The Troubles and Remembering Trauma in A
The Troubles and Remembering Trauma in A
The Troubles and Remembering Trauma in A
Antonio Babliku
Marianna Gula
Milkman is the third novel of Northern Irish writer Anna Burns. The novel earned her the
2018 Man Booker Prize, making her the first Northern Irish writer to win this prize. Northern
Ireland figures in Milkman during the seventies, the time it was enveloped in the Troubles. The
Troubles were a conflict that lasted for three decades between the Catholics and Protestants in
Northern Ireland: the religious groups mainly distinguish, respectively, the nationalist and loyalist
stance towards the aim to separate from the United Kingdom (the nationalists sought to split while
the loyalists wanted to be part of the UK). The Troubles feature in Milkman as part of the novel’s
“In those days, in that place, violence was everybody’s main gauge for
unknown associates, which was what then happened just at this point.”
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The main character, an eighteen-year-old girl, also lacks a name. She refers to herself as
“middle sister” and lives in a Catholic household with her widowed “ma” and her three “wee
sisters”, after all her older siblings have either died or moved out of the house. Middle sister works
and attends a night school. One night, as she is walking, a middle-aged man of the paramilitary in
a white van approaches her and offers her a ride. He is referred to as milkman, although as the
narrator, middle sister points out, no one knew whose milkman he was. Although she expresses a
lack of interest, the milkman keeps pursing her and stalking her, even making it clear that he knows
her daily habits and routine, and goes as far as to threaten her with the life of maybe-boyfriend
(who, as the term suggests, is a boy she’s been seeing but they haven’t made things official yet).
One day maybe-boyfriend, who works as a mechanic, brings home a part of a car, which had the
British flag on. This causes some doubt to arise in the community and it is precisely this fact that
the milkman will use to destroy or kill maybe-boyfriend. She tries to evade his stalking and endless
pursuing, but in the meantime, rumors have started across the town that she and the milkman are
having an affair. Although no one knows exactly who the milkman is, and only refer to him as
such by force of habit, they have no judgement for him and spare no judgement against the girl.
She pretends she knows nothing: feigning ignorance is the best choice at this point, as refuting the
affair would mean further implicating herself. After the milkman stalks middle-sister and threatens
her with maybe-boyfriend’s life, she is somewhat comforted by the appearance of the real milkman,
who suggests she ask for help and direction at the local feminist coalition; middle sister refuses
this, as the feminists are persecuted by most of the community. As the stalking continues, middle
sister’s emotional and mental wellbeing start deteriorating, as she starts to regret the faking of
ignorance over the matter as she is unable to ask for help from the authorities, and the community
still circulates rumors on her without pity. At a meeting with her oldest friend, the latter tells her
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that she has put herself in that position, blaming her for her predicament. While she’s out, middle
sister unknowingly consumes a drink which had been mixed with an overdose of drugs by tablets
girl, a local mentally ill woman who constantly does this to many in town. Middle sister is ill but
luckily survives. After the recovery, she finds out that tablets girl has been murdered. What the
town believes is that milkman killed her on behalf of middle sister. The police, trying to chase him
down, have shot the real milkman, who later recovers and ma tells her daughters she was in love
with him when they were young. After an argument with maybe-boyfriend, middle sister regrets
it and wants to make things right, so she goes to his house but finds out he has started a relationship
with his friend, chef. On the walk back home, the milkman once again approaches her and she now
admits she has no choice but to get into the van with him. Numb, she listens as he tells her the
plans for a date the next night. The next day comes: Middle sister and her eldest sister encourage
am to go on a date with real milkman, and around that same time, the milkman is found dead,
killed by the state at the park. Around the same time, middle sister is ambushed by an armed
Somebody McSomebody at a bathroom club, who has been stalking her for over a year. Luckily,
a group of women barge into the bathroom at the right time, disarm McSomebody and beat him
up. As middle sister’s life begins to regain some of the previous normality and she goes for a run
in the park full of little girls, the shadow of the Troubles still lies there, enveloping the re-found
normalcy, the re-found calmness, as the political unrest guarantees that calmness for the
A narrative choice that strikes the reader after a few pages, but that is presented since the
opening sentence, is the lack of names. Characters are referenced as Somebody McSomebody,
milkman, first brother-in-law, eldest sister, wee sisters, ma, maybe-boyfriend, etc. When it comes
to address the factions of the political and ethnic conflict, the “titles” or terms by which they are
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referenced are “renouncers”, “over the water”, etc. The city where the novel takes place also
remains unnamed, although it is probably Belfast. This choice is not accidental, nor a choice for
the sake of it. It illustrates the fear of betraying one’s belief and allegiance. Throughout the novel,
there is constant fear of naming the wrong thing, naming something with an “enemy” word. It isn’t
just about names of people, but also about targets and brand names. As middle sister puts it, there
is right butter and wrong butter, names that sound too English (English for us, but in the novel they
are referred to as over-the-water sounding names), etc. The only true and proper names that are
encountered in the novel are those of Barbra Streisand, Freddie Mercury, etc., and that happens
because there is no political allegiance, because they are mentioned for the sake of describing the
The situation of not naming characters, places, brands, etc., can also be generalized in the
This unspoken-ness of names testifies the effect of the Troubles on communities. It shows
how deep the cuts run, how caught up in the conflict the civilians are, and it shows how trauma
starts to build up slowly: the renouncement of certain names that sound too over-the-water-ish, for
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example, can’t be seen as only nationalistic, or fearful of betraying allegiance. It can also indicate
a complete detachment from these names, from the reality and belonging that they bring, because
of the hurt and unbearable remembrance of violence, and as an act of condemnation for what “they”
(meaning the loyalists and the English) are doing to “us” (meaning, the Catholic community in the
matter at hand presented in the novel). So, the over-the-water names are not only a betrayal, but
also a way of keeping the violence and the trauma it causes very close: obviously, the ones who
have been victims of this violence, want to erase any connection. This erasure and this straying
from even innocuous names, however, create a clotted and paranoid atmosphere that leaves the
members of a community numb. This numbness and the wanted detachment from the trauma that
is brought up merely by a name, causes the sense of a waning, fading trauma, up to the point of
losing the trauma altogether. But trauma is not something you lose; it’s something you address and
try to heal. Like a stab wound, it closes and heals, but there are still flesh remnants in the form of
scars that will always remind you of that one wound. This coping mechanism, this mode of survival,
only pushes back the emergence of trauma, but doesn’t nullify the chances of it happening. One
can try to erase triggers, but it is impossible to erase trauma. The latter is the essence of the criticism
towards the Belfast Agreement. The Agreement is a façade of ethical reconciliation, but in truth
its scope is a political and economical reconciliation. The “request” to move on, which is basically
the message conveyed by the Agreement, seems to be employed by the main character, middle
sister, whose voice narrates the events of the novel after more than twenty years of them happening.
It is as if we’re sitting with her in a meeting, long after the Troubles are turned into history, and
we listen to her as she is trying to work through the events, work through the violence she
witnessed and survived, work through the trauma. The silence that has a deafening echo throughout
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the narration, is broken in the second that the narrator starts turning the memories into a novel, or,
to put it in a less metaphysical way, starts turning the memories into narration, into voice.
Now that the lack of names situation (and the silence that in a way derives from it) is
presented and made clear, Burns, through her main character and narrative voice, springs a new
bit of information:
“As for girl names, those from ‘over the water’ were tolerated
names, but if you were of the opposite persuasion and from ‘over the
road’ you would entirely allow yourself all of our banned names.”
This seems to remark an underlying sexist stance even when it comes to matters such as
loyalty and trauma. Girls are allowed to have any name, because girls’ names don’t have the same
political and historical weight as boys’ names. Girls have no involvement with politics and national
affairs; they are simply there to be judged over rumored affairs with unrecognizable milkmen.
Though the community has a case of internalized misogyny and sexism, which is made clear on
the stance on names in the above quote, there is no such thing in the portrayal of middle sister and
in her pushing of the violence and troubles to the periphery of her thoughts and narration of events
(although they keep moving from the peripheral zones to take center stage at times).
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them and I could see at once he didn’t have it, that he didn’t come
The distance between political occurrences and girls’ everyday lives seems to be exactly
what middle sister enforces. She walks while reading a book, what’s more, her books are always
nineteenth century books, because she doesn’t like the twentieth century. This behavior seems like
a coping mechanism, with the middle sister enveloping herself away from the reality around her
This act of reading-while-walking is middle sister’s way of removing herself from the
political and sectarian divide. It is also an act condemned by her family, her sisters, her brothers-
in-law, and her longest friend, because through this act, and through its implied removal from the
sectarian division, she is becoming a case of the “other”, or as her community refers to, “beyond-
the-pales”.
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“It’s disturbing. It’s deviant. It’s optical illusional. Not public-spirited. Not self-
Her being “beyond-the-pales” makes her a more endangered target than the rest of the
community; it is not a coincidence, then, that when she is first approached by the milkman she is
walking and reading alone on her way home. However, it is precisely this act that allows her to
refuse getting in the van with him. This otherness that middle sister presents, this being “beyond
the pales”, while making her a more vulnerable target, paradoxically also grants her some level of
protection. The alienation she employs as a coping mechanism or mode of survival works both
ways as the removal from the divisiveness, while putting a very easy target on her very exposed
back, also makes her an outsider to this conflict. Through the names she doesn’t speak throughout
the novel, and throughout the narration of the novel, she further removes herself from the conflict.
The silence here is one of the few compliances with her community, and it is also something she
Burns herself was a girl who would walk around town reading during the Troubles in
Belfast, and she decided to adopt this autobiographical fact into the novel. Middle sister’s introvert
behavior aims to put her on the periphery of her community’s thoughts, as she tries to put the
violence and unrest in the periphery of her own thoughts, but on the contrary, the community is
only more interested in her and her silence, her encapsulation into her own world, her being “a law
unto herself”.
The binary systems and paradoxes that emerged in this analysis clearly represent the
complexity of trauma generally and the complexity of the aftermath of the Troubles specifically,
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the complexity of Northern Irish identity and the complexity of a tumultuous time period for
Northern Ireland and the Northern Irish, the complexity of lived experiences that through the
employment of memory and the act of remembering, can be understood and worked through.
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WORKS CITED
Brigida, Marcela Santos; Pinho, Davi. “Mourning the Troubles: Anna Burns’s Milkman as a
gendered response to the Belfast Agreement.” Ilha do Desterro, vol. 74, no. 1,
Quinn, Annalisa. “Brutally Intelligent Milkman Depicts Lives Cramped By Fear.” NPR. 4 Dec.
2018. www.npr.org/2018/12/04/672956730/brutally-intelligent-milkman-depicts-lives-
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Schwartz, Erin. “Nowhere to run. The claustrophobic world of Anna Burns’ Milkman.” The Nation.
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