Mushoku Tensei V01 - Infancy Period-10-12

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Unfortunately, he was my senpai, and one of the two most dangerous people

in the school.
I ended up being punched in the face until it was swollen, stripped naked, and
tied in front of the school.
He took a lot of pictures, and easily distributed them all over the school. .
I fell to the bottom of the hierarchy in an instant, got laughed at by others,
and even got the nickname of "Foreskin boy"'.
I didn't go to school for a month, and became a hikikomori. Upon seeing me
like this, my father and brothers said irresponsible words to me like, Bring
out your courage, do your best.
I hadn't been the one at fault.
Nobody in that sort of situation would continue to attend school. There is no
way.
Thus, no matter what anyone else said, I adamantly continued my shut-in
lifestyle.
I felt that the peers who knew me were all looking at my pictures, mocking
me.
Even if I didn't go out, as long as I had the computer and internet, I could
spend my time away. Due to the internet's influence, I got interested in many
things, and did a variety of stuff. Assembling plastic models, painting
figurines, creating weblogs. My mother was willing to support me and it
seemed she would come up with the money to help me out for as long as I
requested it.
But I was sick of them all in less than a year.
I lost my motivation whenever I saw someone being better than me.
To others, I was merely fooling around. But as I was alone with so much
time, hiding in my dark shell, I had nothing else to do.
No, even when I think back on it, that was merely an excuse.
At the very least, it would have been a better choice to become a mangaka
and started publishing terrible web comics, or to become a web novelist and
started posting novels.
Many people who shared similar circumstances did something like that.
I made fun of and slighted those people.
Mocking their creations, thinking myself as a critic, saying things like "It's
worse than shit", criticizing them.
Even though I did nothing at all......

I want to go back.
If it's possible, I want to go back to primary school, my life's highest point, or
back to the middle of junior high school. No, even if it's one or two years ago.
Even if it's a little bit of time, I could still do something with it. Even though I
gave up halfway through, I could start over no matter what.
If I put in my utmost effort, even if I didn't become the best, I could at least
be a pro.
"......"
Why didn't I do anything up till now?
I once had a lot of time. Even though I didn't leave my room during that time,
I could have done a lot of things as long as I sat in front of the computer.
Even if I couldn't make it the top, I could stay somewhere in the middle and
continue to put in effort.
Manga, novels, games, or even coding. If I had put in every effort, I should
have been able to make small accomplishments. Even putting aside whether
the accomplishments could be turned into money......
Ah, never mind. It's useless.
I had never worked hard before. Even if I went back to the past, I would
probably trip in a similar place, and stop at a similar place. I ended up like
this because I could never cross the hurdles a normal human could.
"Hm?"
Somewhere in the heavy rain, I heard people arguing.
What's that commotion about?
It's annoying. I don't want to be involved. Even though I was thinking that,
my feet wanted to head over to them.
"---- That's why, you----"
"You're the one-----"
Entering my sight seemed to be three high school students having a lovers'
spat.
Two guys and one girl. They were dressed in the now uncommon collared
student uniforms and a sailor uniform.
It seemed there was some sort of a harem war going on. The taller boy was
quarreling with the girl, and the other boy was trying to mediate, but the two
quarreling parties weren't listening at all.
(Hmm, I had something like that before)
I once had a somewhat cute childhood friend in junior high. She might have
been considered cute, maybe a four or five. She participated in the track and
field club and had short hair. She had the kind of appearance that would
cause two, three out of ten people to turn back. However, I was very
passionate over a particular anime and felt that those in the track and field
club should have a ponytail, so I thought she was an ugly girl.
However, her home was near mine and we frequently shared the same class
during primary school, so we went home together more than once. We had
plenty of chances to talk together, and also bickered at times. It's a pity. In
my current state, just listening to the words "junior high", "childhood friend",
and "running club", is enough for me to cum 3 times.
By the way, I heard that childhood friend got married seven years ago.
I overheard this rumor from the living room, where my siblings were talking.

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