Desiree
Desiree
Desiree
months old, Désirée awoke one day to months old, Désirée awoke one day to
the conviction that there was the conviction that there was
something in the air menacing her something in the air menacing her
peace. It was at first too subtle to peace. It was at first too subtle to
grasp. It had only been a disquieting grasp. It had only been a disquieting
suggestion; an air of mystery among suggestion; an air of mystery among
the blacks. Then a strange, an awful the blacks. Then a strange, an awful
change in her husband’s manner, change in her husband’s manner,
which she dared not ask him to which she dared not ask him to
explain. When he spoke to her, it was explain. When he spoke to her, it was
with averted eyes, from which the old with averted eyes, from which the old
love-light seemed to have gone out. He love-light seemed to have gone out. He
absented himself from home; and absented himself from home; and
when there absented his presence and when there absented his presence and
that of her child, without excuse. And that of her child, without excuse. And
the very spirit of evil seemed suddenly the very spirit of evil seemed suddenly
to take hold of him in his dealings with to take hold of him in his dealings with
the slaves. the slaves.
“Armand,” she called to him, in “Armand,” she called to him, in
a voice which must have stabbed him, a voice which must have stabbed him,
if he was human. But he did not if he was human. But he did not
notice. “Armand,” she said again. Then notice. “Armand,” she said again. Then
she rose and tottered towards him. she rose and tottered towards him.
“Armand,” she panted once more, “Armand,” she panted once more,
clutching his arm, “look at our child. clutching his arm, “look at our child.
What does it mean? Tell me.” He coldly What does it mean? Tell me.” He coldly
but gently loosened her fingers from but gently loosened her fingers from
about his arm. “Tell me what it about his arm. “Tell me what it
means!” she cried despairingly. “It means!” she cried despairingly. “It
means,” he answered lightly,” that the means,” he answered lightly,” that the
child is not white; it means that you child is not white; it means that you
are not white.” are not white.”