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CHAPTER 1

"Awwshhh" ndaitoshinyira in pain ndichisimuka

pasi pandanga ndadonha from my parents's
bed apo pandanga ndangoita musikanzwa
wekurarapo zvema 2 minutes ndikabatwa
nehope ndiripo hameno kuti dai ndakawanikwa
namai Itu ndiripo ndaizopona here , because
tairambidzwa kurarapo tichinzi "munozadza
mazishena enyu pamagumbezi angu hatidi
kufuga tsvina dzenyu".Saka apa ndakange
ndadonha ndichida kudzika ndaita
zvekupepuka nekamhere kekuchema kwa
Ethan my little and the only brother ndaifarira
kurarapo because paiwaridzwa machira
akanaka emaruva maruva than pangu naEthan.
Ndakabva ndabuda panze ndichifambisa
kuenda paaiva ndikati "waita sei Ethan ndiyani
akudenha" akabva ataura nekunongedzera
anga amurova uyo wandanga ndasiya
achitamba naye pandakarara anga
avakutobuda mugate medu achimhanya
ndikatevera ndikatadza kumubata ndokubva
ndavhara gate ndikamira mafance pedu ndikati
"iwe Tawana waroverei mwana wedu zimusoro
nezimuromo rakashata" yakabva yadairirwa
nekabhudhi kake 1 taiva masame ages but ivo
vaiva matwins plus vaindirova ndaisavagona
"iwe Itu urikutukirei mupfanha wedu toda
kukurova onererwa kuti uri mufance menyu
ugare imomo patokubata hapameri uswa" ini
ndakabva ndati " hant imimi muri 2 inini ndiri 1
saka ngatimirirei Angela adzoke kubva
kuchikoro tigoita fight yacho because mwana
wenyu arikutojairira kugara achirova mwana
wedu" I said that ndichiziva kuti Angela
vaimutya ayiva grade 6 isu tiri magrade 5
taidzidza pasame school but time table dzedu
dzaisiyana pakuti tanga tapinda makuseni
tikadzoka kumba ivo vachipindawo masikati
plus ayigona kurova inini ndaisagona ,she was
my best friend and neighbor ,vaigarawo rimwe
divi isu taiva pakati pavo nana Tino matwins
ndiwo waiva mugariro wedu we were
neighbors asi taigara tichinetsana pahu hwana
hwedu, nekuda kupindira nyaya dzevapfana
vedu hapana ayida kuchemedzerwa wake.
Saka mama vangu vaizotiti ini naEthan
tisabude mugate because kubuda kwedu
taizodzoka pamba umwe achemedzwa or
tachemedzawo, Ethan ndaisada naye ayiti
akarohwa namama ndaichemawo or kuzama
kutorera mama shamu zvekuti taipedzisira
tarohwa tese ndobva ndatanga
kumunyararidza ndichichemawo ,iye ndizvo
zvaayiitawo ndikarohwa namama Dad
vaisambotirova,ini nebrother yangu tatine
unbreakable bond.Inin ndaingova nepamuromo
asi maoko ndaisava nawo ndaitiza ndichipinda
mugate medu ndotanga kupotsera matombo
Ethan aibva atanga kutevedzerawo asi kana
Angela aripo ndaisatiza aibva apindira nyaya
dzacho ndova kusafe side.

Ndinonzi Itumeng Tembo ndiri musikana ane a

brown chocolate skin ndiine bvudzi rinoreba
kuda kupotsa kutoita serevarungu mbijani riri
tema tema richitsvedzerera asi nekuda
kweshena plus tsvina yataizoita pakutamba
mama vangu vaigara vakandigera ndine tsiye
dzakati kurei zvekuti I wasn't wish kusoiswa
ma eyelashes,ndine malips akaita kahublack
vamwe vaindidenha kuchikoro vachinditi "Itu
waiva neshungu dzekuda kuita kamurungu but
wakanyadziswa ukaitwa mutema"
zvaindibhowa kudenhwa ikoko zvekuti
sometimes ndaidzoka kumba ndichichema asi
Mai vangu vaisada neni ende vaiva nesimba
zvekuti vaigona kuenda kumba kweanenge
andidenha wacho kunopopota kana
pachifambika zvekuti vamwe vaiti umwe
akandidenha vomuti "uchavingwa namai Itu
kumba kwenyu",ende Dad vangu vaigara
vachivatsiura vachiti "nhaimi Mai Itumeng
mungapindira nyaya dzevana mukadzigona
here" ivo vaibva vati "siyanai neni baba
Itumeng mwana iyeyu takamuwana tachena
musoro tanzwa nekutsenga midzi mamwe
mazivana ongoda kundi shungurudzira mwana
wangu ayewa bodo handidi naye" Dad vaibva
vangonyarara kana kudzungudza musoro
zvekupererwa. Takazvarwa tiri vaviri inini na
Ethan uyo anga akanaka futi but Ari mutsvuku
mbijani from me anga ane complaction seya
mom ini hwutema ndanga ndakatora hwababa
asi tese tainge takaenda kunababa especially
hwuma dzedu zvekuti ini Kuna mom
ndaisatovako kana ka1 ende sekuona kwangu
pavakangoita Ethan zvakabva zvatoramba kuti
vaite umwe, taigara kuKadoma kunova
kwataidzidza baba vachishanda pane imwe
company Mai vangu vaisashanda. Saka musi
wandaituka Tawana wekurova Ethan, vakanga
vabuda namai Angela kunotsvaga ma greens
kuMarket.Ende dzimba dzataigara dzaiva dze
company yaishanda vana baba vedu dzaiva
ma3 rooms ane matoilets mukati.
Pamba pedu taisava vapfumi taingowanawo
zvakatifanira ,Kuma siblings aDad vangu
vabereki vavo vaiva vapenyu but vainge vaka
separater sekuru vakazowana mumwe
mukadzi,mbuya vakawanikwawo kumwe asi
kwambuya vangu taimboenda vaigara
kuHwange kwanga kwakasununguka than
kwaSekuru vangu mbuya veko vaipopota
popota apa vaigara kuHarare kuHopely uku
taiyenda here and there maybe kamwe chete
pagore or kusatoenda.Asi taiti tikaenda ini
naEthan nevabereki vedu taisarega kusvika
kumarinda eku green Forest paiva neguva 1
rainge rakavakirirwa zvakanaka pachiita kunge
floor yeblack rainzi rakavigwa young brother
yaDad nemukadzi wacho Saka pese pataiye
ndapo tainodzura dzura twuma sora twaivapo
muma sides nekusiya taisa Maflowers inin na
Ethan taingoitira kutevedzera otherwise we
wasn't know the meaning yazvo, ende
sometimes taitokwira pamusoro
tichitambirapo kunakirwa nekupenya kwaiita
dombo racho, Dad na mama vairatidza kuti
vaiwirirana navo uye vakange vachiri
kurwadziwa nekufa kwakaita vanhu ivavo
kwainzi vakange vangoita accident vakafira pa
spot vese vari 2 vachibva kutown vaisava
nemwana because handina wandakambonzwa
achitaurwa nezvake kuti vakasiya mwana
anonzi nhingi kwaingonzi vakafa vari a small
couple vangogara vese for one and half year.

Paiva nevamwe vana tete vangu 2 asi 1 Mai

Laiza ndivo vaiwirirana nevabereki vangu
vamwe vacho vainzi Mai Zvanyadza
vaiwiriranawo vari 2 nevamwe bamukuru
mukoma waDad vainzi baba Prudence vanga
vakapfuma vachigara ziimba zihombe
muHarare imomo nemhuri yavo vaifamba
nemota vainzi vanotsvinya ende
vaisatowirirana nevabereki vangu hameno
zvaimbofamba sei it was a family politics
zvimwe ndaisazvinzwisisa semwana
,zvichireva kuti vakange vakazvarwa vari 5
Bamunin vekupedzisira ndivo vanga vakafa
.Kuside kwamai vangu vainge vakazvarwawo
vari 3 kwaiti mama nevamwe sekuru vangu
vaigara ku Mazowe vaiva nepurazi ravo ikoko
rairimwa potatoes, cabbages and chibage
raitova purazi hombe vachitova nevashandi
vakawanda vaigara kudzimwe dzimba kwainzi
kuCompony, Sekuru ava vainzi baba Reggis
vaigara nemhuri yavo vaine vana 4 vaiva mu
War Vetarian (muwovheti) vaiva nenharo plus
hasha vachikakamira pakutaura vakatsamwa
hapana ayivagona vaiti kana vatsamwa
vopopota vachiti "ndi-ndinonzi baaaba Reggis
ini kana kuti Seeekuru va va va Itumeng
mukandivhiringa munondikonewa ini ndo-ndo-
ndopika naaaaa baba vangu vari pasi
pemupfura" for sure ndipo painge pakavigirwa
baba vavo kumakuva eku Mazowe
ikoko.Kozoti mainini vangu Glenda vaigara
kubotswana vachiri musikana vachiita
zvekuruka misoro variko ,sekuru baba vamama
vainge vakashaika mbuya vaivapo vaigara
papurazi rasekuru ipapo asi kuCompon
kwavanga vakatopihwa imba yavo zvese
vaiitirwa na Sekuru nagogo Mai Reggie asi
mbuya vangu vanga vatokura zvakanyanyisa
ende vaifarira ma doro masupa aye
vakatengerwa iwawo vaifara ende vaisagara
nevazukuru vaisada tsvina mumba mavo
vaibva vati "munouya kondiisira tsvina mumba
mangu" vanhu vaingoti kukura because kare
vainzi vaisadaro.Ini hama dza mama vangu
dzaitida sekupurazi kwaSekuru ndiko
kwatainyanya kuenda kumaholidays or kwa
murehwa kumba kwatete Mai Laiza, vainge
vari shirikadzi vakafirwa nemurume asi
zvoratidza kuti ayinge arimupfumi because
vaiva nezvipfuyo zvakawanda plus dzimba
dzavo dzaiva 3 dzakanaka vaitova nevana
vanga vatokura ndivo vaiva first born mumba
mana Dad vangu ende last born yavo tete
mazuva acho ayitova kusecondary Ari
musikana ayinzi Karen.Ndaifarira kuendako
ende ndainyanya kufarira Karen wacho nekuti
ayindibereka bereka achiti "huyai ndikuberekei
Mai vangu mozondiberekawo makura" ini
ndaibva ndatojambira kumusana kwake
dzimwe nguva chero tichitamba pamba
ndaibva ndati "Karen ndiberekewo kusvika apo"
apa ayiva musikana muhombe kwandiri by far
tete vaibva vati "hauyu murungu wa Given
uchandiwonzera mwana wangu zimbuya rese
iri rinofarira kuberekwa sure makambozviona
kupi?" ndiro raiva zita raDad vangu Given ini
ndaibva ndaita kakutsamwira ndorembedza
muromo kurikuda kuberekwa, asi Karen wacho
ayisaramba ayibva andibereka achiseka na
tete mama vake ndaibva ndatanga
kubwibwinyika ndava kumusana
zvekufarira.Ende vazhinji vaindinenera
vachinditi murungu mutema.

Kune vamwewo sekuru na mainin hama

dzamama vaigara kuHarare asi vaisava vanhu
vatema sesu sterek hutema hwavo hwairereka
kunoita sema Somalians chero mapfekero avo
anga akatosiyana needu,saSekuru vacho
vaipfeka zvihembe zvirefu kunge zvidress
netrouse rejirajira kazhinji nezvima push zve
leather ivavo vaiva netwumari pavaiuya,
vaitivigira hembe nechikafu asi vainzi
vanombogara kunze kwenyika vaitotaura
Shona chaiyo isiri yekutoredzera.Sasekuru
vacho vaifarira doro futi asi rechirungu vaiti
vakasangana nasekuru baba Reggis
hwairohwa hwahwa kwete zvekutamba.

Makore akafamba ndikatonyora grade 7 Ethan

ayinge ava grade 2 by that moment.Ini chikoro
ndairova kwete zvekutamba ende pagrade 7
yangu Ndakabuda ne 4 units hazvina kunetsa
kuti ndiwane nzvimbo paKadoma high school ,
vabereki vangu vakatoti "dai takuendesa kuri
kuboading asi Mari haipo hazvingaite uyende
kusecondary school you deserve a high
school" .Vaimira Mira zvavo vabereki vedu kuti
tiwane zvakatifanira ndava form 2 baba vangu
vakabva vawana stand takafara yaitovawo
imwe cooperative yavainzi vakange vakajoiner
kare ini ndisati ndatombozvarwa saka
akazobuda ipapo kuChishawasha Hills under
Goromomzi district paitonzi paikwirwa dollar
from Harare town kuendako.Saka vakabva
vatotanga kuita mabudgets ekuti vazonovaka.

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*ɾɺSAD LOVE LIFEɺɾ*

WRITTEN BY

AUTHORESS :

PAMELA.N.NGIRAZI
FOR CALLS AND WHATSAPP: LISA CAMILA
MAGOBIYANA on : 0718443987

*A ROMANTIC AND SENSITIVE STORY*

Parental guidance is advised.
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CHAPTER 2

Pandaidzidza paKadoma High school ndipo

paidzidzawo Angela asi level rekugona chikoro
ndaimukunda even though ayiva form
yepamberi pangu,hwu friend hwedu hwakange
hwava strong because tanga tavakuenda
nekudzoka tese kuchikoro even pa break nepa
lunch time taidya tese zvekuti handina
kumboita imwe shamwari pachikoro.Kutanga
kwangu form 1 ndaigara ndichiudzwa na
mama kuti "wotozvibata hako Itu kuenda
kusecondary hakusi kukura zvekubva wada
kuzoita mai vemba munhu akanyengwa
netukomana ndewekuramba akaramba
achikunetsa unoti ndoudza teacher or
ndonoudza vabereki vangu because
ungamitiswa zvichida nekunaka kwako uku
ungafurikana ukaona seunodiwa sterek ini
ukamitiswa pano haupagare unobva waenda
kunogara kumba kwemunhu wacho zvichida
ukaita munyama wekuenda paunonyimwa
chikafu nemadiro awunoita kudya iwaya haah
unokaura,saka munhu ndewe kuzvibata
wodzidza wozvishandira urarame life yaunoda"
ndaibatisisa mashoko amai vangu.Ini nekutya
kubva pamba pedu ndichinogara kumwe
kwevanhu vandisingazive kwandaigona
kuzononyimwa chikafu sekutaura kwamai
vangu ndaibva ndatozviudza kuti ndaisada
kuva nemukomana kana ka1 .Chikoro
ndakaramba ndichirova zvekuti pama price
giving day Mai vangu vaipinda busy
kundipururudzira ma presents ndichi collecter
but I was so childish ,ndakasvika form 3
ndichiri kuda kutamba mahumbwe ende mama
vaiti vakandiona ndiri kumahumbwe ndaibva
ikoko ndichimhanyiswa kunzi enda unotsvaga
zvekuita mumba umo,Ethan anga atokura
dzimwe Hondo anga avakugona kuzvimiririra
asi pakaita inoda ndipindire ndaitopindira
because ndaisada naye ende isu taisamborwa
pachedu chero akatumwa namama or Dad
ndaiona sevamuitira utsinye ndaibva
ndasimuka kuita chinhu chacho ndiri ini.
Angela anga asisatambe sematambiro
andaiita anga atova nephone dzimwe nguva
achitonditi Itu udza Dad vako vakutengere
phone vamwe vaunodzidza navo vanadzo wani
even vekumashure kwako ma form 1 ne 2
chaivo "aiwe ndechifonera ani hant Karen
ndotaura naye pandotaura natete vangu
pavanofonerwa naDad kana kuti namama
vamwe vese vanhu vakuru ndongotaura navo
pavanoforera maparents angu" ndiyo yaiva
mhinduro yangu ende for sure pahama dzedu
wandaiona Ari wechidiki wandainyanya
kufarira nekutaura naye nyaya ndi Karen
mwana watete vangu ende kuchikoro kwacho
hapana pataishandisa maphone waiti
ukatoonekwa unayo waiyitorerwa , wotonzi
uwuye nemubereki wako ,vanhu vaitozoita
show off yema phone acho kuground or
pakuenda kumba saka ndaisava ne pressure
nazvo.Ndakati ndava form 4 ndipo
pandakatanga kunetswa nevakomana
vepachikoro vese kana kumaraini but
ndairamba dzimwe nguva ndaitonzwa kuda
kuchema zvikanyanya ndaibva ndanoudza
mama ,Angela aibva andiseka kuti
"ukanyengwa nekukomana hautaure kumba
iwe Itu" asi ndaitoona sekunge ayida
kundifurira zvekuti dzimwe nguva ndichi
reporter Kuna mom ndaibva ndatovati "Angela
anonditi ndisakuudzei ndingoramba
mukomana wacho chete" ivo vaibva vangoti
"Anopenga fani Angela" .Ndakati ndava
towards kunyora form 4 ndipo pakatanga
kuvakwa imba yedu kuChishawasha Hills asi
vakaisa box silab re8 rooms yard yaiva hombe
asi vaivaka zvinoenderana nemari
yavaibata.Ndakazonyora form 4 ndika passer
with flying colours ndainge ndanyora 8
subjects ndikabuda ne 5A's and 3B's ndini
ndakaita highest zvakafadza mukuru
wechikoro pamwe chete nemamwe
mateachers vabereki vangu vaisagona
nemufaro. Lawyer was my dreaming job so
pandakazoenda A level ndaitoita ma Arts.

Ndiri form 5 ndakange ndonetswa neumwe

mukomana ayiva headboy ari form 6 ayinzi
Lloyd ayidiwa nevasikana vakawanda
pachikoro anga akanaka plus achivachinjanisa
ayitodzidza nana Angela ende ayituma Angela
wacho ini ndaisatoda zvevakomana ,ende
ndanga ndakuziva kuipa kwazvo kuita
mukomana uchiri mwana wechikoro ende
zvaisandibata mushe pandaiona vamwe
vataidzidza navo kuchinzi akatizira or ane
nhumbu asi muridzi arikuiramba zvinova
zvaikanganisa kudzidza kwavo ini ndaikoshesa
education.Nyaya yakazosvika Kuna Mai
Itumeng ichinzi ndinodanana na Lloyd hameno
akange ayisvitsa nemanyepo iwayo apa
ndakange ndapedzisira kurohwa namai vangu
kare asi pandakasvika kumba ndakawana
shamhu yakandimirira "mama inhema
anondida ndichimuramba chero mukabvunza
Angela" I was tried to defence myself Dad
vanga vakanyarara varimo havo Ethan ayibva
ada kuchemawo akamira pamberi pangu kuti
ndisarohwe anga atova grade 6 ndakazonzwira
tsitsi vakandisiya nekufamba kwemazuva she
find out the truth vakatoita zvekuenda kumba
kwana Lloyd kwacho vaisava neusimbe Mai Itu.

Ndava form 6 second term Angela

ndokumitiswa asi anga atova in her first year
at Varsity akarwadzisa vabereki vangu
included neni wacho akabva atosiya chikoro
achinotanga musha maingova musame area
imomo asiwo mukomana wake zvaiva nani
pakuti ayiva netwuma lorry 2 twaayi haisa
twuchitakurira vanhu zvinhu iye hameno
mamwe madeals aayiita.Ndaitoenda kumba
kwake dzimwe nguva ndaisada zvizivikanwe
namama because ndaibva ndanzi "unenge
uchinoitei ikoko kutadza kuuya kumba
straight" .Ipapo ndainge ndava ne phone
sometimes taiita nyaya paWhatsApp
ayitoratidza kuti zvese bho.Yava third term
paCompany paishanda Dad vangu vamwe
vakabva vamiswa basa kusanganisira baba
vangu takarwadziwa zvinova
zvakazokonzeresa kuti vaite chimbi chimbi
kunovaka tiwane pekunogara Mari yaisakwana
vakabetserwa naSekuru baba Reggis nevamwe
sekuru vangu vaipfeka mapfekero akasiyana
nemapfekero edu vainzi Uncle Mohammed.
Ini ndakasiiwa ndichigara namai Angela kuti
ndiwane kupedzisa form 6 yangu ndainge
ndatova padhuze hangu kupedza kwacho
sezvo baba Angela vanga vasina kumiswa
basa, ndakatorwadziwa musi wakatuta
vabereki vangu ndichisara ndakatombo
donhedza misodzi "nhaiwe Itumeng
mwanangu unoti ndingasara ndikakudya here
wakasiyanei naAngela iwewe ungori mwana
wangu wani" ndivo Mai Angela vakandidaro for
sure ndakasara vachindibata zvakanaka
vaisava nevamwe vana kunze kwa Angela
chete kwanzi reason yekusazvara vamwe
kwavo yaiva yekuti baba Angela vayiita chihure
too much and for sure taingovaziva nevakadzi
vakawanda especially vakatambira Mari
dzimwe nguva vaisauya kumba.Angela anga
avakupota achiuya kumba kwavo anga
abvisirwawo Mari pashoma ini ndaifara akauya
tichiswera tese especially maweekends ,baba
vake vainge vondipa ziso randaisafarira ende
ndaizama kuva avoider kumukadzi wavo
zvaisataurika ende ndaisatoda kuva ndega
pamba kana Mai Angela vasipo.Uku nerimwe
divi kunze nekuchikoro vakomana vaindionesa
moto especially pavakazoziva kuti Mai vangu
havachisimo mu area pane kamwe ka student
teacher kepandaidzidza ipapo kanga kondiitira
take take kachitouya kumba kwamai Angela
ivo vaingomuti "pamwe arikutya kuti
mungazomu kanganisa chikoro avakutopedza
kudai" asi matauriro avo ayitoratidza kuti vaida
ndibvume nekuti tasara tega vaigona kuti
"unotyei nhai Itu ndipo paungamitiswa munhu
wateacher anotoziva zvaanoita haangamboku
mitise uri pachikoro vanototyawo kusungwa"
ini kuavoider muromo plus semunhu aripamba
pevaridzi ndaingoti "ndichaona" ende mazuva
akafamba ndichingodaro . Vabereki vangu
nemamwe masiblings angu ndaitaura navo
pafon but hapana wandakaudza zvandanga
ndavakusangana nazvo,vari sa student teacher
ivavo vainge vototaura zvekuti
"uchingondibvuma ndotokuroora wouya
kunoita Mai Mutaru full time ndichiwana
wandibikira ndichibva kubasa" zvaibva
zvandisvota.

Ndakazonyora form 6 same day randakapedza

ndakabva ndatoti Kuna Mai Angela
ndavakuenda kumba ,vakamboda kunditi
"wadii wangoita 1 week uchimbotionawo
wozoenda apa teacher Mutaru vanga vati
vachasvika kuno Manheru baba Angela vabva
kubasa Mai vako vambofona wani ndikavati
unozoenda pamberi apo" ndozvandaisada
kunzwa ende ndakatoona paper bag rezvinhu
zvairatidza kubva kunotengwa I think ndizvo
zvavaida kubikira teacher Mutaru vacho for
special dinner ini ndakabva ndatovanyepera
ndikati "sekuru vangu vatori munzira kubva
kugweru saka vati titosangana mutown
vachinditora" Havana kuzondipikisa ende
ndakabva ndatochinja from uniform to hembe
,bag ndanga ndakarongedza kare vakazondi
perekedza kunokwira komb yekutown we said
our goodbyes.Ndakatombofema as in relived
ndava mukomb kuti good bye Kadoma, Mai na
baba Angela na Teacher vavo , Angela wacho
ndakatoita wekuoneka pafon ndikamuudza
kuti "ndatiza teacher vanga vachida kuuya
kunondinetsa nhasi" akabva areplyer back
achiseka zvikanzi "unopenga Itu sure kupedza
chikoro usina kumboitawo kana 1 mukomana
anokutengerawo mabhisvo sure kushaiwa 1
wandaka sheedzawo kuti Bamunin" ndaibva
ndaseka for sure ndanga ndisina kumbobvira
ndabvuma.Ndakasvika mutown ndikabata
imwe komb yaienda Harare Mari ndainge
ndakatumirwa na gogo Mai Reggis ndakasvika
Muharare ndikananga Kuna forth kurank
ndikawana yainondisvitsa kwedu
kuChishawasha ndakasvika pandaidzikira
ndikawana ndakamirirwa nevese mama , Dad
na Ethan akandimhanyira setichadonhedzana
tanga tatosuwana "nhaiwe Ethan wobva
wambundirana nasisi vako kunge chisikana
chako kudaro uchatadziswa mwana wangu
kunyengwa iwe" vakadaro Mai Itu tikaseka
hedu zvikanzi na Ethan wacho "ndomurova
mwana wenyu akangoita mukomana vese
nemukomana wacho ndomurova futi" anga
atokura grade 7 pfungwa dzanga dzakuziva
zvimwe zvinhu akanzi na Dad "murove vanhu
zvenyu Tembo komanje kana mukomana
wacho Ari muhombe kwamuri munozoita sei
nusingagone kumurova" zvikanzi naiye
"ndomukusha nematombo" ende ayitoratidza
kuti ayisada munhu padhuze neni izvi
taitotaura tichifamba kuenda kumba.

Takazosvika pamba pedu pacho vakanga

vangokwanisa kusimudza toilet ne 2 rooms
dzikapera asi dzisina kuplastwa mukati zvese
nekunze painge pachereswa
mugodhi.Zvaitooneka kuti tisu taiva varombo
pakati pevapfumi because ma neighbors edu
vamwe vaitosimudza Ari ma upstairs vamwe
maziimba muraba raba Koo aiva mayard
mahombe kah but I was ok for us taiziva
kugutsikana nezvataiva nazvo.Pamazuva
aripadhuze ndakabva ndaudza vabereki vangu
zvandainge ndakusangana nazvo kuKadoma
kwandanga ndasara kwamai Angela
ndaisazvitaurira makuhwa asi ndakangoona
zviri right kuvaudza ende handina chandaifarira
kuita secret ndaingotaura zvinhu zvangu vese
varipo, zvikanzi namama "Anopenga Mai
Angela kuda kundikanganisira future yemwana
wangu chii chinoshamisira pana teacher
vacho,ngaasati Angela zvaakatizira akazoita
luck rekubvisirwa Mari oti ndizvo zvinogona
kuitika kwauri life haifanane unogona
kutotambudzwa nateacher iyeye" vakanga
vave kutopopota zvikazonzi na Dad "zvakwana
Mai Itu ngatingotendai Mwari kuti mwana
tinaye pano" but ndaitoona kuti mom zvanga
zvava bata bata.Ende vakatozova bvunza Mai
Angela vacho pafon rimwe zuva vawana
airtime vachibva vaichinja nyaya yacho vakuti
"anonyepa Itu ndiye ayitoenda kumba kwa
teacher vacho ndikatombo mutsiura
ndakatozoita wekuunza ikoko by force musi
waapedza kunyora" ndakashamiswa nenhema
dzamai ivavo ,Asi vabereki vanhu nekundiziva
kwavo vakatoona kuti Mai Angela
vainyepa.Pandakazoenda online ndakawana
pane mazi massage andanga ndasenderwa na
Angela achinditukirira nechandanga
ndakutadzira ndakachishaiwa imwe yanga
yakanzi "shave rehurombo uchamitiswa
nekamunhu kasina basa wotozo demba
teacher vawaichovherwa namai vangu" vana
mom ndipo pavakazoona kuti shuwa zvanga
zvakaitika ende anga atondi blocker kuti
ndikatadza kumupindura i blocked her back
and deleted her number ndokupera kwakaita
hushamwari hwedu.
Ma results eform 6 akazobuda munhu
akatanga kundiudza ndi Karen mwana watete
vangu anga azvinzwawo kwaaigara kuKwekwe
kwaanga avakushanda ,ndakazotarisa pafon
ndikaona chiri chokwadi ndakapedza 2 weeks
ndisati ndanotora pachishaikwa Mari yebus
kuti ndiendeko.Sekuru baba Reggis ndivo
vakazondifonera vachiti "makabuda
nemanganiko nhai adzimai kuno sekuru venyu
zvakamukunda hameno kuti achaita zvekudii"
ndizvo zvavaifarira kundiita kuti
adzimai,sekuru vaitaurwa vaireva mwana wavo
wandaienderana naye ayinzi Ronnie ,ini
ndakazovaudza kuti ndasati ndatora
ndichishairwa Mari yebus for sure baba vangu
vainge vasati vawana basa vachingoita zveku
kiya kiya sometimes vachichera migodhi
kunevasina Mari dzekucheresa ma
boreholes.Sekuru vakabva vakanda mari yacho
yebus pafon yamama through ecocash apa
nerimwe divi mazuva iwawo gogo Mai Reggis
vaingonzi varikurwara zvichinetsa kusarapika
even muzvipatara.Dad ndivo
vakazononditorera maresuilts ini ndakazeza
kunosangana nema drama ekwana Mai Angela
plus teacher vaya asi ndakangoti ndirikutya
endai imimi mom or dad kunonditorera
vakazvinzwisisa ,dad vakazodzoka the next
day vanga vanorara kweimwe shamwari yavo
vakati "ndakasangana namai na baba Angela
nezuro ndichangobva kunotora maresuilts ako
vaingonyarara nyara vachiti takanzwa nembiri
kuti Itu ndiye akayita highest paKadoma high
inga makorokoto" zvikanzi namama "varwere
vepfungwa vaiti achadofora here zvavanga
vomuchovhera teacher wavo" takabva taseka
tichirovana maoko namama vangu zvikanzi na
Dad "not vepama area paye hanzi musikana
azeza kutora maresuilts ake kutya kupasa
kwakanyanyisa here sezvo achirova hake
chikoro,kuzoti mukuru wechikoro nema
teachers vanga vakakumirira chaiko vazongo
korokotedza havo inini" vaitaura vachitoseka
havo apa ini hana iri mumaoko kufarira zvese
nekakutyira vakazovhura slip racho ndikaona
ndine 11points ndanga ndakarova but vese
hapana ayiratidza kufara ndikati "Koo hindava"
mama vakangotura mafemo zvikanzi na Dad
"zvotosuwisa because ungaenderera kumberi
nechikoro sei nhai vamadhuve pasina Mari
ndodii mwanangu uve lawyer ndisiri kuenda
kubasa kudai apa Ethan anoda kuendawo form
1 zvinhu zvacho zvirikurema handisati
ndatombova kana necent" for sure ndakatoona
kuti zvairema moyo wangu wakarwadza asi
chekuita chaisavapo.Mazuva akafamba
ndichizama kutsvaga Schoolarship
ndichiishaiwa, ini namama tanga takuita zvima
piece job mudzimba dzevanhu ndairambidzwa
but ndaitoenda zvenharo kunovabatsira, Dad
vachibudawo nekuside , Ethan ayisara kumba
achimirira kuvhurwa kwezvikoro anotangawo
form 1 anga akabuda ne 6 units pagrade 7
yake akange adzidza pachishawasha primary
kubva zvavakabva kuKadoma.Rimwe zuva
takatogara tichidziya mushana semhuri
takangoona mota ichisvika pa yard pedu it was
Uncle Mohammed na aunt Rabia vaiva mainini
vangu munin'na wamama but taivati aunt
ndaitombozama kuda kuziva kuti hukama
hwavo hwaiva papi asi kwaingonzi hwuriku
nana Mai vavo ende vabereki vana uncle
Mohammed vainzi vainge vakafa kare.

Takapinda mumba tikazodzikisirwa mazi

grocery .Takazogara tichikurukura vakaudzwa
kupasa kwedu na Ethan nesituation yaivapo,
uncle ndivo vaiva nemari vakabva vatoudza
vabereki vedu kuti vatsvage nzvimbo yechikoro
ya Ethan pa Chishawasha mission school ,ini
ndikanzi nditsvage course yandaida kuita
because zvekuenda ku University zvaizonetsa
ivo vanga vatouya kunotioneka vachida kuenda
kunze kwenyika kwavaimbonogara muZim
vaiuya maybe half a year votodzokera
zvekunoita kana 2 years vozodzoka futi.Ini
ndakazowana paiyitirwa ma course imomo
ndikasarudza ye hairdressing, Ethan
akawanirwa nzvimbo ye form 1 vakazouya
Vega Uncle Mohammed vakabhadhara zvese
zvaidiwa pa course yangu yandaizoita kwe 6
months vakasiya vabhadhara Mari yese ye6
months dzacho, kwangu kwaizongova kuenda
kunodzidza chete same nekwa Ethan vakasiya
vabhadhara school fees yake yai cover 6terms
,ma uniforms pamwe nema sets ema books
zvese vakasiya vacover cover ndokuzosiira
vana mama imwe Mari takavatenda zvedu
setichavabereka.

Ini ndakatanga kuenda paifambika netsoka asi

vamwe vane Mari vaikwira makomb vamwe
vachitorwa nemota dzevabereki or dzevadiwa
vavo grocery nemari yatakasiirwa zvakamboti
chovha taisadya tichipfachura nekuziva nhamo
yedu,magetsi ndiwo ataizotengawo , ende ini
ndaisava nepressure kuda kutakura lunch box
sezvo ndaitanga na 8am ndopedza na 1
dzemasikati saka ndaitoti vagadzirire Ethan.
Muroad ndaitowana vakomana vanondinetsa
asi ndairambira kure ndaitya kumitiswa ende
vazhinji vaindisvikira aingova mabuilders
aivaka mumaraini imomo nezvimwewo
zvikomana zvandaitongoona kuti hazvina
direction, nekuda kwekubudirira kwanga
kwakaita nzvimbo yacho vakomana vandaiti
vasvinu vaisawanika muma street nelife yaiva
kumba kwedu zvanga zvakaoma kuti
ndingozviitisa zvisina basa, ende kana uri
murombo uchidzidza pa kuchikoro chevapfumi
kashoma kuti uwane shamwari sekwandaiitira
course kwacho ayitova makwikwi ndakasvika
pakupedza ndisina kuwana Aida
kushamwaridzana neni zvekudaro,but
ndaisava nebasa nazvo sterek ndichiita
zvandakafambira.Ndakazopedza ndichibva
ndanzi namainini Glenda ndiuye kuBotswana
kwavairukira tishande tese it was a good idea
but before I left ,ndakatombobatana nana
mama kuenda kuMazowe kwaSekuru baba
Reggis tichinoona gogo vairwara Mai Reggis
apa vanga vadzikira pachitonzi pabuda Mari
nemombe dzaiverengeka kuti varapwe
zvichiramba.Patakabva ikoko ndakazoenda na
Ethan kwa tete vedu Mai Laiza
ndichinovaoneka , Karen akatozouya
achindiona anga atokura zvekuti but asati
aroorwa achitova zera rekuti vanhu vaingoti
anenge ane shave zera rake kusaroorwa but
she wasn't care.Takazodzokera kumba vamwe
ndakaita vekuoneka pafon vandainzwanana
navo mama vangu vaingonditi "uzvichengete
sekuzvichengeta kwawakaita pese apa Itu
usazonodyiwe ne Botswana wotirangarirawo
mwanangu" ende for sure musi wandakaenda
we said our goodbyes zvairwadza
kuparadzana , Ethan akatombochema ini
ndaitonzwawo musodzi kuswinya but I've
managed to control myself kuti ndisachemewo
"be a good boy no mom and Dad hant kah I'm
going to work so that wopfekawo malabel
aunogara uchishuwira aye hant kah" akabva
agutsurira musoro akasekerera ndakazovasiya,
ndikarova tara.
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CHAPTER 3
Ndakaita zveku jumpiswa border because
ndaisava ne passport ndakasvika Francis town
kwaigara mainini Glenda ndikawana
vakandimirira nemurume wavo vanga
vatozoroorwa, vachitova nepamuviri
takazoenda kumba kwavo vaishandisa an RDp
house takatozofona tichizivisa vanhu vekumba
mafambiro andainge ndaita uye ndakanga
ndafamba mushe.The same week ndakanga
ndavakutoenda kuSaloon namainini
vaishandidzana nema tswana pamwe chete
nesome of the Zimbabweans . Ndakatanga
kutoshandawo nekubatawo ma customer
ndakatobata Mari iri naniwo that month,
Nhamo yekumba kwedu handina kuikanganwa
ende baba vangu vakanga vasati vawana basa
chairo saka ndaitoti Mari ikati unganei
ndosenda kuvabereki vangu.Mainini
ndaimbozama kuvapa imwe kuti vabatsirike
sezvo ndivo vaindichengeta asi vairamba
ndikatozonzi nabamunin vangu rimwe zuva "Itu
ndikakuona or kunzwa uchida kutipa Mari
muno mumba ndichatemha shamhu
ndigokurova chaiko tisu tofanirwa
kukuchengeta uri mwana wedu" he was so
good zvesure vaindibata zvakanaka.

Ndakatanga kutsvindawo runako rwangu

rwavakunyatso buda vakomana vakutanga
kunditevera ndikazoti rimwe zuva ndiri kumba
zvikanzi na Bamunin "uvaudze vakomana ivavo
kuti baba vangu vanorova tambirai henyu kure
neni especially matswana haaroore kungoda
havo zvinhu" taibva taseka mainini
vachidairirawo "iye hameno hake akaita zvisina
basa anovaziva Mai Itu kuti dzinodambuka
chaiko" ndakatomboseka ndakufunga mama
vangu zvikazonzi nabamunin "haarambidzwe
hake kuita mukomana akura Itumeng uyu but
ngaasadanane nema tsaga chete" zvikanzi
namainini vachinongedzera Bamunin "imi
kaimi musatsigire zvisina basa anovaziva sei
muno kuti uyu haasi tsaga akawana
zvinomuwana munopedzerana namai vake
muri imi ,kuzoti sekuru va Itumeng baba
Reggis hamuvazive mushe imi zvichizoda tete
vake Mai Laiza ndingaitwa kanyama kanyama
yowe zvangu" vakabva varovanisa maoko avo
zviya zvekutoti ndisiyei zvangu ini na Bamunin
tanga tavakungoseka zvikazonzi "usazowire
hako Itu mwanangu hant urikuona Mainini vako
varamba kuitwa kanyama kanyama handidi
kudyirwa mukadzi wangu" takazoseka tese
tichiseka kutya kwamainini naivo
vachitozvisekawo.
Mainini vakazenge vakurirwa ndavakuenda
ndega kuSaloon rimwe zuva mune umwe
mukomana ayigera aivawo muZimba seni
ndokubva ati "Itu ndipo chager yako customer
yangu irikuda kuchager Fon haisi kupindirana
neyangu" ndakamutambidza customer yacho
payakapedza kugerwa ndokubva yanditi
"vahanzvadzi hamuna mufitwa nekutaura
Shona ndachitoti muri wemuno kaini" zvikanzi
neayigera wacho "kana neni paakatanga kuuya
ndaitoti Glenda arikunyepa kuti mushona but
anotova mushona full time" ndakabva
ndatoseka customer yacho akakumbira
number ndikamboramba zvikanzi "saka handisi
kuenda kumba kwangu kusvika wandipa
number dzako" for sure akabva atodhonza
chair akagara zvikanzi naTawanda the guy
wekugera "Itu batawo ma customer angu
mushe sha" takabva taseka ndikazomupa
number dzacho ndokuenda kwaakazoita
akasiya anditi anonzi Life but nezi suit raanga
akapfeka plus haircut ndaiona kunge munhu
mukuru , vamwe vemu saloon vaingotitarisa
zvekuda nyaya ndizvo zvimwe zvakazoita
ndimupe akurumidze kuenda .At the end of the
day ndakazoenda kumba ndikatoudza nyaya
yacho mainini nabamunin vaisambo ndiremera
kuudza because taingotaura nyaya
dzakarerekera ikoko tese ndakatovaudza
nezvemunhu wacho vese vakaratidza
kumuziva zvese nekushamisika zvikanzi na
Bamunin "Itu unoreva Life chaiye anogerwa
haircut yechi bhibho kunge vanhu vekwana
sulu chimbetu pamusoro apa here iwe" ndikati
"iyeye anga akatogerwa zvamurikutaura
chaizvo atogerwa naTawanda kohindava but
anoita semunhu mukuru wani haana mukadzi
here?" Zvikanzi na mainini "imbinga manje
munhu iyeye hapana asingazvizivi anotova
neziimba rake personally muno ende hapana
vasikana vasingamude especially mu saloon
imo muya but haacheuke cheuke anotsvinya
zvekuti ukamumhoresa anogona kudairira pasi
or kusadaira ende anogara achigerwa
naTawanda saka ndiyeye asi anonzi haana
mukadzi" zvikanzi nabamunin "nhai Glenda
kasi waitomudawo ukamumhoresa akasadaira
here" yanga yatochinjiwa nyaya yacho zvikanzi
namainini "munopenga here imi
ndangotaurawo kwete kuti ndaimuda ndingada
mukwasha here" ini ndanga ndakukuwara
nekuseka ndikazoti "atova mukwasha wenyu
nenguva idzodzi here" zvikanzi na Bamunin
"arikuda kuwana kutiza nyaya yake
yekumhoresa kwaakaita akatadza kudairwa"
zvikanzi namainini "munopengawo imi
ndakambomu mhoresa kupi" takazoenderera
mberi ndichingoudzwa hwumbinga hwake uye
kuti ndisazotambiswe kwaingova kutaura
otherwise anga asati atombofona.Akazofona
ndavakuda kutorara achitaura zvekundida but
manyengero ake was too formal comparing
nemanyengerwo andaimboitwa nevamwe or
nyaya dzandainzwa nevamwe vasikana
especially kuSaloon kwaitaurwa dzese dzese
ndainyanya kuvhura nzeve paitaurwa nema
Shona sezvo tswana ndaisainzwa, plus magirls
groups emufon ayindionesa zvakawanda
ndaitoona kunge he was too formal.

Ndakazomubvuma nekufamba kwemazuva he

became my first boyfriend ,ayisatomboita
zvekuda kuonana neni at any nzvimbo dzaka
vanzika or pedu tega kazhinji ayiuya kumba
kwedu mainini vakazenge vabatsirwa mwana
musikana akatouya ne new Cort bed achiti
"makorokoto ndatengera vadzimai vangu
pekurarira" ayisambo tsvinya sekutaurwa
kwazvayiitwa ende ayitaurisa nyaya dzechikuru
futi ,ndakatozoziva nekufamba kwenguva kuti
he was a Chief justice (judge) that's why ayiva
nemari kudaro ende ayifamba nemota bango
ayimiririra nyaya dzema Zimbabweans anenge
achipara mhosva ari munyika ye Botswana,
nekufamba kwenguva akazoenda neni
kuGaborone kwaigara sisi vake, tikanovaona
vakandigamuchira zvakanaka asi
vakatozobvunza kuti ndiri murudzii
sezvaingoitwawo nevamwe ndikatoti "ndiri
mukaranga chaiye ende ndiri muyera Tembo
dhuve manjenjenje ganda revasikana" vakabva
vati "Koo Mai venyu muridzii" ndikati
"ndiMancube chaivo muyera Soko" ndakabva
ndatovaratidza my parents's picture zvikanzi
"iyiii makafanana nababa venyu especially
huma iyi nehutema asi kungoti skin yako
yakazonyanya kunaka kudarika yavo" zvikanzi
na Life "ava munhukadzi kah saka vanozo zora
zora manje baba mafuta anenge atengwa
namai ndiwo avanongozora" takabva taseka
kutsigira zvaanga ataura ende ndizvo
zvaaindidana achiita zvine kakundiremekedza
kazhinji ndainzi vadzimai or vamadhuve
ayisamboti Itu sezvaiitwa nevamwe neniwo
ndainge ndongomuitawo the same like kuti
maswera sei Humba sezvo ndiwo waiva
mutupo wake, vakazonditi "Koo zita rako sei
risiri reshona or English zvatajaira roita
setswana or suthu rorevei" ndikati "ndakanzi
na Dad vangu rinoreva zodzo but ehe chirudzi"
for sure ndizvo zvandainge ndakaudzwa
takatozobvako tambokurukura .Takange
tatova serious with our relationship chaiko
maweekends ndaiyendeswa out
kwatainowaridza zambiya redu totenga
zvidyiwa zvedu tozopinda mubango remota
takananga kumba kwedu kunosiiwa, asi
handina musi wandaimbo tengerwawo
something as a gift ,Mari chaiyo yaisabuda
zvekumhanya ende ndaisakumbira asi pese
paayiuya kumba ayiuya neka mini grocery
kekusvika akabata,mapfekero ake was too
formal zvekutoti neniwo ndanga ndava
kutochinjawo mapfekero from casual to formal
kuti tienderane, akatoti pandaienda kumba
ndaifanirwa kuzonosvika kumba kwavo
kuMberengwa kunoonekwa nemhuri yekwavo.
After a year baba vangu vakazowana basa as a
driver pane imwe company ndakafara asi
handina kumira kutumira Mari yekuti kumba
vabatsirike , ndikazoenda kumusha ndanga
ndasuwa my family, ende ndichitova mubus
munhu wandakatanga kuudza ndi Karen
ndaida kutozomuona ndatomutengera
something anga azoroorwa kwaMurehwa
kwavo ikoko asi kwainzi kure mbijani kubva
kumba kwamai vake.Ndakasvika ku road port
ndakatomirirwa nevanhu vekumba takafara
kuonana ende Ethan anga atondikurira
nenguva iyoyo, takazoenda hedu kumba
urimufaro kwandakasvika kwava
kutosimudzwa iwe third room apa ndakanga
ndatengera Mai vangu 2sets dzemapoto
nezvimwewo baba ndikavatengera suit
nebhutsu dzacho , Ethan phone nehembe type
dzaaida chaidzo, pamazuva Ari padhuze
vabereki vangu ndakatozovaudza
nezvemukomana wangu Life apa ndaimuda
ndiye ayivawo wekutanga ende ndaitoona
zvese zvakarongeka nehwu formality hwake
ihwohwo. Ndakazoenda kuMazowe kwana
sekuru gogo Mai Reggis vanga vatopora
vachinzi vakazonorapirwa kuMozambique
kwaigara baba vavo ende vanga vatosimba
zvikanzi nasekuru "chokwadi Satan anoita
zvaanoda nevanhu hurwere hwa mbuya vako
hwakanditadzisa kukuendesa ku University
Itumeng wangu daiso tavakuto tarisisa gweta
redu" zvikanzi nagogo "chokwadi magonero
ayiita Itu anoda kuendeswa kuchokoro asi
achiri nemukana hake zvakafamba mushe
kumberi anogona ku continue, ini ndotozoda
kugara ndiri ku Court nemi ndichimiririrwa na
Itu because imi baba Reggis dzimwe nharo
dzamunadzo nekusanzwisisa zvinotoda
majudge chaiwo" takabva taseka
kusanganisira ivo sekuru baba Reggis vacho
gogo added up nekuti "chokwadi anonyatso
kundimiririra because anenge achiziva munhu
wacho zvakazara" ini ndakabva ndatozovaudza
nezve mukomana wangu Life wandaisagona
naye ndikati "don't worry gogo judge aripo kare
ndakakutsvagirai achauya achipedza nyaya
dzese" I explain everything to them gogo
vakasimuka vakapururudza ndichibva ndazoti
"ngatitendei Mwari nekuporeswa kwenyu gogo
,musambo zvidye moyo maybe Mwari vaida
ndirege kuenda ku University kwacho
ndingonanga kubotswana kunoonana naLife
wacho we never know because he is my first
boyfriend akutoronga zvekuda kundiroora futi
ndirikufanirwa kutoenda kumusha kwavo
mberengwa kunoonekwa" vakafara zvavo
sasekuru va Itumeng zvikanzi "ndaizviziva
mhani kuti kuzvibata kwako kuya
hawaizombowira pazengenene risina basa
nehwurungu hwutema hwako uhwu ndaityira
kuti uchatipinza busy but chokwadi mwari
vanobatsira anozvibatsira" for sure ndainge
ndakanaka bvunzi rangu ndainge ndorukwa
ende raiva hombe zvekuti ndaifitwa nezvese
kurukwa or kusarukwa structure ndaiva ndiri
mutete kumusoro kuzasi ndichinoita macaves
ndaisava mudhafu zvangu ndaisaiswa futi
pahwu slender soo ndaingova on medium.
Ndakazodzokera kumba imwe Sunday
tikaenda kuchurch Anglican ndiko kwainge
kwatendeukwa nana mama takaenda as a
family.Sezvo ndaiva nerwendo rwekuenda
kuMberengwa kwana Life ndakazotanga
ndaenda kwa Murehwa kunoona tete Mai Laiza
nekuvapira nyaya vakafara vakatoti
ndaizoperekedzwa nemwana wangu Karen
sezvo kwaingova
kunoonekwa.Ndakazotumirwa Mari yebus
naLife and that was my first time kubata Mari
yake takaenda nemwana wangu Karen sezvo
ayiva mukuru kwandiri takasvika takagarirwa
pabusstop nechimwe chikomana chinova
mwana wevamwe sisi va Life ,tava kunosvika
pamba pacho tikamonera mazambiya nema
doek ndokuzopinda mumusha macho
tikagamuchirwa namai vechikuru vatakazoziva
kuti ndivo vaiva Mai vake.Kwakazotanga
kuuyawo vamwe vanova madzikoma ake
maviri nevakadzi vavo plus vana vese vakange
vakavakira mu same yard, later on kukazouya
bamunin munin'ina wake uyo anga asati aroora
hake "munoigona here life yekuno kumusha
mainini neganda renyu iri" vakadaro vamwe
bamukuru ndikadairawo ndakasununguka
"chaizvo bamukuru ndozvikonewa nei imi
murikungogarawo wani" takambotaura hedu
Mai vacho vakazoti pabatwe huku.Asi
chandakaona Mai vacho vakandifarira zvisiri
zvekufungidzira vana bamukuru handina kuona
mufaro chaiwo pavari vese nabamunin ende
vaitarisana tarisana.Ndakazoudzwa kuti
vakomana vakange vari 4 nevasikana vaviri
pakuzvarwa kwavo... "vana maiguru venyu
munovapeta parunako ru 20 chairwo
muchenjere kuzomakwa" akadaro Karen
tichisuka maplates panze tikatomboseka
zvechitsotsi takararako tikazodzokera the next
day ,vamwene vakatirongedzera parcel
yavakati monopa varikumberi takangonanga
kwaMurehwa tikasvika nekupa tete ma
updates nezvese zvekusafarirwa kwangu
zvikanzi "zvagara mutorwa hausvike nekudiwa
mumusha mevanhu iwe rega kuzvitsvaga as
long munhu wako achikuda vamwe vese
vachatozo dzidzirawo kukuda havo"
ndakazorarako ndikaenda kumba the next
day.Kwandakasvika ndichivaudza zvaivapo
vakangondipawo mashoko esimbiso.Ndava
pedyo kudzokera kuBotswana ndakatanga
ndanoona sekuru vangu baba va Dad uko
kwaisararika nekuda kwe attitude ya step
grandma vangu ,ndakaenda na Ethan anga
avakungonditi "ngatichidzokera kumba mhani
Itu" takazowoneka nekudzokera
kumba.KuHwange kwambuya vangu Mai
vababa ndakazoendako ndega because Ethan
ayienda kuchikoro ndakanoita 2 days ndiriko
ndikadzoka chinhu chandainge
ndakadzidziswa nevabereki vangu kuva nerudo
nehama or kumunhu wese kunyanya vanenge
vachida kufambidzana neni nekundiratidzawo
rudo.

Ndichisvika kumba ndakawana Kuna Prudence

mwana wabamukuru vangu mukoma waDad
vanova vaisawirirana nevabereki vangu,
ndakatoshaiwa kuti ayinge avingei sezvo
ayisambouya or kuwirirana nesu ini ndaingo
muona here and there tikangoitawo
mahwekwe ekusangana kwaSekuru kuHopely
or kwa gogo kuHwange.Taisawirirana or
kufambidzana sezvo ivo vaiva nembiri
yekutsvinya samai vacho vairasa muromo
vanga vane life iri nani kudarika yedu plus
kusatofambidzana kwevabereki vedu
kwaitiswededzawo kure nakure ndakanga
ndakapedzisira kunzwa nezvake kare ndichiri
kuhigh school kuchinzi akange amitiswa
neshamwari yababa vake nyaya yacho
yaisataurika chaizvo izvo ende ayitova
muhombe kwandiri by far sisi vangu ivavo
vaiva nevamwe 2vaivatevera ende vari
vakomana, vanhu vepamba vaivapo
ndikamhoresa vese takambobvunzana upenyu
nekutaura dziri general akazopinza nyaya yake
achiti "mama na Dad ndokumbirawo
mundiregererewo nekurasika kwandanga
ndinako mukurarama ndaingovengawo this
family ndichirwa gradge riri pakati penyu
nevabereki vangu kupindira Hondo
dzandisingazive kwadzakatangira, but now
nekukura ndine zvandava kuona ,kuziva
pamwe chete nekudzidza from this grudges
pane pandinoona kuti vabereki vangu ndivo
vari wrong asi semwana chero ndikada kutaura
navo Havana chavangateerera, baba vemwana
wangu ishamwari yababa vangu akatofirwawo
nemukadzi ndainge ndaita zvekuchovherwa
nevabereki vangu kuti ndinogarira Mari yake
asi iye akazviziva nerimwe divi ndikaona
kurasika kwandanga ndaita ndikaonazve kuti
vabereki vangu vakandikanganisira life yangu,
asi ndauya pano ndoda tivake ukama ini
ndakazvimiririra ndoda kufambidzana nemi
behind my parents back nekuti vakazviziva
vanoita noise isina basa asi ndirikutaura
zvichibva pamoyo wangu tarisai imi Dad
mangosara muri vakomana vaviri kuvana
venyu tinongovawo vasikana vaviri ini na Itu
but hatifambidzane ndofanirwa kumira naye
sometimes sasisi vake iye achimirawo neni
semu nun'una wangu we are just a small family
but we divided from each other it doesn't make
sense ,mwana wangu junior ndakatomuendesa
kufamily kwababa vake anotogara natete vake
ndakaona haangakurire mu environment
yepamba pedu angaita hwumwe hwunhu
 ,hanzvadzi dzangu chaidzo zvavanoita nezera
ravo hazvienderane ndatoshamisika na Ethan
uyu he showed me some respect yandafarira ,
manje varikumba uku Havana wavanoti uyu at
their age 21 and 18 vanodhakwa zvekuraradza
hongu vakura but age yavo haisati yakura
zvekuita Izvozvo vamwe vezera ravo vari
kuzvikoro nekumabasa zvinondirwadza kuona
future yavo ichifa half half apa vabereki vedu
havana chavanotaura vanoita sevasina basa
nazvo , please ndiregerereiwo muve vanhu
vamwe chete neni,even tete Mai Zvanyadza
ndakatoona kuti vane rimwe nana Dad ndivo
vamwe vaibatsira kuuraya life yangu asi
handisi kutaurira mukuvavenga but now ndava
chenjerera chete" akapedzisa kutaura
avakutochema mama vakatanga
kumubhabhadzira kumusana
zvekumunyaradza ,akazonyarara pava paya
but wainyatsokuona kuti achiri neshungu
pamoyo Dad vakazoti "ngatinamatei first
patopedza tozopedzisa this conversation" for
sure takabatana maoko tese tikanamata
tapedza zvikanzi na Dad "zvawaita ndiko
kukura Prudence mwanangu kana wavakuziva
chakaipa nechakanaka ndiko kukura chaiko iko
ini handina dambudziko newe you are my
blood wakangofanana na Itu na Ethan pano
sununguka kusvika pawadira" tese takatsigira
zvanga zvataurwa naDad .Akazotiudza kuti
aiyenda kunyika ye Ukraine next month and
varungu vanga vamuwanisa mukana
wekunoita beauty and therapy ende ndivo
vaienda naye akatoti vabereki vake vanga
vamboramba vachiti "nekukura kwako ikoko
woswera uchimbembereka nenyika kutadza
kutsvaga anokuroora udzikame uripanzvimbo
imwe" she was 29 years that moment , saka
iye semunhu ayida kugadzirisa zvaainge
akavhiringirwa kare haana kuteerera mashoko
akapusa aayiudzwa nevabereki vake ndizvo
zvimwe zvakazomutuma kubvisa mwana wake
pamba pavo.

Akazodzokera kumba kwavo muHarare

kuKamfinsa , tavakutotaura nyaya dzakasiyana
siya we exchanged our numbers.Ndisati
ndadzokera kuBotswana akatomboti tisangane
mutown the other day for lunch and we had a
great time.Ndakazodzokera ndikasvika
ndakamirirwa naLife kwandaidzikira bus
takangomhoresana nemaoko kwete zvema
hug zvaiitwa nevamwe ,akabva atakura kabag
kangu achinoisa mumota akandivhurira door
ndikapinda ndokugara aka driver
achindibvunza zvekumba kwandaga ndabva ini
ndichimubvunzawo zvemu area kusvika
tasvika kumba kwatakawana mainini varipanze
vachisvusvurudzira Bella wavo that was her
baby's name.Life haana kuzogarisa
ndokudzokera ini ndikasara ndichikurukura
namainini vangu Bamunin vaiva kubasa
kwavaizodzoka manheru.Ndakatanga kuenda
kubasa Life avakutotaura zvekuroora
ndakamupa number dzatete Mai Laiza zvinhu
zvacho ayida kungozviita faster faster
akatozotumira munyayi vakapihwa date ,ende
in 2 months tanga tavakutodzokera kumarooro
takatoenda tese nana mainini avo vakatoti
"handisare ndoda kunodyawo Mari yembinga
chero zvazvo iri too formal" taibva taseka hedu
kusanganisira nabamunin because taitombo
munyeya kana tiri tega.Takasvika kumusha the
other day takatozonoona tete vangu
kwaMurehwa vakawirirana chaizvo
akatovasiira Mari yedrink ende takanga tasvika
takaguguchirawo asi mukutenga imomo
ndaiona sekunge munhu wangu anga
akaomera ndakatozobvako vatondiudzira
pachi Conner kuti Prudence akanga abvako
mazuva apera asati ayenda ku Ukraine ini
ndaitaura naye pafon ende anga ambondiudza
hake.Takazoenda futi kupurazi kwaSekuru va
Itumeng baba Reggis kuMazowe vakasvika
vakawirirana futi plus pakungoti ayiva judge
apa ndipo painyevenutsa moyo yevanhu zvese
nekuvarovesa hana.Ndakazomukumbira Mari
yekusonesa majava asi yakamboda kunetsa
kubudiswa kwacho ini semunhu ayida munhu
wake ndaingoita moyo murefu.

*Stay tuned............*
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*ɾɺSAD LOVE LIFEɺɾ*

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AUTHORESS :

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*A ROMANTIC AND SENSITIVE STORY*

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CHAPTER 4

Majava andakano sonesa it was for me,tete

Mai Laiza, Karen , Regina mwana wasekuru
baba Reggis ayitova muhombe futi kwandiri
akatoroorwawo ndiyo yaiva bridal team yangu
handina vamwe vandaitarisira kuti vanga Mira
neni zvinodarika ipapo , Life akatoramba java
yacho akati ayida kuzongopfeka suit I didn't
forced him ayifanirwa kuitwa zvaari
comfortable nazvo ende dai sisi Prudence
vaizovapo ndaida vapindewo muteam but
vanga vatova ku Ukraine ende tanga
tavakuwiriana zvelove chaizvo, ukuwo vabereki
vangu vaishaiwa pekubata nemufaro Ethan
aigara achingoti "dai day racho rachisvika
ndiwane cash yangu ndine chimwe chibhutsu
chinyama chandoda kutenga haah team rangu
ndichavaremera" taibva tatoseka nekuda
kwepfungwa dzake anga ava form 3 ipapo
before the marooro day takatombotsanya
nekunamata as a family ,manheru ndipo
pakatanga kukuuya uya vanhu sekuru
nambuya Mai Reggis vakauya sasekuru vaiita
kufara vaibva vati Kuna Dad vangu "Tembo apa
makandigonera ndirikuita kunzwa manyuku
nyuku Soo kuita kudadiswa na Itumeng wangu
kungosimuka pano achinonyurura judge
kuBotswana uko andidadisa muzukuru wangu
atora hwuchenjeri hwasekuru vake ini handina
hope kaini kana vakomana vandaifamba navo
nguva yehondo kuChimoyo nekunana
Nyadzonya vaizviziva kuti kana ndiripo hapana
ayibatwa" vanhu vaibva vaseka because nyaya
dzekuhondo vaidzipinza pese pese ende
vakatanga kudzitaura maigona kutotanga
kuona ma visions acho through imaginations
apa vaiva nechimwe chigunwe chaiva half a
second finger from chihombe right side
kumaoko vaiti vakanga vakachipfurwa nepfuti
nguva yehondo yacho.

Zuva remarooro angu rakasvika imba yedu

yakazenge yava 3rooms dzaitwa plastering
mukati it was better paisashoresa sterek
zvevanhu vachiri kuvakawo ende paingova na
Dad,sekuru baba vavo, sekuru baba Reggis na
Reggis wacho, nabamunin vandaigara navo
kuBotswana kuvarume and also Ethan same
as Kuma ladies kwaingova nevatainzwanana
navo ,tete Mai Zvanyadza na bamukuru baba
Prudence kwanzi vakanga vaziviswa
zvechirango vakaramba kuuya ,iye Life
akauyawo naSekuru vake hanzvadzi yamai
vake ,then bamunin vake sezvo baba vake
vakanga vakashaika.Marooro akatanga
akaroora Life kubvisa Mari chaiko akasarwa
neka small amount Dad naSekuru vatoita
zvekumuti "munhu haaroore achipedza musi
umwe" asi iye ayitoda kupedza zvese anga
akarongeka achibva azokumbira muchato
tikaupihwa, pakafarwa ndainge ndatova Mai
Demhere sekutamba sekuseka asi ipapo
akauya akapfekawo suit yanga yakanyatso
kumufita comparing nemamwe akaregedzera
ayimuitisa sedhara aaimbopfeka even though
yemusi iwoyo yaiva ne colour yandaisafarira iri
ye khaki but it was looking better on
him.Vanhu vakazopururudza satete Mai Laiza
na gogo Mai Reggis hauna zvawaivaita
pakupururudza vachitambirira, takazotorwa
mapictures vakwasha vakapihwa chikafu
especially rongo ravo rehuku yechikaranga
yanga yabikwa natete,rimwe team raiva Kuma
poto vaiva vekuchurch kwana mama, Ethan
anga angova kwati kwati nemukwasha wake
,vana Life vakazodzokera ini ndaitombosara
ndaizoenda after michato waiva in 3 weeks
time that moment I was 22 years iye aine
31.Vanhu vakazoparadzana the next day asi
yaingova "wadadisa Itumeng" samai vangu
vaiita kudada chaiko wainzwa konzi "baba vake
vakagara vamupa zita rezodzo vaiziva kuti
zvakazodzwa ndakakuwana ndatambura
mwana iyeyu handidi naye nhasi chidadiso
changu" my Dad was also like "madadisa
vamadhuve ndinofamba ndichizvirova
dundundu pane vamwe varume kunzi baba avo
for sure ndendiri baba vakazara vane mwana
akaita kurongedzerwa mausd akakwana"
ndaiona kuti mufaro wega wega.Takazenge
tava busy kugadzirira muchato ende
ndakagara ndaudzwa nemurume wangu kunzi
"usazopfeke gawn rinosiya mapendekete
panze unosarudzawo rakatsigawo Soo"
zvimwe zvaitosekesa but I wasn't care
ndaingoti as long ndachata ende akabva
andiudza kuti "matrousers nema mini zvimwe
zvawaimbopfeka ibva wasiya ini ndoda munhu
anopfeka zvakadzikamira semudzimai
wemunhu" ini nekuda imba yangu handina
kuona dambudziko pazviri ende hazvina
kundiremera kusiya zvaisadiwa zvacho ende
zvizhinji ndakanga ndagara ndauya nazvo
kumba zvaingozogarawo sezvo hapana
wandaiziva wandaipfekerana naye zvekuti
ndaizomupa.Ndakaitirwa kitchen part nevanhu
vekuchurch kwana mama ndakadzidziswa
zvakawanda mabatiro anoitwa murume
muimba yekunze zvese neyemukati uye
ndikadzidziswa kuti munhu wechikadzi hausi
wekuitira murume ma moods pese pese
unofanirwa kuzvidzora chero akutadzira kuti
akurumidze kuona kutadza kwake ,uye kuti
ndaisafanirwa kuva nepamuromo zvinova
zvaigona kuzokonzera kuti ndigare
ndichirohwa nemurume,uye kumuda zvese
nehama dzake even ma sexstyles
ndakadzidziswa zvidobi dobi.Midziyo
ndakawana yakawandisa.Ende tete vangu
vakazondirairawo zvimwe zvekuti ndaizoenda
kunoita mai vemba vakarongeka.
Day remuchato rakasvika vaperekedzi
vasikana vaingova 3 kusanganisira best girl
vanga vabva kuchurch kwana mama sezvo
hama dzangu dzandainzwanana nadzo vese
vanga vakatoroorwa they wasn't fit
semusikana paifanirwa kupindawo vasikana
on bridal team ,then va Life kwaiva na Bamunin
Lison his young brother and also imwe friend
yake yandakatanga kuziva mazuva ekuronga
muchato iwayo neimwewo nasekuru Reggis,
yaisambova team yakawanda zvayo ,but
zvakanga zvakarongeka our venue was at
other green garden mutown yeMberengwa uko
kwandakanosvika ndakamirirwa naEthan and
Dad pa entrance vakachena sebrother yangu
runako rwake rwaibva rwabuda ende akanga
atotanga kuda kungwarisa zvandaitoona ,
ndikanzi na Ethan "ndati Dad vako
vambondipawo mukana wekuratidza hwubaba
hwangu pauri nhasi Saka let's go and show
them my sister vanenge mwana wangu" dad
vakangoseka ndichikochekera ruoko rwangu
panerwake tichipinda mukati ,kwaiva kure
kubva kwedu zvekutoti hama dzangu vamwe
vakauya nemota yasekuru baba Reggis vamwe
akaita zvekutumira komb kunovatora ,hapana
akapikisana nemuchato wedu pakiss it was my
first time but mukisirwo wacho hauna
kundifadza ndainzwa kunge ndirikumarwa
rurimi nemazino ake takangozviita just for a
few minutes vanhu vakapururudza.Hama
dzake madzikoma ake nekusandifarira kwavo
vaivapo ,Mai vake vaifara kwete zvekutamba
vanhu vakazobvisa magifts zvaivawo nani
sezvo ayinge ane masahwira epamusoro soro
saiyewo zvizhinji process yewedding
zvakaitwa zvikafamba nemazvo ,after the
wedding takazoenda kuhoney moon at
Masvingo Flamboyant hotel.Ini hana yakange
yorova kutya zvandaigaronzwa nevamwe kuti
kutanga kwazvo makwikwi zvorwadza "rasvika
zuva redu vadzimai rekuti mundizive zviri nani
ini ndichikuzivai zvirinani" ndizvo zvaakandiita
tichangogara muroom yedu ndikatiwo "haah
chokwadi asi zvinenge zvinongotyisa hazvo"
zvikanzi "musambotye henyu vadzimai" ini
ndakazonogeza ndikadzoka ndichipfeka
semupfekero wandanga ndakadzidziswa
ndokupinda muma blankets,iye
akazonogezawo maakabuda akapfeka short
ne shirt yake yemuchato ,zvandanga
ndamuisira pabed kuti apfeke haana
kuzvicheuka ini handinawo kumupa pressure
akazobaya karemote kaivamo in no time
chikafu changa chauya takadya achingotaura
some of the things zvaaida nezvaaisada
semunhu ayitaurisa ini ndaingoteerera
ndakanyarara zvese nekutya Hondo yepa bed
yaiva muroom mataiva.Takazopedza maplates
akauya kunotorwa tikakwesha mazino
nekuenda pabed apo pandakatanga kukiswa
makisirwo acho ayiitwa kunge ndoda kurumwa
rurimi kunge ndirikumarwa zvaisanakidza
sekunzwa kwandaimboita nevamwe even
mabatiro ayiitwa mazamu angu as if kakuma
pfanya pfanya zvinorwadza ini ndaibva
ndashinyira kurwadziwa iye ayibva awedzera
achifunga kuti ndirikushinyirira kunakirwa apa
he had a big body ayibva anditsitsirira but
ndaingoshinga zvaisazoita ku complainer first
day.Akazondivhura makumbo nekubudisa his
bl*mbi akada kuedza kupinda akatadza apa
ayiita seasingandisvikire zvakanaka haana
kutozopinda ini ndanga ndakatarisira kunzwa
pain yacho but munhu akatanga kungoita
moves ake kwirire dzike achigumha ipapo
zvese nekunditsitsirira ndikazonzwa kudziya
kwekunge ndadirwa zvimwe zvinhu ,that's
where I realized kuti anga ato offloader
ndakasimudza musoro ndikaona achizvibata
bata bl*mbi yake ndakaona kari katiki tiki
ndikatoziva kuti that was one of the twudora
twandaingonzwa nembiri.

Akabva ati "ndipukuteiwo vadzimai" ini ndanga

ndatovarairwa ndichizvikuwadza nendangariro
kukanganwa zvandanga ndakadzidziswa
ndokumuka kutora kabedroom towel
ndikumupukuta ndainyatsokanzwa
ndichikapukuta kudaro kuti hakana power ende
kari kadiki kaisamboenderana nemuridzi
wacho ,ndakazonopinda mubathroom I
cleaned myself ndikadzoka ndichirara pasina
ayitaura nemumwe seni ndanga ndatopererwa
nemashura aanga andiitira nezvandainzwa
nevamwe vakadzi ndanga ndakatarisira zipain
nekuchema chaiko zvekuti ndanga ndatoronga
kamuchemero kacho but Life akandirasisa,
kusvika ndazobatwa nehope.Ndakazopepuka
nekubatwa kamubatirwo kanorwadza kaayiita
ndikanzi "hatina kuuya kuno kuzorara ndibatei
imuke vadzimai" ndakatanga kuibata
ndaibatazve ichiramba kumuka kwacho
akazongouya pamusoro pangu achiita
yekupinza by force akabata kumuromo kwayo
but yakaramba kupinda in no time he offloaded
again takazongorara kusvika the next day and
the next night ngoma yakava ndiyo ndiyo the
third day manheru tisati tadya akatanga amwa
mamwe matablets andisina kuziva kuti ayiva
eyi zvekuti patakazoenda pabed ayinzwika kuti
yanga ine Simba zvemusi iwoyo he managed
to removed my virginity ,handina kumboita
zvekutakurwa zvandaisimbonzwa nevamwe
ndakangonopinda mubathroom ndega
ndaitorwadziwa musi iwoyo handina
kumupukuta akazvipukuta ndakadzoka
ndichirara ndichichema zvikanzi "chinyararai
vamadhuve ndiko kukura kwacho regai kuteta
muchidaro nhumbu mungazoi pusher here
nekuti ndotoda kuzvarirwa riri jaya chairo"
ndakazongo nyararawo ndega ndikapamhiwa
futi ndokuzobatwa nehope asi usiku ihwohwo
akambondipinza busy the next day
takaswerapo takarara hope dzekusarara usiku
ende husiku hwakatevera hapana zvatakaita,
takazoenda kumba the next day
tikanosanganga natete Mai Laiza
mumberengwa town avo vainondiperekedza
kunotamba chiroora .Takasvika pamusha
takabata mutsvairo wepanze newemumba and
also rusero vamwene vakatigamuchira
zvakanaka pamwe chete nedzimwe
hama,takarara separation rooms ini naLife
next day takatamba chiroora tete vangu vaiva
vagiant vatokura but she was so active
ndainzwa nekunzi "iwe Itumeng usade
kundishura wazvinzwa unoda kundinyadzisa
here nyatsotsvaira wakakotamisa musana uyo"
ndainzwa nekutsiurwa pandaikanganisa
sometimes ndonzi "ndirikuzviona kuti pane
vasingaku farire pano hongu munhu
ndewekuda hama but uzoziva kuzvimiririra isu
vayera Tembo hatina kunyanya
kupusa".Taikandirwa mari dzehwuroora
zvekuti tete ndakatozongovapa yese the next
day vakamuka vachida kudzokera tikatozova
perekedza nekutoonekawo tavakuenda
kuMberengwa town kunova kwaiva neimba
yaLife tete vakatopfuura vachipaonawo it was
a big and nice house mukati mayo manga
makarongeka zvamo tete
vakazoenda.Ndakasara pamazuva mashoma
iwawo andakararamira kuMberengwa
ndakatozoziva kuti murume wangu ndiye anga
atotangawo kuchata mabrothers ake asina
ende ndiye anga akavakira kutown ivo
kumusha but chavaindi vengera ndaichishaiwa
kwamai taimbopota tichienda
ndainyatsokuona kuti mhuri yaisandifarira
ndikatoona kuti pamwe waiva munyama
kwakazouyawo vamwe tete hanzvadzi yake
yaigara ku Zaka she did the same waingonzwa
voti "unotooneka kuti hausi mushona chaiye
ehe unotaura zvakanaka urimutema
urimushona but hameno zvaungori
uchatiresvera rudzi iwe" zvaibva zvaindibhowa
ini pamuromo ndaiva napo mbijani ndaibva
ndatarisa ring mumaoko angu
ndichiitenderedza ndobva ndati "I'm my
husband's choice motojaira zviripo ini ndoziva
kuti ndirimushona zvekuti handisi chaiye
ndotonzwa nemi maybe inyaya yekuti
ndakanaka kudarika vakadzi vese vari muyard
munomu that's why muchindivenga ndozviziva
kuti ndakanaka asi don't forget kuti hatiitwe
nemurume mumwe chete" ndaizvitaura varipo
vese nana bamukuru as long life namai vake
vasimo chete neaivapa size
yemashoko.Ndakanga ndaona kuti vaida
kundishaisa peace apa hama yavo ichindiitira
ma comedy muimba yemukati even though
ndisina wandaiudza zvemu bedroom mangu
ende dzimwe nguva vaiti Kuna Life "vana
madhuve vane pamuromo plus kutaurisa
manje uchazviona hako" iye ayisamborina
nebasa nazvo.Team rekumba nehama dzangu
ndaitaura navo pafon sisi Prudence kubva
kumarooro to the wedding vaingondi
korokotedza , Dad vakatondiudza kuti Mari
yemarooro vanga vave kutopedzisa imba ende
yaikwana , Ethan akatondisendera pic
akapfeka bhutsu yaaida kutenga that was my
craziest brother but ndaimuda zvakadaro
mama nekuside vanga vatoti vaizoda kuisisa
fited kitchen unity in her kitchen.
Takazodzokera ku Botswana ndatotoreswa
passport, midziyo yangu from kitchen part
Ndakanga ndanzi taizoitora nepickup car saka
zvainge zvichiri kwamama ,vana mainini
vaigarawo kwavo ini ndiri kuzimuraba raba
remba ravanga vakataura asi taipota
tichinovaona dzimwe nguva vaimbouyawo
,tete veku Gaborone hanzvadzi yemurume
wangu vakange vavakundipawo cold shoulder
paApp vavakundipindura ma one words
answer ndikatoshayawo chavakanga
vandimakirawo ndaingozvigarira mubedroom
bonde raitofaya kana amwa mapills ake but
ndainzwa kunge ndaisasvitswa kumberi chaiko,
ndakazoona kuti ndakange ndava nepamuviri
rimwe zuva pandakaenda kuchipatara
ndichinetswa nemusoro ndipo pandakaitwa
matests iye akaitwawo zvimwe zvakaonekwa
tiri nagative but matest results angu for
pregnant akabuda Ari positive ,takabvako
urimufaro wega wega ndikatanga kuvimbiswa
zvakawanda wanda zvekuti svondo iroro
ndakatotanga kuendeswa kudriving school
ndisati ndatombopedza ma lessons acho mota
yangu yanga yatotengwa kare ndakazosara
ndopedza yatovapamba i managed to get my
drivers license vabereki vangu ndaivaudza
zvese vachindibatsira kufara,kubasa ndakange
ndasiiswa musi wandakabvisirwa Mari,ende
kumba kwedu ndanga ndisingacha tumire
mari sezvandaisiita ndichishanda ipapo
ndanga ndavakuita zvekutonyepa kuti kumba
kwaita urwere or any serious problem ndiko
kutizoenda kwayaiita pasina izvozvo
zvaivharana zvakadaro,asi vake mai every
month vaiwana grocery plus Mari
zvaisanyanya kundibata bata because vaiva
munhu mukuru Havana ayivashandirawo kuti
vazviwane asi kusacheukira vangu ndiko
kwaimbondi bata bata apa ariiye akanga
andisiisa basa ini nekumuda
ndokuteerera.Christmas yegore iroro
yakazosvika ndatokurirwa takaenda kumusha,
kumba kwedu imba yanga yatozopera asi
handina kuda kumuudza kuti yaiva Mari yake
yerooro ayizoita manyemwe ,asi akaramba
kuti ndisare kumasungiro asi zvinhu
zvemasungiro akazviyendesa zvese hazvo
tikazodzokera kuBotswana masiblings ake
ruvengo rwavo pandiri haruna kupera asi
ndaisava nebasa nazvo even vana vavo sevana
vana maiguru ndaitovabata mushe asi ndaiti
ndikavatuma Mai vacho voti "iwe nhingi enda
kumba unoita zvandataura" ndega ndaitoona
kuti kusada kutumirwa vana vavo
ndaitozosimuka ndichiseka hangu kunozviitira
zvinhu zvangu, murume wangu navamwene
ndivo vaingondida chete.Takazodzokera
kuBotswana ndaiitirwa zvese naLife kubatwa
sekacheche ndanga ndatotsvagirwa
ayindibatsira basa ndichingonzi "musandi
kanganisire jaya rangu mudumbu umu
vadzimai". Handina Musi wandaimbo endawo
mutown kunotenga ndichisarudzira mwana
hembe Mari yacho ndaisapihwa ndiye ayitenga
zvechikomana zvega zvega ende ayitenga
mashops ayidhura semunhu ane Mari dzake
chero hembe dzangu ndiye ayitenga pese
paanotenga dzemwana ende ndaitengerwa
dressing yemambuya chaiwo ndaingopfeka,
mota yangu ndaingofamba nayo kuenda
kuclinic for check-up or kwana mainini ende
ndaisangobuda pandadira ndaitokumbira
ndaizobuda ndanzwa nema sunctions fuel
ndiye ayinondiisira ayiti kuchengera oti ku
controller too much zvekuti paTv chaipo
ndikaonekwa ndichiona maromantic movies
ndaitonzi "zvinokonzera chihure izvi vadzimai
mukadzi chaiye akarairwa haawone zvakadai
vamwe vacho vanenge vari masatanist aya" ini
dzimwe nguva ndaimu ignore but sometimes
ndaizomuti "dai tichitoona tese so that we can
increase the speed on our love mubedroom"
ndaibva ndatotanga kupopoterwa ndichinzi
ndisatevedzere zvekudzimba dzevamwe akati
ayiva nezi voice repamusoro.Ende magroups
ema ladies ese andaiva nawo mufon ndakanga
ndato deleter because vakadzi vacho vaindipa
stress vachitaura romance yekudzimba kwavo
yandaisawana mumba mangu so kuti
zvindifadze ndaida kungojaira zvemumba
mangu hapana pandaizonotsvaga kunze,
mumba handina chandaishaiwa ndaisadya
chinovava ndikati kubva ndiri mudiki chikafu
ndaichiratidza nzira kwete zvekutamba nacho
,ende ndakanga ndaramba kuenda kuscan
musi wekurwadza kwemimba akanondisiya
kuchipatara hwuri husiku kuseni
kwandakamuka ndichibatsirwa mwana
musikana,ndakamu sununguka zvakanaka
ndikazongoiswa just a few stitches, agouya
akafanana neni especially bvudzi netsiye
ndizvo zvandainyanya kuona nekukasika kuti
ndezvangu chaizvo. Ndakasendera Life
mapictures but he was offline ndikazosendera
masiblings angu in no time anga azadzwa
pama status nevanhu ,vamwene ndikaita
vekufonera vakaridza mhururu pafon
ipapo.Baba vake vakazovhura mamassages
ndokusiya zvakadaro without a comment
ndikatozvishairwa pazvo ende ndakango
mupfekedza zvechikomana sezvo ayiva
musikana ndakasarudzawo macolours arinani
,mainini nabamunin vakauya kunondiona
vaipinda one one umwe achisara panze na
Bella vakatouya nehembe dzechisikana as a
gifts.The day that I was discharged from the
hospital ndakazama kuti baba vake vauye
vatitore but he didn't respond, ndakatozo
booker mota ye Uber online ndiyo yakazouya
kunonditora ikanondisiya kumba tese
nemwana wangu by credit because
ndaisatomborina kana cent.
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CHAPTER 5

Ndakasvika kumba ndikawana vaDemhere

vasati vadzoka kubva kubasa ndikavafonera
nephone ya driver weUber obvious yangu
vaisadaira asi yandakafona nayo yakadairwa
handina kutaura chinhu ndakangopa driver
phone kuti avaudze zviripo yakabva yatoita
yekutumirwa through the Uber account and the
driver left.Ndakasara ndikapinda mumba
ndichinanaira semunhu aiva nema stitches ,
dakabata kamwana kangu ne one hand rimwe
divi rakabata kabag kezvinhu zvemwana
ndokunanga mubedroom koisa bag rangu
ndikasvika nekurarisa mwana sezvo kanga
kakotsira.Ndakabva ndaenda kukitchen
kunotora salt for my stitches ndakadzoka
nekunanga mubathroom ndikaita zvaiitwa
zvacho ,ndikanozvigadzirira chikafu
ndatopedza kudya murume wangu ndipo
paakasvika Ari mumood ndakamumhoresa
akasadaira he went straight to the bedroom
ndikatevera akasvika akavhura mwana anga
achiri akarara achida kuona face zvikanzi "ini
ndaida mundizvarire jaya rinozosara panhaka
yangu kana ndazofa kwete zvamauya nazvo
izvi apa abva afanana nemi futi dai afananawo
neni zvaiva neni" ndakarinzwira hasha ziLife
zverespect ndakamboisa paside ndikati "chii
chakaipa kuti afanane neni kasi handisi
munhu" zvikanzi "handina kumboti hamusi
munhu you are so beautiful chero mega
munozvizivira kuti makanaka but mwana ayita
musikana zvaizoitawo nani kuti afanirwe
kufanana neni baba vake mangozvizvarira apa
vadzimai ini musandiverengere pamwana uyu
nekuti handina pandinokwana"
ndakamushairira pake ,mwana wacho akabva
amuka ndikagara pasi zvekushingirira
semunhu ayirwadziwa nema stitches ndikati
Kuna baba vacho avo vanga vave kubvisa
zisuit ravo ende mazisuit akaregedzera
pamuviri wavo vaimafarira zvekuti
"nekudzidza kwamakaita I wasn't thinking kuti
mungazoitawo mafungiro akapusa kudaro ,uyu
mwana mutodzidzira kumuda because
ndewenyu handisi Mwari anogadzira vanhu
saka motofunga ruviri dai maisada face yangu
dai makagara marega kuteverana neni from
the first day ramakatanga kundiona" akabva
aridza tsamwa nekutotanga kukwidza voice
"ndati mwana uyu haasiriye wandanga
ndichida ndaida kuzvarirwa jaya chamusinga
nzwisise chii" akapopota pamwe pacho
ndaipindura zvaayitaura zvairwadza
ndikazoneta akaenderera mberi nekupopota
kusvika anyarara ega zvemusi iwoyo .The next
day ndakatofonerwa vedio call na uncle
Mohammed and aunt Rabia vari vese vachida
kuona mwana vachifara but we ended the call
ndavakutochema nekuvaudza zvaivapo they
promised to send me money yekubatsirika
,ndakatovati vaisende Kuna mainini Mai Bella
sezvo ini zvaizogona kunetsa kuti ndibude
kunoitira apa handina kuziva kuti Life anga
atodzoka ende akanzwa the other part of our
conversation achibva apinda achiti "dai
matorongedza mabags madzokera kumba
kwenyu sure nemari dzandakabvisa kumba
kwenyu wondizvarira iwewe instead of
kundizvara just pack your bags and go"
ndakatanga kukandidzirana naye mashoko futi
ndichiramba kuti handina kwandaiyenda.
Vanhu vekumba ndaivaudza vachingoti shinga
he will come around but mazuva akafamba
zvatova worse mwana wangu ayingopfeka
hembe dzechikomana idzodzo lucky
mapampers anga akatengwa akawandisa
murume wangu anga atova worse nema
moods plus kundiita rough mubedroom
ndanga ndatobudiswa, kubaby clinic ndaitoita
zvekukwira tax ndichishandisa Mari
yandakatumirwa na uncle Mohammed
because iye ayisakumbirika.

Ndakatozovigirwa ma divorce papers moyo

wakarwadza ndikaramba Kuma signer "you are
westing your time because kwatova nemumwe
ane 3weeks pregnant arikuuya kuzogara pano
handidi kuzo shungurudzirwa mukadzi wangu
because akatotaura kuti anoda kuwanawo
usisipo kana uchiripo anoramba kuuya Saka
uyende ubve wakanganwa nezvangu mese
nemwana wako usazomboite mistake
yekunditsvaga chero akafa muvige mega ikoko,
uchiri kudei pano kutya kuenda kumba kwenyu
kune nhamo here unoda kuwana kugutira pano
kah manje uchapabva wega pano" ipapo anga
avakutaura zvisina kakundiremekedza
sezvaaimboita, ini ndakarwadziwa kutukirwa
nhamo yekumba kwedu because vabereki
vangu na Ethan ndaisada navo ende tanga
tisisina nhamo sterek sekutaura kwake
because Dad vanga vavakuenda kubasa
kwavaitopihwa Mari svinu saDriver asi kungoti
palevel rake remari taisazosvika hedu.Ipapo
ipapo ndichibva ndato signers mapapers acho
manheru ezuva iroro ndikapihwa 10pula as a
gupuro then imwe Mari yakati wandei yebus
kuti ndidzokere "iyi woshandisa pabus or
kuisisa fuel mota yako takura vadzimai vangu
varikuuya ndichavatengera yavo" but
ndakairamba mota yacho ndikati isare zvayo
vozotengesa, i just packed my things
nezvemwana zvishoma ndakanyanya kutora
mapumpers bus randakanga ndabata
raizosimuka Ari kuswera mangwana acho so
ndaitozoswera the other day ndiripo zvese
nekurara.The next day ndichiripo ndakaona
patouya mumwe mukadzi apa ayindibhidhairira
asi hapana akataura nemumwe between us
ndakatoudzwa naiye Life mbune kuti ayiva
mukadzi wake.Vese vana tete nana bamukuru
madzikoma ake and also Bamunin vakauya
day iroro ndakatoshaiwa kuti vakanga vabva
nguvai kumusha ndikatozozvi batanidza kuti
zvairongwa zvese behind my back ende
vakaita party kupembera muroora wavo
munyowani zvairwadza kundicheka cheka
moyo wangu musodzi ichiramba kubuda
ndakafonera mainini Mai Bella vakauya
nabamunin nemota yavo kunonditora nezvinhu
zvangu tese nemwana hapana akataura navo
but ndaitoona kuti taisekwa chaiko nevaivapo
masiblings aLife , Life akauya tavakuda
kutosimuka "maitabasa hambuya nababa
nekuuya kunovatora nekuti ndanga
ndavakutoshaiwa kuti vangabve sei pano
mufambe navo zvakanaka" Bamunin ndivo
vakapindura "zvakanakai humba mosarawo
zvakanaka" ini ndanga ndakuita kunge ndisiri
ini ndainzwa kuda kutofa chaiko but moyo
wangu waizorwadza ndikatarisa mwana wangu
anga avakutokwanisa 4months ndakange
ndazviudza kuti ndaisada kumupa zita
rinonzwisa tsitsi or rine meaning yekutaura
murasirwo waakaitwa nababa vake i named
her Talshia but mbuya vake vamwene vangu
vakanga vati "vamadhuve hazvina mhosva kuti
baba vake havamudi asi mundipirewo zita
rekuti Tadana" saka ayinzi Talshia Tadana
Demhere Even though ayisava ne birth
certificate chero baba vake vaimuramba but I
wasn't change the fact yekuti ayiva mwana
wavo.
Takazosvika kumba kwamaini tese
takanyararidzana hapana akataura neni
ndakango zvinangira muroom
yandaimboshandisa nemwana wangu ende
ayisanetsa Talshia wacho ,ndakarara usiku
hwese ndichoshaiwa hope nekuda kwestress
musodzi yakazotangawo kubuda
zvayaisiramba kuita pese apa ndikazotanga
kuchema kutadza kuzvigamuchira kuti Life
atondiramba uye atova neumwe mukadzi even
though ayisandipa love and romance type
yandainzwa nevamwe but ndainge ndamuda
zvakadaro nekugamuchira zvaivapo because
handina imwe romance yandakanga ndaziva
from the other man. Ndakasvika pakutanga
kuhwihwidza chaiko mainini vakauya mandaiva
ndokutanga kundinyaradza Bamunin
vakatozouyawo "kurambwa kwawaitwa hakusi
kuguma kweupenyu Itu mwanangu be strong
for the sake of Tata" vakadaro Bamunin ende
vaifarira kumudana vachiti Tata kubatanidza
vana Ta from her names husiku hwese handina
kurara ndichichema zvekuti mwana wangu
paayimuka ndaingomu yamwisa ndichiyeredza
misodzi kudaro ndichimbomu kisser
pahuma,mainini vakatozorara muroom mangu
imomo.The next day Mai vangu vakatomukira
kufona vachitoti "Reggis atouya kubva
kuMazowe kunonditora kuno kumba
tavakutonanga kuplumtree kuchingura Itu
tomutora imomo ngaatopinda muroad"
ndikatoziva kuti vanga vatoudzwa zvese
zvekuchema kwangu , ende nekuvaziva
kwandaivaita Mai Itu I think vekwana Reggis
vacho vanga vatorara vachifonerwa usiku
hwese .
Mainini vakazogadzirira zvekutoti tiende
kumusha tese vachiti "zvauri haungambokwire
bus ugofamba wega nemwana plus mabags
anenge achida kutariswa aya" handina
kumbodaira ndaingonzwa kuda kuchema chete
ndivo vakatogezesa nekupfekedza Talshia
ndiro first day ravakatanga kutomupa porridge
because anga asati amboridya vakatoti Kuna
Bamunin "better nditoitira mwana uyu zve
porridge Mai vacho havasi kumbodya
anouwanepi mukaka wacho kangatozonetsa
nenzara muroad" for sure kakatoridya chaiko
zvenzara,ini ndakatozoita wekutumwa kugeza
ndisina kana Simba racho , takazoperekedzwa
kusvika kuborder nemota yavo Bamunin
tikazokwira chimwe chimota kunobuda
kuplumtree matainoona takamirirwa nana
mama ,mainini vanga vakabereka Bella anga
avakutosvitsa 2years asi vaimubereka
zvaisaita afambe mutown uku vakabata
Talshia mumaoko, uyo wavakafamba road
yese vachimupa bottle feeding zvekuti
vakanga vatenga formula milk nguvai
nekuigadzira tichiri kumba zvaisavamo
mupfungwa dzangu ndaingofunga kurambwa
kwandakaitwa, "Itumeng ndati dzika tasvika"
vakadaro mainini vachindizunza zvoratidza
kuti vanga vabvira kare vachinditaudza
ndakadzika asi ndainge ndisingacha tozive kuti
ndiripi or ndayiitei kunge ndanga ndatorasika
njere asi ndainzwa kuda kuridza zimhere
ndomboita sendaiziva zvaiitaka ndoita
sendaikanganwa ,ndakatozoona mama vangu
chaivo Mai Itu vandibata ruoko ndikaramba
ndakanyarara tavakunopinda mune imwe mota
kusvika kwavo pandiri handina kukunzwa
ndakangonogara mumota macho pasit
ravakandiisa ndisina wandataura naye
vaingotaura Vega Vega ndichiona mama
vachipukuta misodzi kuface kwavo vabata
Talshia mumaoko.Mota yakarohwa vachitaura
vari 3 naSekuru Reggis ini
ndaisambozviteerera ndichingotarisa panze
nepa window misodzi yaingoyerera mainini
Mai Bella vakazama kuda kundidyisa chikafu
ndikarovera ruoko rwavo kure.Vakangondi
siyawo takazosvika kumba late ini zvimwe
ndasingachatozive ndaingoita zvekufungira
kuti tirikuita nezvei ndakapedza mazuva
ndakadaro ,vamwe vanhu vaiuya pamba
maface avo ndaiyita ekufungidzira kuti pane
kwandaimbo vaona vamwe vaizama
kunditaudza ndoramba ndakanyarara
ndichigara ndakavharirwa muroom mangu
ndega mandaibudiswa kana ndichigezeswa
namama vangu ndivo vandaingoziva chete
stereki, chikafu ndaiita chekubatiranwa
vachindidyisa.
 Rimwe zuva ndakaona vanhu vaviri vachitaura
neni vari vakadzi umwe akandivata ruoko
kubuda neni muroom mandaigara
ndakarariswa pasofa ndakatarisa mudenga
ndikaita zvekuvharwa maziso neruoko
rwemunhu Soo for some minutes ndikazonzi
"urikuonei Itu ndiudze zvaurikuona"
ndakatanga kuona some visions ndakavharwa
maziso kudaro kuona zvese zvakaitika
kumashure kubva musi wandakatanga kuziva
Life kusvika musi wandapedzisira kumuona,
ndikatanga kusheedzera ndichichema ndichiti
"vatori paparty vachipemberera mukadzi
waLife munyowani ini nabamunin tirikuisa
mabags mumota ,mainini vakabata mwana
wangu mamaaaaa kani" ndakaridza zimhere
ndichiramba ndichibvunzwa kuti ndirikuonei
futi, ndakataura zvimwe zvekumberi kusvika
pandakaguma kuziva zvaiyitika ndakachema
for long ndakavharwa kumeso kudaro ,
ndakatanga kuitwa a head massaging
ndisisaone those flashbacks visions,
pandakatanga kusvinura mbijani mbijani
ndanga ndatobhenenguka pfungwa dzaka
dzokera panzvimbo normality chaiyo
ndikatarisa vanhu vacho ndikati "sisi Prudence"
kutoshamisika kuti vanga vauya nguvai or zvii
zvimwe zvazvirikuitika vakapukuta kumeso
kwavo neruoko vakaita sevakwiridzira
madziwa zvaitooneka kuti vanga vachichema ,
vakabva vandibata ruoko vasina kundipindura ,
ndikanogeza nekuchinjwa hembe tikadzoka
mudining nekupihwa hangu chikafu asi ndanga
ndakuziva zvandaitarisana nazvo nekunzwa
zvavaitaura ndikadya ndega kusvika ndapedza
ndakanyarara ,ndikazoziva kuti umwe mukadzi
iyeye was a therapist anga atotsvagwa na sisi
Prudence ende condition yangu ndiyo
yavakange vatokwirira ndege from
Ukraine,ndikatanga kuitirwa lacturing for some
of the things zvaindibatsira kupora from that
heartbreak.Vakatombogara pamba pedu sisi
vangu therapist ayiuya everyday that's how I
healed from my heartbreak yekukonzerwa
nekurambwa naLife, yanga yava
kutondipengesa and I realized kuti ndainge
ndatova ne3 strong months in that condition,
day rekubatsirwa iroro ndipo
pandakatozotanga kufunga nezvemwana
wangu apa anga avakutotanga kukambaira
,Mai Itu vaisada naye anga otondiramba
achida mbuya vake mazuva akafamba ndainge
ndatovabho therapist vakandibatsira zvese
nekundidzidzisa kukanganwa nezvababa va
Talshia ndikatoona kuti shuwa
ndaizvikuwadzira mahara,asi ndainge ndava
munhu akanyarara ndichinzwa usimbe
hwekutaura.

Sisi Prudence vakanga vatoti vaida kuenda

neni ku Ukraine but ndakaramba ndaisada
kuenda kure nemwana wangu,ndakavati
ndaizotsvaga nzvimbo at any saloon
yekurukira but vakazviramba vakati "hausati
wanyatsokupora Kuma saloon kunoitika
zvakawanda kunogona kuzotaurika nyaya
inokudzora Shure kwezvakaitika izvi nyaya
dzinorerekerako kah pakutaura kwevanhu Saka
zvinotoda ushandire kuri quite ndichakubatsira
kutsvaga" , for sure mazuva iwayo
vakanditsvagira basa ndikawana rekuwacha
some of the clothes zvezvichishandiswa nema
students kuneimwe nursery school ku Avonly
muHarare vaizivana nevanhu vakawanda sisi
vangu havo ende ndaizotanga after a week
from the day ravanga vandiwanira basa racho
ndakatopihwa room ipapo, rimwe zuva
takagara as a family zvikanzi na mama
"mupengo wekwa Demhere aida kuchembedza
mwana wangu zvihembe zvese
zvaraikutengera dzese hadzo
ndakadzihodhesera vamwe Mai vanoita zvema
bhero as from now munhu gear gear
kudzokera pako chaipo uzvigezere upfeke
zvekwako zvinokufita nekurukwa mahairstyles
chaizvo ukati une zimonach rehembe new1
rawakatumirwa namainini vako Rabia akati
anoziva fashion hake kuzoti dzimwe dzakauya
nasisi vako ivava " vese vakadairirana ini
ndichitosekawo zvikanzi na Ethan "asi sisi Itu
ndaisamboziva kuti munopusa nerudo
zvekusvika pakupengera kurambwa aah
ndanga ndato looser hope potse potse kutotya
kuuya padhuze newe nezvawaiva" ndakabva
ndati "sisi Itu kuitasei koiwe Ethan nditi Mai
Talshia" vanhu vese vakabva vaseka zvikanzi
nasisi Prudence "munoti ayizvigonawo sei
munin'ina wangu veduwe munhu uya was her
first boyfriend achibva atongomuroora Saka
zvema heartbreak haazvizive dai
akambosanganawo nevamwe before taiti ava
ne experience, plus kwaisava kupenga it was a
depression ,stress plus bitterness zvese
zvinokonzera that condition same
nevamunoona muma roads vachitaura
nekuseka Vega zvimwe hazvisi zvekuroyewa
anenge abva musituations anenge yanga
yawira Itu even though maproblems
achizosiyana but munhu haadi kunonokerwa
zva Itu zvanga zvichangotanga kah ndozvimwe
zvinoitika Izvozvo" vanhu vese vaingodairirana
zvikanzi naDad "chimuudzai kuti mbuya
vaTalshia varikuti huyai nemwana
ndimuonewo plus mbuya vake Itu
varikumudawo kuHwange kwavo uko"
ndakatozoona kuti sure ndanga ndagarisa ndiri
mu abnormal condition zvikanzi nasisi
Prudence "kuHwange togona kuenda
mangwana tonorara one night because ini
ndoda kuzonoita 3days dzasara ndirikumba
plus kuona mwana wangu ndisati ndadzokera"
zvikanziwo namama "kuMberengwa anoenda
pamberi apo anyatsokupenya penya agwinya
vasanomuudziridze nzara yekumba kwavo
yaakaudzwa naLife" ndakatozoziva kuti
pandainge ndoda kurwara njere ndipo
pandaitaura zvese kusaziva kuti zvekadora
kaLife nekusagona kuromancer kwake
handina kuzvitaura here "but hatisi kuti ubve
wazviita mhandara unomitiswa ukatadza
kuzvibata ende nekunaka kwako uku obvious
uchatombo teverwa teverwa asi mukomana
wese achakuda umuudze kuti une mwana
okweva sanzu nemashizha aro" ndi mama
vakadaro vanhu vachingondirayira zvakasiyana
siyana, takazokurukura nezvimwewo ,
mwanawangu anga avakundibvuma apa
chakanaka akatora hutsvuku hwababa vake
hembe akange avigirwa naSisi Prudence
dzimwe dzakatumirwa na Aunt Rabia even
dzangu nedza Ethan like always."kana
usingagone Hondo dzerudo gara wasiyana
nadzo mwanangu ungafa ndikarwadziwa moyo
nekuti zvawanga wava zvanga
zvisingachanakidze kana kamwe chete hako
Mai Taa" ndibaba vangu vakadaro in a funny
way tese tikaseka ivo vachitosimuka kuenda
kubedroom kwavo kunorara.

Takazoenda kuHwange ini zvaLife ndanga

ndatozvidzima mupfungwa dzangu ayisazo
kanganwika for good hake sezvo ayiva baba
vemwana wangu uye ndakatozoudzwa kuti
pandairwara hama dzese dzataingonzwana
nadzo vaiuya kunondiona pandairwara vese
neveku church kwana mama vachimboisa
maprayers nekusimbisawo Vabereki vangu.Sisi
Prudence vakazoenda ndakavatenda zvikuru
tese zvedu semhuri vabereki vavo
vakatozviziva kuti anga arikumba kwedu
vakavava like always.

Ndakazotanga kuenda kubasa at nursery

School ndaigarako ndoenda kumba
maweekends ndaitomaker sure kuti ndaenda
kunoona mwana wangu ende ndichipedza
weekend yese ndiriko handina kumwe
kwandaiyenda some times masundays
ndaimbobatana nana mama kuenda kuchurch
kana ndisingade vaisandi manikidza,
pandakatambira ndipo pandakazoenda
kuMberengwa ndanga ndadzokera kuva
Itumeng chaiye manje ndarukwa a good
hairstyle ,mbuya vaTalshia vakafara nekutiona
takaenda tiri 2 nemwana wangu zvikanzi
"Anopenga Life mwana akazvinakira kutodza
iwe chaiye chero akanzi anemari yakawandisa
uyu haafe akamuzvara akanaka Soo iko dai
vanasikana vasiri chinhu dai iye Life asiri pano
panyika Koo ayigozvarwa nani ini ndisipo ivo
vakadzi vekuroora ayizovawana kupi"
ndakatogutsurira musoro ndichitenderana
navo zvikanzi "dai baba vavo vachiri vapenyu
handifunge kuti vaimbozvi gamuchira
zvaakaita izvi ,iwe ndakanzwa kuti unozvibatira
basa remaoko kuruka vanhu zvishandire
uchengete mwana wako wazvinzwa madhuve
ubate mwana zvakanaka ende chakanaka
choratidza kuva chechirungu unochipfekedza
zvechirungu chaizvo" vakandiraira zvakawanda
handina kuvaudza kwandaishanda that
moment, ndakazobvako next day ndakachena
tese nemwana wangu ,ndaingoona vana
maiguru vachinditarisa nevana vavo
vachitidongorera varikudzimba dzavo ende
handina kubvira ndavamhoresa ndanga
ndavakuda kuvaratidza kuti tatova vavengi for
good as their wish "kunyara ikoku vaifunga kuti
zvawakarambwa naLife uchafamba
wakashama kusafunga havo kuti
unozvishandira kusiyana navo vanomirira Mari
dzevarume vachitengerwa marokwe ka1
pagore musi we kisimusi" vakadaro ex
vamwene vangu vachindibudisa muyard
ndikaseka kachikuwe nekuzvirovanisa maoko
hangu.Takazobvako the next day
ndikadzokera kubasa ndakaita 5 months
dzakasimba ndichishanda nekuzvi mantainer
ndega ndaizviona kuti ndava simbi
chaiyo ,baba vangu basa ravo raivabhadhara
zviri nani zvekutoti pamba vanga vatoisisa
durahall imba yanga yazo plastwa mukati
nekuiswa matiles yese kwasarwa kuplastwa
kunze,ini pamari ndaiva batsirawo neku side
ipapo ndaisaita mistake life yedu yaitoendeka
even though paraini tisu tairatidza kuva
varombo from level rema neighbors edu sezvo
ayiva madale dale area but it was ok with us ne
8rooms house yedu iyoyo but hapana
ayimbozvitsvaga paraini pacho because umwe
neumwe anenge achiita zvemuyard make
taisatozivana chero mazita nema neighbors
acho. Ndainge ndonetswa nevakomana
fulltime especially kudhuze nekubasa kwangu
and also mutown umu mandaingopinda
maweekends ndichipfuura nemo pakuenda
kumba or kudzokera kubasa, ndaisashaya
vanondiitira take take but ndanga ndotya
zverudo Soo ndaigona kutaudzwa ndoramba
ndakanyarara vamwe vaizongondisiya vega
vachifunga kuti ndiri chimumumu ,vamwe
vaizama kutaura Shona or English vondisiya
vachifunga kuti handinzwe zvavaitaura
kusatoziva kuti ndakange ndakabvarurwa
moyo ndaswara nechi half chawo, ende
ndakange ndatochinja even kudya ndaisadyisa
zvandaisimboita , kutaura ndanga
ndavakuiswa palevel revanhu vakanyararisa
even kumba chaiko ndaidaira zvandinenge
ndataudzwa.Wainzwa mama voti "Life
akavhiringa mwana wangu inyaya yekuti
takadya pfuma yake dai pasina izvozvo
ndaimbomufambira kunomushura shura" ende
Mai vangu zvenoise vaizvigona zvese
nekuzvifarira yaiva type iya inonzi
yakavhengedzera, Ethan ayibva akuwara
nekuseka akanditarisa zvekuda kundidenha ini
ndongomutarisa kutomunzwira usimbe
hwekumutuka plus anga atokura form 4 Saka
Simba rekunetsana nejaya rese iro ndaisava
naro .
Ndakazoti imwe Friday ndapinda mutown
ndadzikiswa komb pana Packlain sezvo
pariipo paiperera makomb acho ini semunhu
ayisava nemari stereki ndaizofamba kusvika
Kuna forth netsoka kunobata komb
dzeChishawasha hills.Ndakafamba ndichibva
pana Packlain ndikadarika nepane imwe tall
building ndiyo street yandaingoshandisa like
always before construction house that area
inongova quietly ,ende mazuva acho
maisafamba vanhu vakawanda mutown
because mairohwa vanhu nema ganaz for
some country politics saka painge pane 2
mazirori ema soldier nema soldier acho
vamwe vakamira pasi vamwe vakagara
mumazi rori acho vamwewo vakaita
zvekurembedza makumbo from it ,waingoona
vanhu vashoma vacho vaifamba vachidarika
nepo padhuze nema soldier acho
vakadzikamira I did the same ende
ndaitofamba ndakadhiniwa ndikanzwa "hey
how are you beautiful" ndakacheuka munhu
avakutondibata ruoko ndikarubvisa paari fast it
was one of the soldiers ndakasimudza musoro
ndakatarisa face yake hana yangu ikarova
handina kuziva kuti kwaiva kutya here or kudii
anga akapfeka zvima hats zvavo zvine style
inovhara nzeve maziso ake achioneka
kakutsvuka zvaingondityisa soo apa he was a
black chocolate in complaction achioneka
runako rwake rwaibudira muchi hat imomo apa
matarisiro waaindiita hameno
zvazvaiva.Ndakaramba ndakamutarisa
ndamira manje vamwe vake vaitova padhuze
dhuze zvekutoti vakada kuteerera zvataitaura
vaigona kuzvinzwa. "Hello ,i said how are you"
he said that waving his hand on my face
ndichibva ndati "ndiribho makadii" zvikanzi
"ooh unotaura hako saka urisei ndinonzi
Tamuka koiwewe unonzani" apa anga akaita
kunditarisa mumaziso chaimo zvaindipusisa
nekundishaisa confidence ndikati "ndinonzi
Itumeng or Mai Talshia" zvikanzi "mazita rudzii
iwayo tell me rako chairo" I just blashed
zvekubhowekana nemubvunzo wacho
ndofunga akazviona zvikanzi "sorry I dont
mean to be rude it's only that handisati
ndambomanzwa especially rawataura at first
but rekuti Talshia kana riri remwana wako
zveshuwa riri common haro" ndakabva ndati
"ok toonana regai ndiende" akabva andibata
rouko zvikanzi "Mira kani Itumeng tichiri
kutaura wani" ndakabva ndamira zvaisada
dzungu ndaigona kuwachiswa pane vamwe
vake apa vamwe vanga vakatitarisa
zvaitondityisa ,ndakabva ndaona munhu
wandakaziva iye akandionawo but I think
akazeza soldier vandanga ndakamira navo
saka anga avakuda kudarikira ndikati "iwe
munhu iwe" achibva amira zvikanzi "hiiii Itu
urisei hako ndabvira uko ndichiita
zvekukufananidzira ndanga ndatokutadza
wachinja plus kukura hako ,makadii henyu
mukoma" akadaro achimhoresa ganaz vaya
akaita zvekubatanidza maoko zveka respect it
was Tino the twin guy vataigarisana navo
kuKadoma tichimbo netserana kudenhana
kwevapfanha vedu ayitodarikawo nepataiva
anga atokura ,paakati mhoresa naganaz vaya
tese tikamudaira zvakanakisa ndikazoti "urisei
Tino inga watokura Koo Tinei arikupi zvauri
wega kasi hamuchafambe mese sezvamaiita
paye here, muchiri kugara kuKadoma here imi"
ndakatobvunzawo ndichiseka even though
ndaisekera pasi ende kamusekero kacho
kekusasekesa zvandaisimboita ndainge
ndangokatanga after that my sad condition
zvikanzi "Tatokura isu Itu hako sha saka
tavakuraramira kwakasiyana umwe neumwe
nemhuri yake ini ndirikugara kuDzivarasekwa
kunoku iye Ari kuchipinge chaiko" ndikati
"makakurumidzawo kuroora imi" ndichitoseka
akasekawo haana kuzomira stereki
akazooneka ndikasara na soldier vaya
ndichakabatwa ruoko zvikanzi "I think tanyanya
kumira panodarikwa nevanhu huya timire apa"
akadaro achitondidhonza ruoko kuenda neni
pamadziro ebuilding yacho panga pakaita
pachi Conner Soo apa ndanga ndakutotya ,
ndikati "nhaimi ndisiyei kani ndoda kuenda
kumba ini kurikudoka" but haana kunditeerera
akaramba achitondi dhonzera kumadziro
kwacho "iwe Tamu siya mwana ayende kumba
kurikutodoka mhani" said by one of the ladies
soldiers vamwe vavo vakaseka because vanga
vatondinzwa zvakatondipa kunyara chaiko.
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CHAPTER 6

Ndakabvuma kuiswa muconner yebuilding

without an option ndikanzi "urikumhanyira
kumba kunei" Ndikati "vanhu" zvikanzi "Saka
hausungise hant" apa anga andiisa kumadziro
aripamberi pangu achiita seachandigumha
chaiko akanditarisa mumaziso chaimo ndikati
"kusungisa? nani nhaimi" akatanga azvitarisa
tarisa both sides on his shoulders "ndirikurema
or ndakatakura zvinorema kasi" anga
avakutowedzera kundi confuser hake ganaz
iyeye nemibvonzo yandaitadza kubatanidza
ndikati "why" zvikanzi "sei urikunditi imi asi
inini ndirikungokuti iwe" ndakaramba
ndakanyarara zvikanzi "how old are you"
ndikati "23" apa ndanga ndasarwa hangu ne
2days kuti ndisvitse 24 asi handina kuzvitaura
zvikanzi "Saka hausungise hako ndachiti uri
underage kaini chindipawo # dzako"
ndakambotsika tsika achibva abvuta
kahandbag kandanga ndakabata zvikanzi
"ndavakutotora Fon yacho ndega mukabag
umu hameno hako kana mune zvimwe zviya
zviya ndongozvi swededza kuside ndichitora
phone yandinenge ndapindiramo" he was so
serious akatovhura zip nekutotora phone
yacho yaisatova nepassword "Koo sei iri pa
flight mode zvipande here" akatanga kui
stroller apa ini yaingova phone yebenzi
kusatoziva kuti yaiva pa flight mode ndanga
ndisisiri a big fan of the phone madays acho to
avoid kuzobatwa nemweya wekuda kutsvaga
zvekudzimba kwevanhu kwandanga ndabva
ndarwadziswa, ndaigona kutopedza mwedzi
wese ndisina kupinda pawhatsApp or FB sezvo
ariiwo masocial media platforms
andaishandisa , ndaingomirira vanofona
zvekuti vekunze kwenyika vachida kutaura neni
vaitotanga vaenda nekufon kwaMom or
kwaDad kuti ndizopinda paApp pacho ende
vaitondinzwisisa zvakanakisisa ,apa kubasa
kwaiva ne free WiFi asi ndaisava nebasa nazvo.

"Koo hamunawo kana massage yerudo zvayo

wani?" akadaro avakunditambidza phone
yangu ndikati "ehe hamuna" akabva andibvisa
bvudzi ranga rauya kuface kwangu nekagunwe
kake apa akaita kunditarisa mumaziso
hameno zvazvaindiita apa it was my first time
kusangana nemunhu anonditarisa kudaro
"ndine zvandiri kukunzwisa here" akadaro
achindifanya neruoko rwakwe padumbu pangu
nechepasi peguvhu ndikabvisa ruoko rwake
ende for sure ndipo panga pakutondiitira
kunge murikupisa mudumbu macho kunze
ndainzwa kaWeti,asi ndakaramba
ndakanyarara ndavakutonyara kuti maybe
azviona kuti handisisina kugadzisika zvikanzi
"haufarire zvekutaura hant, may I kiss you
please wobva waenda hako" ndakatanga
ndatarisa vamwe vake avo vanga vatova busy
nenyaya dzavo asi vaititarisa vaisashaikwa
ndikanzi "siyana navo Havana basa let me kiss
this lips anenge anonaka aya" akadaro
achitoswedera pandiri ndikanzvenga ndikada
kubvapo akakurumidza kundibata "Tamuka
chisiya zvaurikuita nemunhu wako iyeye huya
kuno , ngatichiitai zvatafambira swederai kuno
ma comrades" ndakatarisa ndikaona vari
vamwe vairatidza kuti ma bosses avo
macomrades acho avakutosimuka kuswedera
pavaidaidzwa zvikanzi na Tamuka wacho
"ndichakufonera usaise Fon pa flight mode
wanzwa" ndisati ndadaira akandikisa madama
ndakavarairwa akafamba achienda kune
vamwe ini ndichi continue nerwendo rwangu.

Zvekuti pandakasvika kumba ndasisina

kugadzikana ndichingomufunga zvakasvika
kuonekwa nevanhu vekumba zvikanzi na Dad
"kasi masvitswa shoko here nhai vamadhuve"
tese tikaseka even though ndaisanyanya
kuseka, Dad vangu vaiva zvema jokes havo
ndikangoti vaisatsamwa pese pese
"kungozvifarirawo hangu" zvikanzi "dai
uchigara uchifara Soo ndisina stress" ndikati
"munoitirei stress" vakamboseka zvikanzi
"usingafare ndinoiita chaizvo kungoti
inozopedzwa na Taa achiuya kunondi dhuma
nechi baby walking toy chake ichi vanoratidza
kuti vanodenha plus pamuromo zvavo vatete
vacho ava" ndakatomboseka for sure ndizvo
zvaayiita ayibva nacho achichimhanyisa osvika
kudhuma munhu waanenge ajairira panguva
yacho zvekutozviitisa hake "kusvitswa shoko
hakuna kuipa hatingamu rambidze akura uyu
plus akamboroorwa kah Saka zvotonetsa asi
munhu ndewekuzvibata ubve wavaudza
vekusvitsa mashoko vacho kuti une mwana
zvauriiwe uzviite mhandara Itumeng ini
ndikango sangana nemi muroad ndotokuti Mai
Taa munhu wako aripo to make sure" vakadaro
Mai Itu Dad vanga vatokuwara nekuseka Koo
vaimuziva kah mukadzi wavo kuti yaivawo
imwe member ende vaigona kuzviita shuwa
zvikanzi "anotanga andiratidza munhu wacho
ndotanga ndamu vheta plus ndoda vana tsano
vane bag so that chero akazoku jamuka imwe
iye iye ndinenge ndambodyawo waiziyaaa"
takatoseka ayipenga Ethan ende ndiwo
matauriro aayiita ekusandiremekedza ndainzi
sisi kana zviripadhuze pese apa ndechingonzi
Itu ,Akatozoenda muroom make achida
kunoita zvemabooks ake isu tikasara phone
yangu ikaringer vaiva mbuya vaTalshia
vekuMberengwa zvikanzi namama "maybe
vafunga muzukuru wavo isa paLoud tinzwe
varikudei" ndakaisa tikamhoresana
vakambobvunza zva Talshia ndokuzoti
"ndangoti ndikuzivise kuti kwava nemumwe
waTadana kuno vakatobva Botswana
masvondo maviri adarika ayo zvino ndaiti
ndichakufonera ndavapangu ndega, kwakauya
chikomana chavakutokwanisa kuda mwedzi
miviri kana mitatu kuita kwazvo chikanofanana
nababa vacho Life paagere vakamutumidza
kuti Blessmore" ndichibva ndavakorokotedza
zvikanzi "Handina kutaurira kukushora
mwanangu mai Tadana asi ndataurira pakuti
iwe urimai veumwe wake, vabereki mungaita
Hondo dzenyu asi vana ngavazokure
vachiziviswa kuti kune mumwe wako
arikwakati nekuti pasi rinodya iri munodyiwa
vana vakasara vachingorarama vasingazivane
kuti kune umwe weropa rangu arikwakati"
vaifarira kukuti Tadana sezvo variivo
vakaritumidza ndakatovatenda nemashoko
avo vakazoti "ini ndakura muviri
unomborwadza ndogona kutorwa nenguva
Saka ndinenge ndichizama kusiya
ndagadzirisa zvimwe zvinhu sezvo sekuru vavo
vakaenda kwamupfiga nebwe kare kare, asi
ndokufunga zvakanyanyisa mai Tadana
mwanangu , aripo akabviwa naye uyu
anofarirwa nevekukuvenga vaye , asi ibasa
marujata pachezvake izvozvi akabva
kunobvisirwa pfuma hwikendi yapfuura iyo asi
akazenge otuka murume pamberi pangu
nevanhu vese pamusha pano achitaura
zvekusagutswa kwake muimba
yemukati,zvakaoma mwanangu naidzo phone
dzenyu idzi hameno zvavakaburana kwahi
zvaayi secha secha zvino murume haana
kufara nazvo" Dad vakabva vasimuka vanzwa
kwavakuenda nyaya dzacho tikasara tichitaura
zvimwe mama vakangoteya nzeve she
dropped the call ndikatura mafemo tikambo
nyararidzana namama vakazoti "saka ndiye
wawaichemera wekusagutsa muimba
yemukati nhaiwe Mai Taa saka
waitovapanzara kah" ndakavatarisa ndikati "imi
mama" zvikanzi "chii chacho zvangotaurwa
pachena izvi raini rese kwavo vakutoziva kuti
rongova dehenya risina chinhu" ndakavashaira
mashoko luck enough Dad vakabva vadzoka
Ethan arimumashure achida kunopinda
mubathroom, Dad vakagara pasi zvikanzi
"ngazvisamboku vhiringe zvinhu izvi
mwanangu yakanga isiri imba yako dai yaiva
yako zvisina kusvika pazviri Mwari ndivo mupi
uye ndivo mutori" he gave me a words of
comfort vachibatsirana namama Ethan anga
amira avakuteererawo at the end vakazoti "Asi
tinomutenda akaita kuti tiwanewo kamunhu
kakarara mumba umo" vakadaro
vachinongedzera kubedroom kwavo kwaainge
akarara Talshia wacho ende ini ayisatoda
nezvangu pese pandaizama kurara naye
akapepuka usiku ayirova mhere kutsvaga
mbuya naSekuru vake zvekuti vaitozouya
komutora,saka ndakaguma ndasiyana nazvo
zvekurara naye,takambotaura tikazo
paradzana takunorara.

Akazofona Tamuka uya ndakutorara akanditi

"huya kah titaure paApp" ndikati "totaura
during the week ndirikubasa pa WiFi kuno
kumba ndesina data" zvikanzi "hant
unoshandisa line re buddy rega ndikuitire
madeals acho" akazotenga data racho tikarara
tichitaura ndichinyengwa
ndichiramba,akakumbira kuti ndizomuona
Sunday yandaidzokera kubasa but
ndakaramba because Dad vanga vati tese
taizoenda kumarinda ekugreen forest paguva
remunin'ina wavo nemukadzi wake like always,
saka zvaisatobuda ende ndichibvako
ndaitozokwira komb mutown imomo
yekudzokera kubasa , ndakanonoka kurara
tichitaura ndakatozononoka kumuka futi
makuseni acho.

Pandakamuka ndakangotanga kutsvaira

mumba ndaitsvaira marooms ese kunze
kwebedroom yana mama ndaisapindamo
zvekudaro ndaisarambidzwa but
ndaingozvidzora semunhu mukuru ,mamusati
mamboitwa anything ndikatosuka ,hapana
wandakaona ndakatoshaiwa kuti vanga
vaendepi ndokuzobuda panze ndichinokutura
kadust bin kemumba kubin repanze ,ndikaona
mama na Talshia vachibatsirana kuwacha
even though kaisasvikira mudish maiva
newashen yacho kayiita kunhanavira kakagara
pachi walker achinzi nambuya vacho
"ndokurova iwe dai waigona kuwacha
ndaimbopindirei busy nayo washen iyoyi iwe
uripo" ndizvo zvavaiita kana vanaye waigona
kufunga kuti vane munhu musvinu wavanaye
vachingomutaudza iye asingagone kudaira
ndakaswedera padhuze ndikati "mamukasei
ndiwachewo here" ndichito kisser kisser
mwana wangu kuface as a good morning
greetings on her, ndaida kuvabatsira zvikanzi
"zvemumba wapedza here because handina
chandanga ndamboita ndangomuka
ndakafunga zve washen plus kana uripo
ndotombofara kuti ndawana mubatsiri" ndikati
"ehe" vakaramba vakanditarisa zvikanzi "Saka
iwe unondiudza kuti hauchatogoni kutaurisa
zvekubudisa mashoko akawanda here
zvawaisimboita zviya nhaiwe Itu ,Saka nezuro
pawaka nyengwa waidaira sei manje"
ndakabva ndavatarisawo ndatopererwa ndikati
"mama" zvikanzi "mama kudii pindura kah
munhu kwaye here munhu wacho anoita
nezvei,haana mukadzi handiti" ndakatoshaiwa
kuti ndopindura zvipi ndikati "handisati
ndaziva" zvikanzi "becareful chienda unobika
tea Dad na Ethan vanodzoka manje manje
vaenda kumusoro uko pane munhu wavanoona
we plastering tiite zvekuti imba ipedziswe
kunze zvekuvaka zvipere tiwane kuita zvimwe
,ukasvikirwa naEthan usina kubika unomuziva
mwana wamai vako kuti achingosvika
anonanga Kuma poto ndiye atora Jana rako
sezvawaisimboita exactly kuda
achazosanganawo nema stress enyu iwaya
obva achinjawo zvekusada kudya pese pese
sewe kudai" mai vangu vaitaurisa nyaya dzavo
dzaisangana sangana sedza bhudhi vavo
sekuru baba Reggis ndakabva ndati "horait
mama" ndichida kutotora Taa ndichikarova
kaoko anga azokwanisa kunanavira atora
socks from the dish avakuda kutoriisa
kumuromo ndikarohwawo rwangu ruoko
zvairwadza namai Itu zvikanzi "urikumuroverei
ataura newe here ini handitombozvide
zvekushaisirwa muzukuru wangu peace pano
pamusha" vanga vatoita kakutsamwa mood
yatochinja as if ndanga ndamurova zvembiri
iye wacho anga avakutochema zvekuyema
achibva asimudzwa, Ndakatanga ndapukuta
pandanga ndarohwa ndikati "sorry mbuya Taa
anga akudya socks" zvikanzi "handidi
kunetsana newe Itumeng makuseni akadai
anozivei mwana iyeyu,waunorova kambama
kudaro handimbozvidi hangu izvozvo kana
uchida zvekurova rova enda unotenga chidhori
kwaedgas uko urove upedze shungu" vanga
vatotanga kupopota atoiswa kumusana
vakutoyanika dzimwe hembe,
ndakatombosekera mumoyo hangu ndikabva
ndisina zvimwe zvandataura, ndichitoenda
ndizvo zvavaiva mbuya vaTalshia vaisada naye
kana ukaita sewamutsiura tese na Ethan tanga
totovaziva even sekuru vacho vaisadawo naye
vaibva vati "mashaiwa zvimwe zvekuita here
than kuswera muchida kunetsa mwana iyeye
imi munonetswa nani". Birthday rangu reku
turner 24 rakatosvika ndikanzwa nekufonerwa
nema siblings angu ndichiimbirwa happy
birthday Dad vangu vakandipa Mari yaiva
shoma hayo zvaingivawo zveshungu vakati
"utenge chaunoda as your present" mom na
Ethan vakangoirawo zvekundiimbira but I felt
special and blessed to have family like them.
Ndakazodzokera kubasa week rese rakapera
ndichinetswa pawhatsApp naTamu but
ndaimuramba ende ayiwanza kubatika
masikati manheru ane ava offline
ndikamubvunza ayingoti "ndendarara
ndoswera kubasa saka pandoenda kumba
ndechida kuzorora hangu", ndakazenge
ndamubvunza kuti anemukadzi here answer
ikauya yakanzi "izvezvi handina" ndikabvunza
zvevana ndikanzi "ehe ndinavo 2 girls" ,ini
ayisambondibvunza zvakawanda even
zvemwana wangu wandanga ndambomuudza
kuti "ndonzi Mai Talshia" ende ini
zvaindiremerawo kubvunza
zvakawanda.Kugara kwandaiita online
kwakaita kuti vanhu vaida zvinhu zvese
nekundijairira saKaren na Sisi Prudence
vabvunze bvunze like Karen akanga
atombonditi "kasi makandiwanira Dad here
zvamavakufarira kugara muri online this days"
ndaingoisa ma emojis ekuseka ndoti "pane
arikunetsa ndichiri kumboona" ayibva aseka oti
"magarisa imi chiitai ngura inoda kuita
ichikweshwawo hant poto yavakutokwanisa
gore here isati yabikirwa Saka ngaimbo
sukurudzwawo iiswe pamoto" taibva taseka
nekuziva meaning yezvaayireva ende for sure
ranga ravakutokwana gore ndabva kwaLife
ende mwana wangu anga avakuto Turner
1year mumwedzi waitevera.Sisi Prudence
pavakabvunza ndakavaudza the same vakatoti
"kana Ari serious mude because zvaurikuti
waimunzwira akakutarisa zvinotoreva
something hant Kuna Life waisazvinzwa so
you need to enjoy it but moziva zvekuita
sevanhu vakuru" ndanga ndazovaudza sisi
vangu kuti mubedroom mangu naLife zvanga
zvakamira sei musi wacho vakaseka paApp
ipapo vakati "ndakamboitawo that type of a
boyfriend ndai promiswa kurohwa nayo but
pataizosangana hwaiva hwejongwe
ndikamukavira kure ende type dzakadaro
unogona kumuitira mistake yekuita nhumbu
yake zvigokutuma kugara naye uchigara uri
pamutsanyo asi asingakusvitse ku heaven
chaiko" taibva taseka ende sisi vangu vaiva
nechi I don't care attitude zvekuti pakutaura
vaitaura chero, mazuva andainetswa na Tamu
ivo vaitoti vanga vawanawo boyfriend yavo
kuUkraine kwavaiva and also Ari
muZimba.Imwe weekend ndakaenda kumba
like always but Sunday akakumbira kundiona
Tamu wacho ndakamboramba ramba akandi
nyengetedza ndikazongobvuma zvinova
zvakaita kuti ndikurumidze kubva kumba Ari
makuseni chaiwo ,Dad na Ethan ndakangovati
"pane zvandoda kunoita mutown" asi mama
ndivo vandakaudza chokwadi ndikanzwa
nekurairwa kuti ndisazomitiswe.
I just wore a simple dress repink rine malines
ewhite and pitch raitevera muviri mumasides
riine both sides vents raidarika mabvi rakati
rebei kumusoro riri a spaget arm style ,
kutsoka ndikaisa twuma push twe pink
ndaitonzwa kuti ndakachena ndakadaro ,cave
yaibva yabuda zvekuti pandakabuda ndakanzi
namama "simple but smart ndakakuzvara
ndafunga chaiko mwanangu haiwaa getsi
mutosvo chairo" ndaibva ndangovapa kalook
kekuti mama kah.Ndakazosvika mutown
akandiudza kwaaiva at the other hardware
ndakanzwa munhu achirova rova door kunge
remota akati "iwe mwana akanaka"
ndakacheuka ndikaona ariiye because ndanga
ndasvika pahardware pacho ndikatadza
kumuona ndakuda kutomuisira massage, saka
pandakacheuka ndichiona arii iye akagara
mulorry reblue raisava hombe zvaro zvikanzi
"tenderera uuye upinde neuku asi kana
usingagone ndouya ndokusimudza" nekusada
kusimudzwa i managed kupinda mulorry
macho ndega kumberi kwaayiva , zvikanzi
"saka wadii kunyepedzerawo kusagona
kukwira kwacho kuti ndingoku simudzawo" I
blushed ndikati "murisei" zvikanzi "vanani
manje apa ndiri one wani munomu" ndikati
"imimi" zvikanzi "inini ani vaTamuka here"
ndikaseka ndisingade zvikanzi "maybe ndizvo
zvaurikuzama kutaura kah kutadza kungoti
"urisei Tamu" ndikati "hant mune vana?"
Akaramba akanditarisa zvikanzi "ehe ndinavo
Tania and Talent, but ndivo vanonditi imi not
you" ndakazosiyana nayo nyaya yacho
ndanzwa kukandwa kwezvinhu kumashure
kwelorry ndikaona iri cement ndofunga iye
akatozviona kuti ndashaiwa meaning yazvo
plus ndanga ndato nemubvunzo
wandaisakwanisa kubvunza zvikanzi "pane
kwandiri kuyendesa cement iyoyi ndiyo
yandatofambira pano" ndikazongotiwo "ok"
apa ayisa bvisa maziso ake pandiri
zvaitondishaisa zvekuita ndikasvika pakumuti
"zvamuchandidya neziso" zvikanzi "haurevi
nhema but handisi kuda kukudya neziso ndoda
kutonokudya kukudya chaiko" ndakatoona kuti
ayifarira kutaura zvisina kukwana
zvaisamboitwa na Life ndakaramba
ndakanyarara nekunyara kunge a grade 7 girl
atanga ku receiver tsamba yerudo.Apa anga
akangopfeka simple zvake just a cap , t-shirt
and side pockets 3qota short zvese zviri zve
chacoal grey .Takazobvapo mabags of cement
azadzwa kumashure tikananga kumwe
kwandaisaziva ndaisabvunza ndaizongoona
ndasvika ende ndakazokuziva nechi body
changa chakanzi stoneridge phase 2
 ,takasvika pane imwe yard yaiva hombe paine
marooms akawanda amwe anga apera
kuvakwa pasina roofing mamwe achitotanga
kusimudzwa ende hapana room yaipinda mune
imwe dzese dzaiva nedoor rinozvibudira kunze
ayiva 3 blocks ndikatoshaiwa kuti ndeeyi
nekuwanda kwawo rimwe divi riine matoilets 2
amwe futi 2 arikune rimwe divi.Akangosiya
lorry riya nema cements awo ndiri mukati
achinotaura nevaivaka akazodzoka achinditi
ndipinde muka Honda fit kaivapo ,ndakadzika
apa iye nema builders acho vanga vanditarisa
ndakatombofunga kuti pamwe nda spoiler
dress rangu sezvo ndanga ndava ne2 days
ndabva kumoon period zvichida zvanga
zvadzoka ,ndakazama kuvhura kumashure
ndikaona kusina space kune zvaivako
ndikazopinda kumberi, kwandakangoti
ndichigara pasit ndikatendeudza dress rangu
ndichida kutarisa ndikaona ndiri right
ndakatoshaiwa kuti saka chaiva chii chandai
tarisirwa.Akazouya akamutsa mota
tichangobuda payard pacho zvikanzi "wanga
uchida kunditiza uchida kugara kumashure kah
manje wakaura tiri tese kumberi kunoku"
ndakabva ndamutarisa ndikati "ndisiye zvangu
ndiri ndoonekwa nemubby wako ndiripa sit
rake ndirohwe zvangu" akabva ayita
kakuvhundukira achinditarisa zvikanzi "mubby
upi iwe uchindiramba ingondidawo tidanane so
that wozongozvirova wega" ndakabva
ndakwiridzira mashoulders angu zvekuramba
zvikanzi "nezvako zvese here zvawakatakura
kunyanya macaves arikubuda mudress umu"
ndakatarisa kuside nekunyara ndaisava
mudhafu hangu but structure yangu yanga
yakanaka cave ndakapihwa nemagaro
ayienderana naro zvikanzi "kuzoti
pauchazodyisa wobva waita mazigaro
mahombe I can imagine miridzo icharidzwa
neboys muroad umu ipapo ndichapinda busy
rekurova vanhu hangu,asi usazonyanyise ini
handidi munhu mudhafu dhafu hauzondiitire
action pabed wakunzwa usimbe" ayitaura as if
ndanga ndamubvuma or takudanana ndikati
"nhaiwee" zviya zvekuti urikuzvitaurira pakudini
zvikanzi "finally ndazoisirwawo ka iwee not
imi" ndakamusiya iye ayisavawo munhu
anotaurisa zvekuti akarova mota yake
tichienda kwandaisaziva tichingonzwa star fm
from his car radio, but paiva parefu from
kwatakabva ndikazoona board rakanzi
*welcome to Marondera* zvikanzi "ndiko
kwedu kunoku hatisi veHarare isu" ndikati
"veHarare ndevapi" zvikanzi "imimi kah vekuma
dale dale kuChishawasha hills" ndikati "iri
under Goromomzi District" akabva anditarisa
zvikanzi "hauna kufitwa nenharo
hako,zvakango fanana because komb kubva
mutown munokwira dollar sevamwe vanogara
Kuma locations emuHarare from town, ende
shopping munoitira mutown yeHarare sei
vanhu veko musingaende kuGoromonzi
shopping center" ndikaramba ndakanyara
because ayitaura chokwadi zvikanzi "wazviona
kah kuti mungoriwo veHarare otherwise
vazhinji zvekuti iri under Goromomzi district
havatozvizive" ndikazomuti "you win" akaseka
zvikanzi "and I will always win".

Takasvika pane rimwe robot ndakatovarairwa

ndakatarisa kunze nepa window ndikanzwa
kufugurwa dress ruoko richipuruzira chidya
changu kuda kutokwira kumusoro
ndikavhunduka ndichida kubvisa ruoko rwake
akabva apa bata zvine simba zvekuti
ndisagone kumubvisa ndakamutarisa kuface
zvekuti "urikundita sei" haana kumirira kutaura
kwangu zvikanzi "ndoda kuona kuti wakapfeka
pant rerudzii chete" ndakatomborohwa nehana
because I haven't imagine mumwe murume
achibata muviri wangu sezvakaitwa naLife
even though ndanga ndava ready to move on
asi ndichitya kuzorwadziswa futi, akazondisiya
taridzirwa bhero nemota yaiva pamashure
pedu dzimwe dzaiva pamberi dzatodarika
robot akati "uchandirovesa nevanhu"
ndakangoseka mbijani not knowing kuti
nditii.Takazosvika Kuma area kwavo
kwaitovawo Kuma new stands sekwedu but
kwavo kwakusati kwanyanya kuvakwa asi
kuchiratidza kuti mayards acho ayiva
mazihombe takanopinda mune imwe yard
yaiva nezi durahall zirefu refu mukati muine ka
cortage yaiva diki then pakacherwa
zifoundation roratidza kuti paida
kuzendemurwa ziimba chairo takadzika
tichinopinda mumba macho tapinda zvikanzi
"ndipo patogara pano apa" it was a 2roomed
house dining ndiyo yaiva kitchen iri pakati
muma sides kumwe kune bedroom kumwe
kune toilet mukati imomo it was a nice setup
even though ayiva marooms madiki muchitova
nesink plus matiles ewhite .Ndakanogara
pama kitchen chairs ayivamo but
marongedzerwo acho anga akaitwa semune
munhukadzi apa maiva smart musina kana
plate yakasviba patable paine makelyts
anoratidza kuti anga adyirwa a previous
day,ndikamboda ku easer hangu zvikaramba
ndakazoti "unogara nani" zvikanzi "ndega
kohindava" ndikati "very smart unotorongedza
Soo" ndichitarisa kukitchen urnit akatarisawo
zvikanzi "yah ndiri smart boy kaini"
ndakangoseka kamutauriro kacho akabva
ageza maoko pasink akapukuta nedish towel
achivhura mubreadbin zvikanzi "munodya
chingwa here nhaimi mai"akabvunza
achiratidza kuda kuseka uku achiratidza
kukanganwa zita racho ndikaramba
ndakamutarisa without saying a word zvikanzi
"Mai Ta chii zviye" ndikati "Talshia" zvikanzi
"yaa ok Mai Talshia mune chingwa asi kana
usingadye mapoto arimo umu wotoona zveku
setter" ndikati "ndakugata" akaseka achiisa
chingwa chacho patable achitora zvekuzora
zvikanzi "ayewa kuguta hauna ita urikundinyara
hausikuda ndione kamutsengero kako but
tirikutozodya tese hedu wabva kumba kwenyu
pava netime saka hamuchisina chinhu
mudumbu umu plus ndoda utowana Simba
because ndine basa randiri kuda kukupa"
ndikati "rei" ndakutozeza kushandiswa zvikanzi
"rekundibatsira kurongedza hembe
dzandakabvisa muwardrobe" ndikati "rongedza
wega" zvikanzi "iyi muyenzi haatumiki uyu
kukoma here uku" ndakangoseka achizorera
dovi pachingwa chimwe chichiiiswa Chocolate
cream" tanga tanyarara ndakatarisa pasi
ndikanzwa munhu ati ziii pasina any sound ,
pandakasimudza musoro ndakawana
akanditarisa uku akabata a slice of bread
achingotambisa katable knife kaaizoresa
paslice racho zvikanzi "wakanana sha asi
problem yandirikuchema nayo ndeyekuti
urikundiramba saka ndibvumewo" ini ndanga
ndakumudawo ndikatadza kupindura
ndikangodhonza tray yanga ine chingwa
chakazorerwa ndikatora 2 zvanga
zvakabatanidzwa ndikatanga kudya zvikanzi
"Koo zvatoshata here apa " ndikati "ndipe
chekunwisa chacho" zvikanzi "iyii Mai vane
hasha ava but hasha dzacho ndadzifarira
dzinopedzerwa pachikafu" ndakatozosekawo
achienda pa kettle yanga yanzwa neku boiler
zvikanzi "Koo mvura yacho zvayava kutopera
wani nhaiwe Itumeng ndiwe waita kuti ipere iyii
hausi bho iwewe" ndakatowedzera kuseka
zvandaisaita pese apa munhu wacho was so
funny ndikati "ini ndaitasei,kutopera chaiko
here" zvikanzi "ndiwe wandanga ndichitarisa
mvura ichiperera muboiling ,kupera chaiko
huya uwone" handina hangu kuzoenda
kunoona kwacho ,akabva adira mucup
akandigadzirira tea iye akazoisa yake sezvo
yainge yasara yacho yaikwana one cup,
ndakatofana kudya like always ndakangodya
3slices nehalf cup of tea ndanga ndatoguta
zvikanzi "sure ungasiya tea yabikwa nemurume
mukuru anenge inini chivindi chako wakachi
hodha kupi ndiendewo" ayinakidza hake
ndakazosimuka ndichisukurudza macups
musink zvainyadzisa kusiya zvakadaro
zvikanzi "ndakunogeza sha ndato ne2days
ndisingageze ,saka iwewe chifana kupinda
mubedroom mangu urongedze hembe
dzandakuudza dziya kana wapedza unofana
kuzororera pabed ndouya soon" ndakabva
ndamutarisa ndikati "2days usingageze
chirudzii ,ayewa mubedroom handidi" akabva
aseka zvikanzi "ehe two days chaidzo mvura
inemamwe madeals akadhakwa haingodi ku
applier pamuviri pese pese, saka kuramba
kupinda mubedroom kutya here uku" akadaro
achitopinda mubathroom ndikapedza
zvandaiita ndokugara pachair akapedza
akapinda mubedroom make.

Ndakanzwa avakugomera zvese nekushinyira

zvikanzi "Itu ndatsitsirirwa nezvinhu
zvandidonhera come and help me please" hana
yangu yakarova ndikapindamo ndichimhanya
ndashaiwa kuti munhu anga anobatana
nezvinomu tsitsirira 2 minutes idzodzo
chirudzii ndakafambisa ndichipindamo asi
handina kumuona ndikafamba ndichienda
pakati pebed newardrop pandakatarisa rimwe
side ndikaona arikuseri kwedoor Ari in his birth
suit hana yangu ikarova zvine simba zvese
nekuvhunduka zinhu rake ranga rakakura
kudarika kadora kaLife ako kaizopendwa
hameno rungani ,ndakabva ndamhanya kuda
kubuda akavhara door achiita zvekuri rovera
negumbo ndokukiya akakanda makeys
pamusoro pe wardrobe ndikavhara kumeso
nemaoko asi pandaida kumabvisa ayinanga
kuzinhu rake iye achiswedera pandiri
ndikashaiwa simba reku mover kubva
pandanga ndiri ndikangomira sendaomera
pakati pe wardrobe nemubhedha uku
makumbo angu achinzwa kupera simba.

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CHAPTER 7

*Tamuka*

Ndinonzi Tamuka Chakadza a handsome man

with a black chocolate skin .Ndinobva
kuChinhoyi kubhuku rasabhuku Mhare
kumaruzevha chaiko ndiko kwandakakurira
zvekutoti on my primary level maholidays
nema weekends taitonopfudza
mombe.Takazvarwa tiri vaviri ini nemunun'una
wangu anonzi Tamuda he is also handsome
seni but people they say ini ndakazomudarika
mbijani even though takangofanana asi iye ane
bigbody zvekutoti vamwe vanofunga kuti ndiye
mukuru kwandiri ende akatitsvukei paneni
akatodza sekuru vedu baba vababa vakanga
vazoshaika havo vese nambuya,pakukura
kwedu vanhu vaivhiringika pakutidana sezvo
tese taingova vana Tamu uye vamwe
vaivhiringika kuti Tamuka ndeupi uye Tamuda
ndeupi saka vamwe sekuru hanzvanzi yamai
vedu ndivo vakazoti "zvinganetsa izvi
vakomana seni nguva zhinji ndirikuto
kupesanisai pakukudanai imi vana Chakidza
saka uyu mudiki ngatimutii Chaks a short cut
from the surname it's better that way"
vakangotaura as a joke vadhakwa havo,
paitova panhamo dzasekuru vedu baba vamai
vaibvawo kunext village from mataigara ,but
vanhu vakabva vatozvitora serious joke racho
iroro nekutotanga kumuti Chaks
zvekumudenha zvikatopfumbira zvakadaro
kusvika akura tese tanga tavakungomuti
Chaks .Kunonzi before me vabereki vedu
vanga vatanga nemwanasikana ayinzi Tamari
akazoshaika neproblem yenhowa.Pamba pedu
we had a better life mukukura kwedu because
baba vedu was a guideJail vachishandira
kuGweru at Hwahwa prison kwavaigara
nevamwe vavo ,kumba vaizongouya on his off
days ende pavaiuya vaidhakwa kwete
zvekutamba vachibatsirana nemukoma wavo
vanova Bamukuru baba Owen.Vakanga
vakazvarwa vari 4 asi vamwe tete vanga
vashaika vangoswarwa vari vatatu vakomana
vaviri nemusikana mumwe chete vanova tete
Mai Yeukai vanga vakaroorwawo kubhinga
nemutonga vachigarako nemhuri yavo. Ini
naTamuda tainzwanana nemadzikoma edu
matatu vanova vana vabamukuru baba Owen
avo vakanga vakazvarwawo vari 5 vasikana
vari vaviri ne3boys asi musikana
wekupedzisira ndiye ayiva mudiki kwatiri tese
na Tamuda ende tainzwanana zvakanyanyisa
as a same family.Vabereki vedu vanga
vakavakira musame village takangokurawo
bamukuru vachishanda kucity council
yemuchinhoyi town saka pavaiuya Kuma off
vaizosangana nababa vedu kumba ndipo
pavaizodhakwa ipapo ,sevangu baba
taizongonzwa kangoma husiku from their
bedroom waiva mugariro wekuridza ngoma
vachiimba kana vadhakwa asi chinhu chimwe
chandaida vaisarova Mai vedu.Ndaiva ne best
friend yangu ayinzi Norbert Zimuno taiva
vesame month but ayiva muhombe kwandiri
ne 2 days chete ndidzo dzaanga akandisiya
nadzo takakura tese zvizhinji taiita pamwe
chete sezvo taingova musame village even
kuhigh school taiva tese tichikwikwidzana
munyaya dzema book ende taitotemesa
musoro vasikana vachitirwira musikanzwa
taiva nayo hedu, ayivawo nemunin'ina wake
ayinzi Brian anga arimudiki nemwedzi
mishoma from Chaks but vakatozovawo ma
best friends because of us asi chikoro
vaisarova sezvataiita hedu isu madzikoma avo.

Chikoro ndaigona zvaidadisa mateachers

nevabereki vangu zvekutoti ndakapasa grade 7
ndikaendeswa paChemagamba high school iri
muChinhoyi Town its a boarding school saka
ndaitova muborder ,I parsed my O level with a
flying colors and I did the same on my A
level.Tikazopesana na Norbert iye ava kuenda
pa Chinhoyi University ini ndavakuenda ku
Zimbabwe National Army sezvo ndakangokura
ndichida kuzova mu CIO ndairida basa iroro
zvisingaite even though zvaiva ne long process
kuti kuzosvikika kuhwu CIO kwacho asi ndanga
ndatozvipira, ende ndakabva ndaita lucky
kutorwa kuchiwuto ndakanga nda applier
muChinhoyi imomo ndikaenda kutraining
yacho for 6 months pandakadzoka ndichienda
kuoff ye 3weeks iya yekuti unenge wakudya
Mari yekubva kutraining.Ndipo pandakaitawo
musikanzwa neumwe musikana ayinzi
Rosemary Muda takangosanganawo ku growth
point kwedu uri musi we Christmas ende ndivo
vasikana vaitonetsa muarea panguva yacho
hazvina kunetsa kuti anamirire pandiri musi
wacho Koo semunhu weSoldier kumusha
taitorwirwa taiva tese naNorbet nevapfanha
vedu vana Chaks asi vanga vava maform 4, ini
semunhu anga akadhakwa ndakabva
ndanorara naye kumba kwedu anga she was a
virgin after I removed it achibva aramba
kudzokera kumba kwavo ndiko kuroora
kwandakabva ndaita munhu wandanga
ndangoziva nemusi umwe chete.Iye
ayisatoendawo kuchikoro akagumira form 3
zvichinzi anga atoita chekuramba achigumira
panzira asi vabereki ayitova navo vese ende
ayiva nema sisters ake 2 and her little brother
.Asi ini zvekuroora kwangu hazvina
kunditadzisa kuenderera mberi to achieve my
goals ndakazodzokera kubasa ndichimusiya
kumba nevabereki vangu ipapo ndanga
ndakandwa ku Chiredzi ndichimirira some
period yekuti ndibve ku National Army
department ndichikwirira.Mukadzi wangu
akanga ava nemimba akazobatsirwa mwana
musikana tikamutumidza kuti Tania asi hunhu
waRosey hwaisandifadza pekutanga
ndaimboti hama dzangu dzinomuvenga asi
mukufamba kwenguva ndakazotanga kuzviona
ndega.Kubasa ndakazenge ndakwirira from
Zim National Army to Zim Military Police ,ipapo
tanga tatova nemwana wechi 2 ayinzi Talent
mukadzi wangu ndikatomuti anoiswa Jardel
ambomira zvekuzvara ipapo akateerera
,ayigara kumusha nevabereki vangu zvese
nevana vangu ende pese pandaiyendako
ndainzwa macomplains nezvake zvimwe
ndichingo ignore zvimwe ndichizama kutaura
naye asi ayiva handinzwaro
ndaizongomusiya.Ukuwo Tamuda na Brian
pavakangopedza kunyora form 4 maresuilts
achingobuda vakabva vatoendawo kuArmy
kwaitorwa vanhu muChinhoyi imomo asi
vakazova ku National Army department
pavakabvako ende ndiko kwavaizova for good
because vanga vasina chikoro level rekumberi
zvekuti vaizokwirira seni.
Nekufamba kwenguva ndiri ku Military Police
after some period nekudzidza kwandaiita
ndichi pasa mune zvemawuto imomo
ndakabva ndabudiriea kuyenda ku Zim
Defence Forces iyi training yacho yaiitirwa
kunyika yeDRC for 1year uko kwandakaenda
ndikadzoka nevamwe vangu tikapihwa Mari
dzedu dzekureba.Ndakabva ndaenda kumusha
kumhuri yangu like always vanhu vaifara kuona
ndichisvika ndiri mupenyu because everybody
knew kuti vamwe vaizodzokako in coffins
training yacho yanga yakaoma.Ndakaudzawo
mudzimai wangu nezvemari yandaiva nayo
tichiti tironge pamwe chete asi musoro chaiwo
anga asina zvake ayigona kutaura zvisinga
make sense ende asingade kupikiswa ini
ndaizongo ignore ndoita zvandinenge
ndichifunga kuti zvirinani, seipapo ndakabva
ndatsvaga stand ndaida yemu Harare or
mudhuze neHarare sezvo ndiko kwandaizo
shandira nguva zhinji ndakabva ndangoita
lucky rekuwana 2 same time imwe muHarare
ku Stoneridge imwe kuMarondera uko
kwandakafarira ndikavakisa 2roomed cottage
nedurahall ndichibva ndanotora mhuri yangu
kumusha kuti tichigara pamwe chete. Stand
yekuHarare ndakabva ndaifungira parefu
ndokutanga kuivakisa marooms ayiva 30 yaiva
hombe ende ndaida azopinda vanhu vachi
renter ndaimavakisa zvemhando chaizvo ende
ndaida kutora nguva yangu,setup yaiiswa
mukati was so nice ayiva mahombe with a
toilet mukati on every room plus sink
yekusukira zvekuti ayizopindwa nemhene ende
ndaida kutozomadhurisa rent yacho so that
ndipo paizobva Mari yekuvakisa main house
yangu kuMarondera , Salary yangu
yaizoshandawo zvimwe, Ndakaisisa mamwe
mablair toilets panze in case .Ndaigadzira
future yevana vangu chero pandaizonzi rimwe
gore ndafa vaisara varipari nani.
Ndakazotenga kamota kangu kahonda fit
ipapo mhuri yangu yanga yava nemwedzi
mitatu tatanga kugara tese.Asi ndakabva
ndatoenda nako kamota kangu kumusha
kunoona vamwe tese nemhuri yangu ende
nguva zhinji ndaifarira kuendako kana Norbert
nana Chaks variko taibva tanakirwa zvedu
sezvo nguva zhinji taisaonana tiri kumabasa
,Hama dzangu Rosey vanga vasisina basa
naye nekuda kwehunhu hwake zvandaitoona
nemeso angu asi ndaingomuti agare kuitira
vana vedu asi ayiva marwadzo zvake ende
tikasvika kumusha nguva zhinji anenge
achinoswera kumba kwavo dzimwe nguva
achitopedza kana mazuva maviri
akatevedzana ariko zvinova zvaisandiitira
mushe zvaisangobuda Soo kumunhu
akaroorwa zvaidawo kudzokera kumba kwavo
here and there. Taitozobva kumusha kwacho
atomboramwa zvekudzokera zvamuchose
kumba kwavo achisiya vana especially
ndikawana chandaimutsiura ndotozonomu
nyengerera kuti adzoke, Vana baba vaitoti
"mutevere vana vachiri vadiki vanoda Mai vavo"
dzimwe nguva ndaitoperekedzwa kumba
kwavo.Takazodzokera kuMarondera ipapo
ndanga ndavakuchiona the real Rosey my wife
manje ayisatsiurika ,bonde ndairipihwa
paanodira nguva zhinji ayipa ma excuses like
kuti ndirikunzwa musana hee chibereko
chazodai ndaimbozama kuti tete vake vataure
naye but vvaitozonditi "bamunini ini
ndazvitadza". Ndaiti ndikamutsiura chinhu
pamuromo paayiva napo panga pakaoma
zvekuti ayisvika pakundituka ma Valga words
pamberi pevana , Talent hake ayiva mudiki asi
Tania anga avakutonzwa nekuziva zvimwe
zvinhu apa inini kumurova ndaisatoda hangu
because ndaiziva kuti ndaigona kumuuraya
chaiko apa ndiri munhu asingataurise
zvaisandiitira zvakanaka kuchinjana mashoko
nemudzimai wangu pamberi pevana.

Ndakamutengera phone yaipinda paWhatsApp

ndichiti kuda anga joiner some of the ladies
groups achidzidziswawo zvinhu zvemudzimba
asi pandakabata Fon yake mumwe musi
ndakapera power ndichiona muine group rema
jokes ayo aaizozadza Kuma status asina kana
musoro,tikanetsana mumba ayinyora mashoko
ekusvotesa paStatus same akanetsana
nemunhu kungava kumba Kuma relatives
ayitukirira pama status taizongoverenga
tichisiya. I tried kumuonesawo nekumuti
awanewo church yaaienda vachidzidziswa
kuchina chemadzimai but she wasn't care
ende ayipindura zvaada zvimwe ndaibva
ndafunga kuti kushaiwa chikoro kwaimudaro,
Mari ndaimupa but yaisazokwana some of the
things zvaanenge achida like midziyo yake
because yandaiwana yaiwandirwa uku
tetichichengeta vabereki vake nevangu both
sides hapana ayishanda baba vangu vanga
vazosiya basa nekukura vava pengenier asi
ndaitoona kuti every month tavaendesera
chikafu vese . Ndikambomuti awane course
yaanga itawo ndichimu bhadharira hangu
akaramba futi ndikatotanga kutukwa
nekuudzwa kunzi ndinoda andishandire or kuti
ndavakuda kuchinjana naye kuisa chikafu
patable but I said "no bby hona zvinobatsirawo
iwewe in your future tarisa hauna kupedza
chikoro ndikanzi ndafa nhasi zvinogona
kukunetsai nevana kuti muwane zvakafanira
ndisisipo iwe usingashande ende company
yaunganotsvaga basa usina bepa raunaro
hapana zvonetsa ,Mari yako handiide ini ende
vana vangu newe wacho ndicharamba
ndichichengeta uri mukadzi Mari yako
unogona kutenga midziyo madiro because
yangu inenge ichiwandirwa tarisa tirikuvaka
saka there is no way pandichakupa Mari
yekutenga midziyo every month unenge
wotomirira tipedze kuvaka wozotanga
kutenga" asi haana kunzwisisa ayipindura
zvaada ndikasiyawo akadaro.Ayiti ndikamupa
Mari ndainovasiya kutown nevana kuti
asununguke kutenga zvaanenge achidawo but
fashion yaayi zozvitengera nezvaayitengera
vana zvaisandiitira zvamuchose ,pamwe pacho
ndaiyenda naye ndichimuudza mashops
ehembe dzakanaka type yandaifarira kuti
apfeke but taitozobvako tisisawirirane achida
kunotenga kumisika dzaiita zvekusonwa
kwainzi mumashops kutambisa Mari ende
ayiva nenharo dzinonzwisa hasha,apa ayiva
mutema akanaka akadaro asi ayizozvishatisa
achifarira kuzora mafuta ekutsvukira vana
epderm cream apa ayizora achitsvuka face
chete waiona azviisa pastatus onyora kuti
"masiziva wacho ndini mungandidii hapana
zvamungandiita" dzimwe dzenguva oyisa
halfpic showing her face only onyora kuti
"yellow bone raHungwe" sezvo ndiwo waiva
mutupo wangu, zvimwe zvaisekesa pamwe
nekushoresa kuti zviitwe nemukadzi mukuru
like her , what I knew is my first daughter Tania
ndiwe ayipinzwa busy kutoreswa those
pictures, serimwe zuva ndanga ndasiya
vapinda mutown ndikazoona time time ayisa
picture akapfeka dress nyowani ndokunyora
kuti "Abhero mhoro" ende that Abhero thing
chainetsa pama whatsApp madays acho team
rekumba vaiva ne # dzake even though
vaisawirirana naye asi vaitozondiseka
nezvazvo at my inbox especially boys rangu
mukagroup kedu tiri 4 katanga tagadzira
vaibva vawana nyaya zvaisandibata bata
hangu taitobatsirana kuseka .Type yehembe
dzaayitenga nemari yandaimupa
zvaisaenderana zvamuchose ndaishaiwa kuti
Mari yacho ayiisa kupi ende ,her body structure
was that type yekusimbira kumusoro kuzasi ari
mutete apa ayine dumbu hombe but she
wasn't know how to mantain her body ,or
kushandisawo some of the woman remeds
kupedza that tummy.On other side ayiva
nekamwe kachitsotsi kayiva paari panyaya
dzemari mumba asi ndisingade
kumuvhurumura hangu ,Chaayindigonera
hwusmart mumba and also kubika ayiziva
zvaayiita pama poto .Mwedzi yakafamba
haana kuchinja rudo chairwo ndasisina paari
iye ayiratidzawo kusava neshungu neni sterek
,she wasn't respected me bonde ndichinyimwa
ndika tryer kumubata ayitsvaga excuse taigona
kuita kamwe pamwedzi or kusatoita,
zvakandituma kuita misikanzwa ndichigutira
kunze ende ndaiita rekutenga ndichishandisa
protection ndaisada wekutodanana naye
achizofona or kusenda mamassages
zvaizondirwisanisa nemukadzi even though
ndasingachamude.Mukadzi wangu anga
andisvikisa pastage yekuti vanhu vazhinji
kumba vaitonditi ndinotongwa nemukadzi
ndakange ndavakungogara naye for the sake
of our children vana vangu ndaivada
zvakanyanyisa.

Imwe holiday akaenda ega nevana kumusha ini

ndaiva busy nebasa but ndakatozonzwa kuti
ayigara kumba kwavo nevana vangu futi
ndikangosiya zvakadaro some times ndaitoona
kuti ayinyengerwa kumba kwavo.Madays
akafamba vanga vavawo padhuze kudzoka
sezvo Tania anga avakuenda kuchikoro Ecd
,Rimwe day takapinda mutown kogadzirisa
zvinhu zvenyika ende madays acho team
rekubasa rairova vanhu mutown pane
zvaingoitika asi not vedepartment randaiva
takazoti tiripa Zim building munova mataida
kupinda pakabva papfuura musikana akanaka
zvekuti ndakaona team richimutarisa apa
ayifamba slow seasingade kufamba kwacho
ini ndikaita chivindi chekumutevera.Mwana
anga akanaka zvake iyeye ende ayiratidza kuva
innocent ndakataura naye ndichiti pamwe
haagone Shona but ayitogona ayita kunge
muArab but she was a Shona girl skin yake
yanga yakanaka ane kahutema uku iri smooth
nebvudzi rakasvibira rakati rebei mazino ake
ari ewhite asina tumwe tumavara seevamwe,
achitaurira hake pasi pasi ndainzwa kuda
kutomukisa ipapo but ainyara paakati anonzi
Itumeng or Mai Talshia ndakazviramba kuti
ayiva nemwana ndakangozviudza kuti raiva
statement rekuti ndiwane kumusiya but
handina kumusiya ,ndakatozotora phone yake
mukabag kake zvechisimba because ayida
kutoramba ne # dzake .Ndakatombo tarisa
kuApp nema text ndichida kutsvaga if ayine
boyfriend ende ndaida kutoisira boyfriend
yacho audio kuti siya munhu uyu Koo ini
zvechibhinya bhinya ndaizvigona full-time ,but
maisava nemassage yelove ndakatoshaiwa
kuti chirudzii nemanakiro aakaita iwayo,
maingova nemacontacts ayiratidza kuti
marelatives ake takazopesana ndadaidzwa na
boss vangu.Ndanga ndazvipira kuti
akangondida achiratidza kuda vana vangu Mai
Tania ayirova pasi osara iye.Ndakatanga
kutaura naye paApp zvekuti ndaisamubvunza
zvakawanda wanda paakabvunza kuti ndine
mukadzi here Ndakati handina ndakamboda
kumuonesa zviripo but ndaisaziva kuti
ayizoramba achindida here or ayibva
ajamuka.Apa madays acho pakangoenda Mai
Tania kumusha ndakabva ndasanganawo
nekamwe kabby kuRuwa kwanga kwakugara
Norbert nemhuri yake sezvo anga achangobva
kuroorawo atowanawo stand ikoko, ini
ndakabva ndaitawo musikanzwa neka munhu
kacho condom rakabva raputika by mistake
kakazotanga kutondinetsa kuti kane nhumbu
kachida Mari kwanzi yema piritsi eyi what what
zvaitondisvota because ndaitoziva kuti ma
statement, ndakazoenda naye kwaDoctor
asingafungire ini ndaitotyawo kuti pamwe kane
chirwere takanoonekwa kakachena ende
kainyepa kuti kane nhumbu.Ndakabva
ndasiyana nako zvema drama nemunhu anoda
Mari pandiri ndaisada.
Ndakazonetsa Itumeng achindiramba kusvika
ndazokumbira kumuona imwe Sunday ,I think
akangofunga kuti taizoonerana mutown
imomo but ndaingonzwa kuda kuenda naye
kumba for the first time kuita musikanzwa
ndichinopinza munhu mumba mamai Tania
.Tanga tine WhatsApp group redu tiri 4 inini,
Norbert ,Chaks na Brian ende taiudzana zvese
ndakatovaudza nezvemunhu
iyeye.Ndakamutorera mutown akauya
kuHardware kwandaitenga macements
ekuvakisa kustand yangu yeku stone ridge
lorry randaiva naro raitova rasekuru vangu
hanzvadzi yamai ,vekuti Tamuda anzi Chaks
tainzwanana naKule vangu ivavo especially
uchiita zvine musoro maiwirirana.Ndakati
Itumeng adzike mulorry sezvo raisara ma
cements achidzikiswa sekuru vaizoritorera
ipapo ndakati apinde muhonda fit yangu
paayifamba ndakanyatsokuona kuti panga
paita zvenyama yemwana structure ayiva nayo
,ndakacheuka ndikaona mabuilders
akamutarisa vakazonyara pavakaona kuti
ndazviona ende vese vaiziva Mai Tania but I
wasn't care.Pandakamutsa mota akataura
zvekuti ayizorohwerwa sit nabby wangu
ndakatombo vhunduka kuti pamwe ayiziva Mai
Tania but hapana zvaayiziva.Chandakafarira
ayisava nedzungu anga akangodzikamira
asingabvunze bvunze sezvinoitwa nevamwe
kunzi "tirikuenda kupi or murikundiendesa kupi
nhaimi" I think ayizoita zvekungoverenga
kwataiva ayiratidza kuva munhu ane usimbe
hwekutaura ukasamutaudza ayisataurawo.
Takazosvika muroad ndanga ndabva
ndichinzwa kuda kutomubvisa hembe chaiko
,tasvika kumba ndaizama kutaura naye but
ayinyara manje akazondinakidza worse
ndamuti ndidewo achibva atora chingwa
nekutanga kudya zvakangondinakidza hameno
zvazvaiva Soo zvaitowedzera
ndimude.Pandaimuti apinde mubedroom
ayiratidza kutya but after my bath ndakatoona
kuti better ndiite plan apa ndaitonzwa kumuda
heavy zvaisaita abude mumba mangu ndisina
kumuita.

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CHAPTER 8

Hana yangu yaiwedzera kurova ndiri pandanga

ndakamira zvakazokonzera kuti nditange
kunzwa weti ndakazvishingisa kuti isabude
because ndasina Simba rekufamba uku munhu
wacho anga atosvika pandiri ndakatokotamira
zvekuda kugara pabed ipapo because ndanga
ndakunzwa kunge kadzungu like ,iye akabva
andidhonzera paari akatanga kuda kundibvisa
dress Simba chairo rekumurwisa ndasisina
asati andibvisa ndikati "you can't do this to me"
zvikanzi "I have to" ndikatura mafemo
ndakamutarisa iye akanditarisawo matarisiro
ake ayindipusisa ndikati "I'm not your girlfriend
yet" zvikanzi "but I love you and you know that"
ndakangoyerekana ndavhurumuka mukutaura
imomo ndofunga kwaiva kuvhunduka zinhu
rake raindi gumha achiita zvekundi
dzvanyidzirira pariri zvaiyita kuti ndiwedzere
kunzwa weti ndikati "I love you too but
ndirikunzwa weti" he just had a fainting
laughing haana kupindura akatsvanzvadzira
makeys pamusoro pewardrobe akamawana,
akandibata ruoko achindidhonza kunopinda
mutoilet akamira padoor chaipo ndikati "ibva"
zvikanzi "ndiendepi hant tirikuda kuita weti"
ndikamira kupinda ndikati "newewo? saka
tanga ndosara ndichiita" achibva ati "handisi
kunzwa weti ini hant ndakuperekedza ita fast
tidzokere" zvaindiremera kuita aripo iye
akazviona akangobvawo achinopinda
mubedroom maakano kurumidza kudzoka
ndichitoita weti yacho door retoilet rakavhurika
mbijani.

Akasvika akawedzera kurivhura akati "you are

not a virgin hant?" ndikapindura nekahasha
even though ndaikundikana kutobudisa
mawords acho plus kutya zinhu rake raiva
pachena ndikati "nhaiwe a virgin ane mwana
here?" ,Akangonditarisa i think ayizviona kuti I
was shivering , he was so cute nematarisiro
waaindiita hameno zvandaibva ndanzwa pasi
peguvhu apa, ndakapedza kuita wet yangu i
wiped myself with the tissue after the flashing
ndikamuti "ndoda kubuda".Apa anga akamira
padoor achizvipfekedza condom akaramba
akamira ndiri nechemukati metoilet akapedza
ndokundipuruzira pamberi pangu
zvaitekenyedza ndikaita kakudzokera
kumashure zvikanzi
"handisi kuda kukumitisa ndozokuisa yakadaro
tabva ku new start hant?, apa maybe hausi
kundi truster that's why ndapfeka" handina
kupindura achibva angofamba tikapinda
mudining make ndikabata kahandbag ndikati
"ndakuda kuenda" kakutya kacho kayindiitisa
kuti ndiite sendavakupenga apa ndasina
kutarisira kuti taizoita Izvozvo inini naye
especially ndisati ndamubvuma even though
ndanga ndavakumuda nekumunzwira
something, akabva andidhonza zvine Simba
achipinda neni mubedroom make nekuvhara
door zvikanzi "relax Itu haunyare here iwe"
akadaro atofugura dress rangu kuisa
kumusoro "rega tiribvise risazounyane"
ayitaura zviri soft akanditarisa mumaziso
chaimo hana yangu ichirova akaribvisa
akabvisa bra pakaabata skintyt yangu
ndikamurambidza ndakuda kubva paari ,
achibva andibata nesimba ini
ndakutorambawo kubatwa kwacho achibva
andirova ndari mumakumbo zvekundi
piringisha ndikashaiwa balance , ndichinowira
pabed iye achiuya pamusoro pangu
ndokundipata zvinesimba akaita kakundi pina
.He started kundibata bata zviri soft
zvainakidzira akabata one of my breasts and
put the nipple into her mouth ndokutanga
kurisvisvina his other hand riri pane rimwe
breast that hant richimboendeswa
kumagadziko angu ombondipuruziva on my
hips i mourned akawadzera .Ndanga
ndakunzwa kunge ndirikutsva muviri wese
akazozvibvisa paanga akandi pina
ndokunyatso kundirarira padumbu apa
ndavhura makumbo aripakati ndichinakidzwa
nezvaayindiita.He continued ndichinakirwa
akadzikisa ruoko rwake achiriisa pahunnypot
pangu akatanga kupapuruzira nekudhonza
dhonza some of the staff there Koo ndanga
ndakarongeka ndakazviitiswa natete Mai Laiza
ende zvanga zviri a good size "ndoda kuku
kwi** wanzwa" he said that apa ini ndaibva
ndashaiwa pekupinda nekunyara ndakaita
kakutsinzinira, Koo ndasati ndamboudzwa
those types of words.Akabva ayisa his thing on
mine akatanga kuitenderedzera on the point
akaibata akazongoita yekupushira mukati
ndakavarairwa nekuteerera zvimwe
zvaayindinzwisa.Paakapushira mukati
ndakaita kakuvhunduka nekurwadziwa
ndikagomera panga papindwa nebig size than
before, iye akazviona haana any move
yaakaita akabva anditarisa mumaziso chaimo
akandibvisa bvudzi kuface kwangu nemaoko
ese achiriisa mumasides zvekusiya face yangu
iripachena zvikanzi "sorry" ndakatadza kudaira
i wasn't know kuti yaiva sorry yei.
He kissed me for some lots of seconds
zvainakidzira, he started to do his moves
kwirire dzike and the feeling was increased
and so sweet, ndakachitanga kumutambisira
chiuno sezvandanga ndakadzidziswa from
kitchen part zvandaifanirwa kuzoshandisira
Life ndikasapihwa mukana naye ,ipapo ndipo
pandakatanga kuzvishandisira Tamuka ayiziva
zvaayiita ndikanzwa kuda kuchema ari
pamusoro kudemba kuti pese apa ayivepi
ndisingazive kunaka kwechinhu chinonzi sex."I
love you Itu" he said that whispering in one of
my ears.Kundiudza kuti he loved me after I
was dumped by someone like a used toilet
paper ,it made me to felt so special and a tears
escape from my eyes ,he wiped them with his
other hand doing his sex moves slow slow
"ndiudzewo kuti unondida Itu" I sniffed zvikanzi
"urikuchemei ndirikuku kwi** zvinorwadza
here" ndikakurumidza kudzungudza musoro
zvaisataurika zvandaichema zvacho zvikanzi
"Itu" ndikati "hmmh" zvikanzi "ndirikuita sei"
ipapo ndakamboshaiwa kuti arikuda ndidaire
kutii ndikakurumidza kufunga masweet words
andakadzidziswa kufadza baba nawo from
kitchen part ndikati "urikunaka" zvikanzi
"thanks ndoda kunakira iwewe chete bby , kana
iwewe urikunaka handisi kuda kubva
pamusoro pako ini" ndakabva ndamubatirira
kumusana zvekumuti usabve hako akatanga
kundipindura in different styles tiri pabed ipapo
"condom radambuka ndakuribvisa ndikuite
ndisina" ndikakurumidza kumutarisa ndikati
"ndozoita nhumbu Tamu please" zvikanzi
"don't worry you won't ndicha tund**a kunze"
akadaro atoizvomora kubva mandiri
avakutoribvisa ndikati "pfeka rimwe please"
zvikanzi "handidi ini bby" apa achitoidzorera
ndega ndakatongofunga kuti ayindinyepera
kuti radambuka akandita almost an hour
ndichinzwa kunakirwa zvese neku releaser
kakawanda zvandakatangirawo ipapo
"ndavakuda kutu*** ndiitire mukati here"
ndikati "no" for sure akaibudisa aka jumper
from the bed achimira pasi akaibata achizviisa
pasi apedza zvikanzi "clean it" apa zvanga
zvakawanda ndikati "nhaiwe zvinowanda soo"
akatanga anditarisa achiita kakusunga face
zvemunhu abva kuita basa ndokutarisa
mudenga zvikanzi "hant waramba kuti zvipinde
mauri zvaitozowedzera kukunakisa manje"
ndakangoseka ndikabuda ndichienda
mubathroom kunotora matissues ndikauya
ndichizvipukuta nekutora an used condom riya
ndikaritarisa ndikati "wanga uchitonyepa hako
kuti radambuka?" Zvikanzi "hapana
pandaizodyira sweet rinenge iwewe muplastic
kudziya nekunaka kwawanga uchiita
ndachitoda kukunzwa nenyama chaiyo"
ndakangomutarisa ndikabvunza pane plastic
akandiratidza ndikaisa zvinhu zviya handina
kumirira kuudzwa zvekuita ndakanopinda
mubathroom ndikavhurira mvura mubacket
raivamo ndokugeza ndikangopukuta netowel
raivamo ndikadzokera maayiva ndakapesana
naye padoor rebedroom achitoendawo
kubathroom akasiya andirova kambama
kumagadziko akaruma his one lip repasi zvine
kaku seducer soo.Ndakapinda ndichida
kupfeka but I didn't see my pant and skin tight
ndanga ndakuda kutobuda kunomubvunza
tikasangana padoor achipindawo ndikati
"zvirikupi" zvikanzi "zvii izvozvo zvisina zita"
ndakaremerwa kuti pant rangu ndikati
"zvandanga ndakapfeka" akabva akwira pabed
akandidhonza ndichinowira on him "pane
pazviri just relax umbondiudza nyaya" he said
that achitondifukidza chi cover bed kwaipisa
but mumba maiva nekachando from the tiles
ndikati "dzava nguvai" zvikanzi "time hadzina
basa imboita nezvangu" ndikati "pabasa pangu
hapapindwe after 6pm" zvikanzi "urikurara
pano ndonokusiya makuseni ndichiendawo
kwangu" ndakazviramba zvikanzi "ok
ndokuperekedza time dzichiripo past 2 now"
ndikarariswa pachest pake zvikanzi "who
removed your virginity ndirikumutsvaga munhu
iyeye" ndakatoona kuti anopenga ndikati
"ukumudii" ndokubva ati "kutomurova chaiko,
Saka wainyepa kah kuti une mwana sei dumbu
rako risina malines or any mark kuratidza
wakasenga nhumbu" i sighed ndikati "maybe
that's the type of my stomach but you can look
on my breasts akatombonwiwa aya you see, I
have a baby girl anonzi Talshia or Tadana but
people they call me mai Taa " akabva ayita
kakusimukira achirara akanditarisa andibvisa
pachest pake akandiswededza paari
ndakatsamhira ruoko rwake "Saka
ndichatorohwa kah nababa Talshia ndarima
munda wavo" ndakatanga ndamedza mate
ndikati "we had divorced" zvikanzi "tell me
more" ndikati "a story for another day" haana
kupikisa ndokuzoti "ndoda kuitawo Dad vake
vanyowani iwe woitawo Mai vana Tania
vanyowani" hana yangu yakatomborova
ndasina kumbofunga ndichizoita that type of
relationship a step mother thing ndikati
"tozotaura nezvazvo" akabva atanga kundibata
bata futi tikaita second round without a
protection and he offloaded outside again.

Ndakanakirwa anga atora time yake

kundifadza ,ndakazo zvigadzirira ndikapfeka
akauya pamberi pangu atopfekawo joger
bottom reblack ne t-shirt yered without a cap
munhu anga akanaka zvake , "I love you
Itumeng ngatichitaura bho usingachanzwe
weti manje" takabva taseka tese ini naye for
sure zvanga zvaita kunge paya ndanga
ndabvumira kuti ndiwane kunoita weti
ndikamuti "Tamu kah zvakakuomera" anga
achiri kuseka zvikanzi "ndadii bby ndidewo
ndifare" ndakamutarisa ndikati "i love you too"
achibva andikisa padama . Ndokuti
ndimurongedzere hembe dzairatidza kuti
dzanga dzakabudiswa muwardrobe sekutaura
kwake iye anga avakuita zvefon yake Ari pabed
zvikanzi "Saka unogara nani kuChishawasha
hills kwenyu" i told him ,ayisabvunza
zvakawanda ende ini handinawo zvakawanda
zvandaiziva about him even more about his
family ndaingoziva kuti anonzi Tamuka
Chakidza chete ende surname ndanga ndaiziva
through requested from his Ecocash number
Sezvo ayishandisa line ne econet serangu.
ndakangozviudza kuti ndaizoziva zvimwe
nekufamba kwenguva.Mukurongedza imomo
ndakasangana nehembe dzechikadzi
ndikasimudza rimwe dress ndikamutarisa
ndikati "and then?" akatanga amonya muromo
wake ndikatoona kuti arikufunga zvekutaura
and he managed to say "ndere imwe sister
yangu anombouya pano uchamuziva
nekufamba kwenguva" ndakangiti "ok" zvikanzi
"wanga wati nderani" ndikangoseka ndikati
"rako" akasekawo but ini ndanga ndakuto
suspecter something but handina kuzviratidza
and I haven't changed my mood.Akazodaira
call zvoratidza kuti munhu wacho ayiva pagate
raitova voice rechirume zvikanzi "pane maface
aripagate rega ndivaone 2 minutes
uchipedzisa ndigokuperekedza"
Akabuda ndikasara ndichipedzisa ndikanogara
mudining make ndaingotarisa tarisa ndikaona
mapicture frames anga akaturikidzaniswa
aripa room divider ndakaita chivindi
chekunotarisa ndakapera power ndichiona Ari
mapictures of a lady serimwe ranga rakaiswa
pathat type of a frame inonyorwa some words
ende mawords ayivapo ayitotaura zvekuti
ndimai vemo.Amwe acho vaiva vese
naTamuka nevana 2 twuvasikana ndikatoziva
kuti ndivo vana vavo ende for sure mukadzi
ndiye muridzi wehembe dzaivamo ,asi
ndakasarwa ndiinemibvunzo nekuda
kwemupfekero wemukadzi wacho kuti
ayisapihwa Mari yekutenga hembe kwadzo or
what ,zvaanga akapfeka on those pictures was
so funny zvaisaenderana nemunhu ane
murume anoshanda especially kumukadzi
waGanaz. Ndakabatwa nesetswa
ndikarongedza back zvekutoti Tamu
paakadzoka handina kuwana mukana
wekumubvunza or kutsamwa ndaingonzwa
kuda kuseka even though ndaizozama kuvhara
setswa dzacho. He came back with a plastic
bag rarine 2 kelyts anga ane sadza and beef
tikadya and after the meal ndakabva ndamuti
"unonzi Tamuka ani iwewe" I just wanted to
have a better way for knowing him better ,but
he didn't say anything he just went inside his
bedroom and came back holding his wallet ,
akasvika ndokumira paside pangu akabudisa
chitupa chake ndikaona ndakuda kumudzosera
zvikanzi "ndonzi Tamuka ani?" ndakamutarisa
ndichida kuona if he was serious with his
question achibva ati "Taurai kah nhai Mai Taa
I'm waiting for the answer" ndakatoona kuti Ari
serious ndikati "Chakidza" zvikanzi "good
ndakaberekwa rinhi" ndikadzosera maziso
pachitupa ndikati "13 February 1986" akati
"ndichibva which village" ndanga ndichiri
ndakapatarisa ndikati "Mhare village" zvikanzi
"ririkupi that village" ndikaverenga ndikati
"Chinhoyi" zvikanzi "good girl clape hands for
yourself ,ndiko kumba kunobva hubby wako
ikoko is there anything else?" nekupererwa
nemubvunzo ndikangotiwo "no thanks"
.Achibva adzosera chitupa mu wallet zvikanzi
"hendei hedu tinokusiyai kwamunoshanda"
achibva atora plastic ranga rine that used
condom kuti azorirasa ,ndakatomboseka kuti
sure munhu uyu Ari funny zvese nekunakidza
maitiro ake ndichizoti ndikafunga ma photo
styles anomirwa namadam vake andanga
ndabva kuona, ndainzwa kuda kuputika
nesetswa asi ndakakwanisa kuzvidzora
tirimuroad kudzokera Harare kwandaishandira.
"Ndazviona kare kuti urikuda kuseka chii
chaurikuda kuseka tiseke tese"
ndakavhunduka Tamuka achindibvunza kudaro
tamira pandanga ndati amire ndaisada kuti
asvike pabasa pangu chaipo "hapana
kungonakirwawo nelife" ndakapindura
ndakamutarisa mumaziso chaimo ndichizama
kutsvaga answer kuti why he decided
kundinyepera kuti haana mukadzi "maziso ako
arikundiudza kuti you have something in your
mind just say it" akadaro ndikatadza kupindura
akanditarisa mumaziso chaimo
,ndakatomboda kumuti kasi uri prophet here
asi takaramba takatarisana akati "unonaka Itu
kamudziiro nekamu tenderedzero kawandiitira
chiwuno chako I went crazy I will need this
everyday from you" akapedzisa kutaura
atondinama nekiss ndakatoona kuti tanga
tavakunzwirana futi zvimwe ndikamupusher ,
we said our goodbyes.Ndakazoudzawo vanhu
vangu Karen na Sisi Prudence chimiro chaiva
kumba kwandanga ndabva and their answer
was the same kuti "siyana naye ane mukadzi
munhu iyeye" ,Mai Itumeng vaida zvinhu havo
vakazofona the next day vachida kunzwa
mafambiro andakaita previous day I told her
but ndakasiya pesex ,she said the same kuti
ndisiyane naye ,So dissipated the feelings that
I had on him , I decided to leave him but
akaramba kurambwa when I tried to break up
with him kusvika azotaura chokwadi kuti
thought kuti ndaibva ndamunzwisisa "ehe
ndinaye mukadzi but handichamude" that was
his answer ndikaona kuti he was telling me the
nonsense ndikamuti asiyane neni .Ndainzwa
kudzikisirwa as if anga andiita munhu Ari
cheap kunondipinza mumba meumwe
mukadzi pabed yemukadzi iyeye futi
zvandaisada ndaiziva the pain yaizoitwa
nemukadzi iyeye akaziva nezvangu sezvo
ndanga ndabva nako kupain iyoyo.Ndakaita
almost a month ndisingataure naye ndichimu
ignore paawanira mukana ayifona
ndisingadaire I didn't block him for my own
reason.

The other weekend ndakanonoka kupedza

basa ndikanonoka kuenda kumba
ndakatozobuda zvekumhanya mhanya kuti
ndiende , ndichitofamba pamashops ekubasa
kwangu pandaidarika napo kunokwira komb
ndakangonzwa ndabatwa ruoko rwemunhu
wacho rwakatenderedzwa muchiuno mangu
ndakavhunduka ndokucheuka ndikawona Ari
Tamuka akapfeka zviri nice, apa ayiva paphone
call akandi tendeutsa kuti ndisaende
kwandaiyenda achindichinjisa direction kuenda
neni paanga aka packer kamota kake
ndokuvhura door ndikaramba kupinda.He
dropped the call yaaiva akati "handisi kuku
kumbira Itumeng just get inside or else
ndokupinza ndiri ini" he said that with a serious
face , ini nekutya kuzopihwa attention nevanhu
vanga vakazara pamashops kana ndakuitiswa
zvekuti ndipinde mumota macho
zvandaisaziva kuti zvii to avoid that I get inside
like what he said. "Urikuenda kupi apa"
akabvunza achangogara on his steering sit
"kumba" I answered him zvikanzi "tikasvika
mutown you should give me the directions"
anga atomutsa mota tikafamba road yese
kunobata town takanyararidzana tichinzwa
Star FM ende zvoratidza kuti ayiifarira
akadzora volume akandibvunza kuti
"wakangwara sterek zvekusvika
pakungondiramba pawadira pawaifunga iwewe
just like that hant?" ndikatanga ndamedza
mate ndakunzwa chigodo chehasha chakati
mbii pahuro pangu ndikamuti "you are a
married man Tamu I can't be with you" zvikanzi
"ndezvako izvozvo usandiudze zvisina basa
kaiwewee, chero newe urimukadzi wangu
ndiye arikufanirwa kundisiya ndichisara newe
kwete kuti iwewe undisiye ndichisara naye"
ayitoratidza kuti ane hasha but achizama
kuzvidzora , INI nekutya ndikanyarara
kahandbag kangu karipamakumbo
ndakakabata nesimba sendaida kukatorerwa,
takazosvika kumaraini kwedu ndaisada asvike
pamba ndikamumisa zvikanzi "enda unotora
mwana wangu ndimuone" ndikati "not now"
ayitondipengera Tamu voice rake was full of
command akaramba akanditarisa zvikanzi
"kasi handizi baba vake here zvandorambidzwa
kumuona" handina kumupindura nechemu
moyo ndaingoti dai ayiziva Mai Itumeng
zvakazara ayisataura zvekuti ndinotora mwana
that late hours.Ndanga ndakatsikitsira but
ndaitonzwa kuti ndakatariswa "handirambwe
newe hausiriwe wakandinyenga ndini
ndakakunyenga wazvinzwa?" he added up
ndikagutsurira musoro ayityisa mood yaayiva
nayo zvikanzi "jumper uyende kumashure
ndikuise uyende kumba kwenyu izvezvi ita
fast" he said that Ari serious asinganyengerere
ndikati "I can't" achibva ararisa hand break
yemota akadzika ne door reside rake
akarivhara, ndokutenderera achiuya kwandaiva
akasvika akavhura door rangu
ndakatombofunga kuti ndikuda kukandwa
panze , but akandisimudza zviri gentle
achindiisa kumashure ndaisada taiva paside
peroad ndikati "Tamu patiri hapaite sha we can
do it another day somewhere" handina
akateerera anga atogara paside pangu opened
his zip atobudisa chinhu chake ndokutora
ruoko rwangu kurwubatisa ,Uku akutondikisa
luck enough kwanga kwakusviba ende the
place was so quiet advantage of madale dale
area , akangondiita kaquick after that he
offloaded into me .He gave me the pills
ndikanzi ndimanwire ipapo he had a bottle of
mineral water in his car .Akazodzokera
ndakasvika kumba nekunanga kunogeza
zvakatoshamisawo vanhu , ndichangoti garei
mumba ndakabva ndanzwa kuti kune
zvakubuda kumuromo ndikaenda panze
ndichimhanya ndokumarutsa ese hameno
zvaayitoita kundimisa moyo mama vakatevera
panze pandairutsira zvikanzi "haisi nhumbu
here Itu kasi wakaita zvisirizvo nemurume
wemunhu wawakanoona usi uya here iwee
ndingakuuraya izvezvi" ndikakurumidza
kuzviramba ndiine confidence kuti yaisava iyo
sezvo ndanga ndabva Kumoon period mazuva
apera kurutsa kwanga kwakonzerwa nema
pills.
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CHAPTER 9

After the vomiting I went straight to my

bedroom mbuya vaTalshia vakasara vakamira
vakanditarisa.Ndakanofonera Tamu ndichida
kunzwa kuti zvaifamba sei pama pills aanga
andipa he picked up the call and i told him
zvanga zvaitika zvikanzi "wamadzosa chirudzii
they don't work like that but maybe
angokurambawo but usawara obvious zvatoita
atoshanda" .The next day masikati ndakaona
Mai Itu vauya ne pregnant test handina kuda
kuvapikisa ndikaita zvavaida but the results
came out nagative vakatura mafemo
zvekuzorora chaizvo.Mazuva akafamba Tamu
andiudza kuti anga avakunoshandira ku
Chimanimani kutaura ndaimirira paanenge
anditanga akasadaro ndaisasenda massage
Koo ndaiyitirei pressure pamurume wemunhu
otherwise ndiye ayingozvi manikidzira pandiri
.That month after the day randakadzosa those
pills I skipped my moon period asi hana yanga
yavakurova munhu wandakakwanisa kuudza
ndimama vangu nekuvaudza zvanga zvaitika
exactly ,we did the pregnancy test and the
results came out positive hana yangu yakarova
zvine Simba "unoda kundiuraya nebp here
nhaiwe Itumeng sure ungamitiswa nemurume
wemunhu nekungwara ngwara kwawakaita
ikoko?" vakatanga kutopopota ini ndanga
ndakunzwa kupera mweya chaiko kutonzwa
kuti dai Mwari vatora havo mweya
wangu.Vakabuda from my room ndikazonzwa
phone yangu yava kuringer it was gogo Mai
Reggis ndakadaira "unoda kuuraya Mai vako ne
bp here nhai Itu muzukuru wangu ,dai munhu
akakumitisa asina mukadzi zvaiva nani zvino
unganochigona here chipari iwewe?" she said
that without even greetings ndikatoona kuti
ndanga ndarwadziswa vanhu asi ndaiona
kunge kurwadziwa kwavo kwaiva nani pane
zvandainzwa. Ndakabva ndaisira Tamu
massage ndichimuudza zvaivapo he just
blueticked akazopindura pava paye achiti "are
you serious or urikuda kundinzwa?"
Ndikangonyorawo yangu yakanzi "serious"
akazoita zvekufona achida kunzwisisa but at
the end he said "tichaona kana ndadzoka next
month toita the pregnancy tests tiri tese"
ndakatoona kuti he wasn't believed me .Nyaya
yakasvika Kuna Dad vakavava ndikatonzi "Mai
Laiza ngavauye vamutore vanonomusiya
kuChinhoyi kwacho kwevabereki vemurume
wemunhu iyeye anodzoka kuChimanimani
achiwana mhuri yake yakamugarira ikoko" ini
ndakatanga kutozviramba ipapo ipapo ndikati
ndaizozvishandira zvechipare bodo asi Dad
havana kuzviteerera.I packed my things
ndikadzokera kubasa ndatoona kuti pamba
panga pasingachagarike nehasha plus shungu
ndakada kutakura mwana wangu ndikanzi
namama "ukwane Itu urikuda kuenda naye
kupi" vakatodaro vachitomutora zvikanzi
naDad "handisati ndambokurova kubva
uchikura asi zvawavakuda kuita izvi ndinoku
zvambaradza wamukadzi mukuru kudai
anokwana papi Talshia pakumitiswa kwako,
handidi kukuona uchidzoka pano uchiti kwanzi
ndauya kunoona mwana, pano uchadzoka
nehama dzemuridzi wenhumbu iyoyo zviri
pamutemo" ndakatoona kuti vanga vatsamwa
baba vangu ndakazobudiswa na Ethan
akatakura setchel rangu handina zvakawanda
zvandanga ndatakura.

"Saka uchaita sei nhaiwe Amana Itu unenge

uchimboita sei chaizvo" Ethan said that
tichangobuda pamba tichienda pataikwirira
makomb "it happened by mistake hako Ethan
zvimwe haungazvinzwisise sezvo uchiri
mwana,but ndotombonoshanda ndichimirira
kudzoka kwake" I said that akakurumidza kuti
"iwe ndamunhu mukuru ini hant ndirikuda
kutonyora form 4 ipapa plus ndatoneka bby
kangu kanonzi Munamato uchakaona"
ndakatomboseka kukanganwa nhamo yangu
ndikati "kabby kei unoshanda iwe hameno
hako ukanhumburisa mwana wevanhu hant
urikuona kuti ndapotsa ndadyiwa namai Itu
nemrume wavo" akabva aseka zvikanzi "haah
usawara sha handidaro but ndaimbofunga kuti
moms vako vanotsamwa asi nhasi ndazoona
kuti mudhara varikumberi havasi soft
sezvandaifunga aiwee wambona zvanga
zvichiita miromo yavo here kuita kubvunda
nehasha" takataura nezvenyaya iyoyo kusvika
pauya komb we said our goodbyes and we
exchanged the hugs zvikanzi nahwindi yekomb
iyoyo "ndi sisi venyu here ava nhai tsano"
akadaro zvekujairira hake zvikanzi na Ethan
"Itu kana uyu ariiye mukwasha wangu
usadzoke hako kumba nekuti uchawana
ndakakiya gate" he said that jokingly achitoziva
hunhu hwemahwindi kuda kudenha vaiva
mapassengers vakabva vaseka kusanganisira
driver na hwindi hwacho, komb ichitosimuka.
Ndakasvika kubasa after 2 days ndaenda tete
Mai Laiza vakanditevera vachida kunzwisisa I
told her zvaivapo hapana chandakasiya ini
zvekunyepa zvaisava zvangu.Vakabva vati
ndifonere Tamu wacho vataure naye pakutaura
ipapo akabva ati "handisi kuramba hangu kana
ndiri ini muridzi but ndakamupa mapills
akatonwa tiri tese zvekuti akamadzosa
akandiudza but how come kuti angatadza
kushanda iwo ambopinda mudumbu for some
minutes,panonetsa ipapo tete" answer yake
yaitotaura ega kuti anema doubts zvikanzi
natete "ndimi muridzi Bamunin plus mapirits
acho ndimi makauya nawo hant ,ndimi
munoziva mashandisirwo awo saka
tingatonzwa nemi otherwise nhumbu ina Itu
ndeyenyu" vakambokweshana pafon ipapo
kusvika azoti "ndichaona pandinouya". Ini
mimba yacho yanga yatotanga kundirwarisa
isati yambosvika kana kumwedzi miviri apa
Mai Itu vaindifonera everyday kuda kunzwa
kuti ndirisei , Sisi Prudence ndakavaudza vese
na Karen but they didn't judge me
vaingondisimbisa.Ndakazoenda paCevic
center clinic kwandaishandira ikoko ndatoona
kuti zvanga zvanyanya ndikanonzi parikudiwa
$25 yema pills ayizoita ndinzwe zvirinani but
ndanga ndisina Mari yacho that moment
ndaingova ne5, ndikaudza Tamu asi massage
yakadzoka yakanzi "I can't tolerant this
Itumeng haungade kuda kundimora
zvakadhakwa kudaro ,kana une problem
kumbira Mari yeku solver that problem mune
zvakanaka than nhema dzaurikutaura ,I don't
think iripo mimba yacho Ndakati undimirire
saka speed yaurikuita ndeyei I can't believe
this anymore stay away with fake pregnant of
yours panga pakutodiwa Mari yema pills
nguvai ,stop annoying me handisi kutanga
kuzivira the pregnancy process on you get that
into your Head" I tried ku explainer zvaivapo
pandakada kusenda pic reclinic card yakaita
one tick ndanga ndato blokwa.Ndakaudza tete
Mai Laiza she tried kumufonera akajamuka futi
ndega ndakatoziva kuti ndanga
ndatambwa.Ndakaz ofonerwa neteam raiva
kunyika yeChina obvious vanga vatoudzwa
nana mama, Uncle Mohammed and aunt
Rabia vachida kunzwisisa nyaya yacho I told
them ndikanzi na Uncle "you have to keep that
baby it's a gift from God" aunt vakatoti
vaizotumira hembe dze preparation kana
ndakusvika mu9 months.Muviri wangu wanga
wakutondinetsa kusvika mama vazotaura
naSekuru baba Reggis vakauya kunonditora
vese na gogo vachienda kunogara neni
kuMazowe kwavo because kumba kwedu ayiva
ma one Dad vanga vachakatsamwa.Kwana
gogo ndaigara zvakanaka vaisambotaura
zvekumitiswa kwangu ndaitoti ndikamuka
zvakakwidza sekuru vaItumeng voti "nhasi
amuka akatsamwa kah mwana wemu soja"
vese vaibva vaseka neni sometimes
ndaitosekawo ende Tamu haana
kuzonbonditsvaga futi kubva day raakandi
blocker but moyo wangu wairwadza zvaindidya
zvekuti nguva zhinji pandaienda kuclinic
kucheckup bp yaingonzi yakakwira zvekuti
vanhu vepamba sagogo vaizama
kundigadzirira some home remeds ekudzikisa
bp nguva zhinji.Rimwe zuva tete Mai Laiza
vakazofona Kuna sekuru vachiti "Itu ngaauye
ndirikumba kwavo ndati ndimbomutorawo
ndiende naye kumba kwangu pamakabata
pahombe mabatsira chaizvo" vakataura
mukutowirirana ndikatobatsirwa kurongedza
zvinhu zvangu nagogo vakati "maybe mwana
wemu soja haadi zvepano that's why
urikurwara rwara" tese takatomboseka
zvikanzi naSekuru "haangatadze kutsamwa
mwana iyeyu sure ne distance iripo kubva
kuChinhoyi kunobata kuno Mazowe ayewa
arikutoona kuti akaiswa kure nekumba kwavo"
tikaseka futi vakandipa kamari vachiti
ndizotenga zvandinoda but ndaitosungirira ,
incase paizoita emergency aunt Rabia vasati
vatumira sezvo ndivo vaitotarisirwa nemunhu
wese kuti kuchabva hembe dze
preparation.Apa ndanga ndava mu7 months
ndakazo perekedzwa naReggis nemunin'ina
wake Ronnie vakanondisiya kumba nemota.
Ndakasvika ndikatoona kuti vese vanga
vandisuwa , Dad vanga vandiregerera
vatozonzwisisa nekuona kuti it happened by
mistake ,asi Talshia kana kumboita shungu
neni hake apa kanga katokura kachimhanya
mhanya mumba zvikanzi natete "nhaiwe Mai
Tashiya kubva waipa kudaro" ndizvo
zvavairidana vachiita zita raTalshia mama
vakadairira kuti "kushata kwacho kwaayiita
Soo kah mukomana chete mwana iyeyu"
takatomboseka Dad vakatiwo "mwana wemu
soldier kah Saka anotogara akapfeka face ye
basa mudumbu imomu haatombodi zvisina
basa kana" tikawedzera kuseka ende
nekwasekuru kwandanga ndabva ndanga
ndavawo munhu anoseka chaizvo because
family yacho yaiwanza majokes especially
Reggis na baba vake zvaizoita kuti gogo
vagare vachiti "vana sekuru vako ava
vanotikuwadza nenhema chete". Ethan
ayingobata bata makumbo angu anga
akazvimba akanzi naDad "kasi mazofunga
kuda kuita doctor here nhai Tembo" tikaseka
and he added up referred to me "akabuda kah
maresuilts avo anga akuudza here ato ne week
atora but haasati ataura kuti arikuda kudii
otherwise Mari yekuti ayenderere mberi iripo
shoma yatakachengeta" ndikati "hii Dad sure
here akabuda nemangani" zvikanzi
"ngaakuudze ega" ndakatarisa Ethan wacho
waiting for the answer zvikanzi "dai
ndakakusendera paApp Itu manje
wakutosvitsa gore usingabatike paApp pacho
futi" vanhu vakandiseka for sure yanga yatova
system yangu yekuti kana ndine zvinondinetsa
handinei nefon akabva asimuka akadira juice
in 2 glasses akanditambidza one zvikanzi "bata
ndirikudzoka usanwe" akabuda ndikasara
ndakabata glass riya vamwe vese vanditarisa
ndikavatarisawo tese tichitadza kuziva kuti
ayizama kudii Ethan wacho .Akazodzoka
akabata results Slip rake akanditambidza "hiii
Ethan 8A's and 1B" that what's I managed to
say ndichimutarisa akasimudza glass rake kuti
tirovanise nerangu as a Cheers zvikanzi "To
The Law" tikarovanisa ndikati "I can't believe
this baby bro" akandinongedzera nechigunwe
akati "mind you am not your baby brother
ndakura manje ndava baba vako" Ethan
ayinakidza ndikati "horait baba saka
matozvipira kuita Gweta here" achibva ati "yes
as my sister's wish wakatadza kuuwana
mukana wacho so I'm going to fulfill it" ndikati
"you don't owe me for that" achibva atiwo "I
Know but iwe neni tiri munhu one zvatadza
kuitwa nemumwe umwe anotangirawo ipapo
waiziyaa" sleng ayiida ndakaramba
ndakamutarisa. Ndaiziva kuti hanzvadzi yangu
anondida but I wasn't know kuti angandida to
that level , ndakasimuka tikambundirana apa
dumbu rangu ranga ratokura zvikanzi namama
"zvakwana unozotsitsirira muzukuru wako
mudumbu umo Ethan" vanhu vakaseka
kusanganisira Taa anga angobvawo kwaaiva
achimhanya akasvika panevamwe achisekawo
kunge ayiziva zvinhu zvacho akazonzi naDad
"aka kachangwarisa sambuya" vakatariswa
namama vakanzi "mbuya vapi nhaimi baba
Itumeng pamuromo penyu kaimi" tese tikaseka
tichiziva kuti ndivo vairehwa zvikanzi naDad
Kuna Ethan "saka waimirira sisi vako kuti
tigoziva kuti urikuda kuzoita lawyer?" achibva
ati "yes because I love her" tete Mai laiza
vakabva vati "vana vanodanana zvandinoda
ava vasiyana nevangu vakangokura vachirwa
vaiti vakamisidzana havo Mirriam na Tongai
pazvibhakera waiti pasi pachatsemuka apa"
takaumburuka nekuseka tete vangu vainakidza
havo, ini ndanga ndotonzwa kuda kurara
ndikabetserwa na Ethan kusimuka.
Mangwana acho ndipo pandakazonzi natete
"better ndimbonogara newe kwedu padhuze
nechipatara plus Kuma ruzevha
hakubhadharwe kah clinic yacho unenge
uchingonotariswa mahara sepedu paya
padhuze nepamba, ndaona kuti pano
ungaremedza Mai vako sezvo zvipatara
zvemuma dhorobha zvichibhadharwa kwana
sekuru vako kwanga kwakanaka asi zvoda
kuita tichibatsiranawo" it was a good idea
takatoenda the next day.Tichingosvika
vakatozivisa vana vavo wese ayifonerwa
achingonzi "ndauya naye murungu mutema asi
ashata zvekuti ungati anoda kutiruma" vana
vacho vaivaziva kuti Mai vavo vanonakidza
vaigara nevamwe vazukuru vana vevana vavo
,asi Karen ndiye akatozotanga kuuya
akangosvika achiti "ndauya kunokuberekai
mainini vangu" she said that jokingly achifunga
kundibereka kwaayiita tirivadiki apa anga atova
nevana 2 ,vamwe vacho madzikoma ake
vaigara mudhuze vakatozo uyawo mumazuva
aripadhuze iwayo vachindiona kunze
kweumwe chete ayigara kure. Ndanga
ndatongosvika nekunyoresa kuclinic ,
Ndakutopinda mu 8 months ndikanzwa mama
vachiti Taa avakuenda ku creshe
zvakatondiitira funny kuti vaimhanyirepi
because anga avakutopinda mu3years .The
other day Karen akauya kumba kwamai vake
akasvika achifara akatiratidza picture panga
paine mota ne kabhasikoro kepink kemavhiri 3
ndikashaiwa kuti ndezvani ,tikamutarisa tese
tichida answer akabata pachest pake zvikanzi
"sekuru baba Itumeng vakatenga mota
vandisendera vachiti ndikuratidzei" ndakatarisa
futi pic Riya ndikaona pari pamba pedu sure ,I
just smiled ndichifunga kwatanga tabva nelife
with my parents zvikanzi natete "yuwi yuwi
Given Tembo nhasi watengawo mota
chokwadi nyadenga mazviita
wakamboshainirwa mwana wamai vangu ,
Mwari uyu Soo kah ,Mwari uyu ndewemunhu
wese chokwadi" vakadaro vakasimudza maoko
mudenga zvese nekutarisa senzira yekutenda
Mwari vakaoneka kuti vafara ini kushainirwa
kwakataurwa ndakatoziva kuti ndezvekwa
bamukuru baba Prudence , for sure takafara
tese zvedu tikazofona nekutaura nevekumba
kwanga kwatengwa mota yacho.

Rimwe zuva ndakangomuka muviri wangu

uchirwadza zvekuti ndakatozodokerwa
zvawedzera apa mimba iri mu8 months
,ndakaendeswa kuchipatara ndikanzi "mwana
haasi kufema zvakanaka heart yake haisi
kutoita any movement saka parikudiwa 80usd
muendeswe ku theater zvechingoonekwa
otherwise you gonna end up maitwa operation"
apa ndairwadziwa vekumba vakaziviswa .Apa
Mari yaisavapo vanhu vachida kutoita
zvekubatanidza batanidza ende zvaisaita kuti
ungakumbira munhu iyo iri mimba
yekumitiswa zvaitongoda vanoda nechido
chavo or dai baba vemwana vaivapo , sezvo
kwaiva kubatanidza kwevanhu vakawanda
yakanonoka kukwana zvekuti payakazokwana
yakatonzi irikuuyiwa nayo the next day. Apa
that night ndaiyuwira ndanga ndakunzwa kuda
kuto pusher mwana akangobuda
vakamhanyidzana manurse for sure
ndakabudisa but akangobuda Ari zii ndikanzwa
umwe nurse achiti "he didn't make it" from
there handina kuzoziva zvaiitika
,ndakazopepuka ndakabairirwa madrips
ndikaramba ndakatarisa mudenga tried to
recall pandaiva nezvaiyitika zvikadzoka zvese
ndikati "mwana wangu" ndakaedza kusvimha
misodzi ikaramba kubuda asi ndainzwa kuti
moyo wangu uneshungu wakaremerwa
wekuudza type of the pain yandaiva nayo
ndakamushaiwa .Pakazouya umwe nurse akati
"wamuka Itumeng kubva nezuro hako uri
conscious" handina kudaira zvavakataura
ndikati "ndirikuda mwana wangu" vakangobuda
vakanyarara vakadzoka nadoctor vakati "I'm
sorry sister Itumeng mwana akakundikana
makanonokerwa kuenda ku theater ayiva
mukomana, but we need your signature,
yababa vake or hama yepedyo so that as a
hospital tiwane kumupisa but tinobvumirwa
kumuchengeta for 5days only if mune
zvamungada kuziva mungasununguka"
ndakangosimudza ruoko rwangu ndikavapa
sign yekuti "it's ok" .Vakatoona kuti I wasn't in
good condition vakafonera tete Mai Laiza as a
hospital vakazouya kuvisit yemasikati
ndakangotarisa mudenga ndisingakwanise
kubudisa voice "mwana mucheche
haachemwe hake Itumeng zvinozonetsa kuti
uyite imwe mbereko kumberi uko, asi nerimwe
divi kunyarara kwako kunogona kukanganisa
utano hwako dai urikutaurawo something
zvirinani manje kungoti zii here nhai
manjenjenje" handina kuvateerera
ndaitoshaiwa kuti varikuzama kutii pakutyira
utano hwako ini ndatadza kusaver hwemwana
wangu, Karen akatozouya vese nemurume
wake hapana wandaitaura naye
ndaingonyarara ndisingade kutaura kana
chinhu, chikafu vaisiya vaita chekundi feeder
ndaingomedza ndisinganzwe kana taste
manurse achingouyawo kunondibaya
mainjections avo ndaisambonzwa kana
kurwadziwa ndaitonzwa kunge ndiri danda
risingarwadziwe or kunzwa chinhu .
Masikati ezuva repiri kwakazouya vabereki
vangu nana sekuru vaItumeng vese
vaingotaura zvavaitaura ndisinei nazvo
"tichafonera baba vemwana uyu vauye vaise
signature yavo mwana apiswe kana varamba
tongozviita isusu pachedu wazvinzwa
mwanangu?" Vakadaro Dad vakandibata
vakanditarisa kumeso ndikagutsurira musoro
vakatora Fon yangu vachida number dzaTamu
vakati tete Mai Laiza ndivo vaizofona
vachimuudza.Asi vasati vabuda
vakanditambidza Fon ndikaona iri vedio call
yakabatanidzwa vanhu 4 paiti mainini Mai
Bella,Sisi Prudence, Uncle Mohammed and
aunt Rabia vaingotaura vachichinjana
ndichigutsurira musoro ndikatozoita
zvekudzosera Dad Fon yavo ndisisade kunzwa
zvavaitaura because zvavaindiudza
zvaisadzosa mwana wangu anga abuda akafa.
Vakazooneka sezvo Dad vaida kuzoenda
kubasa next day asi vakasiya vati vaizodzoka
mama vakasiya vandirarisa zvakanaka
,ndakabatwa nehope vese vachinamata
ndikazopeputswa nanurse vanga vauya
kunondichinja madrips nekundiudza kuti
ndaizobudamo next day.Time time ndakaona
Ari Tamu ayifona ndikatoziva kuti shoko ranga
rasvika ende # dzake ndachiri nadzo ndakadzi
saver chinangwa chaiva chekuda kuti
ndikazvara ndomusendera mapics emwana
waanga aramba kuti azive nekuona kuti
munhu anochengetwa naMwari.Asi Mwari
vanga vaita kuda kwavo nerimwe divi ndaita
kunonzi kunyadziswa naSatan pamwe chete
nengirozi dzake, ndakatadza kudaira call
because ndaisada nevoice rangu , ndakatarisa
call yake apa he was the reason why I was in
that pain.Akatanga kusenda matext massages
first one yanga yakanzi "ndirikumuda ari
mupenyu mwana wangu" imwe yacho ikanzi
"wakazama kuurayira mwana wangu
mudumbu that's why azofira pa9 months
hakuna mimba inobvira ipapo isina zvayaitwa
,ndirikuuya ikoko ndirikumuda Ari mupenyu or
else uchapisirwa pamwe chete naye" akasenda
akawanda achindi threatener handina
kupindura ndakangoisira tete massage yekuti
"huyai" apa visit hour yanga yadarika Ari
manheru ndakazoona time time doctor
vapinda vakati "kwakanaka here sister Itumeng
kwamashevedza tete usiku muchisiya isu
varikukurapai hazviite vapinde visit hour
yadarika" I didn't say a word ndakangova
tambidza Fon iri pachat raTamu ndikaita sign
yekuti vanopa tete yaisava hayo ne
password.Ini ndokusara ndichirara Fon
hainawo kuzodzoka ndaiti ndiri kuhope
ndonzwa voice rekuchema kwemwana or
kurota ndichisvusvurudza mwana
pandaipepuka ndaiona pasina mwana wacho
or kunzwa kuchema kwevana vemune mamwe
ma wards evanga vazvara vana
vapenyu.Ndakatarisa mudenga ndikabudisa
mashoko ekuti "Mwari sezvo Talshia ayine
vachengeti ini chinditorai hangu nekuti
ndiripano pasi kungorwadziswa nevana
vevamwe vanhu, Life makandipa
mukanditorera achienda neumwe mukadzi
ndikarwadziwa zvikadarika. Mukandisiya
ndichisangana na Tamuka mukandirega
ndichiwira paari Muchiziva henyu kuti ane
mukadzi wake , akandinyengera nekundipa
nhumbu akayiramba mukandisiya ndichiisenga
mukasarudza kuti izorwadzira pano
pa8months kuti mwana wangu abude akafa,
Muripo zvenyu munyerere saka ndirikuitei pano
panyika kana zvichibvira ito tumai Tamuka
wacho awuye andiuraye ndipiswe pamwe
chete nemwana wangu sekutaura kwake zviitei
izvezvi" I said that ndichinzwa kuti varume
vaviri ava vanga vabatsirana kundirwadzisa asi
Life ndanga ndakatomuregerera kare zvaitova
nani akandisiya tiri vapenyu tese nemwana
wangu. But Tamu ndiye wandaiva nebundu
naye nekuti dai ayivapo ndisina kunonokerwa
kuwanirwa $80 yekuti ndiende ku
theater.Ndakazongo batwa nehope ndichitaura
ndega pamwe pacho ndichiseka.

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CHAPTER 10

*Tamuka*

The moment that I was with Itumeng in my

house ndainzwa kufara especially
zvaakazondiitira pabed ayiziva zvaayiita
mutenderedzero waakandiitira chiuno
wakandipengesa because ndanga ndisati
ndambozviitirwa since, I felt like ndiye
akandishanda that day zvekuti ndakasvika
pakuudza vapfana vangu Zimuno (Brian) na
Chaks kuti pavaiuya vanditengerewo sadza,
because Itu anga andipedza zvekuti
pavakasvika vachinditambidza flash rekubasa
randanga ndakakanganwa kumba kwa Norbert
vakatanga vatombondiseka.Vanga vasati vave
nemota havo Saka vanga vauya vachishandisa
ya Norbert sezvo Mari dzavanga vawana from
training vanga vabhadhara mastands at
Damafalls it was a cooperative yema civil
savants and also kutenga mombe kumusha
sezvo ndizvo zvaingova common kuti
mukomana ukaita Mari kumusha unotanga
nekutenga mombe tese tanga tatobva nako.Itu
ndakazonomusiya kubasa kwake but
akazondirwadzisa paakatanga kundiranba
because of hembe dzaRosey my wife dzaanga
awona kumba kwangu ,akandiisa paconner
ndikasara ndisina option kunze kwekumuudza
chokwadi thought kuti ayizokasika
kundinzwisisa but zvakatoita
worse.Ndakapedza time ndisati ndadzokera
kunomuona because ndanga ndava busy
nebasa pakabva pazoita futi incident yekuti
vatezvara vangu baba vamai Tania
vakashaika.Uko kwandakaenda ndichibatsirwa
nemadzikoma angu vana vekwa bamukuru
tikanomira Mira sevakwasha ,sezvo umwe
mukwasha seni ayisavawo nedeal ayingovawo
chidhakwa chemuraini and vamwe sisi
vaRosey vaisavawo nemurume vachingoita
zvavaiita vachingounza vana pamba ende her
brother anga achiri mukomana
wechidiki.Zvimwe kusatenda hake Mai Tania
asi ipapo ega akazviona kuti ndakazama
parufu rwababa vake.
Takazodzokera kuMarondera ndipo
pandakazowawa mukana wekunoona Itumeng
ndakaswera ndakamumirira pamashops
paayidarika napo iri Friday ndichitoziva kuti
ayienda kuoff,ndakamuona mapills ekudzivirira
nhumbu ndanga ndatotenga kare.Runako
rwake rwayiita kuti ndimunzwire hasha
especially ndikafunga kuti anga
avakundiramba because of Rosey so that
ndaizoshaiwa mukana wekunakirwa naye like
what she did on bed izvo
ndaisada.Paakandiudza kuti anga adzosa
mapills ndakatoshaiwa kuti chirudzii so I've
asked in men's WhatsApp group ,some people
said "anenge agara ayine nhumbu ende
zvagara haidi mapills" that point yakatsigirwa
nevakawanda ndikatya nazvo nekutadza kuzvi
believer ndikati which means ndanga
ndakamuwana achitova nayo kare,I confirmed
that from the other guy a Doc
wandangakadzidza naye at high school "it's
possible that she already having pregnant or
she is not maybe those pills are not good on
her body system" that was his answer
.Sezvinei after some weeks akabva andiudza
kuti ane nhumbu handina kuda kumhanya
ndakangoti ndaizoenda naye kwaDoc tete
vacho vakazondifonera ndakatombo jamuka ,
ndakazosvotwa after some days akutaura
same statement randakambo udzwa
nemumwe kumashure about kutenga mapills
enhumbu.I told myself kuti it was a scam ende
nepa level randaimuisa Itumeng I haven't
thought kuti ayizoitawo zvakadaro i blocked
her to avoid unnecessary drama ,I told the
boys vana Zimuno naChaks vese vakati "wadii
wanoitwa matests acho naye waiti munhu
kwaye wani maybe she meant it" but
ndakatozviramba ndaisada kunobhadharira
Mari yangu for nothing ini ndiine maprograms
akawanda andanga ndakatarisana nawo ayida
Mari.Ndakabva ndatomuvenga zvekusada
kunzwa nezvake ende iye haana
kuzonditsvagawo ndofunga anga atoona kuti
madhiri ake abondera or anga azoenda
kumuridzi wenhumbu yacho hameno.Madays
acho ndaiva kuChimanimani Mai Tania
ndaingoita vekutumira Mari ndovati vatenge
ma grocery ekuendesa kuvabereki both sides
and also yake yekushandisa pamba
nevana.Ndakazobvako ndikadzokera kumba
but ndaiva busy madays acho ndichingotuma
mukadzi kumusha nezvinhu.Rimwe zuva ndiri
kubasa I received the call from kule vangu
hanzvadzi yamai takabvunzana mufaro
vakazoti "ndirikumba kwenyu ndakatogara
nevabereki vako izvozvi ndivo vandidana kuno
vakandiudza chimiro chiripo,saka ndaida
kunzwisisa kuti pane pakakanganisika here
pavakuita kuti usavatengerewo kana sugar
zvayo nekuti varikutoti mwedzi yatofamba
vasingachazivi kana munyu zvawo unobva
kwauri, Chaks ndiye arikungovaitira zvese uku
urikunzi wavakuvakisa Imba kumusha
kwemukadzi wako murikupafambisa sei nhai
Hungwe" ndakarohwa nehana ndega
ndikazviudza kuti "something wrong ndiRosey
chete" handina kuvadaira ndakangoti
"ndosvikako nhasi tigotaura sekuru".

Ndakabva ndatobuda kubasa ndakarova

Honda fit yangu ndikasvika ndisati ndadzika
mumota ndakafonera, Tete vaRosey,vamwe
mukoma vangu vaigara kuchinhoyi ikoko
mutown nevamwe vaigara kumaruzevha
imomo vese ndakavati tizosangana kumba
manheru pamwe chete nabamukuru mukoma
wababa nemukadzi wavo. Tania kakabva
kasvika kachangobva kuchikoro ndikaburuka
handina kuzvipa mukana wekubvisa uniform
yebasa ndakatoti Mai Tania agadzirire kwaita
emergency kumusha "kasi pane arwara or kufa
here baba Tania taurai kah munondirovesa
nehana" ndakangomuti unoona
tasvika.Akamboda kuramba kuenda but for the
first time ndakamukwidzira voice takarova
road takananga Chinhoyi tikasvika kumba
kumanheru asi kusati kwanyanya
kusviba.Ndakawana vanhu vese vandaida
varipo tikakwazisana nekugara pasi ndikati
"sekuru ndati hatingataure pafon nyaya yenyu
ndainzwa asi ndati ndiuye nemhuri yangu
tiraure pamwe chete tinzwe " ipapo Mai
vakabva vasheedza mukadzi ayishanda pamba
pedu achivabatsira basa akauya akatora vana
Tania akapakura chikafu akabuda navo vanhu
vanga vanyarara "imbori nyaya yeiko yaita
tifambiswe zvekumhanya mhanya kudai"
akadaro Rosey akanzi natete vake
"imbonyararai Mai Tania vakuru vataure"
akabva amonya muromo hake.Sekuru
vakagadzirisa pahuro vakatanga vataura
zvavanga vambotaura pafon ndikazoti
kunevabereki vangu "pandaikufonerai maingoti
kutsvene wani sei maisandiudza kuti ndicho
chimiro chirikuno nekuti Mai Tania ndaimupa
Mari every month mazuva andaiva
kuChimanimani ndichiti atenge chikafu kuno
nekwavo, even now ndadzoka I did the same"
ndakabva ndatarisa kumudzimai wangu
ndikatoona her actions kuti she did something
"izvozvo zvekuti waipa Masiziva Mari yechikafu
hatingazvizive mwanangu asi hapana
chakauya yanga isiri zvayo nyaya hombe
nekuti Tamuda arikumbozama, asi kuti isu
sevabereki vako tanga tongonetseka kuti
mwana asiri kuuya kumba otadza kutumirazve
yesugar kuti tingadai tine patakaresvana here
sezvo waisambozviita kumashure kwese uko
ndokusaka ndakazofonera sekuru vako ava ,
baba vanga vati ndirege asi zvaindidya
mumoyo Tamuka mwanangu handizivi kana
muchipanzwisisa Hungwe vanofambira
mumhepo " vakadaro Mai vangu ."ndizvo
zvinonetsera vana vamwene vanoda kuvhurira
Mari dzevana vavo maziso tsvee kuona kuti
akura avaneyakewo mhuri ,Saka musatarisire
kuitirwa zvese pese pese totoita setiri
pachipare kah" akadaro Rosey ini ndikaramba
ndakanyarara makamboita a moment of
silence ,vanhu vachinditarisa kuti nditaure
something after Rosey's words, zvikanzi
naKule "koimba nhai Tamu wafunga kuvakira
mumusha watezvara here or urikuvavakisira
hako vepo wozovaka imwe yako pano Sezvo
pariipo pamba pababa vako" ndakabva ndatura
mazifemo ndikatarisa mudzimai wangu.
"Mari yandaikupa wakaisepi nhai Rosey,Koo
imba irikutaurwa yandisingazive ndiyo
yawaivaka nemari yangu here nhai sha kumba
kwenyu futi wakaregerei kuba that money
uchivakisira pano kuratidza urimukadzi arikuda
zvemusha ende hauna kumbondikumbira
kuvakisirwa imba yekuno kumusha
ndikaramba" ndakataura that calmly
ndichizama kudzikamisa hasha akati
"dambudziko iwe unongofunga kuti you have a
right yekuita zvawada wandiunza kuno
ndisingade ende kwatabva uko urikuvakisa
maziroom ako wakambonzwa
ndichitaurei,izvezvi Hama dzako
dzinondivenga how come ndaizovakira pano
pandinozogara ndisina freedom it's better that
way kuvakira pamba pababa vangu than vako"
ndakamutarisa ndikati "Saka wakaona
zvakakodzera kuvakisa nemari yangu here
yandaibudira ziya iwe wakarara hako
chandakakutadzira chii zvese ndinokuitira wani
hauna musi waunorara nenzara ,ndakakuti
utsvage zvaunoita with your life ukaramba
wani sei une hutsinye iwe kundiendesa mbiri
yekunzi handichacheuke vabereki vangu uriiwe
uchindiitira chimbavha chawakaita ichi,
unozviitirei nhaiwe unombofungawo here kuti
ndinzi ndiripano panyika uchidya Mari yangu
zvaurikuita izvi vanhu vaviri vakagara apa ava,
unoziva kuti chii sha ?.iwe neni zvaperera pano
I'm heartbroken right now vana vangu usiye
ndaiziva kuti uribenzi I've tolarented you for so
long ndichiti zvichachinja but enough is
enough handidi kukuona padhuze neni zvese
zvako uyende unotora from Marondera even
kana une zviripano asi vana vangu usabate"
ndakataura mukurevesa iye achibva asimuka
kumira vanhu vese vakagara pasi kusanyara
kwake pamberi pevakuru akati "wanonoka
wataura Tamuka ndakapedzisira kukuona
semurume wangu kare iwee Saka usafunge
kuti ndingarwadziwa nekurambwa newe hakusi
kuguma kwelife yangu ndinotodiwa
nevakawanda shamwari , vana tora watondipa
mukana wekumbo enjoyer otherwise handina
kuwana mukana wekutamba hwusikana
hwangu ende ndongoziva kuti chero ukavatora
muchazongo nditsvaga chete gore
ravanoroorwa pachinzi panodiwa Mai ende Mai
vavo ndini hamuzvichinje ndichazongodzoka
kuno collecter twangu mombe
dzehumai.handidi kutongeswa zve matu*** ini
ndoita yandada nelife yangu" vanhu vese
vakamutarisa akanzi natete vake "Mai Tania
gara pasi urege kuita zvaurikuita izvi" akabva
avatarisa achioneka kuti arikuda kuvapa avo
mashoko asi asati ataura kukanzi namaiguru
mukadzi wabamukuru "ibva wamuudza
Tamuka kuti unomuhurira na Mwenje driver
wekuma sprinter uko" ndakavhunduka nazvo
ndikavatarisa she added up saying "hako
Tamu mwanangu ini handigoni kuchengeta
secret dzakaita saidzi nekuti mangwana
anokuwara ndiwe unondiziva ndirimunhu
anorovera imbwa pachinyiro ,anogona
kukuurayisa munhu akaita saMasiziva wako
uyu apedza kuita hwunhu hwechipfambi chake
ichocho tikazviziva ofamba achiti tinomuvenga
,tese pano tirikuzviziva zvichida kwauri anga
arikuuya kunotora Mari yako chete"
ndakatarisa tarisa vanhu vese mumba
ndikaona kuti sure vaizviziva because of their
faces iye wacho kwavakuti "zvinei nemi
zvamurikutaura chero ndikamubvisira
bhurugwa ndiri mwana wenyu here imi muroyi
munoroya imi muchibatsirana namai vake
iyeyu Tamuka wacho hapana asingazvizive
muno muvillage imbwa dzevanhu ,kusanyara
vakadzi vakuru kuvhurira Mari dzevana maziso
matsvuku munenge munotopinda navo
mumachira izvezvi mubvunzei Tamuka wenyu
kuti akapedzisira kundibata bata rinhi imbwa
dzevanhu matu*** enyu chembere neharahwa
dzisinganyare kugarira mwanana anenge ini
dare nekuti baba vangu havachisipo makuda
kundiita bhora muno......." Handina kusiya
achipedzisa kuhumana zvaaida kutaura sezvo
anga akamira ndakawedzere kumusimudza
kwacho nebhutsu yandakamurova akayenda
mudenga searikuda kubhururuka akadzoka
achirovera pasi.For the first time yangu
kumurova ndakaita wekuzvuzvurudza kuenda
naye panze ndikanomutsika good size "Rosey
where did you get the guts of telling my mother
kuti vanoroya vachipinda mujira neni"
ndakamurova imwe bhutsu ndikati "kangani
ndichikubata uchindivhuzura maoko uchiti
wakaneta" ndakataura some of the things
zvaayiita in our bedroom ndichimubvunza
ayisapindura achiridza mhere , "Tamuka
unouraya mwana wevanhu kani iwee ,unopara
ngozi mumusha kani wapindwa neiko Tamu
ndozviudza aniko ini Hungwe batai mwana
wenyu kani maiweeee...." That was my
mother's voice vairidza mhere vanhu vese
vanga vabuda panze vakadzi yangova mhere
mhere kuchema ,varume vese hapana ayigona
kusvika pandiri ndaibva ndati "achasvika
pandiri ndichasiya uyu ndorova iye" ndainzwa
kunge ndagarwa , ndakamurova Rosey
zvekusiya asingachafeme ndikapinda mumota
yangu.Ndakai reverser iri muspeed
ndikazoitendeutsa ndakananga kumba kwavo
ndichisvika twuvana twaivapo nevakuru
vakamhanya mhanya kupinda mudzimba
ndofunga shoko rekurova Hama yavo ranga
rasvika asi handina kutaura navo,ndikatarisa
imba yacho ndikaona iri 2rooms yanga
yatodarika window level nehasha plus Simba
randainzwa ndakaiwisira yese zvayo pasi
pamwe ndichiita yekurova mabhutsu apa
ndanga ndichiri mu uniform , ndapedza
ndakapinda mumota ndakananga kupolice
station kuno reporter a theft case, zvandanga
ndaitirwa naRosey zvese nekuvaudza
kumurova kwangu apa vaindiziva
zvakanyanyisa ndakabva ndavati kana
zvandaita zvichisungisa vabve vandisunga
.Vakangonditi taizoziviswa zvaitevera
ndakadzokera kumba ndikawana vamwe
vasisipo vachinzi vaendesa Rosey kuhosptal
"Dad Koo mama vanga vachichemei
tarambidzwa kubuda mumba naVatete"
akadaro Tania ndikati "don't worry my daughter
she is fine vanga vadonha vatoendeswa
kuchipatara wanzwa" kakabva kagutsurira
musoro.Ndakatodzokera kubasa hwusiku
hwezuva iroro ,Rosey akapedza 2weeks Ari
muhosptal ndakanzi ndibhadhare mabills nana
mudhara ndakamboomesa musoro ndikazoita
sekuda kwavo ndikabhadhara.
Takazosheedzwa kuCourt ikatongwa iye
akabatwa nemhosva yetheft akanzi ayizoita
community service papolice station iyoyo for
62 days ,ini ndikabatwa nemhosva yekuisa
mutemo mumaoko angu plus kuchiwuto
zvaisatenderwa kurova mhunhu kadzi saka
ndaizonopika for 1 month ndiriko kuchiwuto
ikoko ,pavana ndini ndakavapihwa vakanzi
vaizoenda divi ravada kana vanema
18years.Ndakazodzokera kuHarare
kwandaishandira kunova kwandaizonoitira
punshment yacho vana vakasara vavekugara
nevabereki vangu .After mwedzi iripedyo
ndakatozonzwa kuti Rosey anga avakugara
naMwenje wacho as a husband and wife Kuma
locations eChinhoyi town hazvina kundirwadza
ndakatofara kuti zvandibva for good.Mwedzi
yaifamba ndakusvika Svondo randaipfekedzwa
nyembe as an CIO vamwe mukoma vangu
vaigara kuMozambique nemhuri yavo mwana
wabamukuru vakatouya vachivinga that big
day of mine , Even Norbert ayinge atowana
business Partnership from Dubai akatomira
kuenda achida kuzova neni on my
bigday.Rakasvika zuva guru I was so excited
ndakunzwa kuti ndazopasvika pandaida chaipo
ende after that ndaizova bhozida chairo Mari
ichizongo flawer ,taiva 5 tikapfekedzwa
nyembe dzedu nemukuru wenyika kuside
kwangu paiva na Chaks and Norbert chete as
my witnesses sezvo zvaisafanirwa
kuzivikanwa nevakawanda kuti I'm going to be
a CIO ,kwaizongotaurika kuchinzi vakuru
vakuru vema soldier, we enjoyed nevamwe
vangu zvaifadza isu takazonopedzera zuva
racho kuChinhoyi kwandanga ndakamirirwa
neteam rese tikaita iri party chaiyo.The next
day ndakamuka muviri wangu wakangoneta
neta ndikafunga kuti kuneta kwe previous day
but pandakazobuda panze zuva ratokwira
ndakawana mudhara vakagara muberere
mekitchen ndikavamhoresa vakati "ndamuka
ziso rangu richingofura muzasi nyama dzangu
dzakangoneya ndoona sendicha gamuchira
shoko risakarurama chete" ndakangosiya
ndavasimbisa but ndakatoona kuti vairatidza
kuva worried handina kuvaudza kuti
ndainzwawo the same.Ini ndakambogeza
ndichiti ndinganzwa zvirinani sezvo ndaifunga
kuti ibhabharasi semunhu akanwa mabeers
last night , ndikadzokera kurara futi
ndichimirira kuzoperekedza Norbert nemhuri
yake kuairport manheru but ndakazomutswa
nefon yangu , ndakatarisa ndikaona iri new
number I picked up the call "makadini
bamunini musakate henyu handina kufona
kukumbirai Mari yema piritsi enhumbu
yaItumeng ,ndangoti ndikuzivisei kuti umwe
wenyu anga ava mu8 months saka wakapona
mwana mukomana akabuda akangonyarara
saka pane parikudiwawo siginature yenyu
kuchipatara mwana awane kupiswa ,asi kana
musingakwanise motipa mvumo toita"
ndikanzwa kunge ndarohwa chibhakera
pamoyo "ndouyako" ndizvo zvandakapindura
before I dropped the call.Ndakabva pabed
ndikagara pa floor chaipo ziya richibuda
ndikayeredza misodzi yemarwadzo ,hasha
dzakatanga kuungana mandiri apa ndanga
ndatokanganwa nezvake Itumeng "handina
kuziva kuti ayitorevesa kuti yaiva mimba yangu
Koo mwana wangu azofa nei pa8 months
which means ayida kuibvisa kah sei asina
kumbonditsvaga pese apa saka anga
akatozvironga achitoziva hake kuti mwana
ayizongobuda akafa kah Itumeng I'm coming
for you" dzaiva pfungwa dzangu ndikatora
number dzake from blocked contacts
ndakaona asiri online ndikatumira Ari matext
ndainzwa kutsamwa kwakapetwa nekunzwa
kuda kuita wekutsenga.Ndakasimuka kunanga
kukitchen vana Tania vaitamba panze
ndakanopinda kwandakawana muina
Norbert,Chaks na Zimuno vakagara pabench
nekuumbira riya ndiro raivamo ,mudhara
vakagara pachituro chavo chedanda
vakazembera bench like always ,moms
vakagara padhuze nechoto "Koo imi graduate
mamuchiri makarara nanhasi here nhai
chibaba ndachitoti wabuda kah" akadaro
Norbert ndikavatarisa ndokuti "Itumeng
muchiri kumuziva here boys uye uye" ndichiita
sign yekuti vakurumidze kubata zvikanzi
naChaks "ehe adii akafa kasi?" vese vanga
vakanditarisa Chaks akabvunza Izvozvo aona
matauriro neface yangu kusuwa ndikati
"akazvara mwana kuswera zuro usiku ,asi
mwana wacho akabuda akafa" ndakabva
ndamedza mate "wani mwana wacho?" ndi
Norbert akabvunza ndikati "anga Ari wangu"
vese vakanditarisa "manga muchiri kudanana
here imi,wakati haasi mwana wako wani?"
Akabvunza Zimuno ndikati "ndozvandaifunga"
.Baba vakachinyatsotendeuka vakanditarisa
"taura nyaya yako zvakazara Tamuka handisi
kunzwisisa wati chii" ndakatsanangura
zvaivapo "baba vangu shumba imiiii" vakadaro
Mai vachibata musoro nemaoko ese vakaita
zvekumabatanidza , zvikanzi nababa "stupid
mhani big full shiti mhani sei uchiita kunge
munhu asina kuenda kuchikoro Soo stupid
mhani unofamba uchimitisa hauchatauri pano
pamba wozotizivisa zvadai saizvozvi wakadii
kutaura nguva Ichipo kuvhura zipi ndiko
kwawakagona , maHungwe muno hamuna
mwana anogadzirirwa kunze agozvarirwa
kunze dumbu rake risina kupfuura nemumusha
stupid mhani Tamuka sei uribenzi Soo heeeee
bhurati furu mhani" vakapopota baba vangu
vakataura zvakawanda vakazotuma Talent na
Tania kunosheedza bamukuru vakauya
namaiguru , vese vakatanga kundipopotera
ndakambozama kuvaudza kuitika kwazvo but
it didn't work.Vakazoronga kufonera tete Mai
Yeukai vakavirirwa vauya.vana Norbert
vakazoendeswa kuairport nana Chaks ini
ndasisina Simba takangowirirana kuzotaura
pamafon,next day takasimuka tiri inini,tete
,Mukoma baba Malone vekubva ku
Mozambique then sekuru hanzvadzi yamama
taizonosangana navo kumberi takapihwa
madirections takananga kwaMurehwa
takasvika pamba patete va Itu ndakashamisika
kuona vatori vechikuru ,ini pavaitaura zvemari
mazuva ekutanga ndakatoti ifake type dzana
tete vechidiki vakangwarisa
vaya.Takagamuchirwa tikapinda mumba
nekumbobvunzana mufaro nekwaibviwa
,tikapihwa mupunga wemumunda chaiwo uya
une dovi ,the chimodho chakatsvukira plus tea
yakakora but ndakatadza kuzvidya ndichinzwa
moyo wangu kusunga. Vanhu vapedza kudya
vakazotanga hurukuro yacho tichida
kunzwisisa vakatsanangura zvakaitika
vakazoti chimwe chizukuru chavo chisheedze
Itu munext room maaiva akarara akauya moyo
wangu ukawedzera kurwadza.

Akagara pasofa achiratidza kuti she wasn't ok

zvamuchose akasunga dhuku mumwe
musungiro akapfeka bottom trouser
nechiskiper chemaoko marefu chakaregedzera,
"Mai tashiya vasvika vana bamunini ava" she
did the introductions sekuvaudza kwatanga
taita tete vacho about hukama hwaivapo
pakati pedu.Anga akatarisa mudenga
akazembera sofa kubvira zvaakapinda
vapedza kutaura tete vake ndipo paakazotarisa
kwataiva akati "makadii henyu ndafara
nekukuzivai" vakamudaira ini ndakatadza
kubudisa word akaramba akanditarisa zvakaita
kuti vanhu vese vatarisewo kwandiri ndikati
"sorry Itu" ndakadaro mukurevesa sezvo hasha
dzandaimunzwira dzanga dzaserera ,
ndichinzwa moyo wangu kunge urikuremerwa
akabva ayikwetsura mhere akasimuka
achidzokera muroom maayiva umwe mukadzi
ayivamo akada kutevera akanzi natete
vacho."Ayewa Karen murege ndatofara kuti
azobudisawo voice murege apedze Shungu
arikurwadziwa munhu iyeyu" ini ndanga
ndatorororotsa musoro ndakaugamha
nemaoko angu andanga ndakaisa magokora
awo on my lapse, mumba makambonyararwa
tichiteerera mhere ya Itu ,mukadzi
wekurakbidzwa uya akabva atevera ayinzwika
achiti "chinyararai mainin mwana mucheche
haachemwe kani" iye Itu akati "ndikuda mwana
wangu ini" akaramba achichema.I heard a
sniffing sound handina kusimudza musoro
hameno anga ochemawo pavakadzi vaviri
vaiva mandaiva tete vacho vakazoti "zvenyu
imi kubvira musi wacho haana kuchema kana
kutaurawo anything akatozodokerwa usiku
hwese asungirirwa chain pabed rake
avakutopenga chaiko akarwadziwa ndofunga
kuona kwaaita mumwe wake uyu afunga
masanganiro avakaita zvamupa shungu
akakwakisa kuchema , asi kungomudaro
zvenyu otherwise haasi munhu wekuti
anofamba muroad achimitiswa Itumeng uyu
kuda ratova jambwa riri paari ,wakanga
wakawanikwa zvakanaka chaizvo akachata
agere zvakanaka asi paakango sununguka
Tashiya wake iyeye akabva arambwa kunzi
wazvarirei musikana uchikomewa kuita
mukomana, zvakaoma muchiona hupenyu
hwakadai murume uya kwavakumuvigira
mumwe mukadzi Botswana kwavaigara ikoko,
akadzoka Ari mustate isiriyo zvakuchose
zvikamunetsa kugamuchira Itumeng uyu
akaita seavakurasika njere sisi vake varikunze
kwenyika kuAkireni uko ndivo vakazouya nemu
terapisiti vakamurapisa nekusiya avapabasa
gore ranga rotokwana asingazivi murume,
ndipo paakasangana nehama yenyu iyi
kwakumumitisa pedzezvo oramba mimba
yacho nhasi mwana oponewa asina upenyu
osenda mamassages ekumu tiretena kudii
ikoko" vaitaura ini ndaingoteerera zvikanzi
natete vangu Mai Yeukai "ipapo akamboresva
kuda kwaiva kutya mhosva,pakaposheka pese
zvapo" then tete va Itu added up ndokuti
"zvaakanga ati haisi mimba yake Nasir sei
azogamuchira kuti ndeyake,nekuti isu hatisi
vanhu vane Mari zvekuti mungatofunga kuti
pamwe inhema kuda mungafunga kuti
tingatenga madhokuta kuti vanyore zvenhema
pama papers aya kana takashaiwa 80dhorasi
yeku thiyeta yekutenga madhokuta toiwanepi
,zvamakaita hazviite kana mototenda kuti
kurikuuya baba vake chete vanotaurika navo
otherwise dai kwauya vamwe sekuru vake
muwovheti maizoona kuti vabva mumotikari
yavo vachisiya dzimwe nhatu nekupinda muno
nepfungwa mbiri hapaizombogarika pano
pavari izvezvi vakazara nehasha plus shungu
kutaura kudai" vairatidza kutsamwa chaizvo
tete vake, sekuru ndivo vakazoombera
zvekuratidza respect vakati "pakakanganisika
Vetete tiregerereiwo" ini ndanga ndasimudza
musoro ivo vakabva vapeta maoko vakati "ini
ndangotaurawo zviripo , baba va Itu varikuuya
ndivo vamuchataura navo otherwise dai
tatofana kuenda pachipatara apo kuno signer
mapaper acho".For sure takasimuka ini naivo
Vatete vacho namukoma tiri vatatu vamwe
vakasara , Itu ayinge achirikungonzwika
kupfikura kuchema ari maayiveri ,ndanga
ndatonzwisisa the pain that she had
ndikademba chandanga ndambomutsamwira
zvese nekumusendera those
massages.Takasvika paclinic pacho ndini
ndega ndakanzi ndipinde before I put my
signature ndakati ndoda kuona mwana wangu
first ,ndakanomuratidzwa atoiswa
muchiplastic bag raped with other plastics
kaface karikunze a tear escaped from my one
eye, chest yangu ichipisa because of the pain
that I had "I'm sorry my boy ,I think I'm the
reason why you are here like this because I
didn't believed your mom from the first day
that she told me about you, please forgive me
my son" that was the words andakataura
ndakakatarisa ndikazopihwa mapapers acho
ndikaita zvaidiwa Itumeng anga akatosiya
akaisa yake signature already,moyo
wakawedzera kurema ndaona chiplastic bag
chiya chichivharwa zip.Takazobvapo
takudzokera kwatete vake kwatanga tasiya
vamwe.
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CHAPTER 11
Ndakamuka the next day ndikaona
ndakasungirirwa makumbo nerumwe ruoko
with a chain pabed muchipatara imomo
,rumwe rwakabairirwa madrips ndikashaiwa
kuti chii chayiitika makazouya vamwe Mai
vairatidz kuti vanoshandapo vakatanga
kundipa counseling ndakatombonzwa zvirinani
than before .Vakanditi ndaifanirwa kuzvibudisa
through screaming or crying but panguva
yacho ndakazvitadza zvese ,ndakazobudamo
muclinic zvairwadza kubuda ndisina
chandakabata ndichizosvika kumba
nekushaiwa word rekunzi "makorokoto" but
ndaizama kuzvisimbisa even though it was
hard.Ndakauya ndikatorwa na tete ,Karen
nemurume wake anga atsvaga chimota
pamashops chekuti chitisvitse pamba even
though paiva padhuze ndaitotenda nerudo
rwakadaro , because Tamuka chaiye nhanga
nyaya anga azvitadza achito threatener kuda
kundiurayawo but from the counseling ndanga
ndakutonzwa kuti "I have a lot to live for ,I have
a future to come,I have a life to live and I
should be strong for that life" zvekuti kudemba
kufa ndanga ndakuisa paside ndakutonzwa
kuti from that heartbreaks zvanga
zvandisimbisa moyo nekundipa hushingi
hwekusada kujairirwa nevanakomana
vevanhu.Takazosvika kumba ndichinzwa kuti
hapana wandoda kutaura naye ndakatogeza
ndikapinda muma blankets ndikazomuka next
day ,after kugeza kwemakuseni ndakanonanga
mukitchen matete vangu nekubika kasadza
nederere rakaomeswa ,vese vaingonditarisa
vachinditaudza ndisingavadaire ndapedza
kubika ndakarigarira ndikaripura good size
ndobva ndasuka maplates acho kusanganisira
neamwe ayivamo "phone yako iri apa Mai
Talshia ,mumwe wako arikuuya nhasi asi
anenge ane vanhu vaarikuuya navo" ndakava
ignore ndichinopinda muroom mandairara
,ndakasvika ndikamu cleaner ivo vanga
vanditevera vachida kuona kuti
ndirikumbozvifambisa sei, ndakatorara ndisina
kubatwa nehope asi time ndikazonzwa
kutaura kwevanhu ndikazonzwa
vachimhoresana pandakanzwa voice raTamu
hana yangu yakarova zviri unnecessary
kusaziva kuti yairovei .

Pakazotumwa mwana kundisheedza

ndakambofunga kusvika nekuvabvunza kuti
"kasi mauya kurufu?" but ndakazvitadza
ndasina kurerwa nehunhu of that attitude
towards vanhu vakuru like
them.Ndakavakwaziva asi pandakatarisa
Tamu ndakangoona kaVision kekubva musi
watakaita tese mumba make , kusvika nekwe
patakapedzisira kuitira mumota ndikanzwa
kuputika neshungu I couldn't control myself
ndikachitanga kuchema ndokudzokera
mandairara.Karen atevera akazama
kundinyaradza akanditadza tete vaTamu
vakapinda vakatanga kubatsirana kusvika
ndakubatwa nehope , ndakazopeputswa
nevoice raTete Mai Laiza vanga vadzoka from
clinic"kasi arara here Mai Tashiya" ndizvo
zvavakataura kamuzukuru kavo kainzi Prosper
kakaseka kakati "gogo havagone kuti Talshia
vanoti Tashiya" ivo vachibva vakati "ibva apa
iwe chiromo chinoteura muto enda unotamba
panze nevamwe uko" vanhu vakaseka neni
ndakatosekawo ndiri mandaiva even though
ndakasekera pasi ndizvo zvavaiva tete vanga
vakatodza Mai vavo pakutuka vachitaura chero
because, pataienda kuHwange kwaGogo
taitozobvako tine zvituko zviri funny
tichivatevedzera .Ini ndakaramba ndiri muroom
mangu imomo vachangoti svikei Dad vakabva
vasvikawo ndakanzwa kamwe kazukuru katete
kachipinda mumba kachiti "gogo sekuru baba
Itumeng vasvika ndoda vazondikwidza
mumota mavo" akabva anzi "horait Shalom
vachakukwidzai chiendai motamba"
vakangopinda vakasvika nekukwazisana
vachibva vati "arikupiko musikana uyu" vakanzi
naKaren "varara regai vambozorora" akanzi
"mumutse angasanzwa mbabvu nekurara izvo
zvekugara Ari pake ega ndizvo zvinoita
anonoke ku recover" ndakauya ndikamutswa
ndikaramba kubuda ndikanzwa vakuti
"Itumeng muka uuye kotora masweets
andakuvigira ndikapa Karen wako uyu kuti
akupe anogona kusvika pauri ashota" ndizvo
zvavaiva zvema jokes ndikanzwa vamwe
vakuseka "iyii nhai sekuru shuwa mungada
kuzivisa vanhu vese ava kuti ndinokara kudaro"
akadaro Karen jokingly akanzi "ayewa ma
sweets ndeemwana" vakaseka futi Havana
kuzondinetsa.

Vakatozotanga hurukuro dzavo nevanhu

vekwana Tamu ini ndakuita ndichibatwa
nehope ndichimbopepuka , ndikanzwa
mukoma vake vakuti "ipapo pakaresveka baba
tiregerereiwo maybe inyaya yekuti pazvakaitika
mukomana uyu ayinge achiri nemudzimai asi
kuti vaingogara vachinetsana nezvavowo
ndofunga akatyawo kuti ayizotii kumudzimai
wake asi pari zvino vakatozosiyana mukadzi
wacho akatowanikwa kumwe" vakanzi naDad
"Saka zvaayiziva kuti ane mudzimai panguva
yacho kumwana wangu ayitsvagei
kumurwadzisa sezvaitika izvi?" zvikanzi natete
vake "ipapo pakakanganisika asi nerimwe divi
imiwo dai Vatete ava vakapinda muroad kuuya
kwedu Chinhoyi uko kunoreva kuti mwana
wenyu aremedza mwana wedu nekuti dzinza
rega rega rine chivanhu charo chero ayiva
nemukadzi Tamuka wacho zvaizongo
gadziriswa ipapo , because iye kumedza
bhonzo kwaiva kutemba huro yake ,Apa
kungotaurawo hangu zvamaifanirwa kuita
kuitira next time" vakanzi naDad "next time?,
Patori ne next time here apa murikutofunga
kuti pachaitika next time ? Hee nhaiwe
muSoldier urikutoronga kuti kumitisa mwana
wangu ugomurambira futi mimba yake next
time?" Vainzwika kuti vakwidza voice Tamu
wacho kwakuombera akati "ndiregerereiwo
pakakanganisika baba" Dad vakabva vanyarara
kukanzi natete Mai Laiza "ini Simba rekuti
tipinde muroad kuuya Chinhoyi kwatisingazive
muridzi wenyaya achiramba tairiwana kupi ati
blocker uku nerimwe divi ayine mukadzi hant
maigona kufunga kuti tauya kumusha kwenyu
kunotsvaga Hondo kana kuuya kunopesanisa"
kukanzi natete vaTamu "mundiregererewo
vaHanzvadzi kana ndaresva kutaura pakuti
next time asi ndangotaurawo mukuti vanhu
vatakagarira pano vana, plus hatizivi pamwe
vachataurirana vowirirana murudo rwavo
hatingazivi zvinoitika kumberi, imi Vatete muri
right henyu zvainetsa kuti paiva nemumwe
mukadzi asi kukazonzi vana ava vawirirana
vakaremedzana futi nenzira iyoyi pindai
muroad muuye ndichakusiirai number dzangu"
zvikanzi nababa Itu "haah mwana wenyu uyu
kana asina kurongeka Soo ngaatambire hake
kure nemwana wangu handidi kurwadzisirwa
mwana wangu ini" zvikanzi na sekuru vake
"ndakumbira ruregerero Tembo sasekuru
vaTamuka ndakazviisa pasi petsoka dzenyu
pakaresveka mukomana arikubvuma kutadza
kwake ndokusaka tiripano naye nhasi uye
ndokusaka akafonerwa akatizivisa dai aritsotsi
asina kutiudza tiregerereiwo".

Dad vakaramba vakanyarara zvikanzi

namukoma vaTamu "ini ndini mukomana
mukuru kumhuri kwedu saka vana baba vanga
vandituma neshoko vachiti kana
muchititendera panoda kuripwa
mutitenderewo tiripe kuitira mangwana
pasazowane chingatiwirawo kumhuri kwedu
nekuti mukatisungira chigumbu pamwe
nekutinyunyutira, nekuda kwekubatikana
kwamakaita hazvingaite zvakanaka saka
tokumbirawo mutisunungure kubva pamoyo
yenyu vekwa Tembo toripa zvedu" zvikanzi
nababa Itu "ini handisi wamofanirwa kuripa
wamakamitisa ndiye wamungatoripa
ndokunge achida kukuregererai kana asingade
hatina zvatingaita" vakabva vandisheedze Dad
ndikaenda vakandiudza zvaivapo ndikati
"handina chandoda kubva kwavari ini because
chero vakandipa ma million zvichabatsirei ini
ndakashaiwa 80dollars yeku saver life ye
mwana wangu in time, mese ndakuregererai
thanks nekusvika kwamaita pano ,don't worry
about me I will heal by time goes on, asi uri
sewe hako Tamuka Chakidza I hate you ,
ndaisamboku manikidza kundida asi dai
wakangovapowo during my pregnancy
zvaigona kubatsira otherwise vanhu vekumba
kwedu ava wakavapinzisa busy" ndakabva
ndasimuka kudzokera ,iye anga akadororotsa
musoro ndaidarika nepaayiva akagara akabva
asimuka "usandiwomesere ndakatadza
usadaro sorry Itumeng sha hona nda..."
akandibata ruoko ndikavhizura ndisina
kucheuka ndichifamba,arimumashure mangu
akanopinda mandaipindawo asina kupedzisira
zvaayida kutaurira maiva nevanhu kwakuvhara
door remuya netsoka akaita zvekurifuratira
akatarisa kwandiri ,ndakaona kuti Tamu
anojairira highest level chairo sure chivindi
kunditevera nekuvhara door pamba pevanhu
uku achisiya baba vangu vakagara
matabva.Akabva andidhonza ndichiwira
paChest yake ndaisada asi akaita
kundimbundira zvine Simba
akandidzvanyidzira paari ndokuti "I'm sorry Itu
ndiregererewo sha ,I'm still Loving you give me
another chance to heal the wound of your
heart" he said that softly like always ndikati "I
hate you Tamu" ndakamutarisa mumaziso
akati "ndakaona kamwana kangu kanga
kakafanana naTalent" akabva amedza mate
zvekuridza huro in pain, ndakanzwa moyo
kupisa I dropped the tears ndikati "forget about
me usanditsvage futi" ndichitozvibvisa paari
ndakatoona kuti apera power "a heartbreaker" I
added up akangobuda akanyarara "wanga
wanomu nyengetedza?" vakabvunza baba Itu
ndainzwa zvese iye akati "sorii baba
ndirikuramba ndichiwedzera kukujairirai
chokwadi ndatozofunga ndava mukati kuti
ndaita ndisina kutanga ndafunga" ndakanzwa
achiombera vakazokurukura
zvimwe.Vakazowoneka vakaenda ini
ndakatozoendawo nababa Itu ndaisada
kuramba ndiri munzvimbo ndichiona that
clinic.Sisi Prudence vakabva vatanga kunetsa
kuti ndiuye kwavaiva ndakaramba ndaisada
kugara kure na Talshia wangu ndaida mudhuze
mekuti ndaipota ndichinomuona even though
we were not the besties.Same na aunt Rabia
vainetsawo futi kuti ndimbouya kuChina asi
ndakaramba ende Dad vanga vatotaura kuti
hapana kwandaiyenda.Apa ndanga
ndakurambidzwa kubuda mugate like a
teenager kana kubasa ndisisaende ,Kubuda
kwangu ndaitomakisa register chaiko ndichinzi
"kunze kwaunoenda ndiko kwaunonosangana
nezvisina basa imbogara pamba uchikura"
,kubuda kwangu kwaiva kuenda kuchurch asi
kana ndisingade vaisiya vakiya gate tirimukati
tese na Ethan sezvo ayisafarirawo zveko
voenda na Talshia ,ini mazuva iwawo ndipo
pandanga ndavakutevedzawo Tv zvekuti
hapana any soapie yandaisaziva.Bundle
ndaigara ndajusirwa rinopedza mwedzi,
ndopihwa Mari yekutenga zvekurukwa
kusaloon kwandaiyenda zvaitengeswamo
pane vamwe mai veku church vayiita
zvekuruka Saka ndaitoenda kwavo kunorukwa
ini ndichivarukawo, zvekuti pavaindipedza
vaitoti "rega ndiudze Mai Itu kuti wapera"
taibva taseka kuchengetedzwa kwacho
kwandayiitwa ndaitozofambisa kuenda kumba
nekutya Mai Itu nemurume wavo ,zvekuti
mukana wekuti vakomana vandinyenge
ndaivashaisa. Aunt Rabia na Uncle Mohammed
vaisamira kutitumira zvinhu pataiyenda ku
airport kunozvitora ndipo pandaitombo
furwawo nemhepo even though taishandisa
mota. Christmas yegore iroro takanoitambira
kuMazowe kwainakidza zvekuti because
kwaiva nedzimwe hama dzagogo Mai Reggis
dzanga dzabva kumusha kwavo.

Dad vaitobatsirana kudemba namama kuti

Ethan akangopedza A level akapasa akaita
lucky rekuwana scholarship vaizondiendesawo
ku Var pamari yavanenge vachengetera Ethan
,asi ini ndaivaudza kuti itai zva Ethan ini
ndozozviona ,hongu life yedu yanga yakuitawo
nani asi Mari yaiwandirwa ,but kundiendesera
Talshia kuCreshe was the best thing Saka
ndiye wandaifanirwa kutungamidza ini
mumashure. Rimwe zuva tete Mai laiza
vakazouya kumba asi vaipfuurira kuenda
kuHwange kwaGogo ini ndikatonetsera
kuendawo ndichida kuwana kubudawo gate
zvese nearea chero town ndanga ndatoisuwa
,patakasvika ndakaona vamwe bamunin vangu
veko mwana wagogo na step grandpa vangu
kuti ayiita zvekuputa mbanje nekuti mbuya
vaimutuka vachitaura nezvazvo, ndipo
pandakatanga kuziva smell yacho pane
zvakabva zvauya mufungwa dzangu
zvandaimbonzwa with some
ladies.Ndakataimira vasipo ndikaenda
pavaiputira ndikatora mhodzi dzembanje
dzaivapo ndisina kutarisa kuti dzingani
ndikakabira ,izvi ndakanga ndakanzwa kuti
ukamedza one it takes a year usina kubata
pamuviri dzinonovhara chibereko ndaisava
nemurume but ndakangozviitira in case
kusaziva kuti zvanga zvashanda here or dzaiva
maths dzevanhu, because ndaisaita zvema
depo or ma jardel Sezvo ndaisava neboyfriend
or murume.Ndakazobvapo ndikadzokera
kwaiva nevamwe sepasina chandaita.

Takazodzokera kwedu Chishawasha tete

vaizopfuurira kwavo the next day, asi manheru
iwayo ndakakurumidza kunorara semumhu
anga aneta nebus ndikazopepuka ndanzwa
kuchema kwamama because of her voice
raichema richitaura. Ndikaburuka pabed pangu
ndiri speed ndichinanga kwavaiva kudining
room ndakusvika ndikanzwa tete vachiti "kana
Mai vakatozvitaura because arikutokura Itu
uyu anofanirwa kuita achiziva zvimwe zvinhu
nechokwadi chese in this family kuitira
mangwana, izvezvi varikungokura vese
naEthan vasingazive kwakatangira daka redu
nana bamukuru vavo baba Prudence natete
vavo Mai Zvanyadza ,hant iye Prudence
kuzodzoka back kwatiri kukura nekuziva
zvakanaka nezvakaipa,zvimwe zvatinovanzira
vana ndizvo zvinovapa minyama zvichida
ndozvirikuitika pana Itu tikamuudza akura uyu
anokwanisa kufungawo zvimwe zvinhu
nekufambira life yake" ndikambomira in
confusion mama vakataura nevoice
rekuchema vakati "handidi navo vana vangu
vakatojaira nhamo yedu nekugutsikana
nezvatinazvo chero rimwe gore tikanzi isu
vabereki vavo tafa vachasara vachigara mu
8roomed dzavo idzodzi havangambotadzi
kuchengetana ava,ivo ngavagare ziimba racho
ravanoda iroro handidi naye Itu Vanomuuraya
uyu sezvavakada kundiita izvezvi ndine vanga
mumusoro nanhasi handikwanise kumuudza
chokwadi paanondibvunza kuti ndakaritemwa
nedhina namai Prudence ayewa kana tete
handidi hangu" ndakabva ndapinda Ndikati "sei
maiti makaita accident murimudiki mama
vakakutemerai chii Mai Prudence vacho"
ndakadaro ndichizvimanikidzira kugara pasofa
ravanga vakagara naDad raigarwa nevanhu 2
ini ndikaenda rimwe side ndichiisa mama
pakati.Ini ndakagara ndakarerekera 1side
zvekusakwana mushe , "hamukwane ipapo
huya ugare apa Itumeng" vakadaro tete ndikati
"ndoda kugara pana mama vangu" ndanga
ndakunzwa kuda kutochemawo ndaisada
kuvaona vachichema ndikabva ndatanga
kuvapukuta misodzi ndikaona Ethan akuuyawo
kuratidza anga amukawo, "whats all this noise
for" akasvika achidaro pakashaya amupindura
zvikanzi naDad referred to tete "vaudzei zviripo
vana ava Mai Laiza ini I don't think I can"
vakabva vatarisa kutv yanga isina volume kuri
kunzvengesa face yavo which was full of
sadness.Mama vakabva vazvivhara face
nechichari chavo vachipfikura tete vakatiudza
zvaivapo ini ndakashaiwa answer sezvo
hapana chandakanzwa mumoyo mangu
ndakangokwanisa kuti "hohoo horait" vese
nevanga vakaviga face dzavo vakanditarisa
maybe vanga vakatarisira mashoko akawanda
kubva kwandiri ndikati "chii" vakaramba
vakanditarisa. Ethan akasimuka akandidhonza
ruoko kubva padhuze namama akandiisa
pasofa rake akati "I love you sisi" akadaro
achida kuchema ndikatiwo "I love you too bro"
achibva ati " ini newe tiri munhu one and we
are going to fight for what ours together, chero
zvikatitorera 10years zvisati zvaitika but
undimirire ndipedze law tichazvishandira
pamwe chete kuzvigadzirisa hant" anga
atokura Ethan zvekunzwisisa some of the
things plus kugona Chikoro ndiko kwaimudaro
achibva anditi "promise" ndikagutsurira
musoro ndikati "i promise" tichipinzanisa
twugunwe twedu tudiki kupanana promise
yacho.He dropped the tear I did the same
tikambundirana for some
minutes.Patakasiyana takatarisa kunana
mama ndikaona vese vakatitarisa Dad
vakatsvukisa maziso vachibva vadororotsa
musoro mama vaitoyeredza misodzi same
natete ndikati "I love you Mom and Dad"
ndichinovambundira I did the same to tete ,
Ethan akauyawo tese tikambundira tete
vakazoti "ndakutadza kufema mhani imi vana
vaGiven" tikavasiya takuseka.Takazodzokera
kunorara tasimbisana Talshia anga akatofa
nehope mumba mambuya vake. Tamuka
ndanga ndazomu blocker ndisingachade
kunzwa nezvake asi ndakasvika kuphone
kwangu paFacebook andiisira friend request
ndikamu blocker futi.
The next day Kuseni tichangomuka takatonzi
naDad "itai mugadzirire tirikuenda
kuGreenforest mupfeke all black" takatanga
kugadzirira tikaendako tichisvika paguva racho
musi iwoyo hapana asina kuchema
sezvataisimboita pese apa.Everyone akaita
kunge adzimbirwa ronda nyoro ini
nekunzwisisa the pain yaiva naMama and Dad
for makore ese aya yandanga ndaudzwa the
previous day , musi iwoyo ndipo
pandakachema ndiri paguva ipapo ndakaita
zvekupfugama musoro ndakauyisa paguva
racho,ndakabatwa neshungu ndikachema
kudarika zvandakaita pandakarambwa naLife
nezvandakaita pakubva nhumbu yemwana
waTamuka.Talshia anga angotitarisa akagara
kumusoro kweguva racho haana
zvaayinzwisisa and the first time kuona Dad
vangu vachidonha misodzi uye
vakasaipukuta.Takazoisa Maflowers
takubvapo zvikanzi na Dad "sarai muchitaura
navo hant pese apa maingouya
zvekutiperekedza" takasara naEthan
tikashaiwa mashoko iye ndiye akazoti "we will
fight for you Mom and Dad" ndikagutsurira
musoro ndakatadza kubudisa mashoko
tikatevera kumota but I told myself kuti
ndaizopota ndichidzoka kunoita zvataisimboita
pese pandinenge ndawanira mukana zvisina
mom and Dad mukati. "Hezvo hamushuri here
vana vaGiven matopedza kutaura nenguva
iyoyi" vakadaro mama vachitodyisa Taa ma
Caron avanga vamutakurira aiva mulunchbox,
zvikanzi na Ethan "taona sister Talshia
vachitsenga tikati tasaririra kufood
department" tese tikaseka , Dad vakamutsa
mota takuenda kumba tichingoita majokes
tried to forget zveku Guva kwatabva.Takasvika
kumba tikambozorora tikatanga kuratidzwa
mapictures evashakabvu vana Dad vaingova
same face kufanana chaiko. Same week
ndakafonerwa nambuya vaTalshia vachiti vaiva
muHarare kweimwe hanzvadzi yavo vanga
vafambira urwere hwayo saka vaida ndiendeko
naTalshia kunovaona.Takazoenda takarova
mucheno like always apa chaikura plus
kungwarisa sekamunhu kanga kava kuenda
kucreshe ,vakafara pavakamuona vese havo
nemhuri yehanzvadzi yavo waingonzwa voti
"Life Anopenga chokwadi".Takatonzi tirare
tikazobvako next day ndatonzwa kuti Life anga
akaroora marujata kwete wefake ini
ndaingoseka Sezvo ndanga ndatomuregerera
kare.

Mwedzi yakafamba gore rikutovavarira

kunopera Mai veku church vekuruka musoro
vakatouya kumba kwedu vachida kuona Mama
naDad vakati "veduwe kuBindura town pane
saloon ichangobva kuvhurwa kurikudiwa vane
mapaper vakaita course yehairdressing kana
zvichiita Itu ngaayende because kurikudiwa 13
vanoruka, 3 vakomana vekugera ne 4 vanoisa
ma logs.Ini ndaitoda but ndaisada kuita
dzungu because ndaigona kurambidzwa
vakabva vati "asi anenge otonotsvaga imba
kana musina Hama iriko ,anogona kufana
kugara kwemunun'una wangu anonzi Mai
Nenyasha izvezvi avakutoshandawo kuSaloon
kwacho ndiye atondifonera ,ozotsvaga kwake
because ini handingaendi ndichisiya baba
Memory vega kuno" zvikanzi namama "yuwi
kuchengetedza murume here uku" vakaseka
vese zvikanzi naDad "ikozvino anenge atikurei
zvekugona kuzvimiririra hake Itu wacho"
vakabva vanditarisa vakanditi "unoda here
nhai Itu zvataurwa izvi" ndikakurumidza
kudaira zvekuratidza kuti ndanga
ndakatomirira kubvunzwa zvakaita kuti vese
vaseke, Mai Memory vakazowoneka vakanzi
namama "totaura pafon togona kuenda naye
mangwana" vakamira Mai vaya vakati "Mbuya
vaTalshia kah itai serious veduwe
kuchengetedza mwana here zvekutosvika
pakumuperekedza mhoti makore maviri ese
avakutokwana makamuvharira muno magate
atowedzera kukura kaipapa" vakaseka
havo.Ndakasara ndichirairwa rairwa
ndikazoperekedzwa next day apa Ethan anga
avakunotangawo his first year at Mutare
University ndiko kwaanga awana nzvimbo to
study his law .Tikasvika kuBindura tichiona Mai
nenyasha vacho vaitova vechidiki havo
tikabvunzana makore ini ndaiva ne 26 ivo vaine
29 vakatonditi "urimifanha wangu ini ndiri sisi
vako kubva nhasi hazvina hazvo mhosva kuti
wakandikunda kunaka zvese structure ne face"
takatoseka vaitaurisa Mai ivavo.Takananga
kuSaloon kwacho ndikasvika ndichiva a good
candidate, ndaizotanga Monday yaitevera
sezvo that day was Friday , vakatozobvunzwa
zvedzimba nana mama vakati
vaizondinzwira.Takazoenda kumba kwavo
kwaiva nemusikana webasa vaine vana 2
nenyasha musikana ayiva muhombe hake
Kuna Taa wangu kuchizoti Lincoln kakomana
,murume wavo ayinzi anogara kubasa achiuya
ma weekends ,ini ndaisada Kuma locations
kuChipadze kwavaigara enviroment yacho
ndaisaida even though vaigara pamain house
iri mu durahall vachiti imba yevabereki
vemurume wavo asi ,ndaida room Kuma dale
dale kusina noise , vakatoti pane pavaiziva
panema room at the cottage kuShashe saka
taizoendako the next day.Vana mama
vakazodzokera vakasiya vati vaizotumira Mari
yekubhadhara imba yacho kana ndaiwana.
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CHAPTER 12
Mai neNyasha hosted me very well zvekutoti
takange tavakuita kunge vanhu vakazivana
kare ,vakazoti "ndanzi nasisi Mai Memory
ndikutarisise nekuti vabereki vako havadi newe
ndazama kuvabvunza kuti chirudzii vati
uchandiudza wega kana uchida apa. Iwe une
mwana kuratidza watokura plus makore ako
haasi emunhu angatoitirwa take take
zvakadaro sei vachidaro" ,I don't know why
ndakava truster but I told her everything she
felt the same pain for me but I told her kuti
ndanga ndakatopora pazvese she ended up
told me zvavowo nemurume wavo,
ndikatozoona kuti chakafukidza dzimba
matenga zvangu zvaitoita sezvaiva nani pane
nyaya dzechipfambi chemurume wavo
dzavakandiudza she ended up said "izvezvi he
is HIV positive asi ini ndichiri clean ende
ndakatomuudza kuti toshandisa protection
kana ada nezvangu ende pano handibvi" apa
munhu wacho ayisanzwisa tsitsi kutaurisa
kwacho taizopedzisira taseka vaitoratidza kuti
igandanga pachezvaro.Takazomuka next day
tikagadzirira zvekutoenda kuShashe kunoona
imba yavaitaura but takawana yapindwa
tikazoudzwa kwaiva neimwe tikakwira lift
kuendako takasvika tika knocker gate
pakabuda murungu a Chinese lady ,
takamuudza zvatanga tafambira akati ayito
rentawo akabva afonera landlord vacho vakati
room iripo tivamirire vaisvika after 40
minutes.Vakazosvika ayiva mukadzi mudhafu
mutema asi akanaka pachiso achitaurisa futi
she introduced her self to us as Mai Ishmael
ende mukomana wacho ayinzi Ishmael ayivapo
he was the same ages with Ethan my
brother.Then umwe mwanasikana wavo ayiva
grade 7 vakati anonzi Isabel takazobva kumain
house kuya tichienda ku cottage tikasvika
kupfuurira front door vachitiratidza kuseri
kwaiva ne 2rooms dzaipindana asi vakati Mai
gara imwe couple vanonzi Mai na baba Natalia
asi vaisavapo havo , "ndangokuratidzira kuti
uzive kuti haugare wega usazotye hako" ,
takazodzokera at front door kwatanga
tapfuurira vakavhura tikapinda mu lounge
yaine 2 ma couches eblack anogarwa nevanhu
2 ,2 then TV stand yaitova neset yacho
vakatobatidza tv zvese zvaivapo zvaishanda
"DS wotozori jusa hameno rakapedzisira ku
subscribwa rinhi, aya ma speaker haasi angu
ndeedzimwe hanzvadzi dzangu vaimbogara
muno vachishandisa room iri ku left iyo zvino
ikozvino vavakugara kubasa handifunge kuti
vachadzoka pano haunga share navo"
vakadaro vachibata bata zvinhu zvacho.

ini namai Nenyasha taingoona tichibvumirana

navo ,yanga yakanaka imba yacho ndikaifarira
nezuva rimwe asi yairatidza kuti
inodhura.Lounge yacho yaiganhurwa ne
counter rimwe side iri kitchen ine fitted kitchen
urnit , upright fridge and 4 plates stove ende
izvi ndaitarisira kuwana zvirimo sezvo mostly
dzimba dzekuma dale dale for renting
unofanirwa kuwana zvirimo .Rimwe divi raiva
ne 2rooms asi pakati padzo paine toilet and
bathroom asi vakanovhura mu one of them
yaiva ku Right side vachisiya yavaiti
yehanzvadzi dzavo yacho yavakavhura manga
mune , double bed yanga yakamiswa
kumadziro muine fitted wardrobe zvikanzi
ndimo mako umu mauchabhadhara $30 per
month but , sezvo urikungoona mamiriro
eyimba yacho lounge and kitchen you can use
it for free.Takatarisana namai Nenyasha
tichibvunzana kuti vairevesa here but she was
serious "koo sei maichipisa kudaro yakanaka
Soo plus ine zvese" vakabvunza Mai Nenya ,
vakanzi "handimboite zvekui rentesa asi kuti
mukomana Ari panze uyo anonetsa nyaya
dzemari Ari mu first year ku Bindura University
saka ndoda apote achiwana twuma cents
twekutengera vasikana vake machips
handingamupi yandinoshanda" takaseka
kusanganisira navo ndikatoona kuti ndanga
ndangopinzwa mumba macho mahara
chaiwo.Vakazosheedza mwana wavo Ishmael
wacho vachimuudza zvatanga tawirirana
ndikafonera Dad vakatosenda Mari yacho
ndikanzi tazowanza nyaya unonzani zviye
,ndikavaudza vakati "iwe zita rako harisi
common but pane kwandakamborinzwa mhani
kutokanganwa kuti ndekupi" zvikanzi namai
Nenya "maybe muma SA soapies" vakawirirana
izvozvo ini muridzi wezita ndichiita
sendisipo."munoyera chii nhaimi makafitira
kuyera mbizi chete ndangoporofita kudaro"
akadaro Ishmael tese tikaseka Ndikati
"wagona" akajumper jumber nemufaro zvikanzi
namai vake "mbuya vake Mai vababa vake ndi
Vamadhuve ,vanoti husmart voti kuchena
vakura but she know how to dress but apa
vanapo kwete zvekutamba" vakadaro
vachibata muromo wavo tikaseka asi ini
ndaisekera pasi sezvo zveku louder zvaisava
zvangu zvikanzi na Ishmael "kubva nhasi muri
gogo vangu and I love your softness
ndachikutarisai muchifamba step yacho
mungati hamuda kuenda henyu" vanhu
vakabva vaseka for sure ndaisagona
kufambisa vamwe vaiti ndinofamba
ndichizvida.

Vese vakazongodairirana vachitaura

zvekunaka kwangu ,takazowirirana kuti
ndaitopinda manheru ezuva iroro ende
takabvapo kudzokera kwamai Nenya tatoziva
kuti that Chinese lady and her family
vaishandisa marooms eku front gate kwataka
knocker amwe ese ayiva kudhuze ne cottage
ayisashandiswa ,then isu taizoshandisawo
rimwe main gate raiva kucottage
kwacho.Takasvika baba Nenya vadzoka
takakwazisana tikatozova bamukuru namainini.
INI ndakazofonerwa nasekuru vaItumeng
vachindiudza kuti gogo vaizondiisira Mari
yekubatsirikana semunhu achangotanga
kushanda ndikarairwa kuti
ndizvibate.Ndakazotakura zvinhu zvangu
ndaita kuhigher chimota ayingova 2 blankets
maiva neshit mukati plus monarch nebucket
raiva nekitchen stuffs.We said our goodbyes
nemhuri yamai Nenya ndikananga kwangu
kwandakasvika kune vamwe Mai vaiva vagiant
mbijani vakati "ndiwe Itumeng here" Ndikati
"ehe ndini" zvikanzi "ndonzi Mai Natalia
ndogara museri umu" tikafara kuzivana
ndikaratidzwa baba Natalia vacho
ndikazonopinda mangu nekuno
cleaner.Ndakazonotanga basa the deal was so
good waibata ma customer ako pa every
customer waibvisa 30% kupa muridzi we
saloon ,taisa pfeka hembe chero maiva nema
golf t-shirts eRed,Blue, Yellow and black
akanyorwa zita resaloon kana uri hair dresser
anga akanyorwa pamusana with big latters kuti
"HAIRDRESSER" same vema logs nevekugera
anga akanyorwawo zvavo, taitoziva kuti nhasi
kunopfekwa yellow newhich colour
kuzasi.Vanhu vandaigara ndichiudza
nezvekubasa ndi Karen na sisi Prudence ende
nyaya vaidzida.Kwandaigara ma neighbors
angu vaiva vanhu vari right taingoonana ma
weekends ende Mai Natalia vaiva type inoda
nyaya zvekuti dai vaigara kuma locations
vaizopinda busy, ini ndaibatika panze kana
ndine zvandaiita zvaida panze otherwise nguva
zhinji ndaigara mumba mangu if ndiri paoff
ndaiwanzo swera ndakarara ndaisada
zvekudzimba dzevanhu.

Munyama wangu ndichangotangawo kusvika

munzvimbo ndikatanga kunetswa nemumwe
muface ayinzi Linox he was so handsome Ari
mutsvuku zviripakati nepakati apa achiratidza
kuva neganda remari asi ayitaurisa, ayinge
avakutokwira kuuya mudenga maiva nesaloon
yacho sezvo yaiva upstairs achindivigira lunch
ende most of the times ayingoisiya agadzika
because ndairamba.Ayiratidza kizivikanwa
nevakawanda apa ayindisvota bigtime
sometimes ndaimu ignore ndikanzi namai
Nenya "handikuudzire zvekuita but becareful
this guy ane vakadzi 3 vanozivikanwa ende
vase umwe neumwe ane mota mbishi but ihure
uyu anozivikanwa because ndidzo mbinga
dzine mbiri muno muBindura,ende anodiwa
nevakadzi vakawanda" ndakatobva
ndawedzera kumumaka sure kupindwa
nemweya wekundiisa pachipari ini,zvichida
ndakabva ndafunga kuti ndiko kuwira
kwandakazoita pana Life Demhere zvekunzi
imbinga hee anodiwa nevakawanda that
statement raitoita ndivenge munhu worse.

Mazuva akafamba ndiripo pabasa zvaifaya

,zvekuti ndaibata Mari svinhu maizara sezvo
yaiva new saloon, mamwe maface ayiuya
kunogerwa vaida kundiitira take take asi
ndaitukira kure vamwe ndichi ignore kusvika ,
vanhu vandaishanda navo vakundiwanzira
vachindinyomba kuti ndine zimweya riri pandiri
risingade varume umwe akatozoti "munakiro
waakaita Itu munoti zviri normal here zvese
zvake kungova on point ,makamboona
mabudiro waanenge akaita kana akarukwa
long weave ,anotovhundutsa especially kana
uchiziva kuti nhasi bae wako achasvika
kusaloon kuno unenge wotya kuti anogona
kukusiya achienda pana Itu ,this person is a
threat guys dai ayine muface wake tainzwawo
zvirinani but haadi varume maybe she have a
mermaid spirit ndokusaka asingade varume
vacho" zvakandirwadza but handina kupindura
or ku reacter, ndikaisa ma earphones sezvo
ndiwo wanga watova mugariro wangu ,they
judged me not knowing my pasts ende there is
no way pandaizofamba ndichiudza vanhu vese
apa ini kutaura kwaindinzwisa usimbe dai
vaiziva matyiro andanga ndavakuita varume
vaisandidaro. Ndakazoona Mai Nenyasha
vachivhizura vhizura maoko kuratidza
kupopota ndikashaiwa kuti chii ndokucheuka
kuona vanhu vese vakavatarisa ndikabvisa one
earphone ndikanzwa vachiti "munongowawata
kutaura zvamusingazive ngatizivei
patinogumira ,ne zvatinomukira mudzimba
dzedu tichivinga muno itai sevanhu vakuru ,you
don't know more about her life nekwaakabva
ndakuudzai kah zvaakasangana nazvo navo
varume ivava harisi guhwa mubvunzei uyu she
had a white wedding but ndipo
pamunosimbirira kuti heee ane zimweya
mbweee mbweee kudii nxaaa musatibhowe
mhani".Ini ndakabva ndadzosera earphone
rangu neku concentrater ne wig yandaisona
kusada kuteerera zvaizondifungisa
Shure.Week rakapera surtday taiwanzoita half
day if usina client saka ndaitopedzisa kuruka
munhu ndakaisa ma earphones ndikanzwa
kukwenyiwa pasholder ndikacheuka
ndikaramba ndaka vhura maziso .Ndakabva
ndabvisa ma earphones ese "sorry Itu we have
been judged you everyday not knowing your
past plizz forgive us you are the one of us" it
was one of the ladies vandaishanda navo asi
ayiva wechikuru kudarika tese ndiye akadaro
vamwe vese vakamira muma sides vamwe
kumashure kwake. I just dropped the tear
Ndikati "thanks guys it's life tese tinotadza
nekusaziva ndakuregererai" they started to
give me hugs nekuisa a bunch of flowers paka
table kangu maiva ne card rakanzi " we are
sorry Itumeng" and 2 cakes. "Isu sevarume
hatingasaririrewo" vakadaro rasta vayiisa
malogs vachiisa chocolate pazvinhu zviya
tikaseka rimwe cake raiva hombe ndakati
vanhu vacheke vadye zvikanzi namai Nenya
"chocolate nerimwe cake chengeta tozodyira
kumba mufanha wangu tingatopedzerwa
nevanhu" vese vakaseka a day went spended,
Mai Nenya ndakatovatenda ende nekukara
kwavo takatozoenda tese kumba kwangu
ndikavachekera half yecake rimwe ndikaisa mu
fridge there is no way pandairipedza ndega
,rimwe ndakatozomuka ndichipa Mai
Natalia.Kupera kwemwedzi ndikaenda kumba
ndanga ndaunganidzawo Mari but yakasvika
ichirambwa ndikanzi na Dad "hant mune
promise dzenyu naEthan dzamakaitirana saka
chitangai kuchengeta Mari dzenyu vatete" I just
smiled ndikanzi namama "munhu ngaashande
achi Budgeter Mari iwane zvainoshanda zvine
musoro isu pano tiri correct" ndakatoona kuti
sure ndaifanirwa kuita musoro sehembe I
haven't stress because ndaiva
nedzakawandisa dzimwe dzandanga ndisati
ndambopfeka dzaibva Kuna aunt Rabia it was
a quality and lables zvese nebhutsu dzacho
,zvekuti kubasa ndaisadzokorora maskin
jeans ,vanwe vangu vaigara vachibvunza kuti
ndomatengepi kwaakachipa .Ndakatozoronga
kunovhurisa bank account apa mwana wangu
Taa chaikura zvese nekunaka but anga
akajaidzwa kupusiswa zvese nekuregeredzwa
nambuya nasekuru vake zvimwe ndaitonzwa
kuda kumurova but ndaitukwa nevaridzi vake
zvekuti kana sadza ndaibva ndanzwa
kuriguta.Ndakazotumira Ethan imwe Mari
kuchikoro kwake ndichiti ashandisewo
semukomana akafara zvisingaite but ndanga
ndamusuwa ,imwe Mari ndakaisa mubank
account sezvo ndanga ndazoita process yacho
.

Ndakadzokera kuBindura kwangu ndikapfuura

ndichitenga some of the things for my
bedroom and kitchen stuffs.Mazuva akafamba
kumba ndichimboenda vese vaindifarira
nekunzwanana navo ndichingo taura navo
pafon , dzainge dzotokwana 4 months
ndichishanda zvichiendeka ndisina boyfriend
Linox wevakadzi ndanga
ndisisamuone.Towards imwe weekend Ethan
was on Vaccation akati ayizopfuura achindiona
tobatana kuenda kuMazowe kwana sekuru
kunoona vamwe,akazouya apa anga ava a
salad boy chaiye dressing pluz his haircut ine
twuma bushlogs pamusoro .Takaenda ini
ndikanorara 1 night ndikamuka ndichidzoka
sezvo ndaida kuenda kubasa ende
ndakatobvako ndarongedzerwa chikafu
especially zvairimwa papurazi pacho apa
nekurema kwazvo ndakatozodzika mutown
ndikatsvaga chimota chainondisiya kumba
zvanga zvakawandisa zvekuti ndakatosvika
ndichipa Mai Natalia zvimwe ava tanga
takunzwanana big time,semusi iwoyo vakabva
vanditi "nhaiwe Itu umbori murudzii chaizvo"
ndikavati "ndirimukaranga mukaranga
mukaranga akakwana...." Singing zvangu
ndichitevedzera song ya Signal ft Lindsay
,vakaseka zvikanzi "ayewa hakuna makaranga
akadai dai ariko varume vese vaichingo
mhanyirako kah" tikaseka ndikatovaudza kuti
ndairevesa ndakatozovaratidza ID rangu ,she
was so free murume wavo ayisavapo zvekuti
ndakatozoudzwa zvese zvekuti vanga
vakamboroorwa vatori neumwe mwana
mukomana , murume wavo ane vakewo 3 vana
,then vakazoita Natalia wavo pamwe chete
ende vai renter asi vachitovaka kunew stand
yavo muBindura imomo ,zvese nemabasa avo
avaishanda ini ndikavaudzawo rangu vakati
"ndawana anondiruka padhuze ndagarika
ndaimborukwa neumwe munin'ina wangu
zvino dzimwe nguva haakwanise anenge
akarara nemarwadzo ,akaroorwa nemusoja
anobva kuBhuwera uko atova makore
vachigara vese but mugariro wavo wekurovana
ndisoo" takabva taseka vakatozondiratidza
picture re couple yacho zvikanzi
"zvirikutooneka kuti vanogara vachipondana
kah" Mai Naa vaitaurisa zvese nekunakidza dai
vaizogara nama Nenya payiita basa chairo ,
zvakandifungisa Tamu pandakanzwa nyaya
yabamunini vavo musoja but ,I brushed it away
so fast.Sunday ndaizosangana naEthan
mutown tobva tabatana kuenda kumba but
ndichiri kumba ndakafonerwa namai Nenya
vakati "kana wakudarika nemutown uwuye
neku saloon Itu undivigirewo chikafu
ndangobva kumba ndisina chandadya
takanetsana nabamukuru vako saka chikafu
charamba kudzika ndanga ndakabatikana"
,ndakabva ndatobika rice and potatoes
nekuzviisa mu lunch, ndikaisa tea mu flask
ndokurongedza muplastick bag.
Kwaitonhora ndikapfeka jacket retruck suit ye
pich , stonewashed black jean trouser and
katennis kepich ,i grabbed my plastic bag
ndikaisa ka lady's bag kangu kumusana
ndikabuda panze zvikanzi namai Naa "yuwii
nhaiwe kuchena here uku,nhasi usangobude
pagate nekukwira komb umbofamba kusvika
ku service station uko haundishairewo
bamunini" takabva taseka for sure taingoti
kubuda gate after maraini edu waino crosser
imwe road yainokupinza mumain road
kwaikwirirwa makomb Soo ndaisamboenda
kumwe zvekutoti paraini pedu
ndaisatombopaziva mamiriro apo ndaisawana
nguva yekupafamba kuongorora.
Ndakazosvika kutown ndakusvika pasaloon
paiva nema money changers vese vakatanga
kundi commenter zvikanzi neumwe "magolf t-
shirts enyu amunopfeka anovhara
zvakawandisa ayewa Itu uri zvinhu ndatenda
hangu" I just smiled ndaitofamba handina
kumirira nonsense dzavo , and it was their first
time kundiona ndiri muhembe dzisiri unifom
yemu saloon, ndakunopinda pa entrance
ndikanzi neumwe mukomana "Itu Mira ubve
waenda necustomer ndakuwanira customer
pane vanhu varimumota vachangosvika
varikubvunza pane saloon ndachitoti
ndivaperekedze mukati menyu umo but
zvawabva wasvika zvanaka unozongondipawo
dollar relunch sha" akabva andidhonza ruoko
tichienda pamota raiva zibango (a black range
Rover) yanga yakavhurwa door one side
akasvika achiti "sister munhu anoruka uyu
anotoshanda mu saloon yandakuudzai" ini
ndanga ndamira pamashure mbijani, ndakabva
ndatarisa munhu wacho anga atobuda
mumota tikataurirana achibva adzokera
pamota akati "bby let's go ndawana anoruka
wacho" vakabva vadzika ini ndanga ndava
pacall naEthan ndichimuti akasvika anange
kusaloon, pandakacheuka ku client yangu I
saw the shock of my life rurimi rwukaramba
kusimuka maziso achiramba kubwaira ,
ndichiona Tamuka Chakidza the one and only
with another 2 men iye akatoratidza
kushamisikawo nekundiona, umwe muface
anga akafanana naye zvisingaiti but ayine body
yakafaranuka Ari mutsvuku mbijani from him
ndakatomboti pamwe ma twins but hapana
pandaizobvunza ,koti umwe wavanga vanaye
asina kufanana navo hapana akataura
nemumwe but vamwe vake vainditarisa
votarisa Tamu vanga vatoona matarisirano
edu ,apa musikana uya anga adzokera
pazibango ravanga vabuda vese ende hapana
chaakaona ,Tamu haana chaakataurawo but
ini hana yanga yavakurova i tried my best to
control myself zvese nekuzvidzikamisa ende
ndakutonzwa kutsva zvekuda kubvisa jacket
"Itumeng ndokuona sha" akadaro mukomana
wekunditsvagira client yanga inana
Tamu achitobva patiri. Ndikaona Tamuka
wacho achitarisana nevamwe vake , musikana
uya akasvika akati "we can go" ndakabva
ndatungamira tichinopinda ndikamuratidza
pekugara kuti nditotanga kumuruka ,ndokupa
Mai Nenya parcel yavo vaitovawo ne client asi
maiva nevanhu vashoma sezvo yaiva Sunday
,ndakakwazisana nevamwe vakatanga kundi
commenter smart yangu sezvo weekend
taisapfeka ma uniforms ,vana Tamu vanga
vangosvika nekugara pama chairs ayiva
padhuze nemunhu wavo apa anga awedzera
kunaka he was in Puma trucksuit raiva neRed
kumusoro kwe jacket kuzasi kwese kunobata
trouser yaiva black kutsoka ayine Puma shoe
yaine red pamusoro neche kumberi kumashure
ikaita black.Anga akachena pluz kufitwa
musoro akagerwa plan cut yaine bvunzi
rairatidza kuti anga avakuisa dyie because
ranga rakaita black zvichiteverera nemuma
follz kunobata ndebvu ende ganda rake he was
too much glowing zvese izvi ndanga
ndazviwongorora pandakamuona
panze.Ndakazviudza kuti "Itu dzikama' maziso
angu ndikamaudza kuti "please
musandirasisewo nekumutarisa Tamu uyu" but
ndaingo feeler kuti iye akanditarisa apa hana
yangu ichiwedzera ku pumper ndakatozoziva
kuti ndiye muridzi webby randairuka, apa
vamwe vasikana vaivamo musaloon vanga
vakungopesuka pesuka panga paita boys kah
ende vese vaiva smart asi Tamu ndiye anga
akanyanya kundichenera ,ende vamwe vacho 2
vaitaurisa ini ndakatombonzi ne one wacho
"nhai hairdresser munonzi Mai ani or hamuna
murume henyu" ndikati "Mai Taa" ndakatoona
kuti vaida kundinzwa chaiko saka pemurume
handina kupindura apa ndanga ndakarova
serious .Asi vairatidza kuti itype dzinowachisa
dzisingade kushamisirirwa pamberi padzo two
vacho ivavo.

From pandanga ndaona Tamu handina kunzwa

kutsamwa or kufara but hana ndiyo yaingorova
ichitadza kudzikama indiudze kuti yaida zvipi
chaizvo ,sezvine muyedzo mukoma Linox
vakabva vapinda kwakumhoresa vamwe ende
ndakatoona kuti vaipinza futi vasikana vemo
busy akasvika pandiri akandimhoresa
ndikadaira akati "ndokumbirawo kutaura newe
2 minutes Itu , infect pane kwandoda
kuendawo newe ingondibvumirawo"
ndakanzwa kubhowekana he knew kuti
ndakamuvenga ndikati "handidi unonzwa nepai
kana ndichiti handidi nezvako" ndanga ndane
hasha even though ndaisagona kutaurira
pamusoro akabva andisiya akaenda pane
mumwe musikana anonzi Tecla uyo ayitova
necrush na Linox zvataitoziva tese iye muface
ndofunga ayizviziva zvekuti hazvina kutora
nguva vatobuda vese "ndokuona Itu asi
usandimake kudaro xaa" akasiya adaro
muface wekuda vakadzi, client yangu akabva
akumbira kushandisa ladies toilet ini ndikasara
ndichidhonza chair yake kuda kugara "baba Itu
vapindira" vakadaro Mai Nenya ndichangogara
ndikatarisa kwakuona Ari Ethan vanga
vamuona paakadarika nekusaloon tichienda
kuMazowe ndipo paakataura zvekuti "ndiri
mwana wake" even though vese vaiziva kuti he
is my little brother, akabva asvika akagara
pamakumbo pangu ndikati "nhaiwe Ethan
murume mukuru wese unogara pamakumbo
angu apa uchirema futi,apa munhu arikubva
kuvarimi kutadza kuuya wakabatawo
something" zvikanzi "waivako ukatakura zvako
wani usandinetse" akaramba akagara
akutanga kuwanzirana nana Mai Nenya
akazosimuka achiimba nekutambirira
achitevedzera song yairidzwamo sezvo
taiswera tichinzwa music yaiva p square
(beautiful onyinye) akatanga kuita
searikuimbira inini ,ndikati "urikumboziva
zvairikureva here song iyoyi ,handisi musikana
wako ndokukwatura mazinzeve iwayo" vamwe
vakaseka iye akaenderera mberi achitoitira
kundidenha ini ndakutoruka munhu wangu
anga adzoka .Akapedza Ethan akati
"ndakuimbira chindipawo $2 sha ndoda kufana
kunoona boys rangu rino dzidza pa ZEGU taiva
tese kuChishawasha mission saka zvoda
kusvika une something muhomwe maybe
panogona kusvika twuma bby haizoite
maksazi waiziyaa" vana Mai Nenya vakaseka
ndikati "saka urikuda kunodya Mari yangu
netwusikana" akaseka akandi softer
ndikamupa akaenda achisiya setchel rake,
tikavimbisana kuti ndaizomufonera ndapedza
kuruka."Itu kabhudhi kako kakanaka vabereki
venyu ndoda kutombovaona vanoziva
kwavanoita plus ndoda kuita muroora wavo
Ethan ndomuita ka ben 10" said by one of the
ladies vaivamo tikaseka.Client anga ayisa
phone pacharge iyo yakazotanga kuringer
irikudhuze naTamu akaitora akatanga ayitarisa
ndakamutarisawo ndamira kuruka sezvo client
anga acheukira Fon yake , ndikaona Tamu
aramba akatarisa phone achisunga face
"Mylove is calling you" he said that which
means ndiwo musevherwo wanga wakaitwa
contact yacho, musungiro weface yake ayitoita
awedzere kunaka for sure anga anyanyisa
kubva zvandanga ndakapedzisira kumuona
kwa Murehwa kwa tete Mai laiza.Akabva ati
"saka wakandigarisa muno uchiziva kuti une
umwe muface wako mufanha unotemba nei
iwe" akadaro ashatisa face nekutsamwa ini
ndikasuduruka nekugara pa chair yaiva some
miters away from them musikana uya akabva
ati "don't you dare do something on me I'm just
18 years so I've a right to date any number of
boyfriends I want because it's my choice give
me my phone" ndakatoshamisika kuti ingori
big body asi chimwana ,I could see kushatirwa
kwa Tamu akabva asimuka akatora ma car
keys nefon yake paka table kaiva padhuze
navo akati "stay away from me beach"
vachitobuda nevamwe vake ndikasara na
Client wangu.

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CHAPTER 13

Takasara Musaloon takanyararidzana tese

zvedu taivamo nekuvaziva kwangu vamwe
vangu they wanted to talk about zvanga
zvabva kuitika earlier asi vaishaiwa
pekutangira, vaingotarisana tarisana ini ndaka
chilla ndakazvigarira pachair, kusvika Client
yangu apedza kubaya baya phone yake akati
"don't mind for what happened guys ,try to
ignore it" ayisatoziva hake kuti type yevaivamo
wasn't the type of not minded because akabva
atonzi neumwe ayinzi Pretty "ende body yako
haimboite semunhu ane 18 years zvichizoda
nehu yellow bone hwako uhwu unoita
kuremera vezera rako" ndakabva ndatoziva
kuti chatotsva vawana pekutangira ,iye wacho
akabva aseka hake akanzi namai Nenyasha
"zvino Mr handsome havasirivo vanga vachida
kubhadhara musoro here" chibva ati "no anga
angondi perekedzawo otherwise I've my own
money" zvikazonzi nevamwewo Mai vairukwa
"Saka makawanana kupi mwana mudiki
anenge iwe kusanganisa murume mukuru
akadai na Mylove anga achifona" vanhu
vakabva vaseka iye wacho kuda hwaivahwo
hwumwanana pairatidza kuva nebasa guru,
ende ganda rake rairatidza soft Life apa ayine
zibango refon ndokutanga azvi faner neruoko
akazvizunza zunza akagara kudaro akati "guys
hope you are not going to judge me but this
dude is so hot I'm telling you, the first day that I
saw him at my uncle's house I told myself that
I should taste him waaaaw guys owshh" vanhu
vaitarisana ndaiva ziii vamwe vachiseka akanzi
neumwe "wakanyanya iwe vanogarepi uncle
vako vanoita nezvei even that hot dude vacho"
achibva ati "VP venyu muno munyika that's my
uncle he is my mom's brother but ini hangu I
stay with my mom in Korea ,she married with a
Korean guy there which means it's my stepdad ,
but my biological father is staying here in
Bindura so that hot dude vamaona ndivo
matop top acho anotambira Kunana President
venyu he is a soldier but I don't know his
position exactly, ndakatoita iri action kuti
ndiende naye pabed guysss waaaaw owshhh
ndakamupfekedza condom akandirova ka
quick but it was so hot" vanhu vakafa
nekuseka ende speed yacho yanga yakanyanya
ini chainakidza handina kuchiona akanzi "zvino
haana mukadzi here,zvavari hot hausi
watorambwa here apa" iye kwakuti "handina
deal nazvo I have so many boyfriends I don't
have even his number ,it's like I'm forcing him
to love me nxaa because he don't put any
effort on me, he can go I don't care zvagara I'm
living this country next weekend about to go
back Korea to my mom kuno handidzoke pese
pese it takes 4/5 years for me ndidzoke
,anenge ane mwana or vana zvemukadzi I
don't know hatina kumbotaura more more
akangonditi ndonzi baba aniwoyeee
ndakanganwa, today was our second day
kuonana anga awuya kumba kwaDad vangu
kwandanga ndiri pane zvaanga avinga I think.
Sezvo my Dad vari some one Ari popular to the
parliament but I can't tell you the name ,so
ndazongo jumpirawo Dad and my stepmom
havatozivi kuti ndabuda" vanhu vaibva
vatarisana ende ayitoratidza kuti haana basa
nazvo apa kusanzwa kunyara nezvaayitaura
akanzi namai Nenya "Koo vamwe vacho
ndivanani ndaona pane umwe waakafana kasi
matwins" iye achibva amonya muromo akati "I
don't know handina kumbobvunza but vamwe
vacho ivavo vanotaurisa it's like they didn't like
me or kumbondipa attention nxiii" vanhu
vaingoseka ndikapedzisa kumuruka
akandibhadhara yakapfuurikidza akati "keep
change" Ndikati "mota haisi yaenda here
uchadii do you Know how to use a public
transport?" ndaitobvunzira mukurevesa plus
customer care akati "don't worry someone is
coming to pick me I think atosvika ,I told you I
don't have a one boyfriend handina basa
nemota yake i have my owns ,1 irikuno
ndatoisiya kumba then at Korea ndine imwe so
less worry" I just smiled akatotora handbag
rake kubuda ndikasara ndichitura rimwe
zifemo.

Ndakunzwa kuita kakuneta ndikamboenda

kuladies toilet asi hazvina kushanda
zvandainzwa ndakadzoka vanhu vachingova
nenyaya yemusikana uya, ndakambodzvuta
mvura ndikaona Mai Nenya vauya pandiri
zvikanzi "Itu chii chirikuitika warwara here,you
are not looking fine" ndikataurira pasi
zvekupererwa "do you still ndichikuudzai
zvemwana wandakabudisa ari lifeless?"
vakabva vagutsurira musoro zvekubvumirana
neni ndikati "baba vake ndivava vabva muno
Mr handsome vamurikutaura nezvavo
ndakapedzisira kumuona kare pandamuona
hameno zvavakuitika pandiri" vakanditarisa
vakapfugama pasi ,ndokuisa hairpiece
yavanga vakabata pasi ipapo ndokusimudza
maoko mudenga zvekunge varikuda kunamata
ndokusheedzera kuti "God of Israelites Mwari
wa Abraham , Isaac na Jacob heriiiiiiii" vanhu
vese vakavatarisa zvakandipa kuseka kumwe
kusakwana kwacho kwemukadzi mukuru Soo
kah kwakusimuka vakati "guys you won't
believe zviripano muchiona Itu akuita kunge
arikurwara Soo ndibatisisei ndikuudzei" akabva
anzi nemukomana wekugera "taurai
tanononerwa kana zvichida Mari tigare
tabatanidza" vanhu vakaseka akanzi
nemumwe musikana ayishandamo "Chale
nhaiwe ungada nyaya kunge isu vanhukadzi
kudaro" vanhu kwakuseka vakamira vachida
kunzwa nyaya yamai Nenya "if you remember
day randaikupopoterai nezva Itu paya I've
mentioned her second man akamupa mimba
akayiramba nekuzozvara mwana chii chii
muridzi wemimba yacho ndivo Mr handsome
vekupfekedzwa condom nasisi vabva muno
ava,apa naItu kare vaguma kuonana" vanhu
vakabva vatarisa kwandiri vakuti "hiiii nhaimi
zvakaoma" vamwe vachitiwo "go back to your
man Itu and grab him for good anenge ane bag
kana Ari married ingopura Mari chete"
vamwewo vachiti "usabvume kuitiswa if
adzoka kwauri murambe asi kana Ari serious
this time usakurumidze kuita nhumbu" umwe
neumwe ayitaura zvake but vaitotambisa
nguva because zvaipinda zvichibuda , I wasn't
type inoteerera zvevanhu ndaizvips tym
yekufunga ndozoita my own decisions chero
zvazvo some of my decision ayizondipinza
muna taisireva .Ndakazofonera Ethan akawuya
but muroad ayingondibvunza kuti chii
sometimes oti "kasi wanyengwa neCelebrity
here iwe" ndaibva ndamutuka , takasvika
kumba hana ichingorova.
Ndakasvika nekuudza Mai Itu nababa Itu kuti
ndanga ndaona Tamu ende ndaibva ndataura
nemo nemo "zvino tingakuudza kuti chii
ukateerera wavakuratidza kusatogarisika kare"
vakadaro Dad ndikati "iyii Dad kusagarisika
kwei" vakangoseka vachidzungudza musoro
kukanzi namama "mangwana utonobaiwa
depo hako" ndikavatarisa ndikati "rei" zvikanzi
"rekudyisa sadza" vakadaro vari serious ini
naDad tikaseka vakazoti "ndiri serious
unobaiwa depo atodzoka Soo muSoldier wako
iyeye" ndichibva ndavati "don't think like this
it's only that ndasina kutarisira kumuona plus
ndakamedza mhodzi dzembanje" vese
vakanditarisa zvikanzi namama "ndokupwanya
pwanya Itumeng izvezvi wazvinzwa kah
ukavhara chibereko unoitasei wakazvinzwa
kupi ndokurova izvezvi ukarara wazvimbirwa
Soo" vanga vatotsamwa Mai Itu ndakutotukwa
Dad vakazonyaradza bopoto racho ndapotsa
padiki kurohwa, takazotaura zvimwe but they
didn't believe point yandaiyedza kutaura yekuti
handisi kunodzokerana naye kana
andidzokera.Ethan akadzoka from the kitchen
kwavaiva naTaa akati "wamuonepi muSoldier
wacho Itu" ndikamuudza kuti vaanga awona
musaloon akati "handina kuzvitarisisa you
should've told me dai ndamurova" takabva
taseka zvikanzi naDad "manga makura
zvakanaka Tembo kumu Soja kwamakuda
kutambira kunonyudza munozoita lawyer ane
mavende" tikawedzera kuseka.Ndakazonorara
ndaudza Karen akati "becareful mainini
obvious achakudzokerai but make sure he
mean it this time".Ndikaudza Siai Prudence
vakati "kana hana yako ichirova which means
hamuna kathis but pane kathat,uchiri kumuda
Tamu wako iyeye follow your heart not your
brain" takataura zvimwe vakandiudza kuti
vaiuya next month vachida kuenda kunoona
kumba kwe boyfriend yavo yavaiva nayo ku
Ukraine ikoko Saka vakanditi
ndaizovaperekedza. Ndakazorara kuseni
Talshia akamuka achiuya muroom mangu
ndiye ayitangira vanhu vese kumuka ,akakwira
pabed yangu ndikatanga kuvaraidzana naye
ndakarara tichiwirirana kwakutanga kuda
kurovera phone yangu kumadziro
ndikamutorera akatabva atanga kundirova
twuma mbama achindikava ndakambomusiya ,
kusvika ndakumurambidza because ayindirova
zvinorwadza haana kunditeerera ndikamurova
tumaoko mbijani kakatanga kupwinya
"ndakuvauja gogo" ndizvo zvakakataura
kachidzika from the bed hameno
kakazvifambisa sei kakadonha but not sterek
kwakuridza mhere ndikanzwa door remu
bedroom mana Mbuya vake richivhurwa iko
kakufamba, kuenda kunobuda kudoor
ndakashaiwa time yekumunyaradza kanga
kabuda ndikanzwa kachitaura nambuya vacho
akanyararidzwa akanzi "chienda kunasekuru
vako unokwira pamubhedha urare" hameno
zvavakataura ndikanzwa Dad vachiti "musiyei
sei kuchimukira noise makuseni ano hant
ndimai nemwana" vakanzi "Mai nemwana kuita
sei every time akauya pano anosiya
achemedza mwana iyeyu handimbozvidi
hangu" .Ndakanzwa vakufamba kuuya
kubedroom yangu ndikafuga musoro
zvekupfinyira blanket ndichitya kuti ndaisvika
ndichingongodzwa ndaivaziva zvakanakisa
Mai Itumeng "ndikuzviziva kuti hauna kurara
,muka hako ugadzirire kudzokera kumba
kwako shamwari ini zvekuswera
ndichichemedzerwa mwana pano handidi"
,vakadaro vachitozama kundifugura
zvikandipedza power ndokuseka ndamuka
ndichiswedera kuconner ndichizvi protector
nemaoko angu andaitungamidza kuti
ndisasvikirwe ne push ravanga vakabata,
zvikanzi "handidi kukurova wakura Soo ndoda
munhu anoteerera ndakati usarove mwana sei
usinganzwe iwewe" ndakazokumbira
ruregerero kuti vawane kubuda ndikasara
ndichiseka.Takazomuka ndikanzi na Ethan
anga awuya panze pandaiyanika washen
"ndiwe hako wanga wamukira kupindana
nadzo waya dzamai Itu mangwanani akadai"
tikaseka hedu ,I packed the other bag of my
clothes ndizvo zvandayiita pese pandaiuya
kazhinji ndaisiya dzimwe ndichitora dzimwe.

Ndakazodzokera kwangu ndikawana Ishmael

aripo achitobudisa washing machine from
main house achibatsirwa neumwe mukomana
waakazondiudza kuti it's his cousin brother
ayiva mudiki from him "this washing machine
ndeyenyu tatumwa namama kuti
tikubudisirei,kwanzi kare vachiverengera kuuya
vachida kukupai but varikurohwa nema days"
akadaro ndikamutenda vakanobatsirana
kuyiisa mubathroom mangu ,takazobuda
mumba mangu tichienda panze pandaida
kunomhoresa Mai na baba Natalia iye Ishmael
kwakuuya komira pandiri akandi hugger
ndokuti "Mai Nanana mavaona here gogaz
vangu Zebrakadzi pairi yese nekuzara kwayo
ganda rema baby,nyatsotarisai skin yacho"
takabva taseka zvikanzi namai Naa "ivo vayera
dhuve haugone navo ,uzombouya nambuya
vako Mai vababa vako ndivaonewo"
ndokuwedzera kuseka ini I was just smiled like
always "ava vanenge vatori nehusimbe mabva
maomera kuseka chaiko parikunakidza Soo
,muchingoti kuwadza nesmile" akadaro Ishu
achireva ini zvakandipa kubwibwinyika zvikanzi
na cousin wake "iyi wagona kuvasekesa wena"
vese ndokusekawo ndikati "twuma penzi
munepamuromo imi" ndichitobva pavari
vakasara vachiseka havo ende
vakatofambawo vachinopinda mumota yavo
vatooneka vana Mai Naa.Mai Ishmael
ndakazoita vekufonera ndichivatenda.Mazuva
akafamba ndichienda kubasa vanoda nyaya
vachimbopota vachibvunza if Tamuka anga
andidzokera but he wasn't ndasina kuzomuona
,rimwe zuva kwaipisa zvisingaiti apa
kuchibhowa without electricity anga avakuita
system yekuswera asipo achidzoka usiku so it
was a weekend ndikawona iri better idea
kunotsvaga gas tank pa service station panga
patengwa namai Naa ravo.Ndakaswera
ndakarara zvekufizuka nezuva ndikazomuka
nekuzvidira dira mvura ndikapfeka armless
drees raitevera muviri richidarika mabvi
mbijani kudzika pasi riri re light blue ,kutsoka
ndiine twuma sendles twe black ndichibva
ndasungira bvudzi kumashure nechepamusoro.
It was simple but smart ndakatora Mari yangu
ndakananga kuseri kwamai Naa ndikanoka
,nekuvaudza kuti vandiperekedzewo ku
service station sezvo vaifarira zvekufamba,
murume wavo ayivapo kwakuita manyemwe
vakaramba vachiti "enda wega ndizvo uwane
kunyengwa, ndingatochembera usati
wandiwanira bamunin" ende nyaya
dzakarerekera ikoko vaidzifarira kundiwanzira
nazvo.Ndasina kumbovaudza more about me
sezvo pataiwonana vaisandipa mukana
vachingotaura dzavo semunhu ayitaurisa,
"pamwe anaye kusaloon kwake regai
kumunetsa mhani Mai Natalia" vakadaro baba
Naa vakanzi "chingagova chituta kahi
chinoonerwa kusaloon chisina day rachinouya
kuno bhesera chirimumba make umu"
ndakaseka vakasarawo vachiseka ndikabva
pavari ndichimhanya ndakananga kugate to
avoid zvinyaya zvavo.Ipapo ndaingopinzwa
busy muroad ndikatombomirirwa nemota two
chaidzo but I ignored ,ndakatenga gas tank
with it plate nekuri filisa ndokudzokera kumba
ndakusvika pagate ndikawana pakamira
zibango remota resilver ndakatongoti pamwe
malandloads but Mai ivavo vaisauya vasina
kutaura ndakangoti hamenowo.Ndakaona
kumashure kwayo panumber plates
pakanyorwa kuti "WEPA CHINHOYI"
ndikangozvi ignore ndikazovhundutswa ne
noise yeku screamer kwa Ishmael ayiita
seanopenga akanditarisa "ichooo chizvionerai
mega manje gogo vangu vandanga
ndichitaura" akadaro achitarisa vaanga anavo
apa akamira pakagate kadiki kanopinda
nevanhu kana hombe remota risina
kuvhurwa.Ndakagadzika gas tank rangu pasi
ndikatarisa pamota ndokuona Ari Tamuka
akatogara pasit re steering then vamwe
vakomana two vaakauya navo ku saloon vanga
vakagara pa slab yaiva pagate ipapo apa
vakapfeka ma uniforms echi soja.

Kungoona Tamu hana yangu ikatanga hubenzi

but ndaiziva kuyidzikamisa ,ndakatoshaiwa
kuti ayidei ende zvaimbofamba sei
ndikazviudza kuti "let's hope haana kuteverana
neni" ,ndaida kuvamhoresa asi handina
kupihwa mukana na Ishmael ayitaurisa
ndokunditi "asi gogo vangu imbondiudzai kuti
muri murudzii, because type yevanhu venyu
ndakamboiwona parimwe music vedio soo
vachitamba zvekuti" ndakatoona kuti
anopenga ndikati "haiwe usataure zvisina basa
ibva apa ndipinde wavingei nhasi" ndikanzi "
twuma Chinese twenyu twanga twaita mayasi
pipe yekumba kwavo saka ndanga ndauya
nevanhu vaigadzirisa vatodzokera, but imimi
ayewa imbomirai mbijani ndikuudzei nyaya
sure ndabva nevanhu ava kwese uko
ndichivaganzira kuti ndina mbuya vangu imi
makuda kundidaiso apa moyo wanga
wakurwadza kudzokera ndisina kukuonai
munofambisawo imi" ndichibva ndatarisa
vanhu vacho kutanga nevanga vari pasilab
ndikawana vakanditarisa ndikati "makadii"
vakadaira bhoo zvikanzi na Ishu "mune vari
mumota avo vamhoreseiwo iyii mune favor"
ndakatarisira mumota macho kushinga ndikati
"makadii" wandaimhoresa wacho kwakuseka
vese ndokusekawo "amana kamumhoresero
kacho katoratidza kuti ndakumanikidzai, haah
kule mune ropa rakaipa kutanga
nekutongomakwa Soo" akadaro ishu
ayitoratidza kuti he don't Know anything about
me and Tamu achibva azonditarisa akati, ziso
rangu rakarasikira nepa number plate
yekumberi kwemota yanga iripo ndikaona
pakanzi "BOSS TAMUKA" . "Murikuona kuti
chiika gogaz ava ndivana kule vangu hanzvadzi
dzamoms, So varimumota vanonzi Tamuka
vachiteverwa ne ava mufanha wavo anonzi
Tamuda but we used to call him Chaks it's a
shotcut from their surname, then ava vanonzi
Brian but we used to call him Zimuno vane
mukoma wavo anonzi Zimuno Zimuno
arikuchando ,saka zvakaitika ndezvekuti
madzikoma yeava ndiwo akatanga with best
buddies ava vapfanha vakatevedzerawo so
vese ndivana kule vangu vanobva paChinhoyi
apa" ndakabva ndatarisa kune vayiva pa slab
ndikati "but Zimuno vacho havana mhuno
hombe wani why muchivati Zimuno".Tamu
ndiye akatanga kuseka vese vakavhurira
kuseka Ari sa ishu ayibva ayita
seachapfugama pasi nekuseka kwakuzoti
"ayewa mbuya it's just their surname"
ndikazvisekawo "makadii henyu hairdresser
Mai Taa" akadaro Chaks ndikati "ndiribho
murisei" zvikanzi na Ishmael "aah
munovazivira kupi nhai kule plus ndi
hairdresser?" Akanditarisa akatarisawo kune
madzisekuru ake "takavaona kusaloon
taperekedza umwe mwana asinawo kana dhiri
hake" said by Zimuno kwakuseka vese na
Chaks zvikanzi na Tamu "matotanga Soo, but
ishu pawati ava ndigogo vako ndatofunga kuti
pamwe wafunga kupawo isu madzisekuru ako
kah" ndakabva ndamutarisa Tamuka wacho
ndichida kuona kwaibva chivindi chake
chekuhumana akabva andimwaya kakiss
kemumhepo ndikakurumidza kubvisa maziso
kwaari zvikanzi naIshu, "handei kumba mbuya,
zvavakutaurwa pano zvakutoda Mayor vemuno
muBindura izvi" takaseka akatakura gas tank
rangu achitungamira.Ini ndakapindawo
ndikanzwa Tamu achiti "Itu" voice rake
rakamboda kundivhiringa kamudaidziro
kaakandiita but I told myself kuti "dzikama Itu
munhu uyu akakutamba yakapenga"
ndokuvhara gate ndichipinda mukati
ndikasvika ishu Amira padoor zvikanzi
"ndatokusiyai hant imi moisa semusingade
kufamba" ndikaseka he added up saying "Ndiro
boys raitaurwa naMoms raigara muroom iyo
but kule Chaks na Zimuno avo vahombe
havabatike batike kuno ipapa vanga vauya
kunoona Dad vangu havasi ku feeler bho"
ndakazodaira akayenda.Ndikasara
ndichizvipinza busy kuti ndobva pamba apa
kutiza Tamu here Sezvo pari paSisi vake
ayitozouya madiro , ndikaudza Karen akati
"kana mune shuwa kuti makamuregerera
musabve mofanirwa ku accepter mese kuti
hapachina iripo" ndakatoona iri good idea.
Madays akapindana kunobata next weekend
yandaiva futi pamba arimanheru ndikabuda
mubedroom yangu kunanga mukitchen
,ndikanzwa Mai Naa varipanze vachiti "iyii
manga marova vana Bamunin long time, ehe
arimo Itu regai ndimusheedze" vakauya
vakasheedza ini ndanga ndatozvinzwa but I
wasn't know kuti vaitaura nani vakabva padoor
rangu vachiti "atozvinzwa haadairi manje
munhu wacho muchangoona abuda voice rake
anorichengetedza zvekuti".Ndakatoseka hangu
kuti Mai vane pamuromo ava, ende
zvekusadaira ndichisheedzwa ndaiwanzo
kuzvitukira nambuya vaTalshia kumba.Vaiti
vakachindisheedza ndaisvika pavari
ndakanyarara ndisina kudaira.Ndakazovhura
door zvikanzi namai Naa "hant ndakuudzai kuti
haadaire uyo abuda" vakabva vaseka
ndikawona ari Tamu,Chaks na Zimuno
ndikatoshaiwa kuti vaidei.
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CHAPTER 14

*Tamuka*

"Ndiyani arikundida Mai Naa" akabvunza

izvozvo Itumeng akamira padoor rake after
abva kunonokerwa namother vaayigarisana
navo pamba paSisi vangu Mai Ishmael vanova
mwana wabamukuru vangu."Murisei zvenyu
vanhu" she added up nekutimhoresa asati
adairwa namai Naa vacho sezvo anga atoona
kuti obvious tisu taimubvunza ndichibva ndati
"thanks gulez regai timuone" takatanga
kufamba tichienda padoor paayiva ,hambuya
vaya vakasara vakamira kutarisa i think vaiva
nemibvunzo kuti tomuzivirepi or tavingei but
sezvo vana Chaks vaimbogarapo maybe
vakazongofunga kuti pane zvataida , because
ndakazoona vakufamba kudzokera mumba
mavo pavakaona tavatarisa. Takamhoresana
na Itu akanzi na Zimuno "kasi vayenzi
havapinzwe mumba here nhai Amana" akabva
aseka achibva pa door Itu wacho akati "pindai"
takadungamidzana kupinda maiva smart
muchinhuwirira smell ye guru raibikwa zvikanzi
naChaks achifemedza "mmmm murikubikwa
zvinonhuwirira pedzai mundipewo" anga
atotanga kutaurisa zvikanzi na Zimuno
"munotanga kupa inini ndine mariro angu
ndega ndakatizwa nemukadzi nemwana"
Itumeng wacho akabva atoseka vapfanha
vacho zvekunakidza munhu vaizvigona "sure
Mai Taa ma one muface wedu uyu anga awana
mumwe mubby wake weku Gwanda uko
vakaita mwana wavo vakutowirirana bho bho
but muface wedu akanojamukwa nema in-laws
akanzi vanoda wekwavo kumaNdebele ikoko,
so mubby wacho akabva atoenda joza
nemwana zvekutosiya muface munoti haasi
ma one here iwawo" for sure ndizvo zvanga
zvaitika pana Zimuno asi mataurirwo enyaya
yacho manje nepayaaitaurirwa pacho
neayiudzwa it was so funny sekunge anga
akambonzwa nezvazvo Itu wacho . Kwatiri
nyaya yaZimuno was like a joke ende iye
ayitozvisekawo zvichiendeka zvakadaro.Itu
akangoseka akazoti "munopedzawo power
imi" ini ndaingosekawo hangu vapfanha vacho
vaiva nemuitiro wavo vega.Apa iye Itu anga
akamira kuseri kwe kitchen counter isu
takagara pama couches akanzi naZimuno "Koo
murikuramba makamira ikoko huyai kah
mugare apa kasi murikutya kugara padhuze ne
muface uyu here,ok regai ndisimuke muuye
apa" akadaro achitosimuka kubva pa couch
raanga akagara na Chaks achiuya pane rangu
randaiva ndega ndikati "handidi kugara
padhuze newe dzokera pane umwe wako ,ini
padhuze pangu panogarwa na Itu" asati
atosimuka Itu wacho anga atosvika
nekukurumidza kugara panga pasimukwa
pacho tikaseka ndikati "nhai mai Taa kutya
kugara padhuze neni here uku?" Isu tikaseka
she just blushed zvekunyarira netsiye dzake
dzakareba sedzemurungu, "ndakutoona kuti
unotyisa sha,let her sit padhuze naDad Chaks"
akadaro Tamuda ndikati "haah bho" iye Itu
wacho ayitoita seasipo asingambotaure ayingo
smiler ,apa her smile into her beautifulness
was something else.

Akatozobika akatipakurira sadza nemaguru

akanzi na Chaks "kasi manga muchitoziva kuti
tirikuuya here kubika zvakawanda Soo, haah
ndakutowedzera kukudai manje munenge
muno porofita chete" kwakuseka hake
achibudisa her whitish tooth, she was so
beautiful on point like always ende anga
awedzera kunaka plus kakukura anga
angondichinjira ,apa hana yangu yaimurovera
fulltime asi ndaisada kumumhanyira semunhu
wandanga ndapedzisira kuona kare maybe
akange ava nemumwe murume or
boyfriend.After meal she washed her dishes
akadzoka ndokugara padhuze na Chaks
paanga agara akagara ndichibva ndati Zimuno
asimuke ayende ipapo iye awuye padhuze neni,
Itu wacho akati "aah why handidi,ndoda kugara
pano ini" ipapo ndaida kutaura zve serious
zvatanga tafambira Saka ndaisada majokes
asina basa kana ndavapa time yangu
ndakamutarisa ndikamuti "simuka ipapo ita
zvandataura Itu" ndakatoona kuti arikuda
kundiitira mukonyo zvikanzi na Chaks
"ingotaura Tamu musiye ipapa,or iwe chiuya
pano ndiuye ipapo" zvekujairirwa nemukadzi
ndaisada because ndizvo zvanga zvazoita
ndinyanye kupindwa sterek ne ex-wife yangu
Rosey. Itu to me was still my wife because
tasina kurambana otherwise takangovhiringwa
nezvakangoitika chete, kana anga
avanemumwe ndaida kutoita zvangu chaizvo
kuti ndimutore back.After kutaura kwaChaks
ndakabva ndati "inini manje kusimudzwa naye
uyu?" ndanga ndapfeka serious face ndatoona
kuti zvinganetsa "handid kutaura ka2 or more
ndati huya ugare apa Itumeng" akabva
angosimuka fast Zimuno achisimukawo
vachichinjana pekugara ndikati "ngazvibve
zvaguma nhasi zvekuti ndikataura wotanga
wada kundi syza you know kuti handisi
shamwari yako handiti?" akabva anditarisa
zviya zvekuti uri ani kuda kunditonga but I
wasn't care , I added up ndikati "daira kana
ndichitaura newe wazvinzwa here
zvandataura" achibva ati "ok" ende ndakatoona
kuti ok yacho yabuda zvenharo ndikati "good,
so uchiona tauya pano tavinga iwewe I think
ava wavakuziva kuti ndivanani Ishu akakuudza
paye" ndakadaro ndichinongedzera vapfana
vangu akagutsurira musoro ndikati "Ok iwewe
neni patakapedzisira kuonana zvazvisina
kumira fine takangoparadzana mumwe
muparadzirano , I've tried to find you so many
times ukandi blocker on your social media
platforms ndakatozvinzwisisa kuti waisada
nezvangu that moment or wanga uchiri
wakanditsamwira, kumba kwenyu zvainetsa
kuti ndisvike ndaisada kujairira vabereki vako
but even now im still sorry Itu ndicharamba
ndichikuti sorry pese pandawanira mukana
wacho nda..." Handina kupedzisa akabva
andigama akati "ndakakuregerera kare
Tamuka I've already moved on with my life"
tese tikamutarisa ndikati "are you married or in
a relationship?" because moved on yake
yaanga ataura as if atoneumwe hana yangu
yakawedzera kurova even ndaifunga nezvazvo
asi ndaisada kuzonzwa kuti ndizvo zviripo,
akatanga atitarisa tese apa tanga
takamutarisawo kumirira answer, akati "kuita
move on kuroorwa kasi?" akaisawo wake
mubvunzo pamusoro pewangu zviya zvekuti
zvaurikubvunza zvabvepi ndikati "une
boyfriend here right now" akatoona kuti ndiri
serious zvikanzi "Tamu chiiko iwewe,ini
zvekutaurwa neni ndichityiswa handidi"
akadaro achikwiridzira ma shoulders ake ,
ndakatoona kuti ndofunga ndanga
ndamunyanyira ende anga akutooneka kuti
akunditya, boys rakanditarisa zviya zvekuti
wakunyanyisa ndikati Kuna Itu "Sorry, iwe
ingopindura zvandinenge ndichibvunza simple
hatidi kutenderedzana kunge conversation
revana vadiki" akabva ati "handina" ndikanzwa
moyo kujumper jumper nemufaro even boys
ndakatoona kuti naivo vaisada kunzwa kuti
pane umwe.Zimuno akabva asimuka akaridza
muridzo achisimudza maoko mudenga
akamafumbata zvekufarira zvakatosetsa Itu
wacho akati "kufarira kuti handina mface here ,
or kufarira kuti takawanda in single parents
world sezvo makatizwa" akadaro Kuna Zimuno
achiseka tese tikatosekawo akanzi "no gulez
ndafara because panapa pakuzonakidza kuuya
manje zvichida nesadza ratadya manakiro
aranga richiita kah haah pano muchaita zvekuti
hwanda pasi pemubhedha tisingachabve" she
just smiled akati "you are welcome" zvikanzi
naChaks "zvakaitika zvakangoitikawo zvazvo
otherwise imi totokuonai sagulez vedu mutori
Mai vedu chaivo, tigamuchirei nemaoko maviri
because ini kubva day randakakuonai
kuSaloon uko handisi kutombogona kurara
mushe ndichifunga kuti handisi kuuya
kunokuyemerai, taisatoziva kuti mogara pano
otherwise dai takauya kare tisina kutomirira
kuzokuzuvirai kuSaloon, takazongokuzivai
mumwe muziviro ndakatonyara chipenzi
chataiva nacho chiya otherwise dai takato
jumpira kuri kumusana kwenyu that day
chairo...izvi ndirikutaurira kuside kwangu ini
naZimuno kwete mukuru ava havapo" Itu
wacho akabva aseka akati "ndaizogona
kukuberekai here muri 2 Soo" akanzi na
Zimuno "tiitirei serious gulez, nzou hairemerwi
nenyanga dzayo" ndokuseka hake.

Ndikati "saka imi vakomana mandibvisa paku

jumpira kumusana mati ndidiiwo" zvikanzi na
Chaks "haah iwewe zvimiririre wega"
kwakuseka ndikazoti Kuna Mai Taa "I'm happy
wakandiregerera Itu but I'm still loving you
handisi kutaurira kuti ndakuona but zvakagara
zviripo" achibva anditarisa akati "kwana Tamu
I'm not ready for that,haungangouye wonditi
you love me ndototi neniwo kah as if hameno
hauna musikana here or hauna mukadzi?"
ndikati "to be honest I have a girlfriend anogara
muno kuChipadze but I can leave her for you
otherwise handimunzwire zvandokunzwira ,
namai Tania takasiyana kare paye
akatoroorwawo kumwe" asati apindura
zvikanzi naZimuno "Koo kungotaura chokwadi
kuti Belinda wako haumunzwisise, plus Mai
Tania vatoneumwe mwana wekwavaichaiswa
mapoto vakasiya now vavakune umwe
murume futi" anga atopedzera hake
mukomana , ende zvekuwaridza chokwadi
pachena ndizvo zvavaigona manje na Chaks
wake vaisava vanhu vanoda kutenderera.Itu
wacho akaseka akati "yowee imi muri serious
manje" achireva Zimuno zvikanzi na Chaks
"anobhowa Tamu kuda kutenderera zvenhema
achitadza kutaura zviripo zvenyu imi Belinda
wake iyeye ane mumwe muface weku
Zimasco ndokwaanoshanda ende
akatonyengwa na Tamu muface iyeye
achitovapo kare ,uyu akazozviziva but akanzi
ndi couz wangu hant you know imi vakadzi
mune kuzvida kusina basa like don't mind bby
ndi couz wangu uya" apa ayidaro
achirembedza maoko ake neku Turner voice
rake kuriita se rechikazi tikaseka ipapo
ndakatoona kuseka chaiko kwa Itumeng but
,yakazopera arambisisa ati tiite mafriends ini
ndiite zvemusikana wangu. Ndaida nezvake Itu
but there is no way pandaimumanikidza so
ndaida kumupa time chero pandaizodirwa
ipapo.Belinda wacho ayitova bho
ndaimuda,zvemumwe kuface wake ayigara
kure so ndaingozviudza kuti long distance
relationship zvaizongodhakwa , tanga tava
nemwedzi takudanana ayiva pa ZEGU
University in her third year, ndakangomuti
ndine vana but ,we separated with their mother
akangoti ok but haana kubvunza kuti
vangani.Zvega zvakandiratidza kuti ayida ini
ayisava nebasa nevana vangu and I told myself
kuti maybe ayizoita care nazvo kumberi , ende
ndanga ndakufarira kumhanya nema bby
akadzidza zvema dofo sana Rosey
vaisanzwisisa ndasisade.

Ndakatora phone ya Itu ndichida kuzvi

unblocker sezvo tese tachiri kushandisa ma
old lines iwawo ,handina kuda kumukumbira it
had a face lock ndakaisa kuface kwake ikaita ,I
burned her old Facebook accounts kunyanya
yaiva nema pics of wedding with her ex
husband ,neimwe yacho kwandanga ndaka
blokwa ,I created a new1 ndikadzosa some of
the things ndikamupa Fon yake akazviona
akati "Tamuka kah zvakakuomera" achiratidza
vana Chaks fon kuti vaonewo , ndikatosimuka
kuti tiyende ndikati "ukazvidzokorora zvekundi
blocker i will come back and do this same
system " .Takazobvapo vawirirana nana Chaks
kuti vaizouya next weekend vachi cleaner
muroom yavaisishandisa , ende vaizouya
kunomuona maweekends aanenge aripo they
exchanged maphone numbers vanga
vawirirana zvandakada.

*Flash back*

Itu ndanga ndapedzisira kumuona day

ratakabva kwatete vake moyo wangu
wairwadza especially ndikafunga my baby's
face anga akafanana naSis vake Talent ende
ndaizvituka and felt like I was the reason why
that baby didn't survive zvakambondidya moyo
for some days but I've recovered with my own
way. Ndakararama for long Itu ayiramba
kubuda mupfungwa dzangu maphotos ake
ndaiva neakawandisa mufon mangu from her
Facebook account , but emuchato wake
ndaisada kumaona that wedding I wished kuva
yangu naye.Vana vangu vaikura Mai vavo
Havana kumboita hanya nekumbouya
kunovaona munamato wangu waiva wekuti
gore randaizosangana na Itu tikawirirana
adewo vana vangu ini ndidewo wake ,I had a
hope yekuti ndaizomuona chete .Vasikana
ndaisangana nediffrent types but ndikangoona
achiita zvandisingade ndaimurambira kure
ndaisada munhu anondidira Mari , because
ndanga ndava nemari kwete
zvekutamba.Dzimba dzangu dzanga
dzazopera dzese Kuma rooms kwaibuda Mari
refu , but kuMarondera in my main house
maisava ne property ndaizviitira usimbe
kuizadza nekukura kwayo ndaizozviona
ndanga ndakaisa imwe couple vaigarako in
cottage vachipachengeta ,sezvo ndaigara
kubasa ndapihwa imba 5roomed at Manyame
airbase ,ndaigara kuline rema boss because I
was also the CIO's boss imba yacho
ndakaiwana ine zvese zvaifanira, kuMarondera
ndaizoendako maweekends.In that camp
mayiitika zvinorova but ndaisava nebasa
nevakadzi vemo some of them vaindiitira
maactions vamwe vari vakadzi vevanhu but
ndaisema zvekutoti pavasikana
vandaisangana navo vese hapana wandanga
ndasvitsa at that house ndaienda kudzimba
kwavo or lodges apa condom ndichirida
kudarika sadza .I had a three cars mazimota
mahombe ndaisada dzepasi pasi ende dzese
ndakadziisisa ma number plates akafanana
mberi neshure anga akanyorwa kuti "BOSS
TAMUKA, WEPA CHINHOYI" ndaidada
nekumba kwedu for sure muChinhoyi team
zhinji raingondiziva saGanaz nothing more
ndaitoremera at our city pambinga
dzaizivikanwa dzeko.Vabereki vangu ndivo
vandaishandira pamwe nevana vangu ndaida
vawane zvavanoda mupfanha Chaks ndainge
ndakamuti , ayite zvekuvakisa imba yake Kuma
stands avo avanga vatenga kana azopedza
ovakisa imwe yake futi kumusha ndaida
azoroora arongeka, Ayindijairira hake but
ayindinzwiisa ndikamuudza chinhu apa vanga
vakandirana marounds na Brian vatenga ma
BM umwe ye white mumwe ye
silver.Kudzimwe hama dzangu ndaingobatsira
here and there kwaBamukuru mukoma vangu
vaishanda kuMozambique vaiva nemari plus
vaishandira muChinhoyi town vaiva ne
company yezvema tiles saka zvanga
zvakarongeka tese taichengeta vabereki vedu
life ichitoendeka.
Ndakazongo namirirwawo neumwe mwana
muzukuru wa Vp ndaisatombonakirwa naye
ayiva nespeed plus mwana mudiki kwandiri
,ndaisada zvinhu zvaizondipinzisa pama one
.Ndine zvandanga ndafambira at his father's
house kakatojumpira mumota mangu
ndakashaiwa kuti ndomudzinga sei apa
ndakazonotora vana Chaks , Madays acho
vaiva kucamp at Pomona barracks saka it was
easy for them kuti tisangane muBindura
town.Ini stage yekugara muma barracks as at
camp ndanga ndakaidarika kare otherwise
ndaitonopinda muma barracks for some things
ende ndai salutwa ndichifamba ndakasenga
nyembe pamapfudzi.Takazosvika paSaloon
paayienda ndaisada kupinda mukati naye but
paakanditi "handei bby" ndakangodzika
zvekuda kumufadza ndainomusiira padoor
ndotorova pasi ,pandakadzika ndakaona
mubby ayiva pafon hana yangu ikarova
ndamuona sa Itu "boys munhu uyo arikuita
kunge Itu" ndakadaro kunana Chaks pachiboys
mwana asingazvinzwe vakabva vatoburuka
mumota kuda kuona munhu wacho ,hana
yangu yakarova zvine mutsindo wandakanzwa
ndega ndichiona ariiye Itumeng.She reacted
the same way but pakashaiwa akataura
nemumwe zvakatondipa Simba rekuda kuona
maanoshandira ndaitozomuvinga chete.

Ndakabhowekana pakauya mumwe muface

ayinzi Linox yaivawo mbinga yemu Bindura
imomo ndaimuziva because vanga
vakambonetsana neumwe muface
wandaishanda naye nekuda kwevakadzi but
ndaisava nenyaya naye , asi pandakangoziva
kuti anoda Itumeng anga avakuda
kutonditsvaga zvekurevesa.Mwana watanga
tinaye akazofonerwa nemunhu wake
ndakanyepedzera kujamuka ndichida kuwana
kubva paari otherwise zvandanga ndapindira
muSaloon zvanga zvatoita ende ndaisatoziva
kuti Itu anoruka musoro.Takazobvamo kuenda
kwataiyenda nevapfanha vangu ichingova
nyaya yaItumeng vanga varatidza kumufarira
nezuva rimwe, I liked the maturity yaiva pana
Itu because dai Ari umwe akatotanga
kubhidhaira or kuramba kuruka mwana uya
after she heard kuti musikana wangu but she
didn't and she acted cool even though ndaiona
kuti she was suffocated , on other side ayisada
kutarisana neni zvakatondiudza kuti we still
have something on each other. Patakazoenda
kumba kwa Mai Ishu kunoona tsano vaisanzwa
zvakanaka sisi vakatikumbira kuti tiperekedze
mukomana kunogadzirisa , kuimwe imba yavo
yaiva nema lodger muroad Ishmael
ayingotaura zvambuya vake vaivako mberi
kwataiyenda my sixth sense told me kuti ndi
Itu chete according to Ishu's explanations ,for
sure ndakazoona ariiye mwana anga
akandinakira hake akandinakidza achizama
kuita seasingandizive , from there I told myself
kuti ndaizomudzokera kusvika inini naye tava
Mai Taa nababa Taa sezvo ariiwo mazita
evana vedu ,Tania,Talent and Talshia ndaida
kutozomupa umwe anonyatsoku tibatanidza
kutsiva watanga tarasikirwa naye.

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CHAPTER 15

Pakadzokera Tamu nevamwe vake ndakasara

ndichingotuma mafemo. Time dzavakasvika
ndichivaona panze namai Naa ndaida
kutovasungira face kuti vaindidii manheru
iwayo, but ndakatozoona kuti I was wrong
nezvandaida kuita because Zimuno and Chaks
was so free and full of jokes ndakazobika
sadza ne poto hombe luck enough that pot set
ndachangobva kuitenga mazuva adarika ,
otherwise dai ndakatopinda busy kushaiwa
pekubikira ende usavi ndanga ndabika
hwakawanda ndichida kuzoisa mu fridge
ndozopota ndichingodziisa.Tamuka
akazotaura nyaya yake for sure ndanga
ndamuregerera but pakuti tidzokerane
ndakaparamba ,kutyira kuti last time ndanga
ndazowira ayine mukadzi sezvo tanga
tawirirana kuita ma friends zvaizondipa time
yekumudzidza nekuona zvimwe zvinhu, but
during hurukuro yacho ayitoda zvekunditonga
nekundityisidzira anga angondichinjira
asisataure with that sweet mood sezvaakanga
andiitira from mazuva
andakamuziva .Paakandiudza kuti ane
girlfriend yake asi achigara ku Chipadze
location ndakabva ndatopfira pasi nekurasira
kure pfungwa yerudo between me and Tamu to
avoid unnecessary dramas.Obvious musikana
iyeye ayitozoda zve noise neni if Ari type
dzinorwira varume ,ini zvekuzovingwa
kuSaloon ndaisada or pamba pangu.Ini secret
ndaisava nayo ndakabva ndatofonera kuzivisa
vanhu vekumba kuti ndicho chimiro chaivapo
vese vaingoti "gara hako pamba pacho but
,this time usaitiswe zvaakakuitisa last time so
becareful".Vana Chaks vanga vati vaida
kuzopota vachiuya Kuma weekends it was ok
with me nekunakidza kwavo pandinenge
ndisina kuenda kwamai Itu ndaizowana
vavaraidzi , Tamu haana kutaura zvekudzoka
kwake sezvo ayigara kure.The next day
ndakafonerwa na Mai Ishmael landlord vangu
vakangotanga nekuti "you owe me ,why you
didn't tell me kuti ndiwe mukadzi waTamuka
wavakazono tevera kwaMurehwa last year but
one" ndakatanga ndaseka ndikati "iyii nhaimi
Koo ini ndaiziva sei kuti muri sisi vake" zvikanzi
"ende zvakaoma ndakambokuudza wani paya
kuti zita rako pane kwandakarinzwa,
ndakutoona kuti I was right saka urisei nhai
muroora wangu" vaitosekawo neni zvaindiitira
funny ndikati "ndiribho but handichisiri
muroora wenyu ini" vakaseka futi vakati
"Tamuka unombomuziva zvakanakisa here iwe
uchamuziva hako musi waanokuwana uyine
imwe boyfriend kutogona kana une boyfriend
yacho motoonana zvine munyati nekuti ini
handidi kuzofonerwa ndichinzi tete ndatyorwa
mbabvu kuno" takabva taseka ende ivo
vairatidza kunakirwa ndikati "anopenga Tamu
wenyu Koo iko kuzouya nekutanga kuda
kunditonga mumba mangu futi nhaimi"
vakawedzera kuseka zvikanzi "isai baba
panzvimbo yavo mumba askana, ende ndafara
haiwaa zvizhinji zvozowonekwa kubva nhasi
chirega kundisheedza uchiti Mai Ishu uti tete
Mai ishu ,uzouya kumba kwangu ndimbokuona
mushe mushe kupurazi kwenyu ikoko
handiuyeko unondiziva wani" tikaseka
tawirirana kuti ndaizouya but I wasn't sure
about that ndainoitei ndichiti ndiri ani ini
naTamu wacho pasina yaivapo, we said our
goodbyes ende kuShashe vaikuwanzira vachiti
kupurazi even though kwaiva Kuma dale dale ,
ndanga ndakatonzwa Mai Naa vachiti "ma
landlords epano ukaona kwavanogara neimba
yavo iriko unogona kufunga kuti havafe
vachiisiya ,vane Mari vanhu vaye apa Mai Ishu
mupurisa" Mai Natalia havana information
yemunhu yaivapotsa vaiita sevanodzifambira
nyaya dzacho, asi dzangu vanga vasati vaziva
vaingoziva kuti ndini Itumeng Tembo anobva
kuChishawasha hills kuvabereki vake chete.

Svondo iroro rakapera Fon yangu ichipinzwa

busy nekufonewa zvayaisamboitwa zvekuti
vanhu kubasa vanga vakugara vachindiseka
zvekufara havo , vaiti vakada vedio call Zimuno
na Chaks varipamwe chete ,votanga kundiitira
majokes avo ndaitoona kuti mapenzi hameno
kuti vasikana vavo vaizvigona sei, but
vaitondivaraidza. Tamu ayifona every night
after work tichingotaurawo zviri general
nothing more, sepamwe ndakafonerwa Kuma
11 usiku ndakatofa nehope ndikati "unopenga
here Tamu urikumboona time?" zvikanzi "baba
Tania" ndikaridza tsamwa ndikati "imimi vacho
baba Tania, murikumboona time here
watondivhiringa hope dzadzichinaka" akaseka
zvikanzi "murikupopotei nhai Mai Taa, baba
Taa vanopopoterwa here nhai maimwana"
ndaitoona kuti anojairira ndikati "uri baba Taa
pakudii" apa ndanga ndafunga kuti avakutozviti
baba Talshia zvikanzi "vana vangu ndivana Taa
futi don't forget"ndikazviseka ndega ndikazoti
"ehoi kwacho" akaseka hake kwakunditi "bvisa
bhurugwa tiite ndigowana hope" ipapo hope
dzangu dzakabva dzati hwaaa kupera
ndafunga kuti pamwe ayita wrong call achida
kufonera Belinda wake ndikati "iwe Tamu"
zvikanzi "baba Taa" ayipedza Simba ndikati
"baba Taa maita wrong call murikutaura na Itu
I'm not munhu wamanga muchida kufonera"
akatanga aseka akazoti "relax Itumeng Tembo
I know ndiwe wandirikutaura naye kwako kutya
kuitwa here" ndakatombomutuka ndikakata
ndega Fon yacho ayida kundijairira Tamuka
sure.Next day akangomuka nekusvika pamba
pangu kuseni ndichakarara, ndakatozomutswa
ne knock yake ndikangokanda chi morning
gawn pamusoro peka night dress nekupfeka
mamorning pushes ndichibuda , anga
akatopfeka uniform yebasa achitoti " ndine
zvandafambira kuno ,saka ndangoti ndipfuure
ndichikuona uchindiudza kuti wakanditukirei
last night" ndakangoseka ndikati "munopenga
here baba imi ndimi makatanga kundidenha
wani" ayitova nevamwe vake 3 mumota
yairatidza kuti ndeye basa zvikanzi "ndoda
munhu ane hunhu, haugone kumhoresa vanhu
vakuru here enda unomhoresa vanhu avo" I
just blashed zvanga zvandiremera kungoenda
kumota yacho ndisina kupihwa permission
zvaisangoita Soo even though yanga yapakwa
muyard medu, ndakafamba ndichienda kumota
yacho iye akasara akamira padoor rangu
achibaya baya phone yake .Ndakasvika
pamota yacho ikatovhurwa door rekumashure
ndakusvika kwanga kune vanhu 2 vaivako
ndikatovamhoresa vese neanga arikumberi
vakadaira bho bho ndikati "saka munonwa sei
tea yacho imi muchirambirira makagara
mumota menyu imomo" vakaseka havo
zvikanzi neumwe wacho "don't worry mainini
tatoona kuti hamunyime tichauya kunonwa
rimwe zuva" ndakangosekawo ndikavaoneka
ndichidzokera padoor panga pakamira
Tamu."structure yako zvaungori Soo mwana
iwewe kah kuramba hazvo kuvharirwa muzinhu
rawakapfeka iroro" akadaro ndichangosvika
ndikaseka ndikati "baba Tania munopenga
chete imi ndofunga Belinda ane basa chairo",
apa iye anga atotungamira kupinda mumba
semake akati "hona Itu" .Apa ndanga ndakuda
kutogara pasofa ndikacheuka kwaari iye
akafamba kuuya pandiri nefon yake akamira
pamashure pangu akandibata muwerst
kwakutora mapics maself tiri tese ndikati
"munoda kundiisa kupi nezi morning gawn irori
nhaimi baba Tania" ndakadaro
ndichitozvirarisa tarisa iye akutoita zvefon
yake akati "hant Ari mufon mangu here" ndikati
"but hazvisi bho what if Belinda akazomaona
mapics iwawo zvoita sekunge manga marara
pano, ini handid madrama hangu" akaseka
tikanzwa knock ,ini ndine munhu wandanga
ndakatarisira for sure ayiva iye, Mai Nenyasha
vakabva vasvikawo she wanted something
from me before I left ende vaisaenda kubasa
pane kwavaiyenda. Vakamhoresana na Tamu
akati "ndonzi baba Tania ndiri murume waItu,
asi ndinenge ndakakuonai day randakauya
kuSaloon" ndikamutarisa zviya zvekuti
unopenga here zvikanzi na Mai Nenya "yah
makandiona sure ,saka murisei ini ndiri sister
friend vaItu ndinonzi Mai Nenyasha ,baba
Nenyasha varikubasa vana Nenyasha variko
kumba" takabva taseka tese ndikazoudza
Tamu kuzivana kwangu namai Nenya vacho
,akazobuda hake kuenda tikasara zvikanzi
namai Nenya "yooo Koo sei usina kundiudza
kuti arikuno apa ndamboda kusvika
nekurotomoka ndazodzikama ndaona mota ine
sticker rakanyorwa zve Army panze apo"
tikaseka nekuvaudza kuti anga angouya.

Weekend yaifanirwa kuuya vana Chaks havana

kuzokwanisa kuuya vaiti vari busy kubasa
macalls avo ndiwo ayitondinakidza than
yaTamu kubva musi wandanga ndamutuka
anga akusanyanya kufona ,
ndikazongoyerekana andisvikira mubasa
mangu during the week apa ndaitova ne client
table yangu yaiva kudhuze ne door ,akasvika
akapfeka slimfit suit ye royal blue yanga
yakamu fita ndandisati ndamboona akapfeka
suit apa ayifamba akaisa maoko muhomwe ye
trouser achizvida kana step anga akuita kunge
munhu ane twuma teya kurikuzvida ndipo
pandakatoonerawo step yake kubva zvatanga
tapedza mwaka yekuwanda tisina kuonana ,
vanhu vakatanga kutarisana musaloon like
always akangomira paside pangu akati "ndeipi"
ndikamudaira zvikanzi "urikupedza nguvai apa"
achinongedzera nemusoro pandairuka
ndikatanga ndapatarisa ndikati "after 30
minutes" zvikanzi "ok pedza I'm waiting for you
tobva taenda kumba" ayindipengera
ndakatarisa time pawatch yangu yaiva
mumaoko nechemumoyo ndikati kuenda
kumba 12 before lunch idzodzo zvaisabuda ,
akabva adhonza chair yaisava nemunhu
ndokugara zvikanzi namai Nenyasha
vaishandira kuline role number 2 from my table
"kasi hamusikunditsvagawo" vakadaro
vachidongorera patiri sezvo vari pavari
vaisanyatsokuona vakavharirwa nemamwe ma
tables apa vanga vakabata hairpiece
zvoratidza kuti vaitoruka munhu. Tamuka
wacho akatarisa kwaibva nevoice raitonzwika
sezvo manga mangova nekamwe ka silent Soo
"aah gulez sorry wena murume makatowana
anobyza manje" akadaro Tamu achitoseka
nekusimuka kuenda kwaiva namai Nenyasha
vacho akapfuura nepanga paneboys vema logs
nevekugera akavati "murikuita sei varume
zvirikufamba here" vakangomudairawo nice
pachirume akati "ndoyacho boys hakuna Mari
kunze uku techingotatarika" vakataura
ayisatozivana navo hake zvanga zvangotangira
ipapo , akapfuurira vasikana nema clients avo
asi kutaura navo akasvika pana Mai Nenya
achitotora chair akanzi "sure kana kumboda
kunditsvagawo makutoda kuperera kumukadzi
wenyu kuseri uko" vakabva vaseka vese
vakatanga kutaura dzimwe nyaya vanhu vanga
vakunyanya kuteerera because tension yacho
yanga yanyanya I think mukomana ayigera
akazvionawo kwakuridza music vanhu vese
vakacheukirana "iwe ndiwe une size manje
Chale" vakasheedzera vamwe Mai manager
wemo the one wataitambidza every 30%
money from the client vanhu vakaseka
pavakadaro, vanhu vaida zvinhu musaloon
medu. Tamuka akazodzoka pandiri awona kuti
ndanga ndatopedza ,client paid ndikanogeza
maoko pasink nekudzoka ndichibvisa chi
apron changu ndikati "wanga uchitorevesa
here about kuenda kumba which means
tirikungoenda for lunch todzoka after hant"
zvikanzi "takura zvinhu zvako unodzoka
mangwana" ndakatombomupikisa akati "gulez
huyai mutaure nemunhu wenyu ayite
zvandirikumuudza" akadaro reffed to Mai
Nenya iye kwakuisa rumwe ruoko muhomwe
akabata Fon nekutodaira call achibuda
matiri.Mai nene vakauya pandiri ndikavaudza
zvaivapo zvikanzi "dzungu unenge unarowo
iwe enda kumba uko, unoti unoruza maclient
kudii Koo akasauya dai kuchinzi une atopa
order better" ndakatoona kuti handichaibude i
packed my things ndikalocker chi cabard
changu , lunch box ndikasiira Mai Nenya sezvo
ndaiwanzo kuzotenga drink chete palunch
ndaisaita zvevamwe vaitenga lunch or
kuvigirwa nemaface avo sezvo ndandisina.I
said my goodbyes to my mates ndikabuda
ndikawana Tamu Ari mu corridor pacall
akandiona akatungamira tichibuda akasvika ku
unlocker mota nekundivhurira door rekumberi
iye akazonopinda pasit rake.Takambogara a
chiri pacall ayiratidza kutaura nemunhu
weUkama after the call akanditarisa zvikanzi
"kana wakanditarisa unondiona sani wako
exactly" ndikamutarisa ndikati "hapana" for
sure panga pasinawo zvikanzi "ehe hapana but
usandijairirewo" handina kupindura akamutsa
mota takananga kumba kwangu sezvo paiva
fut pasisi vake hameno ikoko.Takasvika
nekudzika akavhura kumashure ndokutora
laptop bag rake ne one plastic bag ndikanzi
"huya utore zvimwe handingambogone
kuzvibata" ndakatarisira ndikaona kune plastic
re Nandos ne2 mamwe ekwa Pick n pay
ndikabereka ka satchel bag kangu ndikatora
maplastics aye iye kwakutora rimwe one
ndikanovhura door tichipinda, ndokugadzika
maplastics aye pa kitchen counter ndikanzi
"ndezvako zvese zvinhu Izvozvo" ndikati
"thanks a lot" handina kudairwa munhu atova
Kuma couches akutobvisa bhachi resuit
raakazoisa pa handle resofa raakagara,
ndakamboda kumuti wakachena zvese
nekufitwa but ndakazeza serious yacho sezvo
ndanga ndamubhowa from the saloon.

"Ndibikerewo sadza" ndizvo chete zvaakataura

ndikati "ok moda kuriseva nei" zvikanzi "chero
chandirikuda isadza xaa" his voice was full of
command not kukumbira no what ,
zvairambika kuti ndiye Tamuka wandakaziva
kare achitaura neni in a seducing way zveipapo
manje anga achinja plus
kundityisa.Ndakatobatidza kattle yemvura
ndokubudisa chicken stew yandanga
ndakabika kare ndikayiisa mu microwave ,
nekutanga kurongedza grocery randanga
ndavigirwa from plastic bags zvanga
zvakawanda ndaitombochovha chaiko.Iye
anga ava busy paLaptop yake uku achiscrower
rimwe ziTablet raaiva naro ayitoratidza kuti ,
zvaayiita ipapo was a serious
job.Ndakazopedza kubika ndikamuti "chibvisai
zvinhu zvenyu zviripa table ndiwane kukuisirai
chikafu" akangobvisa akanyarara kutsamwa
kwake kwaibhowa kuita nguva refu semunhu
kadzi, I dished him ini ndikatora Nandos yangu
nekuisa muplate zvimwe ndikasiya
muchipaper chazvo Sezvo zvanga
zvakawanda.Ndakaenda kunogara rimwe
couches raanga asiri iye ayiva busy kudya
ndikaona avakunditarisa amira kudya without
any word zvakandipa confusion ,
ndakangofunga kuti pamwe ndagara
pasirikufanirwa kugarwa ndikasimuka
ndichienda kunogara padhuze naye
tikatarisana ndokuseka tese zvikanzi "unenge
uchitoziva hako zvaunofanirwa kuita asi
uchinyepera kudzungaira hant" ndachiri
nesetswa because serious yake yanga
yavakutondiitisa sechituta Ndikati "asi hazvina
kumbonaka henyu baba Tania
zvamunondiitisa" zvikanzi "zvei
uchingozvipusisa wega" Ndikati "kamutarisiro
kako pandiri kandipusisa"zvikanzi "zvimwe
zvinoda kungoonawo wega soo, haungati
ndakagara pano woenda kunogara kure neni
uko, pese pandichauya muno uzive pekugara"
kundijairira ayiva nako kuda kunditonga zvisina
basa as if I'm his daughter ndikati "ayewa
Tamu ipapo uri wrong hako, usanditonge
because I'm in your sisters house kana zviri
izvo ndichabva pano, you have Belinda there
she is the one waunofanirwa kudaro not me"
haana kudaira he continued to eat apedza I
washed my dishes ndikanozvambarara pasofa
rimwe risiri rake , iye anga ava busy with his
laptop ini ndiri busy with my phone chatting
with Ethan pamwe pacho ndichimboisirwa ma
voice note apa smile was all over my
face.Ndakazonzwa ndakunzi "huya ugare apa
Itumeng we need to talk" ndakaenda
paayindida pacho ndakabata phone yangu
akati "give it to me" ndikaramba nayo zvikanzi
"ndati ndipe phone iyoyo" ndakakurumidza
kumupa ndikati "you are abusing me iwewe"
zvikanzi "sorry" ndikati "hebo" akaramba
akanditarisa kumeso but angu
ndaimanzvengesa zvikanzi "tell me unondiona
sani exactly" mubvunzo wake wanga
wakutondibhowa ndikati "as my friend like
what we agreed" akaramba akanditarisa for
some few minutes time akandisungira face.

Kwakuchizotaura akangoti "horaiti friend"

ndakamboda kuseka ndikatiwo "sharp friend"
kwakuramba akanditarisa zvikanzi "usabve
hako pano I'm not here because it's my sister's
house ,but I'm here because I caring for you
but if I offended you sorry handichauye"
ndakatoona kuti akuda kuisa nyaya kusiko
ndikangokwanisa kubudisa word rekuti
"unouya" zvikanzi "uchiratidza kubhowekana
neni?" ndakamedza mate ndikati "urikunyanya
kunditonga kwacho friend sha".Asati apindura
ndakanzwa bel remota kugate ndikavhura
kwakuona a silver BM ichipinda ndakatoti
pamwe ndivana Mai Naa Sezvo vaiti vane imwe
mota kumba kwavamwene vavo kwaigara vana
vavo , but ndakaita sendicha screemer
nemufaro ndichiona vari vana Chaks zvekuti
pavakapinda padoor remu lounge ndakatoita
vekumha yira ndikashaiwa kuti ndombundira
upi kwakuzovabatanidza vese vari two
ndichigamuchira black plastic ravanga vanaro
zvikanzi naZimuno "kusuwiwa here uku" ndikati
"zvisingaite mamuchingoti tichauya
musingasvike" zvikanzi na Chaks achibvunza
Tamu anga agara akazem era couche
"kohindava kungoita low low kasi wanyimwa?"
ndikakurumidza kuti "kunyimwa chii ,handisi
type inoswedza munhu nenzara aguta
ndamubikira" ndanga ndatofunga kuti abvunza
chikafu vakaseka iye Tamuka ari serious
akazoti "anondijairira Itu" ndakanyarara
kutopererwa kuti anga akatsamwei chaizvo
zvikanzi na Chaks "sorry ,but ndiye watatouya
kunotora" akanzi "muchienda naye kupi"
zvikanzi na Zimuno "kuparty" akatariswa
nerimwe ziso rekunge richakurova
akakurumidza kuti "ndirikutamba blaz"
zvakandipa kubwibwinyika "kwanzi tiuye naye
namai Ishu ndiye watapfuura tichitora tabva
neku saloon tikanzi auya kumba" pandakanzwa
yekwamai Ishu ndakarohwa nehana ndaisada
kuenda ndaifanirwa kutanga ndataura nevanhu
vekumba but Tamu akambonditarisa akazoti
"achaendako not today" ndakatofara
vakabvumirana izvozvo, I wanted to dish for
the boys but vakati vane kwavaida kuenda
handina kubvunzisisa."here is your parcel
gulez zvabva Kuna muchembere tanga tiri
kuChinhoyi ndokwatarara last night" akadaro
Chaks achitendeka black plastic ravanga vauya
naro ndikati "munditenderewo"
ndakadongorera ndikaona mune some of the
things zvinowanikwa kumamisha from
mumunda.I wanted to ask Tamu kuti
watsamwei chaizvo ndikagara padhuze naye
ndokuti "sorry kana ndaita zvisirizvo friend
usanditsamwire" akangoseka zvikanzi "ende
utori serious".Takazotaura some of the things
takutowirirana ndikasiya ndanzi "after this
weekend, inotevera yacho touya tichikutora
kuenda kubhora Kuma Dziva kune magames
ariko" ndikati "kasi iwewe unotamba?"zvikanzi
"ndoda kungotamba musi wacho because
unenge uripo" ndikaseka imagining achitamba
bhora .Akazoenda hake ndikatosara
ndatosurukirwa ndakatofarira kuti anga asina
kuda kundibata bata or kuita zvisirizvo
sezvandainzwa vamwe vachiti vanhu
vakamboita sex vese vakagara mumba vari
two vanopedzisira vazvidzokorora but to us it
was different.

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CHAPTER 16

From the day ranga rabva Tamu kumba

kwangu,anga avakungoita zvekufona
ndaitodaira call ndichiti "hello friend" iye otiwo
"kurisei friend" . During the week Chaks
,Zimuno neumwewo workmate yavo
vakangoyerekana vasvika kubasa kwangu,
ndanga ndisina hangu client ndakatogara
hangu pachair ndikavati "awuya wuya" zvikanzi
na Zimuno "makagara manje takudzokera isu"
ndikakurumidza kusimuka ndikati
"musadzokere kani" thought they were serious
vakaseka zvikanzi "tati tivigire madam boss
lunch" ndikavatenda it was a plastic of chicken
slice , vakabva vati kune umwe wavo "wariona
here koso raBoss Tamuka" ndakavatarisa
ndichida kuziva kuti Koso zvorevei zvikanzi
neayiudzwa wacho "zvirikuoneka kuti ndezva
Boss" vakaseka, ndakasheedza Mai Nenya i
introduced the boys to her ndivo vaiva sisi
vangu vepedyo kah ,zvanga zvasangana vana
Chaks vacho namai Nenya vanotaurisa zvekuti
hazvina kuvatorera tym kujairana nekuwana
nyaya dzacho, vakazondisiira makeys epa
room yavo yekumba kwangu vakati "mutsvage
munhu anomugadzira motiudza kuti ati marii"
ini ndaiziva hangu kuti ndaizomugadzira
ndikawana time.Rimwe zuva iri Friday
ndakatofonerwa nasekuru baba Reggis vachiti
"ndiudze pabasa pako topfuura tichikusiira
zvinhu zvako" vaitoenda kumba kwedu
kuChishawasha hills ,zvekuti patakaonana
vanga vandivigira chikafu from their plot
zvanga zvakawandisa zvekuti we ended up
tatoenda kumba kwangu kunozvisiya
 ,ndikatozobatana navo kuenda tese kwamai
Itu, Kwandakazonotanga kubvunzwa zvemu
soldier ndichivaudza zvaivapo pamwe
nezvekusheedzwa kwangu kwamai Ishmael
and also kutumirwa zvinhu namai vake "maybe
paya akangorasikawo asi Ari munhu kwaye,
pamwe chete nehama dzake kana mawirirana
wongwarirawo" vakadaro gogo vanhu vese
vakatsigira, I felt like it was useless kuramba
ndichivaudza kuti he was just my friend
because vaisambotaura point yehufriend.
Talshia anga avakuzvizwisisa kuti ndiri mama
vake but ayinyanya kuda gogo vake kwandiri
ayivinga phone magames chete
.Ndakazodzokera kumba pakadzokerawo
vana Sekuru vachienda kuMazowe kwavo,
ndanga ndatopedza weekend yese ndiri offline,
fon ndakatozoona ipapo kuti yaiva pa flight
mode, ndikazopinda online ndavakumba
ndikawana pane mamassages aTamu
ekundimhoresa pandakamupindura he was
online akatoita iri vedcall "hey friend"
ndakadaro in a happy mood zvikanzi "wanga
urikupi over the weekend,nekudzima phone
futi" anga Ari serious zvakandipa
kuzvidzikamisa ndikati "yanga iri pa flight
mode ndasina kuzviona" akaramba
akanditarisa achiruma nekutambisa muromo
wake wepazasi "haugone kusangana
nemubvunzo here ndati wanga urikupi" ini ehh
zvazvatoipa ndikati "Why you are like this
Tamu chii newe" he just clicked his toung
zvikanzi "ndirikuuya ikoko ndisvike wakugona
kundipindura mushe" he dropped the
call ,anga akapfeka suit yeblack achiratidza
kuti Ari pabasa i could saw with the
background yaine Zim flag and the Army flag
ndikatoshaiwa kuziva kuti ayimboita nezvei
asiri in his uniform yandakajaira.It was Monday
apa ndanga ndatorovha kubasa ma uniforms
angu ndisina kutowachawo ,ndakatanga
ndarongedza zvandanga ndakavigirwa nana
Sekuru ndikaisa zvimwe paside zvandaizopa
Mai Naa manheru ,ndaka cleaner mumba
ndikazopindira washen ndokupedza patime
dzandaigeza ndipo pakasvika Tamu
ndikatoona kuti ayiva serious kuti arikuuya.Asi
pandakabuda mubathroom handina kumuona I
just went into my bedroom and dressed myself
ndikazobuda ndikawana ari in kitchen side
akazembera kitchen counter busy scrolling my
phone, apa ndanga ndaibvisa password
ndirikumba ndichiitira Talshia atambe
nagames ake easly asingandinetsi.

"Murisei baTania mafamba bho here" I said

that ndichitoshaiwa pekutangira sezvo munhu
anga asina kundicheukira or kusimudza
musoro zvikanzi "wanga urikupi over the
weekend" he asked that calmly anditarisa
mumaziso ndikati "usanditarise uchidaro Tamu
please" for sure the moment yaayinditarisa
mumaziso ndainzwa something zvisinga
tsanangurike pasi peguvhu i tried kubva paari
akandibata ruoko zvinorwadza zvikanzi "hausi
kugona kupindura here iwe" ndakamedza mate
ndikati "ndandiri kumba baTania chindisiya
please" ndokundisiya kwaakazoita ndikanzi
"unofanirwa kundiudza kana uchibva kuno
kuenda somewhere" nechemumoyo ndakatoti
Anopenga ndakamboda kumuti uri ani asi
mood yake yaioneka kuti haidi zvisina basa,
ndakagadzira chikafu tikadya ,tichitaura zviri
general ndikamuti "saka ndizvo zvawafambira
zvekuti ndanga ndiripi?" Akaseka ndikati "chero
ndikaita boyfriend I don't think
achandichengera kudaro" akabva achinja face
zvikanzi "kasi pane arikukunetsa?" Ndakabva
ndamutarisa ndikati "I'm a beautiful single
mother Tamu so it's normal" akabva anyarara
avaku scroller phone yake zvikanzi "ndoda
kunoona Belinda handei" ndikati "ini kuenda
kupi nhaiwe ugomuti ndiri friend
mungawirirana here ini wacho ndingasabva
ikoko ndarohwa zvangu handidi ini" tikabva
taseka tese akati "ndongomuudza zvezviripo
kuti ndiwe Mai Taa" ndikamutema ne sofa
cushen akanzvenga ndokubuda
kwaakazoita.Pamazuva akatevera Mai Ishmael
vakangoyerekana vasvika Ari masikati kubasa
kwangu ndikavati "Koo mapaziva sei pano"
kwakuseka vachiti "ndapihwa ma directions
nana Tamuda ndatoona kuti zvinganetsa
ndikati better ndinotora munhu wangu ndega
gore ringatopera ndichingonzi ndichauya" ,
ndakazongobuda navo ndakatosiya ndalocker
carbad rangu asi ndaitarisira kukurumidza
kudzoka ,sezvo munhu wandai truster Mai
Nenya wasn't there apa zvaisaita kuramba
kuenda navo tikanopinda mumota mavo
vakaimutsa takuenda kumba kwavo ndikati
"Saka ndirikuenda kumba kwemukwasha in
this dressing" ndakadaro ndichitozvitarisa skirt
jin rangu zvikanzi "hant wakati hauchisiri
mukadzi wa Tamuka saka hazvina basa"
vaiwoneka kuda kuseka ndikati "ehe
handichisiri but imi hant matonditora because
of him Soo here" ndokuseka tese zvikanzi
"zvekuti hausi mukadzi wake unotozvimiririra
kuzvitaura iye aripo here or kujairira inini hako"
ndikaseka ndokuzoti "depend on his mood
anomborova serious yekuti ndogona kuisa ma
yes panoda ma no kurikumutya chete" ipapo
vakazondiseka manje but I thank her
vakazotora direction yekumba kwangu zvikanzi
"chipfeka zvauri comfortable nazvo ende
hauna kumbofitwa nekuziva chikaranga
netsika" ndikabuda ndichiseka ndichinochinja
hembe thank God kuti mai Naa vaisabatika
during the day, otherwise vaitozoda kuziva ziva
zvinova zvandaisada I dressed into a fled blue
dress and same colour kutsoka ndikaenda
kumota kwavo ndokudzika from steering
ndikati "makuendepi manje" zvikanzi "kuda
kuitira murume wako vedio call
ndimunyepudze kuti ndini ndinewe"
ndakatomboseka ndikavati "muchanditadzisa
kudiwa ndichingonzi ndiri mukadzi waTamu"
vakasekawo zvikanzi "koinhema here
zvongooneka kuti munodanana asi pane achiri
kunyepedzera kuomesera mumwe" ndokuseka
hedu sure vakaita vedio call tiri kunze
kwemota vakadairwa vachinzi "murikuitei
kumba kwemukadzi wangu" vakabva
vanditarisa vakati "arikuramba kuti ndimuti
mukadzi wako" zvikanzi na Tamu wacho
"ishungu chete hake kana achizviti haasi
mukadzi wangu ngaatsvage mumwe murume
obva amupinza mubedroom make ini ndobva
ndasvika vari vese pari pabed fut" zvaisekesa
isu takaseka asi iye haana ,Mai Ishmael vacho
kwakuzomuudza kuti vaiyenda neni kumba
kwavo, after the call takazoenda kumba kwavo
ndichingonzi "manakiro ako Itumeng hauna
kufitwa nekuva nehunhu, dai uri umwe
uchitonyan'anya" taibva taseka.Takazosvika
panga pakanaka pamba pavo that's why
vaizotiwanzira vachiti kwedu ku Shashe
kwandaigara Kuma purazi because pavo
pamba pavaigara waiita sewasvika pamba
papresdent, murume wavo ayivapo ndaingonzi
hambuya we had a great time vakazondidzosa
kumba vese nemurume wavo ndikaita futi
lucky rekusvika Mai Naa vasati vauya, kubasa
handina kutozodzokera.

Mazuva akafamba munhu wese Ari busy

nebasa rake tichingotaura pamafon ,apa ini
mufaro waiwedzera because sisi Prudence
vanga vave dhuze kuuya, weekend yekuenda
kubhora yakakwana it was my first time
kuenda that type of event ndaisatorinzwisisa
bhora racho Sezvo blue is my favorite colour
ndaingoti kana pachitamba team yakapfeka
blue ndoti ndiyo yangu.Ndakapfuura
ndichitorwa na Chaks and Zimuno takananga
ku Madziva vakapfuura vachitora umwe
musikana wavaiti ndewa Chaks, takazosvika
kwataiyenda ndikanzwa kumbundirwa
muwerst from the back ndokuona Ari Tamu
ndikati "munopenga here baba
Tania,mandivhundutsa" ndanga ndaita
kakuvhunduka ndokuseka hake akati "maitwei
nhai Mai vegirls,kubva mavhunduka kudaro"
ndakangomutarisa ndikatoshaiwa kuti yava ipi
ndikamusiya sezvo tanga takamira pavanhu he
added up saying "muchenero wawakaita Itu
kah, zvichiri zvekuona bhora here izvi,or kuda
kundipa basa rekurwa nevanhu
vavakukutevera" ndakatoshaiwa kuti kufarisa
nekutaurisa anga azviwanei , I just smiled
zvikanzi na Chaks "ndamboda kuzvitaurawo
but ndatya kunzi Bamunin munotaurisa"
akadaro achiisa musoro paside zvekunzwisa
tsitsi tikaseka ,for sure I was dressed to kill isu
vana hedu kumba kwedu taipfeka fashion ma
label ataitumirwa kubva kuchando so fashion
ndaisetta hangu.Vakazoenda kunotisiya
takagara on ground tarrace Tamu akasiya ati
Kuna Zimuno uyo wataisara naye ,
"usazonyanye kuita zvekuona bhora uchisiya
Mai vevana vangu vachinyengwa, mubby wa
Chaks haana dhiri uchengete uyu" mubby
waChaks wacho kwakuseka akati "bamukuru
imi kah musandidaro" Tamu akasekawo
zvairatidza kuti vaizivana havo,
ndakangomutarisa ndikamushaira mashoko
futi apa iye na Chaks vaitonopinda
mugame.The ground was so nice with a green
lawn well designed and smart , Zimuno akasiya
ati kwandiri nemumwe wangu "ndirikuuya ma
bby angu regai ndinotsvaga madrinks
nezvekudyira dyira game risati ratanga"
tikadaira and he left ndikasara ndichinzi
nemusikana waChaks uyo ayingonditarisa
tarisa kubva zvatakasangana "kasi
makadzokerana na bamukuru"
ndakangomutarisa zvekusaziva kwaiyenda
nyaya yake nekwayakange yakatangira ndikati
"why wadaro and how do you know about me".
Zvikanzi "mmmm ndongokuzivaiwo"
ndakatoona kuti she was hiding something
ndikati "tiri two pano,so tell me" akabva ati
"moda ndizonzi ndine makuhwa here"
ndikaseka hangu ndokuzoti "nani wandinenge
ndakuudza do I look like the zvinyaya nyaya
type" akasekawo zvikanzi "firstly you Know
musikana anonzi Belinda right?" Hana yangu
yakatomborova kuti pamwe ndaita zvisirizvo
nemurume wemunhu zvichida that girl ihama
ya Belinda so I just said "yes I know her, hant
she is baTania's girlfriend" I said that with
confidence , zvikanzi "yes so I wasn't know you
or kuti bamukuru Tamu vane vana ndatozviziva
nhasi, saka rimwe day we were somewhere ini
naChaks ,Zimuno newakewo then bamukuru
na Belinda wavo saka isu vasikana
takatozivana ipapo then takazonzwa Belinda
akunetsana na Bamukuru about your pictures
munavo imi makapfeka morning gawn ,so
Belinda akabvunza akanzi she is my ex wife
but pic nderekare, pandakuonai
ndachifananidzira ndazobvunza Chaks
patanga takamira uko ndipo paati ndimi
munhu wacho ende mune vana mese na
bamukuru, but zvamurikuitana nekuchengerwa
kwenyu ndiko kwandipa question mark"
ndakamboseka zvekupererwa plus kutya
kuzovingwa na Belinda wacho ndichinzi
ndirikutorana nemunhu wake saka mukuseka
imomo maitoda ndifunge ma answers
akangwara.
"Hoo Soo makabva matova ma friends here na
Belinda wacho obvious hamungatadze" I said
that ndichida kuwana mapinduriro akanaka
zvikanzi "no zvakangopererako" I felt relieved
ndikati "ok hatina hedu kudzokerana
kungowirirana sevanhu vane vana vese,
ndozvaari Tamu kundichengera maybe
anotyira kuti ndingatsvagira vana vake stepdad
vakadhakwa" takabva taseka hedu ndakuziva
kuti chero akazoona Belinda haanotauri zvisina
basa knowing kuti I know her as Tamu's
girlfriend, apa nhema dzaiudzwa vanhu nana
Tamu kuti ndine vana naye nndakadzishaira
mupanda wadzo.Takataura zviri general
takagara pakusvika pandakazoziva kuti
muground kwaitamba both teams of maganaz
inenge ya winner yozopinda mu main game
with Madziva team ,ende side rataiva ku
tarrace kwaiva nema ganaz only even though
vaisava nema uniform sezvo kwaiva
kumutambo asi takaudzwa na Zimuno uyo
anga atodzoka nezvidyiwa.But ndakatarisa
around ndikaona kuti most of them vakadzi
vavaiva navo vaisava vekumba vaiva vekufara
navo ndikatoona kuti maybe ndiyo yandanga
ndatambwa naTamu achisiya Belinda wake
chaiye , ndokuuya neni kuno
blinger.Zvakamboda kundibata bata but
hazvina kwazvakazosvika because of ma jokes
ayitaurwa nevanhu vaiva mudhuze nesu ,
zvekuti zvaitaurwa nevanhu kuti ma ganaz Ari
rough ndakatoona Ari manyepo because
paisekwa kwete zvekutamba apa game ranga
ratotanga for both Soldiers team .Ini hapana
yandai supporter because hapana team yanga
yakapfeka blue apa Tamu na Chaks vaiva
opposite teams , "hona matwins eku Chinhoyi
vakutotaura zvembeva dzavakasiya vateya
kubani rekumusha kwavo Soo ... enda divi
releft ne bhora mhaniweeee Chaks" said one of
the man ayivapo Ari wechikuru vanhu vakafa
nekuseka seni mbabvu dzanga dzakurwadza
he said that after Tamu and Chaks
vachimakana bhora vari two ende vachiita
sevane zvavaitaurirana , "ndoda kuvaudza kuti
mamuchivaseka ,motondibata bho ndisataure"
akadaro Zimuno ndikawedzera kuseka
zvemusi iwoyo zvaindifadza ndikati "Koo
ndaimboziva kuti kunze kuno kune
zvinonakidza Soo" akabva asekawo "play the
ball nicely babe" said by musikana wa Chaks
anga asimuka achi waver maoko ake
muground macho obvious haana ayimunzwa
,apa vanhu vaivapo vakabva vamucheuka
nekuseka ini ndakangokwanisa kuti "Ayiiii"
nekusekawo.Game rakazopera haro team yana
Chaks yaka winner so ndiyo yaizotamba ne
Madziva team takambogara hedu taku
refresher nekudya zvatanga tatengerwa na
Zimuno tichimirira zvaitevera. "Nhasi mauya
nemhandire here mukoma Norman" akadaro
Tamuka achisvika patanga takagara ndasina
kumboona kuuya kwake "vauya nadzo asi
ungati dzanhasi dzakatsva apa hadzina
nzungu futi hadzidyike mudhara" akadairirawo
mumwe anga akazvigarirawo vamwe vese
vakaseka seni ndasingachagone mutaurirwo
wazvaiitwa you could laugh chero usingade.
Mukoma Norman vaitaurwa vacho
vaitosekawo , akabva agara paside pangu apa
achinhuwirira zvoratidza kuti ayibva kunogeza
kwavaipfekera , paakapedza kutamba bhora
because akazouya patiri atochinja from his
uniform apfeka all black pushes, short, t-shirt
and cap zve label re Umbro ne sport bag
racho.Kwakugara hake akandi hanger "bla Mafi
mavaona here madam vangu ndimi maiti ndiri
bhachura uyu munhu wandakapa vana 3
 ,ndakatomirira mombe kumberi uku because
igirls soon ndichamupamha chimwe tovharisa
na Boss Tamuka junior" ipapo ndakatoona kuti
sure baba ava vanozvimbirwa nekutaura
kwavasina kuswera apa ini ndanga ndakutyira
kuti musikana waChaks ayigona kuzozvisvitsa
Kuna Belinda ndaifanirwa ktozoudza Chaks
azoita plan "Tamuka usatibyze munhu anoziva
kusenga mimba here uyu, wakuda kutivhara
manje" said one of the guys vaivapo "ita Soo
tivaratidze dumbu redu bby" akadaro achiita
seanoda kundifukura hembe ndikati "imi
BaTania aah imi kwanai" vanhu vakaseka
included iye zvikanzi neumwe "haah zvinhu sha
,waita ukakurumidza kudzoka ndanga
ndakuda kutouya mudhuze" zvikanzi na "Tamu
ndaisiya bhora muground ndikakuvinga
ndichimhanya" vakaseka nekutanga kutaura
zvimwe but most of them vanga vato believer
nhema dzake about me.Bhora rakazopera vana
Chaks vahwina isu takabva ku tarrace
ndakabatwa ruoko naTamu ndikanzi "wauya
wakasetta smart uchida kutsvaga
kuzonyengwa manje ndazvidira mavhu" he said
that jokingly even though vamwe vanhu vanga
vakazvichenera zvavo "you are my enemy in
progress" ndakadaro akaseka.

Takasvika kwaiva kwaka pakwa mota

dzevanhu ini ndikanzi na Tamuka "ndini
ndirikuenda newe" handina kuita nharo we said
our goodbyes nana chaks apa ndanga
ndatomuudza paka Conner kuti awone
zvekuita kuti musikana wake asazoende ne
wrong information Kuna Belinda ini zvema
drama ndaizvitya ."Nhasi wanga uchifarisa
nhema dzawanga uchiudza vanhu iwe kah" I
said that tava muroad zvikanzi "nhema dzekutii
I don't remember it" ndikaseka ndikati "kuti tine
vana hee what what" ndikanzi "saka vana
Tania havasi vana vako here vakasiyanei na
Talshia" ipapo ndakapusa zvekushaiwa answer
because ndaiziva vasiri vangu same naiye apa
ayindibvunza ari serious on his driving akabata
steering ne one hand rimwe rakatsamhiriswa
gokora pawindow ruchipuruzira ndebvu
"hazvisi kukuitira here zvandataura" akabvunza
again ndisati ndapindura his first question
ndikati "ndivo" ndokumbonyarara mbijani
zvikanzi "urikutii apa" serious yacho wairamba
kuti ndiye munhu abva ku ground kwakune
majokes ndikati "ndati vana vangu Tania na
Talent" akaramba akatarisa kumberi zvikanzi
"good if you don't love me it doesn't mean you
shouldn't love my kids also ,we all know kuti
pane zvakaitika kare zvisinganakidze kutaura
nezvazvo but tichida kuzvitarisa unotova Mai
vavo because wakambosenga umwe wavo
saka hazvisi kuchinja kuti uri mama vavo you
have to know that, izvezvi vanotogara namoms
vangu kumusha uko, i provide everything but
muchembere vavechikuru she don't know how
to dress them zvangowanikwa mushop
ndizvozvo iniwo handizive kuti zvinofamba sei
pahembe dzevana vasikana, saka it's your duty
as their mother to dress them properly
unofanirwa kunovaona vana ivavo ukawana
mukana ini woita zvekuti ndiwone Talshia in
time. I'm not forcing you otherwise
ndirikutongo kumbirawo hangu tinzwanane
ipapo, ende handifarire kudzokorora
zvandinenge ndataura twice" ndakamboda
kuseka he said that in his voice full of
command at the end oti ndirikukumbira
ayaas.Ndakabva ndangomuti "it's ok no
problem ndichazvigadzirisa" ndichibva ndanzi
"thanks, Mari yekuita zvinhu zvacho ndokupa
painenge ichidiwa pacho" takawirirana Izvozvo
akazonondisiya kumba kwangu avakuenda
kwa Belinda wake.Mazuva akafamba, vana
Chaks vanga vakutombouya vachirara kumba
ende kana varipo ndainzwa kufurwa nemhepo,
Ari saEthan handina kubvira ndafarisa
zvekumuudza nezvazvo zvana Tamuka ne
vapfanha vake because brother yangu ayisada
zvisina basa ndaigona kutozotukwa kunge
ndirimwanana kwaari ariiye mudiki ayindityira
zvekuti. Muweek ratakabata from there ndipo
pakauya Sisi Prudence vakatouya kuBindura
kwandaigara vaina junior her son ndipo
pandakato muonawo ,husiku ihwohwo hatina
kurara tichikurukura a lot of things tikazoenda
kumba ndakatorovha kubasa sezvo taida
kuenda kumba kwemukomana wavo at
Murombedzi .Takagamuchirwa zvakanaka
tikararako nekudzoka the next day asi before
we left Murombedzi takadarika nepachikoro
chinonzi Kutama Mission bamukuru vaida
kuona friend yavo ayidzidzisapo, I told myself
kuti mwana or vana vangu ndipo
pavaizodzidza on their secondary level
because changa chakanakisa chikoro
ichocho.Takazobvako tichisvika muHarare
town ndikafonerwa na Tamuka achiti "wanga
uchiitei kwa Murombedzi from yesterday"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti aziva sei handina kuda
kuzvitsvaga , ndikamuudza zvandanga
ndafambira akatoti Aida kuonawo sisi vangu ,
for sure takatozomuona tese next day
akatiendesa ku lunch at one of the classic
restaurants they exchanged their numbers
yanga yangova maiguru , Bamunin
ndikazosvika pakuti "muri two makutondiona
kunge ndiri muroora wekwa Chakidza kah"
zvikanzi na sisi Prudence "hausi by zambiya ne
doek but mune vana mese dont forget that
saka utori" tikaseka Even Tamuka wacho akati
"dzongova nharo hake but zvingaita here nhai
gulez kuti ndimusiye achinoita zvaanoita
nevamwe varume chero tisingadanane hedu"
zvikanzi nagulez vaibvunzwa "ndingasatouya
ndikakupfekedzai skirt here nhai Bamunin"
ndokuseka hedu nekuzotaura zvimwe sisi
vangu vakatoti "mumubate mushe Itu uyu
handidi naye hangu mukamutuka matuka inini"
she meant it in serious way Tamu
akatozvinzwisisa , takazoparadzana
ndakudzokera kwangu Bindura sezvo ndanga
ndabva kumba ndatowoneka.

Mazuva haamiri kufamba ini na Tamuka tanga

tatojaira kuti we were friends even though
ayindichengera ,to me ayitambisa nguva sezvo
pfungwa dzema boyfriends zvaisava mandiri
ndichitya kurwadziswa plus kutosviba
moyo.Maweekends vaitouya vese nana Chaks
newashen dzema uniforms avo but
vaitozomuka ndawacha ese ava paline sezvo
ndaishandisa washing machine , Tamu
ayinorara kwa Belinda but paayidzoka kumba
kwangu ayingoda zvekutonga plus ku
demander like pamwe chero takagara
ndaitonzi "ndigadzirire tea Itu" or kutonzi "ita
plan ndine nzara" zvekuti kana pane
zvandendichiita ndaitosiya ndichino gadzira
zvaanoda zvacho , asi vamwe vake
vaingozvigadzirira Vega vakaona kuti ndiri
busy BaTania ayitova nekuzvitonga kuzere
sekunge munhu achangobva muhondo
yeChimurenga.Ma groceries haana kumira
kutenga sometimes ndaitosiirwa iri Mari
ndonzi "uwone zvaungaita isu hatidi kuuya
muno tichifa nenzara" kwaingova kutaura hake
otherwise ayisauya pese pese vana Chaks
ndivo vaitonyanya kuuya ,madays ekutanga
vaida kusiya Mari vachiti "muzotenga
something gulez" but ndakatovarambidza
zvaizoita sendinemakaro apa mukoma wavo
achitenga chikafu nekusiya Mari mumba so
nguva zhinji vaizongouyawo ne Chingwa
,serimwe zuva Ari manheru ndakatofonerwa
ndikanzi ndiuye pagate it was Zimuno nemota
yekubasa kwavo anevamwe vake , akasiya 6
creates of eggs nehalf saga of Avocados
vachibva vatopfuurira ndikatoona kuti hameno
kwazvanga zvabviwa nazvo ende rimwe create
ndakatopa Mai Naa mamwe 3 ndikaendesa
kwamai Itu ndikasarwa ne two sezvo ivo boys
racho vanga vatoti havasikuziva kuti vaiuya
rinhi so ndaisazomapedza.Imwe weekend
vakazongosvika vese pamba pangu vari 3
vachiti kwaiva ne 2 games ebhora avaida
kuona pa Tv , firstly it was a team yema ganaz
yaitamba ne Yadah fc ini ndaisava nedhiri
nazvo but team yema ganaz yakahwina boys
rakafara , I was busy making some popcorns in
the kitchen ndikazovhundutwa nemuridzo plus
a song (Ruby Ruby from Sulue ft Salma)
ndakacheuka mulounge side kwakuona vese
vari three vachisimudza jive kutamba
kurikufarira team yavo yanga yarova Yadah
fc.Song yavaitamba nekugona kutamba kwavo
handina kumbofungira kuti vanonakirwa
kudaro apa varume vakuru zvakandipa
kusheedza Mai Natalia vauye vaonewo avo
vakauya vachimhanya musi wacho
ndakatozoona kuti Naa wacho ayivapo , ndipo
pandakatanga kumuzivira she was same age
with Talshia Mai Naa vaigutsurira musoro
nekuridza twugunwe kuratidza kinakirwa asi
vachishaiwa kuti votevedzera majive acho sei
apa vakamira padoor asi varinechemukati ,
zvakandipa kuzoseka worse "Itumeng you are
my Ruby" akadaro Tamuka vapedza kutamba
song yapera "zita rako raramba kufitter paRuby
sha" he added up vanhu vakaseka zvikanzi
namai Naa referred to me "ava here ava
vanonakidza manje haah ndokusaka this days
ndichikunzwa kuseka vanemajokes manje
vakomana ivava" ndakatoona kuti vanga
vatotanga kutaurisa zvehuzivi hwavo Mai
Natalia ,I thank God nesmell yekutsva
kwepoto yakabudikira from her house
ndokuenda kwavakazoita.Ndakasara
ndikapfekedzwa jursey re Chelsea na baTania
iye achipfekawo rake ndikanzi "hona jursey
randakakutengera iri friend iwewe neni tirikuzo
supporter Chelsea ava Zimuno na Chaks ndeve
Liverpool ende ndiwo mateams arikutamba
nhasi" apa ayiva ma newones ndakafara
because blue was my favorite akabva atora
self tiri pasofa ratanga takagara , apa
ndakatorwa picture racho ndakazembereswa
pachest pake takatarisa camera "haah
ukatorwa picture una Itu rinongozvinakira Soo"
he said that tikaseka akatoriisa pa profile
picture pake status akanyora kuti "the blue
team" zvakapa kuti afonerwe na Belinda wake
vakatanga kunetsana pafon ipapo ndikamuti
"ribvisei baTania zvimwe zvamunoita hazviite
henyu" ndaitorevesa because zvaiita kunge
tirima lovers but akarambisisa akati "ndezvake
izvo ndariisa pafon pake here kana asingade
kuriona ngaarege kuri viewer otherwise this
profile picture ichatopedza gore iripo kusvika
ajaira, ashaiwa zvimwe zvekutaura here inei
naye profile picture yangu".

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CHAPTER 17

Ndakange ndakutodemba chandakabvumira

kutorwa picture racho naTamu apa iye
ayitoratidza kuti haana kana deal nazvo.Apa ini
ndanga ndangobvumira mukufarira jersey re
Chelsea plus handina kumbofunga kuti ingava
problem but from his profile picture view ndipo
pandakatanga kuona how bad was it, sisi
Prudence vakatondibvunza through the phone
sezvo vanga vadzokera ku Ukraine vakati "kasi
zvazoita wafunga kumupa chance here"
ndikatovati "not yet I told you ane musikana
wake neni zvakatopera we are just friends and
that pic ratokonzeresa mutauro" ende
ndaitorevesa zvevarume zvanga zvisisimo
mandiri because ndaitoona kuti once
ndangozvitanga I won't find a peace of mind ,
kuva a single mom kwaitondiitira even
zvekunzi unonzwa kuda kukwenywa I think
zvezvingori mupfungwa because ini
zvaisambouya mandiri or kufunga nezvazvo,
otherwise baTania vaingozvinetsa havo
kuswera vachida kundifudza kunge ndaiva
mwana wake.Mazuva haana kumira kufamba
ende profile picture harina kubviswa I wasn't
know kuti vanga vazotaurirana kutii shuwiro
yangu yaiva yekuti vasarambane because of
me.Rimwe zuva iri weekend vaiva kumba
kwangu boys vese vari 3 ndaitova busy
kugadzira muroom mana Chaks ini smart
ndaiyi koshesa varidzi vaisambotsvaira
kwazvo Saka zvaitoda inini , vanga vakagara
mulounge ndikanzwa vakuseka ini nekuda
zvinhu ndikaendamo kunonzwa zvaisekesa
"ndarambwa neumwe mu bby sha apa hatina
kana mwedzi ndatangana nako" ndiTamu
akadaro achinditambidza phone yake ndikaona
massage yanga yakanzi "it's better for us to go
our separate ways ,you are not the type of a
boyfriend that I want because you don't know
how to spoil me ,you don't even take me out for
lunch or dinner I can't do this anymore" iye
wacho akangopindura achiti "K"
ndokutoblocker kamusikana kacho, asina kana
kumbonyengerera bby ndikaona zita
rakasevhwa kunzi "Shalo" ndikamutarisa
ndikati "Koo wanga wavanemumwe futi uku
una Belinda futi uri player iwewe" vese
vakaseka iye Tamu wacho haana kuseka
zvikanzi "handirwadziwe nema bby
andinopfekera ma condom ini otherwise
vamwe vacho vanondipusher kuvanyenga"
ndikaramba ndakamutarisa ndikatarisa vana
Chaks vaitadza kugarisika nekuseka "haah
mudhara hamumoreke zvekumhanya sure
kusvika kurambirwa kusaendesa bby out
kwamaigona kungonotenga zvinokwana pa
five Mari?" Said by Zimuno zvikanzi na Tamu
"handiite izvozvo better five Mari yacho
kutoipa Itu aswere achitenga ma lays ake
aanofarira aya" akadaro atosimuka achinokora
malays acho from my hand sezvo ndanga
ndakabata paper racho ,ndichiita zvandaiita
ndichidya ende for sure ndaimafarira.

Ndakatopererwa achibva anopinda mutoilet

maakabuda akuti "ndakumborara guys last
night I was busy nebasa", ndaitomunzwisisa
because most of the times paayiuya kumba
kwangu ndaimuona ane tablet phone ne laptop
Ari busy on it's, i ended up ndakutoziva kut
ndiwo waiva mushandiro wake sometimes,
ende ayisada kutarisirwa zvinhu zvacho kana
achizviita asi ini ciurosity yaindiuraya kuda
kuziva nezvazvo.Akatarisa muroom mana
Chaks akaona mune disorder sezvo I was busy
namo zvikanzi "zvinopera izvezvi here izvi
ndine hope sha" akandibvunza ndikati "let me
sort the other side uwane kurara ndozopedzisa
wamuka" zvikanzi "ita hako ne speed yako"
akadaro avakutovhura mu bedroom yangu for
the first time maanga asati ambopinda ende
he didn't ask for my permission ,pese apa
ayiperera mu lounge or Mana Chaks asi day
iroro ndakatoshamisika achipinda mangu
ndikatonzwa akwira pabed lucky enough maiva
hamo smart but hameno zvazvaindiitira , chero
vana Chaks vaisambopindamo kunze kwangu
muridzi but Tamu wekuzvitonga kuzere anga
atozvipa nzvimbo.Ndakangomusiya akadaro
zvikanzi nana Chaks vachiwanza "mukuru
vapinzwa chando nekurambwa" waiva
mugariro wavo kuwanza ndikatiwo "vakomana
imi nevana sikana vevanhu muchivachinjamisa
zvakakuomerai" vaingoseka zvikanzi na
Zimuno "ini hangu for now I'm going to be a
player big-time because handisi kuda munhu
Ari serious zverudo zvonetsa" tikaseka ini
ndaitoona kuti mumwe wangu pakutya mjolo
ndanga ndatopedza zvandayiita "ini hangu
gulez ungori musikanzwa but ndina bby wangu
wandoda zviri serious ndiye Mai Chaks for real
anonzi Tsitsi but handingakuratidzei now , imi
munototyisa kuratidza vanhu vedu vatiri
serious navo because Imimi muri serious ne
life manje , Saka mukazoona ndine umwe asiri
Tsitsi I Know imi neni hatingazonzwanane
Saka ngatingotii wese wamuchaona ndinaye
ndi Tsilee wangu" ndakabva ndaseka ndikati
"Tsilee ishort cut from Tsitsi here murikuzama
kutiiko imi" ndokuseka havo
vese.Takazokurukura a lot ndikanopinda mu
bedroom mangu wanted to take something
ndikawana Tamu akafuga musoro chaiwo
masikati iwawo ne coverbed raivapo maybe
ayinzwa kachando from the tiles.Ndakatoona
kuti ayirevesa kuti ane hope ndakatogeza
ndikapedza ndokuchinjira mubathroom
akazomuka takutopedza kudya hedu ne boys
rangu ,ende ndivo vanga vatobika vaona kuti
ndiri busy "ndigadzirire mvura yekugeza Itu"
akadaro Tamu ndizvo zvaayibhowera
kundiitisa ma duties as if I'm his wife kana
adaro ndaitoziva kuti anenge achida warm
water ndaibva ndaigadzirira mubucket
ndomuisira zvinhu zvacho , ndakatomuudza
kuti ndaisa mvura akasiya ati "ufane
kundigadzirira chikafu but ndirikuda riri sadza
with any relish but make sure pane Vegetables
paside" for sure ndakatoita start kubika
zvaidiwa zvacho ,akapedza kugeza akadya ini
ndaitoziva mutemo kuti ndogara paside pake
vana Chaks vaigara vari 2 zvekutoti iye
akapinda mu lounge pane Ari paside pangu
ayitosimuka kuti Tamuka agare.After kudya
kwa boss tanga tagara tichida kuenda
kushopping mall yemu Shashe imomo same
area ,apa tanga tarongana kuti taizofamba
netsoka sezvo tainotenga nyama yeku braier
but baTania akatoti handei nemota husalad
hwacho ayihwunyanya "Amana gulez
hamugonewo ku driver here ini ndofarira
kudrivhiwa nemukadzi hangu" akadaro Chaks
ndikati "wait ndikushowe" vakasara vakamira
vese tisati tabuda panze ndikadzoka ne driver's
license rangu ndikavatambidza ndichiti "ndine
zvinhu zvangu ini" vakatarisana
zvekushamisika vanga vasina kuzvitarisira kuti
ndingadai ndirano apa kwaingova kuonererwa
ndakaritoreswa na Life.
BaTania vakabva vatoti "kubva nhasi wava
driver wangu" he said that jokingly for sure
takatozoenda kwataiyenda ndichi driver zi
Range Rover rake zvakavaitira funny handina
kuda kuvaudza kuti ndaitombofambawo
neyangu yaiva nema rules ekuwanda
ndikazoisiya ndasemwa nemuridzi
wekuitenga.Takazobvako we ate our dinner
together , musi iwoyo vese havana kurara
pamba pangu vakangowoneka I didn't bother
to ask kwavaienda. Imwe weekend ndikatonzi
nana Chaks prepare touya tichikutorai kuenda
kuparty apa yaiva futi first time yangu for
parting ndikapinda busy kuvhunza vana Mai
Nenya kuti ndopfekei even sisi Prudence ava
vaiva muridzi wemafaro they told me type of
dressing yaiita ,for sure vakazosvika
ndapfekera kuuraya, I just wore a nude tyt
dress raisadarika mabvi kaine zvitambo
mumasides kuzasi then gumbshoes eblack iri
half cut, musoro I had a dope hairstyle
 ,Ndakauya ndikatorwa na Zimuno and Chaks
used Zimuno's car,vese vachitaura zvekuchena
nekufitwa kwangu. Takasvika pamba
payiitirwa party panga pakanaka nearly town
mota dzanga dzaka Parker out side dzaitaura
dzenga kuti hapadi vana pompi yadonha
pano.We went inside and the people was
dressed to kill some of the ladies to me vanga
vakashama isu Takasvika tikagara pane imwe
table nearly dance floor paiti pakasvika maface
ma bby aibva ascreamer ende vamwe maface
acho vaibva vaonererwa zvekukanda Mari
mabby onhonga , to me everything was new
ndaingotarisa ende vamwe vakadzi we were in
same boat vainge vaka easer seni .In no time
ndakaona Linox wekunzi imbinga muBindura
achipinda from the entrance ane musikana
akanaka Ari muyellow bone , vasikana vaivamo
vaka screamer nekufarira boys richiridza
muridzo even vamwe vakatevera paiitwa the
same "hie angel may I have a moment with
you" ndeumwewo mukomana anga awuya
pandiri "chibaba siyai zvamurikuda kutanga izvi
hatirambe hedu kuti murikuda kuti syzer but
tongoda kuziva kuti munozozvigona here kana
Boss Tamuka awuya because ikoso rake"
akadaro Zimuno asingaseke Chaks anga
akarova serious akatarisawo muface uya apa
akaita kuzemberera his chair holding his beer
glass ende doro ayirida zvandanga
ndakunyatsomuzivira.Muface wacho haana
kuzomboita nharo akangobva patiri tikasara
tichitarisana "muno mune vanhu vanojairira
manje rega ndivanwire masip ndizovasvikira
time time ndane power" said by Chaks tikaseka
.Ndakazovhunditswa nenoise yema bby plus
miridzo vamwe vachiti "Boss Tamu , Boss
Tamu" my eyes went straight to the entrance
ndikaona vari baba Tania akachena in his char
coal gray jin trouser, black muscles t-shirt and
a black shoes zvaka matcher runako rwake
rwaibva rwabuda in his black Cap uku akabata
tumpler yairatidza kuti ine beer but he was with
two girls vandisina kuziva ende navo vanga
vakachenawo futi. Mairidzwa song ya Freeman
yekuti ( bby unondibata zvemu firimu) iye
nemanyawi kwakusvika pandiri nekundidhonza
ruoko achindisimudza kubva pachair pandanga
ndakagara apa ayinhuwirira his expensive
perfume , kwakutanga kutamba neni Ari
kuback kwangu rumwe rwuoko
rukandimbundira muwerst achindipuruzira
padumbu nekundifemera muhuro ndasati
ndambozviita but ndakangotevedzera perce
yake plus mupfungwa ndichishanda ne
zvandaiona pama music vedios aFreeman.Apa
vanhu vayiita noise yekufarira.
Ndakatanga kunzwa zvandanga
ndakapedzisira kunzwa kare musi waakaita
sex neni ndikaona kuti ndabatwa nema
feelings I pulled myself from him zvichakanaka
ndikanodutira madrinks patable pandaiva but
ndakatozoona avakubuda nerimwe side
nevasikana vaye pachiratidza
kusawirirana."Belinda anondisvota izvezvi
atotsamwa as if pane zviri serious zvaitika" ndi
Zimuno akadaro hana yangu ikarova ndaziva
kuti ndiye Belinda wacho sezvo ndandisati
ndambomuona , kusaziva kuti ayizondifungirei
apa nerimwe side ndichituka Tamu mumoyo
kuti azviitirei sure kungosvika nekundiisa
pamuyedzo ndakazvigarira. Chaks received
the call after that kwakunditi "ngatibudei"
takabuda tese tiri 3 ayiva hawo masikati that's
why ndisina kuramba zve party yacho tatova
panze Lenox kwakusvika patiri akati
"ndokumbirawo kutaura na Itu two minutes
magents" apa anga atondibata ruoko ndikati
"iwe ndisiye mhani you know kuti handidi"
haana kunditeerera vandaiva navo vakaramba
vakandimirira Zimuno kwakuita call ari paside
handina kunzwa zvaakataura ndikaona
akudzoka patiri kwakuisa phone iya panzeve
pa Lenox uyo akangoti "sorry dude" after the
call akanditi "sorry Itu , sorry boys tough luck"
kwakutotisiya tichienda tikasvika pamota ya
Tamu ndatoona kuti ayiona zvese patanga
takamira na Lenox, Belinda wacho
ndakatozokurumidza kumuziva because ndiye
ayiva pa mother's sit umwe wake
arikumashure. "Sha enda na Itu it seems like
ndatova bodyguard rake arikupinzwa busy
mukati umu isu tikadhakwa zvese
zvinotozodhakwa worse" akadaro Chaks
zvakaita kuti ndiseke ndikapinda kumashure
kwanga kwakagara mumwe musikana
ndikavamhoresa vakadaira asi Belinda
akadairira pasi I didn't blame her ndaiziva
nekunzwisisa the pain that she
had,ndaitofeeler guilty.Plus nekuziva
matongero aTamu ndakatoziva kuti mwana
iyeye ayiva munhamo chete. "Iyii mune lucky
kubatwa na Lenox ini hangu akandibata
ndingatopedza week ndisina kugeza
paandibata pacho I love him, but I'm sure I'm
not his type" akandidaro mumwe waBelinda
wandanga ndakagara naye kumashure
ndikaseka zvikanzi na Belinda wacho
"unopenga iwe Shaz" vakaseka havo "Mai Taa
zveparting zvangoitikawo nhasi handidi
kunzwa kuti pane kumwe kwauchazoenda for
parting ndizvo kah" akandidaro Tamu
anditarisa nepa view mirror ndikakurumidza
kuti "yes,its ok" kusanyara kwake kuda
kunditonga pamberi pemusikana
wake .Kusazoziva hangu kuti Belinda wacho
anga azonzi ndini ani or kuti anga andiziva
here sezvo profile picture remunhu wake ranga
risati rambochinjwa , takazoenda ndikati
andisiye mutown sezvo pane zvandaida
kutenga haana kuita nharo.Akabva atondipa
50usd ndikanzi "uwedzere zvaurikuda kutenga
zvacho,ndozokuona" ndikamutenda Mari
ayimbondipa hake most of the times zvekutoti
yangu yandaishanda ndaisatoishandisa sterek.
Manheru ezuva iroro ndakatozotangwa na
Belinda wacho zvikanzi "ndapihwa# dzenyu
naTamu save my # ndozoda kurukwawo" for
sure ndaka saver ndichimirira kuti ataure
zvinotevera i could feel kuti ane zvaayida
kubvunza but zvaimuremera.Tamu wacho
ndakatozomuudza akangoti "ehe ndini
ndamupa ane speed nedzungu musiye
akadaro" zva baTania zvaipedza Power.Rimwe
zuva ndirikubasa makuseni akangoyerekana
afona achiti "be ready nhasi tirikuenda
kuChinhoyi" apa ndasina kuzvitarisa , ende
handina kupihwa tym yeku decider ini zvenharo
ndaisada so ndakangoona zviri right kuenda ,
ndakabva ndafonera Tete Mai Laiza, gogo Mai
Reggis namai vangu ndichivaudza zvaivapo
vakati enda.I dismissed myself from work
ndikatodarika mutown ndichitenga Zambia ne
doek ndakangoona zviri right zvaindiremera
kuendako ndisina zvinhu Izvozvo , because
zvairatidzisa some respect ndakatonhonga
some of the things zvandaizonopa vana vangu
vekupihwa vaiva kumberi kwandaienda.

After shopping ndakabva ndaenda kumba

ndikasvika nekurongedza my small bag
,ndikaisa rimwe dress nepant in case
semunhu ayisaziva zvemberi apa hana yairova
kuti ndainoona vanhu vakaitasei .Akazosvika
aina Chaks tikatopinda muroad we did some
shopping for groceries ndakatonzi nhonga
zvaurikuda taiva ma Spar ndakanhonga ma
groceries at the end ndikanhonga ma books
nema covers ndakangozvifunga ndega kuti
sezvo ndanga ndakanzwa kuti vana vaiyenda
kuchikoro.Takazosimuka from Harare town
tonanga Chinhoyi takatosvika masikati chaiwo
asi tisati tasvika ndakaudza vanhu vangu kuti
vandiudze kana tapadhuze, vakatombo
ndiwanzira vachiti "kasi urikuda kukanda
muteuro here" asi takusvika akandiudza
ndikamukumbira kuti amise mota ndobva
ndatora zambiya and my doek muhandbag
rangu ndikasunga ndokudzokera pasit rangu
sezvo ndanga ndadzika mumota , "wabva
wafitwa wanyatsokuva Mai Tania chaivo"
akadaro Tamu tikaseka zvikanzi na Chaks
nekusada kusaririra "pafeya gulez huroora
hwakakufitai manje" tikawedzera kuseka
takazosvika pamwe pamba pandakazoziva kuti
ndipo pavo pacho , panga pakakomberedzwa
ne fence akaridza bhero pakauya vana 2
vasikana kumhanyidzana kuvhura gate. Mota
yakapinzwa mukati ndikaona Mai vechikuru
mbijani vachibuda mukitchen round house
vakaisa maoko kumusana tikadzika from the
car vakatiti "tigamuchire vanangu" ini ndanga
ndakunzwa kunyara kunge mwenga wepo apa
ndaingovawo saga ratakurwa pa career
"muchigamuchireiko mama" ndakapindura
kudaro ndatoona kuti vamwe vangu vaisava ne
deal nazvo , vana vasikana vaya vanga
vatotakurwa na Chaks umwe uku umwe uku
apa mutakurirwo wacho waiva wevanhu
vanorema. Mai vaya vakabva vaita
kundimbundira ndikambundirawo
back.Ndokuzoti tipinde mu kitchen apa vanhu
vandanga ndauya navo ndasisavaone
takapinda nekubvunzana mufaro ,vana Tamu
vakazouya nekupinda vaine vamwe baba
vandakaziva kuti ndibaba vavo vachiteverwa
mumashure nevana vaya ndanga ndatofungira
kuti ndivo Tania na Talent because muhombe
wacho ayiva Tamuka pachezvake. "Nhaimi
vana Tania hamumhorese Mai venyu here"
vakadaro mbuya vavo tese tikaseka vese
vakati "makadii mama" I just smiled ndikati
"handidi kumhoreswa nevanhu varikure neni
ini" kwakubva zvasimuka zvichimhanyidzana
pandiri vakasvika kugara mumasides angu
ndokuzondimhoresa futi ndikavati "muri right
here vanangu ndaikufungai everyday" zvikanzi
na Tania "Dad vakati muchauya asi imimi
makanonoka sei" vanhu vese vakaseka neniwo
wacho... ndikavabvunza zvekuchikoro
muhombe Tania was in grade 5 mudiki grade 2
.Vakazonzi nambuya vavo vanotamba
vakabuda vachifambisa, zvairatidza kuti vanga
vatosiira game ravo pakati ravaida
kunopedzisa. "Mai na baba uyu ndi madhuve
ndivo Mai Tania ndofunga kare ndakuudzai
nezvavo , then tine umwe Wana Tania anonzi
Talshia achazouya hake arikwambuya vake
kuHarare uko kuri kuChishawasha , eeeh Itu
ava ndivo mbuya nasekuru vana Taa meaning
ndivo vabereki vangu ini naTamuda which
means ndevako futi" akadaro Tamuka
ndikasimuka pasi pandanga ndakagara
ndokupfugama ndakabatanidza maoko ndikati
"ndafara kukuzivai Mai na Baba" vese
vakandidaira nemufaro ndokutanga
kuenderera mberi kundibvunza zvekwandaibva
vana Tamu vanga vatobuda kunobudisa zvinhu
mumota. Mai vake vaibika pachoto pavo
zvikandiremera kubikirwa ndakagara ndikati
"pamusoroi Mai ndikubatsireiwo hangu kubika
ndaremerwa nekugara" kwakuseka havo
zvikanzi "unoda kuti ndibikise muyenzi sure
aneta nerwendo" ndikatozonobika zvenharo
takutotaura nyaya baba vanga vabuda panze
vakasiya vati "munenge mawirirana asi mai
venyu ava vanotaurisa motosimba kudaira
nyaya dzavo hadziperi" ndakangosekawo
zvakadzikamira.Ndakazopedza kubika
vakasheedza Tania kuti awuye nema plates
andakatoona kuti kubudisirwa isu vayenzi
kunyanya inini.Takadya tapedza ndokusuka
hangu ndanga ndatoudzwa kuti paiva
nemukadzi ayivabatsira basa asi anga Ari
kuoff.

Mai vakazotora badza vakati vaida

kundicherera mbambaira dzekutakura sezvo
taidzokera same day ndakabva ndavati "handei
ndokubatsirai kuchera mama" vakanditarisa
zvikanzi "unozvigona here" ndikaseka
ndichitotora badza from her hands
vakandiratidza pataidzichera pacho apa ayiva
mazihombe.Ndaingoudzwa nyaya ndaiva
nemunyama wekusangana nevanhu
vanotaurisa sepamwe ndakanzi "madhina
aurikuona ayo mumwe wako akati anoda
kuvaka imwe imba kuno kumusha,saka
Motobatsirana munhukadzi ndewekutopa
murume pressure kuti vaka nekuti varume
vanovarairwa manje ,akanga akamboroora
benzi rekwa Muda uko vanova Mai vana Tania
akazenge oba Mari yemwana wangu"
ndakaudzwa zvese zvakanga zvaitika
nemuitikiro wazvo ikapedzisira
nekwakandirovesa nehana ichinzi "Ukaona kuti
hauchade nezvake Tamuka gara wamuudza
pachena usazoite zvakaitwa namai Tania
vanga vomuhurira neumwe driver wezvima bus
uko , aaaah mwanangu takanga tatofunga kuti
Tamuka wauraya munhu asi akazonomukira
kuchipatara mukadzi iyeye akaita vhiki mbiri
arimo zvakanga zvakaoma anoponda chaiko
mumwe wako uyu" ndakatonzwa kakumerera
kekutya.She told me a lot of things chakasara
chine mudzimu wacho but pamba pavo panga
pakanaka paiva nedzimba mbiri dzihombe
dzemarata handina kuziva kuti ayiva marooms
mangani edzimba dzacho plus kitchen.Paitova
nemagetsi avainzi vakadhonzesa mvura paiva
ne jojo tank, Then imwe yaine 3rooms
nekamwe kadiki kairatidza kuti itoilet mukati
yaichiri kuvakwa ikanzi ndeya Chaks. Mai
vakazoenda kwakunana Tamu nababa ini
ndakupinda busy nekubvisa maplates
pachitangare paayinikwa ndichibatsirwa
nemwana wangu Tania tichitaura hedu nyaya
tikapinda mukitchen kurongedza .Talent
akapinda mukitchen kachiratidza kuti kabva
kachimhanya kakasvika kachiti "mama kwanzi
huyai kuno nagogo" ndakabva ndatobuda
takadungamidzana kuenda kwavaiva
ndikasvika ndichigara paside pavo , vana Tamu
nababa vanga vakamira zvikanzi na baba "ndini
ndakushevedzai amai ndikati patakamira pano
ndiyo nzvimbo yemukomana uyu, saka
todakuzoona madhina aya ayitirwa action
nekuti kare ayiswa ipapa, zvino panoda kuti
pagadziriswe ndopamuchaisa Imba
yevasikana venyu vatatu varipo zvichida
mungazowedzera henyu vamwe pachenyu"
vana Tamu namai vavo vakaseka ini
ndaingoseka zvinekunyara mukati
ndakamboda kuvati "dai mazoratidza Belinda
ndiye mukadzi waTamu ini ndiri children's
keeper wake" but zvakaperera parurimi plus
ndaisava nehunhu hwekumhanyira kumberi
kwevanhu vakuru.Ndakazongodairawo
zvakadzikama kuratidza kubvumirana navo asi
benzi ravo ndiro randaizopedzerana
naro.Takazosimuka paye ndikazogamuchidza
Mai parcel yana Tania vakatenda zvekuti, then
ndikanzi next time ndaizonoratidzwa kwana
bamukuru mukoma waSekuru vana Tania
.Takazobvako manheru ndikanosiiwa ku
Chishawasha hills zvaisaita ndipfuurire to
Bindura, ndisati ndaenda kwamai Itumeng
ende nekuvaziva vaitoda ma updates, havana
havo kuzosvika pamba pedu vana Tamu vacho.
*Stay tuned..........*
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CHAPTER 18
Ndichisvika pamba ndakatowana gate rato
lockwa they wasn't know kuti ndaiuya
ndakatozoita zvekufona vakavhura.Vairatidza
kuti vanga vatorara ndakapinda ndikawana
mom vakandimirira tikatanga kubvunzana
zvekwandanga ndabva ndikanzi
"ndatokanganwa kukuudza kuti utakure
zambiya , chero musati mawirirana neumwe
wako sekutaura kwako asi zambiya rinoratidza
chiremerera especially kumunhu akaita sewe
vanhu vawaendera havasi shamwari dzako
plus kumusha kakuye, isu tichikura taitogara
takamonera mazambiya kana baba vedu
nyakutibereka varipo Saka zvakatokosha
havazombokuone semunhu wemanga manga
naivo vanotokupawo respect" ndanga ndakuto
lecturerwa kunge ndirikuda kuendako ini
ndatobvako ndikatozovaudza kuti ndanga
ndatakura.Ndakazonorara pandakabata phone
yangu kwakuwana mune mamissed calls from
Tamuka na Tamuda ndikatanga nekufona back
Kuna Chaks but haina kuita through yaTamuka
ndiyo yakaita through tikambotaura
achindiudza kuti anga afamba mushe uye kuti
Mai vanga vakumbira number dzangu
akavapa.Ndakazoenda paApp kwakuona
aposter picture rangu ndiri kumusha kwatanga
tabva ndaiva ndakagara paka bench panze
tichisarudza mbambaira ndiina Tania na Talent
vachindibatsira ndakatoshaiwa kuti anga
aritora nguvai achibva apanyora kuti "what a
blessed Wednesday mom and her princesses"
ndakabva ndaritora pic ndisati ndari poster I go
over my chats ndikaona pane massage from
Belinda yakanzi "hie" ndikatiwo "hie" kwakundi
blue ticker in no time ndakaona azadza her
status nema pictures aTamu achinyora
zvekuratidza kuti he is her man asi hapana
ravaiva vese kwakuzozviisa rake Belinda
wacho at last akazvinyorera kuti "ndipeiwo
number dze fire briged love yandirikupihwa
mazuvaano irikubvira" ndakatomboseka ndega
and I knew kwaiva kuda kundisvotesa as if tai
share murume apa ayingozvinetsawo ini kana
shungu ende ndaito respecter relationship
yavo zve pressure zvaisava mandiri .Apa iye
haana kana day raayimbo postwa chero zve
mistake hazvo naTamuka wacho otherwise
ndiye ayitova mupositori apa profile picture
rema jersey eChelsea aye ini naTamu
raingovapo risingachinjwe ,ndakabva
ndaposter picture rangu nana Taa randanga
ndatora pa Tamu ndikanyora kuti "you already
missed ,mom loves you my precious Jewelers"
ndikaonawo Tamu aposta rimwe ndiina Mai
vake tichichera mbambaira akanyora kuti "the
women that I love" ndakatomboseka ndega
kuti makwikwi pama status apa controvess
chaiyo. Ini eeeh kana takunyorerwa kunzi
vakadzi vandinoda naBelinda zvichapera
mushe here. And I realized kuti fon baTania yai
zoomer through camera zvekuti arikure ayitora
picture kunge aripadhuze zvaiva zvinhu ,
"mushe kurisei kumba kwenyu, kasi ndiwe ex
wife yaTamuka yaaiye vana nayo?" ndiyo
massage yakazosendwa na Belinda after her
blueticking and her statuses posting
ndikapindura kuti "taura na Tamuka" ndichibva
ndatobva online ndakuita zvekurara,ndanga
ndatoona kuti she had a confusion zvoratidza
kuti haana chaanga akaudzwa chinobatika or
chaainyatsoziva about me zvaindinetsa kuti
Tamu ayiti chii chaizvo kune musikana
wake.Takazomuka next day ndipo
pandakaonana na Dad and Talshia sezvo
ndakanga ndavasvikira vakarara last night,
ndikafonerwa na Ethan achiti ayiuya kumba
ndakatozomumirira ndanga ndamusuwa
ndaida kutonomutora kubusstop
ndikarambidzwa namai Itu ndichinzi "iwe hant
wakati muSoldier wako anokuchengera unoda
kutirovesa pano Koo akangosvika uchiteverwa
nezvimwe zvikomana kuroad ikoko gara hako
pasi izvozvo zvekufambisa unozviitira
kuBindura kwako kwatinenge tisiri" ndakangoti
mama Soo kah zvoratidza kuti they wasn't
believe kuti he was just my friend, plus
chavaibva vada kutomubatsira
kundichengetedza ndaitoshaiwa kuti chii
chaizvo. Ethan akangosvika nekundibvunza
kuti vana vani vaiva paStatus pangu
ndikamuudza akati "musoja wako the way you
describe about him nemashandiro ake mu C
ten chete,Mari dzehubaba ndichambodzirova
chete, unorema Itu ndokupa sando" tese
tikamutarisa in shock "mazviwanepi izvozvo
nhai Tembo" vakabvunza Dad ini hana
yakutorova because takangokura tichinzwa
kuti vari dangerous vanhu ivavo kusaziva if it
was true or kwaingova kutaura kusina basa
kwevanhu.
"Ini ndino googler manje ndokubasa kwangu"
akadaro Ethan achiseka asi ndikatoona kuti Ari
serious nezvaayitaura "urikuti Tamu mu CIO
sure here Ethan or urikufungira" ndakadaro
akati "I'm not sure but I suspect that Saka
becareful ukamuitira zvakadhakwa unofa or
kuurayisa vanhu sha , usateverwe nemaface
zvechihwai hwai muroad vanhu vaya
havasanganiswe vanotsakatisa munhu manje
iwe wakamboonepi ganaz rine mazimota
aunotaura iwawo vapfanha vake vaunotaura
nezvavo sei vasina hant vese ma ganaz here"
akadaro ndikatanga kuda kuvhurika njere
sezvo I wasn't know more about him zvikanzi
naDad "usazviise mupfungwa Itumeng ende
usazviti bufu chero kunani zvake havadi
kutozivikanwa vanhu vaye kana zviriizvo
zviripo just know him as a soldier chete
zvoperera ipapo,ende anongova munhu sewe
otherwise mastatement evanhu avanotaura
kuti vari dangerous haangambozviiti pauri
chero mukanetsana anotozviitira kubasa
kwake zvisinei newe ende pamwe kubasa
kwacho haambozviiti dzingori nhema
dzevanhu vanenge vachida kungoedza
kubudisa point yekuti vanhu vaya they are
capable to do anything chinorwadzisa munhu"
Mai Itu vainge vachiriwo mushock seni
vakazotiwo "iro luck revanhu vane Mari unaro
mwanangu good life chaiyo inokutevera yega
hauite yekuvhujunura , urambe uri munyoro
kudai usamboite dzungu hako uzvininipise
sechituta chaicho asi usabvume kuitiswa
zvausingade you have the right yekuramba ,
kuva mu CIO kwake it doesn't mean watova
chidhori chake haashandisi chibasa chake
pauri munhu uya chero akakurova unotoenda
kupolice agosungwa sevamwe" vakabva
vatariswa na Dad vakanzi "mazviwanepi
zvekuti mu Cten nhaimi mbuya va Talshia"
zvakandipa kuseka kamubvunzirwo kacho
ndikanzi "izvi hazvidi kuseka Itumeng zvoda
kungwarira nekuteerera zvatirikukuudza pano"
Dad vakabva vatofonera sekuru baba Reggis
vakatanga vavabvunza kuti "muri
pakasununguka here hazvidi vanhu"
kwakuzovaudza zvaifungirwa zvacho about
Tamu wanted to confirm if zviri safe kuti
ndirambe ndinaye mudhuze mangu vakanzi
nasekuru "hazvina kana basa muregei adanane
nemu Cten wake hatizivi chakavasanganisa
futi ngatisataurei nezvazvo ndi ganaz chete
toperera ipapo" vakatsidzirana izvozvo
ndokufonera Tete Mai laiza vakangoti
vachiudzwa nyaya yacho kwakutaura
vachinzwika kunge varikuzevezera pafon ipapo
vakati "maiwe avo vanonyika munhu mu acid
kana kungokudubutsirwa mota konzi akaita
accident Saka she must becareful kudzikama
ozviisa pasi peumwe wake kwete kupaparika,
kungoti Itumeng handimutyire sterek
anekakupusa kakangwarira ndizvo zvatiri isu
vana Madhuve" information dzacho dzaitaurwa
dzaisekesa nekutya kwacho zvese but
takatsidzirana kuti taisambozviti bufu ini
ndikanzi ndidzikame murume haadi kuitirwa
dzungu.Apa ayisava hake murume wangu asi
hapana ayindinzwisisa vaitoratidza kuti vanga
vatomugamuchira Tamuka zvisinei nehwu
Cten hwataifungira. Ndakatozorara futi kumba
that day nekurwadziwa kuparadzana ne family
yangu.Mangwana acho people they received a
sad news from sekuru baba Reggis vachinzi
baba vagogo Mai Reggis vanga vafira
kuMozambique kwavaigara asi
vachizochemerwa Zim side at Mukumbura
sezvo ndiko kwaiva kumba kwavo , the
situation was forced me kuenda na Talshia at
Bindura ndaizomudzosa vana mama
vadzoka.Zvichireva kuti ayitorovha kuchikoro
Friday pamba paizosara Ethan ega
achipachengeta "ndotosara ndichipinza tuma
bby twangu" akandizevezera kudaro
achiratidza kuti Ari serious ndikashevedzera
kuti "Mai Itu" akakurumidza kundivhara
muromo neruoko rwake kuti ndisazvitaure
tikaseka.

Ndakatozo rongedzerwa zvinhu zva Talshia

into a small bag ndikapera power
pachibudiswa new towel rekuberekesa
rairatidza kuti rinenge rakaberekeswa ka one
ndikati "nhaimi mama makatopinda mushop
chaimo kutenga tauro iri muchitengera Talshia
here gondora rese iri" ndanga ndakukurirwa
nesetswa shuwa mwana anga avakushandira 4
years otengerwa Tauro kunge mucheche.
"Simuka ubereke mwana Itumeng mwana
anoberekwa zvauriiwe umufambise netsoka
mutown haazvizivi zvekufamba Talshia uyu"
kuzondidaro ndasingachagoni nekuseka
zvekuti Simba rekusimuka kubva pasofa
ndakarishaiwa "ndokurova Itu urikunonoka
unoda kuzofamba usiku nemwana here nhaiwe
ndati simuka ubereke mwana kuramba
wakagara kusada kubereka mwana here
ndikupwanye pwanye izvezvi" ndizvo zvavaiita
mama kana vatsamwa apa ini ndachirikunzwa
setswa shuwa munhu kutsamwira kuti
ndibereke gondora rese zvaitoda ivo
nekumujaidza kwavo.Apa kumupfekedza
vaigona zvavo kumatchesa anga apfekedzwa
kuita mwanawechirungu chaiye zvakarehwa
nambuya vake veku Mberengwa , "ndingonzwa
kuti wakamurova ndati ndingozvinzwa chete,
ukamurova anouya achindiudza ugoona
zvandichakuita" apa ndanga ndakudhonzwa
kubva pasofa pacho iye akasimudzwa
achiiswa kumusana kwangu,
ndikazomubereka but ndichitonzwa kuti
hazvisi kubuda ndakazovasiya vachimirira
kusvika kwa Tete Mai laiza na Karen kuti
vayende vese ndakatorwadziwa because
ndaida kuona Karen ndanga ndamusuwa but
ndaigona kuzomuona kana vadzoka, ende
mama ndanga ndatovaudza kuti pamwe Tamu
ayizoda kuona mwana ndikanzi hazvina basa
hant wakaonawo vake.Ndakabva
ndatomufonera Tamu wacho ndichitobuda
pamba akandiudza pandaizomumirira
mutown.Tagara mukomb Talshia akuda
kundiitira mashura ekuda kuberekwa she was
a spoilt brat ndikamudzikamisa, hameno kuti
sei mbuya nasekuru vake vaimurera murerero
iwoyo isu tasina kumbopusiswa kudaro
naEthan takakura tichimborohwa namama but
Talshia ayitoratidza kuti shamhu
haaizivi.Takazoti tava mutown
ndikamusimudza tichinomira patanga tanzi
timirire Tamu "hanzi nagogo mundipeyeke kah"
kakadaro karembedza maromo ndikamu
ignore ndakamubata ruoko takutofamba
kuendapo ndikaona mwana wangu asimudzwa
nekutanga kunamwa namwa netuma kisses
kuface achinzi "yes my baby ,Dad's girl, my
angel , my princess" anga Ari Tamuka
ndikamushaira mashoko nekutanga kwake
kuda kuudza mwana wangu zvisina basa kuti
ndi Dad vake apa Talshia anga asingambozive
nezva Dad or kubvunza nezvazvo.Kakatanga
kusekerera zvikanzi "vakuudza here mama kuti
murikunoona Dad I'm your Dad hant" iko
kakasekerera nekunaka ikoko kachizviita
kamusalad.Ini ndakabatwa muwerst ruoko
rwake ruchitenderera mbijani kuuya padumbu
pangu ndikakiswa padama nekunzi "ndeip"
ndakatomboita kakuvhunduka ndikatinzi
"dzikama Itu" he said that calmly with his horse
voice , takafamba tichinopinda mu creamy inn
ndikanzi nditsvage pekugara table isina
vanhu.Ndikaiwana ivo vakatakurana kuenda
Kuma ice cream ndakagaramo
ndakangoerekana ndasanganidzana maziso na
Angela my old best friend from Kadoma uya
akazondituka at last ndakamboda
kunomumhoresa but akangondifinyamira
ayitova nevana 2 nemurume wake ini ndanga
ndakazvigarira I think akafunga kuti
ndichanokumbira zvavaidya sezvo akange
angoona ndakagara ndiri one pasina plan
yefood ndakatoshaiwa kuti after so many
years achiri akandivenga as if ndakamutadzira
why ndikazvisiyawo .Tamu na Talshia
vakazodzoka nema ice cream avo apa iye
Tamu was in his uniform akati "zvaita asi newe
ndangokutengera my princess's choice flavor"
ndikati "kana isingandiitire muchaidya mega"
kwakuseka hake apa Talshia anga
avakutosheedza BaTania achiti Dad.
Ndikatakura plastic raiva nema container acho
Talshia achidya yepa corn, Tamu kwakutakura
Talshia rumwe ruoko akabata bag randaiva
naro ayiva monya hake ,ziso rangu
rakadzokera kuTable yana Angela ndikaona
akatitarisa we were looks like a real couple
ende tikanopinda mumota yanga yakanangana
nepa window hombe raionesa zvese ende
ndipo panga pakanangaba nepavaiva
ndaingoona achititarisa.Tamu akaramba ku
driver ndikaimutsa ndiri ini iye achida kuita
zvekutamba na Talshia apa ini ndainzwa kuda
kumubvunza nezvaanga akandiitisa ku
Chinhoyi ndikaona zvisingaite kutaura pamberi
pemwana.

Akatonditi "handei kumba Taa anoona

panogara Dad vake , ndakapihwa ma directions
ekwataiyenda ndakatoshaiwa kuti yava ipi iyi
sezvo ndaimboziva kuMarondera
ndakangonyarara ndainoona tasvika , but
takaenda kuManyame airbase tichipinda
paboom gate akasalutwa vese vaionekwa
vachitaudzana a naye vaingonzi "ndivo
madam ava this one is my last born" achireva
Talshia takazoenda kudzimba dzacho
ndikasvika kupacker mota pandanga
ndaudzwa maiva mu camp asi side ratakaenda
dzaiva dzimba hombe kudarika kwatanga
tapfuura nako , ndokuona vamwe vakadzi vaiva
mudzimba dzavo vachidongorera vepa next pa
Tamu akatovati "ava ndivo Mai Tania havagare
havo kuno vanoshandira kuBindura that's why
musingavaone kuno" akanzi namother
vaayiudza "horaiti Bamunin ndakambonzwa
muchitaura nababa Ally zveku Bindura ndiko
kwamunenge muri nhai" akabva adaira
zvekuratidza kuti ehe ndiko ndakazo
mhoresanawo navo tikanopinda mune yanga
yavhurwa door na Tamu.Munova mumba make
manga makarongeka "Dad can I sit on this
sofa?" Akadaro Taa chirungu kaitaura big-time
sezvo ndiyo language yavaitaura pa creshe
pavo akanzi "yes you can sit my princess this
is your dad's house you can do whatever you
want right?" Kakagutsurira musoro bag ranga
raiswa pasofa ndikanzi "enda unoisa bag
mumba umo" ndikasimuka ndichinoisa
mandanga ndaudzwa ndikatoona kuti it was
his bedroom kwakudzoka nekutongonanga
hangu kuKitchen kwandanga ndaona kune
maplates Ari musink ndikati "saka unotogona
kubika hako asi ukauya kumba kwangu unenge
uchindipinza busy sei, or pane anouya
achikubikira hako" I said that ndapinda
mudining ndakabata kadust bin kandaitonzwa
kuti kanoda kukuturwa obvious
zvaingokandwa kasinganokuturwe ndikaudzwa
panze paiva ne bin ndikanokutura ndikadzoka
ndichinzi "unonyepedzera kunyarara but une
pamuromo" ndikati "papi pamuromo pandaita"
akaramba akanditarisa ndikanzvengesa
maziso angu ndikaita eye contact naye
hameno zvandainzwa iye ndokuzoti "ndiani
anga uya achindibikira pano asiri iwewe"
ndikaseka mbijani ayida kundinzwa kunge
asingazive madhiri ake ndikati "musade
kundinzwa imi" kwakusekawo akati
"kundifungira kwaurikuita ikoko otherwise
hazvisi zvandiri kungoti haungambo
ndinzwisise hako, asi izvo ndevamwe sisi vedu
vanga varipano nezuro nemurume wavo
vanotova munhu mukuru manje ndevemu
family mana Zimuno second born yemumba
mavo sezvo vari four ini ndiri ndega ndinodya
out ndozouya ndichirara , ayo maplates
ndaadyira makuseni zvanga zvakasara nezuro"
ndakatozvinzwisisa I continued nezvandayiita
ivo vachitamba na Talshia uyo anga atobuda
shave nema catoons aayiona ayifarira raMick
mouse.Ndakawana mukana wekubvunza
Tamu paakapinda mukitchen nezvaayinge
akandiitira kuChinhoyi sekunge ndiri mukadzi
wake akati "kasi hausi mukadzi wangu here"
ndikamutarisa ndafunga kuti he wasn't take
me seriously ndikati "I'm serious on this
conversation BaTania imbomira majokes asina
basa why you lied to your parents about me yet
you have your girlfriend Belinda ndiye
waungadai wakaenda naye uchitaura Izvozvo
not me, what if ini ndikazowanawo boyfriend
unozovatii" akatanga adongorera Talshia ayiva
hake busy nema catoons ake kwakunditi "do
you want me to tell you zviripamoyo pangu"
ndatoona kuti arikuda kutaurawo zviri serious
ndikagutsurira musoro ndikanzi "Belinda
handimude I'm not saying this because of
ndinewe but that's the truth ,ndakamuda
mafirst days not now handina basa naye ane
munhu wake even achifunga kuti akangwara
kundidarika but ndoziva zvinhu zvake . haana
more zvaanowana from me zvandokuwanisa
otherwise kwaari ndezvimwe zviya zviya
ndirimurume kaini, munhu wandinoda ndiwe
Itumeng but I can't force you kuti undide
nezvakaitika kare paye ndoda uzondidawo
nenguva yako i know hauchina trust pandiri
otherwise kundiona ndichiita vasikana
vakawanda sebenzi ndingori mombe
yemashanga isina danga rayo chairo asi
ndikanzi danga rangu rapera kuvakwa
ndinodzoka ndoraramira mudanga mangu, I
love you zvekurevesa Mai Taa you are the
mother of my children" I swallowed hard ini
zvekunzi murume anoda pekupedzera nyota
ndaiona kunge kuzviitisa which means
tikagara kure nekure takudanana he would do
the same kah , ini ndairarama ndisina
anopedza nyota wani so ndakatoona kuti ayida
kundiitisa ini zve pressure ndaisada ndikati
"sorry Tamuka ini zverudo ndotya hako I'm not
good on that love world ndinzwisisewo" he
also swallowed hard akati "i love you Itu
ndichakumirira kusvika wazvipira kudzoka
back to me asi pauri handidi mumwe munhu
sezvaurikutaura Izvozvo kuti ukawana
boyfriend ipapo undiregererewo nekukasika
hako, because ukasviita uchaona kuti
ndinochinja kuva vempire" ndakaseka
zvekurevesa apa he was serious ndikati
"unopenga here iwe kungotaurawo otherwise
varume I think makangofanana kana
ndichikurambira sei uchifunga kuti kune umwe
wandingazoda hanzi the devil you Know is
better that the angel you don't know" akabva
anditarisa zvikanzi "saka ndini the devil you
know?" Ndikaseka ndikati "iyii hazvisi handina
kudaro it's just a say" akasekawo kwakunditi
"unondida iwewe ende unondinzwira same
nezvandinokunzwira but urikungonditya plus
hauchina trust pandiri but ndozvinzwisisa
manje" ndikamuti "ibvapo chienda Kuma
catoon kukamunhu kako uko" akaseka hake
asingade kusimuka kwacho pakitchen chair
yaanga akagara ndikaita wekudhonza ruoko
zvikanzi "Simba raunaro ririkutooneka kuti
wagarisa usingachayizive ende musi
wandokubata ndoizvambura heavy kuita
yekupaza chaiko musi wacho uchatoswera
wakafizuka" ndikafungira zvaayitaura
ndikamutarisa ndichida kumaker sure
kwakuona kuti ndizvo apa anga akanditarisa
mutarisiro wake wekundi seducer akaruma his
lower lip zviri sweet zvandaimuziva nazvo
chaiko kare kake ndikati "Tamuka iwewe kah
zvakakuomera chibva hako muno I'm starting
to suffocating please" akabuda achiseka
ndikasara ndichizvi faner ne dishtowel ndanga
ndakabata ndikazobuda netuma bowel
twekudyira ice cream apa anga agarisa Taa pa
one of his lag akaita kuzembera arm resofa iye
mwana wacho ,ndikati "Taa chiuya ugare apa
udye unozosvibisa Dad mwanangu" kakatarisa
Dad vacho zvikanzi "hatidi" ndi Tamu akadaro
ndikamutarisa "ehe hatidi ishu mama"
akadarowo Taa wacho ndikati "hamudi chii apa
ice cream here" Tamu wacho akaseka zvikanzi
"hatidi kugara pakasiyana" zvakandipa kuseka
ndikati "ok ngaachigara paside penyu awane
kudya colour yeOrange yamakapfeka haidi
zvisina basa" he was changed from his
uniform to a orange t-shirt and a black bottom
.Akazogara Taa wacho tikanzi "murikurara
pano I need a time to bond with my daughter
mungatoenda henyu mangwana kana mune
zvamurikumhanyira otherwise kana pasina you
can spend the whole weekend here" zvekugara
naye zvaizotiisa pamuyedzo nenyaya dzaanga
ambotaura mu kitchen zvaisatoda kuva under
same roof naye. Ndakatozo prepare for supper
after that takarara muspare tiri two na Taa iye
akarara mubedroom make the next day ndipo
paakazoenda nesu kuBindura. Ndakaita luck
kuwana Mai Naa vasipo ndaivazeza pakuda
kuzoziva more about me plus ndaisada
vandione mumwe muonero sezvo
vaingondiziva ndisina munhu , zvaizonetsa
vaigona kuzondifungira kuti ndine speed
semunhu ayigarawo nemurume wavo around it
was normal kumuchengetedza.Vana Zimuno
vakazouya same day zvikanzi na Chaks
achangopinda mumba "gulez ndiye Taa wedu
mudiki here uyu vakomana kaaaah chimwana
chedu chakanaka ichi haah hutsvuku tomuisa
Kuna sisi vake Talent then kuita kadhafu
tomuisa Kuna Tania" ndikatanga ndaseka
ndikati "ehe ndiye Bamunin" zvikanzi na
Zimuno referred to Tamu "apa blaz
muchapinda busy busy chaiyo kwete
zvekutamba apa akabva angova mom's yake
straight zvichizoda nekahwu yellow bone kari
paari muchatandanisana nana boys
mukazvirega" takangoseka hedu zvikanzi
nablaz vaitaurwa navo vacho "ini kana
ndafunga kuzvarisa munhu ndinozvarisa
chaizvo handingoite zvekungoita chete"
tikaseka Tamuka ayipenga manje.

Talshia akazoudzwa kuti Chaks na Zimuno

ndivana Dad vake futi akati "shaka ndinana
Dad triii here mama" akadaro achisimudza
zvigunwe zvake three ndikati "ehe mwanangu"
kwaiva kudaira hangu asi ndaitoona kuti
ndirikuresva mwana I wasn't sure
nezvandayiita.Asi waanga anyanya
kunzwanana nekuwirirana naye ndi Tamuka
sezvo vamwe anga achangobva kuvaona
kwakuti "Dad ndipeyekeje umire apa ini
ndichipinda mutoyilet I want to pii" ndikatoona
kuti atanga zvake zvekupusiswa nambuya
vake ndikati "enda wega ndokurova Talshia"
kwakurembedza maromo kachida kuchema ,
"Dad endai nemwana wedu mhani" akadaro
ndi Chaks zvikanzi na Zimuno "saka gulez
ndiwo marembedzero amayiitawo muromo
kana mavakuda kuchema here muri mudiki I'm
saying this because Taa akangofanana neni
face yacho" tikaseka tese ayitopengawo futi,
akabatwa ruoko naTamu wacho akanomira
paanga anzi amire iko kakapinda ndokuzobuda
kachizvigadzirisa bhurugwa ndokubata ruoko
rwa Tamu kuti vadzoke vachinogara pa couch
akatanga futi musikanzwa atodzika pasofa
akuda kubhutsura bhutsura tv stand ndikatora
mugoti waiva padhuze neni sezvo ndaibika
ndaida kumuvhundutsira but zvakatotsamwisa
Tamuka Izvozvo zvekuda kurova mwana , apa
mwana wacho manyemwe akabva anohwanda
kuseri kwesofa rana Chaks zvakavapa kuseka.
Time time ndikanzi na Tamu achitaurira pedu
pasinganzwike na Taa wacho "zvibve zvaguma
nhasi zvekuda kundirovera mwana iwe
unorohwa nani usandipindure ende respect my
rules please" achitobva pandiri ini eeh.Talshia
zvimwe zvaayiita zvaituma kumurovesa but I
tried to control my anger towards her pamwe
pacho akatoti "kwanzi na gogo imim mama
musandiyove" ndaitoona kuti kuzviitisa.Musi
wacho BaTania vakatoti "nhas I'm not going
anywhere I can't do that for the sake of my
daughter here" ndakatoziva zvaayireva kuti
ayisaenda kwa Belinda.Takatozorara tese in
my bedroom but takaisa Taa pakati kusvika
kwayedza, vana Chaks vakararawo mavo
sezvo maingovawo ne two ma single beds
BaTania vakazodzokera the next day vachitoti
vaipfuurira kunoshandira at Inkomo barracks
for the whole week.Vachangodzokera
ndakaona vaposter picture ravo vai Taa
zvoratidza kuti vanga vatora selfe pataiva
kumba kwavoakanyora kuti "mucheche waDad"
kwakuisa rimwe tiripabed ini naTaa wacho
ndakatorara hangu iye mwana wangu akagara
kakanditsamhira nechepadumbu kakatarisa
kuCamera in her night wears,ndakatoziva kuti
zvanga zvaitwa kuseni vachangomuka vese
zvekutora mapictures iwawo tiri
pabed.Raakapedzisira kuisa akanyora kuti "my
Diamond" hameno yai refer ani inini here or
Talshia ndakangoitager ndikati "tetichiti
takarara vamwe muchititora mapics nhai"
kwakungoseka hake , in no time Belinda
kwakundisendera picture Riya pazasi akati
"hie" ndikautiwo "hesi" zvikanzi "you are in love
with Tamu?" ndikangoti "no" nekutobva
online.Ndanga ndaku feeler futi guilty
zvekupinda pakati pavo ndaisada ,kana
vaizorambana vaifanirwa kuzviita neumwe
muitiro not kunzi nekuda kwangu as if ndini
ndakange ndavabatanidza but ndakatoziva kuti
obvious pic racho ratova nemutauro
zvandaisada kukonzeresa zvacho, Tamu
handina kumuudza but kazhinji
ndaimurambidza kundi poster ayisanzwa
ndaibva ndanziwo "zviripafon yangu kana
zvichikubhowa don't view". Talshia akazouya
achitorwa na mbuya vake vanga vadzoka ini
ndikazonobatawo maoko kwagogo ndikaita
luck kuwana Tete na Karen vachiriko asi Karen
ndakatozomuti tinorara kumba kwangu
ayizobatana namai vake next day
vakudzokera.Mazuva akatevera ndakuitawo
zvebasa rangu Mai ishu vakambondifonera
vachida kurukwa ndikavati vauye kuSaloon
vakauya vachingondibvunza zvekumusha
kwatanga tabva vairatidza kufarira nyaya
dzacho vakazopera vakaenda.

Ini mazuva iwayo nerimwe divi ndanga

ndakuita stress kuti ndotoresa Taa sei birth
certificate because anga avapadhuze kuenda
ku grade 0 chaiyo kwaidiwa birthday certificate
pa Chishawasha mission primary kuti awane
nzvimbo, ndakangoti ndaizobvunzawo vana
Chaks kana vane anyone ane connection Kuma
birth kwacho ndaizobudisa hangu Mari ende
nyaya iyoyo yaito stresawo vabereki vangu kuti
toriwana sei.Dai baba vake Life akanga
achitaurika naye taimukumbira otoresa mwana
wake birth manje zvanga zvakaoma waakanga
aramba kubvamusi wekuzvarwa apa akange
akati ndisamutsvage ndichitaura nezvemwana
iyeye ndikafunga paakanditi "akafa mumuvinge
zvisinei neni mukati" ndaibva ndazorora
chaiko.Ndakazobvunza Chaks naZimuno
rimwe day vauya kumba vakati vaizondinzwira
asi manheru ezuva iroro ndakatoudzwa na
Tamuka kunzi ndisenderewo picture rechitupa
chako.Ndakatoshaiwa kuti ayichidii
ndakangosenda , after 2 days akauya kumba
makuseni ndisati ndabuda kuenda kubasa ,
achingosvika kwakunditambidza paper
randakatarisa ndikaona rakanzi *Talshia
Tadana Chakidza* it was her birthday
certificate ndakashaiwa kuti ndotsamwa here
or ndoseka I ended up ndaseka mukutsamwa
ikoko ndakamutarisa Tamu wacho how come
anga amuisira surname yake without my
permission anga azondijairira kutora
advantage nekumuteerera kwangu.

Ndisati ndatombotaura anything achibva ati

"Talshia mwanawangu sha either you like it or
not it will never change ndozviripo itonditenda
kuti handina kubvisa second name rake
ndichiisa rangu ndangoona kuti akaripihwa
nemunhu mukuru saka i respected that"
ndakaramba ndakamutarisa ndichizama
kuzvidzikamisa plus kusada kurasa muromo
ndikati "but you should've to tell me at first ehe
mwana wako handisi kupikisa but this
everything is complicated you know that
BaTania and ...." akasimudza ruoko rwake
zvekundimisa kutaura zvikanzi "stop right
there Itumeng zvaurikutaura zvese hapana
chandirikuteerera complicated for what
paakazvarwa haana kurambwa here mwana
uyu, I adopted her ok I can give you the money
name your price right now" akadaro atobudisa
phone yake from his pocket like arikuda ku
transfer Mari yacho ndikati "it's not like that
BaTania but..." Ndikagamwa futi ndikanzi
"wakuzondibhowa Itumeng wanzwa waida tidii
timutorese neinfomation yemunhu weku
Mberengwa here iye akazviramba kare Koo
akazviziva akatisungisa do you know
tinosungwa nehwuwandu hwedu kubva
vekuma birth vacho kunobata iwewe neni
ndizvo zvawanga uchida?". Ndikakurumidza
kudzungudza musoro ndichizviramba zvikanzi
"good uyende ne birth certificate iri unopa vana
mama mangwana vagare vatsvagira mwana
nzvimbo yechikoro in time,wondiudza kuti
imarii school fees yacho nezvinodiwa zvese"
kwakutobuda achienda asina kundipa mukana
wekupindura apa pakabva pa ringer phone
yake achangobuda ndikaziva kuti ndi Belinda
nekuti akaidaira achiti "bby Bee" Tamu
ndaimushaira pake chaipo ayiva nefreedom
kuzvitonga kuzere pasina anomuudzira achiita
zvaanoda panguva yaada ,apa ndanga
ndakaronga kutoresa mwana ne surname
yangu zvino vana mama vaizotii .Ini kwakusara
ndichi receiver call from mbuya va Taa veku
Mberengwa vakati "ndiri muhosptal ku
Masvingo pa Morgansta uwuye naTadana
ndimuonewo haatenderwi kupinda asi
ndichakumbira, baba vake varikuno nemukadzi
wavo ndatova nesvondo ndirimuno
ndirikudzimbikana mwanangu asi ukauya
ukavaona usaite ruzha navo ingofambira
kuona inini chete wazvinzwa madhuve?"
Ndakabvumira ndakavati ndaiuya next day but
it wasn't easy zvinhu zvacho zvese hazvo
kuside kwangu zvayiita sezvirikudzoka izvo
zvichienda.

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CHAPTER 19

Ndakanga ndatova confused uku ndichifunga

zve birth ra Talshia raiva ne surname yekwa
Chakidza uku ndichifunga kuti vanhu vekumba
vaizotii uye pandaizoenda ndikaonana na Life
nemukadzi wake plus ma siblings ake
zvaizofamba sei.Ndakatorongedza tunhu
twangu ndikaenda nekubasa kwangu ndichida
kunochinjwa hairstyle Mai Nenya vakazviona
kuti I wasn't ok vakabvunza ndikavaudza
zvaivapo zvikanzi "Itumeng rega kuita senge
munhu akambotsvira mumba door rakavhurika
wanzwa , Itofara kuti mwana wako atowana
mukana wegood life from his new Dad kacha
swimmer mumari.Veku hospital endako
wakaseta smart zvekuti ega anoona kuti
akatengesa fridge achitenga cooler box"
takabva taseka zvekuti ndakatozobvako ndava
strong kutononokerwa nekuendako kuHosptal
kwacho.Ndakasvika muHarare town
ndikatenga soft braid randaida kuruka Taa
taiyenda hedu kuhwurwere asi taida kuendako
takaseta smart hana yangu yakazorova
ndakusvika kumba , apa ndakufunga birth
certificate raiva mubag mangu.Ndakasvika
tikamhoresana na mama,asi Dad vaiva kubasa
Saka ndaizoribudisa vauya Mai Itu vaityisa
kuvaratidza vari vega, asi zvekwandaiyenda
ndakavaudza vakatoti "uyende wakachena
mese nemwana wako unomu showa Life
maybe arikufunga kuti murikufamba
makashama mese nemwana" Mai Itu ndizvo
zvavaigona manje zvekusvotesa ,ndipo
pandakabva ndatofunga kuvaudza zva Angela
wandakanga ndaona mu creamy inn
tikaseka.Ndakazoruka Taa wangu Dad
pavakauya ndipo pandakazobudisa Birth riya
"yowee haushure here nhaiwe mwana waGiven
Tembo wanyanya kumuda zvekudii musoja
wako zvekusvika pakupa mwana asiri wake
surname yake" changa chatochaya na Mbuya
va Taa ipapo, but I explained zvanga zvaitika
ivo nekuziva ndiri munhu anotaura chokwadi
they believed me but vakapererwa zvikanzi
naDad "zvaayita zviri ryt hazvo nekuti mwana
uyu pahupenyu hwake haana baba atowanawo
baba vanomuda ,asi nerimwe divi ayifanirwa
atikumbira tomupa permission sezvo tisu
vabereki vaTaa uyu asi yatodeuka hayo ayita
basa mwana akunowana nzvimbo yechikoro
easily" Mai vangu vaioneka kupererwa ende
semazuva ese kwakufonera Sekuru baba
Reggis vachivaudza avo vaisava nebasa nazvo
vakangoti "munovhundukeiko birth rongova
bepa hazvirevi kuti avakukutorerai mwana
achienda naye" mhinduro dza Sekuru vangu
dzaisekesa, Tete Mai Laiza vakafonerwa
vakatiwo " I think she blessed to have that
father ayizozvizivirepi zvekuti Dad" vakaseka
havo pacall ipapo.For sure Talshia kwanzi
anga avakungogara achitaura nyaya dza Dad
vake ,kwanzi akatomboti Kuna teacher vake
"you are a teacher and my Dad is a soldier"
mbuya vake ndivo vaitaura zvese Izvozvo
yaitangira pakungonzi "mungwarisiro wakaita
mwana wako kah".Ndakazorara ndanzi
ndiudze Tamu zvekuenda Mberengwa
nemwana wake but nechemumoyo ndakatoti
handimuudze iye zvaayiita nekwaayienda
ayiudza ani plus I wasn't her wife to tell him my
whereabouts.
Next day kuseni takatobuda tonanga
kumakomb ndikanzi na mama "wakamuudza
here mu soja wako zvekuenda
kwamurikuenda" ndakangovavhara vhara
without a yes or no.Takazokwira komb ndikano
hiker at Betrisey asi tichakamira ndaitonzi
nemamwe mahwindi "sister tiri varombo hedu
dai tine majagwa taikuendesai kwakurikuenda
hamusikutombofitwa nekushandisa pakomb
edu aya" vaibva vaseka nekutsigirana for sure
tanga takachena nemwana wangu seni I was
wearing white Adidas shoes ,blue skinjin and a
white swetar chakanyorwa pamberi kunzi
Adidas sezvo kuseni kwaiva nekachando , Taa
anga akapfeka Adidas yepink neskinjin reblue
then chi swetar che pink chakanzi Adidas.
Takazowana komb around 9 ikasimuka
takananga Masvingo ku Morganstar
ndikafonera mbuya va Taa vakati "ukasvika
unoona masister eku ward 2b woratidzwa
vanonzi Doctor Sunday vachauya newe mandiri
mese nemwana" ndakangovati horait komb
yakarohwa takati tava Muchivhu ndikaona call
yaTamu ndakadaira zvikanzi "urikuitei
Muchivhu" uyu ayiita kunge muporofita
ndakatoshaiwa kuti aziva sei.Ndakamuudza
kwandaiyenda zvikanzi "ndirikuda kuti uwudze
munhu, driver or Conducter weMota
yakakutakura kuti amise mota iyoyo izvezvi
pamuri ipapo wobva wadzika wokwira imwe
inodzoka kuno KuHarare.Wouya nemwana
wangu kwandiri because haungaendi kwese
uko usina kuudza ini muridzi wemwana"
ndakabva ndazama kutsanangura kuti ayidiwa
nambuya vake zvikanzi "waifanirwa kunge
wavaudza kuti taurai nababa vake ende iwewe
waifanirwa wandikumbira Saka handisi kuda
kufona futi ndirikuda kuti ndiwe uzondifonera
uchindiudza paunenge uri in Harare" ndakada
kupindura ndikanzwa Fon yatokatwa
ndakatoona kuti Tamu anenge munhu
wambanje chete ende handina, kumuteerera
kutonga kwake ayizvinyanya ndakatoenderera
mberi nerwendo tasvika muMasvingo town
takadzikira paClover tikapinda muchi mota
zvemushika shika chaiyenda kuHosptal yacho
vakatanga kufona futi BaTania ndikadaira
zvikanzi "hautonzwe une nharo neni hant"
ndikati "hazvisirizvo baTaa rega ndiite
zvandafambira sha totaura ndadzoka"
ndakataura in a nice way ndatonzwa through
his voice kuti patsamwiwa akabva ango
dropper call, but chaayitsamwira chacho
ndaichishaiwa pakuti mwana anoona mbuya
vake.Takasvika pahosptal ndikaenda
kwandanga ndarairwa ndikaona Doctor Sunday
vacho ndikavamhoresa vakanditi "hoo ndimi
madhuve wacho Mai Tadana right" I justed
smiled and nodded zvikanzi
"ndachingobvunzwa nambuya va Tadana kuti
haasati awuya here madhuve" he said that in a
funny way tikaseka.
Takabuda takadungamidzana vakanzi neumwe
nurse "excuse me Doc sorry I need to ask
something" vakabva vamira Doctor vacho
vakanditi "fanai henyu kumira pane vamwe
venyu apa ndirikuuya izvezvi" ndakatarisa
pairehwa pacho ndikaona Ari Life nema
siblings ake vakaratidza kushamisika vationa
ende iye anga achiri kukundikana kupfeka
seipapo anga akapfeka zi t-shirt rewhite ne
Jean hameno zvazvaingova oti formal shoe
musoro muine haircut yake yaaifarira yekwa
sulu, vanga vakagara pama benches
ndikatozviudza kuti handitaure
navo.Ndakaswedera pavaiva ndaida
kutongomira apa Taa avakuita manyemwe
emusikanzwa wekuregeredzwa kwake zvekuda
kumhanya mhanya mu corridor , ndakasvika
padhuze ndikaona Life akaisa mwana wake
Blessmore pamakumbo ende vanga
vakafanana zvesure apa ndakavatarisa vese
ndikaona vachitarisa Talshia changa
chakachena plus kunaka ndikamuti "Talshia
come back here my angel" chakabva chadzoka
ndikachiti "look at your brother greet him"
akabva atarisa mwana waLife wacho akatarisa
back kwandiri akati "is he my brother mom?" I
just smiled ndikati "yes baby he is greet him"
akabva atambanudza ruoko rwake akabata
ruoko rwabhudhi vake akakati "hey how are
you" mwana wacho akangotarisa kakati
"hhhmm" asi kaitoratidza kuti kavakugona
kutaura maybe kaishaiwa kuti ndiyani "he is
not answering me mom why, am I boring him"
chakabvunza Taa ndikamuti "no he is just a
baby thats why he isn't answering" she just
nodded kwakubvapo akuda kutonoita
musikanzwa mu corridor macho.Mukadzi
waLife ayivapo akapfeka dress rakanaka but
not type yandaipfekedzwa panguva yangu,
vese hapana wandakamhoresa or kutaura naye
ivo havanawo kunditaudza vaingonditarisa
semadzikoma ake nevakadzi vavo plus
hanzvadzi dzacho vese vaivapo vakanga
vakandibuda kare doctor vakabva vasvika
vakati "Mai Tadana you can come with me"
ndakabva ndasheedza Taa tikapinda gogo
vake vakafara vationa ndikavambundira vari
pabed yavo asi vairatidza kuti
varikudzimbikana .Kwakutanga kutaura nyaya
nemuzukuru wavo zvese nekunditenda
mafruits andanga ndavavigira plus Tadana
wavo wandanga ndauya naye "handina
wandakaudza kuti urikuuya hameno
pavachakuonai makachena kudai
havarwadziwi here" she said that in pain
ndakabva ndaseka nekuvaudza kuti tanga
tatoonana , Tamuka ayipenga kwete
zvekufungira akabva atanga kufona i ignored
him kusvika Mai vaLife vanditarisa vakati
"kwava neumwe mwanangu here" ndakatoziva
zvaibvunza ndikangovati "ehe mama" ndanga
ndatoona kuti ndikava tsanangurira zvaivapo
nhoroondo yacho waiva munamato murefu
vachibva vati "ndaisa makomborero parudo
rwenyu akakomborerwa kuwana mukadzi
anenge iwewe" I just smiled ndikavaudza zve
birth nesurname yakapihwa mwana zvikanzi
"hazvina mhosva mwanangu waigozviitawo sei
wega ivo baba vake vakamuramba akatogona
ndinomutenda mumwe wako iyeye nechikamu
chaakaita" takazotaura zvimwe ndikabuda
visiting hour yakukwana. Tichingobuda
muroom mavaiva Taa ndiye ayiva pamberi
ndikanzwa achishevedzera kuti "Daaad"
kwakumhanya achinanga kwaanga akatarisa
ndikarohwa nehana ndichiona Ari Tamuka
ndikashaiwa kuti anga asvika nguvai from
Harare, he was with his workmates vese vari
muma uniforms iye ayine red barreta vamwe
vaine e green ende ayiva nenyembe
pamapfudzi ake vamwe two vacho vasina
zvaingooneka kuti ndiye ayiva boss wavo,
vanga vakamira na Nurse wechirume ne one
mu security .Apa vanga vakamira iye
akapfugama akayisa one ibvi pasi rimwe
gumbo rakaita zvekutsika pasi vambundirana
na Taa achimuti "how are you my princess"
achimupa tuma baby kiss like always, Talshia
wacho achidairawo ne English yake
ndakatarisa Life ne team rake ndikaona
vakatarisawo apa paingova padhuze painzwika
zvese , ndakafambawo kuenda pavaiva
ndakasvika Tamuka wacho kwakusimuka
akabata Taa nerumwe ruoko asi aripasi hake
mwana wacho.Ini hana yanga yakurova
semunhu ayita hwu stubborn
ndirimundangariro ndakangona ndadhonzwa
ndambundindirwa nechemuwerst maayifarira
kundibata kwakundiisa paari takagumana
ndikapihwa a fast kiss ndikanzi "hesi bby
,mavaona here varwere varisei havo" zvese
zvanga zvandi shokesa because ayisambodaro
but ndakakurumidza kufunga vaiva around
ndikati "yes ndavaona ndizvozvowo ,zvirisei"
akabva andidaira ndikamhoresa vaayiva navo
avo vakandidaira vachikotamisa huso hwavo
to show some respect.

Akatarisa kwanga kunana Life achiruma ruma

miromo yake ndikashaiwa kuti afungei
ndakazotura befu rangu ndega arega
kuvatarisa akanditi "we can go right?"
ndikamuti "yes" achibva atakura mwana wake
with one hand ini ndikapihwa rumwe ruoko
ndakaratidzwa gokora rake kuti
ndimukochekere ndikaita tikabvapo tichibuda
mukati Takasvika panze tikanopinda mumota
yeku Army takananga kwandaisaziva
ndikazoona kuti pa 4 bridged ndaverenga
tapasvika.Ende mazi soldier ayivapo nepfuti
dzawo ndainzwa kutya Tamu anga atakura Taa
vachitaura nyaya mwana wangu kana
kumbovhunduka hake , ini ndasisataurwe neni
tikananga kwaiva ne zvikopo kopo zvema soja
ndakatoona kuti ndimo matainopinda "I'm
going to be in aeroplane I will tell my friends at
school" ndi Taa akadaro ndikati Kuna BaTania
"hatisati tambokwira ndege sha I think I'm
scaring" akabva aseka zvikanzi "zvinhu zvese
zvine mavambo Don't worry" takanopinda
mundege chikopokopo che army ndikatoziva
kuti ndiyo yaanga awuya nayo maitova ne two
vaiva kumberi pilot muSoldier futi , then
vamwe 3 vaiva kumashure vese vaiva varume
ndakavamhoresa vese vaingodaira vachiti
"murisei mainini" kunze kwe one akanditi
"murisei Mai Boss Tamuka" ndikangotiwo ndiri
bhoo zvikanzi "musapote muchidaro henyu
tazongounzwa kuno zvisimo mu plan yedu"
vamwe vake vakaseka ndikati "sorii henyu inga
matopinda busy" ndakadaro
ndakasunungukawo zvikanzi neumwe pavanga
vanditi mainini "isu tine nharo but dzemurume
wenyu dzakanyanyisa mainini" vese
kwakuseka zvikanzi na Tamuka "let's go gents"
ayisamboseka zvayiita vamwe.Door
kwakuvharika rega I think pane paka preswa
akauya pandiri ndokusungirira mabelts ayiva
pasit rangu akanditi "relax bby hant"
ndikagutsurira musoro iye kwakunoita the
same panerake na Taa akapa munhu phone for
pictures akati "mwana wangu anoda
kuzonotaridza vamwe kuchikoro kuti akakwira
mundege" inini akazonditora picture
pachezvake.The pilot started the helicopter
ndaisaziva kuti haitange yamhanya pasi
sedzimwe yakangomutswa ichitobva ipapo
kuenda mudenga thought ndichanzwa dzungu
but no I was like ndirimumota Taa akabva
abwibwinyika zvakapa kuti vanhu vaseke
"Haah mufanha wangu une mhuri yako
yakarongeka kwangu kune 2 boys but ndakuda
kutoti dziroorere kumba kwako" akadaro one
ayivamo vese vakaseka zvikanzi na Tamuka
wacho "kuroodza vana vangu kumba kwako
zvakangofanana nekuchinjanisa mombe
uchindipa ma donkey" vese vakaseka in no
time tanga tatova Muharare ndege yanomhara
ku 4bridged yemo.Takadzikamo zvikanzi na
Tamu to Taa "yes my princess have u enjoyed
the flight?" vakatanga kutaurirana nekutora
mamwe mapictures tichiri pandege ,
tikabvapo tikanopinda mumota yake
akanotisiya kwamai Itu even though ayisasvika
pamba.Ini ayisataura neni road yese achitaura
na Taa wake ende ndiye anga ayiswa pa
mother's sit ini ndiri kumashure tasvika
ndikanzi "ndichakuona tichataura"
ndikangotiwo bhoo.Takazosvika kumba
nekuudza vanhu zvemundege takanganwa
kutaura zveurwere "kasi hamuna kuzoenda
kuHosptal here" vakasvika pakubvunza Dad
tikaseka nekuzovaudza zvaivapo.Ndakaenda
pa App ndichida kukumbira mapictures aya
Kuna Tamu ndikatosvikapo ndaasenderwa
kare ndakabva ndangofunga kuti dai taitovawo
nana Tania , ndokubva ndatora pic ravo
randanga ndakagara navo reku Chinhoyi
ndikari poster ndichiti "I miss you mhandara
dzangu" ndokuzo poster ekundege .Ndikaona
Tamu anga atoma poster kare ndichibva
kuposter Belinda was the first to view
akandiisira massage yekuti "kasi wanga une
mukomana wangu here nhasi" ndikati "ehe"
ndikaona akutyper imwe zvikanzi "umbori chii
chake" ndikatoti ndega zvatanga
zvandisingade ndikati "hausati wamubvunza
kasi talk to him, ini I'm just a hair dresser you
said unoda kuzorukwa right" akabva atyper for
long ndikaona ka massage kauya kakanzi "ok
iribhoo ndichataura naye" ndakatoziva kuti
ayinyora achidzima ndanga ndatopedza naye
hant anga akati ndisevhe number achazoda
kurukwa.Ndakafonera mbuya vaTalshia veku
Mberengwa ndichivaudza kuti tanga tafamba
mushe zvikanzi "kasi matova Harare nguva
iyoyi here maenda nei" ndikatanga ndaseka
ndikati "tafambira mudenga ndauya kunotorwa
naDad vaTalshia vanga varipanze patabuda
paye" takazotaura zvimwe but ndainzwa kuti
mavari mune vanhu we said our goodbyes but I
didn't drop ndikanzwa kuti "anenge ane
mushonga wekuda kudya Mari dzevanhu
akawanana sei neboss vema soldier vaya
vanga vachitova nenyembe" mavoices ayinetsa
kubata kuti ndiyani zvikanzi "kunaka akanaka
hake Itumeng kumuvenga kwatakaita hedu but
anosimudzwa chero na president plus she is
humble" it was a voice lady zvikanzi "akabva
afanisa mwana acharemawo mwana uya
kukura kwake samai" zvikanzi nevoice
randakaziva kuti ndi Life "nyararai nyaya
dzenyu mai Blessmore vakasvika muno
muchitaura nezvako vane hasha manje"
vakabva vanyarara zvikanzi namai vake
"unenge gwarawo iwe vanhu vokoniwa kutaura
kunaka kwemudzimai wawakasemera kubara
mwana musikana nekuda kwerupenzi gwako
gwawakanowana gweku zaka ugwo madhuve
wakadohwowanikwa neshangwiti yomene hant
wadohwa kuti watakugwa ne ndege kukava
dafi kuriyambutsa wakadiwa nomwana wake
haachisiri wako birth rodana musoja iyeye
ukada kuendako unodhuugwa pfungwa
dzinenge duzununu idzodzo nepfuti munhu
wajaji unopusa kudaro" vamwe vakabva
vaseka akakwidza voice achiti "nyararai mhani
imi munosekei handina basa naye mwana
wacho maybe haazvarika muSoldier wacho
ndokusaka akatakurana nemunhu
waakangonhonga nechimwana chake"
ndikanzwa Mai vavo voti "unogwara njere
chaiko uno....." Fon yangu yakabva yakata
kupera Mari ndikatorakura news kunoudza Mai
Itu tikaseka.Ndakazodzokera kubasa next day
manheru Tamu akauya anga akatswamwa
because of the previous day
ndikangokumbirawo ruregerero ndaida
kumubvunza kuti why anga andikisa nezvese
zvaakandiita he didn't had a right yekudaro but
ndakatya kutaura.Akatozooneka handina
kumbobvunza kwaayienda.Mazuva aripadhuze
ndabva kuHosptal ndikazonzwa kuti vanga
vazoshaika Mai Life ndakarwadziwa shoko
rakasvitswa nehanzvadzi yavo asi ndakatoona
kuti vanga vazorora takaenda kunhamo kwavo
but takadzingirwa kunze kwe gate sembwa
nemadzikoma aLife kurambidzwa kusvika
parufu , vechikuru vaivapo ndivo
vakazovadzikamisa but hatina kuzopagara
tikadzokera hedu tanga taitawo chido
chekuuya naTaa kunochema mbuya vake ende
Tamu ayizviziva.Haana kunetsa because
takaenda nasekuru and gogo Mai Reggis
vanga vasati vasangana live havo ndakatofara
kuti Sekuru Havana kuda kuita ruzha kurufu
kwevanhu, ende ini zvekwana Life zvanga
zvatogumira ipapo ayindida anga ayenda.

Mazuva akafamba vana Chaks vaiuya kumba

kwangu like always ava vainakidza full-time
,vaiti kudenha ukafamba navo voti nharo asi
Tamu was so quiet comparing navo.Batania
haana kumira kuita hwubaba hwake mumba
mangu kutonga nekutenga ma groceries ende
tanga takutongiziva kuti inini naye tirimu
friends zone naBelinda wake vanga vachiri
vese profile picture rema jersey raingovapo I
think bby wake anga atozojaira for good ,vana
Taa kuchinhoyi ndaifona ende ndanga
ndakuziva kuti every month kunoenda zvinhu
zvakaita sei ,kana pane chaidiwa kuvana
mbuya vavo vaisanonoka kubata phone kuti
vandiudze ini ndoudzawo baba vacho or
ndongosenda sezvo ayindipa mari
ndozomuudza after, School fees yaTaa Dad
vanga vati ambomira kubhadhara ozozviona
kumberi vamboita ivo, asi pataiwana mukana
ndaiita kuti vaonane na Taa wacho.Rimwe
zuva ndaiva na Chaks and Zimuno iri weekend
vakangomuka vachiti vaida kuzonogochesa
nyama vainzwa usimbe hweku braier Vega
ndakatovati ndoda kuendawo ndikarambirwa
ndichinzi toda kunoona mabby adu first vaiva
vema game manje , ava masikati
vakutogadzirira kubuda BaTania vakabva
vasvika ndanga ndakuda kupinda kunogeza
ndikatombomira.Akapinda akachena the guy
was know how to dress zvichimufita fut
zvekuti akatanga kunzi na Chaks "hatisi
kuenda newe kwatirikuenda unganotirambisa
nema bby edu kuchinzi hatigeze or hatigone
kupfeka" zvikanzi naZimuno "sure ngaasare
muface uyu" akadaro achitora some of the
beers from the fridge zvikanzi na Tamu wacho
"zvagara handifambe nemi ini especially
muchinwa Soo todzoka ikoko takumhanyiswa
nemadenhero enyu imi apa nharo
dzamunozoita henyu haa rovai pasi" ndikaseka
vakabuda sure ndikasiya ndanzi "gulez
tichadzoka time time nenyama yakagochwa
sadza munozongosota tadzoka" kwakubuda
havo tikasara naTamu, vana Mai Naa vaivapo
day racho tanga tatombokurukura nyaya
vaigara vanadzo.Tamu Akabuda kuenda
kumota kwake achinotora laptop ne tablet
yake akatanga kuva busy nazvo ini
ndichinoitawo zvekugeza ende mazuva iwawo
anga avakunyanya kuita busy nezvinhu Izvozvo
 , mutarisiro wacho ayiita kunge anenge
achiona mavedios but zvisina sound at first
ndakambofungira kuti iporno but ndakazoti
haangadaro dai achiionera kumba
kwake.Ndakageza ndikapedza ndokunopfeka
fled dress raipinza mhepo neka jistrin kangu
sezvo ndanga ndabva kushandisa hair removal
ndainyatsonzwa kuda kamhepo , ndakatonyara
kuti Tamu ayivapo ndiri ndega
ndaiwanzokumorera towel rega.Ndakabuda
mubedroom mangu ndikaona Ari serious
nekuona zvinhu patablet rake ndikazviudza
kuti ndaida kutoona kuti chii chaizvo ,
ndakabva ndabvisa mapush ndikaita
kunyangira ndikasvika nekukurumidza kubata
ruoko rwanga rwune tablet yacho asati
arwutizisa akaseka zvikanzi "Amana
zvandakutogarirwa chaiko" aiva kumacheto
kwesofa ruoko rwacho rwakatsigirwa ne arm
yesofa ndikaenda kuarm resofa racho
ndichiimugarira mbijani kuti asanzvengese Fon
ndikamuti "swederai uko tione zvii
zvamunoona zvima catoon Izvozvi zvinenge
zvirimu Court wani" akaseka zvikanzi
"haungazvinzwisise Mira ndikuisire Mr bean
vaunofarira ende iyi hausati waiona ndozviziva"
akabva ayisa mr bean vacho zveshuwa
ndikafara nekutanga ku concentrater
nekuvaona iye hameno ndakangonzwa
achisimuka hameno zvaayiita kana
kumbozviitira shungu ziso risingade kubva pa
Tablet yake hangu.Ndakazonzwa akuti
"Simuka mbijani Itu pane zvinhu zvangu zviri
pawakagara ipapo" ndakasimuka mbijani
yacho ziso riri patablet kusada kujumbwa
ndikanzi chigara hako. Pandakagara
ndakanzwa kuti ndamugarira ndikakurumidza
kuvhunduka ndichitarisa paari but it was too
late anga atoisa dress rangu mudenga
akutobata bata honey pot yangu I tried to
scream akandivhara muromo neruoko asiya
kundibata , rumwe ruoko arutenderedza
nekumashure kwangu achibvisa Tablet yake
muruoko rwangu kuti isadonhe pasi akayiisa
padhuze ipapo pari safe , kwakuenderera
mberi nekubvisa ruoko pamuromo pangu
achiruisa at my honey pot zvikanzi "relax bby I
won't kill you" kwakutozama kuda kuisa chinhu
chake I screamed akakurumidza kundivhara
muromo kusvika andiisa apa ndakatombo
rwadziwa nekupinda kwacho akasiya muromo
wangu mbijani ndikati "Tamuka you are raping
me" achibva ati "Ahh iwee kwana" akadaro
achiratidza kuti ndamupedza power akuda
kuseka ndikada kutosekawo. Apa anga
andidzvanyidzira paconner yesofa iroro dumbu
rakatsamhiriswa ma Arm yesofa racho Ari
nechepamashure pangu , ndachiri mushock
ndanga ndatorepwa sekutamba sekuseka
because tasina kuwirirana taingova ma friends
.Akatanga kuita ma moves ake slow slow
achiwedzera perce ndakatanga
ndichirwadziwa kusvika ndakunzwa mazi
feelings achiuya ndakutanga kunyorova
achibva anditendeutsa kutarisa kwaari
ndokundibvisa dress kajistrin kangu kanga
kapekurirwa paside iye asina tshirt anga
atoibvisa before , akabva andiisira kapillow
kesofa pachiuno ndakakatsamhira
nechekumashure musana uripa arm maziso
ake anga ayita red chaiyo ndikanzi "I want to
fuck you Itu" ndikatadza kutaura chinhu
ndichifemereka ndakashama muromo akabva
andiisa chinhu chake apa anga andiitisa
zvekuti ndainyotsoona ichipinda ,akayiisa
akauya nechekumusoro kundinama nekiss
achiwedzera speed kuzasi uku ndikatanga
kunakirwa ndikazevezerwa munzeve "is it a
rape" ndikakurumidza kuzunguza musoro
kuzviramba zvikanzi "good I want to fuck you
wanzwa" ndikagutsurira musoro akabva
anditarisa mumaziso chaimo achindi kwir*
heavy , ndikaita zvekugariswa pasofa
ndakavhurwa makumbo iye apfugama pasi
ikanyatsopinzirwa ndikatariswa kuface
ndikanzi "ndoda uchemerere kundiyemera
wanzwa" ndainzwa kuda kubudisa voice
renoise but ndaizvidzikamisa vana Mai Naa
vaivapo.Akatanga kindikwiza ndikataura ndega
kuti "dady kani ndainzwa" he just smiled
akaruma his lower lip akati "handisati
ndatanga ini bby" for sure anga asati because
ndakazo chukuchwa zvandakanzwa ndega
ndikanzi "ndikotamire" ndakanzwa usimbe
hwekusada kutsika pafloor ndikakotama
ndakaisa mabvi pasofa akanyatsoipinza
ndokutanga kuita "oooh you are so sweet bby"
akadaro achirova twuma mbama on my bams.

Zvainakidzira ende ndakanyatsoinzwa

ndainzwa kunge irikuzara murumbu mangu
mese.Akazonditendeutsa ndato dhamba
hangu akaita takatarisana ndikatanga kunzwa
yakunyanya kudziya kusvinura chaiko ndanga
ndakutadza akaizvomora kubva mandiri and he
offloaded padumbu pangu zvimwe zvichienda
pama breasts.I managed to get up
ndikamhanyira mubathroom mandakasvika
nekuvhura shower ndikangobuda ndichinanga
mubedroom nekunozvikanda pabed ,zvekuti
ndasiya dress handina kuzviisa mumusoro
ndakazonzwa apindawo mubathroom
ndikasimuka fast kunotora dress
riya.Ndakadzokera pabed ndikabatwa nehope
ndisina kupfeka ndangozviisa sheet pamusoro
ndikazopeputswa nenoise yana Chaks ,
ndakazvishingisa kuendako ndichizama kuti
vasafungire zvandanga ndaita nemukomana
wa Belinda ,asi ndainyara kutarisana
naTamuka wacho ndakabika sadza tikadya
"gulez kasi mirikurwara here hamusi bho bho
Soo hindava" ndi Zimuno akadaro ndikati
"ndikunzwa musoro bamunin" ndikatosimuka
kunorara kwanga kwatodoka zvoratidza kuti
ndanga ndatorarisa kubva masikati
.Ndakatanga kubatwa nehope ndikapeputswa
nemuridzi kuchinzi "boss Tamuka" vaiva
nenoise havo zimuno na Chaks ndikatoshaiwa
kuti varikufarirei.Hope dzakabva dzapera time
time ndikanzwa kunzi "gulez takuenda
tokubatai pamberi apo" it was Chaks
ndikangodaira ndiri mubedroom mangu ,
ndakazoona door rangu rakuvhurwa anga Ari
Tamuka zvikanzi "Mai Taa ndakuenda
ndozodzoka ndichikuona hant" ndikatadza
kumudaira voice rakaramba kubuda , ndikaona
akubvisa phone from his porcket kwakui
scroller akazoisa panzeve ndokuti "endai
muuye munditore kuseni by 6" ndakatoziva kuti
ndivana Chaks vaifonerwa
varipanze.Ndakakurumidza kumutarisa zviya
zvekuti are you serious urikuda kusarirei but
ndakanzwa mota yatomutswa panze.
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CHAPTER 20

Ndanga ndakazvambarara pabed nedumbu

ndakamutarisa hangu kuti arikuzama kudii
chaizvo ende mawords ayiramba kubuda from
my mouth.Anga akamira akatanga futi
kuscroller phone yake kwakuyiisa paloud
akaigadzika pabed ichinzwika ku ringer as in
calling someone , kwakutanga kubvisa watch
yake from his hand akamira kudaro apa
anditarisa kuface ini ndakamutarisawo
ndainyatsokuona kuti Tamuka akanaka Mai
nababa vake vanga vakamuzvara
vanyatsokufunga, ndakatanga kutomunzwira
mafeelings ipapo Fon yake yakabva yadairwa
voice ndikanzwa riri raTete Mai Laiza
ndikavhunduka mafeelings andanga
ndakunzwa akambotiza."Hello ndiyaniko uyu
ndakoshiwa" vakadaro Tete ini ndatoshaiwa
kuti BaTania anga akawanepi number dzavo ,
akabva ataura kuti ndiyani zvikanzi na Tete "imi
kah kubva paya gore ramakabva kuno
kwaMurehwa mazondifungawo nhasi sure
ende hamudaro" kwakuseka hake akati
"ndaikufungai everyday manje kungoti
ndaingononoka kufona chete" kwakuseka
having Mai Laiza kwakumbotaura zvimwe
vachibvunzana zveupenyu iye kwakuzoti
"ndaida kuziva kuti muriko here next weekend
toda kuzosvika ikoko inini na Mai Taa ava"
ndakatanga kunzwa ku sweater apa anga
asina kutaura neni izvozvo hake Tete kwakuti
"ehe ndiriko ndingaendepi hangu Bamunin
huyai dai husiri husiku ndatonotenga
mutsvairo wepachivanze necobra yemumba
ndatanga kutotsvaira izvezvi kunobata
hwikendi iyo panenge pabvuma kuchena chete
kuitira muyenzi wangu asvike parongeka"
kwakuseka vese naTamu wacho vakazotaura
zvimwe after that he dropped the
call.Ndakatadza kutaura futi anything
ndikasimuka pabed kwakumonera drying towel
rangu pamusoro petyt yandanga ndakapfeka
ndichida kutonogeza ndigomudzokera
anyatsondiudza kuti ayizama kudii. Ndakaita
munyama kuwana mvura isisabude mushower
ndizvo zvayayiita dzimwe nguva kuenda
yodzoka kuseni ndaizongogara hangu
ndakachereredza some of the buckets
ndikatora one racho ndichiisa mubathroom ,
but ipapo ndisati ndarivhura ndakabva ndatora
bucket rekugezera pfungwa dzichipishana
nezvandanga ndichiitirwa naTamu kwakubuda
panze ndichinotarisa kana yaichiri kubuda
patap yepanze Mai na baba Naa ndakavawana
vanga vachakagara panze , handina
kuvamhoresa nekuda pressure yaiva
mupfungwa "kasi hausikutiona here nhaiwe Itu
kana wava bofu wotiudza tikuonere zvekuita
pachiripedo" ndakabva ndaseka but I was so
low ndikati "sorry Mai Nanana ndikunzwa
musoro saka pfungwa dzangu dzirikure,
bamukuru maswera sei" kwaingova kunyepera
musoro, ndakavamhoresa vakadaira havo
vachibatsirana kundisekawo , ndakatoona kuti
Mai Naa vanga vasina kubata yayiitika mumba
mangu otherwise dai vakatondivinga patap
kuda kunyatsonzwa dot.com ndakabva
nemvura yangu ndaitonogeza ichitonhora
kudaro ndaitonzwa kakutsva.I went straight
into the bathroom ndikageza ndatopedza
ndamonera towel kuti ndibude Tamu akabva
apindawo ndokuvhara door .Haana
kumbotaura neni akatora toothbrush yangu
from my hands akaisa toothpaste
yaingogaramo kwakutanga kukwesha mazino
ake , ini ndanga ndatomirira kuti apedze
ndigobuda nayo ka one zvekuzosheedzwa
kunzi dzoka uyitore ndaisada ,munhu wacho
ndaimuziva nekutumisa akapedza but
pandakada kuti ndiigamuchire ,
akangondipusha akanditsamhirisa door racho
remo ndakatarisa kwaaiva kwakutanga
kundikissa and the kiss was so sweet
kwakundifugura towel rangu akatanga
kundivhura makumbo used his one leg ibvi
rake ndiro raayishandisa , kwakutanga
kundidhonza a lady's stuff down there I started
to mourning kwakundipinza one of his fingers
and started sexing me with it.Ndakabva ndada
kutobudisa his thing ndega from his pant kuti
chipinde hacho mandiri but akanzvengesa
achiswededza werst yake kumashure but
pandiri he didn't stop zvaayindiita kunyanya
kiss yaitapira zvayo , I tried kupinza futi ruoko
into his pent akanzvengesa nekutondibata
ruoko rwangu achirwuisa kumashure kwangu
and he pulled his self from zvaayiita
kwakunditarisa takagumanisa huma dzedu
without saying anything.Ndikanzwa kunge ndiri
kuda kuchema kuti anga azvibvisirei pandiri
nekundirambidza futi kuti ndibvise chinhu
chake from his pant ndakabva ndamupusher
kuti abve pandiri ndikavhura door nekutobuda
kunanga mubedroom ndikanzwa achiti "bby
come-on Itu" ndakashaiwa kuti anga
avakundidaidzirei , mafuta acho handina
kutozozora mushe ndakutochema iye
ndaimunzwa kugeza ndakabva ndatokwira
pabed ndapfeka kanight dress kangu nechihat
chekurarisa , ndokufuga mablankets ndakarara
nedumbu marariro andaifarira most of the
times ,ipapo ndakachitanga kutohwihwidza
kuchema even though it wasn't that
loud.Ndakamunzwa achibuda mubathroom
Simba rekunomu mopper sezvandaisiita mu
bathroom macho ndakarishaiwa ndikanzwa
achipinda muroom yana Chaks after some few
minutes ndikanzwa achibuda ,kwakuzonzwa
achilocker kumain door apa
ndasisahwihwidze ndakungopfikura zvaindipa
kukwanisa kunzwa mafambiro aayiita kusvika
azodzoka mandaiva akasvika nekukwira pabed
, ndokuuya pandiri haana kundimutsa or
kutaura anything kwakundibvisa kanight dress
kangu akakatangira kumusoro kumaoko
akakabvisira pakaipinwa like a bra ,
kwakukabvisa nekuzasi achinondibvisa nepant
ndichingopfikura chete. Iye kwakunyatsorara
pamusoro pangu position yekurara nedumbu
ndanga ndisina kuchinja akandirarira but asina
kunyanya kundidzvanyidzira sezvandayiitwa na
Life .Tamuka wacho kwakundipa twuma
kisses twaitekenyedza muhuro akati "sorry
mukadzi wangu ndakuchemedza ndaida
kungotanga ndageza once, chinyarara now
sweetheart ndavakukupa chinhu chako
chaurikuchemera wanzwa" ndakatomboda
kumubvunza kuti saka wanga uchinditangirei
usati wageza, asi kuti ini wacho handina
kukwanisa kudaira kuvapo kwake pamusoro
pangu kwanga kwakutokonzeresa heat on my
body.
Iye wacho kwakudzika nechekuzasi
kwakutanga kunanzvirira on my bams
zvainakidzira nekutekenyedza he managed
kundichinja side ndikatarisa mudenga
kwakubva atanga kundidhonza zvaayifarira
kutambisa on my hunny pot after that he
started to suck me ipapo pacho , ndakaita
sendicharidza mhere nekunakirwa I didn't trust
myself otherwise ndaizongofunga kuti museri
mune vanhu , ndaingoita zvekunzwa nevamwe
vakadzi mukutaura nyaya about that sucking
thing and that moment zvainge zviroto
ndichizviitwa naTamu, ndakadyiwa zasi
achibva azondisiya kwakuuya muma breasts
kwakumabata ese Ari two ndokumabatanidza
akaita kakumadzvanyidzira he started to suck
them ,ndikabatawo chinhu chake
ndichichitambisa I ended up ndachiisa mandiri
ndega ndanonokerwa nekuti ayise achibva
atondirega ma breasts aya asina move yaayita
but ndichinyatsokunzwa kuti ndakaiswa yese,
kwakunditarisa mumaziso ake ayinge
atsvukisa achiita seasiri kugona
kunyatsomasvinurisa apa ndaibva
ndanyatsokuona runako rwake aripamusoro
pangu ,ndikatanga ini move yacho kutambisa
chiuno sezvandakange ndakadzidziswa
ndichisimukira zvekumusimudzawo "I love you
Itu" he said that akandibata matama nemaoko
ese akatarisa mumaziso angu chaimo.
Handina kukwanisa kupindura ndakaramba
ndichiita zvandayiita he mourned for a while
uku achipota achindidya muromo , achibva
andipidigura kuti ndiende pamusoro ndikaita
yekugarira "yes bby owww shit yes fuck me" he
said that ini ndichiwedzera perce ,
kwakundipidigura ndichiendawo pasi ndikanzi
"rara nedumbu sweetheart" ndikaita zvandanga
ndaudzwa iye kwakuuya pamusoro
nekubatanidza makumbo angu akayiisa
ndakadaro akatanga kuita zvinhu zvake
ndainzwa sendichazvidzura bvudzi nehuchi
hwandaipihwa , "Tamu u are driving me crazy
oooooh" I mourned like that ndikanzi "that's
what it should be bby, rega ndikunakidze" I
continued kudana zita rake "who is Tamu saka
ndakuibvisa hangu" ndakabva ndatoziva kuti
ndofanirwa kumudana in sweet words,
ndofunga ndakange ndakuita noise ndikaona
ndavharwa muromo with his hand "shhh shhh"
he said that achindinyaradza kuti ndisaite
noise he continued akazonditaridza mudenga
iye Ari nechepa side pangu akaita kakurarira
one of my legs pachija , Conner yaayindirova
nayo ipapo ayinyatsorova chibereko "Tamu
kaniiii" I said that again in mourning ndikanzi
"Tamu ndiani" ndikati "wandinyanyira kani
hunny" apa anga akanditarisa mumaziso
fucked me harder zvikanzi "uri mukadzi wangu
iwewe, zvinhu izvi ndezvangu rega ndizvirove"
for sure ayizvirova zvekuti bed yamai Ishmael
yandaishandisa yaiva that type isina noise but
ipapo yakakundikanawo bed yacho ikatanga
kunzwikawo kurira because munhu anonzi
Tamu anga azvinyanya ende andinyanyira
,ndikambosimudzwa makumbo ese mudenga
akabatanidzwa hunny pot yangu yasara
pachena akayiita zvaanoda nayo Simba rake
ndaishaiwa kuti raibva pai , i released so many
times.Ndikazotanga kunzwa kudziya
kwechinhu chake "I'm coming bby ndivhurire
makumbo ndikuzadze mukadzi wangu" for
sure ndakaona akuita kakugwinha and he
offloaded into
me apedza akaita kuzvikandira paside
pangu.Takambonyararidzana ndikazotanga
ndini kusimuka ndichinogeza akatevera tava
mubathroom zvikanzi "ndigezesewo
ndirikunzwa usimbe" ndakamutarisa ndikati
"geza wega handidi" akaseka hake takapedza
kugeza akutanga futi kundibata bata
akutofemera pamusoro "body yako
inondikonzeresa Itu wakanyanya kunaka bby"
he said that andiguma chinhu chake
chichinzwika kumira sedanda lucky ndanga
ndatopedza ndikanzvenga kubuda
ndichimhanya kumukaurisa sezvaanga
ambondiitawo , akazonditevera akasvika
achiseka zvikanzi "Saka watongwara here apa"
ndikasekawo.Ndakabva ndabata pent rangu
kuti ndipfeke rikabvutwa kukandwa kumwe
ndikanzi "nditeerere unditeeresese don't you
ever get into blankets with me wakapfeka
anything because ndechida kungoti
pandapepukira ndokuvhura makumbo
nekutokuisa not zvekutanga ndapinda busy
kubvisana neizvi no" anga atondisungira lface
zvaanosimboita ndikatoshaya kuti zvanga
zvatoipa nguvai ,handina kupindura
ndakangopinda muma blankets ndikaenda side
rekumadziro obvious ndiye ayizorara kumberi ,
akabva apindawo ndanda ndakarara neside
ndakatarisa kwaaiva akararawo neside
takatarisana zvikanzi "hesi Mai Tania urisei"
ndakamboda kuseka anga atova muhappy
mood nema seconds iwawo ende it was his
first time to call me Mai Tania "ndiribho
BaTania murisei" he smiled zvikanzi
"wakanaka mwana iwewe dai waimedzeka
ndangokumedza hangu wagarira mudumbu
mangu" ndakaramba ndakamutarisa iye anga
akatonakisa hake I wonder why ayisazviona
ndikati "inini ndakanakirwa newe to be honest
wakanaka Tamu hako but pawatadza pa1"
zvikanzi "ndatadza papi futi" ndikati "pawanditi
mwana ,handicha kwani kuvana ndiri
Mai".Kwakutanga aseka hake zvikanzi "hant uri
mwana wangu here" ndikatiwo "inini manje
kuita mwana wako, ndevapi baba vanorarisa
mwana wavo Ari naked" tikatoseka tese
akazoti "ndikatobvunzwa out there kuti ndine
vana vangani ndototi I'm a father of four,
inyaya yekungoti humwana hwenyu nevamwe
vako hwunozosiyana chete pakuti iwewe
urimukadzi wangu" ndakatoona kuti Anopenga
tikaseka zvikanzi "Saka nhai bby wangu nehwu
soft hwako uhwu unotogona kupopota here
iwewe let's say mwana arohwa kuchikoro
nevamwe unotoendako uchinopopota here
nhai Mai Taa" he said that achitotanga kuseka
ndisati ndapindura, ndikatanga ndasekawo.

"Ndinongotumira Mai Tamu or Mai Itu

kuchikoro kwacho vonopedza nyaya dzacho
because ndakatoona kuti member dzacho
dzese pana words hadzipererwe" takabva
taseka zvikanzi "moms kuChishawasha
vatotaurisawo here" ndikamuti "zvisingaite
kana ini pandiri pano ndotomboda kurohwa"
akaseka zvekuratidza kunakirwa zvikanzi
"Amana hambuya vangu ngavasadaro unenge
uchida kuroverwei nehwu soft hwako ihwohwu
apa kutaura kwacho sometimes ungati unenge
usingatode hako" ndikaseka hangu ndikati
"ndowanzo kuda kuroverwa kusadaira kana
vachindisheedza or ndikada kurova Talshia"
kwakuseka hake zvikanzi "ipapo rohwa hako
bby" tikaseka futi ndikati "kana iwewe
wakanyarara wani comparing naChaks"
akaseka zvikanzi "Chaks zidofo kariye Saka
achitaurisa" ndikatanga ndaseka ndakunakirwa
nematauriro acho ndikati "zidofo pakudii
ndoda kumuudza" akasekawo zvikanzi "une
makuhwa iwe asi zvaanoita zviya ungati
zvoitwa nemunhu Ari normal here haunyatso
kumuziva hako munhu uya pauchamuona
akabatwa nedoro bho bho uchagutsikana kuti
mukomana wacho ndi Tamuda Chakidza for
real" ndakabva ndabvaruka kuseka apa
ayitaura Ari calm zvake waisambofungira kuti
ndivo baba vekutonga tonga nekusunga face
ndikati "iyii wakumunyepera Chaks munhu bho
anonakidza manje" zvikanzi "ndikakuudza
dzimwe dzaanopindana nadzo unogona
kuramba uchiti ndirikunyepa hako asi
akadhakwa anotobhowa manje , because kana
pane amudenha Hondo yacho inoita pungwe
vachibatsirana naBrian wake, zvekutoti
kumusha uku vanhu havatodi kudhakwa
stereki vari padhuze navo iwe shaa aya matofo
manje zvekurevesa vanogona kuenda kumba
kwemunhu akavadenha wavakambonetsana
naye was kunotangidzisa nyaya yacho nharo
dzinenge dziri ipapo hauna zvaunodziita
dzedzichititaura dzega kuti tirikubuda
mumatofo" Tamu ayinakidza veduwe ndanga
ndakunzwa mabayo nekuseka ndikati "iyii koo
manje havazorohwe here nhaiwe" zvikanzi
"havamborohwe ende handitode kunzwa kuti
varohwa iyiii ndinochinja colour ipapo ipapo,
chero ndirikure ndikatoona kuti ndapasvika
sei" ndakabva ndaseka hangu zvinyaya zvacho
zvainakidza ndikati "Koo Zimuno Zimuno ariku
Dubai best friend yako is he like this futi"
zvikanzi "like this ipi" ndikaseka futi ndikati
"kunge imimi nana Zimuno arikuno"
akasekawo zvikanzi "usandifananidze hako
nana bamunin vako handitombo kwane ikoko,
tese na Zimuno Zimuno wacho hatikwane
ikoko uchamuona hako achauya ayiti next year
but anotokuziva manje" ndikamutarisa ndikati
"kuziva inini here akandizivirepi" zvikanzi
"ndakamuudza" ndisati ndapindura Fon yake
yakaringer akaitora zvikanzi "aah uyuwo uyu"
ndakatarisa ndikaona pakanzi *Belinda* hana
yangu yakarova ndafunga kuti ndarara
nemunhu wemunhu nekutofunga kuti pamwe
azviziva .Kwakuisa paloud Tamu wacho akati
"wadii ukuitasy" zvikanzi na Belinda wacho
"iwe kah koo kunditiwo maswera sei Mai
Chakidza mukadzi waBoss Tamuka
waizvifarira on our first days ndaibva ndafara"
kwakuse hake apedza kuzvidaro zvikanzi
naTamu wacho "Pakaipa sha ndikadaro pane
munhu anogona kundirova ndikamuka ndakafa
zvobva zvadhakwa unozondiona kupi nhai Bee"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti ayizorohwa nani zvikanzi
na Bee wacho "munhu wekupi iyeye ndinomu
vhurumura anoda kunditadzisa kudanwa
zvandinoda nahubby wangu" Tamu wacho
kwakuseka zvekunge kumanikidzira akanzi futi
"Asi maitiro ako kah hauite ndikasafona
haufone unopinda online kana kumbotiwo hie
everyday ndini ndongokutanga or kukutsvaga
word rekuti bby chairo unoritaura kana uchiuya
kuno haudaro hako Tamu" iye Tamu wacho
kwakuti "Maya ndendiri busy chero ndiri online
saka urisei iwewe" ndakatoona kuti
ndaishandisirwa zvaifanirwa kushandisirwa
Belinda because ini ndaifonerwa every morning
nemanheru after work ende call yacho yaigona
kuita almost an hour sometimes chero
palunch ayifona zvekuti "ndakusuwa Tamu
uchauya rinhi kunondiona nhaiwe paya ndakati
undisenderewo airtime ukangoti ndichaisa
uchibva wangoti zii hako" ndakamboda kuseka
kuti Koo sisi vekuda number dze fire briged
vatori nema problems akawanda kudaro
murudo rwacho nemunhu wavo kudaro akanzi
"ndakazoshaiwa Mari sha sometimes ndesina
Mari hako" ndikashamisika nenhema dzake
because mangu ayisiya Mari plus magrocery
zvikanzi na Belinda wacho "ok no problem
saka urikuuya rinhi ndakusuwa ini" anga
akutoyema akanzi "kwanzi hesi namai Taa ava"
ndikamutarisa zvaanga andifarisira
ndikashaiwa kuti ndapinda papi zvikanzi na
Belinda wacho "Mai Taa avo veku saloon here"
akanzi "unoziva vamwe vapi" kwakuseka
ayibvunzwa wacho akati "no it's like mmm I
don't know what to say so muripi this late muri
mese soo" ndega ndakatoti zvatanga zvikanzi
na Tamu "kuvepi kwekudii nhai Belinda Mai
Taa vakatorara pandiri pano apa" ndikamu
kicker kuti urikutaurirei Izvozvo nhaiwe akanzi
nemunhu wake "what do you mean by kurara
I'm not getting it you mean kurara as in what
exactly" Tamu clicked his tounge akati "munhu
aripa third year on ZEGU asingazive kuti kurara
kudii wakakwana here iwe" ndakatosekawo
Tamu ayiziva kudzungaidza munhu
ndochokwadi plus kuitisa confusion ende iye
Belinda wacho akatosekawo akazoti "Sorry bby
wakundisekesa namai Taa vacho it's only that
nepane time it's too late saka pawataura
zvekurara pfungwa dzangu dzamhanyira
zvisirizvo, but ndazofunga kuti maybe
murikungotandara henyu so vakarara
pamakagara ipapo" I just blashed and relieved
kuti haana kufungira zvikanzi na Tamu wacho
"iribho iwewe Fon yangu yakudzima iyi
ndichakufonera" kwakuto dropper Belinda
wacho asati apindura ndikati "Nhaiwe Tamu
saka dzimwe nguva paunobuda manheru
muno unenge uchiendepi usingaende kwa
Belinda" Ndanga ndakutofunga kuti maybe
aneumwe futi ende ndofunga akatozviona kuti
call yake yanga yandiisa mood ku 0% plus
kutanga ku regreter zvatanga taita akaramba
akanyarara achi scroller fon yake akazoti
"ndinenge ndaenda kumba Harare chaiko Koo
kure here 2 hours ndendatosvika wani Koo sei
usingambofone kuti ndaendepi uchingofungira
kuti ndendiri kwa Belinda dai uchitoziva kuti
haagare ega vano share room neumwe wake
wawakaona paye usingambo ndifungire kuti
ndiko kwandinenge ndiri every time" nyaya
yacho yanga yakutondibhowa ndikati "tafarisa
zvataita otherwise urimunhu wemunhu iwewe"
akabva agadzika Fon yake padressing table
yaingova padhuze nebed akasimuka akaita
zvekugara akanditarisa zvikanzi "watii
dzokorora zvawataura ndikumamise izvezvi
urare uchichema" he clicked his tounge
zvekutsamwa ndikashaiwa kuti Koo
ndatotadzei ini ndangotaura chokwadi ndikanzi
"usandibhowe zvekusvika pakundiudza kuti
kukwi**na newe kufarisa urikuzvinzwa zvandiri
kutaura here" anga atotsamwa sure
ndikangogutsurira musoro ini zvekutyiswa
ndaisada ende ndaisanonoka kutya kwacho.

Akabva atorara akandifuratira ini

ndikapererwawo nazvo apa hope
ndikadzishaiwa I switched off the light thought
ndiro rainditadzisa kurara but hapana
chakabatsira ndaingopinduruka kusvika
ndazonzwa shasha yakundibata bata zvikanzi
"let me give you a sleeping tablet bby,
ndirimurume wako inini kukwi**na newe it's
not a mistake or kuti tinenge tazviitira
mukufarisa wazvinzwa" handina kudaira
ndakutonzwa zvimwe zvinhu ayiziva
pekundibata akangokwira pamusoro akarova
ka quick achingo offloader mukati mangu
apedza zvikanzi "mwana wangu ndoda anzi
Taylan because mukomana but kana
arimusikana ndi Tanisha ndangoti ndikuudzei
musati matanga kutambisa nguva yenyu
nekufunga mamwe mazita" ndakatanga
ndaseka ndikati "arikupi mwana wacho
nhaiwe" kwakuanga azvigadzirisa kurara
kwake zvikanzi "kana wanga usingashandise
anything zvamoshandisa zviya handitambe
hangu bhora risina mweya ndotamba rakazara
kuti paa ende ratogohwa iri" he said that
achitosekawo ndikati "zviripo zvandakambo
shandisa" akasunga huma yake zvikanzi "wati
chii you mean pane akambopinda apa after me
here zvarinhi, ini ndakuwana uchingova virgin
like last time" ndakangoseka ndikanyarara
ndichiti nyaya yapera ndikanzwa konzi "iwe
ndirikutaura newe ndiyani akapinda apa kasika
kundiudza izvezvi ndirikuda zita rake izvezvi
munhu iyeye" kwakutomuka kubatidza light
hake anga atotsamwa but ndakatoseka
zvikanzi "urikuda zvekunditsvaga hant ndiyani
akaku kw*ra ndisipo iwewe" ayigona hake
kupenga BaTania as if ndanga ndamuhurira
kamutauriro kaayiita kuti pandanga ndisipo
ndikati "iwe hapana mhani ndirikuti
pandakapedzisira ndichibuda muchipatara
ndakabaiwa depo hameno kuti raiva re how
many months saka rogona richiri mu system
because handina kuzombosangana nemurume
futi" akaramba akanditarisa zvemhodzi
dzembanje ndakaona kunge it's useless to tell
him, pluz taingonzwa kuti dzosungisa
nekupisa kwemusoro wake ayigona
kunosungira mwana wambuya vangu
ndozvandaka ngofunga, zvikanzi "hauna
munhu wawakapa zvinhu zvangu sure here
Itumeng?" Ndikagutsurira musoro kwakubva
adzima light akauya korara akandimbundira
zvikanzi "I trust you bby, sorry ndakuitira hasha
it's only that handidi munhu pauri ndoda uve
wangu ndega so we can give it a try for two
months pandichakubatira pese panenge
pasina night remahara ,kana zvaramba
wonosukwa chibereko kwaDoc ndobva
ndakumitisa hant" ndikagutsurira futi musoro
ndisina sure nekubvumira kwangu ndikati
"kundimitisa as in what Tamu" ndanga
ndafunga zvelast time ndikanzi "don't take that
word pasiripo and don't tell me kuti wakufunga
zvakaitika kare sorry bby I'm not like that hako,
apa hant tirikunona Tete weekend ndoda tiite
zvinhu zvedu fast Ini ndirikukuda kumba soon
because ndoda kupota ndichiirova pandadira
chero kubasa ndechitotiza masikati ndichiuya
kunoizvambura" ndakabva ndaseka zvimwe
zvinhu Soo kah ndaida kunogeza semunhu
anga abva kuitwa ndikarambidzwa asingade
ndibve paari.Takazobatwa nehope late after
some discussion ndikarara ndakambundirwa
time time ndakazomunzwira kuhope achidzika
pabed kunopinda mutoilet akadzoka
achindibata bata kusvika , hope dzangu
dzapera "this one is my favorite round chero
ndikazorarisa kumberi uko upote
uchitondimutsira yemakuseni Soo" ndakabva
ndaziva kuti kwanga kotoyedza ndakarohwa
round racho remakuseni ,arikumashure
kwangu takarara kudaro ayiti akandibata
muwerst nemaoko ese ndonzi "ndipe yese bby
wangu" ndaibva ndanyatso kuita kuswededza
werst yacho kwaari ndikanzwaserai naka
kudarika andanga ndamboitwa. Akazopedza
akaenda kunogeza ini ndakutobatwa futi
nehope ndikanzwa avakuti "iwe muka
ndikuudze" ndikasvinura mbijani "taurai
ndokunzwai mhani BaTania ndine hope ini"
ndakadaro zvikanzi "ndaisa 200usd padressing
table apa utenge twuma bedroom towels
wozondipukuta ini zvekugeza handidi hangu
pese pese imagine kuchitonhora" ndakabva
ndaseka ndirikuhope kudaro ndikati "kugeza
haudi hako gore Riya ndakakuwana wane
2days usingageze" akabva aseka ndafunga day
randakayenda kumba kwake ku Marondera
zvikanzi "unodenha iwewe" ndikaseka zvikanzi
"then wonditengera mafuta ekuzora ndauya
kuno, pents and some of the things
zvandingangoda kushandisa unobvunza
zvizhinji pafon ndanonoka vana Zimuno
vakutouya kunondipa mota izvezvi vari
muroad" ndikati "saka 200 yakawanda kudaro
ndeyezvinhu Izvozvo chete?" haana kupindura
kwakukwira pabed kuuya pamusoro pangu
kutanga kundidya muromo his kiss was so
sweet kukatanga kuridzwa bhero kugate vanga
vasvika vakomana ndikanzi "ndakuenda bby by
8 ndofanirwa ndava pabasa , I'm going to miss
you kana kusiri busy ndouya ndichirara kuno
Manheru hant" ndikatorwadziwa nekuenda
kwake ndikati "ok hunny I'm going to miss you
too" ndakatoona kuti arikurwadziwawo
nekuenda achindisiya zvikanzi "muka upfeke
tiende tese so that pa lunch ndouya
ndichikuona kumba" ndakaona zvisingaite
bhero rikaridzwa futi ndikati "enda
wega,ufambe bho usamhanyise mota
zvauriiwe" kwakuseka akabuda achimhanya
mablankets angu had s
Full smelling his seint, ndakatozobatwa
nehope asi ndakazopeputswa necall yamai
Nenya vachiti "warwara here usina kuuya
kubasa bvawangoti zii" ndikatoona kuti ndanga
ndararisa ndikati "Tamu arara kuno saka ndine
hope" kwakuseka chikuwe havo zvikanzi "tell
me more kasi achiripo here" ndikati "ndoda
kurara ayenda" ndichito dropper phone
ndikakotsira futi ndikapeputswa necall
masikati from Tamu it was a vedio call , "uchiri
wakarara 1 o'clock dzino here nhai mai vevana
vangu amana kah" akadaro ndikati "iwe
makuseni ano hauchazivi time iwe" he laughed
so hard zvikanzi "sorry bby I think
ndakakunyanyira sure kusvika this time
wakarara shame shame Tamu anehutsinye
hake kukwi** mwana kudaro sure"
ndakatoseka ubenzi hwake tikazotaura zvimwe
ndikanzi "chimuka bby wangu ndachida kuuya
manheru but handichauye ini ungatozomuka
wakafa kah" ndikaseka akazo cutter ndikaona
dzatova kuma to two zvesure
ndakatozviseka.Ndaka tider mubedroom
nekuchinja mashits pabed ndichiisa akachena
,ndikapinda mubathroom kumawacha fast
ndakatoseka ndabuda kunoyanika zuva
rakatova pakati chaipo ,ndakadzoka ndika
cleaner mumba mese ndokugeza , appetite
ndaisava nayo ndainzwa kufinhwa kunge
munhu adya zvinemafuta akawandisa
,ndakapedza zvandayiita ndichibuda kuenda
kutown kunoita shopping dzangu dzandanga
ndaudzwa zvimwe ndichimubvunza paphone.

Ndapedza ndikaenda kuSaloon asi ndaisada

zvekushanda day racho ndichingopinda
ndakananga patable yangu zvikanzi namai
Nenya "vasikanaaaa svionei svazouya manje
apa zviririkungooneka kuti nhasi yarara irimo"
ndaitoziva kuti ndichatombofambwa zvikanzi
nevamwe Mai vemo "yarara yakanyura mukati
sure apa ungati yatosiya yakumurwarisa"
ndakatosekawo ndikati "musandidaro veduwe
maybe kugarisa" vakaseka havo zvikanzi
namai Nenya "uchajaira hako sure wanga
wagarisa ndofunga hakuna kurarwa nhasi ,
zvoda isu zvi gredha tinorara dzirimo everyday
dai taiyiteta sewe so tingadai tisingatogoni
kufamba kah" tikaseka hedu "guys musadaro
murikuto gayira Itu uyu maybe Ganaz vanga
vachinyanyawo kuroverana mberi pamwe
atoita zvekupondwa mwana uyu pamwe match
yacho wasn't fair yaida refre" vakadaro Rasta
vaiyisa malogs tikaseka vanhu vemo
vainakirwa havo ndakazobvamo
ndakudzokera kumba ndikatanga kuudza Sisi
Prudence na Karen ndidzo dzaitova shamwari
dzangu dzerwendo but vese vaiti "ngaasiyane
naBelinda wake zvisazonetse, ende
usavarambanise ngavasiyane Vega nekuti
vanogona kuzoita usingazive achingonzi
mukadzi wangu akazviziva ma one ,varume
vanonetsa but iwewe akadzoka tanga kusunga
zvinhu or pafon ingotaura zvekunge you are
regretting zvamaita ukamusekerera
munoparikwa" vaitsigirana sezvo taiva
nekagrup kedu ende zveChipare ndaisada
kuzvinzwa.Week rakapera azova busy haana
kuzouya ayingotaura neni pafon ini ndakuitawo
zvebasa rangu, ndikazombofonerwa nana
Chaks iri vedio call yavakabatanidza BaTania
ayivapowo vakatanga nekunditi "Koo gulez
kungopusa pusa Soo kasi musoro
uchirikurwadza here or muface uya akazosara
achiwedzera kurwadzisa musoro wacho"
kwakuseka inini naTamu wacho apa ivo
vakanyepera kuita serious zvikanzi naZimuno
"tiudzei gulez tinomurova izvezvi panoti
kurwadziswa musoro apa pandigumbura"
kwakuchizoseka hedu tese zvikanzi na Chaks
"saka apa idzi dzirikuitei" zvikanzi na Tamu
"dzipi manje" zvikanzi "dzine hembe yeyellow"
ndikaona kuti ndini ndikati "Koo ndadii
ndirikubasa wani" zvikanzi naZimuno
"murikutoshanda here makagara Soo" tese
tikaseka vaiwanza boys racho sezvo ndanga
ndisina client ndakangozvi garirawo hangu
vakazonzi naBatania "zvakwana chibvai
ndisare ndichitaura nemukadzi wangu"
zvikanzi na Chaks "kwana muface iwewe tisu
tafona tikakuisa pano wakuda kutidzinga futi
tanga watikumbira tibve zvakanakisisa" Tamu
wacho kwakuseka vakazobvisa ndikatanga
nekunzi "huya urare kuno manheru ndirikukuda
kuno" apa it was during the week
ndikamukumbira kuti ndaizonorarako surtday
sezvo taiyenda kwatete Sunday.Akanzwisisa
surtday yacho ndakatozonorarirako zvesure
asi handina kunyanyirwa sevanhu vaiva
nerwendo , takamuka tikagadzirira rwendo
rwedu rwekwa Murehwa ini I wasn't know
zvataifambira chaizvo sezvo ndasina kuwana
mukana wekumubvunza chaizvo during the
week ende iye haana kundiudza.Takaenda taita
shopping dzedu vakapururudza vachitiona
"haah chivanze chirikuoneka kuti svondo rese
rapera chichimarwa marwa" akadaro Tamu
jokingly to Tete tikaseka .Karen akatouya
takafarirana akati "huyai ndikuberekei mainini"
ndikaseka Tamu ended up audzwa nyaya
yekuda kuberekwe pahwudiki hwangu
ndikatoziva kuti awana nyaya
yekuzondiwanzira nayo , tikapihwa chikafu
after meal ndipo paakazotaura nyaya yake
Tamu achiti anga avakuda kundiroora zviri
official apa anga asina kumbonzwawo if
ndaida or not zvikanzi natete "makatowirirana
here matojairana zvekugara mese here
Bamunin" iye achibva ati "ini naye handione
sepanoda tijairane otherwise kujairana kwacho
handitozivi kuti tetichiita zvekudii because
right now tirikutofarisa pese patawanira
mukana ,so handisi kuda zviitike like what
happened last time baba vake vakaziva kuti
ndamuremedza ndisati ndamuroora this time
ndorohwa Tete unless muchizobata henyu
ndogona kuti ini na Itu tijairane first"
kwakuseka hedu tese Tamu ayizvinyanya sure
kutoudza vanhu kuti taitoita apa ini ndaibva
ndazvinyarira zvikanzi natete "hazvina kuipa
bamwana ,zvinotendwa Hungwe
ndichazotanga ndataurirana naye Itu wacho
pachedu ndodzoka back kwamuri tonzwa
zvinotevera from there" vakadaro
vachitoombera iye akaomberawo ,
takambogara Tete vakafonera vana vavo
vachiti "awuya murungu mutema huyai
mumuone awuya nababa venyu" Tamu ayibva
afa nekuseka ayisavaziva Tete Mai Laiza kuti
vanonakidza ,kwakazouya Laiza ndiye ayiva
mudhuze nguva yacho kubva kumba kwake
akangosvika nekuti "Mai vangu mubhunu
mutema akarehwa namai Laiza, kubva manaka
kuita kupedzera nerunako ayiwa baba vangu
varikuchengeta" tikaseka nekumhoresana
zvikanzi naTamu "wazvionawo kah mwanangu
kuti ndirikuziva kuva maintainer
kusangonditenda havo Mai vako ava" tikaseka
futi takaonana tikazobvako zuva rovira, asi
tirimuroad ndainzwa kuda kutaura zvaBelinda
zvoramba kutaurika ndikangozviudza kuti
taizozvitaura.Ndikadarika nekwamai Itu
kunosiya maupdates ndichinorarako, the next
day sisi Prudence vakafonera Dad vachiti
"ndokumbirawo Ethan awuye apedzisire Law
yake kuno ndiko kwainobikwa kwacho I can
organize everything zvekuti asvike kuno,
otherwise he is doing great vana vamai nababa
vangu chaivo varikungoita hurombe future iri
bright pavari handisi kuiona so it's better for
me kuitira hangu Ethan anoziva zvaanoita
nekwaarikuenda" handina kumbofunga kuti sis
vangu vangaita izvozvo moyo wavo waisava
nevakawanda. Takazodokerwa urimufaro
Ethan wacho akafonerwa Ari kuchikoro kwake
akafara achitonzi ayienda next month."mom I
want to see my Dad he promised to buy me a
big big yogurt" akadaro Taa ndikatoziva kuti
zvatanga pese pandaimuona ndiyo yaiva nyaya
yekuti ndoda Dad ,for sure ndakavaudza Dad
vacho ndikanzi "huya nemwana wangu Kuna
Dad vake sha on lunch time" ndakatozopinda
naye mutown masikati vachinoonana achi
spoilwa tikafona kuChinhoyi akataura
nevamwe vake, Tamu wacho akatoti anga
apedza basa time time tikazobvako
tichinosiiwa kumba akaramba akandimirira
kuroad Tamu because ndanga ndakuda
kutodzokera kuBindura kwangu.Tava muroad
kupinda mutown phone yangu yakaringer
ndikaona iri new number Botswana code
ndikafunga kuti ndimainini mai Bella or
Bamunin zvichida vachinja number ndakadaira
ndikanzwa "makadiiko vamadhuve munosimba
here nevamwe vose ikoko" it was Life's voice
apa ndanga ndakayiisa pa loud speaker.

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CHAPTER 21

*Tamuka*

Akaramba akanyarara Itu ndikaona

avakusunga face yake mbichana mbichana
kuratidza kusafarira munhu waayitaura naye,
ende zvekuisa Fon yake pa loud speaker
ayizvida maybe kwaiva kutojaira semunhu
ayiruka musoro kuti uku achiruka Ari pacall,
"hello vamadhuve muchiripo here pafon"
akadaro munhu uya after amhoresa Itu
akasadairwa "ndiyani wandirikutaura naye"
akadaro Itu akanzi "ndini vaDemhere handina
zvizhinji zvekutaura nemi ndirikudawo mwana
wangu" ndakabva ndatoziva munhu wacho
ndikanzwa kunge ndarohwa fight pamoyo
chaipo ,ndikabata ma briks emota zvine noise
mukati zvekuti vaiva muroad vakatombotarisa
kwataiva ndamisa mota pakati peroad, luck
enough hapana yaivawo kumashure kwangu
otherwise ayisvika achirovera pane yangu.Itu
dropped the call paakanzwa ndabata ma briks
akavhunduka akati "BaTania are you ok?"
Ndakatadza kumupindura nehasha dzanga
dzakuungana mandiri window remota ndasina
kuridzikisa and it was tinted ndikanzwa pavaku
nokwa kuside kwangu , ndakavhura zvikanzi
neumwe mumdhara wechikuru anga amisa
mota yake paside peroad "makasimba here
vanangu ,ndaona kubatwa kwema briks emota
zvavhundutsa ndikati pamwe pane zvaitika" ini
kutaura chaiko ndakatadza ndayiita kuvira
nehasha nekuda kwemunhu anga anechivindi
chekufonera mukadzi wangu achitembei
zvikanzi na Itu "everything is ok baba hameno
zvaitika ipapa vanenge havasikunzwa
zvakanaka maitabasa henyu" sezvo anga
adropper call iya munhu wacho avakufona futi ,
I managed kubvisa mota mutara ndichiisa
paside peroad akadaira akanzi "mangokata
phone kasi kurikunetsa network kahi"
ayiwedzera hasha dzangu muface iyeye
zvikanzi na Itu "hoo zviya mati muri
VaDemhere vekupi murikuda mwana
munogara kupi, ndimi ani uye mwana
wamurikutaura ndeupi ndarasika" muface uya
achibva ati "usanyepere kuzungaira Itumeng
ndoda mwana iyeye ndichatuma vanhu
kunomutora ungamudzidzisa chihure izvezvi
wavakumufambisa akashama nema trouz" Itu
wacho kwakuseka hake akati "urikureva
mwana wani nhaiwe Sekuru kaguvi because ini
handina mwana wandakaita newe ,zvirinani
anofamba akashama nema trousers anomufita
than ako awakasiirwa enhaka nemadzitateguru
edzinza rekwenyu" akatadza kupadaira munhu
wacho ndakatoona kuti mukadzi wangu was
rough but ayinyepera kunyarara zvikanzi "
ndati ndirikuda mwana wangu" ndakatoona
kuti muface iyeye ayiva nekakudzungaira
zvikanzi namai Taa "Life usafe wakazama
kundifonera kwawakawana number dzangu
handisi kuzobvunza kuti ndekupi but buda
mulife mangu Satan because Moto wa Mwari
wandirikufamba nawo unopisa kupfuura
gehena wazvinzwa, baba vemwana
waurikutaura iyeye vakazviziva kuti urikuti
unoda mwana wavo I don't think zvinopera
mushe" ndanga ndakangoteerera hangu
ndichida kunzwisisa some points pavaviri
zvikanzi naLife wacho "number ndakadzitora
muchiphone chaishandiswa namai, saka iye
ndiye anokusiyai muchifamba makashama
here ma trouser amunopfeka aya nemwana
wangu" ndakatoona kuti muface anojairira
zvikanzi na Itumeng "yatinopfeka ndiyo inonzi
fashion ende tinozoida not mapfekero ako
kunge fudza mombe unenge unezisekuru iwe
,that man he is my type pauri ndakanga
ndakaita mistake kuita dzungu chairo apa
wairwadziwa nekunaka kwangu ukazama kuda
kundiwisira pasi nemazidress ako but
zvakatadza kushanda wakandiona sei
kuHosptal zvaiwoneka here kuti pabed
ndirikupihwa isingamutswe nema pills seyako
yekuti ndaiti ndikakosora irimo kaisvotoka
kachibuda shame on you ukaramba uchindi
fonera ndichakusungisa,ndoda kutoudza baba
Talshia kuti wandifonera" life wacho akatura
mafemo akati "zvamavakutaura hazvina basa
ndati ndoda mwana" Itu wacho achibva ati
"uuye kunomutora nhasi chaiye but you have to
come with evidence inoratidza kuti mwana
ndewako" she dropped the call akutooneka
kufemera padenga nehasha plus pain. Ini
wacho dzangu dzaitodarika dzake ndikatora
phone yangu ndisina kutaura anything and
called one of the CID wepa HQ yemu Harare
imomo taishandidzana nekwedu Kuma CIO
ende naiye taiwirirana ayitova mukuru wema
CID epo "Boss Tamuka wepa Chinhoyi" ndiwo
mudairiro waayindiita most of the times.

"Urikuitasei Vex" akandidaira akati "kiya kiya

Boss tiripo pandima" ndichibva ndamuti "Sha
ndirikuda kukupa basa as you can see I used
my personal number , handisi kubasa nditori
muroad but ndoda undisvitsirewo massage
yangu kumunhu anonzi Life Demhere Ari
paBotswana Francis town. I'm sure you Know
what to do kuti uwane more information about
him, so umuti kwanzi naTamuka Chakidza
wepa Chinhoyi call yaayita to my wife have a
red tears in it ,now ndaita shoko rekutumira but
ndirikusangana naye pamberi apa ndichaita
wekusvikira ndomuudza ndega" Handina
kumupa time yekupindura Vex wacho ndika
dropper call ndichinzwa kuti ndajairirwa
nemuface iyeye takaramba takanyararidzana
na Itu ende kana ndaita hasha ndaiwanzoku
rumanisa mazino angu mahombe ekutsengesa
ndakavhara kuromo zvekuti shaya dzaioneka
kuomarara "urikundityisa zvawava hako Tamu
ndidzike hangu ndikwire komb here" akadaro
Itu ende anga asati ambondiona ndakatsamwa
because kutsamwa kwangu ikoko kwaisaitika
pese pese ndikatoona kuti ndanga
ndakumuratidza mood yebasa "huya
undikisewo bby" ndakadaro ndamutarisa
kutsamwa kwacho kuchiramba kubva mandiri
"I'm scaring dady zvauri hazvisikutomboita"
akadaro achiratidza fear all over her face
ndikati "ndati huya undikise Itu" ndakadaro
ndatorarisa sit rangu ndichirarawo because
mood yangu yaisatenderana ne driving
zvamuchose otherwise ndaitozopinda red
robot. Akauya akararira pamusoro pangu she
kissed me like nobody's business dai paisava
paroad iri busy ndingadai ndakatomuisa
munhu wacho ayinaka zvandaida ende
ayisandisiya nenzara sezvandaisangana nazvo
mandaimbo pocher.Akanga avakuda
kudzokera kumba ndaitoona kuti she was
stressed ndikati "don't worry bby enda kubasa
mwana ndewangu I will see what to do it's my
responsibility sababa vemwana iwe buda
mazviri" akagutsurira musoro like always
ndakanomusiya kuBindura ndikasiya ndamupa
chinhu chake.Ndakatodzoka same day
because ndaiva nebasa rakawandisa zhinji
raiva rekushandisa online system
ndozvatayiita tichiongorora zvinhu
zvedu.Ndakasvika kumba ndikatofonera bby
ndichida kunzwa kuti asara sei but she was
fine akatoti anga azivisa vanhu vekumba
kwavo but ndaisada vamhanye kumberi
sababa vemwana ndaida kuita zvinhu zvangu
ndega ndakabva ndafunga kutoudza Tete vake
vadzikamise vamwe vavo otherwise plan
yangu yaizokanganisika.For sure ndakafona
ndikavaudza kuti vanhu ngavasatye mwana
hapana kwaayienda.

After two days I received a call from Vex

ndikatoziva kuti he found something , ende
kana takuita zvebasa taisiya zvekubvunzana
utano onanga straight to the point "Boss nyaya
iripano yakamira yakadai ,Murume anonzi Life
Demhere is the richest man a judge
achishandira muBotswana achibatsira mune
zveka foreigners anobva kuno kwedu, but the
main important thing that we can talk about is
Murume uyu hongu Mari anayo uye ane big
house in Botswana asi Imba iyi haisi yake
akaiwana nekuda kwekuti He had a tswana
girlfriend ayiva mukadzi wemunhu ,from the
root of the story murume iyeye
akazongowanika akafira muswimming pool
maresuilts akanobuda kuchinzi he was
swimming uye ayiva nepfari dzikamubata
arimo ayiva ega akafiramo nyaya iyi haina
kwayakakwidza vanhu vakashanda nezvaivapo
kusvika mhuri yemurume uyu ,yaenda kuNyika
ye Lesotho kun'nga nekuita chivanhu nekuti
hama yavo yaiuya ichizama kureva mazuva
ivavo this man Life Demhere sikarudzi yake
had disappeared zvakonzerwa nehupombwe
hwaakange aita nemudzimai wemufi asi
akanozvirapirwa kune imwe n'anga uye
yakazofa ikasiya yamuudza kuti ichazodzoka
nerimwe gore kuhope dzake ichimuudza kuti
oyiripa sei, zvinofungidzirwa kunzi girlfriend
yake yakauraya murume ikabatsirwa kuchinjisa
mapapers eyimba kuisa muzita rake na Life
nekufamba kwenguva girlfriend iya
yakadananawo neumwe Judge zvakarwadza
Life akasvika pakuisira munhu poison judge
vaya vakafa pamwe chete ne girlfriend iya asi
chinangwa chaiva chekuuraya murume chete .
Life akazoshandisa Mari plus chisimba kuti
imba Ive yake hama dzevafi pavakada
kuzofambira imba iyi yakanga yatova muzita
rake kare, then n'anga iyi yakadzoka kuhope
mazuva adarika aya ikamuudza kuti ine
muzukuru komana wayo arikufanirwa kuwana
mukadzi kubva muchiuno cha Life either
achamuzvarira or otora aripo saka mwana
Talshia wenyu arikuuya kunotorwa after two
weeks achinokurira kumurume wake
wekupihwa uyu , zvese izvi takafambira
tichishandisa number dzamakatipa tikaita
zvatakaita nekuwana ma records ema calls
and massages ayishandidzana nemurume
anonzi Samson Nharira anogara paChiredzi
apa kutaura kudai Samson tinaye pano pa
police huru yemuno in his cell asi umwe wake
haasi kuziva kuti mumwe wake avamumaoko
emapurisa uye information ndiye atiudza imwe
mushure mekunge tambotamba naye pedu
tapedza tamirira kunzwa zvinotevera"
ndakamutenda ndikamuudza kuti taizofambira
nyaya idzi tese to collect the evidence because
he knew the truth about me and Itu.Ende nyaya
dzakadai ndaigona ku kudealer nemunhu
kumubata panorwadza kusvika ataura dzimwe
dzaakaita dzatisina kuwana tega izvi
ndaizozviita Kuna Samson wacho ,Life
ndaisada kumungwadza uye ayizongono
gamuchidzwa mapapers ayitaura zveMwana
ouya achifambira Izvozvo. Ndaisada
kumusungirira pane yekuurayana nekufa
kwemaTswana ndaida kutanga ndafambira
yemwana wangu.Ndakabva ndavhura iri case I
believed kuti ndinoi winner ndopihwa full
custody takapihwa date reku court ndikaudza
Tete va Itu ndisati ndaudza bby wangu ivo
ndivo vakazomuzivisa akafona achinditenda
she ended up cried on the call ndikatoziva kuti
ayizvishingisa kuseka pese pandaitaura naye
but nyaya yacho ichimudya moyo ,ndikabva
ndatoona iri best kuendako kuBindura
kunonyaradza mukadzi wangu.Ndakarova tara
ndakanangako ndikasvika achiridza song ya
Masta Kg yekuti "Jerusalem" ndakasvika
nekumutambira ndaizviita kana ndakafarisa
zvekuti ndakatoona kuti afara ndikamudhonza
ndikati "huya titambe kani bby wangu" ndaida
kuona kutambawo kwake but akarambisisa
maybe ayinyara we ended up takutamba
chikudo ini zvikandikurira ndikapedzisira
ndamuita mwana ndaimuda hangu plus
ayindinakira.Ndakararako ende ndainzwa kuti
ndoda kumuzadza sezvaitadza kuitwa ne ex
husband yake yandakazoseka ndega ndanzwa
yekumutsa nemapiritsi yakataurwa pacall
,from the side of the story ndakatoona kuti
kumbo disappear kwayakanga yamboita ndiko
kwakaita kuti ishaiwe power raizoda mapills
akataurwa naItu pacall yavo.Saka ndaitozoda
kuti pese pandamubata ndosiya aguta, I
organized the lawyer for Itu from Chinhoyi
ndiro raiva gweta guru remo ende harina nyaya
yairiwira ini ndaigona kuzvimiririra sezvo
ndaisava nenyaya hombe than her otherwise
ndiye ayitova muridzi wezuva racho. Ndakanga
ndataura nyaya yangu kuvakuru vekubasa and
they refered me to see mukuru wema judges
munyika medu connection ndaiyiwana big-time
stage yandaiva nebasa rangu yairemera
vakawanda, ndikanomuona akati nyaya
yaizotongwa zviri fair pasina chitsotsi ende
mutevedzeri wake ndiye ayizoitonga ari
munhukadzi.Day recourt rakasvika.

Ndakaenda ne maboss angu maviri alongside

Mai Ishmael nemurume wavo, my bigbrother
from Chinhoyi town, Chaks and Zimuno ava
vaifamba road yese vachiti "muface iyeye dai
takatanga tambo dealer naye wozovhura case
unobhowa Tamu wakadhakwa" ndaitukwa road
yese to the court nevapfana vangu but ndaiona
kuti kuvatsanangurira kuti taisada kutanga
tatyora mutemo vaisambozvi nzwisisa
otherwise kureasoner ravo kwaiva kupedza
nguva.Itu was with her family nekuwanda
kwavo hazvina kundinetsa kuziva even though
ndisina kukwanisa kutaura navo, ndakatoona
kuti Vaimira naye muface wekundijairira
akazosvika akauya ne two ma lawyer akapfeka
zisuit randakaona seraisava neshape apa
achifamba achizvida ,nevamwe vaiva
kumashure kwake vandisina kuziva but
hazvina kundityisa "All rise" akadaro mutauri
mapinda judge apa we were at high court ende
uku kwaitongwa nyaya dzevanhu vanozviti
vairema vacho.Spokes person waJudge
akatanga averenga paper raitaura nezvenyaya
yanga yaunganirwa , Lawyer ra Itu ndiro
rakatanga kupihwa chance yekutaura rikataura
kubva first day rakazivana Itu na Life kusvika
vazopesana.
Lawyer raLife one rikapihwa mukana
rikataurawo side raro sezvo ma lawyer ane
nhema vaisapererwa ,Lawyer ra Itu netwo
vaLife vakambokweshana judge nekuside
kusvika tambopihwa break taizodzoka after 30
minutes ende ini na Itu tanga tarambidzwa
kuva padhuze neumwe maybe vautyira kuti
tingaudzana infomation imwe or kuchinja
mastatement against Life.Takazodzokera
mukati majudges akauya ava maviri
zvairatidza kuti that case wasn't easy zvikanzi
neumwe wacho "for now allow us to talk with
Itumeng Tembo and Life Demhere" ipapo
ndakatombotya kuti Itu ayigona kuvhunduka
akarasa nyaya asi akabvunzwa kuti
"pawakabva wakange waendwa newe kuCourt
here for divorce" iye akabva ati "My Worship,
mapapers ndakaita ekuvigirwa pamba he
forced me to sign them two times ndichiramba
at the end I've decided to sign after he told me
kuti avane umwe mukadzi akazvitakura uye he
insulted me because of my background"
majudges ayinyora pasi "iwe usataure
nezvangu mumwe mukadzi kudii imhosva here
kuti wakanga usingachadiwe" vakadaro vamwe
hambuya varikuma benches ndikatoziva kuti
ndiye current wife wacho akanzi nemapurisa
emu court anyarare ."Mr Life Demhere mwana
wamurikuda kutora munoda kumudii uye
munoda kumuisa kupi motiudzawo zvekare
kuti sei mazomuda nhasi imi makamuramba
from day one" muvhunzo uyu ndakatoona kuti
wauya akavarairwa ukanomurova kuface
sechibhakera nekuti akavhunduka nekwanga
kwakuenda nyaya, he wasn't expected it I'm
sure haana kuziva kuti we've opened his
skeletons from the closest "ndaida kunomupa
Mai vangu mbuya vake vanomuda" vanhu
vakabva vaseka because answer yacho
akangoita yekuvhumuka "Mr Life your mother
was died this year 3 months ago how many
mother's do you have" akadikitira murume
mukuru lawyer rake rikada kutaura rikanzi
neumwe judge "sit down" itu akabvunzwa kuti
akapihwei because they were supposed to
share the property akati "ndakange ndapihwa
mota yaanga anditengera, nemari yandakanzi
yekufambisa asi mota ndakairamba ndikabva
pamba nemari" akataura mubviro wake
nevakauya kunomutora nyaya yacho
yaingomuwira Life ,ndainzwa hasha ma
lawyers ake achizama kumu protecter
panhema dzake ."the court has decided that to
you Mr Life Demhere Stay away from Talshia
Tadana Chakidza she is not your daughter you
dont have the right for take her as your
daughter she is belongs to Mr Tamuka
Chakidza and Miss Itumeng Tembo" vanhu
vakaita noise yekufarira ndikatombotsinzina
ndichifunga if it was reality "Order,Order"
kwakasheedzerwa kudaro vanhu vakadzikama
Itu anga avakuchema I think waiva mufaro
ndikaona anotambidzwa ma tissues namai
Ishmael.Ini nidikazopihwawo mukana wekuti
nditaure something sezvo ndandisina
kumbotaura apa hasha dzandaimunzwira
muface iyeye dzanga dzakaoma ndakasimuka
from my box ndikabudamo kufamba
kunopinda mune rake "Tamukaaa" said by one
of my bosses , vakafunga kuti ndoda kurwa
naye apa mapurisa emo anga avakutoda
kundibata mubox make ndikavasimudzira
ruoko kuti vandisiye iye anga asimuka amira
mukona chaiyo yemubox make kusisina
kwekutiza nako ndikapusher his chair
ikadonha pasi zvekuti ndaityora or kusatyora
mutemo wasn't in my mind "You know what
man stay away from my family ukafonera
mukadzi wangu or kutaura zvemwana wangu
handikurove but ndichakumamisa wanzwa
ende uwudze sekuru n'anga vako ivavo kuti
kwanzi neni vakauya kuhope dzako idzodzo
vachikuudza kuti utore mwana wangu
kunomupa kumuzukuru wavo ndichavauraya
futi kechi two" ndainzwa kuda kumupwanya
musoro chaiwo ndichibva ndadzika from his
box nekutobuda ndakananga kudoor ma
bosses angu nana Chaks vakatevera
tichitobuda , ini ndaisada kuramba
ndichimuona ndaizopedzisira ndaita zvisizvo
because ndaiti ndikafunga kuti anga
akambobvisa mukadzi wangu bhurugwa
zvaisandiitira zvamuchose zvoti ayida kuripisa
zvivi zvake using my daughter ndipo
pandakaona kuti varombo vanotsikirirwa
nevapfumi Itu dai aiva ega ayimutorerwa
mwana ndaibva ndanzwa moyo wangu kupisa
,unless kana kufamily kwavo kwaiva neane
Mari inodarika yaLife sezvo ndakange ndisati
ndoziva more about her relatives .
Takabuda vamwe vakasara sezvo nyaya yanga
ichirikuenderera mberi isu tikatorova pasi
ndisina kuwana mukana wekutaura naItu.But
ndakazoita yekunzwa nevanga vasara kuti
nekuda kwezvimwe zvimhosva zvake anga
azonzi ayende kuremand after a week
akapihwa bail out ,he was suspended from his
work nekutorerwa his documents hapana
kwaayizotiza achienda. Mumwe wake Samson
akasara arimo ayisava nemari like his boss,
but ndaifanirwa kumupa warning Life madays
aaiva kunze kuti asazombofunge zvisina basa
around me and my family.Itu ndakange ndisati
ndanomuratidza zvakange zvazoita imba
yaakasiya ichiri foundation at Marondera
ndaida izova venue yedu for our wedding
because panga pakanaka ende pane two
couples , dzakatombokumbira kuti vayiite
venue on their wedding but ndairamba
kungodiwa back kwandanga ndakuitwa naItu
kwaindipa hope yekuti taizogara tese
tochengeta vana vedu even though anga asati
andiudza kuti "I love u too Tamu" , panga
pachiri padhuze hapo hoped kuti maybe
akaona serious yangu ayizondiudza mashoko
iwayo.Magames ndaiva nawo but kumwe
kwacho ndaisada kusiya zvedzungu
ndaitozviitira low low some of the ladies
vandayiita navo dzaiva mhene asi kumukadzi
wangu ndiko kwega kwandayinoita without
protection , Ari sa Belinda ndaida kumubata
red handed because muface wake weku
Zimasco ayitotaura zvekuuya
ndakambomusvikira Ari pacall ndikanzwa
zvese but I acted cool saka kungomubata
nemunhu wake zvaibva zvaperera
ipapo.Mazuva akafamba rimwe zuva
ndikafonera Itu kuti awuye kumba kwangu
kunorarako sezvo ayiuya kuHarare zvikanzi
"ndirikurwara I'm not ok ndozokuona"
ndakadhiniwa ndikangoti "iribho bby unopora"
apa ndaitonzwa kumuda , ndakazopinda
mutown after work ndisati ndatosvika kumba
ndichinotora vana Zimuno mutown ndikaona
munhu ayiita kunge Itu for sure ayiva iye.Anga
akamira paayida kucrosser road ayine mumwe
muface ndikati kuvapfana ngatisvikei paari
"ndipo number dzako tinozongotaura nekuziva
more plus kuBindura ndiko kwandotambira
bigtime" Takasvika achidaro muface waayiva
naye ndikasvika ndichimbundira bby
nekumashure Zimuno achimu hen'a akaisa his
one hand on her shoulder , Chaks akaita the
same nerimwe divi akapererwa mwanasikana
muface handina kuona kuti
afambasei.Ndakatozomudhonza Itu wacho
kuenda kumota ndisingade kumuratidza
kutsamwa kwangu anga aramba kundiona but
ofamba achiita zvekunyengwa hake ,
Takasvika kumba kwangu but muroad mese
ndayiita zvefon yake hamuna chaivamo
Zimuno ndiye ayidriver tavamumba ndikati
"amana udzai munhu uyu kuti yaarikufamba
achiita muroad inomukuwadzisa" ndakatodaro
ndichitova serious "ndozvinobhowa unenge
uchindichengera but you are still with Belinda"
akadaro Itu wacho ndikati zvinova zvandaisada
zvekupindurwa nemukadzi ndikati "wati chii"
ndaida kumbomurova mbijani azive zvekutaura
haangandipindure pamberi pana Chaks "Ayewa
Tamu usadaro" akadaro Chaks iye Itu
achihwanda kuseri kwake "Haupinde
mumachira naye uyu ndini ndopinda naye saka
ibva ipapo Tamuda" ayisatoda kubva kwacho
"blaz musadaro imimi ndozvatauyira here
kunoku" akadaro Zimuno ndikati "aramba
kundiona achiti arikurwara uyu adii kungotaura
chokwadi kuti handidi because Kuna Belinda
ndoda kumumamisira kunyepa" ndakapusher
Chaks ndikakurumidza kubata Itu ruoko
ndikamudhonza ndichipinda naye mubedroom
nekuvhara door remo "ndoda kukurovera
kunyepa wazvinzwa because handidi mukadzi
anonyepa after that wondipindura pamberi
pevanhu" ndakadaro ndichitozvomora bhande
from my wardrobe handina kuona kuti abuda
sei ,ndakatevera mudining ndikawana asimo
zvese ne handbag rake "angotora akabuda
achimhanya" akadaro Chaks ndisina kubvunza
ndakatoshaiwa kuti anga abuda nguvai apa fon
yake yaiva muhomwe mangu.Ndakarara usiku
hwese ndichigaya kuti zvaizodii obvious maybe
anga ava kumba kwavo but masikati enext day
ndakatofonerwa namuchembere kumba vachiti
"Mai Tania asvika afamba zvakanaka
waitabasa ukati umwe wako awuye kuzotiona
achiona vana vake ndafara mwanangu"
ndakapera power kuti Itumeng ayimbozama
kudii chaizvo ndikatoseka ndega.
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CHAPTER 22
Ndaitova busy kutsvaira mukitchen kuti tiwane
kugadzika usavi hwemanheru pamoto kwa
mbuya vana Tania kuChinhoyi kwandanga
ndayenda ndikanzwa vapindamo vachiti
"madhuve ndabva kufonera mumwe wako
ndichimuudza kuti wasvika wafamba
zvakanaka, ndafara sure vanangu"
ndakangovati "horait Mai maitabasa" apa
ndanga ndavaudza kuti ndakanganwa Fon
yangu kwandabva izvo yaiva naTamu ende
ndaisada kuvaudza zvekudarohwa kwangu
Sezvo ndaisaziva kuti vaizozvitora sei nyaya
yacho , mwana wavo ayiita seanopenga kuda
kundirovera zvisina basa.Vana Tamu pandaiva
mutown moment yavakandimbundira
ndichiona ariiye nevapfana vake hana yangu
yakarova apa they were in uniforms freedom
yacho vaiyiwanza , mukomana ayinditevera
handina kuona kuti afamba sei apa ayitova
mwana wechikoro from UZ he offered me a
transport kuti anondisiya Kuna forth
kwandaikwirira ekuenda kuChishawasha
ndikaramba kwavakutodzika mumota make
akatanga kufamba neni, I told him kuti handisi
musikana I'm a mother but zvekuti ndine
murume handina kutaura sezvo ndasinawo
ende ndasati ndaroorwa asi kuti Tamu
ayindiita yaanoda pese patasanganira,Ende ini
wacho ndaibva ndanzwa kuda kuti
andiite.Ndakazoendeswa kumba kwake
ndisingade ndaida kuzama kutaura kuti kana
achida zvaBelinda orega kundiita yaanoda
oyita zvaBelinda wake but ndaishaya mutauriro
wenyaya yacho nepekutangira.Nerimwe divi I
didn't want to loose him and sharing him but
ndaisava neright yekumuti ramba nhingi ude
inini sezvo patakazosangana kuBindura
ndanga , ndawana ayina Belinda kare so panga
pakaipa.Pandakaona adhonza belt from his
wardrobe ndakatoona kuti ayida kundirova
sure ndikabuda akatarisa kuwardrobe yacho
sezvo door rasina ku lokwa ndichipinda manga
munana chaks Zimuno akandihwandisa pakati
pesofa neseri kwedoor ndikanzwa , Tamu
wacho apindamo avakundibvunza akanzi
abuda achimhanya "anondijairira sterek Itu"
akadaro akanzi naChaks "iwewe ndiwe
unomujairira because urikumusanganisa so
there is no need yekumurova uchiziva zvinhu
zvako Sha" he just clicked achibuda kudzokera
mubedroom make ndikanzi na Zimuno ndibude
pandaiva ndikaona Chaks achibvisa handbag
rangu paanga ariisa akanditambidza ne $10
usd yakabatana ndofunga yaiva yeKomb
vakandipa sign yekuti rova pasi.Ndakatobvapo
ndichifambisa hazvina kundinetsa kubuda
kuboom gate vanga vave kundiziva ndakatoda
kumiswa neumwe Ganaz akanzi nevamwe
vake "ndimai Boss Tamuka sha" achibva
atorega kunditevera , I went straight to the
komb beside yaChaks Mari ndaiva nayo
hangu.Ndakabvako ndichiziva kuti BaTania
ayizonditevera or kunditsvaga ,nekutya
kurohwa kwangu ndaida kutsvaga kwekutiza
ndichienda ndozodzoka after weekend
ndakamboda kuenda kusome of my relatives,
ndikaona kuti veko zvanga zvakadhakwa
akazviziva ayizonditevera akasvika
achitobatwa seZai futi , zvichizoda nekumira
Mira kwaanga akaita panyaya dzeku court
ayingodiwa nyangwe zvazvo anga asati
avakukwana kwana mavari. Sezvo kwanga
kwavadhuze kudoka ndakazoenda kwamai Itu
kwandanga ndagara ndichienda, asi handina
kumbovaudza kuti ndaida kurohwa na Tamu I
acted cool "mom when am I going to see my
Dad" ndizvo zvaayiita Talshia pese paandiona
yaingova Dad Dad, kusaziva hake kuti ndaida
kutorohwa "uyu mwana wemu soja wako
achatinetsa pano anoita seanenge akakumirira
kuti muende kuna baba vacho.Dai ayimboziva
kuti baba vake dzinodambuka kudaro
ayisaswera achiti nyaudza pano" vakadaro
mama tikaseka tese na Dad tafunga day reku
Court raanga anopinda mubox raLife seni
ndainge ndakutya kuti pamwe ayida zvekurwa
naye,apa day racho anga akapfeka suit yegrey
scotch ine kablue iri 3piece yakamufita
.Manheru ezuva iroro ndipo pandakafunga
rwendo rwekuenda kuChinhoyi uko ayizotukwa
namai vake chete akada kutevera
achindirova.Ini kurohwa ndaikutya ndikatoudza
vana mama kwandaida kuenda asi Dad about
Talshia vakati "musiye kana uchishandisa
public transport anozokunetsa haazvizivi uyu
ajaira kufamba nemota yaSekuru vake"
ndakatombovati "Dad isu takangokura
tichikwira mabus wani anofanirwa kujaira
zvese Taa uyu murikuzvinyanya vanhu imi"
zvikanzi namai Itu "kuzvinyanya kwei imimi
naTalshia makatosiyana iye arikukura achiita
zvake imii makaitawo zvenyu saka murege
usade kuzvi compare naye Itu" ndakatoona
kuti I won't win.The next day was Friday
ndakamuka ndakagadzirira rwendo rwangu
ndikapinda muroad apa ndasina kumboudza
Mai kuti ndaiuya because ndakange ndisina
fon inova yaiva ne number dzavo.Ndakasvika
kuChinhoyi town kumba kwana Tamu
ndaisanyanya kukuziva so ndakatoudza
contacter wechi Costa chandakaenda nacho
akandiratidza paiwanikwa zvimota zvaiyenda
Kuma villages ndikanobvunza
ndikachiwana.Ndakabva ndaudza munhu
wechimota kuti ndaida kutsvaga somethings
from the shops zvaisaita ndinosvika
ndakadaro ndiri maoko , ndakaita shopping
dzangu ndikazopinda muchimota chiya
ayitokuziva kwaChakidza pandaiyenda
tikasvika mbuya vana Taa vaingotarisa
kushaiwa kuti ndiani.Chakandidzikisira pagate
chimota chacho driver wacho akandibatsira
kudzikisa mapaperbags angu ,ndakaona
mbuya vana Tania vakufamba kuuya kugate
"maihwii maihwiii ndiwe Mai Tania mwanangu
tigamuchire zvee vamadhuve" vakabva
vasheedza Tete vavaigara navo vayivabatsira
basa vainzi Mai Vale tikabatsirana kutakura
zvinhu tichienda kumba ,kwatakano
kwazisana.Vana ndakasvika vachiri kuchikoro
even pakazofonerwa baba vavo vachiudzwa
zvekusvika kwangu vana vanga vasati vadzoka.

"Iye mwana wako ayenda kuchikoro achichema

nhasi zva Talent Soo kah anoyema anozvirega"
ndimai vakadaro tiri mukitchen imomo after
she told me zvekufonera Tamu kwavanga vaita
"Koo anga achichema kwanzi ndaitwa sei"
ndakadaro ndavatarisa hangu ndamira
kutsvaira mutsvairo urimumaoko zvikanzi
nambuya vacho "kwanzi mandipa Mari
shoma.hant vanotakura zvima coins everyday
kuchikoro zvino ndanga ndine yakabatana
ndashaiwa change patuckshop yekwa Mai
Ruzvidzo pamusoro apo ende ndaita munyama
kuti kuseni ikoko handina kumboona
vakomana vezvimota ivava ndivo vanosimboti
batsira nechange mumaraini muno sezvo
vanogara vaine zvima coins , zvino komb
inotakura vana vako yasvika tisati tawana
change ndikava sheyanisa yanga iripo
muhombe anonzwisisa chidiki ichi haiwaaa
hamuna chinhu mumusoro" ndakatomboseka
nekuvaudza kuti ndizvo zvinoita vana ndikanzi
"saka mumwe wavo wamusiirei asi iwe kah
zvakakuomera" ndakabva ndangovavhara
ndichiti "anga arikuchikoro achauya next time"
vakazvinzwisisa vanga vatofonera sekuru vana
Tania vachivazivisa kuti ndauya hameno
kwavainzi vaenda.Girls rangu rakazodzoka
kuchikoro vakawana ndiri panze ndina Mai vale
tichitobva kunotemha maVeg kugarden raiva
kudhuze nerwizi but raisava kure nepamba
zvaro , vakasvika kundimbundira zvikanzi
naTania "nhasi ziso rangu ranga richipfura
pamusoro ndikatoziva kuti ndichafara"
ndakatoseka ndafunga kuti taimbozvi
tevedzerawo tichiri vanana zvekupfura
kweziso ndakamuti "sure here mwanangu
ranga richipfurira inin saka hant" ndaitodaro
tichiseka kupinda mukitchen manga muina Mai
zvikanzi na Talent "kana inini rangu ranga
richipfura kumusoro futi mama" tese
takatoziva kuti kungotaurawo achitevedzera
mumwe wake "urikungondi tevedzera chete
iwewe Tale zvenyu mama ndizvo zvaanoita
chero ndikati ndirikunzwa mudumbu iye
anobva atanga kuti mangu murikurwadzawo"
akadaro Tania tese taingoseka zvikanzi na
Tale wacho "handimboku tevedzere unonyepa
uyu mama" apa kanga kakamira kakaita
zvekuraririra pemakumbo angu ndakagara
pabench ndikati "anenge achirwadziwawo
nemudumbu kani mwana wedu uyu hant kah
sisi Tan" akagutsurira musoro zvekubvumira
Tania wacho ndikati Kuna Talent "Koo
musikana akangwara sewe anoenda kuchikoro
achichema here nhai mwanangu" kakabva
kasekwa na Tania zvikanzi nambuya vacho
"chipenzi chimwana chako apa lunch box
inenge iri mubag , drink zvese nema zep kana
kuti maputi sezvo tichingovatengera
maparcket nekuvapa one one pazuva" zvikanzi
namai vale "Talent anoyema zvake akada
kuchema kuti mandiisira zvishoma muchipa
Tania zvakawanda" ndaitoona kuti they were
so funny "mama sei musina kuuya naTalshia
hant Dad vakati we have our baby sister
anogara kuHarare" ndikati "anga arikuchikoro
futi achauya paholiday" zvikanzi naTalent
"chero gogo futi vakati achauya kuno naDad na
mama" zvikanzi nambuya vacho "ichiwo
marevo chiendai munochinja nhumbi muuye
mudye" vana vacho vainakidza vakaenda
vakazodzoka vachidya.Takatozotanga kubika
pamoto ipapo magetsi ayivapo but it seems
like vaifarira kubika nemoto ndakazoona Mai
Vale vave kukanya chimodho chaizodyiwa zuva
raitevera ndikafara ndanga ndagarisa ndisina
kuchidya nekujaira chingwa chemu shop ,
chimodho chacho vakanochiisa kuimba hombe
muOven.Sekuru vana Tania vakazouya
tikakwazisana zvikanzi "Koo mwana umwe
wevasikana ava arikupi wandisiri kuona"
vakadaro zvikanzi nambuya vacho
"ndambobvunzawo kukanzi anga arikuchikoro,
handina kumbofara hangu nekusiiwa kwake"
ndikaramba ndakatsika yekuti ndaizouya
naye.Takatozodokerwa tichinakirwa hedu ini
ndikaratidzwa bedroom yaTamu kuimwe imba
hombe isiri yaiva nebedroom yanaMai, yana
Tania and also yamai Vale.Kwaiva neya Tamu
ndiko kwaiva futi neya Chaks but ndakaramba
kurara ndega ndikanorara namai Vale muroom
mavo tichikurukura hedu zveupenyu
vachindiudza about her back ground, kusvika
vazobatwa nehope vachindisiya ndakasvinura
maybe hope dzangu dzainetsa kuuya sezvo
ndaiva kumba kwevanhu. Mai vakazouya vachi
knocker muroom mataiva "kwanzi naTamuka
ndikupe fon anopenga sure kufona usiku
hwuno vamwe tarara, ini ndavakudzokera
kunorara unondipa mangwana Fon yacho"
ndakagamuchira Fon yacho yaitova pacall
pacho apa time dzirikuma 9.Ndikaona kuti sure
kumusha vamwe vanokurumidza kurara "dady"
ndakadaira Fon yacho ndichidaro ayisada
ndimudaire ndichiti "hello" , zvikanzi "hie
mylove kurisei kumba nevana vako" ndikati
"kuribho kuno" achibva ati "saka kuenda usina
kundiudza kwanga kurikunopotera kuvhara
mhosva yako here" i giggled and said "aiwe
ndingamirira kuroverwa mhosva isipo hre
ndototiza ini" akabva aseka zvikanzi "sorry
handichakurovi bby ungazogara uchinditiza
futi let's hope hauna kunditaurira Kuna
muchembere" ndikamuti "ndandisati but ndoda
kutomuka ndichivaudza kuseni kuti mwana
wenyu anoita basa rekundivhundutsira achida
futi kundirova" zvikanzi "unobva wanzi waida
kuroverwei" ndikati "ndovaudza kah zvawaida
kundirovera" akatanga aseka akazoti "kuti
ndakaramba kunoona Tamu ndichimunyepera
kuti ndirikurwara akazondijuma mutown
ndichifamba nekamwe kamuface tikaenda
kumba ndikanomupindura pamberi pana
Bamunin ndizvo here" ndakaona kuti kuramba
achizvitaura ndanga ndabyza ende anga asina
kufara nazvo ndikati "sorry dady I wronged
you" zvikanzi "it's ok sweetheart, saka ndiuye
ndichikutora rinhi kubva ikoko" ndakatanga
ndaseka ndikati "handichadzoke ndakutogara
kuno ini" I said it jokingly zvikanzi "ndiko kwako
chaiko ikoko ende kwakakufita, apa
ndechitoona kuti ndauya everyday kunorova
zvinhu zvangu" anga atotanga kutaura zvisina
basa takambotaura taura akazo dropper
ndamuudza kuti ndanga , ndakarara namai
Vale kuti asanyanye kudzika dzika nenyaya
dzake dzepakati pemakumbo.Next day
takamuka but hatina hedu kumukira
takatobatsirana basa vana Mai nana Tania
vakazomuka tapedza zvese, tikakwazisana
nekuita zvimwe after breakfast Mai ndipo
pavakati "kwanzi nababa ndiende newe
unoona kwana bamukuru uko padhuze zvapo
panofambika kuda hauna kujaira kufamba"
ndikatoseka ndichishaiwa kuti vaindiona sei
chaizvo "ndinofamba imi Mai Koo handina
mota kaini kwandinogara nekushanda
ndotoshandisa makomb panenge
pachifambika ndotofambawo" ndakadaro
tikaseka.
Takazonoona kwana bamukuru vana Tamu
vainzi baba Owen vakandigamuchira
zvakanaka "how are you madam" vakadaro
maiguru vake ndikati "ndinosimba Mai
makadiwo nevamwe vese kuno" zvikanzi
"ndirikutoti hautaure Shona kaini ,Tamuka
waita Mari sure avakutambira kumhene mhene
mwana wangu sure kunonyururana nengirozi
hamuwanike muma road kaimi" vakadaro
maiguru vacho tikaseka tese vairatidza
kusununguka zvavo , pakazouya bamukuru
vainzi vanogara mumaraini mumusha imomo
vese nemukadzi wavo vanga vatumirwa
mwana one of the vazukuru vaivapo ,
Bamukuru vacho baba vepo vakazopinda
vachibva kumatanga ma introductions akaitwa
namai Tamu tikafara kuzivana, chikafu
chakazogadzirwa tikadya ndikabatsirana
namaiguru kusuka .Ndikabatirwa huku
yandakanzi wonodyira kumberi takazobvapo
tikaenda kumba panga pane mavhiri emota
zvikanzi na Mai vale "baba Tania vauya asi vati
vachambosvika kutown pane munhu
wavanoona" ndakatoshaiwa kuti anga
atotevera zvenguvai ipapo apa asina
kundiudza or anyone pamba, apa anga atova
masikati .Ndanga ndatoti Mai Vale vasawache
ma uniforms evana sezvo ndaivapo
ndowachawo Saka ndakazopinda mubedroom
raTamu ndichida kutora dzimwe hembe nhatu
dzaiva muwashen basket rake ndikawana
paine bag raivapo rine hembe, dzandakatoziva
kuti iwashen yanga yauyiwa nayo phone yangu
yaitovamo pabed ndikamboivhura vhura kuApp
ndanga ndakatotsvagwa nema clients ayida
kutorukwa muweek raitevera ndikatotaura
navo.Ndokuzotora washen ndichibuda panze
"hezvo wafunga kuita washen here mwanangu
iti Mai Vale vakuratidze muroom mune
washing machine muibudise ungasasvuuka
maoko nejira remazi uniform ewumwe wako
here iri" vakadaro mbuya vana Tania
vakatosheedza futi mai Vale vacho ,variivo
nekuvaudza zve machine tikabatsirana
kuibudisa ndikaisa zvimwe , then zvimwe
ndikafana kuwacha nemaoko in no time
ndanga ndatopedza, Mai vale vanga
vatopedzawo basa repamba.Asi mukuwacha
imomo ndaironga nekurongonora zvekuzoudza
Tamu about Belinda ndakasvika pakupedza
pasina point svinu yandanga ndabudisa kuti
ndizomutanga nayo .Ndikanogara maiva
nevamwe vachiona tv , "ndatombofunga kuti
haugone kuwacha nemaoko ako ayo kah, zvino
ndatoona kuti paita zvembongoro chaiyo"
vakadaro mbuya vana Tania ndichangogara
ndikati "chese chinoitwa nevamwe vakadzi
hapana chandisingagone kuita ini" zvikanzi
namai Vale "Mai Taa ava vakatosiyana
nevamwe vanhu some people vakanaka vane
skin seyavo havatodi kuita mabasa or kuuya
kumaruzevha kwedu kuno but ava kutouya
vachishandisa zvimota zvedu zvima gofaster
izvi iyii ndakatovatya vaifanirwa kumirira kuuya
nemota vachi drivwa nadzedzi kah" tikaseka
hedu "iwe Mai Vale usade kundinakidza kuti
dzedzi ndokutii ndizvo zvamodana varume
venyu muchiita here vana vemazuva ano"
vakadaro Mai inin ndikati "iyii kwete inini
ndofunga wavo ndizvo zvavanomuita" zvikanzi
namai Vale vacho "ehe mukutaura nyaya
techingoti dzedzi vekwangu asi musi
waanenge andibhowa ndoitaura ndichiti
bhangu wangu" tikafa nekuseka seni
ndaitoziva kuti ndizvo zvinoitwa varume
vazhinji kunzi vana bhangu "Saka iwe mwana
wangu unomudaidza uchiti chii bhanguwo futi
here, zvatinonzwa nekutukirwa vana vedu
nhaimi, isu takangokura tichiziva kuti tinoti
Shewe kana kuti baba izvezvi vave nevazukuru
takuvatiwo sekuru vaTania" vakadaro Mai
vaTamu tikaseka ivo vachisekawo "vanoti
dady ava ndakanzwa nezuro pavaidaira Fon
Havana kumboti haaalooo sezvatinoita
yakangotanga nekunzi dady" said by Mai Vale
tikafa nekuseka zvikanzi namai "inga anodiwa
hake mwana wangu" tikaseka futi she added
up saying "shuwazve madhuve hereee ayewa
ndodada newe mwanangu chero muraini umu
ndichatotanga kumakwa ndichinzi
vakazviwanira muroora wavo , anozvishandira
,akapfava ,asingatsvinye she oweyizi simairi
ane runako rusingagume ayewa dai zvaibvira
Tamuka ndaimuzvara ruviri kurikumutenda
chete nezvaakandiitira pauri .aaaa mwanangu"
vakadaro vachidzungudza musoro zvoratidza
kuti ndofunga vane zvavanga vofunga
zvekumashure ndikati "tinenge
tangosanganawo mai tese tinenge
takambovhawo nekwairwadza Mwari
vozotisanganisa tichinzwanana because
experience inenge yavapo zvayo" zvikanzi
"ndizvozvo mwanangu dai Mwari vairongerwa
taingoti ngavagare vasanganisa vanhu
vanoenderana" tikaseka zvedu girls rikapindira
shena yakati mbuuu zvakandipa kuseka
ndafunga kuti taimbozviitawo panguva yedu
tichiri kuKadoma."nhaimi vana vaTamuka
kutamba rudziiko kwamunoita mukati
hamushuri here imi nhasi mogeza inotonhora"
vakadaro mbuya vacho izvo zvagara pasofa
one zvichioneka kutenderedza maziso
mushena imomo ini ndasingachagone
nekuseka "tane nzara isu" akadaro Tania
zvikanzi namai Vale "vauya kunowedzera
Petrol kuti vawane kudzokera, murikumbo
tambirepiko nhasi" zvikanzi naTalent "kwana
Fiona ivo vadeedzwa namama vavo kuti vadye
Saka isusu tikauyawo kunodya" apa shena
yavaiva nayo yaindipedza power "Saka dai
vana Fiona vasina kusheedzwa kunodya
maisauya kumba kaimi, zvino mukadzoka
kwavira ndoda kukurovai nhasi Mai venyu
nabambo venyu varipo kudaro" vakadaro
mbuya vacho "hiii Saka Tadiwa anga achitaura
chokwadi nhai kuti Dad vedu vauya ndafunga
kuti arikutinyepera" akadaro Tania zvikanzi
naTale "ini ndatomuudza kuti kwakauya mama
vedu chete Dad vakasara kuHarare" vana
vacho raiva basa vakazonopihwa chikafu
vakadzokera kwavaitamba.Takasvika pakubika
nekudya masikati iwayo "mune zvinhu zvauya
neumwe wako mumba umo Mai Tania tawana
zvadzikiswa tichibva kwana bamukuru paye
zvino handina chandabata ndikati pamwe
unenge uchida kutanga wazviona" vakadaro
Mai ndikavatarisa ndikati "iyii nhai Mai
madireiko kundiremedza kudaro ragova gold
here randingati ndoda kuyera makg's aro first
,ayewa zvinhu ndezvenyu as long zvauya pano
pamba zvotoda imi" kwakuseka havo zvikanzi
"aah waita hako mwanangu zvevana vemazuva
ano here zvevamwe zvozoita kunzi oyi
zvambovhurwa vhurwa" ini ndakatoziva kuti
zvanga zvakuda kutaurwa zvichienda neku ex
wife yaTamu ende , ndaitoona kuti paiva
nebasa vaisawirirana zvamuchose.Manje ini
time yekuswera ndichibudisira ziso rangu
kuma sugar nema flour iwayo ndasina time
yacho ,ndaitotemeseka nekuitiswa
kwandayiitwa nemwana wavo
ndichisanganiswa na Belinda ende kana anga
atsamwa kuti ndakazvitaura pamberi
pevapfana vake obvious Kuna Mai ndaifanirwa
kumira kuisvitsa ,titange tambovhurumurana
tiri two.

Vana Taa vakazodzoka kunotamba

ndikavagezesa ndiri ini Tania ayinzi anogeza
ega asi shena yacho yakandituma kuda
kumugezesa ,baba vavo kana kumbobudikira,
Takasvika pakudya kwemanheru vasina kuuya
"ivo baba Tania mubudiro wavo Soo kah
zvekusadzoka kunge munhu achiri Jaya
kudaro,apa mumwe wake aripano dai asipo
zvaiva nani taiti anomhanyira ani kuno kumba"
vakadaro Mai zvikanzi nababa "musiyei agova
mwanana here wamunofudza mungaswera
kuda kutsvagana nemurume mukuru ane vana
vatatu munenge munorwarawo imi mukadzi
mukuru" apa time dzaiva Kuma past 7 sevanhu
vajaira kukasika kurara ndofunga vaitoona
sekwadoka chaizvo "munodaro kah nekuti
nemiwo ndizvo zvamunosiita munobuda zuva
riri apa pakati chaipo muchiti ndouya
ndakumbosvika padhuze apa modzoka usiku
saizvozvi" vakadaro Mai ndaitonzwa kuda
kuseka ndikazvidzora ndichisekera mukati asi
Mai vale nana Tania ndivo vakazoseka , apa
baba vacho vaiva nemota pickup ford yavainzi
vakatenga nemari yehwu penjeni
pavakazovakisa futi imwe Imba hombe
yandakazoziva kuti yaiva ne 5rooms kunova
kwaiva nema bedrooms ana BaTania.Vanhu
vakasvika pakuda kunorara asina kudzoka
Tamu ndikanzi namai "zvino modii muchiisa
chikafu chake mubesen iro kah nhai Mai Tania
wotakura kubedroom kwenyu uko kana kuti
wozodzoka uchipakura awuya" apa ini
zvekurara naye ndaisada ndaitoziva kuti
ndorara ndichiitwa usikuhwese tisati tapedza
issue yaBelinda ndikati "ndirikurara namai Vale,
ndozomuka kana awuya ndichinopakura" baba
vakabva vaseka havo vachitobuda "ini handidi
munhu nhasi muroom mangu munhu
kubedroom yavo" she said that jokingly Mai
Vale vacho "handei tinorara nemi henyu imi
mama" akadaro Tania ndofunga anga afunga
kuti ndirikunyimwa pekurara zvakaita kuti tese
tiseke ,vakabva vadzingwa nambuya vavo
vachinzi vanorara "iyi handichaipindire Tamuka
ane musoro unopisa manje . mukasauya
muchinokerwa henyu mamai Vale macho
muchinzi huya kuno" vakadaro vachibuda
tikasara tichiseka "im into your shoes
zvongomakisa kumuka kuseni uchifamba
paruvanze vabereki vemunhu vachitoziva kuti
nhasi arara achirohwa shedegu" vakadaro Mai
Vale tikaseka vaisanzwa Mai ivavo
ndakatozviona takazopesana.Ndakazoisa
chikafu chiya mu besen ndikatakura dish nechi
Plastic jug chaiva nemuvharo plus cup
ndichinoisa mubedroom make , ndakanogeza
semunhu ayinhuwa utsi ndikatanga
kunorongedza dzimwe hembe dzanga dzaoma
ndichimirira kudzoka kwake because zvekuzoti
ndarara ndozomuka ndaisada , ndakabva
ndatora one of his socks's ndikapfeka
ndakunzwa kachando mumakumbo sezvo
ndanga ndakapfeka dress.Ndakazoona
malights panze emota ndikaziva kuti shasha
yauya akasvika kupacker padhuze neroom
yake chaiyo ,ndikanzwa kudzika achienda
kuimba yana Mai ndofunga vakamhoresana
ndikanzwa achiti "vanenge vaneta nekutamba
kah kana varara vasiyei ndovaona mangwana
but Mai vacho kana vari imomo vamutsei
vauye kumba uku ndakavamirira" hameno
zvaakapindurwa because ndaisanzwa
zvaitaurwa kunze kwezvake akazoti " kuuya
kunorara namai Vale pakudii ini ndendarara
nani" akadaro achitobvako akasvika mandaiva
akabata kasmall paper bag kaioneka kuti kane
twuma goods mukati , apa ini ndakutonzwa
kuda kuwana pekutangira nyaya
yaindinetsa."manga murikupi, munhu anzi
awuya masikati nhaimi BaTania" ndakadaro
achangopinda asati atovhara door akatanga
agadzika phone nema car keys ake paka table
kaivamo asina kundidaira , anga akapfeka
kascotch short sleeve shirt akatanga
kupininura ma buttons ayo achiuya kwandanga
ndakamira pakati pebed ne wardrobe sezvo
ndandichiri kurongedza hembe.Ndaitoti
arikuda kuuya kunondimhoresa sezvaano
simboita kundikisa padama oti "hesi mai Taa"
but akangosvika nekubvuta muromo wangu
"uuummu" akangotanga kutoita ma mournings
achindidya muromo achindipusha
ndichidzokera kumashure kusvika ndagumha
madziro , uku achipedzisa kubvisa shirt yake
dress randanga ndakapfeka raiva nezip
kumashure ikavhurwa richitowisirwa pasi
kwakutanga kusunungura belt rake zve
pressure chaizvo muromo wangu haana
kuusiya ndikaita zvekuwisirwa pamubhedha
pent ndanga ndichakapfeka.Rikavhurwa nepa
side munhu achitondisimudza rimwe gumbu
mudenga nekutoipfeka mandiri ,kwakutanga
kutowedzera perce "baba Taa unondiuraya
kani" ndakadaro ndikanzi "no haikuuraye bby"
ndikati "oooh im going to die ini chinhu chako
is so sweet" zvikanzi "newe unonaka bby rega
ndikupe, hant ndiyo yawanga wakamirira here
pawatanga nekuda kupopota ndichipinda
mumba" handina kudaira ndakuiteerera
ndikanzi "sorry ndanonoka kudzoka nechinhu
chako hant" ndikagutsurira musoro akandirova
ichisvika kuchibereko I ended up said "Hungwe
munonaka kaniii" he just smiled zvikanzi "newe
unotapira madhue wangu ndoda kukupa
mwana iwewe wanzwa" ndakabva
ndatowedzera kuvhura makumbo "yes bby
open it for me handisi kudzika kusvika wataura
kuti waiguta hant" he said that ndikati "yes
hunny ooh u so sweet Tamu" akazondikwesha
kusvika ndamuti ndaguta zvikanzi "ini
handisati" akambondichovha akazopedza pava
paya tikanogeza bathroom yaingovamo mukati
imomo achibva adzoka achidya ini Simba
rekumu saver ndakarishaiwa ndatova pabed
"manga muchirinwira kupiko doro rawazama
kuvhara nema mint mukanwa mako"
ndakadaro because ndanga ndarinzwa
akatanga atomboseka zvikanzi "haah Mai Taa
hauvharike sha apa nemuwandiro wema mint
andasvisvina sure Sha usadaro" ndikasekawo
ndikati "Saka watonwa uchiziva hako kuti
handiride kah" kwakuseka hake zvikanzi "sorry
bby pane umwe muface wangu anga ane part
paden pake Saka paboys ndazongonwawo zve
byz ,dai taenda tese but ndatoziva kuti urikuno
nana muchembere Soo hazvibude plus ini
handidi mukadzi anoda maparty too much but
kana iri yevakadzi chete yah unovhaya, apa
ndarambidzwa nana muchembere wako kurara
newe muno munenge matoita dhiri chete imimi
kwanzi nababa ndikanyanya kuguta
handizonoroore Saka iwe urikurara muno
kuseni moita dhiri namai Vale" horror
yandaimugaira about Belinda ndakamboirasira
kure because kungobuda kwe word rekunditi
"mukadzi wangu" from his mouth
zvainditenderedza musoro nekakunakidzira.He
joined me in blankets akandiita futi tikarara
ndikazomumutsira kemakuseni , ndakatanga
nekumubata chinhu chake ndichitamba nacho
ndikanzwa andibata ruoko asi not
zvekundirambidza kwakusvavarira phone yake
yaiva paka table akatarisa time ndikatanga
ndanzi "thanks bby nekundimutsira zvinhu
zvangu" takaita after that ndikanogeza.

Ndikatonzwa kutsvairwa kwepanze ndikaziva

kuti ndimai Vale Tamu akamboramba kuti
ndibude ndichinzi "ndichiri kukuda muma
blankets plus ndoda kukurova nyaya yedu iya
haisati yapera une chikwereti changu" he said
that jokingly ndakazobuda hangu ndikasvika
nekubudisawo maplates.It was Sunday and
ndipo pataitodzokera asi mai vakati taizobuda
vana Talent vaenda kuchurch kwanzi "musi uya
vakasara vachichema mayenda vachiona Saka
nhasi muite vekutotiza vozongonzwa
dzavangano" zvikanzi na BaTania "kutochema
chaiko here Saka pese pandinobva pano
vanosara vachichema ? Sei musina
kumbondiudza" zvikanzi nambuya vacho
"kuchemera iwewe kuti wadii, vakangozviita
pakauya Mai vacho paye Saka ndivo
vaitochemerwa" moyo wangu wakatorwadza
meaning they wanted a mother's love, apa
wangu Talshia ayisambondi chemera kana
kuita shungu neni hake achingobvunza
zvekunoona Dad pandaonana naye
pese.Ndakazova gezesa ndikavapfekedza
madress avo manyowani andanga ndatenga
,anga akafanana umwe regreen umwe blue
nema sendros eblack vese "zvaunogona
kupfekedza vana nhaiwe Mai Tania, iyaaa ini
handichatopindi mushop kubva nhasi
ndichivatengera hembe" vakadaro Mai
tikaseka zvikanzi na Talent "inini rangu ndiro
rakanaka" zvikanzi na Tania "iwe akafanana"
ayisada kukundwa kusvika baba vacho vazoti
"ese akanaka vanangu Makati maitabasa
mama here next time havakutengerei
vanotengera Talshia chete" zvakabva zvatanga
kuti maitabasa mama.Vakazobuda kuenda
kuchurch namai Vale isu tikasara tichigadzirira
kubuda , takawonekana tava muroad ndikati
kuna Tamu "hapana akandifonerawo here"
kwaingova kumudenha hangu zvikanzi
"chikomba chako" ndikati "ukachiti chii"
zvikanzi "ndakachiudza kuti tambira kure
nemukadzi wangu because pazvinhu zvangu
ndinoita murder" ndakaseka hangu apa road
yese most of the times ndanga ndakafugura
skirt achingopuruzira zvija zvangu with his one
hand rumwe rwakabata steering takazopinda
muHarare akanondisiya kwamai
Itu.Ndakazomuka ndichienda Bindura next day
uko kumba kwandakasvika kune hanzvadzi
yamai Naa vaimbogara vachitaura nezvayo ,
kuti anogara ku England akaroora murungu
akabva atanga kuita take take neni
ndikarambira kure.Same week iri Friday Ethan
ndipo paayienda ku Ukraine flight yake was on
masikati Saka ndakatoenda ndikananga
ndichinosangana naye kuairport nana mama ,
ndakatombochema kusada kupesana naye
akati "chinyarara mwanangu rega baba vako
vayende hant wakambovasiyawo gore Riya
uchienda kuBotswana" vana mama vakabva
vaseka he added up "usazosare uchitenga
mazep nema sweets pamari iya hatisi kudzoka
Shure you have to save ini ndoona kumberi kuti
zvakamira sei ndozodzokawo nesomething"
tikabvumirana Izvozvo takamumirira kusvika
ndege yavo yasimuka "Ethan akwira ndege ini
ndakamboikwira naDad vangu" akadaro Taa
ndikati "ndichakurova muromo iwoyo unoti
Ethan unezera naye, uchikona kuti Sekuru"
zvikanzi na Dad "ayenda Ethan chidzokera
hako Bindura kwako because kuno unongouya
kunorova mwana" vakadairirana na mama asi
mwana wacho ndakatozoenda naye
kuMunyame kwaTamu tikazonomudzosera
manheru.Ini ndikazonorara ndava Bindura
sezvo ndine 2 maclients ayindida ende dzaiva
mhene , ndakatozomuka ndichinanga kubasa
masikati ndikadzokera kumba sezvo it was a
half day, Tamu akapfuura achinditora mutown
achingoti ndine hope ndarara kubasa.For sure
akangosvika nekupinda mubedroom achirara
ndikatonzi usaite noise ndimbozorora ini
ndakaita zvandayiita ndikanogara mumota
make sezvo ndimo mega mandaikwanisa
kugara , kuti ndisamuitire noise ndichiita
zvefon yangu Ethan anga asvika Saka
taitotaura pa vedio call naye and sis
Prudence.Time time Tamu akangouya
achigara pasit rake nekutomutsa mota ndikati
"tirikuendepi" haana kupindura zvinobatika apa
ayingonditarisa kumeso zvikanzi "you are so
beautiful baby" but takangoti tichangobuda
akamisa mota paside peroad kwakurarisa
handbreak nekutojambira pamothers sit
pandanga ndakagara , kwakupinza ruoko
mutop yangu achindibata mazamu nekutanga
kundikisa ndikashaiwa kuti adii kuzviitira
pamba , kwakuzondisiya tese tavakufemerana
achidzokera pa sit rake aka reverser mota iri
muspeed nekusvika achii paka pagate ndikanzi
"dzika tipinde mumba" tikanopinda mumba
ndichitofugurwa skirt ndikanzi "ndifongore
wakabata floor" apa maiva mu lounge ndikaita
akaita seabatwa neshave mwana wekwa
Chakidza ende ndaitoita noise ndichiziva kuti
hapana vanhu.Takazopedza tikageza
ndikapfeka chi two piece of jegin tyt nechitop
chacho ndatoona kuti zve skirt zvanga
zvakonzeresa takazonoenderera mberi
nerwendo.Tikaenda Kuma locations eku
Chipadze tikasvika pamwe pamba panga
pasina hapo fance "ndipo panogara Belinda
panoapa" akadaro ndikamuti "Saka tavingei
nhaiwe Tamu" ndatosunga face nekusvotwa
kundijairira kwacho was too much haana
kundipindura akada kundibata ruoko
ndikaruvhizura ndakuda kutovhura door kuti
ndibude aka locker madoors acho
,akazondibata zvechisimba kwakutanga
kutondikissa rumwe ruoko rwake akaruisa in
my pent ndakatanga kutonzwa kupera mweya
nema feelings ndikanzi "chii newe dzikama
iwewe" pawindow pakaita knock ayiva hawo
tinted akandisiya akagara mushe kwakuisa his
left hand in my pent achindibata bata."Ndeip"
akadaro Kuna Belinda adzikisa window rake
but not kusvika muzasi apa ruoko rwake rwuri
mupent mangu ndikashaiwa kuziva kuti
Belinda anozviona here because ndaizama
kurwubvisa ayibva awomesa ruoko Tamu
wacho obvious he had much power than mine.

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CHAPTER 23

"Mushe urisei sweetie" akadaro Belinda

achitotenderera kuseri kuuya kumother's sit I
think ayida kutouya kunogara zvoratidza kuti
anga asina kuona kuti ndirimo "urikuvharirei
makumbo vhura ndiite zvandirikuda newe bby"
akandidaro Tamu ndakuvhara makumbo angu
ndichida kuti andisiye, because Belinda anga
ava kuzama kuvhura door rikaramba kuvhurika
Tamu ayingotarisa mamovements aBelinda
ende haana kumbomudzosa ,kusvika
atenderera back kwanga Kuna Tamu at
steering sit akasvika achiti "vhura kah door
nhai hubby ndipinde" I've managed kubvisa
ruoko rwuya from my pent iye akavhura
window Riya kusvika muzasi Belinda wacho
was shocked achindiona nekutochinja mood
kuita kakutsamwa ,zvinova zvandaisada kuti
zviitike "Urisei" ndakamudaro zvasangana neku
feeler guilty plus nyadzi akangoti "bho ursywo"
ndikatiwo "ndribho hangu" tikatonyararidzana
ndikati Kuna Tamu "unlock the doors for me
BaTania ndimbobuda apinde musare
muchitaura" ndanga ndatoona sekunge ndini
ndirikuita se zombie, apa ndanga ndakunzwa
chigodo pahuro ende ndaisava nemari yekomb
kudzokera kwangu kuShashe but ndaingonzwa
kuda kubvapo, akatanga anditarisa ndikanzi
"gara ipapo hauna kwaurikuenda" Belinda anga
akangotitarisa iye Tamuka wacho kana
kumbodzika kubva mumota haana.Kusvika
pauya mumwe musikana wandakamboona
ayina Belinda first day kuparty "hesi kani
Shazel" akadaro Tamu achimhoresa musikana
uya ende ayiratidza kutotaurisa nekupaparika
kudarika Belinda "ndiribho Koo nhasi una Mai
Taa kwakanaka here kasi wafunga kurukisa
Bee" akadaro Shazel zvikanzi na Bee wacho
"ringasava shura here ini kurukiswa naTamu
chaiye" zvakandipa kuseka mukutsamwa
kwangu ikoko zvikanzi na Tamu wacho
"kungaipei kasi handitenderwe kuva navo here"
akadaro Tamu achiita kunge arikuda kuseka
akanzi "kungobvunzawo hangu otherwise
haiwewe here" akadaro Shazel zvikanzi na
Tamu kwandiri "zvako Itu iwee vana ava
vanogara vachindibvunza kuti sei iwewe
uchinzi Mai Taa iniwo sei ndichinzi baba Tania
,ende hanzi sei ndichiposter mapics ako uyine
vana" ndikashaiwa kuti nyaya yacho irikuenda
kupi ichibva kupi , nekumuziva kwangu
ndakatoziva kuti arikuda kutidzungaidza
ndikaramba ndakanyarara he added up
achinongedzera Belinda "kunyanya uyu ndiye
anonetsera nyaya yacho ,asi anenge
anopushwa neuyu" kureva Shazel "iyiii iwee
Tamu rega kutwister nyaya zvozoita kunge
tinovanyeya Mai Taa ava" akadaro Belinda
zvikanzi naShaz "zvenyu imi inyaya yekuti
Tamu uyu akabvunzwa nyaya yacho naBee
haana chaanotaura chinobatika anongoti
siyana nazvo kana siyana nenyaya iyoyo" ende
ndakatoziva kuti vaitaura chokwadi vasikana
ivavo, Koo BaTania pakutsika tsika nekuvhara
nyaya ayiva nyanzvi ini paitaurwa pese apa
ndanga ndakangonyarara ndakavatarisa
ndichishaiwa kuti ndotii apa ndanga
ndakunzwa mudumbu kuruma ruma nekakuda
kurutsa that moment ndikashaiwa kuti chii.Dai
ndaiva kumba ndaigona kunanzva sugar
zvopera but ndakatarisa around ndikaona
pasina chaigona kubuda ndakaramba
ndichitenderedza maziso angu ndikaona ,
pamba number 3 kubva pana Belinda paine
musika ndikanzwa kuda kunotsvaga
something chaidzikamisa , zvandainzwa
ndakacheuka kwanga kuna Tamu nevanhu
vake vaayitaura navo vakamira kunze kwemota
iye akagara mukati "wakati urikuda $20 sha
week rese ndichi struggler kuti ndiiwane
ndakazongo kuwanirawo $5 undinzwisisewo
ipapo" ndozvandakanzwa from Tamu's mouth
ndichangocheuka achitomutambidza $5
yacho zvikanzi na Belinda Kuna Shaz
"ndozvaanoita izvozvi hako hapana
paanondiitirawo something as her wife ndisina
kukumbira ende ndikamukumbira anenge
achingochema chema hee handina Mari hee
wat wat but anoshanda . Hapana asingazive
kuti masoldier anohwora musi wa15 apa iye
achifamba nemazimota achitadza kundipa $20
chaiyo kuzoti mumba macho ndotozourawa
nenzara kana kufamba ndakashama kah"
aitooneka kutsamwa mukutaura kwake
zvikanzi na BaTania "Mari dzangu dzese
dzinogara namai Taa uyu sha handina
chandinacho even ma bank cards ,Mari yacho
ndinotomunyepera nyepera kuti ibude,
otherwise kutogara nechitupa anotondinyara
otherwise dai ndakatochitorerwa futi" vasikana
vakabva vatarisana zvine mubvunzo mukati ,
ini ndakabva ndatarisa kuside at my window
ndakasunga huma ndichiedza kubatanidza kuti
baba ava varikuzama kumbodii nenhema
dzavaindirevera zvikanzi "vanogara nazvo
pakudii, ndizvo zvinonetsa hautaure zvinhu
zviri straight" ndi Belinda akadaro .Ini
ndakatoona kuti nyaya yacho irikutenderedza
musoro ndikatora macoins ake ayiva
padeshboad ndikasvavarira kudoor resit rake
ndichivhura madoors iye akatarisa Belinda
akanyarara hake uyo ayioneka
kutsamwa.Akangonzwa ndavhura door remota
zvikanzi "urikuenda kupikoiwee" I think
akafunga kuti ndaramwa ndakuda kubva pavari
because akabva adzikawo mumota kuti
andibate ndisati ndaenda kure , ini
ndakutofamba kuenda kwaiva nemusika
kwakusvika nekumashure kwangu achiisa
maoko ake ese muwerst mangu like
kundidhonza ndakamufuratira ndichimuguma
pamberi pake nemagaro kwakumira akati
"usatsamwe kudaro Mai Taa please todzokera
tese kumba rega kutsamwa zvekusvika
pakubuda mumota kuti ubve kuno wega as if
hatina kuuya tese, kana pane chawatsamwa
hande totaurira kumba" zvese izvi Belinda
neumwe wake vaizviona nekunzwa ,
ndakashaiwa Simba nemaitiro ake apa vanhu
vanga vave kutarisa ndozvaindibhowera
kulocation mamiriro edu ayisatoita "Mai Tariro
huyai muone Belinda anenge anga avingwa
nemukadzi wemurume wezimota rinouya
pamba pavo ndakambozvitaura kuti murume
wemunhu chete tichaonesa gore rino"
ndakanzwa vamwe Mai vachidaro Tamu Ari
busy kuda kureasoner neni ndofunga haana
kutovanzwa Mai ivavo "ndisiyei BaTania ndoda
kutenga something pamusika ndatora macoins
aya mumota mako wani" ndakadaro calmly
ndichitambanudza ruoko kumuratidza macoins
acho akazondisiya zvikanzi "enda but usazame
kuita zvisina basa udzoke mumota" handina
kumudaira ndakutofamba kuenda pamusika
iye akadzokera but ayingondicheuka .Panga
pasina zvisvinu zvaivapo ndikatora kapaper
kenzungu dziya dzekubikwa dzoomeswa
ndikatora futi nekamwe kemasawu
paitengeswa nekamwana ndiri mu process
yekubhadhara ,pakadarika imwe mota ikamira
ndoku reverser ichiuya kunomira padhuze
nemusika.Pakadzika mumwe murume but
ayitova order age from Tamu kwakunditi
"hanzvadzi murikutengeiko ndikubhadharirei"
he said that in a way of kuda kundinyenga
senzira yemamwe manyengero anoita vamwe
varume.

Ndakamutarisa ndikati "don't worry I'm ok"

ndakadaro ndakutobva pamusika akatanga
kunditevera akanongedzera Fon yake kwandiri
zvekuti ndiise number dzangu kwakundivharira
road , akati aridza bhero remota yake aripamba
pana Belinda paanga aka packer achiridza bell
sebenzi mwanakomana wekwa Chakidza
sezvo murume uya anga akafuratira kwaibva
car bell kwacho akabva acheuka akanzi "iwe
shamwari iwe iwe iweee" akadaro Tamuka
achinongedzera murume uya as a warning of
stay away , apa anga adzokera mumota same
position Belinda na Shaz vaita zvekugara
pamatombo ayivapo "kasi murume wako or
ndimukoma" akabvunza munhu uya
ndikashaiwa kuti ndotii ndikamuti "ibvaipo
asati adzika mumota hake munhu wacho
because ibenzi" murume uya akangoseka
achidziura ende haana kumbotaura anything
back Kuna BaTania.Ndakasvika pamota paya
ndichidya nzungu apa mudumbu muchisunga
zvaindipa kufinyamisa face "ndidzo dzawada
here nzungu ndipoo" akadaro Tamuka ndamira
panze panga panana Belinda uyo anga atofuta
matama nehasha vachioneka kuti panga
pasina kuwirirana.Ndakamupa nzungu dziya
Tamu akanzwa kunaka kwadzo zvikanzi "enda
unobvunza kana vaine dzakawanda
vakupimire" akadaro achitovhura wallet yake
akanditambidza $20 yanga yanyimwa Belinda
achipihwa $5 ndikashaiwa kuziva kuti
anombozvifambisa sei "usanditarise hako sha
because ndatobvisa pane yandakapihwa
namai Taa ye fuel ndichaona kuti ndoita sei
ndizoi cover" ndofunga anga atariswa
nemusikana wake .Ndakadzokera kunzungu
ndikanzi dziripo vakandipimira chi galon
chayiita $4 ndikaisirwa muplastic ,
ndokudzokera ndikasvika ndichimutambidza
zvikanzi "uchafamba uchindimenyera or ucha
driver inini ndichizvimenyera" akadaro
ndikamuti "ibasa raBelinda iroro hant ndiye
mukadzi wako here she need to do her duties
especially izvi zvekukumenyera nzungu"
Belinda na Shazel vakabva vanditarisa zviya
zvekuti "Saka kasi hamudanane" ndikati kuna
Belinda wacho "kwanzi murume wako arikuda
kumenyerwa nzungu uyu" akangoseka mbijani
zvoratidza kuti anga ava relieved mbijani akati
"Anopenga henyu Tamu uyu to be honest I'm
feeling like arikunditamba zvaayita
pamafamba nemurume uya nemubatiro
waakuitai mabva mumota it says a lot"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti ndotii ndikanzi na Tamuka
"huya pano Mai Taa" ndanga ndatogarawo
pamatombo panga pakagara vamwe ndakudya
masawu andakavayedza Bee akaramba asi
Shaz ndiye akatora mashoma.Ndakaenda
ndikamira panze pemota position yanga
yakambomirwa na Belinda ivo vana Shaz
vatitarisa vachida kunzwa kuti paida kunzii
"kasi wane imwe nhumbu here you are acting
weird, kufinyamisa kumeso hameno
zvaurikungoita Soo" akadaro achindipuruzira
weave yangu mumusoro ndikati "iwe Tamuka
kwana iwewe unopenga here" ndakadaro
ndatoona kuti zvaarikuita pamberi paBelinda
hazviite as if ndanga ndauya kunoita makwikwi
or kumusvotesa .Ndakabva ndatenderera
kunopinda mumota ndichangogara ndikati
"kana mapedza ngatichiendai or unondisiya
wozodzoka" because zvaayindiitira ndaiona
setaizobva ikoko ndarohwa naBelinda chete
nekuti ayiita kutokonywa na Tamu Kusazoziva
hangu kuti ayikugona here kurova kwacho
ende akabva ati "ndiudzei chokwadi musati
maenda vanhu imimi ayewa
zvakutozondibhowa manje" akadaro Belinda
uya aganduka vakatanga kunetsana nemunhu
wake zvisina hazvo noise inoteverwa
nevanhu.Tamu akada kumutsa mota Belinda
akasimudza dombo raiva padhuze naye akati
"ukamover mota usina kutaura anything
chinobatika tese tiripo ndokupwanyira window
screen iri ende unozoita zvaunoita asi
ndendaitawo zvangu" she said that
achitooneka hasha iye Tamu wacho
akutoonekawo kutsamwa akati "watii chii"
adzima mota yaanga atoita onn akawedzera
nekuti "unomboziva kuti rinoita marii here
window screen irori raurikutaura usandifarisire
wanzwa" zvikanzi naBelinda "I don't even care
about the price ndati ndiudze chokwadi chiri
between you two how come ungamubvunza
zveimwe nhumbu as if akambokuitira
imwe,ende hauna ukama hwawakandiudza
huripamuri at least dai uchitaura
zvinoteerereka better" apa panga pavakuitika
madrama Belinda andaisi avoider all along
zvikanzi naShaz "iya dombo pasi Bee control
your anger tozoritenga nei" ini ndanga ndava
ziii ndichingoita ka silent prayer kuti vanhu
vasamire mire muroad kuda kuona Tamu akati
"uribenzi wanzwa Belinda ungandiudza
zvekuda kupwanya window screen rangu pakai
wakamira sani, kurumidza kuuya uriteme either
rekumberi or kumashure ita tione because
ukarega ndichakuita rough" aka ignore zva
BaTania akabva arigadzika pasi zvesure
sekuudzwa kwaayiitwa naShaz "but it's not
fair Tamu this need an explanation uriiwe
urikuzviitirwa zvaurikuita Bee uyu unonzwa sei"
said by Shaz and Tamu clicked akati "ngaaite
kah agara achingozviita wani" zvikanzi na
Belinda wacho "ndakazviita kupi
zvaurikundiitira izvi Tamu" ayitooneka hasha
lucky enough ayisataura neni otherwise
ndaizoshaiwa mashoko ini zve noise ndaitya
Tamu wacho was so rough akabva ati "iwewe
urimusikana pakuti hauna mwana hant but
inini handisi mukomana pakuti ndine vana 3
vaunoona ndichi poster vaye Tania,Talent na
Talshia munhu wandakazvarisa vana ivavo
ndeuyu, imwe nhumbu yawanzwa
ndichibvunza inopindira pane vamwe
vandakamumitisa, any question fast toda
kuenda hatigare pano isu" vakabva vatarisana
vasikana "I don't feel comfortable kana
uchifamba namai vevana vako unofunga kuti
ndonzwa sei which means muchirikuita sex
mese kana uchivabvunza zvenhumbu kah"
akadaro achioneka kuda kuchema "fit your
self" akadaro Tamu Kuna Bee wacho
ndakatonzwa kubatikana "Beli..." ndakazama
kuda kutaura something to comfort her
ndikamiswa kutaura kwacho naTamu neruoko,
akabva atomutsa mota tichibvapo vasikana
vasati vapindura zvimwe "usapindire
zvausingazive as if mwana wamai vako
Belinda wacho anotova nemumwe muface
izvezvi ano svi**sa nekamwe ka lacturer kepa
ZEGU pavo ipapa ndine ma V11" akadaro
ndikaramba ndakanyarara kushaiwa
zvekudaira ndikazvibvunza kuti Saka
arikubvirei kunosiya mari $5 achiziva kuti
munhu ane vamwe vanhu otherwise raiva
game rekuitisana ini ndini ndaingova na Tamu
chete pasina umwe wekunze. Akabva akwidza
volume to Star fm yaayifarira takafamba
takanyararidzana tikaenda nemutown
kwakumisa mota at other restaurant ndikanzi
"sha inini handisi type inoda maoutings
nekugara munopindwa pindwa nevanhu
number inodarika 5 ndichigaramo for eating so
here is the bank card pinda utenge zvaunoda if
uchida kudyira imomo wodya or wotenga take
away wonodyira kumba" ndakabva ndaudzwa
pin code asi ndakariramba card racho
ndaitonzwa kuda kuchema nekuda
kwendangariro dzezverudo dzaindidya moyo
ayiitisa hake Tamu."Saka urikuda kuchemei
manje apa" akadaro zvikandipa shungu
dzekutochema akaramba akanditarisa
kwakudzika achinopinda mu restaurant muya
zvenguva diki akadzoka nemusikana
ayishandamo akamukumbira kuti awuye
nezvinhu zvaanga ataura.But akazomupa iri
cash tikasara tanyararidzana ndikati
"uchazvidya wega zvaurikutenga" ndanga
ndakupfikura misodzi isisabude ndikanzi
"namata kuti hauna nhumbu otherwise
ikazonowanikwa nema doctors iripo kah
handifunge kuti iwewe neni tichawirirana
nekuchema kwako zvisina basa kwaurikuita
ikoko nekuti urikuda zvekutopisa mwana
wangu nebp kaapa urikuchemei if I may ask"
ndichibva ndaridza tsamwa apa he was
serious asingambondi nyaradze he added up
"zvandatenga uchazvidya by force manje
because chaita ude kuzviramba handisi
kuchiona unless if u can tell me" ndega
ndakatozvituka kuti ndaichemei mahumbwe
ake na Belinda iwawo ndikatozviudza kuti
"dzikama Itumeng iwewe wakambobvarurwa
moyo ruviri rwese nezvinodarika izvi usawane
musodzi yekutambisa as long pasina kufiwa"
for sure ndakabva ndatopukuta misodzi
nekutanga kugadzirisa face yangu pamirror
remo iye akanditarisa akadzungudza hake
musoro achiseka ega .Chikafu chakauya
achitondi tambidza ndikatanga kutochipura
musikana uya akanzi atore $2 yaanga adzoka
nayo pachange as a thanks.Ndakatanga kudya
iye handina kumuyedza akamutsa mota tiri
muroad kwakutanga ku unlocker belt from his
jin trouser ndikati "and then?" Zvikanzi "I'm just
helping you kuti uwane kubudisa chinhu chako
from my pent I want you to suck me" apa achi
driver ndikati "toita accident Tamu handidi plus
ndichiri kudya" haana kuzviteerera akaramba
akatarisa kumberi achi driver ne one hand
rumwe ruoko rwake rwavakuda kutobvisa
zvaiva pamakumbo pangu.

"Huya undinakidze xaa because ndirikuda

kusvika ndichiku kwi** wosara wakaguta
ndobva ndazoenda kumba ndinenge
ndiripabasa from half 11 nhasi usiku"
.Ndakarambisisa ndaida atange apedzerana
naBelinda azoita zvangu ende zve marriage
naye Tete Mai Laiza ndanga ndakatovaudza
kuti "mirai kukumbira vana Dad date nditange
ndagadzirisana nemunhu wangu" because
ndaitoona kuti ndikamhanya ayigona
kundiroora tochata as his plan.But na Belinda
vaizoramba vari vese ende for me to divorce
him zvaizonetsa ndoiswa pachipare ndichinzi
waingozviziva wani kuti Kuna Belinda plus
modzi dzembanje dzandanga ndakamedza
dzaindishaisa zororo ndichitya kuti pamwe
anogona kundiroora ndotadza kumuzvarira
nenguva yozoita nyaya futi.Vana mama
ndakatovaudza vakaona iri better decision
yandanga ndaita .Ende zvechipare zvandaitya
Tamu ayigona kuzviita because ayidzungaidza
plus kutenderedza musoro chero ukada
kutaura naye waisabudirira ayivane kamwe
kahudzvanyiriri Kandaiona ndega. Takanosvika
kumba tichingonetsana kuti ndairamba
sucking yaaida kuitirwa akasvika pakudzika
mumota azvigadzirisa his jin trouser.Takasvika
vana Chaks vauya ndikafara kuti vanga
vandiponesa ndakatobika sadza ndiro ravaida
most of the times , tikadya tapedza ndikaisa a
bottle of coke ne piece of cake for dessert .
Tamu haana kuzomirira dessert anga
atonopinda mubedroom mangu
kwakundisheedza arimo ndikaenda
ndichifunga kuti pamwe avakuda kutoenda
zvikanzi "waramba kundiitira zvandirikuda up
to now hausati waita , ende wakaramba kuti
ndinokubvisira Mari but pandirikudzoka I'm
bringing some of my clothes here, which
means tichagara tese semukadzi nemurume
Mari ndichanobvisa kana wavakuda kubvisirwa
otherwise reason yawurikupa kundimisa
kukuroora haina kana basa ende ma duties
anoitirwa murume unomaziva kana
usinganyatsokuziva Tete vako varipo ndiro
basa ravo , lastly handina pandichada
kunyimwa zvinhu zvangu ndichizvida" anga
atotonga apedza ndikati "you mean kudanana
kwako naBelinda to me hakuna kana basa here,
kune basa roora iyeye because ndakakuwana
unaye and up to now you are still together, inini
unogona kundisiya hako because I can't share
you" akabva avhara door ranga rakavhurika
mbichani akauya kunogara pabed pandaiva
zvikanzi "rega ndimufonere ndimurambe
usununguke it's only that ndaida kumusiya
with my perce" akabva atora Fon ndikati
"handina kuti murambe, urikuda kuzowana
kudzokera kwaari uchiti ndini ndakaku
rambanisai here, it's better usiye inini" akabva
amedza mate arega zvekufona achinzwika kuti
arikupererwa nemashoko zvikanzi "Koo vana
vangu vese zvavo, vokura Mai uko baba uko
here isu tiri vapenyu Itu hazviite zvaurikutaura"
ndakadonhedza a drop of tears ndikati "saka
hausi kuda kundiroorera love but vana hant ok
no problem tovachengeta chero tisina
kuroorana, but as for us it's better tirege
kusangana pabed ndirikurwadziwa kuti
zvaurikundipa is the same zvaurikunopa
Belinda apa asara achichema because of me
I'm not that type of a woman anoita makwikwi
pamurume" akabva anditarisa zvikanzi "I love u
Itu ndiwe mukadzi wangu iwewe ngatisataure
zva Belinda munomu" ndakatoona kuti
kwatabva ayinzi ndizvo zvanoita futi zvekuti
siyana nenyaya iyoyo ndikati "maybe Belinda
wacho unongomuudza the same Saka
panonetsa Tamu ini hangu No funga
zvaurikuda chaizvo" Tamu zvemashoko
ayisazvigona kwakungo simuka akarova
madziro nefight zvakandivhundutsa
nekuvhundutsa futi vana Chaks vaiva
mulounge vakasvika nekungovhura door
vasina kuknocker lucky tanga takapfeka "gulez
are you ok?" Akadaro Zimuno ndikabvumira
nemusoro "muno kwi**na nemukadzi wangu
here imi zvamunopinda muno kasikai henyu
kubuda munomu izvezvi" akadaro Tamu
zvehasha akatarisa ruoko rwake paanga arova
fight napo "hatibude uchiita zvaurikuita izvozvo
pamberi pagulez mutsamwiro rudzii pamberi
pemukadzi iwoyo kujairira uku muface iwewe"
akadaro Chaks achitogara pabed zvakandipa
kuto bwibwinyika "chii chirikunetsa nhai gulez,
makungogara muchinetsana why zvakubhowa
guys" akadaro Zimuno ndikangoti "nyaya
Belinda ndaendeswako kumba kwake tikasiya
avakuchema" vakabva vatarisa Tamu vese
vachida ma answers but haana kutaura navo
ayioneka kufemereka akatifuratira akatarisa
kumadziro "gules stand for yourself kubva
nhasi mukaudze ka Belinda kuti ndikakuona
une murume wangu ndokutsika size" said by
Chaks ndikaseka low low hangu and said "I
have a lot of things to do with my life rather
than to fight for a man Bamunin vana ndinavo
chandichada chii otherwise kuswera
ndichinetsana naye uyu kwatova kudawo
zvinhu kwangu uku chembere yakaita seni"
vakabva vaseka havo vari two Tamu clicked
achinhonga phone nema car keys ake
ndikutobuda achirova pasi tisina
kupedzerana.Vana Chaks vakararapo and
three manext days atanga takatarisana nawo it
was a holidays hapana ayienda kubasa tese
taizoswera pamba.

Takarara rechimangwana racho Mai Ishmael

vakamukira kufona vachinditi ndiuye kuparty
kumba kwavo as a holiday sezvo Ishmael anga
asiko achinzi akaenda kwambuya vake
vaMadhuve Mai vababa vake vaayigara
achitaura so ndakatoita as a joke to her ndikati
"handiuyiko muzukuru wangu Ishu asiko"
vakaseka zvikanzi "ndomufonera odzoka
izvezvi" but ndakatsika tsika ndaisada I wasn't
in the mood plus mudumbu mangu maingo
ruma ruma so I told her kuti ndaisa feeler bho
ndaizoswera ndakarara.Vana Chaks
vakazobuda masikati akatonditi ayinoona
Tsitsi wake kuBanket vozopfuurira to Chinhoyi
ndikatovati vanofarisa vana
vangu.Ndakazoswera namai Naa
ndichimboudzwa zvinyaya nyaya ,
Tikazopesana vavekubuda ndaisaziva hangu
kwavaiyenda Vega nemota yemurume wavo
vakatonditi handei ndikaramba zvekufamba
ndaisada especially ndisina chandofambira
.Vachangobuda Sekuru vaItumeng baba
Reggis na Reggis wacho vakasvika vanga
vasina kumbondiudza kuti vaiuya "ndatoti
ndiuye ndisina kufona ndichiitira kuti ukasvika
uchirohwa na ganaz ndigomukiya size"
vakadaro sekuru vaItumeng jokingly tikaseka
tiripanze , Vakazondibvunza zvekuchinhoyi
nevana ndikavati varibho.Havana kutombogara
vakangodzikisa zvavanga vandivigira from his
farm nekutoenda.Pakazosvika hanzvadzi
yamai Naa mota yake yakadungamidzana
neyamai Naa vachipinda ini ndaitodziya
mushana , akauya pandiri achienderera mberi
nekundinyenga , ndikamuramba ayitova ne ring
muruoko ndikamuti inga mune mukadzi wani
zvikanzi "yes I married a white lady but ndoda
wemuno" ndakatoona kuti paita Tamu part two
confusion yekusaziva zvaanoda ende
ndakatomuudza kuti asiyane neni
ndikatosimuka ndichipinda mumba mangu, sisi
vake Mai Naa vaingoseka havo.Tamu haana
kumbofona ende handina kumufonerawo
mudumbu mangu maingoruma ruma
muchimbonyarara , Manheru ndakatanga
kufonera vese vandaida kusvika hope dzabata
ende next day ndakamuka ndakadhiniwa
worse handina kutombobuda panze
ndikatomborara hope chaidzi.Pandakazo
Muka ndichipinda mukitchen ndakanzwa voice
ramai Naa richiti "Haangambouyi mukamuudza
kuti Itu haapo,itomunyepera kuti ndamuwana
aripo awuye atigochese holiday kudai
tidzokere kumabasa Monday tichidzvova
nyama" zvakandipa kuteerera ndakatsamhira
pasink ndichida kunzwa kwaiyenda nyaya
ndakadongorera panze ndikaona Mai Naa
vachiwacha bhutsu pasink yepanze ipapo,
baba Naa vanga vakagara pachair vaiva three
neumwe mukadzi wandakazoziva mukutaura
kwavo kuti ndimai Cleo munin'na wamai Naa
wavaiti akaroorwa nemu soldier waanogara
achirohwa naye."Ndaisa massage haasati
avhura Rothman wenyu uyu, iye Itu wacho
akambonaka seiko atenderedza hanzvadzi
yangu musoro zvekuda kukanganwa murungu
wake weku England" vakabvunza Mai Cleo
zvikanzi namai Naa "akanaka manje iyeye
hazvidi uchitsanangurirwa zvoda uchiona wega
tora phone yangu ndikutarisire kana achakaisa
pic rake raanga akaisa kustatus" vakabva
vatora phone iya vakaratidzana "iyiii munhu
akanaka uyu cheru murume akakuitira
girlfriend yakadai unopeta muswe wototi baba
mwana mune choice" vakabva varovana
maoko zvikanzi namai Naa "akanaka atori
threat sure but kungoti akadzikama zvekuti
handifunge kuti angava nenguva
yekumhanyisana nevarume vevanhu hant
angadai atova nevana 20 chaivo, zvekuti kana
Rothman akati ndavakuramba murungu
weEngland nditore Itu ndomu supporter kana
kunoroora ndoenda naye, musikana
akadzikama manje dai akawana mukomana
kwaye ozvichatira zvake". Baba Natalia
vakabva vati "murikureveiko imi kuti Tsano
Rothman varikuda Itu imimi muchitozvi
supporter here" zvikanzi namai Naa vacho "eh
Koo zvakaipei ,zvagara muroora wedu
murungu uya communication naye inototinetsa
kunyanya kuvana" vakabva vaseka zvikanzi
nababa Naa "makuda kurohwa nemaganaz
manje mhuri yese munovakuwadzisa tsano
siyai zvamuri kuda kuita izvi, vakanaka
vachiseka vakomana maganaz vaye hanzvadzi
dza Landlady do you think vakatsamwa
munoona mazino avo panze here" Mai Naa
kwakuisa bhutsu mudish kumira zvavaiiyita
"tichiroverwei kuti hanzvadzi yangu yada
munhu wavano share maroom navo here"
vakabvunza kudaro Mai Cleo vakaseka
zvikanzi naBaba Naa "hant munenge
manyenga mukadzi wavo here" ndakaramba
ndakateerera "mukadzi wavo ndi Itu pakudii
taurai zvamunoziva imi baba Natalia" vakadaro
mai Naa zvikanzi naBaba Naa "unopenga here
iwe hant murume wa Itu ndeuya akanyarara
nyarara here uya pahwu 3 hwavo" Mai Naa
vakabva vashama muromo vachiuvhara
neruoko zvekushamisika vakati "muri kurevesa
here imi, moreva wekuzvida anofamba achiita
seane mateya kurikuzvida wemazimota here
uyu" Mai Cleo kwakuwedzera kuseka ne
reaction ya sisi vavo "ehe iyeye Mai Natalia
ndiye murume waItu havango share maroom
sezvaurikufunga" vakadaro baba Naa and he
added up saying "hant vatori nevana vese here,
haasi musikana Itu sezvaunofunga iwewe"
vakabva vawedzera kushamisika vachiita
kakudzosa musana wavo kumashure semunhu
anga akagara pamusoro pebucket "vanaa??
Murikundiudza kuti Itumeng akambozvara here
imi , Saka uya murume wake?" Vakadaro
vakanzi "ehe murume wake vanongodanana
zviripachena wani Koo sei usingazvione, vane
vana vese nezuro sekuru vaItu vaya vakadarika
nepano time dzawakabuda ndichisara
ndakarara paye ndipo pakataurika nyaya
yevana, ndikatoinzwawo ipapo ndirimumba
kuchinzi Chinhoyi what what hameno kuti
vangani vana vavo" vakabva vabata pachipfuva
Chavo mai Naa muromo muchiita
semuchapindwa nenhunzi.
"Eheka kuChinhoyi ndiko kumusha kwana Mai
Ishu, ndapererwa moziva Koo sei ndisina
kumbozviona pese apa nhaimi" vakadaro mai
Naa "murume nemukadzi ava imbofunga musi
iya Itu paakazobuda panze achichera mvura
paTap uchimuti haasi kutiona here, masikati
pane pakabuda vakomana vekutaurisa vaya
muhombe akasara mumba imomu Koo Itu
paaka screamer kwaiva kuscreamer kwei kana
uchipafunga" said by baba Naa Mai Cleo namai
Naa vakaseka "imi ndizvo zvayitoirika here
paya ini ndakatoti pamwe hameno Itu hant
anombofara semupengo dzimwe nguva even
pa call" zvikanzi naBaba Naa "ini ndakatofunga
kuti waibata kah but kunyarara kwako musi
uya ndakangoti pamwe waitira Naa ayivapo"
vakarovanisa maoko Mai Naa vakati
"makutondionesa zvimwe zvinhu baba Natalia
imi momboziva? , sure kah" vairatidza
kupererwa Mai Naa "Koo Manheru acho
paakazobuda achiuya patap ipapo husiku paya
vakomana vadiki hant vakamutsa mota
vakaenda vari two muhombe akasara, bhero
rawaibvunza rakarira pagate kuseni ndivo kah
vanga vadzoka kunotora umwe wavo anga
arara pano ndakatoziva kuti ndivo ndavhura
curten ndichiona akumhanya kuenda kugate
but handina kuda kungokuudza ndaingoti
unozvizviva ini pese apa, ndirikutoshamisika
uchitaura kuti Tsano Rothman vadanane naItu"
vakaratidza kupererwa havo Mai Naa
vakasimuka vachiwaridza zambiya pasi
ravanga vakamonera kwakuti "pedzisa
kuwacha bhutsu idzo Mai Cleo ini Simba chairo
handichina, Itu na Ganaz wekuzvida uya?"
vamwe vavo kwakuseka "ungapedzwa power
nevanhu vanodanana here isu tinopedza rani"
said baba Naa zvikanzi namai Naa "ende Itu
Soo kah kana kumbondiudza hake kuti ane
murume nevana pese pandaimuti nditsvagire
Bamunin chii chii but vanoenderana kufitana
chaiko , ganda raItu kunaka kuya ndakutoona
kuti imari dza ganaz vane mari kavaya"
ndakatoona kuti vatotanga kushoota
nekusimbisa nyayao Mai Naa "ayigokuudza sei
maybe hauna kumubvunza bhoo ,asi ungati
vanga vakamborambana vakazodzokerana Itu
ava kugara pano because ndakanzwa sekuru
vake zuro vachiti Kuna Itumeng uwudze ganaz
kuti this time akaita zvisina basa ndomuuraya
akubate bho hake" vakadaro baba Naa zvikanzi
namai Cleo "maybe inyaya yemagirlfriends
yanga yavapesanisa ndozvavanogona manje
vanhu vacho" ndakatoona kuti kwakuenda
nyaya kwaipa ndikabvapo nekudzokera
mubedroom mangu obvious vaitofunga kuti
handipo because ndaisasvika that time ndisati
ndabuda panze.Husiku hwacho around 8
Tamuka akabva asvika ivo vaiva busy kugocha
hanzvadzi yavo Mai Naa anga azouya ,ndega
ndakatoziva kuti Mai Naa vatozonyatso
kumaker sure manje.Akapinda mumba nebag
achitopfuurira kunopinda mubedroom mangu
zvikanzi "ihembe dzangu ngadziwane nzvimbo
into your wardrobe kana wapedza wouya koisa
signature on this papers ende tommorow
morning we are going to Chinhoyi be ready for
that".Akadaro hake mwana wevanhu without
hie or waswera sei kwakutobvisa hembe
achinozvipinza mubathroom zvekuti anga
ayenda tichinetsana kana kuzvitsvaga hake
kungosvika nekutonga mumba mangu.

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CHAPTER 24

Ndisati ndatanga kurongedza hembe dzake

ndakamutevera pabathroom ndikamuti
"murikuda kudyei nditange ndakugadzirirai
chikafu" akambopedza time asina kupindura
arimo mukati imomo ndikati "BaTaa kasi
hamusikundinzwa here" kwakuzoti hake
"ndandichiri kunga Itu ndambodya sadza
kubasa masikati saka kana muine rice or
sparget ndigadzirire one of them" ndikangoti
"ok" ndakatozogadzira sparget ndiyo yaiva fast
ne mince akapedza akapinda mubedroom
ndikazoita wekunosheedza azvambarara
pabed Ari busy with my phone.Ende phone
yangu ayiida chaizvo apa ini yake handina musi
wandakambozama kuibata ndaizezera kure
even though ndanga ndisati ndambobata
ndikarambidza but zvaingondiremera "chiuyai
mudye ndapedza kugadzira chikafu chenyu"
ndakamudaro akasimuka phone yangu
irimumaoko achangogara ndanga ndakudyawo
changu ndikati "imo muphone yangu unenge
uchimbotsvageiko everytime nhai BaTania"
akabva anditarisa zvikanzi "kasi haudi
ndiibate?" ndikati "handina kudaro ndabvunza
zvaunenge uchitsvaga chete not kuti ndati
usabate" haana kuzopindura kwakuyiisa
paside zvikanzi "ndokumbirawo kudyiswa"
ndakatoona kuti arikuda kundipinza busy ini
ndichitodyawo ndikati "maswera sei Hungwe,
kwanga kurisei kubasa kwamabva" zvakamupa
kuseka akati "unopenga here iwe" ndikati
"ayewa handipengi hant hatina
kumbomhoresana here kubva zvamasvika,apa
manga makangobva kuno musina kuwoneka
henyu" he just smiled akanditarisa zvikanzi
"thanks I'm ok sweetheart how are you"
ndikadaira but akatozodya ega ini ndaidya
slow slow ndichimbotarisa tv aguta kwakuti
"let me feed you imbomira zve tv we have a lot
to do than kuramba tirimuno mudining"
ndakatodyiswa sure kusvika ndamuti
zvakwana apa anga avakuda kutondikisa
ndichangopedza kudya kudaro ndikatoziva kuti
zvavakuda kutanga ndikakurumidza
kumunzvenga.Ndakanosuka maplates iye
avakutora zvinhu kumota waitova mutemo
kuuya nesome of the groceries zvekutoti
sometimes ndaimurambidza ndichiti zvimwe
zvichirimo but ayibva ati "mumba hamufanirwe
kugara nezvakakwanira" .Ndakanorongedza
hembe dziya iye Ari mulounge achiona tv after
that I went straight to the bathroom akazouya
ndatobata mapapers aye ndikati "this three
blocks arikutaurwa apa ndee imba yekupi , i
think I'm not understanding" achibva agara
pabed pandaiva zvikanzi "do you still
remember day randakaenda newe
kuMarondera paye hant takatanga taendesa
cement kwaivakwa kuya?" Ndikabvumira
ndarangarira akati "yes pane three mablocks
and every block rine 10 rooms dzese dzine
vanhu vanoto lodger, Saka all along ndanga
ndakaisa dzimba dzangu next of kin Ari Rosey
my ex wife so kubva musi wandatoresa
Talshia birth certificate ndakabva ndafunga
kuzvichinjisa because pese apa ndaiverengera
kudzimisa zita ra Rosey ndichingoti
ndichazviita tarisa date apa uwone kuti ,that
was the day randakatanga process
yekuchinjisa mapapers acho" ndakatarisa
ndikaona zvesure riri next day from musi
waanga atoresa Talshia birth zvikanzi "yaah
soo this blocks is for the girls umwe neumwe
ane rake block vari three kudaro ndiko kunobva
Mari yavo yema fees nezvavanoda as from
today kusvika vanochembera ini pangu
ndapedza , tofanirwa kunovavhurisira ma
accounts so vanhu vema blocks iwawo
vanosenda Mari yerent into those accounts ,
so aya mapapers ndapfuura ndichimatora
nhasi atova ne week abuda kungoti
ndaiwandirwa nebasa ,you need to sign here as
a witness iwe haupo pahwu next of kin on that
stand ndepevanhu three ivava as you can see
neniwo handichatokwanipo hapanawo zita
rangu" Ndakabva ndaseka ndikati "handihwude
hwu next of kin ini" zvikanzi "uchatohwuda
hako" achisekawo I signed those papers
ndikamupa akabudisa rimwe zvikanzi "iri ndere
stand yeku Marondera ndadzimisa futi Rosey
so far pane rangu then apa parikufanirwa
kuenda rako pechi three tichaisa Taylan"
ndikamutarisa ndikati "Taylan wekupi"
ndaitoziva zvaarikureva akaseka zvikanzi
"wekwa Chakidza achabuda mudumbu mako
umu" akadaro achitondipfanya dumbu racho
ndikaita kakurwadziwa ndikati "iwe mhani"
ndichimurova ruoko kwakubvisa zvikanzi
"mutetero wauonoita kah ndizvo zvinoita kuti
ubve wa screemer pese pandokubvisira hwu
virgin Izvozvo" ayidenha hake Tamu ndikaseka
ndikati "hant pese pacho waingoita zvekundi
raper here" kwakusekawo hake zvikanzi "if it
was a rape Koo sei ndisina kuuya
ndichitsvagwa nepolice" zvakandipa kuzviseka
ndikazodzokera kunyaya yema papers ndikati
"Thanks for what you've done to my girls
especially pana Talshia wandiratidza your love
and care Tamuka thank you so much you are
the best Dad ever" ndakadaro ndichimukisa
padama zvikanzi "anything for my daughters"
ndichibva ndamuti "as for me no handisi kuda
kuva next of kin at your stand from Marondera
unozoisa hako mwana wacho kana avapo"
ndakarambisisa for my own reasons zvimwe
hazvidi makaro, kusvika azonzwisisa akati
"ndaizopinda after our wedding" akarongedza
mapapers aye achiti taizopfuura tichinomasiya
ku lawyer rake next day toenda kuChinhoyi.

Ndakatonzwa kuda kubvunza futi about

Belinda ndikati better kumira otherwise nyaya
iyoyo yaindipedza mafeelings towards him
"uyise some of your clothes mubag mawabvisa
dzangu ndigoenda nadzo pandodzokera"
akadaro ndikati "nemhaka yei" zvikanzi "we are
husband and wife like what we agreed so
hembe dzauchaisa imomo unenge
uchizodzipfeka wauya kuHarare" Tamu
ayipenga sure kutoti agreed iye ariiye
akangotema mutongo wake ndikati "nhaiwe
Tamu" zvikanzi "chii ini mukadzi ane nharo
handidi ita zvandakuudza" he said that asina
kunditarisa ava busy with his phone "kana
usingade ndichazodziisa ndega don't worry" he
added up saying that ndikatoisa hembe dzacho
mubag rake kwakubva ndanogesa.Ndadzoka
pakuzora mafuta ndikanzwa drying towel
rangu rawiswa pasi ndakavarairwa ,
ndikavhunduka ariiye Tamuka apa I was
planned not to gave him until asiyana
naBelinda wake "I'm not ready for that BaTania
please" I said that akanditarisa sezvo tanga
tamira takatarisana akaisa maoko ake
kumashure kwangu "why" akabvunza calmly
ndikati "you know the reason patakangosiira
nyaya yedu paye" haana kuzviteerera or
kupindura kwakutanga kundikisser by force ini
ndichiomesa muviri kusvika andi pushira
pabed ndakatomboramba kuvhurwa makumbo
, but he did it by force nharo dzacho
dzandayiita I was like munhu arikuda kubviswa
hwu virgin "urikuda kundinyima be*** rangu
here iwewe urikumbozama kuitasei chaizvo"
he said that maziso atsvuka ndizvo zvaayiita
pese during the sex moment "we can't do this
Sha I'm not in the mood" ndakadaro iye
aripamusoro andibatanidza maoko akamabata
zvine Simba apa ndayiomesa muviri zvese
nekusatoda because zvinhu zviya zvinoda
moyo uchida , kana wakasviba moyo
mafeelings haabate chero pamunhu waunoda
sei.He forced his self into me akatanga
kutambisa chiuno chake kwirire dzike
ndakatanga kunzwa kunakirwa ndakamboda
kuregedzera body yangu iyo yanga
yavakudairira chinhu chaiva mudumbu
yachanga chajaira "I know you need this
usazviomesere" akadaro ndikatanga
kuwomesa body yangu nekuita zvekuti abve
pamusoro for sure akabhowekana , he clicked
his tounge zvekutsamwa achitobva pamusoro
pangu asina kupedza akananga mubathroom
maakanopedza time arimo.Ini kwakusara
ndichipfeka bottom rangu nekamwe kasweater
ndaida kutorara ndakapfeka kuti azviona that I
wasn't joking about the Belinda
issue.Akadzoka akapfeka kwakutora ma car
keys ake zvekuratidza kuda kubuda
ndikamabvuta "urikuda kuenda kupi this hour
uchibuda munomu" ndakadaro zvikanzi "give
me my keys Itumeng" he said that asingaseke
kana kunyengerera zvekumutya ndakaisa
paside "hauna kwaurikuenda we can't solve the
issue nekuramwa kwako, urikuda kuenda kwa
belinda hant" ndakamudaro zvikanzi "ndipe
makeys angu" anga atsamwa ndikatora zvima
jombo zvangu zvandaiwanza kupfeka every
morning ndakazvipfeka ipapo ndikati "hande
tese" ndikanzi "urikuda kuenda kupi Sara muno
handidi zvekunetsana newe Itu ndipe makeys
angu" apa ndanga ndamapfekera mubra ende
kufunga kuti ayida kuenda kwa Belinda
kwaindishaisa zororo even though anga asina
kutaura kuti ndiko kwaayida kuenda ini
zvaingova mupfungwa kuti ndiko kwaayida
kuenda , akabva atora Fon yake ndikaibvuta
futi asati ayibaya baya "unopenga here iwewe,
waramba kuti ndikuite ndakurega now
ndakuda kubuda kurohwa nemhepo
wakuramba problem yako pandiri iri papi"
akadaro nehasha ndikati "kurohwa nemhepo
usiku here toenda tese kumhepo kwacho"
zvikanzi "chindipa hako Fon yangu zvagara
irikusara handidi uzotanga kundifonera none
stop uchindinyaudza" ndakabva ndatoyiisa
mubra another side nekukura kwayo
yaitoramba kugara mubra macho asi ngakaita
zvekuti ivemo even though yanga yasimudza
chiswetar changu "ndipe zvinhu zvangu mai
Tania in peace handidi zvekunetsana newe
shamwari" akadaro akuuya kwandiri ndikati
"don't u dare try to take this things by force"
akamira zvikanzi "then give them to me in
peace" ndikarambisisa "ndirikuda kunotenga
bhodhoro one re Milk stout Pabottle stole
iripazasi apo sha hant waramba nemakumbo
ako here watondisiya ndichirwadziwa soo, I
have to drink it ndiwane kurara because
ndichamuka time time ndiripabasa by 12
midnight" akadaro ende that was the type of a
beer raayifarira even though ndaisafarira
kunwa kwake beer ,ipapo ndakatofunga kuti
pamwe ayizino catcher zvisikana zveko ndikati
" toenda tese kunotenga kwacho" akanditarisa
zvikanzi "unopenga here iwewe handina
mukadzi anopinda mubhawa ini" ndikamuti
"hant ndinenge ndapinda newe here hande
tese" zvakamupa kugara pabed ini ndikasara
ndakamira zvikanzi "wakupenga here nhaiwe
Mai Taa kwakundijairira kwawavakuita uku I've
tolerated you for so long ndakuzoku rova
manje, kurumidza kundipa makeys angu phone
Sara nayo ndagara ndisiri kuenda nayo"
ndichibva ndamuti "kurova ani ,inini manje kuti
ndadii" ndakadaro ndichizvibaya baya pachest
akasimuka zvoratidza kuti ayida kuzvitora by
force ini semunhu anga akamira kare ,
Ndakabva ndabuda kudoor ndichimhanya
ndikanobuda door reku lounge kuti
nditungamire kumota ."Mai Nanana murisei
nevamwe vese ipapo" ndakamhoresa Mai Naa
vanga vakagara nevamwe vavo pabrai pavaiva
pasisina hapo nyama kwangova kugarira Moto
vachinwa zvavainwa vamwe vacho
vakadairawo included her brother from
England "ndiribho murungu waswera kupiko
kunditiza hako holiday kudai kutadza kundisiira
yedrink" vakadaro Mai Naa ndikaseka
nekusada kuti vazive kuti ndangoswera
mumba ndikanzwa zvavanga vachindinyeya
"ndanga ndirimuma rounds ndadzoka muri
busy kugocha hamuna kundiona kah"
ndakadaro zvikanzi "ndaizokuona sei
ndichitosvorwa nehutsi hwenyama, Koo
ukazenge wabuda mumba uchimhanya
kwakanaka here nhaiwe Itumeng iwewe kah"
vakadaro ndikatoona kuti vatanga ende maybe
vanga vanzwa kunetsana kwedu hameno
ndichibva ndaseka ndikati "ma exercises
emanheru ndoda kumbobuda" vakasekawo
ndikanzwa Tamu avakuvhara door achiri locker
ndikatoziva kuti tirikuenda tese apa phone ne
ma keys ake ndanga ndabata mumaoko yangu
Fon ndasiya mumba. Akasvika pandiri akabata
empty bottle redoro asi anga akaribata kunge
mune chinhu mukati, ndichakamira
ndichitaura namai Naa sezvo vaiva pekuti
taipfuurira tichienda Conner yanga yakapakwa
mota ya Tamu muyard imomo "gules" akadaro
Tamu Kuna Mai Naa akanzi "zvirisei bamunini"
vanga vambomhoresana kare time
dzaakasvika , ipapo achibva ati "bho varikupi
blaz muvaudze kuti tambobuda todzoka manje
manje" zvikanzi namai Naa "vapinda mumba
umu horait Bamunin zvakanakai ndovaudza"
akabva andimbundira mu werst with the other
hand rarisina kubata bottle tikafamba
takadaro tichibva panana Mai Naa
kamubatirwo kacho waitoti tirikuwirirana he
gave me ka pakkiss padama zvikanzi "kuoma
musoro hako but ndokuda mwana iwewe, apa
wakanakira svoto" I just giggled apa panze
paiva nelight rekuti raivheneka kunobata
kugate ndakatoziva kuti vana Mai Naa maziso
avo ayiva kwatiri vachiona zvese ndofunga
vakasara vakawana nyaya.Sezvo ndini ndaiva
nema keys emota i pressed the button ika
unlocker tisati tasvika pairi ndikanzi "you are
going to drive me sezvo wangoteverana
nemunhu ane rwendo rwake" handina kuita
nharo ndakananga pa steering ndika reverse
mota kusvika ndai turnesa .Mai Naa mudiro
wavayiita zvinhu was too much vakomana
ndakatoona vamira vakabata kadish zvoratidza
kuti vaida kupinda mumba but vakamira
vatitarisa , I think vakashamisika kuona ndichii
driver zvikati steering side yaiva kwavaiva
zvekuti vanga vakatotarisa nevamwe vavo
ndichiri driver ziToyota Hilux raTamu raanga
awuya naro musi wacho , takanobuda kugate
Tamu anga ava busy nephone yake zvana Mai
Naa kutitarisa kwavo ayisambozviziva
"wakumuudza kah munhu wako kuti
zvadhakwa Mai Taa aramba kusara kumba
ndazvidira mavhu" ndakadaro ndichiseka
nekuda kumubhowa because ini mupfungwa
mangu maingofunga kuti Belinda "unopenga
here iwe munhu upi ,ndiZimuno Zimuno
wandirikutaura naye uyu ndirikutomuudzawo
kuti uribenzi" Ndakabva ndaseka ndatoziva kuti
it's his best friend Norbert ayiva Dubai
ayitaurwa naye ndikati "ndiribenzi ndadii ini
ndichitokuperekedza" zvikanzi "pane hwubenzi
hwunodarika uhwu here pakuti unondinyima
makumbo ndoti ndibude wonditorera makeys
nefon wobva wati ndoda kuendawo kubhawa
ikoko" zvakandipa kuseka ndikamuti "wakaura"
akasekawo kwaisava kure pataiyenda pacho
Takasvika ndikanzi "Sara ndirikudzoka"
ndikarambisisa kusara "wavakupenga here Mai
Tania kuda kunditevera mubhawa shuwa?" Ini
zvekusara ndaisada zvekutoti we ended up
tapinda tese akandibata ruoko and it was my
first time kupinda mubhawa, apa maiva nana
sisi dhori vakazvishamira havo ini ndakarova
majombo angu emakuseni bottom plus chi
swetar.Akatenga his bottle of Milk Stout beer
tikabuda tichidzokera kumba ndiye anga avaku
driver tikasvika team richiri panze "imi mainini
munenge munowomesera mupfanha wangu
chete imi sure kubva adzoka akabata 1 bottle
dai mamuitirawo two or three zvaiva nani"
vakadaro baba Naa ndikati "murume wangu
musalad uyu haanwe zvekudhakwa mboko"
vakasara havo vachiseka , isu tichinopinda
mumba medu takabatana maoko ."Izvezvi
uchatoti urikuda kurinwawo" akadaro Tamu
achangobva kurova first sip anga ariisa
muwater glass ndikati "some people they say
munhu asingataurise akanwa ndipo
paanotanga kutaurisa saka urikuda kuwana
kutaura kah nhas, so if it means a gain of
energy pull it for me tiwane ku booster tese"
akabva aseka achidzungudza musoro akati
"ndikaudza vamwe vanhu kuti unotaurisa Itu
vanogona kuzviramba otherwise muromo
wako unobudisa shit" ndakangoseka
akazopedza ndikanzi "huya bhabhu" akadaro
akotamira ini nekuda kuberekwa ndikato
jumpra kumusana kwake tichinopinda
mubedroom , "tazvinzwa kuti hamusi kuda
nemakumbo enyu but chiregaiwo kurara
makapfeka majuzi enyu iwawo" akadaro
tavamo ndakuda kutokwira pabed ndakadaro I
just laughed ndichibvisa , haana kuzama
kundibata ende haana kunonoka kubatwawo
nehope.
Husiku ndakazopepuka ndikamuka ndichiwana
akagara pabed ipapo akapfeka hake t-shirt
musoro akaisa ma Head phones , mumaoko
ane laptop nerimwe zi tablet different from
yandanga ndajaira kuona.Akangonditarisa
without a word akadzosera maziso ake
pazvinhu zvake ini ndikanopinda mubathroom
ndikadzoka ndichidongorera palaptop yake
paingoibuda zvinhu zvaiita sezvi catoon uku
achinyora nyora zvimwe pa tablet ndikatadza
kuzvinzwisisa Ndakabva ndagara , pabed
kunzvimbo yangu ndamonera chi morning
gawn "ndiripabasa 7 minutes left" akadaro
anditarisa atozviona kuti ndikuda kutaura
something.Ndikaramba ndakagara kusvika
apedza "chitaura tinzwe chakumutsa
chirikukushaisa hope" akadaro apedza
kurongedza simbi dzake dzebasa ndikati
"urikuiziva nyaya yedu" zvikanzi "yaBelinda?"
Ndikagutsurira musoro zvikanzi "kwanzi adii
this time iwe uchingova nemurume wako
munomu chinhu chako chiripo uchichidadira
hako".Anga atotanga nekundirova
nemubvunzo unodzungaidza ndikati "it's
different nezvandirikurevera" zvikanzi
"zvaurikurevera zvei taura tinzwe" Ndakabva
ndadzungaira kuti ndibudise shoko rekuti
murambe zvainetsa "urimuno neni but you are
still together" ndakadaro zvikanzi "still together
nemunhu wandakapedzisira kusangana naye
two months ago here" I swallowed hard ndikati
"asi wakabva kunomupa Mari izvezvi wani
ndiyo together yacho" zvikanzi "kumupa Mari
nekumuda its two different things" ndanga
ndakuto suffocater ne answer dzake ndikati
"iribho iwe hant uri ahead pakutaura" zvikanzi
"ahead yekudii isu tichingotaura zviri fair pano
apa" ndaipererwa kutadza kuziva kuti ndotii
otherwise zvandaida kutaura chaizvo
ndaishaiwa kuti ndezvekuti chii asi
ndichizvinzwa pamoyo "chema ingobudisa
musodzi uwone zvandichakuita I have another
belt here ende ndotokurova zvesure
handikunyepere handidi munhu anochema
zvisina basa" akandidaro for sure chigodo
chaiva pahuro pangu chaigona kungopera
nekuchema dziri shungu sezvo mashoko
ayiramba kubuda "handimo here munomu, chii
chisimo muno mumba ndione kuti wachiwana
ndizvo zvirikukutadzisa kurara this night Soo
here Izvozvo dai ndaimuda ndaregerei kuuya
ndichinanga kumba kwake" he said that
achienderera mberi nekundipopotera calmly
ndikati "asi hamuna kurambana Tamu"
zvikanzi "hapana kumuramba kunodarika
kwandirikuita ikoku usandinetsere zvisina basa
kana washaiwa nyaya rara" ndichibva ndati "it's
different pakuti urikuudza inini iye haumuudze
Izvozvo" ipapo chigodo chiya chepahuro pangu
changa chaputika chikandipa kubudisa
misodzi "ndakuti handidi kuona misodzi, you
want me to feel bad right?, Ndoda kukumamisa
uchemere zviripo" akadaro amuka kubva
paanga akarara ayita zvekugara.Zvakandipa ku
jumper from the bed ndikapotsa ndadonha
ndichinomira pasi , kurikutya kurohwa Tamu
ndaimutya ndicho chokwadi otherwise ndaiti
ndikafunga history yake yandakanzwa
yekurova ex wife zvaindipinza chando nguva
zhinji ndikaona seatsamwa zvikanzi "apa
urikubva pabed uchienda kupi nhaiwe Itumeng"
ndakaramba ndakanyarara musodzi yacho
yakutowedzera "urikuchemei koiwewe"
akabvunza futi I ended up confessed my
feelings towards him ndisina kuzvironga "I'm
crying because I love you Tamu" I said that
nehasha but ndichitorevesa "but you are
cheating me" I added up ndaona avakusimuka
from the bed ,apa ndichinzwa sendirikuzarirwa
nehasha. Akasvika pandiri akandibata ruoko
ndokundidhonzera on his chest
achindipuruzira kumusana "There Is Nothing I
Couldn't Do To Catch A Grinned or A Bullet For
You As Long As You Want Me Too So That
Everyone Can Know That I'm Your Man And
You Are Wife Itumeng" he said that ndikanzwa
kufara he added up achiti "Ndipe mazuva
mashoma ndipedzerane naye Belinda"
ndakatonzwa kunge dai atopedzerana naye
ipapo ipapo but handina kuda kuita
speed.Akazondiisa pabed ndikabatwa nehope
ndiri on his chest takangorara takadaro asi
ndini ndakazokurumidza kumuka kuseni
because of kusunga sunga kwemudumbu
ndainzwa kunge ndirikumonywa guvhu
"arikukuitasei mwana wangu" akadaro
achangomuka BaTania hamemo kuti anga
azviona sei kuti ndirikunzwa mudumbu, ini ndiri
paside pake akandibata dumbu akatsinzina
kuratidza kuti ayiva achiri nehope.i wasn't sure
about the pregnant yaayindifungira because
ndaiti ndikafunga ganja seeds dzandakamedza
ndotarisa speed yaayiva nayo pakuda mwana
hana yangu yaibva yarova, ndakamutarisa
ndikaona runako rwake ndikaswedera paari
nekutanga kumudhonza his lower lip akaita
kakuvhunduka semunhu anga akubatwa futi
nehope .He just smiled akanditarisa ndobva
ndamutaridza mudenga sezvo anga akatarisa
kuside ndikaenda pamusoro pake started to
kiss him ndichitambisa werst yangu zvekuti
ndakatonzwa kuti mupent make mavakufuta,
but akabva andidhonza ndichiwira paside pake
zvikanzi "time up be ready tiende"
ndakasvotwa akabuda achiseka ndikatoziva
kuti it was a punshment from the night.
Takazopedza kugadzirira ndikangoyerekana
ndanzi "fonera Mom's tipfuure tichitora
mwana" ndikafona havana kumboramba havo
Mai Itu , tichitobuda mumba mumba Mai Naa
vaiva panze vachi cleaner rubish ye last night
yavanga vaisa ne team ravo tikakwazisana
"Koo bag kasi bamunini vafunga kuti utitize
pano here nhaiwe Itu" vanga vaona bag ranga
Rina Tamu "ayewa mune zvirimo gules
anodzoka izvezvi tirikusvika hedu kuChinhoyi"
ndiTamu akapindura zvikanzi "hoo mafunga
kunoona vana?" Ndanga ndakuda kuseka , Mai
Naa vaishuta mafirimu sure zvanga vanzwa
previous day nemurume wavo ndizvo zvavanga
voda kunyatso kumaker sure "ehe
takumbonova dongorera holiday kudai" ndini
ndakadaro tikawonekana hedu.Tamu
ndakatozomuudza nyaya yacho yese tava
muroad akatosekawo , asi zvekunyengwa
kwangu with Mai Naa's brother handina
kumuudza scared kuti ayizono bvongodza
bvongodza , takaenda kuChishawasha tikatora
Taa apa kagotanga kuda kuita musara wekuti
"ndoda kugara kumberi Kuna Dad"
ndakakurumidza kukadzikamisa.Takanoita
shopping dzedu tonanga Chinhoyi road yese
tichibaiwa nekuridzirwa museve na BaTania
especially paakazoridza ya Leonard Zhakata
"mugove" ayiita kuitevedzera achigutsurira
musoro takadya tara ,Talshia kana
kumbozamawo kurara takanosvika
kakangwarira paface apa muroad
kaingotengerwa zvidyiwa .Vana vangu
vakafara vachindiona Talshia anga atobatwa
ruoko nana sisi vake, akati atanga English yake
sekumusha zvaibva zvayita kunge
arikuonererwa "nhaiwe Mai Tania zvaunoziva
chaunopindira mulabour nhaiwe yoweee
yoweee yoweee mwana akanakisa uyu ndabva
ndanzwa kuda kutodzokerako kunobudisa
changu chakadai kubva chaita pameso
sepamai, zvino anodya sadza here iyeyu"
vakadaro mbuya vana Tania tikaseka tese
hedu "hazvitombobude manje ini pandiri pano
ndigonzi Tamuda ava nekamwe kamufana
kuchibvirwa mwana wenyu here muchembere"
akadaro Chaks Kuna Mai vake and added up
with saying "akanakisa mwana uyu panoda
kutoiswa fence yakasimba, otherwise
ndicharova mbiti dzikadzokera mumvura apa"
akadaro futi apa tanga tawana ariko kumba
kwavo ipapo vanhu vakaseka zvekurevesa.

Vakazouya sekuru vana Tania vaisagarawo

pasi nepickup yavo havo kusaziva kwaiyendwa
hangu vakamhanyirwa nevazukuru vavo
included Talshia vakapinda mumba
vakamutakura zvikanzi "haah paita zvava
maNyoni apa vachadzikana matemo havo
zvikomana zvemuno muChinhoyi" vanga
vakutomuti Vamanyoni mutupo wepamba pavo
ipapo ,vakadaro vamuisa pasi vave kugara
pachituro chavo chedanda chavaifarira "Koo
sei madaro vachidzikana matemo zvadiizve"
vakabvunza vadzimai vacho zvikanzi "vanenge
vasingachabve kaparaini pano kutaimira
mhandara nhatu dzese tichapinda basa pano"
vakadaro vanhu vese vakaseka
tikazomhoresana nekubvunzana mufaro.Baba
vakazotaura nyaya yavo zvinova
zvandakazoziva kuti ndivo vanga vatishevedza
varipakati pekutaura phone yaTamu yakabva
yaringer akaitarisa ndokudzosera muhomwe
ikaramba ichinyangadza "haudaviri Fon yako
here nhai Tamuka mwanangu" vakadaro Mai
vake iye akati "haana basa munhu arikufona
uyu Mai ngatitaurei hedu" ini ndichibva
ndangovhotomoka ndichitaura munhu
wandanga ndafungira kukanganwa kuti tanga
tiri pavanhu vakuru ndikati "ndiBelinda Soo sei
musiriku mudaira iyeye" akabva andipa ziso
rekuti nyarara "chachaya" akadaro Chaks
achitosimuka kunokora nzungu dzaikangwa
namai dzemusvo vaida kunokuyisa dovi
"Belinda wekupi nhaiwe Mai Tania kasi ane
gero friend here umwe wako uyu" ndakatadza
kupadaira vabvunza Mai vake "Anopenga uyu
Mai hapana kana nyaya" akadaro Tamu ndikati
"aah ndakupenga manje?" Yanga yatodeuka
kare Saka ndanga ndakutoda kuchibvondora
once because anga akuda kundipinda
zvinobhowa Tamu kundiudza kupenga as if
ndanga ndataura zvisipo "sunungukai kutaura
nyaya yenyu vaMadhuve, makagarisana sei
nemukomana uyu pakuwirirana kwenyu
pamwe nezvemunhu wamataura nezvake uyu"
Ndibaba vake vakabvunza ndikataura zva
Belinda Izvozvo hapana chandakasiya
"unopenga here iwe unomudii mwana
wechikoro munhu mukuru sewe ane vana
woswera kumhanyisana nezvanana zvekuti
kana usipo anenge ane umwe tsveee kuti uyite
zvemukadzi nevana vako .Unomuwanepi
munhu anenge Madhuve uyu kukuda zvese
nevana vako ende anovada zvisiri
zvekunyangira kana kufadza vanhu anooneka
kuti rudo rwake pavari rwunobva pamoyo , Mai
vavo chaivo kana kumbogura pano kuti
ndauyawo kunoona vana , kana kurairawo
shoko kuti vana ngavambouya ndivaonewo asi
ikozvino rangovawo joki ririkungomberereka
nenyika dzimba mbiri dzose dzaabuda kubva
zvaabva pauri izvezvi ohurira kumagonyeti
kuchirundu uko tsvee kuti udzikame utende
Mwari vakakubvisira mafese munzira yako
kudai Soo watova nezvirwere ,iyezvi
wawanirwa nyasha nesu vabereki vako tonzwa
kuzvikudza nekuwana zororo , wawana
mukadzi seuyu ane respect anoratidza kuti
anobva kuvanhu , akazvinakira akadzikama ,
akapfava asina yepu yepu anozvishandira
anoziva kuti kumusha kune vana nevabereki
vemurume pamabva kuno paye hant wakanga
wamutevera here awuya hake nezvima bus
asina kumirira idzo mota dzako dzinenge
ndege idzi , akatungamira kuuya kunoona
vamwe unomuwanepi akaita saiyeyu unoda
kumupinza busy kuti oti kushanda kuSaloon
kwake apedza onoita nezvako , ozofungazve
kuti achitandanisana nezvivana zvechikoro
zvine mukaka pamhino zvaunodanana nazvo
Izvozvo?, Unoti ndikanzi nhasi ndafa ndiyani
mumwe angabata vana vako ava semazai
zvandinovaita izvi asiri Madhuve uyu ,kuda
kundikwidza bp chete kwaunoita Tamuka"
Vanga vakupopota Mai vacho none stop luck
vana vaitamba panze "Mai Tania mwanangu
geza uzvishandire ukanyengwa uko ubvume
wakazvinakirwa iwe unowanikwa neatanga
kwete kuswera uchitenderedzwa musoro
nemupengo uyu ibwe zvaro risingazive
kwarinoda kuwira rongoramba richitenderera
mudenga" she added up with that vachioneka
kutsamwa "ayewa vaMandlovhu vana
havagadziriswe vachidanzo muchitaura
zvekuvapesanisa ngatitaurei zvinovavaka,
mukomana uyu anofanirwa kutaurwa naye.
Tamuka wavamunhu mukuru iwewe zvine
chimiro here pamberi pevana vako zvaurikuita
izvi chii chinonetsa kusiyana nemunhu wacho
kubva paya kudzoka kwa vaMadhuve kare
zvekuti ungadai wasiya magame akapusa
kudaro mhani" vakadaro baba vake akaramba
akanyarara akatarisa pasi "tingataura zvimwe
but haipapo arikubyza hake muface uyu" said
by Chaks akanzi mamai vacho "nyarara iwe
ndiwe rimwe dzenga risina zvaroziva zibenzi
dhemeti chaunoziva kudhakwa kumwa doro
kunge mupengo , ukasvika kuno kumusha
woita mbiri raini rese rinotoziva kuti wauya
nekudhakwa uchirwa nevanhu sedzadambuka
apa dai uchizomwa ukaguta worara mumba
zvirinani zvino unenge wopengereka
zvichizoda ukabatana neiro benzi rekwamai
Locadia kana mapenzi eku Zim Care Trust
anosara pasi" benzi rekwamai locadia rairehwa
ndiZimuno vakapopota havo vamwene vangu
zvimwe zvaisekesa.Hasha dzavo
padzakaserera baba ndipo pavakazoti
"Ikozvino ndavakuzvinzwisisa vaMadhuve
chikonzero chaita muti mukomana uyu amire
kunokuroorai shuwa ngaagadzirise nyaya
dzake first hatidi zvinozonetsa kumberi, Asi
parizvino mutenderei awane pashoma
paanganoreva kuitira musikana ava pakati
penyu uyu ava mwana wenyu mese Saka baba
vake ava vanofanirwa kuzivana
nekufambidzana nevabereki venyu nekusvika
panogara mwana wake, vachiwadzana
zvakanaka nesuwo zvingati sunungukira"
ndiTalshia ayitaurwa nezvake ndikavaudza kuti
ndaizonoudza vanhu vekumba
nezvazvo.Yangu fon yakabva yatanga kuringer
it was a New number ndikadaira zvikanzi "ndini
Mai vaBelinda hant ndimi munonzi Mai Taa
ndaikumbirawo kah kukuonai mese imi nababa
vevana venyu" ndakangovati "ok tiriku Chinhoyi
kuona vana tokuudzai tadzoka" ndakatoshaiwa
kuti ava madrama api futi ndikaudza vaivamo
mumba kusanganisira iye muridzi wenyaya
"ndovimba kuti hauna hako kumitisa mwana
iyeye" vakadaro Mai vake mutauriro wacho
wavaibva vati mwana zvaibva zvaita senge
mugrade 7.Ndakazobuda hangu mumba
"kouyo aberekwa kwanzi ndaitwa sei"
ndakadaro ndichibvunza Talshia ayiva
kumusana kwa Tania zvikanzi namai Vale avo
vaitobudawo kuimba hope sezvo vaisava
mukitchen kubva zvatanga tatanga matalks
edu "vasiyei vatambe iyo shena ahakira
chikwata" ndakatoseka for sure anga
avakutoita kunge mumwe munhu.Taifanirwa
kurarako but Tamu akabva atoti tidzokere
tiwane kuzonoona Mai Belinda vacho
takazobvako muroad haana chaayitaura kunze
kweku spoiler mwana wake , i wasn't care
maybe anga akatsamwa kuti ndataura nyaya
dzake kuvabereki vake.Takasvikira
kuManyame sezvo hwanga hwatova usiku ini
naTaa tisu takadya takangoita ma noodles iye
akaramba ayiratidza kudhiniwa "tiendese hedu
kuChishawasha BaTania or dai wagara
watisiya kuChinhoyi taizotevera tega nebus"
ndakadaro ndaona mood yake yanyanyisa
"rovapasi sha mwana wangu umusiye" he said
that zvisina kunyengerera achitopinda
mubedroom yake naTalshia aiva nechidhori
chake mumaoko, chaanga atengerwa tichiuya
mutown akabatwa ruoko akasvika achirariswa
pabed kumadziro zibed racho was so big iye
akaenda kumberi kwekuti ndini ndaitozorara
pakati pavo "hona mama vauya ava Dad
Havana kuenda havateerere imimi hant mati
vayende kah" akadaro Taa ndichangorara
pabed achida kuti ndidzingwe, Dad vacho
vakaseka "vasiye vararewo vanonzwisa tsitsi
ndimama vedu hant kah my princess"
kakabvumirana naDad vake , ndiko kakatanga
kubatwa nehope tese tanga tapfeka ma night
wears sezvo paiva nemwana , hwakazoti
hwava usiku ndikanzwa nyama dzangu
dzichida Tamu ndikatanga kumuguma guma
"usadaro takarara nemwana panoapa" akadaro
zvoratidza kuti anga abvira kare kundinzwa
"ndiitire plan dady please" ndakadaro
ndisingatode kunzwa zvekunyimwa "ita
semunhu mukuru or ndakunorara mumota"
akadaro ndikapinza ruoko rwangu into his pent
akashinyira nezi feeling randanga
ndamunzwisa zvikanzi "toita mangwana
neniwo ndirikukuda ndatova nenye** isiri
kutomboita sweetheart, dai usingazoite noise
taiyenda mune imwe room but we can't" he
said that achindizevezera ndikamunetsa
kusvika andirova ka quick nekumashure
takarara kudaro ndakatonzwa zvirinani lucky
Taa haana kumbomuka.Takazomuka
takutowirirana haana kuzombondibvunza kuti
ndanga ndaudzirei vabereki vake zva Belinda ,
takaswera kuManyame airbase , time time
tikazonosiya Taa kwambuya vake
ndikangovati ndaizovaudza nyaya yeku
Chinhoyi pafon ndakabva ndadzokera Kuna
Tamu ayiva paroad.Takazobvako
kuChishawasha taitonosangana naChaks and
Zimuno avo vanga vatotungamira kuti tizoenda
tese kwana Belinda , ini ndaisada ndaiona
ndisingakwane panyaya dzavo but Tamu
akanditi taifanirwa kuenda tese.Tichitova
muroad to Bindura I was on WhatsApp
ndikaona news dze accident dzaitenderera
mumagrups like always but it was about , Life
anga ayita accident asina kunyanya kukuwara
mota ndiyo yanga yabvira achitonzi Ari
muhosptal, apa anga ava ne two times
achidzokera ku Court nenyaya dzake, imba
yeku Botswana yanga yatorwa avakugara yake
yekuMberengwa town.Ndakaudzawo Tamu but
haana kumboratidza hanya nezvenyaya yacho
akangoti "hoo" .

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CHAPTER 25

From the information yatanga

takambonyeperana kumba kwedu about
Tamuka kuti maybe mu CIO and also ne some
of the dangerous things zvaanogona kuita apa
tisina hedu chokwadi nazvo .Pfungwa dzangu
about Life's accident dzakambofungira kuti
maybe ndiye Tamu anga azvikonzeresa but
ndakakurumidza kuirasira kure pfungwa iyoyo
because ndaingova naye to and from Chinhoyi ,
ndikazviudza kuti haasi maybe ndisekuru
n'anga vaayida kunoripira mwana wangu
Taa."Urikuzvinyepera hako mupfungwa mako
wakanyarara kudaro" akadaro Tamu ndikaita
kakuvhuka thought anga aziva
zvandamufungira "hapana zvandiri kufunga ini"
ndakamupindura kudaro akangonyararawo
"kuti tasheedzerwei kwana Belinda nhaimi
BaTania, kasi anogona ayine nhumbu here
from the type of sex yamayiita" ndakabvunza
kudaro akaramba akanyarara hana yangu
ikatanga kurova ndakutoona chiri chokwadi
"Saka pandaiti handidi undisanganise
naBelinda wairegerei kutaura kuti anogona
ayine nhumbu yako Tamu" ndakadaro
ndakutokwidza voice muroad imomo iye
achirova mota chete "ndirikutaura nemi
BaTania sei usiri kundipindura, misa hako
mota ndidzike ndodzokere kumba kwedu"
ndakadaro asingandipindure pese pandaitaura
ndikamubata maoko ayi driver acho iwawo
akakurumidza kubuda muroad achino packer
paside peroad "urikuda kundiurayisa here iwe
ndokumamisa wazvinzwa" akandidaro
nehasha dzake dzese dzaiwoneka all over his
face awunyanidza huma ndikashaiwa kut
ndanga ndichifungei pandamubata maoko
achi driver "you know what get out" he said
that ndikaramba ndakagara zvikanzi "buda
mumota mangu Itu" ipapo tanga tava
muMadziva ndikati "handidi" zvikanzi "ndoda
kukuratidza kuti ndiri rough especially if you
cross my lane like this chero akava nenhumbu
yangu anenge ariwako here mwana wacho"
akadaro achito unlocker his sit belt
ndikakurumidza kuvhura door ndichibuda
ndakatoona kuti ndogona kurohwa zvesure ,
ndabuda akatomutsa mota achirova pasi lucky
enough I had cash in my hand bag
ndikatozopedza nguva ndisati ndawana
transport apa zuva ranga rava kutonyura apa
paiva pasango.Ndakazo mirirwawo neimwe
mota yevamwe vakadzi vairatidza kuti vaibva
kuchurch because vanga vakapfeka ma
uniforms acho.Vakatanga kundiudza kuti it
wasn't safe kumira nzvimbo yakaita seiyoyo
that late but handina kuda kuvaudza yanga
yatambika ndakatozobhadhara ndasvika
mutown , Mari ndanga ndichisina yekomb
ndikafonera vana Zimuno vakati vaitobva kwa
Mai Ishmael ndokutondiudza pekumira
mutown imomo vakazopfuura
vachinditora.Ndanga nditori mundangariro
dzangu ndega plus kunzwa kutovenga Tamuka
nezvaanga andiitira kutsamwa kwake was too
much "murikurwara nei futi this time
zvamakangodya easy kudai nhai gulez"
akadaro Chaks zvakandipa kuseka ndisingade
,ndatoona kuti kuda kundidenha kubva
pakurwara kwandakavanyepera first day
randakaita sex with Tamu at my house ,
ndakatozovaudza nyaya yacho yanga
yakandidzikamisa zvikanzi "pakubata munhu
maoko mabyza henyu zvinourayisa vazhinji
manje muma roads umu ,asi iye pakuzokusiyai
muroad abyza futi" said by Zimuno zvikanzi na
Chaks "gulez ini ndini munhu one anokufarirai
achikuudzai chokwadi ,murikuona kuti chii kah
mukoma wangu uya uya kah neni pandiri
panoapa akatsamwa bho bho handimiripo ehe
ndinorova hangu but iye manje haarove but
anotswanya ende hapana anogona kumubata
,zvekuti mukaramba muchiita muzuwerere
paari kah muchazondifonera ndirikure rimwe
zuva muchindiudza henyu saka becareful ,even
kunyengerera hakumo maari he is full of
himself maybe achazvitangirawo pamuri henyu
,but asiyana neni wekuti Tsitsi akafona izvezvi
achinditi Tamuda it's over between us
ndinotokumbira pabasa ndichinyepa kuti
kwafiwa or kwarwariwa kurikuda kuwana
kunonyengerera Tsilee wangu , ende kare
achindiramba ndamuitisa but kumunyengerera
ndinogona manje. Hakusi kukutyisidzirai hangu
but it's a bamunin advise aribho
muchiyemedzana but munhu uya Ari rough
ende anorova kurova chaiko chaiko gulez
kwete zvekutamba ,asi mukamubata bho
musingamuitire dzungu soon ndokuonai
matengerwa ziCR-V"

Vakabva vaseka vese zvikanzi na Zimuno "CR-

V chaiyo here wangu haah inonoburwa new
one from Japan madam vachiuya kugachidzwa
makeys nekuti boss Tamuka imbinga hatitaure
pavanotaura" vakaenderera mberi nekuseka
vachitaura zvimwe .Inini ndakatoona kuti
Chaks was serious ndikatoona kuti better
kusiyana na Tamu nguva ichiripo to rescue my
body from kurova kwake and I told myself that
achingofona or kuuya kumba kwangu taibva
tazvipedza.Ndaizvikuwadza nendangariro
kusvika taenda pane rimwe bhawa Chaks
akaburuka achinotenga doro ravo "iwe siya
mhuka idzo mhani, nxaa bamunin venyu
vanopengawo futi imi" said by Zimuno
achisheedzera Chaks anga akudhonza
vamwewo sisi dhori vaivapo ipapo , kamuitiro
kacho kakandisekesa kukanganwa nhamo
dzangu.Takazobva paya iri ndirimubishi plus
kunonokerwa nekuona Tamu kuti ndimurambe ,
ndikazongoona Tasvika pamba pana Belinda
apa ini ndanga ndazviudza kuti
handichatoendeko "Tasvika gulez ngatidzikei"
akadaro Zimuno ndikaramba ndati vaende
havo.That moment Tamuka akabva asvikawo
neyake mota vakomana vamira panze
akadzika vakamhoresana akati "arikupi Itu"
akaudzwa zvese nekuti ndanga ndaramba
kuburuka "asi ungasiya bby rako muroad Koo
dai ayitwa imwe isingaite unobyza hako
muface iwewe" akadaro Chaks ayisamboti blaz
always sezvayiitwa na Zimuno "kuitwa
isingaite kunodarika yaanga achida kundiitisa
here dai ndisina kutsika mabriks dai
murikutotaura zvimwe Soo" akadaro BaTania
achiuya pamota mandaiva apa mudumbu
mangu manga mavakusunga especially
paguvhu kunge ririkudhonzwa "dzika imomo
iwewe" akadaro zvisina kunyengerera
ndikaramba "uri stubborn sterek hant?"
Akadaro apa ayiva nekamwe kakutyisa
kandainzwa towards him , kakandipa kudzika
ndega mumota tichino knocker pane rimwe
door rikavhurwa na Shaz "vauya vayenzi venyu
ava" akadaro achiudza vaiva mukati
akazosuduruka padoor kuti tipinde .It was a
one room isina zvakawanda zvaivamo inini
nana bamunin vangu takagara pasofa one
raivamo apa vese vanga vapinda nema bottles
avo edoro umwe ne umwe rake vachinwa
,ndakatomboda kuvati tichiri panze siyai but
ndakanzwa usimbe hwekutaura , BaTania
akagara pa plastic chair ,girls namai vaivamo
vakagara pabed takakwazisana. Mai vaya
vachibva vati Kuna Belinda "ndeupi mukomana
waunodanana naye pavakomana ava" akabva
anongedzera Tamu zvikanzi na Zimuno "dai
Mati murume waunodanana naye because
haasi mukomana uyu ndibaba vane vana"
zvanga zvatotanga ini ndanga ndatozviudza
kuti I won't say a word after Zimuno's word Mai
vaya Havana kumupindura vakati "vanangu
muchiona ndakushevedzai kudai pane
zvandinoda kunyatsokunzwisisa ini ndiripano
ndiri mainini va Belinda uyu Mai vake chaivo
vanogara kuVicfalls kunova kwavanoshandira
ndisisi vangu, ini ndinogara ku Grendel ndiko
kune musha wangu ndiri Mai vaShazel uyu
vana ava vanotova vana vangu vese
muchivaona vakadai pano vanoto lodger one
room iyoino yatiri kudai uye ndini
ndakavabatsira kuyitsvaga landlord wavo
tozivana zvakanyanyisa, zvino ndakachairwa
Fon musiuno ndikanzi vana varikuita
musikanzwa pano panga pane murume
wemunhu nemukadzi wake ,nyaya
dzemisikanzwa idzi handidi kukunyeperai
hazvina kutanga kupinda munzeve dzangu
nhasi asi kuti kare chakazoita kuti ndisimuke
ndichiuya kuno inyaya yekunzwa kunzi
murume wemunhu uye zvichinzi uyu Belinda
akawonekwa akabata dombo zvikandinetsa
kuti chirudzii , nekuti isu tinenge tichingoti
vana varikugara kuno vachienda kuchikoro
sezvo pariipo padhuze ,ndati muuye mese
mwanangu namai vemwana vako ava nekuti
zvichida pane kunyeperana kwamunenge
muchiitirana naBelinda izvo iyeyu achitova
mukadzi wako at the end unomumitisa Belinda
uyu ukamusiya Saka ndiudzei zviripo kana
wangu mwana ariiye benzi ndoranga ndega,
nekuti vanotonzi vanochinjana dzimwe nguva
kusarara pano vese havo which means
unomutora wonorara naye kumwe Belinda
handiti" vaitaura vakatarisa baba Tania
zvikanzi na Shaz "maudzirwo amakaitwa nyaya
yacho dzimwe inhema mama ,vakarambanasi
kuti mai ava varikungotora advantage yekuti
vane vana vese that's why vachida kuitira
murume take take kugara vari padhuze na
Tamu dai vaidiwa havaimboziviswa zva Bee
kuzouyiwa navo pano zvine kathat karipo
otherwise chavanenge vakutoita naTamu uyu
chihure" zvimwe zvaiti kutsamwisa zvoti
kusekesa sure apa vanhu vese vakabva
vamutarisa "iwe Shazel kutaura rudzii ikoko"
vakadaro Mai vake zvikanzi na Zimuno "sistran
mune muromo unobudisa mashoko akaipa
manje ende Ari enhema futi usadaro iwewe
haunyare kutaura nhema idzodzo"
akadairirawo Chaks nekuside zvikanzi "hure
ririkuita chihure ndeuyu hama yako iyi ukanzi
bata vanhu varikuita chihure ungabata Itu na
Tamu here iwee mukadzi nemurume ava
vanorara everyday same blanket wanzwa
ndichikuudza feya kana usingazvizive ibva
waziva izvozvo unoti kuChinhoyi kwavabva
vaiwona vana zvoperera ipapo here
usandibhowe iwe sei uri sascam Soo" hwanga
hwava kushanda manje hwahwa hwuya apa
vayiita sevachamudya Shaz wacho kusvika
akuda kusimuka akanzi "gara pasi apa
tikuudze chokwadi kwete nhema
dzaurikuzvinyepera idzodzo" Tamu anga
akungoshama muromo ombouvhara oyita
seamedza mate achida kuzama kutaura
something achishaiswa mukana apa vese
Chaks na Zimuno vacho vanga vasimuka
mabhodhoro arimumaoko vachinongedzera
Shaz dzimwe nguva vachinongedzera Belinda
zvekuti Mai vacho ndakatoona ndega kuti
vapererwa."Simukai izvezvi mese muri two
tiende kumba kwa Itu munoona kuti angori
Tamu akazara imomo kubva pa first door
uchipinda kusvika kubedroom baba ndi
Tamuka mumba imomo motaura zvekuti
chihure sei makadzungaira, sei muchipusisa
Mai venyu imi vaudzei chokwadi ava kuti
Belinda urikudanana nemurume wemunhu he
is a father of 3 otherwise varikutotarisira wechi
4 wanzwa, kwete zvekuvati ndine mukomana
wangu wakambomuwana kupi mukomana
anenge achinzi baba nhingi" ipapo hapana
anga achadzigona nharo dzavo vakomana "Mai
Taa wamurikuona uyu ndimai vedu ava Sha
mogona kuita 100 ma girlfriends ake Tamu uyu
, Itu agokusevhai mufon make nekuwanda
kwenyu agoshaiwa kana one waanotuka
muchiita yamunoita achiku ignorewai
mastatus awunenge uchikanda achitokuseka
futi apa une uchitozviti wakanyanya but at the
end Tamuka anodzokera kumukadzi wake uyu
ende atozvijaira Itu wacho kuti murume wake
isascam semi Soo , as you can see anobatwa
bho chii chamunoshora makamutarisa imi
monyeperana kuti chihure munonzwisa tsitsi
vapfanha imi" said by Zimuno achiwedzeredza
hake nenhema ndakatomboda kuvati chigarai
pasi vana bamunin but BaTania ayitoratidza
kupererwawo nazvo "mom's tauya kuno tichiti
pamwe umwe wedu uyu akapara mhosva
yaarikutya kutiudza so that tobatsirana kuti
pangaitwa sei but tatozoona izvezvi Tasvika
kuti ma**zvi chete otherwise kuda kuziva
kwenyu hakuna kuipa asi kuti vana venyu two
ava ndivo vakatoipa isu takurova pasi tine
zvakawanda zvekuita , sorii kana tarasa hunhu
mom's asi chokwadi ndicho chatataura kana
muface uyu achida kuzosara achitaura zvisiri
zvatataura musare muchiziva kuti idzodzo
dzinenge dzatova nhema dzaanenge
avakukuudzai" akadaro Chaks achinongedzera
Tamu vachitobuda nemabhodhoro avo "gulez
tobatana isu takutonanga kunorarira kugraft"
akadaro Zimuno vakatorova pasi ,isu
tikambosara takanyararidzana zvekupererwa
Mai vana Belinda vaingotura mafemo
vachipukuta kumeso kwavo neruoko
vombomapeta vakaisa padumbu.
"Saka sei waindinyepera kuti hauna mukadzi
nhaiwe Tamu waida kundishaisa handiti"
akadaro Belinda zvikanzi naShazel
"ndakambokuudza paya kuti vanodanana ava
iwe uchibvuma kuitwa time pusher
kurikungotevera mazimota senge unoziva
kwaakabva uri worombeswa" zvikanzi na
Belinda wacho kwandiri "manje itozivai kuti tiri
two pamurume" ndakatoona kuti arikuda
kunditsvaga otherwise ini ndaitovawo ne
horror dzandaigaira BaTania dzekusiiwa
muroad kwaanga andiita "you are welcome"
ndakamudaro calmly vese vakanditarisa
maybe vaitarisira kuti ndichapopota but no
"unopenga here iwe Belinda" vakadaro Mai
vacho vachimusikidza mbama akanzvenga
zvikanzi na Tamu abatanidza maoko to show
some respect "Ruregerero Amai nemaitirwo
ayitwa nevakomana vabuda ava vanin'ina
vangu chaivo mungagona kufunga kuti ndauya
navo kuti vataure zvine kakudzikisira hasi
handizvo ndanga ndati vauyewo neni sevamwe
vangu but handina kuziva kuti vachadaiso ,Tiri
panyaya yamakanzwa uye nemusvikiro
wayakaita kwamuri , chokwadi ndechekut
Belinda haana kukunyeperai kuti handina
mukadzi, iniwo handina kumunyepera asi
inyaya yekuti ini namai Taa uyu takambo
separater I wronged her somewhere but haana
kumbobvira abuda mufungwa nemumoyo
mangu ndicho chokwadi because she is my
wife and I love her but it's only that
pandakasangana naBelinda I was tried to
move on with my love life ndichizama
kukanganwa Itumeng uyu otherwise
ndaivawana vasikana but handina
wandakawana anenge Mai Taa, Belinda
ndakamuda ndichitova serious ndavakudanana
naye I realized that ayiva neumwe mukomana
ndikamubvunza she lied to me on my face kuti
it's his cousin until I found out that he is her
boyfriend.Ndakambozama kupusher
zvakadaro hoping that sezvo arikure maybe
they will separate but hazvina kudaro
ayingodanana nesu tese , ndikatanga
kugamuchira kuti Belinda isn't a good partner
into my love life ,until I met Mai Taa again and
we tried to fix our love between us so now
tavabho .Pamurikuti ndinomutora usiku
asingarare pano Izvozvo kwandiri inhema
nekuti handina musi wandakamubvisa pano
maybe ndeumwe lecture wepa ZEGU pavo
ipapa" vese vakabva vamutarisa Tamuka
wacho girls rika tarisana "lecture upi
waurikutaura nhaiwe" akadaro Belinda zvikanzi
na Tamu "hant waimhanya futi nemuface
anonzi Hermit uchitisanganisa tese here iwe
ukamuramba wakuita zva lecture musi
wawakararirwa mu library was the day
raakanditsvagawo through social media
akandizivisa kuti urikutiitisa
takawanda.Handina kuda kukuvhunza kana
kukumhanyira kumberi because you have a
right to do whatever you want I'm nobody to
you , asi dai Ari Mai Tania uyu yah ndine right
yekuita yese yese around her to protect my
children , I gonna show you some pictures
ezvinhu zvacho zvawayiita na lecturer" anga
asvava Belinda vese vangoti zii neniwo zvanga
zvandishamisa "but zvinosungisa zvekutora
those types of pictures she gonna sue you"
akadaro Shaz zvikanzi na BaTania
"zvisingasungise ndezvekudanana nevarume
vevanhu here, lecturer wenyu Ari married with
a wedding pamusoro pazvo otherwise handei
hedu kupolice station kwacho utende kuti
mukadzi iyeye haasi kuzviziva"
pakambonyararwa ini ndaiyuwira nemudumbu
ndichingofinyama , Tamu akasimuka kubva
pachair achiuya pasofa pandaiva ndokundibata
dumbu akati "mai isu takuenda mukadzi wangu
haasi kufeeler bho as you can see" vakabva
vamudaira zvakanaka Mai ivavo ,he added up
saying "as for you Belinda please let's go our
separate ways usanditsvage chokwadi wava
nacho you are still young to move on with your
life ,25 years uchiri nezvakawanda zvekuita
nelife yako, handina kukuita rough but ini
handingazo tadzewo kugarisana zvakanaka
nemukadzi wangu kumba because of you
ngatinzwananei ipapo kuitira mangwana"
apedza kudaro akavatarisa vese pasina
apindura he added up achiti "usazosare uchiita
mimba wozoti ndeya Tamuka because ini
handimitise kunze otherwise ukazofona or
mamassages unenge wavakutoda kunditsvaga
handidi kuita vanhu vechikadzi rough so
usazonditume kuzvitangira pauri" akabva atora
phone ya Belinda akamuti ayise password
,ndakatoona kuti naiyewo Belinda ayitya
baTania because hazvina kumutorera time
kuisa password yake , Tamu deleted
zvinechekuita naye mufon ma Bee .Tisati
tabuda Mai vavo kwakuvati "kumbirai mumwe
wenyu ruregerero" referred to me vaisatoda
pakangosimuka Mai vavo ndofunga vairova
"sorii Mai Taa" vakaitirana pamwe chete but it
an obvious kuti that type of a sorry
yekumanikidzwa inenge isiri serious.
Takazoonekana naMai vaya Belinda anga
angotsikitsira.Takabuda tikaenda kwedu
pasina ayitaura nemumwe takasvika ini
ndikangonanga kunogeza iye akabva asara
mumota ,akazopinda mumba ndakutobika
akangonangawo kunogeza takazodya in silent
tension yacho was too much after the meal
ndakamugadzirira a cup of coffee ndikagara
pane rimwe sofa iye Ari pane rake.
Ndaishaiwa pekutangira nyaya yangu
ndikazongorovera moyo padombo "BaTania I
think we need to break up because inini I don't
know how to deal with hasha dzako you gonna
end up wazondirova zvinova zvandiriku avoider
hangu" anga akatarisa ku tv haana chaakadaira
or any reaction I added up with saying "ini
hangu handichade nezvako ngatisiyanei, vana
tinongobatsirana kuvachengeta love yangu
pavari haichinje vana nevangu but ini nezvako
handichade hako Tamuka kana zvichiita
unogona kutaurirana naBelinda wacho
modzokerana or ndokubatsira kutaura naye"
haana chaakadaira akaramba akatarisa tv
kusvika news dzaayiona dzapera akatakura
mafon ese yangu neyake achinopinda
mubedroom ini ndikasara ndakagara , iko
ndakambogara almost 2 hours ndichishaiwa
kuti ndimutevere ndonotii ndakudemba futi
kuti ndazvitaurirei.Akazobuda mubedroom
macho apfeka uniform yekubasa husiku
ihwohwo zvikanzi "huya kuno" haana kumirira
answer yangu achibva adzokeramo ndikaenda
tavamukati achibva andidhonzera paari
akanditarisa mumaziso zvikanzi "ndirambe" I
swallowed hard mashoko akaramba kubuda
"break up with me Itumeng" he said that in pain
ndakati "I can't" for sure ndanga ndaona
zvisingabude zvekusiyanaye "why you can't
break up with me" akabvunza kudaro ndikati
"because I love you" akaramba akanditarisa
zvikanzi "I love you from the word go and it is
real the way you make me feel , I will never let
you go" mashoko ake ndakanyatso
kunomarongedzera on a special place pamoyo
wangu "same to you hunny" I said that in a
tearing of love achibva anditsika tsoka dzangu
zvairwadza nebhutsu yake yebasa "I'm doing
this and I don't want you to forget this pain
next time handidi kunzwa shoko rekuti *tamu
handichakude* richibuda mumuromo mako
and promise me for that" the pain was
increased kutanga kunzwa zvichiuya kumabvi
"I won't say that again dady I promise" I said
that ndakutochema because of that pain
zvikanzi "I will never say sorry nekukusiya
muroad kwandaita, you should know how to
control your anger I haven't wronged you but
wanga wasarudza kuda kutiurayisa ini newe
kuti tisiye vana vedu vari nherera because of
Belinda issue does it make sense?"
Ndikadzungudza musoro tsapfu dzaidairira
nepain mutsikiro waanga akandita hameno
ayiva matsikiro rudzii "sorry handichazviite
hunny forgive me ndirikurwadziwa kunditsika
kwawakaita chindisiya" akabva adhonza my
lower lip started to kiss me arega kunditsika
akatanga kufambisa his hands on my bums
achindipuruzira mahips zvainakidzira
ndakarwadziwa paakarega zvikanzi
"ndafonerwa kubasa emergency ndodzoka
soon" ndikashaiwa kuziva kuti akuda
kutondisiya zvesure "ndirikuenda
kurikushandira vana Chaks this side not
kuHarare" akadaro ndichishaiwa zvekupindura
phone yake yakabva yaringer akadaira iripa
loud ndikatogutsikana kuti kubasa sure ndikati
"ndirikuda kuendawo ini" I said that
ndichitorevesa plus kurwadziwa nekuti ayende
zvikanzi "ndouya nacho chinhu chako
ndichikupa chirara bby" akadaro achitondi
pusher kuenda pabed akasiya andifukidza
achipinda mu lounge ndanga ndatova
mumashure make "ndodzoka kani bby enda
unorara mhani kubasa kwangu hakuite kuti
ndingaenda newe this night Soo hakuitirwe
zverudo uku" he said that avakutoseka
ndikamuti "enda hako" I said that sadly akasiya
andikisa padama ndokubuda ndikasara
ndichivhara door.Ndakanozvambarara pabed
but ndichiri kunzwa kushinywa mumakumbo
from kutsikwa kwandanga ndakaitwa asi
zvakazopera ndavakufunga film ranga raitwa
nana Chaks kwana Belinda ndikabatanidza ,
zvaayitukwa namai vake ndikazviuraya
nekuseka.Ndakutobatwa nehope baTania
akabva afona zvikanzi "hauna kusara
uchichema here moyo wangu urikutorwadza
izvezvi" but I told him kuti I was ok.Akazodzoka
around 4am ndakatomunzwa kuvhura door
ndikanzwa usimbe hwekumuka akaita
zvaayiita ndikanzwa ava kupinda muma
blankets, "wandivigirei dady" ndakamubvunza
kudaro ndichitendeuka kutarisa kwaayiva
zvikanzi "ndauya nechinhu chako" nekuchida
kwandaichiita ndikati "give it to me" ndakadaro
ndichitomuka to suck him like nobody's
business he mourned ndakayiisa mumukanwa
"allow me to fuck you bby please" he said that
ndikadzika pabed ndikakotama ndakabata bed
akauya kumashure kwangu kwakuipfekera and
started to do his moves ndainakirwa ndichiita
sendirikuda kudzura vhunzi zviri zvandainzwa
"you are so sweet hunny" i said that ndikanzi
"yes bby ndonakira iwewe chete and let me
fuck you" for sure he fucked me ndakakotama
kudaro akamira achirova twuma mbama on my
bums ndikazoiswa paconner yebed
ndakatarisa mudenga kusvika tapedza
ndikamuti "thanks dady" he just smiled
zvikanzi "you are so beautiful my angel and I
love you" ndikatiwo "newe wakanaka dady I
love you too" zvikanzi "saka kana wozvara
undizvare exactly zvandiri hant" ndikaseka
hangu , ndakabva ndamupukuta ndikanogeza
ndichimusiya arimuma blankets.

The next day takaswera takavharirana mumba

medu takatorovha kumabasa tikaswera
tichidanana hedu, he was so sweet zvekuti
handaizombofunga kuti ndivo Mr rough vaya
ndaitombobikirwa paadira or pandadira toita
sex , I enjoyed every moment ende mudumbu
mangu musi iwoyo makaswera makanyarara,
number dza Belinda ndakatomu deletesa
maisatova nema pictures ake even ku fb i've
checked ndiye anga akatanga kuzvi blocker
with Belinda's fon.Takatombofonera sisi
Prudence with a ved call vanga vowirirana asi
pese achingonzi "mukamurwadzisa itu iyeye
muchandiona henyu kuti ndiriyera dhuve
akakwana" iye ayibva aseka hake obva ati "isu
vana Hungwe tinongoziva kuchengeta
mukadzi nekumuda bho zvamakutotaura izvo
ndeimwe story ,nyatsokumutarisai muone kuti
ari kuglower sei zvirikuoneka here kuti
ndirikudira chaipo chaipo" ndaibva ndada
kumuvhara muromo nekunyara maiguru vacho
vaibva vaseka vanga vasangana mapenzi .But
the same day manheru Tamu akabuda panze
like always , I wanted to take something from
the line rataiyanikira hembe ndichibva kuline
ndakangonzwa kuda kuenda kumota kwake
kweanenge Ari ndakasvika akavarairwa
ndikanzwa smell iri funny yandakatadza kuziva
kuti ndanga ndakamboinzwepi .Apa iye anga
akamira akavhura door reku steering side
akaita zvekuzemberera pasit akayisa ruoko
rwake kumashure like ane chaaviga ndikati
"ndati nditevere munhu wangu pamwe abiwa
paabudira panze asingadzoke" zvikanzi "enda
mumba I'm coming bby" ndakaramba
ndichifemedza kusvika ndafungidzira
nekubatanidza zvayiitika ndikati "baTania you
smoke ganja?" ndakatoshamisika I wasn't
expect that zvaisamufita kana comparing
nevakomana vembanje vandaingoona muma
streets "wakaizivira kupi" he asked that calmly
ndikati "pane kwataimbogara panext pedu
ndipo padzaiputwa" ndakanyepa hangu kusada
kutengesa hama yangu ndikanzi "ok chienda
mumba bby ndirikuuya" ndikati "i can't believe
you smoke this Tamu Koo zvimwe
zvaunoshandisa zvii besides this ganja" for
sure zvanga zvandishungurudza kusatondibata
bho ndikanzi "sorry bby ndasingatode kuti
uzvizive ,but it's normal to us men to smoke
this thing otherwise handina zvimwe
zvandoputa , doro unondirambidza
ndichikuteerera wani but this thing jaira kuti
ndozviripo bby" akadaro avakutopedzisa
kuputa ndakamira paside pake achindipuruzira
paada on my body.Akapedza tikazopinda
mumba maakasvika nekunanga kunokwesha
mazino ndichiri kushushikana , takazongorara
tichiona move rainakidza on his laptop ndini
ndakatotanga kubatwa nehope
,ndikazomutsirwa kemakuseni kaindinakira
the way yaayinakirwawo nako.Akasiya anditi
"Mari yekuvaka imba yevasikana venyu
kuChinhoyi yavapo mozouya kumba
tichinyatsotaura" akadaro before he left to
Harare ini ndaizoendako next weekend sezvo
vana Dad vanga varamba kuti abvise Mari
yekuti vafambirane for Talshia's sake, vanga
vati angosvika kumba akasununguka saka the
same weekend ndipo pataizoenda tese kumba
nana Chaks vake.Akasiya andiudza kuti
mudumbu mukaramba muchirwadza
ndimuudze azoita zvekuti ndigoenda kwa
doctor apa ini ndaitya.Kubasa vanga vave
kungonditi "ganaz vakabata maconner"
ndaibva ndangoseka hangu. Ukuwo Mai Naa
ndakatopedza week rese ndichiva tiza tiza
,ndaitoziva kuti varikundivhima kuda kuziva
nyaya dzangu naTamu ndaivaziva
zvakanakisisa.On Friday ndakatopinda in my
way to Harare ndainorarira kuManyame I was
tried kumufadza nekuzvipawo time
yekumuongorora ndichifambisawo mazuva
kuti azondibvisira Mari ndagutsikana naye
pazvese ndichitya kuwira , as a second
marriage I wanted it kuti ive yakazara
nemufaro not misodzi.
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CHAPTER 26
From Bindura to Harare ndasvika mutown
ndakafonera baTania sezvo vakange vati
ndivazivise ndavamo, akazouya akanditora
mutown imomo but hatina kunanga kumba
takatora imwe direction yandakambotanga
ndarasika kuti tirikuendepi, ndikazopaziva
tasvika kut kwaiva kuStoneridge nzvimbo
yacho yanga yandichinjira plus kunaka ndanga
ndakakubva kare.Takanopinda mugate panga
pava ne durahole marooms anga anaka zvawo
painted with gray muzasi muine black
pamusoro ayine magizzer zvaitooneka kuti
anogarwa nemhene dzega dzega "waaaw
ndozvazvakazoita izvi pakanakisa hey" I said
that tavapanze from the car zvikanzi naTamu
"yah ndomusha wevana vako iwowu anenge
angoita musikanzwa wake akamitiswa anouya
kunogara kuno otherwise Taylan anenge
asingade neimba yake kuMarondera uko"
ndikaseka as if Taylan wacho atovapo ndikati
"mumusoro mako mungori naTaylan wako
iyeye manje ndoda kukunyadzisai vavengi
vangu mese ini vangu vana havamitiswe
sezvamunofungira vanotorwa nemuchato"
akabva aseka tikatanga kutenderera
pamarooms ndichiona , vamwe vanhu vepo
vataiona panze vachingoti mhoresawo ,
vamwe vachinzi "ndivo Mai Tania vacho ava"
vofara kuzivana neni pamwe pacho oti
"vazouya kah Mai Tania vamainetsera kuziva
munhu wacho ndatomubata huro kuti tiuye
tese nhasi haadi zvekufamba uyu" vaiudzwa
vacho vaingo seka zvikanzi nevamwe Mai
"munokona kuda kufamba nadady chirudziiko
imi munenge muchiiteiko kumba kwenyu
kunenge kunonakidza that's why musingade
kubvako" takaseka hedu ndikazovati
"ndinoshandira kure Saka pandouya
kuweekend ndinenge ndichida kumbozorora
hangu, zvino dady vacho ava Tara vanoida"
kwakusekawo havo ende vese zvoratidza kuti
vaiziva kuti ndoshandira kuBindura.Tikazoona
umwe mudhara akauya patiri akabata book
achipa Tamu zvikanzi na baTania "bby ava
vanonzi vaChireya vanokuziva manje asi iwe
haungavazive hako he was one of the builders
vaivaka pano patakauya tichisiya cement paye,
vanogara muroom irikuseri kweblock iro
yakazvimiririra ndimudhara vangu ava ndivo
vanoona zvese zvepano kuti pagare pari smart
even pakaita problem zvinosvitswa kwavari
vozondiudza ndivo vanoita basa zhinji repano"
ndikafara kuzivana navo vakati "tesei
mwanangu" ndakatozoziva kuti room yaiva
payo yega yaingomirira kugarwa na caretaker
wepo, ndega ndakanyatsoona kuti Tamu anga
aronga future yevana vake bhoo akatondiudza
kuti every room yaibhadharwa 40usd, ma
accounts evana tanga tatovhurisa macards
ana Tania akapihwa mbuya vavo ende
vakaudzwa kuti vasangobudise Mari iyoyo
pese pese ,vana vaifanirwa kubankerwa Mari
same na Talshia rake card ndanga ndaripa Mai
Itu ndikavaudza the same.Takazobvako
kumarooms tikapinda mutown ndichitofunga
kuti tavakuenda kumba but takanomira
pamberi peamwe mashops akabudisa phone
yake kufona , pakauya mumwe mukadzi aka
knocker ku window raTamu akatimhoresa
zvikanzi na baTania "bby tine kufunction
yeumwe muface wangu yandoda tiende
manheru , so ava vanonzi Mrs Matema
toshanda tese ini nemurume wavo Saka apa
uchasara navo vane zvavanoda kuita newe
ndodzoka ndichikutora unofona kana
vakuudza kuti vapedza" ndakatoshaiwa kuti
zvirikufamba sei ini handisi type inobvunzisisa
ndinowanzokuda kuona magumo azvo ndega
saka ndakabuda mumota ndikato
dungamidzana namai vaya vaiwoneka kuti
vane ganda remari.Matakapinda it was a shop
yema occasional dresses, jeweleries and also
rimwe side was for make up it was a very
expensive shop ndakaratidzwa madresses
ayivapo , ndikanzi ndisarudze randoda
"musavhunduke ma Price's hamusimi
munobhadhara baba vekwenyu
haimbovarwadze Mari iyi" vakadaro Mai vaya
tikaseka tichirovana maoko vairatidza kuti
ndivo muridzi weshop ,nekuti vamwe vaivamo
zvaitooneka kuti vashandi because of ma t-
shirts akafanana akanyorwa zita reshop
avanga vakapfeka.Ndakatora 4 different
colours ndikapinda mu fitting room ndichibuda
kuvaratidza kusvika ndasvika pane reblue
randakaonawo ndega kuti rakanaka kudarika
mamwe zvikanzi "this one is the best Mai Taa"
ndikavatarisa zviya zvekuti makarizivirepi zita
iroro zvikanzi "manditarisa ndozviziva kuti
munonzi Mai Taa pane asingakuzivei here
chero tanga tisati tasangana in flesh, kwese
murume wenyu anenge achingoti Mai Taa this
,Mai Taa that" vakadaro tikaseka hedu vakati
"makambomu dyiseiko tidyisewo vedu askana
vaitewo vanhu kwawo" tikaseka futi ndikati
"ndongodiwa naturally" zvikanzi "ayewa sure
modiwa" ndakazobvisa dress riya ndikanzi
nditange ndaiswa make up.After the make up
ndikapfeka that blue dress refu raiva ne zivent
yaiuya kuchidya ,kumusoro rine mawoko
mapfupi ayisiya musana and clarvage ndikaisa
3 inch black shoe kutsoka I was on point
"mumbori murudziiko nhaimi Mai Boss
Tamuka" vakabvunza Mai vaya ndikavati "ndiri
mushona wani nhaimi" zvikanzi "ayewa
hwushona hwenyu hwakanyanyisa hamuite
kunge mushona moita kunge vaya vanonzi
machiiko anozvivhara vhara nemachira
vachisiya face kuti iwoneke padiki diki,
ndirimukadzi hangu but I can feel kuti
parunako ndichiri kure kuti ndisvike pamuri"
ndakangoseka hangu ndikati "you are also
beautiful in your own way" vakazvitarisa
pamirror vakati "ayewa zvenyu zvirikumberi
vasikana" vakadaro tikaseka included vasikana
vaishandamo "vakanaka sure even without
make up kuita ngirozi chaiyo ndatomboda
kubvunza kuti Koo makeup ndeyei ivo
vakasikwa vane makeup yavo kare" akadaro
one of her workers tikaseka ndikati "thanks
ladies".Ndakadaro ndakutofonera Tamu in 15
minutes anga atosvika akapfekawo formal a
coffebrown trouser ne shirt yaiva ne scotch
inoenderana ne trouser racho then a brown
shoe neiwo musoro wake waayigerwa
zvinomufita uye wakasvibira ,runako rwake
rwaibva rwabuda.

"Let's hope hamuna kusiya mukadzi wangu

achinyengwa or kukumbirwa number hant kah"
akadaro Kuna Mai vaya vese vakaseka
nevasikana vemo "kana padoor
handaimbomusiya achibuda" vakadaro
tikaseka tese akati "ndichazoita mapayments
acho" vakawirirana kuti ayizoita , akandibata
ruoko tichibuda ,ndakabata handbag rangu
kune rumwe ruoko ndimo mandanga ndaisa
dzimwe hembe dzandanga ndabvisa ,vaiva
padhuze kwakutidongorera from their shops
kwanga kwatova around 5pm ,ndakavhurirwa
door ndikapinda iye akanopindawo rake sit
kwakuvhara door akaramba akanditarisa
ndikamutarisawo "Tamuka wakanaka sha, I
wish kuzokuzvarira photocopy yako"
ndakadaro takatarisana maziso edu akazara
nerudo he just smiled zvikanzi "wakanakira
svoto mukadzi wangu dai takangoti tichibuda
mumatumbu ana Mai vedu nekubva tatotanga
kudanana hedu,wanga uripikoiwewe pese apa
unobhowawo iwe" he said that zvikandipa
kuseka ndikati "ukwane iweee why you talk as
if takazvarwa same year and same day"
kwakubva asekawo zvikanzi "izvezvi
ndirikunzwa kuda kungova pauri Soo handizive
kuti ndichiitei on your body but ndirikunzwa
kuda kungonamirira pauri" ayipenga baTania
ndakangoseka he added up with saying "but
I'm afraid that I gonna run your make up tisati
taenda kwatirikuenda but you are so beautiful
my love kunaka kwako kunogona
kundichemedza" ipapo ndakaseka imagined
kuchema kwake zvikanzi "ndakasekesa wena"
he said that achimutsa mota ini
ndichitowedzera kuseka murume wangu was
so funny kana azvida hawai ombofunga kuti
ndiye anomboita chihunhu chimobhowa
chehasha "I love you" ndakamudaro ndapedza
kuseka , akaisa ruoko rwake pamusoro
perwangu zvikanzi "I love you more Mai
Taylan" ndikaseka futi ndikati "zvino tikazoita
arimusikana pachabuda zvakanaka here"
zvikanzi "handisi Mwari hangu but pauri
ndotoisa ndichiziva kuti ndiTaylan
wandirikuisa" he said that achiruma his lower
lip in a seducing way and I just
blashed.Takatobuda mutown tikaramba
tichienda akazomira at Mandara pandakaona
kuti it was a classic restaurant maionekwa kuti
hamupindwe nana pompi yadonha
ndakatozviudza kuti ndofunga friend yake ine
function ane Mari refu.The place was so quiet
akandibata ruoko tichipinda mukati kwanga
kwakutosviba takanogara maidyirwa maingova
neimwe couple yaivawo kune imwe conner
tikaendawo kuneyeduwo Conner our table was
already settled "that's what we call a dinner
date" he said that ndikanzwa kupera Simba
zvese nekupererwa ndikati "and then about?"
ndakadaro ndichibvunzira zve function
yemuface wake yaanga andiudza zvikanzi "I
wanted it to be a surprise, plus iwe ndakatoona
kuti unofarira kusunga mari too much dai
ndakuudza kuti hande out for dinner wairamba
wotanga kutondiudza zvekuti kuworster Mari
ngatiitei zvekuti tivake kumusha uko" I just
giggled after he said that for sure ndaigona
kuzviita because Mari ndaisaiwanisa mukana
wekui worster ndikazongoti "thanks mylove"
.Takatanga hedu kudya pamwe pacho
tichidyisana "I love you Itu" akandidaro
ndikatiwo "I love you more Tamu" zvikanzi
"baba Taylan" he said that asingade kunzi
Tamu ndikaseka mbijani after the meal we
saved by desert tikazobuda , ndakabatwa
ruoko nekunopinda mumota takananga kumba
KuManyame "kuMarondera kumba kwako
uchazokuona musi wemuchato andizive kuti
zvarinhi paurikuda kuti tichate pacho" akadaro
tiri muroad ndikati "very soon hunny ndipe time
but zvese ndikaona zviribho by the end of this
year tinenge tatozviita" tikabvumirana Izvozvo
nekutaura zvimwe ndikati "thanks for the
dinner I enjoyed dady" he just smiled zvikanzi
"anything for my wife". Takazosvika hedu
kumba akandipa makeys iye akasara mumota
ndakatoziva kuti he wanted to smoke ganja
even though ndisina kumuvhunza it's like it
was his sleeping tablet, I tried to open
mubedroom door rikaramba kuvhurika
ndakatadza kuziva makeys aro apa ndainzwa
kuda kutorara semunhu angaabva akazvigutira
,ndakagara pasofa ndichimumirira akazouya
ndikamuudza zvekusavhurika kwedoor
zvikanzi "aka hakadi kugeza kanga kavakuda
kutonorara ipapa" zvakandipa kuseka ndikati
"inini chaiye kunzi aka manje ndisiye zvangu
ndagutisa ini" kwakundibatsira kubvisa bhutsu
nedress ,iye kwakubvisawo dzake hembe
achiyisa pasofa ipapo, ndikatakurwa
ndichinoiswa mubathroom ndokugeza hedu
ndikanzi "nhasi ndoda kukugezesa ndega" for
sure ndakagezeswa ndikanzi "vhura makumbo
ndigezese zvinhu zvangu" ndakamavhura but
pakundigezesa ndanga ndakutonzwa ma
butterflies all over my body ndikanzi "not now
bby Saka relax" akapedza akatanga
kuzvigezesawo , maitova ne new drying towel
re blue ndikanzi "ndine choice hant" akabvunza
kudaro ndichitoribudisa from the plastic
ndikati "yah choice unayo zvako ende
yakatangira pakugona kusarudza inini"
kwakuseka hake zvikanzi "kubva zvandakuziva
nhasi ndipo pawataurawo chokwadi manje"
zvakandipa kuseka takazobuda iye amonerawo
rake Sezvo ayinge akarimonera mu werst
nehunyoro hwekubva kunogeza hwaaiva
nahwo ndaiti ndikatarisa hairy yake yaikwidza
padumbu pese kunobata kuchest hameno
zvandaibva ndanzwa.Akabva alocker main
door akabvisa makeys nekundiratidza yai
unlocker mubedroom ndokutora kaplastic bag
kaanga abva nako mumota ,after he opened
the door ndakapindawo but zvakandipa kumira
like chisteching doll ndakatarisa kumberi, the
bed was decorated so nice with a four bunches
of red flowers muma Conner, pakawaridzwa all
blue as my favorite colour pakati paine ka
small red box kandakafungidzira kuti ndeke
ring, akazviona kuti I was in shock kwakuuya
kunonditora kubva pandanga ndakamira
akandibata akandigadzika pabed slow slow,
nekundizora mafuta in silent iye anga
atopedza kuzvizora.

"I love you" he said that apedza kundizora apa

towel ndanga ndichakamonera
nechepamusoro pema breasts zvekutoti
kumusana handina kuzorwa mafuta.Akabva
asimuka achuyane face yake at my face as if
he wanted to kiss me zvakandipa kutsinzinira
akandinyadzisa achirega zvandaifungira
kwakutora kared box kaiva kuseri kwangu
ndikatura mafemo ,akabva adhonza a one
chair from the two ayivamo kwakugara akaisa
makumbo angu pakati peake ndokuvhura
kabox kaye they was a golden ring hana yangu
was pouncing none stop zvikanzi *"bby firstly I
want you to forgive me because im different
from the other men handigone kupfugama
asking for your love, handidi zvekukuudzira
pamberi pevanhu vakawanda kuti
uzongobvumira kunyara kundimakisa , but
ndakagara on this chair tiri two in this house,
ndichada kuti undidewo zvichibva pamoyo
wako zvisina kunyengedzana semudiro
wandinokuita ,I have this ring in my hands to
show you how much I love you Itumeng
ndoona sekuti ndikakuudza nemurumo kuti I
love you ndinenge ndisina kureva chinhu , i
present my love to you through this ring i
wanna put it into your finger... I LOVE YOU for
the rest of my life Mai Taa no one will replace
you into my heart , as a lovers we will fight , we
will exchange bad words to each other but our
love is real bby, true love will never end and I
believe it will conquers all, allow me to put this
ring into your finger and promise me that you
will never remove it chero zvadii I love you
Itumeng Tembo"* he said that takaita eye
contact a tears escaped from my eyes ndikati
*"i love you with the whole me Tamuka
Chakidza this ring deserve to be in my finger
please give it to me, I took all your words and I
will keep our promises I will happy if you do the
same"* ndakadaro ndamupa my left hand
akaisa ring iya I failed to control myself
misodzi ikayerera none stop nemufaro, iye
anga atosimuka akadzosera chair iya paanga
ayitora.Ini ndanga ndava busy kutarisa tarisa
ring yangu akadzoka pabed asisina his drying
towel ari naked akabata yogurt yaanga atora
from that plastic bag achisvisvina mint
rainzwika kunhuwirira kwaro , kwakuisa his leg
ibvi rake pakati pemakumbo angu zvakandipa
kuvhura ndega makumbo "I love you
sweetheart" he said that agadzika that yoghurt
pabed ipapo avakundibvisa towel rangu slow
slow zvisina speed ,zvakandipa kuswedera
kumashure zvekunyatso kukwira pabed he
started kundipuruzira on one of my zvija
,achinditevera kukwira kwandayiita
pabed.Kwakuenda pamusoro asi akararira
nechepaside pangu we had our sweet kiss
tichichinjana the mint from his mouth kusvika
rapera ,kwakuvhura yoghurt iya akaisa some of
the drops pama breasts angu on my nipples
akatanga kumasvisvina ,akadzika nayo kuzasi
yogurt yake akanoyiisa futi ma drops on my
hunnypot kwakugadzika kagaba kacho
padressing table akabata makumbo angu
akandidhonzera kumucheto kwebed.Iye
kwavakupfugamira pasi he started to suck me
achinanzva his yogurt apa ndaingogomera
nekurakirwa kutya kuita noise nekubatana
kwedzimba dzemu camp ndaizonyara kubuda
panze kuseni.Akazobva kuzasi kwangu
akasimuka ndokundipawo yogurt iya ndikaziva
kuti arikuda ndiite the same apa anga akamira
ndikaisa some drops of that yogurt and sucked
him akamira kudaro ,his mourns told me kuti
ndirikugona kumusvisvina chinhu chake,
ndakaona abata gotsi nemaoko ese "yes bby
ohhhshh" akazondiudza kuti ndisimuke
ndichienda pabed ,kwakuuya pamusoro pangu
akaita kakurarira pamusoro perimwe gumbo
rangu Ari pakati pawo makumbo angu rimwe
akarisimudza mudenga.Always during the sex
moment maziso ake ayiita kunge
asingachagone kusvinura ayimatsvukisa
oruma his lower lip as in seducing
,kwakupfekera his thing into me my hunnypot
yanga yatojaira size of his thing Saka
ayisambonetseka kupinda ende kupinda kwayo
gave me a mourn and he smiled akanditarisa
kumeso ndikanzi "ndeyako yese bby" matauriro
ake with his horse voice nekunaka kweface
yake aripamusoro pangu ndainyatsonzwa kuti
zvakanaka kuva pano nerimwe side
ndichitenda Adam na Eve on the part
yekudyisana muchero wepakati chete."Moyo
wangu wairwadza kubva zvandakapesana
newe gore Riya, I tried to forget about you
zvikaramba I'm not a Facebook fan but
ndakapapinda because of you only hoping kuti
ndipo pandaikwanisa kukuwana totaurirana
,but you blocked me without even a hie ,moyo
wangu ukarwadza because of the love that I
have on you Itu handina kumbomira kukuda
zvakanonoka kuti ndikuwane futi asi Mwari
vakazonzwa kuchema kwe moyo wangu
vakandisanganisa newe in Bindura up to now
I'm with you ,I love you heartedly bby" akadaro
after he do some few moves awona kuti
ndavakunakirwa kwakurega irimo akandibata
mumatama angu nemaoko ese akanditarisa
mumaziso chaimo achitaura ,moyo wangu
ukatorwadzawo kuti tanga tambopesana
ndikazvituka nekumu blocker kwandakaita
"sorry Tamu I will never do that again
handichade kusiyana newe ini" ndakapindura
kudaro mukurevesa apa hameno zvaayiita
chinhu chake akachinyudza mandiri
asingambo shack his body but zvaayichiita
chirimandiri kudaro zvaindinzwisa zvimwe
zvinhu "this one is our first special night and
today I have a good news to sharing with you,
but for me to forgive you from that blocked
issue allow me to do whatever I want with you
on this bed today" ndakatorohwa nehana kuti
dzingava dzei good news ndikati "tell me the
good news dady" akaramba akanditarisa
maoko Ari mumatama mangu achiita
seanomakwiza zvikanzi "I've promoted at work
form the stage that I had to the high level I
know you don't Know the process of our work
but you have to know kuti dady havachisiri
pavaiva vavakumusoro soro" after he said that
ndakangonzwa mufaro mandiri I just smiled
ndikati "congrats to you hunny, Glory to God"
zvikanzi "congrats to us" akadaro avakuita his
moves ndikati "yes to us ,forgive me nekuku
blocker kwandakaita ita hako zvaunoda neni
on this bed" ndakadaro ndakunakirwa
zvikamupa kuwedzera "chema zvaunoda bby
don't limit your voice ndiyemere handibvi pauri
kana usina kundiyemera" for sure ndakatanga
kubudisa ma mournings angu with a loud voice
zvema neighbors ndakambozviisa paside,
ndakatanga ndichiita noise kusvika ndapera
voice ndakungokweshwa ndichigomera ayiita
zvaanoda neni kubva zvandakamuziva anga
asati andiita muitiro iwowo ndaisimbozviti
ndinofemesana naye because ayiva simbi
hombe asi for that day zvakandikunda, dzungu
rese rakapera kuti hwaa akazonopedza
ndapera kare paakadzika kubva pamusoro
pangu achirara paside takambopedza nguva
takanyararidzana tichinzwika kufemereka "une
hutsinye" ndakadaro ndichitobva pabed
kuenda kubathroom zvikanzi "kutaurisa uku
ndiko kwandirikuzama kupedza kuti udzikame"
ndakabudamo ndichiseka akazonditevera
achisvika nekuti "inyaya yekuti I've sweat
ndakungogeza hangu asi zvekugeza hazvisi
zvangu" zvakandipa kuseka sure kugeza
ayigara achiku complainer nguva zhinji.Ndanga
ndazvizorera sipo muviri wese ndakuda
kubvisa furo with shower ndikanzwa
ndadhonzwa nekuto kotamiswa ndikabatiswa
madziro "rega dady vaite zvavanoda newe
baby, I won't kill you hant" akandidaro
ndikabvuma nemusoro akandirova neshure
kudaro ndakazara mazifuro ndichirohwa
twuma mbama on my bums twaindipa
kutengenyedzwa ,ndakazonzwa avakugwinha
gwinha ndikaziva kuti apedza iniwo ndichizvi
regedzerawo we relised same time zvikanzi
"you are so sweet and so hot" akadaro asati
ayizvomora kwakutovhura shower mvura
ichindirova pamusana pangu ndikazosiiwa.
Achibva andimbundira nekumashure areducer
shower yakubuda mvura shoma yandaitonzwa
kuti irikuwandira kwaari ,iye ava busy nema
breasts angu zvikanzi "mazamu emwana
wangu anonakidza kubata" Tamuka
kakusanzwa chaiko kaiva maari "I can't believe
kuti ndini ndirikurova zvinhu izvi" akadaro
achipfanya one of bums ndikati "ndezvako
dady.i also can't believe kuti ndini ndirikuitwa
na Mr handsome iwewe" ndakadaro
ndichitotendeuka kumutarisa I added up
saying "ndichafara ndikazozvara mwana
anenge iwewe I don't wanna miss this face
ndoda kugara ndichiiona,vamwene
navatezvara vangu ndotoshaiwa chekuvaitira
just for a thanks kuunza iwewe panyika
nekunaka kwako uku vakandigonera" he
smiled zvikanzi "ndozviziva hangu kuti
ndakanaka bby ende ndoda kuku belivesa
nekukupa mwana akafanana neni as your wish
but inini I'm happy because you already gave
me umwe akafanana newe" ipapo ndi Taa
ayirwehwa, takazogeza tikapedza ndikasara
ndichi mopper iye atungamira "chipedzisa
yogurt yako iyo" he said that ndichangopinda
mubedroom iye atova muma blankets ndikati
"ndazvimbirwa newe otherwise you took the
place yechikafu cheku dinner chiya
ndakungodzvova iwewe" zvakamupa kuseka
zvikanzi "une pamuromo iwe" takazorara
yanga yatova late hedu husiku hapana
akamuka.Ndakatozopatika next day around
9am ndatoona zuva rakwira ndikada kubuda
muma blankets ndikabatwa zvekunzi
ndisabude ,ndikangotiwo kwati kwati
ndakanamirira paari takatomborara futi
ndikazopepuka yavamukati ndikaita
kakuvhunduka ndikabatwa zvine Simba kuti
ndisaibvise.Takazonzwa door kuvhurwa
ndikatoshaiwa kuti ndiyani zvikanzi "relax ita
zvekutamba neni.ndivana Chaks" akadaro
achitondiita akaipinza nekumashure takarara
ndakamufuratira, fon yake kwakuringer
akangoyiisa panzeve ndaisanzwa zvaitaurwa
ndikanzwa achiti "pinda utore but upindire
zvekutora masinhi ako chete wobva wabuda"
ndakatoziva kuti pakati paZimuno na Chaks it
was their system yekufonerana varipamwe
chete "relax ndini ndinewe" akandidaro
baTania ndakuda kuzvibvisa paari but
akarambisisa door rakangovhurwa
akandinamirira kudaro asi takafuga hedu seni
ndini ndanga ndakatofuga chaizvo ndikanzwa
azvifugura kumusoro akaita kakusimukira
akandiisa kudaro akati "huya tione awatora"
ayireva kumunhu anga apinda "ndipo
paunonetsera muface iwewe" ndakabva
ndatoziva kuti ndi Chaks akatodaro
achitoswedera kubed ndikanzwa akunzi "bho
usiye wavhara door ndokupinzirai time time" ini
ndakatadza kucheuka or kutaura anything
nekunzwa kunyara obvious zvaitooneka kuti
ndakaiswa ende yakamwa even though it was
covered by a blanket.Akabuda Chaks
ndikasara ndichiitwa tapedza ndipo
pandakamuti "ende wandimakisa nabamunin
vatoziva zvanga zvichiitika" akabva aseka
zvikanzi "hazvina basa bby usazviise
mumusoro he do the same nemukadzi
wake,tava vanhu vakuru plus unganyara
Bamunin vako here" ndakavharwa vharwa
ndakuda kubuda muma blankets ndikanzi
"zorora imborara" nepanga pava nezuva
zvaisaita ndakazvipukuta ndokubuda
,ndikanyara ndichiwana hembe dzatanga
tabvisa last night dziri pasofa obvious Zimuno
na Chaks vanga vadziona, ndakatora
ndikadziisa mubedroom ndikatanga kuita
basa rangu ndokuzotora kabucket kema
bedroom towels edu kuri ndigowacha
ndichinogeza "smart yamunayo
yakapfuurikidza henyu maiTania zvimwe
zvacho unozvinyanya apa ndipo pawakapihwa
murume asingabhavhe Ari mutema futi"
akadaro baTania ndichangopinda maari
ndichibva kunogeza ndikati "cleanliness is
nearly Godliness" kwakusekawo achisimuka
pabed kuenda kunogeza ndikasara
ndichigadzira mubedroom "murikuda kudyei
ndakuda kuita zvekubika" ndakamuvhunza
achitobuda from the bathroom ndakuda
kutopinda mukitchen ,but asati andidaira
phone yangu yanga yavaku ringer it was Chaks
"bamwana vangu" ndakamudaira kudaro
zvikanzi "hesi kani getsi rangu" ndikadairawo
ndichiti "getsi renyu harisi bho iri ranzwa
nekudenhwa nemunhu arikunoku, ariseiko
husbae wangu wamunaye ipapo" ndaireva
Zimuno zvikanzi "umuudze muface iyeye kuti
handidi zvekuvhiringirwa chimoko changu,
haah husbae wenyu akadhakwa uyu gulez
tabva kuBeatrice road kwese uko kana
kumbonyengawo bby kana one zvaro anenge
anotya vakadzi uyu" Chaks ayipenga
ndakangoseka nekutaura zvimwe zvikanzi
"nyaya iripo ndeyekuti vana dady vaneta nema
rounds, vakunzwa nzara tirikutoda riri sadza
chairo Saka fanai kusota muudze muface uyo
kuti amire kumbo disturber ndikasvika zvisati
zvaibva ndinodya iye" Tamu wacho ayizvinzwa
kwakuti "siyana nemukadzi wangu akaneta
anoda kuzorora sha,enda unotora Tsitsi"
zvikanzi "kasi manga mamukira kumunda
here" ndi Zimuno akadaro ndikatoziva kuti
yaivapa loud speaker zvikanzi na Tamuka
"ngaigumire ipapo nyaya yacho horaiti"
kwakuseka vese we dropped the call zvikanzi
na baTania "unokwanisa here kubika kwacho
kana wakaneta zororora vanozoita rekutenga"
ayiziva hake kuti anga andipaza chaiko but
ayitopenga kungava kuneta chirudziiko
zvekutadza kubika.I did the cookings
vakomana vakatozosvika ndapedza
kungovaona kwakandipa mufaro zvese
nekunzwa kuda kuseka ndafunga drama
ravanga vakaita kwana Belinda unova ndiwo
musi wandakaguma kuvaona pese pataitaura
pamafon taisambotaura nezvazvo even
naTamu tanga tisina kuzombotaura nezvazvo
he wasn't the type inotaura nyaya dzinenge
dzatodarika ,kuseka kwangu kwakavatuma
kusekawo "Koo hindava gulez murikutiseka
here or murikutifarira" akadaro Zimuno
zvikanzi na Chaks "varikutotiitisa kah gulez ava
kuseka kwavo kurikutotisekesawo apa hatisi
kutomboziva zvirikusekwa zvacho" inini
ndichibva ndavati "asi zviripai chaizvo
imbondiudzaiwo drama ramakasiya
mandiratidza Riya kah zvakaoma" vakabva
vaseka ini ndichitonopinda mukitchen "matofo
aya bby usavatevedzere" akadaro baTania
achibuda mubedroom kuuya mudining maiva
nevamwe "tiri vanhu bho manje hatingodi
kuitoswa isiriiyo chete Saka imi blaz maida
tigarire ngano dziya here" said by Zimuno
vakaseka nekuchinja nyaya vakutaura dzimwe
tavakuita zvekudya.

After the meal takatanga kugadzirira

zvekuenda kwamai Itu apa i wasn't told them
kuti ndarara kuManyame to avoid kutukwa,
"tirikupfekei nhai gulez masuit here"
akabvunza Chaks tikaseka I've realized kuti on
that 5roomed house yaishandiswa na Tamu
maitova neimwe room yaishandiswa nana
Bamunin zvakandipa kuona kuwirirana kwavo
and I told myself kuti ,ndaifanirwa
kuchengetedza love yaiva pakati
pavo.Vakazongopfeka havo smart yavo yema
jin trousers iniwo ndanga ndakapfeka rangu
gray skinjin takashandisa mota yaChaks tese
tikasvika mutown ndikanzi tiite shopping
dzekusvika takabata ,ndaingonamatira kuti dai
vana Zimuno vakasanoita mafilm avo kumba
kwedu .Tichingosvika muyard yamai nababa
Itumeng Dad vakatotigamuchira panze
vachikwazisana neboys as in handshakes
tikazopinda mumba food aroma ichinzwika
from the first door ndikatoziva kuti vanga
vazvipa nguva yavo mbuya vaTalshia kubikira
vayenzi vavo Zimuno na Chaks
kwavakufemedza zvandakaona ndega
vachitarisana.Vakango nangiswa kunogara on
the room maidyirwa the table was already
settled ,chikafu chatongomirira vanhu vacho
ini ndichienda mu kitchen maiva namama
takamhoresana zvikanzi "kubva nezuro
ndichizvidzidzisa kutsenga kwakanaka
kusingazonyadzise pamberi pevakwasha,kana
spoon uchatoona ndisingayiridze mumazino"
vakadaro vachizevezera isu taingova two
ndikaputika kuseka in loud vakandisikiza
mbama ndikayinzvenga for sure ndiwo waiva
mudyiro wavo wekuridza spoon , some of the
food inodyiwa nespoon kana zviripadhuze
vaidya nemaoko vachiti spoon inonoka chero
tikavaseka she wasn't care.Takazopinda mune
vamwe "manga muchatiwana tatungamira
because Imi kana matanga kuseka nyaya
dzenyu hadzipere" vakadaro Dad tikasekawo
"ndinenge ndamusuwa mwana wangu imi
hamungambo taurike nemi nyaya tichiseka
kudai kah" vanhu vese vaivapo vakabva vaseka,
tikatanga kudya after that Dad neboys
vakaenda kudining ,Talshia tanga tangosvika
akarara akatozomuka ini ndichangopedza
kusuka ndasina kutomuona but akangosvika
mandaiva achiti "mama hanzi na Dad undipe
maSimba chips angu arimumota"
ndikakotamira ndichida kumumhoresa in hug
akanzvenga nekundisikiza kambama achiti
"iwe ndipe mhani" ndakatoseka tichibuda naye
kuenda kumota kwacho
kunomupa.Ndakazodzoka ndikaita ma
introductions properly "ini pese apa
ndirikushushika kuti baTania chaivo ndevapi
iyii makafanana zvinotovhiringidza chaiko
vanangu apa makabva mangopihwa mazita
akafanana kudaro nhaimi" vakadaro mama
tikangoseka nekutanga kutaura musiyano
waiva pakati pa Tamuka na Tamuda ende
Chaks ayisamborasa because anga akati
tsvukei plus hwu giant nekutaurisa
zvaisambovapo pana mukoma
wake.Ndakazovasiya vachikurukura ini
ndavakunobudisa zvinhu mumota
ndikazosheedza mom kuti vazvione vakatenda
vachiti "maitabasa vanangu pano pamba penyu
sunungukai kusvika muchiona mwana wenyu
uyu kwete kuzvisunga kuti tofanirwa kuenda
takagukuchira" vakangodaira vachibvumirana
muhurukuro dzavo ipapo Taa wacho
ayingochinjanisa kugara pamakumbo evanhu
vese vaivamo kunze kwepangu."Mwana wangu
asirikumbouyawo pamakumbo pako hindava
unomutswinya kasi" akabvunza Tamu zvakapa
vanhu vese kuseka "anonyanya kuvhundutsira
mwana uyu ndokusaka mwana wacho
achizezera kure, zva Itu here anenge achitoona
kunge vakaenzana naTalshia iyeyu" vanga
vatotanga hwutengesi hwavo Mai Itu ,vanhu
vakangoseka Taa wacho akazobuda achiti
"now it's 4 o clock I'm going to see princess
Sofia I will come back" akadaro after atarisa
watch yaiva kumadziro achiwoneka Dad vake
na sekuru vake kunge isu
tisimo.Pakazongotaurwa zvimwewo
zvakasiyana siyana kusvika boys rakuda
kuenda Taa anga atobatwa nehope Ari
mubedroom mambuya vake maayionera
macho.Ini ndakasara sezvo yaiva surtday
ndaizodzokera Sunday asi manheru iwawo
ndanga ndakutofonerwa naTamu ndichinzi
ndakusuwa neni ndanga ndatomusuwawo.Apa
akasara achingorumbidzwa pamba pedu vese
havo nana Chaks zvekuti pandakatoudza mom
and Dad drama ravanga vakanoita kwana
Belinda vaitoseka havo zvekusandi
believer.Apa Mai Itu vaingosimbirira yekuti
ndisarege kubaiwa depo apa ndaisabaiwa
ndichitemba ganja seeds dzaiva mandiri.Next
day ndakaswera kuChishawasha zvekuti
takaenda tese kuchurch after church masingle
parents vaisara kwawo and also ma youth
kwawo, asi Mai Itu vakatonditi handei kumba
"nanhasi muchiriku chengetedza mwana
muchidaro nhaimi mbuya vaTalshia
musamusungirire kudaro imi" vakadaro Mai
memory tichifambidzana kuenda kudzimotikari
vakangodairana nekusekedzana semazuva ese
"ini ndinenge ndichito zama kuprotecter vana
vevanhu pachurch panoapa seikozvino
hapatombode kuitwa zvekutamba , vanhu
vanoona sendinokunyanyira asi havazive kuti
vanozopinzwa busy , nemusoja wako uya
anotooneka kuti dzodambuka nekunaka kwako
uku vatorimo muchurch varume vanokuda
akazozviziva anouya akaiputsira pasi church
hant wakati hanzi akaputsira pasi imba
yaivakiswa nemukadzi wake wekutanga, Saka
inowisirwa pasi kereke yevaridzi iyi tikashaiwa
pekunamatira ende varume veku church
vanozokuda vacho ndirikutozama kuva saver
vanouya vakabviswa mabhache aya
nemambama ane zvivindi musoja wako uya
kana akanopindira Life mubox pamberi pema
judge maviri unoti pastor Nyavedza ndivo
vaanga verenga here" vakadaro mama
zvakatipa kuseka kusvika ndakunzwa mabayo
tese na Dad "murikutondiseka henyu asi
chokwadi ndicho chandirikukuudzai ,even
kuBindura kwako uko uzvibate sewe hako
unoteta kurohwa kungopihwa mbama one
unonobudira kuNyaradzo ukazouya kuno rava
coffin" kuzondidaro ndanga ndisingachagone
nekuseka Taa kaingosekawo sekayiziva
kuNyaradzo kwacho."Chandakangofarira
umwe wako uya anokoshesa upenyu,anoita
zvinhu zvake achifunga remangwana
zvekurova or rough it's normal to every soldier
ukatoona Ari soft hamenowo" vakadaro Dad
takataura more about Tamu kusvika tasvika
kumba.Handina kuzonyanya kumira
ndikatovawoneka ndichiti ndavakudzokera
kuBindura asi ndaitova nemaths dzangu
zvayisaita kuvaudza mamwe mafambiro.

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CHAPTER 27

Sezvine manyawi Mai Itu vakabva vatoti vaida

kundiperekedza kubusstop handina kuda
kuvarambidzaTaa akasara nasekuru vake
vakumantainer maruva avo ayinge
akatotengerwa kahovhorosi majombo epink
neka bhara keplastic same as zvinenge zviita
sekuru vake kana vakuita
zvegarden.Ndakabuda nambuya vaTaa
ndaingofamba ndichirairwa muroad mese
ende yekunzi ndibaiwe depo mu soldier
anozondipa imwe mimba zvaitaurwa like
always asi ini ndaitonzwa kuda kumuzvarira
because ndanga ndamuda Tamu, kungoti
ndandisati ndakumunzwisisa sometimes "Koo
kusambotaura nezvemutongo wakapihwa
benzi Riya rekwa Demhere kasi hauna kuinzwa
here nyaya yacho" vakadaro mama
vachindibvunza nezva Life wandaisava nebasa
naye kana ka one ende ndakabva ndatoziva
kuti ndizvo zvavatuma kundiperekedza
because vane dzimwe nyaya dzavaitya kutaura
pana Dad same neni wacho , "akazobuda
muhosptal here hapana zvandirikuziva ini" for
sure handina kumbomuitira hanya zvikanzi
"kasi musoja wako haana kukuudza here
because vaivako kuCourt wani last day
ndakatonzwa naReggis akaendako, kwanzi
from the hospital anga avakunyepera kuvabofu
akasvinura hake achiti haana chaarikuona
kurikuda kutiza jeri , one of the police
kwavakuuya nemuzasi mechi box chaiva
naLife mupurisa uya akapfeka chimask
chinotyisa paakasimuka kubva pasi paya
achimira pamberi paLife akasvetuka murume
mukuru zvakasekesa vanhu dai Ari bofu
ayizviona sei, kwanzi pamusoro pazvo
ayipomera muSoldier wako iyeye kuti ndiye
akamuitisa accident akanzi sei wadaro haana
zvisvinu zvaayitaura ,isu tinenge totofunga kuti
mishonga yekwa n'anga vake vaye Saka
akazongopihwa mutongo wake akabvisirwa
imwe mwedzi ndokusarwa ne 6months for the
house theft yekuBotswana iya plus umwe
mwedzi weku accuser munhu kuti ndiye
akamuitisa accident iye asina proof kuda
zvaingova mupfungwa make kuti sezvo
baTalshia vako varimukuru Kuma soja Saka
vanogona kuzviita hameno" ndakatoshamisika
ndikati "hapana chandoziva ini Inga life
anopenga nhaimi iye Batania kana kumbotaura
chinhu henyu mama even vanin'ina vake kana
kumboti bufu" ndanga ndapererwa sure
zvikanzi "kupiko rinozviitisa zimbavha rekwa
Demhere riya muhosptal arina kumbogaramo
akanga asina kukuwara kah, plus kana musoja
wako asina kukuudza ane zvaakazviitira iwe
usabvunze nezvazvo wosona muromo wako
Hondo dzevarume hadzipindirwe musoja wako
Ari dangerous uya ukamuendera kumberi
hameno hako, iyewo Life zvekuisira judge vaya
negirlfriend poison haana kupihwa mutongo
zvaisava ne evidence inobatika sezvo mumwe
wavo uya ayingoita zvekutaura nemuromo
Saka vese varimo mujeri pa Harare prison apo"
ndakapererwa chaiko nezvinhu zvacho
takazotaura hedu zvimwe and I promised
myself kuti Batania handaizombo mubvunza
nezvazvo "chidzokerai mama unless muchida
kunomhoresa munhu arimumota iyo"
ndakatodaro ndaona mota yaTamu sezvo anga
awuya kunonditora "hezvo ndiwe here
urikutonopinda muzimota iro yoweee ukati
haritaure kana kumhoresa vanhu here iro
yowee yowee pawaitaura nezvemazimota ake
ndaingofungira dzimwe not type iyi ayewa
mune zvinhu zvenyu vasikana" vakarovanisa
maoko avo nekurembedza muromo
zvakandipa kuseka mom vangu vaindinakidza
,Vakabva vandipa handbag rangu
kwakutotendeuka kudzokera ndikati "Mai Itu"
ndakaita vekusheedza vatoti fambei
vakacheuka ndikavati "bye bye" kwakuridza
tsamwa zvikanzi "pfutseqii iwe" vachivhizura
ruoko ndikaseka Mai vangu ndaisagona navo
ndaivada kudarika madiro andaizvita ,
ndakafamba kunopinda mumota mandakati
ndichingogara pasit munhu kwakutorarisa
handbrik nekutoswedera kusit kwangu "hesi
mumy" handina kupihwa mukana wekudaira
munhu atoisa ruoko rwake into my pant sezvo
ndanga ndakapfeka leginn tyt saka
zvakamuitira easy, uku akutondidya muromo
lucky enough mota dzake dzese dzaiva nema
window Ari tinted otherwise dai vanhu
vaionerera "uummuu ndakusuwa ini" he said
that atotanga zvake zvekuita seasingachagone
kusvinura ndikati "I miss you more hunny
hande kumba" haana kupikisa zvikanzi "may
you please drive me" ndakabva ndasimukira
kuti awuye pandanga ndakagara ini ndiyende
pake but ndiye akatanga kuuya pangu
pandakada kuti ndichienda paabva ndakabva
ndatobatwa ndichiiswa pamakumbo "baTania
kani urikuitasey iwewe" ndakamudaro
ndanzwa avakutobata bata pamberi pebottom
rake kuratidza kuti ayida kuibudisa from his
pant zvikanzi "ingoigarira two minutes
ndakuwara bby" Tamuka kupenga
ndokwaayimboita ndikati "we are on busstop
dady we can't do this plus mota inozo shacker
zvinobva zvamakisa pari busy panoapa"
ndakadaro akandisiya kwakudonhedza sit rake
akaita zvekurara akabatanidza maoko ake
amayisa pa forehead nekutotsinzina
ndikatoziva kuti kutsamwa.Ndakamusiya
akadaro ndakasimudza mota from
Chishawasha hills kunobata Harare town to
Manyame airbase akangodaro chete takasvika
kumba ndiye akatanga kutoburuka
ndikateverawo munhu achitova mumood "saka
watsamwira kuti ndaramba kuitirwa paroad
here" ndakamubvunza kudaro zvikanzi "siyana
neni" ndakatodairwa rough handina kutsamwa
nekuziva kwangu I knew he was suffered from
the feelings his sperms ndiwo ayimupa hasha
ndakabva ndangozvibvisa hembe kusara ndiri
naked ndika locker main door kwakuenda
pasofa raanga agara ,ndikasvika nekutanga
kumubata bata I managed kuibudisa from his
trouser akagara kudaro ndikayiisa mandiri "I
wanna be your bedroom beach,so fuck me
harder than before" ndakamudaro ndakutoita
kwirire dzike ndichitambirira , iye semunhu
anga atsamwa ayinyepera kusada zvandayiita
but mamoves angu akamupa kundibatirira
"oooh you gonna kill me bae" akadaro ndikati
"let me fuck you dady, all the way
wakanditsamwira kuti ndakunyima let me give
it to you" for sure I gave it to him he mouned
akazoita zvekusimuka neni ndakaigarira
kudaro he fucked me akamira akanditakura
apedza akaita zvekusiya andiwisira pasofa
achinopinda mubathroom,
mandakazomutevera after bathing takabva
tagara in the bedroom ndakuudzwa
mabudgets ayivapo for imba yekumusha.
Takawirirana kuti tivakise 5roomed parapet
house ,hapana ayiva neplan but takatozoita
zveku seacher through internet kusvika tawana
yatakawirirana "ndichakusiira card rine Mari
yese zvayo it's almost 6 months ndisingabate
any cent from my salary and in that card ndimo
mainopindira" ndakarohwa nehana ndikati
"kundisiira uchienda kupi" akaramba
akanditarisa "DRC" akapindura kudaro ndikati
"heee watii kuhondo koukanourawa?" He
laughed so hard ndikapedzisira ndazvisekawo
"ndiyani akakuudza kuti kuDRC kunoendwa
kunorwiwa Hondo" akandibvunza kudaro
ndikati "taingozvinzwawo mukukura" I said that
achiri kuseka zvaitondipa kunyara ndega
"kutya kufirwa nemurume here uku" akadaro
achifa nekuseka and he added up saying
"tirikubuda muno tomorrow manheru , ehe
ndizvo hazvo but for Hondo ndakabvako kare
some years ago now tirikunosiya vamwe
vapfanha I'm going there for one week only by
next weekend ndinenge ndadzoka.im sure
ndowana watofambisa zvinhu kumusha" I felt
relived pandakanzwa zve one week ndikati "but
why you've trust me with your all 6 months
salary?" ndakatofunga kuti pamwe kuteyewa
kwandirikuitwa zvikanzi "because I love you"
ndakapera power ndikati "I love you too"
ndikanamwa nekiss kwakuzondisiya ,
takazowirirana kuti ayizondibatsira about
bricks and cement kwazvaiwanika at Chinhoyi
town with a negotiation prices then
ndaizongono bhadhara.Takapedza hurukuro
yedu akasara avakuita zvefon yake inin
ndakugadzirira kubika zvemanheru I felt
special because of trust yaanga ayisa pandiri
meant a lot to me, ndakatozviudza kuti better
ndibvume kuroorwa naye anobvisa Mari but
zvaisaita kutaura nezvazvo that moment,
takatarisana nekuvaka zvaizoita kunge
ndinosanganisa zvinhu ndikangozviti imba
ichingopera ndakutoti anobvisa Mari chaiwuya
chaizondiwana ndiripo.Ndakapedza kubika
tikadya vana Chaks vanga vatodzokera kubasa
same day masikati zvekuti handina
kumbovaona.After supper I cleaned my dishes
ndikaenda mubedroom "anyday during this
week ratirikupinda ndavakutoenda kuChinhoyi
even for 2 days ndonosiya zvimwe
zvavapanzvimbo ndichatonokumbira manager
wedu kubasa" ndakadaro tava mubedroom
zvikanzi "I love your effort baby but ipapa
ndotoziva kuti nekupusa kwako even drink
chairo uchatadza kuzvitengera nemuwandiro
wakaita Mari iri mucard imomo" ndakatanga
ndaseka ndikati "ndine mhuri sha zve luxury
zvotoda imimi mabhachura kwete isu ana Mai
Tania vane vana vatatu vekuti kunodiwa
maschool fees, mabooks vana vanoda kudya
nekupfeka ayewa inwai mega madrinks enyu"
kuzodaro akabva aseka zvekunakirwa chaizvo
zvikanzi "better hangu handina Mai vakaomera
kudai nhamo inana Tania" takatozoseka
nekutaura zvimwe kusvika tava muma
blankets mandakanzi "nhasi ndoda kukupa
zvekuti uchapedza week rese uchiidzvova
wanzwa , ndendisipo hangu but zvinhu zvangu
uzogara uchizviudza kuti mudhara achauya"
he said that achitondikisa muhuro husiku
ihwohwo ndakarohwa 3 strong rounds
dzandakanzwa kuti yaa panga pane munhu
pamusoro , kunze kwavakutoyedza mudumbu
mukati unonyepa mukatanga kundirwadza
zvichisunga nepaguvhu "ndizvo zvinoita
mimba kana ichitanga kubata here bby"
akandibvunza kudaro ndaitoona kunge
arikundibvunza zvisina basa "taura neni kani
mylove yaTania ndizvo zvayaiita here or ndeya
Talent yakadaro kana kuti zvakazoitikira pana
Talshia ndiyani ane mimba yakatanga
ichikudai" baTania ayigona hake kupedza
munhu Simba chokwadi zvakandipa kuseka in
pain iye akasekawo "hazvisikusekesa izvi
ndirikurwadziwa iwe uri busy kuvhunza zvisina
basa" ndakamudaro zvikanzi"sorry kani hande
kuHosptal now kana zvirikunyanyisa"
ndakaramba ndikati taizoenda kwayedza
"hauna mapain killers here munomu"
ndakavhunza kudaro ndikanzi "chero dai arimo
handingambokupi zvinovhiringidza mwana
wangu" uyu ayitotaura kunge Doctor,
ndakazobatwa nehope ndirimumarwadzo
iwayo kuseni takangomuka nekugadzirira kuti
tibude kunoona Doctor but ndakatoti ,kwa
Doctor kwacho kuve Bindura sezvo kuriiko
kwandaigara in case.Takafamba kunobata
Bindura ndichinzwa kunge guvhu roda kubva
nepain ndichizama kushinga
ndichimbopuruzirwa dumbu.Takananga kune
imwe private hospital ndikapinzwa mune imwe
ward room mandaizoonekwa naDoc apa
munhu wangu ayiva neni paside.Vakazouya
doctor ndikavaudza zvandainzwa vakati
ndifugure dumbu kwakutanga kufambisa
chimwe chinhu pariri vachiona pamachine,
ndikazonzi ndinoita wet muchi empty tampler
chandakapihwa I came back with it ndikavapa.

"The thing is we have to clean your womb first

because chibereko chakavharwa netsvina ,I
think pamakagumisira kuzvara mune
mainjections amusina kuzotevedzera thats
why zvirikudai ,apa zvirikuitika ndezvezvi
mbewu yababa is too powerful so it's trying to
make a baby but zvirikunosangana netsvina iya
zvichizonodhonza guvhu mimba ingangobata
but in two,or three months poitika miscarriage
hapadarikike ipapo the process of cleaning its
for 4weeks ,we can start now motevedzera
zvandichakuudzai kusvika 4weeks dzakwana
tozoita last cleaning munenge mava nema
high chances ekubata pamuviri angava mwana
umwe chete ,matwins or triplets handizivi kuti
murikuwirirana nazvo here" ndakapererwa
ndakushaiwa kuti ndovatii uku team rese
kumba rainditi pamberi nekubaiwa depo
"matononoka Doctor tangai izvezvi ndoda
kutozomupa maquads once" akadaro Tamuka
zvakapa doctor kuseka ndikati "vanorerwa nani
vese ivavo nhaiwe" ndochibvunzira ma quads
aanga ataira zvikanzi "newe Mai vavo ende
kunenge kusina zvamaid" he was so funny
ndaitofunga kuti achadhiniwa kuti handina
nhumbu yaayinetsera but kana hake
.Nekumuda kwandaiyita ndakatozvipira kuti
ndirikuda kumuzvarira zve depo randaiwudzwa
kumba ndakazviisa paside , the Doctor did
what he did ndikanzwa kurerukirwa mudumbu
vakandipa four matablets andaizonwa one per
week,asi vakandipa day repadhuze for check
up.Takabvako ndavakuto bleeder for moon
period "wazvipira kundizvarira here baby I
know it's not easy but Im so grateful for your
decision" akadaro tava muroad kuenda kumba
kwangu ndichipuruzirwa chija chaiva
matrouser "ndachitoti uchadhiniwa kuwanika
ndisina mimba it only that waisavapo pese apa
that's why ndisina kutevedzera mainjections
acho zvinoda vane varume kazviya" he just
smiled zvikanzi "I'm so grateful to have a
woman like you kuzvibata kwawanga wakaita
means a lot to me, 4weeks dzishoma idzi
ndokupa mwana zvidiki izvi hant wanzwa kah
kuti ndiri powerful zvatooneka nemachine
yaDoctor" kuzodaro takabva taseka tese ini
naye apa ,ndaitonzwa kuda kuenda kubasa
saka takangonosiya parcel yangu tikadzoka
achindisiya pabasa iye achitopfuurira semunhu
ayiva nerwendo rwekuenda ku DRC
ndakatosiirwa Mari yelunch .It was towards
lunch time vanhu vese vaingonditi "kasi
urikurwara?" Zvanga zvasangana maneto plus
moon period pain ,ndakatoshandisa mukana
iwoyo to take off from our manager haana
kumbonetsa because kwaisava busy,
ndakazoswerako kubasa ndikaenda kumba
kwandakaita munyama wekusvika Mai Naa
vadzoka from work vachitowacha mablankets
pasink yepanze. "Koo mawacha mablankets
husiku kudai kwakanaka here" ndakavabvunza
zvikanzi "kutovaraidza nguva ndichikumirira
huya pano kah tinzwe" ndakatoshaiwa kuti
ndaparei zvikanzi "asi iwe Itu kah haudaro
hako" he said that vamira vakundinongedzera
nechigunwe rumwe ruoko rwakabata muwerst
vakasungirira chichari ndikakurirwa nesetswa
because kwaiyenda nyaya yavo ndaikuziva
"saka urikusekei" vakadaro vavakutosekawo
ndikati "kuseka imimi munorova washen usiku
asi mumba mangu muchimuziva madii
kuzongouya" vakawedzera kuseka neni
zvichindikurirawo "hakuzouyike kah hant baba
Natalia vanenge vatodzoka ndinouya ndichiti
ndirikuuya kunoitei ndikasarohwa nemurume
hangu mukadzi mukuru" Mai Naa vaida nyaya
ende hazvina kundimisa kuseka "rega
kundipedza Simba nekuseka kwako Itu hant
unoona kuti rimwe blanket iri roda
kutowachwa nenikah saka ndichirikutoda more
power" she said that vakotama kubata
mumasides medish vachikurirwawo nesetswa
ndikati "saka manga muchirovera ini washen
kuti mundibvunze kutii kasi ndaita makuhwa
here mundirove zvipere" ndaida
kuvatenderedza musoro ndichiziva hangu
kwaiyenda nyaya "makuhwa awungaita nani
nekunyarara kwako ikoko" vakadaro
tichirimukuseka ikoko zvikanzi "nhaiwe ini
pese apa ndinotofunga kuti urimusikana kaini
Koo kusanditipirawo kuti vakoma ndinonzi Mai
nhingi ini pese apa ndinototi uri chimhandara
kah haunzwe ndaigara ndichiti imbofamba
netsoka kunosvika uko undiwanirewo bamunin
Koo ndagozivei kuti uri mukadzi waGanaz"
ndakabva ndaseka ndikati "yes was right wani
ehe ndiri chimhandara kah kumurume wangu"
kwakuseka vakabva vati "pese apa ndichitoti
tiri malodger tese izvo ndirikugara nemuroora
walandlady pese paye ndichikuudza nezvavo
kuti Mai ishu mupurisa vane ziimba rakanaka
kwavanogara iwe waingodaira seusingazive
hako zvakakuomera ndiri ndonyeya landlady
nemuroora wavo ndingasaswera ndakwidzirwa
rent here" takarovana maoko nekurova
kachikuwe ndizvo zvavaida chaizvo Mai Naa
ndikati "musawara tese tiri malodger
handigare pano mahara ini ehe Tamuka ndiye
murume wangu titori nevana3 girls mamusati
mambondibvunza kah vakoma ndaigokuudzai
sei plus inyaya yekuti takambonetsana
tikasiyana saka pamaitaura zvekwamai Ishu
paye I wasn't in the mood otherwise ndozviripo
ende sunungukai like always handina kana
pressure ini" ndakatoona iri best answer
zvikanzi "unoziva ndakazviudzwa nababa
Natalia pese apa ndaingoti kushare maroom
nevakomana vaya mukati umu izvo , murume
wako nana bamunin iwe kah ndakapererwa
ndaziva zviripo ndaisambozviziva ini sure dai
ndisina kumbosiya hanzvadzi yangu
achikunetsa sezvo urimukadzi wemunhu
undiregererewo , ipapo Itu asi naGanaz
makafitana manje mese muri cool ,iwewe kana
uchifamba ungati haudi kufamba kwacho
iyewo ofamba achizvida anozvida kamurume
wako uya tumateya taanozviitisa kuzvida kuya
kuita seasingade kutsika pasi , ayewa
makafitana tisingataure hedu kupfeka chete
munoziva zvamunoita iwo mafitirwo
awakaitwa neku driver mazimota ake aye
yuwiiii makafitana imi musanetsane futi totoda
kamwe kajunior boss Tamuka wepaChinhoyi
manje manje" ndakaseka nekuziva kuti
vaitaurwa zvepama number plates emota
dzaTamu ayewa Mai Naa raiva basa
ndaitoshaiwa kuti vanoda kuendepi nayo
information yese iyoyo because ndakatosvika
pakubvunzwa mazita, nekwaigara vana
ndikavaudza zvaivapo "hoo ndokusaka
ndakanzwa uchinzi maTaa vana venyu vese
ndivana Taa nhai kutora hwu Taa kubva pazita
rababa vavo ayiwa zvakarongeka , iri blanketet
ndakunodzosera mumba ndoriona mangwana"
kuzondidaro ndakanzwa mbabvu nekuseka
mudiro wavayiita nyaya was too much
zvekusvika pakuita washen of blankets as a
disguise to her husband kuti vawane
kundimirira titaure nyaya, ndakatombofunga
kuti ndizvo zvavanga vakurumidzira kubva
kubasa kwavo kwavayiita zveku baker macake ,
apa nehwu dhafu hwavo plus kuva active
zvaivafita manje zvemakuhwa dai vaigara
kulocation taivanzwira Mai Naa, ndakazoenda
mumba ndikatryer kufonera Tamu Fon yake
ikaramba kuita through ndikaziva kuti ayenda
ndakazoita almost an hour ndiripa vedio call
with Ethan na sisi Prudence. Next day
ndakatoudza vabereki vangu nezve program
yekuChinhoyi Havana kuita problem nazvo
ende ndiwo musi wandaiyenda iwoyo.

Ndakabva kuBindura to Harare handina

shopping yandakaita ndaizonoitira mberi
ndakazokwira ma lifts eChinhoyi ndasvika
ndikaenda kwandanga ndaudzwa kuHardware
kwandainobhara mabuilding materials that
was the same company nevemadhina
ndapedza I did my shopping kunyanya chikafu
chemabhiridha ndikashevedza munhu
wechimota akanondisiya kumba chaiko payard
pambuya vaTania ,ndakaita luck kuwana vese
varipo takafarirana nekukwazisana vaitoziva
hazvo zvekuuya kwangu takaswera
tichizvifarira manheru ezuva iroro malorry
rema cement ndiro rakatanga kusvika
kukazouya rema briks nekukura kwaro ,Sekuru
vanaTania ndivo vaibatsira batsira nevamwe
bamukuru mukoma waTamu vaigara
mumusha imomo from his father's brother isu
tanga takangomirizika tichiona "Madhuve ane
njere veduwe haiwaa kutodza ini Mai vake
pano" ndivamwene vangu vaidaro ndikaziva
kuti shasha irikushaiwa pekubata nekufara ,
vakomana vakatozopedza kudzikisa madhina
usiku.The next day ndipo pakauya builder
tanga tamutsvagirwa nana Mai kuchinzi ndiye
anga avaka dzimwe dzimba dzaivapamba
,ndakabva ndatomupa a house plan paper
sezvo ndanga ndari fotokopesa sekuudzwa
kwandakaitwa , zvekuti vakatozoswerera
vavekutochera foundation pakubikira
mabhiridha Mai Vale vakatoti ndivo vaida basa
iroro ende takatowirirana about payments
.Sezvo mabuilders achiti after foundation
votoda kubhadharwa Saka Mari yacho
ndakazoisiira mai sezvo ndakadzokera the
next day kubasa.Ndakange ndoenda kubasa
zvizhinji nevandainzwanana navo taingoita
zvekutaura pamafon ndavawo busy nebasa
rangu rekuruka misoro vanhu, kubasa kwedu
kwainakidza manje zvekuti chero une stress
dzaimbotiza zvichizoda nekusabatika kwayiita
Batania pafon nhaimbokanganwa nhamo
nguva zhinji palunch vana Chaks
vaifona.Rimwe zuva ndina Mai Nenyasha
tichibva kunotenga madrinks takaita
mahwekwe na Linox mbinga yemu Bindura
akatimhoresa akatanga nyaya dzake dzisina
basa "muchiri mese here naGanaz wako uya
imbondipawo mukana Itu Sha ndimbofarawo
newe togona kuita yaasingazive horaiti" he
said that tikatarisana namai Nenya ndikati
"unopenga here iwe handisi girlfriend rake ini
but ndirimukadzi wake tine vana 3 ava hako
Lenox inini naye munhu uya" ndakadaro
ndichitomuratidza zvigunwe 3 akaratidza
kushamisika zvikanzi "uri serious about vana
here Itumeng or kuda kundinzwa hako, nhai
gulez ichokwadi here ichi" akadaro achibvunza
Mai Nenya vakakurumidza kubvumira akati
"yah urimukadzi wemunhu sure Itu ndokuda
hangu but handichatokunetse kubva nhasi"
takazopesana naye zvikanzi namai Nenyasha
"ane shavi Lenox nemawandiro akaita vakadzi
vaanodanana navo ukasapihwa zvirwere here"
takatoseka ndikati "koo naSis vemu saloon
medu umu vekuendwa navo musi wandatanga
kuona Tamu awuya kunorukisa chibby chake
chiya zvakazodiiko kasi vakangoti vachibvako
zvikato expire here" kwakuseka tichirovana
maoko vakandizevezera kuti "akaenderwa
kumba kwake nemukadzi waLenox mukuru
akanodhandwa size yakaku jumber yakataurika
musi wakatanga kurara ganaz kumba kwako
ukazouya kubasa masikati paya" ndakabva
ndabata muromo wangu zvekushamisika
tikaseka tichinopinda mubasa takutaura
dzimwe.Sezvaindishura next day mukadzi wa
Lenox mukuru ayizivikanwa nekurova
magirlfriends emurume wake kwakuuya
mubasa medu akasvika nekuti "ndirikutsvaga
girl friend yaLenox yemuno inonzi Itumeng
pane vakamuona anaye nezuro hanzi
vakatotengerwa lunch nemari yemurume
wangu" ndakapererwa ndikatadza kutaura
anything Mai Nenya ndivo vakatodaira
vakataura musanganiro watanga taita naye
ndokupedzisa vachiti "anotova nemurume
nevana vatatu vese Itu wamurikutaura nezvake
uyu plus murume wake imbingawo futi
semurume wenyu iyeye asi kuti wenyu murume
ndiye ane ruchiva kuita take take nevakadzi
vevanhu paacharoyewa achadzikama hake
ende kana takuraura zvembinga yekwa Itu
tirikutaura zva shamangwengwe wekuma soja
otherwise muchapepuka henyu mavingwa
nechirori chema soja kumba kwenyu murume
wenyu achitsikwa size ende maganaz
anobatanidzira kah kana azvifunga muchenjere
kuzorohwa mazigaro iwawo musha wese ini
ndinenge ndiripo ndichishevedzera rovai vanhu
maganaz tidzokere kubarrack" kuzodaro
vakadzi vemusaloon vakati vaseka zvavo
zvekuda kuchipisa munhu "ivo vazoda kutevera
Itumeng nhasi muno Koo vakadii kutevera
vamwe vakadzi vemurume wavo
zvavanongova 3wani zvinozivikanwa umwe
neumwe achigara imba yake nekudriver mota
yake" ndeumwe akadaro, vanhu vakati bvuu
kuseka kunge munhu wacho asimo "kuzoti
magirlfriends zvawo muwandiro awo
hatichatauri" umwe akadairirawo zvekuti
mukadzi uya akatozobudamo asvava ,vanhu
vemubasa medu vaimbokonana zvavo but unit
yaivamo akasekwa mukadzi Lenox even nana
rasta vayiisa malogs ,iniwo nekupererwa
zvakandipa kutofonera vana Chaks
ndichivaudza zvedrama ranga rabva kuitika,
nerimwe divi ndaiyitira kuti ikazosvika Kuna
mukoma wavo kana adzoka vaizomirawo neni
"anoda kutaimirwa achibuda muzibhawa rake
reku grist uko husiku ombomamiswa muface
anonzi Lenox uya uya arikuwedzera kujairira"
akadaro Zimuno pacall ipapo ndikavarambidza
vaigona kunozviita zvesure asi ndakati no
sezvo Lenox wacho anga avimbisa kusiyana
neni.Friday check up day rakasvika
ndikadzokera kwa doctor kwandakasvika
ndichibvunzwa kuti ndakashandisei
kumashure for family planning ndikavaudza
chokwadi about ganja seeds ndikanzi
"ndakazviona kuti zvaisava zve hospital
ndakambofunga kuti pamwe makanga
mamboshandisa mushonga wechivanhu ,asi
kuti zvimwe zvinhu hatizotauri muripamwe
chete tine zvatinozviitira but you've to thank
God that you are married to a rich man
otherwise vamwe vamunoona vachisiya
dzimba nekushaiwa mbereko or nekubata
mimba dzichibva vanenge vakashandisa
sezvenyu izvozvi ,vave kushaiwa Mari
dzekuona ma Doctors kuti vavhenekwe
vaonekwe pane problem because chibereko
chenyu changa chasarwa nekamuromo kadiki
kudai Saka treatment yatakakupai
ndeyekutovhura chibereko chacho"
ndakatozvinzwisisa nekuvatenda
ndakazobvako ndikatongonanga
kubasa.KuChinhoyi imba yanga yatotangwa
mapictures ndaimatumirwa namai Vale sezvo
ndivo vaiva neWhatsApp kumba ikoko.

Weekend iri Sunday ndaitova namai Naa na

Naa wavo tiripanze ndikaona mota yaTamu
Ichipinda mugate "enda unogamuchira dady
uko" vakadaro Mai Naa tikaseka ndichitomirira
kuti apake ndakaona door rekumashure
ravhurwa ndikaona muchidzika Talshia uyo
akangoti "mamaa" achiuya kwataiva
ndikatoshaiwa kuti sei ndasina kumboudzwa
kuti vatora mwana ,apa iye Taa akasvika patiri
akananga pana Natalia "I'm Talshia Tadana
Chakidza what about you" akadaro akatarisa
Naa akapindurawo nechirungu zvikanzi namai
Naa "zvawakango zvizvara nhaiwe Itu iyii
chimwana chakanaka ichi huya ndimboku
simudzawo iwe Ta vati ani zita racho
ratondibuda" vakadaro vachitomusimudza ini
ndakuenda kunogamuchira baba vacho vanga
vakutobva pamota vakabata kaSetchel
kemwana wavo and two plastic bags,
kwaitonhora vanga vakatopfeka uniform yavo
nejuzi racho zvavakafita kunge vakangozvarwa
vari musoja."Nhaimi bamunini sure
kungofunga kuzvizvarira exactly mukadzi
wenyu paari mwana uyu" vakadaro Mai Naa
tasvika pavari zvikanzi naTamu "ndaida kungo
belivesa Mai vacho kuti ndovada sei ndikati
better kuvapa fotocopy yavo" akadaro tikaseka
ndikati "mukaona first born yangu Tania
ndibaba vake pavari henyu Mai Naa"
vakasekawo zvikanzi "saka maingozvarana
pachenyu henyuzve" vakadaro Mai Natalia isu
kwakuseka tichipinda mumba mandakasvika
nekuti "nhaimi veku DRC mongodzoka henyu
hamuchafonerewo mukadzi wenyu kuti
ndadzoka mozongobudikira nemwana wenyu"
kwakuseka zvikanzi "imbomira kutaurisa
undigadzirire mvura yekugeza ndakapedzisira
kugeza Friday chaiyo ndatosvika nhasi
nekungonotora mota ku garage after that
ndanotora mwana ndikangopinda muroad
kuuya kuno zvekutoti handina kumboenda
kumba kuManyame" ndakatoseka kutsvinda
kwake kwaisamboita kunge munhu avane
mazuva asina kugeza obvious ayigeza face
chete , ndikamugadzirira zvekugeza zvacho
achinogeza ndikabuda panze "nhai Talshia
munhu anosvika nekutamba asina
kumbopinda mumba here huya ndikuchinje
zvawakapfeka izvo ndichakurova iwewe" she
was wearing a pink tracksuit paisava ne dust
zvapo sezvo paiva ne peving asi raisava
rekutambisa pamba "mukandirova ndovaudza
Dad vangu" kakadaro karembedza maromo
zvekuda kutochema zvakapa Mai Naa na Naa
wavo kuseka, akazouya ndikamuchinja hembe
nekumupa banana and also nera Naa
vainodyira panze ipapo ,ini ndanga ndavawo
busy kubika "hesi baby wangu" akadaro Tamu
anditendeutsa from the stove ndakutonamwa
nekiss avakunhuwirira fresh akakurumidza
kundisiya sezvo paiva nemwana around.Vana
Chaks vakazosvika ukava mufaro wega wega
apa akapinda mumba akabereka Talshia
kumusana ndikati "hanziiko negondora
ramaisa kumusana" kwakuseka zvikanzi
"munorwadziwa nei pagondora rangu,angoti
achitiona akatimhanyira shamwari yake
ndofunga yafunga kuti yavakubiwa yabva
yatiza kunonamirirana namai vacho vari panze
apo" ndakatoseka hwugwara hwa Naa
,ndakatozo saver chikafu tikadya tese tapedza
Taa akadzokera kunotamba neumwe wake
"paita varungu pano Itu" vakadaro Mai Naa
varipanze vakamira nechepa window ndikati
"varungu vabvepi kwanzi todei" vakatanga
vaseka zvikanzi "varipano kah panze ava
hausikunzwa ma the nema was nema don't
arikutaurwa pano here" tese neboys takabva
taseka kuziva kuti vaitaura about Taa na Naa
vaitamba vachitaura English dzekuma creshe
kwavaidzidza, ndakazobata fon yangu
ndikaona paine missed call from Mai Itu
ndikafona back vakati vaida kundiudza kuti
Tamu atora mwana ndakatozovati
varikuno.Same day takazodzokera tese
kuManyame Taa tikamuendesa kwambuya
vake ,sevanhu vanga vasuwana week rese
tisingaonane ndakatorara ndichipindura usiku
ihwowo hurukuro zhinji takatozoita kuseni
kwavakutoyedza.He had two weeks off
zvakamupawo mukana kunoona imba
yataivaka kumusha ini ndaizosara ndichiita
zvebasa rangu ,akatofona aveko kumusha
achitenda basa guru randakaita.Rudo rwedu
rwakanga rwavakupfuta zvekwa Doctor
ndichitevedzera. Rimwe zuva weekend Tamu
nevanin'a vake vaiva kumba kuBindura ,
vachiona bhora vachitoronga zvekuti tigoche
apa Mai Ishmael vakabva vandifonerawo
vachiti ndivaperekedzewo kuladies party
yavanga vakokwa, ini nekuziva level ramai Ishu
ndakatoziva kuti kunenge kune mhene
kwakafiwa nemucheno kwakupfeka black
dress rinotevera muviri risingadarike mabvi
,lemongreen fashion blezer and 4inch
lemongreen shoe , Batania nevapfana vake
ndasina kumbovaudza pandakanzwa bell
remota kugate ndakangotora handbag rangu it
was a black colour kwakubuda ndichidarika
nemu loung vese vaka tuzura kunditarisa in
shock ndanga ndakachena kwete zvefake
"urikuenda kupinhaiwe" akabvunza Tamu ndika
ignore ndichitobuda ndichitonzwa kuda kuseka
ruchengera rwake , vakanditevera vese kugate
kwandaiyenda vakapera power vachiwana vari
sisi vavo, tikabatsirana kuvaseka ini namai
Ishu ,"wakachena shamwari ini ndatosara pasi
ungatoti ndiwe wakokwa ukazoshevedzawo
inini" vakadaro tikaseka tese tiri two
vachimutsa mota "musanyengese mukadzi
wangu ikoko panofiwa" akadaro Tamu akanzi
namai Ishu "ibva apaiwe ruchengera ndirwo
rurikukutadzisa kusimba"
tikaseka.Takazosvika party yacho yainakidza
and it was classic vakazondidzosa kumba
kwandakasvika team ratopedza kugocha ini
ndanga ndatozvigutira hangu ndakangodyawo
zvebyz uku ivo vachinwirira mabeers.Mazuva
ayitofamba ndichidiwa naTamu wangu ende
nguva yekurwa nekunetsana hatina kuiwana
rudo rwaipisa ndichibatwabho zvekuti ndanga
ndatozomuudza kuti achinondiroora
hake.Mwedzi wanga watokwana imba yeku
Chinhoyi yapera kitchen yangu ndaisisa ma
fited kitchen urnity same as wardrobe
,ndikatenga bed and some blankets ndanga
ndakutotanga kutenga midziyo
semunhukadzi.The last week rekupedzisa
cleaning process yekwa Doctor ndakabvako
ndikanzi panongopera bleeding ini nemurume
wangu tichiita hedu zvekugadzira mwana for
sure ndakapedza bleeding ndatova ne two
days ndapedza Ndakabva ndamukira kuenda
kumba kuChishawasha hills kunoona vamwe
ende zvekugezwa chibereko
ndaisazvitaura.The same day ndaenda kumba
ndikafonerwa naChaks and Zimuno ava vanga
vabva Bindura side vakushandira kuInkomo
barracks "ndakusuwa getsi rangu nhasi huya
uswere nana Dad uchidyiswa mari" akadaro
Chaks sezvo ndasinawo zvekuita Surtday
yacho ndakaona zviri right kumbono chila navo
sezvo kuManyame taizoendako manheru
Tamu ayiva kubasa during the day
takatozomufonera tiri tese nana Zimuno akati
"boys please musazo dhakwisewo mukadzi
wangu at the end of the day ndomuda kumba
ari sobber" vakawirirana izvozvo vakomana
vacho vainakirwa for sure they spoiled me as
their promise "Tsilee bheyiiibhi" it was Chaks
achidaira call yemubby wake zvaitosekesa asi
vaitotaura vachiwirirana ini ndaitomboshuwa
kumuonawo kuti akaitasei anodanana
nemupengo wekwa Chakidza iyeye. Tirimuma
rounds nana bamunini vangu sezvo ndini
ndanga ndanzi ndi drive ndikakurumidza kuona
mota yaTamu ichibva kumberi kwedu
ndikaridza bell and flashed the lights kuti amire
taitova muna Chiremba road akapfuurira mota
yedu mbijani kwakudzoka achifamba
netsoka.Ini kwakudzika ndichisangana naye he
wasn't in uniform, ndakamu jumbira zvekufara
tichimbundirana akadzoka neni tikatsamhira
mota yandanga ndabuda iye aripamberi pangu
akandiguma kungonzwa kufuta kweChinhu
chake from his trouser kwakatondipa kuda
kuchipihwa ,"chipedzisai marounds enyu nana
bamunini tozosangana kumba" akadaro
ndikarambisisa ndisingachade kubva paari I
didn't say a word ndaingodzungudza musoro
ndakamubatirira nemaoko ese ndikanzi
"ndaida kuzongokupa mwana once ndabva
kunobvisa Mari baby tatova padhuze wani only
two weeks left Itu" but handina kumuteerera
zvakamupa kuti abudise vana Chaks mumota
yavo tichipinda imomo ,ivo vachinopinda mune
yake ndakatoshaiwa kuti azviitire kwakurova
ndiye mota tichinanga kuManyame zuva ranga
ravakutovira ,Takasvika akamboita zvefon
yake mudining ini ndatungamira mubedroom
akandinonokera ndikamudzokera akati "sorry
baby ndirikukuvinga Mira ndizvidire mvura two
minutes" akadaro achigadzika Fon yake
patable apa isina kulokwa achinopinda
mubathroom ,ini for the first time kunzwa kuda
kubata Fon yake yaiva kuApp ndakaitora
ndikapinda nayo mubedroom ndikaona first
chat remunhu ayi typer.

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CHAPTER 28

Ndakaramba ndakatarisa pascreen

ndichishaiwa kuti ndotanga kuvhurana nepapi
pandaiziva ndakazongoona imwe yanga yaka
sevhwa yakanzi "Sheila" yaiva pazasi
peyemunhu ayi typer ndikavhura ndikaona
Tamu achinyenga musikana musikana uya
ayingoti "we can't do this now if my papa is
around let's wait for my Dad vaende
kuBulawayo" munyaya dzavo ndakatoziva kuti
ayiva slender Sheila iyeye achinzi maslender
munonaka ndikasiyana nazvo , ndavakuda
kutogadzika phone iya pasi ndikaona that chat
remunhu anga achi typer rapinda asenda
twuma kiss emojis kumberi kukanzi "take care
of yourself handsome" hana yangu yakarova
zvine Simba ndikavhura chat riya ndikatanga
kukwira naro mbijani mbijani ndikaona "you so
disappointed me today you didn't gave me the
sweet stick properly after that your dumped
me just like that , madzenga ekumba kwenyu
aye those young brothers of yours they are so
rough vandisiira pama robots kuramba kuenda
kunondisiya mutown at my shop imagine
ndazofonera a friend of mine wazviitirei" it was
the massage from uya zvikanzi naTamu "sorry
my lolipop I told you Mai Taa anga
achitonetsera zvinhu zvake Saka ayizozviona
kuti ndamboita kumwe ndichakupedzera next
time don't mind the boys they are always like
that wangozvionawo kuti ndanga ndaiswa
paconner ne wife yangu" ndakatanga
kusweater ndichikwidza nawo ndikatoona kuti
vanga vabva pa one of the lodge yaiva around
nepatakasangana navo from the conversation
vaitoudzana kuti vaizoenda on that lodge
ndakaramba ndichikwira nayo kusvika
ndanoona that lady paayikumbira
kuzomboiswa without a protection
akarambirwa achinzi "ndeya Mai Taa ndivo
Vega vanopihwa yeke yeke iwewe pihwa yeke
naMutema" , ndichikwidza ndikaona mukadzi
paakati "The whole week in DRC I'm going to
miss you Mr handsome" zvikanzi na Tamu "I'm
going to miss you more my lolipop , kana
tadzoka uzotanga kupa inini usati wapa
murume wako" ndakaramba ndichikwidza nayo
conversation ndikasvika pandakaona kuti
Tamu ayishanda nemurume wemukadzi iyeye
ende vanga vakatoenda vese ku DRC ,
ndakazonopindwa nechando ndichinoona ma
nude pictures emukadzi iyeye ayaisendera
baTania kunodai ndakanzwa weti ndichiona
vari vaya Mrs Mutema veku shop yandakano
pfekedzwa dress and makeup the day of
dinner date.Ndakasumuka mubedroom
ndikanopindira Tamu achigeza ini ndichinanga
on champer kunoita weti ndichizama
kuzvidzikamisa "wanonokerwa neni zvekusvika
pakuda kunditevera here bby ndouya soon
ndakutopedza kana uchida ndimirire ndogona
kutotanga kukupira munomu" akadaro and I
just pretended as if everything was ok
ndikango smiler ndichibuda ndakasvika
ndikasenda mapics aya mufon mangu
ndikasaver number dzamai vaya, hazvina
kundinetsa kuwana dzemurume wavo uyo
ayitova nezidumbu vari vese paprofilepicture
ipapo ndikatora dzemurume wavo futi.Kwaku
deleter zvandanga ndazvisendera from my
chat in BaTania's phone ndikapaka ndakadaro
asi ndaisaziva zvandaozviitira and I told myself
kuti I won't cry pandakanga ndakachema
pakakwana, akazopinda mubedroom Tamu
avakutozora mafuta ndikati "inini na Mrs
Mutema vekushop vane murume
waunoshanda naye ndiyani anonaka,ngatitaure
zveivavo chete zva Sheila tozozvitaura kana
wazonzwa kunaka kwake slender" ndakadaro
akavhunduka ndikaswedera padhuze pane
ndakabata phone yake ndikaratidza kwaari
ndiri pachat ramai vaye paine manude pictures
avo "who gave you the permission yekubata
Fon yangu it's called a cellphone and it's my
privacy" he said that ndikaramba
ndakamutarisa on his face ndikati "Saka yangu
yaunobata ndiyo isiri cellphone here ichii
ilandline?" ndakadaro ndakutonhonga handbag
rangu akakurumidza kuribvuta
nekutotungamira achino locker maindoor
nekubvisa ma keys ,ndakangomira ndakapeta
maoko angu "vhura door I'm not fighting with
you because I know I won't win the battle
through this fight so let me go" ndakadaro
zvikanzi "you are not going anywhere at least
do something, cry ,shout or beat me that
kudzikamira zvawakaita Izvozvo" ndakabva
ndaseka ndizvo zvandayiita sometimes
ndikarwadziwa "i won't do that zvawayiita with
her zviri right wani ndiwe waizviita nenyama
yako as long zvaikufadza it's ok so ndisiye
ndibve pauri in peace" haana kupindura
ndakagara pasofa ndikazviti dhuu ndega
kurwadziwa ndanga ndarwadziwa kwete
zvekufungidzira iye akabva apinda muroom
yaishandiswa nana Chaks ndikanzwa zismell
reganja raibuda neimomo ndikaziva kuti
avakudzirova.Ndakatanga kufunga patanga
tava nerudo rwedu plus vana ndichitarisa bond
yandanga ndavanayo nevana vake same
yaanga anayo naTalshia ,ndikatarisa from his
parents and relatives vese vaindifarira
nekundibata zvakanaka zvakatadza kuitwa
nevanhu vekwa Demhere kwandakanga
ndakamboroorwa ndakabva ndangozviudza
kuti I have to fight for imba yangu , zvakandipa
Simba rekusimuka ndichitonanga mukitchen
kunoita zvema poto angu ndikatogadzika
mufushwa wandaida kuisa dovi ayigara
achiunetsera then madora ndikaisa pane imwe
plate yestove, ndaitobika zvakawanda because
vana Zimuno vaiwuya. "Hapana kwaurikuenda
kuBindura hauchatodzokeri watonditizira
tavakutogara tese, nhasi chaiye ndoda
kukumitisa iwewe wazvinzwa?" akadaro
BaTania apinda mukitchen amira akazembera
sink ini ndichitora something from the cabards
epamusoro ndakangocheuka ndikatanga
,ndamutarisa ndikaona maziso akaita red
achirumanisa mazino ake ekutsengesa
zvehasha zvaiwoneka kuomesa shaya
ndikangoti "horait pakanakai Hungwe" i said
that calmly kutya kurasa muromo ndorohwa
otherwise ndaitoda kufunga best way yeku
solver nyaya ende nepain yandaiva nayo
hapana kana chimwe chete chataigona
kufunga that moment , asi iye ayioneka
kufemereka kusaziva kuti dzaiva hasha dzei or
kufemereka kwei "ndipe phone yangu" akadaro
because phone ndanga ndatoyiisa pasilent
ndikaiviga "not now" I said that zvikanzi "ndati
ndipe phone yangu Mai Tania handisi kuda
kunetsana newe" ndakatoona kuti mhinduro
dzangu nyoro ndidzo dzirikumuwedzera hasha ,
maybe anga ajaira madrama from his ex wife ,
" baTania I can see unehasha sterek ndirove ita
zvaunoda horait but phone haisi kubuda if
wandiuraya zvicha ngovharana zvakadaro
unozongosara uchitenga imwe phone
otherwise get out from my kitchen kurumidza
hako" I said that calmly futi asi ndainzwa moyo
kupisa lucky enough akabva abuda achinanga
mubedroom mandakanzwa achizvikandira
pabed.Vana Chaks vakazouya ndakutopedza
kubika vachingopinda mudining ndikavati
"patapesana paye muchienda kumota yaTamu
ndiani anga arimo" vakatanga vatarisana vari
two zvekuratidza kuvhunduka "hindava gules
mati manga mune munhu" akadaro Zimuno
ndikati "does my question need a reason,ndati
ndiyani anga arimumota yamukoma wenyu"
vakaramba vakanyarara ndikati "you guys you
are protecting your brother right it's ok"
ndakadaro ndichitotora tv remote ndakitonzwa
hasha dziri serious kuti vaibatsirana kundiitisa
,vakaramba vakanyarara "Tamu" akasheedza
mukoma wake Chaks Tamu wacho akadaira
arimu bedroom akanzi "huya kah kunoku
tinzwe sha" zvikanzi na Batania "handisi kuuya
ikoko pakaipa boys" he said that akaramba
arimo zvesure zvikanzi naChaks "kutaura
chokwadi gulez mune munhu anga arimo"
ndisati ndamudaira Zimuno kwakugamira
umwe wake achiti "asi hatina kumusvitsa kure
tangonomusiya pama robots pasinganetsi
transport paye tichitonoita yatanga tichiita"
ndakavatarisa vese ndikati "morevei kana
muchiti munhu taurai kah zvakazara don't act
as if munhu wacho hamumuzive kah imi
muchimuziva" kwakutanga futi vatarisana
ndaizviona even though ndanga ndakatarisa ku
tv "ndeimwe mom's isingade kukura Soo gules"
akadaro Zimuno ndikati "zvekusada kukura
kwavo handina basa nazvo,mukoma wenyu
anenge achitsvagei kuvanhu vakuru vacho"
ndanga ndakukwidza voice nekutsamwa
kwakuramba vakanyarara.Ndikaona Tamuka
apinda matiri kwakugara paside pangu
akazembera sofa Ari serious asi achitooneka
kuti he is stressed akasvika achiti "lower your
voice mai Taa urikuda maneighbors azvinzwe
here" ndakamutarisa ndikati "urisewe nyarara
hako kuti zii ndokuudza zvimwe zvinhu
pamberi pevanin'ina vako ava" hasha chaidzo
dzanga zandigara "Saka urikukwidzira inini
voice here" akadaro baTania atanga zvake
zvekuda kutonga ndikamu ignore ndakutaura
nana Bamunin vandakati "haisi mhosva yenyu
pakuvhura zip kwamukoma wenyu otherwise
ndizvo zvamuri mese Izvozvo muri vema
games but Ari saTamu ndasina
kungozvitarisira otherwise muende naye door
to door kune magirlfriends ake ese kutanga
mangwana munovaudza kuti kwanzi namai
Tania ,handirwire murume but motomaker
sure kuti mamugutsa paanouya ikoko because
kuno haana chaachawana" i said that seriously
zvikanzi naChaks "mutiregererewo gules
matsamwa sure patadzika ariku byzer muface
uyu but you have to know kuti ndimi boss lady
Mai vedu chaivo, zvagara isu varume tino byza
asi mukadzi wako unenge uchitomuba
munongoonawo ndobyza hangu but Tsitsi
ndomuda zvinhu zvinongoitika to every man"
akadaro ndikati "shut up zvinodadisa here
Izvozvo" ndaitoona dziri nonsense zvikanzi
naZimuno "atadza mukoma wedu uyu
tiregerereiwo gulez" ndakamutarisa ndikati
"zvamune chokwadi kuti atadza pamaona
mune munhu mumota madii
kundiudza,nyararai henyu mese ipapo"
ndakadaro ndichitosimuka kunopakura
ndakadzoka ndikavapa chikafu ndikaona kuti
vese vanga vave nestress vasisade kudya
ndikati "kana inini ndahurirwa ndasangana
nemurume wangu muroad achitobva pa lodge
neumwe mukadzi apa ndirikukwanisa kudya
sadza imi chirikukutadzisai kudya chii kasi
murikuti ndine zvandaisa here ok regai ndidai"
Ndakabva ndasunya nekuseva every plate
ndikati "rovai sadza vakomana kana musiri
kufarira usavi ndobika umwe fridge yakazara
nenyama iyo" Ndakabva ndatosimuka kuisa
imwe pork yanga yakabikwa kare mu
microwave ndikadzoka ndichiyiisa patable
"maybe zvemufushwa wedovi nemadora
hazvisikukuitirai nyama iyi sadza ngaridyiwe
like always hapana arikurisiya from the plate
mukarega munenge mavakutondi tokonya" for
sure Zimuno ndiye akatanga kutora yake plate
teverwe naChaks baTania kana kumboita
action ndikati "iwee usade kundi tester
wazvinzwa Tamuka,ndiwe wabva kulodge
ndiwe unodanana nemai huru ine murume
wayo waunoswera uchiseka naye kubasa uko
uchimuchera nehweseri , izvezvi ndapika
sadza wakurituzura hausiriwe unogara
uchinetsera mufushwa une dovi here idya kah"
ndaisatomboseka zvekuvatya vese kuti
maganaz ndikaisa paside ndofunga ivo
vaitoshamisikawo sezvo vanga vajaira kuti
handitauri ndiri soft otherwise ndanga
ndakuvaratidza the real Itu wekutaurisa
sezvaayiita achikura."Handina nzara plus rega
kubva wataura neni kunge urikutaura
nemwanana sha" akadaro Tamu ndikati
"zvekuti urimukuru kwandiri pachitupa
totonzwa newe as long tichirara same bed
takaenzana ,ihwo hwukuru hwaunozvipa
ndihwo hwunokusvitsa kumachembere , utori
nema guts ekundiudzira after the all mess that
you've caused chimwe chitororo unochinyanya
urimu soldier but Kuma barracks kwenyu not
muno mumba"
For sure akangoyidhonza plate from the table
akadya pamwe chete nevamwe vake ,
vakaridya sadza even though vasina kupedza
ndakanosuka mudining maingova ne tension
"munoona kuti chiika boys rangu ini kuti
nditozivawo the real taste of a man
ndakatoinzwira panewe Tamu otherwise kubva
ndichikura handina kumboita boyfriend
ndikazongo sangana naLife nekutoroorwa but
the truth is panga pasina kana dhiri ndikazvara
Talshia ndikanzi wazvarirei musikana sure
ndakama fileswa ma divorce papers masikati
machena , andisiya he took in another woman
ndakamborwara njere chaiko nepain because
he was my first kah, pandakapora ndakuenda
kubasa ndotozvishandira dhuma dhuma
naTamuka uyu kwakundiitisa yaakandiita
ndikasara futi nepain usiku hwese ndirimu
hospital ndikamuka ndakasungirirwa chain
Koo ini ndinopengeswa nerudo kah hant
mongozviona kah kuti ndakapusa kana ndada
munhu ndinopinda nemoyo zvese nemusoro
ende handitane kuperera zvesure plus
ndinedambudziko rekuisa trust yangu yese
pamunhu zvino ndingasagara ndiri
wekuchemedzwa here vakomana , izvezvi
arikundi hurira nemunhu mukuru kwatiri tese
inini naye wekuti handingambo kwanise
kumisidzana nemai iya ,Handina chandinacho
kaini chero ndikada kurwisana navo nemari
yavo ndongotsikirirwa zvikarova hant moona
kah ..apa munhu ane murume wake
waanoshanda naye futi uyu but manje ini
ndasiyana nevaye vanoti handigarire chihure
chemurume ini ndichakutwasura kusvika
zvanaka Mai Tania vacho ndini original, kunana
Mai kuChinhoyi haisvike sezvakaita yaBelinda
iyi toipedza tega watch and see" ndakadaro
ndichitosimuka kupinda mubedroom
zvavakasara vachitaura I wasn't care
ndakazoona atevera ndikati "hausi kurara
muno either wonorara nevana vamai vako or
muneimwe spare bedroom iyo" akaramba
akanditarisa zvikanzi "usatsamwe uchidaro
bby please" ndikamuti "don't bby bby me get
out" kwakuramba akamira ndikati "hant iwewe
uri solder unekuzvitonga kuzere kah chero
ndikada kurwa newe handingakugone
ukandipa one mbama chaiyo ndogona
kumukira kuchipatara ,zvatichangoita
ndezvekuti ini ndakunogara kumba kuChinhoyi
usanditevere uchanondibvisa Mari ndichibva
ikoko inini newe nomore sex ndakuroorerwa
vana vangu ,iwe woramba uchipihwa nana Mai
Mutema plus I think baba va Sheila vanenge
vaenda kuBulawayo unenge wakupihwa futi na
slender wako ini kana ndoda kukwenywa
ndichaona yekutamba" akabva aswedera
pandiri atanga hasha nehubenzi "what do you
mean uchaona yekutamba you are planning
kuzondihurira?" Akabvunza kudaro ndikati
"don't you dare kundityisidzira iwe urikuhura
wani" takatanga kunetsana from there husiku
hwese haana kana kumbondirova
taingokandana mashoko , tichinetsana
ndichiramba kurara same bed naye zvese
nekugumwa iye achisimbirira yekuti arikuda
kundimitisa ,Takasvika pakunoyedzerwa asina
kutondiguma zvedure but word rekuti "sorry"
haana paakaita mistake yekuribudisa
pandaibvunza chandisiri kumuwanisa
nepandisiri bho ayisataura ongoti "ndakabyza
zvongoitika sha hameno mweya unenge
wandipinda" zvekunyepera kupindwa
nemweya kuchingova kuzviitisa ipapo
paindirwadza kusvika kwekupedzisira zvekuti
ndakatozoyedzerwa ndawora moyo ndakuda
kutosiyana naye kurara chaiko hatina he
received the call from his work tablet phone
akatobuda around 4am kuenda kubasa.Ini
ndakatombosara ndikabatwa nehope
ndakazopepuka ndanonerwa nana Chaks
vachiti vava kuenda kubasa taizoonana next
weekend takawonekana zvakanaka but
vaingondikumbira ruregerero nekundikumbira
kuti ndisarambane naTamu ,from the way
yavaitaura neni ndakatoona kuti Havana
zvavayiitawo pamagames ewumwe wavo but
kundida vaindida through respect chaiyo
yavaindipa. Because vana Zimuno nehunhu
hwavo yaisava type inonyengerera they were
so rough but ini havana kundiitira Izvozvo we
said our goodbyes vakaenda .Ndakasara
ndikaita basa rangu nekugeza kwakurongedza
hembe dzangu dzese dzaivamo ndichiisa
mubag Fon ne bank card rake randanga
ndakugara naro ndikasiyana ndayisa pachena
ndini hutu kuBindura from the conversation
yatanga taita usiku ndakatoona kuti better
kusiyana naye ndaiti ndikafunga paakati
"ndoda iwewe that's why ndisingakupfekere
condom" pamwe pacho ndikabvunza kuti
"what if rikadambuka, kana Mai ivavo
vachihura newe what about vamwe
vavanohura navo vausingazive and what if
murume wavo ayine mamwe ma girlfriends
vachitorawo zvekwavo unoda kuzondipa
chirwere hant" iye kwakutodada nechihure
chake achiti "haridambuke ndopfeka ma
original from the pharmacy" pakandibhowa
ipapo sure kutovhaira nezvinhu zvakadaro
kushinga kupinda muphamacy achiziva kuti
Itumeng ariko awuya kwandiri onditi ndeyangu
ndega.Ndakasvika kuBindura ndikanosiya bag
rangu kumba ndichitopfuurira kuenda kubasa
kwandakasvika ndichiudza Mai Nenya nyaya
yacho ndikanzi "ini wangu ihure anotova
nechirwere I told you but handina nguva yekuti
nditeverane nema girlfriends ake nguva yangu
ndeyekutsvaga mari wakaona zvishoma kah
maybe dai wakaita go through his chats
waitozosangana nezvimwe zviri worse , but
this magogo you have to confront her asiyane
nemurume wako, zvaurikuti she is married just
threat her usaite mistake yekuudza murume
wacho zvine makuva mukati" I took her advice.

Ndakaenda futi on other grup ladies raiva

mufon mangu ndikaisa nyaya as hidey vazhinji
vaingotaura yekuti confront the old
lady.Ndakabva ndaisira Mai Mutema vaye
audio yekuti "murikuhura nemurume wangu I
have the proof I will happy when your husband
find out" kwakuvasendera ma nudes pictures
avo ndikasenda number dzemurume wavo ne
some of the massages avaitumirana naTamu
she blueticked kwakutanga kufona ndika
ignore.Sezvo ndanga ndatopedza basa
kwakutorongedza zvinhu zvangu ndichibuda
kutoenda kumba ndatoti garei Tamu
avakufona vachichinjana nana Chaks uku Mai
vaye neku side hapana wandaidaira , around
8pm Tamu anga asvika pamba pangu
ndikakurumidza kuviga Fon yangu
ndakatotadza kuziva kuti azviziva sei kuti
ndauya kuBindura ayitoratidza kuti haana
kumbogara kumba after work he was still in
uniform "urikuzama kuitasei nekusendera
mother vaye number dzemurume wavo"
akadaro achingopinda mumba tisati
tambomhoresana Ndakabva ndamuti "ooh
vato reporter kare kuka ben10 kavo nhai ndoda
kutoudza murume wavo kuti iwewe namother
murikuitana" kuzomudaro ndakatoona kuti
ndamuworora zvikanzi "you have to think
before you act do you know kuti panofa vanhu
or munhu nezvaurikuda kuita here Izvozvo"
ayidaro kunge achandidya tikatanga kuudzana
tsvina kusvika ndamuti "Life was better
because akandisema achinyenga mumwe
mukadzi wezera rake he valued himself than
you kunogomera uripamusoro pechembere
wouya kwandiri woti ndokuda Itu puuuuu
unosemesa you so cheap manje ndakuda
kutovasendera baba vaye mashura awunoita
nemukadzi wavo" ndakadaro ndichitopinda
mubedroom maiva nephone ndichangoibata
akapindamo ndikanzi "wavakuenderera
,urikundi compare neumwe murume ini manje
sei uchindijairira iwewe ungataura zvaLife
pamberi pangu inini manje" anga avakufemera
pamusoro nehasha ndikati "ehe atori nani
pa....." Handina kupedzisa ndakapihwa imwe
mbama yekuti ndakanzwa kunge ndadzurwa
nyama "ndokuuraya wazvinzwa unofira
mumaoko angu umu ukandiitira sebenzi
pamberi pangu" akadaro after mbama iya
ndichirikuyuwira nemarwadzo ayo ndikati
"haurove chinhu iwewe dai wairova you won't
raise your hand uchirova munhukadzi well
known kuti handina Simba rekumisidzana
newe or rekuzvimiririra hausi murume dai
urimurume tichikuziva nembiri yekurwa
nevamwe varume kunze uko , enda Kuma
girlfriends ako uchaona kuti ndichashaiwa
anondidawo here" kuzomudaro
akanditendeukira from the door kwaanga
avakuda kubuda ndikapihwa bhutsu
yakandiwisa kubva pabed pandanga
ndakagara ichinondisiira pasi akati anga
achakapfeka jombo rake rekubasa ,pandakada
kuti ndisumuke kubva pasi paye ndakunzwa
dzungu akandipa imwe bhutsu nerimwe
gumbo ndichinodhumira nemusoro
pawardrobe , kwakutora phone yangu
yandakatenga ndega futi akairovera kumadziro
nesimba rake rese ikadzoka pasi ichiwisa
mafufu ema glass macovers kwawo battery
kwaro ,kwakubuda achitaura zvaayitaura
zvandisina kunzwa ndanga ndavakuto bleeder
mumhino nekunzwa dzungu , achingobva
kutobudisa mota kugate avakuenda Mai Naa
vachitopindawo mumba mangu vachimhanya
nemurume wavo ,uyo akasara mulounge Mai
Naa vachiuya mubedroom mangu "ndiendesei
kuhosptal Mai Naa" I said that in pain for sure
havana kufunga ruviri vese nemurume wavo
,ndakabatsirwa kusimuka namai Naa
vakandinanaidza tichinopinda mumota
yemurume wavo ndikagara navo kumashure.
Vakatanga kundi lecturer muroad ivo Mai
Natalia "masoldier havahurirwe kana kuvaitira
musarinya Itu vanouraya nekurova vanhu vaye
chero nyaya yacho yekurohwa ukanoi reporter
kupolice semurume wako ane Mari uyu
inongotsikwa tsikwa ,ukati uno reporter
kubasa kwake anongopihwa punshment yekuti
kana kuchitonhora anoidirwa mvura inechando
kana kuchipisa anonoswedzwa mutende
achibikwa nezuva arimo after that otodzoka
kumba achitanga zvimwe" ndakatoziva kuti
vanga vanzwa Tamu paayipopota achibuda
kudoor paakati "ndokukuwadza iwe
ukazonodiwa nemunhu wako iyeye
ndakuremadza" ini Simba rekutsanangurira
Mai Naa nyaya yacho ndaisava nayo ende
information yavaiva nayo about punshment
inopihwa masoja waigona kufunga kuti she
was a retired Comred .Vakayenda neni at
Shashe hospital ndakasvika nekupihwa bed
ndikanzi ndaizobuda next day iro
randakazouya ndichitorwa namai Naa
vachisvika nekunditi "ndakafonera Mai Ishmael
but handina kuvaudza zvekuti wakarohwerwei
sezvo ndisina full information zvaizoita here
kuvaudza kuti hwaroverwa kuti une chimwe
chikomba ,ndakangovati hameno
zvavakanetsana vatoti vachauya Manheru" Mai
Naa dzungu vairiwanza she was too
judgemental handina kuvapindura more I just
said "maitabasa" ndakatobhadhara ndega ma
hospital bills angu tikabuda ndatozviudza kuti
"handichaite zvevarume futi ende Tamu
ndisingachade kumuuna zvamuchose"
takasvika kumba ndikakumbira Mai Naa Fon
ndichifonera mama handina kuvaudza
zvekurohwa but ndakangovati "tanetsana
naTamu and akarovera Fon yangu kumadziro
handina Fon now ndichatenga pamberi ipapo"
she wanted to know more but ndakango
simbirira yekuti I'm ok.Mai Ishmael vakazouya
Manheru after work vakapinda
vakadungamidzana namai Naa I had a
bandage on my head "kuzokukuwadza
mumusoro kasi ayida kukuuraya here iyii
Tamuka achatiitira zvimwe ndaswerera
kumufonera haasi kudaira fon pamwe pacho
arikundi cutter ,iwe yako yacho haisi kuita
makanetsaneiko" ndakatora mukana iwowo
wekuvaudza chokwadi but handina kuzotaura
zita rethat couple the Mutema's ndikavaudza
zvekupwanywa kwefon yaiva nenumber plus
ma pictures vakatoiwona Fon yacho.Ndakaona
Mai Naa dzotarisawo apa vanga vamhanyisa
pfungwa kufungira kuti ndini ndanga ndahurira
murume "Koo ini pandakanzwa achiti
ndokuremedza ukazodiwa nemunhu wako
wachirema ndakatoti wamuitira chikomba kah
asi baba Naa vakatozviramba kuti Itu
haangadaro chero ini wacho handina
kukufungira izvozvo asikuti ndakangoti munhu
haangarambirwe iyii varume ava kah kana
munin'na wangu Mai Cleopatra kumba kwake
ndisoo nemusoja wake" vaingodzungudza
musoro zvikanzi namai Ishu "zvaTamuka
muchimbozvi tevedzera nhai Mai Natalia kana
atsamwa anotaura chero zvaataura hant
moona kuti haatauri tauri kah asi akatsamwa
ndipo paanotaura ende agorasa mashoko
kurasa side zvake zvakaoma" vakabva
vatofonera vana Zimuno vachivati "umwe
wenyu akakuwadza mukadzi kuno arara
kuhosptal izvezvi atori ne bandage mumusoro
hospital bill abhadhara nemari yake futi imi
muriko" ndakatoti dai vaiziva havo kuti
nyakundirova ayindipa Mari sei vasirikumbo
netsana nevanhu.Takatozotaura zvimwe asi
ndatovaudza kuti zva Tamu handichade
vakangoti "don't run for a conclusion you are
talking this in anger" vachitsigirana namai Naa
zvevana hatina kutaura nezvazvo.Next day
Ndakabva ndatomuka ndichienda kuhosptal
kuno dreswa ronda ndaga ndakuwara hangu
padiki mumusoro pandakarovera pawardrobe
after that ndikapfuurira kuenda
kuChishawasha hills kwamai vangu ,kubasa
Mai Nenyasha ndanga ndatovaudza drama
racho pafon yamai Naa sezvo ndaiziva number
nemusoro.Ndakasvika kumba mama
vakaramba vakatarisa bandage raiva
mumusoro vakati "ndakazvitaura paye kuti
rega kumumhanyira kumberi chiwona manje
zvimwe zvinhu kana ndichikuudza unateerera
Itu mwanangu unoti ini Mai vako ndinonzwa
sei ndichikuona wakadai izvezvi wura hwangu
hwunenge hwotosunga sunga" she said that in
pain I tried to explain nyaya yacho zvikanzi
"vana vema uva ano mune speed too much
kumhanyira kunobvunza ma advice pama
groups emu whatsApp wakadii kufona kuno
kumba,kana kufonera gogo vako Mai Reggis
kana Tete vako Mai Laiza waibatsirika with
some advices anovaka ,waigona kuudza kana
sisi landlady vako Ivavo kana dai wakakwira
kuenda kuChinhoyi kumba kwavo wonotaurira
vabereki vake mogariswa pasi ,hant
wakazorohwa nekuda kwemuromo wako uyu
wakapinza unemashoko sterek iko pese apa
unonyepera kupusa kana wahurirwa ndipo
paunozoda kutaura nezve benzi rekwa
Demhere Riya pamberi pemusoja unoti
angazvisekerera Izvozvo unourawa kah after
everything he have done for you nhasi unaye
Taa because of that murume uya zvimwe
unafunga iwewe akaita akawuraya Fon yacho
nekuti hauzive basa rayo" ndakatoona kunge
vaitora side rake ndikati "haasati andiroora
hamuna Mari yake yamakadya zvekuti
ndingatoswera ndichisvitsa zvichemo zvangu
kuhama dzake zvandakatoita Izvozvo was the
best" kwakugara pasofa sezvo pese apa vanga
vakamira kwakuti "rega kutaura zvisina basa
hamusi kuita zvababa namai here imi
mubhedha wake waanorarira hauna kurarapo
here ,zvino kana asina kuroora waibvumirei
kuzviitwa Koo kuChinhoyi wainobudirako
uchitsvagei Koo imba yawakapihwa pay dzese
ukanovakisa kuenda kuhama dzake
nezvichemo zvako ndiko kwakuremera
ukasvika pakubvunza nyaya muma grup epa
WhatsApp,zvino vanhu ivavo vakaregerei
kukutoresera mwana birth certificate
,nekukumupa maroom emba nekuvhurirwa
bank account sezvakaitwa nemu soja uyu? Ita
zvekudzungaira uchaipedza nyika yese
uchivatsvaga varume vasingahure
ugovashaiwa unoti isu hatina kusangana
nazvo here machallenges ehupenyu ,ini chaiye
zvakanetsa kuti ndikubatei mese na Ethan
nanhasi hant dai ndichingosheedzwa nesita
kunzi Agnes zvisipo zvekunzi Mai Itu, baba
vako vakatanga kupushwa nana baba
Prudence na tete venyu mai Zvanyadza vaye
vachinzi vatsvage mumwe mukadzi anozvara,
zvekuti ndini ndine dambudziko rekusazvara
hapana anga akatiudza kuti riripandiri asi
mweya yetsvina chaiyo inorwisa pane
chakanaka hapana chausingazive tete vako
Mai Laiza vakakuudza zvese muno mumba
paye" ndakambonyarara ndakunzwa chigodo
chakati mbii pahuro ndikati "but it doesn't give
him the right yekundirova ariiye anditadzira ini
hangu zvaTamu nehasha dzake handichade
mama anozondiuraya nekuti zvandichatadza
next time handizivi" vakabva vaombera maoko
vachiseka zvikanzi "heyaa isu tingatii
hatingaku manikidze kuti umude kana
usingachamude, apa akakurova kah because
anogona kurova kwacho let's hope hauna hako
mimba isu taiku supporter tichisiya uchiita
zvawayiita taona kuti mwana Awana waadawo
sezvo usisiri musikana obvious uchadawo
kufadzwa tikati ,zvirinani kufadzwa newako
one iyeye ishuwiro yemubereki wese kuona
mwanasikana wake ane marriage iri stable
nekunaka kwako uku tinotyira kuti
ungangonowira pese pese , chienda unobika
usavi ndabuditsa kare mufridge ubike sadza
rinoibva ukabika rinemapundu ucharidya poto
yese ini ndakunotora mwana kuchikoro"
ndakatoona kuti kutaura namai Itu kupedza
nguva ndikati it's better kusiyana navo
ndaizoita zvandoda with my own decision
.Ndakabika zvakaibva ndaisa pfungwa dzangu
pamwe chete because sure namai Itu ndairidya
poto yese ine mapundu at the end of the day ,
Dad vakazodzoka from work nyaya yacho
ikatangwa namai Itu asi sekuru va Taa havana
zvizhinji zvavaitaura kunze kwekungoti "unoita
zvinoda moyo wako asi dzimba zhinji it's like
this" statement iroro rekufananidzirwa
nedzimwe dzimba ndaisatoda
zvamuchose.Next day kuseni ndakazofonera
veku China uncle Mohammed ndichivati
vanditumirewo phone zvikanzi "Mai vako
vakandiudza nyaya yacho nezuro ita zvinoku
sunungukira tagara tirikuuya next week saka
ndokuunzira phone" ndakatoona kuti Mai
Itumeng vairemerwa asi kuzodaro ndakafara
hangu ende ndaitoziva kuti mucheno chaiwo
ndaizoupisa with a new fashion Koo it's every
woman's style kah yekuti akanetsana
nemuface oda kuzvigezera nekuchena
kudarika ipapo.

Ndakazodzokera day iroro kwangu ndikasvikira

kubasa vanhu vachida kunzwa nyaya
zvaisambotyisa kutaura nekuti hapana
ayivanza yake ende vazhinji vaiuya nedzavo
from, varume or boyfriends avo panoda
kusekwa pachisekwa panoda kubatsirwa
vanhu vachibatsirana.Kumba hembe
dzaBaTania ndanga ndatodzirongedza mubag
radzo randanga Nndakabva kumba kwake
ndakaisa dzangu nezvake ndasingachade
kurohwa bodo plus nemagogo aayidanana
nawo ndaigona kuzokuwadza ndaimuda Tamu
but i have decided to separate with him for my
own safety zvevana taizoona kuti todii , ende
ndanga ndakamuda ayina Belinda which
means ayingova player ende zvaisazombopera
zvinova zvandaisada.Next weekend ndaitova
pasink yepanze kumba pakasvika hanzvadzi
yamai Naa wandanga ndava nema days
ndisingaone akangosvikira pandaiva
tikamhoresana akati " Itu haudaro Sha kosei
waisandiudza kuti urimukadzi waganaz
wakandimaka ndirikuzviona waida
kundikuwadzisa hant, kubva nhasi ndava
bhudhi vako saka murikuitasei henyu sisi"
ndakatanga ndaseka ndikati "bho bhudhi
zvirisei" kwakusekawo achicheuka
ndakangoona Tamu awuya achitopinda
nemota yake pagate iye hanzvadzi yamai Naa
akatobva pandiri achinopinda mumba masisi
vake , Tamu zvandaimunzwira zvekusagarisika
kana ndamuona handina kuzvinzwa musi
iwoyo ndanga ndakutoona iri enemy yangu
akasvika pandaiva akati "ndeip urikuramba
wakamira ipapo kasi hausikundiona here"
handina kumudaira ndakangomubvutira
makeys emota ndichipinda muma ndofunga
akatoshaiwa kuti ndirikuita sei
akangoteverawo mumba macho,
mandakasvika nekutora bag rehembe dzake
ndichinodziisa mumota iye akasara akamira
mumba ndadzoka ndakumupa makeys
zvikanzi "what's all this" ndikati "it's what it is
ini ndakakuudza kare kuti hasha dzako
dzakawandisa I won't survive around you plus
unodisa vakadzi let's go our separate ways
unondiurayisa I'm still young ,I have a life to
live and a future to come" akabva apukuta
kumeso kwake neruoko zvekupererwa zvikanzi
"are you breaking up with me?" Ndikati "yes"
zvikanzi "muface wawanga unaye pasink anga
achidei" ndakamutarisa ndikaridza tsamwa
because zvaayindibvunza zvaisava nebasa
ndikati "wadii kumubvunza pawamuona"
kwakuramba akanyarara zvikanzi "can't we fix
the mess that I've caused sevanhu vakuru Koo
vana vachadii" Tamu ayijairira ende kujairira
kwacho achikugona futi ndikati "don't you dare
include vana vangu in this mess of yours
unoda ndifire vana manje inini ndati zvangu
newe hapachina we won't meet as a husband
and wife vana vapinda papi ,saka urikundiudza
here kuti every couples vano separater kana
vasiyana vana vanobva varambawo Mai vavo
or baba?" Kwakutura mafemo zvikanzi "I can't
believe this ini newe kurambana?
Hazvisikutoita I think we can fix this" akadaro
zvaitondiwedzera kutsamwa ndikati "suit
yourself, you don't even love me rwungori
ruchiva rwuri pauri plus urikundidira vana plus
mbiri yekunzi ndirimukadzi wako otherwise
pamoyo wako handipo because hapana munhu
Ari normal anoshevedza vanhu 2or more kuti
sweetie" kwakupukuta futi kumeso zvikanzi
"ma one iribho" akadaro achitobuda ndikati
ngazviende zvisadzoke.Apa zvinhu zvacho
mazuva iwawo zvaindiitira manyemwe kubasa
hapana chaifamba ,week rakapera imwe
weekend Chaks na Zimuno vakauya
kunondiona ndanga ndatopora tati gare gare
vakati "handei pamusoro apo pane part
yemumwe muface wedu wekubasa todzoka
manje manje" nekuda kurefresher ndakabvuma
kwaitonzwika madhindindi eradio nepamba
pedu.Takatoenda tichifamba vasiya mota
pamba paigochwa plus kunwiwa environment
yacho handina kuifarira ndikavati vandidzose
tiende kumba vozodzoka Vega kuperekedzwa
chero taifamba netsoka ndiko
kwandaitoda.Havana kuramba takatobuda
pamba paye tiri three kudaro tichangobuda
muyard muya ndikanzwa voice ra Batania
kumashure kwedu richiti "tobaya manje manje
huya umboona mukadzi wangu uyu unomuziva
here" ndakanzwa kutosvotwa vakasvika patiri
Tamu akabata bottle redoro akachena like
always "mama boss Tamuka wepaChinhoyi
murisei henyu ini ndonzi bra Fidza the one and
only from Karoyi same way kuenda kwenyu
Chinyoyi uko" akadaro murume anga ana Tamu
ndikamudaira zvakanaka apa tanga tamira
zvikanzi na Tamu "Koo sei usingandiudze kuti
ndine choice sha usarwadziwe iwewe" vakabva
vaseka vese kwandiri hwaitova hwubenzi
ndikasekawo zvebyz kwakufamba ,iye kana
kusanyara kundi batirira mu werst
achindipuruzira dumbu akaita seanoda
kundikisser akanditi "ndasuwa kukwira
pamusoro pako" ndakatoziva kuti doro raainwa
raimupa kufarisa pane vamwe zvekunetsana
naye ndaisada vamwe vaifambira pamberi
pedu isu tiri pamashure ndikati "usaite zvekuti
ndikunyadzise pamberi pevanhu zvese
zvaurikuita handisi kuzvida respect my
decision" kwakuseka hake achisara achiita
weti paconner yerimwe durahall ini ndikaramba
ndichifamba .Zvakaitika ndezvekuti
ndaivapamashure pana Chaks iye Tamuka
aripamashure pangu semunhu anga ambosara
tikanodarika nepameimwe misika paiva ne
renk yemakomb ende paigara pakagarwa
nezvima hwindi "nhaiwe Itu ma assets arimu
short ndeako wega here ayo imbotinzwirawo
tsitsi tirove zvinhu sha" said one of the hwindi
anga akagara ipapo vamwe vakaseka
vaindiziva sezvo ndaishandisa makomb
Everytime.
Zvakapa vana Zimuno kucheuka vachitomira
vanga vazvinzwa even Tamuka akazvi nzwa
"vanoda kumamiswa ava vanozviitisa" said by
bra Fidza vaye ende ndakatoona kuti mahwindi
haana kubata kuti ndandiripamwe chete
neboys "bata apa" ndi Tamu akadaro
achindibatisa phone yake nedoro hana yangu
ikatanga kurova kuti afungei "mukatadza
kunongedzera munhu ataura zvekuda kudya
mukadzi wangu ndoda kukumamisa mese
vakomana taurai tinzwe" akadaro achitoenda
pavari ndikasara ndakamira ndega vana Chaks
vacho vatoendawo pamahwindi aye vachisiya
vagadzika mabhodhoro edoro paside pangu
ravanga vatora kuparty "ngavarohwe Havana
respect vakomana ivava taneta navo isu"
vakashevedzera kudaro vamwe Mai
vepamusika ini ndakutya vakanongedzerana
vakomana vaye anga acheedzera wacho Bra
Fidza vaye kwakubudisa ID ravakaratidza
kuvakomana vaye zvemaseconds vakati "tiri
team reku army toda kukuratidzai kuti
Zimbabwe is a free country who told you to
insult vanasikana vanenge vachizvifambira
muchishevedzera zvamunoda kwavari ndiyani
ambouya pano pamakagara achikurambidzai
yamurikuita" vanga vati Zii vakukumbira
ruregerero "ini zvevamwe vasekera kufarira
zvataurwa neumwe wavo handina dhiri nazvo
wandirikuda ndiyeyu andi syzer ungataura
zvekuda kukwi* bby rangu ndiripo manje
,mom's ndivharireiwo mukadzi wangu maziso
kurumidzai" akadaro Tamu referred kune
vamwe Mai vepamusika ndikaramba kuda
kuvharwa Mai vaya vakati "hazvinzwaro
mwanangu rega ndikuvhare haadi uwone
zvaarikuita taneta navo vakomana ava
everyday ndisoo" sure ndakanyara kupikisana
namai vaye vaiva munhu mukuru zvekuti
kwakundivhara nezambiya apa vanhu vanga
vamira Mira sezvo kuri kuma yard paisava
nevakawanda hapo "anenge abudisa Fon for
picture or vedio urikuuya uchirara pasi apa"
akasheedzera kudaro Chaks ini fear
yaiwedzera ndakazonzwa kurohwa kwemunhu
plus mhere yemurume mukuru ndikanzwa
kuda kuchema ndichizama kuti Mai vaye
vandisiye but vaivawo nesimba "maiwii"
ndakanzwa vachadaro Mai vaye kuratidza kuti
panga paitwa zvikuru panga pangova
nekanoise kwekubowa kwekuwedzera kwema
voice "mukamuona munhu uyu achida lift
mumu respect kubva nhasi" akadaro Tamu
ndakazosiiwa maziso ndikatanga asingaone
mushe pandakazoona kwakuona murume
wekundi insulter achi goronga zvekuvakirirwa
zvinofamba nemvura kuchinaya zviya akabuda
imomo achimhanya vese hapana
wandakaona.Ini ndanga ndakutowedzera
kuvatya vana Tamu "handei gulez" akadaro
Zimuno achinhonga rake doro "ukafamba
uchisekerera uchiitwa zvisina basa nevapfana
ava ndichakumamisa iwewe" akandidaro Tamu
after ndamupa phone yake because doro ranga
ratorasika pandaiyedza kuzvibvisa pana Mai
vaye, apa ayiwoneka kutsamwa zvekuti
ndakatotya kumudaira chaayindiitira shanje ini
ndanga ndati tarambana ndakachishaiwa
because takabvumirana akati iribho .Vakabva
vadzokera kuparty neumwe wake ini nana
Chaks tichienda kumba vakutotaura zvimwewo
zvisinei nezvanga zvabva kuitika as if hapana
zvavanga vabva kuita apa ini ndanga
ndakangonyarara takasvika kumba vakatanga
kuridza radio car Zimuno ndiye akatanga
kubuda madance andakazivirawo ipapo umwe
wake akateverawo achitamba
sechidhambakura ndikashaiwa kuti madance
rudzii zvakandipa kuoma mbabvu nekuseka ,i
realized kuti they wanted to lighten up my
mood ndisafunge zvanga zvabva kuitika
havana kuzombogara vavakudzokera kuparty
nemota yavo vaiva neya Chaks day
racho.Ndakasara ndikaona movie ndichizama
kukanganwa zvandaifungira kuti varohwa
zvekudii mahwindi aye musi wacho
ndakademba kuti dai Mai Natalia vaivapo
vaindivaraidza nezvinyaya zvavo but she
wasn't there.I get over it mukati meweek
ndakatofonerwa naZimuno achiti "I'm going to
miss you wifey ndakunoshandira kuborder
Nyamapanda ndendichiuya here and there"
ndakatombo rwadziwa but ndizvo zvaivapo
same week ndipo pakauya uncle Mohammed
and aunt Rabia ,tikanosangana kumba
kuChishawasha hills ndichipihwa zibango
refon randakazodokerwa ndava pawhatsApp
used vanhu vakatanga kutonditi hey pama
Chats.Vaida kuti titopinde mutown i set my
smart nyowani racho iroro ranga rauyiwa naro
we went to town for some shopping ndikaenda
kuphoto shoot after that I've posted the pic
and said "handipere power" vanhu vakatanga
kupa some comments tagged my picture time
time ndikazoona Tamuka Ari viewer he didn't
say a word.Takazoita two weeks ndisingataure
naye same naiyewo sezvo mwedzi wanga
watopera Mari yaTalshia ndakatonzwa mom
vachiti yakapinda anga asina kuzvichinjisa,
VekuChinhoyi zvanga zvasvika kare
vatozvinzwa namai Ishu but ndakatovati
vasununguke kundiudza about vana. Ndanga
ndakuda kupa Mai Ishu rent apa zvinhu
zvaitova down kubasa kwangu semunhu anga
ajaira kubatsirwa naTamu ndakatoona ndega
kuti zvachinja, ndakatononoka kuvapa rent ne
2days ende ndaisatoda kubvisa from my
savings, ndikatozovafonera kuti ndaisa
vakatonditi "ndaisambokubvunza kana
kukumhanyisa hangu ungabva wazviita senge
mutorwa here ndikawana time ndichasvikako
weekend" ndakangosekawo nekutaura zvimwe .
Weekend yavaiuya inini Mai Nenya,nevamwe 2
vekubasa takarongana kuita lady's dinner
outing nezvaitinetsa zvedu kunzwa kuda
kumbonozunza stress vakauya vachinditora
pamba chaipo tikatowoneka Mai Naa tichiseka
like always ndichienda.Takaenda
kwatainodyira tikabata ma wine glasses edu
zvikanzi namai Nenya vasimudza glass "to me
murume wangu ane imwe new girlfriend"
zvikanziwo neumwe "to me ndakazviwanira
dhara rangu ndichimirira madrama ekumberi"
zvikanzi neumwe "to me ndakarambwa munhu
achinogara nesmall house" kuzondidaro
ndanga ndonzwa mabayo nekuseka
vachisekawo ndikati "to me ndakazvamburwa
ndabata machats amagogo" kuzodaro
tikaputika nekuseka tichiita cheers zvekuti
vanhu vaingoticheuka ndofunga vaingoti nhasi
mapindwa nezvimwe after our dinner
vakanondisiya kumba sezvo one of us
ayifamba nemota.Ndichinovhura mumba
mulounge I've shocked ndichiwana muna Mai
Ishu, Chaks ,Tamuka neumwe mukadzi
wandisina kuziva ende Tamu ayiva nemamwe
makeys epo "hamudaire phone tanga toda
kutodzokera isu" vakadaro Mai Ishu ndisati
ndavapindura zvikanzi naTamu achitarisa
pawatch yake mumaoko "to 9 usati wapinda
mumba urikubva kupi this time" he said that
akasunga face zvisina hushamwari mukati.

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CHAPTER 29

Vese vaitoratidza kuti vanga vangobva

kumabasa vachinanga kumba kwaku because
vaiva muma uniforms avo ekumabasa kunze
kwemukadzi wandanga ndisati ndaziva kuti
ndiani anga akazvipfekera dress reRed I have
decided to ignore Tamuka's quastion
ndichipindura Mai Ishmael "ndatorohwa
nehana I'm still shocking koo muri right here
henyu ,handina kumboinzwa phone ini let me
check" ndakadaro ndichibudisa phone yacho
from ka wallet pessy kangu "maiwe ndiyo
yawakazonobura here yuwii zibango chairo
shuwa kushata kwechimwe kunaka
kwechimwe heheede" vakadaro Mai Ishu
tikaseka tichirovana maoko ndikati "ndine
zvinhu zvangu ini kusangozvi displayer chete
otherwise I'm loaded" kwakuwedzera kuseka
zvikanzi "sure ndazozviona kuti haupere
power" she said that jokingly vachitevedzera
status yandakambo poster "inowanika muno
here Fon iyi gulez mmm inenge inodhura regai
ndisiyane nazvo ingatondirovera pay yangu
yese" akadaro Chaks abatawo fon yangu
achiitenderedza tenderedza , tikawedzera
kuseka it was a four cameras type ndikati "ndiri
mbinga ini bamunin ndinononyorura
dzekuchando kuhasha ikoko" zvandanga
ndabvunzwa na Tamu ndanga ndatomu ignore
for good . "Ende Itu kah ayewa haupere power
Koo iko kuchena nhaiwe ukagodii kuendawo
neni kwawanga wayenda ukati handingafambe
nechembere iya isina body shape" ndimai Ishu
vakadaro tikaseka mukadzi wavaiva naye
ayingosekawo I was wearing a black shoe
highcut ,a black skirt ine mavents mumasides
inekajira katete ichitevera muviri ichidarika
mabvi mbichani zvekuti yainyatsoku shaper hip
plus boot even though zvainge zviri a medium
size, ndikati neka crop jursey keblue ,a blue
wallet pessy and also manails eblue semunhu
ayishandira musaloon nguva zhinji ndaigara
ndine manails different type even hairstyles
anenge achipisa acho achindifita futi "Shape
hamuna henyu sisteri kunge munhu arikuda
kutiza chikwereti ndochokwadi" akadaro futi
Chaks achiwanzira sisi vake tikaseka ivo
vaisambotsamwa vaigara vaichitozvi
nyombawo vega for sure she had a funny
structure yedumbu hameno zvazvaingova
pawerst,magaro nema hips but vaiflower
mucash zvakadaro Mai Ishu murume wavo
ayiita zvekutenga gold achibuda naro kunze.
Ende vaisatofarira ma trousers kunze kwekuti
if iri uniform sepavaiva mumba mangu ipapo
"Nemunakiro wakaita ava vangamboda
zvekufamba nemunhu akadai here musade
kutiitira zvimwe imi" akadaro mukadzi wavaiva
naye tikaseka futi ndikati "nhaimi
ndakambonaka zvekudiiko zvamumobva
mavawanzira Mai Ishu ava ndiyo itori mhenya
manje" we continued nekuseka zvikanzi namai
Ishu "kunaka wakanaka Itu otherwise vaye
vanonzi vana Miss Zimbabwe hurumende
haingozive chete kuti tinevedu miss Zimbabwe
pano pa 2309 neshuma street unonotora
mukombe ka one , ende ini ndingambodirei
kuzvisekesa nevanhu nezvandiri izvo
ndofamba nemunhu akaita sa Itumeng uyu
Nemunakiro wake ende chandakada paari
akanaka zvese , structure ,face nemoyo" vanhu
vaingoseka but Boss Tamuka vepa Chinhoyi
Havana kumboita chero mistake yeku
nyenama vaiva busy nephone yavo but obvious
zvataitaura vaizvinzwa. "Tangotanga nekuseka
makadiiko veduwe nekwese kunobviwa"
ndakadaro ndakumhoresa vamwe vakadaira
Tamu haana akaramba Ari serious "gules ava
vanonzi Mai Loraine nditete venyu she is a last
born mumba mana Mai Ishu ndivo vanosiirwa
namai Ishu pakuzvarwa kwavo but chimufanha
changu manje" akadaro Chaks he added up
with saying "eeh sisiteri ava ndivo Mai TaTaTa
vacho Madhuve wambuya vaTania Koo
havagone naye kah hant mozviziva" vakabva
vaseka vese ndikati "zvakanakai ndafara
nekukuzivai Tete vevana vangu" kwakusekawo
vachiti "neni ndafara kukuziva muroora wangu"
takambotaura mbijani ndikasimuka ndichiisa
mvura kukettle ndaitonzwa kachando
ndikanopinda nebedroom mangu ndichipfeka a
black bompa jacket raireba zvekuda kudarika
kumagaro kwangu but I didn't zip it "iwe hembe
dzako unombodzitenga kupiko nhaiwe Itu ma
original ende zvese zvaunopfeka zvinokufita
futi imi mwana uyu kah" vakadaro Mai Ishu
tikaseka tese ndikati "mumashops kani Mai
Ishu chii nemi" kwakuombera maoko avo
zvekupererwa it was so funny zvaingoita kuti
vanhu tiseke zvayiitika zvacho asi Batania
kana kumbo nyepedzerawo kuseka
hake."Veduwe ndokubikirai chii sadza hant
because my husband Chaks ndi Mr sadza"
ndakadaro ndichivhunza vayenzi vangu "ini
sadza ndiro rangu zvana rice, macaron what
what zvinotoda imi masalad vana Itumeng isu
totoda riri sadza chairo" vakadaro Mai Ishu
ipapo ndipo pandakatoona kuti vaiva a
talkative type ende munyama
wekukomberedzwa nevanhu vanotaurisa
ndaiva nawo bigtime zvangu "zvandakubvunza
kare kare hauna kuzvinzwa here iwe ndati time
dzawapinda padoor apa wanga uchibva kupi
mota yakusiya pagate ndeyani" akabvunza
kudaro Tamu apa ndanga ndatoti zvapera kare ,
ayitowedzera kundisvota ndikaramba
ndakanyarara "nhaimi Hungwe zvambo
nyanyodiiko vanhu vachingozvifarira kudai"
vakamudaro sisi vake Mai Loraine ende vese
vanga vamutarisa kwakusimuka achibuda
padoor "bby" akadaira phone achidaro
zvatakanzwa tese ndikatoziva kuti ayida
kundisvotesa but ini wacho I wasn't care
zvemiyedzo nekubvarurwa moyo ndanga
ndazvinetera ,ndikanogara padhuze naChaks
uyo ayitozvinwira doro rake in peace "udza
hako inini mukadzi wangu kuti where were you
uchisiya ini murume wako ndiri alone you can
see ndokubvunza zviri sweet manje" akadaro
achindibata ruoko zvechiramu ndikaseka
ndichitora phone yangu yaiva paTv stand I just
went straight to the pictures atanga tazvitora
ndikati "ndanga ndambono refresher stress
dzirikundiwandira" I said that ndichimupa
phone zvikanzi "ndipeiwo chibby one apa gules
minus imi,nahambuya ava handivadi
vanotaurisa but varikuoneka kuti vanogona
zvekunakirwa hadzina kana stress idzi"
akadaro achireva Mai Nenya ndikati "vamwe 2
avo vane mhuri dzavo hunny wangu Saka
dzikama" kwakuseka achiti "ingoti haudi
kundishare chete ijealous iri" kwakuseka hedu
"manga muchizvifarira henyu zvinongodiwa
izvi kwete kungodyira sadza pamba from
January to December" vakadaro Mai Ishu
vachidzosa phone yangu yavanga vatorawo
kuona mapictures ,uku ndichibika tichitaura
dzimwe nyaya Tamuka anga atodzoka
adzokera kugara padhuze naChaks ini
ndikaramba ndakamira kukitchen side sezvo
paiganurwa ne counter taitaura ndiri ikoko.
Ndakazopedza kubika I've saved them sadza
,beef mixed with vegtables , "koiwewe kasi
hausikuda sadza here zvausiri kuita action
nhaiwe Tamuka" vakadaro Mai Loraine vaona
after he ignored the plate yandanga ndaisa
pamberi pake akavapindura achiti "ndiribho"
hapana akambomu nyengerera, Mai Ishu
kwakuita kubva pasofa vachigara pasi
pacarpet chaipo vakatsamhira sofa nemusana
kwakutora yavo plate neyandanga ndaisira
Tamu ndokubvisa usavi vachihuisa musame
plate vakadaro futi kusadza zvikafa pari
separate zvikanzi na Chaks "imatch here iyi
Dembare vs Hylanders" ini ndanga ndoda
kuputika nekuseka "kwazvo rega ndizvidyire
kuritsika chaiko kufa kwakauya uku" she said
that vachitobudisa her shirt from the trouser
ndakatoona kuti ndi drama queen chaivo vakati
varitsika sure sadza racho ini ndaifa nekuseka
ndichingodyawo zvebyz semunhu anga adya
somewhere , apa ndanga ndazogara pastull
yandanga ndatora mubedroom yana Chaks
sezvo masofa ayingova maviri achigarwa
nevanhu two two.Havana havo kuzoripedza
rese Mai Ishu vakasiya rimwe vanhu vapedza
kudya ndakangoisa maplates musink
ndaizosuka vayenda ,kwakubudisa cold drink
from the fridge ndichivagadzikira nema
glasses acho ayikwanira kuti vaseredzere
kwakuzogarawo pasi hangu. Mai Ishu
kwakudzokera pasofa pavo zvikanzi
"waitabasa muroora kondaimboziva kuti
musalad wedu anobika chikafu chinonaka
kudai here" vamwe vakadairirawo kutenda
"vanobika manje hamuone ndisingachade
kubva kunoku plus ndirikutoita matama"
akadaro Chaks tikaseka.Vanhu
vakambonyarara mbijani zvikanzi namai Ishu
"muroora uchitiona tauya kudai Batania
akataura neni akati endai munondi
kumbirirawo ruregerero Kuna Mai Tania
ndakamukanganisira ndakazama kuda
kuvhunza nyaya yacho kubva kwaari but
arikuzeza kutaura zvaakaita arikungotsenga
tsenga, zvino ini ndati handingauye ndega
ndakatofonera vamwe Tete vako ava vanga
vagara havo vanerwendo rwekuuya kuno
ndakabva ndatovamirira kuti tizouya tese.
Havagare kuno vanogara kuChinhoyi ikokuye
but village ravakawanikwa kure kubva kwana
muchembere kuya saka tati tiuye takadai
tinzwe tione panoda kugadziriswa kana
zvichiita mowirirana ndanga ndakambovaudza
halfly but vanga fara kunzwa nyaya yacho from
you personally" she said that ndikatura
mafemo tese tichitarisa light remota
yaivheneka pawindow yaiva yana Mai Naa
zvoratidza kuti vakanga vasara vakabuda after
me.Ndakabva ndataura nyaya yanga
yatikonanisa naBatania from start to the
finishing point ndikapedzisira nekuti
"sometimes ndinotombofunga kuti nditame
kubva pano maybe anondijairira kuita
zvaanoda neni pano nekuti ndepenyu imi sisi
vake" ikadairirwa nekukasika naChaks ichinzi
"kubva pano kwekuitasei taurai zvimwe kani
gulez imimi" ndakatadza kumudaira because
ndakanga ndagarwa nechigodo cheshungu
pahuro.Tamu akabva anzi ataurewo rake side
kwakuseka zvekudhiniwa hake achiisa phone
yake pa arm resofa iyo yaaingova busy nayo
kubva pandanga ndapinda kwakutarisa vana
sisi vake akati "I can't believe this you want me
to repeat zvekunyepa zvataurwa nehure iri
don't act as if mune zuva ramakandiperekedza
kunomuroora kumba kwavo kah ,handigarwe
dare because of the girlfriend ayitongovawo
girlfriend yangu uyu hure rakangofanana
nevandinongo gadha kunze uko ndichisiya"
vese vakashama muromo vachimutarisa ini
ndaisaziva kuti ndainzwa sei i wasn't
understand the feeling that I had by that
moment "kutaura rudzii ikoko nhaiwe Tamuka
usatambe nepfungwa dzedu kah hausiriwe
watisimudza kubva kudzimba dzedu here iwe"
vakadaro Mai Loraine vakanzi "kana riri hure
ihure hazvichinje mangoona time dzaapinda
muno wani after she dropped by the car
outside of the gate saka chamunoda ku
Reasoner naye chii ipapa" vanhu vairatidza
kupererwa ndakabva ndasimuka ndichiseka
hangu pain yacho yaindipa setswa ndikataura
ndichiti "God and his people" iye kwakutiwo
"kana achida kubva pano ngaabva anenge
atogona by tomorrow anofanirwa asisipo
,nditori nemukadzi wangu arikutsvaga room
munomu ndogona kungomu rentera pano futi"
akawedzera mashoko ake achidaro zvikanzi
namai Ishu "mind your words imba yangu
nemurume wangu inoyi hauna right yekutaura
zvaunoda payiri ndogona kutomuti ayigare
mahara itu uyu ,zvariri hure tikagogarirei pano
hauwone kuti kurasa muromo kwemanga
manga kwaurikuita here uku kana dzirinhema
wakaputsirei Fon yake hant wakaputsa nekuti
maiva neevidence , apa ndiwe watisimudza
kusvika pano warwadziwa nei chaizvo kusvika
pakumuti ihure kuti akufumura chihure
chawanga uchivanza kutaura chekuteverana
nemambuya apera paint here heee or
kumuona akapora ronda rawanga wamupa
mumusoro akarukwa zvakanaka pamusoro
pazvo zvaunotoona wega kuti zvakamufita
futi , kana kuti urikurwadziwa nechimbudzi
chawakamuputsira akanotenga phone
yakanaka kudarika yako taura parikukudzimba
chaipo tikurape tichiziva tisazokupe wrong
medication" Mai Ishmael size chaiyo vaiva
nayo vamwe vacho Mai Loraine vanga
vanyarara vese naChaks vachinyatso kuratidza
kupererwa nekupindurudzwa kwanga kwaitwa
nyaya neumwe wavo.
Ini ndakabva ndati "no problem Mai Ishu about
kubuda ndobuda a day after tomorrow owuya
nemunhu wake kungoti ndine maclients
handingakwanise kurongedza tomorrow
wacho ndikapedza, as you can see pane room
yana Chaks iyi anogona kutanga kutouya
nemunhu wake imomu uyu zvinova zvandiri
kuda ku avoider those unnecessary dramas"
ndakadaro ndichitorevesa but ndaisatova
neplan yeimwe imba "hauna kwaunobuda
uchiyenda Itumeng itodzikama hako iyeyu
wacho as long pasina kuwirirana pakati penyu
handidi kunzwa kuti apinda in this gate
akangopinda muno undiudze i can file for
peace order against him inini mbune, what's so
special on him zvekuti ungaswera uchitutiswa
nekuda kwake iyeyu ayewa be independent Itu
mhani ngwara uzive kuzvimiririra mhani Koo
ukabva pano otevera kwaunenge waenda
ikoko ungasapedza nyika yese nekutiza iye
urikumbo vhundukeiko camourflage here iyi
rongova jira iri rakangoita sehembe
dzawakapfeka idzodzo colour ndiyo
yangosiyana chete" vakadaro vachitorevesa
Mai Ishmael vachioneka kutsamwa nezvanga
zvaitwa nehanzvadzi yavo "enda hure iwe
watononoka futi" akadaro Tamu ndikamu
ignore ndichipinda mubedroom mangu
ndaitoona kuti arikuda kunetsana neni plus
ndaitotyawo kudzokororwa mabhutsu ayanga
akambondipa .Ndakasvika ndikatanga
kurongedza ma weave andaiva nawo andaida
kuzonoruka vanhu kubasa I kept myself busy
to avoid kuramba ndichikandirana mashoko
naTamu ,mutukiro waanga andiita ndaitadza
kuzvigamuchira zvanga zvisina kundibata
mushe zvamuchose ndaingonzwa kutaura
kwekusawirirana mandanga ndabva, gare gare
ndikamunzwa achiratidza kuti asimuka ndokuti
"ndipo pamuchandiita sei manje ndoda
kumuratidza kuti ndiri rough hant arikuda
kuzviita muhard" akadaro voice richitoswedera
kuuya kubedroom "nhaiwe Tamu chiiko iwewe
unozviitireiko zvaunoita Izvozvo iwewe" it was
Mai Ishmael's voice iye wacho haana kudaira
kusvika apinda akasvika nekundibata ruoko
zvairwadza ndokunditi "ndakubvunza kuti
wanga uchibva kupi ukazviita mu hard kundi
ignore do you know ndogona kukuita rough
izvezvi ndorutyora ruoko urwu wanzwa"
ayitova serious neiwo maziso ake ayichinja
ruvara kana akatsamwa or aripa sex,
ndakakoka tuchivindi twushoma twandaiva
natwo ndakamutarisa mumaziso ndikati "you
gonna tanish my image uchinditi hure,
ugondityora ruoko or kundiremadza
sezvaunotaura but ndinongoramba ndiri
Itumeng Tembo chero ukada kundiuraya
ndinongovigwa kuchinzi Itu akafa hapana
chinenge chachinja ende hazvichinje but you
have to know that I'm better than your ex and I
am better than your next" ndakapedzisa
kudaro ndichivhizura kubvisa ruoko rwangu
paanga akarubata akandipina gumbo
zvairwadza zvakandipa ku screamer because
of the pain "sha urikuitaseiko iwewe
zvaurikuita hatichawirirane manje" akadaro
Chaks abata collar yamukoma wake
achimupusher kuti abve pandiri apa vanga
vapinda vese vari speed mubedroom mangu
after they heard my scream ,Tamu akaita
zvekundisiya achindisaidzira lucky enough
ndakakurumidza kubatirira pabed nekubva
ndatogara ndaku sweater kuface nekuteerera
pain yegumbo hameno muitiro waanga andiita
apa ndichifemereka "siya pawakandibata
Tamuda urikuda kurwa neni here
wakundijairira manje wanzwa" akadaro Batania
calmly zvisina any action zvekuti Tamuda
wacho akabva angosiya collar yaanga akabata
"urikumbovavarirei kuramba uchirwadzisa
mwana uyu nhaiwe Tamu chaakutadzira
chaicho chii mwana iyeyu" vakamubvunza Mai
Ishu vachinditambidza cold water yavanga
vanotora after she saw my pain sweating
zvikanzi nabaTania "mwana munomuziva
mukamuona here here imi mungati mwana
kumvana yajaira kuchinjanisa varume here iyi"
veduwe kah hawaizomboziva kuti ndi Tamuka
wekumbondinakira ndichichemerera uya ipapo
ndakanga ndakuona chokwadi chakanga
chambotaurwa namai Ishu kuti "anorasa
mashoko kana akatsamwa" asi chandanga
ndamutsamwisa chaicho ndaisachiona
otherwise ndiye ayingozvipa stress handina
chandakapindura I just kept quiet kana misodzi
hayiuye pakadaro ende kuchema ndaisatoda
"rega kutaura uchidaro muface iwewe hazvisi
right zvawavakutaura Izvozvo manje" akadaro
Chaks achiratidza kubhowekana nezvayiitwa
neumwe wake ,Mai Ishu vakamugamawo
nekuside vachiti "sure kukanzi batai hure
iwewe naItu tobata ani pakati penyu vangani
vakadzi vanoziva chiuno chako ichi
havatoverengeke zvichida pamwe half
yeZimbabwe yese yakazara vana vako ndiyani
angaziva, siyana naItu she is a lady of classic
not cheaper than you kurwadziwa nekunaka
kwake here kwawakatadza kumusakadza"
vanga vakupopota Mai Ishu Mai Loraine kuti zii
havo vakazongoti "ndakanga ndaramba kuuya
ini inzwai manje nyaya dzatavakunzwa pano
zvimwe zvisinei nesu" ndakatoshaiwa kuti
varikuzama kutii zvikanzi namai Ishu "iwe
usaite kunge usingamuzive mwana wababa
vako uyu kuti haana mukanwa ini
zvaarikutukirira Itu handizvitevedzeri because I
know him very well Tamuka anosandura nyaya
manje zvizhinji zvaurikutaura inhema ipapa" ini
kana Simba rekudaira ndaisava naro even
chigodo pahuru changa chazongo disappear
chega "nhema dzekutii ihure iri munondiudzira
chiiko pamunhu wandongoziva akandivinga
pasofa mumba umo akashama achitoziva kuti
ndine musikana wangu akandirambanisa
nebby rangu rainzi Belinda nekuda kwechihure
chake uyu ihure iri apa akauraya mwana wangu
futi kwakuita mastatement ekuti abuda akafa
ega" kuzondidaro zvimwe zvese zvaayitaura I
wasn't care even though ayi twister maitikiro
azvo but pamwana pakandicheka cheka moyo
uka bleeder chaiko ,ndikasimuka kaone
zvepain yegumbo ndakazviisa paside
ndakunzwa kuzarirwa ndikatanga kufemereka
ndakutoyeredza musodzi ndikati "handina
kuuraya mwana wangu ini ndakamushaira $80
yeku theater" ndakadaro ndakunzwa dzungu
ndakotamira ndabatirira pamu bhedha with a
one hand ,vese vanga vagumirwa vatoona kuti
arasa muromo last Umwe wavo akapihwa
umwe mucheka wembama iri strong namai
Ishu zvakaita kuti ndisimudze musoro
ndikawana akangobata dama rake .Ini
ndakangonhonga handbag rangu randanga
ndabva naro kubasa that day maiva nemari
yaivamo yaigona kundisvitsa kumba,
ndakambofunga kubvisa ring yake ndimusiire
but ndakazvishaira nguva zvekuzvomora ring
from my finger ndikati "ndoda kunovaudza
mama vangu kuti wanditi ndakauraya mwana" I
said that ndakutochema ndichibuda kuvasiya
mubedroom nekuno darika mulounge ndiri
speed ndokunhonga phone yangu ndikakanda
mubag, ndichibuda kudoor apa hwaiva usiku
ndikanobudira kugate ndiri speed "mutevere
Tamuda mhanya kani" ndakanzwa voice
rakadaro kubva kumba ndakanovhura speed
yekuti ndisabatwe ndakananga kumain road
ndainzwa kuda kunoona Mama vangu Mai
Itumeng ndovaudza zvaiva pamoyo pangu
zvekunzi ndakauraya mwana vagondipindura
chero zvavaizondipindura mhinduro dzavo
ndaidzida chero dziri dzekusandisimbisa
sometimes vachinditukira kungochema chema
asi kutukwa navo kwacho ndiko kwandaitoda
that moment .

Ndakanobatwa naChaks ndakupinda

mumainroad ndirimu speed iye akatsvedza
achida kudonha akakurumidza kubalancer
achibata pasi imi achindipushira kuside kuti
ndisapinde mutara ndikangosvika ndichigara
pandakapushirwa pacho zvine kakudonha
mukati ,there was a lorry raida kutodarikawo
richibatwa mabriks akaita noise zvekuti
rakasara padiki kundirova dai pasina kubatwa
naChaks kwandakaitwa , driver wacho akaridza
bell zviya zvekupopota Chaks akaridza
muridzo maybe it was a way of apologized
"shiiiiit tora bag rake iro Chaks
handichatomusiye kunoku ndakuenda naye
kuManyame" akadaro Tamu asvika patiri
achifemereka zvoratidza kuti anga awuya
arimu speed paakanzwa kubatwa kwema briks
of that lorry maybe akanga afunga kuti
ndarohwa nemota, Ndaingofemereka
zvekuzarirwa uku ndichichema mwana wangu
wandanga ndanzi ndakauraya anga
andidzimbira ronda randaifunga kuti pamwe
rakapora but after his words ndakatoona kuti
ranga richiri fresh , ini ndaisagona kumhanya
zvamuchose ndaitova dhadha chairo asi speed
yangu yemusi iwoyo kana ya Bolt yaisara pasi
"ndisiye Tamu handidi kuenda newe
usandibate" I managed to say that
andisimudza kubva pasi pandanga ndagara,
ndamira arikumashure kwangu ruoko rwake
rwaka crosser kumusana kwangu
zvekundibatsira kufamba ndichiramba
kufamba kwacho as if ndairwara uku
ndichibhidhirika kuda kubva paari. Ndakanzwa
Chaks avakuti "Zvimwe zvinhu taura uchifunga
sha tarisa uwone zvawanga wakonzeresa nxaa
wandibhowa muface iwewe" haana kutomirira
answer yamukoma wake kwakutofamba
achidzokera kumba nehandbag rangu , Batania
kwakuita zvekundisimudza achifambisa neni
ndikamuruma akakurumidza kundisiya pasi
tanga takutosvika pagate sezvo taigara
kudhuze nemainroad.Ndakawana team
repamba ipapo rabuda kunze kwegate vese
zvavo ,Mai Naa nemurume wavo twuma China
twaigara kumainhouse,vese vakafamba kuuya
pandanga ndagara ndagatsikwa pasi naTamu
uyo anga anopinda mugate , apa ndai sweater
kamu China kamukadzi kakandinyengerera kuti
ndisimuke apa ndanga ndaku feeler dizzy
vakandibatirana kuti ndisimuke ndikavati
vandisiye but vaitooneka kuti varikundityira
kuti ndingadzokera futi kumain road but
ndanga ndakuda kutonorara chete.Ndatopinda
mugate ndikaona vana Tamu vachiuya
kwataiva vanga vapfeka hembe vabvisa ma
uniforms ende Batania anga apfeka dzaChaks
sezvo dzaingogara muroom yavo yepo
,pavaifamba kudaro ndaitoona kunge
twuvanhu twupfupi ndikangonzwa kunge
ndakuwira pasi ndakatanga kunzwira
mavoices kure kure ndikagumira
ipapo.Ndakazopepuka ndichiona malights
aibaka baka panze ipapo ndikanzwa voice raiti
"may you please relax Mr Chakidza let us do
our job if zvaramba tavakutovatakura we are
going to admit her at hospital for the whole
night" ndakashaiwa kuti chii chayiitika
ndichikwizwa something on my chest
ndakaiswa chinhu chandainzwa hwunyoro
pahwuma "relax Mrs Chakidza you have
fainted some few minutes ago and your blood
pressure is very high" said by one of people
vayiita zvavayindiita pfungwa dzangu
dzikatanga kufunga zvanga zvapedzisira
kuitika. Ndikazoona kuti it was an ambulance
yanga yauya pamba apa ndanga ndabviswa
bompa jacket rakabatwa nekamu China
kamukadzi kepamba pedu , I've managed
kusimuka ndega pandanga ndakarariswa
ndikati "I'm ok I need to sleep ndirikuda kurara
hope chaidzo" ndikanzi ndimire mbichani
vakapedza neni ndikapihwa ma piritsi andisina
kutambira ndichiva ignore ndasimuka
ndakutonanga mumba ndichinopinda
mubedroom mangu.Mai Ishu ndivo
vakazotevera nawo vachindiudza zvanga
zvataurwa but ndaisazviteerera kwakubuda
vachidzokera mu lounge maiva nevamwe
,ndikanzwa door remu room mana Chaks
kuvhurwa "usatombofunge kurara pano hako
Tamuka pano hapana chako enda kuHarare
kwako izvezvi ndisati ndanetsana newe"
vakadaro Mai Ishmael but iye haana kudaira
ndakatonzwa achizvikandira paka bed mana
Chaks imomo , "Chiiko chamboitika nhaimi
vanetsanei zvekuti Itu anga osvika pakuda
kunozvitsikisa nemota kuroad uko , sure
dzimwe nyaya dzamunozonzwa kuti munhu
akazongofa isu tanga taswera naye zvinoitika
zviye nekuti sure Itu wandapedzisira kuona
Manheru ano panze apo ndichitoseka naye
ndikamupa zvima coins zvanga zviri mu pocket
yangu ndichitomuti uyende kunowedzera
amount yepa meal tichiseka nemasahwira ake
anga ane mota akatova introducer kwandiri
achiti vanoshanda vese kuSaloon kwavo
vakabva pano urimufaro sure tozongodokerwa
munhu avakuchema saizvozvi zvingaitawo
here vasikana" vakadaro Mai Naa apa
maitonzwika kuti muna ivo nana sisi vaTamu
chete murume wavo anofanirwa anga asara
panze naChaks kutaurika kwese ikoko
kwaitonzwika neni even na Tamu wacho
muroom maayiva "iyii zvakaoma iwe Mai
Natalia ende ndarwadziwa Tamuka zvaanoda
kutiitira Soo kah kuda kutiparira ngozi
mumusha chaiko amutukirira ende haana
chaambopindurwa naItu wacho mufunge anga
akangonyarara , but paazomuti akauraya
mwana wake ndipo parwadza Itu anga
avakuda kutoenda kumba kwavo usiku hwuno
ndokumhanya kwaanga achiita ndipo paanga
oda ku crosser road" vakadaro Mai Ishu
zvikanzi namai Naa "kuuraya mwana?" vanga
vatotanga kuda information like always ini
ndaivaziva chaiko vakanzi "ehe akarasikirwa
nemwana her last pregnant on a 8months
ayiva mukomana zvakakonzereswa
nekunetsana kwavo futi ikoku saka
akazongono sunungukira chava chando"
vakayenderera mberi nenyaya dzavo
ndikazonzwa kupinda kwaChaks
achingonangawo muroom mavo "iyii
ndarwadziwa apa Itumeng haataure nemunhu
mufunge, haatsvinye hant nezvaari izvi chero
mhoro yake tingadai tisingaive but she is so
free kana kutsamwa haatsamwe even
ukamutaurira zvisina basa ,pano chaipo haabvi
nguva zhinji maweekends anenge arimumba
make haabude kunze kwegate uko kumashops
nguva zhinji anotoita zvekundibatisa
chaanoda ndomuvigira , saka chihure chacho
angadai achichiitira kupi nhaimi chero achibva
kubasa nguva zhinji totosvika avapo pano 7
dzinokwana apinda pagate kare wani hant dai
Ari imwe achisvika chero pakati peusiku
ayigovhunzwa nani" vakadaro Mai Natalia
during their conversation zvikanzi namai Ishu
"mufunge zvinorwadza mamwe machallenges
anosanganikwa nevana vedu ava, uku vabereki
vanenge vachingoti mwana arikubasa izvo
arara ambochema potse potse kunotsikwa
remota kuroad uko , it's not easy at her age of
26 years she know how to survive
achizvishandira kutoziva kulodger her room
haisi nyore kugara kure nevabereki vake but
unotoona kuti she is trying kushanda nesimba
vamwe vana vezera rake varikuraramiswa
nema blesser kubviswa mabhurugwa nema
ages ana Sekuru vavo kuti vawane kudya
nekubhadharirwa marents vachiita husimbe
kuzvishandira asi iye Itu ,anongoziva Tamuka
nehubenzi hwake paari ipapa akatobva
kunovakisa imba yakanaka zvisingagonekwe
nevamwe vakadzi vakuru chaivo ,yakatomira
imba kumusha chaiko kuChinhoyi uku apa
anga asiirwa card rine Mari refu musatambe
nepay yemu soldier ye 6 months kaimi , asi
haana kana paakabudisa Mari achishandisa
zvisinganzwisisike hant dai aribenzi
ayizobatwa nepolice asi anenge atombozama
nepaanogona napo kutiza nemari iyoyo but
akazongoridzosera bank card racho kumuridzi
zvakangorongeka nekupanduka kwaita nyika
muzera yavo iyi unomuwanepi wekuti musi
waabata chihure chemurume anosiya Bank
card zvese nefon yemurume pamubhedha
pekuti muridzi anozviwana zvakakwana moyo
wake mwana uyu ndinotouvhunduka kana
pfungwa dzaanadzo ndedzemunhu anoda
musha wake but murume ndiye waasina hake"
vakataura zvimwe handina muzonzwa
ndabatwa nehope ndikamuka makuseni
ndikatanga ndapinda mubathroom
ndokuzodongorera mukitchen mandainzwa
kugudubudzwa kwema plates ndakadongorera
kwakuwona Ari Chaks ayisuka uku
muchunhuwirira food ndikapindamo
ndichiseka ndikati"good morning my life saver"
kwakutendeukira kwandiri in smile I added up
with saying "kusuka here uku makuda kuti
ndinzi ndakadyisa murume manje"
kwakusekawo zvikanzi "kudya ndakatodya
ende handitombode munhu anouya pandiri
achitaura zvekuti handei kwamadzibaba
unorutsiswa iyi munhu iyeye ndingamudzipa
huro chaiyo" he said that jokingly tikaseka
ndikati "Koo vamwe varikupi takazorara
nguvaiko isusu" akatanga andiseka zvikanzi
"yah idzi dzakatovhiringika wena ,makazorara
nguvai imimi nani manje" kwakuzvisekawo
ndega hangu ndikati "Bamunin mhani
ndirikutadza kuziva kuti ndirikuda kuvhunza
kutii exactly but ndirikutovhunza wani" he
continued to laugh zvikanzi "ingotii murikuda
kuziva zvekuyenda kwemurume wenyu chete
vakatozonetsana zviri serious namai Ishmael
akatozopabva asingade achida zvekurara pano
but maybe achadzoka because akasiya
uniform yake asikungoti as you know ane
mamwe akawanda saka anogona kusadzoka
nhasi I'm not sure otherwise murisei nhasi
maiti mune ma clients saka munogona
kutonoshanda here apa" ndakatoona kuti
Chaks hwaiva hwubenzi but he was so caring
ndakabva ndatarisa ring yaiva muruoko mangu
ndikati "Bamunin I'm not going to remove this
ring yandakapihwa namukoma wenyu inini
zverudo hazvisi zvangu zvirikuramba
zvichindiramba so I want this ring indibatsire
kudzingira varume vese vachada kuswedera
padhuze neni nekuti vachafunga kuti ndiri
married" I said that but he didn't say anything
he just smiled akatarisawo ring yacho tichiri
mukutaura kudaro Mai Naa knocked on my
door ndikati vapinde she wanted to check up
on me ndokubuda havo . Takatozotaura
zvimwe zvisinei nezvanga zvaitika tikaita
zvekudya naChaks tikagadzirira kubuda ayiva
nemota yake , akazonondisiya kubasa kwangu
achiti ayienda kuBanket kunoona Tsile wake
ndikasiirwa $10 ndichinzi ndeye lunch ,it was
Sunday kwaisava nevakawanda kubasa
ndakangoita zvekuruka 3 maclients angu after
that I went at my parents's house , ndatova
mukomb from forth to Chishawasha hills,
Tamuka akatanga kufona ndichimu ignore
ndaishaiwa kuti ayidei nezvaanga anditukirira
owana Simba rekundifonera. Ndatodzika komb
ndavakufamba kuenda kumba ndikafonerwa
namai Ishu ndakavadaira vaida kunzwa kuti
ndirisei but vayingosimbirira yekuti Batania
akauya kumba kwangu achindinetsa ndivaudze.
Ndichingonopinda mugate ramai Itu vaiva
panze naTaa wavo ende hazvina kuvanetsa
Mai vangu kuona kuti I wasn't ok ,but handina
kuchema tikapinda mumba takadungamidzana
vakati Taa ayende kunoona macatoon
mubedroom mavo.Kwakushevedza Dad vaiva
kuseri kwemba vachiita zvegarden ravo
tikamhoresana vachimirira kuti nditaure
zvayindinetsa ndikataura zvanga zvayitika
"zvakaoma kana zvakusvika pekuti wanga
wotsikwa nemota chizvisiya hako mwanangu
Koo dai wakatsikwa dai ndirikubata pai izvezvi"
vakadaro mama vakutoronhedza misodzi
vakanzi naDad "zvino imi mukachema mwana
ozodii" ini kuchema ndaitoona kunge luxury
chaiyo ndairwadziwa hangu but ndaisada
kutambisa misodzi yangu pandakanga
ndakachema paiva pakuru stereki.Mama like
always vanga vakutofonera vanhu vachivaudza
ende vese vanga vakutoti ndisiyane nazvo but
ndisayite speed because ayigona
kuzonditorera Talshia semwana wake ,
Ndakatoona kuti Batania Mari yaayiva nayo
plus nebasa rataifungidzira kuti ndiro rake it
was a big threat to my family otherwise vanhu
vataiwirirana navo vaitova nemari inodarika
yababa vangu ndi uncle Mohammed na sekuru
baba Reggis but zvaizonetsa kuti vapindirewo
nyaya dzakaita seidzodzo the best way was to
protect me from him with their advices
andaifanirwa kuzoteerera ,vakanga vototi
ndibve kuBindura ndiuye kumba but
zvekuzogara ndakavharirwa mugate ndaisada
so ndakatovaudza zvanga zvataurwa namai
Ishu plus taiva nepromise yedu na Ethan saka
ndaifanirwa kutoshanda nesimba. Next day
ndakamukira kudzokera ndikasvikira kubasa
zvekurovha ndanga ndatozvirasira kure sezvo
mubatsiri anga ayenda necash yake apa
kwaiva low low kubasa tese hedu taingoswera
takagara but zvaisandipa kurovha ,the same
day ndikafonerwa nambuya vana Tania
ndikadaira zvikanzi "Madhuve mwanangu huya
kumba huya unditaurire zviripamoyo pako
zvaarikukuyita Tamuka" vairatidza kurwadziwa
nazvo ndakangovaudza kuti I was ok
ndaizonovaona rimwe zuva zvikanzi "iye haasi
kumbofona Fon yangu haadaviri kumba
haasikuuya zvaanosiita kuda arikutya nyaya
dzake ndakamboti maiVale vamuyisire
massage vachiti mwana arwara dzirinhema
paakangofona ndikata kumutuka ndokuto
cutter Fon nanhasi haafone" Mai Tamuka
raitova basa ndaizoovaona pane zvandaitoda
kuzofambira hangu mumazuva arikumberi
.Mazuva ayifamba Ethan ndanga ndamuudza
zvayiitika between me and Tamu asi
semwanawo plus as a student haana
zvaayikwanisa kuita kwaingovawo
kudemberana hedu sevana vanyamunhu
tichisimbisana like always.Rimwe zuva sisi
Prudence vakangondiisira massage yekuti
"zvakaoma mwana wamai vangu zvangu newe
ungati takatsika pasingatsikwe nevamwe I
have find out that I'm 3 months pregnant now
ndoshaiwa kuti yakabata sei ini
ndichingobaiwa depo, izvezvi bamukuru vako
kuchata nekamurungu kekuno behind my back
pandakamuudza zvenhumbu nezuro ndipo
paakabudisa chokwadi chese apa munhu
watakanobudira kwaMurombedzi kwese uko
kana ndiwewo Itu , ende taingodanana
zvakanaka kana Ethan ndichamuudza kutii
achindiona ndava nemimba pano pamba chero
Ari mudiki asi hazvina chimiro hako
zvinoshoresa semunhu mukuru akaita seni"
ndakarwadziwa ndikatoona kuti ma one
ndikavabvunza kuti saka vachadii zvikanzi
"ndogara kuno Mari inobatika zvisvinu manje
ende mwana wake achamuchengeta by fire by
thunder ini I'm not that soft like you kah don't
forget that" for sure sisi vangu vaigona
kuzvimiririra ende school fees ya Ethan ndivo
vaibhadhara zvimwe vachibatsirwa na Uncle
Mohammed vayingoita Mari
yekumusendera.Mazuva ebirthday raTalshia
anga avakuswedera apa ayingobvunza kuti
Dad vake varipi asi tanga takamunyepera kuti
vakayenda kure nebasa zvaisataurika
kumuudza chokwadi ,apa her birthday was in
same month na Tania achisiyana ne 4days so
ndakatoona iri best kuvaitira mabirthday
celebrations avo pamwe chete.Ndakatoronga
pamari yangu ndika bakesa 2 cakes same
colour and flavor achiiswa mapictures avo,
raTalshia ndiro raitanga ndikasiya richidarika
ndikaita the same nera Tania
ndaingovanyorera ma "happy birthday on my
status's" baba vacho vaingovhura without a
comment or kuitawo the same as in post
maybe kwaiva kunyara ende taisataura tese
dzanga dzatokwana 2 months nemazuva tisina
kuonana, next weekend after mabirthdays
evana vangu ndipo pandakanotora Talshia
,tikadarika tichi collecter macakes mutown
tichienda kuChinhoyi ndanga ndatovaudza kuti
ndayiuya ende ndakatotenga even mabaloons
nehembe dzaisava ma lebel but dzaiva nani .
Vakafara vachiona tichisvika nechimota
chevakomana vezvipipipu vana vangu vakafara
nekusvika kwangu ,Talent anga avakutotanga
mareports ake ndisati ndatombogara pasi
ndichingonzi mama Tania akazondidai akadai.
Takamhoresana nevabereki vaTamu and also
Mai Vale tikanogara mudining "magona
mwanangu murambe mune rudo pavana
ndevako ava Havana vamwe Mai vavanoziva
samai kunze kwenyu vaMadhuve" vakadaro
sekuru vavo tavazivisa zvesmall party
yandanga ndafambira kuitira vana zvikanzi
nambuya vacho "rudo rwaunarwo
rwakanyanyisa Madhuve sure nezvese
zvawakaitwa nababa vavo asi hauna kuvarasa
vana sekuvimbisa kwako baba vavo vane Mari
asi havatozvizive zvema cake ebirthday vana
ivava chero ini pandiri pano unoti
ndingambozvifunga here chero kuti
vakazvarwa musi wani ndinenge ndisingatozivi
kumwe kukura kwandaita kudai ,aaaaaa waita
hako mwanangu" vakanditenda kasingaperi
vana vacho vanga vave kutotamba panze vese
na Talshia ,vakatozotumwa kunodayidza
vamwe maiguru mukadzi wekumoma wababa
vavo vaigara mumaraini emumusha imomo
kuti vauye tibatsirane kubika chikafu che party
yevana ,for sure vakauya nevana vavowo 4
muhombe ayitova grade 7 takabatsirana tiri 3
namai vale by 2 masikati tanga tatopedza
.Ndikagezesa girls rangu nekuvapfekedza
zvinyowani zvandanga ndauya nazvo ndanga
ndangovatengera zvakafanana ndichisiyanisa
ma colours vese vari 3 , vamwe mbuya vavo
vekundibatira huku maiguru vababa vavo
vakauyawo nezvimwe zvizukuru maspeaker
anga atobudiswa panze madhindindi
achirohwa ,vana chachitamba maridim
pakatouyawo mamwe mamai emuraini nevana
vavo vanga vakokwa kokwa ,pakafarwa
zvaisava zve class yepamusoro hazvo but
ndakazamawo hazvina kunetsa kuwana
Camera man.Mabirthday girls akabata their
cakes nemabaloons of their number of years
Talshia was with 4 sisi vake was with 9 , Talent
ayisava nebirthday musi wacho asi ayitoda
kuvapowo pamacake nema numbers ipapo
zvaisekesa kusvika mbuya vacho vazoti
"mwana waTamuka kuvhengedzera chimupai
zvamakabata zviite zvake zvese" tikaseka
hedu a day well spented. Ndikato poster some
pictures Chaks ndiye akatanga kufona zvikanzi
"eheeee ndakambodiwa asi uri different baby
usasiyane neniii" ayiimba song yaFreeman
ndikaseka akatenda nezvandanga ndaitira
vana, baba vavo vaingo viewer without a
comment like always and I wasn't care
because ndaisazviitira kuonekwa or kutsvaga
good from the people but ndaizviitira rudo
rwangu sezvo naiyewo anga asina
chaakachinjisa from Talshia's bank account
Mari yaingopinda every monthend.The next
day ndipo pandaidzokera ndikatombowana
mukana wekugara pasi nasekuru and mbuya
vevana vachida kunzwisisa nyaya dzangu
naTamu sezvo tanga takangoita kutaura pafon
ini namai vake ,ndakangotaura but zvimwe
ndaisati dyoo asi sevanhu vakuru vaitobata
nyaya yacho tikambotaura hedu at the end
ndikazovaudza kuti zvanga zvatopera pakati
pangu nemwana wavo otherwise hukama
hwedu hwanga hwava pavana ndichitorevesa
"atova nemwedzi inotokwana miviri mitatu
kubva zvaitika nyaya dzake idzodzi asina
kumbosvika pano, chikafu anongoita
chekutumira zvese nemari kuda arikunyara asi
ramba une rudo rwako Mai Tania mwanangu
hazvina hazvo mhosva moyo inenge
ichingorwadza kuona mwana wangu achiyita
ubenzi asi ndopika namai vangu muyera shava
varipasi apa kudai iyo imba haafi akayigara
neumwe mukadzi wakayivakira vana vako
imba iyo as long ndirimupenyu ndiripano
hazviitike ndichirarama" vakadaro Mai vake
ndikatovaudza kuti kana neni ndipo pandanga
ndakapedzisira kumuona zvese nekutaura
naye , nyaya yacho takazoisiya pakauya
Camera man nema photos edu nevana from
the previous day ndakatomabhadhara imwe
Mari ikabhadharwa nambuya vavo zvekututoda
havo.Ndakavapa mamwe mapictures mamwe
ndikanomayisa mudroower rewardrobe kuimba
yevana vangu mamwe ndikaisa muhand bag
ndayienda nawo.Takazobvako masikati
tavakudzokera Talshia akapihwa Mari
nasekuru vacho achinzi ndeye icecream
muroad.

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CHAPTER 30

Ndakasvika kumba ndikagara mbichani having

some few talks with my parents asi
ndakatozorara ndava kuBindura semazuva ese
ndichiitira basa rangu. Ndakazofonerwa namai
Ishu ndichinzi "may God bless you Itumeng
nerudo rwaurikuitira vana vako vakaiswa
panyika nemapenzi, isu madzitete avo chaivo
kana kumbofungawo kuti kune nherera
dzirikumba dzinoda kuitirwawo birthdays party
asi wagona kuzviita urii iwe nemari yako
pasina wawakumbira futi" ndakangoseka
hangu knowing kuti vaitaura kuti Tamu and his
ex-wife vese mapenzi.Mazuva ayitofamba
imwe night ndikafonerwa naEthan
kwavakutoyedza but Ukraine kwavo ayitova
manheru zuva ravakutonyura sezvo
earthrotation yacho ichisiyana ndakamudaira
zvikanzi "muka sha honawo hako ndiri muroad
nasisi vako ini ndirikutobva paschool apo
vanga vatonditevera hanzi it's almost an hour
time dzaunosisvika dzapfuura ndanga ndati
kwaitikei Amana zvinoita here izvi a bigman
like me kuteverwa naSisi paVarsity ndorega
kuwana time yekupushawo twuma bby here" it
was a vedio call sisi Prudence vacho vaiva
nechepamberi pake vachizvikuwadza
nekuseka havo nedumbu ravo ranga rava
kutooneka ndikati "zvekuti you are a bigman
totonzwa newe isu toziva kuti you are our baby
brother" kwakusunga muromo zvikanzi "baby
brother vani wakusyzer baba vako manje,
ayewa iyi yekuteverwa kuschool haitombobude
inomakisa manje ipapa vanenge vachingoti
ukawana chinokuwana Itu haambondiregerere
ndinomuudza ndichitii ayewaa itai serious
mese muri two musandisyze kani imimi"
akapopota sisi vake vaayiva navo vaingoseka
vakazomira padhuze naye vachitaura neni
zvikanzi "kubva nhasi hatichazviiti vatsamwa
baba vedu Itu sha ndikasasvika hangu kumba
ndichirohwa ,ini ndajaira kuti anosvika pamba
Kuma past 4 kah pandaona dzava Kuma to 5
asina kusvika ndangoshaiwa kuti chii ndikati
ndipinde muroad pamwe mwana pane chaitika
kwaari izvo ndagozivei kuti ndirikutsvagana
nabigman" takatoseka tese Ethan zvekuitwa
mwana ayisazvida zvamuchose hwubaba
ayihwuda big-time conversation yangu naye
yakapera yakunzi "zvamurikundiitira nasisi
vako izvi you owe me" ndikabvunza
chandaifanirwa kumuitira ndikanzi "ndine
kabby kangu kandakambokuudza kare ndichiri
ku high school kanonzi Samantha kaye we are
still together ndivo Mai Ethan madam boss
ivavo so hant urikuona kuti ndirikure kah
,anenge achingovhunduka kuti pamwe
ndirikuita zvimwe zviya so I want you to meet
her and you need to spoil her for me" nekuda
kufadza mwana wamai vangu ndakabvuma the
girl was in first year at GZU in Masvingo
takawirirana kuti ayizouya next Sunday ndisiri
kubasa sezvo she was home for vacation.For
sure akauya kuBindura kwangu ayigara
kuActuras next area from Chishawasha hills
kwedu ,the girl was so cool akadzikamira
nespeed yaiva naEthan plus mapfekero
vaisamboenderana zvamuchose ndaitotarisira
kuona a slayqueen anofamba dzimwe nyama
dziripanze but it was different ndakatomufarira
satete ndikatomuruka a new hairstyle sezvo
ayingova nevhudzi. Yanga yangova Tete this
,tete that ndakatoona kuti she was happy to
meet her boyfriend's relative , avakudzokera
ndakamuperekedza kunosvika mutown
ndikamutengera a new tennis and a skinjin
akafara zvisingaite zvikanzi "thanks tete you
are such a darling at list chero hanzvadzi yenyu
akandirwadzisa in future ndoziva kuti ndine
anondidawo" takaseka hedu
ndakazomukwidza lift rekudzokera ndikati
taizotaura pafon sezvo tanga tava nema
numbers from the day randaitaura naye kuti
awane kusvika kumba kwangu.Zvevanana here
ndakazodokerwa ndazadzwa pastatus
ichingori my sweet aunt this and that but I
could saw her happiness ,even Ethan wacho
akatozofona vediocall ndikatanga nekunzi
"how is she aribho here or hauna kuisa like
ndigare ndasiya" ndakatanga ndaseka ndikati
"she is so good nemapfekero ako ekuti cap
unoyiipfeka mberi Shure uku mumusoro uri
wema haircut ekutarwa tarwa zvimwe zvirasta
pamusoro ,ndaitoti ndichavingwa netwuya
twekufamba matumbu nezvija zviripanze but
she is different mukomana ndiye waasina dai
zvaibvira Awana hake mumwe aribho not u"
kuzomudaro ndakatukwa like always ndikanzi
"pa bby I go for looks and also a humbleness
sewe because handidi anozoita musarinya
pamberi pamoms na mudhara kuzoti iwewe
hako nekupusa kwako ikoko ndikakutsvagira
tuvaroora twumwe twuya ungazogona
kuzvimiririra here" kuzodaro tikaseka hedu but
he thanked me ndanga ndamufadza
ndakatoona kuti ayimuda musikana wake iyeye.
Mazuva ayifamba ndikazofonerwa naKaren
achiti ayida kuuya kunondiona nemwana
wangu taiwirirana ende ndaito feeler special
kuva nevanhu vanondida ndichisemwa
nevamwe for sure akazouya from
kwaMurehwa kwavo akaita 2 days
akazodzokera , vana Chaks na Zimuno Havana
kumbochinja kubva zvatanga tapesana
namukoma wavo vaingondifonera like always
ende vese vanga vave kushandira nzvimbo
dzekuti dzaiva kure ne Bindura saka kuonana
kwacho anga ava ma1 . Ndakazongofonerwa
imwe weekend naZimuno achiti "zvirisei
chimoko tomorrow toda uzobike a special food
for more we can send you the money ini
naChaks ungo cover cover , ugochena zvako
zviya ndokutempa manje I have your surprise
usazoti handina kukutipira ende gulez
muzongoita sekunge mamusingazive
zvekuuya kwedu hant" ndakatoseka hangu
vana ex-bamunin vangu was something else
vese vari two zvavo, ndakatovati vasasende
Mari because chikafu chizhinji chaivamo like
upfu machicken,beef ,pork potatoes and mazai
zvanga zvakabva kuplot kwasekuru baba
Reggis izvo zvaingoyerekana zvauyiwa nazvo
vachipfuurira kunosiya zvimwe kwamai
Itumeng. For sure the next day racho was
Sunday ndakamukira kuita washen yangu neku
cleaner mumba mukava smart.Sezvo I had
yellow nails I had decided to wore a dark blue
skinjin neka t-shirt kacho same colour but
yakanyorwa neyellow pamberi ndikapfeka
mapush eyellow ezvimvere pamusoro I could
saw myself kuti I was on point ,Ndakafana
kubika mafresh chips akawanda I've marinated
the Chicken ndikayiisa mu fridge ndaizomirira
kusvika kwavo ndotangira kubika zvimwe
ipapo mufungwa mangu ndaingoti I think
varikuda kuuya nevasikana vavo maspecial
acho not vemu road.

But I was surprised nekubhowekana ndaona

kugate kuchipinda mota mbiri yaTamuka iri
pamberi yaitanga kuzivikanwa ne number plate
isati yatariswa body ,imwe yaiva kumashure
handina kuiziva zvese izvi ndaiona ndiripa
window ndikamhanya kunogara pasofa as if
hapana chandanga ndaona they knocked
ndikasimuka nekunovhura door it was locked
nemukati Chaks ndiye ayiva pamberi zvikanzi
"nhasi parikufaya mudhara awuya wuya awuya
wuya" uyu yaitova system yake yekupinza
twuma songs pese pese seipapo yaiva ya
Winky D ndakamumbundura sezvo anga
avhura maoko for hug ndikati "Koo kusataura
kuti you are coming you want to kill me with a
surprise here nhai umwe wangu" ipapo vaiva 2
neumwe mukadzi wechidiki same size neni
wandakabva ndati "hello you are welcome"
ndichitomupawo hug ndikabva padoor
vachipinda kunogara pamasofa in no time
vamwe vanga vambosara kumota vakauyawo
vari three Zimuno, baTania neumwe murume
same age na baTania vacho but handina
kumuziva "Amana ndizvo zvatava kuita here
sure pawakaendera kuNyamapanda paye
wozongondisvikira usina kutanga wafona Koo
dai wasvika ndiine shena waizoramba
uchindida here" I said that jokingly to Zimuno
after our hug zvikanzi "ini ndotongouya ndisina
kutaura because I know wifey wangu
akarongeka she always smart like a water"
kuzodaro tikaseka hedu tichipinda muroom
yavo kunotora mastools ekugarira inini naye
ndikadzoka ndichiti "makadii henyu vayenzi
vangu" referred to vandanga ndisina kuziva
zvikanzi nemukadzi "ini handisi muyenzi pano
hangu maybe ava" achinongedzera murume
uya zvikanzi nemurume wacho "ava vapi
neniwo handisi muyenzi ini maybe iwewe" they
said that jokingly.Tese tikaseka
ndakatoshamisika kuona Tamuka achisekawo
nevamwe sezvo last time paakauya nana Mai
ishu ayisaseka , ndakazoti kuvanhu vaye
"horaiti makadii henyu imimi vacho musiri
vayenzi" vese vakati "tinosimba mainini kana
makasimbawo kurisei kunoku" ndikadairawo
zvakanaka ndikamhoresa vana Zimuno
ndikazoti "Batania makadii" ndanga
ndichakabatanidza maoko ndakamaisa kuside
to show some respect same as zvandanga
ndaita pakumhoresa vayenzi apa ndaitotya
kudairwa bhompa but he just said "ndeip
urisei" ndikadairawo cool .Zvikazonzi naChaks
wandakatoona kuti zvekupa maintroductions
ayizvifarira chaizvo pakasvika vanhu "gulez
vamurikuona ava totanga kubva kumapeto uko
uyo muface uyo anonzi Tamuka Chakidza
,aripanext pake anonzi Tamuda Chakidza I
mean inini wacho then ava vanonzi mukoma
Zimuno Zimuno vari Best friend ya Tamuka
Chakidza uyezve vari mukoma waZimuno
akagara padhuze neni, anova best friend yangu
inini saka zvirikuitika ndezvekuti mukoma
Zimuno Zimuno ava last week vakauya
vachibva kuchando kuDubai kwavanogara
nemu bby wavo uyu anonzi Mai Shanice
kaShanice kacho hakapo karikwambuya takati
kasare kaizotadzisa vabereki kudanana in
short ndibamukuru namaiguru venyu pakuti
muface uyu muhombe kune muface uyu"
akadaro achinongedzera mukoma vekuDubai
na Tamuka ende zvimwe zvaitaurwa naChaks
mutaurirwo azvo ungati ndewembanje
samukoma wake ndikati "horait maiguru
nabamukuru ndafara nekukuzivai" ndakadaro
ndichitonzwa kuda kuseka nezvanga zvayitwa
naChaks wema introductions kana ivo
vakatanga vasekawo vakazondidaira
"handisati ndapedza imimi vekuchando uyu
mukadzi akanaka wamurikuona uyu
musamutarisire kutya nyatsotarisai zvakanaka
sekunaka kwake she the lady of the house
anonzi Mai TaTaTa a mother of three girls ibby
redu inini naZimuno zvemuface uyu handizive
hangu handingataure nezvazvo" akadaro
achireva mukoma wake Tamu akapihwa ziso
rakapa kuti vanhu vese vaseke ivo vekuchando
vacho vakazongoitawo maTafara nekukuzivai
mainini" hongu tanga takamakana hedu
nabaTania but zvaisandipa kuvenga shamwari
yake nemukadzi wayo ndaifanirwa kuvabata
zvakanaka but ndanga ndatozviudza kuti
vakangotaura about kudzokerana kwangu
naTamu taisazowirirana apa Tamu wacho
ayichenera svoto hake kunaka nekufitwa
zvaimutevera like always.Ndakabva ndasimuka
ndakunoita zvekubika zvikanzi namai Shanice
"momboziva guys regai nditaure zviripamoyo
pangu ndikasataura ndingatofa nechigumbu"
she said that Ari serious tese tikamutarisa
akati "if murimutsoka dzangu you would
understand the pain that I have do you Know
kuti zvongobhowa soo wabva kumba kwako
wakatopfeka zvekuperera uchiti ndoda
kunovaratidza kwandirikuenda kuti
zvirikuoneka here kuti ndakauya ndichifambira
mudenga kunodai wosvika pamunhu akaita
samainini vangu ava wotozoona kuti inini
wacho ndini ndirikutoita kunge mugari
wemuno muBindura ivo ndivo vakauya
nendege kubva kuchando" kuzodaro vanhu
vakaseka iye anga akarova serious face but
yaakazoregedzera achisekawo akanzi
naZimuno "Koo hindava gulez zvaipa papi futi"
vanhu vese vakamutarisa akati "zvinhu
zvekubvunza here Izvozvo nhaimi bamunini
can't you see kuti munhu akanaka here uyu
look at her skin, structure ,face everything on
her is just lit ayewa Mai Taa yatsokundiudzai
ngatiitei ladies talk vasikana
makambozvifambisa seiko kunaka kunooneka
neniwo munhukadzi biyenyu" kuzodaro
taingoseka naiye wacho achisekawo ndikati
"ini ndirikutoti ndimi makanaka because you
are so beautiful in your own way" zvikanzi
nemurume wacho "nhaimi zvenyu mainini
muudzeiwo kuti neniwo ndine choice
asazofunge kuti Tamuka ndiye ega ane choice
kundidarika haah but apa wanga wajuma hako
mufanha wangu but hazvisisiri zvako hako"
akapedzisa kudaro atarisa Tamuka akanzi
"Norbet sha kwana iwewe" answer yake
yakapa vanhu kuseka apa iye ayingoseka
mbijani seasingade zvaingotaurika zvacho
zvainakidza zvekuti paisazombova nenguva
yekuratidzana ma moods inini na baTania.
Mai Shanice vakabva vasimuka zvikanzi "ini
ndambotaura kuti handisi muyenzi let me help
you with the cookings" for sure takatanga
kubatsirana tichitaura nyaya dziri light varume
vachitaurawo dzavo.Tanga tatonzi musabike
sadza mozobika kana nyama yatirikuda
kubraier yakuita fanai kutipa zvimwe saka we
saved rice,fresh chips , chicken and salads
most of the times ndaitoona kuti Tamuka
ayinditarisa but ini ndaisatomboda kurasiswa
neziso rangu richimutarisawo , vanhu
vakapedza kudya ini namai Shanice tavakuita
zveku cleaner tapedza tikagara same sofa
Zimuno na Chaks vanga vakutonobatidza Moto
panze on brai stand isu tikasara takagara apa
Tamu na Sahwira wake vainwa doro ravo.
Tasarwa tiri 4 Sahwira wacho kwakuti "mainini
musatsamwe kana kuzvivhunza kuti sei tauya
pano ende tavingei ini nemukadzi wangu uyu
tatouya pano kubva kumba kwedu ku Ruwa
uko tichizviziva kuti imi naTamu you have
separated but chatisvitsa pano ndechekuti we
love you munongodika Soo pano ndatopasvika
zvenharo asingade uyu ende tatomumanikidza
kuti awuye otherwise anga asingade but inini
murikuona kah kuti ndina Mai Shanice ava she
is my first wife and last ,takaroorana mafirst
days amakatanga kuzivana nemumwe wangu
uyu hapana chatisingazive , saka ndamuudza
kuti inini munhu wako wandirikuda kuona ndi
Itumeng kana kune vamwe variko handina
basa navo ende handina time yekusvikako
nemukadzi wangu but pano pamuri ndipo
patinouya ,ndakangonzwa nembiri nevayitaura
from his family kuti you are full of love but
ndazvionera dai murimumwe matotidzingira
panze or kutinyima chikafu mugobhidhaira Koo
hant hapana anenge achitenga munenge
muchichitenga nemari yenyu but you are
different mainini ndodada nemi, kubva kumba
kuChinhoyi uko makasiya mamisa musha
wenyu zvakatadzikwa nemunhu wake
wekutanga asi Mari iripo , secondly
zvakazoitika zvakaitika hazvo asi chero
ndaisavapo chokwadi ndechekuti kudanana
maidanana kwete zvekufungidzira uyu muface
wangu haana chaanondivanzira ende
ndomuzivira zvakanakisisa up to now moyo
nepfungwa dzenyu muchiri kudanana
ndochokwadi asi hameno zvirikungoitika chete
isu hatipo pakuzvigadzirisa , thirdly I salute you
ninez takamira pavana chete zvedu Tania na
Talent haipapo ndokutyai handikunyeperei
especially paakandisendera mapictures
ebirthday party yamakanoitira Tania nemudiki
uya last born yenyu i know kuti muface wangu
uyu he didn't comment or said anything but
thank you so much we really appreciate your
love and care after everything that he have
done to you dai muri mwana wangu
muchirikuendako kuhama dzake ndaikudzingai
pamba pangu" kuzodaro takabva taseka tiri 3
baTania anga angotsikitsira pasi ndikati
"Thank God handisi mwana wenyu hangu"
zvikanzi nemukadzi wacho "chokwadi tendai
Mwari zvakasimba ipapo maybe mungadai
mavakutogara mustreet makadzingwa pamba
pavo kutaura kwatirikuita kudai" taingoseka
hedu zvikanzi nemurume wacho "and also your
ring is very beautiful mainini" I just blushed
ndikati "thanks" ndikatarisa Tamu kwakuona
ayita kakusimudza musoro atarisa ruoko
rwaiva ne ring yake hameno kana akafungira
kuti ndichakaipfekera kumuda but ndaiva nayo
for my own reason.
Takazochinja nyaya kusvika patakazonogara
panze vakomana vakuridza music pairohwa
sungura from Zimuno Zimuno's car
yakavhurwa madoors and boot rakasimudzwa
mudenga pabudiswa Crete redoro nema ice
uku vachigocha havo ini ndega ndini
ndaisanwa doro ndaisatirigona but Mai
Shanice ayinwa ndakatozonotengerwa
madrinks , varume vanga vave biz kugocha ini
namai Shanice takagara pabench tichitaura
hedu zvikanzi "iyii varume ava vanorwadzisa
mainini but you have to fight for your marriage
hongu makanga musati manobvisirwa Mari but
manga matova baba namai zvamayiita zvese ,
hamungambono vakire Imba iya kuChinhoyi
nekunaka kwayo kuti izogarwa nemumwe ndiri
ini kana kun'anga ndingatonosvika I don't trust
myself" takabva taseka chikuwee tichirovana
maoko zvakaita kuti varume vacheuke
"makutinyeya kah tokuzivai" akadaro Zimuno
mudiki zvikanzi namaiguru vacho "haah
putseqee iwe ita zvekugocha nyama tidye hedu
isu" kwakusekawo ndikati "ini zve pressure
handizvigone henyu maiguru ndakatoona
nekuzvigamuchira kuti zverudo nema
marriages hazvisi zvangu plus ini naTamu
everything was just complicated , he made my
daughter's future from the birth to the house
so I really appreciate that ndaitofunga kuti
achazvivharisa after I break up with him but he
didn't so I have to support zvinodiwa nemoyo
wake ayite zvevakadzi vaanoda and im already
trying to move on with my life saka vake vana
ndicharamba ndichivadawo same as wangu"
she just smiled vakanditarisa zvikanzi "you are
a heroine gambagadzi chairo mainini ini
ndakahurirwa two magirlfriends andakaitirwa
naNorbet ndikazvibata varungu futi vane
zvinhu zvavo tiriko kuchando kwatogara ikoku
haah imi pamwe pacho ndakatombonwa
mushonga luck enough our maid was around
ndikakurumidza kuendeswa kuhosptal , last
year iyoyi pamwe pacho ndikapotsa
ndamuuraya Norbert uyu andirova nenyaya ye
girlfriend ndikaita self defence used a knife
anotova nevanga padumbu apa haah imi
vanorwadzisa varume muchingoona vakadai
better imi manga musati machata zvino isu
takachata vese vana Bamunin ava
vakauperekedza muchato wedu ,munhu
achitomira pamberi pevabereki vangu nevake
pamberi pamufundisi neruzhinji Rwese
achinyepa kuti haazondirwadzise murume
mukuru but now ndiye senior
wekundirwadzisa" mamwe mataurirwo enyaya
yacho ayisekesa takambotaura hedu tichiseka
ini ndakangobvumirawo kuti zvipere zvekuti
ndaizorwira Imba yangu otherwise
nematukirwo andakanga ndaitwa naTamu
handaisazombo farisa zvekutenda kuti ayende
pamusoro pangu. "Tarisai kuno ndikutorei
mapics mabby angu we have to keep this for
memories" akadaro Zimuno akatitora sure
Chaks nehubenzi kwakuuya achigara pakati
pedu akatigarira makumbo edu one one baba
Shanice vakauyawo nestyle yavowo vese
zvavo vachichinjana kutorwa nesu "Sha huya
timbotorwa nevakadzi vedu" vakadaro
baShanice referred to Tamu ndikashaiwa kuti
yava ipi manje. "Unondirovesa Sha vanorova
ava" akadaro Batania achirevera inini akataura
zvine kakundizeza mukati ,vanhu vakaseka ini
ndakatoona kuti nyadzi dzake ndidzo
dzaimupa kuzvisungirira ega but akangouya
asina kunzwa kuti ndaida here ,kwakungomira
pamashure pangu akandibata vakatora
pictures dzavo ndisina ma actions andayiita
semunhu ayisada.After that ini na Mai Shanice
takabva taenda kunobika sadza mumba asi
ndivo vakaribika havo "huya uwone kutamba
kurikuitwa panze apo" akadaro Mai Shanice
ndikadongorera nepa window ndichiona vana
Tamu vaitamba music ya Nicholas Zachariah
"ukavaona vachitamba song dzirikutaurwa zva
Mwari ungatoti haasi mahure echirume
vachingomisa madzoro akazara mvura"
akadaro Mai Shanice ndikaseka anga atuka
zvekurevesa ndikati "ayo maganaz matatu
ndaingoti pamwe ndivo Vega vanohura havo
nekuti zvagara nebasa ravo vane mbiri
yekudaro havo handina kuziva kuti neavo veku
chando vangaitawo Izvozvo ende hazvina
kuvafita wena" kwakuseka hedu but ndega
ndakazotoona kuti vese vari four they were like
that Kuma dress vaikuda.Takazobuda nesadza
tikawana baShanice vakagara pabench
rataigarawo zvikanzi nemukay wacho akabata
ka empty dish "imbonyeperanai nemurume
wenyu uyu mainini ini ndimbotarisa kana pane
nyama yaibva ingatopedzerwa pamoto" for
sure akaswedera pa brai murume wavo
akasara achiti "hah musawara mainini Tamuka
mufana wangu uyu ne two days chete
otherwise ndirimukoma wake" ndakatoseka
apa nyaya yacho yanga yangotangira ipapo he
added up said "serious kah tiri vesame year
,same months ndiri muhombe with 2 days"
zvaitosekesa pakabva parira song I think
vayiifarira kwakutosimuka vachitamba the day
well spented vakatozobva pamba pangu
manheru. Ndavakuda kutorara ndikauya
ndichinokerwa namai Naa avo vanga
vangoswerawo vasipo.

Ndakabuda ndikanzi "huya mumba mangu

unzwe nyaya itori paheat izvezvi"
ndakangotevera ndikanosvika mune munin'na
wavo zvikanzi naivo "Itu ava vanonzi Mai
Cleopatra munin'na wangu akaroorwa
nemusoja ende vanogara vachibutana
nechihure chemurume izvezvi kune nyowani
yekuti murume wake akamitisa mwana
wechikoro pese apa pavainetsana kumba
nenyaya yemari , murume ndiko kwaayiendesa
Mari zvekutovhara mhosva kuvabereki
vemwana iyeye paanga anemimba because it's
a underage apa Mai Cleo hapana chaayiziva
Saka mwana akazvarwa manje awuyiwa naye
kumba kuna baba vake ,kuti Mai Cleo
achengete atosiiwa kutaura kuno ayewa
masoja aya bodo" ndakanyatsokuona kuti yah
80% yevakadzi mudzimba umu varimumoto
hapana ayisava nani ndakashaiwa kuti ndotii
ndikangoti "mmm very sorry so sad
ndatopererwawo" zvikanzi namai Naa
"haungatadze kupererwa iwe urinani wako
murume anohura asi unotombopihwa card
wogara naro uchitadza kushandisa hako Mari
inenge irimo manje uyu kana shape ye card
remurume wake haayizive , wako futi arinani
anohura asi ane Mari kana mota anochinjanisa
dzinoonekera manje wamai Cleo anotadza
kugarisika achifamba nechiya chimota
chinonzi chiiko zviya chimota chemurume
wako Mai Cleo hooo yah ndazofunga IWishey"
Mai Cleo vacho vanga vakangonyarara asi
matauriro asisi vavo ayisekesa
ndakatomboseka zvikanzi "unotoseka hako
varume vanozotanga kukuda zvaoma ayita
dambudziko saizvozvi kana kuti ozodzoka
kwauri avakurwara avakuda anomupepa ndipo
paofunga kuti Kuna Mai nhingi asi kana
zvichifaya Soo haakufungi" ende
ndakatozobudamo ndisina advice svinu
yandakasimudzawo. Same week iroro
ndikazofonerwa naTamuka ndakatomudaira
ayiva manheru zvikanzi "ndirikusvika manje
manje ubude kunze kwegate ndikuone" haana
kumiriri yes or not from me anga ato dropper
his voice was full of command like always in
few minutes anga avakutoridza bell pagate
ndikabuda ndavapanze ndikanzi namai Naa
"ndiyani ariku gate Itu usatiitire zvimwe iwe
unourawa naganaz unoti kwaari akanzwa kuti
wavakuridzirwa mabhero pagate anokuponesa
here" ndakatoseka ndikavadhonza ruoko
zvikanzi "iwe ndisiye unoda tizourawa tese
here ndichinzi ndaikuperekedza semi mune
vana mese haatozvigamuchiri kuti
makarambana" ndakabva ndavati "handei kani
mongodongorera muone my new boyfriend"
kwakutevera vakasvika kudongorera ndokubva
varidza tsamwa zvikanzi "Koo kwanzi
ndavingei aah sure vanhu vane vana vese
munongoramba muchionana chete"
kwakuseka ndichibuda kunze kwandakasvika
ndasunga face.Ndakasvika nekuvhura door
kumberi ikoko ndikapinda iye ayito scroller Fon
yake ndikati "murisei Koo kwakanaka here
kwamamira kunze kwegate" ndakatoshaiwa
anga azviitirei dai anga apakawo mukati zvaiva
nani zvikanzi "ndeip urisei ,I'm outside of the
gate to avoid kuzonetsana namai Ishu"
ndikadaira kumhoreswa kwangu zvina Mai
Ishu mukati ndikasiyana nazvo , pfungwa
dzangu dzanga dzatofunga zvakawanda kuti
pamwe ndizvo zvandayidaidzirwa akabva asiya
zvephone yake zvikanzi "ndiani wawanga
unaye nhasi masikati" ndakatoshaiwa kuti
nguvai ende kuoi ndikati "murikureva kupi
kwacho as you know I'm always surrounded by
people" anga akatarisa pasi akaita
kakunditarisa neconner zvikanzi
"ndokumamisa ukada kunyepedzera
kuzungaira kana urikuhope
ndokuchangamutsa izvezvi wazvinzwa ndati
ndokumamisa usade kunditester taura munhu
wawanga unaye nhasi handidi kubvunza kechi
two" ndakatanga kunzwa kutya ndikashaiwa
kuti zvanga zvaipa papi otherwise kundityisa
kwake kwayiita kuti ndirohwe neconfusion
zvekusaziva zvandayiita ndakakurumidza
kufunga vanhu vandanga ndambova navo
masikati acho ndikazvibatanidza paisada
kutaura ngano ndikati "angoriwo murume anga
achindinyenga nothing more" I said that with a
shaking voice full of fear ndikanzi "mukasvika
pakunotenga chikafu achingokunyenga chete
uchisekerera kusvika manobuda
achinokusiyira paentrance yekubasa kwako?"
ndakatanga kunzwa weti nekutya ndikati
"ndokumbirawo kuita weti" ndikanzi "iwe
usandiitire mafaniz awurikuita iwayo handisi
shamwari yako kainini iwudze weti iyoyo kuti
kwanzi neni idzokere mayabva izvezvi"
ayisaseka kana nelight raivamo ndaiona
hutsinye all over his face zvikanzi "munofa
nekurohwa vatete mukafamba
muchizvinyengesa where ever kwamunenge
muri mazvinzwa ini ndokuurayai vatete
munofira mumaoko mangu umu"
ndakangogutsurira musoro ndikanzi "hauna
muromo?" ndikakurumidza kuti "ndinawo ehe
ndazvinzwa but we break up wani Batania can't
u see makundiomesera" kana weti yandainzwa
yanga yadzokera yega kusatoinzwa
zvamuchose ndikanzi "you break up with who
taura tinzwe ende ini ndoda munhu
anondidaira kana tichitaura handidi
kudzokorora kubvunza" ndakatoona kuti
ndaitaura ndega zvikanzi "usandifarisire iwewe
usafe wakandiitira musarinya ini ndakasiyana
nevaya vanozviti hatirove vakadzi ini
ukandiitira mafaniz awurikuzama kuita aya
ndokumamisa Itu ugare wakazviziva Izvozvo
achakunyenga wese utize because munofira
mahara mese chidzokera mumba mako"
handina kufunga ruviri sezvo ndanga
ndaponeswa ndakabuda mumota nekukasika
kutya kunzi dzoka apa hana yangu yairova
ndakatanga kufema mushe ndapinda mumba
after ndadhudhudzira a full glass of water
ndikashaiwa kuziva kuti ,zvemunhu anga
angonditeverawo masikati wacho anga
azviudzwa nani Tamu ende munhu iyeye
ayindinyenga achitaura zvine majokes mukati
zvaitondipa kuseka pandakamuratidza ring
akabva asiyana nazvo akatanga kutaura
zvimwe zvaitosekesa futi he was full of
jokes.Ndakashaiwa kuti ndoudza ani muyedzo
iwoyo ndikafunga sisi Prudence ndikaita iri
voice note vakapindurawo ne massage vachiti
"paya wakazviparira mwana wamai vangu
ended hapana way out,kutoda kuita move on
neumwe murume zvichatonetsa ende
zvichakonzeresa makuva evakawanda iye
anoita seanombogarwa iyeye ayewa
yawakatanga ihombe" ndakapererwa
ndikaramba ndakabata phone tried to think
kuti ndomuudza kuti chii chaizvo apa
ndakavhura pachat rake ende profile picture
takapfeka majezi eChelsea ndiro ranga
richiripo ranga rakutosvitsa gore
riripo.Ndakazongosiyana nazvo ndikarara
mazuva aripadhuze i realized kuti anga
avakudanana neumwe musikana wemu saloon
medu ndakarohwa nehana ndichiona vari vese
vanga vasina kutondiona ndaiva namai
Nenyasha ndikanzwa Tamu achiti "let's talk
about us not zva Itu iwewe neni ngatiite
zvekudanana chete" ndakashaiwa kuziva kuti
ayida kumbo proover chii chaizvo Tamuka
"zvinorwadzaa sei kudanana nemunhu
anodananaa neumwe munhu kuitwa pain killer"
ndimai Nenya vakaimba kudaro tichipfuura
pavaiva vakacheukira zvekuvhunduka isu
tikaramba tiri serious nekwataiyenda ende
hapana akataura nemumwe, ende
vakatozodanana asi mubasa musikana iyeye
team raimuonesa Moto achingonzi urikuitwa
pain killer but she wasn't care ini
ndaitomumhoresa achitondibhidhairira but ini
kana shungu.Vanin'ina vake Tamu ndanga
ndavaudzawo mashura amukoma wavo
mazuva aripadhuze iwayo Chaks
kwakuyerekana awuya kubasa kwangu
neumwe wake wandaisaziva "barrack
yapindira" vakadaro Mai Nenya nevoice ravo
rakazhandukira ndikatarisa kudoor kwakuona
Ari Chaks ndikadzikamira ,zvaisada dzungu
sezvo maiva nevamwe gulez vavo apa anga
akabata paperbag reKfc "murisei bamunini
kasi matumwa nelunch yangu nabae wangu
here" akadaro Nisha the one anga
avakudanana naTamu achitoswedera kudhuze
nana Chaks avo vanga vangomira
vavharidzirwa nzira iye amira pamberi pavo
vakatarisana "murikutaura nesu here sister"
said by Chaks apa vanhu vese vanga vati Zii
kuteerera zvikanzi na Nisha "hant muri Young
brother yaTamu here or I'm mistaken" zvikanzi
na Chaks "yes I'm am so?" ini ndanga
ndakutonzwa kunyara zvikanzi "thought he
send you with lunch for me" zvikanzi naChaks
"I don't think he will do that,if pane paakazviita
you can tell me because I know he won't spoil
you like the way that you are thinking"
kwakuramba akanyarara Nisha vamwe vanga
vave kubwibwinyika "excuse us" akadaro
umwe waChaks vakafamba vachiuya pandiri
Mai Nenyasha nedzungu kwakufambisa kuuya
kunogamuchira kfc iya "ndangomuka
ndichinzwa muviri wangu kurwara asi
pandaona paperbag renyu iri mukwasha
ndabva ndapora" she said that jokingly
sevanhu vaizivana vakanzi "zviriseiko gulez
koinini ndiri Doctor healer kaini" kwakuseka
hako takamhoresana and we have some few
talkings ndikanzi "tangoti tipfuure tichikuonai
gulez ndirikutodzokera nhasi pane muface
wedu watafambira kuona asiri kunzwa bho"
said by Chaks ndikavabudisa kusvika kwaiva
nemota yake pamwe chete
nekuvatenda.Ndakanopinda musaloon ingori
yowe yowe kuseka musikana uya Nisha
ndozvavaida kah vanhu vacho iye nekusada
kusvaviswa she made a call akaisa paloud
speaker vanhu vakambonyarara kuda
kuteerera "ndisenderewo ecocash for lunch
baby" she said that akanzi "handina kana Mari
ndakakuudza wani pawaida yerent kuti
zvakatondi presser" kuzodaro vanhu vakati
bvuu keseka akakurumidza kudropper call
zvakamupa kuenda kumba masikati machena
tikasara ichingova nyaya zvikanzi nasahwira
wake "Nisha anozviitisa vanongodanana pafon
apa kana cent kana kiss yaTamu wacho
haayizive ozopihwa ecocash here zvimwe
zvinhu ndotombomuonesa otherwise
kungoitiswa hake musiuno akasendeswa
airtime kumunhu ayiva nezita rekuti Chiedza
ani woye iriko here hama ya ex-husband wako
ine zita iroro nhaiwe Itu or ndeimwewo
girlfriend yaitopihwa airtime kubva Kuna sahwii
wangu" ipapo ndakatoona kuti Tamuka ayiitisa
vanhu zvesure ndakangoti "handizive ini" ende
ndakambonzwawo zvirinani after I heard that
vanga vasina kumboita anything nekuti sure
zvaidzikisira kusvika pekupedzisira kunzwa
kuti yakapinda mandiri yakutozivikanwa size
nemunhu wandoswera naye, asi ndaizvibvunza
kuti baTania ayiyedza kuprover chii exactly
ende kuti nditi ayida kundi fixer here but uku
nerimwe divi achindi threatener.Rimwe zuva
usiku around 11 ndakafonerwa namai Ishu
ndikanzi "ndokumbirawo nerudo nemoyo
netsitsi dzako Itu ndirikushandira kuDotito
ndirikure zvino ndafonerwa neshamwari dza
Tamu varikuti arwara kwanzi zvakatanga
kuswera zuro achingoti musoro plus flue
kwanzi akamboenda kuchipatara akapihwa
mapills zvino necovid iriko iyi zvotoda home
remedy akadzokera anonopihwa bed vazhinji
varikufiramo muma hospitals arimu Shashe
menyu imomo kumba kweshamwari yake
ndavakuti vauye naye kwauri ndibatsirewo
muroora ndomuka ndichikumbira kubasa
ndosvika kuseni chaiko ndichimutora kuenda
naye kumba kwangu ,ndozviziva kuti
akakutadzira but kana ndafonerwawo usiku
kudai ndapererwa Itu hapana imwe hama
iripadhuze ingamubatsira ndokusendera hangu
Mari for payment womutorawo zve this night
chete" ndakatorohwa nehana ndikaramba
zvemari ndichiti awuye tione apa vaipfikura
Mai Ishu vacho kuchema ndanga ndonzwa
kuda kutochemawo nadzo tsitsi dzangu
vakabva vati "rega ndiudze vamwe vake vauye
naye waitabasa Itu ndouya ndichimutora
kuseni ukawona vanhu vofona usiku kudai
munhu anenge achitokundikana" for sure
ndakatanga kufonerwa ne new number
ndikanzi "murikutaura na Peter ndini ndina
Tamu tirikukona yeraini renyu hatisi kuziva
patiri kuuya chaipo dai matibatsirawo"
ndakabva ndavaudza zvekuita ndikabuda
kunze kwegate kusvika vasvika vakabatsirana
vari 2 kumudzikisa mumota vachinomusiya
pamasofa ndikavatenda vakati vaidzoka
vachimuona next day.Ndakabva ndatoenda
kuno nokera Mai Naa ndichida malemon
vaigara vanawo ndakavaudza problem zvikanzi
"zvatakambotaura paye kuti munhu anoda
kuzodzoka kwauri arwara oda kufa
kwaakazviwanira haachadzokeri" ndakatanga
ndaseka zvekupererwa even though yaisava
nguva yacho ndikati "ayewa Mai Naa
hazvisirizvo kurwara kwamurikufunga ane flue
we are suspecting covid" kwakusekawo
zvikanzi "hoowoo aah ndanga ndatofunga
chemazuva ano kaichi" murume wavo
akanzwika kuseka mubedroom mavo akati "Itu
sisi vako ava ibasa chairo" ndakazopiwa
malemon ndikasvika ndichidira mvura inopisa
mubucket mixed with zvimwewo for remedy
ndikamubatsira kusimuka kuti tipinde
mubathroom akanatira and I helped him to
bath achingobuda akananga mubedroom
mangu.Apa ini ndaiti anorara mana Chaks
ndakabva ndagadzira instant porridge
ndikamupa zvenharo achiramba nekuti
mukanwa make maisava netaste after that I
gave him some tablets andanga ndapihwa
namai Naa kwakumuti "saka murikurara muno
here ndakunorara mana Chaks hangu"
zvaindiremera kurara same bed naye semunhu
wandaisada kuzoyedzerwa toita zvimwe even
though his condition was bad."Rara neni Itu
handina zvandinokuita as you can see I'm sick"
ayitaura ini pain zvainzwisa tsitsi ndikati
ndakambonyepera kubatwa nehope
ndinganyepa ayingogomera zvandaiona ndega
kuti murume arikurwadziwa uyu.Pandanga
ndakubiwa nehope ndakanzwa achifema
zvisiririzvo ndikafunga kuti maybe mhino yake
yablokwa nemadzihwa sezvo anga akaratisa
mudenga ndikamuka ndichida kumuti atarise
kuside but I was shocked ndichiona riri blood
raitoerera nemuma sides rimwe ratosvika
kupillow ndakatadza kuzvi believer ndikabata
nekagunwe kwakuona riri blood chairo
ndikamuzungunutsa akasvinura mbijani
zvikanzi "I'm sick Itu ndogona kufa ndisina
kukuti sorry ndakakutadzira I'm sorry
ndiregererewo ndiwane kuzorora zvakanaka
pain yandinayo I don't think ndikararama
promise me kuti hauna mumwe murume
waucharatidza Talshia uchimuti ndi Dad asiri
inini" ndakanzwa musodzi kuyerera pandiri
ndikati "rega ndifonere ambulance baTania
ndakadaro ndichitosimuka kuda kutora Fon
zvikanzi "no ndoda kufira pauri ndikanofira
kuchipatara handikuregerere you have tried
your best kuti ndipore thanks with your effort
kana zvaramba zvarambawo kana
ndichizopora ndinenge ndaporawo but ndikafa
usare uchichengeta vana vangu vese vari three
imba iriku Marondera ndeyako,mota
dzozokubatsirai kurarama mese nevana
handina kuti ndavakufa but pain yandinayo is
pushing me to say all this" kuzodaro
ndakatanga kuchema hongu anga anditadzira
but zvekufa kwake ndaisada kuzvinzwa ipapo
ndipo pandakaona kuti ndaizvinyepera kuti
,handichamude but ndachiri kumuda "haufe
uchindisiya Tamu please kana zviriizvo ngatife
tese hedu" I said that zvikanzi "Koo vana
vanosara nani Itu" handina kumudaira he was
still bleeding mumhino ndamuisira towel kuri
blood riende ipapo ndikafonera Mai Ishu
ndichichema nekuvaudza zvayiitika
vakatangawo kuchema zvikanzi "apa handina
kana mota kuno baba Ishu havako rega
ndifonere vana baba kuChinhoyi maybe
vangaitawo plan haafe murume wako
usacheme Itu" kwaingovawo kundisimbisa asi
ivo vainzwika kupfikurawo after the call
ndaimunzwa achingogomera ndikati "kana
wafunga kundisiya ndisiire hako mwana Tamu
huya ufire pamusoro pangu uchindipa mwana
ndiwane pekuramba ndichikurangarira napo"
he didn't say a word kwakusimudza ruoko
rwake zvekuvavarira ini ndatoona kuti haisi
covid yataifungira "handina Simba vana
vandakakupa ndivo vandakakwanisa Itu
unozondirangarira ipapo" ayitaura
zvekuvavarira kwakuisa ruoko rwake
pamusoro perwangu achibata ring yake
yaanga akandipa uku achigomera
ndaingochema kana kunamata ndakashaiwa
shoko kana rimwe rekuudza Mwari ndichitoona
kuti hazvina kumira mushe ende zvaindityisa
because it was my first time kurwarirwa
nemunhu.

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CHAPTER 31

Ndirikuchema Tamuka wangu wandanga

ndafungira kuti ava kufa ndikafonerwa namai
Ishu vachiti "kwanzi tora bhutsu yake uyitsikise
panevhu wotora ivhu racho twushoma woisa
mumvura inodziya and salt yemagodo shoma
futi womunwisa if zviri zvekuti hazvisi normal
zvino disappear vati tisacheme he will be fine
vane zvavave kutoitawo kwavari otherwise iye
pachake nebasa rake iro haadonhedzwe
nemishonga yevanhu ,chinonetsa mukomana
wacho anopinda pinda we never know
tirikutofungira kuti pamwe kugadzirwa kunze
kwekuti kana ane zvaanoziva hake" handina
kufunga kaviri nekuteerera information
yaifungidzirwa ndakaita zvandanga ndaudzwa
munhu wacho ayisatozvida zvese Izvozvo but I
did it by force, after almost 30 minutes
ndakaona ava kusweater neku hetsura
zvaayisaita bleeding yanga yamira but muviri
wake waipisa zvekutoti ndakatozomubvisa
hembe akasarwa neboxer chete, paakabatwa
nehope ndipo pandakararawo ndikakurumidza
kumuka futi makuseni iwawo zvekuti
ndaitotemwa nemusoro because of
hope.Ndakagadzirira chikafu pandakanopinda
mubedroom he was still sleeping akazomuka
pakauya shamwari dzake dzanga dzamusiya
manheru acho ende haana kubuda
vakatomuonera mubedroom imomo
ayirwadziwa zvandaiwona but zvaiva nani than
before ,mai vake vaingofona nekuda kwekuti
vaiva neproblem ye bp ndaingovati ava
nani.Mai ishu vakazouya akaramba kuyenda
navo izvi zvakatozondi forcer kurovha kubasa
Mai Nenya ndivo vandakafonera akatanga
kubvunzwa nasisi vake kuti chii chakayitika
akati "two weeks dzapera idzo ndaishandira
kulake chivero taiva kumvura kuchitsuwa
pakati pe lake chaipo from there ndaingonzwa
chando ndichimbonwa some of the tablets but
zvakazoita serious manje manje" panga
pakaipa sisi vacho vakazosiya vatenga some
of the groceries and medications from
phamacy sezvo anga aramba kuyenda navo
vakatoti vaizodzoka manheru .Takasara
akanditi ndoda kugeza asi zvanga zvatova nani
ma home remeds handina kumira kugadzira
zvaibatsirana ipapo chikafu ndayiita chekumu
feeder asi manheru akatombodyawo ega
zvayitooneka kuti ariku recover ,Mai Ishmael
vakazodzoka nemurume wavo ayitonzi
angosvika nekupfuurirwa naye
vakambotandara mbichani vakazodzokera,
ndakawanawo mukana wekuzivisa vanhu
kumba kwedu .Takasara tikarara ende nehope
dzekusarara last night ndakanyatsokudzi
fodora chaiko hope husiku ndakanzwa
kukiswa ndikavhunduka it was him apa muviri
wake uchipisa "let me use power shoma
randinaro ndazofunga kufira pamusoro pako"
ndakamutarisa nemaziso akazara hope ndikati
"we can't do this you are not feeling well
Batania you need to recover first" hazvina
akanzwa munhu avakutouya pamusoro pangu
nemuviri wake waipisa iwowo uku achifema
zvemunhu ane flue he started to kiss me ,my
body betrayed me sezvo yanga yabatwa
nemunhu wayo hazvina kuitorera nguva kuita
heat in no time chinhu changa chava mukati
akangoita mbichani on first round and he
offloaded into me kukurumidza kwake
kureliser zvakandipa kuziva kuti anga agarisa
asina kuita sex zvikanzi "ndakumitisa wanzwa
I'm serious Itu if usina kubaiwa depo ndakupa
mwana this time" handina kupindura after his
offloaded haana kuyiburitsa akaramba achiita
zvaayiita tichibatsirana on our romance
kusvika yamira futi irimo akatanga kuita ma
moves ake akandipa kubudisa ma mournings
ndikati "Tamu kaniii" ndikanzi "Tamu ndiyani"
ndikati "dady kanii ndanga ndaisuwa" zvikanzi
"yes baby rega ndikupe neni ndanga ndayisuwa
nyor* yako yaunondipa inonaka baby" zvekuti
ndakambotukwa kuudzwa hwuhure
zvakabudira kure but mayitiro ake ayitooneka
kuti haana power like mamwe mazuva but I
enjoyed zvakadaro semurwere anga azamawo
ende haana kuita kwenguva refu "ndazomuisa
mudumbu umu Taylan especially
zvandabheura pa first round ragohwa chete I'm
telling you" he said that ndikati "unodawo
zvinhu iwe nekurwara ikoku shuwa" kwakuseka
mbichani zvikanzi "ndanga ndakusuwa sha"
takazorara tikamuka kuseni ndichitova busy
kubika munhu kwakuuya nekundisimudza
achindiisa pa kitchen counter ndikanamwa
nekiss "handina kukuguta ini" akadara
achitobudisa chinhu chake kuchitambisira on
my Honeypot in no time yanga yava mukati
ndikabviswa hembe nebra zvandanga
ndakapfeka he fucked me akamira
akandirarisa on that counter achiita zvaanoda
with my breasts after the match asati
ayizvomora his phone rang yaiva padhuze neni
ndikaona pakanzi "Sheila" iye kwakuti "shiiit"
ndokuibata achiidzosera payanga iri
akazvibvisa pandiri achinopinda mubathroom I
felt used because Sheila ndanga ndatomuziva.
Akabudamo ndichipindawo ndakubuda
ikatanga kuringer akadaira ndikanzwa avakuti
"sorry I was outside phone yanga yasara
mumota apa mota yacho yafa".
Ndakapererwa nenhema dzake dzaayireva
pamberi pangu ndanga ndatoshandisika
sekutamba sekuseka ndikanzwa kuzvituka
nekudemba kuti dai ndakatobvuma offer yamai
Ishu ye payment dai ndakatoita hungwaru,
ende wekuchema naye ayisavapo kuyiudza
munhu nyaya yacho ndini ndaizongoshorwa
kunzi ndiri weak munhu wechikadzi
akazviregeredza , ndaiva mubedroom mangu
akauya achiti "ndavakuenda Sha totaura
paphone" ndaitoona kuti zvake zvanga zvaita
ndikamuti "haukwanise here kusiya wamhanya
kuphamacy kunonditengerawo matablets
ekudzivirira nhumbu ndokupa Mari yacho"
phone yake kwakutanga ku ringer futi zvikanzi
"unongoyenda Itu ndakamirirwa hant urikuona
kuti handina mota" ndakangosiya akadaro
ndikatoona kuti anga apora avakunzwa
zvirinani kwavakudzokera Kuna Sheila wake
ndichisiiwa pachena .Ndakapedzisa
zvandayiita ndikabuda ndichida kuenda
kuphamacy ndikaita mahwekwe panze
ekusangana namai Natalia vave kutoyenda
kubasa zvikanzi "nhaiwe murwere anga
atopora nguvai wawanga uchiyemera husiku
kudaro uchawonza murume iwe Ari ofira
pamusoro pako" she said that vachizevezera
ndikashama muromo ndakauvhara neruoko
kuri kunyara nekunzwika kwandanga ndaitwa
usiku ihwadarika ivo kwakuseka vachinopinda
mumota yemurume wavo,ini ndichisara
ndichienda kwandaiyenda kwandakasvika
ndikanzi hakuna mapiritsi acho zvakandipa
kutoenda kubasa kwaiva nemusikana
ayitengesa Ari powerful acho but ndakasvika
achinzi haana kuuya.Makabva mapinda client
yangu yaitoda kurukwa ASAP zvemapiritsi
ndikasendeka kuside ndichiti ndaizozviona
ndapedza pandakazoenda dzanga dzatova
around 4pm ndikasvika ndichinzi "netime
dzamurikutaura pamapedzisira pacho
zvichitangira time dzamakatanga sex yacho
mungadai matomuka muchinwa kuseni
manonoka if muviri wenyu uri wemanga
manga unongodairira fast chero mukanwa
anogona kusashanda but machances ekuti
ashande aripo futi" nhoroondo ndaisadzida
ndakangoti vandipe ndikatonwa ese imomo
kuti ashande once but vanga vati ndaifanirwa
kunwa separate, Lucky enough akandibvuma
handina kuzorutsa like elast time.Tamu kana
kumboitawo shungu dzekundifonera ndini
ndaitofona wanted to check up on him kusvika
ndafizuka rimwe day ndanzi "ndavabho Itu
thanks for caring but the problem is my
girlfriend isn't feeling comfortable nekuti
ndirambe ndichi communicater newe, but if
zviri zvevana you can feel free to call"
ndakapererwa ndikati "ok" zvikaperawo
zvakadaro. Same week iroro hanzvadzi yamai
Naa akauya I think akasvika zvakatomubatawo
vana Mai Naa vacho vaivapo ndakanzwa avaku
knocker padoor pangu zvikanzi "sisi vangu
handisi kumbogara ndokumbirawo men's room
ma sisi venyu mune munhu arikugeza"
ndaisava neproblem nazvo ndakamusiya
achipinda apedza akati "zvaita sisi Itu
ndakuenda" ndikangomudaira ndiri
mubedroom achangobuda Batania
achisvikawo zvikanzi "ndauya kunotora
uniform yandakambosiya kunoku" anga
akango mudhura ndikamuratidza payaiva
zvikanzi "so you are telling me kuti kusauya
kwandirikuita pano apa wakutokwi** nemuface
hanzvadzi yamoms vemuseri umu?"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti anga azviwana kupi ndikati
"zvabva kupi Izvozvo" ndanga
ndatobhowekanawo zvikanzi "kunyepedzera
kuzungaira ndiko kwandogara ndichida
kukumamisira ikoko urikuda kutondiita stupid
pachena ipapa hamuna zvamaita here why
wakamonera towel chete iye ndamuona
achibuda padoor apa achizvigadzirisa belt"
anga atotsamwa zvekuda kundirova ndikati
"anga achibuda mutoilet akumbira masisi vake
murikugezwa not zvaurikufunga" kwakuridza
tsamwa achiswedera kwandaiva zvekuda
kundirova ndikati "don't you dare ,ndovafonera
Mai Ishu izvezvi" zvikanzi "ok sharp"
achitobuda zvekuramwa ndikati
ngazviyende.Mazuva akafamba kumoon period
ndakayenda few drops hazvina kundi stresser
sezvo mapiritsi ayine ma sides effects.Sadza
ndiro randanga ndavakufarira zvekuti
ndaitorionesa moto zvisina basa kuti ndainge
ndichiriseva nei zvekuti pandaiyenda kumba
mama vanga votondiziva ndiri sister vesadza,
imwe Sunday ndichida kutoswera
ndakazvizororera ndakamuka ndichifonerwa
neimwe client it was a lady vaida kurukwa vese
nemwana wake ndikati awuye
kumba.Ndakatomuka kugeza and kuita
zvimwe vakazosvika ndikatanga namai vacho
vavakutopera ndikafonerwa naBatania
ndichinzi "pane munhu arikuda kurukwa uriko
here kuSaloon kwako" ndakabva ndamuudza
zvekumba akati ayiuya naye handina
kutombovhunza kuti ayiva ani and I wasn't
care.Ndavakutoruka mwana wamai vaya
pakabva pasvika mota Benz ichi drivhwa
naTamu but yaisava yake ndikaona vaburuka ,
awuya pandiri nemumwe musikana ayitooneka
kuti mudiki kwandiri zvikanzi "ndivo vanoruka
ava bby tauriranai" musikana wacho akabva
andiratidza zvaayida kurukwa from the picture
raiva mufon make , ndikataura price apa Tamu
ayitoita setisinganyanye kuzivana zvekudaro
"unayo Mari yacho yataurwa hant" akadaro
Tamu achivhunza musikana uya akanzi "ehe
ndinayo" akati "ok better because handina
kana cent pandiri panoapa" anga akaomera
cash yaisabuda kupa Kuma bby ake ese
andanga ndaziva , kwakudzokera vese
mumota vachimirira ndipedze wandairuka
ndikasheedza Mai Naa vaiva mumba mavo
ndichiti "ndipeiwo kamu yenyu diki iya" handina
kunzwa zvavakataura ndaisatoida ndaida
vaone shura randayiitirwa nabamunin vavo
,ndakabva ndatopinda mumba mavo
ndikavaudza zvikanzi "murume wako anoshura
i know you are strong pretend as if you don't
know him hant watovigirwa Mari icustomer
kaiyi neni handimutaudzi" for sure
ndaisazomboitawo dzungu hangu nematyiro
andayiita kurohwa naTamu ndaifanirwa
kutodzikama.Ndakapedza mwana uya mai
vake vakabhadhara vakati vaida kumbogara
vachimirira murume wavo ayizovatora
,sezvaindishura pakabva pauya vamwe
vakadzi vaviri vachivhunza nezvangu ndikavati
"ndini wamurikuda" zvikanzi neumwe wacho
"ndakakutarisa urimwana mudiki sterek siyana
nekuteverana nemurume wangu" apa vaitaura
zvineka noise kakapa Mai Naa kubuda mumba
mavo ndakapererwa ndikataura ndiri calmly
ndikati "mother taurai nyaya yenyu zvakanaka
wamurikuti murume wenyu ndeupi"
vaitoratidza kuti vanozvinzwa ende vaida
zvekurwa neni zvikanzi "wawaiva naye nezuro
muchinanaidzana kubva kumain road uko"
ndakatanga ndaseka ndikati "nhai mother asi
makanditarisa murikundionawo ndiri type
ingadanana nemurume mukuru anenge baba
vaya nekukura kuya vachifamba neka mota ka
funcargo hamuonewo kuti murikundidzikisira
pamberi pevanhu here nditariseiwo zvakanaka
,ndiye ayitondida ndikamuramba asi
ndakatozomuudza chokwadi kuti ayite serious
nekutengawo mota irinani I don't go for the
cars dzisina mutupo" kuzodaro Mai Naa
namother vandanga ndabva kuruka vakaputika
kuseka even musikana waTamu ini pamuromo
mazuva acho ndanga ndava napo maybe
kuSaloon kwanga kwandipandutsa vakasvava
umwe wacho akangoti "handei Mai kudzi
hapana nyaya apa" vakadhonzana zvikanzi
namai Naa "Itu mazuva ano unepamuromo
sure ungati mota inoverengerwa pamusha
nababa namai vakuru futi woti ngavatenge
mota iri nani" vakadaro vachiseka ndikati
"ayewa handidi kusvotwa nevanhu vasina basa
ini ndisina mota yacho ndikazenge nani"
ndanga ndabhowekana apa baba vacho
vakangondi nyengawo ndikavarambira kure
"asi utori threat kuvakadzi vakawanda hako Itu
rega utadzise vakadzi vakawanda kugarisika
vachitya kutorerwa varume you are so
beautiful" said by the lady wandanga ndaruka
zvikanzi namai Naa "ibullet kairi but
akadzikama manje akatosiyana nevamwe
vanhu" vakatanga kudairirana ndichiruka
musikana waTamu.
Bby racho rayiteta zvaro rakamboti "mirai
ndidye I'm starving" paakaita zvekudya ini
ndikapihwa manhuchu ane dovi ne tea namai
Naa iye avakurova chicken slice yake "hii
nhaimi murikutodya sure" akavhunza kudaro
musikana waTamu ndikashaiwa kuti ayiedza
kurevei as if I wasn't allowed to eat ndikati "yes
I'm eating Koo hindava" akabva adzungudza
musoro zvikanzi "iyii mune Moyo wakasimba
sure nezvamabva kuitwa izvi nevakadzi vaye
ndiri ini chikafu hachidzike" ndakangoseka
hangu ndikati "haah zvima small small izvi bby
girl kungofamba panyama otherwise moyo
inenge yakatofa kare zvinosanganikwa nazvo
mukurarama ndizvo zvinotisimbisa uchitiona
kudai" kwakuseka hake ikadairirwa namai Naa
vachiti "haah uyu here uyu igamba manje
kungoshaiwa hake uniform nebhareta asi
musoja pachezvake" musikana uya namother
vaye nemwana wavo kwakuseka havo, Tamu
anga akatorara mumota yavanga vauya nayo
nabby akararira sit akatsamhira maoko
akatarisa mudenga ende zvese
ayizvinzwa."Ndapedza Mai Naa but dai
machirova Kari kasadza" I said that
ndichisimuka zvikanzi "iwe ukati hauna
nhumbu here iwe ayewa zvimwe zvawavakuita
hazvinzwisisike this days Itumeng" kwakuseka
hangu ndikaona Tamu atendeuka kutarisa
kwataiva akarara kudaro zvikanzi namai Naa
referred to mother vaya "sure imi kana
pamuromo ava napo zvekuti mumba make
haana chaarikudya this days sadza chete dai
riri diki better manje rinenge riri gomo" vanhu
vese vakaseka ini ndaingosekawo knowing kuti
yaisavapo nhumbu yacho mother vaye
vakazoenda havo. Pakazosvika futi mota
yandakaziva ndikati "Mai Naa huyai muone
mbinga ndatsikwa nembinga nhasi"
ndakavasheedza from her house mavanga
vapinda vakabuda zvikanzi "ndiyani wandisina
kuziva" makabva mabuda twumwe
twuvakomana two twaiva twuma clients
twangu twairukwa freehand ayiva ma gay
"Ituzaaa" said one of them ndikati "hesi kani
my friends" zvikanzi neumwe wacho "asi Itu
kungoda hako zvekuruka misoro yevanhu izvi
asikana nezvauri izvi you need to upgrade your
self you so beautiful we can help you to
contests for Miss Bindura because mamwe
maface atirikuona paku winniswa haasi
kutomboita ende havasi kuziva kuti uripo" ende
nyaya iyoyo vaigara vachiitaura ndairambira
kure ndaisava munhu anoda kuzvi publicer too
much "but unoziva type idzi kungozvizama two
minutes havachatowanike mugame anenge
atotsarwa nembinga in short time yatova
wedding oyendwa naye abroad" akadaro umwe
wacho tikaseka zvikanzi neumwe "ayewa idzi
type hadziroorwe nembinga but nengamura
hant you Know there is a different between
mbinga ne ngamura?" Zvikanzi nemusikana
waTamu ayidisawo nyaya akadairira "you are
right mbinga ndevaya vane Mari isingasvike
paneye ngamura" kwakuseka havo zvikanzi
neumwe pama gay "type dzana Itu
dzinoroorwa nengamura kwete mbinga ende
ngamura yacho inenge iri mr ugly Koo vanhu
vakashata vazhinji ndivo vane Mari kah obva
anozvara chimwana chakashata kufanana
nababa chozongoedza kunakiswawo nebag
ramudhara but kushata chinenge chakashata"
takaseka hedu twaitaurisa twuma gay itwotwo
zvikanzi namai Naa "but zva Itu it's different
ukaona mwana wake especially last born yake
ndiye wandakaona inini haimi unoona wega
kuti pane vamwe vanhu vanozvara vachizvipa
tym kana vapinda mulabour" vese
kwakunditarisa "ane mwana Itu?" Asked by
one of the gays zvikanzi namai Naa "vana
kwete mwana ane three munotoona mhandara
paari kasi" vakomana vaya zvakavanetsa
kugamuchira zvikanzi nemusikana waTamu
"you are so blessed you have a nice body
isingabvume kusakara and nekunaka kwenyu
munoramba muchiita semusikana mmm inini
bae wangu akanyenga a lady like you ndinenge
ndatonyura kunaka kwenyu kuri extra" takabva
taseka hedu asi ini namai Naa takatanga
tatarisana sevanhu vaiziva zviri pa ground saka
mwana iyeye ayitova murima apa Tamuka
akabva abuda mumota hameno kwaanga
ayenda zvandisina kutarisa asi ari pamba
ipapo."Taida kurukwa Itu but we can see you
are busy tozouya kuSaloon mangwana"
twakadaro twuma gay twuya twukaenda
.Musikana waTamu takatomuwanira mukana
munhu wake asipo zvakatanga namai vekuda
nyaya "ndivo Dad here ava nhai askana
munodiwa imi kupisirwa mafuta muchisiiwa
momirirwa futi?" akabva aseka zvikanzi "yes he
is the one but the car is mine yake ayisiya ku
garage" kwakutarisana hedu sezvo iye anga
akatsikitsira semunhu ayirukwa "ayewa
zvakarongeka mune vana vangani henyu asi
muchiri vechidiki ganda renyu ririkuratidza
kuchengetwa iri jealous down munogara muno
here?" Aah mibvunzo yamai Natalia yaida
moyo murefu nekuwanda kwayo iye musikana
uya kwakuseka zvikanzi "sure here ini ndogara
ku Glendale with my parents they have a plot
ndipo patinogara , hatisati tavanevana I'm still
a student in second year at Bindura University
iye ndiye akati ane vana three but they
separated nemukadzi wacho muhombe
kwandiri hant" Mai Naa kwakutanga kutarisa
tarisa kutsvaga Tamu vakati "muhombe hake
asi chakakosha kuwirirana musazongo
kanganiswe chikoro henyu mungarwadzisa
vabereki nekuti vekumboroora ava kutevera
masize enyu aya kunenge kurikuda kungorara
nemi chete" ini ndanga ndakangonyarara
hangu musikana uya akati "taurai henyu today
is our second time kuonana apa ndirikutotya
he already booked the room at Rutati guest
house iri munomu and it's going to be my first
time to have a sex with him ndatomuudza kuti
we have to use a protection from my previous
relationships ndanga ndatozviudza kuti
handichaite zvema sex relationships but to him
I won't win" isu taingotarisana her phone rang
akakumbira kusimuka achiitora mumota ini
ndikatonzwa kuda kunodya mapichs kuseri
kwe main house ndakazovhundutswa nevoice
rakati "hey svika pano" it was Tamuka's voice
anga Ari pafon asi achindidaidza inini
ndakusvika paari kwaku dropper call akati "une
nhumbu? Ende kana unayo kwandiri igora uyite
plan handidi kuriona dumbu iroro apa
wakamitiswa nemunhu achibva akutiza all the
way to England ,uri bharanzi iwe day Riya
wairamba wani uchitaura zvekuti anga apinda
mutoilet inini vana vangu havana imwe sibling
yerimwe ropa shamwari usandivhiringirewo
vana" ndakasvotwa kusvika kwekupedzisira
ndikamuti "vana vevanhu vaunofamba
uchibvisa mabhurugwa pese pese the karma
will hunt you ita uchizi a kuti newe une vana
vasikana" ndakadaro ndichitotendeuka
kudzokera kunoruka ndanga ndatobhowekana
nehunhu hwaTamu ,ndavakutoruka
ndakazoona adzoka akangopinda mumota
mavo ndokurara like before ,ndainge
ndavakutopedza hangu tangonyararidza
nemusikana uya munhu ayitiwanisa nyaya Mai
Naa vanga vapinda mumba. "Happy birthday to
you , happy birthday to you Itu happy birthday
to you" ndakavhunduka ndichicheuka ndika
screamer ndichitadza ku believer zvandayiona
ndikatanga ku jumber jumber ndichizunza
maoko ndikazoshama muromo ndakauvhara
nemaoko ese Mai Naa vanga vatobuda kare
vachimhanya .Ndakatarisa Kuna Tamu
ndikaona madoors emota anga akambovhurwa
avharwa ese zvekusada kuonekwa nevanga
vasvika it was sisi Prudence nemwana wavo
junior, Ethan na Talshia ,sekuru Reggis
nemunin'ina wavo Ronny and Karen ndakanga
ndava kungorova chest yangu neruoko kuzama
kuzvidzikamisa "iyiiii guys" ndakadaro
ndakarereka musoro zvine kunzwisa urombo
vakaseka apa vanga vakabata cake, 2 bunches
of flowers and a bottle of Vosyro, Ethan
kwakufamba kuuya pandiri kunondipfekedza
chi cross band chakanzi "happy birthday"
akanditi "happy birthday mwanangu at 27
years we wish you uncountable years to come
full of blessings and joy" he said that ndikati
"ndanga ndakusuwa Ethan" I said that in
tearing with joy kwakuona musikana waTamu
nekuda zvinhu achitora vedio same as
Ronny.Ndakabva ndatanga kuvambundira they
made me felt so special ende Tamuka ayiona
zvese ndakasimudza mwana wangu
ndikapinda navo mumba ,mandakazova siya
ndichinopedzisa kuruka but pandakabuda
ndakawana musikana asara ega mukomana
nemota vasisipo achinzi afonerwa emergency
ndakatoziva kuti Tamu itsotsi anga atotiza
hama dzangu dzasvika ndakatomboseka
ndega.Ndakazomupedzisa akatanga kufona
after her call ndokundibvunza kuti "kwanzi
ndiuye ku Conner yeku redbull iri which side"
ndakamuratidza ndikati "kovadii kudzoka
vachikutora" zvikanzi "varikuti vane munhu
avamisa Saka regai ndiyende" she paid the
money ndokuenda tikasara tichirovana maoko
namai Natalia avo vandakazo dungamidzana
navo kupinda mumba ndichivaratidza vayenzi
vangu "asi imi kah sure all the way from
Ukraine kana kundiudza henyu , thank you so
much guys kutokanganwa kuti today is my
birthday sure" ndakadaro ndisingagone
nemufaro vese vakadzokorora kundiimbira a
birthday song.
Takatozobvapo tese pamba pangu with my
relatives tikaenda kunopinda mu caravan
komb yasekuru baba Reggis yanga yauyiwa
nayo vanga vaisiya kunze kwegate.We said our
goodbyes namai Naa tikanoitira kasmall party
at my parents's house kwandakasvika ndichiti
kunamai Itu memurume wavo "ndaitofunga
kuti munondida izvo ifake love sure kana
kundiudzawo kuti ndizvo zvirikurongwa mama
ndapotsa ndafenda because of this surprise
momboziva" ndakadaro ndichiseka vese
vakasekawo "waida tivhiringe surprise
dzevanhu here nhai mwanangu" vakadaro Dad
tikaseka vakazondiita Happy birthday it was in
month-end of November team reku Ukraine
ranga ratouya for Christmas holiday sezvo
yanga yosvika ende dumbu rasisi vangu ranga
ratokura.Takazoita party and I have posted
some of the pictures on status
ndikatozoitwawo ma birthday wishes nana
Chaks vachindipopotera kuti why ndanga
ndisina kuvaudza kuti it was my birthday ,
ndakatovaudza kuti ndanga ndakanganwa kuti
raitova birthday rangu .From there mazuva
aitofamba ndatodzokera kuBindura kwangu
ndanga ndava busy towards Christmas tayiita
Mari musi wa 23 masikati I received a call from
mbuya vana Tania vachiti "ndikati vana
havasati vawana hembe dze Christmas
ndodiiko ndonotenga nema cards avo here
mwanangu ndati nditange ndanzwa imi Mai
vavo baba vacho vakangotiwo zii"
zvakatondinetsawo ndikazovati ndichavaudza
kana ndanzwa baba vacho for sure
ndakarovera moyo padombo nekutya
kushurwa ndikafona ikadairwa ichinzi "Mai
Tania" ndikati "murisei baTania Mai vafona
vachiti vana havana hembe dze Christmas
saka vana vachida kuziva kuti voshandisa
macards avo kunotenga here or there is
another plan" akambopedza time asina
kupindura ndikati "hello taurai neni manyarara
wani" kwaku chizoti "huya kubasa kwangu
utore Mari unovatengera yemuma cards hant
takawirirana kare kuti it's for banking zvamava
kutaura zvekunotengesa hembe zvabva kupi"
yowe panga patoipa "sorii vanga vaona tangoti
zii ini wacho kutovarairwa sezvo ndiri busy
nebasa" I said that zvikanzi "ita zvandataura"
kwakuto dropper call ndakatombo shanda
kumatime time ndipo pandakazoenda
ndikafona ndichida kunzwa kwaayishandira
akandiudza ndikaenda ndasvika paboom gate
reko ndakaperekedzwa to his office
.Pandakamuona ndakangonzwa kusvotwa
ndikafinyama kumeso zvikanzi "kwakanaka
here" handina kumupindura ndakanopihwa
300usd ndikanzi "vanomira ne 100 yake yake
uyende nadzo usasiye Talshia close the door
on your way out" Tamuka kutonga kwake was
too much ndaisvika nguva yekuzvivhunza kuti
ayindiona sani chaizvo.Ndakabvako
ndikanotenga hembe nebhutsu svinu
ndikaenda kuChishawasha hills the next day
tikarova tara nemwana wangu takananga
Chinhoyi takasvika ukava mufaro. Nambuya
vevana takatombokurukura takagara
mukitchen hedu zvikanzi "zvino nababa vavo
kubva zvavarwara paye makamboonana here"
ndikavaudza kuti hapana zvaivapo between us
zvikanzi "asi paakabva kwako manga mambo
sangana here" ndakatoziva kusangana kwacho
Mai yanga yakangwarisa iyoyo ndikatanga
ndaseka ndikati "ehe Mai kosei mabvunza"
zvikanzi "kungovhunzawo hangu mwanangu
ndichibatanidza kuti mwana akanaka sewe
wechidiki kudai angambo rarama sei pasina
umwe wake" tikaseka ndikati "ndinotorarama
ini Mai but freedom chaiyo handina anotondiita
setoy yake paadira owuya koita zvaanoita neni
he always threatening kuuraya munhu achauya
pandiri" vakabva vaseka zvikanzi "haiwa kana
makasangana zvakanaka moyo wangu wafara"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti chii chaifadza
pakusangana kwedu.Tatigare gare Chaks na
Zimuno vakasvikawo vakadungamidza
maBenz avo but Zimuno haana kugarisa
akuenda kumba kwavo , vanhu vanga vave
kuuya kuchristmas but kuona kwandakaita
Chaks ndakango bhowekana kunzwa
kakumuvenga sezvandanga ndavakuita Tamu
"kwakanaka here kwandangosvika
nekuvengwa Soo" akabvunza kudaro Chaks
ndikati "imi munobhowawo sure kubva
mafanana naBatania kudaro nhaimi ayewa
zvimwe hazviite" akabva atarisa Mai vake zviya
zvekuti Koo ndeipi iyi ndikaona Mai vacho
vavakuseka iye wacho kwakuvhurawo smile
akanditarisa ndikati "kana nemasekero enyu
futi kubva afanana ayewa zvanhasi musauye
padhuze neni please" kwakuseka havo Tania
nekufanana nana baba vake hameno
akabvawo nekupi kungomuona ndikati "tevera
baba vako ava mwanangu muyende chero
kwamayenda face dzenyu hadzitomboite kana"
apa Chaks namai vake vaingoseka ini
ndichitonzwa kukwira bp neface dzacho "ende
zvandoitirwa naTamuka zvakaoma chokwadu
asi ndafara zvangu" vakadaro Mai vacho
vachirovanisa maoko avo kuombera
ndikashaiwa kuti zvii zvavanga vaitirwa
naTamuka zvavafadza ende Chaks
zvekundidenha musi iwoyo ayizvida kutambira
padhuze neni ndichimusikiza mambama
achinzvenga. Baba vavo vakazouya
tikakwazisana vakasvika pakuvhunza Hondo
yandairwa na Chaks and Tania
ndichivadzingira kure zvikanzi namai
"motohobvunza mwana wenyu ndiye angaziva
chinotemesa musoro" Ari saTania akatanga
achida kuchema pandaimudzinga dzinga
kusvika avakutevedzera bamunin vake kuuya
pandiri achiseka. Ndakazobuda namai Vale
kuenda kugarden kunotema maonions and
tomatoes kwaitova nevamwe vaivako muma
gardens avo tikanzwa voice rakati "kunaka
kwekudii kunodyiwa nyama here kunaka
nhaimi Mai Mapunga ndingashainirwa
nemunhu arikutodada nezvandakasiya here"
zvikanzi nevamwe "akushainira papi seataura
newe plus hauna kusiya asi kuti ndiwe
wakasiiwa pane asingazvizive here muno kuti
wakazviramisa sembwa kunongova kutaurisa
hako sezvo une chipo chacho asi rega kutaura
uchiti wakasiya" ndakabva ndakwenyewa
namai Vale zvikanzi "tarisai mugarden
riripanext pedu kurikutaurwa uko vakapfeka
trouser rewhite ne top ye purple ndivo Mai
Tania vevana venyu" ndakabva ndatoziva kuti
Saka ayireva inini nhai ndakanzwa kuda
kutomupindura but ndakakurumidza kufunga
kuti ndaiva kumba kwevanhu.Ndakatonyatso
kumutarisa patakabuda mugarden Mai vale
vavekuvhara gate ini ndakanyatsokumira
ndakamutarisa ndakabata twuma shizha
twetsunga yangu ,ndakazvisungira zambiya
rangu nedhuku "kasi kwamera mupopo"
akadaro Mai Tania wacho achivhunza vamwe
vanga vakamira naye because of mutarisiro
wandanga ndakamuita asi vamwe vake havana
kudaira "to me the man is so sweet shame
vanoziva twunhu" I said that ndichitaurisa kuti
azvinzwe vamwe vake vakaseka "Koo
mutoriwo nepamuromo kudaro nhaimi"
vakadaro Mai Vale vachitsiga bascket takubva
pagarden ndikangoseka twutsunga twangu
twuri mumaoko apa ndanga ndaramba kuisa
mubascket raiva nezvimwe.Takazosvika
kumba ndatopedza kugezesa vana ndikanzwa
Mai vachipopota ndikashaiwa kuti kwaitikei
ndikanopinda mukitchen mavaiva kwakuwana
vachisimuka kubva pachoto pavaiva ,apa
kusimuka kwacho semunhu mukuru vaitanga
vambobatira pasi kunge munhu anoda
kukambaira vozosimuka vakabatira pasi
kudaro "ndoda kunoripukuta muromo benzi
rekwa Muda Riya anoda kurwa naMadhuve
sekunonzi akamutorera murume sei hant
akazotanga kuuya pano iye asisipo" vakadaro
Mai ndikatarisa Mai Vale ndikaona
vachikwidza mashoulders avo takatarisana
ndikaziva kuti vasvitsa nyaya ini ndanga
ndisina kumbozviitira shungu zvekudaro."madii
masiyana nazvo mbuya vaTania mungaswera
muchiteverana nemhepo here riya ibenzi
zvamongoziva wani" ndibaba vakadaro vakanzi
"simukai ipapo baba Tamu tinotora mai Owen
mongotiperekedza nemota kotisvitsa pedyo
kufamba ndiko kunotikunda hedu hatina kuti
munosvika nesu pamba pamai vake" Mai Owen
vaitaura vaiva maiguru vavo vekundibatira
huku for sure vakabuda vachiyenda
.Ndokuzodzoka time time vakasvika
kuwaridza rupasa rwavo panze ndokugara
vakati "ndariiudzisa benzi riya ende
ndamuudza kuti akazvidzokorora tonosvitsana
kwasabhuku dai ane chero huku yekuripa
better" takangoseka hedu tagarawo
panze.Takagara kudaro pakasvika mota
Toyota Yaris yered , pfacha pfacha hake
Tamuka Chakidza with the other slender girl
jealous down musikana anga akanaka hake
iyeye ayine ganda remari akapfeka maglass
type inopfekwa nevekurwadziwa nemaziso,
akapfeka red outfit of trouser and blazer suit
nema hills mumakumbo achifamba kunge
ariku modeler . pakashaiwa akavagamuchira
vanhu vakaramba vakavatarisa mufaro wese
wadzima pazviso zvavo "tisvikewo" akadaro
Tamuka akamhanyirwa nevana vake apa anga
awuya nemota yatakazoziva kuti
ndeyemusikana iyeye ,vanhu vakazonogara
mumba sezvo tanga tavapanze
vavekukwazisana "baba namai uyu anonzi
Sheila ishamwari yangu" he said that zvikanzi
"hoo tafara nekukuziva shamwari" ndimai vake
vakadaro "horaiti" said by his father akasimuka
achiti "hande unoona pekuzororera Shishi"
akanzi namai vacho "ungatonoratidza
shamwari yako kuti izororere mawaisirara
uchiri jaya mwanangu kwete kune imba
nyowani hai hazvingaiti zvakanaka" she said
that vachiswededza huni mumoto vakatarisa
pamoto paiva nepoto "hazviite mai ndirikuenda
naye kuimba nyowani" anga atotanga musindo
wake zvikanzi namai vacho "imba iyo
ndeyevana naMadhuve iye mubhurandaya
wako iyeye kana mafarira stayera yemba
yaMadhuve wotomuvakira yake yakadaro
husiku hwuno nekuti iyo hamunganopinde
henyu" ndakatomboda kuseka the word
mubhurundaya ,baba vacho vanga vakanyarara
Tamuka achinetsana namai vake akati
"musakanganwe kah kuti imba iyo yakavakwa
nemari yangu haana cent rake raakaisapo uyu"
he was so rough like always. "Tamukaaa"
vakadaro baba vake nevoice nehasha akati
"Hungwe" zvikanzi "kana usati wavakuziva kuti
ava ndimai vako vaurikukonewa kuteerera
uchichinjana navo mashoko pamberi pevana
vako ibvai pano pamusha pangu neShamwari
yako iyoyo ndikacheuka ndoda kuwana
musisipo" vakadaro baba vake ini nasahwira
wangu Chaks taingova zii vakuru vachitaura
ende ndakatosha misikawo nekunyarara
kwaChaks . Tamuka akabuda na Sheila wake
"Ini hangu baba na Mai mukazoona ndakonana
namukoma wangu uyu kah musandishore
nekuti zvaavakutiitira pano kutiisira nyoka
mumusha uku ,muchiona ndakanyarara kudai
munhu waanaye uyu ndomuziva vanoshanda
vese but haasi mu soldier hake anotova ne
office at J.Tongogara barracks parikushandira
Tamu this days ende baba vake munhu iyeyu
ndevaya vasingaenderwi kumberi , handizivi
kuti mumwe wangu arikuzama kudii kuti ane
zvaarikunyangira here kana kuti chii ndine
mibvunzo yakawanda asi haataurike naye
zvamunoziva asi vanhu vaavakutorana navo
ava poison chaiyo ende baba vemusikana
iyeyu havazvizive kuti anodanana naTamu
anotozviita secret ,asi ane hutsinye manje
musikana iyeyu kubasa vanomuziva so to
protect ourselves let's try to ignore them vaite
zvavarikuita nemunhu wake iyeye tione
kwazvirikuenda but I'm not happy why is it
awuya naye pano arikuzama ku proover chii
Tamuka wenyu pamberi pevana" akadaro
Chaks tese tikaramba tiri ziii zvichioneka kuti
tirikuzvikuwadza nendangariro.Kwakusimuka
akauya pamberi pangu akakotamisa face yake
pamberi peyangu zvekuti ndinyatsokuona face
yake kwaiva kundidena knowing kuti ndaisada
face yacho akakurumidza kuyinzvengesa
ndamusikiza mbama akaseka achibuda vana
vachisara vachisekawo.
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CHAPTER 32

Pakabuda Chaks takambosara

takanyararidzana vana vakabuda
vachinotamba "hura mapako hwunozvara
mbavha nemhondi chokwadi" vakadaro Mai
vachiombera mawoko avo like always zvikanzi
nababa "regai kuzvidya moyo mbuya vaTania
mungatozotanga kurwara nebp yenyu regai
kufungisisa" takatozotanga kutaura nyaya
hedu uku tichibika musoro wemombe waiva
pamoto.Pakwange kwadoka ndikavati "Mai
nababa ini ndodzokera mangwana makuseni
chaiwo ndanga ndafambira hangu kusiya
hembe dzevasikana ava" ndanga ndatoona
ndega kuti better kusuduruka sezvo pava
nemumwe to avoid unnecessary dramas but
vese vakazviramba kuti ndidzokere , munhu
wese anga ava mukitchen even Tamu
nemunhu wake avo vanga vatozonopinda
muroom yake yehujaya "gulez hamusi kuda
mbeva here mapanya chaiwo munodziziva
here ndizokuteerai mangwana kana kuti
pamwe moda mbambaira dzakagochwa" said
by Chaks ayifarira zvekudenhana neni musi
wacho vanhu vakaseka kunze kwaTamu na
Sheila wake vanga vakagara pabench vari
vaviri. "Mai Vale isu ngatichiregai hedu kubika
tipewo vamwe mukana pachoto , Sister Sheila
you can come pachoto sezvo matoouyiwa
nemi kumusha kwemurume for introductions
mungazofunga kuti pamwe hatikupeiwo
mukana feel free" I said that mune zvakanaka
ndichimupawo mukana kuti zvisaite sendaida
kutora position yake "bika kaiwewe the one
you are searching for the favours from
vamwene and tezvara plus I'm not the type
yekubika pamoto pane magetsi wani why can't
you people use stoves iyii the rural system
people Soo kah" ndakamutarisa ndikati
"nhaiwe where have I wronged you kutsvaga
ma favours for what , usandipindure as if
urikurwa neni or tiri pachipare kah handisi
pachipare newe kaini" ndakamudaro zvikanzi
naTalent "chipare chii mama" akanzi nambuya
vake "nyarara iwee" tese takatomboseka
"handisi kurwa newe Sha handirwe netype
dzako you must know that there is a different
between muroora and makoti ,iwewe you are
muroora with your zambiya and doek
uchimona mabhondo pachoto inini I'm makoti I
don't do those types of duties" akadaro ini
mashoko mazuva acho ndaitova nawo
ndikatanga ndaseka ndokuti "newe you must
know kuti there is a different between
vamwene ,tezvara and ma in-laws , which
means iwewe makoti nekudzungaira wauya
Kuna vamwene na tezvara hakusi Kuma in-
laws dai uri a high class like the level that you
are trying to put yourself you was supposed to
be at in-laws mansion nedressing yako iyoyo
manje uri bharanzi tinewe kuno Kuna vamwene
na tezvara kuchiutsi futi dai watotiisirawo
zambiya pamusoro pered trouser rako iroro
,doek ndogona kukupa rimwe randinaro"
kwakuridza tsamwa zvikanzi "handinetsane
nemunhu asina kudzidza ini" ndikatanga
ndaseka ndokuti "hameno Sir vakakuudza
zvekusadzidza kwangu ivavo but kana
kudzidza kwacho kuchidzungaidza zvekuti
munhu anouya kuno kunofamba achiboora
boora pasi negogo dzake paruvanze rwevanhu
better ndigare nehudofo hwangu
zvamakadzidza mukagodii kunotsika Kuma
yard ane perving or matiles pasi apa
isingabooke kungoti ma floors epano
akasimba hawo kutaura kuno dai watoitisa
disaster everywhere futi iwe minister of
education" I wasn't know basa raayishanda but
nekuda kunzi akadzidza kwake
ndakamuwanira position, pamuromo
pandanga ndavanapo was too much
"zvamboita seiko nhaiwe Itu dzikama kaiwewe"
akadaro Batania nevoice rekundityisa
semunhu wandaitotyawo nakare zvakandipa
kunyarara ipapo ipapo.Vanhu vanga
vakangonyarara kutoshaiwa nyaya chaiko
samai vaTamu ndanga ndatoona kuti kwanga
kwavakutya zvavanga vaudzwa na Chaks
about how dangerous was on that girl's father ,
ndakaona vana vangu Talent na Talshia vava
kurara sadza risati raibva ndikati Kuna Mai
"ndokumbirawo nditore sadza rambosara
masikati Riya ndivape nemukaka wakakora uya
vadye vagonorara zveiri vanozoriona
mangwana" vaisava neproblem nazvo she was
always told me to be free into her kitchen but
zvimwe zvaizongodawo ma boundaries
,ndakatora ndikatanga kurikanya kanya
nespoon mubawel ndikati "Talent na Talshia
huyai mudye munorara vanangu" for sure
ndakavadyisa ndapedza zvikanzi na Tania
"mama ingondidyisaiwo nemukaka ndinorara
ndozodya nenyama mangwana"
takatombomuseka "chembere hombe yakaita
sewe urikuda kudyiswawo futi here" vakadaro
Mai Vale zvakamupa kunyara nyara Tania
wacho ndikati "musiyei dangwe wamama uyu
huya ndikudyise hako mwanangu" akauya
achinyara nyara ndikatanga kukudyisa
"zvakakuomera Tania Koo iko kusambonyara
kushama muromo" vakadaro mbuya vacho
tikaseka, Talshia anga atonogara pamakumbo
paDad vake paayifarira most of the times "you
guys you are spoiling your kids too much at
their ages uyu akagarawo pamakumbo and all
of them Mai vavo vachivadyisa futi it's not right
vanokura vari a spoilt brats ndiri ini zvakadai
ndorovera kure" akadaro Sheila zvikanzi na
Talent "Shamwari yaDad vanga vachida
kutirova vakatidzinga pa vhuranda vachiti
tosvibisa nema paw paw atanga tichidya but
tazotiza" akadaro akarara pamakumbo
pambuya vake ndiko kwaiva kubasa
kwaayidanwa achinzwa manje Talent kwema
reports ,ndakabhowekana pamwe nekunzwa
tsitsi vana ivavo chero dai ndaizonzi
handichisipo vaigona kutambudzwa
nemukadzi munyowani wababa vavo "nhaiwe
unoda kurova vana vangu pamba Pavo here
wauya nevheranda pano iwe" I said that
ndakutonzwa kutsamwa zvese nekurwadziwa
moyo because seni Talshia chaiye ndanga
ndisati ndambomurova zvekudaro "chiendai
movata neva nin'na vako Tania mutange maita
weti mungazowetera mumachira" vakadaro
mbuya vavo ndatoona kuti vanga vabatikana
nekuda kurohwa kwevazukuru vavo
vakasimuka vana vachibuda ndikaenda navo
ndikasiya ndavati "Tania ndiwe muhombe
ndichakurova ukakundwa kungwara na Talent
sei usingataure kuti mamuchida kurohwa
,munofanirwa kutaura hant kuchikoro
munombodzidziswa about abuse kah"
akagutsurira musoro ndikati "mukaitwa
zvamusingade munoudza inini kana kuti gogo
chero Mai Vale handiti kah" vakabvumira
ndikasiya vave pama beds avo ndichidzokera
mukitchen.
Ndisati ndatombogara pasi ndakangotanga
nekuti "iwewe zvigume nhasi zvekuda kurova
vana vangu zvara vako urove, pano pamba
pavo vasiye vaite zvavanoda nekusvibisa
pavada I'm sure uyu wakamuda uchiziva kuti
ane vana so if you love him you should also
love his kids next time ukazvizama I will sue
you" kwakuseka hake zvikanzi "Shame on you
ini manje kuzvara for what purpose handide
kuita vana ini zvara iwewe at your age you are
still young watova nevana 3 a baby making
machine ndizvo zvaunongofunga uchitadza
kudzidza pandiri panoapa I'm working and also
still studying ndipo paunotaura zvekuzvara
akakuudza kuti kuzvara kunoita kuti udiwe
akatadza ,as for sueing me I don't scare for
empty threats because I gonna take you down
myself" sadza ranga rapakurwa namai Vale
ndikatora plate yangu iye naTamu vanga vava
kudya ravo ndikamira pamberi pake ndikati
"you know what we all know that our country is
full with corruption ende zvekukusungisira
children abuse you can win because I see kuti
une Mari sterek ini I'm very poor handina
chandi nacho but you have to know kuti
varombo sesu tisu vanhu vanoroya manje ende
muroyi chero ukamurova, chero ukamuurayisa
but anoramba achiroya chero Ari pasi muvhu
imomo if uchimboyenda kumaporofita
unogona kusangana netsanangudzo dzinonzi
Kuna mbuya or tete vakafa ndivo vanemweya
irikutenderera pamuri inini manje I'm one of
those ma mbuya and matete anoramba
achitenderera pavanhu chero tava muvhu
hatizorore pamabasa edu handinyare nehuroyi
hwangu ende handimirire kuti hwutaurwe
nemaporofita kana tsikamutanda, bae wako
uyu ndizvo zvaakandirambira zvehuroyi kana
ane mamwe ma reasons yaakakuudza he lied
to you otherwise main point ndeyekuroya
kwangu" akavhunduka zvekudonhedza plate
yesadza ndakaona mbuya na Sekuru vaTania
vachiseka vakatsikitsira same namai Vale and
Chaks .Tamu akamira kutsenga zvaiva
mukanwa make akandivhurira ziso
rekundityisa zvikanzi "enda unogara pasi Mai
Taa handidi kunetsana newe zvakazotanga
rinhiko zvekutaurisa kwako izvi" uyu
ndaimuvhunduka for real ndikatonogara pasi
faster zvesure but ndainzwa kuti ndichiri kuda
kutaura vakazotanga kudya vese musame
plate na Tamu but ayiwoneka kuvhunduka
vhunduka Sheila nekuda kwe huroyi
hwekunyepa hwandanga ndamuudza I did that
to protect vana Tania maybe nerimwe zuva
ndaizorambidzwa kusvikako nababa vavo.
Vanhu vakazopedza kudya Mai Vale vakatanga
kubuda vachinorara ende vakasiya vawoneka
kuti vaimukira kuyenda kumba kwavo next day
for Christmas. "Shiiiit hambuya ava varikubuda
mangwana apa ma uniforms angu ese zvawo
akasviba ndapinda busy" akadaro Tamu
zvikanzi na Sheila "why can't you tell her not to
go uchadii saka unongoshinga wowacha" raiva
shura shuwa ndikati "kasi iwe haugone
kuwacha here Sheila you can use washing
machine kana uchityira your nails" she blashed
her eyes zvaioneka mulight "handigone dzangu
ndowachirwa we have a lots of maids at our
house" akadaro ndikati "ok"
.Takazoparadzavanhu tava kunorara ini
ndakanorara kunew house yangu but kuseni
next day ndakamukira kwanga kwatochena
hako ndkano vhurira Tamu na Sheila muroom
mavo vakavhunduka vanga vakatoshama
vachioneka kumusoro kuti Havana kupfeka
pasi paine 3 used condoms "nhai zvauri muroyi
wobva watouya kunoroya kwacho live here ini
hangu I'm scaring handisi kuswera pano hako
Tamu I'm going back today" akadaro Sheila
zvikanzi na Tamu "Itu wakundijairira wanzwa
urikudei muno" handina kumbovadaira
kumuona akashama Ari in same blanket with
the other lady asiri inini and also ma used
condoms ayiva pasi kwakandirwadzisa moyo
ndakangosimudza bag rake raanga abva naro
raiva newashen yacho kwakubuda
ndakanyarara asi iye akanditarisa pamwe
pacho tikasanganidzana maziso
ndikakurumidza kunzvengesa angu otherwise
ndaigona kuzochema. I did the washen
mubathroom yeimba iyoyo washen yacho was
mixed with pants and boxer shots but
ndakawacha zvese ende yakazadza 2 malines
vanhu vakazomuka ndapedza zvese, ndagara
mukitchen kapoto kesadza kachitova pamoto
"Koo wamuka nguvai nhai Mai Tania
mwanangu ini ndirikutomuka izvezvi ndichiti
Kuna baba venyu regai ndiwache hembe
dzebasa dzemukomana uyu hazvingazoiteka
adzokere kubasa netsvina but ndatoona
dzazara kare paline waita hako rega apenge
asi nerimwe gore achakudemba" vakadaro Mai
vake ndikangovati "ndawacha ini Mai awane
kunoshandira vana vake akachena zvizhinji
handina basa nazvo moyo wangu wakatofa
kare chandiri kutoda hangu isadza iri fresh
kwete chimunya" ivo kwavakuseka havo
zvikanzi "ayewa bika udye mwanangu
ukapedza toyenda kwamai venyu vakuru uko
kwanzi vamwe vako vakauya zuro saka
monorongana kuti modii pakugadzirira zvikafu
zvenyu baba vatipa mbudzi" kungonzwa
zvenyama yembudzi ndakarova zismile
rekufarira sendaisaiziva apa sadza randaibika
ndaida kutodya nenyama plus tsunga paside
ivo vaingoseka havo .Ndakatozofonerwa
naMai Itu vachitonditi tete Mai Laiza vaivako
vese nana Uncle Mohammed vayienda kuno
spender day ravo kuMazowe kwasekuru baba
Reggis ndakatoziva kuti doro richonooneswa
chitsvuku nema kule angu maviri iwawo
paisabuda chakanaka kana vasangana, Ethan
semukomana ayiitawo yake ega
ndikazofonera sisi Prudence vakati
"ndirikuswera ndakarara nedumbu rangu hant
haupo here junior ndiye arikuuya kunotorwa
nababa vake" ndakatomboseka, vana vangu
vakazomuka ndikavagadzirira chikafu same as
Chaks uyo akatonditi "gulez nhasi
ndirikukurumidza kubuda ndirikunoswera
naTsitsi plus ndikaswera pano
mungazopedzisira mandiroya" he said that
tikaseka zvikanzi "but makaoma ndarara
ndichingoseka kana Zimuno ndamuudza
akapererwawo munonyepera kunyarara imi
kana kuti pamwe kutaurisa uku ndini hangu
ndazozvikonzeresa we are the Chakidza's
kaisu the men of powers hatijaidze but don't
worry ndinemi gulez" ndakatoshaiwa kuti
nyaya yake yaiyendepi ichibvepi ndikati "endai
dai matotakura mukoma wenyu na Tania face
idzi they gonna spoil my day" kwakuseka hake
achibuda akabata cup yake yetea and some
slices of bread mumaoko.Takazobuda namai
tese nevana tichienda kwamai vakuru
kwandakanozivana nevamwe vana maiguru
vaviri vevarume wekugara ku Mozambique and
wekuchinhoyi town vaigara nevarume vavo
,pakazodaidzwa vamwe maiguru vaingogara
mumusha imomo vakaronga kuti taizobikira
kwambuya vaTania kwaisanetsa mvura
tikawirirana Izvozvo.Takadzokera kumba
ndikasvika Tamu achibuda mukitchen "gadzira
Chikafu Mai Taa ndine nzara" he said that
commanded hazvina kundirwadza kugadzira
kwacho chevanhu two futi na Sheila wake
,baba vainzi vabuda. Vana maiguru vakazouya
tikatotanga kubika taitotaura nekuseka
setakajairana Sheila kwavakupinda akapfeka
turnup short ne vest rai matcher neboots "I'm
going back let's hope you won't follow me with
your juju ini I'm scaring for the witchcraft
things I hope we are good right?" Ndakatoona
kuti ayitya zvesure ndikati "yah we are
good.you are looking so smart" she smiled
akati "thanks" achitobuda vamwe haana
kumbovamhoresa "Bamunin vanombozama
nepavanogona napo kupenga havo ende
vanombokunyururai paiko nekunaka kwenyu
nhai vasikana" vakadaro vamwe maiguru
tikaseka Tamu akabuda vese nemota na Sheila
uyo asina kumbowoneka Mai , but Tamuka
akazodzoka neimwe mota yake yandaisaziva
sezvo ndaingoziva two but iyoyo ndakazoziva
kuti yaigara ku other garage remu Chinhoyi
imomo. "Hezvo Koo imimi murikuno" vakadaro
sisi vaTamu Mai Loraine vekumbouya namai
ishu kumba kwangu , vachipinda mukitchen
ndikati "ehe makadiiko tete" zvikanzi
"ndinosimba Koo makagouya chirudzii
ndakafonerwa naTamuka achiti ane umwe
waayiuya naye wani hamuone kuti
hazvinyatsokuita here kuti muve pamwe chete
vasikana" ndanga ndatoona kuti ibenzi tete
ivavo kutosiyana namai Ishu by far ende I
wasn't forced her to love me because kwana
Life ndakange ndakavengwa nemhuri yese.

"Koo imi muripanowo wani, isu tiripano pamba

pava mwene vedu imi chakukonesai kuvawo
kwavamwene venyu chii" vakadaro vamwe
maiguru zvikanzi nevamwe vachidairirawo
"maybe baba Loraine Havana kuvatengerawo
sugar nezvingwa sezvatakatengerwa
nevarume vedu" ndakatoona kuti pane nyaya
zvikanzi "ehe kana kuti pamwe vakadzokera
futi kwamai Pefenia girlfriend yavo iya"
kwakuseka havo vana maiguru vachirovana
maoko tete vaye vakaridza tsamwa vakabuda
kwakutonooneka Mai nekuenda.Ndikasara
ndichiti "and then ndeipi iyi" zvikanzi
"vanojairira tete ivava zvavari gotwe
ravamwene voda kungotonga tonga isu vebato
rehuroora takazvirambira kure mukapusa
muchibvuma kupusiswa hameno henyu vane
kahutsinye kuda kuita sevanoita makwikwi
nevaroora vakatosiyana natete Mai Ishmael by
far" ndakatoona kuti itsoro chaiyo.Takapedza
kubika vanhu vakadya vana bamukuru
vakazouya vakatanga kunwa doro naBatania
pamwe chete nemadzibaba avo uku
madhindindi achirohwa sekuru vaTania
naMukoma vavo kuda doro rakange rava
mumusoro vavekutamba maScad
arimumawoko , Chaks anga atoenda.Ndakazo
gezesa vana vangu sezvo vamwe vavo vanga
vachena chena ndivo Vega vanga vatosara
"yuwiii yuwiiii douyai necamera muvatore
macard ndivana maNyoni ivavo ulululuuuluu"
vakadaro mbuya vana Tania kuridza mhururu
vachifarira kuchena kwevazukuru vavo ,ndanga
ndakavatengera maskin jeans eblue ma
highcut Nike shoes ewhite and pink for Talent
and Talshia nema top epink ,same as Tania but
her top was royal blue and shoes was with
white and Royal blue zvakafanana nevamwe
vake asi semukuruwo ndakamu siyanisawo
colour Talshia ndiye ega anga akarukwa
vamwe vake vakagerwa macut .Baba vacho
ndakavaona vachivhura nyemwerero "mainini
munogona kuchenedza vana excellent"
vakadaro vamwe maiguru asi vese vana
nevavowo vanga vakachena ndakaona baba
Tania vavekutorwa mapictures nevana
vavo.Takavapa Mari kuti vatambewo nevamwe
vavo vachitenga tenga asi hapana kure
kwavayienda kwaingova kunotenga pachi
tuckshop vanga vati kureyi ndivo vaiyenda ku
growth point.Isu Takasara tikageza
nekupfekawo zvedu ndanga ndagara
ndatakura skinjin nedress saka pandakaona
vamwe vangu vapfeka maskinjin ndikapfekawo
rangu "hauchiona manje unyatsoku modeler
pamberi pake Tamu asvotwe arutse" vakadaro
Mai vake ndikaseka ndikati "moda
kundiurayisa Mai hamuchandide kasi"
vakasekawo zvikanzi "ndafara padzokera
mubhurandaya wake uya" ende word iroro
ndaitadza kuziva meaning yaro, maiguru
vemurume ayishandira ku Mozambique
vakabva vati "baba Owen tipeiwo ma car keys
toda kumbonorohwa nemhepo outside"
vakanga vakapa first born yavo zita rababa
vake vakapihwa asi tisati tabuda ,ini
ndikasheedzwa naTamu paside akasimuka
akabata bottle redoro rake akanomira paseri
pemba ndikaendawo , "matii" ndakamudaro
ndichinzwa kubhowekana neface yake zvikanzi
"ukandiona urikundivengerei kudaro this days"
ndakaridza tsamwa akaramba akanditarisa
mumaziso ndikatanga kumunzwira zvandaisi
munzwira pandaimbomuda "wakunzwei"
akadaro ndikatadza kumupindura
akandisundira kumadziro kwakuuya pamberi
pangu kissed me by force achindipfanya zamu
used his one hand rimwe akabata doro rake
"dzikama ukada kundiitira dzungu ndogona
kuku kwiri** pano apa" akadaro ndikadzikama
achindiita zvaayindiita ndikazoponeswa
nevoice rakati "nhaimi takuda kuyenda isu koo
vayendepiko mainini kasi vaendwa navo
mubedroom here" said by one the maiguru's
vana bamukuru vakaseka Tamu akandisiya
kwakufamba kudzoka pamashure
akadongorera kwaiva nevanhu akati "haa gulez
hamukure seiko imimi" vanhu kwamuseka
achibva adzoka pandiri akabudisa 100usd
muhomwe make zvikanzi "go and spoil
yourself vako ,vana ngavasare ndiripano
hatisi kubuda uzive zvaurikuendera ikoko
urimukadzi wemunhu ende munhu wacho
ndini" anga akanditarisa mumaziso chaimo
achidaro ndikati "thanks" ndichibva paari
akandirova kambama kumagaro zvimwe zvese
ndakamu ignore ndatoona kuti ayida
kundishandisa nekuti Sheila anga ayenda
osara achizviponesa pandiri kungoti body
yangu yaisatana kumu tolaranter it was
addicted on him.Vana vese vakasara nana
mbuya vavo, takabuda maiguru vachirova
mota yemurume wavo tikanobudira at other
park in Chinhoyi town tikanonakirwa tiriko ,
"ngatidzokerei tavakutsvagwa" vakadaro
vamwe maiguru vanga vakufonerwa asi tanga
tambotandara hedu, taingova 4 ndini ndaiva
mainini pavese ndanga tabudisa ma$15
pamunhu kuti tingofarawo hedu
. Takasvika kumba vanhu vese vaivapo ende
panga pakagutwa zvekuti kwaingova kuda
kurara ayida chikafu ayingotora
mukitchen.Manheru ndakananga kuimba
yangu ndakutobatwa nehope ndikauya
kunopindirwa na Tamu achinhuwa doro
zvaitobhowa but ayitooneka kuti haasi type
inodhakwa chero akanwa zvakadii ."Murikudei
muno Batania" ndakabvunza zvikanzi "isn't an
obvious?" ndikaridza tsamwa ndikati "the
problem is unondida kana vaunoda vasipo
siyana neni Tamu I'm just nobody" akabva
aswedera kubed zvikanzi "idzungu raunenge
uchingoita asi ndiwe mukadzi wangu
unozviziva wani" izvozvo zvekunzi mukadzi
wangu zvaitanga kuda kundupusisa
ndikakurumidza kungwara ndichiti "get out
Tamuka Chakidza a big player in the world
urikudei pahure" ndanga ndatokwidza voice
akauya achindibata pahuro zvekundidzipa but
asina kunyanya kundidzvinya "handikwidzirwe
voice newe you have to know your lane
wanzwa, rara ndoda kukuratidzai manje kuti
pauri handiite yekukumbira" akadaro
achindisundira pabed zverough sezvo ndanga
ndasimuka ndichinodonha iye achiuya
pamusoro pangu pent rangu richivhurirwa
paside it was a rape chaiyo, ende kuti
ndicheme or kuridza mhere zvaisatobuda
ndakadakuomesa muviri ndikanzi "flex your
body handisi kuzvida zvaurikuita handidi
kubuduka pauri tisingachawirirane ngatiite
sevanhu vakuru" nekumutya I flexed my body
ndikatanga kunzwa kunakirwa nekutovhura
makumbo "usazviomesere nezvisina basa
zvaunenge uchifunga mufungwa dzako
knowing kuti unonakirwa neni" akadaro fucked
me harder zvichida nedoro raanga anwa
akandiita zvinogara zvakadaro pfungwa
dzangu dzikazobenenguka apedza "I'm your
sex machine" ndakadaro ndichitadza kuziva
kuti ndomutii chaizvo zvikanzi "and you are so
sweet" ndakabva ndanyarara ndikati "it's hako
zvevasikana vako but zvekuunza different
types pamba zvichavhiringa vana dai
uchipererawo kwamunoitira ikoko baTania"
akanditarisa zvikanzi "horait Mai Tania"
kwakutonyarara ndikaumukumbira kuti abude
haana kuita nharo asi ndakasara
ndichizvituka.The next day takazodzokera tese
hatina nyaya svinu dzataitaura ayitaura
naTalshia wake akanotisiya kuChishawasha
asi haana kusvika pamba, Semazuva ese
ndaingoudza Mai Itu ma updates ekwatanga
tabva the next day ndakanosangana na Sisi
Prudence mutown tikamboona
ndokuzodzokera kuBindura hangu ivo na Ethan
they went back to Ukraine before New
year.Mazuva akafamba vanhu vanga vave
kungonditi ndine nhumbu zvakandipa kuda
kuva prover wrong ndikaenda kuphamacy
kwandakano bhadhara $5 yangu yekutestwa
pregnant ndaisada zveku testa ndega
kusatoda ma mistakes but Doctor vemu
pharmacy and her pregnant test vakandirasisa
maresuilts akabuda Ari positive ,ndikavati
vadzokorore zvichida yaiva mistake but the
results came back with the same system.
Ndakadikitira ndikavati vatarise kukura kwayo
nema days ayingadai yakabata vondinyorera
tsamba ndonopa Tamu sezvo ayifunga kuti
ndakarara ne hanzvadzi yamai Naa.Kana
Simba rekushanda ndakarishaiwa
ndikadzokera kumba ndiri low low
kwandakasvika Mai Naa varipo vakatonditi "Itu
isu tavakukutiza pano shamwari tavakunogara
kustand takapedza kuvaka Saka tichatotuta
mangwana" ndakatonzwa kusurukirwa
ndaizosara ndega.Ndakabika sadza rangu
ndaguta ndikatora handbag rangu ndichinanga
kuHarare kubasa kwaTamu barracks
yaayishandira ndaiyiziva ende ndakaenda
ndisina kumufonera ndaida kunopedzerana
naye ikoko ndichisvika paboom Gate
ndakabudisa I'd rangu ndikavaudza munhu
wandaida kuona ,ndakaendwa neni ndikanzi
"fanai kugara apa Boss Tamuka varikuda
kuenda kuparade vachakuonai" akabva
adzokera musoldier uya in no time ndakaona
nehwuwandu hwavo vachiyenda pa parade
those soldiers zvekutya mazi serious avo
ndakazviisa paside *Hondo Hondo Hondo
here* akashaura kudaro Batania achisvika pa
parade vari 2 zvairatidza kuti ndivo mabosses
because vaiva kumberi at center box apa
akagarwa ne uniform yake red Barreter
ririmumusoro *Hondo Hondo Hondo here
Hondo baba namai muhondo mamukasei
Hondo ndikafunga muhondo kwataigara
muhondo ,tumbuyu mbuyu Hondo twataidya
Hondo ,pakakomo Hondo pataigara hondo*
yaidaro song yacho vachibvumirana Tamu
achishaura akasimudza chibhakera mudenga
achifamba ma ups and downs kubva
kwaitangira parade kusvika kwainoperera
arikumberi ikoko, achitambisa musoro
zvekuudzungudza kuratidza kuti yaimufungisa
kure song yacho vamwe vachidaira
vachitamba zvinenge kaku jogger jogger
zvainakidzira ,zvakandipa kuda kusimukawo
ndiri kwandanga ndakagara ndichitevedzerawo
kutamba kwavo but pandakazofunga kuti
ndaisatogona kutamba kwacho zvakandipa
kuramba ndakagara, ndichizvikuwadza nesmile
nekugutsurira musoro ndichiridza twugunwe
mumaoko. "Hii tanonoka togona kupinda busy
Sha hona ku parade Kuna Boss Tamuka na
Nhundurwa" akadaro mamwe masoldier
echikadzi vayidarika nepavheranda pandanga
ndakagara "hona mother ava vanenge
varikunakirwa havo , but ndangonzwa
nekuimba kwevanhu ndikaziva kuti ndi Boss
Tamuka chete" akadaro umwe wacho
ndakamboda kuvati "musatye henyu ndibaba
vevana vangu vanotaurika navo" kwaingova
hangu kunzwa kufarisa plus twumanyuku
nyuku ndanzwa kuimba kwa Tamu but
ndakazvidzora ndikasiya vachienda.After
kuimba vakatanga kuita ma matchings avo
ndakambopagara ndichinonokerwa nekupedza
kwavo kuti ndimuudze about our Taylan
waaida, vapedza akapfuura nepandiri achiti
"huya tinzwe" ndakamutevera mu office
make ."Kwanzi kwaitikei nhai Mai Tania
kwaunongondi tevera kubasa usingafone"
akadaro achitovhara door rake nemukati Tamu
ini ndichigara pachair ndikabudisa paper Riya
ndichimupa akaverenga zvikanzi "Saka ndanzi
naDoctor ndirikukwana papi pamimba yako"
ndakapererwa ndikati "hant mwana wako here
Tamu ndatouya kuti tionesane kuti poitwa sei"
kwakuseka achitenderera neChair yake
akazoimisa achitarisa kwandiri Ari serious
asunga face zvikanzi "get straight to your point
Itumeng kana Ari wangu wafunga kuti tidii
ndichikuroora nekuti wavanenhumbu here"
anga atotanga kundidzungaidza ndikati
"ndotonzwa newe kuti todii panhumbu
yandinayo" kwakuseka hake zvikanzi "you are
so fun Itumeng very funny indeed I'm the same
Tamu wawakafumura pamberi pehama dzake
about that issue of Mrs Mutema yes I wronged
you kutouya nema sisters angu was the only
way yekuti uwone how sorry I was,
pawakangoziva kuti ndanga ndisina kuvaudza
direct you was supposed to do the same
tozotaurirana tiri two but wakazviwaridza
pachena ndini Tamu wawakaramba ipopaye
uchiti ndiri player sei wazofunga kuti nhasi
handichisiri player Is it because of you are
pregnant, ende this pregnant I'm not even sure
if iriyangu because madays akanyorwa apa
ayakabata was the same nepawakarara
nehanzvadzi yamother vemuseri vaye
ungayedza kuita mastatement hee ayibuda
mutoilet zvikazodii but usandiite stupid
because, muridzi wayo akarova pasi handidi
kuriona gora rako iroro padhuze nevana vangu
vese zvavo vari 3 get out right now" anga
atotsamwa achirumanisa mazino "une chivindi
chisina basa ungandihurira wonhumburiswa
woda kundichengetesa mwana wacho futi" he
added up said that ini rurimi rwanga
rwavakuramba kusimuka kuti nditaure
anything ndikabuda ndakanyarara ,ndichikweva
makumbo ndisisina Simba" ndakanobudira
kuboom gate ndakadaro ndikatofunga
zvekuenda kumba.Ndakasvika kumba
ndikawana mama na Dad vese varipo "ndine
nhumbu yaTamu but ayiramba kwanzi haisi
yake" ndakadaro ndichinzwa kupera Simba
vese vakaramba vakanditarisa without saying
any word "ndogona kunoibvisisa hangu Kuma
doctors sorii mama na Dad yakabata
paayirwara paye" ndichipedza kudaro handina
kuona kuti tennis rakanditema rakasvika sei
kumeso kwangu ndikavhunduka
ndichitosimuka kuda kutiza "ndisiyei baba
Itumeng kundibata kwamurikuita kuda kuti
ayende kunobvisisa sezvaarikutaura handiti
akazvizivira kupi zvekuti mimba dzinobviswa
ini chaiye pandiri pano ndakatadza kuvazvara
vakawanda nekugumirwa nembereko iye
akafirwa nemwana last time zvakarwadza tese
pano chavakumupa Simba rekuti iyi anoda
kuibvisa chii ndisiyei ndoda kumu pwanya
pwanya haazive zvaanofunga nezvaanotaura"
vanga vatsamwa mama apa ini ndanga
ndangotaura zvekubvisa ndisina kutanga
ndafunga otherwise ndaisatoda kuibvisa
"ayewa unokuwadza mwana Mai Itu we can't
solve anything with your anger Koo ukamurova
ikabva mimba yacho zvozodii manje" vakadaro
Dad zvikanzi namama "anobhowa mwana
wako uyu speed iyoyi ndiyo yakamukonanisa
nemurume paakazorohwa paye izvezvi
atomhanya kare kumberi kufunga zvekuyibvisa
ndomupwanya pwanya uyu nxaa" ini
ndakatoona kuti hapachagarike Mai Itu vairova
zvesure ndakabva ndaenda muroom mangu
vakanditevera vachiti "ndipe phone yako
ndigare nayo iwe uribenzi hwuzivi too much
ungatotanga kutiitira zvimwe nephone iyoyo"
ndakavapa vakabuda ndikasara ndichirara Taa
ayingotarisa I think zvaitomunetsa kuti chii
chirikuitika. Ndakazomuka manheru ndikanzi
"tete Mai Laiza varikusvika pano mangwana
moenda kuChinhoyi, Saka vati utaure
nechibamunini chako chiya upihwe number
dza tete vavo" for sure ndikamukumbira Chaks
paphone akandipa ikatotorwa namama phone
yacho.Tete Mai Laiza vakasvika kuseni
vakafonerana natete vaTamu vakanzi tiende
kumba kuChinhoyi kwatakasvika tichivapira
nyaya yacho nekuvaudza kuti ayiramba mimba
Tamu wacho "mukomana uyu ava kutojaira
zvisina bada, zvamauya navo vaMadhuve ava
zvanaka tete vasiyei henyu pano mwana wedu
watinongoziva haasi muyenzi pano uyu"
vakadaro sekuru vana Tania tete vakadzokera
same day ini ndichisara.
Akafonerwa Batania akatanga kuvava paphone
ipapo achiramba mimba ndikanzi "iwe haubve
pano gara kusvika awuya" ende ndaitonzwa
ushingi zvekuti ndakatozorara hope
dzeumambo chaidzo , mukomana akasvika
next day manheru tete vake vanga vauya
masikati acho.Manheru iwawo takachigariswa
tiri inini, tete vake, vabereki vake ,mukoma
wababa vake nemudzimai wavo nabamukuru
mukoma wake, akaudzwa zvaivapo akati "saka
anditizira here apa ngaabve pano negora rake
haisi mimba yangu ihure iri arikuda
kundichengetesa mwana asiri wangu hapana
kudzikisirwa sekuti mukadzi anokuhurira
omitiswa neumwe murume musatsigire
zvisina basa hamumuzive munhu uyu" akabva
ataura zvese zvekubuda kwehanzvadzi yamai
Naa mumba mangu achigadzirisa belt,
akachinja nyaya yemurume wemota
funnycargo ane mukadzi akauya achida noise
neni musi waiva naTamuka nemusikana wake
ndichimuruka ,ipapo akabva ayitaura kuhama
dzake achiti ndakatovingwa because of
murume wemunhu as if taidanana ende
matauriro acho ayibudisa nyaya zvichiita
sechokwadi I'm sure vayiudza vaitozvitenda
Even vaisazo zviratidza kwandiri asi
ndakatozama , kutaura masides angu but
haana kuda kuzvinzwa Batania at the end
ndikati "handina kukutizirai baTania Im not
saying you should love me and I'm not taking
advantage of this pregnant no, and it's not like
ndakazviyitisa mapills ndakatonwa ndogona
kuenda nemi kuphamacy yandakatenga to
confirm but akandiramba , ndinzwisisewo I'm
here kuti vanhu vangoziva zviripo ndodawo kuti
mwana wangu uyu akure achizivana nevamwe
vake,uye dzinza rake woda kumurasawo here
sezvandakaitwa pana Talshia nhai Tamu ,I
don't even need your money kuti umuchengete
ndirikutodzokera kubasa ndomuchengeta"
ndakataura ndine hushingi zvisina kunzwisa
tsitsi hameno kana pane ayindinzwira tsitsi
zvakadaro , but iye Batania akabva
adzungudza musoro zvekusatotenderana neni
zvamuchose kwakusimuka zvikanzi "unojairira
iwe Itumeng ndoda kukumamisa sure
ungagara pamberi pevabereki vangu uchireva
nhema dzauriku nyepedzera kudemba
idzodzo" anga akutouya kunondirova akanzi
naBaba vake "Tamukaaa iwee iwee uzvibate
stupidity mhaniii gara pasi apa" vanga
vasimuka vamunongedzera netsvimbo yavo
iye kwakugara akanzi nabamukuru vake
ndichakubvunza zvekare Tamuka "une
chokwadi chekuti mimba haisi yako zvesure
here iyi" his answer remained the same akati
"arikuda kunditorera advantage nezvakaitika
last time but this one is different believe me
ndakaona murume achibuda mumba make Itu
uyu achigadzirisa belt pandakapinda mumba
iye ayinge asina kupfeka zvairatidza kuti
hapana zvaitika zvesure mwana wacho which
means musanganiswa" pakanga pakaoma ini
kuita nharo ndakanga ndaneta akanzi "horaiti
mwanangu tapanzwisisa tachinzwa chichemo
chako uye hatingakumanikidze maybe you are
right or you are wrong Saka tine zvatichaita
kana asiri wemuno mumusha zvichazviratidza
zvega ngatibudei hedu vana Hungwe" vakadaro
bamukuru vavo vakabuda vese vari four
varume vaivamo tikasara tiri vakadzi tese
"usazvidye Moyo Madhuve mwanangu
imboenda hako unozorora" vakadaro mbuya
vana Tania ini I wasn't worried kana ka one
even stress ndaisatova nayo ndanga
ndatozviudza kuti ndaizongo muchengeta
ndega mwana wangu semunhu ayizvishandira
ndakatobuda ndikaenda mudining kunoona
movie after some minutes ndikasheedzwa ku
kitchen vanga vadzoka "idya sadza iri Madhuve
zvichida wava nenzara tozotaura zvinoenda
mberi waguta" vakadaro mbuva vana Tania
vakuru handina kufunga kaviri raiva
nemufushwa it was a new taste uchiita
sewaitapira but zvaitondinakira ndakutorova
musuva wechi four ndikanzwa "ulululuuuu
zvaitwa Hungwe" vaiva Tete vaTamu vairova
mhururu vachidairirwa nehanzvadzi dzavo
kufarira mutupo wavo uku madzimai acho
ndaingoona smile "ndewako mwana uyu
Tamuka mwanangu hatikumanikidze hako
kuzvigamuchira asi iropa remuno mumusha iri,
vamadhuve chitipai hedu sadza redu" vakadaro
bamukuru vake ndikati "aah handisati ndaguta
ini" vese vakaseka ndichitorirova serious Tete
vacho vakasimuka vachitora plate yangu
vakanditi "bikai renyu iri nderedu isu vayera
shiri" she said that jokingly ndikanzi namai
"huya upakure ririmupoto neusavi hurimo umu"
for sure ndakapakura ndikaritimba size "ini
vana baba I don't believe this whole beliefs of
yours because zvandakaona ndini ndozviziva"
akadaro Tamu achiratidza kusawirirana
nezvese ndikati "we can go for DNA tests"
kwakuridza tsamwa achisimuka zvikanzi "to
hell uri Satan Itumeng nemadiro andaikuita
wondihurira womitiswa woda kundichengetesa
mwana asiri wangu DNA for what purpose
zvinhu zvaunongoziva ini hangu handina Mari
nenguva yekutambisa urinyoka rovambira
chaiyo but ukazama kutambira mudhuze neni
ndichakutswanya musoro ,I will show you the
real Tamuka if you don't know me very well" he
said that achitobuda vamwe vanga vatobuda
nesadza ravo ravanga vanditorera tangosara
ini nana mbuya vevazukuru "murwere wenjere
uyu akanyanya kutsika masango akawanda
usamutevedzere iwe pamba ndepano chawada
huya utiyemere isu vabereki vako pano
usambozeze" vakadaro mbuya vana Tania
vachidairirana namaiguru vavo, ndakazobvapo
ndichimusiya ariko ndavakudzokera kwedu
same day ndavakuda kutonoita zvekushanda
ndosiyana naTamu because ma threats ake
pandiri anga anyanyisa.

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CHAPTER 33

Ndakasvika Kumba hwatova usiku ndikauya

ndichitorwa mutown naDad asi muroad
taingotaura dziri general, Tasvika kumba
ndipo pandakavaudza vese namama kuti
ndiwo mafambiro atanga taita zvikanzi naDad
"ngatidzokere" tese takatarisana naMama
zvikanzi "handinokusiyi handei chete" vakadaro
baba Itumeng ndisati ndambozorora zvikanzi
naMama "mafunga kunoitei nhaimi" zvikanzi
naDad "kunovaudza kuti vasiyane neMwana
wangu musha wese zvawo Koo hant mwana
wavo aramba futi mimba yechi two Itu
haachaendeko ndikamuona achigurako ndoda
kumurova uyu" vañga vatsamwa Dad vachito
dialer phone number dza Sekuru baba Reggis
vakadairwa vakataura nyaya yekuda kuenda
kuChinhoyi vakanzi "Musaite Izvozvo Tembo
torai mwana muchengete as Long vakuru
vacho vagamuchira kuti mwana wemumusha
mavo zvichazviita zvega uyo mu soldier regai
akadaro asi Itumeng mubatei zvakanaka kana
pane zvanetsa ngaauye agare kuno " vakatura
mafemo Dad vakati "zvakanakai Sekuru Itu
mwana wangu uyu chokwadi ndechekuti this
time handina kushatirwa like last time Mwana
tochengeta" vakawirirana Izvozvo ndikatonzi
"wakuuya kunogara pano toenda mangwana
wonotora Zvinhu zvako" ini ndaisatoda zvese
Izvozvo ndikatozvirambira kure ende nharo
ndanga ndava nadzo zvekuti next day
vakatozondisiya ndichidzokera, Tete Mai Laiza
vakaudzwa nyaya yacho vakangotiwo "ayewa
hatingamborambi tongotuka mwana wedu
pavanga vave nerudo rwavo paidadisa Saka
mimba yaiva nemukana wekubata hazvina
hazvo mhosva achamuda mwana wake iyeye
nerimwe gore" waingoona kuti kutaura asi
vanhu vachirwadziwa .Mazuva akatevera
ndaitonzwa kuva strong hasha nepamuromo
zvichiwedzera pandiri zvekuti kubasa vanhu
vanga votondiziva vese vaingotaura chero
zvavada ende vasingatondi tsamwire vanga
vatondijaira zvakadaro ,rimwe zuva
ndakafonerwa nagogo Mai Reggis vachiti
"Reggis ariku Bindura ikoko ndati apfuure
achikutora umbouya nemu soldier uyo kuno
kwambuya vake" vanhu vacho vese vaingoti
my unborn baby musoldier .For sure
ndakazouya ndichitorwa na Reggis muroad
macho ndakatombo simudzana naye
ndichimuti "haugone kudriver wakaitira driving
yako pasi pemuti why is it uchinanaidza mota
kudai mhanyisa mota uko" ndaitoona kunge
mota yacho irikunanaira Saka pakuramba
kumhanyisa mota ndipo patakasimudzana
ipapo achiita nharo kusvika ndamutuka
akatsamwa apa vaiva Sekuru vangu but in no
time anga avakutoseka patakasvika kumba
kwavo akangosvika nekuti "tichenjere kurohwa
tese pano because nharo dziri apa hadzisi
kutomboita zvikaramba zvakadai handiroore
hangu ndozoitirwawo izvi here munhu wacho
ava nedumbu haah Maya" akadaro vanhu
vakaseka.Takagara weekend iyoyo
zvetwuhasha netwunharo zvichindibata
ndikazonzi na Sekuru "tiudzirewo ganaz vari
mudumbu kuti kuno hakusi ku barracks" ipapo
ndakatosekawo.The next day ndakazobvako
ndikasiya ndavati "pakawana anoenda kwamai
Itu muzopfuura muchitorawo zvimwe zvinhu
zvangu zvawandisa ndoda kuzvitapudza
kumba uko" ndaitorevera hembe because
dzimwe ndakanga ndisingachadzi kwane
nenguvadiki iyoyo Nhumbu yacho
yaindisimbisa because ndaidyisa kunyanya
sadza.Hama dzake Tamuka vagara
vachindifonera vese vaindifonera like always
saChaks ndanga ndakatomurambidza vedio
call ndaisatoida face yake asi ayiti achida
kundidena ongoyerekana anditumira picture
rake oyisa ma emojis ekuseka pasi paro,
ndikamutuka obva ati "muchaizvara face yedu
iyi gulez nekunaka kwayo" ndaibva
ndawedzera kusvotwa.Vanhu vazhinji vaingoti
"ukazvara muchawirirana na Batania mimba iyi
irikuvenga baba vayo ende irikukuvenganisai".
Ini ndaisatoda kuzvinzwa zvine chekuita
naTamu ayitaura nezvazvo kungotaura zita
chete taisimudzana Saka vanga vave kundiziva
vaisatoritaura.Rimwe zuva I've received a call
from new number dzandakatadza kuziva kuti
ndedze nyika ipi it was a vedio call I received
ndikaona vari Mai nababa Shanice from Dubai
vanova Zimuno Zimuno nemukadzi wake
takamhoresana nekumbobvunzana upenyu
zvikanzi na baba Shanice "handisi kutaura zita
rake hangu because ndanzwa kare kuti
mukangorinzwa murikurova munhu semunhu"
ndakabva ndaseka vachisekawo vese namai
Shanice ndikati "sure matogona handidi
kurinzwa" zvikanzi "but I like your ring it's so
beautiful I will always commenting it"
ndakatoitarisa I just smiled after that
"zvakaitwa nemukomana tirikuzviziva mainini
nanhasi haadi kutoinzwa nyaya iyoyo
arikungotora rake side but hatimutevedzere
,don't hesitate to tell us if you need something
Maiguru venyu is organizing kuzotumira
hembe dza boss junior avo kana vati kurei
mudumbu imomo pamberi apo" ndakangoseka
hangu ndikavatenda we said our goodbyes, it
was his best friend but ayitonzwisisa kudarika
muridzi wemimba. Aunt Rabia and uncle
Mohammed they were in Zim mazuva acho
Saka ndaisatarisira zibag rehembe dzemwana
from them maybe vaizongoitawo something
ende vari sa Uncle vaigara vachinditi "this baby
will look like his father trust me especially on
his craziness" ndaibva ndaseka.Rimwe zuva
sekuru na gogo vaitobva kuMazowe kwavo
vakapfuura vachitora some of my things
vachiyenda kuChishawasha ndikatobuda navo
ndikanodzokera kumusika waitengeswa
nzimbe ndakadzitenga mbiri dzandakatotanga
kurova muroad imomo ende dai kari kare
kangu distance yacho ndaigona kupakwira lift
but ipapo ndakatodamburira neroad yemukati
muma yards imomo, apa maiva ziii muroad
macho but I think ndini ndaitoita noise
nekumenya nzimbe kwangu dzichinaka futi
.Ndichifamba kudaro ndakaona mota ya
Batania ichinopinda pane imwe lodger handina
kufunga ruviri ndikaendako ndichimhanya
paiva parefu mbichani but ndaitoita speed
ndikamboita sendamhanya ndotanga
kufambisa ndakazosvikako ndichifemereka iye
achinopinda muroom yavo nemunhu wake
vasati vavhara door ini ndirimumashure mavo
ndichipindawo Tamuka akavhunduka
akanditarisa apa ndichiyerera ziya "are you
crazy Itumeng get out of here" akadaro
andisungira face "sweetie do you know her?"
Akabvunza kudaro mukadzi waaiva naye
ndikati "haanzi sweetie anonzi Tamuka
Chakidza ende ibenzi iri" mukadzi uya
akatarisa Tamuka akati "sweetie what this"
apa ini ndanga ndakutomenya nzimbe yangu
ndichikanda marara muka small bin kaivamo
kanga kane twuma used tissues "get out
Itumeng don't test my anger" akadaro Tamu
ndikati "uyu ndiye ngaatange kubuda"
ndakadaro ndichitema mukadzi uya nechikwati
chenzimbe "hey are you crazy?" Akadaro
mukadzi uya ndikati "ndoda kukurova crazy
yaurikutaura waiwana kupi" ndakagadzika
nzimbe pasi ndikafamba ndichiswedera kwaari
zve pressure ndikakurumidza kubatwa na
Batania akati "ndoda kukumamisa Itu
wazvinzwa" anga andibata maoko ndikatanga
ndiri ndini kumukava akapererwa
akangodzungudza musoro "imi Mai imi
murimukadzi wemunhu chete ndoda
kutomutsvaga murume wenyu ndimuudze kuti
murikupinda palogde nebenzi iri" i said that
mukadzi uya akavhundukira ndikaziva kuti
anaye murume "manje ndoda kukuroverai
chihure benzi remunhu" ndakadaro
ndichimutema nehand bag rake akasheedzera
security pakauya two ma security epo ,apa
ndanga ndatobatwa maoko na Tamu achinditi
"Itu handidi kupara ngozi pauri
nezvaurikundiitira izvi".

Ayitooneka kuti atsamwa but achizama kuzvi

controller "take this old lady out of here
ndamubata nemurume wangu pano sei
muchiita basa rekusiya varume nevakadzi
vevanhu vachiuya pano" ndini ndakadaro
ndichitangira mukadzi uya wandakatoona kuti
She wanted to say something ende haana
kutozotaura akanzi na Batania "go we will talk"
haana kuita nharo akabuda achisiya inini
naTamu tiri muroom ma security
achitoendawo vabva ipapo ndikati "yah zvaita
ndakuenda manje" ndakadaro ndichinhonga
nzimbe dzangu from the floor iye aka locker
door akadzoka achizvikandira pabed yaivamo
akarara akatarisa mudenga akatsamhira
maoko ake akarembedza makumbo pasi ini
kungoona kudhindikira kwechinhu chake
chaiva mutrouser ndikatonzwa kuchida ,
ndakabva ndagadzika nzimbe dzangu pasi
ndikanovhura zip yake akavarairwa akaita
zvekuvhunduka ndikati "give this to me" anga
asimuka ayita zvekugara apavhara neruoko
zvikanzi "ukanyepedzera kupenga
ndokutwasamudza nemambama izvezvi uda
kundikuwadzisa here you want me to fuck you
well know that you are carrying some man's
baby what if that family ichishinha are you
crazy?" Akadaro akasunga face ini
ndaisatombomutya ndikati "iwe ndiwe utori
crazy because urikuramba kusimbisa mwana
wako wobva wandisiya ndoenda hangu chii
chinonetsa apa" akarambisisa zvikanzi "Itu tiri
two chete munomu ngatiudzane chokwadi
mwana uyu anogona kuita half inini , half
muface uyauya because tese we donated our
sperms on him maybe you can tell me kuti
ayiva neakawanda ndewupi between us"
ndakaridza tsamwa zvikanzi "ndaida
kutozouya kwauri titaurirane I know muface
iyeye akatorova pasi but sezvo iri
yemusanganiswa you can terminate the
pregnant zvinondidzikisira kuti ndakamitisirwa
mukadzi neumwe murume, to be honest
ndayiita zvandayiita yes but some of it pane
zvezvichiitika not kuti i dare you so please
remove that pregnant for the sake of my
children handidi different blood pavana vangu
ndokupa Mari yekunobvisisa wongoudza
vanhu kuti yakabva tikawirirana ndozoisawo
wangu mwana mudumbu mako wandine sure
naye" akadaro ndikamusvipira kumeso ndikati
"stupid ndisiye nemimba yangu vana vacho
gara navo haundione pavari ndineuyu ane ropa
rakasiyana navo or wemusanganiswa vhura
door ndibude apa" zvikanzi "if you don't want to
terminate this gora of yours you will push me
to take Talshia because ungatomudzidzisa
zvisina basa hauna direction nelife yako"
ndakaridza tsamwa ndikati "Enda unomutora
Talshia wacho wamiswa nani ,dai uchitombo
ziva kuti hanzvadzi yamai Naa ayitonditi sisi
usingafarise zvaurikuita izvi I won't force you
Batania kuda mwana wangu and stop calling
this unborn baby with that bad names" ndanga
ndatotsamwa zvikanzi "go and terminate I will
send you the money haasi wangu ane imwe
sperm isiri yangu go and do like what I'm
saying" ndakamubhutsura makumbo
anofambira zvisina basa iwawo ndikatora
makeys "wakufarisa ndokumamisa Itumeng
wanzwa" anga avakutofemera pamusoro
seNdere dziri hasha ndichi unlocker door repa
lodge .Ndakabuda ndikananga kumba
kwandakazosvika nzimbe dzacho ndisisina
dzatopera , kumba kwacho kuCortage
kwaitobhowa because vana Mai Naa vanga
vasisipo nekutaurisa kwavo ndaitovasuwa
zvakadaro tanga takungotaura pama
phone.Next day kuseni Mari yakapinda from
Tamuka ndikaziva kuti ndeyekunzi ndinobvisa
nhumbu but ndakazviudza kuti ibenzi akatanga
kufona ndikamu ignore nhumbu yanga
yavakupinda mu 3 months ndonzi ndibvise
nekuti haisi yake ende kana ariwake anenge
ane Sperm reumwe murume dzichingova
nhema ndaitoona kuti kuramba ndichi
explainer kupedza nguva ndakaswera
ndichimugaira mashoko ,ndakazomufonera
back ndiri ini masikati acho ichingo receivewa
ndikatanga nekungoti "Mari ndaiona
ndakutonotenga preparation yemwana I'm not
a killer and I'm not going to terminate this baby
wanzvinzwa here Tamuka Chakidza" akaramba
akanyarara "Whaaaat so you have Tamuka's
pregnant for the forth baby how come which
means he cheated me with you right" voice
ndakariziva kuti ndera Sheila ndikati "PA
waTamu usvitse massage uchinyanya kubata
phone dzisiri dzako" ndichibva ndato cutter
phone yangu pandakamuti PA kwaiva kuda
kmutokonya otherwise basa rake ndaisariziva,
ndakatonzwa kuda kuendako but
ndakazodzikama because of Tamu ndaimutya
ndaigona kusvika ndikarohwa.After about 3
hours ndabva kufona ndakanzwa knock
yekuhondo chaiyo from my main door
ndikashaiwa kuti ibenzi rekupi ndakasimuka
pabed ndichitozvidhonza nyama
pandakanovhura kwakuona Ari Tamu
nekutopinda zve pressure zvikanzi "I'm trying
to help you nezimimba rako rakatizwa
nemuridzi waro wakufona uchiudza girlfriend
yangu kuti une mimba urikuzama kuita sei"
ndikati "handina kuziva kuti ndiye ane pho....."
ndakada kutaura mataurikiro azvanga
zvangoita kuti ndachifunga kuti ndiwe une
phone ndisati ndapedza ndanga
ndatodamburirwa "ndanga ndati unobviswa
nema Doctors haubatsirike chimira ndiibvise
inini uri stupidity" akadaro achiuya kwandiri
achirumanisa mazino nehasha ndichiswedera
kumashure ndikati "isiye muridzi wayo achauya
kani Tam..." Handina kutopedzisa zita rake
ndanga ndagarwa ne three mabhutsu
akatevedzana Ari strong padumbu "stupidity
unoita basa rekuhura womitiswa wonyepa kuti
ndeyangu uchiudza hama dzangu ndokuurayai
mese negora rako ende pamuri handina ngozi
yandoita futi" apa ini ndanga ndapfugama in
pain ndakabata dumbu ndichifema mweya
unopisa ndakafutisa matama ndichinzwa
kunge mweya wacho urikuwandisa I screamed
akasiya andipa imwe kick padumbu ipapo
achitobuda ndikatonzwa atomutsa mota panze
.Ndakasara ndisingachagone kufamba
ndakaita almost an hour ndiripanzvimbo imwe
ndikatarisa phone ndakatora fon yaiva patable
ndichida kufonera ambulance but ndaisaona
kana chinhu pascreen ndakangoyiisa
muhomwe yedress ndakabuda mumba
kunobata kugate ndichimboti ndikasimuka
ndonzwa dzungu ndoita zvekukambaira voice
rairamba kubuda for screaming ndakabuda
kunze kwegate ndikazvambarara pakati chaipo
peroad seaking for help "be strong Taylan I
Know you will make it mybaby"
ndakangoyerekana ndadaro ndanzwa mota
yakamira munhu wacho akauya pandiri "nhai
mwanangu waitwaseiko warara pakati peroad
kudai ndinonzi father Romains let me take you
to the hospital" vaivawo vamwe baba
vechikuru size yasekuru vangu chaiyo
kwakunditakura kundiisa mumota yavo at back
sit ndichitokonewa kufema zvakanaka zvekuti
handina chandakataura navo.

In no time takanga tava paShashe hospital

ndichingoiswa pachi hospital bed vachimhanya
neni mukati ndanga ndakutonzwa hunyoro
from my honeypot ndikatoziva kuti it's a blood
ende mimba yangu yabva "she is bleeding
bring Anthxotic injection" said by the Doctor
ndichibva kubaiwa handina chandakazoziva
ndakazopepuka usiku kwakuwana Mai Ishmael
vakarara vakagara vakatsamhira pahosptal
bed yangu "Mai Ishu" ndakadaro vakasimudza
musoro zvikanzi "wamuka Itu I'm sorry
nezvaitwa naTamuka kana zvichibvira open a
case against him hazviite zvaayita izvi"
ndakanzvenga muvhunzo ndikati "varikupi
father vauya neni" zvikanzi "vayenda masikati
ndivo vandifonera kwanzi vapihwa number
nevepa next door penyu ipopaye,ende
pandangonzwa condition handina kubvunza
ndatoziva kuti pane zvaitwa naTamuka chete
hapana mumwe" ndakabva ndati "yabva kah
mimba yangu andiurayira mwana Tamu"
ndakadaro ndakuyerera misodzi
vakandipukuta kwakutora ruoko rwangu
vakandibatisa padumbu zvikanzi "ndi Hungwe
ava strong and blessed blood varimo
mudumbu umu vari fit and alive" I just smiled
ndikati "Thank you God for this miracle" she
just smiled vakamira zvikanzi "ndatofonera
vanhu vekumba pandangozvinzwa but iwe you
have to tell your parents kuti you are in
hospital" vakadaro vachotonditambidza phone
yangu hameno yainge yabviswa nani kubva
muhomwe ye dress rangu.Ndakafonera mama
ndikavaudza vakatanga kutopfikura pafon
ipapo ini ndaisatonzwa kana misodzi kubva
zvandanga ndaziva kuti mwana wangu
mupenyu, Mai Ishmael vakazoenda ndikasara
hangu ndikatoudza vana Mai Nenya pafon
kuitira vazivise manager kubasa zvekurwara
kwangu.Next day first visit yakauya Mai Nenya
nevamwe vekubasa , masikati kukauya Mai
Ishu na Chaks vachingondi simbisa "Itumeng
wangu" it was Sekuru baba Reggis's voice
vaitova vese nambuya ndikati "Sekuru mauya"
zvikanzi "ehe nda-nda-ndauya be strong ti---
rikumuda arimupenyu mwana uyu wazvinzwa,
haungaite basa rekungose----ngera musoja uya
mimba dzichibva hazviite ndabva
kunobhadhara mabills ese ndavaudza ku-ku-
kuti kana zvichibvira vaaa--kubaye
mainjections acho times two upore mese
nemwana ayida kubviswa neee ma-ma-
mabhutsu iyeye" vakadaro sekuru vaiti kana
vatsamwa vaikakimira, vakabva vatarisa Mai
Ishmael na Chaks vanga vakagaramo vakavati
"handina ku-kuonai paa--ndapinda ndimi vana
ani" Chaks ndiye akapindura akanzi "mumuu--
udze hama yenyu kuti ha-amire panomira
varume kuda kuuraya mwana waa--ke kutya
kutenga mapumbers uku ma--nje mumuudze
kuti hanzi nasekuru vaItumeng sii---ya
muzukuru wangu Mwana tichachengeta" pese
apa gogo vaingotarisa vakanyarara sekuru
kana vatsamwa vachikakamira kudaro
havaigoneka.Ndivo vakatanga kutozobuda
vachisiiya vana Chaks avo vakazondisiira
200usd pakuendawo kwavo . Manheru pa visit
kwakauya mama na Dad vayitooneka kuti
varikurwadziwa ne condition yangu havo
ndikatovati "Koo Taa mamusiya nani" zvikanzi
namama "arimo mumota tasiya talocker
akatorara" ndakatovati vazonorara kumba
kwangu kwandakanga ndazongosiya kusina
kulockwa kusaziva hangu kuti kwainge
kwakamira sei but Dad vakazoti vaingodzoka
kunondiona vese sezvo mwana ayida kuenda
kuchikoro.Week rese rakapera ndirimo
muhosptal vanhu vekumba vaiuya vese
nevedivi rekwana Tamu vachindiona but iye
kana kubudikira ende anga atondi blocka
,vekwedu vachimirira ndipore ndiite police
case but ndakazvinetera nemari yaiva naTamu
ndini ndaingonyura ende ndakanga ndakuona
kuti he was dangerous ndikangozviudza kuti
ndaizotambira kure naye zvese nevana
vake.Mazuva aripadhuze ndichangobuda
muchipatara ndanga ndatova kumba
ndichangotanga kuenda kubasa ndichitonzwa
kuva strong, ndakafonerwa nambuya vana
Tania vakati "ndakanzwa zvakaitika mwanangu
ndine hurombo wavasei nemuviri"
ndakangovaudza zvandainzwa panguva yacho
zvikanzi "Tamuka achandiurayisa ne bp
handizivi anoda ndidii chaizvo ini" vaitonzwika
kuti varikuchema vakango cutter vega
phone.Ayiva makuseni ndakangozviudza kuti
ndaizovafonera manheru vadzikamisa
pfungwa.
Vanhu vaingondinzwira tsitsi vachichema but
ini wacho ndaisambozvi nzwira tsitsi ende
ndaitoona kunge varikuyema masikati acho
kwainge koda kutonaya ndikakurumidza
kuenda kumba ndichangopinda mubedroom
mangu ndakanzwa kuvhurwa kwemain door
munhu akapinda achifemereka as if ayimhanya
"Itu urikuda kuurayisa Mai vangu because of
your gora ririmudumbu here chii chawaudza
Mai vangu Itumeng after the call she collapsed
her bp is on high right now she is in hospital
and I put all the blame on you" akadaro
achiswedera pandiri akandidzipa nekundipa
header yakandipa dzungu zvikanzi "follow me"
ndakanhonga Fon yangu muhomwe yejinskirt
yandanga ndakapfeka ndikatora bank card ne
I'd plus $5 cash yandaiva nayo ndikaisa futi
muhomwe yeskirt imomo kwataiyenda chaiko I
wasn't know, "uchirikuiteiko hauna kunzwa
zvandataura here" akadaro adzoka
mubedroom mangu pandakabuda
ndakavhunduka ndichiona akabata pfuti
mumaoko for the first time kuona pfuti , ende
Tamuka pese paayitsamwa akapfeka uniform
yake ayityisa seipapi ayisatarisika ruviri "famba
kurumidza" akadaro arikumashure kwangu
"pinda mumota" akadaro ndikamhanya
ndichienda kugate but handina kwandakasvika
anga atondibata "haumhanye zvekundisiya
iwewe ita zvandataura stupidity"
ndakamapihwa mambama maviri Ari strong
imwe yakanoririra panzeve chaipo ndikanzwa
kunge yavhara.Ndakanopinda mumota ayiva
masikati hawo but denga ranga rakwidibira
kunze kwaita kusviba kuchiratidza kuti kwayida
kuuya heavy rain , akairova mota zvemu film
irimu high speed tikabuda Bindura takuita
kunge tirikuenda Harare side akanopinda nechi
dust road chaibuda mutara akanomira mukati
mesango zvikanzi "buruka" apa pfuti yake
yaiva mumaoko takapinda musango muya
ndaka screamer kuti pamwe pane
angandinzwa ndatoona kuti zvaipa
ndakapihwa iri fight ndikanonoka kunzvenga
ikasvikira pachest paside nezamu ndikati
ndakarwadziwa ndinganyepa but ndakanzwa
butter ."Pfugama wakanditarisa maoko
mudenga" akadaro tasvika pakati pesango
panga pakaita kakuchena pasina miti
ndakatarisa around ndikaona
pakakomberedzwa nematombo ane red paint
ende panenge paiuya kunoroverwa vanhu
chete , pamwe pacho panga pakapfuudzika
zvekuratidza kuti panoroverwa vanhu vakaita
zvekurara hana yangu yairova ,ndichifema
mweya unopisa ndatoona kuti ndasangana
nerufu pano ndakapfugama ndikasimudza
maoko mudenga akandinongedzera pfuti
zvikanzi "ndaikuda Itumeng handina
wandakamboda sewe but you betrayed my
trust ukanomitiswa neumwe murume ,I tried
kukubvisisa nhumbu yako but ukandimhanyira
kumberi now you want to kill my mother and
right now I'm going to kill you ndichamirira
kupora kwamai vangu urimuvhu
uzovanamatira vapore because vakafa I will kill
your family all of them one by one kutsiva Mai
vangu, you are creating so many problems in
my life I want you to disappear for good"
mukutaura kudaro ayityisa Tamu ndega
ndakaona kuti ndakanga ndatambira
kunonyudza "say your last words" akadaro
achikoka pfuti face yake yaisatarisika ndaiva
nezvakawanda zvekutaura but I just managed
to say "usandikangamwe Tamu" I said that
ndashinga kumutarisa ndichipedza kudaro
ndikatarisa pasi ndamirira kupfurwa ndega
ndatoona kuti nguva yakwana ende rufu
harutizike. "Unoda kutiisira ngozi mumusha
here iwe" ndakasimudza face ndikaona
vakomana vasvika vachimhanya ,Chaks
akatopfeka hembe aina Zimuno akapfeka
uniform ,Chaks akapa mukoma wake fight
kumeso Zimuno achikurumidza kubata maoko
aTamu pfuti ichidonha pasi ndakatoshaiwa
kuziva kuti vanga vaziva sei kuti ndaiveko
"murikuda kurwa neni here vapfanha imi"
akadaro Tamu akavhizuka nesimba rake rese
akavapa umwe neumwe yake fight,
vakabatsirana kumubata nekumudonhedzera
pasi vakatanga kukikiritsana ini ndakasimuka
ndikachekerera nemusango imomo ndichitiza
ndatifambei , ndakanzwa kurira kwepfuti
ndikamira ndichicheuka "Jesuuus ndiyani
apfurwa" I asked myself ndikafunga kudzokera
but I continued ndikanobudikira kumainroad
kwatanga tabva.Ndakaita lucky kuwana chi
lorry chaiva chakatakura mabhero ecotton
chichienda Harare chikanditakura ndakabva
ndabvisa Line mufon ndikarirasa pasi kuti
asandifonere , ndakasvika mutown ndikananga
kuna forth kunokwira Chishawasha hills
straight "mama na Dad muchengete mwana
wangu kana Tamu ayita nharo dzekumutora
musiyei atore musarwe naye and don't do
anything, he wanted to kill me I escaped the
death ndavakutiza musanditsvage tinofa mhuri
yese if you love me protect me
nekusanditsvaga I will be safe kwandichaenda
musasare muchichema kuti ndiwane kunogara
zvakanaka kwandichanosvikira ndasiya zvese
kuBindura I don't have a time ndogona
kuteverwa please I repeat musanditsvage
ndichadzoka, pass this massage to Ethan and
kuhama dzangu please sekuru vaItumeng
vasanditsvage I'm protecting myself nemi
mese ndini ndakakuparirai nekupinza Tamu
mulife yedu ndati musanditsvage ndichadzoka
if muchindida mese muite sezvandataura" I
said that ndabuda muroom mangu nebag
raiva neblanket nechichari plus hembe shoma
ndanga ndangosvika ndavawana vakagara
mudining ndikapfuurira kunorongedza
ndokuvasiira mashoko ayo ndichtobuda "Don't
go Itumeng mwanangu" vakadaro Dad mama
vakakutochema ndikapa Talshia kiss
yepamhanza ,handina kuda kuvatarisa
zvaizondidzora Shure i wanted to disappear
from Tamuka's world that was the best way
.Ndakabuda ndichimhanya "Itumeng" it was
my Dad's voice uku mom vachinzwika
kuwungudza kuchema ,ini ndakamhanya
ndakaguguchira chibag ndikapinda
nemudzimba ndichida kuti chero vakanditevera
vasandiwane.Ndakanokwira komb yaiyenda
kumapurazi eku Acturas ndikasvika ikoko
ndikadzikira pazvimwe zvima shops
ndikabvunza kuti ndeipi imwe nzvimbo
yataiyenda after Acturas ndikaudzwa
ndakakwira chimwe chi bus chikandiendesa
kwamupini wasvotoka chaiko at Shamva
kumapurazi kwandakanosvika ndikabvunza ,
kwaiwanika mabasa ndikapihwa madirections
apa vanhu vainditarisa ndikapedzisira
ndasunga imwe hembe yangu mumusoro as a
doek kuti vasiyane nekutarisa mumusoro
mangu apa kunze kwainge kwasviba.
Ndakatanga kutevedza ziroad kunze
kwakatanga kupenya zvese nekutinhira
kuchida kunaya mvura apa ndaizvitya asi musi
iwoyo handina kuzvicheuka yakachizotanga
kupurana mvura iya ndiri muroad kudaro apa
kwaisava nedzimba mudhuze , pamwe pacho
ndakagumburwa ndikakurumidza kubata pasi
bag richironha marwadzo ekugumburwa
handina kumateerera kunze kwacho kwaityisa
mvura ikaperera pamuviri pangu ,ndakazosvika
kwandakatanga kuona ma lights emagetsi
chaiwo moyo wangu ukafara ndakawana
Simba ndikawedzera speed.Ndakasvika pane
rimwe purazi paiva ne boomgate it was around
10 pm ndikamhoresa guide wechirume ayivapo
vaitova sekuru chaivo ndokumuudza
zvekutsvaga kwangu basa , akandibvunza
kwandaibva usiku ndika creater nyaya yaaka
believer ndisingade kutaura yechokwadi
akanditi ndirare mu guide room yaivapo
ndakaita chivindi cheku truster munhu
wandaisaziva kwakupinda muya ndikabvisa
hembe nyoro dzandanga ndakapfeka
ndokupfeka dzimwe ndikawaridza chichari
nekuisa kablanket kangu pamusoro asi
ndaingorara ndichivhunduka sekuru vaye vaiva
panze kusvika vadongorera vakati "huya tidziye
Moto muzukuru zvichida urikutya kuti pane
zvandingakuita" zvandaitya chaizvo ndaisaziva
ndaingoita kunge ndisiri kufunga for sure
ndakanodziya Moto wavo tikagara
vachindiudza nyambo kusvika
kwayedza.Pakazouya umwe ayivachinja duty
makuseni asi ivo vakatoti "ndoda kupinda
nemwana uyu mukati kunoona vaKademburo"
vakabva vatakura bag rangu tikaenda mukati
macho hazvina kundinetsa kuwana basa
papurazi pacho payiitwa zvakawanda wanda
asi ndakaiswa kuhuku.

Ndakazobuda nasekuru vangu vanyowani

ndaziva kuti vainzi vaChinheya tikaenda
kucombony kwaigara ruzhinji dzimba dzavo
dzanga dzakafanana hadzo but zvaizosiyana
kuwanda kwema rooms depend ne
department.Takasvika kwasekuru vangu vakati
"kwanzi ndikupe room iyi uchazotsvagirwa
imwe yakanaka now dzimba dzakazara, rega
ndikumutsire mbuya vako muonane vakarara
vanga vari panight shift kuhuku kwawaiswa
ikoko" ndakangogutsurira musoro
vakamutswa she was a mood type inogara iri
kwindi zvandakatoona nenguva diki iyoyo ,
vakaudzwa zvaivapo nemurume wavo
tikamhoresana vakadzokera mumba mavo
ndichipinda mangu it was a 4roomed house ivo
vaishandisa 3 dzaipindana ini ndikapihwa
kitchen yekunze yaitova ne chimpin
taizosangana muvheranda but it was ok with
me .Ndakaisa zvinhu zvangu ndikabuda
ndichibvunza Mai vaye kwaiva nema shops
vakandiudza ndikaenda handina kurasika
ndakazvikako ndikananga mu barber shop
ndainge ndakarukwa boxbraid but I told the
barber man to cut ndikasara ndine kashort
hair.Ndakazobuda ndikatenga rimwe blanket,
one plate stove two mapoto nemaplates
netumwe twunhu twaingodika pluz chikafu
ndokudzokera kunew house
kwangu.Ndakamborara ndikazomuka
ndavakuchirangarira zvainge zvaitika previous
day "kuti ndiyani akasara akapfurwa
pavakomana vaye ende ndini
ndakazvikonzeresa, saka Mai Tamu vakafa
ndini ndine ruoko mazviri here nhai Mwari uye
zvichareva kuparara kwemhuri yekwa Tembo
vachipedzwa na Tamuka here jesu madirei
kusiya zvichidai pindurai Kani" ndakazvitaura
ndega ndirimuroom yangu ndikatanga
kuchema *kana paine pamakandi chengetera
baba ndokumbirawo mugove wangu ndichiri
kurarama tenzi tarirai ndosakadzwa
sechidembo nevane Mari ndisina
chandinachoo* isong yairidzwa mumba mana
mbuya nasekuru vandaigara navo it was from
Leonard Zhakata yakandifungisa musi
wayairidzwa naTamu tichienda ku Chinhoyi
ndikanzwa misodzi yangu ichiyerera
serwizi.Ndakarongedza tunhu twangu
ndikazobika kasadza ndokuswera ndakarara
semunhu ayitanga basa muzuva raitevera.Musi
wekutanga basa ndakatoenda nambuya
Chinheya semunhu mutsva vaindibatsira kuti
zvofamba sei kwaitovawo nevamwe
pakazopera svondo ndainge ndajaira
ndakuitawo copy up ne environment ende
kwaiva kusango kune ivhu reRed (katondo)
zvekuti hapana ayimbondifungira kuti
ndingasvikako ,I was confidentiality kuti
pakawana anoda kunditsvaga achanditsvaga
Kuma towns and locations.Ndakararama
ndiripo papurazi chokwadi ndechekut basa
racho rairwadza uye taipihwa seak money
isingatenge chinhu zvese zveko zvairwadza
lucky enough mimba yangu yaisandirwarisa
,mbuya nasekuru vandaigarisana navo ndivo
vainge vatova hama dzangu ndainge
ndakaudza vanhu kuti ndonzi Mai Taylan even
though anga asati avepo and i wasn't sure kuti
ayiva a girl or boy."muzukuru vazhinji vemuno
mupurazi vanonditi ndiri muroyi nekuti
ndinogara ndakafundumwara inyaya yekuti
muno makatozara varoyi vasingade
kusekererwa plus chihure vakadzi vevanhu
vanochinjwa kurarwa kumabasa papurazi pano
nema driver ema trackter nema manager iway
a ini ndinosema zvinhu zvakadaro ukaona
ndichibuda Sunday neka bag kangu paye
ndinenge ndichitoenda kumasowe
ndonochinjira mberi zvino iwe nemimba yako
iyi dai wambonoyereswa" vakadaro mbuya
Chenheya rimwe zuva surtday tabva kubasa
ndikatovimbisa kuti taizoendako tese kusowe
kwacho kunoyereswa , nzvimbo iyi vazhinji
every weekend vaienda kwainzi muMusuma
kuzvigure vazhinji vaitogeza kuchena
vachiendako every Sunday inenge ingori noise
yezvigure ndega ndaiona kuti shuwa ndainge
ndazvipinza mudzimwe nzvimbo .Ende every
monthend taitakurwa nechi UD lorry tonosiiwa
muchi small town cheko nehuwandu hwedu
kana tapedza shopping tainosangana pane
imwe coner shop touya tichitorerwa ipapo
kudzokera kupurazi kwedu ,one one vaiva
mhuri dzema manager,ma driver house girl
nema garden boy ndivo vaiva nemari irinani
ava vaishandisa makomb isu tichipinda
mugumba kumba.Shopping dzacho
dzaisambova svinu because Mari yaiva shoma
ini ndaizobudisa yemu card yandakabva nayo
ndichitenga twuhembe twemwana.Mimba
yangu yaindisimbisa raiva dumbu hombe
zvekuti vazhinji vaiti ndichaita matwins ende
ndakanopinda mu 9 months ndichingoenda
kubasa paisava newekuyemera because
kusaenda kubasa kwangu ndaidzingwa basa
ndoshaiwa futi pekugara , mimba
yakazondirwadza husiku umwe musi
ndikanokera mbuya Chinheya lucky vese
vaivapo nemurume wavo vakamhanya
kunotaura kwainzi Kuma Shade kunova
kwaigara varungu in no time pakauya driver
netractor kuchinzi mota diki dzanzi hadzina
fuel , rikandiendesa kuchi clinic kwandanga
ndakanyoresa ndakazosvikako ndanzwa
nekugujurwa ndirikuchi traler apa paiva
parefu.Ndakaperekedzwa nambuya Chinheya
nevamwe Mai vechikuru vemu compony medu
imomo vakanondisiya ndakarara usiku hwese
ndichiyuwira kuseni ndikakumbira phone kune
vamwe nurses "mama ndini Itu musaudze
vanhu kwandiri huyai mega na Dad mundione"
ndakataura namai Itu ndikavaudza kwandaiva
vakavimbisa kusaudza vanhu ndakatofara kuti
vaiva vapenyu because kubva zvandakabvako,
ndaitya kufona ndichizoudzwa kuti nhingi
nanhingi vakatofa zvairerekera kuti vayiurawa
na Tamuka.Mama,Dad and Talshia
vakazosvika ndabatsirwa mwana mukomana
kungovaona chete ndakatanga kuchema
"chinyarara mwanangu tafara kuziva kuti uri
mupenyu zvaitidya moyo everyday Ethan
takamuvanzira nanhasi haana chaanoziva
zvaizomu kanganisa kuchikoro kwaari
utiregererewo ipapo" vakadaro Dad ini
ndaingochema Taa anga atokura "mama gogo
told me that you was at out of the country at
work with my Dad" akadaro Taa nekungwarisa
"hezvo nhaiwe Given huya uwone mashura
ataitirwa nemwana wako , nhaiwe Itu
mwanangu sure nemaroverwo nemashunguru
dzirwo awakaitwa nemusoja uya pavanhu vese
wongofunga kuzvara iye une chokwadi here
iwe" vakadaro mama vachisimudza mwana
wangu kubva paanga Ari ma nurse ayivamo
akaseka akanzi "murikutondiseka henyu ma
sister but ndotaura chokwadi mwana
anongova baba vake uyu zvese hazvo ende
kunotova naBamunin vacho munin'na
wemurume iyeye kunotonzi kune
mwanasikana ane face yakangodai futi
zvichireva kuti vava vanhu four panyika vane
face imwe chete" mama vangu ndanga
ndatovasuwa nekutaurisa kwavo "Chinyarara
Itumeng unozoita bp ukazotadza kuyamwisa
mwana" vakandidaro vamwe nurse ndichiri
kupfikura ndikazonyarara . "Saka anonzani
hake mukomana uyu" vakadaro vamwe mother
vaishandapo vachida kunyora birth record
"Taylan Chakidza" ndakapindura kudaro
vakanyora nezvimwe zvavaida ndokundipa
birth record Riya."kasi ndiro zita ramaiudzana
nababa vake here" vakabvunza Dad
ndikagutsurira musoro zvikanzi "zvakanaka
wagona haungamutsauri kudzinza rake nekuti
madzisekuru ake vakamuda" takazokurukura
zvimwe but ndakavaudza kuti ndichauya
kumba kana ndava ready uye kuti vamire
kuudza vanhu kwandaiva ,uye ivo vacho
vasadzoke as long vaziva ndiri mupenyu
vakamboda kupikisa ndikavati "anogona kunge
achirikunditsvaga he can use u kuti andiwane
tigourawa tese nemwana" ipapo vakanzwisisa
vakandisiira Mari yekuzoshandisa asi vakatoti
Tamu anga asina kumbouya kumba
achinditsvaga, chero kuda kutora Talshia ende
Mari ya Taa hanzi yaingopinda vakatoti
"togona kubudisa imwe Mari from that card
usare uchitengera umwe wake uyu sezvo
mune yakawandisa" but ndakaramba
ndikavaonesa kuti "ayizozviona onditevera"
vairatidza kushungurudzika mama vakatoti
vaida kusara vambondibatsira nemucheche
but paitoda kutamba yakangwara zvaisaita kuti
vasare zvichida ,Tamuka ayigona kushandisa
Talshia kuti andiwane kwaiva kuonesana
kwataiita kusvika vazoenda vachindisiya moyo
ichirwadza.Ndakazobuda muhosptal ndikaita
two months ndakagara mwana achikura
mwedzi wechi 3 ndikatanga kuenda kubasa
nemwana rusvava irworo kumusana asi
ndakatoona kuti anochengeta munhu ndi
Mwari.Ndainge ndavakutoruka vanhu misoro
on weekends kuti vawa ne kuenda kunoona
zvigureka zvavo vakachena kwaingova
kurukira mahara Mari yacho yaisashanda
chinhu.Taylan ayidya kwete zvekutamba ayiti
akabata zamu ayirisveta kupotsa asveta
nenyama chaiko, anga akafanana naTamuka
zvese zvazvo ende zvemukundo ayizvida
achitamba nevamwe avakukambaira ayiwisira
pasi chero zvimwe zvivana zvinotofamba
Simba raaiva naro was to much nguva zhinji
paayiseka ndaiona baba vake zvavari zvese
ipapa, ayifarira kutambisa ring yababa vake
yaiva mumaoko mangu achiibata bata it was
original yaisabva muruoko ndichiita zvese nayo
but yaisasvuuka "iring yadad vako mwanangu
hatiibvise ende hatidi kuzombosangana navo
futi hant kah mwanangu" ndaimudaro chobva
chaseka sechaizvinzwa.Tairohwa nenhamo
yedu tiripo papurazi mwana wangu pumpers
ayisariziva ,ndaimu pfekedza ma nepkins
andaiwacha ne greenbar soap ,mumba
taingorara pasi nemagumbezi edu 3 ayine
towel one rekufambisa nepamba
zvese.Ndakanga ndasauka kuita kupera uku
ndichiyamwisa ava mu one year anga avakuti
achitamba oti "papa papa" ndobva ndamuti
"unovazivira kupi baba vako iwe
sewakambovaona dzikama" chaibva chaseka
nehutema hwake kuita duplicate yaTamuka
naChaks chaivo ende vanhu vaimuti
"handsome Taylan" ini ndaingoseka hangu.
Imwe Sunday takaenda kumasowe ndikasvika
nekungonhongwa ndichinzi "endai nemwana
Kuna baba vake uyu hamunzwewo hana yenyu
kurova paanenge achivasgeedza here nhai
madzimai, arikuda baba vake mwana uyu haasi
kutofara neupenyu hwamurikumupa
ndirikuratidzwa baba vake vane Mari ende iye
paari arikuzvinwa muropa make mwana iyeyu"
ndakapererwa ndikati "ndotangira papi
madzibaba" kwakabva kwasimudzwa verse
after verse Riya ndikanzi "mune kutya
kurimamuri madzimai mune misodzi
yakawandisa asi mwari vachakunyaradzai
inguva chete" ndokubva ndapihwa nhombo
dzekugeza mazuva matatu .Mazuva akafamba
Taylan anga avakuwedzera kugara
achisheedza "papa papa" ava ne 1 year 2
months avakutotanga kufamba
zvaindishungurudza kuti ndotangira papi,
Tamuka ndaisada kuzomboita mistake
yekusangana naye zvamuchose ndaizviudza
kuti Taylan ndichamuudza dzinza rake kana
akura ozoenda ega ndaitya kuti ayizourawa
naTamu ndaibva ndangosiyana nazvo
because zvaindidya pfungwa.Ende nguva yake
zhinji ayichema nzara pasina kana hour
apedza kudya chikafu chacho ndichitotambura
uku Mari yese yemu card yanga yazopera kuti
hwaaa nenzara iyoyo ndaisvika pakudemba
kuti , dai ndakaenda kunze kwenyika
kunogutwa ndokurumidza kuzvibvunza kuti
kumba kwani ndichinoremedza vanhu
nekumitiswa kwangu ende kana Tamu
ayizonditsvaga ayindiwana nyore through
roadport and borders ende ndaigona
kunotambura worse kunyika yehutorwa saka
kusango kwandaiva was better , sezvine
manyawi varume vazhinji vepapurazi vanga
vondinyenga vachiziva kuti ndirimvana asi
ndairamba nekuti vazhinji vaingova varume
vevanhu .Imwe Sunday tichitogadzirira kuenda
kusowe Taylan anga akarara ndaizomumutsa
ndapedza ndikanzwa mbuya Chinheya vachiti
"horait vanangu ndepano ehe vanogara umu
Mai Taylan vacho vanoruka musoro"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti ndiani, in no time pakaita
knock ndavakuda kutogadzika cup yetea
yandainwa door rakangovhurwa ndisati ndati
come in ndikacheuka ndichida kuona client
yaisava nehunhu iyoyo because ndaisava
nemasahwira zvekuti pane angapinda mumba
mangu.

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CHAPTER 34

*Tamuka*

Ndakanga ndisati ndakamboziva chinhu

chinonzi love and the real sweet taste of it but
ndakazvitangira pana Itumeng ,I loved her with
all my veins ende ayidika.Mrs Mutema was one
of my sugar Mama's vaitova nemari inodarika
yemurume wavo wandaishanda ndaye because
her father was a located in Uk ndiko kwaibva
mari dzamother ivavo zhinji ,ndakanga
ndatanga kudanana navo kare she was the one
vakanditsvetera and told me kuti her husband
was nothing on the bed sezvo zvanga zvauya
zvega ndakazvigamuchira she promised to do
everything on me kwete kuti ndaisagona
kuzviitira but umwe waingova musikanzwa
wangu , to me it was a small issue and I told
myself that I will use a protection on her
tikawirirana izvozvo, zvekutoti madays
aakatanga kunetsera kuiswa without a
protection I threatened to leave her
zvezvirwere ndaisada .Most of the times
ayindipa Mari inotokwana pay yevamwe
varume vekune mamwe mabasa out there
zvekuti ndaitosvika pakusashandisa salary
yangu ende pandakadzokerana na Itu I told
that Mrs Mutema the truth tikawiririrana to
play it secretly ,and I told myself kuti
ndaizomusiya ndamutora Mari yaizoita kuti
ndivhurire Itumeng a saloon musikanzwa
ndaiva nawo zvisiri zvekuti ndinganyepera kuti
pane mweya waindipinda .Mai vainetsa kusiya
ivavo ndikavaudza kuti ndakuda kuita
zvemukadzi wangu vaibva vatowedzera Mari
refu futi she had a lots of
businesses.Ndakazopinda chando musi
wazvakabatwa namai Taa worse part was
paakanditi "ini namai Mutema ndiyani
anonaka" ndakanzwa kupera Simba apa those
days ndivo vandanga ndangosarwa navo
pamhene dzangu the day razvabatwa naItu
ndaitobva navo pa lodge .Ndakapererwa
ndakamboda kuita twuhasha
twekumutyisidzira Mai Taa but kudzikamira
kwake ndiko kumwe kwaindi dzikamisawo ,
sezvo ayinge abva kunosukwa chibereko
mazuva iwawo ndakatoona kuti better kumupa
mimba iri pfungwa yekuti ayibva azorega
kusiyana neni sezvinoitwa nevamwe vakadzi
,She wasn't trust me.As for me ndayiisa trust
yangu yese paari she was honest kunyanya
pandakamusiira bank card rangu ndichienda
ku DRC ndakatoona kuti she was a wife
material pandakadzoka ndichiwana imba
yatofamba saka kulooser Mai Taa was same
as kulooser my oxygen.Ndakarohwa nehana
next day Mrs Mutema vatumira munhu ,ende
Haana kutaura kuti ndaidiwa navo ini semunhu
ayikurumidza kubata maths
ndakangomutevera from my work it was a man
akanondisiya kwanga Kuna mother vaye
,kwaisa fungidzirika kuti tingasangana ikoo
ende vairatidza kuti vaiva ne stress
vachindiratidza zvavanga vasenderwa na Itu
especially pa phone number dza Mr Mutema
ipapo ndipo pandakaona kuti Itumeng was so
clever anga asina kupusa sezvandaifunga.
Ndakabva ndatovaudza kuti "ngatichizvisiya
ende it's over between us" neivo
vakatozvibvumira padenga zvanga zvisina
kumira mushe zvachose it was a disaster
ndikatovapa ma threats ekuti ndaisatoda call
or mumvuri wavo mudhuze neni .Zvakandipa
kusiya basa ndichienda kumba kuManyame
kwandanga ndamusiya but ndakadikitira
ndichiwana asiko pabed paine bank card rangu
and my phone yaanga anditorera ,ndanga
ndaka trucker her line raayishandisa ende
ndaiona ma movements ake on my phone so
hazvina kundinetsa kuziva kwaayiva ndichibva
ndapinda muroad.I wanted to talk to her nicely
even though ndaiva nehasha nerimwe divi
ndaitya kuti ayigona ane mumwe munhu
waanga atopa those pictures ,I failed to control
my anger andifananidza with her ex-husband
zvinova zvandaisada kunzwa kuti pane
mumwe murume akadarika nepaari , jealous
iroro ndiro ranga randipa ku adopter Talshia
ndichimuita wangu kuti pasazove nemurume
achati mwana wake ende the baby was so
lovely .Ndakasiya ndarova Itu ndikakupwanyira
phone and my anger was also kuti anga
azvizivirei because ndaisada azvizive
zvamuchose semunhu wandaida even love and
romance yandayiita paari was so different
neyandai share outside.

I've tried to calm first ndikazotaura namai Ishu

kuti vanondibatsira kutaura naye I didn't want
to loose her Itumeng ,but I also failed to
control my anger ndawana asiko akazouya
achisiiwa nemota pagate usiku achizopinda
mumba akachena plus kunaka like always ,
ndakangozviudza kuti chaiva chikomba anga
atoita move on hasha dzandainzwa ipapo
ndidzo dzakazondituma kutaura zvisina basa
ndainzwa kuda kutomurova.Ndakazodikitira
ndanzwa noise yakaitwa nema briks emota
kumai road "jesoooo Itumeng" ndimai Ishu
vakadaro zvekuratidza kuti anogona ariiye
anga atsikwa hapana kunditorera maseconds
ndanga ndasvika sezvo ndaiva shamwari
yemhepo. I get relieved ndaona arimupenyu
ayiratidza kuti zvemwana zvandanga ndataura
zvamurwadza apa ini ndanga ndangoyerekana
zvabuda mandiri ndisina kufunga , chimwe
chaindipa hasha pana Itu kunaka kwake
ndobva ndafunga futi kuti ayizoenda
nemumwe murume, ndofunga madananiro
ayaiita nevana vangu haipapo paifa
munhu.Ndakarwadziwa zvese nekuzvituka
when I found out that anga achibva kudinner
with her workmates , ndakazobvapo ndaita
zvekubviswa namai Ishu ndisingade
ndakamboita nharo but as my sister I was
supposed to respect her .Kumba ndakanonoka
kusvika ndichinanaira ndawandirwa
nepfungwa kuramba ndodzokera Kuna Itu
zvaisabuda ndaifanirwa kumbotambira kure
ndichimupawo space but zvaisandirambidza
kuziva mafambiro ake kunyanya mubedroom
make ndanga ndakaisa camera.Musi
waakateverwa arikubasa ndeumwewo muface
wangu anga atondiudza ndizvo zvataingova
taingoudzana pachirume he was my workmate
ane zvaayitoitawo kuBindura that day
zvakandipa kutozono vhundutsira Itu and for
sure ayinditya zvandaiziva.Kushaiwa a good
communication kwedu hakuna kumutadzisa
kuenda kumba kuChinhoyi akandipedza Simba
paakanoitira vana birthday party ipapo
ndakamutya ,even my bestfriend Zimuno
Zimuno akatotyawo nazvo nekundisimbisawo
zvinova zvaindipa kusada kusiyana na Itumeng
ende ndaisada kunzwa kuti pane mumvuri
weumwe murume urikuonekwa padhuze
naye.My best friend Norbet akazouya from
Dubai munhu waakatanga kuda kunoona
ndimai Taa ini ndakatoramba sezvo
taisawirirana ndaitya kuti ndingazoitirwa
zvimwe but I was wrong he treated us nicely,
but ayitooneka kuti ini haasi kuda kuenda
padhuze neni even pakutorwa mapictures
ayitoomesa muviri zvekusada kubatwa neni.So
to make her jealous i dated her workmate
pakuda kunetsana neni ndipo pakuti
taizodzokerana but I was wrong hazvina
kudaro Itumeng was another type of a person
even kubasa kwavo haana kumboita noise with
that girl.Ndakazopihwa imwe task neimwewo
mhene muPaliament imomo yaibata another
family from Glendale Kuma plots but that task
ndakaipira Kuna Vex mukuru wema CID the
one wekuwana information about Life
Demhere.So ini ndakanodanana nemwana
wepo ayidzidza paBindura University Vex
akatorawo sisi vemwana iyeye then vamwe 3
one from my work 2 from Vex's work
vakanotsvaga basa paplot ipapo.Mukufamba
kwenguva we find out kuti they were killed
vana vemuridzi wefarm iyoyo two
vakanovarasira at lake Chivero a distance
yaivapo from those places pane
mafambisirwo azvanga zvakaitwa saka paida
kungwara ,takazoenda kuLake Chivero two
weeks tiriko kumvura but takazviwana
zvataifambira tichidzoka takanotora vabereki
veka bby kangu kaye takava bvunzuridza
taenda navo at Central police vakaramba
mhosva.Mudhara wacho ayiratidza kuva muiti
wazvose saka Vex akati team rake ritambe
naye kusvika vazobudisa chokwadi
ndokutosungwa Mai vaisava nezvizhinji
panyaya iyi so she went back home.Asi mwana
wavo ayisaziva kuti I was behind all that apa
kanga katonyura murudo neni ndikatowana
pekuponera she was the one wandakazoenda
naye kunorukwa Kuna Mai Taa, after kurwara
kwandanga ndaita pamazuva aripadhuze
ndichangobva kumvura ayo andakatanga
kungonzwa zvisirizvo in my body kusvika
ndazoita serious ndirikumba kwemumwe
muface wangu at Bindura kudhuze nekwana
Itu.Ende Mai Taa haana kundibata rough she
treated me so well but ndavanani after sex
ndakazongomusiya ndakuenda Kuna Sheila
uyo wandaitoshandawo nezvake. Same week
ndakadzokera kumba kwa Itu But I was
shocked ndaona hanzvadzi yamoms vaigara
museri pana Itu ichibuda mumba make fixed
his belt ndikazviudza kuti anga amora poto
yangu ende ndaida ku dealer naye asi mazuva
aripadhuze iwawo pandakada kutsvagana naye
anga atoenda England, Pandakaperekedza
mwana kunorukwa na Itu ndakarohwa nehana
pachitaurwa zvenhumbu yaItu asi iye achiti
haana ende ndanga ndatozviudza kuti muface
uya akakwi** bby rangu nekutorimitisa asi Itu
wacho ayiramba kuti haana mimba. Ndanga
ndapihwa task na VP there he had mwana
webrother yavo musikana ayidanana na pilot
same pilot was also in love with Sheila mwana
waboss vangu saka mwana waVp anga
azongofa mumwe mufiro waisanzwisisika so
he had suspected Sheila and his father that
they had a hand on it. So Vp nekundiziva kuti
zvaiva zvidiki kwandiri vakandifonera at his
house ndikaendako midnight tikanoita
hurukuro dzacho it was a contract yekuti ndikai
winner ndaizowana mari refu yaikwana
kutenga kana ndege chaiyo .So the best way
was kutodanana na Sheila ndomu believesa
even pandakaenda naye kuChinhoyi to me it
wasn't a serious matter pabasa rangu
ndaigona kutochata nemunhu to me iri a fake
wedding .Hunhu hwandayiitirwa na Itu taenda
ku Chinhoyi pamromo kuna Sheila ndaishaiwa
kuti zvirikubvepi ndakambofungira nhumbu but
ndakakurumidza kurasira pfungwa yacho kure
because ndaibva ndatongoona iri nhumbu
yemuface uya , pandakanzwa kuti Sheila ayida
kurova vana ndakabhowekana but I controlled
myself semunhu ayiva pabasa.But I'm sure
vese vepamba zvaivarwadza but they was no
way pandaizovaudza chokwadi even Itu
ayisafanirwa kuziva basa rangu that easly
zvaida tambogara tese iye achikurawo but
chandaiziva ayindida nemoyo wese , kubva
musi wandakarwara ndakaona true love paari
for sure she tried her best after ndanga
ndamuita rough .Ndirimukudanana na Sheila
ndakanga ndatobata zvimwe zvinhu ende
taidanana secretly ndiye mumwe ayimora Mari
dzababa vake achindipa.I found out kuti iye
nababa vake ndivo vanga vauraya that girl so I
told Vp the information nezvandanga ndabata
ende some of the CIO's ndivo vanga
vakaitabasa racho kuuraya musikana iyeye but ,
ndaisava ne deal navo because vaivawo
pabasa seni. "The man and his daughter must
die painfully" said by the Vp ndikati "as your
wish sir" ndichibva ndatobuda.Ndirimukuita
nyaya dzacho Itumeng ndipo paakauya kubasa
achindiudza zvenhumbu yandakatongoziva
kuti yaiva wemuface weku England
wandakaona achibuda mumba make ndaibva
ndaona vision yandakaona Itu akamonera
towel chete ndainzwa hasha achinfinyepera
kuti yaiva yangu, Paakaenda kumusha kwedu
vana mudhara vakaita chivanhu chavo
zvikabuda zvichiti ndewangu but zvaindinetsa
kugamuchira knowing that man
was also donated his sperm on that
baby.Ndakazama kukanganwa nezvazvo
ndazviudza kuti taizoona kana mwana wacho
avapo ndavakumboita zvebasa rangu.I wanted
to kill Sheila's father first ndakatuma
vakomana vaviri vaiva pasi pangu kuti vanoita
basa racho ini i was there to command ende it
was our work as a soldiers we were born to kill
and to protect the people.Baba va Sheila
vakatanga kurwara rwara vakambonorapwa ku
Asia vakadzoka vachinzi vave nani but the
truth is vaidyika liver.Ndakazotsvaga imwe
hama yaSheila arimukadzi but murume wake
ayigara SA semunhu ayiziva kutsvetera i won
the lady so easly musi wandakaenda naye
kulodge ndikaitirwawo shura na Itumeng
hameno kwaanga abva nako nemazi nzimbe
ake kujairira kwacho was extra ndakamuudza
zvekunobvisa gora rake akaramba ende
ndaisatorida , padhuze nevana vangu so
ndakango musendera Mari the next day
ndikamufo era achitova mubedroom make
ndaimuona on my laptop through the camera
ayito ignore hake phone yacho.I shocked
masikati at lunch time ndanopi nda muoffice
mangu mandanga ndabuda just for a few
minutes ndichisiya ndisina ku locker
pandakadzoka ndikawana Sheila arimo
akabata Fon yangu "you have crossed my lane
what are you doing with my phone" ndakadaro
akavhunduka akaibata lucky enough it had a
face lock password "I received your call from
your ex-wife so you cheated me with her how
come she is pregnant she told me everything"
akadaro ndikanzwa sendarohwa kumeso
"akamitiswa nemumwe murume
akandikumbira Mari yekunobviswa mimba
yacho" I twisted the story but Sheila akajamuka
achitobuda ndakanzwa hasha which means
kurasikirwa naSheila was also going to make
my task harder , ndakamunzwira hasha
Itumeng ndikamuendera ndaitozama
kumubatsira nemimba yake yakatizwa ine
mwana musanganiswa wangu ne that man but
she didn't appreciate ndakanomurova
kurarama kwake or kusararama I wasn't care
ndanga ndatomuvenga Itumeng.Ndakatoona
kuti ndikaita zvekutamba ayigona kuurayisa
inini Vp vaigona kutuma vamwe vangu
kundiuraya kana ndatadza on Task, because
vaizoona sekunge ndirikushandidzana na
Sheila, ndakabva ndatomu blocker Itu
kusatoda kunzwa nezvake anga atova enermy
yangu. Baba vaSheila vakanga vapera muviri
kubasa vasisauye ndakaita zvekuti Vp
vakwanise kunopindira baba Sheila
vanotaurirana because he told me kuti vane
zvavaida kunovaudza vafe vachiziva kuti he
was behind of his suffering. Same week
ndikanzwa kuti moms vangu vanga vadonha
ne bp "inofanirwa iri bp vanga vachitaura
naMadhuve wavo zvino hameno
chavashungurudza" said by mai Vale ndikaona
kuti Itu anogona kunge anga atondivhiringira
zvese ende kwaanga atambira kuna mai vangu
anga ayita wrong turn ayiva atova chironda
chemu mhino , so I wanted her to disappear for
good ende ndaida kumuuraya ndega Itumeng
anga andirwadza kusvika pekupedzisira as a
soldier ngozi wasn't exist in my world basa
rangu ranga rakapikira kuuraya but it's not like
ndaiuraya zvisinei pesepese zvisinei ne war,
mhosva yacho ndanga ndazvipira kuiparira
pana Itumeng .Ndakarova road ndakananga at
her house kunomutora ndichimuendesa
kwatakanga takapazita rekuti PaHakudzokwe
uko tainoranga mapenzi ,but ndichibuda
pagate ndakaona kunge mota yaZimuno
ndikazvi ignore tasvika paHakudzokwe
ndakakoka pfuti ndakuda kutorova shoot
ndikavhunduka ndichinzwa voice ra
Chaks.They tried to fight me but vanga vaita
vana ndakanhonga pfuti yangu ndikarovera
shoot mudenga Vega vakatoona kuti paipa
vakarega zvavayiita.Ndaka checker Fon yangu
ndichida kutevera Itumeng but tracker
yairatidza kuti anga apedzisira kuva in that
bush area.

Ndakangofunga kuti hameno paanga ahwanda

,I tried to seach for her but ndakamushaiwa
vana Chaks vaitondibatsira I think vaifunga kuti
ndiri kumutsvaga zverudo ndachinja moyo but
ndaida kutoenderera mberi to kill her, apa Vese
vari two vaibatsirana kundituka zvekuti dai
vanga vagona kurwa neni dai vakandiita
kanyama musi wacho."Ituuuu" it was Chaks's
voice achisheedza Itu apa kwanga kakunaya
ndikati "I will come for you and im going to
destroy you Itumeng" ndakataura ndakatarisa
side raanga amhanya naro musango imomo
ndaida kumupwanya vese negora
rake.Ndakabvako ndikasiya Chaks na Zimuno
"we are not going anywhere tisina kumuwana
Koo akawana chinomuwana plus that side
kune dam what if anowira mudam akadyiwa
nemakarwe" akadaro Zimuno ndaisava nebasa
nazvo otherwise makarwe acho anenge
andibatsira .Ndakabvako ndichivasiya knowing
kuti kana vamushaiwa vaizodzoka
ndakazvitarisa tsvina yandaiva nayo
yekuumburudzana kwandanga ndaita nana
Chaks "you are the poison around my family
Itumeng" ndakataura ndega ndirimuroad
kudzokera ende ndaida kuti abve mulife mangu
for good. That week harina kupera Mai vangu
vanga vatobuda from hosptal ende that was
the same week, rakafa baba Sheila
pakumunyaradza ndipo pakazoita kuti
ndidzokerane naye ndichiwana kuzopedza
naye. "Vabereki vaItumeng varikutsvaga
mwana wavo the police report irikuti last
network on her phone yakapedzisira kuwanika
kusango rekupinda muHarare , don't tell me
you have a hand in it" it was a massage from
Mai Ishu ndikatoshaiwawo kuti angadai
akaendepi kana asina kuenda kumba kwavo
."Vatakura zvinhu zvake kana une zvawakaita
on her tell me the truth Tamu which means you
also killed your baby" vakaisa imwe massage
but I told her kuti hapana
chandaiziva.Ndakatoziva kuti musango iroriya
ndimo maanogona kunge akafira because divi
raakatiza naro raiva nemakomba senzvimbo
yaimboitirwa chikorokoza vanhu vakazobviswa
,makomba acho anga akadzika zvichida
nekunaya kwayiita mvura anga akazara mvura
saka kana anga akawira imomo
haayimbomubuda.Moyo wangu hauna
kurwadza sterek because speed yaanga
avakundiitira around Sheila yaibata basa rangu
ayigona kukuwadzisa inini saka ndakatoti one
problem solved ,even her pictures I deleted all
of them Chaks na Zimuno havana
zvavaizombotaura beside kuti i was a CIO yeku
disapier kwa Itumeng yaisazotaurika navo
vaigona kuzonzi vane ruoko pakushaika kwake
because taiva tese at the bush
.Ndaizomuonera pamwana wake Talshia ende
handina kumbonomuona or kubvisa her name
from my house sezvo I had a hand on her
mother's death ,vanhu vaizondi suspecter
about Itu so ndakangoti better kusiya
zvakadaro, kuitira kana akura
ayisazondifungira zvakaipa nekuti ndaisaziva
basa raayizova maybe ayigona kuzoitawo a
CIO seni orwa Hondo yamai vake.Mazuva
akafamba ndatokanganwa zva Itumeng
kusakanganwa kwaisandinetsa zvamuchose
ende moyo wetsitsi ndaisava nawo it was a
part of my job ,tanga takatosiyana nevamwe
vanhu pamafungiro zvese nemaitiro.Sheila
taidanana but akanga avakuita mamwe ma
movements andisina kunzwisisa so i haked
her phone rimwe zuva ndikanzwa iri call achiti
"I want to give you a job I want you to kill
Tamuka Chakidza I have a wedding next month
with my real bae so anogona kuzoda
kuvhiringa muchato wangu" ndakatoseka
hangu ndikanzwa plan yake yaayiudza munhu
wacho , handina kuda kumuramba or
kurwadziwa sezvo I was on mission she was
also dangerous .Zuva randakanzi ndiurawe
rakasvika but ndakamutangira ndikatuma one
of my man from work at the hotel yatainodyira
chikafu chakauya and she drank the glass of
wine raifanirwa kunge riri rangu akabva
atotanga kupupa ipapo ipapo tiri muroom yedu
,I called the security vakamboda kundisunga
ndikaramba veCctv vakatarisa vakaona one of
their Chefs achiisa poison in that glass achibva
atosungwa uyo ndaida kuzotamba naye otaura
vaanga ashanda navo vese ,pakuda kundiuraya
it was an obvious kuti anga asina kuzviita ega
I'm sure akavhunduka vanga va disturber
camera system but sema CIO the guy knew
what to do.Body ya Sheila yakatozotakurwa
Kuendwa nayo chava chando pandiri anga
ayita mwana ndaiva kumberi kwake asi
mukomana waaifanirwa kuchata naye
ndaifanirwa kunotaura naye pachirume
because he was the same Pilot wekuurairwa
mwana wemukoma vaVp .Mission ine chekuita
nana Sheila yanga yapera which means I won
the task Vp vakandipa cash yangu it was a full
brifcase yema 100usd ndakamavhurira bank
account ndichimbofunga kuti ndaizoitei nawo
ndakabva ndazoenda kuChinhoyi
vaingobvunza nezva Itu taingovati hatizive
kwaari akatiza .Nekufamba kwemadays ini ne
team rangu we rescued Presdent from ma
enemies avo ekunze kwenyika ayida kuuya
kunovaurayira munyika medu, sezvo ndini
ndaida mukuru mukuru ndakabva ndatendwa
nekupihwa imba a 10roomed house at
Crembon park in Harare nemari pamusoro ,the
house was so nice with big rooms vamwe
vangu vakapihwa mota yake yake nemari
pamusoro.Ndakabva ndatobva kuManyame
ndavakunogara ku new house ndakatengesa
mota dzangu dzese dziri 3 ndikatenga dzimwe
dzaiva ne Value inodarika dzaivapo ipapo
ndakatenga dziri 4 the number plates was the
same *Boss Tamuka we paChinhoyi* mazuva
akafamba ndikazotenga 4 masprinter
ayitakura vanhu from Harare to Chinhoyi but
ayisava nema number plates semota dzangu
ayingova sedzee vamwe.Ndakazotanga
magames angu ema bby ndaisava neari
serious kwaingova kutamba ndichiwana
pekupedzera nyota condom ndairida kudarika
sadza.Ndakambogara ndisina mukadzi chaiye
rimwe zuva ndakazoenda kunoona kule vangu
at Gomo hospital vanebasa ravayiita he was a
plumber sezvo ndaingovawo area
ndakanovaona , ndakabva ndaonawo mumwe
musikana anga akanaka ayinzi Varaidzo she
was a nurse ndanga ndatomuda.Hazvina
kunditorera nguva kuwirirana naye anga ane
vana vake two ini nevanguwo two vaiva
kuChinhoyi zvaizongoenderana asi vake
vaigara kwambuya vavo Mai vababa vavo ,she
told me kuti they were separated.She had her
own house at greencroft and also two cars
anga akarongeka mukudanana kwedu ayisava
nebasa nezvakawanda she was just her self
zvinova zvandaitoda chaizvo ndaitoona kuti
ayiziva zvaayiita chikoro chaicho aiva nacho ,I
trusted her ndikasvika pakumuudza basa
rangu chairo.Ndakazono mu introducer to my
family like always vanga vakasiya vadyiswa
naMadhuve wavo saka sezvo ayisaita
zvayiitwa naMadhuve Havana kumufarira
nemusi umwe vanga vatoti anotsvinya
especially my mother was the big problem,
tichiriko bamukuru mukoma wababa vaiva
kumba kwedu vakati svondo rino rwava rwuviri
ndichirota ndakabata mwana mucheche asi
handizivi chirevo chadzo hapana ayigona
kudura hope saka zvaingovharana zvakadaro.
Patakabvako Varaidzo haana kuzombofarira
kudzokerako plus semunhu ayigarawo Ari busy
nerake basa nguva yezve kuChinhoyi ayisava
nayo I trusted her zvekutoti ndanga
ndavakumupinda on sex without protection
tanga takaenda ku new start center and we
were nagative asi akandiudza chokwadi kuti
ayinge abvisisa chibereko asisazvare for her
own reasons but it was of with me . Akanditi
ndaizosangana nefamily yake kana ndoda
kumuroora for sure ndakazvipa target ye three
months kuti ndiunganidze Mari yekunoroora
zvese nemuchato.Vana Chaks vanga vave
kumuziva but they wasn't free at her house
kutoenda kwaiva kuvamanikidza vaiti
anotsvinya ini kutsvinya kwake ndaisakuona
asi kungoti munhu akaita Mari anongonzi
anotsvinya but ndaimuda zvakadaro.

Semunhu anga avakuunganidza Mari

yekuroora ndakanzi na bby "Tamu unowanza
maplans ndipe inini ndichengete Mari
yeprogram dzacho" for sure semunhu wandai
truster I gave her one of my bank cards rinova
randayiisa Mari yacho tavamwedzi wechi three
ndavakutogadzirira zvekunoona hama dzake
ndakatokumbira best friend yangu ,Zimuno
Zimuno kuti awuye as a friend akatouya but
mukadzi nemwana vakasara ku Dubai.The
same week raauya taiva kuChinhoyi kumba
zvikanzi na baba vachibvunza inini na Chaks
"imi vakomana hapana akaita musikanzwa
here ndaita sendarota sekunge zvanga
zvichitoitika tiri inini nemi nabamukuru venyu
avo takamira pakaita mwana mucheche chaiye
anga achichema akasimudza maoko kuti
achida kununurwa nesu kubva nzvimbo ine
minzwa yaanga ari ndirikushaiwa kuti dzorevei
asi kana musina zvamurikuita kunze uku kuda
dzongovawo hope" tese takatarisana ini
ndanga ndisina magames ndanga ndasiya
zvese ndichingova na Varaidzo wangu
ayisatozvara futi saka ndakazviramba kuti
handina zvandanga ndaita ,same as Tamuda
akatiwo haana zvaanga ayita. Takazobvako
kuChinhoyi iri surtday manheru tiri four
tikanorara tichidhakwa tiri kuruwa kwa Zimuno
Zimuno ,the next day Sunday takaenda kwa Tm
takutobvako tikaona zvimwe zvisikana Norbert
akasara pamashops mumota but inini na
Chaks and Zimuno takabva tatevera zvisikana
zviya ini I wasn't serious waingova
musikanzwa saka takaenda navo nekune
rimwe bani rayiitirwa masowe rimwe divi
richiitirwa church ye Jekenisheni .So ndini
ndaiva pamberi ndakatakura Plastic bag
remusikana wandaiperekedza vamwe vangu
varikumashure nevavo ,vakazondifondiridzira
muridzo kuti tidzokere ndokusiya vasikana
vaye vana Chaks vaitova kumberi vachifamba
ini ndirikumashure some meters away from
them ndikaona pandiri pasvika umwe muface
akapfeka gemenzi remasowe achifemereka
zvoratidza kuti anga amhanya kuti andibate
"makadii baba ndinonzi madzibaba Taitos
ndatumwawo nemukuru wangu vanova
muporofita madzibaba Dhainosi kwanzi svikai
zvenguva diki diki vane tsananguro dzenyu
handizive kana zvakaku sunungukirai zvichida
mungabatsirika" ndakamutarisa ndikatarisa
kusowe kwacho ndikaona varume vaviri vanga
vakamira vakatitarisa zvichida ndipo paiva
nemu porofita wacho even vamwe vaiva
vakagara vanga vakatarisa kwatiri ,it was my
first time kuita zvemasowe ndakamboda
kurega sezvo panga pakazara but ndakati
better ndinonzwa ndakasvikako ndatozviudza
kuti vakangotaura zvekuti nhingi wangu muroyi
ndaida kusiya ndavapa magwati emambama
"pfugamai henyu necheipapo madzibaba,
mungadai mabvisa shangu asi kana zvisingaku
sunungukirei ndichakubatsira makapfeka
shangu dzenyu kudaro hazvina mhosva"
vakadaro muporofita vacho ndikapfugama
neshangu dzangu ndikaona ivo nemumwe
wavo vakatarisa kumashure kwangu
ndakacheuka ndikaona Ari Chaks na Zimuno
vanga vatosvika patiri "urikuitaseiko muface
iwe" akasvika achidaro Chaks zvikanzi
nemuporofita "kana muri pamwe chete
pfugamai pavari ipapo ndine zvandaratidzwa
nemweya zvidiki diki zvandoda kuvabatsira
nazvo" vakabva vapfugakawo vana Chaks
zvikanzi "madzibaba ndanzi nemweya regai
kuteverana nevanhu vaneupenyu hwavo
muchikonewa kutevera mwana wenyu Ari
musango mune mwana arimusango kaimi"
ndakabva ndatoona kuti vakuhwumana
tikatarisana nevapfana vangu vanga vakuda
kutoseka "mungaseka zvenyu mugoona
sekunge ndirikutaura panyama asikuti mune
mwana arimusango madzibaba
mukanofungisisa makagara muchabatsirika
,mwana wenyu haana chipomerwa uye
ndewenyu arikutambura madzibaba endai
munomubatsira hongu Mai vake makavarasa
asi denga ,tsitsi nengoni dai zvatiwanira
nyasha mazarura moyo mabatsirawo ropa
renyu risina mhosva ririmusango munogeza
nhombo iyi kwemazuva matatu"
ndakagamuchira tikasimuka tichienda
takafamba pasina anotaura neumwe
.Takasvika kwa Tm Zimuno Zimuno asisipo
tikatoziva kuti anga ayenda muface wacho
ayisava nemoyo murefu saka takazotevera
netsoka paiva padhuze Takasvika tikamuudza
nyaya yamadzibaba tichitoseka akati "mogona
kuseka chiri chokwadi ini hangu I believe in
those prophetic things because pane
pazvakambondi batsira" ini ndakatanga
kudzamisa pfungwa ndikashaiwa kana one
wandanga ndaona sendakamitisa because
most of the times ndaipfeka condoms ,Chaks
akabva afonera baba ayisa his phone on loud
speaker akavaudza zvanga zvataurika
naMadzibaba "hant munoona vakomana
zvandaireva musi uya hope dzacho dzinongova
dzimwe chete ,Tamuka ngaafungisise ibasa
rake semunhu anofamba achitambisira chiuno
chake pese pese" ndiyo yakava mhinduro
yababa ndakazama kufungisisa asi
ndakashaiwa wandingadai ndakamitisa
"zvemaporofita zvinonetsa izvi kana chiri
chokwadi adii kungotaura straight kuti une
mwana wawakaita nanhingi" akadaro Zimuno
after tese tavakuratidza kudzamisa pfungwa
"hapana munhu wawakaita naye
ukadambukirwa necondom here Sha or
mukazozama zvema piritsi?" Asked by Norbert
ndikazviramba "maybe wakamboita
musikanzwa urimudiki Sha ndiko kwawakasiya
mwana ikoko zvichida atokura avakukutsvaga"
akadaro Chaks asimuka kupinda mutoilet
ndikazviramba futi ende tese tanga
tavakutemeseka musoro .Akabuda mutoilet
akasvika achimbomira akatarisa mudenga
ndokudzikisa chiso chake achitura befu
nekupukuta face yake neruoko "Itumeng"
akadaro anditarisa tese tikamutarisa hana
yangu yavakurova "zvogona kudaro but do u
think achirimupenyu?" asked by Zimuno ini
ndanga ndakudikitira ndikabva pasofa
ndichigara pafloor chaipo ndakazembera sofa
racho, munhu wese ayioneka kurohwa nehana
plus kutya zvainetsa ku believer kuti anga dai
ariiye "Kana kurikunzi akararama paye nepano
anogona kunge atova nemwana
akutokambaira chaiko" said by Zimuno Zimuno
ndikati "if it is her why arikutambura nemwana
wangu achitadza kudzoka naye kumba
anokuziva wani I don't think it's her"
ndakazviramba zvikanzi na Chaks "it's possible
because you wanted to kill her anogona kunge
achitya" zvaiwedzeresa hana yangu kurova
"saka phone yake inogona yakarasikira
musango muya ikanayiwa ndokudzima irimo
that's why yakapedzisira kubatikira muya kana
anogona kunge Ari area yekwana Chamboko
iya ndiwo maraini aripadhuze nesango Riya
kah" akadaro Zimuno ndikatanga kuona kuti
chingangova chokwadi "but akashaiwa
paakadzokera kumba kwavo here guys saka
arikuramburirei ariko dai ariiye achitoruka
misoro mumatowns haana kupusa uya kuti
ndiye I doubt" akadaro Zimuno Zimuno
zvikanzi na Chaks "ngatimutsvagei but
kusaziva totangira papi kumba kwavo tinonotii"
ini ndanga ndatova neway forward kare "don't
worry give me one week I need to talk
nemuface uya zvichida ndiko kwaakatiza
achizoenda after the birth mwana akabuda
asiri wake so obvious kusadzoka arikutambura
Ari England zvogona kudaro".

Tese tanga ratorohwa ne stress kubva

zvatanga tafungiswa about Itumeng na
Chaks.Ndakabva ndafonera Mai Ishu
ndikavakumbira phone number dzamai Natalia
vese hapana wandaiudza chokwadi kusvika
ndapihwa number dzemuface weku England
,ndakatozovirirwa ndaita process yekuti
ndiendeko kwaisvikwa with two flights and it
was my first time kuendako.Semunhu wa CIO
hazvina kundinetsa kunosvikira mucity
yaayigara ndikananga at police station yeko.I
showed them my documents and my story
ayisava hake nemhosva ndaida kungomuona
zvineve mutemo mukati hazvina kuvanetsa
kumuwana akauyiwa naye kwandaiva "home
boy" akasvika achidaro ndikamudairawo
nemufaro ndikamuvhunza nyaya yangu "mmm
mukoma wangu kah chokwadi ndechekuti
Itumeng ndaimuda ndichingotiwo musikana
but pandakaziva kuti she was your wife
ndakabva ndatomukumbira ruregerero
nekumunyenga kwandanga ndaita we ended
up tatova sisi nabhudhi ,musi wamakandiona
ndichibuda Mumba make ndanga
ndatokumbirawo toilet ndanga ndabva
ndakatobatikanawo ndikasvika sisi vangu
varimo vachinzi varikugeza , iye wacho
handina kutomuona ayidaira Ari mumba make
kusvika ndabuda chokwadi chaicho handina
chandoziva pamuviri wake I swear with my
children and all my family" akadaro achipika
nezvigunwe zvake ndanga ndakamutarisa
mumaziso ndikaona kurevesa
kwake.Takatozobva tese pa police station
yacho tichitowirirana he took me for lunch
tichitowirirana pachirume ,achindiudza some
of the challenges avaisangana navo in a
foreign country, akatozondi perekedza ku
airport nemota yake ndavakudzokera
Zim.Ndakasvika zvakanaka ndakatanga kuita
ma researches angu used clinics and hospitals
informations ndaida kwaakazvarira ndikaona
zita rake richibudira at other small clinic in
Shamva.Takabva tarova road nevakomana
vangu vekubasa takasvika on that clinic
vakaramba kutipa information yake vachida
kutanga vaziva kuti tisu vana ani we were 3
mudiki patiri ndiye akabudisa ID rake rebasa
,vakavhunduka nekutiudza kwaaigara through
zvaanga akanyoresa ende anga akazvara musi
wa 13 February same day of my birthday ,
ndakatanga kuita ma calculations emazuva
acho from her doctors rescription ndikaona
zvichienderana zvoreva kuti mwana ayiva
wangu.Takadzokera ndikasvika nekuenda
kuChinhoyi uko kwandakawana mukoma Owen
vaigara nemhuri yavo ku Mozambique vatouya
vachivinga marooro andaida kunoita
ndakavaudza vese zvaivapo nekwaiva na
Itumeng apa kwaitova kusango kumapurazi
"maita mazorodza pfungwa dzangu Wedenga
makore maviri apfuura ndaisazorora
mundangariro ndichifunga kuti anga dai
akatiza akaenda kupi mwana uya uye achitizei
zvekubva angoti zii, aaaaaa ngaawongwe
wekumusoro mazviita Yawe" ndimai vangu
vaidaro .Pakatorongwa zvekuti remangwana
racho tiende kunomutora saka takatosimuka
kubva kuChinhoyi tiri inini na mukoma Owen
takanorarira kumba kwangu kuHarare but tese
tichiratidza kupererwa. Vana Zimuno na Chaks
vakauyawo "saka uchadii zvawavakuda
kuroora umwe" ndi Zimuno Zimuno akadaro
ndikati "chii chinokonesa kuroora" akati
"uchavaisa pabarika" ndikati "hapana barika ini
naItu takarambana kare chero dai ndikamuda
nezvandakamuita there is no way
paachandida" zvikanzi na Chaks "zvagara you
don't deserve her hako, let's hope mbuya
vaurikuda kuroora vachazvinzwisisa kuti
unemwana musango ende uribenzi raida
kuurayira mwana mudumbu mamai vake vese
namai vacho , ende uridzenga rakapindira
chibasa chedu kushungurudza Itumeng ende
uri sascam risingaone kuti munhu waurikuda
kuroora akurisa haumbomugone ende uri
dununu risingateerere kana tese tichikuudza
kuti the lady is not good ende ur...." Handina
kumusiya achipedzisa ndikati "enough Tamuda
handina kuenzana newe" hazvina akanzwa
ndanga ndaita sendawedzera petrol
ndakasvika pakusimuka ndichida kurwa naye
tikabatwa ndakatotanga kuona kuti kudzoka
kwa Itumeng in my map kwanga kwatotanga
futi kukonzeresa .Ndakazovati varare
vagadzirira taizoenda tese kunomutora
nemwana wangu "count me out ndigonotii
Amana nekumusema plus rough yawakamuita
handina chivindi chekunomusvikira worst part
of it dai ukasasvika achiri nering yako iya
yaayisabvisa ndokuonai madzoka boys"
akadaro Norbert uyuwo Zimuno ayienda
kubasa.Zuva raitevera was Sunday tikamuka
takananga kushamva hazvina kutinetsa
kuenda papurazi pacho takavati ihama yedu
tichiratidza picture rake zvikanzi na guide ayiva
kugate "munosvika ku compony moti moda
kuona Mai Taylan vanoruka misoro"
kungonzwa kuti Taylan ndakanzwa hana
kurova takasvika ku compony tikamisa mota
kudhuze neku main gate tikapinda netsoka
tichibvunza kusvika tapawana
.Takagamuchirwa nevamwe gogo vaiva panze
vakatiratidza muroom make ndini ndaiva
pamberi I knocked zvikanzi "ndirikuuya" it was
her voice chairo handina kumirira kuuya kwake
ndikangovhura door Mukoma na Chaks
vachitevera kumashure ,ziso rangu rakatanga
kusanganidzana nering yangu yaiva
muchigunwe chake.

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CHAPTER 35

Ndakarohwa nehana ndikadonhedza cup

yedhaga yandanga ndakabata ikasvika pasi
ichiputsika, ndikakurumidza kusimudza
mwana wangu kubva pasi paanga akarara
arimuhope dzake ndikati "please don't kill us
Tamu" ndakadaro ndichinzwa kutya
kwakapetwa iye akaramba akamira akatitarisa
without saying a word , ndikaona door
richiwedzera kuvhurwa muchipinda Chaks na
mukoma vake baba Owen .Ini ndanga
ndakunzwa kudedera Taylan anga asvinura
avakufereka zvechimunhu chirikuda kuputika
neshungu ende maitiro acho anga asati
ambozviita apa akaita kunge akafutisa
matama akavatarisa "tora mwana anodonha
uyo Tamuda" vakadaro mukoma vacho Chaks
akakurumidza kubata mwana ini ndanga
ndakunzwa kutopera power ndichidedera sure
ayigona kudonha "garai apa mainini" vakadaro
vachinditambidza bucket nekundibata ruoko
kuti ndigare ivo bamukuru ,apa Taylan kubatwa
kwaakangoitwa naChaks akavhura imwe
mhere yaanga asati amboita "ooh mwanawako
uyu shamwari" akadaro Chaks achitambidza
Tamuka uyo anga achiri akamira kunge ghost
aripa door asi nechemukati paanga
angodziurira kuti vamwe vapindewo.Taylan
wacho akaita searumwa arimumaoko ababa
vake "ayitaseiko mwana achema kudaro nhai
Mai Taylan mumba umo kokoko tipindewo"
vakadaro mbuya Chinheya vachipinda
vakasvika nekuda kumutora akaramba kubva
pana baba vake achichema kudaro "uyu
muchemero urikuita mwana ndewe shungu
ane zvaanoda kutaura asi achitadza
kuzvibudisa ndimi vananiko nhai vanangu"
vakadaro mbuya ende ndainge ndisina
kumbovaudza more about baba vaTaylan
zvikanzi nabamukuru "tiri vana baba vake"
zvikanzi "aah zvakaoma chiitai kuti mwana
anyarare angazonzwa mabayo zvichida
mungataura nevanhu vakuru kwamunobva
vakuudzei zvekuita wachemesa mwana uyu
hazvisi right" ini ndakazama kuda kumutora
akarambirira pana baba vake seayivaziva apa
kuchema kwake kwanga kotondi chemedzawo
uri moyo wekubereka "ayewa kana mwana
achidai hauchemewo Mai Taylan rega ndipinde
mumba umu ndirimo kana pane chaungada"
vakadaro mbuya Chinheya vachisimuka , for
sure bamukuru vakabva vafona after the call
vakaudza Tamuka zvekuita mwana pasina
kana five minutes anga anyarara
avakufemereka zvemunhu achemesa. Mumba
mangu maisava nemubhedha taingorara pasi
pataigara takangowaridza ndipo panga pagara
Chaks na Batania "ndirikuuya regai ndinoudza
vandanga ndichida kuenda navo kuchurch kuti
vatungamire" ndakadaro ndichisimuka zvikanzi
na bamukuru "zvakanakai mainini" for sure
ndakanoudza vakadzi vaviri vandaida kuenda
nayo sezvo mbuya Chinheya vanga vati
vaisayenda pane mwana wavo ayiuya kubva
kune rimwewo purazi kwaayigara ndakatora
mukana iwowo , kufonera Dad vangu nefon
yemunhu weku tuckshop ndikamuudza kuti
ndaizouya ne dollar rake to pay her airtime
yandanga ndashandisa ndakaudza baba
Itumeng zvaivapo zvikanzi "kana vada kuenda
newe enda mwana anogona kusara
achikunetsa kuchema kwaurikutaura kuti ayita
meant a lot ende make sure varikuenda newe
kuvabereki vavo kana zvisiri izvozvo unovati
regai ndifonere vekumba" ndakabvumirana
navo ndikadzokera kumba kwangu ."Hant
anozviti anorova stereki here ngaandirove
kah,haasi kunyara here Soo achiona mwana
angori neface yedu exactly iye nehutema
hwake saka uchamuudza kuti chii mwana
iyeyu nxaa uribenzi manje iwewe unozviti
wakadzidza hako but hauzive chinhu" it was
Chaks's voice zvikanzi na bamukuru "ayewa
Bamunin hazvidanzo ngatiitei zvatafambira
dzorai hasha" ini ndakabva ndaita kakuimba
ndichipinda muvheranda kuti ndisasvike
ndichiratidza kuti ndanzwa zvavanga
vachitaura for sure ndakapinda vanyarara, iye
Tamu anga ayisa mwana wake padumbu
kakavhura makumbo kakatsamhira chest iye
akarara pasi ipapo akatsamhira rumwe ruoko
rwake pamusoro pegumbeze randayiita pillow
,rumwe ruoko rwake rwuri pamusoro pa
Taylan nechepamusana kanga katobatwa
nehope ndikaona kunge ayiyeredza misodzi
akarara kudaro ,Tamuka wacho but handina
kuda kutarisa ruviri ndakatadza kuzvi believer
kuti Tamu chaiye kuronhedza misodzi
ndikazviudza kut pamwe ndaresva kuona
ndikagara pabucket bamukuru vanga
vakagarawo pane rimwe Chaks akatsikitsira
pasi akaita zvekugara akasimudzira makumbo
akajega musoro wake nemaoko. "Koo Zimuno
arikupi nhaimi" ndakabvunzira chivindi
ndichifunga pfuti yandakanzwa kurira
pandakavasiya "ariko arikubasa gulez"
akapindura Chaks akatsikitsira kudaro
ndikangoti "ok" ndokumbonyarara hedu "Saka
kurisei kunoku mainini" vakadaro bamukuru
kudzimura tension yaivamo ndikangodairawo
vakati "tauya kunokutorai nemwana"
ndikavatarisa ndikati "tichienda kupi
bamukuru" zvikanzi "kuChinhoyi kwana sekuru
vake" ndaiva respecter hangu so ndaisada
kuvapindura zvisirizvo ndikati "tingasara hedu
bamukuru handingakwanise kuendako
nemwana" ndanga ndakunzwa kuda
kutochema ndichizama kuzvishingisa zvikanzi
"nekuda kwei mainini makabvako matukwa
here" ndikati "kwete bamukuru but ava vakati
ndisasvike naye padhuze nevana vavo"
ndichinongedzera Tamu ndakadaro
ndakupukuta twumusodzi twanga twakudona
ended ndainzwa kuti ndine zvakawanda
zvekutaura asi zvichiramba kubuda uye munhu
wandaiudza wasn't the horomori "I was wrong
about everything Itumeng ndakabva kunoona
muface uya he told me the truth yes now I
Know ,pandakapinda mubedroom mako yes
you weren't dressed properly but the bed was
smart like always but sezvo taimbosanganira
mu lounge and toilet ini newe my mind leaded
me to those sides, usaomesere mwana wangu
arikufanirwa kunorara arikumba kwavo handisi
kumusiya kuno hake" said by Tamuka
ndikatadza kuziva kuti last statement rake was
it a command or what.For sure ndakanzi
ndirongedze ndikashaiwa kuti ndaiyendepi
nemadhende iwawo "pane tuckshop padhuze
here gulez,mwana anopfeka mapumbers size
chii" akabvunza kudaro Chaks ndikamuratidza
ndikati "handizive bamuni you can try large or
size 4" akangobvumira akabuda , "zvizhinji pisa
hako sha wotakura zviri important like your IDs
ne baby cards remwana" akadaro Tamuka I
think anga atoonawo kuti ayiva mamvemve
chaiwo apa mwana anga akapfeka nepkin ne
waterproof ,nehembe dzakapera soup
ndakasheedza mbuya Chinheya ndikavapa
mablankets nemidziyo plus chikafu chishoma
chaivamo ichocho as a thanks ndanga
ndakagarisana navo zvakanaka ende
vaindibatsirawo pakawanda especially zvine
chekuita nemwana, zvandakatoudzawo
bamukuru vakatovapawo 40usd yaiva
muhomwe mavo "makaitabasa
nekutichengeterawo mhuri yedu iyi" vakadaro
bamukuru mbuya vakasheedza Murume wavo
vakatenda Mari yavanga vapihwa
nekudairirana pachikuru .Hembe dzangu
nedzemwana ndakabatsirwa kunozviisa panze
nabamukuru tikazvipisa Chaks akazodzoka
nemota yandakaziva kuti yaiva yamukoma
vavo ivavo akayi packer akadzika akabata
parcket rema Huggies pumpers ndikaita
sendirikurota.

Mwana wangu anga asina kubvira

akambomapfeka ndakamutenda
ndikatopfekedza mwana wangu,
takazosimukako ndatooneka mbuya nasekuru
vandaigarisana navo ini na Tamu tanga
takagara kumashure akabata mwana vamwe
varikumberi ini ndanga ndapfeka dress
randaitoti ndakaperera but ne level revandaiva
naro it was nothing ende I wasn't care ,
because kufitwa ndaitoziva kuti handina
ndanga ndasauka ndangova Itumeng
wezita.Takarova rwendo muroad hapana
ayimboda zvekudya isu hedu vanhu vakuru
only Taylan ndicho chaingotsika chikafu
achingotengerwa tengerwa "anofarira chikafu
stereki hant?" Akandibvunza kudaro Tamu
ndikagutsurira ndichidaira nemusoro wangu
wanga une short hair .Ayingodya nekurara
aripama kumbo pababa vake ipapo rwendo
rwacho paiva parefu tasvika muKaroi town
vakambodzika mumota vese ini ndikasara
nemwana wangu "ooh hembe chinja mwana"
akadaro Tamuka nepa window
achinditambidza two ma plastic bags ehembe
nyowani achidzokera ,ndaka vhura ndikaona
rimwe riine dzangu ne set of three pents and
two new bra ne 2 madress plus skirt ne blouse
and some toiletries ne jacket, ndakatoti baba
ivavo ibenzi pakunditengera zvemukati kungoti
ndaisava nazvo ndanga ndapisa zvanga
zvanzwa nekudhamba.Ndakamutsa mwana
wangu ndichimuchinja zvese ne diaper
ndikamuzora mafuta anonhuwirira epimarx
yaanga atengerwa ndikatanga kuona kuti anga
akanaka zvesure yaingova nhamo chete.
Vakazodzoka vese vari 3 "kusaziva hangu kuti
muchirikufarira sadza here gulez or pakabuda
mupfanha uyu zvakabva zvavharana" akadaro
Chaks achinditambidza carelyt ne cold drink
ndikati "ndichiri team sadza munhu wacho
anonwa zvisingatombode twuchikafu twusina
basa" kwakuseka havo zvikanzi "but handina
kumbomuona achinwa wani maybe kufarirara
isusu team rake the Chakidza's" I just smiled
surname plus totem yavo vaidada nazvo
zvekuti , Chaks akazama kumutora Taylan
chikarambirira pana baba vacho vaanga ato
jumpira vachangogara mumota vakati "siya
mwana wangu sha ,tsitsi ariko uko endai
munoita wenyu" Chaks wacho akangodairira
zvekujairirana kwavo zvikanzi na bamukuru
"mirai ini ndizame lucky ndine maoko
akaropafadzwa huyai Hungwe" vakamudaro
vachida kumutora akamboita seabvuma
ndofunga akakurumidza kufunga akati kwati
kwati nababa vake vakaseka apa taitodya
vakavhura madoors emota sezvo kwaipisa
seni ndaitodyira nzara chaiyo "haah bamunini
kana ndakambonzwa kuti kune vanhu
vanozvarirwa vana ma photocopies avo here is
yours zvese hazvo handina chandirikuona
chaakakurasai haah mainini apa
makazotinyanyira apa" I just smiled hangu
zvikanzi na Tamuka wacho "ndivo boss
Tamuka junior ivava" vakangoseka havo
kusanyara kwake mwana waanga akaramba
,takazosimuka takanosvika kuChinhoyi
hwatova usiku around 7pm tikawana vazhinji
varipo nekuzara kwavo mukitchen yambuya va
Tania "tigamuchire Hungwe madzoka
mumusha menyu" vakadaro baba va Tamu
vachioneka mufaro vachitosimuka
kugamuchira Taylan anga akabatwa nababa
vake , mbuya vacho vakapururudzira kufara
zvikanzi "wauya sure Madhuve mwanangu
wauya naye muzukuru wangu chokwadi waita
mwanangu" vakadaro vachindibata bata
kumeso kuda kwaiva kufarira ,Mai ishu vaivako
nemunin'ina wavo Mai Loraine plus vamwe
vana maiguru nana bamukuru vamwe
vakatanga kuti "mungatiza nemwana kuuya
naye azokura kudai sure nhaimi" vamwe
vachitiwo "rimwe dzinza haritizwe naro
munozongodzoka kuita penga udzoke chaiyo
apa kufanana hake nababa vake from
comblaction zvese hazvo kuzvidoma kupedza
nguva" vaitaura zvavaida zvimwe
zvichindirwadza as if ndanga ndakatiza naye
zvedambe asi side rekuti hama yavo
yakairamba mimba havairitarisa, ndipo
pandakaona kuti chokwadi life wasn't fair
vamwe vanga vatokura kuda kutonochembera
vasina kurwadziwa ne life kusvika pastage
yandakanga ndasvika neimwe nzira .Vana
maiguru namai Loraine nabamukuru vaigara
kuChinhoyi town ndivo vainyanya nyaya iyoyo
nekutaura zvisina basa ndakambozvi shingisa
but i ended up ndachema vaisaziva zvandainge
ndakapindana nazvo "saka kuchema kuti
tataura zvekutiza nemwana wedu kwamakaita
here nhai muroora" vakadaro Mai Loraine
vamwe vakuombera maoko zvekupererwa
zviya zvine kakundishora . Zvikanzi na Chaks
"mega hamunyarewo here ndanga
ndakanyarara hangu ndichida kuona kuti
munofunga kusvika papi but ndatoona kuti
mese zvenyu nemiwo mukoma muchifunga
sevakadzi makagara ipapo sei muchidaro soo,
kana muchizviona akatiza nemwana here uyu
ndiyani asingazvizive muno mumusha kuti
Tamuka akaramba mimba iyi akazama
kuuraya mwana arimudumbu uyu
kwazvakazoperera hamukuzive otherwise dai
asina kutiza zvaakaita izvi dai Ari muvhu
kutaura kudai sei muchidaro soo imi vakadzi
seiko musinganzwirewo mumwe wenyu
tsitsi,zvaari izvi ndiye itu wamaiziva here
hamunzwewo tsitsi nezvaari here kufunga
kwenyu Ari in this condition nekuda here
zvimwe fungaiwo ndokumamisai mese izvezvi
hapana anomboti pwee neni mese zvenyu ane
nharo ngaadaire izvezvi" vanhu vanga vati ziii
achipopota Chaks "kwatamuwana kusango
kumapurazi imba chaiyo yaanga achigara
ndikakutii muipinde munoramba imi but
akatiza akanotsvaga raramo ariko achisaver
hupenyu hwake ne mwana wamurikuti akatiza
naye wacho uyu makatarisa zvaari munoti
vabereki vake pavachamuona vachatii tese
tozviziva kuti vakamutsvaga but akanozviviga
kusango achitiza mhondi iyii ndiyo yamungadai
muchituka , muri mapenzi mese zvenyu semi
vanhukadzi kuwanza mutauro mambomu
vhunzawo kana adyawo something semunhu
anga ariparwendo here mazvitadza nei
chamagona kutaura kuti akatiza nemwana
maivapo here paakagadzirwa mwana uyu
ndokumamisai mese izvezvi one by one"
ndaisaziva kuti Chaks anotsamwa kudaro apa
vanhu vese vanga vati Zii mukitchen imomo
Taylan ndiye ayingonzwika kurezvana
nasekuru vake Ari pamakumbo avo. "Iwewe
Mai Loraine uri imbwa sascam remunhu
ndokusaka uchihurirwa nemurume akatoona
kuti uri sascam ndokumamisa izvezvi wanzwa
,paya Akatukwa naTamuka tirikumba kwake
kuBindura Itu uyu akapotsa anotsikwa kumain
road uripo iwe zvese Izvozvo zvinofanirwa
kukupa imwe picture but because of haufunge
ndiwe number one kutaura zvisina basa taura
futi muudze kuti akatiza nemwana
ndikutsemure izvezvi kurumidza taura" anga
asimuka ipapo zvikanzi namai Ishu vanga
vakazvinyararira havo pandai insaltwa "ipapo
Mai Loraine neni atondiratidza kuti haafunge
zvesure munhu ayivapo ukatoona kuresva
kwakaitwa na Tamu uyu wobatsira ava varoora
vako kutaura kwavasina kuswera asi sure
nemiwo bhudhi mungambozvitenda Izvozvo
kuti Itu uyu angangoenda nemwana just like
that ayewa vanhu itai serious zvimwe hazvidi
chikoro asi zvongodawo kuona mega sevanhu
vakuru murimi murikuzviitwa mainzwa sei"
pakashaya akadaira Chaks akaenderera mberi
nekupopota "pakanganisika Hungwe
chiregererai mhuri yenyu yaresva kufunga
nemangwana havachazviite paposheka
chasura vafambiri vemudenga mashoko enyu
anzwika vaHungwe" vakadaro maiguru vavo
mukadzi wemukoma wababa vavo but haana
kuzviteerera akati "kakawanda kaayituka
Itumeng uyu achimuti hure asi haana musi
waakamubata ane chikomba hunongova
humbwe nde hwaiva mupfungwa dzake
Dzubvurandi uyu ende kana muchida kuziva
munhu anonzi hure ndiyeyu Tamuka Chakidza
wenyu, ari apa every city yaanoenda
maphamacy nema clinics vanomuziva
nekunotora ma condoms endai mumota dzake
one by one munotarisa pasi pema front sits
hamushaiwe mabox ema condom" akapedza
kudaro Chaks akanzi naTamu "Chaaaaks"
akadaro nevoice repamusoro plus Simba rake
rese zvine hasha mukati Chaks wacho akati
"wati chii ndisheedze futi uwone
ndichikudhanda izvezvi" apa ayitodaro achi
enda pana Tamu vakamisidzana vakatarisana
maziso zvekusyzana zvikanzi nabamukuru
vavo "Tamuka uri munhu mukuru gara pasi" for
sure akabva agara.

But vese vainzwika kufemereka nehasha

"mwana arara uyu anoda kuradzikwa pasi"
vakadaro sekuru vaTaylan zvikanzi nambuya
vacho Tania "mutore uyende naye kuimba
yevasikana avo Mai Tania ivo varara kare havo"
ndisati ndadaira zvikanzi na Chaks "hazviite
vachanorara mumba mangu ini ndirikunorara
kubasa ende ndikanzwa kuti Tamuka
akanopinda mumba mangu ndisipo muchaona
zvandichamuita, gulez ndichakupai makeys
mulocke door nemukati musarege imbwa iyi
ichikuvingai" Chaks ndaimuona seanoseka but
ipapo ndakatoona kuti dzinodambuka
ayitsamwa rough vanga vakangofanana na
mukoma wake "zvino unoenda nei kubasa
kwacho usiku hwuno nhaiwe Tamuda
mwanangu zvawakasiya mota yako"
vakabvunza Mai vake iye akati "nemota iyo
achandipa mota yake iyeyu dzubvurandi uyu
ndiyo yandiri kutoenda nayo ndodzoka kuseni"
apa Batania ndiye ayirehwa akangonyarara
hake akabva abuda Chaks ndofunga ayiziva
kwaiva nema car keys acho akatono reverser
mota yaTamu tanga tangosvika ndikaiwana
yaka packer kuimba yandakasiya ndavakisa
.Akaburuka mumota Chaks akauya achiti
"makeys aya gulez monorara chero room
yamada mumba mangu umo musarege
kulocker door" akabva abuda Batania
akasimukawo achibuda panze akanzi
"urikunditevera kasi urikuda kurwa neni here"
akadaro Chaks amira "Tamukaaa na
Tamudaaa" vakadaro baba vavo nevoice
rehasha Chaks akatobvapo achifamba
achinomutsa mota kurova pasi "chipakurai
vasikana tidye sezvo vatanga takamirira
vasvika" vakadaro mbuya vana Tania mwana
vanga vamuwaridzira pasi ndaizomusimudza
ndave kunorara, vakapakura vamwe
vachibatsirana ini ndakagara ndaisatova
mumood nezvese zvayiitika sadza
ndakangonyobvora nyobvora, vanhu vave
kungotaura nyaya dziri general ini ndanga
ndakangonyarara .Batania haana
kuzombodzoka kusvika tanorara chero chikafu
haana kudya ndikanorara muimba yaChaks
yanga yazopera pachikomana manga
makarongekawo hamo .Takarara nemwana
wangu Mai Vale ndasina kumbovhunza
nezvavo ndanga ndisina kumbovaona girls
tanga tangosvika kuchinzi varara raiva team
rekutamba saka obvious vaigara
vakaneta.Kuseni ndakamuka ndikawana Mai
vatomuka kare vachikanya chimodho
"mamukasei Mai" ndakavadaro tichimhoresana
zvikanzi "dzambouya here hope nhai
mwanangu wadzoka urimupenyu ndine mufaro
wakanyanyisa Madhuve mwanangu" ndakango
pindurawo in a good way ndikatanga kutoita
basa ndikati "handina zambiya Mai
hamungaitewo rimwe here ndimonerewo skirt
yangu ipfupi zvakanyanyisa iyi ndokumbirawo"
vakatoseka havo zvikanzi "mazambiya
anombopera here mwanangu tiri mambuya
emumisangano kaisu rega ndikupe haiwaaa"
kwakubuda vakandivigira rakanaka naka risiri
remusangano wepolitics seravanga
vakasunga.Ndakapedza basa ndikanogeza
Taylan anga arara dzehumambo kana
kumbonetsa usiku ndikanzi namai "ibva
watomubvisa pamukaka izvezvi nhasi chaiye
ndoda umbosimba ndichatombogara newe
pano kusvika waita zvako zviya" ndakangoseka
ndakazofonera Chaks nefon yamai vake
ndichimuti anditengerewo line ne airtime
phone yangu ndaingova nayo, asi kuti ndiri
kupurazi yaingoshanda for pictures nekuridza
music tichizvivaraidzwa nemwana
wangu.Akazouya ne line ndikafonera vanhu
vekumba, I was feeling low ndaiva mu kitchen
hangu ndakazongonzwa kumbundirwa ndiri
busy kurongedza maplates mushelf ndikati
"hie my angels inga makura vanangu" it was
Tania and Talent tikafarirana zvikanzi
"taudzwa naDad kuti we have our little brother
kwanzi tiuye naye tigonotamba naye Kuna
Dad" akadaro Tania ndikabuda navo
ndichienda matanga tarara ndikasvika
chatomuka chakasvinura. "Akaita senge
ndiDad hant kah mama" akadaro Talent
zvikanzi na Tania "iwe kunonzi akafanana
naDad" zvaisekesa zvivana zvacho
ndakachinja Taylan ndikavati "iwe Talent
chienda naye,Tania handei unotora porridge"
ndakabva ndabatisa Talent haana kure
kwaakasvika zvikanzi "handigone kumutakura
arikurema uyu mama" zvikanzi na Tania "ndipe
heye iwe mwana haanzi anorema anonzi ane
heavy weight" Tania hukuru nehuzivi ayiva
nahwo ndakangoseka hangu vakatomboita
kuti ndisekewo vana ivavo, akadaro achitotora
mwana ndikavati "chiendai mese Kuna Dad
venyu iwe Tania ndiwe mukuru wozodzoka
uchitora ma porridge enyu handingaendi na
Talent angazotsva" for sure vakaenda ini
ndichidzokera ku kitchen kunovaisira porridge
racho akauya achizoritora. Sekuru vana Tania
namukoma wavo vakazouya,vakatevedzana
nababa Tania vaiva na Taylan mumaoko
vakanosheedza Chaks anga atorara semunhu
anga arara kubasa after tea time zvikanzi
"Tafonera vatete venyu saka ndinovimba
vatova muroad kuenda kwana baba venyu
vachanosangana nemunhu watatuma ikoko
pane zvinofanirwa kuti zvigadziriswe musati
manoonana nevabereki venyu" vakadaro
kwandiri bamukuru vana Tamu ndikati "ehoi
baba zvakanakai" zvikanzi nababa vake Tamu
"pane madamages arikufanirwa kunoripwa
ndiwo afambirwa kunokumbira list nekutipa
zuva racho rekunosiya muripo tirikuzviitira
mukomana uyu" vakadaro vachinongedzera
Taylan uyo ayingoita zvisina order achizara
zara imba yese semunhu anga avakutanga
kufamba.Ndakangodaira zvekubvumira,
mwana ndakaswera ndatobvisa pamukaka
ende ndakazodokerwa mazamu angu ava
kurwadza iye haanawo kuita shungu nemukaka
wacho maybe kwaiva kuguta semunhu anga
ava pazere chikafu, zuva rotovira ndaiva
muimba hombe ndatorara muspare mana
Tania ndichiteerera marwadzo emazamu
ndikadeedzwa kukitchen kwandakawana
kunana baba nevakadzi vavo included vana
bamukuru nana maiguru ,Mai Loraine namai
Ishmael ndakangova mhoresa zvakanaka
zvikanzi namai Loraine "tauyawo nemidziyo
yedu iyi muroora ini nana maiguru vako
utiregererewo nezvatakataura nezuro tainge
tisina kuona rimwe divi renyaya sorry zvako
muroora" vakadaro vachiisa new 6set of dinner
plates ne two ma kango pots manyowani
pamberi pangu, bamukuru vakabudisawo
50usd for sorry ndikati "zvinoitika kutadza
kurimuvanhu but I don't think it's necessary
kuti muite semurikundiripa" zvaindiremera
kuzvigamuchira but vana mbuya vana Tania
they forced and begged me kuzvigamuchira
vachiti ndikarega ndinenge ndisina
kuvaregerera .Manheru vana maiguru
vakabikira mukitchen yavamwene vavo pana
Tamu ipapo ini ndanga ndakurwadziwa
nemazamu saka ndaisambomira mira ,uyuwo
baTania ndakatofara kuti anga asina
kumbouya pandiri kuda kutaura neni pedu tega
otherwise ndaitongomuona semhondi ende
kumuudza mashoko ndaitya kuzoda kuurawa
futi so the best was to keep my distance away
from him .Munhu akanga atumwa kumba
kwedu akatodzoka kwatosviba ayiva weukama
hwavo, akasvika achitaura kuti vanga vanzi
vauye weekend it was Wednesday , Tamuka
akarara atowoneka vanhu kuti ayidzokera
kubasa ozosangana nevamwe musi wacho
ndakatofara because zvaindi sunungukirawo
kusava panzvimbo pamwe chete with that
murderer .Mwana wangu akangonetsa one
night pakurumura akarara achisvusvudzirwa
nambuya vake ini vakatonditi vaisada kundiona
padhuze usiku hwacho kuitira akurumidze
kukanganwa mukaka.Takagara ndakutotaura
nevanhu vekumba pafon weekend yacho
yakasvika tikasimuka nemota ya Chaks neya
bamukuru baba Owen dziri mbiri from Chinhoyi
taiva inini,Chaks, bamukuru baba Owen ,Tete
vavo , nana baba vavo vari vaviri.

Takanosangana na Tamu mutown ayine best

friend yake Zimuno Zimuno uyo wandaka
mhoresana naye, kusanyara kwavo kunyanya
Tamuka kutopfeka suit yakanaka achifambira
nyaya dzemwana waakaramba achida kuuraya
futi.Takazosvika kumba nekuwanda kwedu
sekunge taiyenda kunohoreswa chibage che
donor program yakazotanga hama dzangu
vese vaivapo vatainzwanana navo , Ethan
ayisavapo achiri ku Ukraine at school ayinge
atova mu last year kuti apedze law yake
.Ndaingo namatira kuti sekuru baba Reggis
vasatange mafilm avo for sure Mwari Havana
kundirasisa, program yakatanga ikapera
zvakanaka zvaisava zvenguva refu hazvo but
they charged him price inodhura chaiyo asi iye
akabhadhara amount yese vapedza vakanzi
vataure kana vanga vane zvavaida kutaura
"taida kuzivawo kuti mwana tichamuona sei"
vakabvunza baba vaTamu zvikanzi na Dad
"sunungukai kupota muchisvika momuonera
pano achigara namai vake" Tamuka akabva
asimudza musoro kwakuombera maoko akati
"nditendereiwo kugara nemwana wangu baba
ndoda kuvawo padhuze naye sezvamurikuona
haasi kuda kusiyana neni iniwo wacho handidi
kusiyana naye" ipapo pakandirovesa nehana
"kumusiya uchangomusiya hako mukomana
hant unoenda kubasa saka muchaswera
musingaonane anenge ayinani kumba kwacho"
yanga yapindirwa nasekuri vaItumeng baba
Reggis , iye Tamu kwakunditarisa akanzi na
Dad "uyu usamutarise hako ndingamurova
zvaasati amboitwa ndikaona achinopinda
padoor rako" ende vaiva serious iye Tamuka
wacho kwakutarisa pasi "Itumeng urikuda
kunogara naye here uyu pamwe chete
nemwana" vakabvunza kudaro sekuru vangu
baba vaDad ndikakurumidza kuti "handidi I'm
no longer comfortable around him" iye
kwakunditarisa ende vaibatsirana kunditarisa
nharo dzacho dzaiyenderera mberi sezvo
vamwe vekwa Chakidza vaitsigirana vachiti
"tabhadhara madamages saka toda kuonawo
mwana wedu patadira ende anofanirwa kugara
nababa vake ,sezvamurikuona hapana arikuda
kusiyana nemumwe " but sevanhu vakuru
they decided kuita zveku court taizoshanda ne
decision yaizopihwa ne Court "mutongo wacho
ngauzoitwa hawo pachena nekuti isu hatina
Mari yekubhadhara ma judge" vakadaro mbuya
vangu vakatarisa kuside Mai vaDad vanhu
vakangoseka mbichani asi chokwadi changa
chatonzwika, Zvino pamakumbo paTamu anga
avamakwikwi Talshia plus Taylan but Taylan
semwana ayimbopota achizvitambira ega
dzimwe nguva vomboenda vese panze
kunotamba nezvimwe zvana 2 zvaivapo
zvehama. Vakazoenda ndikasara ndiripamba
pamai that week tikatomboenda kuguva
remunin'ina waDad, and it was also the same
week ratakanotoresa birth certificate raTaylan
ini naTamu takangonosangana kuMakombe
ayikwanisa kuzviita ega but ndakatoona kuti
vangu after a week tikasheedzwa ku court ini
ndaisava ne confidence Tamuka ayiva nemari
yekuti ayigona kuita zvese zvese to win that
issue saka ndaitya kutorerwa mwana wangu
"He gonna be Rich but God is for everyone,
Mwari vakaona kutambudzika kwako kana
vakakuponesa kubva parufu rwawanga
watarisana narwo uchi saver this baby
havangakusiye uchimutorerwa be strong my
girl" vakadaro uncle Mohammed tasvika pa
court tichangodzika mumota mavo ,Mai vangu
vanga vatoramba kuuya vachitya kuona
kuzorwadziswa kwangu, Uncle Mohammed
vakandimbundira vachindipuruzira kumusana
ndakatsamhira pachest yavo yaiva muzidrez
sezvo it was his dressing .Takapinda
tikambogara vana Tamu nedzimwe hama
dzake vakazopinda tese hapana anga ane
lawyer judge akapinda "all rise" takabva
tasimuka tikazogara panzvimbo dzedu paper
rikaverengwa renyaya yanga yatiunganidza
.Ndini ndakapihwa first mukana wekutaura
side rangu kuti sei ndisiri kuda kunogara na
Tamu nemwana ndikataura ma points
ayibatika but zvekuda kundiuraya nepfuti
handina kuzvitaura yaityisa nyangwe ini
muridzi wayo nyaya yacho ende kwandiri yaiva
hombesa he was the father of my son
kuchengetedza mufaro waTaylan towards his
father ndaisafanirwa kuvasungirira mu Court ,
iye Tamu akapihwawo mukana akataura zvake
ayisapererwa nema points manje ndakatoona
kuti ndaitonganiswa nebenzi "Miss Itumeng
Tembo do you have a boyfriend?" nekusauka
kwangu ndaidiwawo nani kana ivo judge
vaindibvunza zvisina basa kudaro "No my Lord"
ndakapindura kudaro zvikanzi "Mr Tamuka
Chakidza do you have a girlfriend?" Akati "Yes
my Lord" zvikanzi "Miss Itumeng Tembo do
you still love Mr Tamuka Chakidza?" kana
kunzwawo kuti moyo wangu waida ida
ndaizoudambura hangu pakadaro kuda mhondi
bodo "No my Lord" I said that zvikanzi "Mr
Tamuka Chakidza do you still love Mrs
Itumeng Tembo?" Achibva ati "yes my Lord"
vanhu vakaombera maoko ndakamutarisa
nehasha sendichanomu dambura huro
knowing kuti he wasn't love me nekuti hapana
angada kuuraya munhu waanoda otherwise
ane zvaaida kutonyangira pandiri ndikati
"usandide unondidii koiwee" zvakapa vanhu
kuseka even judge vacho "my Lord please
allow me to go somewhere even out of the
country with my baby now everyone know that
I have him vanozongoonana" ndainzwa
chigodo pahuro ndichishaiwa kuti ndodii iye
akatiwo "haana kwaanoenda naye arikunyepa
uyu" zvaiita kuti vanhu vawedzere kuseka ini
ndichiwedzerawo shungu dzehasha.Vanhu
vakanyararidzwa after some few minutes
zvikanzi na judge.

"As a court we have have decided that the baby

belongs to his mother until he is 18 , from
there he will decide for himself which side to
go .Mr Tamuka Chakidza yes you have a better
life and you can provide everything to your son
from the relationship that you have with Miss
Itumeng's daughter it shows that you are a
good father , but on this issue we can't give
you a full custody on Taylan for the reason of
you abandoned him from day one when it was
a pregnant the mother and your son was
suffering out there yet you were enjoying the
life and you already moved on with a new
girlfriend ,Yes she was supposed to bring the
baby after the birth but she was scared of your
abuse and violent around her and you have to
thank her that she is not sueing you for that ,so
we were suppose to give you 4 months of
spending time with your son but we are going
to subtract 2months which means you will only
have two months with him, but his mother will
be with him at your place like what you have
said and you will have to provide everything
and mantain him till he is 18 .You will allowed
to bring your girlfriend at house around them
but no offence ,no violence ,no abuse towards
your ex-girlfriend Miss Itumeng Tembo and
your Son Taylan Chakidza, you will have to
look after them if you break the law around her
and the baby she will be allowing to sue you,
after this two months you will come back in
this Court for the dismissal of Miss Itumeng
Tembo and Taylan Chakidza from your house,
the court will give you the letter that you are
going to show your girlfriend and she will have
to respect the rules in it towards these two
guests of yours .But the best advice that we
can give to both of you as a parents you should
have a good communication for the sake of
your son " akabva arovera sando yake pasi
judge vanhu vakaombera maoko "matigonera"
vakadaro baba vake Tamu zvikanzi na Chaks
"dai matomurambidza kuona mwana wacho"
kwaingova kutaura asi judge vanga vave
kutobuda tese tikatosimuka kubuda
,tikazotaurirana tavapanze kuti vaizonditora
from Chishawasha hills the next day ende
maweekends ndaizopota ndichinoona vabereki
vangu ,sekuru vake Taylan wacho vaChakidza
vakakumbira kuti ndizopota ndichizova
yendeserawo muzukuru wavo kwavari and to
me it wasn't a big deal.Takazoenda kumba
vanhu vekwedu urimufaro but ini I wasn't
happy kunogara na Tamu under same roof
ndaitoona iri horror movie chaiyo zvichizoda ne
girlfriend yake yaizouya kumba ndaingotyira
ma drama kusaziva hangu kuti ayiva munhu
akaitasei but it was an obvious hapana
angafarira kuti munhu wake agare under same
roof nemunhu waane mwana naye .Mangwana
acho kuseni ndakaendwa neni kuclinic namai
Itu vakasvika vachiti "mubayei Depo
ndakatarisa izvezvi" my mom was a drama
queen ma nurse ayingoseka ndakuda kubaiwa
zvikanzi "ayewa chiregai depo ndazofunga
mushe itai zve jadell chairo rinogara mu
system for 5 years" ini ndaitoita sechidhori
chisingagone ku decider chega ende kuita
nharo namama ndaigona kurohwa pamberi
pema nurse nevarwere ndakaiswa Jadell
ndikaudzwa kunzi the system yaizotanga
kushanda after 7days , takazodzokera kumba
ndikasvika ndichibatsirwa kurongedza hembe
dzangu , ndichipihwa dzakanaka dzimwe
dzandainge ndakangosiya dziri nyowani asi
dzimwe ndasingachakwane nekuwonda
kwandanga ndaita , Talshia akabva apinda
akatakura Taylan achichema akanzi "wamuita
sei iwe uchatiparirawo iwe" zvikanzi na Taa
"nothing gogo he just lost the balance and fall
down" zvikanzi na mbuya vacho "usambomu
chemedze hako" Taa akabva abuda and she
added up said "mhoti mwana webenzi
haafanirwe kuchemedzwa kana tingaswera
takaviwa matumbu pano" ndakatomboseka
kukanganwa kumhondi kwandanga
ndatarisana nako kunogara .Ndakazouya
kunotorwa Talshia akachemera kuendawo
zvikanzi "let's go my daughter, sezvo achienda
kuchikoro ndichadzoka naye tomorrow mai na
baba" akadaro Tamu sekunge ane hunhu we
left my parent's house, tainosangana mutown
nasekuru baba Reggis and uncle Mohammed
vachinoona kwandainogara kwacho I thought
taiyenda kuManyame but he took a new
direction kwandakanoziva kuti it was Crembon
park the house was so nice ndakatoona kuti
vanhu vanga vaita ma developments nelife
dzavo sure isu takazvipfenyera
kumapurazi.Paitova nema maids maviri
ndikaratidzwa room yangu yandaizoshandisa
nemwana wangu, Takambogara mbichani
tikapihwa chikafu uncle Mohammed na sekuru
baba Reggis vakazoenda.Ini nevana vangu
takasara tichinopinda muroom medu Tamuka
anga abudawo , tirimo ndakazonzwa knock
vana vanga vatorara ndakanovhura door it was
a maid zvikanzi "murikudiwa na boss he wants
to introduce you to the madam of the house"
ndichibva ndatongotevera kumashure kwake
ipapo ipapo.
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CHAPTER 40

*Tamuka*
Pandakapinda mumba maItu kupurazi
kwaayiva zvaisabvumika kuti ndiye anga
asauka ndanga ndisisina basa naye hangu but
zvaaiva zvakatomborwadzisa moyo wangu
kungofunga kuti she was like that because of
me kwaisandibata zvakanaka ndine nguva
yekuti pfungwa dzangu ndikazvipa nguva
yekufunga dzaindionesa zvimwe zvinhu
zvisinei nespirit yeutsinye yaimbondibata it all
was caused by my work ,hana yangu yakarova
zvine Simba ndichivaona vese ndatarisa
nemwana waanga asimudza ndakanzwa
kupera Simba In my joints but ndakazama
kuzvishingisa semurume iye Itu ndakatoona
kuti ayinzwa zvandainzwawo ndakambofema
mweya unopisa .Mwana paakatanga kuchema
before mashoko akataurwa nambuya
vechikuru vavaigara navo namai vake ndanga
ndatozvinzwa muropa mangu kuti
mwanawangu ,Kuchema kwaakaita
kwakandibaya moyo knowing kuti dzaiva
shungu ndakamurwadzirwa mwana wangu
zvaanga akapfeka zvacho nechimiro chaiva
mumba mavaigara zvaisada kutarisa ruviri I
had a sharp pain on my heart ndikatozviudza
kuti havasare ,bond yandanga ndava nayo first
day naTaylan it explained a lot , I even believed
that Itu was a strong woman who knows how
to stand her self apa kuzomutumidza kuti
Taylan my favorite name exactly, we went to
Chinhoyi with them Itu ndaitadza kumutarisa
kumeso semunhu wandaifungira kuti akafa
zvakawanda zvaindinetsa kuti akanga azosvika
sei kwese ikoko dzimwe pfungwa
ndakatombofunga kuti pamwe ayigona ayine
mumwe murume kupurazi but pandakaona
ring yangu ndakatoziva kuti ayisava nemumwe
munhu.Patakasvika kumba i failed to protect
her from my family members when they
insulted and accused her kuti akatiza
nemwana ndichifunga zvandainge ndakamuita
pain yaiva pamoyo pangu was unexplainable
Chaks ndiye akazodzimura Hondo yese seni
paayinditukirira ndaitoshaiwa power
rekumisidzana naye.Akavava mupfanha wangu
zvekutoti ndega ndakabvuma kuti atsamwa
ende ayimufarira Itu pavakadzi vese
vandaidanana navo hapana waakamboda or
kumira naye sezvaayiita pana Itumeng.Husiku
hwezuva iroro handina kurara hope
dzakaramba kubata ndichifunga mwana
wangu anga arariswa mumba maChaks
mufananiro wacho waanga akaita neni
ndakaona kuti Mwari vane zvavaiyedza
kundiudza.Kuonana kwandanga ndaita na Itu
akasauka kudaro hana yangu yaingorovera
zverudo even pana Varaidzo yaisarova
murovero iwoyo so to avoid kuzobatwa
nemweya usiriwo ndangazokurumidza
kubvako ndichidzokera kubasa.Ndainge
ndavapakati I was even confused kuti ndoita
zvipi I was in a serious relationship with
Varaidzo apa hana yangu yairovera Itumeng
but nekuda kwezvandainge ndakamuita I knew
haaizomboda nezvangu so the best was to
stand with Varaidzo . I've paid the damages for
my son pakazonetsa nyaya yekunzi mwana
agare kwana Itu ndaisada ndaida mwana
wangu padhuze but nharo dzacho lead us to
the court uko kwandaitotya kuti Mai Taa
anogona kutaura zvandakamuita but I was
wrong , Court made its decision but two
months dzavakandipa for staying with my son
wasn't enough ndiwo mazuva andaida
kunoroora Varaidzo but ndakakumbira kuti
date rimbochovheswa kumberi for my own
reason,Zimuno Zimuno akabva atodzokera ku
Dubai kungoona nekuziva zvekudzoka kwa mai
Taa akabva atanga kuto doubter Varaidzo .But
we continued with our ne munhu wangu but
pese pandaiona Itu mumba imomo
ndaimunzwira rimwe zuva i lost the control
ndikasvika pakumu raper anga akazvibata
zvakandityisa ndikatoziva kuti pandainge
ndakagumisira ndipapo.Zvayiita ndiwedzere
kumuda but her taste wasn't the same
ndakatozvinzwisisa ndega kuti she hadn't a
peace of mind zvakawanda zvaimudya
pfungwa so there was so many chances for
her to loosing some feelings but pazvese
izvozvo I knew ayisazombondida.

Pandakanzwa nekuziva kuti Varaidzo was

behind kunyimwa kwamai Taa chikafu pamba
ndakadhiniwa but I just told myself kuti
ndaizozvigadzirisa but Chaks and Zimuno
vakabva vaita muitiro wavo, ndaisambova
tsamwira they rescued me because plan
yandaifunga yaigona kurwisanisa ini na
Varaidzo ndainge ndotofunga kuti ndipe Itu
one of my bank cards opota achitenga chikafu
achibika zvaanoda at the kitchen .Kungoti
maitiro avo vana Chaks ayizobhowa they didn't
even respect ini muridzi wemba chero
matukiro avakaita Varaidzo they wasn't even
care kuti she was my wife to be they wasn't
even respect her as maiguru vavo
vaitomudeedza nezita zvisina rukudzo mukati,
but Itu vaingomuti gulez.Some other day
ndakabvunza Varaidzo kuti "sezvo uripa liv
don't you think it's a right time for you to have
a bond with Tania and Talent here" she agreed
akatoenda kuChinhoyi Mai vakandifonera
asvikako vachiti "Mai vavo wanga wavaudza
here kuti vana varikuuya ikoko hant varikumba
kwako" vaireva Itu ende ndaishaiwa kuti vanhu
vekumba kwedu vaimbovavarirei pana Mai Taa
knowing very well that she wasn't biological
mother of my daughters "haana basa
nekuzviziva respect zvinodiwa nemoyo wangu
Mai ndiye avamuroora wenyu Varaidzo iyeye"
ndakavadaro vakangoti "zvakanakai
mwanangu" then we dropped the call.Vana
vakazouyiwa navo pandaiyendako kwa
Varaidzo ndaingoona zvese zviribho ,I was
pissed off pandakafonerwa naVaraidzo
achinzwika kutsamwa pacall achiti anga
arwiswa na Itu achizama kutrainer vana
ndakaita hasha dzekuti ndakatadza kushanda
zvakanaka "Itumeng is a big problem in my life
kudzoka kwake kuda kuvhiringa happiness
yangu" I told myself that ndichitorongedza
zvinhu zvangu from my table .I went home
ndikanzwa mvura mu shower ndikaziva kuti
ayigeza ndakamuudza zvaiva pamoyo but
mhinduro yake yakandituma kumurova
ndisingade ini ndaikurirwa nehasha that's what
I am .Ndakabva ndatora mwanangu ndikaenda
kumba kwa Vex kumborohwa nemhepo
ndakatadza kuvanza kutsamwa kwangu I
ended up ndamuudza zvanga zvaitika akati
"what if she going to report you, your wife I
don't know more about her but ndakaona like
she is too soft ,I think you know her very well
I'm suspecting that something happened I
don't think she can harm your girlfriend for
nothing watungamidza hasha man
nezvawakamuita you can't keep on attacking
her be nice for the sake of your blood son"
ndakamutarisa ndikati "maybe you can be right
but she is no longer my wife and Varaidzo is
not my girlfriend but it's a wife" ndakadaro ndiri
serious ndakamutarisa but he laughed too
hard and I even get confused and pissed off
zvikanzi "it's ok my man" ndakatoona kuti
ayindiona sebharanzi ndakatozobvako ndisina
kufara neyaanga anditamba pfungwa dzangu
dzanga dzavakusafunga zvakanaka.Ndikaona
kuti Itu akanondi reporter ndogona kunyura
ndakafonerwa kubasa as an emergency usiku
ndikabuda but I wasn't even concentrated
zvekuti pandakachaisa ndakangorova mota
irimu speed ndikarohwa nehana s ndasvika
kumba ndichingovhura room ya Itu ,ndikaona
kuti ayida kubuda pfungwa dzangu
dzakafungira kuti avakutono reporter
ndakamutarisa ndikamubvunza kuti ayida
kunondi reportera hre ndanga ndatofunga
kutomuvhara nemari but I was shocked
nemhinduro yake she was always like that
even ku court she protected me from the
information yandaifunga kuti akavaudza
zvekuda kumuuraya kwangu yandaigona
kumbovharirwa nekuda kwazvo.Paakataura
zvekuyenda kugreen Forrest ndakaona kunge
arikupenga but she was serious ndakarohwa
nehana achindiudza kuti vabereki vake vanga
vakafa (I have been abused an orphan)
ndakazvifunga ndega mumoyo ndikazvituka
Ndakabva ndada kunozvionera if it was
chokwadi I felt guilty nekumurova kwandanga
ndaita ,kumutarisa moyo wangu waiyita sewuri
kutsemuka Vex ndakanga ndabva
ndamutsamwira but anga andionesa rimwe
side. Mai Taa ndakamuudza kuti tiende tese at
her parents's grave I wanted to make sure muti
ndiko kwaayienda sure here ndakamuti
aburutse mwana kubva kumusana kwake
ndikamutakura kusvika kumota iye achitevera
ayifamba slow slow zvemunhu ayiteerera
nyama dzake.Tirimuroad ndakatenga ma
flowers ndakazogutsikana tasvika paguva
racho Taylan anga avakutotambirapo
ndakamutakura tikanogara mumota I received
a call from Mai Ishu vachiti ndione vedio
ravandisendera pa app ndakatoshaiwa kuti zvii
zvavasenda zvingada ndiende pa WhatsApp
zvespeed like that I opened the vedio
ndikabuda ziya ndaona ari Varaidzo achirova
vana vangu pazasi sisi vangu vanga
vatondiudza kuti vakarisenderwa na Itu and on
some points ndaitoona kuti Mai Taa kunyarara
but akangwara zvisina dzungu mukati.Apa
ndanga ndatomurova kare ndakashaiwa kuti
ndomutii so I've decided kumutora toenda
kumba ndaizokwanisa kufunga zviri straight
ndakanga ndatovhiringika ndakasiya mwana
mumota ndikanomusheedza asi ndakasvika
abatwa nehope akatsamira on her parents
grave ndikamumutsa muroad mese
ndaingozvitongesa nemufungo ndakatanga
kutonzwisisa kuti kuchengetwa kwaakaitwa
nevaayiti vabereki vake ndizvo zvimwe zvaiyita
ave munhu ane rudo nevana vangu .Vana
vainge vatoenda namai Ishu so ndaifanirwa
kuyendako but before, ndakanoudza Itu kuti
ndaona vedio I was so sorry on her but sorry
yacho yakarema kuibudisa ndichimuudza.

I went straight to confront Varaidzo she

apologized achitochema and told me that she
wasn't know kuti handidi kudzidzisirwa vana
basa in that way she even told me kuti vake
ndizvo zvaanovaita handina kumudaira or
kusoftana naye ndakamufuratira ndakapinda
mumota ndikarova road ndakananga Bindura
kwamai Ishu. On my driving ndakatanga
kufunga our days na Itu ndichimufambira at
that city (she was the best mother to my
children,loved me with her whole heartedly I
have wronged her but no reverse)
ndakazvifungira kudaro ndikanzwa kuzvituka
,ndakasvika kumba kwa sisi ndikaona vana
she told me some of the things zvanga
zvataurwa nevana mararamiro avayiita kwa
Varaidzo zvakandiremera , pandakazobvako
ndainzwa kuda kunomurova but ndakatadza
kunotarisana naye Varaidzo wacho I just went
home straight ndavane confusion.Semunhu
anga avakuda kugarawo nemukadzi uye
ndanga ndakuda a stable marriage ndakaona
zvirinani to marry her vana ndosiya vachigara
namai kumusha ndakazonomuona handina
kutaura naye zvandanga ndaudzwa kuBindura
to avoid kuramba tichinetsana but
ndakangomuudza kuti achitambira kure
nevana vangu vese even Taylan
wacho.Takatowirirana kuti ndaizomuroora
kana Itu avakubva pamba dismissed by the
court haana kuita basa nazvo ayikasika
kunzwisisa Varaidzo zvaindifadza it was
advantage of dating an educated woman ,
mazuva ekumuroora akasvika but my parents
wasn't supported my choice even vapfanha
vangu vandaifunga kuti vachamira neni Chaks
na Zimuno vakatondibudira pachena kuti
vaisada kuenda neni , bamukuru mukoma
wababa vaingotevedzerawo baba zvekuti
ndakatozoita vekudembera kuti vabvume
kundiperekedza.The very day that I was going
to pay a lobola for Varaidzo was the same day
raiyenda Itumeng a day before ndipo pandanga
ndano with drawer Mari from the bank card
randanga ndakachengetesa Varaidzo and it
was also the day rakauya Mai vangu
ndakapererwa vachitaura zvekuti mukadzi
wangu ayizoitira chiroora pamba pangu ipapo
,the main reason yavanga vafambira was
kuperekedza Mai Taa at her parents's house.In
our way to Varaidzo's parents place
ndakafonerwa na Vex akati it's an emergency
ndaifanirwa kunosangana nemunhu waanga
atuma nearly kwataiyenda he sounded serious
so I didn't hesitate to met the man.

It was a white man neumwe wema CID ekuside

kwaVex taiva tese nevandaiyenda navo
akabva andiudza kuti ndirege zvekunoroora
munhu because ayiva mukadzi wake
paakazivawo kuti ayimu cheater neni anga
atova mu process yekumu divorcer which
means the lady was played us in the benefits
of money.Anga atosheedzwa from Tanzania
kwandakatozivira ipapo kuti ndiko
kwaayishandira zvese nekugara but his
parents were based in Harare and also the wife
and kids .Chaks and Zimuno was behind
kubuda kwechokwadi about Varaidzo so
vakakumbira Vex kuti avabatsire ndakatanga
kunzwisisa kuti why vese vaimushora
.Ndakaudza mukoma ndivo vai driver kuti
tidzokere kumba uko kwandakasvika nekuvati
vasaburuke ndakanopinda ndiri speed
pandakaona ma bags aItumeng
zvakandiwedzera hasha,shungu plus
kurwadziwa ndakanga ndakamuita rough ende
akange Awana mukana wekubata Mari dzangu
but haana kumboita pfungwa yechimbavha like
what Varaidzo did ndakatora pfuti dzangu
mbira ndainzwa kuda kunomupaza musoro
ndakapfuura nemanga muna mai vangu ,Itu
and Chaks uyo ayiratidza kushaiwa hanya
.Nemabatiro andaiyita Itu neyandakatambwa
na Varaidzo zvanga zvandidzikisira to the last
ndakasiya ndaudza Mai Taa zvandakamuudza
but ayiratidza kutya kukuru maari even Mai
vakatofunga kuti ndaida kumuuraya but
zvandakaita paari kutaura nehasha ndakamu
mbanyidzira paari was my way yekuti awone
that I was in pain.ndakanopinda mumota
ndikairova ndirii ini tiri muroad ndanga
ndatomirirwa na Vex ne team rake kumberi
kunobata mbavha ndakatoziva kuti yaitova
system yavo yekubira vanhu like that ende
anga andigona Varaidzo takanovasvikira
vakavarairwa vaizviita munyayi vakafamba kuti
gamuchira , bamukuru namukoma ndakavati
vasare takanodzika nevakomana vema suit
matema tikagakuchirwa tikakanda Mari
yekupinda mumusha tava mukati tapiwa yedu
room tanyatsokumaker sure kuti vavepo they
were six 4 ladies and 2 gents vaiva side
reukama along side munyayi takangoerekana
tapinda mavaiva takabata pfuti "you are
playing me Varaidzo a married woman waita
chivindi chekunyepera murume wako kuti
urikuenda kuparty yeworkmate kuti undibire
Mari nefake relatives of yours right"
akavhunduka vese vanga vaungana muconner
imwe ndakanga ndoda kuvaratidza zvekwangu
chaizvo varume vese vari two ndakavaridza
nepfuti mumakumbo kuvaremadza chaiko
makaita noise ,vakanokandwa mu Ven ye
police vainorapirwa mberi sezvo vanga
vapihwa ma policesoftage ekuvhara pakuwara
as for Varaidzo I wanted to deal with her on my
own so ndakamuti asare .Ndakaenda naye
kumba kwangu tirivaviri vamwe vanga vaenda
nedzimwe mota ,handina chandaitaura naye
ayingopfikura achiti "I'm sorry Tamuka
handizive mweya wei wanga wandipinda" I just
told her kuti "it's ok babe maybe we will talk
about it tomorrow tavakufunga straight"
akabva anyarara I even pretended as if
everything was ok . Takasvika kumba
vakomana vatoita mumba mangu kunge
Shabeen ndakapfuura ndakabata Varaidzo
ruoko Havana kuzviitira hanya because vaiziva
maitiro angu asi bamukuru na mukoma
handaida vazive anything Deep about me.I
hosted Varaidzo so nice I even feed her but
ndine zvandanga ndaisa muchikafu
zvaizotanga kushanda after 72 hours atova
kumba kwake zvekuti ayisazondifungira
anything.I even had a sex with her that night
but I used a protection ndaisada any effect
from her body through zvandanga ndamupa "I
fucked you so that you can see kuti handina
kukutsamwira zvaitika zvaitika otherwise you
have to divorce your husband ndikuroore inini I
love you unozviziva hant" ndakamudaro
akazvitenda ndakamu believesa that
night.Kuseni ndakanomusiya kumba kwake
ndikamuti atange kutoita divorce process
ndaida kuti kana afa hama dzake dzisazotore
anything from her husband because mwana
wavo ayiva gororo in two days vanga vato filer
divorce papers , murume ndakatomubatsira
ayitora vana vake oyenda navo after Varaidzo's
burial even though he wasn't know kuti
ndangandatopedza naye kare.Paakatanga
kurwara ndanga ndato calculater ma hours
kusvika anopihwa bed at hospital ndaitombo
visiter ndichitomubvunza a problem
ayingotiwo maybe chivanhu kusvika azonofa
ndakatosiya afa pandakaenda ku DRC , uko
kwandakazodzoka ndichinonzwa mashura
chaiwo kuChinhoyi Mai Taa ndakamu saluter
hapana Mai vaiva nemoyo sewake after
everything zvandanga ndakuita and after
everything that I told her but she decided
kutora vana vangu as a way of helping Tania
kukanganwa about the rape yaanga atarisana
nayo.Ndakadzokera kuHarare ndikaenda ku
cake shop I wanted to do something for our
belated birthday with my son so hazvina
kunetsa address anga akandiudza I even track
the location of her phone ndikasvikako
easy.Ndavakutosvika pamba pake ndaka
receiver important call from work zvaisada
kutaurira pavanhu I packed maside peroad
ndichiita zve call yacho ndikatoona hanzvadzi
ya Itu achisvika nevana ,zvavanga vakatakura
zvakandiudza zvega kuti they were treated so
nice Hana yangu yakarova zvine Simba ndaona
Itu akamira pagate auya kunotora vana ,that
woman was the lady of my heart
zvandaimunzwira zvaitaura kuzara kwerudo
rwangu paari .Ndakapedza call tsano vanga
vatoenda ndikanoridza bell pagate mota
yandaiva nayo ndanga ndakaitenga kare
pandakachinja mota dzangu asi kuti
ndaisaishandisa even ma number plates
ndanga ndisati ndayiisisa ,ndakamhanyirwa
nevana but Tania ndaitadza kumutarisa
because of the pain that I had handina
kutomuvhunza nezvazvo .Mai vacho
pavakazouya mandaiva anga atondikuwadza
kare zvayiitika zvayiitika but ndainzwa kuti
ndomuda Itumeng ring yangu yaayisabvisa
ndiyo imwe yairamba ichindiwedzeresa
kumuda ndakatuma vana kumashops ndiine
chinangwa chekuda kusara ndichifadzana
nemukadzi wangu but akazviramba
paakabvunza about Varaidzo
ndakatomunyepera because anga afa kare
vamwe vake vaiva mukati vachirapirwa under
jail ,ndakambovhunduka pandakaona ayine
jadell ndanga ndarizivira pana Rosey so
ndakatofunga kuti Itu anga achida kuzoshare
zvinhu zvangu kune mumwe munhu
,ndokugara ndamuudza zvandaifunga kuti
zvingabatsira.Ndakazobvapo tisisawirirane
nenyaya yekuda kutsaura Talshia pandiri ini
nguva zhinji ndaiwandirwa nehasha Saka
ndakaona zvirinani kubvapo tisati tasvitsana
kure.I was off at work ndakapedza two strong
weeks with my son musikanzwa yaivapo but
ndaiyifarira zvakadaro zvairatidza kuva munhu
akachangamuka.

Ndakazono mudzosera mazuva ayifambawo

vana sisi vake vanga vazoyendeswa
kuChinhoyi sezvo holiday yanga
yapera,zvevakadzi ndakanga ndarasira kure
chero wekufadzana naye ndakanga
ndisingachade even mafeelings
ndaisamanzwa but kungotarisa mapicture
yaItumeng ndaibva ndanzwa something
ndokurumidza kuzvirasira kure.Ndakazopinda
busy pakarwara mwana wangu Talent
ndakambofunga kuti maybe pane anga
anditamba sezvo basa rangu rayiita ndive
nemhandu dzakawandisa,patakaona
zvehosptal zvaramba takatanga kufamba
mumaporofita ndakatanga neku ruwa kune
anga akandiudza zvemwana wangu paayiva
musango , kwese kwatayienda tsanangudzo
dzaiva dzimwe chete munhu wandakafungira
ndi Itumeng vanhu vakatanga vachizviramba
chero ini wacho zvaisandiitira zvamuchose kuti
angava iye ,asi nezvandainge ndakamuita
ayigona kuda kundi fixer.Ndakatanga kufunga
soft yese yaayindiitira achindi protector from
Court nekuvanhu ndikaona sekuti ayinge
anepaanga akanditeya ,I tried kutaura naye
from the first day ndikatoona sekuti she was
hiding something mazuva akafamba
ndichiedza ku Reasoner naye zvichiramba
kusvika ndazotuma vanhu kuti awuyiwe naye
kubarracks ndaida kungomuita zvekuti ataure
kwaanga akanogadzira mwana wangu but her
answer was the same ,I failed to control my
anger ndabatwa nemweya webasa towards her
ndikamurova ndanga ndakuda kumupindira on
stage number two ndipo pakapinda vamwe
sister ayivawo leader to ladies department
,ndakamunyara ndikabvamo ndichisiya
Itumeng achinodzoswa kumba kwake.Handina
kumbozviitira hanya kut akange arisei kurwara
kwemwana wangu kwaindikanganisa
mafungiro kusvika sister vekubasa vazotaura
plan yavo yekuti maporofita anofanirwa
kubudisa chokwadi vandakaita navo vana vese
varipo.Ndakafonera vana baba vakaona
zvichibatsira vana madzibaba takavakumbira
ukuwo vanhu vekwa na Itumeng ndanga
ndasarwa padiki kuvarasira hwunhu
pavakatuma munhu kunoreva mhosva
yandanga ndapara pakurova Itumeng munhu
wacho akatotaura kuti vakanga vati vaisada
kutiona kuhosptal ndaisava nebasa nazvo
.Ndaida kuvanyudzira mwana wavo kana
abatwa huroyi vana vangu ndotora ,Mai vangu
vaindibhowa pavaimurambira Itu vachingoti
Madhuve haadaro vari sana baba Havana
zvavaimbotaura.Musi wacho wakasvika
ndakazorohwa nehana zvichibudira pana
Rosey akanga andigona apa
handainbomufungira.Mashoko akataurwa
nemaporofita kuside kwangu akandivaka
,ndega ndakaona kuti sure I wasn't a good
father sekuudzwa kwandakanga ndamboitwa
na Itumeng ndamuyendera kuChishawasha
kunomubvunza about Talshia , apa akagara
kudaro mukitchen after kuenda kwemaporofita
ndaitadza kumutarisa but I wanted to beg her
for sorry apa ndanga ndamukuwadza ziso
raayinge akavhara nechi towel, Sekuru vake
vakazondivavira handina kuvhunduka zvese
zvavaindiudza asi kuti ndaifanirwa
kuzvininipisa sezvo ndanga ndaresvera mhuri
yavo.Pakavadzokera ndakasara ndikachiona
nana baba vangu "pano hatidi kuona
wauchauya naye uchiti mukadzi wako
ndakambofunga kuti maybe pane anga
anditamba sezvo basa rangu rayiita ndive
nemhandu dzakawandisa,patakaona
zvehosptal zvaramba takatanga kufamba
mumaporofita ndakatanga neku ruwa kune
anga akandiudza zvemwana wangu paayiva
musango , kwese kwatayienda tsanangudzo
dzaiva dzimwe chete munhu wandakafungira
ndi Itumeng vanhu vakatanga vachizviramba
chero ini wacho zvaisandiitira zvamuchose kuti
angava iye ,asi nezvandainge ndakamuita
ayigona kuda kundi fixer.Ndakatanga kufunga
soft yese yaayindiitira achindi protector from
Court nekuvanhu ndikaona sekuti ayinge
anepaanga akanditeya ,I tried kutaura naye
from the first day ndikatoona sekuti she was
hiding something mazuva akafamba
ndichiedza ku Reasoner naye zvichiramba
kusvika ndazotuma vanhu kuti awuyiwe naye
kubarracks ndaida kungomuita zvekuti ataure
kwaanga akanogadzira mwana wangu but her
answer was the same ,I failed to control my
anger ndabatwa nemweya webasa towards her
ndikamurova ndanga ndakuda kumupindira on
stage number two ndipo pakapinda vamwe
sister ayivawo leader to ladies department
,ndakamunyara ndikabvamo ndichisiya
Itumeng achinodzoswa kumba kwake.Handina
kumbozviitira hanya kut akange arisei kurwara
kwemwana wangu kwaindikanganisa
mafungiro kusvika sister vekubasa vazotaura
plan yavo yekuti maporofita anofanirwa
kubudisa chokwadi vandakaita navo vana vese
varipo.Ndakafonera vana baba vakaona
zvichibatsira vana madzibaba takavakumbira
ukuwo vanhu vekwa na Itumeng ndanga
ndasarwa padiki kuvarasira hwunhu
pavakatuma munhu kunoreva mhosva
yandanga ndapara pakurova Itumeng munhu
wacho akatotaura kuti vakanga vati vaisada
kutiona kuhosptal ndaisava nebasa nazvo
.Ndaida kuvanyudzira mwana wavo kana
abatwa huroyi vana vangu ndotora ,Mai vangu
vaindibhowa pavaimurambira Itu vachingoti
Madhuve haadaro vari sana baba Havana
zvavaimbotaura.Musi wacho wakasvika
ndakazorohwa nehana zvichibudira pana
Rosey akanga andigona apa
handainbomufungira.Mashoko akataurwa
nemaporofita kuside kwangu akandivaka
Itumeng ndaitadza kumutarisa but I wanted to
beg her for sorry apa ndanga ndamukuwadza
ziso raayinge akavhara nechi towel, Sekuru
vake vakazondivavira handina kuvhunduka
zvese zvavaindiudza asi kuti ndaifanirwa
kuzvininipisa sezvo ndanga ndaresvera mhuri
yavo.Pakavadzokera ndakasara ndikachiona
nana baba vangu vakasvika pakundiudza kuti ,
ndikaita mukadzi asiri Itumeng ndisasvike
naye mumusha ndiite zvandichaita ndega apa
Rosey ayivamo nehama dzake ,kuregererwa
nekusavhurirwa case zvandanga ndaitirwa
nemhuri yekwana Itu kwakandipa kusasungisa
Rosey ndikamuudza zvandakamuudza kuti
atambire kure neni.Pandakazosenderwa
massage na Itu achinditi ndisaite something
pana Rosey vanga vatoenda vana Rosey vacho
,ndakabva ndamusendera a massage for sorry
but haana kupindura.From that scandal
ndanga ndazovenga vanhukadzi zvekurevesa
ende mazuva aripedyo ndakabva
ndakwidziridzwa pabasa kuitwa head of all
CIO's in Harare ndakange ndavakurema ,asi
mufaro wangu waisabatsira chinhu
ndichirarama life yekuti mhuri yangu
yaivakwakasiyana .Chaks na Zimuno
vatozoroora ini ndaisava ne pressure ne
marriage those days ndanga ndazvidzima
mandiri chandaida kumaker sure kuti vana
vangu vaiwana zvakavafanira ndakavhurisira
Taylan yake account .Nguva zhinji ndirikuhope
ndairota Itumeng ndaimbosvika pakufunga kuti
kumufunga but kwaisasvikika vana baba vanga
vakandiudza kuti any complain from her family
vaizosimuka variivo kunoisa report kubasa
kwangu zvinova zvandaisada
semutungamiriri.Mwedzi yaiberekana ndichiita
zvandaiyita asi pandafungira ndayiongorora
life ya Itu nevana hapana zvaayiita
zvandaisaziva .There was the night
pandakarota 2 times achichata nemumwe
murume but paakandiona akakanda maflowers
pasi akandimhanyira ,hope dzakandi
shungurudza idzodzo kusvika ndatuma
mumwe mufanha wekubasa kuti anditarisire
mukadzi wangu in 2 days anga adzoka ne
feedback yekuti anga avakuda kudyiwa
nemumwe prophet .Ndakaseka zvangu I just
printed the white shit rakanyorwa ne red for
danger ndikaudza mufanha iyeye kuti apedzise
zvekumberi ayizviziva .Kwakatova kurambana
kwavo but a week after that best friend yangu
Zimuno Zimuno akabva auya anga afambira
mai vake vairwara kweduwo bamukuru
mukoma wababa vakabva varumwa nenyoka
musango mavaitema mapango ,vakanofira
kuhosptal takarwadziswa shoko rerufu
rakanoziviswa kwana Itumeng sezvo kwaiva
nevana vangu.Taisava netarisiro yekuti vanga
uya asi kuripa mombe kwatakaita ndofunga
kwanga kwasunungutsa moyo yavo because
vakauya kurufu pavakasvika ndanga
ndakamirira naNorbert Hana yangu yakarovera
rudo like always ndaona Itu ,She was on point
like always "she must come back to me ,she is
my wife no matter what she is mine ndofa
naye" ndakangoyerekana ndadaro
ndakavarairwa "go and get what is yours my
man I wanna be a best man of your wedding
this year, ndoreva gore irorino" akandidaro
Zimuno Zimuno.

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*I'm sorry readers nekudzokorodzeka

kwakaitika last paragraph of chapter 40,
thanks kune vakazviona vakandizivisa I really
appreciate your comments zvondibatsira
kugadzirisa ma mistakes.*

CHAPTER 41
Ndakatombogara pasofa ndikaputika
nesetswa ndichizviseka hangu kuti sure at the
age of 31 handina a serious relationship,vana
vane mutupo wakasiyana vamwe vezera rangu
vaitova mudzimba dzavo asi zvangu zvaisava
ne direction apa kwese kwandaiyenda
nevaindiona vairumbidza kunaka kwangu but
kunaka kwacho kana ndoramba
ndichingorambwa nevarume ,kwanga
kusingachabatsire chinhu.Hongu ndainge
ndakadzima pfungwa yevarume mandiri but it
was normal kuva naye (I'm in love with my ring
tichadanana kusvika zvanaka) ndakafunga
kudaro ndaitarisa zvangu.Zvakandipa
kudownlorder song ya the late souljah Luv ft T-
sweetness yekuti *ini ndabaiwa ndabaiwa ini
ndabaiwa ndabaiwa ndarwadziwaa ...
Ndinochemerawo wangu murume-ee
ndinodawo imba yangu sevana vevamwee
wani ndogeza wani ndochena ndotsvaira
ndobika vana ndinoita wani inguva dzafamba
inini ndingori one zvandinongo shuwira kuti
hupenyu hwuite naaniii ini ndabaiwaaa
ndabaiwaaa ndarwadziwaa* ndaisagona
zvangu kutamba but ndakatombozunza zunza
muviri wangu ndikanyatsonzwa zvirinani
ndichitamba song yandairidzira
mufon,kurambwa na prophet hazvina
kundirwadza kana kuona sepane chachinja.Ini
ndaisava ne secret pazvimwe zvinhu ndakabva
ndakanda that picture mugrup redu refamily
vamwe vakatanga vaseka "mabasa emurume
wako ganaz unourayisa vanhu iwe siyana
nevana vevanhu" massage yakataurwawo
mugrup "handina murume ini haachazi wangu
wani" ndakapindura kudaro vese vakatanga
kutaura zvekuti vanonetsa kuramba vanhu
vaye ende panenge paine machances ekuti
soldier rinotoziva mafambiro emukadzi
warinenge richida .Zvayiita ndinzwe kutya
ndakabva ndafunga mashoko ayaigara
achindiudza Tamu ekuti ndikangoita mumwe
murume pachafiwa "ini hangu ndoona sekuti
kusagara vese kwavayiita ndiko
kwakavakonanisa pakawanda the best is
vakadzoka wiriranai mukagarisana pachava
nekuvimbana uye kusafungirana zvimwe
zvavaitsvaga kunze vanenge vavekuzviwana
mumba madiro" it was Karen's advice vamwe
vakatenderana nazvo ,vamwe vakati Itu anofa
nekurohwa there is no way paachachinja
system yekurova "zvotova nani ajaire benzi
rake at least he is responsible kuvana Havana
chavanadya chinovava ,chero mumba Itu
haana chaanenge achishaiwa hakuna murume
ari perfect imba yega ine zvayo, Itu
paachawanira mukana achangodzoka
omutsotsa or kutomupa umwe mwana
vokonana futi makore anenge achitofamba
wongova wekumitiswa hazvibude at least
akambobvisirwawo Mari vanhu vombodyawo
Mari yemwana zvine chiremerera
hatitungamidze hedu Mari , asi pasina
chaabvisirwa chacho ganaz will continue to do
whatever he want pana Itu vane vana vese
vanhu ava zvonetsa izvi" it was someone's
point ndikabvunza kuti "hazvibatsire chinhu
kah what if zviriizvo zvaanongoita kune
mamwe ma ex-girlfriends ake" vamwe
vakatsigirana nazvo "I think munhu uya
anokuda zvakasiyana nevamwe iwe wayiitirwa
zvese wani but mamwe ma girlfriends ake
achivanyima Mari ,kutadzirana kurimuvanhu
guys but ngatingoraramai tichiziva kuti ndiye
murume wa Itu chero aribenzi mwana wababa
vangu wakazviparira no way out kana
usingamude zve sure bvisa ring ,or siyana
nevamwe varume vanourawa nema ganaz
ungaitira vanhu utsinye" vakadaro sisi
Prudence vanhu vakatanga kutotaura zve ring
yangu vachiiseka havo .Ndakanzwa
sendinotsva chaiko kuti Batania ayimbozama
kudii chaizvo ndakamboda kumu unblocker
ndomufonera but ndakatya kuti ayizoti
wandiona ndichizviita here zvekunoisa gonzo
racho ,zvaigona kundirovesa naye , nerimwe
divi kufona kwacho ndakatya Ethan na sekuru
vaItumeng ndikasiyana nazvo.Zvakandipa
kuendesa ma flowers kuguva rema parents
angu next day ende ndizvo zvandanga ndakuita
most of the times kana ndine stress ,
sometimes ndaipererwa nemashoko
ndasvikapo ndongosiya ndagadzika those
flowers zvemusi iwoyo ndakadzoka neku
Acturas paimba ya Talshia ndanga ndafunga
kuyipinza lodger it was a nice cottage iri
mudurawole vanhu ivavo vakanga vakatora
time yavo kuivakisa kwaiva Kuma new stands
,ndakatosiya ndaudza ma neighbors kuti
vakanzwa anoda imba yeku renter vandifonere
I gave them my phone number. Ndakarova
mota yangu ndakananga kwamai Itu kunoona
vana vangu nemuroora wangu but Taa ayiva
kuchikoro pandakasvika , Dad vainge vakanditi
Taylan avakufanirwa kuyendawo ku creache
saka ayizotanga mwedzi
waitevera.Ndakatozorarako day racho mukadzi
wa Ethan ayiva chikwekwe chaicho pandiri
ndaingonzi Tete this ,Tete that nhumbu yake
yaimupengesera pandiri vanhu vepamba
vaigara vachimuti muchabuda Itumeng
mudumbu umu iye ayibva ati "it's better that
way" toseka hedu Ari sa Ethan kana aripo
ayibva ati "mwanawangu angatora zvese hake
pana Itu but kupusa asiyire muridzi wakwene"
taibva taseka vanhu vese havo kumba nehama
vaingonditi ndakapusa but tete Mai Laiza ndivo
Vega vaiti ,Itu akapusa zvakangwara.
Zveku church kwa ex yangu prophet bae
ndakabva ndazvirega ndakutadza kuziva kuti
taizotarisana sei dzimwe pfungwa dzichingoti
,ndaizomuurayisa na Tamu ukuwo ndichifunga
kuti Batania ayigona kuzombonetsana neni
rimwe Zuva chete nenyaya ya prophet iyeye
ende kusimudzirana ma points ku explainer
side rangu kwaari kwaiva kutambisa nguva
ayisazozviteerera.Zvimazuva zviripamberi sisi
Prudence vakauya vakanga vazodzokerana
nemurume wavo atouya kunoroora saka
zvemarooro acho, zvaizoitwa weekend
yaitevera but before kwakabva kwatumirwa
shoko rerufu rakasvikira Kuna tete Mai Laiza
ndivo vakanga vafonerwa kubva kwa Chakidza
,ndakatorwadziwa nekufa kwakaita bamukuru
vana Batania.Ini ndaingova muteveri vakuru
ndivo vaironga vana taifanirwa kuenda navo
vese takasimuka ne number iri nani tiri ,inini
nevana vangu, mai Itu ,tete Mai Laiza ,sisi
Prudence ,gogo na sekuru baba Reggis and
sekuru vedu vaTembo, asi inini na sisi
Prudence takanga tatoudzwa kuti tairarako
nevamwe totevera next day sezvo takaenda
Zuva ravairadzikwa semunhu akanga arumwa
nenyoka vaisagariswa mumba for long
kudzivirira ku spreader kwe poison.Takaenda
ne caravan komb yasekuru vaItumeng ndiyo
yataikwana tese takasvika tikamonera
mazambiya nema doek edu ,vanga vasati
vambochengetwa vanhu vachiimba nekutamba
jiti.Takapinda muneimwe round house ndimo
maiva nebody uye makagarwa nevanhu
tikabata maoko isu vakadzi vana sekuru
vakangonangawo kwanga kune vamwe
varume.Takabuda tikanogara muberere
meimwe imba panga pakagarwawo nevamwe
ndikatozoona tagara kuti pavanhu vanga
vakagarapo ipapo paiva ne ex-wife ya Tamu
nekuda kunyeya ndakatyper massage pafon
pangu ndikaigamuchidza sisi Prudence kuti
vaverenga ,ivo kwakuipawo vana mama ende
vese vaisasimudza musoro ipapo ipapo
vaimutarisa zvine skiri.Ndakatarisa kumapoto
kuvaroora but ndakashaiwa new face ndaida
kuona mukadzi wa Chaks but ayisavapo asi
murume wake ndanga ndamuona aripo parufu
ipapo , Talshia anga atohakana nana sisi vake
tichangosvika avo vakangoti kundiona
kwakundimhanyira vachiti mama mama Talent
zvaisambobvumika kuti ndiye anga amborwara
zvekuda kufa because anga asimba chaiko
,vakabatana maoko vachienda kwaiva
nevamwe but in no time Taylan anga atova
nababa vake zvekuti vanga vanzi nasekuru
vangu vatambire kure naye vanga
vazvikanganwa ndofunga.Ndakatoona vese
vari four Batania , Chaks ,Zimuno and Zimuno
Zimuno vachinoombera panana sekuru
kuvamhoresa zvine hunhu vaka chonjomara
kunge mukwasha asangana nahambuya
paroad asi ndega ndaka ngoti matsotsi
awo.Takagara kudaro zvikanzi na sisi
Prudence "handei timbonozunza zunza pajiti
apo Itu tiperekedze vatezvara" vakadaro
vachida kutosimuka vakanzi na tete Mai Laiza
"iweee Prudence Tambo" vakadaro vachiva
dhonza kuti vadzokere kugara pasi zvakandipa
kuseka chero ivo sisi Prudence vacho
vakatosekawo ini ndaisamboyenda kunotamba
kwacho zvaisava mandiri.Vakazouya Batania
nebest friend yavo Norbert vari two iye Tamu
anga akapfeka safety shoes ne blue trouser re
worksuit plus t-shirt yeblack kwakubvisa cep
yake yeblue yaanga akapfeka akaibatira
maoko kwakuchonjomara vachiombera
zvevakwasha chaizvo vese but Batania ndiye
ayitaura "makadii Mai pamwe chete na gogo
na tete makasimba here" vakabva vadairwa ,
vana mama vanga vakagara havo asi
vachiombererawo "maiguru makadii" ndisisi
Prudence vaidanzo vakati "ndiribho vana
bamunini nyota chete ndoda cold drink" ava
waiva mugariro wavo kutamba chiramu "zvidiki
izvi toita plan maiguru" akadaro Tamu zvikanzi
na mama "nematambudziko zvee nhai
vanangu" kwakudairawo vese nana tete
vachitaura zvematambudziko iwayo ini hangu
kungosvika kwavakaita patiri kungwara kwese
kwakabva Kwapera ndakatadza kusimudza
musoro kuda kwaiva kunyara ,ndanga
ndakungo scroller phone yangu pasina
chisvinu chandayiita "mainini murisei" akadaro
Zimuno Zimuno vave kusimuka ndikati
"ndiribho bamukuru makadii varipiko Mai
Shanice vandisina kumboona" zvikanzi
"vakasara ndakangouya zve emergency
muchembere vaisanzwa zvakanaka but now
vave nani zvavo" ndikadairawo zvaiyenderana
nenyaya ndakavatarisa Tamu anga asina
kundimhoresa ndakango sanganidzana naye
maziso zve mistake akanditsonya zveutsotsi
ndikakurumidza kubvisa maziso angu kwaari
vakafamba vachitodzokera kwavanga vabva
nako "murume wako zvaari munhu kwaye wani
nhaiwe Itu chiiko chinozomboitika" vakadaro
mama ndikavati "imi mama atoita munhu
kwaye ipapa nekuti akumhoresai here" taitaura
zvatainzwanana tega vakaseka zvikanzi na
gogo Mai Reggis "koiye Itu kuzonyaririra kani
kutadza kana kusimudza musoro kunyara
kutarisana na dady here" vakataurisa
zvakatonzwika nevaiva padhuze nesu included
Rosey asi zvakandipa kuseka sure vanga
vandiona mukuseka ikoko maziso angu
akarasikira kwanga kune ex-wife ya Tamu
yacho ndikaona vachititarisa zvekuratidza kuti
vaitinyeya ndikashaiwa kuti zvaiva zvii but I
just ignored them ,sisi Prudence
kwakungosimuka takavarairwa zve speed
vachinanga kunopinda kuside kwayiimbwa
nekutambwa plus kuridzwa ngoma *deraa
amai ndoita deraa ini ndoita dera amai dera ini
ndoita ndingatamba seiko ini ndakaremara ini
ndoita dera amai deraa* ndizvo zvayiitwa song
yacho yavakanopindira ivo sisi Prudence
kutamba ichingopera kwakushaurawo yavo
yekuti *cellulaaar ndizvo cellular cellulaaar
ndizvo cellulaar kutandara hwai muri two two
cellular kutandara hwai makadzima lambii
cellular kutandara hwai muna bamunini cellular
mukaden hwozaa mukaden cellulaar* apa
vanhu vakatobvumira song yacho zvemorare
ngoma ichirohwa , sisi vangu raiva basa tete
mai Laiza vaingoombera maoko zvekupererwa
ini ndichizvikuwadza nekuseka.

Kwakuzodzoka vachigara pasi vakasvika

nekuti "tavaperekedza vatezvara vanozorora
murugare chaiko" zvikanzi namama "Koo
zvaunotamba wani nhai mwanangu zvino
zvawanga uchiimba wakazvizivirepiko iko ku
Ukraine kwenyu here" kuzondidaro
ndakamboseka kukanganwa kuti ndiripa
nhamo vanhu vakamboti cheukira tichiseka
tese "iyiii mama mandikukuwadza nekuseka ku
Ukraine zvingaimbwa vakamira pai nhai
veduwee ndakazvizivira kumusha kwana
mama izvi" vakapindura sisi Prudence vacho
vabata pambabvu dzavo zvemunhu anga
akunzwa chibayo nekuseka.Talent akabva
asvika patiri akati "mama" achiuya paside
pangu ndanga ndatoona kuti ane zvaarikuda ku
reporter ndikati "yes mwanangu maitweiko
nhai vaManyoni" anga ayita kakupfugamira
pandiri ndichimupuruzira musoro zvikanzi
"Taylan atema huku yevanhu nedombo
yavakukamhina gumbo ndamuti ndoda
kunovaudza mama akati ndovarova" ndakabva
ndamuti "ndichamurova Taylan haateerere
enda unomutaurira Kuna Dad ndivo vaanogona
kutya angatovhiringa huku dzevanhu pano"
kwakusimuka achitomhanya Kuyenda kuna
Dad kwacho vanhu vaivapatiri vanga
vakatitarisa apa Talent wacho kana
kumboyenda pana Mai vake chaivo.In no time
ndakaona zvavakurwa na Taylan wacho apa
Talent ayitozama kuzvibvisa pafight yacho
bhudhi ndivo vaiva busy kukanda zvi fight
vakatakanutswa na Owen mwana wamaiguru
iye Taylan anga akabata chimuti kwakuyita
zvake zvekuridzira pfuti achiti "bhushuuuu"
Kuna Talent "hokoyo na ganaz Tamuka panofa
vanhu pano" ndevamwe sekuru vechikuru
vakasheedzera kudaro vanhu vanga vatarisa
zvichiitika vakaseka sezvo vamwe vaiva busy
nejiti yavo "iye mwana uyu kubva afanana
nababa vake kudaro nhaimi iyii" ndevamwe
Mai vakadaro patanga takagara zvikanzi
nevamwe vacho "chinenge chinoda zvekurwa
plus musikanzwa ndambochiona chichimwaya
vamwe mavhu kuseri uko" vaingodairirana ini
ndakatoziva kuti ichokwadi because kudenha
hwaiva hwunhu hwake.Gare gare ndakazoona
arikumusana kwababa vake vairatidza kuti
vaibva kunze kwegate kuvatarisa vachiuya
ndakatanga kufunga pese pandainakirana naye
Tamu Nemabatiro ayaindiita ndikatotanga
kumunzwira zvimwe zvinhu ndikakurumidza
kuzvidzima ndafunga kuti ayirova zvake kuita
kutswanya chaiko ,Vanhu vanga vakuda
kuenda kunochengeta mufi Hapana kuitwa
body view ,semunhubayi ge arumwa nenyoka
vaityira kuspreader kwe that poison
pakangosvika mota ye Zororo funeral policy
ichitakura coffin izvo zvandakazoziva kuti
body yanga yarara ku motchery ikauyisa
pamba makuseni.Vana vakanzi vasare havana
kuita problem nazvo but Taylan ndiye anga oda
kunetsa kusara kwacho anga abatiranwa nana
sisi vake Tania na Talshia kuti asatevere but
akatanga kuvakava kava ndakaona vana Chaks
vachiseka vari pavaiva "nhaimi mwana
makambomuzvara nepaiko uyu patisingazvare
napo isu vamwe ende Simba raanaro Soo kah"
vakandidaro vamwe Mai vaona Talshia
adonhedzwa pasi Tania semunhu anga atikurei
Simba rake ranga rakawandisawo saka
ayisakurirwa ndikati Kuna Mai vaye "normal
chaiyo anotondi shungurudzawo mwana iyeyu"
ndakabva ndafamba ndichienda kwavaiva
ndofunga akati pamwe ndoda kumurova but
handaizombo murova baba vake varipo ,
kungoona ndichienda kwaari akakwanisa
kuzvibvisa mumaoko aTania akamhanya
achienda kuseri kwemota dzaivapo ,vanhu
vanga vatofamba vazhinji vatotungamira
vachiimba kuyenda kumakuva painzi padhuze
saka hapana akaenda nemota .Pandakaenda
kuseri kwemota dzacho ndichiyedza kubata na
Taylan ndakangoona ndabatwawo
ndikapushirwa nekuzembereswa pane imwe
mota kwakuto bvutwa malips angu zve
pressure and force for kiss two seconds
Idzodzo muviri wangu ukatanga zvawo
zvekupengereka kana wabatwa naTamu
wandanga ndashaiwa kuti anditevera nguvai
 ,zvese zvekuti akamboti attacker kana
kumbonyepedzera kuuya mufungwa dzangu
takazonzwa vanhu vaifamba kuuya kwataiva
achibva arega kundikisa but akaramba
akanditsamhira uku ndichitonzwa chinhu
chake kuti changa chafuta ,ndakatarisa vanhu
vacho kwakuona iri ex-wife yake neumwe
mukadzi vakatotitarisa vakatarisa pasi
ndakatonzwa kunyara nehunhu hwandayiitirwa
na Tamu pavanhu vakadarika ndikadzosa
maziso angu kwaayiva ndichiita kakumupusher
kuti abve pandiri but ayisatopushika
akanditarisa kuface anga asina
kumbocheukira vatanga tanzwa vachitaura
paakarega kundi kisser .Achiita kunge
arikutamba slowly zvinekakuzvikwizira pandiri
zvayiita ndinzwe kuuya kwema feelings angu ,
ndakavarairwa anga atonditsotsa sekutamba
sekuseka akangoti vadarika akabvuta futi
malips angu achindipfanya ma breast
ndikatanga kufemereka ayisa ruoko rwake mu
t-shirt yangu achindipuruzira skin direct ,he
pulled his self from the kiss zvikanzi "hande
mumba" akadaro achiisa ruoko rwangu
pachinhu chake chaiva mu trouser kwakundi
kwizisa ipapo ndikavhunduka ndichizvibvisa
paari ndokufamba ndichibvapo ndikapinda
muroad kutevera vamwe handina
kumbomucheukira ndakabvunza , vana kuti
Taylan anga arikupi vakati "atakurwa na
bamunini" ndichitofamba ndikamhanyirwa
nana maiguru veku Chinhoyi town nevaigara
mumusha zvikanzi nevamwe "hesi muzukuru
wasekuru va Itumeng" takabva taseka tese
tikamhoresana zvikanzi "isu kutoti tichaona
mumwe wedu avakuuya kunotibatsirawo Kuma
bhodho munhu kana kusimuka musadaro
mainini" vaindipengera ndikati "ndisiyei zvangu
vanhu vakazonzwa midumbu nechikafu
chacho kungasanzi vakaroiwa na Mai Taa
here" vakabva vanditarisa vese "iyiii
makarwadziswa zve sure mainini but
tiregerereiwo askana" vakadaro vamwe vacho
umwe akati "hiiii regai kuramba mune pfungwa
iyoyo mainini zvidzimei tirivanhu vamwe chete
kufungira kuri muvanhu but muroyi angoripo
wani hant izvezvi atotungamira here kumakuva
uko" zvakandipa kuseka tikatanga kutaura
nyaya kusvika tanosvika , vanhu vatogara
Batania ndipo pavakazosvika hana yangu
kumuona yaingorova Tamu waiva musara asi
anga akanaka nezvaanga abva kundiitisa anga
atonditenderedza brain. Kuvapo kwake
pfungwa dzangu dzaisashanda zvamuchose
ayiziva weakness yangu,takagara kudaro
vanhu vachipa ma speech avo ndakazotanga
kufunga mushe ndikaona kuti ndanga
ndakubvuma kushandisika futi ndikanzwa
kuzvishora nekuzvituka and also
kuzvidzikisira,ndakatoona kuti that's why
ayinditi hure because ndaingoitika zvaanoda
neni pamuviri wangu.
Burial process yese yakazoitwa but ndanga
ndisingacha Concentrate, ndakutonzwa kuti
ndofanirwa kuwana mukana na Tamu
ndimuudze kuti asiyane neni arege
zvekundishandisa paadira I even told myself
kuti hapana wandaizomboudza zvanga zvaitika
between us.Takazodzokera kumba vanhu
vakaita zvekudya sekuru vaTembo
ndakazoona vakagara nababa Tamu in no time
tikatumirwa chimwana kunzi tirikudiwa
tikaenda kwachaiti tungamira kwaiva nevekwa
Chakidza vacho nana sekuru vangu "isu
hatichasweri kuno tavakudzokera asi vasikana
vaviri ava vachambosara vozotevera havo
mangwana musikana mudiki uyo todzokera
naye sezvo achiyenda kuchikoro haangarovhi
mazuva maviri asi chikomana vanga sara
nacho zvavo" vakadaro sekuru baba Reggis
"zvakanakai sekuru tinotenda mauya
tikabatsirana kuchengeta Hungwe vazorora
zvavo" vakadaro baba Tamu vamwe vese
vakadairirana mukuonekana ikoko ,Vakabva
vaenda kumota vakaperekedzwa namai Ishu
,mai Lorraine na mukoma wavo weku Chinhoyi
town .Kungoyenda kwavakaita vanhu
nekundisuwa kwavo vakasara
vachindimhoresa zverusununguko chaizvo
zvoratidza kuti vaitya sekuru baba Reggis
"maiguru chihandei manje ku drink redu Riya
vayenda sekuru" akadaro Tamu vanhu
vakaseka "koini ndanga ndine basa rei chero
varipo sure mungaswera muchindikuwadzira
nenyota pama 1 asiri angu here" vakadaro sisi
Prudence vachitosimuka Kuyenda na Batania
na Bashanice naTayla .Ndakasara ndikanzi
namai "mozonorara kumba vanangu wotakura
vana vako ini ndorara pano ndouyako kuseni
kumba ndiko kuya kwaunoziva monoona
zvamungadya" ndikabvumirana navo Tanga
takagara nana Mai Ishu avo vaingo commenter
vachitaura zvekunaka ,kusasakara nekugona
kugeza kwangu vana Chaks vaiva busy
nezvavowo "mainini huyai Kani
mumbotibatsirawo kusuka ndoda kutokuudzai
nyaya" vakadaro vamwe maiguru ndikaona kuti
vakanga vandigona handaizomboramba
pamberi pevakuru ,kwakunovabatsira vana sisi
Prudence vakadzoka vakaguguchira so many
loafs of bread chainzi chichanwiswa tea
nevanhu kuseni.Kwanga kotovira ndikauya
ndichidhonzwa ruoko naZimuno ,Chaks
achindimbundirawo nekuside zvikanzi "sekuru
vaItumeng vayenda takunyatsokuita zvatoda
nemukadzi wedu manje ,saka urisei nhai bby
wedu kukusuwai gulez kubva matadza
kutiisirawo even massage kana call zvayo zve
mistake here musadaro" akadaro Zimuno
ndikati "kukusuwai guys but ndakasungwa
makashu ,Koo vakadzi vemapenzi varikupi"
kwakuseka havo zvikanzi na Chaks torai vana
venyu tipinde mumota tonokusiyai kumba
ndichikuudzai nyaya " ndakabva ndasheedza
vana vacho Taylan akaramba kuuya ayisada
kusiyana nababa vake ndirimubishi kusheedza
vana ,ndakacheuka kumota yaChaks ndichions
madance avanga vachirova vakutoridza song
yesungura from Luck Kumene Tamuka na
Zimuno Zimuno kwakuendawo vachimhanya
kuno joiner chikwata teverwe namai Ishu na
mukoma vavo veku Chinhoyi town ndakatoona
kuti kwaiva kuda kumbodzinga stress yababa
vavo vanga vabva kuchengetwa kupera
kwesong ndiko kuenda kwatakaita kwambuya
va Tania ,sisi Prudence nana Batania
vakateverawo neyavo mota hapana akamboita
shungu dzekubika vanhu vanga vakaguta plus
ma buscuits nema drinks avainwa zvavanga
vabva nazvo kushop kwavakaenda "drink
ndanwa but chindiudzai kuti nekupusa kwa Itu
ikoku shuwa mungapererwa zvekusvika
pakumuti angaroya here kana ndimiwo
bamunini ,dai ndiri ini hangu zvaibvumika
ndichinzi ndakangwarisa plus ndotaura manje
Itumeng here guys" yakadaro dhuve ichidzvova
kuguta madrinks evanhu Tamu wacho akatura
mafemo akavhara face nerumwe ruoko "ini
nyaya iyoyo inondivhundutsa hangu gulez
ndingatokutengerai rimwe drink kuti
zvivharane" akadaro Chaks tese tikaseka
zvikanzi na Batania "ini handina comment nayo
hangu" zvikanzi na sisi Prudence "tirikutokudai
mu comments section" kwakuseka havo
nekutaura zvimwe.Ndikazoziva kuti mukadzi
wa Chaks anga arikumba kwavo kwaiva
neprogram yeko yakamubata kuti asakwanise
kuuya kurufu ,wa Zimuno anga angosarawo
kumba kwake kuHarare ndakazongowana
kamukana na Tamu wandakatevera kumota
kwake vavekuda kudzokera kwanga kwasara
vamwe "zvaitika it's a big mistake utambire
kure neni don't take advantage of my
weakness towards you" ndakataura ndega
because handina kupindurwa zvandaida
"ndichakukiya ukaita zvako zvekuda
kunyengesa Kuma prophet zvandakasiya
ndataura hazvina kunzwika hant" he said that
calmly achikweva mbanje yake
nekupfungaidza hana yangu ikarova
ndakatadza kumudaira ndikangobvapo
ndichifanbisa kudzokera kwandanga
ndabva.Takarara nevana musame room
mangwana takadzokera kunomutsa vamwe
masikati takabvako tikaperekedzwa na Tamu
kusvika mutown maakati tava mubus
akabudisa 60usd achipa sisi Prudence akati
"ndeye bus maiguru nema chips muroad umu"
vakadairana zvakanaka nekutendana ,Taylan
akanyeperwa nababa vake achinzi "ndoda
kunokutengera pfuti ndodzoka" ndokubvuma
kusara mubus kwaakaita tichienda kumba.Uko
kwandakasvika nekutoudzwa kunzi kuonana
na Tamu kurufu zvaisareva kuti ndichimuti
awuye kumba kwangu.

Pakanga patova ne two months tabva kurufu

ende kutaura neveko zvanga zvagumirawo
ikoko ,imwe Sunday ndiripamba
ndichitopedzisa kuyanika washen yangu
kwakaita knock ku gate ndikaendako
kwakuona paine vakadzi vechidiki vaviri
ndikashaiwa kuti face dzavo ndaidzizivirepi
ndakavamhoresa ndichiti pamwe ma customer
sezvo Sunday ndaiwanzoruka vamwe pamba
"ini ndonzi tsitsi ndiri mukadzi waTamuda
bamunini venyu, then ava ndimainini vedu
mukadzi wa Brian" ndakatanga ndaseka
ndakavatarisa ndikati "twumapenzi pindai
mugate tione" ivo kwavakusekawo vachipinda
tikasvika mumba ndikavati "masvika
ndichipedzisa Washen yangu ,mumba ndimo
muno mongoonawo yekutamba pachikafu ini
regai ndinopedzisa kuyanika" zvikanzi
nemukadzi wa Zimuno "munobikisa vayenzi
here" she asked that jokingly ndikati "vayenzi
vani ndingashandiswa nevanana here ini"
kwakusara vachiseka ndikanopedzisa
ndakadzoka ndikawana vavakutopakura rice
ravanga vangodziisa and some
relish.Takamhoresana zvakanaka ndikati
"ndimi henyu vakadzi vemapenzi aye sure Koo
kusazouya muchindionawo pese apa nhaimi"
kwakuseka zvikanzi newa Chaks "sure aye
mapenzi vakasatopenga tinotorwara"
kwakuseka zvikanzi newa Zimuno "taida kuuya
but takanzwa kuti muna sekuru venyu
vasingatangike but zvanhasi tati titosvika
sezvo takakupotsai kurufu kwamakanzi
maivako vamwe vese vakakuonai saka sekuru
vakasvika tiripano tongoti urayai henyu sekuru
tirivazukuru venyu" takabva taseka ndikatora
phone yangu ndichifonera sekuru baba Reggis
iri pa loud speaker ndikavaudza zvevanhu
vandaiva navo zvikanzi "avo Havana mhosva
vatoriwo vauyi mumusha sewe
makangofanana hazvina dambudziko as long
vasina kutumwa nemu soja wako chete"
ndakaseka zvikanzi na tsitsi akangohakirawo
call "ayewa tazviuyira nechido chedu sekuru
bamukuru hapana zvavarikuziva kunze
kwekutoti kana vatoudzwa neva nin'ina vavo
asi isu tangozviuyirawo dai takauya kare but
taikutyai" sekuru vakabva vaseka zvikanzi
"ayewa pakanaka sunungukai vazukuru vangu
vandisingade kuona ikoko vakomana vaye
chero vakakunetsai muvaudze kuti kwanzi
hokoyo na sekuru" takabva taseka zvikanzi na
Tsitsi wacho "ibvai matouya sekuru wangu
ndatambura naye chidhakwa chekupedzisira"
ipapo ndakaoma mbabvu nekuseka for sure
Chaks ayihwututira zvandaiziva after the call
na sekuru ndakabva ndavati "saka mapaziva
sei pano" .Zvikanzi newa Zimuno "tasiiwa
pagate apo naChaks wavo ava ndokubva
atotiza sekuru" takabva taseka nekutanga
kubvunzana more takaswera tese nyaya
dzichitsva kunge vanhu vakazivana kare
ichingova maiguru nana mainini .Vakazofonera
varume vavo kuti vauye kunovatora manheru
kwatosviba vakauya vakanomira payard
number three kubva pane yangu patakabuda
pagate kwakudzika mumota yavanga vauya
nayo yandisina kuziva muridzi pakati pavo
because ndaisaiziva "tirikutya kusvika pagate
tozowanikidzwa nasekuru vaItumeng saka
huyai mutimhoresewo gulez" akadaro Chaks
tikaseka tese tichiendako ndikati "Koo handina
kah kumbozvifungira kuti maganaz magwara
kudai especially imimi zvenyu" zvikanzi na
Zimuno "ini ndaisavapo hangu but
ndakatonzwa munzwiro umwe unotoratidza
kuti mahorror plus mu war veteran kah sekuru
dzikasangana hazvibude bho" takabva taseka
vakaita sevachandi damburirana
kundimbundira ndasvika pavari uku
vachinhuwa doro ndakatoona kuti
vaisazorodza mabottle edoro vaisava nezuva
remahara pariri "mavaona here maiguru venyu
nhai mababy edu" akadaro Zimuno zvikanzi na
Tsitsi "ayewa bamukuru vane choice vasiyana
nemi makangoti nhongerera maiguru
handingambo fambe navo netsoka muroad
hayewa hazvibude" takabva taseka zvikanzi na
Chaks "ndokuda wakadaro nedzungu rako
wani nhai Tsile wangu" sure kuvhavhuka ayiva
nako but she was so free taingoseka ndikavati
"chiyendai kumba kwenyu pano parikutonhora"
vakaseka vachiti ndirikuvadzinga pachikuru
"icho chimhamha chekwa Chaks chimukadzi
cha boss Tamuka but mukoma vangu havadi
nemi manje gulez bvunzai inini" akadaro Chaks
ndikamuti "kasi matumwa" zvikanzi "iyii
kwazvavakuenda kwaipa munhu kungotaura
chokwadi wotonzi watumwa apa isiri secret
kuti muri mukadzi wedu futi" Chaks ayitova
benzi kumutsamwira kwaiva kupedza nguva
takangoseka tikaitana our goodbyes.Mazuva
akatevera vayiuya vakadzi vavo kunondiona
maweekends ivo vaisaenda kumabasa havo
wa Zimuno anga atoremerwa bedumbu wa
Chaks ayisava naro .Kana vakada kundiona
ndiri kwamai Itu ndiko kwavaibva vauya vari
two rimwe Zuva Tsitsi akatouya ega ndiriko
ndakarwadziwa achindiudza kuti zvemimba
zvairamba ndikamuti "saka Chaks haasi
kunetsa kuda mwana here zvandongonzwa
zvinoitwa nevamwe varume" zvikanzi "the thing
is ndirimusikana kah maiguru ndaibaiwa depo
kurikutya kumitiswa Chaks wenyu raiva hure
Riya kakawanda kaayindisanganisa but
ndikazvibata ayiuya side rangu nekutya
kuzomitiswa ndosiiwa zvakandipa kubaiwa
depo iye ayitozviziva but ndakaguma kare
patanga takuronga zvekuroorana ,haana
zvaanotaura but hauzozive mupfungwa make
plus hama dzogona kuzotaurisa ratova gore
rechi two karinori ndaroorwa ndombofamba
namama ndikaenda kumba but pakaipa
maiguru zvongonzi zvichaita" ndakatomu
rwadzirwa ndikangomupawo a few words of
comfort .Pese pavayiuya vaisambotaura zva
Bamukuru vavo Tamu ini ndaisabvunzawo
nezvazvo kunze kweumwe musi Tsitsi
paakazvitora selfy ayina Talshia na Taylan
akari poster pastatus ndokunyora kuti "mom
and kids bond" kwakundiratidza phone yake
zvikanzi "honai vadi vezvinhu munhu mukuru
mumusha kuita first viewer" ndakaseka
ndichiona Ari Batania nyaya yacho ikaperawo
yakadaro.Vanga vazosununguka around me
zvekuti vakapinda mutown during the week
vaisatadza kuuya nekubasa kwangu , rimwe
Zuva vakasvika Sunday ndichitova neclient
vakasvika kungopfuurira kunopinda mumba
ndokubuda vakadungamidzana wedumbu
aripamberi asina kumashure vakabata umwe
ne umwe bowel rake ayiva ma cereals ndikati
"nhai vakadzi vema ganaz kasi mabva
kudzimba dzenyu kusina upfu here kasi
maganaz haasati atambira here" Tsitsi
akasvika akaisa stool yake rimwe side achizvi
feeder akati "tiregei tizvidyire pano pamba
pebhachura hapana chisipo zvemari dzevanhu
tozvitsagirei tichatokorera pano" takaseka
chero client yangu yakatosekawo , mukadzi wa
Zimuno ayisanyanya kutaurisa sewa Chaks
"makadiiko maiguru ndaguta manje" akadaro
waZimuno ndikatanga ndaseka ndikati
"ndiribho mainini kasi mazvika moziya Kani
naro bhazi renyu muchingo ndundurudzwa
nenzara nemukadzi waChaks achitadza
kukutengeraiwo kana chibhanzi zvacho"
kwakuseka zvikanzi "kupiko Tanga tiri kubadi
kumusoro uko kumasowe tanga
ranoshandirwa.Ndikaziva kuti ndiko kwanga
kwarovera nzara vachipedza Tsitsi akabva
atosimuka ne bowel akanoti nyaa arimumba
ndikazonzwa kunhuwirura kwakavharira mhino
dzedu "chipakurai zvaibva Kani maiguru"
akasheedzera kudaro waZimuno watanga
tasara naye panze kwaiva kukara kwemimba
ndakatomboshaiwa Simba rakuruka
takukwibuka kuseka .Tsitsi wacho haana
waanga amboudza kuti arikunobika kusvika
tazongonzwa aroma yenyama yaayikanga
arimumba mangu chikafu chaisava chenhamo
,chizhinji chaingobva kupurazi zvimwe
ndaizongotengawo ,sometimes Ethan
ayingouyawo nezvimwe vaibatsirana
kundichengeta sendaiva mwanana.Masvondo
ayiberekana kusvika imwe holiday vana
vechikoro vavhara zvikoro ndikazofonerwa
nemukadzi waChaks achiti "maiguru ndangoti
ndikuzivisei kuti Mai nababa nevazukuru vavo
varikuno kumba vatosvika nhasi asi
vanodzokera weekend pane zvavafambira
handizive kana muchitenderwa or kukwanisa
kuuya kuzovaona" painge pava ne 5months
ndabva kuvaona kurufu kumanyaradzo hatina
kuenda saka sezvo vaiva mudhuze
ndakakumbira vanhu vekumba muti ndiendeko
for kungonoswera nevana todzoka but
ndakatanga ,ndabvunza Tsitsi if Tamu
ayizovako akati havasi muHarare so
zvakandisunungukira Kuyenda because
Batania waiva muyedzo usingakundike.

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CHAPTER 42

Sezvo ndaiyenda kubasa ndakangozviti

ndaizonovaona paweekend ,rimwe zuva
ndakakurumidza kubva kubasa ndikasvika
kumba Mai vepamba pandaigara varipo
vaingofambira huku dzavo vakati "waita
ukasvika ndichiripo pese pandovinga huku
dzangu ndongowana usipo, matova nehuku
dzako nhatu umu imwe pasvondo zvino
dzatova three weeks usingawanike ibva wauya
kunodzitora" ndakabva ndaseka ndikati
"maitabasa mama zvino mungangoti pese
pamunouyira mondipa huku dzingasapera
here" ivo kwavakusekawo zvikanzi "hadziperi
huya uwone mawandiro adzayita dzimwe
dzotova pamazai" ndakanotarisa ndikati "iyii
dzawanda sure ndakapedzisira kudzitarisa
pavane time" danga racho raiva kuseri kwemba
saka ndaisamboendako ndakabatirwa sure
nhatu vakatozosiya ndava busy nadzo
.Ndakadziwundura ndikacheka ma pieces
ndichiisa mutwu plastics ndokuisa mu fridge
ndapedza kwakugeza ndikadzoka
ndichizvigadzirira tea kudzinga chando sezvo
kwaiva nekakutonhora ndakanzwa bell remota
kugate ndikavhura door ndichitarisa imba
yacho yanga yakakwirira zvekuti ndakamira
padoor ndaiona zveku gate. Ndakadongorera
sezvo paiva nelight panze raivheneka kusvika
kugate kwacho asi raisanyanya kuvheneka
kwacho ndikaona a black car kumusoro kwayo
handina kunyanya kuicherechedza
ndikangofunga kuti ndi mother maybe vane
zvavanga vasiya kuhuku dzacho asi kwanga
kwatosviba ndakavhura gate ndikanzwa
kupinda kwemota yacho neku pakwa
zvemunhu ayiva muspeed ndikashaiwa kuti
vanga vaitwa seiko mother kumhanya mhanya
kudaro. But ndakavhunduka door rangu
richingovhurwa without a knock kunge munhu
arikupinda mutoilet ndikaona Ari Batania
ndikamira kukonzongera tea yangu ndikati
"hezvo kwakanaka here uriku..." handina
kupedzisa zvandaida kuvhunza munhu
atobatanidza maoko as in begging
achifemereka ndikashaiwa kuziva kuti zvava
zvii chaizvo zvikanzi "bby I can explain ndoziva
kuti pane munhu akufonera achiti ane nhumbu
yangu trust me Itu she is trapping me ndanga
ndakanwa ma beers hangu but handina
zvandakaita naye trust me" ndakatadza kuziva
kuti inyaya ipi apa iye ayito sweater zvemunhu
aripama one akapfugama kudaro "watii chii
wati wakaita sei Tamu?" ndakamuvhunza
zvichitadza kubatana mufungwa dzangu ,apa
ndanga ndakutonzwa kupera Simba
ndikatsamhira chi cabard chaiva padhuze neni
hongu tainge taseparater but kuti ayizomitisa
mumwe munhu handina musi
wandakambofunga nezvazvo ende kuzvinzwa
kwandakaita ipapo hazvina kundibata mushe
kwakandipa zihasha zvese nezi pain "please
bby trust me handina zvandakaita naye ini "
akadaro futi ndikati "gara pasofa apa Tamu
utaure neni tinzwe" for sure akagara
akabatanidza maoko ake for begging "handina
zvandakaita please bby ndinzwisisewo Itu"
ayioneka kuti he wasn't ok zvese zvaayindiitira
zvayiita kunge zviroto ndakapinda
mubedroom maiva nehandbag rangu
ndichitora phone yandanga ndaguma kare
kubata but ndakawana pasina ambofona
ndikati "handina kumbofonerwa ini taurai
nyaya yenyu tinzwe murikundiudza here kuti
makanomitisa kunze uko Batania and don't tell
me kuti mwana wechikoro" ndainzwa
kuzarirwa nehasha akatura befu zvikanzi "sorry
mai Tania usatungamidze hasha please bby
calm down first titaure" sure ndanga
ndakunzwa kuzarirwa chaiko zvaayiona
zvekumutya ndakazvirasira kure "calm down
my foot , you can't tell me to calm down
uchindiitira mahumbwe akadai Tamu sei
usingakure iwewe first born yako atova form
two but uchirikuda kumitisana nevakadzi
kunze uko chii newe vanodzidzei kubva kwauri
vana last time ndakakutsiura nenyaya
yevakadzi vako hobho hobho around them
saka urikundiudza here kuti hauna
chawakadzidza kubva pa scandal yako na
Varaidzo?" ndanga ndisati ndamukwidzira
voice but ipapo zvekuti Tanga ravanegore
nemwedzi yakaberekana tisiri kufambidzana I
wasn't care kungonzwa zvekumitisa kwake
hakuna kundibata mushe zvamuchose
"urikurambirei wakanyarara taura ndewekupi
munhu wawakamitisa saka anga achida
kuzondifonera pakudii" akasimudza musoro
zvikanzi "sorry Mai Tania trust me haisi mimba
yangu taiva kuparty mazuva apera awo munhu
arikuda kundi trapper otherwise ndasina
kudhakwa zvekuti ndingatadza kuziva
zvandayiita manwiro angu unomaziva bby trust
me handingambo mitise kunze kana ndoda
umwe mwana iwewe uripo sha ,munhu wacho
handina zvandakamboita naye ini mwana
weumwe mudhara wekubasa kwangu yaiva
party yamudhara wacho" ndakanzwa chigodo
pahuro ndikati "Ndikunzwe kubva nhasi
uchitaura zveku party hauna party
yauchayenda kubva nhasi because hauzive
zvaunofambira murume mukuru
ndikangozviziva chete ndichakuvinga kuparty
kwacho zvako zvekuti unorova Izvozvo
tichazviona ipapo ,simuka handei kune munhu
wacho" ndaitopinda mubedroom kunopfeka
zvinodziya zvikanzi "toyenda kunoitei handina
zvandakaita naye bby trust me please"
zvekuramba kuenda kwake zvaitondipa hasha
ndikati "handisi kuda kunetsana nemi Batania
haungamboti zvatisiri tese wowana mukana
wekumitisana nevanhu asi ini unoita
kundironda ,this time waenderera shamwari
paya waindiratidza so many types of your
girlfriends ndisina basa nazvo but pakumitisa
handikusekerere zvako hapana kundijairira
kunodarika apa ndiri ini ndamitiswa nemumwe
munhu unonzwa sei handei tione ndoda
kunzwa side rake not rako" ndayiita
kufemereka nehasha iye anga akatsikitsira
musoro wake akausimudza zvikanzi "iwewe
kumitiswa nemumwe munhu kwekuita sei
usandiudze zvisina basa kani iwewe ndati haisi
mimba yangu chero akazokufonera uzive kuti
haisi mimba yangu" anga atodhiniwa
nezvandanga ndataura zvekumitiswa kwangu
kwakutosimuka achida kubuda
ndikamudhonza "hapana kwaurikuenda
Tamuka tisati tapedza nyaya yako usade
kutwister nyaya pano hatisi kuzoipedza
nezviramwa zvako izvozvo" ndakamudaro
ndakamubata t-shirt ndichitovhara door
zvikanzi "urikuitaseiko Itumeng ndisiye mhani"
ayitodaro nehasha achibvisa ruoko rwangu
rwanga rwakabata t-shirt yake ndikamubata
futi ndikati "ndiwe wauya nenyaya yako pano
apa haubude kah tisina kuyipedza hamuna
kwamuri kuyenda Batania" akanditarisa
zvikanzi "handisi kuzvida zvaurikuita Mai Tania
ndataura wani kuti haisi mimba yangu she
threatened to call you achiti akadzitsvaga
number dzako akadziwana ndatofunga kuti
pamwe afona that's why ndauya , chindisiya
ndidzokere handidi kuzonetsana nevanhu
vekumba kwenyu vandiona pano in this way
sha" ayitoda kufamba kunobuda kudoor
ndikamudhonza futi ndikati "musandiitire
speed Batania matouya kare sei musina
kuzvifunga at first zvevanhu vekumba kwedu
ngatizviisei paside tozozviona for now
ngatitaurei yekumitisa kunze kwenyu, handei
kumunhu wacho this time wandijairira
shamwari ndombokusiya uchiita mahumbwe
ako but pakunomitisa kunze uko hazvibude
ndipei phone yenyu tione" ndakadaro
ndichitopinza ruoko muhomwe make akaibata
kuti isabude "urikuidiiko phone yangu mune
zvinhu zvekubasa unopenga here iwe"
akandidaro tikatanga kukikiritsana ndichida
phone yacho dzaingova hangu nharo asi
ndaisambomu kurira Simba akazongondipa
phone yacho iri unlocked kare ndikaenda Kuma
calls yaiva ne password ndikati "password
yekuma calls ichii iyo phone ino lockwa
kahobho hanziiko" akaridza tsamwa zvikanzi
"nyora zita rako ipapo usandiudzire zveku
locker nezvekusa Locker paphone yangu , nxaa
uribenzi chete iwewe uyite zvisina basa nayo
uwone zvandi chakuita" akadaro achibuda
panze , kwaingova kuda kundinyima but kubva
kare ndakanga ndatoziva kuti that cellphone
yake haina zvebasa ayizviitira mumazi tablets
phones ayaishandisa and macalls acho
ayifonwa mune one of them yaayifamba nayo
mumota make .

Ndakasara ndikatora phone yangu ndikatarisa

number dza Tsitsi ndikatanga kudzinyora
muphone maTamu dzika appear dzakanzi
"Tsitsi waChaks" ndikafona akadaira achiti
"bamukuru" ndikati "mainini murisei ndi Mai
Taa varipi bamunini" akabva aseka zvikanzi
"yowee handina mawords hangu a story for
another day.Bamunini venyu havapo havasati
vasvika kwakanaka here is bamukuru ok?"
ndaisava nenguva yekutambisa ndikati "kuri
right mainini regai ndibate bamunini" Batania
vaitopindawo padoor ndikati "number
dzaChaks dzakanzii" zvikanzi "urikuda ayite sei
kwana Mai Tania wanzwa ndipe phone yangu"
ayida kuitora ndikainzvengesa ndikati "siya
ndiite zvandirikuda" akaridza tsamwa achitora
tea yandanga ndazvigadzirira hameno kana
yanga isina kupora kwakuzviisira chingwa ,
number dza Chaks hadzina kundinetsa kuwana
ndaimbodziziva nemusoro but ndanga
ndadzikanganwa "bhudhi mukoma urikuitasey
hako muface" ndokudaira kwaakaita apa ini
ndaitadza kufema mushe nehasha plus ziPain
ndikati "bamunini murisei murikupi" ndofunga
akatoshamisika zvikanzi "miriseiko gulez Koo
mukomana arikupi zvese bho here" ndikati
"aripo aribho ndati muripi bamunini pane
kwandoda tiyende mukoma wenyu anenge
akamitisa munhu huyai kumba kwangu"
ndakabva ndabvutirwa phone yacho nemuridzi
wayo zvikanzi "usaonererwe wanzwa"
aandivhurira maziso zvekutyisidzira handina
kumudaira ndaitonzwa kuda kubuda
twumisodzi twandainzwa kuvavirira mumaziso
mangu ndakanopfeka majombo ndikabuda
nechi chari trouser ne jersey ndaiva
ndakapfeka kare ndakadzoka ndikagara
maayiva pasina ayitaura neumwe Ari busy
nephone yake ndikati "don't tell me kuti
urikuudza Chaks kuti asauye ende kana iri
mimba yako uchaona hako zvandichakuita
Tamu namata isave yako" haana kundidaira
ende hasha nemweya wandaiva nawo ipapo
chero kumuponda ndaigona kuzviita
.Ndakanzwa bell remota kugate ndikavhura
"ini hangu hapana kwandirikuenda munoenda
mega" akadaro Tamu , Chaks asati apinda
ndikati "uzvizame" tikanyararidzana Chaks
akapinda akapfeka ka sunhat kehutsotsi ayiva
na Zimuno ma bottle edoro arimumaoko
vakasvika nekuti "gulez kwanziiko nemuface
uyu tanga tiri pamashops paMusasa pedu
paye saka tati tibve tamhanya" vaitoratidzawo
kuva ne confusion nezvavanga vafambira ini
ndaitonzwa chigodo pahuro ndikati
"anondijairira mukoma wenyu muudzei tiende
kunyaya dzake ngaakuudzei" vakabva
vamutarisa zvikanzi na Zimuno "taurai tinzwe
blaz" akaramba akanyarara "iwe Sha usarambe
uchitibhowa taura kah nyaya yako" akadaro
Chaks achizunza mukoma wake makumbo
akutooneka kutanga kutsamwa matsamwiro
ake ndanga ndakutomazivawo "saka urikuda
kundirova here" akadaro Tamu wacho zvine
kakuzvi bosser ndikatoona kuti hapana
kwaiyendwa ended hapana anga achamugona
ndakadonhedza musodzi ndikati "fine don't
force him ini ndakukuudzai mese muripo
muchizvinzwa zvake uyu ndageza maoko vana
togona kudzokera ku court ndonoti ikupe vana
ndobuda mulife mako zvamuchose vana vacho
vanozonditsvaga Vega vakura haungandiudze
zvekuti wamitisa kunze uko ndoti tinoona
munhu wacho titaure tione way forward
woramba, ini chaiye kungonyengwa nemunhu
unotopindira pazviri handingamirire izvozvo
ndirikutono filer nyaya yevana mangwana
chaiye, ndono enjoyer life yangu somewhere
musiri muno muZim kure newe nevana vako
vese otherwise vana ivava ndivo
vanotonditadzisa Kuyenda kunogara kunze
ende usafe wakanditsvaga zvamuchose Tamu"
ndakadaro ndichitosimuka ndainzwa zipain
pamoyo ndikapinda mubedroom mangu
nehasha ndikatora zi monarch rangu I wanted
to pack my clothes iye akapinda achinditevera
akasvika achindibata maoko akati
"zvawakutaura hazvisirizvo bby hapana
kwaunoenda uchitisiya tese nevana
usatsamwe uchidaro Mai Taa" from his voice
ndakatonzwa kuti he was also in pain
ndakamutarisa ndikati "asi kuti ndidii ndigarire
iwewe uchimitisa vanhu vako here wadaro
hautaurike newe unoita zvaunoda"
ndaifemereka zvikanzi chaiko "no handina
zvandakaita trust me ok handei kumba kwavo
horait" akandidhonza ruoko ndikati "zvobatsirei
pamwe watomuudzira zvekutaura kana
andiona hant wanga uri busy paphone pako sei
wamboramba kuyenda at first" akabvisa phone
yake muhomwe zvikanzi "handingambodaro
bby horait ooh phone yacho utarise"
ndakairamba tikabuda mubedroom akandibata
ruoko akasvika mudining achiti "handei boys"
ndakatora chichari changu tikasvika panze
achindivhurira door remota kuti ndipinde .

Ndakapinda akamutsa mota vana Chaks

vachiteverawo neyavo isu hapana ayitaura
neumwe dzaingova confidence dzenhema
hangu otherwise zvandaizonoita kumberi
ndikawana mimba iri yake ndaisava ne
decision kana ka one kunze zvekurwadziwa.
Chero paaida kuroora Varaidzo handina
kumborwadziwa sepain yandaiva nayo
ipapo.Location yatakaenda handina
kumboiziva or ku calculater ma minutes
ndichizvikuwadza nendangariro ndakazonzwa
akuridza bell pane rimwe gate rikavhurwa
tichipinda mukati vana Chaks vari mumashure
takaburuka tese tikafamba tiri four door
richivhurwawo pachimira baba vechikuru "Mr
Makazhu" akadaro Tamu vachiita hands
shakes "how are you Tamuka thanks wauya I
was about to call you,come in please"
vakadaro baba vaye tikapinda mumba mavo
vakati tigare pamasofa ini na Tamu tikagara
pasame sofa ,same as Chaks and Zimuno
vakagarawo ravo tikakwazisana nababa vaye
,vakasimuka vachinosheedza mukadzi wavo
nevana vavo two mukomana nemusikana uyo
akangosvika kuzvikandira pasofa asina
kutimhoresa asi vamwe vakatimhoresa "Mr
Makazhu meet my wife ndivo Mrs Tamuka
Chakidza vakomana ava munovaziva kare kah"
akadaro Tamu zvikanzi nababa vaye "hoo
ndivo Mai Boss Tamuka here ava ayewa
pakanaka yah ava vakomana vedu kaava"
vapedza kudaro baba vaye Tamu kwakutaura
nyaya yake musikana uya akaramba akatsika
yekuti nhumbu ndeya Tamu "haisi nyaya
toenda Kuma DNA tests mangwana because
handingakonane nemukadzi wangu kumba
because of the things zvandisina kuita
nemwana wenyu uyu Mr Makazhu I can't
trapped like this and I'm not going to stand for
her nonsensical" mwana mukomana wababa
vaye anga asimuka pakarira bell remota kugate
kwavo akadzoka akadungamidzana nevamwe
Mai vanga vakazvizadza ma makeups kumeso
sechidhori vachifamba zispeed rekunge
varikuyenda parefu "arikupi Emily of all people
kumitiswa nemurume wangu ini, hanzvadzi
yamai vako chaiyo waichivei pana sekuru vako
chii chawaisawaniswa pano pamba pevabereki
vako hee ndiudze waifunga kuti wakangwara
manje ndamabata mamassages enyu ese
unamate kuti munhu wamuri kufurirana kuti
achengete mimba yako handimuzive otherwise
ndichamupa ma massages ese aya
agokusungisa futi imbwa yemunhu massage
yawapedzisira kuisa ndini ndai blueticker iyi
phone yababa Derrick ndini ndinayo haunyare
wakaita sei" akasvika nekudaro asina
waamhoresa mukadzi iyeye zvekuti mumba
maiva nani kana ani haana kuzvitsvaga
akazokumbirwa namai vepo kuti agare pasi
vataurirane Emily wacho anga asvava
akungozvi fainer neruoko "you disappointed
me Emily kuda kundirwisanisa na Tamuka
mwana wandoshanda naye nekukura kwangu
kunoku here ndoda kukurova ichabva nhasi
mimba yehanzvadzi yamai vako iyoyo unoda
kundikonanisa nevanhu iwe" vakadaro baba
vake akati "sorii Dad ndaitya kuzvitaura Kani
m" anga akutochema asati arohwa isu Hatina
kumirira drama racho tikangobuda
ndakabatwa ruoko na Tamuka "gulez muface
uyu musarege achiita zvema party Ari ega
muende mese kubva nhasi we can't keep on
standing for these unnecessary dramas
,vasikana vanoziva partying vazhinji
vanozviitisa plus kujairira" akadaro Chaks
tavapanze ndikangoti "iribho bamunini" ndivo
vakatanga kumutsa mota yavo vachibuda isu
tichakamira panze ndikati Kuna Tamu "sorry
handina kuku believer paye" haana kudaira
akangobata ruoko rwangu akaita seandikwiza
kagunwe kanga kane ring zvikanzi "let's go"
takanopinda mumota akaimutsa tichibvapo
ndakazoona kuti taibva ku Balentine ,muroad
taisava nenyaya tichiteerera his favorite radio
station Star Fm , Takasvika kumba kwangu
akamira pagate akati "good night bby"
ndikatiwo "thanks same to you" ndakutodzika
zvikanzi "I miss you" ndikaridza tsamwa
ndichibuda kupinda mugate mangu ndikanzwa
amutsa mota yake kuyenda.Semazuva ese
taisafonerana ndanga ndichakava blocker ma
numbers avo ende vanhu vekumba handina
kuvaudza zvanga zvaitika yaiva secret yangu
ndaitya kuvazivisa kuti ndaiva nana Tamu
yaiita nyaya, weekend yakasvika ndikanotora
vana Taa ndakatosvika vachenedzwa nambuya
vavo mukadzi waEthan "zvauriiwe nekupusa
kwako unodyira kumuface wako iyeye"
akandidaro Ethan he was against kuyenda
kwangu ndikati "handisi mwanana mhani Ethan
chii newe" zvikanzi "ndoda mwana anoteerera
baba vake Sha handidi zvekubatira chembere
yakaita sewe shamhu" ayitevedzera statement
ra Mai Itu zvikandipa kuseka we said our
goodbyes ndakananga ku damafalls kwana
Chaks neka Vits kangu takasvika tikavhurirwa
gate tadzika mumota ndikambundirwa na
Tsitsi ndikati "yowee kundida here uku or pane
zvaurikufarira" akaseka achindisiya zvikanzi
"vanhu havadi kudiwa shame" akabata vana
maoko tichipinda mumba ndikawana zvesure
varimo mbuya na sekuru Chakidza
takakwazisana ndikati "Koo varipi vasikana"
zvikanzi "vabuda na bamunin vavo" .Gare gare
kwakazosvika sekuru hanzvadzi yamai
nemukadzi wavo takakwazisana ,Baba Tamu
na Tsano vavo vakanogara panze ndanga
ndakutobatsirana nemukadzi wa Chaks kubika
chikafu tapedza tika saver vaiva panze
vakadyirawo panze "ende tete
makaropafadzwa hayewa vana venyu vanoziva
vakadzi vekusarura" vakadaro mbuya muroora
wamai zvikanzi naivo mai "handigone navo
vana ivava ari seuyu waTamuka kare
akangodai munhu hapana chandoshora asi
zvava zvekungomirira nguva yaMwari
sekuvasanganisa kwavakambovaita kubva
kwekutanga kuti izvezvi vachigara vese , pane
uyu wa Tamuda handina chandinoshora tine
pamwe chete patinozokonana chete" vakadaro
Mai vachisimudza chigunwe chavo one as a
sign of chimwe chete chacho tikaseka vakanzi
nemuroora wavo "arikukuvhiringai papizve nhai
vatete" zvikanzi "ayewa zvama Moyo here
akada kutanga kungoondezeka achizviuraya
nekufunga zvisina basa ndiye ipapa ,last time
ndakamboti Kuna Tamuda amusiye kumusha
uko ndikamuti ndikangokuona wakabata shaya
ndoda kukurova ruoko irworo nemugoti
vazukuru ndinavo wani saka chaanozvidyira
moyo nepfungwa chii hant achabata pamuviri
kana nguva yakwana here mabatiro
ayanozviita handimbomade kana iye Tamuda
takatomuudza kare kuti ndiye mukadzi wako
iyeyu kubva musi wekutanga koo akati
havabare vana ndiyani nhaimi" Tsitsi wacho
akabva abwibwinyika kuseka akati "zvongondi
shungurudzawo Mai henyu" zvikanzi namai
vacho "kushungurudza kwekudii tibvire apa
murume wako hant haakunetsi chaunoshaiwa
wakagara ipopano chii , chiya chongova
chidhakwa chako chinokuda akatodza bambo
vake" kuzodaro takabva taseka zvikanzi
nemuroora wavo "vanodhakwa here mukwasha
wangu" Mai vacho kwakurovanisa maoko avo
zvikanzi "munotaureiko pana baba vaye
dzimba idzi kuchembera hedu kudai asi
takamboona chitsvuku baba Tamu vaiti kupera
kwemwedzi kwega kwega vaiuya kumba
vachibva kugweru kwavaiva mugadhi Jeri uko
vobatana namukoma vavo mushakabvu
vonohudutira kwa Midzi kugrowthpoint
yekwedu kuya kana vauya kumba ndairidzirwa
kangoma mubedroom ndichinzi tamba apa
huri husiku vachiimba ndaimutswa chero
ndakarara ndikada kuita nharo ndairohwa
senyoka yapinda mumba.Asi vana vangu
havana chavaiwona nekuziva ndaizvivanza
nekuti nguva zhinji vaisaswera pamba
mongozivawo vana vakomana dzimwe nguva
vanenge varikuchikoro, pamwe pacho vaiyenda
kumombe kana kumabhora avo emabhuza
saka kurwadziwa nebhandi rababa vavo
kwandinenge ndichiita vaisakuona kana
marwadzo akanyanyisa ndaivati bikai mudye
vanangu ndorwara nemusoro vakangokura
vachiziva kuti Mai vedu vane dambudziko
remusoro apa dzichingova nhema
dzandaiudza vana kare dzimba dzaisasiika
nyore sedzevana vemazuva ano taiyita iya
inonzi ndofirapo kozvainyadzisa kah
kudzokera kumusha kwawakazvarwa
uchinonzi mvana ,ini ndakagara ndiri munhu
wemashoko asi ndakasvika pakuti vakataura
chinhu ndaivatya ende ndaisapikisa
ndoyeerera zvinodiwa zvacho ndakatozoona
kuti kusarohwa kungomuka ndotamba
kangoma kavo vachiimba vaizorega votanga
kungoimba chete kusvika vabatwa nehope ini
ndokuzorara kwandayiitawo , mukavabvunza
vakomana ivava vanozviziva kuti baba vavo
vairidza ngoma mubedroom kana vadhakwa
asi havazivi kuti ngoma yacho yaiva
nemutambi wayo kuda vakazozvizivawo havo
nekukura hatizivi" kuzotidaro takaoma mbabvu
nekuseka ndikati "morevesa here Mai"
vakanhanzva kagunwe kavo ndokuridza
twugunwe zvekupika "ndorevesa mwanangu
ndopika nababa vangu muyera Shumba
varipasi kudai chero mukavhunza Mai venyu
vakuru mbuya Owen vaye vanondipupurira
ndakambotanga ndichiti ndikarohwa
ndonoudza bamukuru togariswa pasi kusvika
ndangozvijaira ndisingacha endese mareports
,ikozvino havachadaro kah zvakazongoperawo
nekukura asi ruoko rwavo rwekurova mukadzi
ndoona rwakaenda pane murume wako
Madhuve, hubenzi hwekudhakwa hwukaenda
pane murume wama Moyo uyu kusaziva hangu
kuti haaridzirwewo ngoma here" taingoseka
zvikanzi nemukadzi waChaks "asi moreva
henyu Mai pakudhakwa kah mmm Tamuda
anoda doro everyday paawanira mukana
kungoma haasati asvika asi kuimba yeah
,rimwe zuva akauya usiku agopinda
mubedroom hameno kuti dzaimbova nguvaiko
akatanga kuimba song iya yekuti *herah herah
herah herah herah herah herah herah* panga
pasingachararike ndakabudamo ndichinorara
mune imwe room ndikasvika pakubatwa
nehope achingoimba herah yake iyoyo hameno
akazoinyarara nguvai because
pandakazopepuka makuseni ndakaenda
mubedroom ndikawana akarara pabed
akatofuga mablankets but ayine bhutsu one
imwe yanga iri pasi unopera power
munomboziva henyu asi kundirova haasati
chero akadhakwa sei haatukane neni" ipapo
takachiseka zvekurevesa.
"Iyi tsitsi wakundinyepera manje mukadzi
wangu ini chaiye here" akadaro Chaks wacho
vachipinda padoor vakadunga midzana
naBatania nevana,Talshia ayitamba panze
naTaylan but anga atevera vanga vapinda
mumba "uchaitawo makuhwa iwe wanga
uchiteerera nyaya dzevanhu kadzi sure"
vakadaro Mai vake akati "ndangozvinzwa
kubva ndichipinda kufirst door uko hant
motaurira pamusoro hamugone kunyeya here"
kwakuseka hedu Batania vaizvikuwadza
nekuseka ndikati "koimi manakirwa nei kudaro"
zvikanzi "nabamunin vako vanodhakwa
zvakadhakwa ini ndisina bamunini ndikazenge
nani" vanhu kwakuseka neniwo wacho,
kwakuchizo kwazisana vachikwazisa futi
mbuya vavo vanga vauya ndikati "makapihwa
mariiko nabamukuru venyu nhai mainini kuti
mundinyepere kuti havasi muHarare kwaiva
kuda kuti ndiuye here" ndakadaro ndakatarisa
Tsitsi akati "vaisavapo ava zveshuwa henyu
maiguru ndakato shamisika kah day riya pafon
handingakunyeperei ini kungoti handizozive
mafambiro avo hangu sometimes" ndikaseka
ndichiti "you are right mugariro wavo
kungonyuka pavadira havo" vanhu kwakuseka
"saka wausirikuda kutondiona sure here"
akadaro Tamu ndikati "ehe zvaMwari chaizvo"
Chaks kwakuseka akati "ndini ndongodiwa sha
iwe hapana chako muface iwewe" kwakuseka
havo Taylan akangopinda arimhepo
kwakunohwanda kuseri kwesofa akabata
chitoy chake chaiva best pane ese ende most
of the times ayifamba nacho chipfuti ichocho
"buushuuu bhushuuuu yes one down" akadaro
achizviviga mukona yesofa oyita kakusimukira
oridza pfuti seane waari kupfurana naye
odzikira futi pasi zvekuhwanda kwakuzobvapo
achibuda futi Ari bara kumhanya kuenda
,maybe ayibuda panze hameno and he was in
serious business "mwana waTamu zvariri
benzi musoro wakazara mvura sabambo
kwanzi ndinenge ndichiitei ipapa varikuhondo
here" vakadaro mbuya vavo "zvino haaneti here
nekumhanya mwana wako nhaiwe" vakadaro
gogo muroora wamai ndikaseka ndikati
"atojaira kuneta kwake achauya achibvunza
chikafu kana apedza kudya odenha vamwe
vake vomborwa obva ayita continuous nepfuti
dzake ,tv akayiwanira mukama ane best
cartoon rake rinonziiko hameno zita racho
hanzii Automars Prime here something like
that rerichiita zvehondo izvozvi kwambuya
vake here unoona achi jumber jumper
pamasofa ma pillow coshens azadzwa pasi
achimborohwa zvifight kutevedzera zvaanenge
achiona mu tv anonyatso kuzvipa nguva yake
yekupenga manje mukomana wacho"
ndakadaro vanhu vakaseka "kupenga kwekudii
kutamba kupenga here siyana nemwana
wangu shamwari zvara wako" vakadaro baba
vake vachibuda panze vakateverwa na Chaks
achiseka isu tikasara tichisekawo
nekutaurawo nyaya dzedu.Kubva zvavanga
vapinda Talent akabuda panze kunotamba na
Talshia asi Tania akasara ayiva busy nephone
yake ende anga avanetwuma zamu
twunotooneka pane machanges andakatoona
paari nguva diki diki iyoyo ,mwana avaku ziva
kunyengwa anotooneka .Akabayirira phone
yake pa charger ndokubuda achifamba step
yekumisa tsumagaro maoko hameno
zvaayiitwa ndakasimuka ndikadzura phone iya
from the charger kwakuona pa wallpaper pane
picture rake raka editwa rakanzi Tan-
sweetness ndikatoziva kuti akanga atova
kumberi Koo ndaimbozvizivawo kah
kuKadoma kwandakadzidza kwaiva
nevaizvinzwa ,vanga voziva kutengerwa
mabhisvo nevakomana vasikana vacho
vazhinji vaizviti vana (empress nhingi, queen
nhingi nana sweetness chakati) taingova
vanhukadzi chete mumba imomo vese
vaingonditarisa "mafungeiko pafon yemwana
nhaimi mamukumbira here" akadaro Tsitsi
ndikati "ini kukumbira kubata phone yaTania
here mainini mwana haajaidzwe mujaidzirwo
iwoyo" kwakuseka havo ndikamusheedza
Tania wacho akavhunduka achindiona
ndakabata phone yake ndikati "ichii password
yako" zvikanzi "inonetsa ku unlocker mama
inotoda computer ndichatozviita ndadzokera
kumba" ndakamboseka ndakatarisa mainini
vacho vakasekawo zvekupererwa ne answer
yemwana wavo ndikati "ndokurova izvezvi
ukada kundiona sezera rako wazvinzwa kah
kasika kutaura password yepafon apa"
ndakabva ndasheedza Talent na Talshia
ndikavati "endai monditemhera shamhu panze
apo hombe chaiyo" ndaiva serious kwakubuda
zvichimhanya iye nekutya kurohwa akataura
password yake ndokubuda mataiva
achinozvivharira mu room mavairara zvikanzi
na mbuya vacho "vana vanoparira isu togozivei
zvemaphone nekuchembera ikoku watoita
hako mwanangu" handina kuvapindura vanga
vakupindurana nekutsigirana naTsitsi
nemukadzi wehanzvadzi yavo.Ndakaenda
kuwhatsapp ndikaona shura ayinyengwa
nechikomana mu conversation yavo
mukomana wacho ayiva form 5 apa iye Tania
Ari form 2 anga asati abvuma but kwaiyenda
nyaya yacho ndakatoona kuti ayigona
kuzobvuma pakabva papinda massage pachat
reanga akanzi "popo besty" massage yanga
yakanzi "ingomubvuma operera kuma hugs
chete unomuti no kubatana batana and no sex
before marriage" pama chats ese emufon
make machats maviri evanhu ivavo ndiwo
asina kundifadza ndikasimuka ndichimutevera
maanga anopinda ndakavhara door , anga
akazvambarara pabed but kupinda kwangu
akavhunduka akasimuka achigara
ndikagarawo paside pake ndakabata phone
ndiripa chat rake nemukomana
wekumunyenga anga akasevhwa kunzi "king
Mishar" ndakabva ndamuti "wakuda kuroorwa
here nhai Tania" akadzungudza musoro ndikati
"izvi zvawaitaura nemukomana uyu handizvide
ende handina kuzvifarira zvamuchose
urimwana mudiki pakuita zvevakomana
ukamitiswa uripachikoro wakutochisiya
uchinotanga imba mukomana wako anogona
kuyenderera mberi nechikoro iwe ndiwe
uchatambura manje " ndakamurayira
nekumudzidzisa zvakawanda njodzi
dzaisanganikwa nadzo pazera rake
ndikapedzisira ndamuti "Dad vako vanorova
hant unozviziva kah kuti vanorova"
akakurumidza kuti "sorii mama handichazviite
musanditaurire Kuna Dad" ndakamudzosera
phone yake ndikati "anonzai zita rake best
friend yako iyo" zvikanzi "anonzi Polite" ndikati
"horaiti umuudze Polite iyeye kuti kwanzi
namama vangu unondiurayisa nekurohwa ende
handidi kunzwa kuti ucharamba uchitamba
naye nduchataura nambuya venyu , mukomana
uyo umuudze atambire kure newe
ukasateerera ndichaudza Dad vako touya
kuchikoro kwenyu ikoko" anga avakuda
kutochema akati "sorii mama handichazviite"
ndikamuti "good ubve wava blocker vanhu
vako ivavo shamwari yako handina kuifarira
haisi shamwari yakanaka" ndakabva ndabuda
ndichidzokera mandanga ndabva "mwana
anonzi Polite anotamba na Tania munomuziva
here nhai Mai" ndakasvika ndichibvunza
izvozvo ndapinda mavari vakati "ehe
ndochiziva chinobva kwaNhishenje
chakapaparika paparika ungati chipenzi penzi"
ndikati "horaiti anogara nani haasi shamwari
yakanaka Kuna Tania arikutomufurira kuti
abvume mukomana vanovadii vakomana zera
ravo irori iko kutozoziva mapoints ekuudza
vakomana mukakwanisa ndokumbirawo
muyende kumba kwavo mwana iyeye
munotaura nevabereki vake handidi kumuona
padhuze na Tania angatomuvhiringa" vakabva
varova pachidya chavo neruko zvikanzi
"zvakaoma waita hako mwanangu ini
nekuchembera uku ndogoziveiwo hapana
ndinenge ndichingoti kwana arikuita
zvechikoro paphone pake hant ndiko
kwavakudzidza kwake here ndichatoendako,
anofuririka hake mwana wako uyu rimwe zuva
akauya kumba uku akasvika achinditi nhai
mbuya sei muchitirambidza kuyenda kumba
kwana Mai vangu ndakutoziva zvese kuti Mai
vangu vakadzingwa pano apa kuti muwane
kudya Mari dza Dad vedu plus vatinoti mama
havazi mama vedu . zvino ini ndakatoona kuti
ane kwaanga azvinzwa afidhiwa
yunifomesheni isiriyo ,ndakabvunza Talent
akataura kuti Tania anga avakufamba
nechimwe chimwana chasisi vamai vacho
ndakamuti Tania rongedza bag rako
ndinokusiya kwana Mai vako muzukuru, hant
ava musikana mukuru kwavakurongedza
satchel rake ndikanomusiya ndamuudza kuti
handichade kumuona kwedu ,aaaaaah
mwanangu Koo akambonokugara here kwa
Muda kunonhongwa tsono nemagaro kah
nenhamo zvikati vanhu vacho kufunga
kushoma havana njere, Iye Kwakutanga
kutuma Talent hant vayionana kuchikoro
zvikoro zvavo zvirikumwe chete kah
kwakumutuma kuti kwanzi enda unoti mbuya
kwanzi sorii na Tania arikuda kudzoka kumba
,rimwe zuva akanyora chitsamba
chatakaverengerwa na Talent mheno kana
ayitiverengera zvechokwadi ini maziso haaoni
zvivara zvidiki sekuru vacho vakaramba
kuverenga vakati havadi zvematopenene
kwakuchizosimuka tese nasekuru vavo
timanomutora ndikasiya ndavaudzisa nanhasi
haaguriko takasvika kumba ndikamurovera
upenzi ihwowo baba vake ndakazovaudza
hangu" ndakatomboseka tese zvedu.
Ndikati "anombodzidzepiko" zvikanzi
"pasecondary yeprimary yaayingodzidza iyo
iya" ndakatombo shaiwa chikonzero ndikati
"Koo baba vake vakadii kumuendesa ku
boarding school nhaimi" kwakukwidza ma
shoulders avo zvikanzi "ndingazivawo here
nhai mwanangu isu tikangoona vana
vachiyenda kuchikoro kudai tototi
zvakarongeka zvakadaro" vakatanga
kudairirana vachitaura zvemisikanzwa yevana
nekutumiswa kwavanoitwa vachiri kuzvikoro
ndakasimuka ndichinonwa mvura kukitchen
kwandakasvika maplates atanga tadyira achiri
mu sink ndikadzoka ndichisheedza Talent
vakauya vese na Talshia ndikati "endai
munosheedza sisi venyu munobatsirana
kusuka maplates mu kitchen umo" zvikanzi
nemukadzi wa Chaks "varegei ndichasuka Kani
maiguru Tania asingachabude muroom mavo
pamwe atorara" ndikati "ayewa ngaamuke
anorarei searikurwara vasikana ava mainini
mukavaregeredza kudai Mangwana
hamuvagone nahwo hwusikana hwakuitika
uhwu muchazotiudza zvenyu" Mai
kwakudairirawo vari side rekuti vana havadi
kuregeredzwa vakadzoka vakadungamidzana
ndikati Kuna Talent "tora shamhu munorasa
panze unoudza Dad kuti kwanzi na mama
musayende musina kundiona" akabva
anditarisa ndatoona kuti ane zvaanoda kutaura
ndikati "chii nhai vaManyoni" zvikanzi "kasi
hamuchavarove here sisi Tania vacho mama
pane patakamboenda kugarden tatumwa
kunotemha madomasi nambuya ivo
vakateverwa nemukomana anonzi Donna
achinzi ndokuda" mwana wangu makuhwa
ayiva nawo ndikati "ndichamurova chiendai
kwandakutuma" kwakunhonga shamhu
vachibuda "ichi marevo hameno chakatodza
ani makuhwa" vakadaro mbuya vacho tikaseka
zvikadzoka zvichiti "kwanzi na Dad huyai
ndavakuda kutoyenda ndoda kuzoenda
kubasa" kwakubva ndasimuka ndichienda
panze handina kumuona ndikati Kuna Chaks
"varipi mukoma venyu nha bamunini"
kwakubva andiratidza vaiva mumota mavo
ndikanopindamo ndokugara kumberi kwavaiva
vachi tinya tinya car radio yavo zvikanzi "zviri
kuda tiraurire pano here or ndimutse mota
tiende somewhere" ndakamutarisa ndikati
"somewhere kwei totaura chero pano" ndaitova
muhasha chaimo zvikanzi "ubvise chiriparuoko
pako icho ndochirikukupa twuhasha twusina
basa this days" ndakaridza tsamwa anga
akanditarisa matarisiro ake ekundi seducer
ndikati "handisi kuzvida Batania" zvikanzi "zvei
manje" ndakaseka ndakatarisa kunze nepa
window ndikati "usanditarise" kwakusekawo
zvikanzi "horaiti saka matii nhai Mai Tania"
ndakatanga ndacheuka kusit rekumashure
ayiva Taylan anga apinda achiita zvisina order
like always ndikadzosa maziso angu kuna
baba vake ndikati "Koo sei musina kuendesa
mwana kuchikoro kwacho nhaimi Batania sure
munganuyendesa paSecondary yemumusha
imomuya here kana ndimiwo" akatanga
anyarara like always ndikamutarisa ndichida
kuona kuti anga azvinzwa here zvikanzi
"panongova pachikoro wani pakatozara vana
futi saka problem iri papi taura nyaya yako
straight ndanzwa na Talent kuti wanga uchida
kumurova Tania waonei muphone make"
mhinduro dzacho dzanga dzakutotanga
kundizvimbira ndikati "munogoita zvekunzwa
na Talent sei handina chandaona muphone
make asi kuti ndangoti makaregerei kuisa
mwana kuchikoro kwacho ayifanirwa Kuyenda
ku boarding school imi makakuyenda wani
ngaabve pachikoro chaari" akambonyarara
akazoti "munoda anodzidza kupi paari patori
bho because ku boarding kwacho hakuna
anozoendako Kuma visits or ku attender ma
meetings eko ini ndenge ndiri kubasa" I just
blushed my eyes ndikati "even pa
Chemagamba high yemenyu muChinhoyi here
Batania padhuze wani zvekuti Mai vanoenda
kana vakundikana kunana maiguru wani
kutown kuya vangatadza here ku attender
zvinhu zvacho, asi dai Ari Taylan atova kunze
kwenyika kutaura kuno at his grade one level"
akatanga aseka zvikanzi "unepamuromo
pakaipa iwee, handingaendesi mwana
kuchikoro ndichitemba vanhu varimudzimba
dzavo to attend those meetings Sha plus Mai
vanombo dzimbikana nemiviri zvaunoziva to
cut it in short mamuchifunga kuti ayende
kunodzidza kupi ende anozonotariswa nani
because ini nguva dzondirova ende
handizvikwanise ndochokwadi" ndakatarisa
futi kunze nepa hwindo ndikati "ngaayende
kwaMurombedzi paKutama mission" akabva
aseka ndikamutarisa ndikati "chii" zvikanzi
"saka pese apa wadii kungotaura kuti mwana
ngaayende paKutama mission kupopota
kwakurikuda kumbondityisa here"
ndakanyepera kuita kaserious ndichinzwa kuda
kuzvisekawo ndikati "dai makandiudza kare
ndaimufambira inini paku attender zvinodiwa
zvacho itotangai process yacho tione" zvikanzi
"ndaikuudza sei kusingachasvikike ndorohwa
naSekuru" ndikati "ehe rohwai munozvinyanya
pawakanzi nekusikana uya mwana we
workmate yako wamumitisa wakagona wani
kuuya pamba pangu asi kuuyira zve Chikoro
cheMwana wakatadza nei" haana kupindura
akaramba akanditarisa ini ndakaita serious
ndakapetera maoko angu padumbu
ndakatarisa kumberi zvikanzi "murikuda
atange kunodzidza rinhi next term here
ndopatonotsvaga nzvimbo yacho kah"
nekuziva kunetsa kwenzvimbo dzechikoro
ndikati "ngatitoendaiko mangwana Monday
this holiday Soo pazvozovhurwa nzvimbo yake
inenge yavako kare hongu pakati pegore
kunotonzi hapana nzvimbo but munoita plan
imi vashandi vehurumende semi henyu
hamuishaiwi nzvimbo yemwana paye
mukazviitira serious" Kwakutanga akwenya
chirebvu chake akatarisa mudenga akazoti
"saka tichatorovha kumabasa kah sezvo iri
Monday" ndikati "hazvina problem monditora
kuseni matova naye Tania wacho"
kwakunditarisa hake akanyarara
ndikamutarisawo hana yangu ikatanga
kumurovera zvikanzi "horaiti Mai Taa
usazosiye Taylan tikabvako uuye uchinobviswa
chawakaiswa paruoko icho handichide hangu"
ndakaridza tsamwa ndichivhura door akada
kundibata ndikakurumidza kuburuka zvekutiza
ndikanzi na sekuru vake "kasi
murikumhanyisana here" ndakabva ndaseka
vakasara vachisekawo iye achitodzika kubva
mumota make.Ndiye akazotanga kubvapo isu
tikazoonekawo ndatoudza Tania zvekuti
anodzidza ku boarding school akafara
zvekundi jumpira tikaseka it was an obvious
kuti mwana wese ayikuda ku boarding school, I
decided that because chekwavo chaayifamba
daily ndanga ndatoona kuti ndiko kwaibva
kuonekwa netukomana ende ayizoguma
amitiswa muvillage imomo zvikashaya
basa.Takazobvako ndikanosiya Talshia kumba
kwambuya vake ndikavati Taylan ndaidzokera
naye vaisambondi vhunzisisa havo pakutora
kwangu vana ,the next day takaenda kwa
Kutama hazvina kunetsa akatiwana nzvimbo
tikadzoka muroad avakutondiudza zvaayida
kutengerwa ndikamuti "uzvinyore pasi
tozowedzera pa list rema uniforms ratapihwa
mudzidze nesimba mozotikwidzawo ndege
hant kah mwanangu nekuzotibvisawo mazino
kana avakurwadza hant wakati unoda kuzoita
Dentist here kana wakura" kwakuseka hake
tichitaura nyaya dzedu mukuwirirana baba
vacho vaisava munhu anotaurisa saka vanga
vakangonyararara uku Taylan achiita
zvimusikanzwa zvake mumota imomo
,takangoti tichangobuda maMurombedzi
vachibva vatokwidza volume yeradio vakatsika
ma gear tichiridzirwa nziyo
dzemuseve.Vakazonondisiya pamba pangu na
Taylan vakapfuurira na Tania ndichangopinda
mumba kwakutoudza sisi Prudence paphone
zvekwataiva ivo vakanga vatova Ukraine kwavo
"ende haurevese wakachida sure chikoro chiye
Kutama mission boarding school ipo pakanaka
zvapo ,but ingodzokeranai vanhu imimi
makutotibhowa nema onn and off enyu"
kwakubva ndaisa ma emojis ekuseka ,pfungwa
yekugara na Tamu as a husband and wife
ndaisamboipa nguva yekushanya mupfungwa
dzangu because nezvake zvaindipa
kuvhiringika plus kufunga
zvakawandisa.Mazuva akafamba Taylan anga
ava kwambuya vake veku Chinhoyi ndakanzwa
kuti vanga vadzokera rimwe zuva
ndakafonerwa naSekuru baba Reggis
vachinditi "umuke uchiuya kuno musi we
Sunday usauye uchi driver hako huya nema
kombi nekuti transport yekuzodzokesa ikoko
uchaiwana kuno" ndakatoshaiwa kuti vaidei
because vaisambondifonera kudaro
ndakatoudza Dad vakati "vanga vandiudza
dzenyu nasekuru vako tingadziziva here
hadzipindirwe kah unongoenda" ndakangoti
ndaizozviona ndaveko I wasn't that type
inobvunzisisa ndainotangira ikoko.Sunday
yacho yakasvika ndikamuka ndakatuta rwendo
kuendako ndakazofona ndava kuzvima shops
zveko ndikauya ndichitorwa na Ronnie mwana
wavo tichisvika pamba ndakadzika mumota
ndikaona mota ya Batania yaka packer
ndakatsinzina ndikasvinura futi ndichitadza
kuzvitenda but yaiva iyo mota yake ne
manumber plates ayo akanzi WEPA CHINHOYI
ayaioneka nechekuma Shure kwemota yacho
kwanga kwapakwa yataiva.

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CHAPTER 43

Ndakatarisa Ronnie ndichida kumubvunza kuti

ichokwadi here chandaiona kuti Tamuka
ayivapo ,but Ronnie wacho anga asisipo
avakutopota kuseri kwemba Ari pacall ini
ndikafambisa ndichinopinda mumba kuda
kuzvionera ndega."Asvika murungu mutema
akarehwa na Tete vake vekwa Murehwa but
wasvika ndavakutoenda hako mwanangu"
akadaro Regina mwanasikana wagogo na
sekuru ndikati "kunditiza here uku nhai mainini"
i asked that jokingly vakaseka zvikanzi
"ndichikutizirei nhai mwana watete vangu
ndanga ndauya kunotora mwana wangu uyu
anga achamboyemera mbuya vake tine
kwatoda Kuyenda" ndikadaira zvaiyenderana
nenyaya she left ndikatarisa Tamu anga
akanyura mune rimwe sofa ndikagara padhuze
na gogo ndichibva ndatanga nekumhoresa
varidzi vepo ndichiomberera to show some
respect ndikapedzisira na Tamu wandakati
"makadii Batania" ndisingaomberi
ndichitozambira hangu sofa zvikanzi
"handidaire uni koini ndini ndisingaombererwi
ndakaitawo sei" vanhu kwakuseka ndikasiyana
nazvo hana yangu yairova uku ndichitadza
kugadzikika plus kurohwa ne confusion
"wasvika tichangobva kudya saka gara
wanozvitsvagira chekudya kah kukitchen
kwagogo vako ini handisimuke plus futi chef
ariku off" vakadaro gogo vaitova nevashandi
vemumba ndikati "handina nzara ini" ndainge
ndichiri nemivhunzo hobho about kuvapo kwa
Tamu kuti angadai apasvika sei paSekuru uye
vanga vamugamuchira sei after all "waguta
nekuti waona murume wako here nhaiwe Itu"
vanga vatotanga gogo apa kuzondidaro Tamu
na sekuru varimo ndikati "aimi gogo matanga"
kwakuseka vakati "ndatangei zvandongoziva
kuti ukamuona unoshaiwa zvekuita kuri
kumunyara hameno zvaunozviita soo"
zvakatipa kuseka tese zvikanzi nasekuru "siyai
muzukuru wangu imi achadya kana ava
nenzara" he rescued me taingova four mumba
imomo nekupererwa ndikati "Koo sekuru
Reggis varikupi" kwaingova kushaya
zvekutaura hangu "vaenda ku seed-co
kunotenga ma fertilizer" vakadaro sekuru
ndikangotiwo "howoo" kwakunyarara Sekuru
nekutaurisa kwavo ndivo vaingotaura zvinyaya
zvandaisateerera. Vakazoti pava paye "nguva
dzirikufamba nhai Itumeng muzukuru wangu
uchiona ndakusheedza pano kunonzi kufa
kwemurume kubuda wura mumwe wako uyu
akauya weekend yapfuura iyo pamwe chete
nemunin'ina wake na sekuru vake ,akati sekuru
ndauya nekwamuri musandirwise ndauya
mune zvakanaka ndokumbirawo
mundiregerere ndapotera kwamuri ndatevera
mhuri yangu uye ndafunga kuti ndichifambisa
zvinhu nemazvo akandipupurira chokwadi
chese tiri vaviri ini naye , chokwadi chese
chakaitika nezvawaivanza iwewe kubva
zvawakambo shaikwa paye akandiudza
zvakaitika takambofamba netsoka
tichitenderera kumaminda uko tichionesana
sevarume vamwe vanga vasara pano.Ndoziva
kuti nyaya yacho haitaurike uye hainakidze
kunzwa asi munhu anotadza ozoona kurasika
kwaakanga ayita ozvarika patsva saka ini
ndakamuti pakanaka muzukuru zvawaita
wagona ndichati Itumeng wacho awuye titaure
,ndozviziva mese muri vaviri kudai kuti
kungokusiyai kwe hour chairo ndosvika iwe
woda kutotakurwa ne ambulance kunosiiwa ku
labour kwenyu kuya vakadzi" zvakatipa kuseka
tese ini ndaitonzwa kunyara ne last statement
ravo zvikanzi "murikundiseka henyu asi
ndototaura chokwadi imimi here ndakatopedza
nemi kare asi kuti kunetsana
nekushungurudzika kwawayiita muzukuru
ndiko kwakaita kuti ndimbo tandanisira
murume wako uyu kure newe zvaayiita zviri
normal sterek kumunhu wechi soldier ndizvo
zvavanotova vakomana ivava kutongova
gamuchira nekutovada uchitoziva kuti
ndichasangana nema bhutsu vanorova kaava
chero muroad umu zvikangovabata vanoita
zvavanoda kuvanhu asi kuti tinenge
tisingazvifarire uye kusazvikurudzira munhu
anofanirwa kuzvi controller especially when it
comes of kurova vanhukadzi ini chaiye handina
murume anomisidzana neni muno medu asi
mbuya vako ava havazive mbama yangu pavari
asi handina chandinoudzirwa navo
ndikachinzwa ipapo ndakakundikana
kupagadzirisa hangu" takabva taseka futi
zvikanzi nagogo "ingotaurai chokwadi kuti
vanhu vakaita semi magandanga misoro yenyu
inofunga zvakasiyana nevamwe vari normal
sesu ku Reasoner pamuri kushoma
ndochokwadi" takawedzera kuseka zvikanzi na
Tamu "isu tinenge tichitoonawo kunge imi
vacho musinganzwisise or kufungawo fast
sesu" zvikanzi nasekuru "taura hako iwe seni
ndikatanga kupikiswa zvandataura navo m
buya venyu ava ndotoona kunge
vavakunditonga ndopandozoita hasha asi
vakanakira kuti vanokurumidza kuzvidzora
vonyarara havo dai pasina izvozvo kungadai
muri mu wrestling dzoonekwa nevana
vemazuva ano dziya" kwakuseka futi hedu
vakazowedzera mashoko avo vachiti "saka
ndiyo nyaya iripo Itumeng muzukuru wangu
iwe urikukura mune vana mese iye
arikukurawo mese munoda kuti muve
muchisangana semukadzi nemurume uye vana
vanoda kurererwa pamwe chete vakakura Mai
uku baba uku vanokura vachingoita semapenzi
asi handisi kuti utende zvausingade nekuti
munhu ayenda kwasekuru vakataura
zvavataura saka ndavakungotenda ayewa
kwete hazvidanzo iye ndakatomuudza uyu kuti
decision ichapihwa nemuzukuru wangu
uyikoshese akati no ndizvozvo akatiwo yes
ndizvozvo ,ndiwe muti wakatemwa
usingakanganwe matemerwo awakaitwa iye
idemo rinokanganwa muchataurirana muri
vaviri asi usununguke kuita zvinokuitira
tozonzwa nemi kuti marongei asi ayiti
muchanotaura kwamuchataurira kwete pano
hatizivi kah zve majaya nemhandara dzema
zuva ano ndidzo dzamunoti chii zviye online
dating here hameno" sekuru vangu vaiva nema
film takaseka ndanga ndisisina kugadzikana
ndichishaiwa pekutangira kufunga kwacho "ok
ndazvinzwa maitabasa sekuru" ndakadaro
zvikanzi "ndizvozvo muzukuru kukura
kwamurikuita uku makore haasikudzoka Shure
ukaona murume azouya nekwandiri
akadzamisa pfungwa akaziva chakaipa
nechakanaka tozongonzwa nemi kuti
zvakafamba sei".
Ndakatura mafemo zvikanzi na gogo "handei
hako muzukuru wa sekuru vaItumeng
unondibatsira zvandinoda kuita zvenguva diki"
vakadaro vachitosimuka ndikasimukawo
"maganaz haadye mupfuhwira henyu"
vakadaro sekuru vese vakaseka kunze kwangu
ndakango byzira "watowanepi mupfuhwira
uchiri mukore weku pfuhwira murume here uno
tichitadza kuziva Mwari nemuwandiro waita
machurch iwaya" vakadaro gogo vachiseka
zvavo zvikanzi na sekuru "paita mbuya
nemuzukuru kah saka panobikwa mupfuhwira
ukatoyibva" gogo vaingoseka tichitobuda
tikananga ku kitchen kwandakasvika
nekupihwa tea nema scones ndikati "handina
kana appetite ini gogo kutonzwa kupererwa
chaiko" vakanditarisa zvikanzi "zvimanikidzire
kudya muzukuru wangu ndozvinoita upenyu
pane mukwidza pane materu every one
deserve a second chance, kutokura
kwamurikuita uku muchingoti pamawanira
mukana mojoborana mosiya separikudyiwa
nehuku unomboziva here kuti anogona
kuramba achikuzvarisa musoja wako iyeyu
unogona kudzisenga mimba dzake kana shanu
chaidzo asina kukuroora achingoti paawanira
mukana owuya mokonana mosiyana as long
Ari mupenyu kudai hauna umwe
wauchadanana naye ndofunga newe
wavakuzviziva wakazama zvikaramba
,nezvaakakuita zviya ukaona azouya Kuna
sekuru vako nekutyisa kwavo kuzoperekedzwa
nevamwe vake kwaakaita paakatanga kusvika
pano kuziva kuti panorema kusvika ega munhu
anochinja Itu muzukuru wangu asi iwe ramba
uchizvininipisa" vakataura zvakawanda gogo
kusvika ndatozopedza tea nema scones
tikadzokera kwaiva nevamwe but ndisina
chandaigona kufunga hatina kuzonyanya
kugara Batania akati "sekuru na gogo
maitabasa nezvamandiitira izvi isu hatichagare
regai tifambe kuchakachena" sekuru vakabva
vati "horaiti muzukuru zvawaita izvi
ndozvinoitwa nemurume chaiye mofamba
zvakanaka imi" vaitodaro tese tichisimuka
kubuda panze tichienda kumota "mofamba
zvakanaka vazukuru vangu" vakadaro gogo ini
ndaingo gutsurira musoro mazwi achiramba
kubuda "musazosare muchitorera sekuru Mari
yezvima supa zvavo iyo gogo" akadaro
Tamuka achitambidza sekuru 40usd yedoro
zvikanzi na gogo "wadarirei kuti pano pagare
pari pa Shabeen nhai muzukuru mazariro
achaita zvigubhu zvema supa pano Soo kah"
ipapo ndakatosekawo sekuru vakati "waita
basa ganaz nhasi ndohukwekweta" takabva
taseka ndikavasiya vakamira ini ndichinopinda
mumota ndakapinda kumashure ndiro door
raiva padhuze neni sezvo taitaura tiripamota
yacho , iye akazotevera akapinda akamutsa
mota yake vana gogo waved their hands
kwatiri as in goodbyes takabvapo tatofamba
tabuda mudzimba tava ku main road akabva
adzora speed yemota akatanga kuinanaidza
ndikati "chii Batania kasi yapera fuel here or
kufa" ndakadaro ndakamutarisa kumberi
kwaaiva but haana kundipindura or kucheuka
akaramba achiyinanaidza akabata steering ne
one hand rimwe rakabata hand brik apa
akayita serious kuface kwake akatarisa
kumberi ndakaramba ndakanyararawo mota
dzimwe dzaingotipfuurira ,takafamba almost
two kilometers in that speed "jumber huya
ugare apa" akazodaro achinongedzera pa
mother's sit nemusoro wake handina
kutambisa time ndaka jumber ichinanayira
kudaro mota "chii" ndakakubvunza ndaona
achinditarisa ndagara but haana kundidaira
akabva awedzera speed zvake chaizvo mota
yacho ikati yaifamba sound yaibuda
pakufamba kwayo waiti irikubhururuka "ooh
tora wallet yangu iyi ubudise Mari tikasvika
pama shops arikumberi uko utsvage
something chaungadya ini ndiri right hangu"
akadaro after a long distance takanyararidzana
ndikati "ndazodya paye I'm ok thanks" haana
kupindura akaramba akatsika magiya tava mu
Bindura akatora direction yekuenda ku Shashe
kwamai Ishmael kwandaimbogara handina
kuvhunza anything kusvika tanopinda pamba
pacho zvesure akadzika akabvura gate
nemaoko ayiva nema keys not remote
kwakudzoka paku driver akamisa mota mukati
akadzokera kunovhara gate "dzika" akandidaro
avhura door rekuside kwangu kungodzika
kwandakaita zvakawanda zvakatanga ku
flasher mupfungwa dzangu ,zvese kugara
kwandayiitapo ndikafunga vana Mai Naa
ndakafamba ndichimutevera he unlocked the
door tikapinda mandaigara apa paiva ne dust
ndofunga kubuda kwangu hapana
akazopindamo .Tamu akapinda muroom
yaishandiswa nana Chaks akabuda
nechidhende kwavakupukuta rimwe couch
rikachena ini ndakangomira "you can sit"
akadaro apedza ndikagara zvekuvavarira
pfungwa dzairemerwa iye akabva agarawo
takatarisana akaisa one gumbo masofa
akaripeta rimwe akarirembedza rakatsika pasi.

Kwakundibata maoko angu ese akamboita

time akatarisa ring yangu takanyararidzana
"tine ma memories akawandisa sevanhu
vakamboraramira under this roof the same
couch ratakagara is the same randakatanga
kuku kwiri** tasangana zvekare muno mu
Bindura mushure mekunge ndakurambira first
pregnant yandakakupa tikarasikirwa
nemwana....." Akatanga kutaura zvese
kudanana kwatayiita pataifadzana
nepaakazotanga kundi abuser ndanga
ndakunzwa kuda kuchema but misodzi
yakaramba kubuda apedza kundifungisa zvese
izvozvo haana kuti sorry chake kwaiva
kundiyeuchidza ende hapana paayisiirira
nezvimwe zvandakanga ndavakutokanganwa
apedza kutaura akanditi "let's continue with
our journey" ndakabatwa ruoko tikabuda
tichinanga kumota akasiya alocker madoors
and gate akarova mota takanyararidzana futi.
Ndakazotsinzina maziso angu
ndavakuwandirwa nemufungo plus kutemwa
nemusoro ndaona tavakupinda musango
kwaayida kundiurayira day randakazotiza
ndichienda kupurazi "open your eyes I know
you are strong" akandidaro amisa mota same
paakayimisa musi wacho ndakasvinura slow
slow ndikatarisa kunze nepa window ndichiona
matombo ayiva ne red paint "ngatidzikei"
akadaro ndikavhura door remota
ndikumutevera akanomira exact the point
yataiva musi waakandi nongedzera pfuti
"kudanana kwandayiita na Sheila wasn't a
serious relationship ndaiva pabasa ...." akabva
anditsanangurira zvese kuzosvika ade
kundiuraya achiona sendaimu vhiringidzira
plan yake "ndonzwa kuzvishora nekugumirwa
ndikafunga kuti ndaka reacter zvekusvika
pakukunongedzera pfuti Itumeng" I swallowed
hard and he did the same tese tayioneka pain
ndikati "ngatichibvei pano" haana kundipikisa
takafamba zvekuvavarira tichinopinda mumota
akayimutsa tikananga Harare kumba kwake at
Crembon park ,ndaiti ndikamutarisa moyo
wangu wairwadza kutonzwira iye tsitsi
ndichiona kushushikana kwake pachiso
"ngatipinde mumba" akadaro akandivhurira
door remota tikanopinda akandibata ruoko
muitikiro wazvo wainzwisa tsitsi plus
kurwadzisa moyo takagara pa couch
muneimwe room yaiva Kudhuze nema
bedrooms akabata futi maoko angu ese
akanditarisa zvikanzi "ndakagara neumwe
mukadzi muno iwe uripo pane ma
misunderstanding akaitika but handina
kutarisa both sides ndakakurumidza kukuona
semunhu akaipa ndikakurova ndaisafanirwa
kudaro Mai Taa kudzoka kwawakaita
ndichikuonai nemwana wangu muri vapenyu
kwaifanirwa kundionesa zvimwe zvinhu but I
failed ,ndaifanirwa kuku treater zvakanaka but I
failed dzimwe nzvimbo ndatadza kuenda newe
kwayiitika some of the things between us , you
are a good mother to my children Itu but at the
end ndakakuona semuroyi ndipo parikunyanya
kundirwadza I know ndakakutadzira Itumeng
it's not to easy to say this word but I'm SORRY"
kungonzwa sorry yake misodzi yese yairamba
kubuda yakabva yaita serwizi kuyerera kwayo
"wakandirwadzisa Tamu" ndizvo
zvandakakwanisa kutaura zvikanzi "I Know and
I'm really sorry Itu please find a place into your
heart to forgive me you are my wife
ndakambotenderera nenyika but handina
wandakaona anenge iwewe handina kudzoka
pauri because of desperate but because of I
love you ,ndozviziva handina rudo ndinoku
abuser ,I'm a rough man but I wasn't like this
before bby first marriage yangu yakandichinja
moyo sorry ndakashandisa anger yacho pauri ,
allow me to marry you tive Mai nababa
tichengete vana vedu tichidanana pamwe
chete I love you Itumeng life yandirikurarama
haisi kunakidza ndirikure newe mese nevana
vangu ,remangwana harizivikanwe ndogona
kufa ndisina kugarawo nevana vangu dzimba
ndinadzo muma towns but vana varikumusha
vamwe ndirikuchengeterwa kwenyu kwa
Tembo ndodawo kugara nemi mhuri yangu Itu
handina mumwe mukadzi wandoda asiri
iwewe" shungu dzanga dzandiwandira pamoyo
ndichinzwa kuita sendicha putika chaiko
nekuchema but zvaisadaro ndaingopfikura
"zvimwe zvese zvawakandiita hazvina hazvo
mhosva but koo sex yawayiita nevamwe
vakadzi Tamu vakawandisa vakadzi vanoziva
chiuno chako Koo vana maybe utori nevamwe
kunze uko ,Koo chirwere chepa bonde ndoziva
sei zvese izvozvo i can't marry you because
handifunge kuti ndingazokwanisa kuita sex
newe after ndakanzwa kuchemererwa
kwawayiitwa na Varaidzo ndakarara umo ,I
love you more than a word love but because of
that you will have to find someeone and I will
give you my blessings".

Akabva apinzanisa zvigunwe zvake

zvemumaoko nezvangu ayinzwika kuti
arikubvunda kusaziva hangu kuti kwaiva
kubvunza kwei akaisa maoko edu iwawo
kuface kwake zvikanzi "I can't be with
someone asiri iwewe Itumeng please don't do
this to me baby I really love you,we can do
everything but handidi kusiyana newe please
forgive me vana vandinavo newe ndivo chete
handina vamwe kunze,we can go for HIV tests
pawadira" ndakaramba ndakatsika chekuti
handidi kuroorwa naye ende I'm not ready kuita
sex naye zvaayiita na Varaidzo zvairamba
zvichi flasher mandiri pese apa ndaisazviita
but zvakangotangira pandakanzi
sorry.Akabuda mandaiva achiita seayibvunda
kudaro zvanga zvakutondityisa uku achipukuta
face yake none stop ndakanopinda mu room
yandaimboshandisa ndichiripo ndikarara sezvo
hwanga hwatova usiku manga matova ne
order yandakasvika irimo first day , ndikati
ndakarara ndinganyepa hope hadzina
kumbozama kubata husiku ihwohwo
ndakambozama kuita zvephone but hapana
chandaiona ndakazongo nyangirwa nehope
pandakazomuka ndikatarisa time paphone
ndikaona dziri Kuma past 12 masikati apa
ndaitemwa nemusoro.Ndaka unblocker Tamu
ndikamufonera akadaira achiti "mukadzi
wangu" ndikaridza tsamwa ndikati
"ndirikunzwa musoro ndoda kugeza plus
kuenda kumba kwangu" zvikanzi "hauna
kwaurikuenda" I dropped the call ndichiridza
tsamwa ndakaramba ndiri pabed ndakutonzwa
hope futi ndikanzwa door remandaiva
kuvhurwa akapinda ayina maid wandaisaziva
akasiya tray yechikafu ndikamuti "makadii"
akandidaira achiti "ndiri right munin'na wangu
wakadiiwo" aiva mukuru kwandiri zvaitooneka
ndikamudaira akabuda ndikasara na Batania
ndikati "ndoda kugeza ini" akanditarisa zvikati
"mamukasei" anga agara pa stool yaivamo
akanditarisa zvaipusisa ndikati "ndiribho ndati
ndoda kugeza wani" haana kupindura
ndikasimuka ndichienda mubedroom yake
yandaiziva but order yanga yachinja
muchiratidza kusava mu bedroom ndikabuda
tikasanganidzana maziso achibuda mangu
ndikati "haucharare umu kasi" zvikanzi "ehe
ndakurara umo" akanongedzera ndikanopinda
iye achitevera ndakatozoona kuti room yacho
yaiva nebathroom ndikati "ndopfekei
ndikageza saka" kwakukwidza ma shoulders
ake zvekuti handizive ndakavhura muwardrobe
yake ndikatora his t-shirt ndikananga nayo
kunogeza ndichishandisa zvinhu zvake
.Pandakapedz a ndakawana asisimo apa
ndanga ndapfeka his t-shirt ne skintyt
yemukati isina pent sezvo ndanga ndariwacha
ndakazora mafuta ake ndikanodya asina
kubudikira .Ndakabva ndafonera sekuru baba
Reggis hatina zvakawanda zvatakataura
ndaingovaudza kuti tirikumba kwake ende
takafamba bho , iye akazouya ne Plastic bag
rehembe nyowani ndakatochinja arimo
ndapedza ndikamuti "thanks" haana
kumbodaira ayiva low "saka wakazotii Itu
ndokumbirawo kukuita mukadzi wangu"
ndakamutarisa ndikati "ungada kuita mukadzi
asiri ready kuita sex newe here plus
zvamakaita na Varaidzo kuchemerera
kwaayiita zvirikuramba zvichi recaller
mupfungwa dzangu I don't think
ndingazvigona" akatura mafemo zvikanzi
"what about love from your heart do you still
love me or feeling something for me here or
not" ipapo ndaimunzwira ende ndaimuda
ndikati "I love you Tamu but..." Handina
kupedzisa zvikanzi "nditenderewo
kunokubvisira Mari yeroora sex tozoita kana
wava ready ndoda kuchata newe" ndakaona
kurevesa pachiso pake ndikati "I'm not ready
for that Tamu please ndinzwisisewo I know
uchangoita sex neni ndisati ndava ready kubva
pasi pemoyo" akaswedera pandiri akandi
begger so many times kusvika ndazobvuma
kuti anobvisa Mari but zvemuchato tombomira
kusvika ndasunungura moyo wangu zvese
nekumuregerera "thanks bby chandoda
ndechekuti ndingonziwo murume wako iwe
uchinzi mukadzi wangu zveimba yemukati I
promise I won't force you ndichakumirira"
akadaro ndikamuti "uchaponera kunze?" akati
"no bby handidaro ndichamirira iwewe" akabva
andimbundira tikapedza time takadaro
takamira ndikatanga kuyeredza misodzi
"usacheme unorwadzisa moyo wangu Itu"
akandidaro he managed kundinyaradza
.Takazodokerwa tava kutomboseka
ndikazomuti "imbondibikirawo something"
akabva aseka zvikanzi "ipapo ndingakufadza
nenhema I'm not that type inowanikwa
kumapoto" ndikamuti "first day kuMarondera
wakandibikira wani tea" akaseka zvikanzi
"haukanganwe hant but kaiva kare
ndainyengerera bby zvasiyana now hauchazi
bby wava mukadzi wangu" akadaro
akanditarisa achiruma his lower lip as in
seducing ndikatizisa naziso angu kubva
kwaari.Zvakavharana zvakadaro tikazodya
zvanga zvabikwa na maid kuseni takamuka
takananga kwasekuru baba Reggis
kunovazivisa kuti tafunga kuroorana asi
zvatanga tavimbisana mubedroom zvaiva
zvedu tiri vaviri, takanogamuchirwa zvakanaka
kwasekuru takavaudza decision yedu vakafara
zvagara wanano yevanhu inofadza
ruzhinji.Vakatiti taifanirwa kunoona tete vangu
Tamu akatoti taiyenda same day
ndakatombozama kumuti taizozviita next day
akaramba "ingoendai anonokerwa murume
wako uyu" vakadaro gogo zvakatipa
kuseka.Takaenda kwa tete Mai Laiza rwendo
rwacho paiva parefu from Mazowe to
Murehwa Tanga tatovafonera ,Takazosvika
ndaneta kare asi mumwe wangu semunhu
anga akasimba nyama ayitoita sepasina
kwaabva.
vaitopisa nyaya ini ndatozorora kutorara
chaiko asi ndichinzwa zvavayiudzana kusvika
azotaura nyaya yake yemarooro Tete
vakapururudza usiku ihwowo vakati
"zvamatotaura bamunin toita izvozvo side ra
Itumeng handina basa nekurinzwa angatidzosa
Shure sezvaakaita last time" zvakandipa
kuseka ndiri mandaiva vakati "unosekei
urikutozvinzwa hako kah" .Hurukuro dzakapera
Tamu akatoti taidzokera same day sezvo
ayimuka achienda kubasa ayisaneta hake ne
driving takabvako tikasvika kumba kwake
around 3 am ,akanga akumbira date repadhuze
saka Tete vaizomunzwira.Takasvika tikarara
same room akatonditi "I have to practice
kutorara ndakafuratirwa saka ngatizvitange
now" ndakaseka he had serious face ine
kakunzwisa titsi mukati but akazosekawo
haana kumbondibata , pakwakwayedza kunze
akanondisiya kumba kwangu but before he left
Mai vake vakafona handina kunzwa
zvavaitaurirana akazonditi "kwanzi namai
bvisai Tania kwa Kutama sekuru vake
hanzvadzi ya Rosey ndipo painoshanda as a
caretaker saka tingazonzwa nyaya dzisina
basa" ndakatoona kuti sure painge pasina
yekutamba ndikati "better Tanga tisati
tabhadhara saka ngaaende ku Sordbery
kwakanaka futi" akabva anditarisa zvikanzi
"iwe zvikoro zvese izvi zviri under murombedzi
District zvichiuya kunana Chinhoyi iwewe
wakazviziva sei zvikoro izvi" ndakabva
ndaseka ndikati "Sordbery ndaingoinzwa ne
mbiri tiriku Kadoma kungoti pandakazoona
Kutama mission ndakafarira kurongeka kwayo
sezvo ine boys high, then other side ine mix
and also kwe girls only ndakachiva futi
mavakirwo ayo ayewa zvinhu" akabva aseka
zvikanzi "ndechitoti tirikutsvagira mwana
nzvimbo yekuti adzidze izvo Mai vari
kumhanyidzana nema buildings epo"
ndakatozviseka ndikati "chiyenda kumba
kwako" akasekawo achimutsa mota
ndichipinda mugate ndikapinda mumba
ndikamborara ndakazoenda kubasa kwangu
masikati . During the week ndipo
patakazoziviswa natete kuti kwanzi kana Ari
ready ayizouya next weekend ipapo Ethan
akanga ava kufara achitaura zvemari yake
yehwu baba ,pavanhu vaiva kunze vese vakati
vaizouya for wedding iyo yavaingozvinyepera
havo ndichitovaudza kuti not now ndoda
kudzidza munhu wangu ,from chihure nekundi
abuser ndanga ndatozviudza kuti akazviita
ndaizvisiya because ndakange ndisina
kusimba pazviri hongu ndaikurumidza
kumuregerera asi ndaisada azviite , mainini
Mai Bella from Botswana ndivo vakakwanisa
kuuya pavanhu vekunze kwenyika.Team rekwa
Chakidza ndainge ndari unblocker tavakutaura
pama phone big-time , Marooro ayivako
Sartday ndaitoona kuti people they were so
excited but ini ndaisava nepressure nazvo ,
Friday yacho I went to Fotress hospital iri
between Damafalls and Zimre park ndainoona
mukadzi wa Zimuno anga abatsirwa mwana
musikana, ndakange ndashandisa komb mota
ndanga ndaisiya ku service ndavakutobuda
muhosptal ndakaona vamwe vakomana vaviri
hameno zvavainge vafambirawo umwe
kwavakunditevera takatombofamba tese
ndichienda ku busstop iye achinditevera
andikanda shoko rerudo pakadarika chi lorry
chema soldier hameno chaibvepi mushure
macho pakadarika chimwe icho chakasvika
chichimira mutsoka dzedu chaimo hana yangu
yakarova muchibva maburuka Tamuka ndiye
ayi driver akaita door rekurovera achirivhara
zvemunhu anonokerwa chaizvo "urikuitei
kunoku iwewe" akandibvunza atobudisa ziso
rake rekutyisidzira ndikati "inga
ndambokuudzai wani kuti ndichauya kunoona
mukadzi wa Zimuno" akabva atosiyana neni
akutarisa mukomana uya anga akuda
kutodzokera akarambidzwa kufamba ne
vamwe two vanga va jumber kubva muchi lorry
ini ndanga ndisisina kugadzikana nekutya
"bamunini ndimi murikuda kuzama kudya
mukadzi wangu hant akuudzai here uyu kuti
mukadzi wemunhu" ende ndanga ndatombo
muratidza ring akasazviteerera "sorii mukoma
wangu ndanga ndichangosvika pavari hapana
chatanga tataura handina kuziva" akadaro
mukomana uya akanzi "either waita nekuziva
or wazviita nekusaziva asi pakutevera
mukadzi wangu ndoda kutokumamisa"
kuzodaro ndakanzwa mudumbu mukomana
uya anga atogariswa pasi pabusstop ipapo
achikumbira ruregerero "haana zvaanga
achiziva Kani bata..." Handina kupedzisa
akabva afamba kuuya pamberi pangu zvikanzi
"ndokumamisa izvezvi wanzwa urikuenda
kuside rake pakudii ndokumamisa unoita basa
rekufamba uchinyengwa iwe usandi teste
wanzwa" ndakabva ndati ziii ndaigona kurohwa
zvikati mood yake that type ndaiyitya nekare
"pinda mumota kumberi uko" akadaro handina
kufunga ruviri ndakananga kulorry racho "endai
neku steering side mainini mugare padhuze na
comrade venyu" ndakadanzo nemurume
ayivamo ndikaita sekudaro ,kumberi kwacho
kwaiva nevamwe two ma soldiers wechirume
newe chikadzi vakaswedera ndikagara
ndikavamhoresa "momborarama seiko navo
Boss Tamuka nhai muroora ayewa murume
wako akanyanyisa tese isu tanzwa
nekumhanyiswa kubasa kwedu uku" akadaro
mukadzi uya achitaurira zvepanze pandanga
ndabva ndakangoseka zve byz pfungwa dzaiva
panze pamukomana uya hazvina kutora ma
minutes akawanda anga atouya Tamu wacho
akangomutsa lorry kusaziva hangu kuti chii
changa chasara chikaitika panze pacho , ini
haana kutaura neni akarirova lorry kunosvika
kubarrack achitaura nevamwe vake.Vamwe
vese vakaburuka kumberi kukasara murume
ayivako Tamu akarimutsa takananga kumba
kwake haana kuripinza mugate takaburukira
kunze murume uya akadzokera naro isu
tichipinda mugate "but zvaunoita hazvina
kunaka Batania hako" ndakamudaro zvikanzi
"kana wakandirambidza kuku kwi** hazvirevi
kuti chifamba uchizvinyengesa ipapo
usatambe neni ndokumamisa zvesure" ndanga
ndatoona kuti pahasha haafe akachinja
Tamuka.Ndakazofona kubasa kuti kana
vapedza vavhare ndakazobva na Batania
kumba kwake tichinotora mota yangu
tikaparadzana ipapo achiti anga ava
kunogadzirira zve zuva guru raitevera ,musi
wacho ndakanorara kwamai Itu uko kwanga
kwatotanga kuungana vanhu vari sa mbuya
vangu Mai vababa vaisagona nemufaro kuzoti
Tete Mai Laiza ,vari mama kudada kwavayiita
Soo kah hee musoja this and that ini
handaimboziva kuti ndofara here or what
kuchemerera kwa Varaidzo kwairamba kubuda
mandiri husiku hwacho ndikafonerwa namai
Ishu vachinditaura mufaro wavo Mai vake
vakazofona futi avo vainzwika kuchema pafon
vachiti ndirikufara , zuva ranga rakaunganirwa
rakasvika kwakauya Chaks ,vana mukoma
vavo vaviri na baba vavo and also sekuru
hanzvadzi yamai vana Batania vakauya
vakaita kuchena Tamu anga asipo pakabviswa
Mari yese zvayo yanga yakanyorwa pa list
"sadombo vabvunze kuti toisa double here"
akadaro Chaks achihumana vapedza vanhu
vakaseka , ndakatombo fonera Tamu ndichida
kunzwa kuti arikupi but haana kudaira call
yangu program yatopera ndipo paakazopinda
mumusha ayina Zimuno apa Tamu akati
ayifamba achizvida uye ayifitwa nemapfekero
ake anga akachena ne suit yake ine shirt
yaiyenderana ne dress rangu kunaka kwake
kuchibuda kwese akapururudzirwa na gogo
Mai Reggis, Mai Laiza vese ana Karen nana
Regina vachipururudza nekumuwaridzira
mazambiya pasi iye ayingoseka ,sekuru baba
Reggis ndivo vakatanga kuombera maoko
vakati "ndaimutemba zvangu ganaz" vanhu
vakaseka vachienderera mberi nekupururudza
ndanga ndakamira ndakazembera pillar repa
vheranda vanhu vese vanga vamira panze iye
kana kumbonyara hama dzangu nevabereki
vangu akangonanga pandiri ndokundipa kiss
yatanga tisina kumbopanana ma rules nezvayo
kuzodaro vanhu mhururu ikawedzera
,ndokuzofamba vanhu vese vachipinda
mumba.
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CHAPTER 44

Takadungamidzana kupinda mumba varume

vakasvika vachigara pama sofa,vamwe pama
chairs vakadzi vese takagara pasi tese taiva
mu dining room "tafara nechiitiko ichi mhuri
yekwa Tembo ava ndivo vakwasha venyu
vanova vekwa Chakidza asi uyu ane bhache
dzvuku ndiye mukomana anonzi Tamuka
Chakidza afunga kukutorerai mwanasikana
wenyu Itumeng Tembo ...kunemi vekwa
Chakidza ndiyo mhuri yekwa Tembo yamabira
mwanasikana wavo iyi" akadaro munyayi
anova anga abva kudivi rana Tamu ndiye
mumwe chete futi anga akamira zuva
repakubviswa kwemari yema damages for
Taylan.Apedza kutaura kudaro vakwasha vari 4
vakachonjomara vese zvavo vakaombera
maoko "tafara nekuzivana nemi" ndiwo ayiva
mashoko avo asi baba vavo na sekuru
vakaombera vakagara pasofa, after that
vakadzokera kugara pakatanga kutaurwawo
zvimwe zvikanzi na Tamuka "pamusoroi vana
baba ini hangu ndaida kutora mwana wenyu
nemuchato asi kuti akaramba kwanzi ane
nguva yake yaakamirura saka nditendereiwo
nhasi kutoenda nemukadzi wangu" vanhu
vakaseka mashoko ake ekupedzisira zvikanzi
na sekuru vaTembo "ayewa hazvina kuipa
muzukuru asi kuti mhuri yega yega ine zvayo
isusu we believe kuti mwana wedu anofanirwa
kuzotevera navatete vake vonomupereka
kumba kwenyu pachivanhu chedu hant ndizvo
nhai" vakadaro vave kutarisa vamwe
vakagutsirira musoro kubvumirana nazvo
"ndizvozvo chaizvo baba ndicho chivanhu
chacho chaicho" vakadaro baba vaTamu vanhu
vakazotenderana kuti ndaizotevera iye
akazvinzwisisa ,vanhu vakazoita zvekudya
vakwasha vakadzokera mavanga vakagara
vasati vazivana nemhuri yekwedu ndimo
mavakadyira rongo ravo rehuku yechikaranga
Chaks na Zimuno kwakudzoka kunoomberera
vari padoor remu dining room manga
makagarwa nevekwedu kwakuti "tabvisawo
100usd yedu iyi tokumbirawo mukadzi wedu
awuye kunodya nesu matiri umo" ava musoro
yavo yaisafunga zviri straight ndakatoshaiwa
kuti vaindidii vakabvumirwa kuti ndipinde but
ndakatozoona lndavamo kuti vanga vatumwa
na Batania ndaitonyarara baba vake vaivamo
but vanga vakagara pama chairs pavaidyira
Tamu anga akagara pa couch raiva kumashure
kwema chairs acho vakamufuratira uku
akabata plate yenyama chete ndikasvika
nekumuti "Koo hamusi kunya sadza why
Batania" zvikanzi "ndirikuda kunyatso kunzwa
kunaka kwehuku yevakwasha" tese kwakubva
taseka nevaivamo "kana ndakambofara kah
mwanangu nhasi ndipo pandazofarisisa
maitabasa vaMadhuve" vakadaro sekuru vana
Tania ndikasimuka pacouch pandanga
ndagara na Tamu ndokutyora muzura
ndakabatanidza maoko to show a respect
ndikati "ndimi maitabasa guru baba
ndinotenda" kwakudzokera kugara pasi
vachidairirana na sekuru vaivamo and also
bamukuru ndainyatsokuona mufaro wavo
"iyoooo simbi hombe yazosimudzwa na boss
Tamuka vepa Chinhoyi" akadaro Zimuno
akanzi na Tamu "siyana nemukadzi wangu
shamwari" kwakuseka futi zvikanzi na Chaks
"togona kusiyana naye hedu but ndirikuita
kunge ndirikurota sure here Mai Tatatata
matova munhu wedu watatotenga" ndakaseka
ndikati "chiregai kufarisisa ndogona
kukuwachisai kah ndoti mudzoserwe Mari
yenyu sezvo isati yashandiswa" I said that
jokingly "ndipo panotangidza musenga bere
ipapo" akadaro Chaks wacho tikaseka futi
vakuwedzera mashoko acho panyaya dzavo
vari patable pavaidyira ndakabvisa meso angu
kwavari ndikamaisa pamunhu wandanga
ndakagara naye ndikawana achiruma nyama
yake akanditarisawo tikasanganidzana maziso
"wakanaka Tamu" ndakayerekana ndadaro
ende chiriwo chokwadi akaramba akanditarisa
"ndirikunzwa kuda kukukissa" akadaro
taitaurira pasi zvatainzwanana tiri tega ndikati
"kwanai Batania" zvikanzi "kukwanira kukissa
mukadzi wangu here,saka murikuuya rinhi
kwedu" ndikati "handizivi ini ndichanzwa
nevarimumba umo" akambonyarara avakuita
zvemu plate make ini ndikanyararawo
ndakuteerera nyaya dzaitaurwa nevamwe "I
miss you, I'm sure pakabvisa cheparuoko chiya
hant" akadaro achindizevezera munzveve
akada kubata ruoko rwangu achida ku feeler
paiva ne jadell ndikanzvengesa ruoko uku
achisimuka kunoisa plate yake pa table ,Taylan
na Talshia vakangopinda mataiva vari mu
speed kumhanyira baba vavo Taa ndiye
akazomhoresa vamwe vaivamo kwakuenda
mana sekuru vake avakuvapinza busy
nezvimubvunzo zvisina basa asi Taylan
akaramba Ari chikwekwe pana baba vake pese
payiitwa program vanga vambobuda nambuya
vavo mukadzi wa Ethan uyo anga atokurirwa
nedumbu .Vekwa Chakidza havana
kuzombogarisa pavakapedza kudya
kwavakutowoneka vavekudzokera Tamu
akabva atoti ayienda na Taylan.

Isu takasara vanhu urimufaro asi ini

ndaitofunga zvemberi Tamuka ndaimuda
nemoyo wese but kuchemererwa kwaayiitwa
na Varaidzo kwairamba kuchidzoka mandiri ,
vaikwanisa kudzokera kudzimba dzavo
vakadzokera same day vamwe vakarara
kuseni ndakanzi namama "handei kuclinic"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti vainzwei ndikati "marwara
here mama" zvikanzi "kunokubvisisa jadell iro"
ndakatarisa muroora wangu akanditarisawo
tikaseka tese anga avakuvaziva vamwene vake
"ndichazobviswa mama not now" ndakavadaro
zvikanzi "ndikataura ndoda munhu anonzwa
Itumeng handidi kubatira chembere inenge
iwewe shamhu ndini ndakariisisa jadell iro
saka ndini ndinoribvisisa pandadira kana
uchida ndikabvisisa rangu woisisa rako handei
tione" vakadaro vachitosimuka for sure
takakuenda ndisingade ndichida
ndikanoribviswa but zvairwadza
ndakatovirirwa ruoko rwava kurwadza uku
Tamu akaswera achingofona none stop
kusvika ndazomuti "kasi hauna kuenda kubasa
or hauna rimwe basa rekuita here iwewe"
ndaitova ne pain yeruoko ndiyo yaiita
ndisvotwe akaseka akati "Amana
ndakavengerwei inini usanyanye kundimaka
kudaro Kani Mai Taa" ndakazviseka ndikati
"ndokuvengerei ukwane tommorow tirikuenda
kuChinhoyi kaisu unenge watungamira here"
zvikanzi "tirikutonorara tavako inini na Taylan
the real man Chakidza" ndakaseka futi ndikati
"ungati ndimi makatanga nayo surname iyoyo
kakuzvida kacho Soo kah" kwakusekawo
zvikanzi "zvekusatanga nayo hazvina basa asi
surname ndeyedu zvese nemutupo wacho
team Hungwe we are the people" ndakatoona
kuti ibasa chairo takazotaura zvimwe zvemusi
iwoyo zvakadarika .Mangwana acho
takazosimuka masikati na Tete Mai Laiza
tikapfuura mutown tichitenga rusero
nemutsvairo wepanze nechi chari chinyowani
chandainofuka musoro takananga kuChinhoyi
tikasvikira kwa Mai vakuru tikazobvapo
kwasviba ndakuyimbirwa ndakafuga chi chari
changu mumusoro kuti ndisaoneke face
paitoita kunge paroorwa mhandara chaiyo asi
veko ndivo vainge vati ndipinde mumusha
mavo nenzira iyoyo .Vanhu vayiimba
tichimbogara pasi natete Mari dzokandwa tete
vondikwenya tosimuka apa dzimwe nziyo
dzacho dzaiva nekutukirira mukati zvekuti
ndakamboda kuzviramwa ndobvisa chichari
mumusoro kuvhura face ndofambisa Kuyenda
pamba but zvaisaita tasvika pamba takagara
panotangira chivanze chavo apo takavefemesa
tichiramba kusimuka kusvika ndanzwa voice
raChaks achiti "ndosara hangu nechikwereti
gulez chisumukai ndozobhadhara" vanhu
vakaseka pakazowana akauya achikanda
ndikanzwa Tete vavekundizevezera vachiti
"zvaita ngatisimuke" ini ndaisaona kah
ndakavharwa face takanopinda mu kitchen
mambuya vana Tania vanhu vakaridza
mhururu *ndiani warongaa izvi ndiMwari
wakanakaa hama ndiyani waronga kudayii
ndiMwari wakanakaaa ndi Mwari wakanakaaa*
ndimai vaTamu vakavamba rwiyo irworwo
vamwe vachidaira mumba makanga mava
neveukama vamwe vemumaraini vanga
vatopararira vachidzokera kudzimba dzavo
,rwiyo rwakayenderera mberi mukadzi wa
Chaks hameno akabudikira achibva nepi
akasvika nekungodzana kutamba dance iya
inotambwa nemamai makuru eruwadzano
Kuma church yekutenderedza maoko
akapfumba chibhakera vanhu vakaridza
mhururu vana Mai ishu nana Mai Loraine
vakamu joinawo pakutamba yanga yagamwa
neumwe song yacho pakushaura vapedza
vakaridza futi mhururu vanhu vachigara pasi
kwavakukwazisana "makadii mama ,makadii
maiguru" vakadaro Tania na Talent vapinda
mataiva vachimhoresa inini na Tete Mai Laiza
havana kumbogara vakabva vatobuda
vachisiya vakuru Vega ,vachangobuda baba
vavo kwakupindawo "mazouya nengoda yangu
kah Tete" akasvika achidaro "ndauya nayo
bamunini ndikati ngoda igarire kuvaridzi vayo"
vakadaira vachidaro Tete vanhu vakaseka
nekutaura zvimwe,takapihwa chikafu tikadya
ini ndakanorara musame room na Tete
tikamukira kuseni tichitanga kutamba chiroora
takaita basa rese ,vanhu vachakarara
tikatakura two ma buckets rimwe raiva
nemvura yakazara ndikarisenga pamusoro
raiva ne half yakapisa ikatakurwa natete
takananga kwamai vakuru kwatakanosiya
taisira vanhu vese mvura dzekugeza kumeso
kubva kuvakuru kusvika kuzvizukuru
ndokuzodzokera kwatanga tabva.Takasvika
vatomuka muka ndokuvaisira yavowo mvura
zvimwe tikatozobatsirwa na Tsitsi asi tapedza
ini na Tete vangu takanogara pamusuwo we
kitchen yamai vatezvara vangu vakauya
vachikanda Mari tete vakayitora tikasimuka
"ndirikufara kunge ndini muroora achangosvika
asi maimbofungeiko kusauya pese apa hant
kudaiso ndakafara kare" akadaro mukadzi wa
Chaks achitaura tiripedu tega tikaseka
zvekurovana maoko "mavambo azvo iwaya
ndiyani futi onyeyewa" vakadaro Tete vana
Tamu Mai Yeukai vekubhinga vachisvika patiri
asi vaitopfuurira tikaseka hedu takatakura ma
plates kubva pachitanangare tichinoisa
mumba tikatanga kurongedza mushelf
tichitaura nyaya Tete Mai Laiza vanga
vatonogeza ini ndaizoendawo after her sezvo
ndakanga ndasara ndichipedzisa basa
tatopedza tikanzwa "ayewa musha
wavakuchikura manje wochipawo mumwe
wako pressure achitizvarira husikana hwacho
ahwunyanya kava kare awuya but chirikubuda
hapana pamwe anotya kurera mobatsirana
kurera kwacho" vakadaro Tete Mai Loraine
ndivo vanga vapinda vakanditarisa vakanzi na
Tsitsi "muri Tamuda here imi munondiudzira
nguva yekuzvara imi kwamakaroorwa
makapedza here kuvazvarira" ndakatoona kuti
zvasangana vana handinzwarwo ndikati "ini
handina chandomuudzira ndokwana papi
nhaimi Tete" vakasiyana neni vakadzokera
kuna Tsitsi vakati "muchenamiro wemunhu
asingazvare Soo kah nxaa" ndakarwadziwa
kunge ndini ndairehwa ndikati "kasi Chaks ane
kwaakamitisa here kwakabudira kuzvara
kwake" vakanditi "nyarara iwe handisi kutaura
newe" ndikavatarisa ndikati "varikuzviziva here
vanhu varipanze kuti ndizvo zvamapindira
muno or arikuzviziva here Chaks kuti
murikutaura izvozvo kumukadzi wake" vakabva
vasimuka pabench pavanga vagara vavekuda
kubuda "zvirinani handizvare asi ndakabvisirwa
mari vabereki vangu nehama vakazvidira
ndogadhirwa chiripo panemi baby making
machine basa kuchaiswa mapoto uku
muchihwurirwa nemurume kana salt inovava
zvayo haina kubviswa kuti vabereki venyu
vadyewo kuzvara munozvara but value chaiyo
hamuna henyu hamumire pandinomira ini
ngomwa ,asi imi mumirire musi wandinenge
ndakafarisa ndigobvisa ring iri muruoko
rwangu ndichiisawo muchigunwe chenyu
mungochi feeler chete kuti ring inonakidza sei
kupfeka or ndichakutengerai dziya
dzepamusika dze $ dzinenge dziine necklace
nema earrings acho mungatofa musingaizive
asi kuclinic at labour hamuudzirwe uko it's
your favorite place kah" akadaro Tsitsi
ndikatoona kuti ndanga ndaita mutete
pamuromo macho was too much, Mai Loraine
vacho vakaridza tsamwa vachibuda mu
kitchen mataiva iye akasara achitura mafemo
"ndichasvika rinhi ndichizvi defender like this
dai Mwari vachindinyaradza dai ndakaziva
ndisina kubaiwa ma depo ndakangoita hangu
mimba yacho ,look now makangozvara Taylan
wenyu musiri mu marriage but zvavakutofaya"
akadaro achiratidza kushushikana pachiso
chake nekubva atogara pabench.

Ndakamunzwirawo tsitsi pamwe chete

nekumurwadzirwa ndikamuti "regai
kuzviwanzira mufungo mainini hant
maishandisa depo saka richiri mu system I'm
sure parinongopera Chaks junior otouya"
akabva aseka zvikanzi "zvegore ripi nhai
maiguru Chaks wenyu anenge akangomirira
izvozvo here ndotombofunga kuti pamwe
mamwe manwiro yaanoita doro kuvhara stress
yekusazvara kwangu munoti dai ayine mwana
ayinwa manwiro aye here chero
asingazondiudza pachena hake" ndakatoona
kuti anogona achitaura chokwadi "ndikafunga
kuti tirimukomana nemusikana taiva Mai na
baba Micky but tawanana Micky wacho
haachade kuuya eish" ndaisada kuseka asi
zvakandikunda ndikati "ndi Micky kudii Koo
koimi sei muchizviti hamuzvare nhai mainini
richingova depo" she just smiled zvikanzi "taiti
kana Ari mukoma ndi Michael musikana
Mickiella ndini kah ndisingazvare because
ndini nyakubaiwa depo zviripachena wani"
ndakamutarisa ndikati "ndafunga mushe
ndakutonoudza vamwene vako kuti watanga
vauye nemugoti kunokurova maoko iwayo
anobata shaya" I said that jokingly ndichibuda
akanditevera but ndakananga kwaiva na Tete
Mai Laiza ndichida kunogeza iye akadzokera.
"Iye murume wako wandisina kumboona aripo
here I'm sure kana achakarara anoda
unomumutsa uchimugadzirira mvura yekugeza
ndiye wawakavinga kah panoapa
usakanganwe" vakadaro Tete ndikati "regai
ndigeze ndigoyenda" for sure ndakageza
ndikanopakurira vana porridge redovi ranga
rabikwa na Tsitsi vana vacho vanga
vakawanda nevazukuru vekwa mai vakuru
vanga vauyawo.Vana wese yaingova Taylan
azodai this and that ayiita zvinoshura mwana
waTamu ndakaenda kuimba yedu yatanga
takavakisa ndimo maanga akarara Batania
ndaida kutonotaura naye nyaya yemwana wake
wemisikanzwa but ndakasvika achitobuda
kunogeza apa akamonera drying towel
kumusoro asina hembe ndakaramba
ndakatarisa hairy yake yaiva pa chest
zvichinodzika kudumbu kwakubvisa towel rake
akakanda pa bed zvikanzi "hesi baby" voice
rakaramba kubuda iye anga avakutora body
lotion mu wardrobe kwakunditarisa zvikanzi
"are you ok?" Ndakamedza mate ndichinzwa
kuomerwa pahuro iye kwakuisa lotion pabed
nekundidhonza ruoko achizvikandira pabed
ndichiwirawo pamusoro pake asina kupfeka
kudaro ndikatanga ndini kumu kissa
ndavakutonakirwa nekiss yedu ndakangonzwa
kavoice kekuchemerera kwa Varaidzo
kakandishanyira ndikabva pamusoro paTamu
ndichinopinda mu bathroom ndiri speed "Itu"
akandidana kudaro ndika ignore ndakazvitarisa
pa mirror remo ndikaona ndavakutoyerera
misodzi iye haana kuteverawo kusvika
ndazvinyararidza ndikapinda mubedroom
mandakawana atopfeka "ndane nzara ndipo
chikafu" akadaro asina kunditarisa zvakandipa
kubuda ndichinanga kukitchen kwamai vake
ndichizvitongesa kuti taizogara tese sei
ndichingonzwa voice rekuchema kwaVaraidzo.
Ndakagadzira chikafu ndikanomupa maaiva
ndikamusiyamo vava na Taylan ini ndichinanga
kwaiva na Tete Mai Laiza avo vaida
kutodzokera that day "Koo waitwa sei nemusi
umwe iwowu ndisati ndatombodzokera"
vakadaro vaona mood yangu
ndikazvimanikidzira kuseka ndikati "hapana
kutongofunga hangu kuti tatova tese nemunhu
wangu" kwakusekawo havo zvikanzi "mufariro
wandirikuita mwana wehanzvadzi yangu kah
mufaro wacho wakapetwa ukazvigarira mushe
na Van-dem wako uyu usingaite mayepu yepu
haambokurove kungoti iwe ndovimba newe
hauna pamuromo" ndakatoseka ndikati
"munotomuzivawo here Van-dem wema action
movies uya" kwakusekawo vakati "unoti
akatanga nhasi here kuita mafilm ake aye
akamatanga tichiri zvisikana chaizvo saka
tomuziva isu" kuzodaro ndakaseka
kukanganwa zvanga zvabva kuitika mumba
maiva na Tamu .Tete vakazopedza kugadzirira
pamari yatainge tawana ndakavapa ini
ndikatora shoma zvechirango takabuda
ndakatakura bag ravo vachinooneka vamwe
Chaks nemukadzi wake handina kuvaona ,
Batania akazobuda ini naye tikaperekedza Tete
nemota tikanovasiya mu Chinhoyi town
pavakakwira bhazi ndakapihwa ma car keys
nemurume wangu zvikanzi "enda unopinda
mumota ndirikudzoka" ndakaita sekudaro
akatozodzoka ayine vamwe varume two
vachiratidza kuti vaiwirirana because vaitaura
vachiseka "bby hona vakomana ava
varikuzviramba kuti ndine mukadzi nevana
four..mamuona kah mukadzi wangu"
akavadaro vasvika pamota zvikanzi neumwe
wacho "yavakarova iyi handichina nharo hangu
zvakozviratidza zvega" ndanga ndakasunga
zambiya nedhuku kwakuseka havo
tikamhoresana ndikatozoziva kuti vainge
vakadzidza pa same high
school.Vakazodzokera ini ndikanzi ndi drive
handina kupikisa but ndayiona achinditarisa
ndikazvi ignore kusvika tasvika kumba
 ,takasvika pakubika nekudya Chaks
nemukadzi wake vasimo taitoziva kuti vanga
vakavharirana ini nekuziva zvanga zvaitika
makuseni ndakatofunga ndega kuti ayiva ne
stress saka zvichida vainyararidzana sababa
namai saka ndaingoti kuvanhu "mainini
vangomuka vachiti varikunzwa musoro"
Chikafu ndaitova endesera ndosiya mu dining
mavo ndaitomu rwadzirwa Tsitsi.Iniwo
ndakanorara nemunhu wangu same bedroom
asi takarara tichitonetsana achida sex ini moyo
uchingoramba kusvika azondisiya
.Takadzokera Harare next day mazuva
aripedyo tikanotsvagira Tania nzvimbo ku
Sodburry haina kunetsa kuwana tikasiya
tatobhadhara school fees sezvo zvikoro
zvanga zvakutovhurwa.
Ayisagona nemufaro mwana wangu
takanomusiya kumba kuChinhoyi tichidzokera
kuHarare, Taylan ndiye wataigara naye chete
.Ini kubasa ndainge ndatotanga kurambidzwa
Kuyenda ndanzi mwedzi iwoyo ndiwo waiva
wekupedzisira ndakatombofunga kuti ayindi
fixer sezvo ndairamba kumupa sex so
ndakangoona kuti zvirinani ndiite zvaayida
zvacho the next day after lunch time semunhu
anga Ari mutown kare ndakabva ndanotenga
some of the things zvaidiwa kuchikoro kwa
Tania ,mabank cards ababa vake ese ndini
ndanga ndavakugara nawo anga andipa ega
Tamuka ndisina kana
kumbomukumbira.Kakuzvitonga kuzere ne
voice rake re command anga asina kusiya asi
kuti ndanga ndatozvijaira same day
randatenga zvinhu zva Tania manheru acho
ndakabva ndamuti "zvakadii kuti tichitora vana
kuChinhoyi uko tichitanga kugara navo" tainge
tatova mubedroom pandakataura izvozvo
ndikanzi "wangu mwana ndinaye pano
vawavakundiudza nezvavo ndevako iwewe
chero ukada kuvatora next of next year hazvidi
inini izvozvo" mhinduro yacho yakandipedza
Simba akandipindura zvisina kana hanya ini
semunhu anga ajaira munhu wake ndakazvi
zororera hangu Taylan ndiye waayitungamidza
ende ayisazvivanza ndikati "ok dady
ndokumbirawo muzondiperekedza kunovatora
muchinditaurirawo na mbuya na sekuru vavo"
akabva angonditi "bho" zvimwe
ndaitozvishairawo pazvo mufaro chaiwo
waisavamo mumba kana tiri two chaanga
akatsamwira ndaichiziva ende zvaitondipa
kuda kumu fixer because zvaitoratidza kuti
akatsamwira kumunyima sex kwangu but
kutadza kwake asingakuone ndaiwandirwa
nepfungwa panyaya iyoyo, asi haana musi
waayisarara pamba or kudaira call iri
suspicious zvekuratidza kuva ne girlfriend asi
yangu phone ayiibata everyday.Takazonotora
vana kuChinhoyi mbuya vavo vakasurukirwa
asi ini samai vevana ndanga ndodawo kugara
nemhuri yangu ndakavavimbisa kuti ma
holidays vana vaiuya ,zvikoro zvainge
zvatovhurwa Tania tamutengera zvese
zvaidiwa before the opening day
ndakambogara naye pasi tichiita Mom and
daughter talks ndaisada kuzonzwa nyaya
dzisina basa kubva kuchikoro
kwavo.Takazonomusiya next day vaitorwa ne
bus mutown asi se first day rake ndakatonetsa
baba vake kuti tinosiya mwana tega
takazoenda hedu asi ndamboudziswa
mashoko ndichinzi "zve boarding school
ndakazviramba kare zvopinza busy handidi
kuendeswa nzendo dzisiri muplan yangu"
ndaisazviteerera chikuru kwaiva Kuyenda
,takasvika ndakatomusiya ndanoona Kuma
doms kwavo ndaona ma roommates ake
vaizogara vari 3 ndakadzokera kumota
ndikawana baba nevana vachiseka
vaipindirana Talent tanga tamutakura "handei
zvaita" ndakadaro mota ikamutswa muroad
mese ayiramba achidzokorora song ya
Leonard Zhakata "mugove" ndanga
ndakutoziva kuti anoyida zvekuti.Takasvika
kumba musi iwoyo tikarara taudzwa kuti
ndinotora Talshia tivatsvagire nzvimbo
pasame school vari three uko ndaiziva kuti
inogona kuita hondo na baba and mai Itu
vasingade nemuzukuru wavo asi
patakaendako tikavavimbisa kuti ayizouya ma
weekends vakazvinzwisisa vakati "vanouya
vese vari vaviri asi uyo mugare naye kumba
kwenyu" ndi mama vakadaro vachireva Taylan
tikaseka .Takazobvako tikangonanga
kuchikoro chavaizodzidza at Conway collage
yaiva boarding school for primary and
secondary paidzidzwa nembinga but vangu
vana ndakasarura kuti vadzoke kumba
everyday vaizotorwa nekunosiiwa nebus
rechikoro .Vese vainge vatova nema phones
baba vavo vaiva spoiler zvakanyanyisa ende
ayizvipa nguva nevana vake kumuona
achitamba navo zvaisabvumika kuti Ari rough
kuvamwe vanhu neni wacho .Mazuva aripedyo
mukadzi wa Ethan akabva asununguka mwana
Musikana wavakatumidza kuti "Rufaro
Itumeng Tembo" ndakatombovati "nhaimi
nekuzara kwakaita mazita momupa rangu here
madii kumupa rekuti Rufaro chete" hazvina
ayinzwa because vese vairatidza kurida uye
wakava mufaro.Mazuva ayifamba kumba
kwangu ndaigara zvakanaka zviito zva Tamu
zvizhinji ndainge ndisingachazvi tsamwire
,vazhinji vandainzwanana navo taitaura
pamafon or kushanyirana mumba mangu
hapana chandaishaiwa ayitiona nemurume
wangu pavanhu taitonzi tinodanana zvekuti
,vanasikana vangu ma weekends ese zvayo
vayienda kuChishawasha hills kwambuya vavo,
sisi vavo ku boarding school kwavo
ndaimboendako zvese zvaiva mugwara, Ku
Stoneridge Kuma blocks evana vedu
taitombokuyenda asi kuMarondera ndaingonzi
"tichayendako kana nguva yakwana" ended
hapana pandakamboona mapictures eyimba
yacho chero zve mistake chaiyo asi ndaiva ne
curiosity . Asi rimwe zuva ndakapotsa padiki
ndatyorwa ruoko na Tamu awona massage ya
teacher vekundida madays andaiva kuhigh
school at Kadoma vakangoisa massage
kuinbox kwangu pa Facebook vanga vasina
kundisendera even a friend request vakatanga
nekuisa massage yakanzi "uripi nhai bby
rangu nanhasi ndakakumirira ndichirikuda
nezvako Itumeng ndiudze kwauri ndikutore
tivake musha sababa naMai" ini semunhu
ayisabata phone pese pese ndichiita
zvekubikira mhuri sezvo ndainge ndati handidi
maid anoshanda week rese ayizongouya ma
weekends sezvo ndaingoswerapo
pamba."Ndozvaurikurambira kuti ndiku kwi**
uchindiudza kuti wakatsamwa nyaya ya
Varaidzo nevamwe vandakasangana navo
uchinyepa iwe uri busy nezvikomba zvako
paphone hant" ndokutanga kwayakaitwa nyaya
yacho andivinga mu kitchen ndakatoona kuti
hapana kumira mushe ndikapakurira vana
ndikasiya ndati Kuna Talent "mukapedza kudya
woperekedza vana muma rooms avo vonorara
hant kamwanangu" iye akatenda
.Ndikafambisa ndichinopinda mubedroom
Batania akatevera ndoku locker door
akabudisa bhandi rake ndakakurumidza
kuribata ndikati "kana waona sendaku hurira
ndidzosere kumba kwedu ndozvandairamba
izvi Everytime unotanga nekundirova usina
kunzwa side rangu sei ini handichade
usandirove ndidzokere kumba kwedu this guy
was a student teacher ndichiri ku high school
ayindinyenga ndikaramba ndezvekare futi"
ndipo paakabva andimonya ruoko akanditsika
gumbo Ari nechekumashure kwangu
zvairwadza ndikanzi "dzokorora zvawataura
tinzwe kurumidza ndoda kukumamisira
muromo wako wekundiudza kuti hauchandide
handina kunyengwa newe inini ende kana
wazobvuma kukwi*** kwacho ndini ndichaku
kwi** hausiwe uchaenda pamusoro pangu
unozviziva hant" ndakagutsirira musoro
kubvumirana naye.Ndikanzi "chitaura
zvawataura dzokorora tinzwe kuti hauchandide
ende unoda kuenda kumba kwenyu ukanonoka
rwurikutyoka ruoko urwu" sure ndainzwa
ruchiwedzerwa kumonywa "ndokuda Tamuka
for the rest of my life" ndakadaro ndikapushwa
ndichiwira pabed kwakuridza tsamwa
zvekubhowekana ndikanzi "handisi shamwari
yako ini as from tomorrow utsvage
kwekuyenda for counseling otherwise
ndichapedzisira ndaku kwi** usingade uchida
kukunzwisisa kwangu kwakutoita kuti
undipinde sterek enda kunzvimbo kwako urare
zvakanaka fast".Handina kufunga ruviri chero
marwadzo andayiteerera ndakamaisa paside
ndikarara zvakanaka panzvimbo paku
ndakasvika pakubatwa nehope ndichimusiya
Ari busy nephone yangu ,kuseni ndakamutswa
nekurira kwe alarm yephone yangu
yaindimutsa every day but ndanga
ndakambundirwa zvaisaitika mazuva ese
ndakada kuti ndizvibvise paari akaramba
akandibata "urikuda kuyenda kupi"
akandibvunza ndikati "kunogadzirira vana
vayende kuchikoro plus kugadzirira imimi
muyende kubasa" zvikanzi "Talent akura
achaona yekutamba nevamwe vake you are
the one akaramba maid pano saka hazvidi inini
handingakone kuita time newe kusvika
pandadira" ndakaramba ndakarara iye adzima
alarm yacho ndakangoti "ok chiitai kuti varege
havo Kuyenda kuchikoro because Taylan
hapana anomugona kumugeza
nekumupfekedza zvotoda inini" ndakabva
ndanamwa ne kiss zvikanzi "urikunyanya
kutaurisa, apa hausati watomboti mamukasei
dady" ndakatoziva kuti kuda kunyengetedzwa
nekuvharwa panezvange zvabva kuyitika last
night.Akabva akwira pamusoro pangu
akandipa imwe kiss iri sweet ndainge
ndavakutotanga kutambisa chiuno changu
nekuvhura ndega makumbo "you are not ready
uchandipa kana wavakuda" akadaro
achitodzika kubva pamusoro pangu
.Kwakunanga mu bathroom ndakazomukawo
ndikatanga ndayenda kuvana ndikawana maid
arimo ndakazvibatanidza ndega ndikaona kuti
anga arara asheedzwa, ndakaperekedza vana
kugate kwavaikwirira bus vayenda ndakadzoka
mukati ndikawana Batania vachitobudisa yavo
mota mu garage ndakaramba ndakamutarisa
haana kana kumbondiudza a goodbye
ndikasiyawo zvakadaro nekupinda mumba
ndichiita zvandayiita tichibatsirana
namaid.Musi wacho ndakatanga ndayenda
kuguva revabereki vangu kunoisa ma flowers.
Mota ndaingoshandisa yangu yemazuva ese
after that ndakananga kwandaiziva for
counseling mazuva ayifamba ndichiendako
zvikoro zvakavharwa ndikanotora Tania
ndakayenda na Tsitsi uyo ayivawo nenyaya
yake imwe chete yekushaiwa
mbereko,mukadzi wa Zimuno chake chimwana
changa chakutokura ndoona ndizvo zvimwe
zvaishungurudza Tsitsi.Takabva tarongana
kuti sezvo taiva marovha timboenda kumusha
nevana kuholiday tombonogarako, Takabva
kunotora Tania anga atochinja mwana wangu
achibvumwa neka life kepa boarding school
murume wangu ndakamuudza zvaivapo
akatanga ambondirambidza achiti ndiendese
vana chete "ndipo pandinganodii kumusha
nhaimi Batania ndinganyengwa nani
asingakuzive ikokuya" ndakamudaro asi
ndakazotenderwa kuyendako ndabuda
kadziwa nekumukumbira.Yaiva Friday
tikanosiiwa na Chaks tese nevana vedu,Mai
vakafara vachitiona vanga vasuwa vazukuru
vavo pakatourawa mbudzi ende vana vangu
girls vese vari three vaiwirirana asi kuti Tania
ayinyanya kuwirirana na Talshia ,Talent
ayimumakira makuhwa zvakatongoonekwa
nemusi umwe watasvika na mbuya
vavo.Takagara Sunday yacho Batania
akasvika makuseni ndakatoseka zvangu ndega
Tamuka ruchengera ayirwuwanza takaswera
zvakanaka manheru vanhu vapedza kutandara
tikanopinda medu mumba "ndirikufuga blanket
ripi" akandibvunza kudaro sezvo taifuga
different blankets nguva zhinji asi ipapo
paakandibvunza ndakamunzwira tsitsi
ndikawona kuti zvekare zvaiva zvekare asi
ayindida ndichimudawo ende ayindibata
zvakanaka semunhu ayisabvuma defeat asi
ane zvizhinji zvaayindiita zvairatidza kuti ava
munhu akatendeka "iwe Mai Tania" akandidaro
ndavakuzvikuwadza nemufungo ndikaita
kakuvhundukira ndikati "matii ...oky sorry
pindai imomo tirikufuga tese" akaramba
akanditarisa zvekusazvitenda ndikati "I'm
serious" akaramba akanditarisa akazopinda
muma blankets acho ini ndichinogeza
.Ndaimunzwira mazi feelings akawanda
ndakatogeza zve chimbi chimbi ndikasvika
ndichipinda muma blankets maayiva ndiri
naked kwakupinza ruoko rwangu mu boxer
short rake akaita kakuvhunduka zvikanzi "Itu"
akadaro akandifuratira ndikati "I'm ready for
you Tamu you are my husband and I love you"
ndakadaro ndichitowedzera kumubata mupent
make akashinyira nekutouya pamusoro pangu
miromo yakanamana kwakundivhura
makumbo slowly but avakuda kuisa chinhu
chake akangoyerekana Amira zvaayiita for
some minutes ndikasvika pakumuti "chii nhai
dady" he sniffed zvemunhu ayichema apa
achitobva pamusoro pangu "I don't deserve
you Itumeng" akadaro achitodzika pabed
ndikamonera bedsheet ndichimutevera
maanga ayenda ndaitofunga kuti anopinda
mudining but I was wrong ndakazoona kuti
ayiva mubathroom ndakabva ndagara pasofa
awo andanga ndichangobva kutenga
ndakamiria ndamirirazve munhu asingabude
akazobuda pave paye akandiona ndakagara
ndavakutonzwa hope."Koo hausati warara?"
Akandibvunza kudaro ndikamuti "ndakamirira
iwewe" kwakundibata ruoko kuti ndisimuke
tikanopinda mubedroom matakasvika
nekugara pabed kwakundibata maoko angu
ese ndakamutarisa ndikaona maziso ake
akatsvuka ndikatanga ndini nekumuti
"ndakuregerera ndasunungura moyo wangu
Tamuka let's enjoy our love" akaramba
akanditarisa akadzungudza musoro zvikanzi "I
don't deserve your forgiveness Itu three
months dzatagara tese pasina sex tichirara
same bed plus kufuga different blankets
ndakaona kubatikana kwako ndine nguva
yandaifungisisa zvandakakuitira
ndainyatsokuona kuti zve shuwa
ndakakutadzira ,I don't deserve you bby kana
zvichigona ngatichingo sangana pavana
nezvandakakuita zvese Mai Taa hazvibude
ndine chivindi chakanyanyisa but chivindi
chekuti ndingashingirira Kuyenda pamusoro
pako after all ndirikuchishaiwa" apedza kudaro
moyo wangu wakawedzera kurwadza
ndakambonyarara iye asimuka ndikamira
pamberi pake ndokumumbundira ndikati
"ndiwe murume wangu Tamu I love you please
give me this thing ndachisuwa ini" ndakadaro
ndichitopinza ruoko rwangu mupent make "I
can't bby" akadaro takatarisana mumaziso
ndichiona pain kuchiso chake maziso
akatsvuka achirumanisa mazino ake
zvaayiwanzo kuita kana ayine hasha "you can"
ndakamudaro akandibata ruoko kuti ndirege
zvandayiita "yes I can but at the honeymoon"
akadaro akambonyarara andibata gotsi rangu
takagumanisa makuma edu "marry me"
akadaro achiwedzera mashoko ake tears
escape from my eyes ndikati "yes I'm going to
marry you because you are the love of my life"
kwakubva andizvanyidzira paari kunge
ndichamupinda apa ini misodzi yainge
yoyerera none stop iye kwakuisa chirebvu
chake nechemu musoro mangu semunhu
ayinge akareba kundidarika tikamira takadaro
achipuruzira musoro wangu.Ndakazvibvisa
paari slowly "ndirikuda chinhu ichi ini"
ndakamudaro ndichichibata zvikanzi "ku
honeymoon" achitobva pandiri kupinda muma
blankets ndakamunetsa usiku ihwowo kusvika
angotanga nekubatanidza mabreasts angu
achimayisa mukanwa make ipapo ipapo a
mourn escaped from my mouth ndikanzi "shii"
akatanga kundi sexer nechigunwe "I'm going to
fuck you" akandidaro akanditarisa mumaziso
chaimo achitaurira pasi pasi ndikawedzera
kunzwa zi feeling rakati zhriii mumuviri wangu
wese ndikanzwa hwunyoro hwakabuda pa
honeypot yangu sezvo ayinge akwirira
kumusoro achindi kissa kissa muhuro
ndakatanga kutovhura ndega makumbo but
akandidya muromo zvaanga asati ambondiita
"ndomada malips aya ndanga ndamasuwa"
akandidaro ndikati "missed you so much
hunny" ndikayenda kuzasi kwake i sucked his
thing akandi pidigura achiuya pamusoro pangu
kwakutanga kutambisira chinhu chake on my
honeypot kusvika ndanyatsoku nyorova kuti
chakwata "I'm going to remove your virginity
mechi 4" he said that akanditarisa mutarisiro
wekundi seducer like always ndikati akaruma
his lower lip raayirumira right side "ndirikutya
paunotanga ndorwadziwa ini" he just smiled
akaipushira mukati ndakavarairwa i screamed
nekurwadziwa semunhu anga agarisa ndichida
kutomubvisa akakurumidza kundivhara
muromo neruoko akanditsikirira .Kusvika
andinama nekiss akayinyudza pasina action
kwakuzotanga kuita kwirire dzike yake
ndakatanga ndichirwadziwa , Ndakakweshwa
zveku kweshwa zviye ndikanzi "bata floor
ndoda ku**nda wakandifongorera ndoda
kukupa umwe mwana" ayinge azviziva kare
kuti ndakabviswa jadell ndakafongora ndabata
floor achiita ma actions ake ndichirohwa
tumambama twuri sweet mumagaro "I'm
coming bby" akadaro ndikatonzwa chinhu
chake chawedzera heat he offloaded into me
ndikasimukapo ndichinzwa dzungu chairo
usiku hwacho hapana kurarwa takazomuka
next day masikati chaiwo zvainyadzisa
asi.Ndakamusiya akarara ndikanogeza
nekubuda ndichinotora mutsvairo kuti
nditsvaire mumba mangu ndakawana Tsitsi
achitorongedza maplates akanditi "manga
mafira mumachira here nhaimi ndanga
ndavakutoda kuzivisa vemudunhu kuti pagogo
Chakidza paita mariro" akadaro tikaseka
richirovana maoko ndikati "kwana" zvikanzi
"kukwanei tell me kanjani, apa ndanga
ndakakuvhurirai ziso kubva makuseni ndoda
tiende kumashops tinotenga chiya chiya
chekuita zviya zviya" ndanga ndatoziva
zvaayitaura tikabvumirana ndikamubatsira
kurongedza ma plates mu shelf in no time
Taylan akasvika achimhanyisana nambuya
vake vakati "mwana waTamu haanzwe uyu
anotsvaga kuti timurove tigokona kutengerwa
sugar nabambo vake pano hant haarohwe here
uku izvezvi wavhuna mbudzi yevanhu gumbo
yanga ichingozvidarikirawo kuroad uko hant
yatova mhosva iyoyi" vakadaro
ndikapererwawo ndakanoudza baba vake
vakati "tine zvimwe zvekuronga zviri important
than zvembudzi zvaurikundiudza dai
wavakutofunga zvinodiwa on our wedding
lucky venue iripo kare kumba kwedu
kuMarondera bby sezvandaka kuudza from
first " munhu wacho ayigona hake
kundifizura .Takazoswera paitwa decision
yekuti tibvise pambudzi dzababa vake
tichinopa varidzi votipa yekuvhunwa gumbo
yacho yotoitwa usavi ,Takazoenda kumashops
naTsitsi kwatakanosangana namai Lorraine
vakati "varoora vekwa Chakidza" zvikanzi na
Tsitsi "chaivo original chisungo chacho
chakatosungwa kana kudenga" zvakandipa
kuseka Mai Lorraine vacho Havana zvizhinji
zvavakataura vakangotimhoresa tikapesana
isu tichiita zvatayiita tikasvika kumba tikawana
Chaks adzoka sezvo paakatisiya anga
azodzokera kubasa "matova mhandara
dzemuno kah makufamba famba muno
mumaraini mega" akadaro ndikatoona
kushatirwa kwake takatarisana namainini
vangu tikamu ignore tichipfuurira kunopinda
muimba yavo Tsitsi kwakuyita weti mu empty
container "ndirikutya ini ndaneta kuita ma tests
acho" akadaro achitonyika pregnant test yacho
muweti yake ndakaramba ndakanyarara akati
"ndakutarisa kuside mozondiudza ma results"
akabva ayita sekudaro ndikazo checker after
some minutes ndikati "hona zvabudiswa
musarudzo nechinhu Chako" akasimudza
musoro wake slowly akatarisa akanditarisa
zvikanzi "maiguru" ndakango nyemwerera
ndakamutarisa "inhumbu here" akadaro
ndikatenda nemusoro aka screamer zvakandi
vhundutsa zvakaitika kuti murume wake
newangu vauye vachimhanya vese naZimuno
ndikatoona kuti vanga vasvika vese naChaks
kupinda kwake Chaks Tsitsi wacho akabva
amhanyira kumbundira murume wake
akatanga kupfikura kuchema akambundira
munhu wake uyo ayitoratidza kuva confused
vese vakomana vacho ndikatora tissue
rekubatisa kwakusimudza pregnant test iya
ndikamuratidza akatanga ayitarisa
kwakutsinzina akasvinura futi "she is pregnant"
ndakadaro ndakatarisa Chaks ndikaona
avakumbundira mukadzi wake zvemufaro face
yake yakatondiudza kuti ayimuda mwana
kusatovapo kwake zvaimu shungurudza asi
kwaiva kusataura hake achikuwarira
mukati.Tamu akabva ayenda pavari
akavambundira "ndafara mupfanha wangu"
ndozvaakataura ndikayendawo pavari I did the
same Zimuno ava busy nephone yake kutora
mapictures .Mai vakabva vapinda vakati
"evoo" vachiombera maoko zvekunge vaona
shura kwavakutobuda after some minutes
tikabva pa group hug yedu ndikati "imi
bamunini kutichengera munaira kushoma
ndiyani angatida mukufamba kwedu isu
takapedzwa kare twunonaka nemi mhoti
matisakadza varume imimi" tese takabva
taseka "Koo Mai vazongobuda?" akadaro
Zimuno kwakuseka hedu Tanga tatoziva kuti
vanga vatiza hug yedu.Manheru ezuva iroro
takagara mukitchen baba Tania vakabva vati
"mai Taa na Taylan ndirikuenda navo
mangwana kuseni asi vasikana ava
vachambosara for a week ndodzoka
ndichivatora because tavakugadzirira muchato
wedu it's an obvious kuti vanofanirwa kunge
vachiita zvavo..." Asati apedza kutaura Mai
vake vakabva varidza mhururu Chaks
kwakundipinza akandimbundira "thanks gulez
mazotiregererawo ndafara ini" nemukadzi
wake akasimuka kwava kubatsirana
kundimbundira zvemufaro.

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CHAPTER 45

*Tamuka*

Ndakaramba ndakamutarisa Itumeng ayine

hama dzake vachisvika parufu ,mufitirwo
waayinge akaitwa ne Zambiya ne dhuku
ndainyatsokuzvi udza nekuzvirova dundundu
kuti mukadzi ndewangu.Vapedza kubata
maoko ndakazoyenda panga painana sekuru
vake tese neboys rangu tikanovamhoresa
zvine respect vakatidaira zvakanakisisa
pamwe chete nekutibata maoko sekuru vake
mu war veterian kutoita sevasirivo
vakambosimudzana neni nemanyemwerero
avayiita ipapo.Time time ndikazoenda
kunomhoresa hama dzake vanhu kadzi
kunyanya hambuya vangu kuuya kwavakaita
kwakandifadza even though vainge vafambira
rufu asi kutouya ikoko kwanga
kwakandikoshera zvine mufaro mukati mangu
pakunovamhoresa ipapo ndakazoyenda na
Zimuno Zimuno uyo ayindisimbisa pachirume
like always takasvika tikanyatsokuuchira
maoko zvevakwasha chaizvo , mukadzi wangu
ndakatoona kuti ayindinyara ende kundinyara
ikoko kwaitondiudza kwega kuti anondida
tasimuka kubva mukuombera ndakabva
ndamutsonya neziso zvisina varipo vanoona .
Rosey my ex-wife na sisi vake na Mai vake
neimwe hama yavo vaivapo vakagara padhuze
nana Itumeng ipapo but ndasina
kumbovamhoresa vanga vakandibuda kare
vanhu ivavo kubvira paakavhiringa Talent
,ndikazonzwa futi kuti Tania ayinge
ambonoiswako kumba kwavo namai mushure
mekunge vamupa wrong information poison
chaiyo kunditadzira kwavayiita vaisakuona
vachiramba vachiwedzera zvimwe pamusoro
pezvimwe munhu haabvumirwe kuvenga
munhu but ivo ndanga ndakavavenga mhuri
yese neanga asina kunditadzira or kutaura
neni.Takazobvapo panga panana Itumeng
ndikayenda kwaiva nevamwe varume mwana
wangu Taylan ndaimuona achishungurudza
vamwe but handina kuzviitira hanya because
hapana ayiva mudiki kwaari ndiye ayitova
mudiki pavese ndakashaiwa mhinduro Talent
awuya kunondiudza kuti chikomana chainge
chatema huku yevanhu obvious ayinge
atoivhuna gumbo ndakamusheedza akauya
achimhanya ndikati "nhai boss Koo kwanzi na
sisi venyu Talent makanganisa huku kaimimi
kohindava" haana kupindura zvandakavhunza
akati "I'm going to kill her, she is shiiiit
bhushuuuu" akabva pandiri avakutoridza pfuti
handina kuzviisa futi musoro kuti ayitova
serious ndakazokwenywa neumwe mudhara
ayiva patainge takagara akati "hona mwana
wako ibhinya chikomana ichi" ndakatarisa
ndikaona Ari biz kupa Talent zvi fight kurova
kwacho ayikugona ndaishaiwa kuti anga
akazvidzidziswa nani handina chandakataura
but I just smiled ndakavatarisa ayigona
kuzvimiririra mwanawangu semunhu rume
,pavakazobatwa na Owen mwana wamukoma
Taylan akabva aridzira pfuti Kuna Talent uyo
ayinge otochema.Ndakazonakirwa ndaona
maiguru vangu sisi vamai Taa vapinda mu
ground pa team rengoma pa jiti
ndakatokwenya boys vakanakirwawo because
zvavaingova zvaisambo enderana neteam re
jiti "family yemukadzi wako hameno
zvavangori Soo zvandisingagone kutsanangura
but in short ndingangoti havana pride ende
havazvisarure kuzviisa pavo vega asi kuti
vanotongo fita pese pese" akadaro Zimuno
Zimuno ndikaona kuti shuwa ayitaura
chokwadi because nezvayiva sisi va Mai Taa
wocompare ne team rengoma remuruzevha
zvaisaenderana zvamuchose ende
pavakashaura song team racho rakadaira
zvine morare zvakasanganisira kufarira
kuvambwa kwayakaitwa vekuchirungu.Nguva
dzaifamba kusvika mota ye Zororo funeral
policy yauya kunotora body kuti bamukuru
vachinochengetwa ndakatozviudza kuti
handibvemo before Mai Taa ende ndanga
ndaona Rosey na sisi vake vachinopinda
kuchimbuzi saka pfungwa dzangu sevanhu
vandaisa truster ndakangofunga kuti pamwe
vangandi kanganisira mukadzi wangu
,pandakaona Mai Taa achimhanyisa Taylan
ndakabva ndati Kuna Chaks "tora mwana
uyende naye arikuda kuendawo kumakuva
anoda munhu anomutarisa" Chaks ndaiva naye
ndichitomuudzawo kuti ndoda nguva na
Itumeng ndaitoda andibatsire sezvo hama
dzake dzanga dzatotungamira nevamwe
kumakuva but ndakatora mukana pandakaona
achitevera mwana kuseri kwedzimotikari
ndikamudhonza ndichimutsamhirisa imwe
mota nekumudya muromo ndaitomu zwira
zvisinga tsanangurike pandakanzwa mavoices
ayipfuura nepatiri ndakatoziva kuti iteam
randainge ndaona ririkuma toilets i pulled
myself from the kiss but munhu wangu
ndakaramba ndakamutsamhira vachingodarika
ndikaenderera mberi nekiss nekubva ndatoisa
ruoko rwangu muhembe make ndikanzwa
muviri wake uchidziya anga abatwawo nema
feelings ndikaona zvirinani tinopinda mumba
yepo ndimupe zvinhu zvake ndaisava nebasa
kuti room ipi yacho chandaingoda kupinda
mumba but pandakamuudza akaramba
akatobva pandiri ndakamutsa mota yangu
ndikananga kumba kwedu kwandakasvika
nekupinda mu shower kugeza cold water kuti
ndinzwe zvirinani ndokuzotevera vamwe
kumakuva ndikasvika vanhu vese vakagara
pasi.Taylan kungondiona akabva amhanya
achidarika achitsika pamusoro peguva
rasekuru vedu baba vana baba vedu vanova
vatakangokura tichinzwa kuti ini na Tamuda
ndivo vatanga takanyanya kufana pachiso
mwana wangu ayisatomboziva kuti zvii
ndakaona avakuda kubata bata kumusoro
kweguva racho ndikakurumidza kusvika
ndichimusimudza ndaisada avhiringe zvinhu
zvevakuru apa ndakatomuona kuti anga abva
pana sekuru vake baba vangu
ndakamusimudza tichinogara pasi "haah
ganaz muface wangu undiudzewo pachirume
Soo kuti zvoitwa sei ndizvarirwewo mwana
akandifana ,iwewe newako uyu
makazozvinyanya sha hapana
paakakunzvenga kana ka one kurova
nemusikanzwa yaanoita i think
ndozvawayiitawo izvi muface wangu ndiganaz
ava" akadaro mumwe muface wemumusha
imomo Tanga takadzidza tese ku primary ende
team zhinji pa funeral ipapo vaisambomudana
vachiti "Taylan" vese vaingomuti "boss
Tamuka" iye ayitodaira zvakadaro dzimwe
nguva otevedzera zvaayiitwa nana Zimuno
owudza vanhu ipapo kuti "handinzi Boss
Tamuka chete I'm Boss Tamuka junior Taylan
Chakidza" kuzodaro team raibva rafara zvese
nekuseka.After burial tasvika kumba hama dza
Itu havana kuzombogara kwenguva refu
takatovaunganira semhuri tichiwonekana navo
.Maitirwo ayiitwa nehama dzangu kuhama dza
Mai Taa zvayitoita sekunge Itumeng mukadzi
wangu chaiye wandakanga ndakaroora
zvekubvisa Mari zvinova zvaindifadza.
Pavakaenda takasara tikabuda na sisi vake Itu
tese na Norbert and also Taylan takaenda
tichifamba netsoka tichikurukura ndikasvika
pakuvaudza chokwadi kuti ndirikuda munhu
wangu ndakanzi "naiye anokudai asikuti
munozomuitisa ndo problem saka hazvizode
kudaro izvezvi hant moona kuti neniwo
ndakatoku blockai pafon sezvaakangoitawo
kah ndakakuudzai from day one kuti ini naye
tiri munhu mumwe saka kumurwadziswa
munotorwadzisawo neni paachaku unblockai I
will do the same asi hazvinakidze totodawo
kushamwaridzana zvakanaka vanhu
motoranawo nenzira yakanaka munodanana
wani zvinotooneka chero nemwana wangu
Taylan uyu dambudziko rizori papi nhaimi
ndiudzeiwo tinotodawo mugare mese
tizoshanya kumba kwenyu muri mese guys"
zvesure madays anda blockwa na Itu after
kurwara kwa Talent sisi vake vanga vatondi
blockawo, kumashure kwese pandaisa
communicater na Itu vayiitawo the same
sepaakashakwa vakandiisira massage
yangaka ignore yakauya iri text yakanzi "kana
wakamuuraya wakauraya neni but zvipoko
zvedu zvichakutambudza chokwadi
uchachidura wega" painge pasina hie kana chii
ende chinhu chandainge ndakatoona pana
maiguru vangu vaiva nehwumwe hunhu
hwekusakendenga vachiratidza kuva munhu
ane hushingi vanga vakatosiyana na Itu
zvimwe zviito zvavo, "ipapo muri right henyu
maiguru mumwe wangu uyu anowanza hasha
akafunga zvaafunga pa issue ndizvozvo haana
nguva yekupa mumwe wake mukana
wekutaurawo" akadaro Zimuno Zimuno
vakaenderera mberi nekunditsiura kusvika
tasvika pamashops pandakavatengera 2liters
ye colddrink nezvimwewo plus zvaizodyiwa
nevanhu kurufu tikazodzokera kumba
kwatanga tabva tichikurukura . Manheru
vakada kutanga nyaya yekuti takati Itu muroyi
ndaitoziva kuti ndizvo zvavanga vasarira vaiva
type ine nyaya isingarove but takangoivhara
ikapera yakadaro , Tainge toda kudzokera
kunhamo kwaiva nevamwe kwainge
kwangosara veukama pamwe chete nevakuru
vemuraini saka zvaida isu varidzi vemusha tive
tiripo plus ndaida kuti varidzi veme plastic
chairs ne tand vatakure ndiripo tichitenderana
kuti zvinhu zvavo zvakakwana sezvo ndini
ndainge ndava haya zvese nekuvabhadhara
ndisati ndaenda, Mai Taa akanditevera kumota
achida kundiudza zvisina basa
zvandaisatombo teetera ndikamuudza zveka
prophet kake ndaida angoziva kuti ndaiziva
zvese. Kuseni pandakadzoka ndaifunga kuti
ndichawana mukana naye but zvanga
zvakadhakwa kusvika vazodzokera Sprinter
bus ravakayenda naro raiva rangu but
vaisazviziva ndakatovapa Mari yebus
yandakatambidza maiguru kuti vazobhadhara
.After that ndakararama kwemwedzi
yakatevedzana ndichizama kuzvishingisa
kugara kure na Itumeng but zvakasvika pakuita
worse kumufunga kwacho there was another
day randakafunga kunodzima stress ku party
yeumwe mudhara wekubasa kwangu anga
akwidziridzwa pabasa at his department
akawaniswa certificate so ndiko kupemberera
kwaayiita ndakabatana nemamwe maface
ekubasa tikaenda tese.Pane musikana
ayifarira kutambira padhuze neni but ndaitomu
ignore ndisingamupe attention
ndikazomuvhunza kune men's room
akasimuka neni akanondiratidza
kwakundimirira outside tikazodzokera tese
kwatainge tabva chaayiitira chikwekwe
kuramba achinamirana neni ndaishaiwa kuti
chii.Ndakazobvapo ndakutodhiniwa naye iri
way yekumutiza otherwise munhu
wandaifunga ndi Mai Taa ndakatomboda
Kuyenda kumba kwake husiku ihwowo but
ndakafunga mashoko ana baba vangu
ndikazvisiya ndichinanga kumba kwangu
kunorara.After a week mwana wamudhara
vaye akatanga kuda kundiitira minana
achindiudza zve nhumbu ayindiona semunhu
wemanga manga kuda ayingofunga kuti sezvo
baba vake vaiva Boss ini ndingoriwo team reku
Zim national Army department vepasi vaya
kunova kwaitungamirirwa nababa vake asi
kusatoziva kuti baba vake vaiva Boss pa
barracks yavaishandira chete ini ndaitova Boss
wema CIO emu Harare yese saka
ndaisavhunduka zvisina basa panyaya iyoyo
,dai ndaitungamirwa nababa vake ndaigona
kuvhunduka ndichiti ndogona kuzokauriswa na
Boss but akazondipinza chando paakandiudza
kuti avakutofonera mukadzi wangu.Ipapo
ndakafunga kuti pataiva takagara i told her
about my wife Itumeng but zvimwe ndakange
ndakukanganwa kuti ndakamuudza zvipi ne
zvipi so machances ekuti awane Mai Taa
ayivapo apa ini ndaisatomboda kuti mukadzi
wangu anzwe nyaya dzakaita saidzodzo
,Musikana wacho paakataura izvozvo handina
kupindura massage yake ndakatozviudza kuti
ndainotaura ndega namai Taa for sure after
work ndakasvika kumba ndikachinja
zvekumhanya mhanya ndaitoda kunomuona
masikati ezuva racho but ndaiva nema tasks
basa ranga rakanditsikirira zvekuti ndakaswera
ndichipinza vanhu pabasa busy nehasha
dzandaivaitira ndayiti ndikafunga kuti zvasvika
Kuna Mai Taa ndainzwa sendinotsva muviri
wese.Ndakasvika kumba kwake ndiri muspeed
ndikapfugama nekutaura nyaya yangu
ndakazopererwa ndaziva kuti anga asina
kumbofonerwa.
Ndaigara ndichishora varume vanopfugamira
vakadzi asi ipapo zvakangozviita zvega chero
zvekuti ndakanzi nasekuru vake nditambire
kure naye ndakazvirasira kure uye hazvina
kumbofungika panguva yacho.Paakati ayida
phone yangu pfungwa dzangu dzakangofunga
zvaakambosangana nazvo about Mrs Mutema
ndikazokurumidza kufunga kuti ndasisaite
izvozvo kwakumusiya achiitora apa password
yangu yehomesceen yaiva zita rake kubva
zvaakanga ndamuvenga akatiza ndichida
kumuuraya ndasina kumboichinja phone
ndaishandisa dzakasiyana siyana asi that one
was my best ende zvekuchinja my password
pandaka deleter ma pictures ake ndainge
ndisina kuchinja kutozvishaira
hanya.Ndakabuda ndichino rohwa nemhepo
zvenguva diki diki panze ndakatovhunduka
ndadzoka ndikawana achifonera Chaks
pandakanzwa achisimbirira nyaya yekuyenda
kwa Mr Makazhu ndakatoona zvisingaite
because matsamwiro ayanga akaita
ayitondiudza ega kuti zvaisanomira mushe
ukuwo musikana watainzi tinoona wacho
ayitoratidza kuvawo munhu anozviti
handinzwarwo ende mavaviro akayita Itumeng
ipapo ndaitonzwa kufara nekuziva kuti rudo
rwandinarwo paari ndirwo rwaanarwo pandiri
so handina kuda kumuitira hasha ,vakomana
vakasvika ava zvine chekuita namai Taa
vaisazviitira usimbe asi ndakatomboramba
Kuyenda Mai Taa paakataura zvekuti avakuda
kundisiya nevana vangu ayende kunze
kwenyika ndakatoona kurevesa kwake and for
sure ku court ayigona kunoibuda nyaya yacho
vana vangu ndaitora vese vari two zvaisava
nedambudziko asi kuti kusatovapo kwake
ndiko kwaiva nedambudziko hombe mumoyo
mangu.Ndainge ndakambomu shainira asi
ndakazoona kuti ndiye ayiva muridzi wemoyo
wangu zvekuti ndakasvika pakuona kuti
pandaimuta abvise ring kwaiva kuonererwa
kwemuromo wangu otherwise kumuona
ayinayo pese ndaibva ndaona kuti anga
akachengeta mapromises edu atakapanana
musi wandakamu pfekedza that ring otherwise
ndini ndaitopengereka ndichiita zvisina
order.Nekuziva kuti ayiva na Uncle vake and
also her aunt vaiva ku China plus sisi vake
vaiva ku Ukraine ndakatoona kuti vanhu ivavo
vaigona kumutengera ticket oyenda kwavari or
kune imwe nyika yandaizotambura
kumuwana.Ndakasimuka ipapo ipapo
ndikanomupa softer nekutendana kuti tiyende
kwa Mr Makazhu vakatigamuchira zvakanaka
ndakatovaudza kuti ndiye mukadzi wangu
dzaisava nhema because ndiye ayiva muridzi
wemoyo asi chokwadi chekuti mimba yaisava
yangu zvakabudira ipapo ndikaona kuti
chokwadi Mwari vane muitiro wavo pazvinhu
zvese, I wasn't that person anoita zvema
churches but kubva pandakaona kudzoka kwa
Itumeng arimupenyu vese nemwana
wandakazama kuurayira mudumbu ramai vake
ipapo ndakava nekutenda kwakakwana kuti
Mwari vanemuitiro wavo pazvinhu zvese.Kana
kubasa ndainge ndavakuti tipa Parred ndoti
paiswe munamato wekuti tiswere munyasha
tivhumbamirwe naMusiki ndaisaendako pese
pese but ndaiti kana ndaenda ndaisabvapo
ndisina kushaurwa rwuyo rwekuti *Musandi
kanganweee ndiri Soja ndirinhiyo yenyu Mwari
woooo ndipeiwo bako ndizororee hooo
ndaaaneta kutambudzwa nenyika inooo baba
vekudenga ndiri soja weee ndipeeeiwoo bako
ndizororee woooo ndaneta kutambudzwa
nenyika inoo baba vekudenga ndiri Sojaaa*
Ndaiti ndikaivamba ndichigutsurira musoro
Ndichifamba kubva kunotangira Parrade
kusvika kwainoperera ndainzwa kuti yah
ndochida chibasa ichi ndochangu chaicho ma
comrades acho ayiziva kuti kana ndavamba
imbo ndoda vanhu vanoidaira zvine mutsindo
kwete zvenzara nzara .Pandakanosiya Mai Taa
kumba kwake ndipo pandakachizotanga
kufunga normal zvese zvekuti ndanga
ndisingafanirwe Kuyenda pamba pake
ndaitoziva kuti akayitsvitsa kumba kwavo
nyaya yacho inogona kukora asi mazuva
aripamberi ndakangoonawo yakati ziii
ndikatoziva kuti ayindi protecter like always
.Ndaitaura na Norbert paphone nguva zhinji
tichionesana pachirume ayinge atodzokera
Dubai kwake asi mukutaura imomo ane
zvaayindionesa zvekuti ndakasvika pakuona
nekunzwisisa kuti pamwe pandaishandisira
basa rangu hapasipo ,ndikaona zvekare kuti
Itumeng nguva zhinji ndaimushandisira
bitterness yandaiva nayo nekuda kwe zvitadzo
zvisiri zvake zvinova zva Rosey na Varaidzo asi
ndikatarisa divi rake hapana
paayinditadzira.Pakauya vabereki vangu
kuHarare vakasvikira kumba kwa Chaks sezvo
ndiko kwaiva nemunhukadzi ini mazuva acho
ndaipota ndichiyenda kwa Mutare saka vanhu
vekumba vaingoziva kuti handipo
,pandakaudzwa na Tamuda kuti Mai Taa
vaiyua kumba kwake next day ndakatoita plan
yekuti ndiendeko ndaizodzokera kwaMutare
manheru ezuva racho Itu ndaimuda kwete
zvekufungira kungomuona Hana yangu
yakarovera rudo chairwo.Pamwe pacho
ndakaona vana vangu Talent na Talshia
vachitemha shamu vakanzi na sekuru vavo
"modamburireiko miti regai kudaro" zvikanzi na
Talent "tatumwa shamu namama sisi Tania
varikuramba kuisa password pafon pavo"
ndega ndakatoziva kuti something was wrong
,after some minutes ndakasimuka kubva
panze ndikanopinda mumba mandisina kuona
Tania namai vake ndakabvunza kwavaiva
zvikanzi namai " varimumba umo hameno
zvavarikutaurirana samai nemwana Tania
hameno zvaabatirwa muphone namai vake
kuda avakuita musikanzwa hatizivi" yeah
zvainge zvatotanga ndakatoona kuti zera rake
ndiro chairo rairasika paUpenyu.Nerimwe divi
ndaitya kuti anogona kuita hwunhu sehwa
Rosey akagumira chikoro panzira oyita
musikanzwa zvakatombondi stresser zvekuti
pandakadzokera kunogara panze paiva
nevamwe I wasn't myself , pandakazotumirwa
vana kuti Mai vavo vaida kundiona ndakatoti
pamwe ayida kundiudza kuti azoona zvakati
kufon memwana but I was wrong akatotaura
nyaya ye boarding school ,pandakamu bvunza
zvaanga awona mufon ma Tania akazviramba
kuti ayinge asina kuona chinhu , nechemumoyo
ndakaona kuti ayiva Mai chaivo zvinhu zvingori
normal kuti Mai vanovharidzira mhosva
yemwanasikana wavo paakataura zve
boarding school ndakatobatanidza ndikatoona
kuti ayiedza ku protector Tania from
zvikomana zvemu village.Ndakabvumirana
namai vevana vangu kuti taizonotsvagira
mwana nzvimbo kuboarding school next day
but paakabuda mumota ndaida kiss
yandaingoda kuita yekubvuta like always ayiva
munhu wangu ndainhafa pandadira asi
akandinzvenga ,Ndakazobvapo handina
kutozodzokera kwa Mutare ndaizozviona after
then mangwana acho ndakadzokera kwaChaks
kunotora mwana tichienda kwamai vake
tikasvika vatotimirira tikaenda kwa
Murombedzi takaitazvatakaita nzvimbo
ikawanika.Ndakazowana nguva nevabereki
vangu vasati vadzokera kuChinhoyi ndaida
kuona reaction first yavo vese ndikati "nguva
yareba ndiri bhachura ndafunga kuti Rosey
achingodzoka tichengete vana" vese
vakavhura maziso vakanditarisa "wati chii
Tamukaa urikuda kuti Itumeng here" ndibaba
vakadaro "mudzose uwone marovero
andichamuita" ndi Chaks uyu "ini ndoda hangu
Mai Taa chero azvo ndisingazive Rosey
wacho" ndi Tsitsi akadaro "unobva wanotsvaga
vamwe Mai imba iya ndeya Madhuve benzi
rekwa Muda riya akayipinda ndotsvaga
vanoyiputsa arimukati" vakadaro Mai
ndikaramba ndakarova serious vese
vakatotanga kupopota ndakangonyarara
"Madhuve chaakakudyisa chikuru" ndakadaro
ndichitoseka zvekuti vakakasika kuona kuti
ndai joker nezva Rosey ndakazoita serious
ndikavaudza kuti ndainge ndoda kugara namai
Taa zviri official ndakaona kufara pazviso
zvavo baba vakandikurudzira nekundiudza
zvekuita. Pavakadzokera kuChinhoyi
ndakazofonerwa na sekuru hanzvadzi yamai
vachiti vanga vakumbirwa nababa kuti
vandiperekedze kuenda kwasekuru vaItumeng
takatanga kutoronga rwendo rwacho
tikazosimuka tese kusanganisira na Chaks
takananga kuMazowe kwa sekuru vake Itu
ndainge ndatopaziva kare through my own
researchs zvaisava nyore kuyendako asi
takamira seVarume. Sekuru vake vanga vane
zvinhu zvavo ndakapa kutenda hangu
takambotenderera netsoka papurazi pavo tiri
vaviri vachindiratidza tichitaura kusvika
ndavaudza chokwadi chese chainge chakaitika
semurume uye semunhu mukuru
vakandinzwisisa.

Vakanditi ndaizodzoka next weekend

ndichionana naye vachitaurawo naye
ndakatoona kuti yaiva shuwiro yevanhu vese
kuti ini na bby wangu tive baba namai
vakarongeka iwo makore ayifamba pavana
four kwaiva kutokura .Week rese rakapera
ndichironga nekurongonora kuti ndaizomuudza
sei sorry yangu zvaangaona kurevesa kwangu
kusvika ndasarura a better way yandakazoita
musi wandaionana naye ndakatonotora ma
keys eyimba yamai Ishmael yeku Bindura
kwavo ku Shashe patakasvikapo pamba pacho
so many things zvakaitikirapo between us
zvakatanga ku flasher mubrain dzangu
takapinda mumba ndikamuudza
zvandakamuudza zvimwe zvayiita kunge
zvirikudururwa chaiko mumusoro because
ndakatarisa face yake zvaingouya zvega
ndichiita sendaitozviona zvichiitika after that
,ndakaenda naye kusango rekubase pa
Hakudzokwe ndainzwa kuda kuchema
ndichifunga kuti ndaida kuurayira the love of
my life ipapo takazonopedzisira day racho
tavakumba pandakamuti sorry ndipo
pandakaona kuti zvesure ayirwadziwa ayizama
kuita move on nelife yake asi Ronda ayiva naro
.Ini ndakazorwadziwa worse aramba kuti
ndimuroore avakutaura zvekuda kuzondi
blesser ndawana mumwe dai kari kare kangu
ndaigona kumurovera izvozvo but ndainge
ndavakuda kupatsanura basa rangu
nemukadzi kubva zvandakaita mu CIO ndainge
ndava neutsinye hwekurevesa zvekuti Rosey
akaita lucky otherwise nedzungu rake ayigona
kuzoita munyama wekufira mumaoko angu ,
asi zveutsinye ndaisada kuzviitira munhu wese
wese ndayiedza nepandogona napo
kuzvidzora chimwe chandaitoona rudo
rwandaiva narwo pana Itu rwayindiwedzera futi
hasha towards her zvandaitadza kuziva kuti
zvaimboitika sei.Remangwana racho
paakabvuma kuti ndimubvisire Mari handina
kudya manonoko pakufunga asi wandaityira
kuti ayigona kuzvivharisa ihanzvadzi yake
ayiva mufana wechidiki asi ndainge
ndavakuziva kuti muhombe panyaya dze life
akandivinga kubasa kwangu madays
andakarova Itumeng ndichimupomera uroyi
akapinda mu office mangu akataura
zvaakataura zvisina kana kunditya mukati
handina kumupindura akabva abuda achiyenda
asi shoko harivhikwe , musoro wemufanha
iyeye waipisa ndakazvibvuma mu Court ya Mai
Taa nabamukuru vake ndaivako but hapana
akazvi noticer sezvo muchingopindwa nevanhu
chero ndaiva Kuma benches kuvateereri
mufanha iyeye law firm yaayishandira yaiva
yema lawyers anonetsa asingasimudzike
zvema two cents ayiva ma lawyers anomirira
mabhozida chaiwo saka ndega ndakatoona
kuti mufana iyeye Ethan Tembo ayigona
kubudirira pakundiwisira pasi basa re Army
haritenderi murume kuti arove munhu kadzi
especially mukadzi wake asi hasha
nehudzvanyiriri ndizvo zvinongowandisa
.Pakabvuma Itu kuti ndimuroore ndakaita fast
kufambisa shoko racho ndaitova nepfungwa
yekuti ndaizoita sex naye tava tese but
nekufamba kwemazuva ini semunhu akange
agamuchira kutsamwa nekubatikana kwake
ndaida kuzvipa time neniwo kuti andiregerere
zvinobva pakati pemoyo wake kuitira imba
yedu izoropafadzwa isazove nemakakatanwa
uye kuti ndizojairirwa ndichinzi
wakandimanikidza sezvandayiitwa na Rosey
ndichinzi ndiwe wakandibata ukandibvisa
umhandara ndichiri kuda kutamba.Roora day
rainge rakafamba zvakanaka Mari ndaiva nayo
yakawandisa kubva zvandainge ndatenga ma
Sprinter bus handina kuzombobata Mari yangu
ye salary ndaingoshandisa yekuma bus or
imwe yandaiwana kubasa muzvi Conner , saka
Mari yaiva yakawandisa bank card raipinda
salary yangu ndiro randainge ndatoranga kupa
Mai Taa , dzainge dzavakutonokwana two
years ndisina kuita sex ,vakadzi vandaiona
kunze ndaivavenga ndaingoona vese vari vana
Varaidzo na Rosey zvekuti anenge ada
kushenayira pamberi pangu ndaitukirira
kumuudza shit potse potse kumukiya pamwe
pacho kutosvipa mate kwaari asi ndikasvika
kumba ndikangoona Mai Taa zvaibva zvapera
ndodzoka kuva munhu chaiye.Mazuva
ayifamba vana vangu vanga vave pamwe chete
ndichizviwanira nguva navo kukavhira
pandaisagara navo Tania kubva zvatainge
taziva kuti kwa Kutama kwaishandira
hanzvadzi yamai vake ndakamboda kumusiya
ndichiti vakaita zvisina basa pamwana wangu
nekumupa information isiriyo sezvavakanga
vamboita mhuri yekwavo ndaivamamisa but
ndakazoona kuti ndogona kuzogara
ndirikumashure ndichimhanyidzana nesvisina
basa the best was kutomubvisapo tikamuisa
kumwe.Asi asati ayenda kuschool
ndakambotaura naye Mai vacho vasipo ndikati
"wakura mwanangu ava Mama venyu ndivo
vandinoda ndoda muva respect tichengetedze
ukama nemufaro uri pakati pedu ndoziva une
zvawakaudzwa nevanhu vekwa Muda..."
Ndakamuudza zvese muitikiro wazvo
wechokwadi masiyanirano andakange
ndakaita namai vake ega akazoti "ndakuziva
chokwadi chakaitika Dad pandaivako mama
vakakonana namaiguru sisi vavo vaye
vanopfeka twuma skirts twudiki ndipo
pavakatukirira mama vachitaura chokwadi
chese ndichizvinzwa saka mama vatinavo ava
ndivo vava mama vangu chaivo nekuti hant
kah vaye vaye vakatiramba vakati vanozopihwa
zveumai kana taroorwa zvese zvakataurwa
namaiguru ,asi dai zvaibvira tikaroorwa
zvaingopihwa mama vedu ava plus vaida
kukuurayai kuti tigosara tichitambura apa
vaida kuurayisa Talent futi ndavakutovatya ini
Dad musi wacho kuti ndizonetsera kudzoka
kumba vanga vakutoti chero ndikada
kuvauraya ndovauraya nepoison vana ava kuti
Tamuka wacho akaure because ndini
ndakavasenga mudumbu mangu" ndakatoona
fear mumaziso memwana wangu ende Rosey
ayigona kuzviita zvesure asi Tania
ndakamuudza zvandakamuudza sababa vake
kuti asazonyanye kuvenga Rosey. Asi na mai
vake Itumeng ndaiona kuwirirana kwavo
ndaigona kudzoka kubva kubasa ndowana vari
two mu kitchen vachitaura nyaya vachiseka
nekubatsirana kubika vasikana vadiki
vachitamba mu lounge Taylan achiita
zvaanenge achiita akati ayiva femesa vese.
Ndakazodikitira ndaona massage pa Facebook
yeumwe muface ndakatungamidza futi hasha
dzangainge ndakazviudza kuti handidziite
towards my wife ndinatadza kuzvi controller
nekuda kutomutyora ruoko andiudza zvekuda
Kuyenda kumba kwavo , but muface iyeye
ndakarara ndatoziva paari ndaida
kunomusvikira uku makore anga atofamba
ndichirikuvhima muchinda wekuda ku raper
Tania but ayisawanikwa kwamuchose.
Mai Taa paakataura zvekuyenda nevana ku
holiday vachinogarako kuChinhoyi ndakatoona
zvisingaite hongu ndaisawana sex paari but
ndaida kugara ndichimuona anga akanaka
zvekuti kumuda kwandayiita ndaingoona
kunge ndiko kudiwa kwaachangoitwa
nevarume vese kunze uko ndakazotenda kuti
vayende asi ndaisada ndakatozviudza kuti
every weekend
ndaimutevera.Pandakamutevera pacho ndipo
paakasunungura chigumbu chake pamoyo I
think ayinge abatsirika ne counseling
kwaayienda but ndavapamusoro pake moyo
wangu wakarwadza (dai ndakamuuraya
ndaizokwi** ani ndaizomuwanepi Itu uyu)
ndizvo zvakauya mupfungwa dzangu pain
yandakaita ipapo was the same neyandakaita
ndamuwana achitambura nemwana wangu
kupurazi.Ndakaburuka pabed
ndikanozvivharira mubathroom mandakasvika
ndichipfugama pasi ndikabata chest yangu
nemaoko ese ndichinzwa kutsva neshungu
ndakazobudamo ndambokweva mbanje kuti
ndiwane kufunga zviri nani ,kwakumuwana
akarara pasofa kuratidza anga akandimirira
hope dzichikona kubata asina kuona kubuda
mu bathroom kwangu , ndakayenda naye
mebedroom kurwadziwa kwandayiita
kwakandipa kumuudza kuti tirege kuita zve sex
tisangane pavana ndainzwa kuti ndomuda
nemoyo chaiwo not ne sex but akaramba
ndikamurambirawo ndichimuti achate neni
paakabvuma semunhu wandanga ndaona kuti
anga agarisa achitovaviwa nenye** ndakazvipa
time yangu yekumu romencer honeypot yake
yaiva smart like always zvayiita ndinzwe
nhengo yangu kuwedzera kumira mafeelings
andaiva nenguva ndichimachengeta akabudira
ese ipapo.Ndakamuka kuseni ndikaona akafa
nehope ndikamusiya ndaimuziva kuti kana
agarisa ndisina kumu kwi** pandomubata
haamuke ,masikati acho tazomuka
ndakadhiniwa ndanzwa kuti vanga vayenda
kumaShops vari two namainini zvinova
zvandairambira kuti awuye kumusha ini
ndaisada afambe mafambiro iwawo sekwedu
kwaiwanika vakomana veku gold saka vaigona
kunditorera mukadzi ndizvo zvaingova
mupfungwa dzangu otherwise nguva yatainge
takatambisa tisiri tese yanga
yakatokwana.Vapfanha vangu vakazouya asi
ndakatoona kuti naChaks akadhiniwa anzwa
zvekuyenda kwevakadzi vake Kuma shops vari
two apa vachifamba netsoka futi vakazodzoka
havo asi Mai Taa ndanga ndatozviudza kuti
taidzokera tese because anga atotanga
kundisira hungu ndainge ndambozviudza kuti
ndaimusiya for a week ndozomutora tichitanga
kuita ma preparations for our wedding but
ndakaona zvirinani kuenda yese ,Same day
patakanzwa news dzekuti Tsitsi anga ava
nenhumbu ndakafara kunge yaiva yangu nekuti
Chaks zvaimurwadza zvekusava nemwana
ayinge andibudira achena akandiudza
kubatikana kwake ini samukoma wake rimwe
zuva tiri kuparty kumba kwa Zimuno
vachipenbera mota dzavo ma Toyota Yaris
avanga vabva kutenga vese and also ndizvo
zvayiita agare arimubhawa nguva zhinji asi
ndaimuudza kuti zvichaita achengete mukadzi
wake zvakanaka iye kutsamwa kukuru kwaiva
pakuti mubby wake ayimbobaisa ma depo
injections asi zvakadaro , mainini vangu
ndaivafarira vaitaurisa havo vanga
vakangosangana na Tamuda wacho asi
nekunyarara kwa Itu vanga vatowirirana
zvakadaro ende nguva zhinji dzavo kwaiva
kuseka.Zvainge zvakatadzikwa na Rosey
wekuti pamukadzi wa Norbet chaiye waasina
ukama naye ayitoti vanotsvinya hee vanozodai
handiende kuRuwa kwavo madays avanga
vachangowanana baba namai Shanice ndipo
pandakaendawo naye ku Ruwa kuti anoonawo
mukadzi weumwe wangu vazivane nenguva
diki iyoyo ndipo pakanga atoona kutsvinyirwa
kwake ega ega Rosey ayizviitisa pazvinhu
zvake zvese hazvo.Takazobvako ku Chinhoyi
vanhu pamba vatoziva zvemuchato wedu asi
tiri muroad kudzokera Harare
ndakatombozviseka ndafunga kuchengera
kwandayimuita Itumeng semunhu wandaida
ndakabva ndangofunga day rataibva kwa
Rusape kunoradzika umwe mufanha anga
angofa madays aripadhuze abva ku training
yechibasa chedu training yanga yamu drainer
for sure so takashandisa Damafalls road
nezvima lorry zvedu kunova kwandakanoona
mai Taa achifamba neumwe muface
ndikakanganwa kuti anga ambotaura zvekuti
ayizonoona mumwe wake anga abatsirirwa pa
Fotress hospital "Koo murikusekei"
akandibvunza kudaro ndichizvikuwadza
nekufunga zveruchengerwa ndangu ndipo
pandainge ndazongoseka ndikamutarisa
ndikati "hapana bby wangu" zvikanzi "kupenga
hakuridzirwe bhero" ndakaseka futi ndikati
"ndini ndopenga here ndichakubata" zvikanzi
"ugondiitei" ndikamuti "ndigokukwi**"
kwakubva acheuka kumashure kwaiva na
Taylan wandanga ndatoona kare kuti hapana
chaayinzwa "haunyare here" akandidaro ndikati
"kunyara kukwi** mukadzi wangu here"
kwakundicheka neziso ndikaseka
ndichienderera mberi ne driving kusvika
tanosvika kumba .Usiku ihwowo takarara
tatoronga zvimwe like ma colours iye
akangokurumidza kuti "blue" ndikati "horaiti
ma Dembare nema Chelsea tazvinzwa kuti
blue but haifambidzane yega ini best colour
yangu iArmy green saka handizivi kuti ve decor
vachadii but zvingakuwandira ndichakumbira
maiguru vauye kubva kuchando Ukraine
kwavari ndichataura nemurume wavo first"
takataura izvozvo tikazowirirana kuti imwe
third colour taizonzwa ne team re docor kuti
zvaifamba sei uye ndeipi yaizo fiter
ipapo.Takazvipa mwedzi wese weku prepare
vana vakazenge vauya kumba vakazouyiwa
navo na Zimuno ,ini dzimwe nguva ndayitotiza
kubasa ndosvika kumba ndombotamba
nemukadzi wangu ndodzokera "Sisi Prudence
vati vachabatsirana ma preparations acho na
aunt Rabia, mainini Regina ,Karen namai
Ishmael then Tsitsi semunhu azvitakura
anenge achitibatsira here and there" akadaro
rimwe zuva masikati ,ini ndainge ndatofunga
kuti ndichatuma vakomana vangu
kunonditorera vanhu vakaita sa Life Demhere
uyo wandainge ndapedzisira kuona Ari mu
hospital accident yake ndini ndainge
ndakaikonzeresa yaingova warning yekuti
atambire kure nemukadzi wangu zvese
nemwana ndakatonomu pindira muhosptal
macho kuti azvizive kuti ndini but
paakazvitaura ku Court zvakashaiwa Value
sezvo ayinge akambobata mushonga vazhinji
vakangoti zvanga zvavakumu pandukira
ndaida pave na Life ,Rosey , Belinda mwana wa
Mr Makazhu vamwe ndaizovafunga one by one
ndichiudza vakomana kuti vanova zvomora
kwese kwavaiva zvekuti vayirarama sei,
vaizouya sei or vaizobva kudzimba dzavo
vachiti chii zvaisada inini chandaida
ndechekuti vese vakamboti konanisa
pakudanana kwedu na Itumeng vavepo zuva
randichamutsvoda ,even teacher vepa
Facebook ndaida vavepo futi asi ndaida kuti
mazuva emuchato asvika ndozobvunza Mai
Taa muitikorwo wazvainge zvakaita kana zvine
vamwe mukati ndaida vazovapo vese
neuwandu hwavo .Vanhu vainge vototanga
kutamba ma steps acho asi vairamba ma
weekends sezvo team racho vaiva
vekumabasa ndakatonoona muface anoimba
we urban grooves Travor Dongo anoimba ma
love songs andaida so akabvuma
ndikamubhadhara Mari ye deposit ndine umwe
wacho muface wandaida futi waano
fambidzana naye but pandakazama
kumubvunza ayingoseka apa ndanga
ndakakanganwa Zita remunhu wacho chero
song yake zvayo akatonditi "don't worry my
brother tichaona kuti todini" ndakabvako
ndikananga ku Black Excellence studio ndiyo
yandaida izo shooter vedio remuchato
wedu.Zvevaimbi it was a surprise for Mai Taa
anga asati ambotaura nezvazvo ndakabvapo
pa Black Excellence studio ndatoona muridzi
wayo Wesley tataurirana ndikananga kustudio
ye vezvema pepanhau I was so busy
advantage yaiva yekuti ndanga ndatora Liv
kubasa nerimwe divi Zimuno Zimuno
nemukadzi wake vaitouya same week
kobatsirawo. Mbinga dzese dzandaiziva
ndaida dzizovepo uye vainge vakaita michato
yakaita mukurumimbira sana Mr Liam Nkomo
na Veysel Hallit mwana wa king vaizivikanwa
nedunhu raiva nehupfumi. Even team rekubasa
kwangu vainge vatomirirawo zuva guru.
*Stay tuned......*
[8/26, 13:26] Pamela: Follow this link to join my
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CHAPTER 46
Musi watabva kuChinhoyi tasvika kumba
takatozovirirwa tavakuronga zvimwe
zvewedding yedu ndainyatsokuona kuti
mumwe wangu akanonokerwa
zvesure.Remangwana acho adzoka kubva
kubasa akanditevera mu kitchen mandayiva
ndichida kutotanga kubika ndakatonzi "this
week ngatimboripedza tichidanana vana vako
vasati vauya tozotanga kuita serious nema
preparations acho next week" ndakamutarisa
ndikati "hamunyare here vana vangu
vanotitadzisa kudanana papi wako
anongovapo wani" kwakuswedera pandiri
asina kundipindura akandibata muchiuno
ndikanzwa kuwandirwa nemweya wekufema
sendirikuzarirwa ndikati "mweya wangu
wekufema urikuwandisa Tamu" ndainge
ndazviudza kuti ndaizorodzwa after kwema
days after maitiro ayanga akandiita
kuChinhoyi but ndaizvinyengera. Akandisveta
my lower lip uku achindipuruzira muma hips
nemaoko ese akazvipa time yake yekundi
kisser and the kiss was so sweet "ndoda
kukuisa" akandidaro achitaurira munzeve
mangu zvinekaku zevezera nekutekenyedza
ndikati "not here tine mwana under this roof"
sezvo taiva mukitchen ndikanzi "he is a good
boy usatye haauye kuno ari busy nezvake"
beside that Taylan waiva mugariro ayisapinda
mu kitchen ayisatambirako waiti
ukamutumamo oti "Dad vangu havapinde mu
kitchen nekuti munobikirwa nevasikana inini
ndiri murume saka handipindimo saDad vangu"
baba vacho vaipindamo zvirikure sezvo
vaisava type inondibatsira kubika kana paine
chavanoda ku kitchen kazhinji vaituma .Ipapo
nezvekupinda kwa Taylan mukitchen handina
kupihwa mukana wekupindura ndatosimudzwa
kugadzikwa pafitted kitchen eurnit surface
ndokundivhura makumbo iye kwakuuya pakati
pemakumbo angu "ndoda kukusvi** wakagara
ipapo wazvinzwa" ndaiudzwa izvozvo
ndakatariswa mumaziso chaimo ake ayo anga
atova red achiita seasingachagone kusvinura
zvakanaka kwakubva pandiri aka locker door
nemukati ndikati "tiri mukitchen Batania hande
mubedroom" ndikanzi "dzikama Itu
haundiudzire kwekukusvi**** iwewe this
kitchen is so big it's not like tirikuitira mupoto
or pastove yako kah" ayidaro achitofamba
kuuya pandiri achibva kunolocker door "i love
you" akadaro futi amira pakati pemakumbo
angu ndikati "ndinokudisisa ini Tamu hameno
zvaunondiita Soo zvinongondiitira"
ndaitorevesa zvaayindiita zvacho ndaisagona
kuzvitsanangura kwakuramba akanditarisa
mumaziso chaimo akandibvisa dress
randanga ndakapfeka rikakandwa pasi
ndasarwa ne pant and bra akatanga
kundipuruzira muzvija slowly zvaitekenyedza
achiswededza muromo wake kune wangu
"ndavakutokuda ini dady ndiise" ndakamudaro
zvikanzi "ndikuise chii bby"
ndikachinongedzera zvikanzi "chitaure nezita"
ndakatadza kutaura zita racho ndikanzi
"handikupe kusvika wataura" ayidaro apa
achiwedzera kundibata bata kusvika ndataura
zita racho he just smiled akatanga
kundinanzva muhuro zvaitekenyedza
ndakatarisa mudenga ndikanzwa akubata bata
pamberi pe bottom trouser rake ndiyo haiva
dressing yake kana aripamba yema bottom,
ndanzwa achibata bata kudaro ndikanzwa
abudisa chinhu chake akatanga kuchirovesa
muzvija zvangu uku achiyenderera mberi
nekundinanzva muhuro ini ndichiramba
ndakataridza face yangu mudenga kusiya huro
hacho pachena ndichibudisa twuma mourning
sounds ndakamubata muma shoulders ake
ndikanzwa abata ku honeypot kwangu
ndikashinyira nekunakirwa.Ndakatanga kutoita
twuma movements twekunzwa seyavamo iye
kwakubata pant rangu akariisa one side
ndainge ndanyorova kare saka haana
kumbotambisa nguva asi kungoipinza
ndikanzwa Ichipinda yese nekukura kwayo
slowly. Ndikabudisa a mouning sound ineka
noise ndikanzi "relax bby handina zvandati
ndaita wani nhai Mai Taa, nditarise mumaziso
bby" ayidaro hake asi ayinge atondikuwadza
kare ndonzwa kuda kufa nema feelings
ndakamutarisa mumaziso chaimo apa
ayinyudza ndakashingirira kumutarisa but
ndichifemereka takaramba takatarisana
akangomira irimo achipuruzira zvija zvangu
zvaayindiitisa zvacho was too much ndikati
"zvanyanyisa kani Tamu" his face was serious
ndikanzi "relax kani bby hapana zvandati
ndayita wani chii nhai mukadzi wangu
hhmmhh" ayidaro achitanga kutondikisa
ndikamubatirira musoro wake maoko angu
arikugotsi rake ndaitonzwa kuda kutenderedza
chiuno ndakagara ipapo but maitirwo acho
andainge ndakaitiswa zvaisabuda akatanga
kundikoi** tarega kiss ayisa maoko ake
kumagaro angu ini ndabatirira pandanga
ndakagara nemaoko ese ndakatarisa mudenga
"oooh my God oooh" ndakachemerera
ndichidaro akabvisa t-shirt yake akayikanda
pasi haana kumira ndakakweshwa ndakadaro
akazoita zvekundirarisa pamusoro pandaiva
ipapo akandisimudza makumbo mudenga
akamabatanidza honeypot yangu ichisara iri
pachena kuside raayiva ndakakwizwa I'm sure
hour rakatokwana kana kudarika inyaya yekuti
ndaisava nepekuonera nguva padhuze
"ndavaku tu*** bby tu***wo neni ndinakirwe"
ndakaita sezvaakataura he also mourned voice
rake rakabudira zvineka noise apedza zvikanzi
"ndanakirwa bby mukati mako umu haudziye
but unopisa" ndaitokiswa padama ndikati "neni
ndanakirwa dady unonaka iwewe" kwaku
smiler zvikanzi "ndonakira iwewe chete" ndika
smilerwo ndakamutarisa ndikati "wakanaka
Tamu" akaramba akanditarisa zvikanzi "newe
wakanaka bby ndirikuda kuti undizvarire umwe
mwana kana arimusikana ndipamhe
ngaafanane newe zvawakandiitira pana Taa
asi kana arimukomana ndipamhe
undidzokorore futi zvawakaita pana Boss
Tamuka junior" ndaitonzwa kuda kuseka
ndikati "ndiri Mwari here ini manje ndoda
afanane na Talent face dzenyu ndaneta nadzo
but what if ndikatadza kubata nhumbu yacho
don't forget ndaiva nejadell kah" zvikanzi
"Talent wacho mwana wedu futi anenge
atowana akamufanawo but pauri handipotse
ndakakuudza kare Taylan akabata one night
ndisina power ndichitorwara what more now
ndichikugadha everyday ndaka booster futi
ndogona kukupa ma quads" ndakaseka
ndichimupusher kuti abve pamberi pangu
ndikadzika kubva pandanga ndagariswa
ndikanzi "wanzi nani udzike ndirikuda kukuisa
futi" ndakamutarisa zviya zvekuti haurevesi
ndikati "uneshave here iwe kana wakatsenga
mishonga enda unoyirutsiswa unopedzisira
wandiuraya sha" akaseka ndikasiya ndabatidza
stove yaainge adzima before our sex
takadungamidzana kunogeza handina
kudzokororwa mubathroom asi ndakatonzi "be
strong for tonight" ndakazobvamo ndikananga
mubedroom ya Taylan ndichida kumu checker
uyo wandakasvikira mumba make musina
kana order like always ayizviita bvruu bvruu
newar yake yaanenge achiita apa shasha kuda
yanga yaneta ndokubatirwa nehope pabed
pfuti irimu werst yakapfekerwa muchi trouser
muruoko mune imwe.

Ndakanopedzisa kubika tikanodya

ndichiyemedzwa nemurume wangu palove in
romance yaiva shasha dambudziko rayizouya
kana atsamwa ayisagoneka zvese
nekusatarisika .Taylan akamuka tatopedza
kudya akasvika achindibvisa makumbo angu
kubva pamakumbo ababa vake akati "mama
urikuremedza Dad vangu mhani" ndakaseka
ndichitosimuka kunomuisira chikafu
ndikadzoka akamira pasofa raiva nababa vake
akatarisa tv ndikamuti "gara pasi iwe pasofa
panomirwa here ndokukwatura izvezvi"
zvikanzi nababa vake vakamutarisa "iti
handirohwe handisi musikana mukandirova
tokumhanyisai panoapa ndini baba pano"
akabva atevedzera zvaayiudzwa zvacho ndikati
"ugare navo Dad vako ivavo" Dad vacho
kwavakuseka ndivo vakatozomudyisa
kumusiya achidya ega nguva zhinji waigona
kuwana pasina chaadya avakutoita zvepfuti
dzake chikafu chakangogara.Takazonorarisa
Taylan mubedroom make tikaenda kwedu
kwatakasvika ndichinzi "zvandinoda unozviziva
haupinde neni mumachira wakapfeka kana
uchinzwa chando towedzera mablankets" last
night yacho ndainge ndarara ndakapfeka
kanight dress apa ndainge ndofungiswa
zvandainge ndakaudzwa kare ndichiri kugara
kuBindura saka ipapo ndakabva ndabvisa
hembe ndikatosarwa ndiri naked
tikambonorara ndakambundirwa naiyewo Ari
mu birth suit ndikazotanga kubatwa batwa
kwavakutoyedza ndainge ndakadhakwa
nehope but ndakazo bhenengeka yavamo
mandiri.Week iroro rakapera achiti sometimes
ayisvika masikati otamba neni ogeza odzokera
kubasa serimwe zuva maid ayitovapo
tichigadzira mumba nekuchinja order
ndakatakura zvimwe ndichinoyisa mu garage
umo mandakasvikirwa na Batania ndiri
ndikakotamiswa ndakabatiswa pamota anga
akapfeka uniform but akangobvisa zibelt rake
nekutotanga basa rake apedza ndikati
"unombonzwa seiko iwe apa ndapedzsira
kugeza kuseni pawabuda paye kana
kumbondipawo time yekukugezera hako"
akaseka zvikanzi "ndechitokufunga bby
ndakagarisa ndisiri pauri saka ndirikutonzwa
kunge ndirikumashure zvakanyanyisa but
zvekugesa or kusageza kwako
zvakangofanana because unongogara uri
fresh" ndakaseka tikanopinda mumba
tikanogeza akachinja uniform yake ndikamupa
chikafu ndokudzokera kubasa.Mazuva
akafamba vana vanga vazouya asi paigara
pane yowe yowe Taylan ayirova vamwe
zvimwe zvairwadzisa moyo wangu especially
vasikana vadiki sisi vahombe vaigara
vakazvivharira muroom mavo vachiita
zvechikoro izvo zvandaigara ndichi monitor
kuti arikuzviita ,same as vasikana vadiki
ndaivawanira nguva yekuti vaverenge
ndovapawo avo ma questions ndovamakira
vapedza kunyora ,asi chikomana chaisagoneka
ndaiti ndikamuti huya unyore apa oti "handidi
hant kah ndogona kunyora zita rangu
ndodzidziswa na Dad vangu kana kuti na
teacher" akadaro ndaibva ndamusiya .Nekurwa
kwake nevasikana vadiki rimwe zuva
ndakamurova mbama baba vake varipo
vakandibata ruoko vachindidhonza tichinanga
mubedroom ndikanoudziswa zvekuti
ndakaramwa sadza randanga ndapakura asi
vakanodya vakazotevera nerangu mubedroom
ndarara ndikanzi "idya sadza iri" ndikaramba
ndikanzi "iwe handisi kukumbira or
kunyengerera ndati idya sadza ukada kuoma
musoro ndichabvisa usavi woridya uchitemura
unoda ndikusekerere uchirova mwana wangu
here urikundiudza here kuti vako hapana
pavanoita wrong sei usingavarove Taylan ndiye
waunogona kurova manje? Usandijairire
ndokumamisa iwe" Tamu was Tamu zveshuwa
pahasha neku fixer ayisachinja ndakamuka
ndikadya ndapedza ndokupinda muma
blankets asi ndarara kudaro ndakabatwa
nesetswa zvimwe unombotanga uchatsamwa
wotoona kuti ungakwira bp iye Ari right
"unopenga here urikusekei" akandidaro ndikati
"hapana" ndikaenderera mberi
nekubwibwinyika aka jumpira pamusoro pangu
we ended up tafadzana.Next day Talent na
Talshia vakati vaida Kuyenda kwambuya vavo
ku Chishawasha ndaitoziva kuti kutiza disorder
ya Taylan handina kuvarambidza ndakatoona
kuti better vana vangu vayende kunofurwa
nemhepo because zvaitoratidza kuti inin na
baba vavo hatina chataikwanisa kugarira pasi
ndichitaura zvekutadza kwa Taylan
ndikanzwika . Ndakatomutsa kaVits kangu
tikayenda tese nevana vangu tikanoswerako
ivo vakazonosara ini ndikadzoka kumba na
Tania na Taylan. Shoko remuchato ranga
razara kwese ini ndaitogara ndine pressure
nezve that wedding kusvika pekuti ndanga
ndavakutadza kunyatsokutamba nemurume
wangu rimwe zuva akabhowekana akatonditi
"handichade kunzwa kana kuona uchinoronga
zvemuchato wacho zvine vachazviita chako
kwavakuita nezvangu muno mumba uchimirira
our big day" ayinge atora Liv kubasa
ndikateerera zvaanga ataura for sure
ndakazorora. Kuma steps vanhu vainge
vatotanga ku practicer every weekends vari
vana Talent na Talshia vanga vatozoramba
zvamuchose kudzoka kumba saka vaiitawo pa
steps acho vachinodzoserwa ku Chishawasha
sezvo paifanirwa kuva netwuva perekedzi
twudiki nevakuru. Hama neshamwari from
kunze kwenyika vayinge vatouya vachibatsira
batsira ma colours tainge tazo decider Army
green, royal blue and lemon green vanoita zve
decoration ndivo vainge vazobatsira to match
those colours zvichibuda futi.Aunt Rabia
vakatondibvunza vachiri ku China type ye
wedding gown randaida ndikavaudza
vakatouya naro vazhinji vaiva busy kugadzirira
muchato wedu vachibatsirana kunyaya sisi
Prudence, aunt Rabia,Mai Ishmael ,na mainini
Regina vainge vagovana ma departments then
Mai Shanice vakazouyawo ndivo vaizova best
girl wangu sezvo ndaisava ne best friend
takaona zvakakodzera sezvo baba Shanice
ndivo vaiva best friend yababa Tania.Ini
madance ayizotambwa ndaisatomaziva
semunhu ayinge akazorora kumba Uncle
Mohammed vaigara vachiuya kunondiona
kumba rimwe zuva vakatoenda neni kuguva
revabereki vangu tikazodzoka nekumba
kwamai Itu tikambotandarara muroora wangu
mukadzi wa Ethan ayigara achindiratidza
madress manyowani of our wedding dress
code ayai Googler achiti "ndirikutsvaga chairo
richandi fiter tete" taibva taseka busy yacho
yaayizvipa was too much apa mwana wavo
Rufaro Itumeng anga akangotora huma
seyangu chaiyo Ethan achigara achiti "dai
akasatora kupusa sekwako" taingoseka
hedu.Uncle Mohammed vakafonerwa na Tamu
vakaidaira iri pa loud speaker vakamhoresana
akati "chiuyai nemukadzi wangu mumusiye
kumba Uncle anozoonekwa ndikazvi looser" he
said that jokingly but achirevesa vakangoseka
vachitaurirana after the call
tikazosekawo.Ndakanosiiwa kumba uko
kwatakawana aripanze zvekutotimirira zvesure
Taylan taivanaye akadzika mumota nekutomha
nyira baba vake , Uncle Mohammed havana
kuzogarisa vakadzokera ndikasara ndichinzi
"iwewe sezvo wakati haugone kutamba but we
have to practice any simple dance tiri two
kuitira musi wacho" ndakatoseka
takazodokerwa ndavakuto dzidziswa
madances acho tiri mubedroom medu.
 After that tava pabed ndikanzi "baby inini
kubasa ndiri at Zimbabwe National Army as
you know but I'm at the Central Intelligence
Organisation (CIO) ndoda uzive kuti basa
rangu riri dangerous and riri risk ndogona
kusangana nevavengi zvekuti vanogona
kutouya ndisipo vakakupisirai mumba iwe
nevana handisi kuti ndizvo zvichaitika but
zvinhu zvinosanganikwa nazvo mubasa rangu
kungokuudza nekuda kukuonesa mamwe
masides aro asi ndezvedu inini newe tiri two
hazvibudiswe kunze, hant you know every
country ine ma soldiers but it doesn't mean
munyika macho munenge muyine Hondo but
kungogara nyika yakagadzirira zvinhu zvinongo
sanganikwa nazvo saka ndoda uzive kuti ndiro
basa remurume wako" ndakabva ndagutsirira
musoro ndikati "Koo kuuraya takangokura
tichinzwa mbiri yenyu ma CIO kuti munouraya
kah Koo ngozi manje nemweya yevafi
hazvizokuteverei here" akatanga aseka
zvikanzi "handiuraye ini hwaitova hwubharanzi
hwandaida kuita pauri sorry hant, but handina
wandakambouraya kutaura kwevanhu chete
asi hapana soldier rine ngozi or rinoteverwa
nemweya wemufi takagadzirwa kare ku
training dzedu hant dai dziriko ngozi dai nyika
isina mawuto here nhai bby" ndakangoseka
hangu ndikati "ehoi but dai tikasapisirwa
mumba usanyanye kuvengana nevanhu
Batania" kwakusekawo hake asi ini ndaitoona
tatsva zvesure akazoti "hapana anozviziva kuti
ndobasa rangu chero kubasa vamwe
havazvizive but I'm the boss of all CIO's in
Harare province.So after our wedding
maweekends ne pa holiday Taylan
avakutotanga Kuyenda kutraing ye ma Army
Juniors handisi kukukumbira but
ndirikungokuzivisa" ndakabva ndamuti "heee
Army Juniors ndozvipi izvozvo" i asked that
shockingly zvikanzi "hant unoona like pa
heroes day or pa Independence day ku
National stadium kana waimbokuyenda or
kuona that program pa TV you can see kuti
panenge pane twuva pfanha twunenge
twakapfeka Army complete uniform twuchiita
matching ndiko kwandirikutaura chero
muzvikoro zvinoitwa futi pachikoro pavo
Taylan iyeyu iripo program yacho acha joiner
futi but ndirikuda kuti atonotanga apinda mu
Zimbabwe National juniors Army very soon
achazokura avakumberi kare" ndakamutarisa
ndichitadza kuzvitenda ndikati "nhaim dady
what if ane rake basa raanoda asingade
kuitawo mu soldier" ndikanzi "saka haunyare
here kutaura zvisina basa chero muyenzi
angosvika pano nhasi anotodokerwa atozviona
wani kuti Taylan mu soldier plus
ndangokuzivisa chete ndakuudza kare kuti
handisi kukumbira or kuda kunzwa your side"
ndakatoona kuti handiibude nyaya yacho
ndikasiya zvakadaro.
Mazuva emuchato ayinge aswedera vabereki
vangu vaifara zvandaiona , zvese zvainge
zvavapanzvimbo ndakambozama kukumbira
murume wangu kuti anondiratidza ku venue
but akarambisisa ndikanzi "venue
zvakarongeka bby trust me even kwandichaku
yendesa at our honeymoon uchadada neni
murume wako" ndakazongosiya zvakadaro
vanhu vacho zvavaingoita nekuronga
zvainditenderedza musoro ndisingazvi
nzwisise rimwe zuva Tania ayinge
akandibvunza kuti "nhai mama muimbi
wamunofarira muno muZimbabwe ndiyani"
ndikamuti "that gospel musician Flam B ko
hindava" kwakubwibwinyika hake akabuda
mandaiva achimhanya ndikashaiwa kuti
ayipenga here handina kutozomuona kusvika
ayenda Kuma steps avo avayoita nevadiki vake
baba vacho vakazouyawo vakatanga
kundibvunza zvisina basa about teacher
wekundiisira massage on Facebook
ndikavaudza maitikiro azvainge zvakaita namai
Angela kuguma ndazotukwa na Angela wacho
asi Batania ayipenga ndakatoshaiwa kuti ayida
kuyendepi nayo information yacho.Last week
before our wedding day it was Talent's birthday
saka I organized the party tikanoyiitira
kwambuya vake at Chishawasha hills kunova
kwaaiva tese nana Mai Shanice,tsitsi
nemukadzi waZimuno .Sisi Prudence vaivako
nevana vavo vaitogara pamba pamai Itu sezvo
pariipo paiva padhuze pakuronga kuchato asi
kuti mwana wavo mukuru ayigara kwababa
vake akazongouyawo pa birthday party ya
Talent pakanakidza, baba vacho vakangouya
kwenguva diki na Zimuno Zimuno wavo
vakatodzokera.Tainge tatorongana kuti
ndaibva ndanogarira ku Chishawasha hills uko
kwandainge ndakarongerwa kitchen party asi
yakanoitirwa Ku Damofalls kumba kwa mai
Brianna (mukadzi waZimuno) vakamira mira
havo vasikana vacho ndakawana midziyo
yemumba pamwe chete nezvidzidzo.A day
before wedding hama dzangu vayinge
vatoungana kwamai Itu like always waiva
mufaro asi ndainzwa mudumbu ndikatombo
nosvika kwa Doctor ndega ndabvako , isu ne
bride team yangu takanorara ku Jameson
hotel zvainge zvakarongeka sezvo Mari yainge
yakadira ,takatozorara kunze kwavakuto yedza
nekuti taigadzirwa misoro and manails neveku
Sally's beauty and therapy, murume wangu ne
team rake vainge vanorara ku Meikles hotel
kwaayiitirwa barchelors party .Kuseni vanhu
vakazogeza tikatanga kuitwa makeup
"ululuuluuuu" imhururu yakaridzwa na tete Mai
Laiza vachipinda mataiva vaina sisi Prudence
vanga vauya ne wedding gown tikamhoresana
nekufarirana "nhasi vachaona matambiro
andichaita handigare pasi kusvika Mai
vapopota" vakadaro tete tikaseka nekuziva kuti
havagone kutambawo seni.Vasikana ndivo
vakatanga kubvapo pahotel nana tete vave
kunanga ku venue at Marondera ini na Mai
Shanice best girl wangu takabuda muhotel
ndichibuda muroom macamera akatotangira
ipapo ku flasher tichinanga kumota
tikazoteverawo ku venue but mota yaiva
kumberi kwedu maiva nemunhu wevedio
camera yake achititora mufambiro wemota
yedu nesu vacho , paiva hapo nemufambo
asikuti pakaita pedyo sezvo mota
dzatakayenda nadzo ayiva ma BMW eblack
ayinge atohaiwa from Motorsports company.It
was like my first time kusvika pamba pangu
apa ndirimumota kudaro ndakatarisa
paimbova neka that two rooms cottage
kandakambopinda ndikaona kasipo panga
pakanaka kunge hameno kwatasvika , ma
camera akatanga kuflasha mota dzedu
dzichangosvika apa paiva nezvima lorry zve
Army and also two ma ambulance ndega
ndikaona kuti zvakarongeka pakazara dzi
motikari yard yakakomberedzwa nema soldier
akabata pfuti and also paiva ne two ma Van
epolice takaenda rimwe side kwandakadzikira
Ethan na Dad vakabva vauya pandiri
"wakachena mwanangu" pavakadaro
tumisodzi twakaita manyawi twukadonha
vakandi bhabhadzira Mai Shanice akandipa
tissue zvikanzi na Ethan "haungatadze
kuchema nemufaro hako Itu mwanangu
because watakaunganira nhasi hausi muchato
asi kuti it's a wedding" zvakandipa kuseka
ndikati "saka wataurei ipapa" zvikanzi
"ndatotaura uchazozvionera wega wapinda
mukati umu kuti for sure hausi muchato asi
kuti it's a wedding ndachida kupinda newe but
mufaro wandinawo urikundipedza power Sha
ndingazodonha ndakakubata ndikamakisa"
ndakaseka Ethan was another type Mai
Shanice handina kuona kuti ayinge abva
pandiri sei uye nguvai ,Dad vakandipa ruoko
rwavo ndikakochekera tikanomira pa entrance
ndakabata maflowers angu of royal blue colour
n takatsika pa carpet yaiva ne courmaflage
mumaside pakati ikaita chi plain Army green
ndainge ndakabatsirwa before kuti ndichitanga
kupinda handifanirwe kutarisa mumasides
kuvanhu but ndotarisa pasi or kwandirikuyenda
saka takamira ndakatarisa pasi asi misodzi
ndainzwa ichida kubuda I'm sure waiva mufaro
"vatanga takamirira vasvika ngatiridzei
mhururu mhere mhere nemuridzo ukooo"
akadaro Mc "tavakupinda mwanangu breath in
and breath out ndizvo kah" vakadaro Dad
ndikagutsurira musoro takafamba two steps
ndikanzwa beat song teverwe nemashoko
*Dalie wamii mudiwa wanguuu....chiona zvino
rudo rwangu nderwako pakutanga kwazvo
taingobira biraaa bby be my best friend nothing
more and nothing less yeee mheni yerudo
ndokurova ichibva kumabvazuvaaa
yakapeputsa moyo ikatipa chiono
chataisatomboona ....mheeeni yerudoo
ndokurova ichibva kumabvazuva hana yangu
nehana yako zvikaroverana pamwee our love is
so magical yeee zvishamisooo dalie wangu
kuti takura murudoo hona takura murudoo
zvishamisooo mudiwaa wangu hona takura
murudoo takura murudoo ...uri mweya wangu
wekufema urimunyaradzi pandinochemaaa,
unondipa chiyedza zuva radokaaa aaa yeee,
unondigama pandinokoromoka ndiwee
chengeta mazwi ane rudo rwuno
yevenyevenutsa moyo ndinokuda iwee dalie
ndiwee standwa samiii ...ndati chengeta
mazwii anonyevenetsa hana ndinovatenda
Mwari vakakusika kuti uve wangu
zvishamisooo mudiwa wangu hona takura
murudoo huya ndikuratidzeeee huya
ndikuratidze rudooooo zvishamisooo dalie
wangu kuti takura murudoooo nyaya dzemoyo
uuuyeee takura murudoooo* yakaramba
ichirira ndikazosimudza musoro tavakusvika
pana Tamuka ndikaona akapfeka suit ye Army
green ne lemon green shirt but style ye suit
yacho ndakatanga kutoyionerawo ipapo apa
yanga yakanakirana nemunhu wacho , baba
vake vakamira paside pake Norbert aripama
Shure pake ,Mai Shanice akamira pekuti
ndakasvikawo ndichimira pamberi pake .Dad
na baba Tamu vakatobvapo vanhu vakatanga
kuombera maoko song yainge ichiri kurira
ndakasimudza musoro mbichani ndikaona
ariiye Travor Dongo muridzi wesong
achiyiimba akagara pachair kwaiva ne
instrumental system kwakuzonyarara paiva na
priest vechikuri vandakatanga kuonera ipapo
vakati vakati Tamu andifugure face akaita
sekudaro ini kungosanganidzana neface yake
ndikanzwa misodzi kuuya ndikapihwa tissue
namai Shanice . Priest Havana kutambisa
nguva vakabva vakatanga vaverenga shoko
rekutibatanisa from the Bible vakazouya patiri
vakati "ndisati ndabatanidza vaviri ava pane
anopikisana nekubatanidzwa kwavo here"
pakaita a moment of silent vakazoti "hapana
saka regai tienderere mberi chikomana chema
ring ngachiswedere tione" akabva awuya nechi
flower buscket chaiva nechi coshen box
chema ring Taylan ayo atainge takatenga
nekudhura kwawo.

"Ndichatanga kupa mukadzi mukana wekuti

ataure mashoko ake asati apfekedze ring
muchigunwe chemurume wake Tamuka
Chakidza that's what we call a wedding vows"
vakadaro priest ndikatora ring ndainge
ndakazviudza kuti Vow yangu haisi
yekundifungisa kuchema nekutambudzika
kwandakaita asi mufaro chete nekuti
pandainge ndakachema was enough
ndakabata ring ndikati ##" Tamuka Chakidza
you are my rock,I have never felt more loved
then I do by you.You have always made sure
I'm taken care of and have anything I need and
want.I never have to worry if things will be okay
because I know having you by my side
everything will be ok.I promise to love you
conditionally until I take my last breath.I
promise to always be waiting faithfully for you
to return home to me.I promise to honour and
respect you as my husband and to take care of
you, as you always have for me.For the
remainder of my life. I will love you till our last
breath.##" ndokupfekedza ring muchigunwe
chake vanhu vakapururudza vamwe especially
ladies vakatanga kuti "waaaaw" vachibata
zvipfuva zvavo "ndotevera newe murume
ndinoti taurawo ako mashoko uchitsividza
Kuna Itumeng Tembo kuti ndiye ava mudzimai
wako" vakadaro Priest ,Tamu akabata ruoko
rwangu rwaiva ne old ring yangu akati "ndisati
ndatsidza nditendereiwo ndikuudzei zviri
pamoyo pangu" akadaro akabata microphone
nerumwe ruoko rwarusina kubata rwangu akati
"nditarise bby wangu ndoda ushinge
kunditarisa" nekuziva munhu wangu
ndakatoona kuti ayitaura zvine kakurwadziwa
mukati but vanhu vakatanga kuti "waaaaw
waaaw" ndakamutarisa akaratidza ring vanhu
ruoko rwangu nering yarwo akati "chekutanga
kwauri my rib ndoda kuti kana wateerera
mashoko esong yaimbwa uchipinda mashoko
ese iwawo matore achibva pamoyo wangu
rega kufunga kuti ayimbwa na Travor Dongo"
vanhu kwakuseka kusanganisira neni wacho
akayenderera mberi achiti "kwamuri vanhu
varipano ring yamurikuona iyi
ndakamupfekedza 4years back from now
pakawanda pandakamu rwadzisa zvimwe
zvandisingakwanise kutaura pazuva guru
rakaita sanhasi ,I even cheated her so many
times but akarambisisa ayine ring this ring
akachengeta chitsividzo chatakapanana
pandakamupfekedza ndini zvekare
ndavakuibvisa muruoko rwake sekuyiisa
kwandakaita ini naye tichaichengeta ring yedu
ichazoonekwa nevazukuru vevazukuru vedu
,I'm so blessed to have this lady in my life..."
Misodzi yainge yoyerera ndikapihwa tissue
ndikapukuta iye asati apedza kutaura haana
kuzoenderera mberi akapa Mc microphone ,
vamwe vaiva nemisodzi iripedyo vavakutondi
batsirawo kuyeredza yavo.Iye kwakubva atora
ring yemuchato ndokundibvisa yandaiva nayo
akayiisa muhomwe ye trouser rake vanhu
vakaseka akati "priest ndavakuita vow yangu
manje" vanhu kwakuseka futi achibva
anditarisa akati "##Bby I am not a very
adjusting person.I am impulsive and a bit rude
in my tounge when I feel hurt ,It was worth
every tear and every smile every slap and every
kiss ,every sad and happy memory .It was
worth every time I lost you just to find myself
back in your arms again.

I wronged you so many times but destiny

doesn't decide everything.it only gives us a
little push in the right direction we decide if it's
worth fighting for worth waiting for. I choose
you and I'll choose you over and over and
over.Without pause, without a doubt in a
heartbeat.I will keep choosing you.Now my
best prayer is to ask God for keeping us
together forever in Shona ndinoti handichade
kusiyana newe Itumeng Tembo kana
ndikakutangira kufa unditevere mudiwa wangu
tizororere pamwe chete neniwo ukanditangira
kufa ndichakutevera ndatsiidza nhasi kuti
ndiwe uchava wangu pano pasi zvese
nekudenga.##" kwakundipfekedza ring Mai
vake vakasimuka vakaridza mhururu vamwe
vachingoyenderera mberi nema "waaaw
waaaw" ini ndika waver ruoko rwangu kuvanhu
ndichivaratidza ring ndiine smile yemufaro
.Tichakamira kudaro zvikanzi na priest
"chikamu chering chadarika tavakuenda pane
chinofarirwa uye chakamirirwa nemunhu wese
,Mr Chakidza may you kiss the bride " vanhu
vakatanga kuita noise ini kiss yake ndaitoida
ndaisambonyara iye kwakunditarisa akatora
tissue kwakutanga apukuta ziya kumeso
kwake akauya pandiri "I love you"
akandizevezera ndikakutiwo "I love you more
dady" taizevezerana kwakundisveta lip rangu
repazasi ndikamubatirira akandikisser zverudo
akakurumidza kuzvibvisa pandiri vanhu
vakapururudza nekufarira isu tikabatana
maoko tichinogara pachair yekuti tiise ma
signature on our wedding certificate .Ma
witnesses vakava Mai nababa Shanice.
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WRITTEN BY

AUTHORESS :
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CHAPTER 47

Tapedza kusigner our wedding certificate

takanogara panzvimbo yedu ndavakuda
kuzvipa time yekuongora everything zvemo
ndisati ndatanga ongororo yacho , kwakabva
kwaridzwa song ya Sulu and Salma (Ruby Ruby)
ikandifungisa mazuva andakatanga
kufambidzana nana Batania ndiriku Bindura
pavaiona bhora mumba mangu team
yemaganaz ya winner vakaitamba vari three
pandakazosheedza Mai Naa kuti vauye
vaonewo, pakurira kwesong yacho kwaitova
kupinda kwevaperekedzi from the entrance
kwakatanga Zimuno nemukadzi wake vasvika
pa dance floor Zimuno akayitamba exactly
mutambiro wavayiita musi wandaifunga
nezvayo wacho ,vapedza kwakugara pasi
kukaridzwa song ya Master Kg wepa SA
(Jerusalem) Chaks achipindawo nemukadzi
wake vachitamba iyi yakandifungisa musi
wandakaitambirwa na Tamu awuya futi
kuBindura kunondiudza good news madays
andainge ndatarisana nekuenda ku Court
ndichifambira nyaya ya Talshia paayida
kutorwa naLife ,vakapedza kutamba vakagara
pasi.kukarira ya Sho Majozi wepa SA (John
cena) haina hayo zvayakandifungisa kukapinda
Ishmael and his white girlfriend ayinzi Kate
ndainge ndomuziva vainge vakawanana ku
England kwainge koshandirawo Ishu but her
parents were staying in Zimabwe at Mutare
vapedza kutamba vakauya vachigara pasi
kukaridzwa yemuseve ya Nicholas Zachariah
(ida anokuda) yakaridzwa zvinekaku editwa
zvine ka remix like kuti iwane kutambika
zvemuchato pakapinda Ma na baba Shanice
avo vanga vangonyangarika kubva patiri after
our signatures , kurira kwe song iyi
kwakandifungisa day randakatanga kuvaziva
vauya futi kumba kwangu ku Bindura
yakamboridzwa pavaigocha panze
vachiitamba vakomana vacho isu pataibika
sadza mumba namai Shanice tichivaona nepa
window.Vese vaperekedzi vakapedza vakagara
pama chairs atayiva with order yepamuchato
like always apa varume vainge vakapfeka ma
suit three piece s eRoyal blue plain trousers
mabhachi was the same but ayine scotch ine
ka Army and Lemon green and Royal blue
shirts kutsoka kune bhutsu dze black formal
dzisingapfekwe nema socks anooneka twuma
trousers twacho twaionesa bhutsu zvairi vanga
vakachena zvavo asi baba Shanice ravo bhachi
was same Royal blue colour yema trousers
kumwe kwese zvikafanana nevamwe.
Ndakanyatsokuona kuti zvinhu izvi
zvaisawanika wanika ma colours acho ini
pachangu anga akanditemesa musoro mix
yacho but ipapo ndakabvuma pamwe nekuona
kuti kune vanhu vane zvipo pamabasa avo
chokwadi because mabudiro azvayinge
zvakaita Soo kah ve fashion and design vanga
vagona kuchenesa vanhu.Ladies vaiva nema
dresses Army green kutsoka kune Royal blue
shoes zvanga zvakabuda ndega ndakatoona
kuti pamichato mizhinji yandanga ndakaziva
pedu taiva ne different colour yaiva yedu
tega.Zvevaperekedzi zvapera MC akatanga
kutaura zvandisina kuteerera kukasimuka
mufundisi achiverenga shoko ini ndatarisa
mazi TV screens matatu ayivamo same size
ndikaramba ndakatarisa pa one yacho
kwakuona pachibuda mapictures angu na baba
Tania kubva kwekutanga kwatakazivirana
pakatanga pabuda tichangopinda mumba
make mucottage kuMarondera vachiri vese
naRosey ende musi wacho ndakaona
akasimudza phone but handina kuzviisa
kumusoro kuti ayitotora picture
ndakatozozivira pa screen yandanga
ndakatarisa ,pakabuda futi remusi waakauya
kumba kwangu kuBindura raakatora
ndakapfeka morning gown iye Ari mu uniform
asiya vamwe vake panze .Kukazouya
takapfeka ma jursey eChelsea picture
rakambonetserwa na Belinda pa profile picture
kukauya mamwe ataitorwa tese tiri pa couch
mamwe acho ndaitoona kuti ndaitorwa
ndakavarairwa asi tiri tese , kukabuda
akawandisa tiri mubedroom yangu pamai Ishu
ipapo ese ayingobuda like patinenge takamira
takabatana or ndichikiswa mamwe acho
takagara pabed zvevanhu vari murudo asi ese
tainge takapfeka hembe on those pictures ,
kukawuya atakatorwa musi wataigocha nana
Mai Shanice even ndakagara ku Chinhoyi
tichisarudza mbambaira nana Tania akabuda
kukazobuda remusi wataipinda mu
Chikopokopo akatakura Talshia musi
waatitevera tanoona Mai Life ku Hospital
ndaitoshaiwa kuti ndiyani ayimbomatora
mapictures iwawo.Kukazobuda tiri
kuManyame air Base mumba make musi
waakandipfekedza ring asi picture racho
rakabuda iye akafuratira semunhu ayinge asina
kupfeka shirt akavharwa musana ne chair
yaainge akagara ini ndini ndainyatsokuoneka
ndakamonera drying towel rangu re blue
randanga ndawana akanditengera musi wacho
rakanyatsokubuda ndakabatwa kagunwe
chichipinzwa ring ,ndakarohwa nehana pabuda
musi waanga abva kuti tora kupurazi iye
akabata Taylan pataidya sadza tiri mumota
zvakandinetsa kuti saka mamwe mapictures
ndaingotorwa ndisingazive kah but pamwe
pacho zvichindinetsa kuti seemu bedroom
chirudzii ndakasiyana nazvo zvekuzvibvunza
nekufungisisa ndikaenderera mberi ndichiona
mapictures acho mazhinji ayingova ema
memories angu naye kusvika pazuva ratainge
tava.

Ndakabvisa meso ikoko ndikatarisa around the

decoration was so nice kucake ndiko
kwakandipedza power manje ranga rakakura
so many layers style yacho pamwe was
courmaflage chaiyo pamwe Army green ,then
mamwe ma layers Lemon green decorated
with blue colour ini vanhu vai decorator those
things ndakavaombera hangu vanga
vakanyanyisa pabasa ravo."Dady zvirimuno
handina mashoko nazvo zvakanakisa plus
kurongeka" ndakamuzevezara kudaro
akandibatira ruoko pasi petable
ipapo zvikanzi "anything for my lady it's our
wedding day don't forget that" I just smiled
ndikadzosera maziso angu kumberi
ndakumayisa kuvanhu ndikatanga ne 4 ma
round tables ayiva kumberi Left side kwaiva
nevabereki nehama dzangu then pakati ndipo
paitambirwa nevanhu right side kune vabereki
nehama dzemurume wangu.Ndikadzika naro
ziso ndichitarisa zvakangwara uku program
ichiyenderera mberi ndakatarisa kuvanhu ikoko
ndikaona paine 7 long lines of tables and
chairs ayiva ma chairs ano adjustwa zvekuti
vaiva nachekumberi vaiva vakadzikira vari
nechekumashure aka adjustwa zvine
kakurebesa kudarika evamwe kunge terrace
style ndakatarisa kuneimwe table kumberi
ndikaona pakagara Mr and Mrs mutema
hazvina kundishamisa sezvo murume
ayishanda nemurume wangu ndakatarisa
kudaro ndikaona Mai Angela,Angela na teacher
vekundida vaye pakati pavo pakaita vamwe
vandisina kuziva ndikazoona padhuze ipapo
pakagarwa na Tino and Tine matwins
vakomana vaiva ma neighbors edu tiri
kuKadoma vandairwa navo tichinetserana
nyaya dzevapfanha vedu Ethan newavowo
Tawana ende Tawana wacho ndakatoita
zvekumufananidzira ayivapo nevabereki vavo
ndikatoziva kuti vainge vakakokwa namai Itu
sezvo namai matwins ivavo vainge vachiri
kutaura pafon asi panana Angela na teacher
ndakaita ma questions hobho ende vanga
vakatopfekawo bho dress code.Ndakasiyana
navo ndikatarisa kune imwe table ndichitsvaga
vandaiziva vese ndikaona Mai Naa nemurume
wavo and also hanzvadzi yavo alongside a
white lady hazvina kundinetsa kuziva kuti ndiye
mukadzi wake nemwana chimu calad ,pavaiva
ipapo ndikaona that couple ma Chinese
vataigarisana navo veku main house kwamai
Ishmael ndikatoziva kuti ndivo vainge
vavakoka.Kwakuona Mai Nenya vandainge
ndakangozivisa vakati ndichauya but handina
kuzvitora serious nekuti pavainge vabvira
kutaura zvekuuya kwavo painge pareba like
always zvinoitwa neteam zhinji rinenge riri
kujoni kwavaiva zvekungoti touya December
hee musi wakati vasingazouye but ipapo vanga
vapindira mai Nenya vakatogara ne team zhinji
reku saloon kwandaishanda ndakanzwa kufara
whoever anga avakokorodza ndainzwa
kumutenda pa team iri reku Bindura side
ndakangogaira Mai Ishu chete.Ndabvapo
ndakatarisa kumwe ndikapera power ndichiona
Rosemary , Life nemukadzi wake, Belinda na
Shaz and also mukadzi wandakatevera ayina
Batania ku lodge ndokuona futi mwana
wandakamboruka awuya na Tamu pamba
pangu ndikaona Nisha Ari ipapo ndakashaiwa
kuti chirudzii vanga vakagara pamwe chete on
that line nechekumberi ndakava nemubvunzo
yakawanda , ende vese vanga vandikurira kuita
zvimhamha chaizvo sure makore anga afamba
ndirimuku shamisika kudaro ndikatarisa
kumwe ndokuona Emily Makazhu padhuze
pake paiva nevanhu two kubva paari ndokuona
Prophet wandakambo danana naye .Vanhu
vacho vese vanga vakato dresser zvakanakisa
with our wedding dress code ndakayedza ku
calculater maths yangu 1+1 answer
ikandirambira kubuda zvamuchose ichiti 2
,ndakambobata huma yangu zvemivhunzo
yakawandisa pandakaisimudza
ndakambotarisa MC ayitaura zvaayitaura
ndikadzosera futi maziso angu kuvanhu
ndichida kumaker sure if ndaisarota ndikaona
chiri chokwadi chandayiona maziso angu
akanondisiya pana gogo nevakadzi vaviri
vandayiienda navo Kuma sowe ndiri kupurazi
vaine zvivana zvavo asi sekuru mu guide
handina kuvaona, ndakanzwa kufara
ndikazoita sekunge mufaro wavakuda
kudzimika ndaona bamukuru baba Prudence
nemukadzi wavo plus vanakomana vavo na
tete Mai Zvanyadza dzaiva hama dzangu but
vainge vasina kugara kune vamwe vagara
Kuma line chairs kune vamwe ndakatoshaiwa
kuti vainge vazongofunga kuuya chirudzii iyii
ndakangoti zvinhu zvinochinja sure
.Ndakazoita sendayirota ndaona
vandaingoonera muma Tv Mr Liam Nkomo and
his wife Lisa Camila Magobiyana nevana vavo
vakagarisana pamwe chete na Prince Veysel
and his wife Nonhlalha Tshuma ava Kuma
Kings ese eku Zimbabwe ndivo vaiva highest
kuupfumi , ndakaita sendirikurota kuvaona asi
ndakaramba ndakatarisa line ravo ndikaona
kuti that table ayiva ma VVIP zvaingooneka
kuti paita mbinga dzega dzega ndikaona futi
Lenox mbinga yeku Bindura aripo in that line
nevakadzi vandakangofungira kuti ndevake
.Mamwe maface handina kumaziva ayiva in
that line.Ndakabvisa maziso angu ndavaku
concentrater neprogram sevamwe ,kukazouya
twuma small bride team vana vangu vese,
Shanice , junior wasisi Prudence na Osan
mwana wamukoma va Batania vaigara ku
Chinhoyi town twakatamba twapedza
twukanogara pasi program ichiyenderera
mberi. Tikazoyenda Kuma photos
kwatakayenda inini na Tamu tiri mu Benz
yatainge takamira tichionekera mota yedu
yaiva pakati pembiri dzevaperekedzi paifarwa
iribatai batai muma windows ,mota yaiva na
vedio camera man iri kumberi mushure
kwedzedu ndiko kwaiva neyevana and also
dzaiva nehama plus vabereki
vedu.Takanotorerwa mapictures acho ku
Marondera Guests house panga pakanakisa
takadzokera ku venue tikasvika tichitorerwa
mamwe ipapo handina kuwana mukana
wekunyatsoku paongorora but side
randakaona iroro was the best takazodzokera
mukati tikawana vanhu vave kutodya music
ichirohwa and it was a special food for special
people tainge takaita budget yekuti vanhu
vaibvapo matumbu akazvimbirwa chaiko
kudya kusiri kweku fungidzira.Takanogara
panzvimbo dzedu tikadyawo "shama
ndikudyise" akandidaro Batania ipapo
ndakanyara ndikamuti "dady please" zvikanzi
nababa Shanice "kana bride achiramba
kuchiswa ndakutora mukadzi wangu tidzokere
kumba zvemuchato zvatovharana izvi" he said
that jokingly tikaseka Batania Havana
kuzonetserawo yekundidyisa it was a fork and
knife but ndaitonzwa kunge zvirikundinonokera
ndakambofunga kuda kuyita yekwamai Itu
kudya nemaoko ndikaona kuti ndingabuda mu
TV neiwo ma social media ndaigona
kuzobudiswa ndava sticker chairo.Tapedza
kudya tavakutoseredzera zvikanzi na MC
"magutiro andayiita ndogona kunzwa usimbe
hwekutaura asi regai ndichingotaura hangu"
vanhu vakaseka sure painge pagutwa vanhu
vasiya siya zvikafu zvakagara pama tables ,Mc
akati "regai muone zvidobi dobi zvirikuda
kuitwa nevana vevabereki vatakaunganira
pano nhaika DJ simudza tifambe"
ndakatoshaiwa kuti vana vangu vaida kuita ipi
yacho yandaisaziva , pakarira song from my
best gospel male artist .
*Kadzoka zvekare kakomana Flame B soooo
tichipisa ngoma tichitamba kudaisooo
tichirumbidza Mwari nezvavatiirira come on
one ,two ,three four...... Pano pane zvirikuitika
musaone maoko arimudenga tirikupembera
mufaro watapihwa naMwari yeeee haaaaa
iweee zvedu zvaishata Mwari wedu
watisimudza tapihwa tafura yakanaka pamberi
pemuvengi yeeee....haaaa Nyangwe zvedu
zvaishata regai timbotamba amhina ,amhina
kadeya simoreyaaa timbobhowaa muvengi
tamba gedee gedee mwana gede gede ayeee
yeeee... .Mwari wanguwee nezvamandiitira
ndomurumbidza nyadenga yiiii yiiii
ahaayaaaayah ndomurumbidza nyadenga
torova maaaa torova mazhada tichirumbidza
nyadengaaaa.... somebody screaaaam pane
asimudzirwa na Jeso here ukoo tamba neni
tioneee ... Come on one ,two three four apa
ndipo patinotaura kuti tavakumberi kwekuseri
izvi zvava zvinhu tasimudzirwa mudenga
denga naMwari ayaiyayiiii mbiri yose topaa
Kuna Mwariiiii ....* Anga atopinda Taylan
achitamba achimbotenderedza his one hand
kumusoro ndakatanga kutozivirawo ipapo kuti
ayigona kutamba yaiva song yaFlame B
kwavakumira kutamba volume yadzikiswa
akatora microphone akati "my name is Boss
Tamuka Junior Taylan Chakidza I'm here to
celebrate my mom and Dad's big day I'm going
to dance with my..." Asati apedza kutaura
vanhu kwakuseka vachiombera maoko
nekuridza mhururu nemuridzo kuda kwaiva
kufarira kungwarisa kwemwana wangu or
kwaiva kufarira kuti ati ndiye Boss Tamuka
Junior hameno song yakabva yambosimudzwa
akatamba futi , ikazodzikiswa volume
akayenderera mberi achiti "here is my sisters
firstly is Tania Chakidza" song ndokurira Tania
wacho achipinda achitamba teverwe "secondly
is Talent Chakidza" akapinda achitamba "lastly
is Talshia Tadana Chakidza" kwakupinda futi
achitamba achimira paside pevamwe vaita
straight vakatarisa kuvanhu apa vasikana
vainge vachinja from their Army green dresses
and royal blue shoes same dressing yainge
yakapfekwa nevakuru ,apa vanga vachinja
vakapfeka twuma tennis twe lemon green ne
twuma dangalin trousers twe courmaflage
netwuma top blousers twe Army green
twaioneka picture yangu neyababa vavo
pamberi iyo yainyatsoku onekera pane t-shirt
ya Taylan uyo ayinge abvisa suit yake yanga
yakangofanana neyababa vake akapfeka t-shirt
inenge dzana sisi vake ne courmaflage joger
trouser and also lemon green tennis vakati
vasvikirwa vana vaTamu. Kutamba kwavakaita
ipapo kunge vachatyoka mabhonzo emuviri
vese vari four song ya Flame B yasimudzirwa
ikayenderera mberi kurira ichinoti...

*pane anee hand bag heree pane anee chair

hereee fara neni tioneee simudza maoko
mudenga... Bata chero chawabata
uchipembera uchikanda mudenga ..Bata chero
chawabata uchipembera uchikanda
mudengaaa wichuu wichuuu wichuu iyiii yiyiiii
iyiiiiiyiiii yiiii yiiii yiii yiiii*......
*Care care care don't care care care care
don't Care iwee pinda don't care usambonyare
don't care tambira Mwari wako dont care bata
musoro don't care ,simudza gumbo don't care
Bata mabendekete don't care bendeketee kete
ketee ketee* ipapo ndi Talshia anga apinda
pamberi pevamwe vake akatamba
zvandaisaziva kuti anogona kudaro mwana
wangu ziso rangu rakaenda Kuna life ndikaona
akadzvokorawo mwana waakaramba uyo
achizvitambira hake kupembera muchato
wevabereki vake song ikaenderera mberi
vachitamba vese "ululuuluuuu vayera Hungwe
ivavo ululuuluuuu" vakadaro vamwene vangu
vasimuka vachipururudzira vazukuru vavo
vachi waver zambiya ravo mudenga
vaitooneka kuti varikushaiwa zvekuita
nemufaro .Vapedza kutamba vakadzokera
kunogara pasi vana vangu ikava mhururu
nemuridzo ndakatarisa futi Rosey ndikaona
akavatarisa vachinogara pasi ndikashaiwa kuti
vese na Life vaibatsirana sei pakufunga uye
pain dzavaiva nadzo was like what exactly
vachiona vana vavo vachitamba kunakirwa
nemuchato wedu isu vabereki vavo.Vapedza
vana vangu kwakabva kwauya twuva komana
twu twatu from Black Excellence studio utwo
twunozivikanwa nekutamba kunge twusina
mabhonzo mumuviri twakaitamba song ya
Alick Macheso ft Freeman (ngaibake) vanhu
vakafara patwaitamba kudaro twapedza
twakagara pasi ,kukanzi kusimuke vana sekuru
vemurume zvese nevemukadzi
Kwangu kukasimuka sekuru baba Reggis
 ,sekuru vaTembo na Uncle Mohammed .Kwa
Tamu kukasimuka hanzvadzi yamai vake
*ndakabva naye kure kure kwamurambinda
kubuda Harare ndichiti ndamuwana ndakabva
kwamurambinda kure kureee* vakaridzirwa
that song vakatamba tikavasiya
ini nemurume wangu tichisimuka tikabuda ne
musuwo wekumberi kwataiva ini ndichitorwa
neteam rangu re make up iye achiyendawo
kwake .Ini mangu ndakanobvisa wedding gown
ndikapinda mune the other one re royal blue
but different design nere white ndikabuda
ndikasangana na Tamu panze apfekawo imwe
suit three piece shirt ichi matcher nedress
rangu akandipa ruoko ndikamu kochekera
tikafamba tichiyenda ku Entrance , yandainge
ndapinda nayo na Dad tikasvika vamwe vedu
vaperekedzi vatimirirapo vatochinjawo masuits
nema dresses ini nemurume wangu tirikumberi
song ya Flame B ikasimudzwa Tamu Ari busy
kutaura neni zvisina basa achindizevezera
achiti "bby wangu wakanaka sha dai tangonzi
tidzokorore kukissana futi ndirikunzwa kuda
kutodya malips aya" kukwana chaiko Batania
anga asina kukwana "iwe muface iwe
usatibhowe pana apa tozvisiya izvi" akadaro
Chaks achijairira mukoma wake like always
tikamucheukira tese nevamwe tikaseka for
sure song yanga yavakutofamba pasina
chatirikuita Batania achingondizevezera
zvisina basa. "DJ tangidzisa sha"
akashevedzera kudaro Zimuno ndikaona kuti
drama ranga ravakuda kutotanga sefunny ,
Ishu ayingokuwara hake nekuseka
madzisekuru ake yakasimudzwa zvekare same
song yake Flame B tikapinda tichitamba
yairidzwa iya yekuti *Zvinhu zvingaome seiiii
,vavengi vangataura sei asi ini handishanduke
ndicharamba ndichinamataaaaa
owoooo...zvinhu zvose zvingaoma sei,
miyedzo ingauyeeee seiko asi ini ndicharamba
ndichinamataaa ayeee inini ini
handishandukeeee kana iweee iweee
usashandukeee tomutambiraa...Tambira
Mwari wakoo iweee uchitamba sa dhavidhaa
ayaaaa iweee Tambira Mwari wakoo iwee
Solomon akayimbaa ayaaa iweee Tambira
Mwari wakoo iwee uchitamba
sadhavhidhaaaa.Uchitamba tamba uchidai
uchirumbidza Mwari wako ,uchitamba tamba
uchidai uchirumbidza Mwari wakoooo yeeeeee
alleluyaa somebody shout for Jesus praise the
Lord ,be ready for dance to jesus Christ come
on let's go teremuka teremuka teremuka
teremuka tamba tamba tamba tamba saka
ndiyani waita soooo ndi Mwari ndiMwari saka
ndiyani waita soooo saka ndiyani waita
soooooo ndi Mwarii ndi Mwarii yeee Tambira
Mwari wako iweee uchitamba sa dhavhidhaaa
aaaa imbira Mwari wako iweee Solomon
akayimbaa aaaaaaa.* Mawords ayo
ayienderana nechiitiko chatanga takaunganira
taitamba three steps dzekuti two ayiva emuma
sides one tokatanda makumbo kumberi tichito
advancer kupinda mukati ini ndakabata dress
rangu both sides , iro rainge rakati vhararaa ku
flader riri armless ndakapfeka twuma flats
kutsoka ndichinzwa kusununguka.Dance
yacho yaisandinetesa semunhu ayisagona
kutamba tikasvika isu maladies tikagara
panzvimbo dzedu dzatainge tabva kumberi
kwevanhu ,pakaita chisound che mixtape song
chichiridza pfuti varume vakabvisa mabhachi
vachitibatisa umwe nemwe achigamuchidza
his lady zvaiva nekakunakidza Soo Chaks
kwakutora microphone akatevedzera kutaura
kwa Jonas Kasamba wepa Ochestra mberi
kwazvo band zvairidzwa ipapo achinongedzera
Batania "papa ita zvako zviya ziviya zvawakaita
kuMozambique zvawabva kuita kuAngola
simudza Johannesburg yese isimuke show
them that you are here tonight" ikasimuka
song yaMacheso Tamuka akatamba
zvakasimudza chaunga team racho
pakutamba museve ndaivatemba hangu vaiva
ne energy. Asi song isati yaenderera mberi
ikatochinjwa muchi mixtape imomo ikarohwa
ya Leonard Zhakata (Mugove) vakabatana
vakaitamba vese vari 5 same dance vanhu
vakafara nekuita ruzha. "panakidza pano
mhururu nemhere mhere uko" akadaro MC
vakomana vapedza kutamba , kukapinda ma
soldiers chaiwo vakapfeka uniform yavo
complete vachi marcher vari 10 ndokuzochinja
vasvika padance floor Dj ayiziva basa .
Maganazi iwawo vakatsika jive yekutamba
song ya Ronie Mudhindo yekuti (zvambura)
vanhu vakafara ikava mhururu nemuridzo
kwavakubuda futi vachiita marching nechi beat
song chavanga vapinda nacho iyiii vanhu
vaizvifarirwa havo.
Vachiyenda ma soldier kukapinda vaperekedzi
vedu vese vachitamba ini na Tamu takagara
pasi "wakanaka bby ndirikunzwa kuda kuku
kisser ndochokwadi" akadaro takagara
ndikamutarisa ndikati "zvambonyanyo kudii
nhaiwe watanga Batania kwana" kwakuseka
hake akati "ini ndakatokwana kana kune vanhu
vakashota kumba kwedu ndeavo hona"
akadaro achindiratidza Chaks nemukadzi wake
vanga vapinda pa dance floor vari two ipapo
vachitamba sure zvanga zvakasangana
vaizvinakidzirwa havo vachigona futi kutamba
kwacho yaiva song ya Jah prayzer (dindingwe)
ndakatoseka hangu.Vapedza kutamba vese
vachichinjana vakauya vakagara pasi
tichipindawo pa dance floor tiri two , Travor
Dongo akasimukawo achitiimbira his soft love
song *akawodzekwa semukaka madhuve
wangu yeyeee bvudzi rake rakanyatsosvibira
madhuve wanguuu hamungamu fananidzee
nevamwe madhuve wangu....* apedza kuyimba
iyoyo akasimudza imwe *i love you Mommy
uwuuuu hwuwuuuuuu I love you Mommy
ndashamisika pandakuona uchipfuura pano
babee ndambobirizira kukutarisa ndichiti kuda
hausi kuona ndanetsekana pawandiona
ndichikutarisa ndonyarirepi ndaona mwedzi
zuva nenyeredzi pamwe chete pauri
iweeeee........ ndacherechedza mafambiro
awunoita ndikati mwana ndewani uyeeeee
uwuuuuuu ndikati mwana ndewani uyoooo
excuse me girl I love you Mommy eyeeyeeee*
ndainzwa song ichindipinda muropa chaimo
takabatana nemunhu wangu tichitamba soft
dance apedza Travor Dongo akatiti "imbomirai
zvenyu kugara pasi ..you know what guys ini
michato yese yandinoyenda horait I mean
yakawanda yacho ndowanzo kusvika as a
surprise asi pano ndasvika isiri surprise
because muchato wedu but ndine one chete
surprise ndisati ndayenda my brother are you
ready?" akabvunza Batania vakagutsurira
musoro vachinyemwerera vanhu vachiombera
maoko ini ndakutononokerwa ne surprise
yacho iye Travor Dongo akayenderera mberi
ndokuti "thank you so much my brother
ayooooo Dj" achipedza kudaro tikanzwa
"simuka simuka simuka" yemorare chaiyo
ichivambwa imbo *kazeve zeve kemoyo wangu
handingafare usipo ndamirira zuva ridoke
mudiwa ndichafara ndakuonaaaa mudiwa
wangu onayeee mudiwa wangu
ahahahahaaaaaa pfungwa nemoyo wangu zviri
pauri mudiwa wangu ndakusuwaaa ndoitasei
usipo ,mudiwa wangu ndoda kukuonaaa aaaa
mudiwaa wangu ndingafare sei usipo
mudiwaaa wangu ndakusuwaaa eyeee yeee
yeee ahaaaaha onayeee* it was Madiz
akashaura achitobudikira kuuya pa dance floor
ndakatoona kuti soulmate yangu yafara chaiko
ende chaunga chakasimudza mufaro
 ,vaperekedzi vakasimuka vachiuya ini
nemurume wangu tikayenda kumashure kwavo
tichivapa vanogona kutamba mukana sezvo ini
ndaisagona.

Akayenderera mberi nekuimba Madiz akasvika

paya pekuti *ndoita chamunyurududu ndiri
murudoo heyaaa* vasikana nevakomana
vakatanga kutamba dance yekuita
chamunyurududu chacho matambiro ayiita
Tsitsi zvaisatendeka kuti ane mimba kungoti
yakange isati yavekuoneka hayo she was so
energetic asingayemezeki zvinoita vamwe on
their first pregnant *amushekedee shekedeee
shekedeee amushekedee ....camera
cameraaa* paakaimba that part ine rumbar
pakatambwa kunge vatambi vacho vachabuda
shave nevaiva Kuma chairs vazhinji vanga
vasimuka ziso rangu rikananga Kuna Life uyo
ayidhonzwa nemukadzi wake kubva pachair
yaanga akagara kuti asimuke asimuka
ndikaona akanyura muzi suit hombe
raitooneka kuti inyowani raiva neblue
rakaturikwa like always ipapo ndipo
pandakazvi gamuchira for good kuti kusagona
kupfeka kwake ikoko ndiko kwaitova kugona
kwake akatanga kungozunguzika sedzenga
Mai Blessmore vachichiduka kutamba ndega
ndakangoti pakasangana Madhumbe na
Gringo.Sisi Prudence vainge vatoswederera
kumberi vachibatsirana na Mai Ishu namai
Loraine kutamba kwacho asi pavese vari three
sisi vangu ndivo vaivakurira
pakutamba.Akazopedza kuimba Madiz
vachibatsirana na Travor Dongo akatyora huso
hwake to show some respect "Thank you so
much" akadaro vanhu tikagara pasi MC
avakutaura tichangogara Talent akauya patiri
ndaitoshaiwa kuti zvanga zvadii because vana
vaisafanirwa kusvika kwataiva takamutarisa
akauya achitaurira pasi akati "mama Taylan
arikuda kutirova ayenda kuseri uko ati
arikunotemha shamhu asi haasati adzoka
arambidzwa na Master vedu kutirova akavati
handirohwe nevasikana" ndakapererwa at his
age akusvitsa 4yrs ayinge ototemesa musoro
plus kuchenjeresa ndikati Kuna baba vacho
"izvi hazviite especially pavanhu kudai tsiura
mwana wako because haangashaise vana
vangu mufaro pamuchato wamai vavo izuva
rekuti vange vachifara sekufara kwandiri kuita
ini Mai vavo" ndainge ndototanga kushatirwa
uku vanhu vainge vobvisa ma presents nekupa
ma speeches , Batania akasheedza one of the
ushers murume akamuudza zvaakamuudza
akadzoka ayina Taylan patiri uyo akasvika
nekunzi na baba vake "Koo murikuita sei nhai
Boss junior musarove vana sisi venyu
usavarove ndozokutengera pfuti nechimota
chawakaona pa tv chiya hant asi ukavarova
hatiende kunoita boys shopping"
ndakamutarisa ndichida kuona kurevesa
kwake kuti ayiva matsiuriro rudzii ayayiita
mwana ekumuvimbisa kutenga zvinhu
achikonewa kungomutsiura straight
.Ndakatoona kuti ndinga spoilwa happy mood
yangu ndikadzosera maziso angu kumberi
"ndachida kuvarova varamba kunondicherera
mvura ndavaudza kuti handidi iri pa table
yatambonwa ndirikuda a sealed bottle saka
handichavarove hant kah Dad tozoenda ku
boys shopping" chakadaro Taylan ndichinzwa
ndika ignore ndakatarisa kumberi kusvika
azodzokera kwaiva nevamwe
vake.Pakazosimuka vabereki va Tamu
vakatanga vatamba song yaParadzai Mesi
yairidzwa yekuti *chero mukanditi chauya
amaiwee asi ndini ndakazvida chetee papa
Para vauya vauya weee tsanganyoka chauya
chauya weee* vaitamba pachikuru vapedza
vakabvisa chipo Chavo vachinogara pasi
kukasimuka vamwe vekuside ravo vachipawo
ma speech nekubvisa zvipo.Vachangopedza
pakasvika mukuru wenyika nemutevedzeri
wenyika and also vamwe three vandakazoziva
kuti ma ministers "ngatisimukei tese
nehuwandu hwedu zvinofadza uye zvinodadisa
kana tasvikirwa panzvimbo nevakuru venyika
kudai" vanhu vakaita sekudaro to show some
respect vakazonzi vagare vakuru vacho vagara
pasi kusanganisira nesuwo.Kukazosimuka
vabereki vangu vakatambawo same song
vachiteverwa na Ethan uyo akazotora ariiye
microphone akatanga atamba dance
yehwutsotsi yeku furidza mapfudzi
achimapukuta kunge anetsvina kwakumira
akati "ndinoneta ini sa baba va Itumeng Tembo
nechiitiko chatakaunganira pano kudai haah
ndanga ndambofunga kutora mwana wangu
back ndichiti vakomana mudzoke
mundipamhe zvekare kundidzokorora nema
USD pamusoro peaya amakandipa mwana
wangu akanaka kauyu mongozviona mega
pasina doubt , but vakomana vacho vepa
Chinhoyi ava vanogona kuchinjisa munhu
pfungwa matambiro avayita museve apa
andishaisa Simba rekuyenderera mberi
nepfungwa yangu ndikanzwa kuda
kuvadzoserazve ma USD avakandipa iwawo
pakureva mwana wangu asi pandazofunga kuti
ndakatotanga kare kumashandisa
ndazongosiyana nayo zvamuchose pfungwa
yacho isati yandipaza musoro nekufungisisa
saka ndinoti I bless your marriage vanangu
muve neimba yakakomborerwa nashe pamwe
chete nemhuri yenyu" kwakugadzika
microphone pasi vanhu vakapururudza vamwe
vachiridza mhururu vamwe vaingotiwo
"waaaaaaw" vakabata zvipfuva
zvavo...vakaenda kunogara pasi vese Mama na
Dad.Mukadzi wake Ethan akasimuka
achimugamuchira with a lovely hug
vachinogara pasi mwana wavo ndanga
ndatoona kuti ayiva nambuya vake Mai vamai
vake smile was all over my face hanzvadzi
yangu anga atokura shuwa ndikatoona kuti
ayiva baba vangu zve sure.Kukazosimuka ma
special guests pakatanga nevamwe baba
vechikuru vakangonzi ndevekubasa kwa
Batania asi Havana kutaurwa position yavo
vakapedza kutaura vakati "ndavakusiira nguva
ino kumukuru wenyika vane zvavanoda
kutaurawo pamukomana wavo" for sure
vakasimuka mukuru vakati "ndinotenda
ndinotenda ndinotenda ndatenda katatu
ndafara nechiitiko chatakaunganira pano
nyangwe zvazvo tasvika program yava pakati
motiregerererawo asi chikuru kusvika nhai kah
,ndinonzwa kufara kwakanyanyisa Tamuka
mwana wangu uyu uchengete mukadzi
zvakanaka handikutyire iwee asi senyika tatiwo
kah pamwe Hondo ingazouya wuto redu
rikashaiwa kuti rotizisa sei mudzimai waro
tikati regai tipe mukomana nemudzimai wake
a latest Black Ranger car" vanhu
vakapururudza mota yacho yaiva kunze
ichitova nemaribons ekuratidza hwutsva
ikatanga kubudiswa pama tv screens vanhu
vachiyionerapo irikunze kudaro "ndoda
kuperekedza mota yedu nekukukwazisa
vachati" vakapedzisa nekudaro vanhu
vakaseka sure vakauya vakatiira hand
shacking vachiteverwa nevachengeti vavo
mumashure vapedza ini na Batania
vakamhoresana ladies side kwakudarika futi
vachidzokorora ini na Tamu vakati "dzokororo
ine Simba nhaika" mukuru vaisekesa
vakachimhoresa varume kwakutora futi
microphone vakati " asi ndati nditaure
zvandaona sezvo meso angu achiwona
zvakanyanyisa asvika pakuona vakomana
vechidiki varidzi vemari uye vanosimudzira
nekubatsira vakawanda muno munyika medu
Liam Nkomo na Prince Veysel gara zviya
havachisi Prince vave King ndizvo kah".

Vanhu vakaseka nekupururudza vakomana

vacho vaitaurwa vakasimuka vachiita hand
shaking nemukuru wenyika avo vakabva
vatotorana nevanhu vavo vachitobuda obvious
kwainge kwatova kurova pasi.Mr Liam Nkomo
vakabva vabatawo microphone sezvo ndivo
vaiva next to special guests speech vakataura
zvekutikorokotedza pamwe chete nemudzimai
wavo uyo anga akazvitakura vakabvisa Mari
sezvo vazhinji vaingobvisa dziri mari ,after that
vakapawo microphone kuna Prince Veysel avo
vainge vava King vakasimuka nemudzimai
wavo zvaisabvunzwa kuti vanobva kumusha
we hwumambo because of their dressing
mukadzi ayinge akapfeka blue skin jean ne
blouser re attire rine style raimatcher
neyemurume asi kumusoro ma attire vese
edress code yaivapo ,vaine mabeads
echiratidzo chavo chehwu Mambo .King Veysel
vakati kuna Mr and Mrs Nkomo vamire
kunogara pasi vakatanga vataura zve
kutikorokotedza ndokubvisa present yemari
refu vakapedzisira nekuti "isu tirivarimi kwedu
kwatinobva tati tizviratidze kwamuri nesaga
rezviyo munokuyawo chimera chemaheu asi
ini hangu nditendereiwo kupinza vanhu busy
because ndirikunzwa kuda ku Challenger
vapfanha vangu vaviri ava watakaunganira
pano neuyu ndoda kungovaratidza kuti wangu
mukadzi anotamba kudarika vavo n..." vasati
vapedza kutaura vanhu vakatanga kufarira
nekuita yowe yowee yekuti titambe
,ndakatoshaiwa kuti zvanga zvava zvemweya
upi futi ndakabatwa ruoko na Tamu tichipinda
pastage "ngatinyararei tigare pasi tione vana
Mr money vatatu nevakadzi vavo vachitamba
nhaika" akadaro MC kukaridzwa song ya Alick
Macheso (Sarah) ini ndaingozunguzika like
always Batania ndiye ayindi kavhira gape ,Mr
Liam Nkomo vaikwikwidzawo mukadzi wavo
kuda ayi controlwa nedumbu ayisanyanya
kutamba ,King Veysel vaivawo dhadha seni asi
mukadzi wavo ayiziva basa re dance floor
ayisatipa nguva yekubatanidza kana kamwe
chete.Vanhu vakafara tapedza tikamiswa na
MC tisati tagara pasi zvikanzi "haah patambwa
apa but I'm sure vanhu vese vave kuda kuona
mhuri dzana Mr Money ava ndizvo kah vazhinji
vatone mibvunzo yakawanda kuti Koo vana
vavo ndevapi tirikutenderana here nhai vaoni"
vanhu vakaita ruzha rwekubvumira kukatanga
kwasheedzwa vedu vakauya vari four
vachimira patiri ,kukateverwa va King Veysel
vaiva ma twins vakomana tikaziva ipapo kuti
paiva na Elton and Layton they were same age
with Talshia , teverwe neva Mr Nkomo vaiva
two mukomana akafananisa nababa vake
nemusikana wandakaziva kuti ndiye ayiva
Kukue wacho she was same age with
Tania.Takatorwa mapicture nemhuri dzedu isu
vabereki tikazodzokera kugara munzvimbo
vana vakanzi varidzirwe song vatambe DJ
akavasimudzira yemuimbi wepa Botswana Vee
Mampeezy song (dololo) vakatamba vanhu
vachifara ndokuzodzokera kunogara pasi ,
program ichiyenderera mberi kukapinda vana
tete vangu Mai Laiza neva Tamu Mai yeukai
kuti vatambe .Batania kwakuisa ruoko rwake
mumapfudzi angu zvekundi hugger akati "ini
ndirikukuza tete vekwa Murehwa, iwe vako
ndimai yeukai vandoziva kuti vanotambisa
zvigunwe zvemumaoko chete pa dance yavo"
ndakatokurirwa nekuseka ndichitarisa vana
tete vacho vasati vatombo Tanga kutamba
ndikashaiwa mukana wekumuudza kuti chero
tete Mai Laiza vaanga asarudza Kuyenda divi
ravo vaisagonawo kutamba kwacho mukana
wekumuudza ndakaushaiwa nekuda
kwekuseka plus song ichitangawo
vakaridzirwa jiti song ya Baba Harare (nzimbe
inobvira kumusoro ichinaka) "Koo tete
zvavandirasisa ini ndaendawo kuside ravo
vakaresva mukadzi wangu ndiko
kwawakatorera kusagona kutamba uku
,mmmm saka kutamba uku vakatoperera here
apa" akadaro murume wangu abata chirebvu
chake achizunguza musoro zvine kakupererwa
ini ndisingachagone nekuseka sure tete vangu
vaingosimudza her right leg vachirikavira
kumberi vachiridzosa pasi panzvimbo yavanga
vakamira ndipapo no change her dance was
the same from kutanga kwesong kusvika
yanopera, tete Mai Yeukai vaingoridza
zvigunwe zvanga zvambotaurwa exactly asi
vaiva nani kuti vaizviridzira vachizunguzikawo
nekufamba famba kuchinja position
ndakatoona kuti ndaisava ndega ndaikuwara
nekuseka same nana Ethan nevamwe vaiva
Kuma chairs , yakazopera hayo song
ndakunzwa mabayo nekutoona kuti sure
chembere mbiri dzaiva pabasa svinu vanga
vatodikitira. Yakasvika nguva yekucheka cake
tikadyisana through kiss, ini ndokuzotakura
rimwe ndikaperekedzwa natete Mai Laiza,
sekuru va Itumeng na Uncle Mohammed
tikapfugama paiva nevabereki nehama
dzaTamu ndokuva gamuchidza pakaridzwa
mhururu tikasimuka, Batania akatakura rake
akanochonjomara kuvabereki vangu ayina
mukoma wake vaishandira ku Mozambique,
sekuru vake na tete vake akagamuchidza cake
vakasimuka ,team re catering rikaratidzwa na
mainini Regina cake rekuchekera vanhu
akachekwa mazi big pieces achipihwa vanhu.
Tete Mai Laiza vakabva vabuda na gogo Mai
Reggis havana kutozodzoka ndikashaiwa kuti
vayinge vayenda kupi ndikatarisa futi mukoma
waTamu vayigara kumusha vese na sekuru
hanzvadzi yamai vake nambuya vacho
ndikaona vasisipo .Pakabva papinda Flam B
live performance ndikafara ndichimuona it was
my first time ayiva mukomana wemucheno
mufaro wandakaita ipapo wakandipa
kungosimuka ndakamira panzvimbo imwe
ndikatanga kuombera maoko achiperekedza
song yake yaakavamba *ohowowowooo
ohowowoooo ohowowowoooo ....nhasi
tirikufara tiriku jabulaa zvisina measurement
ani nani arimuno imo mumba muno apupura
muno maita mufaro wedengaaa chirimusaka
saka chinozvinzwira shuwaaaa handidzokeri
kumba kana muchato wanakidza sooo ...
Ndorara ndiri panooo sooo iwee soooo
handidzokeri kumbaa kana muchato
wanakidzaa soo ndorara ndiri panooo
owohoooo* vanga vadzoka team rana Tania
vakamira kumberi pamashure pavo paine
twuvakomana tweku Black Excellence studio
vakati vatanga kuita zvidavado zvavo kutamba
"pawasimuka ndatofunga kuti wafunga
kunosimudza one leg uchiridza twugunwe
twako zvazvichiitwa nana tete vako kah"
akadaro Batania asimukawo sezvo vamwe
vanga vasimuka simuka kutamba basa
raibatwa nemuimbi "usanditarise uchidaro
Tamu" ndakamudaro ndaona matarisiro
ayaindiita achindi seducer zvikanzi
"ndorambidzwa nani kutarisa mukadzi wangu
ngatibudei" ndakashaiwa kuti kubuda
tichiendepi akandiratidza nemusoro entrance
yatainge tashandisa pandakazonochinja from
white gown , ndakabuda arimumashure mangu
na baba and mai Shanice hameno zvavaitaura
ndakatoshaiwa kuti tayiendepi tichisiya
muimbi wandaifarira ndaitonzwa kuti dai
vandikasikira tadzokera ndinoona.Vakazosvika
ndamira panze ndikanzi namai Shanice "kana
ndakambofara nhasi ndipo pandazofara
manje" tikaseka tichirovana maoko kukauya
zvikopo kopo five zvema soja zvichinyangadza
ne noise Tamu akandibata ruoko ndikapihwa
hug namai Shanice pakaita two zvakadzika
kumhara pasi asi zvimwe zvaingotenderera
zviri mudenga , "let's go baby" akadaro Batania
ndiri mukushamisika tikanopinda mundege
maitova ne two masoja one Arimuchairi wayo
ndikati kuna Tamuka "and then?" akabva
andikisa padama zvikanzi "we are going to
honeymoon bby" Hana yangu ikarova kusaziva
hangu chayairovera ndikati "inga hatina
kuwoneka vanhu sezvinomboitwa mimwe
michato wani" akapfekanisa zvigunwe zvake
nezvangu muruoko akanditarisa kumeso akati
"we are different hatiite izvozvo isu vachasara
vachiziviswa kana muimbi wako apedza
kuridza".

*Stay tuned........*
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CHAPTER 48

Hana yangu yaingorovera zvemberi

kwandaisaziva kuti ndekupi chaiko
kwatirikuyendera for our honeymoon "zviya
handina kuzozvitarisisa ndiyani agama ma
flowers ako pawamakanda" akandibvunza
kudaro ndikati "agamwa nemusikana wa
Ishmael" akambonyarara akazoti "Hana yako
irikurova urikutyei" ndakaseka hameno anga
azviona sei ndikatadza kutaura zvandaitya
zvacho zvandaisatogona ini pachangu kuziva
kuti ndaityei ndikati "ndirikutya kuti vana vangu
vachasara vachitiburwa size nemwana wako"
akabva aseka zvakaita kuti umwe ayiva mberi
asiri muchairi acheuke Tamu wacho akatosiya
kutaura neni ava kutaura nevamwe vake.After
nguva pfupi yandisina ku calculater
ndikazoona Chikopokopo chavakudzika
chikanomhara asi chisati chadzimwa
ndakatarisa panze ndikaona maworkers epo
akamira mira dressed in their khaki ,vairatidza
kuti vainge vakatotirira for hosting us "let's go
mylove" akandidaro Batania achindibata ruoko
tikadzika *titambire mauya mauya mauya
mauya mauya mauya mauya mauya nhasi*
kwaiva kuimba kwevashandi vepo vainge
vakatimirira I just smiled and weaved my
hands to them as a way of kufarira .Umwe mu
soldier ayivamo mundege akadzika akabatsira
hosting team yacho kubudisa mabags edu ayo
andainge ndisina kumboona kuti ayivamo
maziso angu ayitenderera tenderera kuda
kuona kuti tirikupi ndika sanganidzana maziso
nepakanzi WELCOME TO PAMUZINDA SAFARI
LODGE (Selous Zimbabwe) that Safari
ndaimboiona ichi advertiser its different
branches kakawandisa ndichiichiva especially
madays andakachata na Life ndaitomboda
Kuyenda yeku (Chengeta) but ipapo
ndakanzwa kufara tiri ye Pamuzinda apo
pandainge ndakaziva kuti inodhurisa kudarika
mamwe ma branches of that Safari lodges
.Takatungamirirwa tichinopinda muroom
medu it was a fancy and quiet place "How are
you Mr and Mrs Chakidza you are welcome at
Pamuzinda Safari lodge we are feeling blessed
to have you here as our guests ,feel at Home"
said by a white guy manager wepo tikamudaira
zvakanaka tichipinda muroom apa paitotorwa
mapictures neumwewo murungu nezi Camera
rake kubva tichisvika .Rimwe team rema
workers pavakangopedza kutiimbira vakatobva
maybe vainge vonoita zvebasa takapinda
mukati mandakaona kuti zvaiva zvinhu
tichingopinda ndichiri kutarisa tarisa ndikati
Kuna Tamuka "pakanakisa pano I wasn't know
in this country tine nzvimbo dzakanaka Soo
Koo why is it some rich people vachiyenda ma
honeymoon avo out of the country but vamwe
vekunze even varungu chaivo vanotobva
kunyika dzavo vachivinga this Safari lodges
here in Zimbabwe wani" akabva anditarisa
zvikanzi "ipapo hangu handizive chinoita
vayende kunze bby because ndesiko kumba
kwavo during their plans dai ndaivapo
ndaigona kukuudza kuti sei vachiyenda out of
the country but most of them vanomatevera
this Safari's even for the holidays
nezvimwewo" his first party yakandisekesa
ndikazongoti "saka we are here for how many
days and panobhadharwa marii" zvikanzi
"matotanga kah budget don't worry sweetheart
I already paid 2 500usd for our 5days here"
ndakamutarisa ndichitadza kuzvitenda ndikati
"yowee inga mune zvinhu zvenyu" I said that
ndapererwa ne comments akaseka kwakuuya
pandiri akavhura zip ye dress rangu
ndakavarairwa.

Kwakuriwisira pasi raisanetsa sezvo it was

armless zvikanzi "I know wakaneta but for
today ndipo ka quick bby" akadaro atopusisa
maziso ake akanditarisa matarisiro
ayimhanyisa ropa rangu most of the times
ndikati "ndazvinzwa dady let me bath first"
ndakadaro akaramba kundisiya zvikanzi
"zvekugeza kwako kure bby ndatokuwara ini
wabvira kundikuwadza kare tichiri kwatabva
uchindinyima kiss" my husband was
something else ndikamutarisa ndikatanga
kuvhura mabuttons eshirt yake iye akandibata
nemaoko ese on my hips akanditarisa kumeso
chaiko ndichiita zvandaiyita after that
ndikabvisa belt from his trouser zvese ne
trouser racho ndichiriwisira pasi ndikakotamira
ndichitomubvisa kumakumbo ndikamu bata
ruoko ndichimudhonzera mubathroom
yaingova muroom medu imomo.Ndakavhura
shower ndikaisa pe warm water ndikatanga
nekugezesa munhu wangu akangomira hake
akanditi "ndakuwara ini bby hona" akadaro
achindiratidza chinhu chake changa chafuta
ndikamuti "sorry dady let me take a quick bath
for you" ndakadaro ndakutozorera sipo on my
body ndapedza kubvisa sipo yaiva pandiri
nemvura ndikageza on my honeypot
ndavakuda kutokwisa muhapwa ndikaona
ndatosundirwa kumadziro munhu avakutondi
kisser zvenzara chaizvo achifemereka
ndasimudzwa one leg rimwe rakatsika pasi
achindikisa rumwe ruoko rwuchitopuruziva pa
honeypot yangu in no time anga
avakutopushira chinhu chake mukati
ndikagomera ndikanzi "I'm sorry bby ndoziva
kuti wakaneta today was a busy day but ddy
vanenzara newe vanoda ka quick chete
vafadzewo focuson me hant kah mukadzi
wangu" ndakatenda nemusoro kwakuwedzera
kuvhura rimwe gumbo rangu ese akaiswa
mudenga ndakatsamhiriswa madziro uku
ndakanamwa nekiss zvekuti ndakaneta
ndakambozviisa pasider ndichida kunyatsoku
feeler murume wangu.He fucked me harder in
those few minutes akandisiya ndatonaka
zvese nekufizuka akanditi "thanks bby
kamupisiro kaunoyita mudumbu umu kah
ndekekuda kundiuraya nekunakirwa chete"
ndakatoseka tikapedzisa kugeza
ndokudzomera muroom tatopedza kuzora
mafuta ndichiudzwa nyaya dzisina basa
naTamu achingotaura zvekunaka kwangu
tikanzwa a voice "room 6 may you please
come at the dinner your table is ready for you"
ndakatarisa paibudikira voice racho
ndikapashaiwa asi rainzwika as if a speaker
zvikanzi na Batania "kutsvaga munhu ataura
here uku motojaira because ndiko
kusheedzerwa food kwatichaitwa everyday
kusvika tazobva pano" anga andiona
ndikaseka iye achisekawo ndikati "wandiona
zvesure pano pane chirungu chese shame
saka tisu tirikudaidzwa kah" zvikanzi "yes bby
huya ndikubereke tiyende" akadaro
achitokotamira kumusana kuberekwa
ndaikuda most of the times but ipapo
nekwataida kunanga kwacho ndakatonyara
ndikaramba zvikanzi "iwe chaiye kuramba
kuberekwa inga Safari yachinjisa mukadzi
wangu ne one day irori kuzoona 5days
dzokwana unenge wachinja zvingani"
ndakangoseka tichinanga at the dining room
kwaidyirwa takawana kune a Chinese couple
yaizvidyirawo they just weaved their hands to
us ini ndikava Weaver back Tamu
akavangogutsirira musoro .Takazvidyira paiva
ne different types of food but tese takadya
sadza tapedza tikapihwa desert ndokubuda
tichibvamo tikambonogara panze paiva ne nice
place yekutandarira "wakanaka bby wangu"
akandidaro Batania ndikati "newe wakanaka
Tamu but Koo ma pictures ese andanga
ndichiona pascreen paye mamwe
andisingazive taimatorwa nani" akaramba
akanditarisa kumeso ndikamutarisawo
ndichimirira mhinduro zvikanzi "ndati
wakanaka bby" ndikatoona kuti ndofunga
ndanga ndasanganisa nyaya ndikati "newe
wakanaka sweetheart I can't even believe kuti
ndini ndinewe" akaramba akanditarisa asinga
seke or any action zvikanzi "you can't believe it
after all right?" Ndikagutsurira musoro zvikanzi
"you are right bby but at the end we are here
together and forever I love you" ndakabva
ndakiswa ruoko ndikati "I love you too dady"
akaramba akanditarisa apfumbata ruoko
rwangu nemaoko ake ese zvikanzi "about
pictures bby the thing is mubedroom mako
muya maiva neCamera ndaichengetedza
munhu wangu in that camera flash code
ndimo mandainge ndakaisa some pictures so
pawakabvako I just disconnected the camera
from the system ende handina
kuzombonoitora manje manje towards
muchato ndipo pandakafunga kwekuwana
those pictures ndikakurumidza kufunga that
secret camera ndikaenda ku Bindura kunoitora
ndikawana zvese zviripo so I just edited
ndikatora zvinotoreka" he said that
ndikashamisika ndikati "ndaisaiona wani mmm
saka ndakaroorwa nemunhu tsotsi chaiye saka
mubedroom kumba kuya titori ne camera kah
isu" iye kwakutanga aseka akati "it just
happened but let's forget about it" akadaro
andibata muhuro kumashure nechekugotsi
ndikati "Koo aye atainopinda mundege
wakatakura Taa" zvikanzi "some places ane
ma cameras awo bby anoona everywhere
zvepo kunotova nevakamirira kushandamo in
that type of offices vachiongorora
zvezvichiitika zvese so i just went there to
collect what is mine,I love you" akapedzisa
kutaura kudaro ndavakutodyiwa muromo we
enjoyed the kiss akazozvibvisa ega
.Tikavigirwa a cups of coffee and biscuits
takagara ipapo after eating tikanopinda
muroom medu mandakasvika nekukwesha
mazino ndokupinda muma blankets handina
kunonoka kubatwa nehope kuseni ndakapatika
ndikaramba ndakasvinura ndichifunga
nekubatanidza zvandainge ndaona kumuchato
ndikaona kuti vanhu vazhinji vandainge
ndakaziva nekurarama navo vaivapo
pamuchato wedu mubvunzo ukava wekuti
vamwe vacho chii changa chazoita kuti vavepo
pfungwa dzangu dzaingondiudza kuti Batania
was behind their presence chete.Ndikafunga
futi kuti saka vana tete Mai Laiza pavanga
vazongobuda same nana sekuru vana Tamu
vanga vanotora mabags edu seni rangu ranga
raita zvekurongedzwa navo ,ndikatoziva kuti
same as ra Tamu ndikanzwa Batania avakuti
"usazvinyepere rangu bag ndakarongedza
ndega kare chavazongono adder it's my phone
chete" akadaro akarara akatarisa the other
side kwandaisava ndikati "waziva sei kuti
ndizvo zvandiri kufunga" akatendeuka
kunditarisa zvikanzi "ndangoziva plus vanhu
vaurikuzvibvunza ehe ndini ndakava koka
ndaida vavepo vaone ndichiku kisser en..."
Haana kupedzisa kutaura kwacho avakutondi
kissa.
Ndizvo zvaayiita kana achida ndisaenderere
mberi nemibvunzo yangu ayitanga kundi
romancer kova kunyarara kwangu.Kiss yainaka
iyoyo awuya pamusoro pangu my blood was
boiling ndikanzi "handisi kuda kuku kwi**
izvezvi ndichazokupa ndoda unyatse
kumbozorora unless uchiida hako izvezvi
ndogona kungokuisa" akataura
achinditekenyedza breast aburuka kubva
pamusoro pangu ava paside apa akanditarisa
mumaziso misodzi hameno kuti yaibvei
ndikatotanga kuchema kunge mwanana
akanditi "sorry bby ndichakupa kani ndechako
hant" ayidaro achindipukuta musodzi uku
achida kundibatisa chinhu chake
ndikamuvhizura ruoko he just smiled
akanditarisa ndikati "makanaka Batania"
akabva andi kisser padama zvikanzi "newe
wakanaka bby wangu you are my number one"
akadaro akutondidhonzera on his chest
ndikatorara ipapo kwakutobatwa nehope futi
ndikazopepuka ndichiwana asipo pabed phone
yangu I wasn't know kuti iripapi chaizvo maybe
yaiva mubag kwakumuka ndikanogeza. Hembe
dzandakadzoka ndichiwana mubag dzaiva type
inodhonzera murume wangu padhuze kuti
arambe akanamirana neni chaiko ndakasarura
one of the dresses ayivamo raiva re Yellow
richitevera muviri risingadarike mabvi kudzika
zasi ,ndikapfeka nemapush eblack ezvimvere
pamusoro body structure yangu yaibva
yanyatso kushaper ndichitozviringa pa mirror
raivamo murume wangu akabva apinda
akasvika nekundimbundira nekumashure "I
have a choice my wife is beautiful like shiiit
zvesvoto" akadaro ndikatendeuka
ndichimutarisa akandibata kudaro akawedzera
kuti "wakanaka bby" handina kumupindura
ndikamubata muhuro ndichimupuruzira
akatotanga ndiye nekundi kisser pazvainge
zvondiipira akati "feelings temperature yako is
too high mawudze kuti hanzi nemurudzi wawo
ngaambodzikama let's go for breakfast"
akadaro azvibvisa pandiri kwakundidhonza
ruoko tichibuda ndakatodhiniwa zvekuti chero
chikafu chacho handina kutonyatsokudya anga
andibvira kare kundinzwisa ma feelings obva
andisiyira paroad "chii bby don't you like the
food?" Akabvunza kudaro ndikati "I'm not
feeling well ini" hapana kana paindirwadza but
kudhiniwa kwakandipa kudaro haana
kupindura akasimuka from his position of
opposite chair akayidhonza sezvo dzaingova
mbiri kwakuuya kuyiisa padhuze neni akati
"sorry mylove I know the type of your fever but
you have to eat dady vachapinda newe pa
healing session hant" zvakandipa kuseka
akatanga kutondidyisa after that
tikambonogara panze tichirohwa nemhepo
phone yangu ndainge ndava nayo ndichitaura
na mainini Mai Bella avo vainge vadzokera
kuBotswana before our wedding day saka
ipapo on our conversation vakati "I can't
believe that we missed your big day
takaruzirira because the vedios and pictures
andirikuona pa social media kah hazvitaurike
ndakasaririra sure" chakaita vadzokere
kuBotswana before our wedding day murume
wavo anga akuwara pabasa saka ndizvo
zvakava disturber so she promised kuti
taizovawana vavekumba vese nabamunin
tichidzoka from our honeymoon .Tamu ayiita
zvephone yakewo kwakundiisira massage
takagara tese kudaro "pandokubata ndoda
kukupaza zvekuti uchadzokera kumba
usingagone kufamba" ndakaseka ndakaita risa
massage ndikatoona achinditarisa ne Conner
yeziso zveutsotsi achinyemwerera ndika
replyer ndichiti "topedzerana" akadaira
nemuromo asiya zvema massage zvaanga
atanga kwakuti "horaiti handidi anozochema
neni achiti ndamunyanyira" ndikaseka hangu
tikanzwa voice remunhu anga asvika patiri
akati "sorry excuse me Mr and Mrs Chakidza
here is your wedding cake we received it an
hour ago" Tamu ndiye akarigamuchira
tikapihwa tray yaiva ne juice nema glasses
acho the layer was a courmaflage part ma
waiters vaiva two vakatodzokera tichisara
tichidya cake redu rikasara rimwe ratakanoisa
muroom medu.After that takatombotenderera
tichiona nzvimbo tikaenda kumvura there was
a dam rakavakirirwa nicely raiva nema karwe
achitova kunze kwedam ndikati Kuna Tamu
"ngatidzokerei todyiwa" iye kwakuseka
zvikanzi "haana mazino aya kana arikunze asiri
mumvura Soo anototyawo vanhu Mira uwone"
kwakufamba achiswedera kumakarwe acho
ese akamhanya achidzokera mumvura ende
ndanga ndatoona nekuzivira ipapo kuti those
crocodiles tunotanga twuri twe yellow kana
zviri zvidiki, ndikaita kakuswederera
ndikamupa phone yangu ndikati "nditorewo
mapictures ipapa" akaramba kuigamuchira
zvikanzi "vanhukadzi nema pictures ayewa
handidi ini ndingasapinzwa busy ruoko
rukasvika pakurwadza here wavakungonditi
ooh Tora rimwe ndakadai handiite izvozvo ini
ngatigare tarega kuzvitanga" ndakaseka zvine
kakutsamwa mukati ndikati "saka ndotorwa
nani horaiti ndakunosheedza baba vandaona
vachicheka lawn kuseri vaye ndakutotsvaga a
new friend" ndakadaro ndichizunza zunza push
rangu ranga rapinda twuma huswa akati
"usandi teste Mai Taa you know I'm shot
tampered ndodhiniwa ndikakubhowa izvezvi"
akadaro atochinja face zvakandipa kupusa
ndikaramba ndakamira ndapetera maoko angu
padumbu ndakungo tenderedza maziso ndaka
tarisa pasi asi ndichipota ndichimutarisa iye
anga akaisa maoko ake ese muhomwe ye jean
trouser rake akanditarisawo kuface
zvaindishaisa action his face was serious
yainetsa kuona kuti irikureva kutsamwa here or
what sezvo ndaiyitarisa zvekubiridzira
ndikazozvipira kumutarisa ndikati "sorry Dady
ndanga ndakanganwa kuti u are a jelous man"
ndakabva ndanzi "huya pano" he said that
calmly ndikayenda paari akanditsamhirisa his
chest achindipuruzira magaro akati "handidi
newe bby unokuwadzisa vanhu vasina mhosva
don't worry about the pictures like what I told
you some places have surrounded by it's
cameras tichamawana mapictures edu epano
different types don't worry" ndakabva
ndamutarisa ndikati "saka muroom medu
vanotoona kah zvatetichiita ,Koo futi sei
murungu uya ayititora mapictures patakasvika"
.
Akatanga aseka akati "unobvunzisisa kudaro
here bby wangu hapana camera yemuroom
muya then about that one hant you know
vamwe varungu vanongoita zvese zvese so
usazviise musoro" akandidaro achizvibvisa
pandiri akati "kungokuguma temperature yako
inogara iri high zvekutondimirira hant" he said
that achiruma his lower lip as in seducing like
always.Nguva dzakafamba tadzokera kuroom
ndakaswera nekurara pasina chaandiita
ndakambozama kumuitira ma actions
kumunetsa iye ayine hope kusvika ndazonzi
"ndakuzoita zvekuti ucheme I know ukachema
uchakurumidza kubatwa nehope"
pandakanzwa yekuchemedzwa ndakadzikama
hope dzakambonetsa kubata asi dzakazobata
ndatambura ndikamuka ndakamu mudhurira
handina kuda kuwaridzirwa bed nema workers
epo mood yandaiva nayo yaitoda ndizviitire
ndega zvekuti pavakauya ndakavati vadzokere
breakfast food Tamu akati tiunzirwe imomo
akadya akapedza ndisati ndatanga
ndichingomirizika nezi mood rangu tirimo mu
honeymoon phase .Iye akasimuka akasiya
anditi "you have to eat and prepare we are
going somewhere otherwise ukarega kudya
uchaende nenzara ukazodzoka futi nayo nzara
yako because hatina chekudya chatichatenga
kwatirikuenda ndoda kudzoka wapedza zvese
chikafu pasisina kana chasara ndirikukupa 20
minutes otherwise uchabuda usina kugeza or
kudya" ayitaura zvisina kana hanya he wasn't a
type inonyengerera hake ndikashaiwa
mhinduro nekupererwa ndakaramba
ndakamutarisa akatora phone yake achibuda
akasiya ati "18 minutes left" ayitova serious
semunhu ayisava netsvina yakanyanya
ndakangonogeza zvekukasira ndikadzoka
ndichipfeka my black turn up short ne t-shirt ye
black yakanyorwa label for (Converse All star)
yakafanana neyake yaanga apfeka sezvo ndiye
ayinge andibudisira that t-shirt from his bag
ayitova ma new ones then ndikaisa same Black
label kutsoka Tanga ndangopfeka
zvakafanana but the different was anga
akapfeka jin trousers plus same label cap ini
ndainge ndakarukwa zvisingadi
cap.Akazodzoka ndavapakati pekudya asi
zvaisapinda kwaiva kudyira kuti ndainge
ndanzi ndidye chete "handei" akasvika
nekudaro ndikatoona kuti andiponesa from his
food chandaisatoda ndakabva ndapinda
mubathroom ndika brusher mazino angu fast
ndokubuda ndisina kuziva
kwataiyenda.Patakabuda panze takawana
paine chimota chine chi Army green colour
sechi colour chemasoja ndakabatsirwa na
Tamu kupindamo ndikapfeka ma glass shades
angu chimota chacho driver wemo was a black
man akapfeka same colour yechimota paside
pane murungu akapfeka khaki chikazomutswa
chimota tichibuda pa lodge ipapo takananga
nekuchisango kwandaisaziva ndikati "waaaaw
look at this Dady" ndini nyakumudhura and I
was also the first one kumutaudza husband
wangu ndichimuratidza Ostrich yandanga
ndaona akanyemwerera akanditarisa
kwakutora ruoko rwangu achipinzanisa
zvigunwe zvedu zvikanzi "we can fight but at
the end we are one, I love you my wife"
ndakadanzo ndichimwairwa kiss mumhepo I
just blashed chimota chichienderera mberi
nekufamba tikasvika kwaiva ne fence maiva
ne dzimwe mhuka takambo tenderedzwa we
enjoyed our Game drive, tikazodzokera
kwatanga tabva nguva dzaitofambawo panoda
kudyiwa tichidya a special food they knew how
to treat their guests , manheru iwawo takaenda
ku dining room for dinner after that tadzoka
muroom medu tikawana machinjwa order yepa
bed pawaridzwa all white muma Conner ebed
yacho mese maiswa bunches of red flowers
ndakatoona kuti Tamu was different it was his
second time kundiitira that type of a bed and
romantic bed laying ayisava munhu anoita that
everyone's style yekuzadza maflowers pabed.
Ndakacheuka ndikamutarisa Hana ichirova
murovero wayo like always wandaisaziva kuti
inenge ichiroverei ndikadzosera maziso angu
pabed iya ndikaona that bedsheet raiva
pamusoro riine heart sign chered ndikanzi na
Batania "relax bby let's go for bath first"
ndakabatwa ruoko tikanopinda mubathroom
mandakasvika ndichibatwa semucheche
ndakagezeswa ndavakuda kugeza ndega
honeypot yangu akandibata ruoko zvikanzi "I
didn't ask for your help ndogeza be*** rangu
ndega" kuzodaro ndaibva ndanyara the truth
was ndanga ndamujaira kuti kana tiri two
ayifarira kutaura zvinyadzi but paayizvitaura
pacho ndainzwa kutonyara akandigeza
ndikapedza iye kwakugezawo akapfeka his
boxer short ndikada kubuda akandi blockera
padoor negumbo zvikanzi "ndimirire"
ndakashaiwa kuti ndaimisirwei iye kwakupinza
ruoko muhomwe ye boxer short rake
ndokubudisa mbanje yaanga akatosunga kare
nekutoyi lighter with the gun light akabhema
hutsi hwukazaramo ndainge ndatomujaira but
yekuputira ndirimo ndaisaifarira ndakashaiwa
kuti ndomutii chaizvo ndikati "kasi mbanje
dzako unotofamba unadzo mu boxer Short
sekubudisa kwawangodziita here" akatanga
akweva akati "usandibvunze zvisina basa kani
iwewe" ndakango bwibwinyika ndikanzi
"urikusekei" apa ayibvunza ari serious
ndikatadza kupindura ndakuda kutovhura door
kuti ndibude zvikanzi "iwewe utori ne nharo
hant?" Zvakandipa kupusa ndikaramba
ndakamira padoor kunge dzungairwa ayiziva
hake kudzungaidza munhu chaiko otherwise
chaayindimisiramo ndaitoshaiwa kuti chii
nemazihutsi ake iwawo.Akapedza ndikarohwa
kambama pagaro akati "let's go bby"
takabudamo ndikasvika pabed paine a nice
two pieces red night wear I think ranga raiswa
ndichigeza handina kubvunza or kuzvitsvaga
ndakazorwadziwa mafuta nicely and zviri
romantic ndanga ndakamutarisa kuface
akasimudzawo face kunditarisa tikaita eye
contact achipuruzira zvidya zvangu kundizora
mafuta "usanditarise uchidaro Tamu hameno
zvaurikundiitisa nezvandava kunzwa apa
maziso ako atsvuka" I said that ndakutotadza
kufema zvakanaka akaramba akanditarisa
ndakutonzwa kunge ndavakutsva akati
"chisimuka upfeke zviripabed izvo uwuye
ndikuratidze something" ndakaita sekudaro
ndikapfeka zvese kadress kacho kaiva kamini
ndikaisa chekunze chainge chakati
rebei.Ndikatora hand bag rangu ndichibudisa
something chainge chakandikoshera ndapedza
ndokudzokera paayiva akamira akatarisa
panze nepa window achiona miti mashizha
achipeperetswa nemhepo ndikasvika
ndichimumbundira takanyararidzana
akadhonza phone yake payaiva he scrolled it
kwakundipa ndikaona paine picture rine ma
Sprinter bus ewhite ndikati "ndeani dady"
zvikanzi "ndeedu bby ndakamatenga kare
rimwe racho ndiro ramakakwira paye
muchibva kuChinhoyi na maiguru"
ndakashama ndikabata muromo ndakauvhara
neruoko ndikati "thanks dady wakagona for the
future of our kids, I love you" zvikanzi "I love
you more hunny" ndikamutsamhira musana
ndichitonzwa kuboiler kweropa rangu ndiri
paari akanditi "nditarisirewo t-shirt yangu
yandaisa pa dressing table iyo" ndakabva paari
ndikayenda padressing table yacho but
yaisavapo t-shirt I even looked around but
handina kuyiwona ndikazosimudza musoro
ndikaona achiuya kwandiri slowly ari naked
akabata chinhu chake nekukura kwacho Hana
yangu ikatanga kurova.Ndaiva padhuze nebed
ndikatanga kuswederawo kumashure
zvekumutiza slowly ndichitevedzera his pace
ndikasvika pandaka guma kusisina
kwekuyenda ndazembera headboard rebed
akasvika pandiri ndokubata night wear rangu
mumapfudzi slowly achiribvisa kusvika
kumaoko rikawira pasi kwakubata kadress
nechekuzasi akakafugura achikabvisa
nekumusoro apedza akamira andibata
kumusana ne one hand akandigumisa paari
rumwe akaruisa pabreast rangu avakutambisa
my nipple "relax bby hant wamuka
wakaitsamwira here kuti ndakaramba kukupa
now I'm going to give it to you plus wakati
topedzerana hant" ndakatadza kupadaira
pekuti ndakati tinopedzerana he added up "I'm
hungry and I'm starving for you Itumeng"
kuzodaro Hana ikatadza kugadzikana akatizve
"kiss me" ipapo ndakakoka chivindi
ndikamuudza chokwadi kuti "urikurovesa Hana
yangu Tamu ende body yangu hameno
zvandirikunzwa zvairikuita pfungwa dzangu
chaidzo ndirikutadza ku focuser pazvese
zvatirikuita" he had a fainting laugh akati "ndini
munhu wako wemazuva ese wani nhai Mai
Taa" ndakatadza kudaira akadzokorora nyaya
yake "kiss me" haah ndakatadza zvamuchose
kusatoziva kuti chii chayiitika pandiri
.Akatoona kuti hapana chaibuda
kwavakutanga ndiye nekiss yacho muviri
wangu ukawedzera kupisa zvese
nekunonokerwa akandiisa pa bed slowly
ndikavhura ndega makumbo "chiisa kani dady
wandinonokera" ndakamudaro akati "not now
bby" akadzika zasi yangu akatanga kundidya
tikaita position yekuti ndaiva pamusoro pake
takagumanisa matumbu takaisa misoro
opposite sides tichidyanana our sweet
things.Ndikazotanga ndini kumusiya ndapera
basa akauya pamusoro pangu akauya nekiss
and I pulled myself from it ndikati "you are
punishing me my husband may you please
fuck me" ndakadaro akati "Isa wega" handina
kunonoka ndakaibata ndikanyatso kuwedzera
kuvhura makumbo ndikaipfekera ndega
mandiri asi kungopinda kwayakaita ndichinzwa
kumira nekukura kwayo yandizadza mudumbu
feeling yekunakirwa kwandakaita plus kufarira
kuti yavamo kwakandipa kudonhedza misodzi
ikayerera ichiyenda nekunzeve sezvo ndainge
ndakarara ndakatarisa mudenga uku
ndichishama muromo zvekunakidzwa pamwe
chete nekutanga kufemereka murume wangu
asati amboita any action akaramba
akanditarisa kumeso Ari pamusoro pangu
kudaro kwakundipukuta misodzi iya with his
both hands "handina zvandati ndaita wani nhai
bby ndiwe wati urikuyida ukayiisa wega wani
saka wakuchemei nyarara ndiwane kuita
zvandoda newe otherwise handisi kuibudisa ini
wanzwa" ndakatadza kumudaira akango smiler
akanditarisa kudaro achitotanga kundikoi**
ndakatanga ndichigomerera pasi kusvika
zvandikunda ndikatanga kubudisa voice haana
kumbondirambidza akandisiya ndichibudisa
twuma loud mourning sounds twangu "let me
fuck you bby" akadaro andibatisa bed
ndakotama achirova my bums tuma mbama
twainakidzira "this is too much mylove please
oooooh my Gaaaad" I said that akanditi
"handisati ndatanga hapana zvandati ndakuita
ini bby" after some minutes ndikayenda ndiri
ini pamusoro pake tadzokera kurara pabed
akazondipinduradza achiuya neche muside
ndikatanga futi kuyeredza misodzi "I'm going
to fuck you harder bby stop crying" akandidaro
ndikapinza ruoko rwangu pasi pe pillow
ndichitora chi paper chandanga ndabudisa
from my handbag ndikachiisa muruoko rwake
haana kumbondibvunza kuti ndechei akaramba
akachibata akajambira pamusoro pangu akaita
kakusimukira achikoi** slowly ndokuvhura
chipaper chiya apedza kuverenga haana
chaakataura asikuti akangondi kisser zve
pressure chaizvo achiwedzeredzera kundiisa
kwacho after some minutes ndanzwa
nekukweshwa akabva anditarisa kumeso
chinhu chake achakachinyudza mandiri akati "i
love you from the word go I'm happy after all
you have decided kundizvarira umwe mwana
ndirikumuda mwana arimudumbu umu
undiyemere undiudze chese chauchada
ndichakuitira wazvinzwa Itu?"
ndakangogutsirira musoro zvikanzi "Tanga
izvezvi kundiudza chaurikuda mukadzi wangu"
ndakabva ndamutarisa ndikati "ndirikuda
kudiwa newe chete ini dady" I said that in
tearing akapukuta misodzi yacho
kwakumbondikwiza andibatisa floor
ndikanzwa chinhu chake chavakupisa
ndikadzosera pabed on conner ndakatarisa
mudenga iye akatsika pasi akambondikwesha
futi in no time akaizvora aka off-loader achidira
mumazamu nekumeso kwangu nehuhwandu
hwacho of his sperms mamwe akatondipinda
mumukanwa it was my first time kuitirwa
izvozvo nekuvhunduka ndakamedza mamwe
zvekuti achingobva pamusoro pangu
ndakadzika ndiri speed ndikopinda
mubathroom ndikashaiwa kuti anga
ambondiitei Tamu.Ndakazvigeza geza
ndikadzokera maari ndava fresh iye
achinogezawo I removed that white shit from
the bed because ranga ratova mess adzoka
akati "misodzi chiitai mishoma because
kamunhu kangu Kari mudumbu handidi
kazonzi naDoctor karikutsva ne bp" akadaro
avakutondipuruzira dumbu apa paper
randainge ndamupa it was a pregnant results
slip randakabva naro kwa Doctor musi
wandainzwa mudumbu.Takazorara dumbu
rangu raoneswa moto neku puruzirwa ,mazuva
akatevera honeymoon phase takazoipedza
ndanzwa nekudzvova sex ndichingonzi "ndoda
kusimbisa mwana wangu" musi wekudzokera
last day takasiira hosting team yedu Mari for
yetip for thanks they were three ndivo
vaichinjana kuona nezve muroom medu
vaitibata zvakanaka and also cake redu ndivo
vatakazenge tapa taisamboripedza.Vakafara
tikawonekana nevazhinji vaishandapo pasava
panhu pari busy so paiva nemukana
wekukurumidza kujairana nevepo,
takagadzirira tikapfeka mucheno wedu inini
ndakapfeka long pich dress raiva nezi vent one
raiwuya kuchija ne blue hill shoes, Tamuka
akapfeka navy blue three piece suit and a
white shirt with black shoes , in no time
chakamhara Chikopokopo but chaiva che
white chasiyana nechatakauya nacho che
coumarflage , tikabuda tichinopindamo
mabags edu achiteverwa nawo after that
chakasimuka chichibvapo tavakutoenda
muroad ndanga ndakangonyarara mumwe
wangu achitaura nevamwe vake three vaivamo
vese vaiva mu formal clothes saka ndakatadza
kuziva kuti ndevekubasa kwake here or what
semunhu ayisabvunzisisa ndakangoti
ndaizozviona kumberi.
Chikopokopo chataiva chakasvika
chikanomhara kwandisina kuziva kuti taivepi
kufambira mumhepo kwatakaita kwanga
kwatondivhiringa zvekusatoziva map direction
tadzika tikawana pakazara ma soldiers
akakomberedza pakanomharira Chikopokopo
chacho, vamwe vainge vakamira some meters
away from us ,nechepakati kubva pataitangira
kutsika from the aeroplane paiva ne red carpet
mumasides mayo makamira vakomana they
dressed like a police zvihat ne mabhachi eRed
,asi 3 ndivo vaiva ne ma instruments apa
vanga vakawanda zvekuti kana 20 vaisvika
vachidarika vakaita malines kutevera carpet
zvekuti isu taizofamba tiri pakati pavo pa
carpet yacho tichitanga kudzika padhuze paiva
nemamwe masoja madhara ematumbu
nevamwe vechidiki zera remurume wangu one
akashaura song achiita seayibvunza Tamu
mibvunzo zvino vadaira kubvumira song yacho
vaingodaira same word iroro kusvika song
yapera vachidaira kuti (grenade/ Girinedhi)
song yacho yaiti *mukoma mauya neiko
mukoma mauya neiko....Girinedhiii ,Pano
masvika seiko takanzwa chimbambaira
chakadhuukaaa ...Girinedhii...Tamu wauya
seiko Tamuka wasvika seiko... Girinedhii...
comrade mauya neiko pano masvika seiko ...
Girinedhiiii..* wakava morare Girinedhi yacho
yaiva nemutinhimira pakudairwa kwayo
vakomana vachi joger joger vakapfumbira
zvibhagera mudenga, apa takamira pasi ipapo
vemabhachi matsvuku vatatu vaye vachiridza
chingoma nezvimwe zvandaisanyatso kuziva
mazita azvo asi zvayiita kuti song inakidzire
chero mamwe masoja ayiva akamira kunze
vaidairira zvine mutsindo vechikadzi vaiva
kuside kwavo vachitambirira zvekunge
varikuzunza magaro uku vachiuchira maoko,
ini ndainge ndakangobatwa ruoko na Tamu
takamira ipapo achitosimudzawo chake
chibhakera mudenga .Ruoko rwangu
ruchizunzwa zvekuratidza ayinakirwa nesong
yavo ini ndangomira ndichirova ma smile
semunhu ayisaziva song yacho plus semunhu
ayiva pakati pema wuto enyika. Vapedza
Tamuka wacho kwava kushaurawo yake
vaidaira vaingodaira kuti (chimbambaira) song
yakashaurwa na Batania yayiimbwa sezvizvi
*Vakomana musatsike chimbambaira imiiiii
chinodhuuka ... chimbambairaaa...team rangu
musatsike chimbambaira ndati chinodhuuka...
Chimbambairaaa...imii chinodhuuka
chimbambaira ndati chinodhuuka.....
chimbambaira* ipapo anga awedzera power
pakuzunza ruoko rwangu semunhu ayiimba
Chimbambaira yacho yaidairwa futi zvine
mutsindo , ndakatoona kuti ruoko rwangu
rogona kudzurika ndikambozama kuribvisa
paranga rakabatwa zvine stayera
yaisanyadzisa pavanhu asi stayera yangu
haina kubudirira rwakaramba rwakadzvinyiwa
mukomana achiratidza kuti apindwa nesong
muropa pamwe chete nemweya yemagamba
akatisiya kare handifunge kuti he even noticed
kuti ndaitozama kuti andisiyewo ruoko asi
nekuda kwekuti Mwari havadhakwe ,
takazotanga kufamba rwusina kudzurika
sekufunga kwangu takafamba vema bhachi
matsvuku vachi marcher nekuridza ma
instruments avo vachitiperekedza
tichinopinda mandaisaziva pa entrance
tikapfuura tichitsika paibuda mawords ayi
flasher onn and off akanyorwa with light blue
pakanzi "Welcome Back BOSS TAMUKA AND
ITUMENG" takapfuura nepo tichibudamo
tikasvika kuseri kwatakawana kuita Sisi
Prudence nemurume aavo,Chaks nemukadzi
wake ,Zimuno nemukadzi wakewo and also
baba namai Shanice vakatigamuchira
nemufaro "iwe muface iwe kasi waida kubvako
watosakadza bby rangu here hona haasi
kungonzwisisika nzwisisika Soo heee" akadaro
Chaks achiwanza apa akandi hugger uku
achiita seari kunditarisa tarisa vanhu vese
vakaseka zvikanzi na Tamu "bby rako rine
confusion harizive zvarinoda rakazokusiirei
kuno richinditevera kuSafari" vese vakaseka
kusanganisira inini wacho zvikanzi na Sisi
Prudence "Koo nhaimi makaregerei kundiudza
kuti Kuma soja kunonakidza so aah ndarova
majive kuimba munoimba zvenyu vanhu"
vakabva vanzi na Zimuno "tikakunzwai
mabuda nazvo kunze kwe gate tinouya
tikakupisai muromo gulez" he said that jokingly
but sevanhu vakuru takatoziva kuti arikuzama
kutaura kuti zvemu barracks hazvibudwe
nazvo kunze , asi taingoseka hedu tikapinda
different cars but dzaiva same , dzaiva
pamuchato wedu ma BMW from Motorsports
but ipapo paingova ne nhatu chete dzikabuda
nesu on that barracks ndikatozoona
tavakunobudira kugate kuti taiva pa Manyame
airbase .Ndakatozvi batanidza ndega ndikaona
kuti that Chikopokopo ndiko kwachai packer
kwazvinogarira then team ra baba Tania
rekubasa kwake kwaiva kutigamuchira
nekufarira uye yaiva nzira yekukorokotedza
mumwe wavo sezvo vazhinji vaisavapo pa
Wedding day yedu nehwuwandu hwavo.Mota
dzakarohwa takananga kuMarondera ini
semunhu ayisabvunzisisa ndaizongoona
tasvika for sure takasvika tikawana kuine
vabereki vedu vese from both sides ne
vamwewo veukana asi vamwe vaisavapo
ndakafara kuona mainini Mai Bella vese
nabamunin ndikavati "inga hamuna promise
dze chibhoyi" vakaseka havo pamwe
nekundidaira zvaiyenderana nenyaya, vana
vangu vakandimhanyira pamwe
nekundimbundira zvemufaro asi Taylan
akangonanga Kuna baba vake ndikati
"yaisandipondera vana vangu here mhondi iyi
nhai vanhu vakasara na Taylan" zvikanzi na
Mai Itu "mwana wako ane anomugona here
uyu taiva navo pano nambuya vavo ava
taingomutarisa tichitya kudhuurwa nepfuti
dzake" vakadaro vanhu vakaseka tikagara pasi
tichimhoresana baba vangu vaioneka mufaro
mabags akatakurwa akanoiswa kubedroom
yedu , Ethan nemhuri yake vaisavapo. Hatina
hedu kuitirwa iri welcome party but we had a
special dinner with family tapedza vanhu
vakambotandara zvishoma varume kwavo isu
vakadzi kwedu vamwe vakatorara vawoneka
kuti vaidzokera zuva raitevera ,tikavatenda
nebasa guru ravanga vaita pakutibatsira
kupemberera muchato wedu . After that
takazoparadzana tichipinda mudzimba
dzekunorara "welcome into our new bedroom
and as from now and onwards we are going to
stay in this house for good" akadaro Batania
ndikati "it's ok thanks dady.. Koo paya
zvamanga muchandivhuna ruoko makunakirwa
nenzimbo dzenyu dzandaisaziva kuti dzorevei
nhaimi zvimbambaira zveiko zvinodhuka
mbambaira chaiyo here" ndakadaro
ndakutonzwa kuda kutoseka iye akasekawo
ndikawanira ipapo mukana wekuseka wacho
akati "zvimwe siyanai nazvo vana Mai Taa
hamungazvi nzwisise right now wakutofunga
mbambaira dzamunonwisa tea kumba kwenyu
kuChinhoyi kah" ndakabva ndaseka ndikati
"saka imbambaira dzei" zvikanzi "it's a type of
a grenade or ratinoti bhomba pachishona
zvaiwanika musango but kunyanya masango
ane nzvimbo dzairwirwa Hondo zvaikandwa
nevavengi . zvainge zvakasiyana siyana type
dzacho zvimwe zvaitoita kunge plate or kunge
chigubhu but chigubhu chacho same shape
nezvaunongoona ndiinazvo zvekubasa zviya
saka zvaizoitika nguva yehondo iya ndezvekuti
zvaiwanika nema Rhodisia chete saka varungu
vakabvira kare kungwarisa sevanhu vaipamba
nyika vaida kupedza ma blacks ese so
vaizvigadzika mumasango vaitoziva ma
Conner avo then mablacks vazhinji nguva
yehondo vairarama nemichero yemusango so
pakufambira michero vaisangana nezvinhu
zviya vonhonga vachifunga kuti maplates or
zvigubhu hant nguva yacho vaidyira mune
dzekuveza dzezvimuti sooo zvinhu zvacho izvi
zvaiva nema colours ayiyevedza saka
vanhonga kudaro vaiyenda nazvo kudzimba
sekuti vakagara semhuri paye baba or mwana
oti regai ndichirove rove chiwane kuvhuruka
tigowana pekuisa mvura zvakanaka saka
pakuchirova pachinonovhurika raitova bhomba
robva rato dhuuka richiuraya vese ipapo kana
iriimba yaibva yatobvira zvotodhakwa ndicho
chimbambaira ichocho but apa ndakutoku
dzidzisa history yawakatadza kuitiswa
nateacher vako ku high school level kah
tofanirwa kuvatsvaga vatidzosere Mari yedu
yavaibhadharirwa mahara ne government"
ndangandato dzidziswa sure asi ndakaseka
ndakamutarisa ndikati "saka zvaimbwa paye
chimbambaira chacho zvaipinda papi nekuuya
kwedu vadii kungonyarara ini hangu I don't
understand those things haiwaaa" ndakadaro
ndichiseka akasekawo futi ndokuti "zvimwe
zvinhu handingakuudze hangu munozofarisa
mukazvitaura mazvimbirwa uko nevamwe
vako but team Riya Soo kah randifamba wena
vandigona" akadaro achiratidza kunakirwa
ndikati "kohindava" zvikanzi "chimbambaira
chatanga tichitotaura paye ndiwe hant ku
honeymoon kunofiwa zvekufiwa zviya ne sex
munopazana good size so kwaiva
kutondibvunza kwavanga vachitoita kuti koo
zvaiva sei hauna kuurawa wani taitoti
uchadzoka wapedzwa soup, ini navo
tatichitoziva zvairikureva song yacho ,asi kuti
taipindurudza pamafungiro edu nekuti
inowanzo kuimbirwa vapfanha vanenge
vachangotanga kupinda muma barracks for
the first time vachibva ku training hant
kunofiwa here kuya vazhinji vanodzoka ava ma
coffins I'm sure wakambonzwa nezvazvo"
kuzodaro ndakabva ndapererwa zvese
nekuchinyatso kuseka ndikati "iyii zvamune
musikanzwa nhaiwe saka ndiyo yavanga
vachitonditamba here paye saka iwewe
yawazoshaura iya owooo...." ndakamudaro
ndichimu nongedzera nechigunwe as a sign
yeku remember ndichitozvi batanidza akaseka
akati "hant vanga vachitoziva kuti hauna
chaunoziva here plus ndini ndakutokuzivisa
izvezvi" ndakaseka ndikati "saka newe
wanditiwo chimbambaira?" Akaenderera mberi
nekuseka akati "ehe ndachitovapa warning
kune vasati vayenda kuti vasatambireko ku
honeymoon kunofiwa zvesure kunorohwa svi**
se svi** ndiko kudhuuka kwechimbambaira
kwacho" ndakachizoseka zvekurevesa ndikati
"hamunzwiwo imi mapenzi evanhu" akasekawo
achinditevera mu bathroom mandainopinda
kuti tigeze tigowana kurara tiri fresh.

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CHAPTER 49

Tapedza kugeza takadzokera mubedroom

ndikamuti "ndoda kuzorwa mafuta newe"
akasimuka kubva pa stool ye dressing table
paanga agara akafamba kuuya kwandiri achi
smiler ndokusvika achindikisa pahuma ini
ndamubatirira akati "mufanha Ari mudumbu
umu anondida stereki anofarira kuti ndigare
ndichi puruzira mom vake hant?"
Akandibvunza kudaro ndikati "ini ndini
ndirikuda kuzorwa mafuta newe" zvikanzi "kiss
me first" handina kunonoka ndakabva
ndatomubatirira nekutomu kisser ndaisatoda
kubva pakiss yacho akatoita
zvekunditekenyedza muzasi membabvu
ndabva zvikanzi "haunyare" ayidaro achiruma
lower lip rake like always ndikati "usataure neni
wabvirei pa kiss" ndakadaro ndato mudhura
ndikazvikandira pabed ndisingachade
zvekuzorwa mafuta acho akatora body lotion
yangu kwakunditevera pabed zvikanzi
"ukandikuwadzira mwana wangu nemamwe
ma actions awavakuita ekuzvikandira pabed
kunge munhu arikunzvenga bullet ka aya
ndichazokuratidza kuti muno hatiite ma
practice of action movies" he said that
atosunga face ndaida kuseka his statement
but musungo wacho wakandirambidza kuseka
akandizora mafuta takanyararidzana ndikanzi
"fuga blanket mwana wangu anozopindwa
nechando" akadaro achitosimuka kunodzosera
body lotion padressing table ndokudzoka
achipinda muma blankets mandaiva uku
akabata phone yake .Paakapedza
kuzvigadzirisa muma blankets muya he
unlocked his phone first akarara akatarisa
mudenga kwakutendeutsa musoro wake
achinditarisa "murikuda kuiswa here nhasi or
mombozorora?" Akandibvunza kudaro
ndikashaiwa answer ndikamutarisa
ndichitambisa muromo wangu zvese
nekufutisa matama zvemunhu arikutadza
kubudisa mawords varikuda , iye haanawo
kuzotaura akadzosera maziso ake kuphone
yake.Ini kwakudhonzawo yangu kubva payaiva
ndikatanga kuitawo nezvayo ndakupindura
vandaitadza kupindura pa WhatsApp ndiri ku
honeymoon.After some minutes munhu
kwakungotarisabkwandiri achinotendeutsa
musoro wangu akaubata kuti ndimutarise
zvikanzi "hesi Itu" he said that calmly
akanditarisa mumaziso hana yangu ikatanga
kurovera love kunge inopenga "Itu"
akadzokorora kudaro ndatadza kudaira
ndikazoti "ndiribho Tamu uriseiwo" zvikanzi
"handisi bho" ndikatiwo "why" iye akati "rudo
rwandinarwo pauri mandiri rwunopfuta every
seconds" ndakamedza mate ndikati "I love you
murume wangu" haana kundipindura
kwakutanga kundikisa mumwe mukisiro
waakangotangirawo ipapo waanga asati
ambondiita akabudisa rurimi rwake kwakuhwu
tambisira pama lips angu ndokuzohwuisa
mukanwa mangu akaita searikuhwukwizira
pane hwangu ndikatanga kunzwa ropa rangu
ku boiler kwakuzotanga kundikisa
zvandakajaira , mumuviri wangu hapana
paayibata ini ndakamboda kumubatawo
akandirambidza nemaoko ake kuti
ndisamubate .Iye ndiye akazondibata padama
avakurikwiza zverudo uku achindidya muromo
ndaka kiswa sweet kiss chaiyo apedza
zvikanzi "good night zve phone mochirega
mozozviita mangwana now moita zvekurara
mwana wangu anoda kumbozorodzwa
kwadoka" akadaro achito tendeuka kutarisa
kuside achindifuratira nekuzvifukidza blanket
zvakanaka ndikati "tatopedza here"
ndakazvipira kutobvunza because ndaimuda
pamusoro pangu zvikanzi "tatopedza wani rara
ukajaira zvisina basa uchazonetsa kumberi
uko ndakusiya ndichiyenda somewhere
kwandisingadzoke same day nebasa saka
rara" ndakabitirwa nehasha ndikati "hapana
kwaunoyenda wega kwausingadzoke kubasa
kwacho tichayenda tese" ndanga
ndakutofemera pamusoro nehasha akaramba
akandifuratira zvikanzi "ehe unoyenda neni
because uri benzi kah" ndakaridza zitsamwa
ndikarara ndakamufuratirawo akati "umuke
wakarova zimudhu rako rekupenga Riya uwone
zvichaitika" handina kumudaira.

Ndakarara nekumuka kuseni pasina zvakaitika

usiku ,asi ndakamuka ndichitoshaiwa pekubata
sezvo Imba yacho ndaisaiziva mamiriro ayo
"Tamu iwee Koo kitchen irikupi"
ndakamuzunza kubva kuhope ndichimubvunza
kudaro zvikanzi "ndoda kurara Mai Tania sha
imbobuda panze chero nedoor rinenge
rakubudisa umbotenderera uchiona Imba
yacho wozoisa order dzako wega mira kundi
disturber ndichine hope" akadaro
achitowedzera kufuga musoro.Ndikatanga
ndanogeza ndokuzobudamo ndikaenda
kwandainzwa ma voices evanhu
mandakawana muina Tsitsi, sisi Prudence na
Mai Brianna vachitobika bika maiva mu kitchen
but vaitoshandisa two hot plate stove musina
zvizhinji tikamhoresana ndikati "and then"
ndichinongedzera pavaibika zvikanzi
"ndozvitoripo takangofana kukiya kiya
tichimirira Mai vemba vadzoke ku honeymoon
plus tizovhura ma presents" akadaro Tsitsi
ndikaseka ndikabuda nemukadzi wa Zimuno
tichiona pamba pacho.Imba yaiva hombe
yakavakwa zveunyanzvi zvemhando
yepamusoro pakati payo paiva ne swimming
pool yakatovharwa ne net , imba ikavakwa
ichitenderedza that swimming pool all four
sides but each side yaiva ne five rooms , every
sides pakati pawo before swimming pool paiva
nema baglarbars eblue yaiyenderana ne roof
imba madziro yaiva ye charcoal gray but
mukati yaiva nemadziro ayiita kunge matiles
ewhite ane ma glitters yese zvayo pasi paine
gray ine mavara mavara yanga yakanaka asi
marooms mazhinji ayisava
nezvinhu.Takadzokera kwaiva nevamwe
tikawana vabereki vedu vatomuka
takakwazisana nekunwa tea vese vainge
votoda kudzokera ndikanomutsa Batania
akangopfeka jin trouser raiva padhuze neshirt
nekukwesha mazino ,ndokuisa wallet yake
muhomwe tikayenda kwaiva nevamwe
kwatakasvikirana na Chaks and Zimuno na
baba Shanice vese vanga vasina kurarapo
vainge vanorara KuRuwa vese namai Shanice
asi kuti ipapo Mai Shanice havana kudzoka
takamhoresana nekumbotaura vanhu
vachionekana ndikasheedzwa na Batania
tichinopinda mune imwe room akabudisa
wallet yake ndokubudisa mari achinditambidza
ndikati "ndeyei" zvikanzi "enda unopa vana
muchembere vese share zvakayenzana
vazotenga mafrinks muroad now handina cash
ndoyandinayo" ndakamutarisa ndikati "you
mean haisi cash here yawandipa nekuwanda
kwayo ikoku dady kah anyway thanks"
ndakapedzisa kudaro ndichitomu mbundira
ndakabuda maari akandirova kambama
pamagaro ndikamu cheka neziso achinditevera
takanopinda mumba ndikavapa mari iya
vakatenda vese . Zvikanzi na Dad vachireva ini
nemurume wangu "maitabasa vanangu isu
hatichagare asi ndaikumbirawo kah
mukakwanisa before weekend musvike kumba
zvichitobvira mayiuya kana mangwana chaiwo
ndisati ndanotangawo Kuyenda kubasa pane
zvatoda kuti tizotaura hedu" vakataura
pachikuru tikavadaira nekuvimbisa kuti
taizoyendako ndakasara nemibvunzo kuti
vaida tizotaurei futi , ndakasiyana nazvo
ndikati "Koo vasikana ava vararisa vakadai
havamuki seiko kuti vawonekane nana mbuya
pamwe chete nana sekuru vavo" zvikanzi na
mbuya Chakidza "varege varare vana
vevarungu kah plus mukanovamutsa
mazvimutsira Hondo mhoti mwana waTamu
musoro uya hauna njere ungati ane kwaakadzi
kweretesa" tese takabva taseka vaireva Taylan
anga arara mu same room nana sisi vake
sezvo zvinhu zvanga zvisati zvarongeka
mumba musati mava ne order asi pavakadaro
Batania vanga vatobuda mataiva.Takabudisa
vanhu panze Mai na baba Itu vakananga
pamota yavo ndikavatevera zvikanzi na Dad
"ndirikufara mwanangu now wavapamwe chete
nemhuri yako mogarisana zvakanaka hant kah"
ndakabva ndavambundira vakandibhabhadzira
kumusana ndikabva pavari ndikati "neni
ndirikufara Dad ndomuda hangu murume
wangu chero Ari benzi" taitaura
zvatonzwanana tega vakaseka zvikanzi
naMom "itomuudzai kuti pamuromo paite
pashoma hatidi kuzonzwa nyaya dzisina basa
worohwa tozoona masiyana futi hazvina
kunaka kuchembera muchingova vana
tongombeya" ndakaseka ndikati "tongombeya
ndoyipi manje" vakasekawo zvikanzi
"vanongoti pano vagara pano vabva vasina
direction neupenyu sekusiyana
kwamunomboita neumwe wako"
ndakawedzera kuseka vakapinda mumota
yavo ndokuyenda . Chaks na Zimuno
vakapindawo mune yavo vave kuyenda
vachiperekedza Mai na baba tikasara
nevakadzi vavo and also bamukuru na Sisi
Prudence na baba Shanice varume
vakazonogara kwavo isu tavakuita
zvekurongedza zvinhu zvimwe zvanga
zvatorwa from kwataigara ku Harare .Vana
vakazomuka vatogeza geza zvinova
zvandainge ndakavadzidzisa kuti first thing
vachibuda mumachira vanogeza
vakanogadzirirwa chikafu chavo na Tsitsi uyo
akazodzoka kwataiva achiti "maiguru
bamukuru vati muuye kwavari asi vanenge
vadzokera mubedroom menyu" zvikanzi na Sisi
Prudence vachitaura zvine kazevezeve "kasi
hamuna kupedzerana ku honeymoon here"
ndakapera power tese tikaseka ndikaridza
tsamwa yekusada nemashoko angu
ndichibvapo.

Ndakamusvikira achida kutonogeza zvikanzi

"ndoda sadza bby" ndikati "ok dady"
ndichitobuda kunobika asi ndakabika
rakawanda takatozoridya tese taivapo.Time
time vamwe vese vakazowoneka
vavekudzokera tikawonekana nemufaro
ndichisara nemhuri yangu vachangobuda
ndikafonerwa namainini Mai Bella vachida
kungonzwa kuti tirisei sezvo vainge vasina
kurarapo.Takatozodokerwa tatoronga
nekugovera vana mabedrooms avo ayo ayiva
different side ne bedroom yedu Batania ndiye
ayinge atoti "nemuchemerero waunozoita
ndichiku kwi** handidi vana vazonwa zvisina
basa" that's why takavaisa divi ravo vega raiva
opposite nekwedu.Muzuva rakatevera
takangomuka takananga ku Chishawasha hills
tese nemhuri yangu uko kwatakasvika ndichi
jumbirwa nemukadzi wa Ethan kunge tichawira
pasi ndikati "haunyarewo mukwasha wako
here nhaiwe makoti" kwakuseka zvikanzi
"ngaazive kuti imimi muri murume wangu"
zvakandipa kusekawo ndikatora ka Itumeng
kainge kakaberekwa nambuya vacho
ndikamborezvana naye mai vake vave
kutobatsirana na Tania kutigadzirira chikafu
vapedza takadya vamwe vakambobuda
mataiva ,tikasara ini nemurume wangu
nevabereki vangu Dad vakaudza Batania about
vabereki vangu chaivo but havana kutaura
zvakawanda at the end vakazoti "ndanga ndati
kana makasununguka tinosvikako munoona
pavakaradzikwa" Batania wacho ayitoiya kunge
agara akamirira kuyendako akati "no problem
baba ndakasununguka kuyendako chaizvo"
haana kumbotaura kuti ndakambobvako naye
mazuva aVaraidzo iniwo wacho vekumba
ndainge ndisina kuvaudza nezvazvo zvekutoti
ipapo Tamu ayingoudzwa achidaira
akadzikamira hake .Dad vakabva vafonera
sekuru Tembo pamwe chete na Ethan uyo
ayitova kubasa but akabva atoti avakuyenda ku
Hopely kunotora sekuru taizonosangana navo
ku green Forrest .Takazosimuka vana vakasara
nemukadzi wa Ethan tichinanga kwataiyenda ,
Ethan na sekuru takavatangira kusvika
tikavamirira pavakazosviwo tikananga kuguva
racho ,tasvika paguva sekuru vakaisa tsvimbo
yavaiva nayo vakaivanzarika ndokupfugama
vese na Dad na Ethan isu takamira
vakabatanidza maoko avo asi vasingauchiri
"Gift mwanangu pamwe chete nemudzimai
wako kunonzi vakafa havana chavanoziva asi
ndinovimba kuti mweya wenyu pamwe chete
nemapfupa enyu zvichandinzwawo muzuva
ranhasi ndauya nemwanasikana wenyu uyu
akabva kupinda musvitsa tsvene chishuwiro
chemoyo kuti dai maivapo muchipembera
pamwe chete naye asi vabereki vake vaanavo
vakafara nepenyu.Zvino chigamuchirai
mukwasha wenyu ndauya naye ari pano
zvichida kumhepo kwamuri maibatikana
nenzira dzakafambwa nevana ava parwendo
rwerudo rwavo asi ndakupfugamirai vanangu
sandinyore kupfugamira vana vandakabereka
,ndati musunungure moyo mupukute misodzi
iri pamatama enyu vana vawane mufaro
muwanano yavo nekuti vakaivamba nerudo
vakatsividzirana kuti ichaguma nerudo asi dai
zvichibvira magamuchira rudo rwuri pakati
pavo mozviratidzawo kwandiri ini sababa
venyu pamwe chete nevandinavo ,Gift
mwanangu sunungurai moyo tembo kunyanya
kumukwasha wedu anoda mwanasikana wedu
zvisina mibvunzo ndinopupura rudo rwavo
pamberi pemapfupa enyu" vakapedza kutaura
mashoko iwawo sekuru vese vakauchira
maoko vachisimuka tikagadzika ma flowers
misodzi ikandikurira ikayerera. Ethan akauya
achindimbundira ndozvandaiziva kuti ayisada
kuona misodzi yangu akazondisiya Tamu
awuyawo patiri akandidhonzera pa chest yake
akataurira pasi pasi akati "ndandisati
ndambofunga nezvazvo bby but sekuru vagona
zvavaita vabereki vako vanogona
vakanditsamwira sure pane zvizhinji
zvandavakutofunga neku.." asati apedza
kutaura tese takavhura maziso tatarisa njiva
mbiri dzakangosvika dzichimhara paguva
ipapo dzikatamba tamba dzichidanana
sedzaisaona kuti pane vanhu tese takaramba
takadzitarisa ndikaona vanhu vakuru
vakunyemwerera vese havo kunze kwangu na
Ethan taisaziva chirevo chazvo imwe yacho
yakabva yatsika pama flowers dzikabhururuka
dzichibvapo zvikanzi nasekuru "zvaita
mukwasha zukuru wangu adiwa uyu" Batania
wacho ayitosekerera ndikati "Koo dzadiizve
njiva idzi" zvikanzi namama "haiwa tibvire
handei kumba unodya sadza tione" vanhu
vakaseka vachibvapo ini ndirimurima kudaro
kusaziva hangu kuti hanzvadzi yangu yainge
yabatawo maths yacho here , vachifamba ini
ndakasara ndakatarisa paguva Batania
akandibata ruoko ndikati "thanks mom and
Dad" ndikanyemwerera tichibvapo takabatana
maoko "haasati avanenzara here mwana
wangu anoda kutengerwa chii tikasvika
mutown" akandibvunza kudaro ndikati "kwanzi
Dad ndirikuda shwama" akabva aseka zvikanzi
"anokara aregerei kuti anoda sadza"
ndikasekawo.Tasvika mutown ndakaitengerwa
sure Shwama yacho asi yakaramba kudzika
kutondimisa moyo chaiko akati "udza mupfana
uyu kuti asanakirwe nekutambisa Mari dzangu"
akadaro akabata steering ne one hand
akatarisa kumberi rumwe ruoko rwuchipuruzira
dumbu rangu takananga kuChishawacha hills.
"Kasi waneimwe mimba here nhaiwe Itu
akatokumitisa nenguva iyoyi here mu soja
wako" vakadaro mama tiri pedu tega
nemukadzi wa Ethan akaseka achibvapo
ndikati "iyii nhaimi mama" zvikanzi "nhaimi
mama kudii imimba kaiyi" ndikavati "kasi
hamudi vazukuru here" zvikanzi "ndovada
ukuzvarire vakawanda iwe handikutyire
wakanaka hauchembedzwi nekuzvara
wasiyana neni kungozvara kaviri kandakakuitai
ndatosakara" ndakavatarisa Mai Itu ne drama
ravo ndikaseka takanopinda mumba ndikatora
mhuri dzangu tichienda kwedu Marondera
kwatakasvika nekubikira vapedza kudya vana
vakatonorara.Isu tikasara tichiendawo kuno
vhura muroom maiva nema wedding presents
edu zvainge zvakawandisa tikamboverenga
Mari pamwe chete nebook rainyorwa
zvaibviswa zvacho ,takazorara late taronga
kuti that week raizopera tatenga imwe property
yepamba pedu apa sezvo Mari yaivapo hayo
almost 2 years asingashandise pay yake
ayinge azondiudza chokwadi mushure
mekunge ndaita mibvunzo yakawanda nekuda
kwekuwanda kwemari kurikutya hangu kuti
ndinosara ndogara nemunhu , iye akaromba.
Musi iwowo ndakazorodzwa futi tainge
takaneta asi kuseni kwavakuyedza
ndakapepuka ndikanzwa ndichipuruzirwa
dumbu "sorry ndakumutsa but ndirikuida ini"
akandidaro avakutondivhura makumbo
achitanga kudhonza (some of the ladies stuff)
pa honeypot yangu zvinhu izvozvo ayizvifarira
kutambisa iniwo wacho body yangu
kungobatwa naye yaisanonoka kumhanyisa
ropa "kana wavakuida undiudze ndiise hant"
akadaro achiyenderera mberi nekuzvitambisa
ndikati "isa ndavakuida ini" akanyemwerera
nyemwerero yake yaiita searikudhonzera face
nehuma yake kumusoro kunaka kweface yake
kwaibva kwawedzera ma butterflies mudumbu
mangu zvikanzi "ikumbire" ndakabva ndati
"dady ndokumbirawo mundipewo chinhu
changu" zvikanzi "ok bby ndivhurire makumbo
dady vakupe yese" ndakaita sekudaro apa
ndainge ndanyorova kare ndikateerera kupinda
"awwww" a mourn escaped from my mouth
zvikanzi "shhhh ndeyako yaunongoziva
yawajaira saka ngaisakuchemedze hant"
akadaro avakutondi kissa kissa muhuro
akatanga kuita ma moves ake takarara
achindiisa nekumashure paakandibata mu
waist ndakaita kakusimudzira magaro angu
ipapo ndakanzwa kuti Adam and Eve zvimwe
zvese vakatadzira Mwari havo asi pamuchero
wepakati vainge vagonera inini panyama not
pamweya I released so many times
akandizevezera achiti "urikunyanya kutu***
ndirikukunakira hant" akadaro achiita smile
yake yaayiwanza kuita Ari pamusoro pangu
yaindiwedzera ma feelings ndikati
"urikunyanya kunaka kwacho Tamu" apa
ayiramba achitowedzera speed akati "Tamu
ndiyani" nguva yesex ayisada ndimusheedze
nezita ndikati "chinhu chako chonaka kani
sweetheart" akabva pamusoro pangu
akandidhonza my lower lip akati "hachisi
changu ndechako ichi bby" ayindipengesa hake
nerudo ndikati "chakakurisa ichi" zvikanzi
"ndiko kuti ugute hant" apa taitaura achindi
kisser kisser ndikatanga kutenderedza chiuno
changu aripamusoro kudaro akatanga
kusunga face zvekunakirwa chaizvo akati
"come on mylove unondiuraya ne chika** you
are so sweet bby" ndakabva ndatowedzera
kutenderedza kwcho ndikanzwa chinhu chake
chavakupisa in no time anga apedza zvikanzi
"thanks bby uchandiuraya nekunakirwa iwe"
ayitodaro achindipurizira magaro ndikatora
mukana iwowo kumuudza nezve imba ya Taa
akanditi taizobuda tichinoiwona masikati
ezuva racho.Takazogeza tikabuda ini
ndapedza kuzvi dresser ndikanobika vana
vakatozomuka ndapedza zvese time time
ndakazonzwa sound ye chinhu panze chakati
"buuu" kunge chinhu chawira mumvura
ndikabuda ndiri speed ndafunga mwana
waTamu ayisavamo matiri ndichinosvika
panze baba vake vanga vatobudawo kwakuona
ariiye anga apushira zi flower pot mumvura
nekukura kwaro ndakapererwa kushaiwa kana
word iye akatitarisawo akati "chorema ichi Dad
hant kah a boy must be strong saka ndachi
pusher chikapinda umu" baba vacho vakabva
vati "ok Boss endai munotora ma car keys
paye paye tibude tese na Mom" akabva atobva
patiri Taylan ndikati Kuna baba vake "really?"
Haana kundipindura avakutofonera
vaayifonera ndikanzwa achivaudza kuti vauye
vatarise swimming pool apedza akandiri
"magedhi epama barglar avakufanirwa kugara
aka lockwa" haana kumirira mhinduro yangu
akatanga kutoma locker ndikamutevera
ndikati "urikuresva mwana Tamu unofanirwa
kunge uchimutsiura kodai ariiye adonhera
imomu" akabva anditarisa zvikanzi "problem
yako ndeyei hant kuto locker kwandirikuita ma
gedhi kutopedza nyaya here problem solved
saka tichanetsanei apa" ndakabva ndanyarara
Taylan achisvikawo patiri akanzi "ipa mom ma
keys" akandipa ayiva e new car yatakapihwa
nemukuru wenyika taida kutotanga kufamba
nemota yacho for road testing ndikamuti
"ndikakuona uripadhuze ne swimming pool
ndoda kukurova zidzoro iri" ndakamudaro
ndichitomu ngongodza musoro akaubata akati
"awwwshh" zvekurwadziwa kwakundikava
pagumbo akamhanya achinohwanda kuseri
kwababa vake pandakada kumurova
vakamuvharidzira "problem yako iripapi"
akandidaro ndikamuti "saka urikutunhidzira
mwana kuti ane right yekundirova?" Ndanga
ndakutonzwa chigodo pahuro akati "it's not like
that usazvitore nepasiripo asi haufanirwe
kurova mwana handizvide" ndakamutarisa
ndikati "as from now ndaona kuti unomuda
stereki mwana wangu ndirikuzama kumutsiura
asi urikumuvharidzira hant it's ok ibva
wasiyana neni unomutsvagira vamwe Mai
vauchamudzidzisa kuti ndivo vaachateerera
nxaa" ndakabva ndavasiya vakamira
ndichinopinda mumba ndazara nehasha
ndikanonanga mubedroom maakanditevera
akada kutaura neni but hapana
chatainzwanana achingova kuside remwana
wake kusvika ndamuti "iwewe neni
tichapesana kusvika pakuita ma enemies
chaiwo nekuda kwemwana wako wekuzvarirwa
kumapurazi kuchidhaga chitsvuku" akabva
aswedera pandiri avakufemereka nehasha
akati "wati wekuzvarirwa kupi dzokorora
zvawataura" ndavapakati pekuzvidzokorora
akandibata huro zvikanzi "munofira mahara
vatete mukandirasira muromo kusvika ipapo
mazvinzwa?" handina kumudaira akandisiya
ndikatanga kukusora ndikati "kugara newe
ndakazvitakura ndinongopedzisira ndazo
suffer ndini because wajaira muda
kungourayira vana vako mudumbu mangu"
ndakadaro akatarisa dumbu rangu akazvirova
huma ne chanza cheruoko rwake zvekunge
anga azvikanganwa kuti ndakazvitakura
ndakadonhedza musodzi akati "usacheme Itu
unopisa mwana wangu ne bp please"
zvakatondipa kunzwa kutsva neshungu ndikati
"it's better ndimupise ne bp yacho because
ndiwe urikuikonzeresa" akatarisa padumbu
rangu rarisati rotombooneka kukura apa riri
muhembe akatura zifemo "eiiiish shiiiit"
akadaro achizvibata futi huma akangotora ma
car keys ndokubuda ini semunhu ayiva strong
ndakazvinyaradza ndikasara ndichibuda
kuyenda ku lounge kwaiva nevanasikana vangu
tikambotandara ndatonzwa kuti Taylan anga
azoyenda na baba vake takaswera tikasvika
pakunodya kudya kwemanheru vasati vadzoka
iniwo handina kuita shungu nekumufonera
kusvika ndanopinda mubathroom kuti ndigeze
ndirare pandainge ndava pakati pekuzora
mafuta ndakatoshama ndakaona door
richivhurwa shasha ichipindawo yakabata ka
gift bag ndikaramba ndaka mudhura
akaswedera kwandaiva akati "maswera sei"
ndakaramba ndakamunyararira akagadzika
chibag chake ndokunangawo kunogeza
akabudamo ndatova muma blankets "kasi
nhasi handidyi?" Akabvunza kudaro ndikasaita
action akabuda mubedroom ndokudzoka
akabata Taylan ruoko vachitaura nyaya
akasvika ndokukwidza mwana pabed akati
"Boss mom vakatsamwa kuti mavakava"
Taylan wacho akabva ati "sorry Mom
handichakukave futi wanzwa" ndakaramba
ndakanyarara zvikanzi nababa vacho "taurawo
nemwana Mai Taa rega kutsiva mhosva
dzangu pamwana he is sorry wani" ndakamuka
ndikagara zvakanaka ndikatarisa Kuna Taylan
ndikamuti "ndiri mom vako mom havarohwe or
kutukwa ndikakutuma kana kukushedza
nekukutsiura unofanirwa kuteerera kuchikoro
hamudzidziswe here izvozvo ,Koo ku church
kwawaimboyenda nagogo hamuna
kudzidziswa here na teacher kusunday school
kuti kudza Mai na baba vako kuti mazuva ako
ekurarama panyika awedzerwe" ndaimubvunza
hangu asi anga akatarisa ku tv yaivamo
akangosimuka akabaya remote zvikanzi
"ndakunoudza Talshia kuti catoon rake ra
princess Sofia ravakutanga rodzokorodza
kukadoka kunzw kwaita dark sezvakaita
panze" ndakatoona kuti ndirikutaura nebenzi
ndakacheukira baba vacho ndikaona
vachikuwara nekusekera mudumbu
zvikatondiwedzera hasha ndikati "madzokerei
henyu dai mangogara kwamanga muri zvaiva
nani" akabva asheedza Taylan anga
avakutobuda akadzoka pataiva akati
"ndirikuyenda kunoudza Talshia kah aiwe Dad"
baba vacho vakatoita zvekumunyengerera kuti
asayende vakazomuti "iti sorry Mama
ndazvinzwa zvamataura kuti ndisakurovei
ndikuteererei" akadzokorora kutaura sekureva
kwababa vake vakazomuti "uteerere mama
hant kah big boy" akadaira achitoratidza kuti
akanonokerwa ndokusara hedu tiri vaviri akati
"saka muchiri makatsamwa here" ndakaramba
ndakamunyararira akasimuka kubva pabed ini
ndichipindawo muma blankets .Akadzoka
akabata yogurt kwakundifugura blanket
achinditorera phone yangu yandainge
ndakabata kubva mumaoko angu achiigadzika
pakanaka ndikamuti "handisi kuzvida Tamu"
haana kuzviteerera akabva adonhedzera drop
re yogurt yacho padhuze nemuromo wangu
kwakuyinhanzva zvainakidzira ikapedzisira
yava kiss akatanga kuyisa yogurt yacho on my
body parts anonzwisa mafeelings fast
akazodira yakawanda pa honeypot yangu
akapadya zvekuti ndakatanga kunyoroveswa
nekurimi rwake chete ndikasvika
pandaingoshama muromo zvekunakirwa uku
ndavhara maziso akazondirega asi handina
kusvinura ndikazonzwa ayopfekera iyo chaiyo
akandiita zvekuti ndakachemerera kasingaperi
akazoti "handikurove bby it's only that hasha
dzondiwandira uti kumwana wangu
arimudumbu umu hanzi sorry na Dad hant"
ndikagutsurira musoro semunhu anga
akayiswa ichinzwika seyakazara mudumbu
mangu .Takazopedza akatora ka gift bag kaye
kwakundibudisira a new iPhone yakanakisa
hombe and also chocolate yandakarumirwa
ndikaidyiswa through kiss ndakamutenda
because sure phone yandaishandisa yanga
yachembera yadya ma Christmas akawanda
ndiyo yandainge ndakatengerwa na Uncle
Mohammed kungoti yainge yakasimba
ndakatozorara ndavakushandisa new phone
zuva rakatevera ndipo patakazoenda ku
Acturas stand kwa Talshia uko kwaigarwa ne
Lodger , asi takatenderera zuva iroro kuHarare
kudzimba dzedu dzese nekuma blocks kwe
girls , yatainge tabuda yainge yototsvagirwa
munhu angapindamo.Takazorova tara
tichidzokera kwedu Marondera zvakatitorera
two weeks kuti mumba muve ne property iri
nani zvimwe taizoisawo nekufamba
kwemazuva.Vana vakazovhura zvikoro Tania
tikamuyendesa kwake vadiki tikavatsagira
nzvimbo muMarondera imomo pachikoro
chaidzidzwa nevana vengamura dzega
vaitorwa pamba nekudzoswa ne school bus ,
iniwo nehurovha hwangu ndainge ndava
pamba full time asi ma weekends ndainge
ndatsvaga vanondibatsira basa remumba
sezvo yainge yakakurisa.

Vekunze kwenyika vese zvavo vainge

vadzokera iniwo nemhuri yangu taiyirawo
zvepamba pedu vamwe tichiita
zvekushanyirana , Taylan sorry yemusi uya
yaiva yezita otherwise musikanzwa paiva
pamusha asi ndaingomutarisa pfuti
taingodziridzirwa like always achimirira gore
raitevera kuti ayende ku training yainge
yakataurwa na baba vake ,pamba pangu
ndainge ndagara zvakanaka murume wangu
achindida nekundiyemedza asi ndaichema
kungonzwa kuwandirwa ne misodzi nguva
zhinji asi ndaichemera iye chete anga
atozvijaira owana nzira yekundinyaradza
nayo .Mota yangu ndainge ndazonoipa Mai Itu
kuti vashandise vakatotangawo kuita ma
driving lessons ini handina kwandaiyenda
ndega kwese ndaiperekedzwa na Tamu uku
ayigara achitenga mabooks ezvevana
ndaingogamuchirira kumufadza
ndaisamaverenga . Mwedzi yaifamba ini
nemukadzi waChaks matumbu achiwedzera
kukurawo ikasvika holiday ya December vana
vavhara zvikoro tikamboyenda ku Chinhoyi for
holiday ndiko kwatakanodyira Christmas iyi
yatakanobikira chikafu chacho kwamai
vakuru.Isu taingorembera nemazitumbu edu
holiday yakazopera asi Tsitsi haana kudzokera
kuHarare kwavo akangonangiswa kumba
kwevabereki vake kuBanket kumasungiro , isu
takanangawo kwedu Marondera .Mazuva
akafamba Batania vakaendesawo iri Mari
yemasungiro angu zvechirango but akaramba
kuti ndinogarira kwana mama ayindida
padhuze ,apa ndainge ndatotsvagirwa munhu
wekugara naye achindibatsira basa .Rimwe
zuva takagara panze ku lawn iri weekend taka
receiver call kuchinzi Tsitsi ayinge abatsirwa
vana girls matwins iyii ndakafara ndakabva
ndatofonera Mai Brianna ndichivazivisa munhu
wese waingova mufaro takazodokerwa
tavazadza pama status Batania
ndakanyatsokuona mufaro wake takatozama
kufonera Chaks but haana waayida kutaura
naye ayiti akadaira oti "don't disturb me
ndirikunamatira vana vangu" nekumuziva
kwatayiita kuzonzwa kuti arikunamata
zvaisatombobuda zvamuchose
zvaisekesa.Haana kuzombogarisa kumba
kwavo Tsitsi ayinge otonzi ava kuuya kumba
because vazhinji vaida kuona vana avo vainge
vatumidzwa kunzi Mitchell and Michela
,takabatsirana nemukadzi wa Zimuno
kumugadzirira babes welcome Party pakauya
zvainge zvakarongeka ukava mufaro kwatiri
tese akatonzi nemurume wake ayizoenda
kuChinhoyi kunoratidza vanhu vana ini ndainge
ndavatengera Prema inopindwa nema twins
iya bamukuru vavo vakavapa Mari vachiti
ndeyema Cortbed .Kuzvikoro mateachers
akamboyenda pa strike vana vakambodzoka
kudzimba hameno zvayiitikawo munyika ,
rimwe zuva ndakatogara nevana mumba baba
vavo vakasvika nehasha vakati "Koo unosiya
Tania achibuda pano pamba kasi une
zvawamutuma kuma shops here" ndakatoona
kuti Hungwe yanga yaka shooter nehasha
ndikashamisika because ini ndaingoti mwana
Ari mu room make ndainge ndakagara nevadiki
ndikati "hapana zvandirikuziva ini dady anga
Ari muroom make wani chero kuvhurwa kwe
gate handina kukunzwa" wandaiwudza ndipo
paiva pasina asi kundipopotera kwavo
kwakandiudza kwega kuti pane zvavanga
vaona achiita especially pavakati "dai Ari
Taylan dai watozviona kare kuti pane zvaayita
asi wako Ari busy nezvisina basa kunze uko
uchimusiya achibuda gate uripo uri busy ne tv
wondiudza kuti hauna chaurikuziva
ndokuurayai mese iwewe nemwana wako
Tania iyeye" painge pakaipa ndakabuda panze
ndikabvunza uncle garden boy vaigara kuroom
yekuseri iriku garage vakati ayinge abuda pava
netime ndakabva ndamufonera Tania akatanga
ati "ndiripo wani mumba mama" ndikamuti
"varikuuyamo muroom mako Dad vako izvezvi"
akanzwika kuvhunduka nepa phone ipapo akati
"ndavakutouya ndanga ndamhanya
pamashops kunotsvaga airtime" ndega
ndakatoona kuti dzaiva nhema because
ndaimutengera through ecocash as for data
pamba tainge tayisisa WiFi .Akazouya
akawana ndakamumirira pagate
ndikamungongodza musoro iwoyo asi haana
kumbotaura chokwadi kwaayiva ende baba
vacho havana kumbotaura naye akangovati
"maswera sei Dad" vakamudaira akapfuurira
kunozvivharira muroom make mandakazono
mutevera ndichinomutsiura tsiura baba vake
ndakazonovapodza hasha mu bedroom
zidumbu rainge rakurisa asi ndaiva nesimba
rakanyaya ndichitoda sex apa iye ayinakirwa
kuona mwana wake achi kicker Ari mudumbu
.Kuscan ayinge akarambisisa kuti ndiyende
kunoonekwa kuti mwanai , mazuva ayifamba
Tania anga avakungofarira Kuyenda
kwamainini vake ku Damofalls achiti ayinoona
vana dzimwe nguva ayitobuda nababa vake
sezvo ndiyo yaiva road vonomusiya vozodzoka
vachimutora pakubva kubasa sometimes
ayiyenda na Talshia ayisafarira kufamba na
Talent uyo wandaizosara naye vese na Taylan
asi rimwe zuva ndakavamanikidza kuyenda
naye ndatoona kuti mwana wangu angatoitwa
muranda chaiye ,baba vavo vaishandira
muHarare but semunhu ayifamba nemota
dzine mavhiri kwawo vaisapa verenga distance
yacho.Rimwe zuva Tania akabuda ega iri
weekend achienda ku Damofalls akashandisa
makomb time time ,ndaitotaurawo namainini
vake mai two ndikavati "asvikabho here
musikana wangu" zvikanzi "musikana upi
maiguru" ndikavaudza vakati "haana kumbouya
kuno uyu" ndakarohwa nehana ndikamufonera
akati ndiriko kwamainini ndikaziva kuti inhema
ndikasiya zvakadaro akadzoka kumba
achisvikiranawo nababa vake handina
zvandakataura next day baba vake vabuda
kuyenda kubasa ndikamusheedza akatanga
nhema dzake ndakanotora belt rababa vacho
ndikasheedza zvisikana zvidiki ndikazvibvunza
zvazvaiona or kuziva about kwavaiyenda na
Sisi vavo but Talshia ayida Tania
zvakanyanyisa saka haayizombomu tengasa
but Talent ndiye akazoti "sisi Tania vane
mukomana mama anogara ku Damofalls
anoshandira pamashops anonzi paMusasa
panokwirirwa makomb anenge achigadzira
maphone" ndakanzwa sendinotsva tsoka
ndainge ndakamira ndakanzwa kupera Simba
ndimambogara pasofa , vese vari two
vakamutarisa ndatoona kuti chaiva chokwadi
ndikasimuka ndikatanga kurova Talshia
nekuda kukavhira sisi vake ndapedza
ndikarova Tania wacho ndikamuti "izvezvi
ngatipinde muroad ndoda kunomuona
mukomana wako iyeye" akatanga kuita zvake
zvekuti "sorii mama handichazviite futi" but
handina kumuteerera ndakamurova futi ndikati
"unoda kundiurayisa nababa vako pano handiti
urikuda ndirohwe nababa vako nekuda kwe
misikanzwa yako ndizvo zvaurikuda hant
handei tione" akatoona ega kuti painge
pakaipa ndakatora ma car keys eyimwe mota
yababa vake ndisina kuvaudza tatova muroad
vakandifonera vachiti "Koo murikuyendepi
zvamusina kutaura" ndakangovati "pane
padhuze patirikungosvika todzoka" ndakaita
two hours dzangu ndiri padriving nezidumbu
rangu tikatanga tananga kwamainini vacho
ndichinovaudza zvaivapo ndikatozoona kuti
nguva zhinji paayiti ayienda ku Damofalls
ayinyepa same mukomana iyeye ndiye
ayimupa kusvova pamba achimuvinga ku
Marondera .Takazobvapo namainini vacho
vasiira munin'ina wavo wavanga vave kugara
naye vana ndikarova mota takananga
kumusasa tikawana aripo mukomana wacho
akatovhunduka achiona Tania uyo wandanga
ndabva ndichimuudza kuti "ukandiitira
masaramusi asina basa ndokurovera pamberi
pechikomana chako ichocho" saka ipapo
ayinge akadzikamira ndakati kukukomana uya
"mukwasha ndakakutarisai muri munhu
mukuru stereki imimi zvekuti mungadanana
nemwana wangu she is just 15 years mwana
Ari form three but imi makatoona
zvakakodzera kuswera naye kuno Kuma phone
,hwenyu hwupenyu makagadzira kusvika
pamaida hwe mwana wangu ndihwo hwamava
kuvhiringa hant ndoda kukusungisai"
ndakapopota zvekuti vanhu vakatanga
kuswedera padhuze vachiteerera kusvika
vamwe Mai vaitengesa pane imwe flea market
vaswedera pataiva vakati "mufunge mwanangu
taigara tichizvibvunza pano kuti musikana uyu
mwana wani chaizvo nezera rake iri anouya
kunoswera pazvikomana izvozvi zvinorwadza
kuona vana vedu vachirasika , izvozvi anenge
achinyengerwa nechimota chemu twin
wemukomana iyeyu ndiye ane chimota
vanasikana vemazuva ano here ndizvo
zvavanomitisirwa izvozvi" ndakapera power
sure nelife yataimuwanisa kumba otidzikisira
isu vabereki vake apa mukomana wacho ayiva
mukurusa kwaari pakazosvikawo umwe
mukomana akambouya kumba nevamwe vake
vayiita zve plumbing takamhoresana akazoziva
nyaya yanga yaunganirwa nevanhu akati
"muface wangu kana uchiziva zvakakunakira
siyana nemwana uyu baba vake ndi ganaz
Moto waurikubata unopisa" vanhu vanga
vakungomutsiura tsiura ini na Tsitsi
tichibatsirana kudairira nekupopota
tikazobvapo tava kudzokera newangu mwana
benzi.Hatina kuzogarisa ku Damofalls
tikadzokera kwedu ndichitsiura mwana wangu
ndikamubvunzisisa akati vanga vasina kuita
sex ndikamusiya akadaro .Tatova kumba
manheru baba vake pavakauya handina
chandakavaudza ndikati kuvana "chiendai
munorara kwadoka uku" vakasimuka kuti
vayende asi Talent akaramba akagara
nekumuziva ndikati "endai munorara kani
vamanyoni" akabva atarisa baba vake akati
"Dad sisi Tania nhasi varohwa nebhandi renyu
na mama varohwerwa kuti vanodanana
nemukomana anogara ku Damofalls kwana
mainini anogadzira maphone akambotitengera
ma chips nema drinks inini na Talshia ivo sisi
Tania vakatiti tisataure Talshia futi arohwa na
mama anga achiramba kutaura chokwadi ndini
ndazovaudza vakayenda ku Damofalls kwacho
isu tikasara" ndakatura mafemo anga
achibvondora hake mwana waTamuka
ndikaona baba vacho vachisimuka zvishoma
nezvishoma vakatarisa Tania vachisunga
huma ndikasimukawo ndatoziva zvaitevera
uku Tania wacho achiuyawo kuno hwanda
kuseri kwangu.

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CHAPTER 50

Nekuziva marovero anoita Batania ndakatoona

kuti mwana wangu anourawa chete ,asimuka
amira akabva atarisa vana akavati "endai
munorara wandoona achicheuka kana kuti
achadzoka kuno ndomurova ndoda kunzwa
muchivhura madoors enyu kunopindamo"
Talent na Talshia Havana musi wavanga
vakambo vhurumutswa nababa vavo asi face
yainge yakapfekwa ipapo yakavapa kubudamo
vari speed.Taylan akaramba akamira akanzi
"ndati endai munorara Boss" akadaro nevoice
rine ukasha mwana akabudawo ari speed ega
akatoona kuti baba vakadya nduru uye vane
huturu apa anga avakuita zvake chaizvo
zvandaitya kana atsamwa zvekuomesa shaya
nekurumanisa masino, iye wacho akabva
abuda matiri ndikati Kuna Tania ndichitaurira
pasi pasi "hant urikuona musikanzwa wako
kwawavakutisvitsa kah unomudii mukomana
muhombe wese uya nezera rako iri chero
akava mudiki unomudii" kwaingova kutaura
ndega mwana ayitooneka kubvunda nekutya
ende anga asati amborohwa nababa vake
kusaziva hangu kuti ayiziva marovero avo here
or ane waanga akamboona vachirova .Baba
vacho vakadzoka matiri vakabata shamhu refu
yakakora ndikawedzera kutyira mwana wangu
"mama ndoda Kuyenda kwa gogo
kuChishawasha hills ini" akangobvotomoka
achidaro Tania baba vake vachigadzika
shamhu pa sofa "iwe huya umire apa
kurumidza" akadaro akakwidza voice asi
mwana haana kubva kuseri kwangu kwaanga
akamira "sorii Dad handichazviite futi" akadaro
Tania zvikanzi na baba vacho "ndati huya
umire apa pandiri apa hausikunzwa zvandiri
kutaura here iwee" voice racho raiva
rekuvhundutsira chaiko vakavhura ziso apa
vakupeta maoko eshirt yavo "mama kani
ndikumbirireiwo ruregerero Kuna Dad" akadaro
mwana wangu baba vacho kwakufamba
vachiuya patiri vakada kumudhonza kubva
kuseri kwangu akawedzera kuhwanda neni ini
wacho ndichimu hwandisawo "musadaro
Batania ndamurova kare hazvingaite
mumurove futi" ndakadaro ndikanzi "nyarara
iwewe handina word randoda kunzwa kubva
kwauri" ndikati "munokuwadza mwana dady
please Tania mwana musikana nyama
nemabhonzo ake hazvina kusimba zvekuti
mungamurova ini ndambomurova futi kare"
ndakazama kuda ku reasoner naye
akanditarisa mumaziso chaimo achiita
seachanditsenga but hazvina akanzwa
.Akadhonza mwana kubva kuseri kwangu
ndakavarairwa kungobatwa kwaakaitwa na
baba vake asati arohwa akabva ayita weti
chaiyo i think kwaiva kutya abatwa baba vacho
kwakutora shamhu iya vakati "ndiudze nezera
rako iri chii chaurikushaiwa pano
chaurikupihwa nemukomana waunoswera
naye KuDamofalls achigadzira ma phone"
akabvunzwa kudaro akati "hapana Dad
ndiregerereiwo ndakatadza" akabva arohwa
shamhu imwe chete iri strong akanzi "ndoda
kukurovera upenzi nemhinduro yako yekuti
hapana uchibuda pamba pano uchitinyepera
isu tatova mapenzi ,tatova vana vako kaisu
unofunga kuti ndingakuyendesa kuchikoro kuti
uwane kunoswera kuzvikomana uko
kunogarira munhu achiita basa rake iwe
uchitadza kuswera wakagarira mabooks ako
ugadzire remangwana rako iweee unopenga
sterek ndoda kuribvisa gonye rinoda varume
urimwanana ukaona achakumisa muroad utize
umuudze kuti unondirovesa na Dad
urikuzvinzwa zvandirikutaura kah" akati "ehoi
Dad sorii kani" akapihwa dzimwe shamhu mbiri
dzakasimba ndikayeredza misodzi
ndikanozama kumubata ini wacho ndikapihwa
shamhu imwe mutsapfu ndikayuwira zvese
neku screamer "ukaramba uchindibata
ndichiranga mwana ndichakurova zvinodarika
zvandayita izvi" akandidaro achindinongedzera
neshamhu uku rumwe ruoko rwakabata ruoko
rwa Tania asi handina kumudaira ndava
kuyuwira . "Maionerana kupi nemukomana
wako iwe makamboenda kumba kwake?"
Akabvunzwa kudaro Tania akati "ehe
ndakakuyenda ka one asi handina kugarisa"
akapihwa imwe shamhu ini ndakutochema apa
anga owumburuka pasi achiti akada kuridza
mhere onzi "vhara muromo" Tania paakada
kumuka kubva pasi kuti agare ndakaona baba
vacho vakusimudza gumbo achida kurorova
mwana bhutsu ndikakurumidza kuvadhonza
zvakaita kuti vatadze kumubhutsura.Ndikati
"tiza mwanangu mhanya enda muroom mako
ukiye door nemukati chero vakakusheedza
usabudemo" ndakadaro ndakavabata asi
pavakavhizura vachizvibvisa pandiri Tania
anga avakutobuda mataiva achimhanya baba
vacho kwakunhonga flower vase yaiva pa table
vakaipotsera kwaari lucky enough Mwari
vakamurwira mwana yakatadza kumusvikira
ikasvika ichirovera kumadziro nekupwanyikira
ipapo yakasvika pasi ava mafufu.

Simba rake ranga rakawandisa Batania

ndaitowedzera kutya because Tamuka
akatsamwa ndainyatsokuona kuti pane imwe
pfungwa yake inombomira kushanda "unoda
kundiurayira mwana here nhaiwe Tamu"
ndakabvunza kudaro ndichichema
akanditendeukira zvikanzi "urisewe nyarara
hako ndokumamisa izvezvi urikuda kundipisira
mwana wangu ne bp hant ndokumamisa
izvezvi, I'm trying ku discipliner mwana
zvaurikukonewa iwe asi right now uri busy
kumu protector pamusoro pazvo
wavakuchema futi urikuchemei chaunochema
urikuda kukuwadzisa mwana wangu Ari
mudumbu umu nemhosva dzaasingazive
ndizvo hant" ndakatoona kuti ndini ndainge
ndopinzwa busy ndikati "handina
kukurambidzai ku discipliner mwana asi ruoko
rwenyu rwakashata Batania hausi muroverwo
ungaitwa mwana waurikuita uwu usadero
iwewe zvimwe fungawo sha" ndakadaro
zvikanzi "inini ndini ndisiri kufunga manje here
ndokumamisa izvezvi wanzwa kah ndiwe
urikuita basa rekudzidzisa mwana nhema pano
apa ndakufonera masikati uri muroad
kuyendako sei usina kutaura kuti ndabuda
nemwana pane kwandiri kusvika Soo Soo but
wandipindura kuti chii pandakubvunza heee?"
Akadaro ndikati "ukati ndirikumudzidzisa
wakutadza kutaura Batania ndandichakuudza
but wazozviziva neimwe nzira chete" zvikanzi
"nguva zhinji ndokuona uchimhanyisana na
Taylan vako ava hauna nguva nayo izvezvi
mwana arikuswera Kuma phone uko achibuda
nenhema pano asi hauna chaurikuona
pamafambiro emwana last time ndakamuona
kunze uko action yawakatora ndakuudza
ndeyei" akadaro ndikamuti "mwana haatange
nekurohwa paye ndakamutsiura nhasi ndaziva
chokwadi ndikamurova ,pawatadza ndepekuti
wazodzokorora kumurova infect handingati
wamurova but wamuponda ini handizvide
zvekuroverwa mwana wangu marovero
awamuita hauna right yekurova mwana
musikana especially nezera rake iri Koo
ukamubata pasipo unodii handizvide
zvamuchose munhu wawaifanirwa kuno
pedzerana naye mukomana wema phone
because anotova munhu mukuru arikuziva
zvaanoita not Tania mwana anonyengereka
unogona kutozoona kuti ayigona kutonzi ndipo
Mari yakati achinopa mukomana zvinoitika
izvozvo pazera rake anenge atooneka kuti
anobva ku rich family ago believeswa
nezvisina basa , taifanirwa tatoonesana kuti
todii not kumurova kwawaita hazvina
kundibata mushe" ndakamudaro
ndakutonzwawo kutsva nehasha akati "ndini
baba pano ndine right yekugadzirisa pandoona
panoda kugadziriswa" ndikatiwo "zvaunogona
kugadzirisa unoregerei kutanga na Taylan
anoita musikanzwa everyday pano asi ruoko
rwako chairwo haaruzive" ndakadaro akati
"Taylan ndakamurova kare pandakamurova Ari
mudumbu mako pakatokwana sei uchitarisira
kuti ndirambe ndichimurova wega haufunge
here samai vane moyo sei urikutarisira kuti
ndirambe ndichimu attacker Taylan heee"
akabvunza kudaro ndikaramba ndakanyarara
apa ndanga ndagara pasofa iye akamira
akakotamira achitaura nekushandisa maoko
ake akatarisa kumuso kwangu "saka inini apa
wandiroverei futi inga wakambondirovawo
kare wani" ndakabvuza kudaro ndakasunga
muromo akati "ndogona kutowedzera
kukurova because urikupesvedzera mwana
zvisirizvo mangwana anouya iri mimba pano
iwe uchitaura zvisina basa saizvozvi ,ndoziva
zvandinenge ndichiita Rosey haana kupedza
chikoro akagumira form three avakuita
hunzenza same school level yaari iyeyu Tania
saka anogona kutoredzera that behavior
sekumitiswa kwakaitwa munhu wandirikutaura
asati apedza chikoro tikamuregeredza mwana
wako iyeyu" kutaura zve ex wife yake pamberi
pangu hakuna kundibata mushe ndikasiya ya
Tania yataitaura ndikati "usati akamitiswa
asati apedza chikoro taura kuti wakamumitisa
asati apedza chikoro" akatanga pamwe chete
nekuwedzera kusunga face yaanga
ambosunungura zvikanzi "get out Itumeng" he
said that calmly Amira straight akanditarisa
akambotenderera achifamba famba muroom
imomo achiti akafumba zvibhakera oregedzera
maoko achibvunda nehasha .Ayiti kana ataura
kudaro zvakadzikamira ndaitoziva kuti
haachagoneki zvamuchose "sorry hako Tamu
asi ndiwe watanga kutaura nezve ex wife yako
wadii kutsvaga mamwe matauriro tingaramba
tichitaura zvevanhu vedu vekare here unonzwa
sei ndikataura zva Life pamberi pako zvoita
here" ndakadaro zvikanzi "ndati buda muno
ukaramba wakagara ipapo apa urikuzama kuti
chii kana uchiti vanhu vedu vekare you mean
Life mumhu wako here, ndisati ndataura
zvimwe firstly ndoda kukumamisira
kungotaura kwawaita zita ra Life Demhere
wawataura iye kana ndapedza ubve waenda
kumba kwake izvezvi" ipapo anga akufamba
achidzoka kwandiri ziso raita red
serichadzurika , handina kuteerera zidumbu
rangu ndakasimuka nekukurumidza ndikabuda
ndichifambisa ndichidhonza makumbo angu ,
asi haana kunditevera.Ndikananga Kuma
rooms evana ndichinovatarisa Talent anga
atobatwa nehope hake semunhu ayisava ne
stress ,ndikanopinda ma Talshia anga akagara
pabed yake achichema ndikagarapo ndikamuti
"chii mwanangu waitwa sei" akati "Dad varova
sisi Tania" ndakatoona kuti arwadziwa sezvo
vaiwirirana Ari matsotsi ese ndikati "iwewe
next time ukaona sisi vako vane mukomana
uuye undiudze ukanyarara vanozorohwa futi na
Dad ndizvo kah" akabva agutsirira musoro
ndikamunyengerera ndikasiya ava muma
blankets ndikanotarisa Taylan ndikawana Ari
busy ku jumper jumper pa bed akabata zi toy
gun kutevedzera hondo yema cartoons
ayaiwona pa tv yake haana kumbondicheuka ,
iri raiva benzi ndakasiya zvakadaro
ndikabudamo ayiziva zvekuita kana ava
nehope.Ndakano knocker padoor raTania
ndikamuti "ndini vhura door mwanangu"
akabva awuya kunovhura ndikapindamo
ndokuvhara door akatanga nekuti "sorii mama
ndakurovesai na Dad handichazviite futi"
ayitochema ndikamu bhabhadzira kumusana
ndikati "chinyarara mwanangu ndini
ndakakuresva ndaifanirwa kukurovedzera
panzvimbo yakarurama nekuti zera rako iri
ndogara ndichikuudza ndipo pamunorasika
vana vazhinji tichatsvaga church kwatichapota
tichiyenda zvimwe zvinotoda vatumwa
vaMwari nekuti tega hatingazvigone"
ayingopfikura kuchema akanditsamhira kuisa
musoro wake pagumbo rangu door rikasvika
richivhurwa zvemuhondo chaizvo anenge
akaita zvekurikava richivhurika tese nemwana
tikavhunduka akasvika achiti "huya kuno iwe"
ndini ndaidanzo ndikati Kuna Tania "chipinda
muma blankets mwanangu ndikufukidze"
akaita sekudaro ndikasiya ndamufukidza
ndikamuti "usakiye door ndodzoka izvezvi"
takabuda tese na baba vacho ndikananga ku
kitchen ivo vachiyenda ku bedroom ndakatora
ma pain blocks nemvura ndikadzokera kunopa
mwana ,ndokuzoyenda kubedroom ndikasvika
ndakamirirwa ndikanzi "urikuzama ku prover
chii kana uchinditaurira nezva Life Demhere
pamberi pangu" akataura akasunga face ndiyo
nyaya yaanga achiri nayo akadaro achiwoneka
kuvira nehasha paisada kuti ndiite dzungu
ndikati "ndiwe watanga kutaura zva Rosey
pamberi pangu Tamu" ndikanzi "inyaya yei
yatanga tichitaura nezvayo chawagona
kutadza kutarisa mamiriro enyaya ukagona
kumisidzana neni hant muromo wako une
mashoko stereki hant" ndakatadza kupindura
ndikavhunduka ati "zvara mwana wangu
izvezvi undipe umusiye vese nevamwe vake asi
wotorana na Tania morova pasi maybe
muchayenda kwa Life Demhere azvivhade inini
izvozvo, handidi kukuonai futi pano kurumidza
kuzvara or else ndokuzvarisa inini"
ndakatsinzina maziso ndikafunga musi
waakandirova mabhutsu ndine mimba ya
Taylan anditi "ndanga ndati unobviswa mimba
na doctor rega ndichiibvisa inini" ,kundizvarisa
kwaayitaura ipapo ndakatoona kuti ayigona
kunditamba rough ndikayeradza musodzi
ndakatsinzina kudaro zvikanzi "ndati zvara
mwana wangu ubve pano mhaniwee nemwana
wako" akadaro achiita zvekundi jata kunditsika
tsoka zvairwadza ndikayuwira ndichisimuka
ndichitora phone yangu ndakuda kutofonera
Chaks kuti awuye atitore ini na Tania but
yakabvutwa phone yacho akayirovera
kumadziro handina kuicheukira.Ndakabudamo
ndikaenda kuroom ya Tania ndaida
kunoshandisa phone yake ndakawana asina ku
locker ndikamuti "ndipe phone yako tifonere
bamunin vauye vatitore hapararike pano
nababa vako hant unovaona kuti vanotsamwa
zvakaipa iwe ndipo paunoita hako zvisina
basa" avakutondipa phone yacho baba vake
vakabva vapinda vakasvika nekungoti "iwee
muka ipapo ibvai pano namai vako" ini wacho
ndakabva ndabvutirwa phone yandanga
ndakabata haana kuipwanya takadzingwamo
tikasiiwa tavapanze kwaisanyanya hako
kutonhora but nekuda kwe swimming pool
yaivapo kwaisimuka kachando.

Ndainzwa kupererwa takamira panze ndikati

Kuna Tania tinogara kuseri kwemba pama
garden chairs umwe wangu ayiva nani anga
akapfeka ma night Wear marefu ini ndaiva ne
dress remaoko mapfupi nema push "saka
tichadii nhai mama handizive kuti mweya wei
wakandipinda sorii mama" akadaro tagara
ndikati "it's ok mwanangu zvizhinji tichataura
kwachena now ngatingogara hedu"
takanyararidzana takapagara tagarazve
kusvika iye akwidza makumbo ake pachair
akazviunganidzapo ,ini ndichizvikuwadza
nendangariro kuronga neku rongonora kusvika
ndakubiwa nehope ndikanzwa ndakuzunzwa
zunzwa ndakasvinura ndikaona ariiye
ndikashaiwa kuti ayidei ambotidzinga mumba,
ndikatarisa Tania kwakuona asipo
ndichicheuka cheuka ndokuona ava kutopota
kuseri kunopinda pa entrance yekuti anopinda
mu gate repa barglar ayende mumba
"urikupinzisa mwana wangu chando mudumbu
umu handei mumba" akadaro ndikati "mumba
mako handisi kunopinda hant wakandisungira
ndiyendese kwamai vangu izvezvi by this time
ndiri panze ndisina kupfeka zvinhu zvinodziya ,
sei uchiita kunge ndiwe wega une mwana
atanga kuita zvevakomana urikundiudza kuti
vese vanosangana nazvo ndizvo zvavanoita
here" ndakamudaro asinana kundipindura
ndikangosimuka ndichiyendawo mumba
tisingataudzani.Kwaiva kuda kutaurisa asi
hope plus stress zvanga zvandi dhaka
ndakangonopinda muma blankets nedress
rangu ndikanzi "bvisa zidress rako iroro sei
uchindijairira Soo izvozvo zvekusafunga ndizvo
zvatonetserana" akadaro nekuda kuti zvindibve
ndikamuka ndichiribvisa ndakanyarara
kwakurara ndichizorodza dumbu rangu iye
hameno akasara achizvifambisawo sei.Usiku
ndakazopepuka ndichingonzwa kuda zisadza
gomo chairo rakazara plate ndaitoita
sendirikuriona nema zondo ne soup yawo
yakakora ndikangoyerekana ndakumutsa
Tamu ndikanzi "chii warwara here" akabvunza
achitova kuhope ndikati "ndirikutoona ziSadza
nema zondo ane masoup akakora ndirikurida"
akatanga anyarara ndikamuzunza futi ndikati
"dady" zvikanzi "ririko here ku kitchen kwako
ndinokutorera" sadza raivako asi zondo
kwakusina ndikati "ehe sadza chete" akaridza
tsamwa zvikanzi "unondipengera chete iwewe
kurwara nenjere chaiko" ayidaro ndokuwedzera
kufuga blanket ndikaramba ndichimunetsa
achindiitira hasha ndikatanga
kuchema.Akamuka ndokupinda mubathroom
akadzoka achiti "urikuda kuti ndinyatso kuita
zvekuitasei chaizvo Itu kubva zuro uchichema
urikuvavarira kupisa mwana wangu ne bp
ndizvo hant" handina kumupindura akauya
pabed kwakutanga kupuruzira dumbu mwana
aka kicker kicker iye akanyemwerera akatarisa
ndokuti "rarai Hungwe zondo moridya
mangwana" ndikaramba ndakamutarisa
kwakundi kisser dumbu zvikanzi "rara
wakatarisa uku" ndaitoziva zvaida kuitika
ndikatorara ndikatanga kutogomerera zvine
kakunakidzwa asati atombondibata
zvinoyenda kure haanawo kunonoka kundiisa
zvikanzi "ndiro sadza nezondo rawanga uchida
here nhai bby" ndakatadza kumudaira
ndichiteerera zvaayindiita ndichinakirwa
akatizve "wanga uchiregerei kungotaura kuti
wanga uchida kupihwa chinhu chako"
ayingotaura ega hake ini ndichingochemerera
kusvika apedza painge pasisina kuchinja ma
styles nekuda kwezidumbu rangu.Tapedza
akandipukuta ariiye ndokuzvipukutawo tikarara
handina kunonoka kubatwa nehope kuseni
ndakanonoka kumuka ndikatadza
kumugadzirira zvekuti ayende kubasa , asi
akazondimutsa atopfeka uniform akati "idya
chikafu ichi ugadzirire fast usheedze vana
vako tisangane ku launch room after that
iwewe neni tirikubuda" ndakaita fast yandainge
ndaudzwa ndapedza ndikanosheedza girls
dzangu tichinosangana mune imwe room
tikagara pasi zvikanzi nababa vacho
"wakatanga kuzivana nemukomana iyeye rinhi
Tania ende anonzani" iye akati "manje manje
pandaiva kwamainini takasangana mukomb
ndichiuya aninzi Godknows Nhenga" akanzi
"usvipe chikomba pasi ini ndokuuraya
wazvinzwa kah handidi kukuona uchibuda gate
kubva nhasi uchabuda patobuda isusu , asi
ukazviita muchenjeri ukabuda usiye wachera
guva kunze ikoko usati wadzoka muno
urikuzvinzwa kah" akagutsirira musoro akati
"sorii Dad handichazviite futi" vakatarisa
Talshia vakati "iwewe ndichakurova futi
urikuzvinzwa kah next time ndiwe
wandirikurova iwewe ,sei usina kuudza mama
wazokundwa na Talent kutaura" akaramba
akanyarara ndihwo waiva hwunhu hwake Taa
akanzi "hausi kunzwa zvandirikutaura here iwe
huya apa" ayidaro achimuvhundutsira akati
"sorry Dad ndakanzi na Sisi Tan ndisataure"
anga akuda kuchema akanzi "ndokurova
ukanyatsokuchema pukuta nusodzi kurumidza
tione" akakurumidza kupukuta vakati "iwewe
ndikanzwa kuti warova Talent kuti sei akaudza
mama ndichawedzera kukurova kudarika
zvandakakuita urikuzvinzwa kah ndoda
kuwana waverenga mabooks ako ndirikuuya
ndichikupa test ukaitadza uchaona
zvandichakuita" ndi Tania ayirehwa uku
vachitosimuka kubuda panze ndikasiya
ndaudza vana zvavaizosara vachiita Taylan
anga achakarara ndikabvunza Tania kana ayiva
fit semunhu anga akarohwa akataura
maimurwadza ndikati atore ma pain blocks
anwe.Takazobuda ndikasiya ndaudza uncle
Deny garden boy.Ini ndaitoendwa neni
kwandaisaziva asi takarova tara ndichiroverwa
Leonard Karikoga Zhakata (Mugove) like
always ndaingoona mugutsirirwo wayiitwa
musoro kuti mashoko esong arikumupinda
muropa takananga ku Harare .Kwatakano
svikira kwana Chaks ayiva makuseni zuva
ratokwira asi takasvika bamunin vachiripo
vaitova vese na Zimuno.Takamhoresana ini
gumbo rangu rimwe raitondirwadza shamhu
yandainge ndakabatanidzirwa yanga
yakanyanya kupinda pagumbo raindirwadza
iroro , vakomana vacho vanoratidza kuti vanga
vatoziva nyaya kare because Chaks ndiye
akatanga nekuti kumukadzi wake "ndanga
ndakamirira ava kuti vasvike kuti ndiwane
kukubvunzai muri pamwe chete kudai mukoma
ne munin'ina mungandiudzawo here kuti kana
muchinyarara nyaya dzakaita seidzi saka
dzamunotivanzira dzingani otherwise mune
chivindi chisina basa iwewe Tsitsi ndakadzoka
kubva kubasa ndikarara kusvika nhasi ,hauna
kana kumbotaura kuti mwana ndizvo zvaakaita
makabuda pano mukanoita zvamakanoita ku
Musasa uko nanhasi wakangonyarara
ndotozoita kuudzwa na bamukuru vako iwewe
wakangonyarara avawo kwavo nyaya
yakazotaurwa nemwana ndiudzeiwo kuti
murikuzama kudii" akadaro Chaks achioneka
kutsamwa zvikanzi na Tsitsi "sorry ba Micky"
akakwidza voice Chaks akati "iwe shaiwee
pindura zvandabvunza sorry yaurikutaura
ndeyei apa" ndikaona kuti pangatoipa ndikati
"chinoitika bamunini kah mwana haana
mugoni action yatakatoita taziva chokwadi
yakatokurisa sevanhu kadzi otherwise
kuzosvika kwamuri vana baba vacho tinenge
tazozvitadzawo Tanga tisati tazvitadza anga
aratidza kuteerera mwana thats why tatisina
kukuudzai" Chaks wacho akabva adzungudza
musoro zvekusabvumirana neni akati
"hazvisirizvo zvandabvunza izvozvo ndati muri
two imimi murikuzama kuitasei" takanyarara
tese namainini vangu takambo nyarariradza
zvikanzi na Batania "momboziva zvimwe
hazviite Soo it's normal kuti vana Mai muno
protector vanasikana venyu but apa tine vana
vasikana munda chaiwo asi kana zvichitanga
nekudai vana Mai vacho vachi protector vana
pa nyaya dzinenge idzi neni ndotadza kuziva
kuti varikuzama kudii" Chaks anga agara
akatarisa mudenga zvaayiwanzo kuita kana
achifungisisa ndanga ndamboitora senyaya
diki yaigadzirika fast but ipapo ndakatozoona
kuti nzira yanga yapinda nemwana
yaivarwadza zvamuchose . Zimuno akasimuka
achivhura fridge yemataiva kwakudira doro mu
glass akarova masip ndokuzoti "murikuona
kuti chii kah mabby angu pane nyaya
dzinonyararwa nenyaya dzisinganyararwe
otherwise vana vasikana vese vanotojairira ana
Mai vavo agosvika pakumitiswa
asingavateerere Mai vachingozvivanza baba
vozoudzwa yava pregaz saka apa favor yatoda
kubva pamuri inongova diki chete.Muchayenda
nesu kuMusasa izvezvi tono dealer nemunhu
wedu izvi toda kuzviitira mumaziso enyu so
that mukarwadziwa neyatichaita muface iyeye
mucha protector vakawanda kubva kuvana
vedu , vana vakaita musikanzwa seiyi
muchanunura vanhu ivavo nekukasika kusvitsa
ma issues anenge aya kwatiri" ayitova serious
Zimuno ndikati "ini handikwanise hangu
Kuyenda veduwe" Hana yanga yakutorova
ndaiziva hwunhu hwavo zvikanzi na Tamuka
"nekuti wakaitasei utende zidumbu rako iroro
otherwise ndaikuitisa zvimwe muri matsotsi
mese namainini vako nezuro chaiye
ndakamufonera uyu ndaona mota iri muroad
through my phone because mota dzangu dzine
ma trackers ndomubvunza kuti urikuyendepi
haana kutaura Koo dai makasvika mukarohwa
kuvakomana vema phone maizotiudza kuti
chii" Tanga tati zii neumwe wangu
.Takazobvapo tonanga Kuma shops
kuMusasa ini na Tsitsi tatakurwa na Zimuno
mumota make , Batania vaina Chaks mune
yavo takasvika tikanzi na Zimuno tisadzike asi
takamuratidza Chi curbin chaayishandira
mukomana wacho munova maayigadzirira
mafon.Mota dzavo dzakamira imwe pamberi
imwe kumashure vakadzika vari three
vakapfeka ma uniforms avo dzainge dzatova
around 9am "nechatai roorerwawo nema
ganaz asingafunge achimisa mazidzoro
tichisiya ma lawyer nema doctors ane njere
dzino reasoner fast kuti hamuna kutorohwa
here henyu" akadaro Tsitsi ndikatura mafemo
ndikati "yakatodeuka Sha uchenjere kunzwika
nema tracker ndanzwa vamwe vachitaura kuti
mota dzavo dzine ma trackers paye" akaseka
zvemunhu asina Simba tikavhundutswa
nenoise yekubhutsurwa kwakaitwa chi curbin
na Tamu zvichida changa chisina kusimba
chakabva charerekera one side kuda kudonha
ndikanzwa Chaks achisheedzera kuti "mese
musabude henyu imomo imbomirai
ngakutange kwabuda muface anonzi
Godknows ndiye watirikuda" .Akabva abuda
nehasha Mukomana wacho achiti "ndiyaniko
anouya panoapa achida kundi sizer Soo"
ndofunga anga asina kuona nekuziva zvepanze
because paakangoti baa maziso ake achiona
vakomana vema coumarflage akarohwa
nehana zvayioneka because akashama
muromo kunge uchapindwa ne nhunzi
mukanwa akati "ndingakubatsirai nei vakuru"
isu tainzwa nekuona zvese akanzi na Tamu
"une makore mangani sha" iye akati "ndine 28
mukoma" akanzi "so 28 years dzaunadzo
ndiudze kuti pamwana wangu ane 15 years
urikudei usandiudze kuti urikumudira love
because hakuna munhu Ari normal angada
mwana wechikoro mudiki kwaari ne 13 years
unless uchirwara nenjere hako asi unofanirwa
kundiratidza book rekuchipatara rinotaura
hwurwere hwacho" akatadza kupapindura
akanzi na Chaks "hatikusungisei asi toda
kukurovai bamunini kusvika mataura kuti
makatumwa nani kunovhiringa future
yemwana ane 15 years under age pamusoro
pazvo" vanhu vanga vakutoungana "achatora
ma pictures abve angouya ega kuno joiner apa"
akadaro Tamu mukomana uya apfugama
achikumbira ruregerero zvekurevesa
ndikanzwa ma sounds ekurohwa kwake ini
ndavhara face nemaoko ndatotarisa kuside
mai two ndivo vandaingonzwa vachiti
"yowee,maiwee, nhai Mwari iyii nhaimi"
ndikazonzwa Chaks avakuti "simuka umhanye
kusvika pa Conner iyo ndichaverenga kusvika
ku 5 unenge watodzoka pano or
tichazvitangidza futi" ipapo ndakavhura
maziso ndikatarisa kwakuona mukomana
arishamwari yemhepo ayiziva kushandisa
tsoka hake akamhanya asi 5 dzaka countwa
dzikakwana asati adzoka because paiva
nekakufambo vamwe vaiseka asi chaisekesa
ndaisachiona.Vakazomusiya vakamutsa mota
tichibvapo ndikavati tiyende kumba kwa
Zimuno tichinoona mhuri yake sezvo zvaisaita
kuperera kwa mainini futi sezva ndanga ndaita
previous day , takasvika tanopinda mumba
tikatanga kunhongwa futi nekutanga kutukwa
Mai Brianna vabatanidzirwawo tichinzi
tofurirana zvisina basa of which hapana
kufurirana kwatayiita.Takazoparadzana
tichivasiyapo isu tichiyenda kutown kunoita
shopping ye hembe dzevana kusanganisira
ayiva mudumbu ,chikafu hatina kusiya
mazondo.Ndikazonotengerwa new iPhone
pamwe chete nekutumira Mari yechikafu
kuChinhoyi kwamai Itu tikaisawo yeko ipapo
ayisakanganisa hake Tamu ayitoti vabereki
vake vese .Takazodzokera kumba
tavakuwirirana zvekuti usiku hwacho
ndakazorara ndichipihwa rudo
ndichimuyemera ayiyemereka zvakanakisa

Zuva rakatevera yaiva Sunday ndikakumbira

Batania kuti vambonotisiya kumasowe tese
nevana haana kuita dambudziko nazvo asi
time time ndakazoti Tania asimuke anofonera
baba vake kuti vadzoke vatore Taylan uyo
,ayirova zvimwe zvana ipapo ombopinda
pagwanza nepfuti yechimuti chaanga agadzira
sezvo chaidzo anga asiya kumba aripagwanza
ipapo ayitanga kuti "bhushuuuu bhushuu"
achinongedzera both sides kuvarume
nekuvakadzi zvainge zvava muropa
zvakanyanyisa sezvo ayinge akatotanga
Kuyenda ku Junior Army trainings and also pa
Wise Owl primary boarding school pavaidzidza
yayiitwa futi that training as a sport ndiko
kwaayiva zvese nekumhanya.Takazo pedzisa
church ayendwa naye ndikanoyereswa mimba
yangu zvese nekuti vana vangu vanamatirwe ,
manheru ezuva iroro takatotandara
ndakatanga kutorwadziwa nemudumbu
ndikaziva kuti it's a labour pain ndaisada
kukurumidza Kuyenda kuhosptal kurikutya
kunozvara umwe Taylan because shuwiro
dzemoyo pamwe chete nemunamato zvaida
kuti ndinoita mwana musikana."are you ok?"
Akandibvunza kudaro Tamu awona
ndichisunga face ndikazungudza musoro kuti
no akafonera ambulance from Medclinic
private hospital in 30 minutes time yanga
yatosvika pamba.Vana vangu nekusaziva
vanga vakutochema kuti Mai vofa asi
ndaisanyanya kuyuwira hangu Tania akanzi
nababa vake atarise vana kwakusiya
ndafonera aunt vayindibatsira basa pamba kuti
vauye vasare nevana vaigara mudhuze havo.
Ambulance yakasimuka Tamu achiteverawo
neyake mota kumashure tikasvika kuhosptal
ndichinopinzwa muward ndakatariswa
ndikanzi mwana achiri kure kubuda asi nguva
yainge yasvika , Batania vakatozo manikidzwa
kuti vayende kumba ndakararamo ndichiyuwira
asiya andisimbisa ,kuseni akadzoka ndichiri
mumarwadzo ndikaswera akazondifonera
achiti pane emergency yaitika kubasa
ayisadzoka kuhosptal manheru iwawo .Asi
musi umwe chete iwowo ndakazobatsirwa
husiku abuda kachichema ndikanzwa umwe
nurse achiti "haah paita zva big boy apa the
giant one thats why anga arikunonoka kubuda
maimbodyeiko ari mudumbu" handina
kuvapindura ndainzwa kufizuka semunhu anga
arwadziwa kwenguva refu asi ndichinzwa kuti
mukomana ndakatoziva kuti "pachoto ndawira
kumba kwangu kwakunovhurwa Chakidza
barracks" kakabva kaiswa pachest yangu
ndikanzi "hold your baby boy" ndamubata
kwenguva diki vachipedzisa kucheka
zvaichekwa kwaanga abuda nako vapedza
ndokutobuda .Vakambobuda naye ndikasara
ndichisonwa ma stiches ndainge ndashandisa
zvakasiyana siyana for kuvhura masuwo but
mwana waTamu anga Ari muhombe zvekuti
ndakabvarukira.Ndichipedza kusonwa
ndakamborara mbichani akazouyiwa naye tava
kuchinjwa ward handina wandakamboudza
ndokudzima phone yangu ndakufunga kuti
Taylan anga akutondionesa moto kare apa
vainge vave vaviri ndaimuda zvakapetwa baby
boy wangu asi stress yezvemberi ndiyo
yaindishaisa mufaro ipapo.Ndaingoka kisser
kisser ndikaita onn phone yangu ndikakatora
ma pictures ndapedza ndikaidzima futi ,
ndaiona kunge akafanana na baba vake
zvishoma oyita kunge anofanana nasekuru
vacho. Ndakarara kunobata mangwana acho
ndakadzima phone ndainge ndatonzi zvese
zviri right ndichibuda hangu vakatondiudza kuti
vafonera murume wangu.Zuva randakanzi
ndaibuda mune imwe nguva ndayitoyeva
hangu umwe wangu wandaiva naye mu ward
sezvo taingova two anga ayita ma twins
mukomana nemusikana atouya kunotorwawo
nemurume nehanzvadzi yemurume wake
vachingobuda sezvo ndanga ndakagara
ndichiyamwisa mwana wangu ndakabva
ndasimukawo ndikamuisa muchi Cotbed
chake hospital yacho yaiva nezvinhu
zvemhando yepamusoro ndakanogeza
ndikadzoka ndichimborara.Ndavakutobatwa
nehope door rakabva ravhurwa mukapinda
Tamuka na Doctor and two nurses apa iye
ayitova mu uniform yekubasa kwake
zvoratidza kuti akangobva kubasa
achipfuurira kuuya kwandaiva , akapinda
akananga kunotarisa mwana wake
akanyemwerera akamutarisa haana
kumusimudza akafamba kuuya pandiri ,
zvekuti maiva nevanhu haana kuzvitsvaga
kwakuuya akandivhura mbichani bedsheet
randanga ndakafuga kwakundibata dumbu ne
one hand rumwe rwuchipuruzira padama rangu
achiita searikuri kwiza nechigunwe chihombe
akanditarisa mumaziso chaimo
ndikangoyerekana ndadonhedza musodzi
ikayerera ichienda nekunzeve sezvo ndainge
ndakatarisa mudenga ndakakurumidza
kuyipukuta nemaoko ese "thank you so much
mylove wandikudzira dzinza rangu I love you"
akadaro achimedza mate zvemunhu ayiva
nepain or awomerwa pahuro maybe ane
zvaainge afunga zvaimurwadza like mabatiro
ayainge akandiita kumashure , ndakatadza
kumupindura mashoko ake iye
kwakuswededza face yake kwandiri slowly
achifemereka ndokundi kisser tongue to
tongue kiss pamberi pa Doctor nema nurse
maviri ,ndaikiswa ndikaramba ndichiyeredza
misodzi yangu ndikasimudzawo ruoko rwangu
slowly iye achisimudzawo rwake kubva
padumbu rangu ini pandakazosvitsa rwangu
padumbu paanga abvisa rake ,asi
akakurumidza kurwudzosa rwake rwacho
achinosangana futi padumbu ipapo
akanditambidza something achindibatsira
kupfumba ruoko rwangu ndokutozvibvisa from
the kiss Doctor neumwe nurse vakaombera
maoko umwe ari busy kutora vedio
ndikatozoona kuti yaiva phone ya Doctor
yavanga vatorerwa na nurse iyeye kuti atitore
.Ndakatarisa chaanga andipa ndikaona Ari ma
car keys kumba kwangakusina yakadaro
ndikamutarisa he just smiled akanditarisa
akati "handizive kuti ndokutenda nei ini bby"
ndakamuka ndikagara ndikamuti
"wanditengera mota?" Ndakabvunza akati
"because I love you and thanks wakudza
dzinza rangu" akadaro akanditarisa asi
achitofamba kuenda panga paine mwana
akasvika achiti "huyai tione Hungwe Tarveen
the real man Chakidza" ndipo
pandakatozivirawo zita rake asi nekuziva
mbuya vake gogo Chakidza ndaitoziva kuti
vaisazogona kurisheedza vaigona kutozonomu
sheedza vachiti Tavhini sezvo Taylan vaimuti
Tarani .Ayioneka kufara kwese murume wangu
akauya akagara padhuze pangu tikatorwa
ayiva nephon ayienderera mberi nekutora
apedza akaidzosera kumuridzi wayo "the best
couple i ever see" akadaro nurse uya vakaseka
vese zvikanzi na Doctor "ndazvifarira izvi ndato
Cooper manotes but muzondifungisa to send
this vedio to you Mr Chakidza" .Takazobudamo
Tamu abata mwana ne one hand
zvakanakisisa akaputirwa hake rumwe ruoko
rwake rwakabatawo rwangu ruoko nurse Ari
mumashure akatakura bag rangu tikafamba
tichibuda muhosptal ndaingoona vanhu
vachitarisa vanoda zvinhu vanga vakutotora
mapictures vamwe vachiti "waaaw" paisava
nevanhu vakawanda hapo ayingova manurses
nema patients mashoma ndofunga
vakanakirwa nekuti murume wangu aka awuya
Ari mu uniform kotora madam hameno but
mafambiro nemaitikiro azvo was so romantic
Tamu wacho akacheukira kwakune vanhu
akadzosera meso ake kumberi kwataiyenda.
Takanosvika pamota ndikashamisika kuona
Chaks na Zimuno varimo vakapfekawo ma
uniforms avo zvairatidza kuti navowo vainge
vabvawo kubasa asi ndakashaiwa kuti vanga
vasarirei panze kwakuburuka vachitigamuchira,
pamwe chete nekutoridza song ya Suluman
Chimbetu but volume iri pasi zvaisavharira
hospital kwakutotanga kutamba zvehubenzi
hwavo song ichiti *zvatinoita kwedu Tino fadza
agonaaaa kwedu tinobheja mombee kwedu
tinobheja motaaa kwedu tichifadza wagona*
Batania kutohakirawo kutamba abata mwana
nemaoko ese ,zvakangoitika kwenguva diki
tikatopinda mumota tichirova pasi.Asi
ndakatoziva kuti zvekutamba kwavanga
vachiita vakapfeka uniform dzavo zvichatozo
tenderera on social media because pane
vaitora ma vedios nema fon vanhu vanoda
zvinhu.Takanosvika kumba uri mufaro wega
vana Tsitsi vainge vatovako havana kundiitira
havo baby welcome party apa vanhu vese
vaingoti "Tarveen akafanana nasekuru vake
baba Tamu" shoko parakasvika kuChinhoyi
kuti akafanana navo vakabva vatoti "kune
mombe yake kuno amai vagona vandibarirawo
akandifana" .Mai Itu vakapedza week rese
varikumba kwangu vachitarisa muzukuru wavo
pamwe nekufarira mota VW GOLF8 yandainge
ndakatengerwa vaidada naye mukwasha wavo
zvekuti pavakadzokera kumba aka performer
hake Tamuka , Mai Ishu vaivapo vakanotenga
ma groceries ayo andakaona pama pictures
ndasenderwa namama sezvo anga anotengwa
kuHarare vachinosiiwa kumba, vana
vakazodzokera kuchikoro asi vadiki
pavaidzoka vese vairwira mwana Taylan
akangoti "siyai mupfana wangu before I kill you
right now" ayidaro achinongedza chipfuti
semunhu ayida zvekurwa zvavaisagona ivo
vaibva vatosiya iye ogara ndomubatisa mwana
wacho paayimusiya aneta sezvo mwana
wacho ayiva bigboy vamwe ndipo
pavaizomubatawo asi baba vake vakadzoka
kubva kubasa hapana ayiwana mukana
nemwana. Zvekuti vayiti varikubasa vakafona
vedio call kazhinji kacho kungonzwa mwana
achichema voti "nhai Itumeng
urikuchemedzereiko mwana wangu wamuitei
mwana wangu" ndainge ndaneta nekupa ma
explanations because it's normal kuchema
kwemwana sometimes ndainzi "sheedza
Taylan abate mupfanha wake vanyararidzane
vana Hungwe hazvidi imi vayera mbizi izvi"
ndaipinzwa busy kusvika ndamusheedza
Taylan wacho kuti atambe nemwana. Tarveen
akazosvitsa mwedzi ndipo pandakazoitirwa
baby shower nevamwe vangu ndikapihwa ma
presents vaiva kunze kwenyika vaingoti
korokotedzawo through phone asi aunt Rabia
vakazotumira three mazi monach ehembe one
ra Tarveen chete mamwe ndiwo ayiva
nedzangu negirls and also Taylan .Ndikanzwa
kuti kwa Ethan vanga vakabva kugamuchirawo
dzavo apa vanga vakugara kustand kwavo
vazobva kwamai Itu vachida kuwana ku
advancer nelife yavo sezvo makore ayifamba
asi ka Itumeng kakasara kachigara kwambuya ,
sezvo Mai vacho vanga vakuyendawo kubasa
semunhu akazvidzidzira saka Rufaro Itumeng
ndiyo yanga yava shamwari yamai Itu vana
vangu vayiendako ma holidays pavanenge
vasina Kuyenda ku Chinhoyi.Mwana
paakasvitsa two months ndaida ku performer
kudarika Tamu zvaanga akaitira Mai Itu
ndikazadzawo rangu grocery tikananga
kuChinhoyi sezvo yainge yatova holiday vana
vatova futi pamba asi Tsitsi anga atungamira
nevake.Tichisvika kuChinhoyi vanhu vese
vaingoti Tarveen akafanana na baba sekuru
vake for sure akaipihwa mombe yaanga
akavimbiswa vagutsikanawo vega zvesure
,varume vedu vakadzokera kubasa zvikanzi
naTsitsi "ndoda kufonera tete Mai Lorraine
vauye kunoona vana vengomwa" uyu
zvemusindo ayizvida vanga vasati vaonana
because paakauya achiratidza vana haana
kugarisa kumusha "siyanai nazvo mainini as
long zvakasvika munzeve mavo" ndakavadaro
to avoid zvakawandisa akanzwisisa
akazvisiya.Takagarako kuChinhoyi
kwainakidza tichifayirwa nepa ruzevha taiti
tikatanga kunyeya vanhu na Tsitsi toseka
kuridza chikuwe chaicho Mai voti "ndiudzeiwo
tiseke tese vasikana" kana zvichiita kuti
tivaudze vakazvinzwa voti "madhuve na
mamoyo kah zvakakuomerai vana vangu
Tamuka na Tamuda vane basa chokwadi"
taibva tatowedzera kuseka. Vamwene vedu
vaitaura zvinombosekesa Taylan akaita
musikanzwa onzi "uyu anongomisa zidzoro
rakazara mvura sera bambo kutsvaga kuti
timurove baba vacho vagoramwa kuti tengera
sugar pano". Maweekends ese varume vedu
vaiuya kumusha kunotiona sometimes
vaishandisa same car asi ndaigara ndichinzi na
Batania "zororora unyatsokupora hako asi
pandichakubata uchandivenga" kubva
zvandainge ndabatsirwa Tarveen tanga tisati
taita sex ,mwana ndaimupa bottle milk kubva
zvandakabuda muhosptal.Takazobva kumusha
vana Talent na Talshia vakanetsera kunosara
kuChishawasha hills sisi vavo vaida kusara asi
takavarambidza nekuda kwemusikanzwa yake
ayitoda guidance yakasimba manje kwambuya
vavo vanenge vasingatarisiswe vachingonzi
vana hapana zvavanoita, sezvo painge
pasarwa madays mashoma ekuti vavhure
zvikoro takangoti ayizouya last weekend yacho
then patovatora vanenge vodzoka vese
vavekugadzirira kuyenda kuzvikoro .

Tichangobva kumusha mazuva iwayo Batania

was acting weird hameno zvaayingoita zvisiri
normal semunhu anga ajaira munhu wake
hazvina kundinetsa kuona kuti pane zvirikuitika
asi ndaishaiwa kuti zvii. Rimwe zuva ndichibva
kunogeza ndakamuwana akabata tablet phone
yake yekubasa achiseka masekero aye
anekakudzikisira munhu zviya zvekuti
"bharanzi uyu" ndamuona achiseka kudaro
ndikamuti "chii chirikumboitika pauri this days"
zvikanzi "hapana baby" ndikazvisiyawo
zvakadaro . Weekend yekupedzisira kuti vana
vadzokere kuchikoro iri Friday vakayendesa
Tania ku Chishawasha hills vachinomusiya
sekuwirirana kwatanga takaita ivo vachiyenda
kubasa kwavo ,manheru vadzoka ndakatoona
kuti vaida nezvangu ndikapfeka kadress kadiki
kaisiya zvinhu pachena ende ndaimukotamira
kotamira kumuswededza padhuze ,
ndakazovingwa mu kitchen mandaiva ndichida
kutotanga kubika vakasvika vachindimbundira
nekumashure nekutanga kundi kisser kisser
muhuro ndikati "ndadiwa kudai nhasi
kwakanaka here" akaseka zvikanzi
"ndakusuwa mukadzi wangu ndambotevedzera
marules aDoctor but now I'm sure wava bho
Dad varikuda kutamba newe" ndakatosiiswa
zvekubika ndikanzi "it's only that murume wako
haafarire zvekunodya out mekuti tingatopinda
nevana kuvanhu uko otherwise dai taenda
saka tichaita chikafu cheku order" for sure
zvaisava zvake zvema outings takazo order
KFC tikadya , Taylan akangodya nyama chete
.Tanopinda mu bedroom medu kuti tirare
ndikanzi "ndoda timboona movie kana tatadza
kuipedza sezvo yakareba unozopedzisawo
wega masikati paye paunenge usiri busy" for
sure aka player pa tv yaiva move yedu most of
the thing zvatayiita kumashure kunyanya
mubedroom mangu kwamai Ishu nezvimwe
zvekumba kuChinhoyi ndikati "nhaiwe Batania
saka muno mutori ne camera futi kah"
ndakadaro ndichitarisa mumadziro asi hapana
chandakaona ayingoseka hake .But on that
vedio ndakagutsikana kuti murume wangu
rudo ayirwunzwisisa ayiziva zvinhu zvake
ndakatarisa movie yedu yavo ndipo pakabuda
zveday redu rekumuchato zvizhinji zvese
hazvo ,even some pictures eku honey moon
ndakanyemwerera ndakatarisa ndikazokaruka
ndakutokiswa ndanga ndagara ndisina kupfeka.
The kiss was so sweet ndikatanga kubatawo
chinhu chake ndikaisa ndega mandiri ndainge
ndatomusuwa "I love you hunny" akandidaro
achitanga kutondi koi** achiwedzera kundikisa
zvese nekusimudza makumbo angu mudenga
akauya nechepamusoro makumbo angu tsoka
dzichiita sedzichaguma face ari pavhurirwo
andanga ndakaitwa makumbo he fucked me
akadaro kusvika apedza akandisiya
ndanyatsokunzwa kuti ndanga ndichirohwa
chibereko "mangwana ibirthday remukadzi
wangu saka murikuda kuripemberera kupi"
akabvunza kudaro tapedza ndikati "Tanga
tichironga Kuyenda ku lake Chivero nana
mainini and also muroora wangu mukadzi wa
Ethan nevarume vavo vati vari free"
ndakamudaro sezvo ndizvo zvatainge
tarongana zvikanzi "hamudi Kuyendawo neni
here" ndikakurumidza kumuti "ehe ndoda
inyaya yekuti this days uri busy plus hameno
zvaurikungoita so saka ndandisina kukukoka
but if you are free we can go" akatanga
anyarara akazoti "ndoona mangwana acho
because hey haaa" akadaro ndikazongomuti
ndaizonzwa naye. Mangwana acho
akatiperekedza kusvika kwana Chaks akavati
"endai nemukadzi wangu ini ndirikutevera
ndega time time" ndakatombo netsana naye
ipapo kuti why ayidaro musi wekuti taifanirwa
kunge achipembera neni but ayingoita
zvandaisanzwisisa even Chaks na Zimuno
vakatombo mumanikidza kuti tiyende tese
akarambisisa .Takazobvapo iye atobva kare
ndaiva na Taylan and Tarveen vana sisi vavo
vaiva kwambuya taizovatora tabva ku lake tava
kudzokera kumba."I love you Itumeng mese
nevana vangu ndovadisa zvekuvada zviya vese
vari 5, I'm blessed to have you guys in my life ,
you are my bundles of joy" it was a massage
from my husband ndikamuti "ndichakupindura
kana wauya" ndakadaro semunhu wandanga
ndakatsamwira kuti aramba kuuya neni .
Takazosvika kulake vana Zimuno vakatotanga
kugocha isu tagara pasi patanga tawaridza
nevana vedu tichinwa madrinks nekudya
zvaidyika, Ethan akasvikawo nemukadzi wake
akayendawo kunogocha mukadzi akati joinawo
in no time ndakaona rimwe side iri yowe yowe
noise vanhu vachimhanya kutiza mota yai
skidder ichiita noise kubata ma briks
achiramba kubatika ndikatarisa kwakuona iri
yemurume wangu .Yakano rovera panerimwe
zidombo ikasimuka mudenga ichinowira
mumvura ndikaona yavakutonyura ndakabvapo
ndiri bara zvekuti handigone kumhanya dzaiva
ngano ndavakutosvika kumvura ndirimu speed
ndikanzwa ndadhonzwa naZimuno ndiye
akatanga kusvika pandiri ndikati "murume
wangu kani imi ndisiyei mhani
ndakamuvimbisa kuti ndichafa naye Tamu
kani" ndairidza zimhere ndichinzwa kupera
mweya uchiita kunge wakudhonzeka kubuda
mandiri ,Zimuno wacho anga akandibata
ayitonzwika kuti naiye haachinawo simba
ririkubudawo maari half half ndikaona Chaks
apfugama panotangirawo mvura akashedza
kuti "Tamuuuuu" uku achifemera pamusoro
zvekurwadziwa ndokutanga kuchemawo
zvekuchema zviya akasimukapo akupinda
mumvura mota yanga yatonyura yakuoneka
mavhiri mudenga mbichani , asi Chaks
akakurumidza kubatwa nevanoona nezvemo
mulake vainge vatosvika nepolice
nehwuwandu hwavo.

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CHAPTER 51

*Tamuka*

Mazuva andaironga muchato wangu

sekuronga kwandainge ndaita ndega kuti vane
chekuita parudo rwangu na Itu pamwe chete
nekumboti konanisa vaifanirwa kunge varipo
ndakaudza vakomana ndikavapa list remazita
evanhu ava ,then vamwe ndakavapawo list
remazita evamwe vandaizongoda kuti vavepo
like team ramai Taa rekupurazi asi
ndakazonzwa kuti sekuru vaiva guide vainge
vakazofa kwayiuya mudzimai wavo.Vakomana
pakusvikira vanhu vaisava nenguva
yekutambisa iniwo kana paine ayida
kubatsirwa nezvakewo personally tayiisawo
musoro pamwe chete zvisinei ne government
toita zvinenge zvichida kuitwa zvacho.And
vese vaingonosvitswa shoko nekutoudzwa
dress code zvekuti vaizoyiwana sei zvaisada
inini kunze kwevekupirazi ndakapa vakomana
Mari yekunovapa kuti vatenge zvirinani
.Muchato wakafamba zvakanaka ndaitoziva
kuti hapana ayizombozama kuita any fun tricks
saka ndaisava nechekutya , mukuru wenyika
nemutevedzeri ndini ndainge ndakatovapa ma
invitations cards vakavimbisa kuti vaizouya
sekuuya kwavakazoita.Muchato uchidarika
tikaenda ku honeymoon ndainge ndakataura
nemukuru weku air Force that's why
kwakazouya zvikopo kopo ,same as some
Army properties zvaivapo ndainge
ndakakumbira vanoona nezvema departments
eko pabasa redu kunzwisisana pamwe chete
ne support zvaisanetsa.Ndakazotaura na Vex
kwavo police department kukabvawo vamwe
nema Van iye ayivapowo hake, Lenox mbinga
yepa Bindura ndakatomu inviter ndega ndiye
umwe ayida kunditorera mukadzi wangu.
Zvizhinji ndakazvipa nguva yekubatanidza
zvese zvaida ini zvimwe vamwe vachibatsira
,zvemuchato nevaivapo zvakadarika tikayenda
ku honeymoon uko kwandakazofara bby
andiratidza kuti ayiva azvitakura sekumuudza
kwandainge ndakaita kuti ndoda
mwana.Ndakatozvi vimbisa kuti ndaizomubata
zvakanaka pamwe chete nekumupa a good
treatment yandakatadza kumupa pana
Taylan.Tiriko ku honeymoon ndaito processer
kuti some of our things zvibviswe from
crembon park zvichinoiswa ku Marondera
kunova kwataizonogara nemhuri yangu, nguva
zhinji pataiva tese ndaiti ndikamutarisa
kumeso ndaito reader zvaanenge achifunga
ende chiri chokwadi dzimwe nguva chero
ndisina kumutarisa ndaizviziva basa rangu
raindiitisa zvakawanda some vanototi ma CIO
they operate like prophets but no there is a
secret behind us .Takazobvapo Pamuzinda
Safari lodge tichidzokera kumba.

Vana vangu ndaivada vese but Taylan ndine

mudiro wandayiita usingatsanangurike
ndaisatoda kunzwa zvisina basa kuti pane
chazoitika paari, zvekuti pese paayinzi ayita
musikanzwa achida kurohwa namai vake
ndainzwa hasha dzakapetwa.Mazuva
ayifamba dumbu remukadzi wangu richikura
kubasa zvichiyendeka but pane umwe
muchinda ayinzi Zibara raiva zita rake reku
Hondo tese pateam rakabva ku DRC hapana
ayisava nezita rekuhondo ini ndainzi (Cde
Hondoyenyika) asi kuti vazhinji vaisaridana
vainge vajaira kungonditi Boss
Tamuka.Muchinda anonzi Zibara ayiva
mutevedzeri wangu asi achishandira kune
imwe barracks uye ayivavarira pamwe
nekushanda nesimba kuti dai apinda pa
position yandaiva yekuva head of CIO's in
Harare uye ayibva kuMberengwa ndiko kwaiva
kumusha kwake saka nekufamba kwemazuva
ndakaita almost a week rese ndichirota
nekuona his face neya Life Demhere ,
ndaitoziva kuti pane zvazvirikureva and
madays acho ndine zvandainzwa mandiri
kusvika ndazongoti ndiri mu office kubasa
rimwe zuva ndaitadza ku concentrater nema
researchs andayiita eyimwe issue. Zvakandipa
kusiya zvandaiyiita ndikatenderedza chair
yangu ndichitarisa kumadziro ndakatsinzina
maziso angu almost 30 minutes ndikatanga
kuona zvaida kuitika zvandaitoona ipapo
chaiva chokwadi chaicho nemufambiro
wazvayida kuita zvaisandirarisa.Ndakasvinura
ndikaseka hangu but after that mazuva
ayitevera chero pataimbono sangana Kuma
meetings I acted normal ndichitoseka naye
pamwe chete nekusimbisana
pabasa.Ndakazotuma vakomana vangu kuti
vanditarisirewo about Life Dembere because
Zibara vaisagona kumuongorora
vakamunzwisisa uyu ayitoda inini ndega level
ravaiva pakuona nekuziva zvinhu rainge risati
rava paneni naiye Zibara wacho , vakomana
vakazondiudza kuti Life Demhere ayinge oyita
zvekeyenda kunze achinotengesa gold and
also ayitengesa nyanga dze nzou zvinova
zvisiri pamutemo .Ndakazofamba nayo nyaya
yacho ndega ndikaona kuti vanhu ava vaisava
neukama uye havana kubvira vambozivana
zvamuchose since asi kuti Zibara ndiye anga
azotsvaga Life sezvo ndiye ayiva first husband
ye mukadzi wangu Itumeng amutsvaga kudaro
Life Demhere semunhu anga ayine Mari haana
kunetsa kuwana ,uye mukadzi waayigara naye
ayinge asingachamude vaneta nekurambana
vachidzokerana hameno zvayiitika kumba
kwavo Soo nguva yanga yareba achida
kudzoka Kuna Itumeng .Paakafona achiti
anoda kuona Itu vari vese nemudzimai wake
kwakurikuda kuzviswededza padhuze na Mai
Taa otherwise mukadzi wake ayisatoziva
zvese izvozvo ayingoti Life arikuda
kunokumbira ruregerero chete.Apa Life ayinge
aziva kuti namai Taa taisagara tese paari
ayingoti takarambana but ayisaziva hake kuti
iniwo maziso nepfungwa dzangu zvaisabva
pana Mai Taa.iyi yaiva tsoro yaitambwa nguva
yese iyi yandakazobata mazuva avairongana
kuda kundiuraya zvekutoti pamuchato wedu
vaivapo vese asi Life moyo wairwadza anga
oda Itumeng munhu wacho ayidika hake
nerunako rwemoyo pamwe chete nechiso
.Zibara paakasangana na Life ndipo
pavakarongana kuti vandiuraye umwe otora
mukadzi ,umwe opinda pa head of CIO'S even
vana vangu vaida kuvauraya kuti pasawane
chaizodzosera Itu kwedu kwa Chakidza.Ini
pavaironga zvese ndaka swapper vakomana
ndikaendesa 3 vepangu ku Victoria falls
vekowo 3 vakauya vachinosvikira ku barracks
kwa Zibara nema papers avo ayitotaura kuti
ndipo pavaifanirwa kuzoshandira.Ini handina
kumbogurako kuti Zibara asanyumwe ,mazuva
akafamba ndichitova ne stress dzangu
dzekubasa nevaindirongera dhende ndakazoti
ndakagara during lunchtime ndikaona
notification paphone yaitaura kuti mota yangu
iri muna Mutare road ndikashaiwa kuti yaiva
nani ndakambofunga kuti Zibara nevakomana
ndivo vanga vanoitora kutsiva ya Life
yandakapisisa pa accident yake hondo yacho
yaisarwiwa fair fair taiyirwira pasi pemvura
.Saka pfungwa dzangu dzakamhanyira
kufunga mukadzi nevana vangu
ndikakurumidza futi kutarisa phone ya Itu
through tracker ndikaona kuti naiye ayiva muna
Mutare road ndikamufonera ndakadzikamira
as if Everything was ok akataura zvaakataura
zvandisina ku believer asi handina kuda
kupikisana naye .Ndakafunga kuti pamwe
vakomana vanga vamutora vakamuti andiudze
nhema vachimutyisidzira asi ndakabvunza
vakomana vangu vaiva ku barracks ya Zibara
vakati zvese zvaivabho hapana zvanga zvaitwa
nevakomana.

Asi ndakazonzwa kuzarirwa nehasha

ndavakumba manheru ndichinzwa kuti Tania
anga ane mukomana ndikaona kuti ndanga
ndatambwa nesvava ndainomusiya kwa Chaks
achiti anoda kuona ma twins sezvo waingova
mufaro kuvanhu vese ndaingoti mwana anoda
kuswera achiona vanin'ina vake izvo
ayitonyepa sometimes ndamusiya
ayizokurumidza kubvapo oyenda kumukomana
iyeye.Ndaida kumurova nekuti ndanga
ndatoona kuti mweya waRosey wakuda
kumhara pamwana ndikashandisa chirevo
chemu Bible chinoti shamhu pamusoro
pebenzi ,ndichimurova Mai vacho vaimu
protector ndainzwa kuda kutomubatanidzira
because ayiregeredza mwana too much asi
nekuda kwedumbu rake handaida kuti zvinhu
zvizoyenda nepamwe mukomana ndiye
wandaizono pedzerana naye ,Tichinetsana Mai
Taa paakataura nezva Life Demhere
ndakabhowekana kunyangwe zvazvo ayisaziva
kuti munhu iyeye ayitoronga kuda kundiuraya
kufunga izvozvo ndiko kumwe kwakandituma
kuti ndivadzingire panze vese na Tania
because ndanga ndatoona seayimufunga .Asi
ndirimumba ndakazofunga kuti ayigona kuita
dambudziko nemudumbu akapindwa
nechando ndipo pandakasimuka ndichida
kunovatora panze because gate vanga vasina
kubuda sezvo ndini ndaiva nema
keys,ndichisimuka pabed maziso angu
akatanga kusanganidzana ne iPhone yaiva
pasi yandainge ndakabva kumutengera
ndakaisimudza ndikaona isina zvandanga
ndamboyiita sezvo yaiva original asi kuti
yainge yango marika nekudzima one Conner
pa screen ndikatozviudza kuti
ndaizonoichinjisa kwandainge ndakaitenga
musi wandakakonana naye nenyaya yaTaylan ,
ndakazobuda ndikasvika ndichimutsa Tania
akatungamira kunopinda mumba.Mai vacho
vakazoda kundivhundutsa pavakataura zvekuti
ndivayendese kumba kwamai vavo sezvo
ndainge ndakanovasungira asi ndakazviramba
ndega mupfungwa nemumoyo akazosimuka
achinanga mumba tisati tapikisana zvinoyenda
kure ,takanorara takanyararidzana asi husiku
ndakaoneswa moto ndichinetserwa zondo
ndakatanga ndichimuitira hasha ndichida arare
but mimba yake yaiva chandagwinyira
akasvika pakutochema ndaisava hangu mu
mood ne sex sezvo ndanga ndakatodhiniwa
nezvaindinetsawo asi kuti ndakatoona kuti
zvipere tiwane kurara it's better kutotamba
naye .That issue yakadarika ndikatanga
kudanana nekuyemedza mukadzi wangu
kusvika day raakazorwadziwa nemimba vabva
kumasowe Medclinic private hospital yaayinge
akanyoresa haisiriyo yaakanozvarira
ndakazvivhiringa sezvo vanhu vaida kuuraya
vana vangu ndainge ndatoudzwa nevakomana
kuti vainge vapfuura nepo kwaakanyoresa
kwacho .A big mistake yakaitwa na Zibara
ndeyekuti akatora one pavakomana vainge
vabva ku Victoria falls kuti amushandire
panyaya dzake so mukomana iyeye ndiye
ayiudza vamwe vake vozosvitsa kwandiri
sezvo iye ayitoita sevasingazivane or
kuwirirana basa redu raitenderedza musoro
kune vasingazvizive.Ndakasiya number dzangu
on that private hospital ndatovaudza kuti
mukadzi wangu achingobatsirwa vandizivise
ndaisada agarisepo for the sake of my baby's
safety, zvinhu zvacho zvainge zvoda
kundirwadza pandakafonerwa nemukuru
wenyika pane zvataifanirwa kutomhanyisa
husiku ihwowo zvakaita kuti nditadze
kudzokera kuhosptal kunoona mumwe wangu
so ndakazongoudza mukomana ayishandiswa
na Zibara kuti andiudze kana pane zvoda
kuitika.Ndakatombo pfugama ndichinamatira
mukadzi wangu nevana ndiri mu office mangu
pazvainyanya kundiomera kana nyaya dzacho
dzamira mamiriro iwayo ndanga ndakuziva
kudana Mwari otherwise ndainge ndava soldier
rinorwa nemunamato.Ndega handina
zvandaikwanisa kuita panguva yacho kana
tavapabasa waito risker kuti mhuri ife iwe
uchiita zvekubasa saka zvainge zvoda
kupindira kwa Mwari ,takazouya kunotorwa ne
helicopter tichienda kwatakayenda nebasa
racho ndikazama pandaigona napo ku
concentrater kuti zvinhu zvisazondiipire
zvakaita sekuda kwaidiwa nemukuru wenyika
tikazobvako around 9am paphone handina
zvandainge ndaudzwa mayererano na Zibara
and Life ,asi ndainge nda receiver call from
hospital ndichiudzwa zvekubatsirwa
kwemudzimai wangu asi nerimwe divi hana
yangu yaingotyira kuti munhu uya
wandaivimba naye anogona kundipandukira at
last.Ndakanosvika ndichimutsa mota kunanga
Marondera ndatoziva kuti mukadzi wangu
ayinge abatsirwa mwana mukomana
ndikafonera vapfanha vangu ndichivazivisa
pazvinhu zvakaita seizvozvo taibatsirana
kufara .Ndine mota yandainge ndakatengera
Mai Taa yandaida kuzovapa musi
wavachabatsirwa saizvozvi ndakazosvika
kumba ndatoita ma arrangements ekuti
iwuyiwe nayo ,ndasvika ndakaudza vana good
news vakafarira baby brother yavo wavanga
vasati vaona nguva yekubvisa uniform handina
kuzomboiwana vana Chaks vatosvikawo
vakatondiudza kuti vakadzi vavo vanga vagara
vachiuya kunotarisa vana sezvo vainge vanzwa
kuti Mai vavo variku hospital.Mukadzi wangu
handina kumbozama kumufonera ayizondiona
ndasvikako.

Takazobva pamba nevapfanha vangu tichisiya

VW golf 8 yandanga ndatengera Mai Taa
yavapo tichinanga kuchipatara ndiine ma keys
ayo .Kwandakasvika ndichiratidza rudo
kumukadzi wangu pandakaona mwana
ndakatoona kuti ayinofana Talent asi
akawandira Kuna baba vangu ,pakufana Talent
zvakandipa kufunga umwe mwana wangu
watainge takarasikirwa naye kare ini na Itu asi
ndakakurumidza kuzvidzima mupfungwa
dzangu.Takazobudamo tichinobatana
nevakomana kunanga kumba kwatakanosvika
vana mainini vaveko vanhu vachifarira our new
baby ndanga ndakatomurongera zita
randakamu tumidza kare rekuti Tarveen
ndanga ndatoona kuti ini na Itu kusangana
kwedu taingobusisa vana boys chete.
Hambuya vangu pavaivapo vauya kuzogarira
mwana ndaizama nepandogona napo kuti
vaone kuti mwana wavo ndaimuda nemoyo
wese pasina chandaimushaisa. Mazuva
ayifamba vekuda kundiurayira ndainge
ndatozoziva kuti vaida kutanga vauraya inini
vozouraya vana vangu or kutiuraya tese
nevana as long musina Itumeng mumota
macho , Taylan ndainge ndatopika kuti ayizoita
basa serangu that's why ndainge
ndatomutangidzira kuti ayite training yacho
arimudiki azokura ayine some ideas nezvazvo
Hondo yandainge ndakatarisana nayo ipapo
murongero wangu ndaigona kuikunda or
kuwira sezvo ndaizoirwa ndega against a
number yandaisaziva kuti vachange vari
vangani asi handaizviratidza kuti pane
chandaiziva.Mukadzi nevana vakayenda ku
Chinhoyi for holiday kwandaizonovaona ma
weekends vavepedyo nekudzoka kune ma
celebrations ayiitwa ku Beitbridge at
Chikwalakwala government irrigation inova
yanga yaita highest pama plots ese anorimwa
wheat in Zimbabwe saka kwaiyendwa ne
mukuru wenyika vatevedzeri vake nehumwe
hwutungamirira zvichisanganisira neni and
Zibara musi wekuyendako ndipo pavainge
varonga kundiuraya atuma vakomana vake
kundisetera mota yangu iyo yaiuya
kunoseterwa pamba zvekuti ndaifanirwa
kuzoita accident ndotsvira mumota basa rangu
raiva dangerous.Mazuva acho Mai Taa awuya
ndaiva busy kuronga nekurongonora zvekuti
akasvika pakuzviona kuti pane zvayiitika
pandiri , musi wekuti next day ndipo paizoitika
zvese izvozvo ndakazvipa time yekupa
mukadzi wangu rudo nekuti ndaisaziva
zvaizoitika.Husiku ihwowo handina kurara
hope chaidzo dzakaramba kubata
ndikazoisirwa massage nemukomana
ayishandiswa na Zibara kuti vanga
vavekupinda mu yard mangu vainge
vagadzirisa remote ravo regate zvekuti
vakasvika vachinopinda vari four mota yangu
yaiva panze ndikamuka ndichisiya Mai Taa
akarara ndikanomira pandaiona zvese iye
nyakunditumira massage ndiye ayiva pamberi
kuita basa racho seasina communication neni
apa vamwe vake vaitova murima mupfana
anga akachenjeresa iyeye vapedza
kwakubuda, ndikasara ndichinotarisa ndikaona
kuti it was a bullet raizotanga ku shanda
panofamba mota yangu and raifanirwa kuzo
disturber ma brakes mota painokudubuka
rainosimukawo richindirova ndofira ipapo.The
next day ndakashandisa same car
ndikayendesa mhuri yangu kwa Chaks
ndaitoverenga ma minutes semunhu ayiziva
nekunzwisisa zvinhu zvacho ndikayenda ku
parliament kwatainosanganira nevamwe but
ndakatopa excuse tichangosvika ndichiti
vayende na Zibara ini ndaida Kuyenda ku Lake
Chivero kwainge kwayendwa ne mhuri yangu
sezvo zvaisamanikidzwa munhu Kuyenda ku
Chikwalakwala hapana akaita problem
nazvo.Vanhu vakazoparadzana vachidzokera
kudzimba kunogadzirira kuti vasimuke
masikati vaizosangana ku airport asi mota
nema motorbikes zvinenge zvatungamira kare
.Ndakatoona paikwazisana vanhu Zibara
achiudza mukomana same ayishanda neni
behind his back akamuudza zvandakaona
ndega ndichibva ndaisira mukadzi wangu
massage ndichimuudza rudo rwandaiva narwo
paari vese nevana.Ndakazobvapo vakomana
vake vasisipo "in our way to lake Chivero" it
was a massage from that man ini ndikaisa
pfuti dzangu mbiri mu waist ndikarova mota
ndichiyenda ku Chivero mota yavo ndaiyiona
yaiti ikamboenda mberi yoenda kumashure
kwangu it was a red Polo car.Ndakatanga
kunzwa ku shacker kwema brakes
ndichangopinda mu Norton pandakazosvika ku
Lake Chivero bullet ranga ratova pachena but
before vakomana ndakavaona vachinosvika
neyavo mota yaiva pamberi pangu tiri
muchisango chine road inonanga ku Lake
vakamisa mota paside peroad ndikava pfuurira
ndikaona vakabuda mumota zvehutsotsi asi
ndaivaona nepa view mirror one akasara ndiye
akamutsa mota ichinditevera.Vamwe vapinda
nemusango hapana ayiva ne uniform pakati
pedu and kana ndatadza kufa neaccident
vaindipedzisa nepfuti dzavo ndasvika pa lake
bullet rakatanga kusimuka ma minutes anga
akwana rikatanga kusunungura exhaust
yemota payakatanga kukwenga pasi
pachisimukawo dust ma brakes achiitawo
noise ndikabvisa hembe dzangu
ndikadzisiyamo ndichisara nedzimwe
dzandanga ndakapfeka mukati ndakatora pfuti
nephone ndika jumper ndichibudamo
handaimbooneka nekuda kwe dust
ndakabvapo ndikamhanya ndichidzokera
musango ndakazocheuka ndaka hwanda
nemuti ndichiona mukadzi wangu
achimhanyira kumvura kwanga kwanonyura
mota "Zibara I'm coming for you" ndakataura
ndega ndichifemereka nehasha ndaona
kuchema nekushushikana kwa Itu na Chaks
sezvo vese hapana zvandainge
ndakavaudza.Ndakamira kudaro ndakaona
vakomana vachimhanyawo kunotarisa kwanga
kwanonyura mota uyuwo Chaks achida
kupindawo mumvura asi police nevashandi
vezve lake vainge vatosvika pama minutes
mashoma iwayo . Muchinda uya wandai
communicater naye akadzokera achinomutsa
mota akayisimudza ichibvapo achidzoka ku
road kwandanga ndambova
pfuurira.Ndikafambisawo ndichinosangana
naye anga andirwira mushure mekunge
ndaityira kuti achandipandukira but I was
wrong ,ndakamisa mota iye achitoifambisa
slowly Amira akati "I'm trying to call you but
network ma one todii apa vakomana avo
vanofanirwa kufa tikarega kudaro hatipabude
futi" ayireva vamwe vake vanga
vasara.Kwakubudisa chikafu chaayiti vanga
vatenga vachida kuzodya after work akavhura
a small bottle of poison yavaiva nayo mumota
imomo kwakuyimwaya muchikafu Chavo
akabvisira nyama yake paside kwakufonera
vakomana achiti "murikunonoka ibvai
panzvimbo tirove pasi" ini ndakabva ndapinda
ndikagara kuback sit mumota pavakasvika
vakatanga nekudya chikafu iye achidyawo
nyama yake poison yacho ayiva ma seconds
kuti vanhu vafe takangovasiyawo vachidonha
one by one mukomana akamutsa mota
takananga kumba kwa Zibara tichisiya
mitumbi yavo ipapo .Muroad hapana ayiva
nenyaya neumwe mota ichirohwa asi
tichinosvika kumba kwake ndini ndakanopinda
mumwe wangu achisara ayigara mu flat rake
raayishandisa rese ega mhuri yake yaigara
kune imwe city .Ndakamusvikira achigadzirisa
tie atopfeka suit ndamupindira mubedroom
make ayiva pa mirror akavhunduka achindiona
ndakamira kumashure kwake ndikamu
nongedzera pfuti "i am boss Tamuka the real
man Chakidza Hungwe from Chinhoyi
hamundigone" anga akashama muromo achiri
mu shock ndikamu rova two ma shoots nepfuti
dzese dzandanga ndakabata both sides
dzairova ma silent shoots ndikabudamo
ndichimusiya chava chando blood richiyererera
zvaizosara zvichiitika zvaisada inini apa
ndainge ndapinda ndakapfeka mask .Ndakati
muchinda uya arove mota takananga ku Robert
Mugabe international airport kwandakasvika
vakuru vakutobuda muma offices epo
mavainotanga vadyira ndakavapindira imomo
ndikapfugama neibvi one rimwe gumbo
rakatsika pasi ndikabairira pfuti dzangu pasi
vese vakaramba vakanditarisa ndikati
"ndauraya Zibara" vese vakaratidza
kuvhunduka ndikagutsurira musoro ndikatizve
"he wanted to kill me saka ndamutangira anga
atuma vakomana vake kundiurayira pamota
yangu".Vese hapana akandidaira mukuru
wenyika ndivo vakazo clear pahura pavo vakati
"Tamuka you are our hero ,we are not going to
send you in jail asi ndine basa randoda
kukutuma ku Congo unofanirwa kuripedza in
two days time haufanirwe kunokundikana
ndokuda pano urimupenyu" .Vakadaro mukuru
vasunga face zvebasa tikatenderana
zvandaifanirwa kunoita ,handina kupihwa
mukana wekudzokera kunochinja hembe
kumba asi ndakananga ku barracks
kwandainowanira zvekupfeka tichinanga
kubasa .Asi ndaingofunga mukadzi wangu uyo
wandaiziva kuti paayiva zvanga zvisina
kumumirira mushe ndakafunga vana
nevabereki and also Chaks nevandaiziva
vachindifarira kuti kusvika kwe shoko rekufa
kwangu munzeve dzavo ayiva
mawungira.Ndakazobvapo ndikanotorana
nevakomana vatatu vandanga ndashandidzana
navo pakundiponesa kwavo ndaida kuti
patinobva ku Congo vauye vachiwaniswawo
something because ndaitova ne belief yekuti
kana ndanga ndambokunda pa set up ya
Zibara for the sake of my wife and kids
kumberi ndaifanirwa kutonokunda
chete.Tapedza kugadzirira tisati tabuda
ndakazama kufonera mukadzi wangu fon yake
ikaramba kuita through ndikarwadziwa
nekufunga kuti ayindichema ndiri mupenyu.

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CHAPTER 52

*FINAL CHAPTER*

Ndakaramba ndakabatwa na Zimuno ndisisina

Simba ndikatanga kufunga massage yaanga
apedzisira kundisendera Tamu ndikaona kuti
kwanga kurikutondiwoneka ,ndikafungazve
rudo rwatanga tabva kupanana last night and
also our love vedio ratainge takaona same
hwusiku kwadarika ndikaona kuti ayigona
kunge ayizviziva kuti pane zvichayitika kwaari
saka kwaitova kundiwoneka "garai muri
pamuteuro madzimai nekuti hondo dzinorwiwa
panyama nekuda kweupenyu hwenyu pamwe
chete nemhuri zvichiramba zvichikuteverai
muchasvika pamucharwadziswa moyo uye
misodzi pamatama enyu ndawona yazonyanya
kuyerera" mashoko netsanangudzo
dzandainge ndakambopihwa namadzibaba
pandakapedzisira kuyenda kumasowe
ndakazvifunga ipapo ndikaona kuti ndizvo
zvanga zvaitika asi pandainge ndakazviudzwa
handina kuzvitora serious , ndangariro
nemufungo zvakandikurira ndikatanga kuona
madzengerere ndakatarisa kumota yemurume
wangu yainge yanyura. Ndakatarisa kudaro
ndakasvika pandakanzwa kuti mweya wangu
wekufema uri kubuda half half ndikagumira
ipapo kuziva zvayiitika asi ndakazopepuka
ndiri mumba ndakabairirwa madrips paruoko
ndakaiswa oxygen machine ndakazama
kufunga zvayiitika asi zvakaramba kuuya
ipapo.Ndakazofunga pava paya zvainge
zvakapedzisira kuitika ndikatanga kutochema
zvekubudisa voice ndikanzwa kuvhurwa kwe
door ndokuona muchipinda munhurume anga
akapfeka dustcot re white Mai Tamu na Mai
Laiza varimumashure vakasvika pandiri
vachindinyaradza "wanga wakuda kundisiya
here Itumeng muzukuru wangu 2 days
dzatodarika wakadai" vakadaro tete ndikavati
"ndirikuda Tamuka ini makandi rapisireiko
ndoraramirei kana murume wangu asisipo
kani" ndakadaro ndavakutochema uku Doctor
vachiita zvavayiita pandiri vakanyarara havo
zvikanzi navamwene vangu "haana kufa
murume wako aripo asvika nhasi izvezvi hour
harisati rachaya abva kusvika" pavakadaro
ndakanzwa zisimba mandiri zvakandipa
kumuka ndichigara ndikati "Doctor may you
please disconnect your machines aripandiri
ndapora ndoda kunogeza kugezera murume
wangu" vese vakanditarisa vachiona
sendaipenga asi ndaisapenga ndaitoziva
zvandayiita ndikatanga kutoda kuzvibvisa
ndega machines yacho ndikanzi "wait let me
help you Mrs Chakidza" vakadaro Doctor
vakandibvisa ndanga ndatoona kuti
ndiripamba pangu ndikanopinda mu bathroom
yaiva padhuze neroom yandaiva ndikasiya
ndaudza tete kuti vanonditorera hembe
kubedroom kwangu dzekuchinja kana
ndapedza kugeza. Mai Tamu vanga
vakandimirira padoor rebathroom nechekunze
kurikundi chengetedza vaitondiona kunge ndiri
kupenga handina kuda kumbotambisa nguva
yangu ndichitsanangura zvandainzwa mandiri
asi pakugeza ipapo ndaiti ndikakotama
musoro waindibanda zvekurevesa .Tete Mai
Laiza vanga vauya nehembe mafuta
ndakangozora Clare lotion yaivamo ndakabuda
tikadungamidzana vachiita kuti ndidzokere
muroom yandanga ndabva mandakasvika ,
ndichigara pabed ndokuona Mai Shanice
nemukadzi wa Ethan vachipinda nechikafu
ndikatarisa vanhu vese ndikavati "murikuyedza
kundivhara ndirikuzviona sei murikundipa
chikafu pane kuti dai ari Tamuka awuya"
ndakadaro ndakuda kutochema Doctor vanga
vachirimo vakati "murume wenyu aripo Mrs
Chakidza asi kuti iniwo ndiripabasa uye
ndinomhanyidzana nenguva ndichibva pano
ndine kumwe kwandoda kuyenda ,you have to
eat ndiwane kusiya ndakupai treatment asi
murikutoratidza kuti mavanani henyu
tingangoti chirwere changa chiri pamuri
chinonzi Tamuka nekuti kungonzwa zvekuuya
kwake matopora" vanhu vakabva vaseka
ndikatora chikafu chiya ndikadya asi pfungwa
dzisiri panzvimbo Mai Shanice ne mukadzi wa
Ethan vachinditaudza taudza hapana
wandaidaira zvisvinu vese ndaingovati "ndoda
Tamu" ndiyo yaingova answer yangu vaibva
vatarisana vachienderera mberi nekuona
nekufunga kuti ndirikupenga maybe ndainge
ndambopenga before hameno.Ndakapedza
kudya ndikabvunzwa zvandainzwa na Doctor
ndikavaudza kuti pandaikotama pese
ndainzwa musoro zvakanyanya vakabva
vandipa matablets.Vakandisiira mamwe vave
kutorongedza zvinhu Door remataiva rakabva
ravhurwa tese tikatarisako ndokuona vari
Batania ndikaramba ndakamutarisa achifamba
kuuya kubed ndakunzwa kuda kutochema
vanhu vese vakasimuka vachipesana naye
vachibuda panze iye akabva adzokera kudoor
akanori locker , i failed to control my tears
ndikatanga kutohwihwidza kuchema apa ainge
achakapfeka uniform yake yebasa rumwe
ruoko rwakasungwa bandage ayine tsvina
yaitooneka kubva pa uniform zvese nemunhu
wayo zvimwe zvayiitawo kunge zvi black
zvema tsito. Akasvika ndoku kukwira pa
pandaiva.

Apa ini ndainge ndichiri kuhwihwidza kuchema

haana chaakataura neni akauya akatananga
pamusoro pemakumbo angu akaswededza
face yake kuface yangu zvakandipa kurara
ndakatarisa mudenga kudaro iye ndokutanga
kundikisa mukanwa make mainakidzira ne
taste yemo anoratidza kuti ayinge abva
kutsenga ma mints , zvekuti munhu ayinge
asina kugeza ane mazitsvina handina
kuzviwanira nguva mupfungwa nemumoyo
ndakatanga kuvhura makumbo iye
kwakuzvitsigira negokora rerwuoko rwaiva ne
bandage rwairatidza kuti rwaimurwadza
ndakaona nekuda kwezvayayiita face yake.
Rumwe ruoko rwake kwavekuto sunungura zi
belt re uniform yake kwakusimukira akabvisa
zibhachi akasarwa neshirt yacho yemukati ini
ndakatozvibvisa ndega pant iye paayibvisa zi
coumarflage bhachi rake trouser haana futi
kubvisa akangobudisa chinhu chake ,
kwakutanga kuchitambisira on my honeypot
akachibata achichirovesa rovesa ipapo uku
tadzokera pakiss yedu aka isa ruoko rwake
rwekukuwara kumashure kwangu
ndakarwutsamhira muchanza zvekuti ndainge
ndakatoguma part ye bandage kugotsi
kwarwainge rwakaiswa, ambochitambisa
chinhu chake achirovesa on my honeypot
kwakuzoyipinza akatanga nekuto koi** kiss
hatina kurega ndakarohwa ka quick apedza
zvikanzi "hesi Itu" ndikati "wanga urikupi
Batania ndachitoti wakafa ndanga
ndakutofawo" ndakadaro akanyemwerera
akanditarisa kwakundikisa padama
avakutotiza nyaya yataitaura akanditi "saka
haunyare kubvuma kukwi*** nemunhu
anetsvina soo here" ndakamutarisa ndikati
"apa wakwira pabed pano nebhutsu hako
uchamawacha ma bedsheets iwaya" akaseka
zvikanzi "ndozvinokupa kuita half dead
uchichemera munhu mupenyu une dzungu"
ndakada kumurova mbama akayinzvenga
ndikati "dady kah" zvikanzi "chii bby wangu
taura neni tinzwe" anga akutotanga kunditarisa
as in seducing achiruma his lower lip ndikati
"putseqee enda unogeza ndasuwa vana vangu
varipi" ndakamudaro zvikanzi "hanzi variku
Chishawasha hills vese vakabviswa pano
because the situation was complicated ini
ndaisavapo, iwewe wacho wanga watofa saka
hey panga pakaipa" akadaro achiratidza
kufungisisa ndikati "ndanga ndafa here ini
koiwewe" ndakamudaro akaseka zvikanzi
"saka pane kufa kunodarika ipapa here pekuti
munhu anoiswa pa oxygen ,ini hangu vanhu
vanofunga nekuziva zvavanoita
pakangoshaikwa body yangu kumvura vakabva
vatoziva kuti ndiri mupenyu hant vakaona
hembe pasina blood roratidza kuti munhu
adyiwa nezvikara zvemumvura nenguva diki
diki iyoyo , asi kuti changa chichinyanya ku
stresser vanhu vaisaziva kuti ndirikupi izvezvi
vazhinji varipano vamwe vakatouya kubva
kunze, muka unovaona ndarwadziwa
pandasvika vanhu vachema kunyanya moms
kuzoti mudhara ne vakomana Havana
kuzohwihwidza sevakadzi havo asi ndatoona
misodzi nekurwadziwa pachirume especially
Chaks kundi sizer hake mupfana uya asi nhasi
ndazoona kuti anondida anga asingachade
kubva pandiri pandasvika" akataura kudaro
face yake yazara kurwadziwa ndikadonhedza
musodzi ndikati "wanga urikupi Batania chii
chakaitika chaizvo" ndakabvunza akanditarisa
zvikanzi "tinenge tiripabasa bby wangu , but
apa ndanzwa na tsano Ethan vachiti
muchembere havasi ku feeler bho
kuChishawasha hills uko hanzi bp yakakwirisa
so vanga vachiti vakazvimba makumbo
zvekusagona kufamba mushe ndiko Kuna
mainini (Tsitsi) ,gogo veku Mazowe plus
hambuya vangu mukadzi wa tsano Ethan
vachibatsirana kutarisa mhuri ikoko"
ndakatoona kuti sure ndanga ndarwadziwa
hangu asi ndaifanirwa kufa strong for the sake
of my mother and my children otherwise
condition yandaiva ndiyo yaigona kunge
yakatozova kwidza bp.Takazobudamo
tichinanga kubedroom kwaayinogeza
achishandisa bathroom yemo after that
tikayenda kwaiva nevamwe sekuru va Itumeng
vaivapo vakatanga kutaura nyambo dzavo
vachindiwanzira vazhinji veukama
nemasahwira vataiwirirana nekunzwanana
navo vaivapo vakaunganira dambidziko
ratainge takatarisana naro.Asi
vakazoparadzana muzuva rakatevera iniwo
ndakasara ndikamborara semunhu ayinge
azorara achipindurudzwa pabed usiku hwese
around 3pm ndipo patakazopinda muroad
tavakuyenda kunotora vana ku Chishawasha
hills, takazobvako tatodya zvema nheru
ndikatenda vainditarisira vana Chaks
akatozouyawo achitora mhuri yake Mai Itu
vakasiirwa Mari yemapiritsi nemukwasha wavo
ini ndikavavimbisa kuti ndaizodzoka
ndichivaona rimwe zuva.Takazobvapo
tichienda kumba nevana vangu Tarveen
chaingosekerera kuda kwaiva kundifarira,
Taylan achingoitawo zvemusikanzwa yake
ayinge akagara pa front sit, isu tirikumashure
ndakabata mucheche wangu saka
vaiwanzirana nana sisi vake ndofunga
zvakamubhowa kwakuita zvekumira hake pa
sit akasvavarira kurova Talshia na Talent
ndikada kumurovawo mbama kwakundiruma
ruoko ndikanzwa chihasha ndikabatisa Tania
mwana baba vacho vakakurumidza kumisa
mota paside peroad.Zvakandipawo kurega
zvandaida kuita ndakungofemereka nehasha
ivo kwakungo cheukirawo kwandiri vakandipa
ziso raitaura kuti becareful takanyararidzana
mumota makamboita silence kwakuridza
tsamwa zvekubhowekana havo "munoburuka
muno mukatevera netsoka nevana vako ivavo"
akadaro Batania achitomutsa
mota.Takatozosvika kumba tamudhurirana
zvekusatofunga kuti tisu tainge tabva
mukuchemana, asi samai nababa husiku
hwakazodarika tave mashamwari sevanhu
vaifuga jira rimwe chete.Zuva raitevera ndiwo
waiva musi wekuvhurwa kwezvikoro kwevana
asi vadiki ndivo vakangotanga nekuyenda
Tania zvake zvaisava panzvimbo tainge tisati
tazvitenga asi takatozopinda busy
kunozvitenga akazoenda kuchikoro zuva
raitevera takanomusiyako ini ndikauya
ndichisara kwamai Itu ndichivaona vese na
Dad ndakararako ndikazouya ndichitorwa next
day nemurume wangu after his work .

Same week murume wangu ayinge

avakutoyenda kubasa ndikamubvunza
zveronda rake raiva paruoko kuti ayinge
akuwara sei ayisataura zvinonzwisisika
ayingoti ndakakuwara kubasa asi rainge
rotopora ,akazouya rimwe zuva achiti next
Friday ndaifanirwa Kuyenda naye kubasa
kwavo kune function yaivako.Ini semukadzi wa
Boss musi wacho ndakatosheedza ve makeup
vakandikwe nenzvera face and also ma nails
ndikapfeka a long royal blue occasional dress
rine maoko marefu kwaiva nekamhepo ..dress
rainge rauyiwa naro from Nancy's boutique and
3inch dark blue shoe , musoro ndaiva ne
Brazilian hair piece . Murume wangu ayiva mu
uniform yake yebasa akairoverera ne wool
jursey racho nyembe dzichibudikira on his
shoulder "chii nhai dady" ndakamubvunza
kudaro ndaona akanditarisa tagara mumota
ndaiva ku front sit Taylan na Tarveen
varikumashure sezvo tainovasiya
kuChishawasha hills , Talent na Talshia ndivo
vaisara na aunt vaitibatsira basa avo vatainge
tava kugara navo full-time. "Wakanaka
mukadzi wangu and I really love you
ndicharamba ndichikuudza izvozvo everyday"
akazondipindura kudaro ndikamutiwo "newe
wakanaka dady ndokuda hako" iye
kwakuswededza face yake kwandiri ini
ndichiswededzawo yangu tikasangana pakati
akandikisa padama zvikanzi na Taylan "iwe
mhama usadaro Dad vangu" adaro tese
nababa vacho tikaseka vachitomutsa mota
ndikati "usazo disturb mwana mu car sitter
yake ikoko Taylan hant kah mwanangu" iye
kwakunditi "kakachema ndinokarova kamwana
aka" akanzi nababa vacho "musadaro Boss
junior bhudhi havarove mupfana wavo hant"
ayidaro akamutarisa nepa view mirror Taylan
baba vake ayivateerera hake.Takazonosiya
vana tikapfuurira tichienda ku JMT barracks
(well known as KG6) uko kwatakangoti
tichinopinda pa main gate mamwe ma soldiers
akatomhanya kutevera mota yedu one wavo
akavhura door rekuside kwangu umwe
akavhura kwaiva na Batania ,ndakakwaziswa
zvine respect vachityora uso hwavo
ndakabatwa ruoko na Tamu tikafamba
vakatikomberedza nepfuti dzavo
dzirimumaoko tichinopinda mune imwe hall
.Ndega ndaitoona kuti masamba asiyana
nzvimbo yacho yaire ma zvekuti yaikushaisa
confidence zvese ne step asi ndakazotanga
kugainer confidence dzacho tavamukati
ndichionawo vamwe vakadzi vaisava muma
uniform of Army seni vachitovawo muma
dresses avo maisava nevanhu vazhinji sterek,
program yakazotanga maiva nemutungamiriri
wenyika vatevedzeri vavo nehumwe
hutungamiriri. Vakazotanga kutaura
nekugadza pamwe chete nekukwiridzira vanhu
pazvinzvimbo mune zvema wuto
ndakarwadziwa pandakanzwa position
yemurume wangu paiswa mumwe munhu
adanwa zita rake risineyi nera Tamuka
Chakidza vanhu vakauchira maoko iye
achisimukawo nemukadzi wake akapfekedzwa
nyembe nemukuru wenyika ndaingoomberera
maoko zvekusvotwa ndikacheukira Tamu
ndikaona achida kuseka ndikati "chii" zvikanzi
"kurwadzirwa position yemurume wako
yapindwa nemumwe here hazvina basa bby
ndiwo mushandiro wedu tinopananawo
mukana asi chero ndikashaiswa position hant
salary yekuti tirarame inongopinda zvayo"
taizevezerana sevanhu vainge vakagara
pamwe chete ndikagutsurira musoro
zvekutenda asi moyo uchipisa apa vai
nominetwa vaipihwa ma Cheque ataisaona
kana kuratidzwa kuti apihwa marii .Mutauri
akaenderera mberi nekusheedzera mazita
evanhu vachisimuka wangu murume kana
kumbodanwa iye ndaiona kuti ayiombera hake
maoko asi chiso chake chava ne kakusuruwara
, mutauri kwavakutambidza mumwe murungu
ayivapo achitaridza kuva anoremekedzeka
zvakanyanya nekuti ayinge akagara patable
yana President nevamwe vandaisaziva
kwavakuchizoti "a good day to you ladies and
gentlemen I am Dr Luckson Chuvet from
Russia , Head of Africa & international Army .
Now allow me to nominate comrade of all
comrades ,we are talking about the leader of
any Soldier around all over the country ...
General Brigadier Hondodzenyika Tamuka
Chakidza" ndakarohwa nehana ndikaita
sendarohwa nemadzikirira ndakagara masikati
machena iwawo ndikatsinzina ndakabata
chest yangu uku ndakashama muromo
ndichitadza kuzvi believer kuti of all people
wangu murume ongonzi ndiye avamukuru
wema soja ese muZimbabwe nekukura kwayo
ndakasvinura ndikaona naiye akakotamisa
huso hwake akapfumba zvibhakera maoko
akamaisa pa table ndikamubata maoko ake
slowly kunge munhu arikunyangira , akasvinura
ndokuzosimuka akatanga andimbundira
tikazofamba tichiyenda kumberi vanhu
vachiombera maoko maisaitwa mufaro we
noise asi kuti vanhu vaifara zvakadzikamira
senzvimbo yema Wuto.Akapfekedzwa nyembe
ndokuda kutambidzwa cheque yake akaramba
kuigamuchira ndokunongedzera inini
akabatanidza maoko ake ese kwandiri kuti
ndiitambidzwe vanhu vakaseka zvekufarira
ndikaigamuchidzwa yaiva Mari refu .Akanzi
ape speach but haana chaakataura chisvinu
akatanga ayita slogan yandaisaziva
ndokuzoshaura song ndainge ndotoziva kuti
kana Ari mu coumarflage ayibudirwa ne shave
rekuimba nzimbo dzemagamba vaimudaira
vaingoti *vakaifira Zimbabwe vakaifira
Zimbabwe* vakaimba song yaiti *Teerera
mwana wevhu Teerera zvandoreva ndati
Teerera mwana wevhu ndati terera zvondoreva
kuti tigare zvakanaka chengetedza nyika
inooo......Teerera mwana wevhu Teerera
mwana wevhu ...nekuti kune vakaifira
Zimbabwe vakawanda vakaifira Zimbabwe pa
Nyadzoka vakaifira Zimbabwe ,paChimoio
vakaifira Zimbabwe, pa Tete vakaifira
Zimbabwe Mutoko vakaifira Zimbabwe pa
Dande vakaifira Zimbabwe pa Chinhoyi
vakaifira Zimbabwe ... Teerera mwana wevhu
Teerera mwana wevhu* ini ndainge
ndakungodairawo zvaidairwa nevamwe song
dzavo dzaisanetsa kubata kunge ma verse
ekumasowe .Apa iye ayinge asimudza
chibhagera mudenga rumwe ruoko
ruchinongedzera mativi ayiva nenzvimbo
dzaayitaura pasong ipapo , asi ndakatozoona
kuti haasi ega ayiita seanobudirwa nenzimbo
dzavo dzeChimurenga nemamwe ma soldiers
ayivamo vaidaira sevasvikirwa vamwe
kutomisa tsinga dzemumusoro.Apedza
kwakuita slogan tikafamba tichinogara pasi
vanhu vakazoita zvekudya tikazobvako
tavekudzokera kumba tikatanga tanotora vana
tichiyenda kumba.Mazuva akafamba ini ndaiva
pamba full time upenyu hwuchiyendeka
ndaigara zvakanaka nemhuri yangu , gore
rakapera maholidays taiyenda ku Chinhoyi
nguva zhinji nevana ndaida vajaire zvese rural
and town life .Pa birthday ra Batania na Taylan
vakayenda kunyika yeAmerica vari vaviri ndiko
kwainge kwasarudzwa na Taylan sezvo ayiziva
kuti ndiyo nyika yaibva vazhinji vano actor ma
action movies epfuti vakanokwanisa
kusangana na Van-dem mukomana wema
bhutsu nezvibhagera zvekuti pavakabvako
takambonyaudzwa nekudadirwa na Taylan
sezvo vaiva nema pictures chero pasocial
media vakambo tenderera .Mazuva ayifamba
Tania ayinge ava form four rimwe zuva baba
vake vaka receiver a call from her school but
ndini ndakazoyendako ndiina Tsitsi tirivaviri
vana vese takavasiya takasvika tikanoudzwa
shura chairo rekuti mwana ayinge angodonha
vari pa assembly pakange pasheedzwa Doctor
mwana akawanikwa ayine pamuviri
.Ndakapindwa nechando iye kumubvunza
ayingoti "handizive kuti ndeyani maybe munhu
wacho akarara neni ndisingazive" takasvika
pakubvapo pachikoro tamutakura nezvinhu
zvake zvese answer yake iri imwe chete iyoyo
.Ndainge ndatoona kuti kumba hakusvikike
Batania ndaivaziva tainourawa tese ne mwana
ndakatoudza mainini kuti tinange ku Chinhoyi
tonoudza sekuru vacho ndivo vaizoziva
zvekuita "Tania Chakidza wandigura kunorira
baba vako unovaziva handina
chandotsanangura chausingazive nezvavo but
you will have to make sure kuti pauchaonana
navo unenge wakuziva muridzi wemimba yako
iyi" ndakamudaro tiri muroad mainini vacho
vachimupopotera neku side.Tasvika
kuChinhoyi takavapira nyaya vese vakaratidza
kupererwa baba vacho vakazofonerwa asi
pavakasvika hwainge hwatova usiku apa ini
ndaingofunga mwana wangu Tarveen asi
kumba kwaisaendeka ndega ndatya kuti
ndainoitanga ndichitii nyaya yacho Kuna
Batania.Vasvika usiku ihwowo vakaudzwa
nyaya yaivapo taiva mu dining room mumba
ma Mai ,baba vacho Havana kuita hasha asi
vakasimuka vakadzikamira vakatora chair
ndokuti Kuna Tania "huya urare pasi apa" tese
taishaiwa kuti vafungei mwana ayitotyawo
akazoita zvekukwidzirwa voice akarara pasi
nekukasika akatarisa mudenga ivo kwakuisa
chair iya pamusoro pake nechapadumbu asi
isina kumugumha vakatsika pamusoro payo
negumbo rimwe chete ndokumutarisa kumeso
zvikanzi "mimba yaunayo ndeyani" haana
kukakama mwana or kufunga ruviri
akangotaura ipapo ipapo kuti "ndeya sir ve
Geography asi vakati ndisataure vozondiroora
vabva pachikoro sorii Dad" baba vacho
vakasimudza chair iya vachida kumupwanyira
pasi nayo paayinge akarara ipapo tese tika
screamer baba vachimubatawo zvakaita kuti
Tania awane mukana wekusimuka , akaridza
mhere abatirira mbuya vake .Pamba
pakamboita noise usiku ihwowo vanhu
tichibatsirana kuhwandisa mwana kuti
asarohwe ndikarara ndatorambwa ndanzi ini
na Tania haachade kutiona mulife make ,
Takazonorara pasina chisvinhu chabuda asi
tezvara vangu semunhu ayiremekedzwa na
Batania vakasara vachitaurirana .Musi wacho
takatorara different rooms naye because ini
navamwene ,mainini na Tania takarara mu
kitchen ndimo matakawaridzira tese.Kuseni
baba vacho vakazomuka hasha dzaserera asi
vainge vatoronga zvekunosungisa teacher
wacho uye vaida kuti Tania achitonogara navo
vemhuri yacho vagomuyendesa kuchikoro but
ndakavakumbira kuti titange tayenda
nemwana Kuma Doctors tinoona kuti mimba
yainge yakura sei.Takaita sekudaro
zvikanoonekwa kuti yaiva ne four months
ndakazvifunga nekubatanidza ndega ndikaona
kuti hazvaimbobuda kuti mwana ayendeswe
kumurume achisiya chikoro apa ayigona
Tania.Nyaya dzakafambirwa tikatozoona kuti
teacher vaitova a student teacher vachida
kutozodzokerawo chikoro uye vaisava neplan
yekuroora mwana wangu ende vayiita
zvekuhwandirana na Tania kune vana girls
vaibuda neku fance yekuma room kwavairara.
Nyaya yacho yainge yakaoma asi
takazowirirana kusamusungisa teacher
apedzise chikoro ozoshanda achiwana
kuzochengeta mhuri yake, yainge yapindirwa
nana Chaks vakati mukomana atange kutogara
nemukadzi wake vachityira kuti ayizotizirwa or
kutora mumwe asiri wedu .Asi ndakaona
zvisinga make sense wedu mwana ayifanirwa
kuyenderera mberi nechikoro ozowanikwa
ayine something, ndakanokumbira Batania
kuti tigare nemwana azoyenderera mberi
nechikoro tichimirira mumwe wake apedze
chikoro chake asi vakamboomesa musoro
ndikanzi ndimuyendese neyangu Mari kwete
yavo yavaishanda kana vatsamwa kunzwisisa
chaiko kwaivanetsa .Takanogara nemwana
kumba ini ndikatsvaga teacher ayiuya
achimudzidzisira pamba ndaingobhadhara
nemari yababa vake iyoyo sezvo ndini
ndaingogarawo nema bank cards
avo.Vakatanga vachipopota vakasvika
pavakada kunditorera ma cards acho asi
ndakaomesawo musoro kusvika vajaira kuti
ndizvo zvaivapo.Vanhu veku family yemurume
wake vaisavawo nemari seyedu asi
patakavazivisa kuti Tania ari muhospital apa
ayinge arwadziwa nemimba irimu seven
months vakatoti tavakutengesa mbudzi ,ini
ndakamboda kuvati varege asi Batania
vakatoti rega vaite ma duties avo kwete edu
ndikasiyawo zvakadaro vakazotumirawo
kamari kavainge vawana , Tania akazobatsirwa
mwana mukomana akambogara kwe three
weeks ari pa Marondera general hospital
.Ndaito maker sure kuti everyday ndasvikako
kunoona muzukuru wangu uyo wavainge
vatumidza zita rekuti Akim . After some weeks
abuda muhospital ndakatomira mira semweya
yetsvina kuti mwana adzokere kuchikoro ,
Batania vaimbotanga vaita nharo like always
asi dzanguwo nharo dzakabudirira
tikanomuwanira nzvimbo pa Roosevelt Girls
High school ndainge ndatonomuisisa jadell.
Batania vakazenge vave kutofarira muzukuru
wavo Akim.

*##after some years later##*

Tainge tazorasikirwa nevamwe vadiwa

vepamoyo nekuda kwerufu tete Mai Laiza,
maiguru Mai Prudence na mukoma vaBatania
veku Chinhoyi town and also murume wa
Karen anga asiiwa nevana 3 taibatsirawo
nepatogona napo asi hama dzevana ivavo
vaimira mira.Sisi Prudence vainge vabva ku
Ukraine vave kugara munyika medu full time
kumusha kwemurume wavo kwaZvimba, same
as Zimuno Zimuno family.Aunt Rabia
vakazoroorwa newerudzi rwavo, Uncle
Mohammed vatochembera vasina
mukadzi.Chaks na Zimuno vaizviraramirawo
nemhuri dzavo ,Zimuno akazoita umwe mwana
musikana kwa Chaks kukazoitawo chikomana
vana vedu vaingokura vachiwirirana. Ethan
nemukadzi wake vakazoitawo vamwe vana
vaviri mukomana ne musikana.
Tania akazopedzisa chikoro chake avakugara
nemurume wake teacher iyeye, at University
level takaramba tichimubhadharira school fees
kusvika apedza azoita Dentist basa
raayishuwira, Mari shoma yakabviswa
pakuroorwa kwake zvamai ayipikira kuti
ndipihwe ini asi zvengozi ndaisada hangu saka
ndakatoti vanopa muridzi wazvo Rosey uyo
ayisava type yemunhu ane nyadzi
akatozvigamuchira zvakanakisisa vanhu
vaimushora asi ini ndaitofarira mumoyo kuti
imba yemwana wangu yainge yato blesswa
through mufaro wamai vake nyakutumbura.
Tania nemurume wake vaisava havo nemari
yakawanda asi yekuti vararame zvaito
wonekera zvakanakisisa vavekugara ku
Zvishavane muMandava paimba yebasa
murume wake ayinge odzidzisa pane chimwe
chikoro ikoko ,iye achishandirawo pane imwe
private hospital , asi muzukuru wangu Akim
ndakaramba ndichigarawo naye ndainge
ndatova mbuya kah. Talent ayinge
achangobvawo pa GZU paakawanira her
degree in Business Management uyu raiva
dzungu remakuhwa haro asi zvevakomana
zvaisava maari.Akatozoti avakushanda ndipo
paakauya akandiudza kuti ayinge ave
nemukomana wake ayida kumuroora ayiva
mupurisa nyaya dzemarooro ake dzikatanga
kutofambiswa.Talshia ndiye akazenge oda
kunditemesa musoro nerunako rwake ava mu
first year University ndikagara naye pasi
ndichimuonesa mamiriro ehupenyu hwake
nekumuudza chokwadi about baba vake avo
vanova Life ayinge akatemerwa makore
akawandisa mu jail after abatwa ayine nyanga
dzenzou zviri pasi pemutemo, pamwe chete
nekumuudza kuti atoyita steady neupenyu
ndakatoona kuti ayinge azvinzwisisa because
baba vake Tamuka havaizomboda kunzwa
nyaya dzisina basa asi, pandakavaudza kuti
ndaudza mwana chokwadi vakatsamwa
zvekuita two days vasingade kundiona pedyo
navo ,vakazotaura naye Taa wacho iye
akavimbisa kuti ndivo vaiva baba vake
vaayiziva uye vakamuzvara apa Ayi stadhawo
law yandainge ndakatadza ini akatora pfungwa
dza sekuru vake Ethan sezvo ayinge azoziva
some of the things zvakaitika pandiri
kumashure .Tarveen ayinge angokura achida
ini Mai vake zvakanyanya zvekusada kusiyana
neni uye ayinditeerera achifarira zve church
,akatanga form one yake achingoimba kuti
ayizoda kutora degree in Agriculture ozova ne
plot yekupfuya nguruve pamwe chete
nekutengesa nyama yacho pork because
kubva achikura mhuka inonzi nguruve ayiifarira
zvekuti, saka baba vake vaigara
vachimuvimbisa kuzomupa Mari yekuvhura
that plot .Taylan ayinge azosvika
paakatinetesa nekutsiura kubva ariku primary
level akangozvitanga ari grade 5 kuita hwu
stubborn Kuma teachers zvekuti paakanosvika
grade 7 tainge tamuchinjanisa zvikoro ma
boarding schools futi ini ndakasvika
pandaisataura nezvake ,ndichingoti pakaitika
nyaya ndaingomirira mashoko kubva kuna
baba vake asi nemisikanzwa yake asi
zvaipedzerana na baba vacho rimwe zuva
vakazombomurova akamboita seava munhu
kwaye asi ku buller vamwe kuchikoro zvaitova
muropa make ndoona because some of the
teachers ayidzoserana navo pa fight .Akati ava
form two ndokutonzi nababa vake ayende
kunodzidza kunze kwenyika uko
kwaayizopihwa mutongo wakaomarara
kunyika isiri yake uye kusina baba vake
vaizomumiririra vakabva vamuwanira nzvimbo
kunyika ye Ivory Coast pachikoro chinonzi Best
High school, ayisauya ma holidays ese ese
achigara nevamwe pachikoro ipapo asi baba
vake ndivo vaiwanzo kuyendako ini ndainge
ndanosvikako first day
ratakanomusiya.Akazoti apedza A level yake
ndipo paakadzoka ku Zimbabwe Shona chaiyo
ayitoita seanga asi ngachaigone avakutaura
English ma results ake asati abuda semunhu
ayinge akamboita Army training before kubva
achiri mudiki akabva angopfuurira kuyenda ku
DRC ini ndakasara Hana iri mumaoko kutya
kuti ayizodzoka Ari mu coffin asi Mwari
vanekuita kwavo akadzoka , arimupenyu his
results slip ranga rayita zvekutumirwa through
flight from Ivory Coast rikatouya kunosiiwa
pamba chaipo takazowana emvilope yacho mu
later box kugate.Iye akadzoka baba vake
vachibva vato retired basa Taylan
achinogadzwawo third position from the head
of CIO's in Harare headquarters , mwana wa
Tamu speed ayiva nayo akazondigura kunorira
amitisa vasikana vaviri one time asi vese
akaramba kugara navo akatoti
"ndichabhadhara ma damages vana vangu
ndochengeta asi zvekugara nemukadzi not
now ndoda kumbodya Mari dzangu ndega
ndichiita zvandoda" baba vake vakabva
vatomuti ayende kunogara imba yake
kuCrembon park .Ini ndikati vazukuru vangu
pavanorumurwa nemamai avo vauye ndigare
navo .Vasikana Havana kumira kutora Mari
dzavo kudzimba dzekuma blocks yataigara ku
Marondera yainge yazonzi ndeya Tarveen
sezvo ndiye ayiva gotwe ini nababa vake hatina
imba yatakatora taizogarapo kusvika tatorwa
nenguva iye kana azoroora asingade kugara
nesu ndiye ayizotisiya achinogara kumwe asi
imba iri yake.

*THE END*

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-MY BEST FRIEND *LISA CAMILLA

MAGOBIYANA aka Mama Kukue* ANOVA
PRODUCER WEDU AT *P.N.NGIRAZI NOVELS*

- ALL MY NOVEL READERS.

-TEAM (DATA) VOLUNTEERS

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