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Mom : Go and lock yourself on your room
Nomalanga my child!! I don't want your father to
find you here.
Me : He's not my father and I'm not going
anywhere Mah.
Mom : Please my child go. I don't want you to
witness what he will do to me. Please Nomalanga.
Me : Then let's run away Mah
Mom : I can't my child he will kill me if I run away
[She said with tears running down on her cheeks]
Me : Even if you stay Mah he will kill you. You
have a broken rib as we speak. How long will you
be that man's punching bag?
Mom : Nomalanga please go
Me : No Mah....!!! I'm not going anywhere!!!
Mom : Mtanami please you will make it worse if he
finds you here go
Me : No I'm tired of your husband for abusing.
This is enough Mama.!!! Let's run away surely we
will bump to my father and he will help us
Mom : You don't understand Nomalanga
Me : Then make me understand Mah.
Mom : He killed your father and if we run away he
promised me that he will kill you too so please
mtanami
My jaws almost dropped of to the floor. This
monster killed my father. We heard someone
whistling and singing surely it's him. Every time
when he is drunk he will beat my mother. Every
weekend my mother is always admitted in
hospital. Her gall bladder can even hold urine for
a long time just because of this fool who is so
called my stepfather. He will beat her and raped
her until she fainted. The kitchen door opened
and my mother was shaking.
Him : Sindisiwe!!! [He shouted my mother's name]
Mom : Go and hide on a closet go baby.....!!! [She
whispered]
I went and hide on a closet and I left some space
for me to peek on the closet door. I saw him
walking in with a bottle of red label on his hand.
Him : Why don't you respond when I call your
name...? [He shouted]
Mom : I'm sorry Baba I was trying to get out of
bed since I have a broken rib [She said with her
eyes looking down you could tell she's afraid]
Him : Is that my problem that you have a broken
rib? [Of course it is]
Mom : No Baba
Him : Who were you talking with on my bedroom ?
Mom : No one Baba
Him : Stop making me a fool woman !!!
He hit her on the head with a bottle of the red
label he was holding and my mother fell on the
bed. The blood flew down from her head to her
face. She tried to wipe it with her hand but her
husband slapped her.
Him : Who were you talking with?
Mom : I was on a phone [She said with a shaking
voice]
Him : With who?
Mom : With my friend Baba
Him : You're cheating on me huh?
Mom : No Baba...
Him : Don't I satisfied you?
Me :You do Baba I'm not cheating
Him : I will teach you a lesson that you will never
forget tonight
Mom : I'm sorry Baba please forgive me
She pleaded and cried but her cries fells to deaf
ears. I saw him taking out his pants and he ripped
off my mother's dress together with her
underwear. He inserted himself on her pussy
while he was strangling her
Mom : Baba please you are hurting me [She
pleaded]
Him : I will teach you a lesson that you will never
forget you bloody whore...!!
He was going in and out on her pussy and I
noticed that my mother wasn't moving at all the
burstard continued and raped her. He noticed
that my mother wasn't moving at all and he
jumped and move from her.
Him : Sindisiwe...!!! Wake up
He shook her but my mother wasn't moving. What
did he do to my mother!!
Him : Wake up Sindisiwe!!! You can't die!!!
He killed my mother!! He disappeared to the
kitchen and he came back with a bucket of water.
He poured her with the water but still she wasn't
responding.
Him : No Sindisiwe wake up!!! Wake up!!!
I walked out from the closet and I made my way
to him
Me : You killed my mother Sbusiso!!! You killed
her!!!
His jaws almost dropped off to the floor as he
saw me. He covered his manhood with his hands
and he looked at me with shock
Ooh hi I'm Nomalanga Mthembu I'm 17 years old
I'm doing grade 12. Well I was living with my
mother and her husband Sbusiso Buthelezi who is
46 years old. As you have seen it for yourself I
don't have a mother. My stepfather killed my
mother and my father. Well I don't have a family
right now my mother was the only family that I
have she never talk about my father's family and
I don't know how my father looked like
Here's my story please follow it.......
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NOMALANGA
I still can't believe that I've lost my mother, my
friend ,my lover, my strength. She was the only
family that I have and if I could even try to run
away from here where will I stay? If I could try
to search for my father where will I start
because I've never saw him before and I don't
even know his name or his surname. But Mah!!!
Why were you so stubborn? Why didn't you
listened to me? Look where you left me I've got
no one to cry to!! I've got no one to turn to!!! I
looked at S'busiso who was wearing his trouser
and I looked at my mother.
Me : You deserve to rot in jail for what you did..
Him : That's won't happened and God knows that
I didn't mean to kill your mother!!!
Me : You didn't mean to kill her? Is that what you
are saying?
Him : I loved your mother Nomalanga!!!
Me : Well you were having a strange way to show
it
Him : It was a mistake for goodness sake!!!
Me : A mistake? A mistake to break her ribs? A
mistake to make her your punching bag?
Him : That's enough!!!
Me : A mistake to hit her head hard with a
bottle?
Him : I said enough!!!
Me : A mistake to strangle her while you were
raping her? You called that a mistake?
Him : ENOOOOUGH.....!!!!!!!!
He attacked me and strangled me. I saw the
beast in his eyes I tried to pish him and he fell. I
screamed out so loud for help but no one heard
my voices. He dragged himself to a closet and he
came back with a gun and pointed me with it. Why
didn't I saw it because I was there on a closet.
Him : Where do you think you are going?
I looked at him without answering his question
Him : I asked you a question dammit!!!! [He
shouted]
Me :Please let me go I won't tell anyone about
what happened. Please uncle S'busiso!!!
Him : You think I'm a fool?
Me : Noo Nooo you are not a fool uncle S'busiso
We heard a nock on the door and the person who
was knocking was knocking so hard.
S'bu : Who is it?
Voice : Police open the door!!!
S'bu : You stupid whore you called them [He
whispered]
Me : No i didn't called them i swear [I whispered
back with my shaking voice]
S'bu : You dare tell them everything i won't
hesitate to kill you are we clear ??
He whispered and i nodded with tears dancing on
my cheeks. The police knocked again
S'bu : Coming!!!
I looked at him as he was pointing me with a gun
on my back.
S'bu : Wipe those tears and smile
I wiped my tears with my hands and I swallowed
the lump that was formed on my throat and I
made a fake smile
S'bu : Good girl now go and open the door and you
dare try to double cross me I'll pull the trigger
I nodded and I softly sighed and opened the
door. It was two officers and sis Martha our
neighbor.
S'bu : Martha, officers how can I help you?
Officer 1 : We got a call from this woman she
said she heard a woman screaming for help.
S'bu : A woman screaming for help? No there was
no woman who screamed here surely from other
neighbors. Right Nomalanga
Me : Yes officers everything is okay here sis
Martha was just wasting your time
Martha : Where is Sindisiwe Nomalanga?
S'bu : She's sleeping
Martha : I wasn't talking to you
Me : Yes she's sleeping sis Martha I'll tell her to
come to you tomorrow.
Officer 2 : Ma'am are you sure that you are okay
Me : Yes I am. If you can excuse me I want to
sleep
I fake a yawned and they nodded and walked out.
Martha looked at me you could tell she was
suspecting something. The police drive off and
walked away and I closed the door and took a long
sigh.
S'bu : Well done now you are going to help me to
burry this body.
Me : I won't do that
S'bu : Yes you will
He pointed me with a gun and I nodded. We took
my mother's body and we were going to burry her
on the guest room. That was Sbusiso's idea. As
we were digging Martha walked in and she frozed
as she saw my mother's body next to the door.
Martha : Nomalanga...!!! you killed your mother!!!!
Me : I didn't do it sis Martha
Martha : Im calling the police
S'busiso shot her as she was trying to take her
phone from the pocket. He shot her twice and it
was over with her. He disappeared to the kitchen
surely to lock the door.
S'bu : We will burry them here now dig if you
don't want followed them.
I dig up with him helping me. Tears were flowing
down as I speak. I never thought I would witness
this whole thing that just happened here. I
thought I'll only see it from the movies or is my
life a movie?
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NOMALANGA
I hardly slept tonight. I kept tossing and turning
around the bed. How could I sleep knowing that
that are two bodies that are buried in this house.
My mother was treated like a dog in this house.
She was killed like a dog in this house and buried
like a dog in this. I hate the fact that I've helped
the person who killed my mother to covered the
crime and that makes me an accomplice. But I was
left with no choice. It was either I helped
S'busiso or I die too. Even if I try to run away
where will I stay? Who will take care of me.
I woke up early to clean the house and luckily
S'busiso wasn't here. As I was cleaning the
kitchen I was disturbed by someone knocking. It
is Buli Martha's daughter. God help me. How am I
going to tell her about her mother? Who's going
to look after her since her mother is dead. Jesus
what have I done!!! I opened the door wide for
her to enter.
Me : Buli come in
Buli : I'm sorry for coming so early in the morning
but I'm looking for my mother.
Me : Your mother?
Buli : Yes my mother. She came here last night
with the police to check up on you.
Me : She left with the police yersteday I'm
amazed if you're asking for your mother.
Buli : Where the hell is she?
Me : I don't know but if I heard something about
her I'll let you know.
Buli : Thank you Nomalanga
Me : Have a good day.
She faintly smiled and walked out. Jesus how am
I'm going to look at her knowing very well that i
know her mother is no more. I took a long sigh
and said a silence prayer.
BULI
My mother's disappearence doesn't really sit well
with me. There's something that is going on here
and I could see that Nomalanga is hiding
something from me and I didn't see her mother.
What if S'busiso killed her like he did with his
late ex wife? I shook my head and I quickly shift
those thought from my mind. My mother is alive
she can't be dead. She'll come back to me she
knows that I need her.
NOMALANGA
Voice : Nomalanga
I know that voice
Voice : Nomalanga
That's my mother
Me : Mama is that you?
Mom : Get out from that house go to your father.
Me : Mom please show yourself I want to see you
where are you?
Mom : Get out from that house
Me : Where will I go Maah you never told me
where my father is and I don't even know his
name. You told me that he is dead S'busiso killed
him.
Mom : Get out from that house there is his house
address at....
Voice : Nomalanga open this door you bloody
whore.
Ooh God I was dreaming what did my mother
mean by saying that I must get out from this
house while she knows that there's no where I
could go to. The address?/Which house address
was she talking about.
S'bu : Open the door!!!
I removed the teddy bear that I was cuddling and
I went to open the door. I was welcomed by a hot
slap on my cheek. I looked at him and he was
stinking alcohol.
S'bu : Why did you take time to open this door?
Is this your house?
Me : I'm sorry I didn't hear you knocking I was
sleeping
S'bu : Sleeping? Did you cook?
Me : No I didn't
S'bu : Why didn't you cook? What will I ea?
Me : I'm sorry uncle S'busiso but I'll cook now.
S'bu : Don't bother yourself I'll eat you since you
didn't cook.
He threw me on the bed and he get on top of me.
Me : No uncle please I'm sorry!!!
He threw a punch on my eyes and he ripped off
my underwear. He inserted his tongue on my
mouth and I bite it.
S'bu : Aaaah you son of bitch.....!!!
He threw four punches on my face and he
strangled me with one hand strangling me while
the other hand was unbuckling his belt. I tried to
fight him but he was more powerfull than me. He
finally took out his trouser together with his
underwear. He inserted himself on me but he
wasn't fitting. He inserted till he was fitting and
I couldn't bear the pains that I was feeling.
Me : Uncle please stop you're hurting me!!!
I pleaded with tears that were flowing down on
my cheeks but my cries fell into deaf ears. He
was digging in and out in my pussy and it was so
painful.
Me : Please uncle stop you're hurting me please.!!!!
I screamed and he didn't hear my cries. He
finally finished digging in and out in my pussy and
he moved away from me. I looked at the duvet
cover it was filled with the pool of blood..
S'bu : You dare tell anyone about what happened
tonight I will kill you just like I did with your
mother. Do you hear me!!!
I nodded and he walked out from my room. I saw
the human's shadow moving away from my
bedroom window. I tried to dragged myself to
peek from the window but I realized that I was
dizy. My vision became blury and blury and I
passed out.
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NOMALANGA
I've always read on social media about girls who
are sexually molested by their stepfathers but I
never ever thought that i'll experience that kind
of abuse the abuse that my mother was
experiencing daily. I woke up early I'm preparing
myself to go to school I'm writing my final paper
today. I was making a breakfast for myself and
S'busiso walked in.
Him : Good morning
Like really? He's acting cool like he didn't do
anything to me so Ignored him.
Him : Nomalanga I'm greeting you
Silence............
Him : Nomalanga!!!!
He shouted and hit the kitchen counter and I
freaked out. He made his way to me and he
strangled me. I was a shaking mess.
Him : Don't you ever try to give me that attitude
that you just gave me because I will go mad and
you won't like it when I become mad.
Syezwana......!!!
I nodded ........
Him : Good
He let go of me and I tried hold back my tears
and I failed because they seemed to be powerful
than I. I softly sighed trying to catch up my
breath
Him : And if you dare say a word about what
happened yesterday I won't hesitate to kill you
are we clear?
Me : Yes [I said with a shaking voice]
Him : Good...! So now go to school and ace that
paper and when you come back from school clean
up the house and cook we will be having guest.
Take all your mother's stuff to the guest room
and everything that is in your room and put them
to the guest room. You will be using it.
Me : I can't sleep there uncle S'busiso.
Him : It wasn't a request
He clicked his tongue and walked out and I
swallowed the lump that was formed on my
throat. I used my hands to wipe my tears and I
took my back and walked out I've suddenly lost
my appetite. As I was closing the gate I saw Buli.
I tried to act as if I didn't see her but she called
my name
Buli : Wait for me Nomalanga.
I took a long sigh and waited for her. We are at
the same school , same grade but different
classes.
Buli : Nomalanga
Me : Buli... Good morning.
Buli : You looked so pale Nomalanga what's going
on.
Me : Nothing is going on Buli. Did you heard
anything about Sis Martha?
Buli : I was hoping you could tell me what
happened to my mother.
Me : I told you when I last saw your mother I
don't know where she is?
Buli : Really Nomalanga?
Me : I think I should go because I don't know
where you are going with this conversation.
Buli : This conversation isn't over we finish it
later. Anyway good luck with your paper
I gave her a faint smiled and I went to my class
only to bump to Zama. Zama is the girl from my
class who hates me and she will do anything to
manipulate me because of Qiniso. Qiniso is a guy
who's having a crush on me he doesn't stay here.
He's studying medicine at Cuba so i only see him
during festive holidays
Zama : NomaSun did you heard?
Me : Heard what?
Zama : We are moving to your house with my
mother.
Me : Oooh
I left her there and I went to sit on my desk.
BULI
It's after school so i went to a chemist to buy
morning after pills. Not for myself but for
Nomalanga. I heard everything that happened
yesterday. S'busiso forced himself on her and he
threaten to kill her if she dare tell anyone about
what she did. What did he meant by saying if
Nomalanga dare tell anyone about him raping her
she will kill her just like she did with her
mother..? Did he killed sis Sindiswa? So I went to
the Buthelezi house,,, Sbusiso's house and I
found Nomalanga cleaning. She looked at me and
she quickly wiped away her tears.
Noma : I'm sorry there's too much dust here so
they caused tears.
She faked a smile and I looked at her.
Noma : How was the paper?
Me : The paper was good and are you good?
Noma : Yes I am good. [She looked down]
Me : I know we ain't that close but our mothers
were close they were like sisters so you can talk
to me.
Noma : Talk to you?
Me : Where's your mother Nomalanga?
Noma : She went to visits her relatives
Me : Don't lie to me I know your mother don't
have any relatives. Where is she?
Silence......
Me : Did S'busiso killed her?
Noma : No he didn't kill her I told you that she
went to visit her relatives that she just found.
Me : Okay so tell me what happened to you
yesterday?
Noma : Huh?
Me : He raped you right?
Noma : Don't be insane I wasn't raped yesterday.
Me : Ngempela? (Really)?
Noma : Yes S'busiso is a good father why would
he do that.
Me : Okay if you say so. Drink these
I handed her morning after pills
Noma : What are these pills for?
Me : Morning after pill drink them.
She poured herself water and drank them.
Me : If he didn't raped you so why did you drank
those pills?
Silence....
Me : What did he meant by saying if you dare say
a word about what happened he will kill you just
like she killed your mother?
Silence again......
Me : Did he killed her?
Another silence......
Me : Did he killed my mother too Nomalanga?
She popped out her eyes at the door like she just
saw a ghost. I turned around and look what she
was looking. It was S'busiso with Zama and her
mother and the new born baby. What are they
doing here?
S'bu : Are we interrupting something?
I looked at Nomalanga. She was shaking you could
tell she is being intimidated by him.
Me : No I was about to leave. I was here to ask
Nomalanga if she heard anything about my
mother.
He looked at Nomalanga and she looked back at
me
Me : Did you know where my mother is uncle
S'busiso?
He just looked at Nomalanga and looked back at
me without answering my question. It's clear now.
He killed my mother and Nomalanga's mother.
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NOMALANGA
Buli went to her home and S'busiso gave me one
of those look that might send you straight your
grave. I looked at Zama who was chewing a bubble
gum and she looked at me from head to toes and
she sulked her teeth. I looked at Zinzile and she
also gave me the same look that her daughter
gave me. Zinzile is Zama's mother.
Zinzi : And then what was that all about?
S'bu : It's nothing you should worry yourself
about Mamakhe.
Zinzi : If you say so that's okay Babakhe
S'busiso pecked her cheeks and she giggled.
Babakhe? Mamakhe? So this pig was cheating on
my mother with this woman that's why he killed
her so that she can have her here.
S'bu : You heard what the doctor said you must
rest my love. Nomalanga will warm milk for you
surely it will help you to produce more milk I
don't want you to starve up my son.
I warmed up milk for Zinzi and I gave it to her
Zinzi : Take my bags to my man's room and
unpacked them to the closet.
Me : Zama can do that I want to finished up
cleaning here
S'bu : Nomalanga didn't you heard what she said!!!
Me : I'm sorry I will do it
Zama : And please take mine too to my room
I looked at her and I looked at S'busiso and he
nodded. I started by taking Zinzi's bags to
S'busiso's bedroom. As I was about to unpacked
Zinzi's clothes S'busiso walked in and closed the
door behind him. My heart rate started
increasing. Is he going to do what I'm thinking?
S'bu : What did you tell Buli?
Me : I told her nothing [I answered him with a
lower voice]
S'bu : Nomalanga!!!
Me : I swear I didn't tell her anything uncle
S'busiso [I said with a shaking voice]
S'bu : I don't trust you...
He made his way to me and he pinned me on a
closet and strangled me with his right hand while
he's left hand was shifting my underwear. He
inserted his fingers on my pussy and tears
started to fall. A picture of him raping and
strangling my mother to death flashed back in my
mind. Am I going to experience the same death as
her on the same room that she died on? Those
were the questions that I kept asking myself. I
felt his hard big dick poking me and his breathing
rate increased. He finally let go of me and I
caughed so hard and I rub my neck. My throat
was so dry and it was so painful. I looked at him
and he licked the hand that he was finger fucking
me with and he side smiled.
S'bu : If you dare tell her what happened to her
mother you will die like your mother. Do you hear
me??
Me : Yee..... Yes I hear you!! [I said with a
whispering voice]
S'bu : Good!!! Now finished what you are doing
and go and finished up cleaning. And we are
hungry you must come and dish up for us. Hurry
up!!!
He walked out and I softly sighed and cried. I
finished what I was doing and I used my T-shirt
to wiped my tears and walked out from
S'busoso's bedroom.
BULI
The house was so lonely without my mother and it
hurt me so deeply that I will never see her again.
I took her framed picture that was placed in the
wall and I hold it so tightly in my chest and I let
out my tears.
Me : But why? Why did you go there mom? You
should've stayed!!! Look now I'm left alone here
without your guidance I'm such a lost sheep!!!
I must have doze off from the floor because I
was waken up by the door opening..!! Ooh shit I
didn't locked the door and it's dark here. I tried
to tiptoe and go and close myself on my room but
person who barged in my house turn on the lights
and I froze there. I didn't know what to do I just
stood there still without during around to see who
that person is. I heard some footstep and they
were coming from where I'm was standing. I
quickly turned around to looked at that person.
He covered his face with a balaclava so I can't
see who is it.
Me : What do you want? And who are you?
The man just looked at me without answering any
of my questions.
Me : You dare come near me and I will scream!!!
The man just laughed and he shook his head. He
took out the gun and pointed me with it. If I
didn't pee myself today I'd say that I am strong.
I've never ever in my entire life being pointed
with a gun. I swallowed the lump that was formed
on my throat and I softly sighed in between my
breath.
Me : You can take everything that you want from
this house.... Please don't kill me
I pleaded with tears making their own dance on
my cheeks.
Man : Wear off your clothes!!!
I know that voice but the problem is that I can't
pinpoint who's voice is it. This man is trying so
hard to hide his voice. What does he mean by
asking me to wear off my clothes? Is he going to
rape me?
Me : W..... What?
Him : I said take off those close!! [He shouted]
I wear off my clothes with my body hesitating by
shaking and I left the underwear on.
Him : I said wear off those close!!!
I took out the underwear that I was left with and
he made his way to me. He teared apart my T-
shirt and he used it to tied up my hands. He
pushed me down and I fell and he wear off his
pant with his other hand helping him while the
other hand was pointing me with a gun. I saw his
big black dick pointing me and I closed my eyes.
He get on top off me and he inserted his dick on
my pusy and he didn't fit because I was dry down
there. He continued inserting himself until he
fitted and he was moving in and out in my pussy.
Yes I was no longer a virgin but the pain wasn't
bearable. He was groaning while he was busy
moving fast in my pussy. After what felt like 2
years the man finally finished satisfying himself
and he wore his pants.
Him : Stop poking your nose from things that
doesn't concern you. Take this as a warning!!
He clicked his tongue and walked out and I was
laying on the floor lifeless with my hands still tied
up and I allowed myself to drown in the river of
tears...
NOMALANGA
Voice : Nomalanga help my child!!
Me : Sis'Martha is that you?
Voice : Help my child Nomalanga!!
Me : But how?
Voice : Help my child Nomalanga!!!
I was waken up by someone banging the kitchen
door. What does sis Martha meant by asking me
to help Buli is she in danger!! I dragged myself
and to the floor where we buried them and I
cried!!!
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NOMALANGA
I was waken up in the wee hours by someone
pouring me with cold water. I jumped out from
the bed and I looked at her with a pissed look.
Me : Why are you pouring me with cold water are
you insane!!!
I shouted at her and she gave me the most
hottest slap I've ever experienced.
Zinzi : I dare you raise your voice again at me and
i promise you won't receive a slap but a punch on
your pretty face. Siyezwana!!! (Are we clear!!!)?
I nodded with my hand on cheek. I blink away
tears that were about to fall. I can't show her my
weakness.
Zinzi : From today you will wake up early every
morning and prepare breakfast for my husband
and you will do all the house chores. Are we clear
Nomalanga?
I nodded...
Zinzi : Good now go and iron my husband's clothes
that he will wear at work today. Oooh before you
do that make me a cup of coffee I'll be in a living
room waiting for it.
She walked out and I changed my wet sleepwear
into a knee poloneck black dress. I went to a
kitchen to make her the coffee that she wanted
and I did ironed S'busiso's clothes that she
ordered me to ironed them. I took out my wet
blankets outside and I went back to the house to
start my house chores. As I was washing the
dishes at the kitchen I felt someones hands on
my waist and I did jumped at all because I know
that will make him mad. I said a silent prayer and
I softly sighed inbetween my breath.
S'bu : Sindi said you have prepared breakfast for
me is it ready?
Me : No I haven't make it yet but I will make it
now. [I said with a shaking voice]
S'bu : Or I could have this for breakfast right?
He said while he was lifting up my dress and he
shift aside my underwear and started to massage
my clit. I felt hot tears flowing down on my
cheeks and his breathing rate increased. I felt
his dick poking me and he ran his hands to his dick
and we heard a human's footsteps coming from
the living room. He moved away from me and he
sat at the chair and I fixed my dress. I used my
hands to wipe my tears quickly and I continued
with what I was doing, washing dishes.
Zinzi went to sit on Sbusiso's lap and he brushed
her face with a hand that he was busy with on my
pussy and Zinzi pecked his lips.
Zinzi : Shenge wants me look at him he's poking
me.
She said pointing Sbusiso's dick with her head
and Sbusiso cleared his throat and looked at me.
Zinzi : Oooh please don't tell me that you are
being shy talking about nasty things in front of
her. She's knows how to suck a dick she's just a
slut just like her mother.
I swallowed a lump that was formed on my throat
and I looked at. She kneeled down and she
unbuckled Sbusiso's belt and she took out his
dick and sucked it and S'busiso was groaning. I
took out a bolw and a cereal and the milk and I
placed it at the table.
Me : I'll be outside.
I left them there and I went outside. It was still
dark but not that much dark. Something told me
to look at Buli's home and I did. The lights are
still on that's strange.
BULI
I was cold. Extremely cold just like a chicken that
comes from the deepfreezer. I hardly slept and
even if I wanted to sleep how will I sleep with my
hands tied at the back? Not to mention that I
was laying at the floor that have tiles. How will I
sleep after what happened to me even now I could
still feel that man's cologne smelling on my body.
I could feel his black big dick entering my pussy.
I could still hear his groaning in my ears. I cried
until I have no more tears left to cry.
The door opened and my heart almost left my
heart. He's here. He's here to finish what he
started. Ooh God have messy with me.
Voice : Bulelwa hello!!
Oh Lord that's Nomalanga what is she doing here
at this time.
Nomalanga : Buli ukuphi? (Where are you?)
I sniffed and her jaws almost dropped off to the
floor.
Nomalanga : Oooh my God Buli what happened?
She untied my hands and she disappeared from
one of the bedrooms and she came back with the
blanket. She helped me to get up and we went and
sat on the couch and I broke down and cried and
she embraced me with a hug.
Me : I nearly died Nomalanga. I nearly died!! [I
said with tears streaming down on my cheeks]
Nomalanga : It's okay Buli. You are okay now.
I wiped my tears and I told her what happened
and she just broke down and cried.
Me : Nomalanga was it him
Nomalanga : So your mother wanted me to help
you that's why I dreamt about her.
Me : You dreamt about my mother? What did she
said?
Nomalanga : She asked me to help you
Me : So she's really dead? [She broke down and
cried too]
Me : Was it S'busiso who did this?
Nomalanga : I'll prepare a bath for you and I will
call your boyfriend Mfundo to come and stay with
you I have to go back at home.
She ignored my question and she walked to the
bathroom to prepare bath for me and after that
she sent text to Mfundo and she gave me a hug
before she walked out and I couldn't help myself
than to broke down and cried.
NOMALANGA
To say I was heart broken about what Buli told
me I'd be lying. It's like my heart was chopped
into tiny pieces and fried with cooking oil. I went
to the house and I found S'busiso pacing up and
down at the verandah. I did few breathing
excercises before making my way to him. I was
met half way with a two hot slaps on my both
cheeks and a punch on my stomach.
S'bu : What did I say to you?
Silence : He choked me and I let him be I wasn't
fighting at all. If he want to kill me he must kill
me today.
Voice : Let go of her!!!!
I looked at this guy who's pointing him with a
knife. Ooh Lord what is he doing here he will
die!!!!
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NOMALANGA
I gaped at Mfundo who was still pointing S'busiso
with a knife on his neck. What is he doing here
because I texted him so that he can be with Buli.
Mfundo : I said let go of her!!! [He shouted]
Sbu : Who the hell do you think you are to point
me with a knife in my house?
Mfundo : Get your hands off on her neck or I'll
stab your neck!
He warned him and he finally let go off me.
Zinzile and Zama were also at the verandah. I
didn't know where did they came because i was
busy trying to catch my breath and my throat was
so painful. They both gazed at Mfundo who was
still pointing S'busiso with a knife.
Zinzi : Sthandwa sami what's going on here? Why
is he pointing you with a knife? And who the hell
is this boy?
S'bu : I found him here at the veranda kissing
Nomalanga and he was also finger fucking him.
Mfundo : What the fuck!!
S'bu : So I asked Nomalanga to get in the house
and this boy took out the knife and he pointed me
with it.
Me : That's not true!!! Mfundo is Buli's boyfriend.
Zinzi : Bullshit who knows maybe you guys are
ridding the same dick.
Mfundo : Nomalanga I came here to rescued you
from your so called father who was strangling you
but it seems like I'm getting insults here. It will
be better if I go before I do something that I
will regret myself with.
He clicked his tongue and he went to Buli's house.
I took a long sigh and I looked at these three
monsters that are standing in front of me. I tried
to stood up but Zinzile gave me two hottest slap
and I fell.
Zinzi : You son of a bitch what were you thinking
for bringing your boyfriend here?
Me : Mfundo is not my boyfriend I swear.
S'bu : Shut up!! Come with me!!!
He dragged me to the room that I'm using and he
locked the door behind him. He unbuckled his belt
and he whipped me with it and I screamed with
tears helping me to ask for forgiveness but my
cries fell to deaf ears.
Me : I'm sorry uncle S'busiso.
Zinzi : "I'm nyori" my foot. Hit her harder babe
He was shouting while she was at the door and I
could hear Zama giggling.
S'bu : Didn't I told you to stay away from Buli?
He was whispering while he was still whipping me
with a belt.
Me : I'm sorry. [I pleaded]
S'bu : You don't listen and today you will learn a
lesson..!!!
He took off his trouser and his brief. He ripped
off my underwear and he made me face the floor
with my hands touching it. He opened wide my
legs and he inserted himself in and he started to
move in and out in my pussy while he was still
whipping me a belt on my ass. I cried until I have
no tears left to cry. I let him be I'm his sex slave
so I should start to accept it. After what seemed
like a life time he finally reached his climax and
he wear his trouser.
S'bu : Fix your dress [He whispered and I did as
I was instructed]
S'bu : If you dare did what you did I will kill you.
Do you hear me?
He wasn't whispering this time so I nodded and
he walked out living me there.
BULI
Mfundo came here early and I really didn't
expected him to come. I hate the fact that I
have to act nomarl as if I was never sexually
violeted. He was fuming with anger and i've never
seen him like this.
Me : Babe is everything OK?
I have to act how can you to tell your boyfriend
that you were raped especially when he's at this
state...
Mfundo : No everything is not fine Buli...!! [He
shouted]
Me : What happened my love talk to me..
Mfundo : I was on my way to here and I saw
Nomalanga's stepfather strangling her and if I
didn't came by that time she would be six feet
underground. So I used my knife to scare his
stepfather so that he could let go of him and
Zama's mother came by and this man lied. He said
I'm Nomalanga's boyfriend I'm fucking you too.
He was talking fast I couldn't hear everything
that he was saying I.
Me : Don't mind them. That family have their own
demons.
Mfundo : Yeah so what happened are you alright?
Me : Yes I am it's just that I'm afraid to look
after this house alone since my mother left and
I've missed you.
Mfundo : And I missed you too.
He gave me a tight hug and he kissed my neck. I
closed my eyes and the picture of that man raping
me flash back in my mind and I jumped.
Mfundo what is it?
Me : Can you please come later tonight love.
Mfundo : Why babe?
Me : Please love
Mfundo : Okay I guess i'll see you later.
He kissed my cheek before he walked out and I
broke down and cried.
NOMALANGA
I was forced to do all house chores with my
bruised body and my bruised pussy. And I did
everything that I was requested to do. It was
11pm evining S'busiso haven't got home. It's not
like I'm missing him I'm worried about the things
he will do to me when he came back drunk.
Zinzi : It's late and my husband isn't home by
now so I'm going to sleep.
Zama : Me too I'm tired.
Zinzi : Make sure you clean the kitchen and wash
the dishes before you go to sleep syezwana??
I nodded and they both went to their bedrooms.
I cleaned at the kitchen and I washed the dishes.
My phone rang it was Buli I answered it she was
crying.
Me : Buli are you okay?
Her : Mfundo is dead. They found his head next
to his body Nomalanga [She was wailing]
Me : I'm so s.....
The kitchen door opened and I disconnected the
call fast and Sbusiso walked in. He was holding
and ox knife that is filled with blood and his T-
shirt was olso filled with blood. He was stinking
alcohol. My heart almost left my body. Did he did
what I think he did???
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NOMALANGA
I was woken up by a woman's sniffing, I looked
around but I couldn't see anybody the only thing
I see are longest trees and the green grass.
Where am I?. I tried to stood up but I couldnt, I
couldn't feel my legs! I tried to touch them and
to hit them but still they weren't moving , my legs
were numb
Me : Hello is anybody here!!
I shouted and the woman's sniffing were coming
closer to where I was laying but the strangest
thing is that I couldn't here the sound of her
footstep.
Me : Hello!!!
Are my eyes decieving me or something
Me : Mama is that you?
She was still sniffing and her sniffings are like
the sharpest spear that stab my heart. She
disappeared and came back holding twins babies
with her both hands.
Me : Mah why are you crying? And who's twins
you are holding?
She continued with her cryings without answering
any of my questions.
Me : Mah ngisacela ngisize ngyakucela
Her : I would've helped you long ago Nomalanga
but I can't my hands are tied
Me : Ngyakucela Mawami please help me!!
I broke down and cried as I was crying one of the
twins that she was holding also cried too like it
was helping me to cry. My mother finally gained
courage to looked at me and she looked so pale
exhaustion was written all over her face.
Mom : I can't help you but your brother will my
child
Me : Which brother you are talking about because
you know very well that I'm the only child you
have Mah..!?
She came closer to where I was and she showed
me twins, it was a girl and a boy. The twin girl
looked exactly like me when I was younger and
the boy did have my resemblance too! What's
going on here!
Me : Mah who's twins you are holding?
Mom : It's only your brother that can help you
mtanami
She said that still wailing and she disappeared.
Me : Mah don't leave me here ngisacela ungisize..!!
I was woken up by someone puoring me with cold
water I looked around only to find Zinzile fuming
Zinzi : You're busy day dreaming about that
whore who is so called who abandoned you! My
husband went to work without eating and without
having his launch box just because of you dammit!!
Hearing her calling my mother a whore just makes
me angry but there's nothing that I would do or
say than to remain quite. Zama walked in giggling
Zama : She's just a whore just like her mother.
Zinzi : Get up and made my husband a lunch box
and you are the one who will go to his work and
give it to him.
Me : I may be treated like a slave and a sex slave
in this house and call me by all sorts of names
that you want........ All the pain that I'm
experiencing right now that was caused by this
family, will fade one day. You don't know what
happened to my mother Zinzile and I'm pretty
sure that you don't know how she was but you are
busy calling her a whore. What happened to my
mother will happen to you one day and what I am
experiencing right now I'm pretty sure that your
precious daughter will experience it soon....
I took my wet blankets and left them there
confused.
..........................................
I'm on my way to S'busiso's work place I stobbed
by at the reception area.
Me : Good morning is Mr Sibusiso Buthelezi here?
Receptionist : And who wants him? Did you made
an appointment? [She asked with an attitude]
Me : No I'm here to bring him his lunch box.
She looked at me up and down...
Her : So you are also one of his whores? I see.
You can go, second office on your left...
Me : Thank you
She sulked her teeth before she looked me from
head to toes. I knocked at his office and he told
me to walked in.
S'bu : Nomalanga!!
Me : Good morning Zinzile asked me to bring you
your lunch box.
S'bu : Why didn't you made me breakfast this
morning?
Me : I'm sorry I overslept.... I have to get going.
Him : Not so fast.
Me : Not so fast ?
Him : You made me starve today so I'll have to
have you now....
Me : Uncle S'busiso please don't do this!
He pinned me on the wall and he sucked my teeth
while the other hand was on my pussy. He shift
aside my underwear and he started to rub my clit.
I don't know when he unbuckled his belt because
I heard him moving in and out in my pussy. I
wasn't crying at all. All I wanted was him to finish
satisfying himself with me and get going. As he
was busy moving in on my pussy the door opened
and he stopped.
Him : Mageba!
He said that still moving in and out on me. The
nerve on this man!
Mageba : Hawu ndoda you don't call me when you
are having!!
S'bu : You can come mphathi surely the lady
won't mind.
The Mageba guy locked the door behind him and
he removed S'busiso's stuff on the table and
S'busiso's layed the and the guy layed me on top
of him.
Me : Please don't!
S'bu : Nomalanga!!!!
He shouted and I did as I was instructed.
S'busiso was busy on my pussy while Mageba was
busy on my anal. The pain wasn't bearable, I cried
till I couldn't cry anymore!! After they have done
what they are doing they both dressed up.
Mageba : Thanks to you Shenge your Bitch is
quite good hey. Catch here!!!
He handed me few notes before he walked out.
S'bu : I hope you still remembered that what
happened to Vegas stays in Vegas. Don't
disappoint me. And the driver will take you
straight home so I'll see you there!!
I left his office crying! As I was in car I
remembered the dream that I had. What brother
was she talking about! I'm angry at her! I'm just
angry and she better not comes back to me with
her stupid dreams!!! The pain that I'm
experiencing right now is multipled than what she
experienced!! The driver played Lucky Dube's
song - I am a slave. It's like he was dedicated it
to me because I am a slave. A Sex Slave, A House
Slave and I'll die being a slave!!! What am I saying
because I'm already dead inside, I'm a dead
corpse!
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NOMALANGA
There was nothing new that was happening for
the past two weeks. The life of being a servitude
was in incessant and it will always be so there is
no need for me to complain about it. Buli decided
of leaving this place this evening and I don't
blame her after everything that have been
happening here. Speak of the devil, her name
flashes in my screen and i press the green button.
Buli : We did it!!! We did it Noma!!!!
Me : Hey i don't wanna be deaf stop screaming on
my ear!!
Buli : Okay I'm sorry it's just that I'm ecstatic
espeacially for you friend!
Me : Buli what are you talking about?
Buli : Like really Nomalanga! I'm talking about
matric result you made it with straight A's and I
only got four distinctions. I'm so happy for you!!!
I don't know if I should be happy or if I should
be shedding tears. I know very well that it's over
with my life, they won't allow me to go to the
unniversity even if i will get a bussary. I was
brought back to life by Buli's voice.
Buli : Nomalanga!! Are you still there? Hello!
Me : I'm sorry Buli yes I'm still here.
Buli : This changes everything Nomalanga and I'll
always be there for you.
Me : It doesn't changes everything Buli. Nothing
will ever change in Nomalanga's life. I was born to
be Sibusiso's sex slave and his work colleagues
sex slave!! And you are also leaving me this
evening. Nothing will ever change Buli!
I broke down into tears and cried and I also
heard Buli sniffing I assume she was also crying.
Buli : Hush hush babe! Believe me everything will
change today and I'm not leaving you there! We
will talk about my plan on our way to school today
okay!
Me : Okay
Buli : Now wipe those tears and do what you
always do and besides you look so ugly when you
are crying
I just laugh and disconnected the call. The time
was half past four so i decided to wake up and
start my duty of being a servitude. I make up the
bed before i took the bath. After i have done
that i wear my jean and my long sleave top and i
put my slippers on. I went to a kitchen only to
find S'busiso there sipping his beer.
Me : Good morning
I greeted him but he didn't respond and I let him
be. I went to a kitchen sink to wash few dishes
that was there as I was busy washing them I
heard his footstep coming from where i was and i
looked at him at the reflexion of the tap.
S'bu : Why are you wearing that jean?
Me : I don't understand uncle S'busiso
S'bu : You wanna show boys out there your curves
and your ass! Huh?
Me : No uncle S'busiso
He took the knife that was on the sink and he
used it to ripped my jeans and he left a cut on my
thighs.
Me : Uncle S'busiso please! I wont wear wear
jeans again I promise
Zama walked in and her jaws almost dropped off
to the floor. The part of me was happy that she
could say something so that he could let go of me.
She disappeared and came back with her phone I
guess she was taking a video. As soon as he was
done ripping apart my jeans he stopped there for
few seconds looking my body.
Me : Uncle S'busiso please...! Don't do it
He strangled me and he shifted aside my
underwear before inserted himself on me. He
started moving and moving inside me. I looked at
Zama and she was smiling still busy capturing the
video of me being raped. Her phone beeped and
she moved away from the kitchen i guess to her
room. And S'busiso moved away from me quickly
and he disappeared to his room.
I took the piece off my jeans down and my
underwear and i went back to my room to take a
bath. After that i wore my mother long dress and
i went back to a kitchen to find Zama crying on
her mother's arms.
Me : Good morning!
They looked at me and i went to a sink to wash
dishes and I try so hard to act normal like
nothing happened.
Zinzi : Awusho-ke Nomalanga did you make it.
Me : Yes i did.
Zinzi : A numbskull like you passing her matric! My
daughter is smarter than you so there is no ways
that you will pass while her name is not on the
paper.
Me : Well it happened check the last digit of my
exam number 583
She went through a paper and their jaws almost
dropped off to the floor!
Zinzi : Straight A's!!
Me : Yes
Zinzi : That's not you
Zama : It is her mom check her initials
Zinzile took S'busiso bottle of beer that was
placed on the table and she smashed it to me and
i blocked it with my arm. I take a look at my arm
and it was having a huge cut and bleeding!
Me : Why are you doing this to me? Ngenzeni?
Ngoneni kabani?
Zinzi : You are a little witch that's needs to be
taught a lesson. Ungumthakathi!!!
Zama : No she's just a slut who will just open her
legs to get everything that she needs and by
tomorrow people will see who the real Nomalanga
is.
I ran to my room crying and i cleaned up my
wound. I went back to the kitchen to finish my
house chores. After i have done that i took my
jacket and headed out to the school and i found
Buli there at the school gate waiting for.
Buli : What took you so long?
I showed her my arm and my thighs and i saw her
swallowing a lump.
Buli : Hang in there it will be over soon. Take this
and puored it on a juice!
She handed me and eye droplets and the sleeping
pills!
Me : You want me to drink that juice? You don't
love me do you!
Buli : No Nomalanga. You are the one who's
cooking right? [I nodded] so you will crush those
pills and putt them on the food that you will cook
as for the eye droplets you will put them on juice,
just few drops.
Me : Why though? And what if i got caught?
Buli : Only if you won't panic you won't get caught
As soon as they went to lala land you will call me
and i'll come there to help you take your clothes
and your mother's clothes.
Me : What about our mothers body?
Buli : We have no choice but we will leave them
there, for now kodwa. We have to focus on
getting you out from that house
I nodded and i hide these things that she gave me
on my braa.
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ZINZILE
How is it really possible that Nomalanga made it
while my daughter didn't make it! This slut
must've slept with her teachers there is no ways
that she could excel just like that. Zama walked
in with her puffy eyes she have closed herself in
her room. My poor baby
Me : How are you feeling?
She shrugged her shoulders before she took a
seat.
Zama : I'll be fine Mah don't worry about me. Tell
me is everything good between you and daddy
S'bu?
I took a long sigh before i answered him.
Me : Not really mtanami. He's been acting
strange for the past few weeks i suspect that
he's having a new young girlfriend. He doesn't
even touch me Zama mtanami.
Zama : And if he is really having a new girlfriend
he wont hesitate to chase us out!
Me : Obvious he will chase us out and we will be
homeless since my sister doesn't want anything to
do with us.
Zama : But Mah! You were wrong for what you did
to her.
Me : Hey don't tell me that shit! You also slept
with her husband.
Zama : But you can't blame me Mah! Ubabomncane
was hot and yummy!
She bite her lower lip as she was saying that and i
heat her arm playfully. But she is right though,
Muzi is that kind of a man that you will have for
breakfast, for lunch and for supper! He is so sexy
and handsome!
Zama : Are you sure that Prince is S'busiso's
child because i don't really see him in my little
brother
Me : What are you implying Zama?
Zama : Never mimd Mah. Oooh i wanted to show
you this.
Me : What's that?
Zama : Take a look
She handed me a phone to watch a video of
S'busiso rapping Nomalanga and i felt the air
leaving my lungs! What if he will also do this to my
daughter!!
Me : He raped her?
Zama : That's not rape Mah she acted as if it is
when she saw me taking the video of them!
Me : It is rape Zama buka!!
Zama : This isn't the first time i saw them having
sex and if it is a rape why she didn't have him
arrested? Who did she tell that she was sexually
violeted?
Me : She once mentioned it for the past two
weeks that one day you will also experience what
she's experiencing. Being a sex slave and i will
also experience what her mother go threw. What
did she meant by that? And what happened to het
mother?
Zama : Come Mah! Since when did you became
naive? Nomalanga's mother left because she
found out that her daughter is sleeping with her
husband and when she confronted S'busiso about
it. He chased her out and kept Nomalanga behind.
And if you do confront her and accused him of
raping Nomalanga it will be over with us!!
Me : What do you suggest?
Zama : We must get rid of Nomalanga!
Me : Zama!!
Zama : You did killed koko with rat poison so you
can still kill her with it. If you are having cold
feet i will do it.
Me : It's okay mtanami i will do it!!
NOMALANGA
I am shaking, nervous, swaeting and crying. What
did i do to these people so that they want so hard
for me to be death! With a rat poisoning!! Yes we
head everything they say,,, Buli and I were
eavesdropping. After we heard Zinzile taking out
pots I guess to cook. Buli dragged me to her
house
Buli : Shhhhhh breath in and breath out!
I swallowed the lump that was formed on my
throat first before doing breathing excercises.
After a while i managed to keep myself calm even
though my heart wasn't calmed at all since it was
beating so fast.
Buli : There we go! When did this bitch took the
video of you?
Me : Today this morning. They are planning on
killing me Buli! They want me dead!
Buli : Calm down Nomalanga! Let them plan it.
Me : What will i do?
Buli : Change of plans! Give me those things that i
gave you
I handed it to her and she disappered to
bathroom I guess to flush them and she came
back within a minute.
Buli : Do you have S'busiso's number?
Me : Yes i do. Why?
Buli : Call him and asked him to invite me for
supper since I'm going this evening
Me : No! No!!. I won't allow you to risk yourself
for me!
Buli : Nomalanga!!
Me : I said No Buli!!!!
She gave me the hottest slap and she placed her
hands on my cheeks to make me face her.
Buli : We are in this together!! So take the damn
phone and call him and you could even promise him
sex if you have to. You really need to get out
from that house!!
I took the phone and called him and he did agreed
and i guess he was happy to heard that Buli is
leaving this place
Me : He agreed!
Buli : Good! Now go back to that house I'll be
there exactly at six pm. Go and please stay calm.
She gave me a hug before i walked out. I took a
long sigh before i walked in the house of wolves
and i found Zinzile preparing pots with Zama
helping her.
Me : You don't have to do it. I'll cook.
Zinzi : No i will cook. I want to apologise for what
i did to you this morning princess. I'm sorry
Me : But still it is my duty to cook. I will cook.
Zama : Stop being stubborn Nomalanga! Go and
have a seat my mom is trying to be nice here.
Me : If you say so! Buli will be joning us for
supper
Them : Buli!! [They asked with a shock written all
over their faces]
Me : Yes Buli. Uncle S'busiso said she must come
since she's leaving this evening.
Zinzi : Oooow okay there is no problem
I left them and went to a seating room and i
heard them mumbling and whispering something. I
said a silent prayer before i sat down. Lord be
with me from this journey I'm about to travel
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S'BUSISO
There is no day that passes without feeling guilty
about me abusing my late wife Sindisiwe and killed
her. It all started
five years back when i heard about the millions
that her parents left for her and the house. Well
Sindisiwe fell pregnant at the age of 15 years and
her parents threw her out of the house and they
disowned her when they found out she was
impregnanted by a married man and that married
man she didn't want to tell me about.
I was staying in a one room by that time.
Sindisiwe gave me five hundred thousand and ask
me to buy a new house and I asked her where did
she get the money from because she wasn't
working and she was 17 years by that time but
she didn't wanted to tell me where did she get
that money from. I took the money and I bought
the house that we are living in right now. Yes the
house that i sexually, emotionally and physically
abused her to death is the house that was bought
by her money, even the car that I am driving.
It's not like I am proud about what i did to her or
what I did to Martha, Buli and Nomalanga. I'm
not proud of it at all. After gotting a call coming
from uNomalanga i let the sigh of relief. Buli is a
stubborn girl and I know that she won't just let
me go away with. As i was about to knock out Zulu
walked in my office.
Zulu : I thought I'll found you having fun with
that girl you were with two weeks back.
Me : Oooh uNomalanga? I'm staying with her so I
can have fun with her at home.
Zulu : Manje ndoda when will I have her on my
own?
I was fumming! How could he asked such a thing?!
But i decided to keep myself calm since he is my
boss.
Me : Mhlonishwa I don't think it's good idea.
Zulu : If you hook me up with this Nomalanga girl
I will give you a promotion. Think about it
He left me there confused and i wanted to shout
words back at him but my mouth decided against
me. A promotion!
NOMALANGA
It's five minutes past six and Buli isn't here. I
kept saying silent prayers and stepping my foot on
the ground. I heard the knock on the door and i
went to check if it was Buli. I let out the sigh i
was holding.
Me : I thought you've changed your mind about
coming here.
I gave her a hug and she whispered "Calm down
Nomalanga,, I got you"
We went to a kitchen and she greeted Zinzile and
Zama and they greeted back with a smile. A fake
one.
Me : Can I set up the table?
Zinzi : Noo Noo Noo!! I told you to relax Zama
and I got this.
I shrug my shoulders and I take Buli with me to a
seating room.
Buli : These two are up to something I'm telling
you.
Me : What will we do? What if they poison the
whole food!!
Buli burst out and laughed at me as if what I just
asked is crazy.
Buli : They won't poison the whole food. They will
only put the poison on your food or maybe in my
food too.
Me : I told you not to come here! You are risking
your life and please go back home. I won't be able
to forgive myself if anything happens to you.
Please Bulelwa!!!
Buli : There is no going back on this one and I'm
asking you for the last time to calm down.
Me : And what if i don't?
Buli : Well I guess I have to give you a mother
fucker punch this time!
Me : You can't be serious?
Buli : Do I look joking to you?
Me : So what will we do?
Buli : Well you will ask them to fold their hands
on their chest and you will pray while I'll be busy
swipping plates.
Me : What if they die? We can't do that?
Buli : Well it's up to you..! It's either you want to
die or they will die. Your choice.
We heard a knock on the door and we looked at
each other!
Me : That must be S'busiso!
Buli : That pervet!!
She said that clenching her jaws and we stood up
and went to a dinning room and we found them
settled around the table with their food next to
them. I heard my heart leaving my body and Buli
hold tight my hands.
Buli : Just relax okay? [I nodded] They've
forgotten drinks and glass we still have time to
do this. I'll ask for water and you will try to
disturb S'busiso while i will be exchanging plates
and I am certainly sure that they poisoned mine
too and it's a good thing that we are all served
from the same plate. Even if its means kissing him
you will Nomalanga!!
Zinzi : And What are you too whissping about?
Buli : Oooh I was telling her that I am accepted
at the unniversity of KZN.
Zinzi : Oooh come and have a seat..
Me : I'll go and get something to drink and the
glass.
Zinzi : No have a seat Zama and I will sort that
out!
Sbu : I want a beer not a juice
Buli : And can i have only a glass of water?
Zinzi : No problem my child. Zama get up and help
me.
She stood up and they disappeared to a kitchen
and Buli acted as if she was on her phone and i
went and seat to S'busiso's lap and i gave him a
long deep kiss while my hands were closing his
eyes
I heard Buli clearing her throat and i looked at
her and she winked at me. I figured she did it... I
quickly get away from him.
Me : I'm sorry I shouldn't have done what I did.
S'bu : Don't be and surely your friend won't say a
word. Will you? [He asked looking at Buli]
Buli : My lips are sealed
After 2 minutes kanjer Zinzile and Zama walked
in with desert and the drinks and they placed it
on the table.
Zinzi : We can now eat.
I looked at Buli and she gave me a smile and she
took a spoon and ate.
Buli : This food is so delicious. Who cooked
between you and your mom Zama
Zinzi : It's me obvious. Zama can't even fry an
egg,, such a spoilt brat!
Zama : Like really Mah?
Everybody burst into laughter and Buli gave me a
go ahead eat look. I said a silent prayer before
eating food. The food really taste delicious but
she can't top up me... We all ate our food in
silence and I notice the stolen glances that Zama
and Zinzile were giving us while we were eating.
Buli being Bulelwa decided to break the silent.
Buli : I heard that you didn't make it Zama but
you can still do it. It's never too late okay.
Zama : Yes it's never too late and I must say
congrats to you too.
Buli : Thank you but the person who deserve that
is Nomalanga who made it with straight A's not
me who only have four distinction.
Zinzi : Babakhe are you ok?
She nodded and continue with her food. She
started sweating and S'busiso too started
sweating and i saw Zinzile panicking
Buli : Zama are you okay? Why are you sweating?
Are you okay?
Zinzi : Babakhe are you okay? Zama?
S'bu : Stomach cramp it's like my intestines are
burning
I took the phone trying to call an ambulance but
Buli gave me a don't you dare look and i stop.
Zinzile called the ambulance and luckily it came
ealier than we thought.
Buli : We are coming with you.
Zinzi : No please look after my son I will go with
them.
She said wiping tears with her hands. She climb in
the ambulance and the paramedics drove off from
the yard.
Buli : Served them right..! Now lets go and pack
our driver is waiting for us on my yard.
We went to my room and we took all my
belongings including my mothers too and we
placed them on the car with driver's help.
Me : We can't leave the innocent child alone
Buli : We Nomalanga uzele wena?
Me : Yes I don't have have a child but this soul
didn't do anything.
Buli : Well he is paying for his parent's sins so
let's go.
We walked out and leave baby Prince in his cot
and Buli stopped by at the door and walked inside
and she came back with Zama's phone. Thanks
Goodness!! I've even forgotten about my raped
sex tape. We walked into the car and the driver
drove off and i still couldn't believe that we are
finally leaving this place....
Unedited....... (Forgive for the spelling arrors)
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NOMALANGA
We arrived very well to a beautiful apartment
complex that is in Durban even though I'm a little
bit worried that they could find us anytime
because we are still in the same town. The driver
helped us with our luggage and Buli took the
money on her purse to pay the driver but I
offered to pay
Me : I will pay, you've already done so much for
me.
I went to my wallet where I placed the money
that Zulu gave me after they raped. I took a
thousand rand and the money that was left on the
wallet was seven hundred and fifthy. I gave the
driver the whole thousand rand and Buli looked at
me and back to the money that I gave the driver
Buli : Nomalanga did you count the money that you
gave him?
Me : Yes I did it is a thousand rand.
Buli : You were supposed to give him a three
hundered rands not this amount of money!
Me : Oooh
Buli : Oooh? Yazi usangene wena. I'm sorry bhuti
but can you give me back the half of that money
she gave you. She's clearly not in the right state.
The guy gave Buli five hundred and we bid our
goodbyes to him. I took a sit in a couch that was
placed in a small living room and I turn on the TV
and watched afrikaans news. Buli took a sit next
to me and switch off the TV.
Me : But Bulelwa I was still watching?
Buli : What's going on Nomalanga? And where did
you get that money you used to pay our driver?
Me : It's a long story Buli
I said that looking at wall trying to blink back my
tears but it seems like they were powerful than
me because they fell. I quickly used my hands to
wipe them away because I really don't want to do
this now, especially not infront of Buli.
Buli : You know there is no need to stay strong all
the times hey. Even strong solders also get tired
of being strong. We are all human, we deal with
our pain in different ways. Let those tears out!
Me : But I'm tired of crying Bulelwa! I'm tired of
always questioning God's wisdom!
I just said I'm tired of crying but yet here I am
on Buli's shoulders drowning in the river of tears.
I told her where did i get that money from and
what they did to me and I saw her eyes turned
into red and she also clenched her jaws!!
Buli : We should've left that house into ashes!!
Me : Even if we wanted to do that we wouldn't
because we left a three months old child there!
Buli : Screw that burstad baby!
Me : Let's forget about the baby. Tell me how will
we pay the rant?
Buli : We will use the money that my tenants will
pay me to pay our rant.
Me : Tenants?
Buli : I didn't sold the house I'm renting it and
backrooms too.
Me : But I can't always rely on you I have to look
for a job, a part time one?
Buli : We will both look for a job because I also
need it but tomorrow we have to unpack our
clothes before we go to a mall to buy some
groccery and we will also print our CVs there.
Me : Thank for everything that you have done for
me Bulelwa and I don't know how can i ever repay
you!
Buli : There's no need to do that, that's what
sisters are for.
We hugged before we went to our bedroom.
There are two bedrooms but Bulelwa asked to
sleep with me in my bedroom. Tonight will be the
best of my night. Sleeping with both eyes close
not with one open watching for S'busiso to not
kill me in my sleeping!
ZINZILE
The doctors did managed to drain out the poison
that is in their system. I knew that Zama's plan
will backfire but i decided not to listen to my guts
because I also wanted Nomalanga out from our
lives! The doctor came to where i was settled in
hospital's cold benches.
Dr : You must be Mrs Buthelezi right?
Me : Yes I am. How are they doctor?
Dr : They are fine but we have to keep your
daughter here with us for a couple of few days
Me : And my husband?
Dr : Your husband wants to discharge himself I'm
going to fetch the indemnity forms that he must
sign so that he can't sue us if anything bad
happens to him.
The doctor went to his office and I walked in and
found S'busiso wearing his shoes ready to get
going.
Me : Babakhe please listen to the doctors! You
can't discharge yourself!
I saw him giving me an evil stare before he
continued with what he was doing.
S'bu : Who was cooking supper Zinzile?
Me : Uu...... It was Zama and I Babakhe.
S'bu : And how did a rat poison ended up in my
food and on your daughter's food?
Me : I don't know Baba maybe Nomalanga
poisoned your food.
The doctor walked in with the forms and he sign
them before we walked out from his ward and we
went to Zama's ward. She was sleeping so we
decided to walked out and we found an uber
waiting for us outside the hospital premises and it
dropped us on our home's gate. We were
welcomed by my son Prince crying his lungs out
and I ran into the house and find him all alone on
his cot. I changed him his nappy and i warmed up
his bottle and give it to him. I heard S'busiso
shouting out Nomalanga's name and I decided to
placed the child on his cot and went to check up
on this old man who was yelling!
Me : Babakhe please lower down your voice your
son is trying to get some sleep.
S'bu : Don't tell me what to do in my house!!!
Where is Nomalanga?
Me : I left her here with Buli and I asked them to
look after my s.....
I didn't even finished what i was explaining to
him! He gave me the hottest slap that landed me
in the floor followed by kicks and punches.
S'bu : You stupid woman!!! Do you know the mess
that you have put me through by leaving those
two girls together? What if they go to the police
and press charges against me? Do you know the
position i might not get at work because
Nomalanga is gone!!! Because of you woman!!!
I stood up and watched him and I was faced with
a beast himself. I really don't recognize this man,
that's not my S'busiso!!!
Me : So the video of you and Nomalanga wasn't
really a sex tape but it was a rape tape! You raped
her!
He clenched his jaws and took the bottle of his
beer that was placed on the table and he smashed
it on my head and I fell.
S'bu : I will show you what i used to do to her and
her mother!! You will pay mfazi ndini for trying to
kill me and for giving that girl a chance to escape!!
He ripped apart the dress and my underwear that
I was wearing before he inserted himself on my
pussy and he moved roughly and very hard while
he was throwing some punches on my face. Even if
i wanted to fight him i wouldn't because I was
weak and my head felt heavy when i tried to move
it and it was in pain! He took thirthy or thirthy
five minutes moving so hard on my pussy. He wear
his trouser and give me a disgusting look!
S'bu : You will pay for what you did you bloody
witch and if you dare try and call the police i
won't hesitate to kill you!!
He clicked his tongue and walked out leaving me
there laying lifeless on the ground with my head
bleeding and i let out all my tears!!!
Unedited.....
I'm sorry for the empty promises i made.....
Something important came up!
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ZINZILE
I must've doze off on the floor because I was
waken up by someone pouring mr with cold water.
I quickly gasped for air and slowly stood up. The
room was filled with my son's cryings.
S'bu : Is that a toy that crying mfazi ndini!!
He was fuming and I decided to leave him there
and went to a bedroom to attend my son. I gave
him a quick bath before i gave him his bottle and
he went to lala land. I went to a kitchen to clean
up my blood and after that i went to a fridge and
took some ice to bathroom. I placed them on my
swollen face hoping that it be in a normal state
but it seems like I was just wasting my time.
An unsaved number appeared on the screen of my
phone and I answered it on a third ring.
'Zinzile speaking, Hello! '
'Mah Yimina'
'Zama mtanami, how are you holding up?'
'I'm good Mah, I can't be too long because I
borrowed a nurse's phone. I'm being discharged
today Mah'
'So quick? Okay I'll come and fetch you'
I decided to go and took a quick shower. I wore a
long summer dress and a denim jean jean jacket. I
also wear a scarf to hide the bruises that are on
my neck. I applied a make-up trying to hide my
swollen bruised face but the blue eye was way too
much visible so the sunglasses will help and the
weave did helped on the scar that is on my head.
I now dressed and my problem is that i don't
know who I will ask to look after my son because
I can't take him with me to hospital. My sister's
name Sebenzile came into my mind. I know I'm
the last person on earth she wants to see but I
know she won't refuse to look after my son for
few hours because she loves kids and she's been
trying to have one but she is struggling to
concieve.
I took a taxi and I arrived in her house in 15
minutes. I took a long sigh before i knocked at
the door and she opened it and burst into
laughter as her eyes landed to me.
Her : Who's husband did you and your daughter
opened your legs too because they really did a
number one thing on your face.
I kept quite and looked down.
Her : Ufunani la Zinzile because I thought I made
it clear to you that i don't want anything to do
with you and your daughter? What do you want?
Me : I know that very well but can you please look
after my son for few hours. I want to fetch Zama
from hospital. Please Sebenzile!
She looked at my son and I saw a single tear
shedding on her cheek. She opened the door wide
for me to walked in and I softly sighed
underneath my breath when i noticed that Muzi
isn't here because I don't want him to see my
son. I handed Sebenzile my son and i walked
out.....!
NOMALANGA
I was woken up by someone shaking me and i
softly opened my eyes and the sun rays hitted on
my eyes.
Buli : Thanks God you are still alive.
Me : I don't know when did i last sleep so
perfectly. You've already taken a bath, so early!
Buli : I'm starving can you please go and take a
bath I will make the bed for you.
I kissed her check and face cream that she
applied on her made me ran to a toilet to vomit. I
throw up all my intestines and my lungs out,
kidding!... Buli walked holding a glass of water and
i gulped it down.
Me : Thank you.
I handed her back the glass and she gave me a
worried look. I took a bath and i wore my blue
jean and a white sneakers matching my white T-
shirt. I went to a living room and i found Buli
there waiting for and she gave me that worrying
look, again!
We took a taxi to mall and Buli wanted us to stop
by at Mcdonald but i was craving for the ribs so
we finally had our breakfast at spur. I ate my
ribs and I noticed stolen glances coming from
Bulelwa.
Me : Out with it and stop stealing some glances at
me!
Buli : When did you last went on your periods?
Me : I'm two weeks la...... Noooo nooo noooo! It
can't be!!!
Buli : It might be. The sudden morning sickness
and your cravings for ribs doesn't it ring a bell to
you?
I left her there and walked out only to bumped
myself to a guy who was holding a take away
coffee and it splitted all over my 'white' t-shirt.
I stare at the guy for few seconds before i ran
away from him crying. I don't know if i was crying
for a coffee that was splitted all over my t-shirt
or i was crying for the fact that i might be
pregnant. Buli found me at clicks paying for the
two pregnancy test and we walked out.
Me : Can we get out of here?
Buli : I'm sorry but we have to do some groccery
shopping. Wear this warmer.
She handed me her denim jean warmer and i wore
it. We finished doing our grocerry shopping and
we took a taxi back to our complex. I took the
pregnancy test to bathroom. I peed on it and
placed it on a sink and went back to Buli shaking.
Buli : What did it say?
Me : I don't and I'm afraid to wait for the result!
I can't be pregnant Buli!!
There was a door nock and I went to check who it
was and to my suprise i found the 'Coffe Guy' on
our doorstep.
Me : And how did you know where we live? What
do you want?
Him : I'm sorry but i have to follow you and
apologise for what happened ealier and im here to
bring you this.
He handed me a paper bag that have a white T-
shirt even though it doesn't look axactly like the
T-shirt i was wearing.
Me : You really didn't have to, thank you.
Him : I'm Langa, Langelihle Zulu.
Me : Nomalanga Mthembu.
He handed me his hand for a handshake and i
accepted it. He held my hand and looked at my
eyes for a while
Buli : I'm sorry but this test shows positi.....
She stopped as her eyes landed to us and I
quickly broke a hand shake and went to take a
test from her. It has two lines and 2 weeks and 5
days pregnant! I felt my body leaving myself! I
really can't be pregnant. It is enough that i was
sexually violeted but having a child that is a
product of rape!!! It really can't be happening to
me
Buli : Nomalanga! Are you okay?
I felt tears bluring my version and i could hear
them calling out my name like they are far away
from me until i passed out!
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S'BUSISO
I was in my office busy thinking where Nomalanga
could be and Zulu barge in without knocking.
Zulu : Shenge have you thought about what we
talked about?
Me : Yes i did but the problem is that she ran
away and I don't know where she is.
Zulu : Ran away? Do you trust that bitch of
yours? What if she goes to a police station or tell
the media about what we did to her?
Me : I trust her and i know she wouldn't do that.
Zulu : And if you trust her than why is she on the
run?
Me : My girlfriend tried to kill her that's why
she's on a run.
Zulu : It would be better if you trust her because
i don't want anything bad that might throw my
name on the mud since I am a well known business
man and i don't want to give my son any reason to
doubt me
Me : Ngyakuzwa Mhlonishwa. So what will happen
about the position that you promised me?
Zulu : No Nomalanga, no position
He said that and walked out leaving my mouth
wide opened. Damn you Nomalanga!!! Where are
you?
ZINZILE
I found Zama settled on her bed ready to leave.
Her jaws almost dropped off to the floor when
her eyes landed on me. I sat next to her and her
hand was still on her mouth sti shocked!
Zama : Mah! What happened to you?
Me : What happened is that your plan back fired.
That's what happened.
Zama : I didn't know that those two could swipe
the plates I'm sorry.
Me : There's no need to be sorry. Are you ready
to go because i have to go back to Sebenzile's
house to fetch your brother before Muzi sees
him.
Zama : You really like taking risk do you?
Me : I didn't have any choice so I have to ask her
to look after my son.
Zama : You should've asked Nomalanga.
Me : Nomalanga ran away surely with Buli and
that's the reason i ended up having swollen
bruised face.
Zama : Are you saying that uncle S'busiso beated
you up because of Nomalanga? [I nodded] Aaaayi-
ke that girl must've fed him an extra chocolate
cake.
She said that while she was clapping her hands
and shaking her head. I couldn't tell her that
S'busiso raped me because she will also panic and
do crazy things that she might regret herself
later. We walked out from the hospital premises
after signing the discharge forms. The taxi drop
me at my sister's house and Zama left with it to
home. I knocked and to my suprise Muzi opened
the door for me. We gazed at each other about
few minutes without saying anything and i decided
to break this tension that was happening between
us.
Me : Uuhm is Sebenzile here?
Muzi : No she's not here she was called to come
at her work place. [I nodded and looked at him]
Are you here to fetch a baby?
Me : Yes, is he asleep?
Muzi : Yes he is, come in.
He opened the door wide for me to walked in and i
did. I went and took my son and her bag before
thanking him for looking after him.
Me : Thank you for looking after him, i have to go
now.
Muzi : So you will give up my son to your
boyfriend until when Zinzile?
Me : I don't know what you are talking about
because Prince is S'busiso's son.
Muzi : If you say so but i wont watch other man
raising my son while I'm still alive you better
keep that on mind....!
I closed the door on my way out and i let out the
breath i was holding. S'busiso will kill me when he
founds out that Prince is not his son. He will
totally went mad!!!
NOMALANGA
I was waken up by the beeping machine next to
me. I looked around and I saw Langa sitting on a
chair next to me and he took a long sigh before
he smiled at me.
Langa : Hey you've waken up?
Me : Where is Bulelwa?
Langa : She just went to a bathroom she will be
here anytime.
I nodded and looked at the wall thinking if I will
keep this baby or i will abort it..... And then Buli
walked in and threw herself on me.
Me : Go away from me, i can't breath Bulelwa!!
Buli : I'm sorry it's just that you gave me a
fright. Don't ever do that okay?
I smiled and took out her hand and held it tightly.
Me : I will keep the baby Bulelwa.
Buli : You must be kidding Nomalanga. You can't
keep that's monster's child!! What if he or she
turns out into an evil like her father is?
Me : If it was meant that i will have my first child
as a product of rape, i will let that happen and i
can't punish an innocent sole by not giving him or
her a chance to live. I will keep the baby and i will
try to learn to love it.
Langa : I'm sorry but what did you just say? The
child that you are expecting is a product of rape?
I nodded and i saw tears falling down from his
cheeks.
Langa : Excuse me please.
He walked out and I also saw tears falling down
from Buli's eyes too and she also excuse herself
too and left me all alone by myself. God if this is
how you planned how my life will be, than it's okay
Bawo! Just carry on bawo and give me those hard
challanges that you always give them to me. I let
the tears out after saying a silent prayer and the
door opened. Buli, Langa and the doctor walked in
and gave me a pity look and i decided to face the
wall and continued with my cryings.....
Unedited......
And that was your goodnight insert.... .
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NOMALANGA
It's been two days since I've been here and
today I am being discharged. Langa walked in with
flowers and a teddy bear and Buli was having a
spur take away and I jumped like a little baby.
Me : Is that ribs right?
She looked at me without saying anything and she
gave me the take away that she was holding.
Langa handed me flowers and a teddy bear.
Me : So you are planning on turning this ward
room into garden ain't you?
He laughed before he walked to me and gave me a
hug.
Langa : How are you guys doing today?
Me : We are good, yes we are good!
I placed the hand on my tummy and tears fell and
I fake a smile.
Buli : You know you could still change your mind if
you wanted too Nomalanga.
Langa : Yes and we will support every decision you
will take.
Me : Thank you but Buli I am keeping this baby.
I'm not aborting it.
Buli : How will you learn to love that child? And
what about school because we have to go to
school. Who will look after your child?
Me : I'll cross that bridge when i get there.
Langa : Uuuumh..... I've been thinking. Can I
father your child Nomalanga?
I burst out and laughed and when I see these two
they didn't see anything funny about what Langa
just said.
Me : You are not serious Langa ain't you?
Langa : I am serious. I want your child to grow up
knowing me as his or her father. I could ask my
mother to look after the baby so that you can
continue with your studies.
Me : Langa you can't com......
Langa : Ngyakucela Nomalanga. Allow me to help
you!
Me : I'm sorry but i can't accept your offer but i
can only accept your support not what you just
requested. That's too much Langa.
Buli : He was just trying to help you Nomalanga!
Me : I know and I appreciate your help Langa but
I can't accept it.
Langa : If it happens that you decided to change
your mind please let me know!
Me : What if your parents disown you because of
me and my child?
He chuckled and he took my hand and held it......
Langa : They won't do that and they would love to
have a child running in their yard. I'm the only
child they have at home. So that won't be any
problem!
Me : Can we atleast tell them on my third
trimister?
Langa : Anything the lady wants.
Buli : Hallelujah! Kuze be khona okuvumayo!!!
Langa laughed and I looked at her packing up my
stuff. I know that she is still angry for me by
keeping this pregnancy! We walked out from the
hospital and Langa drove us to our complex. Yes
he is having a car! His parents gave bought him a
Polo as a gift of passing his matric with flying
colours!
MUZI
I'm on my way back to home coming from hospital
to do a DNA test. Yes you heard me right I went
there with my son's percifire to do the DNA
test.... I have no doubt that Zinzile's son is my
son. He's a photocopy of me when i was at his age
and the birthmark that is in his back made it
clear to me that he is my son. All i need is the
DNA test result so that i can file for the custody
of my son. I arrived at home around about 8 pm
and i found my wife sleeping on a couch. I sat
next to her and i placed her head on my lap. I'm
really not proud for the pain that I've caused
this soul. I'm really not proud at all. She softly
brushed her eyes and smiled before looking at
me.
Sebe : Mnisi, you are back?
Me : Yes I am back mkami.
Sebe : Any leads about your sister and her
daughter?
Me : Nothing actually and what worries me the
most is that my parents lawyer said that the
millions that they left for her haven't been used.
And i'm doubting that they are still alive.
Sebe : Let's have hope mnyeni wami.
I softly sighed and took the out the picture of
my parents and my sister on the wallet. The time
they chased her out from the house my mother
was pregnant by that time.And i still blame them
for what they did to her just because she made a
mistake and fell pregnant...We heard by rumours
telling us that she gave birth to a daughter whom
i also don't know. This whole thing is so tiring
because i have to find my sister so that we could
perform a ritual ceremony so that my wife can
concieve. Speaking about concieving, i don't know
how am I going to break the news to her about
Zinzile's son being my son!
ZAMA
I was in my beautiful sleep when i heard someone
opening my bedroom door. I turn on the side lamp
and i found uncle S'busiso lining on the door and
locked it.
He walked closer to me and I couldn't miss that
he was stinking alcohol. I used the blanket to
cover up my body since i was naked and i didn't
have any underwear on my body because i was
busy ealier on feeding my nana with a dildo!
He removed the blankets from me and he found a
dildo on the bed. He took a gun and pointed it
with me.
Me : Don't you dare make any noise because i
won't hesitate to pull out the trigger.
I felt my heart leaving out my body. I used my
hands to hide my pussy and my regs while he was
unbuckling his belt. He finished taking out his
clothes with his gun still on his hand.
S'bu : Suck this dick! And you dare do anything
stupid...!!!
I knelt down on the bed and i sucked his big black
dick and i head him groaning. As i was sucking his
dick, Nomalanga's words played in my ears and i
felt hot tears burning down my cheeks!
He took the dildo from the bed and he made my
head and my chest go down and my ass up....!!! He
inserted his big dick on my pussy while he was
fucking me with a dildo on my anal. I cried so loud
and prayed for him to stopped what he was doing!
He removed the dildo on my anal and i let out the
long fart i was holding.....
S'bu : Usuzelani doti??
He gave me a hottest slap on my cheek and he
made lay down and face the ceiling. He continued
inserting himself on me, moving side to side in my
pussy and i let him be. After what feels like a life
time. He got dress and splitted a mucus on my
face.
Him : You dare say a word not even to your
mother! I will kill you both syezwana!!!
I nodded and he unlocked the door and walked
out. I know i really love sex but i really didn't
deserve to be sexually violeted. I covered my
body with a blanket and i let out the tears......
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Six Months Later
_________________________
NOMALANGA
If someone have told me that my first born child
would be a product of rape, I would've commited
suicide by that time. Dealing with different
cravings and moody swings is no child's play. I'm
on my trimester and yes my belly is showing and
I've also gained weight. I was waken up by
Langa's text telling me to get ready he'll be here
in 30 minutes. Speaking about Langa, he express
his love that he have for me yersterday and I
really don't know what i fell about it......
Buli : You are thinking about what Langa said to
you that's why you ain't eating your breakfast?
I shrugged my shoulders before pushing the bowl
away that is filled with cereal.
Me : I really don't know what to do Buli. I've
never been in love, so I don't know how it feels
like when you're being in love.
Buli : How do you feel when you're with him and
when he gives you those hugs?
Me : I feel so safe and calmed when I am with
him, i feel like I've known him for a long time.
It's like we are connected. And when he hugs me
or touching my belly, there is this foreign feeling
that is happening inside that I can't even
describe it....
Buli looked at me with a smirk plastered all over
her face and she walked closer to me and used
her hands to wipe away my tears. Wait when did
they fall because i don't remember feeling them
burning my cheeks.
Me : I am crying?
Buli : Yes you are crying because you are in love
Noma.
Me : In love?
Buli : That feeling that you feel when you're with
Langa is the feeling of being in love.
Me : Then if it is the feeling of being in love i
wanna keep that feeling forever because it feels
so good.
Buli : The only way you could keep that feeling is
to give you guys a chance to being inlove together
and you guys could make a good couples together.
Me : And a good parent to our unborn baby
Buli : Uuuhm I better get going my class starts at
eight.
She's lying! Everytime when I accidentially talk
about my baby she just change the subject or
just ignore me. But I don't blame her because it
also took me time to accept my baby. His or her
kickings kinda did helped for me to accept the
situation. She walked over to me and placed a
peck on my cheeck before walking out. I heard
her greeting Langa on her way out.
Langa walked in with take away bucket of hot
wings and a hundred percent juice. He walked
over to me and gave me a gun and he placed a
peck on my cheek and I smiled at him.
Langa : How are my beautiful people doing this
morning?
Me : We are fine it's just that we are hungry.
He laughed and used his head to point the bowl
that is filled with the cereal next to me and I
felt tears falling down on my cheeks....
Me : We've ran out of maas so I won't eat that
cereal that have milk
Langa : Cereal namasi Nomalanga!!
He burst out into laughter and I just looked at
him with eyes that are filled with tears
Langa : You look so cute when you are crying.
Infact let me take a picture of you.
He took his phone on his pocket and he took
pictures of me and I let him be. After he have
done being a photography i took the hot wings and
the juice that he came with and I used my head
to point my handbag bag before walking out. He
found me settled on his car and he shook his head
before driving off. I ate my hot wings and he
kept stealing glances at me and I let him be and
continued with my hot wings. We arrived at the
hospital and luckily we were the first one and my
doctor called us. He greeted at us and I lay on
the bed with my back. The doctor puored a cold
jell on my tummy and the heartbeat sound of the
baby filled the whole room and i saw a colgate
smile on Langa's face. After he have done
checking my child's heart beat he gave me some
vitamin pills and we walked out.
Langa : We still having two hours before our class
starts. Ain't you hungry?
I'm such a pig i know..... I've forgotten to tell you
that we are both studying law at UKZN and Buli is
studying medicine there. We headed to the
nearest reasturant to eat again.... Whenever he
sees me he always think about feeding me even
after our classes I know he will buy me something
to eat.
Me : Is it safe for me to talk about the feelings
that you have for me?
Langa : Yes it is.... It is safe.
He said that and he took my both hands and held
them tight and i felt butterflies flying all over my
veins.
Me : Uuuhm......you are a good guy Langa. You are
handsome, smart, kind, loving, caring, supporting
and you're having a sexy body. You are a man that
every woman would love to have. You haven't done
anything wrong to me but all you did was to
shower me with love and support. You've accepted
me just the way as I am and I'm really blessed
for that. What I am trying to say is that i want
this, i want to giv........
Just as I was about to tell him that i want to give
us a chance. A girl who's age as mine gave Langa a
hottest slap on his cheek... When did she get
here? And who the hell is she?
Girl : You decided to dump me for this? What's
this Langa?
She asked him pointing me with her car keys and i
assume she also comes from a rich family because
there is no way that she is working.
Langa : Senah please don't do this okay!
Senah : Don't tell me not to do this!!! You dumped
me because of this penguin who's not carrying
your child like really Langa! Didn't you said that
you were just supporting her because she was
raped? Is this child that she is carrying even your
child or it is a product of rape?
I looked at Langa i felt hot tears burning and
blurying my vesion. How could he tell his
girlfriend that i was raped and my child is the
product of rape? How could he do this to me. I
ran out of the restaurant crying and i heard him
calling my name after me. I waited for a taxi to
get me to my apartment.
Langa : Nomalanga please wait! I can explain.!!
He bumped himself to another woman and he left
him there and walked to me. The woman just
looked at me and back to me.
Langa : I can explain Nomalanga please listen to
me...
Me : I am sorry Langa but I didn't asked for
myself to being pregnant. I didn't ask for myself
to being raped and have a child that is a product
of rape. So please get the fuck away from me, I
will raise this child alone i don't need you or your
help.
Langa : Nomalanga please! Hear me out....
Me : "Kleear Me Klout" my foot man! You don't
think...... Look you just bumped yourself to an old
woman who's so close to be your mother and you
didn't even see anything wrong with it! Get the
fuck away from me Langa Zulu. I thought you are
better but it seems like you're like every Zulu
and Buthelezi! Voetsek!!!
I saw a texi coming from where i was and i
stopped it and get in. The tax drove off and i
watched Langa at the reviewer mirror talking to a
woman that he bumped himself to me. I thought i
trusted him but he's like every man. How could he
do this to me. The taxi drove me straight to home
and I'm not even attending that class that will be
in a hour...... I get there and I went straight to
my bed and cried myself to sleep
MUZI
My wife walked in with a big stain on his dress
and what suprising is that she looks so happy
maybe it is the right time for me to break the
news to him....
Me : Sthandwa sami what happened on your
dress?
Sebe : It's nothing serious Mnisi. There's a boy
at the mall that bumped himself on me and I fell...
Me : Uumh okay. Mkami can you come and sit down
I want to talk to you.
Sebe : And I also want to talk with you Mnisi.
Me : What is it my love?
Sebe : No you go first sthandwa sami. What's
going on....
Me : Uuumh I don't know how will i say this but
I'll get straight to the point. I have a child, a son!
I said that looking down and i heard her taking a
long sigh. As much as i want to look at her and
read her facial expression but i can't. The guilt
and shame is making me avoid eye contact with
her.
Sebe : I know.
I slowly raised my head to look at her....
Me : You know?
Sebe : Yes I know that you have a child with my
sister.
Me : But,,, bu..... How did you know?
Sebe : I found out the time Zinzile asked me to
watch over her son. He looks exactly like you he
even have the same birth mark on his back that
you have. That's why i called you and asked you to
look after him
I expected her to be fuming and yelling at me but
no she didn't. God did blessed me with this
understanding soul...
Sebeh : Uuhm I saw your sister's daughter!
Me : Angikuzwa Sebenzile uthi you saw my what?
Sebe : Your sister's daughter. She looks exactly
like her on that photo that you have and she also
have your mother's resemblence and what
strange is that i saw her fighting with her
boyfriend that bumped himself to me. That boy
looked exactly like umkhulu uMthembu Muzi...
Me : I'm confused now Sebenzile. My sister's
daughter have a boyfriend that is looking exactly
like my father?
Sebe : Yes he does and that's strange hey
because the boy said he is a Zulu but I've
forgotten his name.
Me : And my niece? How grown up she is?
Sebe : She is a young beautiful woman but uuhm...
Me : But what Sebeh?
Sebeh : She is pregnant and they were having an
argument with her boyfriend and i heard her
saying she didn't asked to have a child who is a
product of rape.
Me : She said what? Did you saw where did she go
to?
Sebe : No i didn't. She took a taxi
Me : We have to go where you saw them maybe
we will see them again.......
Sebenzile just looked at me as if i've just lost my
mind. I really have to find them and my sister. My
chances of having kids with my wife depends on
them. I have to find them. And hearing that she
is pregnant a child that is a product of rape pains
my heart. God watch over that person who did
that to her because if i do find that person......
I'm afraid of what i will do to him.....
Unedited.....
Please forgive for the spelling error and for not
posting an insert izolo. I was busy...
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LANGA
It's been a week since Nomalanga have been
avoiding me, even at the varsity she ignores me.
It hurt me that she never gave me a chance to
explain myself to her. It's a saturday today and
I'm on their doorstep knocking and Buli is the one
who answered the door.
Buli : What do you want?
Me : Buli please I just want to see Nomalanga.
Buli : Tell me Langa do you suck a pussy?
Me : What??
What the fuck!! What kind of a question is she
asking me. I looked at her trying to give her an
intimidating look but she wasn't intimidated at all.
Jesus!!!
Buli : Don't give me that stare it doesn't frighten
me. Have you ever suck a pussy?
Me : What's up with you? Why are you asking this
question.
Buli : Just answer the damn question Langa or I
won't let you in.
Me : No i haven't suck any.
Buli : So why are you behaving like a boy who
sucks pussy? Why did you tell your girlfriend
about Nomalanga's child and how it was
concieved?
Me : I didn't tell her about Nomalanga's child Buli
and she is not my girlfriend!!!
She looked at me like she was thinking or
something. She opened the door wide and she
looked at me.
Buli : If you don't get in I might close this door!
What kind of a woman is she? Because I'm just
failing to understand her right now. I walked in
and I saw Nomalanga sitting at the living room
with a teddy bear that I bought for her. Her
beauty never fades. She's seven months pregnant
but she is still as beautiful as the first time I
layed my eyes on her.
Me : Good morning
Her : Hi
She said without looking at me and i decided to
sat down next to her.
Me : I know you are angry with me and you
deserve to be angry. But you have to trust me
that I didn't tell Senah about you and how you
concieved.
Noma : Than how did she know all of that?
Me : She saw Buli's text telling me that she was
also raped and she even thought you were Buli.
The phone was on her hands because she was
forwading the links on her whatsapp phone. Please
believe me, I will never do anything to hurt you or
my baby.
Noma : And why didn't you tell me that you have a
girlfriend?
Me : She's not my girlfriend. Yes i did have fun
with her once and we were both drunk. She
wanted to be my girlfriend but I couldn't allowed
that because i didn't love her at all. Please
Nomalanga, please forgive me and trust me
ngyakucela.
Noma : And she called me a penguin and you didn't
even try to stand up for me..?
Me : I wanted to but I thought against it because
i know how Senah is. She's a drama Queen and
the best way to keep her mouth shut is to ignore
her.
Buli : But friend i don't see any reason for you to
be angry the guy did explain himself, come on!!
Noma : A take away of spur ribs will do help me to
forgive her and some chocolate. Get up we are
going...
I stood up and I helped her to stood up. There's
something strange that is happening here. Did she
peed for herself?
Me : Nomah you're wet down there.
Buli : Her water have broken she didn't peed for
herself.
Me : Do you feel any pain?
Noma : No i don't feel anything please get me my
bag Buli and my pijams.
Buli disappeared to her bedroom and she came
back with a bag and clean pijams. I helped
Nomalanga to wear them fast and I thought she
will try to fight me but she didn't.
Noma : Aaaah! There's a p..... Aaaah
Buli : What is it Noma?
Noma : There is a pain in my lower abdomen
dammit!!!!!
She spoken fast and i decided to scoop her up like
a baby and placed her in the back seat of the car.
Buli was panicking and nervous and i just chuckled
.
Buli : Usinekani drive off Langa!!!
Me : There's no need to bite my head up I'll
drive.
I drove off to hospital with Nomalanga groaning
in pains. We arrived there and the nurses took
her to labour ward.
MUZI
It saturday in the morning and my wife is
accompanying me to Zinzile's house to tell her
that I'll file the full costody for my son. She
can't give up my son to another man because they
didn't have a place to stay. We knocked on their
door and to my suprise Zama opened the door for
up. Jesus what happened to her!! She have lost
weigh, looking so pale and with her puffy red eyes
could tell that she's always crying herself out to
sleep.
Zama : Mamncane, Muzi?
Sebeh : He's Babomncane to you not Muzi!!
Me : Please forgive me. Come in!
We walked in and we sat on the couch that was
placed on a living room. Zinzile walked in with my
son on her hands. Her jaws almost dropped off to
the floor as her eyes landed on us.
Zinzi : What are you guys doing here? Please go
before my husband comes back here!!
Me : I'm not going without my son!
Zinzi : Prince is Sbusiso's son he isn't your son.
Me : So you are telling me that the DNA lied to
me?
Zinzi : DNA?
Sebeh : Sis' wami Prince is Muzi's son and we
both know that so let's st....
Her eyes landed on the wall and she looked back
to me to see if i have seen what she just saw. I
took the picture that i placed on my wallet and
look at it and back to the wallet... It is her!
That's my sister! This must be her daughter that
is standing next to her... The door opened and a
man walked in and stared at us. He looked at me
and looked back to the picture that is framed on
the wall.
Him : Who are these people? Are they police?
Me : And what makes you think that we are police
sir? We are looking for that woman and her
daughter do you know where can we found them?
The guy choked on his own salavia and i saw few
droplets of sweats all over his forehead. What is
it with this guy? Why is he acting strange after
we have asked her about my sister!!! Something
doesn't add up here!!
NOMALANGA
I was woken up by a beeping machine next to me.
I tried to stood up but Langa stopped me.
Langa : Hey sleep you will hurt yourself okay!
I touched my belly and i couldn't feel the bump. I
looked around the ward and i saw Buli pacing up
and down on the ward.
Me : What's up with you Buli? And where is my
baby?
Langa : The doctors are still busy with her since
she is a premature
Me : Her?
Langa : Yes we have a baby girl...!
A baby girl? I don't know if I should be happy or
sad or nervous! A baby girl? What if she also
experience the life of being raped like her
mother? They say history does repeat itself so
what if she will be raped too!! And even if it's a
boy. What if my son turns to be a monster like his
biological fathet? What if? I was brought to life
by a doctor walking in followed by a nurse that
was holding a baby. Buli and Langa rushed to them
and I saw them smiling.
Buli : She looks so cute and she's having mom
Sindisiwe's nose.
Langa : My princess. Can i hold her?
Doc : Unfortunately you can't hold her we are
here to give her, her mother to breastfeed her.
Langa nodded but you could tell he was
disappointed. The doctor handed me a sanitizer
to sanitize my hands before they handed me the
baby. I looked at her and she is indeed beautiful
and having my mother's nose.
Me : I'll name her after my mother. Sindisiwe
Langa : And I'll name her after us, as Langelihle.
Buli : Langelihle should be her first name, such a
cute name. Not that I'm saying mom Sindisiwe
have a bad name. It is cute too but Langehlile is
mcwaaa.
The doctor and the nurse laughed and we joined
them in. I looked at this flower of mine that is on
my hands. She slowly opened her eyes blinking
them few time and she smiled at me as if she
understand what's going on here. She closed her
eyes and i saw blood flowing down on her nose.
Me : Doctor doctor!!! The blood on her nose!!
The doctor rushed in and took her away from me
and they rushed out with her without telling us
what's going on with her!
Me : Umtanami Buli! Umtanami!!!!
Buli : She will be fine don't cry.
She embrased me with a hug while Langa was
holding my hand tightly with his eyes filled with
tears......
'Lord please! Be with my daughter. She's the only
one i have left with so you can't take her away
from me'
I said a silent prayer with tears flowing down on
my cheeks helping me to speak with God!
Unedited....
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LANGA
It's been a week since Nomalanga have been
avoiding me, even at the varsity she ignores me.
It hurt me that she never gave me a chance to
explain myself to her. It's a saturday today and
I'm on their doorstep knocking and Buli is the one
who answered the door.
Buli : What do you want?
Me : Buli please I just want to see Nomalanga.
Buli : Tell me Langa do you suck a pussy?
Me : What??
What the fuck!! What kind of a question is she
asking me. I looked at her trying to give her an
intimidating look but she wasn't intimidated at all.
Jesus!!!
Buli : Don't give me that stare it doesn't frighten
me. Have you ever suck a pussy?
Me : What's up with you? Why are you asking this
question.
Buli : Just answer the damn question Langa or I
won't let you in.
Me : No i haven't suck any.
Buli : So why are you behaving like a boy who
sucks pussy? Why did you tell your girlfriend
about Nomalanga's child and how it was
concieved?
Me : I didn't tell her about Nomalanga's child Buli
and she is not my girlfriend!!!
She looked at me like she was thinking or
something. She opened the door wide and she
looked at me.
Buli : If you don't get in I might close this door!
What kind of a woman is she? Because I'm just
failing to understand her right now. I walked in
and I saw Nomalanga sitting at the living room
with a teddy bear that I bought for her. Her
beauty never fades. She's seven months pregnant
but she is still as beautiful as the first time I
layed my eyes on her.
Me : Good morning
Her : Hi
She said without looking at me and i decided to
sat down next to her.
Me : I know you are angry with me and you
deserve to be angry. But you have to trust me
that I didn't tell Senah about you and how you
concieved.
Noma : Than how did she know all of that?
Me : She saw Buli's text telling me that she was
also raped and she even thought you were Buli.
The phone was on her hands because she was
forwading the links on her whatsapp phone. Please
believe me, I will never do anything to hurt you or
my baby.
Noma : And why didn't you tell me that you have a
girlfriend?
Me : She's not my girlfriend. Yes i did have fun
with her once and we were both drunk. She
wanted to be my girlfriend but I couldn't allowed
that because i didn't love her at all. Please
Nomalanga, please forgive me and trust me
ngyakucela.
Noma : And she called me a penguin and you didn't
even try to stand up for me..?
Me : I wanted to but I thought against it because
i know how Senah is. She's a drama Queen and
the best way to keep her mouth shut is to ignore
her.
Buli : But friend i don't see any reason for you to
be angry the guy did explain himself, come on!!
Noma : A take away of spur ribs will do help me to
forgive her and some chocolate. Get up we are
going...
I stood up and I helped her to stood up. There's
something strange that is happening here. Did she
peed for herself?
Me : Nomah you're wet down there.
Buli : Her water have broken she didn't peed for
herself.
Me : Do you feel any pain?
Noma : No i don't feel anything please get me my
bag Buli and my pijams.
Buli disappeared to her bedroom and she came
back with a bag and clean pijams. I helped
Nomalanga to wear them fast and I thought she
will try to fight me but she didn't.
Noma : Aaaah! There's a p..... Aaaah
Buli : What is it Noma?
Noma : There is a pain in my lower abdomen
dammit!!!!!
She spoken fast and i decided to scoop her up like
a baby and placed her in the back seat of the car.
Buli was panicking and nervous and i just chuckled
.
Buli : Usinekani drive off Langa!!!
Me : There's no need to bite my head up I'll
drive.
I drove off to hospital with Nomalanga groaning
in pains. We arrived there and the nurses took
her to labour ward.
MUZI
It saturday in the morning and my wife is
accompanying me to Zinzile's house to tell her
that I'll file the full costody for my son. She
can't give up my son to another man because they
didn't have a place to stay. We knocked on their
door and to my suprise Zama opened the door for
up. Jesus what happened to her!! She have lost
weigh, looking so pale and with her puffy red eyes
could tell that she's always crying herself out to
sleep.
Zama : Mamncane, Muzi?
Sebeh : He's Babomncane to you not Muzi!!
Me : Please forgive me. Come in!
We walked in and we sat on the couch that was
placed on a living room. Zinzile walked in with my
son on her hands. Her jaws almost dropped off to
the floor as her eyes landed on us.
Zinzi : What are you guys doing here? Please go
before my husband comes back here!!
Me : I'm not going without my son!
Zinzi : Prince is Sbusiso's son he isn't your son.
Me : So you are telling me that the DNA lied to
me?
Zinzi : DNA?
Sebeh : Sis' wami Prince is Muzi's son and we
both know that so let's st....
Her eyes landed on the wall and she looked back
to me to see if i have seen what she just saw. I
took the picture that i placed on my wallet and
look at it and back to the wallet... It is her!
That's my sister! This must be her daughter that
is standing next to her... The door opened and a
man walked in and stared at us. He looked at me
and looked back to the picture that is framed on
the wall.
Him : Who are these people? Are they police?
Me : And what makes you think that we are police
sir? We are looking for that woman and her
daughter do you know where can we found them?
The guy choked on his own salavia and i saw few
droplets of sweats all over his forehead. What is
it with this guy? Why is he acting strange after
we have asked her about my sister!!! Something
doesn't add up here!!
NOMALANGA
I was woken up by a beeping machine next to me.
I tried to stood up but Langa stopped me.
Langa : Hey sleep you will hurt yourself okay!
I touched my belly and i couldn't feel the bump. I
looked around the ward and i saw Buli pacing up
and down on the ward.
Me : What's up with you Buli? And where is my
baby?
Langa : The doctors are still busy with her since
she is a premature
Me : Her?
Langa : Yes we have a baby girl...!
A baby girl? I don't know if I should be happy or
sad or nervous! A baby girl? What if she also
experience the life of being raped like her
mother? They say history does repeat itself so
what if she will be raped too!! And even if it's a
boy. What if my son turns to be a monster like his
biological fathet? What if? I was brought to life
by a doctor walking in followed by a nurse that
was holding a baby. Buli and Langa rushed to them
and I saw them smiling.
Buli : She looks so cute and she's having mom
Sindisiwe's nose.
Langa : My princess. Can i hold her?
Doc : Unfortunately you can't hold her we are
here to give her, her mother to breastfeed her.
Langa nodded but you could tell he was
disappointed. The doctor handed me a sanitizer
to sanitize my hands before they handed me the
baby. I looked at her and she is indeed beautiful
and having my mother's nose.
Me : I'll name her after my mother. Sindisiwe
Langa : And I'll name her after us, as Langelihle.
Buli : Langelihle should be her first name, such a
cute name. Not that I'm saying mom Sindisiwe
have a bad name. It is cute too but Langehlile is
mcwaaa.
The doctor and the nurse laughed and we joined
them in. I looked at this flower of mine that is on
my hands. She slowly opened her eyes blinking
them few time and she smiled at me as if she
understand what's going on here. She closed her
eyes and i saw blood flowing down on her nose.
Me : Doctor doctor!!! The blood on her nose!!
The doctor rushed in and took her away from me
and they rushed out with her without telling us
what's going on with her!
Me : Umtanami Buli! Umtanami!!!!
Buli : She will be fine don't cry.
She embrased me with a hug while Langa was
holding my hand tightly with his eyes filled with
tears......
'Lord please! Be with my daughter. She's the only
one i have left with so you can't take her away
from me'
I said a silent prayer with tears flowing down on
my cheeks helping me to speak with God!
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NOMALANGA
There's nothing that feels so good than to see
your mother bonding with her grandaughter. I
looked at her as she was changing her into a white
dress that looks axactly like the dress she is
wearing.
Me : You really didn't have to change her into
that dress Mah.
She looked at me and smiled and I smiled back at
her.
Mom : I have too. She looks so beautiful in white
and she's now your angel.
Me : My beautiful angel. She must be hungry Mah
can you please give her to me so that I can
breastfeed her.
Mom : No!
Me : No? What do you mean by saying no Mah?
She must be hungry.
Mom : I said no Nomalanga!! She's one of us now.
She's one of your angels that can look over for
you.
Me : Aaay Mah give me back my child!
The sun hitted straight to them and my mother
waved her hand at me and she suddenly
disappeared with my daughter.
Me : Buyisa umtanani Mah!!! Langelihle!!!!
I must've dose off on Buli's arms because she
brushed my back while I'm still on her embrace.
Me : Umtanami Buli!
Buli : It was just a dream shhh....
Me : But It felt so real. Why would my mother
take her away from me!
Langa : Our daughter will be okay, let's wait for
the doctor to get back at us.
Me : Why are they taking so damn long!!!
I shouted and I pulled away from Buli's arms and
folded my arms and pray. All I am asking from
Lord is to save my baby!
MUZI
We all looked at him choking into his salavia.
Zinzile disappeared for few seconds and she came
back with a glass of water and handed it to him
and he gulped down the water and looked at us.
Him : Who are you people and why are you looking
for my wife?
My wife and I looked at each other suprised. So
he is my sister's husband? Is he the married man
that impregnanted her? I cleared my throat and
looked back at him.
Me : Your wife is my elder sister.
Zinzile and Zama's eyes almost dropped off to
the floor and the glass that Zinzile was holding
ended up in peaces on the floor.
Zinzi : I'm sorry but what did you say?
Me : Sindisiwe Mthembu is my sister, so I am
looking for her.
Zinzi : So Nomalanga is your neice?
Me : Nomalanga?
Zinzi : Your sister's daughter that she is standing
next to on the picture.
Me : Yes she is my niece. Where is she? Can I see
them?
Zama and Zinzi looked at each other like they
know something. I looked at this man, he was still
sweating and shaking.
Me : Sir where is my sister?
Him : Your sister? Sindisiwe didn't have any
siblings so why should i trust you by saying that
you are her brother?
Me : I was very young the time my parents chased
her out from their house because she was
impregnanted by a married man. So i don't really
know her very well. My parents left for me
millions and they also did left her, her millions
which she haven't used them by now and I am
pretty sure that she did recieved those millions.
Him : Sindisiwe wasn't that type of a woman who
liked to talk about her private life. She was
secretive.
Me : I'm sorry mnumzane but what do you mean
by saying she was?
Him : Aaa...... Ummh I meant she is. Forgive me
it's just I'm going through alot.
Sebenzile : Going through a lot? Really?
The guy kept quite and he looked down. I know
she doesn't trust whatever this guy is saying and
she can see the person if they are lying. She
working with them every time and I could tell she
will investigate about this guy. I don't trust him
too, there's something dogy about him.
Sebenzile : Did your so called wife Zinzile told
you about me? Did she told you that I am a cop?
Him : And why should i know about you?
Sebenzile :Because you dating my sister means
that you are my brother in law and I'd hate it if i
have to arrest you because you are lying. So tell
us, where is Sindisiwe and her daughter?
Him : They left me and I don't know where they
are.
Sebenzile : Dadewethu do you know them?
Zinzile looked at her man and Zama and then she
looked back at her sister. I like it when my wife
intimidate people by questioning them. I find it
sexy.
Zinzi : I don't know them. They were already gone
by the time we moved in here.
Me : Is it true Zama?
Zama : Yes Muzi...
Sebenzile walked closer to her and she dragged
her by her clothes. What the fuck!
Sebeh : I warning you for the last time
ntombazane. To you he is your uncle not Muzi
syezwana!!
Zama nodded and she let go of her....
Me : So sir! What's your name?
Him : You can call me Buthelezi or Shenge
because I'm older than you. You can't address me
by my name.
I chuckled and I looked at my wife and she
winked at me.
Sebeh : Okay Shenge. Did you know that
Nomalanga is pregnant and the child that she is
carrying was the product of rape?
Shenge : What? She is pregnant?
My eyes landed to Zama who looked so terrified
like she was afraid of something or someone. The
urine flew over on her legs, she peed on herself!
Sebenzile : Zama are you okay?
Zinzi : She is okay i think you guys should leave
and never come back.!
Me : Not so fast Zinzi because I won't allow my
son to live here with you.
Shenge : Which son are you talking about?
Zinzile!!!
He shouted and he walked closer to her. Zama
disappeared from one of the bedrooms I guess to
her room. My wife cleared her throat.
Sebeh : Uumh mnumzane I guess we have to leave
but we will come back for more answers. Mnisi
let's go.
We walked out and as we were on the gate we
heard Zinzile crying.
Me : Is he beating her?
Sebeh : Served her right asambe.
We get in our car and we drove off to our house.
LANGA
I was sitting on the chair next to Nomalanga's
bed stepping my foot on the floor and saying a
silent prayer. The doctor walked in and i stood up.
Noma : How is my daughter doctor? Where is
she?
She asked with tears streaming down on her face.
Doctor : I'm sorry but we try our best to save
her...!
Buli : What do you mean by that?
Doctor : We've lost her.
Noma : Not with my daughter!! Not with my
Langelihle!!!!
Buli : Hush hush friend everything will be fine.
Noma : There's nothing that will be fine here
Buli!!! Nothing will be fine!!. Why does God hate
me this much? What have i done to him to punish
me like this way!! I didn't abort this child even
though she was concieved in a bad way!!! Why is
she taking her away from me!! Kanti mina
ngenzeni? How long will i suffer....!!!
She broke down and cried and we all cried. It
pains my heart to see her crying like this way.
She have been through a lot and Langelihle was
going to be her sun that will lighten up her life
but now she is gone, she is no more! And i was
hoping that i will be able to hold her and be a
good father to her but God took that away from
me.
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ZAMA
I watch him as he was beating, kicking and
strangling her. Why is she stubborn? Why don't
he tell him the truth?
S'bu : I'm asking you for the last time Zinzile.
Who's Prince real father?
Mom : Y...... you a......
He throw few punches on his face and I saw her
laying life less on the ground. I couldn't stand it.
I really couldn't stand to watch him beat my
mother like this way. It enough that he sexually
violate me.
Me : Enoooough!!!
He stopped beating my and he slowly stood up and
looked at me. He chuckled a bit and he walked
closer to where I was.
S'bu : Enough?
Me : It's enough now she told you what you
wanted to know. She told you the truth and if you
don't trust her why don't you do DNA?
S'bu : DNA my foot!!! You two think I am stupid
huh?
He shouted and he pinned me in the wall with his
one hand on my neck.
Me : No body says you are stupid but the only way
you could confirm what my mother said is to do a
DNA....
He let go of me and I softly gasped for air. He
disappeared to a kitchen and came back with a
bucket of water and throw it on my mother's
face and she woke up and gasped for air.
S'bu : Give me their home address.
Mom : Who's home address?
S'bu : Your sister and her husband home address
now..!
Mom : I don't know where they stay!
He throw a mother fucker punch on her eyes that
landed her on the ground.
Me : Ok I will give you!!!
He handed me the phone and I type it down. He
disappeared in his bedroom and came back
changed into a black and having an M4 machine
gun in his hands. Father Lord what have I done!
Him : You do anything stupid nizongithola kahle.
He clicked his tongue and walked out and we
heard his car drove off.
Me : We are leaving this house right now Mah. He
can't find us here when he comes back!!
My phone ringed and it was him, Sbusiso.
Mom : Who is it?
Me : It's that pervet of yours Sbusiso...! What
did you seeing in him!
I answered the call and putted it on a loud
speaker.
'Hello'
'Don't you dare do anything stupid wena
ntombazane because you might regret yourself
and if I hear you calling me a pervet again I will
kill you!! '
Our jaws almost dropped off to the floor! He
bugged us!!!!
NOMALANGA
I really don't know what on Earth I should do to
make the creature of it happy. He allowed
S'busiso to take away my mother from me. I
don't know whom my father is and he watched
S'busiso sexually violating me and Buli and he still
did nothing with it. I concieved my daughter from
rape and I decided to keep the child and learned
how to love her and now he just took her away
from me! Why? Why me? Am I praying a living
God? When will I ever find peace? I was brought
back to world by Langa walking in with an urn on
his hands.
Buli : Are you sure about this?
Me : Yes I am sure. I will have her body cremated
She nodded and brushed my back. The doctor
walked in and he took an urn and walked out.
Me : There's no need for me to stay her. I am
going home with you today.
Langa : But Nomalanga you still do need the
doctors attention.
Me : My school work and my life also needs my
attention. I am discharging myself!!!
The doctor walked in with an urn that is now
filled with my daughter's ashes and she placed it
on the drawer table next to me and I told him
that I want to go home today and he came back
with the forms that I have to feel just incase if
anything happens to me I won't be able to sue the
hospital because I discharged myself. I signed
them and Buli and Langa helped me to take my
things. I was cat walking because of the stitches
that are on my nana that will always be a reminder
to me that I am a mother. Langelihle's mother!
SEBENZILE
We were sitting on the couch with my husband
talking about this Shenge guy. I know a guilty
person when I see one and that guy is guilty of
something and I know he killed Muzi's sister and
it might be him who raped Nomalanga and Zama.
Don't give me that look I am the detactive.
Muzi : Do you think he knows something about my
sister's whereabouts?
Me : Sthandwa sami I don't think she is still alive.
Muzi : What do you mean?
Me : When you told him that you're Sindisiwe's
brother you saw how he reacted. He was nervous
and sweating and that shows that he was guilty
about something. He used an 'was' word when he
told us what kind of a person your sister was.
That's mean she is dead and I won't be suprise if
he is the one who killed her and raped Nomalanga.
Muzi : What happens to proven till guilty?
Me : Wake up Mnisi!!! You saw it for yourself that
Zama peed for herself and those are the
symptoms of a woman who is sexually abused.
Muzi : If that guy is really dengerous he won't
hesitate to kill my son.
Me : And he won't hesitate to kill us because he
knows that we suspect him now.
Muzi : What's that?
Me : Shhhh someone is coming closer the door.
The footstep! Go to the spare room and get those
teddy bear fast!!!
I whispered to him and I went to the main
bedroom and came back with the glue and we used
it to paste the teddy bears at the couch.
Muzi : Let's use the back door, take your gun with
you you can't risk to leave it here.
The person fired up a gun and we payed down with
our stomuch and crowl with it. I made it to the
back door but Muzi didn't. I whispered his name.
Me : Muzi!!!
Him : My arm!
I went back to him running this time and I helped
him to get up and we ran and made it to the back
door.
Muzi : What kind of this gun that releases too
many bullets in one time!!
Me : It's a machine gun. Come we will peek at the
corner of the house I want to see who's that
person that have nerves to come and attack us in
our house.
Muzi : But first can you please wear off your doek
and cover my wound before I loose too much
blood.
I did as he instructed and I went to the corner of
the house to peek and I saw the guy wearing
black clothes jumping out from the gate. I went
closer to the gate and I saw him getting in to the
car that have been parked two houses away from
our cars and I chuckled.
Muzi : What? Did you see him or her?
Me : I didn't but I saw his car. Zinzi's
boyfriend's car.
Muzi : Indodana yami Sebenzile!
Me : Don't worry Mnisi we will get him. Let me
get you to the hospital before your wound get
infected....
I went to the house to get the car and we drove
off to the hospital.....
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NOMALANGA
I was struggling to walk and the stitches weren't
helping at all. Buli and Langa made it to the
receptionist area and I was following them
behind. I noticed the lady that was at the
receptionist area her eyes were glued on Langa
and that lady looks familiar. She's that lady that
Langa bumped into when he was chasing for me
after the drama that Senah caused at the
restaurant. Her eyes landed on me and she was
looking at my tummy and up to my face.
Langa : Can I come and scoop you up?
He shouted enough for me to hear him and I
shook my head. I finally made it to the
receptionist area and sign the forms again. As we
were about to leave there was a man's voice that
called my name.
Him : Nomalanga!!!
We all turned around and looked where the voice
was coming from and that man that was calling my
name was standing with a lady that was looking at
me with pity plastered all over her face.
Me : That's my name
Him : I've finally find you kunini ngikufuna!!
I looked at Buli and Langa and they were all
shocked and to my memory I thought it was one
of S'busiso's guys.
Buli : You know what if you are sent by S'busiso
to look at us go and tell that pervet of yours to
go to hell!!
There were seemed confused and Langa held my
hand and we walked away from them.
Him : I am Sindisiwe's little brother!!!
He shouted enough for me to hear it and I froze
at the same spot and slowly turn around to look at
him and he was holding his bleeding arm and a
single tear escaped from his eyes.
Me : You are my mother's brother?
Him : Yes I am your mother's little brother Muzi.
Me : But my mother never told me about her
having siblings.
Him : I was very young the time your mother was
chased out by my father.
He came closer to me and he took a picture from
his wallet and gave it to me and it's the picture of
my mother when she was young and I also have
this picture of her with my grandparents. But
that doesn't mean I have to trust this man who
claims to be my uncle.
Me : Look you may have this picture of my mother
and my grandparents but that doesn't mean I
trust you or whatever you saying I've been
through a lot and I don't trust any man around
me.
I heard Langa cleared his throat and I side
smiled at him.
Me : Don't get me wrong you know what I mean
Langa.
Langa : Besengithukile
Muzi : We can do a DNA test now I don't mind as
long as you will believe that I am your uncle and
here's my identity book which proves I am a
Mthembu.
As much as I would like to believe him but my
guts tells me not to believe any man except Langa.
Me : DNA will make me believe you.
Muzi : We can do it now?
The lady that was with her replied.
Her : Today is not a good time she needs to rest
Mnisi. I'm sorry about your loss, my condolences.
Tears escaped from my eyes and I tried to wiped
them but they were seemed to be overflowing.
Buli : How did you know it? Are you stalking her?
She chuckled and look at her.
Her : I like the way you are protective when it
comes to her. No I'm not stalking her. This young
man bumped himself to me when he was chasing
for Nomalanga and I heard them arguing and
that's how I noticed Nomalanga. I am detactive
Mnisi, Muzi's wife.
I looked at Muzi who was groaning in pains and he
was looking at me. I was curious to know about
what happened in his arm and it seems like his
wife read my mind.
Her : S'busiso happened.!!
My heart almost left my body when I heard that
name.
Buli : S'busiso Buthelezi
She nodded and Buli looked at me and I left them
there without bidding my goodbyes to them. I
couldn't careless about the pain stiches that
were on my nana. Why did he shot him!! That's
the main question that was playing on my mind.
ZAMA
I was on my beauty sleep when I felt cold hands
running over to my thighs and I softly sighed to
keep myself calmed because I know very well that
it was S'busiso.
He placed the gun on top of the head board
before unbuckling his belt.
Me : You know there is no need for you to do that.
Him : What are you implying?
Me : Raping me while I was craving for you the
time we first moved in here!
Him : Nice try ntombazane now get that
underwear off!!
Me : All I want is to make a passionate sex with
you. You don't have to be rough to me please even
if it means I will do it tonight!!
Him : You think I'm stup.....
I attacked his lips with a kiss and he didn't
respond to it. I ran my hand to dick to give it a
hand job and it became hard and he finally
responded to a kiss. I pushed him to the bed and
I went in top of him to ride him so hard and I
heard him groaning, cursing my name and
squizzing my ass. I get off from him and I went
to his dick to suck it and his groaning was getting
louder and louder. He took the pillows and he used
it to cover himself and I smiled alone. I took the
gun that was placed on the headboard while I was
busy sucking his dick. I bite his dick with my dick
so hard and he screamed so loud surely the whole
neighborhood heard him.
Him : You son of a bitch!!!
He looked where he placed the gun and I pointed
him with it!!!
Me : Mama!!! Mama!!!!
My mother walked in fast than I thought and her
jaws almost dropped off to the floor!
Her : Zama wenzani?
Me : Go and get Prince's stuff we are going!
Mom : Cha Zama angiyi ndawo mina!!!
Me : What?
Mom : Where will we go?
Me : Go and get your stuff Mah sambe!!
Mom : I said I'm not going anywhere with you and
dropped that gun down.!!!
I pushed her into my room and locked them there.
I went to Prince's nussery and I took his staff
and placed it on the bag. I went to his safe and it
needed a password. I tried his date of birth and I
failed and I tried Sindisiwe and I went through it.
I took the whole money there and left the files
that were placed there and I walked out from the
house heading to aunt Sebenzile's house walking
alone at the midnight.
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Three Months Later
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NOMALANGA
We are at the restaurant coming from our
graduation and my uncle decided book the whole
restaurant for family and friends. We were all
gathered there except Langa's parents. I did saw
Mrs Zulu and she seems like a good woman as for
Mr Zulu I didn't saw him. He locked himself on
the car because he wasn't feeling well. My poor
child's grandfather but hopefully I will see him
tonight because Langa is going to introduce to his
parents.
Oooh you heard me right when I called Mr Zulu
my child's grandfather! I am 10 weeks pregnant!!
I looked at Langa and he smiled and placed a peck
on my cheek. Buli hit her champagne glass with a
fork causing people to look at her.
Buli : Attention everyone but Langa have a
question that he wants to ask.
Everybody looked at Langa and their mouth were
all wide opened and plastered with a smile all over
their face except my uncle who wasn't seemed to
be okay. I decided to turn around to look what
Langa did that doesn't please my uncle and to my
surprise I found him down with his one knee,
kneeling in front of me holding an open box of
ring that have a huge stone that was shining! And
I found myself crying and I don't know why was I
crying!
Langa : Nomalanga Mthembu, would you make me
the happiest man in the world and marry me?
I didn't know what to say and Buli hitted her
champagne glass with a fork again!!!! So she new
about all of this and she didn't warned me!!!
Buli : Before she answers your question Langa,
She have something to tell you first!!!
What the fuck!!! How am I going to tell him in
front of my family and in front of her
boyfriend's friends that I am pregnant!!! I will kill
Buli for making me do this!!! I softly sighed and
looked at my uncle who wasn't seemed ok and I
looked back at this handsome man that is kneeling
down in front of me....
Me : I.......
Buli : Speak asikuzwaaaa!!!
I shooted a dead look at her and she giggled. Yazi
lo doti lo, she will pay tonight!!!
Me : We are pregnant!!!
The crowed clapped their hands and Langa was
jumping and kissing my tummy as it was showing!!!
Langa : I'm going to be a father!!!!
Buli : Whooooa ndoda! Who told you to stand up?
Kneel down and ask the lady again or else I'll
dragged her out and you will never find her
again!!!
Everybody laughed including Sebenzile and Langa
knelt down again!!!
Langa : You've already made me the happiest man
in the world by carrying my heir! Would you
please...... [He stopped and tears thought it was
the good time to disturb him by falling out and
mine also fell too] Would you marry me
MaMvelase omuhle?
Me : Yes I will marry you Mageba!!!
He put the ring on my left second finger and
stood up and kissed me infront of the crowed and
I quickly broke the kiss, my uncle!!!. People
congratulated us and my uncle did even though he
wasn't seemed okay at all......
Langa : I'm am taking you now my parents we are
going to tell them the good news!
Me : Not now! I have to start on our complex and
changed this dress first.
He nodded. We all left the restaurant and headed
to our complex. Not the whole crew but my uncle
and his wife ooh and their son Prince.
Buli : So I'll be the wedding planner and the maid
of honor!!!
Me : I'll kill you for making me tell the whole
world about my pregnancy!
She laughed and I finished taking a quick shower
and she helped me with my make up.
Buli : There's nothing that makes me happy than
to seeing you happy. You're in good hands and you
really deserve this happiness babe
I hugged her and she pushed me away! And then?
Buli : You can be such a cry baby if you want.
Here's your dress at the bed wear it!
Me : Who bought it?
Buli : Wear the dress and stop asking me
questions!!
I wore the black dress and I was hugging my body
so well and showing my curves, ass and the figure
as if I've never been pregnant before. I went to
the living room and I bid my family a good bye.....
SEBENZILE
My husband wasn't taking it well seeing his
brother proposing his neice, his own sister!! Yes
we did the DNA test behind their backs which
proved that they are really related and we also
found that Nomalanga is Langa's twin sister which
was confusing us. How can Langa be Muzi's
brother and be Nomalanga's brother again!
That's the million dollar we have been asking
ourself! Langa and Nomalanga walked out and we
were left with Buli.
Me : Buli can you please show us where Nomalanga
put her mother's stuff?
Buli : Why didn't you guys asked her when she
was here?
Muzi : Can you please dropped the act of being a
protective loyal friend and do as we ask you!!
Buli : I'm sorry baba but I won't do what you ask
me to do and who the hell do you think you are for
yelling at me?
Me : Please forgive me it's just that we really
wish to see at least her mother's album because
Langa and Nomalanga are twins and what is
confusing us is that Langa is also Muzi's brother.
Her mouth almost dropped off to the floor and
she disappeared to Nomalanga's room and came
back with a secret box and a family album. I went
to the secret box and Buli and Muzi were on the
album.
Buli : Look!!
She handed me the picture of twins laying in
hospital bed and there was a message written
behind the photo and the the letter which seems
like it is the continuation of the message that is
behind the photo.
"Dear Nomalanga mtanami. Maybe I'll be dead
whereby you will see this photo and surely you're
asking yourself who is this boy that is laying on
the hospital bed next to you! Ngzoyiqala ekuqaleni
le ndaba. I was dating a married man Sakhile Zulu
and I slept with him without using a protection.
He drived me home and my stepfather saw me
getting out from Sakhile's car and she was
fuming with anger. I thought he was my biological
father until he told me the day he raped me that
I am not his child. He raped me the same day that
I slept with Sakhile. I couldn't tell my mom or
even ask her about my real father because
Mthembu threatened to kill me.
I gave birth to the twins and my mother knew
that the twins are Sakhile's twins and my
stepfather chased me out with my babies in the
middle of the night when my mother was at the
hospital working night shift. He chased me out
because guilt was eating him up, he knew that one
twin was his child which is Langa because he was
having a birth mark on his back like him. I called
Sakhile to help me out and he came gun blazzing
with his wife and they took Langa and his birth
certificate. They gave me fifthy thousand rands
and they asked me to go away and start a new life
with you. It was in the middle of the night and I
bumped myself into the guy who offered to help
me and that guy was S'busiso. We went to his
place and it was a small place for three people to
live in. I used the money that Zulu gave me to buy
the house that we are now living in. He asked me
where did I get the money from and I never
answered him that question even today. "
Buli was crying when I finished reading the
message that was written behind the picture of
Nomalanga and Langa when they were young I
read the continuation of a letter loud for
them........
"When you were twelve years old, my father's
lawyer, I mean stepfather. He gave me the
inheritance that he left for Langa and I haven't
used it because the person that were meant for
those millions was staying with the Zulu's.
S'busiso started to be abusive when he found out
about those millions and he wanted them for
himself. I tried looking for your brother and I
couldn't found. I'm sorry that you would found
out about this over the letter Nomalanga
mtanami. I'm not strong enought to tell you or
anyone about this. Ungixolele mtanami, your
mother Sindisiwe Mthembu"
Buli : So they are hetero paternal twins?
Muzi : And my father raped my half sister and
impregnanted her?
Buli : This can't be happening to Nomalanga!!!
What did she do on Earth to be punished like this
way?!!! When will she ever find peace!!!
She burst out and cried and Muzi was clenching
his jaws ready to attack!!!
Me : We have to go and find Nomalanga!!!
Buli : Wait what if Zulu, Langa's father, her
father is the one who raped her with S'busiso!!!
We have to go to that house fast!!!
She changed into her jean and she took the
picture and the letter and we walked out heading
to Zulu house. Poor Nomalanga!!!
Unedited......
I'm on the taxi as I was writing this insert so
there will be spelling errors...
Insert 23
NOMALANGA
We arrived at Zulu beautiful mansion house that
have a beautiful garden that is well taken care of,
and a swimming pool. I saw six fancy cars parked
right next to the swimming pool and I was
confused. Did Langa called his whole family to
come and meet me here? I hope he didn't
because if he did, kunzoba nenxabano.
Me : Who's cars are these? Did you call your
entire family to come here?
Langa : No these are my parent's cars
My mouth was wide opened. I wanted to say
something, no to ask him something but my mouth
didn't alter any words. These people must be
filthy rich, how come they have only one child if
they have everything they want.
My mind was brought back to life by Langa
chuckling. He place a peck on my cheek before
holding my hand.
Langa : Let's get inside baby they must be waiting
for us.
We entered the house and again my mouth was
wide opened. I can't find words to describe the
beauty of this house. It's look likes one of the
house that are on Top Billings. We went to a living
room where his mother was settled in and she
stood up as she saw us.
Mrs Zulu : It's rude to stood up an old woman like
me.
Langa : Traffic! Traffic! Traffic!!!
She hit his son arm playfully before giving me a
hug.
Mrs Zulu : Welcome mtanami.
Me : Thank you Mah
She smiled at me and looked at his son.
Mrs Zulu : Didn't I thought you to be a gentleman
man Langa?
Langa : Ooow I'm sorry sthandwa sami....
He opened the chair for me and he kissed my
forehead infront of his mother! Like really!!!
Langa : Where's dad mom?
Mrs Z : Upstairs in our bedroom.
Langa climbed the staircase and walked away and
I placed my hands ontop of the table and played
with them. Yes she is a good woman but I can't
chit chat with her like we are buddies no!
Mrs Z : So how was the graduation party
ndodakazi?
Me : It was good Man, thank you for asking.
She nodded and she looked at me straight in my
eyes and I popped my eyes down on the table
looking at my hands.
Mrs : So you will be?
Me : A doctor
Mrs : That's great and your friend?
Me : A lawyer Mah!
Mrs Z : Perfect choices you've choice. So tell me
where did you met my son?
Oooh oooh! Here's the conversation I didn't want
to have with my mother inlaw
Me : We met at spur when he bumped himself on
me and split.........
I stopped as I heard the footsteps coming from
the staircase. No no noooo!!!! This is not what I
think it is and not who I think it is! He can't be
his father No!!!! My breathing rate have increased
and I was sweating even though I tried to keep
myself calmed but I failed!
Langa : Baby are you okay?
Me : Y.... Yes I am good.
Langa : Are you sure?
I smiled at him and nodded.
Langa : Mom, Dad. Meet my girlfriend, no the
mother of my unborn child who is also my fiancee
Mrs Zulu ran to me and she touched my tummy
that wasn't yet showing and I pushed her away!
Langa : Nomalanga!
Me : Is he your real father Langa?
He looked at me as if I just lost my mind before
looking back to his father and his father's eyes
were popped down!
Langa : Yes he is, what kind of a question is that?
Me : Then I am sorry, I can't be your wife
Mrs Z : Aaaay bo!
Langa : Nomalanga don't do that! Ngobani?
I took out the ring that was on my second finger
and I placed it on a table.
Langa : Sthandwa sami don't do that, ngobani?
Voice : Because your father raped her and
S'busiso and you guys are sister twins you can't
be married
I looked to where Buli's voice was coming from
and to my surprise she wasn't going alone. She
was with my uncle and his wife Sebenzile. That
the hell does she means by saying Langa is my
twin brother?
BULI
Langa and Nomalanga just laughed after I have
told them that they are twins......
Langa : You should've stayed at the complex
Bulelwa, the champagne that you drank in the
restaurant is doing the number on you
Muzi : She's telling the truth Langa! If you don't
trust her why don't you ask your father and your
mother!
Langa looked at his parents and his mother was
wailing as for his father tears was just streaming
down!
Langa : Mom Dad? Is it true?
Mr Zulu : Yebo ndodana!
Nomalanga : No No no that doesn't makes sense
this monster can't be my father! We have to do
DNA test and it will prove that Langa isn't my
brother and I know that I was the only child that
my mother have!
Sebenzile : Muzi and I did the DNA test without
you guys knowing and we discovered that Langa is
Muzi's brother!
Langa : What? So you are also a Zulu?
Muzi : No I am a Mthembu and you are also a
Mthembu. Nomalanga is the one who is a Zulu!
Me : Here's the letter that your mother wrote
for you Nomalanga and the picture of you with
Langa when you were young
She took the letter from me and she sat down
and read it and Langa joined it. After they have
done reading it tears were just streaming down
on their face. Langa disappeared to upstairs and
he came back with a gun.
Mrs Zulu : Langa! Langa!!!!
He pointed Zulu with a gun and he was just
shaking fearing for his life.
Langa : You took me away from my mother and you
gave her five hundred thousand to raise
Nomalanga!
Zulu : Ngyaxolisa ndodana but my wife couldn't
have kids!
Langa : Your lies made me fell in love with my
sister and I slept with her and I impregnented
her!
Zulu : Ngyaxolisa ndodana
Muzi : Put the gun down Langa, ngyakucela before
you do anything that you could regret yourself
with later.
Langa : Don't tell me to calm down! This dog raped
his own daughter and you are telling me to calm
down!
Nomalanga was just sitting on the chair confused
like she was still digesting this whole thing
Nomalanga : So we are hetero paternal twins! Life
what have I ever done to you? When will I ever
find peace! I was raped by my friends best
friend, my biological father raped me at the same
time with his best friend. I fell pregnant with a
child who was the results of rape and i didn't
terminate the pregnancy and God decided to take
away my child from me. I fell in love with my own
brother, my twin and we are expecting a child
together. What have I done to you life!!!
She bursted into tears and everybody in this
house bursted into tears. Life isn't fair on
Nomalanga she's a good girl but life keeps
showing her flames
Langa : Nomalanga I'm sorry that this dog that I
thought was my father raped you. I'm sorry for
all the bed things that have happened to you. I'm
sorry that we lost our daughter Langelihle. I love
you with all my child and it hurts me that I can't
live my life without you. What will my child call
me? Uncle? Father? Or Grandpa since I am also
your uncle and a brother to you. Just always know
that I will always love you and this dog can't stay
alive he have to die so that he can't bother you
again
He cocked the gun and pointed Zulu with it
Nomalanga : Langa don't !!!
He shot Zulu two times on his skull and it was
over with him.
Langa : I'll always love you
He pointed himself on his brain and he shot
himself!!!
Nomalanga : Langaaaaa!!!!
She streamed his name once and she passed out!
What the hell did just happened because I still
can't believe it.... How could Langa do this! How
could he!!!!
Unedited......
I'm sorry for disappearing my life is just
complecated right now I'm busy preparing it for
next year. Ningixolele
Insert 24
BULI
We really didn't know what to do and whom to
attend first because Mrs Zulu did faint too. Four
people were laying on the ground, two were dead
and two were alive. Sebenzile called the police
and ambulance and I decided to sit down on the
floor and placed Nomalanga's head on my lap.
Me : You know everything will be okay and it will
change for the best of time, just hang in the and
be strong
I wipe my tears as I remembered the bad things
and the battles she have fight alone. God isn't
fair to her, when will he shower her with peace
and happiness! I looked at her, and she's still
beautiful even when her eyes are close. I lifted
my eyes to her tummy and the blood that was in-
between her thighs made me panic! Lord she can't
afford to loose another baby again!
Me : Sis Sebenzile! Malum' Muzi!!!! She's
bleeding!!!
Sebe : Muzi go to the bathroom to fetch the
towels!!!
Muzi disappeared to the bathroom and he came
back within 30 seconds and Sebenzile chased him
out! She used the towel as a diaper cloth trying
to stop Nomalanga's blood but still, the blood was
unstoppable and still over flowing.
Me : Kanti where is the damn ambulance!
The police arrived first and they were still
shocked to see the whole mess that was
happening here.
Sebe : Muzi drive Nomalanga to hospital we can't
afford to loose another grandchild I'll stay here
and give the police the statement.
Officer : What about Mrs Zulu?
Me : What about Mrs Zulu yani? Do you see her
bleeding? Sukungidina mina if she's very precious
to you mtete umyise esbhedlela!!!
I clicked my tongue and followed Muzi who was
having Nomalanga on her hands and we drove of
to the hospital. They took her to ICU and we
waited outside for the doctor to come and
updated us about her!
SEBENZILE
Officer Mbatha was still offended by the way
Buli spoke to him he have been quiete ever since
she left. Served him right though, this man is
very talkative and rude at the police station.
Officer : Who's that lady?
Me : Trust me you don't want to know her
Detective : What exactly happened here
detective Mthembu and what were you guys doing
here?
Me : Well we were here to stop Nomalanga the
girl they rushed her to the hospital from getting
married to her twin brother.
Officer : Hheeee?
Me : The who's laying life less on the ground with
a gun on his hands is the one who shot Zulu and he
shot himself because he couldn't live knowing
that he is madly in love with his hetero paternal
twins and worse part he impregnanted her!
Detective : And the reason he shot Zulu? Why
would he kill his father?
Me : Zulu raped his own daughter without knowing
that Nomalanga is his daughter and he raped him
with that wanted criminal S'busiso.
Detective : Talking about S'busiso, he's no longer
a wanted criminal. A girl that pressed the charges
of rape against him dropped them off so he is a
free man now.
Me : He killed my sister! How come he will be a
free man while he was never even arrested?
Detective : The forensic report came back saying
that your sister died because of a heart attack.
Me : Bullshit!!! Someone bribed them and I
suspect this old dead man that is laying lifeless I
the ground is the one who asked them a false
report. I will do an autopsy and I will be the one
who will handle that case.
They did their work and the paramedics took
their sweet time to come. The police took the
bodies with them and I requested an Uber to
take me to the hospital. I found Buli pacing up and
down next to the ICU ward.
Me : How is she? Any news ?
She shrugged her shoulders
Buli : We are still waiting for her.
Me : And Muzi? Where is he?
Buli : To check on his son he'll be back.
I told her about Zama dropping charges against
S'busiso and that he is a free man and she was
furious! The doctor walked in to us
Buli : How is she?
Doctor : Right now it's hard to tell since her high
blood pressure is high
Me : And the baby?
Doctor : We lost it I'm sorry
She went back to the ICU ward and Buli broke
down and cried. This isn't funny anymore Lord.
Why are you punishing her like that? Losing
another baby? Come on ndoda have mercy on her
Unedited
Insert 25
BULI
It's been the whole three weeks since Nomalanga
have been in hospital she haven't woke up, she's
still in the intensive care. What pains me the
most is that she missed the funeral of her
mother, brother and her daughter. Yes we did dig
up our parents body and buried them with dignity.
It was all Muzi's idea and we also buried
Langelihle's ashes at Mzikhulu where all Mthembu
ancestors were buried to.
My phone beeped it was a message coming from
Njabulo saying he missed me. I now feel guilty for
neglecting him ever since Noma have been
admitted but he is always understanding and he
was also there on my mother's funeral and
Noma's mother and Langa's funeral. I took her
hand and placed them on my hands.
Me : You know sleeping on that bed made you
missed your job interview, and the funerals. Why
don't you just wake up!
I wipe a single tear that escaped on my eyes and
I held her hand again.
Me : Since you've been sleeping here for the
whole entire three weeks malala ndini everything
haven't been the same, I miss my sister, I miss
my friend. I am always lonely.
I softly sighed and placed my hand on her tummy.
Me : I know life haven't been easier on you, being
your stepfather's sex slave, being raped by your
father, concieving a child who's the product of
rape. Keeping the pregnancy even though it wasn't
easy and loose her after giving birth. Falling in
love with your brother.......
Voice : I'm sorry to barge in like this, did she go
through that alone?
Melusi! What is he doing here? Isn't he supposed
to be grieving for his wife because that's exactly
what he have been doing for the past eight
months. But well l am happy to see him out of his
house. Melusi is Njabulo's elder brother. I looked
at him and nodded.
Me : Yes she did go through all of this shit alone.
Melusi : And here I thought I was the only one
who's been through a lot. Loosing a wife and my
unborn twins is nothing compared to what she
have been through.
Me : What are you doing here?
Melusi : I've decided to come back to work and I
was told to come to this ward to check a patient.
I nodded using my head and he went through
Nomalanga's file and there was a sudden pain
plastered all over his face.
Melusi : She miscarried the baby?
Me : Yes and his brother, I mean fiancee shot her
father and then shot himself. She's been through
a lot.
I wiped tears using my hands and the machines
decided to beep. What's going on?
Melusi : Her oxygen is getting lower and her
heart beating is have stopped.
The nurses and other two doctors walked in
rushing as Melusi was checking her pulse.
Melusi : We are losing her ....increase the oxygen.
Buli go and wait outside.
Me : No, I'm not going anywhere!!!
I felt hard arms holding me behind my back and
taking me out of the ward room. What the hell!
Lord uyangilinga ngempela!
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I looked at him and I felt disgusted. The smell of
his cologne shivers my body and it flashes back in
the picture of him raping me.
Me : Ufunani la wenanja!!! And who the hell gave
you right to touch me?
S'bu : Lower your voice Buli you are causing
unwanted attention.
Me : I'm causing unwanted attention my foot!!!
Because you don't want people know how cruel and
evil you are. Lalelani, this man is a rapist, a killer
who knows mybe a drug dealer Lord!
"Buli!!!"
That was Sebenzile's voice
Me : No this dog is disgusting me ayihambe la!!!
Sebe : And what the hell do you really want here
S'busiso?
S'bu : I just came to check up on Nomalanga
Sebe : After everything you've putted her
through, please leave.
S'bu : But...
Me : Hamba mgodoyi!!!
He finally left and I lifted up my eyes on Melusi
and I really couldn't read or eaither predict his
facial expression.
Me : What's going on ? Why was the machine
beeping and what did you meant by saying we are
losing Nomalanga!!!
A tear escaped from Melusi's eyes.
Me : Melusiiii Nooooo....!!!! What happened!
I pushed him aside and went to Noma's ward and
I broke down and cried as my eyes landed to her.
Unedited......
Insert 26
BULI
I wiped away tears that were starting to blur my
version and I brushed my eyes because I couldn't
believe what I was seeing, I don't want to get my
hopes up.
Me : No-..... Nomalanga!
She faintly smiled and looked at me. She looks so
pale but she should've. Sleeping for three weeks!
I ran to her and embraced her with a hug and she
gasped for air.
Noma : I can't breath....
She said with a lower voice and I let go of her
and planted kisses all over her face and she
giggled.
Noma : Stop it Bulelwa you know I'm not a child.
Me : I'm sorry it's just that I can't control my
excitement of seeing Undertaker right next to
me. It's so good to see you back in Earth again!
She smiled as her eyes landed on the door.
Sebe : Welcome back to Earth nana
Noma : Thank you, where's uncle?
Sebe : He on his way to here
Nomalanga nodded and she placed her hand on her
belly and a single tear dropped off from her eye.
Me : I'm sorry
Noma : You don't have to I've accepted that pain
is the part of my life. I'm now waiting for
another one. What was he doing here?
Me : Who?
Noma : S'busiso. Bekafunani because I heard you
yelling at him
Me : Don't worry yourself about him okay?
Noma : Mmmmh
Melusi walked in with a smile plastered all over
his face.
Me : You scared me!
Melusi : I'm sorry it's just that I felt like a
failure.
Sebe : Failure? Why because you did saved my
niece's life?
Melusi : Yes I did but I failed to saved my wife
and my unborn twins life.
Sebe : Are you Mrs Mbatha's wife who died on
car accident?
Melusi nodded and he blinked away tears that
were trying to fall. No lying man, it pains him so
much about what happened to his wife and the
look on Sebenzile and the way she asked him
makes me thinks she knows something.
Melusi : I think it's time for you guys to leave my
patient needs to rest.
Me : When will you discharge her?
Melusi : I need to keep her here for few day just
to monitor her and to make sure she's perfectly
fine.
I nodded and went to her to placed a peck of kiss
on her forehead before walking out.
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NARRATED
S'busiso left the hospital premises fuming
because of the way Buli treated him and the fact
that he didn't get the answers she needed from
Nomalanga. Seeing doctor Mbatha made him more
nervous because he knows he will be another
trouble for him if he finds out about that he was
the one who caused it. He went to a nearby tarven
to grabbed few drinks before heading home and
he didn't noticed that he was being followed.
He walked in into the house and found Zama
seating on the couch waiting for him and the
stupid thing that he did is that he forgot to close
the door. He took off his clothes while he was
kissing Zama and he took off her clothes until
they were both on a naked suit. The person that
was following them was at their door step and she
was welcomed by the louder moans that were
coming inside. She putted her phone on silent and
sneak inside following where the moans were
coming from. She stood at the corner of the
living room and started filming the video of them
having sex and after they have done the person
wanted to leave since she was satisfied by the
video that she had but she stopped as she head
S'busiso mentioning doctor Mbatha's name and
she started to film another video of them.
S'bu : I saw doctor Mbatha today?
Zama : The one that you hit her wife's car the
time you were running for the police?
S'bu : Yes I saw him even though he didn't saw
me because he was busy monitoring Nomalanga.
Zama : Do you think he knows that you are the
one who killed his wife?
S'bu : No i don't think so. I would've been dead
for a long time if he knew is was the one who
caused the accident and left his wife on that
state.
Zama : Did Nomalanga told you where your child
is?
S'bu : I didn't get the chance to talk to her but
I'll will go back to hospital today maybe by
miracle I'll find her awake because I can't always
live like this way.
The room went silent like they both passed out
and the person that was filming everything
sneaked out smiling until she reached to Uber
that was waiting for her parked from two houses
away from S'busiso's house.
"Got you mgodoyi ndini and your bitch gonna pay
too"
The Uber drove off and took her to her place to
change and go back to hospital.
Unedited.......
Aaaaay no no no!!! This narrating thing iyangihlula
Jesu fundani lamanikiniki engwabhalile
Insert 27
NOMALANGA
I'm sick and tired of my mother and her stupid
dreams. Why did she sent me back to live? What
did she meant by saying "Phindela emumva
ndodakazi asikafiki isikhathi sakho" . And who are
those old hags that were standing right next to
her when she was telling me all this shit. As for
Langa I'm angry at him and I will never ever
forgive him for what she did. How could he leave
me like that? I lost my baby because of him being
a coward.
The door opened and doctor Mbatha walked in
smiling and I quickly wiped away tears that were
falling and his smile slowly fades away as he saw
me wiping my tears.
Him : Are you good?
Me : Yes I am good.
I nodded and made a fake smile.
Him : You should sleep miss Mthembu, you need to
rest.
Me : And if I sleep now who knows maybe I won't
wake up again.
He raised his left eyebrow and I looked at him
with my heavy bloodshot eyes.
Him : Here's the envelope that was brought by
Mr Zulu's lawyer to you but he said he'll come
back tomorrow morning.
I took the envelope from him and I was more
curios to see what's in that envilope. Buli walked
in and greeted his brother in-law.
Buli : How's my man doing Melusi?
Melusi : Maybe he's busy with other girls who
knows
Buli : He wouldn't dare if he knows what's good
for him
Doctor Mbatha laughed and left me with Buli and
she sat down on a bed next to me.
Buli : What's in that envilope?
Me : It's coming from Zulu's lawyer.
I opened the envilope and I came back with a
letter reads as follow:
"Nomalanga. I know I have done you wrong and
your mother wrong and what I did to you is
unforgettable and unforgivable. I should've take
you with Langa when you were young. I shouldn't
have neglected you just because you are a girl. I
should've protected you from S'busiso but I did
the exactly thing that he did to you. It was too....
"
The door opened and the man that was carrying
the briefcase walked in.
Him : I see doctor Mbatha have given you the
envilope. I promised him that I'll come back
tomorrow but since I was nearby I decided to
come and check up if you have woken up.
Me : When did he gave you this?
Lawyer : The day he died but he came after
coming from his son's graduation to left this
latter and to change his will.
Buli : Will?
Lawyer : She left you fifthy percent of all his
things, including his company too and another
fifthy percent to his son. Because his son is dead
that means everything Zulu owned belongs to you
. Here's the envilope and my card if you need help
about any of this I have to go.
He took his briefcase and walked out leaving me
confused.
Buli : Wow!
Me : A double wow! After everything that he have
done to me he thought all of his shit will make me
forget and forgive.
Buli : I'm sorry to say this to you friend but
ubaba wakho unguMsunu Shem!
Me : Buli don't talk like that about dead people.
Buli : Your father was a dick and even where his
soul is hovering around he's still a dick! Anyway
I've brought you food and clean pijamas.
He took them out and a new phone with a new
SIM card fell on the bed.
Me : A new phone and the new sim card? What
are you up to Bulelwa?
Me : Can't a girl have two phones without being
questioned.
Me : Buli?
Buli : Awume Nomalanga I want to use two
simcards and this phone is for business.
Me : Business?
Buli : Jesus! You slept on that hospital bed for
three weeks and you've forgotten that I'm
renting my mother's house and I have tenants.
Me : Ooooh eish I've forgotten.
She took my phone and sent something on her
phone because it beeped. As much as I'd love to
believe Buli but my guts tell me something else.
She's up to something. She kissed my cheek and
bid her goodbyes before leaving me.
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NARRATED
Buli left the hospital premises and went to see
her man Njabulo for few minutes and she
promised him that she will make it up to him as
soon as her friend Nomalanga gets discharged.
And Njabulo being Njabulo he did understood.
They kissed and they bid their goodbyes. Buli left
his boyfriend's place and went to her complex.
The first thing she did was sending the video that
she filmed and sent them to a new phone.
She downloaded WhatsApp and saved Zama and
S'busiso's numbers to a new phone.
She started by sending the first video she took
of them having sex and sent it to Zama with a
caption "How does it feels sleeping with a man
that kills your mother or were you the one who
sent that old man of yours to kill you mother so
that you can have sex with him in peace without
her standing on your way"
She sent the video and she smiled alone as she
saw it being blue tick.
Buli : Thatha MaBuliza! K'sazoba mnandi la
She switched off the phone and went to Lala land
Zama panicked as she saw the video of her having
sex with S'busiso and she tried to call this
number to asked the person who is it and what
does that person wants from her but the call
reached her to voicemail. She was tossing and
turning around the bed she didn't know if she
could show S'busiso the video and the message or
she could keep quite. She decided to not tell him
now because she knows that he will be mad and
take out his anger on her by turning him his punch
bag
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BULI
I was in my beautiful sleep and then my phone
rang and I answered it without checking who was
calling me.
Me : What?
I asked with an annoying voice and the person
that was calling me didn't say anything.
Me : Are you bored or something? Don't you have
a life? Yazini go to hell!!
I clicked my tongue and I was about to drop the
call and then the person decided to cleared his or
her throat
Noma : I'm sorry for bothering you Bulelwa and
it's okay I'll go to hell.
My heart almost dropped off to the floor as I
heard Nomalanga's voice.
Me : Nomalanga....
Noma : Ngyaxolisa Buli
Me : You know you will never be my burden don't
be like that. It's just that I answered a call
without checking an ID caller, I'm sorry
Noma : Whatever, I tried to call Sebenzile and
uncle Muzi but their phone reached me straight
to voicemail. Are they okay?
Me : The last time I saw them was the time uvuka
kwabafileyo.
She giggled and started to curse me and I
laughed.
Noma : I'm being discharged today can you please
bring me something comfortable to wear?
Me : Of course I will be there in an hour.
I disconnected the call and I smiled. At least I
won't be lonely, Phew! I woke up and made up my
bed. I took my 'other' phone and switched it on
and I was welcomed by the bunch of missed call
coming from Zama. Surely she is panicking
wherever she is.
I send another video to S'busiso where he was
confessing that he is the one who caused the
accident that killed Melusi's wife. After I have
sent him a video with a message I switched off
the phone and took my laptop to Google about the
software alter listening device and I ordered one
online. I took a quick shower and pack Noma's
clothes and I requested an Uber to drive me to
Sebenzile's house. I press the access code and I
walked in and knocked on their door but there
was no reply so I decided to welcome myself in
and to my suprise I found her sobbing on her
couch with the bunch of tissue right next to her.
Me : Are you okay?
She gave me one glance and continued crying and
I heard footsteps coming from upstairs and I
looked at Muzi. He wasn't himself too. What the
hell is going on here!
Me : What's going on? Are you guys okay?
Muzi : My son is dead
I laughed and looked at him waiting for him to tell
me that he is joking but no he isn't. Prince is
dead? But how?
Me : Prince is dead?
Muzi : We found him floating on a swimming pool
and the strange part is that we left him on a day
care and we were shocked when we got a call
coming from our helper saying Prince is floating
on the swimming pool.
Me : I'm really sorry but did you checked the
CCTV footage from the day care?
He nodded and sat down on the staircase before
he ran his hands all over his face.
Muzi : We did. We saw him walking out of the
daycare and it was like he was talking to someone
that we couldn't see and he........
Me : Now I get it, ubebangwa zidalwa
Sebe : Huh?
I've even forgotten that she was still here with
us so I smiled at her as I watch her paying more
attention to me.
Me : Prince was still using Sbusiso's surname and
you didn't changed it or make a ceremony to
welcome your son. You didn't pay damages from
Zinzile's family you just took him and placed him
in your house without performing at least one of
these ceremony. Did you do a cleansing ceremony
for your wife when had her miscarriage?
He looked at me without saying anything and I
landed my eyes to his wife and she also did the
same.
Me : Well I'll take that as a No. You have to do
these rituals because you can't have him buried
with Buthelezi's surname on his birth certificate.
And the cleansing ceremony you will do it after
funeral and you also have to perform one for
Nomalanga since she just miscarried her baby.
We don't want them to loose another baby do
we?
They still looked at me without saying anything
and I stood up ready to go.
Sebe : How do you know any of this?
Me : Well I know but what you have to know is
that I'm not a sangoma. I should get going,
Nomalanga is being discharged today
I bid my goodbyes and my condolences to them
before heading to hospital.
NOMALANGA
I was on my phone waiting for Buli to come in and
the door opened. A man who was wearing a black
suit with the bubble in his hands walked in.
Him : May I walked in ndodakazi?
He's already in why is he asking me. I shrugged
my shoulders and he walked closer to where I
was.
Him : Ndodakazi, God sent me to you
Me : God sent you to me?
Him : He wants you to accept him in your life and
to believe in him.
He opened the Bible and read what ever the
Mighty Jesus wrote from that book and he
started to preach. I don't even know this man's
name or surname. I looked at him and he started
to pray and Buli walked in while he was still in the
middle of his prayer and she looked at me and I
shrugged my shoulders.
Buli : Amen!
I wanted to laugh because the pastor was still
busy praying and Buli said Amen and he stopped
and looked at her.
Him : Ndodakazi I was still talking to God.
Buli : How does he look like?
Him : Angizwa ndodakazi?
Buli : He's physical appearance, how does he look
like?
The pastor looked at him confused and Buli being
Buli she was looking at him waiting for answers.
Buli : Haw Bab' Mfundisi why are you quite now
because you said you were talking to God so I
want to know how does he look like? Umlungu?
Indiya? Or he's just black like us? Or muhle?
Him : Ndodakazi I think he's white
Buli : Well your God is a racism
Me : Buli?
Buli : What? Where was he when you were going
through a lot? And that 'through a lot' that was
sent by him to you
Pastor : Ndodakazi God love us all, he died for us.
Buli : And we didn't asked him to die for us and
how did you know Nomalanga?
Pastor : I ....... Mmmh?
Buli : Umazi kanjani uNomalanga?
Pastor : God sent me to her?
Buli : And he also sent you her location? Ay your
God is powerfull bo!
Me : Kodwa Bulelwa!
Buli : Shuwish wena!!! And the pastor's surname?
I'd like to come to your church
Him : Pastor Zak Shezi
Buli : Okay Pastor Zak Shezi you can go.
The pastor took his Bible and walked out
disappointed.
Me : Kodwa Bulelwa!!
Buli : Don't kodwa Bulelwa me! When will you stop
trusting too much?
Me : He's just a man of God!
Buli : A man of God who will take an advantage of
you because you're still weak and fragile. Hambo
gqoka.
Me : You like acting as if you are my mother and I
don't like that.
Buli : Change your clothes!
I sulked my teeth and she laughed as she watched
me wearing off my clothes.
Me : Iphenti?
She gave me my underwear and the door opened!!!
Buli : Ooooh shit!!!
I used my hands to cover my private part and I
bow a little to hide my breast.
Melusi : I'm sorry I ... I didn't kn....
Me : Now you know go....!!!
He turned around to walked out but he hit his
forehead on the door and he walked out with his
hand on his forehead. Buli's cheeks were red
from laughing and she was even crying. Hypocrite
nxx.....
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Insert 30
NOMALANGA
I found Buli waiting for an Uber and I stand right
next to her in silent. Not that I didn't have
something or anything to say to her. I was just
still shocked by what she did. She decided to
broke the silent
Buli : I wanted to tell you that Prince passed away
Me : Prince? As Muzi's child?
Buli : Yes he drowned in a swimming pool, so they
have to make a ceremony to welcome him to the
Mthembu ancentors and they also have to do a
cleansing ceremony for you and Sebenzile.
I nodded and looked at the Uber as it was coming
on our way. We get in and the driver drove off.
Buli : Since you we not in Langa and your mother's
funeral you have to throw a stone on their grave
Me : Is it necessary?
Buli : Yes it is must thing you have to do
Me : Tell me what the hell did you do in the
restaurant?
Buli : I didn't do anything, Njabulo need to be
taught a lesson. Why he didn't tell me that he
needed a pussy instead of being with that white
The driver cleared his throat and looked at Buli in
the mirror reviewer
Buli : Is there something wrong bhuti?
The driver shook his head and continued driving.
Me : So you will do it in the restaurant?
Buli : Yes I will and he better not book the whole
restaurant because if he did, Uzongithola kahle.
We finally reached to our destination and Buli
took off few notes and gave it to the driver. We
walked to our complex and we found pastor Zak
standing there with flowers in his hands
Buli : Nayo-ke imkhuba!! What the hell do you
want here?
Me : Buli that's not the way to talk to a man of
God
Buli : Man of God my foot! He's stalking you
Nomalanga and he paid for your hospital bills.
What do you want?
Pastor : I want Nomalanga to welcome God in her
life that's all.
Buli : And if she doesn't what will you do?
He kept quite and look at Buli and then looked at
me.
Pastor : These are for you
He handed me flowers and Buli took them from
me and throw them destroying them using her
foot
Me : Buli what are you doing?
She stopped and went down to pick up something
that looks likes a listen device.
Me : What's this? Mfundisi?
Pastor : I ..... I don't know where are these
coming from
Buli : Who sent you here?
Pastor : God!
Buli : I'll ask you one last time, who sent you
here? Is she your target?
Me : Buli maybe he really doesn't know.
Buli : I'll call your uncle's wife since she is a
detective maybe she will tell us if this is a
mistake or what.
Pastor : I should get going. Get well soon
ndodakazi.
He walked away disappointed and I looked at Buli
and she gave me a hottest slap in my cheek.
Me : Bulelwa!!!
Buli : I'm telling you for the one last time. Stop
trusting too much or else kuzokuphinda lokhu
okwakwenza with S'busiso
She clicked her tongue and walked inside leaving
me on a doorstep. It's the second time she's
throwing slaps on my cheeks maybe it's time I
have to look for my own apartment
ZAMA
I looked at him and he looks so disappointed
Me : What do you mean by saying you can't feel
your dick ?
S'bu : Because I can't feel it dammit!!
He slapped me and his dick just springed up and
pointed me he then smiled. So when he tries to be
romantic he can't feel his dick.
Me : What's really going on with you?
He slapped me again and opened my legs wide and
them he fucked me rough and harder until he
satisfied himself. This is no life that I am leaving.
Being raped all the times!
NJABULO
I was in my study still trying to digest what
happened earlier in the restaurant.
Me : What are you up to Bulelwa!
Melusi : Dude you talking alone?
Me : I'm just thinking out loud. Why didn't you
knock in the first place? What if you find me
fucking a girl?
Melusi : Well you were not. What's up?
Me : Buli saw me kissing Sena and then she kissed
Sena and kissed me too.
Melusi : What the hell! Is she crazy?
Me : Worst thing she said she wants to have sex
with me in the same restaurant at eight pm
Melusi burst out and laughed and I gulped down
the glass of whiskey that was on the table
Me : I knew that she was crazy but not like this
way.
Melusi : So what will you do?
Me : I've already booked the whole restaurant
for us
His phone beeped and he looked at me.
Melusi : It's your psycho girlfriend
Me : What does she want?
Melusi : Well she's asking me to come over with
you so that I can look at Nomalanga for her.
He said that smiling and I must admit it. Ever
since he lost her wife he was vulnerable but
seeing him blushing like this makes me happy at
least my mom won't be worried about her because
she wouldn't eat if Melusi isn't eating too.
Me : So will you go?
Melusi : I don't know, after seeing her naked
today at hospital and the foreign feelings that I
have when I'm around her,, I really don't know.
Me : Can you please go there just for my sake?
Melusi : I don't know Bafo I'll see.
BULI
As much as I hate myself for slapping Nomalanga
but I won't apologise to her. She walked in and
went to her bedroom and I let her be. I went to
my bedroom to pick up the dress I will wear. I
picked up the shot red dress and red high heel
boots and the red bag and placed them on my bed.
I thought of taking out my underwear and I
thought against it. This boy needs to be taught a
lesson I won't be wearing any of it.
I went to the kitchen and to take the glass of
water and Nomalanga's medication and I took
them to her room. She's was sitting on the bed
with her knees on her chest and her bowed down.
Me : Here's your medication
She looked at me without saying anything and I
left them on top of the drawer next to her and I
walked out.
Noma : I'm moving out tomorrow
I stopped and turn around to look at her
Me : I won't force you to stay and I won't
apologise for slapping you too. Since you are not
moving out tonight, Melusi will be here to look
after you while I'm out
Noma : You see you like taking decisions for me as
if I'm a child
Me : Then stop behaving like you're a child. I'm
going to take a bath..
I opened the door to walk out and she throw the
glass of water on my back. I touched my back and
my hand came back with a blood.
Noma : I'm sorry
I went to a bathroom and I came back with a mop
and the bracket. I went to her room to clean up
the broken glasses.
Noma : Ngyaxolisa Buli
After I have done cleaning out her room I went
to a kitchen to get some glass of water and went
to Nomalanga's room and I gave them to her.
Noma : I'm sorry Buli, I'm really sorry.
Me : Take your medication and stop apologising.
I'll be in a bathroom if you need me
I said that and walked out. I'm not really mad at
her but I'm am happy that she finally get
strength to stand up for herself and hit me with
glass. I don't want people to take advantage of
her kindness and walk over her head. I hope she
can throw that glass to on that stupid pastor of
her.
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Insert 31
BULI
I wanted to take a long bath on a bathtub but
because of the scar that is on my back I have to
use a shower so that the water can flow on my
back. The bathroom door opened, it was
Nomalanga who was on having clean towels on her
hands and the other towel that was wrapped
around her body. She looked at my back and I saw
her swallowing a lump. I don't know why is she
acting like this because the scar isn't that much
big.
Me : Do you want to join me?
She nodded using her head.
Me : Than remove that towel and get in before
water gets cold.
She did as I instructed and I took the towel from
her and applied the the soap on it.
Me : Turn around I wanna wash your back
She did as I requested and I washed her back, I
ended up washing her whole body
Me : Eeew I'll end up washing your punani too, I
don't want to love you that much
She laughed and hit my arm playfully and I looked
at her. She quickly get her hands off from me.
Me : You know I don't want us to continue like
this, and I really hate this tension between us.
The reason I slapped you earlier it's because I
wanted you to wake up and smell the fire. That
pastor of yours isn't good news he's up to
something and you don't see that. I know you're
still grieving but can you please stop trusting too
much and put yourself first.
Noma : I don't know maybe it's because I was
raped
Me : And I was also raped too Nomalanga.
Noma : Maybe by not your stepfather. I also lost
my mother, my father, my kids and my boyfriend
who was my brother
Me : Yes I may not be raped by my stepfather
but I was raped by your stepfather who also
killed my mother and surely he is the one who
killed my boyfriend Mfundo. As for dad, he died
ages ago so have you ever saw me feeling sorry
for myself?
Noma : No.
Me : You know why? It's because life doesn't
need weak people. I'm not saying you're weak
because if you are you wouldn't survive all these
things you went through. You have to be strong
and never dwell on your past.
Noma : But it's not easy
Me : Yes I know that's why I'm always here for
you. Take it easy one step at the time.
She nodded and looked at me.
Me : Promise me that you will never entertain
that pastor again
Noma : But Buli.....
Me : Promise Nomalanga!
Noma : I promise
Me : Good so are you still moving out tomorrow?
Noma : No
Me : Good. So when I came back there's
something I would like us to talk about. It's about
your mother's house. Don't you think we have to
chased out S'busiso from that house?
Noma : Where will he go?
Me : Who cares. But he have to move out
Noma : You right after everything he did, he must
go.
Me : I'm glad we understood each other. I'll be
right back.
I went to my bedroom to turn on that phone and I
sent him a message. I switched off the phone and
removed the simcards and the battery from it so
that it would be hard for them to trace it.
ZAMA
I'm feeling week and my pussy feels numb. I was
on the bed trying to catch any sleep but I
couldn't.
His phoned beeped
Him : Time keep on ticking, I want my money!!!
I kept quite and pretended to be asleep.
Him : Did you hear that message?
I kept quiet and have my eyes closed.
Him : Ngikhuluma nawe Zamaswazi!!!
I still kept my mouth shut.
Him : There's something that will make you talk.
He removed the blanket that was covering me and
he throw few more punches on my face and I let
him be. He did what he always do when he's
angry. Fucking me so hard and rough. And I didn't
have any energy to fight him, I let him be and
prayed for him to reached his orgasm so that I
can go back to sleep.
NJABULO
Melusi finally did agreed to watch over Nomalanga
for Buli. Not that he didn't want to, he wanted to
it's just that he enjoyed seeing me groveling him.
We are on their doorstep. I knocked and
Nomalanga opened the door. She was on her warm
pijamas. Her eyes locked with Melusi's eyes for a
few moment and he then looked at me and opened
the door wide for us to get in.
Her : Come in
Me : Thank you.
Her : Bulelwa Njabulo is here!!! Do you want
something to drink
Me : No thank you
Melusi : Coffee for me please
Me : Since when are you the fan of coffee?
Melusi : Starting from today
Nomalanga chuckled a bit before going to the
kitchen and Melusi's eyes were glued to here. The
heels that were clicking on the floor catched my
attention. Wow! Buli was on her shot red dress
with long high heel boots. The dress was hugging
her body very well, showing her curves and round
shaped ass. I never thought she is of the weaves
fan.
Melusi : Wow skizwa
Buli : Eeeew I'm not a mouse Sbarii don't call me
skwiza. Nomalanga I'll be right back and as for
you Sbarii I do trust you with her sobuya manje.
She went to Nomalanga and kissed her cheek and
then she gave my brother a hug
Me : What about me?
Buli : Asambe wena
Nomalanga and Melusi burst out into laughter and
I followed Buli. We drove off and went to a
restaurant. I must admit they really did a good
job by decorating this place. Petals at the floor,
candles, and the roses that I ordered for her. I
looked at her and she wasn't really pleased to see
all the effort I made for her.
Me : And then?
Buli : Who asked you to book the whole
restaurant for us?
Me : I thought you said you wanted to have sex
with me here?
Buli : Yes I said that and we will do that. But who
gave you a permission to book the whole
restaurant Njabulo?
Me : No ways Bulelwa you want to have sex with
me infront of people?
Buli : You kissed her infront of them right?
Me : Sthandwa Sami I'm sorry.
Buli : I hear you but we are going to the nearby
club right now.
Me : So I booked the whole restaurant for no
reason.
Me : Yes you'll find me in the car.
She walked out and I went to the owner off the
restaurant to pay the whole fifthy five thousand
for nothing. I walked out and I found her in the
car. We drove to the club in silent. We arrived
and the club was full of people. I saw some gents
that I know and I wanted to to greet them.
Me : Let me see this gents and I'll get back to
you.
Buli : If they will give you a pussy tonight you will
go to them
Me : Kodwa Bulelwa!!!
She looked around the club and she saw the couch
that have the table next to it.
Buli : Aaahaa nice spot, you will found me there. I
want an alcoholic cocktail.
She said that and left me there and I shook my
head and went at the bar. I ordered the bottle of
the whiskey and her cocktail and I went to her. I
poured me a glass of whiskey as she was sipping
her cocktail and I sat next to her.
Buli : Tell me why didn't you tell me that you
needed a pussy instead of running to that bimbo?
Me : Sthandwa sami I didn't sleep with her.
Buli : That's not the question I asked. Why didn't
you tell me that you needed a pussy Njabulo?
Me : Baby you were looking after Nomalanga and I
missed you I felt neglected.
She came closer to me and bit my lips
Me : Auch!.
Buli : Still wrong answer for my question. So if I
was looking after Nomalanga and you chased
skirt?
Her hands were running all over my dick as she
planted kissed all over my neck. Good thing the
table is hiding us nobody will see what she's doing
to me and besides we are at the back and there's
too much noise people are minding their own
business. She unbuckled my belt and unzip my
pants and the my dick springed out.
Me : Bulelwa....!
Buli : I asked you a question do you chase skirts?
Me : No babe
Buli : So why did you kissed her?
She gave me a hand job and I softly let out the
groanings I was holding. What is she doing to me!!!
Me : Can we go to my car at least you're killing
me.
Buli : Udakiwe we will do it here right now.
She bowed down and went to my dick and suck it.
I gulped the glass of whiskey that was on the
table and it didn't help at all, it made me more
worse. I ran my hands to her ass she wasn't
wearing any underwear. Oooh she came prepared.
Buli : Get your hands off on my ass!!
I get them off and she continued sucking my dick
and playing with my ball. Heavenly father I just
hope there ain't any camera here. After she have
done she sat on top of me and poured me a glass
of whiskey and handed it to me. She inserted my
dick on her pussy and she sat there for few
seconds. She took her cocktail and sip it while she
was moving up and down on me as if she is dancing.
I let out the groaning and I try to increase the
pace because I was about to came and she get off
from me. What the hell!
Me : Bulelwa sengzochama!.....
Buli : If you wanna pee go and pee in the toilet.
She stood up and fix herself and then she went
to the bar. I saw her taking the bottle of a
champagne. She walked over to me and took my
car keys
Buli : I'll be in the car waiting for you.
What the fuck! She can't do this to me. She
really can't! I placed back my hard dick on my
truck and fixed myself and followed her out.
Kodwa Bulelwa ungenzani!!
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NOMALANGA
I made two coffees and I placed them on a tray
and went to living room and placed them on a
coffee table.
Me : Here's your coffee
He took it and my hands touched his and our eyes
locked for few seconds. I cleared my throat and
he took his coffee.
Melusi : Thank you
The room went into silent. The only thing that
was keeping the room alive was the sound of us
sipping our coffee and the glances that we kept
stealing from each other.
Melusi : Listen I'm sorry for what happened
earlier on hospital. I should've knocked first.
I chuckled and shook my head
Melusi : What?
Me : Tell me which doctor have you seen knocking
on a patient's ward?
Melusi : Well I haven't seen one
Me : So?
Melusi : So?
Me : Why are you apologising?
Melusi : Because I have too.
Me : No it was all my fault. If I didn't turn my
ward room into a changing room non of this
wouldn't happened. So it's okay.
He looked at me in my eyes and side smiled
Melusi : So it's okay that I saw you naked?
I looked at him and smiled before standing up and
taking the tray to the kitchen. I placed it on a
sink and washed it. I kept washing it and my mind
shifted into the days that I used to spend with
Langa here. It shifted into the day that he
proposed to me. I looked at the ring and the
picture of him shooting himself quickly flashed
back in my mind. I heard the sound of breaking
glasses next to me and I jumped in fear.
Melusi : I'm sorry it slipped out of my hands
Me : It's okay it's just a cup. I'll clean the
broken glasses.
Melusi : No I'll clean them I'm the one who
bro...........
Me : I said I'll clean these glasses dammit! Are
you deaf!!!
He looked at me in my eyes and I looked away.
Me : I'm sorry for snapping at you like this way
He looked at me without saying anything. He
disappeared to a bathroom I guess because he
came back with a backet, broom and the mop. He
cleaned the glasses and placed them in the bucket
without saying anything to me. He disappeared to
the bathroom again and came back. He found me
from the same spot I was. He took my hand and I
followed him to the living room and we sat down.
He release a long sigh before looking at me and
he placed my hand into his lap.
Melusi : You know you can't stay strong all the
times right even strong soldiers get tired of
being strong. Let those tears out and shout if you
need to shout. It's okay.
Me : It's not okay, I ended up hurting people who
cared for me and I smashed the glass on Buli's
back earlier on its not okay.
I found myself breaking down into tears and he
brought me in for a hug and I let out my tears.
MELUSI
I thought I've been through a lot after loosing
my wife who was carrying my twins in car accident
but I was wrong. When I heard Buli the time she
was asking her to wake up at the hospital
reminding her the battles she fought and
conquered then made me realized I was just a
crying baby. Who the hell on Earth can sexually
violet an innocent soul like her? Who does that!
She doze off on my arms and I scooped her up
and search for her bedroom. I saw the bag that
Buli was holding at the hospital earlier with
Nomalanga's stuff and I went in. I tucked her in
the bed and I looked at her.
Me : You're so beautiful
Voice : She is really beautiful.
That was so quick. I didn't expect them to come
back.
Buli : You're falling for her.
Me : No I was just admiring her beauty
Buli : And I wasn't asking you I was telling you
that you're falling for her
If I can argue with her it would be just a waste
of time. I chuckled and leave the bedroom and
when I get into the living room Njabulo wasn't
here.
Me : Where's bafo?
Buli : He sulking in the car
She said that gulping down the the glass of wine
pouring onother one. Njabulo walked in and you
could tell he is pissed.
Njabulo : Where's Nomalanga?
Buli : She's sleeping
Njabulo : I wasn't asking you Bulelwa I was asking
my brother.
Buli : "Where's Nomalanga Melusi?" You should
have asked like this way
Njabulo : Mxm are you ready to go?
Me : Sesiyahamba njalo?
Njabulo : Sure what will we stay here for because
Noma is asleep.
I looked at Buli and she gulped down another her
last glass of a wine and she is drunk you could tell.
Buli : Close your ears sbali
Me : For what for?
Buli : Just close them
Well I did close them but it's not like I won't
hear what she is about to say
Buli : Wena you ain't going anywhere I am horney
right now and you gonna fuck me the whole night.
Jesus what the fuck! Njabulo clicked his tongue
Njabulo : Not after the stunt that you pulled at
the club.
Buli : You will
Njabulo : I won't
She disappeared to the bedroom and she came
back with a condom. Njabulo looked at me and I
looked at him. She went to a fridge and she came
back with a cucumber. I couldn't help myself but
to burst into laughter.
Noma : What's going on here?
She asked with a sleeping voice and her eyes
landed to Buli and she laughed too. Buli took the
cucumber and the condom and went to her
bedroom
Njabulo : Bulelwa! We Buli!
Buli : Leave me alone I won't beg you with your
dick I can make myself cum.
Njabulo : Nomalanga say something
Noma : You better go there and do what she
wants because if you don't she will use that
cucumber
Njabulo shook her head before he went to Buli's
room. Nomalanga and I burst into laughter
Me : How do you manage to stay with this nutcase
Noma : What will I do. Uyagula lo
We laughed again and I caught myself smiling
looking at her laughing showing out her beautiful
white teeth. God took his own time creating this
soul. She looked at me and stop laughing.
Me : I have to go now
Noma : At this time?
Me : Yes I'll see you tomorrow.
I gave her a hug and I walked out. When I walked
out I saw someone walking away from Nomalanga
and Buli's door like he was eavesdropping or
peeking
Me : Chief wait for me.
He stood and I went to him. Aaay bo what is he
doing here at this time? Is it what I am thinking?
Me : Mfundisi uShesi what are you doing here at
this time?
Him : I ...... Ndodana!
Me : Mfundisi?
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BULI
I was wearing off my dress when Njabulo walked
in. He closed the door and leaned on it. I wasn't
wearing any underwear so I removed my bra and I
was left naked. I looked at the cucumber that
was on the bed and the condom next to it and
then I looked at Njabulo and my eyes landed to
his dick that was saying "Hellow unbuckled this
belt and remove that trouser and the brief and
suck me please"
I bite my upper lip as my mind was thinking about
that and Njabulo was just looking at me.
Me : Cucumber or your dick?
He looked at me without saying anything. I went
into him and took off his shirt followed by the
vest. I unbuckled his belt and removed his
trouser and his brief. His dick springed out and
poke me. I looked at him and he was looking at me
without saying anything. I shove his dick in my
mouth and I suck it. I could hear him letting out
his soft groanings. I continued sucking and licking
his balls and the dude ejaculated them on my
mouth! I splitted it in the floor.
Me : I won't swallow your babies I'm not a
vampire on those zombies in wrong turn movies
I stood up and gave him a kiss a that he could
taste his sperm. He scooped me up while our lips
were still locked and he placed me in the bed. He
planted wet kisses on my neck and sucked my
nipples. I could feel my pussy want him in.
Me : Can you please get it in you can be romantic
other time Shandu ngyakucela.
Njabulo : Shandu
He smile and looked at me and I took his dick and
inserted it inside by myself.
Me : Uzofenda noma?
Njabulo : No
Me : Okay
I moved around drawing an O shape while he was
still in top of me. I pushed him from me and went
in top of him taking in charge. I made and O
shape moving around from his dick going up and
down and the dude desided to groan. When he
was about to cum I placed his dick in my clit
Njabulo : I was about to cum Bulelwa! Look what
you have done
Me : There's no way that you could cum
ngakachami Mina.
Njabulo : You're annoying yazi. Get the hell off
from me.
He went behind me and chest was down with my
ass up and he went inside my pussy moving in so
hard like he was punishing me
Me : Nja..... Aaaaah! Buli!!
He continued moving so hard in me from sides to
sides and I could feel my knees getting weak.
He stopped and went to my pussy and he rubbed
my clit and lick out all my moist that was in there
and I squirted all over his face. He went in my
pussy and fuck me so hard again.
Me : Njabulo I am tired now and i've just cum
Him : Well I haven't and it's too early for you to
being tired because we gonna take the whole
hour.
Me : I'm sor.... Ahhh
Him : What did you say?
Me : So.... (He went in so hard and he's enjoying
this) im sorry
He went in so hard and faster than he was and
he's groaning and my moanings filled the sounds
of bedroom. He burried himself on my back. He
moved away from me and I tried to stood up but I
couldn't. My knees were weak and I was
extremely thirsty my mouth was dry. I looked and
him and the smirk was plastered all over his face.
Me : You will pay for this nekhanda elikhulu and
my pussy is burning!
Him : Can I keep it cool
Me : Foetsek! Leave me alone.....
He laughed and placed the peck of kiss in my
forehead.
Him : I love you
Me : I hate you
He laughed and open my bedside drawer and his
face immediately changes after seeing my other
phone flip!
MELUSI
I looked at him as he muttered.
Me : I asked you a question Mfundisi! What are
you doing here?
Him : I was just passing by
Me : Passing by? Are you stalking Nomalanga?
Him : No I'm not
Me : Then what are you doing here?
He looked at his wrist to look at his watch
Him : I have to be in a revival I have to go
ndodana!
"Ndodana" This person is on my age or maybe
older than me with four or five years but he's
calling me ndodana. He walked out and I took my
phone and called Mike and he picked up on a
second ring.
Me : I need you to search about this Pastor Zak
Shezi for me.
Mike : Sure bozza
Nomalanga : And what do you want to find out
about him?
I disconnected the call and looked at her and
smile.
Me : I just don't trust this guy
Noma : You and Buli are just dramatic. He is a
man of God why don't you trust him?
Me : Maybe you are right I'll just drop this whole
thing. And why are you here?
Noma : Buli and your brother noise!
I laughed and she joined me in.
Me : Let's go in the car you will sleep at the back
seat.
She went inside and came back with a blanket and
we went into the car.
BULI
He looked at me trying to read my facial
expressions I guess
Njabulo : What's this Buli?
Me : The phone I was using before I got here.
Njabulo : A brand new phone you were using
before you arrived here? Bulelwa?
Me : It was my mother's phone
He switched on the phone and WhatsApp
messages of S'busiso asking me who am I and
what do I want popped in the screen. He went
into the message and he went through on a video
and played it. I saw him clenching his jaws!
Njabulo : Who are you?
Me : Babe please I can explain.
Njabulo : You know who killed my brother's wife
and you didn't say anything but you want money
from this guy so that you could keep your mouth
shut. Why Buli?
Me : Let me explain sthandwa Sami
He get off from the bed and wore his clothes and
went to my bedroom door and lock it.
Him : Open this door Bulelwa
Me : Not until you let me explain!
Things may go out of hands if I let Njabulo go out
of this door. I can't risks it. I have to kill two
birds with one stone and if I let him out I might
not even kill one bird and he might be the one who
will be in danger
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NOMALANGA
I don't know why I trust this guy but I found
myself telling him everything about what I've
been through. From the death of my mother to
the death of Langa and Zulu. I just feel so..... I
can't even explain it but I feel alive.
Me : Were they arrested?
Melusi : No I still don't know who caused the
accident.
I nodded. There's no justice in this world even if
the cops do find that person or people who have a
hand in his late wife's death they will spend three
minutes in the cell and then they'll release them.
His phone ring and he looked at me.
Me : It's okay you can take the call.
He nodded and side smiled before answering the
call.
Him : Mike?
..........
Him : What?
He putted the phone on a loud speaker
Him : Uthini Mike?
Mike : Uthwele lo muntu he is not a pastor. There
is a woman that she was married to and he made
her his slave. He would impregnanted her and
when she gave birth she will kill the baby alive
and took it's heart and give it to his traditional
healer. He is filthy rich and the rumours say he is
having a big snake in his house.
Me : Thank you Mike
Mike : But why bozza?
Melusi : I found him kinda stalking at my
brother's girlfriend's apartment
Mike : Your brother's girlfriend is in danger that
guy loves vulnerable woman he would take
advantage of them and say they must invite God
in their life and then gqwi qi qi God showed that
woman to be his wife, he had a version. I can get
you this pastor Shezi's ex wife so that you could
hear it from the horses mouth
Melusi : Please do so
He disconnected the call and I really didn't know
what to say
Melusi : Are you okay?
I wiped a single tear that just escaped from my
eyes before looking at him.
Me : God doesn't love me Melusi.
Him : He does loves you
Me : Then why did he brought this man in my life?
Why does he want me to be someone's slave?
Me : Shhhh come here
God really doesn't love me. Am I not one his kids?
Why he keeps allowing this such of things to
happen to me. Why!
BULI
Njabulo : Explain!
I swallowed the lump that was formed in my
throat and looked at him
Me : You know that I was once raped right? And
Nomalanga was raped?
Njabulo : Yes I know but what does that have to
do with this?
Me : And you know that my mother and
Nomalanga's mother was killed right?
Njabulo : Yes I know
Me : The guy that you saw in the video is the guy
that raped us and killed our parents. He also
killed my ex boyfriend. His head was found next
to his body because he saw him strangling
Nomalanga. So if you go and confront this guy
about your brother's wife death. He won't
hesitate to kill you and he will think you're the
one that is threatening him.
Njabulo : And that one million that you want from
him?
Me : I want him broke. He will give me the money
and then Nomalanga and I will go and kicked him
out of her mother's house with his girlfriend.
He kept quiet digesting this whole thing.
Njabulo : What did you mean by saying you wanna
kill two birds with one stone. Who's the other
bird?
Me : Pastor Zak Shezi
Njabulo : Umfundisi?
Me : That guy doesn't seem like pastor he is a
snitch or he's up to something. The reason I
asked your brother to look up at Nomalanga is
because he came here in the morning with floor
that have a listening device. If I didn't destroy
his flowers we wouldn't know that we are bugged
Njabulo : How are you planning to destroy these
two.
Me : Set trap for both of them well one of them
will die I know
Njabulo looked at me with a shock
Me : Killed but not by me and the other one will
go to jail. So please don't say anything to anyone
including your brother
Njabulo : I won't only if you will let me help you
Me : Okay, so turn off that phone and remove the
battery from it
He did as I instructed and I gave him a hug.
MELUSI
It's almost one o'clock and I am going to work
tomorrow. I hope these two are done because I
need some sleep. We opened the door and Buli
was at the kitchen wearing her warm robe and
Njabulo was sitting in the couch.
Njabulo : I thought you're at home.
Me : Well I'm here and Nomalanga couldn't sleep
because of you.
Buli : Are you okay mngani?
Me : No she isn't
Buli made his way to me and she grabbed me with
my clothes
Buli : What did you do to her? Nomalanga what
did he do?
Noma : Leave him alone Buli!
She said with a lower voice and she slowly let go
of me and I smile. This whole thing I found it so
cute for the way she's overprotective of her
friend.
Buli : What happened ?
Me : I found pastor Zak Shezi on your doorstep
eavesdropping and I decided to ask Mike to
search about him and he did. She was planning to
make Nomalanga his slave, birth slave and he will
kill his babies so that he could be wealthy.
Buli : You see what I was talking about? I have to
do it ASAP. I'm sorry for what I did to you
Sbarii it's just that I don't want nothing with
this soul.
I smiled and look at him but this Shezi must be
out of Nomalanga's way. I took out my phone and
texted one of my hand man a message and I
placed my phone back on pocket.
Unedited ........
Well I'm not promising. If I do get a chance to
write today I will. If I didn't and then expert me
tommorow morning .
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NOMALANGA
I was waken up by people's moanings and
groanings. My heart almost stopped when I felt
someone's hands my arm but I quickly
remembered that I felt asleep on Melusi's arms
early this morning in the couch. My head was
rested on his chest and I felt the beating of his
heart beating up like a hitting drum. I placed my
hands in his left rib I was quite enjoying the
beating of his heart.
Melusi : The last time it beat like this was the
time my wife was still alive
I quickly removed my hand from him and I tried
to remove his hand from his to break the cuddle
but he tighten up the grip. I looked at him and his
eyes were still closed. I looked at his chocolate
skin, his bushy eyebrows and his lower pinkish
lips. He licked them as my eyes were glued to
them I then looked up at him his eyes were still
closed.
"Ooooh fuck!!! Aaah yes babe right there"
I felt his boner poking me and he cussed
underneath his breath.
Him : Can we please get out of here I really can't
stand hearing these two fucking.
I chuckled and get up from the couch
Me : Where will we go?
Him : We will go out for breakfast.
Me : Ain't you supposed to preparing yourself for
work?
Him : I'll work night shift today and besides I
was only going to work to keep my mind busy. The
boss can do whatever he want.
Me : The boss? Stop flattering yourself. You're
just like other doctors.
Him : Tell me what's the name of that private
hospital then ?
Me : The Shand.... Oh my world are you being
serious?
Buli's moans disturbed him as he was about to
open his mouth.
Him : Can we please get out of here.
Me : I'm still on my pijamas and I haven't
brushed my teeth
Him : We'll get takeaways please I can't stand
these two.
I laughed and went to my bedroom and came back
with a winter robe. I found his at the basement
and he opened the door for me and I smiled. He
then went to a driver's seat and started the car
and drove off.
Him : How are you feeling after finding out about
your so called pastor intentions about you?
I shrugged my shoulders. How am I feeling vele?
I don't know.
Me : I really don't know how am I feeling. He was
going to make me his sex slave and his birth
machine so I'm used to that life of being a slave
and I've been a mother twice but I never got a
chance to hold my kids. Yes I did held Langelihle
but she looked at me and smiled at me before she
closed her eyes for good. Whatever that will
come in my life right now I won't be surprised
and being emotional about it. I'll just accept it
because I'm pretty sure I'm not one of those
who are supposed to be happy.
He parked the car infront of wimpy and he placed
his hands on my face so that I can face him.
Melusi : I totally do disagree with you. No one in
this world was brought to always live a miserable
life. Yes our life may be miserable sometimes
Nomalanga and we might experience the shit of
pain but that doesn't mean it will happen forever.
Don't let the past stopped you from finding your
happiness.
Tears felt down on my cheeks as I think about my
past.
Melusi : Have you seen a therapist?
I shook my head and he used his hands to wipe my
tears
Him : I'll book you one after your uncle's son's
funeral. Can you do me a favor? (I nodded using
my head) Can you please stop trusting too much?
And stop trusting everybody?
I looked at him and i remembered that the same
thing Buli asked me.
Melusi : Can you do that for me Mnisi omuhle
I laughed and nodded and he placed the peck of
kiss on my forehead which caught me off guard
Him : Are you getting out?
Me : No ways I'm still on my sleep clothes!!What
will people say?
Melusi : Fuck then why do you even care about
them.
He got out from the driver's seat and came to
the passenger seat to open the door.
Me : Kodwa Melusi!!
He scooped me up from the seat and he closed
the car using his arm. As we were heading to the
Wimpy we bumped into Zama at the entrance.
Zama : Nomalanga
He greeted me as I was still on Melusi's arms and
her eyes were glued to him.
Me : Zama
Zama : It's been a long time
Me : Indeed a very long time
We looked at each other without saying anything
Melusi : Lady can we get in?
Zama : Yes sure, it was nice to meet you
Me : Likewise
She moved away and I suddenly thought about
what Buli said. About kicking them out of my
mother's house
Me : Zama!
Zama : Yes
Me : Please tell your man to start packing his rags
I'll be coming tomorrow with the police to take
over from my mother's house. And also your
brother passed away will you go to a funeral?.
She shook her head seemed shocked or rather
say disappointed.
Me : Okay see you tomorrow when I come to
collect the keys.
She walked away and Melusi walked in and all eyes
were on us. He opened the chair using his legs and
he placed me down and went to place our order.
He came back and sat down next to me.
Him : Who's that girl?
Me : He my rapist's girlfriend
Him : Does she knows that he raped you?
Me : Yes she even took a video of me while I was
raped and they tried to poison me and Buli luckily.
Having Buli in my life is a blessing. She swiped the
plates and she and her boyfriend were the ones
who ate a poisonous food
Him : Served them right. I really like how
protective Buli is to you
I smiled and looked at him.
Me : When I get out of line and being stubborn
she will just slap me
He laughed and I joined him in and he stopped.
Him : You're more beautiful when you're laughing
and smiling. You should be like this showing your
dimple
I laughed and hit his arm playfully as he was
standing up to get our order.
BULI
My cookie was burning Njabulo did show me
flames. I woke up and went to Nomalanga's
bedroom but she wasn't here with Melusi. I went
to a window to see is the car is at the basement
but there was no sign of it. I went to my bedroom
to wake up Njabulo.
Njabulo : Buli I wanna sleep
Me : Hey that's not your house vuka!
He continued sleeping and I removed the blanket
from him only to see his dick hard pointing at me
Njabulo : Can he?
Me : No no no!!! He's not getting any. My cookie is
burning as we speak. He laughed and get up from
the bed. He helped me making it after we are
done. I took the clean towels and we headed to
the bathroom naked only to bump into Nomalanga
and Melusi and we just froze!
Me : Sharii vala mehlo marn!!!
I used my hand to cover my pussy and Njabulo
hide behind me. Nomalanga and Melusi bustered
into laughter and we finally made it to the
bathroom.
Me : You coward! Why did you hide behind my
back?
Njabulo : I can't have your friend see if you are
eating in a mini bowl.
I laughed and jumped inside the shower we
decided to do a quickie in the shower after we
had done we lotion and wrapped our body with the
towel. Stupid!! I used my hands to hide my pussy
while I was holding towel! Mxm we wore our
clothes and joined them in the living room for
breakfast. I opened the television and I was
shocked to that pastor Zak Shezi was found dead
next to the beach with his snake next to him
dead. They showed his house and it have collapsed
after his death. Such a witchcraft!!!I looked at
Nomalanga and she didn't show any sign of being
hurt by this whole thing. Who killed him? And how
am I supposed to continue with my plan with him
being dead
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NOMALANGA
I honestly feel like I could celebrate right now.
There's no other part that feels for him and
what piss me the most about this pastor
mbumbulu is that he uses God to decieve people.
The room went into silent. Buli was the only one
who seemed shocked. We continued eating out
breakfast while her eyes were still glued to the
television.
Buli : Wow...!
We looked at her and continued eating our
breakfast. She turned around and looked at us.
Buli : He's dead!
Njabulo : We just saw it.
Me : Good for him.
Melusi : Served him right!
Buli just gaped at us one by one and her eyes
went straight to me and smile.
Me : What?
Buli : Nothing. And the snake who the hell killed it
because this is not just any snake. It looks like an
anaconda.
Njabulo : Ubethwele and this snake was the one
who made him so wealthy so if you die all your
wealthy die with you including your snake well I
don't know for the zombies.
Me : That's why his house collapsed?
Njabulo : Yes
Buli : Witchcraft Jesus!
Me : But I really have to give whoever that
person who killed this pastor a credit he must go
and kill S'busiso for me into painful death.
Buli : We Nomalanga!
Me : Ain't you the one who said I must stop being
miserable, now I've stopped and you're also
complaining.
Melusi smiled and I returned back the smile
Melusi : Excuse me I have a quick call to make.
He stood up and went outside.
Me : I'm going to take a shower I'll be right back.
I left them and went to take a shower.
ZAMA
I arrived at home and I found S'busiso staring at
his phone like his expecting a call.
Me : Expecting a call?
Him : These people that were threatening me just
stopped calling. I was supposed to deliver the
money today, the money which I don't have.
Me : Isn't it a good thing?
Him : Not at all. You have to be worried if your
enemies are quiet.
He placed his phone in the table and went to a
kitchen and he came back with his beer.
Me : You won't believe whom I saw today?
Him : Who did you saw?
Me : Nomalanga
Him : Nomalanga?
Me : Yes Nomalanga
Him : Did you kinda follow her so that you can see
where she live? Because I really have to ask her
what she did with my baby.
Me : I told you that her baby died at hospital and
she have her cremated and besides she was with
Mbatha.
Him : Mbatha?
Me : Yes the one whom you killed his wife. And
they are in a relationship......
He just smashed the bottle of a beer in my heard
Him : Why are you telling me this!!!
The vision started to became more blurry and I
could feel the blood making its own way down to
my face.
Him : Not with my Nomalanga! Not with her! The
guy must die before he finds out about me killing
his wife!
He didn't even care about me all he does is to
always care about Nomalanga. My knees were
feeling very weak and I could stand with my feet.
I tried to brushed my eyes in a hope of chasing
out the blurriness but I passed out. !
MELUSI
I make the phone call and he picked up in a third
ring
Mike : Mhlonishwa
Me : Sure Mike. I see you did the job?
Mike : Yes I did even though I nearly died
Me : What happened!
Mike : We shot the guy and there was a suddenly
wind that came out of nowhere and when we
looked around we found a big snake next to him.
The snake wanted to attack to us. Luckily the guy
that I was with he was having a Calibre gun on his
hands. He's the one who killed the snake
Me : Good job gents I'll top up your salaries five
times
Mike : Five times bozza?
Me : Yeah five times. Where are you?
Mike : We are coming back from the traditional
healer to cleans us. That guy was a real witch!
Me : I thought colored also loves ghost like
whites.
Mike : Not this one that is me.
I laughed and hung up the phone and went inside.
As I was about to walk in I heard Buli mentioning
my wife so I decided to eavesdrop
BULI
I was left alone with Njabulo and he was the only
one who knew about my plan so I have to ask if
he's the one who did it.
Me : Did you kill him?
Njabulo : Ay Bulelwa Ay!
Me : Babe you are the only one who knew about
my plan of killing two birds with one stone so how
am I suppose to destroy S'busiso with only the
evidence of him killing Melusi's wife?
Njabulo : About that we have to show him the
video
Me : What? No! I don't want him to go back on
the same situation he was before.
Njabulo : He doesn't have to know that the video
was sent by you. That guy killed his wife Bulelwa.
The door opened and Melusi was fuming.
Njabulo : Bafoo!
Melusi : Show me the video!
I looked at Njabulo and he also looked at me.
Njabulo : Bafo
Melusi : Show me the video dammit!
He shouted and his eyes were red. He clenched
his jaws and the veins just popped out from his
mind.
Njabulo : This can't be happening. He's coming
back!
Me : What?
Njabulo : The beast in him!
Melusi made his way to Njabulo and he attacked
him with his hands on his neck.
Me : Melusi stop it!!!
I tried to take him away from Njabulo but I
couldn't!
Melusi : You knew! You knew who killed my wife
but you didn't tell me.
I took the glass and smashed it in his head but
still he couldn't stop! Nomalanga walked in and
she froze as his eyes landed to Melusi.
Nomalanga : Melusiiii.....!
He stopped as he heard Nomalanga's voice and he
slowly moved his hands from his brother and
looked at Nomalanga.
Melusi : Bafo!
He was lost. He really didn't know what he have
done.
Melusi : Bafo. I'm sorry! He's back. Ubuyile
bafo!!!
Njabulo caughed as he was trying to catch up his
breath and I went to a kitchen and quickly came
back with a glass of water
Nomalanga : Who are you?
Melusi : I'm sorry!
Nomalanga : Who are you are you really like
others?
Njabulo : No he's.... He's not like them
Nomalanga leave the room crying and Melusi tried
to run after her but I stopped him.
Me : Leave her, I'll go
I opened the door trying to followed her at the
road but my heart almost stopped as I saw two
guys wearing their balaclavas pointing her with a
gun.
Me : Nomalanga!!
Noma : Help me Buli!
They shoved her at the car and I tried to ran
after them but the other guy shot me on my
shoulders and I landed down on the ground
Me : Nomalanga!!!
The car drove off and it was driven by the
woman.
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BULI
I dragged myself and the neighbors were looking
at me. I held my shot shoulder and tried to walk.
They were talking and some of them were peeking
at the window.
Me : Ningamagolo Nina. You saw them when they
took her but you didn't even bother by calling the
police!
Man : Don't call us by igolo phela
Me : I've called you igolo and I could say it for
the second time that you're igolo. Infact
unguMsunu!
I clicked my tongue and walked away from them. I
made it to our complex and the brothers we
hugging. Njabulo dropped the hug as he saw me.
Njabulo : What happened? Where's Nomalanga?
Me : They took her?
Melusi : What? Who?
Me : I don't know. The black tazz that was driven
by a woman with blond short hair
Melusi : Did you saw the number plate?
Me : I don't know if it was Dlaba or Dlame ZN
6584
Njabulo and Melusi looked at each other
Njabulo : If it's Dlaba, that's the clan name of
Shezi
Me : What? What do they want from us? From
Nomalanga?
Melusi walked out dialing numbers on his phone.
Njabulo : Are you ok?
Me : It's just a stretch I'm not that much
wounded.
Melusi came back in with his toolkit aid. He
cleaned my wound and applied bundage at it.
Melusi : The bullet missed your body it's just a
stretch. I'm going out to find her.
Njabulo : But what about what we talked about?
Melusi : I'll see it other time but I have to go out
and look for her.
Me : I'm coming with you
Melusi : No, you stay here!
It's funny how happy we were earlier on and now
things have turned into a dust. Just like that. He
took the car keys and left.
NOMALANGA
I've never been so afraid in my whole life like the
way I am today. Being pointed by a gun in your
head but to my suprise no tears was escaping out
from my eyes. The blonde woman looked at me in
the reviewer mirror and you could tell she was
crying. She drove until she reached to the forest
that have a shack there.
Guy 1 : Get out!
I get out from the car without asking anything.
The lady with blonde hair stood infront of he and
gave me hottest slap which made me fell down.
They dragged me into the house and my jaws
almost dropped off to the floor as my eyes
landed to Mrs Zulu tied up in the chair.
Me : Mrs Zulu!!
Her : Nomalanga mtanami I'm sorry!
What is she apologizing for? The girl wind blonde
hair took the chair and placed it next to me
Her : Sit!
I looked at without saying anything
Her : I said sit!
Before I knew it she gave me the hottest slap
that made me landed to the chair. She started to
tied me up with a rope and I let her be. I couldn't
help myself but to think about Buli who was shot
and to think about why is Mrs Zulu apologizing!
The guy who have pastor Zak Shezi's
resemblance walked in. He looked and me and
smiled.
Him : I see you're finally here with your
stepmother
Me : What do you want from us?
Him : Good girl. I like you because you just go
straight to the point. But before I go there why
did I sent my brother to you and the next thing
he was found next to the beach dead?
Me : How will I know that!
Girl : Because you killed my father dammit!
She slapped me again and I was shocked that
pastor Zak was having a daughter who looks like
he's in my age.
BULI
Melusi came back in an hour and he looked so
disappointed. He took a sigh before he sat down.
Me : You didn't find her did you?
He took another sigh before shooking his head.
Me : It's all your fault you know that?
Njabulo : Buli stop!
Me : If he didn't turned into a monster non of
this wouldn't happened.
Melusi : Don't you dare put the blame on me. You
knew who killed my wife and you didn't tell me.
How's that my fault because you are the one who
asked me to come here to look after her? How's
that my fault because I get that pastor out of
Nomalanga's life. How am I supposed to know
that Zak was Bhekizwe's son?
Njabulo : Bhekizwe?
Melusi : His son's are here to collect their
father's things since they heard that Zulu is
dead and Nomalanga got everything. How's that
my fault Bulelwa? Am I the one who asked Zulu
and his wife to kill Bhekizwe and his wife and
stole their construction site? How's that my
fault? Or my fault is that I falling inlove with
your friend?
I could feel the pain in his voice and I regret
myself for what I said.
Me : Sbarii ngyaxolisa
He took his car keys and stood up.
Njabulo : Where are you going?
Melusi : I'm going to meet up with Mike and go
and look Nomalanga before I loose another woman
I love.
Me : Sbarii I'm sorry!
He looked at me and nodded before he walked out
from the door.
NOMALANGA
I looked at them and the girl looked very pissed
Me : I don't know what happened to your father.
And what does that happened have to do with
Mrs Zulu?
Guy : Why don't you ask her?
I looked at her and she broke down and cried
Me : Maka Langa!
Mrs Zulu : I'm sorry mtanami for dragging you
into this mess
Me : What do you mean Mah?
Guy : Well it seems like he doesn't want to talk.
All these things that your father gave you wasn't
his. The construction site, cars, money and the
house isn't yours
Me : What do you mean?
Guy : Your father and this old hag next to you
killed our parents so that they can take away
their things. Your father raped and killed my
mother infront of us. He also rape my elder sister
and sold her to a highest bidder in Europe.
I swallowed the lump that was formed on my
throat and looked at Mrs Zulu. Now I'm gonna be
a dead meat to these people because of these
two. Tears streamed down on my face as I look at
her
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NOMALANGA
I swallowed the lump again and look at this man
who claims that Zulu killed his parents.
Guy : Zola!
The girl with blonde hair looked at this guy.
Zola : Yes!
Guy : Take the car and go to the nearest garage
to buy petrol
The Zola girl smiled and I closed my eyes and said
a silent prayer
Mrs Zulu : Mtanami this child have been through a
lot. You can't punish her for her father's sins
that she barely knows
The guy laughed and looked at Zola
Guy : Becareful!
She nodded before she grabbed the car keys and
walked away. We heard the car driving off.
Guy : But she have Zulu's blood running in her
veins right?
Mrs Zulu : Please mtanami she's been through a
lot.
Guy : That been through a lot you mean her being
raped by her stepfather? You mean her being
raped by her own father? You mean her by
concieving a child that is the product of rape?
You mean her falling inlove with his twin brother?
You mean her being impregnanted by his own
brother? You mean her by having a miscarriage?
That's nothing to me compared to the pain that
you and your husband caused to me and my
siblings!
I swallowed the lump again as he was mentioning
one by one the things that I went through. Which
means they were watching me all this time.
Guy : I can still here my mother's cries when she
was begging your husband to stop when he was
ontop of her raping her and what did you do? You
were pointing my father with a gun who was tied
up on a chair and we as kids watched the whole
thing that was happening. Zak was traumatized
the most by this whole thing and I have to look
after him as big brother. He even looked for an
easy life so that he can try to be brave wathwala!
And now that I sent him and he was killed like a
dog!
Mrs Zulu : I'm sorry
Guy : You sorry? Sorry?
He gun whipped her and she fainted. He untied
her and asked two guys that were outside to
bring him a bucket of water. He poured her with a
bucket of water and she woke up and gasped for
her
Mrs Zulu : Please let her go and deal with me!
Ngyakucela Mkhululi my son!!
She pleased but her cries felt into deaf ears! The
Mkhululi guy used a knife to ripped off her dress
and her underwear.
Mkhululi : Experience what my mother went
through you bloody women!
She inserted his dick in her and raped her so
rough and Mrs Zulu wasn't crying at all she was
quiet and if I didn't know better I'd say she was
enjoying this whole thing. Mkhululi was pissed to
see her not showing any sign of being in pain or
rather say crying and ask him to stop!
ZAMA
I woke up and I felt the sharp pain in my head. I
looked around and S'busiso was there watching
TV. I stood up and dragged myself.
Him : Finally! Someone decided to wake up.
I ignore him and went to the bedroom I was using
the time Nomalanga was staying here and locked
myself from it. There's an empty room in his head
that is playing kids. This guy is mentally
disturbed. I let out all the tears as I think what
I've went through in this house.
BULI
I followed him the moment he walked out from
our house. Njabulo called my name out and I
ignore him. I found him next to his car on his
phone and I went in the driver's seat since the
door was opened and I jumped to the passenger
seat and hide there.
Melusi : Sure I'll meet you there in twenty
minutes
He walked in the car and drove like a lunatic
Melusi : Hang in there Nomalanga! I'm coming......
He increased his speed as he was driving his
phone rang and he connected it to the Bluetooth
speaker
Melusi : Bafo I'm on the road driving.
Njabulo : How can you allow Buli to go with you
with a bruise arm?
Melusi : What are you talking about?
Njabulo : Buli is in your car dammit!
Melusi stopped the car and looked at the
passenger seat.
Melusi : What the fuck! What the hell are you
doing here?
Me : You wouldn't allow me to go with you so I
had no choice but to follow you.
Melusi : For goodness sake you have a bruise arm
Buli!
Me : So what?
Njabulo : Drive her back
Me : You dare drive me back I'll strangle you
while you're driving Melusi uzobona.
Njabulo : Bulelwa!
Me : Don't Bulelwa me Njabulo I'm going to look
for Nomalanga. End that call Melusi!
Njabulo : We Buli!
Me : I said end that call!!
Melusi : Bafo I'll stopped by at near by garage
and I'll request an Uber for her.
I clicked my tongue and popped my eyes in the
window. As I was looking there. The same car
that took Nomalanga drove off and it was driven
by a woman with blonde hair again. She was alone
this time. I hit Melusi's head .
Melusi : Auch!
Me : Follow that car and you do miss it I'll deal
with you.
He followed it from the distance and it stopped
by at the garage and we also went there. She
went to the car boot and take the five litre of a
bottle! No no no! She can't be doing this! I walked
out from the car and went to her car at the
passenger seat while she was still busy with what
she was doing. Her phone beeped and I took it
and next to it there was a gun right there!
NOMALANGA
Mkhululi asked two guys that were waiting outside
the shack to rape Mrs Zulu but the reaction was
still the same. He took his phone and do what God
knows he was doing and after what seems like ten
minutes. He chased the guys out.
Mkhululi : So you think you're grave you old hag?
Mrs Zulu : What did you expect me to do? To
moan? To cry? To plead ?
Mkhululi gave her a hottest slap and he took his
knife. He opened wide Mrs Zulu's legs and he
shove the knife inside her pussy and Mrs Zulu
cried her lungs out! He stabbed him there until
she couldn't cry anymore. He stopped the minute
he was getting any response from her and Mrs
Zulu looked at me.
Mrs Zulu : I hope you will f- .....(She groans in
pains ) Find it in your heart to forgive me and
your father.
She caughed twice and looked at me again.
Mrs Zulu : Ngyaxolisa Nomalanga!
She said that before she kept her eyes closed.
Tears were streaming down on my face and the
guy went to check her pulse and he smiled.
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NOMALANGA
He went into me and sniff me around my neck.
Him : You smelling good
I kept my mouth shut and looked at him and she
went to a drawer and came back with papers and a
pen.
Him : Now it's time for hand over my belonging.
Me : If I don't
Him : Then I'll be forced to do it in a hard way.
Me : Doing it in hard way? You mean raping me?
Slapping me? Torturing me?
He laughed and came closer to me to sniff me
again.
Him : No killing you.
Me : You know death have been my wish. So if you
will kill me you will me doing me a huge favor.
He clenched his jaws and gave me the hottest
slap that made me landed in the ground with the
chair.
Him : Why are you being difficult! You will sign
these papers.
Me : Over my dead body!
He started to kick my whole body and I was tied
up in the chair there is nothing I could do then to
let him be. I heard the car driving in surely it's
his niece Zola and the guys that were outside
called him.
BULI
I'm sure Melusi is pissed wherever he is. I put
the phone on silent and texted Njabulo to give me
Melusi's number and he sent them from this
number within a second. I called Melusi and he
picked up.
Melusi : Hello
Me : It's me Buli!
Melusi : What the fuck did you just do!
Me : Okay you'll shout at me later please follow
this car. She's coming I'm dropping off.
I disconnected the call and the message popped
out from the screen saved as Mkhululi. "She's
dead, hurry up! We have to burn this shack down".
My heart heated so fast my Nomalanga can't be
dead. She can't be. I hide from the passenger
seat and the door opened. She drove off so fast.
She played maskandi's song Van Dam that is
Mroza's song if I'm not mistaken and she was
singing along.
"Namhlanje siy' empini
Syobulala uVan Dam namhlanje!
Oooh namhlanje elamanqamu syobulala uVan Dam
namhlanje"
The Van Dam that she is singing about does she
mean my Nomalanga?
The car stobbed by at the forest at the forest.
She searched around her car
Her : Aaay bo where's my phone and my gun!
I don't know how to used the gun but I found
myself cocking it and she looked at the mirror
reviewer.
Me : Looking for this?
She looked at me and kept quiet.
Me : Do you still remember me?
She kept quiet again and I placed the gun on her
head.
I looked infront of us and there is the shack and
there were two man outside from it. I looked
behind us and Melusi's car weren't around. My
heart almost left my heart I was afraid. I get out
from the car and get this lady from the car with
the gun still in her head. The guys that were
there called their boss because they kept saying
'Bhoza'. I was afraid but I wouldn't let these
people see that I am. How could Melusi do this.
MELUSI
I parked the car from the road and waited Mike
to come with his man. They were there in ten
minutes. We walked with our feet inside the
forest and we saw Buli holding the girl with
blonde hair with a gun placed in the girl's head. I
chuckled and Mike and the other guys were
shocked
Mike : Who's this woman!
Me : That's Njabulo's girlfriend?
Mike : What? Did she grew up from streets
I laughed and if I didn't know better I'd say
she's coming from the street. The shack opened
and the black skinny tall guy walked out with
Nomalanga pointing her with the gun. He was
having a smirk in his face and that made me
clenching my jaws.
Me : Mike I'll go this side and hide next to the
corner of the shack so that Buli can see me.
Surround the area with your guys and don't do
anything stupid.
He nodded and I went and hide next to the
corner of the shack and Buli saw me.
Guy : Look who's here alone. Four in one?
The guys said with a smirk plastered all over his
face and that made Buli more angrier because she
tighten up the grip on the girl with blonde hairs
Buli : What do you want from Nomalanga?
Guy : I've already discussed it with her and her
step mother or mother inlaw so there's no need
to discuss it with you.
Buli widen her eyes in shock. Mother inlaw? Step
mother? What is he talking about?
Buli : What? Mrs Zulu is also here?
Nomalanga : She's dead
She said with the lower voice. I texted Mike to
shoot these two guys but they have to be unseen
by this man. He didn't waste no time. He shot the
first one with his men and second one follow and
Nomalanga and the girl with blonde hair were
streaming their lungs out.
Guy : Who are you with?
Buli laughed at the guy and he tighten up the grip
Guy : Tell me who are you with or I'll shoot her
skull.
Buli : And you will be dead if you dare do that and
this girl with albino hair will be dead too. Put the
gun down if you know what's good for you.
I texted Mike to aim the guys head with a
machine gun in his heart and he did as I
instructed because I saw the red mark on his
head.
Girl : They aimed your head Malume let her go it's
over.
Guy : No Zola I won't do it
I texted Mike to shoot the he was holding the
gun and he texted me back.
"That's dengerous is we do the bullet might end
up Nomalanga's head"
Stupid idea. He's right though. I moved slowly as
Buli was busy keeping the guy busy by talking.
Buli : Listen to your niece it's over let her go!
Guy : Not until she sign the papers
Buli : What papers?
Noma : The papers to hand everything that Zulu
le...... Aaaaah!!
I removed held the that was holding the gun from
this man and we started to fight.......
NOMALANGA
I don't know where and when Melusi get here.
There were fighting and Melusi was intop him.
The next thing that we heard was the the gun
firing.
Melusi looked at me and smile while he was still
ontop of Mkhululi.
Melusi : Just know that I love you okay?
We loosen up his body and Mkhululi removed him
from his body. He was the one who was shot! I
ran to him and his eyes was closed he was
groaning in pain.
Mkhululi : It's over mshana I'm sorry
He put the gun on his head and shot himself. Zola
cried and Buli let go of her. She ran to his uncle
and shook him but she was no more. I removed my
t-shirt and placed it in Melusi's wound to stop it
from infection and from losing more blood.
Zola : No it's not over!
The next thing I heard was something hot in my
back that made me landed down on Melusi. I
heard the gun shooting twice and people calling
my name and it's like they were far away from
me.
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BULI
I shot her twice on her skull after she shot
Nomalanga on her back. I went to Nomalanga to
check her and she was groaning in pains. I
checked Melusi's pulse and i let out the sigh I
was holding. Four guys came out from the forest
and I pointed the one who looked like a colored
with a gun.
Me : Step closer and I will shoot!
Him : Relax we are going with Melusi. I'm Mike
I still pointed him with a gun but he just passed
me and took his boss and the other one took
Nomalanga. Mike came back in a few minutes with
a matches in his hand. He took the dead bodie and
placed them inside of the shack. He came back
with a bottle of water and a peace of cloth.
Mike : Wear off that t-shirt we don't want
anything that might trace back to us.
I did as I was instructed and I was left with my
skin bra. He walked inside and burnt my t-shirt
that was covered with blood and we waited for it
until it burnt into ashes. He then gave me a peace
of cloth to wipe the blood that was on my body
and I did. He also did the same thing with what
he did with my t-shirt. He took out the plastic
from his pocket and he placed the ashes of my t-
shirt from it. After he had done. He wipe the
bottle of water with a tissue and placed it inside.
He started to puore the petrol all over the shack
even the five bodies that were inside he poured
them with a petrol. After he had done. He used
the tissue to touch the door so that he could
close it and he lit up the shack and fire started.
He then went to girl with blond hair cars to check
if there is anything that belong to me but we
found nothing. I remembered that I used this
girl's phone to asked Njabulo to send me Melusi's
number.
Me : The phone, I used it to sent Melusi a
message
Mike : So glad you remembered but don't worry
I'll take the phone with me. We have to burn this
car too.
He poured a petrol from it outside and inside. He
then looked at me
Mike : Go and wait for me from that tree. The car
will explode after I lit it up with a matches.
I went to that tree and waited for him. He then
lit up the matches and he run so fast before the
car exploded.
Me : Where's Nomalanga and Melusi?
Mike : They rushed then to the hospital we'll find
them there.
We went to his car and he drove off. As we were
driving we passed the police they were going from
the direction we were coming from. Mike pressed
some buttons from his car and I looked at him.
He chuckled before shooking his head.
Mike : I was hiding the number plate from the
police
Me : Mmmh
Mike : Tell me did you grew up from the street?
Me : No why?
Mike : The way you were handling the situation.
Bozza was impressed
Me : Bozza?
Mike : Melusi!
Me : Mmmh.
The guy was trying to keep the conversation going
but my mind was totally left from that shack. The
thing that I killed a person bothers me but one
thing that I'm proud of is because I did it to
protect Nomalanga and I could still do it again.
The car stopped, we were at our complex
Me : Thank you
Mike : Go and take a bath and I'll take you to the
hospital, you will come back with Njabulo.
I nodded and walked away from him. The minute I
step in the house I went straight to the shower.
ZAMA
I must've doze off from the bed because I was
waken up by S'busiso banging the door.
Him : Open this door or I'll break it down.
If I do open this door I'll just die like my mother
I know. I went into the window and opened it. I
took the things that are important such as like
Identity, my matrix's statement and my birth
certificate. I put them in my hand bag and
jumped outside from the window!
I really don't know where am I going but all I
know is that I can't spend another night here.
BULI
I arrived at hospital. I found Nomalanga sitting
on a hospital bench with Njabulo. I ran to her to
give her a hug but she pushed me away, she was
groaning in pains
Me : Ain't you supposed to be sleeping in a
hospital bed not in sitting in these cold bench?
Noma : No I have to be there for Melusi. He took
the bullet for me.
Me : Any news?
Njabulo : We are still waiting for a daughter.
Over here!!
I looked where he was looking, an old woman and
two ladies who're on our age walked to us.
Woman : Oooh mtanami what happened to my son.
Oooh that must be Mrs Mbatha.
Njabulo : He was shot when he was trying to save
the woman he loves.
Mrs Mbatha : The one he told me about?
Girl : So he was shot because of a woman?
Njabulo : Awukahle Nozipho! That woman is the
one who changed him from being miserable.
That Nosipho sulked her teeth and the girl that
was with her looked so hurt. I guess she's also
hurt about her brother. Nomalanga stood up and
kneel next to Mrs Mbatha crying.
Noma : Ngyaxolisa Mah! I'm the woman that your
son took the bullet for.
Mrs Mbatha looked at Njabulo and Njabulo
nodded.
Mrs Mbatha : Are you Nomalanga?
Noma : Yebo Mah!
Mrs Mbatha : Stand up my child
She tried to stand up but the woman that was
with Nosipho gave Nomalanga a hottest slap that
made her landed on the floor with her back that
was shot.
Njabulo : What the hell are you doing Sindy?
Sindy : How dare she?
I made my way to her and gave her a punch on her
nose.
Me : Lay your dirty hands on her Uzongithola
kahle.
Njabulo : Bulelwa!
Buli : No Njabulo man! Just because you're my
man that doesn't mean I must let your sister walk
over our heads. You dare come closer to her I'll
marinade your face ngyakutshela.
Sindy : Then why don't you just go
She said that holding her bleeding nose
Me : Sihamba syaphi? We are not going anywhere!
If you don't wanna be here for your brother
maybe you should just leave
She faked a smile and looked at Nomalanga.
Sindy : No dear, Melusi and I will get married the
minute he woke up on this hospital bed that this
whore put him.
I looked at Njabulo and she ran his hands on his
face.
Noma : Excuse me
The doctor walked in and Nomalanga was cat
walking to her ward.
Njabulo : How's she doctor?
Doc : We did removed the bullet from him but he
is calling Nomalanga's name. Is she here? Is she
his wife?
I looked at this Sindy girl and smiled.
Me : Your man is calling Nomalanga's name. You
like it?
She clicked her tongue and crossed her hands to
her chest. I walked to Nomalanga away from them
and I heard someone laughing at my back. I
turned around to see who it was, only to see Mrs
Mbatha with a smirk on her face.
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NJABULO
Buli! Buli! Buli!!!. On a first time she met my family
and she decided to being Buli. I let out the sigh I
was holding when I saw her going to Nomalanga's
ward. I looked at my mom and she was having a
smirk plastered all over her face while Nosipho's
mouth was wide opened.
Nosipho : Is she really your girlfriend bhuti?
Me : Yes she is. Are you afraid of her?
Nosipho : Yooh look what she did on Sindy's nose
that woman ngyamesaba mina
Me : She served her right
Sindy : Njabulo!
Me : What you did was uncalled for.
Sindy : I nearly lost Melusi because of her
Me : Yeeey Nomalanga didn't do anything. It was
Melusi who wanted to save Nomalanga because he
loves her. If you continue being a jerk towards
Nomalanga, you won't just have a bleeding nose.
Buli will Kelly Khumalolize you ngyakutshela.
Sindy : But my family made an agreement with
your family.
Mom : Yeey they made with whom?
Sindy : You guys agreed that Melusi must marry
because my sister's death traumatized him.
Mom : If I didn't know that your sister died on a
car accident I would've said you're the one who
killed her so that Melusi can marry you
Nosipho : Mah!
Mom : Don't Mah me? Did she have to slap that
girl because of a man who doesn't love her
Sindy : He does love me okay! And he's mine. He
belongs to me not to Nomalanga!!!
She took her bag and walked away and Nosipho
wanted to follow her but mom gave her a don't
you dare look.
Me : We going in or?
Mom : Let's get in.
We walked in from his ward but the doctor
stopped us.
Doctor : One person at the time.
Mom : I'll walked in.
We walked out with Nosipho sulking and we found
Buli and Nomalanga sitting on the hospital bench
that are opposite to Melusi's ward.
Buli : Where's Mah and Melusi's 'wife'?
Me : Not now babe please.
Buli : I was just asking
She looked at Nosipho and Nosipho looked down.
Buli : I'm sorry for the way that we met but I'm
Buli and this is Nomalanga, my sister.
Nosipho : I'm Nosipho.
She said with a shaking voice and Buli laughed
Buli : You don't have to be afraid of me. It was
just a punch nyana njer
Me : A punch that made her bleed Bulelwa
Buli : She deserved it. Nosipho nana, you and i will
be good only if you will stay in your lane and I'll
stay in my lane too.
She nodded whilst she was still shaking and Buli
was amused by this whole thing. Nomalanga was
here with us but her mind seems to be far away
from here. I can't blame her though Mina I
would've committed suicide if I went through to
what she's been through. That's too much for a
human being fight all these battles, at least she
got my potty woman besides her
MRS MBATHA
Tears just made their way on my cheeks as I
looked at my son lying in the hospital bed. He was
crying for losing his wife in a trauma way and now
that he fell in love again, he's now in hospital
fighting for his life. My poor baby.
Me : I thought you said he was awake?
Doc : Your son is a fighter Ma. He just fell asleep
because of the drugs I gave him to numb his pain.
Me : The bullet didn't cause any harm in his
internal organs?
Doc : No it didn't because it didn't touched any
of them. It was stucked in between his rib
Me : I see.
I brushed his forehead and he groans into pains.
He used to hate it when I will brush his forehead
when he was young.
Me : Lusi it's me your mom ndodana.
Him : No- Nomalanga!
Me : You want Nomalanga?
Him : Nomalanga!
Doc : He will wake up and call her name. Is she
her wife or something?
Me : She is the woman he love.
Doc : That woman is the one who made him fight.
He should be in a coma or in a critical situation.
Me : I'll go and call Nomalanga for you Lusi kaMa.
I placed a kiss in his sweating forehead and I
walked out from his ward leaving the doctor
jogging down whatever he was doing.
NOMALANGA
I will never forgive myself if anything goes wrong
to Melusi. I owe him my life. He and Buli, I owe
them my life. I've never have people who will risk
their life to save mine like the way they did. I'm
so greatful for having them in my life. Her
mother walks out from his ward and his sister
jumped into her.
Nosipho : Is he okay? Can I get in?
Mrs Mbatha : Yes he is okay but he wants
Nomalanga he's been calling her name. Go to your
man mtanami
She said with a faint smile and I wiped tears that
have been falling down in my face.
Buli : Go babe. I'll be in a cafeteria grabbing some
coffee there
She placed a peck of kiss in my cheek and held my
hand
Buli : You will be fine go!
She let go of my hand and I walked to his ward.
The beeping machine next to him made my knees
shaking
Doc : Don't worry yourself about these machines
okay. He's good.
I nodded and sat on a chair next to him.
Doc : I'll be in my office press this button if
there is an emergency okay
I nodded again and he walked in leaving him and
me. I wanted to ask God to be with him but I
remembered that God doesn't love me. I held his
hand and looked at him.
Me : I'm sorry for dragging you in this situation.
I used my left hand to wipe tears that were
falling.
Me : Seeing you taking a bullet for me proved
that you really do love me in the way that you will
risk your life for me.
I stood up and wiped the sweating that was in his
forehead.
Me : I owe you my life Melusi and I will do the
same thing for you because I -
I swallow the lump that was formed on my throat
and looked at him.
Me : Because I love you too. Yes I love you too.
I placed a peck of kiss in his forehead and sat
down and burst into tears.
Me : I'm sorry please get well soon.
I pushed the chair away and tried to remove my
hand from him but he tighten up the grip. I
swallowed the lump again that was stuck on my
throat and looked at him. His eyes were still
closed
Me : Melusi!
Him : Please stay
He said with a lower voice.
Him : Please stay mmmmh (he groans in pain) and
tell me how much you love me.
He said that with his one eye opened. Stupid! He
tried to move a little leaving a little space next to
me.
Me : You will hurt yourself please stop what
you're doing.
He continue moving while he was still groaning
into pains. I went to his file and read it and then
I opened the drawer next to him and take
antibiotics teblet. I pooured the water in the
glass and helped him to drink them but he started
to hesitate.
Me : Relax I know what I am doing. I studied for
this.
He finally opened his mouth and drank the
tablets. I placed the glass ontop of the drawer
and looked at him and he smiled.
Him : Get in
Me : Huh?
He tap the free space next to him and I removed
my shoes and jumped in the bed.
Him : Bra God wanted to take me away from you
but I refused! Nginqabile I'm not going away with
him.
He said with his lower voice and I wanted to laugh
but I couldn't.
Him : Do you really love me?
I felt my heart beating fast as he was asking me
this question and I felt tears burning my eyes. I
know I said I love him but did I really mean it? Do
I love him?
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BULI
We were at the cafeteria sipping our coffee with
Njabulo's family. My mind wasn't here with them
at all. It was on what happened earlier at the
shuck and I can't accept that I'm a murder. My
mind was brought back by Njabulo tapping the
table.
Njabulo : Bulelwa!!
Me : Mmmmh
Njabulo : Mom is talking to you
I looked at Mrs Mbatha and she looked at me
with worry.
Me : I'm sorry Mah what were you saying?
Mrs Mbatha : Are you okay my child.
Me : Yes I am okay Mah, it's just that I'm
worried about Nomalanga
Mrs Mbatha : You're overprotective when it's
comes to her why?
I took a long sigh and looked at Njabulo
Me : That's a long story for another day Mah.
She nodded and I looked at Njabulo he also stare
back at me. I really need to distress I can't
spend this day like this.
Me : I forget Nomalanga's jacket in your car can
we?
Njabulo : Yeah sure. Right after you.
Me : I'll be right back Mah
Mrs Mbatha : Okay sisi
I looked at Nosipho and gave her a smile and she
also smiled back.
Njabulo : Are you okay?
I ignore him and we went to the parking lot
premises. I opened the passenger seat and get in
and Njabulo did the same and get in the
passenger seat.
Njabulo : Babe are you okay?
I attacked him with a kiss but he didn't reply
back. I continued kissing him and my hands ran to
his pants searching for his dick and the boy
finally kissed me back. I unbuckled his belt and
unzip his pants. I shove the head of his dick in my
mouth and lick it while he was busy trying to
remove my jean. I stopped the sucking and wear
off by jeans and and underwear and he also did
the same, the windows are dimmer so there's no
need for us to worry about who will see us even if
they do. I just don't care.
We kissed again while my hand was giving him a
blow job and his hands was rubbing my clit I could
feel my feet getting hot. He used his index finger
to finger fuck me and I sofy moan on his lips. I
went intop of him and inserted his dick. I ride him
like I was being fucked for the last time and he
was groaning so loud while hitting my ass. I went
up and down on him like I am jumping on a jumping
castle and drawing circles with his dick like I am
playing *wheela hoops*. He cum inside me and I
ride him faster until we both came. His dick was
still inside of me when both tried to catch our
breath. I looked around from the car hoping to
see any tissue but there's no none.
Me : Njabulo you don't have a toilet paper here?
Njabulo : Ooops! I don't have it babe.
Me : What will I use to wipe my pussy because I
can't go back to the cafeteria with a smell of
your sperms.
Njabulo : Get up
Me : What
He made me sit in car sit and he opened my legs,
I decided to help him by stretching them and
have them crossed behind my neck and my whole
baby pussy was facing him. I didn't care about my
bruised shoulder I really need this sexual healing
Njabulo : I was about to lick your pussy but now
Shandu want to get in again.
Me : Get him in.
He inserted his dick and pumped me so hard going
all side. We both reached our orgasm at the same
time. And he licked my pussy cleaning all his
sperms from my pussy and I also did same to his
dick. After that we both wear our clothes and
fixed ourself and we walked back to the
cafeteria. His mother was still there with his
sister.
Mrs Mbatha : That was too long.
Njabulo : Yeah we searched for her phone but we
couldn't find it.
Mrs Mbatha : But she has it on her hands.
Me : Aaah Nomalanga's phone
Mrs Mbatha : Mmmmh kanti didn't you go to look
for her jacket?
I really didn't know what to say to her my mouth
was wide opened and Nosipho was grinning.
Mrs Mbatha : And wena Njabulo, you better wipe
that lip stick on your mouth. Makoti why didn't
you helped him to wipe it or you want girls to
know that she have a woman
Me : Aa- I.....
Mrs Mbatha : Aa- I......? Koti?
Me : I'll go and check on uNomalanga, excuse me
I walked away from them and I heard them
laughing.
Nosipho : But Mah! You made her nervous
They laughed including Njabulo. This hypocrite
will never taste my pussy again if he is ganging up
on me with his mother .
ZAMA
I was standing at the street next to a road
without knowing where will I go and I don't have a
place to stay. A white Ranger Rover stand next to
me and the old man who's in his early 50's walked
out from the car and came to me.
Old man : Aw ntokazi how much is it per night?
Me : What?
Him : Don't be afraid. I'll spend twelve thousand
for a night
Me : I'm not doing that kind of a work.
Him : I'll add another three thousand
I've got nothing to loose for sleeping with this
man for fifteen thousand plus I don't have money
on my pocket and I don't have a place to stay.
NOMALANGA
I felt the beating on his heart again, no doubt he
do love me but I don't want to rush into things.
I'm still grieving. I need to heal first before I
start another jounerny with someone else.
Me : Let's focus on you healing first before I
answer you.
Melusi : Fine by me
He held me closer to him and I groan in pains
Melusi : What's wrong?
Me : I was shot on my back today after they shot
you.
Melusi : These bloody dogs.
I could feel him clenching his jaws. The door
opened and Sindy walked in and looked at us.
Melusi : Sindy? You're also here?
Tears escaped from her eyes and Melusi and I
looked at each other.
Sindy : How could you do this to me Melusi?
Melusi : Did what? What are you talking about?
Sindy : How could you cheated on me with her
while you know that we have a wedding to plan?
Me : I think it's better if I leave.
Melusi : You ain't going anywhere. There's no
wedding that will happen here Sindy.
Sindy : But you promised!
Melusi : That was your father's opinion and I
didn't agreeing on it. I won't marry my late
wife's sister and I won't marry the woman I
don't love.
Sindy : Don't say that! You do love me dammit!!
Melusi : I love Nomalanga and she's the one I will
marry not you Sindy I'm sorry.
She walked over to us and dragged me out from
the bed and I fell down on my back and groan in
pains. Melusi tried to get out from the bed but he
couldn't because of the drugs doctor gave him.
Melusi : What the hell are you doing are you
crazy?
The door opened and Buli walked in and stand in
the door.
Sindy : Yes I'm crazy inlove with you. You don't
belong with this piece of trash but to me.
Buli : What did you call her?
She walked to her and she was fuming. It's easy
to see a person with light skin if he or she is mad
Sindy : There we go again. A butter but bitch is
here again.
Buli dragged her and hit her forehead in the wall
three times and she was bleeding.
Melusi : Stop what you're doing Bulelwa!!
Buli : This black kiwi whore need to be taught a
lesson.
Sindy : I'm going to get you arrested for an
assult
Me : And if you do that I'll also open the case for
you.
Melusi : And I'll also do it.
She pick up her bag and walked to the door
Sindy : This is not over.
Buli : Bring it on bitch! May the best bitch win
this war that is about to begin.
She slammed the door on her back and Buli
walked to me and helped me to get up.
Buli : Get better soon wena you need to fix this
mess with your wife
Melusi : She's not my w-
Buli : Shush!!! What kind of man are you. One
bullet on your stomuch and you fainted. U weak
man sbarrii!!
Melusi tried to laugh but he couldn't because of
his wounded stomuch. And I helped him by
laughing
Buli : If I were you I wouldn't be laughing. You let
that monkey bitch ran over your head. What are
these big ass for? Why didn't you used it to fight
her?
Why didn't I used it to fight her? Is she for
real? Who fights with his ass isn't it hands that
fights? Buli in insane she need to stay here and
start her mental treatment
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NOMALANGA
_______________________
Three Months Later
Things have been worse in my life and to my
family. We did go down to burry my uncle's son
Prince and we did a cleansing ceremony together
with Mom Sebenzile. Yes I know call her mom
because she is the closest woman to my life and
she's playing the role of being mom in my life.
She did met Melusi and and quite do get along.
She told me not to being afraid of life because of
the things I've been through and I mustn't
afraid to fall in love again. If my heart tells me
that he is the one then I must allow him to love
him. So yep we are now together. And the
greatest thing that happened to Mom Sebe's life
is that she is pregnant even though she's always
living in fear that she might miscarry this baby.
Buli : Nomalanga hurry up I have to be in a court
room in thirty minutes or else I'll leave you and
you'll have to to catch a taxi.
Yes my Buliza have a car now. Njabulo bought it
for last month because he didn't want his lawyer
lady to ride taxis.
Me : I'm sorry sthandwa Sami I forget to tell you
that Melusi will come and pick me up.
She wear off her heal and hit it with me on my
arm.
Me : Aauch Bulelwa!
Buli : So now I'll be late just because of you! Why
didn't you tell me that your man will pick you up!!!
She shouted and I wanted so bad to laugh but I
can't. Bulelwa is always moody, bossy and bully for
these past few weeks.
Me : I'm sorry friend.
Buli : Give me that hill!
Me : What?
Buli : I said give me and if you don't want to give
it to me just say it, I won't be groveling you
I couldn't hold back my laughter I laughed at her.
Buli : Usinekani? Share the joke so that I could
laugh.
Me : I'm laughing at you! Can't you see that
you're funny?
Buli : So I am funny? I'm funny mina Nomalanga?
She said that with tears that were filled in her
eyes and I felt bad for laughing at her.
Me : Hey I'm sorry I was just making a joke.
She took her work bag and her hand bag
Me : Buli ngyaxolisa!
She took her car keys and she went to opened the
door and to my surprise Melusi was there with his
hand on the air ready to knock.
Buli : And when am I supposed to get out of here
if you're standing here. Suka man!
She pushed him and Melusi nearly landed on the
ground and instead of being mad or angry but he
laughed. He made his way to me and he gave me a
kiss
Melusi : Was she crying? The whole Buli crying?
Me : I was surprised too.
Melusi : What did you do to her?
Me : Nothing. You know how bossy she is these
days even your brother decided to give him a
space because she feels annoyed by looking at his
nose
Melusi bustered into laughter and I joined him in.
Melusi : Just annoyed by looking at his nose? And
she's being moody and bossy? She's definitely
pregnant?
Me : What? But how? She was on an injection
njer?
Melusi : Babe how can you ask me that question
you're a doctor!
Me : No man! I know injections are not hundred
percent accurate. It's 99% accurate so your
brother used that one percent to impregnanted
her?
Melusi : Ukorile ubafo I'm going to be an uncle!
Me : And I'm going to be an aunt, a God mother!
ZAMA
I've been in this job for two months and I'm now
living the best life. That old man wanted me to be
his mistress because he was having a complected
marriage but I have been meeting another guy
behind his back. Yes I he does fuck and I
sometimes cum but I also needed someone who
could make my cookie boils and breath fire. I was
applying a tissue oil around my body with a towel
wrapped around my body a there was a nick at the
door
Me : Who is it?
Voice : It's me babe
Mike? What is he doing here? Mr Smith will be
here in an hour. I went to the door to open it and
he was there with his hands on his pocket.
Me : Come in
Mike : Going somewhere?
Me : Yes we were about to hit the club with my
friends in an hour
He placed his gun on a the bed and he made his
way to me. He attacked me with kiss and pinned
me in the door. He throw down my towel and his
hands was running on my breast while the other
hand was holding my waist. He sucked my nipples
and my hand ran to his track suit and I removed
them both with his brief and I gave him the hand
job. He placed my leg on his shoulder while the
other leg was standing on the ground and I was
still pinned in the door. He played with my clit
with his index finger while the thumb was
massaging my pussy's hole. He inserted his big
long dick as soon I was wet and he started to
move fast and pump me so hard with our lips still
locked. He pumped until I couldn't feel my leg on
the ground and he placed both my legs on his
waist with his manhood still pumpering so hard in
pussy. He pumped untill we both reached our
orgasm and we were breathing heavily. I went to
the bathroom to take warm towels and I wiped
him first before I wiped my burning cockie. It's
strange how he did things today because we
didn't used protection and he is the one who
always comes with it but tonight he didn't.
NOMALANGA
It was a busy day at work today and we were
supposed to knock off later but we didn't. My
phone beeped it was a message from Buli.
"Hey I just wanted to check if you're still okay.
I'm still angry with you but I still care and still
do love you"
I smiled as read this message and Melusi walked
in with his briefcase.
Melusi : And who's making my woman smiling like
this
Me : It's a message from Buli. Are we ready to
go?
Melusi : Yes Ma'am
We go out from my office and his hand was on my
waist while we were walking at the hospital. The
nurses and the doctors looked at us and we didn't
care at all. We made it to the parking lot and
Melusi opened the door for me and I get in the
passenger seat. As he went to the driver's seat.
A gun fired five times and Melusi landed down on
the floor. A familiar car drove off from the
parking lot and when I looked at it clearly it was
S'busiso's car. I jumped out from the car and
went to check up on Melusi and he stood up
before I helped him. Thanks God .
Me : Are you okay?
Melusi : Yes I am okay. This car that just drove
off have been following for the past two weeks
and lenja doesn't know how to shoot because he
have been missing the bullets for three times.
Me : It's not the first time he shot?
Melusi : Not at all babe. Let's get out of here.
He made his was to the passenger seat again to
open the door for me and he went back to the
driver's seat. Before he drove off he placed a
peck of kiss in my lips and drove off and we went
to McDonald's to get our takeaways and I did get
one for Buli. As we were sitting down waiting for
our order. Sindy walked in and looked at us from
head to toes. She then clicked her tongue and
went to McDonald's office
Melusi : Wow! I thought my mom was lying!
Me : She owns this place?
Melusi : It seems like that. But how because this
girl doesn't even have a matric or did she do what
she used to do?
Me : Huh?
Melusi : Never mind babe. Let's get out of here
Me : Our order babe
Melusi : Heey that witch might poison us and you
won't survive this time cause there's no Buli who
will swipe the takeaways.
I laughed and hit his arm playfully and he placed a
kiss on my cheek and I giggled.
Sindy : This is not the love nest if you want to
make love go somewhere man!
Me : Don't worry we are going there to make love
like we've never had before and sing with out
beautiful moans that will filled the whole
bedroom
Sindy : Go to hell Nomalanga!
Me : I'll meet you there babe! Sthandwa sami
asambe my cockie is hungry for you not for these
takeaways nyana yakhona!
We kissed before we walked out and the bitch
was fuming. I'm not gonna let her or anyone else
walk over my head ever again!
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BULI
I don't know what's going on with me if I'm not
moody I'm being aggressive and if I'm not
aggressive I'm a cry baby. I would've say I'm
pregnant but I've been on a prevention and I was
on my period last month. I don't have morning
sickness or is it because I killed someone? But
Mike and his friend accompanied me to his
sangoma for the cleansing so what's really wrong
with me? I heard the knock on the door and I
stood up to check who is it, to my suprise I find
Njabulo leaning at the door frame. I quickly
closed the door as my eyes landed to his nose. It
disgusts me no lying and I feel like I could puke
by looking at it.
Njabulo : Babe please don't do this to me.
Me : If you want to see me you better cut your
nose.
Njabulo : I have a scarf with me I'll cover my
nose
I opened the door and he used the scurf to hide
his nose.
Njabulo : Can I get in?
I opened the door wide for him to enter.
Me : What do you want?
Njabulo : Bulelwa I miss you stop pushing me away
babe!
Me : Cover that nose please!
Njabulo : What is it with my nose! You're pushing
me away because of my nose?
Me : Your nose disgust me okay?
Njabulo : The same nose that used to smell your
body and your cockie now it disgusts you.
Me : Njabulo can you please leave!
Njabulo : I'm not going anywhere!
I went to the kitchen and came back with a
wooden spoon and he looked at me shocked.
Me : Go or I'll beat you up with this wooden
spoon!
Njabulo : You can beat me if you want to but I'm
not going anywhere!
I hit his arm with a wooden spoon and he quickly
stood up and held me tight. He then gave me a
kiss, the second his nose touched me I pushed
him away and I ran fast to the bathroom to puke.
I must've vomited all my lungs out together with
my intestines. He walked in with a glass of water
in his hand and I took the water and throw them
on his face!
Me : I vomited because of you dammit! I said
leave!
Njabulo : No I'm tired of you being bully I'm not
going anywhere and I'm not going to cover my
nose because of you!
I walked away from the bathroom and went to a
living room. I sat on the couch and broke down
into tears and he sat down on the couch that is
opposite mine and watch me as I cry.
ZAMA
He took his wallet and took out all the notes that
they were there and he placed them on top of the
bed.
Mike : Enjoy your night with the girls!
Me : Thank you babe I will enjoy it with the girls.
He kissed my chin before walking out. About five
minutes Smith's car parked next to my flat anf I
let out the sigh thinking what would've happened
if he found Mike here. I went fast to the
bathroom to wash my pussy and I came back fast
with a towel still wrapped around my body. I
opened the door and he walked in with a bunch of
flowers, chocolate and wine.
Him : Hello babe, give papa a kiss!
I gave him a kiss and I quickly broke it because
he spit his saliva on my mouth when we kissed. He
started to sniff around the house!
Me : What wrong Daddy?
Him : Someone was here?
Me : Someone?
Him : The cologne? A familiar cologne? There was
a man that was here! Who is he?
Me : Oooh it was the land lord. He came with the
plumber to fix the tab on the bathroom
Him : Mhhh
Me : Let me show Daddy what I have for him!
I threw down the towel and he gave me a lust
look. I went intop of him and I know this will be a
quickie and it won't even last five minutes till we
done.
NOMALANGA
It was my first time setting a foot in a club ever
since I was born. No lying Njabulo's club is lit and
it looks like he's really making money with it
judging by people who are here during the week.
The waitress looked at from top to bottom
before she gave us our takeaways.
Her : There it Sir
Melusi took it without saying anything to her and
we walked out of the club. We drove till we got to
my place.
Me : It looks like your brother is here.
Melusi : Buli is giving him a hard time I know.
We laughed and get out of the car. We made our
way in and Buli was crying and Njabulo was
watching her as she cries
Me : Hey what happened?
Buli : He doesn't want to leave and if I asked him
to cover his nose with a scarf he doesn't want to.
Melusi and Njabulo wanted to laugh but I shook
my head and they tried to hold back their
laughter. I really wanted to laugh but I know it
will make her more angry.
Me : And Njabulo why don't you leave? Did you
use this wooden spoon to hit her?
Njabulo : No I didn't. She's the one who hit me
with it.
Me : Buli can you go to the bathroom I'll find you
there.
She walked away and these too bursted into
laughter.
Melusi : When will you go to your third trimester
if you can't handle her now.
Njabulo : What do you mean?
Melusi : Don't tell me that you don't see that
she's pregnant?
Njabulo :. Bafo! I'm a dead man!
I laughed and I took my hand bag and went to the
bathroom and I found Buli sitting on a toilet seat.
Me : Here.
She looked at me and looked back to the
pregnancy test!
Buli : And what am I going to do with it?
Me : Pee on it?
Buli : For what reasons? I'm not pregnant!
Me : Yes you're not pregnant but I am pregnant. I
want your negetive result so that I can show
them Melusi. I'm not ready to tell him that I'm
expecting and he's suspecting that I'm pregnant
Buli : Oooh my world! When did you guys slept
because I thought you were taking it slowly? Is
he big down there?
Me : I can't kiss and tell baby!
She laughed and took the pregnancy test and
peed on them. We waited and the result didn't
take five minutes to show up. Two lines from both
pregnancy tests.
Buli : Noma!
I looked at her and she was shocked!
Buli : Noma!
Me : You're ten weeks pregnant mngani.
I tried to brought her for a hug but she pushed
me away and walked out.
Buli : Damn you Njabulo! Damn you!!
I followed her and she gave Njabulo a hottest
slap on his cheek!
Buli : How could you do this to me! How could you
impregnanted me dammit!
Njabulo : Don't babe me! You ejaculated inside my
pussy dammit! Uchamele Kimi!
Me : Buli calm down!
Buli : Don't tell me to calm down! Yabona wena!
And your Mr Bean's nose! You and September will
babysit this baby! Ungichamele!!!
Melusi was laughing and he was filming this whole
thing. Buli took a wooden spoon from the couch
and she hit Njabulo with it! They were rounding
the couch and Njabulo was running away from
being beaten by iphini!
Buli : I date have stretch marks and belly fats
Uzongithola kahle! You son of Mr Bean's nose!!
Njabulo : I'm sorry!
Her eyes landed on Melusi and he quickly saved
the video and started filming.
Buli : Wena! Ungidividiyelani? Delete that video!
Melusi : But I only started capturing the video!
Buli gave him two stoke with her wooden spoon
and he quickly deleted the second video and the
first one was not deleted. It was there on his
phone. She went to her bedroom and locked
herself from it and we all bursted into laughter!
Buli is psycho!
Unedited.......!
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NOMALANGA
Njabulo knocked until her fingers get tired. Buli
wasn't going to open her bedroom door for him.
Njabulo decided to leave to give her space and
for Melusi he was still laughing.
Me : You know ever since I met you I've never
seen you laughing like this and it hurts that Buli
made you laugh like this.
He laughed even more
Melusi : Come on babe your friend is a psycho I
couldn't help myself but to burst out and laugh.
Pregnancy is playing with her.
Me : Tell me about it.
Melusi : How far is she?
Me : Ten weeks pregnant
Melusi : Jesus only seven months to go! My poor
brother!
I laughed and I made my way to the kitchen.
Njabulo walked in he was worried.
Melusi : I thought you're home!
Njabulo : I can't leave her from that state Bafo.
Nomalanga can you please go and call her for me.
Please!
Me : Cover your nose first
Njabulo : What's wrong with my nose? Is it sharp
like Mr Bean's nose?
Melusi and I looked at each other and we laughed.
Me : I'll go and try on her.
I went to her bedroom just as I was about to
knock. She walked out dressed up like she's going
somewhere.
Me : Wow you look beautiful. Are you going
somewhere?
Buli : Hypocrite!
Me : What?
Buli : You made me pee on those sticks Nomalanga!
Me : I'm sorry but I had no choice
Buli : Mxm whatever
She made her way to the kitchen. Melusi whistled
and Njabulo seemed confused.
Njabulo : Where are you going?
Buli : To doctor
Njabulo : At this time? To do what exactly?
Buli : To terminate this pregnancy
Our jaws almost dropped off to the floor and Buli
laughed.
Buli : Go and take a quick shower Nomalanga these
two are taking us out.
Me : But we did brought take aways from
Njabulo's club.
Buli : You mean pap, meat and chakalaka? No
thanks. They are taking us to a restaurant not any
reasturant but an expensive one
Melusi : But know that I won't pay the bill
Buli : You will pay the bill. You and your brother
will pay the bill.
Melusi mumbled something that we can't hear
Buli : Ang'zwanga?
Melusi : Fine I'll pay the bill
Buli : Good.
Njabulo : But what's the use of going out if I
have to hide my nose. How will I eat.
Buli : You won't eat you'll have to watch me eat
then
Njabulo : Buli that's abuse what you're doing.
Buli : You the one who decided to plant your seed
in my garden so you'll have to face the
consequences.
I decided to leave them to take a quick shower
and I wore a denim jean with a white crop top and
and a blue coat that matches blue stilettos and
my hand bag. I went back to them and we walked
out. Melusi decided to leave his car and we used
Njabulo's car. We were sitting at the back seat
and Buli opened the volume so loud singing along
Column Scott ft Leona Lewis - You're the reason
"If I could turn back the clock
I'd make sure the light defeated the dark
Spent every hour of everyday
Keeping you sa--- What the fuck!!!
Me : What Buli?
Buli : S'busiso is following us! Look
Melusi : It's been a while since he's been
following me and he fired the gun today at
hospital's parking lot.
Buli : And you didn't say nothing
Me : How was I going to tell you because you were
totally losing it.
She sulked her teeth and Njabulo laughed.
ZAMA
Smith took me out to one of the fancy restaurant
around our town. I was totally nervous. What if
his wife walked in and decided to shoot me here?
What it one of her kids saw us together and
decided to cause a scene. The waitress came to
our table to give us menu and I ask for a red wine
while Smith asked for a Brandy.
Him : What will you eat?
Me : I don't know daddy! Everything is expensive
here
Him : Don't worry Daddy will pay. Just order
what you like.
I saw Nomalanga and Buli walking in with two guys
following them. The other one is the owner of the
club that Mike and I used to go from and the
other one is Dr Mbatha. Smith looked at what I
was looking and he clenched his jaws.
Me : Daddy are you okay?
Him : I've just lost an appetite.
Me : What's wrong Daddy do you know them?
Him : These I pigs that influence my son to crime.
They're working for them.
Me : I'm confused, their businesses are legal. So
what are you talking about? And your son? I
thought you said he died?
Me : Died in my life so let's just drop this topic
and enjoy our meal.
I looked at Nomalanga and she really looked
beautiful and glowing. I looked at Buli and she
looked at me from head to toes before clicking
her tongue. I sigh and drank my wine. I felt
someone's eyes on my body. I searched around
the restaurant and I saw S'busiso with his
machine fire gun outside the reasturant. I almost
chocked in my wine and when I looked at what he
was, he was gone!
NOMALANGA
We were shocked to see Zama on this restaurant
with a business married man.
Njabulo : Isn't this Mike's father? What is he
doing with his girlfriend?
Melusi : And I do remember this girl from Wimpy.
I thought you said he was dating the guy that was
following us?
Buli : No wait? Mike is dating this bimbo?
Njabulo : Yes he was with her last Friday on my
club and he introduced her to me.
Me : And this is Mike's father?
Melusi : Yes that's him but they don't get along
since his father abandoned him and his siblings
and take a new wife after his mother's death
Buli : The bitch is probably fucking with Daddy
and son.
Melusi and Njabulo chuckled.
Melusi : Maybe Mike know that he is fucking his
father. This guy got eyes and ears everywhere.
Buli looked at Njabulo and she excused herself to
bathroom surely to puke.
Njabulo : I give up!
Me : Give it time. Maybe after her first
trimester she will be fine.
She used his hands to rub his face and took a long
sigh. I laughed and placed a peck of kiss in
Melusi's cheek. I noticed a red dot aiming his
heart. I followed where the dot was coming from.
My heart almost stopped as I looked at the
restaurant glasses and my eyes landed to
S'busiso's car. I stood up and pushed Melusi as a
heard the gun firing. The bullet hit straight to my
womb.
Melusi : Nomalanga!!!
I looked at him and pointed at the window and
S'busiso's car drove off fast. I couldn't stand
anymore the heat I was feeling in my womb I
couldn't take it anymore
I felt down on Melusi's arms and I looked at him
and smiled.
Me : Just know that I love you too.
Tears were streaming down on his face and I saw
abokhokho nomkhulu calling me and I kept my
eyes closed.
Unedited......
Insert 46
BULI
I was at the toilet throwing up my non alcoholic
wine when I heard the gun shots. I quickly ran
back to the restaurant and people were all down
in including the waitress. My eyes ran to our table
and my heart almost stopped as my eyes landed to
Nomalanga who was on Melusi's arms. I quickly
rushed into them and Nomalanga's eyes were
closed.
Me : What happened to my sister. What have you
guys done to her?
Melusi rushed to the car and we all followed him.
Me : Who did this Njabulo?
Njabulo : The guy that was following us. The
bullet was meant for Melusi but Nomalanga took
it to save Bafo's life.
Mike walked into us and his eyes were not leaving
Zama who was with his fatger at the restaurant
door.
Melusi : Njabulo drive the car she can't loose too
much blood.
Njabulo : Buli get in.
Me : No I'm not getting in. Someone have to stop
S'busiso from killing people.
Njabulo : You're pregnant for goodness sake just
get in the car!!
Me : Just drive the car and leave me alone. Or
you want your brother to loose another love of his
life? I'll go with Mike to S'busiso's house.
He nodded and drove off the car like a lunatic
that he is. Mike was still looking at his father
with an dead eye and you could tell he was fuming.
Me : Mike!
His eyes were still glued to them and Zama
wanted the whole to hide judging by her facial
expression.
Me : Mike!!!
Mike : Mmmh? Sorry my mind isn't here at all.
Me : We have to go.
We walked into his car and he drove off.
Mike : Are you sure you want to do this?
Me : Deadly sure. And if your girlfriend dare to
warn him off I'll kill her too.
He chuckled and shook his head
Mike : My girlfriend?
Me : Zama
Mike : Who told you that and how do you know
her?
Me : Duh I know her more that everyone. She was
staying at Nomalanga's house and he was or is
dating the guy who shot Nomalanga.
He stopped the car and looked at me.
Mike : What? Are you for real?
I get out from the passenger side and went into
the driver's seat. He went to where I was sitting
and I started the car and drove off. Mike kept
asking me about how Zama is and I decided to
ignore him because we won't find S'busiso if we
are doing some sort of a chit chat.
Mike : I served that bitch right for infecting him
with Aids!
I wanted to laugh but I couldn't so I chuckled a
bit.
Me : Do you have a gun?
Mike : Yes three of them
Me : Okay we are almost there
I drive the car until we made it to my mother's
house. I parked it out side the gate and I went in
and let my tanants know that the car is a friend
of mine. S'busiso's car walked in Nomalanga's
house and he walked out from the car with two
bottles of beers in his hands. We watched him
until he walked in the house. As we were still on
the car. An Uber stopped next to Nomalanga's
house and Zama walked out heading to the house
without noticing us.
Me : You see what I was talking about? What if
she recognized your car?
Mike : She doesn't know this car so relax.
I looked at him and he took a long sigh
Me : You really did love her?
Mike : Ek did. But the love i had for her quickly
fades away the time I found out she was fucking
my father.
Me : You infected her with the disease so that
she can pass it to your father?
Mike : Sort off. Let's go before they leave.
MELUSI
It's funny how cruel life can be. One minutes
you're happy and the rest of the hours you are
sad. Just when I was learning to love again and
this happens. I wanted to go and helped the
doctors to save Nomalanga's life but they didn't
allow me due to the state I'm in. The last time I
was like this was the time I lost my wife. My
mother came to us followed by Nosipho and Sindy.
Mom : I came as soon as I got the call from
Njabulo. How is she?
Me : The doctors are still busy with her. And why
did you bring her here?
Sindy : Come on Melusi I just came to support you
Me : Support me? Ow please I know that done
there in your heart you're having a rejoicing
ceremony and wishing that she can't make it so
that you can have me!
Mom : Melusi!
Me : No I don't want her here. Just leave Sindy
and never come back here.
She took her handbag from the hospital benches
and she walked out shaking her flat ass. The
doctor opened the surgery door and we all stood
up and went to him.
Me : Zondo how is she?
Zondo : We removed her womb since the bullet
destroyed it and she's still in the coma so she will
be in an intensive care.
Me : It's all my fault! She will never have babies
just because of me
Zondo : I have to get in and I'll let you know if
there are any changes.
He walked back to the surgery and I broke down
and cried.
Njabulo : Kuzolunga bafo she will wake up
Me : But she won't be able to have babies just
because she tried to save my life!
Mom : All will be well son.
Me : Why Mah? Am I cursed? Why every woman I
love ended up in hospital and they ended up
loosing their life. Ngiqalekisiwe Mah! I can't loose
her Mah.
ZAMA
I went to his house and I found him gulping down
the beers in the living room. He was staring at
the picture of Nomalanga and her mother. His
eyes landed to me and he quickly stood up and
went to me. I tried to get out from the door but
he bit me to it.
S'bu : Oooh so you've finally came because your
colored old rich man isn't satisfying your pussy.
Me : No I came to warn you. They are coming for
you.
S'bu : Coming for me?
Me : Mbatha's hit men they are on their way
here.
He gave me a hottest slap across my face.
S'bu : And you're telling me because?
Me : Because I care!
He smashed the bottle of beer in my head and I
landed down on the floor. He ripped apart my
clothes and my underwear before removing his
track pants. He shove his big dick and pumped me
while he's hands was suffocating me. I tried to
fight him by removing his hands on my neck but
he tighten the grip. I was rolling my eyes and I
felt my body getting weak and my pussy was numb
as he was fucking me while he's strangling him to
death. I kept my eyes closed and said a silent
prayer. The door opened and he quickly move away
from me. I slowly opened my eyes and my heart
almost dropped off when they landed on Mike and
Buli. I gasped for air and looked at Mike who was
giving me a hatred look. Both of them were angry
and they were having guns in their hands
S'bu : Buli!.
She pulled the trigger and shot him his left arm
Buli : This was for my mother, Martha!
S'busiso groaned in pains and Buli shot him his
right arm and S'busiso groaned into pains again
S'bu : B.... This is for Nomalanga's mother!
S'busiso cussed out and Buli short him his right
leg and he knelt down with while the left leg was
the one he was kneeling with on the ground.
Buli : This is for my ex boyfriend Mfundo!
She said with tears streaming down on her face
and he shot him another leg and lended down on
the floor grounding in pains.
Buli : And this is for Melusi's wife that you hit
with the car!!
My heart almost stopped when she mentioned
Mbatha's wife. She is the one who film those
videos and threatened us with it. I looked at Buli
and he shifted the gun that was pointing S'busiso
and pointed it with me. Her skin tone was now
pink and she was breathing heavily
Unedited.........
(Forgive for the spelling errors. Im in the taxi as
I'm writing this insert )
Insert 47
BULI
I looked at him groaning and cussing me. The pain
that he is feeling right now is nothing compared
to the pain that we felt when he killed our loved
ones and raped us. If I don't stop him who knows
he might do it to my child. I pointed Zama with a
gun as tears were falling down on her face.
S'bu : Bloody whore! You the one who filmed us
and threatened us! Bloody bitch!
I shifted the gun away from Zama and shot
S'busiso's thighs and he groans so loud!
Mike : That's enough! We have to take these
people away from here before your neighbours
decided to call the cops and you don't want to
have another blood in your hands. Especially in
your condition!
He's right though we have to take them away
from here. There was a knock at the door and my
heart almost dropped.
Mike : Relax these are one of my guys that will
help us to finish off these people
I let out the sigh I was holding and four guys
walked in. They took S'busiso away and the other
one came and asked me for the bathroom. He
went there and came back with a bucket. He wore
his gloves and clean S'busiso's blood.
Zama : Are you going to kill me?
Me : Do you deserve to live?
Zama : I'm sorry for what I did to Nomalanga
with my mother. I'm really sorry.
Mike : Tell me what really brought you here? Did
you came here for his dick?
Zama : No he raped me. Looked at my clothes!
Mike : He raped you? Then explain to me. Why did
you wanted to save your rapist? Does he give it to
you so good in the way that you can't have him
death?
Zama : No ba-
Mike : Don't call me that! Don't call me that!
You're such a bloody whore! You're fucking your
stepfather, my father and me at the same time?
What kind of a human being are you?
Zama : I'm sorry!
Me : What will with do with her?
Mike : This bitch can't be trusted we have to do
something with her
Zama : Mike please! I won't tell anyone.
Mike : Get up!
Zama : Please babe!
Mike : I said get up!!
He dragged her witj her dress that was ripped
apart that shows her ass and her private part.
The guy that was cleaning S'busiso's blood took
Dana's lace underwear and we walked out from
the house.
SINDY
After Melusi chased me out at hospital like a dog,
I decided to go Khumalo.
Me : Khumalo!
Silence
Me : We Khumalo wena!
He came out from his double story house with a
towel wrapped around his waist.
Khumalo : Eeey wena ntombazane! Are you trying
to upset my ancestors? Are you insane!
Me : I'm sorry it's just that what you gave me is
not working it's making things worse!
Khumalo : Go to my hut I'll be with you shortly.
I went to his hut but I started to remove my
shoes first before getting inside. The candles
were being lighten up, the moment I walked in his
hut it became dark! The candles were no longer
bringing light into this hut. I suddenly felt like
there was someone strangling me into death but
there was nobody. I felt it suffocating me until I
fell on the grassmat. I was waken up by Khumalo
pouring water in my face. I gasped for air and
looked around. We were no longer in his hut we
were on his bedroom.
Me : What's going on? What happened?
Khumalo : I'm sorry but I can't have you go back
to my hut. If you go back you will die.
Me : Die? What have I done?
Me : Your sister wants you dead it was her that
was strangling you.
Me : I don't understand.
Khumalo : Really? You don't understand? You
enchanted her death for goodness sake and she's
angry, she's not at peace. Her husband's
relationship is protected by her. The muti that I
gave it to you is always made by her weak. She's
watching you like a hawk!
Me : Then get rid of her from me! Melusi was
mine ever since we were young. She knew that I
love him and she decided to date him. Get rid of
this ghost away from me.!!
Khumalo : I hear you but there is the price that
you'll have to pay right?
He ran his hands on my thighs and planted wet
kisses on my neck. He then went to my lips and
kissed them and I go with the flow. The kiss
became more and more pationate. He lifted up my
dress and I helped him to remove my underwear.
MELUSI
I watched her as she was peacefully sleeping. She
even looked so beautiful. I placed the peck of kiss
in her forehead and I held her hand!
Me : Wake up! We have a wedding to plan. Please
wake up!
Tears were burning my eyes as the picture of her
pushing me down and took the bullet for flashed
back.
Me : I don't understand though! Did you really
have to prove the love you have for me by taking
a bullet for me? Why Noma?
Voice : Because she love you!
I slowly turned around as I recognized the voice!
Me : Lucy? Is that you?
She nodded with tears making their way down to
her face and I ran to her and gave her a hug and
we were both sobbing from each other's
shoulder.
SJNDY
Something is confusing me or is body betraying
me? I've never ever enjoyed to being intimate
with Khumalo. I'd waited for him to cum so that I
could wear my clothes and leave. But today? I'm
the one who want him more.
He rubbed my clit and I let out the moans I was
holding. I removed his hand from my pussy and I
helped him to remove his trouser. We went into
bed and I lay on it with my legs wide opened
waiting for him get in. He inserted his big black
long dick in my pussy and he started to pump in
and went from all sides of my pussy. We both
came and my pussy was still wanting more from
him. His dick was still hard and I knelt down and
suck it and he groans!
Him : Oooh Makhosi! Aaaah Makhosi amakhulu.
I stood up and gave him my back so that he could
fuck my pussy from the back. He pumped so hard
and I could feel his dick going straight to my
woumb.
Me : Aaaah Khuma- Aaaah Khumalo!!
Him : Makhosi! Aaaayi Thokoza!!!! Aaaaah
Makhosi!!!!
I felt his sperms giving more heat in my pussy and
he burried himself on my back. We were both
trying to catch up on our breath.
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Insert 48
MELUSI
I broke the hug and looked at her. I couldn't
believe it. I thought she was dead. It was really
hard leaving a life without her. She my other half
and I'm her other half. This thing of the beast
started when she left me because of a mysterious
man that we didn't know.
Me : Is that really you Lucy?
She nodded with tears falling down on her
cheeks. I took her left arm and looked at it. It is
her. We both have a birth mark in our left arm.
Lucy : Yes it is me. I'm back brother.
Me : After all these years? Why now? Did you
know how I went throught without knowing where
my twin sister is? I searched for you. We
searched for you but you were nowhere to be
found.
Lucy : I'm sorry Lusi!
Me : Sorry? Sorry Lucy? Do you know much mom
suffered because of you? I won't even mention
dad because your disappearance led him to heart
attack which killed him.
Lucy : I'm sorry but I had to do it at least for my
little sister to be safe. For all of you to be safe.
Me : Do you hear yourself Lucy? You ran away
with a man and you wanted us to be safe? Safe
from your boyfriend? Okay now that you are here
won't our lives be in danger? Where's is that
boyfriend of yours?
Lucy : Zak would've made Nosipho into his slave if
I didn't do this. He would've killed mom. He is
dead, his death was all over the television.
Me : Zak? Pastor Zak Shezi
She nodded with tears blurring her eyes.
Me : Lucy what happened? What really happened?
Lucy : This isn't a good time or a good place to
talk to.
Me : Does Mom knows that you're here?
Lucy : I saw her in the cafeteria with Njabulo and
Nosi and I came here. I went to the reception
area and asked for the owner of the hospital and
she directed me in this ward. Mom doesn't know.
I nodded and looked at her
Lucy : I'm sorry Lucy for leaving you. I'm sorry!
Please forgive me.
She broke down and cried and I brought her in
for a hug.
Me : Sssh it's okay now. You're safe
Buli walked in and I broke the hug and Lucy
turned around and looked at her.
Me : Buli?
Buli : Melusi?
Me : I wanted to call Nomalanga's uncle and let
them know about what happened they have to be
here.
Buli : I did called uncle Muzi and he wanted to
come but I told her not.
Me : Why did you say that?
Buli : He have to be with his wife. She's pregnant
and we can't risk it by her coming here or Muzi
leaving her. Sebenzile have lost too much babies
we can't afford her to loose another baby.
Lucy broke down and cried. She placed her hand
on her tummy and the other hand was on her
mouth
Me : Lucy are you okay?
Lucy : Please excuse me
She walked out running and crying. Buli looked at
me and I sighed.
Buli : Is it about something that I just said?
Me : I don't know.
Buli : Mmmh. She have your resemblance and the
birthmark that is in your left hand proves that
she is your sister.
Me : My twin sister
Buli : What? But you never told us th....
Me : I know. It was a complicated situation. Tell
me did you find him?
Buli : Yes. Do you have something that will kill
someone's brain in the way that the person will
forget even her own name?
Me : Yes I do. Do you want it for the guy?
Buli : No Mike wants it for her girlfriend.
Me : I'll go and get it.
Buli : You'll find me in the car
I nodded but before she walked out she went to
Nomalanga and placed a peck of kiss in her lips
Buli : When I come back tomorrow morning. You
better be awake or else kuzonyiwa!
She walked out and I chuckled. I placed a peck of
kiss in her forehead before walking out. I called
the securities to come and guard Nomalanga's
ward until I came back. I told them that it must
be my family who will come in since her family
won't be here and I also asked them to chase
Sindy out if she stepped her foot here.
SINDY
I fixed myself and wore my heels. I suddenly felt
nausea and I ran to the toilet to puke. I flashed
the toilet and went to a sink to rinse my mouth
and Khumalo walked in
Him : Ukahle ntokazi?
Me : Yes I am fine it's just that I felt nausea but
I am fine.
Him : Mhhh
Me : Tell me about the plan
Him : Nothing much than to seduce that man or
either drugged him so that you could sleep with
him and be pregnant. The girl is wombless and
that man wants the babies so he won't abandoned
you if you're carrying his child and that's how you
will win him.
Me : I like the plan. So is there something that
you can give me to drink for me to concieve fast?
Him : There is but I can't give you because of
your sister. She might ruin our plan.
Me : Yeah right. Let me get going.
He nodded and I took my handbag and my car
keys before walking out from his house .
BULI
I told Melusi everything about S'busiso. From him
raping Nomalanga's mother to death. Him killing
my mother, Mfundo, Zinzile and his wife. I also
told him about the rape. I expected him to be
fuming like the way he was when he caught the
conversation I was having with Njabulo. I even
showed him the video but the boy was so calm.
We arrived at the wear house and we found Mike
strangling Zama.
Melusi : What the hell are you doing?
Mike : She played me she have to die
Melusi : She's not the first one who have ever
played you. Since when do we kill women?
He stood up and walked outside. Melusi walked to
S'busiso who was groaning in pains on the floor.
Melusi : Who did this to him?
I looked at him without saying anything and he
chuckled
Melusi : Chief iyabobana
S'bu : Drop the act! You didn't drive from all the
way here to greet me. Just do what you came to
do which is killing me.
Melusi : Not so fast. Why did you hit my wife and
left her like that?
S'busiso laughed and his laugh was mixed with
groaning in pain.
S'bu : I regret what I did to your wife. You know
why? (Caughing) Because every woman that I have
killed died knowing the taste of my dick. I
should've fucked her first before killing her.
S'busiso laughed and Melusi clenched his jaws and
walked out running.
Me : My mom died not knowing your dick! Except
her!
S'bu : Because she was having a loosy pussy. She
was fucking boys that are on your age.
Melusi walked in with a petrol on a takeaway
glass, matches and the knife his hand. Two guys
walked in and they ripped off Sbusiso's track
pants. Melusi walked to him and he cut his dick
and S'busiso streamed so loud. The blood was
everywhere and Zama jaws almost dropped off to
the floor
S'bu : Fuck you!!!
Melusi : Do you see your dick that traumatized
and killed women?
He said wave it in his face. At least he did wore
gloves before touching it
Melusi : Now watch me burnt it!
He poured a little bit of petrol in it and there was
a smoke in the ware house. Melusi stepped his
foot from a burning dick to stop it. He used a
tissue to pick it up and he shove it in his mouth.
S'busiso vomited and I ran outside to vomit all my
lungs out and my intestines. What the hell!. I
went back inside after a while and I found Zama
streaming and kicking. Mike finally injected her
and she passed out. S'busiso was cussing and
insulting Melusi.
S'bu : You will pay for this you son of a bitch......
Melusi shot his balls that were left from him and
he shot his forehead and it was over with him.
Dead! Ufile.
Me : Wow
He went outside to make a call and he came back
within a minutes.
Melusi : Go and wait in the car. Njabulo is coming
to get you. And please. What happened here will
stay here Bulelwa. Nomalanga can't know about
this. She's frigile you know her
I nodded and walked out to the car while they
were cleaning the warehouse. Just like that. He
died like a dog that he is. May his father Satan
welcomed him with two goats and a cow because
his prodigal son is going back to him. To hell
where he belongs!
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A Month Later
_________________________
BULI
It's been a month since Nomalanga have been in a
coma and uncle Muzi isn't helping at all. How can
he suggest such a thing? She is his one and only
neice why is he giving up easily
Me : Malume we can't switch off the machine she
will wake up.
Muzi : I know it's hurts and she wasn't just.....
Me : She wasn't ? She isn't just a friend she's
not dead! Nomalanga isn't dead she's still alive so
stop talking like that!!
I was breaking down and shouting at him. She's
still alive.
Muzi : I'm sorry nana but we can't stand in her
way we have to set her free. Today this evening
we will be switching of the machine.
He hung up on me and I dialed Melusi's number
but his phone reached me straight to voicemail. I
tried Njabulo and his phone reached me straight
to voicemail. I took my car keys and drove to
hospital.
MELUSI
Lucy have been staying at my other house that I
bought for my late wife. She was afraid to face
mom after all these years she was away. Mom
almost had an heart attack when she saw her we
all thought she was no more after all these years
she ran away with a man.
Mom : Why? Why did you ran away Lucy? With a
man that no one knew?
She asked with tears streaming down on her face
and Lucy was also crying too.
Lucy : I did it to protect my family Ma. Especially
Nosi.
Nisipho looked at her from head to toe before
clicking her tongue
Nosipho : To protect me? Us? Hey don't make me
your excuse when you're the one who left us and
decided to chase for your mysterious man dick!
Mom : Nosipho!
She kept quiet and looked down.
Mom : How were you exactly protecting Nosipho
from that man and where is he?
Lucy too a long sigh and looked at the ceiling
trying to fought back her tears and I held her
hand tightly.
Lucy : I dated a man that was called Zak Shezi.
He was so loving and caring those are things that
made me love him more and that he was the man
of God.
Njabulo : Wait you mean one and only Shezi?
Lucy noded and took a long sigh again.
Lucy : He took me out to a fancy restaurant and
proposed to me and I said yes. Before I came
back home to let you guys know about my proposal
ring he asked me to go to his house so that I
could meet his brother. I didn't hesitate at all.
We went there to a beautiful mansion house only
to found out that the brother he was talking
about is a snake.
She took another sigh as tears fell down on her
cheeks.
Lucy : I tried to ran away but he threated me
with Nosipho. He said if I try to ran away he will
make her into his slave and kill all my family so I
decided to stay and sacrifice myself to death
because I'm the one who met this guy and I can't
let him harm my family. He then asked me to wear
off my clothes and I did as I was instructed until
I was in a naked suit. He parted my legs apart and
his snake made its way to me and......
She looked back at the ceiling trying to fought
back her tears but they were more powerful than
her.
Lucy : It lick my private part with it's tongue and
Zak used a muti after it was done to rub my
private part. He then raped me until I concieved.
Months went by and I was living the slavery live. I
gave birth to a beautiful son and my son was killed
like they were slaughtering the cow. All my six
kids were killed in a most hurtful way Mah!
She broke down and cried and I brought her in
for a hug. Everybody was emotional here. She
broke the hug and I used my hand to wipe her
tears.
Last year when he went to church I ordered
online a depo and I injected myself with it. I
couldn't concieve anymore and he was barely in
the house and surely he was looking for someone
else to turn her into his slave. The night he died
his snake moved out from his house and I took
the hand bag that I came with when I got here
and some of his money. As I was outside of the
gate. His house collapsed and the money that I
stole from him suddenly disappeared. Luckily I
was having few notes on my hand bag and I
requested an Uber to take me to my home town. I
was afraid to go back at home so I booked in on a
BnB until I gained courage to face Lusi
The house went into silent my mother was crying
even Nosipho. My phone beeped and I was
welcomed by the bunched of missed call coming
from Buli. I rang her and she answered on a first
ring.
Buli : They are about to switch of the machine
please come to hospital
Me : What?
Buli : Hurry!
Njabulo : Yini!
Me : They are switching off Nomalanga's life
support machine
Them : Ini?
I took my car keys and they all followed me
BULI
Melusi and his family came fast sooner than I
expected them. I threw myself to Njabulo I
really needed a hug.
Me : Please tell them not to kill her. She will wake
up! Melusi !
Muzi : We have to set her free
Melusi : Malume ngyakucela it's too early to give
up please don't switch off the machine
Me : Miracles do happen ngyakucela I can't loose
her.
Her doctor walked in and he looked at us.
Doctor : It's time
Me : Malume please!
He went to a machine and I went to him but the
doctor stopped me. He placed his hand on the
switch and the machine beeped different from
the way it was beeping. I broke down and cried.
Not with my Nomalanga!
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BULI
I went to uncle Muzi and gave him a punch right
on his nose and he bleed. God do forgive me but
he deserved it. Why did he wanted to switch off
the machine? Is it about Nomalanga's
construction site that Zulu left for her? Or is it
about money cars and the mansion house that her
father left for her. Who is this man? The
machine was still beeping in a different way
Muzi : Yewena ntombazane are you insane?
Me : Wenzeni? You killed her dammit!
Muzi : I didn't switch.....
Melusi : Code blue Zondo shout for code blue!
Me : What's going on Melusi? Code blue yani?
The doctor did as he was instructed and two
doctors and nurses walked in and they escorted
us out except Melusi.
Me : Njabulo what's going on?
Njabulo : I don't know. I really don't know.
Lucy made her way to me and made a faint smile.
She looks so pale and tired.
Lucy : She's waking up.
Me : How come because her uncle switched off
the machine?
Lucy : He didn't! He only placed his hand on a
switch.
Muzi : You punched me for nothing.
Me : Well you kinda deserved it.
Mrs Mbatha : Koti?
Me : With all due respect Mah but he really
deserved it! His niece is on a life support machine
for month and he wanted them to be switched
off? Because he knows exactly that he will
benefit when she's dead! Wena! I respected you
and looked after you as a lawyer and as a father
but now...
Muzi left the hospital looking do disappointed or
angry I don't know and I don't care!
Njabulo : You didn't know?
Me : What?
Njabulo : He is suspended at work together with
his judge friend for corruption. It's all in the
internet!
Mrs Mbatha : Jesus!
Me : You see Ma? He really deserved that punch!
I was devasted and angry at the same time. I
made my way out to give Sebenzile a call. Maybe
they are in this together.
SINDY
I was pacing up and down waiting for five minutes.
I looked at the test and the result came back
positive.
Me : Nooo! Nooo Khumalo Noo!
I took a nother test and peed on it and still the
result came back positive with five weeks plus
pregnant. I felt my heart sank!
Me : I'm supposed to be carrying Melusi's child!
Not this bloody witch doctor's child but the
owner of the private hospital's child! No man! I'll
abort this baby!
The strong wind suddenly came out of nowhere
and send on the ground. I tried to stand up but it
looks like I was making it more angry!
Me : I'm sorry I won't abort the child
I was talking without knowing whom I was talking
to but this strong wind seemed like an angry
spirit if it is ghost. Oooh my is it my sister?
Me : Sisi!
The strong wind send me off to the glasses of
the shower and the glasses broke down and I fell
on them and kept my eyes closed.
SEBENZILE
I was sitting on the couch rubbing my big baby
bump when Buli's call came through. I answered
on a first ring.
Me : My dear daughter?
Buli : Don't my dear daughter me! Who the hell do
you guys think you are?
Me : First of all I do not appreciate your tone I'm
not your friend. What's going on why are you
breathing fire like a dragon?
Buli : You really don't know or are you testing my
patience?
Me : What are you talking about and where's
Nomalanga because I've tried to rang her but her
phone always send me straight to voicemail.
Buli : So you don't know. Where's your husband?
Me : He's at work and why are you asking?
Buli : I'm sorry for yelling at you. Nomalanga is
fine she's just busy at work but I'll tell her to
ring you tonight.
Me : Something happened to my daughter isn't it?
She was really shot?
Buli : Keep well and kiss my little pokey in that
bump
Just like that she hang up on me.
NOMALANGA
I was in a beautiful place that have a beautiful
green grass and beautiful trees and flowers. The
water that were flowing from that place were
bluewish in color. I was admiring the place when I
felt someone placing their hands on my both
shoulders. I turned around and I saw my mother.
Me : Mama? Is that you?
Mom : What are you doing here?
Me : There's peace here mama I want to be here
with you.
She shook her head
Mom : No you don't belong here! Your time
haven't come. Go back!
Me : But Mah!
Mom : Go back Nomalanga!
Me : I can't go back there! My life haven't been
easier and it's because of you.
She looked down and took a sigh.
Mom : I know and I'm sorry for everything that I
did. I thought I was protecting you but I was
making your life worse. Ngyaxolisa mtanami.
Voice : Nami ngyaxolisa
I looked at where the voice was coming from and
I was met with an old man that I don't know.
Me : Who are you? And what are you apologising
for?
Him : Your grandfather. If I didn't raped your
mother and chased him out? All of this wouldn't
have happened.
I wiped a single tear that was threatening to fall.
Familiar voice : I'm sorry too ndodakazi
Me : Baba?
Zulu : I'm sorry too for what I did to you. Ngicela
Ungixolele.
I couldn't help myself anymore but I cried. This
was too much for me. I looked back and Langa was
holding a little girl on his hand and the other baby
was on his chest.
Little girl : Mama!
She ran to me and gave me a hug.
Me : Langelihle! Is that you? Is that her?
I asked with tears streaming down on my face
and they all noded. Langa gave me another little
baby that was wrapped with a towel. The baby
didn't seemed happy at all.
Me : Who is he? And why is he sad?
Langa : That's our baby that you didn't named
him.
I felt my heart sank in the dark place. So there is
life after death?
Me : Lwandle! That's his name Lwandle.
The baby gave me a faint smile making the baby
sound and everybody here smiled.
Langa : Please forgive me too for what I did to
you. For taking my life and leaving you where you
needed me the most. I'm sorry.
I nodded and a woman holding two twins came
through. She looked familiar but I don't know
where do I know her from.
Her : I'm not here like everyone else to ask for
an apology but I'm here to ask you a big favor.
I'm Cynthia Melusi's late wife. Please go back to
the world I can't watch him suffer like this. He
needs you.
Voice : And my daughter needs you.
Me : Sis' Martha? Maka Buli?
Martha : Go back
Everybody : Go back Nomalanga!
Familiar voice: Before you send her off. Can I
please ask an apology to her.
I looked at where the voice was coming from and
my heart almost stopped when I saw S'busiso.
Me : S'bu.... S'busiso!
Him : Ngyaxolisa please forgive me.
Me : Uyaxolisa? Uyaxolisa?
He looked down and he looked so pale.
Me : Mom you were right I have to go back. I
don't belong here.
I looked at Melusi's late wife.
Me : How am I supposed to look after him when I
can't give him what he wants?
She looked at her twins and nodded. They made
their way to me and they touched my stomach and
went back to their mother.
Cynthia : Everything will work out go back!
Everything and everybody fades aways including
trees , water and the grass fade away. I opened
my eyes and they came across the big light that
hit across my eyes. I looked at my side way and
my eyes landed to Melusi who was crying and
praying.
Me : Wa- water
My mouth was dry and my voice came as a whisper
he didn't hear me because his eyes were closed
since he was praying. I slowly stretched my hands
and touched him and he jumped
Melusi : Nomalanga!
He wiped tears before giving me a tight hug while
still crying
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SEBENZILE
I took a quick shower and wear my long floral
dress with sleepers shoes. I'm on my last
trimister so sleepers are the only shoes that my
feet feels comfortable on. As I was taking my car
keys on the coffee table Muzi walked with a long
face. He stobbed and looked at my hand bag and
the car keys that are on my hand.
Muzi : And where are you heading to in that
position you are in?
Me : I'm pregnant I'm not disable. And what is it
with a long face?
Muzi : Long day at work
Me : Mmmh I'm going to Nomalanga's complex to
check up on her I'll see you later do not wait for
me.
Muzi : But babe it's late. You drive at this time.
I ignore him and went to the garage to take out
my car. I haven't drive it for months. I opened
the gate and get in my car and Muzi came running
and stood infront of the car.
Me : What the fuck Muzi! Stand aside I wanna
drive!
Muzi : Babe Nomalanga is in the coma she was
shot a month back.
He said looking aside and I looked at him trying to
digest what he is telling me.
Me : What? And you're telling me now?
Muzi : I'm sorry Mkami.
I felt my heart sanking down on the floor. He
came and stood next to the driver's door and
stretched his hand to wipe a single tear that
escaped in my eye. I didn't even realized that I
was crying.
Muzi : I'm sorry
I started the car and drove off. Why did he kept
this away from me? He know very well that
Nomalanga is like a daughter to me and I always
put her first! I'm angry at him
NOMALANGA
He poured me water and helped me to drink still
laying on the bed.
Melusi : I thought I was going to loose you. You
gave me a fright.
I gave him a faith smile and thinking that I nearly
lost my heaven sent.
Me : I'm sorry. I saw them.
Melusi : Them?
Me : Your wife and your kids.
He widen his eyes looking shocked.
Melusi : Huh?
Me : She was beautiful and your twins have drown
up looking handsome like you.
A single tear escaped in his eyes.
Melusi : You were at death's door?
I nodded repeadly and he burried his head on my
tummy and cried.
Melusi : Were they looking like me? How was her
their mother? Is she okay?
Me : Yes they were looking like you and to me
Cynthia looked fine. She looked axactly as the
same one I saw in your family album photos
Melusi : I nearly lost another woman again. Thank
you for fighting and for coming back to me.
He lifted her head up with tears that are filled in
his eyes and placed a peck of kiss in my dry lips.
BULI
We were waiting outside and the doctor and his
colleagues walked out of Nomalanga's ward and I
rushed to him.
Me : Doc what's going on? Is she okay?
He nodded with a smile on his face.
Doc : She woke up and she is perfectly fine.
She's with Mbatha at the moment you can get in.
I release a sigh of relief and said a silent prayer.
Me : Thank God. Mah?
Mrs Mbatha : We will get in my child it's been a
while since I haven't seen my daughter.
I smile and gave her a hug.
Me : Thank you so much for supporting us. All of
you thank you for being with me ever since
Nomalanga was submitted to hospital ngyabonga.
They smiled and we make a group hug.
Mrs Mbatha : We are family.
Njabulo : Not yet she's just a girlfriend njer.
I hit her arm playfully and we all laughed.
Sebenzile walked to us looking devasted and she
was sweating with her other hand on her tummy.
Me : Mah!
Sebenzile : Why did you hide it for me that she
was admitted?
Me : Your husband said we must keep it away
from you. Mah you can get in I'll find you there in
few minutes.
They nodded and walked in.
Sebenzile : Since when do you address Muzi as my
husband? Isn't he your uncle?
Me : He was until he wanted to switch off
Nomalanga's life support machine to get all her
inheritance because of his work that is on the
line. He's no longer my uncle
I was fuming just by calling his name. I looked at
Sebe and she was looking at me with her mouth
wide opened.
Sebe : What? What did you say?
Me : I thought you kn..
Sebenzile : He lost his job? He wanted to switch
off the machines what the hell are you saying to
me???
She was breathing heavily and couldn't stand
anymore. I saw water running down on her thighs
to the floor.
Me : Your water just broke! Nurse!!!
I tried to sit her down on the hospital's bench
and the nurses came and go back to where he
came from and he came back with a wheel chair.
Me : Hang in there I'll be shortly there with you!
I didn't know what to do. I wanted to go and see
Nomalanga and now this happens. I didn't know
what to do.
MELUSI
My family walked in and Buli wasn't there. Mom,
Njabulo and Nosipho hugged Nomalanga.
Mom : I will never thank you enough for what you
did for my son ngyabonga. And thank you for
fighting.
Noma : He's worth it Mah I could do it again.
Mom smiled and I blushed
What on Earth did I do to deserve this soul
because I'm far away from being perfect.
Nomalangaa looked at Lucy.
Me : Oooh I've forgotten to introduce you. This
is my other half that I found when you decided to
be in a coma Lucy.
I kissed Lucy on her cheek and she landed yet
hand to Nomalanga for a handshake but
Nomalanga frown first before taking the hand for
a handshake.
Lucy : Aaay ang'sathandi. I'm Lucy his prodigal
twin sister.
Nomalanga smiled at her and she looked at me and
frown
Noma : Nice to meet you sisi. Where's your
psycho girlfriend?
Njabulo : She's with....
Buli : Call me a psycho and I'll send you back to
death mafavukekufeni and this time you won't
wake up.
We all bursted into laughter and she went to
Nomalanga and they shared a hug.
Noma : I've missed you.
Buli : I've missed you too. Stand up man and sit.
Don't you get tired for sleeping in this bed for
the whole entire month?
We laughed and she tried to stand up but she
couldn't. Her lower body wasn't moving at all.
Noma : I can't feel my legs!
She tried to move them but she failed.
Noma : I can't feel my legs Bulelwa. I can't feel
them.
She bursted into tears and our moods suddenly
changes from 100 to zero. We were all happy to
see her waking up but now this. Why her Lord?
Why are all bad things keeps on happening to her!
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BULI
Njabulo drove his mother and his sister back at
home and he promised to come back with an Uber
so that he could drive me to my flat. I looked at
her as she kept her eyes closed with her arms
crossed around her chest. Tears were streaming
down on her as her eyes were still closed.
Me : What will we do?
He took a long sigh and rub his face with his
hands.
Melusi : All we need to do is to support her and be
with her. It is a permanent thing and it hurts me
that she won't walk again or have kids because
she took a bullet for me.
Me : It pains my heart too for seeing her like this
She opened her eyes and looked at us.
Noma : Melusi I want to go home.
Melusi : But the doctor have to run some test to
make sure you're okay babe.
Noma : I want to go home and I know that I'm
okay. I don't want to spend another day here
Me : It's twelve in the midnight Buli why can't we
wait for tommorow morning and your doctor
already left.
Noma : Melusi is a doctor and the owner of this
hospital so he can do it himself. Right Melusi? (He
nodded) Good!
She then kept her eyes closed and Melusi sighed
before walking out
MELUSI
I walked out and closed the door on my back. My
heart all most dropped when I saw Sindy
eavesdropping at Nomalanga's window ward. She
was wearing hospital gown with a little bit scars
on her face. Her wrists were wrapped around with
a bandage.
Me : What the hell are you doing here?
She jumped and almost landed on the ground.
Sindy : Melusi!
Me : Klelusi! I asked you a question Ufunani la?
Sindy : Aaah I...... wanted. I wanted to come and
checkup on Nomalanga!
Me : Since when do you care about her?
Sindy : Is it a sin if I want to change my doings
and make peace with people? I actually came here
to apologize.
Me : Then get in
Sindy : Huh?
Me : You said you wanted to apologize to her
right?
Sindy : Of course!
Me : Then get in
She slowly walked and stopped on the door and
looked at me. I pointed the door using my head
and she opened it.
Buli : Ufunani wenanja la!
I chuckled and made my way to my office. I know
very well that Nomalanga is safe with her.
NOMALANGA
After Melusi walked out Buli shouted at me like
she always do and I let her be. I'm not changing
my mind I wanna go home.
Buli : What you're doing is really not fair.
I looked at her and sighed in-between my breath.
Buli : We are all worried and care about you but
wena you don't!
Me : Ooow I don't? Are you the one who will be in
a wheelchair Buli? Are you the one who don't have
a womb Buli? Are you the one who keeps fighting
battles that are too much for you?
Buli : I'm sorr-
Me : Save it! All you know is to shout at me like
I'm your kid! You know what? Get out of here!
Buli : I'm not going anywhere.
Me : Ngithe hamba Buli!
Buli : Me angifuni
The door opened and Sindy walked in.
Buli : Ufunani la wenanja!
She closed the door on her back
Sindy : I've came here to apologize
Buli : Why now? And what happened to your face
and on your wrist?
Sindy : I slipped and fell on the shower and the
glasses fell on me and did this to me.
Buli : They should've done more or even left you
with one eye.
Me : Buli?
Buli : What? They served her right.
I sighed and looked at Sindy. I know very well
that her apology isn't sincere but because I don't
want her here I'll act as if I believe and forgive
her.
Me : It's okay I forgive you. You can go back to
your ward I wanna rest.
Sindy : Thank you.
I faked a smile and she faked one too before
walking out. Melusi walked in with papers on his
hands.
Melusi : Done! Your wheel chair will be here soon.
I sighed and fought back tears that wanted to
escape. So now I'll be in a wheel chair for the
rest of my life without having any baby!
SEBENZILE
After I came out from theatre for a C-SECTION
the nurse walked in to me holding my baby boy. I
can't believe it. I can't believe it!
Nurse : Here's your son you have to breastfeed
him.
Me : Thank you.
The nurse layed him down next to me and helped
me to breastfeed him. My lower body was still
numb I couldn't do anything. I was sleeping with
my left side
Nurse : There we go. I'll come and check on you
after five minutes.
Me : Thank you.
She walked out and I looked at my little angel
sucking up my tits. Thank you so much Lord!
Muzi : He's looking like daddy.
I released sigh of boredom and looked at him.
Why is he here?
Me : What are you doing here?
Muzi : To check up on my family.
Me : Family? What do you know about family?
Family who wanted to switch off the machine of
another family member because he knows he'll
benefit from it since his job is on the line.
Muzi : That's not true. The truth is...
Me : I want out.
Muzi : Huh?
Me : I want a divorce Muzi!
His mouth was wide opened even the flies can
walked in from it and do a poo and pee without
even noticing it. I want out from this marriage.
What if he founds out about the money that i
saved on my 'other' account and decided to kill
me too. No I want out I can't be with him any
more.
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A Month Later
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NOMALANGA
It's been a month since I was discharge and being
paralyzed. Melusi have been taking care of me
ever since I was discharged. We are living to his
house that he bought for his late wife Cynthia
and Buli always come in the morning to check up
on me even during her launch time she will drive
all the way to eat her launch with me. They're all
afraid to leave me by myself ever since I've tried
to commit suicide three weeks back. I couldn't
take it anymore. Seeing Melusi taking care of me
in the way that he'll have to change me nappies
every morning, bath me, feed me, lotion me, help
me to wear my clothes. My gall bladder can't hold
urine for the long time so at night I'm wearing a
nappy so that I can pee from it.
Melusi scooped me up and lay me down on the bed.
He dried my body and I looked at the ceiling
trying to hold back my tears. He stopped drying
myself and looked at me.
Melusi : Babe are you okay?
Me : You know you don't have to do this. Taking
care of me everyday as if I'm your daughter.
Sacrificing your own happiness just to look after
me you don't have too.
Melusi : Have you seen me complaining about
taking care of you?
Me : No but-
Melusi : But what Nomalanga? Just because
you're on a wheel chair and you can't do anything
for yourself you think my love for you will
change?
I looked at him with tears streaming down on my
face.
Melusi : If I didn't loved you I would've slept
with you long time ago and leave you like that
without even thinking twice. But here I am with
you and I haven't even slept with you but I still
do love you.
I swallowed the lump that was stuck on my throat
as he was wiping my tears with his thumb.
Melusi : Listen. I understand the situation that
you're facing and you wouldn't be in that position
if it wasn't for me. You did it because you wanted
to save my life. I wouldn't be alive if it wasn't for
you so I owe you my life. I'm not only being here
with you and loving you because of gratitude. I'm
here because the other half of my heart is here
with you. You're my life, my future wife and the
mother of my kids. Yes I know you won't be able
to concieve them but we still got other option.
He placed a peck of kiss in my lips and stare at
me for a moment.
Melusi : Ngyakuthanda Nomalanga and don't even
doubt that.
I nodded and he placed another peck of kiss in my
cheek. So let's get dress we still got a long day
today.
Me : Physiotherapy and a therapist again!
Melusi : We have to go there.
Me : But it's just a waste of money.
Melusi : Well it's my money and I don't mind
wasting it.
I sighed and he chuckled and helped getting
dressed after I have done he placed me in a
wheelchair and I pushed myself to the living
room. I found Buli sitting on the high chair eating
avocado salad with jungle oats next to her. I
don't know how she managed to eat this whole
disaster but I feel like I could just puke by
seeing her eating it. She made her way to me and
I know she'll be planting a kiss on my face so I
used my hands to hide my face from her.
Me : Don't even think of pecking a kiss on my chic
with the mouth that just ate that shit!
She giggled and hit my head playfully.
Buli : You're such a dick you know.
Me : A good one though
She looked at me and smiled for a moment
Me : What?
Buli : You looking good today!
Me : Am I?
Buli : Yes you are. What will you have for
breakfast?
Me : Hhaaaa.aaaa I don't trust you with my
breakfast but only Melusi.
Buli : Tsek!
I laughed and she ate down her food and Melusi
walked in and greeted her.
Melusi : Doesn't your man buy you food wena even
during your launch time you eat my woman's food!
Me : My daughter only wants her uncle's food.
Me : Daughter?
Buli : Yes! We did a sonogram last week. It's a
girl.
I don't know what happened but I found myself
crying and remembering what was happening the
time I was on a coma. Seeing my kids in a dream.
Well I'm just happy for her and for me that I'll
get a chance to being called mommy because her
kids will be my kids too. They won't be calling me
by aunt I'm not a helper.
SEBENZILE
I was on my son's nursery room. I watched him as
he was peacefully sleeping and I smiled. I knelt
down and folded my hand around my chest and
prayed.
Me : Dear Lord Jesus. I'm not kneeling down to
ask you anything Lord but I'm here infront of you
to thank you with the best gift ever. Ngyabonga
Bawo for everyth-
A knock on the door disturbed my prayer and I
sighed and stood up to check up on who was it. I
found Muzi on the door with plastics. I opened
the door wide for him to walk in.
Me : Hi
Muzi : Hey
We gazed at each other for a moment. I wanted
to move out from our house but he insisted that I
stay. He's staying at the hotel and he's no longer
suspended at work he wasn't found guilty but still
I don't understand why he wanted to switch of
the machines. He finally gained courage to break
the silent and gazing aech other moment
Muzi : How's my son?
Me : He's good. Thanks for his things.
Muzi : You don't have to mention it. Anyway I'll
have to go I'll come and check up on you later
only if you don't mind
Me : Fine by me.
Muzi : Take care
Me : Will do.
I walked him out and he stopped at the door and
looked at me. He walked away and I called his
name
Me : Muzi!
He turned around and looked at me.
Me : Take care too!
He smiled and winked at me before walking away.
I get inside and locked the door
Me : Oooh Sebenzile what are you doing! You're
divorcing the guy and your dirvorce hearing is
next week. Pull yourself together!
I sighed and took the glass to the cupboard and
made my way to the sink. I gulped down the glass
and sigh again!
SINDY
It was four pm and I was walking out from the
therapy building. I went to the parking lot and I
saw Melusi scooping up Nomalanga and placed her
at the passenger sit. I made my way to them and
greet them
Me : Hey lovebirds.
Nomalanga smiled at me and Melusi just looked at
me.
Nomalanga : Hey Sindy
Melusi : What brings you here?
Me : I was meeting my therapist. Going home
already?
Melusi : Yes
Nomalanga : Wanna come with us?
Me : No I still have to be at somewhere
Nomalanga : So sad I thought we'll grab
something to eat together
Melusi rose his left eyebrow on Nomalanga
Me : How about you guys grab the takeaways and
I'll join you tonight for dinner
Nomalanga : Sounds great!
Me : I'll see you then.
He smiled at me and I heard Melusi talking behind
my back
Melusi : What the hell babe!
Nomalanga : What!
I couldn't hear what they were saying anymore
because I was on my car. I drove and to
Khumalo's house. It's been a while since I've seen
him and I haven't told him about his baby that
I'm carrying. The baby that I'll pin it on Melusi
tonight and that will only brought us together.
Me : Noma! Noma! You've invited the devil in your
own house!
I smiled and I continued with driving.
Me : Melusi sthandwa Sami! Finally you'll be
making love with me tonight.
I smiled to myself and looked at the reviewer
mirror. My heart almost stopped when I saw my
sister sitting at the passenger sit starting at me
in the reviewer mirror.
Me : Cynthia!
I tried to stopped the car but I couldn't. The
young woman who's on Buli and Nomalanga's age
got hitted by my car. I finally stopped the car
and looked back at the passenger seat and my
sister wasn't there. I walked out and went to the
girl that was laying on the pull of blood to check
up on her pulse but i didn't get any respond.
Me : Ooooh my God! She's dead!
I quickly ran to my car and drove back to my
apartment.......
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NOMALANGA
Melusi looked at me as if I've just lost my mind
or something. To tell the truth I don't even know
what really happened. All I remembered was
Sindy greeting us and I don't know why Melusi is
giving me this kind of a look that hes giving me
right now.
Me : What?
Melusi : How could you invite Sindy for dinner to
our house?
Me : What? I didn't do it! Did I?
He looked at me and shook his head before he
closed the passenger door and went to the
driver's seat. He started the car and drove off
and we stobbed by at the same restaurant that I
got shot too
Melusi : I'm sorry but that the only nearby
restaurant.
Me : It's okay you can get in and get the take
aways
Melusi : Are you sure you gonna be alright?
Me : Yes I am
He walked out and went inside and i looked
through the glasses of the reasturant. The
picture of what happened that night quickly flash
back in my mind. I shook my head and realesed
the sigh. My phone beeped it was a message from
Buli.
"I stobbed by at your flat during my launch and I
didn't found anybody even now I don't found
anyone. I'll check up on you tomorrow morning
have fun babe "
Melusi walked in the car and place the take aways
at the back seat.
Me : That was quick!
Melusi : Couldn't leave you hear for a long time.
I smiled and looked at him and he winked at me.
He drove off and I watched him driving, I find it
sexy anyway to me though.....We finally arrived at
home and Melusi helped me to take a quick bath.
SINDY
I drove fast as I can and never looked back. I
finally made to my apartment and the first thing
I did was to clean up the blood stains that was on
my car. The car was perfectly fine without even a
single stratch. That's strange really strange.
After being satisfied by my car being clean I
went to a shower to take a quick one with cold
water that helps me to relax. I finished taking a
shower and I went to my bedroom to pick up
something that I'll wear. I took my long black
coat and my red and black lingerie. I won't let
that girl that I just killed to disturb my plans. I
wore it with my red boot and applied make up and
a red lip stick on my face. I looked at myself in
the mirror and I smiled.
Me : Today is the D-day! May those two dead
people do not disturbed my night tonight.
I applied perfume and took my handbag and
walked out. I passed by at the chemist to buy
sleeping pills and silver boost. And I went to the
store that sells flowers and picked ones for
Nomalanga. Then I went to Woolworths to buy
some chocolate and the wine there before
heading to my sister's house.
Me : You gonna forgive me sis for planing to sleep
with your husband in your own house
I drove off and headed to her house it's not far
from the beach. As I was driving the weather
started to change and brings dark clouds.
SEBENZILE
Muzi did come as he promised. He was playing
with his son.
Muzi : I know I have hurt you for what I did.
Lying to you about being suspended and wanted to
switch off the machines and in still sorry for
what I did.
I looked at him without saying anything.
Muzi : But most important thing that I wanted to
say to you is that I wanna thank you for
supporting me even though I've put you in a
difficult situation and broke your hurt and your
trust. I slept with your niece and you forgave me.
I slept with your big sister and impregnanted her
and you forgave me.
I swallowed the lump that came out of the blue
and got stucked on my throat.
Muzi : You helped me to bring back my son at
home and you even sat on a mattress for him and
grief for him. You treated him as if he was your
own. Thank you for that and I'll forever be
greatful.
He took a long sigh and looked at me
Muzi : So I'd understand if you'll conti-
My phone rang it was constable Dlomo.
Me : I'm sorry but I have to take this.
I stood up and answered the call.
Me : Dinangwe?
Dlomo : Constable I've called with bad news.
Me : What is it?
Dlomo : Your sister's daughter was found dead
and we suspect that it was a hit and run.
I dropped the phone on the floor and Muzi came
rushing to me
Muzi : What is it?
Me : Zama was just found dead!
He brought me in for a hug but I break it. I
wasn't even crying but I was shocked.
Me : Can you please watch over Siphosethu for
me?
Muzi : Of coarse I can
I took my car keys and the phone that was still on
the ground and headed off to the police station
NOMALANGA
Sindy came with flowers and chocolate. I still
don't believe that I'm the one who invited her
here. Even when I respond to her it's like I'm
watching myself talking to her. I really don't
know what's going on with me. There was
thunderstorm outside and it was raining.
Sindy : Do you want one?
Me : No I want juice but you can poured it for
Melusi.
Melusi : I don't want wine
Me : One glass won't kill you my love and besides
you need it for some reasons that we both know.
Melusi : Fine but only one glass.
I smiled and Sindy smiled too.
Melusi : I'll take the food to the dining room you
can come with the wine and the glass Sindy.
Sindy : Okay
I followed Melusi with my wheel chair to the
dining room and Sindy came within a minute with
the glasses that have two wines and my glass of
juice.
Sindy : I'm sorry for bringing them already on
the glasses I just want-
Me : No need to be sorry
Melusi shook his head before gulping down his
glass of wine.
Me : Let's dish up. I don't know if you're a fan of
lasagna I brought it and the ribs
Sindy : Those are my favourite
She dished up while she was closing her nose.
That's strange.
Sindy : I don't mean to be rude but can I eat ribs
only?
Me : Anything you want babe pass me my food.
He yawned before passing me my food. I'm sorry
ladies but I'll be in a couch taking a nap I'm
tired.
He walked away and I saw his boner poking around
on his trouser.
Me : I'm sorry about that
Sindy laughed and looked at me
Me : What?
Sindy : You were such a dump for inviting me
here.
Me : I don't get it?
She walked to me and wheel me to the living room
next to the couch that Melusi was sleeping from
it.
Sindy : I want you to watch the whole thing that
will happen.
I was lost for a while until I saw her wearing off
her long coat. My heart almost stopped when I
saw her wearing a lingerie. Melusi was snoring but
the strange thing is that his boner was..... Oooh
Lord!
LUCY
I tried to sleep but my heart was beating so fast.
Something wasn't right at all about Lusi I know.
That's what I hate about being a twin you could
sometimes sense your twin's pains or something
that could happen to them. Even when I was
kidnapped I used to feel like this way.
Me : Oh my God what's going on with you Lusi!
I tried to call him but his phone landed me
straight to voicemail. I tried Nomalanga's phone
and it rang but not answered. I placed my hand on
my chest and sighed. I wear my winter robe and
my morning shoes. I took my car keys and went
walked out. The weather outside wasn't helping at
all but I'll drive I have no choice.
NOMALANGA
I heard my phone ringing but it was hard to wheel
myself to the dining room because that's where I
left it. I looked at her as she was unbuckling
Melusi's belt and she removed all his clothes until
he was in a naked suit. I wanted to film this whole
situation but I remembered Melusi telling me
about hidden cameras that are here except the
bedrooms.
Sindy : Finally! Watch me making love with your
man. You're just a useless woman with no womb so
watch me while I'll concieve his baby right
infront of you.
I couldn't hold back tears I watched her as she
was sucking the tip of his dick and Melusi was
groaning but still sleeping. She sucked his dick
while she was still giggling and I couldn't take it
anymore. I wheeled myself crying and walked out
of the house with the gate remote. There was
thunderstorm outside and I didn't care about
what will it do to me. I wheeled myself until I
made it to the ocean. I can't leave like this so I
have to get in so that no one can't found out
about me.
Me : I'm a broken soul Lord so here I am giving
myself to you. Let this oceen animals eat me and
never leave any trace of me. Let my ancestors and
your angels welcome me Lord!
I pushed myself to the sea but I stopped as I
heard the voice of a woman calling for help.
Voice : Help me please! Help me!
I couldn't see the woman but all I could hear was
her voice. It was dark but the strangest part is
that I can see the ocean and I saw my way to the
ocean. What the hell is going on here!
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SEBENZILE
I arrived at the police station and I went straight
to the morgue with Dlomo accompanied me
Dlomo : There she is.
Me : Ooh my...
I placed my hands on my mouth. It is really her.
She was wearing dirty ripped apart clothes. Her
lips were dried and they were cracked. I won't
even nantion her hair because they were totally a
mess.
Dlomo : I'm sorry but it looks like she was staying
at the street and her mind was taking it well.
I made my way out to the morgue and took out my
phone from my jean. I dialled Buli's number and
she answered on a third ring.
Buli : Baby momma!
I chuckled a bit and shook my head.
Me : Good even how are my princesses doing?
Buli : We are just fucking life bit by bit and you
mommy?
I laughed
Me : I'm fucking it too. I've called to let you
know that Zama died in a car accident.
Buli : Ooow shem she decided to joined her
mother to soon? That's good hey!
Me : Bulelwa! You can't talk bad about dead
people!
Buli : What? We are all destined to died mos.
Anyway goodnight Mommy I have to wake up early
tomorrow and thanks for letting me know.
Me : Goodnight princess I love you.
Buli : We hate you too.
I laughed and disconnected the call. I went to my
car and drove off to my place to the bad weather
that suddenly changed out of the blue.
LUCY
I tried to drive to my brothers place but I
couldn't. It's like there was a huge pressure that
was driving me back instead of driving me
forward.
Me : What the fuck is going on here!
I took my phone trying to call Melusi but there
was no signal. I was getting sleepy so I decided to
park the car next to the road and take a nap.
SINDY
I laughed as I saw Nomalanga wheeling herself
out like a lunatic that she is.
Me : I've been craving for you babe. Oooh yes!
I shove his dick on my mouth and suck it. I sucked
it until he ejaculated on my mouth. I swallowed
his seeds and sat intop of him. I wasn't wearing
any underwear I came here prepared. I rubbed
my clit for few seconds and my pussy was wanting
his black big long dick inside on it. I tried to
insert his dick on my pussy but it decided to
disappoint me. The erection was gone.
Me : Come on dude you can't do this to me!
I tried to give it a hand job but still there was no
erection
Me : Are you kidding me! Come on dude don't play
like this!
I gave it a blow job but it seems like I was
wasting my time. I totally lost it! I slapped him
across his face but still he was sleeping. I went to
the bedroom and came back with the blanket. I
rested myself on top of him with my lingerie
hoping that his dick will erect so soon so that I
could make my move!
NOMALANGA
Voice : Help me!
I couldn't see anything but I decided to follow
where the voice was coming from. I didn't care if
that person who's asking for help will kill me or
what because death is what I want right. I
wheeled myself until I see the woman that was
asking for my help laying on the ground next to
the sea.The only thing I could see was her long
hair. But I was confused. Why is she stucked on
the fishing net?
Her : Please help me.
I wheeled myself to her and my heart almost
stopped when I saw the tail on a fish. It's a
mermaid!
Me : Ooh my God! You're a.....
Her : Mermaid please help me.
I froze for a moment thinking about what was
happening. Fairy tales stories used to say when
you've seen a mermaid you should never tell a soul
about it because you will die. So that's the way
I'll die with. I'll help her and tell Buli that I saw
a mermaid and that's how it will be the end of me.
I thought about it for a moment but I was
disturbed by her chuckling
Her : Not all fairytale stories are true.
My mouth almost dropped off to the ground.
Me : Huh?
Her : We can read people's minds and heart.
I wheeled myself back. I can't be here!
Her : You don't have to be afraid. I'm a human
just like you. It's just the tail of a fish that
makes me a mermaid. Please help me. My kids
needs me at the ocean I have to be with them.
Please help me.
Me : But how am I supposed to help you while I'm
in a wheelchair? Let me go back to the house so
that I could bring someone who will help you.
Her : We both know that you don't wanna go back
to that house after what you just witness.
I looked down in my feet and sighed.
Her : Wheel yourself to me.
I wheeled mysekf to her even thought I was
nervous
Her : Don't be nervous. Bring your feet next to
my hand.
I wheeled myself and my feel were next to her.
She touched them with her soft hands.
Her : Stand up.
Me : I can't stand up I'll fall on the ground too
Her : Just stand-up
I tried to stood up until I made it to stand on my
own.
Me : I- I can stand! I can stand on my own!
Her : Take few steps to forward.
I did as I was just instructed I took two steps
forward.
Me : I can walk! I can walk! Thank you! Thank you
so much!
I went to her and helped her to get out from the
net.
Her : Please pushed me to the sea.
I pushed her until we made it to the sea. Her tail
was too soft and thingy too. The thunderstorm
stopped the minutes she was inside at the sea.
She jumped so high drawing heart with her tail.
Her : Thank you so much but I want you to wait
for me here! Don't go anywhere I'll be right back.
I nodded and watched her as she disappeared
under the waves.
LUCY
The thunderstorm stopped. The clouds were still
dark but not like the way they were. I yawned and
stretched my arms before driving off. I drove
until I made it to Lusi's house. The gate was wide
opened that's strange. I drive in with my car and
parked it next to the pool. I made my way to the
house and the door was wide opened.
Me : What the hell is going on here! Lusi!
I was literally shaking what if there was a break
in here
Me : Nomalanga!
I walked in and made my way to the living room!
My heart sank down as I saw Sindy sleeping on
top of my brother who is topless. I hit his head
with my hand and he slowly opened his eyes Sindy
also opened hers too. He looked at Sindy and
pushed her to the floor.
Melusi : What the fuck!
Sindy : Auch!
Melusi quickly put on his brief followed by his
pants.
Me : Lusi what did you do?
Melusi : It's not what it looks like. I didn't sleep
with her. Where's Nomalanga?
Me : You tell me because when I came here. The
gate and the door was wide opened and she
wasn't here.
Sindy stood up and went to Melusi.
Sindy : She witness us making love and she walked
out trying.
Me : What?
Melusi grabbed her by her arm and throw her
outside.
NOMALANGA
I was waiting for the mermaid to come back next
to the sea. I looked at the wheel chair next to me
and tears streamed down. I felt someone's hands
on my shoulder and I nearly fainted. I turned
around and look who it was and my heart sank.
Her : We meet again.
She said with a smile on her face.
Me : Am I dead?
She shook her head.
Her : No
Me : I'm confused. How come I see you?
She smile and made her way to the wheel chair
and sat on it.
Her : Remember when I told you that everything
will work out?
Me : Yes I do remember.
Her : Well I'm sorry but I had to have you
possessed by my spirit. I'm sorry for inviting my
sister to your house.
Me : Cynthia you did huh?
Cynthia : Im sorry for what you witnessed.
Me : Your sister slept with my man and surely
she's already carrying his child.
She shook his head repeadly.
Cynthia : You're wrong she didn't! She wanted to
but I stopped it from happening.
Me : But why though?
Cynthia : She orchestrated my own death. I am an
angry spirit because of her!
Me : But you ain't angry around me why?
Cynthia : Because of your heart.
She smiled and stood up from the wheelchair.
Cynthia : This is just the beginning of your new
life. Embrace it Nomalanga!
Me : Cynthia!
Cynthia : Embrace it ...!
She disappeared out of nowhere. I looked around
hoping that I'll see her because I still got
questions to ask her
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MELUSI
I couldn't believe what just happened. Me
sleeping with Sindy! Worse part infront of
Nomalanga. I rushed to my study to check on the
camera footage on the tablet. I saw Sindy
crushing some two pills and puored them on the
glass of wine that she gave me.
Lucy : Oh my God!
I saw her unbuckling my belt and removing all my
clothes till I was left with a naked suit. I saw her
sucking the tip of my dick right infront of
Nomalanga and seeing her wheeling herself out of
the house shattered my heart into peaces.
Me : Damn you Sindy!
I clenched my jaws I couldn't finish watching the
whole footage.
Lucy : You didn't sleep with her.
I widen my eyes and looked at her.
Me : Huh?
Lucy : Well your d- bhuuu phansi you know.
I chuckled a bit and took the tablet from her.
She's definatley right I didn't sleep with her. I
release the sigh of relief.
Lucy : We have to report her. This woman almost
raped you.
Me : Hell no so that I could be the laughing stock!
I'll deal with her by myseft but first I have to go
and look for Nomalanga.
Lucy : We'll start on Buli's flat.
I nodded and took my car keys and we headed
out!
NOMALANGA
I heard the sounds of the dolphins and I looked
back. It was a mermaid and her beautiful two
daughters.
Me : Wow they are so beautiful
The little mermaids jumped up on the water and
made their way to me and pushed me to the sea
and they giggled.
Me : Mother mermaid!
She smiled and made her way to me.
Her : You can call me mermaid Satine not mama
mermaid.
Me : I'm sorry
Satine : Do you want to come with us? We'll bring
you back before the sun rises.
Me : But I don't know how to swim and I can't
breath under water for a long time.
Satine : We brought these two dolphins for a
reason and I want you to trust me. Nothing will
happen to you and you can still breath and talk
under the water and besides there's someone
that I want you to meet.
I sighed and nodded. To be quite honest I am
afraid to go in there. What if I don't ever come
back? Yeah I know i wanted to die but now!
Satine : You still don't trust me!
Me : I'm sorry we can go.
She whistled and the dolphins took me down to
the see. I hold my breath i was afraid to breath.
Satine : Don't hold your breath. You will kill
yourself doing that!
I shook my heard and continued with holding my
breath
Satine : Nomalanga!
Me : I'm s- wow!
I realeased the breath that I was holding and it's
like I'm not under the sea. Mermaid Satine shook
her head. I saw different of fishes, sharks,
dolphins but they were moving afar from us. We
made it until we were at the end of the sea.
Satine started to tell me the story about how she
ended up being a mermaid.
Satine : I was born just like you at the hospital
just like you. But the problem is that my lower
body were having no bones. When my mother will
bath me I'll swim around on the bathtub like a
fish.
Me : Wow
Satine : Most of the time I was always ill only
water that can heal me. The medium came into my
family's house and he told them that they must
let me go and live my life as a mermaid.
Me : And they did?
She nodded and swim around .
Satine : They did but it was hard on them to let
go of me more especially when I was their first
child.
Me : So you last saw them when they brought you
here?
She chucked.
Me : No they do visit me. They throw a coin on
the sea and call out my name and I'll come and
see them.
Me : I see. So how was life when you first came
here.
Satine : It was hard. You know sometimes you'll
meet people that are evil and some with a pure
heart. That's what I came across here but I
decided to hold on to my heart and he the
spiritual mermaid not the witch mermaid.
Me : I get you so when it comes to love and s- you
know what do mermaid do. They they also fall
inlove?
She chuckled and tickled me and I giggled.
Satine : You wouldn't have called me Mama
mermaid if we don't intimate. Yes we do fall
inlove and do sex but not like human being like
fish. I can't go into details with it.
She looked at the apple that was down there next
to the flower. She picked it up and gave it to me.
Satine : Eat it with it's seed.
Me : Why?
Satine : Just eat it it's not poisoned
I took a bite and looked at her.
Satine : I know it's a little bit salty but eat it.
I ate it and finished it of together with it seeds.
BULI
I was on my beautiful sleep when I heard
someone hanging the door. I looked at Njabulo
and he was fast asleep. I sighed and rolled out of
the bed. I wear my silk robe and went to open the
door.
Me : Melusi? Lucy?
We exchanged hugs with Lucy
Melusi : Is Nomalanga here with you?
Me : What do you mean by asking me that
question she's not here. What happened? Did you
guys fight.?
Melusi : Not really can you please call Sebenzile
and ask her if she's with her.
Me : No she's not with her. I just talked with her
three hours ago she was coming from the morgue
to check up on Dana's body
Melusi : She's dead?
Me : Yes on a car accident
Melusi : Oooh my God Nomalanga where are you!
He walked out and i wanted to joined them but
Lucy insisted that I stay.
NOMALANGA
I ate it up and Satine gave me a golden mug that
have water and I drank it up even though it was
salty too.
Voice : Nomalanga!
I looked around and my heart almost stopped
when I saw a big snake calling out my name.
Satine : Don't be afraid this is the person that I
wanted you to meet.
Me : A snake! Satine what the hell?
She chuckled and shook her head.
Snake : That's not the way to talk with your
future great grand mother inlaw.
My mouth almost dropped off to the sea soil when
the snake changed into a human form.
Snake : I'm Gogo uMaDube. Melusi's father's
grand mother.
I swallowed I didn't know what to do. She was so
beautiful no lying. I bow a little and she nodded.
Her : You are suprised to see me here. (I nodded)
well I'm not mermaid but I was the water
goddess.
Me : Water Goddess?
Her : Yes the water Goddess. Because you have to
go back home now I won't be too much we'll
mostly communicate on your dream. Cynthia was
carrying twins when she died unfortunately her
live was taken away for her for someone's selfish
reasons. She was carrying a baby girl and the
baby boy. The girl was supposed to be the water
Goddess to take over from where I left my
calling. My calling only deals with water and
praying to heal people. So you will have to help me
with my greatest grand daughter to continue with
where I left my calling.
Me : But Gogo I don't have a womb.
She smiled and looked at Satine.
Her : You do have a womb. The apple that you just
ate.
I felt tears streaming down on my face.
Her : Cry no more sana lwaki. Cry nor more
Me : But why me? Buli is carrying your great
grand daughter. Why me?
She chuckled.
Her : You know hiw stubborn and violent she is
and her daughter already took over from her
genes. You're the chosen one. You are tge
strongest one and your precious heart is the one
that made you the chosen one. Sana kwami I know
that man put you in the difficult position but you
have to forgive and forget. It won't just help him
but you will also be helping yourself. Take this.
She handed me the white beaded bracelet.
Me : Wear this all the time it's for your
protection.
Me : Ngyabonga gogo. So I mustn't tell anyone
that i saw you?
Her : They will know by this bracelet. But only
Melusi's mother will know.
Me : Why didn't you chose Lucy or Nosipho?
Her : Nosipho is hard headed and having a hard
heart. She would've used her gift to punish those
who have hurt her before. As for Lucy? I wanted
to choose her but after everything that she went
through (She shrugged her shoulders) she's too
frigile. Satine take her back now. Take care
sanalwami.
She disappeared and Satine took my head and we
swim up until we were outside. The sun was about
to rise.
Satine : Do come and visit and you'll do just like
my parents. The coin you know.
I smiled.
Me : Will do.
Satine : I'm going back now but I want you to
throw that wheel chair on the see after I've went
down and make sure you don't take out that beed
on your wrist until Gogo tells you to okay.
Me : Can I ask?
Satine : Your daughter won't live under water she
will live a normal life like you. She will help people
with water that she will be praying. She will only
go underwater only to communicate with her
ancerstors when there's something that she
doesn't understand about her calling. Go now.
She swim down and I throw the wheel chair on
the sea. I walked back to the house with my bare
foot it isn't far from the seed. I punched the
access code on the gate and walked in. I opened
the door and my eyes landed to Melusi who was
sitting on the floor with Lucy breaking down.
They were both crying and Melusi was having the
picture on mine on his hand. I cleared my throat
and their eyes were wide opened. They looked at
me on my legs and they both looked at each other.
They wiped tears and looked at me from head to
toe still not believing if it is me or not. Melusi
stood up and made his way to me to attack me
with a hug.
Melusi : Nomalanga is that you?
He broke the hug and looked at me still not
believing me.
Me : Yes it is me
Lucy : You can walk? But how?
Me : God's miracles.
Melusi : I'm sorry for what you seeing last night
I didn't sleep with her she drugged me and I can
show you the camera footage on my tablet I
didn't sleep with her.
Me : I know and I believe you and trust you.
She placed a peck of kiss on my forehead
Melusi : Eew you tasting salty and you wet
I giggled and went to the bathroom to take a
shower.
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