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INSPIRING TALKS OF
GURUDEV SIVANANDA
INSPIRING TALKS OF
GURUDEV SIVANANDA
FIRST EDITION: 1961
SPECIAL INTERNET EDITION: 2005
WWW Site: http://www.dlshq.org/
Chronicler:
Siva Pada Renu
SWAMI VENKATESANADA
PUBLISHED BY
THE SIVANANDA LITERATURE INSTITUTE
THE DIVINE LIFE SOCIETY
P.O. Sivanandanagar, Rishikesh.
Dt. Tehri-Garhwal, Himalayas.
To
Sri Swami Sivananda
Born on the 8th September 1887, in the illustrious family of Sage Appayya
Dikshita and several other renowned saints and savants, Sri Swami Sivananda
had a natural flair for a life devoted to the study and practice of Vedanta. Added
to this was an inborn eagerness to serve all and an innate feeling of unity with all
mankind. Though born in an orthodox family, Swamiji was broadminded and
catholic, pious and devout.
His passion for service drew him to the medical career; and soon he gravitated to
where he thought his service was most needed. Malaya claimed him. He had
earlier been editing a Health Journal and wrote extensively on health problems.
He discovered that people needed right knowledge most of all: dissemination of
that knowledge he espoused as his own mission.
It was divine dispensation and the blessing of God upon mankind that the doctor
of body and mind renounced his career and took to a life of renunciation to
qualify himself for ministering to the soul of man. He settled down at Rishikesh
in 1924, practised intense austerities and shone as a great Yogi, saint, sage and
Jivanmuktha.
In 1932 he started the Sivanandashram. In 1936 was born the Divine Life Society.
In 1948 the Yoga-Vedanta Forest Academy was organised. Dissemination of
spiritual knowledge and training of people in Yoga and Vedanta were their aim
and object. In 1950 he undertook a lightning tour of India and Ceylon. In 1953 he
convened a World Parliament of Religions. He is the author of over 300 volumes
and has disciples all over the world, belonging to all nationalities, religions and
creeds. To read his works is to drink at the fountain of wisdom and grow
spiritually.
The Three Rs of Sivananda Yoga, viz.,
(1) Righteousness.
(2) Renunciation.
(3) Realisation.
.are dealt with in sparkling detail in this volume.
HIJK
GURUDEV SIVANANDA
CHRONICLER: VENKATESANANDA
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Forest Academy Press, from which issues the perennial sacred River of wisdom (Jnana Ganga).
Darshan, this will call up the indelible picture of Ananda Kutir: if you have not yet
had that good fortune, please have it now. Words cannot equal the Presence!
These inspiring talks have been recorded then and there, and published now as
they were recorded, chronologically. They are not to be read as a textbook is read:
but they are to be resorted to as a fountainto quench the spiritual thirst. Any
page and every page is laden with inspiration: and the usual contents have been
omitted in this volume, as it was felt that that would be confusing and
cumbersome.
This book has been completed by the Yoga-Vedanta Forest Academy press in
record time! To all those who made this possible, my spiritual brothers Swamis
Amaranandaji (the Manager) and Jnananandaji (on whose patient shoulders feel
the selfless job of proof-reading), Sri Vasudev, Sri Chary, Sri Sevakram, and Sri
Buddhimy grateful thanks.
May Sri Gurudev live forever and guide us along the path of divine life.
-Venkatesananda
INSPIRING TALKS OF
GURUDEV SIVANANDA
NOTE
IN THIS VOLUME SIVA REFERS TO
SWAMI SIVANANDA
Patriotism is the first step to universalism. Love of ones own nation in time
leads to cosmic love or the love of God. The main thing is to crush the low, meanminded selfishness. A selfless servant of the nation will soon become a selfless
servant of humanity; he will soon transcend his individual ego and realise God.
Then Siva sang the Maha Mantra Kirtan. He thanked Dr. Gairola for giving him
this opportunity of singing the Lords Name. Siva showered his blessings on the
Minister: May Lord bless Dr. Gairola and the other Ministers with health, long
life, peace, prosperity and Kaivalya Moksha! May God bless you all! After
chanting the Shanti Patha, Siva resumed his seat.
Padmanabhan was all the time busy on the roof of neighbouring buildings
shooting the whole proceedings with his movie camera.
Siva then led the minister to the Ashram where the Ministerial party was
entertained to tea.
28TH MARCH, 1948
MIRA BEHN AND SADHU ORGANISATION
Om Namo Narayanaya! I am grateful to you for coming. Are you all right?
enquired Siva affectionately as Kumari Mira Behn came up the Ashram steps on
the Ganges bank.
For over half an hour Mira Behn discussed with Siva her Pashulok scheme and
the object with which she started it. She also acquainted Siva with the views of
Mahatma Gandhiji on the position of Sadhus in Indian society. She thought that
there was a lot of work that should be done among Sadhus to organise them so
that they could become an integral and useful part of the society. She asked for
Sivas blessings and for his moral support to her plans for organising the Sadhus
of Rishikesh.
Mira Behn is a close follower of Mahatma Gandhiji to whose mission she has
dedicated her life.
THE ALL-PERVADING SIVA!
Wherever I have been, Swamiji, I have found that your name and your soulelevating writings have gone ahead of me! said Goswami Ganesh Duttji, a wellrenowned public benefactor of Punjab. Sri Goswamiji had come to pay his
respects to Siva whom he has known for a long time. The object of his visit was to
discuss with Siva the question of Sadhu Seva (Sadhu reform).
24TH APRIL, 1948
VAIRAGYA
Constant reflection on the great utterances of the Great,
Sarva Dukham Vivekinah
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You should have a keen longing to meet a Guru and be initiated by him. Then
God Himself will provide a Guru for you. God books written by realised Yogis
who have trodden the path will greatly help you. Mere talking will not do. You
must practise! thundered Siva, as Mon. Bogroff listened spell-bound.
Mon. Bogroff, a Russian businessman in France, was on a flying visit to Ananda
Kutir, prompted to see Siva, by one of Sivas admirers in Delhi, Sri B.L. Nehru.
He came in to say How do you do? but stayed most part of the day under the
spell of Sivas love.
Bogroff admitted that Indian Yoga largely meant to the French either black magic
or tall talk! And, he felt that Sivas message of practical synthetic Yoga for Selfrealisation was badly needed by the West.
Bogroff told Siva that he was interested in Raja Yoga and requested Siva to select
a place for him where he could practise. Siva said: Any cool place will suit you.
You can go to Uttara Brindawan to Sri Krishna Prem (Mr. Nixon), and then
briefly described the glory of Sri Krishna Prem and gave his address also. And,
quietly Siva autographed a copy of Sayings and handed it to Bogroff. The latter
took leave of Siva with perceptibly great reluctance; took a number of snaps of
Siva; took a number of Sivas books; and took, most of all, Sivas potent blessings.
IT IS OUR OWN HOME
Do not feel shy. Be quiet at home in this Ashram. It is our own home. Thus
instructed, Sri Rao Saheb A.V. Raman of the Government of India when his
young daughter was pondering over the acceptance of the proffered cup of coffee.
He had lost his heart to Siva even on his first visit to the Ashram last year on his
way to Badrinath.
I AM THOU
With Sri Raman, Siva was long conversing on Delhi affairs rejoining here and
there with his own practical philosophy.
A youth who had accompanied Sri Raman found Siva lending an ear to his
eloquence on the general principles of office organisation and organisation of
squadrons and air force ranks. In this youths opinion, the huge organisation of
the Divine Life Society deserved to be a directorate with Siva as two-thousand
rupee Director! A hearty laugh of encouragement from the Director of the
Universe whose salary is the wealth of the world!
Sri Annapurnas mouth was watering as Siva the mountain recluse was recalling
to her some of the delicacies served in costly urban hotels. To her discomfiture,
Siva knew more of the culinary art than she herself knew!
Srimathi Liliane sits there entranced as the dexterous fingers of Siva play the keys
of her piano. This simple looking Sannyasin long secluded from urban life,
knows this, too.
Sivas divine eye pierces into the very soul of every one, and he at once finds out
the other mans interest. Conquest of hearts is then childs play.
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He laughed heartily and resolved: I shall try to remove these two. But it is rather
difficult, for they are ingrained in me for a very long time.
5TH MAY, 1948
REAL KARMA YOGA
In youth itself man should try to lead a simple life, to repeat Gods name, to
practise Yoga, to do Vichar, to study Gita and other scriptures, to control the
Indriyas. Singing Kirtan and Japa of Nam will bestow perennial joy and supreme
inner peace on you; but you can realise this only if you practise.
Yet, youth will not hear! Only when man gets knocks and blows in the daily
battle of life will he turn to God. Why not thank God for His mercies and adore
him in every form.
Do selfless service.
Yes, Swamiji, we are in a way doing this. We earn money, we work and support
the family. So, we are all Karma Yogins.
This is a serious mistake. What do people know about the secret and technique of
Karma Yoga? They are attached to their families; they waste their lives on earning
for the sake of their bellies, and imagine that they are doing Karma Yoga. What
do they know of Karma Yoga? Karma Yoga is different. You should give up
Abhimana. You should renounce Kartritwa and Bhoktritwa: you should identify
yourself with the Atman.
Even a little of this selfless service imperfectly done is good. It will purify you.
Combine this with Japa, Kirtan, Dhyana. Then you will realise the Bliss.
Next time come here and stay at least for a week. Then you will have ample
opportunities for doing intense Sadhana.
The above conversation between Siva and an American businessman is revealing.
MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS
Dr. Sri Pattawardhan, Ph.D. (Chemistry) of Roorkee came to have Swamijis
Darshan. Swamiji remarked: Dr. Saheb, everybody wants to become a Ph.D. or
D.Litt., or I.C.S., or M.B., B.S., or Bar-at-Law: no one wants to know the nature of
the Atma! The play of Maya, and the Gunas; what happiness is; what the mind is;
what the relation between man and Brahman is; how to get eternal bliss; how to
free oneself from bondage. He does not believe in the life everlasting, beyond the
senses, in transcendental matters. Everybody wants to have wife, some children,
bungalows, gardens, a car and money in the bank. His mental current naturally
flows towards objects. He is not able to believe that the repetition of Nam can
produce joy and inner peace.
I suppose there is a period of life for such beliefs and practices, Swamiji.
This is the best periodyouth. What will you do in old age? You will be deaf, how
can the sound of Lords name enter your ears: how can you enjoy Kirtans or
Kathas? You will not be able to see; how can you read holy books like the Gita and
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other scriptures? You will not be able to sit at a place and do Japa; you will not be
able to control the Indriyas; Sadhana will be impossible. You will waste all your
life in useless pursuits and turn when it is too late to the proper path.
The Doctor asked: Swamiji, if all become Sannyasins, what will become of this
world?
Siva replied: This can never be. Why do you bother about this? Your mind tricks
and wants to dupe you. The Omnipotent Lord will create another batch of people
in a minute. Mind your business! Enquire and remove your ignorance.
The Doctor became silent. He was convinced.
17TH MAY, 1948
SIVANANDA MEETS SIVANANDA
OM Namo Narayanaya, Swamiji Maharaj! so saying Siva swept into the room in
Ramashram and before those gathered could realise what was happening had
stretched himself on the ground at the feet of Swami Sivanandaji of Mukti Dham:
Siva not only said but actually meant the OM Namo Narayanaya with tears in his
eyes. The two Sivanandas exchanged greetings.
This Swami was an old Sannyasin, aged 82, more than half of this span spent as a
monk. When two worldly men meet after a long separation, they start talking of
the clubs, theatres and races they used to visit together, and the picnics they had
arranged, etc. God help those who witness this scene! They will be bored. Blessed
were the souls who were present at the meeting of these two saints.
Siva served the Swami nicely with fruits and Lassi (sweet buttermilk) and all the
while both of them exchanged views on Dharma, the necessity for everyone
following the tenets of the Sastras, and the value of elders blessings in the life of
every man. To the eager listener the Swami then described in detail the growth of
Rishikesh during the past half a century. By his child-like attitude, and his deep
reverence towards this Swami, Siva set an example to all Sadhakas. True meaning
of Narayana Bhav was also vividly portrayed in Sivas behaviour towards the
Swami. Siva then gave a hearty send off to the learned Swami Sivananda.
18TH MAY, 1948
A MILLIONAIRES DAUGHTER BREAKS STONES WITH SIVA
We have already seen several times how Siva insists on the need for one and all
engaging himself in selfless service. Siva has always said that an aspirant should
be prepared to be a coolly and a scavenger, as much as to be a king emperor. He
himself sets an example to others in this respect. We have seen how he inspired
high officials and rich businessmen to carry baskets on their head by his own
behaviour.
No one is spared! Young daughter of a Jewish millionaireSri Annabellaand
her motherSrimathi Liliane Shamash were strolling along with Siva near the
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consider anyone else can even approach your Holiness in greatness. Thus said a
Bengali gentleman, a candidate for Sannyas. He had already come to the Ashram
several times previously and requested Siva to initiate him into Sannyasa. Once
he came to the Ashram, changed his mind and went to another Ashram in
Rishikesh. The above was in reply to Sivas humorous suggestion that he might
take Sannyas from some other Mahatma!
YOU ARE A MILLIONAIRE
The topic changed. And, before taking leave of Siva, the Bengali gentleman
wanted to get some money from Siva. Half-humorously and half-seriously, Siva
remarked that there was paucity of funds in the Society; and that it would
gratefully accept donations, however small from the visitor himself! Astonished,
the visitor revealed: Swamiji, they say in Rishikesh that you are a millionaire!
Yes: Siva is a millionaire, the king of kings, whose treasury consists of everyones
purse and Kuberas wealth! But, that, the visitor did not know.
26TH MAY, 1948
STRANGE BLESSING
Sri Natarajan had come from South India on a fund collection mission on behalf
of Akhilandeswari Temple. They had found it difficult to carry on the work
Pancha Prakara Utsavamwhich was being done by his father. He had come to
Delhi for the purpose of collecting funds. He did not meet with the success he
expected to achieve. He requested Siva to bless him for success in the
undertaking.
Siva was silent for a while, watching the two, one would have gathered the
impression that Siva was unmindful of the visitors plea. He was listening all the
while, besides doing his own work.
The pen was put away!
Do some Anushthan. This sort of running about for money is no good. By sheer
Adhyatmic power you must invoke Gods grace and you will get what you need.
Money will come to you. You need not run after money. Reduce the food
expenses in connection with the function. What money is collected you must try
to utilise it for cultural purposes. Food will only create more quarrels and
unnecessary crowd.
Start a Sanskrit College. Bring out translations of the Vedas and Upanishads.
Then people will be benefited; they will appreciate your work and money will
pour in. Study the working of such colleges elsewhere. Take suggestions from Sri
S.V. Iyer of Chingleputhe has organised a Sevashram there.
That is the way to work. Then people will come to know of your spirit of service
and will themselves come forward to help. No one nowadays will give you charity
for the sake of feeding!
Swamiji! Food is also necessary, isnt it?
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distributor after the opening ceremony of the Diamond Jubilee Hall extension
had concluded.
Swamiji, we prepared only very little. We did not expect there will be such a big
gathering.
Every function is holy. Even the opening of an office hall is an occasion for all to
do Kirtan and have Satsang. All should be invited and served.
Hereafter we shall do so, Swamiji.
And, even if there is only a little Prasad and a big gathering, you should first
serve the visitors and we shall share what remains. That is the spirit of Karma
Yoga. Have you now understood?
UPADSEH AT EVERY TURN
You want my autograph? Come, why hesitate? relieved Siva, Srimathi Kamala
Tulis embarrassed silence.
Astonished, Srimathi Kamala merely smiled and nodded Yes.
First, I thought that the thing in your hand was a money-bag: but when I noticed
your embarrassment, I found out it was an autograph book. Give it to me.
When the book was handed to him, Siva looked at it this way and that with the
admiration of a child. It is so nice. Very good. But there are no autographs in it!
Swamiji, I wanted the book to be opened by you.
Quietly Siva wrote:
Srimathi Kamala Tuli
Serve. Love. Give. Do Kirtan. Do Japa. Control anger through
patience and forgiveness. See God everywhere.
Mediate. Realise God. May you shine like Mira, Radha, Sita! May
Lord bless you with health, long life, peace, prosperity, and Kaivalya.
Sivananda
A full-page Upadesh in answer to a devotees prayer for a simple autograph.
Anyone else would have often refused so much as a signature. For Siva every
opportunity for disseminating spiritual knowledge should be utilised.
31ST MAY, 1948
SIVAS MIRACLE
It is a miracle how they have all been saved. Even a sight of the wreckage is
sufficient to turn one mad! The very thought of the accident was enough to kill
the passengers. They were saved only through Lord Viswanaths grace. Instead of
meeting with the accident in the middle of a jungle where there would have been
little chance of being saved, they were all brought to the feet of Lord Viswanath
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where they could get immediate treatment, tea, sherbat, and all comforts! Siva
thus extolled the grace and power of Lord Viswanath, as the victims of a nasty bus
accident just adjacent to the Ashram dispensary were being treated zealously by
the inmates of the Ashram.
I was wondering within myself to whom this miraculous help should be
attributed.
Surely, to Siva whose very life-breath is selfless service and who is the supreme
saviour. But, then Siva is SIVA and the two are one.
2ND JUNE, 1948
LOSS OR GAIN?
What are six hundred rupees before the evolution of one single individual soul? I
shall not be sorry if the consignee does not pay even a pie for the six-hundredrupee-worth of books we sent him. What will he do with the books? They are not
eatables. He might sell them at one anna per copy at the Moore Market or even
give them free. In any case, they will go round. At least one mans eyes will be
opened and he will begin to do Japa. I am satisfied. God will give us money when
He thinks fit. Why should we consider this a loss? Said Siva when the case of a
book-seller (without a shop) who had taken out a consignment of Sivas books
worth Rs. 600 had not even intimated his whereabouts to the Society for years.
POLISHED CHEAT
When the news was broken to him, Siva, between winks and a sarcastic smile,
said: So, you have all been deceived by this polished cheat. It is a wonder how
you entrusted such a large consignment to a stranger!
Swamiji, before that he had purchased books worth Rs. 20.
Yes, he bought books worth Rs. 20; sent you a nice letter on his beautiful big
letter-head; ordered Rs. 600 worth of books and bolted! He is a polished cheat.
Every one laughed and said: Yes, Swamiji.
There was a similar case in Singapore. A man opened a big shop; had a lady
typist, big office, etc. He had a roaring business. He borrowed some money from
the local people. One day he was missing with all the money. He had opened a
similar shop in Saigon!
Every one seemed to have reconciled himself to the view that all of them
(including Siva) had been deceived. All kept silent in utter shame. Siva noticed
this and read our thoughts. He instantly poured forth his heart as given in the
beginning and concluded, We have not incurred any loss! Everyone was
astounded.
Beware of cheats. Do not become polished cheats. Nothing is indeed a real loss.
How beautifully are these lessons taught by Siva.
And what an untiring zeal has Siva for disseminating spiritual knowledge at any
cost!
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The pen dropped from Sivas hand. The spectacles disappeared into their case.
Siva led the young man out of the office. Seated him on a bench outside. The
Lords name will dispel your gloom. Now repeat the name with me. Siva did
Kirtan with the visitor. OM chanting followed. The effect on the visitor was
miraculous. He regained composure. Siva asked him to do Japa on the Gangesbank. This is Sivas spiritual treatment in short, treatment par excellence: a quick
war-time initiation followed by lasting victory.
A EUROPEAN, TOO!
That is the best present you can give me, acknowledged Siva as Sri Milsiter laid
on Sivas table a few very important bottles of drugs and a torch-light. Only you
know what I like best! Thank you very much!.(seldom said by Siva while
addressing an Indian.) Siva started playing with the torch. How nice! Very
beautiful indeed! How quickly does Siva adapt himself to all sorts of people! In a
minute he metamorphoses himself from an Indian into a European.
GLORY OF SANNYAS
Take Sanyas. Then you will get whatever you need. That is the secret of
renunciation. When you need money, you have to write to your bank. When I
need it, some one comes in and offers it, with prostrations and with love and
respect. Some one brings sweets. Some others bring torches, medicines, etc.
Renounce all desires. Then God will ever dwell in you and take care of you. Siva
thus gave the gist of the Upanishads in a few words to Srimathi Liliane and Sri
Annapurna who were looking on with astonishment at all that was going on.
6TH JUNE, 1948
VEDANTIC ETHICS
Neither want, nor give upthat must be the attitude of a Vedantin. He should
not say: I have given up salt: I have given up sugar: no, not even: I have given up
the world. He should be supremely indifferent. He should rest in his own
Swaroopa and realise the unity of Existence. He should see Brahman alone in
everything and everywhere, said Siva, when Swami., a Bala Jnani, quietly
placed a packet of sweetmeats (the offering of a visitor) on Sivas table and
walked away. In such cases, the conveyor gets the first (and the lions) share of
the offerings: the young disciple, full of Vairagya was reluctant to put himself in
that position.
WISDOM-MOUSTACHE
Sr. B.K. Desaiji slowly peeped in.
OM Namo Narayanaya! greeted Siva. Then turning to Sri Padmanabhan, he
said: O Padmanabhaswami! Give him a copy of Necessity for Sanyas....(every
one looked at the two with a look of query)....Yes. He is a candidate for Guru
Poornima!....(Siva threw up a glance at Sri Desai)....You will have to shave your
moustache now! But do not be sorry for that: I will replace it with the Wisdommoustache. You will be supremely happy.
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Money, fame and lust are all great tests. A Sanyasin or a householder devotee
might imagine himself great and saintly: when these tests come, he will succumb
to them like a lamb at the hands of a leopard. Saintliness consists in constant
vigilance and jumping over the hurdles of money, fame and lust, when they are
set up by Maya. Great South Indian saints were put through strange tests. Maya
tried to lead a saint astray: on whatever he set his foot, it would be turned into a
diamond. Apsaras girls were sent to attend on him. But the saint was unmoved.
Only then could he reach the divine. Said Siva to us when the Sadhu had gone.
11TH JUNE, 1948
THE PLACE OF MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS IN KIRTAN
They derive a lot of inspiration from the cymbals and tymbals. Especially in
public performances these musical instruments are a great help. Concentration of
mind is also induced. Siva said as people were beginning to collect near the office
for the Kirtan by Swami Mukund Hari of Bhatinda.
The type of Kirtan that we do is good for meditative people. Without the
harmonium or other musical instruments, go on singing the Kirtan and this
induces meditation. Samadhi will easily supervene. There are no distractions.
One must be trained in both. For personal Sadhana and for select meditation
groups, the Kirtan without instruments must be used: and for mass gatherings
the harmonium, etc., will be helpful.
12TH JUNE, 1948
TO THEE, O SEVAMURTHY!
It is within the memory of many Sadhus living in Rishikesh now that Siva used to
walk a few miles from his secluded hut to the Annakshetra for his Bhiksha in the
hot midday sun. The Sadhus generally do not have the Darshan of a great
functionary than the cooks in the Kshetras. Even the Managers clerk is rarely
approached by the Sadhus.
By dint of selfless service over a long period, however, Sivas fame had taken
wings. His glory is sung everywhere. Sivas humility and easy accessibility have
now become proverbial.
To Sivas abode of Bliss wends his way the Secretary of the Kali Kamliwala
KshettarSri Rai Bahadur Sridutt Sharmaji. Siva greets him with a hearty laugh
and respectful Pranam.
The characteristic hospitality: fruits, milk, etc.
Swamiji, I have a request to make.
I am always at your service!
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Kindly accept the honorary Advisership of the Kshetra. We all of us feel that the
Kshetra and the Rishikesh Sadhus generally will all be greatly benefited by your
sage advice. You are the only Sanyasin who can advise us.
Siva sank into a silence.
The Rai Bahadur pleaded, insistently.
Yes, Maharaj, I shall certainly serve you all as an adviser.
After the Rai Bahadur left, Siva told us: At first I did not want to accept the job.
But, then I thought this might be an opportunity offered by the Lord for me to
serve the Sadhus. I will not forsake any opportunity of doing service. So, I
accepted. He was also greatly pleased.
14TH JUNE, 1948
DIVINE LIFE IN PRACTICE
Sri R.R. Tiwari, M.A., LL.B., of Gwalior introduced to Siva his friend, a retired
Colonel, who had held the post of a Minister of a State: an old man who
confronted Siva with the question: How to lead the divine life?
Practise meditation. Do Japa. Get up at 4 a.m. All these I have given in my
Twenty Instructions. Siva handed a copy of the leaflet to the Colonel.
All these I know, Swamiji.
That is all. The rest lies in practise.
I have been practising in my own way. But I have not actually experienced the
Anand that is said to flow from such practices.
You must be regular in your practices. And, go on doing till you reach your goal
even if it takes several births.
Ah, that is it! I have not been regular at all, Swamiji. I shall try now.
You must devote your entire time now to Sadhana, as you are retired now.
Unfortunately, Swamiji, I am still leading the old way of life. I retired on a
pension which was my full pay.
That is extraordinary. It is all due to Gods grace. You must do a lot of charity.
You must reduce your expenses. So long you have supported a small family. Now
you must expand and treat all poor people as members of your family.
That, too, I have not done so far, because my expenses have remained the same.
But in a way I am doing charity also. I am paying a number of servants.
No, no: that is not charity. How much money have you given to the lepers on the
roadside? Every man is generous to himself. You must lead a life of seclusion and
spend at least half your pension, if not the full amount, in charity. Then you will
experience the bliss that comes out of Lords grace.
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SEPTEMBER, 1948
2ND SEPTEMBER, 1948
COBRAS WITHIN
Siva was returning from the temple. As he was passing near the Yajnashala,
Sivadayalji saluted him. Siva in his characteristic way asked: Everything all right
Sivadayalji replied: Yes, Swamiji. But there was a serpent in the room. So,
everything was upset last night.
You are afraid of this small creature! Look within. Introspect. There are
countless cobrasKama, Krodha, Lobha, etc., within you. They are biting you
every day. Still you take pleasure in feeding them! Mind is the biggest and most
venomous cobra. Vrittis are its hoods. Eradicate them.
3RD SEPTEMBER, 1948
THAT WHICH IS THERE IS HERE
A few Madrasi disciples of Siva and myself had just returned from Badrikasharam
and Kedarnath. Like a fond mother, Siva enquired about our welfare, the
comforts and discomforts on the way, etc. The affectionate pair of eyes noticed
that some of us had been thinned out.
You are much reduced. It will perhaps take a month to pick up your health
again. After thus comforting us, he asked: Now, where is the next trip to? To
Tirupathi?....Ohji, do not run about here and there. Tirupathi is here only.
Yes: and I could not help thinking: Himalayan regions are worth seeingthe
places where great Rishis did Tapas. Further, the walking exercise, inhaling the
pure Himalayan air laden with the healing power of innumerable herbs bestows
good health on the pilgrims: but some people develop this into a craze for
wandering. All their life is spent in wandering. Then they begin to extol certain
places and criticise others. You have now visited one or two important places;
other places are also like this only. Now you should stick to this placethere is a
lot of work to do!
A TWO-FOLD LOSS
OM Namo Narayanaya! Swamiji! Siva greeted a new arrival. But this new
Swamiji will not speak!
Achcha! You are a Mowni Baba? Dear Swamiji, give up this sort of meaningless
Mowna-Sadhana. Mita-Bhashan is Mowna. You should talk a little and talk
sweetly. You are not making proper use of a good faculty and thus losing the
opportunity of discussing spiritual subjects with others, and thus learning. You
have also lost many opportunities of rendering service to His children. A
comforting word to some, a consoling message, a good word of greetinghow
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much joy you can infuse into others. This is a great loss. Give up this Mowna now
itself.
Then turning to us, Siva said: Some of these people do not know why they are
observing Mowna. Somebody observed Mowna: and, they also started imitating.
They will not talk: but they will waste hours trying to make others understand
what they could have conveyed in a couple of minutes. They will not talk with
their mouth, but their mind is always talking fruitlessly. Control of speech is
Mowna. Mita-Bhashan is Mowna. But this Mowna is merely a whim! said Siva
with a meaningful smile.
4TH SEPTEMBER 1948
NEELAKANTHA DIXITS AVATAR
Swami Satchidanandaji presented to the Ashram library a copy of Ananda Sagara
Sthava of Sri Neelakantha Dikshita, an illustrious savant of the Appayya
Dikshitas family, and an author of many famous works in Sanskrit.
Swamiji, said Satchidanandaji, In this work, Sri Neelakantha Dikshitar has
often prayed with a melting heart full of devotion and yearning, that he should
live in seclusion on the banks of the Ganges. Providence, however, decreed that
he should pass away without fulfilling this desire. And, Neelakantha Dikshitar
was also very fond of dealing with Siva Lilas. In this regard, I was wonderstruck
to find that what he has done in Sanskrit you have done in English, the modern
language. Swamiji, I am perfectly certain that Neelakantha has re-incarnated as
Sivananda, to fulfil his great desire.
Sri Lakshminarayana Sastrigal, a descendant of Appayya Dikshita, is also of the
same opinion. Swamiji, many people in Pattamadai and Kodahanallur also think
that you are Neelakanthas Avatar.
Sivas only reply was a Vedantic smile and he went on with his work. He knows
how many souls yearnings have found their fulfilment in him.
FOOD SADHANA
The Hanuman Prasad distributor at the conclusion of the evening Satsang
provided the occasion: Siva first remarked that it had been nicely prepared and
exhorted someone in the Satsang to take a second helping, too. Sivanarayanji was
taking some Prasad for some Ashramite who could not attend the Satsang.
For whom? For Sridhara2 Swamiji? Siva asked. And, this led him to a nice
discourse.
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These Kutirs are opened a second time today. There is nothing but repetition in
the universe. There have been many Vyasas, many Naradas. Even now people do
not know which Vasishta expounded the Vasishta Ramayana. It is all a cycle of
births and deaths. It is all the play of Dwandwas. Rise above this play of
Dwandwas. Tear the veil. Negate the false colours. Perceive the Reality. In Reality
you are all the same Atman. Just a paint, a touch of powder, lip-stick, dupes you.
Wake up and realise your essential nature which is Satchidananda.
Siva then formally declared the Kutirs open.
IN RETROSPECT
Sadhu Murugadasji has arrived.
Siva recognised him at once. Murugadasji had previously come to the Ashram
long ago with a plain dhoti on, without any money. Murugadasja went to
Badrinath. On his return, Siva was enamoured of his sweet KirtansSivas lifebreathand requested him to stay on for some time. Now, Murugadasji had
acquired great renown as an inspiring Kirtanist, and was moving about in planes.
Hearing this, Siva humorously remarked: We, too, did not have one anna worth
of potato when we came here. Now look at the Ashram.
Such is the glory of Nivritti Marga and devotion to the lotus feet of the Lord.
THE LADDU THAT GIVES IMMORTALITY
Murugadasji sang a song. It was sweet. As it was in Tamil, Siva started explaining
it in English. And, how? in the form of sweet music.
Murugadasji sang a sweet song. It was like sweet Laddu, Jilebi, Rasagulla. What
did he say? He wanted you to eat the sweetest Ladduthat sweet Laddu is the
Name of your Indweller. The two-lettered name of RAMA is the sweetest Laddu.
Muruga, Radheshyamall the names of God are sweet Laddus. OM is the
sweetest Laddu. It is the most ancient Laddu which the sages like Yagnavalkya,
Shams Tabriez and others ate. It is this Laddu alone that will make you immortal.
Eat this Laddu and you will have no more births and deaths. Who will not eat this
sweetest Laddu?
To Siva all sweetness, all goodness and all auspiciousness are only in God.
Worldly objects have no place in his domain.
SIVAS CREED
The unopened book in Sridharjis hand attracted Sivas attention, as we were all
coming out of the Silver Jubilee Kutirs after the opening ceremony.
You wanted to read something?
Yes, Swamiji, I wanted to read a couple of chapters from this, on Sivas Creed and
Sivas Philosophy.
Sivas Creed? What is Sivas Creed? It is all Mithya, delusion, a play of sounds
mere words! Siva gave a hearty laugh and walked away, leaving the gathering to
understand thisSivas Creedto the best of their understanding!
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once he remembered of his promise. He should not keep quiet one more minute:
nor could he ignore the promise. He at once went out to Sri Thakur Prasadjis
Kutir.
THE MASTER WAITS
There he found that Thakur Prasadji had gone out. Wonder of wondersthe
Master waits there till the disciple comes back. He does not consider that a waste
of his time nor that it is beneath his dignity to wait. He utilises this period also
very usefully. Siva makes the children in the house sing the Lords name and
teaches them some Kirtan Dhwanis. Then a sweet discourse to these little
devotees.
THE PEACE MAKER
Swami A....comes there and salutes Siva. Swami A. has had a bit of a quarrel
with someone else. Siva found that the best opportunity to patch up the quarrel,
and to advise both the parties to be peaceful.
Then Thakur Prasadji and his family had Sivas Darshan and Siva returned to his
Kutir.
SIVAS LOVE CONQUERS
Last evening the Satsang programme was extended as it was raining and the
Ganga Arati was postponed. So, Siva called upon the daughters of Srimathi
Liliane to deliver short lectures.
A local resident got a bit offended that his children were not given an opportunity
to speak also. He was fond of criticising the Ashram activities, too. But Sivas
patience and love know no limits. He does not even adopt an attitude of
indifference towards those who carp and cavil at him or the institution. He
extends to them, too, his love!
Next day (today) one of the first items in the programme was lectures by those
children. And, Siva presented Rs. 10 to the children as a token of his love.
SIVA-KRISHNA IDENTITY
The procession with the palanquin in which had been placed the pictures of Lord
Krishna and Swamiji was in progress. Half the way, Krishnas picture was in front
and the party sang the Maha Mantra.
When the time to turn back arrived, we who were carrying the palanquin just
turned the other way ourselves, instead of turning the palanquin round.
Automatically, Swamijis picture occupied the front. The Kirtan Dhwani was
changed to
Guru Maharaj Guru Jai Jai
Sivananda Sat Guru Jai Jai
Siva would not allow this.
We managed to keep Sivas picture in front: but then Siva insisted that we
continue the Maha Mantra.
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The party left Ananda Kutir with Maha Mantra Kirtan. Swarg Ashramthe
destinationwas hung over with heavy clouds. When the bridge was crossed, sky
cleared on the Swarg Ashram side and the clouds moved to Ananda Kutir side!
From the opposite bank, Siva sent out an OM roar, as a wireless message to Gauri
Prasadji.
Many Sadhus had assembled in Judge Gauri Prasadjis house. With Maha Mantra
Kirtan, Sivas party walked into his house.
Murugadasji sang. Then Siva got up. The sky was rent with the name of the Lord.
Yet, Siva was not satisfied. His keen eyes searched out the silent pockets and
quickly he pointed his finger in that direction. Then OM chantinglouderstill
loudertill Siva was satisfied.
Jis Halme Jis Deshme Jis Veshme Raho
Radha Raman Radha Raman Radha Raman Kaho!
The response was not up to Sivas mark.
Siva burst forth:
Lord Jesus says that man cannot live by bread alone. But man can live eternally
on the Divine Name of the Lord alone. The name is the source of all strength and
power, all joy. Tukaram, Kabir, Tulasidasji, Mira, Gaurangaall of them lived on
Name alone. When you are hungry, you take food: but after some time, again you
feel hungry. Permanent satisfaction cannot come out of food.
The name of the Lord is a divine healer, too. Man is deceived by a false notion
that his diseases are cured by the doctors injections. I have got a divine Prem
injection which cures all diseases, and infuses new energy in you. That is the
Gopikawallabh-injection. (Siva actually administered the injectionSiva uttered
at the top of his voice Gopikawallabh: the audience responded Radheshyam.)
The doctors only inject some liquid, a little water. This is the divine injection
which will cure you of the disease of birth and death.
You do not need any great intellectual power; you need not be a millionaire; you
need not perform severe austerities. But, you should have faiththe heart. Do not
bring your intellect here. Do not argue. Intellect is a finite instrument and cannot
take you far. Reason can take you to the threshold. The heart alone can give you
that transcendental experience.
Like Mira, you can dance, too.
So saying, Siva danced! This was again followed by Om and Ram chanting. Then
loud Japa of RAM.
If the external thoughts are more numerous, and the mind wanders more, repeat
RAM faster.
With a prayer for Vishwa Kalyan Siva terminated the function.
On our way back Siva and party went to the Tika Ranis Siva temple. The
Maharani was eager to see Siva who at once paid her a visit.
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As the party was returning to Ananda Kutir, the moon shone in all her splendour
amidst a sprinkling of white clouds which added to the grandeur of the blue sky.
The murmuring Ganges reflecting the silvery rays of the moon was a fitting
background music to the Kirtan Dhwanis that arose from Sivas Party.
10TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
FORGOTTEN SO SOON?
I entered the office and prostrated to Siva, in the morning. Siva at once
recognised me as one who had missed the previous nights Divya Nama Kirtan.
Divya Nama Kirtan has been held several times: but last nights Kirtan excelled
all others. Murugadasji, Sivaramakrishnier, Venkateshwara Iyer and many other
experts participated. It was most wonderful.
Even if you felt tired, or even if you were out of sorts, Divya Nama Kirtan would
have made you all right. It is the most powerful tonic. And, I had just said soin
my Swarg Ashram talk.
Shame-facedly, I sought Sivas feet with my eyes.
ETERNAL STUDENT
I am always a student. Some people think: It is the same Divya Nama Kirtan, I
have already seen it a number of times. I never feel so. I attend every function
and carefully listen to all lectures. What wonderful points Sridharji brings forth! I
am all attention to these. I then introspect and find out the subtle defects inside. I
am eternally a student and Sadhaka. Some people take Bala Mantra, attain some
Mantra Siddhi and then go to sleep. They do not think of the innumerable defects
that still lurk inside. That is the most essential thing.
VEDANTIC COOLNESS
Siva should be watched only during the busy days at Ananda Kutir. The din and
bustle of intense and multifarious activityas is witnessed during the birthday
celebrationsis enough to disturb the mental equilibrium of any one. Duties are
sometimes neglected, details ignored, workers get tired out, it is then that Sivas
Vedantic coolness comes into full play and his powers of Ashtavadhan find a
proper occasion to manifest themselves.
The organiser in Siva wishes to keep the neighbouring institutions friendly: Siva
asks someone to take a plateful of fruits, money and flowers to Darshan
Mahavidyalaya as an offering of love. Sweets are distributed to the local people,
too.
I was a bit surprised when Vishnudevji walked into the office early in the morning
with a covered plate in hand and said: Swamiji has asked that this should be kept
ready on his table. Murugadasji is leaving today and these fruits and cloth are for
him. The preparations had started yesterday itself. When Siva casually asked
Murugadasji if he wore only Khadi, one could hardly guess what was up Sivas
sleeve. Siva wanted to present Murugadasji cloth to his own liking.
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SYNTHETIC PRESENT
Murugadasji comes into the office to take leave of Siva. He gets a synthetic
blessing from the Prophet of the Yoga of Synthesis. Sivas own silent blessing for
Murugadasjis soul: some books for his head: and some for his heart: and cloth
for his body: and money for whatever need he may have on his way back to
Madras.
Murugadasji is now very well off: yet, Sivas love cannot be repressed.
Another visitor who intends to leave today is talking to Siva, having his doubts
cleared. Sivaramakrishnier is waiting for an interview. In the meantime, Radha is
waiting with a message from her father. Piles of letters on his tablevisitors and
Sadhus all roundall waiting for Sivas attention. Anyone might get irritated or
run away to seclusion, considering all this waste of time and energy. One by one,
the Master attends to the Lords devotees, his own masters.
What a great faith do these people have. Sivaramakrishnier says: Even amidst
the most trying circumstances my wife and I remain absolutely calm. For, we
know Swamijis protecting hands are ever around us and we feel that Swamiji is
God and that everything happens according to his will.
Sivaramakrishnier needs some legal advice. He represents his difficulties to Siva
who at once introduces him to Sastriji. This is one of the unique traits in Siva. He
does not hesitate to introduce the devotees to one another to the advantage of all
concerned. He introduces a European Sadhaka to one of the advanced Yogic
students of Europe: this pen-friendship is a great service.
A recent incident comes to mind. A leprosy patient came from Chingleput. He
had been refused admission in the Government hospital. Someone sent him to
Siva. From here Siva sent him to Chingleput with a letter of introduction to Dr.
Mangalam, asking her to help the patient, if necessary by sending him with a
special note to the hospital. Selfless service has found in Siva its very soul.
FOOD SADHAKS
Here is Raman Nambiar who has been living on nuts, fruits, and milk, for a
considerable time now. This came to the notice of Siva.
Sadhana is grossly misunderstood. What the Lord meant by Satwic food is that
man should not take too much of chillies, too much of salt, etc. Chillies are good
appetising agents. Salt is necessary for health. A little of chillies and salt are
essential. Control consists only in not catering to the vagaries of the palate. The
practice of control methods should not weaken the system or make it sensitive.
Venkataramier of Namakkal told me once that he had given up salt, chillies and
tamarind, for some time: his system had become so very sensitive that even a
little of these in food would upset him. Such people then have to live their whole
life on such restricted diet. Venkataramier had to resume normal diet with much
difficulty.
There was another good soul in Swarg AshramSri P.V. Acharyaji. He was a
B.A., LL.B. He was a good Bhakta and a very good Sadhak. He used to measure
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his food in a balance. So much atta is necessary for so many breads: so many
ounces of dhal, etc. He was very fond of this sort of Satvic food. But he thought
that sweets fell into this category: and he consumed a lot of sweets. In course of
time, this produced diabetes in him. Then he came to me and said he was at last
disillusioned. Then he began to take normal diet.
GANDHIJI AND C.R.
Sastriji once said that even Gandhiji admitted that his dietetic regulations were
the price he had to pay for his health. If people accustom themselves to taking
goats milk once, they will have to carry a goat with them wherever they go. But,
C. Rajagopalachariar is of my type: he would take any kind of food, but
moderately. That should be the attitude of every one.
You should observe these regulations once in a way. Once in fifteen days, observe
a complete fast. Give up salt on Sundays. Live on milk and fruits alone for some
days. Train yourself like that.
In Ayodhya, some people live on chillies alone. That is going to the other
extreme. The wise plan is to observe moderation in everything.
At this time some one offered some guava fruits to Siva. And, Siva offered one to
Raman Nambiar.
What are the properties of this fruit Swamiji?
Dont ask me all that: eat it.
He not only ate the guava fruit without further argument, but started eating a
little bread, etc.
THINK TWICE
Swamiji, I want your blessings. I think of leaving for Banaras today, said Sri
Ramachandra Iyer who had a slight misunderstanding with some other workers
in the Ashram and had decided to leave.
Beloved Ram! Sit down. Do not jump to conclusions. Think twice before you act.
Now, tell mefor what purpose have you come here?
I came here to do Sadhana and to realise God, Swamiji.
I have read in your own books, Swamiji, that Sadhana is self-control, Japa,
Kirtan, service.
Have you thought over the matter for a momentis this action of yours in
leaving this Ashram and going to Banaras in consonance with your own resolve to
do Sadhana and realise God?
No reply.
Sadhana is, as you have rightly said, self-control. Self-control means maintaining
mental equilibrium under all circumstances. A little word from someone greatly
upsets you. You are not able to bear a harsh word!
But, Swamiji, such things disturb my peace of my mind. I wish to have peace.
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You will get that peace in Banaras only? If you do not get peace of mind here, you
will not get it anywhere else. Peace is within yourself. Thank again: stay here for,
say, another three days more. Then come to me and say if you still feel like going
to Banaras.
Silence.
Can you visualise what you will feel three days later? Beloved Ramachandraji,
the whole thing will appear as a dream. You will realise that the offensive words
are mere vibrations in the air. Now, you are excited. This excitement blinds your
vision. You are not able to reason, to discriminate properly. When your mind is
cooled down, you will realise your mistake.
Again silence. Ramachandra Iyer is immersed in deep thought.
Where else will you get such a spiritual atmosphere? There is the temple: you can
attend the Puja morning and evening and get hot, hot Kitchadie Prasad also.
There is the Bhajan Hall where you can do Akhanda Kirtan for a few hours daily.
Even if you sit for a few minutes in the Bhajan hall you will be elevated. Ganges
bath, good food, tea, milk and fruitsOh, it is a blessing to live here. When you
go out and suffer, you will realise the difficulties of Samsar.
My dear Ramji, so many people are daily writing to me: I cannot live here any
more, I want to join your Ashram after resigning my job! God Himself is looking
after us. The entire place is filled with the peace-vibrations of sages and saints of
yore: therefore, we are ever contented and peaceful. This is the best place for
Sadhana. Why do you think of running here and there? Ohji, give up this idea.
Ramachandra Iyer prostrates to Siva. He has decided to stay: he is completely
transformed now.
NO MOHA FOR ANY ONE
Not a few hours had elapsed before another case came up to Siva.
Swami X., an old disciple of Siva who had taken Sannyas from Siva years ago and
who has his own circle of followers, etc., got a little irritated over a trivial
incident: and thought of going back. He came to take leave of Siva.
Om Namo Narayanaya, Swamiji Maharaj, I want to return today, he said and
briefly explained what happened.
But, what do these little boys know? You are an old Sannyasi. You are a pillar of
the Society. The Mission needs veteran Sadhus like yourself. Now, I have got all
young boys: there must be some like yourself, aged Mahatmas. Only if you stay
here will the institution be respectable. And so onSiva argued with him for a
little while.Achchaji, if you feel like it, you can go. and then forgot all about it.
Siva tries his best to persuade everyone to stick to the path and to serve the divine
life mission: but Siva has no particular attachment to anyoneeven if he is the
most important worker.
HELIX HEDEIRA
Ohji, third reminderwhat about your resolves form?
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Swamiji, I will fill it in just now and give it to you before I leave. Immediately
this visitor left Sivas presencehe could not stand Sivas gaze for an instant
longerand, retired into a nearby room for filling in the resolves form.
Siva said: This is what the postal authorities used to do. The first reminder was
called Helix. The persons to whom it is addressed may sometimes sleep over it
also. But, when he receives the Hedeira reminder, he will not take his lunch, too.
He will run about here and there, get the reply and send it at once. This was my
Hedeira reminder to this man. I told him on the 8th night that he should fill in the
resolves form. I reminded him yesterday morning. And, this mornings is in the
Hedeira reminder. He cannot rest quiet now till he fills in the resolves form.
The visitor re-entered with the resolves form, duly filled in.
Nangiahji, it is now your turn: Vishnuji, give him two resolves forms. One for
yourself and one for your Sahadharmini. Just take a few mild resolves: I will do
two Malas of Japa daily, I will give up eating pedas once a fortnight. You have
also learnt Asanas: also Ram, Ram!
Are these vows, Swamiji?
They are not vows: but if you have Sraddha (faith) you can convert them into
vows. They are only resolves. Always keep them in your mind and try to stick to
them. Pray to God: He will give you strength to stick to them and to progress
further.
They both gave him their resolves forms. Smilingly, Siva received them and said:
This is my JABARDASTHI YOGA.
INITIATION INTO DIVINE LIFE
R.L., the admirer of Arya Samaj, has decided to follow Siva! During the
conversation, Siva elicited from him information about his habits and mode of
life. The case needs thorough overhauling: but Sivas handling of it is full of
tender love.
Try by gradual practice to get up at 4 a.m. Then wash your face. Sit for Japa. Sit
erect for some time. Then you can lean against the wall, if you feel difficult
otherwise. Repeat OM Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya. Meditate on the picture of
Lord Krishnaat the same time associate the Mantra with ideas of Purity,
Perfection, Wisdom, Infinity, etc. Repeat the Mantra a little aloud if your mind
wanders. You can sing the Mantra also. (Siva actually sang the Mantra.) You can
write this Mantra neatly in a notebook. This is Likhit Japa, a powerful Sadhana
for developing concentration.
Observe Mouna for some time during the day. Go to bed early enough to enable
you to get up at 4 a.m. Do not take heavy food at night.
Swamiji, I take tea late in the evening: and my night meal also late.
That is itthe food habits need a thorough overhauling. Take your noon meal at
about 11 a.m. Give up the late evening tea and finish your evening meal before
p.m. Also try to keep it as light as you can. That will give you a sound sleep also.
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Maintain the spiritual diary and send me a copy every month. What little
Sadhana you are able to do, record it there. Also, write to me about your
experiences and difficulties. I will answer them and also review your diary.
Siva then asked Vishnudevji to get a copy of Sangeeta Bhagavat and Sadhana:
he then handed them to Sri R.L.
This pamphlet Sadhana contains sufficient material for you to start with. You
see the sample Daily Routine there? Kindly frame your daily routine on this
model. Once you are successful in changing the old habits, you will cultivate a
taste for Sadhana, and progress will be rapid. With the progress in Nama-Japa,
Gods Grace will also descend on you and help you onwards.
The book Sangeeta Bhagavat contains the essence of the 11th Skandha of
Bhagavate. You can sing it nicely. (Siva sang a few lines.) It contains priceless
instructions on Vairagya, Japa, Dhyana, renunciation, etc. Kindly keep this for
your daily Swadhyaya. Besides, you can get from Gita Press, Gorakhpur, some
good edition of the Gita with Hindi translation and go through that also every
day.
Sri R.L. saluted Siva and started to go: Siva blessed him with folded palms!
Gods blessings are always with you. Jai ho!
11TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
SECULAR DUTIES, TOO
Sri P. K. Subramanian wants to give up his studies and join the Ashram.
Swamiji, of late I am not able to read class books, for I feel immediately I take up
my class books that they are not worth studying since they do not contain the
element that would satisfy my hungering soul.
Beloved child! It is too early for you to renounce the world. Besides, you have got
your parents. You should serve them nicely. Earn your livelihood by honest
means. Work hard. At the same time, adopt the Nimitta Bhav: work as an
instrument in His hands. Cultivate this. Carry on your studies also. No doubt,
knowledge of this phenomenal world would not confer Moksha on you. Yet, it has
got its own uses. Nothing is bad in itself; it is the use to which a particular branch
of knowledge is put that matters.
Try to carry on your personal Sadhana also side by side. Practise my Twenty
Instructions to the best of your ability. Maintain the spiritual diary and send me a
copy every month. I will guide you. Always keep the goal in view. When the time
comes God Himself will facilitate your renunciation. OM Namo Narayanaya.
When the young man had left the place after prostrating with tearful eyes to Siva,
Siva added:
So many young men are eager to renounce the world!
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Yes, Swamiji, said a visitor: Your books are so inspiring that those who read
them get such a burning desire to pursue the path of Nivritti for attaining their
goal, and have no further taste in worldly pursuits or studies.
That may be. But, I do not encourage juvenile enthusiasm. Often this desire to
renounce is a bubble which bursts after some time and vanishes into an airy
nothing! Adwaitanandaji used to tell me the very interesting story of his own
brother.
This young man suddenly felt himself drawn to Nivritti Marga. He neglected his
studies. He used to shut himself up in a room always repeating that the world is
false, and other Vedantic ideas. He thought that he had full Vairagya. His family
people succeeded in due course in tempting him away from this assumed
saintliness: they did this through a woman. This man changed suddenly, married
this lady and is now the father of many children.
Siva generally preaches the glory of the Nivritti Marga and also points out the
worthlessness of worldly life. But, if the Sadhaka asks to be initiated into Sanyasa,
Siva would quietly advise him to live the divine life in his station in the world and
develop Vairagya.
The talk turned to Nivritta Marga. Siva, in serious humour, said:
Oh, Raman. What are you thinking now? Will you resign your job and remain
here itself?
Yes, Swamiji, I can do it: and that was what I was thinking of even now.
No, no. Wait for a little while more. Do your work: earn moneyyou have got
your mother. Serve her nicely. Do not marry: if you avoid this, you have already
registered your place here! Occasionally come here and practise Sadhan. Then,
when the time comes, you can make this your permanent abode.
What a strange spirit! Not the come-here-work-for-me spirit: but the spirit of
doing the right thing for the other man.
IMMEDIATE EFFECT
OM Namo Narayanaya, Judge Saheb, Avo-ji, greeted Siva.
Judge Gauri Prasadji walked in and with great devotion bowed to Siva. He
handed a cheque to Siva.
What is this? asked Siva, rather surprise to see the cheque for Rs. 2000.
Swamiji, it is for the construction of a Kutir in your Ashram. You see: it
happened like this. Day before yesterday night after you had come and performed
your ecstatic Kirtan in my humble Kutir in Swarg Ashram, myself and housekeeper had both wonderful experiences and visions. I had the vision of Light
thrice during the nightan indescribably bright Jyoti. And, my grand-daughter
a young girl graduate who was greatly interested in Sankirtan, and who had
passed away just a few days agoappeared to my house-keeper in her dream and
said, distinctly: I want to live with my grand-father. Kindly construct a Kutir for
me. I am greatly delighted that you held Swamijis Kirtan in your house today. I
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am very happy now. But I want you to construct a Kutir for me. I know she is
fond of Kirtan. In your Bhajan Hall the Akhanda Kirtan is going on throughout
the day. I want a Kutir to be constructed near the Bhajan Hall so that the girls
soul may find peace there.
HUMILITY! NOT I, BUT HE!
After the Judge Saheb had left, Siva told me: See how the cosmic will works out.
That day it was even suggested that we should drop the idea of visiting Swarg
Ashram, as it was raining. I would also have agreed: but I felt we should go. So, I
told Narayanaswamiji that even if it rained, we should carry out our
determination! This girls soul must have been thirsting for Kirtan. It had to be
quenched. O, my Siva! Only you knew it: and even Indra shuddered before your
vow and withdrew the clouds.
SIVAS VIRAT NAIVEDYA
To Siva the world is the Virateveryone is indeed the Lord Himself.
What a delight Siva takes in distributing Prasad. Chimanlal Thakore of
Ahmedabad has sent a big parcel of sweetmeats. When this is announced Siva at
once jumps out of the office: Bring the Prasad in buckets.
Padmanabhan is calledfor he has been injected by Siva with the same
distribution instinct. P. actually is beside himself with joy.
Siva and P. go round the entire Ashram.
Chimanlal Thakore and Mrs. Lall only know me in this respect. Every year Mrs.
Lall sends a large consignment of mangoes: and Chimanlal these sweetmeats. I
cannot give pinches of Prasad to anyone. I must give to MY satisfaction. And, my
family is largeso, whoever sends Prasad has to send a lot.
OM Namo Narayanaya, Swamiji, come here, take this Prasad. Patram, Pushpam,
Phalam, Thoyam.... Siva greets one by one and gives handfuls (with his large
hand) of the Prasad. Hands are full: but Siva does not stop. Take in that towel.
But, Swamiji, I will fall sick. Oh, dont worry. I will give you medicine.
My turn comes. Then Siva reveals to me his secret source of joy. I see Lord
Narayana in everyone to whom I give the Prasad. When I give, I actually perform
Naivedya to the Lord. I repeat OM Namo Narayanaya when I meet everyone:
that makes for Japa. Thus even this is converted into a potent form of Sadhana.
The heart is also developed nicely.
12TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
JNANA GANGA SNAN
Siva stopped before the Kutir in which Sivaramakrishnier was staying and called
him for the morning Satsang.
S. said: Swamiji, I shall take my bath, perform Sandhya and then come.
But Siva would not brook delays: S. had to accompany him.
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When they were returning from the class, Siva smiled and said: Gangasnan is
indeed very essential. It destroys your sins. It purifies your body, mind and soul.
It invigorates you. You have not lost anything by foregoing your morning bath
today. If you had spent your time in bath, etc., you would have missed the
morning Satsang.
Common meditation and Japa are powerful Sadhanas. Individual Sadhana often
means lethargy. A few Malas of Japa and then the pillow invites you. Even while
you repeat the Mantra the mind wanders. But, in group meditation, a powerful
spiritual current is generated. Everyone is benefited greatly. The mind gets more
easily concentrated.
Yes, Swamiji, and the Vedantic Kirtan that you sang was most inspiring.
Even ordinary words have great power. They generate two kinds of Vrittis the
Sakthi Vritti and the Lakshana Vritti. When you utter the word milk, you think
of its qualitieswhite colour, liquidity, etc., this is Lakshana Vritti. Then you
also think of its usesit gives health, it is Satvic food, etc., this is Sakthi Vritti.
When such is the case with ordinary words, what must be the power of Vedantic
formula. When you repeat OM Antaratma, Nitya, Shuddha, Buddha, Nirakara
Kutastha, Vyapak Swayamjyoti Poorna Para Brahma Sakshi Drishta Turiya
Santam Sivam Advaitam, the Brahmakara Vritti is raised up in you. You are one
day bound to realise the Supreme.
This is Jnana Ganga Snan. It is the most powerful purified. It at once cleans the
Antahkarana and turns the mind inward. When you listen to discourses on
Sadhana, your mind receives new, healthy ideasnew Samskaras are formed
evil Samskaras are eradicatedyour thirst for God is intensifiedyou are
prompted to introspect, find out your own defects and to erase them.
Ganga Snana is necessary, no doubt. But I only wanted to point out that you
should on no account miss a bath in the Jnana Ganga. You can take a bath in the
Ganges now. But, if you had missed the morning Satsang, that loss would have
been irreparable.
With a heart full of gratitude, S. prostrated to Siva.
SUBTLE SELFISHNESS
A visitor had failed to attend the morning class. He caught Sivas eye in the
morning: and was offering an explanation.
But, it is not your fault....
Swami X entered.
X should have called you, awakened you and taken you with him to the Bhajan
Hall. Previously I myself used to sing OM outside every Kutir, rouse everyone and
take all to the morning class.
This visitors will naturally have the Bombay habit of sleeping till 7 a.m. (To X)
But you should have awakened them, if necessary by applying water to their eyes,
waited till they got up and taken them to the Bhajan Hall.
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Not only thisyou should have prepared the ground the previous night itself.
You should have told them about the morning class, about the benefits of
common meditation and Japa, about the lectures that they will be able to hear
and benefited byso that they will go to bed with that Sankalpa.
Selfishness. That is at the root of all this. You want to go on with your own
Sadhana and consider such service as this a waste of your time.
A thorough inner search and analysis of human nature.
MAYAS SECRET DOOR
With his characteristic candour Siva listened this morning when our Sastriji was
narrating his experiences with other Sanyasins. About one Sanyasin, he was
saying:
Swamiji, this Sadhu never speaks a word. He has taken the vow of Akhanda
Mowna. Not only thishe does not come out of his Kutir at all.
Siva gave a hearty laugh: Then, how to see him?
People who wish to have his Darshan one by one gather on the verandah of his
Kutir. When he is informed that thirty or forty people have thus collected he
comes to the window of his room on the side of the verandah. Gracefully, he
holds up the blind a little aside, so as to provide for the visitors just a glimpse of
his face. He stands in this posture for just a couple of minutes. Then he again
gracefully nods his head and drops the blind.
That is all! And, a large number of people go there for this much, taking all the
trouble?
Yes, Swamiji, for this Sadhu has been living like this for a considerable time now:
and his own disciples have naturally woven many stories around his seclusion,
Mowna, etc. and deified him, so that the credulous public feel that his Darshan is
enough to confer Mukti on them.
This is all one type of spiritual trade. What is lost if he comes out, talks to people
and consoles and inspires them? In a short time, he develops his egoism to a
great degree. He cannot respect others: he cannot bow his head before others. He
feels that he is a great man. Arrogance, self-conceit, hypocrisy and egoism of the
worst sortall creep into him one by one. He forgets his goal and loses himself in
this mad business for acquiring name and fame. I think I can never do this sort of
thing.
Never, Swamiji, it is just alien to your nature. Sastriji said to me after Siva had
gone away from the office: As a matter of fact, Swamiji errs on the other sidehe
makes himself too freely accessible: he is too outspoken and is able to keep no
secrets. He is indeed child-like.
GOVERNOR-GENERALSHIP Vs. SANYASA
Jinnah is reported dead, Swamiji. Someone brought the news. Siva was pacing
up and down opposite the Diamond Jubilee Hall. Sastriji was near.
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Now, there will be much competition for his post. This will breed hatred, ill-will,
quarrels!
Surely, Swamiji, everywhere there is jealousy and power politics.
It is a nuisance to hold these high posts, I think. Your life is in constant danger.
So many others covet the job. They try to instigate goondas against you. Why all
this trouble, fear and worry? The best thing is to take to seclusion on the banks of
the Ganges: that is my opinion. There we should do Japa and Dhyana. What do
you say?
Yes, Swamiji: but how many people have the wisdom to feel so with all their
heart?
POWER OF MAYA
It is very difficult. After many lives of Satsang and Japa only such taste comes.
Maya is so powerful. Somebody sits on the banks of the Ganges and does Japa.
After some time he gets tired of it and thinks that eat, drink and be merry is the
greatest philosophy. Maya does not allow him to realise that there can be real joy
outside the senses. They are afraid of renunciation. They are afraid of Sadhana.
And, even when they take to Sadhana, they expect immediate results.
Madhusudana Saraswati, who has written an inspiring and inspired commentary
on the Gita, was initiated by his Guru in Gayatri and was asked to do
Purascharana. He did so: but nothing happened. His Guru asked him to go on
with the Purascharana. After 18 Purascharanas he got the Lords Darshan. He
was learned, saintly, endowed with Deivi Sampathyet he had to do so much of
Japa. Then he realised that the 18 Purascharanas washed away the sins of 18
Brahmahatyas which he had done in his previous births. Then alone was he fit for
His Darshan.
Such should be every Sadhaks patience. But nowadays, even a determination to
lead a life of renunciation throughout the life is a great thing.
Siva did Kirtan for the peace of Mr. Jinnahs soul.
FRANKNESS
Sri A. described during the Satsang the magic influence that Sivas pen and
personality had brought about in his case. He confessed before a large audience
that he had tasted wine, that he was a meat-eater and that he had almost
succumbed to the wiles of a girl. He changed upon some of Sivas inspiring words
which once for all turned him to the spiritual path. He took blood out of his own
hand and offered it in fire with a firm resolve to give up his evil habits. Even that
was not enough to put a stop to the deep-rooted evils. He then sat before the
picture of his Lord Sivanandameditatedprayed mentally for strength to
conquer the evils. The impossible had been achieved within those few supreme
moments of his life: devotion to the lotus feet of the Lord and the Guru had been
firmly implanted in his heart.
This frankness is a great virtue. It will take a Sadhaka much near to God. What
most Sadhakas lack is this sterling quality. Without fear of criticism, without
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feeling shy to confess ones own defects in public,.boldly spoke out his past
life. Everyone should cultivate this divine virtue, Siva told us when he came into
the office after the Satsang.
14TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
NOT ONLY IN NAME
Sri Sankaranarayana Iyer of Nagpur came in and prostrated to Siva.
OM Namo Narayanaya: what has happened now? You want to leave today?
I am leaving tomorrow, Swamiji.
When you go back, you must make a firm resolve to spread the message of divine
life. You must become a dynamic worker in the divine field.
With your holy blessings, Swamiji.
Turning to us, Siva said:
He belongs to the family of Appayya Dikshitar. It is not a joke to belong to this
great saints line. (To Sri S.) You should show by your own actions that you are
worthy of this descent. There is no use merely claiming ancestry to a spiritual
hero: you should deserve it.
Yes, Swamiji, I shall try my best.
Study Sanskritthen Gita, Upanishads and Appayya Dikshitas works also. Then
start spreading his message. Be humble and simple. Some people go on tomtoming their ancestry to earn their livelihood. When people see you, they should
at once recognise that Appayya Dikshitas blood runs through your veins. You
should possess such exemplary character. Nothing is impossible. If you try, Gods
grace will also come and you will shine as a true descendent of Appayya.
15TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
NO MUKTI FOR ME
Sastriji, I think I will never attain Mukti. You see, worldly people are attached to
their wife, children, family, property, etc. But, I am attached to service,
dissemination of spiritual knowledge. Even if the thought of running away into
the forest comes to me, it leaves me the next instant: for, the desire in me to
work, work and work, till this body lasts: and to serve the Sadhaks in every way I
canthey smother such a desire for seclusion in a trice. What can I do? I think
will never get out of this chakra. I will be born again and again in this world,
every time to serve the aspirants, said Siva to Sastriji, during a conversation on
birthdays, their significance, the goal of life, etc. Today is Sastrijis birthday.
But, Swamiji, this thought very rarely comes to even saints. They are concerned
only about themselves: and they think that even answering aspirants letters, or
writing books on spiritual matters based on their own experiences, etc., are
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against their own salvation. The spirit of service that literally possesses you is
rarely found in any one else.
But, what about my Mukti?....Achchaji, I should be content to wait till I have
served you all to my satisfaction and till you have all attained Mukti. Yes, that is
right: I do not want to get Mukti myself till everyone leading the divine life gets
salvation. Till then I shall take any number of births and join the Divine Life
Society.
PROPAGANDA IN EUROPE
Menon was gazing at the infinite expanse of azure Unknowable: and trying to
unravel the mysteries that it contains.
Siva called him: OM Namo Narayanaya, Balan Swamiji.
I am telling Sastriji that I love to do intense work, intense Seva. A little bit of
seclusion, meditation and Sadhana is also necessary. See, Lord Jesus did
Sadhana in seclusion for thirty years: then he came out and worked intensely for
a few yearsthat was enough to thrill the entire world. In seclusion you gain
inner Adhyatmic strength to revolutionize the entire worldand to do the work
of a life-time within a couple of years.
That is the sort of work that I want you to do in Europe. You should go there and
thrill the entire West in a couple of years: a lightning trip to the West. Dr. Atreya
has written recently that Europe is more ready for the message of Vedanta than
even India, America and England. Europeans are more eager to receive this
message and assimilate it. Will you do it?
Swamiji, with your blessing, and inspiration, anything can be done.
The most important thing is to tell the Europeans now to lead the divine life.
Most of them nowadays run after occult powers. That is really not Yoga. They
imagine that only one who is able to perform miracles is a Yogi. These powers
when acquired turn ones head and magnify ones egoismthus taking one away
from God.
And, when you exhort them to lead the divine life, the idea should not be to ask
them to run away from their avocations in life into the Himalayan jungles, there
to sit and pray to God. You should tell them in plain language that God is ever
within them and that if they do not find Him there, they are not likely to find Him
anywhere else.
Set before them the examples of such illustrious personalities like Dr. T.M.P.
Mahadevan. He is a learned philosopher. He is the Head of the Department of
Philosophy in the Madras University. Besides, he is working day and night for the
spiritual uplift of mankind, along with Swami Rajeswaranandaji and others. The
wonderful point about him is that Dr. Mahadevan is still a Brahmachary. That
gives him marvellous energy. He is ever immersed in philosophy, Advaita
Vedanta. Recently he toured the Andhra districts with some Sanyasins and did
wonderful service there. That should be the ideal for Europeans, too.
Marvellous ideas you have given me, Swamiji.
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But.... suddenly Sivas expression turns grave: Balanji anxiously awaits what
follows this but.
But, you have to be careful.
Yes, Swamiji, with your blessings.
....careful lest you should get absorbed in the West. That is what happens in
many cases. The Indians try to imitate the Westerners: and Western culture
swallows them. Yesterday I received a letter from an American lady who says she
was born to a Yogi from India.
But, Swamiji, so long as you are here to inspire us from within, I have no fear.
That is why I always insist that those who do social work should once in a way
run away to places like Rishikesh: work and seclusion should go hand in hand.
You should not establish yourself in Europe. Do intense work for a couple of
years: then fly back to India for seclusion and Sadhana. Then again you can go.
16TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
SEAT OF DISEASES
OM Namo Narayanaya, Siva greeted Shivadayalji.
Shivadayalji was heavily blanketed and was wearing a woollen cap, too.
You are not feeling well?
No, Swamiji, I am not feeling well for the past two days. Today I have a headache and pain in the body, etc.
Quickly Siva interrupted him, and turning to Dr. Miss Kamala Korke, said:
Doctorji, this mans heart has come between his lungs. What to do for him?
Kindly prescribe something to cure him. (To S.D.) If you are sick, you should
approach a doctor. The entire partyfor, this happened just after the evening
Satsang was overhad a hearty laugh.
S.D. was a little non-plussed. Siva relieved him by saying:
Beloved Yogiji, throw away that woollen cap first. That is the first medicine. Then
the blanket also. These things only produce fever.
S.D. instantly obeyed: as he was himself a good Sadhaka and a fairly advanced
student of Raja Yoga, he at once understood that Siva had gone to the root of the
problem and in his own humorous way, pointed out that diseases are rooted in
the mind: when the mind is sickly, the body follows suitand the only way to get
rid of disease is to think and feel healthy thoughts.
PENDULANANDA
Brahmachary Jayaramji has come. He was a young and enthusiastic Sadhak who
came all the way from a foreign land to get a knowledge of Yoga and Vedanta.
After staying for a few days in the Ashram he left for Vasishta Guha to remain in
seclusion and meditate. He now feels that for active Sadhaks with a special gift
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The Prophets teachings are as sublime and worthy of our admiration and
following as the teachings of any other Seer or saint in any other religion. The
Prophet taught love, tolerance, understanding and unity. But, strangely enough,
under the very banner of the Prophet the people are killing their brethren.
The teachings of all the Seers are misunderstood by the generations which come
after them, and join their creed. They twist the teachings to suit their own whims
and fancies. Here starts misunderstandings.
Truth alone triumphs; not falsehood. Love alone conquers; not hatred. I wish all
the followers of the Prophet all over the world re-read the Quaran and
understand its true import in the proper light. Any religion that degenerates into
the level of the animals, adopts the jungle law, and yields to falsehood, hatred,
and Adharma, is bound to crash. A Prophet of Renascent Islam will then come to
revive the spirit of the Prophet!
COUNTER-ATTACK
I had recorded Sivas remarks about his own Mukti: and there was a mild breeze
over it in the office. Some of us were discussing the significance of his mystic
utterance.
Quietly, Siva slipped into our midst, and explained:
What is there in Mukti? My nature is to serve, serve and to serve forever! I do not
long for Mukti. Even great saints and seers who have realised the Supreme and
thus liberated themselves from the wheel of birth and death long to come back to
the earth-planeas they often doto serve the suffering humanity and to assist
struggling souls on the path to God. I will insist on taking birth after birth to
serve you all: and to help aspirants march forward to the Goal.
Swamiji, even the gods will be jealous of you, then.
That is the point. I will defeat Maya in her own realm. She must cry before
Brahma himself that she is undone and that aspirants have started to progress
rapidly on the path; and the slumberers have been awakened. Then Brahma out
of fright should give me Mukti.
Brilliant idea, Swamiji. Who can understand the glory of service except yourself
the very embodiment of the spirit of service?
17TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
BATTLEFIELD PRATYAHARA
Sri Raman Nambiar and Rajagopalji proved a good channel for Sivas wisdom to
flow to you and me, this morning.
The Forest University class was over and there was a discussion about Raja Yoga
and Karma Yoga. These two Sadhaks were handy.
Only those who have not understood properly what Pratyahara means will want
to run away to forests and caves. They will live there for some time: and then
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when they see some people, they will be greatly upset. When they go into some
towns, they will feel something strange.
Then, what is Pratyahara, Swamiji? ventured Raman Nambiar.
You should go on doing service. That is the greatest purifier. At the same time
you should be mindful of the purpose of servicethe goal of life. Once every hour
for a couple of minutes you should close your eyes and mentally repeat His Name
and meditate. You should feel that you are Akartha, Abhoktha, Sakshi,
Satchidananda Atma. Keep a notebook by your side. Write a few mantras in it:
keep a copy of the Gita or other scriptural texts. Read a few lines occasionally.
Constantly try to concentrate your mind on the work on hand: and when you
meditate withdraw the mind from this work also and direct all its rays on the
Ishtam. Practise and go on practising this. You will soon attain success
Ekagrata. You will be able to withdraw the senses completelyPratyahara.
Afterwards even if you are in the middle of a battle-field, you will not be
disturbed. That is real Pratyahara.
The disciples bowed in veneration.
SIVA IS ALL
Panchakshara is the greatest Mantra. Oh, what else do you need? When once you
have got Upadesh of Panchakshara, you need not run after any other saint or
Sadhu for Upadesh.
Swamiji, we only longed to get that assurance from a great Maharshi like you.
Go on repeating that. The Lord will bestow all prosperity on you. All your
troubles and difficulties will vanish.
We are greatly blessed to have such an Ashirvad from Swamiji.
Do a lot of Japa of this great Mantra. Do not think that this Mantra or that
Mantra is superior to the Panchakshari for the purpose of getting this or that
object. For everything the Panchakshari alone will do. It is the panacea for all ills.
Mantra Japa is not like curry or soupbrinjal soup is more tasty than ladiesfinger curry.
All of us had a hearty laugh over the humorous remark.
Swamiji, we are worshipping Lord Rama also.
That is very good. Worship and pray to Rama, Krishna, Devi, Narayana, or any
other God. See oneness everywhere. Siva Himself is all these. And, Panchakshara
is the Omnipotent Mantra. Lord Siva is easily propitiated, and He bestows all
prosperity on His Bhaktas.
The three old ladiesrelatives of Swami Paramanandaji in his Poorvashram
greatly enlightened, listen on with rapt attention.
There was an illiterate villager once upon a time, continued Siva. He did not
know Rudram and Chamakam: but was anxious to repeat them. He found an easy
way of doing it: and went on repeating NAMACHAMA and doing Abhisheka
because he found that there were a lot of Namas and Chamas in Rudram and
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Chamakam respectively. One day, a pundit saw this: scolded him and asked him
to repeat Rudram and Chamakam. The Pundit was at once laid up with a fell
disease and was unable to rise. Lord Siva appeared in his dream and said: I was
greatly pleased with my devotees Abhisheki; why have you interfered with it?
The pundit at once ran to the devotee and prostrated before him: Oh, devotee,
kindly go on with your own NAMACHAMA Abhisheka. The Lord is highly pleased
with that. I am only an ignorant man: I have now realised that the Lord needs
only the heart. I beg your pardonand went away. The devotee continued as
before.
O, Bhagavan, it is a wonderful illustration. We can never forget this story and
your invaluable blessings.
I will tell you another story. All attention everywhere. Another Tamil devotee,
an illiterate non-Brahmin, went on doing Japa of the Panchakshara as
Namachivaya. With the help of this Mantra he would just walk over the waters
of a river as if it were hard ground. One Brahmin noticed this, and thought: if this
man is able to do this miracle with the repetition of this Mantra wrongly, what
could he achieve if he repeats it properly. So, he requested him to repeat
Namahsivaya. The illiterate man had great respect for the Brahmin: so, he
adopted this pronunciation. Lo, when he wanted to cross the river, he found that
he was sinking in the water. He ran back in fright: then thought over the matter:
Why is this?; previously I never felt any difficulty. The Lord from within
prompted him to repeat the Mantra with faith and Bhav in his own way. He did
so and crossed the river.
The Lord wants only your heart. Give it in toto to Him. You will enjoy worldly
prosperity and will eventually get Moksha also.
They all bowed to Siva and gave him an offering of parched rice, which Siva
accepted with profound delight. He sang a Nondichindu song also describing how
a Bhakta devoutly offers to the Lord parched rice and fruits.
THE CLUE: MELTING HEART
Dr. Miss....has come in to take leave of Siva as she is returning today. Siva had a
long talk with her on her hospital work, etc. He was all admiration for her skill,
service and qualifications. She is an expert in surgery. Suddenly, Siva exclaimed,
with a smile: Then, you must have a hard heart! Some peoplelike our
Paramanandajican never become surgeons in their life. P. will faint if he sees
one drop of blood.
In this, Oh my Siva, there is the clue to thy renunciation. Like Buddhas, your
heart should have melted at the suffering of the sick. The loving heart of a mother
that you have would have paralysed your hand holding the surgeons knife. Thy
keen vision should have pierced the flesh, the wound, the worn-out body, and
perceived the Cause of Suffering: these Sacred Lessons learnt direct from the
most holy of scripturesthe Book of Lifeshould have implanted themselves
firmly and deeply in thy hearthave I not seen that even a babys wise remark
literally seizes you till your own inner self weaves around it the highest wisdom?
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Manan and Nididhyasan on these lessons has obviously left you in Rishikesh in
seclusion, in hard and strenuous Tapasya. Glory to Siva.
When Dr....was leaving, Siva rose from his seat and with folded palms said:
Please come again when you commence your private practice.
A SILENT SADHAK
When the doctor had left, Siva said: Oh, Sridharaswamiji, this doctor is a very
good Sadhak. Very rarely she wrote to me. But, silently she has been doing
wonderful Sadhana. She has been very regular in Mantra writing. Look at these
volumes of Mantra writing books! And, she has been quietly maintaining the
spiritual diary. How humbly she places these diaries on my table! She has a very
good heart also. Even during her stay here she has done good work here and has
saved Sureshs life. Such are Sivas disciples.
THE ETERNAL PRESENT
Swami Shanmuganandaji joined Siva even while he was working in the Army: full
of dispassion and discrimination, devotion and faith, he was more other-worldly
than worldly. He was leading the household life with the constant yearning in the
heart to renounce it at the earliest moment. The job, family, everything in the
world was like coals of fire to him.
He resigned and joined Sivas mission. Soon he was initiated into Sanyas: for
even in the Army he was considered more as a Pujari and Sadhu than as an
Army-clerk.
Someone brought to the notice of Siva that an ordinance had been promulgated
which might make it necessary for all ex-Servicemen to rejoin Military Service.
Siva remarked:
Sanyasins are, of course, exempt. They have renounced the world. They have
enrolled themselves for the Supreme Adhyatmic battle. They are determined to
rout out the internal enemies, million-fold more formidable than many battalions
of the external armyKama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha, ignorancewith the aid of
the Divine Atmic Bomb.
Of course, Sanyasins will be exempted from the operation of the Ordinance,
Swamiji.
So, Shanmuganandaji has been saved, I think. He is a pious soul full of devotion
to the Lord. So, He saved him.in time.
O, Lord Sivananda! It is you who saved him from the unpleasant task of going
against his own conscience: for you gave him Sanyas last Skanda Sashti day, even
disregarding several objections voiced by others at initiating him so early.
Shanmuganandaji has also told me how he was mysteriously helped by someone
even during his army career, and how he would be posted to places and jobs
which would allow the fullest scope for the development of his devotion to him.
That someone is indeed Sivananda.
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What service? Know thyself and be free. That is the greatest service you can do to
me.
A HUNDREDFOLD, WELL SHAKEN AND PRESSED DOWN
Padmanabha Swami, pay for the bread-wallah. Siva sat down on his chair after a
breathless quarter hour of helping a stray bread-vendor to dispose of his burden.
I was myself one of the beneficiaries, and a specially blessed one. Everyone who
met Sivas eyes got his share: several others were served in absentia, too. In all
nearly fifty loaves of bread were served to all. I thought Sivas hands were free
only when it came to a question of distributing offerings brought by devotees:
but, no, even when the Prasad (for that is the term used for all that he gives)
involves expenditure, his hands do not shrink.
Swamiji, that visitor from Ambala has paid off the entire amount of the bill,
replied Padmanabhan.
Who? Dwaraka Singji?
P. nodded assent: Siva was silent.
This Dwaraka Singji was one of the persons who were blessed by Siva with the
bread-Prasad: he was practically the last person to receive it. Immediately after
giving a loaf to Dwarakaji, Siva came into the office. Before P. could take the
money to the bread-vendor, Dwarakaji had enquired about the amount to be
paid, and had sent away the vendor.
I was rather upset at Sivas silence. What? Not a remark in regard to this
remarkable event? And, even when D.ji came in to have Darshan, not a word was
exchanged between the two about the incident.
The gift of one loaf paid off the cost of fifty loaves, Swamiji, I quietly ventured a
comment.
How? was just an impassioned query, with his eyes half looking a me and half at
the letters on the table.
Swamiji, Dwaraka Singji may be a noble soul, and may have a charitable
temperament. But he would not have known that we owe some money to that
bread-vendor if Swamiji had not offered a loaf to Dwarakaji, too. Otherwise, he
might have simply ignored the bread-vendor sitting on the road. And, Swamijis
all-giving nature seems to be infectious, too, especially with pure, noble souls.
That is what should have prompted him to pay off the bread-vendor immediately
and without ostentation.
Siva merely smiled. I continued:
Swamiji, I think that is the secret of Swamijis great and unequalled achievement
in building up such a huge organisation in so short a time. From the very start
Swamiji has gone on giving and giving freely, with a loving heart. Each gift, even
of a small pamphlet costing a couple of annas, of almonds and raisins worth half
a rupee, has invited a thousandfold return.
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Again Siva smiled. It is all news to him. The sun does not know that he shines, for
he has never seen darkness.
Perhaps you are right. Yes, yes. See Dwarakaji has taken a good consignment of
books today. I gave him on the first day he met me, a couple of books free, as a
gift.
We should not give with any motive, continued Siva, or with the expectation of a
return. I give because I cannot help giving. Everything is His: and He Himself
directs the gift from within, to deserving persons and causes. Always glorify Him.
Yes: I will. When I glorify God, I glorify my own GodSiva.
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PRECEPT THROUGH PRACTICE
Todays subject for the Forest University class was Practical Sadhana. Sridharji
delivered an inspiring discourse on the subject of Conscience with his
characteristic eloquence, soul-force, and sparkling wisdom. Inter alia, he had told
us that a fully developed conscience which had been guarded against perversion,
misuse, disuse, abuse, etc., is the surest guide which an aspirant to Selfrealisation could have, as it represents in the court-hall of mind, its (consciences)
absent royal master (the chosen ideal of the aspirant, viz., Self-realisation
through Nivritti Marga), in an ambassadorial capacity, raising his voice of protest
whenever anything is said, thought of or done contrary to the interests of his
Master.
After Sivas inspiring Kirtan which invariably concludes the class for the day, we
dispersed.
Outside the Bhajan Hall, someone of the gathering raised the topic of wars, and
the possibility of a war in which India might be involvedthe discussion leading
to the topic of conscription, etc. Siva, innocent of politics, exclaimed:
Then all the young men will be recruited to the Army?
Sridharji then explained the implications of conscription in detail.
Siva (with a mixed expression of pity and contempt): It is a great pity. Every
young man will become military-minded: and the conduct of such young men,
even after the war will be tinged with brutality, arrogance and materialistic
ambitions and passions. Indias spiritual heritage will be jeopardised. No, no:
India should stick to her spirituality.
Sivas conscience or background of thought is established in divine life: and all
ideas and ideals are evaluated on this touchstone.
Incidentally, in Sridharji, too, this virtue is highly developed. In fact, I have not
seen any other Sadhaka who can approach a Siddha in the matter of possessing
the keenest intellect, coupled with a fully developed vigilant conscience: and in
allowing the very experiences of his soul, the strength of conviction gained
through careful exercise of the withdrawn-limbs of his mind on the field of
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WHY RENOUNCE?
If we had known this trick before, we need not even have come here.
Everyone looks at the others: general bewilderment: what a strange thing to say.
THE SOLUTION
Siva at once realised the cause of the consternation.
But, if we had not come here, away from the bondage of family and relations,
properties and possessions, etc., we could not have found out the secret.
We all felt a bit relieved.
Renunciation is absolutely necessary. Once you recognise Maya and her
mischief, and pierce through the veil, find out the inner antidote to Mayas
poisonsthen you are able to live under all circumstances, unaffected.
GOD vs. BHAKTAS
A batch of visitors has arrived.
Siva was asking several Ashramites to attend to the several affairs connected with
their lodging, etc.
Someone said that the Sadhak who had the key of a particular room was
meditating in his room.
What meditation is this? You must first fulfil your duties and then meditate. He
should have kept the keys outside and then shut himself up. Look how many
people are inconvenienced. How can God be pleased by meditation, when you
keep His devotees waiting outside?
SERVE HUMANITY
Sri Rajagopala Iyer who has come from South India, was narrating to Siva the
activities of Sri Ram Ram Ram, an old school-mate of Siva, who is now a retired
surgeon: a widely travelled man with a number of foreign degrees and a lot of
money.
Swamiji, nowadays he has more or less retired.
What is there in retirement now? He has established some hospital or clinic for
the sake of the suffering humanity?
No, Swamiji: he has done a lot of service while he was in the Army.
But, none of a permanent value. He must now do something which will make his
name immortal. He has earned a lot. He must now invest a portion of that money
in charity. The idea of doing something substantially good to humanity never
strikes many people.
Please ask him on my behalf to construct a ward in the local hospital in his name
and provide for a few beds also. This will be a great blessing to humanity.
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He can himself serve there so long as he wishes: even after his life-time the ward
will ever proclaim his name and philanthropy. What is the use of money unless
every pie is directed to some good cause?
Then the talk turned to his personal affairs.
He spends a lot of money. But he himself leads a very simple life.
Hm? That is marvellous and uniquethat he has kept up Indian simplicity even
after his European tours and luxurious life, complimented Siva.
He has a cook, Swamiji. But in those parts, the cooks hardly stay on, Swamiji.
Sivas nature at once sprang forth.
He should pay the cook welland he should give the cook the same food as he
takes, if not even better. Then no cook will ever leave him. It all depends upon the
treatment; you must make the servants feel they are members of the family.
That is exactly what Siva has been doing all his lifein Malaya and in the
Himalaya.
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ALL RELIGIONS ARE ONE
Sri Rajagopala Iyer was talking to Siva about the proselytising missions. Siva
summed up:
What is in this? A Christian comes, gives you a Bible and converts you into
Christianity: a Mohamadan gives you a copy of the Quran and changes you into a
Mohamadan: a Hindu has his Gita for the same purpose.
What a fund of wisdom.
Truth is one: all the scriptures expound this Truth though in different words.
What purpose can ever be served by these proselytisers? They only change mans
external cloak, a few of his habits. Can they ever go near the Atman, the Eternal
Sakshi? Only dull-witted people engage themselves in such missions. Wise men
will only seek to strengthen the individuals faith in his own religion.
THE IDEAL ASHRAM
Two gentlemen from Bihar prostrate to Siva. They have come in search of a young
man who had suddenly disappeared from his home. They had been to Hardwar,
Rishikesh. And, at both places they had been directed to Sivananda Ashram. They
represented their case to Siva.
No: Maharaj, he has not come here.
Swamiji, we have searched for him in Brindavan, Mathura, Banaras, etc. We do
not know what to do.
Maharaj, it is possible to find out a missing boy by searching like this: go home
and pray for him. He will knock about here and there and ultimately come back
to the house.
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A letter was on Sivas table from Sri T.A. Rama Row of Madras enquiring about
another boy who had also disappeared like this.
When a boy leaves home with a spiritual aspiration at heart, his mind naturally
seeks solace. Whether the Vairagya is real or momentary, he needs peace, solace
and proper guidance. It seems, from the number of letters, enquiries and
interviews that Siva has to answer, that the youth of India has found out that
Sivas abode alone can give them all that they need.
SAVED BY MERE SIGHT
Siva was returning from his walk up to the Mandir, in the evening. As he came
near the Yajnashala, one of the small children belonging to the family of Sri
Panna Lalji, who were playing on the roof of the Yajnashala rooms, slipped off the
terrace and fell right into one of the empty packing cases placed near the wall of
the Yajnashala. Siva called out to the parents of the child. They ran down and
found that the child had almost swooned. Siva reached the spot and gazed at the
child for a moment. The parents took the child into their hands and called it by its
name. Lo, the child cried for a couple of minutes, and jumped out of their hands
to run about again.
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THE ASSURANCE
Sri T.R. Bhagat of New Delhi, an apparently genuine Sadhak has written to Siva
asking several questions on Sadhana. Siva clears all his doubts without leaving
one loose-end, adds his own precious advice, ending up with:
I have accepted you as my beloved disciple. I shall serve you nicely. Be true,
earnest and diligent in your Sadhan.
The cream, the essencemeditation on which alone is sufficient to bestow
Moksha on a Sadhaka.
Be true: what a precious piece of instruction. How few are really true in their
Sadhana, and do not practise Yoga merely for the sake of exhibition.
Earnest: Yoga is not for the Sadhaka who takes to it half-heartedly.
Diligent: the third most important preliminary qualification. Not only
earnestness, but diligent application is also wanted.
With all this exacting instruction is mixed the most encouraging assurance:
I have accepted you as my beloved disciple.
Beloved: what more does one want? and.
I shall serve you nicely: that is uniqueGuru serving his disciples. A sage, a
Brahma-Nishta, a living God, at your service and waiting for you to turn to him.
THE INNER RULER
The clock struck five. It was drizzlingafter a heavy downpour.
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Wake up: get out of bed: quick, run, said someone from within.
I rose. What is this hallucination? I peeped out of the room half-heartedlyI had
slight head-ache, too, due to biliousness. It was still drizzling.
No, there wont be the morning class today, I thought. The aching head sought
the pillow.
Do not let the mind have its own way. Run out of the room. If you find there is no
class, go to the temple and meditate. Irresistible command.
I rubbed my eyes. Peeped out again: is it Siva?
Yes: it is Siva, my Redeemerno, not from outside, but from within.
I ran up.
Twice Siva glanced at meperhaps to make sure that I had obeyed.
TOO OLD AT TWENTY-FIVE
Sri Aravamudan did not attend. Siva met him on his way back to his Kutir.
Why did you not come?
I was a bit lazy this morning, Swamiji.
Very well: if you are lazy enough at 25 not to be able to check it and come up to
the Bhajan Hallat 50 you will want a palanquin and four coolies to transport
you.
I was convinced that it was Siva who had awakened me in the morning.
VEDANTIN?
Siva was talking about the glory of Kirtan and Bhakti. Swami X came in his view.
But, you are a Vedantin? Are you not?
Swami X was silent.
Ohji, so long as the necessity for food exists, Vedantic indifference should not be
assumed. When that need stops, then one can say I am Brahman and leave off
every other Sadhana.
But some Vedantins deceive themselves and others, and saythis is bodyDharma and go on eating.
What a pity: when they get angry, they will say it is Mano-Dharma. When they
lose their temper and belabour someone, they will say it is Hand-Dharmait is
Indra who did it, not I, the Akarta Atman.
Vedantic realisation, Siva continued, should come by itself when the heart is
purified through the practice of Karma Yoga and steadied through devotion.
NON-COMMUNALIST
The food bell is given.
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Vishnuji, called Siva. Take Sri John DCruz with you and see that he is
accommodated in the Panghat. Is he also taking his food in the dining hall?
Yes, Swamiji.
That is right. In this Ashram there should be no communal feeling: no caste or
creed distinctions. Christian, Mohamadan, Parseeall should move amicably
together, eat together, pray together, without any distinction whatsoever.
SONGS FROM STRANGE QUARTERS
The evening Satsang had just commenced.
I had just finished reciting the Gita Dynana Slokas. I heard a sweet humming of a
melodious tune. I held my breath and listened. Yes, it is Siva. My thoughts flew
back to Lord Krishnas days when the love-mad Gopis would sit enraptured in
their houses enjoying the exclusive privilege of receiving Lord Krishnas MuraliDhwanis. Vishnuji, sitting by my side, was eager to know what had happened to
me: I continued reading the Gita.
SIVAS ECSTATIC KIRTAN
Satsang was almost over. Siva sang the following Kirtan for a full half-hour.
Repeating several lines over and over again....each repetition ringing with more
and more intense ecstatic fervour....the notes emanating from Siva piercing into
the very hearts of the devotees assembledI cannot explain what it was.
Ananda Thene
Brahmananda Thene
Thene Thene
Thene Thene
Thene Thene
Thene Madhuve
Thene Thene
Thene Honey-ye
Celestial Honey-ye
Divya Madhuve
Ananda Thene
Brahmananda Thene
Adwaita Thene
Anubhava Thene
Chinmaya Thene
Chinmatra Thene
Chinmaya Thene
Chidghana Thene
Nirakara Thene
Nirvishesha Thene
Dattanubhava Thene
Sivoham Thene
Soham Thene
Sivoham Thene
Sivoham Thene
Swaroopoham Thene
Ananda Thene
Brahmananda Thene
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OBEISANCE TO HONEY
All of us were in an entirely different plane for quite a long time after this music.
In the office, in bedeverywhere I could hear Sivas ecstatic music. Why this
Thene song todayThene in Tamil means honey? I mused.
The solution was not long in being arrived at. Instead of sugar, Siva should have
used honey todayas an anti-diabetic measure. And, Siva lives in Sahaja
Samadhi: he sees Brahman in all and all in Brahman. Every object, every person,
every word inspires from within only thoughts of Brahman and Brahmic Bliss.
Wherever he is, in the bathroom, the water-closet, on the banks of the Ganges, in
the office, in the temple, on the roadthis one consciousness alone is his
constant companion.
Oh, honey! Prostrations unto thee! I am grateful to you, for through your grace
we all enjoyed Sivas ecstatic Kirtan today. Glory to thee.
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SIVA IS WORSHIPPED
Sri P.S. Natesa Iyer performed Pada Puja to Siva this morning. Vishnudevji had
delightfully decorated the whole of the Verandah outside Sivas Kutir, and a
couch for Siva, too.
Siva came in after his bath and quietly sat on a wooden plank placed on the floor.
No amount of persuasion would make him occupy the decorated chair. The
simpler, the better, was his only reply. When the Archana was being performed
with Sivananda Ashtottarasatanama Stotram with faith and devotion, Siva sat on
gazing at the Ganges and the Himalayas in front, entirely detaching himself from
his physical sheath. His inner consciousness had identified itself with the Cosmic
Consciousness, the Para Brahman. Blessed indeed is Sri Natesa Iyer for, by
worshipping Siva, he had in truth worshipped Para Brahman Himself.
WHAT A GURU
Narayanaswamiji and Venkatesanandaji will take their food here, with me, Siva
told Sri Govindaswamiji.
And, the leaves were spread. Where is Narayanaswamiji? He had left for his
bath, etc.
Venkatesanandaji, sit down here by my side.
What a Guru is my Siva! He has not the slightest trace of Gurudom in him. It
does not even strike him that it is out of place for him to sit with his own disciples
and eat. I prayed to Siva mentally for a way out.
Come on, wont you sit down?
Swamiji, I shall first serve and then take food.
Granted!
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As soon as he finished his meal, he went into the kitchen, assured himself that
there was food enough for all of us, and would not leave the kitchen till he was
certain that we would take our food there.
OUR DESIRE GRANTED
All the time Sri Vishnujis eyes and mind were riveted on the chair decorated for
Siva.
Wait. Siva walked towards the chair. I shall sit on this for a few minutes at least
to satisfy Vishnuji. How nicely he has decorated this chair! He sat on it.
This is all mere show. All this Puja and Vada Payasam (some of the special food
preparations which always go with such occasions) only increase ones vanity.
These things have started to invade me also: I am in the danger zone. What do
you say?
What can we say? Can Maya, or vanity, ever approach Siva who is Satchidananda
and the very incarnation of humility and egolessness?
Then Siva indulged in a little innocent fun concerning the Archana Mantras: The
pundit who composed these have consulted me: I would then have given many
more!
All the time Siva, too, had taken a keen interest in the proceedings as though the
Puja was done to someone else, he himself being one of the participants in the
worship.
EVEN A CHILD DESERVES CONSIDERATION
During the evening Kirtan, Sri Venkateswarjis child got up from beside his
mother and was walking towards the mens group. Siva at once understood the
purpose of the childs movements and flashed his torch in such a way that the
child could at once see whether his father was among those seated there or not.
What a consideration this mighty sage shows even to a small child. Siva sees God
in all, and relieving the childs anxiety is to him more important than meditation.
OLD ACQUAINTANCE
OM Namo Narayanaya, Torrenton Advocate Saheb, greeting Siva even before Sri
Amir Chadji of Torrenton had entered the office.
You first met me when I was in Rishikesh, Siva kindled the Advocates memory.
Yes, Swamiji, that was in 1924.
You are having a good practice now? How is your family, children? How is your
health? so on Siva showered his loving enquiries on the visitor, and got the one
reply: Everything is all right and everyone is keeping quite fit, only by thy grace,
Maharaj. And, insisted on again and again placing his head at the feet of Siva.
What is it, Maharaj-ji! You have retired from active life. Now, you should spend
all your time in Sadhana. Take Sanyas.
Swamiji, what shall I say? Even Moha for the family does not leave me. How can
I embrace Sanyas now? By thy grace only I should get Vairagya.
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You previously told me that you were doing some Upasana? kindled Siva the
memory of the Advocates past Sadhana.
Yes, Swamiji, long long ago, I was inspired by your book on Japa Yoga Sadhana.
From the very minute I perused the book, I took to the repetition of Gayatri
Mantra. Another Swamiji whom I met also greatly encouraged me in this: he said
that your word should be taken as gospel truth, as Gods commands. I performed
six Purascharanas of the Gayatri Mantra, too.
Six Purascharanas? Wonderful, you should have long ago attained Chitta Suddhi.
You are then already a Sanyasi. Gayatri is the greatest of all Mantras. And, even
one Purascharana is difficult to perform: it is a wonder how you were able to
perform six Purascharanas.
But, Swamiji, the impurities inside were perhaps too much for even six
Purascharanas.
That is a great achievement, indeed. Even now, you should go on repeating the
Gayatri Mantra. You should not give it up till you achieve the goal, Godrealisation.
Surely, I will, Swamiji.
Siva later arranged for Amirchands food, etc. Amirchandiji left. Then, Siva said:
This Advocate met me in 1924 and gave me five rupees. That was just after I had
come to Rishikesh. Living on Bhiksha, on dry roti and dhal, was all new to me. As
soon as I got the money, I ran to a shop and ate Jilebi to my hearts content.
This brought to my mind a passage from Sivas writings:
For the first time I received Rs. 5 from him (Pundit Chand Narain Harkuli) for
my milk and I printed the leaflet Brahma Vidya out of this money through
Messrs. G.A. Natesan and Co., Madras.
The transition from the Siva who met Advocate Amir Chandji to the Siva who met
Pundit Chand Narainji is beautifully, inspiringly sketched by Sri Sridharji (Swami
Chidanandaji in his book Light Fountain. Through what austerities, through
how many crucibles this gold Siva has passed himself through before he
completely transformed himself into the priceless mystic metal which reflects
God in all His glory (into Divinity Itself) is graphically portrayed here.
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SUPREME CONTENTMENT
A devotee had suggested that Sri Chakra Puja with all the formalities and rituals
should be performed in the Ashram,.for the sake of wealth. He felt that the
income of the Ashram was quite inadequate for the turnout of work, and for the
full manifestation of Sivas own inner dynamism.
Sri Chakra worship is, no doubt, good, replied Siva. As we worship Siva,
Krishna, Rama, we may also do formal Puja to Devi, too. But, not for the sake of
money. Why, we are already getting enough money even without these Pujas!
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But, Swamiji, the expenditure always exceeds the income. And, if we had lakhs
even then the expenditure will also increase, but Swamijis Satsankalpa will all be
fulfilled.
WHERE IS LORD SIVA
Worship should always be simple, with Bhav, devotion, unhindered by
unnecessary rules, rituals and formalities. It should be such that one can perform
the Puja after a mere washing of hands and feet.
Swamiji, I have heard it said that Sri Vidya Upasakas life has been completely
transformed after his initiation, and his financial position greatly improved.
Cannot Lord Siva give us all wealth? Cannot Lord Rama give us, or Lord
Krishna? Why, Lord Siva has been so much agitated through the powerful Rudri
chants at the Viswanath Mandir that he has run away from Kailas and Banaras
and taken His abode at the Ashram temple. Devi worship is good. But, do not do
it with a desire to increase our wealth. If the Lord so desires, He will fill the
Ashram with gold. Kubera himself is already in charge of our finances: because
we are doing His work.
PEACE
At the close of tonights Satsang, Siva did Kirtan for the peace of the departed
soul of Sri K. Narayana Iyengar of Palamcotta, Tinnevelly, news about whose
departure had been received in the afternoon.
We shall do Kirtan for the departed soul of K. Narayana Iyengar of Tinnevelly.
Sri Narayana Iyengar was a very good soul, pious, devoted and sincere. He was
here a few days ago: and he went to Kedarnath and Badrinath this year. He has
rendered great service to the cause of divine life. He took with him books and
Ayurvedic Pharmacy products. He wanted to popularise them. He had
established a Press in Tinnevelly also. More than anything else, he has been
trying to introduce these books in the Board Schools in the Tinnevelly district. He
was a very noble soul, with good spiritual Samskaras. He had withstood severe
shocks in his life: and had preserved his equanimity in the face of trials and
tribulations of family life. After all,.body is not immortal. Narayana Iyengars
soul would surely progress towards the Eternal. He will surely become immortal.
Kalenatmani Vindathi. It is all a question of time. So, let us pray for the peace of
his soul.
Every kind of emotion was perceptible in Siva during this short speech.
Admiration, sympathy, compassion, courage, and the firm conviction that the
Atma, the real Self, is undying.
Nothing is dearer to Siva than a devotee of the Lord. It is for the devotees sake
that he lives, breathes, eats and above all, works ceaselessly and tirelessly. May
our Siva live long to protect us.
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He knelt before the patient. At once the patient felt great relief. She stopped
crying. She explained her condition. Labour pains, was Sivas quick diagnosis.
Get Sridharji quickly....Run. One Ashramite had been despatched. Fetch a
tonga immediately.... There goes another. A third to the kitchen.
After some initial treatment, the lady was at once despatched to the Rishikesh
Hospital. The husband of the lady had obviously enough money with him. But
Sivas solicitude is blind to these uncomfortable (only to him!) facts.
Padmanabhanji came running with a ten-rupee note which Sivaas though in
duty boundhanded to the husband. The tonga had arrived.
All within ten minutes. And, the lady was in the hospital within an hour of Siva
hearing the weeping sound!
She delivered a child a few minutes after admission to the hospital.
26TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
WATCH, BROTHER, AND LEARN
I had gone to Viswanath Ghat for a bath in the morning. I turned towards Sivas
Kutir. There he was, preparing for his bath. I hesitated to enter into the water, as
he was downstream. I waited, and feasted my eyes on Siva.
Siva had his bath, offered his oblations. He poured water over his head with the
Kamandalu also. Then he worshipped the Ganges with flowers. And, lastly he
offered Prasad (Naivedya) which the fortunate fish rushed to receive.
Siva has stuck to his own principles: he has adhered to the routine he set for
himself when he was an aspirant-Sadhu in Swarg Ashram. He does not neglect
even a tiny detail. How foolish are we that we soon assume Siddhahood for our
own ignorant selves and act as though there is no more Sadhana for us to do.
MAN vs. MONEY
John DCruz was hesitating to ask for a copy of the book, The Diamond Jubilee
Volume. He had no money on hand. A very diligent and earnest Sadhak, yet God
had placed him in very poor circumstances.
Siva quickly perceived his own inner hunger for perusing this wonderful volume.
Padmanabhanji, bring a copy of the D.J. Volume for DCruzji.
J.D. was beside himself with joy: modestly he asked Siva: May I have this
volume, Swamiji? It is such a costly and precious book!
Of course, it is for you, my dear DCruzji. The book is not worth anything to me
in terms of money. You are more valuable than money, to me. And, if the book
elevates you, I am much more satisfied than if you had paid me a hundred rupees
in return for this book.
No other institution, no other saint has gone to this extent to help Sadhaks on
their march to the goal. Siva has given up his all in the service of Bhaktas.
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SIVA AS SABHAPATHY
A meeting had been convened of the Muni-ki-reti residents to observe the
Thanksgiving Day in commemoration of the victory over HyderabadHis
Excellency Sri C. Rajagopalachari had specially requested that special prayers be
offered in all Mutts and Mandirs.
Sri Ram Ram Ram Sastriji formally requested Siva to occupy the chair. Another
resident of the locality seconded it. Siva smiled and said: I third it. And, I occupy
the chair with gratitude to you all. And made everyone laugh at these formalities
which convey no meaning to one who has realised That which is beyond Time
and Space. Sabhapathy, is, incidentally one of the names of Lord Siva and should
anyone then propose that Siva should be Sabhapathy?
TIME IS FLEETING
Swami Ram was requested to recite some Bhajans. First, his own throat had to be
cleared: then the harmonium had to be tuned: pulling a knob, pushing another,
adjusting here and thereit all took more than ten minutes for the Kirtanist to
get attuned to this Jada-instrument. Rama, Rama, remarked Siva. How much
time do these people waste. All in merely tuning. What is there? Bhajan should be
ready on the lips all the time: and the moment you are asked to sing, you should
pour out His name. During the gatherings which Siva addresses, even as he gets
up to talk, he will be roaring OM.
DIVINE SOLICITUDE
An old lady was coming up to attend the Satsang. As the meeting was held on the
roof of the building adjacent to the Ashram Annakshetra, we had improvised a
step with a small table, to make it easier for people to ascend to the roof. The old
lady was trying to look for a way to get upon the roof. Siva at once got up from his
seat and with great solicitude guided the old lady to the place of the Satsang.
PERFECT ORGANISATION
Even while the Kirtan, Bhajan, etc., were in progress, Siva called Vishnudevji and
asked: Is the Prasad ready?
Yes, Swamiji.
Then collect the Arati, Panchapatra, and water for Naivedya, now itself.
Yes, Swamiji, I shall bring at once.
How many ladus will come for each?
Perhaps only one, Swamiji. There was only half a bucketful of Prasad.
That is no good. It will not be enough. Go and bring Rs. 10 worth of sweets
straightaway from the shop.
We ran to the shop, on this sweet errand.
TRANSMISSION FASTER THAN RADIO
The meeting had passed a resolution conveying the nations gratitude to the
national leaders and military commanders over the efficient action in Hyderabad.
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Sri Lakshmanji had suggested that this resolution should be telegraphed to Delhi
and Hyderabad, and also published in the papers. The Sabhapathys turn arrived.
Let us do Kirtan. Kirtan is a method of transmission of our thought-messages far
quickly than any other means, even the radio. You have to go to the Post Office
with the telegram tomorrow, and it will take a day for the telegram to reach Delhi.
Here and now, you can send the message through Kirtan of the Lords name. It
will reach Lt. General Rajendrasingji, it will reach the Nehru Government, and it
will also reach the Supreme Government.
I EAT THROUGH ALL
Siva was distributing Prasad. Laddus were rationed to two per head. Gradually,
Siva lost control. And, soon the bucket was almost emptied. When he found that
everyone was really satisfied, he said:
Look at the satisfaction that they have now. That is indeed the most important
point. What is the use of giving one laddu or two laddus? When people come and
sing the Lords name and Prasad is distributed, people should go back fully
satisfied. What a lop-sided economy it is to save expenditure in this respect!
Ten years ago when the Society was much poorer, everyone who came went fully
satisfied. Even the Ashramites used to say: We, workers, do not get so many
conveniences: but, Swamiji gives milk and fruits to a stray stranger who walks in
and says he is sick and when this man leaves, Swamiji gives him ten rupees also.
(Incidentally, pointing out under what conditions and stress and austerities those
undaunted workers carried on the mission during the thirties.)
Now only these people have started saying: the auditor objects. I have always
said that the auditor has nothing to do with a Sanyasins accounts. Where is audit
for us? Audit and budget may be necessary from one point of view. But from the
Sanyasins point of view nothing is necessary. I will go on spending. Let someone
attach the buildings and the properties here. A Paramahamsa Sanyasin should be
prepared to tie round his head his own loin cloth and vice versa and walk away.
MY KUTIR IN SWARG ASHRAM
Padmanabhanji shows me an account. In August we have given 2500 rupees
worth of books alone free, against a sale of 1800-rupee worth of books. I do not
care. All are benefited by the books. Let knowledge go round. If we cannot run
this Ashram, we will go away: my Kutir is reserved in Swarg Ashram. I will go
somewhere else and start once again.
Perhaps in one who has realised the Absolute, even renunciation reaches the
Absolute point!
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JUDGE NOT
Narayanaswamiji! You know there is one Brahmachari who has today come from
South India? It appears he knows a lot about cement-work. He met a Sadhu on
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his way and got initiation from him into Brahmacharya. He appears to be a
decent young man. Let him remain here. I have told him that he will have to work
also; and he has readily agreed.
Due to several reasons, it had been decided to restrict admission of Sadhaks into
the ashram. Therefore, everyone present when Siva said the above felt uneasy
perhaps at the thought that the young Brahmachary may not be admitted by the
Ashram Committee.
Siva at once read this feeling on every face.
You cannot say at the very first sight whether a Sadhak will turn out to be good
or not. Paramanandaji also came like this only; but later he proved to be a
dynamic selfless worker. Several others have come and they have left also,
because they had neither the zeal to work, nor the aspiration to tread the spiritual
path. My policy has always been thislet the doors of the Ashram be open to one
and all. The undesirable will either go away of their own accord, or be sent away
by some one or other in the Ashram. It is all His business.
OINTMENT FOR THE EYE: EYE-DROPS FOR THE WOUND
Aravamudan! Take this letter carefully to Premanandaji and get the correct
address written on the envelope. Take this also and enclose Prasad in the cover.
A. picked up the letters.
Be careful. In your hurry, do not act like the Calcutta lawyer.
We all looked up to Siva inquisitively.
You see: this lawyer was in a hurry to go to the Court. He took the medicine
chest: there were many bottlesand he put the eye-lotion on an injury on his leg
and applied the ointment meant for wounds to the eye.
AGGRESSION HERE TOO
One hardly expects even the word aggression to be used in the vicinity of
Ananda Kutir, the Abode of Bliss where the Shanta Satchidanandamurthy, the
incarnation of Ahimsa, lives and moves about. Yet, perhaps what occasioned the
usage was this:
Sri Haridasji (Mr. Henry van Zeyst) was returning from a long evening walk. He
met Siva on the way. They both at once fell into a discussion on the benefits of
walking, which led the talk on to exercise, Asans, Pranayam, etc. Siva saw his
chance there: at once grasped it.
Haridasji, walking is no doubt good. It is refreshing: and especially when this is
undertaken in jungle paths, alone, walking inspires the inner soul, and gives rise
to sublime ideas.
Yet, we should not minimise the importance of Asans and Pranayama. They are
equally important. Five minutes of Sarvangasan and what an amount of
nourishment the thyroid gland gets! Uddiyana, Nauli, Halasan and
Paschimottanasanthe entire abdominal region is whipped into action! Just try a
few mild Asans tomorrow: then you will at once know their benefits.
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S. got a little upset: as he professed to be very particular about Satvic and Rajasic
foods, and was very fond of the three Slokas in the Gita where the Lord has
delineated these. He ran inside the room and started showing Siva the contents of
the jars, one by one.
This is only empty, Swamiji.
Yes, ready to receive a good inspiring pickle tomorrow!
This made everyone laugh.
But only keep all the jars away from the window, Siva continued. People should
not see for they will get a wrong impression. They will think: What is this Sadhu,
eating pungent achars and other delicacies? So, keep the jars underneath the
bed, so that they will be out of others sight.
There was irony in Sivas words. He said, in effect.Give up evil in all its forms
and in all circumstances. Do not hide anything: for the Antaryamin knows
everything. Never pose to be a Yogi.how often do Sadhaks fall a victim to this
snare.
THE SADHANA THAT HARDENS
A letter was on Sivas table: a great (?) European Yogi had written to Siva
requesting him to invite him to India. This was needed to obtain a passport.
What a big show of themselves do these so-called saints make. Flying from this
country to that country: everywhere they go, parties, receptions and farewell
parties, again. It is not?
Yes, Swamiji, we have seen many of these move about in regal comforts.
A mischievous smile adorned Sivas lips: we were getting ready to receive something very interesting.
Some of them should be received with a unique honour. Instead of flags and
festoons adorning the reception entrance, people should hang old shoes and
broomsticks.
Srimathi Liliane Shamash visibly enjoyed the joke.
What do you say? Siva turned to her. How would you like such a reception? I
am sure you would be greatly upset: you will feel shocked. Wont you?
I am not sure, Swamiji: I have not tried it.
We should not wait for the thing to happen actually. We should train ourselves. I
have done so. I have beaten myself with shoes severely. This I used to do
especially on Birthdaysjust after returning to my Kutir after the meetings where
people will praise me, glorify me, deify me, I will go into my Kutir and beat myself
nicely with a pair of shoes: What are you? You wretched flesh-blood-excretamade body? Do you want garlands? Can you not wear torn clothes? Do you think
that you are great? Do you want to be prostrated to? Now, take these garlands.
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realised sage, beating himself with shoes. Even we, the worms, insects that
should have considered it a great blessing to roll over the dust of Sivas lotus feet,
even that puny we would not do this.
Siva wanted to relieve us of discomfiture.
Suka Deva was tested by Janaka like this. He was a great Jnani. When he went to
Janaka for instruction, he was made to wait outside the palace uncared for,
without food, without shelter and without any honour. Then he was attended
upon by the ladies of the court and the Maharanis. In these ways Janaka tested
Suka Devas tranquillity of mind. Suka was above all these things. He had
preserved his equanimity all through. Such should be a Sadhaka.
I have heard this said of St. Francis of Assisi also. He used to call his body Mr.
Ass. What a tremendous Vairagya they all had.
Even this occasional shoe-beating is not enough for me. I should give this body a
dose of this hardening-medicine at least once a week.
No one else dared to take any part in the discussion. I did not know what would
happen next: for sometimes Siva gets seized by such ideas of Sanyasa, Vairagya,
Sadhana, etc. Gradually they pervade his entire being: then, he would turn his
fiery eyes towards us.but, with this strange medicine of which Siva was so
fond.
30TH SEPTEMBER, 1948
ON CHARITY
Very well. But, who loses? Not we. But only he loses the Lords blessings,
brushed aside Siva, a suggestion to approach afresh a devotee for the purpose of
getting a book printed. Siva was also told that this devotee had expressed his
displeasure at the Society not immediately utilising a donation which he had
made for the purpose for which it was intended: and, as a result of this, he had
stopped further contributions to the funds of the Society.
Charity should be unconditional, Siva continued. Especially in the case of a
spiritual institution where the organisers are trustworthy selfless servants of
humanity, the donor should not bind the workers with all sorts of conditions.
These people in charge of the institution know where funds are needed urgently.
For instance, if money is urgently needed by us to maintain the Sadhaks, then we
should use it for that purpose. It would then be foolish to starve the workers
saying that there is no balance in the Ashram Maintenance Fund. If the Building
Fund has money, and if this money is not urgently required there, any wise
organiser will divert this money to the kitchen.
For me the printing of books is the greatest necessity. All other works have a
secondary priority. Dissemination of spiritual knowledge on the widest possible
scale is my one thought. Construction, water scheme, and every other work can
wait. The world looks to such Societies and Ashrams as ours for guidance. Even if
we go and take food from the Kshetra, we should go on with publication of books
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and leaflets. The donor will be greatly benefited by such unconditional charity: he
would have served, through his money, the whole world. Even if the money goes
to feed some Sadhus and Sadhaks, the donor is greatly blessed.
Few people realise this. Others have the bankers mentality. This money for this:
that money for that. This blocks their way to the goal: this narrows their heart,
clouds their intellect: this leads them to the vilification of Mahatmas, and their
own downfall.
For whose sake is he giving charity? Not for our sake. The Lord will provide us
with sufficient funds to carry on His work. I have the power to bring about a
shower of gold in the Ashram. I will not do it. The householders should have an
opportunity of doing charity and being purified of their bad Karmas. Only
through charity and the like will they purify their heart and mind, expand and
evolve. Everyone should realise this.
WATCH: THINK: NOTE
Siva was very busy attending to the despatch of free books. He suddenly stopped
and looked up.
From the time I got out of the morning class I have been going on thinking of
writing a few poems, but I do not find time. I am doing this work: but my mind is
still working on the poems. Even when I was taking my milk, I was busy within
sifting the points for the poems. Only when I finish the poems will my mind know
rest.
What a perfection of Ekagrata! It is hardly possible for us to think of one thing for
such a long time, and protect it from being swallowed up by other worldly
thoughts, especially eating, drinking, scandals and such others. Then I
remembered that true devotion of Mumukshutva is compared to a lady ever
thinking of her paramour even while being engaged in household duties.
Are you all keeping a note-book to record your thoughts? Siva asked us. First of
all you should note down in this book all the new points that you learn in the
class. Then there are parallel ideas that might strike you: or ideas arising out of
those expressed by others in the class. These may be new, novel and unknown to
others. These should at once be noted down. Are you keeping such notebooks?
Some of us nodded assentothers preferred to maintain a Vedantic balance and
an unaffected steady posture.
HEAD EVER ABOVE THE CLOUDS
There is one special advantage in this. First you will hear some good points. Then
you will go on thinking about them. These will give rise to other good points in
you. When you start noting them down, they will grow. This will become a habit
with you. You will always dwell on sublime thoughts. The mind will refuse to
come down, even if invited to. This is Vedantic Sravan-Manan-Nididhyasan.
Side by side with this, you should keep another note-book for introspection. That
is intended to eradicate the negative qualities in you. Killing out the evil on the
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one hand; giving birth to divine thoughts and feelings on the other. Rapid
progress is possibly only then.
When one good thought arises in the mind: say, the importance of truth, you
must dwell on the glory of truth, the lives of great men who have adhered to
truth, the nature of truth, the pitfalls and snares on the path of truth, the
obstacles that have to be overcome, the subtle ways of the mind which deceives
you and takes you along a side-track to falsehoodthen dive into the mind and
find out in what form falsehood lurks in your own mind, in gross or subtle form.
Drive it out from there. Record the evil tendencies that you note in yourself.
NO TIME FOR EVIL
If a man does this, he will soon find out the easy road to constant introspection.
He will ever live an inner life. There will be no time for his mind to externalise.
He will never think of others. He will have no evil thoughts. Lust, anger, greed,
etc., will die a natural death. He will not care if anyone spoke ill of him, if
someone refused to give him milk or food, or if anyone criticised him. There will
be no time for his mind to think of all these.
MOST IMPORTANT SADHANA
This led Siva to his favourite topic. Evil should not have time to dwell in your
mind. What if someone refused to give you milk, to give you food? What if some
one scolded you? Always repeat: I am not this body; I am not this mind; I am the
Eternal Immortal Satchidananda Atman.
Bear insult and injury. If someone slaps you on your cheeks, you should not even
mind it: you should not even be aware of it, so to say. This is very difficult. But,
this is most important. When the other man is scolding you, your mind should be
engaged in Vichara. After a while this man will realise: What is this, I have been
scolding him several times; he does not get irritated, he does not retort: there
must be something in him, which I should learn. Then he will fall at your feet and
apologise. You have conquered.
INDEPENDENCE OR EGOISM?
R. has gone away today, because someone ill-treated him. Who is the loser?
Surely R. himself.
These people have a peculiar idea of independence. True independence is an
inner life, free from the sovereignty of Kama, Krodha, etc., under whose sway
most men labour. What do you gain when you run away? Here his egoism,
arrogance and vanity were one cubit long: after a few years of this independence,
they will be several yards long. There will be none to point out his mistakes: no
one to enable him to practise patience, endurance and adaptability. You should
all daily read my articles Most Important Sadhana and Adaptability. How can
Deivi Sampatti be cultivated without adaptability, without your learning your
own defects and trying to eradicate them?
You should identify yourselves with the Society and the mission. You should
work heart and soul for the Cause. Then only will your heart be quickly purified.
This is also work: and the work that you did in your previous office was also work.
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But there is a vast difference between the two. There it was for remuneration:
there you were watching the clock. Here the only remuneration is Moksha, Jnana.
The highest reward presupposes the greatest exertion, too. All the time you
should introspect and eradicate your egoism.
Some people foolishly think: I have renounced much wealth. I have resigned a
good job, I had plenty of landed property. These people are treating me like a
servant. When you have renounced the world, when you have embraced the
Nivritti Marga, where is property, where is job, where is position? The only and
the greatest property and position you have is renunciation. Do not boast. This
will only fatten your egoism. Be humble. You must astound everyone by your
humility.
For a few years many aspirants are humble and obedient. My nature is to train
every aspirant to develop all his faculties and become a dynamic worker. I teach
them every kind of work and try to mould them into perfect leaders. They take
undue advantage of this. When they have learnt a little bit of Gita, Upanishads,
etc. when they can deliver some lectures, when they know how to run an Ashram,
they run away and wish to start independent Ashrams.
What is the big idea? They want to be garlanded. They want to be respected.
They do not want anyone to point out their errors. They want to be treated as
Mahants. But, think for a while. Here is an institution which has been created out
of the hard labour of many over a long period. Work for this: you will be
respected everywhere, in all the Branches. There is a ready field for work. You can
do tremendous service. If you start off independently, you will have to do all the
organising work yourself and begin from the beginning.
Even till the very last one should be vigilant against this egoism. It raises its head
in various forms. Man is often deceived and side-tracked. Every aspirant should
be vigilant. Every aspirant should welcome insults and injuries. Everyone should
learn to adapt himself, humiliate himself, learn to introspect constantly and thus
evolve rapidly.
YOGI JOHN DCRUZ
Take care of the Society; the Society will take care of you. Do you understand
what this means? asked Siva when John DCruz came in for his Darshan.
Yes, Swamiji. I do understand. Because the work is divine, when I dedicate
myself to the work, God will take care of me.
Exactly. I will direct you and guide you. I will make you into a pucca Yogi. Do just
as I tell you.
Yes, Swamiji. I am always ready to do so. Johns faith in Siva is simply amazing.
JOHN SWEPT OFF HIS FEET
Blessed John DCruz!
I will now tell you the secret. As soon as you go to Saharanpur, get into touch
with a few students and a few teachers. Teach the students Asans. Do you know
the technique of Asans?
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NO REGRETS
Similarly in the case of conversation also. Never give vent to the first impulse.
When you are agitated, leave the place. Do not talk. Dont be foolish and say
something which you will later regret. If you give vent to the first impulse, then
later on you will go on your knees and apologise. Make it a habit not to use
offending words. Never give offence to anyone. You will never regret. You will be
loved by all.
Sound advice to all.
FRENCH LEAVE?
OM Namo Narayanaya! When did you come? Are you all right?
The French Sadhu whom Siva greeted in this manner, replied: I am very sorry,
Swamiji, that I left without telling you. I apologise for this misconduct. I went to
Badrinath and am just returning.
Oh, it is all right. This is called French leave here. As you are yourself a
Frenchman, you are quite right to take this leave!
Not a word of reproach: but humour in everything. The Frenchman was greatly
non-plussed on seeing that not only was his shortcoming ignored, but Siva
treated it so light-heartedly.
SECRET OF BUSINESS EXPANSION
Maharaj, if you had come to the Mandir, attended the Pradosh Puja and sung the
Lords name, you would have greatly enjoyed it yourself, got the Pradosh Prasad
and received the Lords blessings also. You are always engrossed in Jilebi and teamaking. For one hour if you forego this, your business also will greatly increase.
One hours Satsang means incalculable benefit to you. Your business also will
expand enormously due to the Lords grace. A short sermon to the shop-keeper
who met Siva on his way back to his Kutir from the temple. Siva has a way of
tempting all to share his devotion to Him.
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2ND OCTOBER, 1948
INBORN LAZINESS
On our way back from the morning class, Siva noticed that a young boy had spat
just outside his room underneath the Yajnashala.
Who has cleaned his teeth here? queried Siva, with a smile, as usual. If one is
capable of doing this in this season he will probably pass urine within the room in
winter when the cold wind blows.
The boy came out of the room and bowed to Siva.
Laziness is the inborn nature of every man. This boy is not to blame. It is human
nature. But, my dear young man, we are here only to conquer our nature. It must
be your second-nature to keep everything neat and clean and to develop good
habits, hygienic habits. This is the age for it, too.
CONSIDERATION FOR THE AGED
Someone then pointed out to Siva that another aged Sadhaka was also irregular
in this respect.
But, that is a different case. He is aged. He has done a lot of work for the Society,
too. Even now he is rendering yeoman service to the cause. Such people must be
excused.
With his usual winsome smile, Siva added: Perhaps I should also be exempted
and placed in the same category. For instance, my bowels are very often loose;
yet, I have good control. That is because this has become my habit, my second
nature.
ALL DAYS ARE ALIKE FOR THE TIMELESS SAGE
As we moved a little farther, Siva suddenly remembered about Appayya Jayanthi
which is celebrated every year at Ananda Kutir.
Oh, Venkateswarji, when is Appayya Jayanthi this year?
Swamiji, it is already overon the 19th September.
Is that so? But, you did not tell us at all. Everyone forgot all about it. All right: it
does not matter. We shall celebrate it on the next full-moon day.
Narayanaswamiji, please note it in your diary. Only then will we remember it
without fail. We shall read some of Appayyas works, his commentary on the
Sutras, and there can also be discourses on his life, etc.
This is an indirect mockery of time by one who has transcended Time, Space and
Causation. Celebrations of Jayanthis, etc., are for those who still need a rap in the
knuckles to rouse them to the true purpose of life, which the great ones have
exemplified in their own life. All days are the same: each day is as important as
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the other. If only we can make every morning a Jayanthi to remind ourselves of
our goal, the progress will be greatly accelerated.
(I might here link this up with an evening incident. After the evening Satsang had
concluded, Siva was distributing Prasad. To Swami Satchidanandaji, he offered a
second helping of the Prasad: It is your birthday: take more. As he turned to
another Sadhak: Is it your birthday also? No, Swamiji, came the honest reply.
Siva turned to a third: Today is indeed your birthday: what is there, today is
everyones birthday: every day is your birthday.)
DOCTORS DILEMMA
Let us follow Siva further down, I resume the morning narrative. Pannalaljis
family are going to the Viswanath Ghat for their bath. OM Namo Narayanaya.
Did the doctor come and see the child last night? One of the children in the
family was sick.
No, Swamiji. But the child is improving by your grace alone.
Oh, Venugopalaswamiji, you did not go to Vanaprastha Hermitage last night?
No, Swamiji: I will go now, Swamiji.
Of course, you can go now. But I had asked you to attend to that baby last night
itself. And you had agreed, too. You have neglected your duty. It is either laziness
or neglect. It is through these that you miss such golden opportunities of
rendering service.
If I had known that you would not go, then I would myself have gone and
attended to the child. This service is greater than all meditation and study. By
serving the sick, you directly put yourself in tune with the Infinite. You develop
the heart which is the only way to realise the Supreme.
I thought that I need not go at night, Swamiji. So, I neglected it.
When I say: Go immediately, you should not mind whether it is midnight or
midday and attend to the patient. Do not think I am finding fault with you: it is
for your good only. By such frequent self-analysis, you should try to improve and
make yourself perfect. Om Namo Narayanaya, Jai ho ji.
NO, NOT EVEN YOUR WIFE
The essential qualification for a Sadhu is that he should adapt himself to all
conditions and circumstances, causing no inconvenience to others. His is the duty
to serve: not to worry others. Very few sadhus know what they are and what they
should be.
This morning an old Sadhu from Swarg Ashram came here. He was there when I
was there, too. He is aged 80 now. Today they did not prepare roti here. There
was only rice and Sambhar. But, the Sadhu would not take. He wanted only roti.
It seems rice will produce wind. If you allow him, he will lecture to you for half an
hour on the evil effects of rice-eating. But he will refuse to be reminded that a
very large population in India and the world lives on rice alone.
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This is all that he has understood of Sadhana during all these thirty years of
Sadhu life. Rice should not be taken: roti alone is good for health and meditation.
All their life these people will waste on this one thought of the right food and the
wrong food. What is there if one day you do not get your food to your own liking?
Even your own wife will not tolerate you for a day if you are so particular about
what food you should have.
It is the special duty of a Sadhu not to cause any inconvenience to householders.
We are not to be a burden on householders, but to be of some service to them.
When will the Sadhu understand this?
HOME AFFAIRS
And, the worst part of it all isthis Sadhu who is adamant in his longing for the
roti will not be given anything except rice here! I had to go about here and there
asking this man and that cook to prepare a few parottas for the Sadhu.
The Sadhu has his own specifications for the parotta, too: It must be extra-thick:
this is a convenient method of escaping criticism that he is a glutton. Instead of
taking twenty parottas of the usual size, he will now only take six of the abnormal
size.
If I merely tell someone here, nothing will be done. Some cook or some worker
will just look up to me with his mind somewhere else, and then forget all about it
when he sees my back! And, a few have got the mentality that their will should be
done. So, my worry is all the more. I have to sit by the side of the cook and see
that the Sadhu is given the parottas.
NOT IN A THOUSAND LIVES
Some Sadhaks here also have that impression that they are living in an Ashram
and that one consideration ought to be sufficient to open out the gates of Kaivalya
to them. I assure you: even if they live many hundreds of their lives near the
greatest saint in the world, they will not improve even a bit. They must
themselves exert. Each one must think for himself, act for himself. There have
been some Sadhaks here whom I myself trust and put in charge of the affairs of
the Ashram: then I myself used to dread to approach them. If, for instance, I go to
them and ask them to prepare a little more of what they give me for my food in
order that I may give the extra quantity to some one else, I would be refused.
What I do on those occasions is to reduce my own consumption and distribute
this to the others.
If a Sadhaka gets real Samadhi in a hundred births, that is a very great
achievement. God is Perfect: and unless and until all the evil qualities are
eradicated and divine qualities acquired to the degree of perfection, there will be
no Samadhi.
A glimpse of the heart of Sivananda. From the above we have an idea of the
nature of an ideal Sadhu, how Siva lovingly serves even one who does not rise to
this ideal, and the supreme embodiment of patience and consideration that Siva
is in the matter of training his own disciples who are given the fullest freedom to
evolve in their own way even if it meant trying Sivas patience severely.
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Siva now turned to Sri Rajagopalan who had during the University class in the
morning asked for methods of shutting out extraneous thoughts during
meditation.
Meditation is only the seventh Anga of Yoga. Without first attending to the
preliminaries you want to get established in the seventh limb! Is this possible?
First get established in Yama and Niyama. This alone is sufficient work for
several lives.
Study Gita. Find out if you have developed one hundredth part of one virtue
which the Lord has prescribed for all Sadhakas. If you have done even this, you
have deserved the human birth. This eradication of evil qualities and cultivation
of good ones is such a difficult task that there is no use treating it lightly.
Anyone can write articles. Any one can solve others difficulties, so long as the
solution is not applied to ones own self. You can turn out tremendous work. But,
these are all faculties. Even singing Kirtan melodiously and inspiringly is the
development of a faculty that God has given you. Do not mistake this for the
acquisition of Sadhu-qualities. They are entirely different. It is extremely difficult
to develop one quality which is necessary in a Sadhu.
Yet, I am not discouraging you all. Go on introspecting and eradicating the evil
qualities one by one. You will soon find yourself in the region of perfection.
First get rid of gross impurities. Anger: how many are an easy victim to the
grossest form of anger. This fighting nature is inborn in everyone. A Sadhu
should completely eradicate this evil. This evil quality has no place in him.
Someone here abused him: and R. has gone away. Even if he was an undesirable
person, we should not abuse him. That is why the greatest sages prescribed
Maitri, Karuna, Muditha and Upeksha for a Sadhu or a Sadhaka. Friendship
towards equals, sympathy towards inferiors, admiration and respect towards
superiors and indifference toward undesirable persons. When you take Sanyas,
you take the vow: Abhayam Sarva Bhutebhyah. Even an ant should not be afraid
of you. You give Abhaya (the guarantee of fearlessness) to all. Even the worst of
men should not be afraid of you.
Without these qualities, there is only Rupantara-Bheda in a Sadhu. The garb has
been changed: but the nature has remained the same. Try to improve yourselves
little by little. Be on the alert. So long as you are on the right path, there is no
fear: you are sure to reach the goal.
A rare occasion on which Siva the Jagad Guru raises the Finger of Admonition.
The Finger belongs to the Hand of Siva the Loving Mother: and it is raised only
when that love expresses itself as stern guidance.
3RD OCTOBER, 1948
REGISTRAR AT THE ASHRAM
Today has been a very important day in the annals of the history of the Society.
The Sub-Registrar of Dehra Dun came to the Ashram for reverently getting the
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revised Trust Deed of the Divine Life Trust Society registered and signed by Siva.
A retired Judge (Sri Gauri Prasadji of Swarg Ashram) was also with us. At the
conclusion of the signing ceremony, Gauri Prasadji suggested that if the Registrar
found any difficulty in declaring that Swami Sivananda is personally known to
him, he (the Judge) would help him. Instantly came the Registrars reply: I
should consider myself unfit to call myself a human being if I could not declare
that I personally know Swamiji. Why? The whole world knows him! Can anyone
ever afford to deny knowledge of Swamiji?
The moment the Sub-Registrar came in, he found himself in a valley on every side
Sivas fragrant love enchanting him and enveloping him. He found, not the
dismayed respect that greets him in other places, but a brotherly, nay Atmic, love
which knows no bounds.
AGE-OLD RELATIONSHIP
As we were going in a car to Rishikesh for the completion of the actual ceremony,
the Sub-Registrar revealed himself.
Even in my College days I felt myself drawn to Swamijis books. They were my
constant companions. I went through my LL.B course: and even after I got into
the U.P. Service, these books have served to guide me, my daily activities, and to
cheer me up, in short, to breathe new life into me.
I have had a great yearning all the time to come to Rishikesh and have Swamijis
Darshan. Today has been that glorious day: it is a red-letter day in my life. I
consider myself most fortunate to have had Swamijis Darshan today. Not the
Ganga Snan, nor a visit to the holy place as such, nor even the comfortable and
enjoyable stay in the Ashram: but, this alone do I consider a great blessing
Swamijis holy Darshan and his blessings.
Looking from that angle, I consider even my present appointment a great gift
from God: for it was that that enabled me to make the Saints personal
acquaintance.
At the Viswanath Bagh, too, the Sub-Registrar could not but feel that he had
already been assimilated into divine life: he was one of us, one with Siva. The
parting had all the pathos in it: and the stranger Sub-Registrar left us, really and
sincerely a disciple of Siva. As the Judge Saheb humorously remarked: You came
to register a document of the Society: but your name has already been entered in
the registers of the Divine Life Society and Swamiji has already registered you as
a divine life. This is true to the very letter. And, when he left, he had been blessed
by Siva with the gift of some of the books, food enough for his soul.
4TH OCTOBER, 1948
TYPEWRITING SCHOOL?
What a poor opinion of Rishikesh Sadhus do these people have! remarked Siva
after a few modern men and women had peeped into the office, made their
appearance felt, and left the place.
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They threw a glance at the entire office as soon as they entered: they just could
not resist Sivas magnetic personality which compelled them to bow their heads
to him: and then they busied themselves watching with keen interest the clatter
of typewriters. A gentle lady moved nearer one of the typewriters, gazed intently
at the Sadhu adorning the machines frontWhat a curious sight! she must have
thought.
She then moved towards Siva and asked: Do you teach these people typewriting
here?
Siva, obviously in the fullest sympathy with the proud visitor who had perhaps no
idea that typewriters could be found in Sadhus hermitages, said: No, no. They
are all expert typists. They have all been holding high positions in the
Government and commercial offices, renounced their jobs and joined this
Ashram. They are all past masters in the art.
Their curiosity satisfied, they turned to the door.
Maharaj! Please wait. I will give you something to read.
The visitors turned back in surprise: You will give me books also? They looked at
one another. The gentleman, a pure aristocrat unadulterated by an iota of divine
qualities, commanded a Sadhak: Then, bring the books quickly: we want to go.
Vishnudevji handed him with a few leaflets and books. With another (this time
more sincere) bow to Siva the party left.
Siva then turned to us and said: They think that Sadhus would be illiterate, goodfor-nothing people living on neem-leaves. What a poor conception of this glorious
institution they have!
THE BULL-INMATE PASSES AWAY
Swamiji, you have built that Kutir on the very bank of the Ganges. What a nice
shed! Is it for meditation purposes? But, in rainy season it will be washed away by
the Ganges! wondered a visitor seated in the Viswanath Ghat, gazing as he was
towards Sivas Kutir beyond which, on the shores of the Ganges stood a small
Kutir, a humble thatched shed.
No, no. It is not a Kutir in the sense that you take it to be. It is indeed a Kutir,
yes, and it at present houses an invalid. I shall explain it to you.
Siva and the visitor went to the Kutir. What was there inside? An old, emaciated
bull in dying condition.
My God, exclaimed the visitor. He thought of finding a meditating Sadhak there.
Yes, you have said it. It is your own God inside the Kutir. It is not meant to be a
Kutir for a Sadhak to meditate in: but a Kutir to house an embodiment of God.
Dont you see our God in the bull, too?
Two Ashramites were there tending to the bull. Like a regular Ashramite this bull
was treated. Food, drink, shelter, all comforts, and all attention. And, Siva was
particular in his daily visits. It was fortunate enough to have dropped its body just
at the foot of his Kutir. The astonished visitor was beside himself when he noticed
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all this. This for a poor beast, that an emaciated one, which we would long ago
have driven out of the house as useless (after having made the best use of its
youth). Not so with Siva: the bull which had served the divine cause was just as
useful and as much an object of his affection and attention as a human being who
shares the good fortune.
The bull breathed its last this evening: and under Sivas directions, was consigned
to mother Ganges (as a Sanyasin is) with Maha Mantra Kirtan.
KESARI YOGA
Ayiye Maharaj, greeted Siva, in this characteristic style, the visitor who stepped
inside the office. The newcomer prostrated before Siva and took his seat on the
bench.
Siva then gave him a copy of the latest issue of The Divine Life magazine and a
collection of messages.
You are coming here after a long time.
Yes, Swamiji, after eight years.
Have you seen the temple, Bhajan Hall, and Kaivalya Guha? asked Siva.
Yes, Swamiji, I am just coming from the hillock after having the Dharsan of the
various buildings, temple, Akhanda Kirtan Hall and the Mahatmas living there. I
am simply amazed at the wonderful work you have turned out in such a short
time. No one has even during his entire life-time done such excellent work as you
have done. Sitting on the bank of the Ganga, in the Himalayas in this small Kutir,
you have simply thrilled the whole world. Swamiji Maharaj, you have got Kesari
Yoga which is one of the best Yogas according to astrology.
What is Kesari Yoga?
Kesari Yoge Jato Dhanavan Swakulaadhipo: Grama Pura Nagara Kartha
Sahasramaseshu JeevitamOne who is born in Kesari Yoga becomes rich, the
leader of his race, becomes the creator of villages, town, cities, etc., and lives for a
thousand months. This is the fruit of Kesari Yoga. When I think of the
development in this Sivananda Nagar I am convinced that the effect of Kesari
Yoga is fully demonstrated in your case. Your reputation and glory is something
marvellous. Wherever we go, we hear of your wonderful work. Everywhere, your
books are read.
7TH OCTOBER, 1948
VIGILANT VIGILANT VIGILANT EVER
I told you the other day itself that these account books will be spoilt by rain. They
thought that sun had come: so, there would be no rains.
It is the wind that spoils it, Swamiji. If the wind is not there, water does not come
in. It is the wind that misdirects the rain.
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All right, said Siva, smiling, send a petition to Vayu not to blow when it is
raining, and thus spoil our papers. Very well, you can now go on keeping the
account books and papers in a careless manner.
By now, the Ashramite had realised the point. No, Swamiji, I did not mean that. I
shall have the books and papers removed from near the verandah.
You see: you should always be careful. Some people think there will be no snakes
and scorpions in summer. Instead if you are always careful, and take a lantern,
you will be safe. As soon as the work is over, the hands should automatically bolt
the doors and windows and move the account books and papers to safe places.
Oh, rain! We are grateful to you for you have enabled this torrential wisdom to be
poured out to us. Sivas message of eternal vigilance. How many aspirants often
fall a victim to the temptation of considering themselves beyond the reach of
Mayas long arms and in a complacent mood voluntarily walk into her clutches.
Even in sunny days (of spiritual glory) Siva would like us to securely bolt the door
with Viveka and Vairagya, so that the rain of passions wafted hither and thither
by the wind of circumstances might not spoil the record of our divine accounts
built up slowly and steadily through many years of hard labour. Even in sunny
days Siva would like us to go about with the lantern of wisdom and
Mumukshutwa in order not to be stung by the scorpion of lust or bitten by the
serpent of egoism.
FALSE ECONOMY
I am always careful regarding the very minutest details, continued Siva. Several
people here used to ask me to send large consignments of books through people
who go to the same city from here. Sometimes N., with his keen interest in
economy, would suggest getting our books from Calcutta or other places by goods
train. What would happen to them? When they reach here, half of them would be
soaked in oil, the other half would smell of jaggery.
The other day Pannalals friend asked me if I had some books, etc. for him to
carry to Pannalalji. I actually had a big parcel of books: but I would not send it
through him. He might himself forget it at the railway station, or in the carriage.
He might forget to deliver it immediately he reaches Amritsar. And then, he
might send the parcel through someone, and thus the books might go astray and
never reach the person at all. All this to save a few rupees. I do not allow it at all.
Even at the cost of a few extra rupees, I send the books direct to the persons
intended and thus ensure proper delivery.
8TH OCTOBER, 1948
THE EASY CLOAK
OM Namo Narayanaya, Master Saheb. You are not attending the class
nowadays? You do not feel it interesting, I think. And, these boards herethey
are yet to be painted. I see them in the same condition for the past so many days.
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What a curious combination, one wonders. First a Saguna Mantra: then a sudden
leap into the Absolute, again, a merciless slaughter of the little ego which is
compelled to lie prostrate on the ground, then the lion roars the Mahavakya.
First, Siva engenders in himself the Narayana Bhav towards the addressee. Then
awakens the addressee to his own real Swaroopa, incidentally meditating himself
on the nature of the Atman. Then, Sivas humility overpowers him: incidentally
teaching the addressee also to be humble. Then.an electric current passes
through every nerve-fibre of the addresseeTat Twam Asi. And, it provides a
daily repetition for Siva himself. As many letters are written this way, so much of
Japa is done, of these great Saguna and Nirguna Mantras: so often has the writer
humbled himself and prostrated to the living and walking Narayanas.
SIVA DINES WITH HIS DISCIPLES
The heading would have made you exclaim, especially if you have had the
knowledge of orthodox Sanyasin Mutts, Unthinkable.
The 8th of each month had been declared to be a gala-day at Ananda Kutir, the
monthly birthdate of Gurudev. Swami Sankaranandaji and Swami
Visweswaranandaji conspired to make history. They requested Siva to take his
food in the Dining Hall today. To everyones surprise, Siva readily agreed.
NOR WILL I
The bell had gone. Leaves were spread. The dining hall was already full. A place
had been reserved for Siva. The office block remained vacant. Along with Siva
was an Engineer from Dehra Dun who had just come. The Engineers party
consisted of a few more boys and girls, too. The Swami posted at the gate of the
dining hall politely requested the Engineer to wait for the second batch: There is
no place in this.
Nor will there be place for me in this. I shall also take food in the second batch
with Engineer Saheb.
The Swami raised himself on his toes to see where this remark came from.
Siva was standing behind the Engineer group. If the Engineer is not given a place
to sit, Siva, too, would not sit. Then the Engineers group was asked to occupy the
Secretariat Block.
GURU KIRTAN
After the meals were over, Siva sang beautifully the Guru Stothra
Brahmanandam Paramasukhadam. Then others began, tooin the manner
adopted at Feasts.
A subtle truth is hidden in this. We were celebrating this as our Guru Jayanthi:
and we were thinking that we were paying our homage to our Gurudev. And, in
the midst of all this, Siva himself started singing the Guru Stothra.
This visible name and form Sivananda sings the glory of that nameless and
formless Truth Sivananda, the Guru of all. So, Siva feels justified, even from the
laymans point of view, to sit with Sivanandas disciples on Sivanandas birthday.
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Incidentally, I might mention that I have noticed Siva faithfully following the
Kirtan Dhwani: Guru Majaraj Guru Jai Jai, Sivananda Sat Guru Jai Jai. The SaUpadhika Sivananda singing the name of the Nirupadhika Sivananda.
It is difficult for us even to understand this: words, too, fail to describe Sivas
glory. So, let us meditate on Him.
JNANA YAJNA FUND
As soon as the Engineer entered the office, Siva greeted Him: Avoji, Engineer
Saheb, Om Namo Narayanaaya.
The stalwart Engineer bowed to Siva: then shouted at his children: You better go
up, see the Mandir and then come back.
When they had been despatched, he place a hundred-rupee note at Sivas feet:
This is for your grand Jnana Yajna, Swamiji.
At once Siva called out to Padmanabhanji in Tamil: Bring a lot of books for him.
After handing over a lot of books to him, Siva said: Take your food here itself.
Oh, Vishnuji, arrange for their food immediately.
Swamiji, pleaded the Engineer, do not bother about this food. I would like to
receive from you some other kind of foodfood for my soul. I am still a
Grihastha. And, I would like to have from you Upadesh as to how I can lead a
perfect Grihasthi life.
Do Japa. Read Gita. Have some Vratas. Observe moderation in everything. Do
Kirtan with all your children.
I am already doing Japa and am reading Ramayan. As you have ordered me to do
so, I will read Gita also.
Visibly pleased, Siva exclaimed: Oh! You have already got the key to Moksha.
You have only to open it. Gods grace is also with you in full measure.
Afterwards, the Engineer purchased a number of gramophone records, books,
photographs, etc. Handing a picture of Siva to each of his little children, the
Engineer said: Swamiji, these are all your future disciples. What devotion. And,
he is from the aristocracy.
PERFECT MEMORY
Swamiji, you might not recognise me, started a Sadhu as he met Siva near the
dispensary.
Oho, how can I forget you? I met you twelve years ago in Naimissaranya: is it
not?
How can he deny? Tongue-tied with amazement, he simply kept quiet. Siva
turned to me: That was long ago and I had gone to Naimissaranya on a lecturetour. And, when I was to lecture at Lakhimpore, this Swami was also there.
The Sadhu had to brush up his memory.
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He was eager to lecture, continued Siva: and, I took great interest in him and
made him deliver a short lecture. Turning to the Sadhu: You remember that?
Still dazed, he replied: Yes, Swamiji. What a wonderful memory you have got!
Both came in. Then, Siva asked Vishnudevji to give the Sadhu a copy of the
Magazine, leaflets, etc. And, he asked him to take the Sadhu and show him round.
The guileless Sadhu expressed wonderment at the meteoric growth of the
Ashram: he had seen it long ago when it had hardly a couple of rooms.
In the meantime, a few smart gentlemen had walked in. With an air of that
bureaucratic superiority, one of them said: Swamiji, we came to have your
Darshan here. I am an information office. I had my friends at Hardwar.
Oh, yes, you have previously come here: I remember.
Yes, Swamiji, that was long ago when I was working in a newspaper office in
Lahore.
Oh yes: you saw me in Lahore also. Then he mentioned a few names one of
which was the information officers!
11TH OCTOBER, 1948
THE CHILD KNOWS
In the Bhajan Hall, the Kanyakas (young girls) were being worshipped in the
traditional fashion. It was a sight to see Siva himself doing the Arati to these
children, placing reverently flowers on their heads and singing hymns in praise of
the Mother whose embodiments they are.
A small baby was also in the group. An Ashramite tried to cajole this baby to eat a
pinch of Halva from his hands. The child stoutly refused the offer, and actually
brushed the proffered hand aside. Only from her own sister she would accept it.
A little while later, when all of us had forgotten about this incident, Siva was
enquiring of each child what she wanted. And, the babys turn came. Siva knelt
before the baby and took a pinch of Halva, smiled at it and took his hand near its
mouth, which automatically opened for the Prasad.
MY NIRVIKALPA SAMADHI
In the afternoon we had performed the Ayudha Puja by assembling the
typewriters, cameras, movie equipment and projectors, etc., near the Diamond
Jubilee Hall. Siva also joined us in the worship. After the function was over, Siva
stood near the entrance visibly admiring the grand array of machines.
Very impressive, is it not? Siva was seen saying to Srimathi Liliane: A hundred
typewriters here means Nirvikalpa Samadhi to me.
Oh, Lord. What a queer Samadhi is this. Sivas realisation consists only of more
and more service to humanity. His inner zeal for service manifests itself in the
expansion of the organisation. A kow-peen-wallah Sadhu who recorded his
thoughts on the inside of used envelopes in 1930 is not in command of an office
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with ten typewriters rattling his messages fifteen hours a day each. Hundred? Of
course, what is impossible for God?
12TH OCTOBER, 1948
MODERN RAMANUJA
This will create a Samskara in them: and it may take deeper root now itself or at
least in the next birth. Let them all hear the great Mantras. Why make a great fuss
about it: say that the initiation will cost the Sadhaka a couple of thousands of
rupees, great austerities, etc.? said Siva as we were leaving the Bhajan Hall after
this mornings Vijayadasami celebrations. Suddenly Suva took it into his head to
repeat, for all those assembled to follow, the Mahavakhyas, Sri Vidya Mantra,
Navavarna Mantra of Durga and many others. Siva had introduced this
initiation that anyone who had a liking for any one of the Mantras may treat it as
a sacred initiation ceremony and start repeating the Mantra.
Exactly what Ramanuja did: shouting the Ashtakshara from the top of a temple
tower.
ASWAMEDHA SACRIFICE
The Sastriji who was in charge of the ritual Durga Puja gave us all the Prasad,
Palika, and sprinkled the Kalasa-water on us all. Siva called out everyone around
to receive the holy Prasad.
This is equal to one Aswamedha Sacrifice nowadays. This is the greatest
ritualistic Yajna that can be performed in these days, remarked Siva.
Friends! Take this as gospel-truth. For, as the trusted messenger of God, Narada,
says in his Bhakti Sutras, these great ones (like our Siva) alone give Sastra its
authority: in other words, they are the progenitors of Sastra, and whatever they
say is the truth. The moment the above words came out of Sivas sacred lips,
Durga Puja, in our eyes, assumed the role of Aswamedha Yajna.
NO ELECTRIC-SHOCKISM BUT EVOLUTIONISM
Three pieces of westernised Indian civilisation walked in. In the proud arrogance
which the late bureaucracy had left as a scar on the body of this great nation, they
forgot even to bow to the great sage.
Of course, respect they had for Siva: for they had brought with them a basketful
of fruits, as an offering: only folding the palms and bowing the head in reverence
were all unknown to them, by nature.
But, Siva quickly taught them: by his own example. One looked at the other, as
Siva folded his palms and welcomed them: and decided the best way is to
reciprocate it.
You are coming from.?
Yes, Swamiji.
You talk Tamil like a Mangalorian.
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Maybe you are right. We have been living away from our own province for quite a
long time now: and so have almost forgotten our mother-tongue. The accent,
diction, and delivery of English were chaste.
Siva asked Vishnuji to bring tea and fruits.
Oh, no, dont bother. The young lady exhibited a bit of manners. Nor did she
mind when it was brought.
Siva then initiated a mild discussion about the language, accents, education,
tours of countries, etc.
We are just coming from Dehra Dun. We went there to see a relative of ours.
Accidentally, we dropped in at the School there: and to our astonishment we
found that the Principal there was one of our cousins. Our family is so large, in
fact, that wherever we go, we find we have a cousin.
You might claim me as a cousin, also. Siva gave a hearty laugh as he said this. In
fact, the whole world consists of your cousins. All are your cousins only. We are
all children of the same God.
The young lady looked up, somewhat taken aback at this remark.
And, the discussion went on: all about the world. And, Siva soon found out that
the elder lady was doing some social service through an organisation.
Please give me your prospectus. You see: many young girls come to me for
advice. For instance, yesterday one young girl from Dehra Dun came to me with
her mother. She wanted to prosecute her studies in America: to get foreign
degrees and then to become a preacher in philosophy. She does not want to
marry. She is of a pushing nature, very good in demeanour and of good character.
But the conservative mother stands in her way. She is impatient: and in such
cases I thought that if there was a good womens organisation it might take
charge of the girls, look after them till they are able to stand on their own legs.
S.B. can be sent to America and she will be very useful to the country, too. And
this organisation should also build an Ashram for ladies. At present there are no
good Ashrams exclusively for ladies. This is a great necessity.
They all sat spell-bound. Siva later asked V. to entertain them with gramophone
records.
Then the gentleman was gradually drawn out of himself: when Siva found there
was a little space, he thrust his wisdom-sword deep into this officer. The latent
desire in this young officer to learn about Yoga was at once roused up by Siva.
Yoga does not mean you should run away from home. Real renunciation means
renunciation of the ego and the desires. We must have spiritually educated men
and women in this land. This education of arts and sciences will take you
nowhere. You see: I have started a Forest University here. Yoga, Vedanta, Karma,
Bhakti and Hatha Yogas are all taught here. But very few people would want to
join this University for some considerable time to come: no doubt after a real
spiritual awakening in India this would become one of the biggest Universities:
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but it is run on a modest scale, because young men now are eager to become
I.C.S. officers.
What is there in this ICS? Only slavery. You should desire to become free. That
can only be done through the practice of Yoga. You should try to learn Gita,
Upanishads, etc.
But, Swamiji, we are unable to understand the A.B.C. of these.
For your sake only I have written these in short poems, in simple books. The
essence of all philosophies is contained in the Gita. What you do not find in the
Gita, you cannot find anywhere else. Gita is a universal scripture for all times.
You should practise Sadhana. Only when you are young can you do all this. After
sixty or seventy, when all the senses have worn out, you will want God. When you
can hear nothing, you will thirst for Bhagavatha Katha: when the eye-sight has
failed, you will want to look at good pictures of God or go to temples. Now is the
time. Do not lose this. And, turning to the elder lady, he said:
Social service is very good. But unless it has a spiritual background it will not
satisfy your soul. Even after hundred years of social service, you will feel
dissatisfied. Practice of Yoga will make you perfect: and it will give you the key to
making all social service really a divine service.
Then Siva asked Radha to sing some English songs. Thus was a slight interest
created in the trio for Sadhana. Siva at once gave the spiritual diary, presented
many books and pamphletsthere they were fully convinced of Sivas doctrines. I
was watching the whole process with irrepressible amazement.
As they were leaving (after having been shown round the temple, Guha, etc.) Siva
bowed and said: Do come again and stay here for some time. I will teach you how
to sing all these songs. (He presented a copy of the Inspiring Songs and Kirtans.)
I will also teach you Asana, Pranayama, etc.
Now, they actually prostrated before Siva!
Enrolled!!
All this life-transformation within the short span of a half-hour. Imperceptibly,
without making them feel self-conscious. Siva had taken to the very core of their
unbelieving heart, the message of divine life, of Sadhana, of the Lords name and
of the glory of selfless service.
DAUGHTER PARTS FROM FATHER
She has a tender heart. She is very pious also. And, what is more: in spite of her
education and her service in the hospital for twenty years, she still preserves her
modesty. See: she will not travel alone, Siva remarked as Dr. Sundari had taken
leave of him to return to her place.
As she stood before Siva, tears welling up in her eyes, with a lump in her throat,
she presented the spectacle of a daughter leaving her dearly loved father.
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various persons who will be benefited by it. These twenty-five years I have gone
on maintaining this register. This is the fifth volume.
Writing addresses of all Sadhakas is to me a greater form of Sadhana than
meditation. This is a form of meditation in which not only we, but others, are also
benefited. Meditation is necessary: but, along with that, service also is necessary.
Sadhakas there are all over the world who correspond with me regularly. To
them a book or a pamphlet or a leaflet sent occasionally will act as a tonic. It will
rouse them up to greater effort. I am always fond of reading. And, I advocate
reading of spiritual books to everyone. Do not think that it is a waste of time. You
keep a thermometer to measure the degree of the cave-dwellers meditation: no
doubt, with the help of Asans, Pranayam, etc., they will try to keep up the
meditative mood. But there will be a certain amount of Tamas: and the
meditation will not be so vigorous as it would be if they occasionally read a good
book: this will rouse up sublime thoughts in them. Nobody should renounce
books: no one should give up study of religious books. This is very important. You
should no doubt read the Gita, Upanishads, etc., daily: but even these alone will
not do, though they contain the essence of all Yogas. They will become stale and
monotonous. Besides these, you should study all religious literature that you
come across. It is this register that gives such spiritual food to thousands of
Sadhakas.
Apart from Sivas point of view of helping the individual Sadhaks in their onward
march to the goal, we can readily see how very useful such an Address Book is to
a huge organisation. In fact, the Address Book is the foundation on which the
Divine Life Society has been built. It is Sivas unceasing endeavour to keep track
of everyone who has come into contact with him that has enabled his message to
spread throughout the world today. In this the Address Book has acted as a proof
of Sivas patient perseverance: this principle he has kept these twenty-five years:
and this ceremony he has performed day in and day out for quarter of a century.
It is his estate which he has looked after with great care.
INSPECTOR-GENERAL
Not only this: everyday before the packets containing the precious treasure of
Sivas books leave the office, Siva would insist on his checking the addressed
himself. New-comers to the Ashram not yet acquainted with certain names of
persons and towns are apt to make mistakes. A lot of postage is wasted: more
than this, time! And, the risk involved in these packets being lost in transit. All
these are obviated by Siva himself perusing the packets.
All these are necessary for the organisation, Siva would say. And, what is more:
when I read the address and handle the packets myself (I feel that I am myself
personally handling the books to the addressee. I also read the name of the
addressee (Lords name) thus it becomes a Japa-Sadhana also.
Siva does not behave like a few other God-realised souls who neglect to give a
proper shape to their noble work. He has seen to it that the mission is firmly
established in his own life-time thus enabling thousands of aspiring souls to be
benefited.
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JNANA YAJNA
Even in building this organisation, however, Siva has the only motive of
spreading the knowledge of divine life throughout the world. He does not aim at
enriching the organisation with massive structures or properties or estates.
Just imagine this for a moment: the amount which the free gifts of books to
Sadhakas by Siva far exceeds the sale proceeds during the same period. One who
is commercially interested in building the organisation would have seldom
resorted to this: he would naturally have considered the money-value of it all.
But, to Siva it is just the other way: he takes the Jnana Yajna value of it.
Thousands of aspirants are benefited by the books. What does it matter if we lose
financially. God will give up. But, Sivas mission is to spread spiritual knowledge
as widely as possible.
But the Westerners find in this a novel approach. Writes Janis Blazgis of
Germany:
I am much obliged to you for your suggestive books: Yoga in Daily Life and
Psychic Influence which I received on 5th September. Indeed I am full of joy for
such a rich present, because for a long time I have been thirsting for spiritual
food, for practical guide books. Above all, I am deeply surprised in receiving from
your Divine Life Society so useful books without any payment from my side.
Here, in Europe, nobody will do so.
Of course, nobody with a material outlook on life will do so: but Siva has the only
aim of satisfying the aspirants spiritual hunger. These books are to him not
valued in rupees, annas and pies but in terms of spiritual food for appeasing the
hunger of Sadhaks.
14TH OCTOBER, 1948
ASANS ADVERTISEMENT
There were a few visitors, some of them aged, whom Siva wanted to interest in
Yoga Asana practice. Quietly he started a sweet Kirtan: the Mittai Kirtan (in
Hindi, Mittai means sweet-meats).
As a hint at the Thars, he started with the Mattai Kirtan, as the sweet-meat
vendor on the road would sing:
Paisa Paisa Mitta Hai
Garam Garam Mittai Hai
Thaja Thaja Mittai Hai
(The tune is the same as: God is Truth, Govinda)
The song started with Sirasasan: Vishnuji demonstrated the Asan and Siva sang
its glory.
King of Asans
Sirasasan
Jawahar roj
Kartha Hai
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Gandhiji
Liked it much
Then Sarvangasan:
Thyroid gland ko
Achcha Hai
Vala Hai
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How many times have I told the people here to keep a bucket of water always
ready at hand? What sort of people these are? I have to go on telling them: but
there is none to hear me here.
Not when you insult him on his face, not when you commit heinous crimes: not
when you wreck his work: not when you scandalise him: not when you throw
dung on his face or pelt stones at him: no, not even if you threaten to trust a
dagger into his breast will Siva show the least sign of annoyance or irritability
Service of the Lord in the sick, if you are negligent in this one respect, there the
Rudra in Siva manifests himself. We had from Sivas own lips on this occasion, a
glimpse of his own early life, his departure from India and arrival in Malaya,
when he, too, felt similarly exhausted. I have detailed this in my book, Gurudev
Sivananda.
We thought the boy had fits: but Siva was sure that it was nothing but exhaustion.
Soon milk was brought, water, etc., and Siva went on fanning the boy with his
own hands and the boy recovered soon after, to tell his story.
CALLED
The boy belongs to Pattamadai. When he was on the banks of a canal near
Pattamadai, Kanadiankanal, he heard someone whisper into his ears Hardwar.
From that time his mind was in a whirl: he did not have conscious control over
his actions: and as though driven by an automation, he took away Rs. 70 from the
purse of his father who was away: and entrained for Hardwar. At Hardwar he saw
the same man whom he had seen in the vision, obstructing the way: but he
evaded him and came to Ananda Kutir, the blissful abode of Siva.
Siva had a heart-to-heart talk with him after he had taken his Ganges-bath and
refreshed himself with a good meal. The boy had by this time completely
recovered, not only from the exhaustion, but from the effect of the hallucination
he had. And, he revealed that he had to answer an examination in a couple of
months: and so wanted to go back immediately.
But Siva persuaded him to stay at Ananda Kutir for a couple of days more.
Having come here, do Japa on Ganges-bank for at least a couple of days. All this
has been for your good only: you have had Ganges bath, and you will do Japa on
the banks of the sacred river, too.
And, the boy had no money to go back. He asked Siva to loan him Rs. 80: readily
Siva agreed (to loan to a stranger) and further assured the boy that his father
need repay the amount only if he can do so without upsetting the family budget in
any way. This is a subtle way of doing charity: for the middle class people would
feign reluctance to accept charity, as they would consider it beneath their dignity
to do so: and the best way to help them out of their own self-made cage is to offer
it as a long and assure them that we do not expect repayment.
DESTINY vs. FREE-WILL
Siva was paying a glowing tribute to Sri Swami Sivaswarupjis musical talents,
Bhav, powers of entertainment, devotion, etc.
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Swamiji, if you wish you can become a big Katha Vachak: you can build a big
Ashram and work wonders. Start doing Kirtan and Katha: then slowly go about
on Kirtan Prachar. So many will be thirsting to hear you: you will begin to have
many admirersand gradually a huge organisation will come to be built around
you. You have the Kesari Yoga. If you only make a little effort Kesari Yoga will be
yours.
No, no Swamiji, replied Sivaswarupji: Kesari Yoga is only for you. This has
reference to Sivaswarupjis prediction that Siva alone had Kesari Yoga or the luck
of building up huge organisations and work miracles.
I am of a different type altogether. Sivaswarupji concluded.
No, Swamiji, you have made a mistake. There is Kesari Yoga for you also: but you
have not utilised it.
It is not so, Swamiji. I do not have the Sahana Shakti (power of endurance) that
you have. I cannot tolerate criticism. I do not like to be spoken ill of: nor to be
scandalised. I want always to be quiet and I avoid the thick of the battle of life.
Physically also, I am always ill.
I could at once see that Sivaswarupji was a seasoned and well-developed Sadhu.
He has correctly analysed and found out the one superhuman, nay superdivine
quality in Siva. Superdivine because it is said in the scriptures that even Lord Siva
got upset when Rishi Bhrigu insulted Him.
Then Siva explained the secret of his own success.
I always keep the body in working order. Maharaji, I am not satisfied with
walking even: I run for a few minutes daily. I cannot but practise Asans and
Pranayam for at least a few minutes daily. These keep my body fit: in spite of
several chronic ailments that reside in the body.
When you compare me to the other Mahants of several other Ashrams, I am
nothing before their learning. Compared to their vast erudition, I am like a shopkeeper compared to a Limited Company.
But, it is only Gods Grace that has enabled me to spread the message of divine
life so widely today. It is this Gods Grace that has instilled in me the spirit of
service. When Sadhus and Sanyasins and devotees of the Lord come to see them,
the Mahants will put on saintly airs and remain on their Gaddis: but I will clean
their shoes. When a patient is lying sick on the roadside, the Mahant will not even
look at him: I will carry him on my shoulders, nurse him and clean his bed-pan.
When a needy man comes to my Ashram, I will at once give him some money to
satisfy his needs: the Mahant will not even look at him. It is all due to Gods
Grace.
Then Sivaswarupji recollected many past incidents (he has been with Siva since
the latters advent into Rishikesh.)
I remember, Swamiji, he said: When you used to serve in Kalikananda Giris
dispensary and established it as a pucca hospital. I remember how those days you
used to sleep on a damp verandah without even a blanket underneath. The Kutir
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was a dilapidated one and it was renovated several years later. Who could have
endured all that and still served like you?
And, Siva himself recollected an incident which happened during his Swarg
Ashram days.
He had been invited by Maharani Sri Sri Sri Devi to her palace. Siva went there:
he sang his inspiring Kirtans and stirred their hearts and infused joy in them all.
Then the Maharani was trying to persuade me to stay in the palace itself. I did
not like the idea: so I quietly slipped out with just two pieces of cloth. It was
winter. I wended my way along the Ganges-canal to Meerut, and thence to
Rishikesh. On the way at Parikshitgarh I received a money order from Sri
Satyanandaji asking me to take a photograph of myself for being printed in a
book. I returned to Meerut. On my way back again I could not reach
Parikshitgarh before sunset. It was dark: and I noticed a few small huts near the
roadside. It had been raining all the time: and I was simply soaked in the rain. I
found a cot lying outside and without much ado I made myself comfortable on it.
Soon someone woke me up and sympathetically told me that that place was not
suitable for human beings to sleep (it was perhaps a cattle-shed) and offered to
put me up in a cottage, filled with straw. I slept there in the night and ran back to
Rishikesh the next day.
16TH OCTOBER, 1948
GO ON WITH IT
Dr. Sood has a genuine difficulty: the very recognition of this difficulty raises him
high in the esteem of fellow-Sadhaks, for hundreds of even Sadhakas are oblivious of any such difficulty.
Swamiji, this time I want to learn from you the practical method of selfsurrender. You have told me several times to surrender myself to the Lord, and to
take everything as His will. I do so. But some terrible occurrence shakes the faith:
after some time I regain my faith, to lose it again in another calamity. That
creates a lot of mental restlessness. Swamiji, kindly let me know the secret which
will enable me to get established in Atma-Nivedan.
Practice! replied Siva, then kept silent for a considerable time. There was a
studied suspense when Dr. Sood and all of us around were deep in thought:
Repeat the surrender frequently. Pity yourself when you betray faithlessness. Try
to live always in Him, by constant remembrance and Japa. Try to check the
impulse to swerve from the faith, before it can arise. Gradually, it will vanish
altogether: you will be established in total self-surrender.
MR. A B C DEE
Sri T.A. Sankara Sastri calls himself T.A.S. Sastry in his letter. This amused Siva,
who wrote:
Kindly always use your full name: abandon this modern craze to shorten it,
dropping out the most essential part. Even if you go on signing your full name a
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hundred times, you repeat your own name a hundred times, that will tantamount
to Japa. Sankara! T.A.S. Sastri has just the same significance as A.B.C. DEE!
Whereas T.A. Sankara Sastri is an elevating name.
Then Siva said smilingly:
I told Sri M. Srinivasan so. He was signing himself as M.S. Vasan. I pointed out
to him that Srinivisan is the Lords name, sacred and elevating. And, by cutting it
shorter, it loses all its glory. He at once caught up with the idea. But there are
even now many V. Iyers and N. Iyers and B. Menons, who have yet to learn the
glory of the name that their parents have bestowed upon them.
Our ancients were very wise. They called the children by Lords names, so that
simply by calling out the children they would have several times repeated the
Lords name. But modern wise men would run away from a most pleasant form of
Sadhana, too. What a pity. They want to run away from God.
21ST OCTOBER, 1948
NO CONDEMNATION
In a letter I had used slightly strong language discouraging a type of postal tuition
in Yoga. Siva would not pass it.
A Vedantin never condemns. Please take out the offending line.
All indeed is Brahman: nothing deserves our condemnation, because everyone
and everything will evolve into the Absolute in course of time.
UNBEARABLE
A very enthusiastic devotee (who has had some connections with some Sanyasins
of another mission who had initiated him) came up with a big question: Can you,
Swamiji, find out through your divine vision, the course of my Jiva in previous
births, and tell me in what stage of evolution I am, what forces are obstructing my
progress, and what I should do now?
Siva sat immobile for a few minutes: closed his eyes: opened them: then smiled
broadly: the visitor looked up anxiously: but Siva kept quiet again!
The visitor probed again.
Majaraj, if I tell you of your past births, you will be frightened. So, go on with
your Sadhana. Japa, Kirtan, meditation, etc., and try to evolve into Godhead.
The poor visitor missed Sivas first warning sentence: and went on insisting his
question. Siva laughed: and said:
I cannot relate your past lives, Maharaj. You can seek someone else.
(When the visitor was about to leave.)
But, I can tell you that you can derive no useful purpose by this quest. Apply
yourself to Sadhana. You will realise in due course.
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AID TO SEVA
I had gone to Sivas Kutir for a cup of curd. Presently Siva himself was there.
You are taking some medicine?
Yes, Swamiji, and that has to be taken with the curd.
Someone interrupted and informed Siva that I had not been taking the regular
food for a few days past.
No, no no. That is no good. You will have to do tremendous work. And, that
needs a lot of energy. Eat well: do not have too many restrictions. Then, with his
characteristic bewitching smile, he added: I do not know how these young men
have developed the baby-stomach. You must be able to digest even stones at this
age. Look at me. I may have diarrhoea: but I will take some medicine for that and
go on eating my normal food. I will never yield to the threats of the doctors. I
want to serve: and these restrictions are hindrances to service.
These restrictions are necessary in the beginning to acquire control over the
palate. Then, when you know how to convert all your energy into Ojas and to
utilise it in the proper channels, you can and you should acquire all the energy
you can.
DEAD? THEN, OFFER TO GANGES
Siva was on his morning rounds. An aged Sadhu was sick, and Siva was in front of
the Sadhus Kutir. A companion of this Sadhu informed Siva of the latters
condition and suggested that the patients Poorvashram relatives should be
contacted.
No, no. He himself would not like that. What has he got to do with those people?
He is dead to them. What does it matter if he gives up this body now? We shall
consign his body to the Ganges.
The compassion companion was mystified.
And, yet, Siva himself is taking the greatest interest in the quick recovery of the
patient.
Siva quickly relieved the companions misery.
After all, the body has to perish one day. We should always look to the welfare of
the inner Atman. The Atman is imperishable. Contact with the erstwhile relatives
will spoil the purity of the soul. A last-minute attachment might create
impressions which might bring about a re-birth.
So, Siva suggested that the relatives should not come: the soul is saved thereby. If
the element-compounded body dies, it can be offered to the Ganges with Maha
Mantra Kirtan.
After a few minutes silence, Siva added: Do not worry yourselves. He will be all
right soon.
No wonder: the aged Sadhu is perfectly all right now.
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ANATHARAKSHAKA SIVANANDA
It was nearing 11 a.m. Siva asked Vishnuji to bring some fruits in a bag. After the
11 a.m. closing Kirtan, Siva was leaving the office with the bag. When I inquisitively looked up, he remarked:
Almasthanandaji wants to see me and desires that I should be with him and talk
to him for at least fifteen minutes a day. I am going to his Kutir now, with these
fruits.
What! Everyone here had declared that A. was out of his senses, perhaps out of
advancing age. The natural contempt which old age evokes in hot-blooded youth
has thus been aggravated by the odd behaviour of A.: no one cared to attend on
the old man. Clad in dirty rags, unkempt hair, unshaven beard, uncared-for, A.
was roaming about friendless and helpless. Siva, the All-merciful Siva, who sees
his own Self in everyone, rushes to the aid of the old Sadhu. Surely God is
Anatharakshaka.
MAN, SUPERMAN, SUPERDIVINE
The evening Satsang is in progress. Little Radha quietly creeps into the Bhajan
Hall. She had run up the hillock all alone, even without a lantern in the dark
night. The highly cultured millionaires daughter would not disturb the quiet
atmosphere. Yet, the inner urge is irresistible. She knelt before Siva and made her
obeisance. Siva opened his eyes.
What is the matter, Radha? Why have you come alone in dark?
The pent-up emotions burst forth into torrential tears.
Mummy is in a dying condition, Swamiji, sobbed Radha.
What! exclaimed Siva, deeply moved. The Human Heart!
Siva sank into a profound silence. The heavens stood still. Stillness. A strange
thrill in the atmosphere as the sage flew into the Beyond. The tragedy of a
sorrowful premonition which had afflicted every heart, melted away in the
radiation of the Yogis Bliss. The Superman Siva emerged out of the Man Siva.
Come: let us go. Do not cry, Radha. Everything will be all right.
As they were leaving the Hall, Siva asked Vishnuji to do mental Japa of the
Mrityunjaya Mantra.
Sridhar Swamiji! Please prepare a dose of the stimulant mixture. Also get the
smelling salts ready.
With baby Radha at his heels Siva rushed down.
As he neared the Diamond Jubilee Hall, Siva called out to me from a distance.
This was strange. I jumped out.
Yes, Swamiji.
Sridhara Swamiji is in the dispensary. Get the medicines. Quick. The swift Siva
had, before uttering the last of these few words, gone away towards Ram Ashram
where the Shamash family were staying. Such was the speed.
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With the smelling salts I ran to Ram Ashram to find Siva sitting by the bedside of
Srimathi Liliane.
Shampoo her feet with liniment turpentine.
I applied myself to the task.
Then one by one, the stimulant mixture, grape-juice, etc., arrived and Srimathi
Liliane completely recovered.
Mr. Shamash then explained that she had fainted away: and her pulse and heart
beating had almost stopped. The children were greatly upset: and in utter distress
the little one ran up. And, said Mr. Shamash: She might have passed away,
Swamiji. But, five minutes ago, she began to breathe normally. Just before you
arrived here, she awoke, as from a sleep.
A few minutes later, Srimathiji was her normal self once again.
The Superdivine Siva had willed life into her.
25TH OCTOBER, 1948
YOUTH AMONG YOUTH
Swami Visweswaranandaji announced in the office that a small batch of Doon
School students had arrived at the Ashram. A few moments later marched in
smartly uniformed students of all sizes headed by the imposing personality of the
stalwart teacher.
Even a very important and urgent message which was lying on his table could not
hold Sivas attention.
In great joy, Siva greeted the Youth. Here and there several Sevaks rushed to
provide the students with tea and light refreshments. After speaking a word
individually to each student (and, the freedom which the young students at once
take, as though unconsciously, with Siva whom they consider as one of their
own!) Siva led them all out of the Diamond Jubilee Hall.
Do you know the drill?
Yes, sir.
But do you know the Upanishadic Drill?
What?: the boys looked at one another and ultimately at the teacher with a
querying forehead, as if to ask: Do you? The teacher and the taught, all were
eager to be taught by the Great Teacher.
The boys were quickly arrayed in two rows.
OM TAT SAT came the Command from Siva. The boys instinctively stood to
attention as Siva himself did so. Now starts the drill.
Mathru Devo Bhava
Palms folded at the chest in salutation.
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mankind. If all people listened to Swamijis call, then and then alone will there be
peace in the world.
The students then formed themselves in two groups and requested Siva to
suggest a proposition on which they could debate.
The proposition suggested wasDivine Life is necessary.
This put to test the boys creative faculties. It was wonderful how beautifully the
boys spoke for and against the proposition.
Standing in the sun, Siva distributed the Prize-books to the boys who took part in
these competitions. The boys and the teacher were then served with tea and fruits
and given a hearty send-off.
Siva was highly pleased: for within a brief spell of half an hour he had sown the
seed of divine life in the hearts of those intelligent boysthe future citizens of this
glorious land. He also presented a lot of books to the teacher for the use of the
School Library.
27TH OCTOBER, 1948
SIVA SANKALPA
Early in the morning as the University class was in progress, I suddenly felt a
writhing pain in the stomach. Except a queer sense of discipline instilled by Sivas
own stern example on such occasions, nothing could have prevented me from
stretching myself in the nearest corner.
When the class broke up, it was yet dark: and Siva could not have even marked
the slight trace of this inner feeling which might have escaped the control. I
quietly slid into a corner behind the Bhajan Hall pillar, to escape notice.
Vishnuji, do you know Nauli?
Yes, Swamiji.
What about Rajagopal?
I know, Swamiji: but I cannot do that, replied Rajagopalji.
Siva gave a hearty laugh. Then what knowledge is that?
What a grand truth in it! We know theoretically and intellectually hundreds of
things: but never realise that we have to do them if we wish to KNOW them
really.
From behind the pillar I was peeping at Sivas majestic form rocking with
laughter.
Can you do Nauli? Sivas gaze turned towards me.
Yes, Swamiji.
Oh Vji, come: let us see how you do it.
Vishnuji demonstrated. Then came my turn.
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Inwardly I reflected: With this pain? Yet, I could not bring myself to ignore the
word or to bleat my inability. When I actually threw away the shirt and started to
demonstrate Nauli, I found that my mind had been effectively taken away from
the pain to the performance of Nauli. Very good, was Sivas comment. Very
good, thought I, too: for the pain which was till then progressively becoming
worse disappeared mysteriously.
I am not a tenth as astonished as one might be: for this has nowadays become a
natural thing in Ananda Kutir. Whatever Siva thinks or says comes to pass almost
instantly.
Sankaranandaji suddenly became ill. In the evening when I was talking to Siva, I
asked: How is it that he suddenly became so sick, Swamiji?
It is all right. He will be all right soon, Siva blessed.
We could hardly believe our ears: for commonsense would have passed a
counter-verdict. What do we know of Divine-Supersense? Siva left the office to go
for a walk. I had to go up the hillock: on my way I met Sankaranandaji wrapped
in a blanket almost completely well. At night he was able to resume his duties.
ONE SURVIVOR IN A SCORE
A couple of days ago when I visited Hardwar, Sri Gopal Dasji of Lahore, now in
Dehra Dun, related to me the following account:
Sri Vimlaji was one of the twenty people in her Mohalla at Jammu, who were all
affected by the epidemic of cholera. Of the twenty, only Sri Vimlaji survived. The
death-roll was terrible. Vimlajis case was also very serious. But she somehow
survived miraculously. I should say that it is all due to Swami Sivanandajis
blessings. Vimlaji has great faith in Siva.
30TH OCTOBER, 1948
WHAT A BEAUTY
A delightful panoramic view of humanity.
One family of seven members of graded yearsfrom a middle-aged lady of
perhaps 45 to an urchin of perhaps five years: but all of them big and literally so.
Beautifully attired (both sexes) with all the items of make-up that go to the
decoration of modern humanity in the cities, the ladies shone in their own glory:
but the largeness of their features was frightful.
After they left, Siva said, with a broad smile adorning his face:
What is this beauty? If the features are not in proper proportion, if a limb or a
muscle is overgrown, everything looks ugly. Even the artificial make-up only
makes the figure more ugly. I think the Rakshasis of Ravanas court should have
looked like this. What is there in this physical beauty? The Atman is sexless and
therefore it is the Beauty of beauties. All else is ugly.
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1ST NOVEMBER, 1948
JADA SADHANA
The morning University class was over. Sridhara Swamijis most illuminating
lecture on the vital need of humility and egolessness in Sadhana and of increasing
the Satwa-content in the Sadhaka had left the students athinking.
Dont you feel, Sridhara Swamiji, began Siva with a mischievous smile, that
besides being of invaluable help to many others, these lectures help to clarify your
own ideas and your own evolution?
Yes, Swamiji, admitted Sridhara Swamiji.
Previously, you were saying that you would not lecture until you attained Godrealisation! said Siva with a broad smile. Sridhara Swamiji had no reply.
See of what great service your talks are now. Your talks for half an hour and
Krishnanandajis talk for half an hourthis one hour benefits how many people!
Besides, your own thoughts are clarified. And, while you prepared for the talks
you intensely dwell on the topics. At the same time, it provides a good
opportunity for you yourself to introspect, too!
This persistent raising up of thought-forms is more helpful in Sadhana than even
the mere repetition of a Mantra. You go on repeating Om Namah Shivaya. It is,
no doubt, very good: but soon the mind lapses into a Jada State. It becomes a
Jada Sadhana. Whereas, if you keep the thought-forms before you there is a
positive awareness. You should keep a couple of Slokas from the Gita and
meditate on the significance and import. What the Lord teaches, how one should
put the teachings into practice, what are the obstacles, how to remove them, etc.,
etc. This way you can have a very good meditation. In the beginning and at the
conclusion of this meditation, you can have Japan and Kirtan. That will then
become a wonderful Sadhana, unrivalled in its glory.
No change is necessary: there is no need to go away from here. This itself is the
best place for this kind of Sadhana. Some work is necessary: along with it
meditation also. Then it becomes dynamic Sadhana.
LOKAH TAT ANUVARTHATHE
Mohanji came in with a small bunch of neem-leaves. Each one of us took a few
leaves from it. As the bunch approached each of us, Siva smiled and asked: You
also belong to the neem-leaf eating society?
In Swarg Ashram when I was there I started this neem-leaf eating. And, soon I
found that all the Sadhus had commenced this!
(Surely, surely: that is what Lord Krishna said in the Gita: and that is the motive
He revealed, which kept Him active.)
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Neem leaf is very good. It purifies the blood. It is very good antiseptic. It
strengthens the teeth also. But do not take too much. It will heat your system.
Just two or three leaves will do.
ACHINTYA SHAKTI
Swami Vijnananandaji of Poornananda Ashram, Rishikesh, came with a tonga to
take Siva to his Ashram. Today they are celebrating the Samadhi Anniversary of
Swami Poornanandaji, and Swami Vijnananandaji wanted Siva to preside over
the function.
On the way Siva made kind and loving enquiries about the Swamiji, his
Gurubhais and the Ashram. He gleaned several facts relating to the Ashram
activities and also the work of Swami Poornanandaji. Then the topic turned to Ps
writings: and Siva enquired if a biography of P. was available.
Swamiji, pleaded Vji, there are several manuscripts of Poornanandaji still
unpublished. I have also written a biography of Swamijis life. Except for a few
small pamphlets we have not been able to print any major works. It is so very
difficult. And, even if we print them, we do not know how to sell them. What are
we to do, Swamiji? I do not know.
Have you seen our publication League?
Yes, Swamiji. But there is no comparison between us. You have infinite power.
There is nothing that you cannot do by mere Sankalpa.
Poornananandaji himself should have done some work in this respect. He should
himself have tried to publish some of his major works. Once a field is created, it is
very easy. Even now, just collect his disciples together and find out ways and
means of publishing the books. It will become very easy.
We arrived at the Ashram.
ONE AMONG ALL
When we entered the meeting Pandal, Siva quietly sat behind the assembled
Sadhus on the carpet. Requests and persuasion were of no avail: he had actually
to be lifted to the chair. He went on saying: This is enough. You yourself take the
chair. Or, let the secretary Saheb (of the Notified Area Committee) occupy the
chair.
VIVIFICATION OF THE SPIRIT
The wife of Sri Sukdevji (Vice-Principal of Gurukul-Kangri) sang two delightful
prayer-songs.
Sri Swami Vijnananandaji requested Siva to speak and eulogised Siva as the Light
of the Himalayas that shed its cosmic lustre throughout the universe.
Siva promised to treat the audience with nice kitchadie (a mixture of English,
Sanskrit and Hindi) speech. He began his talk with an OM chant (rather an OM
roar). The audiences voice was at first feeble. This is like Ekadashi! Khub Prem
se Karo, said Siva. Still, there was not any appreciable improvement. How many
tons of roties have you consumed! And, yet, when it comes to singing the Lords
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names, how feeble the voice becomes. This is like murda Kirtan. This produced
some change: but not to Sivas satisfaction. Siva is the master of graded tricks to
arouse in anyone love for Kirtan. He turned to the ladies: People generally call
you Abalas (weaker sex), but your Kirtan is greatly better than mens! Again he
roared OM: the miracle had been performed. The entire audience followed suit
and the sky was rent with OM chanting.
THE PERORATION
Siva spoke of Swami Poornanandajis qualities. He was a beautiful combination
of Vairagya, Karma, Bhakti and Brahma Jnana. He embodied in himself the Yoga
of Synthesis. He was not like some Vairagies who run away from work. Nor was
he like some Sanyasin-social-workers who have no trace of Vairagya in them.
His writings have a special charm. They have come out of his heart. They are the
outpourings of his heart, that have sprouted forth from a direct realisation of the
Absolute.
He was a perfect master and a strict disciplinarian. How nicely has he trained his
disciples! Every one of his disciples is a standing proof of his glory. Swami
Jnananandaji, Swami Vijnananandaji, Swami Achyutanandaji, Swami
Mahanandajiall are fortunate to have been trained by Swami Poornanandaji.
They are all hard workers in the Ahyatmic field. They are full of divine virtues.
Poornanandajis writings are precious and voluminous. So are his inspiring
letters. They should all be printed now. It is easily possible if all his disciples
unite and work together. That was the secret of success in the case of Swami
Vivekananda, Swami Dayananda and others. The eleven apostles joined together
and spread Ramakrishnas Mission. Swami Poornanandaji also belongs to the
class of lions of Vedanta, like Vivekananda and Ram Tirtha, etc. His disciples
should now set to work spreading his mission.
Unity is strength. The unique position that the Ramakrishna Mission has
achieved now is all due to the combined effort of all the disciples of Sri
Ramakrishna. There is no institution like the Ramakrishna Mission: just look at
the number of Branches all over the world it has got. How wonderfully has the
mission grown. The secret of their success is united effort.
Then he dwelt on the need for spiritual institutions. Spiritual institutions are the
dire need of the hour today, he declared.
Again he sang some Kirtans. From Saguna he turned to Nirguna also. The sweet
names of the Lord will give you Moksha, peace and bliss. Now let us sing some
Nirguna Kirtans also.
Jagat Kalpana; Jiva Kalpana; all is Kalpana; Deergha Swapna.
The speech, interspersed with appropriate quotations from the Gita and the
Upanishads was thrilling, inspiring and at once practical. Siva concluded with the
benediction: May you all be happy. May God bless you with health, long life,
peace, prosperity and Kaivalya.
He was followed by a few others.
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We have already got the temple, the Akhanda Kirtan and the Yajnashala. All the
Brahmacharis here should be made to offer Ahuties daily according to the Vedic
rules. There should also be daily Havans of Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra, Maha
Mantra etc.
All these things will have a tremendous effect in the long run.
Sri R. Thyagarajan of Murtaspur who was listening to these outpourings of Sivas
soul at once placed at Sivas lotus feet Rs. 10 as an advance for the construction of
one Virakta Kutir.
Sivas Will works out almost immediately.
2ND NOVEMBER, 1948
Siva was in the dispensary. I went there and informed him that Sri Pt. Suka Devji,
Vice-Principal of the Gurukul-Kangri, one of the participants in yesterdays
function at the Poornanand Ashram, had come to the Ashram with his wife and
another.
Has he? Good. I wanted to talk to him yesterday itself. And, also I thought if you
had brought more copies of the magazine and some more books with you, I could
have given him. It is good that he has himself come. So saying, Siva came to the
office and greeted the visitors.
Up sprang several Sadhaks from the office and returned within a few minutes
with fruits, almonds, gramophone records, books, leaflets, etc. Sri Suk Devji was
simply overwhelmed by Sivas love.
After a few words of greeting, Mrs. Suk Devji requested Siva to visit Kankhal and
the Gurukul University.
Last year I visited Gurukul.
Is it so, Swamiji?
And, after going through the buildings, I got up on the lecture platform and did
many queer things. I delivered a lecture to a no-audience. (Little do we mortals
realise who your audience were!)
After a few minutes of gramophone records playing, Siva requested Sri Suk Devji
and party to be shown round the Ashram.
There is also a Yoga Museum here, said Siva: I have made an attempt at
picturising the principles of Yoga. Then there is the Yajnashala: something like
the Yajnashala in Gurukul. We are also holding classes in the morning where
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there are short talks on Karma, Bhakti, Vedant, Yoga, etc. It is all on a humble
and simple scale.
Just look at Sivas humility. If the criterion of a Universitys greatness is its vital
need and its service in the uplift of Man, no other University in the whole world
can approach the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University.3 It has got no parallels in the
world. A founder of any other University (even though much inferior to this
Forest University) will blow his own trumpet till the hearers become deaf and are
thus incapacitated to listen to the simple call of the Supreme.
After going round the Ashram the visitors left for Hardwar.
7TH NOVEMBER, 1948
ALL THE WAY FROM ENGLAND
All the way from England came Dr. P.N. Rampal accompanied by Sri Krishnanlal
Sharma (District Forest Officer) and Mrs. Sharma, who arrived a little while after
Siva had left the office. Time at their disposal was limited: and they had to leave
for Delhi the same evening. So, Sharmaji sent in a note to Siva. Within a couple of
minutes, came Siva. Visibly moved and perceptibly surprised, the visitors
prostrated at his feet. He took them to the office. In loving conversation, Dr.
Rampal was immersed. Siva presented them with several books. At a mere wink
from Siva several Sadhaks till then sitting quietly in their seats sprang forth,
eager to serve. Dr. Rampal evinced keen interest in Sivas books. He bought a
number of them.
If they were late for Sivas Darshan, they were rather too late for the noon meal.
Siva took the visitors to the kitchen himself. There he mingled with the
Ashramites and ensured that the visitors were comfortably seated and the giant
worker Swami Visweswaranandaji at once busied himself with the preparation of
food for the visitors. Then and then alone would Siva leave the dining hall. He
had not taken his food till then. After food Dr. Rampal sat enraptured as the
gramophone records sang delightful songs for him. He then visited the Mandir,
etc. and left. His gratitude was profound: he promised to convert his office in
England into a virtual D.L.S. Branch. Such is the miracle of Sivas love.
8TH NOVEMBER, 1948
DAY OF BLISS
Siva-Anandam! That is today!
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Earliest to arrive at the Siva Mandir was Siva himself. Today had been chosen as
the auspicious day for the installation of the Kalasha in connection with the Ati
Rudra Yajna.
We took bath and carried water to the Majdir, with the Maha Mantra Kirtan.
We found in the temple Siva himself sitting in front of Siva, immersed in Siva
Anandam. I laid my head at His lotus feet.
The Kalasha was blessed for Siva quenched its thirst with Ganges water offered
with his own holy hands.
The Puja started: and came to a close at 11 a.m.
Swami Visweswaranandaji had made elaborate arrangements to celebrate the
monthly birthdate of Siva. Vishnuji had delightfully decorated the dining hall. We
stepped in, to distribute Sivas Prasad to the inmates who, with Siva himself at
their head, chanted the 15th Chapter of the Gita and the Maha Mantra. It was
really a day of great festivity.
When the dinner was almost over, Siva sang a beautiful hymn. Others, too,
followed. All had finished their meals. Some had left some vegetables, etc. on
their leaf. Sivas eyes fell on these.
Visweswaranandaji, please see that nothing is wasted. All that remains on the
leaves should be collected and given to the cattle. Also, please send for the health
officers (this is the only name by which Siva can refer to the scavenger) and feed
them nicely.
There is a wonderful philosophy and a lesson in psychology in this. Siva does not
chastise those who have not consumed what they took nor those who served, nor
does he instruct the management to reduce the quantity preparedbut goes
straight to the core of the problem. There is no waste: everything has its own use,
in the cosmic sense. The animals and the fish in the Ganga get their share. What
a great heart.
10TH NOVEMBER, 1948
I.C.S. AT ANANDA KUTIR
The morning closure Kirtan was in progress at the office. Just after it had begun,
Sri S.Y. Krishnaswami, I.C.S., Joint Secretary in the Ministry of Agriculture, and
Mrs. Krishnaswami quietly and modestly entered the Hall and sat down just
behind Siva who was himself sitting on the floor.
Srimathi Kamala introduced herself to Siva. Siva presented them with some
books and was talking to them. Then Siva requested them to take their food at the
Ashram.
Swamiji, to have your Darshan is a greater blessing than food. Your Darshan
alone was what we sought to have here, and that is what we need more than food,
said Sri Krishnaswami.
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I showed him the chit and asked: May I bring him here, Swamiji? for I felt that
even we would have felt irksome to be called out like that.
Siva, on the contrary, at once jumped out and buttoned his alphi: I am coming,
myself.
Sreenivasdas Poddar? Yes, yes: I have seen him before. He is a rich Marwari, full
of ideas. He will always keep himself in contact with all the Mahatmas and always
engage himself in schemes and plans. He also printed the Sankirtan pamphlet
long ago.
We reached the spot near the Viswanath Ghat where the Poddar-party were
standing. After the usual greetings and Pranams, Sri Poddar introduced to Siva,
his family.
This boy, Swamiji, has been thoroughly influenced by your books. After reading
your books, he has given up many evil habits like smoking. His life has been
revolutionised. Your books have a tremendous influence over people.
Then the topic turned to his own scheme. Swamiji, what is the way to ensure
peace in the world? I have a plan, Swamiji. With your suggestions and help I hope
to do a lot.
Where is the world, Maharaj? It is all a dream. Why do you worry yourself about
a thing that does not exist?
Sri Poddar was mildly surprised to receive this Vedantic reply. Siva continued: If
we reform ourselves individually, the entire world will be reformed. Therefore, do
Japa, Kirtan, Dhyan, and practise Yoga. Everything will be all right.
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WORKING KNOWLEDGE OF ENGLISH
Sivapremji, does Sri.know English? Shall I send him some English books?
queried Siva, referring to a big business magnate.
Yes, Swamiji, he has a working knowledge of English. He may be able to read
Swamijis books.
What is working knowledge? Two men going Madras, tiffin ready Mayavaram?
Yes Swamiji, something like that.
There is a beautiful story. Do you know? I shall tell you. A station master of a
small station in South India knew very little English: he had what you call a
working knowledge. One day an Inspector took him to task for delaying a train.
The poor station master explained: One pointsman running that side, Sir; the
other pointsman running this side, Sir: I-eyyyyyy ringing the bell, Sir.
We burst into laughter. Sivapremji joined in it: for he has during his four-years
stay at Ananda Kutir picked up more than a working knowledge of Tamil, at least
enough to understand the joke. The Tamil equivalent for I myself is Naaney.
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And, this station master had taken the English pronoun and added the Tamil
emphasis (the suffix of eyyy). That is working knowledge.
Anyhow, continued Siva, I shall send him some books. If he does not
understand them, he will pass them on to his friends. That is enough for me.
That is Jnana Yajna.
CHARITY BY FORCE
Padmanabhaswamiji, please write to Durga Saranji for a good parcel of Khaja.
Tell him that our family is very big and that he should send a good lot.
I wondered within myself: Why should Swamiji ask for this sweetmeat? Siva had
heard the thought.
This is one kind of charity for them. And, this is my method of making people do
charity. Even if they voluntarily do not give, I would take them by the ear and
make them do some charity. Do you think we long for this sweetmeat? All
sweetmeats are the same: they are all permutations and combinations of sugar,
dhal and ghee. But this is one of the methods of enabling Durga Saranji to give, to
evolve and to purify his heart.
And, I remember another occasion. It was about a year ago. Srimathi
Kailasavathy of Lahore and her family were all here. Her sister, Srimathi Vimala
one day came into the office with her son. This child had fever.
Swamiji, please see what the matter is with this boy. He gives me a lot of trouble.
The tone was extraordinarily familiar. I was amazed; I sat up.
Take him to the dispensary. Give him some medicine, said Siva as though
unconcernedly.
No, Swamiji, please, you yourself examine and give some medicine.
My medicine is only this Prasad. Siva handed her some Bhasma and Kumkum,
perhaps to test her faith. Or, as a lesson to us?
I am quite content, Swamiji: I know he will be all right.
Then Siva examined the child medically and gave a prescription. While the
mixture was being prepared . . . .
Ohji, what about giving me a glass of your famous Dogra-tea?
Yes, Swamiji, I shall just now prepare and give you. Shall I go?
Not only for me. My family is very big. Dont you know? You will have to supply
for all.
At once she counted the number of Ashramites present in the office: Yes,
Swamiji, I shall prepared tea for all of them.
By this time, the medicine had also come: after a Pranam to Siva, she left.
Within an hour the tea arrived. After taking just a mouthful, Siva handed the rest
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Introducing Vishnuji, Siva said: This is our Yogiraj, Swamiji Maharaj. Then Vji
demonstrated a few Asans. The adept Hatha Yogi Brahmji demonstrated several
Asans.
WHAT ABOUT SWAMIJI MAHARAJ?
An old lady from South India arrived at the Ashram and was directed to the
office. Siva was working there, and was also talking to the aspirants in the office
on the glory of the name, Bhakti, etc. He was returning to his Kutir, when the lady
asked an Ashramite: What about Sri Swamiji Maharaj? Where can I see him?
She was told that she has all along been in his presence only. She ran forward and
apologetically fell at Sivas feet and prayed for his blessings. Sivas winter clothing
overcoat, etc., deceived her.
AMBASSADOR TO GENEVA
Sri Lakshmi Narayan Chetlur has been in the Ashram for the past few days. He
has been away from India for a considerable number of years: and is now
practising as a lawyer in Geneva. He has been a student of Yoga, too: and has
taken advantage of his visit to India to spend a few days in Ananda Kutir also.
Siva had asked Vishnuji to teach Sri Chetlur all Asans and Pranayams. Siva
himself has been giving him short talks on spiritual topics, how to organise
spiritual associations, the daily routine, personal Sadhana, collective Sadhana,
etc. He has given Sri Chetlur several books, magazine copies, leaflets: Chetlur is
completely overwhelmed by Sivas love. On the eve of his departure, Siva gave
him several of the gramophone records.
Your Indian Association (of which Sri Chetlur is the Secretary) should have as its
basis, the spiritual culture of India. Divine Life is the common basis of all
organisations: otherwise no organisation can thrive. God is the root of the entire
humanity. All institutions should be based on God if they are to survive. Then
Siva gave him several instructions as to how to reorientate the outlook of the
Europeans and turn them to God. Your Indian Association should convert itself
into a Yoga School. I shall also send you regularly magazine, books, Prasad, etc.
Now you can go back and face huge audiences boldly and talk to them on Yoga,
Vedanta, Patanjali Yoga Sutras, etc. Sri Chetlur has been regular in attending the
morning classes and has thus acquired a fair knowledge of Yoga.
JEAN HERBERT
Jean Herbert has sent a complimentary copy of his French translation of Swami
Vivekanandas Jnana Yoga.
What wonderful work Jean Herbert is doing. He is really a Sanyasi, said Siva.
See: he is the chief interpreter of the U.N.O. Then he is writing several articles to
philosophical journals. He translates good Indian books into French. He looks
after their publication. Marvellous work.
Sanyasins also should be like this only. Mere cave-dwelling will only lead to their
deterioration. Sanyas-life should always mean active life. Do not mistake Sanyas
for lifelessness: lifelessness is the property of a dead body.
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What is there in simply closing the eyes? You should actively see God
everywhere. Brahman is all this. Active renunciation of egoism and expansion of
consciousness alone can bring about final release from bondage.
MATHURS GITA
Sri Ram Mohan Mathur of Allahabad had a small pocket-book. When he has had
Sivas Darshan and when he went to the Diamond Jubilee Hall, he sat there and
pulled out his pocket-book and started reading. That constant companion is
Pearls of Wisdom of Siva. He told Siva when the latter enquired what it was that
he was reading:
Swamiji, it is your book, Pearls of Wisdom. It is a marvellous little work. I
always carry it with me. Daily I have to travel in a shuttle service to Allahabad. I
always read this book during this time. Whenever I have a few minutes leisure, I
read a few pages. It is such a wonderful book which contains stirring ideas which
at once give me peace, joy and mental health. It is really my Gita.
GOD IS FULLNESS
Unless you make an effort, you will remain the same Aravamudan even after ten
years! Sri Aravamudan was electrified as Siva said this. God has given you so
many faculties. You have got a very good taste for Tamil literature. You should
develop that. You must be able to prepare roties also. You should know proofcorrection, and printing technique. And accounts, too. You should be able to
deliver lectures: conduct classes! All-round development is Yoga. You should
develop all your faculties. One-sided development will soon make for dullness:
all-round development will make for fullness. You will never feel tired. There will
be ample opportunities of alternating your work whenever you feel the need for
change. That is the secret of success.
And, your root should all the time be in divine life. You may learn Sanskrit from
some teacher: you may learn Hatha Yogic Kriyas from some Yogi: accountancy
from some masters: but you should always say OM Namo Narayanaya to all
these after finishing your work and devote yourself heart and soul to divine life
work. There is nothing all of you together cannot achieve. Each one of you should
be able to turn out five mens work. There is tremendous power within you. You
should take care of your health, too. Eat good food: practice Asans, Pranayam,
Suryanamaskar: run a few furlongs. Then, practise Kirtan, Dhyan: study good
spiritual books. Practise delivering lectures. You will soon become supermen.
With thy blessings and guidance soon we shall be.
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LIGHTNING VISIT AND LIGHTNING HOSPITALITY
Sri Malhotra, the Societys auditor, arrived at the Ashram early in the morning
along with Mr. And Mrs. Sondhi.
At the distant sight of Siva, Sri Malhotra bowed. He had specially come to
Rishikesh to offer his Pranams to Siva and inform him that it was due to
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unavoidable reasons that he could not send his assistants to audit the Societys
accounts which will be taken up soon.
Siva at once took him in and nicely entertained him with milk and fruits. Sri
Malhotra informed Siva that his mother was not in good health. On hearing this,
Siva at once brought Chyavanaprash from the Ayurvedic Pharmacy and
presented it to Sri Malhotra, to be used by his mother.
But, Sri Malhotra insisted on paying for it. He is so much devoted to Siva that he
always declines to accept any renumeration for auditing the accounts of the
Society. He knows the invaluable, divine currency in which his services to the
Society will be paid.
WHAT IS RISKLESS?
Deputy Collector Dwaraka Singji met Siva on the Swarg Ashram road, on the
Ganges bank. After the usual enquiries, D.S. told Siva: Swamiji, I have a number
of your invaluable books. I follow your instructions in so far as I can. I practise
Asana also. But, Swamiji, I am at present about 55 years old. Can I do Sirasasan
without any risk?
Of course, you can.
But, Swamiji, some people say that we should not practise Sirasasan after a
certain age and that there is some risk in doing so.
What is without risk, Maharaj? When you walk on the road, you maybe knocked
down by a motor-car. When you ride in a boat, it may capsize and you may be
drowned. Still, we have to go on doing these things.
Similarly, practise Sirasasan with the help of a wall, for a few seconds. Try. If it
does you any good, continue the practice and increase the period. If you notice
any evil effect, stop it!
In the meantime, a passer-by Pundit approached Siva with an air of learning and
commenced a mild discourse in Sanskrit. Siva simply looked at him, as if to
remind him of the first verse of Bhaja Govindam. Just at that very moment
another Pundit (known to Siva) was approaching the party from the opposite
direction. Siva introduced one to the other: they soon entered into a heated
discussion. Siva smiled significantly and walked on. D.S. quickly understood the
import and said: You have done the right thing, Swamiji. Let them fight.
I do not know why people waste their energy in idle discussions. One should be
absolutely practical.
HEART-REMOVER
A party of high railway officials (all friends of Sri D.C. Desai, a close disciple of
the Master) was waiting for Siva in the office, and greeted him with a Namaskar
when Siva came in. One of them was greatly interested in Asans and Pranayam.
I am able to do all the Asans, Swamiji. But, this Paschimottanasan seems to be
beyond my capacity.
Practise! The difficulties will vanish soon.
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At once the officer jumped out of the bench, sat on the floor with his legs thrown
in front and demonstrated. Up to this extent I can do it Swamiji. He bent
forward and touched the toes.
That is wonderful. It is fifty per cent Paschimottanasan. Even that is quite
sufficient in your case.
The topic turned to the therapeutic value of Asans and Pranayam. One of the
officers had blood pressure and Siva was showing him how to do Sitali Pranayam.
To another he taught Bhastrika to ward off drowsiness and to get abundant
energy.
An officer explained that a few years before all his teeth were removed and that
resulted in a sudden decline in the state of his health. That has greatly upset his
Sadhana: and he is unable to get up early in the morning, unable to walk a few
miles at one stretch, unable to exert himself.
My advice is, said Siva: never go to a dentist unless the case is very bad. Many of
these doctors have a mania for removing. Removing teeth, removing tonsils,
removing appendix, removing lungs!
They have not yet come to removing mans heart, Swamiji, said someone.
But, Swamiji himself has been able to do that! said another: and they all
laughed. Siva was silent.
Swamiji, how silently and quickly you remove our hearts! I think you are the only
doctor in the whole world who can do this!
After some further conversation, Siva said: Achchaji, Badee Kripa. You must all
be busy and so you might want to go.
Two of them were not very particular to leave: but, he has to. And, this
gentleman remarked: Swamiji is the greatest Karma Yogi. He is always busy.
Therefore, he should have a lot of work to do.
Before taking leave, they learnt from Siva several easy exercises, old-mans bed
exercises, etc.
Siva taught them how the very act of getting up from bed might be converted into
a proper exercise, how simple movements of hands and legs when done
systematically and with regulation of breath, might form good exercises.
Lie down on your bed and raise first one leg, then the other, as far as you can.
Then, try to get up without the help of your hands.
Stand erect and try to bend and touch the toes. With hands on the hip, twist the
trunk this way and that. These are all exercises which will gradually tone up the
system.
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the sex. Atma is sexless. There is infinite power within you. By all means develop
the feminine (motherly) heart that God has endowed you with: but be not a
coward. Stand up: hold before yourself the great ideals of Mira, Maitreyi, and
Gargi. Contribute spiritual articles to ladies magazines. Attend all ladies
meetings: and push yourself to the forefront and deliver lectures. Start with your
own school. Informally talk to your own students on God and Divine Life. Create
an interest in little girls. Talk to them of ethical culture and discipline. Gradually
the circle will become wider and wider. People will soon come to know of your
divine nature and flock to you. Side by side you should practise rigorous Sadhana
and mould yourself. Then everyone will be compelled to listen to you. Keep
always in touch with the leading women of the country and the world at large.
Correspond with Sarojini Devi, Mira Behn, Rajkumari Amrit Kaur and others
outside India. Exchange of ideas is a healthy habit. You will soon become one of
them.
ALL THIS IS DRAMA ONLY
A devotee from Sri Swami Sukdevanandajis Ashram has come. He was known to
Siva to be a good dramatist. At once Siva asked that a copy of all the Dramas
written by Siva be given to him. With a visible profusion of gratitude, the devotee
started perusing the books one by one, forgetting the Ashram, forgetting that he
is sitting before Siva, forgetting everything, in fact (for he was seen admiring the
book, smiling at some interesting passages in it, suddenly growing serious and
serene at the impact of a sublime thought, etc. etc.)
It was quite a while before his attention was shifted from the books to the author.
You have written wonderful dramatic works, Swamiji.
Glory be to the Lord, the Prompter of all actions! replied Siva in all humility.
You have, Swamiji, given a new life to the histrionic art. Now people will know
that even drama can be put to spiritual use. All the prejudices against the stage
which grew in ignorant hearts will vanish.
I have always felt that spiritual truths should be presented to the public in a form
which they would appreciate most. If I find that many people go to a cinema, I
will at once produce a play. If I find that people are interested only in storybooks,
I will write philosophical stories. After all, what harm is there in enacting a
drama. As a matter of fact, we are all every day enacting hundreds of scenes. The
whole world is a big drama. Our real nature is something and our assumed nature
is something diametrically opposite. This grand play teaches us innumerable
lessons. Similarly, the plays will also impress the spiritual ideas on the peoples
minds.
After the devotee had left, Siva told us of Sri Swami Sukdevanandaji.
Sukdevanandaji is one of the oldest companions of Siva. And, in many respects
they are alike. S. has the same spirit of dynamic activity which animates every
nerve of Siva. He has done tremendous work through the Daivi Sampat Mandal.
Wherever he goes, he holds conferences and does propaganda work. Another
point of close resemblance between these two great spiritual giants is their
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absolute sincerity. They never mince words or matters. They go straight to the
very core of the problem before, decide on the adoption of a course, and with
great zeal, earnestness and sincerity, achieve the object. Their courage, and willpower are beyond description. Their devotion to the cause is beyond words.
Sukdevanandajis Guru Bhakti is supreme: in fact, all his achievements are
attributed by him to the grace of his Guru, Sri Swami Ekarasanandaji Maharaj.
16TH NOVEMBER, 1948
DEVOTION TO SIVA
Sri Mathur, General Manager of the Paramarth Bank, Rishikesh, was waiting for
Siva near his Kutir early in the morning. Even while Siva was emerging from the
Kutir, Sri Mathur fell prostrate at Sivas feet, on the bare ground. He placed a
small amount (in silver coins) at Sivas feet, as flowers.
Swamiji Maharaj, today is my birthday. I have come to seek your blessings in
order that I may stick to the path of righteousness and remember God.
Siva blessed him and gave him his (Sivas) golden advice. Later Siva told us:
Mathurji is a very pious and noble soul. He must have a lot of work to do. Yet, he
is very regular in his Sadhana. Look at his devotion. He has come all the way from
Rishikesh. He would have taken Sanyas also. But, his family circumstances are
such that he is at present unable to do so. Now he is practically leading a
Sanyasins life.
DESTRUCTION OF PLEASURE-CENTRES (A BLESSING)
Srimathi Kanta Rani of Delhi, a young devotee with good spiritual Samskaras
who is staying here for the past few days informed Siva that her father-in-law, a
retired Engineer (Sri Shroff) had decided to build a Kutir in the Ashram premises
and live here. They had planned to have the foundation-stone laid by Siva today.
It is an excellent idea. Only those who have spiritual Samskaras embedded in
their very being will have such inclination. It is a rare ambition.
Do not imagine that you are not happy because you have lost your husband. It is
all Gods will; and as He is our own Father, all that He does is for our good only.
Lord Krishna Himself says in the Bhagavatha that he removes the pleasurecentres of one whom He loves most. I will tell you a story: listen.
Sri Krishna and Arjuna were once travelling through a town. They went to a rich
mans house and asked for some food. This haughty man abused them in the
vilest terms, refused to give them food and ran to beat them with a stick even.
Arjuna almost lost his temper; but Krishna, realising this, wanted to quit the
place. But, before doing so, He blessed the rich man with very much more riches,
hundreds of cows, bungalows, etc. Arjuna thought this was queer behaviour; but
kept quiet. Then they went to a poor mans house. He was an emaciated skeleton.
But he had great devotion to the Lord. When the divine travellers approached
him for food, he at once ran in, brought good milk (the only article of food he had
in the house at that time) made Krishna and Arjuna (whom he did not recognise,
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as they were in disguise) sit on the cot and entertained them. Bhagavan, how
blessed I am to have had your Darshan. You appear to be great devotees of the
Lord. All this is yours only. Command me: what shall I do for you? The Lord
understood His hearts spiritual yearning. He looked around and He found that
the only property of the poor man was a cow. As they emerged from the house,
Lord Krishna uttered a curse: May this cow die! Arjuna was furious at this
outrageous act on the part of the Lord Himself. What, you cursed the poor man
who entertained us so nicely and blessed the haughty rogue who scolded us. What
injustice. Krishna replied: My dear Arjuna, be calm. This poor man is a great
devotee of mine: I love him, too. The cow is the only object to which he is
attached. The moment it is taken away, he will devote himself entirely to Me. He
will soon attain Moksha. Whereas, the rich haughty man would find that his
riches have suddenly increased. This will add to his egoism, to his bondages and
to his worries.
Therefore, we should all rejoice when the pleasure-centres are removed. You are
now free to do Sadhana all the twenty-four hours. Sri Shroffji is also a good
Sadhaka. He has retired from active public life. Why should he worry himself any
more? He can also spend his last days peacefully on the banks of the Ganga in
silent contemplation. Ekanta-Vasa is absolutely necessary from every point of
view. Seclusion alone will give you everlasting peace and joy. Enough of friends,
relatives. If you remain in Delhi, even if you are spiritually-inclined, there will be
a lot of disturbance. Here, you can remain undisturbed.
When Srimathi Kanta Rani had left, Siva talked to us of retired people. They can
devote their entire time to Sadhana: they should. How few of them do so! Sri
Shroff is a good Sadhaka. He is also a mental Sanyasin: as Srimathi Kanta is a
mental Sanyasini. (After a pause) Do you know of certain other mental
Sanyasins? They will indulge in tall talk: they will discuss Vedanta and high
philosophy: they will sing, dance and do Japa: but, you will soon come face to
face with their hollowness when you approach them with a request, Maharaj, you
have got fifty thousand rupees, kindly donate one thousand rupees to the
Ashram; it needs it. They will not part with a single pie. This is a type of
hypocritical mental Sanyasin.
But Shroff is not like that. He builds his Kutir in the Ashram with the express
purpose of letting the Society use the building whenever they are not using it.
MOHAMED SHOULD GO TO MOUNTAIN
If mountain does not come to Mohamed, Mohamed should go to mountain.
As soon as Siva came into the office, he enquired of Vishnuji: Vishnuji, did you
go to Shroffs Kutir this morning to teach him Asans?
Yes, Swamiji.
That is good. Some of these old people might feel shy to practise Asans in public.
They will think Supposing I fall down while standing on Sirasasan, people will
laugh and so avoid coming to the Asan class. For such peoples sake, you should
go to their room and teach them Asans. That is real spirit of service.
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Another important point. Do not simply come away after the Asan-practice is
over. Do a few minutes Japa and meditation: a couple of minutes silent
meditation: repeat Shanti Mantras, and then come away. Thus, even this Asanclass will be converted into a class on Yoga of Synthesis, with Japa, Dhyan,
Kirtan, etc. The effects of such Asan-practice will be much more lasting.
HUMOURTHE SPICE OF LIFE
A little later Sivas bag was suddenly found to glove his right hand: off came the
hand with two bananas, and the bag dropped itself into a corner.
Vishnuji, take these! These are not for you. You are a good Karma Yogi:
therefore, you should not take them yourself, but give them to others. Give them
right and left.(meaning: one to Sri Sivapremji, sitting on the right, and the
other to me, on the left).But, dont give them right and left!
SERMON ON THE BATTLE-FIELD
The rattling noise of the typewriters, beating the divine life-drums, produced a
deafening noise. The pen in the hands of many youthful, energetic aspirants
rushed along the body of registers, wrappers and letter-heads, spilling ink (the
blood of divine life). Sanyasins, Brahmacharis and householder-devotees rushed
to and fro carrying magazines and leaflets, the banner of divine life. Siva, the
General, sat at the head of the office watching with satisfaction this battle against
ignorance.
There entered into this field of Supreme Battle of Life, an engineer, a doctor and a
layman, with two ladies and a child. Besieged on all sides by the dark forces of
materialism, they had resorted to Siva to help them fight their battles. Truly it
was like Arjuna resorting to Krishna in a moment of despair and desolation.
They were eager to find a solution to the problem that faces them: How to fight
the inner battle?
Do Japa, Kirtan, Asans, Pranayam. Get up at 4 a.m. Do Brahma Vichar. Study
one chapter of the Gita daily. Observe Mouna for two hours. Fast on Ekadashi.
Siva virtually sang his song of Twenty Instructions.
But when I say all this you will be frightened; do Japa of the name of the Lord
and remember Him always. This one thing is sufficient to take you to the Goal.
The mind always wants to run after sensual pleasures. Draw it back to the
LakshyaGod. Fix it there. Then you will enjoy more peace, more joy and more
strength. What is there in these pleasures? Any amount of worldly good fortunes
and wealth will be of no avail. When the bank fails, your heart also will fail. When
you are out of job, even your servant will not listen to your word. It is only when
you are a big officer that people salute you. It will vanish when you lose the job or
when you retire from the job. But, if you are a man of God, if you have acquired
divine wealth or Daivi Sampath, you will be honoured and revered everywhere at
all times. Acquire the Four Means to salvation. Vairagya, Viveka, Shad-Sampath
and Mumukshutwa. Then take to the study of the Upanishads, Gita and Brahma
Sutras.
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Stage by stage, you should evolve and know that happiness is not to be had in
sensual objects. The greatest pleasure that man enjoys during the course of the
day is in deep sleep. Is this not clear proof that pleasure lies outside the senses,
outside the mind, outside the sense-objects? When discrimination dawns, and
when you have real Vairagya, there will be a natural yearning to realise True Bliss
of the Atman. Then you will take to spirituality and enjoy Atmic Bliss.
Lead a pure virtuous life. Practise Satyam, Ahimsa and Brahmacharya. Sing the
names of the Lord with intense devotion. This alone is sufficient. Keep your body
in good health by the practise of Asans and Pranayam. Spend your holidays in
places of seclusion like Rishikesh and utilise the entire period in solid Sadhana.
These are the preliminary aids to Divine Life. Then, by gradual stages, you will
progress to the Supreme Abode. May God bless you. OM Namo Narayanaya.
Long after Siva had concluded his inspiring discourse, the party was in no mood
to get up or go. This sermon on the Battle-field apparently acted as a Brahmastra
for them to slay all their inner foes and threw a flood of light and joy into their
hearts. In a dazed mood they prostrated to Siva and thanked him profusely for
this illumination.
MY FRIENDS AND RELATIVES
The foundation-stone laying ceremony had been scheduled to be performed at 12
noon. So, Siva got up, collected his children in the office, including the visitors,
and proceeded to the site. The blazing sun and the physical movement slowly
brought down our visitors to the human plane.
Swamiji, supposing we wish to stay here for some time, can we come with our
family? asked the engineer as we were nearing the Ashram archway.
Of course, yes: do you think that we are without our families here? Why, this
flower, this creeper, this delightful plant, this tall treeall of them are my familymembers. The whole world is pervaded by God, one Atman. Feel: feel, the entire
world is your family only. Expand your consciousness and be free.
After such a struggle they were able to ask him one mundane question: and
expected Sivas reply also in the language of the earth. But, what a luck!
ALWAYS THE SAME
My Lord! What frail instruments you often choose for thy gigantic work. You take
us by the hand and drag us along. Yet, we act only as a burden to tire your tireless
zeal, instead of taking you on our shoulders and running along under your
direction.
Except for the solitary mason working at the site, Siva was the first to arrive.
Again he started: Bring the Puja materials from the temple. Go and get the
Prasad. Call Iyannaji. Tell Sri X that we are waiting here. Where is Sastriji? Who
will do the Puja? etc. What inexhaustible patience. Any other head of an
institution would be fuming with rage.
One by one they started coming. When Sri Shroff arrived, Siva took him up the
hillock for an examination of the pit dug. Is this enough? Will it not be better to
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have it a little deeper? Shroff was of the same opinion. At once the mason started
on his work again. This could well have been done earlier.
SERMON ON THE MOUNT
Then began Kirtan, Chidananda Swamiji leading.
Today, commenced Siva, is the auspicious day of the full moon. Paurnami. It is
a blessed day that reminds us of the nature of the Lord, Brahman or our own Self.
Brahman is Paripoorna, fullness, infinite, Bhuman. It is not partial: it is One
Homogeneous Existence, undivided, full. It is this that the full moon reminds us
of. Other days represent the moon only as partial: only today the moon has all the
sixteen Kalas. This is not the new moon (Amavasya) day of ignorance, inertia or
Tamas. Today is the full moon day of light, joy and bliss.
On this most auspicious day we lay the foundation-stone of a Kutir for seclusion
proposed to be built by Sri Shroff of Delhi. He is a retired engineer who wishes to
live in seclusion in Rishikesh spending the rest of his life in divine contemplation,
in the practice of Sadhana. He and Srimathi Kanta Rani, another exalted soul
keenly interested in the acquisition of the inexhaustible wealth of the Lords
Name, of devotion to His Lotus Feet, of leading the divine life intend to practice
Tapascharya at this holy spot, and to attain the goal of life.
This goal of life is God-realisation. Nothing else is of any use. Man is lost in the
glamour of material pleasures. Sensual enjoyment cannot give lasting happiness.
Even if you have a dozen bungalows, twenty motor-cars, a few crores of rupees in
your bank, and a army of servants: even if you have a beautiful wife, and many
children, even if you have all the material pleasures that the world can offer you,
you cannot have that supreme peace that can come only out of Self-realisation. In
the Self alone is there deep abiding peace. Do not be duped by these sensual
objects. When the bank fails, you will weep. More wealth, more worry. With the
fulfilment of your desires, they multiply: you can never root them out by feeding
them. Unless you are desireless, you can never have peace.
Himalayas represent the Swarupa of the Lord. Sthavaranam Himalayah I am
the Himalayas among the immoveables. Gaze at this gigantic manifestation of
the Lord. Again, Srothasamasmi Jahnavi I am Ganges among streams. What
more do you want? The Himalayas are our father and the Ganga is our mother. It
is a great blessing to live at the feet of Himalayas and to take bath in the Ganga. It
is in the Himalayas that great saints and sages have practised Tapas from time
immemorial and realised God. The holy vibrations of these Self-realised sages are
ever present in the very atmosphere of these parts.
Sri Shroff and Srimathi Kanta are indeed blessed souls. They have resolved
rightly. They have understood the vanity of the world. Their examples should
open the eyes of others. Nowadays even retired people cling to their families and
relatives: they are attached to property and wealth: they are greedy and want to
enter into private service somewhere or other to earn some more money. Even
after suffering all their life in this Samsara they have not realised the gravity of
the situation, they have not realised the importance of the life divine. Every
retired man should follow Sri Shroffs example and actually retire into seclusion.
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Swamiji, perhaps he did not stay on at the Ashram because he was not given a
rousing reception he might have expected.
What reception? A Sanyasin should not have such expectations and desires.
THE ACID TEST
He left the Ashram to do intense Tapasya and Sadhana. If he had really done
much Tapasya or Sadhana, he would have developed the loving heart, an entirely
changed angle of vision, and this would have electrified whomever he met here.
He would have adopted an attitude of humility, of service, of brotherly love
towards everyone here. He would thus have endeared himself to everyone.
Naturally a different atmosphere would have been created. This is the way. He
should always conquer peoples hearts through love and service. There is no other
way. If he was not able to do that, it means the Sadhana was a continuous
indulgence in inertia and an increased fattening of the ego.
Good lesson we ourselves learnt today. What more precious lessons can Tapasya
teach us? Better to serve selflessly and egolessly than to add to our egoism by
other means.
SHIP OF LIFE
We should much rather surrender ourselves at Sivas feet and let him carry the
burden. It is possible by progressively opening up the Antahkarana to Sivas daily
teachings and actions to imbibe his divinity: when the fire of Siva-Sankalpa has
burnt our ignorance, the flame of knowledge will get lighted and burn brilliantly
illumining every nook and corner of our being.
Strangely enough, the same thoughts have found expression in a letter which we
received just today from Srimathi Sivaramaseetha Bai of Tuticorin:
There are three types of Jnanis, she says. There are the Muktha Purushas who
are like the small pieces of wood that float on the surface of a river. They can
float, but they cannot bear the burden of even one small bird. If the bird sits on
this piece of wood, the wood will sink. Then, there are the Nityas. Like a country
boat these Jnanis will take along with them beyond the ocean of Samsara a small
band of devotees. Then there are the Avatara Purushas. They are like huge
steamers. Without the least effort, as though playfully, they can carry over their
shoulders thousands of Jivas with all their burdens, their bag and baggage (viz.,
their sins and Samskaras) and take them to the other shore of immortality or
God-realisation. You are like the great ocean-going liner: you belong to the third
class of Jnanisthe Avatara Purushas, says she addressing Siva. She has given
another beautiful description: Muktas are like a small lantern placed in a room.
This is not of any use to those outside. Nityas are like the street lights. They
illumine a whole street. But Avatara Purushas are like the sun. They illumine the
entire universe. Like the sun, the Avatara Purusha helps the entire world. You
belong to this class of Jnanis. I rejoice when I hear of your glory and service: the
glory and service of a true spiritual sun. I rejoice that South India has been thrice
blessed in giving birth to an Avatara Purusha like you.
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Well done. You have diagnosed the Doctor of the Soul himself accuratelythat is
what we should say to Sri Sivaramaseetha Bai.
LESSON IN BEGGING
Sri Swami Muruganandaji wants to lead a life of seclusion and Tapasya. He came
to the office to take leave of Siva.
Swamiji, I intend to go to Andhra Ashram and stay there for some time. Then I
shall find out a suitable place for myself.
But, whenever you go, you should make yourself useful. Then only will people
like you. Merely taking Bhiksha and sitting idly somewhere is not Yoga. That is
Tamasic indulgence. Not only will people not like you, but your own progress will
be slow. Combine meditation with service. Then everyone will like you and your
progress will also be quick.
All right: you can remain wherever you like. Take Bhiksha from the Kshetra. But,
you should know the method! Come: I will show you how. Sit here. Now, you are
the kitchen manager who distributes the food. You should make a nice bag of
your cloth like this. Then hang it on your forearm like this. Go to the man who
gives roties. Receive the roties gracefully bending your body, like this. Then catch
hold of the loose ends of the cloth with the left hand itself (do not place the
improvised bag on the floor) and, with the right hand, take the dhal in the vessel.
Then go to the vegetable-walah: take the vegetables and walk off, Siva
demonstrated the entire process: made M. also do so.
Swamiji, the main difficulty for me is that I do not know the language and there
are no people here whom I know or who know me. Therefore, I intend to go to
South India.
What is this? A Sanyasin should always remain in a place where he is least
known. That is the secret behind the Parivrajak life also. Familiarity not only
breeds contempt in some quarters, but Moha in others, too. That is very bad.
Always remain unknown, a stranger wherever you go. That is the gate to Moksha.
And serve at every opportunity that you get. OM Namah Sivaya.
M. left ultimately for his own South India.
RUB EVERYWHERE: SMALL OR BIG
A Chettiar from the South was describing the affairs of a well-known Ashram.
There are parties and cliques: power-politics with national politics thrown in.
Provincialism, caste distinctions: distinctions between high and low.
Siva remarked in jest, though with deep significance: Everywhere there is rub.
Only in some places it is a small rub: in others it is big rub. World is a place of
rubs only. And, which Ashram or locality is out of the world? The ideal Ashram
is a place where there is the least rub!
ALWAYS SING ANANDOHAM
Sri Aravamudan had a pricking conscience: he had told an unpremeditated lie,
without realising its consequences. And, peculiarly (as it often happens with Siva)
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will get a large membership for the Association, too. You can then introduce them
into Yoga and work wonders. All these are necessary in the present age.
Then Sri R.V. Sastri explained how many immoral people had been turned to the
divine path by Siva contributing articles to very low-class trash journals.
People first purchase the journal to read the trash stories. Later they find in it
one page of matter which is absolutely the opposite of the matter contained in the
others. There comes a moment in the life of every man, a hit somewhere, a knock
somewhere, when he turns to God. This one-page catches fire in his heart at that
psychological moment: he turns away from the rubbish and buys the magazine
only for this one page. It goes to such an extent that he cuts the page away from
the ugly matter of the magazine and then reads.
That is the secret. Siva will find out the worldly mans weak-points, and
seemingly try to feed him there, but inwardly draw him to Divine Life. This is
what Lord Krishna was doing: an art in which He, too, was an adept.
19TH NOVEMBER, 1948
CHILD MAKES THE AGED CHILDREN
Sri S.Y. Krishnaswami, I.C.S., and his wife have come again from Delhi. Siva met
them after they had finished their night-meal: in the Dining Hall.
You have had your meal?
Yes, Swamiji. Last time we came here, we had a great desire to attend the
evening Bhajan: but we could not. So, today we have come with the express
intention of attending the Bhajan. When we returned to Delhi, we were always
thinking of the calm and serene atmosphere of Rishikesh. It is only your Ashirvad
that has brought us back here.
Very good. There is, I think, not one better place in the whole world, than
Rishikesh. You must settle down here. What job, money, family, wealth, position?
Peace you can get only in this sort of life.
I entirely agree with you, Swamiji. I have enjoyed all the comforts and joys that
worldly life has to offer man. I have travelled all over the world. First I went to
America through the Western route. The second time I went through the East. I
have stayed in the very best hotel in America paying thirty-five dollars a day. I
have presided over international conferences. But, nothing like spending even
one evening here, sharing the simple food, leading the simple life, sleeping in a
simple cottage.
In the Bhajan Hall Siva prompted Sri Krishnaswami to sing. And, in the magnetic
aura of this child-like Siva, K. forgetting the urban life he was accustomed to, and
sang a couple of stanzas from Ananda Lahari, beautifully and with Bhav. Siva
greatly appreciate the songs.
Old Satchidanandaji also sang. It was a thrilling Satsang gathering. All old men
become like children in the presence of this utterly simple child Siva!
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Yes, it is very good. Soak almonds in water overnight: peel them: make them into
a paste along with Brahmi Buti in the morning. Prepare a sherbat and take it, say,
after your morning coffee.
Swamiji, I thought of it only as a substitute to coffee which I want to give up
altogether.
No, no. You need not give it up. It is necessary for brain-workers like you. The
prohibition is only for the sake of those who drink gallons of coffee every day.
Always observe strict moderation in diet. Then, whatever food you take becomes
Satvic.
SIVA TRIES A SANDAL ON
I watched Siva coming, through the window of the office. I thought: Why is he
walking so slowly, almost limping? Sivas gait is always majestic (even if he is not
well) and his pace fast. Siva noticed my curiosity.
In all these sixty-two years I have not worn these!He pointed to the sandals
(chappals) he was wearing. My shoes started pinching and I noticed small
eruptions on my feet. So, I am trying these on. But, being unaccustomed to it, I
feel a strange uneasiness. I feel as though the sandals would slip off. I have to grip
them tightly with my toes.
Man is born with nothing in this world. The child gets a toy: and grips it tightly,
lest it should lose the toy. The boy gets a chocolate, and holds it tightly. The man
grips tightly to himself wife, children, property, position, prestige, etc., lest he
should lose them. These are the glamorous objects that allure the human being.
Once he throws them away and rests in his own Swarupa, he is at peace.
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1ST DECEMBER, 1948
TAPO BHUMI
Sri Lakshminarayama Sastrigal and his sister came into the office and bowed to
Siva. After enquiring about their health, etc., and whether they had taken their
morning coffee and tiffin, Siva said:
Take your bath in hot water. It is rather cold today and cloudy, too.
Smilingly, Sri Lakshmi Ammal said: Swamiji, should we take hot water bath on
the very bank of the Ganga? But, the water of the Ganga is really very cold:
otherwise, we would have taken our bath earlier in the morning as we usually do
in the South.
That is different. Uttara Khand is Tapo Bhumi. The Achara of the south does not
apply to those who live here. The very life here is Tapas and soul-purifying. The
very atmosphere bathes us continually in a spiritual Jnana Ganga. After a pause,
Siva added half in humour: Do you know? When Suka Deva was roaming about
in the Himalayan forests, he did not even clean his teeth. He purchased a packet
of tooth powder only when he reached Delhi.
Side splitting laughter was the result of this humorous remark full of sublime
import.
SANYASIN IS NOT HUMAN BEING?
In the evening, after the Kirtan, Siva took Srimathi Lakshmi Ammal round to the
Library, to the stock-room of books, to the Yoga Museum, to the Yajnashala and
the photographic dark room. Padmanabhanji was showing them the photoprinting process. When this inspection was over and we were about to leave the
dark room, Siva said:
What has a Sanyasin go to do with photography? What use has he for
photographs?
We turned to Siva himself for an answer.
After a few moments, Siva added: That way people will start asking: What has a
Sanyasin to do with food? With clothing? Is not a Sanyasin a human being?
Everyones body and bodily needs are the same and all that the householder
needs and does, the Sanyasin, too, needs and does. Only the attitude is entirely
different.
2ND DECEMBER, 1948
WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
The Judge Saheb (Sri Yogi Gauri Prasadji of Swarg Ashram) has come, on a sort
of official visit to advise the Society on certain legal matters. After he had finished
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COAT OF ARMS
Devotees of the Lord are familiar with Kavachas or Stotras invoking the Lords
protection. Every Kavacha ends with a Phala-truti: He who repeats this morning
and evening will be free from diseases, etc.
Siva has worn a wonderful Kavacha on him. The moment he sits on his chair in
the office (and this I noticed only today), he quickly gazes at the various pictures
of Gods and Goddesses hung on the wall around himVishnu, Venkatesa,
Saraswati, Lord Krishna, Siva, etc. Try this once. You will at once be inspired with
glowing spiritual thoughts, divine energy and potency. A great secret worth
careful note by every Sadhaka. To Siva (as it is to most of us) the pictures hung on
the walls are not mere decorations. But, they are realities to him who are there
ever watching over him, inspiring him from within, guiding him and protecting
him.
Now I understand why and how he pulled up an inmate for changing the place of
the picture of Saraswati. Ordinarily we would never have noticed if such a
changes takes place in our rooms or houses.
13TH DECEMBER, 1948
FUMES OF PROSPERITY
What a miracle!
Yesterday and today the Ashram witnessed a continuous series of Havans. Lord
Viswanath was surrounded on all sides by sacred fires around which were seated
pious souls offering oblations into the sacred fire with the repetition of Mantras.
Yesterday, on one side there was Gita Havan, for it was Gita Jayanthi, the day on
which Bhagavad Gita was revealed to humanity. On another side was going on
the grand Gayatri Havan with fifteen Brahmins sitting round the fire offering
oblations to the repetition of the Gayatri Mantra.
The Gita Havan was performed by the Ashram, for the welfare of the whole
world, and for the spiritual illumination of the entire humanity.
Gayatri Havan was arranged on behalf of a pious devotee.
Today there was a unique Havan in connection with the Ati Rudra Yajna. This
Yajna in Kali Yoga is comparable to the Aswamedha Yaga in the previous Yugas.
It entails enormous expense. It is only due to Sivas divine presence and grace
that the Ashram has been able to undertake to perform this Yajna. Otherwise, it is
difficult even for Rajahs and Maharajahs.
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GLORY OF MANUAL LABOUR
Sivas eyes on his entrance into the office in the morning fell on the few banana
peels lying in a corner.
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Nowadays, no one sweeps the office in the morning. All enthusiasm has faded
away, I think.
Last Sunday, I swept Swamiji.
Day before yesterday was my turn.
Siva listened as a school-master listens to the lame excuses of children who had
forgotten to do home-work.
If there is a genuine interest in keeping the office clean in you all, then even the
thought of my turn and his turn would not arise.
Vji may be busy with letters. But, then at least the junior inmates ought to take
this work upon themselves. I am not saying because the others are senior: but
they may feel that they may be able to do more intellectual work in that period.
Manual work is very essential. It will keep your body healthy. It will provide you
with a spirit of service. You will be able to develop humility, forbearance and
other divine virtues. Cleanliness is next to Godliness. You should take delight in
such Seva. There should be no compulsion from outside, nor should you do it just
because some one else is asking you to.
15TH DECEMBER, 1948
NEVER CLAIMING ALLEGIANCE
The Avadhuta Swamiji is seriously ill. Sri Rajagopalji and Chidanandaji are in
constant attendance: through their efforts and by the grace of Siva, the old
Swamiji had actually been rescued from the jaws of death two days ago.
Siva was at Avadhuta Swamijis bedside, affectionately enquiring about his
health.
Govindaswamiji who had a malarial attack, came to the spot.
How are you?
Swamiji, he had high fever in the afternoon, explained Chidanandaji.
Siva noticed Govindaswamijis unshaven face. I think a good shave is urgently
necessary. It will relieve him of half the feverish appearance. I always believe that
a neat and clean appearance goes a long way in the curing of a disease.
Swamiji, I thought it would be nice to clip Avadhuta Swamijis beard also a bit,
because now he is greatly inconvenienced while taking milk or coffee on account
of the beard.
No, no. We should take Sendamangalam Swamijis permission before doing so.
(Sendamangalam Swayamprakasha Swamiji is the Avadhuta Swamijis Guru.)
Without his Gurus permission, you cannot cut his hair.
This, in spite of the fact that the old Swami had made Ananda Kutir his abode,
and had Guru-like veneration towards Siva. Siva would help, lodge, feed and
maintain a Sadhu, but not claim his allegiance.
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Swamiji, even though I have not visited this Ashram previously, I have heard a
lot about your humanitarian services and the noble work the Ashram is doing.
22ND DECEMBER, 1948
I BELONG TO YOU
Today is the 87th Birthday of Sri Raghavacharyaji, the founder of Sri Darshana
Mahavidyalaya, near the Ashram. Siva had been invited and he went up to the
Vidyalaya with fruits, etc.
As he was nearing the Vidyalaya, Sri Raghavacharyaji, Sri Vishnu Dutt Sastriji
and others were hurrying towards him to welcome him. Noticing this, Siva
remarked: Do not trouble yourself, Maharaj, I belong to you all. This honour is,
therefore, superfluous.
DUTY OF DISCIPLES
Siva then delivered an inspiring talk. After describing in detail Sri R.s services, to
the cause of the spread of Sanskrit knowledge and a knowledge of the Darshanas,
Siva felt that Sri Acharyajis disciples should join hands with one another and
bring out a short life-sketch of Sri R. It is your duty, the duty of all the disciples
of Sri Acharyaji Maharaj. Where there is a will, there is a way. You should all at
once set about the task.
SAGUNA vs. NIRGUNA
Siva led the gathering to the famous RAM chant. He demonstrated to them how
his RAM chant, in some respects, even excelled OM chanting. OM is Nirguna and
RAM is Saguna. Chant RAM. It is even more inspiring. You will quickly get into
Bhava Samadhi. It will bestow on you peace and joy.
THE DESTOYER OF EVILS
Then Siva taught them the loud RAM Japa-Kirtan. It is unique. You have to
quickly repeat Ram Ram Ram. This is wonderful, said Siva. It is very efficacious
when you wish to counteract evil thoughts. You can gain peace very quickly. Not
only this, this quick chanting of RAM automatically brings about KevalaKumbhak and thus goes a long way in stilling the thoughts. It is a powerful form
of exercise also. It increases the gastric fire. You will be able to digest your food
properly. This is an all-round exercise, very suitable to you all, the disciples of
Acharyaji, who is a Samuchaya Vadin.
LIFE OF MY LIFE
Siva noticed some books lying stacked in a corner. He quickly pointed out to one
of the inmates of the Vidyalaya (and this effectively proves the truth of the earlier
remark I belong to you): Please keep these books nicely. They are very precious.
They are more valuable than our life itself. Tie them nicely in a good wrapping
paper and keep them safely. I will ask Kesavji to assist you in this work. Who else
will do this? Divine Life is dissemination of spiritual knowledge: and whoever
does this, Siva is at-one with him.
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SCALE OF VALUES
Sri Seth, the Societys auditor, expresses profound gratitude at having been able
to stay in the Ashram.
Siva said: This is your own home. You can come here as often as you can. You
are, after all, so near. Make it a point to spend all your holidays here and attend
all important functions here.
Swamiji, the world is such that if, instead of saying all this, you had said: Come
to Rishikesh. There is such and such a chance of your acquiring ten thousand
rupees. I would have rushed to Rishikesh any number of times. It is very difficult
to gauge the value that one derives from this Satsang, seclusion and Tirtha Yatra.
Very few people can even understand that there is a lot of good in them.
How true, indeed!
28TH DECEMBER, 1948
OLD MANS SONG
Swami Omkaranandaji and myself had been deputed by Siva to represent him at
the Tehri-Garhwal Constituent Assembly to be inaugurated at Tahri tomorrow.
Familiarity breeds contempt: is a proverb in which I had cent per cent belief. For
once I had to experience an exception.
At Rishikesh, we ran into a tea-shop for a cup of tea. The shop-keeper is an old
resident of Rishikesh.
I have been here for the past forty years. I have been watching all the Sadhus and
Mahatmas. But I have never seen anyone approach Swami Sivanandajis
greatness.
Oh, yes, he has written a number of books, explained some one else.
That is all right. Of course, he is a great learned man, too. But my point is not
that. I have never met anyone who has got his heart. Swami Sivanandajis is a
divine heart. I remember how he used to serve all sick Sadhus and Sanyasins,
poor people and lepers here. I shudder to think: he used often to sleep with
dangerously sick patients suffering from cholera and typhoid. No, no: there is no
one in the world with Sivanandajis heart.
30TH DECEMBER, 1948
SIVA THANKS YOU
The crowded Sadhana Week programme had almost come to an end. The Drama
Four Letters of Yama had been staged under the direction of Sri Swami
Chidanandaji. Many were the interludes to the play: there was the humorous
Doctors Parade conducted by Sri Kesavji with his discourse on Namopathy and
its uniqueness; there was the formal opening of the Anand Kutir Brahma Jnana
Research Pharmacy with Swami Chidanandaji as the doctor-in-charge (Dr.
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dictionary!) the fruits that you take yourself: do not give him stale plantain fit
only to be thrown away. Analyse yourself. See how many good Samskaras you
have developed. Look at the Auditors wife. Even in this cold, she daily goes to the
Ganga for her bath in the morning. Find out how many good Samskaras you have
implanted in yourself. Perfection is not an easy thing: but you need not despair,
you will surely attain perfection if you purify yourself every moment.
ONENESS OF GOD
Siva had instituted the two-party Kirtan with Krishna Dhwanis. After some time,
he said:
There is Uma Raniji: she is a devotee of Lord Siva, and she would like SivaDhwanis. So saying, he started Siva-Dhwanis.
All the names are one. God is one. He is called variously. Particularly, in the case
of Rama Bhaktas, they are asked to repeat the Panchakshari for six months in the
beginning, and worship Siva. It is said that only then will they get Ramas
Darshan. There is a secret behind this: Sivasya Hridayam Vishnur, Vishnoscha
Hridayam Sivah. Both are one. Do not act like the silly devotee of Siva who
plugged the Vishnu-side nostril of a combined image, lest the fumes from the
incense which he was waving before the image should enter Vishnus nostril.
Know that all forms of the Lord are one: all names of the Lord are one and have
equal effect. Some people foolishly imagine that one name is superior to another.
Soham is the best they will say. What do they understand by Soham? They think
that the body is the Atman. What else can they understand? Their minds are full
of dirt. Without cleansing their minds, they cannot understand the Mahavakyas.
They do not practise Karma Yoga and Bhakti Yoga. They speak derisively of
these: they jump to Jnana Yoga. Finally, they achieve nothing at all.
MODERATION
Again Siva sang his other favourite Kirtan in the Maha Mantra tune:
Eat a little, drink a little, talk a little, sleep a little
Mix a little, move a little, work a little, rest a little
Eat and drink in moderation. You will have health and long life. It does not mean
that you should starve. You should be moderate. Have one good meal at noon.
Take a light diet of milk and fruits at night: that, too, before night-fall. In this
respect the Jain custom of finishing their supper before sunset is very healthy.
When you go to bed, you should have digested your food. Then you will have a
refreshing sleep: and you will be able to get up at 4 oclock next morning.
But, what people generally do is just the reverse. They run hither and thither
during the day: and at nightthat, too, very late, they take a heavy diet. They do
not have proper digestion. They suffer from Dyspepsia. They do not enjoy sound
sleep. And, on top of it all, they get up at 8 a.m. A days programme is before
them. They do not know what to do. They get bewildered. Their mind is
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Mixing with all sorts of people is very bad. That does not mean that you should
be gloomy and secluded. Talk to people: be cheerful: but be moderate in this. Too
much of talking will only result in fights and quarrels.
He again sang the song.
This is the Song of A Little. You will be able to remember this very easily. The
moment you think of A Little, you will remember the instructions, too. This is
the Law of Association which governs the mind. Have you not heard of the
famous tion sentence? Examination is a great botheration to the Hindu nation
whose sole occupation is cultivation.
Everyone laughed.
Here you will make many pious resolves. But the next morning you will forget all
about them. Get these small songs by heart. Sing them every morning and
evening. They will inspire you. They will not allow you to slumber again.
At this stage Siva noticed that some people were feeling drowsy, while some
people were slightly inattentive (the time was nearly 12 midnight.)
I have got a medicine which will revive you marvellously. You will get new
vitality without having recourse to tea.
Now sing:
Jaya Jaya Radhe Shyaaaammm....
Jaya Jaya Sita Raaaaaaaammmmmm.
Now, the shooting Dhwanis:
SHYAM
SHYAM
SHYAM
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Govinda
Govinda
Govinda
Govinda
Jivanmuktas
Govinda
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Laksharchana had already progressed well and the Lord (Siva Lingam) had been
fully covered over with a thick shawl of flowers: a wonderful sight.
Siva was circumambulating around the temple. Suddenly he appeared at the
threshold of the shrine. One of the Sadhaks offered Siva some flowers and bael
leaves to worship the Lord with. And, as the Sanyasin outside was going on with
his recitation of the Mantras, Siva also joined us in offering flowers to the Lord.
This went on for a few minutes.
Lo! In a mood of complete self-forgetfulness, Siva had turned on the Sadhus and
Sadhaks sitting around the Lingam and is worshipping them with the flowers
intended for the Lord. I looked up: but there was not a trace on Sivas
countenance or eyes that would indicate his recognition of who exactly we were.
The eyes gazed on: they looked at usbut what can anyone say what he saw?
Sadhus and Sanyasins had vanished: Grihasthas and disciples had vanished: boys
and old men had vanished: man and woman had vanished: all distinctions melted
away before his purified gaze. Lord Siva alone remained. Siva in the Linga being
worshipped by Siva in the human garb. And, Siva worships Siva in the Lingam
and in all: Sarvam Siva-mayam,a silent discourse.
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3RD JANUARY, 1949
JAPA YOGA SADHANA
A visitor wanted Purascharana-rules. He desired to perform a Purascharana of
the Panchakshari. Siva explained to him the essential points.
Swamiji, I dont know if I can every day spare so much time.
It does not matter. Do Japa for about two hours in the morning and two hours in
the night, and if possible increase this period. But, on that account, do not miss
the morning and evening Satsang. Sit down on your Asan, pray to the Lord and
then commence your Japa. Repeat the Mantra slowly. Keep a watch by your side
one day and find out the rate at which you are repeating the Mantra. Then you
can give up counting beads. Supposing, you find that you are able to do 30 Malas
in one hour, calculated the number of Malas that you daily perform according to
the time you have sat. This will prevent distraction in counting.
NO CONTRACT WITH GOD
How many Malas of Japa should I do, Swamiji?
Five Lakhs. But, to be sure, continue till you reach six lakhs. You should not have
the contractors mentality with God. Do the Japa with Nishkamya Bhava. No
rules will worry you.
MIGHTY INTELLECT, BUT?
Sri R. Ramakrishna of Karachi (now at New Delhi) has come with a harmonium
for the Ashram.
He narrated to Siva the gist of a thrilling lecture by an independent spiritual
leader (what a contradiction in termsone cannot be independent and a leader at
the same time.)
Swamiji, Sri. stresses on the immediate individual transformation to be
brought about by Self-awareness, and asserts that the awakened individual will
then be able to establish the right relationship with environments. His theme
begins with an intellectual analysis of ones own emotions which, through the
mental process of naming them as such, become anger, lust, jealousy, etc. Then
such feelings are recorded in memory. This triple process of experiencing,
naming and recording the emotions, is the work of mind or self-projection, or
thought-feeling. The separation of the Thinker from his thought, which is a
mental process leads to the cessation of thought process. When the awakened
individual is alive to the force behind his emotions, it is a state of Being called
LOVE in which the individual experiences an inward richness and creative joy.
He is face to face with the Reality which has no end and which is never static and,
viewed from the relative standpoint of time, is ever new, ever fresh from moment
to moment. When he says this, Swamiji, it is so convincing and inspiring. He does
not have any organisation; and he actually condemns organisations, and also the
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institution of Guru and disciple. He does not believe in, or quote from, any
scripture. He does not advocate any religion, but he says that he has arrived at
the Truth independently himself. He does not like Kirtan and speaks of them
derisively as the shouting-class.
You should not attend such lectures, instantly came Sivas reply. What a
travesty of truth. Lord Krishna has clearly said in the Gita that one should not
unsettle anothers faith. That is why the Sastras emphatically declare the need for
a Guru: the Guru alone will be able to understand the aspirants state and
prescribe the proper Sadhana. The same instructions do not suit all: and if you
enunciate some general principles, they should not be antagonistic to anyone
elses principles. These instructions are suitable only for the microscopic
minority. For advanced students who are well-versed in psychology. Those who
have faith in the Lords name, in Japa, Kirtan, and the Yoga of Synthesis, should
not attend such lectures. Their faith in their own Sadhana will be shaken: they
will not know exactly how to proceed on the new path: and torn between the two,
they will simply collapse midway.
Further, organisations are necessary if you want to do some real and substantial
service to humanity. Everyone has his own organisation. Take the case of this
Sri.: is he not being looked after by the public? Does he not have a following?
That is the organisation, though he may not call it so, and register it. If you have
no selfish motives, there is no harm in having an organisation.
LITTLE THINGS MATTER A LOT
In the evening Satsang, Rampremji had concluded todays portion of Vinaya
Patrika. Quietly, he folded the right-hand top corner of the particular leaf, to
serve as a book-mark, and closed the book. But, Siva, of all people there, had
noticed this.
No, no: Rampremji, dont do that. If you go on doing so, the pages will start
breaking. The book will be spoiled. This is a little thing: but it matters a lot. These
little habits of carelessness and ease-loving nature you should try to overcome.
Place a proper book-marka piece of paper.
This is not the only one. There are people who, when they find it difficult to turn
a leaf in the book, will bring their saliva to use. God did not intend saliva to be
used for this. To prevent this only have the Sastras prohibited such practices as
unholy. They are unhygienic, too.
There are several other practices which a Sadhaka especially should avoid.
Cracking the fingerjoints is one such thing. Spitting, especially when it is
accompanied with a roaring throat-clearing sound, is another. When you are in
others company, disturbing others, specially when they are in meditation, with
curious noises is another. These little things go a long way in forming a Sadhakas
character.
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though it lodges itself deep inside the heart. We learn, but without the bitterness
that naturally accompanies learning in the world.
SHARP TONGUE
A Sadhaka had a grievance. He came into the office with a complaint against
another inmate who had insulted him. Siva counselled forbearance. Later, it was
pointed out to Siva by someone else that the offending party had a sharp tongue
in truth.
Everybody has a sharp tongue. After all, we are all human beings only. But the
beauty lies in controlling it. Before an offending word is uttered, you should
introspect and check it. And, even if occasionally you happen to use the wrong
expression, you should learn the art of smoothening the matter out at once. You
should apologise to the man whom you had offended, talk to him sweetly, ask his
pardon and pacify him. Gradually your very nature will be changed.
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HUMAN NATURE
The room occupied by Sri Shamash had been vacated: and several chairs and
tables had been put to other use. Aramudanji was sitting on a small chair brought
from the vacated room. Siva was walking on the terrace opposite the D.J. Hall.
Seeing A., he remarked:
There is a peculiar joy in using other peoples property, isnt it? It is part of
human nature. Even if we have good chairs, we will discard them and use others
just because they belong to other people. Mysterious is the mind.
Such objective analysis of human nature, without letting the emotional aspect of
our own personality or any personal equation coming into the picture at all,
serves to enlighten us, and saves us from the inevitable fault-finding nature
apparently involved in it.
ITCHING HAND
Padmanabhanji! Bring me one rupee worth of small coins. Write the amount as
charity. Whenever I go out, I should have some small coins in my pocket. I see
poor people on the road, but I have nothing to give them. I used in Malaya always
to keep a lot of small change in my pocket and distribute them to the poor. That
gives me a great joy and peace. Bring the coins at once.
P. at once brought some coins.
THIS IS MONEY?
What is this? asked Siva handling a half-anna coin.
Half-anna? I have never seen this. (This coin has been in use for a considerable
time now.) I do not have any occasion, because I do not handle money. It is a
peculiar shaped coin. Is it enough if I give a poor man only half-anna? What will
he get for it?
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I do not deliver any lectures and Kathas. But, I teach students if they come to
me, replied the Swami.
But, yet, your discourses are like those of learned pundits who have made
lecturing their profession.
Swamiji, confessed the Swami: but for your grace I would not have been able to
deliver even one lecture in my life. It is only because you forced me in the first
instance to deliver lectures that today I am able to hold an audience. Otherwise, I
would have remained dumb, Swamiji. Your grace it is that has made me
eloquent.
MISINTERPRETATION OF SCRIPTURES
Topic drifted: and the Swami told Siva:
Swamiji, in his discourse that Acharya gave, a strange meaning to the
Upanishadic Utterance,
Na Ayam Atma Pravachanene Labhyah
Na Medhaya, Na Bahuna Shrutena
He says that this decries the utility of Sravan, Manan and Hididhyasan. He
interprets Pravachana to affect Sravan: Medhaya to affect Manan: and Bahuna
Shrutena to affect Nididhyasan. And, he has made out a queer meaning of this to
the effect that the Atman is not to be attained by Sravan, Manan and
Nididhyasan, but by the grace of the Lord alone. He says that this is the view of
Visishtadwaita.
Another student of Vedanta present in the office pointed out to Siva that the
Dwaita Vadins have found a hidden a in the quotation from Chandogya
Upanishad where the Mahavakhya occurs. Atmaatattwamasi they have construed
to mean Atma Atatwamasi, i.e., Thou art NOT That!
Siva was greatly amused and he said:
You see: the Acharyas are not at fault. Ramanujacharya was great: and he has
stressed the doctrine of grace and devotion, as he found that the vast majority of
the people was not suited to direct Adwaitic initiation. These are all several rungs
in the ladder. Dwaita, Visishtadwaita and then Adwaita. People should not
indulge in these misinterpretations and Khandana. Philosophers and seers
should always synthesise: and their followers should understand the spirit of the
Acharyas teachings and desist from condemning followers of other schools.
EVER-READY TO SERVE
At 11 a.m. Siva was told that at 12 the foundation for a new Kutir (to be built by
Sri Gajanan Sharma of Janjgir) was to be laid. Already Siva had made two rounds
of the hillock: once in the morning for the class and again his usual trip to the
cave. And, food was waiting: it was getting late. Yet, such is Sivas readiness to
oblige, Siva walked up all the way to bless the foundation-stone-laying ceremony.
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injections. Siva himself sat beside the body and rubbed the chest with Hare
Rama Kirtan.
When Padmanabhan who was giving the artificial respiration let go the hand, Rs
hand fell down on the ground just touching Sivas foot.
After some time, it was declared that life was long ago extinct from the body. All
right, now say Krishna Bhagavan ki Jai said Siva and permitted us to carry on
with the last rites. Siva himself poured the first vesselful of Ganges-water on the
body, with Panchakshari Kirtan.
Everyone talked about Ramanandaji: how very quietly he passed away: on such
an auspicious day: without causing any inconvenience to anyone: in harness,
working up to the last breath: etc., etc. Siva gave a quick reply:
Why! His entire life was most exemplary. He was a pucca Vedantin. He never
had any connection with his Purvashram family after he came here. He never
hankered after any comforts of good food. He never interfered with anyone elses
affairs. He had led a perfect life. He had convened three Divine Life Conferences
in Rangoon, and one Religions Conference. He has rendered great service to
humanity. What more do you want?
Someone then remarked: Swamiji, he has always been saying that he would
prefer to die at Swamijis feet and that he would never leave the Ashram,
whatever be the physical inconvenience.
May his soul rest in peace.
12TH JANUARY, 1949
THE FOURTH RESORT
During the morning class, Siva taught us some very good sitting-pose exercises.
Asans and Pranayama have the body as their basis. Siva is never content to let
them remain so. He would insist on the practitioner bringing his mind also into
play. Thus, he prescribes certain Bhavanas, e.g., the Bhavana that the seminal
energy is being converted into Ojas Shakti during the practice of Sirasasan and
Sarvangasan. And, he insists that the Sadhaka should go on repeating some
Mantra mentally all the time.
This morning he started with Uddiyana and Agnisara while sitting comfortably
on Sukhasana.
Mentally, repeat TAT while drawing the abdomen in: and repeat SAT while
resuming the normal position. This applies to Uddiyina and Agnisara Kriya.
Then, the Yoga Mudra with a corresponding backward bend of the spine: first
touching the floor with the nose and then in a swing bending the spine in the
opposite direction resting on hands placed just behind the body. The same
Mantra is repeated in the two processes.
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Similarly, lateral twisting of the spine. First, a slight twist towards the left side,
enough to enable you to place both palms on the floor to your left: then the same
thing on the right side. The Mantra is to be repeated here also.
Then Bhastrika in the same posture.
You would have sat comfortably in Sukhasana and within a few minutes you
would have revitalised the entire system. The little attention you pay to the body
and the mind will be amply rewarded in physical and mental health.
OM TAT SAT DRILL
OM we uttered while still sitting in Sukhasana.
Siva then taught us the following drill:
We assumed the arms-bent-forward position with clenched fists.
TAT: throw the hands forward in a line with the shoulder.
SAT: resume the clenched fist position.
TAT: throw the hands sideways in a line with the shoulder.
SAT: resume the clenched fist position.
TAT: raise the hands, straight, above the head.
SAT: resume the clenched fist position.
Thus, without taking the trouble of changing position or taking off your coat, you
will be able to perform a very useful exercise.
SUPREME COMPASSION
Man is generally compassionate towards himself. He is then nearer the
quadrupeds. A little wider-visioned man extends his compassion to his family. He
has not yet crossed the border. Another man gradually envelopes the village,
district and nation with his compassion. Selflessness to a degree is manifest in
him: he is really a MAN. A saints compassion extends to humanity at large. A
divine personality is compassionate towards all living beingsyet, within this
world. What shall we call one whose compassion flows to planes other than this?
Such indeed is Siva.
After the morning class was over, he suddenly confronted us with a suggestion.
From now, the first of every month will be observed here as ALL SOULS DAY.
We should offer special prayers for the peace of all departed souls. In this
modernised materialistic world Dharma has long ago been lost. Many religions
have come into being in India itself that condemn ancestor-worship, Sraddhas
and Tarpana. The departed souls are in great grief. They naturally look to us to
help them. We must do this.
Someone pointed out that a Spiritualist who had recently visited the Ashram had
contacted several departed souls who declared that they were eternally grateful to
Siva for his Kirtans and prayers for their peace. They said that they had received
great benefit through his mercy.
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Another incident has already been chronicled: Sri Gauri Prasadjis granddaughter
who rejoiced at Sivas Kirtan.
The programme will be, Siva continued: in the morning we should arrange for
consecrated food-offerings to the departed souls. There will be a special
Edkadasha Rudra Abhishekam at the temple. We can have poor-feeding and
Sadhu Bhojan also. In the evening there will be a special Ganga Puja when lights
will be floated on the waters of the Ganges in the name of the departed souls.
There should be special illumination in the temple.
More expenses.... someone thought. The thought was at once read by Siva.
Ohji, dont worry about the funds. They will come. When the Pitrus (manes) are
pleased, they will goad their descendants to contribute to the Society. When old
people hear of this arrangement, they will allot some portion of their properties
to the Society in their Will. Our motive should be pure. We should always
endeavour to serve all with selfless love. God will look after us.
Swamiji, you are perfectly right, said an aged inmate. We started the worship in
the temple. Since then the Ashram has attained to rare heights of prosperity. Who
would have expected the growth of the Ashram so rapidly? How many Kutirs,
how many typewriters, how many booksit is no joke. Surely, all these are
indications that the Devas are highly pleased: the Lord is highly pleased with the
worship here.
I told you: Lord Siva has run away from Kailas at the ceaseless chanting of
Rudram and Chamakam here: and has taken his permanent abode in the
Vishwanath Mandir.
But, Swamiji, slowly put another aged devotee: you are an Adwaitin. Why
should you encourage these Karmas? Where are the departed souls: and how are
we to please them?
That is the mistake we commit. Do not mix up Absolute Truth with relative
activities. So long as the body is there, so long as you think of the body, adorn it,
feed it and look after it, you are in the relative plane only. You can by all means
study and try to understand Vedanta: but you should not attempt to bring it into
Vyavahara. When you have converted this body into a worn-out leather bag to be
used or discarded at will, then you can discard all these Karmas also. Till then,
you have to believe and carry on all these actions.
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FROM MALAYA
A doctor from Malaya has arrived with his wife. After touching reverently the feet
of saint Siva, he said:
Swamiji, I had the rarest good fortune of living in the same bungalow that was
previously occupied by your Holiness.
Is that so? enquired Siva with child-like curiosity.
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And, Swamiji, the Tulasi that you had planted outside is still worshipped: and
every day till I left Malaya I used to light the lamps placed around the Tulasi
Peetham.
It is customary in Hindu households to have a small Tulsi-altar in the courtyard.
Tulasi is very sacred and is very dear to the Lord. Its glory has been sung by
Indian sages: and, curiously enough, its glory is being sung by eminent doctors
and scientists today. The prosperous Dr. Kuppuswami (as Siva was called in his
Purvashram) was yet religious to the very core. And, he took great delight in
observing all these religious customs that have been handed down from
generation to generation.
Yes, yes: even after I had left Negri-Sembilan, Dr. Parsons used to tell me every
time he visited the place that the Tulasi Peetham was being maintained. I am very
glad to hear that.
They then fell into a discussion of the good old days and about their mutual
friends.
Swamiji, you know well that no one in Malaya, especially among those have gone
from here, was free from these evilswine, woman and tobacco. All over Malaya
you alone have acquired the unique name of having been the single man who was
untouched by these evils. It is a great marvel.
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HOW TO ATTAIN COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS
An intellectual friend who accompanied Sri Pindi Dassji, Manager of the Kali
Kamliwala Kshetra, had a desire to know about things concerning the Self. Even
as both of them entered the Hall, Siva had welcomed them with his natural
hospitality, entertained them with fruits and tea and then enquired about their
health, etc.
Swamiji, I wish to ask you some questions on the spiritual side. May I?
Of course, you are welcome to.
I wish to know from you, Swamiji, how I can develop Cosmic Consciousness.
Siva looked at the questioner, as though to measure him with his eyes. After a
couple of minutes came the laconic reply:
Meditate on formulas like I am not the body: I am not the mind: I am the
Absolute Brahman, Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient,.That is of the
nature of Satchidananda. As this idea gets deeper and deeper into your mind,
you will enjoy the Universal Consciousness.
In that case, Swamiji, how am I to be sure that I am not merely hypnotising
myself through these auto-suggestions? That which is beyond mind cannot be
obtained through the minds working. In that case, even meditation becomes
impossible.
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You are right: if you get into these arguments, you will come to an impossible
state. Some sort of auto-suggestion is necessary in the beginning till you reach the
state of intuitive perception. These formulas have to be culled from the
Upanishads which are the utterances of seers and therefore eternal verities.
At this stage Sri Pindidassji interrupted and asked: Swamiji, how are we to
ensure that this consciousness is kept up throughout? When we meditate,
sometimes the consciousness is aroused. But, then, again we turn to work, this
consciousness vanishes.
You have to go on with the practice. Sadhana Chatushtaya Sampath is necessary.
Mind does not want to meditate on God. It always flows down: but the Yogi tries
to take it up to its own source. That is Yoga. You should have to coax it to do the
meditation. Viveka and Vairagya are necessary: then Samadi Shat Sampath are
necessary. Then Mumukshutwa will come. Then and then alone will the mind
long to realise the Supreme.
The visitor put another question: Some Philosopher-Yogis say that the Atman is
not attained through all these Sadhanas, Swamiji: their view seems to be, as I
said, that That which is beyond the body, the mind and the intellect, cannot be
attained through any amount of effort with these.
Quite true: that is what the Sruthi says, too. Na Ayamatma Pravachanana
Labhyah.... Here the Sruthi positively hints at the doctrine of grace. Gods grace
is necessary. Otherwise, nothing is possible.
Sri Pindidassji: But how are we to deserve His grace, Swamiji?
Exactly, that is the point. You have to deserve the grace and invite it to descend
on yourself. Therefore, these Sadhanas are prescribed. First acquire Sadhana
Chatushtaya. Then do Sravan, Manan and Nididhyasan and then you will have
universal consciousness.
Sri Pindidass: That is a long, long process, Swamiji. We want a short-cut, a royal
road.
That short-cut and royal road is meditation. Get up at 4 a.m. It is very favourable
for meditation. Meditate on Vedantic formulas. Try as far as possible to keep up
the Bhavana throughout the day. Gradually, you will become established in it.
They were convinced: it is curious to note in this connection that without
enquiring about their method, Siva had administered the right medicine, the
right method, suited to them!
Then the topic turned to Swami Ram Tirtha whose admirers they both were.
Sri Pindidass: I have read almost all the works of Rama Tirtha and many other
works on philosophy. But, you have very beautifully cleared my difficulties as no
others could.
Siva said: Rama Tirtha was at first a Bhakta and later turned into a Vedantin. I
have heard that on the sands of Brahmapuri he used to dance with the tinklers
around his ankles.
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There is no difference between Bhakti and Vedanti. Bhakti leads to the same
realisation of the Cosmic Consciousness. Tulasi Das, Kabir Dasall Para Bhaktas
have had that Realisation.
The mind wants something to base itself on. Therefore, has Patanjali insisted
that a Yogi should have OM as his Mantra and he should meditate on Its
significance. OM is the name of the Atman. OM is Satchidananda. OM is
omniscience, omnipotence, etc., light, joy and peace. Meditate on these ideas
then you will have Brahmic Consciousness. No doubt about it. Behind all names
and forms, you will then perceive the Nameless and Formless Brahman.
Sri Pindidass then narrated his own story, his interest in philosophy since his
student days in Jammu.
I had once been to Jammu also, said Siva.
Yes, Swamiji. I know. For it was at that time that Kirtan was started at Jammu.
Before that there was no Kirtan Prachar in Jammu. Since the time you planted
the seed of Kirtan there, I cannot describe to you what a great change has come
over Jammu. Everywhere Kirtan. That was solely due to your work there. And, it
went on till the very day of partition and the Pakistan troubles.
18TH JANUARY, 1949
SANYASIN BEWARE!
The morning class again witnessed Siva burst forth in torrential thundering
wisdom. Sivaratri is approaching. A few have applied for Sanyas initiation.
Sanyas is not a joke. When you embrace Sanyas you take upon yourself a
tremendous responsibility. The glory or ignominy of the entire order of Sri
Sankaracharya rests upon your shoulders.
Of course, I have always emphasised that more and more young people with
vigorous limbs and health should come forward to embrace Sanyas and lead a life
of complete self-dedication. There is very little purpose in a man taking Sanyas
when he has a foot in the grave. If you take Sanyas when you are a blooming
youth, you will have ample time to practise intense Tapasya, to do a lot of selfless
service, to meditate, to study, to do Kirtan and Vichar, and realise the Self in this
very birth.
But, then, you should constantly remember that you are living today in a vicious
world. Maya assails you on all sides. Self-realisation is not an easy thing.
Ignorance is the very nature of the universe: though in its essence it is
Satchidananda. Name and form deceive you at every step. Beware. Even Arjuna,
whom the Lord Himself characterised as of His own Amsa (Pandavanam
Dhananjayah), who was so intimate with the Lord, who had seen the Viswarupa
of the Lord which no one else had the good fortune to see, and who was
personally instructed by the Lord in the Bhagavad Gita, even that Arjuna was
afterwards the same man with the same nature.
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Guru can only show you the path. He can only point the goal to you. You will
have to tread the Path yourself. Guru will point out the pitfalls. You will yourself
have to be cautious and avoid them. If you slip into them, remember it is not the
Guru, but you yourself, that are in the pit. But, if you instead of treading the path
of virtue, stray away into sin, you not only kill yourself, burn yourself and reduce
yourself to ashes, but you bring into disrepute the Guru, the order and the
illustrious founders of the Order. Now, do you understand clearly the great
responsibility that rests upon your shoulders?
The foremost among the pitfalls is lust or sexual immorality. This is the greatest
curse for a Sanyasin. It is a terrible fire which burns him instantly: not only that,
its effects last for many, many births. A Sanyasin should beware.
Remember, the world will not be charmed with your erudition or knowledge of
philosophy. Everyone will be watching you to find out if you have Sadhuqualities. They will watch if you are gentle, humble and polite. If you have
virtuous qualities, then you need not go and invite people to admire you. As the
scented stick when lit wafts its smell all round without effort, so if you have
virtuous qualities, people will feel themselves drawn to you. If you have the
proper Bhavana, when people are walking on the road and when another Sadhu
just stands there like a pole, you will remove glass-pieces from the road, you will
run to the aid of a sick man or an old passerby.
Introspect and find out. Why do you want to take Sanyas? You will see that the
mind craves for certain privileges. Egoism will be fattened. You will think: If I am
a Sanyasi, people will respect me: everywhere people will call me Swamiji, Aiye:
now I am looked down upon by some Sanyasins: they think that I am only a
Brahmachari or a Grihastha. Ideals like this only impel most people to take
Sanyas: not ideas like: I will renounce and regain my Self: I will realise the Self.
When this foundation itself is not there, then all your construction will be futile.
When there is this desire to be respected, you will grow more and more sensitive.
You will be very easily offended. You will be highly irritable. Fights and quarrels
are the result. Intriguing, backbiting, scandal-mongering, fear, jealousy, hatred
all these come out of this one root. As you grow older, you will develop this evil
more and more. I have been a Sanyasin for forty years now: this little fellow has
insulted me. Diseases will increase this sensitiveness. You will soon get
exasperated.
God will test you in a million ways. Why should He not? Is the goal you aim at a
little thing? Even to a good many Ghaktas of great evolution God has given
Darshan in the form of ass, buffalo and monkey. You do not aspire for that. You
do not aspire even for a vision of the Virat that Arjuna had. You wish to go
beyond that, beyond Hiranyagarbha, beyond Iswara, beyond Mayayou wish to
realise that Supreme Self, the Paramatman. That is the meaning of Sanyas. Ask
yourself: are you ready to sacrifice everything that is not this Supreme Self?
You are already in an Ashram which acts as an impregnable fortress to protect
you. Remain in white cloth and practise Sadhana. Eradicate all evil qualities.
Cultivate virtues. Think that you are in reality a Sanyasin. That itself is sufficient.
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When you take Sanyas, you should make up your mind once and for all to stick to
the path and bring glory to the Order. Never wander about. You get nothing by
that and you expose yourself to all sorts of temptations. Never have anything to
do with householders. You will realise too late that you have been led into the
deep abyss of ruin.
HINTS FOR SPIRITUAL ORGANISATION
This led Siva into thoughts about the future of the institution whose crest-jewel
he is today.
Later in the day he gave some precious instructions to Swami Chidanandaji about
the conduct of the Societys affairs and the maintenance of the Ashram.
No one should feel estranged in the Ashram. Everyone has got so many faculties.
There is capacity also to do something grand. The Will of God also guides them.
But the difficulty is that when a man leaves his hearth and home, his wife and
children, his parents and relatives, his wealth and position, he feels that he is
entitled to be independent and refuses to be bossed over. We should appreciate
that or at least recognise its existence. Personally, each Sadhaka should take care
that this independence does not blossom forth into arrogance. But those who run
the institution should not hurt the individuals feelings, nor make him feel that he
is being looked down upon. Each department, the moment you entrust it to a
particular person, should be almost independent.
There is a difficulty in this. For instance, there is the Ayurvedic Pharmacy, the
League, etc., where saleable articles are stocked. If those who handle these things
are left to themselves, Maya will spread her net over them and instigate them to
pilfer, thus ruining themselves and the institution. The system should be foolproof and there should be frequent checking also.
This should not lead us into a suspicion-complex. If those who are responsible
for the various departments feel that they are being watched with suspicion, their
interest and zeal will be lost. Just once in a way, have an eye. It is not only good
for the institution, but will prevent the individual from falling a prey to evil.
Every Ashramite should be made to feel that this is his own home. Especially,
those who do not belong to your own caste, creed, community or group should be
specially looked after, lest they should feel that, Because I am a Punjabi, I am
neglected by these Madrassis. They should be made to feel that they are in fact
looked after better here than they would be in an Ashram predominated by their
own people.
And, there should be a sort of tribunal to settle grievances and to listen to
complaints. This should meet once in a way and iron out the differences that may
crop up between man and man.
Old workers, I mean both those who are aged and those who have served the
institution for a long time, should be well looked after. If a Sadhak has served
well for three or four years and has been very useful to us (like Krishnanandaji,
for instance), the Society should attend to his needs till the end of his life. What
little service they can render to the Society they should voluntarily do. There
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world is there who can boldly assert that he has not sinned at all. But, Kirtan,
Japa Dhyana, Vichar, Seva and devotion to the Lords feet burn up even BrahmaKathya Dosha. A dip in the Ganges washes away all your sins.
Now, cheer up. Be bold, happy, peaceful and cheerful. Nothing will ever happen
to you.
FOOD WITHOUT WORK?
A young boy had left his house and has come to the Ashram. Siva noticed his
presence in the Bhajan Hall during the morning class.
What for have you come here? How long do you want to stay?
I have come here to become a Sanyasin, Swamiji. I shall stay here permanently.
You? Sanyas? What for? You think that if you take Sanyas, you can have a
comfortable living, free food and clothing? You wish to eat without work?
Otherwise, why have you come here? You are afraid that you will not be able to
earn your livelihood by working in some office. And, you imagine that you can
deceive the world by taking upon yourself the robes of a Sanyasin and expecting
the world to feed your laziness. Go back: do some service somewhere: earn your
livelihood by honest means: then practise Sadhana side by side. You will get
Moksha rapidly.
REVITALISATION IN A FEW SECONDS
In the morning class Sri Vishnuji demonstrated Bhastrika and also explained the
technique. Siva said:
This Pranayama is a great help to Sadhaks. It has innumerable advantages. The
mind will be more easily concentrated during meditation if you sit after one or
two rounds of Bhastrika. You can effectively drive off sleep and drowsiness
during meditation with the help of this Pranayama. No tea or coffee is necessary.
Lungs get thoroughly exercised and flushed. This Pranayama is a sure remedy for
asthma. It increases the gastric fire, too. Digestion is improved. In a few moments
the entire body and mind are revitalised. In cold places, even if you have no
blankets, practise a few vigorous rounds of Bhastrika. You will be comfortable.
The Pranayama will produce warmth in the body. Padmasan is the best Asan for
practising Bhastrika and Kapalbhati.
This is very much like Kapalabhati. In Kapalabhati breathing is automatically
controlled by the pressure and relaxation of abdominal muscles. When the belly
is drawn in, the diaphragm is thrown up and the lungs will automatically throw
out the breath: similarly, when the abdominal pressure is relaxed, the diaphragm
will descend thus creating a vacuum in the lungs and automatically the breath is
taken in. There is no particular attention paid to breathing and hence, it is more
diaphragmatic exercise. But in Bhastrika, besides the abdominal muscles,
attention is also paid to breathing. Forced expulsions of breath characterise this
Pranayama. The nostrils and the entire bronchial tube as also the lungs are
vigorously cleansed. Here, special attention is paid to Rechaka alone: Puraka
becomes an inevitable corollary. Puraka should be mild, short and automatic and
just that much of breath is taken as would be sufficient for the next forcible
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expulsion. At the end, Bhastrika has a long, mild and full Puraka followed by a
long Kumbhaka and then a full Rechaka. In Bhastrika the maximum number of
expulsions per round is 20, and a Sadhaka is advised to do only three rounds per
sitting. There should be a clear interval between two rounds. In Kapalabhati, the
expulsions can go up to a maximum of 100 at a time.
All of you should make it a point whenever you meet an asthmatic, to teach this
Pranayama (Bhastrika) to him. You will be rendering a great service. You should
teach this Pranayama to all those with whom you come into contact.
21ST JANUARY, 1949
FIRST AID TO THE INJURED
The Sanskrit class was over in the morning at the Forest University.
Siva began his Kirtan: but, curiously enough, it was Jaya Ganesha Kirtan!
From this morning, said Siva: we should have a First Aid Section in the
University. Everybody should have a working knowledge of this most important
branch of knowledge. When a man has cut his arm accidentally and he is bleeding
profusely, a Sadhaka should not be standing near-by, gaping like a fool. He
should at once rush to the aid of the injured. Without proper knowledge, he will
be able to do nothing. If he has a knowledge of First Aid, he will at once be able to
stop the bleeding and thus save the patient.
First of all, this knowledge will be very useful to yourself. The body is an
instrument provided by the Lord to enable the Jiva to achieve the goal of realising
its unity with the Paramatman. It should be looked after well. Then only will the
path be smooth. Diseases are obstacles to Sadhana. Everyone should, therefore,
have a fair knowledge of simple remedies to ordinary diseases, besides First Aid.
First Aid will enable you to know exactly what to do if a snake bit you or a wasp
stung you. It is a great help to the Sadhaka himself.
Secondly, you will always have your neighbours and friends. Even a renunciate
Sanyasin cannot avoid having the acquaintance of one or two others. Food is
necessary: clothing is necessary. Man is a social being. When your neighbour
meets with an accident, you should not just stand there looking at him: you
should at once render First Aid to him and thus relieve him of his suffering. There
is no service greater than this.
Thirdly, this branch of knowledge is the basis for a system of Yoga which effects
the necessary purification for the dawn of Knowledge. Unless the Antahkarana is
purified, the Light of God cannot shine in it. There is no greater purifying agency
than helping a man out of pain. You will have to serve the patient with Narayana
Bhav or Atma Bhav. Then the inner purification will be rapid.
If a man has accidentally drowned himself, you should give him artificial
respiration. You should learn the technique of getting the water out of the lungs
and restoring the breathing. Normal breathing may not sometimes be resumed
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until after a few hours. You should go on persistently applying the artificial
respiration.
Even before that, you should know how to rescue a patient who is about to be
drowned. If you do not know how to swim, you should throw a rope or a piece of
cloth with the help of which the drowning man may reach the shore. Similarly,
you should know what to do when a man is suffering from asphyxia.
Then there are cases of snake-bite, scorpion-sting, etc. You should have presence
of mind. You should be able to find out whether the snake was a poisonous one or
not, from the wound. If it is non-poisonous, you should be able to restore courage
to the patient by gently telling him that nothing will happen to him. More cases
die of shock than of any actual causes.
Then there are cases of poisoning. You should know what sort of emetics should
be given or purgatives and antidotes. Millions of lives can be saved by timely
help. Just imagine what a great help you will be to humanity.
You should be able to attend to features and dislocations of bones. You should
always use your commonsense. If the usual ready-made material is not available,
you should rapidly improvise a splint by cutting pieces of thick card-board, etc.
In the case of broken arteries or veins, you should know that bleeding from
arteries will be in jerks and the blood will be of red colour and can be stopped by
applying a bandage between the place and the heart. Bleeding from the veins will
be of dark hue and will simply ooze out. If the bleeding is not immediately
stopped, the patient will have a collapse very soon. You should know how to apply
the triangular bandage.
In the case of cuts and wounds you should know how to bandage them. You
should know the use of tincture benzoine: this acts as a plaster on the wounds
when applied over some cotton-padding. If the plaster gets stuck up, you should
use spirit to remove it. You should also be able to treat cases of burnt or blistered
skin, scratches, abrasion, etc.
You should be ever prepared to rush to the aid of persons injured by accidents
car accident or tonga accident.
You should know the methods of removing foreign matter which might have
gotten into the ear, the nose or the eyes.
Lastly, you should be able to treat cases of fatigue, fainting, shock and other
forms of sudden collapse. In all these cases if proper First Aid treatment is
rendered in time, the patient has every chance to revive. If this treatment is
neglected, then the patients condition gets worse.
You will by now have realised how very useful this science is. Every Sadhaka
should have a thorough knowledge of First Aid, and some working knowledge of
medicines, of household remedies, of hygiene and sanitation. He will not only
help himself but help others and thus purify himself for the reception of divine
light.
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comforts. If you wish to read a book, you will have to hunt for it in many libraries.
Here the Society will order the book for you. Elsewhere if you need a langotee,
you will have to run round a dozen rich men: even then they will say: You are a
Sadhu: why do you need a langotee? Those days are gone when the kings
themselves used to look after Sanyasins. Now everywhere materialism has
spread. It is a very bad time for Sanyasins and Sadhus. But, God will help them.
Parivrajak life is not good nowadays. As the Sadhu will be woefully neglected, he
will have always to be thinking of food, clothing and other necessities of life.
There should be established Ashrams all over the country where renunciates can
live and evolve.
Occasionally Sadhaks may go out on Parivrajak life. They should not be
prevented by public institutions or Government from doing so. But, the
Government may insist on their having with them an identity card from a
recognised spiritual leader. Thus, the ancient order will be protected: and no one
will have any misgivings about the wandering Sadhu.
AWAKENING OF KUNDALINI
Siva had paid a visit to Sri S.s room after the class was over in the morning. S.
was still in bed fast asleep. Sivas Pranava Dhwani woke him up. Later in the day,
Siva remarked:
S.! I think your Kundalini needs awakening by a new and special kind of Tadana
Kriya! I should take a small stick and give a few good Tadanas so that the Shakti
in you may get awakened. You are so young and yet so lazy. I have requested you
so often to attend the class: you never care to listen. Even though you are in the
next room, you do not attend the Kirtan in the office. You are slowly becoming a
Thahappan Swami I think. (Thahappan Swami is a humorous way of saying an
undisciplined and disobedient disciple.)
And, then turning to us, Siva said: there are various methods of awakening
Kundalini: through Hatha Yogic Kriyas, through Pranayama, through Vichar,
through Gurus grace, through devotion, through selfless service, etc. There is a
special Shakti Sanchara Kriya, a Tadana Kriya. This method of Tadana has a
special value. My Tadana Kriya is an entirely new method. It consists of taking a
good stick and giving a few mild canings. Then Kundalini will get awakened and
the aspirant will be brisk.
RECIPE FOR PEACE
Chidanandaji was coming down after night Kirtan, along with Siva. Siva noticed
this unusual feature and enquired of the reason.
Nowadays, Swamiji, I am taking my bed down.
This is after he took over as the General Secretary of the Society.
Why?
Much of the misunderstanding and ill-will among people has its origin in the
kitchen, Swamiji. I spend most of my time in or near the kitchen nowadays so as
to be on the spot to smoothen out matters.
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This moved the all-compassionate Siva. No, no, Chidanandaji, do not worry
yourself over these things. Kitchen is a tiresome business. You will waste all your
precious energies on silly things. No, no: do not come down. Just supervise the
work for a few minutes daily. You should go on with your meditation, study and
other things. I myself have experience of the kitchen-politics. But I am
indifferent. Gods will be done. If He wants, then people will remain here:
otherwise, not.
I am always peaceful. Because, I am prepared for anything. If all people go away,
I will take my Bhiksha in the Kshetra or in some houses here and remain in a
Kutir. I will serve the few sick patients that come to me. If some devotee would
like to print, I will give him some of my writings. Best of the time will be my own.
If just two or three hundred rupees come every month, then I will keep a few
hard-working Sadhaks and run the show on a small scale. If lakhs and crores
come, then I am prepared to expand the work to any magnitude. I am prepared
for anything. So, I am always peaceful. You should also be indifferent to these
things. From tomorrow remain in your Kutir and just supervise the work. Do not
bother yourself always about finance and kitchen.
Peace and courage have their origin in renunciation.
GO YE! AND SIN NO MORE!
As we were coming down after night Satsang, a discussion arose about discipline
and Sanyas. Chidanandaji quoted several instances of Sanyasins quarrelling with
their own Gurus or with others.
Sanyas is not an easy thing, said Siva. I think in Sanyas-life, too, we shall see all
the Lilas that characterise worldly life. Fights and quarrels, jealousy and hatred,
passion and greed. Many Sanyasins have gone back to household life after they
had embraced Sanyasa. They had all taken Sanyasa perhaps before they were fit
for it. Some of them have again come back to a life of renunciation and
thenceforward have been very good Sadhus. Sri K. who started the
Satyasevashram was one such. Evil is there inside: man has got to be vigilant and
to exert always to annihilate it. Sometimes this evil overpowers him: he goes
astray. Then he wakes up again and comes back to the proper path. It is all His
Maya. We should not condemn anything. The moment the Sadhu who is a YogaBhrashta comes back to the proper path, the Lord takes him back with open arms
and leads him on the right path. Only he should not relapse into evil ways.
A significant point in this connection is that the above is the answer to an
unasked question from me. In the afternoon, Swami Krishnanandaji and myself
were discussing this very problems and were unable to arrive at a proper
conclusion. It was of no great moment: so I did not broach the matter before
Siva: but, the answer has come all the same.
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6TH FEBRUARY, 1949
MRS. CHAKRAVARTHY PASSES INTO SIVA
The bell goes, announcing that the midday meal is ready. With Kirtan and Santi
Patha the office work is closed down for the morning. Siva followed us to the
dining hall.
All of you should sing the Maha Mantra today for fifteen minutes before food is
served. Today Sri Rajani Mohan Chakravarthy is performing the Sraddha of his
departed wife: let us all pray for the peace of the departed soul.
This was done.
What a beautiful soul. Sri Rajani Babu is a great devotee of Siva: and his wife was
indeed a thrice-blessed lady. Just see what he has written to Siva about the ladys
last hour:
At about 4.50 a.m. I was alone sitting at her head and praying. I had a vision of
your good self (Swami Sivananda) appearing before me and I placed her at your
feet and then she peacefully passed away. So I know that you have given her
shelter in thy lotus feet. I am satisfied.
In Brahmamuhurtha with her husband at her bedside and the visible divine
presence of Siva, the lady merges herself in Siva, becomes one with her Guru.
What more can blessedness be?
What is the attitude of the husband?
I think it is the will of the Lord to free me from worldly attachments, so that I
may devote more time to His service. You know best. I am resigned to thy will.
To a man of such self-surrender belongs Sivas infinite grace, the grace that
ennobles, divinises and bestows immortality. Glory to Siva. Glory to Rajani Babu.
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THE ADEPTS DIAGNOSIS
Vishnujis eyes were red. Siva noticed this the moment he came into the office, in
the afternoon.
Oh, Vishnuswamiji, why are your eyes red?
Vishnuji was silent.
Ohji, dont do Tratak too much. Siva said. It is due to an overdose of Tratak, is it
not?
Yes, Swamiji.
Be moderate. There is no fun in overdoing these exercises and spoiling the eyes.
Apply boric lotion to the eyes.
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Such young men of courage and bravery should come forward and embrace
Sanyas. What do old men, just about to die, gain by being initiated into Sanyas?
What have they to renounce? Their senses are already dead. What have they to
control? Is it much too difficult for a man of seventy-five to be a Brahmachari?
Should a blind man be told not to look at ladies? Of course, it is better than no
Sanyas at all.
That is only second-rate. The first grade Sanyasins are the young and vigorous
ones like Vishnuji. They can live an active self-controlled life and show to the
world the glory of renunciation. The flower must be offered to the Lord when it is
full and fragrant: not when it has faded.
UTILITARIAN GURU BHAKTI
The topic then drifted to the case of the disciples who vilify their Guru: and the
point was made that unless the Sadhaka showed strong and unshakable faith in
and devotion to Siva and his mission, he should not be initiated by Siva himself:
for, if this man later turns out to be a black-sheep and vilifies his own Guru, the
situation will be awkward. To Siva all this was foreign, and in a merely jocular
vein he replied:
But, when this man goes to the Kshetra and the Kothari there asks for his
antecedents, he would emphatically declare that he is the disciple of the great
Yogi Sivananda. All joined in the mirth.
SIVANANDA BHAKTAS GET SPECIAL TREATMENT
Here is Sri Ramanathan of Allahabad, a very good devotee of Siva, who has tasted
the nectar that flows from devotion to Siva. He writes:
I do not know whether you have heard of His Holiness Paramasant Dr.
Chaturbuj Sahai of Etah. He seems to have great regard for your revered self. He
usually comes to Allahabad on the occasion of Basant Panchami and lectures at
two or three places. This year he refused all lecture engagements because he said
that people simply came to the meetings but never practised what he advised
them to do. He made an exception in the case of the Divine Life Society,
Allahabad, as you will see from the programme enclosed. The reason given by
him for accepting this engagement was that we are all Sivananda-Bhaktas.
A NOVEL REASON
The Principal of the Bharat Mandir High School met Siva.
Swamiji, I have something very interesting to tell you. I advertised a teachers
post in the High School which has now fallen vacant. I received hundreds of
applications from highly qualified candidates. Believe me: almost every
application contained the plea that the applicant selects this High School for he
wants to be near Swami Sivananda. It is very strange how your fame and spiritual
influence have spread so far and wide and how it makes everyone eager to be near
you and get your spiritual instructions in person.
Siva conveniently smiled away the remarks and said: It is all His grace.
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Shraddhanandaji is made in the same mould as the master: he quietly distributed food to the coolies and myself, without a thought about himself.
Thus was celebrated the opening ceremony of the Pen Air Summer Satsang
Bhavan in Sivas Kutir, with all the formalities of Kirtan and feast!
Oh, Siva! Great is the power of Thy Sankalpa.
SIVANANDA SANGEETA KALA MANDIR
Swami Sivaswaroopji, a talented musician with poetic abilities is composing
Hindi poems embodying in themselves the life and teachings of Siva. Some of us
had a desire to learn the tune of these poems from the author himself. So, we had
requested S. to teach us those songs. As a preliminary, he had started teaching us
the rudiments of music. This has been going on for the past few days.
Someone told Siva of this. And, this conversation took place just opposite the Siva
Kutir where we used to assemble in the morning for the music lesson.
Is that so? asked Siva: and without moving an inch forward he began his
inaugural Jaya Ganesha Kirtans. Thus in reality came into being the Sivananda
Sangeeta Kala Mandir.
We marvelled at Sivas insistence that all undertakings, however small or great,
should be commenced with a prayer to the Lordfirst Ganesha, then Saraswathi,
then Guru and lastly the Lord as Rama and Krishna. Without this there is no
function in Ananda Kutir: and Siva carries on this practice even when he attends
public meetings elsewhere, whether the public ask for the Kirtan or not.
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GLORY OF SANYAS
A pious social worker was somehow upset by certain young aspirant-Sanyasins
going astray. He had heard many stories of such misconduct on the part of
Sanyasins from the Rishikesh public. What struck him as unique was the fact that
in Sivas Ashram almost all the Sanyasins were young and youthful.
Swamiji, pardon my presumption. But would it not have been better for these
people to wait for some time more before embracing this holy order which is so
very difficult to stick to? Are you sure that these young initiates have really
understood the duties of this Ashrama, and that they will adhere to the
principles? I should think it is a great mistake to initiate them so early.
Siva laughed gently. Why! I myself can give you many examples of this type. One
young man took Sanyas. He was a great Vairagi. His exemplary life made his
brother also to take Sanyas. Later on, his (the formers) dispassion wanted. He
married, ate eggs and meat. His brother, however, stuck to the line. The former
did not live with his Guru: he had his own Manmukhi (whimsical) Sadhana. He
did not protect himself in seclusion by Satsang. Another young Sanyasi was fiery
in his Sadhana. He inspired and elevated many Sadhaks. Later on he married and
has a child. How did this happen? He freely mixed with householders. He allowed
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ladies to shampoo his legs. He had a downfall, brought forth a child. There are
many such instances.
That is exactly what I mean, Swamiji. In that case, is it not better not to give
Sanyas to young people at all.
My dear Bhagatji, that is where you are mistaken. They might fall and rise again.
Yet, they are worthy of your veneration. For, at least one day they were Sanyasins.
They had the courage to throw up their hands and say: I renounce the pleasures
of the three worlds. How glorious is Sanyas. How glorious is such renunciation of
the pleasures of the three worlds.
They had the boldness and daring to stand up against the greatest forces of
nature, the forces that maintain this Samsarathose of self-preservation and
procreation. They stand there as the masters of nature: you are mercilessly driven
by these forces whose slave you are. Maybe: some renunciates do not properly
assess the strength of these opposing forces. They are sometimes taken unawares,
when they are a little heedless. But those who never renounce, for fear of having a
downfall are cowardly, and they never know what it is to renounce all. They never
look at the battle-field lest their nose should be injured. They jest at scars that
never felt a wound. But a brave warrior wears these scars as ornaments, for those
scars taught him to protect himself in battle.
Churchills are required in Sanyas. Brave, courageous even in the face of
successive defeats, Sanyasins should learn lessons and pin their faith in ultimate
victory. Sure, victory will be theirs if only they persist, persevere and plod on,
without yielding midway. Let the light of God shine brightly in the heart: protect
that faith and tenacious adherence to the Lotus Feet of the Lord. Storms of
passions will sweep the externals: and when Gods grace descends on the
Sadhaka, everything will be quiet and tranquil. Glory, glory to Sanyas and
Sadhana.
Sadhaks should learn a lesson from these stories. They should be vigilant,
cautious. There is no need to lose heart. But, each such episode ought to reawaken in the young Sanyasin a love for seclusion, for Satsang with his own
Guru. Sadhaks should never drift away from their Guru. They should plunge
themselves into Sadhana and endeavour to realise God, every moment of their
life.
A wise man profits himself by others experience: a middling by his own: a fool
by neither. The story of others downfall ought not to dishearten you. But, on the
contrary, it should teach you a lesson. It should put you on your guard. And, you
should uphold the glory of Sanyasa. Because one man has failed to live up to
Sanyasa, you should not think that the Order itself is unsuitable for the youth.
What about the names of great Sanyasins like Swami Vivekananda, Swami Rama
Tirtha, Swami Dayananda, Bhagavan Raman Maharshi. As a matter of fact, you
find that most of the noteworthy Sanyasins renounced the world while yet they
were youthful. What can an old man achieve? When the power of hearing has
gone, what Sravana is he going to do? No Sadhana will be possible for the old
man. It is mock-Sanyas if he embraces the Holy Order. Sanyas would then
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become a formality. Further, conditions are such these days that an old man finds
himself inextricably entangled in family life. Therefore, it is essential that young
boys should renounce the world and embrace Sanyas. They have fewer worldly
ties.
It was because perfectly or imperfectly man has striven to live, to exist, that we
find today that he has survived when countless other species have perished and
gone. Similarly, it is because young men or old felt disgust for the worldly life and
embraced Sanyas whether they have later been able to rise to eminence or have
been the victims of animal nature, that today that glorious Order has survived.
Young Sanyasins should keep themselves ever busy in Japan, Kirtan, Swadhyaya,
meditation and Vichara: they should live in the company of their Guru and
practise vigorous Sadhana. They should never enter the cities. Even if they have
to pass through a city, they should as far as possible avoid the crowd. Seclusion is
the key to successful Sanyas-life. I have always advised my disciples never to
enter the plains: and even if they have to do so owing to the exigencies of selfless
service, I ask them to finish their work quickly and run back to their Himalayan
abode. The Himalayas are the homes of Sadhakas and Sanyasins. A Sanyasin is
safe so long as he is there. Sanyas was born in the Himalayas: Sanyas lives and
will ever live in the Himalayas alone.
EQUAL VISION
A South Indian typical Iyengar is a welcome guest to the Ashram today. A fairly
imposing personality, with his chest literally covered with rosaries of every
conceivable kind, a beard which bespoke of his ascetic tendencies, and a more or
less renunciate grade, the tuft, and the traditional way of wearing the Dhoti, as
well as the peculiar bag (Madi-Sanchi), singing the praise of the Brahmins
orthodoxy in chorus with his Dwadasha-Urdhwapundram or twelve caste-marks
of U shape.
He heard Tamil being spoken in far-off Himalayas: his ears that had been starved
of this received the divine elixir. Without further ado, he entered the Ashram, and
introduced himself with a couple of hymns in praise of Sanyas.
Siva very kindly enquired about him.
Swamiji, I am on a pilgrimage. I have experienced untold difficulties as I do not
know Hindi. When I heard Tamil being spoken here, I greatly rejoiced and feel
much relieved. Yesterday was Ekadashi and I could not take anything in
Hardwar.
Siva quickly interrupted him, and asked a few Ashramites to rush to the kitchen
and bring something to eat. In the meantime, the Brahmin was seated on the D.J.
Hall verandah. Whatever the Ashramites brought from the kitchen fell short of
Sivas expectation of hospitality: sweets, fruits, milk, curd, fruit-juice, the old
Brahmin was beside himself in gratitude.
Later Siva listened to the old mans oration and recitations.
After he left the place, Siva remarked: To achieve Adwaita Bhavana of
Samadrishti is not an easy thing. First of all, we should feel the same way towards
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When Siva found that some people were preparing themselves to sleep, he came
into the temple and said:
What about the individual Abhisheka by all?
We can have it during the last quarter, Swamiji.
No, no: have it now. Some people are already sleepy. They will go away a little
later. They should not miss the chance.
What consideration, even for the apparently undeserving!
Next afternoon (on the 26th) Siva noticed our eyes red and gloomy, and could
readily see that we had been a victim of sleep.
I think you did not even take food in the afternoon? After all, nature gets her
dues, with compound interest!
Yes, Swamiji, I am unable to get sleep even if I try to sleep.
Obviously: for these lower Tamasic forces of nature have no operation in the
regions where dwells our Siva.
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MOTHER HOW POWERFUL YOU ARE!
The aftermath of Sivaratri nights vigil has been characterised by an inordinate
attachment to the dear blanket which lies heavily yet so comfortably on some of
the Ashramites that they are unable and unwilling to discard it. Beyond the four
walls of the Kutir whizzes past the winter wind. Sailing along with it, yet more
powerful than it, inspiring and awakening, is a Pranava-Dhwani. The Ashramite,
gently awakened to the world he is living in, listens. Again, OM!....This time a
little louder. The blanket flies: the blinking eyes peep through the door. Yes: it is
Siva.
Come: get up. Come to the class.
Mark the process well. A very important lesson should not escape our notice. A
sleeping man should be gentle awakened, without giving him the least shock.
Many people have this bad habit of violently shaking another person in order to
wake him up, or of shouting aloud while another is asleep. This practice causes
nervousness in the person thus awakened and should, therefore, be scrupulously
avoided. The Life Force that had withdrawn itself into the core of the heart
should be allowed to resume its position all through the body, gently, gradually
and gracefully, as it does when withdrawing itself from the limbs.
Let us resume the narrative. Thus, from to room goes Siva, waking up each
individual. Then everyone assembles in the Hall and the class commences.
FORCE OF HABIT
Siva later explained: Man is a bundle of habits. Life goes smoothly on so long as
good healthy and virtuous habits have been cultivated, and are adhered to. The
mischievous mind is ever watching for an opportunity to slip back into its old
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grooves of lethargy, ease and comfort. A days slackening of effort is sufficient for
the mind to work its own havoc. It takes a long time to cultivate a good habit: but
only a moment to break it. If today you sleep during Brahmamuhurtha, tomorrow
will naturally be a repetition of todayand so it will go from bad to worse, and in
due course, you would have gone right back to the good old days when the warm
rays of the sun used to greet you out of bed.
Precious piece of advice which applies at all aspects of Sadhana.
28TH FEBRUARY, 1949
PSEUDO-GURUS
A very enterprising young gentleman poses himself as a rationalist Guru of highly
intellectual persons whom he advises to think for themselves. Day in and day out
he lectures, talks, and discourses upon this philosophy, forgetting all the while
that his main theme is to let the other man think for himself. He is their Guru to
teach them not to believe in Gurus. He has his own brand of followers who
support him and cry hoarse his creed against organisation.
Siva heard about this misguided young man who has undertaken the task of
guiding others. The old Sankara was awakened in him. Perhaps, he suddenly
remembered that he, too, belonged to the glorious order of Sankaracharya who
defeated Pundits, Karma Khandis and materialists. Siva the Prativadi
Bhayankara at once wrote out the following poem:
Some teachers mislead their aspirants.
They do not understand the level of the students.
They preach high philosophy to all
They condemn Japan, Sankirtan, study of sacred scriptures.
They say unto all:
Think for yourself: dont depend
Upon authority of books, Prasthanatraya.
Do not surrender yourself to any Guru.
There is nothing in the books.
Have right thinking.
Recitation of Mantras blunts the intellect.
Sankirtan is shouting and howling.
Kirtanists are howling sects.
OH ASPIRANTS
Do not approach such pseudo-Gurus.
How many persons can think for themselves?
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In this world of phenomena there is cause for everything. The law of cause and
effect operates. This is the cause (father) for the effect (child). There is the cause
seed for the effect tree. There is the cause potter for the effect pot. A branch of a
tree moves. The blowing of wind or the sitting of a bird is the cause for the
movement of a branch of a tree. You see this world. There must be a cause for this
world, the effect. That causeless Cause is God or the Creator. This is the
cosmological method of proving the existence of Brahman or the infinite.
There are beauty, intelligent beings, luminosity, law, order, harmony in spite of
apparent disorder and disharmony. There must be an omniscient, omnipotent
and omnipresent Being who governs and controls this vast universe. This is the
theological method of proving the existence of God.
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1ST MARCH, 1949
COUNSEL OF HOPE AND COURAGE
Srimathi M. had written a pathetic letter, recounting the misfortunes that have
visited her, her desperate condition and the causes that often tempt her to
commit suicide. By the next post goes Sivas reply which after entreating her to
think, reflect, and face the trials of life with calm endurance, warns her against
hasty surrender to emotion.
Do not commit any such unwise actYou will gain nothing. This will lead to
misery and suffering. Life is most precious. It is very difficult to get a human
birth. Yield not to emotions. Be bold. Be cheerful. You can attain divinity in this
birth and free yourself from birth and death through Japa and meditation. May
God bless you.
MAHADEV DESAIS SOUL BLESSED
Today is the All-Souls Day at Sivanandanagar. The elaborate ceremonial
observance is in progress, with consecrated food offerings, prayer on Ganges
bank, Kirtan, etc. Siva sits on the cement seat opposite his Kutir, on the bank of
the Ganges. He says:
It was here that Mahadeva Desai and I were sitting in 1942. I offered him a chair:
but he preferred to sit on a block of stone near the waters edge. Then Siva did
special Kirtan for the peace of Sri Desais soul.
Was it that this noble soul (who was Mahatma Gandhijis Private Secretary)
yearned for the saints blessings for his own onward march to the Limitless
Kingdom of God, and thus claimed Sivas remembrance on this auspicious day
when he remembers the departed souls of all devotees?
The memory is within recall. The faithful Secretary to Mahatma Gandhiji arrived
at the Ashram. He was nicely entertained by Siva, who also taught him some
Yogic Kriyas and Pranayam. M. was greatly impressed by the multifarious
activities of the Ashram: and he paid a glowing tribute to Siva and his mission in
the Harijan. Siva, for his part, was all admiration for a new Charkha which M.
had brought with him and which he later presented to Siva.
MYSTIC PHILOSOPHER SEEKS SIVAS HELP
Sri Dr. M.S., M.A., Ph.D., a mystic-philosopher, writes to Siva:
Indeed I very much appreciate your kindness and blessings to me.
Revered Swamiji, I have tried to live seriously on the mystical path, but I dont
find any friend in it. Peoples brains are so organised and their life impulses move
so coarsely that they cannot appreciate the finer life and vibration. Hence it is
difficult for me to live in such a coarse surrounding. I find better company in
silence and books and in India today ideal life in mystical pattern is very much
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misused. You have passed through such experience, and I am therefore wanting
to profit by them. I have mixed even freely with people who have entered into
some spiritual order. But, alas! I have not got any help from them.
The learned doctors predicament is a very understandable difficulty in the India
of today. Let us now turn to Sivas reply:
Yes, that is the problem that faces most Sadhaks earnestly aspiring to achieve
something in the spiritual path nowadays. The task is comparatively more
difficult now than it would have been in the ideal circumstances in days of yore:
perhaps it is that that adds to the glory of Sadhana now. Obstacles augment the
Sadhaks zeal, and put him on his guard at every step.
The problem, I find, is the same everywhere. Only it assumes different forms in
different places. Evil co-exists with good; and the Dwandwas are spread over the
entire creation. However, the ideal surroundings exist within us: and we should
strive our utmost to live in them.
Thus the problem of the doctor of philosophy solved by the doctor of the soul
Siva. Siva has never indulged in polemics. He is a hundred per cent practical
Yogi-philosopher. Yet, it is a fact that many doctors of philosophy and doctors of
literature count themselves among Sivas foremost admirers, devotees and
disciples Dr. Atreye went overseas on a lecture-tour: and he declared that it was
only Sivas blessings and good wishes that sustained him, and inspired him to
crown his tour with success. Many other doctors have paid glowing tributes to
Sivas thrilling books, and to Sivas personality, too.
6TH MARCH, 1949
ROADSIDE PARTY
Siva was walking up to the Bhajan Hall and Mandir for his evening stroll and
circumambulations around the temple.
A shop-keeper (Bali) has shrewdly opened a sweetmeat-stall just on the road near
the archway to the temple and the Siva Kutir, greeting Siva with an OM Namo
Narayanaya, Swamiji Maharaj!
OM Namo Narayanaya. Are you all right? How is your business? enquired Siva
with all love.
All your grace and blessings, Maharaj, replied Baji touching Sivas feet.
Swamiji, Bali has a feeling that Swamiji has not so far blessed his shop by partaking of his preparations.
Is that so? Siva looked around. For he cannot take anything anywhere, unless
there is a big crowd of people to share the feast with him. Some of us were
emerging on the road. His voice rang out through space, and we all doubled up to
him, and the Guru-loving Chidanandaji literally rolled down the up-hill, though
he had just then struggled up the hill, at the Guru calling out his name.
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We all devoutedly assembled outside the shop with our Lord in the centre. I had
an indescribably strange vision in which I saw our Siva as the leader of a
Parivrajaka party, all standing outside the shop ready to receive Bhiksha.
Bali started distributing some sweets and some savoury.
The author of several books on health and hygiene who would ordinarily insist on
the laws of hygiene being observed rigidly, was partaking of this open-air feast
when a fleet of lorries and buses whizzed past on this dusty Devaprayag Road,
raising behind them a cloud of dust which surrounded us all and filled our lungs,
too. The edibles that we had in our hands were laid over with a thin layer of the
dust we tread under foot.
The Sanyasin Siva had instantly swallowed up the doctor in him, or the Member
of the Royal Institute of Sanitation (London) in him, and into Sivas stomach
went sweets and dust with equal ease and freedom. The unconcerned look on
Sivas countenance taught us: the sweets, the dust and the body (the physical
sheath) all belong to the same category, only there is a difference in name and
form.
The bill was paid: Bali was highly pleased: and the partakers of this holy feast
were blessed with several silent sermons.
7TH MARCH, 1949
SECRET OF SIVAS VOICE
An old veteran exponent of Tiruppugazh, an immortal work of Saint
Arunagirinathar of South India, gave a lecture at the Ashram. Age weighed the
Tiruppugazh Swamijis tone and pitch of the voice. Yet, Siva appreciated the
Swamis zeal and enthusiasm in spreading the sacred knowledge. Siva asked
several Sadhaks to get pepper, sugar-candy and hot water to help the Swami clear
his throat. When the discourse came to a close, Siva himself took up the
harmonium and began playing his own songs on Shanmukha and then sang
Kirtans, too.
A visitor who could not find room for himself in the Hall where this function was
held, and who had therefore to be content with receiving the impressions of the
Kirtan and discourse through the ear alone, was later on curious to know which
young man sang after the Tiruppugazh Swami.
Swamiji, after the Tiruppugazh Swamijis songs and discourse, the Kirtans that
followed rang out in sharp contrast. It was melodious music.
Chidanandaji burst forth in laughter. It was Swamiji himself! he informed the
visitor. Then C. himself explained: Swamiji has maintained the youth of his voice
through Yogic practices such as Pranayama, through strict and regulated diet and
through constant singing of Kirtan.
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comforts. You have never felt the pinch of hunger: you have never suffered insecurity nor exposed yourselves to the mercy of nature. You have found a
prosperous institution to care for you like a loving mother.
I have known what it is to run to a Kshetra to take Bhiksha. I have known what it
is to sleep on the roadside. These should always be held before the mental eye of
the Sadhaka. These are the principles of a Sadhus life. We should compare our
status with that of the Rishikesh-Sadhus. We are a thousand times more
comfortable than they. We should be thankful to God for that. This complaining
mentality should go.
TO BOTH
This incident reveals the fact that there is somewhere a disharmony of hearts. A
quarrel arises only when there is this disharmony. Otherwise, the accuser refuses
to accuse and the accused readily admits the accusation. Then there would be no
need for law courts. All people should develop this one family spirit. Then
quarrels will cease. There should be harmony of hearts. You heart should beat in
unison with all hearts: you should love all. Once there is rupture it is very difficult
to patch it up. But this is quite possible: what is required is continued, uniform
and prolonged love-approach, so that the other party will have time enough to get
over the grudge, then the suspicion of your inner motives of love, and ultimately
understand your true nature.
SWAMI CHIDANANDAJI
All of you should treat Swami Chidanandaji as your Guru. Even I revere him as
my own Guru. I have learnt countless lessons from him. I love him: I adore him.
His knowledge is vast: his wisdom is truly inspired and intuitive. His good nature
is unrivalled. His heart is very large and his kindness is unequalled. All of you
should learn from him. Then only will you all improve, develop and evolve.
WHAT IS NIRGUNA
The Rationing Officers of Dehra Dun and Rishikesh have come. They were
cordially welcomed and at once entertained by Sivas children who had by now
imbibed Sivas traits in these respects to a great extent. Sri Ayyannaji, Swami
Chidanandaji, Sri Vishnujiall were busy in the visitors service.
They were all very intellectual people, students of philosophy, and Sadhaks, too.
One of them asked: Swamij Maharaj, what is your idea about Nirguna Brahman?
Does it mean only Shunya? In that case it does not very much appeal to us. Who
would like to meditate on nothingness?
Nirguna, blessed devotees, is not nothingness. It is the fullness of everything that
is good. Nirguna is plenitude. In it you find all auspiciousness, all goodness, all
beauty, all joy, all health, all sweetness, all purity, all peace,everything
developed to perfection. From a distance this fullness becomes inconceivable and
so the sages called it Nirguna. Once they reach there, they get merged in that
inexpressible experience. It is not nothingness: but it is everythingness, and
beyond this, too: for it is inexpressible. Only know that all that exists in Maya or
false perception, viz., evil, ugliness, misery, change, birth, death and decay, etc.,
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are not in IT. For, IT is beyond Maya. In Nirguna there are not the Gunas of
Maya. Hence, It is called Nirguna.
Oh, Mahatmaji, we are grateful to you for this explanation. Indeed, you have
convinced us that we should aspire to realise That. Please tell us what is
Avyaktam.
Avyaktam, blessed children, is a term which is applied both to Brahman which is
unmanifest, and also to Mula-Prakriti which is also unmanifest.
Why did, then, Swamiji, the Unmanifest become manifest?
That is a question which has never been answered. Many have tried to answer
the question: but you will accept the answers only if you have faith. They have
described this action as the Swabhava or Lila of Brahman.
The same question has assumed various forms: Why is there evil in the world?
Why is the world there? Why has the Jiva been created? When did Karma
originate? Why did Karma come into being at all, etc.? Do not put the cart before
the horse. Annihilate the sense of duality; go beyond the realm of Maya: you will
know the answer to this transcendental question. You will not be able to express
the answer: but you will know it: the problem would have dissolved.
Swamiji, you have given a most convincing answer to this unanswerable
question. But, please tell us, do you think it is correct to say, in the case of
Avataras like Sri Krishna, that the Absolute Nirguna assumed the Sakara, Saguna
aspect? If so, why?
That is simple to explain. The devotion of the devotee, the tears of a Bhaktas
Prem, the cry of a devotees heart, forces the Nirguna Brahman to assume the
Saguna form. The form is there for the satisfaction of the devotee, to enable him
to worship Him. In fact it is the materialisation of the devotees devotion.
Another friend in the group began: Swamiji, with all the philosophical
explanations at our disposal, we are still unable to reason out the inequality that
exists in the world. One man is born as the son of a king: another the son of a
beggar. One man is born blind: another a beautiful baby. Why did the Lord create
this inequality?
When Siva said: Ask the Lord Himself! the entire gathering roared with
laughter. What humorous wisdom! Ask the Lord: that is, first try to realise Him.
Then the answer will be apparent.
Siva continued: The Lord does not create inequality. He does not make a man
suffer and another man enjoy. He is the silent witness of all this. Man himself is
the cause of his own suffering. He reaps what he has sown in the previous births.
The relentless working of the law of Karma (the Law of Cause and Effect) brings
about pain and pleasure, misery and joy. Misery is only the purgation of past evil
deeds. Mother nature punished man in order that he might learn. She is not
unkind either. Just think: would you accuse a mother who beat her own dear
child to correct him and to mould his character? Similarly, you ought to be
thankful to mother nature for enabling you to work out your own Karma by
suffering in this birth. At the same time, you should take care that you add no
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more to this load of Karma, by the awakening of the knowledge latent in you and
by thus crossing over this ocean of Samsara.
The officers were highly impressed by this lucid explanation of this difficult
question. They bowed to Siva with great veneration and left, with his Prasad.
10TH MARCH, 1949
SUCCESS OF DIVINE UNDERTAKINGS
Sri Bhakti Prem Swarup Brahmachari of the Bhagavan Shankar Annapurna
Kshetra of Haldani approached Siva with a request to bless his scheme for
providing amenities to pilgrims to Kailas-Manasarovar. Siva wrote out his
blessings in a special note-book which the Brahmachari had brought.
Then the blessings also materialised into a ten-rupee note, and Siva insisted that
it should be accepted, in spite of the fact that the Brahmachari regarded the
Ashirvad alone as worth a great treasure.
Then came what was perhaps of even greater value: a few precious, invaluable
instructions to the Karma Yogi-enthusiast:
Maharaj, I shall say only two words in respect of the noble work you have
undertaken. First: do not be an Arambha Soora. Once you have undertaken a
good noble work, you should see it through till the completion. Some people
encounter some difficulties, their zeal and enthusiasm fades away in the middle
and the work is neglected. You should not do that. Secondly, at no time should
the self enter the work. The work should always be selfless. Here also generally
people make mistakes: first they work selflessly and sometime later they stray
away into selfishness. These two points are very important. Further, even though
you might have undertaken this scheme as a scheme of social service, you should
side by side develop divine virtues such as Vairagya, Viveka and Shad Sampath
and yearn to realise God through the service. You should convert all work into
Karma Yoga. Then the undertaking will be really successful. OM Namo
Narayanaya. Jai ho.
11TH MARCH, 1949
LIVE ALONE
Chidanandaji, I have permitted Sri Ayyannaji to go to Badrinath this year. Last
year itself he had a great desire to do so: but he postponed it due to pressure of
work here. He has worked very hard and he must have some change. Give him
whatever money he needs for his expenses.
Yes, Swamiji.
Oh, Ayyannaji, Shraddhanandaji may also be going to Badrinath. Would you like
to go with him?
Yes, Swamiji, if I can be of service to him. Otherwise, I would like to go all alone.
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You are right. You should always go alone. Otherwise, it is a great botheration.
Even at some personal inconvenience, one should try to live and move alone. I
have had several experiences: and all of them go to show that a man should
always remain alone. Even if Brahma Himself comes and says: I am Brahma the
Creator. I shall accompany you you should say: Go your way: I shall go alone.
Not even this. Even if from your own heart another Ayyanna comes out and offers
to keep you company you should decline it with thanks. Peace and bliss is only in
living alone and moving alone.
You should all lead an independent life of seclusion and solitude. That is why I
have built up this organisation. I have known what it is to wander and to depend
on other people for the bare necessities of life. I used to wander from place to
place before coming to Rishikesh. I used to go to one house for the noon Bhiksha:
and again I would not go to the same house. I used to feel, What will the man
think? Will he get disgusted with me? Will he think that I am a burden on him?
This sort of dependence on others will not do. You should live alone and
independently. The organisation has provided you with all the facilities necessary
for that.
SIVAS GURU BHAKTI
Siva was making enquiries about the progress of the music class. We replied that
we were carrying on.
You should all greet Sivaswarupji with folded palms and OM Namo Narayanaya.
You should revere the Guru who teaches you the Vidya. Only then will the
learning be fruitful.
Yes, Swamiji. We are all doing that, though sometimes we forget to do so.
No, no: you should never omit this. See, I had Swami Viswanandajis company
for only a few hours. Yet, I daily remember him in my Stotras in the morning. I
include Swami Vishnudevanandajis name also: as it was he who performed the
Viraja Homa for me. It is very necessary: only then will the spark of
Mumukshutwa burn brightly in us.
SIVAS TEACHERS
As usual, the topic drifted to lighter vein full of instructive humour.
Once I learnt fencing from a Pariah. It lasted only for a few days. He was an
untouchable: yet, I used to greet him with cocoanut and betel-leaves. Guru is
Guru, to whichever caste or creed he belongs.
In Malaya there were several adept Tantriks. It was the time the Spanish Flu
took a heavy toll of lives in Malaya. I, too, had an attack: but somehow escaped.
The Tantrik had several Mantras and Yantras. There was a wonderful Vidya. A
special unguent is applied on the thumbnail of the adept who has done the
requisite number of Malas of Japa of the Mantra: through this unguent the adept
will be able to see and know about distant happenings. He can tell you what is
going on in such and such a place in Mysore: or, what a particular person is
doing, where he is and so on. I even now remember the Mantra.
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Here Siva actually repeated the Mantra. I had great reverence for the man who
taught me the Mantra. I used to prostrate before him and entertain him nicely,
serve him whenever the occasion arose. Later, I gave up the Tantrik practice as I
did not like the idea of subjugating Devatas and getting things done through
them.
Therefore, when Siva warns the Sadhaka from pursuing the Tantrik Sadhana in
its degenerated form which is prevalent widely nowadays, where the Sadhaka
through Mantra Siddhi brings to his own selfish use precious psychic powers, it is
not a sour grape philosophy, but it is a sincere advice of an adept. Misguided
seekers would do well to listen to the warning and take to the Yoga of Synthesis
which is both safe and sound.
SHALLOW VAIRAGYA
Sri Hem Kants brother has come, with the intention of taking away Hem. They
both came into the office.
Do you wish to go? Siva asked Hem.
Yes, Swamiji: I might go for a few days and come back.
Then you are at perfect liberty to take him. (To Hem.) If you wish to come back
and remain here, you should make a thorough self-analysis and find out if your
Vairagya is pucca. You should clearly understand the difficulties that you will
have to encounter on the path. Renunciation is not a joke. Tomorrow if you fall
sick, and you find that you are not as fondly attended to here as you would have
been in your own home, you should not regret having taken the step. You must be
prepared to undergo any sort of suffering for the sake of God-realisationthe
greatest good. So, consider deeply before finally making up your mind to stay
here.
They both had almost left the Hall, when Siva called the brother again.
TWO SONS FOR FAMILY: ONE SON FOR GOD
What made you come all the way from Gauhati to Rishikesh?
Swamiji, our mother is greatly upset on account of Hems absence. Everyone in
the family is miserable. So, I was asking to fetch him back.
It is a good thing: because you have had a good Ganges bath which you might not
have had otherwise. You have done some Japa on the Ganges bank. But, why
should the parents be worried? Hem is not dead. He is alive, and very much so,
because perhaps only now he is really alive. Do you call a worldly life of misery
life at all? Here he is leading a spiritual life, a blessed life devoted to God. Why
should be parents be anxious? Has he committed any crime? On the other hand
they should all be happy that one of their sons has taken to the spiritual path. He
is not the only son: he has two brothers. The progeny will be kept up by them.
Why should he also procreate? Here he will do something which no one has done:
he will have Self-realisation. Is it inferior to studying in B.A. and later rotting in
an office as a clerk? Tell the parents from me that if two sons remain in the family
to look after the parents in their old age, and to keep up the progeny, at least one
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son should lead the path of renunciation and strive to attain God-realisation. You
can also spend your life of retirement here, and so can your parents. What a great
blessing it is.
12TH MARCH, 1949
AMSA AVATARAS
Dr. Brij Behari Lals letter had not been attended to promptly. To Siva that was an
occasion for imparting a lesson to his children.
Even after such a long training our inmates have to learn more the art of service.
The organisation is growing daily. And, everyone should work like a bee, tirelessly
and with zeal. Someone who has run away from the Ashram and fallen into evil
ways, it seems, remarked that I did not teach him any philosophy. Why? What
need is there for all of you to be taught? The very work, if you do it sincerely and
with all your heart and soul, is enough: just see how I am working day and night.
You will have to watch and learn for yourself. The talks and discourses that you
listen to will not impress you so much as would an example.
Service, servicethat should always be your motto. The moment I get an
address, see how I serve. Immediately I will enter it in my register. I will send a
copy of the magazine, a packet of leaflets, a book, Prasad and a letter, too. Thus,
the Lords name and the Divine Life message have been taken to another
household. This should be your motto, too. You should eagerly wait for every
opportunity of service. I have every time to extract work from you. Some of you
have yet to feel that every work is our own, that the whole Society is your own,
and that it is all His Service.
Avataras will come in special times of stress and strife. Perhaps the birth of an
Avatara is imminent. But, now, we should all take on the duties of an Avatara: in
fact all the saints of today are Amsa-Avataras, and we are all their helpers. We
should ourselves feel that the divine spark is in us and work hard. Each one of
you should do what an Avatar will do. Then the divine spark in you will burst
forth into a conflagration.
Can I not sit in a closed room and pursue the Who am I? enquiry? But, the bliss
that I get out of this service and untiring service of Sadhakas is, so to say, much
greater than the bliss of meditation. The point is this: through this service people
are benefited. There is infinite expansion of the heart. What great service did
Lord Krishna do? That should be our idea. Serve, SERVE: feel that the divine
spark (Amsa) is in you. Feel that you are preparing the ground for an Avatara to
come.
I assure you: you will get Sadyo Mukthi if your body falls off while you are
engaged in the service of humanity. If the body dies while you are carrying water
to the temple, at the very moment you will attain Final Liberation. Fear not and
serve.
Blessed is today. For after a lapse of about three years I am again hearing such
fiery words from the lips of Siva.
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Similar were the discourses that Siva used to give during October-November 1945
when the presence of a large number of visiting-Sadhaks created a perpetual
Sadhana Week atmosphere in the Ashram. And it was Sivas fiery advocacy of
Karma Yoga that made a proud Dhyana Yogi of violent temper to carry water for
the Ashram kitchen, a very high official of an Indian State to remove cow-dung
from the road.
13TH MARCH, 1949
TO PLEASE ALL
A devotee brought a small packet. Only the wrapper and thread were visible from
outside. The packet found its place on Sivas table, as the devotees head sought
the sages feet. Siva looked curiously at the packet.
Swamiji, it is a humble devotees token of reverence: a chaddar.
Silk chaddar?
Yes, Swamiji, replied the devotee at the same time opening the package.
Receiving the chaddar, Siva said: I am a Sanyasin. I should not wear silk. People
will not like it. They will criticise Sanyas itself.
But, Swamiji, you cannot refuse my loving gift. Then you would have injured a
loving devotees heart.
This silence Siva and he received the gift with the joy born of a recognition of
devotion.
The World! It takes all sorts of people to make the world. And, the Creator alone
can know His creation. Thus, you always find yourself in a tight corner if you try
to satisfy all. Which way to go? You stand bewildered. See how Siva solves the
problem. Cast the lot in favour of the one who would be spiritually benefited by
the action. The other party can be ignoredin this case it is the one who would
purposelessly criticise the dress of a sage, being unable to understand even a little
of the sages inner nature.
18TH MARCH, 1949
EVER BUSY IN COMMONWEAL
Mr. Relton of the Theosophical Society, Adyar, has come. Siva greeted him
cordially and enquired about his health, etc., and if he had had his morning
coffee.
Yes, Swamiji: thanks very much.
Siva presented him with a few of his (Sivas) books.
Thank you very much, Swamiji: I shall read them with utmost interest.
Is Henri van Zeyst at Adyar? Is he all right?
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Yes, Swamiji: he told me a lot about you and about your humanitarian activities
here. He told me that you are ever busy.
What busy! It is all His work, Siva said in all humility.
Yes, Swamiji: those who are engaged in doing good to humanity are ever busy. It
is really a marvel how much work you turn out. It is our prayer that God may
grant you many, many years of health and strength for the service of humanity.
SOMADEVA SARMA
Hardly had Mr. Relton left the D.J. Hall, and hardly had Siva uttered the words
Today Sri Somadeva Sarma is coming? than.
He has come, Swamiji, Jyotirmayanandaji ushered in Sri Srivatsa Somadeva
Sarma and party.
Siva at once got up from his seat and with folded palms greeted the great saint
and savant, who is very well versed in the Vedas and the Puranas.
S. offered Sashtanga Namaskara to Siva.
The rarest good fortune to which I have been longing for such a long time, of
your Pada Sevanam or your holy Darshanam, I have got today. My eyes have
today got the greatest feast. I am blessed, thrice blessed. Today is the greatest day
of my life. So on.S. was literally in ecstatic joy at the sight of Siva.
A few of Sivas disciples ran hither and thither bringing coffee for the party,
arranging for the rooms etc.
A CURE FOR LEUCODERMA
A young man, very seriously concerned about his own health, slipped into the
office, along with his wife. Sufferingphysical or mentaltramples on etiquette
or decency! Neither prostration nor patiencethe man went right up to Sivas
seat, and stood almost brushing his sleeves against Sivas arm.
OM Namo Narayanaya! greeted Siva, unmindful of his own conversation with
Sri Somadeva Sarma.
The man placed his problem before Siva: Swamiji, I have got this.(pointing to
a white patch on his neck).Please tell me what it is and how to get rid of it. I
have consulted many doctors and each one says something: some doctor said it
is.
Seeing the young man hesitant, Siva volunteered Leucoderma?
Yes, Swamiji; that is what one doctor said and I got greatly upset. It has brought
on great mental agony.
No, my child: you should not give way to emotions like that and get upset. It is
after all loss of pigment.
Still, Swamiji, it will disfigure me. Oh, I am greatly worried about it. Please do
something for me, Swamiji.
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Siva has scabies. The percentage of sugar in the urine is high: the frequent
injection of insulin brought on its own reaction, scabies. For this, he used sulphur
ointment, etc.: this had its reaction in fever. This chain of action-reaction would
have been sufficient to make us fret and fume, swear and be scared.
Not a day did he miss at the office. Now I think I should bring my ointment and
brush daily to the office, as I bring my fountain pen and spectacles. Siva
remarked one day. How lightly he treats it.
Siva has temperature today. Yet, he is there in the office. A young man came into
the office and wanted to learn Pranayama. I would have given him a bit of my
mind and turned him out: for, I would have expected the visitor to notice that
when I had a blanket on in summer it was an indication that I was not well and
so, should not be bothered. But, not so our Siva: he began to demonstrate to the
visitor the various easy comfortable Pranayamas.
And, if a man writes the following poem in that state of health, do you call him
man?
O Lord! Thou art the scabies.
Thou art the parasite acari scabii
That produces scabies or itching.
Thou art the doctor who treats patients.
Thou art the medicine Ascabiol (M & B),
Sulphur ointment, talc and cuticura powder,
Neem oil, neem soap and the paste or lepan
Made up of gerua, sandal and rose-water.
It is a great mystery, Oh Lord!
Thou art hiding in all these forms
And playing the game of hide and seek.
I have realised this great mystery.
I behold Thee in all these forms.
Glory unto Thee, O Adorable Lord!
Prostrations and adorations unto Thee,
Oh Secret of secrets!
PHILOSOPHY IN HUMOUR
In the evening, some of us were working with a petromax lantern in the office.
Siva stepped in, on his way to the Bhajan Hall.
Come: try this. He invited each one of us in turn to a packet of Sev (savoury
prepared in his own Kutir.) Then he asked for the opinion of each one of us on
the taste of the stuff.
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Somehow, the bazaar Sev appears to taste better, said Siva, and asked Vishnuji
to get a little of other bazaar stuff.
Now, taste both and tell me the difference.
Each one said something. One liked a little chillie added to the Sev: another said
it was not good, and so on.
Siva summed up: Tastes differ.
What profound truth!
ANIRVACHANIYA
And so the consumption of Sev went on. Can anyone tell me what exactly is the
taste of the Sev? Siva posed a question. We merely looked at each other in
bewilderment.
Siva himself solved the difficulty. I think it is quite impossible to make you understand how I feel about it. To each one of us the taste is essentially different.
Each ones experiences of the taste is different. You alone can know it: you
experience it: you cannot express it. Such is the Atman, too. Therefore, realise It
yourself.
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1ST APRIL, 1949
THE VIEW OF THE WORLD
A few visitors from Madras had, during their stay in the Ashram, accidentally
chanced to come face to face with a young man who had renounced his family
and come away to Uttarakhand for practising Tapasya.
When Siva was told of this identification, he fondly enquired about the status of
the family, to reassure himself that the young mans disappearance would not
starve the members of his family.
Swamiji, his father-in-law is a fairly rich man, so is his own father. It is about a
year and a half since he left the house: so, perhaps even the anxiety that they felt
about him and the sense or privation would have by now cooled down.
But, the wife wants her husband! That is the trouble. She is not satisfied with
money, parents and children. The woman is always after a husband, remarked
Siva, in Shavian jest, full of hidden wisdom.
RENUNCIATION NEEDS STRENGTH
Swamiji, may we inform the parents and parents-in-law that he is here? Perhaps,
they will be relieved of their anxiety.
Oh, yes, why not? And, even if they come here and start crying over his sleeves, it
does not seriously matter. If he has the inner strength of conviction, then he will
stay in spite of everything. He appears to be full of spiritual Samskaras: else his
Vairagya would have faded away long ago and he would have returned to the
house. Mind, he has led a very rigorous life, and undergone a good deal of
suffering during the last one and a half years. Still he is adamant in his resolve.
Renunciation is not an easy thing. It comes only out of strong Purva Samskaras.
SWEPT OFF BY A TYPHOON
Swamiji, he used to read a lot of your works. In fact, we are sure that it is only
because of that he left the world so suddenly, and in the face of the attraction of a
young wife and child.
Yes, yes: I also asked him: If you were inclined spiritually, then why did you
marry? He said, It was only after the marriage I started reading your books.
Such is the Lords will. Who can alter that?
Your books, Swamiji Maharaj, are like the winds of a typhoon: they sweep men
off their feet, only to plant them firmly on the spiritual path. After a pause, the
visitor added: I, too read your books, Swamiji.
His wife who was also in the group, interrupted, .And, Swamiji,.we have
been anxiously watching him, lest he, too, should renounce the world and run
away.
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That might be: but it is our duty to be well prepared half an hour ahead. That is
punctuality. Then we would also avoid running about hither and thither at the
last moment. Well, now let us go.
For then Acharyaji had also come.
And, the boat sailed along, merrily, to the accompaniment of the Kirtan.
UTSAV BHAVAN
We assembled on the open ground near the Swarg Ashram office. After the usual
speeches, Sri Upadhyayaji requested Siva to open the new Utsav Bhavan,
designed especially to house a small altar of God before which would go on
Bhagavat Katha, etc. Raghavacharyaji, the aged Shad-Darshanacharya,
concurred, and said: In my view, among those present today Sri Swamiji
Maharaj is the foremost, a saint and seer, full of the divinity whose birth we have
today assembled to celebrate. I am very happy when, soon after I went over to the
other bank of the Ganga to the Muni-ki-reti, Swamiji also went there and
established his Ashram where he preached Rama-Bhakti and Nama-Bhakti, from
where arose mighty waves of devotion to the Lord that uplifted humanity. Indeed,
he is a great Mahatma whose blessings should be sought by all of us.
Siva stood beside the door of the Utsav Bhavan, and roared OM OM OM. Om is
the seed of all auspiciousness and Siva never commences any function without it.
Then his usual Kirtans ending up with the Maha Mantra Kirtan which has
received a new life from Siva.
After a short speech wherein Siva eulogised the wonderful service that the
founder of the Swarg Ashram had rendered to humanity, and with his own
blessings May this Utsav Bhavan be a haven of peace and godliness to which all
devotees could resort, purify themselves, and become Jivanmuktas! he declared
the Utsav Bhavan open.
FILLED FOR AGES TO COME
When all had seated themselves within this Utsav Bhavan, Siva sang a few most
inspiring Kirtan Dhwanis.and the Voice! Coming as it does from the very navel
of this great Yogi, it rang out in sweet melody and indescribable power and filled
the entire atmosphere. Sivas single voice reached farther than that of the entire
gathering combined. These powerful vibrations would last for ages.
And, our cup of bliss was filled. At the conclusion of the function Siva himself
stood up and distributed the Prasad with his own divine hands.he went round
here and there taking the utmost care to see that none, not even the meanest and
most neglected members, not even the slumbering child on his mothers lap,
none was omitted.
TWO DISTINCT THINGS: KNOWING AND DOING
And, so the function came to a close and we left the Utsav Bhavan. There was
rush again.this time it was to touch Sivas feet. This procession of men and
women lasted for quite a few minutes, and others ran after Siva and took the dust
of his feet.
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You have made it a great success. All the glory for todays grand function belongs
to you, Siva said to Upadhyayaji.
No, Swamiji. It was all your grace only. Mahantji also had this idea. I got this
idea also several years ago. It was through your grace only that it was fulfilled this
year.
It is one thing to have an idea and quite another thing to take the initiative to do
it. It is one thing to know: quite another thing to do. We know so many things:
but hardly do we dare to do them. The credit for taking this initiative should
definitely go to you. May God bless you all.
Upadhyayaji would not take this hint. He insisted on accompanying Siva till the
very bank of the Ganges.
I hope, said Siva: that this is only a beginning: in future you should arrange
celebrate all the festivals here. People will be benefited: Sadhus will be benefited:
and it will bring glory to the institution, too.
By your grace and blessings, Swamiji, I hope it will be so.
7TH APRIL, 1949
FOLLOW-UPAN IMPORTANT PURSUIT
Have those blocks gone to Sankaranandaji? queried Siva, as he came into the
office.
Sankaranandaji? But, I have sent them to Narayanaswamiji!
Siva told one inmate who passed this instruction on to another, and it went to yet
another.Losing itself in transit.Result: confusion and a thing intended for
someone goes into some others hand.
All right. Please write to Narayanaswamiji to send the blocks to Sankaranandaji.
After a while, Siva remarked: If I do not pursue every matter like this till its very
tail-end, at once I find that things have gone wrong.
Siva, who has been working at this strain for more than quarter of a century (why,
even in Malaya he was famous for this thorough-going work), has to do it even
today and the youngsters feel that the moment they pass the baby on to another,
their responsibility is over. And, Siva never tires of service.
SHUBHASYA SHEEGHRAM
When you know a thing to be good, do it at once. This is Sivas advice to all. Who
knows that tomorrow will be like? And, mans mind is so fickle and flippant that
ere the day breaks again, it has its own revisions of ideas, and relapses into its old
grooves. Even in regard to ordinary matters of detail Siva adopts this motto.
The service in the temple in connection with Sri Ramanavami was over: it was
past midday. The Prasad that had been distributed at the temple had kindled
peoples appetite, and everyone was straining his ears to hear the kitchen bell.
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He has a very high regard for you. He spoke so highly of you and your
attainments that I was all the time very eager to meet you personally.
ONLY A SAINT KNOWS A SAINT
That brought to my mind a wonderful feature about Siva himself. His own
disciples often behave in an unbecoming manner towards him. On the other
hand, we find that renowned saints have very great veneration for him. Sri Yogi
Shuddhananda Bharatiar, to have a glimpse of whose face people have to wait
long at his Kutir in Pondicherry5, has written a thrilling biography of Siva. Sri
Narayanadas Paramahamsa, the gunny-Sadhu and great Mowni, who has
declared that he has had direct Darshan of Bhagavan Narayana Himself, bows his
head in veneration when Sivas name is mentioned in his (N.s) presence. Sri
Swami Ramdas, himself a renowned saint whose two books, In Quest of God and
In the Vision of God give a glimpse of his own realisation and high spiritual
state, has this reverence towards Siva. Why: people all over the world, saints of
great reputation have this veneration. Sri Dr. Hari Prasad Shastri, Ph.D., a
renowned disciple of Saint Dada Maharaj, and who is worshipped by his own
English disciples as a Great Master, has almost a chela-like veneration for Siva.
Sri Boris Sacharow, an eminent Yogi of Russia, and Sri Louis Brinkfort, another
Yogi of Denmarkall have taken Siva as their revered Master. I can go on with
this list ad infinitum.
Saints revere this saint: saints see God in this man. And, ordinary people see
man in this divinity. What a pity. Oh, Lord, open our eyes. Give us the Divya
Chakshu so that we might see Thy Real Form which these Yogis see in their own
inner temple.
INDIAN SPIRITUALITY IS ALIVE IN ASHRAMS
At night, during the Satsang, Siva requested the doctor to speak a few words.
I have been deputed by my university in America to go round India and see if her
ancient spiritual culture is still alive today. I have gone round: I have visited
several Ashrams: I have contacted Government officials, too. I find that the spirit
is still alive, very much so, in the Ashrams in India where, as in this, there is the
living presence of a Master. It is a sad reflection to find that in the Government
and public services this spirit is almost nil, whereas in the west you find greater
traces of this spirit in those quarters.
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Venkatesanandaji, you will have to talk a few words, came the command. Now? I
felt diffident: with hardly a few minutes to think about what to say! But after all,
it is he who is going to do it.
Siva must have known the dilemma: for he began with a beautiful song Within
you is hidden God! and then followed it up with a few Vedantic songs. And while
doing so, he had given me enough material to talk. All that I had to do was to
elaborate his definition of Divine Life as give in this famous song.
THE PROFESSOR IS CHARMED
The Satsang came to a close at about 9.20 p.m. But it was hard for the Professor
to take leave of Siva for the night.
Swamiji, I have seen many saints in India during this tour. But, what I greatly
admire in you is that you have not the slightest trace of an inferiority complex
from which the others suffer. You are so outspoken: and you are so full of
humour that you capture our hearts. Humour is a thing that is lacking in
philosophers and saints too, very often. That spoils everything and makes it dry
pedantry.
Swamiji, I told the Professor, is a musician dramatist, great humorist and
dancer, too. You should see him dance. He is a fine actor: and he has dramatised
the Upanishads. People who were unable to assimilate the Vedantic truths
contained in them have got clear ideas from his Upanishad Drama which has
been appreciated by our Governor-General also. He is full of humour.
Have you read my book: Philosophy in Humour? asked Siva.
No, I would very much like to.
They resumed their seats. And, Siva began to sing a few poems from his book
Philosophy in Humour. The Professor and the Gujerati devotee were beside
themselves in joy.
You ought to sing these songs in America: and you will revolutionise the entire
country. People will be simply swept off their feet. America needs this kind of
instruction: simple and delicious. And the way you sing these precious instructions! It is simply marvellous.
They left at 11 p.m.
9TH APRIL, 1949
YOGA MUSEUM: A GREAT IDEA
Early in the morning, Siva took the Professor round the Ashram.
The Yoga Museum he was very much interested in. The entire set-up of the
Museum was explained to the visitors. The doctor of philosophy closely followed
the beautiful design of the Museum.
Please give me a sample of this Japa-mala-bag. With that I will start my own
Museum in my University in America. This is a most wonderful idea.
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which they would have handed over this pearl of wisdom would be definitely the
better and richer for it.
14TH APRIL, 1949
H. A. Y.? P. R.
Do you know what this means? Think. For thinking is good for the brain.
As they do with conundrums, I will give you some details about these letters.
They form part of an autograph-blessings that appear on the cover of a book that
Siva is sending a devotee as a present. And, this devotee has for a considerable
time not been writing to Siva. Now, think again. For, deeper thinking along a
particular line helps cultivation of the powers of concentration.
The interrogation mark reveals it: How are you? Please reply.
You might ask: How does Swamiji expect the devotee to know this? If he is not
sure that the devotee would easily understand it, then what use is it writing this
much?
This is the strangest phenomenon. If the reader understands, then the purpose is
served. If he is unable to understand it, then also the purpose is served. The
purpose is served the moment these letters are penned by Siva.
How? If he understands, he will reply. If he does not, then he will write to ask
what it is: and naturally he will write all that Siva wants him to write!
In the process of thinking about this conundrum, already the blessed devotee has
gained a lot. He has passed through his mind all the days that he was with Siva,
the Upadesh that Siva had given him (lest it should refer to something of that
Upadesh, that he has neglected), everything, everything indeed, from the date he
met Siva till the date of the receipt of the book with these few letters inscribed on
it. Thought deepens into concentration: and this, when coupled with Vichar, is
productive of the most salutary results. He is sure to be revivedspiritually.
MESSAGE TO THE GUARDIANS OF YOUTH
Sri K. Raman Nair, Headmaster of Shoranur High School, has come and before
leaving the place had collected a number of Sivas books. His wife made a quick
survey of the entire book-shelf, the photographs and lockets and selected many of
them: The children will like it.
Siva came in. Raman Nair explained to him that he was on a mission of gathering
information from authoritative sources about any improvement that he may carry
out in the management of the school.
Much of what the boy learns in the school today, he has to forget later on: very
little of it is actually useful to him. The main thinga spiritual trainingis sadly
neglected. Ethics ought to be the very foundation of the boys career at school. At
the schooling age the boy is easily pliable. You should try to plant in his fertile
mind good seeds of spirituality, morality and ethical perfection. Then only will
the school serve its purpose. Start the school with a prayer in the morning.
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The flag flutters in the air: it calls you allCome, embrace Sanyas. One day or
the other, you have to embrace Sanyasa. The Upanishads declare: Na Karmana
Na Prajaya Dhanena Thyagenaikena-amritatwamanashuh. Nothing except
renunciation can give you Moksha. If not now, at a later stage: if not in this life, in
a life to comebefore you attain the Supreme you will have to embrace Sanyasa.
Some people say: Why give Sanyas to young people? Why? They are the fittest
for Sanyasa. Only young people can practise intense Sadhana and Tapasya. What
can an old man do? Just when he is about to die, someone will utter the
Mahavakya in his ears which had already ceased to hear. Of what use is such
Sanyas? Glory to the youthful Sanyasins who have dared to defy the worldly
temptations and embrace the Holy Order.
Even you, ladies, ought to take Sanyas. There have been astounding examples in
the Upanishads and Yoga Vasishta of ladies who possess Brahma Jnana. You are
by nature nearer to God. You are loving by nature. You have many divine virtues.
Only, you are more attached to children. That is your only weakness. If you try
even a little bit, you can achieve the Supreme.
May you all realise the Self in this very birth.
TEHRIS CHIEF MINISTER
Sri Jyoti Prasadji, Chief Minister of Tehru-Garhwal State, was coming towards
the Ashram. We received him and took him to Sivas Kutir where the party was
entertained by Siva himself.
Swamiji, I have received the packet of books that you have so kindly sent me.
How wonderfully you write! Every word of what you say is only too true and
uttered in your own direct style: and one is at once inspired by them, as they
emanate from the very heart of a Self-realised saint. I have studied the books of
all great men: but have not been able to find that particular charm in anyone
elses.
It is all Gods Grace.
17TH APRIL, 1949
THE DEVOTEES ATTITUDE
Sri Sudarshan was in a complaining mood. The Sadhana Week did not satisfy her
entirely: for she heard more of talks and discourses than of Kirtan and Bhajan.
She is good at composing songs. She has composed many songs on Siva himself.
Quickly in the afternoon she had composed her song of complaint. O Sadhaks,
please ask Swamiji why he has not chosen to sing his lovely Kirtan Dhwanis.
Siva stood up on the platform after the Drama at night was over. Sudarshan
asked for this Kirtan or that song.
Ohji, all these are stale now, said Siva. Look at the simplicity that enables him to
say this from the lecture platform, facing a huge audience.
No, Swamiji, to us they can never become stale.
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All right, then, said Siva. Then gushed forth Sivas favourite songs, one by one,
and Sudarshan was visibly moved by Sivas grace and mercy.
Siva sang Song of Ities and explained the meaning. Siva sent the audience to the
heaven of joy when, in the middle of the song, he stopped and said in the same
tune: I have forgotten the rest of the song, and translated this into all the
languages. A little while later, he recollected the entire song and continue to sing.
Try it once in your life and feel for yourself what a tremendous lot of courage and
straightforwardness is necessary to do all this. It is impossible to evaluate this
except through ones own experience. Fear of brickbats, fear of loss of name, fear
of public criticism, and a host of other fears simply eat into the vitals of the man
who finds himself in such a predicament. Dwiteeyaat vai Bhayam BhavatiOnly
perception of duality creates fear. Where is fear, of any sort, to one who has
passed beyond this sense of duality? Siva sees his own Self in allhe has realised
the Unity of Selfand therefore there is no fear for him, but bliss alone.
Next he turned to the song.
Chidanand Chidananda Chidananda hum
Har haime Atmas Satchidananda hum
I am Knowledge and Bliss, in all conditions I am Knowledge-Bliss Absolute.
This is the greatest tonic in the world, said Siva. In whatever condition you may
find yourself, sing this song and realise its power to revitalise you, to rejuvenate
you. You need not resort to drugs and tonics if you know this song. You will save
doctors bills if you sing this song.
Next came the Song of Govinda.
Goal of life
Govinda
Is God-realisation
Govinda
Attain this
Govinda
Govinda
Govinda
Quickly Siva turned to Sudarshan and asked: You have heard this many times.
You are fond of this song also. But, have you ever thought of doing what I am
telling you now? You never write the Mantra.
From today I will do, Swamiji.
And, send me the Mantra note-books regularly.
And, he continued the song.
Siva was not feeling quite well physically. Yet, he continued the programme till 1
a.m. Thus had he demonstrated the efficacy of Chidanand song. At 12.30 he was
in a spirited mood. He sang sectional songs. A Punjabi tune.
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BE SELF-DISCIPLINED
It takes all sorts of people to make an Ashram: and Sivanandashram is noted for
its catholicity of faith so that anyone professing any religion, creed or Yoga can
become its inmate. And, there are some orthodox Vairagis who would prefer to
take Bhiksha from the Kitchen and eat it on the Ganges bank. VVV was one of
them. The kitchen manager had felt it rather inconvenient to serve these people
with Bhiksha and to serve the others at the same time.
Siva called VVV and said: In whatever you do you should try not to cause the
least of trouble to others. Well, if you wish to take Bhiksha and eat it on the
Ganges bank, do so by all means. It is good. And, it would not be very difficult for
the kitchen people to arrange it. But, you should have patience and discipline.
You should wait for your turn. Never ask for extra-considerate treatment. Obey
the rules. It will help you in your evolution.
Even God follows certain rules self-imposed. Think of the universal lawshow
nicely they operate. Think of the correlation of planets and with what rhythm and
precision they move. Cannot God also leave the world, go and do Tapas in
Uttarkashi? He has His eye on every atom of creation and attends to everyones
needs. He has to keep an account of everyones Karmas and mete out the rewards
and punishments in strict accordance with the Eternal Laws. You should acquire
that much of self-discipline if you wish to evolve into God.
And, I have heard that even in his Swarg Ashram days, when the Ashram
authorities were ever eager to serve him in all possible ways, Siva would insist on
being one among the crowd and decline to make use of the privileges granted to
him. He would stand in the long queue, in the hot sun, waiting for his turn to take
Bhiksha. He could as well have taken it at any moment side-ways: but he would
never break the discipline of Swarg Ashram.
And, still they come.
25TH APRIL, 1949
JUDITH TYBERG
From far off America a sincere seeker after Truth intent on finding out the Reality
in and through the maze of sects, creeds and schools of thought in India
Srimathi Judith Tyberg has come to Ananda Kutir.
She has great ideas. She was one of the founders of the World University Round
Table of America of whose Religious Section Siva is the head. She intends to go
back to America and spread Hindu Yoga.
After the evening Satsang Siva asked her to speak a few words, if she would like to
do so.
Me, Swamiji? I came to learn, to listen and to be with you and to inhale the holy
spiritual vibrations that pervade the atmosphere of the Ashram. What I am going
to say?
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Such is their attitude. Similar was Brig. Yadu Nath Sings yearning, too. When he
was here during the Sadhana Week, he described to me his mode of approach
towards the saint of Ananda Kutir.
It is a strange thing, the Brig. said. I have stayed here for days together. Before I
come, my mind is filled with eagerness to ask Swamiji about this and that. But,
when I ultimately find myself in his presence, it seems as though that very
presence is the answer. I have no need to ask any question. And a true Sadhu
among high-ranking army officers, you will at once see in the Brigadier a man of
parts, noble and gentle, but not the least trace of the vanity of position.
26TH APRIL, 1949
JUDITH TYBERG SPEAKS
This evening, during Satsang, Siva requested Srimatha Judith Tyberg to speak
and she was ready to do so.
She dwelt at length on the deplorable conditions in the West and emphasised the
need for the quick and rapid spread of Eastern thoughts and the spiritual culture
of the East in the Western nations. She felt that America was in need of it, and
was ready for the message.
She had come to India to learn Indian Spiritual Science. She had studied the
Indian philosophy and more than the philosophical portions of it which she was
able to learn in the universities, she felt that the influence that actual living
spiritual personalities, like Siva himself, had created in her lasting impressions
and given her strength and courage to take the message of the East to America
and say boldly, Here is a message from the living messiahs of the East in whom
the ancient spirit of Vedanta still lives.
Judith Tyberg felt that her quest for the living spirit in India had taken to Sivas
Ashram at Rishikesh: and she said that during the few days of her stay here she
has been able to learn a lot and absorb the message of divine life.
ASHRAM TRAINING
After listening to Sivas favourite and humorous Kirtans and songs at the
conclusion of the Satsang, Srimathi J.T. was ready to leave for her Kutir. She
said: Good night, Swamiji.
OM Namo Narayanaya! That is the Sadhus way of saying Good night. At every
turn utter the Lords Name. Even the mere Good-night forms part of Japa.
OM Namo Narayanaya, Swamiji. Yes, it is a nice way.
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RELENTLESS SERVICE
Before the class started, Siva himself had gone round the entire Ashram waking
up all the inmates and all the visitors including J.T., so that they might attend the
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class. Siva found J.T. fast asleep and so left her alone. But, the moment she
awoke, she ran into the Bhajan Hall and quietly slipped in. Such is the liberty that
people at once take of Siva, induced, no doubt, by his own spontaneous love and
kindness: J.T. at the conclusion of the class, mildly put in: How is it that I did not
wake, Swamiji? Did you wake me up today also?
Yes, yes: replied Siva, and you were fast asleep. I thought you were tired and so
left you. Later I sent Vishnuji twice. Perhaps, you were too tired to get up.
Anyhow, it is good you have come to the class.
MUSEUM: A UNIQUE FEATURE
So, you are leaving? OM Namo Narayanaya. Please come again and come every
year. Spend a few months here. Take an aeroplane and you are here in a day.
I shall, Swamiji. In any case, I shall always depend on your blessings and kind
thoughts to help me in my work in America. I have learnt a lot during my stay at
this Ashram. I was greatly delighted to see the Yoga Museum. I have decided to
set up a similar one in America. It is so simple and grand. The idea is simply
unique.
Very good. I shall send you cuttings of pictures, etc. Though I may not be able to
send you an exact replica, I shall try to furnish you with what all I can to make
your museum complete, as the one here is.
Thanks very much, Swamiji. You are so good and generous.
YOUTH CANT UNDERSTAND
Turning to Swami Chinmayanandaji, Siva asked: Is Shroff also leaving today?
Perhaps, no: Swamiji. His health was very bad last night.
What happened?
Swamiji, he easily gets upset over trifles. The problem of travelling by day in the
hot sun, in a bus, worried him so much that he got blood pressure again.
Quite true. Only old people know their difficulties. It is a trifling thing to youth:
but it is a real problem to an aged man like him, with all his weak heart and blood
pressure. A young man cannot understand. I was doing double-somersault when
I was young. But now diabetes, etc. make it difficult for me to walk, too. Age has
its own limitations. You should try to understand and sympathise.
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1ST MAY, 1949
THE BOOK THAT STIRRED
At the night Satsang, Sri N. Parasuraman of Madura Divine Life Society related
his experiences. His acquaintance, he said with unbounded enthusiasm and
Satvic pride, with Siva dated back to 1937. During this great year in his life, he
came across Sivas booklet Samadhi in Six Months. This entirely changed my
life. It stirred the depths of my heart. It made the deepest impression on my
mind. I began to correspond with Swamiji. I got a most charming letter almost
immediately: this letter I still preserve and read frequently. Since then I am
trying to follow Swamijis teachings.
LEPROSY RELIEF
Visitors to Sivanandashram would invariably notice that outside the dispensary
would assemble morning and evening a number of leprosy patients from the
neighbourhood: and Sivas special instruction to the Sadhaka in charge of the
dispensary has been to pay the utmost care and attention to this class of suffering
humanity and to treat them with Narayana-Bhav. Thus, whereas the Sadhaka
may omit to salute with folded palms a sick Sadhu, he would never forget this
when a leper-Narayan approaches him. Siva himself has ever taken the keenest
interest in the treatment of dangerous infectious cases: and the Sadhus of
Rishikesh would relate with amazement how he would sleep with cholera
patients, and serve them in every possible way, without the least thought of his
own safety.
Rev. Taylor of the American Leprosy Mission was here yesterday with a U.P.
Government official and requested Sivas assistance in the matter of leprosy relief
in Rishikesh. Siva readily agreed, and later explained to us:
The Government officials and also the States Health Minister Dr. Gairola have
always sought the assistance of Sanyasins for this work. Why? Because these
helpless victims of the Prarabhda are neglected by all other sections of the
community. A practising doctor would refuse to treat lepers: for his practice
would cease, and with that his earning. People are afraid to go near leprosy
patients. Only a Sanyasin who has renounced worldly life and who has no fear for
even death can boldly undertake such humanitarian service.
Arrangements were made last evening itself to visit the leper colony this morning.
As usual, Siva was able to determine not only the main issues, but all the sideissues connected with it, in the twinkling of an eye. Dr. Subramaniam will
accompany us. We will take out a list of the lepers, and classify them variously.
We should separate the children who are not affected by the disease and take care
of them. We should also render proper treatment to the patients who are in the
initial stages of the disease and try to save them.
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When they close their eyes, some people will imagine that they see the Atma
Jyotis. Why does not Nirvikalpa Samadhi follow immediately?they will ask.
Others there are who claim to have seen Lord Krishna. Lord Krishna came once,
twice and thrice, too: but why does He not appear before me a fourth time?is
their problem. These people only delude themselves. You must apply yourself
vigorously to the eradication of selfishness. Surrender yourself to the Lord. Live
for Him. He will then reveal Himself to you.
TO EACH ACCORDING TO HIS NEEDS
Sri Swami Sivayogiji Maharaj of Karnataka, a learned exponent of the Veera-saiva
philosophy, and a Mahatma of great repute belonging to the lineage of sage
Basavanna, has come to the Ashram. He is doing a great deal of propaganda in
the South: and he has an idea of starting a Yoga Ashram where one could learn
the actual technique of Yoga (i.e., in addition to a theoretical grasp of the
principles.) He has sought Sivas help in this connection and his visit is mainly to
get a blue-print from Siva of the lines on which he should proceed.
During the night Satsang, Sri Swami Chidanandaji delivered an inspiring
discourse on the necessity of practising Sadachar which has been variously
described by the founders of the various Yoga-Margas (as Yama-Niyama by
Patanjali Maharshi, as Sadhana Chatushtaya by Vedantins, as Sadachara by
Bhaktas, and as Chitta-Suddhi by Karma Yogins), as Sadachara is the very basis
or foundation of Yoga Sadhana. C. explained that both the foundation and the
culminating point of Sadhana according to the various points of view were the
same: only the external appearance of the intermediary process seems to differ,
though even here the internal achievements are the same. C. emphasised that the
necessity of these fundamentals has been recognised and acclaimed by all the
religions of the world. He incidentally mentioned that the glory of Karma Yoga
lay in the fact that it is a system which does not allow the Pana Purusha to raise
his head even for a second, and that it is a system which enables one to acquire
divine virtues rapidly.
Swami Siva Yogiji who was then requested to address the gathering said that the
Sadharana Dharma (like Ahimsa, Satyam, Brahmacharya, etc.) was universal,
while there appear to be differences only in Visesha Dharma (rituals, etc.)
Everyone should, therefore, practise these virtues.
(This portion of his talk so exactly coincided with Chidanandajis that it led one to
wonder if C. had not divined the Swamis mind. Strange are the powers of a Yogi.)
Continuing, Sivayogi Swamiji said: The greatest service to Hindu Dharma has
been rendered by Sri Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj who has during the past twenty
years spread the knowledge of the several Yogas throughout this country, and in
foreign lands, too. And, he, too, has insisted on the need to direct ones attention
to the fundamentals and to the acquisition of Daivi Sampath which are universal
principles. Swamiji has dealt with and clearly expounded every branch of Yoga so
that not one Sadhaka will find that he has been neglected. Swamiji has catered to
the needs of ALL Sadhakas everywhere in the world: to each one he gives
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greater perfection. The goal is THAT and nothing short of it should produce
satisfaction.
DO IT: AND DO IT WELL
Ganga Prasada Sharda of Pilani is a painter, too. He had brought a wonderful
drawing done by him. And, he had, not minding the cost, framed it in a thick
frame, too.
That is the spirit of a Karma Yogi, said Siva. He does not leave things half-done.
He completes everything. If Ganga Prasadji had simply given the painting
unframed, there was the chance of this painting being spoilt. In spite of the fact
that it would have cost him 30 or 40 rupees to frame it, he has done so. Now, it is
safe.
Karma Yoga is not to do everything in a slipshod way, thinking that that is the
way to remain unattached to the actions and their fruits. That is Tamasic
negligence. Karma Yoga is to do everything efficiently and proficiently and yet to
remain unattached to the fruits.
HAUGHTY SADHU AND HUMBLE MAHARAJAH
After the evening Satsang a Sanyasin with an imposing appearance began to
discuss with Siva the cardinal tenets of his cult and the practice advocated by his
Guru and himself.
Swamiji, from our point of view even Sravan Manan and Nididhyasan have no
significance. Only our Sadhana is listening (mere listening without even trying to
grasp through the mind what is being said!) in silence. We do not try to
understand, because the Atman is beyond the reach of understanding. Our Guru
has told us that that is the best method and that all other practices are
meaningless. One day Truth will shine of Its own accord, without any effort on
the Sadhakas part.
Very nice, replied Siva with his inimitable smile. But, the Sadhaka must be a
super-Adhikari to grasp the Truth in this manner. To Janaka the utterance of
Tattwamasi once was sufficient, and he realised the Self. But, even if we
nowadays hear it millions of times we seem to be far, far away from It.
After dwelling on several topics, Siva told us: The Maharajah of S. is a great
devotee. His Sadhana is a continuous repetition of the name of Lord Rama
through the twenty-four hours. He has attained great Siddhis in this practice, too.
A devotee who happened to sleep on the Maharajahs bed had a vision of Lord
Rama which he attributed to the Mantra-Shakti of the Maharajah. The
Maharajah is well-versed in the Upanishads too. Yet, he would say: I am only an
Abhyasi, not a Bhajani. I am quite unfit for Vedanta. He was too humble to call
himself even an advanced Sadhaka or a Japa Yogi.
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That is exactly what Siva himself used to do, during his college days. Out of his
own practical experience he had found this method effective. Siva never tires of
letting the entire world share the secrets of his success.
INSTRUCTIONS TO THE ADVOCATE
The Advocate Saheb came late to the morning class.
You have come to earn something more valuable than all the world can give you.
There you give your blood to earn a livelihood: here you have the inexhaustible
wealth of spiritual knowledge. Do not miss a single opportunity of attending
Satsang and learning lifes greatest truths.
It is all the more important for you because you have chosen the law profession.
As an Advocate you are bent on achieving success: you might be tempted to resort
to falsehood, cunningness, etc. to achieve the end. Please do not be discouraged.
You can be a spiritual aspirant even now. Enter the Bench. Or, become a Legal
Adviser somewhere. Or, at least do not take up criminal cases. In any case, let not
money be your goal. Always strive to practise truth, righteousness and try to serve
the people.
PRACTISE vs. BOOK-KNOWLEDGE
A Parsi boy who had come to the Ashram was attracted by the Seva that the
Ashram Charitable Dispensary was doing: he desired to learn medicine.
OM Namo Narayanaya. I do not find you at all nowadays either in the office or in
the dispensary. What are you doing?
Swamiji, I am learning medicine.
Learning medicine? Where?
I am copying out your book, Family Doctor, Swamiji.
That you call learning medicine? Would you like to copy the world sugar on a
piece of paper and taste its sweetness? Learn it in practise. Go to the dispensary
and assist the present doctor-in-charge. You will know the names of the diseases
and how to prepare each mixture. That is the better way to learn.
This principle applies to everything, especially to Yoga Sadhana.
15TH MAY, 1949
VEDANTIC GREETING
Tat Twam Asi! Krishnananda Swamiji, greeted Siva as K. met him on the way to
the Bhajan Hall for the morning class, at the same time bowing to him, with
folded palms. K. reflected for a while what this might mean. Siva explained.
You want to know what it is? This is the new Vedantic greeting. The Europeans
say Good morning: a South Indian says Namaskaram: a North Indian says Jai
Ram ji ki: a Sikh greets Sat Sri Akal: a Sadhu greets with OM Namo
Narayanaya. Now this is a new invention for Vedantins. They should greet each
other with Tat Twam Asi or Jai Satchidananda. They should bow to each other
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also. Adwaita Vedanta does not prohibit prostrations and respecting one another.
In Samadhi there is no other to bow to. But, when a Vedantin is not always in
Samadhi with the non-dualistic consciousness: and he should bow to all with the
Bhavana Sarvam Khalu Idam Brahman.
This method of greeting will constantly remind the Vedantin of his own essential
nature which is Satchidanand or of the great formula, the Mahavakya Tat Twam
Asi. The more people he greets with this formula, the more continuous will be
the Brahmic thought. This will greatly help the Sadhaka in raising the
Brahmakara Vritti, hasten the dawn of Brahma Jnana or Final Liberation. Tat
Twam Asi.
Padmanabhanji, now gone thin and weak, was helping Siva in picking out books
for free distribution.
You have gone so thin nowadays. You are not taking any food I think.
Swamiji, it is two months since he took proper food. rejoined Dayanandaji.
This is no good. You should take Mitahara always. You will now exhibit great
Vairagya and give up food. Later there will be a reaction and you will swallow
maunds of fruits. Such Sadhana is not of much use. You should adopt such
measures as you will be able to carry through unto the last.
SIVA GANGA PIYAVOO
In the morning was declared open the Siva Ganga Piyavoo. In view of the fact that
there was another Piyavoo (a shed where water would be served to thirsty
pilgrims) nearby, we had almost given up the idea of having one in the Ashram.
In time, Siva reminded about it:
No, no. That does not matter. Let there be another Piyavoo nearby. But, we
should also have one in the Ashram. It is a great service to the pilgrims which
should not be given up. Even if no one contributes for the expenses, let us spend
out of the Societys funds and open the Piyavoo.
There is a beautiful lesson in it. Often Karma Yogins lull themselves into a false
belief that there are sufficient workers in the field and that they can retire into a
cave. Some workers neglect actual field service with the same plea, and seek
positions of respect. It is a mistake. Even if there are a million people in the field,
a Karma Yogin should not abandon his duty, his Sadhana of selfless service.
ANOTHER VISHNU
During the night Satsang, some of the people assembled got up in the middle.
Torches flashed: and the centre of attention was shirted to an insect moving on
the floor.
What is it, scorpion? asked Siva.
No, Swamiji, It is another variety of.... Vishnuji fumbled for the proper word.
Another variety of Vishnu? remarked Siva and we all had a hearty laugh.
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Truth in jest. Lord Vishnu is the Indwelling Presence in even the tiniest or the
most venomous insect. See Him in all. Or, as the remarks were addressed
particularly to Vishnuswamiji, see your own Self, Vishnu, in this insect, too. It is
only another variety of the same thing called Vishnuswamiji. What a fountain of
wisdom and philosophy in humour.
17TH MAY, 1949
DELUSION WITHIN DELUSION
Sri Ganga Prasadji with his party of students had made a lightning trip to
Badrinath and had returned today. He had made a few rapid water-colour
paintings of the Himalayan landscape at various places en route and was showing
them to Siva at night. Wishing to see them clearly, Siva flashed his torch across
the pictures.
What is this? I see only a jumble of colours.
Swamiji, if you put out the torch, you will see more of the beauty of the painting.
Oh, the darkness adds charm to the pictures? He put out the torch. This is
delusion within delusion. This is one way of cheating people. Have you ever
bought shoes at night? They will be glittering. In the morning you will be sorely
disappointed. In the photograph the prospective bride will appear most
charming. When you come face to face with her, you will be disillusioned. This is
all delusion within delusion. If there is real beauty in an object, it should always
be beautiful, in light or in shade. When you flash the torch of true wisdom on
these shining objects you will at once perceive their hollowness and ugliness.
22ND MAY, 1949
SURGEON FOR THE EGO
Dr. Kanakasabesa Iyer from Madras was introduced to Siva in the morning, as an
eminent surgeon.
Without getting up from his seat, as usual, without so much as to enquire
whether it would be convenient for the doctor, and after the several usual
enquiries about his comforts in the Ashram itself, Siva turned to the group of
visitors and inmates standing around him:
Would any of you like to consult him and utilise his services?
What a complete absence of formalities and the artificial falsities of behaviour
commonly known as etiquette! Sivas Religion is the Religion of Love and Service.
It is this Religion that fills him and is incarnate in him. Its irrepressible fragrance
wafts around the moment the slightest movement of the wind is caused and an
opportunity presents itself. Thus the only thought the presence of an eminent
surgeon before him could evoke in him was Any service?
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Siva Narayanji got himself examined. And, so on: one by one. Sivas mind must
have been working very fast, trying to recollect people in the locality who had any
use for this surgeon.
Oh, Doctor Saheb, Jayadayal Goenkaji of Gita Bhavan has some trouble with his
eyes. We shall go and see him.
Yes, Swamiji, was all that the doctor could say.
Without the least loss of time, milk was brought for the doctor and his family, and
after the doctors breakfast, Siva and the doctor left for Gita Bhavan.
On return from Gita Bhavan (and for the first time, after exhausting all possible
sources of service) Siva expressed his great appreciation of the doctors
knowledge and readiness for service.
You are a great surgeon. Can you operate on the ego of a man? asked Siva.
Certainly not, Swamiji. Well, I need the operation upon myself: and you are the
surgeon for it. So I have come to you.
23RD MAY, 1949
A DAYS GAINS
After hardly five hours of rest, the Ashram was buzzing with activity at 4:30 a.m.
this morning. A mild OM at the threshold brought Mrs. Mohanlal Saksena (wife
of Indias Rehabilitation Minister) and others who were staying with her, out of
the chamber of the Goddess of Slumber. The lady and the children looked
extremely fresh after what a city-dweller might have considered hardly a nap of a
few hours.
The morning university class began with Kirtan, Guru Stotras, Shanti Patha and
prayers. Ere the mind could have sufficient leisure to fall back into its favourite
grooves, Swami Krishnanandaji began his learned exposition of Panchadasi,
dinning into the ears of the listenersOne alone is true: Truth is thy own Self:
that Truth should be meditated upon constantly forgetting the wrong notion that
the body is the Atman. Close on his heels follow Sri Ramamurthys Karma Yoga
lecture, interestingly interspersed with stories, similes and illustrations, concisely
and precisely telling the Sadhaka how he should behave in this realm of duality
for, by this time the rays of the sun have begun to illumine to the eyes of the
mortal the vast creation of multiplicity and this talk on Karma Yoga gives the
most timely reminder that Even this is the Virat Swarupa of the Lord: it need not
frighten you or bewilder you: serve without egoism: do your duty: realise the Self
through all this. (On alternate days Sri Swami Chidanandaji delivers his
inspiring lectures on Raja Yoga. Here again one is taught to feel that the
perception of each external object, now gradually coming into the Sadhakas
vision as morning advances, can be controlled and sublimated by an inner
process of control of mind, that culminates in Samadhi revealing the true nature
of the Self.) From Unity to diversity: from diversity back to Unity again. That is
the process.
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Nor should one imagine that the students are ever kept in the dizzy heights of
Vedanta and that the layman who listens to these discourses could sink into
Tamas, unable to rise into Satwa. As soon as the Raja Yoga class is over, Vishnu
Swamiji will call attention and begin the Yogic drill. All done sittingYoga
Mudra, Ushtasan, lateral twists of the spine, Paschimottanasan, an elementary
physical culture, Uddiyana, Agnisara, Kapalabhati, Bhastrike (slow, internal and
rapid), Sitali, Sitkari and eye-exercises. This round of exercises saves (those so
inclined) from relapsing into Tamas, and adds to the Satwa of others.
These are immediately followed by Sivas inspiring Kirtans and songs, each word
pregnant with the Self-realisation of the sage, thrilling, elevating and
tranquillising. One is inclined to feel at this stage that all the previous items were
preparatory stages to this grand culmination. Maha Mantra Kirtan, Maha Vakya
Kirtan, Soham Mantra Kirtan, Gita Kirtan, Yoga-Vasistha Kirtanit is then that
you are thankful for the bending and twisting and breathing that you had just
passed through, for they have enabled you to enjoy the thrill of the Kirtan and
attune yourself to Siva, by driving away the Tamas that might still have been
lingering in the body and mind. The final OM chanting enables you to feel
actually the unreality of externals and the Reality of the Kutastha. With a prayer
for the peace, prosperity and health of all (for after the spiritual drill in the
morning, you are in a pure state with a powerful Will which you are taught by
Gurudev to use for the good of all), the class concludes. Then follow individual or
group Suryanamaskara, Asana training and practice.
Needless to say that Mrs. Saksena and children enjoyed this morning class
immensely, indeed.
Later Mrs. Saksena and party were shown the Photo-Phonics Department and the
Sivananda Art Studio; they (especially the children) witnessed with great delight,
the movie films, projected through the editing equipment.
Soon after this the Yoga Museum. The significance of the arrangement, the
meaning of the composition of the museum, etc., were succinctly explained to the
party.
What a fund of knowledge does one gain in such a short time!
No wonder that a visitor remarked after last nights Satsang: I have never
attended such a wonderful Satsang meeting as this! Even during the night
Satsang the mind is never allowed a moment to stray away. Beginning with
Kirtans, Bhajans, study of the Gita, Upanishad and Tulasi Ramayana, the evening
programme includes a lecture by Swami Chinmayanandaji on the Upanishads
and concludes with Sivas Kirtans and Bhajans (in English, Hindi and Sanskrit).
Siva often distributes a few of his spiritual vitamin tablets in short crisp and
sweet poems, each one with a high concentration of spiritual truth, humour, and
practical instructions! After Sivas Kirtan, there is OM-chanting, Maha
Mrityunajaya Japa, Arati, and Peace Chant.
Someone described this as Indra Sabha. And, aptly so, for there is every kind of
instrumental music, many vocal Bhajanists hailing from various parts of the
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My children! See the Raja Sahebs humility. And, his thirst for devotion to His
lotus feet. That should be a Sadhaks motto.
It is no doubt true that Bhakti Sadhana consists in remembering the Lord
constantly. Very few people will be able to do this and this alone, without doing
anything else. See the Raja Saheb himself. He has been a student of Jnana Marga:
he is well read in the Upanishads, Gita and Brahma Sutras. And, remember that
he has been carrying on the business of a State. He has been maintaining his own
family. Side by side, he has been carrying on his devotional practices. That is the
secret.
Karma Yoga should be nicely blended with Jnana and Bhakti. Do not be
frightened if during the course of your work you sometimes forget the Lord, your
mind stops the repetition of His name, and you seem to lose the Bhava. God is the
Antaryamin. He will understand inner motive. You need not tell Him what you
are thinking of. He will give you a greater abundance to devotion and Bhav. Early
in the morning and at night say unto the Lord in prayer: Oh, Lord, whatever I do
is your worship only. Please be gracious enough to accept. This synthesis leads
one to the goal very quickly.
26TH MAY, 1949
FULL-BELLIED PRAYERS
The Sadhu Bhojan arranged by Sri Gauri Prasadji of Swarg Ashram was in
progress. Sri Narayanaswamiji was continuously singing some Stotras and
Mantras. Siva asked Atmanandaji to recite a few hymns. The meals were over and
the Manager said: Ganga Mayya ki Jai. Sivas voice rang forth from his seat:
Ohji, wait a bit. All resumed their seats.
Siva asked an old South Indian woman to sing a few Tamil songs in praise of the
Lord, of Vairagya, and of devotion. A South Indian young lad well versed in Hindi
sang a Hindi Bhajan. This was followed by another Tamil verse. Siva then
prompted a Punjabi mother to sing a Punjabi Bhajan. Every time someone
finished, the Manager will say Ganga Mayya ki Jai, and every time Siva would
stay the dispersal of the crowd. Last came the turn of a Marathi mother. Sangitla,
some Bhajan of Tukaram.
The Satsang in the dining hall lasted longer than the dinner itself. The diners
who assembled at 10.30 dispersed at 11.45. In sophisticated society, too, dinners
last that long. But, what a difference! When you are joyous, when you have
satisfied your appetite, when you are full, you should utter the Lords name and
sing His praise. Instead, people waste these precious moments in idle gossip and
chit-chatting. The mind during that period is calm and satisfied and fresh
desires and longing have not risen yet: that is the best time to sing His name and
remember Him. That is the secret which Siva has revealed today. May all hosts
take the hint.
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Then he looked at us. We had been asked to keep ourselves in readiness to sing
Nama Ramayan.
I KNOW WHEN YOU SHOULD BEGIN
No, not now. You should be ever prepared. When I say begin then only can you
begin. But, be always prepared.
The remarks referred to a song: but I take it to be a command for the entire song
of life. A Guru knows when his disciple should do what, when he is fit for
particular Sadhanas. Disciples often delude themselves into a belief that they are
fit for Nirvikalpa Samadhi and that their Guru is obstructing their progress by
insisting on work and worship of God. They run here and there, lose themselves
in the dense jungle of doubts and difficulties and ultimately perish. Beloved
Sadhaka, stick to the lotus feet of the Guru and do his bidding. He knows best and
you will attain your goal.
Siva then sang Kirtans, interspersed with instructions.
SOLUTION FOR WARS
You should sing with Bhav. Sraddha, faith and a belief born of conviction are
necessary. Husband pretends to love his wife; wife pretends to love her husband.
There is no real love at heart. Similarly, between father and son; between friends,
too. Real love is the hearts love. Develop this divine love. That is the only way to
end quarrels, riots and wars.
SPEND THE NIGHT IN YOUR OWN KUTIR
Sri Swami Suk Devanandaji who has a big Ashram on the other side of the
Gangesone of the oldest friends and admirers of Sivahad been invited to the
Satsang today. He had delivered an inspiring discourse on the necessity during
Kali-Yuga of the performance of Karma Yoga. The assembly dispersed: and
Sukdevanandaji could not get the motor-boat to go across. Chidanandaji was
offering the guests bed, etc. to spend the night in the Ashram. Sri S. wanted to go
via Lakshmanjhula. Siva at once saw the point.
Yes, that is a very good idea. Even though it means additional strain and walking
a couple of miles, and loss of an hours sleep, you will have peaceful rest
afterwards.
This is an object lesson for all Sanyasins.
CONSERVE PRANA: INSPIRE, LET THEM PRACTISE
A member of S.s party acquiesced and added: Yes, Swamiji. Further, Swami
Sukdevanandaji has to attend the morning class in his Ashram, too.
Siva said: Sukdevanandaji! You have lectured enough: worked enough. Please
take care of your health. If you go on lecturing like this for hours on end each day,
you are wasting your life-breath. You should simply inspire people: then they
should practise. Later on all that you need do is to silently watch your disciples
progress, occasionally you can deliver discourses, too. They should practise and
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realise themselves. It was friendly advice from sage Siva that went straight to the
heart of Sr. Swami S.
DECIDE: DO IT AT ONCE
Another member of Sukdevanandajis party raised some objection, and suggested
that they might all spend the night at Ananda Kutir.
Swamiji, once you decide, stick to it. Sukdevanandaji is going: you all follow him.
Stick to your decisions. Do not waver.
How many of us fail in this respect! This tenacious adherence to decision is SIVA:
and that is one of the secrets of his great achievements.
GIRL ABANDONS PARENTS AND FOLLOWS SIVA
Thus came to a glorious conclusion the days function arranged in memory of the
late Sri Gyaneshwari, a grand-daughter of Judge Saheb, in whose memory a Kutir
had been built at the Ashram. Gs mother, too, was present during the whole
days proceedings. She was greatly pleased.
Gyaneshwari was a saintly soul. Her devotion to Krishna was equalled only by
Miras. She was Mira herself. She left just when we were arranging for her
wedding, to join her Lord. It was she herself who later, (after she had passed
away), asked Judge Saheb to build a Kutir for her in Swamijis Ashram so that she
could be always near him. It was she herself who had arranged all these functions
which have drawn Swamijis grace upon her departed soul. She wanted to follow
Swamiji. She has fulfilled her own wish.
THEN AND NOW IN KASHMIR
A Professor from Kashmir who has migrated to India (Punjab) has come with his
family. Siva at once recognised him as one whom he had known during his
(Sivas) Kirtan-tour in Kashmir.
UNPRECENDENTED CROWD AND SIVAS AGAD BHUM
Swamiji, how well do we all remember your famous Agad Bhum song and dance.
In spite of all that has happened since those days of peace, plenty and prosperity,
the memory is still fresh in us of the eager throngs of men and women and
children who would sit through whole days listening to your sweet, stirring
Kirtans. I was only a small boy then: but I have the most vivid memory of this one
thing in my life.
His father who had listened on with approval to his sons talk, now put in his:
And, what gatherings! Swamiji, in all my life in Kashmir I have never again seen
such a mass of humanity assembled together.
I was inquisitive: Did the figure run to thousands?
Thousands?the old man felt disappointed. Not less than ten thousands every
day: and that looked like a sea of heads that swung to and fro in the fashion of
waves, to the tune of Swamijis Kirtan. It was a sight for the gods.
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The old woman I could positively see was lost in a reverie: the picture of Kashmir,
then, stirred and roused up by Sivas Kirtan, perhaps floated before her eyesand
she was satisfied within herself.
27TH MAY, 1949
OUTSIDE MAYA: INSIDE BRAHMAN
Sri Dipchand Pollar of Calcutta and Sri Rai Bahadur Sri Duttji (President and
Joint Secretary of the Kali Kamliwala Kshetra) had come to the Ashram to take
Sivas advice on certain Kshetra problems.
When they had explained their difficulties, Siva said: Some amount of criticism
has always to be ignored. But when there is wide criticism, know that there is
something wrong in the management. Then, we should try to rectify our own
internal defects. The general feeling of respectable Sadhus should be recognised,
honoured and attended to. But, ignore them who criticise you out of sheer
malice,was the gist of Sivas advice.
As they were coming out of the kutir (on the first floor above the old Anand Kutir,
the dispensary rooms where the discussions were held) an elderly Sadhu was
passing that way. This Sadhu was a great devotee and was fond of Japa and
Satsang, though the generality of his Gurubhais believed in Vedantic Sadhana
alone. Smilingly, Siva greeted him! OM Namo Narayanaya, Swamiji Maharaj.
Swamiji, you have made this an imposing building by adding this upper-storey.
Alluding to the Vedantins derision of mundane affairs, Siva said: It is all Maya,
Swamiji Maharaj. And, yet, this Maya is very necessary. For, in this Kutir Sadhaks
will sit for Dhyan and realise the Self. Through their Sadhana they will become
Brahman, too.
It looked like a commentary on the 11th Mantra of the Isavasya Upanishad:
Conquer death through Avidya: and with the help of Vidya attain immortality.
SCORPION IS KILLED? DONT KILL
Chinmayanandajis Upanishad discourse was in progress. A scorpion was noticed
near the desk. Vishnuji ran for the customary tongs. Someone flashed a torch on
the poor creature. It curled up its tail and assumed the alert position, ever-ready
to give its assailant a taste of its tail.
A young man in the group ran forwards and without a warning took out the
contents of its bowel with the butt end of his torch. To him, the problem was
solved.
Dont kill! rang Sivas voice from behind him.
The young man stood glancing alternately at the scorpion and Siva, as much as to
say: This scorpion? You want me not to kill this?
It is a scorpion, Swamiji. It will sting someone.
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Scorpion or cobra: dont kill. Let it go away untouched or take it alive and throw
it away unharmed. Even if a cobra enters your house, you should not kill it. You
should leave the house, instead. These poisonous insects do not come often into
your house and of their own accord they dont trouble you. God has given them
that instinct to avoid human habitation: for their own good, as well as for the
good of man. When they happen to stray into a dwelling, they should be shown
the exit; but no harm should be done.
Killing forms a Samskara in you. It is very difficult to eradicate these Samskaras
later on. See: all this Sadhana is directed only at the eradication of the Samskaras
embedded in your mind. Once there is complete Vasana-Kshaya then the Light of
the Atman shines of Its own accord. Therefore you should be particularly careful
not to repeat these acts which tend to produce wrong Samskaras.
In a thoughtful mood the young man left Sivas Kutir, after the Satsang.
30TH MAY, 1949
I AM A SAINT!
Last nights hero reappeared in the morning after the morning class, again: and
his countenance indicated the mental conflict, To kill a scorpion is not practice of
Ahimsa? This had taken a salutary turn, too and the problem now appeared to
him as Sivananda vs. himself. Why should he be instinctively impelled to kill the
scorpion, whereas even the very thought was alien to Sivananda?
Siva noticed this the moment his eyes fell on the young man.
Ohji, no harm is done. The Samskaras are already there. They try to express
themselves and thus strengthen themselves, every time an opportunity offers
itself. It might so happen that very often you will find yourself powerless to
restrain such expression. But, every time these Samskaras get the upper hand, sit
down after the event, calmly analyse your own conduct, regret, repent, and
resolve to correct yourself. Slowly and gradually these Samskaras will get thinned
out and then they will be annihilated. The evil thought of killing will afterwards
never arise in the mind at all. That is the state of a saint.
After a while, Siva added: It is possible, if you diligently practise. Saints do not
drop from heaven. They are made by constant practice. I, too, was killing
scorpions, once. Strive and attain perfection.
Between these two sentences, there is an unsaid sentence: And, now I am a
saint.
CHANGE THE MIND
Vishnuswamiji wants to go to Uttarkashi and explained that a change would give
him more strength to do work when he returns; incidentally, he could also learn
certain advanced Hatha Yogic Kriyas at Uttarkashi from an expert there.
Why do you want a change? What is it that needs a change? Change the mind.
Alter the mental attitude. That is the most important thing.
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4TH JUNE, 1949
CONVOCATION ADDRESS
A newly-graduated Tamil pundit came to Ananda Kutir to have Sivas Darshan.
Siva utilised the opportunity to deliver a short, but thrilling convocation address,
to him and through him, to the thousands of his type that go out of the
universities year after year.
Everyone already has the Abhiman of youth. When the hot blood of youthful
vigour runs through mans veins, he can hardly be convinced that that period of
life will soon pass away and he will soon have to lean on a stick. To add to this
Abhimana, now you have got a University degree. In ignorant people this
generally adds one more layer that veils the truth from their vision. A wise
student of Yoga like you should do away with Abhiman altogether. Work without
Abhiman. You will shine as a great Vidwan and a real Vidwan or one who
possesses Atma Vidya.
You should do Saraswati Upasana. You will then gain Her grace and through Her
grace a powerful tongue, and a brilliant intellect. You will be able to inspire and
elevate people. This is very important.
Whenever you find an opportunity, speak to persons and address gatherings.
Always dwell upon a spiritual, moral or religious theme. Inspire people and turn
them Godwards. That is the best manner in which you can express your gratitude
to the Goddess for Her blessings.
Write: and write original ideas and thoughts on Upanishads, Gita and Vedanta.
Never indulge in silly, trash thinking. You will attain great glory.
COOLNESS UNDER FIRE
What sort of Victoria Cross should one award to Siva? A soldier on the field of
battle, if he keeps his head cool under fire and carries on the fighting till the very
last breath, is awarded the Cross.
The financial statement of the Society showed a precarious position. Bank
balance had come down to the nil figure. There were still debts to be cleared.
The problem was placed before Siva.
Close it down. We have done enough work. Five or six of us will take Bhiksha
from Rishikesh and meditate in the Kutirs. As long as there is medicine in the
dispensary, we will serve the sick. As long as there are books in the League we
shall distribute them freely. Give away everything to those who need. Put in an
announcement in the magazine and issue a circular to say that the Society has
been compelled to stop work. Then he sat up and a list was drawn, of the
Ashramites that might have to be told to make their own arrangements for
Bhiksha, etc. Siva himself attended the meeting which was convened to tell all
Ashramites of the position.
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Very soon after this, Siva began to distribute fruits and almonds to workers and
visitors, as he said to compensate for the curtailment imposed on them by the
financial condition of the Society: and books began to flow more freely and in
greater abundance to seekers, to do the service while there is yet time.
5TH JUNE, 1949
MYSORE MAHARANI AGAIN
A car arrived.
And, Siva was already out of the D.J. Hall to receive Her Highness, the Maharani
of Mysore, on her way back from Sri Badrinath.
Sadhaks were busy and in a few minutes the Mysore party were enjoying a light
but refreshing repast of fruits, sweets and coffee. Books and magazines had
already begun to flow round. The entire party went for Ayurvedic Pharmacy
products.
We fetched chairs and benches outside the D.J. Hall: but the austere Maharani
preferred to sit on the bare ground. The moment Siva had an inkling of her
intention, he quickly stooped down and removed the stones and pebbles that
were on the terrace and made room for Her Highness to sit. The Maharani and
party, needless to say, were wonderstruck at the ever-readiness to serve that Siva
had. It is a silent sermon.
6TH JUNE, 1949
I CAN SIT HERE A WHOLE NIGHTMAHARANI OF MYSORE
In the evening the royal cars returned to the Abode of Bliss. Sivas abode on the
bank of the Ganges has a charm that none can resist. And, the Maharanis pious
and devout nature has brought her back to Sivas Kutir.
At Her Highnesss request, Siva took her to Swarg Ashram, etc. On their return,
the evening Satsang started.
Time fled: but everyone was oblivious of it. Half past nine: someone whispered.
Sivas sharp ears caught it and his keen intelligence, in the twinkling of an eye,
grasped the significance.
You want to go? Siva turned to one of the young members of the party. The sage
in him assumed the ancient role of the Master of masters. Wait for a while. There
will be more Bhajans, more Kirtan, a short Drama, a discourse.all very
interesting programme. Why: if you attend a cinema, you easily reconcile yourself
to the loss of sleep and feel content to go to bed at 1 oclock. Satsang is infinitely
more valuable than that.
The wise Maharani at once interrupted Siva: Swamiji, I will stay. If they want to,
let them go. There are two cars. They can take one: I will stay. Why: in this
Satsang I can sit till the morning listening to your Bhajans, Kirtans and poems.
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The younger members of the party chimed in chorus: We will stay, Swamiji. We
dont want to go.
Just look at the direct method of approach which Siva always adopts and
conquers the hearts of all. High or low he has the same vision: he identifies
himself with the people with whom he has to deal: and at once all formalities are
abandoned. Those to whom he addresses himself feel not in the least distressed at
the overbearing attitude he adopts. They are at once enchanted by the depth of
his interest in their true welfare: and they yield without hesitation.
I was myself the target of such a frontal attack. When I was at the Ashram as a
visitor and when I, at the time of taking leave of Siva, remarked that the entire
place was heaven, Siva instantly exclaimed: It is all built for you only: stay here.
Who asks you to go? Resign your job from here. I was greatly embarrassed: and
from that day till his commands were obeyed to the full, these peremptory orders
were hovering about the mind drawing me closer and closer to this astounding
personality who would dare to take the greatest liberties with the most unknown
strangers.
And, the Kirtan came to a close after a thrilling programme with Siva himself
taking the greatest share of it with his humorous poems and songs. The party was
entertained with milk and fruits. The Maharani was unwilling to leave. True to
her words, she dispensed with the rest of the party and stayed nearly till midnight
.and even then only, after expressing her desire to spend a couple of quiet days
at the Ashram in Sivas Satsang and in the contemplation of the divine.
8TH JUNE, 1949
MAHARANI COMES TO STAY
Sure enough, this time with only a couple of attendants, Her Highness has come
back to spend a couple of days at the Ashram and to have Sivas Satsang. She
arrived late in the evening yesterday and spent the night in the quiet retreat of the
Ashram.
Yesterday was Nirjala Ekadashi: and Siva had fasted, as usual, without taking
even a drop of water. In spite of the obvious strain on his system, he got up at the
appointed time and began to attend to the needs of the Maharani, himself.
One notices this trait in Siva all at once. Heads of religious institutions, as soon as
they find that they have won a little name and fame, segregate themselves from
the Common Man and make themselves unapproachable to him. They take the
cue from the governmental institutions, and appoint under them a hierarchy of
secretaries and assistant secretaries to filter visitors and devotees through.
The other extreme, too, has its obvious disadvantages. If one whose name has
spread far and wide and whom many people are eager to see and talk to every day
lives always in the open, he is likely to have a difficult time. He would be able to
do no work: and rest would be unknown to him. Siva, the Wise Sage, has adopted
the golden mean. At certain periods of the day he is available to none: neither to a
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There is a peculiarity about him. As one thing is being done, his mind will leap
forward to a dozen succeeding things and he will begin attending to them, too.
Thus, one after another the programme will flow on smoothly. The lady doctor
who had accompanied the Maharani was taking her food in the Pangat along with
Siva. As they were taking their meals Siva called Dayanandajio and asked him to
have the Kutir on the Ganges bank swept clean, a cot place in it, and over it a
mattress and a pillow, for the lady doctor to take rest after the dinner. What we
would generally do would be to think about this when the need started us in the
face and then willy-nilly make some arrangements, always unsatisfactory.
The Maharani had a long conversation with Siva in the evening as she is leaving
tomorrow morning. She said: I have no mind to leave this place at all.
PEN-FRIENDSHIP, VEDANTIC SELF-INTRODUCTION
Judge Saheb had come to see Siva. After a few minutes talk with him, Siva
suddenly called out to Ram Rup Tiwarji (an Advocate) and introduced them to
each other.
You should be like the German, Tiwariji. You should come forward and introduce
yourself. That is the spirit of Vedantin. (To Judge Saheb) Tiwariji was once a
Vedantin. Gradually his heart has been turned towards Karma Yoga and Bhakti.
Now he is a Synthetic Yogi. He left them to converse with each other and went
his way.
This is done through post also. One Sadhaka is introduced to another: a junior is
asked to take the help of a senior, and the latter to help the former. We were
surprised once to get a letter from Dr. Sundari of Mangalore that she had
received a letter from a European lady requesting the loan of certain of Sivas
books. Siva had already introduced them to each other.
GURU IS THE REAL FATHER
Dinner was about to finish. To Sivas left were sitting, first the lady doctor
accompanying the Maharani of Mysore, then Sri Ram Rup Tiwari and his son. As
Siva looked to the left at the rows of diners, he suddenly noticed something in the
boys throat.
Tiwariji, your son has got goitre?
Tiwariji was taken aback. He rubbed the boys throat gently. The boy said it hurt
him. Chidanandaji who was standing nearby confirmed the diagnosis.
Swamiji, I was under the impression that it was mere fat, said T. But now it
appears that you are right. What a pity, Swamiji, all these years I have not noticed
it! (To his son) How long has this been the matter with your throat?
For a long time, replied the boy.
And, imagine, added T. I had not noticed it either. It was Sri Swamiji Maharaj
who first noticed it.
Take this doctors prescription for the boy. (To the lady doctor) Prescribe
something very effective for this boy.
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Yes, Swamiji, I shall. And the doctor suggested some patent medicines. It was
further a hint to the doctor, and to us all. People generally complain that they do
not get opportunities for selfless service: when they go about looking for service
they return disappointed, with the feeling that everyone seems to have been
provided for, and their services are not needed. But, if only one keeps his eyes
and ears open, he is bound to find umpteen opportunities for rendering service.
Here, for instance.
DONT HOLD A PIN WITH YOUR TEETH
I had to do some urgent despatching work. From a bunch of papers I had to
dislodge some to be thrust into an envelope. I pulled out the pin, held it between
the teeth (obviously as a result of the force of habit, but apparently to avoid loss
of time in picking up the pin again from the desk), while I sorted out the papers,
Sivas eyes were quick to notice this, though I was far away from his table.
Ohji, dont keep a pin in the mouth. You will unconsciously swallow it and then
come to grief.
Here is a super-parents care of his spiritual children. Household-fathers should
learn a lesson and take a genuine interest in the welfare of their sons and all
children generally. This is one step in Divine Life.
ANANDA IS NOT A MERE GLORIFYING SUFFIX
Saswathanandaji, called out Siva, to give him some instructions. But, he
continued in an entirely different strain.
Even before embracing Sanyas formally, you have added on the Ananda suffix.
It is all right in a way, for you have been here for quite a considerable number of
years now. But you should understand the significance of this term Ananda. It
means that the bearer of that name has found (or at least is sincerely
endeavouring to find) Ananda or Bliss within himself, in his own Self. Well, to
such a man no external forces ever matter. Even if he is beaten with a shoe, he
will only smile: for he has dissociated himself from the body, and the inner
Ananda is ever there.
But, the other day you lost your temper at a man calling you with an insulting
word. Even supposing he called you donkey, did you at once develop four legs
and a tail and did you become a donkey actually? It was a mere sound. You
should have merely smiled at it and ignored it. It does not matter. Past is past. In
future at least, you should be careful. Watch the mind. If you lost your temper
100 times last year, if you lose your temper fifty times this year, it is a great
improvement. Perfection is not attained in a day. Always reflect on the
significance of the Ananda suffix and the principles of Sadhu-hood.
The incident occurred almost a month ago. Siva kept studiously silent and did not
open the topic at all with either party in the fray. He made both feel quite at home
and gave them to understand that he has not even noticed the quarrel. A lesson
he had to teach: but he would not do so while the emotions were in a surging
state. He let a month pass, gave both parties sufficient time to cool down and
forget all about it: then quietly comes up with his instructions. Look at this great
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considerateness even towards erring souls. Siva has, I should say, excelled Lord
Jesus who admonished Magdalene on the spot.
9TH JUNE, 1949
YOUTH: TAKE NOTE!
A letter has been received from Sri N. Subramanian Unni of Srivandrum. Sri
Unni says:
My prostrations at thine feet. Having come to know of the Divine Life
Society and Swamiji Maharaj, through the local branch of the D.L.
Society, I feel myself blessed from that moment and I hope to be lifted up
from the ocean of Samsara by Swamiji Maharaj. My eyes are now
opened and I realise how I have practically wasted my 64 years of life. I
am now very anxious to turn a new leaf and taking refuge at thy feet
hope to be saved and taken to the goal in this very birth itself.
After reading this letter aloud, Siva remarked:
This is a very sincere man. Look at the genuine repentance he has given
expression to in the letter. Even this does not happen to most of the people today
who lead a sensuous life right to the grave. They waste their entire life: and it will
be long time before they are granted a human birth again.
Wiser is the man who perceives the dangers of old age, death and transmigration
while his senses are vigorous and he enjoys the bloom of youth. Repentance in
old age does not take one very far. It is better, therefore, that youth is trained to
look at life from the right angle and to take note of the fleeting nature of the
pleasures of youth. One should take to the spiritual path while one is young. He is
a Dheera. He will attain Jivanmukti if he follows the precepts of his Guru and
applies himself, heart and soul to his Sadhana. And, in youth this steady and
tenacious application to Sadhana is easy.
Incidentally, look at the marvellous work that some of the Societys branches are
doing. They are the rays of this resplendent Sun of WisdomSivaand wherever
they are they dispel the gloom of ignorance and open peoples eyes.
LISTEN: ENJOY: LEARN!
No strained silence: nor a stiff posture: not an awe-inspiring presence; but a loveinspiring smile; not a dreary discourse, but sweet music spiced with humour
who will not like to learn at Sivas feet?
The Secretary of the Notified Area Committee had come with some of his friends
a doctor, a professor, etc. Tea was served. And, Siva took up a copy of his
Vedanta Jyoti and began to sing in his thrilling voice, a few poems, here and
there. Over a cup of tea they listened.
There is none of the artificial atmosphere that prevails elsewhere on such
occasions: this nerve-racking business is not suited to the modern man. The
student sits on a chair, on a level with the Master. He is enabled to feel that he is
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the Masters equal: the Bhava that Lord Krishna encouraged in Arjuna and
Uddhava. In this familiar pose, the heart and the mind of the student is wide
open. There are no reservations. No formalities. The lesson goes right in and digs
itself into the very inmost cavity of the heart.
A song containing very serious philosophy, some important item of Sadhana.
the student listens, all attention and serene. It is not continued: for again, the
student will lose the lively-interest and will get moody. At once, a humorous
poem is taken up. The student roars with laughter. In that merry moment, the
lesson slips in.
At the end of this most novel discourse, the Master presents a copy of the book to
the student; and he promises to read it again and again.
Dr. B.L. Atreya, Head of the Department of Philosophy in the Banaras Hindu
University, had come day before yesterday: and he, too, liked this discourse
immensely.
10TH JUNE, 1949
DOCTOR WANTS MOKSHA
An aged doctor was conversing with Siva in the office. His problem was: How to
attain Moksha?
Moksha for a doctor is very easy, said Siva, and the doctor was amazed at this
bold assurance. Renounce the desire to earn wealth. Desist from accepting
money from poor patients. Never extract money from anyone. Have the pure
motive of serving the Lord in the sick and the suffering. Reflect. Meditate. Find
out the defects in the mind. Root out the subtle hankerings after pleasure: for
they goad you to place this service on a mercenary basis.
You can do this Seva more effectively if you renounce the world and join some
good religious institution. Start a dispensary or a hospital as a part of this
institution and begin serving the poor and the suffering. Always have NarayanaBhav. Greet every patient as Lord Narayana Himself come to give you an
opportunity to purify the heart. Take genuine interest in the patients recovery.
After the service is over, say: Brahmarpanamastu, and dedicate the action and
their fruits to the Lord as your worship. You will attain Moksha very quickly.
The doctor bowed in great reverence, determined to put every bit of Sivas
instructions into practice.
Oh, Doctors! Read Sivas biographies. He was also a doctor, much as you are
today. Find out for yourself through a deep study of his life what the features
were that distinguished him from you all and opened out for him the gateway to
God-realisation. Follow him. And, attain the blissful pinnacle of glory where he
stands today.
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Then Siva said: I will now say LONG LIVE. You will all respond with
DEVENDER. In the loudest tone possible, so that the sound will be heard
throughout the fourteen worlds, so that all the gods of the universe might hear
and obey!
The entire audience obeyed!
The grateful parents and the boy himself joyfully touched the lotus feet of Siva
with the crown of their head.
13TH JUNE, 1949
JIVA AND ISHWARA, BOTH ARE ILLUSORY
Here is a patient who suffers from blood-poisoning: the virus of a pseudo-Guru
has entered his blood! Siva handed a letter from a good devotee of the Lord, very
fond of doing Japa, and of other devotional practices.
He had fallen a victim to the preachings of the modern pseudo-Gurus. He is
bewildered because some preacher has told him that the Ishwara whom he is
worshipping is also an illusory object, a product of delusion.
Yet, the sincerity of the Sadhaka is to be admired. For, at once he writes to Siva
for final clarification. He has a taste for Japa and cannot give it up.
Jiva and Ishwara may both be within the pale of Maya. But, Ishwara is Suddha
Satwa. The entire creation is within Him. He pervades all the universe. He is
verily Brahman Himself! They are deluded who speak of Ishwara in derisive
terms and who decry worship of Ishwara. What is more: Ishwara can give KramaMukti. A worshipper of the Form of the Lord attains Sayujya with that Form, and
eventually attains liberation. The mind will not all at once be able to grasp the
Formless. It needs a prop in the beginning. Therefore, worship of a Form and
repetition of the Name are most essential. Later on that Ishwara Himself will lead
the aspirant to the meditation on the Formless Absolute. What can Ishwara not
do? This pseudo-Guru thinks that Ishwara, too, is in ignorance even as he himself
is. What a pity! Aspirants should beware of such pseudo-Gurus and avoid them as
they would avoid venomous cobras.
14TH JUNE, 1949
GLORY OF SIVAS PROXIMITY
Swarg Ashram Vaidji, living on the top floor of the same building in which Siva
lives, has passed away. He had a virulent attack of smallpox which took his life.
The passing away was peaceful. A householders body is generally cremated. But
this noble soul had his consigned to Mother Ganga, in the fashion of Sanyasins.
What a great honour. No other form of end would have earned him this merit.
Surely, in his case the smallpox was a blessing in disguise. People dying in distant
parts of the country are blessed by their ashes being immersed in Ganga. Vaidji,
however, had his body itself consigned to the holy river. No wonder: he had lived
in close proximity to Sivas lotus feet for the past nearly 15 years. He led the life of
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a householder: yet, the very act of living near such an illumined soul earned for
him at the last moment the honour of a Sanyasins end.
THE GREAT MYSTERY
As we bowed to Siva on his entering the office in the morning, he asked: Did you
know about Vaidjis departure?
Yes, Swamiji: the vaccinator will be here just now, Swamiji. It is better for
Swamiji also to get himself vaccinated.
Oh, no: it wont come.
Swamiji, it seems that Vaidji treated a smallpox patient recently. He must have
caught the infection then.
That is only a Nimitta. Why did it not spread to others also? It had to be like that.
How did I have scabies? When a man has a sudden attack of typhoid, how do you
account for it? These infections spreading, etc., are only Nimittas. The truth
about it is a great mystery.
Gahanaa Karmano Gatih
Siva himself once carried a smallpox patient on his own shoulders to the hospital.
A cholera patients bedside was Sivas abode for some time during the Swarg
Ashram days of the sage. Even now nothing could prevail on him to shift his
abode for even a temporary period from his Kutir which was directly below the
smallpox patients residence. Why: we could not persuade him to take his daily
bath in the Viswanath Ghat, a little ahead of the place near his Kutir, near which
the patients clothes were daily washed by his family. Abhayam is the saints
nature. He has conquered death. Even the dissolution of his body depends on his
own will.
LEPROSY TO VEDANTA
Sri B. Ganguly, Leprosy Relief Office of the U.P., and Sri B.M. Nautiyal, Medical
Office of Health in the Tehri State, have both come to Siva to seek his help in
connection with the leprosy relief work that they wish to undertake in Rishikesh.
G. was struggling to express the inexpressible feeling of gratitude that filled his
heart for the spontaneous and deep interest Siva had taken by personally visiting
the leper colony, collecting detailed statistics and forwarding them to him, the
Tehri Health Minister, Rev. Taylor, etc.
To tell you the truth, Swamiji, last time we came here it was just because Dr.
Gairola asked us to see you, and I, too, had a soft corner for Sanyasins in general.
But I was overwhelmed by the spirit of cooperation and ready assistance that I
saw in you. You have rendered to me and to the nation at large more help in this
work than I could dream of. And, I shall not forget that it was in addition to the
multifarious activities you are carrying on here.
Then the official discussion started. Siva appreciated the governments scheme
and himself suggested several sites for the proposed construction of a pucca
government colony for leprosy patients.
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honoured Guru. I hope you will kindly favour me with your valuable
advice at this moment as also in the future.
Dr. T.N. Mathur
The above letter is an effective answer to some people who criticise Siva that he
indiscriminately preaches, throws away his books into the hands of unworthy
persons, and indiscriminately initiates young men into Sanyas. This betrays only
impudence. Sivas knowledge is cosmic: we are short-sighted. His vision pierces
the veil of time and the most distant future is the Present to him. You and I
cannot even appraise the present! Bow to the dust of his feet. Follow him. Raise
not a word against him.
WHAT IS IN A NAME?
To Siva every name, every address, wherever he find it, is all-important. Behind
every name there is the Nameless. Every name is in delusion waiting to be
awakened to its Nameless Swaroopa. As has been hinted at elsewhere in this
volume, Sivas address book is his treasure: read this letter received today:
Revered Swamiji,
Yesterday I received the autographed copies of your books. The gift was
extremely unexpected. That, however, adds to the sweetness of the gift
and the large-hearted kindness of the donor. I pray I shall prove worthy
of the present.
The world has heard about you and your teachings. I am not known to
you. I wonder to what I owe this kindness form you. How did I catch
your notice? Possibly it is my signature in the letter sanctioning paper for
the Jubilee number of The Divine Life.
P.V.S. Sarma
The letter beautifully takes you on the horns of the dilemma on which the writer
sits bewildered. Have you ever found yourself in such a condition of mind? It is
an oppressing joy, a blissful misery, and a thrilling depression. The man feels like
bursting into tears of joy.
This I call Sivas magic. Quietly a couple of books slip through his hands. The
postman delivers them to the addressee. We cannot fathom the mind of the
sender. But we see evidence of the intensity of the senders Sankalpa when we
come to the receiver. His very heart is stirred. He at once finds himself in an
entirely different realm altogether. That is what they call the Spiritual Touch that
Awakens.
22ND JUNE, 1949
DR. J.C. CHATTERJEE
Dr. J.C. Chatterjee, a learned professor of philosophy, who had for several years
made America his home preaching philosophy there, has come to have Sivas
Darshan. After the preliminary greetings Siva had the Museum shown and
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explained to the doctor. C. greatly admired the Museum. He came back to the
office. Siva whispered into a Sadhaks ear: coffee. The old man caught the idea!
No, no: dont bother now.
It is all right, Maharaj: just give me this last chance, please!....
All right, all right, smiled the 78-year-old professor: You are an incorrigible!
Such a compelling hospitality the professor had enjoyed during his previous visit
to the Ashram, too.
Coffee was brought. Along with it a couple of sweet-dishes, biscuits and fruits.
What a dinner you are giving me! All right: since you have said that it is your last
chance.
Last chance? Yes: I meant last chance for the day!
Side-splitting laughter among all those assembled: and in uncontrollable mirth
the old man even spilt a little coffee.
I do not know how you have been able to do so much work. You have truly done a
tremendous lot of work. The innumerable books.the Ashram.the Mandir.
Really marvellous. I have been wanting to go round the Ashram since I came here
last: but something or other has always stood in the way. My admiration has
considerably grown now that I have actually seen the fruits of your stupendous
endeavours.
No, no, no. I have done nothing, said Siva and became silent.
Siva has described himself as a Mahabhogi, Mahayogi and Mahatyagi. To do such
a lot of work which has earned the appreciation of countless leaders in the world
and which has raised countless children of the Lord to heights undreamt of by
them, and then to proclaim: I have done nothing, is an astounding feat which is
possible only for the Mahatyagi strictly adhering to the precepts of Lord Krishna
in the Gita.
What has an uneducated, imbecile and worthless man to renounce? And, is it not
ironical if he repeats parrot-like: I am Akarta, Abhokta? A Sadhu enters
Rishikesh 25 years ago with nothing but a multi-pieced rag: serves everyone he
comes across without any selfish motive whatsoever: shuts himself up in his
room for days together living on dry bread and waterif he rises to world
eminence, sits on the summit of a sky-scraper, every brick of which was laid by
him with the sweat of his brow, and says: I have done nothing,.know that
such a person is the Living Bhagavad Gita and the Living Vedanta.
Coming down to business, C. said: Swamiji: I want your help. We must conquer
Russia, for Communism today threatens to wipe out all noble culture from the
East. You alone can help.
Why: even though you say you are aged, I see in you the spirit of youth. You have
already conquered America. Russia is childs play for you. You are J.C. Chatterjee,
arent you? Jesus Christ Chatterjee! What! And, make your conquests!
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The Doctor was completely taken aback by this remark, and said: Swamiji, how
do you know that? I used to initial some papers in America J.C.C. and say that
they signified Jesus Christ Come. How strange that you should have said the
very same thing.
Small wonder: what can be hidden from one in whom the rivers Past and Future
have drained themselves out in the ocean of the Eternal Present, and in whom the
walls that separate here and there have been pulled down revealing at one
glance the All?
The Doctor continued: You are specially suited to the work of capturing Russia.
For, you are a very powerful magnet that has attracted these iron-filings of young
fellows. I see bright, very hard-working, brilliant young men.(He turned round
and saw that one or two of us were watching).No, no: I should not say that in
their hearing. Young man! What I am telling Swamiji is not for your ears. You are
all very wicked young men with no brains at all!....(and added in a low tone to
Siva).otherwise, these young fellow will get puffed up with pride. Now, as I
said, you with these young disciples are the only fit person to conquer Russia.
When you start the University here, Doctor Saheb, you will get plenty of young
men of talents. I am your grandson. I will always be ready to serve you. I have
only a few geniuses here. Omkaranandaji.that is a brilliant poet. He is my right
hand. He is very young. But a real genius. He is a journalist, a brilliant writer.
And, a fluent orator, too. This young man, too, is a very good writer. He
renounced a high position in the government of India. Swami Chidanandaji, who
explained the Museum to you, is another eminent writer and lecturer. He is a
saintly person with a magnanimous, kind and generous heart. and so on, Siva
went on describing his disciples to the Doctor.
Do you see the difference? The human being sees human beings in others
susceptible to all human weaknesses e.g., pride egoism, etc. The Doctor is a great
man, but a human being. No so, with Siva. He is divine. Only divine virtues are
apparent to him. He sees divinity in all. He rejoices in glorifying others. What a
spirit he thus infuses in everyone: and how miraculously his words awaken the
hidden powers in the young folks!
The Doctor was about to leave. He had collected all the biographies written by
various scholars and Yogis, on the life of Siva.
I do not know what to say of you. Your name itself has a great significance. But, I
would slightly alter it and say you are Sevananda. Because, you take such a great
joy in serving others. You are a great magnet, too. Magnet-Sevananda.
23RD JUNE, 1949
LANGOT BANDHA OR KAUPEEN MUDRA
Perhaps you have never heard of these twoone a Bandha and the other a
Mudra.
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They have been evolved by sage Siva at the Ananda Kutir Yoga-Vedanta Forest
Research Laboratory.
An aged gentleman came into Sivas office this afternoon. He explained to Siva
how, even though he had a desire to visit the Ashram for a number of years past,
he was unable to do so because he could not get leave. We all looked up in
wonder: this old man has still not retired?
Siva asked the question. And, he replied: Swamiji, what to do? I have to protect
fifteen children and my wife. 8 sons and 7 daughters. All my life I have spent
rearing up these, one by one. Therefore, even after retirement I have had to take a
job.
You have never practised Langot-Bandha, I think.
No, Swamiji. And I have never heard of the name so far. Please explain it to me.
Nor Kaupeen Mudra?
No, Swamiji.
Obviously not: if you had, you would have saved this worry in old age. Langot
Bandha and Kaupeen Mudra differ only in minor details. Essentially they are the
same. They mean observance of physical celibacy.
A cough-like laughter from the old man during which he exhibited the few lucky
remains of what were once rows of teeth.
This Bandha and this Mudra have thousands of uses, and many varieties, too.
Grosser the variety, grosser the use also. But, even the grossest forma mere
physical observance of Brahmacharya, has great utility. It will save many families
from starvation, help to reduce the dowry-burden from the head of fathers of
girls, and the school-fees budgets of many a young man.
The subtler forms have infinite uses. When this Langot Bandha is taken to the
mental sphere also, then the practitioners brain-power increases, intellect is
sharpened, and intuitive perception developed, too. When this Langot Bandha
becomes mans nature itself, then the Kingdom of God is opened to him and he
becomes soon a great sage. Even the Upanishads and the Gita have sung the glory
of this Brahma and this Mudra.
Therefore practise this.
26TH JUNE, 1949
DISCOURSE ON PRANA
Dr., M.A., Ph.D., was Sivas guest this morning. They sat in the office
discussing Yoga. Each admired the others conquest of old age and the youthful
energy with which they worked. The doctor was astonished to find that Siva, in
spite of his age, was extremely busy throughout the day, from 3 in the morning
till late at night.
The discussion went on to Creation, Maya and Samadhi.
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Siva said: Man is maintained as an individual through the force of Vasanas which
keep the Prana in motion. Vasanas agitate Prana! And Prana maintains the body
with its senses. These Vasanas are stored up in the mind from time immemorial.
The grossest form of Prana is the breath. Subtler is the elemental Prana. Still
more subtle is the Cosmic Prana which is termed Hiranyagarbha. It is from this
Cosmic Prana that everything has emanated.
Now you have understood the intimate connection between Prana and the mind
(Vasanas). One depends for its function on the other. Therefore, if you learn to
control Prana, you can control the mind, through Pranayama. When you still the
Prana and when it ceases to oscillate, Samadhi supervenes. All Vasanas are fried
in toto: you achieve Moksha.
The Upanishads speak highly about Prana whose subtlest form is
Hiranyagarbha. By worshipping Prana as Brahman, they say, you can live a full
life of a hundred years. You can do a lot of selfless service and practise much
Sadhana if you have thus a long life. The Isavasya Upanishad also exhorts us to
live the full span of a hundred years, doing the enjoyed works. OM.
Swamiji Maharaj, during all my life I have never spent such a fruitful hour as I
have in your holinesss presence. I have learnt during these few minutes more
than I have in all the rest of my life. By your Ashirvad I do hope to be a useful
citizen and a good Sadhaka. Namaskar.
AN ETERNAL STUDENT: NO DISGUST!
Swami Keshavananda, disciple of the late Swami Pranavanandaji, has been here
for some time and tonight the entire evening Satsang programme was his itemexhibition of lantern slides depicting some important topics in the Gita,
Ramayana, Mahabharata, etc. Siva had already witnessed the slides. Yet, he was
the one member in the audience tonight who was most interested in the item.
After the Satsang had come to an end the gathering had dispersed, leaving on the
verandah of Siva Kutir only Sastriji and another inmate of the Ashram, besides
K. and Siva himself. There was a discussion on the slides.
Swamiji, it has a mass appeal. Woman and children would like it very much. This
has a greater attraction for the layman than mere intellectual discourses.
Children would witness it any number of times without getting bored.
I, too, said Siva. I have already seen this. But, I can see it daily and listen to
Swamijis explanations daily. Not only the slides: even ordinary discourses, talks,
lectures and Kathas I can go on listening to any number of times. I never feel
disgust. Every time I will try to find out new points and learn new lessons.
In this is wisdom: in this is Brahma Jnana.
NEVER LOSE AN OPPORTUNITY
Over a cup of milk and fruits K. was talking to Siva. Siva after admiring the
marvellous idea of the magic lantern show, said: It is a brilliant idea you have
evolved: that of tapping the ground with the walking stick for the purpose of
asking the assistant to change the slide. Why not say OM instead? As soon as you
have done with a slide, say OM and he will change.
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I am grateful to your Holiness, Swamiji, for this suggestion. I shall certainly put
it into practice. It is wonderful. Every change of slide would provide me with a
repetition of the Pranava.
TREAT EVERYONE AS YOUR SELF!
You should have two disciples who should travel with you. Then you can do this
work more efficiently. You will not have to bother about arranging them, and to
instruct novices each time.
Swamiji, I have tried that also. But these youngsters nowadays are more intent
on exploiting and cheating than on genuinely serving and evolving. I have been
cheated several times by people who wanted to become my disciples.
You should conquer them by love. You should treat them as your own Self. You
should give them greater comforts than you enjoy yourself. Mahants nowadays
quietly enjoy all sorts of comforts, eat all sorts of delicacies, and deny them to
their disciples. The latter soon get disgusted and they leave the Master.
This is precisely how Siva has conquered the hearts of his disciples. Sri Swami
Swarupanandaji once told me that when Siva was on his lecture tours, he would
go on lecturing and singing Kirtans for hours together, and when the organisers
of the function provided him with a cup of milk, a little curd or ghee or some
fruits, he would quietly pass on most of it to his associates then (Swami
Swarupanandaji and Swami Atmanandaji). Even today it is the common
experience of all those who bring offerings to Siva: they are often bewildered, for
the very things that they consider extraordinary and meant only for Siva himself,
he would immediately pass on with a smile to the children at the Ashram, and
later explain to the offering devotee that it is all the same.
In this connection, what K. himself, when he had received from Siva a Prasad of
Rs. 20 offered with great devotion, love and recitation of Santi Mantras by Siva
himself, said is significant:
Why does he give me this money? I never expected it. Nor could I ever think of
asking him.He has set an example to me. We should all be like him and
develop our heart to such an extent. Swamiji has no need to do all this. He has
achieved whatever there is for a man to achieve. But, even as Lord Krishna has
said in the Gita, he does things only with a view to setting an example for others
to follow.
27TH JUNE, 1949
SAMSKARAS: ASSOCIATION OF THOUGHTS: DISCIPLINE
Morning University class again provided Siva with an opportunity for Upadesh.
The Panchadasi study was over. One or two people in the group quietly left the
class. They were not obviously interested in the next itemHindi. Thanks to this
unwise act, they benefited themselves, benefited all of us, too. For.
Siva called them and said: Understand the law of Samskaras well. You may not
now be interested in Hindi. You may think: What is the use, I do not understand
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anything. But, even a mere hearing of the words repeatedly will provide indelible
impressions in the mind. Listen to this story.
There was a maid-servant in the house of a Hebrew priest. As she went on doing
the household work, she would listen to the priests scriptural recitations. She
understood nothing, not even the words. Years later, she developed a double
personality. When she lost her senses due to illness, she began unconsciously to
recite the Hebrew prayers. The doctors were astonished. But, when she regained
consciousness, she said she understood nothing of those same verses. These were
recorded in her subconscious mind. They will manifest themselves in due course
of time. Nothing is really lost.
Some others, I have noticed, do not like Panchadasi and so do not attend that
period. It is a sad mistake. Even if they do not grasp the meaning now, the
hearing has its own effect: in due course the meaning will flash itself upon their
conscious mind.
Further, even if I do not quite follow the Hindi passages, to me the period has its
own uses. I learn some words. Besides, whenever I come across some passages
like The fool prattles, etc., at once all thoughts associated with fool and
prattling will arise in the mind. Even the case of certain fools who imagine
themselves very wise but would declare, This world is very real. I can prove it
through scientific explanations comes to the mind. The mind is properly
exercised. A new spiritual groove is formed. The intellect sharpened and made
very subtle. It always tries to spiritualise all topics. It associates all things and
thoughts with spiritual matters.
Another equally important consideration isdiscipline. Coming and going
whenever you like disturbs the class. You set a bad example. If all people begin to
do like this, then the class cannot go on. You must observe discipline in all such
gatherings. Form the habit from now.
Sri Krishna Prem (Mr. Nixon) would sometimes not attend Nagar Kirtans which
were usually long and tedious and involved much physical strain. When I would
ask him Why did not you come he would reply, Swamiji, I was not feeling well:
and if I came I should stay till the end and go round the entire citythat would
not be possible, so, I preferred to stay away. Look at his sense of discipline.
Discipline is very important in spiritual life. Even the gods observe discipline.
Ishwara also binds Himself by his own discipline. He could give Mukti to all in a
minute. He could change the course of the world in the twinkling of an eye. All
Eternal Laws are based on Him only. Yet, He subjects Himself to the Laws.
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JULY, 1949
8TH JULY, 1949
BETWEEN FASTING AND FEASTING
The sumptuous Birthdate Feast was over. This time the glory of celebrating the
Day goes to Sri S.R. Padayachie of South Africa, a very devoted Bhakta of Siva to
whom it is attainment of Mukti to be of any service to Siva or to do anything that
would conduce to the furtherance of the Mission.
The few visitors who were nowadays accustomed to the sight of the Ashram
workers taking their roti and dhall in improvised towel bags and vessel at noon,
quietly walking in and out of the dining hall generally silent and solemn, were
inwardly happy to find that today the hall had put on a festive appearance and
was filled to overflowing with pious devotees and serene Sadhus taking a hearty
meal of delicious preparations.
Master Satchidanandaji relieved the visitors tension and for a few blissful
moments there was a very pleasant exchange of views on this glorious being who
presided over the destinies of Ananda Kutir.
Maharaj-ji began Satchidanandaji, What is this feast compared to what it was
on the Diamond Jubilee Day or the recent Sadhana Week days? I remember now.
Just before the Diamond Jubilee, when we were busy making preparations for
the day, I was bringing from Rishikesh huge vessels for preparing food for the
numberless devotees and Sadhus who were expected to take part in the function.
The old Tehri Maharajahs car had got stuck on the way from Rishikesh. We all
helped to restart it. When the Maharajah noticed the cartload of big vessels being
moved into his territory, he was astonished and asked me: Where are you taking
these? To Sri Swami Sivanandajis Ashram, I replied. The Maharajah remarked:
Only Swamiji is able to conduct poor feeding and Sadhu Bhojan on such a large
scale nowadays when there is food scarcity everywhere. Really Tapas has great
Shakti. All this is done by Swamiji by his mere Satsankalpa. It is all his play. In
all these seven years I have lived here I have silently watched with amazement the
rapid growth of the institution. I have seen with my own eyes the desolate place,
full of bushes and thick jungle get transformed into the beautiful
Sivanandanagar. I have seen the postal bags to and fro Ananda Kutir grow in
bulk. I have seen also the impoverished Ashram kitchen where one or two
Sadhaks would in silent joy, the joy of Seva, take their daily bread rapidly grow
into an Annakshetra where hundreds have taken food to their hearts content
every day.
Between these great festive days, the days of ease and comfort, and the other
days of calm endurance of the taking of a few pieces of bread and a cup of dhall
there does not seem to be much of a great gulf of difference for them! We feel it
sharply. But Siva and his young men take it so easily as though it was all a
continuous feast. The pious old devotee could not restrain his tears.
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That is because, came the reply from a youthful Sadhaka, Swamiji does not
provide food only for their body. This is only a side-issue. You cant help it. The
vehicle has got to be preserved, cleaned and oiled. Swamijis main aim is to
provide a sumptuous feast for their soul. No finances can obstruct this. So, the
feast is continuous. And, Swamijis message reaches the farthest corners of the
world. I heard it said by one of the senior officials of the Tehri State that once,
when the late Maharajah had been to London, he paid a visit to the British
Museum and asked for a good book on Yoga. The Librarian at once produced a
volume of Practice of Yogaby Swami Sivananda. By whom? By Swami
Sivananda, replied the Librarian. I see he lives in the Himalayas, perhaps within
the boundaries of your Highnesss state. The Maharajah blushed with the proud
realisation that his States renown had spread to the Capital of the Empire
(through the writings of a saint) long before his august personage could carry it
there.
Oh yes, yes. That is the secret. You are right. When you shift the centre of your
love from body to soul, you are continuously happy and contented. That is
Swamijis secret of achievement, too. Dry bread and Ganges water was nectar to
him when people used to scramble into the Kshetra during Bhandara (feast) days
for he was intent on feeding his soul. Once a devotee gave him Rs. 5 for his milk:
and he at once printed a pamphlet out of the amount.himself carrying on with
his dry bread and water. That was real Tapasya. No wonder today the entire
world is aware of his message.
IN UNITY LIES STRENGTH
Call such meetings of all the workers frequently. Make everyone feel that he is
very essential for the running of the institution. Encourage everyone to think of
the work. No one should feel that he is merely the fifth wheel to the coach.
Everyone should be the head of his department. At the same time everyone
should be induced to take a living interest in the entire work. Appoint Secretaries
and Assistant Secretaries to each department. And, this should never be allowed
to become a mockery: that is the mistake often committed by organisers who
tend to make those whom they appoint to responsible positions nothing more
than their puppets. Each office-bearer in the Society should have real power to
control his department and to take a hand in the general affairs of the Society.
Everyone should respect everyone else and so joyously contribute to the service of
humanity, concluded Siva when he was informed of the decisions of a meeting in
the evening in pursuance of Sivas instructions, to discuss certain problems.
Succinctly, Siva, the master psychologist, has brought out a Sanyasins approach
to the problem of organisation. Trust everyone. Repose entire confidence in all.
Suspect none. Suspicion kills enterprise and dullens enthusiasm. Faith and trust
promote their growth. Again, a domineering attitude towards juniors makes them
nervous and cripples their faculties. A spiritual camaraderie, a brotherhood of
Sadhaks, without the obnoxious distinctions of function-born superiority and
inferioritythat is the aim of Siva. He has all along preached (and emphasised it
by his own example) that no one should regard anyone else as his or her inferior
in any sense. A scavenger who removes the refuse on the road, a doctor who
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removes the refuse in the human system: a servant-boy who cleans the vessels in
the kitchen and a philosopher who cleans the vessel of a Sadhaks mindall, to
him, perform the Lords work in their various capacities. All are equal. No work is
superior: none inferior. The Jiva in everyone yearns to relieve itself of its
vestments and feel its own Selfhood of All. This should be the attitude of all
Ministers, Prime Ministers, Presidents, Monarchs, Directors and all officers all
over the world. Then only will there be real contentment everywhere.
contentment is very essential to progress.
9TH JULY, 1949
SIKH AMONG SIKHS
Sri Mam Raj of the Tehri State brought in the Government of Indias Food
Commissioner, a middle aged Sikh gentleman. As they were discussing the
purpose of the Food Commissioners visit, etc. and his visit to Srinagar that day,
Siva quietly thrust into each ones hands a few of his books. It is common
knowledge that he does not wait to listen through even the visitors talk but
simultaneously goes on autographing several books and passes them on. Siva
never allows himself to procrastinate. And, he is an Ashtavadhani: so that he
could do all things at the same time. He would be conversing with the visitor,
giving directions to the Ashramites and signing booksall at the same time and
with equal attention and zeal.
Mam Raj described their adventures up and down Srinagar (a place about sixty
miles towards Badrinath in the Himalayas, from Rishikesh.)
Swamiji, it was raining. And, the roads were impassable. Mountains had started
breaking down. We had a very risky ride. Once we almost tumbled into Ganges. It
was only your grace and blessings that brought us here.
The Sikh accompanying the Food Commissioner was happy to see that in Sivas
Lives of Saints Guru Nanaks life had been included: and that in Sivas book,
Worlds Religions Sikhism had found a succinct exposition. Maharaj, you have
done for your religion what the leaders among Sikhs themselves ought to have
done. You are the foremost among Sikhs.
It is all one! All religions speak of the One God. There is no difference on
fundamentals. Only superficialities differ. We ought to ignore them and cease to
quarrel with one another. The details and the ceremonies and the rituals are only
for our own good. We should practise them and adhere to them. But, we should
not make that the bone of contention and cause riots. Each man should follow his
own religion, realising and appreciating the unity of the fundamental tenets of his
religion with those of all others in the world.
The Food Commissioner, a devout Sikh, fell into a tranquil exposition of the
tenets of his religion. As soon as he mentioned Kirtan as one of the fundamentals
of Sikhism, Siva began.
Sat Nam Sat Nam Sat Nam Ji
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When he turned to the world, he thought of its customs. It is just as well that he
followed them, too.
The Sikh brethren were watching this with wonderment, bewilderment, perhaps
with advantage. They were wise men. For a wise man every incident, every
situation abounds in lessons of the greatest moment. They could have compared
notes: weighed in their own heart-balance the comparative gains of this old man
full of humility and devotion and their own.
The F.C.s words reflected the effect that this incident had on him. Swamiji, there
is a saying in Granth Saheb: He who turns your mind towards God either by his
preaching, his conduct or by his mere presence, he is your real friend. He who
turns your mind away from him is your real enemy. During the hour I have spent
in your august presence I have felt greatly elevated, inspired and exalted. I have
found inner peace and an inexpressible joy in your company. You are my true
friend, and guide. Bless me that I may be true to my religion.
The other Sikh brother felt that this great opportunity of meeting perhaps the
foremost saint in India today should be well utilised: and he asked: Swamiji, how
did this Maya arise in Brahman?
Ask Brahman Himself! was the crisp reply which went all around into sidesplitting laughter. Siva continued: This is Ati-Prasna or a transcendental
question. You will find this question coming up to your mind in various forms:
When did Karma begin? When and why was the world created? Why is there evil
in the world? Why did the Unmanifest manifest itself? etc. etc. The same
question is asked by Rama in the Yoga Vasishta and Vasishta says: You are
putting cart before the horse. You will not be benefited by an enquiry into this
question at all. Meditate and realise Brahman. You will then know the answer to
this question. The problem itself will have dissolved by then. No one can answer
this question. When Knowledge dawns the question itself vanishes. Therefore,
there is no answer to the question at all. Brahma Sutra says:
Lokavat tu Leea Kaivalyam
It is only to pacify your doubt. It is really not an answer: for there can be no
answer. Yet, the question will arise in the case of every seeker after Truth. You
cannot help it. You will have to use your discrimination, pacify the doubt, and
then through intense Sadhana and meditation realise God. Then the doubt will
vanish. A great Yogi and Jnani was worried with this doubt for twelve years. Then
he told me: The worry is over now. It troubled me for twelve years. I could not
find an answer. So, I have given up that pursuit and have taken to meditation,
Japa and Kirtan. Now I find peace and progress. Faith in Guru, Granth Saheb,
Kirtan, Japa, meditation and practise of righteousnessthese will enable you to
progress in the spiritual path and will take you to That where there is no
questioning possible.
With bowed head and folded palms the officers took leave of Siva profusely
thanking him for the precious gifts of these books which shall be my greatest
treasure hereafter, and for his inspiring Upadesh.
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Pannalaljis Gurudev is his God. He worships his picture. He repeats his name.
His faith in Siva no one can excel. He is not very rich. But at a single mention of
any of the Ashram needs he would sacrifice his all to fulfil. He quietly whispered
into my ears: Write to the Lahore Press. As soon as the book, All About
Hinduism is ready I shall pay for the entire consignment and take delivery. I
have just now got some money, by Gurudevs grace. I shall spend it all on this
book. He is the man who increased his monthly donation to the Ashram when
his salary was cut. And, he firmly believes that all his material prosperity and
spiritual advance he owes to Sivas grace.
The great official party was proceeding towards the Ganges Ghat for a boat to
cross the river. Siva asked them: You cannot walk on the water?
Meaning: renounce the vanity born of your high official position. Treat your
servants and subordinates with more considerateness. You can command them to
obey: but can you command the Ganga?
T.V. PURUSHOTTHAM
Yet, all millionaires are not arrogant, and to those who have a spiritual worth Siva
runs unasked. This is the sign of God. T.V. Purushottham, a millionaire of
Madras, had expressed a desire to be initiated by Siva into the Ishta Mantra. He
is old and is unable to walk. Siva arrange for the Puja in connection with the
initiation to be done in P.s own room in the Ashram. Siva, too, went to the Kutir
in which P. was lodged and performed the Diksha. Look at this: Guru
condescending to go to the disciple and initiating him. If you have a spiritual
thirst Siva is your own.and he is ever eager to serve you.
During the entire day hundreds of devotees prostrated before him and
worshipped him. Siva, too, offered flowers to them and worshipped them always
uttering Sahasra Sheersha Purushah. This is Virat worship. This is the sign of a
sage of Self-realisation. He sees That everywhere. To Siva the entire world is his
own Form. His own manifestationthe Virat.
12TH JULY, 1949
WHO IS A SAINT?
We saw how Siva arranged for the Mantra Diksha of Sri T.V.P., the aged devotee,
and himself went to the disciples room to initiate him.
P. wanted to attend the night Satsang in Sivas Kutir. And, at night he took a
wearisome few steps from his Kutir to Sivas across the road, on two human
crutches provided by Siva. He cannot sit on the ground. It is physically
impossible. Siva noticed this and at once provided a chair for him, whereas he
himself sat on the ground along with the other Satsangees. Siva is a strict
disciplinarian and would sweetly and kindly train even Europeans to sit crosslegged whenever they happened to attend the Satsang. But, where the real need
arises, the one supreme importance given to the fulfilment of the pious wish of
the devotee swallows all other minor observances.
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P. had almost reached the verandah where the Satsang is held with his shoes on
before his son could remind him of the custom to leave the shoes at the threshold.
P. tried to turn back, apologetically. Siva perceived the situation at once.
No, no. It is perfectly all right. Come on: sit down on the chair. You can have the
shoes on. Why, all of us have this filthy shoe all over the body and we take it with
us wherever we go.
P.s tears of joy rained gratitude that filled his heart to overflowing.
As P. left the Kutir after the Satsang, he was filled with a strange sublime
emotion, a queer revelation.
He said: This Swamiji is a real saint. I have never met the like of him ever before
in my life, even though I have met great spiritually advanced persons. How kind
he is. I had the idea that Swami X was a big saint. But, would he ever have taken
all this trouble to initiate me in my own Kutir? Did he ever give me so many
books, and so freely, to read? He attends to my physical needs as though he is my
own mother. He selects books for me and gives them to me for my study, free. He
places a chair for me to sit while he sits on the ground. And, most of all, imagine
the wit and wisdom with which he permitted me to enter the Satsang with shoes
on. What a mind of wisdom he is! He compares the skin on our body to the shoe.
What a perfect simplicity of truth. How much Vairagya this one idea creates in
our mind. People would give up adorning this skin and beautifying it with
ornaments and cosmetics if they know how this man-of-God looks upon it: as a
mere shoe. This man is a saint. No one else that breathes on this earth today. I
cant compare Swami R.or for that matter anyone I have seen, and I have seen
quite a lot of them, with this child-like saint who is God Himself.
20TH JULY, 1949
SERVICE BESTOWS MOKSHA ON YOU
Srimathi Bhagavathi Devi, wife of Rai Saheb Ram Prasadji of Delhi, has donated
a well on the bank of the Ganges for the use of the population of Muni-ki-reti
during the rainy season when Ganges-water gets too muddy to be used for
drinking purposes. Sri Swami Sankaranandaji of Ram Ashram had sponsored the
move and had supervised the construction work also. The well is now ready. Sri S.
had arranged for a Kirtan to be held in the Ram Ashram last evening to celebrate
the opening of the well for public use. Siva graced the function with his august
presence, with his disciples. His inspiring Kirtan-Dhwanis thrilled everyone
present.
This morning Siva performed the actually opening ceremony of the well. He drew
the first bucket of water with his own holy hands and distributed Prasad to those
who had assembled there. During the course of this function, Siva said:
Srimathi Bhagaathi Devi and Rai Saheb Ram Prasadji, as also Sri Swami
Sankaranandaji have earned the gratitude of us all and of the people of the entire
locality by this great humanitarian service. Now people will get crystal-clear
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water even during the rainy season. Diseases will be averted. They have earned
the love of the Sadhus and pilgrims, too.
Service purifies the heart and makes it fit for the reception of divine light. Not
only that, service bestows Mukti on you. Service motivated by desires obtains
heaven for you: and after the merits are exhausted in heavenly enjoyments, the
Jiva returns again to this mortal earth to undergo pain and pleasure, and to strive
for Moksha. Selfless service, on the other hand, releases the soul from
transmigration. From here the Jiva goes to Brahma Loka and there enjoys
unending bliss. It attains Krama Mukti. At the end of the present Kalpa, the Jiva
gets its final release or Moksha. There is no return to this mortal plane, to this
world of pains and sorrows, to this burning hell-fire of Samsara, for the
Nishkamya Karma Yogi. It is verily Moksha here and now: release from birth and
death here and now. Therefore, serve selflessly and free yourself.
25TH JULY, 1949
PATRIOTISM: FIRST STEP IN VEDANTA
The death anniversary of Suman, one of the foremost patriotic leaders of TehriGarhwal, was observed in Muni-ki-reti: and, as usual, the venue was the Ashram
itself, and the chairman, the soul of Sivanandanagar, Siva himself.
Kirtan was conducted and there were a few speeches and songs in praise of the
heroic Suman by men of the locality.
Sivas Pranava-Nada reached out to Suman in the other world and gladdened his
heart. And, Siva said:
Patriotism is the first step in the ladder of Vedanta. It is only when you
annihilate narrow selfishness that you are fit to learn Vedantic Truths and to
meditate on the Supreme Self. Zeal for service and emancipation of the nation
expands the heart, kills the narrow selfish instinct, and in a way attunes man to
the Divine Will. The Lords Will always brings good to the whole world. The
patriot yearns for the good of the nation to which he belongs. Soon he will go
beyond this, too, and yearn and work for the good of mankind the entire creation:
he will then have Liberation.
One of the surest distinguishing marks of a Vedantin is his fearlessness, bravery,
daring. So long as there is the least trace of selfishness, man cannot have
fearlessness. When you realise that you represent a Cause and not any egoistic
desire, you acquire the bravery which laughs at death. The Cause is not subject to
the limitations to which this body is: the Cause survives this body: when you
identify yourself with the body, there is conquest of death itself. Be you all brave
and fearless like Suman, the hero whose anniversary of death we observe today.
Strive, strive every moment to become like him. You can.
We pray for the peace of the departed soul of Suman who died a martyrs death,
fighting for the cause of the nations freedom. In reality, there is no need for this
prayer. Suman has attained the Veera Swarga: no more is there a return for him.
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transmigrate. From Veera Swarga or Brahma Loka, the Jiva will have Krama
Mukti: there is no return to this world of joys and sorrows.
Therefore, this prayer-gathering is in reality intended to remind us all of
Sumans life of complete dedication, and to inspire in you all that selflessness and
that devotion which filled Suman.
You should also celebrate his birthday every year. You should organise his
admirers and try to bring out a short biography of Sumans life. This will provide
enduring incentive to the young men of all times to follow the footsteps of their
leader.
PERENNIAL ZEAL FROM WITHIN
A young Ashramite who was working hard and with great zeal had gradually
grown melancholy and unwilling to work for want of enthusiasm. Siva heard of
this and quickly remarked:
How long can anyone buttress anothers enthusiasm? Each worker will have to
draw his own inspiration from within and keep the fire of his zeal ever alive and
bright. We are all engaged in the service of humanity, in the practice of Karma
Yoga. We serve ourselves through such service: we purify ourselves and we will
attain Moksha through service. If we grow Tamasic, no one except we ourselves
would be the losers.
The work Sri X was doing will now be taken up by others. Work will go on. But
his talents will get blunted out of disuse. I am ever-ready to develop everyones
talents at any cost. I always encourage young people with talents and bring out
their hidden talents. If you all lend yourselves to that treatment then you will all
become world famous. If you refuse to adapt yourselves to circumstances and
adjust your ways and thus deprive yourselves of the opportunity to grow, then
you cant blame anyone except yourselves for your stagnation.
Inspiring words, these: coming as they do from one whose own life is a more
eloquent illustration of this philosophy, they have a great force. We who live
under the shelter of his lotus feet, in his protecting care, and his ever-appreciative
heart, cannot even imagine that gigantic will that resolutely kept the flame of zeal
for service of humanity alive in Siva during his Swarg Ashram days, especially,
and that conquered every kind of privation and suffering, and, after extracting
their deadly teeth through Vichara and an abiding spiritual yearning, used their
very hide for ascending to the summit of God-realisation.
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5TH AUGUST, 1949
ANANDA KUTIR, EIGHTH WONDER OF THE WORLD
For,.said Sri Swami Satyatmanandaji of Tulsi Mutt, during his conversation
with Siva on the Viswanath Ghat this evening:
You have captured here several Vibhutis of the Lord. He is Himalayas among
mountains: you have Him here towering all round. You are living at His feet. He
is Ganges among rivers: and here He is perennially flowing alongside the
Ashram, and eternally humming the Pranava: and this Pranava is also He
Himself. The blue expanse of the Akasa ever reminds us of the Infinite. The
resplendent sun which is His Vibhuti shines in all His glory on the Ashram
without any obstruction whatsoever: so does the Moon, another Vibhuti. You
have installed Lord Vishnu and Sri Sankara in our temple and the Pratishtha of
this temple you have performed in the divine month, Margasirsha. The temple of
Siva is in the midst of a bael-forest where Siva loves to dwell. In the Ashram there
is a continuous Japa of the Maha Mantrain that Japa Yajna He is manifest. The
crowning glory is that you have enshrined here the Adhyatma Vidya which is His
manifestation: and from your Ashram issues a perennial current of wisdom of the
highest kind. Tejas and Satwa shine on your countenance: the very rapidity with
which the Ashram has grown indicates that you have Java (Victory) as a part of
your being the result of ceaseless endeavour which is also His aspect. Swamiji,
you are silent. This Mouna, too, reminds me of His Vibhuti: you are a Jnani and
your Janana, too, is He Himself!
All the Vibhutis of the Lord are here. See: even the perceptible Vibhutis are so
many. Who knows how many subtle Vibhutis there are here? This indeed is the
Eighth Wonder of the World.
7TH AUGUST, 1949
SECRET OF SUCCESS
A few of us were sitting on the floor of the D.J. Hall despatching Birthday
invitations. Siva peeped in: and, as though on second thought, walked into the
Hall and greeted us: Tat Twam Asi.
We saluted him silently.
How many have you despatched so far?
Nearly a thousand, Swamiji.
This year it has not been done scientifically! This nearly startled us. The
invitations should reach the people in the first week of the month. The ground
should have been prepared previously, by the despatch of leaflets and pamphlets.
The average householder is busy nowadays with his own bread-winning activities.
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waste: someone must read them: and we will bring out new editions! When such
is the attitude, I think failure would flee before his undertakings.
WHAT IS INDIVIDUAL SADHANA?
In the office, Sivas gaze fell on Rajan.
Oh, Rajan, you do not attend either the morning class or the evening Satsang?
You are not feeling well?
I am all right, Swamiji. But, I do Japa and meditation in my room. I never waste
a single moment. I am always engaged morning and evening in my personal
Sadhana.
No, no. It should not make you neglect attending morning and evening classes.
In what way is this personal Sadhana superior to common meditation, Japa and
study? You will learn many new things from the morning lectures. Your mind will
be alert. People generally imagine that they can meditate in seclusion. Very few
can. Do not delude yourself with wrong notions. I have seen what sort of
individual Sadhana people do. They only sleep. You will get up at 4 in the
morning and so some vigorous Japa for a few minutes. Later, you will slightly
relax.and you will only know when the tea bell rings, at 7 a.m. Who prevents
you from doing your Japa? Even during your work you can do Japa. If you cut
short your gossiping programmes, you can do a lot of Sadhana. Please attend the
morning and evening classes hereafter.
12TH AUGUST, 1949
THE BOUNDARIES OF DIVINE LIFE
All was quiet in the office: everyone, including Siva, intent on the work on hand.
Quietly, a thick, short, young and toothless youth stepped in, clad in full Khadi. It
was Panikker.
And, quietly, he touched Sivas feet and sprinkled the dust on the crown of his
head, worshipped the feet with a 100-rupee note and sat down on the bench.
This has been a routine with him for a few days past.
Are you married? queried Siva.
No, Swamiji, I came across your writings much too early in life to commit that
error. I have remained single: but you have always been with me.
But, you never wrote to me.
Swamiji, my only desire was to have your Darshan. I never wrote to you. But the
letters of your name I had inscribed on the tablet of my heart. I do not say that I
have not had my struggles: but faith in you has always been my staff and
difficulties have melted away the moment I thought of you.
Siva was by this time engrossed in his letters. As Panikker got up to leave, Siva
quietly picked up two Prasad packets from the table and handed him. After
touching Sivas feet in reverence again P. left.
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And, perhaps, there are millions like him, who have taken Siva as their Guru and
God, worship him and lead the divine life, but whom the Society might not have
known at all. Where are the boundaries of Divine Life, of Sivas influence? The
Societys records cannot show.
THE AUTOGRAPH THAT SAVED
It seems we are in for a good treat today. Krishnayya enters the Hall the moment
P. left it. Siva made the usual enquiries.
Swamiji, my health is completely all right now. Two months ago I was laid up
with typhoid. My condition was very bad. It almost looked that I could live only
for some days more. A parcel arrived from here. The Doctor had forbidden me to
read. But, I asked my people to let me see what it was. Unwilling to refuse my
request, they showed me.and it was a book by you. I took it in my hand,
pressed it to my eyes and head, and opened it. My eyes rested for a few minutes
on your autograph and blessings. I did not read the book then: I could not. But
that very moment there was a turn for the better in my health. And, I am here
today. It is only your blessing that has enabled me to fulfil my great ambition in
lifeto have your Darshan.
SILVER SANDALS FOR THEE
Even while K. was talking, a Sadhu had come into the office, holding in his hands
a pair of silver-plated sandals of the orthodox type. He placed them near Sivas
feet and sat down gazing on Sivas lotus feet in silence.
Siva turned to him: Where from do you come, Swamiji Maharaj?
Bhagavan, I have come from Banaras. I am in a Mutt there. I had an intense
desire to take Sanyas. A Grihastha devotee in Banaras with whom I was living
performed Viraja Homa for me. Then he asked me to go to you for Diksha and
Upadesha.
You will stay here for some days?
If I have your commands, Swamiji, I would like to leave tomorrow morning after
Diksha?
Come, then: I will initiate you now itself.
Bhagavan: please place your lotus-feet on these sandals. These will be my refuge
and protection throughout my life. They will represent you for me, even as
Ramas sandals represented Him for Bharata. Siva stood for a few moments on
the silver sandals, uttering Sivoham Soham Satchidananda Swarupoham.
Then both of them left the Hall. Siva took him straight to the Ganges Ghat and
initiated him into the holy order of Sanyasa.
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and lessens the agony of separation. Once again, Sivas touch of love enlivens the
Sadhaka, infuses joy and peace into him and kindles the fire of love of God and
devotion to His name.
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LEARN TO BEHAVE
A high official has come. He was talking to Siva in the office. In the meantime, the
Ashramites were busy arranging for the visitors entertainment. And, the officer
was chatting with Siva between sips of tea.
Swamiji, would you mind if I smoke?
Oh, no: certainly you can smoke.
The officer lit a cigarette and remarked, happily: Swamiji, you are indeed very
catholic. I have visited several other Ashrams where they would positively
prohibit one from smoking inside their premises. They are all narrow-minded.
Siva merely smiled.
After the officer had left, he remarked: If I do not restrain them or behave
unpleasantly towards them: if I permit them to do what they please, then I am
catholic. What a fine mentality this is!
A man should learn to behave as he should, not as he likes. That is the secret of
success and popularity. It is the mark of culture. You would then achieve control
over your senses, too. If, for instance, this officer had the good sense to refrain
from smoking while he was on the bank of the Ganges, he would certainly have
gained a good spiritual Samskara: he would have obtained a certain amount of
control over his senses, and developed his Will to a certain extent. But, the evil
habit is allowed to get the better of man. He has become slave to the evil habit.
BRIGADIER YADU NATH SING
Look at Yadu Nath Sing, continued Siva. Brig. Yadu Nath Sing has come to the
Ashram for a couple of days quiet Sadhana on the Ganges bank.
He does not smoke: he does not touch liquor. That is why he has become highly
popular in the Army. There is Major-General Sharma. And, Major-General
Parameswaran Pillaithey are all saintly personalities, though they occupy very
high positions.
MILITARY TRAINING: BEST FOR SADHANA
I think soldiers are eminently suited for obtaining Atma-Sakshatkara. The
moment they enrol in the Army, they set aside their very life as a mere nothing,
and place DUTY as their idea. They are ever-ready to give up their lives. Who will
do that? None of these big officers.
They have courageone of the foremost qualities a Sadhaka should possess.
Lord Krishna, too, has placed this Abhayam first in His list of Daivi Sampath.
What can a weakling achieve? One might pose to be a big Sadhaka: he might
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repeat Aham Brahma Asmi all the twenty-four hours. But, at night, if a rat runs
near his bed, he will shiver with fright! What Atma-Sakshatkara will he get?
And, the Military Schools train the boys to be punctual, to be truthful, to be
honest and to develop the spirit of service. The British have these qualities in
abundance. Doon School is today famous for its best training of students. Look at
Mani, that little boy who came here the other day. A B.A. or an M.A. cannot stand
before him in general knowledge or boldness or sharpness of intellect. That is
how he has been trained. That is why parents long to get their sons trained in
such schools even though they have to pay heavy bills. The British might have
gone away from India. But they have left some very laudable tradition by
establishing such school in India. The majority of Englishmen possess such noble
qualities. They know the value of time. They know the value of the Wordthey
stick to their promise. They work sincerely. They would not evade. Some Indians
are crooked, cunning and evasive. If they undertake to work, they would find out
ways and means of evading it: if they have to work for eight hours, they would be
taking their time easy, going for tea every hour, for smoking every half-hour, and
chit-chatting most of the time. But, an Englishman would work when he works
and play while he may play. Such training the pupils got in schools like the Doon
School. They turn out courageous, truthful, honest and ideal citizens. Indian
Schools also should take a lesson from them. The schools should take more
interest in the up-bringing of the boys than they do now. The ordinary school in
India today might charge very little by way of tuition fees: but it takes as little
interest in the boys welfare. The boy goes to the school when he likes, develops
every kind of evil habit under the very nose of the masters: and it is small wonder
that our schools and college turn out citizens who lower the moral standard of the
nation.
So saying, Siva was coming near the Post Office when he noticed a lot of rubbish
stored up in a corner just outside the Post Office. A broken chair, several gunnybags, waste paper and what-not.
Ohji, what a beautiful way of maintaining the Ashram. Please have it cleaned
properly. (Turning to us) He is a Vedantin. Sarvam Khalvidam Brahmanis his
motto. Then, why clean this rubbish? That should not be the attitude. Only if we
keep our inside and our surroundings clean, will the real meaning of Sarvam
Khalvidam Brahman reflect in our Antahkarana.
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AN EXAMPLE FOR ARMY GENERALS
Brig. Yadu Nath Sing is very punctual and regular with his meditation,
Swadhyaya, etc. He eats with everyone in the Ashram. In fact, he leads such a
simple life of Sadhana while at the Ashram that Swami D. once asked him
(thinking that he might be a sepoy) what his pay was: and nearly jumped off his
feet, when he was told coolly by the Brig., Three thousand. The Brig. is a lover of
discipline and he conforms to Ashram discipline while he is there.
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He admired Siva for the very same quality. Swamiji, you seem to be the first to
come in the morning and even classes, and you are very regular at the office, too.
Yes, that is most essential. Unless we set an example we cannot expect others to
be punctual with their daily programme, and zealous in their work and Sadhana.
If the Brig. sits comfortably on a sofa in his camp and merely orders about his
battalion, the war would be lost. On the other hand, if he himself leads the army
on the battle-front and himself mingles with the soldiers of his battalion, then the
effect will be miraculous: every soldier would fight with fanatic enthusiasm and
zeal and victory would be assured. Everywhere it is the same rule. The leader
should be an all-round ideal: and his exemplary character and conduct should
inspire everyone to follow him.
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SEPTEMBER, 1949
5TH SEPTEMBER, 1949
SERVICE AND MEDITATION
A short discourse by Siva in the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University class was a
thriller in the morning.
There are two methods of getting rid of evil Vrittis and acquiring virtues. One is
to meditate on the Lord or the Atma. The Lord or the Atma is the very source of
all virtues: and meditation on Him is sure to rouse those virtues in you. Evil or
negative Vrittis can be overcome by this method. But, this method is only for a
very advanced Sadhaka who can really meditate on the Lord with great
concentration of the mind.
That needs continued practice for a long time and great Vairagya. Such advanced
Sadhaks can meditate for a long time at a stretch. You will know that they are
advanced Sadhaks when you approach themby the lustre of their eyes, by their
calm and serene disposition, by their expression of joy and by the magnetic aura
that surrounds them. You cannot bring about these without much prolonged
Sadhana.
If a beginner, on the other hand, says I am meditating for five hours, he is
deceiving himself and others, too. He is either building castles in the air, or
converting his mind into the devils workshop. For him there is the method of
service.
Selfless service also can eradicate the evil Vrittis in you and enable you to
develop virtues. This is the easier method: and, for a neophyte the surer one, too.
You are at once conscious of the process of transformation. You consciously
develop the virtues and curb the evils. By serving the sick you develop
compassion: by the innumerable forms of selfless service you acquire all the
virtues that are the very foundation of advanced Sadhana.
Even a neophyte should not give up meditation on this score. Meditate for half
an hour. Then, go out and serve. Try to negate the ego: try to get rid of evil
qualities: try to develop virtues. Again, meditate for half an hour: now, the evils
which you have to conquer will automatically present themselves to youand
conquest would be easy through Vichar and Viveka.
Thus, for along time the twoselfless service and the other through meditation,
and this two-fold method of developing virtues will bear fruit very quickly and
you will all become Jivanmuktas in this very birth.
MIRACULOUS RELIEF
Batra, a Punjabi refugee teacher, related the following experience of his:
Swamiji, I was employed as a teacher in one of the refugee camps. The
headmaster ill-treated me very much. He was jealous of me. Once he tried to
implicate me in the wrong admission of a student in the school. I was very sore at
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heart. I did not know what to do. I did not get sleep that night. At about 12
midnight I sat up in my bed and determined to meditate on your Holiness for a
solution. Very soon I saw a brilliant flash of light: in that I saw you, Swamiji. It
was very, very clear. And, you commanded me to tender my resignation of the
job. I offered my resignation. The matter somehow went up to the Secretary and
management of the school. They would not accept the resignation: I explained
the whole thing to them. They at once understood me: I was absolved of
responsibility in the case, and the headmaster, too, was at once transferred to
another school.
PODDAR AND GOENKA
The mansion on the other side of the Ganges attracted the attention of a visiting
family. Siva explained:
That is the Satsang Hall of the Gita Press, Gorakhpur. Jayadayal Goenkaji of the
Gita Press comes here every year during the summer and holds a Satsang which
is attended by many people. He has excellent arrangements for families and
devotees intending to stay there.
He and Sri Hanuman Prasad Poddar are the very soul of the Gita Press. You
might have heard about Kalyan and Kalyana Kalpataru, the two magazines
one in Hindi and the other in English, conducted by the Gita Press. And, they
have published very many wonderful editions of the Gita: Upanishads, Ramayan,
etc. They have rendered great service to the cause of dissemination of spiritual
knowledge.
Jayadayalji is a great devotee of the Lord. Though he and Poddarji are in white
clothes, they ought to be considered Sanyasins only. They are deemed the Gurus
of the Marwari community. They are held in high esteem by the Marwaris. All the
twenty-four hours of the day, these high-souled persons engage themselves in
selfless service to humanity and in Hari Bhajan.
They are an ideal which every householder should try to keep before him. Their
exemplary life should be an eye-opener to everyone. You, too, can and should
become like them. Devote yourself in service and Hari Bhajan. Never waste a
single moment of the day in useless pursuits.
TURN THE OTHER CHEEK
A visitor has brought his young son to see Siva. They live in Bombay. This man
had curious notions about Yoga and Sanyasa that he would always criticise Siva
and his activities! Siva knew this, too. But, this knowledge only endeared him all
the more to Siva. Such is Sivas overpowering bind love!
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Today the gentlemans son is a criminal. The boy bolted away with a lot of money
from his relatives house. The boy is barely fifteen: and the father did not know
what to do with him.
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Without a moments hesitation, Siva offered his solution. He talked to the boy for
over an hour on ethics and morality, about the glory of earning ones living by
honest sweat of the brow. The boy was completely changed. He begged Sivas
pardon: and he promised both to Siva and his own father that he would never
indulge in theft and pilfering ever after in his life. Some other visitors thought
that the boy should be brought to books and then an application should be made
to the Magistrate to have the boy sent to a reformatory. Siva counselled as
follows:
If you take the case to the Court, then all of you, including the ladies of the
house, will have to appear as witnesses. It is a shameful thing for a mother or a
sister to appear in a court against her own son or brother. If the boy is convicted,
then the impression would do him great harm: a positive theft-Samskara will be
formed in his mind. And, even if he is put through the Reformatory it will be very
difficult to reform him. The boys of the reformatory are also of the same class.
Their association might even worsen his character. Further, if the Magistrate
does not agree to send him to the reformatory, but sends him to the jail, then the
boys career is doomed.
Pardon him. Treat him with love. He promises to take up work and live as an
honest, dutiful citizen. Give him a chance to do so. Pray to God. He should also do
regular Japa and Kirtan. The Antaryamin will surely hear your prayers and
mould the character of the boy properly.
Thus did Siva save the boy: and he saved the honour of the family, too. What a
magnanimous heart. Return love for hatred. Here is one who actually lives this
doctrine. And, he has always said: Do not do a single good act and then try to see
if the other man his changed or not. He might even look at your goodness with
suspicion. You should go on doing good to him, at every turn, and till the very
end of your life. He is bound to feel that love you have for him, and feel for his
own shortcoming.sometime or the other.
SEE NO EVIL
A lady from Denmark has written to Siva, narrating the story of her brother who
left her ten years ago after misbehaving himself in all manner of ways. He was
fond of pilfering: he would cheat the family members themselves: and he was the
home of many other vices. The lady is a disciple of Siva. She had read Sivas books
and imbibed his spirit of universal love. Yet, she could not solve this new
problem, and so she wrote to Siva and asked: Should I allow him to stay with me:
or, should I do something to him by way of giving him some money and ask him
politely to go away?
To sage Siva everyone is divine. Evil does not exist in his vision at all. Therefore,
at once he wrote back:
Welcome your brother to your house. Forget the past. See no evil in him. Trust
him. Love him. You should treat him in such manner that whatever misgivings he
has about the reception that might await him at your house should at once be
dispelled and he should feel quite at home in your house.
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Psychologically, this will have a tremendous effect on the delinquent. Even the
worst criminal if he is treated in such a loving manner can at once be converted
and reformed. It needs courage born of a conviction that all are essentially divine:
and Love supreme. Once you have this conviction and his love, you will work
wonders.
I have seen other saints who have declared that they have seen God. They are so
different from Siva in this respect. One saint had a disciple whom he had ordered
never to touch money. This disciple went on a pilgrimage of Uttarakhand. He was
taken ill. At a moment of great need he had to accept some money from a Bhakta.
He confessed this to the Guru and begged his pardon. But, no: the Guru banished
him from his presence forever: I will never see his face again. This attitude is
alien to Siva. Says Siva:
Everyone makes mistakes. Everyone is a sinner. There is only a superficial view
of Man. Deeper within there is the Self, the Ever-Pure Atman. When you learn to
perceive Him, all these superficialities will vanish. Mistakes and sins will vanish
from your sight. Brahman alone will remain. You will see Brahmin alone
everywhere. That is his philosophy in a nutshell: and the first person who has
practised this philosophy to the letter and the spirit is Siva himself.
SANYASINS CAN EAT BISCUITS?
Call everyone from the office, said Siva to Vishnuji. And, Siva seated himself
outside the dispensary. He was on his way from his Kutir to the Bhajan Hall for
the evening Satsang.
One by one we went to him, to receive a handful of biscuits.
Oh, Esanandaji, you also have some biscuits. But, can a Sanyasi eat biscuits?
And, Siva continued, in reply to his own question: T. used to say to people who
go to Uttarkashi from here: He has Ananda Kutir Samskaras. He cannot live in
Uttarakashi. But, here Sanyasins and Brahmacharis are doing Seva night and
day. They should have proper food and conveniences. You must have what is
essential for the body. Only you should not give yourself away to luxury.
Chaddhaji was intently listening to Siva. Siva turned towards him and remarked:
I have no belief in the Sanyas that you believe in. Sivas conception of Sanyas is
something novel and dynamic. Service, absolutely selfless, untiring and dynamic
service, which Sanyasins alone can dothat is his idea. That is what he himself is.
7TH SEPTEMBER, 1949
MRS. NEHRU
Mrs. Brij Lal Nehru and Sri Goswami Ganesh Duttji actually inaugurated the
Birthday celebrations this year, today itself. They arrived at the Ashram at 1 p.m.
and were cordially received by Siva himself. They were entertained to tea and
light refreshments by Siva. During the course of the conversation, Goswamiji told
Mrs. Nehru: Today is Sri Swamijis Jayanti also: and so it is an especially
auspicious day for us to have his Darshan.
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In this world one does not get what one wants but we have to be content
with what God wants to give us.
May God bless you. With regards, Prem and OM,
Sivananda
14th SEPTEMBER, 1949
A STUDENTS TRIBUTE TO SIVA
Here is a letter from Sri R. Mani of the Doon School (the son of a High Court
Judge):
Revered Guruji,
Thank you very much for your kind blessings and your lovely book. I
cannot express my joy on a piece of paper, on finding out that your
blessings contain something sweet. There are a few people who bless
others and do not give them any advice. I am sure your advice will one
day make me a great man. My parents were overjoyed to see the book, so
were my brothers and sisters. I am now at School. I hope to get another
piece of good advice from your holiness.
Your obedient student, R. Mani
And Sivas reply:
Sri R. Mani, Doon School.
OM Namo Narayanaya.
Adorations and salutations.
I am in due receipt of your two kind letters.
Go to bed early. Get up at 4 a.m. and study your lessons. They will be
indelibly impressed on your mind. Study for one hour in the early
morning hours is equal to study for four hours after sunrise. Pray: do
Japa of SRI RAM: and Kirtan for 10 minutes before you retire to bed, and
also as soon as you get up from bed.
Be patient and persevering. Avoid bad company. Obey elders, teachers,
and parents. You will have success in life and in all class examinations
and peace. During holidays, kindly come and stay with me.
May Lord bless you. With regards, Prem and OM,
Sivananda
Precious advice which every student should write on the tablet of his heart and
follow if he desires to grow into a superman.
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is ever-ready with his counsel: and he actively helps the devotee in the latters
quest, too. Siva does not trifle with the devotees requests considering them
beneath his dignity to be asked such unspiritual things. Hear what he himself
says:
WORK AND MEDITATION
Siva was talking to Swami Adwayanandaji. Oh, Swamiji, please look into the Post
Office. It now looks like the G.P.O. in a big city. Look at the number of packets
and parcels: the number of magazine bundles that go out every day. Swami X
would say, Oh, this work is all Vikshep. But, what can a Sanyasin do? He cannot
meditate all the twenty-four hours. The daily routine of Sanyasins therefore
becomes Eat roti: answer calls of nature: form small groups of three and four and
talk about every blessed thing in the worldthis Kshetra is doing this: that Sadhu
is doing that. They will sit up in the evening and open a big Vedantic book and
start discussion: it will very soon turn again into the usual rutsthe worldly
topic, scandal-mongering and gossip. I have no time even to take food. Even with
12 per cent sugar I have to keep myself busy always. Every man should engage
himself in strenuous work. The body and the mind should be every busy. And, if
the work is of a spiritual nature, the mind is automatically kept well above
material thoughts and schemes. People are also benefited. Occasionally, one
should close his eyes and feel I am Akarta, I am Abhokta: I am Sakshi. Aham
Brahmasmi: Sivoham: Satchidananda Swaroopoham. That is, I think, the best
Sadhana. You have got several faculties: these faculties will fade away if they are
not used properly. The Indriyas only should not be allowed to engage themselves
to wrong actions. They should be used properly. One man observed Mowna for 12
hears: and when he broke the Mowna and was asked to deliver a lecture, he could
not utter a word. If one starts sayingThis is spiritual: this will cause Vikshep,
etc.,and so forcedly restrains the Indriyas and denies the use of his faculties, he
will only deaden them and put them out of commission. That is not proper
Sadhana. Direct all the Indriyas in the proper channel. Use all your faculties
properly. Then, Atma Jnana will come by itself.
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN 4.12.0 AND 5 IS ONE RUPEE
Swami Adwayanandaji has brought with him an able artist and painter. As soon
as Siva entered the office, he met this artist and greeting him: OM Namo
Narayanaya. and said, turning to Swami A.: He is a great asset to the Society
itself. Six months he can be in South India, and six months here.
Ask him to paint some Drama curtains for the Ashram. We have a Drama for
every occasion. But, we always use mere cloth as curtains. The first one may
depict the Ashram, Himalayas and Ganga. Another one representing Devatas
Ganesha, Subramanya, Vishnu, etc. Like that we can go on. Suddenly Sivas
expression changed, and he continued with a boyish smile:
If we ask all of a sudden, money for three canvases, these people will refuse: we
have to be careful. First, we should ask for money to buy the canvas, then for
colours, then for brushes, then for another curtain and so on. If you ask Rs. 3000,
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you will only get a refusal. But, if you ask six times Rs. 500 on every occasion, you
will get. That is the peoples mentality.
Similarly with books also. If you price a book Rs. 5, people will not purchase. Oh,
this is too much, they will say. Just say it is Rs. 4.12.0, they will readily take it. To
them it is not a matter of four annas, but one rupeethat book costs five and this
costs four and something. We should learn the ways of the world and adapt
ourselves. That is the secret of success.
24TH SEPTEMBER, 1949
PUNJAB LECTURE TOUR MEMOIRS
Sri Ram Piyari Trivedi, Head Postmaster, Dehra Dun, has come. He reverently
touched Sivas feet and sat on a bench near him in the office.
From Fyzabad? queried Siva.
How well you remember, Swamiji. It is a great wonder. Now, I have been posted
to Dehra Dun as the Head Postmaster there. I am coming from Dehra Dun.
Swamiji, I still remember your instructions to me when we had your Darshan at
Fyzabad 15 years ago. You told then to do Kirtan, to practise Japa and Dhyan. By
your grace and blessings, we have been doing what little we can in this regard,
Swamiji.
Oh, yes, I remember I came to your house also.
Yes, Swamiji, and you did Kirtan in our house. It was really a great blessing of
the Lord.
A good, noble soul, said Siva after the visitor left. How well the true devotee and
the loving Guru remember each other. And, with what reverence and faith the
devotee remembers and adheres to the holy commands of his Guru!
25TH SEPTEMBER, 1949
ANANDA KUTIR: VAIKUNTHA ON EARTH
Sri T.R. Ganapathirama Iyer of Tinnevelly has written:
Please place this letter at the feet of Sri Swamiji Maharaj. Of late my
heart has become feeble but I have not become weak of mind. Please send
by VPP Ganges water, say about eight ounces. Please send also holy
Prasad. I am focusing my attention on the lotus feet of Lord Sri Krishna
and also Swamiji. I have also instructed my son to send you, when this
mortal coil falls, the bones for immersion in the Ganges. With
prostrations at the feet of Swamiji Maharaj.
Obviously, he could neither write nor even sign the letter.
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The institution has grown more rapidly than anyone could have anticipated.
However many efficient workers come, we still find that we are short of workers
and that everyone who works here is over-worked.
The most important thing is to keep constant track of the work that is going on,
and the persons that we come into contact with. My address-book helps me in
that. You see: I have put the address-book under lock and key nowadays. It is the
most precious thing for me. It is the channel through which I can serve the world.
I have asked Purushotthamji to take particular care of the two trunks of
manuscripts in my Kutir. Even if there is a flood and all other things in my Kutir
are destroyed, I will not allow these two trunks to be destroyed. Put me in a forest
a hundred miles away from here: but give me my address-book and those two
trunks, I shall begin all over again and build up the institution from there.
In the address-book I have addresses of every sort of personMinisters,
Maharajahs, Mutts and Ashrams, Professors, Philosophers and Scientists. As
soon as I get an address, my work begins. I may get the address in any manner
through letters I receive from so many people, from the corners of journals that I
get, from books that we get for review or as gifts for the library. I am always
watchful for addresses. And the moment I get an address, I at once enter it in the
register. Now, the man is registered. At once I write a letter, send a packet of
leaflets, some books also, have the address entered in the magazine register and
the issues of The Divine Life despatched to him, enter the name in the Prasad
List, etc. etc. Previously, the moment I got an address, I will start a regular
campaign with letters. On one day the man will receive three letters. And, for the
first two weeks there will be a regular flow of divine life into his house. One day
he will receive the magazine, the next day a letter, the third day a packet of
leaflets, another day Prasad, then books and so on.
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OCTOBER, 1949
1ST OCTOBER, 1949
YOU LIVE HERE?
Sri X desired to get Mantra Diksha from Siva. He went to Sivas Kutir on the bank
of the Ganges early in the morning. Siva took him to the Ganges which flows
kissing the walls of Sivas Kutir, and initiated him into the Lords Name. Later the
new disciple was entertained by the Guru (!) to a light repast.
Siva took him round the Kutir. It is a beautiful Kutir, explained Siva before they
entered Sivas apartments. It has a splendid view of the Himalayas and the
Ganges. If you sit here on the veranda or even if you are within the room, you will
constantly hear the Pranava-Nada of Ganga.
They both went in and came out in a few minutes.
You are living in this Kutir, Swamiji? the visitor asked, obviously astonished at
the fact. Why.it is as ill-ventilated as a prison-cell. You cannot get any light in
the rooms, except at midday. They are not rooms: they are caves, and too small
even for that. And, you work in that room which is not sufficient to accommodate
your manuscripts and books. You cannot move in it without treading on
something else. The bed-room is damp and one cannot even breathe in it. I
wonder how you live in it?
Though I get a positive feeling of spiritual elation when I am in the room, I think
I will not be able to keep body and soul together for six months if I lived in this
Kutir. Why dont you change into a better suite of rooms, Swamiji?
No, no: I am all right here, replied Siva the Mahatyagi and Mahatapasvi. The
visitor bowed, again in bewildered amusement, and left.
2ND OCTOBER, 1949
SANYAS AND THE WORLD
Sri Sabha Ratnam Iyer, M.A., B.T., LL.B., of Nagpur, who came here to attend the
birthday celebrations and who stayed on till Navaratri, met Siva early in the
morning while the latter was coming to the office.
When you go back to Nagpur, consider that you are already a Sanyasin and
behave as such. Be unattached to the family. Are you ready for Sanyas? Will you
actually embrace Sanyasa now? asked Siva characteristically taking the
conversation to a climax.
I am ready, Swamiji. But, I have a few daughters to be married. That is the only
responsibility. I feel it is a great burden, Swamiji. This family hinders my
wholeheartedly plunging into Nivritti Marga.
The world is no hindrance. Lord Krishna assures you in the Gita that one can be
a true Sanyasi and a true Tyagi even while remaining in the world of active life.
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Live in the family: but let not the family live in you. Let your house become an
Ashram. It will be your headquarters for the present. From there you will spread
the message of divine life. Take Ram Nam from Mohalla to Mohalla. Inspire
everyone. Conduct common meditation. God has given you a very good voice.
You can address an audience of 50,000 without a loud-speaker. Goddess
Saraswati lives on your tongue: you have vast knowledge of the Puranas, the Gita,
and other Sastras, too. You are a Sri Vidya Upasaka, too. Mother will surely bless
you with Moksha. You have been here for some time. You know how to conduct
Sadhana classes.
Yes, Swamiji: I shall certainly conduct classes in Nagpur on the same lines as the
classes are conducted here. Especially, I liked very much the Ram-Nama Japa
Kirtan that you conducted last night. The whole Hall was filled with Ram-Nama
vibrations only. Every one felt elevated. Incidentally, I saw on your forehead the
digit of the moon, too, as is to be found on the forehead of Lord Siva. I have no
doubt in my mind that you are Lord Siva Himself, Swamiji.
(Incidentally, during his lecture-tours in the Punjab, as he was doing Kirtan and
dancing one night, several devotees of the place saw a brilliant aura surrounding
Siva. It was clearly visible to the naked eye of the devotees. All were thrilled: their
devotion towards Siva increased: and Sivas divine life message, too, found ready
receptacles in them.)
BHIKSHU REKHA ON THE FACE
OM Namo Narayanaya, Siva was at the office entrance. A few of us were just
then coming out of the office on our way to the Kshetra for Bhiksha.
Though we did not mention the fact, Siva somehow knew it.
What about the Khiksha programme?
We are just now going, Swamiji.
No, no: you need not go. Your health will suffer: and consequently, the work will
suffer. I see the Bhikshu-Rekha on your forehead. You need not worry now.
Training or no training, you will always be prepared and capable of begging your
Bhiksha.
As you wish, Swamiji, we said and the idea dropped out of our head.
Incidentally, Siva told us a very interest anecdote of his own life.
When I was coming away from Malaya, bound for Banaras, someone met me on
the ship and suddenly exclaimed: You have got the Bhikshu Rekha on your
forehead. Even then he could find out that I would soon beg for alms and wander
about. Soon afterwards, I reached Banaras and found that the man was right in
his prediction.
Sri Swami Chidanandaji had also joined us, then.
Money or no money, you must take care of your body. If you are not looking after
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discouraged. He is only training us. Later on, He will shower so much money on
us that we will not be able to count it.
3RD OCTOBER 1949
WHERE IS THE SCORPION?
Someone noticed a scorpion outside the office. A few visitors crowded round the
insect. One wanted it to be killed: another was too compassionate to allow that
and said: Cut its tail and let it go.
Siva heard this: Cut whose tail? The scorpions? But, why dont you cut your
tongue? Mans tongue is more poisonous than the scorpions tail. See: the
scorpion will not sting a man unless the man places his foot on it or in some way,
intentionally or unintentionally, tries to harm it. But look at man himself.
Without any provocation whatsoever, he will go out of his way and abuse
someone, ridicule someone, vilify someone, injure someone. Mans tongue is
much worse than the scorpions sting.
Everyone was thrilled to listen to this inspired talk. And the scorpion (perhaps
heaving a sigh of relief at Sivas advocacy of its cause) went its own way.
TENNIS AND SANYASA
Winter has slowly set it, with its pleasant mornings and evenings. It is the time
for games and body-building exercises. Siva and a few of us were on the terrace
opposite the office hall. Govindaswamiji was coming towards the Ashram from
Rishikesh. Siva remembered at once that he was one of the badminton players of
the Ashram and that we used to play during the winter.
Oh Govindaswamiji, it is time now to start badminton. Please arrange the court,
and for the bats and balls. You are the captain.
Then he turned towards us and said: Some people imagine that Sanyasins should
not play tennis. I have no such notions. Sanyas has nothing to do with what you
need to keep this body, the temple of the Lord and the instrument for doing
Karma Yoga, and Sanyas should not prevent you from giving, within limits, what
this body needs. Previously, I used to take a long evening walk. Work has
increased and this became impossible. And, even while doing the work the
pressure was too great and I needed relaxation every now and then. I got a tennis
ball and a racket. I used to play on the wall for a few minutes. After these few
minutes, I would be ready for another spell of work. Play, exercise, practice of
Asans and Pranayamaall are necessary. Even today I do not miss my Asana and
Pranayam. Sitting on the bed, I perform some exercises, sitting on the bed, I do
some simply Asans and some Pranayam also. These things keep my body fit for
the work that the Lord has entrusted to me. I keep His instrument clean and
healthy.
Titiksha and self-denial are necessary. They are the most essential parts of ones
Sadhana. Otherwise, one will be prone to commit mistakes, and one will become
a luxury-lover. I have chronic lumbago. If you ask a doctor for his advice, he will
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forbid me from touching Ganges water. But I cannot live without bathing in the
Ganges. I swim in the Ganges also. God knows my heart: therefore, He has
somehow arranged that this Ganges bath should not affect my health.
This lumbago trouble does not allow nowadays to serve food in the Pangat every
day. But as a measure of Sadhana, and also as an exercise, I would often imagine
a Pangat sitting on my verandah and begin serving them out of imaginary buckets
of dhal and vegetable in my hands, bending before each diner: Dhal, Bhagavan,
Vegetable, Bhagavan. Sadhana should be intelligent. You should know what you
wish to achieve through Sadhana. Then alone will Sadhana be fruitful. Be sincere
in your aspirations. Then God will guide you from within what you should do.
DOG OR GOD?
Swami Yoganandaji joined the party of Sanyasins listening to Sivas words of
wisdom. Behind him ran a dogalso eager to join the group. Siva noticed the dog,
and enquired: Is the dog all right now?
Yes, Swamiji: the wound on its neck has healed completely.
Why not? Thanks to the ever-compassionate Chidanandaji, the dog received such
treatment here as a Maharajah will not get at the hands of his own doctor and
nurse. Every day he used to bandage it with his own hands, cleaning the wound
with his own hands, unmindful of the nasty smell that the wound emitted. No one
but he could have done this. To him it was not a dog, but God Himself. His is a
unique example of a saint seeing the same Atman in the Brahmin, the elephant,
horse, pariah and a dog, as described by Lord Krishna in the Gita. All of you
should learn this wonderful method of developing the heart and cultivating the
Adwaita-Bhavana. Only then is Self-realisation possible.
Swami Yoganandaji then related how Siva himself used to do such Seva to cows,
dogs and donkeys as an essential item of his Sadhana. Swamiji would invariably
feed the monkeys of the locality, and the dogs and the cows, that would all crowd
round him when he took food. Before he even sat for his dinner, he would take
some food and feed the fish of the Ganges. Only then could he have his own
dinner.
Service has ever been Swamijis passion in life. Swamiji would handle dangerous
cases of cholera and typhoid and serve the patients day and night, remaining with
them and cleaning their bed-pans with his own hands. Lepers, too, are his
favourites: he takes the keenest interest in their welfare. By example and precept,
he has taught us that serving every living being, without the last trace of Ghrina,
hatred or ill-feeling, with heart full of love and Atma-Bhava, alone can purify the
heart rapidly and make it a fit receptacle for Atma-Jnana.
THE GLORY OF THE THIRD EYE
Next to join the group was Hari Badri Narayan, the youngster from South Africa
who is now studying medicine at the Lucknow University.
Hariji, your lecture in the morning was wonderful. How fluently you speak both
in English and in Hindi. You were too shy to speak even with friends, when you
came here. Now you have become an orator. As soon as you go back to Lucknow,
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this time, you should organise the students of the Medical College and form a
youth Section of the Divine Life Society. Hold Sunday classes. Teach the other
boys Asans, Pranayam and physical exercises. You will be doing a great service to
these boys. And, you will also be getting the training necessary for you to become
a first-class propagandist when you go back to Africa. You will be able to clarify
your own ideas, too.
Yes, Swamiji: I shall certainly do so. With your blessings, I am sure of success.
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This young lad arrived at the Ashram in September 1947, along with Sri S.R.
Padayachie of South Africa. He wanted to study medicine: but did not know what
to do about it. Siva gave him shelter in his own Ashram: and then wrote letters to
several professors to get him fixed up in an Indian University. And, he was able to
get a seat in the Medical College at Lucknow.
Siva found out his spiritual Samskaras, at the first sight. Through his third-eye
he was able to detect that he would one day turn out to be a good preacher and so
trained him in the art of speaking. Siva found out, too, that he was a good actor
and gave him frequent opportunities of taking part in the dramas staged at the
Ashram. What we see now with our two eyes, Siva could see long ago with this
third eye.
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Here is Bhat, our new inmate. He, too, took part in the Devi Mahatmya Drama.
He acted wonderfully well. He is a first-class comic actor. Siva greeted him and
said:
Bhatji, you are the director of the dramatic society here. Dont feel shy to act in
the Ashram plays. Dont think that it is against Sadhana to act in dramas. Think
of the good that you are doing to the vast multitudes of spectators, when you act
in a spiritual play. What a great learned man cannot do by a years lecturing, you
can do in a minuteyou can drive your lessons directly into the spectators heart
and it will forever remain embedded there. That is the secret. The whole world is
a big drama, a play kept up by the Lord Himself. You and I are already actors in
this Play. We dance and sing as He makes us do. For a wise man, the world
provides daily lessons. Why should you then feel shy to act a drama within this
huge drama? Develop this faculty. You should hereafter organise a drama for
every occasion.
The rapidity with which Siva sees through the Third Eye, the inner contents of
everyone, the hidden faculties, is really amazing. The moment he perceives the
hidden faculties, he will do everything to bring them out: and a genius is born.
RESPECT AND REVERENCE: THEIR SEAT
Subramaniam was coming along the road on a bicycle when he found Siva
emerging from his Kutir. At once, S. alighted from the cycle, took off the towel
which he had wound round the head as a turban, and adjusted his Dhoti!
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Siva smiled and said: All these formalities are not necessary for me. Love and
respect have their seat in the heart: and you should have love and reverence for
elders in your heart. That I will know! These external formalities do not have
much significance for me.
LARGE HEART ATTRACTS AND ENCHANTS
And, Siva continued: You are going about in the hot sun, making purchases at
Rishikesh and supervising the construction work. Do not hesitate to take all that
you need: you must have a cool drink now, and half an hour later you should take
a hot drink. If you feel like taking some fruits in the bazaar, do not hesitate. You
need not submit any bills even. You have perfect liberty to do everything to keep
your body in perfect health.
It is this freedom that Siva gives to everyone, and it is this Heart that treats every
living creature as its own self, it is this universal love and cosmic consciousness
that does not exclude any living creaturethat attracts and enchants. Not like the
big men who, as soon as they come to power, place themselves on a high pedestal
of their own construction and others on a lower level. If this great man takes the
milk with almonds, he will not allow his subordinates to take even a cup of tea.
He must take halwa: but his workers should be content with ground-nuts. Not so
with Siva: every worker in the Ashram is as important as his own self, to him.
Therefore he treats everyone with the greatest consideration. This love when it
blossoms forth in the heart, attracts and enchants.
Incidentally, we are reminded of what Prof. Ganga Saran Seal said once. Prof. G.
was a double-M.A. and a professor in Chandausi College. He was a great admirer
of Siva, having known Siva during the latters lecture tours in the Punjab. Once he
remarked: Swamiji knows hypnotism. That is why thousands of people sit spellbound, in pin-drop silence, listening to his lectures and Bhajans. Otherwise, it is
impossible nowadays to command the attention of such large audiences. When
this was brought to the notice of Siva, he merely said: I have not even read a
book on hypnotism.
And, in fact, he knows nothing about hypnotism: and he does not encourage
anyone to learn this art, either. Siva does not like Siddhis: and he warns his
student from running after occult powers. The one and the only secret of his is
the secret of the heartthe love that he has in the heart, and that attracts people
to him, and enchants them.
TELEPHONES AND FLOWER-VASES
Siva has decided to spend more time in the office: his work has tremendously
increased. His bag is full of letters which he has to answer. There is a huge list of
people that is always on the table, to whom he should send books. He has a
register, a ledger, with a leaf for every devotee to whom he sends books free. As
the number grew, he prepared an index of these persons. And, as the number
grew further, it was a problem. This register goes on serving its purpose: but now
a consolidated list of the most important among the names in the register has
been prepared and that is right in front of him on the table. On his left are the Big
Address Book, the Free Issue Register and the Manuscripts Register. To the left
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of him, on a small table is a rack full of leaflets and pamphlets, wrapped up copies
of the magazine, packed copies of photographsall ever-ready to leap into his
hands and to pass on to the world at large. These are his telephonesthe
Registers that connect him to anyone he likesand these are his flower-vases
the magazines, the leaflets and the photographs that adorn his table. And, Siva
has decided to spend some more time at the table, unmindful of his own personal
discomfort.
CONSIDERATION FOR OTHERS
And, so he emerged from his Kutir at 3 p.m. today, instead of the usual 4. He
found Purushotthamanandajis Kutir close and bolted from inside. Siva will not
knock, nor call out to P. No: he very quietly opened the outer gate and slipped
out, lest P. should be disturbed. He had to dress the wound on his left-hand: but
that he postponed to 4 p.m. when P. will get up. Purushotthamanandaji is taking
rest. I will have it dressed when he gets up, said he. What consideration he shows
towards those who serve him. Anyone else in his position will shout from his own
Kutir for the attendant.
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This happened in October 1945, when I had just joined the Ashram. We were
sitting in the office and chit-chatting. I occupied the room just adjacent to the
office: this room I had bolted from inside and gone over to the office. It was past
noon. It was a very hot day: and so we had partially closed the office-door also.
Someone else was taking rest in my room. Siva came with his usual Prasad. He
found my Kutir bolted inside. He did not call out: but he quietly went to the
kitchen, handed over the Prasad to someone else: Give it to Parthasarathy when
he wakes up. He is taking rest. I was stunned when later I was told of this. What
love and what consideration. The chela is treated with respect and consideration
that is due to the Guru. The Guru carries Prasad on his own head and goes out in
the hot sun to the chelas Kutir: and when the chela is taking rest, has the
patience, tolerance and love not to disturb the young boy, but to ensure that the
Prasad reaches him when he wakes up. I think no other man in the world will do
that.
5TH OCTOBER, 1949
TO YOUNG WIDOWS
Srimathi X, a young North Indian lady who had recently lost her husband in
tragic circumstances, has come to Ananda Kutir for a brief stay in the belief and
conviction that Sivas Darshan and Upadesh will remove her grief. She is a highly
educated young lady, with advanced views on social matters: yet, she has to
observe Purdah imposed upon her by family tradition.
Siva spoke to her as follows:
You are an intelligent lady. The purpose of intelligence is proper discrimination.
Try to discriminate between the Real and the unreal. Then, study Gita, especially
the second chapter. You will clearly see that the physical love that you had
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towards the physical form of your husband was misplaced and had to come to an
end one day or the other. But if you love him in spirit: if you have spiritual
communion with him: if you feel that your Self and his are one and the same, this
love will be enduring, and the bliss that you obtain from it also will be everlasting. Then, you realise that he has only changed his costume and taken a new
suit. You will not grieve.
Once you have laid this foundation of a spiritual understanding truly and well,
the rest of the work will be easy. You have to keep yourself busy in humanitarian
work, in selfless service of humanity with Atma-Bhav. Keep your body and mind
constantly engaged in noble, divine and humanitarian service: this is the best way
to ensure peace of mind and to remove grief.
Study Bhagavatam. You will find that the Lord has Himself stated there that He
removes the pleasure-centres of Jivas when He chooses to shower His grace and
blessings on the devotee. The mind will refuse to believe that what is generally
considered a calamity is in fact a great blessing. The calamity shatters your belief
in the permanence of things of the world: it points out clearly that everything
here is fleeting and transitory. And, the calamity eventually turns your mind
Godward: which, in turn, bestows peace and happiness on you. By diligent study
of the Gita and other scriptures, and by proper discrimination, however, it is
possible to bring your mind to believe in the existence of the Eternal Atman, and
in the fact that all that happens here has the grace of the Lord behind it and so
happens for your own good.
Therefore, plunge yourself in selfless service. Conduct common meditation
classes. Organise Gita study circles amongst the people of your locality. Spread
the glory of the name of the Lord.
But, Swamiji, even against my will, I have to observe Purdah. My family people
will not allow me to move about freely. It was with great difficulty and in the teeth
of heavy opposition that I could get through the B.A.
Well: even that need not worry you. Do what you can do, within the limitations
imposed by external circumstances. Gather together a few girls of your locality
and educate them, mould their character, and divinise them. Teach them Gita,
Ramayan, etc. Make a beginning thus. When the Lord knows that your heart
yearns to expand and to render selfless service of a divine nature to all humanity,
He will Himself provide you with golden opportunities.
Above all, be brave. Be cheerful. Develop the faculty of discrimination. Study and
keep yourself absolutely busy. Training your children properly. Give them a
spiritual turn of mind from the very beginning of their career. God will help you
and guide you on your onward march.
6TH OCTOBER, 1949
MEET BANERJI OF KALIBARI
Judge Gauri Prasadji, Swami Chidanandaji, Swami Omkaranandaji and myself
were leaving for Dehra Dun this morning. Siva was on his way back to the Kutir
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from the morning class. We took leave of him and were about to get into the
tonga. Siva then mentioned casually:
There is one Banerji of Kalibari. I was in that Kali Mandir for some days and
performed Kirtan also. Do meet him and conduct Kirtan there. He is a very nice
man.
And, we left the Ashram.
As we entered the Rishikesh railway station, we were greeted by Sri Mamraj Sing
of the Tehri Government. And, he joined our party, as he, too, was going to Dehra
Dun.
We reached Dehra Dun.
M. Judge Saheb and Omkarji left immediately for the Court. At the Court Judge
Saheb could not find his own advocate-friends. Casually, M. took G.P. to an
advocate whom the former had known. And, everything was fixed up.
In the evening, G.P took Swami C. and myself to see the Advocate. We met the
young man, talked the matter over with him for over half an hour. His face clearly
indicated that he was at the point of bursting forth with joy and with something
that he wanted to say. At last he said it: I know Swamiji Maharaj. We were
surprised. I saw him when he was in the Satyasevashram at Lakshmanjhula. I
was a young lad then. His name which we had casually heard of assumed a new
meaning for us. Instantly we shouted: Are you the Banerji of Kalibari? He calmly
said: Yes.
Now we could connect up everything that had happened since this morning. How
well Siva arranges every event in proper sequence. How miraculously his hidden
hand guides us. Mamrajji, whom we never expected, accompanied us to Dehra
Dun. Why? In order to introduce us to the man whom Siva wanted us to meet.
The two Advocates that Judge Saheb wanted to meet were not in the Court. Why?
Because, we were to meet the man whom Siva wanted us to meet.
The subject of the conversation then centred entirely on Siva and Benerjis
meeting with him, twenty years ago.
How hard he used to work, B. continued. Seva for him was second-nature. Seva
was his great Yoga. Seva was the Open Sesame of the door to Liberation.
Subsisting on the meagre Kshetra rations, he used to serve, serve and serve
throughout the day. I met him along with my brother and family. During the
course of the conversation we had with him, he asked me not to marry. I am now
over forty: and I am still a bachelor and hope, by his blessings, to continue to be
so. So strong was the impression created by his commands.
We had Kirtan that night in the Kali Bari of the Kali temple.
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In the afternoon, R. met Siva in the office. He was a thoroughly changed person
now. He was cheerful and in a very happy mood. As he came into the office, some
Ashramites were taking Roneo-copies of the Forest University Weekly. R. took
part in the work. When Siva came, he prostrated at his feet.
Swamiji, this is really Ananda Kutir. Peace and Bliss reside here only. Then he
related his story. His duty is to bring to books bribe-takers and corrupt officers.
In the discharge of his duty, however, he has to proceed against high officials.
They dislike him. They make it impossible for him to carry on his work. They
have forced him to go on leave. And, his conscience does not allow him to
countenance dishonesty.
Siva told him: Lay your burden on His shoulders. He will help you. Be honest. Be
truthful. If you feel that you cannot carry on due to unfavourable circumstances,
resign. Take it as Gods hint that you are to evolve rapidly in the spiritual path
and that He intends you to do something worthier than toil in a Government
office. Dedicate yourself to some spiritual institution. Through the institution,
serve humanity. You will attain Moksha.
19TH OCTOBER, 1949
COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS AND CALCULATING BRAIN
An official of the Government of India and another from the Bihar Government
were having an interview with Siva. The Govt. of India man wanted to know the
essence of Vedanta and Sivas method of attaining cosmic consciousness. Siva
said:
Infinite expansion of consciousness is the goal of Vedanta. Aham Brahma Asmi. I
am the infinite Brahman. Bhuma. Besides me nothing else exists. I am the Soul of
everything that exists. The actual realisation of this great truth is the goal of
Vedanta.
Mere study of texts dealing with Vedanta will not do. We must introspect and
find out the draw-backs in us. A man will come to the Ashram and will stay here
for three days. At the end of his stay, he will calculate thus: 4 as per meal, 6 meals
come to 1.8. Tea and milk will cost me 1.8. And, then boldly come forward with a
donation of Rs. 3! The very same man will not hesitate to spend 200 rupees on
the purchase of a single saree to his daughter-in-law. That is my daughter-inlaw: this is an Ashram. I should not spend on something which is mine but not
on something which is other than mine. So long as this attitude is there, how can
cosmic consciousness dawn in him? Practical realisation of Vedantic truths is
possible only if you give up all this petty-mindedness. Give your all to some good
institution. Renounce. Renounce. Renounce. Give. Give. And give. Then and then
alone will your eyes be opened and then alone will you have cosmic consciousness
or Brahma-Jnana.
Surely, one who lives with Siva even for a few days, moves closely with him,
watches every movement, every action of his closely and with inquisitive vision
he will not need a word from Sivas lips. For, Siva is a living commentary on the
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bold utterance of the Upanishadic seers. His very life and every-day actions will
provide one with ample illustration of what those sages must have meant when
they uttered those great truths.
And, when Siva talks, on Vedanta, he always gives it a practical turn. He has no
patience for polemics.
HOW TO SERVE THE SICK?
Oh Madi Swamiji, did you take the temperature of Balammal in the evening?
Siva asked, as he was coming out of the Bhajan Hall after the night Satsang.
I did not go there in the evening, Swamiji.
At once Siva went to the patients room. And, he would not leave the place until
every minute detail in connection with the patients requirements had been
attended to.
Siva, then, said: Put yourself in the patients place. That is the best way to ensure
attention to the minutest details. If you consider that you are the doctor, you will
neglect some things. Even if you consider yourself a nurse, you will miss or forget
some things. Think for a moment that you yourself are the patient. What are the
things you will need? See that all those things are available to the patient. You
must enter into the patients spirit. That is real service.
There must be a bed-pan. This is most important, especially in the case of aged
patients, like this lady. There should be light, matches, water in a bucket and a
tumbler. All these things should be neatly arranged in the room so that the
patient can reach out to them without much difficulty. You should pay particular
attention to the arrangement of the bed. Even the slightest carelessness in this
regard will deprive the patient of natures most powerful remedysleep.
Haphazard making of the bed will not do. What might be a mild discomfort to a
healthy man will be unbearable horror to a sick manbear this always in mind.
Viswanathan and Ramakrishnan are training themselves in service. They have
willingness to learn. They have eagerness to serve. You should not lose one
opportunity of service. Then and then alone will this selfless service become a
part of you.
Lord Dattatreya says in the very first Sloka of the Avadhuta Gita that Adwaitic
realisation is impossible for one unless there is Gods grace. Gods grace can be
obtained only through sincere, untiring selfless service and Upasana. Service of
the sick is the greatest form of selfless service, which will at once clean the heart
and invoke Gods grace into it.
24TH OCTOBER, 1949
THE LESSON WOMAN NEEDS MOST
Three Siamese girl-students of Banaras University have come to the Ashram to
stay for a couple of days and learn what they could, of Siva and his philosophy.
Siva entertained them nicely on their arrival: gave them several books with his
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autographed blessings: and after they had listened to the Gramophone records of
Sivas Kirtans, had them taken round the Ashram. They were shown the Yoga
Museum also.
In the course of their conversation with Siva, he told them: The impact of
Western civilisation on Eastern culture has had the baneful result of making the
Eastern men and women worship their body instead of the soul. This is especially
true of the ladies. They spend all their time in beautifying their body. In spite of
all the beauty-aids, no one will be able to prevent old age and death. In a moment
all this physical beauty will vanish. Feel and realise that real beauty is in the Soul
or the Atman alone. All other beauties are evanescent. Therefore, do not attach
much importance to them. Meditate on the Atma, the Beauty of beauties. This
Atma is imperishable: therefore, the attention that you bestow on It will be really
worthwhile. The Atma never ages: It never dies. Realise this Truth. Then, and
then alone have you learned to beautify yourself really and truly.
FOOD AND THE EATER ARE ONE
During the night Satsang, a South Indian devotee recited a Mantra from the
Sama Veda: Aham Annam, Aham Annadah. After he had concluded, Siva
explained the significance, in a few words, especially for the benefit of the
Siamese visitors.
The Vedic seer has, at a moment of Cosmic Consciousness, ecstatically sung: Oh
I am the food. I am the eater of the food. This only goes to prove that in reality
the objects and their enjoyer within are one and the same, and that the duality
and plurality that are perceive through the senses are false and illusory.
Once this truth is recognised, and one comes to feel the oneness of the objects
and the enjoyer, then desire for objective enjoyment will vanish. True Vairagya
will dawn in man. He will yearn to perceive and realise that Seer within, that
Enjoyer within Who Himself is All. When desires have vanished and Para
Vairagya dawns in man, he soon crosses beyond Maya and Samsara and attains
Nirvana very soon.
OM MANI PADME HUM
Such is the catholicity of Siva and his consideration for the views and feelings of
others, that today, at the end of his Kirtans and Bhajans (in the course of which
he had chosen to include many of his songs and poems on Vairagya and Vedanta)
he included along with his Maha Mantra Kirtan, the Buddhistic Mantra, also (in
the same tune).
Om Mani Padme Hum, Mani Padme Hum, Mani Padma Hum,
Mani Padme Hum
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for a short while, to help them settle down somewhere, Siva gave us the following
Upadesha:
I thought that Sri J. was a quiet worker and efficient. He appeared to be very
good, simple and humble: but now he has proved that his inside was filled with
venom. It was Gods grace that has save you. He has not only ruined himself, but
has done a great disservice to Sri S. and the Ashram, too, by enticing Sri S. also
away.
Only people with good, spiritual Samskaras will stay here. Others will go away.
You will not find a place like this anywhere else in the world. You have all
conveniences here plus Ganges, Himalayas and seclusion. A good library, a
dispensary, temple, Bhajan Hall, food and clothingeverything you have here.
You have splendid opportunities of serving humanity. Identify yourself heart and
soul with the institution. Make it your own. If they have gone, do not bother
yourself now. What have you to do with them? If they have been courageous
enough to go away, they will have the capacity to settle themselves down. You
need not run after them. Why: I am here: and your own institution is here, which
serves humanity. Why not help it instead of trying to help runaways?
God knows who are to stay here. He is the Antaryamin. People like Sri S. and J.
may be good workers: but they do not have spiritual Samskaras. They have not
got the Sadhu element.
You may be a very good worker. You may be a brilliant scholar. You may be able
to recite the Gita, Upanishads and Brahma Sutras from end to the beginning. You
may be an expert in Hatha Yogic Kriyas. All these are no good if you do not
possess the Sadhu-element. What is the use of study, meditation, and beadrolling? What is the use of standing upside down for three hours? Remember this
point very well: if you do not have the Sadhu-element, you are a failure as a
Sanyasin.
The Sadhu-element is a peculiar mixture of various noble qualities. It is an
indescribable something which you will recognise at once when you see the man
who has it. It is comprised of humility, fortitude, forbearance, forgiveness,
tranquillity, spirit of service, adaptability, cheerful surrender to the will of the
Lord, freedom from anger, lust and greed, and complete absence of the
complaining spirit. One who has the Sadhu-element in him will be ever joyful and
he will take everything calmlyEverything is Gods grace. He will have no
occasion to complain.
The Babu-element on the other hand will have nothing but complaint. If there is
a little less sugar in the tea one day, if tea is given late one day, he will fly into a
rage. He will be a cut-throat. His heart will be full of hatred, jealousy, greed and
lust. He always hankers after power and prestige. He is fond of back-biting,
scandal-mongering, plotting and diplomacy. He has a vigorous scheming brain.
He is selfish, selfish and selfish to the very core of his being. When you move with
him for a couple of days, you will at once know his nature: beware of such
people.
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All your Sadhana should be directed towards the development of the Sadhuelement in you, and the eradication of the Babu-element. You may be an illiterate
man, unable even to talk a few words: but, if you have the Sadhu-element
preponderant in you, you are a sage!
We were all thankful to Sri J. who was instrumental in providing us with this
rarest treat from Sivas lips.
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4TH NOVEMBER, 1949
HOW CAN I HAVE RAMS DARSHAN?
Sri. R.P. who has been placed in charge of the Publication League, felt a bit
nervous and diffident about his capabilities. He felt that was too much of a
responsible position for him to occupy with success.
As Siva entered the Office, Sri R.P. caught his eye. Ohji, dont be afraid of the
work. I have written to Sri Mohindra and if he agrees we shall employ him as the
Manager of the League. You can also assist him and get yourself thoroughly
trained by him.
Dont be afraid of work. Dont try to run away from it. You have a sweet voice:
you have nicely developed the poetic faculties. You have great devotion to the
Lord also.
Know that the best way to attain the Lord is through work and work alone. Go
and remain in a cave for twelve years without doing any work. Then come back
and tell me whether you have improved or degenerated. Work here ceaselessly:
and do one Mala of Japa. Find out for yourself which method helps you evolve
more quickly in the spiritual path. Even if you remain in a cave for twelve years
you cannot have Darshan of the Lord. But, if you serve selflessly, work and work
ceaselessly, and in the intervals do Japa of the Lords name for some time daily,
the Lord will at once come to you. When selfless service has purified your heart,
even before you finish the first Mala of Japa, the Lord will appear before you.
You do not have the vision to see what a great and soul-elevating power this
service has. If only you are able to see the actual change in your heart that this
service brings about, and if you are mentally able to compare this with the change
that cave-dwelling will bring about, then you will at once agree with me. It is lack
of this knowledge that makes you dread work. It is that which makes you feel that
work is waste of time and that God can be attained only through parrot-like
repetition of a Mantra.
Go and see the Sadhus who live an idle life. They have no care. They have no
responsibility. They will pretend that they have attained a very high stage when
they ought to give up work. All that they are concerned about is their daily
Bhiksha. They can get up at 9 a.m. and prepared to go to the Kshetra. Come back,
take the food and sleep. Wake up again for Bhiksha. That is their life. Mans very
nature is Tamasic. You have to conquer that through intense selfless service.
Then Satva will supervene.
It is this Tamas that prompts you from within to shirk work. It is Tamas that
prompts you to go away and lead an independent life. You are sure of free food
from Kshetras. This free food system should be stopped altogether. It is this alone
that encourages man to revel in his Tamasic indulgence.
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You should become a dynamic Yogi. Work alone will enable you to control your
mind, to banish evil thoughts from the mind and to purify the heart. In a purified
heart alone will the Lord reveal Himself. Look at me. There is 8 per cent sugar in
my urine. I have so many other physical ailments. I cannot even stand for an hour
at a stretch: I feel giddy. Yet, I have been working till now. You have all taken
your food. But, here I am still at my work. It will take two hours for me before I
can take my food.
You are a good worker, no doubt. But, you feel diffident. That diffidence you can
conquer only when you take intense joy in service. You should love to undertake
responsible work. You wish to realise God: but can you for a moment think of
Gods Great Responsibility? You are afraid of this petty work. And, yet, you wish
to realise Him Who bears the burden of protecting and maintaining the whole
universe. You think that work will interfere with your meditation. Read the life of
any saint. You will find that he has practised and preached selfless service.
Everyone has worked till the very end of his life. Such should be your attitude.
Then and then alone can you have Darshan of Lord Rama in a minute.
12TH NOVEMBER, 1949
YOGA HOW MANY YEARS COURSE?
The Jnana Yajna, according to Vedic rituals, conducted by Sr. R. Ananthakrishna
Sastri, was in progress in the temple.
Two European (Swiss) tourists came to the temple to have Sivas Darshan. They
had noticed, on the road leading to the temple, a big sign-board bearing the
words, Yoga-Vedanta Forest University. They had also seen the Universitys
Weekly magazine. The first question that came to their lips when they met Siva
was: How long does it take one to complete the Forest University Course on Yoga
and Vedanta?
Sivas reply was quick: A life-time.
What!
Yes: if you are to pass the final test of the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University, which
is Self-realisation, you have to dedicate your life to the study and practice of Yoga
and Vedanta. It will not do just to read a few books and vomit the knowledge on
your answer papers at the Examination and feel mightily pleased with yourself,
thinking I am a great Yogi now. Yoga and Vedanta should become part and
parcel of your very being. You should not only know intellectually what Vedanta
says, but you should actually feel and realise for yourself the Truth about which
Yoga and Vedanta preach.
What a great difference between the Western universities and this one here!
thought the Europeans and went their way, bowing in humility before the great
sage Siva.
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No, no. I sing the names of all gods of all religions, all prophets and saviours.
See: here we have the picture of Lord Buddha. There you see the picture of Lord
Jesus, that of Guru Nanak, etc. On every Thursday night (Guru Day) I sing the
names of all these saints and prophets. So saying, Siva sang the following Kirtan:
Bhajo Lord Jesus
Then we went to the temple. Siva explained to them the significance of the
Prasad.
Prasad is the sacred offering to the Lord of Bhasma (holy ash) and Kumkum
(vermillion), as well as bael leaves. The offering is accompanied by powerful
Mantras. The Prasad is, therefore, very potent. Devotees who have faith in the
Prasad derive great benefits from applying this Prasad on their forehead.
Incurable diseases are cured, often, by the mere use of this Prasad. Besides, bael
leaf is good for diabetes.
As we were coming out of the temple, the entire group was photographed. Mrs.
Magda said: Swamiji, this is the best place in the whole world. Not only is the
scenery superb, but the holy vibrations here are full of peace, bliss and calm.
25TH NOVEMBER, 1949
R.A. SASTRI
Sri R. Ananthakrishna Sastri, who has been conducting a series of lectures on the
Upanishads, concluded it today as he is leaving for Delhi the day after tomorrow.
With his characteristic forethought, Siva had arranged for taking due advantage
of the occasion to honour the noble Sastrigal.
As soon as the Sastrigal had concluded his days discourse and also announced
that it was his last at the Ashram during his present visit, Siva garlanded him
with a suddenness that literally unnerved R.A.S. S. was trembling with emotion at
this great honour shown to him by a sage. Before he could give expression to his
sentiments, Siva with remarkable cool-headedness began:
It is a rare good fortune for us all to have been blessed with Sr. Sastrijis Satsang
for the past nearly a month. We are thankful to God for this. To Sri Sastriji we
owe a deep debt of gratitude for taking the trouble of delivering his learned
discourses every day.
We have many lessons to learn from him. First and foremost is his punctuality. It
is a virtue which every spiritual aspirant should possess in abundance. Without
punctuality and regularity in Sadhana no progress is possible.
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four hours, in that icy cold region, he broke the ice and took his bath in the cold
water early in the morning. Even here, he was regular in his early morning bath
in the Ganges. It requires great will-power to do so. And, this will-power is
developed through systematic and persevering effort. Steady application to the
task you have undertaken will crown your efforts with sure success.
The great service that Sri Sastriji has rendered to the cause of the preservation
and popularisation of old manuscriptions, is unimaginable. To the Sadhaks all
over the world, especially his researches into our ancient scriptures have been
invaluable. He has (so to say) given a new life to Suta Samhita. He has translated
this great scripture into Tamil also. He has translated several great Sanskrit
works into English.
Look at his zeal for service, his intense desire to share with others the knowledge
that he possesses. Even at the ripe old age of 85, he is still delivering fiery lectures
on the Upanishads. You should all strive to emulate his glorious example. May
God bless Sri Sastriji with many more years of service to humanity. May God
bless you all.
As we left the Hall, Sri S. remarked: Swamiji, when you showed me that honour,
put a garland round my neck and spoke about me, I was simply trembling with
emotion. I did not know what do so. I was practically not myself. I was, as it were,
in a different world altogether.
In the evening Sri S. had arranged to perform ceremonial worship of the Ganges.
At four the Ghat had been nicely cleaned and all the Ashramites had taken their
seats beautifully on the steps. Siva was there, too. S. and his wife began the
worship. Siva was intently watching the process.
One years daily ceremonial worship of the Ganges like this is equal to one weeks
whole-hearted service to a typhoid patient, washing his clothes and removing
bed-pan. Such service will at once purify the heart and bring about inner
illumination, and added after a few minutes: Nurses serve the patients in the
hospitals. But there is no inner purification for them, because they do not have
the proper Bhavana when they serve.
Siva then noticed some inmates had also joined in the worship and were offering
bael leaves to Ganga.
Each person is offering only his own bael leaf to the Ganges. What a grand thing
would it be if one has the real inner feeling that He alone offers the worship
through all hands. How much more effective will that worship be.
This last remark contains the very essence of what Siva is. He constantly
identifies himself with the Supreme Consciousness in a fraction of whose
reflected light numberless universes exist. He knows that He and He alone
works through all: and because of the depth of his realisation of this truth, he
does work through all. That is for a Siddha.
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DECEMBER, 1949
4TH DECEMBER, 1949
THE UNCHANGING ONE
Sri V.G. Garde and Srimathi Leelavathi have come from Roorkee. These two
noble souls who have dedicated their lives to Siva, their beloved Guru, have been
frequently visiting the Ashram for the last several years. Their devotion to Siva is
ever on the increase. Behind all the phenomenal growth of the Society and the
Ashram, they only see the miraculous hand of Siva, and their devotion to him
becomes more intense.
As the couple sat near Siva in the office and were being entertained by him to a
light repast, Siva pointed out to some of the Ashramites standing around them:
Do you know him? Do you know the other man? He might be new to you, and
You find many new faces in the Ashram. You find that several old people have
gone away. You find so many changes. But, there is one unchanging element
here.
Yes, Swamiji. And, that is yourself. It is only this unchanging element in the
Ashram that has enabled all this work to go on smoothly and efficiently in spite of
the constant change here. It is this unchanging One that gives strength and power
for the changing ones to carry on the work.
GOVERNMENT vs. ASHRAM
Sri B.M. Maheshwari, Addl. District Magistrate, Tehri, walked into the Hall as
Mr. And Mrs. Garde were preparing to go round the Ashram. While taking his
tea, Sri B.M.M. explained to a Swami who had come along with him the most
noteworthy features of the Ashram, especially the Yoga Museum.
Siva interrupted him and said: We have not got a generator with the help of
which we are able to project 8 and 16 mm movie films. We have got a lot of films
depicting the activities of the Ashram. Padmanabhan has gone to Patna. As soon
as he comes back I will send word to you. You can see the films. You will greatly
enjoy them.
I would love to, Swamiji. And, I shall bring with me a reel of movie-film which we
took on the occasion of the States merger with the U.P. We have not so far been
able to see the film for want of a projector. I shall bring it with me and we shall
project it here.
I AM EVER WITH YOU
After selecting the site for the construction of a temple to house Sivas marble
image, and asking Mr. Garde to prepare a plan, Siva was leaving for his Kutir. Mr.
and Mrs. Garde were going to Lakshmanjhula. Swamiji, perhaps we may not see
you again before we leave. We shall take leave of you. They prostrated.
I am always with you, said Siva, hinting that the union of Guru and disciple is an
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A mere jungle.
13TH DECEMBER, 1949
RUINOUS EXISTENCE
Sri R. has come to the Ashram. He took Brahmacharya Diksha from Siva some
years ago. He was intelligent. He had a great opinion about his own intellectual
merits. He poured over books and gained a lot of theoretical knowledge of
Vedanta, etc. Ashram-life held no more charm for him. He took to the life of a
wandering monk. He liked it. Today he has come back.
You like the wandering, care-free life, I think? asked Siva.
No, Swamiji. Now I have determined to stick to your lotus feet and serve you
with all my heart.
Aha! It took you such a long time to realise the futility of this nomadic life?
Sanyas is not an order of life which should be embraced for the sake of
Namaskars or garlands or for good food. Sanyas is for those who are made of
sterner stuff. Continuous peeling of the outer coverings is necessaryThat is
renunciation. Till you get Atma-Jnana, this process of renunciation should
continue.
Your preaching will have no value until you acquire that inner purity born of
renunciation. Renunciation alone will give you the strength to preach and power
to your words. Without renunciation, you become a slave to the householders.
Even the respectability which your outward appearance indicative of your
Ashram in life gradually fades away.
Constant mixing with householders for winning their respect and admiration, a
desire to preach to others without caring for the reformation of your own self,
and an innate craving for comforts and a little pleasure, have robbed you of the
very yearning for liberation, have incapacitated you for Sadhana. You have lost
during these few years of wandering life all that you might have gained during
many lives of intense Sadhana.
It is essential for a Sadhaka to remain for a period in seclusion and practise
intense Sadhana. Work is necessary. You should serve humanity. Seclusion and
Seva are possible only if you remain at an ideal place for a considerable time. A
rolling stone gathers no moss. I have created the best field for you. Here you can
practise both seclusion and Seva also. From this Ashram you can serve the whole
world. And, yet you will ever remain alone, untainted by worldliness.
I am glad you have at least now recognised the mistake of leaving this place and
leading a wandering life. Hereafter do not even think of such a life. Stick to this
place. You have ample opportunities of effecting a rapid evolution here.
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Vji continued: We had taken a lot of leaflets and magazines, Swamiji. And,
Chidananandaji went on distributing them to everyone he met in the train, on the
station platforms, to the railway staff, etc. We met several Engineers on the way
who were returning from the Engineering University inauguration at Roorkee.
Someone in the party met with an accident and Chidanandaji served him nicely.
This created a great impression among them. In Patna itself, there were two
miraculous experiences. A.K. Sinhas wife was down with fever and the
temperature ran up to 102. He was worried if she would be able to attend the
inaugural function the next day. Chidanandaji told him: She will be all right
tomorrow. And the next morning the fever had completely left her. At the ladies
meeting Sri A.K. Sinhas son was thinking of requesting Chidanandaji to deliver a
talk of Sthree Dharma. Strangely enough, even before he could express his idea,
Chidanandaji began his speech on Sthree Dharma. Sri Sinhas son was surprised
and he said: I was going to ask you to speak on this very subject, Swamiji: I do
not know how you read my thought. On the train or bus, everywhere we went,
Chidanandaji would distribute half the sweets and fruits that we purchased to the
co-passengers. On the platform, he would distribute fruits purchased to the
public, along with magazines and leaflets. He has great Prachar work during this
trip, Swamiji.
C. was in the meantime busy pulling out of the box what he brought with him,
several tins of sweetmeats, etc. There were three pots of Sandila Laddus also.
Oh, Sandilya Laddus? Come, bring here, I will distribute them to the office
people.
Someone in the office corrected Siva. But is not Sandilya Laddu, Swamiji: it is
Sandila Laddu. It is made at a place called Sandila.
But, Sandilya suits me. It reminds me of sage Sandilya. Every time I eat these
Laddus, I have an opportunity of thinking of sage Sandilya.
JNANA YAJNA vs PROFIT
The Divine Life magazine is running on a loss for the past two or three years.
There has been a suggestion from one of the Trustees that the Magazine may be
suspended for a year or two till the financial position of the Society was a little
better.
Siva remarked: I cannot think of stopping a magazine, whatever be the loss.
Actually, I am thinking of starting a few more Magazines. Because, we had just
started the Weekly and therefore the workers here had to bear this additional
burden of work, I have commenced printing my health articles in the form of
small pamphlets, though I wanted to start one Health Magazine. Every month I
will give one pamphlet on health, and distribute copies of this: it amounts to
conducting a health magazine. When we have more workers, we shall start a
proper health magazine.
It does not matter if we incur a little loss in the beginning. How much knowledge
we give the public. God will give us money when He thinks fit. We have to go on
working. If today we are getting ten thousand rupees a month, it is due to the
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we have undertaken today will be seen after ten years. Money is pouring forth
now. Later on, gold will flow into the Society as from an ocean. I have therefore
told Ram Mohan to go on sending sample copies of the Magazine, Weekly, etc., to
every address he can lay his hands on.
The Weekly is simply stirring the people today. People do not have the power of
sustenance to keep up spiritual thoughts in their mind, amidst the din and bustle
of day-to-day city existence: the Weekly serves them nicely. Every week it reawakens them. What a lot of great thoughts it conveys to them. Oh, Vishnu
Swami, every day you should send specimen copies to ten or fifteen people. Go on
sending free. Serve, serve and serve. Serve motivelessly. God will reward you in
due time.
15TH DECEMBER, 1949
SINCERE REPENTANCE
There was a suggestion that J, an inmate who has recently left the Ashram, might
be requested to join Sri Narayanaswamiji in Calcutta and assist the latter in his
work. This was placed before Siva, whose reply was firm and ready.
No, no. If they have gone away out of hatred, ill-will and anger, let them go. Do
not recall them. A wicked man will behave wickedly towards everyone. If you
send him to Calcutta, he will quarrel with Narayanaswamiji.
On the other hand, if he sincerely feels that he was wrong and that he should not
have left the Ashram: if he sincerely repents for nurturing ill-feelings towards you
all, then I will most readily welcome him back to the Ashram. After all it is very
natural for human beings to err: it is natural for one man to misunderstand
another and such misunderstanding will naturally breed some sort of ill-will and
fight. But a sincere Sadhaka will reflect later on, repent for his mistake and
reform himself. If he does so, then it shows that he has good spiritual Samskaras.
If he does not, then it shows that he has none.
If these two people have gone away, four new people of great ability have already
come. Hundreds of graduates, MAs and dynamic workers are simply awaiting a
call from here. God will provide us with workers. His work will go on.
16TH DECEMBER, 1949
ADVICE TO DOCTORS
Dr. Garg of Mussoorie has come.
It was a miracle. Siva was thinking of going to Dehra Dun to get his eyes
examined. We waited for the winter, and for the past one week he has been
seriously thinking of going to Dehra Dun! His health has not been too well and
there was some reluctance on our part to let him undertake this tiresome journey
to Dehra Dun.
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For a very long time, Swamiji, I have been studying your works: and I have
chosen you as my Gurudev. It has been m ardent desire to have your Darshan.
God has fulfilled it today.
You are in Mussoorie?
Yes, Swamiji: I practise in Mussoorie. But at present I am undergoing specialised
training under one Dr. Rev. Sutherland, of the Mission Hospital. Jagadhri.
Siva then got his glasses tested by Garg who said that they were simple glasses
and need not be changed unless they were positively useless.
I am very glad to hear that. You have saved me a lot of trouble. I can utilise the
time I would have spent on the Dehra Dun trip to more service here itself.
Siva then revealed the secret of his good eye-sight: I am very regular in my
Suryanamaskar, recitation of the Twelve Names of Surya and the Dhyana Mantra.
I meditate on the rising sun. I do not take salt on Sundays. I am very regular in
my Asan-Pranayam practice. Therefore, it is by the grace of Lord Surya I have
good eye-sight. With good eye-sight you can do more Seva to mankind. Eye is the
most important organ. Without eyesight you are as good as dead. Instead of
serving others, there should be a dozen people to serve you.
Dr. Garg described the noble qualities of Dr. Sutherland. Siva said:
Kindly request Dr. Sutherland on my behalf to visit this place once before he
leaves for England. He should stay here at least for a week. There is a small
dispensary here which he can make use of for serving the poor people of the
locality when he is here.
You should also come here whenever you get the opportunity. Come and stay for
a week at least. You will have plenty of opportunity of rendering selfless service to
the poor people. The Ashram dispensary is at your disposal. Every time some
doctor-aspirant comes here, I take work from them. Dr. Mangalam, Dr. Sundari,
Dr. Het Ram, Dr. Lall Dina, Dr. Prahladall these people when they come here
automatically make the dispensary their own and begin to serve the people.
The medical profession is a noble profession. Through it you can very easily
purify the mind and the heart. God-realisation is a matter of days and hours if
you serve the patients sincerely and with Bhav. You should feel thankful to the
patients for giving you the opportunity of serving them. The Bhav you can
develop if you feel that you are serving the Lord Himself in the patient.
Never accept fees from the poor people. Serve them with all your heart and soul.
Their prayer is a greater reward than even lakhs of rupees. If possible, you will
have to give them special diet, milk and fruits, etc. at your own expense. Then you
will have rapid self-purification.
I am very happy to hear of the noble qualities of Dr. Sutherland. Indeed, he is a
real and practical Karma Yogi. To whichever nation or to whichever religion he
might belong, he is a true Hindu, a true Brahmin and an ideal Yogi. The Lord will
reveal Himself to such men, very quickly. You should also strive to become like
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to the lectures in the class. If I get one new idea, then I will develop it nicely into a
short poem. To this one idea I will add several of my owncontiguous ideas that
throw more light on the subject. Then it will be included in my manuscript. The
whole world will be benefited.
We should be ever prepared to receive new ideas. We should always be a student.
Then only will there be improvement within oneself. Some people will be
foolishly imagining that they have registered the ideas in their hearts. It may be
true that they have an extraordinary power of grasping ideas: they may have very
good memory, too. But time will efface all the ideas. If you record the ideas in a
note-book, you have preserved them for all time.
The Tamil poetic biographer of Siva caught his eye at this stage. He says that he
has handed the manuscript over to Siva himself, whereas the latter does not have
it.
To me the manuscripts are more valuable than anything else in the world. I take
great care of the manuscripts. I have got two steel trunks full of manuscripts.
Several manuscripts are in preparation. Some articles are being typed every day,
and these I carefully add to the bundles and count the pages every time. Every
month I devote one or two days to the sorting out of the articles so that no
mistakes occur in the arrangement of manuscripts. All this work I myself do. I
know where each article has been placed. One or two books have been taken up
for reprinting. I know that there is some additional matter to be included in the
book, though this matter was collected some two years ago. When the book goes
to the press, I take out this additional matter and send it.
The holy thoughts will elevate several thousands of aspirants. The thoughts
belong to God. We are all His channels, His means of communication. Therefore,
they are of great value to me. Tasker Town Branch published a monthly Bulletin
containing some extracts from my books and articles. They were all wonderful
selections. As soon as about ten bulletins were published, I brought the entire
matter together in the form of a small pamphlet. It is now of great use to several
Sadhakas.
I have now practically finished my work. Therefore, I am concentrating on
printing other peoples writings.
Obviously, that the secret of encouraging people to write his own biography: and
taking a keen interest in getting them published. It hastens the aspirant-authors
evolution.
Sadanandaji, when you talk, you sometimes talk too fast for people to
understand. Sometimes the words are not clear. See, when Chidanandaji speaks,
he lays emphasis on every word, even at the cost of speed. This might give some
people the impression that he is a slow speaker: but this is most beneficial to the
listeners. Each word will get itself indelibly impressed on the listeners heart.
Yes, Swamiji. I shall certainly follow your advice.
Siva continued: One should not only feel that he is an eternal student, but that he
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simple. However great a care one takes, the thief will silently enter the heart and
spoil everything.
Yesterday it seems Sri Swami A. came to the kitchen and asked for Bhiksha.
Someone there told him, You will have to get Swamijis or Chidanandajis
permission. He came to me and even though I was busy in the office, I attended
to him and ensured that he got his Bhiksha.
Because we wanted to practise some economy in our expenditure, we said that
food distribution would be regulated and that the Secretarys permission should
be obtained if any extra item of expenditure were to be incurred. This is taken to
mean that for every little thing, one has to run to the Secretary or to me. On the
other hand, if we are to say, Be a little lenient, they will feed every passerby or
waste foodstuff.
The man in charge of the kitchen should feel that he should cooperate fully with
the Secretary. When a situation like yesterdays arises, he should himself take the
decision considering himself to be Chidanandaji or myself and placing himself in
our position.
I know that there is some justification for turning the man out: the man in
charge of the kitchen will say, If this man is allowed to take Bhiksha for one day,
he will come daily for a month and it will be difficult to stop him later on. That is
also true. It is very difficult to be in charge of the kitchen.
You must always remember that people who have come here have renounced the
world. You cannot expect them to care for anything in the world. They will resent
rules and regulations: it is very difficult to bring them under one form of
discipline. Temperaments differ: each mans Sadhana is his own. No two mens
minds will agree. One rule cannot be applied to all Sadhaks. If you insist on
everyone bowing to your rules, then people will go away. We will lose good
workers; and we will be spoiling their career also.
Do not talk of rules and discipline. You have to achieve the same result by some
other method. Have a sympathetic heart. Touch everyones feet with Bhav and
humility. Serve, serve and serve. Always request with folded palms. Extract work
through love and prostrations. Then you can get a lot of work from all. Then
people will instinctively obey you without your imposing any rule on them. You
will at the same time rapidly purify yourself and hasten the day of your
enlightenment.
20TH DECEMBER, 1949
A GREAT WONDER
The morning class went on till 7 a.m. As soon as we got up, Siva noticed Sri
Mohindra among those attending.
You were here for the Upanishad class? queried Siva.
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Oh, what a great loss. People come here from great distances, renouncing the
world, to enjoy the Satsang of Sadhus and Sanyasins. It is not easy to get a
learned Anubhava-Jnani Sanyasin like Swami Krishnanandaji to explain the
truths of the Vedanta so lucidly to you. How beautifully and thrillingly he
explains the Isavasya Upanishad. Only if you have performed hard Tapasya in
hundreds of previous births will you be able to sit at the feet of Jnanis like him
and learn the Vedantic truths. Such is the mysterious nature of Maya that even
though you have been given by the Lord the greatest opportunity of actually living
here you do not take the fullest advantage of the Satsang.
Look at me. With all the physical ailments that I have I get up at 3 a.m., finish my
morning work and remain waiting for the bell to ring. As soon as I hear the bell, I
rush to the Bhajan Hall. I sometimes get giddy while walking: so, I am carrying a
walking stick even though I do not use it. I did not wish to use a walking stick.
Now I have merely to carry it, in case I should feel giddy on the way.
You are now hale and hearty: and you remain in bed till 7 in the morning. Such is
the nature of the world. Big Zamindars die for a drop of Ganges water in the
plains: but people here have no faith in Ganges water. You must daily read
Sankaracharyas words: how he has praised a drop of Ganges water. Then only
will faith be generated in you.
Some people have a limited vision and a narrow understanding. They think that
a little Havan, a little OM chanting, or reading of Upanishads will give them
Brahma Jnana. Others think that worldly life alone is the best and the
renunciation is a cowardly act. They consider that those who have renounced
have run away from the world, on account of failures in the world.
Look at the wisdom that Krishnanandaji possesses. Kings and Presidents will
bow at his feet. The world will pay homage to the dust of his feet. You should all
take the dust of his feet and wear it on your forehead with great reverence and
devotion. At what young age he has renounced the world. What must be the
depth of his yearning for knowledge. What must be the intensity of his Vairagya.
You cannot even think of renunciation of the world even after so much of worldly
enjoyment and experience of worldly miseries. And, you would think that
Krishnanandaji renounced the world because he could not thrive in this
employment.
He is a Dheera who renounces the world at an early age. What can the old man
renounce? He does not renounce the world: the world renounces him. From birth
to rebirth he lives to tell the same story of ignorance, bondage and misery.
Krishnanandaji is a jewel. Chidanandaji is a jewel. Vishnudevanandaji is a jewel.
Even the Governor of Bihar was thrilled by his Asana demonstrations. The Chief
Minister of Bihar and the other Ministers were amazed at his skill. They all
wanted to make him remain in Bihar for a month. To hear Chidanandaji speak
thousands wait spell-bound in the College Hall. They were eager to hear him over
and over again. People from all over the world will fall at the feet of people like
Chidanandaji and Krishnanandaji, to learn the fundamentals of philosophy and
Yoga. They are the real emperors.
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God has given the opportunity. You must watch every moment. Every morning
when you get up you should reflect, I might well have died last night: God has
given me yet another day of life here: I should utilise this gift to the best
advantage. The heart must be purified at first. Service alone can do that. But,
egoism will prevent you from doing service. This Abhiman will go only by service!
When an old woman is walking on the road, carrying a heavy load, does your
heart bleed with sympathy for her: will you at once take the load on your own
head and follow her? Then be sure that you are ready for the next step in Yoga.
When I used to go on propaganda tours, people used to garland me as soon as I
got down from the train at various places. But, I used to carry my luggage on my
own head. When you go to the market and purchase some vegetables, you require
a servant to carry the basket: you are ashamed to carry it yourself.
Even that will not do. You should not only carry your own luggage, but you
should carry the luggage of another man. To carry ones own things is simple
enough. There was one Dewan Jaswant Rai in the Ashram a few years ago. He
wanted a violin. I got him the violin: and from the Rishikesh Railway Station to
the Ashram, I carried the violin myself, for him. When the temple was being built,
I myself carried baskets of bricks, etc., on my head, identifying myself with the
coolies. I was happy that the Lord gave me the opportunity of doing at least that
much of service in the construction of His temple.
Can you forget that you are Mr. So-and So and identify yourself heart and soul,
sincerely with the servants? Ask yourself.
Due to old age and other bodily ailments, I am not able to do the same amount of
service nowadays. But I am daily asking the mind: Are you prepared to carry cowdung on your head? Are you prepared to identify yourself with the Bhangi and
clean the latrines? The mind is even today prepared for such jobs.
Then comes Bhakti. People foolishly imagine that this form is imagination: that
form is false: and that the Reality is formless only. There is difference of opinion
between people believing in Ram as the son of Dasaratha and people believing in
Ram as the all-pervading Atman. People consider Ram the son of Dasaratha, as
an ordinary man: Krishna to be an ordinary man. They hardly realise that They
are Paramatma Himself. Why should not the Omnipotent Paramatman take
whatever form He likes?
Dayanandaji would never have condemned idol worship. He only wanted to reestablish Vedic religion. Some of his followers misunderstood his teachings and
began to condemn idol worship. This Murti here (pointing to the pictures of
Rama and Krishna placed in the Bhajan Hall altar) is full of consciousness.
Several hundreds of His devotees have incessantly uttered the Maha Mantra for
several years, concentrating on this Murti. To Mira the idol of Lord Krishna was
more alive than anyone else. It spoke to her: danced with her: ate butter out of
her hands. You are not able to feel that consciousness in the Murti, because you
are unevolved. You have come here on account of your Purva Samskaras. Do you
sit in the Bhajan Hall for some time every day and sing the Maha Mantra Kirtan?
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If you do not, you are losing a very great opportunity. You are losing your
spiritual Samskaras.
Maya is very powerful. It will delude man in the twinkling of an eye. One has to
be eternally vigilant. Satsang is very necessary. When you are in the company of
the wise only you feel that there is something which is beyond your senses,
beyond the mind, beyond the intellect, and beyond your egoism: and that
something along is the source of bliss. In the dream state, even the mind
vanishes: and yet you feel that you ARE, that you are ONE, and that you are
BLISSFUL. This knowledge is absent when you are asleep: but you know on
waking up that you existed during sleep also, and that there was none other, and
that you were happy. This one analysis of the deep sleep state will convince you
thoroughly that real happiness can be had in the Atman only: and that it is only
the wrong identification with the body and the mind that is the cause of misery,
pain and bondage.
This idea will remain in your mind so long as you are in the company of wise
men. It will vanish as soon as you go away from here. I have told you so many
things. You have heard so much about the Atman and the Way of Attainment. But
in a few minutes all this will pass out of your mind and you will begin to identify
yourself with the body. Then again, Raga-Dwesha will come: along with them the
hosts of pain and miseries.
Constant study. Constant Vichar. Constant Satsang. That is the secret of digging
these ideas into the subconscious mind. Your mind must be saturated with the
thoughts of Atma. You must be ever vigilant. The mind will dupe you. Ahamkara
is ever waiting to deceive you. You will think that you have achieved the Samadhi
Avastha. In a moment of heedlessness, the Ahamkara will assert itself and you
will be lost. Because, the enemy is within yourself. Your lower mind! Vasanas are
there hidden in the mind. You do not know when they will attack you and upset
your progress. Never mix with worldly people: never listen to worldly talks: never
think of worldly things. Then, gradually these Vasanas will die out and your mind
will be completely purified. Even if you are sure that you are above evil, you
should stick to this place. Even if you have to go outside for work, you should run
back to Rishikesh after a very short while. In Rishikesh, you are free from
external enemies; you are surrounded by holy thoughts and vibrations. Even if
you dont do any Sadhana or meditation, remain here and die here itselfyou are
sure to take up the thread in the next birth and evolve rapidly. OM Tat Sat. Jaya
Ho!
21ST DECEMBER, 1949
WHO CAN STAY GODS HANDS?
With Kirtan and Prasad distribution the 18-h.p. engine was unloaded from the
motor lorry and brought inside the Ashram.
Twenty-seven hours before, no one even dreamt of it. Last evening an old Punjabi
lady (mother of a devotee who wanted to present an engine) met Siva and said:
There are three engines with us at Rishikesh. And, my son has asked me to offer
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one of them to your holiness as our humble gift. Kindly ask one of the chelas to
inspect the engines and select the one that will serve your purpose.
This afternoon, Padmanabhan, Subramaniam and a mechanic inspected the
machines, selected one and brought it to the Ashram. What a miracle! Who can
stay Gods hands? As soon as the machine came, Siva remarked: Goddess
Lakshmi has come. Let us hail Her with Kirtan and Prasad distribution. The
Lords Will is supreme. Even if you refuse to accept His gifts, they will come. Such
is His All-merciful nature.
22ND DECEMBER, 1949
NATURE OF VICHARA BUDDHI
After the morning class Siva came first out of the Bhajan Hall. Suddenly he
turned round and stood near the threshold, watching one by one leave the Hall.
Sivanarayanji came out and put on his slippers.
Oh, they were yours? I was wondering who could have left them here. In future
do not leave the shoes on the way. Somebody might trip over them. Shoes must
always be left away from the threshold. In the early morning, while it is still dark,
some one might run into the Hall and the slippers might perform a good tooth
extraction.
Even in these little things, one should develop the reflective Buddhi. Before
doing a thing, one should think, What might be the consequences? In what way
will it be of service to others? When this Vichara becomes continuous, one is
established in righteousness. When the Vichara becomes deep-rooted and
natural, one experiences Brahmic Consciousness, too. The little thing leads to the
Great Experience.
THE IDOL OF HEALTH
The percentage of sugar in Sivas urine has been persistently high. Siva has
developed a slight but unyielding pain in the right arm. In his child-like
simplicity, Siva said: It is bearable today. (It is a week since the pain started, and
Siva would not whisper about it to a soul on earth.) But, it if grows a little more,
then the weeping stage will come, he said and smiled.
Has it been paining for some days past, Swamiji? enquired Chidanandaji.
Yes, yes: it has been there for a week.
We shall get Dr. Bose to examine Swamiji. But it will be helpful if Swamiji will
not write too much for a couple of days at least, said C.
That is death while living. It will be all right. But I have to go on with the writing,
said Siva, who a few moments before thought he could ever reach the weeping
stage.
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A GREAT FOLLY
A newspaper edited by one of Sivas devoted disciples contains a full-page article,
entitled Swami.A Portrait in His Own Words. The Swami who has recently
been initiated into Sanyas by Siva has described himself in the course of this
article as The greatest of the disciples of Siva.
As soon as Siva finished reading the article, he remarked, he has reached the
state of a Jivanmukta: now only Lokasamgraha and Videhamukti remain.
After a brief pause, Siva continued: Swami.has no doubt one-pointed devotion
to the task he has set before himself. He aspires to go to America and preach
there. He is preparing himself for it. But, it is a wrong aspiration. A Sadhaka
should always aspire to perfect himself. Swami.hardly realises now what he is
in for, and what it means to go to America and wander about there. The zeal for
spreading spiritual knowledge will soon fade away if there is not that inner
illumination to sustain that zeal. He will become a prey to comfort and
conveniences. He will fall a victim to temptations from all sides. It is a very
difficult task to maintain the same spirit of renunciation and Vairagya even for a
Jnani: for a baby-soul it is dangerous to mix with worldly people. Maya is very
powerful. Beware.
D.J.R. was an ardent Sadhaka. He lived here for two or three years. He used to
take very simple food, though before coming here he was taking rich food. He
used to wear only a small towel. He used to sleep on the floor or on gunny-bags.
He was always practising Sadhan. He was almost sure of rousing the Kundalini in
a few months.
He went to Delhi for a few days as he wanted to meet someone there. He stayed
there for a little while. The Vairagya evaporated. His old love for horseracing reconquered him. Just one or twice, he wanted to indulge in it. And, he fell
headlong into the pit of worldliness. Twenty years have passed: he is still where
Maya had dragged him. Pitiable is the lot of such people. It is all due to
heedlessness and wrong aspiration.
Never advertise yourself. Remain humble and simple. Aspire fervently for
Moksha. Gods grace will come only if you serve humanity selflessly, and pray to
Him incessantly.
23RD DECEMBER, 1949
YOGA VEDANTA FOREST UNIVERSITY
We should develop this Forest University nicely by concentrating all our
attention on it, said Siva as soon as he entered the office this morning.
The University has a great future. It is the mother of Indian culture. Indian
culture was born of such universities or what they called in those days, Ashrams
or Gurukulas.
Even the work we are doing at the present time is not enough. We have only
begun the work. The Weekly is doing wonderful work: it will inspire many
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students all over the world. All our spiritual guidance correspondence should also
go on the University letter-head.
The hours of the university classes are a little inconvenient for worldly people.
Sanyasin-Sadhaks who have made it their sole end and aim to aspire for Godrealisation would love to attend classes in Brahmamuhurtha: for that is the most
favourable hour for filling the mind with spiritual ideas.
For the sake of the visitors and laymen-Sadhaks we should hold regular
university classes in the morning between 9 and 11, and in the evening between 3
and 5. Continuous classes should be conducted so that visitors who come to the
Ashram in the morning and evening and who do not, in the first instance, have
the opportunity to stay on in the early morning the next day, too, can attend the
university lectures.
The seed has been sown. The Lord will look to its success. We should also in
course of time construct big school buildings: and professors quarters with a
good library for each professor, and other conveniences. More and more
professors will come. The message of Sanyas will spread. The glory of divine life
will spread far and wide. Ministers and Governors will come and get initiated into
Sanyas. To them, too, the message should go that they are simply wasting their
life uselessly in worldly pursuits. The world is false: Brahman alone is real. It is
useless to reform the world: the only duty of man is to realise his own Self. Only
this can solve the problem of life and death.
If the Ministers will not come, then we should compel them to come and attempt
the university classes. We should do Satyagraha before their houses and offices
and tell them: You are revelling in ignorance, like a worm rolling in filth. All your
cars and bungalows, the servants and titles will fade away into nothing when the
last moment comes: come, wake up now. Waste not a second more in this illusory
game. Follow me to Ananda Kutir. I will teach you Brahma Vidya. You will
become the King of kings. They will all come. These people have not yet realised
the futility of their positions and social status. They have yet to realise that their
duty lies in other directions.
Students from all over the world will come. There should be a big hostel to house
foreign students. There should be dozens of Sadanandajis to deliver lectures to
these students.
At this stage, Swami Sadanandaji interrupted Siva and pointed out
Mounanandaji is still hiding himself, Swamiji. We have much to receive from
him. He should also be made to attend the class and give us the knowledge that
he is keeping within himself.
From Mouna comes dynamism: from silence comes activism. In due time you
will get thundering orators and Self-realised instructors. The whole world will be
presented at the university. It is absurd for people to wander about in foreign
lands delivering lectures to audiences who will not be interested in spirituality.
True Sadhaks will come from America and Europe. It is all His work.
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Siva said: You should take a blanket. Even if you have two blankets already, you
should have one of these too. Do not be shy. I have already told Chidanandaji to
give you one.
Real renunciation consists in practising actual possessionless state as long as it is
necessary for the mind to adjust itself to all conditions. Vairagya should not be
mistaken for torturing the body. Formerly, I used to give away all new blankets
presented to me by devotees: I would myself sleep on the floor and use only
gunny. Now I have a number of blankets in my Kutir. I have to use one for the
head, one for the legs, and so on. But I am collecting them only to give away.
Every time I ask myself, Will you part with these? and there is the reply from
within, Yes, any moment these may be given away. When you need a thing, use
it: but have the Bhav that it is the Lord within who uses it. Nimitta Bhav.
Constantly rouse up within you this Nimitta Bhav. Then you will be affected by
nothing. You will be able to renounce everything in the twinkling of an eye.
29TH DECEMBER, 1949
C.I.D. OF THE MIND
A CID officer has come, seeking information about Dasarath, a Marathi boy who
has been in the Ashram for a few days now.
Siva said: Dasarath was a hard-working young man. He was ever busy. But he
was of the Chanchala type. He wanted to go to Banaras. I gave him some money
to enable to stay at Banaras for some time and come back. He came back and said
he would remain here forever. Then, another inmate started on a Parivrajak life.
Dasarath followed him also.
The officer thanked Siva for the information and said: I am really grateful to you,
Swamiji. This case has done me a good service: for, it has enabled me to have
your Darshan. I have for a long time been longing to come and see you. I have
been reading your books: and I am your disciple, though I had not seen you till
now.
Become the CID officer of your own mind, said Siva. Introspect. Analyse
yourself. Examine yourself. Meditate. Be free.
30TH DECEMBER, 1949
NIRGUNA MEDITATION
Siva brought with him to the office, in the morning, a poem composed by him:
SATCHIDANANDA
Sat Chit Ananda
Existence Knowledge Bliss
Truth Consciousness Bliss
Asti Bhati Priya
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JANUARY, 1950
8TH JANUARY, 1950
LONG LIVE SIVANANDA
The night Satsang was in progress. It was fairly dark inside the Bhajan Hall as,
during the Kirtan, even the lantern which is used for reading of Gita, etc. is
reduced and put aside. The two Deepas that stood on either side of the Akhanda
Maha Mantra Kirtan altar shone as brightly as they could, but were able to
illumine only a third of the Hall, leaving the entrance to the Hall dark.
Through this dark entrance entered a dark force. Who could even think of dark
force in the presence of Light?
Govindan approached Siva, axe in hand. He did not have to take much trouble to
approach Siva who was sitting just next to the entrance. Does not Siva, the
resplendent spiritual star, stand right at the entrance where the Sadhaka leaves
behind darkness and approaches the divine light? This ocean of compassion does
not mind the dangers that such a stand subjects him to: but insists on standing at
this entrance, lest they who try to approach the light, should glide back into
darkness.
The axe was raised: the Devas shuddered in the heaven: Vayu was restless and
was whistling past outside the Bhajan Hall, crying OM. And, the axe fell. Indra,
the presiding deity of Govindans hand trembledthe axe missed its mark. The
door which received the blow (blessed art thou, O inert wooden door) cried aloud
its warning.
Govindan became more nervous. He raised the axe again. This time a picture on
the wall stood in front and received the blow. Has not Siva identified himself with
the Infinite All-pervading Essence of Existence? Yesthe picture said, and
offered its head in the place of Sivas.
The two blows missed their mark: only the wooden handle of the axe struck Sivas
head. Generally, as soon as Siva enters the Hall, he would remove the cloth
turban he wears when he leaves his Kutir (during the winter months). But, today,
he forgot. Forgot, yes, because the turban-cloth would not leave the sacred head.
SO, the axehandle could strike only the cloth-padding on Sivas head.
Siva woke up to the fact that someone was trying to assault him. He thought that
it was a stick with which he was being beaten. He raised the hand and said: Have
you finished the job? Do you want to beat me more? The raised hand received
the axe, and the axe made a mark on the skin. It was not more than a scratch.
Perhaps, the axe took the opportunity of kissing the saints hand.
Vishnuswamiji who was sitting near Siva got up in one leap (he is an adept in
Hatha Yoga) and hugged Govindan so tightly that the latter could not lift his hand
again. V. drew Govindan out of the Hall. The crowd in the Bhajan Hall
immediately realised what had happened: one or two people helped Govindans
hands and feet to be tied. And, Govindan was being removed.
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As is natural in the case of gatherings, one or two people fell on the assailant and
started beating him. Padmanabhan who was in the Yajnashala room heard Siva
shout at the top of his voice: which drowned the crowds noise: Ohji, dont beat
him, dont beat him. P. did not know what had happened. When he saw
Govindan lying down and a few people beating him and that Siva was shouting
Dont beat him, P. rescued Govindan and the latter was taken to a room nearby
and locked in.
Continue the Kirtan, said Siva and the Kirtan, Arati and Shanti Patha were duly
conducted and the Satsang came to a close.
Saswatswamiji came running to the Office Hall in the meantime and informed us
of what had happened in broken words. We ran to the police station, got a couple
of constables to follow us and ran up to the Bhajan Hall. As we approached the
Yajnashala panting for breath, I heard.
Sarve Bhavantu Sukhinah
Sarve Santu Niramayah
Sarve Bhadrani Pasyantu
Maa Kaschit Duhkhabhaag Bhavet
I heaved a sigh of relief. I was sure that Siva was all right. Otherwise, no one
could have had the nerve to repeat this Shanti Mantra, in such a situation. No one
else can have his head on his shoulders in such a situation: no one else can have
the tranquillity of mind to be able to repeat this Shanti Mantra in the midst of the
chaos that would have prevailed in the Bhajan Hall. It needs a sage of Eternal
Peace to brush aside such a tragic event and to repeat calmly, as usually, as
though nothing had happened, the usually Shanti Mantras.
I ran to the Bhajan Hall. I saw Gurudev. The mist that covered my heart began to
disappear. Ah, after all he is all right was the only thought. The utter gloom
disappeared giving place to a curious mixture of light and gloom. That Siva could
have escaped practically unhurt caused joy: that there could be someone in the
world breathing as man who could even think of doing such a thing as Govindan
had done, caused the gloom.
Siva has the protection of the Lord. Surely. Todays incidents have conclusively
proved that. Govindan was lying in wait for Siva in the morning: he knew that
Siva generally came alone all the way from his Kutir to the Bhajan Hall, for the
university class. Siva would then be entirely undefended. It would be an easy job
for the assailant. But.Siva did not come. He had never missed the class. We
were all surprised that he did not come. I was a little worried if Siva was all right
in health. Siva did not come: he was all right. Govindan made a couple of
circumambulations of the Bhajan Hall, impatiently waiting for Siva. G. never
used to stir out of his room before 9 a.m. when he would stir in bed. For one day
in his life he attended the morning Satsang and did Kirtan also in the early
morning hours: though it was the devil that gave him this opportunity.
At night, too, Siva would have removed the turban: but Siva himself is not able to
say why he did not remove the turban just today.
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G. had calculated the distance between the door and Sivas head and adjusted the
axe aright in the first instance: but forgot to take count of the projection of the
Bhajan Hall door. When the first blow missed its mark he became conscious of
this factor: but when he went nearer his mark he forgot to re-adjust the axe and
so missed the mark again.
All these most conclusively prove the protection of Siva by the Lord Himself.
From the Bhajan Hall after the Kirtan, we all went to the room in which G. had
been kept. Quickly, the rope that bound his feet together was removed. He stood
up, guarded on both sides by policemen. The crowd watched. Siva went straight
to G.: bowed to him with folded palms. The police Inspector gazed at this scene in
great wonderment. Govindaswamiji, do you want to deal some more blows? Here
I am. Kindly satisfy yourself. Govindan muttered: No, I do not want to beat you
any more. I am satisfied. Everyones face indicated that these words poured ghee
into the fire of wrath that they were somehow managing to extinguish.
What harm did I do? Why did you get so angry with me? enquired Siva in a
loving manner. For this there was no reply.
Then we all left the Bhajan Hall and wended our way down the hill towards Sivas
Kutir.
What shall I do, Swamiji? Shall I register a case against this man? asked the
police Inspector.
No, no. Just send him away from Muni-ki-reti. That is enough, said Siva. How
could one gauge the depth of his divine love? Here is one who came to kill him:
and Siva would pardon him at that very moment. No one except Jesus could do
this.
And, so Siva went back to his Kutir only to be greeted by an endless stream of
visitors (at that hour of the night!)many of the men and women of the locality
were literally in tears (of joy and grief) when they saw Siva: but Siva coolly sat
smiling radiantly.
Aged Achintyanandaji hung on his walking stick and ran to Sivas Kutir to dress
the wounds.
9TH JANUARY, 1950
SEE NO EVIL
It was decided last night that G. should be provided with two Ashramite-escorts
and left on the Grand Trunk Express with a ticket to Salem, his native place.
Siva would not even countenance any suggestion that G. should be booked: No.
We should not punish him. He only worked out my Prarabdha. Do you mean to
say that anything would happen without His Will behind it? No, no. It was the
Lords will. The Lord only prompted G. to do what he did. Are Dyutam
Chhalyatam Asmi and Taskaranam Pataye mere words? Does not the same
Omnipresent Lord indwell the robber and the dacoit, the murdered and the
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burglar? No, no. I will not let the police charge G. We should thank him for
working out my Prarabdha so easily.
The Lord has spared my life because there is some more service to be performed
through this body. I must go on with that service. That is all that this incident
indicates to me.
Siva went to the police station at about 11 a.m. with fruits, books, clothes, new
blanket and Japa Mala. With his own hands he applied Kumkum and Bhasma on
G.s forehead. Siva prostrated to G. Vishnu Datta Sastriji and others were aghast
at this sight. Siva then gave the books with his autographed blessings.
May Lord bless you with health, long life, peace, prosperity, devotion, wisdom
and Kaivalya!
He initiated G. into the Ashtakshari Mantra, gave him the Japa Mala and the
book and gave the following advice:
Kindly repeat the Lords name incessantly. Do regular and vigorous Japa. Forget
all that happened. Only take care that the mind does not run into the old vicious
grooves again, and that you are not impelled to commit the same mistakes over
again. Please read good spiritual books. Do not mix with bad characters. The
latent spirituality will become patent through Sadhana. Spirituality is latent in
you now. If it was not at all there, you would not have come here. I have asked
Saswat Swamiji and Purushottamji to accompany you till Agra and provide you
with all comforts and conveniences during the journey. From Agra, you will get a
ticket for Salem. Kindly write to me as soon as you reach Salem. Please write to
me frequently about your welfare and your Sadhana. May God bless you.
He then repeated OM Namo Narayanaya several times and made G. also repeat
the sacred Mantra.
Special dishes, e.g., Rasam etc., were prepared and given to G. before his
departure, along with Saswatji.
Siva then sent a note to the police Inspector that he did not want to proceed
against G. in any manner and that the police might drop the incident out of their
minds.
In the evening there was a Thanksgiving Service and prayer for the long life of
Siva, in the Bhajan Hall. It was arranged by Sri Gauri Prasadji (retired judge) of
Swarg Ashram. The gathering changed the Maha Mantra in chorus: and the Hall
was filled with the vibrations of the Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra which was
changed aloud by the entire gathering. Siva then distributed Prasad with his own
hands.
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Sri G. did write as requested by Siva. On the 19th February 1950, Siva received a
Tamil letter from G., which said:
I have reached Salem safely. I am grateful to you Gurudev for what you
have done. I pray that any other pitfalls that may beset my path of life
may also be removed by your holinesss grace. I am you humble disciple.
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When Siva had read the letter, he said to Muruganandaji: Please put Govindans
name on the Magazine Free List. Include his address in the Prasad Register also.
All free literature should be sent to him. I will send him books also. I will write to
him to come again.
Sivas supreme love had transformed Govindan, the murderer, into a good soul.
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MARCH, 1950
6TH MARCH, 1950
ARE YOU INSPIRED?
Siva is nowadays writing Ananda Gita. Chinmayanandaji, the literary critic and
journalist, was simply struck with amazement at the simplicity with which Siva
had encompassed the entire teaching of the voluminous Yoga-Vasishta within a
short article of three pages.
There have been very few people who can imitate Swamijis style. Now that
Gandhiji is no more, Swamiji is the only one in the world. To put a wealth of
thought in simple sentences composed of words of one syllable is to have the
firmest grip of the subject matter dealt with and to reveal the core of the topic
without mincing words. In this sentence he summed up his criticism of Sivas
style.
I admire your style of writing, and the style of many people here. Many of the
words that many of you use are unknown to me. I sometimes simply gaze
bewildered at the editorial-English that you all use, said Siva.
That is easy enough, Swamiji, if one applies himself to the task of learning the
language. But what one cannot get is the simplicity of Swamijis language. It
needs learning of a different sort altogetherlearning or knowledge of the Truth.
Swamiji, if I may ask, do you feel when you write that you are writing, or that
someone else is writing? For one thing, the volume of your writing daily makes
one feel that you are merely taking down what someone else is dictating from
withini.e., inspiration from within yourself? No one can write these simply
direct prose-poems, each line precisely composed, each word weighed and placed
in the correct place, unless he is inspired.
I do not know.
Sivapremji now came in.
Sivaprem Swamiji, there is one more chapter with you, I think.
Yes, Swamiji, I shall type it at night.
It is all right. You can even give it tomorrow. I just wanted to make sure. It is a
treasure to me. And, I cannot write it again. If the manuscript note-book is lost,
the matter is lost for ever.
Here is the answer to Chinmayanandajis question! If Sivas writings are the effect
of intellection, then surely it is possible to express the same ideas once again. The
thoughts are within the boundaries of the mind: and mind can remember them
and reproduce them, if necessary.
But, Siva says I cannot write it again.
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This reminds us of what Sri Krishna said when Arjuna, after the War, asked Him
for a repetition of His Gitopadesa. Sri Krishna said: Oh Arjuna, I cannot repeat
now what I told you then. Then I was in a high state of Yoga.
8TH MARCH, 1950
A GALA DAY OF CELEBRATION
None planned. No one expected: and the entire day proved to be one of
continuous celebrations.
Paramanandaji was busy early in the morning at about 4.20 waking up people in
the Ashram. At 5 a.m. sharp everyone assembled on the verandah of the Mandir.
Then there was a procession. At the Mela Office there was special Kirtan,
Chidanandaji leading. C. sank into a profound meditation and trance, his face lit
up with a special bliss-aura. As we were leaving the Mela Office Srimathi Karina
remarked: Do you know what was most beautiful in the Kirtan here? It was
Chidanandajis face. It was radiant. He was all peace and bliss.
At five a tom-tom was heard outside the Ashram. People began to crowd round
the crier. And, to everybodys surprise, he began to announce: In Swami
Sivanandajis Ashram there has come a Punjabi doctor, eye-specialist. Swami
Sivanandaji has arranged that he will give free treatment for all eye diseases,
from the 10th March onwards. No fees will be collected. The treatment will be
entirely free. All eye-patients might go to Sivananda Ashram between 1 and 3
p.m. from 10th March.
The truth is this. The Government has opened a dispensary at Muni-ki-reti to
serve the Kumbha Mela pilgrims. A doctor was also posted there. This doctor met
Siva and told him that he was an eye specialist. At once Siva commandeered the
doctors services: Oh Doctor Saheb, this is the best opportunity for you to render
some good service to the people of the locality here. You can perform some
cataract operations while you are here. If necessary, we can admit ten people at a
time in the Ashram, give them food and accommodation and arrange for their
cataract operation here itself. Dhrishti Dana is the greatest form of charity.
Therefore, I will call this Dhrishti Dana Yajna. You will earn great merit by this
Yajna and will earn Gods blessings and Moksha also. I will have the news tomtommed.
Led by Siva we all got into the boat. Kirtan of the Lords name rent the air and
people standing on the roads on both the banks wondered: Is this Deva Loka? Is
this Lord Siva Himself, with His Sankirtan Party?
In the Gita Bhavan, we were told that Sri Jayadayalji was not there. Siva said: It
does not matter. Go to the Satsang Hall. We shall do Kirtan there.
No invitation: no reception: no welcome: no introduction: no request. Siva with
the seventy odd disciples walked into Hall as if it were his own and conducted
Sankirtan.
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There was a grand Ganga Puja at the Viswanath Ghat, which had been specially
illumined for the purpose, and the celebrations came to a happy close.
9TH MARCH, 1950
REAL CHARITY
In the evening, a batch of people was going along the road, singing songs to the
accompaniment of musical instruments. Siva called them and took them into the
Mela Office. After making them sing the Lords names for some time, he
reverently gave them Rs. 5 and some fruits as his love-offerings.
Later in the evening it was pointed out to Siva that they were beedi vendors.
You mean to suggest that because they were beedi vendors, we should not have
given them Rs. 5? No, no. That should not be our attitude. Charity is charity. We
should not discriminate in the matter of charity. Does the sun discriminate and
shine only on good people? Does Ganga practise discrimination and give water
only to good people? Does a mango tree yield its fruits only to good people? Does
air refuse to enter the nostrils of wicked people? Everyone is Lord Narayana
Himself. Everyone is your own Atman. Have the Virat Bhavana always. That is
the road to Moksha.
10TH MARCH, 1950
PROF. PATHY OF THE LONDON UNIVERSITY
Sri Prem Nath (son of Sri Ram Rattan of Dehra Dun) brought with him Sri Prof.
Pathy of the University of London. The Professor was keenly interested in the
activities of the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University. Siva explained to him the origin
and the work of the university.
How many students are there here, Swamiji?
At present there are only a handful of students, those living here. Three ininmates are also here to study Yoga and Vedanta. And, the Forest University
Weekly, which is the official organ of the University, has a circulation of more
than 750.
You wonder perhaps why the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University has so few
students? It is because one of the fundamental qualifications for admission into
the University is Vairagya or dispassion which alone can inspire a man to seek a
knowledge of Yoga and Vedanta. This turning away from the objective enjoyment
of the world is very difficult of attainment, very few can possess it. These few
alone are fit to be the students of the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University.
Secular Universities are flooded with applications for admission: thousands of
students wish to become B.A.s and M.A.s. All of them want to become I.C.S.-men.
This attracts more men, because it provides them with the maximum scope for
sensual enjoyment.
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There are no degrees in this University. There is no period of study also. One has
to study Yoga all his life to attain perfectly. There is only one degree that can be
awarded in itAtma-Jnana. It is the greatest of all degrees: M.A., Ph.D. and
I.C.S. are nothing when compared to this supreme degree. This degree of AtmaJnana cannot be conferred on the student by any authority on earth. It has to be
earned by oneself: it has to be realised and experienced. It is not a piece of paper
or a badge: it is an invisible crown of glory whose effulgence will be felt by those
who approach the person wearing it. People will not shudder at his sight, as they
do when they see a Minister or high official: they would love to be near him, they
would love to talk to him, they would be inspired in his very presence, they would
enjoy great peace and happiness in his presence, their problems will be solved at
his mere sight, they would feel as though the worldly burden which was so long
oppressing them has suddenly been lifted off their shoulders as soon as they
approach him.
This Atma-Jnana degree holder does not distinguish himself by travelling in a
lovely motor-car or aeroplane, by wearing silk suits, and smoking costly
cigarettes or pipe. He is humble, simple and often passes unnoticedone among
the crowd, yet he is distinctly above the common run of humanity. He is like a
child. He is fond of being one with all. He does not want to shine as any
superman. Yet, everyone who approaches him feels that this man is no man but
God on earth.
I am grateful to you, Swamiji, for your explanation. You are perfectly true in your
comparisons of the secular universities and this unique spiritual university. I
shall see that this University gets the recognition it deserves. Often public help
goes to universities that do not deserve it. There is a bogus private university in
America that awards Ph.D.s and M.A.s for a few dollars. I am very glad that you
have decided against the award of any such degrees for students of this
university. I shall be grateful if you can ask the Manager to send me a copy of the
Forest University Weekly, which I shall study diligently.
14TH MARCH, 1950
AHAMKARA YOGA
Do you know what Ahamkara Yoga is? asked Siva when he entered the office.
No, Swamiji.
I will tell you. Everyone who wishes to practise the Yoga of Synthesis should have
a clear knowledge of this new Yoga also. This Ahamkara Yoga is the other side of
the Yoga of Synthesis: one has to be extremely vigilant in order to avoid it. At any
moment a Sadhaka might become a follower of Ahamkara Yoga.
The first type of Ahamkara Yogi is the Swatantrananda. Out of sheer necessity
(not because the disciple deserves it) the Guru gives the gerua cloth and initiates
the disciple into Brahmacharya. It may be for the purpose of enabling the disciple
to get Bhiksha from the Kshetra, or in order to keep his Poorvashram family away
from him. For obvious reasons the Guru does not initiate him into the holy order
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of Sanyas. But the disciple goes away, shaves his head and throws away the
sacred thread; thenceforward he shines as a Paramahamsa Sanyasin. He soon
meets with his downfall. This is one type of Ahamkara Yoga.
A young man comes to the Ashram. He has good spiritual Samskaras: and has
good Bhav for service. In order to encourage him I give him Sanyasa also. He
composes some songs and poems. I wish to develop this faculty in him and so
appreciate his poems. He succumbs to pride and imagines that through
meditation (without the botheration of service) he will be able to develop his
talents more easily and quickly. He wants to go to Uttarkashi for deep meditation.
He wants to lead a Parivrajak life. What is a Parivrajak life? How can one
experience the mysterious ways in which the Lord helps and protects the
devotee? Only by surrendering oneself completely into the hands of the Lord.
But, this boy does not have this faith in the Lord. He is not prepared to surrender
himself completely. He keeps fifty rupees in the handbag which he carries with
him: and he expects God to reveal His grace, and If you do not help, O God, I
have got the money with me. This is another kind of Ahamkara Yoga.
One Sadhaka wants to practise Kundalini Yoga. This is very difficult and needs
expert guidance. The Sadhaka foolishly goes on practising Pranayama. He thinks
by merely holding his breath, he will be able to awaken the Kundalini. What will
happen when the Kundalini is really awakenedhe does not know. What the
Sadhanba ishe does not know. He does not also want to do any service: he does
not believe in Nishkamya Karma Yoga: he only feeds his egoism by resorting to
the cave-life. He has to have some conveniences and comforts which cave-life
does not provide him. He neglects his health: he neglects the real Sadhana. His
body falls a prey to disease and decay: his mind is overpowered by egoism. He
perishes. This is yet another kind of Ahamkara Yoga.
Here is another Sadhaka who thinks that he is proof against all these pitfalls. He
is a Jnana Yogi. He believes the entire world to be a false show. Brahman alone is
the truth. He delivers lectures on the Prasthanatraya. He longs to be appreciated
by people of this false world. He is unable to control a small evil habitsmoking;
but proclaims loudly The world of names and forms is false. This is another kind
of Ahamkara Yoga.
To learn the Prasthanatraya by heart is very easy. To deliver thrilling lectures for
days on end on one Sloka of the Gita, one Sutra or one Mantra of the Upanishads,
is easy enough. To stop the breath, the pulse-beating or the pulsating of the heart,
and to exhibit various other Siddhis is also easy. To shave ones head is very, very
easy: and to put on the orange robe and roam about as a Paramahamsa
Parivrajaka Acharya is very simple. But to put down the Ahamkara or egoism is
very difficult. To be humble and simple, to serve everyone with Atma-Bhav or
Narayana-Bhav is very, very difficult. Such selfless service alone can enable you
to conquer your egoism. The service will have to be done over a protracted period
of time. Go on serving and praying to the Lord. Curb your egoism. Shave your
inner being of Ahamkara. Then you will really shine as a Paramahamsa. Then the
Kundalini will awaken Herself automatically and illumine you. Then the wisdom
of the Prasthanatraya will dawn in you without any effort.
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That is real Sadhana. That Sadhana which does not aim at the curbing of ones
egoism, but which only goes to feed ones egoism, is the very opposite of Sadhana
and is no Sadhana at all. One should embrace Sanyasa, one should take to
Parivrajak life, one should practise Pranayama and other limbs of Yoga, one
should study the Prasthanatraya and meditate also: but all these should
invariably be accompanied by an internal Sadhana of egolessness. With this all
other forms of Sadhana become fruitful: without this they cause greater bondage
to Samsara.
27TH MARCH, 1950
THIS IS MY METHOD
Dr. Kailas Nath, the young Punjabi doctor who has been posted to Muni-ki-reti
for the Kumbha Mela Government dispensary, was attending on a patient in the
Ashram Operation Theatre (Ganga Kutir). Srimathi Karina was assisting him.
After the evening Satsang, Siva entered the Ganga Kutir. Om Namo Narayanaya,
Doctor Saheb. Om Namo Narayanaya, lady Doctor!
Srimathi Karina is doing intense Sadhana. She keeps herself ever busy. Morning
meditation, Asans, Gita study, Hindi study, attending Satsang, and assisting the
doctor in the eye clinic. Good.
He stood there watching the doctor giving an injection to the patient.
The Drishti Dana Centre is a bit dull these days, I think, began Siva.
Yes, Swamiji. So far in this Yajna we have operated upon ten cases of cataract. All
of them, thanks to our grace and blessings, have been successful, in spite of the
patients non-cooperation.
I have been thinking why more and more people are not coming here daily.
Except for the tom-tom and distribution of leaflets, we have not done any
intensive campaign to procure patients for the Yajna. What you should so is to go
to Rishikesh and stand at a prominent place and deliver a lecture on the
importance of keeping the eyes healthy and of preserving the eye-sight. You
should explain to the people the anatomy of the eyes, and also give them some
general hints on the hygiene of the eyes. All people will be benefited and they will
get confidence in you also. People will then know that you are earnestly
interested in serving them. They will then flock to you.
You must not feel shy. You must boldly assure them; Come to me. I will restore
your eye-sight. I will give you new vision. I have so far cured ten people of
cataract. People who were unable to see a huge elephant standing before them a
few days ago, are now able to thread a needle. You should not feel that this is
self-praise. You should even make a few slides describing the state of the patient
before your operation and afterhow he came to the dispensary, feeling his way
with a stick, and how after a few days he walks about cheerfully with his eye-sight
fully restored. You should show a short reel of movie-film also, depicting yourself
conducting the operation. Do not think that you are thereby praising yourself, or
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boasting. You need not be afraid of criticism also. Let people criticise you or say
that you are boastful and arrogant. But, really suffering people will flock to you;
you can do a lot of service. That is what is wanted. You should always seek newer
and newer avenues of serving people: you should find out novel methods of
serving the public. This is Aggressive Nishkamya Karma Yoga. This is my
method.
Later Siva took the doctor to his Kutir. The doctor remarked: Oh, the room is full
of files and files and books all round.
Siva replied: Yes, yes: I will show you. That steel almirah is full of unpublished
manuscripts. They are my treasure: therefore, I keep them in a fire-proof cabinet.
This is my Durbar, so saying Siva sat down on his seat opposite his writing desk.
This Gaddi (a rolled bed used as a backrest by Seths generally) was given to me
by someone several years ago. I did not use it: I thought it was an old mans
luxury. It has been lying in the Kutir for a number of years. Just recently I
thought that I might as well lie behind my back here and so placed it here. These
are the books in the making. This is the seventh book of poems. This is a book
which I am writing on Naturopathy. This is Ananda Gita. Those are the lifebooks. This is the spiritual lessons bundle. My Magazine of Madras is publishing
these spiritual lessons since the last twenty years. That bundle is correspondence
with spiritual aspirants and contains their letters to me and my replies. I go
through my replies once again and take out useful paragraphs of general interest
and convert them into spiritual lessons. The letter inspired one: and the book
Spiritual Lessons will inspire thousands.
I keep two dozen note-books ever-ready for writing. Not one thought should be
lost. These people, when I give them matter for typing, sometimes delay the
return of the note-book. So, I make more and more note-books. I keep some here;
I keep some in the office also, so that any moment I will be able to write. I keep
several fountain-pens all filled with ink and ready. I keep one pair of spectacles
here, another in the almirah as spare, a third one in the office. No time should be
lost in searching for them: work is of paramount importance. I keep several
torch-lightssome near the bed, some near this seat, some near the easy-chair on
which I take rest. Even at the dead of night, if a good thought comes, it must at
once be recorded.
Then like a child he showed the doctor three watches that were in the Kutir. One
will be here, another in the bed-room. They enable me to be punctual in my work.
Work is of supreme importance. That is my method of work.
Swamiji, you are doing so much of work every day. You are writing on so many
subjects. I simply do not know how it is possible for you. How do you get all these
thoughts, always inspiring and a perennial flow of them! We may be able to get a
flash of good thoughts occasionally: we may be able to get a gush of several
thoughts for a few days perhaps. But the gush of random thoughts wont all be
inspiring; and inspiring thoughts wont gush forth like Ganga. But you seem to
have acquired both. What is the secret, Swamiji?
I do not know.
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Everything here seems to be unique, Swamiji. There is a lot to learn from you. I
wish I could sit always at your feet and learn your unique methods of service.
Yes. Yes. And, what do you think of the people here. They are all unique in their
own way. Some are poets, some are doctors, some are orators, some are Jnanis,
some are great thinkers. Look at Purushottam! He is a unique cook: and he is a
unique binder, too. Look at this binding. The book is bound with a tin-cover. It
has been made water-proof and fire-proof also. And, Dr. Krishnadas is a doctor
and a poet also.
Yes, Swamiji. K. will in course of time make a very good doctor. He has got the
aptitude; and he is eager to learn. And, Swami Chidanandaji, too.
Oh, Chidanandaji? He is a genius. You have not read his writings? I will give you
his book, Light Fountain. It is highly inspiring. He is an inspiring orator. He
recently addressed the Bihar Provincial Branch inauguration, presided over by
the Governor of Bihar. People were thrilled. He has a pure heart full of universal
love. That gives him the magic touch; he can cure a person by mere touch. People
always go to him for treatment, even when there is a highly qualified doctor here.
He knows the scorpion Mantra, too. It works like magic for him. The poison
comes down in a minute. He repeats the Mantraany Mantraonce and he
attains Siddhi in it. He is a saint. He should have been a great Yogi in his previous
birth also. It is very difficult to find a person like him nowadays. He is a rare
genius.
Have you seen the Kaivalya Guha?
Yes, Swamiji. That is another unique feature here. Do you go there daily?
Previously I used to go in the afternoon. Nowadays I do not. Work has increased
so much. I now feel that everything is Guha. (He pointed to his chest, almost
involuntarily, indicating that the heart is the real Kaivalya Guha.) I go from here
to the office: and then come back here. Service is of paramount importance. That
is my method of work.
Then Siva showed the doctor the easy-chair on which he takes rest occasionally.
This is another unique thing here. You cant get the like of it even for a hundred
rupees now. It was purchased long, long ago. When you lie down on it, you feel as
though you are in bed. So saying, Siva actually got into the chair. If it is cold,
then I pull this razai on. As he said this he enacted it alsojust as a child taking
the greatest delight in showing its toys.
People think that a Sanyasin should not have this or use that, said Siva tapping a
call-bell playfully. But I have no such notion. Service is the thing. Work, work
and work for the welfare of humanity. Keep the instrumentsthe body and the
mindin a fit and healthy condition for the work. I am a different Sanyasin. I like
to serve. People imagine that a Sanyasin should always be grave and should
always sit like this (he closed his eyes and sat erect) and thus give the impression
to people that he is a Jivanmukta. But I am of a different type. Work should be
your meditation. That is my method.
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The doctor had finished his milk. Siva suddenly said: Your mother will be waiting
for you. Om Namo Narayanaya, and bowed.
I have learnt a lot today, Swamiji. I had read your book Siva Gita, your
autobiography. At first when I opened the book and read a couple of pages, I felt
strange thoughts creeping into my mind. I felt, What is this? All....
Self-glorification? prompted Siva.
The doctor burst into laughter. Yes, Swamiji. That was what I thought at first.
But, as I read it a second time, a thought flashed upon me. You have revealed the
secret of your life though that book: and, what is more, you have provided the
reader with a pattern of Perfect Life. You want that people should live such a life
as you have portrayed in the book.
Aim at serving the people. Do not bother if the people criticise you. That is my
method.
28TH MARCH 1950
RAMANAVAMI SADHANA
The Ramanavami Sadhana commenced on the 21st March. The Ashramites had
been asked to do some Malas of Om Sri Ramaya Namah (Rama Shadakshara)
Japa and take part in the Ramayana-Navha Parayanam.
Siva added to this the daily enactment of one Kandam from his Ramayana
Drama.
Sadhana on such special occasions should be intense, even though it is for a
short period. These nine days everyone should be Rama-mayam. Rama Nama
Japa, reading of the Ramayana (both the Tulasidas Ramayana and the Valmiki
Ramayana), and at night Ramayana Drama also. Thus will the Sadhana even
during these nine days be an intense one. Everyone will be filled with the glory of
Ram. Whatever you do, you should have intense application to it. That is the
secret of success. If you serve, serve intensely, with all your heart and soul. If you
worship the Lord, give your heart and soul to Him. If you meditate, meditate
intensely. That is the secret of rapid progress in the spiritual path.
This morning as soon as Siva entered the office, he greeted us Jaya Ram ji ki.
Thus began the Ramanavami day. We had morning meditation class and a
prabhat pheri also with Sri Ram Jaya Ram Jaya Jaya Ram Kirtan.
This mornings office-Kirtan was also full of Ram. During the entire week on
every occasion Siva has been reciting the Sloka.
Sri Rama Rama Rameti Rame Rame Manorame
Sahasranama Tat Tulyam Rama Nama Varanane
In the temple the Havan of Rama Mantra is going on. Alongside sit Siva and the
devotees while Sri Purnabodhji and Swami Krishnanandaji and Sri Ramprem
give readings from Stotra Ratnakara, Tulasidas Ramayana and Valmiki
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run by the devotees of God, Sadhakas and Siddhas. They lead the people along
the path of divine life. Through conferences and propaganda, they uphold
Dharma, devotion to God and knowledge of the Self. The Theosophical Society
has been holding regular conferences. There are other institutions conducting
Sankirtan Conferences and spiritual conferences. The Divine Life Society has also
been conducting such conferences. The first Conference was held at Villupuram
by Dr. Mani. Three conferences were conducted by the pious and noble
Venkataramiah (Swami Ramanada). The great work was given new life to by Dr.
Mangalam and Sri S.V. Iyer of Tambaram. The thread was taken up and the work
is carried on by others. Sri Rao Saheb N.G. Venkatesa Iyer conducted the Second
Divine Life Conference last year at Salem.
Rao Saheb V. is a noble pious soul who is striving his level best to spread the
glory of the Lords name. He is a dynamic selfless worker with a noble and
magnanimous heart. The Conference was a great success. Sri V. went from lane to
lane, from house to house and stirred the people to tread the path of divine life
and attain the Lords Sayujya. To such a noble soul I give this little love-offering
of mine in the form of an awardM.S.G.S., which means Member, Sivananda
Gyana Sabha.
The Sivananda Gyana Sabha is there where people sing Lords Name. The Sabha
is there were man runs to the aid of his sick and ailing brother. The Sabha is there
where man meditates on the Almighty. The Sabha is there where Atma-Vichar is
done.
Sri Venkatesa Iyer is a great Karma Yogi. Living in the world, carrying on his
worldly duties, amidst worldly distractions and family burdens, he has been
boldly working for the spiritual uplift of the world.
It is very easy to retire to a cave. You will pretend to meditate for some time:
after six months, Tamas will set in. You will not know where you are. How easy it
is not to tell a lie when you have no one to talk to. How easy it is to control your
anger when no one approaches you, much less opposes you. What is there in
controlling the mind when there are no distractions at all? The real glory of a real
Yogi or Jnani lies in being able to control the mind and to engage himself in
Marka Yoga for the good of humanity, while yet living in the world. Even a little
of the practice of this Yoga at once purifies you. Sri V. is a Dheera who has been
serving humanity and leading the divine life, while yet living in the world. May
God bless him. May God bless you all. May you all become Rama-Swaroop!
30TH MARCH, 1950
EKADASHI MAHIMA
It had been decided in the evening that todays Nama Ramayana Parayana and
Sahasranama Parayana would be done in the Studio and broadcast over the
loudspeaker. But, Siva himself came up to the Studio (and he has been fasting
without taking even a drop of water, today being Ekadashi).
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Seth Pannalalji, the mighty pillar of the Sivananda Mission has generously
donated a loudspeaker set to the Ashram. It has been installed in the Ashram.
The entire atmosphere is stirred with the Kirtan Dhwanis, Bhajans, etc., through
this loudspeaker which has been christened by Siva as the Anandavani
Broadcasting Station.
Siva began with the Omkara Nada and announced himself:
Now Swami Sivananda will sing a few Kirtan Khwanis. He will do a little service
to you through the loudspeaker.
Then, he delivered the following speech in Hindi:
Today is Ekadashi. It is only nine oclock now. It is good on Ekadashi to keep
vigil at night and sing His names. Therefore, please do not sleep now. Sit up. I
will sing the Maha Mantra Kirtan. All of you who hear me also sing the Kirtan
along with me. You will quickly attain the Lords grace.
Ekadashi is a very auspicious day. I do not know how many of you observed fast
today. Fasting on Ekadashi is a potent means of eradicating Avidya and of
attaining purity of mind and through the purity, the grace of the Lord. You will
attain health and longevity also. You will develop a powerful will. If you are too
old to fast completely, then take a little fruits and milk. If you have not fasted
today, at least fast from the next Ekadashi. I shall be grateful to you.
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare
This is a great Mantra which occurs in the Kalisantharana Upanishad. It does not
contain any special Bija Aksharas: therefore, it can be repeated at all times
without bothering about Suchi or Asuchi. Eating, sleeping, walking, taking food
at all times repeat this Mantra. You will quickly attain Moksha.
In Kali Yuga conditions are not very favourable for Sadhaks to practise Hatha
Yoga. Raja Yoga and Jnana Yoga require very keen intellect. In this Yuga it is only
the Name of the Lord that can take you to the other shore of immortality. Serve
all selflessly. Repeat the Lords name. You will easily attain Moksha.
In the same tune:
Sarva Sharman Parityajya Maamekam Sharanam Vraja
Aham Twaa Sarvapapbhyo Mokshayishyami Maa Shucha
What you have you learnt, tell me frankly,
From the Bihar and Quetta earth quakes?
Death may come at any moment. Are you ready? Nothing that you have now will
follow you, except the Nama-Khajana (treasure of repetition of the Lords Name).
Father, mother, wife, son and friends: bungalows, motor cars and coats: property,
titles and name-famethese will not follow you after death. When your throat is
choked, your relatives will only be searching for your iron-safe key and bank
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pass-book. At that time, when you leave this world, only this Nama-Khajana will
prove to be a real friend. So, go on hoarding this Name-wealth.
Then Siva sang various Kirtans.
Now I shall sing one English song that will inspire you very much. I used to sing
it during my tours in the Punjab and people would sing and dance, forgetting
themselves. Another Kirtan they liked was Gopiavallabh Radheshyam. They
would sing so excitedly that they would not know when their pagri (headgear) fell
off.
The song I am going to sing is a tonic, it is a panacea for all human ills. It is the
Chidananda Song. In a few words it reminds you that you are the Satchidananda
Atma, ever blissful, and full of knowledge. All your sufferings are due to wrong
identification of the Self with this perishable inert body. You have forgotten your
real nature and, therefore, imagine you are suffering. Now, wake up and sing.
Chidananda Chidananda Chidananda Hum
Har-halme Almastha Satchidananda Hum
You may be poverty-stricken: it may be days since you have had a morsel of
bread. You might have lost all your property in Pakistan. Your body may be
assailed by various diseases. But the moment you sing this song with Bhav a new
thrill of joy will fill your entire being. You will feel that you are the Amar Atma.
You will be fearless, without anxiety or worry.
The same song I will now sing in English. Nowadays there is a lot of talk about
the replacement of English by Hindi. People do not tolerate their brethren
speaking the English language. Such an attitude is unfortunate. English also has
come out of OM, the mother of all languages. Like Hindi, English also has a rich
diction. English has now come to be spoken in all the Western countries. We
cannot live completely isolated from the West. There will always be businessmen
in India wishing to go overseas: students who will go to Western universities for
further advanced studies. They must know English. We must have a broad Vision.
Indias culture is Vedantic culture. Vedanta is universal religion. Our vision also
should be universal, not narrow and bigoted. Develop Hindi by all means.
Popularise Hindi by all means. But do not hate English: give it also a place.
Knowledge-Bliss, Knowledge-Bliss Bliss Absolute
In all conditions I am Knowledge-Bliss Absolute
Do not identify yourself with this little perishable body and suffer. Identify
yourself with the Atman and be ever blissful. The nature of the Atman is
described in another song.
OM Antaratma
Nitya Suddha Buddha
Nirakara Kutastha
Yyapak Swayam Jyoti Purna Para Brahma
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(OM)
Some people do not like Vedant. They like only Bhakti. They think Vedant is
opposed to Bhakti. Some others like only Hatha Yoga and think that only through
Hatha Yoga they can awaken the Kundalini. All Yogas are one. They lead to the
same goal. A Bhakta may say that he does not want Moksha. But, when in Para
Bhakti he becomes one with the Lord, he attains Moksha. A Jnani may not wish
to awaken the Kundalini: but in deep meditation, the Kundalini will awaken itself
and proceed towards the Sahasrara. Only in the preliminary exercises do these
Yogas differ. All culminate in the same Supreme Nirvikalpa Samadhi.
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APRIL, 1950
1ST APRIL, 1950
SUCH IS LIFE IN THIS WORLD
Sr. G.C. Sharma writes to Siva:
Revered Gurudeva,
I hope your holiness is in receipt of my last letter. I am extremely worried
now- adays. Although I know very well that worrying will not help
materially in any way, yet I am helpless. My worries are based on the
following facts:
I lost my job that was fetching me Rs. 300 per month. My own son aged
17 years is missing since 18.2.50. My other son is very badly indisposed.
Last but not least, I had started some business on a small scale in
partnership with three gentlemen. One of the partners proved to be of
criminal brain, and the whole thing is going to be turned out as nothing.
Revered Gurudev, you know my heart very well. I have absolutely no
place for shelter except your kind self. If ones lot cannot be changed, all
that I would request you to favour me is to kindly pray for my peace of
mind.
Siva remarked: Is not this more or less the experience of everyone at some time
or the other in his life? The world is Anitya, Asukha. It is sheer foolishness to
search for happiness and peace in the world. We have taken our birth in this
world, as human beings, for an entirely different purpose. That purpose is to
realise God. Having taken your birth in this world which is Anitya and Asukha,
worship Me, says the Lord. And, that is the way to salvation. Blessed are they
that are in a position mentally to renounce the world. They alone enjoy peace and
happiness, not others.
3RD APRIL, 1950
THE DHARMAPURAM MAHASANNI-DHANAM AT ANANDA KUTIR
The scorching sun could not prevent Siva from going up to the temple where His
Holiness the Mahasannidhanam of Dharmapuram Adheenam, of South India,
had arrived. Siva met the Mahasannidhanam and took him to the studio where
H.H. and party witnessed a Yoga Movie film.
Siva did the Panchakshari Kirtan. The ex-Mayor of Madras, Sri S. Ramaswamy
Naidyu, who was one of the members of the party, delivered the following speech:
It is a great wonder that Sri Swami Sivanandaji, who was born in the South, has
established such a lovely Ashram on the bank of the Ganga in Rishikesh and is
spreading through this great institution knowledge of ancient scripture. In the
Ashram everything is permeated with the Pranava OM. In the small children who
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sing the Lords name beautifully, in the buildings of the Ashram, in the beautiful
temple of Lord Viswanath, in Swamijis talk, in Swamijis songs, in Swamijis
form, in Swamijis wordsthere is the Prana reverberant. Why: even in these
sweets that we are given here, in the fruits and the coffee, there is that OM.
The Mahasannidhanam has been wishing to come to Rishikesh, and to pay a visit
to the Ashram of Sri Swamiji also. By Gods grace, this wish has today been
fulfilled. I consider it a historical meeting. Never once since the days of the sixtythree Nayanmars has there been a meeting between such great saintly
personalities. The previous Mahasannidhanam hardly moved out. Today the
Mahasannidhanam has actually met another great Acharya, Swami Sivananda.
I do hope in the near future Sri Swami Sivananda might pay a visit to the
Dharmapuram Adheenam in South India. It is the fervent wish of the
Mahasannidhanam also. That is what the Mahasannidhanam has asked me to
convey to Sri Swamiji.
These days when materialism is fast spreading, it is encouraging to see
institutions such as this growing rapidly and spreading the counter-current of
divine life. May the Almighty bless the institution with prosperity and progress to
enable the sacred lore to spread throughout the world.
Siva took H.H. to the photographic dark-room. As he was inspecting the various
new additions to the studio, Chidanandaji remarked: Swamiji would be surprised
to know that this place was a jungle, the abode of tigers, twenty years ago.
The Mahasannidhanam said: Saints can work wonders through mere Sankalpa.
What can Swamiji not do?
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THE BIGGEST MANSION
Sri Nagarmull Murmuria has come from Calcutta for the Kumbha Mela. He is
accompanied by nearly fifty members of his family and friends, too.
Swamiji, it s a long time since I have had your Darshan. We wish to stay here for
a few days. But it appears that there is a great shortage of accommodation here
due to Kumbha Mela rush.
Occupy any vacant room you like. Accommodate yourself in the heart. You can
accommodate the whole world in it. It is the biggest mansion.
Instruction of very great significance: He who has found his dwelling in the
Atman that resides in his own heart does not hanker after mansions and forts. He
is ever peaceful and contented. What is more: he finds in that heart
accommodation enough for the entire universe, he identifies himself with
everything, loves, all, serves all, and feels that he is one with all.
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You have no idea, Swamiji, of your influence in the South. There is practically
none who has not read your books or pamphlets, and who does not literally
worship you and follow your teachings. Your name is a bye-word in Ceylon. And,
all are anxious to have your Darshan.
YOUR WORD HAS LIFE-TRANSFORMING POWER
Sri S.N. Mitra was relating to Siva the measures taken by the Government to
eradicate the drink-evil. The discussion drifted onto the present state of society
and Sri Mitra deplored the depraved moral condition of the youth of the land. It
would be a very good thing, Swamiji, if you can find time to write small, simple
books for school children, on ethics and religion. I envisage graded series of
books suitable to the school children at various stages of their career.
Why: there are very good writers already in the educational field, and they can
write good books on these subject?
Yes, people can write, Swamiji. Perhaps, Dr. Sampurnanandaji is already in
touch with one or two writers for books on these subjects. But what they write
will be words only: and that is not what is needed. What we need is the force of
spirit, a transforming power in the words that form the lessons in the book. Only
you can do that. Your words have a special charm, a compelling force.
LAST MELA EXPERIENCE
A retired Collector of the U.P. has come to witness the Kumbha Mela
arrangements at Hardwar and Rishikesh. He was a Deputy Collector some years
ago and was the Mela Officer in charge of the Garmukteshwar Mela. Siva at once
recognised him: and the officer was astonished at Sivas memory.
Yes, Swamiji. I was the Mela Officer at that time when you visited the
Garhmukteshwar Mela. And I still remember with great joy the ecstatic Kirtan
that you did at Garhmukteshwar on the occasion. As the Mela Officer I had given
permission to the convening of the Satsang where you did ecstatic Kirtan: I still
remember that Kirtan scene. I had posted some police officers to look after the
arrangements. Soon there were fewer people at the bathing-place than at the
place where your Kirtan was held. After the Mela was over, some people
complained that the whole Mela had been foiled on account of my permitting you
to carry on the Kirtan propaganda, which had become a more or the most
important function during the Mela. But, Swamiji, that was the very purpose of
the Melato enable people to derive inspiration from the direct contact of
Realised saints. If I were appointed Mela Officer to any of the Kumbha Melas, I
will do just the same thing again. Millions were benefited by your Darshan and
Upadesha at that time.
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injure anybody? Even if your throat is cut, you should smile and laugh Sivoham.
There is no world for you. Whom will you defend? To a Sanyasin, Ahimsa is an
absolute principle.
22ND APRIL, 1950
SIVANANDA YATRA MANDALI
It is Sankara Jayanthi today. Paramanandaji who is organising the Sivananda
Yatra Mandali (an all-India tour programme) had arranged to take a group
photograph of the Mandali personnel. We went to the railway station for a
picture.
After this was done, Siva stood on the railway platform in the scorching summer
sun, and began to sing the Maha Mantra Kirtan, as also the Song of Instructions.
All the station staff were immensely delighted and benefited, too.
On returning to the Ashram, Siva remarked: Unless you stitch my lips, I shall go
on singing Kirtan at every station platform and talk to people also, even if it
results in the complete breakdown of my health.
25TH APRIL, 1950
THE SANYASINS YATRA
Seth Chamanlal of Amritsar has come. He has brought his own car with him in
which he wants to take Siva and party to the Ashrams farm in Bibiwala.
Though it was past midnight yesterday when Siva retired, after personally giving
to Dr. Kailasnath several letters of introduction to high officials to help him in his
quest of knowledge and opportunities of service. Yet, he was ready at 5.30 a.m.
In the farm, Siva requested Sri Swami Narayananandaji to give some fruits to the
labourers children. Please peel the orange and give. That is Sivas method: the
receiver should not be put to even that difficulty, and must be tempted to eat it at
once. Then only is the offering or the worship complete.
Standing amidst the labourers in the hot sun, Siva did Kirtan for over half an
hour.
From there to the Goshala of Sri Goswami Ganesh Duttji. It was not in the
programme: but the Sanyasin has no programme. I would like to see Sri
Goswamijis Gita Mandir at Hardwar. Then we shall simply drive on the Ganges
Canal Road and go back to the Ashram whenever we like.
Swamiji, we shall send word to the Ashram that we are not coming now.
No, no. Dont bother. Just go on. Let them think what they like.
At the Goshala, Sri Ganesh Duttji was delighted to receive Siva. Maharaj, shall I
get some tea for you, or milk?
Badi Kripa: we just had our breakfast.
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When I come to your Ashram, then you flood me with your hospitality!
Siva noticed a bottle of Horlicks in G.s hand. Like a child he said: If you give me
a glass of Horlicks I will take.
G. showed us round the Goshala. Siva said: This is Brindavan. And, you have
Lord Krishnas Amsa. He did Kirtan.
Then G. took us to the Sanatana Dharma Pratinidihi Sabhas Gita Mandir at
Hardwar, recently opened by the President of India.
There were just a few devotees in the temple at that time. Siva stood up and
began to sing Kirtan. It was thrilling.
Siva said, after Kirtan: This is a very beautiful temple of the Lord. Sri Goswamiji,
even though he still wears the white cloth, is a real Sanyasin who works for the
welfare of the world. He has done very great service to Sanatana Dharma and to
India. He has established many temples: he has constructed many
Dharmashalas: he has brought into being many schools and colleges. He is a
great philanthropist. He is an untiring worker.
This is the abode of the Gita. Gita is enshrined here. Gita is a universal scripture.
It is the life of India: and India is the life of the world. This is a temple of Gita,
from which will radiate the truth throughout the world. The whole world will be
uplifted. Truman, Atlee, Stalin, all the leaders of the world will be profoundly
influenced by the Gita Swadhyaya, Bhagawat Path and Kirtan that is conducted
here.
May God bless you all. May you all become Jivanmuktas. God bless Sri Ganesh
Duttji with health, long life, peace, prosperity and Kaivalya.
G. said: Swamiji, you have fulfilled the purpose for which the Mandir was
established. You have truly performed the opening ceremony. Today the temple
has been sanctified.
I do not know what your programme was for today. I might have disturbed your
programme. I am grateful to you for showing me round the beautiful Mandir, and
for all the trouble you have taken. Badi Kripa, said Siva.
Today is a great day for me, Swamiji. You have showered your blessings on us
unsolicited. The day has been very well spent. I am overjoyed by your kindness.
As we were coming back from Hardwar, Sri N. looked at the watch and said:
Swamiji, it is half past eleven.
Dont look at the watch. That is the Sanyasins principle. When you have got out
of the Ashram, dont think of when to return. Thinking of the time, you may
neglect the work on hand. Concentrate all your attention on the work on hand:
make it most successful. Your entire life will be fruitful: and you will attain the
goal of life also.
When we reached the Ashram, Siva said: Todays function owes its glory to
Chamanlalji.
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Swamiji, I thank God that I brought my car with me. You have purified the car by
singing Kirtan in it. The purchase of the car has only today become purposeful.
30TH APRIL, 1950
SATI GODAVARI
Sati Godavari of the Upasani Kanyakumari Sthan of Sakori has come to the
Ashram. She and the party were performing Puja in the temple where Siva was
present, too. Siva told Sri Judge Saheb who had also come:
A well-known saintly personality, a lady from Sakori, by name Sati Godavari
Mata, has come: she is doing Puja to Lord Viswanath. She is the disciple of Sri
Upasani Baba, himself a Mahapurusha, who was the disciple of Sri Sai Baba.
Upasani Baba has revolutionised the customs and manners in the land by
permitting his lady-disciples to offer Vedic ritualistic worship to the Lord. Sati
Godavari recites the Rudram Chamakam, Purusha Suktam, etc. does
Abhishekam, and worships the Lord in the ceremonial fashion. Now women all
over the land will be inspired to follow Sati Godavari Matas example and will
begin to worship the Lord. There will be a welcome regeneration of Indian
womanhood. We will once again have ideal women in India, saintly women as we
had in the Vedic timesGargi, Maitreyi, Sulabha, etc.
In the evening, during the Kirtan, Siva sang the following tunes.
Jnana Dev
Tukaram
Sainath
Upasani
Upasani
Godaari
Jnana Dev
Tukaram
Mataji felt a thrill of joy when she heard Siva uttering the names of her Gurus:
she blushed and looked on the ground when she heard him repeat her own name
in devout Kirtan.
After going round the Ashram, she felt: How has this Sanyasin been able to do so
much single-handed in so short a period? Surely he must be an Avatar.
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MAY, 1950
1ST MAY, 1950
SATI GODAVARI WORSHIPS SIVA
Sati Godavari Mata had requested for permission to do Pada Puja. Siva himself
went to the Kutir in which she had been lodged.
When after the Puja, she knelt on the floor, and with great veneration touched
Sivas feet with her forehead, Siva simultaneously bowed to her with folded
palms. It was a great sight to see. A saint worshipping another saint.
STAMMER-CURE
Sri Hanuman Prasad Poddar of Gita Bhavan has sent a young boy to Siva. He
suffers from stammering.
Sing Kirtan: you will be all right, said Siva and at once repeated Om Om Om
thrice. He asked the boy to repeat Om along with him for a while.
Oh, you are all right.
Yes, Swamiji, said the boy, astounded at his own unshaking voice.
Sing the Maha Mantra Kirtan, said Siva and himself sang the Maha Mantra. The
boy followed suit. All this had a miraculous effect.
Daily sing the Maha Mantra for at least half an hour. The stammering will never
come to you again.
2ND MAY, 1950
SADHUS CONFERENCE
When Swami Bhaskaranandaji of Delhi requested Siva to preside over a Sadhus
Conference today, Siva at first did not agree, for reasons of ill-health. When B.
came and pleaded, Siva at once yielded: Yes, I shall come. Then he said to us: I
like to attend spiritual conferences and do my own bit of service in the form of
Kirtan. Increasing physical ailment sometimes comes in the way. But, when even
a little pressure is applied, I cannot resist. What does it matter if a little more
strain is imposed upon this body, if it is for a good cause and if I am able to sing
and make others sing the Lords names?
He was the first to go to the venuean hour earlier!
Siva commenced the proceedings with Sankirtan. B. detailed the aim and object
of the Conference and said: The main inspiration for the work that has been
undertaken has been from Sri Swami Sivanandaji Maharaj. He has already
indicated the line of action through founding the All-World Sadhus Federation.
What he has been able to do single-handed during the past ten years surpasses
estimation: it is indeed a miracle: and none but a Siddha Purusha like Swamiji
could have done that. It is really his inspiration that has prompted me to come
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their hidden Vasanas, cravings and desires lull them into Tamasic super-slumber.
They are of no use either to themselves or to others. They live the life of beasts.
How hard it is to develop even one good quality! Cultivate Yama, Niyama, first.
Samadhi will supervene by itself. Cultivate Maitri, Karuna, and the other virtues
that the Lord has enumerated in the Gita. When can you develop Karuna? Only if
you serve humanity with Atma-Bhav or Narayana-Bhav.
If you wish to serve humanity, if you wish to do Prachar work, then you should
have the power to influence the people. You will have to acquire this through
Japa, Kirtan, meditation, Pranayam and cultivation of Deivi Sampath. Then only
will people listen to you, will follow you. What a great power is stored in RamNam it is impossible to describe. But, you will not believe. You have no faith in
the Name of the Lord. Think of the great effect produced by one word of insult!
When a man abuses you, your blood begins to boil, you at once fly at his throat.
Now tell me, has word or name got power or not? If such is the power of a vulgar
word, then how much more ought to be the power of the name of the Lord! Not
much of argument will avail here. Have full faith. Repeat the Name of the Lord
and find out the glorious effect yourself. Drink the nectar of the divine name. You
will have within yourself an enormous power with which you can work wonders.
You can uproot mountains: you can shake the whole world with the power of the
Lords name. You must have faith: you must have devotion for the Lord.
There are many people nowadays who do one Purascharana of a Mantra. They
think that immediately on completion of the Purascharana they will begin to get
money orders or will begin to fly in the air. Such Japa will not help you. You must
thirst for God-realisation; and do Japa for the sake of God-realisation. Then and
then alone will you develop Adhyatmika Shakti with which you can work for the
good of humanity.
I am very glad that through the untiring efforts of Swami Bhaskaranandaji
Maharaj, this great organisation has come into being. It is a blessing to humanity.
Tyagis alone can do such work: Tyagis alone can really and truly work for the
good of humanity. Na Karmana Na Prajaya Dhanena Tyagenaikenamritatwamaanasuh. Such is the glory of renunciation.
May this organisation flourish forever, illuminating the path to peace, harmony
and happiness so that humanity might walk along this noble path and attain its
goal.
Siva attended the afternoon session, too: and was again the first to come! It was
hot and someone came with a big fan. Siva declined the service saying: No no. I
dont want it. It is good sometimes to endure the heat. Even in his advanced age,
even after achieving the Highest, Siva does not give up the elementary Sadhanas.
A model for others to follow.
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JUNE, 1950
1ST JUNE, 1950
SOURCE OF INSPIRATION
Justice Chandrasekhara Iyer of Madras and Justice Mazumdar of Calcutta have
come. Siva welcomed them with a Pranama, as usual. Slightly embarrassed C.
prostrated himself before Siva.
Swamiji, it has been my pious wish for a considerable time now, to have your
Darshan. It is my good fortune that I have the opportunity today, said both of
them. Then C. introduced the other retired Judge to Siva: Justice Mazumdar is
also the President of the Kalikamliwala Kshetra Committee.
Siva turned to M.: It is very good. The kshetra is doing very good philanthropic
work.
Justice M. to C.: Look! I am sitting close by Swamiji and touching him so that I
may draw inspiration from him, be blessed by him and purified by him. And, he
nestled close to Siva.
Siva then took C. to his Kutir and to the Ghat. Siva explained: The Mysore
Maharani used to like this Ghat very much. This is the seat on which she used to
sit and meditate.
Who would not like it, Swamiji? It is so lovely. The entire place is reverberant
with spiritual vibrations. I thank God for giving me this opportunity to visit this
holy place and have your Darshan.
2ND JUNE, 1950
KARMA AND HEART-CULTURE
A proposal to purchase a water-pump in order to make the best use of the engine
donated to the Ashram by a devotee brought Chidanandaji to the office. The
discussion turned on to the financial affairs of the Society. C. was explaining that
a serious financial crisis was looming large over the entire institution.
The financial condition of the Society may be good or bad. The Vaidjis family
ought to be supported by the Society. God wants that we should help them. Theirs
is a pitiable lot. Vaidji is dead, leaving the entire family virtually on the street.
They have nothing to eat, and no money to purchase their clothes with. When
Vaidji was alive they were living honourably on his meagre means. Now, they
have suddenly been thrown into a terrible position. What greater misfortune can
there be for respectable people than to suffer from want of food and clothing? We
must give them shelter, food and clothing. It is our duty. That is what God wants
us to do.
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Sometimes such misfortunes even shake peoples faith in God. They will begin to
ask, Is there a God at all? But, Vaidjis people are truly God-loving. They are
even now regular in their Kirtan and Bhajan.
Even though it is bewildering, God has His own purpose for bringing down this
calamity on this poor family. He wants to create Vairagya in the lady. And, what
is even more important to us, He wants to give us an opportunity for rendering
selfless service. Even at the cost of incurring more expenditure, we should
support them.
Some foolish people will ignore such opportunities for rendering selfless service
and say: Oh, it is their Prarabdha. Each man has to suffer his own Karma. That
is all very good. But, the other mans evil Prarabdha gives YOU an opportunity to
render service and purify yourself. It is foolish to let such opportunities go. It is
not real Vedant: it is lip-Vedant or Vedantic perversion. It is one of the ways of
the evading of our responsibility towards society and towards God. A real
Vedantin will deny himself, will put himself to the greatest hardship in the service
of others.
Siva continued: God wants us to serve others and to support all the people that
resort to us. He who sends these people will also send the wherewithal to
maintain them. Their Prarabdha will bring to the Ashram their food, clothing and
maintenance. Therefore, worry not.
3RD JUNE, 1950
IN THE ASHRAM OF THE INFINITE?
You are coming after a long time. Ten years? said Siva as Major-General A.N.
Sharma bowed to him.
Physically yes, Swamiji. I came here in 1942 last time. But, you are always with
me. I see you daily. I am never separate from you, Swamiji. This I have actually
experienced through your unbounded grace.
You are very busy in the service of the nation. That is also good. It is also service
of the Lord.
But, Swamiji, that is no service at all. Service in the Government is like machines
working when the switch is put on. There is no life in such service. These people
who are near you are luckier than I. I envy them. They are doing real service to
humanity and to the Lord, under your saintly guidance. This is my last year of
service, Swami. Next April I will surely be here.
Such a good officer like you, the Government would like to retain. They cannot
always find an officer with your integrity, nobility, sincerity, spirit of service, and
God-fearing nature. An honest officer like you is an asset to the Government of
the country.
No, no Swamiji: I am only trying in my humble way to follow your teachings. I
am trying to adopt your teachings in my work and daily life. I can be completely
satisfied only if I come here and dedicate my life to your holy cause.
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Then Siva introduced several Ashramites, one by one, and described how each
one was an expert in his own way, young men of great intelligence, education and
culture.
You are a mighty magnet, Swamiji. So, it is no wonder that you have attracted so
many needles to you. You are the All here. You are the Spirit or the soul of the
Ashram. They are all inspired by your rays only. To me only you exist in the
Ashram.
The General said to his daughter: Kamala, look, what a single man has been able
to do. And, that too in such a short time. Many people complainI am alone.
What can a lonely man do? Look at Swamiji. He came to Rishikesh alone. He had
to take his Bhiksha from the Kshetra and work. Look how he has converted a
jungle into a city. Look what a lot of service is being rendered by him to humanity
through this institution. You can also do that, Kamala, if you apply yourself to the
task.
We were coming round the temple. Several Yatris and Sadhus were lying on the
temple verandah.
Who are these? ask Siva.
Yatris, Swamiji.
All sorts of people come here. Sadhus, Yatris, young boys who renounce the
world: people who wish to take Sanyas, who wish to practise Yoga: people who
have had failures in the world: people with incurable diseasesliterally all sorts
of people come here. I think this is more an asylum than an Ashram.
This is a real Ashram, Swamiji, in every sense of the term, said the General.
Everyone comes here and takes food in the kitchen. I do not even ask from where
the man is coming. He is free to remain here as long as he likes. During his stay
here, whatever be the reason for his coming here, he is trained in service, Kirtan,
Yoga Asanas, etc.: and even if he leaves the Ashram later, he is a transformed
personality. All people requiring mental solace and peace come here.
Then Siva said: You should see Swami Chidanandaji. He is a saint He is a genius.
He is a powerful speaker, writer, and there is no one like him in service. Lepers
and cholera patients, even dogs and birds receive the kindest treatment at his
hands. He takes the greatest delight in service. He is an able doctor by
experience. I saw one day an aged Sadhu who was suffering from leprosy, lying
on the roadside. I had some milk and food given to him. A little later C.
personally went to the patient, led him to the Ashram, and is attending on him
day in and day out. The case is so advanced that all his fingers and toes have been
eaten away by the disease. The bones are sticking out in the hands. The sores are
raw. No one would even dare to go near him. But C. daily dresses him, feeds him
and takes motherly care of the patient. I will show you the patient.
There was a dog here which was suffering from an ulcer: it emitted an
unbearable foul smell. C. dressed the dog daily without feeling the least Ghrina or
discomfort. He found a parrot lying paralysed in the jungle: he picked it up and
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provided a beautiful bed, pillow and cover, and fed it and nursed it nicely. It is
very rare to find a heart like his. He is a saint truly.
They all went into the studio. The General and his daughter were wonderstruck.
Kamala asked: How many photos have you taken so far? And, even before
Padmanabhanji could reply, the General said: Infinite number. In the Ashram of
the Infinite, everything is infinite. P. then showed them the albums containing
some of the photographs taken by him so far. When they had finished with one
album, the General exclaimed: It is enough for someone to write a book of the
history of the institution. And, he looked aghast when six more albums were
produced before him: No no, you can write seven books of the history of the
Society. Marvellous.
4TH JUNE, 1950
GENERAL SHARMA
This I.A.S. probationers accompanied Siva when he took General Sharma round
the Ashram this morning. Afterwards they said: Swamiji, we shall take leave of
you now. We are going to Garuda Chatty now: and, on our return, we shall leave
for Delhi.
Come here again, began Siva: and spend a week or a month. Recharge yourself
with fresh spiritual energy. That will stand you in good stead in your work, nay in
your entire life.
Here is General Sharma who makes a Yoga of his office work. He has understood
the secret of Karma Yoga. He has studied Gita, Upanishads and Ramayana. He
takes a real interest in his official duties. He discharges them well. He thereby
earns great merit here, purifies his mind and qualifies himself for the descent of
divine knowledge, too.
You should all follow his noble example. Do not take your office work as a mere
routine work imposed upon you by the government. Do not work merely in order
to earn your living. Feel all the time that in your way and within your allotted
sphere of work, you are serving the Lords children.
You are the embodiments of wisdom. You will, each one of you, rule over your
district for the protection of whose population you are responsible. You are,
therefore, the Amsa of Vishnu. Remember this point very well. When you
discharge your normal official duties. Therefore, feel that you are but an
instrument in the hands of Lord Vishnu, and that He is doing His work of
Preservation through you. That is the proper attitude of a Karma Yogi.
To be a perfect Karma Yogi, you should develop in yourself many virtuesthe
Deivi Sampath enumerated by the Lord in the Gita: Amanitwam,
Adeambhitwam, Ahimsa, etc. You must be honest, truthful, loving, forgiving,
humble and simple. You must be ideal citizens. You must set an example to the
people over whose destinies you preside. Then and then alone will you have really
justified the Lords choice of you for this distinguished service.
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Please be regular in your study of the Gita. Try diligently to put into practice the
Lords teachings in the Gita. Then you will not only win the love of the people and
the government: but you will also become a saint revered and respected all over
the worldyou will attain Moksha in this very birth.
General Sharma added a few words: India needs honest administrators. That is
what she lacks now. You remember the beautiful song in English which Swamiji
sang last nightthe Song of Eighteen Ities? If you bear that in mind always and
strive in every way to practise the Eighteen Ities in your daily life, you would have
achieved what Swamiji wants you to achieve.
When, later, we went to the Gita Bhavan, Siva himself (in the fashion of a guide!)
explained the main features of the Gita Bhavan, to General Sharma:
In every room there is a painting of the Lord. Along the verandahs and
everywhere in the building, you will find Gita Slokas inscribed in various forms
on the walls. On this verandah, there are eighteen pictures on the walls,
representing the most important theme of the eighteen chapters of the Gita. In
the Hall upstairs you will find marble slabs on which the entire Gita is inscribed,
etc. etc.
Jayadayalji wanted that Siva should give Darshan to an ailing devotee there: Siva
let the General and his daughter examine him. Diabetes, said the General: He
should take a course of insulin injections.
Swamiji, said Sri Hanuman Prasad Poddar, these orthodox people have strange
sentiments about taking medicines. They think it is against the Sastras.
No, no. That is wrong. Medicines are also Gods gifts to man. And, especially
when they are not of animal-origin, why should he not take them? Human life is
precious. Let him take insulin. It is not against the Sastras.
The devotee, who was so adamant all throughout his illness which had already
kept him in bed for the past nearly two months, now yielded and agreed to take
the injection.
Siva at once closed his eyes and said: Let us do Kirtan now, and sang the Maha
Mantra thrice, and he was followed by the people around. The entire place was
filled with the vibrations of the Maha Mantra. Then Siva repeated the Maha
Mrityunjaya Mantra also.
He then said to the patient: Repeat the Maha Mantra and the Mrityunjaya
Mantra also. You will be all right. You will be in a position to go to the Satsang
tomorrow. The Lords Omnipotent Shakti fills these Mantras.
In the afternoon, General Sharma had expressed the desire to meditate in Sivas
Kutir for a few minutes. He had promised to come at 2.30. At 2.25 Siva noticed
that the General had not come and so got out of his Kutir, ready to wake up the
General, if necessary. When I have something to do, I cannot even take rest. I am
anxious not to miss even a little opportunity to be of service. Please call
Sharmaji. As Siva said this, he noticed Sharmaji coming down the hill. Siva gave
the General a military salute which the General reciprocated in proper form.
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A little later.the cars engine hummed OM.or was it only the echo of Sivas
loud OM.and the General and his daughter took leave of Siva, Ganga and the
Himalayas with folded palms, which they waved again and again.
12TH JUNE, 1950
BASTI AND VAMANA DHAUTI
Sri Somareswar of Muzafarnagar performed the Jala Basti this morning. S. got
into the Ganges: when the water had reached his knees, he sat down. After a
complete expulsion of the breath, he did Uddiyana Bandha. All the wind in the
intestines is now expelled. He released the Bandha: and did the Nauli Kriya. A
vacuum is automatically created in the colon. Naturally water is drawn into the
colon. S. later expelled this water. He had been able to draw a couple of pints of
water: and the expelled water, too, was clean, denoting that the large colon was
already clean.
Siva explained the technique and the advantage of the Kriya, to the assembled
Sadhaks. This will keep your intestines clean and thus promote your general
health. You will never suffer from constipation. You will be free from disease. You
will enjoy radiant health. Not only this: all your Nadis will be purified. The Prana
will pervade your entire body. You will have peace of mind and spiritual progress
also. All of you should practise Basti and do it occasionally.
S. said: It is all due to your grace only, Swamiji. I learnt this from your book only.
I used to practice Uddiyana. One day when I did Uddiyana while yet in the water,
I found that I had automatically drawn some water also in. Then I regularised the
practise with the help of your book.
Then S. and Sri Swami Satchidanandaji performed the Jala Dhauti. They drank
waterfive or six glassfulsand then tickled their throat with the help of their
fingers. All the water was immediately vomited, and with it phlegm and bile, too.
Swami S. was able to do the Dhauti without the help of the fingers.
Siva greatly eulogised the proficiency of the two adepts and described the glory of
Jala Dhauti: What Basti is for the lower parts of the alimentary canal, Dhauti is
for the upper part. The stomach is cleaned with the help of the Dhauti. You do not
need to use the stomach-tube. You will not suffer from indigestion or biliousness
or from phlegm-trouble. You will have good digestion, and a clear brain. Initially
you will have to take the help of your fingers to bring out the water from the
stomach. By gradual practice the water will be ejected from the stomach merely
by the practice of the Uddiyana Bandha.
Our ancients were practising these Kriyas as a matter of course. They used to
cleanse their alimentary canal frequently through the Dhauti and the Basti.
Therefore, they were healthy and they enjoyed long life. If you also regularly
practise these exercises and Kriyas you will also enjoy radiant health and long
life. May God bless you all.
One remarkable feature during the whole performance was that when S., after
performing Uddiyana inside the water, came out to eject the water from within,
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Siva encouraged him to perform the act, too, right in front of him, practically with
his back to Siva; and Sivas countenance did not register the least disgust to
witness this none too pleasant a sight.
S. was shy in the beginning to pull his cloth up to his waist. But, Siva quickly
encouraged him: Why do you feel shy? Throw away the cloth. All are endowed
with the same organs. Just because we have been hiding them for a long time, we
feel shy to expose them now. If we had from childhood hidden our face also from
public view, we would feel shy to expose it to the public.
14TH JUNE, 1950
INTELLECT AND YOGA
Srimathi K. Saberwal, Professor of Philosophy in the Lucknow University, has
come. As soon as she came in to have Sivas Darshan, Siva handed her a copy of
his commentary on the Brahma Sutras. A discussion ensued.
Swamiji, how was it possible for Sri Sankaracharya to have devotion to Sakara
Murti when he was an Adwaitin and his philosophical treatises prove that he
believed in the nameless and the formless?
It was because Jnana and Bhakti are essentially the same. Look at the Stotras
that he has composed. They indicate clearly that he had developed devotion to a
very high degree. Atma-Nivedan or self-surrender leads to Jnana. And, Jnana is
synonymous with Para-Bhakti.
People nowadays condemn Bhakti and think that it is inferior to Jnana. They
have no understanding of Bhakti. They think that they can jump at once to Jnana
Yoga Sadhana. They have really no faith in God. They just acquire some
intellectual conception of God. This does not serve them. Jnana Yoga without the
necessary preparation is of no use.
Then, Swamiji, who is fit for Jnana Yoga Sadhana?
When there is only the veil of ignorance, when there is no Mala (impurity) in the
mind and when there is no Vikshepa (vascillation) in the mind, then one can
proceed to Jnana Yoga Sadhana. Mala can be removed only through Nishkamya
Karma Yoga and Vikshepa through Bhakti. In the case of the vast majority of
persons, all the three Yogas are necessaryKarma Yoga, Bhakti Yoga and Jnana
Yoga.
That is perfectly true, Swamiji: your Yoga of Synthesis alone can enable Sadhaks
nowadays to advance on the spiritual path. But, nowadays we have unfortunately
developed the intellect which proves a hindrance at every stage. It does not allow
us to have faith in God or to practise devotion. It questions and doubts.
Intellect ought not to be allowed to put obstacles in our way. Intellect ought to be
trained in such a way that it should help us in our faith in God and Bhakti.
Yes, Swamiji. That way I think our grandmothers were better off than we are.
Siva laughed.
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Meditate early in the morning and in the evening also. Do Vichar. Intellect may
or may not believe in a thing which is beyond the senses and the mind. Intellect
may not believe in bliss apart from objects. But, the state of deep sleep proves
that bliss is in reality not in the objects or in the contact of senses with the
objects.
By bliss is not meant pleasure! Pleasure is the other side of pain. Pleasure and
pain are inseparable. Our goal is not this pleasure. Our goal is the Absolute Bliss.
Brahmin or the Atman alone can be that Bliss. For in the Awareness of Brahman
there is no duality; there is oneness. That is Truth. That is Consciousness also.
And, in that Consciousness of Truth alone is there Bliss.
That Bliss is indescribable. Even the deep sleep bliss is indescribable. You wake
up and say: I had a delightful sleep. But, when you are asleep you are not able to
describe the experience of sleep. It is like the state of a man who had lost a ring in
a pond, dives into the pond, finds the ring, but is unable to say: I have found the
ring, and is able to say this only on coming to the surface of the water. Each one
of us has to experience this bliss for oneself.
What a blessed thing it would be for one to realise this, Swamiji. I am tired of
theory, theory, theory. I have to teach philosophy to my students. I know Vedanta
in theory only. I tell them what the books contain. But, I have no knowledge of
the Reality. It is a miserable state. I feel like throwing away everything and
coming here and spending the rest of my life in meditation.
Theory is good. For it elevates your thought and brings up the ideal again and
again before you. It stimulates Atma-Vichara. Gradually the Truth will dawn on
you.
Meditate. Meditate regularly. You will understand everything.
Then Srimathi Saberwal informed Siva that she was repeating Gayatri also.
That is wonderful. Gayatri is a great Mantra which nicely combines Saguna and
Nirguna. Now you have yourself admitted that you do combine Jnana Yoga
Sadhana with Bhakti. You cannot separate them. And, besides, you are working
in the University and teaching philosophy to thousands of girls. That is very great
service. You are moulding their character and you are placing before them the
high ideals of Vedanta. That is Nishkamya Karma Yoga of a very high degree. At
the same time try to feel, I am Akarta: I am Abhokta: I am Sakshi: I am
Satchidananda. Then you will progress rapidly on the path of practical Sadhana.
That is the difficulty always, Swamiji. We do work: but we do not do it in the
spirit of selfless service. We work for money or to fulfil our earthly ambitions.
It is true. But, by repeatedly trying to raise up the Vedantic feeling, it will one day
be possible to get established in the idea. You may fail a thousand times. That
need not bother you. But, after each failure, when you rise up, you will rise up
stronger than you were before. Nothing is lost. Every effort takes you nearer the
goal. When you get a few days leave, come here and spend the vacation in silent
contemplation and intense Sadhana. Once the mind realises that there is bliss in
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Sadhana and meditation, it will not leave it. You will then be established in Yoga.
May God bless you.
15TH JUNE, 1950
NATURE CURE PROFESSOR
Sri Kameswara Sarma, son of the famous Sri K. Lakshmana Sarma of Pudukotah,
the father of Nature Cure in India, has come. He was cordially received by Siva
who quickly entered into a discussion with him on Naturopathy. This is Sivas
secret of success with men of all types, temperaments and talents: everyone
becomes his at first sight, for Siva with his versatile personality is at once able to
engage them in their own fond game, stimulate them in their own pet topic, and
make them feel that Here is an appreciative listener into whose ears I can pour
my knowledge without being contradicted. This is a great consolation when they
do not get a friendly ear anywhere else in the world where vanity rules.
At the conclusion of a series of lectures by Sri Sarma at the Ashram, today, Siva
gave the following talk:
We are all thankful, not only thankful, but highly grateful to Sri Kameswara
Sarmaji for delivering this series of lectures on the sacred science of naturopathy.
Nature is our kind and all-powerful mother. She protects us all in every way: she
provides our food: and she gives us disease also to cleanse our system.
All the animals obey the laws of nature. It is only man with his little vain
intellect, with his little knowledge, who violates the laws of nature and then
suffers. Man is endowed with discrimination. He should be the first to obey the
laws of nature and enjoy eternal life.
Health is most essential for a Sadhaka. Without good health, you cannot do
Sadhana. Therefore, it is all the more important that all of you should take the
lessons that Sri Sarmaji has taught you to heart, and put them into practice. Then
only will you realise its full benefit.
Sri Sarmaji has been good enough to deliver his most illuminating lectures
during the past three days. It is a great service to you all. He has rendered a
service which you cannot easily repay. The only way you can pay your homage to
him is to follow his precepts, and derive the maximum benefit from his lectures.
I am his foremost disciple here. I have been keenly listening to his lectures with
very great interest. I have taken notes of his talks. How many of you have done
so? You must at once take notes of all the lectures that you attend. Then you
should put all the good ideas into actual practice. Then only will you be
benefited.
Sri Kameswara Sarma and his revered father Lakshmana Sarma, as also his
brothers, are all doing great service to the humanity. Even though they are
leading the household life, they are in fact Sanyasins only. Sri Lakshmana Sarma
is rendering pure selfless service unto humanity. He does not demand fees from
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his patients. He effects a radical cure: and more than anything else, he leads the
patients forever after along the path of life natural.
Only if all of you who live here practice naturopathy diligently will Sri Sarma be
encouraged to come here again and again. You should take good naturopathic
resolves, stick to them, and you should, when he comes here next time, show him
that you have been true followers of naturopathy.
Be true to yourself. That is the most essential thing. All other forms of creation
are true to themselves, the elements are true to themselves. But, it is only this
self-willed, egoistic man who falls an easy victim to cunningness, crookedness
and falsehood. Habits like keeping a pinch of salt hidden in the pocket when
there is saltless diet in the Ashram (on Ekadashi day) are dangerous. That shows
that you have no control over your tongue. True spiritual progress is not possible
without the strictest control over the senses.
The mind craves for certain kinds of Rajasic and Tamasic food only because you
have not trained it to enjoy Satvic food. Once you experience the bliss of fasting,
you will long for the day when you can fast. You will look eagerly forward to
Ekadashi. You will look eagerly forward to the saltless diet on Sunday, if you
realise what incalculable benefits such a diet bestows on you.
Fasting is, besides being a potent curative agent, a beautiful Sadhana also.
Watch: what a peaceful mind you have on the fasting day. Real prayerful mood
will come only when the stomach is empty. You will meditate more peacefully and
for a longer period on the day you fast.
It is not possible for anyone to convince you of the efficacy of fasting, or of watercure, or of the glory of Satvic diet. You will have to practise and experience the
results for yourself.
May you all lead the life natural and attain health and longevity. May Lord bless
Sri Lakshmana Sarma and Sri Kamesvara Sarma and brothers with health, long
life, peace, prosperity and Atma-Jnana.
22ND JUNE, 1950
SIVANANDA MANDIR: FOUNDATION STONE LAID
At 10 a.m. we all assembled near the Viswanath Mandir. The happy function fixed
for today then began. Chidanandaji led the Kirtan: Krishnanandaji chanted
Shanti Patha. Sat-Guru Maharaj ki Jaia powerful Jaya Jay kar rose from
twelve feet beneath earths surface, where the devotees of Siva were witnessing
Sri Narayanaswamiji lay the foundation stone for the Sivananda Mandir.
Sri Swami Chidanandaji then explained the significance of the great event, in an
eloquent speech full of divine emotion.
Every external ritual has got its corresponding inner significance. In what we are
doing today the ritual is a very simple one: but the meaning that lies hidden in it
is profound. We lay the foundation for a Mandir in which our revered Gurudev
will be immortalised. At the same time, we take upon ourselves the vow that we
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shall perpetuate for all time to come the great mission which he has espoused, of
which he has been the founder: the mission of Sadhana, the mission of
awakening man to the purpose of life, the mission of awakening the latent
divinity in man. We undertake that we shall, till the last breath lasts in us, devote
our entire life to this great cause. Thus, we shall make our Gurudev live in our
heart forever and ever.
THE GREATER ASHRAM
The Parliament Member, Sri Tirumala Rao, is at Ananda Kutir again, on a flying
visit. Sincere believers, once they taste the joy of a saints proximity, will never
miss a chance of drinking again and again at the fountain-source of peace.
As Sri T. and party were taking their meals, Sri R. Ramakrishna of the New Delhi
Secretariat, mentioned that he was acquainted with Siva since 1939, when he first
visited the modest four-roomed tenement in a jungle. He admired this
phenomenal growth of Sivas work.
This is nothing, said Sri T. Think of the world-wide spread of Swamijis
teachings. Just think of the millions of people who have been brought nearer to
God, in whom the moral-conscience has been awakened by Swamijis message.
That is far more magnificent work than this one of building up a big Ashram, a
great achievement though it is.
Then T. turned to the several young Sanyasins who were serving him, and said:
Look at the number of young and able men that he has drawn towards himself,
and whom he is leading along the holy path.
ASHRAMS AND FOUNDERS
A devotee said that a certain Ashram, after the passing away of the founder had
lost its spiritual atmosphere.
Siva at once grew grim and serene. The responsibility for placing his mission on
sound basis lies with the saint who founds an Ashram or institution, as well as his
disciples. The saint must so train his disciples that they will, on his departure
from the earth-plane, be able to take over the mission from him and run it with
equal efficiency.
At the same time, it is the duty of every true disciple to follow the footsteps of his
Guru, to endeavour to grow into his likenessto become like the Guru. He should
then develop a great zeal to carry on the Gurus mission. Then and then alone will
the mission be successfully carried on for all time. Look at the way the
Ramakrishna Mission is organised and run.
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3RD JULY, 1950
ARE JIVANMUKTAS REBORN?
Today is the Yoga-Vedanta Forest University anniversary. It is celebrated during
the morning class with special Kirtan, decoration, discourses etc. Chidanandaji
presented the second annual report of the University.
After the class, Siva and Sri Tirumal Rao were talking to each other. One of the
most interesting points, and the one that reflects Sivas attitude to Moksha, is
this:
Sri T. asked: Swamiji, I find in a few places like Nagore, Shirdi, Tiruvannamalai,
and the Andhra village where a boy-saint is sunk in Samadhi, and Rishikesh, ever
full of Santi and a kind of spiritual bliss. May it be, Swamiji, that these places
which have had the impress of the saints personality, his Tapasya and Siddhi, on
the very atmosphere, retain that sanctity for a long time?
Yes, yes, was Sivas reply: And, not only that: the saint himself may live in those
places. The liberated sage has the option to merge in Brahman or to live in a
subtle form and carry on the work of Lokasamgraha, guiding aspirants,
awakening in people a religious fervour and so on. This motive is manifested in
some Jivanmuktas in accordance with Gods Supreme Will. Therefore, the places
in which the saint practised Tapas and attained Siddhi, which might again be
chosen by the Invisible Spirit of the saint as its permanent abode, becomes the
abode of the saints divine qualitiespeace, bliss and wisdom.
8TH JULY, 1950
SIVANANDA YATRA MANDALI GOES FARTHER
Nature, who keeps Sivas cosmic house has sent a welcome shower in the
morning, sprinkling water on the roads between Rishikesh and Hardwar,
imparting to the whole landscape a freshnessa smile of joyous greetingand to
the whole atmosphere, a coolness. When the house had thus been cleaned, she lit
the bright lamp, the Sun, which had temporarily been put out during the
cleaning-ceremony. At 2 p.m. the sky cleared, and the vast blue canopy had just a
few silk-cotton clouds hanging here and there: the sun shone brightly, but his
heat had been already counteracted by the morning shower.
Suspense everywhere: what is afoot? For which Gods sake is all this preparation?
Two heavily decorated buses stood at the entrance to Sivanandanagar. So much
had been done so silently by Swami Paramanandaji, that Siva himself was
surprised to hear at 3.15 the Anandavani Loudspeaker singing his recorded songs.
Paramanandaji is working wonders, said Siva as he got into the bus: and to the
accompaniment of Sivananda Maharaj ki Jai the vehicle leapt forward. The bus
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sped forward: but faster than the car was the soul-stirring Kirtan Dhwanis that
emanated from the Anandavani which travelled in the car.
We reached the Gita Mandir at Hardwar. A significant point is that Siva, though
he had not been informed about the days programme, did not ask one question
about the arrangements. He was content to take things as they came: the attitude
of a true Sanyasin. And, P. had seen to the minutest details of the entire
celebration so that the maximum service is rendered to the citizens of Rishikesh
and Hardwar. The entire days function was carried through to success with
clock-like precision.
Siva roared OM, and the entire audience joined himan audience of more than
500. The building shook and responded. Then followed Kirtan. I held up the
loudspeaker, but Siva brushed it aside saying: I dont need it. Nor did he need it:
for his voice could be heard by all even at the farthest end of the hall.
How he made them sing the Lords names! The hall was resounding with His
names. Kirtan is the easiest and surest way to God. said Siva. It is difficult to
practise Hatha Yoga, and awaken the Kundalini through Asans and Pranayama.
It is difficult to study Vedanta, understand its secrets and enter into deep
meditation. But it is easy to repeat the Lords names. Kirtan cools down the three
fires. Kirtan destroys the five Kleshas. Kirtan alone removes the three kinds of
great obstaclesMala, Vikshepa and Avaranato the perception of the splendour
of the Atman. Three kinds of Sadhanas are prescribed for the removal of these
obstaclesKarma Yoga for the removal of Mala, Bhakti Yoga for steadying the
mind and removal of Vikshepa, and Jnana Yoga for tearing the veil (Avarana) of
ignorance. Kirtan alone can do all these: sing the Lords names with Bhav and
Sraddha-Mala, Vikshepa and Avarana, all the three will be removed. You will
have Sakshatkara of the Supreme Lord.
How easy it is. You can repeat the Lords name after or before taking bath:
wherever you are you can sing His names. Even when you prepare bread, you can
sing His names.
So saying, Siva began his Kirtan (at the same time clapping his handsas you do
when you prepare bread.)
Jaya Siyua Ram Jaya Jaya Siya Ram
The audience which consisted of a large number of Punjabi women rose up to
Sivas expectations: all the women at once understood Siva, were thankful to him
for this great Upadesha which they could translate into daily and hourly practice,
and they repeated the Kirtan-Dhwanimost of them visibly movedSadhana
can be so easy!
Immediately after, Siva sought out the usual Katha-Vachak at the Mandir who
used to read the Bhagavatha and, to the astonishment of the crowd, reverently
touched his feet!
A similar function at the famous Hari-ki-Pauri (the bathing ghat at Hardwar), on
the bank of the holy Ganga.
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After the function at the ghat, we went to the water-front. Siva visits the spacious
ghat after a long time. Like a child, he admired the tower, the other newer
constructions and dived into his memory to recollect the older ones: Yes, that
temple was there previously. This is a new construction.
I have slept on this platform underneath the clock tower when I was in Swarg
Ashram and when I used to come here with Chand Narayan Harkuli. Even when I
first came to Hardwar in 1923, I had to sleep here one night, strange as it was
then. I went to a Dharmashala: but someone in the Dharmashala objected to my
staying thereI could not understand what the objection was as I did not know
Hindi: and I quietly left the place and slept here.
We returned to the Ashram at 11 p.m.
11TH JULY, 1950
DO IT NOW
Not tomorrow or the day after: but now itself! They may change their mind later
on and go away. We may not then have the opportunity of rendering our service
to them. Bring the books now: I will sign them and you should hand them over to
Sri Rao immediately, said Siva when Nityanandaji told him that a visitor (Sri
Ramachandra Rao) would be staying at the Ashram for a few days and that Siva
might give him some books tomorrow or the day after.
This is not a motto or an ideal with Siva. It is his inborn trait. He cannot put a
thing off to tomorrowhis life itself is one long illustration of this principle.
Often his disciples are unable to keep pace with him: they sometimes find him a
very hard taskmaster: but no one can fail to recognise that he does not tell others
alone to do-it-now. He himself is zealous in his desire to do-it-now.
Siva then explained: This is one of the most important rules in Karma Yoga.
Opportunities come and go. A Karma Yogi should take time by the forelock and
do-it-now. He should be ever alert and vigilant and utilise every opportunity for
service. When one thing is put off for tomorrow then other similar works
accumulate around it, and then the opportunity is lost. Procrastination is the
greatest enemy of a Karma Yogi.
The books were brought and Siva autographed them immediately, saying at the
same time: What you wish to do tomorrow, do today: what you wish to do in the
afternoon, do in the forenoon. Then you will grow into a real Karma Yogi.
BANI BAI DOES KALAKSHEPAM
The Lord provided an opportunity almost immediately for the demonstration by
Siva of this unique trait in him.
Sri Ramachandra Rao introduced a lady who had accompanied him to Badrinath.
This is Bani Bai, Swamiji. For the past twenty years she has been doing Hari
Katha Kalakshepam in South India. In fact, she wanted to conduct a KathaKalakshepam here also.
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Without a moments hesitation, Siva said: Then I will have it arranged now itself.
Oh Rajagopalji, ring the bell. Call Palji for Tabla. Get the harmonium and the
Tanpur. Call everybody. Purushottham, bring some sugar-candy and blackpepper. Keep some water here. Vishwanath, spread the carpets. Call the
neighbours also. Nityanandji, get some Prasad for distribution after the Katha. In
five minutes, Bani Bai had already commenced the Katha Kalakshepam.
He said to her: You are a versatile scholar, too, besides being a first-rate
musician. What a fund of knowledge and wisdom you have put into the Katha.
There was ample humour, educative humour also. It was wonderful. You have
Saraswatis grace.
20TH JULY, 1950
A TEST OF TRUE SANYAS
How is Sri S. at the Viswanath Bhag: have you sent him all the provisions
necessary for his maintenance there?
Swamiji, I offered to do so: but S. prefers to take Bhiksha from the Kshetra and
do some Seva at the garden, replied Chidanandaji.
It is good as a measure of training. But, why does he do so now? Is it because he
had a petty quarrel with Sri P.?
Yes, Swamiji. Even when S. was here after the incident, he did not feel quite at
home and was only waiting for the garden work to be started.
That is not good, said Siva. The true Sanyas spirit is not properly understood
even by very many Sanyasins themselves. Of course, Virakthi, solitude,
observance of Mowna, living on Bhiksha, constantly chanting OM may all be
some of the external characteristics of a monk, but quite apart from all this is the
real inner Bhav which constitutes the basic essence of the Sanyas-spirit. This is
the absolute dispassionate sameness to all the pairs of oppositesheat and cold,
pain and pleasure, grief and joy, failure and success, insult and honour. The
Sanyasin receives and regards them all with the same Bhav and with calm
forbearance. A Sanyasin is Dwandwa-atita. To him, friend and foe are alike, and
praise and blame have no difference. How is this so? Why is this so? Because the
true Sanyasin is above body. His Drishti should not be based upon DehatmaBhavana. No, the Sanyasin always ceaselessly tries to live in the thought that he is
Pure Spirit. Dehonaham, Jeevo Naham is his attitude. Nitya Suddha Buddha
Satchidanandoham is his constant Bhavana. When he performs the Viraja Homa
at the time of taking Sanyas he offers up his everything into the Kunda, including
his Pancha-Koshas with the Karma and Jnana Indriyas, Pranas, Antahkarana,
and Aham-Bhavana. Thus, from that moment onward, he is pure Chit. Thus he
comes to regard all things that are said of, done to, or experienced by the body as
having absolutely no concern with him. The Sanyasin should by all means be
unshakably established in the serene tranquillity of his essential blissful spiritual
nature.
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If a Sanyasin does not strive to manifest spiritual Bhav, then who else is
supposed to do this? Moving with people of diverse temperaments and
simultaneously endeavouring to keep up this inner Bhav will alone help him
make this Bhav pucca within him. To get easily offended by adverse criticism, a
little harsh treatment or unpopularity and become agitated and to leave the place
and go awayis a sign that he has failed in sticking to his Sanyas-Bhav. His ego is
still grounded in the physical body only. He has been at once affected and upset
by something done to the body. A Sanyasin has no body. How absurd to get upset
by something said to this mere temporary garment that you are wearing, which is
only to be thrown away at a moments notice.
A Sanyasin should have no Abhiman. It is Abhiman which makes one get
offended easily at every trifle. Too much touchiness shows that one has not at all
got rid of the idea of self-importance, the Ahamta or superior ego-sense. This is
real death to a Sanyasin. Maana-Abhimana is rampant inside. Keen self-analysis
alone will help sever a Sanyasin from the self-delusion that he is established in
Sanyasa.
What to say of a little disrespect or insult: even if anyone is to beat a Sanyasin
with shoe or slipper, or cut his throat with a knifeeven then he should remain
peaceful and perfectly unperturbed. A garland or rose flowers put around his
neck or a dirty shoe hurled at his head should both mean the same to him as a
Sanyasin. Of course, the perfect Bhav does not come in its fullness all at once: but
even then every Sanyasin worth the name should strive every minute towards the
attainment of this Atma-Bhavana. Under certain circumstances there may be a
little agitation in the beginning. A sudden insult, an extreme experience, some
harshness or disrespect, may no doubt agitate a Sanyasin somewhat for a little
time. Perhaps for a whole day or even two days in some cases. Perhaps more if he
was of a very sensitive nature. But, ultimately, the Sanyas-spirit must prevail.
Viveka and Vichara must set working at once. Who am I? What is insult or
honour to methe Pure Atman that I am? What is all this transitory experience
of this perishable body? It is unreal, petty, of no account and as such not worth
my consideration. I am in truth blissful nameless formless infinity. Moreover, for
what happens to the external body, who is to blame? Everything comes to this
body according to its Prarabdha Karma. It is simply getting its due. How foolish
to seek to put the blame upon someone else for this! Thus analyses the earnest
Sanyasin and keeps his peace.
Such actual test in the field of active service helps to indicate ones inner
progress towards the ideal of Sanyas. They afford an invaluable training ground
for the Sanyasin to perfect himself. To the Nivritti-Sanyasin also Vyavahara (not
Loukika or secular Vyavahara, but Paramarthika, unattached selfless Vyavahara)
gives much-needed scope for practical spirituality.
Accept all experiences in a spirit of joy. Meet all difficulties and trials with
serenity and fortitude. Remember that to you there is neither trouble nor trial, for
you are the Pure Atman. Sometimes some Karma may affect the mind a little. But
it is a mere passing cloud only. Brush it aside, and shine again with all the
effulgence of your true spiritual splendour. Let daily Vyavahara mean for you so
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conform to the discipline of the Ashram and go your own self-willed way, then it
means you have not disciplined yourself.
No one need impose discipline upon you. For a moment put yourself in the other
mans position. Just think for a moment that you are yourself conducting the
Ashram, and that you yourself have instituted the daily Satsang. There are several
Ashramites. Would you or would you not expect all of them to attend the
Satsang?
I will, Swamiji.
Then, is it not your duty to attend the Satsang without even being told to do so?
When there is a common function if all the people attend the function, there is a
special charm in it. It would be glorious.
29TH JULY, 1950
THE GURU TEACHES BY EXAMPLE
Today is the sacred Guru Purnima.
Since early morning several Sadhakis, Sanyasins and householders who had come
from far and near to pay their homage to the great Guru on this sacred day, have
been streaming in and out of Sivas Kutir.
Today Sivas ever-blissful countenance shone with a glow of That Inexpressible
Something which magnetises the atmosphere, draws every one near, removes the
birth-and-death fear, and makes the path clear. There is peace: and the peace
permeates his entire being and overflows and floods all who bow to him. There is
bliss: and this bliss is infectious, and the infection is life-long. There is depth in
his eyes: and the near Siva appears to be far away: and this far-away seems to be
within oneself.
Everyone went in and stretched himself on the ground before the August
Presence, in one long prostration. I am thine, Oh Siva, spake the heart. I am
Thou: That thou art, glittered the radiant message on Sivas face. Hardly a word
was exchanged. Occasionally a May God bless you was heard. We talked to him
in the most sacred language: he blessed us in the same divine tongue. Silence was
the word: a silence that was at once pregnant with the utterance of the Vedas and
the Upanishads and all Sastras.
Adwaita Para Brahma Sastrigal was initiated into Sanyas with the name
Adwaitananda. The economist in Siva does not permit the new recruits old
clothes to be thrown into the Gangesas it is done in some other Maths. When
these clothes can be given to someone who could wear them, why throw them
into the Ganges? Oh Dayanandaji, give these to the health officer, says Siva.
Health Officer is what Siva calls the scavenger by. The clothes are dirty. They are
not clean. First wash them with soap and then give them to the health officer.
That is our Guru Siva. The gift is not an act of charity: but an offering to the Lord
seated in the heart of the receiver. The instruction reflects this Bhavana. Follow
his glorious example and achieve the Liberation that he has achieved. That, by
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the way, was the gist of the inspiring discourse which Chidanandaji delivered on
the sacred occasion. He said that a disciple, like the full moon, should faithfully
and completely reflect the rays of Guru, the sun.
Guru Maharaj Guru Jaya Jaya
Sivananda Sat Guru Jaya Jaya
OM TAT SAT
SIVANANDARPANAMASTU
HIJK
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