You For Me For You
You For Me For You
You For Me For You
by
Mia Chung
AO International
Antje Oegel
ph: 917 521 6640
[email protected]
For the frog in the well, the circle of sky it can see is the world, and so the world appears
to be small, round, and far away.
CAST
(3 WOMEN, 2 MEN)
in order of appearance:
A dimly lit room in North Korea. The walls are bare except for two
framed portraits: Kim Il-Sung and Kim Jong-Il.
The only furniture is a short table with just enough clearance for kneeling.
JUNHEE sets the table for one: one cup, one bowl, a pair of chopsticks,
and a spoon. She places a cushion on the floor as a seat.
MINHEE
Clear the way.
JUNHEE
Onni, Onni.
A rapid-fire exchange:
MINHEE
I’ve got it.
JUNHEE
It’s hot. It’s hot! I’ll / take it.
MINHEE
// Move away, / Junhee.
JUNHEE
Let go. Your / hands!
MINHEE
// Careful.
JUNHEE
Let me take / it. Sit down please.
MINHEE
// Ah ah ah. I’ve got it. Stay / clear.
JUNHEE
// Why didn’t you let me
MINHEE
It was about to boil / over.
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JUNHEE
// I said I’d do it.
MINHEE sets the pot down on the table, shakes her hands.
MINHEE
Ooh. Hot.
JUNHEE
Please: sit down, Onni.
MINHEE
Go ahead.
JUNHEE
I’ll finish.
MINHEE
You’ve done enough. / Sit, sit.
JUNHEE
// I’ve got the rest.
MINHEE
There’s nothing left / to do.
JUNHEE
// Sit down. Please.
MINHEE
All done.
JUNHEE
May you receive great happiness and excellent health this new year, Onni.
Please sit down, rest.
MINHEE
May your every happy wish be fulfilled this year, Junhee.
Can I have some tea?
(sips) Mmm, good.
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JUNHEE
Onni, this is for you.
MINHEE
Thank you but / no, Junhee.
JUNHEE
// Please, Onni.
MINHEE
Tea is enough / for me.
JUNHEE
// You haven’t eaten all day. / Your body is weak.
MINHEE
// I have no appetite.
JUNHEE
If you don’t eat, you won’t recover.
MINHEE
Later. I’m fine for now.
JUNHEE
No. No, you must get your health back. That’s my New Year’s wish.
Please, Onni, I made this for you.
MINHEE
It’s beautiful. Please have some.
JUNHEE and MINHEE slide the hotpot back and forth between them.
JUNHEE
As I cooked, I thought about how lucky I am to have you as my older sister.
How well you’ve taken care of me.
MINHEE
…
JUNHEE
You always put others first.
MINHEE
Not always.
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JUNHEE
Please let me be good to you.
MINHEE
There’s no need.
JUNHEE
Please do me this favor: eat. Please.
Their struggle over the hotpot has intensified, and it nearly capsizes. They
set it securely down on the table.
MINHEE
The tea is perfect. Try it.
MINHEE
How’s the kimchi? Still good?
JUNHEE
Okay, okay: together. We’ll eat together.
MINHEE
Hurry up! It’s getting cold!
MINHEE removes the pot’s lid. Both lean in, swallowing the aroma with
big, deep gulps.
JUNHEE scoops porridge into the bowl. There is just enough for one.
JUNHEE
That’s yours.
MINHEE
Go ahead, eat.
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JUNHEE
Please, Onni. It’s getting cold.
They push the bowl back and forth, back and forth.
MINHEE
Eat then. Mine’s here.
JUNHEE
There’s nothing left there!
MINHEE
This is enough / for me.
JUNHEE
// Give me that.
MINHEE
Please don’t / grab.
JUNHEE
// You promised me. You promised you’d eat.
MINHEE
Smells good.
JUNHEE
It does, doesn’t it?
MINHEE
Okay, okay: here. We’ll share.
JUNHEE
After you.
MINHEE
Take a bite.
JUNHEE
Go on.
MINHEE
Try it.
JUNHEE
No. You.
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MINHEE
You’re giving me a headache.
JUNHEE
Your head aches because you’re hungry.
MINHEE
They say this tea cleans the liver and increases / energy. (coughs)
JUNHEE
// Now I have a headache.
MINHEE
I’ll eat tomorrow while you’re at work. I stay home, so—
JUNHEE
You’re home because you’re sick, and you’re sick because you don’t eat.
MINHEE
I’m fine, just getting old.
JUNHEE
And I’m younger so I’m stronger—
MINHEE
Younger and stupider.
JUNHEE
Please take this rice as an offering, wise, ancient / sister.
MINHEE
// Listen to your elders: obey me: eat.
JUNHEE
No.
MINHEE
Stubborn women like you never get a husband.
JUNHEE
It didn’t stop you.
MINHEE
Yongsup was far more stubborn than me.
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JUNHEE
So I’ll find one like that.
MINHEE
There aren’t anymore. The stubborn ones all ran away.
JUNHEE
Yongsup didn’t run away.
MINHEE
He blames me.
JUNHEE
He didn’t know about Jin.
MINHEE
If he knew he’d blame me.
JUNHEE
You did everything possible.
MINHEE
Did I?
JUNHEE
Let’s eat.
MINHEE
No. Not me.
JUNHEE
Onni, that won’t bring Jin back.
MINHEE
How long until Yongsup comes back to me?
JUNHEE
Onni. Your husband was taken. He was taken away. You know he will never come back. And
there’s no one to blame for that except maybe—
MINHEE
Hush!
JUNHEE
It’s getting cold. Please.
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MINHEE
I’ll believe you.
I’ll believe I did everything possible.
I’ll believe I couldn’t save Jin.
I’ll believe my husband didn’t run from me.
I’ll believe he is…
I’ll believe you
If
You take the first bite.
JUNHEE breathes in the aroma. Then, with one shaky hand, she takes the
spoon from MINHEE.
JUNHEE puts the porridge into her mouth, then puts the spoon down. She
chews and swallows. Slowly, she takes another spoonful, then another,
and another, and then… transformed by ravenous instinct, JUNHEE eats
and eats and eats.
MINHEE empties the dish of kimchi into the bowl of rapidly disappearing
rice porridge. She pours tea for JUNHEE who drinks blindly, madly.
JUNHEE
Not again.
MINHEE coughs.
MINHEE
I’m fine. My stomach feels funny. I only want tea.
JUNHEE
Thank you, Doctor.
The DOCTOR bows to the money and takes it. JUNHEE helps MINHEE
to the stool.
DOCTOR
I feel so fortunate to have the honor of obtaining the finest medical training in the world, granted
to me by Our Dear Leader.
MINHEE
I am blessed with good fortune to receive your attention and expertise, Doctor, so I may regain
my health, so I may serve the best nation in the world.
DOCTOR
It is my great pleasure and humble duty to serve you with the best care available on earth.
DOCTOR
Ah, yes.
JUNHEE
Do you know what it is, Doctor?
DOCTOR
Yes, yes.
MINHEE
I feel better already, Doctor. Thank you. Thank you for all your kind attention.
The DOCTOR opens a bottle of pills, taps two into MINHEE’s hand.
DOCTOR
It is my unique and special privilege to shepherd you to robust health using the most advanced
medical solutions and technology known to mankind as provided by our remarkable nation.
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MINHEE
Thank you, Doctor. Thank you for helping me.
MINHEE swallows the pills. She and JUNHEE circle around the stool to
exit the office.
MINHEE
Junhee, let us thank the good doctor.
JUNHEE
Thank you, Doctor.
DOCTOR
I feel so fortunate to have the honor of obtaining the finest medical training in the world, granted
to me by Our Dear Leader.
JUNHEE helps MINHEE onto the stool. This time, however, MINHEE
hugs herself in pain.
MINHEE
I am blessed with good fortune— (coughs) to receive… (coughs). Doctor… may regain my—
(coughs) … the best nation in the world.
DOCTOR
It is my great pleasure and humble duty to serve you with the best care available on earth.
DOCTOR
Ah, yes.
JUNHEE
Doctor, her fingertips are swollen.
DOCTOR
Yes, yes.
MINHEE
I feel better already…. Thank you.
JUNHEE
Could we have something stronger this time? All month she was coughing up blood.
We are very grateful to you.
DOCTOR
I feel so fortunate. It is my great pleasure.
MINHEE
Thank you, Doctor. Thank you for all your kind attention.
Junhee, let us thank the good doctor.
JUNHEE
Thank you, Doctor.
DOCTOR
I feel so fortunate to have the privilege granted to me by Our Dear Leader.
Suddenly, MINHEE buckles with pain and falls to the ground. JUNHEE
rushes to her.
JUNHEE
Minhee!
DOCTOR
Yes, yes.
The DOCTOR walks around the empty stool, observing it and making
notes.
JUNHEE
Doctor, can you give us the whole bottle of pills this month?
DOCTOR
I can make the sun stop shining before I can give you more than your portion. We must be
strong and share resources as a united community, so that we may prevail for all eternity against
evil imperialist aggressors.
JUNHEE
But Doctor—
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MINHEE
Thank you, Doctor. Thank you for helping us.
We are very lucky. Junhee, let us thank—
JUNHEE
Onni.
MINHEE
Junhee.
MINHEE
Doctor, we wish to thank you for your kind and generous attention.
DOCTOR
I feel so fortunate to have the privilege—
MINHEE
Junhee!
JUNHEE stands still, frozen. The DOCTOR poises his pen over his
notebook.
DOCTOR
Junhee, I understand the distress you’re feeling, seeing your sister so sick for so long.
I may forgive this bizarre transgression, if you demonstrate your regret.
MINHEE
Doctor.
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DOCTOR
Please step outside, Minhee. Junhee must have a fever.
MINHEE
Most Illustrious and Esteemed Doctor, please forgive us. We’ve gone crazy mourning so many /
deaths and—
JUNHEE
// Let’s go, Onni, let’s go.
MINHEE
I’ll go back and tell the Doctor you haven’t slept.
JUNHEE
How long until they come for me?
MINHEE
Call your friend, the nurse, for / advice.
JUNHEE
// I’m not going for Re-education.
MINHEE
Visit our cousin. I’ll take your place / at the factory for a few days.
JUNHEE
// Who would take care of you?
MINHEE
Give me that.
JUNHEE
Run, Onni. Let’s / run! Please!
MINHEE
// Here, quickly, right now.
JUNHEE
No.
MINHEE
I know: Mayor Choo: who knows the / brother of the doctor’s wife—
JUNHEE
// Mayor Choo? He would turn me in / right away.
MINHEE
// Okay then, I’ll ask Mrs. Sim / how her daughter—
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JUNHEE
// No no no! Don’t be stupid. Talk to no one.
MINHEE
Have you thought how our actions may put Yongsup in danger?
JUNHEE
You can barely run.… I’ll turn myself in.
MINHEE
Yes, good: let’s turn ourselves in.
JUNHEE
No, not you!
MINHEE
Junhee, I have a persimmon for you.
JUNHEE
A persimmon! Where is it? I’m hungry.
MINHEE
It’s at home.
JUNHEE
At home?
MINHEE
A beautiful red-orange. Still firm. Shiny skin.
Junhee, we belong at home. I think if we beg, this will all fade away.
JUNHEE
Never. Come on, let’s go.
MINHEE
But where are we going?
JUNHEE
I don’t know. But let’s hurry. We’ll figure something out somewhere.
MINHEE
Somewhere? Somewhere where?
JUNHEE
Somewhere else.
MINHEE
Somewhere else? There’s nowhere else.
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JUNHEE
I know, I know, let’s just hurry and get there.
MINHEE
I’m not going anywhere without Yongsup.
JUNHEE
Yongsup’s gone forever, Onni.
MINHEE
Yes, I think he’s found someone new and has a beautiful healthy child, / and another on the way.
JUNHEE
// Have you looked at the lamps installed last summer? They still don’t have light bulbs…like
missing teeth.
MINHEE
It must be the imperialist American bastards. They blocked the shipment, or stole it.
JUNHEE
It took you forever to wear trousers. It was over a year after they became legal, wasn’t it, that
you finally wore yours in public?
MINHEE
I still haven’t gotten used to them.
JUNHEE
You love your trousers.
MINHEE
There was a reason that women weren’t allowed to wear them.
JUNHEE
And what was that?
MINHEE
I can’t remember. But there must have been some reason. Maybe Our Dear Leader was
concerned about immoral, Western influence.
JUNHEE
He doesn’t know we exist. / He only knows if we break a rule.
MINHEE
// Junhee!
JUNHEE
He wouldn’t know if we died.
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MINHEE
Hush!
JUNHEE
The trees don’t have ears, Onni.
MINHEE
How are you so sure?
JUNHEE
I’m sorry. I have no idea what I am trying to say.
I feel I can’t even be sure my thoughts are my own.*
Come. This way, Onni.
MINHEE
No, Junhee, we can’t—no, we’ll be second-class in the south.
JUNHEE
Here we’re fifth class! Below the government. Below the army. Below the city people. Below
the men.
MINHEE
But what if the ruthless Americans catch us?! They set traps in their Yankee colony.
JUNHEE
// Then we won’t go south. We’ll go west.
MINHEE
To the Chinese?! You know what happens to women there.
I’m not going anywhere without saying goodbye to my son.
JUNHEE
We don’t have time, Onni. His grave is too far away.
MINHEE
I’ll run back quickly, please? You can wait here for me.
*
This sentence was a diary entry written by Jaycee Lee Dugard while in captivity. Dugard was kidnapped at age 11
by Philip and Nancy Garrido and held captive in their home in Antioch, California—roughly two hours from
Dugard’s home—for 18 years.
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JUNHEE
It’s too dangerous now. I’m sorry.
MINHEE
I don’t want to leave Jin. And Mother and Father. And Yongsup will be so furious I left.
JUNHEE
They’re gone.
MINHEE
I miss them.
JUNHEE
Me too. And… I miss food. We can miss them from anywhere.
I want to miss them on a beach after a large meal.
MINHEE
Junhee, Junhee, listen: we know we’ll beg and steal and be hunted by Chinese dogs. But what
about what we don’t know? What we can’t even imagine? Junhee— (shrieks)
MINHEE
Run, Junhee, run!
SMUGGLER
You’re late.
JUNHEE
I’m sorry.
MINHEE
Junhee?
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SMUGGLER
Timing is critical.
JUNHEE
When do we leave?
SMUGGLER
Trains run on fuel.
JUNHEE
I have the money.
MINHEE
Junhee, don’t you dare.
JUNHEE
How long can we rest?
SMUGGLER
No one rests at the border. The Crossing doesn’t allow it. If you’re not ready…
JUNHEE
We’re ready.
SMUGGLER
The clock is ticking.
JUNHEE
Can we leave right away?
SMUGGLER
Up to you, Boss.
JUNHEE
Okay, here. Here.
MINHEE
Junhee!
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JUNHEE
I’m going, Onni. Do you want to miss me too?
SMUGGLER
Okay, first: a warning: the Crossing is angry and hungry. Always.
And He’ll take much more than you expect to pay.
JUNHEE
I’ve paid what I was told.
SMUGGLER
This little snack? Trust me: you’ll pay more.
JUNHEE
We don’t have any more money.
MINHEE
My husband is a high-ranking Party Official—
SMUGGLER
Oh yeah? Let’s ask him. (to JUNHEE:) It’s not money He wants.
JUNHEE
Then what?
SMUGGLER
A sacrifice.
JUNHEE
A sacrifice?
SMUGGLER
Yes. The Crossing has a large appetite.
JUNHEE
He wants food? We have no more food.
MINHEE
Junhee, he’s insulting us.
SMUGGLER
But you have your hearing. He might take that. Or maybe your good foot. I’ve seen Him
dissolve souls like salt in water. And once… He swallowed a little boy.
MINHEE
Junhee, we aren’t dirty traitors. We don’t have to run.
SMUGGLER
Would you prefer to walk? Cross the Gobi Desert on foot?
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JUNHEE
Tell us the best way: the fastest, the safest… the way you would send your mother.
SMUGGLER
The best way? The 2000-mile trip to a prison in Thailand. It costs more, / but
MINHEE
// You don’t fool me for a second. Junhee, home. Come on. (coughs violently)
SMUGGLER
She’s sick!
MINHEE
I can’t stomach filth and immorality.
JUNHEE
She’s much stronger than she looks.
SMUGGLER
Better leave her behind, here in the past.
MINHEE
In the past?
SMUGGLER
Here, Time has virtually stopped. Out there, Life accelerates daily. And they don’t like the sick
and the slow.
JUNHEE
But in the South…?
SMUGGLER
Seoul is faster than most of the world now. Neck and neck with London, Hong Kong, New York
City. Across that border, years gallop by…while here, it’s barely been a day.
MINHEE
He thinks we’re gullible children—don’t you?
JUNHEE
Onni, rest—
MINHEE
Give up on telling me what to do, Junhee.
This is not me. I’m not a common criminal, a beggar.
Don’t make me turn you in.
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JUNHEE
!Turn me in?! After what happened to Jin?
MINHEE
Don’t you dare / say his name.
JUNHEE
// And here I’m trying to save you.
SMUGGLER
Look, we’ve / got to be quiet or—
MINHEE
// Save me? Ridiculous. Who’s saving who? You’re the most selfish girl alive.
SMUGGLER
Stop it, / both of you.
JUNHEE
// I know that’s what you think. / You’ll never forgive me for ruining those shoes. I was ten
years old!
MINHEE
// You’re scatter-brained, impatient / and dumb. You only care about how you feel.
JUNHEE
// You’re the most manipulative / person in the world.
MINHEE
// Manipulative?! How dare you.
JUNHEE
You can’t stand to hear the truth. Did you know our cousins / hated your nagging voice?
MINHEE
// The truth? Here’s the truth: he took our money and will get more for turning us in. / You’re
so dumb.
JUNHEE
// Perfect! Saves you the hassle—
SMUGGLER
It’s time.
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5
The Crossing is the fight of your life in which Time and Space are ground
into pebbles so tiny they can slip through the cracks of an enormous fist.
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JUNHEE is on the ground, nearly broken. She squints and shades her
eyes. For her, the daylight is painfully strong.
JUNHEE
Onni? Onni!
SMUGGLER
This is as far as I go.
JUNHEE
Where’s my sister? Where is Minhee?
SMUGGLER
If you keep moving, the Chinese won’t bother you.
JUNHEE
!Onni!
JUNHEE
Where’s my sister?
SMUGGLER
There’s always a sacrifice.
JUNHEE
No no no no no no… no! How? How?
SMUGGLER
Just before we crossed the border: she tripped and fell.
JUNHEE
Why didn’t you help her?
SMUGGLER
She fell down a well.
JUNHEE
No! She can’t swim!
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SMUGGLER
The well is dry. I may’ve heard her calling from the bottom…
JUNHEE
You heard her?
SMUGGLER
…though it may have been a ghost.
JUNHEE
She’s not dead. Not yet.
SMUGGLER
(shrugs) Good luck to you.
JUNHEE
You have to go get her. I’ll pay you again. Whatever you want.
SMUGGLER
You have nothing.
JUNHEE
I’ll pay you double. Triple! I’ll pay you forever. But right now: please help my sister across.
SMUGGLER
No one lasts longer than a day at the border. You got off easy. Others have paid much more.
JUNHEE
Take me back. I’ll help her. Please: she’s all I have left.
SMUGGLER
Too risky. The Crossing won’t allow it.
JUNHEE
I’m going back. Right now.
SMUGGLER
You can’t just go back. This border? Nobody simply walks in.
Getting out is one thing. But going back? Impossible. You’d be killed immediately.
The only people who can walk into North Korea and survive are Americans.
JUNHEE
Americans?
SMUGGLER
And they’re crazy.
JUNHEE
If I were American I could do it?
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LIZ
So,
vagaforaga tee prippippripp. Diffara tominik ayze seddy idgin saylasay gimmery dada reetoon.
Weevbanty faydy nimicky ray doray pikka dizheen. Sardan borry mellish inta theer ashy lim
namanamay? Anu kwazzy farith edger jimjim enjy pree. Kalin dimma ray torick wunna rax.
Ovada niff rashen shutty doo illjuss imin, uh kay?
(So, I’ve got your forms right here. Your preparer has signedoff, and we are setting up your asylum interview.
We’ve gotyour I-589 filed with the Immigration Court. It says here you’re unable or unwilling to return to your
country of nationality? Ah, you qualify as a refugee per Section 101(a)(42) of the Immigration and Nationality Act.
This’ll just take a minute, okay?)
MINHEE
Junhee?
MINHEE groans and hits the floor. Suddenly, the WELL rumbles and
shrieks:
WELL
Worthless trash! Rotten to the core. Your base character and criminal acts / have disgraced your
noble country. Be grateful your parents died before enduring this shame.
MINHEE
// I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong. Forgive me, I was wrong.
WELL
You failed your son. You drove your husband away. And now you’ve let your younger sister
throw herself to the wolves. / Even the worms recoil from your immoral stench. For one so
faithless and incompetent, a quiet end is too kind. You must face the truth of your decisions...
and submit to endless trials and eternal humiliation.
MINHEE
// Junhee! I’m sorry. Please forgive me.
FROG
You’ve made Him so angry.
MINHEE
I’m so sorry.
FROG
Have you seen my wife? She was just here. But now the door’s gone… scared off! It was a
good one, too. I’ll have to find a different way.
The FROG hops away. MINHEE runs her hands along the Well, finds a
small door and opens it. Light spills into the Well accompanied by a faint,
rhythmic hum.
MINHEE
Come back! I found the door! It’s open now.
MINHEE steps through the door and slips out of the Well.
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Darkness gives way to light: MINHEE enters a space that exhales joyful,
organized sound. The space has a ghostly glow emanating from millions
and millions of tiny white grains.
The orchestra swells with the unmistakable sounds of rice. As the music
builds, a RICE MUSICIAN, both performer and conductor in one, points
at a METAL POT.
RICE MUSICIAN
Now! It’s time! Now, now, now!
The METAL POT emits a loud, steamy salute. MINHEE jumps and steps
on a small bag of rice.
MINHEE
Forgive me! Sorry! I’m so sorry!
The RICE MUSICIAN shakes the rice bag: a sweet rice melody plays.
RICE MUSICIAN
Agh: no good. (tosses it away) Rice chips easily… warps the tonal quality…
MINHEE
I’m so clumsy, I… forgive me, I got dizzy… I’ve never heard anything like this—
RICE MUSICIAN
Completely enchanting, isn’t it?
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MINHEE
So beautiful.
RICE MUSICIAN
Nothing quite like the sound of rice.
MINHEE
It’s as if my ears have swallowed light.
Does the music make it taste better?
RICE MUSICIAN
Oh no, no, this isn’t for eating.
MINHEE
It doesn’t get eaten?
RICE MUSICIAN
Tell me: do you feel hungry?
MINHEE
No. I feel that eating is the last thing I want to do.
RICE MUSICIAN
Relief and disappointment and craving all mixed up, right?
MINHEE
So I’m
RICE MUSICIAN
That’s right. You’ll never have to eat again.
MINHEE
My body… it doesn’t feel real at all.
RICE MUSICIAN
A memory, nothing more. And memory is tricky. For instance, my mother… she doesn’t
remember what music is. After all her efforts to get me into the top conservatory!
MINHEE
In Pyongyang?
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RICE MUSICIAN
Yes, of course, where else?
MINHEE
My husband went to Pyongyang once. We were supposed to move there, but then…
RICE MUSICIAN
Extraordinary city, isn’t it? The paved streets and the lights and Department Store No. 1 and the
gorgeous conservatory. Mother came to every recital… but now… now she thinks music is a
kind of soap to wash your hair. Can you believe it? So I promised her a concert today—
MINHEE
Your mother? Today?
RICE MUSICIAN
I’m almost ready, just one or two hiccups…
MINHEE
My son. I want to see my son.
RICE MUSICIAN
That should be easy enough. Where would he be?
MINHEE
He… he should be at school.
RICE MUSICIAN
Hm. Okay. How old?
MINHEE
Ten.
RICE MUSICIAN
Oh. Quite young.
MINHEE
Yes. Tell me: how did you find your mother?
RICE MUSICIAN
It just… happened.
MINHEE
Just like that?
RICE MUSICIAN
Yes, like picking up a new instrument.
MINHEE
Oh. But see, I’ve never played an instrument.
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RICE MUSICIAN
Or like making a rice cake, you know what I mean. I’m sure there’s someone who / can
MINHEE
// Who can give me a permit, perhaps?
RICE MUSICIAN
A permit? Oh, yes, probably.
MINHEE
Where would that office be?
RICE MUSICIAN
I… I’m sorry: I have absolutely no idea. If he had been in Pyongyang, / then maybe
MINHEE
// No, you see: Jin never saw Pyongyang. He never had music lessons. And I didn’t make rice
cakes for him. We rarely had rice.
RICE MUSICIAN
Oh. I see.
The RICE MUSICIAN polishes the METAL POT with the soft cloth.
MINHEE
I don’t think he’s anywhere near here.
RICE MUSICIAN
That would be my guess.
MINHEE
I should start looking.
RICE MUSICIAN
Please don’t let me keep you.
MINHEE
Um. Is this being thrown away?
RICE MUSICIAN
Yes, chipped, broken, and irregular. Unjust intonation makes me cringe.
MINHEE
My son loves music…
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RICE MUSICIAN
Oh! Please. Take it. As you can see, I’ve got plenty. Give it to your son if you find him. No, I
mean when. When you find him.
MINHEE
Thank you.
MINHEE exits.
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10
LIZ
Kaitis you chai stinabul sossyfrahma lokogany far? Chicky-pull. Sweedalia. Ny pusinafay:
pysuh tybaze. Chickasaw, freefrent riateeze. Servimah pata saws. Nazoop. Azza brekamee.
Ersim Joyalo anaba!
(Can I interest you in trying a sustainable sausage from a local, organic farm? Chicken apple. Sweet Italian. And
my personal fave: Spicy Thai Basil. Chicken sausage, three different varieties. Serve ‘em with pasta sauce. In a
soup. As a breakfast meat. Or simply enjoy alone on a bun!)
LIZ
Nahjefed. Orgacka fee nage. Wee thirpy serf by globama pannashit. Weemay venny airy sytee
pogess. Amaka dishush deelitta chickasidzge. Smegoo, dey? Trywa!
(Natural fed. Organic and free-range. We are third-party certified by a Global Animal Partnership. We’re making
very exciting progress. All makes for these delicious little chicken sausages! Smell good, don’t they? Try one!)
JUNHEE
How much?
LIZ
Tabuffo aka vate. Byka goo coopa fafittysafa. Eary go.
(Ten bucks for a package of eight. But I can give you a coupon for 50 cents off. Here you go.)
LIZ
Witch kydawa? Typee. Trymalan zee itch woo wha! Ahep razzy chixy missell.
(Which kind do you want? Try a piece. Try them all and see which one you want! I helped raise these chickens
myself.)
LIZ
Oopa ksheer, naneer. Itch kye doowa? Pie seta? Try thers!
(You pay at the cashier, not here. Which kind do you want? The Spicy Thai? Try the others!)
JUNHEE
Thank you.
LIZ
Yoofago yunny. Itcha didawah? Zitha tit? Way, anatay tiff!
(You forgot your money. Which one did you want? Is this a tip? Wait, I don’t take tips!)
Over the course of this scene (and Scene 13), MINHEE moves through a
series of worlds and contexts—akin to a transforming mosaic, or a card
∗
stunt :
FARM HAND
…so you deliver by the bushel to the Kiosk and they give you a blue ticket—
MINHEE
What do I trade the blue tickets in for?
FARM HAND
No, the blues are good service points. So depending on several undisclosed factors, He may
recognize your good service with various privileges or passes.
MINHEE
Or a permit to visit my son’s school?
FARM HAND
Yes, though you might have to get some tokens for that. One woman harvested fifteen thousand
Kimjongilia flowers and collected over fifty blue tickets just to get approval to watch some
movie called Star Wars. But she said it was worth it.
MINHEE
Does He factor in family connections? I was married to a Party Official.
FARM HAND
Oh yes, at a minimum He will give you extra good service points—
DISEMBODIED VOICE
Gentle Citizens: from this point forward, all Kimjongilia flowers must remain on their plants.
FARM HAND
Oh no, oh no, what do we do? Can we glue them back on?
∗
This stage imagery is inspired by the Arirang Mass Games in North Korea. The Mass Games are a regimented,
collective performance art—described as “a synchronized socialist-realist spectacular”—which includes a lengthy,
complex card stunt. This card stunt is an enormous, transforming mosaic created by thousands of individuals who flip
colored cards in precisely timed coordination with each other. Check it out: http://youtu.be/jxvEliWMeyI and
http://youtu.be/A4feUy9PP7I
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MINHEE
I could try sewing them.
DISEMBODIED VOICE
Turn blue tickets in for a maximum of ten yellow ones. To stamp out corruption, He has wiped
all service records clean.
FARM HAND
Only five more tickets and I was to play tennis!
DISEMBODIED VOICE
If you are found with Kimjongilia flowers in your possession, you will be sent to Building 2.
The FARM HAND grabs the crate and basket of flowers and runs off,
leaving behind a small pile of loose flowers.
FARM HAND
Hide them! Burn them!
MINHEE gathers the remaining flowers, throws them into her satchel.
She attempts to exit, but is blocked by a BEAR who walks in, playing an
accordion.
MINHEE
Whistle? I don’t have a whistle.
MINHEE
But there aren’t any cars.
The MAN IN A BEAR SUIT pulls several DVDs out of his suit. He hands
them to MINHEE.
MINHEE
South Korean DVDs!
MINHEE
Okay, give them to me. You shouldn’t have these. But I’ll take care of them.
MINHEE
Names?
MINHEE
The Central Committee? Already?
The MAN IN A BEAR SUIT suddenly claps his bear head back on and
exits. MINHEE throws the DVDs into her satchel. She continues to direct
non-existent traffic.
MINHEE
But what do I paint?
DELIVERY PERSON
The trees. Or no, just the leaves.
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MINHEE
Do I paint them green?
DELIVERY PERSON
Yes, the Central Committee has invited a Delegation from Sudan to attend His birthday
celebration.
MINHEE
Oh, of course: consider it done. But I have a family obligation. I will come back and make this
the most beautiful forest in the world for Him on His birthday. But right now, I have to find my
son.
DELIVERY PERSON
Don’t look at me.
MINHEE
But wait, who has the paint? When will it be delivered? Have they ordered enough?
DELIVERY PERSON
I’ve learned to stop asking questions. You’re lucky you’re just dealing with paint. My next
delivery involves nuclear energy, which always makes me nervous.
MINHEE
But when does the Sudanese Delegation arrive? Can you leave another paintbrush? Will
somebody be painting the trunks brown?
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12
Tubes, cords, and wires hook a woman named LIZ up to a fleet of beeping,
blinking machines and an IV drip. At the touch of a button, she can call
for more pain reliever or call a nurse or raise the bed to a sitting position.
LIZ
Nurse, morriba pay. Westa doctor cumby? Thinkanee chaina catha. Havinaseeny view law tie.
Canavanoo magazee? I axfa nexta pill yesty busty hagotton. Izzummy beepee thashoona
beepee? Sowla summyshoona beepee, canoochet? Iztha lunch? Thakgomma starvy.
(Nurse, I’m in horrible pain. When’s the doctor coming? I think you need to change the catheter. I haven’t seen
any of you in a long time. Can I have a new magazine? I asked for an extra pillow yesterday, but I still haven’t
gotten one. Is something beeping that shouldn’t be beeping? Sounds like something shouldn’t be beeping, can you
check? Is that my lunch? Thank god, I’m starving.)
JUNHEE
Lunch.
LIZ
Whadizzat?
(What is that?)
JUNHEE
Meatloaf.
LIZ
Amapashayto, ry?
(And mashed potatos, right?)
LIZ forks food into her mouth, chews and chews, then spits it out.
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LIZ
Izrennasall? Hoduzzy endazo tay sliss? Dall acetazay.
(Is there any salt? How does it end up so tasteless? It all tastes the same.)
JUNHEE
Sign here please.
LIZ
I neemor pay aleev, Nurse. Please! Giminor parralee.
(I need more pain relief, Nurse. Please! Give me more pain relief.)
LIZ’s hand searches among the bedclothes for the “pain pump.”
LIZ
Razzit?! Wrizzith?! Warizzin, Nurse? Eymmy zopapay! Ah!
(Where is it? Where is it? Where is it, Nurse? I’m in so much pain! Ah!)
JUNHEE finds the pain pump and gives it to LIZ. LIZ presses the button
several times.
LIZ
See? Zot nooey aditha.
(See? It’s not doing anything.)
JUNHEE
Sign here please.
LIZ
Tsa doony edding. Duzza work. (suddenly cajoling) You senny keggemmy orfee, dinny do?
(It’s not doing anything. It doesn’t work. (suddenly cajoling) You said you could get me morphine, didn’t you?)
JUNHEE
Water?
LIZ
No. Morfee!
(No. Morphine!)
JUNHEE
Done?
LIZ
Hey, mistilleety!
(Hey, I’m still eating!)
LIZ grabs the tray back, accidentally swiping the bedside table. Get-well
cards, the hairbrush, magazines, and the jar of vitamins fall to the floor.
LIZ
Thazeen cleany bin khlorean bleetch.
(That needs to be cleaned with chlorine bleach.)
The pain relief takes effect. JUNHEE stands up, stares at LIZ.
JUNHEE
Yes?
LIZ
Jeer me? Beetch? Korean beetch?
(Did you hear me? Bleach? Chlorine bleach?)
JUNHEE
Yes, I’m Korean.
LIZ
What?! Whirryoo? Mym totty namair brut. Hospital florzo dirty…nabatocky… Dispeenlish?
(What?! What are you…? I’m talking about my hair brush. Hospital floors are so dirty. I’m not talking about…
Do you speak English?)
LIZ
So whaddywa? Syenee? Whadammy sigh mee?
(So, what did you want? Sign here? What am I signing?)
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JUNHEE
Sign here please.
LIZ
Whizza hubbin? Whyzna call? I gemmina wirt…
(Where’s my husband? Why hasn’t he called? I guess he’s at work…)
JUNHEE inspects the bag of fluid connected to the pain pump. LIZ dozes.
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13
PRISONER
It’s a bit tight.
GUARD
That’s what happens when you lag behind.
PRISONER
You’re strangling me.
GUARD
Anything to shut you up.
PRISONER
If I can’t breathe, I can’t walk. You’ll have to carry me.
GUARD
This isn’t right. I’ve lost the way.
PRISONER
Let’s take a break.
GUARD
I need a new job.
PRISONER
Can I have one of those?
GUARD
Have mine.
PRISONER
Ah, thank you.
GUARD
Could I ask you a favor?
MINHEE
Me? Um, of course.
GUARD
Could you take this for a moment? (hands her the end of the rope)
I’ve got to take a look around.
GUARD
Be careful: he’s dangerous.
PRISONER
I am not.
GUARD
He was caught at the border.
PRISONER
I needed medicine and food… but I was coming back!
GUARD
I’ll bring you some water if you don’t give her any trouble.
PRISONER
Oh, yes please, that’s exactly what I need.
PRISONER
Please, please. Help me. It was such a small mistake.
MINHEE
I’m sure it was, but it’s not up to me. It’s up to Him.
PRISONER
I can’t be taken away. Have you heard what happens to people who’ve been taken away?
MINHEE
Okay, okay: run. I’ll figure something out. Run!
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PRISONER
I’ll never forget you!
The PRISONER scampers away. MINHEE tucks the rope and DVDs into
her satchel.
A NEIGHBOR approaches.
NEIGHBOR
Can I help you?
MINHEE
How kind of you. But please don’t trouble yourself.
NEIGHBOR
Forgive me, I couldn’t help but overhear: you’re looking for your son, is that right?
MINHEE
Forgive me, I’ve been too loud. I didn’t realize… I thought I was…
NEIGHBOR
Alone? No, don’t worry, none of us are ever alone.
MINHEE
Oh yes…. Yes, of course. Nonetheless, please forgive me for trespassing on the collective
peace and quiet. I’m terribly embarrassed to have made a fuss.
NEIGHBOR
No fuss at all. Please forgive me for taking liberties and intruding. I like to be helpful and offer
a willing ear—especially to diligent, obedient citizens like yourself. Please, let me help you.
MINHEE
You’re very kind, but please: don’t trouble yourself. You must be very busy. Please don’t let
me interrupt you. Forgive the trespass on your time.
NEIGHBOR
I haven’t made you feel comfortable—
MINHEE
No, please: it’s my fault. Forgive me. Your exceptional kindness has overwhelmed me.
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NEIGHBOR
I’m sorry if you’ve felt pressure, nobody likes to feel pressure, and if now you’re feeling
uncomfortable—I sense your discomfort—I want to reach out before a wall builds between us—
MINHEE
Please don’t worry. Of course, your solicitous attention is genuine and without design. Only the
false hearts among us would question such persistent altruism.
MINHEE
I would never confuse such unrelenting kindness and overwhelming scrutiny with interference or
obstruction or anything unpleasant or suspect.
NEIGHBOR
My sensitive heart wrings with the fear that I may have left you with the impression that I
believe you false-hearted.
MINHEE
Your concern is understandable, though unnecessary, as we are all shielded from sham overtures
and shallow sentiment by our avowed commitment to the collective good.
MINHEE pulls out a small notepad and a pencil; she jots a note. The
NEIGHBOR recoils.
NEIGHBOR
Forgive me for being unable to linger and talk more.
NEIGHBOR
Please know that my heart is open to you at your convenience. When possible, I will fly
immediately to your aid.
MINHEE
Your generous spirit is notable and beyond compare. Thank you. Please forgive me for being
unable to accept your benevolent courtesy at this time.
The Forest clears away to display a sublime vista below a windswept cliff.
MINHEE pulls a SOLDIER onto the cliff at an attractive angle.
As they converse, MINHEE arranges the SOLDIER’s stance and gun until
his posture indicates that he is prepared to defend the Motherland from
imperialist aggressors, particularly those originating from America or
Japan.
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SOLDIER
My feet are so cold.
MINHEE
Wear socks.
SOLDIER
I lost my socks. And I’ve been waiting and waiting for my next sock ration.
MINHEE
Some say fewer clothes thwart imperialism.
SOLDIER
A second pair of socks is very handy.
MINHEE
I only have one shirt, one pillow, one comb. And a single pair of shoes. And if then I hear the
news that cold temperatures are healthier than warm, I drop coats and sweaters forever.
SOLDIER
Socks don’t cost much.
MINHEE
It’s not the cost. It’s the missed opportunity for sacrifice for the collective good. Each material
item becomes a bid for our integrity. I never give in to such things.
SOLDIER
I don’t see how my cold feet helps the collective good. I’ll catch pneumonia!
MINHEE
…
MINHEE gives the soldier a pair of socks, then puts a finger to her lips.
MINHEE
It’s easy to think these little things mean nothing. But they are how the war will be won.
Taking position next to the SOLDIER, she holds a basket of wheat with
grace in one arm and a book in the other, then straightens her back in
such a way that expresses that she is ready to protect her gentle nation
from outside interference forever.
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14
Turned away from the door, LIZ shreds a document and speaks on the
phone.
LIZ
(to phone)
Unbelieveable insane shitty fucking waste sue out of luck. Nightmare clean idiot fifty-year old
diapers not my job everybody forget sucks!
(This is unbelievable, insane. You’ve got to be shitting me. A fucking waste of resources. If she sues, we’re out of
luck. And somehow it’s my nightmare to clean an idiot 50-year-old’s diapers, even though it’s not my job, which
everybody seems to forget, which sucks.)
LIZ
(to phone)
Call back five.
(I’ll call you back in five.)
LIZ
Joony, right? Sit, sit.
(Junhee, right? Sit, sit.)
JUNHEE sits.
LIZ
Didn’t expect come so quickly. Off water, cough, tea?
(Didn’t expect you’d come by so quickly. Can I offer you water, coffee, tea?)
JUNHEE
No, thank you.
LIZ
Questions curious wonder ask. Okay?
(Just have a few questions that I’m curious about and wonder if I can ask you. Okay?)
JUNHEE
Okay.
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LIZ
Anything tell uncomfortable trouble always door open anytime help need of course questions
confidential trust ear understand need uncomfortable tell comfortable fine uncomfortable any
point.
(You know, anything you want to say, or if you’re uncomfortable, uneasy, troubled, my door is always open to you at
anytime, and if you need help, and of course your questions will remain confidential, and you can trust that you’ll
find a willing ear. Now I need to address something that may make you uncomfortable. Please tell me. I want you
to be comfortable. So it’s fine to let me know if you’re uncomfortable at any point.)
JUNHEE
Okay.
LIZ
Receive information concern action not disclose. Careful sensitive concern. None public.
Complain male staff. Complain difficult true untrue fair preliminary face.
(We’ve received information about concerns over some actions that I can’t disclose. I’m being careful to be
sensitive for all concerned. None of this is public. There’s been a complaint about a male among the staff. And this
complaint, well, it’s difficult to know whether it’s true or untrue so we have to be fair especially during this
preliminary phase.)
JUNHEE
…
LIZ
So: notice difficult workplace person words boundaries inappropriate offend thing
uncomfortable?
(So: have you noticed any difficulty in the workplace, any person whose words or sense of boundaries are
inappropriate and have offended you—really anything at all that has made you uncomfortable?)
JUNHEE
I don’t know.
LIZ
Okay.
Member situation questionable bother superior unwelcome advance, power pressure decision
unclear?
(Okay. Do you remember any situation that seemed questionable or that bothered you, or has a superior made any
unwelcome advances, or has someone with power pressured you on any decision for reasons that were unclear?)
JUNHEE
No. I don’t know. No.
LIZ
Joke touching feel close elevator strange break river request intention hostile physical stairs
alone?
(Any jokes or ambiguous touching or do you ever feel someone’s standing too close in the elevator, anything strange
on your break that you’ve observed, or a request that seems questionable or has unclear intentions, possibly even
hostile, or have you worried for your physical safety, like when taking the stairs alone?)
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JUNHEE
Not me… but I heard once that—
LIZ
Forgive difficult sensitive general specific: comments male superviser strange employee day
night?
(Forgive me, this is difficult and so sensitive and I’m sounding so general so let me be specific: have you heard any
comments from a male superviser that seemed strange among employees at any time, day or night?)
JUNHEE
I haven’t had any problems…/ but
LIZ
// Relief hear, not believe flood stories movie silly horror false fire exaggerate personal guess
swallow ear credible. But you nothing all fine all good uncomfortable, right?
(That’s a relief to hear. I did not believe the flood of stories, like out of a movie, a silly horror movie, totally false
and yet starting a real fire, but are probably exaggerated—for some personal reason is my guess—but hard to
swallow, they’re so not credible. But you’ve seen nothing, you’re all fine, you’re all good, nothing uncomfortable,
right?)
JUNHEE
… Yes.
LIZ
ICU floor?
(Even on the ICU floor?)
JUNHEE
I don’t go to the ICU floor.
LIZ
Safe tell receive complain nurse. Talk warn rumor hear? Tell thing think know.
(It’s safe for you to tell me, I’ve received complaints from other nurses. Have you talked to anyone, been warned,
heard any rumors? Tell me anything you think you know.)
JUNHEE
I don’t know.
LIZ
Problem sure nurse call issue sick quit cry rumor home drama cry help.
(There may be a problem, not sure, but a nurse has called about an issue, says it’s why she’s out sick all the time
and wants to quit and is often found crying, but some say it’s just rumors, a homespun drama, a cry for help.)
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JUNHEE
I don’t know.
LIZ
Transfer ICU.
(So you’re being transferred to ICU.)
JUNHEE
Me?
LIZ
Yes.
JUNHEE
Transfer to ICU?
LIZ
Yes, hospital re-structuring necessary shortage problems organization plan tighten belt.
(Yes, hospital restructuring is necessary; there’s a staff shortage and other problems; the entire organization has a
plan to tighten its belt.)
JUNHEE
I like working in Telemetry.
LIZ
Telemetry love you! But help most ICU change good better most everyone assistance better all
trust shortage end time. Necessary transfer ICU start paperwork best outcome.
(And Telemetry loves you! But the place that needs help most right now is ICU and change is good; this is better for
everyone and where you can be of most assistance, which is better all around, you can trust me on that; this
shortage will end in time. So, it’s necessary to transfer you to ICU; I’ll start the paperwork now; this is really the
best outcome.)
LIZ
Possible make change appreciate possible offer higher pay.
(It’s possible that, for making this change, which is appreciated, it’s possible to offer you higher pay.)
JUNHEE looks at her North Korean watch. LIZ pulls out a plastic bag of
carrot sticks.
LIZ
Skip breakfast apologize starving go. Understand? Okay?
(I skipped breakfast, I apologize: I’m starving, I have to go now. So do you understand? Is everything okay?)
JUNHEE
…
Okay.
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LIZ
Great. Need more Joony. Never complain always help hard work easy on time focus calm just
work, just work. Like me.
(Great. I need more of you, Junhee. Never complain, always help, make hard work look easy; you’re on-time,
focused, stay calm, and just work, just work. Like me.)
LIZ
Wish could love could clone you.
(I wish I could… I mean I’d love it if I could clone you.)
JUNHEE
Clone?
LIZ
Do have sisters? Need twenty Joony.
(Do you have sisters? I need twenty Junhees.)
JUNHEE
Can I be fulltime?
LIZ
Mm. Mmmm time some day see time maybe how pay optimistic. Time. Hope.
(Mm. Mmmm in time, some day, we’ll see, with time maybe, you never know how, but it always pays to be
optimistic. Give it time. Let’s hope.)
JUNHEE
I like Telemetry: that’s where I did my training.
LIZ
I um well not how put, er sorry don’t check fulltime away, maybe. HR not my job.
(I, um, well, it’s not, how do I put it, er, okay sorry, I don’t, well I can check, you wouldn’t be fulltime right away,
but maybe. HR is not my job.)
JUNHEE
But I can train for ICU.
LIZ
Right exactly easy quick fit intense lake fast swim fish. Friend HR attention.
(Right, exactly. That should be easy and quick, I think you’ll fit in really well, it’s an intense lake with really fast
swimming fish. I’ll talk to my friend in HR, and see if she can give this some attention.)
JUNHEE
Nurses in ICU move up to Pay Level D, is that right?
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LIZ
Um well check—current level J? Possible not my department fuzzy let me back wrong
information HR piss bite head, can’t promise / any.
(Um, well, I can check—you’re currently at level J, right? It’s possible, but this isn’t my department so I’m fuzzy, so
let me get back to you. If I give you the wrong information, HR could get pissed and bite my head off, so I can’t
promise anything.)
JUNHEE
// Will I get benefits?
LIZ
…
LIZ opens another drawer, pulls out a bag of candy. She eats several
pieces. She offers JUNHEE a handful of candy.
JUNHEE
ICU is very stressful. People are very sick. You need strong nurses. Who can lift heavy
patients. Stay calm. And keep quiet. I can do that.
LIZ
Right… call proper of course; friend HR rules better call favor push probably something find
should work. Start tomorrow.
(Right… I’ll call and do this properly of course; my friend in HR knows the rules better than me, and will make the
call, but I’ll ask her as a favor to push this through and probably something will happen; I’ll find out this afternoon,
but it should work out; okay, then you start tomorrow.)
JUNHEE takes a piece of candy, unwraps it, and pops it in her mouth.
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15
CLERK
No more transactions today.
MINHEE
Could you do one more? I have a really low number. Single digit. Which I’d like to turn in for
a permit to see my son.
CLERK
Oh wow, you have a nine.
MINHEE
I know I could get into the negative numbers with time, / but all I really want is a permit and
CLERK
// No, no, no that was the old way. Low numbers are no good anymore.
MINHEE
No good?
CLERK
No. No, that just got changed. It’s high numbers now.
MINHEE
There must be some mistake.
CLERK
I’m afraid not. Right now, they’re giving out cards in the thousands…
MINHEE
By the new standard, I’d have a high number, you can see that. So then can I change this back?
CLERK
I’m afraid not. There’ve been some issues with how some service points got tabulated and
unfortunate confusion about adverbs, so they’ve wiped the slate clean. What were your
adjectives?
MINHEE
Obedient, precise, tidy, amenable… dexterous, sincere… efficient, magnanimous…
CLERK
“Magnanimous”! That’s rare.
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MINHEE
I also got “muscular” and I think “sure-footed” and “pleasant.” I’m forgetting a few, but if I
could exchange my magnanimous / for its equivalent point value
CLERK
// No, no. I’m sorry. That’s not going to work. Here. Here’s a map to a field of red Kimjongilia.
MINHEE
I’ve done that. I harvested enough Kimjongilia flowers to get more than a thousand blue tickets.
I still have fifty-two good service points / and then
CLERK
// There’s nothing more I can do.
MINHEE
My son is waiting and… actually he doesn’t know I’m here yet.
CLERK
Here, I’ll exchange your 9 for a 42. That will get you into a better field. I don’t have to do this,
you know…but I’ve never met a “magnanimous” before.
MINHEE
Can you go a little higher? I also have extra tokens and…
MINHEE empties her satchel. The bag of rice falls out, and plays its
melody. MINHEE offers tokens to the CLERK.
MINHEE
Here, see?
CLERK
What is that?
MINHEE
This?
MINHEE shakes the rice bag: enchanting sound fills the air.
CLERK
Gorgeous. Are you authorized?
MINHEE
Authorized?
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CLERK
Ha, no permit, I could’ve guessed. He doesn’t give out borrowing rights for music.
MINHEE
It’s a gift for my son.
CLERK
Be careful… you wouldn’t want someone to report you.
MINHEE
Report me? Who would do that?
CLERK
Oh, I don’t know. Anyone. In fact, I myself could get in trouble for not submitting a report.
It’s probably too much trouble to have it in your possession. If you’d like, I could take it off
your hands.
MINHEE
But if you had it in your possession, then wouldn’t I need to report you for having it without a
proper permit as well? As a dutiful citizen, I wouldn’t want to abdicate my duty.
CLERK
I see what you mean. So then…we’re back where we started: you’re at risk for improper
possession of His property and I’m at risk for not reporting you. Better if you store it with me,
and I bear all the jeopardy.
MINHEE
Oh, but you should have a new one… in fact, I can get you a special, limited edition that plays
itself.
CLERK
Oh yes?
MINHEE
But as you say, it’s risky.
CLERK
Well… it turns out that I’ve got access to a few high number cards. A person with one of these
cards could achieve goals or procure permits to… well, a school, for instance. But again, it
would be rather risky.
MINHEE
Oh, I’d be quite willing to take on that risk… if I knew I had a permit safely in my pocket.
MINHEE
Well-done!
CLERK
I’m something of an expert in these matters.
MINHEE gathers everything up. The CLERK reaches for the rice bag.
CLERK
Leave this one with me as well. If you don’t give it to me, I’ll report you.
MINHEE
That really doesn’t seem like such a good idea, does it? After all, you’ve signed this permit.
CLERK
Oh. True.
MINHEE
So if I get caught, it will be entirely clear that you knew.
CLERK
Oh.
MINHEE
You’re the expert.
MINHEE tucks the rice bag into her satchel and exits.
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JUNHEE and a co-worker friend named LIZ hunt for gifts for a pregnant
co-worker.
LIZ
So a few things to remember about graveyard: Patty hates Bianca but Bianca is Gary’s favorite
so Patty will talk to Bianca through you even though you’ll have twenty patients on IV and
Bianca might be at the other end, so you’ll need to ask Grace to help cover but Grace sometimes
disappears cuz she’s sleeping with Bobby who’s married to Sabrina, so sometimes Grace just
disappears to check her voicemail or cry in the supply closet, so then you’ll have to call Ivan
who’s such a mensch and will save everything if he’s on duty that night, I love him, he’s a
mensch, but I think he just put in to transfer to Sinai, which sucks.
JUNHEE
Okay.
LIZ
I can’t believe Abby registered here. It’s so pricey.
JUNHEE
What’s a baby shower?
LIZ
A party when you’re pregnant. Abby should’ve invited you.
Which stroller does she want—the Dumpling or the Live-More?
JUNHEE
The Tanagram.
LIZ
Hm. Spoil the baby, spoil the man.
LIZ checks her phone, then rifles through a jungle of hooded bath wraps.
LIZ
You sure about this, Junhee? Your body will always be confused; it never really gets better. It’s
ruined marriages; you’ll have no life; your day off you’ll spend sleeping. It’s more pay, but then
you’re too tired to spend it. They don’t call it graveyard shift for nothing. Most people go the
other way, but you want every night? Are you sure? Are you crazy? Are you sure?
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JUNHEE
Yes.
LIZ
Okay, your choice, try it out, see how it goes.
LIZ holds a wrap with a tiger hood in one hand, mock-bites her other
hand.
LIZ
Why can’t these come in adult sizes?
LIZ
When I did graveyard, I thought that was why I couldn’t meet anyone. But even with ePassion,
LoveBroker, plural.com, and IHeartYou, I still can’t find the light of my life, Prince Charming,
my soul mate, Mr. Right, my significant other, my numero uno, my first and last.
I think it’s better to have twins, don’t you? Get all the hard stuff over once. Plus, they’re
lifelong playmates and help each other with homework. Fraternal twins, that’s what I want.
JUNHEE
Oh: how was it?
LIZ
Diasaster. Date from hell. Heinous snafu fiasco. A hot mess. He was late, spilled wine, called
me Gina twice, didn’t laugh at my jokes, hasn’t returned my voicemail or email or friend request
or text.
JUNHEE
It was only yesterday.
LIZ
I’m really not choosy. All I want is someone nice. Who’s honest and funny, works out at least
four days a week. Someone who’s solvent, but doesn’t pinch pennies. Can make conversation.
Beautiful eyes or feet. Likes dogs not cats. Who’s handy or knows his way around a kitchen.
Reads books. Isn’t an only child. World traveler. Graduated from NYU-equivalent or better.
Who likes me.
JUNHEE
You’ll find someone.
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LIZ flips through a book.
LIZ
What is Abby thinking? Daphne McCoy wrote a much better book on breastfeeding. I should
let Abby know.
JUNHEE
Who’s Daphne McCoy?
LIZ
Talk show host, Penthouse centerfold, ran for senator, dated George Clooney, and wrote a book
on enhancing your breast milk.
JUNHEE
Oh. So… not a doctor.
LIZ
There’s so much junk on her list. Abby’s such a scatterbrain. Can you believe she’s training to
be a phlebotomist? Someone find her baby a therapist now.
LIZ
(to self)
Stay positive, don’t be judge-y, step back and let go.
Seriously, who am I to talk? I’ve been feeling blocked, cluttered, constipated with stuff. So I
got a book on simple living, did a cleanse, stripped down my closet and discovered… all my
shoes are crap! I’m on my feet all day. In this city, you need good shoes. Sensible and stylish;
that feel good and last long; go with every outfit, work or play. But then what do I do with all
my crappy expensive shoes? So wasteful. So not me. Not anymore. You wonder how it all fit
in your closet, your budget, your life—am I right? Can someone find a way to recycle shoes so I
don’t have to feel so guilty?
JUNHEE
Thrift store?
LIZ
Oh, that’s right. You’re so good. When was I going to figure that out? My closets are haunted
forests of old shoes, trapping my qi. My life partner is searching for me right now: I must
clarify and breathe and open the door.
A bell chimes: the door of the store has opened. A MAN in a suit enters.
When he speaks, the words slide gracefully off a gentle, honeyed slope and
hover in the air. He is from a place where words are not in so much of a
hurry… a place like Alabama.
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LIZ
What’re you looking for? Can I help? Where’re you going?
LIZ
Nothing you just said makes any sense. A “financial building”? That’s downtown. Maybe you
meant Washington Square? Take the 6 to Astor Place, then a three-minute / walk
JUNHEE
// Did you mean Lincoln Center? That’s on the West side, near 70th.
LIZ
Then you’re totally in the wrong place.
LIZ
So here’s what you do: The crosstown bus will dump you wherever you want on 66th and then
you just walk up—
LIZ
Mhm.
Okay, yah, gotta go. Lunch is almost over. Gotta buy this, get cash, go to the cleaners, schedule
acupuncture, and pick up a salad and a frappuccino before I go back. What time do you have?
JUNHEE
My watch is slow.
LIZ
Whoops! Can’t be late again. (to JUNHEE:) This was fun! (to MAN:) Good luck, you’ll find
it. Bye now, see you later, gotta run!
LIZ exits.
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JUNHEE
The bus stop isn’t far. I’ll show you.
JUNHEE and the MAN FROM THE SOUTH exit the store.
JUNHEE
I brought my lunch. I eat at work.
JUNHEE
Can you take me to the Stock Exchange?
JUNHEE
Do you play football or basketball or baseball?
JUNHEE
What do you know about guns?
A short beat.
JUNHEE
Have you been to Walmart?
JUNHEE
I really want to go to Walmart. I also want to do jury duty. And meet a paparazzi.
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MAN FROM THE SOUTH
I might know somebody…
JUNHEE
In case you know anyone at Google, I hope to have lunch there one day. Is a free pass to 24-
Hour Fitness really free? Have you been to the Midwest? Or Las Vegas? Or Texas? Why is it
called the World Series when they’re really only American teams?
JUNHEE
I…I’d also love to taste a S’more.
JUNHEE
Two years.
JUNHEE
Also… do you understand the “100% money-back satisfaction guarantee”?
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17
The door opens. The sounds of children spill forth from within. A
TEACHER emerges, then shuts the door.
TEACHER
So: you’re the mother of Jin.
MINHEE
Yes. Where is he?
TEACHER
He remembers your beautiful, delicate hands.
MINHEE laughs.
MINHEE
I can’t wait another second. Please, tell me: is he near?
The TEACHER flips MINHEE’s hands over and examines her palms.
TEACHER
So often empty. Or closed.
With a short, uncertain laugh, MINHEE tries to pull her hands away from
the TEACHER.
TEACHER
And your puzzling laugh.
MINHEE
Are you his teacher? Please take me to my son.
TEACHER
He’s such a serious boy.
MINHEE
Yes. Always. Like a little adult, I always said.
TEACHER
More sensitive than most. And conscientious. He has so many questions.
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The TEACHER releases MINHEE’s hands.
MINHEE
Questions…
TEACHER
Other children are happy to run and climb and laugh. But Jin…
MINHEE
He’s still upset.
TEACHER
He wants to understand.
MINHEE
Where is he?
TEACHER
It’s not up to me.
MINHEE
What must I do? Who do I speak to?
TEACHER
No. No, there’s nothing more you can do.
MINHEE
Please: all I want is to see my son again.
TEACHER
I will have to ask…
MINHEE pulls the permit out of her satchel and hands it to the
TEACHER. The TEACHER ignores it.
MINHEE
Can I see the school principal?
TEACHER
But you see: first I have to ask Jin…
MINHEE
…
TEACHER
I have to ask him if he wants to see you.
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MINHEE
…
…
Oh. Yes.
… Yes, of course.
TEACHER
He has learned to be careful.
MINHEE
I did my best. I tried to protect him. It was his father that… but we both, my husband and I, we
were blind….
TEACHER
Children like to be safe.
MINHEE
…
…
Tell him I will explain everything. As best I can.
MINHEE
I have a gift for him.
MINHEE pulls out the bag of rice. She shakes it vigorously. It is silent.
MINHEE
Something’s wrong.
The TEACHER puts a hand up, steps away. MINHEE shakes the bag over
and over to no effect.
MINHEE
Wait!
The TEACHER opens the door of the SCHOOL. The sounds of children
emerge from within.
MINHEE
Please. Please tell him I’m here.
MINHEE slinks to the ground. She collects her belongings and puts them
back in the satchel. She picks up the Rice Bag and shakes it furiously.
Nothing.
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She shakes it gently and it releases the melody once again. She holds the
Rice Bag like a child, and the melody grows louder and louder. MINHEE
caresses the Rice Bag.
The door of the school opens a crack, emitting light and the sound of
children once again.
MINHEE goes still and turns slowly toward the School door.
MINHEE
Jin?
MINHEE
Jin, it’s Mommy. I’m here. I’m sorry, Jin. So sorry.
MINHEE
Please forgive me. I shouldn’t have let you be sent away for Re-education. Daddy was trying to
protect you. I know that doesn’t make sense. I know you were hungry. I know you’re not a
thief. Daddy was wrong. I was wrong. We should have done better somehow. Forgive me—
A shaft of light from above: the SMUGGLER appears at the top of the
Well with a flashlight.
SMUGGLER
Hello?
SMUGGLER
Are you okay?
MINHEE glances at the door of the school. The light and children’s
sounds coming from behind the door are fading.
MINHEE
No…
SMUGGLER
Your sister made it across…
MINHEE glances up at the top of the Well, then glances back at the door.
SMUGGLER
…but she’s coming back for you.
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MINHEE moves toward the door of the school, but she stumbles, then
holds her increasingly aching body, coughing and wheezing. Her illness
is back… worse than before.
MINHEE
No, no, no… (to SMUGGLER) No! No!
SMUGGLER
Don’t worry!
MINHEE
!! JIN !!
Just as MINHEE reaches the door, it slams shut. She attacks the door,
tries to open it with no success.
SMUGGLER
I’ll get you out of there. Everything’s going to be okay.
MINHEE sobs.
MINHEE
Leave me alone. Let me go. Please.
SMUGGLER
I’m sorry: It was too dangerous to come back until the end of the day. You must be hungry.
SMUGGLER
I’ll be back when it’s safe.
The SMUGGLER switches his flashlight off, and the world goes dark and
silent, as if the sun had run out of electricity.
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JUNHEE enters.
JUNHEE
Here, every step counts. Every step is a little faster, more comfortable, more fun, more
advanced.
JUNHEE sits next to MINHEE. They react to each other, but do not
perceive each other.
MINHEE
No. No. Not yet.
JUNHEE
And then, so many accelerated footsteps later: you’re having a future.
MINHEE
No, wait. / I can’t.
JUNHEE
// Here, nobody wants to wait. For anything.
MINHEE
I’ll go back.
JUNHEE
Food has learned to sprint. Money is so fast it doesn’t wait to be printed. Gossip travels faster
than germs.
MINHEE finds the short table and sets it down. She finds a cushion and
puts it on the floor as a seat at the table.
JUNHEE
Press a button and watch a movie; click here, buy a house.
MINHEE
I’m going back.
MINHEE finds a bowl and a spoon and chopsticks, then a few small
dishes; she assembles these on the table.
JUNHEE
Tap a key and your letter is delivered to the other side of the world.
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MINHEE
Jin isn’t dead.
MINHEE finds a teacup and a teapot and put them on the table.
JUNHEE
Eat faster, learn faster, spend faster.
MINHEE
Jin isn’t dead because he didn’t get sick.
JUNHEE
Here, they’ve even figured out how to be happy faster by swallowing a pill.
JUNHEE exits.
MINHEE
Jin didn’t get sick because he wasn’t sent away because I wouldn’t let that happen.
I wouldn’t let Him send Jin away. No, I won’t let Him do that.
MINHEE
I won’t let you do that. No, I won’t.
The MAN removes his shoes. In socked feet, he takes a few steps toward
MINHEE.
MAN
Minhee?
MINHEE
Sweetheart.
JUNHEE and the MAN FROM THE SOUTH sit in the bleachers at Yankee
Stadium. They are in the middle of an argument.
JUNHEE
But when has it ever worked to make people support someone they didn’t choose?
JUNHEE
It’s easy to say that when you don’t have to live there and clean up the mess after a war.
JUNHEE
(whispering)
// The real problem is American Imperialists are gullible. They have no idea what their
government does.
JUNHEE
Okay: Americans don’t know half of what the United States government does all over the
world…for power or money. Or oil, which is both.
JUNHEE
Do you speak freely about how America’s cotton trade affected your ancestors?
JUNHEE
I’m not stirring up trouble!
On the field, there’s a fantastic play… that the MAN FROM THE SOUTH
misses.
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JUNHEE
I don’t do that. That’s my sister, not me. You think you know me. You don’t / know me.
JUNHEE
Don’t you dare talk / about my sister!
JUNHEE
I’m not afraid of anything. You don’t know me at all. You don’t understand a single—
JUNHEE
That’s it. / Don’t ever talk to me ever again. Ever.
JUNHEE
I never want to see you again.
Abruptly, JUNHEE moves a few seats away from the MAN FROM THE
SOUTH.
Abruptly, JUNHEE moves back to sit next to the MAN FROM THE
SOUTH again.
JUNHEE
Two people had freak accidents and died in the ICU yesterday. Let’s not waste time: I’m sorry
for losing my temper.
JUNHEE
I’m sorry for losing my temper.
JUNHEE
…
JUNHEE
I forgive you, Wade.
WADE
I’m so glad that’s over. I’ll never bring up peanut butter again.
A beat as each registers how soft the other person’s hand is.
They sit down. After a moment, JUNHEE and WADE hold hands again,
though keeping their eyes trained on the baseball game.
A long beat.
WADE
So… are you a Yankees fan?
JUNHEE
No. Never.
WADE
Where I come from, you always root for the team that’s playing against the Yankees.
See, we understand each other.
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JUNHEE
I can never be a fan of the Yankee devil.
WADE
Hey, shh, okay, okay. Not too loud, not too loud.
JUNHEE
I thought I can “speak freely here.”
WADE
Yeah, but. It’s like… not here. I mean…
JUNHEE
Mhm. I understand.
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YONGSUP
They’ve assigned three apprentices to report to me.
MINHEE
Of course they have. You always explain everything so clearly.
You could have been a distinguished teacher.
YONGSUP
If I’d been a teacher, I wouldn’t get nominated to the Central Committee.
MINHEE
The Central Committee? Already?
YONGSUP
Possibly. It was mentioned today.
MINHEE
So Jin will go to Middle School No. 1 for sure!
YONGSUP
You and every wife of a Party official think their son is right for Pyongyang.
MINHEE
Jin should attend the top middle school in the country.
YONGSUP
He’s lucky to go to any school at all.
MINHEE
He’s at the top of his class.
YONGSUP
Jin may have to go to Re-education.
A beat.
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MINHEE
He’s too young. It was such a small mistake.
YONGSUP
South Korean DVDs!
MINHEE
He was hungry. It was a bad group of kids.
YONGSUP
He could have avoided this if he had given them names.
MINHEE
I had him write a self-criticism. I thought you could show /it to…?
YONGSUP explodes:
YONGSUP
!! THAT MEANS NOTHING NOW !!
…
If Jin goes quietly, I think, with some careful negotiation, I could have it erased from his record.
A short beat.
MINHEE
…
And…and…perhaps it may be beneficial for Jin to be separated from this group of boys…
YONGSUP
Yes, this could be a turning point in his social education.
MINHEE
I suppose if he were to excel at Re-education, he might…
YONGSUP
Be rewarded? Of course he would.
MINHEE
…
YONGSUP
We need to prepare / him.
MINHEE
// No, no, he’s never been on his own; he doesn’t know how to fight; he’ll get eaten alive—
Sweetheart, you must do / something!
YONGSUP
// It’s been decided.
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YONGSUP puts a signed document on the table.
YONGSUP
Minhee, I can’t save him.
MINHEE
…
…
…
No. He’s innocent and young. He’s not going to a camp of young thugs. I won’t allow it.
YONGSUP
Minhee, I can’t save him.
MINHEE
He’s not leaving my side. I’ll tell them, if you can’t.
YONGSUP
Minhee, I can’t save him.
MINHEE
Stay away from my boy.
YONGSUP
Minhee, I can’t save him.
MINHEE
…
…
…
No. You can’t.
…
No. You couldn’t.
A beat.
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MINHEE
Jin is dead.
YONGSUP
What are you saying?
MINHEE
It was pneumonia.… It happened so fast.
YONGSUP
Minhee, was Jin hungry when he died?
MINHEE
He was so hungry.
YONGSUP
My son starved.
MINHEE
He was a little bird by the end.
YONGSUP
(accusatory) You should have starved before he did.
MINHEE
I tried. I failed at that too.
A beat.
MINHEE
You always said we were the lucky ones. You told me you wouldn’t let us beg. Jin would go to
school in Pyongyang. You told me to be patient. My husband, the local Party official.
YONGSUP
In the end, I was grateful when they broke me into a thousand pieces.
MINHEE
No. Stop. I’m sorry. Don’t say such things.
YONGSUP
I was ground into dust and fed to pigs.
MINHEE
Forgive me and come home.
YONGSUP
I’m gone, Minhee.
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MINHEE
People do come back. When you’re released, if I’m not home…? Never. It doesn’t matter how
long I wait.
YONGSUP
You’d be waiting forever.
MINHEE
I will take care of you better than before. Come here and pick me up and carry me on your back.
YONGSUP
∗
The final days of my life, my back was bent and broken.
MINHEE
They need you for heavy labor. Why would they cripple you?
YONGSUP
I was forced to watch a woman drown her newborn baby.
MINHEE
Those are rumors! Terrible rumors. That doesn’t happen.
YONGSUP
I was publicly executed. Five hundred citizens came to watch.
After repeated beatings, I could no longer control my bowels. I soiled my uniform and was sent
to the Chilsong Chamber for ten days and never emerged.
I was forced to beat a child to death for stealing. An hour later, I hung myself.
YONGSUP
I failed to memorize the President’s New Year message and was sent to the Black Angel’s
Chamber of Death. When my bent body was released, I was sent immediately to work, but I
couldn’t feel my legs. The guards said I was faking and tested me by burning my flesh with hot
stones, but I felt nothing. So they shot me.
YONGSUP
Desperate for the exquisite taste of raw rat, I fought a man over the rat that crawled out of the
toilet. We fought to the death. He won.
∗
YONGSUP’s litany is adapted from the testimony of Ms. Soon-Ok Lee before the U.S. Senate Committee on the
Judiciary Subcommittee on Immigration for its hearing on June 21, 2002 on “Examining the Plight of Refugees: The Case
of North Korea.”
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YONGSUP
Guards kicked me like a soccer ball because I tore my clothes. My entire body was a sore,
oozing pus. I was food for maggots for hours before I died.
MINHEE steps away and dry-heaves. Shaking, she sinks to the ground.
YONGSUP
I caught paratyphoid and was left to die, twice. The second time, I did.
MINHEE
We were the lucky ones.
YONGSUP
Darling Minhee. Please don’t wait for me.
MINHEE
Save me.
Please?
YONGSUP lets go of her, steps away. MINHEE follows him, trips and
falls.
MINHEE
Tell me this was all a test, and the future is bright.
Tell me it would be a mistake to give up on our gentle country now.
Tell me I can get you back. I’ll visit your grave everyday, your faithful widow.
Tell me Life can be cruel, but as long as I hang on, everything will work out.
Tell me you will come home and carry me.
Tell me you will, my love. Tell me!
MINHEE
Please, please tell me. I’ll believe you. Please.
MINHEE
Okay then:
On this day, my final day, I found you. I finally found you and found Jin. At last.
I took you both in my arms and chose to rest forever.
Our country held me in its belly now and forever.
Swallowed by a well, I was never seen again.
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YONGSUP caresses MINHEE’s cheek, then slides his hand down to her
neck. His hand rests there briefly; it is still a caress. But MINHEE has
gone very still. She is frozen.
YONGSUP braces himself, then raises his other hand to her throat and…
begins to squeeze. He is killing her, and she is dying.
Then with sudden electric instinct, MINHEE jerks this way and that and
breaks free. She breathes heavily, rubs her throat.
MINHEE
I… I must go… Junhee…she’s all alone. She might need me. Right now. I have to go find her.
I can’t lose her.
YONGSUP
Forgive me. Eventually, / please.
MINHEE nods.
MINHEE
// I forgive you already. You did the best you could. So did I.
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JUNHEE sits in the office of LIZ, a therapist. On a small table to the side
of JUNHEE’s chair is a clock facing LIZ and a box of tissue.
JUNHEE
These days, I feel like I’m hiding. And I’m tired all the time.
JUNHEE
I don’t know.
LIZ
Hiding from what?
LIZ
Okay: what makes you tired?
JUNHEE
I’m tired of making so many meaningless choices, doing so much research. I was looking for a
dentist. So I got recommendations, called fifteen dentists, but there was a problem with each
one: wrong insurance, no new patients, have to take the crosstown bus. Really, it was too much,
overdone, completely bonkers. I feel I’m failing in some way if I don’t get the very best teeth
cleaning in the city. I don’t want to waste my dental insurance, but then I probably won’t have
time to go, not with my work schedule. Plus, I still have to fit in the gynecologist, the orthotics
guy, the annual check-up, and now you. There are so many good doctors here.
LIZ
Too much choice does create its own problems.
JUNHEE
I can’t seem to make the simplest decisions. I usually bring my lunch, but a friend wanted to go
out, and I want to be relaxed and engaged and approachable. But then the menu came and I
couldn’t decide what to order. No fish or “specials” on Mondays cuz that’s what didn’t sell over
the weekend. If I’m out, should I really be ordering something I could cook myself? Burnt food
and potato chips are carcinogenic, not all antioxidants are created equal, I think I’ve caught the
gluten allergy, sugar is suicide with a spoon! The New York Times told me that rice contains
arsenic—even brown rice!—could that possibly be true? In the end, I got a few pieces of kale
and a lentil soup and spent the rest of the day hungry. I think I’m afraid of food!
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LIZ
Eating disorders are linked to anxiety—the feeling of being out of control.
JUNHEE
I’m learning to stay positive, don’t be judge-y, step back and let go.
LIZ
How is that going?
JUNHEE
I take deep breaths, read Ralph Waldo Emerson on my breaks. I’ve tried four different kinds of
yoga, splurged on a massage, signed up for meditation class. But then each thing stops working.
I think I have yoga immunity! I’m always looking for the next thing. I feel empty and sad and
unhappy. And then I get unhappy that I’m unhappy.
LIZ
A very typical pattern in today’s society.
JUNHEE
But no, no, I’m really not like everyone else… not yet. I’m out-of-sync, don’t pick up social
cues, a real outsider.
LIZ
Trying to fit in makes so many feel alienated. A new study about American unhappiness comes
out every month. We’ve lost touch with community. Tell me about the people in your world
right now.
JUNHEE
My co-workers?
LIZ
Your colleagues, yes, but also your social support, your network, your team, your group.
JUNHEE
I have a friend…
LIZ
Umhm.
JUNHEE
He’s… a very good friend. We fight. But more often, we laugh. But I don’t see him a lot.
LIZ
Why?
JUNHEE
Because. I can’t. I don’t know. It’s hard to explain.
I’m just not sure… I can’t be sure… of anything.
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LIZ
Are you afraid of getting hurt?
JUNHEE
No. No, that’s not what I’m afraid of.
LIZ
Don’t worry, the first session is longer. We still have time.
JUNHEE
I’ve got to go.
JUNHEE exits.
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22
She is alone.
MINHEE
Junhee was right.
MINHEE
Little sisters are never supposed to be right.
She stands up, loses her balance, slides back to the ground.
MINHEE
I will grow wings and fly out of here.
I will be a worm and dig myself out.
I can find a door in solid rock and open it.
But… I’m tired. So tired.
And I need something to eat.
Because I’m hungry now. So hungry.
I’m hungry to hear Beethoven and see a windmill and learn Spanish. I want to drive a car.
I want to know what air conditioning feels like. I want to see the blue sky.
I want to put it all in my mouth, spit the seeds out, and chew.
MINHEE looks upward, then suddenly screams to the top of the well:
MINHEE
I’m hungry now! I’m so hungry! Junhee, I’m hungry, do you hear me?
Can anyone hear me?
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23
JUNHEE enters.
JUNHEE
Wade, I have something / that I have to…
WADE
Pistachio with shredded coconut, right?
Hurry up, it’s melting!
JUNHEE
…
Thank you, Wade.
JUNHEE and WADE eat frozen yogurt and stroll through every borough
of New York City.
WADE
Feel like a movie? Or there’s a new cupcake place. And then maybe chess in Washington
Square… always a good place to meet folk.
JUNHEE
I could “meet folk” there?
WADE
Well, yeah. Let’s say you do. You meet someone there.
JUNHEE
I meet someone.
WADE
Yeah, you meet someone, make each other laugh and talk and think, and afterwards: cake in a cup.
JUNHEE
And then?
WADE
Then you go on a real, unambiguous date.
JUNHEE
Sounds interesting. Then what?
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WADE
What if, turns out, this someone’s Just Right. With this someone, you feel more alive and see
more of the world than ever before. Just say you do.
JUNHEE
And then what happens?
WADE
Then he makes you dinner at his place. Yeah, that’s what happens. It’s a nice, big apartment,
more closet space than you can imagine. An elevator. A doorman. This someone: he makes a
solid living.
JUNHEE
Then?
WADE
Then you both discover you’re in love.
JUNHEE
Hm. And then…
WADE
You get married.
JUNHEE
Married… how does that happen?
WADE
Buy a ring. Get engaged. Meet the in-laws. Send out invites. And then maybe you go in there
and pick out the gifts you want, who knows?
JUNHEE
And then, when I’m pregnant, I register there.
WADE
Uh, yeah, wow. I mean… um—
JUNHEE
Why take the local when you can ride the express?
WADE
Absolutely: the two of you have kids. Good idea.
So then there’s birthday parties and family vacations.
JUNHEE
Drive across country?
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WADE
Oh definitely. Stop in every state.
JUNHEE
But then the kids have drug problems.
WADE
Send them to rehab. They’ll clean up.
JUNHEE
Just like that?
WADE
Yeah, yeah, sure, they figure it out… and then before you know it: the kids are off to college!
JUNHEE
So soon? What will I do with myself now?
WADE
A week in Paris. A Mediterranean cruise. Hike up Kilimanjaro.
We’ll go wherever you want.
JUNHEE
Do our kids go to graduate school?
WADE
They become doctors and teachers and artists.
JUNHEE
And you start your own accounting firm.
WADE
And the hospital makes you chief of staff!
JUNHEE
Your company wipes out corruption on Wall Street.
WADE
And you develop a medical records app,
JUNHEE
and sell to Google,
WADE
and make millions—no: billions!
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JUNHEE
And I give it all away.
WADE
You turn to philanthropy, absolutely.
I knew that about you.
JUNHEE
Cancer research. Youth enrichment. International exchange.
WADE
We pray with the Dalai Lama—
JUNHEE
Do we meet Oprah?
WADE
We meet her people and build schools in Brazil
JUNHEE
And then we’re invited to the White House for dinner,
WADE
and the President appoints you Ambassador to Spain!
JUNHEE
where we hold summits and broker friendships,
WADE
and grow wine and eat tapas,
JUNHEE
until our youngest grandchild is kidnapped.
WADE
Hang on, really, she is?
JUNHEE
Yes. But we pay for her release—
WADE
Of course. Give up every cent. And then
JUNHEE
we start over from nothing,
WADE
just you and me.
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JUNHEE
I go into the kitchen… and cook
WADE
while I tend bar at our new Korean-Southern fusion
JUNHEE
bistro.
WADE
Mm-mm, that smells good.
JUNHEE
I’m calling it bibimashasonummy—taste.
WADE
Each meal is greeted with applause.
JUNHEE
People wait in line for miles.
WADE
Three Michelin stars. A cooking show.
JUNHEE
Dumplings filled with peace, love, and understanding.
WADE
Rice and beans that repair broken souls.
Stomachs that howl when life’s too demanding
JUNHEE
find quiet joy prepared in our bowls.
WADE
All the cities we visit
JUNHEE
want to hand us their keys.
WADE
Folk songs, fan blogs,
JUNHEE
honorary degrees!
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WADE
You’re America’s Darling, all seek your advice.
JUNHEE
60 Minutes is calling, your time has no price.
I write a memoir, take inventory:
WADE
The ups,
JUNHEE
the turns,
WADE
the leaps,
JUNHEE
the falls.
Everyone wants to know our story.
WADE
And that’s when Steven Spielberg / calls.
At the bottom of the WELL, slumped to one
side:
MINHEE
// A bowl of rice.
JUNHEE
For your eightieth birthday, at the / villa in Spain,
MINHEE
// A piece of kimchi.
WADE
We bake thousands of cupcakes, both frosted / and plain.
MINHEE
// A bite of… persimmon? The only persimmon left / in the
whole country.
WADE
// The local village attends, every missus and mister.
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MINHEE opens her eyes, teeters on her
tippy-toes. She grabs hold of the imaginary
persimmon with both hands.
MINHEE
I’ve got it!
JUNHEE
From all over the globe, your brothers, my—
JUNHEE sees the persimmon. She reaches down and picks it up.
Juice trickles down her chin. She sobs, kisses the persimmon, presses it to
her cheek.
WADE
We sing songs and drink wine, always plenty to share.
Bottle juice from the orchard—peach, apple, and pear.
JUNHEE
Yes, yes, you do.
WADE
Grandkids laugh in the sun, ride our horse here and there.
JUNHEE
And your party goes on—it’s a life-long affair.
WADE
We read Tolstoy, eat prunes and then… and then… I go bald.
But: it’s my brains and my body you love—not my hair!
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JUNHEE
And… and then you learn the cello and form a band.
WADE
And you play the flute?
JUNHEE
No, no you play both: one in each hand.
I can taste it. It’s all happened. It’s all there. So gorgeous. So complete.
Thank you. Thank you for all of this… what a glorious life. I’ve seen and tasted so much … it’s
been a wonderful time. A delectable, nourishing, aromatic, savory feast of a time.
Thank you. For the rest of my life. Thank you.
WADE
Let’s go get dinner: steak, mashed potatoes, chocolate cake…
JUNHEE
Thank you. I’m going home now.
Good-bye.
SMUGGLER
Wake up! It’s time to go!
The SMUGGLER gathers her body up and rushes toward the North
Korean-Chinese border.
JUNHEE
I’m back. Oh, please please. I’m here now.
SMUGGLER
(to MINHEE) Your sister’s here.
JUNHEE
I lost track of time. Am I too late?
Onni? Onni, Onni.
MINHEE
Junhee?
From her purse, JUNHEE pulls out a water bottle and gives it to
MINHEE.
JUNHEE
Here, Onni, here.
MINHEE drinks.
MINHEE
Thank you.
JUNHEE
Onni, there are so many things for you to try:
There’s this thing called potato salad. It’s soooo good.
And frozen yogurt. I can’t wait until you try frozen yogurt.
And cupcakes and thirty different kinds of cheese.
MINHEE
What’s frozen yogurt?
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JUNHEE
Like ice cream, but so much better because it’s healthy.
MINHEE
I can’t wait.
JUNHEE
Onni, there’s no time to argue. Please trust me and listen.
MINHEE
Yes, Junhee?
JUNHEE
Onni, you have to make the Crossing this time.
MINHEE
I’m ready.
JUNHEE
Onni, I don’t recognize you!
SMUGGLER
It’s time.
SMUGGLER
So this is enough for—
JUNHEE
For the safest way, the best way: the 2000-mile trip to Thailand.
SMUGGLER
Yes, but remember, you’ll need to pay more.
JUNHEE
There’s enough there to take four people.
SMUGGLER
It’s not money He wants.
JUNHEE
…
Take her first.
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SMUGGLER
Are you sure?
JUNHEE
Yes.
The military whistle again—closer this time. The SMUGGLER quickly re-
joins MINHEE.
SMUGGLER
Time to go.
MINHEE
Yes, let’s go.
JUNHEE
Wait, Onni, this is for you.
MINHEE
No, Junhee, I’m fine.
JUNHEE
Take this, too.
MINHEE
That’s yours.
JUNHEE
I brought it for you.
MINHEE
I don’t need it.
JUNHEE slings the handbag across MINHEE’s body, then pulls several
plastic cards (an American ID, a few credit cards) from her pocket.
JUNHEE
If you get stopped, Onni, these will help you.
MINHEE
What about you?
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JUNHEE
Don’t worry about me.
MINHEE
No.
JUNHEE
Yes, Onni, please.
MINHEE
You take this. I’ll be / okay.
JUNHEE
// But you’re going first.
MINHEE
No you.
JUNHEE
Hurry, Onni, / go.
MINHEE
// Can’t we go together?
JUNHEE
First you.
MINHEE
I’d rather follow you.
JUNHEE
You might stumble and fall again. Slip into the past. Get scared and run home.
MINHEE
Not this time. I’ve left home forever.
JUNHEE
You might change your mind.
MINHEE
No, never.
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JUNHEE
Go ahead then.
SMUGGLER
We have to leave now.
MINHEE
No time to argue. Please: go.
JUNHEE
I’ll believe you.
I’ll believe you’re ready to go.
I’ll believe you’ve left home forever.
I’ll believe you won’t change your mind.
If
You leave first.
SMUGGLER
Hurry now. Look forward, not back.
MINHEE is on the ground. She has cuts and bruises; dirt covers her like
a second skin. She struggles to rise. She squints and shades her eyes.
For her, the light is painfully strong.
MINHEE
Junhee?
SMUGGLER
This is as far as I go.
MINHEE
Where is my sister? Where’s Junhee?
On the other side of the border, JUNHEE finds the Rice Bag on the
ground.
SMUGGLER
If you keep moving, the Chinese won’t bother you.
MINHEE
Where is she? Is Junhee in danger? Where is she?
A loud military whistle. Dogs barking, closer and closer. JUNHEE faces
the oncoming danger.
SMUGGLER
There is always a sacrifice.
MINHEE
No! No!
OFFICE WORKER
So, your numbers accelerate and spooned all things and each times for you.
This cold swipe-flash will agree yours wherever in this bright instant.
It’s really easy, I’ll just flaunt tiny burst while this moon is watering.
Then margin me with laugh-made whizzle into your heart number, okay?
MINHEE
…
…
…
OFFICE WORKER
At each point, a coordinating warmth will shillap as you travel
to the Group New Roots Placer which is located in Gyeonggi-do,
just one hour south of here. You’ll go by zippered capsule.
The OFFICE WORKER stamps a form, puts plastic cards and papers in a
large envelope and hands this to MINHEE.
OFFICE WORKER
In this envelope, you’ll find boiled help, a cold swipe-flash,
the whizzle, and everything else you’ll need.
OFFICE WORKER
You can call me on this number if you need help. Ask for Kim Yuna.
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MINHEE
…
Thank you.
An apartment.
The walls are entirely bare. The only furniture is a table and two chairs.
On the table are a radio and several jars of vitamins and pills.
MINHEE enters with a small grocery bag and turns on the lights. She
removes her coat, sets down her purse, and removes a pair of
uncomfortable shoes. She puts on slippers. She puts the grocery bag on
the table and switches the radio on, scrolls through channels. Korean talk
radio breaks the silence.
She gets a tablet from each jar of vitamins and pills, then swallows them
down with tea.
She fills a bowl with rice from a rice cooker. She sets the table with the
bowl of rice, a plate of kimchi, a pot of tea and teacup, a napkin, a spoon,
and a pair of chopsticks. From the grocery bag, she pulls a plastic
container of seasoned, dried fish.
She pulls at the lid of the container. It has a tricky catch. Abruptly, the lid
tears open and pieces of dried fish scatter across the table and floor.
She puts some fish into her rice bowl and puts the rest back in the
container. With a napkin, she wipes the floor and table where the fish
pieces fell.
MINHEE eats.
End of play.