Open Letter
Open Letter
Open Letter
"Being loved by someone like you was such a beautiful dream. Yeah, a
DREAM. And waking up from that nice dream was a worst NIGHTMARE"
You were the person i used to talked to when i needed someone that gonna
listen to my nonstop dramas. You were the person who can make me smile
kapag magang maga na yung mga mata ko. You were the person who
enlightened my world. You were the person who keeps telling me some weird
things or better to say some corny lines that cause my stomach be filled with
butterflies. You were the person who keeps listening to my nonsense story.
Then i'll tell you to laugh to my nonsense jokes then you'll gonna make some
fake laughs. Funny right? You were the first person that i loved with all my
heart without doubting your love that you're giving me back. You were the
person who owned the private box of my messages. You were the first person
that gonna text me when im awake. You were the first person that i have
shared my super duper secrets, my family problem. People that surround me
doesnt know how miserable my life was but you knew. They dont know what i
have been through but you were the only person who knows. People think
that i am too lucky in being me but i think im not and you knew it. Then if im
thinking those fvcking shits of my life, youre always telling me that i am lucky
because i have you. But were far from each other. I cant touch your nose and
pinch it. I cant mess your hair. I cant hold your hands. I cant kiss you. You
cant wipe my tears but i feel like youre here at my side. BUT THAT WAS
BEFORE. Everything has changed in a blink of an eye. Everything that we
used to do has gone. Yeah, its all fvckin gone. Are you missing me? Missing
my nonstops dramas? Hey, are you tired of being my listener? Are you tired
of me? But why? Why? Why did you left me? You've told me na hinding hindi
mo na ko iiwan? But what's now? Where are you now? Where are your fvcking
promises na dahilan ng pag asa ko? Have you ever regret it all? Nasan kana? I
thought pupuntahan mo ko dito tapos susunduin mo ko to end all of my
problems, to ease the pain, to make me happy with you. Akala ko ba
papatunayan mong may forever. Ang tanga ko naman kasi bakit ako naniwala
kahit una palang wala naman talagang forever. Lahat ng lovers naghihiwalay.
Lahat ng tao namamatay. Lahat may ending siguro pagdating lang kay God
yung wala, kay God may forever. Im always praying our relationship noon na
sana magtagal tayo, na sana hindi tayo magbreak, na sana ikaw ang future
ko, na sana hinding hindi mo ko iiwananan. Pinagprapray ko noon na sana
hindi ka manawa pero anong nangyari satin ngayon? Parang kailan lang
perpekto pa tayo kung hindi ipapasok ang distance thingy. Being loved by
someone like you was such a beautiful dream. Yeah, a DREAM. And waking up
Author's Note: Hindi ko talaga alam kung tama ba lahat ng grammar nito e,
ipupublish ko pa naman to sa Wattpad hahaha. Just hoping to be read by
someone who got away. Pakitama nalang naman kapag alam mong mali.
Salamat.
-MissCactussss