The opposite of magick is sorcery

Andr Michael Pietroschek, all rights reserved

Under continuous Construction, Revision (version) 1.3-X

This version is ADULTS ONLY! Among those adults only those who
can sense what is relevant for them may really benefit. Those who
need to be initiated will find this work lacking. Further neither my
person, nor my mental property, is under US law so spare me the hollow
pseudo-excuses of your despicable latent racism & crimes.

This version is dysfunctional, maybe even dangerously flawed! Further several chapters are
completely missing, and corrections have not all been done either.
This version, if online at all, is only online, for feedback from the few proven occults I would listen
to and the possible wild-card giving constructive feedback.
Thieves and pirates may steal this part of my mental property easily, yet that is a risk all artists
and creative writers have to live with. Nowadays a teenager with a portable scanner can already
plunder a complete library of traditional paper-books!
This warning is serious, or at least my attempt to be a notch more the responsible adult.
If I put this file as for sale, then to test, if technology at http://scribd.com is already available to
people outside the USA! Consider paying a way to motivate me into finishing this, because it is.

For those who practice: Understand ALL my warnings before you do it!

Instead of crowd-funding I could decide for reader-funding,

As Korrektorat&Lektorat are costly necessities in making
this a properly corrected & published book.

Dedication
Dedicated to my best guides and my fiercest adversaries, with special thanks to the so called inner
strength which made me endure, persevere and sometimes even progress.

There is indeed a mood, which makes me

call it a RECIPE for Adult Fiction instead!

The great revelation & common sense

This is a work of my personal opinion, maybe greed as need for money and foremost a real world work
of esoterica and occult. Any resemblance to science, religion or fantasy roleplaying is definitely
unwanted & unintended and maybe just your twisted perception of it anyway.
Any resemblance to real world persons, institutions, cults and sects is either my opinion of research files,
or my attempt to take over the world and reign as the sorcerer prince whom I would not even appreciate
as a fictional character in fantasy games and much less in the real world.
The author, namely me, Andr Michael Pietroschek, is not backed or supported by any company,
industry or rich widows who just couldn't resist my alternate kind of beauty.
Against all crappy villainy and their pseudo-excuses for stealing stuff, this entire work is my mental
property, mentioning of research files or quotes excepted. This includes my own responsibility of paying
taxes, using funds to purchase new hardware and software and pay the fee of courses to improve my
education and expertise.
The only chance of legally possessing this publishing of me, namely Andr Michael Pietroschek, is that
you have purchased your personal copy from me. Only exception is me. This means, the 1st amp generic
license which I gave for up to 20 files published cost-free is invalid for this file.

Introduction
When something makes me angry, afraid or otherwise emotionally shaken, then I know only two
common personal explanations. The first is struggling with memories, mistakes or my own wrongdoings
from the past and I keep this out of here, it is not my diary after all.
The second explanation is, that the person or topic kept its own being meaningful to me, even when I
was convinced, that precisely that is not the case or no longer the case.
This 2nd meaning is, what completely mundane and even scientific people or topics have really in
common with spirituality. My own saying was, that the physical shell or simply our body must be alive,
to indulge anything, be it online games, lectures at university, or the spiritual aspects of our existence as
human beings.
In this text I have to take care of matters, which I ignored or excluded in many of my cost-free works. I
did that, for many of the cost-free files were written, as I would have spoken it on day of writing it. It is,
even with a growing number of readers, still part of me, to read some of my notes or stories and
contemplate, how my way of perceiving the world has changed, degenerated or improved in the time
since the day of publishing.
For the core topic here, I will work, to make it in simple sentences, no chapter full of theories and
nothing copied in, no hermetic rituals and no enochian keys to fill pages either. Another part I have to
clarify: The only chance of legally possessing this publishing of me, namely Andr Michael Pietroschek,
is that you have purchased your personal copy from me. Only exception is me. This means, the 1st amp
generic license which I gave for up to 20 files published cost-free is invalid for this file.

The author is no fanatic, so I expect a purchased download to be read by the purchasing person
as the mate or maybe one or two friends. In truth, it could be even the three to six people who
intent, though wrongly from my perspective, to form a coven or similar clich occult.

I am not betraying my oath to what I call the Lady Villainy either. Though if I could speak
clearly on what I consider proper punishment, then a lot of people would find the file no longer
part of civilized society at all. Some of my mental property was stolen in the past and yes, some
rogues will get away with nearly everything. Nobody could guarantee that you are one of those
though.

Now the important part for readers. You do not need to like me, you do not need to identify
with me and you do not need to practice anything I label important. If you misunderstand or
abuse my guidance, that is really your responsibility though.

And some will do it on purpose, as I do not support their fraud, orgies or delusional incompetence
labeled magick, Wicca or equivalent. For now I want to make the kind of experience which becomes so
common. Publishing occult stuff.

I know, that occasionally people supported and funded by a sect, cult or the good old greedy industry
have a seemingly much easier time. Outside of the United States of America most people at least had
enough character to admit in their works, how many people helped them on grammar, structure and
even content.
I have to do all my work alone, it shows and it slows me down. The only clich secretary I could force to
do my work for me is either me again, or the company which offers this as an online project, but does
not guarantee that my copyright and mental property are protected.
What I offer you is a chance. A chance to learn a minimum of what the other side, be it of society, or the
side which is not just shiny white light, love, peace and harmony spawns in the lowborn ranks. Magick
talks lots of love, yet does it ever act due love or embody love?
As a chance is not much, I offered something I learned from living my life and having support on
learning. I would call it independence, or lack of pressure. This means, that you as the reader are
positioned like what many in the occult subcultures could call a magus, even female as I do not shun
equality here, or the high priest. While it does not make you ranked, it gives you a quite comfortable
and secure position.
This position is, because you read my writing without having to evidence, that you actually understand
it at all. Even better, most of you have no need at all in their entire lifetime, to outmatch me or anybody
else on such topics either.
The saying I mentioned in several files was: Find your own truth, for only you can live your life. Here,
I have to add a warning which all deserve in my opinion. Do not exclude thorough contemplation,
investigation and analysis of what ignoring a selected topic may have in consequence. Make sure it is not
assumption, hubris, delusion or equivalent which makes you ignore what you dislike.
Because we as humans can dislike, what still is the best solution. Because we all can dislike, what we still
need or will need later. I once heard that problems are solutions waiting to be realized. While cookie
wisdom is not all, mistakes happen to every human being and correcting such mistakes before they seal
your proverbial fate is a precious skill. Recognizing that and what kind of mistake you have made is a
skill worth improving, too.
This file is exclusively for adult people. The greatest generic problem is that words have different
meanings to different individuals. Such can be overcome by the human mind. Another classic problem
is, that I know certain cultures as religions defy the occult.
I do not expect to change this, yet our democracy likes it, when we treat all people of the world as equals
instead of doing, what was stopped in 1945. I was not asked, if I want to be German. I was born
German and live with it.

At least the terms as used by the self-announced Beast of Revelation make it simpler, than even fantasy
online games did. Magick or Sorcery, that was the distinguishing by A.C. Society and media might prefer
something like mentalism versus mesmerism, or villainy versus honest work? Oops.
Nice that even 1917 the difference of psychological and magical was mentioned, even defined. Mostly to
be purposely ignored by people for their own selfish agenda. From Freud to any other egomaniac creep
hiding behind, within and among proper society.
It was a day, when my not mundane cloak was taken from me, only to be returned some hours later. It
was neither the wind, nor demons which in modern are often known as academics though. It is just
mundane copyright, which keeps me from pasting a summary into the text. Seems you must do your
own homeworks?
Thanks for the note on Turks and Norse. It read like racism, before I spend years as a lowborn in a
European society. But this must be my petty scheme-attempt, to discredit Frater Haribo or the
psychotic order of the golden pawn or such.
Maybe some agent of the ass-drum? Quite vulgar, but even a conspiracy theory seems much more real,
than that kind of brain-crap. A film or movie named The golden key packed it into clich of Voodoo,
Candomble and in such context I would be sided with Obeah. Snake versus Spider so even a shaman
could grasp some of the meaning.
My apologies: Snake, in the core of symbolism, for prudence and venomous murder and WebGangsta, or
simply spider, for mettle and venomous murder. I admit, that honestly reminding of the symbolic, often
kept secret, murder-aspect, spoils my chances for paying customers.

If I would choose a tattoo, then maybe even a spider. Though one for killing a N-Word, like
those US Pseudo-Nazis is simply not possible. I am German, even Nazis are different here. And
do I really seem so fond of rules, structures and grammar? ;-)

I never perceived any prudence in reports on Voodoo, but loads of superstitious and very primitive rites.
I never found any fascinating or confident parts on Obeah either. Some truths may be more global, than
my words can express properly.
Some hours before creative-crafting this note, I read that Illuminati got their own role-playing game,
even before that movie revealed the world-shaking... no, Lara Croft had already used them as
background goons, because orcs & androids didn't fit the setting.
I am neither gifted, nor chosen outside of the games I play on occasion. I long accepted, that my own
notes, essays, short-stories and such will not enlighten the world. Yet some of my notes are of more
quality, than I expected myself.

I know something about the dark side! Or I think I know. As I do not practice it, it makes no difference
to me. But maybe you are the born sorcerer type who just needed notes from a German pauper?

The dark gift or talent comes by birth. As I do not have it, I noticed that when trying to change
sides. It is no costumed social club which one can switch, if one sucks the right cock or licks the
right lips or pays the proper bribes. That's not fair! ;-)

If summoning, or inviting demons to take over your body, works at all, then they will always
win. Only those birth-bound or fated to what a hobby cabbalist might call death angels could
recognize the proper practice which such idiotic-psychotic clich with the black mass and
animal pain scaring off spirits or at least all style and cleanliness, dabble about in a repetitive
stupor. It is not the slaves and pawns of such death angels, but those who could be called like
manifested aspects of the death angels. Real dark souls and against Satanist clich costumed
brutes and rapists are not precisely the majority in such ilks.

Even Hell has it's heroes. Again the same saying came about Hel, a Norse pseudo-goddess as
their definition is harshly more than what I would call a mortal adept.

For me personally this topic is only useful for fiction. So if I could find out, what weakly pseudodark imbecile must you be, if you can't? Rhetorical question.

You would need several of my files, if I brought up anything which is new to you in occult
context. Among them would be all real world occult notes I shared at
http://scribd.com/pauper/documents as copies at www.esnips.de

I wanted to do you the favor of placing nine dots, as 666 and angel number 18, or in short all numbers
which Gematria can turn into 9 are claimed to be of the devil... I decided for the Hierophant, as Tarot
surely is close enough for an unpaid fat skinhead like me. So the hermit is, what most newbies expect
from the major arcane number XV...
I forgot one note, yet if finished, unfinished or not, publishing brings me no gain and somehow that
reflects in my motivation. Sooner or later I may tweak all my insights away from real world occult into
fantasy role-play though.
Now a reminder of my attitude on date of writing needs to be added:
Like with sports it is with spiritual or roleplay, I won't lose overweight by someone else doing workouts
I have to do my own.

The start of this file was inspired by historical texts of the Occult NOT academic texts ABOUT
the Occult.

WARNING: Jewish graveyards have security? Clothing of the dead was named as one of the
ritual components. And I love cats, I would write that different. But I am just an author, not the
dark sorcerer leading a real cult anyway. See the 1917 O.T.O. Version of Moonchild et cetera.
Recurrent fashions may mean recurrent deluded cultists, too.

My little warning to our fellow Jewish earthlings may seem a bit weird, overdosed or futile. Yet
Nachahmungstter, like those who copy crimes, for whatever agenda, vice or madness are not a local
German phenomena.
Then, I am not a psychologist, yet it is, even in pop-culture or pop-psychology and even by common
sense quite clear, that torturing animals and doing sacrifices, while really expecting a demon or devil or
spirit to answer such, is in truth the worship of violent madness and craven sadism.
As often as we like to depict the enemy, opponent, or from villains perspective, the rightful ruler or
enforcer of the law as something dumb, twisted and flawed: That can't be the full truth, as such alone
rarely makes a real threat.
And those magick-pseudo-duels: What kind of triumph is it, when you defeat a weaker creature which
didn't even want to duel? Ganging up on someone or bullying weaker frames are both examples of how
such a flawed, false victory makes darkness in consequence.
Darkness in consequence? Sure, sometimes even the law does it job and so forth. Even just breaking a
nose with a one-punch-affair is, among civilized adults & even to this German pauper, known as
forbidden by law. It is mostly, that in the lowborn realms people have misunderstood this to mean
don't get caught.
I, as countless other people, authors, stars and musicians, have noted similar about avoiding escalation
instead of dying due it.
A fight you need to fight is usually recognized and quite different from a victim you just want to hurt.
Self-Defense is a right, violence a kind of crime.
Lack of Satanist-Style Witches

This is my personal confession written in my personal words for it. Confidential stuff, usually only told
to priests, therapists or, for those who are not losers, after sex? In this file, that is my decision. I ended up
as a fat degenerate because I did not get laid with my proper choice of dark-occult-goth-punk witches in
my youth. Yes. Because they never met me, or were smart enough to chose better, I lost all energy to
keep in shape and any care for looking like a cultivated man. Remember prudence versus mettle? Page
one.
And I chose witches, for, beyond Paul Huson and G., they are of their own ilk. The dagger and the knife,
the husband and the wife. On power I could tell, that you won't find it in hell. I am living with a curse
on planet dying earth. They promised me the better, and gave me all the worse.
In the old version I noted here: How could squeamish self-pity with a sexist streak be wrong or misplaced in an occult note?
Maybe you didn't understand its real meaning. Though the law is the law, love is just love and hate is just hate.

Killing by magick or sorcery

Is it real, or fiction, you will never know while you fight to survive an occult gung-ho! Derivative respin of a line I heard in a song.
Persistent rumor to lure customers to be exploited for money? Delusions of grandeur? The ritual is damn
well known in most occult circles and subcultures. I remember two versions from the self-declared Beast
of Revelations and I guess, that Satanism with the rite of destruction or vengeance offered a third
alternative.
Of course alternatives which all do not work in reality wouldn't be too precious, as fantasy online games
have much cooler stuff in the art & special effects departments. It is said that the devil protects its
own. I guess it is a translation error, as the devil protects its property and interests may really be the
truth.
Until becoming one with 'what the adversary, devil, or shadow of god, is all about' happens with extraordinary efficiency. I would remind of the subjective nature of emotional rush versus the harsh reality
we live in.

Invocation (inviting ethereal or spiritual forces to control your body) has been a sign of insanity
and incompetence to me from the start. If you can't handle it, just call it a paradigm-discrepancy
or perception-based difference?

I really forgot the classic voodoo puppet. Effigy and sympathy or antipathy. One day labeled important
and the next the same sources claim that only suggestion works at all. Not completely true from my
experience, though science is closer to the truth, than the delusions of spirit worlds, literal magic and
every weirdo being super-powered. Maybe the development is like a spiral of prowess and at each
crucial point one either unlocks the only potential one has, or the only features which one has learned
so far. If one handles the crucial moment instead of wasting it?

Orc & Zombie equivalent of Crowley&Co

What could someone like me summarize sorcery to be then? Sorcery is a style of choice. In its core it
means looking upon facts instead of looking into occult books. Sorcery means application of intuition,
empathy and charisma whereby the guile, will as efficiency of the user should grow with experience.
Sorcery means independence from all magick, witchcraft and so forth. Sorcery means, the magick bunch
may attack & sabotage you even against all law & ignoring human rights. Sorcery means just do it where
magick pesters to satisfy egomaniacs.
Sorcery would tendentiously be learned by inspiration instead of by pseudo-academic instruction.
Sayings like the truth may come in strange disguises or the occults the truly gifted could even learn
from a comic book or soap series hint at diversity and intuitive progress.

Sorcery has the same risk of attracting lunatics, psychopaths, villains and weirdos, which is long
scientifically evidenced about the shiny-white-light legion, witchcraft, shamanic or magick.
Sorcery lacks the enslavement treachery done by masters & magi, as personal development instead of
invented ranks makes it harder, to form some want-to-be-occult-lodge or similar.
Sorcery usually works by personal imagination & competence instead of dogmatic-submissive posturing
around some predefined or outright fraud model of magick or paradigm.
Sorcery knows of no spirit world, no astral plane or such in the literal meaning. Astral comes down to
sound or acoustic in certain translations. Sound is known in the real world most of us know they live in.
Sorcery aims to work in the real world, even if it is just like spiritual indulgence, meditation or karma
yoga.
In sorcery any clich is either outright a failure, or some attempt, to create humor, easy examples or art.
The 2nd is usually proclaimed along, to avoid confusion instead of spreading it. Personal skill level and
attitude may spoil it on occasion.
Sorcery strives for clarity and free global sharing of the basics, where magick encrypts, to build itself
into a harshly legal pseudo-elite instead.
Sorcery is a way of life, not a course or product to sell. Sorcerers would be paid for advanced services or
instruction where the individual asking for it fails. Sorcery is evil, as it does not want the poor people to
suffer, while the rich villains celebrate.
Sorcery tries to balance the scales. So if there is an evil clich sorcerer, somewhere else a good clich
sorcerer could be expected. Personal responsibility is known in sorcery, though as always, villains, freaks
and brutes have it easier, to get media attention.
Sorcery would ask nobodies opinion, it is a part of the world we live in, even though the outdated title
raises too high expectations.
Sorcery works independent of skin color, religion or political membership. Sorcery would see love and
hate like just another yin & yang, it is feeling love and hate which would be the personal part to handle
for each individual.
I could write more, yet then those who published before me could not be used as sources for comparison
at all. Further, I would make some mistakes and I would be wrong occasionally, too. Maybe I even made
mistakes in this file, though true to my start, I already corrected some, too.

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The spiritual path & the unspoken lore

An American saying states, that males joining any kind of group lose all their personality and common
sense. While I agree on the context tendentiously, I was busy wondering, from what European source
that was plagiarized, though it could be an Asian or African source just as easily.

Of course I may have made a mistake in history, as USA was in the beginning and created god and the
world, so all is somehow American property... in case you didn't notice, that was an attempt of cynicism
or sarcasm. Watching American Dad or Family Guy was fun to me on occasion though.
I wished and prayed, that a president Obama could correct more mistakes and redeem more of the
crimes and symbolical bad blood. I held back my anger, kept it friendly with the few Americans I had to
encounter and hoped for the best. Of course this is like hoping for lots of money a futile and naive
crap.
Why I wrote this under a headline of lore or ideas on sorcery? To make it possible, for all people of the
world to have their chance of contemplating. USA is a good example, after all. A good example of how
many Non-US-Americans are already keeping their true opinion unspoken and that not just Gitmo or a
Muslim fanatic gutting anybody perceived as pro-US are damn real and not spiritual-pipe or drug-dream
kind of everyday life risks.
A sorcerer or sorceress, as any real world mortal inspired due sorcery, would simply indulge the personal
spirituality in the dosage, which works in the own life. Of course the early years would include quite
some trial and error, though be reminded: Some warnings are placed, because the consequences are
irreversible and damn cruel.
The beast of revelation wrote something like: No matter, if you drink poisoned wine by accident or on
purpose, it might kill you anyway. Did you ever perceive blood on your tooth-brush while using it? A
bleeding wound in the mouth could transfer HIV or other viruses with just one kiss, even if you take a
condom for the carnal acrobatics part of your sex-life.
Critical thinking and creative thinking fill many pages. Some are real good quality, others are decent.
Some are rubbish, yet if you find the time, read through good, beneficial& helpful books completely,
instead of thinking that searching, or even worse, waiting for inspiration is the one and only.
Invisible forces then, could be as simple as a boss deciding you are fired behind closed doors, when you
have no secret spy-cam installed. And such spying is a crime in plenty of countries, too. And just in case
you ever think that you know all about this world and it is even true, then take the time to investigate
the world your brain makes up as what you perceive as dreams? Or maybe you even visualize and
sense for its meaning?

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I keep a little secret here, as I am a bit sickly as usual and would not formulate it thorough enough for
my own taste right now. Really, not getting paid was just my secondary motivation imperative.

Avengers are said to belief, that they perceive the truth which those around them are too
corrupted for to admit. Is anything in life that easy? Did humanity invent the each case must
be investigated completely to judge properly really just for money-making? I would not think
so.

And who defined, what a magician is anyway? Lets imagine we would be demons. Some kind of fallen
angel, tainted spirit or simplified, spiritual hell-spawn. We are just lingering around earth and as it
happens, we hear somebody calling us. So far even mortals get it done. Now we go looking, who is
calling us. Something like this happens in plenty of cases, in which using a door-bell replaces being
called. Other times its the vibrating or sound of a cellular phone or the beep or sound of a portable
notebook.
As we look around, some weird mortal stands there, his hands harshly cleansed from the special-chalk
low quality artwork on the ground. And indeed, a demon appeared. Surprise, surprise.
So far, nothing in this fictional and reminding scenario makes the mortal a magician. Yet somebody
declared that Dr. Faust was a great magician. Doctor implies, that he was some form of academic, where
most expect medical science, it could be a honors doctor which means less.
Maybe he was dabbling in magick or similar, maybe he was deluded that this hogwash made him an
elite being. Yet besides demons, there are ephemera. Ephemera a newer term for hallucinations. Then
there is fraud as well. Academic hubris is a centuries old stain to their claim of supremacy. And here the
venom, or dark side of Christianity spoils it for sure. Nobody else was there and still, while knowing
they can't even check the facts, people believe in Dr. Faust.
Some are just academics who lie and cheat to protect their own ilks reputation from being breached, as
they do not like to be recognized as a sort of criminally insane who just happen to memorize certain
books and abusing the term science as their mantra of choice. Others of such a bunch, academic or not,
are becoming cultists. Many of them by purpose and in the old ages, people were often bored. No TV, no
computers and most could not even read books. Porn comics were damn rare, too.
When even hell has its heroes, could I assume,
that even heaven or paradise have their villains?
Cultists in this context as in many scientifically evidenced cases of the modern age are not deluded.
Plenty of cultists often chose the insane path for whatever motivation they might call it. Among others,
madness can be its own rush.

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And then maybe the saying, that time is the fire in which all of us burn, is simply not all. The morbid
glee which makes people watch instead of help, by now, in 2009, an old hat in most countries of the
Western Democracies. Maybe some burn in the fire of madness? Maybe others are driven by flames of
greed? Some bath in self-pity (the black waters) or even more dysfunctional stuff.
Normal people, as far as the simplification works, have a tendency to expect, that reason and insight
work in the way they are used to. When they make somebody realize that something is baleful or
criminal, they expect persons to stop their misbehavior? Nowadays people caught in such a constellation
tendentiously worship, celebrate or indulge wrongness even more because they get media-attention or
corporate money for it.
The law. Well, a lot of sickening went on, because the law allowed it to happen, or was corrupted and
tainted enough, to become part of the problem instead of part of the solution. Reformation to make the
law be there for all the people again?

Not proper in context, yet even the Tarot hints at two law-instances. Roughly there is a great
difference between justice (usually 8 or 11) and the judgment (mostly the 20) major arcane cards.
Helpful Reading even poor startup sorcerers & sorceresses can muster:

Prelude to the black arts by Nate Leved (& Devil Etan?)

Codex Magica & Benjamin Rowe on Scrying

Skeptics Dictionary. Pacts with the Devil by S. Jason Black & C.S. Hyatt

All books on a sufficient dose of solitude without losing social skills.

The personal Devil by A. Stanford.

Wikipedia, it has plenty of summaries & listed sources

No reading replaces common sense & critical thinking when done properly though!
Notes on bookworm lore

Magick is auto-supreme, for magick minions insist it to be so? Cute. Did you note, how they know it all
better on shamanism and witchcraft, which they usually never practiced, just as well?
Initiation is not welcoming. Initiation is the process from 'someone who wants to' into 'someone being
able to'. What authors these days call initiation is harshly anything but an introduction. A real initiation
is a major transformation experience.
Programming or Indoctrination, which must be completely overcome in plenty of theories, are a
necessity for a magus. The conformity & dysfunctional ritual of church, not even the pope is immortal or
wields super-powers, is only socially or culturally distinguished from the even more idiotic conformity
& dysfunctional ritual of magick, witchcraft, and Satanism.

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More idiotic, for the latter had clear warning to avoid that at all costs. So either they wanted to
be frauds or psychotic from the start, or they are even too ignorant for that. One cannot trust
people who so clearly show symptoms of split personality disorder, hypocrisy or retelling
century old and often stolen book lore.

Angels, Devils and Demons are spiritual beings. The kind of spiritual being any idiot who read one book
on magick can boss around. Megalomania for the occult-crazed.
Phantasm and Imagination are easy. Visualization is no miracle either. If you talk with an angel or
demon in a dream, does this really scientifically evidence their existence in the real world? No, it does
not.
Take this key to so called bestsellers: Remind yourself, that by majority the book is paid for before the
purchasing persons know, what is written in it.
Alternately contemplate, why Aleister Crowley, Frater Peruabo, Lilith and Gerald Gardner and Carlos
Castaneda actually never outmatched Harry Potter, Adolf Hitler or anyone else, if they were all archmagi of phenomenal power level or reincarnated Merlin?

I guess: Somebody wanted insanity to rise high in society, to overwhelm the Western
Democracies of Europe and the US Military Tyranny with it.

Organized crime to common rogue want the quick and easy money. Such explains, why plagiarism and
theft of mental property dominated literature of all kinds for decades already.
While Codex Magica has its suspicions and Pacts with the Devil has a fierce faith in its same clich as
usual magick, even the majority of their followers never profit from that in any form, spiritual or
monetary. Wasted time never comes back, a truth on Ipad, ebook and Book all the same.

Core symbols of sorcery

In truth? None. Just do it&just be it. Yet some symbols have a meaning so pestering as recurrent in
spiritual endeavors, that they may nearly deserve to be mentioned as the decorative part of the core.
Occult cosmetics?
1. The lantern or flashlight as the crown of the other four symbols.
2. The blade, often stiletto or knife, though specific type is not a must.
3. The staff. No compromise here, the staff is crucial.
4. A pocket mirror though the even better classic cup works, too.
5. The amulet as the pentacle is for Faustian losers.

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What headline did I select here? Core symbols of sorcery, not core fetishes with which you run around
through the real world. A short manual to get their meaning will follow.
Research, what the lantern or lamp of Hermes Trismegistus is about, check the tarot hermit for it has a
lesser version of the same light source in plenty of descriptions. Understand the meaning and then note
it in your own words for it. That is your lantern or lamp or flashlight symbol as you start.
For the other four symbols take the tarot you like the most and the tarot you dislike the most ( if you
give a damn, take Rider&Waite tarot deck) and go through the basic meanings of the cards of similar
symbolism. Find the core symbolism for your four symbols by choosing the three most beneficial and
the three most baleful meanings which you can find.
This is more, than any real sorcerer or sorceress has in the first attempts and it reduces the chance of
being brainwashed or indoctrinated in one single cult or agenda.
Lay down on your bed or elsewhere, close your eyes and relax. Take your time until breath is calm and
any disturbing turbulence of thoughts or irrational fear is handled by you. Now instead of visualizing,
sense if any of the meanings you selected feels wrong or flawed to you. Repeat this at minimum once
per year to update your meanings to your own progress and experience.
The most important ritual of sorcery
Make it work in the real world, or admit that you just enjoy a pseudo-spiritual daydream. This often has
lesser side-effects like self-preservation or dying when you want to. I admit that you may less often be
seen as the weirdo dabbling pseudo-threats about dark, infernal or abyssal though.
The generic time a sorcery ritual takes
Truthfully, precisely as long, as you need to get it really done. To balance this statement, rituals which
take less then a year of continuous efforts are only for greedy guru types ever more than newbie
posturing. Some of what I call effects are spontaneous, yet making them happen could have taken even a
lifetime. Yes, harder than I wanted to remind, yet damn true by facts.
The true master & mistress of sorcery
Sorcery itself which in a way is your own talent and expertise with what I summarize as sorcery. If you
want a sacred marriage, in case somebody still recognizes symbolism, then make it the sacred marriage
of sorcery with the world which allows us to get away with it. No deity worship and nothing else which
could replace or compensate a lack of personal expertise or confidence.

If collective unconscious is true, then maybe contacting the archetype of sorcery could be an
option. Though that is not a verbal communication either. Some empathy is needed.

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The best paradigm of sorcery

Perceive the facts and understand, what they mean for your life in the real world. Take care for the best
and do what you can to prevent the worst. Enjoy your life and do not be too harsh on yourself or others
if you can't make all your expectations real.
The best lore on sorcery
Your memories after some years of practice, as they include all which the symbolic lantern made you see
differently or understand in much deeper detail, too.
A dark secret of sorcery
Sorcery is for centuries said, to draw people down. Not into hell, but into the lower realms of society.
This means, if you are a street-punk, then such is much less shocking, as when you have worked yourself
up or have been born into a richer family risking it all.
I do not know, if this is true, as I accredit my own state as consequence of wrong decisions and failures,
lack of better options and a sickness sealing my proverbial fate anyway.
Yet from my point of view, people have the right, to know such beforehand. The same is true about
making enemies, because choosing your own sorcery instead of being slave to a dogma or pseudoestablished sect or cult could mean a lot of people will hate, envy and despise you. Mostly because you
evidence that you were stronger with something they craved. You went your own way where they
became despicable pawns of a fraud master or mistress & such.
My own last generic warning
Do not summon or call to forces, just because somebody claimed they are harmless or beneficial. Check
for the truth, before you ever consider something that dumb and self-destructive. If you call Satan
because somebody promised that is a very good idea in his or her best-selling book, then it is you who
suffers if they were lying or deluded idiots as usual. What if Satan appears only to gut you for
considering it a harmless fluffy demon you could boss around? What if the competition fakes rituals to
actually enslave or fool independents or those who could win any fair contest?

Servitors, familiars & homunculi

A long known clich or a lasting rumor does still not mean, that it is true at all. The existence of such
outside of fantasy, stone-masonry or art could never be proven. Mistaking the metaphor for the meaning
is a trademark lunacy especially in hermetic magick and chaos magick.

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Though academics have a great talent for this, too. Familiar includes liar, too. Insisting and claiming, like
frantic children. So much can be found in the real world. The rest? The higher ceremonial magick of
shooting foes with a high caliber gun would not be such a crucial remark, if any idiot who read some
occult books could automatically reign supreme.
Believing in something does not make it real. And the stupor shows in the facts. A disturbed weirdo may
have some talents, yet nothing stronger or smarter than such a weirdo could be brought forth,
summoned or created by such a weirdo.
The lack of deities, gods, demons, devils and spirits in sorcery
If precaution, common sense and scientific revelations are not enough, then understand this, too. Most
people have nothing to offer and if mortals do not like to be unpaid, why should this be different with
anybody or anything else. Further, we do not have the advantage that demons or devils rip the flesh
from any satanic loudmouth instantly.
Expectations in our age are dangerously malformed by Hollywood films or movies and similar. Most
faked rituals are nonsense, a waste of time at worst. Maybe a social backlash when those who fooled you
put pictures or films on you-tube or my-video or such pages.
On the summoning part, it is simply that nobody could force powers greater than the own potential to
do anything. Further insulting such powers may not always be the best decision either. How dumb must
they be if they need you, me or any other mortal to tell them what is going on? Damn dumb or so blind
that they remain useless.
If against all science and against my own view such forces exist in the vast and easy to access amounts
other occult authors claim it to be, then sorcery forces, deities, devils, demons, spirits or servitors would
work on their own behalf. This would mean, the beneficial ones help on matters they like and the
baleful ones sabotage your progress where they like it or simply both kinds do it because that is their
natural way.
It remains though, that all the rituals, all the incantations as all the invocations, evocations and whatever
else are made by mortals. Mortals always have their own agenda or if not, maybe they just lost their
mind.
If you are in dire need of a call to forces, try this one verbally as non-verbally at your own risk:
Come as what I call a friend with all it implies and communicate to me in a way I understand, who you
really are, how or if I should contact you and what kind of a bargain we could make as what
consequences it would have for my life and well-being!

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Visualizing
Science brought forth the revelation, that all such visions or dreams in which we see ourselves are
actually pure fallacy. My own suspicion went a notch deeper.
Everything we visualize is part of us. Everything we visualize is a product of our own brain. So if I shoot
my wicked enemy or butcher the guy who got the women laid whom I lusted for then this is not
precisely high magick, but immature defeatism I couldn't handle.
Everything visualized, including the weapon, magic circle or the wicked foe of my example taken from
several dark masters is just a picture or film my brain cooks up for me. It comes down to that several
occult books tell you attacking parts of yourself is some supreme way to off the enemy. It is not.
Backlash. Some suspect unconscious guilt or the great power any occult crap-head could call forth to be
the explanation. What if I am not that wrong? What if they attacked themselves in their deluded hubris
and just suffered the consequence?
Why should the subconscious be that much dumber, than even the dysfunctional weirdos the occult
subcultures have in mass-production since writing a book made any author an instant-master?
Forget what is said, mistrust what is believed & ignore what is written. Perceive the facts and
understand the true meaning before you turn your life into a psychotic waste just because you wanted,
thought, or believed something to be true.
The sensing of sorcery
Within the first year of practice any initiate should discover three truths about it.
1. Without sensing most visualizations are just fallacy.
2. Visualization and sensing have an interdependence.
3. The intuitive, old-term subconscious, part of our mind can spontaneously use the 1 st two here to
achieve a result by the same principle magick accredits to the will in ritual.
This sounds very easy, like a weekend esoterica course. It is not, as it remains mere knowledge until you
understand your own why, how and for what of the topics. Then practical application to increase skill.
After a while sensing the when, the proper moment for spirituality or real world explorations may
become easier, too.

The opposite, the deluded failure, was shown in The Blair Witch Project. Sensing within,
introspective application, is helpful, as it is the first necessary step to contemplate and meditate
about sorcery you wish to use instead of just watching it happen.

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When I give you the colors, you may even find out, why spiritually it is no hypocrisy or disorder, to
sense colors. Though this simplification is wrong, to sense, what meaning of the colors is true to you
would be more proper. Sensing outwards, into the mundane world, comes in at minimum two flavors.
1. Sensing where your own intuition wants to guide you and hopefully enough artifice or acumen
to find out why.
2. Sensing the aura-equivalent, hints on peoples intent or psychological state, or in easier words
training your empathy by frequent application, maybe contemplating each experience afterwards, and trial and error.
Empathic communication in sorcery
After one year of meditation and sensing-visualization practice even a mediocre initiate should be
capable to communicate non-verbally with the own self or all empathic links existent. This is the
introversion, no instant-telepathy for the mundane world.
Its effect includes truth like the fact, that pseudo-articulating thoughts to yourself does not only become
superfluous, you even know from experience how much it slowed you down.
Further the insight that the labeled cognitive part of our mind can rely on the intuitive part of our mind
knowing their intent already is reinforced by experiencing it on a regular. True confidence is usually
based on the fact, that it is simply the true and functional way.
As a side-effect some people may get a feeling for people close to them being about to call them by
phone or about to show up as visitors. Independent of that some practitioners have an increased sense of
brewing trouble, though this is not because of increased perception in the physical senses, it is because
of improved understanding of what your physical senses already are up to get aware of.
Nothing of this is paranormal, preternatural or magical. Yet it is, to a minor degree, a recurrent
experience for all people who improve their spirituality and practice meditation.
Those who didn't give up may have found out, that drug-abuse, false friends and villainy take a toll on
their own life which they may have been ignorant of for too long. People with mental disorders should
not do such, as they need a competent therapist or psychiatrist to guide them back to well-being.

Calling the patron of sorcery

Several texts claim that there is a patron of sorcery. Nearly as many claim, that this patron of sorcery is
needed and that it only answers to the name and ritual, which the specific author shared with you, the
paying customers.

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Until the patron of sorcery is the lover of Latin, too, it makes no sense to keep it imperium romanum,
simply because all their pseudo-deities are known to be replaced by equivalents in the paradigms made
as the link to dumb conformist types sects, cults and early pagans needed.
If your true self is divine, special or powerful, couldn't that be true for all the other true selves as well?
How did I come to the notion of egomaniacs in magick...If you don't know the name, address it by title?
Read following spontaneous example:
Patron of Sorcery, come as what I call an ally with all it implies and communicate to me in a way I
understand, who you really are, how or if I should contact you, and what kind of a bargain we could
make, as what consequences it would have for my life and well-being!
The Thule-Dagger & dark misunderstandings

The unpleasant truths we all have to live with. Though on plenty it remains true, that if you freak out
and commit crimes, then you are responsible for it.
Spiritual topics should remain where spirituality properly belongs. Taking occult symbolism literally, no
matter if by ignorance, purpose or delusion, is in most cases wrong. To extrovert it by doing in the real
world, what is no problem in the spiritual pseudo-world of imagination, dreams and visualized films
before the so called minds eye, is flawed at best. It can become outright psychotic, murderous and worse.
Henceforth in sorcery the symbols should never be enriched by pseudo-occult material paraphernalia.
If you carry a knife or dagger, then you carry a weapon. Sometimes that alone is already illegal. Other
times, even if you thought, believed or planned to use it only for cutting herbs, mushrooms or waving it
around at the altar or equivalent you crafted, other times it goes awry.
Wytcha and Curren have different understandings. When people dedicated to the dark side or left hand
path show up wielding weapons, why should anybody throw their life away to trust people who
perceive trust as a stupor which deserves death?
When you understand the symbolism you can apply all you need to maximize your spirituality. From
the moment such aspects where externalized they were open to abuse, exploitation and of course
villainy and depravity.
Even in magick people admitted, that they are not necessary. This, even as plenty of magick people
actually perceived them as a nice merchandise for extra income. So their love for money and their love
for encouraging insane or villainous behavior was always stronger than their love of government law
and the victims killed or hurt due the consequences it made possible. Magick called it love, I called it
irresponsible greed.

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Not squeamish. If you kill then you kill, that is not spiritual in itself. There is no reason to do something
with extra baleful or illegal consequences when you can get a similar result without baleful
consequences and without more effort.
Who claimed otherwise? Usually people who declared their freak-out, perversion and degeneration to
be advantages. Aesop fable The fox who lost his tail.
Wicca and shamanic herbalism are just one example of not overstepping the boundaries of being
citizens. It is not illegal as such, but most people instantly only do illegal deeds with it. The bad
reputation was fueled by freak-outs, crimes and atrocities for centuries. Noticing that others are not
flawless does not neutralize the truth of it either.
Would Satanism be a pawn of larger cults and corporations, if it would be what it promised and deluded
itself to believe then? Maybe the own flaws are more unpleasant as they often stay true.
Limitations of the will
From childhood on most of us had to realize, that the mundane world does not act as butler to our every
will and whim. Learning to distinguish will from whim is often a crucial experience as otherwise it tends
to turn against us simply by consequences. The will, by the definition of magick, which overestimated it,
is more complex than the will as people call and define it in everyday life. The proper definition, and its
meaning, must be understood before you can decide, if that is the course you want to live, or the course
you want to evade, escape from, or neutralize.
The first decisive deficiency of the will is, it must be mustered or activated by conscious choice. This
means, a lot of magick types are so good in theory and so bad in defense, because they specialized in
their worshiped ideal instead of learning all-round basics first. Intimidation, charming and seduction
work in the real world, though such do not always guarantee the result we want to achieve with them.
Any artist could imagine or describe in quite color-rich choice of words, how a simple threat, a friendly
smile or a lusty look made an emotional stir rise up in our minds.
The results depend much on who targets whom and the momentary state of the participants. On the
streets people either shake it off or react to it. In magick many who claimed mastery still would have to
run towards their extroverted ritual chamber, dress in their costume of power and start doing a two
hours ritual to even attempt doing what most punks and harlots succeed with on a regular. My way of
sorcery does not claim supremacy. It just pledges more allegiance to facts, learning to handle them and
individual expertise than to believing in Crowley, Gerald Gardner or anybody else. Indeed this means
that believing in Andr Michael Pietroschek, who is me, the author, is certainly no less superfluous.
Either something inspires you, where inspires and makes you criminally abuse it are not the same, or
something doesn't. Inspiration means you get the idea of learning or indulging perceived parts of it, no
more, no less. Sometimes we succeed with it, other times we may fail.

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Minor Orientation - Rankings in sorcery

As spirituality is its own master and mistress, people with inferiority complexes might be shaken by my
admittance of the obvious. Same for egomaniacs.
1. Novice. Somebody with no practical expertise in meditation, intuition and typical occult
attempts to achieve something spiritually. This type of person becomes rarer in the information
age. Untapped potential meaning of the fool in some tarot definitions describes it quite well. The
first three months of practicing, meditation and self-initiation.
2. Initiate. Somebody who practiced techniques to indulge and improve the own spiritual aspects,
including the inner magician&the inner high priestess. This kind of person is capable of
meditation and gets some of what rituals want to achieve done in the own way. The first two
years of practice, meditation and self-initiation.
3. Adept. Somebody who has developed reliable judgment of the own skills and the own spiritual
as occult potential, including the inner magician&the inner high priestess, due research,
meditation and practical expertise. Instead of delving deeper and deeper in occult books, these
persons attune or arrange their way of life more and more with the necessities of their own
everyday-life demands. Up to five years of practicing, meditation and self-initiation.
4. Adept-X. These adepts are like regular adepts, yet they decided to combine their path with
another occult or mythic path. Magick only works in theory. Satanism, Science, Zen, Tao, Yoga,
Channeling, Shamanic or Wicca may work for real. Maybe just so far, yet why not.
5. Sorcerer or Sorceress. Somebody who has developed reliable, above average or in other words
veteran, judgment of the own skills and the own spiritual as occult potential from research and
practical expertise. These persons know from experience, how often the symbolic lantern makes
them feel like a novice again. Life is great and nobody ever learned all. This grade has at
minimum once in their life experienced being target of a spiritually initiated attempt to harm
them physically and they have deflected, blocked or neutralized it with their own power, even
unprepared.
6. Master or Mistress. Mostly ADDED for there are too many people incapable of understanding,
that Mistress, as I use the term, is just female master compared to male master. This is a
pseudo-rank, mostly it adds skills in instruction and inspiration plus some more competences.
Sorcery has just one master-mistress, the patron as I define it is a kind of manifested tutorsymbol of it.

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Practical lesson sense and build your colors

The task: Take the given, flawed and nonoperational meanings or any other description then sense,
contemplate and edit your copy of it, until it feels right to you and works flawless with the facts which
make up your life. Update it at minimum once per year.

WHITE -- Self-Pity, Self-Righteousness & Hubris. A good color for casting spells of delusion,
deception & treachery hiding behind the facade of the helper or healer. Science claimed white
light is a warning sign for troubles of the body, like lurking heart-failure or such.

BLACK -- Black represents the Shadow. It speaks of action due resolve instead of natural action
or spontaneous reaction. Black is in the aura, when people struggle with dark topics, though it
could be the target of black as well as the cause of black, which makes it a difficult color and
emphasis should be on case by case checking of the facts.

GREY -- Obscure or balanced forces which are either inanimate like objects or technology or
forces which are neutral in themselves. Neutral does not mean harmless!

BLUE -- Spiritual understanding and enhancement (hidden knowledge, psychic ability,

creativity). Honor, loyalty, devotion, reassurance, peace, tranquility, truth, wisdom, protection
during sleep, astral projection). Blue is the color of the Element of Water.

ROYAL BLUE -- Power and protection.

BLUE-BLACK -- Healing spells for things that are broken (bones, wounded pride, etc.).

PURPLE -- This color symbolizes the Religious, which some mistake for the Divine.

LAVENDER -- To evoke righteousness within oneself, asking favors for others.

RED -- Life, energy, strength, passion, anger, bravery, pride, lust, sexual passion, love, birth,
power, vitality, courage, magnetism, career, survival. Used in fertility rites and aphrodisiacs, also
in defensive magick. Red is the color of the Element of Fire.

PINK -- Heals the spirit, encourages love and romance, strengthens relationships. Maturity,
caring, nurturing, peace, compassion, planetary goodwill, honor, femininity, friendship, fidelity,
morality, household protection. Being less intense than red, it is symbolic of the gentler
emotions.

PALE PINK -- Friendship, matters concerning young girls.

ORANGE -- A synthesis of red and yellow; stimulates energy. Control, power and success.

YELLOW -- Symbolic of the Sun, grain, the power of thought, movement. Inspiration,
intelligence, memory, mental clarity (imagination, breaking through mental blocks) charisma,
charm, confidence, self-esteem, divination, communication, eloquence, travel. Used in psychic
meditation.

BROWN -- Represents the soil and holds the energy of the earth. Rituals to improve
concentration and telepathy, locate lost objects, protection for your pets. Common sense, home,
grounding, mental power, influence, friendship, animals.

GOLD -- The spiritual in its living form, though it has a treacherous aspect as it is difficult to
understand, working by rules unknown in the mundane world.

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SILVER -- Purity, Moon (even Tarot card 18, major arcane) and Confidence (compare with Star,
major arcane 17).

GREEN -- Symbolizes fertility, abundance, life itself. Used in rites and spells involving fertility,
success, good luck, money, ambition, also to counteract greed and jealousy.

DARK GREEN -- Agriculture, finance, regeneration.

LIGHT GREEN -- For weather-related sorcery.

COPPER --Spells and rituals dealing with financial goals, professional growth, business matters,
career choices. Copper as metal is associated with good as evil metals were mostly abused for
murder, destruction and war.

The task given here can be completely solved as worked into operational state within six weeks, if you
are healthy, have access to some decent form of research and if you avoid the typical mistake of the
academics. If thinking would be all, I would have mentioned it. If logic would be all, then it would not
be just an overrated product made up by the human mind.
Suspicions - Why magick dreads sorcery
Again a headline, which is based on the words of brothers and fathers, as the old hermetic ranks labeled
such in several written sources.
Magick rightfully claims, expressed in my own words, that the sorcerer unleashes raw power, which
lacks clear specifications and optimized targeting. The answer by my sending, in this writing and per
ritual:
Control freaks have a habit of being oblivious to the fact, that control is always delusional. Magick stated
such about sorcery and often it is true. Yet magick stated it under the assumptions that: a.) control of the
matter is possible at all and b.) that magick is the best tool for such and even c.) that knowing magick
automatically means they know sorcery too.
Mistakes happen, I already mentioned this. Mistakes happen in magick as upon any other spiritual path,
including what I call sorcery. Sorceresses and sorcerers are just less naive about one little truth. We all
are mortals and even if we make it all proper it just needs a fool or villain to spoil it anyway. Now if
criminals can be tough and surprising, do you really consider it fact, that forces which never play by the
rules would even perceive a difference in gutting a magus, or gutting a sorcery equivalent of a magus?
Finally for this file, I bring it to a saying and add one remembered very vaguely from magick. Such
sayings are for contemplation purposes and additionally a small hint, that I am not completely
uneducated or uninitiated when it comes to certain topics, paths and other stuff I tend to glorify much
less, than the average guru does.

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Wielding and unleashing raw power is, in my humble opinion and all experience of the society I have
to live in, much preferable to actually being powerless!
As the vaguely remembered hint:
It is not a plan, it is not a prank. It is not a conspiracy and it is not destiny either. It is simply the nature
of the person or force at hand.
As a child of immature and despicable hubris magick tends to overlook, that sorcery is just another path
and that among all the potential bad sides all who live the sorcery way of the spiritual were never asked,
if they want to be more talented for sorcery, or if they voluntarily dedicated their life to it in lucid
clarity of mind. Magick is often intolerant & fascist!
Psychology degrades magick as sorcery and history knew, that hot-headed style-disputes of two robed
villains on pyres didn't actually improve the results for either of such robed beings.

Contemplating the obvious Satanism

I do not promise you instant-success! I do not promise you any supremacy! Yet a notch of sorcerer
wisdom or common sense it is for real.
If somebody is especially weak at something, then it is easier to outmatch or defeat him or her in that
field, than in a field the person, target or competition is especially strong at. I do not claim this is the
complete truth, yet it is no outright fallacy either. Depends on the own potential and resolve though.

Above here in the text should be two symbols with an arrow between them. The left one is a six-pointed
star, often called a David Star, and the right one is a five-pointed star, formally known as inverted
pentagram. Inverted pentagram, for it points downwards.

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One reason found in several occult books is: The spirit dominated by the urges. In more modern words,
Satanism puts high emphasis on sex and extroversion yet nearly no emphasis on spiritual and mental
improvement.
One of the reasons why a lot of black magicians are still slaves to some trivial teenage backlashes like not
getting laid with a certain woman or being afraid to make a stand versus the school bully.
The six-pointed star is here simply as a reminder, that the attitude why not cultivate both to my
maximum potential? was known even thousands of years ago. Of course knowing is not being capable
of achieving it. Signs of the times, world media, and other reminders.
Sorcery would not define a binding conclusion, yet ask all who participate, to contemplate the truth it
has for their own life and expect them to handle their own responsibilities properly. Again such is
recurrent, with some more years of experience our attitude and perspective may have changed, or even
better, developed and improved.

Practical contemplation On Chaos, Order and Balance with a twist

Chaos

Tolerance is that which encourages the acceptance of all things. Motivation is the energy that allows one
to perform great tasks. Empathy is the ability to perceive those feelings that come from the symbolic
heart, as within so around us.

Order

Cultivation is the belief that it is great virtue to live a codex of conduct. Dedication is the drive to
complete a task and avoid the distractions that will prevent its completion. Prudence permits clear,
reasoned thought, free from any dysfunctional instincts.

Balance

From the allegorical marriage between two Forces, one each from Chaos and Order, come the Principles
of Balance: Tolerance and Cultivation combine to form Harmony, the ability to be at peace with oneself,
other individuals and the world. From the union of Motivation and Dedication springs Charisma, that
which permits one to transcend and handle obstacles and lead others. Empathy tempered by Prudence
results in Reason, the ability to comprehend life and understand the world around us. As all of us should
sense and know, our world has been torn asunder by extremism, elitism and other disregard for Balance!
We tend to laugh about the medieval peasants The devil made me do it., even as we hide behind the
equally hypocrite & idiotic It was my job..

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Shadows of the path.

Tolerance lacking or intolerance. Lack of motivation or lethargy. Lack of empathy or cruelty. Lack of
cultivation as savagery. Lack of dedication or disloyalty. Lack of prudence or outright idiocy. The
shadow of Harmony is, in simplified words, hostility. Though it often starts as harmless divergence or
competitiveness. Seeds of mistrust alone can fruition in baleful ways. The shadow of Charisma should be
known, as tyranny and dictatorship, the abuser called guru and so forth have repeatedly evidenced. The
shadow of Reason comes manifold, from academic monstrosity, theory over facts to the madness which
seems like a genius long enough to land the lethal blow.

Lack as in absence, or twisted version? The 3 rd & 4th points here may have been too simplified.
We need our own answers on: Absence, Opposite, Negation & Synthesis (Perverted or Twisted
might be helpful, too.).

This, by authors intent, serves as a simple example. Contemplate it, if you care.

Or be busy smart-mouthing about how much more complete and oh so supreme your own example
would be. After all thinking never could be more advanced, than the individuals real ability to
recognize and handle it in everyday-life. Oh it could. I learned a lot the ... less soft and gentle way.
Contemplation includes the insights of what definitions have what meaning. In this example the de facto
(the real generic meaning), the authors meaning and your personal use of it.
A truth you should know about dark masters & dread mentors
A dark master or mistress occasionally gets his or her pupils, disciples or adepts by forcing himself or
herself upon them, much like a rapist, mugger or fanatic seem to do it. It does not need any
preternatural, occult or paranormal for such. Psychology has quite interesting case studies and reports on
such. I would simplify it as brain-washing, skilled manipulation with intimidation and emotional
stranglehold, even when just mentioning the legal ways.

Blackmail, rape, torture and atrocity are recurrent phenomena in all cultures, nations and
religions of the planet, as far as world media remind us!

As a person of petty education, a university dropout is not precisely well educated by my own scale, the
terms I use should be understandable by street-persons and average corporate people easily.

I did set off on a longterm spiritual ordeal. Though while dedicated for some years, something
went wrong, too. Further my correction of allegiance makes even all theory I knew about it
invalid.

What is the trick it comes down to in black magick supremacy? Already in the core such persons
combine their will with their madness. This can be a strong impact. It can achieve overwhelming and
permeating effects on any healthy person. Further, black magicians are elite experts on their own field
of expertise. This includes lying, spying and exploiting persons weakness. Enslaving or abusing by false
promises of power, too. Pledge yourself to the master or mistress is a trap or sex-game!

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The backlash of them is often, they do not improve themselves at all and depend on forces which defeat
them just as easily, as they further such black magicians goals.. The dark side may be powerful, yet
understanding and respect for mortals is surely not found in overdose there. Then there is the USA.
The habit of the illegal belief, that one has the right to attack and murder black magicians, witches or
pariahs is not precisely supported by the law. At least officially.
When I write that the slightest competence in practical sorcery makes you experience practical lessons
due encounters with the beneficial and baleful types of persons which the occult breeds on this planet,
then it could be a shocking truth to some.
When you think about it, nearly anybody in democracy, aware of it or not, meets lawful types, criminals
and fanatics occasionally. It is simply the so-called walks of life. I never advised that you should make
friends with psychic vampires, I never propagated to allow yourself to be victimized either. As certainly
I never advised you to throw away your career or indulge any criminal way.
Did I mention, that you can only legally own a version of this PDF, when you have purchased it from
me? True. The four pages version was my cost-free contribution, all extended versions, even unfinished,
must be purchased from me.
Cerebral Invasions Baleful Powers derived from Spiritualism
When you consider and declare something to be futile, meaningless and delusional and next you know,
it hits you so hard, that you harshly manage to survive, then your definition may need corrections,
maybe your defense, too.
Again it needs no paranormal or magical hogwash. We all have assumptions and misconceptions in our
minds.
Psychology by now has nice and detailed explanations about freak-outs and self-destructive patterns of
behavior possibly caused by suggestion, manipulation or minor viral infections and similar. That is not
the only threat though.
I dabbled about the permeating or overwhelming effects people can achieve by combining their will
with their madness. Needless to remind, such may spawn forth crimes like stalking, rape, assault and
kidnapping. Maybe with human sacrifice.
Plenty of sources mention, that once you make it right enough, or fail worse enough, certain forces or
powers will react to it. Besides consequence there are occult powers, just not in the way most people
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For more than decades the shaman sickness, and similar, are mentioned in plenty of global sources.
Personally I do not consider them proper part of the occult as such, yet crucial background knowledge
for phenomena or people you may encounter on the path. Again, drugs or narcotics aside, especially
clean people have a habit of underestimating, how dire and weird a simple virus, intoxication even just
by food or nervous shock can impact them and HOW actually the memorized knowledge looks, feels
and has to be handled once one is target or victim of the stuff one has laughed about and skipped aside.
Practical illumination and sleight of mind
Illumination I call the gathering of insights and understanding of intuition. People who believe in magic
often call it divination or scrying. I considered the Tarot to be a tool of illumination, though the
traditional tarot limits itself on learning about other persons too much, as 16 court cards make only
sixteen different individuals possible.
Sleight of Mind. I know it from chaos magick. Sleight of mind is simply learning to handle guidance by
the part of your brain, which is not under your control due the pure limits of being human. Often called
the subconscious. The symbolic marriage of mind and intuition. Some think or belief, that the intuition I
mean here is the voice of our true, immortal self.
Your 1st crucial and in truth the one and only really needed illumination
in my opinion is:

Do you have any need of illumination and if yes, for what parts or aspects of your own life. Do not think
or belief that makes you god-like, you remain a mortal. There are forces, accidents and disasters, which
even the best illumination can not warn you of.
The entire secret of the topic is, that ignorance and lack of empathy may make us consider many
problems to be such inevitable forces, accidents and disasters, while an individual case mixture of
knowledge, common sense and insight can make us recognize a lot of those we can improve IF we do
not shun work, effort and consequence.

To improve life, a mixture of competence, timing and personal initiative would make acting
upon such insights a more rational and adult approach in my opinion. Though read what I
headline version notes in this text.

On friends, pets, family and workmates I repeat this advise: Just because you indulge something
spiritual, it does not mean that acting like a mentally unstable clich from movie, film or TV is proper
now. When I wrote that sorcery works by inspiration I was not that wrong and not lying either.
Henceforth become aware of the fact, that convincing and playing the missionary is a malfunction of
sects, or Catholics. It is NOT a beneficial aspect of my definition of sorcery, or spirituality.

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If you like illumination in a ritualistic way, paraphernalia optional:

Prepare your place of solitude. Light candle and place it above you, maybe easier if you seat yourself, lay
down or kneel. Place a mirror or bowel filled with water before you. Push the mirror or bowel carefully
away from you, one arm-length. Make sure the candle is placed secure, this is no ceremonial arson rite.
Now close your eyes, call the patron of sorcery, verbal or mental, and focus on sensing the mirror or
bowel, in its meaning of water you defined, not necessarily its physical presence. Then, with your mind
open to intuition, focus on the topic you want to inquire about. If you gain insights instantly, sense if
they are of relevance to you. Distinguish the inner and the real-world benefits! If thoughts, or dreams,
make your ritual fruition days later, then do the sensing anyway. To finish, be grateful, open your eyes,
turn out the candle and clean up the room.
Easy examples of extrovert illumination

Listening to TV, cinema or radio stations, or Blueray, DVD or Cd's, and listen more carefully
than you ever had, sense passages to "mark for relevance". Sense and contemplate what your
intuition wants formulated. Try to extract the "sleight of mind message" from the words or
gestures which are being directed "at" you by your cerebral or intuitive mind.

After you practiced the basics thoroughly: Go into public surroundings, like a disco, club, pub,
shopping mall or church and witness who approaches you and what information they, often
unaware of it themselves, reveal to you. Recover your composure before you pester fellow
people like an insane!

Follow your nose, and think of what information they give you. To start, smell different
incenses, to find one, or none, you prefer for meditation, or "ritual". When practiced, attempt it
in nature, or controlled urban surroundings, like your own rooms, first. Once used to it, learn to
ignore it as crafty, as you learned to use it.

Blindfold yourself in safety, or turn off light, then do some careful yoga figure or shadow boxing.
At worst you vandalize your room, yet even the chance of just learning to avoid panic when
"sight" gets distracted or jammed is a useful lesson. From martial arts I remember the lesson to
face water, half an arms length away, then slab it with the hands and avoiding to close the own
eyes.

Do not experiment on taste, in an age of infections, poison, fungi and pathogens, this could
actually risk your health. Or find a scientific training for such.

Using more senses more actively may mean you feel more need for a small nap or meditation.
Learn to put them into your schedule. Use an alarm clock for wake-up calls instead of wasting
your normalcy and responsibilities. Note the "ties" of responsibilities for my "triggers&bindings"?
Channeling and power-wrestling

Serving a master or mistress makes a slave or pawn. Serving a master or mistress does not half as often
make one powerful. Besides words, a lot of people are just puppets on strings. Popstars working for an
industry, prophets spreading madness or academics preaching science is flawless.

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If you do a research on the topic channeling, or any scientific alternatives, then you could find an
approach to handle spiritual forms of energy. Such is in example helpful for improving psychic combat
or empowering rituals or the mental endurance to actually persevere through such a ritual.
Some rituals are an ebb and flow like process lasting up to a decade. This just to remind you that quick
and easy is still, by majority, the false promise of guru or fraud types.
If I must literally tell you that power-wrestling could be, what old dark sources named soul-stealing,
then you are a failure indeed.
Do your own research. Even if purchasing my stuff or anything else is helpful. Never mistake the tool
for the complete solution. The tool only helps you achieve, as long as it is available. Most advanced ranks
can improvise in ways which are so often deemed impossible, that calling them unexpected ways is due.
Then, what if I as a catholic would remind, that the only legitimate patron of sorcery for a monotheist is
God. How much difference would it make, if such a patron would actually really back me or anybody
else up instead of watching us crucified or similar?

Faith, Will, and Emotion, in unison, can make up for matters on which magick and witchcraft simply
failed. The other way around may happen, too.
Truthfully, there will remain limitations though. Especially where we do not want them. This breach
may be one of the reasons why it was proper to declare sorcery a risky path. Or they are challenges to
make only the chosen advance.
Black and white, or in other words extreme thinking is dangerous here. There is no best, as best depends
on who defines it in what context. Being the best killer sounds cool in cinema, yet being the little killer
never caught would surely sound more worthy to people locked away. It depends on context, situation
and individuals partaking.
Further, energy may be infinite, yet the forms and ways humanity can handle such are surely not.
Vanity is dangerous for sorcery. Trapping yourself in a dreamworld on expense of the real life is a
famous example for so many people could identify with it. Three years of my life I would consider lost
due such. Did you dare to sense, how it is about you after reading the last sentence?
Occultism, Mysticism and yet their mistakes suck
Originally I wanted to quote Wikipedia excerpts on both, occultism and mysticism, as they made a nice
and simple reading from my perspective. I was wrong.

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The lack of evidence about the claim on Baphomet as crucial in occultism and the compulsive sticking to
religion in mysticism spoiled it. Wishful thinking and minor sect propaganda have often been part of
academic works before.

Baphomet had a historical connections to the perversion and downfall of the templars. Yet that
was just one cult or heretic sect of Christianity and history is an academic field of study.
Satanism has its agenda about the topic, too.

Mystics tend to sense truth not easily measured by scientific creeps, yet the same is true, where
there is no truth as spiritual and madness are neighbors of sorts. Flying in a dream can be fun,
even though misbelieving, misbelieving as in misunderstanding, that such means we can do the
same in the real world is another Blair Witch kind of failure.

The academic media always want us to be wrong, until it is esoterica media which always want
us to be true and henceforth both are clouded in judgment. Both serve an agenda and not the
individual development.

Occultism is a pseudo-academic approach, where mysticism is empirical. Occultists want to know, and
mystics want to experience.
The problem with occultism is that memorizing dysfunctional and outright insane crap is seen as proper
from their own mentally unstable tradition. Mystics then try to get their rush from the spiritual or
divine. Sounds a bit like craving drugs to me.
The occultist is tendentiously deluded, that reenactment of Dr. Faust just must work out well, as this
time the egomaniac doing it feels so supreme and special that even god and the devil, or similar, must be
impressed.
The mystics disguise as members of established religion, which I believe to be a sign that they deceive or
cheat in some way.
For sorcery the better approach is to combine knowledge we can muster with the personal experiences.
Often science is damn good at listing knowledge, extremely dysfunctional on handling it properly.
While the feedback I got in recent years always implies, sometimes frantic, sometimes threatening, in
truth neither occultism nor mysticism are needed by anybody. If one invests the efforts one comes to
certain experiences and with learning there comes knowledge.
It is just that a lot of established authors repeat all the hogwash because they lack the competences to
even attempt bringing it into operational form. So many instant-magi in magick, so few when it comes
to doing the job for real. See delusions and fraud.

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Lie or die on society and priority

The altar in magick is far less fun than the altar in Satanism. Further, the posture of priesthood, at least
to Europeans, may easily remind of the heretic ages. Magick neglects faith so all their altar talk is
delusional. The altar is for religion and faith, a global truth.

I warned to be vigilant about plagiarism and copying over things untested for two thousand of
years or straight out of deranged minds.

We are not all Police Officers or law office. To us noticing thieves and copies just means we face
an inferior source, as the original author was the one in the know while the copier was not
able to outmatch or equal him or her.

Rogues, scoundrels and villains may have their own spirituality. Just be aware that proverbial:
Fox in the chicken den, or cat does not stop gutting mice are sayings which warn those not
too dumb for a quite good reason.

If you want to build your own ritual chamber, do it spiritually. Not in so called other worlds or realms
which even psychology easily unmasked. Do it with the clear intent, to use the archaic symbolism and
fuel it into functionality by your spiritual energy.

All this needs is solitude, patience and your intent with your so called or once called
subconscious agreement to it. Some years and you may have more than a spiritual sanctum or
chamber.

The assign your meaning to the decorative symbols of sorcery lesson I gave, is another approach
to this and allows you faster results, though they fluctuate as with the years and your real
competence and surroundings meanings will shift occasionally.

I personally consider this a waste of energy and time, as creating an effigy of something which is already
comprehended usually is precisely that, a waste. Sorcery is and was never religious. Personal faith can
outmatch personal will as we cannot decide which of those is stronger or available in us. To give you a
little reminder that size in mundane is not size in spiritual or dream:
1. A chamber is a room, like I gave example in the illumination with the candle.
2. A shrine is the small religious version to sorceries' unnamed equivalent.
3. A chapel or temple is already larger as is sorceries' unnamed equivalent.
4. A church or masjid is big as is sorceries' unnamed equivalent.
The size does not tell-tale of power, it does tell-tale on personal necessity though. If you get one of big
size and great fascination presented due visualization or meditation, then it could mean, that faith or
religion have great meaning for you.

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A Christian monk or nun would have great meaning as unemployment could be the loss of it. A Muslim
could get killed for lack of religion, females even more on Islam territory. A bit clich here.
Behind the facade find your truth before you suffer
Declaring oneself a Satanist, or Magus, or Hermetic, or whatever else, does not really make one such.
Costumes and postures achieve that neither. What you should learn to look at is, what persons are really
about.
Remind yourself that your personal constellation may not be what science craves, yet living your
spirituality does not mean you would not have to do your own work the proper way, if you are by
profession a scientific type in a scientific job.
When someone cares only for sex and money then the person is, what Satanism is mostly about. The
persons are often not or too aware of this. Some fool themselves believing their own dumb excuses,
others know what they are and disguise or deceive on purpose.
When someone does it all by precision of structure and discipline, then hermetic is a common shortage
of the subcultures for it.
Beware of gang-ups here. People who seem only strong when backed up by others or some institutions,
corporations or cults are usually insane, treacherous and unreliable.

The common trick here seems to be: learn handling solitude and improving your self so you can
join or lead improved kinds of persons or institutions, corporations or cults. If the group is to
hide your insecurity and shortcomings, it is still further deficiency to waste chances to correct
mistakes and flaws one can get rid of. Especially as nearly always there is a legal solution.

Dumb Fools consider they just must find the best master or mistress and then they are
automatically elite themselves. Wrong. For that they must achieve supreme skills and insights
which is a matter of years for which most of them lack the patience and the sanity. Not even to
mention their lack of dedication and conviction.

If you actually lead a real world gang, common among Jamaicans and some US-scenes, in my opinion
you will face the challenge of properly judging the criminal potentials and the spiritual prowess. This
could mean examples like your lousiest money-earner is still your best at getting a ceremony or ritual
done or that a useless wretch for crime often shows up to help you on your spiritual progress.

Certain mistakes are and remain no-goes! If someone is beneficial in an aspect, whatever it is, do
not allow such persons to be harmful or traitor to any other aspect. A group is like a drawn circle
and once breached, trouble will come in some form.

Soldiers will face such on even tougher terms. Their duty and schedule making it damn hard, to advance
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Police Officers, soldiers and fire-fighters protect our society from harm until they abuse their
job. Do never accept or fund a spiritual guide who blames you for your mundane profession!
They are either up to something, insane, insurgent or just too dumb to be of any real use!
The price for progress

Envy, spite and discrimination happen to a lot of people who are at good terms with themselves. This
can include spiritual harmony or feeling happiness in a world full of stress, confusion and greed.
Charisma, especially the one due meditation or any mental or spiritual progress, is already scientifically
evidenced to make people amok on you. They feel inferior because they are inferior due their own lack
of dedication. They want the result, but shun the work it needs to achieve it. Sex, intrigue and violence
are reported to be attempts of people who get nervous because you are more as they can, or consider
possible to, be.
Sex means they want to reduce you to be their sex object in some deranged way of getting control of
you. If science is true on that one, people should get one warning and if they try it again, they should be
neutralized. I mean killed or tortured to death, yet our society is too squeamish for anything with any
efficiency.
Rape and abuse have been violent crimes from the start, I would want a law which protects people from
such instead of helping the villains while spitting at the victims.
Intrigue. Losing your job is just the soft version of damage which comes up here. I am dangerously
unskilled here and never found an improvement. Luckily most people sense damn well, when someone
is about to sabotage their existence.
Violence. A shaman or wiccan ritual is by far not the only reason to lure somebody out into a far off
neck of the woods. Rape and murder are much easier, when nobody is around to help the target or call
the police. Cities are full of violence too.
Henceforth the believe that spiritual progress protects one, or allows one to bribe karma, is too risky for
my own opinion.

Basic training in self-defense, first aid and survival are what I would advise anybody to invest
some effort and learning in. I wrote self-defense, as martial arts are a business usually in the
hand of egomaniacs who defy facts.

Teenagers are a high risk group. Seemingly rich people acting arrogant in poor areas beg for
trouble even if the law forbids it. Stumbling into poachers and smugglers could, at least in
theory, happen to anybody searching a place of power, cairn or ley line.

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Contrary to certain courses self-defense does not start with defeating anybody. It starts with the
common sense and vigilance to avoid provoking violence and recognizing it lurking around before it
escalates. Self-awareness is a difficult long-term task. All of us take certain things or topics for granted.
All of us could say or do something we rightfully call harmless which still is really outrageous to other
people.

Watch US-tourists talking to foreigners on the foreigners home turf for one of the worst
approaches? It only happened once in my life. Yet Germans, Jews and Muslims were happily
disliking each other without any trouble until a US visitor found it is time to summon racism. A
bit weird as US propaganda claims they are the good guys after all.

Pathogens the invisible enemies

The film, or movie, Ghosts from Mars by John Carpenter brought one good example. The US Marine
Corps survival guides brought more fact oriented ones, too.
I know of six groups of pathogens. Because of the hypocrisy of democracy, it is reduced to four of them
though. As weird as it is, that Britain protects a holocaust denying bishop from the law. The official four
forms of pathogens possibly encountered by anybody henceforth are bacteria, cysts, parasites, and
viruses.
The unspecified feeling that something is wrong, but there is nobody or nothing to point at? Actually
some people can sense that an invisible threat is lurking. Further pathogens are scientifically evidenced
where ghosts are if every clich would be literally true then most of us would still be simple-minded
peasants and pagans.
Pathogens are one good example that even if our life goes well and even if we are on a drug-free spiritual
endeavor we could run into all forms of trouble we have to expect on the planet.
Ambushes, Setups & Crime
The worst case scenario is among the possible ways the near future can unfold. Preparation and proper
judgment are negated by whom? By the people who want you to get hurt or abused or such.
Never trust people who oppose or sabotage you in crisis. Afterward coming up with plausible excuses for
their treachery does not break the stereotype. False friends have killed thousands already.
Remember that most Police Officers and law office people are satisfied with finding your corpse and
handling the case. Your survival often means nothing to anybody else. Maybe just because they are busy
saving their own life when the real trouble starts.

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On one hand, I have broken an oath before in my life. On the other hand this means I know about it.
Beware people who consider any form of agreement to be their all for free ticket. Get rid of people who
always expect you to play by rules while they break them from the start.

I didn't write kill them, though if I could globally eradicate the types, they would die a real
painful death, as on my promise to outmatch a certain Austrian when it comes to punishing that
freaky bunch.

Revelations, dreams & intuitive understandings

A topic as recurrent in empirical endeavors, as scientific attempts to declare it hogwash even against all
facts. Science made the mistake, to reduce all mind to logic. Henceforth many symbolical and empathic
options were simply beyond science in consequence.
While the risk of mental disorders is quite high, who claimed all scientific people are sanity personified?
Learn the tricks by which psychologists drag their customers to make money and a lot of that specific
science becomes a fading delusion of the healer path.
Reminder: I am in Germany. Here psychology is not even fully established like medicine is. This means
that outside of accident or crime aftermath the psychologists must be paid with private or company
money as plenty of medical care insurances do not pay a session of those at all.
In my simpleton theory it is: If you have a mental disorder, find a therapist with whom you get along
and who is capable of helping you to live with or heal the disorder.
For all mentioned in the headline I found two helpful rules:
1. Check them by mundane means and the facts instead of believing or taking for granted.
2. Never rely just on them for there is no guarantee it could help you at all.
Many times dreams feel quite emotional, while their content is pure thought or perception. Often, for
people who practice their intuition instead of neglecting it for logic alone insights revealed in a dream
are seen in connections to thoughts and suspicions one already had.
Empathy or sensing and the little lessons I give in this file are not training your intuition, they may only
help you to get aware, when your intuition is about to hint at something or about someone. The mind,
by reason and logic, has to find the connections to the facts and the moments of your personal life.

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Some people claim they can sense, when other people are about to die. Such morbid topics are not my
approach for this file. Further, any good paramedic or doctor could, in other terms though, express
similar as perceiving the subtle signs for such is not paranormal at all.
Intuitive understanding, as I shun the term telepathy and would hint at tele-empathy if I had to instead,
can these days be quickly checked via cellular phone correspondence or similar. The one crucial hint:
People who come to the same insights can still have deviant or even hostile different priorities about
those insights.
Self-discipline and learning from experience what it means for your life are necessary steps, as science
can do a lot, but science does not live your life and science feels no joy and no sorrow at all. Make your
common sense grow instead of neglecting it for a dreamy stupor or similar.
Silence, solitude and freedom are power of sorts
As a German pauper I could afford a maximum of three job applications per month. Compared to the
two hundred we have as measured average this is not precisely the optimum. Without job qualification
training I could let it be anyway.
So even from such a point two courses remain. Getting some low paid job and going back to university
to qualify myself for some kind of job at all or doing what is summarized as art when it comes to the job
office. The real problems are medical care and insurances in plenty of cases.
1. Avoid blackmail. Do not make other peoples' work for them, that is slavery, abuse or a waste of
energy. And usually unpaid. Do not correct people who are just too lazy to research themselves.
2. Enjoy yourself instead of feeling guilty about old friends or mates who don't want to realize
how pestering they always were to you. Maybe staying alone sucks, yet most people I had to
meet were damn worse than solitude on a regular. I still wish I would have killed them all the
cruelest way.
3. Live your life as a subtle reminder, that you face consequence instead of being victimized?
Confidence is one aspect of freedom, that is why so many companies undermine it frequently.
Free people do not act slave to their product lines.
A housewife is a housewife and reading occult books improves nothing about it. So the satanic
housewife is still a housewife, the wiccan housewife is still a housewife and so forth.
Yes, being neglected because I am a pauper has happened the legitimate way, too. But I do not owe lies
to any freak depending on being reinforced in their madness. Types taking it for granted that they
behave or outright misbehave as they please while you live up to their expectations.
The truth is, coming up with an infinite catalog of demands is very female. Fulfilling half as much as
their own part of a relationship is more often fairy tale or daydream.

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What it comes down to: Woman you are too bad as a mate, to even contemplate making any more
sacrifices to you.
What should I write? Just because I am poor, sickly and fat doesn't mean I suffer a festering inferiority
complex. On the contrary. I took severe losses to keep my priorities for decades and if you would be
what you claim to be, then I would not feel more joy when seeing a cheap porn instead.
This part was in truth just the three points, yet some people crave autobiographical data even on types
like me. Weird, how people who would not even greet me still consider me like a book upon their
shelves.
The great unknown the Abyss
One of the aspects or topics which makes this writing dangerous, at least in the spiritual sense, but
maybe even more than that is, that I am just on initiate-level after breaking the stranglehold which the
occult or spiritual ones held on me.
Because auto-suggestion is easy on fools who want to be great magi or similar, I expected already with
Keys of the Abyss that it is all a lie. Mostly because it read like somebody who lacked the imagination
which any fantasy console or computer game of the early nineties already had.
So, in theory, I had to add one amalgamation of form of what magick people tend to call magician.
4.) The magician who discovered, that magick is insane and willingly joined with the forces of the
abyss; which were the obvious possible return to reason, or at least preserving sanity. Or simple
survival. Mostly unverified theory.
5.) The sorcerer or sorceress who realized, that he or she is not a magician and henceforth has a
different, including none as option, kind of relationship to the entire abyssal topic. Mostly
unverified theory.
Yet suspicion remained. I would not like to throw my own life away just because I have a theory. I
would not like to throw other lives away for it, until it is those I define occasionally. Yet that could be
seen as murder by some of those academics and henceforth I would not do it until it is inevitable.
Fact is, I do not know. Or I did not know on date of writing the original version of this text. And I feel
not guilty of early and maybe risky publishing. Because insane frauds have been paid by plenty of people
and guru-types have been over-privileged often enough. It is my right to try earning money with what
most main-streamers call occult hogwash anyway! I mistrust the Abyss as described by magick, even
more, as it is based on making only fearful persons respond at all. By the definition of the self and the
years of all those easy ranks, which so many claim to have easily mastered in one fell stroke...

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I will not be a best-seller author ever. Weird, funny or hypocritical as it is, no matter how much bad
blood I may have for the US, they have always been the number one when it comes to achieving results
and Germany of which even I am an, usually unwanted and unwelcome, part, is an ally of the United
States of America.
Though sometimes I personally shared the opinion that often US allies suffered more than US
enemies... ;o) ;o) is a smiley by handcrafted signs. ;-) too.
People claim it is weakness, the way I prank around on facts I have to live with. Dare it when you have
to handle the pain&poverty and you may find a lesson on strength you are lacking instead! ;-)

Rituals memorized formula to use on whim

Besides the psychological, sociological and anthropological definitions, rituals are flawed. The film or
movie with Kate Hudson named The golden key or The forbidden key had one form of explanation for
it.
Another is, that they just don't work outside of imagination and wishful thinking. Magick claims control
is easily achieved and foolproof. Just be a cute pawn to the master of the moment. What kind of
deranged idiot would believe such a naive indoctrination?
Rituals, or recurrent and structured pattern of behavior, are one way of discovering more about our
spiritual path or what makes our fascination for such topics. They can even be a way to get rid of it.
Where science makes mistakes, where science is the mistake and where science did not yet score the
great victory. I would not call such spots, as if they were points on a map, preternatural, supernatural
or magical.

Besides all the satanic propaganda know this:

One damn old saying about the difference between the devil and god is that the devil is restricted, or
limited to physical law while god is capable of real miracles. How many idiots joined Satanism, just
because they were weak enough to be deluded or brain-washed by cheap horror films and movies?
Doesn't matter, just make sure you are not one of those.
Most people in our age eagerly scream god does not exist. So what? An almighty god does not need to
exist in the way we little mortals have to.
Your potential, much like a gun, can not wield better results than what you make of it. Above I called it
tools. Even the best tool produces crap when used without the skill for it.

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In the parts on sensing, symbols of sorcery and the quite dumb color defining task I dished at my
readers, whom I should rightfully called my customers and clients, I gave you the source and foundation
you need.
You could try any magick ritual, any satanic ritual and everything from Shamanic or Wicca the moment
you really find your personal truth to it. I never claimed that gives you superpowers, yet it could save
you wasted years as you practice by your own priorities straight from the start.
I didn't give you one little ritual, but a possible approach to all rituals of your life. And this does not
make you my novice. It makes you your own novice and with some patience and practice it could make
you your own optimum in spiritual context..

Solitary or Group Hermit or Leader of the cult, coven et cetera

And so forth instead of Roman Empires' et cetera. Yes, despicable Latin. I do not mind, though it would
not be honest to leave it at that simplification.
I never experienced any group member who was half as integer and half as competent than any hermit
type. I never experienced any hermit who made half as much money than those often criminal or fully
deranged group types either.
It may be possible, that there is harmony, where I only perceived the abusive varieties. Maybe you have
or meet or muster a small circle of people who all have similar spiritual priorities and it works out well.
Maybe you need an excuse for group sex though by what I witness as the modern youth, that is
outdated. Throughout this file I attempted repeatedly, to write clearly, that people should only approach
what I call sorcery to the degree which is beneficial for their own life.
That is, what I see as the best generic formula I could give on the topic on date of writing this. I had
years with people and years without.
I remember the rush of hubris being more risky when surrounded by like-minded people. Or the often
dangerous feeling of strength which one does not really have resulting in weak people doing, what they
couldn't live with as it showed later.
If you can't get it done on your own, then you have nothing to offer to a group. If you can get it done on
your own, there is no pressing reason to join or form a group.

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Pathogen number 5? The number of criminal homosexuals who made me have proverbial bad blood and
lust for killing them? Well by the modern laws I can't tell you details, so I don't.

A lot of antagonism could only happen as the law failed its job. A lot of claims about teamwork making
possible what alone cannot be done read so well until one found that it does not work at all. Or leads to
imprisonment or psychiatry instead of to success.
No, I do not know any legal or beneficial in the harmless way reason of ganging up at all. I would not
reduce my sexual orientation to be always in tune with my spirituality and I leave it to paid scientists to
handle the aftermath of the freak-show their squeamish pseudo-laws made escalate.
Some people are leaders, some people need to be led and both fear the independent for some reason or
absence of reason.
Immortality a lasting delusion
If you are immortal in any way worth the label, then congratulations. What is crucial though is, that
abstract truths are often what people mean with lies.
Immortality is often the pseudo-excuse for discrediting and reducing the worth of your mortal existence.
Think about it, if you are immortal then being the exploited salary-slave for this life seems not as brutal
as it is, when you just have this life.
Instead of auditing and reprogramming, I would give you the hint of talking with crippled soldiers or
anybody who barely survived a serious accident. Those people tend to be less often deluded about their
untouchable status and immortality.
Science, with proper guidance and less dependence on those who fund science, could become able, to
actually improve medical care and reach a state, where one could rightfully call it longevity.
Immortality is one of despairs delusions, much like paradise, though the thought of a better place and
better existence can be comforting. The problem is, that besides all the insane and fraud people in
spiritual guises, anybody who would even have basic competence would never believe any promise or
claim of any cult or sect.
Further, what is most often labeled black magick is a serious business agenda. On anybody who may
comfort and support people there come several who actually have some real skills or competences, yet
only to abuse or victimize their customers.

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Lack of morals might be a strength of the black path, lack of self-preservation is outright idiotic for
people who claim to worship the mortal ego against all odds.
Relying on dumb luck means, whenever the situation turns really bad, then you do not know how to
handle it by your own competence. Enjoying luck is much better, than relying on it which often means
wasting chances to learn handling your life better.
Recently I found a note during research that science claims feeling destined has been proven another
sign of a mental disorder. Though mental disorder is often anybody who does not pay therapists with
hard earned money either.
US-Americans in their compulsive racism or overdosed patriotism find it legitimate to display utter
ignorance on other laws being legitimate in other countries. Many US-Sources have high tech with the
worst possible attitude and motivation towards any non-US-people. Be vigilant and research thoroughly.
The art in, or due, sorcery
Do not let your prejudices blind you to the facts. I may be a person with a little bit of hate, spite and
frustration. I am quite rarely a person dominated by such when writing though.
Even if mumbo-jumbo, occult and mystical or just tools for you. In example because you do comic art or
computer games and want to be creative instead of plagiarizing crappy ideas of old. Even then it is about
money and henceforth the global competition will be fierce.
Especially for creative people there is great potential in what I call sorcery. Because it allows to
understand and tweak from experience instead of mimicking magick which is not that creative.
A simple crafty street-artist could do occult symbols as amulets, a form I witnessed years ago. Even such
already makes for a decent income which means hundreds more than unemployment fee.
Advanced versions of art actually can still make you an above average earning person. Designing clothes,
too.
Writing has seemingly more problems. A psychotic housewife backed by an industry could score
bestsellers where any honest or scientific approach would not yet earn a coin at all.
One thing I know from experience is, that since www.bod.com people could actually join the struggle
for independence from greedy, abusive and arrogant publishers. For art in general, there was an online
auction made globally available especially for artists. Painted works, sculptures or such.

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If one is all alone it is a difficult start-up business and a lot of law is absent when one is victimized but
pestering when one achieves even slightest success. Associating with other artists or authors can actually
mean being exploited or spied upon by the competition.
University, always considered supreme, plenty of the tutors and docents would be locked away, if the
law would do what it has to do. They give examples and put emphasis which often is nothing but theft
of mental property and encouraging criminal behavior. Hubris is found in most academics and they
often betray, envy and harass people who do not depend on their own cheek-kissing corrupted elite.
Freedom is power when one can handle it. Usually freedom is just freedom.

Rich people are not necessarily deserving to be so and plenty are not the peak of advancement
either. Karma is sometimes just an illusion or way of explanation.
Triggers and Bindings

The concept of reaping insights and finding traces both have a certain aspect in common. There must be
some kind of existing connection for anybody to find such a connection in example. For revelations of
your own mind, I remind that the title does not matter half as much, as your skill for succeeding.

If you want to run attempts to dream about stuff you care for, then it is helpful, to actually keep
a notebook, audio recorder or similar close to your sleeping spot. It is further possible to
contemplate topics you wish to learn more about and do what I label sensing on which of those
may have a meaning to unfold to you. Receiving is often the underestimated part of the equation
here. Your intuition is of the same brain so it can't be dumber than your thoughts. Most are just
not used to understanding it as well.

There is no cleansing ritual, as dabbling is not being. If you want to clean yourself, that is no two
hour ritual, but a process to improve your life into a certain direction with the purpose of
cleansing you from false friends, nasty freaks, drug addictions or government indoctrination.
This process takes years and while it can work, one could state it is symptom of an inferiority
complex just as well. The radical change of personality is after all, what society always criticized
about occult endeavors.

Purpose or intent should be in league with your potential. If you chain yourself to the goal of
knowing everything occult, that may take four hundred years of learning, for which you are just
too mortal. Try learning all occult which is beneficial for your own life instead? That should be
more time efficient and you can go for secondary goals too.

So he tied the witch to the wall. & So the genetic test revealed a connection binding the
killer to the gun. Connections, bindings and the relevancy they have. Spiritual works different
from mundane and while competence should be the real measure, hubris shows up much more
often. Somebody who steals my mental property actually creates a connection to me, as abstract
and hard to trace it may be. Now maybe scrying or investigation allow me to sense for it. Maybe
even cursing lets me work some autosuggestibility or non-verbal backlash against the villains.
Life can bring people together or keep them apart. Hollywood does so more often in a naive and
clich infested simple-mindedness. If the connections in your life are not what you want, cutting
them off in a way which works without placing you in prison or asylum may be the lesson you
should make your mind reveal to you. If you learn it from book, TV or meditation is simply not
the crucial part of the equation.

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Black magick, especially the kind Nate Leved mentions, displays a great knack or talent for spying on
others to exploit them. Hermetic magick knows about learning about your self yet prefers to drag all
students or adepts into delusional vision-quests or fallacy worlds, like astral plane and so forth. Even
scientific knowledge is what one makes of it, so do not just memorize any lore, instead learn to make use
of it.

You purchased my sorcery text, realized that half of it you already did by other names for it and
you even invested the discipline to go through the rest of it thoroughly. Now it is not what you
like. Write an essay or book and sell it, that way a seeming complete loss may bring money or
new acquaintances instead of bathing you in self-pity and fatalism.
Astrology - Conclave of the twelve houses

Many years ago I already found, that astrology is a failure. Contrary to that, they dabbled in their own
chosen field of expertise.
When Crowley said that every one of us is a star, that may have meant all humans or all who indulge
magick are stars. Henceforth studying the bodies up there in the sky was never the topic. One of many
traps on that path, a kind of filter for competent or too dumb to understand types. Every one could hint
at the magician tarot card as well.
Anyway, here I want to make a more global and fact based point: If you care about astrology, do not be
dumb enough, to consider it simple. All houses have their heroes and monsters, beneficial and baleful
members. Because all of us are born into the houses as old ones claimed them to be. A cop and a criminal
may have the same astrological signifier. Still there is mundane difference and astrology is compulsive
about neglecting individuality.

Keep your prejudices in check as well. A real nasty type may still, by abstract of situation, be
beneficial to you as the so called exception to the rule. Alternately a beneficial type may still kill
you in a car accident or make you lose your job as he or she did not even know what
consequence was brought forth by it.

For all spiritual topics and energies, they are unreliable. Only your personal competence is with
you, until you are too drunk or drugged or asleep or knocked out. So instead of relying on
guarantees nobody gave, create your own guarantees. Not forging documents, achieve and secure
what you want to be secure in your life. Chose the types of neighbors who are smart enough for
solidarity in crisis, make your living where you can make your living. If you were deluded on
something use your mind and sensing to find out about it and correct the mistake. Sometimes a
decade later it is already a different mixture one wants to live with!

What, if the star signs or auspices are in truth just the twelve demons who enslave those accredited to
their house? Does it feel like destiny, or more like a primitive rush usurping your mind and free
decision-making? For those who accredit meaning to it. By the European time scale, guess its Berlin by
adjustment, I was born on the 2 nd of July in the Year 1972 at 4 o'clock in the morning as written on the
doctors note.

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The shorter, just 20 dinA4 pages, horoscopes I got about me made me a Cancer, sometimes pure,
Cancer as ascendant, too. Other times or by other astrology teaching a Cancer-Lion ascendant.
Sun influence even though that felt always completely wrong to me.

The only Chinese book I ever had on it declared me a Rat with Tiger ascendant.
Raw power unleashed versus rituals

I wrote about that aspect being very different from magick. While sorcery always may mean we call
forth, channel or unleash in our own way, I do not forget the many years of learning from such inferior
and often fraud or fake sources like rituals.
I label this the initiate degree version of the file. My own innate indoctrination. I could already bring
it to adept degree yet I could not finish the core of what I label Adept-X even in those I found useful
myself.
Henceforth I spared you my novice dabbling completely and start publishing with the initiate degree. If
it sells well enough I can do better research on the topic of Adept-X along the way.
Remember, that an academic doing research is often not even a novice and still they can score some
impressive results. As they do not practice they are often ignorant to why they couldn't decipher or
recognize the occult meaning though. Further academics, while often better than magick, are a lot, yet
open to inspiration I would not associate with academic and scientific.
What I found missing here on date of writing is, to remind that a curse or similar is no self-defense
mechanism. You must survive to punish the wicked. The real abilities to handle backlash and
antagonism are not that easily trained. I wrote about seduction, manipulation and intimidation. When
such does no longer knock you out of control of your own life, then you may recognize and research the
principles they are often about. I remind though, that doing the unexpected does not stop just because
some university declares such impossible.
Temper tantrums, sorrow and confusion. Where they need treatment find a competent therapist or
doctor for it. Learn to live with them instead of just posturing to be rid of them.
Beating up a pillow or crying into a pillow has a foolish notion occasionally, yet being in a prison cell or
hospital as a supposed nut-job because your delusions made your problems escalate is not that much a
better approach either.
When I noted in this text, that god may be the true patron of sorcery, I was hinting. Hinting at that
certain instances can block us and that, at least in principle, permission from the big boss can free you
from a load of nasty to crippling or lethal consequences and repercussions.

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Satanism was notoriously ignorant of the little in-context-fact that no matter what the devil or
any league of demons can do and offer God always can offer more and better! It seems many
black magicians never faced the enemy which their ilk is always opposed by. Or maybe they
didn't tell you, like in the Aesop fable of the fox who lost his tail?

In simplification: Even if all sorcery is of the devil, when god allows you to get away with it,
then you can live a dream instead of being trapped in a nightmare of it. Even bad types can
suffer in life, it does not need any magic for this statement of fact.

Ever lived through a test of faith? As long as there is a devil, couldn't one perceive it as evidence
that there is a god who damned such devil, too?

More practical and mundane: Raw criminal vice, raw madness or even just raw lust of somebody you do
not like to be with unleashed can have a strong personal impact. That does not make emotion a strong
spiritual energy, yet a common and often available one.
Practical steps
After three months of practice on what I gave as examples of sensing, channeling or contemplation, you
are you plus some more practical experience on the topic.

Sensing the unity with life and the cosmos. Being one with creation in a symbolical unity. While
the lay down, calm your breath and handle disturbing turbulences of thoughts or emotions
routine meditation might be an easier approach in the early years, it limits you to introspection
and contemplation. It is passive and not available when you are outside. If you do up to two
hours of such soft meditation on a regular, daily for the first four weeks and from then on
whenever you can take the time, then you should experience a better inner balance and some
slightly improved feeling for your own body.

Combining meditation, sensing and contemplation to learn about harmful influences. Or better
written persons who are in negative constellation to you. Spying, scrying and finding out on
whom to test your curses and rituals of punishment: This has two aspects in the core. One is the
person doing it and in what way due what motivation. The second is what kind of harm it does
you and how long you need to recover from it or handle it, if such is possible.

The 2nd one here can be shocking, as the insight that you pay the toll of ten years of your life
because somebody was just the nasty in the proper situation to hit you hard can be quite
unpleasant. Getting aware of a threat or risk may mean, that you realize you do not yet know
how to handle it, too. So checking your insights with the facts and finding the way you want to
solve the problem with are key aspects of the procedure. No sickness, no pregnancy and no
crippled limb is talked away, not much matter, if by articulated words or mental commands like
in the over-glorified self-hypnosis we Germans know as Autogenes Training.

If you are the satiated or thoroughly corrupted type: Alcohol, drugs, meat and nicotine will be in
your way on more than one occasion. Science calls it addictive sickness or substance abuse for a
fact based revelation (as scientific abuse of it to make their money).

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Version Notes - Tradition and pricing

In Germany and not just here a tradition of craftsman is, that after basic job-education they send their
apprentices out, to make it on their own. They wander the country and make a living by their own
skills. The original idea was, to make money by profession skill though maybe prostitution and drug
smuggling subtly belonged to it from the start. I was not there, as it is a centuries old tradition and I
dislike the thought, that it was tainted from the start. Still it could be true.
Imagination has the benefit, of allowing us to modify content as we please. So I craft, sense and
illuminate this file to a degree. A degree which is: Better than the deranged crap sold to me in my
starting years. I reached this point and exceeded it a bit. This file remains under construction, as I am
not beyond learning more. I even spared you my novice work, which never is anything but dumb
plagiarism of the master, mentor or inspiration which made one try. Integrity is not too wrong in life.
I wanted to take just 1 per sold copy of the Pdf. I was mocked and told, that such speaks of an
inferiority complex in me. I henceforth raised the price to 5 as I despise the works of Donald Michael
Kraig as the fact that he gets human rights. The number of pages. Quantity means nothing until it is the
high number of purchases. This and only this allows me to invest more effort into this project. How
many of you can only do better when it is antagonistic? And buying an updated version comes to 10,
that is still cheap.
How many of you would already be dead or brain-dead when faced with my adversaries under equal
conditions? Just to give you some potential illumination food.
I honestly answered. The night I write this I just noticed, that you didn't expect an answer but an
explanation. Sad you were too dumb for the bargain. Oh, just afterwards for a dark acquaintance. A
brother is to kill. God, allow me to be my own equivalent to a brother and father in my life & context as
to get away unscathed with it for my lifetime and eternity. Amen!
God and patron of sorcery, please help me on receiving the money I worked, suffered and bled for as
more of it. Further give me the justice as I define it. Make those who opposed me, those who harmed me
and those who steal from me be punished more efficiently than all the harm done to the victims oft the
inquisition, people on the killing fields and the Jews and gypsies in Nazi German concentration camps.
Make all of them suffer more, gain even less than I did in this life and make sure, that there is no escape
and no beneficial tweak or twist from this for any of the undeserving in all eternity or beyond it. Let the
exception be me, too. Amen.
Cleanse yourself from indoctrination and self-pity,
for only you could have sold your soul to the Devil?

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The Turkish ritual circle as I know it

Call it rumor. Call it streetwise. Call it dabbling. I was told, that this is, what explains why many Turks
on German territory don't need much training in knife-fighting. This is not symbolical, it does not
matter at all, if we talk knife, stiletto, handy screwdriver or dagger here. Rusty large iron scissor I knew
already.
Now there are idiots on this planet. Henceforth: I was, on date of writing, a 37 years old German
skinhead. Ugly and freaky, if I would trust reader-feedback dished at me. I make my own work and
know, how much it needs to be an author, even as the worst creative writer of the planet. I have spend
my entire life in the underclass, the poorer quarters of the city. Maybe I even witnessed occasional
street-crime and gangsta stuff.
When I wondered, why the Turks in the area despised self-defense, some of them were nice enough, to
tell me straight. When they decide to neutralize somebody, then they wait for ambush opportunity,
distract the target, encircle it and stab it with knives from all directions repeatedly. Even veteran
soldiers or martial arts experts die like untrained yokels due this. It is said to be easy, illegal & efficient.
They leave country and return with a new citizen identity card if they please.
Nazi-Thugs told on TV, that they do a similar with bashing weapons for their racist crimes.
Faith
Faith is the ability, to believe. Like my insights on the devil tarot card, faith can have its uses. Faith, to
me, is the most fierce enemy of religion. Faith is personal, your allegiance to god or the deities or forces
or powers. Religion is, what even the worst idiots and yokels did agree to.
Faith is not a guarantee. Faith does not mean you can boss god around. Faith is not a preternatural power
or magick ritual. Most fascinating to me is, that faith is strongest, if science is true.
Where a will can be broken a faith may recover, or even symbolically rise from the dead. Faith, like will,
can be learned. It remains just a cerebral or mental or ego feature though. It does not make you
invincible, it does not mean divine or infernal forces work like slaves for you or me.
For me the film or movie Constantine with K. Reeves showed, how easily faith and hubris can clash.

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Feedback and progressing this file

I personally expect people to perceive a lack of generic predefined rituals, even though those are weakly
and often hogwash approaches of magick. I have to expect a law based need to reformulate or outright
delete my personal opinion at certain passages in this file. The dark path was not too often in helpful or
beneficial constellation with my life either.
People unacquainted with my way of writing and living outside of Germany may occasionally find the
term fascist or Nazi suiting my thoughts. I am German and I have both a clear record equivalent at the
Bundesamt fr Verfassungschutz and great allegiance-distance between me and any extremist
organization.
Further, due my father being Sicilian and science stating it in the media: People like me were declared as
evidenced to be brain-structured in a way, which makes us a bit less subtle on wrath and hate. I found
that was scientific racism, yet I have no Sicilian uncle in the other kind of family. And no aunt Omerta
either.

My heart makes problems on occasion and some sources claim, that being easily stressed or
enraged are self-destructive symptoms of such cardiac calamity lurking.

As readers, options of feedback by leaving comments posted under this file, where it is legally placed for
sale are possible, Personal emails are rarely efficient in my experience. Joint-Ventures failed in recent
years, as the handful of admirers and the chosen few critics were both too lazy to work with me instead
of just playing the judge.
I wrote this file in the aftermath of shaking off the stranglehold of magick and as I noted on the topic
abyss, I intent to spice this up over a minimum of two more years counted from date of reaching a state
where I consider this file worthy enough to be published.
I read and purchased both worse and shorter works for even more money already so do not waste time
on trying to talk me into reducing prices, I will raise them instead. The golden age of Internet sale seem
to be over, yet I was not a person of the golden age so why should I care?
If you understood this initiate version with adept hints to a degree, which I would rightfully call
mediocre, then you are busy outmatching all my content and intent for the next two years.
Or marshaling all your white-magick adepts, disciples, minions, sexiest and pawns against me until
victory. For a non-roleplayer Crowley depicted sorcery as quite some pseudo-cannon-fodder. Orc
Magick versus elven song and halfling sorcery?

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Maybe I contribute to proving him and what he spawned forth wrong on that as so much more, too.
Kinda: If Crowley was Magus, then I am rich.

I guess I must earn around 250000 to be read about in the Skeptics dictionary. Even if it means I
could pay to be mentioned. Remember, in my definition bribe is not the illegal version society
knows. More a virtue.

If this, against my own expectation, becomes a bestseller, maybe some millions of earned
suffice, then science may decide to publish their own revelations about my publishing?

Dark Secrets of Pietroschek a revelation: Version numbering 1.00 means basic version. Usually
I no longer publish those, as I learned, that I can correct & improve some more after a good
nights sleep or meditation. Version 1.01 hints at a minor improvement or correction, like typos.
Version 1.1 would either mean a lot of minor corrections, or a major one. So one minor and two
major corrections would make me label a former version 1.00 to be? A version 1.21!

My hunt on the difference between than and then began.

But what if proper comma placement is really of the devil?

Add-In: Witchknot and cerebral knot (plus vertebra)

I could boast with a, maybe temporal, success here. I prefer, to warn you and remind me. Never confuse
powers you are granted with powers you embody! Use your sensing to free yourself from as many of
such delusions or psychosomatic states, as you can.

I didn't advise you to be ungrateful! Just make sure that the powers granted or lucky moments do
not make you slave of hubris as the instance granting you power.

The Gordian knot is often just for contemplation and reminder, never to underestimate the more
physical types, call them warriors or brutes if you must.
The knot of Hercules then seems like fallacy or superstition to me. The promise of healing,in occult
scenes or ilks, often only attempts, to lure desperate customers for monetary gain.
The knot concept comes down to: craft or unmake something. The most known focus, besides the lore of
seafarers which does not belong here, are meddling with time, death or the spine. Mentally and
spiritually you may need patience, as this is not as easy, as untying a physical knot with our fingers. The
real lessons usually come, when you suffer them and have to break free.
Deductions: With sensing and sleight of mind, you may find truth in film, people chatting or even
fiction. You may fail just as easily, remember, that Blair Witch kind of failures are usually fatal!
A nice online & cost-free summary on the knot-topic (and henceforth my thanks to):

Witchknots, Knitwits and Knots Intrinsicate by Steven Connor

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My knot? My self-declared master or mistress putting the pressure on my central nervous system, which
runs, by medical science, through the spine. The effects: Enhanced problems with my health, recurring
bad moments of my past pestering and other little pranks.
How did I get rid of it, maybe just for now? I gathered information and scanned (see sensing and sleight
of mind lessons on demand) which of it has relevance and how I could attempt will versus state of
existence.
I, as Chaos Magick understood reveals, checked a fictional source of Dungeons and Dragons just as well.
Both results formed the same conclusion and the unison of my thoughts and my intuition made me risk
the attempt.
Practice was easy, that is, why I am more suspicious than happy on the topic. Success on 1 st attempt is
not really a sign for potential. If I get it done whenever I need it in everyday life, then it is! The price? A
night of spoiled sleep, trouble for neglected house-work and a mixture of wrath and joy I have to handle.
Add-In: Ghost hunting & spooky house investigation
Certain bullet-points you should know. Real life is not always like Hollywood, did you ever notice?

Spooky houses, much like cairns, places of power and so forth, are 1 st and foremost derelict or
abandoned buildings or places. This means HIGH risk of dirt, including infections, as rotting
wooden stairs or crumbling stones or walls. Fungus, bacteria and rusty nails demand protection
and damn fast first aid, if you get hurt by them!

Vermin and insect feces can be dangerous. Protective clothing against scratches, bites and stings
is important for your continued existence. And it spoils the thrill and fun for those who crave it,
too. Gloves or gauntlets for attempted psychometry!

Dust is an agent or transfer manager. Dust may transport disease or poison into your nose,
mouth and lungs!

Illegal trespassing and burglary are crimes. Even the competition (or the clich black magicians)
can turn the law against you.

Thorough investigation is dual. I mean, that mundane world and spiritual should be investigated.
Usually, after gathering the permissions and equipment you need, a small team of reliable people
may succeed so far, as possible.

Sensing I mentioned. Sensing in safety, what makes you consider such endeavors or outright
drug-crazed idiocy necessary may save your life.

Words are cheap! The surefire sign for psychopathic persons (or hostile cults or criminal
academics) is their statement that they have an interest in.... This is crap! People who care
practice their stuff even alone. People who do not even know the basics and are too lazy or too
incompetent for such simple spiritual paths hide their real agenda or motives. Hot to get laid is a
common truth behind their faked solidarity. It goes often worse from there.

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I encountered people spiritually and found some or was found by some for technological (cell
phone or Internet) or personal verification, or so it is made to seem. Our mind and intuition can
be quite astonishing! Just do not Blair-Witch-yourself into the false and ultra-dumb
assumption that such would make any esoteric or occult claim or superstition to be a guarantee
for magic, healing or similar!
Summary My sorcery so far

Up to this point, I consider myself, in the context of this electronic text, to be limited, and contextually
focused. The main direction is, learn self reliance, what I call sensing, and sleight of mind. Learn those,
to find out, what you want your own life to be like.
Some of the whys are actually decades old. I mentioned that I didn't start practicing just yesterday?
I returned to some of the hermetic sources. Read ten definitions of a mage as they define it. Maybe it is
called Magician, Magicker, Magus instead of Mage. Read ten those definitions and you have plagiarism
of the Nazi bermensch as often, as false promises by guru types.

Practice all that (usually ten years minimum) and then you are a true Magus. Wrong. Take what
works without ever abandoning your own self and life and maybe in some years you realize, that
you do not ever want to bear the burden every Magus has to live with.

Forcing you away from yourself while constantly talking about that self, higher self and angelic
guide... You were there until guru forced you away to be abused, raped, milked for money and so
forth?

If god is the true source of all magick, then only god personally should ever ask or order you to
indulge any spiritual path in my opinion.

Talking about angels in a function like what I, within this electronic text, call patron of sorcery
is very idiotic. The existence of angels was never evidenced and if you want a relation to such an
angel, doing it only for promises of power is... a bit too selfish to make them fall prey to you?

A sorcerer or sorceress will not ignore the own sensing too often. Because the oh so often cursed
ego is a part of the same mortal, which the claimed yet ever-absent immortal soul is claimed to
be slumbering or buried part of. Slumber can be healthy and outside of fairy tale, let it waken on
its own? Buried... the dead are buried, souls are notorious about being shiny, floaty ephemera
instead.

My focus is not answering questions. Who would I be to claim the one and only truth anyway? My
own approach is allowing adult people to make their own decisions. 2 nd while I told you faithfully of
people who want the reward yet shun the work to achieve it, when I read that attitude as if from god,
it was heresy. A god so fascist and tyrant would, to me, be more of a devil.

Such spiritual traps made me publish, even with lacking skill on grammar and structure. People
tell, lure and threaten other people into their occult indoctrination. I reminded of the Aesop
fable twice for it. Fox who lost its (or his) tail. No, not HER tail, female fox is a vixen. Beware
the sectarian Magus, its just a more criminal, deranged and dumb version of a gang-up villain
against you!

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When the higher ceremonial forces of within meets without happen, which means, that what your
spirituality prepares comes into reassurance by the facts of the real world, then this is life! It can be a
sign of competence, sheer luck or consequence. It is life though, maybe as part of gods creation, maybe
not.
Sorcery has rituals, it is just, that the definition of self, ego and ritual, as any other definition needed or
beneficial as those baleful to avoid, thwart and protect against, are adapted by each individual, to make
sense in that individuals own life as it is.
A medical doctor, a police officer and a taxi driver will, even if genetic clones of the same person, still
have different schedules in their life. One may be monastic or ascetic, one may be gay or simply a crappy
womanizer. Neglecting such under spiritual or occult assumption is fraud, as our society and the law
hold you responsible for it.
Guru uses and abuses pawn, because guru knows what wicked, greedy sociopath he or she is behind the
more or less well cultivated facade or mask or charade!
In theory anything can be flawless and perfect, in real life nearly nothing is. Tonight I was informed,
that one of my sayings, one of those small comments I made up for SMS chat, becomes a colored
electronic card.

Pain came cost free Lilith and while we are apart, every night without you is, symbolically, like
a rusty knife cutting straight through my heart! That was all I was inspired to due reading Paul
Huson Mastering Witchcraft

For real magick several years demand a withdrawal from the mundane, materialist normalcy (I warned
about such above) towards spirit, mental prowess. Besides the crappy explanations and definitions
haunting the scene or subculture, I go my own way.
In my spirit, people should learn to balance their normalcy, life as they live it, with their spirituality
instead. Maybe it means you need some months more to practice, yet certainly it means, that you never
suffer through becoming a deranged outcast, hermit or weirdo, until you want to, just as well!
This saying may not mean much yet, so here, an example: You worked hard, to become a promising
adept, by your own achievements. You succeeded. Next you know, the occult downturn comes. You
read about it and struggle onwards. For some reason, you split up with your girlfriend, boyfriend,
husband or wife. Further you lost some contacts, as some false friends had to be removed from your
life...

Can ANYBODY, besides God, really guarantee, that in such a situation quitting your job and
cutting all familial ties is really a smart and rewarding decision? Couldn't it be a stressed overreaction or mistake just as easily?

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I don't know, if I teach, I know though, that I repeatedly tell you, to be vigilant, careful and reasonable
with your first spiritual endeavors instead of filling psychiatric asylums or hospitals due mistaking
madness or fiction for real world spirituality!!!
Polarized note: A lot of people who beg for or demand INITIATION wouldn't survive their own wrath
for such villainy when they finally really learned the basics. The self can be judge and executioner,
telling it straight just spoils sales curves. Beware people who always tell you what you want to hear, few,
if any of us, live in such a blessed state which could make such be beneficial. Think such thoughts
through before making decisions:

Why should a white magical, highly spiritual and ultra-disciplined telepath ever have need to
meet you in person?

Does joining any religion or occult group automatically mean you agreed to be prostituted,
abused or victimized?

If you would be a villain, what agenda could be behind your warnings about black magicians
or those evil witches? Isn't pointing at others only another illusionist or mentalist trick, to avert
attention from you or your own teachings?

You find it easy, to dislike and mistrust me... was this your achievement, or just comfortable
excuse for your own prejudices, vices and blindness for those persons you should really be more
critical about?

Once again, if people, even very suiting ones, want to follow my way of sorcery, even then it will be a
self-reliant, long-term and risky path. Learning from trial and error is simply part of life. One university
celebrates a genius, the next calls him or her a fraud.
Such happens in life and once more:

Personal truth can be different. What one person likes or craves may still be meaningless or
disgusting or baleful to other persons. Sorcery, as far as I know, is for individuals, not for slaves,
not for sectarians and not for cultists twisting anything to fake legitimacy upon their agenda of
worshiping their madness from the start.
Sorcery Meditation, or Psychic Pathway

Do a research and you may find out, that globally even in the age of your grandparents certain truths
were found in several cultures across the planet. The 1 st months of meditation can be problematic to the
naive. Without the constant distractions and sensual-overflow known in our society, our social
surroundings, fully focused introspective, we will get aware of unpleasant matters first. Usually.
Contrary to dogma I gave an example of an easy meditation in this text and I already hinted, that making
it most comfortable to you is important. The reason for a meditation lying flat on your bed, a mat or the
ground (some feel good on wood or even on cold concrete), is efficiency.

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It is simply a meditation which you can train yourself up to maximum degree, that means a full trance or
stasis with body nearly in REM phase as known from sleep research by science and oneiromancy or
lucid dreaming. Certain well-known obstacles remain though:
THE OBSTACLES
Several things contribute to the chaos in the mind and suppress intuition. They are called OBSTACLES
for now. Neither of them needs any magic, psychic or preternatural powers to exist, no ghosts either.
Even mundane psychology knows of them:

EMOTIONAL: Fear, no matter by what disguise our self-excuse, is most common. Rage or
irritation are very common excuses. The 3rd is more important, yet as well more difficult. Feeling
the cerebral or nervous disharmony by false friends and masked adversaries from your real
surroundings. Pain, enervation, submission and similar should include the question: who or
what causes them?

RELIGIOUS or CULTURAL Indoctrination: Academics are often troubled with the truth, that
logic is just one aspect of the mind. Faithful tend to have swallowed their own share of
superstition. Extrovert cultures have blamed all evil, sick and wrong on the introspection. Plenty
of people simply cannot openly admit, how obvious their lack of patience, faith or devotion is.

INTELLECTUAL: Career plans, a certain dosage of opportunism and arrangements with girlfriend, wife or family ARE more important than eager spiritual indulgence. Karma Yoga can
wait, too. Our mind allows us, to operate well in the mundane world and often to survive or
prosper, too. Cheating on meditation is surrender to a mind stuck in its used role, a lack of
growth and progress, could be a sign of suppressed trauma, personality disorder, self-hate or
similar. Or the simple insight, that you are indeed lacking in all other aspects.

ENERGETIC: The energy we radiate is called our aura among certain esoteric and psychic
people. It mostly tell-tales, where we belong and where we most probably feel alienated. Finding
the right time, form of meditation and place is what I mentioned a necessity already. Proper
temperature, too.

Whenever Crowley&Co did not abuse sorcery as the flawed-magick-model sources world-wide noted
that psychic and sorcery have much in common at start. Up to my initiate-level I would guess.
Traditional Initiation
Do a thorough illumination and contemplation, before you call within as without for this! Remember
further, that I still define this text as dysfunctional, flawed and lacking!

I did not start out with what I call sorcery. Yet the base power and experience are actually the
same. A kind of awakening for some, a kind of going insane for too many.

Initiation is just another cycle, a smaller one then your next on a spiraling lesson of life or faith.
Yet it is the one you meet unprepared, flawed and lacking the knowledge you need. I guess the
lesson that some knowledge only comes due the own experience is precious, bane to academic
hubris.

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The lesson that some powers cannot be stolen... I have not always been a boring type in my
younger years and I still love cocaine (a sickness these days) and a lot of stuff which is at best
adults only. Boring types, translated, was lawful citizens.

By all I know, the real spiritual transformation and learning process, usually summarized as Initiation,
makes you have to endure it, with all side effects, unexpected results and so forth, for a minimum of one
yearly cycle NOT JUST A YEAR BY CALENDAR! Your ego will not journey like a figure in a boardgame does. Your ego runs through a process, henceforth you cannot decide I journey to a certain
watch-tower which only exists, due the masters (or some authors) auto-suggestion, somewhere in my
imagination anyway.

This one is especially true, when you delved into Druidism, Shamanic or Witchcraft before
getting, or making, an adapted pseudo-hermetic initiation. The hermetic path did not invent
initiation, they were just so sloppy that elders stole their stuff instead of writing it themselves.

If your inner voice, or feeling, or instinct already agreed to it, then all I can comment is: I hope the
hard phase doesn't hit you like a dagger into the spine. In short, the light and four elements, elements
which a number of witch-cults name watch-towers instead, will work their way concerning you. The
initiation will simply show, to you and others, what is beneficial or baleful in what aspects of your
existence.
On date of writing this, I survived my own 1 st initiation for eighteen years, some scars & sorrows
remaining for my entire lifetime, as it seems. A smile for the better moments and respect for the few
continuously correct ones on the paths I chose or was part of, too.
The elements, wow what a misnomer
LIGHT. The lamp or flashlight you read above. Your understanding, priorities and insights will develop
or degenerate due life. If your initiation runs decently, then a mixture of individual good and bad
lessons, or sane and delusional if you do drugs, will take place. Some of those SEEM very quick, until one
learns the hard way that handling them was part of it. If you have many false friends, a lot of unpleasant,
maybe even dangerous, revelations will breach your ignorance or lack of initiation.
FIRE. Illuminate Staff tarot cards to find your truth, expect a trap, too. Your lesson on consume, passion
and hate will be more manifold, then any but the true seers and augurs (even if they think themselves
scientific) could define properly. In a way, your ego is put on a pyre. Just that the lesson in its entirety
means you are that ego, you are that vicious mob, you are the pyre and you are the angels who never
come to help as the demons or devils who turn it for the worst. You are, too, the witch-hunter who put
you there. Fire in the mundane world, not just arson, can result in your misbehavior resulting in trouble,
even criminal or asylum kinds.

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WATER. Illuminate Cup or Chalice tarot cards to find your truth, expect a trap, too. Waters of
Dissolution and Healing. In truth, these lessons are more cerebral, often more primordial or intuitive
then fire lessons. Again, they come within as without (mundane world). A lot of your lies and
deceptions will meet a judgment by a spiritual truth here. Going submissive to it may be the quickest
instant failure you may ever experience. Find your own truth, as it is you who lives your life.
EARTH. Illuminate Pentacle tarot cards to find your truth, expect a trap, too. Here is the great suspicion
I blame myself for. This quarter of the initiation can ruin you financially, just as a side-effect. Mundane
earth lessons are about being grounded and focused on facts, inner earth lessons can teach you strength,
steadiness and as well, a form of lethargy your ego must shake off to face duties and pleasures.
AIR. Illuminate Sword tarot cards to find your truth, expect a trap, too. Knowledge, thinking and resolve
will meet some quite fierce challenges and revelations here. Depending on your social surroundings, a
lot of quite dangerous, hard hitting intrigue and such may spawn into existence, as again, your own
comfortable delusions as well as false friends, white lies and similar will impact on it in a two frontier
war which your ego alone cannot win.
Aside the lies&deceptions
There are artful depictions, feverishly dedicated texts and more which all claim, initiation always
happens in the same order. In a way, it does. Just that it happens in all aspects at once, not in some
occult want to be bitching.

Do not waste your time on labeling anything that happens part of this element or that or such.
Live your life and deal with it, then later, well rested&looking back, you can work such out
much more fact-based.

Your ego will not journey like a figure in a board-game does. Your ego runs through a process,
henceforth you cannot decide I journey to a certain watch-tower which only exists, due the masters or
some authors auto-suggestion, somewhere in my imagination anyway.
Before you demand, unleash or go for initiation find out, what type of spiritual you really are. Not how
much you want to indulge, but what you embody and what henceforth will be part of your path as it is
part of you.
Just some seconds before writing the last sentence, I remembered, that my own start, my own 1 st own
steps, adeptus major by definition I know, had been an amalgamation of Hermetic, Satanic and
Shamanic. Wrong. There is a number four in that, I was just not aware that it actually belonged. Science.
I was a student still considering to finish university when we threw ourselves into the occult mumbojumbo lots of hogwash.
TO BE CONTINUED & CORRECTED...

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Typical initiation mistakes on a regular

Fact is, the day you decide to indulge something you are a newbie. That means, it is always delusional, to
decide for witchcraft, magick or anything occult or esoteric. It needs some knowledge and experience to
judge properly and precisely on 1st day, these are lacking, clouded by expectations and prejudices for
sure.
1. The mistake of the definition. You believed the wrong person or researched a flawed definition
on your own. It will happen, so focus on finding out about it and correcting it.
2. The price too high, or simply panicking. Another surefire step on the path. Even success may
breed such. Going through a process may be much more toll, than theory implied. What if your
psychometry either vanishes or empowers during water lessons? Were you prepared, to live
without again, or live with extended efficiency of it? Sometimes more is not what anybody
wants for real.
3. True initiation is symbolically like a book, in that the final chapter is your death. Until then each
chapter before the final is just one on the way. Maybe there are chapters like reincarnation or
alternative life, yet science denies them and I consider people who need such to be in truth, too
fearful, as we are all mortals in the cycle from birth to death.
4. Luck maybe, yet protection is delusional. No patron, no karma and no deity protect anybody
completely. When you are busy, like with initiation, you are easier prey and more accident
prone then in optimum moments of life. There will be meddlers, saboteurs and outright enemies
trying to use that as advantage.
Critical thinking or logic up the devils' Darmtrakt
Sorcery works with primitive means and the worship of demons or summoning of demons.

Who claims so? Competitors who have their own agenda. Magick has bred more Satanists and
black magicians than reliable hermetics, why didn't they mention that half as often? Because
they lie and cheat for their own selfish agenda or sectarian allegiance.

The existence of personified demons and devils could never be proven. The symbolical ones, like
Rabbi Ben Shalom pestered with, actually make quite some sense for people who think instead
of dabbling crap.

Sorcery as defined here does neither forbid nor disable the ability to perform art or fantasy or
gaming. Actually even I consider making a tarot-based board-game so one could playfully
contemplate minor topics while socializing.

The tree of life problem among newbies, dumber ones and lesser ranks? Angels and Demons (or
clipothic or qlipoth) are equal parts of gods creation. They symbolize the proper and improper,
or beneficial and baleful principles of life as depicted in connected dots on the tree of life.

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Sorcery by the definition I use in this text is simply more modest and less defiant of normalcy. If I, as a
pauper, still remember some good sides of belonging to society, then maybe those over- privileged
bunches of self declared Magi are losing their minds for they never earned the success?

If you earned or achieved something for real, then you are ensured by more than just belief.

Once you succeeded a job you know more than theory from some books, that much is not dependent on
allegiance, skin-color or religion at all. Further, there is a difference between egomaniacs and selfconfidant people.
Euphemism, Dystopia & folk-lore

A true sorcerer never shares his secrets! To me that is a bit like: All witches have red hair, a
broomstick and a black cat familiar or homunculus. If only autistics can be sorcerers, then the
definition of sorcery is flawed even worse.

Secrets are less precious than money & power. Henceforth the failures cling to secrets, much like
the ape who could have escaped the trap, if it would have just let go of the banana? Curiosity
killed the cat, necromancy revived it and divine justice did put it upon a pyre?

Clive Barker film wisdom: Illusionists get Las Vegas contracts, Magicians get burned! Seems
Crowley escaped the pyre he deserved the most.

Greed is the urge to grab something, the lust for gain. Greed is no power in itself. Does not do
your job for you, does not nurture, does not protect and at worst, is single-minded inspiration.

Besides my Hedge Magician Theory, maybe I share the initiate and adept version to show, that
a sorcerer may know gossip, money making and keeping secrets? As if they all decide
themselves instead of surrender to dumbest clich.
Fighting & Ambushes you will probably experience

This chapter has no place for nice words or comfortable delusions. This chapter is about a real world
truth which results in pleasures like being locked away in an asylum, becoming unemployed for alone
against a sect or cult is not always that easy, actual bloodshed and fierce intrigues (Magick must protect
its interests, the world finding out, that an insane cult of child molesters and sociopaths took over is not
what they want the law to notice?).
It is said, that the insane need no reason to commit dire crimes. If even a crappy little author like me has
to risk stalkers, bisexual rapists and other disturbed minds, then I would consider it unfair, not to make
you prepare for it.
Cultists I defined as people who want to abuse anything, from science to occult, only to reinforce their
own madness. This violent prone, primitive gang-up of psychotics is by far not as cool, as their fictional
counterparts are.

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Other lodges, groups, covens or groves or grottoes... All those people who decided that some book they
liked somehow made them all experts in the field... if they were dumb enough for such, then maybe
they are dumb enough, to break the law on imagined threats?
Lets hope nothing happens! That is not competent self-preservation or self-defense. In German TV we
had hospital documentations of wounds that a simple drunken brawl or survived knife-fight deals. Even
that is breaking law and getting hurt. Or becoming a real world criminal.

Lunatics like LSD and dope for it makes people get closer to their own mindset in plenty of
cases. Vigilant people are harder to fool & brainwash, some guru complaint?

Pseudo-Occult groups tendentiously have the following for sure:

Drugs, poisons and venoms, knives or daggers, guns in certain countries, their own brutes or
enforcers. Exotic animals or combat dogs can be expected, too.

Even if a group is actually innocent or harmless they might be dumb enough, to shelter criminals
or psychotics in their group as long as they gave lip-oath to their agenda.

In short, until you form a group of well-known & thoroughly checked acquaintances, it is simply
normal for our age, that on the bad side of such pseudo-spiritual socializing crimes and derangements
are possible in all forms!

That doesn't make acquaintances auto-innocent. Many murders are committed among people
who know each other and many child molesters mask as family members or reliable pals.

Do nothing good so nothing evil is done to you! That, even if true, sounds like a threat and form of
submission which would instantly kill any way of life. Further I state: Never let your enemies dictate
your behavior, only suffering and defeat come from this on a regular.

Yet spiritually it means, too much deviance from yourself, no matter why or towards what goal,
breeds trouble for sure. Spooky consequences which that could spawn forth.
A practical lesson of more demand Lets play magician

Those who care have already made a lesser yet similar work like this. Take a deck of tarot cards and a
standard description plus one description of your choice.
Sort all 38 picture cards of persons, that is all the major arcane (from Fool to the world) and the so-called
court cards (Kings, Queens, Knights&Pages), into one stack and make another stack of all the 40 cards
from aces to tens.

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Active Part: Go through the stack without persons (aces to tens of each aspect or element) and note the
primary beneficial & baleful meaning for each card. Hereby all for your personal life as you live it, not
for some generic or high ceremonial hogwash.

Thought and research, focused to bring your results as you want and sense them to be.

Now, by contemplation and practice, attempt to handle those aspects in your life. Learn, how far from
complete mastery of even just that every humanoid is often enough. Learn, to enjoy and extend your
competence just as well.
Passive Part: This is hard to set, yet no need of that exists either. It can happen straight at start, never, or
years later. Check the persons in your life and then you can research, if they actually are in a
constellation which the persona cards may symbolize.

Observation, empathy and sensing here often inspire or verify, maybe even validate, what you
suspected or knew for sure already.

If you are skilled and lets simplify it as lucky, then at least some of the cards will literally tell a
beneficial or baleful definition which a person, aware of it or not, admitting it or not, has for real in that
phase of your life and spiritual indulgence.
Extension: Even if there is no spiritual purpose in your life, you can investigate, by a practical
understanding of this lesson, how much effort and how many factors any even decent adept will have
to deal with and how much knowledge, competence, improvisation and experience often comes even
just from that.

Without cheating this lesson alone can help academics and media to realize, how much they
underestimated and misunderstood typical occult works.

If you succeed here in detail, above novice competence, then you may notice, that neither Magick, nor
Wicca, nor Satanism or similar have any ritual which is not flawed, insufficient and, to be honest,
outright idiotic fraud? Check those rituals you care for, your practiced self will probably not fall for all
the deceptions and disinformation again.
Recovering from and living with disillusionment may be supported by meditation, yet physical workouts and non-spiritual mundane activity, like party, dancing or making new pals may often help and
avoid to become one-dimensional in younger years.

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A faction war Consequence you might like to avoid

Between white and black, or light and dark, there has been a tradition, which I remember since the
theosophy of Helena P. Blavatsky:
If you claim allegiance to, or are perceived part of, the white faction, then the dark side will attempt,
to either outmatch or defile, subvert and neutralize ANY of your achievements. Often by all means they
can muster.
Never forget, that killing me or you is one of the easiest possible solutions. Traditionally getting people
arrested or locked away into sanitarium or asylum has quite a bad-reputation, too.

Like with all conflicts, don't force yourself into a war which you can't yet understand. Even statements
you make for fun, to praise your money-source or just say thanks may be perceived as challenge or insult
by somebody else on the planet.
Pietroschek against the great Bernanke
I am not satisfied with my achievements as author. Henceforth I cannot even guess, how my readers
perceive it. Some find me lacking, others already moan I am too advanced and too complex for their
minds.
On the downside, I was defeated before. On the upside, I am dangerous enough, to make sects and
others feel threatened by me.
The petty scraps I know or suspect:

Making something available cost-free, which happens to be better quality or more entertaining
than goods and services one has to purchase. This results in people who want to stay in business
finally realizing, how urgent their need for homework and updates has become and how obvious
that already is. Alternately they could admit and confess, what criminal fraud and psychiatric
waste they have always been. I doubt they do society that favor though.

When a sect gangs up even on lowly ones like me, then maybe we all could do our share to
oppose people who subvert and undermine our rights and way of life. Germany propagates
solving problems with words and education instead of guerrilla warfare. Further we have the
right to our own opinion and the right to discuss it with somebody else.

What I prank about in my Dunstable Manor actually demands me to combine, or extract,

information. If you consider a clear difference between a psychic and a sorcerer.

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Blood Sacrifice Dark Myth or a step on the path

When I felt the traditional urge to drink blood, then I drank my own. Simply because there was no
other source available and I knew about different blood-types being incompatible with the own system.
Further HIV is a funny spoiler to all those oh so immortal vampire cults and blood-cults.
If any of those idiotic frauds or stupid insane would be really initiated, then they would sense the trap,
the deception and the betrayal instead of falling prey to it.
Courage is a need from the rawest basis onward. Word-Games and dabbling cannot end gravity or
passage of time either. Even the lowest adept needs the ability to overcome fear for real on a regular.

Such peculiar insights come to all who deciphered the symbolism instead of overlooking it
repeatedly. Sword is a symbol in context, Pentacle is a symbol in context, Chalice is a symbol in
context and surprise, surprise, Staff or Wand is a symbol in context. That much was even
clarified in Magick, Book or Part One by the self-entitled Beast of Revelation.

Sacrifice then, is something you do not want to give. Sacrifice is not butchering some fuck-face you
wanted dead anyway. Tons of paper have been wasted on scientific and occult books on the topic, so
why did you believe the one imbecile who neither read them nor came to any sane conclusion on his or
her own?
Sacrifice is something taken from you, the practitioner. Sacrifice is not ordered by the master or mistress
but taken by life itself, the one true author of truths and stories.
Tales of a cornered rat: When :-) was forced out of cocaine indulgence it was, to :-), a sacrifice and a
curse to break. By the facts that :-) found the past decade most unworthy, it is a curse :-) still likes to
break and a sacrifice :-) still tries to undo. Simplified, :-) decided that loyalist-submission is not :-)
response to betrayal. Better a happy villain than a tortured slave to moralist interference.

On date of writing the consume of drugs is not illegal in :-) Country. The ownership, smuggling
and selling of drugs is though. This note is for readers of other cultures and mindsets.

A more decisive aspect of sacrifice and indeed one most sane people would appreciate to avoid is found
in this reply I left to some academic fraud:

Get raped, before you claim to know all on rape, and get murdered, before you claim to know
all on murder! 1.) This one especially has to do with Codex Magica which stated that one has
not to commit arson to be a fire-fighter and that one has not to murder to become a homicide
detective. 2.) The exclusion of facts is not precisely scientific, if science claims to bring the one
and only possible truth at all. For fraud though it would suffice. 3.) Still I find 'one has not be be
scientific to be a scientist' a dire flaw of society.

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For the non-psychotic only two ways of blood sacrifice make a formidable sense in the so-called long
run. Two blood-sacrifices would bring a major change of reality, change can be beneficial or baleful,
improvements are by competence, no guarantees.
1. Your own blood spilled to further or defend the cause, to protect your way of life including your
loved ones (though love can be lethally deceptive or induced by adversaries) or blood spilled to
defend the so-called tradition. Latter includes progress against real competition to a degree yet is
rarely legal, often forced upon one by criminal brutes of the occult or esoteric sub-cultures.
2. The most certainly illegal and often sinful killing or murdering of failures, deviants and
competitors. While, as far as I know, only black-magick ever admitted it, it is still more
common, then society wants it to be. Kill the ten most criticizing Witches, Thelemites or
Scientists or the media people who publish it and for a while less pestering truths&falsehoods
could come from that direction.
If you never heard the saying A brother is to kill. or if you still fear its consequence then you are not
even in theory well-versed with the darker path you claimed to belong to. This much and more can be
discovered by completely legal research alone. Maybe now:

Get raped, before you claim to know all on rape, and get murdered, before you claim to know
all on murder! 1.) This one especially has to do with Codex Magica which stated that one has
not to commit arson to be a fire-fighter and that one has not to murder to become a homicide
detective. 2.) The exclusion of facts is not precisely scientific, if science claims to bring the one
and only possible truth at all. For fraud though it would suffice. 3.) Still I find 'one has not be be
scientific to be a scientist' a dire flaw of society.

Makes more sense now as well? Did my note above make the statement include more or additional
meaning now? Or was it psycho-suggestion, to spook you, my precious and still nonpaying readers?
Brother as equal to Sister
Now Pietroschek must die. He dares to repeat it! The taboo of black magicians! How dare he publicly
insist, that even just in sorcery women could be equal or even superior to men?

Pissed off my self-entitled master nearly as often as my notes on his being stuck in the teenage
high-school pseudo-trauma I name self-pity gone psychotic.

Well, while I liked the notion, that all women are at best to be sex-slaves, my sex-slaves in context, I
found, that the society I live in has for centuries banned slavery and for a notch more than one century
our society gives at least hollow lip-oath to female equality.
Patriarchate or Matriarchal are to me just atavism of political black-versus-white thinking, which in
truth I define both as the absence of thinking. The best qualified person should get the job, to ensure
that the best for the nation and the people can be achieved.

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Neither skin-color nor gender should influence it. Even other matters, including those I seriously
dislike, should only be banned IF they damage or sabotage the truth of that statement, the best person
for the job should do the job for the real greater good and the people.
I do not ask how they qualified, as long as they are qualified for real. That is a lesson from society, where
studied want-to-be elites caused financial crisis, impaired disaster-aid or launched wars for their own
malfunctioning ego and personal greed they couldn't handle sanely.

Loyalty or dedication to the nation as the people is one factor compulsively ignored on expense
of lives and resources. Such mistakes could have long been corrected, so again, Machiavelli
scored: The fiercest enemies of a new order are the ones who profit by enforcing&abusing the
old order.

Vigilant with word-games. Now Pietroschek must die is true on every born Pietroschek.
Logically, as all, which is born, will one day or night die. That statement alone is no murder and
no prophecy, it just shows, how associations cloud clear thinking easily.
Sides are excuses of extremism henceforth no excuse at all

Neither a dark side or light side nor a left hand path or right hand path really exist. They are theoretical
constructs to ease understanding for people obvious already too dumb for that.
While I stem from one of the cultures who secretly envied Darth Vader, fearing that nothing better than
Luke Skywalker or Han Solo would be our own possible destiny, destiny another misconception,
nothing of such simplified black versus white thinking has to do with real life.
If anything spiritual would be that simple for the majority than not even bible and catechism nor Koran
or similar would have ever needed to be written.
Why then did I warn about it repeatedly? Misconceptions make people pester occasionally. That does
not mean they have any right to do so or that they are true with their cause either.
Why did I name destiny a misconception? For some there is only the will of god. For some only god is
the patron of sorcery yet destiny is... a flawed definition by what people tend to make of it and how they
react to it.
Most simply do not want to admit, that they were too weak, too lazy or too craven to get a better result
done.

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Sensing is, how efficient you handle it.

The headline tells it all. How few of the readers checked their preferred ritual again after reading my
definition of sensing and contemplated, how to handle it in their life?

Leadership & Tutelage

If you are still trapped in the delusion that being afraid to face the world alone is a virtue, or whatever
incestuous pseudo-excuse you have, then know this.
For spiritual practice, a minor knowledge about personalities and a dosage of making them experience
the role of leaders themselves is crucial. Crucial for otherwise you only help them to degenerate into
mindless followers, which old-school black-magicians appreciated, yet it harshly brings progress,
pleasure and precious results.
Lets use an example. We operate a small fortune teller tent on a carnival. We, that means the one
spiritual who really delves in the occult and his or her, lets write for the example two assistants, who are
actually only good actors adding atmosphere.
Atmosphere is no fraud and many businesses prefer a style which encourages customers to spend or
invest money. Make your given assistants in that example learn both, the basics of business and the
basics of fortune telling. Not under your guidance, but precisely independent from that. Such lessons can
be properly prepared without too much costs.
Why? Being under your leash will result in a process of adaptations, which idiots like my self-entitled
ex-master or ex-mentor, blinded by their ego malfunction, would have perceived as submissiveness. It
rarely is, especially when operating a legal business.
Instead of unleashing your underlings on your customers, make them find and select their own. This
part focuses on experience, the secondary benefit of extra-income can be used legally as well.
If your choice of assistants was well, then they are not your enemies and what happens is, that they
learn some extras.
1. In example, that your leadership took both, toll from them yet as well bolstering their own role
in the business.
2. That practical experience on the job is really more, than just reading a book about it.

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More crucial though is, they act temporarily outside the role of assistants and that means the masked or
suppressed part of their personality, true self, core, whatever named, has a chance to make experiences
as well.
Reintegrating or rearranging with their assistant-role is, logically, a part of the lesson. Until you make it,
so they depart and start-up their own, though I consider that too late on its own.
Secrets and Anomalies
What was impossible or dysfunctional before becomes possible and functional on a later rank, or by
chance-discovery. Yes, it happens, though not like Hollywood prefers to suggest it. While I hope, that I
am the fat, lazy and corrupted fool and could claim it is around late years on adept degree by my incontext definition... it may be, that I am not that weak and that it actually comes in the years as sorcerer
or sorceress.
Important here is: One reason I shunned the adept-x as mentioned, is, that such experiences can make
you indulge, what was a waste so far. Like shamanism or witchcraft actually granting you a functional
rite or technique which never worked for you before.
Weird, though diplomatic, as from my personal experience it tends to make oneself more compatible
with formerly neglected or despised styles and topics. Such, of course, could as well be self-fooling, or
psycho-suggestion by roots, yet when it works I want it mentioned in my text, no need for such secrets.
Outside of flawed, simplified and cheating sources, the road from newbie to Magus takes around fifty
years. It is true, it only works that way and anything claiming an easier way to the same result has been
proven wrong repeatedly.
I really believe for decades now, that reaching the adeptus major in its true meaning is all most of us will
ever need. Core of the definition, is initiated and has achieved the 1 st own proper results with the own
spiritual practice. All claim to be that far, few are. Younger generations already admitted doubt, that
they ever make it so far, too!
As somebody in the western cultures of Europe or even the USA, there is a fulfilling life to live and
neglecting that to advance to a magus degree you may never need is not always the best choice in my
opinion.
Further dedication and schedule are not the marriage of harmony. There are even good reasons why so
many lies and attempted short-cuts exist. Yet the truth remains, if you ever cross someone who really
wields that kind of power, then the surviving ones will learn the hard way, why power is seductive and
honestly, often even addictive.

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In a controlled environment even adepts can get it done. Yet experiencing it in real life over years... few
doubt power when it instant-defeats them or crushes even their best attempts easily. It is rare, not a
miracle and plenty of abusive and corrupted, flawed attempts are known.
I never saved the world and henceforth I am no expert on real power, yet research allows to find
persistent notes on certain experiences shared by all who practice what others just preach.

Opportunity in Crisis and Power in Paradoxes

Having been an Adept-X by my own, given above in the text, definition and still I cannot answer more
on that rank than on lower ranks? Yes, because:

Especially the Adept-X rank is much more empiric. There is not half the occult or nowadays
scientific or academic lore available. As much more depends on individual experience and
priorities I would create a misconception of the mix I label Adept-X which would definitely
twist and sabotage any use such a definition might have. I do not know, if this is just by the
limitations of my skill-level or if that is a truth which would need more ranking people from
different cultures and religions to cooperate to at least grant the chance of a globally reliable
definition.

The weakest turns out to be the strongest. Compared to all occult works I ever read I focused on abilities
and training, which is so utterly mundane, that people tend to doubt that I am in any form competent
enough for either sorcery or trickery and fraud.
Even those doubtful people themselves, as hopefully more ranking persona, may really find out, that this
approach, supported by the facts, actually proves me closer to master-degree than plenty who label
themselves master and magi.
That has to do with that my approach, with focus on sensing and self-defining plus repeated realitychecking, becomes one of the most crucial abilities on higher ranks. Those abilities matter more for
becoming powerful and independent, than nearly all others, including memorized rituals and occult
costumes.

My focus always continued to inspire people to live with their choice. Both, those who crave
more occult as those who dislike it and want to end their indulgence or dabbling. I left free
choice and still you think the slave-legion can only be right? Welcome to democracy, slavery is a
crime here.

I repeatedly noted LEARN TO HANDLE IT, as that will by the facts and for real decide, if you
fail or prevail when such lessons of life are on schedule unleashed by reality itself.

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The lesser mysteries unveiled

What I call lesser mysteries come in two major flavors or styles or kinds. The quite often underestimated
insights which one reaps, so to say, along the way and the realization or acceptance, that the own
delusions and prejudices, including the cultural and religious drawbacks, have been spoilers we
weaklings worshiped like the dumb cattle we feel so superior to. The key ability of sensing is actually
just one possible way to reinforce common sense. An example I like is the difference between the world
we could call planet Earth and the World as the Tarot card. The scientifically much more crucial one on
the card before the world would make me get called Anti-Semite, as is Tradition since Israel enslaved
ahem... allied with the dear USA.

Without knowing, what a Pro-Semite is, that term remains flawed to me anyway. Though
truthfully, I consider all religion insane fraud, no specific religion better or worse. They all
should be eradicated, preferably in a swipe which only God could get done. Wiping the concept
out without causing harm or any form of baleful consequences. Thanks, God.

Other mysteries are a bit deceived by the term mystery. Some only know Murder-Mystery from TV,
others never realized, that science is a bad choice of tool for generations of overfed citizens who never
wanted to realize, how brain-fucked they were by TV-Induced-Indoctrination. What was proper
advertising in the 70's, 80's and 90's, the time span from 1970 to 1999 actually, could make nearly
anybody a lets play it down a problem nowadays.
Now brain-fucked is vulgar, suiting as it may be. Manipulated, exploited, mentally abused actually do
not sound or read that much better either. Two notes this file needs.
1. Sorcery, even stripped of all paranormal or preternatural associations by folklore and traditions,
is not insanity. Insanity then is a lot, the one term I doubt is, that insanity is categorically
harmless.
2. Goal and Effect. Cause and Consequence. Some people, especially skilled or powerful people,
people include villains, seem very idiotic when one is oblivious to the fact, that they lack certain
information, too.
Babble? Blather! Some people, especially concerning my dark masters & dread mentors chapter or note,
either show their limitations or their incompetence occasionally by truth leaking out about why they
did something.
Once verified, a lot of people reconsider and reevaluate in ways, which the very same person, just
instances before that moment or turning point, would have labeled impossible or laughable. A bit like,
to use a less cute example, a bit like calling me a lunatic or nut-job, besides the criminal insult, somehow
impacts differently AFTER the younger sister of your own girlfriend told you, that the oh so innocent
nice-guy I am daring to pester tried to rape her when she was 14 years old.

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Before evidence and witnesses are known to exist, people prefer their prejudices above nearly all else.
That doesn't make them right or their actions legal, it is simply, that there are more stupid and
despicable people than flawless saints these days.
Zodiac
A US Serial Killer rumored to have gone unpunished or unscathed for decades. My perception of him
has to do with being a notch more respectful on the dark topic. And yes, I tried to trace the power, not
the person. Because of his choice the symbol, the O with the cross in it, had gained more infamy.

Killing as such is no goal of sorcery or me. Yet at the same time, plenty of authors research
similar to write crime or horror and my own Angel of Murder Fiction still haunts me. Haunts
me, because I deny to write it and a part of my mind still stores the basic concept.

Admittance. Yes, it is still in the dictionary and in the newest version, namely 3.3, of Open
Office Writer. Plenty of people and a very fearful, recently defeated, self-entitled dark
grandmaster and dread-mentor, failed to realize, that admitting something as author and acting
on the dumbest remnants of clich which my readers consider it to be like are actually not one.

Sometimes falling back on old sources is preferable to limiting oneself to inferior or plundered
newer sources. Plenty of them fraud, delusion or plagiarism anyway.
The Shamanic Codex I know of

Anybody connected to the path of Spirits and Animals, which somehow include the inferior humans,
may find himself, herself or itself in a situation, where mutual support is enforced in a ritualistic way.
When anyone calls on the Shamanic Codex, the Powers, Lives and Souls or Spirits of all involved are
allegorically thrown into a judgment pan! Worse than the threefold Wiccan Superstition is, most learn
about the codex and how to call it forth after experiencing the need for it. Ouchy Revelations, not my
first either.
Disobeying the Codex never goes unpunished. While the permanent drain of power or abilities is
already feared, I dislike to leave unmentioned, that a dire situation can get you crippled or killed with
around the same respect for your life, that most give when squashing a wasp or fly. The slow, rotting
death and similar does not always stem from cheap voodoo films either.

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A repetition, cosmetic symbols in theory&practice

Here comes the original basis, which in the 90's became the inspiration to what I now share with you as
a lesson for practice in this file. Thereby you can find out, if my own start was more simple, more
detailed or what in your opinion I made of it.

The Rider&Waite Tarot has many strengths, yet it is very secretive on any relevant dark
topic. I wouldn't take the Vampire Tarot for balance, yet on dark it needs a balance, if you really
want free choice.

For the task, as I gave it, I decided for the Pages instead of Aces. Both have one symbol depicted,
means one chalice, one wand, one blade or one pentacle, or coin. Our approach to it is clearly
the page, and not the ace.

At a later stage, yearly reevaluation at latest, we would of course check the aces as well. Lazy
egos cheat and delude themselves more than others.

The graphic above was a placeholder. If I would be a better artist, then you could see the five cosmetic
symbols placed there. Lantern, Amulet, Blade, Staff&Chalice. Would it be true? No, deceiving. Our head
itself, even if just for the task given, is the lantern and the other symbols are, what we focus the light of
our attention and the dark of our suspicions upon!
Now come the basic four card descriptions, as unchanged, as I can publish them.
Preparations:

Do a ritual cleansing, including: Take a shower or wash yourself completely

Shake off thoughts and emotions to calm and clear your self

Wear your comfort clothing as if readying for meditation (costume of power)

Ask God to be with you. Alternately ask the Patron of Sorcery or Gods' Adversary, if you have
chosen that path.

ALTERNATE: If you have read the card descriptions, you can meditate deep trance and allow your
minds eye to show you what holds meaning. Do your sensing in addition.
Additionally of Sorts:
Burn Incense and Play over-loud weird music, so all your neighbors are pestered by your
malfunctioning pseudo-spiritual efforts once again? One day they have their revenge!
The following pages have:

notes by topic

1. followed by numbered options

2. attempting up to 5 from each of them successfully is usually sufficient

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Ace of Wands: Courage, Passion & Resolve

Ace of Cups: In-depth Emotions, Psychic Clarity, Turmoil

Ace of Swords: Intellect, Reason and Perseverance

Ace of Pentacles: Humbleness, Patience and Realism

It sounds much more simple with such a mini-list. To get the full task done, each of us needs the 1 st
reliable answer on the generic meaning of the element and its symbolical tool. Further we need the
extrovert meanings and the introvert ones. Comparing the successful result with the following card
descriptions, detailed Classics or Crowley Tarot would already make that a work for several months. Yet
at start, we only need a reliable basic definition to understand, what extensive and strenuous process
running the Ego through Initiation would mean for each of us personally.

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Water Card - PAGE OF CUPS

Who shuns the waters of dissolution will be shunned by the healing waters.
BE EMOTIONAL
BE INTUITIVE
BE INTIMATE
BE LOVING
ACTIONS

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Be Emotional
don't fear feeling your life
let your feelings show
respond to emotional beauty
be gregarious or romantic
shed your detachment
let your heart lead the way
Be Intuitive
receive guidance from within
learn the truth of the inner waters
dive into your dreams
dare a psychic experience
experience direct knowing
trust your gut reaction
Be Intimate
meet someone you're attracted to
get closer to someone
sense beyond formalities
have a special moment of togetherness
solidify a friendship
share something personal
Be Loving
make only gestures you feel
express sympathy and understanding
forgive yourself where you deserve it
forgive someone who deserves it
apologize to someone you have hurt
learn to guide as feeling & sensing guide you
respond with both, caring and anger
dare to judge or condemn those who deserve it
DESCRIPTION

Here our lantern delivers real chances to experience romance, deep feelings and the inner life - the
wonders of the Cups suit. The permeating waves of emotion become much more on the few occasions,
when they are in unison with the world around you. Both, lucky as traumatic ones tend to do so. Water
cards are very problematic. Nearly all sources consider them a waste-dump for squeamish and weak
emotions exclusively. The strength of emotions is in proper water cards, too. Forgiveness in example
includes the decision not to forgive, or go for revenge when justice is denied or the law is the villain!

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Air Card - PAGE OF SWORDS

From 1st breath to last breath its always towards Death.
BE MINDFUL
BE TRUTHFUL
BE JUST
BE TOUGH ENOUGH (FORTUITOUS)
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Be Mindful
analyze the problem
use logic and reason
reexamine beliefs
develop an idea or plan
study or research the facts
learn or teach occasionally
think everything through
Be Truthful
act honestly
face the facts
stop deceiving
clear up any confusion
expose what is hidden
speak directly
Be Just
right a wrong
act ethically
treat others equally
champion a cause
try to be fair
do what you know is right
accept responsibility
Be tough enough (fortuitous)
face problems without self-pity
refuse to be discouraged
Handle setbacks with adaptability&killer-instinct
discover the dark resolve within
learn the inner alchemy
ready yourself for trouble
keep trying
DESCRIPTION

The Sword Cards are the favorites of academics, as often, too often in my own opinion, their only
strength lies within those. Now in 1 good 3 bad, that alone is not enough. Here, with the mode how you
can use them in context, this card gives you simple and clear examples, which can be easily applied. The
blade is a symbol, sword or dagger, rapier or knife say nothing about the potential, power or severity of
the person or task. Superficial hints, like knives being traditional in Witchcraft where Daggers speak
more of European Magick roots could be developed in later stages.

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Fire Card - PAGE OF WANDS

The fire of passion is a sacred spark of life.
BE CREATIVE
BE ENTHUSIASTIC
BE CONFIDENT
BE COURAGEOUS
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Be Creative
indulge some form of creativity (art)
be original
invent & improve
find a new aspect of self-expression
use your art
come up with a solution
go in a new direction
Be Enthusiastic
live wholeheartedly
get excited
show optimism
be the first to volunteer
be passionate
feel your blood flowing
Be Confident
tackle a challenge
say "yes, I can"
believe in yourself
check why doubts hold you back
move beyond doubts
focus on success
know that where there's a will, there's a way
Be Courageous
take a risk
be daring
have an adventure
avoid the sure thing
take assertive action
be a leader
overcome a fear
DESCRIPTION

Here chance delivers meditation, contemplation and living out real chances to experience creativity,
courage, charm and inspiration - the wonders of the Wands suit. Lets not be too frigid or too puritan to
remind, that sex, what I often call carnal athletics&carnal acrobatics, is really one minor part of this.
Especially in younger years, though remember, even this author only wanted seven years on the
monastic path. Only seven monastic (including ascetic) years read like seven eternities in hell to
sexaholics anyway. ;-)

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Earth Card - PAGE OF PENTACLES

Mocked, and underestimated, the element earth. Until only its children could end our Curse.
BE EFFECTUAL
BE PRAGMATIC
BE PROSPEROUS
BE TRUSTWORTHY
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Be Effectual
make your plans real
utilize your environment
use your body
experience nature
achieve tangible results
act on your dreams
get events in motion
Be Pragmatic
take a realistic approach
apply the tools at hand
find a solution that works
use common sense
stop daydreaming
work with what you have
concentrate on what's effective
Be Prosperous
draw to you what you need
increase your means
grow and expand
enrich yourself
go out to meet success
seek abundance
become secure
Be Trustworthy
accept that your solution may not be the only one
have some faith in others
accommodate uncertainty
keep your word
prove yourself dependable
maintain your achievements as best you can
establish credibility
DESCRIPTION

Here our lantern approach delivers real chances to experience wealth, abundance, security and solid
achievement - the wonders of the Pentacles suit. It is rare and outside of crime nearly unknown, that
this alone brings great monetary benefit, so stay true to the real meanings!

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Summary of the 4 card revelation.

Basically, forgetting discipline&patience could lead to trouble. Working through the descriptions usually
starts with just reading all of them, then reading them thoroughly and doing the Sensing. ObstacleRemoval could be helpful, if you feel something within stir allegorically. Making experiences does not
mean pestering the public, friends or family!
In the 1st year selecting which lessons to attempt is often much more emotional and exciting. After a
year, not even twins would have identical card descriptions, as we, using the Tarot for Sorcery not
Fortune-Telling or Illumination, would combine the generic meaning we read with the experiences
made and the conclusions to which we came.
Dark parts will be real, by probability at least some treachery&villainy. Either the one you do or the one
you became target of. In the long run only one truth is needed, to understand why so much pseudoglorification of the dark is made: Its efficiency!

If you are naive or dumb enough, not to prepare for the need to handle it, then your only lesson
may be being devoured or overwhelmed by the darker tricks&effects of spirituality. Typically
such ends in death, hospital, mental institution or prison. Satanism noted: Ride the Beast before
the Beast rides you for a damn good reason in my opinion. Power and Efficacy may actually be
redefined by how much of it you can and want to handle in what way and dosage.

Now this text includes the option of making one formidable core experience and developing reliable
basics in three skills. By that I am author enough to stop publishing it cost-free. I purchased worse from
people with very much higher ranks and pseudo-credibility.
If you practiced, remember to check all rituals and techniques from your past. Your own new insights
may show them in the allegorical different light which throws so many shadows.

I personally think, that for Admittance I deserve a real award. Rage, Spite and plenty of truths
which all those bestseller-authors and great masters never even dared to mention. They have to
be handled and deceiving people on that is fraud at best.

A nice reason for the Pages instead of seemingly more impressive knights comes from knowing,
that the personality-contemplation of the knights and the extrovert - introvert focus, which
distinguishes King from Queen, when looking beyond gender are additional tasks by necessity.

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Add-On to 4 Tarot-Card illumination I

Since the medical doctor of our department of health informed me about being most certainly suffering
Morbus Crohn I did continue to survive a while. Yet it bloodily slowed me down. One clear and
provable extension to the 4 cards and their aspects above in this text can be made though. I did it and
checked its verification. It is not the worst possible result and can be repeated.
The basic formula is, that the Ace for each symbolic initiation element will best be covered when one
finds the functional unison between the Ace and at least the Page. Sometimes Page may not be as good
as Knight or Queen and King, yet it is a dire and outright idiotic mistake to consider the cards merely
chronologically.
The Ace and the Page are prime choice, when one is reminded, that in traditional depiction a wizard or
sorcerer would wield a staff. One staff, not many. Similar for the other symbolical aspects.
The really important part is, to think topics through completely. When Magick stated, that Sorcery is a
failure, then that was a lower truth. A lower truth, as the examples given by Crowley were people who
attempted, to reach the goals defined by Magick via Satanic-Sorcery.

To a degree I should have successfully hinted repeatedly that Sorcery is not really in comparison,
or competition, with Magick.

Angels as symbols of beneficial (benedictus deus?) and Demons as symbols of baleful (maleficus
diaboli?) powers does not mean, Sorcery decides for proverbial devil-worship at all.

The archetypical truth about the Sorcerer or Sorceress as such and the Sorcerer or Sorceress within you
CAN BE FOUND OUT by this approach. Find the answers from each Ace and Page, understand why and
for what they belong to your Sorcery path. The Page, contrary to Tarot context, is not measured by age
at all! The Page with the primordial raw form of the Ace supporting it summarizes the basic
competences which make up the Sorcerer or Sorceress.

Magick invests much efforts into Astral Travel & Spiritual Worlds where Sorcery prefers Focus
on inspiration for the real-world. Sorcery advances meditation, magick sticks to very limited and
simpleminded basics.
Magick enjoys Aura-Reading, where Sorcery uses the sensing for accessing the important basics
of the situation and without befuddling our own eyes away from reality. Magick fails often on
emotion and instincts, where Sorcery fails more often on logic & rational dominance.
Magick is not always what authors dabbled either. Hermetic Magick is clearly defined and
lacking in plenty of stuff, which is common in Sorcery & Witchcraft or on the Psychic Pathway.
It lacks those by decision of its own focus!
The legal way of adepts of magick, and adepts of sorcery
sneering&bickering at each other is actually just
for entertainment of the audience...
Hotheaded style disputes of two fanatics
while their pyres lighten the scene already? x-)

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Psychology & Personality Notes

Lets start with common sense. Science evidenced, that all people can be or can become insane. Meant is
the full spectrum. There is no only people I dislike can be mad kind of guarantees in life.
My notes here are not scientific. I am no Dr. of Psychiatry nor PhD. Psychology. I am not of such a
profession.
Wikipedia has a nice summary on the most common personality disorders. Useful, as plenty of those are
very common. In truth they are mostly character flaws turned into academic words to make them seem
brand new scientific insights. Still they are real and can be damn nasty.

Often the inability to handle it is part of the disorder. Still it needs experts to handle really
disturbed individuals and I consider people who claim their spiritual power could handle it
flawlessly to be ripe for psychiatric treatment themselves.

Severe Insanity is very dangerous and often, in simplified words, somehow infective. Misery
loves company. I remain a loner for now.

What I want to note here is, that some personality changes are common to nearly all, who deciphered
enough occult symbolism to practice anything besides delusions.
Intolerance, Insomnia, Daydreaming to Delusional Moments, Paranoia or Megalomania and Depravity.
Nocturnal Lifestyle.

Intolerance. Too much deviance to our chosen lifestyle, including achieved ranks, often leads to
resentment, spite and contempt for those who are not like us, or those, who are better versions
of us. Envy can be the motivation behind intolerance, it happens. Did you ever see, how an exsmoker blames smokers for the fact, that ex-smoker still feels the addiction stirring in the body?
Or what crappy excuses they have for it?

Insomnia. Hunger for a fulfilling life. Often such comes from either the fact that we did what
was asked of us, yet felt drained or degraded due it, or from a form of longing which seems to
suggest, that sleep is a waste of our lifespan. Be reminded, that science evidenced that lack of
sleep is dangerous and that meditation does not allow our body to neutralize the so called stresshormones! In simple cases you did just too much caffeine or tea without realizing it to push your
body.

Daydreaming to Delusional. The devil card of the Pagan Tarot shows it. Lack of sleep, drugs,
constant visualizing or latent madness can make themselves known this way and often they
seem more luring than anything real, doubling the danger to get lost in them. Reiki or Prana
heals no physical wounds. No human flies by itself. Blood is no food for humans, even if they
like vampires&get sexually excited due drinking it!

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Paranoia or Paranoid Personality Disorder. The System wants to get you, witch-hunters are after
you for reading a Wiccan book and similar. Fear I mentioned under OBSTACLES. Paranoia is
extensive fear of a specific kind. If it begins to force you away from your normal way of life you
should check for professional help instead of believing your own justifications for making fear a
dictator you serve!

Megalomania. Power corrupts and combined with Delusions anybody can suffer ego-crushing
defeats here. Overestimating your competences or committing crimes to get what you greedily
want to deserve are not precisely welcomed by society. Mind over Matter is not Ego over
Realism. Typically it starts with the leader of a coven, grotto or group thinking he or she would
get away with more crap than Hitler fucked-up in his Reich.

Depravity. Some of it happens easily, when your life is not in pleasant condition. From there a
dangerous and lethal downward spiral awaits for all of us. Maybe your occult indulgence is so
much more important than: ... doing your job properly...caring for your friends&family...feeding
the baby or pets...being a lawful citizen...taking a shower or using the toilet? The ways by which
human bodies and minds can degenerate are plenty, enough to seriously consider remaining
vigilant for ugly turns in life.

Nocturnal Lifestyle. Science evidenced sicknesses which make it natural, to shun the sun.
Otherwise, like with what I call costume of power, no power and no enlightenment comes from
being awake at night and asleep at day. It brings trouble to get jobs, paler skin and suspicious
looks from less occult people though. Sex on Graveyards, Walking by Night and such may be an
experience. They may as well get you into more trouble, than any occult indulgence will ever be
worth. La Vey with the Werewolf-Ritual wanted to break a Taboo to strengthen the Ego, not
worshiping the act of murder or places where murder was committed. Check his life, he was
quite a coward, only compulsive to pester people, consider it smart and how it proved him
superior somehow. Disturbed nerd-noob in dark Satanic costume.

This list mentions examples. It is neither scientific nor complete. Yet a minor guidance to alert your self
for such belongs to responsible initiation & inspiration, a petty version of which the spreading of
information and opinion have always been.
Sensing your novices, initiates and adepts
If you wondered, or asked your self, patron or god, why this important chapter comes so late, then you
failed. If you do not know this and how to handle it yourself, then you cannot be sorcerer or sorceress
enough, to initiate even the most unworthy novices of the planet. That's simply fact.
Still, to the very best of my experience, research and knowledge, to recurrent idiosyncrasies are so
authentic, that I dare to accept the possibility, that they may be part of the legendary true self or higher
self and henceforth will never vanish on their own.

Neither magician nor sorcerer are in any way immortal enough to consider WAIT UNTIL THE
PROBLEMS SOLVE THEMSELVES to be sufficient skill-level in problem solving!!!

The saying Let time be your assassin. is a cowards bluff! Make sorcery, patron or god the
assassin of your choice, if you are so lawful, that being victim is what you chose.

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I repeat: Curiosity killed the Cat! Necromancy revived it! And divine justice did put it on a pyre!
Allegory includes gory, I just noticed that.

By now people should be accustomed enough to my writing style and skill-level in the English language,
to sense, that on everything I note, there is something not noted and, probably, the allegorical or
proverbial something between the lines.
Basically, even if you embody and appreciate the abilities yourself, they can still be used against you. If
you are weak or parasitic enough, to depend on a coven or similar, then the competence to handle it
simply belongs to your choice.
Now know this: You may have caused it or you may have nothing to do with it. The moment novice,
initiate or adept goes for it, your values are under attack by someone with an own agenda or madness,
not just by you!
If you provoked it, contemplating what you did, what you did not and what you are as what you are not
is necessary. Though you may not have the time for thorough investigation.
If you didn't provoke it, aware of it or not, then finding out, what made novice, initiate or adept become
like that is one crucial step. Another is handling it, by neutralizing the novice, initiate or adept or
dismissing the novice, initiate or adept in example.
It is not always wrong, to see the two aspects I am writing about here as stages. The situation can
escalate into more trouble, if the problems are not properly solved in time.
1. Deceitful&Treacherous: The novice, initiate or adept thrives on, or enjoys, the twisting or
undermining of the sorcerers words, and will do his or her best to disobey, delay or misinterpret
whatever commands or tasks he or she is given. At this stage it is a bit late to realize that novice,
initiate or adept is simply stupid, or suffering a paranoid personality disorder, or is simply send
by the competition. Or a mix of it all.
2. Disobedient&Hostile: The novice, initiate or adept is filled with spite, hatred and loathing for
the sorcerer or sorceress, and will even attack him or her in preference to all other tasks or
targets. A disobedient novice, initiate or adept cannot be relied upon anymore, but novice,
initiate or adept may, in this phase, already be a case for the police.
Deceitful I am alone by the fact, that I am turning away from occult indulgence myself. Even more by
my motivation for it and my, coming with age, greater interest in a return to university. While
hypocrite Servitors, and the dark pseudo-masterminds behind them, may pretend differently, even
convincingly so, I never joined a cult, and never pledged loyalty to a master, or mistress on Planet Earth.

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Henceforth my right of self-defense is only to twisted perception an act of the here defined
Disobedience. Understand the Dark Masters&Dread Mentors note, if you still failed to do so.
Secret to some, known delusion to others
Spiritualism is not Online Gaming or Fantasy Roleplay. Structure is a lie. Not conveniently, as I am
notoriously weak in getting it done. For such I could hire professionals if money is available.
Structure is a lie. A construct or depiction our mind makes, to process what is not fully known or not
fully understood.
Doing this helps in a way. As well it creates delusions and blind-spots. Simplified, a globe may depict
Planet Earth, yet being able to kick a globe is quite far from being able to kick our planet around just as
well.
There is no necromancer, no voodoo-priest or voodoo-priestess, no shaman, no witch and no warlock
and no sorcerer or sorceress in one very important aspect:

Your true personality, flawed and tainted, or purified and ready for it, must find an arrangement
with spirituality and the world we live in. If this fails, all failed. Maybe fraud and trickery or
authoring are pseudo-exceptions to naive minds.

Not even capable persons trained along the same master or mistress will be 100% identical in their
prowess and certain talents depend on personality, not on how you discovered them. Others can come
like gifts, again adding a factor not under control of the individual greedily craving them.
Magick, for centuries, denied or overlooked the suppression effect, which even purely well-meant
submission to an agenda or teaching may spawn forth.
For those of younger generations, I really believe, that a combination of proper daily 2 hour meditation,
some training in self-defense and mundane focus on modern science can be completely sufficient for the
entire lifetime.

A lot of people among my readers make the mistake of underestimating me, or maybe they are
insane enough, to be unable of distinguishing. Another version of underestimating me would be
seeing me as flawless or enlightened.

Nothing I learned in life is impossible to anybody else, when open-minded and ready for it.

Even my most shocking statements are actually, even if understood completely, just minutes
from my lifespan, which is on date of writing already going on for 39 years.

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Magician and High Priestess as one personality hint at: That your concentrated efforts, along
with intuition and passive spiritualism have always been one normal and sane self. Allegorical:
Life itself is a teacher only death and madness can cut you off from.

Admittance I called, what may spoil some whimsical sympathies, yet if I would have kept it all
secret, many of my readers would feel and be betrayed much fiercer later.
Tricks of the Trade A dance of shadows

Psychosuggestion is my term, as Autosuggestion is too often only reduced to its verbal clich.
Manipulating people is a common phenomena and science has plenty of explanations per specific kind of
it. Still, trapped in their own delusions, spiritual people and occult-crap heads tend to perceive magic,
where there is none.
Outside of my Dark Masters&Dread Mentors note and outside of the tricks to reap money which are
common in fraud, there remain plenty of techniques. Usually a handful per Style. Witches are brainwashed differently from Satanists or Shamans or Hermetic Magi.
Tendentiously for such psychic mind-tweaking, no matter which category, is, that the more competent
need less and less mundane crime to get it done frequently. One could call it the art or craft of
Subterfuge. Now as I am not a therapist greedily lurking for potential customers, clients or patients, lets
just note that the damage done can be severe.
The foolish and the desperate can become more dangerous than self-entitled cultists by that, as they are
usually not even aware that a.) they are brain-washed & b.) by someone abusing, or victimizing, or
sacrificing them anyway & c.) as they were dumb or psychotic enough to indulge it, they often have no
idea of the real agenda their master or mistress was all about.
That is one reason, why I consider any quick and easy solution to be fraud at the very best, idiots milked
for money and sex, eventually cowards afraid to do drugs or substance abuse on their own. With more
than 2000 years of global religious, occult and insane bloodshed, this world has plenty of tales and
analysis about more dangerous kinds, too.
Nearly always they come in two flavors. The nasty, spooky and obviously violating one and the
masked, luring and superficially appealing, tempting or seductive one. The 1 st uses shock-effect
to empower itself, the 2nd prefers convincing the idiots to throw themselves into the delusion,
making them blind-themselves to what is really going on and what they are really doing or
neglecting.
1. Demonic Possession, Soul-Stealing and Spiritualism. The base trick here is: To overwhelm,
dominate, undermine or permeate a personality with a competing ego, to cause a pseudotraumatic kind of long-term damage. The alternate way, enslaving, is to trigger rushes of
euphoria or lust, so dumb minds consider that their promotion, or a rush they crave. There are
toxins which work due the same principle.
2. Psychic Vampirism. While Motivation varies, the crucial difference to Demonic Possession is,
that the Psychic Vampire really is in a state, where hurting and burdening others with the
Psychic Vampires own weakness (drawing them down, enervating them, draining joy, hurting
feelings) is a regular and recurrent fact. In Films it is made to seem like a ritual, it is in truth just
consequence of the target being blind to false friends, or being too weak to get rid of them.

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3. Shamanic Old Hat. Where naive consider it all their own telepathic talent, there is an alternate
truth humanity loves to ignore. Insects can be superior skilled in ways, which humanity does not
yet scientifically admit. Often only, because the human sense of smell is comparably weak and
the majority of humans has no training in it and no explanations for it. Pheromones are, among
plenty of others, a way of communication for certain insects. No science evidenced, that there
couldn't be humans who occasionally detect faint traces of it.
4. Inducing Dreams, Visions or Premonitions. Origin was lunatics who infected others
desperately or purposefully to prevent becoming outcasts or freaks to their own community or
family. The components are thoughts, most often transmitted by words, symbols& songs as
emotions, usually subtly added by gestures, implications, good acting or believing in the own
cause.
The 4 mentioned approaches here, in each flavor each time, have their own disguise or costume per
occult style. The Satanic version seems different from Witchcraft, the Shamanic varies from those and
Voodoo and so forth. Once known for the principles they work by, the rest is really just cosmetics.
Instead of searching the preternatural or magical in that, I would formulate my suspicion that they are
from the outer sphere of our scientific knowledge, from the borderline of scientific half-truths and the
skill and artfulness by which they were applied, encountered or suffered. One day they will all be
properly explained to educated people. I wonder, what of those, who can't afford education.

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Casting Shadows, Throwing Shadows

When I wrote the headline I really thought, and believed, that I am bluffing. At that moment I was not
aware that I really can fill it with experienced truisms from my life.

First know, that an illusion is in the real world and by that mostly a trick of technology and
skillful entertaining, like mentalists and illusionists. A delusion is just in the head. Illusion is
NOT necessarily a delusion, too. This is for people who like Hypnotism, which is closer to
becoming an established science these days.

There are ways, to make somebody else dream or receive a vision. They are like fake email or
SMS or MMS with faked sender data occasionally. They can happen accidentally as well,
especially among aura-reading or sensitive people!

The chapters head-lined: Dark Masters&Dread Mentors as well as On Chaos, Order and Balance
with a twist were not just stolen cookie wisdom. I wrote them myself, even as I am aware, that I
did not outmatch all authors who attempted similar through the ages. That wasn't the goal, they
are a crucial and thereby traditional part of the occult.

Manipulation and driving someone insane can happen even in a world without magic. Within
my context, one focus of the sales version will be answering how Shadows of the Path impact
Illumination and Sensing. Or how to perceive and resist those.

Traditional Channeling
When seen less superstitious and less idiotic, or pseudo-academic, then the most known form of
channeling is like a chat at the threshold. One could call it a sensitive, empathic or intuitive way of
insight gathering, too.
The difference to invocation, inviting spirits, demons, devils, angels and other ephemera or disguises for
creatures most wouldn't accept to be capable of it; is mostly this:

Instead of begging for being possessed, the channeling only makes an allegorical appointment at
the threshold, aimed to communicate, sometimes just receiving information. The Blair Witch
Failure is the clich Medium, dabbling about spirits and dead relatives. Threshold could be
named borderline, yet since there is a disorder named like that such terms would not be too
smart.

Don't be too surprised or disappointed, when the only channeling which ever works for you is mostly an
intuitive grasp of what close neighbors, or anybody else in the vicinity, is thinking and feeling.

That makes it less preternatural or magical, yet not less functional. I guess though, that fakes on
meditation will have their problems. Some gifts come by practice, not by posturing.

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Shadows of Vengeance, Slaughter and Punishment

Sometimes vengeance IS the only return to justice. Thats fact. Until now I have been very neglecting on
spiritual combat and spiritual murder. Of course not when compared to all those industry-faked
bestseller authors who are so good at being banal, superficially dumb& all the same, that I wonder why
they are paid for being special or treated, as if unique.

I do not promise a perfect crime recipe. Just imagine, how skilled psycho-suggestion would
make people, who never made your acquaintance, still start doing precisely what you want them
to do, if they are too uninitiated, to perceive the impulse and resist.

I intended, to fill this part in, if I survive long enough to mention anything I find worthy enough of
publishing. Not just ego, must be good enough for initiate-degree. Polemics alone are not always
enough.
The headline is difficult and deceiving. Treacherous for those too weak to handle it. It IS true, that
shadows alone are rarely enough to get it done. Remember, that the pure spiritual solution excludes the
support by mundane crimes and weapons. At least for my electronic text to become another unwanted
book. Wasn't its title about sorcery instead of mafia wisdom anyway?

Vengeance & Revenge with all means have plenty of good books and websites.

Of course Vengeance & Revenge have even more propaganda pages by academics and other
creeps propagating it is a bad idea, implying leaving those who destroyed your life unpunished as
a good idea. In truth that would be the end of democracy governed by laws. Justice must be
done for all, otherwise the law is a tool of oppression and tyranny, a villain in itself. A perversion
of true, legitimate law.

On the Internet I read a saying about Hate. A saying, which is, in context, quite fine. Yet it is used or
abused for propaganda, see dot-note above.

I quote: Hate is the cowards' revenge for being afraid.

And now my answer for the context I write in: Hate is as well one true hero ensuring that
justice will not be neglected or bribed away! Courage includes Rage.

Established people compulsively misjudge, how much tougher crime aftermath is, when you
cannot even afford a lawyer, medical care or even just food for the family!

Let me attempt to make up a saying: When the curse writes itself straight into your genetic code, then
even you may realize, that it was a mistake to defile occult tradition & call it all just suggestion?
Overstatement to make it more transparent.

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Occult Typology An experimental assumption

We had Lets play magician and the note, that the most typical personality constellation expressed in
Major Arcane of the Tarot, traditional number in parentheses, is (1) Magician with (2) High Priestess.
Binary Code is Programming, not Sorcery.
A persistent road of the magi claim is, that there are three possible ways, to become a Magus. Mistakenly
the (5) Hierophant or High Priest was one of them. (1) Magician and (9) Hermit were the others.

If I have to mention, that the (5) was wrong means: Find out the proper one, then you should
perhaps look for a more efficient brain?

To give you my example and approach: Not only magick and not only magicians are known in occult
context. What happens, when one is actually what one is born like and not, what was labeled best for
the craved way of life?
Several cards have powerful connections:

(8) sometimes switched to (11), namely Fortitude or Strength. If survival belongs to your
instincts, that card is inevitable for decades of your lifespan I would guess.

(13), namely Death. Literally one of the most successful global players, among others. Few doubt
its power, even in spiritual context. The fact, that other cards are forced to kneel and yield to it
as further hint.

(14), namely Temperance or Alchemy. Angelic and powerful in its calm and harmony, I guess
for those who have reason to call the high priestess a bitch, that may be an alternate worth
knowing of.

(15), namely The Devil. Defeated plenty of magicians and priestly ones, too. I doubt that it has
less relevance for the occult than the (1) Magician.

(17), namely the Star. One of the strongest cards anyway and often very obscure and vague
nonetheless.

(21), namely the World or Universe. Given, that each cycle or each spiral again this is needed, to
make your abilities and insights work in the real world... without that much is just a nice or
baleful daydream.

Now plenty are far from hermetic magick. Would you consider the Magician-High Priestess just as
proper for: Shaman, Satanist, Psychic, Fortune-Teller, Chaos-Magicked or Lay-Line Fetishist?
How much accuracy could be achieved, at least for yourself, when you succeed in finding the truth on
the matter? My guess is some nice insights to mention in another publishing. Damn, this will be much
work. Too much for nonpaying readers.
What about the Shadows? How to safeguard yourself and exploit others with new-gained
understanding? Of course we are all purely self-defending, auto-forgiving Utopia-Cultists.

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Love Murderous or Law

Magick claims its the law. Yet is it? Was it ever more than self-presentation or disguise as the proverbial
good guys? One could love their absence from power, profit & life I note in unconditional love under
will!

Trinity and false Trinity

Triangulate yourself to Binah or Death? ;-)

The traditional trinity is the world, the will of the magician and the spiritual inner voice all in
proper constellation to make magic reality.

The false trinity is Death and Time with the Devil. I could call it a lesser Tarot mystery, which
has a habit of being more complex and sometimes more powerful, than nearly all so-called
higher mysteries.

Ars Moriendi 2: A manual to rebirth & afterlife?

For now just a note. When I watched another Egyptian Hieroglyph Myth I was reminded of one of the
weird theories I once contemplated. Be reminded, I still think Death is the End, as we are Mortals.
When taken literally the Major Arcane of the Tarot end with Death for the Mortals among us. Now
wouldn't it be nice, if it would be true (wishful thinking for cowards, the dying, the mourning and
certain faithful) that the remaining ones teach us the path to something like rebirth, self-incarnation or
afterlife?
The symbolical one woke my interest. Of course I wouldn't be too ungrateful, if I can be reborn, as if
that old necromancer text of me was true. Key-Suspicions:
1. A kind of prank. Like the Wormfood Reminder, by rotting away our corpse IS reintegrated
into the world and the great cycle of life, just not in the way craved by mortal ego.
2. Another Trap which lures the losers to play immortal, while decoding it properly is just
another spiritual greeting card from god.
3. Dungeons&Dragons was a prophecy! Ha. You Elite-University losers, We come back as
revenants, vampires, liches and demons or angels, while you never leveled properly and wither
away! I have a dream!, and its counter: Of course, that's what made you victim of my psychosuggestion after all.
Basically, just through the cards:

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Drowned Man or Hanged Man. Yeah, death robs us of the body, the one tool we were used to.
Fegefeuer (German for Purgatory), Waters of Dissolution and many other allegories fit. Many
even point in the same proverbial direction. Towards DEATH.

Alchemy or Temperance. Intuition told me, that is what I know as Character-Creation, though
it may well be more complex than RPG ones. Karma-Credit-Plans and similar, as well building
a new body.

Devil. Could mean a wrong way tries to keep us from handling rebirth? Hints at delusion &
deception, too.

Tower. Artificial construct, could be our new body, which lacks the divine spark or
permission. May mean, that one needs to handle the properly meaning of the predecessor cards
or experience a brutal setback.

Star. Faith negating Devils' victory. Faith from beyond mortality as needed energy source? Faith,
sole survivor from lightning-struck tower (dead body)?

Moon. Shamans and some others use the Moon-Bridge while the rest just goes insane? Madness
being capable of surviving Death, or being a force from beyond death, is another disturbing
hint.

Sun. Like Moon a hint on energies. As if new life must be breathed into the shallow creation we
attempted.

Judgment. The worthy creation is revived and a sorting mechanism decides into which world
it goes forth?

World or Universe. Fools arrive in a strange new world, or may-hap the one they thought they
knew?

Old habits die hard Some more notes

Mysteries can actually work for one person and be delusion or lie for another person. If you like
a more academic source, check catholic explanations of mysteries. There are other good sources,
I simply don't know all of them.

Time does not make the Sorcerer. Without the proper progress even 20 years of practice,
meditation and self-initiation actually improve nothing about your personality being stuck on
novice degree. Going through a process, I tried to hint at it most clearly in the parts about
initiation and the spiraling repetition of such necessity.

Failure or limited progress on my sorcery definition may still be like a minor psychic pathway.
I dislike those words, but they are the traditional psychic pathway definition and I am not their
critic.

Besides considering to stop writing this, now that I am getting 40 years old, there is as well the
use it to write a new or alternate one. I feel satisfied, for I did give back to the Internet, what I
took as helpful and I was not holding back or cheating. I did get worse than I gave by now.

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Forewarned - The ways of enemy and adversary

Sabotaging progress and the psychology of envy and selfishness. My hints only inspire you to be vigilant
and ready, I cannot make you such by anything I write alone!

You are insane! Pseudo-Scientists, and Families, blaming all failure of social bindings on the
one target they've agreed on. Even just being blamed, or rumored, to be insane can already
destroy careers, and cause lots of trouble. Historically science knows sources, like both,
Nazi&Communists, deciding anybody who notices their own madness just must be insane, and
how cruelly they worked to make it real.

Criminals, and Lunatics, too are quite compulsive about putting the blame on anybody else, to
avoid being caught or seen for what miserable wrecks they are themselves.

An efficient way to stop nearly anybody from further progress is, to make the basics work so
well that he, or she, decides to neglect progress, or forgets about it.

Teaching proper basics, and twisting them solely upon the path of their own agenda is wellknown in Satanism, and to Democracy, which noticed Satanism attempts of subversion,
infiltration, and terrorism many decades ago.

The onslaught of minor talents, or pseudo-talents, wasting your time, again a way to keep from
progress. Those who failed to advance often blame those who can for it. Malkuth was always
doing similar from within, and Spiritualists of old schools were quite busy enslaving anybody
they could target.

Expectation meets the Void, or Vacuum: If you had more ideals, or more fantasy than real
necessity you may have caused a burnout, which makes you wake up, or even die, in the ruins of
your former life. Nothing spiritual is ever all, we are physical beings so food, drink, and shelter
are basics to care about!

Assaults from Above. Not angels from heaven. Rich, but incompetent throwing legions of
disturbed, baleful, and twisted persons in your way to sabotage you from getting established in
society. In example: The law never goes for the rich, it is just one of their hounds. Corruption
&Career.

Real Insanity, and real Sicknesses, do exist. Nothing spiritual makes immune against such either!

Proverbial: Leaving the old life behind, or watching it become ruins, as building a new life are
no easy feats. Coming to terms with your self, and your ways, may cost years of time, and
dedication just as well!

Women, or Men. No other person, not even the most competent, is ever your other half in
occult context we have here. No woman is ever your high-priestess aspect, and no man is ever
your magician aspect. Enforced extroversion so they have sex is a choice, not progress in context!

The competition. Already guilty of crimes against humanity you expect them to respect your
rights? It will not happen, yet it will often seem, or be made to seem, like that. Many even tell
you what you want to hear from them!

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Of Essence and Entity

Maybe I should boast or celebrate, that another former goal of me was reached by me. I am, now, two
decades after I considered it an achievement, a worthy little half-mage, if you can handle my
proverbial and allegorical way of writing it.
Something about my base theory, that adeptus major degree and freedom from tradition may be more
valuable to many, than full path of the Magi, was right enough. Equally, some of my mental and physical
abilities made me progress through two decades of practice and study, too. More than one decade after
last indulging it as lived life that really is the most meaningless note I ever added to this text from my
own perspective now.
Quintessence is a term I should have used in the magician-High Priestess Tarot reminder. Yet I happily
remember, that I wrote the following into the add-on text for Tarot:
Further the Note, that I am at least decently aware of my Devil (15) constellation. The streaks of
villainy from my youth, fondness for cocaine and the consequences guarantee, that my insights& skilllevel are limited and very probably at least partially corrupted! To balance that statement: A corrupted
veteran with decades of practical experience may still reveal more untainted lore than a posturing adept,
or self-important fraud, anyway. It is just that people love it, to blame authors for peoples own lack of
thorough research, and risk-taking workout.
By Illumination I would consider Star (17) with Devil (15) a contextually suiting illumination for me as
Sorcerer, or Sorcery-Author.

I didn't start my text with an extensive warning just because I found it flashy and stylish, so
what is there to complain about? Nothing I didn't forewarn about straight at 1 st pages!

Pride, the dangerous nemesis it has always been to all Germans. Relieve or Salvation I could call it just as
well. I felt a burden removed from my central nervous system indeed. It is just, that the progressed mind
does no longer admire or enjoy it. Seeing all my mistakes and all I had to endure or proverbially sacrifice
really balances this. Yet this balance was my goal and in truth, my greatest occult achievement. I
reached it and kept a path to it operational. For a while, as I am mortal. In stricter clarity: daily
meditation will, after just a handful of years, result in your own spiritualism being empowered by a kind
of essence you or me were lacking before that. Energies which once were scarce may even be available
aplenty.
The Quaternary of the Black Book of Wyrd, the idiocy to declare those four pseudo-deities good and
sufficient enough, was even outmatched be me, the crappy, fat German Pauper! With two of my
pseudo-mentors being strictly Nazi-German I really could have been more diplomatic? Wrong, they
chose the illegal and inferior path, Slavery to Pride or Murdering me does not enrich their potential
either. Occult Bullies who deserve neither mercy nor respect.

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I did not become rich. I did not get laid with too many gorgeous women. I did not get happier than the
nonspiritual me I was before. I have no impressive spell or ritual which makes all of you drop their
jaws in envy and admiration either.
How then can I consider two boring decades to be any form of triumph? I was not raped by the first pest
attempting it. I was not sacrificed by the first insane considering itself an occult master or mistress. More
than half the people I knew before my proverbial hermit-phase would never again manage to posture as
the false friends they always were for real. I am poor, I am sick, I regret a lot, just that I learned to live
with all of that and handle it, even smiling or chuckling, too.
The man hiding his pain and despair, the man constantly victimized and betrayed is behind me. Not to
stab me in the back, but because I progressed and evolved out of an even more self-destructive way of
life and lived to write a tale or diary-note about it. The boy who never wanted children from age 12
onwards nowadays wishes the very best for his sons or daughters and did never blame them for his
weakness to face the responsibility which literal fatherhood includes! In Avenging the Warlock No
fiction needed.pdf I wrote:

I lived long enough, to revel upon the Death of the Defilers. I lived long enough, to outlive
Osama Bin Laden, and Anton Szandor La Vey! I did rejoice, and I do not care, how many
pseudo-enemies I make myself with speaking & publishing my own opinion.
I despise them both totally in one contextual aspect, besides their bearded faces & despicable
self-overestimation. They both thought and preached, that the crudest and dumbest
explanation, which usually was their own, just must be the one and only possible explanation.

And yes, to me, that was good! And it is an opinion I am happy to have mentioned to the world. I
learned to let go and live with it as well. Maybe somebody else is perceived as a great Magus. I do not
care and I am not dependent on any of them either. Even wastes like Donald Michael K. being paid is
calm now. Your mistake to make the frauds rich, not mine.

Entities, from guardian angel to totemic spirit, are actually like delusions. Only those who need
them ever dabble about such stupid and nowadays mentally disordered hogwash!
Attempted Illumination inspired by a proverb

If you sit and stare at a river long enough, then you may see the corpses of your enemies swim by.
River Styx, the Water lesson in my tarot note above in this text and intuition itself could give it a try. By
idea, lets meditate and visualize-sense, if we could see a river and corpses of enemies we yet did not
recognize for what they are?

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Subliminal perception, even pop-psychology and others achieved moments of truth, thereby meaning
moments where we finally realize and accept, what reality is really having in proverbial store for us
instead of day-dreaming and ego-romancing.
Once the base abilities of visualizing and sensing are achieved, such petty little illuminations or highceremonial divinations are actually easy to all practitioners.
What about another classic of the Imperium Christianum? Must not be Dali, yet lets imagine the Last
Supper scene open-minded!

Remember that means, among others, the number of the apostates is replaced by the only people
who have so-called common goals with you!

Who will be your Judas? Surprise, or verification?

Basically that is easy again. Practically it is worthless waste of time, until the intuitive part of the mind,
older term was the subconscious, reveals anything to you. See that as good news, the truly ignorant can't
be lured out of it by any of my writings. x-)

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About the Author

I worship no Odin, and I do not

strive to enter Allfathers' Hall!
Until it is the one translation &
Decryption which makes Valhalla
Life we are born into, reality itself.

Born on the 2nd of July in the year 1972. A long-term pauper myself I know plenty about how often I am
the poor wretch to some, still rich like a nobleman to others . Poverty is a problem and Slavery is a
despicable crime, lets oppose both! Typical sayings, as author, by me, Andr M. Pietroschek:

Like with sports it is with spiritual or role-play, I won't lose overweight by someone else doing
workouts I have to do my own.

Curiosity killed the cat, necromancy revived it and divine justice did put it on a pyre.

Role-play was the hobby of my life, yet, without downs&endings, how could it have been a
complete experience?

I realized, that my intent was focused on abandoning this file, published as book, or not, on
date of my 40th birthday. Gematria. 4+0=4, The Emperor. Patriarchal and mundane, nice
reminder for enough occult hogwash this life I think. This excludes Copyright. My Copyright
expires decades after my death, if I fail to inherit it to someone.

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