50 Tapping Scripts

To Stop
Self-Sabotage
By Gene
Monterastelli

Gene Monterastelli is the editor of Tapping Q & A and the host of the Tapping Q & A Podcast.
He is an EFT practitioner based in Brooklyn, NY who specializes in helping his clients to stop
self-sabotaging and to reach their goals in physical fitness and weight, relationships, and work.
Receive a 10 part guide to stoping self-sabotage with EFT for free at TappingQandA.com
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I Dont Feel a Strong Connection to my Goals................................................................................5

I Dont Have Enough Time To Do What I Am Already Committed To How Can I Add More To
Do.....................................................................................................................................................5
If Others See Me Improve They Will Expect Me To Keep Improving ............................................6
The Pain Of FailureIs Greater Than The Feeling Of Success So I Just Dont Want To Try ...........6
Im Too Tired And I Just Want To Give Up .....................................................................................7
Why Am I The Only One Who Has To Work This Hard .................................................................7
I Am Worried I Look Stupid If I Ask For Help ................................................................................8
What I Need To Do Is Way Too Complicated For Me To Learn .....................................................8
Others Think I Am Wasting My Time Because They Dont Understand Why I Want This ............9
I Dont Know Why Wanted This In The First Place ........................................................................9
I Am Worried Others Will Judge Me For Not Knowing What To Do ...........................................10
I Can't Seem To Do Anything Right ..............................................................................................11
This Is No Fun! Shouldn't Every Step Be Fun Because I Am Working Toward What Is Best For
Me ..................................................................................................................................................11
I Can't Tell If I Am Pursuing This Because I Want It Or If I Am Suppose To Want This .............12
Other Are Applying Their Definition Of Happiness To Me...........................................................12
I Want This So Badly I Am Worried It Is Going To Take Over My Life .......................................13
If I Tap For One Issue I Am Going To Open Pandora's Box To All The Issues I Need To Tap For
........................................................................................................................................................13
I Have Failed Before And I Feel Like I Am Going To Fail Again .................................................14
I Should Be Self Sufficient And Not Asking For Help ..................................................................14
I Have No Idea What I Want ..........................................................................................................15
I Am Worried That I Am Seeking Something So Big That It's Impossible....................................15
I Feel Like I Am Constantly Changing My Mind About What I Want ..........................................16

Being OK With Believing In Yourself ...........................................................................................16

There Are Too Many New Things To Learn And Not Enough Time .............................................17
I Keep Getting Confused About What I Want ...............................................................................17
I Hate Failure..................................................................................................................................18
I Dont Know Exactly What I Want Any More..............................................................................18
It Feels Like There Is So Much At Stake It Is Paralyzing..............................................................19
If I Make Changes Others Will Be Mad At Me .............................................................................19
I Hate Feeling Like I Am Only Doing It Because It Is What Is Best For Me................................20
I Feel Like I Am Just Living Up To Someone Elses Expectations ...............................................20
I Dont Know Exactly What I Want So Am Afraid I Will Waste Effort By Doing The Wrong
Thing ..............................................................................................................................................21
Slow Progress Is Killing My Motivation To Take Action..............................................................21
Internal Peace Is A Process ............................................................................................................22
I Have Too Much To Tap For And Dealing With All Of It Will Be Too Painful ...........................22
Admitting I Don't Know ................................................................................................................23
Sometimes I Care Too Much..........................................................................................................23
I Just Dont Care Any More ...........................................................................................................24
I Resent The Tasks I Feel Like I Have To Do It ............................................................................24
If I Fail I Will Lose The One Thing I Was Clinging To My Hope .................................................25
When Our Goals Feel Unreasonable..............................................................................................25
Not Having A Human Experience..................................................................................................26
Working Towards My Goal Means I Have To Admit I Have Failed Up To Now..........................26
Let Nothing Frighten You ..............................................................................................................27
Forgiveness And Goodness ............................................................................................................27

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I Dont Feel a Strong Connection to my Goals

I have a list of goals...I have something I want to achieve...I have named that goal...Even if I
dont have it specifically spelled out...Even if I dont know exactly what I want...At some point I
have had the choice...And I have had the chance...To name the direction that I want to go...And
when I came up with the goals I was excited...When I came up with the goals I was ready to
go...When I came up with the goals I couldnt wait to move forward...And now I feel so
disconnected from that goal...It feels unreal...It feels too far away...It almost feels like it was
written for someone else...Who is not me...But this is just a phase...This is just a stage...There
have been lots of times where Ive lost connection...There have been lots of times where Ive lost
enthusiasm...And all I need to do...Is tune into why I want those goals...Because the goals
themselves are means to an end...We dont lose weight just to lose weight...We do it to feel
healthy...We dont learn a new skill just for the sake of that new skill...But because of the joy and
opportunity it brings to our life...I give myself permission...To spend some time thinking about
why I want these goals...How they would change my life...What they will do for me in the long
term...When I give myself space to do this...I reconnect with my enthusiasm...It doesnt mean I
think it will be perfect...It doesnt mean I think it will be easy...But it will put me in a space...To
allow me to start moving forward.

I Dont Have Enough Time To Do What I Am Already Committed

To How Can I Add More To Do
Im so overwhelmed...I have so many things to do...And it feels like at every single turn...Im
being stretched to the absolute edge...It feels like at every single turn...I cant move
forward...Because there are so many things going on...Im being pulled in so many different
directions...Theres no way I can add more...Theres no way I can do more...If I cant get done
what I have to do...How can I do more and work towards my goals?...But I recognize the
fact...That the goals that I have...Bring balance and stability into my life...The goals that I
have...Work me towards balance...Which gives me clarity...Which gives me the ability to act in
new ways...Which gives me new strength and energy...Part of the reason Im striving for these
goals...Is because life is so crazy right now...Even though I feel so chaotic right now...Working
towards these goals...Is about putting me in a position...Where I can have more balance...Where I
can have more time...And so even though it feels like...There is no space...To cram more in...By
cramming a little more in...And working towards my goals...Im actually working towards
creating space...Im working towards moving forward...Im working towards being
successful...Which will bring about balance...Which will create more time...It feels like a lot...It
feels like I cant cram it in...But I dont have to do it all now...I dont have to do it all at
once...But if I just do a little bit...It will position me for so much more...So much better...So
much less overwhelm.

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If Others See Me Improve They Will Expect Me To Keep Improving

I know I want to be successful...I want to move forward...I want to achieve my goals...I want all
the rewards that come with that success...But there is a part of me...That is afraid...That if I have
success...That if I move forward...That if I have achievement...Im going to put myself in a
position...Where others are going to see that success...And make that success the new
norm...Regardless how hard that success is...Regardless how much work that success is...Since I
achieved it...People are always going to think that is what is possible for me...And it is true...My
success is repeatable...It is true...I can do it again and again But I dont want the expectations
raised...I dont want others always demanding this of me...And because I dont want those raised
expectations...There is a part of me that is sabotaging myself...There is a part of me that is
scared...There is a part of me that doesnt want to move forward...There is a part of me that
feels...Any success I achieve...Will to raise expectations...And create burden...I give myself
permission...To recognize the fact...The expectations that are important...And the expectations I
hold for myself...The expectations that are significant...Are the expectations I have for
myself...And I see whats going on clearly...And I know what is reasonable...Regardless of what
other people expect of me...I give myself permission...To have success...And be
successful...Because that success...Is what leads me forward...Which brings me joy...Which gives
me happiness...I give myself permission to let go of other peoples success...And live my life for
my joy...And for my expectations...Of me and my future.

The Pain Of FailureIs Greater Than The Feeling Of Success So I

Just Dont Want To Try
I want to be successful...Success feels good...Success brings reward...It brings everything good
that comes with achieving this goal...Its why Im putting forth effort...Because whenever I feel
less success...Is better than where I am right now...That is why Im following these goals...That is
why Im working towards this...But I recognize the fact...Failure is painful...Failure is no
fun...And theres a part of me...That is afraid to make effort...Because it feels the pain of
failure...It fears all of the negative emotions that come along with failure...It fears the
disappointment...It fears the judgment...It fears others seeing me fail...And there are times...With
that failure...And the pain of that failure...Feel so much bigger...Than success and the joy of
success...And because the negative feels so much worse than the positive...Theres a part of me
that doesnt want to try...Because it doesnt feel like a fair fight...If I succeed, I only get a
little...If I fail, I lose a lot...But the success that I achieve...Is more than momentary...Because the
success that I succeed...Continues to add up moment by moment...When I achieve I dont have it
just for now...But I have that success into every moment...And it multiplies into the
future...Failure is temporary...Because I get a chance to try again...But the successes I
have...Build on other successes...And multiply over time...Even though they only feel
momentary...Even though they only feel miniscule...They add up...Im right, its not a fair
fight...Comparing the success to the failure...But its the other way around...Because the
successes add up...Because they multiply...They are so much bigger than any failure.

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Im Too Tired And I Just Want To Give Up

I want to move forward...I want to achieve my goals...I know my life will be better...When the
change happens...But it feels so far off...It feels like there are way too many steps...It feels like
way too much work...And no matter what I do...And no matter what I try...Theres still so much
left...I have been working really hard...I have been putting in a lot of effort...I have been
striving...And because I have put in so much effort...I am just worn out...I am really tired...It
doesnt feel like anything I do...Or any effort I put in...Is going to be enough...And its harder to
stay motivated...When Im just physically tired...When Im just intellectually tired...When Im
just emotionally tired...I have given so much...I have tried so hard...And I still feel like Im in a
place...That I cant do anymore...And as tired as I am now...If I had to do it all...There would be
no chance...There would be no way...But I dont have to do it all...I dont have to do it all once...I
dont have to do it all this moment...I simply need to start moving forward again...And with each
step, I will gain momentum...And momentum will help me to gain energy...And energy will fight
this feeling tired...I dont have to do it all...I dont have to do it all right now...I simply need to
start...I simply need to continue...And I give myself permission...To do what I have to do in this
moment...To care for myself...To position myself...To make the next step.

Why Am I The Only One Who Has To Work This Hard

Sometimes it seems really unfair...That I have to overcome things...When people around me
dont have to overcome...Some people have more supportive families...Some people have more
time...Some people have more money...Some people have more opportunity...It feels like Im
stuck...It feels like I have to work harder...That there are more obstacles for me to get
over...There are more burdens that I have to bear...And when I see other people having easy
success...I feel demotivated...Because it feels like Im never going to get there...Because I have
to work so much harder...And everybody else is going to get there first...But I recognize the
fact...That even though I have it harder than some people I have it a lot easier than others...The
simple fact that I have time to pursue a goal...And Im not simply fighting to get by...Means that
I have more opportunity that most of the world...Yes, it is harder for me than others...Yes, there
are people who have advantages I dont have...By the exact same time...I do recognize that I do
have opportunity...I recognize I have a chance...I recognize that even though this is a lot of
work...There are opportunities in my life...In which I can make my life better...In which I can
move forward easily...In which I can do things in such a way...It will improve my life and others
as well...It can be hard seeing others with more advantage than me...But I also need to
remember...I have a lot...And even if things arent working out perfectly...I appreciate I have the
chance to try and do this.

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I Am Worried I Look Stupid If I Ask For Help

I know I want this change...I know I want to move forward...I can see how this fits in my life...It
makes my life better...But there is a part of me...That is afraid to ask for help...Because when I
ask for help...Im admitting I dont know something...And people are going to see me as not
knowing that...And they might even think Im stupid...I want to look capable...I want to look in
control...I want to look strong...I want to look self-sufficient...And if I ask for help...I wont be
seen as any of those things...But I give myself permission to recognize...That if someone else
asks me for help...I would happily say yes...I would want to rush to their aid...I would want them
to be successful...I would appreciate the fact that they ask for help...I wouldnt think theyre
stupid...In fact, I would think just the opposite...I would think theyre making a good
choice...And Ill appreciate the fact that they asked me...I give myself permission to know...It is
OK for me to ask for help...There are people in my life who want me to ask for help...There are
people who would encourage me to ask for help...They wont see me as stupid...They wont see
me as less than...Instead theyll be ready to move forward with me...Theyll be
encouraging...Theyll be supportive...Theyll want whats best for me...I give myself
permission...To know it is OK to ask for help...Its not a sign of weakness...Its not a sign of
failure...Its an honest recognition...Of what can and needs to happen next...I give myself
permission to know...That I can and should...Ask for help.

What I Need To Do Is Way Too Complicated For Me To Learn

I know I want to move forward...I know this is right for me...I know how much better my life is
going to be when I achieve this...And Im willing to put in the hard work to make it happen...But
some of the things I have to do...Are just too complicated...Some of the things I have to do...Are
just too big...And I give myself permission to recognize...That everything I have ever learned...I
didnt know how to do...Until I learned how to do it...And some of those things took one or two
times...Or other things took lots and lots of effort...Some of the tasks I do every single day...With
absolutely no effort at all...At one point were so complicated they were incomprehensible...Even
though things look really hard right now...Even though things look really, really complicated...I
was and am made for learning new things... Learning is part of what we do as humans...And at
the beginning since I can do none of it...It feels like way too much...I give myself permission to
be easy with myself...I give myself permission to be easy with the process...As I move forward
and learn new things...I dont have to learn them all at once...I dont have to learn them all in one
sitting...Its a process that will unfold...I learned complicated things before...And I can do it
again.

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Others Think I Am Wasting My Time Because They Dont

Understand Why I Want This
Its exciting to be going after something new...I know that this is the direction I want ahead...Its
far from perfect...And I know my vision is going to change over time...But Im OK with that...I
know this is the right path...And the people in my life dont see it that way...They dont
understand why Im bucking the trend...They dont understand why I am leaving the status
quo...And I recognize the fact...That their concern is rooted in a good place...They want good for
me...They want happy for me...But at the moment they have a limited understanding...Of what
could make me happy...Or what could bring me joy...I appreciate their concern...But I recognize
Im on the right path...And this isnt the right path for them...And this might not even be the right
path for anyone else in the world...But its the right path for me...I appreciate their concern...I
appreciate they want whats best for me...And Im going to stay the course...Im going to keep
moving towards what is right for me...Even if others think its a waste of time to try...Even if
others think this isnt going to fulfill me...I appreciate their concern...And their input...And Im
going to make the best, right choice for me.

I Dont Know Why Wanted This In The First Place

When I started this, I was so excited...When I started this, I was ready to go...When I started this,
I wanted so much better...There was so much excitement...There was so much energy...Dreaming
was fun...And I could see the goal unfolding before me...And all that it would bring me...But for
some reason Ive lost touch with that...For some reason that feels like a distant memory...I can
kind of see why this is a good idea...But that energy...That spark...That enthusiasm...Seems to
have dissipated...And its hard to take action...Its hard to stay motivated...Its hard to do those
difficult things...But I recognize the fact...Theres part of me that really wants this...And its not
about what I want...Its about why I want it...And when Im able to tune in to that why...Why I
want this change...Why I want my life to be better...It makes a difference...It re-energizes me...I
give myself permission to just hang out...And reconnect with that sense of why...Not think of
tasks...Not think of what comes next...But just appreciate what I can truly have...And what I can
truly be...I allow myself...The opportunity to tune back into that energy...And that excitement.

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I Am Worried Others Will Judge Me For Not Knowing What To Do

Its exciting to be doing something new...Its exciting to be doing something different...I am glad
that I am working towards new goals...I am glad that there are new things in front of me...Im
glad that there are new opportunities...But because I am doing something new...It means I have
to do things that I have never done before...And when I do things that I have never done
before...People will see me not knowing what to do...People will see me being lost...People will
see me being concerned...People will see me being overwhelmed...I dont like looking lost...And
I dont like looking like I dont understand...I want to fit in...I want to be seen as capable...But I
recognize the fact...That most people are so involved in what theyre doing theyre not even
going to notice me...And if they do notice me theyre more likely to recognize my
effort...Theyre going to recognize Im trying something new...Theyre going to recognize that
Im stretching...That Im expanding...That Im moving forward...And I appreciate the fact...That
others are noticing my effort...But I know what is most important...Is the effort that I put
forward...And the progress that I make...Im going to encounter things that I dont know how to
do...Im going to encounter things that I dont know how to do...But everything in my
life...Every single thing in my life...I couldnt do when I first tried...I had to learn...I had to be
seen as learning...I survived that...And I will survive this...There are people who are going to
appreciate that Im trying something new...And there are people who will be encouraged by
that...I give myself permission to be easy with myself...Even when Im concerned how others are
going to see me.

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I Can't Seem To Do Anything Right

I just cant seem to get it right...No matter what I try...No matter how I try...No matter what
happens...I cant seem to get it right...And its really frustrating...Because I want so much
better...I want so much more...I simply want this to work out...And the fact that I continue to find
myself stuck...Taking effort and not getting anywhere is so frustrating...I feel like I cant catch a
break...I feel like I cant move over...I give myself permission...To recognize the fact...That in the
past, things went wrong...Before they went right...Almost every success I have ever had...In my
entire life...I did not get right on the first time...And many times I didnt get it right on the first
ten times...I give myself permission...To be easy with myself...And recognize its OK to be
frustrated...With things not going right...That frustration is just a part of me...That wants better
and more...That frustration is just a part of me...That wants to move forward in a constructive
way...That frustration is just a part of me that is tired of it not working out...I acknowledge the
frustration...I appreciate the frustration...I dont want to live in the frustration...But Im glad
theres a part of me that wants better...Im glad that theres a part of me that wants more...I give
myself permission...To be easy with myself...As I struggle to find my way...Just because things
arent going right at the moment...Doesnt mean Im going to be stuck this way...I give myself
permission to take a deep breath...To reset...To refocus...And to try again...Knowing that when I
do this...It will work out...Maybe not as easily as Id like...Maybe not as quickly as Id
like...Maybe not as effortlessly as Id like...But this is too important...For me to quit...To quit
fighting...And to quit trying to find a path...I can and will make this work out.

This Is No Fun! Shouldn't Every Step Be Fun Because I Am

Working Toward What Is Best For Me
I want my life to be better...I want my life to be filled with joy...There are so many great things
out there for me...Theres so much success to be had...And Im willing to do the work that it
requires...To get to that success...Im willing to put forth concerted effort...To make my dreams
come true...But I have to admit...Some of this work is painful...Some of this work is no
fun...Some of this work is downright annoying...And it feels like since Im working towards a
goal...Towards something that should be life giving...Towards something that should be
fruitful...That the process itself would be a lot more fun...That the process itself would be a lot
more enjoyable...But the fact of the matter is...There are going to be steps that arent
enjoyable...But there are steps that need to be taken...In order to reach my goal...Obstacles to be
cleared...Things to be learned...Effort to be put forth...It will take work...And not all of it is going
to be glamorous...Not all of it is going to be fun...But if I do that work...And I keep moving
forward...Im going to position myself...To have those things I want...Im going to position
myself...To have those things I need...Im going to position myself...To be filled with joy...I give
myself permission...To be easy and gentle with myself...As I do tasks that arent a great deal of
fun...But knowing that by doing the work now...Its setting me up for long-term success...Its
setting me up for a long-term joy.

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I Can't Tell If I Am Pursuing This Because I Want It Or If I Am

Suppose To Want This
Theres a part of me that wants to move forward...Theres a part of me that wants to be
successful...That wants to have happiness...That wants to find joy...And sometimes I dont
know...If the things I am striving for...Are the things that I actually want...Or the things Im
supposed to want...There are cultural definitions of success...And there are cultural definitions of
happiness...And just because they are normative...Doesnt mean theyre right for me...And it also
doesnt mean I should go storming away from it...It is just something that makes a lot of people
happy...Or at least in the past has made a lot of people happy...I give myself permission to
question...Whether or not these goals are right for me...Whether or not these are the things that I
truly want...Or if Im being pushed toward them by some other force...Its OK for me to pursue
what is in front of me...And to question whether or not it is right for me...It may be perfectly
right for me...And it may be the wrong fit...So I give myself permission...To trust my
judgment...To trust my instinct...To trust my inner guidance...As I move through the world...And
try to figure out what is right for me...I give myself permission...To look critically at my goals...
Regardless of what anybody else thinks...Regardless of what makes anyone else happy...Im
going to make the choice that is right for me...Whatever that turns out to be...Its OK if I question
my goals...Its OK if I question if theyre right for me...I give myself permission to trust myself
to figure out what is right for me.

Other Are Applying Their Definition Of Happiness To Me

There are people in my life who want whats best for me...There are people in my life who want
more...They want me to be happy...They want me to be successful...They want me to have a rich
life...But their definition of happiness...And their definition of success...Is very much based on
their experience of life...And so when they see me...And they think I want to be happy...In the
way that they are happy...They think my success...Is their definition of success...And because of
this, they can be well-meaning...Because of this, they can try and be helpful...And end up doing
it in a way...That is anything but helpful...I give myself permission...To recognize their
intention...Without having to take their advice...Without taking their help...And without having to
feel their judgment...Even though they might be judging me...Even though they might be
thinking Im doing it wrong...Even though they might even be gossiping about me...Because Im
not living the exact life they think I should be living...I give myself permission...To live up to my
standard...I give myself permission...To live up to my goals...I give myself permission...To
appreciate their intention...And appreciate the fact they want better for me...And let go of what
theyre offering...Let go of what theyre hoping...Let go of what they think I need to be
doing...This is about me...This is about my choices...This is about moving forward in a way that
is helpful and healthful for me...I give myself permission...To be easy with myself...As I choose
the path that is right for me...Regardless if it meets anyone elses definition of happiness...My
definition of happiness is most important...My definition of happiness is what I need.

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I Want This So Badly I Am Worried It Is Going To Take Over My

Life
Im glad I have goals...Im glad I have something Im striving for...Its good to be excited about
those goals...And that excitement pushes me forward...It pushes me through hard times...It
pushes me through those places where its hard to do the work...But there is a part of me that is
concerned...That Im going to throw myself completely into this...That Im going to become
completely consumed by it...That my whole world...That my whole life...Will be thrown into this
one thing...And sometimes I need to do that in the short term...Short bursts of work...That help
me to have success quickly...But there are times...In which I can lose balance...Because Im so
consumed by one thing...And I appreciate the fact that there is a part of me...That wants better
and wants me to be successful...But no matter how important this goal is...I still need to maintain
balance in my life...No matter how important this goal is...There are other things I need to put
my attention to...Its good to keep balance...And as long as I keep reminding myself...That even
though these goals are important...They are not the end-all and be-all...They are not everything in
my life...As long as I commit to...Remembering to look at the big picture...And seeing how all of
this fits into my life...If I keep doing that...I will maintain balance...I will stay focused...I will
stay dedicated...And I will keep moving forward...I give myself permission to be excited about
my goals...I give myself permission to throw my heart into them...While always recognizing its
important that I keep balance...And that its possible for me to keep balance.

If I Tap For One Issue I Am Going To Open Pandora's Box To All

The Issues I Need To Tap For
I recognize its important for me to do work...I know I want to dig deep...And clear all of the
issues that are in my way...That are preventing me from moving forward...That are preventing
me from taking the action that I want...But Im also worried...I know how one issue is connected
to another...And then if I uncover one thing...Very likely its going to lead to another...And the
third...And the fifth...And the tenth issue...And Im afraid to tap...Because if I spend time
tapping...Im going to uncover things that are too much...Im going to uncover things that I cant
handle...Im going to become completely overwhelmed by emotion...Im going to be completely
overwhelmed by my experience...And its good for me to be thoughtful...About when I tap...And
about what issues I tap for...But Im not tapping just to uncover things...Im tapping to take
action...And as long as I keep focused...In my tapping...And how I approach all of this...Its
going to help me to uncover it all...Its going to help me to move forward...Its going to help me
to take action in unique ways...I know I need to tap...And to tap regularly...And I give myself
permission to know...That every time I sit down to tap...Its not going to uncover a million
things...Its not going to release Pandoras box...And if something comes up...It probably needed
to...It was impacting me anyway...And this is a great opportunity for me to deal with it...In big
and small ways...I give myself permission to be easy as I tap...Knowing it doesnt have to
overwhelm me.

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I Have Failed Before And I Feel Like I Am Going To Fail Again

I have goals...I have dreams...I have things that I want to achieve...And I know its going to take
work...And I know its going to take me learning new things...I know its going to have me
stepping outside of my comfort zone...And there is a part of me...That recognizes the fact...That
things could go wrong...Theres a part of me...That recognizes that I could fail...And one of the
main reasons...That I know this is a possibility...Is because I have failed in the past...And because
I have failed in the past...Theres a part of me that fears that I am going to fail again...And I hate
failing...Its embarrassing...Its demoralizing...It wastes time and energy...But I recognize the
fact...I have overcome failure before...Everything that Ive accomplished in my life...Was
preceded with me not accomplishing it...And some things that I failed at...I failed at many times
before I was successful...And I remember those failures...And I dont want to repeat those
failures...And thats why Im hesitant...But I remember failures more...Because of their scope
and how unusual they are...I dont remember the thousands of times I walked up stairs
successfully...I only remember the times that I failed...I dont remember the thousands of car
rides Ive been in safely...I only remember the accidents...And this is no different...I remember
my failures more...Because they stand out more than the successes...At some point in the future I
will fail again...And I will survive...And I will move on...And I will succeed at some of those
things I fail at...Its good to be cautious...Its good to be thoughtful...But I dont have to fear
failure.

I Should Be Self Sufficient And Not Asking For Help

I want to achieve my goals...I want my life to be better...I want to move forward...And theres a
part of me that feels like Im the one that has to do it...Theres a part of me that feels like its only
successful if its mine...And if I get help from others...Then its a cheat...If I get help from
others...Its not enough...If I get help from others...I have somehow failed...But I give myself
permission to know...That my success can come in many ways...And its important...That I draw
on the help and experience of others...Its important...To recognize I dont have to do it all on my
own...I give myself permission...To be easy with myself...As I step in to do this work...As I
decide to move forward...Everyone who is successful...Has help from others...Everyone who is
successful...Hasnt done it all on their own...I need others to be successful...And thats OK...I
need others to move forward...And thats OK...I give myself permission to seek help...From
those who can make my life easier...This is about making my life better...Not about the amount
of work I put in...This is about making my life better...Without feeling like I have to be
dependent on others...This is a process...That is unfolding...And its OK if I get help from others.

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I Have No Idea What I Want

I know I want better...I know I want more...I know I want improvement...I know I want
change...But theres a part of me...That simply doesnt know what I want...Doesnt know whats
next...Doesnt have clear direction...And doesnt have clear vision...And this is really
frustrating...I hate not knowing where Im going...Because I dont know what steps to take...And
it feels like Im wasting time and energy...And I dont want to waste time and energy...I dont
want to be directionless...I dont want to be focus-less...I want to move forward...In a way that is
gentle and helpful...I want to move forward...With a sense of direction and purpose...I give
myself permission...To know that simply because I am asking these questions...I am trying to
figure out what is next...I am making sure that...Im actually moving forward...Even though in
this moment it feels like Im spinning my wheels...Even though in this moment it feels like I
have no direction...I give myself permission to be easy with myself...I give myself permission to
be easy with the process...If I take a little time every day...To tap for clarity...Tap for
direction...Tap for my anxieties and my fears...I am going to move forward...And a path is going
to open before me...One that I dont necessarily expect...One that I dont necessarily see in this
moment...But it will arrive...It will help me to move forward...In big and small ways...Just
because I dont have a plan now...Doesnt mean Im always going to be stuck here.

I Am Worried That I Am Seeking Something So Big That It's

Impossible
I know I want better...I know I want more...I know I want improvement...I know I want
change...But there is a part of me...It simply doesnt know what I want...Doesnt know whats
next...Doesnt have clear direction...And doesnt have clear vision...And this is really
frustrating...I hate not knowing where Im going...Because I dont know what steps to take...And
it feels like Im wasting time and energy...I dont want to waste time and energy...I dont want to
be direction-less...I dont want to be focus-less...I want to move forward...In a way that is gentle
and helpful...I want to move forward...With a sense of direction and purpose...I give myself
permission...To know that simply because I am asking these questions...I am trying to figure out
what is next...I am making sure that...Im actually moving forward...Even though in this moment
it feels like Im spinning my wheels...Even though in this moment it feels like I have no
direction...I give myself permission to be easy with myself...I give myself permission to be easy
with the process...If I take a little time everyday...Tap for clarity...Tap for direction...Tap for my
anxieties and my fears...Im going to move forward...And a path is going to open before
me...One that I dont necessarily expect...One that I dont necessarily see in this moment...But it
will arrive...It will help me to move forward...In big and small ways...Just because I dont have a
plan now...Doesnt mean Im always going to be stuck here.

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I Feel Like I Am Constantly Changing My Mind About What I

Want
I like having a dream...I like having a vision...I like having a specific direction...I like it when I
have a plan...It gives my work purpose...It gives my time direction...But right now, for some
reason, I cant get a plan together...I want one thing...And then I want something else...And then
I want a third thing...And then the first thing...And then the second and the third thing at the
same time...And its frustrating...And it feels like Im wasting time...It feels like Im wasting
effort...It feels like Im wasting energy...It feels like every single time I try something...Im just
wasting my time...Because I know after I do something...I am going to change my mind...But I
give myself permission to recognize...The fact that as I move forward...There are going to be
false starts...There are going to be times where I dont have a clear vision...There are going to be
times where Im confused...And change my mind 45 times in one day...Just because Im
changing my mind...Doesnt mean that Im necessarily lost...Part of the process of reaching a
goal...Is recognizing my initial vision isnt perfect...And its OK if I change my mind...Its OK if
I feel a little lost...Because each time I take action...I learn a little bit more...I know a little bit
more...I refine my ideas a little bit more...Even though it feels like Im going a bazillion
directions...Its OK for now...I give myself permission to experiment...I give myself permission
to change my mind...Until I can get settled...Knowing exactly what I want.

Being OK With Believing In Yourself

I know in order to take action...I have to believe in myself...Confident action in the long run is
much more successful...Than tentative action...And if I want to be successful...In a long term
lasting way...I need to consistently take confident action...To take confident action...I actually
have to be confident...But there is a part of me...That is worried that if Im confident...Ill come
across as arrogant...Ill come across as selfish...Ill come across as being in it only for me...And I
dont want to be seen as arrogant...But if I dont believe in myself...Its going to be hard for
me...To make good, lasting choices...And so I give myself permission...To know I can have
confidence...Without being arrogant...I can believe in my ability...Without belittling anyone
else...I can step forward boldly...Doing what I know I can do...Without looking like a
jerk...Without looking selfish...Without being judged by others...Quiet confidence is
attractive...Quiet confidence is encouraging Quiet confidence is bold...I give myself
permission to know quiet confidence...Is not only good for me...Its a necessity for me to be
successful.

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There Are Too Many New Things To Learn And Not Enough Time
There are so many new things for me to learn...And I know once I learn these things...My life is
going to be so much better...Because its going to propel me down the path...To my new
goals...To my new dreams...But right now it feels like I have so far to go...There are just way,
way too many things for me to learn...And it feels like Im starting from scratch...And feels like
its way too hard...And I recognize the fact...That everything I know how to do...At some point I
didnt know how to do that...Even the most complicated things in my life...I was able to learn
how to do...And if I had to learn...All of these new things all at once...Then it would be
impossible...But I dont...I have time to learn...To learn each individual thing...To learn each
individual task...And I give myself permission to be easy with myself...Taking each new thing I
need to learn...One at a time...Not feeling rushed...Knowing that if I take the time to master it...It
will be something that I know forever...If Im trying to learn too many things at once...Or I dont
give it enough time...It will cause long-term problems...But if I take the time...One at a time...To
learn all of this...I will own it and master it forever...I dont have to be in a rush...I dont have to
be in a hurry...I can learn all that I need to learn...In due time.

I Keep Getting Confused About What I Want

I know I want better...I know I want more...I know I want to move forward...I know there are
many things in my life that I want to change...And there are some moments where I can see a
clear path...There are some moments where I know what I really want...And this is not one of
those moments...Right now Im confused...One moment I think I know what Im doing...The
next moment I have no idea which possibility makes the most sense...And its really
confusing...And its really overwhelming...And I dont like the fact that I dont know...Because
Im not exactly sure how to put forth effort...Im afraid that anything I try...Will be a giant waste
of time...That Ill be investing time and effort...Into things that might not serve me...Its all so
confusing...I give myself permission to know...It is OK to be confused...It is OK not to know
which way to go...It is OK to have fuzzy goals and dreams...I give myself permission...To step
back and take a deep breath...To know that as I continue to work...My vision will become more
clear...Part of me actually knows the right direction to head...And is gently pushing me down that
path...Even if Im completely unaware of what that path is at this moment...I trust myself...I trust
the process...I trust that I wont always be stuck in this place of lack of vision...As I stay
dedicated...And keep working towards better...Even if I cant see what that is in the big
picture...There are small things I can do every day...To improve my life...Which will help the
path to unfold in front of me.

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I Hate Failure
I hate failure...I hate failing...I hate having a plan and having it go wrong...I hate hoping for
better...And having it go sideways...I hate having things blow up in my face...I hate when things
dont work out...Its OK for me to hate these things...When Im frustrated with failure...When
Im disappointed with progress...When Im overwhelmed with what is going on...That is the part
of me...That simply wants better...That is the part of me...That wants more successful...That is
the part of me...That wants to move forward...I give myself permission...To recognize that when
I feel frustration about failure...It is the part of me that only wants better...It is the part of me that
wants more...I hear the part of me that hates failure...I acknowledge it...And I choose not to live
in it...I choose to hear what it has to say...I choose to respond to that...And I choose to move
on...Its OK to not be OK with failure...But I wont stay in that hate...I want to use that as
motivation to move forward...I want to use that as motivation to take action...I want to use that as
motivation to be fully present to who I am and where I am...I give myself permission to not love
failure...To learn from failure...And to let it go.

I Dont Know Exactly What I Want Any More

At one point I knew what I was doing...At one point I knew where I was going...At one point I
had a plan...I had a dream...I had desire...I thought I had clarity...But as time passes...As Ive
experienced new things...As things have changed...I dont feel like I have the same clarity...I no
longer have the same plan...And I choose to recognize...It is part of the process...I choose to
recognize it is something that unfolds with time...I choose to recognize it is something Im going
to learn...Little by little...Bit by bit...Its OK if Im not exactly sure where Im heading...Its OK
if the only thing I know is my plan has changed...I give myself permission to let plans change...I
give myself permission to know its not always going to be perfect...I give myself permission to
be easy with myself as it unfolds...Even though I dont know exactly where Im going...Even
though it feels like Ive lost my way...I give myself permission to be easy with myself...To know
that its OK to change my plan...To know its OK to change my desires...To know its OK to
change the direction I am heading.

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It Feels Like There Is So Much At Stake It Is Paralyzing

I really want this...I know how much its going to change my life...I know how much better its
going to feel...And right now it feels like its make or break...It feels like its all or nothing...If
this step doesnt work out...Its all going to fall apart...Even though Ive done a lot of work up to
this point...It feels like the next bit is the most important bit...Or if the next bit fails, the whole
thing fails...But I give myself permission to recognize...My success is a culmination of
choices...And none of the choices have to work out...In order for me to be
successful...Sometimes when things go wrong...They show me new paths...They show me new
options...They show me new opportunities...Theres a part of me thats preventing me from
taking action...Because it is afraid...That if I move forward...That if I step into this...Its going to
go wrong...And its going to wreck everything...And so its not taking action...In order to keep
me safe...Because if I never act...It cant go wrong...But I know no action means no progress...So
I give myself permission to know...This is not all or nothing...I give myself permission to
know...This is not make or break...I need to take action...I need to keep moving forward...Even if
I know its not perfect...Even if I might fail...My success is not about one action being right...But
about consistently making action...And moving forward.

If I Make Changes Others Will Be Mad At Me

I know I want this change...I know I want to move forward...I know how profoundly it will
impact my life...I know the quality of life it will give me...And when this thing changes...Its
going to have rippling effects through my entire life...Its not just about this goal...But its also
about who I am...Which means it impacts all my relationships...Some of my relationships are
going to be impacted in a really positive way...There are people in my life who are going to be
cheerleaders for me to move forward...But this isnt true for all of my relationships...There are
going to be people...Who are going to be frustrated with this change...Not because they dont
want better for me...But because a change in me means a change for them...And people dont like
change...Especially change they didnt create...And when I change...I create change in my
relationships...But I know I need to make this change...And I know my relationships need to
evolve along with this change...And even if it causes problems in the short term...In some of my
relationships...This is the change that has to happen...This is a change that is good for me...In the
short term and in the long term...In the short term my relationships might not catch up...But in
the long term they will...I know this change is right for me...And even if it causes a little
frustration with my loved ones...This is the right change for me...My relationships will
evolve...My relationships will catch up...To me and my transformation.

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I Hate Feeling Like I Am Only Doing It Because It Is What Is Best

For Me
My entire life...I have been told I need to do things...Because it is what is best for me...And there
have been times it has been whats best for me...And there have been times people have said it
just to get me to do what they wanted me to do...And there have been times I dont know if it
was the best for me or not...But because of my history...Of being told to do something because it
is whats best for me...When I encounter things that are best for me...I dont do them...Because I
dont like being told what to do...And even when I come to the conclusion on my own...That it is
whats best for me...Theres still a part of me...That holds the residual resentment of other people
telling me it is what is best for me...From this point forward...I need to make the choices that are
right for me...Because when I make the choices that are right for me...I am able to move towards
my goal...I am able to move forward...I am able to be successful...I am able to step into my own
power...I am able to achieve what I want to achieve...I appreciate the part that resents doing what
is best for me...Because of my history of people telling me what is best for me...If I decide
something is what is best for me...That is the perfect reason to do something...Its not something
to rebel against...Its not something to fight...Its a good choice to make...So as I move
forward...Not only do I do what is best for me...I have what is best for me.

I Feel Like I Am Just Living Up To Someone Elses Expectations

Theres a part of me...That wants to respect my family...Theres a part of me...That wants to
respect my loved ones...Theres a part of me that is happier when everybody is happy...I know
the people in my life have expectations of me...I know the people in my life have a definition of
who Im supposed to be...I know the people in my life expect certain actions out of me...I know
the people in my life expect me to live a certain way...And there are lots of reasons for these
expectations...Sometimes they think its best for me...Sometimes they think its best for
them...Sometimes its just the only way that they know...I can love my loved ones...I can respect
my loved ones...I can understand where my loved ones are coming from...And still make my
choices...My choices are about me...My choices are up to me...My choices are for me...My
choices are about me...At the end of the day...Im the one who has to live with my choices...At
the end of the day...I am the sum total of my choices...My choices need to be for me...My choices
need to be about me...In the end the only way I will truly be happy...Is if I choose what is best for
me...I can hear other peoples thoughts...I can hear their expectations...But in the end I have to do
what is best for me.

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I Dont Know Exactly What I Want So Am Afraid I Will Waste

Effort By Doing The Wrong Thing
I wish I had a clearer vision...I wish I had a sharper focus...About what I exactly wanted...And
about exactly where I want to head...But I dont have that...I only have a vague idea...A sense of
something that might be right...And because I lack confidence...In this goal and how it works for
me...I give myself permission...To be easy with myself...Knowing that pursuing this fuzzy
goal...Is not going to be a waste of time...And its not going to be a waste of effort...Because
every single time I take action...Im going to learn from that action...Every single time I try
something...Im going to get feedback...About how it feels...About what it leads to...And about
what is next...So even if I dont know exactly where Im going...Taking effort in moving towards
a fuzzy goal...Is going to move me down the path...Is going to help me understand...What I do
and dont want...Even if I move in the wrong direction...That movement is going to crystallize
my goal...Is going to help me to understand whats next...And so it becomes a useful
action...Even if its heading in a direction...That isnt the way I ultimately want to go...I wont
know where I ultimately want to go...Until I start trying...Making effort towards fuzzy goals...Is
making effort to clarity...And with this clarity...I can make it to the right spot.

Slow Progress Is Killing My Motivation To Take Action

I really want to reach my goals...I really want to make progress...I want to see that progress...I
want to appreciate that progress...I want to know that that progress is happening...But sometimes,
that progress is happening so slowly...It doesnt feel like Im making progress at all...It feels like
treading water...It feels like one step forward, one step back...It feels like Im even sliding a little
bit...But I give myself permission to know...That there are going to be times...When it doesnt
look like Im moving forward at all...It doesnt look like Im making progress...But the action
that I am taking...Is moving me forward...I just cant see it...Because its happening in the
background...Knowing that the fruits of all of this work...Will show up in one giant step
forward...Much like the way a plant grows...It looks like it sprung out of the ground
overnight...But in reality, lots of work was happening under the surface...That didnt look like
progress at all...But then the progress showed up...Then it came shooting forward...My work is
no different...The steps Im taking...Even if they dont look like theyre bearing fruit today...Are
adding up with lots of other steps...And all of its going to come together in a moment...I know it
feels like a slog...I know it feels like Im not making progress...But I give myself permission...To
recognize the fact that I am making progress...Even if its going unseen.

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Internal Peace Is A Process

My personal peace...My transformation...Is a process thats going to take time...Its not going to
happen all at once...From time to time, there might be leaps and bounds...But for the most
part...It is going to be...A series of small steps...With each step a little more understanding...With
each step a little more peace...Some of those steps...Are going to be so small...I might not even
recognize them as steps...But each time I make the effort...To heal myself in some small way...To
accept myself in some small way...To love myself in some small way...To be easy with myself in
some small way...I take a step...And its not just a step to the destination...But its a step
forward...That creates more peace in this moment...And more peace for me...I give myself
permission...To be easy with myself...Easy with the process...And to be at peace...One little step
at a time.

I Have Too Much To Tap For And Dealing With All Of It Will Be
Too Painful
I recognize the fact...There are a number of things that need to be cleaned up...There are a
number of things that need to be tapped for...There are a number of things that have been
lingering around...There are a number of things that I just cant seem to get rid of...And there is
so much of it there...It is a daunting task to think how much tapping I have to do...I know some
of it might be really personal...I know some of it might be really painful...Spending time in my
past pain...Is far from my favorite thing to do...Spending time in my past pain...Is far from a
really good idea...Spending time in my past pain...Sounds like no fun at all...And because it
seems like it could be so painful...Because it seems like it could be so much...Theres a part of
me that just doesnt want to tap for it...Theres a part of me that doesnt want to engage in
it...Theres a part of me that doesnt want to get anywhere near it...But I dont have to clear it all
to have success...I dont have to clear it all to make progress...There are actually lots of tapping
tools I can use that arent painful...Whats more important...Is that I do a little bit each day...That
I do a little bit each moment...That I do a little bit in such a fashion...That I continue to move
forward...That I continue to make progress...It doesnt all have to be painful...And I dont have to
spend a great deal of time in that pain...Because it all doesnt have to be cleared...In order for me
to be successful...It all doesnt have to go away...In order for me to make progress...If I spend a
little time...Everyday tapping...I will be accelerating towards action...And moving to my goals.

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Admitting I Don't Know

I understand I need to learn something new...I understand I need to gain knowledge...The only
way Im going to move forward...Is if I learn something new...And to learn something
new...Often times what I have to do...Is I have to ask for help...Because there are people around
me who have the knowledge I need...There are people around me who have the experience I
need...There are people around me wholl help me to move forward...But when I ask for
help...Im signaling the fact...That I dont know something...And theres a part of me thats
afraid...That if I signal the fact that I dont know something...People will think less of
me...People are going to think Im not competent...People are going to think Im not
capable...People are going to think that I cant handle it...People are going to think Im downright
stupid...But the truth is...When I ask for help...Im not saying, Hey Im stupid...Instead Im
saying, Hey you know something really important...Im saying, You are really valuable...Im
saying, You have knowledge and wisdom, please share that with me...And so, people arent
going to think Im stupid...People arent going to think Im incompetent...They are going to feel
honored...They are going to feel appreciated...Because Im pointing out...They can do something
important...That I cant do...I give myself permission...To know there are lots of people who
want to help me...I give myself permission...That people would feel bad if I didnt ask them for
help...I give myself permission to take action...Ask for the help I need...So I can move
forward...Im not saying Im stupid...Im not saying Im incompetent...When Im asking for help
I simply dont know...And everything in my life...Is something I didnt know...At some
time...Ive survived asking for help before...Ill survive now...And it will speed my progress to
my goal.

Sometimes I Care Too Much

Im really excited about this goal...I want it to happen so bad...Because I know how much better
my life is going to be...If I achieve this...Its something Ive wanted for a really long time...Its
something I think about a lot...Its something that sometimes even keeps me up at night thinking
about...Because Im so excited about it...But even though this is important...Its not my whole
life...Its not everything...Its not all that Im about...And even though having this will be really
good...Even though having this will make it a lot better...I give myself permission...To be easy
with myself...Knowing that if I dont have this...Or if I dont have this perfectly...Its not going to
be the end of the world...Its not going to be the end of my life...Its not going to be the end of
everything...I give myself permission...To know that its good to care...To know that its good to
want better...To know that its good to put my energy into this and fight for this...And its also
important to know...This isnt everything...This isnt my only thing...Theres so much in
me...That wants this to happen...But I can also keep it in perspective...I can strive for greatness...I
can strive for this goal...And I can strive to keep it in balance...To know that this is good...To
know that its great...And to know its not my everything.

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I Just Dont Care Any More

At one point I was really excited about this goal...At one point I know it was something I really
wanted...At one point it was all I cared about...But that feels like a distant memory...Almost as if
it was someone else...As I work towards this goal...It feels like Im just spinning my
wheels...That my efforts have been wasted...That Im not making the progress that I would
like...And it just feels like Im getting nowhere...And so because of that its become a little
hopeless...All of that fire...All of that excitement...All of that enthusiasm...Feels like its melted
away...That I just cant get up for this...I just dont care anymore...Ive just lost touch with the
goal...I recognize the fact that sometimes its hard...I recognize that this is a process...Sometimes
there are many more steps than I wanted...Sometimes it goes slower than I hoped...But
somewhere inside of me...Theres a part of me that recognizes the fact...That this goal is still
important...This goal is still something I want...This goal is something that I want to move
into...This goal is something I want to go after...And I dont have to have the energy to do it
all...I dont have to have the energy to do everything...I simply give myself permission...To know
that it is OK...That sometimes my enthusiasm wanes...That its alright that I feel like I dont
care...But in these moments of not caring...I give myself permission to look at the big picture...I
give myself permission to look at it all...To know that it is OK...To take a nice deep breath...To
restart and reset...To look at the big picture again...And to start to take action.

I Resent The Tasks I Feel Like I Have To Do It

I know that moving towards my goal takes work...I know moving towards my goal takes
effort...I know this effort is going to take time...And sometimes its going to be taxing...And
there are going to even be steps...Which I really dont like...There are even going to be
steps...Which might be a little painful...And I know I have to do them...And theres a part of me
thats willing to do them...But as I tune into them...As I note them...And even put these steps in
my to-do list...It feels like Im being told I have to do something...It feels like Im being forced to
do something...Feeling like I have no choice in the matter...I hate it when I have to do
something...I hate it when Im being forced to do something...And anything that I feel like Im
being forced to do...Brings up a part of me that resents it...Theres a part of me that wants to
rebel against it...Theres a part of me that feels like it almost wants to lash out at it...And because
of this, I just dont do it...But I recognize as I move towards my goals...No one is making me do
this...This is my choice...This is my desire...This is my effort...And even if it feels like its
something Im being forced to do...I recognize this is my choice...Yes, Im choosing things that
are unpleasant to do...Because I see how they fit into the big picture...I see how they will lead me
towards my goal...I dont have to do these things...I want to do these things because of what they
bring...I want to do these things because they bring them closer to my goal...I choose to do these
things because theyre best for me in the long run...I dont have to...Im choosing to...Because of
what will come about as a result.

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If I Fail I Will Lose The One Thing I Was Clinging To My Hope

I love the sensation of hope...I love the feeling of hope...Hope shines light even in the darkest
times...Hope helps me to move forward......Hope helps make this pain bearable...Its great to
have this hope...But there is a part of me thats afraid...That if I try and fail...Not only will I have
failure...But I will also have lost my hope...Because the thing I have been hoping in...Has crashed
down around me...I give myself permission...To be easy with myself and to recognize that there
is always hope...Even if this one thing doesnt work out...Its not my only escape...Its not the
only path...It might feel like the only path...It might feel like the obvious path...But even feeling
that way...Doesnt mean its my only way out...Its good to have hope...Its good to cling to my
hope...Its good to be encouraged by my hope...But even if things dont work out...Even if the
thing Im hoping for is dashed...I will still have motivation to move forward...And I will still find
hope...Hope is good to sustain me in this moment...But its not nourishment for the long
term...Its good that Im afraid of losing that hope...But I cant live on that hope...And so I must
move past it...I give myself permission to act...Even at the risk of failure...Even at the risk of
losing hope...Because I must progress...I must move forward...And that cant happen strictly on
hope.

When Our Goals Feel Unreasonable

Im glad I have big dreams...Im glad I want something more...But its not what I have right
now...And the gulf between where I am...And where I want to be...Is so big...That it feels
completely unreasonable...Its so big...It feels like its impossible to get from here to there...Its
so big...I dont even know where to start...Its as if Ive said...I want my skin to turn green and
Im going to sprout wings...It seems that impossible and that far away...And even though in
moments like this...My goal feels like its a million miles away...I recognize I have achieved a lot
of things that felt like they were a million miles away...I recognize that I dont get to my goals in
one giant step...I get there moving over time...Bit by bit...Little by little...I give myself
permission...To know its OK to dream big dreams...To know its OK to have goals that feel like
theyre a long way away...And recognize that if I take small steps...Engaging those goals in a
small way...And make a small bit of effort today...Its going to make a huge difference...Its going
to help me to move forward...Its going to help me to strive...All I need to do in this moment...Is
appreciate the goal...And appreciate its possible...Even if I have no clue how to get from here to
there...Even if it seems foolish to dream that big...Small steps...And regular action...Will move
me to the goal...And before I know it...The impossible will become possible.

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Not Having A Human Experience

Its really easy to get caught up in the day-to-day...Its really easy to get caught up in the physical
world...Its really easy to get caught up into what is happening right now...And amidst the daily
chaos...Amidst the daily grind...I find myself in a spot...Where Im trying to carve out space...To
be present to my soul...And to be present to my eternal self...Its good that I make these
strides...Its good that I put importance on these things...But if you were looking at me from the
outside...You would almost believe my spiritual self...Is an important second thought...Is an
important afterthought...For my physical moment and physical presence takes precedence...I give
myself permission to recognize...I am a spiritual being...Who happens to be in the physical world
for a moment...A moment I want to take advantage of...But when I remember Im a spiritual
being...Who is having this momentary experience...It helps me to place moment to moment in
context...It helps me to recognize what is truly important...It helps me to recognize how I need to
interact...I take this moment to re-remind myself...I am a spiritual being having a physical
moment...I am a spiritual being having a physical manifestation...And its not the other way
around...This moment is important...My physical self is important...But those are tools for my
spiritual being...I am a spiritual being having a physical experience.

Working Towards My Goal Means I Have To Admit I Have Failed

Up To Now
Theres a part of me that wants to move forward...Theres a part of me that wants to go after this
new goal...Theres a part of me that wants transformation...But in order to have transformation...I
have to be honest with the fact...That what I have right now...Isnt perfect...What I have right
now...Is full of problems...And Ive created the circumstance Im in...Ive made choices to put
myself here...And if Im admitting everything isnt perfect...I have to also admit that I have
failed...I have to admit that I made mistakes...I have to admit that I made bad choices...I have to
admit that I where I am isnt healthy...I have to admit I havent taken action soon enough...And
all of those things are hard to do...But regardless how I got to this point...Regardless of the
choices before now...The fact that I am making a choice...And wanting to move forward...Is a
good thing...The fact that I am making choices...And wanting to strive...Is a good thing...Things
were not perfect up to this moment...Ive created a life that is far from perfect...But what is much
more important...Is my willingness today...To make a different choice...To make a better
choice...To make new choices...Yes, I have made bad choices...Yes, I have failed...And to strive
for something new is to admit that...But being honest with where I am...And striving for where I
want to be...Is more important than the choices that have led to now...I give myself permission to
move forward...Being honest with where Ive been...And striving for where I want to be.

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Let Nothing Frighten You

Theres a part of me thats frantic...Theres a part of me thats overwhelmed...Theres a part of
me thats quickly moving through the day...Worried about what will happen next...Worried about
what is to come...Worried about who is going to overwhelm me...Worried about what is going to
overwhelm me...And as frantic as my life is...Moment to moment...Day to day...In the big
picture...Things are calm...Things are smooth....When I look in the big picture...The frantic up
and down...Flattens out...Over time all is well...Over time all is good...I give myself
permission...To see the big picture...To have patience with myself...To have patience with time...I
give myself permission...To be easy with myself...To be easy with time...There is no rush...To be
who I am...Because Im already there...There is no rush...To get to this moment...Because I am
already here...I give myself permission to be easy...I give myself permission to be easy with
myself...I give myself permission to be in this time...In this moment...Patient and gentle.

Forgiveness And Goodness

There is a part of me...That is worthy of having goodness extended to me...And that part of
me...Is all of me...Not just the good parts...Not just the functioning parts...Not just the effective
parts...All of me...All of me is worthy of goodness...Seeing myself as good...Knowing Im
capable of good...Knowing Im worthy of good...Knowing I am good...Today I choose to see
myself as good...Today I choose to shower myself with goodness...Today I choose to be present
to my own goodness...In big and small ways...I am worthy of goodness...Theres a part of me
that is worthy of forgiveness...Theres a part of me that is made for forgiveness...And that part of
me is all of me...Not just the good parts...Not just the repenting parts...Not just the functioning
parts...All of me is worthy of forgiveness...Every choice is worthy of forgiveness...Every part of
me is made for forgiveness...I dont forgive myself enough...I dont forgive myself soon
enough...Today I give myself permission to forgive myself...Today I forgive myself...Not for
some things...Not for just the small things...Today I forgive myself...Today I forgive
myself...Today I forgive myself...Its hard for me to say...Its hard for me to believe Im worthy
of it...Today I forgive myself...Today I forgive myself...Today I forgive myself.

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