Hi Andrea, Florencia, and Jose,

This is the most difficult letter that I had to ever write to someone.
I had a similar letter that I wanted to send to your addresses before I left the US.

I know every time I tried approaching you I never was heard, and now this is not to throw it to
your face but to explain how it all looked from my perspective.

This is true I left but to lie about my mother was illegal, that she lied about leaving the USA a
week prior to when we left together I will attach officially paid tickets Santa Ana to Kiev with the
layovers to Ukraine. I also will attach a notary certified document from the SOLE attorney I had
for my parents immigration that he charged 3,000$ ONLY and not what Cesar claims that I
spent 10th of thousands.
I had no intention to leave and this is why I will start from the end:
1. I took my mother to fingerprinting last stage to get green card on November 21st, every
time I would come to Cesar’s place at 90 Vantis Drive (this place was leased by me only
- documents provided below) he would destroy me mentally when is she leaving when is
she leaving when when when… I just was pressured with the baby, with kicking me out
of my apartment literally, sitting in the car and my horrible mistake that I had wine and
got DUI for which he said he would want to see me in prison for 5 years God knows I am
telling the truth.
Writing horrible letters to my family in Ukraine that he is a special attorney and his name
was James Martin that he is asking to get Svitlana Antonina’s mom out of the USA
because she is under criminal investigation for violating law and at the same time my
attorney screaming please please Antonina she cannot leave after fingerprinting that
was the last stage 100% LEGAL my mom’s friends calling and asking what was going on
and my cousin and aunt
2. Before Jose called me and just thought about it for a minute and told me my mom had 2
days to leave or I will not be seeing Alexander. I knew I was losing my mind. My mom
already stood on her knees to ask to stay and Cesar recorded it and put on youtube that
Ukrainian television wanted to take interview about it, moreover all this is happening in
front of Jose and he does NOTHING to stop Cesar, then he violently throws my moms
bag and belongings out of my official residence and closes the door on me while Victoria
pretends she is supportive of me calls Andrea and god knows what was told by Victoria
but Andrea was talking to me like an animal. When I got home that day I had blood
pouring from my nose, I called my psychiatrist and he said I could lose my mind.
3. I literally had thoughts to move to 90 Vantis drive, cesar and I decided I was going to sell
furniture there and move and somehow live for Alexander
4. My days were only tears. He blamed me for everything, that I walk around too much and
cannot sit still, that everyone is more important than him, the truth is that I simply did not
want to be close to him because I never was there for a hug or a nice word. Insult me or
request to cook a meal. (pictures of typical behavior attached) and this is not a one time
this was 3-4 times a week behavior, I never cried so much in my life
5. I called Florencia many times, always being told we should get a divorce and that from
the beginning we were not the right couple. On my 33rd birthday said FU waved the
 purse at me and left for over 3 months not wanting to see Alexander. Florencia did not
want to see that I needed her support to stop Cesar she preferred usual phrase “I do not
need drama I do not need to be involved”
6. I know that tumor and hormonal changes were making him big time the way it is BUT
NOONE was there for me
7. Andy, you never wanted to hear anything
8. Angel would cross the street when I came in tears to Jose’s house saying Cesar wanted
to put me and my mom to jail… I do not want to be involved. PERIOD
9. Now about the situation that happened February 24 th (February 22nd my grandma died
Cesar did not let us go say buy), do you KNOW that POLICE asked me if I wanted to
press charges for false allegations. Read the report think about my mom and I could
both go to jail 100k bail for both felony that we beat Cesar up he was showing police 3-4
months old bruises that are probably still there. They talked to me like 15 minutes so
they could arrest him.
The reason of a fight was that the doctors said it is 7-10 days my mom’s mom will die
and I asked to go see her with the baby, Cesar said the baby will not travel to Ukraine
till he is 18 years old and he goes: “I want to divorce you Antonina but if you want to get
money and 50% custody your mom has to leave NOW. And he will take Akexander’s
passport and destroy it so I do not take him to see my grandmother I started crying I
went upstairs and put passport under mattress so he does not tear it down. I was crying
because of my mom’s mom and Cesar’s heartlessness. They I go downstairs and see
Cesar going backwards with alexander that was underdressed to windy weather and my
mom ctried to stop him to take the baby not to get sick and I was on the stairs and I see
paramedics just observing it because he wanted to manufacture a scene.
After this in pm I drive to Jose I cry, he calls Cesar and speaks to him for a while and
says that I need to surrender US passport to Jose and Cesar paid $3000 to attorney to
start some case with me. I call my friend attorney and she said he does it to take full
custody of Alexander. I cried day and night not understanding why would he be doing
this.
What I did in March I got the police report of that day and called Jose on March 14th he
raised his voice at me and said he was tired of drama and did not even find out what his
son did. He hung up on me.
I remember sitting in the garage and saying basically if my mom leaves and Cesar is this
way I will end up in mental facility
EVERYONE in the family did not care.
When I realized he was the one to get police involved on February 24th, he wanted to
lock Alexander from seeing his other side of the family until he was 18 at the same time
preventing and destroying my parent’s immigration documents to the USA and hired
$3000 attorney to do what? Put me down, make me weak, and get satisfaction or
control? I might be wrong but looks this way
10. On April 24th I asked not to arrest him. They said to wait for CPS that showed up right
away and substantiated the case. And told me if I don’t go and supportive than we are
both bad parents.
 11. Along with all the above mentioned I still kept his doctors and MRI and I did save his life.
He has no appreciation for me and never had.
12. He paid 5K for my teeth and cancelled it on me when the doctor already started the
process? How can I trust any word
13. Jose would say I could always rely in him but due to my knowledge he dropped Cesar
and supported him on taking custody of Alexander when I got that DUI. Supportive
would be to not do it and TALK! Supportive, Jose, would be to stop him prom phisically
pushing my mother I thought you would yell at Cesar for treating my mom this way but
you were observing – my world flipped with that I was thinking highly about you
14. I am sorry but I do not even know what Flor was thinking or doing that time because we
are drama.
15. Andrea, imagine you are in Australia that many miles away from your family, and John
does all this to you. No replies just think about it.
16. Another TREMENDOUS lie that he said on this HUGE DIRTY (Youtube find) about my
mom wanted money in return for picture and that she asked 100,000$ I will overload you
with texts to my mom how he loved Kiev and Europe and wants to give Alexander an
apartment there. He came to Poland, was not let to Ukraine, did not want to pay his fine
for releasing the red flag and left, he gave my mom $300 to get the bus back to Russia
because my mom went to visit her sister in Ukraine and was heading back to Russia.
What his visit was there for
17. I can go on and on and on.... But I have many screenshots from Cesar phone that will
prove you I out my signature under every single word.

My mom indeed came to Santa Ana Airport and was about to leave to Ukraine 2 weeks prior to
me leaving with her. And I still had last hope I was not going to at all. They did not put her on the
plane because she did not have Covid test.

So much pain from his interviews, reporters, articles and especially YouTube performance.
Imagine just imagine I get that reporter and will tell all the above mentioned and put him dowm
that I am not a woman for since Alexander was majically conceived have hormoes issues and
tell all the info that I have, will tell how we moved from Allure to Las Flores and he flipped the
strolled inched from Alexander’s head, I ran outside, how he destroyed furniture and walls in
new house when we were moving and how he was treating me (ASK ANGEL) what he was
doing next am and kicking boxes and toys, I wan trembling crying and heading to take shower
and change Alexander at friends house.
If I say this this sounds like an abuse to me.
He came to Ukraine was there for 10 month I tried to believe him I truly did.

How things can be practically resolved if:

1. He is never interested in Alexander
2. 10 month he didn’t even give a 100$ then gave to Andy and took it
back
3. He reported me as a piece of s...t throughout all media
 4. He put all charges that cannot be taken off record according to
that investigator Mr. Farai (Antonina you would still do some jail
time)
5. I do not know if I am on some Interpol if I can take Alexander and
meet with some of you outside Russia
6. My parents visa’s destroyed and would require a lot of money to
restore which Cesar WOULD never pay for and if he did he would
throw this to my face every day that this is because of him they
are in the US
7. He hates me in every text he texts
8. He said I was on my own with the DUI and I cannot be in jail after
Mariupol I will be psychopath, so I would need attorney
9. My passport is with the bail guy and he wants 15K to give it back,
and I cannot go to the USA embassy and request a new passport
because I will be arrested at the embassy so how would I travel
In all honesty I feel Cesar regrets I stayed alive this is how I feel and somewhere deep inside
know.
Regarding my dad