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Guy DE MAUPASSANT

La Chevelure

(Short story first published in the periodical Gil Blas dated 13th May 1884, under the name of
Maufrigneuse, then published in Toine).

The walls of the cell were bare and white washed. A narrow grated window, placed so high that one
could not reach it, lighted this sinister little room. The mad inmate, seated on a straw chair, looked
at us with a fixed, vacant and haunted expression. He was very thin, with hollow cheeks and hair
almost white, which one guessed might have turned gray in a few months. His clothes appeared to
be too large for his shrunken limbs, his sunken chest and empty paunch. One felt that this man's
mind was destroyed, eaten by his thoughts, by one thought, just as a fruit is eaten by a worm. His
craze, his idea was there in his brain, insistent, harassing, destructive. It wasted his frame little by
little. It--the invisible, impalpable, intangible, immaterial idea--was mining his health, drinking his
blood, snuffing out his life.
What a mystery was this man, being killed by an ideal! He aroused sorrow, fear and pity, this
madman. What strange, tremendous and deadly thoughts dwelt within this forehead which they
creased with deep wrinkles which were never still?
"He has terrible attacks of rage," said the doctor to me. "His is one of the most peculiar cases I have
ever seen. He has seizures of erotic and macaberesque madness. He is a sort of necrophile. He has
kept a journal in which he sets forth his disease with the utmost clearness. In it you can, as it were,
put your finger on it. If it would interest you, you may go over this document."
I followed the doctor into his office, where he handed me this wretched man's diary, saying: "Read
it and tell me what you think of it." I read as follows:

"Until the age of thirty-two I lived peacefully, without knowing love. Life appeared very simple,
very pleasant and very easy. I was rich. I enjoyed so many things that I had no passion for anything
in particular. It was good to be alive! I awoke happy every morning and did those things that
pleased me during the day and went to bed at night contented, in the expectation of a peaceful
tomorrow and a future without anxiety.
"I had had a few flirtations without my heart being touched by any true passion or wounded by any
of the sensations of true love. It is good to live like that. It is better to love, but it is terrible. And
yet those who love in the ordinary way must experience ardent happiness, though less than mine
possibly, for love came to me in a remarkable manner.
"As I was wealthy, I bought all kinds of old furniture and old curiosities, and I often thought of the
unknown hands that had touched these objects, of the eyes that had admired them, of the hearts
that had loved them; for one does love things! I sometimes remained hours and hours looking at a
little watch of the last century. It was so tiny, so pretty with its enamel and gold chasing. And it
kept time as on the day when a woman first bought it, enraptured at owning this dainty trinket. It
had not ceased to vibrate, to live its mechanical life, and it had kept up its regular tick-tock since
the last century. Who had first worn it on her bosom amid the warmth of her clothing, the heart of
the watch beating beside the heart of the woman? What hand had held it in its warm fingers, had
turned it over and then wiped the enamelled shepherds on the case to remove, the slight moisture
from her fingers? What eyes had watched the hands on its ornamental face for the expected, the
beloved, the sacred hour?
"How I wished I had known her, seen her, the woman who had selected this exquisite and rare
object! She is dead! I am possessed with a longing for women of former days. I love, from afar, all
those who have loved. The story of those dead and gone loves fills my heart with regrets. Oh, the
beauty, the smiles, the youthful caresses, the hopes! Should not all that be eternal?
"How I have wept whole nights-thinking of those poor women of former days, so beautiful, so loving,
so sweet, whose arms were extended in an embrace, and who now are dead! A kiss is immortal! It

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goes from lips to lips, from century to century, from age to age. Men receive them, give them and
die.
"The past attracts me, the present terrifies me because the future means death. I regret all that has
gone by. I mourn all who have lived; I should like to check time, to stop the clock. But time goes, it
goes, it passes, it takes from me each second a little of myself for the annihilation of to-morrow.
And I shall never live again.

"Farewell, ye women of yesterday. I love you!

"But I am not to be pitied. I found her, the one I was waiting for, and through her I enjoyed
inestimable pleasure.
"I was sauntering in Paris on a bright, sunny morning, with a happy heart and a high step, looking in
at the shop windows with the vague interest of an idler. All at once I noticed in the shop of a dealer
in antiques a piece of Italian furniture of the seventeenth century. It was very handsome, very rare.
I set it down as being the work of a Venetian artist named Vitelli, who was celebrated in his day.
"I went on my way.
"Why did the remembrance of that piece of furniture haunt me with such insistence that I retraced
my steps? I again stopped before the shop, in order to take another look at it, and I felt that it
tempted me.
"What a singular thing temptation is! One gazes at an object, and, little by little, it charms you, it
disturbs you, it fills your thoughts as a woman's face might do. The enchantment of it penetrates
your being, a strange enchantment of form, color and appearance of an inanimate object. And one
loves it, one desires it, one wishes to have it. A longing to own it takes possession of you, gently at
first, as though it were timid, but growing, becoming intense, irresistible.
"And the dealers seem to guess, from your ardent gaze, your secret and increasing longing.
"I bought this piece of furniture and had it sent home at once. I placed it in my room.
"Oh, I am sorry for those who do not know the honeymoon of the collector with the antique he has
just purchased. One looks at it tenderly and passes one's hand over it as if it were human flesh; one
comes back to it every moment, one is always thinking of it, wherever ore goes, whatever one does.
The dear recollection of it pursues you in the street, in society, everywhere; and when you return
home at night, before taking off your gloves or your hat; you go and look at it with the tenderness
of a lover.
"Truly, for eight days I worshipped this piece of furniture. I opened its doors and pulled out the
drawers every few moments. I handled it with rapture, with all the intense joy of possession.
"But one evening I surmised, while I was feeling the thickness of one of the panels, that there must
be a secret drawer in it: My heart began to beat, and I spent the night trying to discover this secret
cavity.
"I succeeded on the following day by driving a knife into a slit in the wood. A panel slid back and I
saw, spread out on a piece of black velvet, a magnificent tress of hair.
"Yes, a woman's hair, an immense coil of fair hair, almost red, which must have been cut off close
to the head, tied with a golden cord.
"I stood amazed, trembling, confused. An almost imperceptible perfume, so ancient that it seemed
to be the spirit of a perfume, issued from this mysterious drawer and this remarkable relic.
"I lifted it gently, almost reverently, and took it out of its hiding place. It at once unwound in a
golden shower that reached to the floor, dense but light; soft and gleaming like the tail of a comet.
"A strange emotion filled me. What was this? When, how, why had this hair been shut up in this
drawer? What adventure, what tragedy did this souvenir conceal? Who had cut it off? A lover on a
day of farewell, a husband on a day of revenge, or the one whose head it had graced on the day of
despair?
"Was it as she was about to take the veil that they had cast thither that love dowry as a pledge to
the world of the living? Was it when they were going to nail down the coffin of the beautiful young
corpse that the one who had adored her had cut off her tresses, the only thing that he could retain
of her, the only living part of her body that would not suffer decay, the only thing he could still
love, and caress, and kiss in his paroxysms of grief?
"Was it not strange that this tress should have remained as it was in life, when not an atom of the
body on which it grew was in existence?
"It fell over my fingers, tickled the skin with a singular caress, the caress of a dead woman. It
affected me so that I felt as though I should weep.

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"I held it in my hands for a long time, then it seemed as if it disturbed me, as though something of
the soul had remained in it. And I put it back on the velvet, rusty from age, and pushed in the
drawer, closed the doors of the antique cabinet and went out for a walk to meditate.

"I walked along, filled with sadness and also with unrest, that unrest that one feels when in love. I
felt as though I must have lived before, as though I must have known this woman.
"And Villon's lines came to my mind like a sob:

Tell me where, and in what place

Is Flora, the beautiful Roman,
Hipparchia and Thais
Who was her cousin-german?

Echo answers in the breeze

O'er river and lake that blows,
Their beauty was above all praise,
But where are last year's snows?

The queen, white as lilies,

Who sang as sing the birds,
Bertha Broadfoot, Beatrice, Alice,
Ermengarde, princess of Maine,
And Joan, the good Lorraine,
Burned by the English at Rouen,
Where are they, Virgin Queen?
And where are last year's snows?

"When I got home again I felt an irresistible longing to see my singular treasure, and I took it out
and, as I touched it, I felt a shiver go all through me.
"For some days, however, I was in my ordinary condition, although the thought of that tress of hair
was always present to my mind.
"Whenever I came into the house I had to see it and take it in my hands. I turned the key of the
cabinet with the same hesitation that one opens the door leading to one's beloved, for in my hands
and my heart I felt a confused, singular, constant sensual longing to plunge my hands in the
enchanting golden flood of those dead tresses.
"Then, after I had finished caressing it and had locked the cabinet I felt as if it were a living thing,
shut up in there, imprisoned; and I longed to see it again. I felt again the imperious desire to take it
in my hands, to touch it, to even feel uncomfortable at the cold, slippery, irritating, bewildering
contact.
"I lived thus for a month or two, I forget how long. It obsessed me, haunted me. I was happy and
tormented by turns, as when one falls in love, and after the first vows have been exchanged.
"I shut myself in the room with it to feel it on my skin, to bury my lips in it, to kiss it. I wound it
round my face, covered my eyes with the golden flood so as to see the day gleam through its gold.
"I loved it! Yes, I loved it. I could not be without it nor pass an hour without looking at it.
"And I waited--I waited--for what? I do not know-- For her!
"One night I woke up suddenly, feeling as though I were not alone in my room.
"I was alone, nevertheless, but I could not go to sleep again, and, as I was tossing about feverishly, I
got up to look at the golden tress. It seemed softer than usual, more life-like. Do the dead come
back? I almost lost consciousness as I kissed it. I took it back with me to bed and pressed it to my
lips as if it were my sweetheart.
"Do the dead come back? She came back. Yes, I saw her; I held her in my arms, just as she was in
life, tall, fair and round. She came back every evening--the dead woman, the beautiful, adorable,
mysterious unknown.
"My happiness was so great that I could not conceal it. No lover ever tasted such intense, terrible
enjoyment. I loved her so well that I could not be separated from her. I took her with me always
and everywhere. I walked about the town with her as if she were my wife, and took her to the

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theatre, always to a private box. But they saw her--they guessed--they arrested me. They put me in
prison like a criminal. They took her. Oh, misery!"

Here the manuscript stopped. And as I suddenly raised my astonished eyes to the doctor a terrific
cry, a howl of impotent rage and of exasperated longing resounded through the asylum.
"Listen," said the doctor. "We have to douse the obscene madman with water five times a day.
Sergeant Bertrand was the only one who was in love with the dead."
Filled with astonishment, horror and pity, I stammered out:
"But--that tress--did it really exist?"
The doctor rose, opened a cabinet full of phials and instruments and tossed over a long tress of fair
hair which flew toward me like a golden bird.
I shivered at feeling its soft, light touch on my hands. And I sat there, my heart beating with disgust
and desire, disgust as at the contact of anything accessory to a crime and desire as at the
temptation of some infamous and mysterious thing.
The doctor said as he shrugged his shoulders:
"The mind of man is capable of anything."

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