(Enlit) SSC Essay
(Enlit) SSC Essay
(Enlit) SSC Essay
12.10.2019
Trauma that is often experienced during early childhood is a recurring element in the
biographies of most serial killers (Conroy 8). In the novel, when Alex Carlos was still in high
school, he was molested and raped by his P.E. teacher. However, the former was unable to
stand up against the latter because of the imbalance in their authority and power. In addition,
his social position made him a convenient subject of oppression for his oppressor. This abuse
then became Alex’s primary motivation for killing his victims throughout the story. The
disparity between power and resources between both characters became a tool for
maltreatment and abuse to occur. As such, my essay argues that the serial killer Alex Carlos,
can be considered as both a perpetrator and a victim during his serial killings due to the
oppression he experienced.
In the beginning of the novel, Fr. Lucero and Fr. Saenz were surveying the injuries of
a cadaver of a twelve or thirteen year old child. Unsurprisingly, during their autopsy, they
observed that the face was peeled off, the heart removed, and the genitals severed using
blades and tools. It was not the first time that the priests had encountered such pattern in
murders that had been occurring in Payatas at that time. The aforementioned types of
removals were the markings of the serial killer they were trying to apprehend, and by the end
of the novel, the serial killings were traced to Alex, the murderer. However, during the
investigations, Lucero noted that Alex’s killings were “an act of depersonalization” (76) to
both his victims and to himself. This is further proved when Lucero said that “[Alex] sees
himself as a victim, [and] sees the killings as some kind of redress” (153). Following this
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thinking, indeed, the perpetrator was traumatized at an early age which made him a victim of
abuse. He became the victim of his teacher who targeted him because of his social position –
young age, male, small physical built and low socioeconomic class – enabling the former to
assert his authority and rape Alex multiple times. However, due to the murders he committed,
it is not appropriate to call him a victim as he is acting under the victim syndrome. Victim
syndrome is when an individual uses “victimhood” to justify his/her acts of abuse and
manipulation of others (Longley 9). Alex would flay his victim’s face as a way to
depersonalize himself since “[h]e couldn’t stand it when [his classmates] looked at him… and
he never looked at others in the face” (299) because of the humiliation from the defilement of
his teacher and so, he’d rather not be recognized. He would also remove the genitals because
they are a reminder of what robbed him of his soul. He would choose his victims the same
way his teacher chose his victims – poor, small body frame, thin and young – in order to
release his repressed anger. To further understand Alex’s actions under the victim syndrome,
it is necessary to discuss the concept of habitus. Pierre Bourdieu defines habitus as “systems
(72) This states that the habitus operates in a pre-conscious way which reflects the conditions
of the individual’s background. In relation to the story, because of Alex’s trauma, the
murders that he committed became his justification to the oppression that he experienced.
With all these said, Alex can be regarded as a perpetrator as a result from his being a victim
in the past.
In the latter part of the novel, Alex expressed his disbelief and lack of faith in the
system. He mentioned that he tried to tell other people about what happened to him, but he
was told to keep quiet instead. He realized that people like him did not matter in the eyes of
others. The metaphor of bud rots by Fr. Saenz can be used to describe the situation of the
society where the story took place. It reads: “I’ve told the head of facilities management
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about the bud rot on those trees. He won’t listen to me. It started with one tree now three
others are infected” (27). The head of facilities management represents the authority which
helps those in need, the bud rot is the unresolved problem within the society, while the trees
are the citizens in the story. Fr. Saenz also stated that the nature of any kind of rot is to keep
destroying the organism that feeds it until something will stop the rot. The rotting process
happened to Alex since no one was able to help him, ultimately destroying his mental health
and soundness of judgment. The novel presented many instances of why the rotting process
cannot be stopped. First, when Fr. Saenz approached NBI Director Lastimosa to help them
open the investigation of the murders, the latter said that he was a busy man and therefore do
not have time to take on another responsibility. There is also the factor of the NBI being
understaffed, underfunded and in need of upgrades in its facilities which hinder and slow
down the processing of data and cases. Secondly, the book mentioned the NBI’s issues with
integrity and trust within the organization, as well as accusations of corruption and collusion
with its criminals, resulting to its reputation as an inefficient bureau. Its staff are underpaid,
contributing to low employee morale. Thirdly, the data and crime recording of NBI is largely
inadequate due to outdated systems and algorithms that help determine patterns in crime. In
addition to this, police efforts are only extensive when the victims involve wealthy and high
ranking individuals, while ordinary people are just advised to listen to local radio and wait for
announcements. Furthermore, the investigation process is careless as seen in the part when
the NBI based the arrest of a suspect from his previous charges that were coincidental to the
murders committed in the area. Again, the lack of meticulous research and investigation is to
blame. Mentioned above are just some examples of the structures that gave way for
oppression to occur, preventing Alex and many more victims from getting the justice and due
process that they needed. Looking at the situation from the perspective of Alex, during his
childhood, it was impossible for him to get out of his socioeconomic status, alter his physical
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appearance or change his gender – any of which that may have helped him avoid getting
underprivileged are the victims of the unjust system. No matter what the lower ranks do, their
efforts will be worthless, just like running around in circles that only get smaller as privilege
grows lesser.
Alex Carlos became a murderer and victim as a result of the oppressive system that
ignored his pleas when he was traumatized. My takeaway from the novel is that the
underprivileged are the bud rots in society that need to be eliminated. However, it is
inappropriate to literally eliminate them. Instead, what can be done is to not add to the
oppressive system, but rather listen to the pleas of the oppressed like what Fr. Saenz and Fr.
Lucero did. There may be other lenses and methods as to how oppression and victimization
can be dissected, which opens future discussions on the topic. To conclude, through the
brought about.
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Works Cited
news/2018/aug/10/what-makes-a-serial-killer.
https://www.thoughtco.com/victim-complex-4160276.
Practice, by Pierre Bourdieu, Cambridge University Press, Cambridge, 1977, pp. 72–95.