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Yaitza Cintron
Education Field Experience EDUC 230-01
Professor Suk Spring 2014 Personal Philosophy of Teaching
My love for teaching started when I was in 4 th grade. At the age of 9, when most kids were making friends and playing, I was worried about my handwriting skills and how to make them better. Being a lefty was very hard for me, and I couldnt understand why writing was so difficult. I would cry myself to sleep, and always wondered if I was ever going to be able to have nice handwriting, like everyone else. I had great parents, but they didnt seem to get too involved when it came to my education. So, I was never able to get them to help me. I felt lost, upset, and embarrassed, but in 4 th grade I met the person who changed my life. Her name was Mrs. Drake, my homeroom teacher. One day she came up to me and said, I see you have problems with your handwriting, I can help you if you want me to. I was so embarrassed; I didnt know if I should let her help me or not, but I agreed. After several weeks of practicing different skills, Mrs. Drake was finally able to figure out what was wrong with me. She told me that all I needed to do was turn the paper. She realized that my problem wasnt writing; it was the way I positioned my paper. At first it was a little awkward, but then it worked out. I was writing neatly, I was able to understand it, people could read it, and I was so excited. After this my life changed and I knew I needed to pay it forward by becoming a teacher, I knew that this is what I wanted to do. I wanted to become Mrs. Drake. I wanted to change a childs life just as she has changed mine. I moved on to middle school, and I felt great. Finally, I wasnt going to be embarrassed, because of my handwriting. But at the end of middle school, I felt discouraged. I felt like I wasnt smart. My test grades were low; I was getting bad grades, and I couldnt understand what was going on. I was working so hard, and it just wasnt paying off. I reached out to my ESL teacher, and he just told me not to worry; he told me that the reason I was struggling was because of my English. He said, Give it a couple more years, and youll be fine; I didnt want to give it a few more years. I wanted to get good grades, I wanted to learn, and I wanted it to happen right away. So, I found the easy way out, I told my mom that I wanted to go back to Puerto Rico, where language wasnt going to be a problem for me, and I could get good grades. After a year of being in Puerto Rico, I was still struggling with my grades; I couldnt understand it. Then it happened; I was diagnosed with reading/writing disability. I felt like my whole world came down on me. My mom was asked to come to the school, where they discussed different ways of helping me. I was so embarrassed; I told my mom to refuse any help, and I told her that I will figure it out. I begged her not to put me into any kind of special need classes. She listened to me and refused the help. I have to say that during my high school years I struggled a lot. I was always embarrassed and would always get upset because I had to work much harder than everyone else, but I got it done. After three long years of struggles and staying after school every day. I am proud to say that I graduated high school with a GPA of 3.50. A few months later, I decided to start my college education at RVCC in the spring of 2000. Again, I was faced with many struggles. As time went by, things got harder and harder, and I dropped out. I remember saying to myself, College is not meant for me, besides who wants a teacher that struggles with reading and writing. Im not good enough to be a teacher. I believed that for many years, but at the age of 30 I had my, aha! moment. My six year old daughter was struggling with her reading, and I stood by her and said, Dont worry mommy is going to help you become the best reader ever. I will help you overcome this, and Im not going to let you give up. Thats when I realized that, that was just what I had done; I had given up. Finally, I understood that education is important and that there is no reason for me to give up, so I decided to re-enroll and I am determined to finish my college education and become a teacher. My desire in pursuing a teaching career is to make a positive impact in a childs life, just like the impact Mrs. Drake made on me. I believe that each child has the right to develop their own potential, is just a matter of believing in them and showing them how. Not every child learns the same way, I know Ive been there many times. That is why I will take my time to reflect on how different programs and teaching techniques meet the needs of each individual child. I believe in providing a caring and encouraging atmosphere, where my students will learn and get inspired. I believe that education provides the tools to be successful and reach your goals. I believe in constructivism, an idea brought to light originally by, Piaget and Bruner. Who believed that, leaners should have an active environment in order to construct knowledge for themselves. Is a great way to build new ideas and concept based on current or past experiences. Which is why, I am a strong advocate for hands-on learning, because by having a variety of activities in my curriculum I am able to provide different learning styles. That will help my students succeed and build self-confidence. Leaning occurs when a student is fully engaged in the lesson, by providing different learning activities and strategies, I help my students get engaged, make a connection, and be inspired. I believe in being respectful, understanding, and honest. Which helps me to build a relationship with my students and the determination to think outside the box and go the extra mile. It is important that by having a respectful encouraging relationship with my students, they understand that I have been in their shoes and I understand them. They will know that I am willing to work as hard as I need to and spend as much time as I have to, in order to make them successful both academically and emotionally. To conclude, my goal as a teacher is to provide an environment where my students learn the love for learning and are encouraged in a positive, nurturing way. I hope to provide all the tools necessary for success, to give them the confidence to embrace their dreams and make them reality. I want students to remember me as the person who changed their life, and the teacher that understood them because she has walked in their shoes.