avoided meeting his gaze and continued:
“…Anyway. We Vargus are kind of like werewolves:
disloyal outcasts abandoned on the outskirts of the Empire.
The Empire lost nothing by leaving us to die, unlike serfs, so
they always went around recruiting us when it was time for
war and regularly sent rations to keep us obedient. A class of
vassal warriors that was granted tax exemptions and
provisions during both war and peacetime—that was us
Vargus… Though, thanks to that, the average citizens didn’t
want anything to do with us anymore.”
And so even when the Empire was overthrown and the
Federacy was established in its place, the rift between the
former Vargus and the rest of the population remained. The
Vargus had no Federacy citizenship but were residents of the
Federacy all the same. They weren’t permitted to enter officer
academies or military training schools, but these people of the
battlefield were still treated as mercenary forces.
Hence, they were beastmen. Animals that could no longer
live among humans.
“…Haven’t you ever considered uprooting that ideology?”
“Not really. We’ve been soldiers of fortune for generations.
It’s easier for us this way.”
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Bernholdt was perfectly composed as he spoke, without
much fervor or discontent. His tone made it clear he truly
believed what he was saying.
“For centuries, we’ve done nothin’ but wage war. The thirst
for battle runs in our veins, y’see? So it makes sense we don’t
get along with the citizens, and we can’t stand living
peacefully in the city, either… In the end, wolves are wolves
till the day they die. We can’t be human, and we don’t wanna
be human to begin with.”
“………”
All we have is pride. And there’s no changing that.
Looking down at Shin, who had fallen silent, Bernholdt
smiled suddenly. He had steel-gray hair and golden eyes.
True to the man’s description of himself, he somehow
reminded Shin of an aged wolf. Callous and brutal.
“Don’t lose that cute side of yours, ya hear me? You Eighty-
Six don’t wanna end up becoming something that isn’t
human, do ya?”
“…Ludmila.”
There was a shiver in Shin’s voice. He couldn’t contain the
chill in his heart, but the mechanical girl simply smiled at him
in response. It was a graceful smile that paid no heed to the
terror of the people standing before her—a smile made with
the exact same face he remembered.
“Yes, my unit identifier is Ludmila. I have been granted the
honor of being redeployed. You may use and discard me as
you please.”
It was the same face and expression they had witnessed get
crushed into the siege route composed of Alkonost and Sirin
remains.
“‘Use and discard’…? How can you say that with a
smile…?!” croaked Rito, aghast.
But Ludmila’s expression did not waver. She didn’t fault
him for his fear, nor did she show any remorse for her past
actions.
“It is our pleasure to serve. So please do with us what you
will.”
“………”
The Sirins were like the Legion—like the Black Sheep,
Shepherds, and Sheepdogs. They were weapons made by
assimilating the neural networks of those killed in action.
Their brain structures, combat data, and pseudo-personalities
were all safely stored in the United Kingdom, where they
could be mass-produced, just like all modern weapons.
Shin knew all this. Compared with the Ludmila they saw
die a few days ago, this Ludmila shared only the quasi-
personality, along with her combat data and likely the same
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memories from several days before the operation. In that
sense, Shin couldn’t regard the two Ludmilas as the same
person on a technical level. And yet…
I see… This is…terrifying…
He found it gruesome. Just a few days ago, this girl had
died… Her body lay broken on the battlefield. But in the next
offensive, she would be right back on the front line, fighting
as before. Looking exactly the same. With the same voice,
expression, memories, and mannerisms.
As if nothing had happened.
These girls, who were treated as disposable—much like the
Eighty-Six—kept getting back up and leaping into the fray.
What should have been a singular death was instead played
on loop for as long as necessary. Their lives were regarded as
no more than garbage. And they themselves were the ones
who harbored this mindset.
For humans, who were, on some level, perpetually fixated
on the how and why of their own deaths, this came across as
the greatest blasphemy imaginable.
Treating death as just death. Devoid of meaning. Devoid of
value.
They were confronted with the idea that there didn’t need
to be any significance or merit to it—or to the life preceding
the death, for that matter.
“…Right.”
“A grand conference?”
“Yes. The details of the operation have been decided, so we
need only turn to His Majesty, the prime minister, and the
senate for approval during that grand conference.”
Shin peered at a holographic operation map. He’d never
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seen them in the Eighty-Sixth Sector, but he eventually got
used to them during his time in the Federacy. Lena nodded as
Shin looked at the map and parroted her.
“In other words, we need to explain the details of the
operation to the United Kingdom’s VIPs. The crown prince,
who is in charge of the second front, will handle most of the
presentation, but I’ll have to answer some questions, too. I am
a commanding officer of the squadron that’ll carry out the
Dragon Fang Mountain operation, after all.”
Shin paused to think for a few moments and then said:
“The details of the second front… They’re details that
should be reserved for the commander of a corps or perhaps
even the entire army. I suppose that’s…something a
commander of a battalion has no business knowing. That’s
how I should interpret this, right?”
There was no need for him to attend, even as a formality.
“Yes… And also, the Sirins will be redeployed for this
operation, but are you all right with that? I mean… Given
what happened last time.”
“Personally, I’d prefer if they didn’t accompany the
Spearhead squadron.”
Lena jerked her head up in surprise. She didn’t find fault
with him speaking in a manner that seemed to evade the
Sirins. If anything, she’d almost expected this.
“Is their presence taxing on you?”
“No, I just can’t tell them apart from the Legion.”
The Legion used Liquid Micromachines fashioned after the
neural networks of the war dead, while the Sirins’ “brains”
were made of synthetic neurons reproduced from the brains
of those whose lives could not be saved. Both were the same
in the sense that they were still gripped by the final thoughts
of the deceased. Shin’s ability made no distinction when
perceiving them both as ghosts.
“It can get confusing, especially during a melee… I can sort
of tell the voices apart once I get used to them, though. So if
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possible, I’d rather have them in a designated company or
have them act as our squad’s scouts.”
“………”
Lena heaved an exaggerated sigh.
“That’s not what I meant. I didn’t ask you if it would
compromise the operation. I wanted to know if it bothers you.
On a personal level.”
Shin blinked a few times at her unexpected admonishment.
Even if she phrased the question like that…
“They’re the same as the Legion… I’m used to them by
now.”
Shin’s ability to hear the ghosts’ voices had a wide range to
begin with, and he was constantly hearing an overwhelming
number of Legion. A few more voices joining that cacophony
did little to change the strain it placed on him. Similar to how
people who lived by the sea eventually stopped hearing the
roaring of the waves, Shin didn’t feel like the constant voices
of the ghosts were weighing down on him too much.
Lena fell silent for a moment. It was a short, almost sulking
silence.
“You keep saying that, Shin, but…you fell asleep after the
battle in the Republic’s underground terminal. And after we
retook the base, too.”
“The Sheepdogs being deployed during the battle at the
terminal increased the volume of their voices, so that
skirmish was… I mean, it’s not like I don’t sleep at night.”
He did indeed sleep at night without issue, which was all
the more remarkable when he became tired.
“I know, but that’s not what I mean… I’m just worried
because you never tell me you’re tired at times like that.”
She then paused for a bit and leaned forward, as if using
that moment to muster her courage.
“I spoke to Lerche the other day.”
Shin’s expression hardened at the sudden mention of that
name. Lerche. She and her mechanical birds were possessed
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by the wailings of the dead. He once more recalled the
mountain of wreckage, composed of their bodies. The
laughter still echoed in his ears.
And he remembered what she’d said to him.
You get to be alive.
His pride would eventually drive him to be a part of that
mountain of corpses—and even that pride of his was
superficial for a soldier.
You can still find happiness with someone.
The change in her attitude took him by surprise. And still,
he couldn’t find it in himself to deny her words.
The truth is…
Another thought nearly surfaced in his mind, but he
suppressed it at the last moment. He wasn’t allowed to think
of those words.
If I think about it, I…
“She said you don’t really want to be on the battlefield—”
“I could say the same of you, Lena.”
He cut her off. He didn’t want to think about it. And even
more so, he didn’t want to hear Lena tell him those words. He
didn’t want her to doubt his pride. Fighting to the very end
was what it meant to be an Eighty-Six, and he hated the idea
of Lena, of all people, doubting him. And even if the Eighty-
Six came to realize how meaningless that pride was…it was all
they had.
Shin only realized after he cut her off that he didn’t really
have a follow-up, but he still took the opportunity to
continue:
“Lena… Have you ever thought I don’t want to fight
anymore…? I mean, I understand that you willingly chose to
fight, but…”
He corrected himself quickly, seeing her eyes cloud over
for a moment. Shin knew nothing about her… He had never
even made an effort to know. He’d realized this back at the
snowy cliffside fortress. What did she wish for? What did she
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fight so far for? How could she find it in herself not to give up
on humanity?
Shin wanted to know the answers to those questions even
now.
“…But still, you saw that siege route. And you saw the
Republic fall to ruin… Haven’t you ever thought I’ve had
enough? Haven’t you ever felt like you didn’t want to go on…?
How could you not…bring yourself to feel that way?”
Lena knew how vulgar and terrible people could be. She
knew all too well that the world could be a malicious place,
that the world of humankind wasn’t entirely made up of
beautiful things. Yet still, she didn’t give up on it.
“Is it because…? Hmm, well. Is it because this world has
things worth loving?”
He stopped for a moment, hesitating. He struggled to say
those words because they felt too hollow to him.
Shin knew people could be noble and kind, like the priest
who protected him and his brother in the Eighty-Sixth
Sector’s internment camp; like the captain of his first
squadron, who fought alongside him and died, leaving him
with the task of bringing all his comrades with him to their
final destination; like his friend from the special officer
academy, who fought for his sister’s well-being; like the
Federacy officers who pushed him forward, even as they were
going to be stranded in enemy territory.
Shin could only see them as exceptions to the rule, but he
knew Lena thought otherwise. Maybe it was just the
difference in how much they’d experienced of the inherent
good of humankind. Or perhaps, the paths they’d trodden to
get here and the things they saw along the way were simply
that different.
Lena blinked in surprise a few times at the sudden
questions and then leaned forward happily.
“Where did that come from all of a sudden?”
“…You were the one who started this conversation, Lena.
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You asked me if I could learn to love this world.”
“I’m sorry; I’m just a little surprised because of how
sudden this is, but…I’m glad you broached the subject.
Right…”
Lena smiled and closed her eyes.
“I think it’s not just that there are things worth loving. It’s
that there’s enough beauty in the world to outweigh the
ugliness—enough virtue to compensate for its flaws, which
allows me to love it. It’s not that I haven’t given up hope
because I haven’t seen enough cruelty. It’s just…”
Lena paused and tried find the right words.
“…I want to believe… I want to believe this world can still
become a place where people can live happy, peaceful lives.”
Those were words Shin did not expect to hear. It wasn’t
that she’d experienced more beauty in her lifetime, allowing
her to see some innate goodness in the world he couldn’t
fathom.
“You want to believe, huh…?”
…Believe in a beautiful world that was still out of sight and
out of reach.
“Yes. Because I want to be happy. I want everyone else to
be happy, too. And I don’t want to live in a world where that
can’t happen. I don’t want to live in a world where everyone
has to be subject to malice and absurdity. I hate the very
concept of such a place, and that’s why…”
A just, kind world. He thought back to the words she’d told
him once as they stood together under a starry sky on that
snowy night. She spoke of a world where good will and
kindness were rewarded, as if she was praying for it.
Her wish wasn’t for kind people to be rewarded, but for
everyone, equally, to know happiness.
“And that’s why… It’s not that I couldn’t give up. It’s that I
don’t want to give up. I don’t want to admit that the
battlefield and the way the Republic treated the Eighty-Sixth
Sector are the true faces of humankind. Nor do I want to
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accept that that can never change. Because then no one will
find happiness. I want to be happy… And I want you to be
happy, too…”
“………”
Shin couldn’t feel that way. He had no future to hope for.
He could live even without happiness to pursue. In his mind,
he fought because he wanted to show Lena the sea, but that
was probably different from her idea of happiness. He
couldn’t wish for a future or for happiness, and so he didn’t
need to have faith in this world. He had no reason to love it.
He vaguely thought he and Lena really were fundamentally
different from each other. Not necessarily in terms of their
individual experiences and the paths they had taken in life.
Their very outlooks on life and the ways they interacted with
the world were completely different. Their way of being, their
personal circumstances—their every aspect was like night and
day.
Lena had said he’d broached the subject. And perhaps he
did, in the sense that he did try to understand the other side.
But receiving the answers to his questions only served to
make the rift between them that much more obvious. They
were too far apart to truly understand each other… So far that
even if they were to reach out for each other, their hands
would never meet.
Shin had no way of knowing that Lena came to the same
conclusion after the Charité Underground Labyrinth
operation. Even if they were standing in the same place, the
rift between them remained.
Lena smiled, unaware of the turmoil in Shin’s heart. Her
smile had all the delicacy of a flower. Yes, like a silver lotus
blooming proudly even in the mud.
“I want you to be happy, too… That’s why I have to believe
in this world. That’s why I love it.”
He hoped against hope that this happiness—a joy he could
not wish for—would be granted to the world she loved…
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Lena became suspicious that something was very wrong when
the escort from Vika arrived far too early for the grand
conference, only to force Lena into another room for some
reason, where a large number of court ladies awaited her.
“Er, Vika?”
She found him in his usual United Kingdom uniform,
except this time, it had been customized for a ceremony. He
didn’t have his standard rank ribbons but wore several
medals and insignia and a grand cordon that extended
diagonally down from his shoulder. He also wore the United
Kingdom’s emblem of a unicorn instead of his lapel badge.
“This is…a conference, right?”
“That’s right.”
He nodded casually, to which Lena pressed him with tears
in her eyes.
“Then why do I have to wear this thing…?!”
She wore a dress with a sheer outer fabric embroidered
together in an elegant fashion, boasting long, extravagant,
flowing hems. The silver, transparent gauze beautifully
complemented the lapis-lazuli lining beneath it. The dress’s
cleavage and long sleeves were dotted with crystalline beads
in the pattern of a peafowl’s tail and sparkled every time she
moved.
While she found the dress elegant and beautiful, to be sure,
she had no idea why she was being forced to wear it. With all
the crystal beads, the dress weighed about as much as her
uniform. The hem of her uniform’s skirt was just as short as
this dress’s, but being in this getup still made her anxious and
restless.
But even being fidgety was a challenge in this outfit,
because the heels she was wearing were thinner and higher
than she was used to. The silken hem of her dress jingled
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audibly.
Vika gazed back at Lena with a puzzled expression.
“…I think you look very good in it. Do you have any
complaints? Oh, you must be disappointed Nouzen isn’t here
to see this. I could call him over right—”
“That’s not it! Sh-Shin has nothing to do with this! No, I
mean, why?! Why am I going to a military conference in a
dress instead of my uniform?!”
“…? It’s only natural for women to wear dresses to formal
events, even if they’re military personnel. It may be a military
conference, but my father and brother will be attending. It’s
closer to an Imperial council than a military one, frankly.”
His tone seemed to suggest he wasn’t teasing her at all. If
anything, it felt like he didn’t understand why she was asking
him this question. In other words, in the United Kingdom, a
woman’s formal attire was a dress, even if she was military
personnel. It was probably a historical custom of this country,
given that they didn’t send female soldiers to the field of
battle. They only served as high-ranking officers.
But still, attending a military conference in a frilly
dress…?
Lena was a daughter to a family of former nobles, so she
was accustomed to wearing dresses. But uniforms and dresses
were worn for different occasions and required different
emotional states. If nothing else, Lena couldn’t imagine
attending a war council in an evening gown.
“Colonel Wenzel…!”
She turned her gaze to Grethe for help, but the officer
simply shrugged, clad in a gray dress herself. She’d brought a
few dresses ahead of time, since she was due to meet with the
king. Her dress had a tall, exotic collar and a short hem that
gave off a sense of authority and a masculine silhouette.
Had Lena been told of this before they left, she would have
prepared a dress like that, too. It was handsome and
reminiscent of a uniform.
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“When in Rome, do as the Romans do. We failed our last
operation, so we should probably avoid doing anything that
would be cause for disdain. Besides, you look cute.”
“…Oh. So in the Republic and the Federacy, women wear
uniforms as their full dress, too. That’s why you, Iida, and
Rosenfort were in uniform when you first met me, even if it
was in a military setting.”
Vika seemed to have finally realized the difference in
cultures. He nodded, seemingly satisfied.
“At the very least, we don’t wear anything but full dress
uniforms during formal events and ceremonies, Your
Highness. Though, women do wear dresses for the parties
that follow ceremonies—or for weddings.”
“I see. In that case, this dress won’t go to waste after we
went to the trouble of having it tailored… You can keep the
whole set, Milizé, so take it with you when you go back home.
I’d imagine it will prove useful until you find someone to
escort you.”
“Someone to…”
Lena turned red at his implication. Besides her parents, the
only one who would escort a woman in a dress would be…
…her boyfriend or husband.
“I—I don’t have anyone like that!”
“Hence, until you find that someone. Or rather…”
Vika seemed to eye her with a pitying gaze.
“I doubt it’s possible, but don’t tell me you’re not aware of
it yet?”
“Aware of what?!”
“I see, so you aren’t. That’s rather unfortunate… I would
even call it irritating. To think both of you are like that…”
Vika shook his head; it was a lamentation that Lena
couldn’t understand—or perhaps, she refused to understand.
“Shin!”
Shin looked up at Lena, who was beaming upon noticing
him, from within the snowy garden’s darkness. He stopped in
place.
Aaah…
He’d come to a sudden realization. What made things click
into place? Maybe the light around here felt too bright for his
eyes, since he had grown used to the darkness of night. Or
maybe it was the fact that he was seeing her in a dress and
makeup for the first time, rather than her uniform.
He couldn’t tell why himself, but it became clear all of a
sudden. She wasn’t on the battlefield or a military base, but at
a place far removed from the fires of war. She stood there not
in uniform, but in an outfit reserved for peacetime.
He was reminded of the sheer, irreparable depth and
distance of the rift between them. The worlds they saw were
different. The worlds they wished for were different. Which
meant, in other words, that the worlds they belonged in—that
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they were allowed to exist in—were also different.
The way he saw her now was how she should have been.
Lena never belonged in the chaos of the battlefield, but
rather, in a world of peace and tranquility. She deserved to
live in a world free of conflict.
The battlefield was not her world. She didn’t need to know
strife and death… The irrational absurdity of war didn’t
belong anywhere near her.
And Shin, who only knew war and its hardships, likewise
had no place beside her. All he knew was conflict, and only in
the midst of battle could he forge his own identity. Despite
resolving to fight to the very end, he couldn’t imagine what
lay beyond this seemingly endless war…
He couldn’t even begin to imagine the kind of world she
desired. He wanted to show her the sea—which was to say he
could only imagine a future with her in it. But Lena didn’t
need him to in order to survive.
It was quite the opposite, actually. His presence would only
hurt her. She wanted everyone to be happy, while he couldn’t
imagine what might constitute his idea of joy. His way of
living could very well serve as a weapon to harm her.
She’d said it several times already, but Shin couldn’t even
fathom it:
That makes me…so sad.
The fact that he couldn’t wish for his own future would
only serve to hurt Lena. His failure to comprehend that
simple fact had widened the rift between them more than
anything else. He didn’t even try to understand her… He
hadn’t even come close.
She said she was saddened by him. That she was hurt. And
yet he continued to hurt her.
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Wolves couldn’t live among humans. A monster of the
battlefield that survived by stepping over corpses—a monster
tainted by this world’s malice—couldn’t walk alongside this
symbol of purity.
The worlds they wished for, the worlds they lived in—their
very ways of being were all too different.
And so he realized an unsettling truth. They never
belonged together to begin with.
“And still…”
Shin could hardly focus on Lena’s words. He suddenly sank
into contemplation. Lena’s question had dealt him a crippling
blow, albeit inadvertently.
Is there anything you’d like to do once this war is over?
Lena had asked him this several times already, and Shin
still couldn’t muster an answer. Not because he didn’t have
one—he did—but he couldn’t bring himself to speak of it.
I want to show you the sea.
But that was a wish he’d made on his own, and he could no
longer share it with Lena. He’d realized all it would do was
hurt her. If he tried to be by her side as he was now, he would
only cause her pain. He couldn’t walk alongside her.
And that was why he couldn’t give his true answer. He
didn’t want to grab hold of the hand she was extending
toward him. Lena’s wish, her desire for everyone to achieve
happiness, was one he couldn’t grant. He would only weigh
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her down.
So I won’t wish to show you the sea. Never again.
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“Are you hurt…? Did you twist your ankle?”
“I-I’m fine. I—I think.”
Her bell-like voice was more high-pitched than usual, but
Shin didn’t realize why. He didn’t notice she’d even sounded
any different, for that matter. After all, she had already been
close to him to begin with, but now he was holding her close
to him as she was about to fall backward. In other words,
while he wasn’t quite embracing her at the moment, he did
have his arms coiled around her back and was holding her
quite tightly.
“Are you sure you’re fine? If you have a sprain, it might not
hurt until a little later… If you’re not sure, I’ll carry you back
to the barracks.”
“N-no! That’s quite all right… Shin, I…I can stand on my
own.”
Upon hearing her thin squeak of a voice, Shin finally
realized the position they were in. He became acutely aware
of just how close her violet-scented perfume felt.
“Ah, I’m sorry…!”
He hurriedly let go of her but only after unconsciously
confirming her feet were firmly planted on the ground. He
worried her thin heels would break, causing her to stagger the
moment he let go.
Lena hung her head, her face redder than he’d ever seen
before. The stiff silence lasted longer than he expected, which
made Shin progressively more concerned. Just as he started
wondering if he ought to apologize again, Lena suddenly
burst into laughter. She chuckled, her voice like the chiming
of a bell.
“I-I’m sorry… But…!”
She kept chuckling, leaning forward as if her body had
folded in half. Shin was soon unable to help himself and
asked:
“What is it?”
“Nothing, it’s just… You really are kind.”
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Shin was perplexed by those sudden words. He couldn’t
see how anything he said or did in this conversation could
possibly be seen as kind.
“It always seems like you’re not looking at anyone, but you
never stop caring, and you never leave anyone to their fate…
And you always help me, just like this.”
“…You’re exaggerating.”
“No, I’m not. See? Even now…”
“You caught me. You were worried I’d gotten hurt. You
looked out for me.”
Lena spoke while wiping away the tears that had pooled in
her eyes from laughing too hard. He really wasn’t aware of
it… Helping others came so naturally to him that he couldn’t
even perceive it as kindness.
Yes. That’s why I can believe in you…
That’s why she could continue to wish for his happiness,
even after she came to know he himself could not.
“Shin, I want to continue our conversation from before…
I’m not trying to say I’m sad. I’m not taking back what I said
before, but I won’t speak of it anymore. I just…”
She had no intention of retracting her previous statement…
But if it made Shin look at her with that pained expression,
she wouldn’t say it again. However, she did have one other
thing she wanted to convey in the moment.
“Even if the world you see isn’t beautiful… Even if the
human world is cruel… If you can still have hope in spite of
that…”
Shin would say he could live without wanting for anything.
That he was who he was, even without a past to fall back on.
But if a day would come when he could find it in himself to
hope again…
“If you still find something you want for yourself in this
world…then I want you to know you’re allowed to wish for it.
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Even if this world seems just as cruel and heartless as ever.
We are no longer in the Eighty-Sixth Sector. Your wish could
come true. I just…want you to remember that.”
If you say you don’t need to wish for anything, that’s fine.
I really hope you do start wishing for things, but for now, it’s
fine. But I don’t want you to admonish yourself by saying
you don’t have the right to want things for yourself.
That was truly all she wanted to convey right now, but her
mouth kept going on its own, expressing a bit of her own
personal wish. Even though she didn’t know if she would be
at Shin’s side on the day he started to have hope again, she
still made an unconscious wish to be with him when he did.
“And if you don’t mind… When the time comes, please
share your wish with me.”
Shin was at a loss for words at the sight of this flowery smile.
Lena didn’t know about his wish, and that was why she could
say these words. She spoke in the same way a child might
describe their dreams for the future, and nothing else.
But…
“You’re allowed to wish for it.”
Was he really? He’d finally found something to wish for—a
reason to fight. To show her the sea. To show her things she’d
never seen before and bathe in her smile.
Was that truly something he could wish for? He hoped it
was.
He was surprised by the emotion that surged up within
him, and that’s when he knew. He wanted to have hope. If he
could be forgiven for doing so—no, even if he wouldn’t be
forgiven for it… He wanted to.
He knew it would hurt her, but he still wanted to be by her
side. He’d finally found something to fight for, and he didn’t
want to let go of it now. Even though he knew he shouldn’t
touch her, that he had to push her away, he still caught her in
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his embrace when she fell. For that one moment, he forgot
the rift between them—he forgot all his reservations—and
treated her as he always did.
His unconscious actions told the whole story. He didn’t
want to let go of her now. He still thought of himself as a
monster and knew he could only hurt her. But despite that…
No, because of that—
—he couldn’t stay as he was.
He couldn’t be with this girl who wished for the future, not
while his heart still carried this void that forbade him from
having hope. If he believed he would hurt her, then he would
have to change.
He needed to change if he wanted to fight by her side.
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CHAPTER 2
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The room’s primary function was an office belonging to a
member of the royal family, but it still acted as a frontline
base. As Lerche entered the chamber, which was much
drearier than any other in the palace, she found her master
was still gazing at a holographic electronic document
hovering in the air.
“Your Highness, the base is soon about to enter lights-out.
You should prepare for bed… Or rather, I believe you ought to
take a break first. I’ll pour you some tea.”
“Thank you… But before that… Hey.”
Removing the glasses he wore for desk work, her master
silently called her name.
“Lerche.”
He spoke to her with a casual tone, but Lerche pursed her
lips. Sirins weren’t equipped with any senses aside from
hearing and sight and had no functions for breathing or
digestion. But the sole exception was their ability to change
their facial expressions.
Vika stared at her with his cold, violet eyes as she stood still
in front of the office’s door. Lerche thought she could
understand why those who sought to slander this man called
him a serpent. When he looked at her like that, it felt like
something utterly inhuman had her locked in its gaze. A cold-
blooded, captivating, black serpent. The way his Imperial
violet eyes glared at her, as if seeing into her very soul, was
indeed terrifying.
“What did you tell Nouzen during the last operation?”
“…Nothing in particular.”
“You’re lying. He’s been avoiding you ever since that final
charge. And he lacks the sensitivity to be repulsed by you all
because you’re a bird of death or a mechanical doll. Which
means he’s not avoiding the Sirins; he’s avoiding you. And the
cause for that must be something you said. Am I right?”
Her expression grew strained. This was a question coming
from the man who granted her both her consciousness and
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her purpose. She had to answer. As his creation, as one who
acknowledged herself as his sword, she couldn’t allow herself
to refuse. And yet…
“Your Highness… Even I have words I wish to keep to
myself.”
I—this lone Sirin by the name of Lerche—am a failure that
could not become the girl called Lerchenlied. Even though I
am made from her remains, produced by a wish to re-create
her, I am but a useless vessel that failed to capture her
essence.
Yet despite the fact that Vika let her stay by his side as his
personal guard, she couldn’t tell him what she had told Shin.
Her proclamation that as someone who was no longer alive,
she could never achieve happiness alongside another…meant
so long as Vika was at her side, he would never find joy.
The backups of the Sirins’ neural networks and quasi-
personalities were stored in the production plant. Even if a
Sirin was destroyed in battle, they could easily be reproduced.
But that wasn’t true for Lerche. Her brain structure and
quasi-personality could not be reproduced. No backups
existed for her—the sole copy of Lerche’s mind and
personality only existed within her cranium.
Lerche…was Lerchenlied’s only vessel.
This wasn’t caused by any kind of technical limitation,
however. It was what Vika wanted. Lerchenlied willingly
surrendered her remains to him to become a Sirin, but that
was only because that was her master’s, Vika’s, wish. At the
very least, that’s what Vika believed. And so when it came to
Lerchenlied and her alone, he believed her revival should be
a onetime affair. Should Lerche break at this point, Vika
would let her soul be free.
So she couldn’t tell Vika she called herself a fake that could
not bring anyone joy when he cherished Lerchenlied so much.
Never.
Vika scoffed at her.
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“I know that much. I never inputted a directive to always
obey my orders when I initially programmed you, you
know…? I’m asking you despite that. What did you tell him?”
He wasn’t ordering her to answer him. He was asking her
to answer.
Lerche contorted her face in anguish. All the Sirins were
given the capacity to change their facial expressions, despite
being weapons. They were given human faces, voices, eyes,
and skin. In all honesty, these features were unnecessary for
combat and only served to lower the rate of production. And
despite that, research was put forth into reproducing those
features using artificial materials.
The basis for the Sirins’ concept was a mechanical body
born of Vika’s desire as a child to create a new living vessel
for his dead mother. That idea was reinforced for battle and
simplified for mass-production purposes.
And even though they were mass-produced combat
machines… Even though they were only pale imitations of a
true human form…they were still dolls that could have
become the mother he lost or the girl he loved. They were
dolls that could have become human.
Surely, as their creator, he did not wish to see them being
sent out to battle and treated like spare parts. So how could
she refuse him, when he showed so much affection for them?
She would have to answer. Even if that answer would go on to
hurt him.
“…By your will, Your Highness.”
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Her heart heavy with concern, Kurena looked over at Shin,
who was scowling like he’d just had an open wound touched.
He’d likely made this face upon realizing that Kurena could
tell he was struggling with something. He couldn’t accept
making anyone—namely Kurena—worry about him.
He’ll always…only see me as a troublesome little sister,
won’t he?
“…Sorry. Is it bothering you?” he asked.
“No, no, it’s fine. That’s not what I meant. I just wanted to
tell you something.”
When did she realize how panicked Shin seemed to be? It
was when they came to this base in the United Kingdom,
sometime during the two weeks they’d spent training for the
upcoming attack. The heat of combat was when Kurena got to
spend the most time with Shin. That was when she was even
closer to him than Lena, and helpful to him in the one way
she alone could—as a sniper.
She could tell Shin was panicking. That he was trying go
somewhere far away, somewhere that wasn’t here. As if
something was pressing him, urging him to hurry up and go,
even though Shin himself likely didn’t know where that place
might be. And so he went nowhere. He was stuck in place,
and that lack of progress only served to heighten his panic.
Despite the fact that if he didn’t know where to go, he
wouldn’t have to go anywhere to begin with.
“Er… If it’s hard on you, you don’t have to force yourself to
change.”
For a moment, Shin’s eyes widened ever so slightly. Kurena
looked straight at him as she continued:
“Ever since we left the Eighty-Sixth Sector and came to the
Federacy, everyone’s been telling us not to be ourselves. But
we got this far by being who we are, you know? So I think it’s
fine if we stay like this.”
And upon saying that, Kurena realized: What she was
trying to say wasn’t You don’t have to change. It was Please
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don’t change. Because if they stopped being the Eighty-Six
and became something else…
You’d choose to be somewhere that isn’t the battlefield…
The only place I can be with you.
“So I think you don’t have try to change if you don’t want
to. You don’t need to make that pained expression. I think we
can just stay the way we are.”
Please don’t change. Stay the way you are. I don’t think
we can make that choice the way we are now, but I still want
our relationship to stay like this: as fellow Eighty-Six who
will fight and die together on the same battlefield.
“I don’t think you need to change.”
Something was off about Shin. That’s what Lena had been
feeling over the last few days. On the surface, there weren’t
any problems to speak of. His drafting, preparation, and
reports for the upcoming operation were all in order, and he
was as calm and collected as ever.
But it felt like something was bothering him. She couldn’t
shake that feeling, nor could she figure out what the issue
was. And so Lena decided to bring it up herself.
“Do you think something’s been bothering Shin?”
“Why don’t you ask him instead?”
Looking up from her seat in her office, she found Raiden
sitting on the small, nearby sofa, holding a teacup in one hand
and regarding her with an utterly exasperated expression. As
if to say What are you asking me for?
Lena frowned at his response. Shin wouldn’t answer that
question even if she asked him, and that’s why she asked
Raiden, who was Shin’s closest friend. Maybe if Raiden was
the one bringing up the question, Shin would actually answer
it… Raiden would deny that, of course, but the thought that
Shin would tell him something he wouldn’t be willing to share
with her made her quite unhappy.
“What about you, Shiden? Did he tell you something?”
“…Your Majesty, you must be really up against a wall here.
Does it look like that Li’l Reaper and I get along well enough
to have a heart-to-heart? You know we don’t.”
True enough, whenever they met, the two of them started
arguing and bickering like little children.
“I always thought it was like they said: You have to be close
to argue with someone…”
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“Nah, nope, no chance of that. Me and the Li’l Reaper just
straight up don’t like each other. Like a wolf and a tiger, we’re
natural enemies. We don’t get along on a genetic level, me
and him.”
“…Wolves and tigers aren’t natural enemies, and the tiger’s
gonna come out on top there. Which one of you is supposed
to be which anyway?”
Outright ignoring Raiden’s quip, Shiden stuffed another tea
cake into her mouth and munched down on it in a distinctly
noisy, impolite manner.
“But yeah, even I can tell something’s off about him. Not
like he’d talk to anyone about it. You could just order him to
do it, Your Majesty. You’re his commanding officer.”
“That’s…”
That was true. If a subordinate of hers was showing
problems that might interfere with the operation’s success, it
was her duty to either ask him about it and address the issue
or order him to resolve it on his own. And if both weren’t
possible, she would need to remove him from the operation.
“…That’s not what I mean.”
She wanted him to depend on her as a friend, not as a
commanding officer… Lena drooped her shoulders.
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for the upcoming operation. Shin answered her question,
standing in one of the corners as he read through the
electronic document she handed him.
“A Reginleif’s combat maneuvering can damage your body
if you’re not used to it… I think it’ll be harsh on a
noncombatant such as yourself, Major Penrose.”
Annette shrugged casually.
“Even Frederica’s boarded a Reginleif before, right? If a
little kid can take it, I don’t see why I can’t.”
“…Roger. I’ll pick someone to ferry you. I recommend you
familiarize yourself with it ahead of time, Major. I can
arrange training sessions for you, too, if you want.”
“Thank you. That’s very thoughtful of you,” Annette said.
She then started teasing him a bit.
“I figured you’d hear me out, though. You always used to
give in eventually whenever I’d ask you something
ridiculous.”
She said this while knowing that Shin didn’t appear to
remember a whole lot about their past. What he did
remember seemed to be the most trivial, unimportant
memories. His responses were always either a casual I don’t
remember or a curt maybe. She’d expected the same thing
now, but Shin had fallen oddly silent.
“…Captain?”
“I wouldn’t really…”
Shin looked away, and so she couldn’t quite meet his gaze.
“…I wouldn’t really have agreed if you’d have asked me
something truly ridiculous…Rita.”
Anette’s eyes widened in surprise, but the next moment,
she lowered her brows as a wistful smile played over her lips.
“Right, I’m not just Major Penrose, am I?”
Rita. That was what Shin had always called her before he
was sent to the internment camp. Her parents were both
deceased—one had died by suicide, while the other had
perished in large-scale offensive—and she never told Lena
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about this nickname. After learning that Shin didn’t
remember her when they’d reunited, she thought no one
would ever call her by that name again.
“Did you remember anything about me?”
“Not completely. I feel like there’s more stuff I can’t
remember than stuff I can, but…”
Shin took a single, short breath.
“But the truth is, I’d never lost those memories. So I
thought I should apologize for not remembering until now.”
“That’s fine. It’s not your fault you couldn’t remember…
And if you had remembered everything, I’d have to be the one
to apologize.”
Suddenly sensing a gaze on them, they looked around only
to find Fido peeking in on them from behind the shadow of
one of the containers. Annette shooed it away with a wave of
her hand. A Scavenger couldn’t possibly have a will or
emotions of its own, but the way its large, round optical
sensors seemed to be looking at them gave the impression it
was worried about Shin. It was pretty cute.
As something of a trivial note, Fido was the same name
Shin had given his pet dog growing up. His simplistic naming
conventions hadn’t seemed to mature any.
Annette couldn’t tell exactly when he’d remembered more
about her, but he’d probably been waiting for the right
moment to mention it. Lena had been somewhat tormented
recently by the fact that Shin seemed to be brooding over
something, so maybe it was related to this change in his
mental state.
Yes, Lena. Right now, Annette wasn’t the childhood friend
of the young man standing before her…but Lena’s friend.
“Oh, and about earlier. I figured if I didn’t interfere, things
would get annoying, but don’t worry Lena too much. The fact
that you’re being weird has been weighing on her for days
now. She had to work up some courage to ask you that
question, so don’t snub her too much, okay?”
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“………”
Annette realized, with a hint of exasperation, that his habit
of giving the silent treatment whenever things became
inconvenient for him hadn’t changed any. It’d been ten years,
and he still acted like a small child.
But that was probably because, in a way, he really was still
just a kid. Shin was an Eighty-Six who served five years on a
battlefield where he was fated to die. He shouldn’t have had a
future and didn’t need to think about what would happen
when he became an adult.
So he couldn’t become this thing he’d never even thought
about. The adults were the first to go, and so only the children
were left in the Eighty-Sixth Sector. They didn’t have parents
or teachers or older siblings to serve as an example to them.
It was then that Annette realized:
That’s…really bad.
Not knowing where you’re going. Having to live while not
even knowing what you want…
“Hey, I hope I’m just overthinking this, but… Could it be
that what’s bothering you is…”
Suddenly, the bloodred eyes before her cooled. Having
experienced this change in Shin’s attitude for the first time,
Annette swallowed nervously.
“…the Legion?”
“Yeah… Sorry. My squad’s probably going to deploy now.”
Which meant he had to go.
“Right. Take care out there.”
Even a few minutes after Shin left, Lena was still overcome by
an awkward mood. Frederica, who had kept quiet until now,
parted her lips to speak.
“…Nothing good will come from being in such a hurry, I
say.”
Turning around to face her, Lena found that Frederica’s
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bloodred eyes weren’t fixed on her, but rather, they were
tracing Shin’s movements from across the thick concrete wall.
“Shinei is not as strong as you may believe he is. Nor does
he understand himself… He is full of doubts, that one, and
has been for quite some time. And so rushing him for an
answer would only serve to further corner him…”
“………?”
Shin…wasn’t strong?
“That can’t be right…”
“Surely, you remember the moment you first met Shinei.”
Lena blinked once. The first time she met him? Next to the
Juggernaut memorial? No…
“You mean when we fought off the Morpho, right?”
“Aye. Think back to how Shinei was at that time. He was…
The way he acted then—that, too, is a part of Shinei. A side of
himself he never would have wished to show you.”
She recalled the voice she’d heard back then, on that
battlefield of lycoris flowers. The person she’d spoke to in the
past—Shin—was…
At that moment, a shrill alarm blared through the small
office.
“What is this?!” Frederica exclaimed.
“This alarm…!”
There shouldn’t have been a hunt today, but several units
were dispatched to the contested zones, creating a diversion
meant to obfuscate their plan. And the squadron that’d been
deployed was…
“They’ve been hit by a Legion counteroffensive and were
forced to retreat…!”
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The enemy’s front armor was thick enough to deflect even a
shot from its own 155 mm smoothbore gun at point-blank
range. A Reginleif’s 88 mm cannon couldn’t hope to penetrate
it. It kicked up powder snow and stomped over the cold
ground, its massive weight mowing down the trees as it
charged toward Shin.
Shin piloted Undertaker wildly to avoid it, using the
assorted rock formations and protrusions—and even the
trunks of the nearby conifer trees as footholds. As he dodged
the Reginleif’s fire, he tried to get a clear shot at the thinnest
points of its armor.
It had to have originally been an Eighty-Six. It seemed to
be forcibly rushing through the conifer forest, which would
normally be unfitting terrain for a Dinosauria, but despite
what seemed to be a careless demeanor, it picked its positions
carefully, hiding its rear-top armor from sight at all times. It
was wary of the Juggernaut’s light weight and mindful of its
established tactics of reeling itself up structures with a wire
anchor and using that elevation to shoot from above.
Defeating it would prove difficult.
Even if the areas except the frontal armor could be
penetrated by the 88 mm cannon, and the pile drivers in the
Reginleif’s legs were capable of busting through its top armor,
he still needed to be extremely fast. Fast enough to damage
anyone who wasn’t a Processor greatly accustomed to fighting
at this velocity.
But while it was a difficult battle, it was still possible for the
Reginleif to come out on top. At the very least, it was nothing
compared to when he fought his brother in that aluminum
coffin.
Its two revolving machine guns were a nuisance, since they
fired a consistent barrage of bullets. He launched HEAT
shells set with proximity fuses and successfully destroyed
them. He then carefully approached the Dinosauria and cut
down one of the legs supporting its one thousand tons of
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weight.
Somehow, he could tell its counterattack was coming. He
avoided the kick from its stake-like leg without even looking
at it. He then dodged a second and a third kick by making
small leaps, but then his right rear leg sank deep into the
frozen snow.
“Tch…!”
Undertaker stopped in place. Its leg was caught in the
snow. Everything seemed to move in slow motion. As the 155
mm turret swerved to aim at him, he activated his trapped
leg’s pile driver to forcefully eject it. The 57 mm pile driver
detonated gunpowder, jettisoning the trapped leg out of the
snow. In the meantime, he used his remaining three legs to
hop to the left, escaping the line of fire.
Then the roar of the tank turret’s fire and the shock waves
of the shell grazing against it screeched against Undertaker’s
armor. The Dinosauria’s main turret would need some time to
reload after firing, and the secondary armament to the right
of the turret couldn’t aim at him from this position. Both of its
machine guns were already destroyed.
This meant that at this moment, Shin was free to fire
without any counterattack. His sights were already set to
track his line of sight, and he placed his finger on the 88 mm
turret’s trigger—
Suddenly, there was an alert: Rear right leg pile driver
damaged.
This shrill alarm sound, intended to warn the Processor,
dragged Shin back to his senses. Shin’s eyes widened in
realization. Right now, he was once again about to become the
very image of a war machine—a death-obsessed monster.
Like a monster heading for its own death on the battlefield,
he all too easily forgot those words bidding him to return
alive…
And that moment of realization was an opening. That
alarm blaring in his ears allowed the enemy to close the
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distance to him. And the Dinosauria’s large form, which, at
that range, filled the entirety of his optical screen, swung back
and raised its leg like a weapon.
“…!”
He reflexively yanked the control stick back, forcing
Undertaker to jump away. It was too late to dodge, but this
attempt to at least minimize the incoming shock came less
from a conscious decision and more out of reflex. Both of its
legs left the ground as it leaped aside, and the next moment,
there came the quake of impact. He raised one of
Undertaker’s legs to block the blow, but the sound of it
snapping along with its wire anchor filled his ears. The
control system blared out a screeching alert.
And then Shin blacked out.
“Huh…?”
What just happened?
Lena couldn’t immediately process what she’d just seen
projected onto Vanadis’s main screen. Something she couldn’t
believe had just taken place. Something she never would have
expected, that went beyond her understanding.
Undertaker’s blip was blown back from its position, in a
different direction from where it was going a moment ago. It
moved against its Processor’s control and was tossed aside
like a piece of trash, rolling on the ground for a few moments
before stopping. It remained helpless and still on the ground,
even with the enemy bearing down on it right before its face.
Shin was just…hit by an attack…?
Wehrwolf and Laughing Fox stood in the Dinosauria’s way
as it prepared to launch another attack. They both fired at it,
drawing its attention. It was programmed to prioritize the
most threatening targets first. As they did, other Juggernauts
hurried over to Undertaker’s side.
Undertaker’s blip remained still on the radar screen. Its
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signal hadn’t faded, so it wasn’t fatally destroyed. But it
wouldn’t move. Its Para-RAID wouldn’t connect.
Marcel moaned in frustration.
“Why didn’t he…?!”
Lena felt the same way. He could have dodged that blow.
He should have dodged it. Lena knew he could, since she saw
him do so during many a training session, and in both large
and small battles. The Reginleif moved with a speed that
would damage the body of a normal pilot, but Shin operated
it with ease.
No, it went beyond what she saw he was capable of. For
five long years, he operated that metal coffin that couldn’t
even withstand machine-gun fire, and even so, he lunged into
the enemy ranks, engaging them with melee weapons without
taking a single fatal blow. For five years, he survived the
Eighty-Sixth Sector.
He would never take a direct hit from a single Legion. Even
if it was a Shepherd.
So…why?
But Lena remained stupefied for only a moment. She soon
turned to one of the control officers. The Reginleif was
equipped with multiple systems the Juggernaut—which was
supposedly a drone—didn’t have.
“How are his vitals?!”
“We’ve got a read on them. His pulse, blood pressure, and
breathing are all within permissible range. But he’s not
responding to the alerts…”
Frederica offered her own commentary, her face pale with
fear. Her crimson eyes let out a ruby glow—proof that her
ability was in operation.
“It doesn’t seem like he’s suffered any major injures. He is
only unconscious, I believe. Raiden and the others are also
calling out to him, but he is not responding.”
“Hurry up and retrieve him! Shiden, deploy the
Brísingamen squadron and cover for them!”
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Regardless of culture and country, hospital rooms always
seemed to have a sterile, white color to them. And so when
his eyes opened, he was faced with the sight of a ceiling that
registered in his foggy mind as unknown and, at the same
time, somehow familiar. As a rule, hospital facilities were
kept sanitary in order to prevent infections. For that reason,
they were made white, so filth would stand out.
Realizing he was overcome with pointless, meaningless
thoughts, Shin pushed his hands against the sheet and sat up.
Feeling the unpleasant sensation of something being stuck to
him and noticing a shadow at the edge of his field of vision,
he raised his hand to his forehead. It was met with the dry
sensation of a piece of adhesive tape, meant to hold up a
gauze. Apparently, he’d been cut above his left eye, near his
scar.
It was a scar he’d gotten during his battle with his brother.
They were deep in Legion territory at the time, without any
medical facilities in sight. His wound had been stitched closed
by an amateur’s hands, and so it left a scar.
He had fought a Dinosauria Shepherd that time, too, but…
He wasn’t distracted and didn’t look away from his massive
opponent during that battle. Shin couldn’t help but grit his
teeth in frustration. He dug his fingers into the skin of his
forehead.
That had never happened before. Not once had he ever lost
concentration because of a question weighing on his mind
and let an enemy get the better of him.
Shin could hear the sound of the hard fabric of a military
uniform stirring behind the thin curtain surrounding his
bed… Someone sitting at his bedside woke up.
“Oh? You’re finally awake?”
As soon as he heard those words, the curtain was pulled
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open casually. His eyes, which had grown used to the dimness
of the cockpit and the darkness of his closed eyelids, were
momentarily blinded by the brightness of the lamp. Shin
reflexively squinted and found himself staring into a pair of
oddly colored eyes. One of them the color of deep indigo and
the other as white as snow.
The owner of those eyes raised her hand casually and
waved at him. She had brown skin and unkempt crimson hair.
“Yo.”
“…What are you doing here?” Shin asked with one eye shut.
Shiden cackled at him, not minding his attitude.
“Who were ya expecting to find here? And heh, talk about
thankless greetings, eh, Li’l Reaper? Raiden’s handling the
reports instead of you, and Her Majesty’s cleaning up your
mess, so I came here to watch over ya… I mean, I’m the one
who pulled you outta of that battlefield, y’know?”
“………”
Looking around, he realized he was in the reserve base’s
hospital ward, in a room for lightly injured patients who
didn’t require intensive care. He’d been stripped out of his
thick armored flight suit, since it likely got in the way of his
treatment, and a spare uniform was folded on the side table.
Upon noticing the pale-blue fabric placed casually over it,
Shin moved to touch his neck. He couldn’t feel his scarf, of
course. It had been taken off when they treated him.
Shiden’s gaze fell on the scar running across his neck, but
she made no remark.
“The doctor said ya didn’t hit your head, and there’s no
signs of a concussion. But they want you to rest here for a day
or two to be on the safe side. They did sew a few stitches into
ya, after all.”
She poked her thumb in the direction of her forehead to
illustrate. Then her smile disappeared as she asked:
“Do you remember what happened?”
“More or less.”
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He could remember it so clearly, he wished he could
forget.
“…What about the Dinosauria?”
“That’s the first thing you ask…? Well, yeah, it’s a
Shepherd. And an Eighty-Six at that… Sad to say, but it got
away. Our objective wasn’t to defeat it anyway.”
“How’s my Juggernaut?”
“Looks like they can fix it, one way or another… Though yer
mechanic… Uhhh, Guren, was it? He was screaming bloody
murder, so make sure ya pay him a visit later. He said you’re
still breaking yer rigs all the time and haven’t matured after
all.”
“Yeah…”
Jumping back killed most of the impact, but his rig still
took a direct kick from a Dinosauria. The fact that he got
away with reparable damage was a godsend.
“Makes sense he’d say that. I put him through trouble
again.”
This time, Shiden was the one to regard him with one eye
closed.
“Do you say that knowingly or what? They don’t care about
the rig being damaged; they care about you getting hurt.
Dumbass.”
Shin was carried straight to the medical center, while
Undertaker’s broken form was carried into the hangar alone.
Guren’s surprise only made sense. He saw Undertaker’s
wreckage, but Shin wasn’t there.
“…I can’t believe you’d pull that kind of stupid mistake.
Hey…”
She leaned her upper body forward on her folding chair.
Shiden looked up at him with eyes that showed no sign of
ridicule or laughter. It was the cold eyes of someone who had
survived many years in the Eighty-Sixth Sector, even if she
didn’t spend as much time there as Shin had.
“…are you really all right?”
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“………”
Shin looked down, averting his gaze. He knew it even
without her saying anything.
He wasn’t all right.
He didn’t know what future to aspire toward or what to
wish for. For all the time he spent agonizing over it, he
couldn’t find anything to wish for. Or any way to fill that
emptiness inside him. He knew he couldn’t keep living while
rushing to his death, but he realized he was obsessing over
the death that surrounded him. He thought he was facing
death straight on, but that was just an excuse to avoid having
to wish for the future.
And now he wasn’t even able to detach himself during
battle, which he’d always been capable of until now. So far,
during combat, he was always able to let go and forget
everything, but this agony was holding him back. Right now,
he had to doubt himself. He couldn’t say there weren’t any
problems with him anymore.
“This isn’t just because of what happened in that citadel
base, is it…? That was a nasty sight, for sure. It looks like what
we might end up being. But ya shouldn’t be thinking about
that now. It’s pointless. At least for now.”
Shiden narrowed her heterochromatic eyes coldly.
“Lemme tell ya this. The way you are now, we can’t let you
be part of the attack force in the next operation, Operations
Commander. I’m gonna ask Lena to have you remain on
standby at HQ. Considerin’ your ability, you ought to be back
at the base anyway, commanding the battle from a distance…
It’s the same thing ya told Rito. If ya can’t stay focused during
battle, yer only gonna be a burden to everyone else.”
“I know,” he replied bitterly.
She was right… It really was the same thing he’d told Rito.
Shiden scoffed as she regarded Shin.
“Hmph, you really are in the dumps, aren’t ya…? You’re not
even talkin’ back to me… Anyway, take your time and rest.
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Stay here for a couple days and don’t think about any of that
shit. Also, Lena’s getting hysterical over you, so make sure ya
patch things up there… Ah—”
The sound of heels hurriedly clicking over the floor
approached them. Someone seemed to have rushed into the
room.
“Shiden! They said Shin woke up…”
Lena ran into the room, completely forgetting her officer’s
dignity and ladylike manners, and stopped dead in her tracks
upon seeing Shin. She blushed for a moment, observing him
out of his flight suit and in just his undershirt, but she shook
her head to drive those thoughts from her mind. Her silvery
eyes then moistened with tears.
“Shin… Thank goodness…”
Her gaze froze a bit before his eyes, and her delicate
features contorted painfully at the sight of the gauze and the
wound beneath it. Shin then realized she could see the scar
on his neck. His scarf had been taken off with the rest of his
flight suit, after all.
He promptly brought a hand to his neck in an attempt to
hide the scar. He didn’t tell Lena it was his brother who had
inflicted it on him and had no intention of sharing this with
her at all. To that end, he didn’t want her to see it. That
reflexive movement made her hold her breath for a moment.
Shin, who was looking down at the time, didn’t notice Lena’s
sad reaction.
“Your injuries…”
“It’s just this cut on my forehead. Nothing else.”
He could tell he had a number of other small wounds, but
he didn’t mention them. He hardly felt any pain at the
moment. They were all minor injuries, and Shin didn’t even
acknowledge them.
“You say that, but I can see the bandages… I swear… The
military doctor said you’re to rest for the next couple of days,
so return to your room and do just that.”
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“…I’m sorry.”
“Yes, I’m afraid you won’t get away without a scolding this
time, Captain… What happened? This isn’t like you.”
“Ah, Your Majesty. I already gave him a talking-to about
that, so don’t chew him out too much.”
Shiden butted in on their exchange, but Lena ignored her.
Being looking down upon left a bad taste in Shin’s mouth, so
he rose from the bed and put on his uniform’s top.
“My mind wandered…and I lost focus. It won’t happen
again.”
“‘Lost focus’…?”
Lena hesitated for a moment but eventually decided she
needed to reprimand him as a commanding officer this time.
She raised her fair eyebrows and spoke to him with a slightly
severe gaze.
“This is because of whatever’s been bothering you lately,
isn’t it? That’s why you tripped up. Am I wrong?”
“………”
“I told you it’d be a problem if it ends up influencing the
operation. I asked you to resolve this by attending further
counseling sessions, or by consulting with me if you can’t
work this out on your own… I’ll listen to you, no matter what
you have to say. That’s my duty… And it’s what I want. You
look like something’s hounding you, like you’re being pushed
against the wall… Everyone’s worried about you. And so am
I… What’s wrong, Shin?”
As she spoke, her grimace gradually softened, and she
simply looked up at him earnestly with her argent eyes… But
Shin averted her gaze.
He couldn’t tell her he was a harmful factor to the world
she desired. That he was still headed for death instead of the
future she wished for. That he didn’t belong at her side right
now, and that even though he wanted to change this, he didn’t
know how.
He didn’t want her, of all people, to know about the
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emptiness eating away at him from the inside.
“Nothing.”
Lena grimaced anxiously.
“You can’t say that when you’re making that face. Telling
someone might make you feel better—”
“There’s nothing.”
“You’re lying… You always say that, but you weren’t fine,
were you? If you’re in pain, I wouldn’t mind lending you an
ear… No, I want you to tell me. I, um, want to support you,
and…”
Shin grew irritated at their unproductive exchange and
lashed out in a severe tone.
“There’s nothing… It has nothing to do with you, and I have
nothing to tell you.”
And only then did he realize what he had said. Lena’s large
eyes widened, seemingly frozen on him. And then they
moistened, as if a crack had run through those alabaster
depths.
“…Why do you say that?”
Her voice contained a chill he’d never heard before.
“You say there’s nothing, but it’s obvious from your face
that something’s wrong. You look like you’re in pain, like
you’re in agony, but you never say anything. Don’t you want
to talk to me…? Am I really that unreliable? Am I really not
good enough to help you? Aren’t we…?”
Tears spilled from her eyes and ran down her white
cheeks. One after another. Shin looked on with shock as her
tears flowed freely like water breaching a dam. He knew he
had to say something, but his mind was reeling, and he failed
to come up with anything.
And as Shin remained speechless, Lena’s expression
crumbled in front of him.
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Her question reverberated out like a scream. And without
waiting for an answer, Lena turned around and ran off.
“H-hey! Your Majesty… Lena!”
Shiden followed her in a flustered hurry. The sound of her
heavy military boots gradually grew distant. And yet Shin
couldn’t move. He simply remained where he was as the
sound of their footsteps left him behind.
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* * *
How long had he stood there? As the tumult and the sound of
their steps died down, Shin eventually came to his senses.
Even if he wanted to go after her, Lena was long out of
earshot. He heaved one loud sigh and informed the doctor in
the infirmary that he was going to his room before leaving.
As soon as he left the infirmary, a voice spoke to him from
the side.
“You’re not going after her, Nouzen?”
“…You were watching?”
Vika leaned his back against the wall adjacent to the
infirmary’s sliding door and shrugged casually.
“Callous as I am, even I know to not intrude on certain
awkward situations. I can tell my words aren’t always
welcome.”
Vika then turned his gaze down the corridor, signaling the
direction Lena took off in. Shin answered after heaving a
short sigh.
“I know I need to apologize.”
He knew this was definitely his fault, but he couldn’t tell
what he did wrong. He’d lashed out at her, and that was
clearly a mistake. He’d hurt her, and that was wrong. But
what hurt Lena weren’t his insensitive words, but the
exchange right before that. And he couldn’t tell what he did
wrong there.
If he was to judge it simply from what Lena said, the
problem was in the fact that he hadn’t told her anything. But
the problems he was struggling with right now weren’t related
to Lena. He didn’t want to cause her needless concern, to be a
burden to her. He didn’t want her to know about this anguish
he was going through, which felt all the more pathetic the
more he put it into words.
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“Apologizing when I don’t even know what I did wrong…
would just hurt her more.”
All he’d done was hurt her. Back then—and now as well.
“That makes me…so sad.”
Vika cocked his head, his fair face bereft of his usual smile.
“You’re a surprisingly cowardly one.”
His comment caught Shin completely off guard.
“Cowardly…?”
“Yes, and I don’t mean in terms of battle. If anything,
you’re fearless to the point of recklessness on that front, and
that is dangerous in its own way, I think. But anyway…”
With his back still against the wall and his arms crossed,
Vika leaned forward and regarded Shin with an upward
glance. They were roughly the same height, but Shin was just
a bit taller than Vika. Because of that slight height difference,
Vika was looking up with his Imperial violet eyes into Shin’s
bloodred ones. They were an almost artificial, monstrous
shade of purple.
“Even as a third party in this, I can tell. Something is
halting your thoughts.”
He was pretending to be deep in thought, so he wouldn’t
actually have to think.
“It’s not that you don’t know what you did wrong. You just
don’t want to think about it. You were like that concerning
your family, too, now that I think of it. It’s not that you
couldn’t remember; you just didn’t want to remember. You
didn’t want to open old wounds… You say you don’t know
what you did wrong, that you couldn’t remember. But I think
that, in fact, you don’t want to. You don’t want to hope.”
“That’s…”
Being told all this made him instinctively try to deny it. To
say he couldn’t hope for a future, that he had no future. This
was how he thought, but he’d realized the truth was that he
actually didn’t want to wish for one. He believed death was
just a way for the Eighty-Six to not hope for a future.
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In that case, he then also had to admit that the way he felt,
that thinking he had no future, was wrong. He was about to
hope for a future and the wishes it contained…but he couldn’t
allow himself to desire them. And the moment he realized
this, Shin unconsciously covered up those feelings,
pretending nothing had happened.
But the owner of those violet eyes laughed, not missing that
flicker of emotion.
“Right, I haven’t told you yet, have I…? I knew your father.
I’ve even spoken to him. Your father, Reisha Nouzen, was a
researcher of artificial intelligence, much like Zelene. Would
you like for me to tell you of our exchange? You would do
well to hear me out, assuming it doesn’t touch upon any open
wounds.”
“………?!”
Those surprising words made Shin’s breath catch in his
throat.
“Be a good boy…Shin…”
He couldn’t recall right now. But he knew he actually did
have memories of them. His mother’s voice and the smile on
her lips. His mother, his father, his brother… All those faces
and voices. Yes, he remembered them all. And he realized, at
the same time, that he didn’t want to remember.
And it wasn’t just that remembering them would make him
loathe those memories. It was because he knew those
memories were all too similar to the things he’d wish for. It
was the kind of happiness Lena described. He realized his
memories and the happiness she spoke of were alike, and that
was why he couldn’t allow himself to remember them.
Hence, he didn’t want to think about that happiness. He
didn’t want to remember it. Because what if he remembered,
reached out for it, wished for it, only for it to once again be…?
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“…That might be true.”
“You finally admit it… People your age would rather die
than let others see their weaknesses. But that only bothers
those around you. If you’re hurting, then say so. And with
regards to Milizé, I’ll just go ahead and say it since it’s
becoming too irritating to watch—but it’s the same problem
with her. You say you don’t want to be a burden to her, but
your refusal to rely on her only comes across as lack of trust,
and that causes her pain.”
The prince shrugged, unaware that what he just said both
didn’t suit his age and came across as condescending.
“You should apologize to her if you can… And this is
speaking from experience, but if there’s anything you ought to
tell her, you should say those words while you still have the
chance. Because once that chance is gone, all that’s left is
regret.”
“…You’re being awfully kind today, Serpent of Shackles.”
Shin gave a sarcastic response in an attempt to spite him,
but Vika didn’t seem to mind.
“Yes… Because of Lerche.”
Shin squinted at the sound of that name.
“That seven-year-old told you something she shouldn’t
have. So think of this as an apology. I wouldn’t normally be
this concerned about your inner turmoil, but after hearing she
helped trigger this, I couldn’t stand by and ignore it.”
And then Vika spoke, with a voice devoid of emotion, as if
gazing at something that had gone too far and was now out of
reach.
“And here you want to find happiness with someone.”
“………”
“It makes no difference to me what you really think. But if
that’s truly how you feel…”
Shin then realized that Lerche was, indeed, based off the
girl who was Vika’s milk sister. Vika never told him of her, but
Lerche shared a bit. Who was it, really, who wished to become
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happy alongside someone…?
“Even if you don’t want to wish for happiness, do you really
think not wishing for it will spare you from sorrow…? It won’t.
Whether you yearn for happiness or not, you will experience
loss, and loss hurts. It is the most unbearable pain of all.”
The Serpent Prince smiled slightly. And as he did, he
continued speaking with deep-seated, honest anger.
“And the person you long for is still alive. In which case, if
there is anything you need to tell her, I suggest you say it now.
For if you lose her…you will never be able to tell her anything
again. But I’m sure you’re painfully aware of that.”
“Cap’n.”
As he headed for his room in the residential sector of the
base, Shin stopped as he found Rito waiting for him.
“I heard you got hurt… It was my fault, wasn’t it? I’m
sorry.”
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“…No.”
Shin shook his head lightly. It wasn’t Rito’s fault. He
couldn’t blame him for his state of affairs. He was as full of
doubts and misgivings as Rito was, after all. Rito looked
straight at Shin with his large, agate eyes, their depths rife
with regret and pain.
“Cap’n. About the next operation…the Dragon Fang
Mountain attack, er…”
“…Would you rather stay behind at HQ?”
Shin finished Rito’s sentence, since he was stammering in
hesitation. It was a frightening operation, considering how
much larger the Legion’s forces were in comparison to theirs.
Even having just Rito not take part was a painful blow… But
Shin wasn’t going to force someone who didn’t want to fight
into battle. Anyone who went into battle against their will…
likely wouldn’t return.
But to Shin’s surprise, Rito shook his head firmly.
“No, it’s the other way around, Cap’n. Don’t take me off the
operation. I’ll…work this out before it’s time to deploy.”
“But…aren’t you scared?”
Wasn’t he afraid of the death that awaited him at the end of
battle…? Of the fate in store for the Eighty-Six?
“I am scared.”
Rito eventually answered, his white, pallid lips pursed. And
he said this while refusing to gloss anything up, with his gaze
still as timid as before. And yet…
“But I…I can’t run from battle, after all. I hate how
shameful that sounds.”
An Eighty-Six who chose to fight to the very end could
never accept doing something as unsightly as running away.
They could never lapse into something so deplorable.
“I don’t want to…cast away my own identity.”
Even if he still doubted what that identity was.
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CHAPTER 3
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And then their proximity fuses activated. The 1.8-ton heavy
explosives contained in the cylinders detonated right in the
middle of the Legion’s defensive lines.
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“I will now explain the details of the Dragon Fang Mountain
assault operation.”
Not all the Processors were gathered in the room. Only the
leaders of each squadron and their lieutenants were present,
but there were still almost one hundred of them filling the
large briefing room.
“The operation’s objective is the same as last time: the
destruction of the Weisel and Admiral units within the base.
These are the top-priority objectives. In addition, you are to
capture the Supreme Commander unit residing in this base.
Its identifier: the Merciless Queen.”
Standing in front of an operation map that was projected
over the table, Lena changed the image on display as she
continued her explanation. Her gaze was fixed on Shin, who
sat in the front row. They hadn’t been able to hold a
conversation since that argument. Naturally, when it came to
the operation, they spoke when necessary but hadn’t been
able to have a natural conversation since.
They were both busy with preparations for the operation,
of course, but there was definitely some fresh distance
between them. Looking down at him from the stage, Lena
couldn’t sense any anguish from Shin, who had the same
serene, collected expression as ever. His gaze was downcast,
and he didn’t look Lena in the eye, but he didn’t seem to
waver as he read the documents in his hands.
Apparently, he’d regained the composure needed to serve
as operations commander… He’d recovered somewhat. And it
seemed he was capable of bantering with Raiden and the
others as he always did.
“The units participating in this operation will be the Strike
Package, in addition to the regiment under the command of
Prince Viktor. With these two units, we are to seize control of
the combat zone, keep it blockaded for the duration of the
operation, and maintain a safe route that will allow us to
reach and retreat from the combat zone… Unlike the
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formerly planned operation, the United Kingdom military
will not be able to provide a diversion to distract the Legion
forces from us.”
A barely audible stir passed through the Processors. The
operation was a brute force breakthrough using just the Strike
Package and a single regiment of Alkonosts. Lena could hear
someone whisper “That’s too reckless…” But among the
whispers, Shin looked up and raised his hand, signifying he
had a question.
Their gazes met. He looked up at her with his serene,
crimson eyes. She asked him in her mind, You’re all right,
aren’t you? But of course, no answer came.
“Colonel, there’s two things I’d like to confirm. First, are
we not to expect any assistance from the United Kingdom
military whatsoever? Secondly, your explanation didn’t
mention how the route will be cleared for our forces. As such,
I must ask: Who will handle that part of the operation?”
He spoke with a clear voice. These were questions meant
more to inform everyone else. Being the tactical commander
for the Strike Package, he already knew the answers to them.
“Of course, the United Kingdom is applying constant
pressure and small-scale diversions on the Legion’s front
lines. This is, after all, the United Kingdom’s war. They can’t
relieve any forces from defending their final defensive line, so
they will be keeping the Legion’s frontline forces occupied.
Next, as to your question about securing the route—”
Lena gave a small nod.
“—we’ll have another group handle that.”
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Kurena, who also served as a fire-control specialist and
wore a Cicada as well, spoke from inside Gunslinger in a
somewhat fidgety manner. Her tone made it clear she was
uncomfortably rubbing her inner thighs together in the outfit.
The two of them were among the most seasoned of the
Strike Package’s soldiers and had been in charge of fire
support during their time in the elite unit that defended the
eastern front’s first defensive line. It was only natural that out
of everyone who’d been left behind to offer artillery support
for this operation, they’d be the ones handling multiple
Zentaurs.
And to properly accomplish this task, they had to be given
Cicadas to wear. The two of them understood the reasoning
behind that, but…
“…When we get back, I’m gonna toss a snowball
right at that stupid prince’s face.”
“I hope we can at least get away with doing that much. No
matter how you look at it, this thing has to be some kind of
practical joke… Ah, Kurena, Colonel Wenzel’s transmitting
the next targets.”
Owing to their lack of hands this time around, Grethe, who
had stayed behind during the last operation, was participating
as a part of the fire-control detachment. In other words, she
was currently acting as Anju and Kurena’s direct commander.
Unlike the Eighty-Six, Grethe was an officer who had been
given proper education and training, but Anju was still
surprised by how versatile she was. She had clearly earned
her promotion to field officer despite only being in her
twenties.
“Oh, roger that… Zentaur fire-control third squad,
all hands. Adjust your sights—”
The crunching sound of approaching footsteps in the snow
reached Anju’s ears, and it was followed by a dull banging
sound. Apparently, someone had knocked on her cockpit’s
armor. Or so she thought, but then her canopy was pulled up
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from the outside.
“Anju, they said we’re expecting snow, so they sent me to
bring you extra coats…”
As he spoke, Dustin handed her a thick coat belonging to
the United Kingdom’s military and not the Federacy’s. But
halfway through his sentence, Dustin froze in place
awkwardly.
He was sent to help the fire-control team just like Anju, but
apparently, there was some leeway between cooling the
Zentaurs’ rails and exchanging the capacitors. So he used that
time to go between the rows of Juggernauts, handing out
protective clothing. And while that bit of consideration was
quite typical and kind of him…
His silver eyes widened as he looked at Anju. Or rather, at
the curvature and lines of her body, which were accentuated
by the Cicada. Anju stared back at him and froze in place. Her
alabaster face flushed a vivid shade of red, and almost
reflexively, a sound erupted from deep within her throat:
“Ee—”
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territory. But the bombardment that preceded the assault
wasn’t over yet.
As if to make doubly sure their bombardment would be
successful, a group of black wings crossed over the ridges,
roaring as their jet fuel burned. Gray shadows darkened the
sky for a moment.
It was a formation of impressive size and number, made up
of both old and new bomber jets. They soared from the
United Kingdom’s runway and headed into the Legion’s
territories, while completely unmanned and operated by
autopilot. They flew into a sky where they lacked air
superiority, where the Eintagsfliege and the Stachelschwein
lay in wait.
The surviving Legion responded promptly, of course. Lock-
on alerts blared through the deserted cockpits of the bomber
jets. The Eintagsfliege swarmed the aircrafts, plunging into
their air intakes. The jets’ high-temperature engines attracted
antiair missiles, while the mechanical butterflies combusted
inside their engines. The four engines that kept the bomber
jets’ two hundred tons of weight aloft burst into flames one
after another.
And yet the jets didn’t stop. They crossed the peaks and
began a soft descent as they slanted forward, picking up
speed into what was eventually a full-speed crash. The
Eintagsfliege destroyed the engines that enabled these
massive metallic birds to shake off gravity and take to the
skies. Even with the engines destroyed, they still achieved
enough altitude and inertia to fly over the mountain peaks.
And that altitude and inertia hadn’t been undone, even
with the engines destroyed and the planes beginning to crash.
The bomber jets were still heading in the same direction they
had before—straight toward the path the attack force was set
to take.
The antiair fire continued with what bordered on frenzy,
and the aircrafts couldn’t take any evasive maneuvers and
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suffered direct hits. But it wasn’t enough to stop them. The
antiair guns didn’t have sufficient force to destroy the falling,
two-hundred-ton masses.
The antiaircraft missiles focused on the heat produced by
the engines, as was their nature and design. Their buckshots
tore into the wings and destroyed the engines, and still, the
bombers continued to plummet toward them.
The Legion somehow managed to completely destroy a few
of the planes, but even still, their fragments abided by gravity
and rained down over the territories with the same force and
inertia.
The aircrafts that still had their fuselage whole opened and
emptied out their bomb docks. They had lost their shape as
bomber jets by now and soared down like dying, bleeding
birds using the last of their strength. As they crashed, they
dropped containers full of ammunition and explosives, as
well as their surplus fuel.
Their fuselages skimmed the treetops and then bounced as
they hit the snowfield before finally toppling sideways with a
rumbling thud. As they crashed, their fragments flew through
the air, crushing any Legion that failed to escape.
Their exposed fuel caught fire, as if to represent these
aircrafts’ final scream. The entire strip of land cleared open
by the bombardment caught fire. Eventually, the Legion
would rush in to close the gap, but for now, a wall of raging
flames that trailed up to the heavens stood in their way.
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sight.>>
But even if what lay ahead was hell, or even if they didn’t
have the first clue as to where they were going…if they didn’t
move forward, they would never get anywhere.
“Let’s go.”
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Lena watched from the command room’s main screen as the
row of vehicles took off. In order to lower the chance of an
enemy counterattack, they departed as soon as the invasion
route was open and before the enemy could block it off. The
advance force hid not on the northern slope, where the
artillery formation was, but on the southern slope, in a conifer
forest near the reserve defensive line.
The formation consisted of armored transports carrying
the Strike Package’s Juggernauts and the Alkonosts under
Vika’s command, as well as the Scavengers following after
them. Even Scavengers, with their ten tons of weight, hardly
made any sound as they stepped through the snow. The snow
and the dense row of trees absorbed the sound of their diesel
engines, and the line descended the wintry slope silently.
They looked like some kind of ominous funeral procession,
or a sinister black serpent slithering downhill. With the
Processors who were in charge of long-distance fire, like
Kurena and Anju, removed from their ranks, the advance
force didn’t have their total number of active Juggernauts.
And while the Sirins were replenished, the Alkonosts lost
during the last attack could not be replaced in time, and a
fewer number of them had to be deployed. With this, the
forces dispatched to the Dragon Fang Mountain base were
fewer than expected.
“………”
Yet they did everything they could considering the
circumstances, and Lena gave them the order to sortie. With
this, she had nothing more to tell them. She detailed all the
objectives, provided all the instructions, and relayed all the
information they needed to know. Everything else was in the
hands of the commander on the scene—Shin.
Had there been any change in the situation, it would have
been different. But there wasn’t, and Lena had nothing to tell
them. And still…
Lena pursed her lips. She felt Frederica, who was gazing up
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at the screen with her arms crossed, sneak a glance in her
direction. She thought her eyes…those crimson, bloodred eyes
—just like Shin’s—were asking her something.
Are you okay with things as they are?
…Of course I’m not.
She had nothing more to tell him, but that was just as a
commander. As a person, Lena had more words to say to Shin
than she knew what to do with. She had to apologize…because
the reason they disagreed back then must have been her fault.
The truth was, she wanted to speak to him…and she feared,
just like she did when he stood before that siege path made
up of dead Alkonosts, that he might disappear if she didn’t.
She wanted to entrust him with her wish, one more time.
But a commander in the middle of a mission couldn’t display
so much weakness. Or maybe it was just her ego and dignity,
her pride as a commander who had been seasoned enough to
become known the Bloodstained Queen, Bloody Reina.
Maybe that was keeping her from expressing what she wanted
to say.
But as she hesitated, the words of that artillery commander
surfaced in her mind once again. A soldier’s belief was to say
anything they had left to say when they needed to say them.
Because there was no telling if one would have a chance to
say them after the battle ended. Even if they were to meet
again after the operation ended.
Right now, the possibility that they would never meet again
loomed before them. And if she was to fear this gap between
them and let the argument they’d had stifle her words, or
simply lose to her own pride, she would go on to regret for
the rest of her life that she didn’t speak to him when she still
had the chance.
She activated the Para-RAID. Her Resonance target was set
to one person.
“Shin.”
She could feel the presence of Shin’s eyes widening in
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surprise through the path connecting their subconscious to
the collective unconscious of humankind.
“Colonel? What’s—?”
“I’m sorry about earlier.” Lena cut him off.
She somehow felt like if she didn’t say it now, she’d never
be able to.
“I was too intrusive. I should have waited until you were
ready to talk about it yourself, but I didn’t believe you’d tell
me. And that was a mistake on my behalf, without a doubt.
I’m so, so sorry.”
“………”
“But I really do want you to tell me…and to rely on me. If
you’re in pain, I want you to say so. I want you to let me
protect you, too.”
Both on the battlefield and outside it. Just like the way you
take to the front line, and other times, try to protect me in
smaller ways.
I want to support you.
“Even if you won’t tell me now, I want you to tell me
someday… I want to be someone you can speak to. Someone
you can rely on. So…”
“It’s not that I…don’t rely on you.”
“Yes. I’m sure you didn’t do that intentionally. We just
haven’t spoken to each other enough yet.”
They hadn’t spoken enough to be able to support each
other. To believe in each other. And that’s why…
“Let’s talk. When you get back, let’s just talk. We can start
from the most trivial, silliest things. And someday, you can
tell me about your pain.”
“………”
He probably couldn’t answer that request yet. Shin fell
silent, and Lena smiled at him. The Sensory Resonance didn’t
allow one to see the other person’s expression, but it did
transmit emotions to the extent a face-to-face conversation
would.
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Someday, he could tell her about the scars he kept hidden
deep within. And about the scar along his throat. So when the
day came that he was finally willing to speak…
“Please…tell me.”
“…So.”
An armored weapon retained its performance so long as it
didn’t operate for long, needless periods of time. This was
true of all Feldreß—and the Juggernauts. And so the armored
transports raced through the burned bottom of the valley,
with the Processors in the front cabins and the Juggernauts
locked up in the rear cargo holds.
In order to defend from a potential enemy attack, a third of
the Processors remained on standby, sitting inside their
Juggernauts’ cockpits in the cargo holds. As such, many of the
Processors were missing from the cabin. Inside, Theo fixed
his gaze on the girl sitting a distance away from him.
She wasn’t clad in the Processors’ steel-blue flight suits or
the combat uniforms of the drivers. Nor was she in the dark
violet of the United Kingdom’s uniform or the Sirins’ rouge
uniform. No, she was wearing that irritating shade of Prussian
blue. The Republic’s uniform. But her silvery hair, unlike
Lena’s, was short.
“Er, Major Penrose, was it? What are you doing here?”
“An experiment,” Annette replied curtly and concisely.
During the battle in the underground terminal, which was
located in the Republic’s secondary capital of Charité, the
Legion made an attempt to abduct and dissect her. And
during the last battle in the Revich Citadel Base, the Eighty-
Sixth Strike Package was pinpointed and attacked despite
their move there being confidential.
Where was the information leaking from? Was it the
United Kingdom, where they were deployed to, or the
Federacy? And if their communications were being tapped,
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was it via the wireless or the Sensory Resonance? They had to
find out. If they couldn’t maintain the confidentiality and
security of their transmissions, their future operations were
in danger of being compromised.
“Last time, nothing happened because I wasn’t in the
combat zone. So I’ll head out there and make my presence
known through the communication lines. If the Legion go
after me, we’ll know they’re listening in on our
transmissions.”
This would help them pinpoint where the leak was.
“So you’re setting yourself up as bait…? You’re a weirdo,
you know that?”
A Republic citizen going this far for the Eighty-Six…
Annette picked up on the sarcasm in Theo’s comment and
gave a light shrug.
“We don’t want to make the same mistake twice, right?”
said Annette. “At least, I don’t want to repeat my mistakes
more than once… So yeah, sorry, but I’ll be holding back one
of your units.”
Yuuto, who had seemingly heard their exchange, spoke up
in the mechanical, flat tone that was his trademark:
“Major Penrose, you’ll be boarding with Saki, who
was injured during the last battle. She can pilot her
unit just fine, but full-on combat is too much for her
right now. We weren’t relying on that unit to perform
in combat this time, so it’s not a problem.”
“Really, now. How considerate of you. I’m touched…,”
Annette said dryly. “Also, I’m here as insurance in case the
prince dies. All you have to do to activate the detonation
device is press a switch, but there’s a chance the detonator
might not go off due to an error. And you Eighty-Six aren’t
tech-savvy enough yet to handle the information terminal
needed to operate it, right?”
“…I guess.”
The question of who their lack of knowledge could be
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attributed to was something Theo didn’t bring up. The white
pigs of the Republic were the ones who denied them an
education, but he wasn’t going to demand a technical officer
the same age as him to take responsibility for that. Instead, he
decided to wisecrack.
“Then how about you handle my usual reports for me, too,
while you’re at it?”
“That’s your job. That’s what the army is paying you for.
Think of it as training if you have to and do it yourself,” she
retorted at him at once. “Besides, I said you’re not tech-savvy
yet. The officer in charge of your education told me you guys
pick up on stuff fast. And you’ll be in trouble if you can’t look
things up on your own when you need to, right? Don’t expect
me to be there to help you when you feel like looking up porn
on the Internet.”
Theo scoffed at her. She definitely wasn’t a feeble princess
who couldn’t do anything, though she was still different
compared with Lena. If she was this strong-willed, it only
meant they didn’t have to go out of their way to be
exceptionally cautious around her.
“I guess that’s true.”
“There’s no way…”
As the Sirins were camped out on relatively high ground,
their radar was particularly reactive. And coupled with that
was Shin’s ability. Between these two information sources,
Lena already had a map drawn out in her mind as she spoke.
The Legion had the numbers and the production speed to
send this many units against the advance force. In contrast,
the United Kingdom military couldn’t send any more units to
this battlefield except for the Dragon Fang Mountain attack
force. And given the distance, even if they did send any
reinforcements, they wouldn’t make it in time.
But from the beginning, it wasn’t as if…
“…We wouldn’t predict this counterattack… Right, Vika?”
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A Löwe stood guard over the Ameise leading their company.
But suddenly, its optical sensor caught sight of a humanoid
silhouette. No response from the Löwe’s IFF device. The
figure was an enemy element. Judging by its shape, the Löwe
concluded it was an unarmed civilian. Minimal threat level.
The Löwe casually swerved one of its heavy machine guns
toward that target, when…
The Ameise looked up and issued a warning. But it was in
vain, as a shower of shells rained down on them at supersonic
speeds, further blotting out the sunlight. As the Löwe failed to
avoid the thick hail of steel, the last thing its optical sensor
could perceive was the unnatural sight of a girl on the
battlefield. This pink-haired girl, who had a violet crystal
imbedded into her forehead, smiled at the Löwe as its
consciousness cut out.
Sitting deep within the base, which they dug into the volcano
known to the people of the United Kingdom as the Dragon
Fang Mountain, the commander unit known as the Merciless
Queen silently whispered as she watched the transmission of
the battle in the truckyard.
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birth to the Legion War. A stepping stone on the way to
human annihilation.
Goes to show how good intentions…by their very nature…
only bring about terrible conclusions.
And that was a lesson that this wise child—wise, but all too
ignorant of the ways of the world—had surely learned by now.
And…
She switched to another feed. It showed an image of a
white Feldreß, racing about as it pleased. A Feldreß with a
Personal Mark of a skeleton carrying a shovel, which was
registered in the Legion’s database as a high-priority target—
the target in question being its pilot, of course.
Despite being former military personnel, she had never set
foot on the battlefield. And to her, that Personal Mark seemed
all too ominous, as if the skeleton was symbolizing the grim
reaper itself. This enemy was seasoned and experienced
enough to brand themselves with such a symbol.
She did not know the name of this pilot, with his coloring
so characteristic of the Empire’s ruling class despite the fact
that he could in no way be descended from such nobility. And
she likely never would know.
<<Báleygr.>>
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Republic child, which were by no means fitting for the United
Kingdom’s frigid climate—was bent beyond recognition and
sent flying.
Antipersonnel self-propelled mines unleashed metallic
pellets as they exploded, but those couldn’t hope to damage a
Feldreß. As such, the only self-propelled mines in this base
were anti-tank models. Those were equipped with HEAT
warheads, but they didn’t do enough damage unless they
were detonated in close range. Because of this, self-propelled
mines didn’t pose much of a threat so long as one kept their
distance from them.
But despite already having lost the perfect position, the
child-type self-propelled mine detonated its self-destruct
device.
“…?!”
An invisible shock wave rang through the darkness. But
what spread out in the wake of that blast was not pellets or
metal jet, but an odd, glittering, silver smoke.
“Tch…”
The warhead had exploded at a close enough range that the
Gadyuka was incapable of evading it. The smoke screen was
thick enough that Vika couldn’t see his unit’s legs, and in
addition to blinding out his optical sensors, it also temporarily
scrambled his radar.
This disturbance was likely due to the plastic shards of
aluminum disposition that were hidden in the smoke and
refracted the radar waves. This self-propelled mine wasn’t an
antipersonnel or an anti-tank model. If they had to give it a
name, it would be the chaff model.
What a nuisance…
If these were to be implemented alongside the already
existing self-propelled mines—and they no doubt would be—
then one would be hard-pressed to fight off their combined
attacks unless one had the same ability as Shin.
Vika narrowed his eyes at the sound of the gravel being
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stomped on again.
It’s coming from behind me.
Looking around, he found himself surrounded on all sides
by Ameise. Once the smoke cleared and their lines of sight
were restored, Grauwolf descended as well, followed by a
large number of self-propelled mines.
I’m surrounded, am I…? Well now…
Among this group of lightweight Feldreß, which included
Juggernauts and Alkonosts, his Barushka Matushka was the
only heavyweight unit. And it was made for commander
specifications, with enhanced sensor and communication
functions. It was only natural the Legion would assume he
was the invasion force’s commander.
Or maybe they recognized the Personal Mark emblazoned
on his canopy’s armor as one that belonged to a United
Kingdom commander.
Noticing Gadyuka was surrounded, Raiden turned
Wehrwolf to face him. Vika could hear someone clicking their
tongue through the Resonance. But Chaika, Lerche’s unit,
simply remained still and seemed to stare at him. Vika used
Chaika as his attached unit’s vanguard and hadn’t ordered her
to protect him in the first place.
A smirk played over Vika’s lips. A composed, arrogant
sneer.
“Don’t underestimate me, you pieces of cannon fodder.”
The United Kingdom was different from the Federacy,
which let armored infantry escort Feldreß and handle the
lightweight Legion types like the Grauwolf, Ameise, and self-
propelled mines. There was a stark difference between the
two in terms of their technological edge and metal deposits,
and the United Kingdom’s frigid environment meant it was
difficult for reinforced infantry to perform well on the
battlefield. As such, the United Kingdom’s Feldreß needed a
function that would allow it to mop up the small, lightweight
units on its own.
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Armament selection. Main armament: 155 mm turret. Load
canister shells. Ground attack mode. Multiple targets. A 14
mm machine gun at the front. A 7.62 mm coaxial machine
gun. Armor-piercing rounds loaded. Grenade launchers, open
all gunports. Anti-armor explosive projectiles loaded. Top
attack mode. Sights set.
All armaments, locked on.
Fire.
The Barushka Matushka boasted an amount of heavy
armaments that was unusual for a Feldreß, and so when they
all roared at once, it gave the impression that one had just
been exposed directly to the sound of a thunderclap. It had a
155 mm back-mounted gun turret, with two machine guns
attached to it. Two 40 mm grenade launchers rested on the
top of the fuselage, like dorsal fins.
Each of these armaments was locked onto a different
enemy as it fired. Projectiles and bullets whizzed all around
Gadyuka, like a balsam flower releasing its seeds. The 155 mm
canister shells, which had been set to ground attack mode,
triggered above the self-propelled mines and unleashed
countless rounds of buckshot into the air.
His two machine guns screeched like chainsaws as they
revolved, pumping dozens of armor-piercing bullets per
second into the approaching Grauwolf. The grenades roared
like mortars, each of them racing toward a different Ameise
and bursting upon contact.
By the time the fighting died down, Gadyuka stood
surrounded in an eerily silent sector of the battlefield. All of
his opponents were downed and silenced by that single
barrage. Gadyuka’s main armament, its two machine guns,
and the eight grenade launcher ports—all of them were
equipped with a lock-on feature.
These were the armaments and features afforded to a
Barushka Matushka, which allowed it to dispatch swarms of
enemies without any infantry support. Of course, this wasn’t a
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feature anyone could use with ease. Vika chose to manually
set all the targets at once by himself, as he judged it would be
faster that way. But an ordinary pilot required AI support to
actually make use of this hard-to-handle system.
And yet that was the only way the United Kingdom
survived the Legion War when their Feldreß were inferior in
performance and their forces were fewer.
“As impressive as ever, Your Highness… There was
no need for me to intervene, yet again,” Lerche said
with a smirk.
Raiden let out a surprised “Mmm,” making no attempt to
hide his astonishment.
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“Not bad, Your Highness.”
“Usually, there would be a difference in age between an
officer and his subordinates, but I’ve been in the army since
around the same age you lot were enlisted. It wouldn’t do if I
couldn’t handle this much… I can’t inflict the terrible
dishonor and shame of losing their commander upon my
soldiers, now can I?”
The invasion force swept up the Legion that had been sent to
intercept them in the truckyard and split into four teams from
there. Each of them headed toward their respective
objectives. Vika’s Gadyuka squadron, Rito’s Claymore
squadron, and Yuuto’s Thunderbolt squadron moved to seize
the Weisel and the Admiral, in order to cease the heavy
deployment of the Eintagsfliege.
Meanwhile, the Spearhead squadron went deeper into the
base to seek out and capture the Merciless Queen. Each
detachment was accompanied by Alkonost units fitted with
self-destruct features, aimed to destroy and bring down the
base once the objectives were complete.
The truckyard had a passage that led to the area where the
Weisel was stored, and another road that led to the inactive
volcanic crater where the Admiral was. Rito’s and Vika’s
detachments split up there. Shin’s Spearhead squadron
escorted the Thunderbolt squadron down the underground
tunnel leading to the Weisel’s interior, but split up and left
the fighting to them as they headed deeper into the base in
search of the Merciless Queen.
Apparently, this hollow had existed within the Dragon
Fang Mountain since antiquity, and the Legion likely used it
as a passageway. It was a road of exposed rock, large enough
to easily allow two Dinosauria to stand side by side.
The Spearhead squadron advanced at a slower pace,
keeping up with the self-destructing Alkonosts as their heavy
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footsteps echoed all around them. Their armaments had been
removed, and they were loaded with as many explosives as
their carrying capacity would allow, and as such, their
movement speed was slower than usual. They were also
accompanied by Fido and a row of Scavengers, as well as
standard Alkonosts that both acted as scouts and staved off
any other approaching forces.
The tunnels grew deeper and darker as they advanced
farther into the depths of the earth. Shin focused his
consciousness on the Merciless Queen’s howl, which he could
make out deeper down this cave. He recalled its voice, since it
had gone to the trouble of directly appearing before them
during the conclusion of their last battle.
At this distance, he could tell, without even concentrating
too deeply on it, that the voice he’d heard back then was now
in the depths of this Dragon Fang Mountain base. The
Merciless Queen was in the so-called Throne Room.
And this struck Shin as rather baffling, since the Legion
were aware of his ability to some extent. In which case…
What’s their angle?
But at that moment, an alert blared through his cockpit.
“…?!”
He regarded the alarm with only half his attention, saving
the majority of his focus for keeping an eye on their
surroundings. His unit’s temperature rose to abnormal levels.
It had been some time since their last encounter with the
enemy, and Undertaker’s output had been lowered to cruising
speed. And still, the fuselage’s temperature was only rising.
Shin checked his unit’s gauges to figure out why and soon
came to a realization. The outer temperature was rising, and
the cooling system was struggling to keep up with it.
“…So that’s why.”
They should have considered this. The Dragon Fang
Mountain base was a geothermal power-production base for
the Legion. It continually produced enough Eintagsfliege to
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literally blanket the sky and did so in a northern region with
scant sunlight. To that end, building their power generator
inside a volcano, which produced heat energy, was more
efficient.
But the interior of the mountain was too hot for the human
body to handle. A facility made by humans would normally
take measures to regulate the temperature, but the Legion
were far more resistant to heat and had no need for such
cooling.
Shin could hear Raiden part his lips to speak. He’d likely
gotten the same alert.
“Shin. This is…”
“Yeah. We can’t stay here for long. All units, we’re making a
minor change to our plan. I don’t think we’ll be able to last
four hours in this heat.”
The cooling system was effectively screaming as it
attempted to fight against the external temperature…
Handling the operation for much longer was unlikely. And on
top of that…
“And I probably shouldn’t need to tell you this, but if we
run into magma, don’t go near it. Your rigs won’t be able to
take it… Aluminum alloy is weak to fire.”
“I see. Hence this odd formation and the width of the road.”
Vika had anticipated ambushes, but for some reason, they
were being attacked by armored divisions made up of Löwe
and Dinosauria of all things. As he faced yet another wave of
armored enemies, Vika whispered those words bitterly.
The heavyweight Legion types had thick composite armor,
which insulated them from the outside temperature. The
lightweight ones, in comparison, weren’t so resistant to the
heat. Their thin armor easily transmitted the high
temperatures into their internal mechanisms, on top of being
types that were already prone to heating up due to their
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proclivity for high-speed, high-mobility combat.
This was why they didn’t run into lightweights except for
the truckyard. And this weakness to high temperatures was
shared by the Juggernauts and Alkonosts, which were also
lightly armored and made high-mobility combat their forte.
Vika narrowed his Imperial violet eyes as he watched the
burning remains of an Alkonost that had taken a direct hit
from a HEAT. The Sirin within likely ignored the alert
because she wasn’t human, and her unit had overheated and
became incapable of moving.
The lower canopy—a feature unique to United Kingdom
Feldreß—popped open, and the Sirin plopped down from
inside it. The inside of the fuselage was likely already aflame.
The Sirin who crumpled to the ground was already so
consumed by the flames that her human form was only barely
discernible… Their uniforms weren’t equipped with fire-
proofing measures, since they weren’t expected to survive
combat. The United Kingdom hadn’t had the leisure to grant
these inhuman girls with these most basic of features for a
long time now.
“You did well, Yanina… I’m sorry.”
He sent a self-destruct order, which fried the Sirin’s
artificial brain. These girls lacked anything reminiscent of
fear and pain, but Vika’s sensibilities weren’t so skewed that
he would enjoy watching something in the shape of a human
being burned to death. And of course, if the so-called ghost
within the Sirin were to continue screaming, it would only
serve to further strain Shin, who was on the same battlefield
as them.
Apparently, during the Strike Package’s first mission, all
the Sheepdogs in the operation area activated at once, which
put such intense stress on Shin that he had passed out. Vika
had no intention of letting that happen again here.
“…I imagine the Claymore squadron is in a similar situation
while they make their way to the power generator. In terms of
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both temperature and the enemy composition. We should
probably assume these conditions apply to the entirety of the
Dragon Fang Mountain’s tunnels.”
Vika considered this likely meant the Phönix wasn’t
present in the base. It, too, was lightly armored and optimized
for high-mobility combat. Perhaps it wasn’t stationed here at
all, since this battlefield was so unsuitable for it.
But anyway—
“I don’t like being underground. Let’s finish this operation
quickly and head back.”
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Just like Shin initially suspected, despite how wide this
pillared area was, the walls of invisible air spewed by the
geysers inhibited the Juggernauts’ mobility. Their freedom of
movement was far more restricted than the wide area
displayed on their optical screens seemed to suggest.
The randomly placed, intersecting walls of hot air didn’t
allow them to easily move around the enemy and impeded
their ability to dodge on the fly. Their 88 mm turrets were
feeble in comparison to the enemy’s, and so they had to move
around the Dinosauria and aim for its rear or top sections,
where its armor was thinnest.
But they struggled to assume the ideal positions for linked
attacks. Juggernauts that failed to jump away in time due to
the walls of heat getting in the way had its armor torn apart
by 76 mm fire from the Dinosauria’s secondary armament.
Alkonosts that failed to properly detect where the hot air
spewed lost the ability to move and was showered with
machine-gun fire.
The Dinosauria, on the other hand, moved about while
ignoring the walls of heat. Its thick armor insulated its
internal mechanisms, allowing it to freely step over the
geysers and rampage about while shrugging off the
smoldering air. It did likely take some damage from the heat,
but not enough to inhibit its movement. Its mighty 155 mm
turret meant it didn’t need the kind of mobility the
Juggernaut had to begin with. Even if the heat did become too
much for it, it only needed to stop for a while to cool itself off.
The shells it fired were hardly influenced by the heat, too.
Its APFSDS shells soared through the air, tearing through the
heat haze. Shin avoided its shot and clicked his tongue in
annoyance. It was bulky. It likely used the walls of heat to
guard itself, knowing full well they couldn’t cross through
them. It had intentionally ambushed them here with that in
mind.
It had lured the enemy into a battlefield they’d struggle the
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most in, hid behind cover, and used the terrain to gain the
upper hand. It used the Eighty-Six’s fighting style—Shin’s
fighting style.
We can’t waste our time here…
Perhaps the others could sense his impatience, because he
could feel Raiden cast a sidelong glance toward him.
“You better not be thinking of pulling a stunt like
last time.”
Fighting like before, as if casting his life away, was
something he wasn’t willing to do anymore.
“I know.”
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It moved through the white darkness, hiding in the snow. It
had predicted the advance force would be here and lay buried
in this hiding place. Its objective was to move in, cut the
enemy’s avenue of escape, and crush them.
<< >>
<<Confirming objective.>>
<<Confirming initial objective at time of rollout.>>
<<As such…>>
<<…all surviving enemy units must be eliminated.>>
<<Elimination of surviving enemy units recognized as high-priority
objective toward achievement of initial objective.>>
<<Reestablishing mission.>>
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an open field, if the Phönix was to be sent into the battle, it
would be inside the Dragon Fang Mountain base.
And if wasn’t sent there, it would attack the invasion route,
which doubled as their path of retreat. It seemed this latter
guess was the correct one. It was far enough for the 2nd
Armored Corps, which guarded their escape route, to prepare
to intercept it.
But just as Shin prepared to warn the other units about the
point the Phönix had appeared in, it dawned upon Shin.
No. That’s wrong.
The Phönix wasn’t heading toward any unit that was
guarding their path of escape. It was going north. Toward…
“Lena, be careful! The Phönix is heading for the command
center!”
“All right!”
Cyclops’s black-coated armor appeared against the snow
like a massive shadow. The enemy blip hadn’t appeared on
Cyclops’s radar, but Shiden was too experienced to not be
able to predict where an enemy would come from once she’d
received intel.
With her knowledge of the area’s topography, the way their
forces were allocated, and the enemy’s armaments, she could
predict how the Legion would move. The Legion didn’t act in
accordance to human logic, of course, but they were still
polypedal weapons traveling on land. There were limitations
to the terrain they could travel over.
Forming a kill zone over the route she predicted, Cyclops
waited with the rest of the Brísingamen squadron for their
prey to step into the trap.
“All units are in position, right? Keep your sights fixed and
remain on standby.”
The squad commanders—all women—replied to her
orders. The Brísingamen squadron was the only one in the
Strike Package whose commanders were all female. Female
soldiers had a low survival rate in the Eighty-Sixth Sector,
since their physiques were smaller and their stamina lower.
And these were five women who had survived in spite of that.
Even with builds that were smaller than the boys’, they were
by no means inferior to them in terms of skills and
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experience.
An enemy blip appeared for a second on Cyclops’s radar
screen and then disappeared. It had probably deployed its
optical camouflage. Its form was still invisible. However…
A part of the curtain of snow moved unnaturally, informing
Shiden that something was approaching her, cloaked by the
wind. Her radar also told her that a mass was moving toward
her. The data link shared this information with the other
units almost instantaneously.
“Fire!”
A barrage of 88 mm shells blasted through the kill zone—
from the ground and up to the highest recorded height the
Phönix had leaped during the last battle—forming an
inescapable net. One of the shells bent and ripped apart a
section of the snowy landscape.
The Eintagsfliege dispersed into silver shards, revealing the
form of a steel beast. It was clad in armor shaped like knives
or wings and stabbed its nimble limbs into the snow. The
squadron was already familiar with this form.
The metallic shadow wavered, perhaps not expecting to
take a hit so easily. It stumbled back and turned its body,
hoping to escape, but a second and third barrage stopped its
sluggish struggle. The canister shells fired then burst around
it, tearing away the optical camouflage coating its body.
It might be a new Legion type, and it may have been a
fierce opponent, but the squadron was facing it for the second
time. They knew how to fight it, even without any explicit
instructions. And with its camouflage stripped away, it wasn’t
so menacing when it came to a one-versus-many battle.
The Phönix tried to leap away, but a HEAT shell finally
caught up to it. The tank shell traveled at over one thousand
meters per second and, at this distance, impacted the target
almost as soon as it was fired. It was only for a split second—
at a speed that exceeded what a human’s kinetic vision could
perceive—but the shell smashed into the silver shadow, and
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the fuse triggered and burst.
Then the Phönix scattered into pieces. All too quickly and
easily.
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“Its goal is…”
In all the battles they’d had with the Phönix so far, it had
always been fixated on Shin. Likely because it had been
ordered to capture or eliminate him.
“So that’s why it’s heading for the command center…!”
Apparently, the Legion were aware to some extent of Shin’s
ability and marked him as a high-priority target for capture or
elimination. And the Legion also knew the human side was
aware of its fixation on Shin, as he was used as bait during the
last battle.
So with that in mind, coupled with how precious Shin’s
ability was, it stood to reason that Shin would be placed, first
and foremost, in the command center, where his ability would
be put to the most use without exposing him to danger from
enemy fire or the Legion. From a purely rational standpoint,
the probability of Shin being in the command center seemed
high.
And that was why the Phönix was attacking the command
center, despite its lack of strategic significance. And if that
was true, the Phönix really wasn’t working in accordance with
the Legion’s commands.
Shin was currently in the Dragon Fang Mountain, and the
enemies within the base likely knew he was there. But for
some reason, this information hadn’t been relayed to the
Phönix. Likely since that wasn’t related to the Phönix’s initial
objective.
In which case, if it didn’t know Shin wasn’t actually here…
If it didn’t know where Shin really was…
“Colonel Wenzel. Take over command for me if anything
happens.”
“Colonel? What do you mean by—? No!”
“All control personnel, please evacuate… Brísingamen
squadron, there are multiple enemy signals, but only the true
Phönix is capable of attacking. In which case, if we narrow
down its targets, we should be able to predict its trajectory.
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And if we know where it’s coming from, we can fight back.”
Unlike normal conditions, she kept the wireless on. The
Legion didn’t understand human speech, but if they detected
a place transmitting radio waves, they would assume it
corresponded to a headquarters of some sort. And a precious,
well-protected military asset would be kept in a heavily
protected place like a headquarters, in order to economize on
defensive facilities.
Lena took a deep breath. And then she spoke in a loud,
dignified voice into the microphone. Her channel was set to
all bandwidths, in an attempt to draw out that distant beast.
“Vanadis HQ to all units!”
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She did it in the citadel base and now here, too… Why is
she always so keen on recklessly risking her life like this?!
Even though he didn’t want to lose her. Even though he
still hadn’t apologized for that argument… No, even if he had
no such regrets, he wouldn’t have wanted to lose her. It’s like
he’d been told. Even if he didn’t wish for anything, even if he
lived on the pretense that he’d given up on everything, losing
someone still hurt, in the end. Maybe being filled with regrets
and not saying anything hurt more, but loss hurt regardless.
I can’t lose her. I can’t lose Lena, not here. Even if she’s
acting of her own accord, I can’t let her die selfishly like this.
“Shiden. The enemy’s armed with melee weapons. You can
shoot it down if you know where it’s going to be, right?”
He could hear Shiden hold her breath through the
Resonance. And then she nodded firmly.
“Yeah. I’ll hit it right on the mark.”
“Please. Raiden, Theo… Sorry.”
With that, Undertaker retreated. They knew Shin long
enough that his brief statement communicated all there was
to say. He was telling them to cover for him.
“I’m counting on you guys.”
Shin closed his eyes and then gave his all to his ability. He
threw himself into the maelstrom of screams and wails
produced by the Legion. But even within that endless swirl of
agony, the commander units’ voices rang out more clearly
than the rest. And so Shin turned his consciousness to the
Phönix’s chaotic, mechanical shriek.
It may have been a commander unit, but it was ninety
kilometers away. And on top of that, there was a Shepherd a
short distance from Shin, and its thundering voice was getting
in his way. Between the voice of his past comrade and the
voices of the Sheepdogs, which now made up the majority of
the Legion’s forces, it was hard to make out the Phönix’s
voice.
But it wasn’t completely inaudible. It wasn’t ruined, nor
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was it in a state of stasis, and so Shin could hear it. Being
ghosts abandoned by their ruined homeland, the Legion
continually cried out that they wanted to move on for as long
as they stayed in this world. He could hear it in the distance.
Shin’s ability, pushed to its limits, certainly heard it. At this
distance, it was only a buzzing in his ears. A rustling in the
leaves. The sound of a drop of water freezing in the
atmosphere. But it was there. And whenever the Legion
attacked, their cries always increased in pitch, becoming
screams.
And an attack was coming. Right then. Right that second.
“Shiden!”
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the moment the bombardment started, quickly stalling the
Phönix and reaching the command center and Lena. All to
intercept the enemy and save Her Majesty, who had willingly
exposed herself to danger. And the Reaper informed her of
the exact moment the Phönix would attack, from far in the
distance.
And his warning was dead-on. It was right in front of her;
she could tell. She could almost hear the wind being cut as the
chain blade swung down. But even more important than
that…
I was faster, you piece of shit.
She pulled the trigger. Her back-mounted 88 mm
smoothbore gun roared as it fired. And while this shot was
weak when fired at long-range…it packed one hell of a punch
when fired point-blank. Racing at 1,600 meters per second,
the buckshot traveled at full speed, its force entirely
unmitigated…
…and dug into the scenery before her eyes, which
contorted and twisted eerily.
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And as she said this, the Sirin, Vera, drove her Alkonost
forward. She ignored the heat geysers they had avoided so far
and rushed the Dinosauria, firing as she did. Her shots
bounced off its front armor, incapable of penetrating it. The
Dinosauria regarded her with a sidelong glance, not even
bothering to counterattack as it handled the Juggernauts and
the other combatant Alkonosts.
True to the Dinosauria’s judgment, Vera’s unit crumpled
from overheating. It then crawled with the last of its legs’
remaining power, toppling over the geyser’s opening and
blocking it.
Raiden and Theo could hear a giggle—the last laugh that
left her lips.
The Alkonost’s cockpit was at the center of its long legs,
below the fuselage and the turret. And its underside armor
was currently being fried by a heat that would do far, far
more than leave fatal burns on a human’s flesh.
Stifling the chills running through his body, Theo pushed
Laughing Fox’s control stick to a forward position. His
Juggernaut followed the path Vera had just taken. His unit’s
temperature rose high enough to trigger an alarm, but it
didn’t go any higher than that. The heat wall that should have
blocked his path was being blocked by Vera, after all.
The Dinosauria finally realized what had happened. It
stirred, unsure of whether to change position or shoot, during
which the fire suppression squad under Raiden’s command
rained shots on the Legion, staggering it in place.
It was too late.
“…Sorry I have to do this again.”
Theo stepped over the back of Vera’s Alkonost and jumped.
Just what was the difference between them and him? What
would he have to change? Theo didn’t know yet. But even if
he had to do something to save his friends, Theo couldn’t see
himself ever acting the way Vera just did. He couldn’t and
wouldn’t be able to do that. Theo didn’t want to die, and his
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death would probably make people sad…
That wasn’t what he wanted. And maybe that was really all
that set him apart from the girl who had just died in front of
him. For now, that was the only difference.
He fired a wire anchor into one of the stone pillars and
propelled himself upward by reeling it back. In the air, he
took aim at the Dinosauria’s top rear armor. The two machine
guns that should have been there to stop them were missing,
since Shin had previously destroyed them.
“I don’t know who you used to be…but go back to where
you belong.”
He pulled the trigger.
The rapid, high-speed shot hit the Phönix’s black armor and
tore into it.
The tank shell impacted the turret from directly above and
pierced through the Dinosauria.
<< !!!>>
Both Legion units let out an inaudible scream. One with its
nondescript, mechanical words, and another with the voice of
its past death throes. And…
Bits of the Phönix’s armor sprayed into the air like blood
splatter as it crashed to the ground with a somersault. It
rolled twice, thrice, and then somehow managed to hop back
to its feet. The next moment, the liquid-armor dummy self-
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destructed. The dummy put all its energy into this suicide
attack instead of moving, firing off bits of its armor in a blind
assault.
The Juggernauts reflexively pulled back, their armor pelted
by the shower of metal. It didn’t penetrate their defenses, but
it did stagger them. And in that moment, the animalistic black
shadow bolted down the snowy incline, heading south.
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control personnel and were sent back.”
They were hit by a stray shot when the Phönix’s last
dummy self-destructed. They had the misfortune of being
struck by the armor bits as they were evacuating the
command center, while on the road leading to the reserve
formation emplacement. Apparently, one of the dummies had
crept close to the command center.
She could feel Shin doing his best not to click his tongue in
frustration. Frederica may have wished for it herself, but Shin
was seemingly ashamed of letting a girl who was only slightly
older than ten escort them to the battlefield.
“…Roger that.”
“Since the command center’s position was exposed, we’ll
move to Vanadis. Considering Aide Rosenfort had to retire
from the battlefield, our ability to control and observe the
battlefield has fallen somewhat, but it doesn’t impede our
ability to continue the operation.”
Having said everything she had to say as the operation’s
commander to Shin, who was the tactical commander on the
front lines, she then mentioned something else. He’d
honestly, truly, saved her. He did, but…
“Captain Nouzen, regarding how you gave Second
Lieutenant Iida firing instructions earlier… You don’t need to
do that. Don’t worry about what’s happening on this side and
focus on your battles. You don’t have to do something so
reckless.”
Shin was on the front lines, and in the middle of fighting a
Dinosauria. He’d likely left the fighting to Raiden, Theo, and
his other squad members so he could focus on providing
reconnaissance for Shiden… But still, he was right in front of
the enemy. One wrong step, and he’d have been killed.
And yet she could sense Shin tightening his lips. He
seemed oddly displeased, in an uncharacteristic show of
emotion compared with his usual, indifferent self. He then
parted his lips to speak, making no effort to hide that
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emotion.
“No.”
It was the same voice she’d heard in the Revich Citadel
Base, but this time, it felt firmer than before. Lena furrowed
her brows.
“That’s an order, Captain.”
“I refuse.”
“Shin.”
“I refuse that order. Are you even one to talk like
that, Lena?”
Lena realized that, at some point, she’d been set as the sole
target of Shin’s Resonance. And that he didn’t call her by her
rank, as was necessary in the middle of an operation…but by
her nickname.
“You were the one who ordered me to return
safely. So wait for me. We can’t complete that
objective if we don’t have anywhere to return to. So
let us return…Lena.”
And at that moment, Shin was filled with something like
indecision. Like hesitation. Like doubt… No. Pressed by an
even stronger emotion, he fell silent. And with that emotion
constricting his throat, he finally said those words, as if
painfully coughing them out.
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order me to abandon you.”
“Shin…”
“You’ve asked me about this a few times already…
If there’s anything I want to do once this war ends.
You told me I’m allowed to wish for things, even if I
can’t see the world as beautiful. Lena, I…”
Those words left Lena speechless. Those were the first words
of vulnerability she had ever heard him speak. She had
always known him to be so strong. He was constantly exposed
to the ghosts’ wailings, carried all his dead comrades with him
without exception, and fought as far as he did to defeat his
brother, who was assimilated by the Legion…
She believed he was strong. But he wasn’t. Far from it, in
fact. He was a weak, cowardly…fragile person.
“Don’t leave me behind.”
She’d once used those very same words as she’d pleaded
with him right before he left on his death march. And those
were the words Shin had wanted to tell others for so long
now. To his comrades. To his brother. To all those who had
been snatched away by death. But he had entrusted himself
with the task of carrying the memories of those who died, so
he couldn’t say those words to anyone.
Even though, every step of the way, he longed to say them.
Don’t leave me behind. Don’t die and leave me all alone.
“We’re off, Major.”
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Being able to say those words back then had likely been an
ever-so-thin thread of salvation to hold on to.
“…Of course.”
The words left her lips all too naturally. It wasn’t that he
didn’t rely on her. She’d been entrusted with his wish for a
long time now. And so she had to see it fulfilled. She was the
one who had told him he was allowed to wish for something.
She had to answer those words—those two wishes he’d
entrusted her with, despite the cruelty of the world.
“I would never leave you behind. After all, you waited for
me, even after I told you not to leave me behind.”
Voices she’d once heard and scenes she’d once seen
surfaced in her mind. The sound of him crying after gunning
down his brother’s ghost at the end of a five-year hunt. The
lost, puzzled words he had cast her way when they reunited
without recognizing each other on that field of lycoris flowers.
His face as he stood stock-still, looking upon that hill of
ruined Sirins.
She’d thought she knew him, but now he felt so…weak and
fragile, as if he might fall apart at any moment.
It wasn’t that Shin possessed the strength to survive battle.
He simply struggled with all his might to live, leaning on the
pride that allowed him to fight to very end—the only bit of
honor he had left to rely on—as his crutch. He wasn’t immune
to injury. He was simply so wounded that nothing could hurt
him anymore.
He truly had nothing left to support himself with except for
that pride.
And so she couldn’t stand the idea of hurting him again, of
being another burden that would weigh him down.
“I will never leave you behind. I’ll always be waiting. I
promise. So take me with you. Once this war is over, show me
the sea and the sights I’ll only be able to enjoy if we win.”
Because she wished to support him. She wanted him to rely
on her. She wouldn’t let him carry all his burdens alone. She
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would never die and abandon him. And that was why…
“That’s why you have to come back. At all costs. You
mustn’t leave me behind, either. You absolutely…have to
return.”
She said those words firmly and then took a breath.
“Shin.”
He likely wanted to say something. She sensed him open
his mouth to speak, then blink in surprise.
“Thank you.”
Thank you for counting on me… As unreliable as I might
be.
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CHAPTER 4
IN HIS HEAVEN
“Kch…?!”
The aim of the Phönix’s projectiles wasn’t as accurate as a
tank turret firing with the assistance of a weapon-control
system, and everyone piloting a Juggernaut in the vicinity was
a skilled Name Bearer. They all reacted to the warning and
performed evasive measures, so none of their cockpits were
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hit.
But some of them took damage to their power systems,
their cannons’ barrels, or their leg parts. Others had their
armor completely bent from taking a blow from the massive
kinetic energy of the shot, which traveled faster than the
speed of sound. Some Alkonosts, which were overall less
organized and less trained than the Eighty-Six were, had their
cockpits blown clean off from a direct hit.
Undertaker was the only one who hadn’t been aimed at by
the shot. Shin was left speechless at the nightmarish sight. It
wasn’t that they weren’t wary of a potential ranged shot. This
was a closed space, but it was fairly wide, and everyone stood
outside the effective range of the attack the Phönix showed at
the Revich Citadel Base.
But the range of that attack had been temporarily extended
and granted enough force to knock a Juggernaut out of
commission…
The Phönix landed with the silent movement unique to the
Legion, shards of broken butterfly wings piling up at its feet.
The few Eintagsfliege that did survive floated around it, their
wings either unhurt or slightly charred at the rims.
The Phönix revealed itself, its black frame unevenly dotted
with flecks of silver. The thick, wing-shaped liquid armor that
coated its body was mostly gone. What little liquid armor
remained on its fuselage crackled with visible electric
currents, which made it clear that it had used electromagnetic
force to accelerate its previous shot.
Shin realized the shots it fired were made from the thick
liquid armor it wore. When an armor-piercing round was
launched, it relied on its kinetic energy to make an impact.
And while the Phönix lacked the speed a tank turret could
produce, it’d used a quasi-electromagnetic catapult to
heighten the force of the shot.
All to completely tear through their encirclement net with
a single blow.
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The Phönix suddenly shook itself, forcing the makeshift
rails it formed from its liquid armor to fall off its animallike
body. The splashes of silver sprayed over the rock surface,
reflecting the faint sunlight. It lifted its optical sensor like an
animal raising its head and stared fixedly at Undertaker.
The sensor was a cold shade of blue and full of clear,
palpable obsession. Obsession with Undertaker…or perhaps
with Shin, who sat inside it. It was the same way it’d looked at
him when the Revich Citadel Base battle had ended. When it
had been reduced to a flurry of butterflies and stood at the
Merciless Queen’s side.
It was a gaze that seemed unfitting for a heartless killing
machine that was supposed to massacre its targets as a matter
of task, without any hint of hatred or elation.
The next moment, its black form lunged at Undertaker.
“Tch…!”
He couldn’t fight it here. One wrong move, and his shots
could end up hitting one of his comrades. Undertaker took off
down the passage, hoping to shake its pursuer off. The Phönix
took off after it. As his comrades’ units were getting farther
away, Shin turned a single glance toward Raiden’s and Theo’s
Juggernauts.
Their units’ legs were jerking with twitching motions, but
they weren’t dead. The Para-RAID was still connected to
them. He could even faintly hear someone breathe a cuss into
the Resonance.
He had to keep the Phönix occupied until they recovered
and then fight it with their help. No… It might judge them a
nuisance and turn around to finish them off while they still
couldn’t move. He couldn’t let that happen… No matter what.
“…Sorry.”
They’d likely… No, they’d definitely get mad at him for this,
or so Shin thought as he had Undertaker leap back. Raiden
and Theo and his other squad mates present, and also Anju
and Kurena, who weren’t, would be really upset.
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And so would Lena.
“Come back. At all costs.”
Yes, I’ll come back. I have to. But you have to forgive me
for this one.
Uttering that silent prayer, Shin moved Undertaker back.
The Juggernaut’s white frame hid behind one of the rock
formations in the center of the passage, moving out of sight.
The Phönix raised its multiple chain blades in
acknowledgment, its delicate blades vibrating as they whirred
into operation.
The blades raised a keen screech reminiscent of a woman’s
scream, and the elongated weapons stabbed into the massive
rock spires standing at the Phönix’s sides. Cut and severed at
the bottom, the rock formations crumbled and collapsed. A
massive amount of rock sealed the path behind the Phönix.
As if it to say it would let no one get in their way.
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Shin had found himself driven into what was likely the
deepest reaches of the Dragon Fang Mountain’s rock tunnels.
It was a completely closed-off place that should have been
covered by sheer darkness. And yet this large space was
bright enough for Shin to see through it unassisted.
It was awash with dazzling red light. Shin looked around
the chamber he’d been driven into, standing in the crimson
gleam that seemed to be refracted off the rocks due to the
sheer temperature. The air itself appeared to glow red.
His Juggernaut’s optical footage automatically switched
over from night vision to standard mode. What his screen was
displaying now, however, wasn’t the actual amount of light
outside. The support computer automatically cut out the level
of light it judged would be harmful for effective piloting and
corrected the footage accordingly.
The source of that light was right below the perpendicular
rock footing Shin was standing on. A deep-red light emanated
from below, at a depth that would be fatal if one were to fall
into it.
Magma.
A crucible of radiant molten magma, which at times surged
up like glowing red waves. The magma sizzled at extremely
high temperatures, and it was in a liquid state with low
viscosity. It filled the bottom of this vast cave like some kind
of underground lake.
Even at this distance, the magma’s glowing heat caused his
unit’s temperature to spike. The tips of one of his unit’s
metallic legs kicked up a crumbling pebble, which tumbled
down the pit and into the crimson liquid’s surface. In the
blink of an eye, it caught fire and melted away.
The large cave’s canopy was spacious enough to shelter a
skyscraper. At the end of this chamber was a near-vertical
wall, which stood like a rampart, with the magma lake
forming a semicircle around its base. The upper end of that
wall connected with the dome-like ceiling of the cave. At the
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topmost section of the cave was an opening connecting to the
outside. Long ago, that hole had likely led to the volcanic
crater at the mountain’s peak.
Countless stepping stones dotted the magma lake, and Shin
and the Phönix unsteadily stood on two of them. They faced
off while standing on the widest footing in the cave, located
closest to the large stone wall. It had an oblong shape that
bore an eerie resemblance to a guillotine, with cliffs cut out
on all four sides of it. It seemed like, long ago, the top of this
section had been cut horizontally and slid off, forming an
exceptionally flat and level platform wide enough to contain a
city’s plaza.
Shin had been chased into this chamber and had to cross a
path that grew far narrower than the entrance—though still
wide enough for a Löwe to cross—that led to this guillotine-
like platform. It felt reminiscent of a staircase a condemned
criminal would climb on their way to the gallows.
The Phönix towered over Shin with its back to that road, as
if to silently profess that it would not let him escape.
“………”
At Lena’s orders, Shin had memorized the three-
dimensional map the best he could. But this passage wasn’t
registered anywhere on the map. It was made using Shin’s
ability, which only picked up the Legion’s path. Any areas the
Legion didn’t use were effectively blanks on that map.
And since this cave was outside the operation area, Shin
didn’t have any friendly forces in the vicinity. Likewise, the
Legion seldom passed through this area. Judging from the
faint multi-legged tracks and the empty container left lying in
the corner of the guillotine platform’s rim, they likely used
the magma lake as a waste-processing site.
And the Phönix had intentionally cornered Shin in this
place.
“…You must be really dead set on settling this with a duel.”
The Legion weren’t made to have any concepts of glory or
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honor, but it wasn’t impossible. Shin, at least, knew it could
happen. Two years ago, during the special reconnaissance
mission, he’d seen a Shepherd blast one of its own comrades
to pieces out of a desire to keep others from interfering with
its duel. At the time, that Dinosauria—or rather, his brother’s
ghost, which resided within it—was obsessed with killing
Shin.
And so even this Legion, which didn’t harbor any such
thoughts or any parts that stemmed from a human origin—
built to avoid the same issues as Shepherds, which could be
misled by the thoughts of the neural networks they
assimilated—acted in this way.
The Phönix stirred, its black fuselage rising up. It raised its
two front legs while its hind legs remained on the ground. At
the same time, some of the armor and frame surrounding its
front legs deployed and changed shape. Its front legs folded
up, and their surplus parts turned into extra armor that
protected its flank.
The shaft section of its front legs elongated, and the part
that corresponded to its heel stuck out. The sharp tip of the
shaft gouged into the surface of the rock. Its back and head
bent backward, but it was not standing upright. Its center of
gravity remained in the front of its form, leaving it in a
forward-bent posture reminiscent of a prowling predator.
The end result was something that resembled a small
theropod dinosaur—a Deinonychus. Its chain blades flowed
backward, forming a tail that kept it balanced and something
that was like a plume or a mane across its back. It was the
ferocious shape of a nimble, primal predator.
No… There was something about the way it stepped over
the ground on two legs, and the way its hands were too long
for a dinosaur. This was…
“It’s imitating humans…”
At first, it had been closer to an animal, but now it forcibly
took on a human form.
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This was perhaps the correct choice for a learning, self-
evolving combat machine. When Shin fought it in the Charité
Underground Labyrinth, he defeated it by casting aside his
Juggernaut and dispatching it using his own body and
gunfire. And during the battle in the Revich Citadel Base, it
was defeated when Lerche abandoned her own unit to engage
it.
Up until now, every time the Phönix was defeated, it was at
the hands of an opponent in human form. So perhaps, it
wasn’t entirely implausible for it to assume that a bipedal
form was ideal for combat.
And in truth, it wasn’t entirely unsuitable for battle. It
might not have been as agile as an animal, but it did offer its
share of advantages. Like having two hands that allowed
humans to wield a multitude of weapons that required
precise control. Or having the greatest throwing capabilities
of all mammals.
But none those advantages suited the Phönix’s combat
style. At the end of its endless pursuit, it achieved an
evolution that did not satisfy its initial goal. Shin smirked as
he looked at it.
“Taking on a human form won’t give you the upper hand.
You’ll only end up losing your way… Just like you did when
you became obsessed with me.”
The Phönix’s objective right now was likely to single-
handedly defeat Shin. That was why it ignored tactical logic
and sought Shin out by attacking the command center. And
why it took Raiden and the others hostage instead of finishing
them off.
And why it drove Undertaker to this magma lake, where
none of its own allies could offer assistance.
All these were inefficient, illogical courses of action for a
killing machine. They were feats that were unthinkable for
the Legion, which were always fixated on eliminating the
hostile elements set before them.
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All of that was because of the Phönix’s obsession with
killing Shin. An obsession… An attempt to append a way of
being to itself, despite not being human.
“A machine like you doesn’t need that… You’re defective.”
There was no way the Phönix could possibly understand
the mocking tone in Shin’s voice, but it still kicked against the
ground and lunged at him.
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doing so.
It was as if he saw himself as an ugly, despicable monster
and feared he might end up pulling Lena into the same cold,
merciless world he inhabited. In which case, if he feared
dragging her in…
She glared hard at the battlefield before her, thinking of
those who knew nothing but terrible war.
This is the merciless world you see, isn’t it? You don’t
really want to stay here, do you…?!
Shin wasn’t in front of her. All she saw was a battlefield full
of turmoil extending as far as the eye could see. It wasn’t that
he didn’t care about the future. It wasn’t that he was
incapable of wishing. It’s that he was still afraid…of being so
mercilessly stripped of wishes and hopes yet again.
He really wanted to have faith, but the cruelty of this world
had stolen his ability to dream. In which case, if the only thing
he had was the pride of fighting to the bitter end… If he didn’t
even have the strength to wish anymore… If his heart and
even his future had been whittled down by this world…
She would fight in his place.
She would fight this ugly world Shin saw—the cold world
that shackled him—so that he could see his wish fulfilled once
the war ended.
She couldn’t afford to die.
Vanadis kicked up clouds of smoke and rumbled as it
landed on something straight ahead of it—steel-colored
armor and a massive 155 mm turret.
A Dinosauria.
Vanadis’s tackle may have been able to push back a ten-ton
Ameise, but it would do nothing to faze a one-hundred-ton
steel monstrosity. No, it wouldn’t even have the time to do so.
The tank turret had Vanadis in its sights, as the dark void of
its 155 mm caliber muzzle stared straight at Lena.
Oddly enough, she felt no fear. To the contrary, she glared
straight on at the darkness that threatened to kill her.
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I won’t die.
I can’t die.
Like hell I’ll die.
I still haven’t…
That moment, an APFSDS shell skewered the Dinosauria’s
turret. The depleted uranium round dug into the thick armor
plates with an eerie sound, which was followed by the roar of
an 88 mm cannon firing against the steel frame. The
Dinosauria instantaneously fell silent, like a man shot through
the temple. Its frozen form fell apart a moment later as it
crumpled like a marionette with its strings cut.
Huh?
Lena gazed at its massive form with astonishment. What
had just happened? The armored command vehicle’s driver
likely felt the same way. Something landed next to where
Vanadis had stopped—something with audible footsteps.
Something that wasn’t a Legion.
Vanadis’s optical sensor focused on that figure. It had white
armor, like the color of polished bone, and a body shaped like
a headless skeletal corpse. A Juggernaut. Below its canopy
was a Personal Mark of a rifle with a scope.
Gunslinger. Kurena’s personal unit.
“You still alive in there, Lena?”
Her blunt voice rang out from the wireless and the Sensory
Resonance at once. As far and long ago as the Eighty-Sixth
Sector’s battlefield felt by now, Kurena still interacted with
her in the same way. This girl was curt but full of emotion
toward her comrades.
“He asked me to look after you. If you die, I won’t
be able to look Shin in the eye…so stop pulling crazy
stunts that might get you killed.”
You say you’ll fight on, but you won’t discard your body,
which isn’t fit for battle.
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past.
Back when he first took on the name Undertaker, the name
Reaper, before he met Raiden and his other comrades, before
he had friends he could fight alongside with, a part of him did
believe that not having a heart would make everything easier.
He truly believed that not having emotions would help him
live longer.
But that wasn’t true.
A slash was coming his way, and Shin wasn’t in the right
position to evade. He used his stopped blade to toss one of
the containers lying nearby into the path of the slash. The
container’s inertia pulled the Phönix’s chain blade off its
course, while Undertaker pathetically scrambled away
beneath it like some kind of injured animal.
A bit of Undertaker’s leg armor fell off as the blade
skimmed it.
Was that true? Perhaps it was. Shin still didn’t know what
he wished for—or what he should wish for. But then he
thought back to times in the past, in the barracks in the
Eighty-Sixth Sector, and the other barracks in other wards
he’d served in. He thought back to the comrades he’d lived
with briefly, before he parted ways with them because of
death or assignment changes, and the time he’d spent with
them.
He thought back to the moments when he’d laughed with
them over the dumbest, most trivial things.
Those were the times when he didn’t have to think of
battle. He’d never forgotten about it, not entirely, but he
didn’t have to think of combat. Ever since those times in the
Eighty-Sixth Sector, he had more than pride to keeping him
going. He had always wished for more than just that.
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Rito and the rest of the Claymore squadron were given orders
to aid in the search for Shin.
“Roger that. All right…”
He replied to the orders and then glanced to the side. A
group of Alkonosts had advanced this far with the Claymore
squadron. It was a suicide-bombing squad meant to bring
down the base. These Alkonosts were loaded with heavy
explosives, as much as their weight capacity would allow, and
were stripped of not just all their weaponry but even some of
their armor to do so. Other ordinarily armed Alkonosts were
set to defend them until the time came for the first group of
Alkonosts to detonate.
He spoke to the unit that served as their commander
through the Resonance.
“We got the order to go, too, er…Ludmila.”
“Yes. Do take care.”
Her response came composedly, with a hint of a smile. The
Juggernauts were retreating from her, one by one, as if trying
to flee. Sitting within his unit, Milan, which had stayed behind
as rear guard while the others moved, Rito watched her stand
there silently like a swan that understood its time to die had
come.
She had died before. And now she would die again—she
and the rest of those girls.
Suddenly, Ludmila spoke.
“Do we frighten you?”
She opened her Alkonost’s—Malinovka One’s—canopy.
Like a butterfly emerging from a pupa, the control unit
shaped like a girl plopped down into the burning womb of the
volcano.
She spread out both arms proudly. Like a martyr.
“Tell me, do we frighten you? The way we die, time and
again? Do we strike you as terrifying?”
For a moment, Rito was left speechless. He was just a boy
in his midteens, after all, and even if he knew she contained
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the vestiges of the war dead inside her, being asked such a
question by what looked like a girl who was barely older than
him hurt his pride.
But he could only nod. Because it was true, and this Sirin
already suspected as much.
“Yeah.”
He nodded in a somewhat vexed manner. Ludmila,
however, smiled like a merciful saint.
“I see… That’s good, then.”
“Huh?”
“If you find us frightening, it is because we are different
from you. Because you do not wish to become like us, who are
birds of death. If you see us and feel fear…then that is an
honor to us.”
She seemed truly relieved, from the bottom of her heart.
“Tell me. If that is the case, what do you want to become? If
you do not want to be like us, what do you wish for?”
“…I…”
Perhaps it was because he was an Eighty-Six, but the words
stopped in his throat. What were the Eighty-Six, really?
Fighting on until the very end was their pride. But if the
Eighty-Six were fated to die at some point, and the final
conclusion of it all was to be like that mountain of corpses…
Then I don’t want to die.
Yes, he didn’t want to die…but he would never become a
pig who ran from battle and survived by being sheltered by
someone. He wanted to fight until the bitter end…but he
wouldn’t be satisfied by a meaningless death. He wanted to
fight, and not die. Not meaninglessly. In other words…
“I want to live. I think I want to live…and find a purpose
for myself.”
Fighting through this battlefield of certain death was the
Eighty-Six’s pride. The thing they’d once decided for
themselves, the thing they wouldn’t relinquish even if
everything else was taken from them. The desire to live on
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proudly even in the Eighty-Sixth Sector—even in this world.
Death was not a way of life for the Eighty-Six. After all,
they were the ones who lived on, no matter how fickle or how
short a life it may be… They lived, defiantly, until the very
end.
But it felt like, at some point, Rito had forgotten that.
“We might die fighting, but we’re not fighting just to die.
All we wanted was a purpose. It might sound like self-
satisfaction, but…we want to live a life we can be satisfied
with and die in a way we can accept.”
Even if they were sure to die sooner or later, this was the
one thing they could not give up on.
“Yes.”
Ludmila eventually gave a satisfied nod. She fluttered her
eyes shut, as if to say this was the answer she wanted to hear.
“That would be for the best. You are alive, after all. You can
want something out of your life, and you have the freedom to
live in accordance to those wishes… Except—”
Except, the dead warbler said again. Like a prayer. Like an
imploration.
“—except if possible, no matter what you may gain or lose,
do not relinquish this one thing you refuse to let go of. Do not
relinquish that pride. Do not cast aside who you are. And may
you…find bliss.”
Ludmila—and the Sirins as a whole—did not have
memories of their past lives. Rito, who had only been
dispatched at their side for this brief moment, had no way of
knowing who she was in life. And even still, he got the feeling
he somehow knew what her wish was. He could tell they were
fighting for that wish.
These girls relinquished it in their past life. Or perhaps
they simply gave up on it and died with that wish unfulfilled.
And so they wished for Rito and the Eighty-Six, who were still
alive, who still hadn’t met the death that defined the Sirins’
current existence, to not lose their own wish.
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“…Yeah.”
He gave a small nod. Rito still couldn’t come up with any
other words to answer her. And he felt like he didn’t direct
that word toward just Ludmila, but to all the other Sirins that
weren’t here, too. And to the other Eighty-Six who, unlike
him, didn’t survive the Eighty-Sixth Sector. And to Irina
who’d died shortly before. He’d directed it at them as well.
“Then do go on. And please do not forget me. Even if I will
only linger in your memory as a single bird who perished
along the way.”
“Right… But—”
Rito spoke to this bird standing before his eyes, who was as
frightening to him as she was tragic and pitiful. This exchange
probably would not exist among this girl’s memories the next
time they met. But right now, he wanted to give her his
answer.
“—I won’t forget, and I will think of you…because that’s
something I can still do.”
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“Ngh…!”
He’d fallen from a height that was beyond what the unit’s
specifications would allow. Unlike the Republic’s aluminum
coffin, the Reginleif was designed with buffering systems that
protected the pilot. But his unit’s driving system was strained
in exchange, screeching up an alert. The linear actuators had
ruptured, and the frame’s joints had been damaged. A few
armor bits fell off, bouncing against the hard rock footing.
But the Phönix, on the other hand, had no anchors. It
didn’t have the leisure to move to safety, because the time it
spent falling into the magma—in other words, its altitude—
was far shorter. It still swung its remaining chain blades
around, trying to right its posture.
It barely managed to land on the edge of the nearby stone
wall, but its spikes stabbed into it, making the wall too brittle
to withstand the shock of its landing. With its foothold
crumbling under its weight, the black form once again
wobbled and fell down into the abyss.
<<………!>>
“Die.”
<< !!!>>
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butterflies turned to ash and crumbled away.
Radiant heat.
Even a Löwe and a Dinosauria would not have been able to
survive these temperatures for long, to say nothing of a
Juggernaut. And the butterflies were also close to the magma,
with their thin wings acutely sensitive to rising temperatures.
If the Phönix didn’t try to escape the magma, it would have
fallen in completely. But its attempt to escape made the
butterflies’ wings catch fire.
Did the Phönix realize that its fixation on single-handedly
defeating Shin led it to willingly choosing this battlefield?
Along with its Liquid Micromachine butterflies, the
Phönix’s frame sunk into the magma. The dark-red fluid had
low viscosity and swallowed the black armor, a fate which
soon befell the metal butterflies as well.
The mechanical scream faded.
These were the final moments of the Phönix—the unit that
had single-handedly trumped and cornered the Strike
Package for several months.
To Shin, the Legion were all pitiful ghosts that begged to pass
on to the place they had been denied. That was just as true for
the Black Sheep and Shepherds, both of which assimilated
human neural networks, and the White Sheep.
The Phönix had tormented him and his comrades so much
ever since it had first joined the fray. Perhaps because of that,
Shin felt nothing in particular at watching its demise. There
wasn’t even any elation at having beat it, though Shin never
really felt anything of the sort when it came to fighting the
Legion. All he’d felt at the sight of seeing this ghost disappear
was a tinge of loneliness.
“………”
Shin heaved a single sigh as he slackened his strained
nerves and turned Undertaker around. The unit dragged its
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broken legs as it struggled forward.
He felt hot.
Shin lowered his unit’s output from combat to cruising
mode, but the unit’s temperature didn’t go any lower. Quite
the opposite, actually. The temperature gauges were
gradually rising toward their critical sections.
The cave’s temperature was too high. The source of the
heat was close, and the thick rock bed had little in way of
insulation and hardly any openings that might allow the heat
to escape into the air.
Shin wouldn’t survive for much longer here. If he didn’t get
away from this place quickly, both the unit and Shin himself
would be so crippled by the heat that they wouldn’t be able to
move anymore. And then he would certainly die. So before
that happened…
He dragged Undertaker’s legs along, which felt extremely
sluggish and annoying. Still, he somehow managed to force
his unruly Feldreß to do a one-eighty, which made the entire
battlefield come into view.
Perhaps it was the aftermath of the duel that took place
here, but at this point, it was hard to tell. And now that the
Phönix was gone, he couldn’t tell if it was done intentionally,
either. But the narrow rock road he’d crossed to reach this
cave—the sole path connecting the guillotine to the sole
entrance to this cavern—had crumbled and collapsed halfway
across.
“…Huh?”
How long did he spend gawking at the sight? This
utterance, which was neither doubt nor denial, returned Shin
to his senses. Whichever it was didn’t really matter. No matter
how he might’ve tried to explain or deny what he was seeing,
the sight before his eyes wasn’t going to become any less real.
The sole passage out of this cavern had collapsed, leaving a
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break of some ten meters. And seeing this, he came to a
conclusion: This meant…
I can’t go back…
The footing he was on may have been isolated right now,
but it was wide enough for two armored units to fight on.
There was plenty of space to break into a run, and if he were
to use a wire anchor, he’d be able to leap across the gap.
Or he would have been able to, if Undertaker was in
workable condition. But one of its legs was gone, and both of
its wire anchors were missing. Right now, Undertaker could
just barely walk by dragging its legs, so jumping a few meters
was impossible. And there were no materials or any other
tools to repair it with, either.
Shin couldn’t escape this underground cavern on his own,
and he had no means of calling for help, either. His RAID
Device malfunctioned, and so he couldn’t connect to the
Sensory Resonance. The thick rock impeded radio waves, so
the data link, radar, and wireless wouldn’t reach him, either.
Had Frederica still been with the control team, she might
have noticed his plight, but she’d been injured and taken off
the battlefield. Raiden and the others were likely looking for
him, but since they didn’t know where he was, the chances of
them finding this place in this massive underground fortress
weren’t high. And they wouldn’t be able to keep this sector
blockaded for much longer.
But there was another problem… Shin’s body likely
wouldn’t last in this environment before that time limit
elapsed.
“………”
The moment he realized there was nothing he could do, his
body went limp from exhaustion.
Ah. So this is where it ends. This…is where I die. Without
anyone to know of it. Without any way back.
Meaninglessly.
Even with that fact thrust before his eyes, Shin felt oddly
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calm. He knew he shouldn’t feel this way, but old habits died
hard. Maybe that was why. Maybe it was because of that
unique perspective on life and death the Eighty-Six had built
up over nine years in the Eighty-Sixth Sector, where certain
death was what awaited at the end of one’s military service.
Death was always present, always looming ahead. Every
single day, he knew he might not live to see the next day. So
even if he was to die today, he could accept that. There was
no need to fear it nor any reason to shun it. He did fight to the
very end, after all.
“…I’ve done enough, right?”
Uttering words no one would ever hear—the mission
recorder, which would usually record anything the Processor
said, had gone offline at some point—he opened the canopy
and stepped outside.
The Juggernaut’s system was already completely silent,
done in by the heat. It’d died at the same time as the cooling
system, so the temperature in the cockpit was approaching
dangerous levels. He knew going outside would only hasten
his demise, but somehow, the prospect of suffocating to death
in an airtight cockpit felt even worse.
He was greeted by hot wind, or rather, sizzling air
enveloping his body. The blinding light of the magma, which
wasn’t dampened by the support computer’s filter, burned
into his retinas. This was perhaps only natural. He’d seen so
many die. He’d buried so many of his comrades. And the time
finally came for him to join their ranks. For the Eighty-Six,
death was a way of life. They died too quickly, too easily, all
too obviously.
And now it was his turn. That was all. Except…
“I shouldn’t have told her.”
He whispered this softly. Even doing just that made the hot
air sting into his throat. He shouldn’t have wished for the
future. Making a wish meant losing something. That’s how
things always were, and how they always would be. He
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wished for her not to leave. He promised to come back at all
costs. But as soon as he did that, this happened.
Lena would be sad… Yes, she likely would. That’s how she
was. That was why he asked her to remember them two years
ago. And he just had to do something that was entirely unlike
him and needlessly hurt her…
Had he not been wearing his flight suit, which was made to
insulate heat, he wouldn’t be able to lean back against
Undertaker’s armor like he was doing. Shin looked up. He’d
long since lost any god he could pray to. If he used his pistol,
he’d be able to die a bit more easily compared with letting the
heat kill him, but he didn’t want to use it. It felt like a betrayal
of sorts.
A betrayal of the promise to fight on until the very last
moment. To bring those who died to the very end, to his final
destination. The promise he’d made with all the comrades he
fought with until now…and to the promise he’d made with
Lena to come back alive. Even if eventually he’d end up
breaking it either way.
“…Lena.”
If nothing else… The only bit of luck was that she wouldn’t
have to learn of how he died…
“Sorry.”
But then a white shadow appeared in front of him.
A voice of lamentation descended upon Shin. Someone’s
last words, as uttered by the Legion. The wailing of a ghost—a
copy of a brain structure, trapped within a Legion and
replaying its last moments on endless repeat.
It was a woman’s voice. The cold, detached, merciless voice
of moonlight.
Shin raised his head slowly, as if it were being pulled up by
some force. And his gaze fell on a single, old Ameise, which
had appeared before him at some point. Its armor was as
white as moonlight, with the Personal Mark of a goddess
leaning against the moon etched onto it.
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The Merciless Queen.
“ !”
At that moment, pure, unadulterated terror—intense
enough to white out his thoughts for a moment—washed over
him. It was a fear of death.
As the Ameise were scouts meant for collecting
intelligence, they were considered one of the weakest Legion
types in terms of fighting power. But that was only from the
perspective of Feldreß like the Reginleif and the Vánagandr.
A frail human with nothing more than their four limbs
couldn’t hope to beat an Ameise. For a human, it didn’t
matter if they were faced with an Ameise or a Dinosauria.
They would still be killed in a merciless, mechanical manner.
Just like when he’d seen it at the Revich Citadel Base, the
Merciless Queen was unarmed; it lacked the all-purpose 14
mm machine guns the Ameise were normally equipped with.
But that mattered little. An Ameise’s weight and output could
easily tear a human apart with its legs.
And one such killing machine was now before his eyes.
Sooner than he could prepare himself to die. The death he
wasn’t prepared for had shown itself.
Yes. Death comes to all. Equally, mercilessly…and
suddenly.
Shin thought he would die here, dehydrating and burning
in the hot air. He was prepared to accept that death with
dignity. But now he would be denied even the short amount
of time he had left to embrace that emotion, as if something
had tried to tell him even that was too good for him.
The world was cruel, and he truly thought he had
understood this. Even now, in this final moment, that ugly
fact was thrust before his eyes.
The Scout type approached him. Shin reflexively stood up
in a movement that was dictated not by thought, but instinct.
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He took an unconscious step back, attempting to flee. His
survival instincts were telling him to escape.
I don’t want to die.
That thought suddenly and intensely crossed his mind. It
surged up in him with an almost instinctual intensity.
I don’t want to die. I don’t want to die. Because if I die, I’d
call for her. I’d call her name in the end. And if I become a
Legion, I’d keep doing it forever, until I break.
The ability to pick up on the Legion’s—the mechanical
ghosts’ screams—was unique to Shin. No other Esper had
been discovered to possess this ability. And unlike the
Sensory Resonance, there was no artificial way of re-creating
it, either. If Shin was to die, the human side would never hear
the Legion’s screams again.
But if, by some slim chance, the sound of his screams might
reach her…
He didn’t want to die. He didn’t want to make her cry.
Yes… He didn’t want her to cry. He didn’t want to make her
sad. Even if these wishes could never be granted, he didn’t
want to give up. He made a promise to return to her no
matter what. To speak with her. He hadn’t even apologized to
her yet…
So he couldn’t die here. He didn’t want to die. He didn’t
want to make her sad…
I want her to smile.
That thought surfaced in his mind, even in this unusual
situation. It fit into the void he’d felt within himself ever since
that last battle. He couldn’t stay the way he was. He had to
change. But what was he to change about himself—and how?
He’d kept asking and tormenting himself over that question.
And finally, he found the answer.
He still didn’t know who he wanted to be. He still couldn’t
picture the future he was heading toward or what joy he
should seek. But still, if nothing else…
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He wanted to live in a way that would make Lena smile.
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It couldn’t have jumped over the collapsed area. As Shin
was looking in that direction, the Merciless Queen appeared
behind him. Which meant…
A shadow was cast over Shin’s feet. A shadow that belonged
neither to him nor the Merciless Queen. A huge, squarish,
awkward shadow…
“…!”
Just as Shin realized what it was and looked up—
“Pi!”
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echoed through the cavern. The shots were fired at close
range and hit their mark almost as soon as they were
unleashed. 40 mm machine-gun rounds and 88 mm APFSDS
shells swooped down from above, piercing into the Merciless
Queen’s legs. The shells’ fuses were set to inert and didn’t
burst upon impact. They simply sent its six legs flying with
intense kinetic energy.
Even just its legs were quite heavy and didn’t fly far enough
to put Shin, who stood nearby, in danger. Fido stood in front
of him, shielding him from the fragments and machine parts
that flew through the air.
A Juggernaut appeared in the area, its legs making a sharp,
crunching sound as it landed. There was a Personal Mark of a
laughing fox emblazoned onto its armor—it was Laughing
Fox, Theo’s unit. Raiden’s Wehrwolf soon followed suit.
“Shin, are you all right?!”
“You’re still alive, right, you asshole?!”
They appeared just as suddenly as Fido had. The tall wall
at the back of this cave had something like a ledge at its top.
In terms of height and distance, it was only a few meters away
from the guillotine. A human couldn’t hope to make that
jump, but a Reginleif in prime condition could easily handle
it.
Shin tried to answer, but his throat was too sore from the
heat. After a few dry coughs, he shook off the discomfort and
fumbled for the intercom button to respond.
“…My ears hurt.”
A Juggernaut’s turret was essentially a tank turret, after all,
and the sound of its blast numbed his ears with pain. But put
another way, if this was his first complaint, it was proof he
wasn’t hurt anywhere else. Picking up on that, Theo snickered
and then heaved a deep sigh.
“Yeah, you’re fine if you can still talk shit. That’s
good.”
His voice then tensed up.
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“…I’m glad you’re okay.”
“………”
Shin almost replied that he was sorry but couldn’t bring
himself to say it. It was almost two years ago that they told
him to stop worrying them… To stop exposing himself to
danger. But he’d hardly abided by that agreement. He knew
it, too. And while he did feel guilty about it…apologizing with
just words didn’t feel honest. So instead, he simply asked:
“Where did you come from?”
Judging from the situation, it seemed they were chasing
the Merciless Queen.
“You probably can’t see it from down there
because of the shadow, but there’s a path above this
wall, right behind us… Can’t say I know why they
bothered digging through here.”
“Yeah…”
So that was why. After saying that, Shin was overcome by a
coughing fit. Talking made him breathe in more of the hot air.
Raiden furrowed his brows in concern.
“Don’t talk—you’ll hurt your throat. Undertaker
can’t move, right? We’ll be right over.”
“Thanks.”
“I said don’t talk. Fido, go collect Undertaker. And
about that Ameise…”
“Pi!”
Fido cut into his words with an electronic beep. Raiden
didn’t understand, naturally, but Shin explained despite his
sore throat.
“It said the other Scavengers are gonna be here soon.”
“How the hell did you get that from one beep…?
The ones that branched off in the earlier fork, right?
Roger, we’ll leave it to them—”
“Sir Reaperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!”
A few Alkonosts and Scavengers appeared from the
entrance to the cavern, which was on the other side of the
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collapsed path. For some reason, Chaika was also with the
group and left them by jumping across the gap.
“Are you unharmed…?! Ooh, if it isn’t Sir Werewolf
and Sir Fox!”
“…Wait, what are you doing here, Lerche?”
“I was informed by the Sirins heading this way that
the path here is connected from the Weisel’s waste
disposal site, so we regrouped through there… Oh,
but now is not the time. Kind Scavengers, please
deploy the bridges.”
Some of the Scavengers were modified for bridge building.
They were multilegged models made for river crossing. In
order to keep the Scavengers themselves lightweight, the
bridges were limited to a length of fifteen meters at most. A
heavy Feldreß like the Vánagandr couldn’t hope to cross it,
but a Juggernaut or a Scavenger could.
The bridge-model Scavengers deployed the ladders on
their backs and began crossing the linked, fifteen-meter
structures while Fido approached Undertaker. Wehrwolf
lightly jumped over the rocks. It was an oddly tranquil sight,
as it always was after battle ended.
I’m saved…
Finally realizing this, Shin collapsed from exhaustion. He
suddenly became acutely aware of the dryness in his throat
and the heat burning in his body.
“Hey!”
Wehrwolf’s optical sensor turned to face him with surprise.
Raiden tried to say something—probably to ask if he was all
right—but fell silent. He likely could tell by looking that Shin
wasn’t fine. With panic in his eyes, he turned to face Laughing
Fox.
“Theo, take Shin and head back. I’ll watch over
Fido and the Scavengers.”
“Gotcha. I’ll take half the forces, all right? First,
third, and fifth platoons, we’re gonna book it, so keep
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up with us. Shin, can you stand? Oh, sorry, guess you
can’t. Gimme a sec…”
Laughing Fox jumped across the gap and landed beside
him.
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After removing several levels of safety devices, the switch for
the self-destruction sequence was pressed. The order was
transmitted via relays, traveling all across the Dragon Fang
Mountain—to where the Alkonosts equipped with the
explosives were.
They were prepared for the possibility of Vika and Annette
being injured or the radio waves being cut off, with the Sirins
staying inside the Alkonosts to operate the fuses manually if
need be. Their initial programming included an order to
destroy themselves as thoroughly as possible if needed, so as
to prevent the Legion from stealing their brains. And so the
Sirins didn’t budge. They simply smiled, thinking of the
battlefield they would stand upon next time.
And upon receiving the signal, they ignited their fuses, and
the explosives detonated.
Two years ago, they had parted ways without knowing each
other’s faces, knowing each other only by name.
Six months ago, they both spoke to each other in person
after surviving the chaos of war.
And three months ago, they reunited at their final
destination, meeting face-to-face at long last.
And now, they would finally grow closer. Even if there
were things they could neither yield nor agree on, even if they
were utterly different—they would fight to stay together, no
matter how much effort it took. Even without putting these
emotions into words, the two understood this.
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EPILOGUE
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They’d left the base a bit over two months ago, but returning
there gave them the feeling they were truly home. Over those
two months, the season had turned to summer, and a pleasant
breeze streamed in from the open windows. The wind was
cool and smelled of greenery, having crossed through the
forest surrounding the base.
Feeling that wind blow against her, Lena turned her gaze
from the window back to her office. She heard the voices of
soldiers doing their drills, and the sound of operating
maintenance equipment and idle chatter, too, reached her
ears. The tumult of a normal, routine day in the base.
“We shouldn’t have a new mission for a while now, so you
can take your time and relax, Vika.”
Her gaze fell on Vika, who shrugged, reclining on the
lounge suite’s sofa.
“If anything, I would rather use the time to practice the
Alkonosts’ maneuvers and fine-tune them. The Federacy’s
western front is too different from the United Kingdom in
terms of topography. There’s too many unpredictable burdens
and situations for the Alkonosts to deal with here.”
Such modifications weren’t unlike the same ones the Strike
Package’s units had to go through upon being dispatched to
the United Kingdom. The Alkonosts were built to operate in
the snowy battlefields of the north, which meant they weren’t
suited to work in the Federacy’s territories. Except…
Lena’s apprehensions must have been written all over her
face, because Vika continued speaking after looking in her
direction.
“Just like in the United Kingdom, the Sirins are shut down
and stored in the hangar when they’re not training or out on
an operation. And when it comes to training, we don’t intend
to use this base’s training grounds, but one farther away from
here… We’re not going to be a burden to Nouzen, so please
don’t make that face.”
Lena couldn’t help but crack a bitter smile. Her concern
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was that obvious, it seemed.
“I appreciate the consideration, Vika.”
“Nouzen’s ability is invaluable for reconnaissance
purposes, after all. We can’t afford to put any strain on him
outside of combat, lest he break when we need him most…
Though, he doesn’t appear to mind Lerche, at the very least.”
“Yes.”
Vika was probably right; Lena’s repeated questioning of
“Are you sure?” and Lerche’s constant questioning of “You are
not pushing yourself, are you?” didn’t seem to cause any
undue strain on Shin. He even made an uncharacteristic
grumble, asking if they really distrusted him that much. Lena
only pestered him so often because she thought that reaction
of his was cute, but this, she kept to herself.
“I’m sure even the Federacy would love to control that
ability of his or mechanically replicate it somehow… I’m
willing to look into it, if you would let me.”
Vika spoke with such indifference and in a tone that was
clearly jesting, which prompted a curt response from Lena.
“No.”
“Yes, I figured as much.” The prince shrugged offhandedly,
making it clear he wasn’t offended in the slightest.
Before they left the United Kingdom, Crown Prince Zafar
gave Lena a rather long list of Things One Must Never Allow
Vika to Do. Lena sagely noted, though, that not telling Vika
about this was for the best.
After all, the list had a line written in red text on top of it
that went as follows: Vika. If you’re reading this, I’m sure you
know this by now, but you must not, under any
circumstances, do any or all the things listed here. Any of
them. With no exceptions. You’re not allowed to employ any
broad interpretations of the things written here, either.
And for some reason, Lena couldn’t help but feel that Vika
was twice as dangerous as she thought he was. To make the
list doubly important, it was signed by both the crown prince
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and the king himself. The document quite frankly terrified
Lena. Just what did this boy do other than develop the Sirins?
Her curiosity was no match for her fear, and she didn’t dare
put that question into words.
“Are you sure you’re fine with being treated as a
commissioned officer, Vika…? You’ve spent some time here
already. Does anything strike you as inconvenient? If there’s
anything you want, we could try to accommodate for it so
long as it’s within reason.”
The Federacy had successfully deployed its forces in the
United Kingdom, and so the time came for the United
Kingdom to fulfill its end of the bargain and dispatch
personnel who would serve the Strike Package. The
commander of those forces was Vika, who now served as
commanding officer of the Alkonost unit and direct
subordinate to the tactical commanding officer. He had been
integrated into the Strike Package’s chain of command as a
lieutenant colonel.
Given his rank, he was provided with a field officer’s
accommodations, which were of course far better than
anything a company officer was given. But this was by the
standards of a soldier, not a member of a royal family.
“In the United Kingdom, royalty doesn’t get any
preferential treatment when it comes to accommodations.
Well, perhaps in a military base, we do, but on the front lines,
we’re not treated any differently. I’ve no complaints in
regards to my room or my treatment. For an impromptu base,
it’s a fine place. Except…”
“Yes, what is it?”
“…it’s quite hot around here.”
Vika spoke with clear, blatant annoyance, which made
Lena’s eyes widen with amazement for a moment before she
burst out in laughter. He wasn’t wrong. He grew up in the
north, and until just a short while ago, he was on a battlefield
where the Eintagsfliege imposed a lengthened artificial
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winter. But now, Vika was thrown into the sweltering heat of
early summer and was struggling to get used to the climate.
“This is no laughing matter. Have you ever been to my
country in the dead of winter? It’s said those not native to it
describe it as a chill that freezes the very soul. Even some
natives of our country say that.”
“I’m sorry. I’d love to come visit someday, though.”
Someday, when the war ends.
“Yes, do come visit. I’m sure you’ll think fondly of this
infernal heat when you do.”
Lena smiled.
“Yes, someday.”
She then changed the subject.
“The Strike Package and the 1st Armored Corps—well,
Captain Nouzen will be taken off combat operations for a
while following this operation. We’ll be moving to the
neighboring city, both to take time off and to use their
education facilities…”
“I’ve heard. In fact, weren’t you placed on leave as of
yesterday? President Zimmerman invited them to go back, I
believe?”
“Yes. He’s the legal guardian for Shin’s group, so they’ve
returned home to him. Shin and Frederica have already gone
back… And today, Shin…”
Lena closed her eyes, a smile on her lips. Shin had always
rejected the idea thus far, but today, for the first time, he said
he might want to meet that man.
“…went to meet his grandfather. Marquis Nouzen.”
Shin entered the parlor he was led to, and two figures who
seemed to have been waiting for him rose to their feet. One of
them was a tall old man, with black hair that had mostly
turned white. He had a pair of black, hawklike eyes. Next to
him was a kind-looking old lady who, by contrast, was quite
short and had a roundish face. Her white hair was done up
elegantly.
“You are…,” the old man, Marquis Nouzen, started to say.
There was something desperate, almost clinging to his
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question. Shin felt himself choking up a little at the tone of his
voice. How should he answer that question? Eventually, he
managed a small nod before hanging his head. Nothing else
came to mind.
The realization made Shin bite his lip. He knew it would be
this way, and still, he felt nothing. This man was supposedly
his grandfather, and yet facing him didn’t bring about so
much as a stir of emotion. They may have been blood related,
but even so, this man didn’t strike him as anything but a
stranger.
And being reminded of that fact…saddened him a little. He
felt his chest tighten.
But in contrast to Shin’s internal struggle, Marquis Nouzen
grew emotional, his eyes welling up with tears.
“You’ve certainly grown. And you do very much look like
them. You bear the visage of my son, Reisha, and the princess
of the Maika clan.”
“Your hair and physique are of the Nouzen bloodline, but
your face—it is like Yuuna’s. As is the color of your eyes,” the
old lady appended tenderly.
Shin noted the red shade of her eyes, which hid behind her
round glasses. The crimson eyes of a Pyrope. Shin had heard
that Marquis Nouzen’s spouse—Shin’s grandmother—passed
away a long time ago. And since the Empire’s nobility hated
the idea of mixing different bloodlines, she could not have
been a new wife.
Noting the confusion in Shin’s gaze, Marquis Nouzen
hummed in understanding.
“This here is Marquess Gelda Maika… Your mother’s
mother. Your maternal grandmother, as it were. I thought
that if you were to meet me, you should also meet her.”
Marquess Maika smiled and bowed her head respectfully.
Marquis Nouzen gently curled his lips upward.
“Now then, where should we begin? After all, to you, we
are just unfamiliar old people. We may be related to you by
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blood, but I’m sure there’s much you wouldn’t want to tell us.”
“For now, well, let us have tea together. Do you like
sweets? I’ve brought some jam, made of strawberries from
our greenhouse. Please take some home with you, as a gift.”
She spoke with a smile, and it took Shin a moment to
realize she was waiting for an answer. He parted his lips,
looking for the right words. They felt so distant to him that he
still had to search for what to say every time. But if he didn’t
answer, he wouldn’t be able to truly converse with them.
He may not have felt any emotion toward them yet. They
were strangers he’d only just met for the first time. And
despite that…these people knew his mother and father. They
remembered the life he had back when he was still happy.
“…I personally don’t like sweets very much. But my unit’s
mascot and my superior officer will probably be very happy to
have this… Thank you very much.”
Marquis Nouzen smiled warmly.
“Right. Then let’s begin with that… I would love to serve
you a dinner best suited to your tastes, but sadly, I don’t know
your preferences. My head chef is standing in the hall at
present, at the end of his wits. I ought to give him even the
smallest hint. You will stay for dinner, yes? If it suits you, you
may spend the night here.”
“…No.”
Shin could somehow tell that for how composed his
grandfather was when he said those words, it took the man a
great deal of courage to muster them up. And that made Shin
smile all too naturally as he shook his head.
She had lost her family in the large-scale offensive, too.
And she had no home to go back to, either, despite being on
leave. So he informed Ernst that morning that he thought to
invite her to come along when they went to bring Theo and
the others home.
He had to go to where she was—where Lena was.
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“I’ll head back home for today… There’s someone waiting
for me.”
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AFTERWORD
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character.)
• The Thrones:
• I know you all love panjandrums!
• Wait, you don’t know what a panjandrum is? Well, look it
up. Actually, the basis for the Thrones wasn’t the
panjandrum but, like Vika mentions in the book, a
medieval defensive weapon used during siege battles. Also,
anti-tank roosters and anti-tank dogs really were things
that had been planned to be implemented. Anyone who’s
interested in hearing more about it is welcome to look it
up.
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Phönix’s final form going from what it was in the end of
Volume 4 to its form here is all thanks to your feedback!
To Shirabii. Thank you for all the stunning illustrations you
contributed this time as well, along with the cover art for
Dengeki Bunko Magazine’s April issue. You gave us Shin and
Lena standing side by side, once again…!
To I-IV. I took up your suggestion, and the Reginleif pulled
off that trick! It was in a bit of a different form, but it
happened in the climactic battle at the end!
To Yoshihara. Volume 1 of the manga is approaching its
first turning point. Kaie got an extra chapter, and boy, was she
the most adorable little thing there…!
And to you readers, who took up this book. Thank you
very, very much. The story’s really taken off since Volume 4.
But now, Shin and Lena face the fact that they’ve only just
met and know so little about each other. That conflict left
them confused and worried. But in this volume, this conflict
reaches a turning point. What conclusions will they each
come to? Please join these two as they find out.
Oh, and don’t worry; the series is still going to continue. It’s
ongoing, so please stay with us. Also, Volume 7 is gonna be a
lighthearted story, so look forward to it.
Really, it is! I’m not lying!
| Azura Ren |
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