NO HOPE FOR THOSE THAT ARE UNLOVED

No laughter, no love
No hope, no happiness
No friends, no faith
No savior, no sanity
As I think of what could have been, but wasn’t meant to be, for love
is not for me.
As I think of others that have loved and others that have lost I realize
I am not unique.
I realize there is
No laughter, no love
No hope, no happiness
No friends, no faith
No savior, no sanity
As I realize that there is no hope for us and that love doesn’t
favor those less blessed.
As I realize that love is not a game that love is more than an arranged
fight is love is either or hell or heaven.
I realize there is
No laughter, no love
No hope, no happiness
No friends, no faith
No savior, no sanity
As I sit and wish that love would go my way for once instead
of the way it will go time and time again.
As I sit and wish that love wasn’t a cruel master and didn’t make me
love ones who wouldn’t return it.
I realize there is
No laughter, no love
No hope, no happiness
No friends, no faith
No savior, no sanity
As I pray that someday I will find you in the land of broken
hearts that someday you to will feel this way
Broken hurt beaten stomped into dirt put down and walked upon
almost gone and this feeling of feeling defeated as if you’ve
been shunned then stunned by your own heart.
And remember that through any hardship I will always love even
when u don’t love me <3

As I do now
And I shall hope that you will one day love me as though I have loved you
with a
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Feeling that is more than love
Like a thirst that consumes me that will never go away I fear but also never
be quenched

I AM ALONE WITH NO ONE TO SHARE

THE PAIN.
I AM ALONE WITH OUT HELP FOR MYSELF
I AM ALONE WITH ONLY MYSELF TO HOLD THE
BLAME.
I AM ALONE WITH OUT LOVE THERE IS NO
WEALTH
I AM ALONE WITH NO ONE TO KEEP ME SAIN.
I FEEL OUT OF PLACE
NO HEART NO EMOTIONS
ALL PAIN
I FEEL AS IF I WERE BETRAYED
ALL HOPE HAS BEEN STRIPPED AWAY

YOU’RE ALL I CAN THINK OF IN THE BACK OF MY

MIND
YOU’RE ALL I CAN FEEL OF TAKING UP ALL OF MY
HEART
YOU’RE ALL I CAN SEE SO MUCH THAT I BECOME
BLIND
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YOU’RE ALL I MOVE TO BUT IT’S SO MUCH I CAN’T

START
YOUR ALL I LIVE FOR, NOW IVE REACHED MY
DEADLINE

WITHOUGHT YOU I FELL LIKE I HAVE NO HEAD

AND WITHOUT A HEAD I MUST SHURLY BE DEAD

As I watch u go
As I watch my heart break
As I watch my happiness drown in a lake
As I watch my heart hit an all time low
As I watch this hope stop to glow
I try to stop to care
I still can’t help but stare
I can still feel my heart starting to tear
Now my heart is in pieces
I fell the beating as is ceases
Now that my heart has stopped to beat
My soul feels this feeling this feeling of feeling defeat
Just know that I am completely defeated
Because of you I am now dead
Drowned in a lake weighed down with lead
Because of you my wrists are stained red
Is it so cruel that I should not be dead?
I’m not dead physically just mentally, suicide inside of my own head
Is a sad thing when u wish to die
But u cant you just sit here you sit and cry
Trying to either get the courage to say hi or just say goodbye
No matter how hard I try I just can keep my eyes dry
It’s a sad feeling when all you can do is ask why
Why am I allowed to live why can’t I just die
Do you have some plan for me is that way all I can do is sit here and cry
Maybe I’ll just sit back here and sigh
Tell myself another lie
Just say that I’m ok nothing’s wrong maybe people will leave and not pry
Not question the reasons why I have the scars why I go in a corner and cry
If I were to die tomorrow would u cry or not even miss me
Just sit back laugh say ‘he was a freak and no I cared”
I don’t think people did they just stood around an laughed
No one helped no I cared I feel alone in a crowded room
I’m just impended with this impending feeling of doom
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I feel like there is no hope that this is the end of my lives tapestry on the loom
There no more thread left to weave my life is in a cloud of gloom
I just want to feel the love that someone cared someone stuck around and didn’t leave
Someone I could trust, cuz when I have some 1 to talk to I rarely ever grieve
And less grieving means les hurting less pain more happiness but everyone will leave
They all do no one stays around to just be friends I want someone I can trust and talk to but that won’t happen
I’ll just be left hanging out to dry when I need them there name starts with an “A” now doesn’t that just sadden
If they were to help me to maybe say they wanna talk hang out we could be great friends but that won’t happen
Instead thell all be leavn gone on the 10th just like everyone else but I just go on with my life drunken
I’ll just go on stuck in a stupid stupor never gonna realize that I’m never gona have real friends they just pretend
I wish I could just run away hide and bury my face
But that would be too easy and id probably bother people I need to hide without a trace
Just run away somewhere no one will find me I gotta find me a secrete place
Maybe one day ill just leave getting ready to go better go pack a suitcase
But we both know what won’t happen one day ull just fine me dead
Face down in a gutter maybe without a head
OR MABY HANGING FROM A ROPE OR WITH A GUN STILL IN MY HAND
OR MABY YOULL SEE ME FALLING FROM A BUILDING JUMPING FROM WHERE I STAND
Or possibly with a bottle of pills still clutched in hand but either way I’ll still be dead
If you see me on a building or maybe with a gun or a bottle of pills or maybe with a Neuse pleas just let me be dead
I say this shit about how I want to die
Or how I want to be left alone but that’s just a lie
All I really want is a good friend someone to talk to so I don’t have to cry
I want a friend in my life someone to hang with so I don’t have to keep telling the same lie
That I’m ok nothing’s wrong here I’m fine
But we all realize that that is never meant to be
I’ll always be alone strong but alone only me
If I am destined to be alone well that’s just too bad because people can’t see
They won’t look to and see what our friendship could be
But it looks like this is more of a friendshit to me
But again they don’t want to look and become a we
They won’t look and see me

Look there was not a we

There wasn’t a you and me
I miss what I never had
So if ive never had how can I be so sad
I don’t remember how I used to be just that I was happy
But you don’t see that you only see the darker side of me
Yall made me like this defensive and antisocial
You all made fun and harassed no one stood up for me it was almost consequential
Could you live with causing suicide of a little boy who will never grow old
Or would you not care say aw I don’t miss him are you that bold
Are you gonna be the reason that my heart grows cold
I didn’t want to be this way but u forced it was forced upon
I was beaten mentally but that wound was deeper than any I could dawn
Would you really do this to me you would
You’d hurt me beat me make me cry if you could
But I won’t let you I can’t stand here like I understood
Kids are cruel people can’t be trusted understand that I should
But I don’t I keep trying to cling to some hope
Hope that someone won’t be an asshole hope that trust will stay hanging to a rope
Not drop away not sit unused and decay
That someone will be nice and not leave people to fall through the ice
But that won’t happen people are mean they run away like mice
If you want you can say you’ll stay but u wont ull leave roll away like dice
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If you stick around and stay eventually you will leave to our ways will splice
And then I’d miss you like ive missed others like you
Ive hear the same lie a hundred times now with you it’s a hundred and two
But good bye I don’t need you ill be on my own like usually like I’m used to
I was for three years looks like it will be a few more to make me blue
Yeah it makes me pissed yeah it makes me mad but this anger will sit here and stew
Till one day it just explodes and I snap
From no expression no outlet all this pressure held under a lose cap
Until it gets los IL sit here and write this crap

Give hope
As depression sets in
As hope wears thin
As I wish I could begin
I want to reach this feelings end
I had hoped I wouldn’t feel this again
As I wonder if for me happiness is a sin
If I run from this if will find me
In some dark room or somewhere u see
Either way depression won’t cut to glee
If I felt like this then, there wouldn’t be a now
The knife circled and descended upon me
The motion hypnotic motioning so gracefully
I can’t stop I enjoy hurting me
Just like everything else it’s like me
Stuck in a rut unchangeable you see
L want to leave, be alone
My heart is still heavy like a stone
Hi if I send u this you should realize it sucks to be alone
If u realize that make a difference make a change
Help some1 that u mite think is strange
Who knows u might save a life or bring someone out of their cage
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All im saying is reach out but don’t let it be an act this is life it aint a stage
Be real from the bottom or ur heart help a kid have a new start
Don’t leave him alone
Give someone hope give them their own

Every body’s a somebody

Hi I’m a nobody Are you a nobody

At least that what I was told by a somebody
A somebody that was loved by the everybody
But if I somebody insults a nobody that’s hated by an everybody
Then that nobody will become sad and even though he’s still a nobody
He might become a deadbody
An so the somebodys and the everybodys made a nobody a deadbody
So help nobody become somebody so that u don’t cause a deadbody

Violets are red im feeling blue

Its probably because of assholes like you
When you’re this mean for fun I don’t know what to do
Confusion and hate though nothing new
It hurts more when it comes from someone I though was a friend like you
I hate you, you hate me im alone on the outside
So tired of looking in being pushed aside
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No one includes me im lift alone forced to hide
You pushed me out no one lets me inside
when you acted nice it was a time you also lied
so leave me alone let me be
Your tormenting me can’t you see
How mean you are how ur tourturing me

Through the pain I shall play

This pain is so bad ruined the day
I don’t want to hear what u have to say
U cant speak or smile do that some other day

I hate myself I hate you to

You’d hate me to if I were you
I self destruct myself in every way
Dying more inside every single day
I disregard everything the people say
About what it is and why im sad
The different people don’t get it but I am
glad
That I can be different from everyone
The sadness does not end my hope is done
I hope I dream I wish I scream
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That I can be born again in rage and steam

I would gash my eyes just to make a scene
Or just rip out my spleen
Does that prove love
I look for help from above
Nothing to fear
The end is near
Lets hold hands and die
Just say goodbye. h
GoodBye

I watch as I stare at the wall

Wondering if I will fall….
I see you submerged in dark
I wonder im hoping to spark
Our love and give you light
Give us hope and light to light up the night
I can hope but its up to you
Brake my heart in half anew
I can see you can you see me
Listing to the sound of the sea
The crashing and tearing
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Grinding and smashing
It’s the feeling of my heart
So much pain inside of me
I can not breath or even see
You cant hope and I cant love
I feel as though I am cursed form above
I don’t really no wat is new or old
You have abused my heart and love you sold
If I think of my self I sit and I cry
Sit to myself wish I woud die

That’s my all, that’s your

everything
Ripping smashing bleeding grinding
Hurting tearing screaming crying

That’s the way that I feel ryte now

Helping hurting using abusing
Stealing taking lieing prying

That’s what im doing ryte now

wishing wanting praying dieing
rageing yelling hurting crying
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that’s all I want to do ryte now
seeing watching wondering praying
hopeing asking helping staying

that’s everything that’s everything I want ryte now

leaving lieing fakeing saying
that’s it that’s all you do to me

Who shall be the man that no longer compares himself to the

average man, but to the perfect man?
For how can one rise above mediocrity when he only strives to
be average?
When hath it been uttered that one who strove only to be the
average man changed the word?
Never one content to be average has been great nor has one
content to be great been perfect.
Only dertermination and hard work from any circumstace shall
render us its perfection.
an average man can change the world when he strives for
excellence!
You have an alcoholic father a grief sticken mother the only
thing you count on is a best frind you call a brother he never
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sees how much that you hert or how much you cry you can see the
world you scream fuck it andthen you wish 2 die everywhere you
go you have the remeninents of all your past fails
Youh sit and wonder at night if youl live if youl be allright